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- ER (TV 1994) (3)
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'Suicide' was a word tucked in soft quilt blankets and shoved in the deeper parts of his mind, even as he saw patients day-in, day-out who were outwardly, or in some capacity could be considered suicidal. [...] No one knows, never knew. Also, no one can be surprised. If they look further, they'll see just the extent of what he's hidden in plain sight from his childhood.
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Carter has struggled with suicidal ideation for years. A night shift is almost his undoing. -
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His forehead is dripping with sweat, right into his eyes, burning him and producing more tears.
More tears, he's crying?Patient should seek guidance towards rehabilitation.
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Carter knows better than to keep depending himself on pain-relievers. It makes it harder to break down in peace when you're also self-aware of your symptoms. -
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She tucks some of his hair behind his ear, with a (blurry) smile on her lips. He looks down at her, flushed a little, swaying into her so he can snag a kiss or two or more. "These look so nice on you," she muses, still playing with his hair. John feels his face heat up at the compliment.
"Y'think?" he murmurs, going a little cross-eyed the way he's staring at her, trying to focus on her expression. Keaton nods, kissing the tip of his nose, down to his cheek, the corner of his mouth, his jaw. She nods again, and her pupils are blown out with arousal, gaze sultry and sparkling. "Aren't you just my pretty boy? Wearing my glasses,"
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Carter is obsessed with riling up Dr. Keaton, especially when they're technically at work. She decides to have a little fun herself when he steals her glasses just to mess with her.
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There’s a crucifix nailed to Luka’s wall. Right above his headboard and about an inch or two off center.
Carter hates it.
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A familiar voice rings out from behind him. It wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. It was the voice that had haunted him for months. The one that had echoed in his nightmares, replayed in the trauma bay in every jagged memory of that night. His blood ran cold. His stomach twisted violently, and for a moment, he felt it. The dizzying, hollowed out panic he had spent months trying to bury.
Or… Sobriki returns to the ER but Luka and Carter are together
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The first year of Carter’s emergency medicine internship has been tough. He misses working with Benton more than he cares to admit, and he can’t quite figure out how Doctor Elizabeth Corday so effortlessly commands Benton's attention. When Corday offers Carter the incredible chance to present a case at a prestigious medical conference in London, it feels like everything might finally be coming together.
Spoiler alert: he never makes it to London.
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A devastating accident derails Carter's plans and his skills as a doctor are put to the test, but in the wreckage, he and Benton might find a way to start rebuilding what he so desperately misses.
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The hospital starts a new initiative to encourage interns from various disciplines to talk to one another. Unfortunately John's pod leader has some kind of bone to pick with him. If only someone would listen when he asks for help.
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His jaws are clenched tightly and his eyes are wild, glaring directly into the camera. He looks like a feral animal trapped off the street. The whites of his eyes seem to pulsate and glow around dark, dilated pupils.
Peter's breath catches in his throat. Even though it has been over a year since he last saw them, he could never forget those eyes.
Benton stares at the photograph in disbelief.
John Carter stares back.
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John Carter has been missing for over a year. Peter Benton never stopped searching. When his former student finally returns, Benton must help him heal and unravel the truth behind his disappearance.
Series
- Part 1 of Bad Things Happen Bingo