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"As long as we share this feeling...you'll always be my Kazuki-san," Asuka continues, her voice going quieter and sounding like a murmur above Kazuki's head. She seems to bury her face there, inhaling Kazuki's scent.
Kazuki's face pursed. She remained silent, face buried into Asuka's chest, ruminating the quiet statement Asuka managed.
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It felt like the seventh episode of a sappy drama I watched.
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"Am I...dreaming? Is this a dream, Soushi...?" Kazuki weakly asks, just seconds away from breaking into a sob as he looks up upon Soushi's figure.
Soushi painfully smiles. He gets down on one knee and becomes eye-level to Kazuki, "This isn't a dream," He extends a hand towards Kazuki's face, "It's crossing, Kazuki. Our mental state allows us to have this form of crossing."
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The wound engraved across his left eye would rip apart again, flowing down a red river from it. Then the thick, sickening liquid would drown the rest of his face, blurring the shape of the person I loved so much. It pours endlessly and pools like it did on the rest of Soushi's body.Soushi's body. I precisely know it, because I was the one wounding him at the very moment.
*Kazuki's POV.
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Kazuki watches Soushi finally getting actual rest, all while cursing his own thoughts (and ending up giving in).
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Despite still wrestling with grief and the complicated feelings of seeing Canon everywhere Shouko was supposed to be, Maya does everything she can to make Canon feel welcome and to be friends with her. But, once again just like Shouko, perhaps Maya wants something more than that and she just hasn't realized it yet.
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It was like Kazuki was trying to crawl inside his chest, as if his very skin and bones were in the way of the closeness Kazuki sought. Soushi had no doubt that if Kazuki could crack open his ribcage and crawl inside and stay there forever, he would, just to be as close as he possibly could be. It was a sentiment Soushi understood completely – if it were possible for him to keep Kazuki so close, safely curled around his heart, he would.
After Soushi returns, Kazuki needs to be close. Soushi wants that too, but it's not so simple, not when he still can't be sure it's safe. But sometimes a desire can't be denied so easily, not when it's really a need.
Bookmarked by siegfriedsystem
23 Mar 2025
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kudos aren't enough, I'm walking with this fic to a wedding venue
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Even knowing exactly what to expect in his heart, it still punches the air from Soushi’s lungs to see the baby curled up in the cockpit, half-hidden in that guy’s synergetic suit and surrounded by crystals. It’s all that Soushi can do to scoop him up - awkwardly, shakily, because he doesn’t know how to hold a baby and his hands won’t stop trembling and he’s desperately afraid of accidentally letting one of those crystals cut the baby - and pull his Alvis coat tighter around the both of them.
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Bookmarked by siegfriedsystem
05 Oct 2024
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Kazuki stares at him, and something like guilt flashes across his face, and Soushi nearly kicks himself. He’d wanted to— it had felt important to remind Kazuki - this shade of him, lingering in Soushi’s room in a way that says haunting more than it says visitor - that, even without the original Soushi here, there are people who care for him. But that hadn’t been intended to make him guilty, and Soushi is not actually trying to hurt Kazuki right now, and yet. And yet.
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27 Sep 2024
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“Next time I have to watch you drooling over Kazuki at the breakfast table I’m letting you tip your coffee in your lap,” he comments, and then gathers up his homework and excuses himself before either of them can say anything in return. On his way out of the kitchen, he calls out, “And you still have to help me with that project! And Kazuki is banned from the room when you do!”
(or: Soushi and Kazuki are hopelessly gone on each other, but at least the other Soushi is going to get some backup in dealing with how gross they are. Eventually.)
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- Part 1 of where we planted the seeds