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Out of the Abyss

Summary:

After years in exile, ex-Jedi General Eden Valen continues to clean up after Revan and Malak's mess of a war, only to find herself forever cursed with their unfinished business. As an ill-fated lead brings her to Tatooine, Eden finds that Revan's mysterious plans go beyond the Republic, beyond the Outer Rim, and into the utter unknown. (A rambling novelization of events leading up to TSL, retelling and reimagining the events of TSL, and beyond)

Chapter 1: Flashes Before Your Eyes

Summary:

After defeating her once-close friend, Malak, Revan wrangles her former and current selves to the best of her abilities - but despite any wishes she has for a normal life, she knows she has some unfinished business to attend to. The only problem is that she doesn't know where to start.

Notes:

So here we are at my attempt to post (semi-regularly) the novelization of my personally reconciled TSL plot to be published in three parts: Out of the Abyss, Shadows of the Sith, and The Immortal Empire. As you can see, I've played around with the fabric of the Old Republic world in order to bolster the plot, to support unfinished aspects of the game's initial trajectory, and to make up for the unsatisfying ending that the "official" Revan book and related DLC left with some of us fans. I've edited some of the earlier chapters for consistency, but there are bound to be mistakes here and there, I'm sure, so feel free to drop me a line!

Since it is only fitting to begin a Star Wars tale on a remote desert planet, here we are. Enjoy :)

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3964 BBY, Tatooine
8 years before the events of Knights of the Old Republic
Revan

 

The earth shuddered beneath her and it roared with a deafening cry in her ears, but Revan was mute to it all.

She stood still, her hands taut at her temples, focusing her mind’s eye on images that flashed before her consciousness as the world around her began to crumble. Her physical self, now distant and almost unfeeling, wavered under the concerned weight of a familiar hand - Alek - pleading with her to move, to save herself.

But the Force coursed through her, flashing images before her eager eyes almost too quickly for her to comprehend, but urgent enough to block out the world around her which was fast falling into chaos. A father and child descended into the caverns beneath the sands where she stood, standing before an altar not seen for millennia where an ancient crystal cache called to passersby, like a whisper of sand in the wind, beckoning, waiting, repeating its call – untouched and pristine – shrouded with some sweet, dark sorcery that drew them nearer… but then entered two bright figures, swathed in light and angel-esque, who took the child by the hand, eyeing the altar with wary eyes as they left the father to die, fallen victim to a poisoned mind, like so many others before him. Boots crunch over their bones.

“Revan, please,” Alek’s voice found her from a million miles away, pleading. Revan’s eyes shot open, all movement a mere kaleidoscope of images focusing into one as her mind reconciled the vision still clear in her memory. She inhaled, closing her eyes tight once more, stamping the images on the backs of her eyelids as reminders before they trickled away with forgetting. When she opened her eyes, her saber was at the ready and Alek was at her side.

She hazarded a glance at her partner, all wide eyes and raised eyebrows. His icy blue stare implored her, asking without words if she was alright.

Revan nodded, remembering the small child and the darkness she found with her father just beneath the sand they stood on.

Revan charged, vowing to never forget what she saw. It was unlike the vision she had during the decimation of Cathar, it was unlike what she felt when she and Alek found the ancient Star Maps, and yet somehow it factored into all of this. A bookmarked memory, to investigate at a later date. As she opened her eyes to the scene unfolding before her, she opened herself to the Force, still unaware of just how much of herself she would hand over to it in the name of peace and justice in the end.

 

 


 

3955 BBY, Telos IV
One year after Revan saved the Republic
Nevarra Draal, nee Revan

 

“You can’t remember anything else?”

“Nothing,” Nevarra sighed. With her eyes still shut, she held onto tethers of images, ghosts of a memory. A girl touting the name Revan and her father, nameless and without shape, stood as entities before an ancient altar all those years ago in some forsaken cave buried in the desert. Ghosts from a past life she was not entirely sure was her own. They felt like memories, but were they implanted or otherwise? She had no answers.

She had been piecing herself together since the encounter with Malak on the Leviathan, picking and choosing which bits of her old and new selves felt right and which parts deserved to stay. In the aftermath, Carth was the calm and steady force that stayed her, but she knew there was much she still could not remember - much that she needed to remember. The anxiety was crippling. She was a ghost in her own living skin, and she feared what her old self may have kept from those close to her, never expecting that her own memories, her own agency, would ever be ripped away from her. 

Carth insisted on staying up with her most nights, helping her figure out which memories were hers and where they belonged, but most importantly he supported her in deciding which memories were worth keeping. Since her Jedi reconditioning, Nevarra was tempted to settle into the false security of this second chance, to start over and settle down. But that was a fleeting thing. No, she could not stay idle - how could she? Not when she knew just how much was at stake. But the key to figuring out what to do next remained hidden in the murky depths of her own memory, phantom trinkets submerged and disguised, awaiting her conscious hand at the bottom of a fathomless ocean to be unearthed and rediscovered, plucked from obscurity and made real again.

From the darkness of her closed lids, the Force held still in her memory, Nevarra felt the gentle probing of Carth’s comforting hands at her wrists, coaxing her into the comfort of his presence - away from who she used to be, away from Revan. A faint smile spread across her lips at the feel of him, bringing herself out of the memory, making sure to anchor its imprint in her mind for future reference.

“It’s alright if you can’t. Just remember that,” Carth told her, his voice even, though still laced with the tempered frustration of a man lacking sleep. She could see it in his face: eyes lined with dark indigo shadows, blinking every few moments to keep himself from drifting off himself. But she knew he wouldn’t, not when she still found sleep so seldom. He would not abandon his post.

Her hands began to react to the warmth of his touch as Carth kneaded her fingers, tingling, as if they had been sleeping prior to Carth’s innocent probing.

“I think I should be the one telling you that,” she sighed, hearing the tiredness in her own voice.  Even to herself her voice felt hollow, strained and in much need of sleep. “I’ve kept you up long enough.”

Carth resigned, looking proud of her, at least, but feigning to completely mask his relief at being formally allowed to rest. “You’ve made progress,” he said as optimistically as his voice would allow, grating low and soft into a slight yawn, “or at least, it sounds like you have.”

Nevarra laughed silently to herself, chuckling at Carth’s inability to sleep when she could not and at his need to hear her say it before he went back to rest without her. He didn’t have to stay up with her, he knew that and she reminded him, but she never pushed it. She still enjoyed how eager he was to take care of her in any small way, despite her not needing saving. He liked feeling useful, he wanted to help, and even if she said and felt that it was fine that he sleep, she knew he would never rest easy until he felt he had done his part.

Carth still hovered on the threshold to their shared bedroom, lingering between the soft light of their living area and the dense shadow of their unlit chambers. His heavy-lidded eyes watched her, waiting. She felt weighted to the chair she sat in, sunken as if her thoughts anchored her here, but Carth was always so convincing when he was most tired, most unwilling to fight and most likely to surrender to sleep like an overeager puppy who denies he has worn himself out.

The image of a girl and her father at the site of the ancient altar remained in the back of her mind. The weight of it lifted as she gathered her wits to switch gears, to turn her mind to slumber, to rest for but a moment until she would undoubtedly set course for Coruscant to see the one person who may know more about her visions come morning… whether Carth was awake to tell her how he felt about the whole thing, or not.

Chapter 2: Many Meetings

Summary:

Carth knew that Revan might leave to finish what she started, whatever that happened to be, but worry has brought him to the covert doorstep of the Jedi after six months of waiting without any answers to calm his fears. The ever-poised Bastila Shan seems stern as always upon greeting him, but Carth discovers that she may be just as worried as he is, and that the Force may have something more sinister in store for them all.

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3954 BBY, Coruscant
a year and a half since Revan saved the Republic,  six months since she was last seen
Carth


The weight of Carth Onasi’s boots pounded the loading ramp of his personal vessel, having just landed on Coruscant, demanding answers and already annoyed that he wasn’t met with any.

With a datapad clutched in a white-knuckled fist, he leapt the distance between the still-descending ramp and the landing dock. Blood thrummed beneath his skin, setting him aflame with his uncontrollable impatience.

Before he could question the droid waiting idly at the security console, a shrill voice met his ears, and despite the dissonance its presence instantly set him at ease.

“Now, Carth-?” Bastila approached the loading ramp, evident that she had been waiting since Carth had made his request for landing clearance, her arms folding across a canvas of brown cloth that shielded her from the nonexistent cold as she demeaned his choice of arrival with a scowl.

Carth brandished the datapad in his hand, half-expecting it to speak for itself.  Trying his best to ignore Bastila’s smug righteousness, his thoughts found their voice before she could even finish her sentence, “We’ve waited long enough, now where is she?”

There was no time for pleasantries. He spoke each word evenly and still they sounded desperate when they finally took to the open air.

Admittedly, he was not at his best. Having lost sleep for near six months in an empty bed filled only with worry and wanting, Carth was sure that Bastila searched his sunken eyes, sleepless, wondering what had taken him so long. She sighed. She knew he was not cross with her, but with the situation that they were equally entangled in, paths crossed in a promise they both made long ago. Revan had never disclosed with him who else might have known, but it would only make sense if the others knew, if Bastila knew, and that was why he was standing before her now.

“Come with me,” was all that she said, sweeping about and leading him across the landing pad before he could utter another word.

By her stance, he could tell Bastila knew this moment would come to fruition, and she was already prepared - though despite the dire circumstances it was difficult to imagine a scenario in which Bastila was not prepared. She met every moment with unwavering surety, no matter her doubts, regardless of training or lack thereof. She waved a hand at the lift command console that greeted her upon entering the elevation pod, its doors shutting swiftly once Carth entered at her side.

The lift began its descent, though the unquestionable darkness that followed may have suggested that time had frozen still. Maybe it was the anticipation, the desire for answers that made the galaxy spin slowly in the time he had waited. Carth felt the lift dive below the pier, far beyond Coruscant street level, and head toward what he was certain was the center of the planet itself.

In spite of his general dislike of the woman beside him, he trusted her enough to know that she had not sent them plummeting to almost certain doom at the planet’s core, and in fact, knew exactly what she was doing. At a seemingly insignificant point in their journey downward, Bastila flourished her hand over the console, bringing the lift to a complete and utter stop. There was no repercussion, in fact it felt as if they glided to a gentle halt instead of abruptly arriving as Carth had anticipated. Upon stopping, the doors opened. Light poured in from an empty hall through which Bastila began to navigate without hesitation, easing in and out of identical paths without a second glance. Carth did his best to keep up, his datapad in hand, head flashing about in some petty attempt to keep track of where in the Force she was taking him. Before his queries found a voice, Bastila opened one final door, this time opening into a small meeting room encased in glass, surrounded by sprawling floors that were meant to be full of adolescents in Jedi’s training robes but now stood empty.

A vision come to life, though cut short by the nightmare that was happened at Katarr – something she said long ago came back to him from the depths of his memory, instantly dredged up at the sight – A secret Jedi academy, to rebuild, to strengthen their numbers, at least while the Sith threat still looms on the horizon, as it always has.

A threat on the horizon. The datapad in his hand.

Bastila took a seat at one of the long chaise lounges situated about the room, and Carth suddenly took in the room’s portents: two lounges sat situated along the farther walls, separated at the corner only by a plant whose origin he knew nothing of, and along the wall adjacent was a console, sitting idle and humming softly.

“You knew I would come,” Carth found himself realizing the truth of this words as he spoke them. “Today.

His fearful rage dissipated into growing uncertainty as he took a seat opposite Bastila.

“I felt something in the Force.” She replied curtly, sounding almost as if she were making up some excuse, and one that a non-sensitive could not possibly verify – but the wavering of her expression gave it away. Bastila was never keen on not knowing things so her curtness was due to the unfavorable nature of being taken by surprise.

“So you asked why I was here, even though you knew full well, because…?” he drawled on, begging her to finish the sentence, if not just to annoy her… for old time’s sake.

Bastila clicked her tongue impatiently, offended, and scoffed “I didn’t want to be presumptuous.”

She tucked a loose lock of sand-brown hair behind a pale ear as her other hand waved in the void of the air, commanding the Force to control the console on the other end of the room. “The Force works in mysterious ways. Besides, it's not like you presented yourself any better,” she added to save face.

Before Carth could retort, the room’s lights dimmed to accommodate the console whose screen projected before them, and sight of the secret Jedi academy beyond fell away. A series of numbers filled the active page, a pale blue against a dark transparent grey, cascading down the wall until it stopped, becoming still.

Carth squinted. It only took him a moment to realize, “These are coordinates.”

“Precisely.”

Concern crept into Bastila’s voice, consuming what outward demeanor she usually donned to mask whatever inward feelings plagued her. The thought of her mask slipping undoubtedly rattled her nerves, but for Carth it was comforting to see. He preferred moments when she allowed herself to be human, as long as those moments did not involve berating him for something.

“You know I was the last to see her,” Bastila began, Carth watching as her long fingers folded and unfurled, falling in and over themselves with each moment she spent thinking of her next words, “And though I know little of where she went, or why, these are her final coordinates.”

“You-?”

“I asked T3 to keep a detail on her whereabouts-“

“You managed to bypass T3’s security coding? But she had him set to-“

“I did not do anything intentionally. You see, when Revan set off, I merely told T3 to ‘keep an eye on her’ as a turn of phrase, but then I began receiving these,” her hand gestured toward the screen, “I was not sure what they were until near the end. I figured it might have been a virus or some sort of glitch, given our new systems, but once I looked into the final batch of numbers I knew exactly what they were.”

Several images propped up on screen at a subtle flick of Bastila’s fingers. They depicted various locales, mostly, each remote and empty. There was one image, however, of a place he recognized from a time when he and the woman across from him once traveled the galaxy together despite their bitter differences in hopes of saving it from their amnesiac companion.

“I’m not so sure about the rest, but that,” Carth pointed to the image of a gate flanked by blood orange tents on the brink of a desert, “That’s Anchorhead.”

Carth saw Bastila nod in affirmation from his peripheral as he leaned forward to get a closer look at the images on the screen.

“As you know, Revan and Malak had been to Anchorhead sometime during the war to find the star maps that led to the-“

“So what would bring her back?” Carth interrupted, too impatient to hear Bastila voice her predictions. He already knew what she was thinking.

“I would have thought the same thing, unless she told you about what brought her to me in the first place.”

Bastila folded her hands in her lap once more as Carth turned to face her, her features aglow in the light of the screen.

“Her dream?”

Bastila nodded again. She did not seem one for words once they had arrived at what Carth presumed was her office, and her tells were showing more and more with each question. The fact that Revan’s disappearance and subsequent silence bothered her this much to forego her usual uppity bit set his bones at ease, slightly at least. 

“Revan felt as if she were on Tatooine, at an ancient Sith site of some sort. She came to me asking whether this particular memory had anything to do with what the Jedi implanted, since Darth Malak was nowhere to be found in this recollection and it had nothing to do with the Star Map there, but we had done no such thing. The Jedi - meaning Dorak, Vrook and the others - only implanted generic, bland memories, basic images of parents, being young and what-have-you, but nothing so specific. With, erm, Malak being dead,” Bastila had a bit of a visibly hard time enunciating Malak’s name without disdain, though Carth could not blame her despite knowing the man he once thought the Jedi Knight to be himself, “Revan was not entirely sure who to consult about this particular memory, about what it might mean.”

Bastila swallowed, waiting a moment to allow Carth to answer, perhaps, but he remained silent as he awaited her next words, “Save for her first, and last, master.”

Carth cocked his head, not out of complete confusion but instead out of willful clarification. After defeating her old friend and apprentice, Revan had spent her time with Carth recreating a new persona, leaving any old selves behind, so talk of her life before was seldom and rarely discussed at length.

“Master Arren Kae.” Bastila answered for him, almost expectantly.

The name was not unfamiliar, though he internally admitted to himself that he may have done well to pay better attention to Revan when she did talk of the past.

“My guess is,” Bastila began, cycling through the images displayed with a flick of her wrist, “that wherever these coordinates are located, which according to Republic navigation records are somewhere either on the Outer Rim or just on the border of the Unknown Regions, is where she believed she might find Kae, and perhaps found her at some point.”

“Or so we can hope,” Carth nursed his stubbled chin with his fingers, fingers that itched to be anything other than idle. His boot tapped mutely on the carpeted floor of Bastila’s chamber as his eyes flicked between the images on screen. “When was the last coordinate sent?”

“This morning,” Bastila sighed, getting up and wrapping her robes about her again, equally unsure of what to do with her idle limbs, “which is why I thought you might come. But I didn’t get these numbers in batches or one by one, quite the opposite actually. They were sent all at once, and they were jumbled. Almost as if they were sent in a hurry, like an afterthought.”

Bastila’s voice was controlled but Carth could hear the fear behind her every syllable. His blood ran with anxious electricity under his skin at the thought that even Bastila could not contain her worry.

“That’s not like her,” Carth voiced, the thought escaping his lips as easily as a breath. “So you think T3 sent these? As a warning of some kind? Honoring your request, maybe?" Bastila nodded. "And there’s no way to locate where the message was sent from?”

Bastila shook her head. Carth knew she would have checked the signal before looking into anything else, but he felt is chest near bursting with questions and he knew not to expect any satisfying answers to quell them just yet.

“Not quite. I checked first thing, of course,” Bastila huffed, and Carth almost smiled inwardly at his intuition but the sentiment turned more into a bitter laugh at the direness of it all. “Revan was hiding her tracks, and given her affinity for the skill so much so that she, quite effectively, hid secrets from herself I’m not sure how to decode this, but-”

Carth had been so lost in thought and focused on controlling the sense of defeat that began to blanket his spirit with the lack of any real answers that he hadn’t noticed that Bastila was physically typing away at the console again, foregoing the Force for something more tactile to voice her frustrations through the heavy pounding of keys.

“Either Revan has completely hacked the Hawk so it spits out some nonsense location of origin when you track the incoming messages so we cannot follow her, that or-” Carth stood up as the screen dissolved into a map of the Republic and the known galaxy surrounding it. A small, blinking light, ominous in its loneness in an empty patch of screen, emanated from the blackness that enveloped the outer portions of the map.

“The Unknown Regions.”

Bastila turned from the console to look at Carth and nodded with wide, grey eyes glowing vaguely in the light of the screen, a miniature galaxy swimming in her mirrored pupils.

“I was considering calling you myself, but then I received your message requesting landing permission. I was hoping-” Bastila sighed again, unable to feign much confidence, “I was hoping you’d come with news. When you asked me where she was, I knew this was, I don’t know, fated perhaps. Something that the Force intended for us to find... and to follow.”

Carth would have very much liked to scoff at her explanation, but as much as it might have soothed the tension mounting in his chest, he knew she was speaking the truth. Bastila would not betray her features to doubt unless it was all-consuming, unless it was sincere.

“What does the Force want exactly? For us to know that she’s missing? What good does that do us-?“

Before he could continue his tirade of complaints, Bastila extended a gentle hand to steady him, her eyes still wide and full of uncontrolled uncertainty, but there was something about her expression that was also certain as well, though Carth could not quite understand why or how he knew it. The hair on his arm prickled at the thought and he pulled away.

Bastila’s hand remained extended in comfort, almost as if she expected him to react this way.

“This is the beginning of something. Whatever Revan’s memory entailed, whatever the exiled Kae had to tell her, and wherever she is now… I don’t know, it’s somehow connected to this,” Bastila’s arms extended to her sides, indicating the secret academy now hidden from her office, “And there’s one other thing.”

This last bit Bastila exclaimed almost erratically, suddenly remembering something, as she resumed her position at the console. Carth took a deep breath and watched with a furrowed brow as he approached to watch over her shoulder, briefly glancing down at her nimble fingers before looking up again at the screen as the images changed. The photos of the coordinates Bastila managed to trace faded away. A rap sheet took its place, detailing the basic information for a certain Nevarra Draal. This Nevarra shared the same false name and looked an awful lot like the woman Carth was first stranded with on Taris, the woman he roamed the galaxy alongside in search of a Sith Lord's trail that actually ended up being her own. As much as the woman looked like Revan, however, Carth could tell that she was slightly younger, that her eyes were more angular and that they were green as opposed to Revan’s warm brown. They were not one and the same.

“This is the identification papers we used to get Revan into the Republic ranks after we, erm, well-“ Bastila swallowed her words before continuing, “The records are actually quite legitimate looking, though also falsified. It was produced for us by Atris who found that Revan’s exiled General bore a striking resemblance to her, especially when done up in this fashion.” Bastila referred to the short black hair dyed bronze and the ochre eye makeup. “Revan’s Left Hand, General Valen was exiled, I’m not sure if you know, a short time after the Mandalorian Wars came to a close. Master Atris, General Valen’s former mentor, took up the task of keeping tabs on her, given that she was a liability to the Council as well as to the Republic after what happened at Malachor. In her exile, General Valen made several false personas to use as identification and Master Atris convinced us to use this abandoned file as a source.”

Carth took in the image of the General, a girl he had heard much about but had never seen. As a pilot, Carth had seen much of Malak, especially before the Jedi officially became involved in the Mandalorian Wars when the Jedi Knight still went by the nickname Squint - which was both amusing and disconcerting to think back on, now - but Carth had never seen General Valen, who was responsible for heading Revan’s ground troops. She was a prodigy, a star soldier, surpassing legends of even the famed Jedi Master Kavar at only twenty years old. Carth recalled a time when everyone expected Kavar to lead the Jedi to war, but after being called to a seat on the Jedi Council instead, the enigmatic young Revan took his place. Soon after, General Valen joined Revan's ranks and became the leader of her ground forces, whereas Revan’s Right Hand, Malak, took the command of her fast-growing star fleet.

The exiled Jedi looked so much like his Revan that he could not look away, though he saw where they differed when he imagined what Nevarra looked like now, or more recently at least. Even back when Carth had first met her, Revan posing as Nevarra was visibly a bit older, in her mid-thirties as opposed to her mid-twenties, and looked a bit friendlier in comparison to the image displayed.

“When Revan asked where her memories had come from, she asked about the false ID we gave her when we,” Bastila swallowed, still slightly uncomfortable with her role in altering Revan’s memories, “When the Jedi reprogrammed her. When she saw that we had used her identification records, she, well, I’m not sure, exactly.”

Bastila’s voice trailed off into silent musing, not quite finishing her thought.

“She felt something?” Carth surmised, gathering what he knew of Bastila’s account and what little he knew of how Jedi and how they reacted to the Force, something which still eluded him completely.

Bastila nodded, her lips pursed, unsure of what else to add. She was so used to having the last word that Carth almost enjoyed watching her struggle with the silence that followed.

“I am not sure what she felt, or sensed,” Bastila finally said after a considerable pause, “But whatever it was, she felt as if Master Kae might know. And who knows, perhaps she sought General Eden Valen out as well, after all.”

“Where is Arren Kae now?” Carth asked.

The Jedi shook her head. “No one knows. She was exiled shortly after Valen was. She was even accused of influencing Revan’s dissent through her teachings, for not seeing what would later become of her pupil. Unlike Eden Valen, however, Kae fell under the radar. No one has heard of, or from, her since.”

“So that’s where you think all of these other images are from? Places where Revan thought Kae might have been hiding.”

Bastila nodded.

“What about General Valen?”

With another heavy sigh, Bastila lowered her head, looking away from the screen and at her hands instead. “Master Atris had been keeping tabs on her, but with the tragedy at Katarr…”

“Right, I’m sorry.” Carth consoled as best he could, already guilty that he had forgotten, that he had failed to commit every Jedi’s name to memory since learning who Nevarra really was, who Revan really was. Even still, he should have realized. In Nevarra's attempt to recover her memories as Revan, she had urged them both to keep rebuilding, for she feared the true storm had not yet come to pass. In the wake of the war, Carth was to continue supporting stable governments and weeding out the weaker systems, and Bastila was to bolster the Jedi ranks in whatever way she could, in secret if possible. Another massacre had urged some Jedi to begin preparing for such destruction in secret, sometime during or before the war, Carth could not remember. But whatever those plans were, Nevarra thought them wise. There was so much fear in her eyes before she left, and despite the waking worry that still kept Carth awake at night, he knew that Nevarra would tell him what troubled her if she knew, and understood her desire to find the truth of that fear alone. She still felt immense amounts of guilt over what she had done, but more importantly, what she had forgotten. If only Malak had listened, if only he had submitted and told her what he had known back then...

“She’s still out there, I feel,” Bastila began, closing her eyes as if it would better her memory, “we were almost rivals, you know, the exile and I. Prodigal padawans, each with a gift. She had her Force bonds and I had my battle meditation. I still think that she might not have been driven to war had the Masters not feared her power so, but…” Bastila let out a low breath, laced with regret and remembering, “We were friends, once.”

She shook her head and opened her eyes again, this time looking pointedly at Carth.

“I know you’re not one to believe in the Force, but I know you believe in her.”

At the mention of ‘her’, Carth knew she meant Revan, even if in their more private moments she had expressed her desire to be known as Nevarra now, instead.

Carth nodded solemnly, still feeling far too unaware of it all, oddly unnerved at the fact that Bastila, a woman nearly two decades younger than he, would have a better idea of where his wife might be, and not just for the sake of being there but in the scheme of things, whatever that meant. He shook his head, and despite his doubts he knew that he trusted Revan, that he trusted Nevarra, far more than he trusted himself with anything the galaxy could throw at him, but he would counter each blow as it came, as long as it got him closer to her, no matter who she felt more like these days. He was ready for anything, anything other than the inaction that had plagued him since the day she left.

Gathering his resolve, Carth swallowed whatever doubts and frustrations had led him here and asked, “So, what comes next?”

Nevarra has asked him to remain calm, to trust him no matter what became of her, and regardless of the promise that both he and Bastila had made not to follow her, it was clear that neither of them were meant for inaction or idleness. But it wasn’t just the foul feeling of being left in the dark with only blind trust for company that bothered him, it was an ever-pervasive bad feeling that gnawed at the outer edges of his mind, the same gut feeling he saw possessing Bastila now.

Despite their differences, they had this in common, at least.

Bastila read his expression, and nodded curtly, as if gathering all of the wandering thoughts in his mind and processing them in an instant. His observation was not far off, despite how much he lamented the fact, knowing that Bastila most likely probed the Force whether she meant to or not. In spite of decorum, he figured she may not be able to help herself given how palpable his raw emotions were stirring beneath the surface, something Nevarra used to make fun of him for…

“We find her.” Bastila said. “Well, not her her, but,” she nodded towards the screen which now displayed General Eden Valen’s somewhat disguised visage, Revan’s near twin if one did not know any better.

“The last we heard of her according to Atris’ records, she was working as a scavenger, particularly interested in post-war sites as you might well imagine. We don’t have a heading, but-“

“We have Anchorhead. It’s something. Hell, it’s better than nothing,” Carth heard himself say, though even his own voice sounded alien, as if it were transmitting itself to him from light-years away. Entranced with the image on screen, he conjured memories of Revan when he only knew her as Nevarra, a smart-mouthed recruit that just happened to escape the Endar Spire at his side. Part of him wished that things had stayed that simple.

Whatever ill omens Carth had collected over the past few months now seemed oddly intentional and somewhat justified in light of Bastila’s shared convictions. The bad feeling that took root in his gut the moment Revan left spread outward and over his bones, settling in the depths of him. He wondered if this is what Bastila felt when she sensed ‘disturbances’ in the Force or what had Revan felt that night and prompted her to leave in the first place. 

“We’ll find her. We have to.”

Bastila’s eyes locked with his and after a moment she nodded, her face solemn but intent. Perhaps she felt sorry for him, and maybe there was good reason for it. Carth couldn’t sleep, but it wasn’t the lack of rest that bothered him. Whatever Bastila felt, whatever she knew, and whatever the Force told her, Carth could read it on her face – there was hope, and that was something.

Chapter 3: Further Instructions

Summary:

On record, the Polar Regions of Telos are desolate and void of life. When life is found upon one of its more remote mountain peaks, some of the few who call this place home must bring the stranger to their Mistress for questioning, only to have the tables turn on her completely.

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3952 BBY, The Polar Regions of Telos
Four years since Revan saved the Republic, two since she went missing
The Last Handmaiden

 

The mountain was cold.

Brianna expected nothing different, but it did not quell her unease upon its slopes. She followed in the footsteps of her sisters, who were blindly carrying out orders given by their mistress, Atris, earlier that morning.

I sense a presence on the mountain, she had said, eyes closed in concentration. Scout the area, bring back anyone you find.

She found her mistress’s words worthy of note. Anyone she had said, not anything

Atris had then resumed cradling her aching temples, brimming with visions, stooped over her chamber desk as Brianna and her sisters nodded and went on their way, Brianna in the rear as always.

She was otherwise known as the Last of the Handmaidens, last meaning the least of them, a fact her sisters reminded her of constantly. She deserved no name, not even the one she used to refer to herself in more intimate moments. Only her title was warranted, technically. In a way, Brianna lamented her Echani father’s demise, and not for its untimely nature but for the fact that she would carry the burden of his actions until her dying breath. She would always be Brianna the Bastard. The Last of the Handmaidens.

A most unfavorable heirloom, indeed.

The bitter winds, the thick snowfall, and the harsh temperatures were unrelenting, and yet a part of Brianna felt right at home. Out here, she was met with just as much resistance as she would have had she stayed at the academy, and yet she found the wordless wind favorable to her sisters’ insistent discontent. The fact that it drowned out anything they might say helped.

The wind tasted crisp on her tongue though cruel to her lips, rubbing them raw, and yet Brianna had never felt more alive, never more herself than out in a world that was not so controlled, so demanding, so defeating. Brianna bit her lip, quelling the secret smile she bore behind her sister’s backs, unaware that any joy could be had in the life of a bastard.

Ahead of her was nothing but a sheet of snow, yet Brianna could somehow sense her sisters up ahead, like walking through a familiar hall in the dark, navigating from memory. She finally came upon them, stoic spires in the spiraling snow, their ivory hoods drawn over their heads as their necks pivoted, discerning their choice of direction with careful eyes.

“Where to?” Arianna asked, her voice a telltale singsong hardly a whisper on the wintry air.

Orenna only shrugged.

By default, Brianna stopped just before reaching them, never used to standing equal among her sisters, always to be an afterthought.

She looked about, holding up an white-gloved hand as a visor to block out the snow but to no avail, until… the snow stopped completely.

Her hand dropped to her side in surprise, and she looked between her sisters to gauge their reaction but they were as still as statues. The wind fell silent. It no longer rang in her expectant ears and instead stood stagnant, cold against her face. She exhaled. A plume of warm breath should have erupted from her lips, and yet the scene remained unchanged.

Words lingered on her tongue but shock stayed her. Her mouth opened and closed, a firaxa out of water. Then she felt it, or sensed it, more rather.

Just beyond the sheet of snow ahead of Arianna and Orenna the mountain sloped downward, and below the slope was an embankment where a figure lay motionless but still breathing - shallow breaths, dangerously shallow. Brianna could not see it, but she knew what was there.

She blinked, unbelieving, when the scene unfolded again before her, as if she had unpaused a holorecording and life resumed in real-time as always.

“We should head North,” Orenna demanded, her voice low and even, her age always evident in the way she carried herself. The snow resumed falling, as if it had never stopped, and the wind howled about them once more. Neither of her sisters made note of the change.

Arianna considered her sister’s command when Brianna heard herself say, “They're right there, just below us.”

She could hardly register her own voice, and her sisters both turned to consider her for the first time that day. They had not even bothered looking at her when the Mistress had personally called the three of them down to her chambers that morning, only exchanging glances with one another as if Brianna were not there.

They were forced to acknowledge their sister’s presence and heed her advice. Brianna almost expected that they would dismiss her proclamation, but the way Arianna and Orenna looked at one another told her different. Did they feel it, too?

The two sisters nodded without a word and descended into the nothingness of the snow.

For a moment, the figures of her sisters melted into the stark white backdrop of the scenery, almost as if the sky had swallowed them whole, mountain and all.

The scene did not speak to her this time, and the elements shielded her from whatever vision manifested in her mind moments before. Staggering in the snow, she searched for purchase, hoping that the feeling would return, but she was moving blindly now. 

Brianna finally came upon Arianna and Orenna again, only this time they were moving towards her, huddled together, burdened by a figure clad in brown. The Last Handmaiden offered her hands in help, but her sisters ignored her and moved on without her assistance. She swore she saw Orenna shake her head, unsurprised that she could not keep up.

With her hands falling at her sides, Brianna followed her silent sisters, brimming with regret as she trekked back up the mountain to her uncertain refuge. Something in her stomach turned, and she knew it was not because of Orenna. Though her sisters denied her aid, her hands felt relief at the lack of weight in them as she ascended, and not for the ease of the return. No. Something about the figure Arianna and Orenna held between them did not sit well with her. Where did they come from? Why are they here? Did they know we would be here?

Part of her felt bad for not helping, knowing that this might come up again later as some other admonition added to a laundry list of faults her sisters harped on whenever they pleased. But another part of her knew that this was not over, that this meant more. Her skin prickled, and it was not with cold, but with the realization that this was bigger than she could possibly know. She did not know how, and that bothered her all the more.

 


 

Orenna and Arianna laid the figure to rest on the pristine seating area in Atris’ study.  The brown mass was a shocking contrast against the pale upholstery. Even the rough-hewn texture of the stranger's fabric clashed with the soft satin of Atris’ lounge.

 “Where did you find her?” Atris asked, hardly inflecting a question. Her voice was a husk whisper, echoing in the empty space between them.

“Just beneath the second pass, Mistress, about two hundred meters down,” Arianna answered, Orenna nodding in affirmation. Brianna found herself nodding as well, though Atris’ eyes never left the figure lying before her.

“Did she say anything?”

She?

“They… she didn’t say anything at all, Mistress.” Orenna replied. Both of her sisters’ eyes were fixed on Atris, though Brianna found her gaze inexplicably drawn to the figure on the bed. Her breathing was low, shallow, and suddenly belonging to that of a person and not just a lump of rough, russet robes.

The feeling in her gut grew, gaining a mass that was empty and uncertain, and somehow the mysterious stranger both roused and calmed it. Her skin grew cold beneath her many layers, and her gloved hands reached up to wrap around herself despite the lack of winter wind in the academy’s many halls.

Atris had not yet offered a reply. With careful fingers, she raised the figure’s hood, only to let the fabric drop before revealing the stranger’s face to the Echani watching on with eager eyes.

“Thank you,” Atris said, her voice barely audible, “Leave me. You have done well.”

Atris’ gaze remained just above the dozing head of the stranger as Brianna filed out of the room behind her sisters, as if awaiting their leave to reveal the stranger’s face. Why?

Brianna hesitated; eager to see what face lay beneath the hood. She and her sisters had traveled to remote corners of the galaxy searching for the artifacts that cluttered Atris’ secret academy, but she doubted she would remember anyone they may have come upon. Mistress always warned them to stay hidden, never to speak, and to keep to themselves. Despite the unspoken fear that welled within her at the stranger’s presence, her unexplained insecurity, she moved on and followed her sisters’ retreating backs with a heavy pace.

The figure in the adjoining room did not sit well with her. Her presence troubled some inner part of consciousness that she could not reconcile. Whatever it was, it tugged at her like an invisible string, as if that woman’s face would somehow mean something to her.

And yet the only face Brianna could fathom was the imagined visage of her bastard mother’s, the one that resembled her own and resembled none of her sisters. But her mother had perished at Malachor, like so many others. And the Last Handmaiden did not believe in ghosts.

 


3952 BBY, The Polar Regions of Telos - Secret Academy Study
Atris

 

“No one wanders the mountain,” Atris heard herself say in a severe tone that echoed through her study the moment the woman on the lounge stirred. Atris’ mind raced with questions yet none of them arrived at her lips, eager only to leap to anger, to disbelief.

The woman only smiled. It was a wry smile that set Atris’ skin on ice, prickled with the enduring sense that she could not control the visibly weak woman before her.

Or perhaps not as weak as you would like me to believe…

“They say you died at Katarr.”

The stranger spoke through her smile, retaining its eerie shape beneath the shadow of her drawn hood as if her mouth were a crescent moon hanging in the blackness of night. Despite the state the Handmaidens found her in, the woman was not disoriented, not at all near death, and she looked as if she knew exactly where she was.

They?” Atris spat, again unable to conjure a question, instead only capable of repeating words like a helpless creature, tamed to entertain guests. Her fingers itched to reach for the woman’s hood once more, to reveal her cheap parlor tricks. She had peeled back her hood to reveal only nothingness, somehow, as if the Force had erased what she saw the moment she saw it. Now, the Force was silent; it only relayed radio silence when Atris tried to pry at the stranger’s mind.

“Those who remain,” the stranger answered, a corner of her mouth stretching further into the recesses of her shadowed visage.

What sort of devilry is this?

Atris sensed no inkling of the Force within the woman before her and yet she defied all of its laws. A Sith would have exuded negative energy, penetrated the world around them with bristling electricity, poisonous and bittersweet, but what this woman bore was even more unsettling. It was as if she was composed of nothingness and was entirely content with the fact. She was witchcraft, and Atris felt a hidden part of herself begin to fear this stranger’s unknown composition.

“Why are you here?” Atris heard herself say, her voice laced with uneven hesitation.

“You know why I am here,” the mysterious woman said, her voice grating and ancient, as if she were the embodiment of the living dead.

“You have a message for me,” Atris said, without even thinking it first. It was as if she were an automaton, functioning at the whim of an unseen master, or perhaps it was the result of whatever sorcery the figure before her wielded. Atris’ bones felt cold.

“I do,” said the stranger, still sporting her smile, “I know what you did there, at Katarr.”

She stated it as mere fact, there was no hypothesizing about it. She knew.

“You may not have anticipated the outcome, but you were successful nonetheless. The Jedi gathered, and the Sith threat manifested, revealing themselves. You were right.”

Atris turned from the stranger, looking at the barrenness of her pale chamber. Her study was adorned in all white, but given the lighting of the aqueducts, everything was dim and cast in a dull, dark grey. Atris’ icy blue eyes judged the shadows in the corner of the room, a smile creeping over her lips as she considered the thought. I was right. But she overcame the expression, dispelling it with a firm scowl despite her inner relief.

"There are Sith on the edges of space, and they swallowed Katarr whole-"

"I did not mean for them to die." Atris spat defiantly before the guilt could take root in her chest again, as it did so often since the conclave she was meant to attend.

"Of course you didn't," the stranger sympathized, her voice suddenly saccharine and sweet, almost sickeningly so, "But they are more powerful than the Jedi ever anticipated, despite your many warnings."

“But that is not your message.”

The woman had taken to her feet, though Atris had not sensed it, and appeared at her shoulder, startling her.

“If you truly wish to draw out the Sith, to face their might, you must try again.” The woman whispered in her ear, swiveling from Atris’ left ear to her right.

Atris swung around to meet the stranger face to face to find her suddenly sitting in her chair on the other side of the room, leaning back quite comfortably, her head forward, keeping her face perfectly hidden from view, save for her wicked grin. Her eyes were veiled, but there was something so familiar about her mouth, the curve of her chin, her choice of words…

“I know your face,” Atris whispered almost wistfully as a plague of goose bumps erupted over her skin as she approached the chair opposite her, now usurped by the stranger. 

“Of course you do, Master Atris.”

And while she spoke the truth, Atris was not sure how she knew that face, that smile, that crooked grin composed of malice and so full of unyielding intent. Her mind was clouded by the Force, as if a veil were held firmly in place, a veil she was not yet meant to lift. The woman's face remained shrouded, but her crooked, cragged mouth rang true with a piece of Atris' memory she could not retrieve. This is no Jedi trick, nor anything I know of the Sith.

Atris could not move. She was fixed to the spot before the woman in her chair. The stranger rapped her fingers on the armrests, like an impatient ruler seated atop a throne before an undeserving servant awaiting orders.

“What must I do?”

It took no thought at all. Atris’ knees gave way in a slow descent, easing into a kneeling position before the all-too-familiar yet still unknown stranger, pulling her strings. Despite her loss of control she felt a warmth surround her, the all-encompassing hum of energy that the Force exuded at all times was now ten-fold, and suddenly Atris no longer cared to know who sat in her chair and what face she bore beneath her cowl. I was right, I was right, I was right.

“Seek out the one who wronged you, and you shall find your answer.”

The stranger’s smile dissolved and what was left beneath her hood was a cragged mass of wrinkled skin.

Atris bowed her head as the Force filled her with absolution. I was right, I was right, I was right…

“Release her records. The Sith will follow.”

With her head still bowed, Atris nodded.

“And what then?”

“You will know, in time.” 

The figure stood. Atris remained kneeling, her head bowed, facing the floor with a sense of utmost pride, long awaited recognition, praise filling her every pore, absolving her of sin.

“I will send word. You will know of what I speak when it arrives. It should be seen by your eyes alone, Master.”

Were Atris not utterly entranced by unknowable magic, she would have sensed the utter malice in the voice that assured her, the underlying falsehoods in the very notions that soothed her and filled her to calm capacity. The stranger put a gentle hand on the back of Atris’ bowed head, a dark, wrinkled hand upon the pure white silk of Atris’ hair.

For now, you will forget me.

The stranger left, leaving no traces in the physical realm and the slither of an idea in her memory - the faintest of fingerprints on the corners of her mind - and Atris awoke with a start.

Chapter 4: The Echo and its Origins

Summary:

Something unspoken lies beneath the sands of Tatooine, the remnants and remains of things long forgotten, as do a great many other mysteries. Darth Erebus, a Dark Jedi in Nihilus' employ studying echoes in the Force, is sent to investigate an ancient site believed to be one of the first known echoes on Sith record, but Erebus finds a relic from his own past instead.

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3951 BBY, Tatooine
Darth Erebus

There was something about the silent, seething desert that felt familiar to Darth Erebus, but the Force provided no insight in regards its origin. The whole of Tatooine swallowed the hum of Anchorhead the moment he stepped foot outside of the city gates, it's thrum instantly silenced by the sands. The wind on the dunes was ominous, yet soothing somehow, and Erebus took a moment to soak in the heat of this place, to feel its energies flow through his every pore.

So much of this world was uncertain, full to the brim with uncovered truths long forgotten. The only ones who knew of this world’s true histories did not heed them nor see them as important. They did not find value in the past. The only thing of much value here was moisture and money. Jawas only cared for their caravans, the junk droids and trinkets they salvaged from the Dune Sea, and what they might fetch for parts. The Tusken Raiders only cared for water and where it might be harvested, as any living creature seeking to survive might. They had no need for the knowledge that lay beneath their sands, gathering their weight in gold, which happened to account for quite a lot of credits if inflation was considered.

Erebus had an extensive collection of ancient coins, among other artifacts, composed of gold and other antiquated materials of worth, now collecting nothing but dust and the admiration of his acolytes back on Malachor. Ancient civilizations had cultivated and coveted gold before they knew of much else; some still did, but Darth Erebus had no use for it, unless such peoples had artifacts to trade for rudimentary resources or supplies. Satiating such peoples was almost too easy, and almost an insult to the power of Revan’s Sith Empire, or Malak’s depending on who you talked to... well, whatever was left of it anyway. Despite all their power and gathering strength, a tribe in possession of an ancient holocron would gladly hand it over when offered fresh water or an idol clad in gold leaf, given they did not regard the holocrons as gods themselves - which was known to happen. Such a scenario left Erebus to his own devices, but it was easy to convince such folk that he was himself a god, and that the items he sought were his to reclaim.

His Master would have laughed - that hollow, inhuman laugh. Not like there was anything human left of him.

Unlike Darth Nihilus, Darth Erebus was still very much human and his body was not accustomed to the intense heat of Tatooine’s twin suns. His hands spread at his sides, gathering energy to cool himself down. A flurry of ice spread and settled over his body like a blanket of cool dew, and he sighed before taking one last look at Anchorhead.

Given the sheer magnitude of his life's work, it was more than probable that it would outlive him. It was unlikely he would ever, truly, be finished with his research, so surely death would come for him first. The galaxy was rich with secrets the universe over, and he did not have the years needed to find it all, lest he ask Sion what his secret was...

Much like his old post at the Jedi Archives in a life long left behind, Erebus curated the Sith artifacts now housed at the Trayus Academy on the dead moon of Malachor V. The place still echoed, as it did for many others who had been there when the planet died and those who roamed there now, like Nihilus. But it echoed with a different energy for Erebus. He had not been present when the Mass Shadow Generator consumed the surface and the life force upon it, but part of him had been there… and in the moments that followed the moon’s destruction, he felt a swell of energy gather within his bones just as every other Jedi felt the Force go hollow.

The desert before him was silent. A spattering of other brave souls peppered the dunes, but they were too far away to make noise that would reach his ears unless Erebus reached out with the Force first. Instead, something stilled him. Something kept him from moving forward and going on with his never-ending quest.

He could not take his eyes off of Anchorhead. He had felt uncertain upon docking here, uncertain meandering the streets, uncertain asking the locals for any pertinent information, uncertain about every crevice and corner of the place… and Erebus rarely felt uncertain anymore. The Force often answered to his whims, revealing ancient secrets and histories of yore, but something more recent resided in Anchorhead that he could not place. Whatever it was, it was somehow outside of the Force. Upon landing, he assumed this void was the doing of the artifact he sought.  After checking his records, he affirmed that it was still secure just outside of Anchorhead, not within it. The desert stood open before him, inviting, tempting him with fathoms of undisturbed sand guarding a millennium of lost artifacts, forgotten power, knowledge now made legend or myth, and still he found himself drawn to the city behind him.

Hazarding a glance at the Dune Sea, he swiveled and changed course, returning to the gates crowded with Jawa, mercenaries about to embark on questionable expeditions boasting high pay of the too-good-to-be-true variety, travelers conversing in mistranslated gibberish, and impatient Dewbacks kicking the dirt. Standing at the mouth of the city, he laid out its energies before him like a map full of pinpoints, only instead of identifying locations each marker was a living something that harbored the Force, whether active or inactive, a local going about their shopping or even a blaster that had seen to its fair share of death.

Darth Erebus studied the clusters of energy in his mind’s eye, watching a woman walk while seeing her dark energy overlayed like an aura, a group of slavers posing as traders muddled by darkness for the Force always weighs heavy around those poised to kill. Scanning the ramshackle city, he sensed it again - the void. Squinting as he focused on the absence of energy, he spotted a small hut within a cluster of shops. The storefronts bore samples of what they offered within, stalls swathed in cloth or festooned in salvaged armor, still fresh with sand, their finish made lackluster from the twin suns. But the shop in question stood bare. It was ensconced by a plain doorway, shaded from the heat, offering only a shadowed glimpse of what was inside.

Erebus approached as if entranced. The energies of the city and the images of the world around him fell away. There was only the door and the promise of the mystery, the question of what lay beyond. His skin prickled with anticipation despite the heat of the early morning. It was as if he were approaching an ancient shrine as he often did, as he came here to do, bewitched with curiosity and wonder. Erebus felt as if he were on the brink of discovery, approaching the threshold of a new world worth exploring.

It took a moment for his eyes to adjust as he entered the dimly lit stall. Blinking, his green eyes registered several low-lit fluorescent lights along the floor, illuminating rows upon rows of refurbished but inactive droids, standing sentinel in the empty store. Their eyes were vacant, void of light or life. But of course they would be, their power sources were switched off. This wasn't the absence of energy he was looking for - but he was close. Erebus stood in the doorway, a silhouette against the sun beating down on his cloaked back, as he scanned the area in search of any signs of organic life.

Through the Force he felt nothing, but his eyes saw it nevertheless.

There was a rustling behind the main counter. Peering around an older model HK at the doorway, he saw that there was a small workshop haphazardly barricaded by a greasy cloth hanging from its frame.

Instinctively, his mind reached out, sending tendrils of the Force outward to see what it was that rustled, but he sensed nothing.

Radio silence.

He tried again. Nothing but static, stagnant energy.

There was no life in the workshop and yet he spied busy hands working at the wires of a protocol droid. He stood frozen, bewildered and yet somehow soothed. He watched the hands, a woman’s, weave through the wires at the droid’s open neck with utter precision, as if she had done this more times than she could count, that it was almost like breathing. Erebus knew those hands, and he knew exactly why their owner was dead to the Force.

For a moment, he was no longer Darth Erebus. He was younger, arrogant, and eager. He was a young Jedi Master Aiden, spying the not-yet-exiled Jedi Knight Eden -- Eden Valen his mind echoed in remembering -- assembling her lightsaber with the deftest of hands. In the present, the figure stood veiled by a sheet of black hair dyed yellow-blonde, the roots already growing in dark. She tucked a loose strand behind her ear, marking her face, her painfully familiar face, with grease.  She continued working silently, unaware that someone who once betrayed her stood at her doorstep, in awe that she was even alive.

Despite the lack of the Force in the woman before him - a woman grown and no longer a sister of just seventeen, and oh how much she looks like our mother - Erebus could feel the Force welling beneath his skin, his fingertips bristling with electricity. He looked down at his hands, counting measured breaths as he calmed the tendrils of Force lightning escaping his control. The HK droid beside him stirred, affected momentarily by his power, and suddenly a soft chiming rang throughout the shop.

The hands stopped.

“Be there in a sec,” the woman called, her voice just as Erebus remembered it sounding, imbued with the slight cadence of perpetual annoyance.

He must have triggered the device that welcomed customers, but Darth Erebus was no customer. He was not quite sure what he was.

He could hear Eden stirring – Oh, how surprisingly soothing it was to think of her, here in the present, and present in a rather pleasant state of undead – from beyond her greased barricade, but Erebus froze. Despite his changed appearance - his sallow skin and his sunken but now violent green eyes that were no longer the soft moss his irises once were - he knew she would recognize him instantly. In another lifetime, years before either of them felt the true weight of death, they had been inseparable. From the womb to Dantooine, they were counterparts, not interchangeable but so inherently integral to the other that they very much embodied two halves clinging to a complete whole that they only had when together.

He suddenly felt wanting. Erebus yearned to once again assume a version of himself he had not been for years, a person void of jealousy, hate, and unwarranted unrest - a version of himself that was only ever truly at home when he was with his sister.

Erebus watched as Eden ducked beneath her makeshift curtain, emerging from the doorway, but before she could stand straight to meet his gaze, he backed away. He knew the sun would cloak him, cast his features in shadow as he became a mere silhouette on her threshold before he dissolved into the desert. The heat of the Tatooine suns felt unbearable against his back, and he felt drained of any power.

Before Eden could arrive at her own doorstep to inquire after him, he lifted his hood and turned on his heel.

With swift steps, he swept passed the Anchorhead gates and instead made for his ship at the dock, now suddenly unable to catch his breath. He felt like a child again, flustered and unsure of himself, floundering in the wake of his sister who was always so much more inherently talented than he ever was, who never had to try - and here he was, again, running away from her, even though she was powerless now. But was she? What power was there in being deaf to the Force? Dead to it? Was she exempt from the will of the Force, from existence? Did her choices garner no consequences? Did the fabric of the very universe bend to her presence? Or had she effected it so much that it chose to close her out, to forget her, like Erebus had when he was still called Aiden Valen, Master Historian after Atris left for the Council, harboring no refuge for the half-dead sister that no longer wanted anything to do with the galaxy but offered her one true companion, her brother, an apology he would never accept, at least not without retribution. Erebus had convinced himself that the Force had taken care of her for him, for all of the harm she had caused it, for its wounds that still festered at Malachor, the place he now called home.

Malachor echoed for Darth Erebus in a way so completely different than it did for the other Sith who dwelled there. He was once told that his other half had perished upon its surface, and he made it his life’s work to uncover the fine details, to find what traces of her remained amidst the stars that were left dead in her wake. He wanted to own her in a way he was never able to as her shadow, as her lesser twin, in life. Erebus wanted to reclaim what was his and Malachor gave it to him, her head glistening on its silver platter. Yet here she was, alive and breathing, exempt from it all.

His breath quickened. Erebus’ reflex sent out tendrils of the Force once more, but this time to test the waters, to see whether he was being followed by the very void that defined his existence. The hollow part of the Force remained, in the shop by the brink, unmoving. And still his limbs carried him to the solace of his ship, to its silent quarters where something familiar might calm him and quell him of worry.

The blast doors could not open fast enough. With a wave of an impatient hand, they bolted open, bypassing their programming and bending to his dark will. Passersby watched with wary eyes, but for the moment he cared not. The loading ramp of his vessel descended and the sinking feeling in his chest weighed heavy, equally laden and elated, worried but somehow relieved.

She’s here, she’s alive, she’s here. Alive.  

His mind raced faster than the Force could care to catch up, and lightning prickled at his fingertips again.

Inhale, exhale. Inhale...

Habit drew him to the cockpit, his mind already on autopilot. Nervous fingers smoothed back his hair as he sat at the controls, not prepared to do anything other than wait.

Wait… wait.

His ship was enclosed in the loading dock, but in his mind’s eye the Force allowed him full view of the desert beyond. Somewhere out there lay his quandary, silent and waiting, just as he was. But perhaps this was it, perhaps this was fate. Maybe this is what the Force had intended all those years ago when his sister died and he was called to join another cause, a cause that wanted him, a cause that needed him, a cause that relied on his closeness to her, once, and used his knowledge as a crutch for the empire to come. She may not be as dead as rumor would have it, but in a way she was as dead as one could be, and perhaps that was the key. The key to everything. After all these years of ruing her existence, maybe her being alive was the final piece of a cosmic plan falling into place that The Powers That Be had yet to uncover and claim for themselves.

And he would be here to set it in stone. Darth Erebus could claim it all.

Chapter 5: What Lies Beneath

Summary:

Since her exile from the Jedi Order nine years prior, Eden Valen has dedicated her life to the ignored post-war relief efforts on the Outer Rim. Despite her tendency to keep moving, Eden remains stationed on Tatooine because of a gut feeling that tells her Revan may have left something behind. When she's invited to take part in an expedition, Eden discovers just what might have piqued Revan's interest, and she's convinced that something larger is at work.

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3951 BBY, The Tatooine Dune Sea
Vale, nee Eden Valen

 

Eden Valen had not dreamt since Malachor. Nor had she gone by the name Eden.

These days, she was Vale - just Vale.

The last person to say her true name aloud had cursed it. It was not fair to say that her name was said, as if to imply that it was spoken calmly in conversation. Instead, it was hissed at her, Ede, with mock affection. The voice that uttered it into unbeing belonged to a man who had perished before the end of the war itself, a man who had a history of abandoning names and adopting new ones. She hated to admit that it was he who gave her the idea of creating a new one for herself in the first place.

And it was this same man whose legacy she was cleaning up after. Even after all these years.

As responsible as Revan was - for this and for everything, if Vale was feeling vindictive enough - the disarray of the galaxy at present was Malak’s doing, and Tatooine was not the only world suffering for it. At least its sands easily soaked up spilled blood and was good at hiding it to boot.

It was because Vale no longer dreamt that she was standing out on the sand dunes before dawn, watching the first golden disc begin its ascent across the empty Outer Rim sky. The hijacked sandcrawler at her back kept the heat from tormenting her, though the day ahead was long and it sure as hell would not be forgiving.

A hand at her shoulder disrupted her reverie, bringing the fragments of her imaginings back to the present, back to being the straw-haired Vale, a freckle-faced introvert with twin-sun savaged skin and a knack for droid parts. Some aspects of Vale were true for the exiled Jedi, Eden, but she hoped there was no one around who could connect the dots.

At her shoulder was Asra Sunfell, all smiles and poise. The Togruta had somehow convinced her that this job was worth the risk, but more importantly that it was worth the money. Aside from water, money was all that mattered on this Maker forsaken rock. Vale didn’t care for money herself, and neither did Eden when all her roleplay was considered. What was important was that Vale act as if the money meant something to her, like any other spacer might.

“You ready?” Asra squinted up at her with bright eyes, warm honey yellow irises glowing against her red-orange skin, her mouth set in her trademark perpetual half-smile. Vale nodded, responding with a smile of her own.

“Ready as I’ll ever be.” Vale heard herself say. Aren’t we all?

Footfalls on the ramp behind them drew Vale’s attention away from the dunes. Out from the crawler emerged the mercenary heading the expedition, Orex, a man with sand-brown hair going grey and dark skin nearly covered with nicks and healed-over wounds. At Orex’s shoulder was his cronie Darek Mal, a tall Zabrak with a well-worn rifle cradled in his scarred arm, like always. Darek nodded at the two women in greeting, but Orex had a look in his good eye that told them he was annoyed to find them here.

His steps stopped where the ramp met the sand. He took a moment to survey the area, his dark eyes scanning the sands before landing on Asra and Vale, looking them up with a curt nod.

“We’re heading out.” Orex grunted.

Darek waved his blaster about as if it were a means of dispensing Orex’s orders. Asra jogged over to the ramp, stopping just before the two men.

“But I thought this was the site?” She asked them eagerly, one hand on her hip, the other casually stroking the holster at her side. Vale wasn’t sure that Orex got the hint. Despite Asra’s light demeanor, she didn’t like being taken for a fool.

“No,” was all Orex said before he turned on his heel and disappeared up into the belly of the hijacked beast. Darek remained on the ramp, holding Asra’s gaze.

On the other side of the crawler was an abandoned moisture rig and a cave not too far off that smelled suspiciously like krayt dragon. Vale believed this to be the site as well, especially since Orex had chosen to stop the crawler in the middle of the night. Admittedly, Vale felt different once she stepped out onto the sand before the suns rose. She figured it was a means of saving fuel and energy, a way of appearing like any other caravan of Jawa, but maybe there was a reason Orex was playing the part so hard. Maybe someone was watching them.

“We’re a couple hundred kilometers off. We’ll be there after breakfast,” the Zabrak assured Asra. Vale was not entirely sure what had transpired between the two, if anything, but Darek had an unspoken softness for Asra that he kept hidden from Orex if possible, but let slip whenever he wasn’t looking. Vale picked up on it, though, and took note. Vale joined Asra on the ramp, taking one last look at desert, and wondered whether the feeling in her gut was something worth heeding or if it was simply the lack of a decent meal.

Darek eyed Vale as she ascended the ramp. Their eyes locked, and Darek nodded, as if in acknowledgment. But Vale recognized the look in his eye, that look of uncertain familiarity, that second glance laden with momentary flashes of thought that said ‘Don’t I know you from somewhere?

Vale didn’t linger but nodded in return before ducking into the shadow of the sandcrawler.

It took a moment for her eyes to adjust to the gloom of the interior despite the still-early morning sun, with Tatooine’s second star barely on the horizon. Sandcrawlers were never equipped with decent lighting as it was. Vale figured it had to do with the Jawa, their amber eyes always aglow.

The hold was still full of equipment, the use of which was mostly unknown. Vale had spent a majority of the trip out here to the-literal-middle-of-nowhere studying what she could. She found several repair modules on the upper level, used mostly for quick repairs and diagnostics, but she made sure to upload whatever she could to her personal datapad while she had the time, even machines whose purpose she wasn’t sure of yet. Either way, her shop back at Anchorhead could use the specs.

Her eyes darted about the cargo hold before falling upon the common area, where she expected at least Asra and Darek to meet her at the mention of ‘breakfast’.

Orex was nowhere in sight, as expected, but Vale found two of the crew already stationed at the makeshift kitchen as the crawler’s treads began shifting over the sands again. Asra sat eagerly at a workbench-turned-table with one hand stroking one of her head-tails as Vale entered. The other young woman, known only as Glitch, sat silently, arms crossed, her dark hair veiling her face from view.

Before Vale could get comfortable, Darek entered, the nozzle of his rifle nudging her in the small of her back. She jerked forward, shooting him a warning glance, but the Zabrak seemed genuinely sorry when her eyes met his. Too caught up with Asra, perhaps, but still unnerving, even if he was clumsy about his bullying. Vale spotted Orex just over his shoulder, having just arrived. His figure hulked in the doorframe, but he didn’t budge. Darek slung his rifle up on a nearby hook as he gathered plates, and Vale took it upon herself to unload the rations.

Mmm, delicious. Straight from the Imperial grade emergency stores.” Asra joked, yielding a reluctant chuckle from the depths of Vale’s throat as she filled her plate. Glitch made no mention of thanks. Orex didn’t move and watched on in silence. Darek nodded appreciatively, at least, and Vale did, too, in turn.

“I take it we’re due east?” Vale asked. She was asking Darek, whose expression seemed open, at least compared to Orex, but it was the latter who answered.

Orex grunted in affirmation, finding words beneath him.

Vale saw his good eye glint from the doorway out of her peripheral vision, but failed to actually look him at him straight. There was something about this mission that made her come along, and it wasn’t Asra’s enthusiasm as much as she would like to take the credit. Something had brought Vale to Anchorhead before she had met any of the crew, and this was her chance to find out exactly what it was. Asra was the one to recruit her. She finally managed to convinced Vale to come along to the cantina after talking her ear off at the shop, and throw back a few drinks before broaching the subject, but it was the way Vale threw back those few drinks that made Orex agree to bring her along. Despite her own reasons for coming, Vale had to admit that she was curious enough to find out why that made a difference.

Speaking of which, Darek had poured several drinks, in addition to the water he had already served.

As if reading her thoughts, Orex grunted again, but with words this time.

“For the nerves.”

The second cup adjoining each of their meals was filled with a clear liquid, though somehow clearer than the tall water glasses beside them. Vale forgot the name of the stuff, but knew it to be a popular drink for mercs to test rookies, initiates, or anyone else willing to go on a mission with them if necessary. A captain had to know whether his comrades could be trusted, and apparently the fermented juice of this solitary Tatooine desert flower had the power to divulge such information. Eden – correction: Vale – did not feel what she believed was the intended effect, but instead felt a slight tingling in her limbs that most other forms of alcohol failed to instill in her Jedi-trained body. Even though the Force was mute, her Jedi training made itself apparent in other ways. The faint numbness was nice, and at first she thought it was her ease of spirit that granted her a seat on this expedition, but as she watched Orex now she had a feeling it was something else entirely.

“Drink up,” he said.

The crew swallowed their servings in unison.

Vale downed her glass of water afterward, noting that Orex never once touched his food. The rest of them ate in silence. She could tell Asra yearned to speak, as always, but chose to do so only once the others had left. The two of them shared Orex’s uneaten rations, exchanging glances.

“I know you didn’t want to come along at first,” Asra began, taking unapologetic helpings of Orex’s uneaten mystery loaf, “I have a feeling it’ll be worth it.”

Vale nodded as she picked at a piece of hard bread, taking pains to look outwardly assured though not quite feeling it. She met Asra’s hopeful eyes before turning away, afraid of looking for too long, of instilling too much hope. Asra needed her assurance. It was the one thing she felt she truly knew about the woman: that she needed this expedition to work out somehow, and to whatever end. Asra meant well, but Vale wasn’t so sure about Orex, or what he knew.

Part of her suspected that their expedition leader and his lackey were Mandalorians, or anyone else that might recognize her from the war. Her face hadn’t been plastered around as much as Revan and her mask had been, but anyone who fought alongside a teenage Jedi would surely remember their face. Eden was the youngest of Revan’s Jedi Generals. She also served as her Left Hand, leading Revan’s ground forces from the time she was just nineteen years old. The other soldiers had called her “spitfire”, both out of admiration and fear. There was a time when many in the Republic believed that Master Kavar would lead the Jedi to war. Years later, it would be the renegade Revan instead, but it would be Kavar’s would-be apprentice Eden Valen that took his place upon the battlefield and scared the Mandalorians beyond words. Rumor had it they had created a new word for her entirely, a word now so ingrained in Mando’an that it was commonplace among the scattered tribes’ new traditions and legends, but Eden never heard of it. And Vale was none the wiser.

There had to be a reason why Orex treated her the way he did. There had to be a reason as to why he had okayed Asra’s suggestion to take her on and why Derek was so odd around her. Despite her curiosity, Vale needed to find out what was at the heart of this expedition more than anything. After all, it was the reason why she chose to make a home out of Anchorhead in the first place.

She had first come to this planet for the promise of work, not expecting to stay long. That was life on the Outer Rim, for you. You either moved around or never left the place you were born. Rumor had it that that there was an endless supply of salvageable droid-parts that yearned for her expertise to tinker with, parts still worthy of something other than catching the suns’ rays and beckoning lone wanderers out onto the sands like a glittering mirage. Like many places on the Outer Rim, Tatooine had a heaviness about it, and though there was a skirmish or two out here before the war was ever deemed “official”, the heaviness Vale felt had nothing to do with Revan’s war or the mess that followed. There was something older and far more sinister lying in wait beneath its sands.

Vale did not know how she knew - she just did. She had heard that others, non-Jedi so-to-speak, were prone to what they called “gut feelings” and she figured that this was its way of telling her that something was wrong, even if she did not know how or why. With the Force mute, her only means of finding out was looking for herself.

It took Vale one trip to the bar to hear the tale for the first time, and upon that first instance of eavesdropping she knew that her gut was trying to tell her something about this. According to Asra, Orex and his crew had been looking for a droid repair technician for a while, but there were several other haphazard crews looking for experts to venture out into the dry unknown in search of a cache that lay near one of the older, long abandoned settlements outside of Anchorhead. Nowadays, no one set up camp anywhere further than maybe five, ten miles away from the hub, but this particular settlement was out there. Really out there. Word around the campfire was that this particular place dated back to when a city other than Anchorhead ruled supreme in these parts, a city now lost to time and fathomless volumes of sand. If anyone knew anything about it, including as to whether any of it might be true, the Jawa or the Tusken Raiders would know -  of course, they never spoke of such things, nor cared. Rumor also had it that hundreds of other similar expeditions came out here to this settlement and none had ever returned intact, let alone with any loot.

It was a bit of a legend around these parts, but despite Vale’s bad feeling it was commonplace for this planet. Tatooine settlements popped up just as quickly as they disappeared, inhabitants packing up and moving on the very moment the resources were spent. The fact that the old settlement still had anything of value was the unusual part - why would anyone leave? Why would any of it still be there?

Before she could ponder the ominous nature of their purpose any further, Asra’s hand reached over and grasped hers. She looked up and met Asra’s bright eyes - all fire and excitement. The Togruta’s smile was contagious and Vale hoped that something they might find would merit it, for Asra’s sake.

Just as Vale’s other hand closed over Asra’s, confirming her confidence, she felt the crawler slow to a halt. Small sunwashed domes, the typical housing style of Tatooine dwellings, pulled into view. Several dilapidated moisture rigs peppered the scene outside the window, but Darek was already beckoning them out onto the ramp with his rifle from the doorway before they could get a better look.

Orex’s silhouette stood sentinel at the bottom of the ramp when Vale and Asra arrived at the opening. Glitch stood beside them, unmoving, though Vale had no idea when the girl had even appeared. Vale figured that going outdoors was a bit of an ordeal for the girl whose skin was far too pale for any Tatooine native, and she wondered what brought her out here at all. Vale’s own skin was far darker than her normal tone, and now it was even sprinkled with constellations of freckles she never knew existed before living on this damn planet. She almost looked like a completely different person, and Vale wanted to keep it that way.

That same bad feeling ate away at her on the ramp, amplified now that they were here, and a desolate, deserted settlement stood silently before them.

“Let’s move out.” Orex grumbled, his voice echoing up the ramp to Glitch, Asra and Vale. The three women began their descent with Vale keeping up the rear.

Her eyes darted, taking in more than her mind could handle. Even after all these years, Vale still found herself relying on that long lost phantom limb of the Force – old habits and all. Moments like these were rarer now, but when they crept up on her, they left a bitter taste in her mouth, lingering with longing and sour sentiments.

The crawler was parked a few hundred feet away from the settlement, so it took a moment for Vale’s eyes to adjust to the bright domes that peppered the landscape once they escaped the long shadow of their hijacked vehicle.

Aside from the fact that there was no living thing in sight, Vale could swear that this place hardly looked abandoned. There did not seem to be a sign of a struggle. Not to mention, there was just too much stuff lying about for the place to be so long unused. According to legend, this place had been empty since before Revan came round these parts, and that was nearing on fifteen, maybe twenty years now. Why was this still here? The unlikely nature of the scenario had Vale itching for the shock staff strapped to her back, her other hand hovering over the holster of her blaster rifle.

The group fanned out behind Orex and Darek’s lead, who now stood near what appeared to be the ceremonious entrance to the settlement, now left in ruins.

The remains of an archway stood at either side of the party as Orex waited for them all to gather at his back. His head was turned just so, but he did not turn to face them. When Vale’s steps came to a stop, Orex waved his arm, beckoning them onward.

Vale shot Asra a dark look, her brows furrowed, questioning. Asra shrugged, but Vale noticed that her hand, too, lingered near her holster.

Without orders, Vale extracted a scanner from her utility belt and powered it on. Even if Orex didn’t say otherwise, this was the reason why she was here - presumably, anyway. The bad feeling that possessed her when she first landed on this planet was as pervasive as it had been from the start, but she would at least play the part for now.

Her scanner powered on, calming her with its familiar hum. Asra glanced back at her, but this time wondering if she saw anything of value. Already, it displayed more readings than she could count. Either they would gather what equipment they could once they doubled back, or they weren’t here for the equipment at all. Vale’s other hand never left the vicinity of her blaster. Its weight against her leg comforted her as they continued on, deeper into the village.

The settlement consisted of maybe ten, fifteen dwellings, but now they were at the center. A large, empty basin stood before them, and Orex finally found it appropriate to turn around and face the rest of them. Vale extended her head slightly as they approached, wondering if she could see the bottom, and found a pile of bones piled loosely at its base along with a thin layer of sand. Vale wondered if the others saw, or if this is what made Orex turn around.

The man glared ahead, not looking at them, but just past them, as if suddenly finding himself in a staring contest with the twin suns at their backs. His good eye squinted while the other remained wide and white, unseeing but still hooded beneath a heavy, weary eyelid.

“You’re to follow me.” He said, first. Orex remained looking somewhere just beyond the rest of them, failing to make eye contact, though Vale knew he was not avoiding it. “We can collect any exposed equipment afterward, but that’s not why we’re here.”

Vale had a feeling that Orex meant to direct them to what was inside versus outside. Maybe whatever spoils lay strewn about was damaged, sun-exposed and unusable - such was the case with a lot of junk you found out in the desert. The sun, let alone two of them, could do a number on any kind of hardware, though it depended on what it was. Judging by the looks of what was nearby, everything seemed oddly preserved. The sands were known to keep bodies fresh, if the bones weren’t licked clean from being too near the surface. Anything with a thick enough layer of sand above it could stand the test of time. Bodies were different from equipment though, and by all means none of this stuff should be here, at least not in the condition that it was. Vale was surprised that a massive sand dune had not already consumed this place and swallowed it whole, but maybe there was a reason for that.

As before, Darek waved his rifle about as if to redirect their attention, and in the wake of Orex’s lead they were brought to the inner quarters of the first house on the square. It took a moment to adjust to the gloom, but Vale’s eyes soon settled on small furnishings, spoiled food, and crates of indistinguishable stuff. It would appear that whoever lived here had simply picked up and left.

“See what you can find,” Orex grunted, almost as an afterthought. Vale watched as his eyes scanned the main living area, only briefly glancing into the smaller quarters that branched off. Glitch was already gone, her fast hands taking something apart by the sound of it, and Darek pushed some crates about with the toe of his boot. A lid slid off, revealing its contents, and he nodded at Asra. She inched forward, glancing in, and nodded in affirmation before kneeling down and rifling through the crate. She shook her head, having found nothing of value, and resumed her standing position, hand hovering over her holster again. Vale’s scanner bleeped minimally, but detected nothing of value that was not already lying outside.

Judging by the map on Vale’s screen, most of the moisture rigs still worked, or could at least dredge up droplets if beckoned to. There might be something in their wells, buried not far below ground, but Vale had a feeling Orex didn’t bring her along just to find water.

Glitch emerged from a doorway, her hair askew for just a moment before she adjusted it. Vale had no idea what her specialty was or what she had found, but her utility pack seemed to weigh more than it did before.

Orex nodded and they all moved out.

They repeated this routine twice over before Vale’s suspicions began to eat away at her. She had salvaged one droid for most of its parts so far, and the intelligence module of another, but the way Orex carried himself and the way Darek kept looking over his shoulder unnerved her. She watched as the latter’s burgundy hands gripped his rifle tighter and tighter, his knuckles slowly growing white.

They approached their third dwelling when she saw it, though Vale was not sure what it was. The hut was almost the same as the others, but this one had no droid, like the first, so she remained idle and waiting, watching as the others scoured every corner. Her scanner did not beep in recognition of anything in close proximity, but Vale’s eyes were drawn to a crudely configured trinket sitting beside her on a shelf. The shelf itself was otherwise crowded with other useless things, old spices and empty bottles, a rusted canteen, and miscellaneous scraps now dissolved to dust.

She examined it from the corner of her eye at first, not wanting to draw attention. Its surface was smooth, almost unnaturally so. It was small, but it reflected light like nothing else she had ever seen. Its surface was of the utmost black, and it appeared to absorb the light as if it were drawing energy from it. It must have been a rock, a fragment of onyx or something like that. It was carved into a three-sided pyramid, taller than it was wide, and it stood starkly against the rest of what they had seen so far. Everything else was rough, or at least covered with sand. This trinket, however, looked completely untouched.

Vale pocketed the small pyramid just as Orex urged them onward.

In the following two dwellings, Vale spotted similar pyramids, each one as black as the space between stars, their surface as smooth as the void itself. They varied in size and they were scattered about in seemingly meaningless patterns - that is, until they came upon the next dwelling.

This hut received the least light of them all, and yet there it stood, a glimmering distraction begging Vale’s attention from the corner of her eye. Unlike the other objects, this one was mounted to a wall in the main living area. It was larger than the others. Hanging at eye level, Vale figured it was about the size of her head. It did not protrude very far from the wall, but its sleek and alien appearance set it apart from the native Tatooine belongings that surrounded it.

Her eyes were fixed upon its unearthly surface, unsure as to how much time had passed. Everything slowed, including the realization that Asra’s hand was absently reaching up to touch the thing.

“Asra...” Vale heard herself say, but the woman did not hear her. “Asra, wait-”

Vale somehow knew that this was not a thing to be touched, and though she was not sure what told her to speak out, it was too late. It was only once Asra’s fingers had brushed against the smooth side of the object’s pyramidal surface that she looked up at Vale, hearing her a beat too late, her mind not quite in sync with reality. If Vale had access to the Force, it might have told her what sort of devilry bewitched this place and what it was they might find here. All Vale felt was her gut giving way to the uncertainty taking root in her chest.

Asra’s warm, yellow irises looked up at Vale, wide and worried, as the pyramid began to sink backward into the wall. Orex turned to her, his good eye flaring, his blaster rifle ready, but he took to watching the wall instead of looking to reprimand either of them for setting off a booby trap...or whatever the hell this thing was.

The rough wall swallowed the pyramid whole, leaving a bare space in its wake, and once it stopped, a small part of the floor began to give way. Sand drained and stairs appeared, step by step, leading downward into an unfathomable abyss.

Vale watched on, unbelieving. Once she regained her senses and overcame her initial disbelief, she looked up. Vale met Asra’s eyes again, flashing with the same uncertain sense of surprise.

Orex turned to Vale, as if demanding an explanation. How did you know? He meant to say, but Orex said nothing. Vale’s skin prickled despite the heat - how did she know? And why was she able to tell what Orex was thinking?

Orex remained silent. He turned from her and approached the manifested steps with caution, peering into its depths. He tested the first step with his foot, as if afraid that it might dissolve into dust at the touch. It remained solid and Orex looked at them all in turn.

“This is it,” he said, to their surprise. He did not elaborate.

Vale and Asra exchanged dark looks. Even Glitch shifted her weight nervously from foot to foot. Darek nodded at Orex and held his gun aloft as usual, but made a point of holding it higher, as if he intended to use it this time. Orex nodded back at them before disappearing into the darkness.

Glitch followed Orex and Darek respectively, without a word. Asra shook her head as if to ask What the hell? Vale shook her head in response, just as confused and just as unsure. Asra held out her hand and without question Vale took it, following as Asra lead the way, her blaster ready at her hip. Vale unhitched her shock staff, keeping up the rear as she was used to, overcome with the feeling that someone, somewhere, was watching.

Once she reached the bottom, Vale could see the rest of the party up ahead. Orex held a stun baton aloft as a means of precaution as well as a source of minimal light. Asra looked back at her, mouthing wordlessly ‘What is this? Where are we?’ but Vale could only shake her head.

This is it. This has to be it.

Vale caught a glance of the party ahead of her, their silhouettes crowding behind the feeble light that Orex’s stun baton provided, when the light flickered. Orex shook the baton, cursing an inconveniently bad battery before the baton shuddered and snapped, sparks flying. Vale saw Orex duck in the flash, instinctually entering a defense position, before everything went dark.

The air grew thick as the darkness became all-ecnompassing. Asra’s fingers tightened around Vale’s hand. She didn’t notice the adrenaline coursing through her until she reached back for her shock staff, her hand shaking with nervous energy running its course as her thumb nudged the switch on. The air came alive. In the light of her staff, Vale saw that she and Asra were alone. The Togruta looked back at her, her bright eyes wide and white-blue in the light, her brow furrowed. Asra tightened her grip on Vale’s hand as she slung her blaster out of its holster and around her finger before holding it steady.

Asra nodded, “Stay with me.”

Vale did not need to be told, but she nodded in agreement regardless. Only a moment had passed and the others were somehow missing. Her skin prickled with fear but Vale was not a stranger to the feeling. She had swallowed fear before, and had a feeling it would come for her again the moment she agreed to come here. Vale felt it as early as moment she first stepped foot on the sands of Anchorhead. The last few months led to this moment, and here it was.

Vale and Asra inched down the hall, watching their backs and turning every which way, following the dim light with their weapons at the ready. Without speaking, they knew to keep quiet, their ears eager to pick up any sounds that might lead them back towards their party.

The halls were eerily silent. It was hard to tell where they had come from and where they had yet to venture. The subterranean cavern splintered, creating a labyrinth of paths that were near impossible to navigate without any sense of direction. Every so often, Asra or Vale would pause, believing to have heard something, before shaking their head and moving onward.

Vale knew Asra was teeming with questions, and maybe now she knew what made Vale so uneasy about the expedition in the first place. Vale had no access to the Force, but she did not need it to tell her that this place teemed with darkness - a darkness both familiar and foreboding.

Revan said you were as good as dead.”

Vale spun around, dragging Asra along with her. Asra’s blaster clawed along the wall beside her, showering their midriffs in dust and dirt.

Instead of lashing out with anger or annoyance, Asra tugged at Vale’s hand, begging that she look at her.

"So how does it feel? Being dead?”

“What is it?” Asra whispered.

"You don’t know what you’re missing, Ede.”

Vale looked at her wide-eyed and silent for a moment before responding, “Did you hear that?”

“Answer me!”

“Hear what?” Asra’s face was genuine, concerned. Asra’s eyes left hers, zoning out as she strained to hear whatever Vale claimed.

Vale did the same again, too, but the halls were silent again, save for her heavy breathing.

Hearing Malak's voice again, hearing it here, set her skin on fire and her chest felt as if it might burst. She heard his new metallic voice on holovids years ago, long after she had last seen him. It was low, grating, and completely inhuman. But she heard his voice now, his true voice, as if he were standing just beside her, hissing in her ear, his face close enough for her to feel breath upon her cheek. 

Shuddering at the thought, Vale shook the idea from her head and whispered, “Nothing, never mind.” Asra nodded, knowing that Vale was not telling her the whole truth but did not press the matter further.

They assumed their positions and kept searching, delving deeper and deeper into the maze, as if they were only entangling themselves further into an unending web.

Vale could not shake the dread that gnawed at her gut, fear gripping her more than it ever had since the war. Something was wrong, something was very wrong.

Asra shot her a worried glance, and Vale felt the mirrored anxiety in her stare. She had worked so hard to put up a front, to reshape herself as an indifferent but well-intentioned introvert, and here she was clinging to the single friend she had denied was anything more than an acquaintance until now. Judging by Asra’s eyes, she heard something this time.

Asra inhaled deeply, held her breath, and exhaled, her grip tightening on her blaster.

“I’ve got a bad feeling about this.”

Vale nodded in agreement, and held her staff aloft but firmer than before. Without speaking, they both stopped, having sensed that something lurked nearby. Just as their footfalls stilled, a wail pierced the stagnant air, echoing off the walls with an unearthly repetition. There was only one scream, but soon there were thousands, and there was almost no knowing where it had come from. Vale took a moment, her brain having slowed from shock, or perhaps it was something else, because somehow she knew where the noise was coming from despite the dissonance.

Again, without communicating, Asra knew to follow as Vale tugged at her arm, her senses leading her to their destination, to wherever the danger called them. Judging by the pitch of the scream, it was Glitch who called out.

Vale led Asra through the labyrinth, almost as if she had been here before. Her skin prickled with some mysterious familiarity, but the urgency of the scream and the growing unease in her chest kept her moving forward. Adrenaline coursed through her veins at full force until she walked into a dream, suddenly serene.

The once-dark corridors ceased to exist, and Vale did not recall when their shadows had been swallowed. When did they get here? How much time had passed? Had they always been here? Maybe they had come into being and had lived out their existence in this cavern alone, and anything that might be construed as memory were mere figments of their wild imaginations. They were simply here now, and light emanated from everywhere and nowhere at once, but once she was overcome with a wave of unnatural calm, Vale knew again that something was wrong. Very wrong.

She heard an ocean. Calming and soft. Foamy waves lapping on a shore nearby, but not here. It was if she was holding a conch shell to her ear, basking in its sounds, but they filled the cavernous expanse before them. After what felt like an eternity, she came back to herself, knowing that she was under some sort of spell. And for some reason, she thought of rain.

The calm fell away, and Vale felt that urgent heat return to her skin, that feeling of anxiety that takes over when danger was near, lurking unseen but undoubtedly close and on the brink of causing some unknowable chaos.

Asra’s hand was still in hers, but she saw that her face was scrunched up, her blaster fallen to the floor as her free hand reached up to claw at her ear, and the others were doing the same. Vale still heard the waves crashing upon that unseen shore, as if she were tuning in to a different frequency by pure luck… luck?

Glitch was hunched over, twitching on her knees. Orex’s good eye was shut tight, and Darek was crouched over, swaying forward and back, his eyes wide, trying to get a hold of himself.

Vale froze.

And that’s when she saw it.

As the unnatural calm fell further away, unclouding her consciousness as the temporary veil was lifted, she saw where they stood in real time. They stood in a monolithic cavern, gaping and wide. Crags in the sandy rock seemed natural and yet somehow unnatural, too, splintering into intricate patterns that were both rugged and rich at once. Vale’s eyes climbed upward in awe, getting lost in a honeycomb of stalactites before finally settling on what stood before them.

Upon a crudely shaped altar carved into the rock wall - carved by water, man, or otherwise, Vale could not tell - was a series of pyramidal crystals, each glowing and glittering with a phantom light that seemed to emanate from within. They were black but bright, sprinkled with what appeared to be space dust swirling within their finite yet fathomless forms. Vale’s eyes went wide. She allowed herself a moment before heeding the growing sense of alarm in her chest, warning her that there was something dark here, that there was something wrong.

Everything in the room seemed to slow, as if the air itself were crystallizing before their very eyes. As Glitch shuddered and Darek tried to hold his own, Vale noticed that Orex’s eyes were unfocused and faraway as his blaster lowered as if forced against his will. And that’s when Vale saw the bodies…

Bones piled high against the walls, and the floor of the cavern was covered in the powder-white dust of skeletons long-dissolved. Weaponry littered the cavern, models from nearly every generation Vale knew of, as well as models she was unfamiliar with entirely.

And then there were the whispers.

They were soft, like the sound of the foamy waves washing upon that sandy shore from a moment ago, an image so distant from the place they were now - so dry, so desolate. The whispers slithered into her thoughts, sowing sentiment without her consent, as if singing a song that would coax her quietly and let her see whatever this energy wanted her to see.

She held onto Asra’s hand as tightly as she could, but they were both slipping. There was no sound other than the sound of the soothing waves. She tried to dredge up old Force tactics, but came up blank, the sounds growing louder and louder, now laced with the unearthly sound of static on a radio, growing, growing, growing - and then the signal became clear.

Forfeit your lives to us, the true inheritors of the Universe. Revel in our glory and be reborn in the undying Empire to come.

The voice was fractured, multiplying and echoing off of itself as every syllable was spoken.

We feed the Force and Force feeds us. We control the seeds and tell the roots where to grow.

Images flashed before her eyes, rapid-fire, almost too fast for her to comprehend with any semblance of understanding. She somehow felt entire populations swelling with energy, cities raised and then burned to the ground, planets consumed in flame and entire systems erased within moments of monuments replacing them, monolithic and mesmerizing. It was as if she were watching the birth of the universe unfold before her eyes within the span of a moment, lives lived and stripped away, and throughout it all she felt it again, that familiar thread tugging at the corners of her mind, tingling with energy and light - the Living Force.

Feed our Empire and you may live on forever.

Vale’s eyes shot open.

Her fingers were bristling, her skin on edge. Vale’s entire body was a waking limb, plagued by pins and needles as she came to. Everything seemed so bright, and moved too quickly, and everything was so loud. She blinked several times, trying to focus. The world around her still swam, but she saw the others beside her.

Asra was at her side, blinking hard as if convincing herself that none of this was real. Her eyes fell on Vale, her worry evident in her expression.

“Did you-?”

“I- I think so…”

But before they could speak about what just happened, Orex grabbed Vale by the collar, forcing her off her feet. “You.”

Vale elbowed the man in the neck but missed, still weak from the visions, yet she managed to land her joint forcefully in the space between his collarbone and shoulder. His grip eased as he grunted, coming face to face with Vale’s electrified staff thrumming before his eyes, but he remained unfazed.

You,” Orex repeated, “You could help it stop, General.”

“What?”

“I know-“ he said, out of breath, “that you know - what those are, and what they’re made of.” Orex advanced on her despite the threat of her weapon. He threw his arm back in the direction of the crystals on the dais, looking at her with an odd expression, mingled with fear and melancholy.

Vale looked toward the altar, immediately drawn to crystals once she did. Her eyesight was still on overload - everything was vibrant and she could see the energy thrumming in everything. Her mind quieted for a moment as the realization dawned on her. No. No it can’t be.

“We saw them on Dxun, deep in the jungle, do you remember?”

Orex’s voice was still rough with urgency, but there was a tinge of familiarity to it now. Vale looked from Orex to the altar, and back again, unwilling to make the connection because of what it might mean. The rain. The smell of damp earth. And the darkness that pervaded the moon and swallowed it whole, especially when they neared the ancient Temple of Freedon Nadd, where Revan once extended an offer she would ultimately refuse.

“We thought they were holocrons,” she heard herself say. It was as if she were faraway, outside of herself, looking upon the scene like a specter watching from above. “We sent them to Revan, for research.”

Saying Revan’s name aloud set her skin on fire. Vale was still managing her senses, which were all dialed to eleven and then some, but somehow the thought of Dxun brought her back - the thought of that dark temple looming in the heavy gloom of the jungle and the fear that seeped into the very soil surrounding it. Orex’s face softened, relieved to see her remembering, but his stance remained aggressive, and he ignored the staff still thrust in his face.

Asra was on her feet again, her face foggy as if having just woken up, scrunched up in confusion. “What is going on?”

Looking at the crystals upon the dais now, she could feel it, that same darkness, the invisible pull towards the unseen depths of the galaxy, towards what was so inherently feral and fearful about sentient life, everything that the Dark Side of the Force fed upon. No wonder she had a bad feeling about this.

“The war isn’t over, General. It never was.”

Asra mouthed the word ‘general’ after Orex spoke, still confused.

Vale felt the heaviness of Dxun all around her, the rain pounding painfully into her flesh, water dripping into her eyes, the smell of damp, blood-soaked earth, and the many ghosts that still roamed those parts, reluctant to rest as war waged upon its surface once again, and as it always would. She sensed the same phantom ocean there, too, at the temple - she felt the same tempting spell beckoning her to abandon vigilance in favor of blind faith, to give herself over to the Darkness.

Orex’s expression faltered, and suddenly Vale remembered: a young man with bronzed skin and shoulder-length, sand-colored braids, and two good eyes, glinting silver in the gloom of Onderon’s jungle moon. Just as the image manifested in her mind, it was gone, and the older Orex took its place, but the memory of Dxun remained.

“You don’t understand, I don’t-” she pleaded, but Orex interrupted her, the past merging with the present.

I know.” Orex assured.

“But, how-?”

Suddenly, she knew.

The stones upon the altar lived off of the Force, and it was eating away at whatever raw energy pulsed within the veins of those beside her, and all those who had come before - but Vale was mute to the Force. It did not affect her. Maybe this was why she was drawn to this place. Somehow, she had always known.

She looked to Orex, wondering what kind stake he had in all of this, before inching her way toward the shrine. The crystals called to her, sitting pretty and idle upon their pedestal. The soothing sounds of the phantom ocean swelled, lapping at the edges of her mind with an all too familiar sweetness, beckoning her closer to the crystal’s siren song. If the theory was right, Vale would be able to nullify whatever energies permeated these stones and quell whatever evil had sewn roots here. She glanced back at Orex, wondering how she hadn’t seen it sooner. His eyes were focused on her, his brow furrowed, as he stood at attention – but beneath his stare was that sense of silent fear she had come to see in all the soldiers that fought alongside her at Dxun. He must have heard about this place or happened upon it himself, and whatever life he had built after the war came crashing down. And here was Vale, standing before that very same darkness again as it pulled her back towards the death and decay that defined her so long ago on that haunted, jungle moon.

Vale returned her attention to the altar, her eyes creeping upward towards the climbing stalactites that pinpricked the cavern above. Unlike the rest of the rough-hewn stone and sand, this wall looked as if acid had trickled down a well over centuries, eating away at its façade in unnervingly unnatural patterns towards the crystals themselves. For a moment, she heard the whispers again, and she could swear that she felt a pair of eyes on her.

Asra watched on with wide eyes, looking from Vale to Orex and back again, completely speechless. Her hand was locked into the trigger of her blaster even though it remained in her holster, her fingers itching.

The crystals were brighter up close, and their substance even darker than she imagined from across the cavern. The holocrons they had discovered on Dxun were similar, but not nearly as crude. They were of the typical shape, pyramidal and dark, but these had uneven edges and they looked as if they came straight out of the earth. They, too, were pyramidal, but they were not evenly symmetrical. The surfaces were rough, marked by varying gradations of cleavage on each side, the pyramid’s apex standing as a cragged spire. How long have these things been here?

“Do you remember how we transported these?” Vale called back at Orex, not so much for her own benefit but to ensure that he knew what to do next as she tried to remember what name he went by back then.

“Glitch has the proper equipment,” Orex answered. Vale turned to look at the girl, who seemed to be holding her own now that the waves or the rain, or whatever she had heard, subsided. Darek was also on his feet again, though his face betrayed an unspoken discomfort. If Glitch had the equipment, and Darek was Orex’s right hand, then what about Asra? Had Darek convinced Orex to bring her along, or was she meant for something else?

Vale felt eyes on her again, and the feeling didn’t come from the expedition party. They watched on as she approached the shrine with caution, edging bones and bits away with her boot, but there was something … else. Her eyes darted about, scanning the other entrances to the cavern, but saw nothing. Perhaps it was the Darkness, or maybe…

Vale’s fingers extended as she reached the altar, her heart pounding in her chest. With her other hand, she tore her linen hood away from her shoulders, hoping she could suffer the Tatooine heat until they reached the crawler again. With a gentle hand, she enclosed the first crystal within the rough folds of her hood. She waited. Vale looked back at the others, and Orex nodded. His eyes were wide, waiting at the ready if something were to happen. 

There were too many questions to consider just now, but part of her knew that these things couldn’t stay here. Where she would send them, she did not know. As much as the Jedi despised her and what she had become in the aftermath of Malachor, they might be her only hope. She could send it to them anonymously, as a good Samaritan.

The hair on the back of her neck stood on end as she plucked the second crystal from its place. Before she enfolded it, her eyes soaked in its surface, somehow bright with a fathomless darkness. Its crystalline edges glowed amber, but its heart was of the deepest black. Before she could ponder any further, she inhaled and wrapped it away.

There was room on the dias for a third crystal, but the space was eerily barren. Vale's eyes lingered, almost unable to pull away, drawn to the mystery of the missing holocron.

Vale turned to the others.

Glitch was already holding her pack open. It was a square canvas bag slung over her shoulder at first, but as she approached, Vale could tell that the material was more than that. This was military grade. It had the ability to cancel out certain energy fields and other devices, ideal for transporting mines and the like. Glitch stood motionless now, her dark hair veiling her eyes from view, her hand holding the pack open almost invitingly.

As Vale placed her carefully wrapped package into the pack, she saw a sea of spindly onyx spires – Glitch had been collecting trinkets. For what purpose, Vale would ask later, but at least she knew she wasn’t the only one to notice them.

Vale nodded once the package was secure to the best of her knowledge and Glitch closed the pack. With a careful arm, she maneuvered the second strap back over her shoulder and nodded in return.

“We should get out of here, as soon as we can.” Orex ordered, his voice still gruff but somehow softer than before.

Vale could swear she remembered his name for just a moment, before Asra beckoned her onward, too.

“Yeah, General.”

Hurt laced Asra’s voice, not disdain, though perhaps the two feelings were not exactly mutually exclusive. She said nothing, but her eyes asked ‘I thought I could trust you’. Vale shot her a sympathetic look, promising to explain more later without words. Her eyes trailed over to Glitch’s back, lingering there as her hand absently touched Asra’s in comradery. Orex glanced at them with dark eyes, and Vale retracted her hand. Since when did I go soft? Orex noticed, and perhaps he wondered the same thing. Soldiers tended to have a softness for one another, but Orex was still swallowing his sympathies.

Without speaking, they reconvened at the mouth of the cave. Darek’s face was contorted slightly, as if in anguish, and Vale could tell that he must still hear it, whether it was the whispers or the unseen ocean, or an eerie mixture of both. As for herself, she still thought of rain.

“Grab what you can on our way out of here. I don’t know if we’ll fetch anything for-“ Orex paused, looking at the others, his good eye lingering on Glitch’s pack as well, “Just make the most of it.”

Orex grunted as he finished his sentence, almost in affirmation of his own statement. Maybe it was more of a nervous tick than anything having to do with intimidation. They exchanged glances before moving onward, and Vale felt the Dxun rain again and its sharp pinpricks against her skin. She also felt eyes on her back as the party gathered and she took up the rear again, as old habits would have it. Vale squared her shoulders and held her palm steady over the shaft of her shock staff.

Vale hoped Orex knew where he was going, given that she did not recall how she had even found this chamber or where she and Asra had come from. Leading the party again, Orex held an emergency flare aloft to lead them out of the maze, seemingly aware of where they needed to go.

Their steps were tentative and slow, as if whatever was in Glitch’s pack might blow at any minute. Asra shot Vale concerned looks, but failed to say anything. She was wary, and Vale could not fault her for that. She had been secretive all this time for a reason. Maybe getting friendly now was a mistake.

Their collective boots crunched over the sand in unison as they filed out of the mysterious cave. Vale’s ears pricked for any sign of Malak or whatever the Darkness wanted to disguise itself as, but there was nothing and no one. Save for the feeling of eyes on her from the shadows.

Vale occasionally looked back, though found nothing. Before long, they reached the stairs they had entered through. The hairs on her neck alerted her to a separate presence again, to something lurking in the gloom. Once they had emerged into the sunlit hut, Vale stood watching at the entrance, waiting. Asra nudged her elbow, wondering, but Orex shot her a look that spoke of a similar feeling. He edged his chin upward, and Vale nodded in response.

“Grab what you can, but don’t linger. We leave immediately.”

Orex ducked out of the hut and Darek behind him. Asra shrugged as Glitch tested the weight of the pack at her back and bowed out from the doorway with ease. Vale froze. She was right. Her bad feeling had been right. As unsurprised as she was at the discovery, it was the details that unnerved her: the abandoned settlement out in the middle of the Dune Sea, the cultish artifacts, Malak’s voice and the fresh memory of their last meeting, the feeling of the Force trickling through her for the first time in, how many years was it now?

The Council had her connection severed, to minimize the “threat” she posed in the aftermath – as if Revan and Malak were beyond reproach. But, how could this be? Her senses had heightened upon entering the cave, and she knew exactly where Glitch’s cries had originated. She even heard Orex’s thoughts silently in her mind and somehow knew that her senses were right. And then there was that feeling of an electrical current thrumming just beneath her skin, intensifying as she approached the crystals, her fingers fumbling over what felt like a live battery.

And then there were the voices. Despite the heat, her skin suddenly grew cold. These ancient holocrons were living off of the rawness of the Living Force, silently feeding off of whoever had once lived here and anyone else that came after. Who knows how long these siphons had been sitting here idle, untouched? But they didn’t just feed, they relayed a message. Inheritors of the Universe… undying Empire… The words rung clear, imprinted in her memory. Perhaps Revan’s ghost had a right to be here, and Vale had every reason to feel strange about this planet, this place. Orex had felt it, too.

Vale didn’t bother to power on her scanner, satisfied enough with what droid specs she managed to upload earlier. Instead, her eyes scanned the hut, noting where any remaining trinkets stood. It was all connected, somehow. She knew the Sith had cultured cults before, but they usually surrounded monolithic temples like the one on Dxun. A small town out in the middle of the desert was unheard of. Even the Sith-sacred Korriban was littered with monuments and tombs. Why this? Why here?

Orex was right, the war wasn’t over. Vale had known that for a long time. But whose war had they been fighting? And to what end?

Notes:

I apologize for the length, but I have a feeling it will only get worse from here... I'll most likely end up editing this a bit in the future, but nothing major. I will say though, that the portrayal of holocrons is not the simple cut-and-dry variety we've seen in Star Wars canon so far, but it will be explained later. I'm just eager to finally post this chapter after months of working on this damn thing intermittently between dealing with real life stuff :) Hope you all enjoy!

Chapter 6: Recon

Summary:

Vale and her salvage crew discuss the aftermath of the Jedi Civil War and the Mandalorian Wars, delving into some of the mysteries surrounding the conflicts that inspired their inception in the first place.

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Tatooine Dune Sea
Vale

 

The sandcrawler sat unnervingly quiet as they neared it again, and there was no wind upon the surrounding sands. The twin suns beat down on them from above, leaving no room for shadows or shade, but Vale still felt cold.

Despite the unease taking root in the pit of her stomach and the unshakable feeling of being watched, she couldn’t keep her eyes from Glitch’s pack. Her fingers tingled still, as if she had just touched a damp hand to an active battery. It had been nine years since she last felt the Force. Nine years. The ancient holocron feeders had nothing to feed off of her, and yet somehow being in their presence offered her a taste. But now, she was mute to it once more, so the crystals should have no effect on her since she had no Force to give them - though that didn't mean they couldn't goad her by feeding her promises laced with nightmares. They would be safe, for now, in the munitions pack. It worked before.

She wondered how the others felt. Back on Dxun, none of them were immune. Asra, Darek, Orex and Glitch must be exhausted, though Glitch, the smallest of them, looked all the worse for it. Vale had no awareness of time as it passed in the cavern, so she had no idea how long the crystals fed off her crew before she was able to secure them.

When they found the other artifacts on Dxun years ago, a mere touch of the crystal had sent her reeling through what felt like time and space – just as it had now, only worse, feeding off her ability to channel the Force. Her troops had all felt it too, seen and heard things they could not explain. A few of her soldiers hadn’t made it, offering up their raw life force to the unseen demands of the crystals at Freedon Nadd’s temple in exchange for the information it promised. She felt that same sensation back then as well, that same out-of-body deliverance and suspension of disbelief, but she broke the spell and gathered the crystals without corruption. Malak said it was because of her Force Bond ability, but Vale was never certain.

But still, those ancient holocrons sent a ghost of the Force trickling through her before retracting today, as if whatever energies hungered in those crystals sensed the wound within her, tasting the lingering death that remained, and decided to leave her be. But she had felt it again, the Force, for just a moment. Fleeting and unsettling.

As before, a gentle hand on her shoulder brought her out of her thoughts, and Vale found Asra at her side. The hurt was evident in her eyes, but there was also concern.

“You’ll tell me, I know.” Asra smiled softly, the corners of her mouth barely turning upward as she predicted her thoughts somewhat bitterly. Vale would explain everything on the crawler, once they got moving.

Vale’s mind raced. She barely remembered putting her gear away or staring out at the sand dunes until the treads were up and running again. They would be back in Anchorhead in a few days, sooner if they hurried. Vale thought Orex might be growing restless.

At the thought of what would happen next to the holocrons, crystals, whatever the hell they really were, Vale made her way to the makeshift kitchen to fix herself a drink. Orex was already there.

“Going by Vale these days, huh?”

Orex was sitting at the improvised kitchen table, a tumbler of clear liquid held firmly in his hand. Vale wondered if the man ever ate. Another glass was set out on the table, next to a bottle of what Vale often overheard Asra consider “the good stuff”.

“Only lately.”

Vale sidled up across from him and looked him square in the face.

“Comes with the territory,” he said.

“What sort of territory are we talking about here, exactly?”

“You know you’re not the only one. So many of us were, uh, displaced after the war,” Orex chose his words carefully, ruminating on a great many things. Vale hadn’t figured he was a man for talking. The evidence was imminent.

“Homes destroyed and conveniently unrestored, unfavorable leaders not worth following, take your pick.”

Vale watched him as she poured herself a drink. Was he talking about her, specifically, or the lot of them? She knew she wasn’t the only one, but it was unnerving to have spent so much time with someone she no longer recognized, especially since Orex had apparently known her from the start.

“You can say that again.”

Orex lifted his half-drunk cup, and Vale toasted before downing her entire glass.

“Do you remember it at all, Serroco?” Orex asked.

“The place or the battle?” Vale inquired, feeling the fire of alcohol in every wisp of her exhaling breath as she spoke.

Orex chuckled, the lines in his face growing light as the underlying muscles pulled them taut. Vale wondered whether he was at Malachor, boots on the ground and all, but figured the man might need a few more drinks before broaching that subject, speaking from experience.

"Before the war, I mean," he clarified, an unusual softness still apparent in his features.

“It’s cute that you remember, really,” Vale started, sincere, “I still remember my mother, the home she had there. That was back when the Council wasn’t such a hardass about keeping emotional ties. Hell, they still let families attend knighting ceremonies back then. But my mother… she was there when we first arrived. She was the first friendly face I had seen in a long, long while.”

Vale’s skin prickled at the memory of her mother. After living in the Outer Rim, Naara Valen had returned to her homeplanet of Serroco once Vale and her twin brother were taken to the Jedi on Dantooine. Without her children, Naara returned to support her own struggling parents. She remembered receiving the holo her mother had sent when they both passed away during the early days of the war, and how Aiden had cried at the news. Aiden. The war was already raging, and her mother joined the ragtag effort keeping the Mandalorians at bay. She remembered seeing her out on the field and how they ran towards one another once their eyes had met, seeking each other out as if they already knew the other was there. The warmth of her mother stayed her and reminded her that her decision to go against the Council’s wishes was well worth it. Naara had asked about Aiden, asked whether her son was alright. Vale hadn’t the heart to tell her that he did not support the Jedi involvement in the conflict, nor did he support her leaving. She didn’t tell her mother that he’d rather study ancient holocrons in a quiet library behind safe, secure walls instead, living in an alternate reality where pain and suffering could be closed out by an indomitable will to simply ignore it. Vale still wondered how he could even call himself a Jedi, but he hadn't been the only one…

Vale hadn’t thought about her family in a long while. Orex must not have felt much different, nor anyone else displaced out on the Rim, looking for somewhere else to belong. Those were the kinds of memories that you kept hidden but somehow knew kept you going, even if they were difficult to think back on.

“I grew up on Telos,” Orex admitted, “but it’s not the same. I’ve been to Citadel Station a couple of times, for credits mostly, but… there’s something about being out here that makes more sense to me. I figure the same goes for you.”

Vale nodded, “Though, I have to admit, it’s not like I had a choice.”

She tapped her empty tumbler pointedly on the workbench-turned-table, watching as the final rays of daylight played against the rough of her glass.

“I heard about what happened. About what the Jedi did to you. It was hard not to, since Darth-“ Orex stopped himself, took a sip, and course corrected in reference to a slightly different iteration of the same man, “It was hard not to hear about you, working under Captain Malak.”

“Oh?”

Vale took it upon herself to pour another drink. If Orex wanted to talk about Malak, she’d need to take the edge off – and that’s not to say that there wasn’t enough of an edge to her mood already.

“Sore subject,” Orex observed, watching her pour. Vale responded without words, lifting her eyebrows as she let out a long breath. There were few things that set her on edge these days, but being reminded of Malak, and her disloyal brother Aiden, were two of them.

“I didn’t follow him for very long. I hadn’t chosen to, either. I was loyal to you. To Revan.”

“She’s a tough act to follow,” Vale muttered in agreement, hoping the alcohol would quickly calm her nerves. As shaken as she was about what had just transpired, talk of Malak never sat well with her more than most things and she was eager to change the subject.

“How much do you know?” Orex asked, his voice gruff like a rough whisper.

“About?”

“What happened after.”

Vale shook her head, recounting the facts in silence before speaking evenly.

“When I left the Order, I left Republic Space. As much as I wanted to disappear, it was hard not to get swept up in the chaos, the aftermath. I helped in the forgotten relief efforts, but talk of the Sith Lords was on everyone’s mouths,” Vale responded almost mockingly, “I heard about Malak’s betrayal, about Revan saving the Republic or whatever the hell it was she did, but I was always fuzzy on those details.”

Orex grunted again.

“I don’t think you’re alone in that. I don’t buy whatever bull the Republic said about that ordeal, or the Jedi. It all seemed too… convenient,” Orex savored the word, enunciating slowly as if deliberating the sound of each syllable.

Vale nodded in agreement. Nothing aligned with what she knew of Revan, even despite the rumors of her Jedi persuasion, however that happened.

“They thought I was a threat. The Jedi.” Vale almost laughed, her eyes losing their focus as her mind drifted faraway for a moment, contemplating the contents of her glass. “I warned them about Malak, about Revan, after Malachor. But all they felt was death. They didn’t care about what I had to say.”

Orex’s good eye narrowed as he took in her words.

“How could they know, they weren’t there,” he said in an aggravated breath.

“Ironic, though.” Vale sighed before taking another sip. “So, what made you leave?”

Orex downed the contents of his cup and sat back, examining his empty glass.

“I think you already know the answer to that,” Orex said, referring to Malak she guessed.

He watched her for a breath, taking in her expression and thinking something over in his mind before speaking again. “I’m not sure how much you hear these days, whether by choice or otherwise, but she’s gone. A few years now, I think.”

“Revan?”

There were always whispers of Revan, so overhearing a conversation peppered with her name was nothing new. Vale’s subconscious learned to filter out the sound of her name, and her ears no longer perked up at the mention – at least, not nearly as much as they used to. In the aftermath of Malak’s betrayal, rumors were abound as to the fate of the Dark Lord. Many doubted she could be bested so easily, whereas others applauded Malak’s swift action. Despite their admiration, many still hoped it was the beginning of the end, a telling turn of events that predicted Malak’s eventual self-destruction – which, in a way, it had been. Then their whole Sith charade would be done with. Vale was always curious, but second-hand opinions grew tiresome, especially when so many of the spacers she overheard got it all wrong. Very few were on-the-nose, specifically the opinions of those who worked under either Jedi at one point, whether they were Outer Rim recruits, Republic soldiers without homes to return to, or disgruntled deserting Sith. But even hearing those stories left a bad taste in her mouth.

Revan going rogue wasn’t unexpected.

“The question is, what haven’t I heard,” Vale laughed darkly. Orex nodded in understanding.

“But that’s why you’re here, isn’t it? Because of Revan?”

Vale steadied herself, nodding, and took a moment to choose her words.

“I feel Revan everywhere, it's like I'm chasing her damn ghost," Vale laughed, "But I knew there was more to it. None of what I heard about Revan made any sense. If Revan disappeared, it’s because she forgot something, or had some unfinished business. I don’t know what happened with the Jedi, exactly, but I don’t think they were privy to what she was up to, either.”

“Revan was here. I know it. But something kept her from coming back,” Orex said, taking a deep breath before continuing, “There were others, you know, other holocrons, other artifacts. All Sith. All ancient. On Malachor.”

“On Malachor?”

Orex smiled, but it was anything but kind. “You were there, but you weren’t really there. There was a structure on its surface, not far from where we were fighting, older than anything I’ve ever seen.” Orex flinched momentarily, making a face as if he had just swallowed something unpleasant. “I only saw it from a distance, but I felt it. The ocean.”

Vale felt her skin grow cold.

"That might be why I-" Vale started before stopping herself. At Malachor, the Force had begun to ebb away from her, as if it were fleeing, desperate to be rid of the death that surrounded her. If there were other dark artifacts housed on the moon's surface, who knows what consequences that could have? She shook her head, still unsure, and Orex continued.

“You knew there was more she wasn’t telling us, what she wasn’t telling you.”

 Vale nodded, unable to speak.

“I don’t think Revan accounted for there to be as many survivors as there were from Malachor. My transport was mid-flight when it hit.”

“The Mass Shadow Generator,” Vale said, her voice hollow and ragged.

“Thanks to your warning, General, my squad was able to get away as far as we could.”

The memory of giving the order was almost like a dream, but at Orex’s words she briefly recalled a moment where she ordered her troops to fall back. It was already too late for most of them.

“So that’s where all this General business is coming from.”

Orex looked up and Vale swung around to find Asra in the doorway, her face solemn.

"I knew something was up about you," she continued, attempting to be lighthearted, "But I never figured you were a Jedi."

"Ex-Jedi."

"Is it ... more of a title? Or a state of being?" Coming out of anyone else's mouth, Vale might have accused them of being sarcastic, but she knew Asra was curious by the clumsy but careful way she chose her words.

"It's a bit of both. But Jedi or not, I can't command the Force. Not any more."

“I had no idea that was even a thing,” the Togruta muttered, not pushing the subject further. She shook her head slowly, her striped head-tails moving gently across her shoulders.

“I didn’t expect you to,” Vale started, “Not that-“

“I know,” Asra nodded, understanding, “I wouldn’t want to remember something like that, either.”

Asra snatched a rugged cup from the bench beside her and took a seat next to Vale, serving herself a drink before she spoke again.

“I didn’t think holocrons did that sort of thing, either,” Asra admitted. She must have been listening from the doorway for some time. “I thought they were just recordings.”

“They are, mostly,” Vale explained, “but Sith holocrons tend to have a corrupting nature, as well. The ones we found were, uh, particularly dark.”

Orex nodded in affirmation.

“These holocrons were not just meant to relay information, but to recondition anyone who might come across them. Bend them to their will.” Vale inhaled and looked at Orex straight in the eye as she continued. “Which is why I regret not destroying those holocrons in the first place.”

Orex regarded her, his eye narrowing.

“So why didn’t you destroy these?”

Vale didn’t have an answer, but after a moment she began speaking as she helped herself to another drink.

“I used to have this theory, that whatever we found on Dxun was responsible for-“ Vale almost choked on her own words, “For Revan and Malak’s change of heart, so to speak.”

Asra cocked an eyebrow, leaning closer, curious.

“I’m not as sure about Revan, but towards the end of the war, Malak changed. More than the rest of us.” Vale silently acknowledged the darkness that had crept into her in those days, with all the death and bloodshed, a feeling that Orex and other soldiers surely shared. “I couldn’t have been the only one who noticed how different they felt when they proposed their plan of attack, when they told us all about Malachor.”

“I always assumed you knew,” Orex admitted, “You were one of them.”

“Yeah, I thought so, too.” Vale said bitterly. “They told me nothing. They entrusted me with everything in their stead, but they never told me what it was they actually did out there.”

“Out there?” Asra asked.

“Towards the end of the war, Revan and Malak left for the Unknown Regions, presumably on a hunch to find some Mandalorian weakness. Or so they told me,” Vale said, and Orex nodded in concurrence. Vale must have been fed the same lie the rest of their soldiers had, dare she ever consider herself worthy of either Jedi’s trust. Pushing her bitterness aside, she continued.

“They took longer than expected, way longer. And Malak snapped at me when I asked about what happened.” Vale grimaced at the memory, “Revan told me not to worry, and she gave me a ship to shut me up.”

The Ravager,” Orex said. Vale nodded.

“I thought that if we could end the war, here and now, that my questions wouldn’t matter. That it would all be over.”

“And here we are,” Orex said.

Here we are,” Vale repeated, almost mockingly.

“I felt it, too.” Orex admitted, “I came here for a price on some deadbeat’s head, but I felt something the moment my transport landed in Anchorhead."

“Did you feel it on the descent?” Vale asked. Orex nodded. “This must have been it, this site. Whatever the hell that was, by the way.”

"Bandits used to bait hapless treasure hunters out there, knowing they wouldn't come back. But I had a bad feeling about it from the start."

“So you’re only slightly less clueless than I am?” Asra chimed in, sounding grim. “Have you seen anything else? In your, uh, travels, I mean?”

Vale and Orex shook their heads in unison, their eyes meeting briefly. As guilty as she felt for not recognizing him, she was glad he was here. Some part of her almost felt proud, that someone who once fought beside her was still on the same page as her, after all these years.

“I have.”

Another voice from the doorway garnered their attention. This time, Darek stood before them, having listened in until now.

Vale cocked an eyebrow, and before Darek could take a step further into the room, he replied, “Neo-Crusader.”

Vale exchanged looks with Asra before looking at Orex, wondering what a Republic refugee, a veteran, was doing hanging around an ex-Mandalorian.

“It wasn’t necessarily a choice I wanted to make, but I made it.” Darek said, knowing exactly what Vale was thinking.

The Mandalorians had burned the planet Iridonia to ash and enslaved their people, but like most other groups of unfortunates the Mandalorians terrorized, there was always room for promotion this time around. Once upon a time, only the Taung people were considered true Mandalorians, but something convinced Mandalore the Ultimate to rehash the Crusader traditions to potentially include conquered peoples who could be shaped to fight for the Mandalorian cause. Hence the existence of people like Darek.

Vale shook her head, watching his unsure expression, “I think I get it.”

“Do you?” Darek asked, almost amused. Like the rest of them, he poured himself a glass, but only after taking a swig straight from the bottle itself.  Vale nodded feebly, unable to find the right words. She didn’t quite understand, but she didn’t hold a grudge or anything, unable to articulate her thoughts on the matter.

Like Orex, she understood both sides. Once escaping to the Outer Rim, there wasn’t room for animosity, especially since most veterans were deserting one side or another, though most called it “escaping”. And for the same reason too, mostly. Disillusionment, disappointment, depression. The war weighed heavily on all of them. The Outer Rim was unlike Republic Space, or so she heard. In the Core Worlds or among the Mandalorian clans, loyalty still ran thick, but out where the war really happened, the wounds were still festering. Mercenary crews were not unlike the ragtag group gathered before Vale now, a mixture of Republic, Mandalorian, and miscellaneous. It was not an unusual combination, but given what Vale and Orex both saw at Dxun, she wondered what Darek brought to the table. The only thing that made Mandalorians like Darek different was that there were fewer of them. For the most part, even converted Mandalorians were loyal for life or otherwise preferred death.

Darek shook his head, gritting his teeth against the sharp taste of the alcohol.

“Doesn’t matter, really, does it?” he laughed darkly.

Asra reached up and absently rubbed his elbow apologetically. Vale looked to Orex, but the man seemed unsurprised. Whatever softness lingered between the two was not news to him. They had been careful and subtle before, but given the conversation, though, Vale couldn’t blame them.

“Did you feel it, too?” she asked after a long moment, her voice softer than she intended.

Darek glanced appreciatively at Asra before nodding in Vale’s direction.

“Dxun, same as you.”

“What did the Mandalorians make of that place?”

“Mandalore the Ultimate made it his stronghold at the start of the war. No one questioned it, or dared not to, at least. But I overheard the few questions that some soldiers did ask.” Darek stared off into space, his focus fixed on some unknown point in the past, “That place was, I don’t know, dark. I thought it was just me, at first, a new recruit taken from a burning village afraid to forget his family and accept a new one. But it wasn’t just me. There were ghosts all over that damn moon. So many of the other new recruits feared the old stories of the Sith temple there, though the true Mandalorians feigned bravery. It was more evident when we weren’t all in full gear.”

Mandalorians were also notorious for their distinctive armor. It was rare to see a warrior unmasked, which was part of why Revan adopted the mutilated helmet of a defecting Mandalorian soldier as her own. To distort the symbol, twisting it to suit her needs.

“Ever heard of Rohlan Dyre?”

It took a moment for Vale to register his words, let alone the fact that it was a name at first.

“Rohlan Dyre, Rohlan Dyre,” Vale repeated, flashes of memory returning as she rolled the name around her tongue. It was near impossible to escape remnants of the war and instances that could inspire flashes of images, names, sounds, faces, half-forgotten recollections, but after years of putting bad memories aside it was still difficult dredging them up again.

“Infamous deserter?” she asked finally, recalling talk of a veteran who repeatedly tried leaving the Mandalorians but couldn’t. “He was at the Battle of Vanquo.”

Darek nodded in affirmation.

“Dyre was one of the older veterans, well-regarded for his skill and experience, but for his honor, mostly.” Darek replied, “And honor was something he found seldom amongst the Mandalorians in those days.”

“Did he know about the holocrons?”

Darek shook his head, though he did not seem entirely sure, “Dyre didn’t trust the war. He didn’t trust Mandalore. His motives went against tradition, it had no honor.”

Vale and Asra were both at attention. Vale hadn’t felt this interested in politics in practically forever.

“Mandalorians used to pick fights only when necessary. There was an honor system, a code. They only fought when provoked, or over land disputes, I’m not entirely sure. But picking on defenseless colonies on the Outer Rim? It was against everything they believed in.”

Darek’s face scrunched up, hesitant, as if he knew he weren’t the authority to demand answers of, but was trying his best regardless.

“Not only that, but they went about it all the wrong way. We were taught differently, the Neo-Crusaders, we were a new breed with no ties to tradition. Dyre probably believed that was the whole purpose behind the Neo-Crusader movement to begin with. As the older warriors put it, the Manda prefer a more direct approach. They were pragmatic, not treacherous. They wouldn’t go looking for a fight. They only accepted fights that they deemed worthy, that posed a real challenge.”

“And the Outer Rim colonies were no match for them, there was no challenge,” Vale said, wondering.

Exactly.”

Vale shook her head, putting the pieces together. Her skin grew cold as the memories rushed back in fragments, arranging and rearranging into something that began to make sense.

“Revan knew there was more to this war, she saw it. Through the Force. She had a vision the day she found that mask, the day-“

The day I pledged myself to her cause.

She was just seventeen.  Malak was still known as Alek back then. He had heard about her, or her bad luck perhaps. After a string of Masters left her at the Academy, she had been assigned to work the archives with her brother and Master Atris. But in her spare time, she devoted every fiber of her being and every other waking moment to lightsaber training. It helped ease the tension, and it gave her an excuse to see Kavar before he was called to his seat on the Council. Everyone knew about Alek and Revan, had heard rumors of their adventures, and she was taken aback when she noticed Alek watching her practice from the back of the training hall. He was impossibly tall, and built like a brick wall to boot. He had hair back then, jet black, which made his icy blue eyes all the more piercing. He was impressed with her, but told her that Revan was even more so, and that she was interested in her infamous affinity for Force bonds, even if it felt more like a curse. He implored her to accompany him, to see the front lines for herself. “We could use a tenacious fighter like you,” he had said, smirking at her, “We ragtag group of misfits.” He laughed his charming laugh, convincing her that he understood, that the Council feared and distrusted him just as much as they did her. Finding only frustration with the Council, and finding herself a little weak-kneed in Alek’s presence, she agreed. She witnessed the genocide at Cathar, she felt those first wounds in the Force tearing through her and making itself comfortable - and she remembered Revan falling to her knees, her eyes rolling back in her head as she writhed in the shallow water of the ocean that swallowed the planets people, the mutilated Mandalorian mask held firmly in her hand as a sliver of the truth revealed itself to Revan and Revan alone.

Within the span of a moment, a whole lifetime replayed itself in her mind’s eye, but Vale snapped herself back to the present when she noticed the others were watching her expectantly.

“But they didn’t tell you,” Orex said, his voice dark with disappointment and something that sounded like sympathy.

Vale shook her head.

“I had my theories, but I knew nothing. I know nothing.”

Bitterness rose like bile in her throat again, and this time Asra’s hand found its way to her forearm, settling her.

“But Malachor-“

“If you don’t know where it is, then we’re just as lost as you are.”

Not that Vale ever expected to return. Malachor was a well-kept secret. Only a select few knew the coordinates, they were absolutely "need-to-know". The Republic wasn’t even supposed to know, none of them were. Revan was the only one allowed to give clearance, and she was the only one who sent the coordinates when needed. The Mandalorians knew, sure, but they were not quick to let the rest of the galaxy know what happened there or what Malachor meant to them. It was only afterward that Vale realized that Revan did not want to be followed either, that she did not want anyone rifling through the ruins and looking for evidence of her corruption, of what drew her to the Dark Side.

“I was honestly hoping you’d know what to do,” Orex admitted, “When I saw you on Anchorhead, I had to be sure. Malak painted some nasty pictures, but like the rest of them Jedi, I wasn’t sure what kind of ilk you’d become just yet.”

Vale laughed at the way the man said “ilk” but shuddered at the thought of what Malak might have said about her.

“You wanted to make sure I hadn’t gone rogue.”

“Malak and Revan were dark, but in different ways. You know that, but the rest of us could feel it, too. I had to be sure you weren’t one of them.”

“But you knew I had no connection to the Force?” Vale asked. Orex only laughed.

“I don’t know how that shit works, sister. Malak bragged about it, as if it made him stronger, somehow. But I knew how you were at the end of the war. How we all were.”

Vale had always blamed Dxun. Not only was the moon heavy with death already, but they inspired their own fair share of bloodshed well before they ever set foot there. That kind of brutal combat would change anyone, including Vale and her soldiers. After what she’d seen, she was thoroughly unsurprised to hear just how many had followed Revan and Malak into Darkness as obedient Sith. It would have made sense if she had, as well.

“And once you figured I was honest, you just hoped I knew what the hell to do,” Vale assumed.

“That was the idea,” Orex pursed his lips, examining his empty cup, ruminating.

“So Revan’s missing, the Jedi are nearly wiped out or in hiding… where does that leave us?” Vale probed hypothetically, not expecting an answer.

“Revan going missing can’t be a coincidence. At least I don’t think so,” Vale continued, thinking back to every thought that had run through her head over the last nine years. Everything felt so unfinished, so unresolved. Not only was she lacking closure with all those she once held dear, but the war never felt over. She always chalked it up to being an ex-soldier, but after hearing Orex say it she began to second-guess herself. She was swimming in a sea abundant with questions but lacking any real answers.

“That still doesn’t help us, any.”

“No, it doesn’t,” Orex replied.

“What happened to the Jedi?” Asra asked, her voice quiet and probing, almost afraid.

“I’ve only heard rumors. A gathering gone wrong,” Darek said.

“They called a conclave,” Vale began, recalling the first bit of information that had piqued her interest in years, at least since Revan’s disappearance, and it didn't bode well, “The Jedi were to gather on Katarr to discuss the future of the Order, but the entire planet was destroyed. Consumed, more rather. Nothing survived. Not just no one, nothing.

Vale grimaced at the thought. She relied mostly on word-of-mouth, as unreliable as it was, since her exile. Despite her hacking skills, she stayed away from the holonet when she could afford to. At first, it was out of spite. She didn't want to hear about Revan and Malak terrorizing the galaxy after she had expressly warned the Jedi about them. And after, it was to save herself from the pain. Revan was one thing, but watching Malak descend further and further into madness was like reliving a nightmare in real-time. It felt like a dream when she heard he had defeated Revan, though Vale never believed it. She briefly followed the news detailing Malak's defeat, but his death still felt too faraway, too unreal. The man she knew had died long ago, but despite it all, nothing felt right. So she ignored reports about the Republic when she could. Best to spare herself the heartache by avoiding it. She heard rumors here and there, like when Revan went missing, but when she heard that the Jedi had been massacred... she didn't know what to do with herself.

Everyone she had ever known, looked up to, idolized once - gone. But not just that. They were very deliberately obliterated. This was not the end of the Jedi, but the beginning of something else, something far darker than she could imagine.

But what else could a non-Force user do? She continued aiding in relief efforts across the Outer Rim, but it wasn't until she landed in Anchorhead that she decided to stick around for a while. It was not long after the news, and the feeling that haunted her upon her arrival told her that something was about to happen, that everything was connected, that it would all make sense. She chalked it up to wishful thinking - the Force couldn't speak to her any more, she only had to answer to herself.

"Consumed?" Asra repeated, confused. "What sort of thing can do that?"

Her voice was soft, as if raising her question would draw the attention of the answer that awaited her. Orex and Vale exchanged glances.

"You don't think-?" she started, almost afraid of the words. 

"The Mass Shadow Generator?" Orex asked, needing no clarification. He shook his head, uncertain.

"Another one perhaps, something similar," Vale pondered. "Something, or someone."

"You don't think it's the Sith, do you?" Darek asked.

Vale didn't know how to respond. The remains of Malak's Sith Empire must have had survivors, and what other group of fanatics would seek such revenge on the Jedi would go as far as to wipe them out?

Vale only had partial information to work with, and the back-and-forth of the conversation wasn't helping them reach any conclusions.

"There's something else at work here," Vale began, "Whether Sith or Jedi, both factions have always believed that there are no such thing as coincidences, the Force guides everything. With the war, Revan's turn and redemption, her disappearance, the destruction of the Jedi... I can't tell if Revan is behind it all or if she left in search of something having to do with it."

"And someone took her leaving as a cue to strike?" Orex asked.

"Maybe," Vale shook her head, unable to make sense of it all.

“There has to be someone left. Anyone,” she said again after a beat of silence. They all sat in contemplation for a while, muttering half-baked ideas and tossing unfounded theories to the wind as they all tried not to think of the contents of their cargo, before they noticed that the treads beneath them were slowing.

Asra was the first to stir, but before she could say anything, Glitch appeared at the doorway this time.

“We’re being flagged down.”

“What? And you stopped for them?!” Orex stood abruptly, distressing the table as he hastily rose to his feet.

Glitch shrugged.

Vale rose and looked out the porthole, spying another sandcrawler beside them. How they failed to notice the looming shadow against the setting suns, she wasn’t sure. She knew none of them were actually afraid of Jawa, if they were inquiring as to where they got the crawler, but something told her there was something more to this, and that maybe some of their questions might be answered.

Or so she hoped.

"I have a bad feeling about this. About all of this," Asra groaned, placing her cup back on the table before picking it up again and fidgeting between taking sips and deciding what to do with herself.

Vale bit her lip and looked out at the desert again, almost hoping for ghosts to appear on the dunes, waiting for a whisper of the Force, something to bring her closer to any sort of certainty, anything. Vale had always known this wasn't over, but now she wondered just what kind of mess Revan left behind.

Chapter 7: The Quiet Before the Storm

Summary:

General Eden Valen's information has leaked, falling into the hands of bounty hunters, slavers and Republic Agents alike. As Vale and her crew plot their next move, there are already other forces at work threatening their slim chances at success.

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3951 BBY, Coruscant
Rell

Rell’s eyes began to blur as she scanned pages upon pages of the holonet, tracking several covert forums while listening in on hacked communications – multitasking at her best. She blinked several times in quick succession, cracked her knuckles, and looked over at the row of intelligence officers beside her. They all had that same slack-jawed look about them as their attentive eyes scanned other corners of the holonet, their fingers typing away at commands, controlling remote consoles or looking into any number of leads the Republic was currently tracking.

She exhaled into a yawn before twisting her aching torso in her chair, pleased at the satisfying crack her back made when she turned. Only a few more hours and her shift would be over. Rell cracked her neck and stretched her arms once more before diving head-first into a forum linked to a notorious human trafficking ring orbiting Nar Shaddaa.

There was a certain level of compartmentalization at work as her eyes read queries about “restocked inventory” and “fresh meat”, trying to focus on code words and phrases they were given every few days, and sometimes every few hours, that told them a deal was about to be made. The code words helped her sleep at night, but she knew what they really meant. Despite the distance she kept, she still shivered when she got a lead, resisting the urge to retch when something particularly unsavory crossed her screen. Luckily for her, most of the images ever posted were basic ID photos or mugshots, nothing too graphic – though the “product descriptions” never made for a pleasant read. Whenever a new face came across her dashboard, she flagged and tagged it, and sent it to another department to register and cross-reference with surveillance or security footage. She was doing good work, she reminded herself, but she tried not to wonder just how many faces and files were eventually sent to cold-case…

Most of the faces today cycled from her previous shift, and she tried not to look any of them in the eye, lest she get too attached or too worried. None of them were familiar, though her console told her that most of these files had already been reported by her previously… except for one.

She almost scrolled right past it. It was buried in a message thread about new bounties – and unlike most postings, this one had replies from all over the damn galaxy. Usually, posts about a particular “item” remained within the same sector, or a system at most. Human trafficking was a dark business, but those who ran the rings new that travelling too far ran too many risks. This particular post didn’t have an inordinate amount of responses because it was posted not long ago, but the fact that they were from all over made her chest feel heavy.

Rell scrolled through the responses. Unsavory bounties, usually put on the head of a criminal who didn’t follow through for a crime syndicate were sold into slavery or worse for their “crimes”. Criminals were vindictive, and especially so when they were the on the foul end of a deal-gone-wrong or purposefully-sideways. Punishment for rogue criminals was far worse than what the Republic would do if they were intercepted. Life in prison was always favorable to most any punishment a crime lord could dream up. But this bounty was… different.

The woman’s face was almost familiar to Rell, but she couldn’t put her finger on it. She scrolled through the responses in search of a common interest. Human women were fairly popular among slave traffickers, but why was this one drawing such diverse attention?

Once she read further, she knew why.

“No fracking way,” she breathed involuntarily as the words registered in her mind as if echoing. A Jedi.

Suddenly coursing with adrenaline, her fingers typed furiously in search of more information, looking for the link, the source of the leak. She almost stopped breathing all together…

Rell stared blankly at the screen, the mysterious Jedi’s full profile accessed before her unblinking eyes.

It took her a few moments to think straight. She opened the dialogue box that allowed her to send files to the next department, but found that she wasn’t even sure which department it should go to.

Instead, she uploaded the information to her datapad, threw her headset down at her desk and walked briskly out of the intelligence offices despite the confused stares of her colleagues. She rushed to the main elevators and took it straight to the navy yard, hoping he’d be there.

The rest was almost a blur, her blood thrumming in her veins as she brandished her datapad before the deck officer in desperation.

“But I need to talk to Admiral Onasi immediately!” Rell pleaded, her hand white-knuckling her datapad.

The man was so rattled he didn’t even know what to say anymore, “Agent Amara, I know you’re frustrated but Admiral Onasi is-“

“Right here,” someone finished.

They both spun around to find the veteran now standing beside them, looking tired in his navy fatigues.

Rell almost mauled the man down as she flourished her datapad again, but Admiral Onasi lifted a weary hand, stopping her in her tracks.

“Agent Amara, is it?” he asked, the exhaustion evident in his eyes, “What is this about?”

Rell fell back into habit at Admiral Onasi’s words, stopping and saluting, then stating her name and station before continuing.

“Sir,” she inhaled deeply, “This is about General Eden Valen.”

 


3951 BBY, Telos IV
The Last Handmaiden

 

For now you will forget me.

Brianna swore that she felt the bitter wind nip at her nose before she awoke in her chambers, alone. Her bedthings were askew, a pillow haphazardly at her feet and her legs tangled in her blanket.

She threw her covers off before examining her fingers, still raw with the cold.

Her dream felt so real, more real than any in recent memory. Brianna had the misfortune of experiencing vivid dreams all too often. She had once believed them to be prophetic but was soon dissuaded by the unrelenting doubt of her sisters, and the slow persuasion of her Mistress. She resigned her delusions and paid her dreams no more mind, and yet, this one felt different. It felt more like a memory and its weight carried over into waking life. It was not odd for Brianna to find herself plagued with the thought of bad dreams upon waking, as would anyone else. Nightmares tended to dictate some portion of the day that would follow, but often in sentiment and not in physical feeling. Brianna felt her feet and found that her toes were ice. Her extremities were freezing, as if she had just come out of the bitter cold.

She emerged from her bed and walked over to her refresher with purpose, kicking her blanket free from her foot as she approached. Her cheeks were red in the mirror, almost bloody in comparison to her porcelain complexion and stark white hair. She stood there, hands cradling her face, as she pieced the vividness of her dream together.

The beginning was muddled. She knew it began with brief images of Atris, the Academy, her father and the imagined face of her dead mother. The rest was where it became clearer… she, Arianna and Orenna were scouting the mountain – which was decidedly odd as they never scouted the mountain, there was never any need. And yet, the three of five Echani sisters explored the mountaintop in search of something, dressed their traditional white attire, becoming one with the falling snow. The air had stilled, falling frozen around her, before Brianna recalled a figure in the fallen flurry, with a face she could almost remember until it all faded, and the last Brianna recalled was the cold sweat of her forehead as she shot out of bed.

Taking a deep breath, Brianna looked at herself one last time before dressing, mentally ridding her mind of the notion that her dreams could have any implication other than that she was different, that she was other, and that she did not belong.

She emerged from her chambers to find her sisters already congregated at the center table, eating in silence. Their eyes lifted in unison, surveying their youngest sister and lingering over the redness of her cheeks before returning to their morning meal. Brianna nodded at them, smiled, though only two of them returned the gesture. A small victory.

Without thinking, she watched Arianna and Orenna as she ate, looking out for signs of redness, any indication that they had been out in the cold. But they were as still and silent as the others, rendered quiet by discipline and their Mistress’s strict schedule.

Brianna was the last to finish her meal, but her sisters voiced no qualm. They were trained not to. Instead, she saw their impatience in their eyes.

She scarfed down the final bites of her meager breakfast, all part of their disciplinary lifestyle, before she pushed her plate away and stood with the rest of her sisters in unison. Without a word, they left the common room and filed into the training hall. Brianna noticed that she left her room’s door ajar, mentally berating herself for being so careless. Being the last in line, as always, Brianna slipped back to close her door before her sisters could notice – only to find Master Atris waiting for her.

“Ah- Mistress!” Brianna gasped. Atris had not been standing there as they rose from the table, and she wondered when her Mistress had slipped into the room. Atris had command of the Force, and though she and her sisters were well-versed in ways to resist its powers, she knew there was more to the Force than she was ready to understand.

“I’m sorry Brianna, but I wished to speak with you alone,” Atris said, her voice soft and sweet, almost uncharacteristically so.

“Bri-?“ she said, surprised, unused to Mistress referring to her by name.

Brianna,” Atris said again, smiling.

Brianna returned the smile, but was unsure of how genuine it appeared. Fear swelled in her chest and she wondered if it showed.

“I wanted to ask you a few questions, and I have a request.” Atris stated.

“Of course, Mistress,” Brianna replied, bowing slightly. She then resumed her usual stance with the woman before her, finally in control despite her surprise.

“Do you remember the stories I told you? About my old student?” Atris asked, her voice controlled and calm. Brianna stood at attention, but even still she sensed the tenseness emanating off her Mistress despite her best efforts. She tried not to betray her knowledge, and her curiosity, as she nodded in affirmation.

“Good, good,” Atris began, clasping her hands before her as if it were part of a meditation exercise, “I believe I need to ask a favor of you, a favor that relies on your recollection of her appearance, and her most recent whereabouts.”

Brianna nodded again, awaiting instruction. The way Mistress spoke of her old student always felt familiar to Brianna. It was the one time Atris ever betrayed emotion, the one time she was unable to compose herself without practice, making itself imminent. It was not unlike how Brianna felt about her sisters, or so she thought. The pain was evident on her face.

“But I ask that you go alone.” Atris finished.

Brianna remained silent, uncertain. She was about to ask why when Atris continued.

“I need this to remain as discreet as possible. I don’t want you to breathe a word of this to your sisters.”

Atris moved closer, placing a careful hand on Brianna’s shoulder.

“I entrust you with this mission, alone.

“Alone?” Brianna tried not to betray her inner uncertainty, but her Mistress’s hand stayed her.

“You are not unlike myself, Brianna,” she said, using her name again, “I feel as if only you are up to the task.”

“But-?”

“But what will I tell the others?” Atris laughed, her voice hollow but melodic, like distant chimes on the wind, “You need not worry.”

Atris’ eyes were steadying but cold. Brianna nodded, unfamiliar with anything but compliance.

Brianna’s eyes unwittingly looked toward her open chamber door, catching a glimpse of her skewed bed and blanket. Her fingers and her face were still cold.

Atris extended a hand to her cheek, as if to calm her, but her fingers were cold, too.

“There’s no need to worry about the cold where you’re going,” she said, as if reading her thoughts, “In fact, there’s no need at all.”

 


 

3951 BBY; Anchorhead, Tatooine
Darth Erebus

 

Erebus felt the void leave Anchorhead, sensing the energies in the universe manifest around it as if it were not there, moving around it seamlessly like water forking before a large stone staked in a river. He would be lying if he said he hadn’t taken up this line of work were it not for his sister and what she did at Malachor V, were it not for what she had become.

His sister’s connection to the Force was always a matter of dark import to the Masters on Dantooine, and a matter of objective scholarly interest to few on Coruscant, but none were brave enough to learn more – save for Master Vima Sunrider. But when she was called away on business, there were no others who dared get close enough for fear of what his sister’s “bond” might do to them, lest it ensnare them unknowingly and rope in their energies, somehow. He believed it too, once, until Malachor was swallowed whole and he felt the Force gather tenfold in his bones as it slowly left the vestiges of his sister, leaving her to become the walking black hole that she was now – a gaping nothingness that defied the laws of all he knew, living despite what should have killed her.

But she seemed almost better for it, content, as if the universe paying her no mind were the best thing that could have happened. Given how many of the Jedi once looked upon her with uncertainty and unbridled fear, maybe it was. It wasn’t until Aiden embraced his fear and called himself Erebus did he give his sister the attention she had deserved.

In the aftermath of the war, he became unstable, unsure of his newfound power and unsure of what to do with it. Had he siphoned it off her, unknowingly? Had the Force fled her, after the massacre on the Mandalorian moon, and sought refuge in her twin? But the Force didn’t work that way. Despite all his years of research as a junior Jedi Historian and as an acolyte under Darth Nihilus, Erebus was not sure, even now. Perhaps his sister’s Force bonds were stronger than any of them realized, the Jedi and the Sith combined.

His Sith Masters mentioned her often, almost as if she were the birth mother of their darkness. In a way, she was. The Mass Shadow Generator should have killed her, or at least twisted her in the way it did Nihilus and his contemporary, Sion. They both considered Malachor to be their birthplace, as did their old mentor, a woman called Traya. But she was gone by the time Nihilus knighted Erebus and granted him the title of Darth. It was a privilege, yes, but he was still subordinate… for now.

But now he had Eden in his grasp. Still undecided as to whether he would capture her and deliver her to Nihilus in hopes of an increase in rank or just approach her to simply talk, Erebus had staked out her droid repair stall in the meanwhile. She had hastily closed shop before leaving, but his frequent patrols dissuaded any potential burglaries, or so he imagined. He felt her void crawl back towards Anchorhead from the Dune Sea now, but as her emptiness neared, Erebus also felt something else.

The feeling was familiar, and it reeked of Malachor. It was hard to tell whether it had to do with Eden herself or something else entirely.

But that wasn’t the only development in her absence.

Since she had departed, the Exchange posted a bounty on all Jedi. The galactic black market was already alight with rumors and gossip, talk of potential candidates for the reward and word of where Jedi or other Force-users might be found, but there was a particular interest in General Eden Valen herself. Erebus and his Master were both aware, and Nihilus was particularly interested in news of the living Force wound.

Erebus’ skin crawled at the thought. He knew if he brought his sister before Nihilus that she would be subject to countless experiments, tests, and all means of torture in spite of his reverence – when part of Erebus really wanted to keep her all to himself. It was the reason he remained quiet about her upon first arriving, his gut wrenching at the news when her records were released.

He tried looking into where the leak originated to discover its source, but had no luck. Even extending his senses through the Force did no good. All he felt was malevolence and betrayal, and that wasn’t much to go on considering all the Sith or scum that sought such a prize. Despite the setbacks, Erebus knew he had the upper hand. He was the only one who knew she was here, he was the only one aware of her current excursion out to the Dune Sea, and he was the only one keeping tabs on her presence as her emptiness descended upon Anchorhead once again.

The confines of his ship rendered him restless, and it was time that he scout the area before her arrival. Erebus gathered his belongings, clipping his lightsaber to his belt, making sure it was well concealed beneath his cloak, before descending the loading ramp and making his usual rounds.

Energies milled about him, threatening to cloud his senses. After a breath or two, he could track each individual source of life within the city walls to some extent. He walked past the loading docks to the local bar, walking past a scuffle or two before entering the merchant’s district. This portion of the city was always in flux. Different stalls propped up every day as others disappeared into oblivion, but his sister’s shop remained.

Like any other Tatooine settlement, Anchorhead’s population was always changing, but Eden had chosen to stay. It was only in the past few days that he wondered why she was among them. The closer her nothingness approached the city, the more he suspected it had to do with the artifact he had originally come for. She knew, somehow.

Nothing dwelled about his sister’s shop, passersby heeding the ‘gone on business’ sign with some respect, it seemed. He slipped into the back entrance without being seen, and reached out with the Force to explore her residence without stirring a single droid this time.

Her workbench felt the most familiar. Erebus recalled Eden coming to him with her first crafted lightsaber. She was only eight. The pride was evident in her eyes, but the envy was more than evident in his. An absent hand traced the edges of the workbench, resurrecting the memory for just a moment, before he pulled himself away and meditated.

There was energy here, but faint. It was clear that there was something here, but the fact that the area was full of inactive droids and run by a person void of the Force made it feel hollow all the same. Yet somehow, despite the dissonance in the energy around him, it felt comforting. He felt some welcome sense of familiarity he was unwilling to let go of. Erebus almost hoped Eden would never return from whatever journey she had embarked on. Maybe it was better that way.

Then the unease set in, subtle and slow.

Before he knew it, Erebus knew she was on the precipice, at the very edge of the city.

His eyes shot open, his breath quick, his body unwilling to leave this place that felt so much like home – a home he never knew enough to even miss.

Nihilus would be waiting. He’d either capture Eden or let her get away. One of these scenarios ended in veneration, and the other in death.

Despite what ambition had inspired him these last nine years, Erebus stayed his hand, unsure of what to do next, waiting for his sister to arrive and discover him, for the first time since… when, exactly? He didn’t even recall what year their last meeting was, and his mind retreated to the mental place he found when he first discovered the part of him that was Erebus and became him.

The darkness enveloped his senses, quashing whatever sentiment remained, welcoming him like an old friend.

Maybe the decision was not as difficult as he predicted.

 


 

3951 BBY; approaching Anchorhead, Tatooine
Vale

 

Vale’s mind reeled as they neared Anchorhead again.

She had retreated to her makeshift quarters under the pretense that she was calibrating what she had recovered from the site the previous day. After encountering the Jawa, Orex ordered that they return to Anchorhead as quickly as possible. They had not stopped once since that meeting.

Vale was the first to meet them out on the sands. She was the only one with a handle on the equipment used to translate their gibberish. She knew a bit herself, but not enough to translate accurately. Even before her translator could do the work, a bad feeling crept over her as the miniature creatures squeaked and squawked at her. The Jawa had not come for the crawler. In fact, they never mentioned the salvaged vessel at all. Instead, they asked what became of their journey to “the untouched village” as they called it. They asked if they heard the voices, and heeded the whispers. Vale asked what they knew of the place, but the Jawa refused to elaborate on anything aside from the fact that they were lucky to leave with their lives. Of Tatooine’s many secrets, this was one they had always known to fear. They had known to stay away from the Star Forge navigational chart buried deep in the krayt dragon dens, but this… this was different.

“The Star Forge?” she asked, her transcoder repeating her words in high-pitched Jawaese.

“The dark one was here,” one of them said, the translation replied in a soothing monotone, “And the one they called Revan.”

Orex stood still beside her, his brows furrowed against the sun, but their eyes met at the mention of Revan’s name.

“The dark one?” she repeated, noting that they mentioned Revan by name but someone else, as well. Malak? But the Jawa ignored the question – whether intentionally or not, she could not tell – and continued.

“The people of before left mechanical maps, but the dark one left something else. The thing you carry is dark and dangerous, like them. The one called Revan came looking, too."

The Jawa wished them luck and sent them on their way, almost as if they were afraid to linger any longer before dissolving into the Dune Sea themselves, preferring the isolation of the sands to the darkness Vale and her crew now carried with them.

She was still unsure as to what their next move was. Who would they contact? Was there any way of destroying these artifacts safely? She had no idea, but she had every intention of finding out as soon as she had access to the holonet, if it were any help.

She sighed in relief as the treads slowed again, marking their return to Anchorhead.

Glitch parked the monolithic vehicle a ways outside of the city. Darek and Orex were already lugging salvaged swoop bikes from the cargo hold for their return. Vale heard the commotion down on the loading ramp, but felt someone watching her from the doorway as she gathered her things.

“What I still can’t figure out is why in the ‘verse Darek would have wanted me on this mission.” Asra stated, crossing her arms. “The hell if I know anything about… well, any of this.”

“Before I even signed on, I knew you were the best shot in town.” Vale said, watching Asra fidget. She couldn’t seem to decide whether she wanted to lean broodingly in the doorway, crack her knuckles or stroke her head-tails. “But really, it might be the montrals.”

Vale nodded at the white-striped blue montrals that protruded from Asra’s head. Like other Togruta, Asra wore a headdress around them – though hers was a simple silver chain with tear-drop beads weighing its linked tendrils in place. And also like other Togruta, Asra’s montrals were capable of sensing where something or someone was, even without the Force.

“You’re probably closer to a Jedi than I am these days,” Vale joked, though the humor fell flat and Asra’s eyes shifted.

“I didn’t know the Jedi could do that,” she said, her voice soft and tentative, “Strip the Force from a person? I may not know what it’s like, but it sounds like it would be horrible.”

“It’s not as bad as it sounds. Well, sort of,” Vale explained as she surveyed what droids remained in the hold, making sure that whatever diagnostics she could use were properly uploaded, “It’s a bit like living without a limb, only the loss of it doesn’t hurt as much as it hinders.”

Asra frowned, confused. Vale sighed, well-aware that she was doing a piss-poor job of explaining the Force, something she hadn’t felt in almost a decade.

“Imagine you woke up one day, and your dominant hand was missing. Not wrenched from you, not sawn off or anything gruesome. Just… gone.”

Asra considered her words, nodding, flexing her trigger finger as if taking Vale’s metaphor to heart. “You go to use it and… it’s not there?”

Vale nodded.

The feeling that flooded her at Malachor was worse than anything that came after. She wasn’t sure what happened, but once she left the Council chamber days later, her verdict ringing in her ears, the Force was void. It did not answer to her any longer, and it was almost as if it was never there. Almost.

Even still, she found herself trying to reach out with the Force at times. She was never skilled with mind tricks or the like, but as a Jedi Guardian she was used to harnessing the Force to enhance her speed or physical skill. Vale had to get used to taking things slow and steady, and accounting for gravity more than she was used to. She was now used to a shock staff more than she was a lightsaber, or so she believed, and a blaster felt more at home in her hand than she ever imagined one would be.

“I’m sorry to even ask, I just-“ Asra started, unable to finish her thought.

“It’s okay, really.” Vale hadn’t expected to make any friends out here, or ever, but from the moment she met Asra, she knew things were different. She tried to keep her distance, but in the past few months she had to admit that it was nice to see a familiar face around. Asra felt betrayed for a moment earlier, but she was trying to understand things now, and that was more than anyone had ever done for Vale, even before her exile.

“I still don’t feel right,” Asra admitted, absently stroking her head-tails again as Vale filled her pack, finding one of the mysterious onyx pyramids among her things, “I don’t know, maybe it’s because I’m not familiar with any of this, but-“

Vale stayed her, taking her hand from her pack and laying it gently on Asra’s shoulder. “I may have a history with this stuff, but we’re just as clueless as you are. And besides, I’m-“ Vale swallowed hard, “I’m really glad you were there.”

Dredging up memories was never easy, but Vale had no idea how she may have reacted if she had heard the ghost of Malak in her ear without Asra by her side. Asra looked up at her, appreciative, nodding in recognition.

“I guess I’m glad, too.”

Asra nodded in the direction of the droids, asking without words if Vale needed any more help. The Togruta helped her load some intelligence modules into a pack and load it onto one of the swoop bikes out on the dunes. Darek and Asra exchanged soft glances, and Orex looked at Vale with purpose.

“I think I may have an idea of who we can contact,” he said, though his voice was gruff and unsure. “I’ll need to check on a few things first, and it’s no guarantee.”

Orex and Vale spoke with their heads together, their whispers almost muted by the surrounding sands and the unforgiving winds upon them. Vale thought of Dxun and how the rain would drown out most sounds, allowing enemy troops to approach unannounced, despite their better efforts. She had a momentary flash of memory, of a man in his twenties disarming mines ahead of them, his boots caked with mud and what seemed like a permanent spatter of blood across his chest. Vale shook her head, looking at Orex with a better idea of who he was, once.

“It’s better than nothing,” she said. Orex nodded, his good eye glinting in the suns before he turned on his heel and mounted a swoop bike beside them.

Asra awaited her, ready. Vale swung her leg over the body of the mechanical beast, gripping Asra’s waist as the engine thrummed beneath them. She reached a hand back to make sure her pack was in place, her shock staff snug and secure in the straps. She lowered a pair of goggles over her eyes and nodded at Asra as she coaxed the throttle, sending them forward.

No one batted an eye as they entered the city. They were just another troupe of travelers, no one remarkable or of note. No one could feel the darkness they brought with them. Asra and the others cut their engines once they were inside the city gates, the other inhabitants milling about them without a second glance.

Vale lifted her goggles to rest on her forehead as she dismounted the swoop bike. Asra swung her leg around as well, careening the bike in the general direction of Vale’s shop as they walked. When they approached, the stall was quiet, but something wasn’t right.

Vale had no words for what she felt, or why, but she held up a hand to stay the others. Without words, they obeyed and milled about the market square as if nothing suspicious were happening. Vale approached her shop with caution, walking around the perimeter, keeping an eye out for foot prints or any other evidence that the place had been breached. Nothing caught her eye, but something didn’t feel right.

She lifted the sign she had left days ago, “gone on business”, and tucked it into her pack as she tentatively entered her shop alone. The droids were accounted for and untampered with, so it seemed. Her eyes scanned the area, looking for any sign of intrusion, of wrongness. Nothing jumped out at her. She approached her workspace in the back, and though nothing look disturbed, it felt… wrong. That same feeling of offness struck a chord with her, leaving a bad taste in her mouth, though she did not know how or why.

Asra poked her head in the front entrance before waving the rest of them inside. They had milled about the city center long enough, and it was time they discussed their next move.

Vale sighed as the rest of them filed inside. Darek, Orex and Asra brought their bikes around back and Glitch carefully shouldered the munitions pack onto the counter in the workshop. The others gathered at Vale’s side, after ensuring that the entrances remained closed. In turn, they shared dark glances, though none of them dared touch the pack – they knew not to. But it remained a reminder between them, and it made the air feel heavy.

They brought back more materials than anyone else ever had from the site before, and it wasn’t until now that they could truly remark on their loot, forgetting the more important topic at hand for just a few moments of reprieve and relief.

Darek was particularly excited about some Great Hyperspace War era weaponry, surprised at the near-pristine condition most of it was in. The swoop bikes were another perk, though those were not nearly as old. Glitch mumbled some things to Orex, to which he nodded in admiration though Vale hardly heard a word. Orex ruffled the girl’s hair and Vale wondered whether she was some kind of protégé of his, now that she knew the man a little better. The girl was good with explosives, which, as Vale recalled, was Orex’s specialty as a Republic soldier.

Vale even allowed herself to get excited. Some of the droids at the site were old, but their intelligence modules were still programmed to track moisture harvests with near precision, which was worth its weight in gold out here. She knew a lot of customers who might appreciate such a thing out in these parts, and for a decent price to boot - especially since Vale hadn’t put any money down to buy them. The others talked about the deserted town itself, digging into the lore conversationally as Vale unloaded her pack, happening upon the old relic again. She placed it carefully on the counter before her, watching how it caught the light as the others’ conversation slowed, and they, too, became engrossed in watching on.

“How old would you say is some of the stuff you saw there, Darek?” Vale asked, absently reaching for her work goggles.

“About a thousand years old,” Darek replied, his voice growing softer with each word, “Why?”

“How old would you say this thing is?” Vale said, gesturing towards the miniature pyramid. Darek only shrugged.

She placed her work goggles over her eyes and magnified the lenses so she could get a closer look. Upon further inspection, it looked as if there were miniature binary designs in the onyx, or whatever the hell it was, but she would need to examine the thing even closer before making any definitive conclusions.

“Is there someone we can send this to? Some kind of expert?” Asra asked, the worry evident in her tone of voice.

For a moment, Vale thought of her brother and of Atris, and how they would busy themselves with the datapads, ancient scrolls and books of the Jedi Archives. She wondered if the place still stood, and who was in charge now. If there was anyone left.

“Whoever can handle these things might be our only bet,” Orex said, clearly referring to the crystals stashed safely in the munitions pack.

Vale sighed, lowering her goggles before taking them off entirely, though she was almost tempted to throw them across the room. Resisting the urge, she placed them as gently as she could on her workbench and surveyed the others.

“So who do we go to? The Republic? Is that our next move?”

“Maybe,” Orex said, “Like I said, I still have some contacts there. The Jedi had close ties with the Republic, and I have a feeling that not every Jedi was wiped out at that conclave.”

“Or so we hope,” Vale said, mentally reminding herself not to tempt her curiosity on the matter. Malak was gone forever, yes, but there were still others that she had once cared for that were alive and well before she knew any different. Revan was missing, for one. But she also thought of the Council: of Atris’ stoic stare, full of betrayal and hurt-nearing-hatred; and Kavar’s eyes, a dark and deep sapphire like sea after a storm, heavy with regret. And she thought of Nomi, too, her first Master. In her desperation, she had sought Master Sunrider out not long after her exile, when she still stumbled blindly out on the Rim without the guidance of the Force. But she had no luck. And none, either, when she sought information on her brother and his whereabouts. The last she had heard, however, was that he was no longer on Coruscant, but that could mean a thousand things. She wondered if he, too, had gone to the conclave on Katarr. She wondered if any of them had.

“I’m pretty sure they prepare for this sort of thing. The Jedi would know not to all gather in one place, especially if something like this could happen. It might have happened before, but I'm not sure.” Vale said, vaguely remembering a scandal from around the time that she was first asked to join Revan’s cause that flirted with the idea of a Jedi fail-safe. "Either way, they're definitely in hiding now, and probably impossible to get a hold of."

“And they wouldn’t want to be found,” Orex finished. Vale nodded.

“Who do you still keep in contact with?” she asked. “In the Republic?”

“A few soldiers and techs, you’d remember them,” Orex responded almost fondly, “And they’d be glad to know you were still around, too.”

Vale felt her cheeks grow warm at the thought, but Orex continued without comment.

“Who was that Republic soldier that traveled with Revan?” Vale suddenly remembered before getting too sentimental. “He was a Republic soldier, right?”

She remembered the name had sounded familiar when talk of Revan's return were abound, but the name escaped her now.

Orex nodded in affirmation before saying, “I think he’s a higher up, now.”

“He would be,” she replied, considering the chain of command, “Do you know anyone working directly with him?”

“Pretty sure he’s heading the relief efforts so it shouldn’t be hard,” Orex answered.

“He might be our best bet,” Vale considered, unsure of where her gut was getting its ideas. She was still eyeing the pyramid before her, dredging up memories she had once sworn to bury. She thought of Revan, she thought of Dxun, and she tried to recall nights when Malak awoke in a sweat, screaming. Perhaps he had said something in passing, or shouted it from the depths of his dreams before waking her. There had to be something, anything. But despite what she could recall, Revan was still out there and she was their best hope, their only hope.

Revan had gone missing on purpose, but was this the reason why?

The miniature relic betrayed no secrets, and remained silent and still.

 


3951 BBY; Anchorhead proper, Tatooine
The Last Handmaiden

 

The heat enveloped her, and welcomed her more than the cold ever did. Still, she was instructed to draw her hood – all the better to mask her features, to keep herself hidden and nondescript. Despite the shade, Brianna relished in the plush warmth of the suns basking down on her from above, settling over her cool skin like velvet. She had been cold for far too long.

The hood hid not only her notable features but also the smile that crept across her mouth at the sensation. Her skin yearned to drink in the heat of this planet and let it settle deep within her bones, but she was not to be here for long. She was only here to observe.

As per her Mistress’ instructions, there would be a shop ahead, several hundred paces ahead of her – though all she could see were the masses milling about the marketplace. Once in the general vicinity, she would wait for word, and watch.

She had never been trusted enough to go anywhere on her own. Despite the ill feeling that plagued her at the thought, the warmth that pervaded her hooded cloak, the sensuous smells of the sand, and even the feel of it embedded in her fingernails and stuck in the crevices of her boots made her feel a little bit more alive and she did not envy the creeping cold back home. It was seldom she experienced anything other than snow, if she were allowed outside at all. The shifting weight of the sand beneath her boots was something so unlike the solid crunching of snowfall underfoot that she was almost entranced enough to forget where it was she was going.

Though she was more familiar with what was cold and lonesome, she had seen places other than the mountain. Dense jungle frontier, the pervasive thickness of swamp land, the nothingness of vast plains – and yet the desert beyond this town was something she had never seen. Sure, the prairies and plains of other worlds seemed endless but there was something entrancing about the vast neverendingness of the desert. Unlike other wastelands, this one did not feel empty and she could not explain why. She had tried to divulge her feelings, but her mistress had simply bid her to “Heed not, child,” and she obeyed, despite the very thought of it dogging her brain.

A building bearing the same facade described in her mission came into view, even though many of the formations here looked so similar – clay walls topped with burnt orange doors to match the tents overhead and the hue of the sky when the twin suns set. Her steps slowed as she approached, soaking it all in.

The shop sign read as described, and Brianna was not one to admit that she was almost afraid. She stopped and looked about, looking for a place from which to watch safely. Not far off was a food stall and several well-worn tables covered with meager shade. She ordered something she could eat slowly, and parked herself at a vacant table for two. Tempted as she was to watch everything around her, Brianna was drawn to the place she was assigned to keep an eye on, if not for the import of her mission, but for the curiosity that drew her eye there. Beyond its walls was the woman that betrayed her Mistress, the woman who abandoned the Jedi and all they stood for.

Soon, there would be swarms in the market-place, and though Atris already predicted the outcome of the scuffle to come, Brianna was to report the results promptly and not leave a single detail out of her retelling. Brianna watched and waited, eager for the action to unfold.

Chapter 8: Every Man For Himself

Summary:

Vale and her crew need get in touch with the Republic, or anyone else that might help, but a hunting party gathers in Anchorhead, and plans go awry.

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Anchorhead, Tatooine
Vale

 

It wasn’t long before Darek noted the gathering outside of Vale’s storefront, advising that she might want to close up shop for good.

“I have a bad feeling about this,” he said, mirroring Asra’s words from the day before.

Glitch and Orex remained in the workshop, ensuring that their cargo was secure while Vale, Asra and Darek gathered in the shop proper, watching discreetly from the patchwork building’s slatted windows.

To anyone shopping the market, the crowd was nothing of note, but to a trained soldier like Darek who had been keeping tabs on all present, the signs were obvious. They were being watched.

“Do you think they know?” Asra asked, already adopting a hushed tone. “About the holocrons?”

“Not sure what a bunch of mercenaries and bounty hunters would do with them, unless there really are Sith involved,” Vale replied, fear rooting somewhere deep in her chest at the thought. Was it Revan, having pulled off the greatest con the Republic had ever known, and again no less? Or was it something else?

“Maybe they just want what’s theirs,” Asra mused.

Vale thought about it before shaking her head, unsure, “These things are ancient, and they’re almost not even holocrons. More like a primitive prototype or something, but far more dangerous.”

Asra only shrugged.

“I wouldn’t be surprised if you were right, though. The Sith are all about their dark lineage or whatever.” Vale laughed darkly.

“Cute,” Asra retorted, amusement returning to her face before Darek roused their attention.

His skin gleamed a striped red-and-black in the slatted sunlight that filtered into the room against his face, making him look all the more dramatic as he turned to them again.

“I don’t think they’re here for those things, whatever the hell they are,” he said.

“What makes you say that?” The worry was clear in Asra’s voice as a trigger-ready finger traced the edges of her holstered blaster.

Vale felt the same. Danger was near, and she didn’t need the Force to know it. Instinct kicked in and adrenaline coursed through her veins. Her shock staff was secure against her back for now, and at the sight of Orex in the doorway, she knew she might be using it sooner than she expected.

“You’re gonna want to see this.”

Orex retreated into the workshop before Vale could ask any questions. She exchanged glances with Darek and Asra before following him, her sense of dread mounting.

A bad feeling is right.

Orex stood over Glitch, whose hands were poised over Vale’s ancient terminal computer. She mostly used the thing for transactions or logging her inventory these days, but she had a feeling she wouldn’t like what she saw when she approached the display.

Vale froze. A younger version of herself looked out from the monitor, her skin untarnished and unscarred under a mess of short hair, a Padawan braid trailing lazily down her shoulder.

“What is this?” she said, her voice low, severe, and unbelieving.

Orex didn’t say anything, and Glitch didn’t make eye contact. The girl hid behind her own mess of hair and scrolled further down the page instead. Eden Valen had been outed, her records released after almost ten years in exile.

Beneath an image of a young Eden just before she entered the war were various other iterations of herself and their adjoining ID card photos, false names, transport documentations, and forged medical records all laid bare. And stamped on every image of her was an Exchange bounty, 50 million credits worth.

There wasn’t a file that portrayed her now. There was nothing on Vale, but there was a photo of her from a year ago, maybe. Half her face took up a pixelated screenshot from what appeared to be a security feed from the Anchorhead docks. Her hair was fully alight in the dyed yellow-blonde that it was now slowly growing out of, and though her garb was different, anyone who had seen her about town would be able to identify her.

“50 million credits, huh?” was all she could muster in an unamused tone, placing her hands plaintively on her hips as her mind raced. She, Orex and Glitch all stared at her console display, unsure of what to do next.

“Who would do this? Why?” Orex pressed quietly, his voice soft, handling the weight of the situation with delicate but deliberate words. He must have known that this was not protocol, that she was erased from the public record. There was no good reason this information should have leaked at all, especially with what the Jedi feared of her. Vale felt oddly comforted, reminded of the camaraderie she often missed with her troops. The Jedi had betrayed her, Revan had abandoned her and Malak had come to despise her and the wounds she left him with, or so she hoped – despite whatever regrets she had for what she lost or what she was denied, her troops had only ever tried to do the right thing, and she always felt wrong in leaving them behind.

The Jedi exiled her for a reason, and they sealed her records away in hopes that no one would go looking for her, Revan included. But they were sure to keep tabs on her, to ensure that the wounds that festered in her wake were controlled, monitored, and maintained. And who, pray tell, would take on such a task, or dare say revel in it? Vale knew the answer.

“Atris,” she whispered, her voice unable to speak the woman’s name at full volume with the weight of it.

Orex cocked his head but allowed her to continue.

“My old Master, or one of them anyway,” she sighed, still unnerved by all of her past selves passing judgment on her from the monitor, “But as to why part? I have no idea.”

Orex nodded curtly, returning his attention to the screen as well.

“We’ll need to be quick about this,” he said, though Vale wasn’t sure if he was speaking to her, to Glitch, or to the both of them.

“Quicker than before?” Vale asked, eyeing the munitions pack now tucked beneath her workbench.

“We need to move immediately, if not yesterday,” Orex responded, shooting her a half-hearted smirk. Vale felt rain again, but this time only in her memory. And she remembered his name, then. Agent Antares. Pushing the recollection from her mind, she mentally mapped out her shop, the city and the dunes beyond, and even the sector of the Outer Rim where Tatooine resided. She could hold her own, and so could the others, but she would be damned if she was the reason they were all in danger.

“There’s a passage not far from here. Out the service door, about ten paces down the back alley, there’s a grate to some old tunnels that belonged to a moisture rig once-upon-a-time. The machine’s gone, but the channels are still there, and they’re large enough for all of you to get out safely. You can follow the tunnels to the cantina, that damn Czerka post at the edge of town, or out into the desert for all I care, but you have to get out of here.”

Doling out orders was still second nature, and Vale was surprised it came so naturally, even now.

“You’ve planned an escape route everywhere you’ve gone, haven’t you?” Orex smirked knowingly.

Vale may have taken that as an insult, but she knew Orex meant well. The man probably did the same. Life on the Outer Rim was merciless, especially for ex-soldiers.

“You know what they always say about bad habits,” she quipped, despite the urgency welling in her bones.

“But what about you?” Glitch asked. Near dumbfounded, all Vale could do was stare at her. The girl watched her from behind her dark veil of a fringe, eyes wide though her expression stern. How old was she, anyway?

“I’ll distract the bounty hunters, or whoever the hell is parked outside.” Vale glanced through the narrow slit of a window in her workshop, making sure that the alleyway was clear at least, lest her one and only plan go awry before they even got started. “The rest of you need to get off-planet. Find the Republic, anyone that might help.”

Glitch looked from Vale to Orex, as if awaiting his answer to the proposition. The girl’s face was emotionless and Vale couldn’t tell if that was just how the girl was wired or if her plan was a dumb one.

“And the crystals?”

Orex was careful not to call them holocrons – they were never sure what they were back then, and they sure as hell weren’t any more certain now.

“You’ll have to take them with you. The Jedi can’t all be wiped out, and if anything they’d be allied with the Republic, right?”

Orex nodded despite the words that came out of his mouth, “I don’t like the sound of this.”

“They want me alive, but that’s not to say they’re not willing to kill to get to me. If any of those bounty hunters see you with me, you’re dead. We’d be lucky if they haven’t already,” Vale pleaded.

Glitch and Orex exchanged glances before the girl looked to the munitions pack again. For a moment, Vale felt the unease radiating from her, but it may have just been her intuition. They were all pretty uneasy now as it was, herself included.

“There was a third…” she thought aloud, but the other two were barely listening.

Glitch returned her gaze to Orex and the two nodded, turning again to Vale.

“Stolen sandcrawler,” Orex said without any elaboration. It sounded like a callsign. Vale knew what Orex was up to without even asking, and she smirked at the fact that he trusted she’d make it out of this alive.

“Stolen sandcrawler,” she affirmed, nodding.

Her eyes swept over her workshop, stalling over a loose grate near the alley window – a hiding spot she located upon first buying the place. Vale always had emergency rations and several other unused ID cards she could utilize if she ever needed to move on. Without a word, Glitch followed her gaze and investigated the grate. Taking hold of the rucksack inside, Glitch shrugged and handed it to Vale.

“You might want to work on your tells.”

“I’m getting sloppy,” Vale laughed darkly as she took the sack and looked at Orex approvingly. “Kid’s got potential.”

Vale held back a laugh and nodded as Orex placed a heavy hand on her shoulder. After years of isolation, of avoiding contact or attachment, there was something about this small gesture that felt so natural – and so bittersweet and heartbreaking at once. “I have a feeling we’ll meet again.”

Vale wasn’t sure what made her say it, but the thought did not process in her mind before being spoken. It was simply stated, and it was the truth. Orex’s good eye fixed on hers as he nodded, affirming her feeling and the sentiment it carried.

“We’ll meet again.”

The room was almost too quiet before Asra’s uneasy voice sang through her workshop’s doorway. “Guys?”

On instinct, Vale’s hand reached back for her shock staff. She unhitched it from her back as she entered the main shop. Darek held his rifle at the ready and Asra’s blaster spun around her finger, itching to be fired. Vale’s eyes locked on Asra’s, asking without words. The Togruta’s warm yellow eyes darted to door on her left. The side entrance. Darek still had his eyes fixed outside, presumably watching their latest threat as they contemplated making their move.

Asra’s blaster remained aloft as she rushed to Vale’s side, placing a gentle hand on her arm.

“I want to hear all about your dashing escape, ya hear?” she whispered with equal parts threat and affection.

Vale placed a hand on Asra’s, nodding solemnly, silently regretting their circumstances but thankful that she hadn’t made more of a habit of making friends in her exile. This wouldn’t be easy.

Vale felt Orex and Glitch arrive in the doorway beside her. Orex shot Asra a look. Within an instant, Asra understood. She nodded at Orex and looked to Darek, catching wind of their silent exchange. In the span of a moment, the two were in sync and up to speed with Orex’s soundless orders. Orex and Vale made eye contact once more, silently saying their goodbyes as the rest of the crew filed into the workshop and through the unseen service door without a sound.

Vale was alone again.

 


3951 BBY, Anchorhead, Tatooine
Darth Erebus

 

For the first time in years, Erebus was afraid.

Word on the street was that there was a Jedi in town. The image circulating the holonet was familiar to enough of the locals that Erebus’ plan was thrust into action. He parked himself just outside of his sister’s stall, but upon doing so was immediately made aware of the other hunters on watch. Most of them were unremarkable, and he knew he could best them easily in a fight, if necessary - but there was one that troubled him.

At a nearby food stall sat a girl, hooded and cloaked. Though Erebus could not see her face, he could feel the faintest signs of the Force welling in her cells, urging her bones into patient action, preparing to strike when the moment was most opportune. She watched and waited, just as he did, but her presence unnerved him still. Especially since he did not know who she was or why she was here.

His Master knew now, and he already had a lot to answer for.

Not only could Darth Nihilus easily discover where Erebus’ ship was docked by asking some subordinate to retrieve his ship’s coordinates, but Nihilus could simply reach out with the Force and discover that his apprentice dawdled before the doorstep of their very Maker and hesitated upon it.

Erebus scoffed at the idea but knew that in some way, it was true. Nihilus and Sion were ravaged by what happened at Malachor, and were born from what ruins remained. Their master, Darth Traya, had brought them out of the ashes of oblivion so that they could reign over it. And it was her ambition to study that forsaken moon and the wound that still festered there, but most importantly, what had created it. Or who.

Erebus was who he was because of his sister’s slaughter, because of her abandonment on Dantooine, because of their innate connection through the Force. He could wrong her as she had wronged him by taking her to Nihilus and letting his master do what he will. Or he could take her for himself. He could kill her, yes, but there was another part of him that just wanted to take her away from all of this. There was a part of him that felt like home in the wake of her shop, a part of him that felt warm again.

Before his plan of action could be decided, he’d have to dispose of the Echani first.

But he had to know – who was she?

The girl at the stall was stoic, sure, and unlike any other creature he had ever come across. Debasing was his way of staying aloof, but his curiosity was getting the better of him, and it was making him clumsy.

She was unlike any Jedi he had ever known, or ever met for that matter, and he had yet to come across a Sith that was as adept as she was when it came to blocking his mental intrusions. Erebus thrived on forcefully probing into the thoughts of others, especially given his love for learning, prying into unsuspecting minds for information that was by no rights his to take. But her mind was vice-tight and silent as stone. She had been trained for this.

Electricity poured from his fingertips without his consent. It was only a matter of time before the Force-sensitive girl noticed it, too.

 


3951 BBY, Anchorhead, Tatooine
Vale

Vale held her shock staff aloft as she surveyed her shop for the last time. None of the other dwellings she had inhabited in her exile ever stood out. In fact, she could hardly tell them apart. But here, she felt tempted to grow roots, and she almost had. She had a shop, a clientele. She had friends. Friends.

Her eyes glanced back at the storage room door when a monotone voice spoke coolly in her ear.

“Affirmative Statement: Master, I believe we should vacate the premises immediately.”

Vale swung around, her shock staff still at the ready, and came face-to-face with an HK droid. It was one of her many salvaged droids, lined up pretty, all in a row. But none of her stock was programmed to activate pre-purchase. In fact, she kept most of the intelligence modules in storage, unless a customer requested an on-floor demonstration. The droid’s amber eyes stared vacantly out at her, it’s head cocked sideways in crude imitation of more sentient capabilities.

“Admonitory Warning: Time is of the essence. A horde of bounty hunters and mercenaries await you, as well as a Sith Agent and an Echani-trained warrior.”

The HK’s voice drawled softly in the open space, as if aware that they may be overheard.

“How did you-?”

“Assertive Suggestion: I believe we should vacate now and ask questions later.”

And with that, the HK droid took it upon itself to approach the main counter and procure the blaster rifle she kept hidden beside the register.

Vale’s eyes widened, watching wordlessly.

“Wh-?”

The words were hardly out of her mouth before her shop’s side door burst open. Before instinct could kick in, blaster fire singed the air around her. The intruders, the mercenaries, bounty hunters, whoever they were, lay dead on her doorstep within moments. She didn’t even have the chance to get a good look at them.

“Confident Assumption: You have miscalculated your odds. You may want to reconsider them.”

“Who are you?” Vale found herself saying, incredulous. Though she knew full well what her inventory consisted of, it just didn’t add up.

“Astonished Admission: I am an HK-50 model droid. My primary functions are to facilitate communications and terminate hostilities. You should know these things, Master.”

Vale rolled her eyes.

Right, should I be surprised?” incensed that she had forgotten how pompous protocols were before the droid could respond with another quip of its own.

“You might want to find cover.”

Without elaboration, the droid moved toward the sales counter. Heart racing, mind on fire, Vale ran to its side, ducking beneath her sorry excuse for a register as the front wall collapsed in an ear-shattering explosion.

“The rear exit is our only option, Master,” the droid stated, its drolling monotone muted by the aftermath of the blast. Vale’s ears were still ringing, but she understood loud and clear. Whatever the hell was happening, her body urged her onward, and she wondered just how far the others had gotten. If they were lucky, they were already in the moisture rigging tunnels, and whatever happened afterward would only propel them further away from this disaster.

With the HK at her side, Vale ducked through the workshop doorway and glanced out her side window. The slatted shades permitted her a view of the alley again – the way was clear.

“Now you might want to find cover,” Vale said this time, slamming her open palm on a hidden panel in the workshop doorway. Several figures entered the shop proper through the blasted entrance, (Fools, Vale thought to herself) just as the rest of the shop collapsed on top of them. She was already out the back door with the mysterious HK at her side when the rest of the shop followed suit, dissolving into the sands behind them in a cloud of mushrooming dust and debris.

Flashes of memory invaded her grasp on the present: she felt as if she were one moment, she was darting through the alleyways of Anchorhead and the next she felt the weight of humid air, tepid and stagnant despite the rain – and even as Anchorhead’s sand threatened to fill her lungs as she ran, she heard the distinct sounds of Mandalorian vehicles thrumming as they weaved through dampened trees, kicking up mud into the underbrush. Vale was already halfway down the narrow path towards the cantina when a cloaked figure swept into the passage, blocking any advances, bringing her memories to a staggering halt.

Her blood stilled, her limbs frozen in half-recognition, but before her brain could recognize the figure standing before her, a phantom hand grabbed her elbow, jerked her sideward, and straight into the durasteel side of a dumpster.

“Always hated this place,” an almost sing-song voice uttered in her ear, annoyed despite the melody inherent in her speech. Vale cursed the absence of the Force and the clumsiness of her natural skills, still struggling to keep up with everything going on. The alleyway she left behind still felt heavy, the presence of the cloaked figure weighing it down with a dark familiarity she hadn’t felt since the massacre at Malachor V. And yet, despite the urgency with which she assessed the threat, Vale was pressed with another matter: the massive Wookiee and the blue-skinned Twi’lek at her side, still stabling her arm in a vice grip.

“We’ll exchange names and braid each other’s whatevers, later,” the Twi’lek quipped, “but right now, you best be coming with me, sister.”

“Cautionary Proposal: Master, we do not know who-“

But before the rogue droid could spit out another word, the Wookiee reached forward, grabbed its head and clawed its intelligence module straight out. Without any further explanation, the Wookiee tossed the module at Vale, expecting her to catch it, and roared “You can fix this hunk of junk later, too.”

Vale’s Shyriiwook was rusty, but she got the gist of it, the module tumbling into her half-suspecting hands.

“Your friends are up ahead, and if you want to see them again, we need to move.”

With another jerk of her arm, Vale was up and running again. The Twi’lek was slender, small almost, but wiry strong, and the Wookiee lugged what remained of the HK over his hulking shoulders as he kept up the rear. Instead of making a clear run to the cantina, the Twi’lek led them towards the loading area of the Czerka outpost, where there’d be plenty of cover. Smart.

Vale ran but managed to catch her breath, and in the meantime kept tabs on everything going on, falling back into hold habits the longer she ran with it.

Acid and adrenaline ran her veins as she kept up with the Twi’lek and the Wookiee, both of them hazarding glances and shots back over their shoulders. Vale ran with her staff in one hand, electrifying the air around them as they rushed forward, and her blaster in the other. Trigger ready, she looked back to find the Wookiee firing at nothing, the droid lolling at his side.

The Twi’lek pulled Vale back into cover once they reached the restocking station, reloading her weapon and looking over the edge of the cargo canister they were now breathing heavily against.

“If that sonofa-“

But before the words were out of her mouth, the air sizzled with energy behind them, and Vale knew her shock staff wasn’t the one responsible.

The figure from earlier stood nearby, and though Vale couldn’t see him, she could sense him.

This was no regulated static charge - it was the Force.

A crackle electrified the air again and the Twi’lek’s eyes widened, her grip firming on her blaster. The Wookiee growled, swatting at his now static-charged hair. There was silence, and then another round of blaster fire, only this time, it wasn’t from the Twi’lek beside her. Vale glanced around the cargo container, spying a rifle poised from the roof of the Czerka building and nearby a trail of Zabrakian horns poking out from the side of a vent exhaust. Darek.

The yard stirred, and though the stranger remained hidden, two others joined the firefight.

Two Czerka-clad officers slipped out the back entrance of the outpost, assuming positions behind other nearby cargo as two security cameras swiveled along the wall behind them. Vale heard the buzz of a comlink just before one of the officers opened fire.

A pipe ruptured nearby, and the figure emerged again, but unafraid. He walked to the center of the unloading station and stood, waiting.

Blaster fire filled the air again, missing the cloaked figure entirely. With a wave of his hand, one of the Czerka officers lurched sideways and into his partner, leaving them both in a muddled heap.

Another shot rang through the space, echoing off the canisters, this time managing to singe the sleeve of the figure’s cloak. As Darek took his second shot, a beam of violet light sliced through the air, deflecting it. One of the security cams burst into sparks, subdued by the flames that followed.

Hood drawn, the figure’s face remained concealed, though their intentions laid bare. Dark gloved hands bristled with electricity as the violet light disappeared into the hilt of a crude metallic cylinder, now holstered at the stranger’s hip.

A lightsaber.

“What in the hell?” the Twi’lek muttered at her side, equally in awe.

Darek did not dare fire again, and Vale watched as he retreated, out of sight. She had no idea where the others were, but she knew they must be nearby. If they knew what was good for them, they would continue retreating and not look back until Anchorhead and all of Tatooine were far, far behind them. Other shots fired. More head hunters were on their tail, and gaining on them. If they didn’t think quickly, they’d have nowhere to run.

Vale’s mind churned with questions she knew she was not yet able to answer, yet somehow, she trusted the girl beside her and her Wookiee companion. If anything, they wanted to see her out of this mess. Even if they were only in it for the price on her head, they at least wanted to bring her in alive, and she could work with that. As for the figure standing before them, the only thing she could imagine he wanted was the crystals, the ancient holocrons still safe in Glitch’s pack – or so she hoped. If they were smart, Orex and the others had resumed their escape… and Vale could buy them time.

She stood, holstering her blaster. The Twi’lek grabbed her hand, but Vale pulled back. Her shock staff at the ready, she faced the hooded figure and waited for him to make a move. She assumed her position, falling into pseudo-Makashi formation, and waited.

Her shock staff bristled with blue-white light, rivaling the electric tendrils that snaked the idle hands of the stranger.

“It’s been a while,” a male voice admitted, almost informally, his voice gravelly but wistful.

Vale faltered. She was missing something. She expected his words to be menacing, but they were sorrowful, heavy with regret. Maybe he wasn’t here for the holocrons, maybe he was-

She almost expected him to continue, to explain himself, and though his voice betrayed him, he extended a hand with a violent thrust and Vale felt her feet leave the floor. Her throat tightened, the breath squeezed out of her lungs as she lunged forward. Within the span of a moment, Vale rushed through the open air, her limbs dangling, as the stranger puppeteered her toward him with the pull of the Force.

She sputtered, gasping for air on her hands and knees, at his feet.

It only took her a moment to gather her breath and to push the disgust that rose at the back of her throat at the stranger’s display, but she remained on her knees, watching the outsider with her peripheral vision, her keen senses tracking his movements and the calm complacency that settled over him at the sight of her supposed submission.

And just when he thought he had the upper hand, she grabbed his ankle and jerked it toward her, pulling him off his feet.

“Doesn’t feel so great, does it?” she sneered, pulling herself upright again.

Vale reactivated her shock staff and prodded the man’s chest, but her limbs almost went slack at the sight of him.

His hood displaced by the fall, the man’s pale face lay exposed to the twin suns above, revealing familiar green eyes, so much like hers and yet so different just the same. They’d changed. So much had changed.

“It has been a while,” she found herself saying, her voice a hoarse whisper now despite her defiant words only moments before.

A question formed in her mind, the words rattling around her mouth unsurely, but a rustling in the alleyway drew her attention before she could fathom the composure to speak.

Vale’s eyes darted, but her staff remained poised, pinning the man to the ground. Aiden, Vale thought, after all this time.

He stirred. Without thinking, she prodded him the chest with force, suddenly reminded of their youth, but also recalling only moments before when he had used the Force against her. Her stomach churned.

“Not so fast,” she uttered, all sentiment dissolving from her tone of voice. Vale narrowed her eyes and hissed, “We’re not done here, yet.”

“So, some things never do change,” he spat back at her, his eyes indignant, glaring. It was only now she noticed just how unnaturally green they had become – bright and menacing, no longer their natural soothing sage.

Vale prodded him again.

Evidently.

The Twi’lek and the Wookiee changed positions, having inched closer to Vale in the moments that followed. She felt the Twi’lek’s eyes on her, her blue lekku visible in her peripheral vision as she assumed position beside a nearby crate, her blaster at the ready.

Vale shot the girl a look, still unsure of her next move. The girl’s brown eyes darted between Vale and Aiden, though Vale doubted he went by that name anymore. Without speaking, the girl nodded and looked over the edge of the crate to get a better look at the alley beyond. She didn’t seem to see anything either, but the Twi’lek poised her blaster instead, still careful to aim and take cover at the same time.

Aiden squirmed again, his hands prickling with static lightning once more.

“I can destroy you,” he said, his voice finally assuming the venomous authority Vale had expected the first time he opened his mouth.

“So, what are you waiting for?”

Vale thrust the edge of her shock staff into Aiden’s chest, their electrical currents mingling for a moment before he laughed. His voice was hollow but guttural. Aiden had never been this strong, nor this confident. Cocky, yes, and self-assured, but never when it came to physical endeavors. His command of the Force had been elementary, his skills best put to use in the Jedi Archives. Vale had never known a more brilliant mind, but that hadn’t stopped him from slinging insults at her when she told him about joining Revan’s cause. As much as things were undoubtedly different, he was right. Some things didn’t change much, no matter how many years had passed.

Aiden seethed, seemingly unable to control his anger or use it to his advantage. Isn’t that how Sith harnessed their power? Through hatred and anger, fear and violence? Maybe that’s what’s changed, Vale thought to herself. Perhaps he had begun to put his bitterness to other uses.

For a moment, Vale had almost forgotten the world outside the one where only she and the man she once called her brother stood in a deadlock. There was someone else here in the yard with them, she could feel it, but she couldn’t see them. She jabbed at Aiden again.

Where are they?” she demanded, knowing he could reach out with the Force, but Aiden remained sputtering, angry and red in the face on the ground beneath her. She shoved at him again.

“I said, where are they?”

Her blood was boiling, and the voice that escaped her throat didn’t feel like her own. Catching herself off-guard, she blanched, shocked at her own words and the seething hatred that fueled them. But just as she came back to herself, she saw Aiden’s face contort with rage, feeding off of her. In a flash of movement, her brother grabbed hold of her shock staff, the electrical current circulating with his own now, and he brought himself back to his feet, sending Vale back.

Staggering, she held her grip as Aiden knocked her back into a cargo canister. She yanked the staff from his prying hands, but she wasn’t exactly sure what she planned to do with it. Aiden stood there menacing, a sickly grin plastered across his gaunt face. It was then that she noticed just how pale he was, how twisted his face had become. His features assumed the sharp angles of the bones underneath, abandoning the warmth they once possessed beneath freckled cheeks that often blushed when speaking with his superiors at the Academy. There was hardly anything familiar about him, and yet, Vale saw a reflection of herself in his eyes, a reflection of something she could have become but turned away from.

Vale caught her breath and pulled her blaster out of its holster just as Aiden revealed his lightsaber, still attached to his belt behind his billowing cloak. She braced herself.

His hand reached for the hilt of the weapon, but before his fingers could detach it fully, a body came soaring out of the air, knocking Aiden to the ground.

The new stranger’s hood fell as she landed square on her feet, immediately assuming a solid Echani stance upon gaining her balance. It was another girl, this one pale and human, short white hair cropped to frame her porcelain face and the fierce ice-blue eyes set in a determined stare.

You again,” Aiden muttered, the words dripping with poison.

Taken aback, Vale stepped away, looking for the Twi’lek – but the Twi’lek found her first.

Explain later, go now.”

She grabbed her arm again and guided her towards the Czerka station’s back entrance. As much as the girl was right, she wanted to know what in the hell was going on?! First the bounty on her head, then the ambush, her brother? And who was that young woman? Was she another Jedi? A rival Sith? Who was she that she thought she could take on a man who had just displayed the ability to manipulate lightning? And who exactly was she following anyway? Vale had the feeling that the girl knew Orex, given her liberal use of the word “friends”. She swallowed her reservations, her regrets, and shot one last look back at her estranged brother, still alive after all this time.

Trailing the Twi’lek and droid-carrying Wookiee, Vale hurried alongside them through the Czerka office, ignoring the startled employees as they rushed passed. She heard what must have been a manager call after the men they had sent into the docking yard earlier and call for backup, but they were out the door and rushing into the street before the woman could ask what under the suns they thought they were doing.

The usual afternoon bustle swallowed them whole. Vale looked over the crowd as they ran. Dust filled the sky where her shop had been, and no one other than annoyed bystanders paid them any mind. As far as she could tell they weren’t being followed. For now.

Darting between passersby and around shop stalls, they continued on without stopping – until they reached the docking bay. Just as they rounded the corner, the Twi’lek grabbed at Vale’s elbow, wheeling her into a side-stall. The purveyor, a wide-eyed Duros, glared at them, muttering a few choice obscenities in Durese under his breath before asking if they planned on buying anything with a pained (and obviously faked) cheerful disposition. All three ignored him.

After catching their breath, the only thing the Twi’lek said was, “Act casual.”

The girl squared her shoulders, drawing herself up in height as the Wookiee did just the opposite. He slumped casually beneath the weight of the droid still splayed over his shoulders and nodded in Vale’s direction, urging them onward. The Twi’lek looked at Vale for a reaction. After a moment of confusion, she nodded in haste.

“Yeah sure, whatever.”

The Twi’lek and the Wookiee exchanged glances again before leading the way. The three of them blended in as effortlessly as possible into the milling crowd, the girl fumbling through her pockets like any other spacer with leisure on their side might for her docking pass and ID card. They sidled up to the dock officer, the Twi’lek smiling sweetly.

“Looks like we’ll be heading out now, Miss-” she read the woman’s name tag carefully, “Deena.”

She smiled again, sliding her documentation across the log-in console at the red-haired woman before them, clad in a somber smile.

“Leaving so soon?” the woman asked, sincere. Vale rolled her eyes.

The Twi’lek tried to act as nonchalantly as possible, but every time she steered the conversation toward giving them clearance, the more questions the dock officer asked. It was only a matter of time before she noted the unrest in the crowd behind them, the bounty hunters and mercenaries undoubtedly catching up, and word about the “unsanctioned destruction” of the droid shop reached her ears.

As soon as her documents were scanned and their clearance granted, the Twi’lek swiped her stuff back and shoved them into her pockets as they sauntered onward with a running start.

Vale’s eyes scanned the crowd of departures and arrivals for any sign of Asra, Orex, Darek or Glitch, but it was all a blur. Her new companions seemed equally lost until a comlink buzz from the girl’s belt got their attention. They were still half-running, half-walking as she answered.

Indecipherable chatter erupted from the comm, the Twi’lek shaking it with haste in an attempt to clear the signal. “Damn it.”

“Did you come here on a ship or what?” Vale finally asked, under her breath, trying to sound as nonjudgmental as possible.

The Wookiee growled in response, annoyed, as the Twi'lek explained with worry.

“They were supposed to meet us three loops ago,” she muttered. Vale realized they had been walking around in circles.

Finally, identifiable words emerged from the comm, garbled but clear enough.

“Change of plans, meet us in Docking Bay 94! I repeat, Docking Bay 94!”

It was Asra.

The Twi’lek and the Wookiee exchanged glances just as another explosion sent them forward. Near enough to the blast zone, they tumbled into the passersby ahead of them, the crowd worked into an instant frenzy.

The Wookiee groaned.

“I have a feeling that was ours,” the Twi’lek responded, pained, but they were running out of time. She grabbed Vale by the elbow again as they ducked under the door with the numbers 9 and 4 poorly plastered above it.

Inside the hangar bay was a vessel far too small for the landing pad, but the image sent chills down Vale’s spine nonetheless. It was one of Revan’s ships. A basic Imperial shuttle, nothing flashy, but she could tell by the armor plating that it had come from the Star Forge all those years ago. Or was the damn thing still suspended in space, churning out ships for all eternity?

The girl rushed Vale up into the belly of the ship, ignoring her wide-eyed stare. She could hardly afford a good look at the thing before boarding the on-ramp with stumbling steps. Before she could ask any more questions, Asra pulled her aboard, taking her hand as she reached the inner belly of the small beast.

“What a day, huh?” the Togruta teased, though the anguish was clear on her face.

Vale nodded, wondering if she had wandered into a dream, as the loading ramp closed behind them.

What a day, indeed. And it wasn’t over yet.

Chapter 9: The Powers That Be

Summary:

Now aboard a stolen Star Forge vessel from the Anchorhead docks, Vale and her crew formally meet their rescuers. Coincidences abound, Vale knows that the Force has something in store for them, but for her most of all.

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Hyperspace
Vale

 

“So, does anyone care to tell me how you managed to pull this off within, what, five minutes of leaving my shop?”

Vale crowded into the cockpit with the others, shoulders and elbows knocking as the engines revved beneath them. The mystery ship was clearly designed to hold one, maybe two people at most. Glitch manned the controls, her tongue held firmly between her lips in concentration. Orex stood over her, scanning the cityscape as it shrunk beneath them.

Vale couldn’t tell if it was the ship taking off or just her nerves, but her stomach dropped the moment she could finally catch her breath for more than a few moments.

“And whose ship is this anyway?”

“That-“ the Twi’lek started, bitter notes of regret and exasperation in her voice, “is a really good question. But I can definitely say it ain’t ours.”

The Wookiee grunted in rueful agreement.

A blue hand traced the ancient hardware, the Mission's face contorting with concern. She turned to face the Wookiee, who could hardly stand among them, let alone with an HK still in tow. His back arched in an unnatural near-mobius curve, clearly suffering for the lack of space.

“We’ll have to make due for now.”

Before elaborating, Mission looked around, spotting the small cargo bay at the rear of the cockpit and ushered the rest of them inside. There were several small canisters in the adjoining room along with a refresher and a bed built into the far wall. This was definitely a personal vessel.

“You know what this is, right?” Vale asked Darek in a low voice as he ducked into the cargo bay alongside her. He nodded, a dark seriousness overcoming his features. Orex would know of the ship’s origins, too, and it didn’t take Vale long to think of a candidate suitable for the role of its potential owner. The answer only became clearer the more she looked around.

There were several small to medium sized crates piled neatly into the corner, taking up little space, but ancient memorabilia filled the rest of the small chamber, notes and diagrams strewn everywhere. Whoever’s ship this was had to be a collector, and maybe they had docked at Anchorhead to find something specific. Speculation mounted in Vale’s mind, but she’d have to save any half-baked conclusions for later, or at least until she got some other answers, first, and let her muscles and lungs recover.

“First thing’s first,” Asra began, standing between the two strangers once they had all filed inside, save for Glitch and Orex. She pointed to the Twi’lek first, and then the Wookiee, “Meet Mission and Zaalbar.”

Mission shot them a shy wave and Zaalbar shrugged as he finally set the HK down.

“Not sure if you still wanted this,” he whimpered apologetically, the trademark Wookiee gruffness still present in his voice.

“Don’t worry about it,” Vale replied, sparing him a small smile.

“I had the pleasure of going into business with Mission’s brother not too long ago, or at least, I almost did. But Mission, here, warned me about the pyramid scheme he was pulling and gave me a better offer.”

Mission extended a hand and Vale shook it. The girl had a surprisingly firm grip and she flashed Vale a friendly grin.

“It’s the least I could do. Griff can be charming, but that doesn’t make him any less of a liar.”

The girl rolled her eyes at the mention of her brother, crossing her arms across her chest after shaking both Vale’s and Darek’s hands.

“If you couldn’t tell, there are more people interested in you than just the seedy sort who’ll turn anything for a credit,” Mission said, “We were only told to get you out of Anchorhead – alive if possible, given the bounty – and bring you to the Republic.”

“If it’s a Jedi they’re after, I’m not sure I’ll be much help.”

Mission shrugged.

“I don’t know much about it, but I agreed to do this as a favor for a friend. Once it was out that you were in the Outer Rim, my friend sent word. Zaalbar and I happened to be en route to pick up a shipment out of Mos Eisley, so you could say we just happened to be in the right place at the right time.”

Right.

“Tell me about it,” Asra huffed, “Before word reached us about the bounty, we were about to go looking for the Republic.”

Zaalbar grunted, inquisitive.

“We found some… things. Old stuff, dangerous. We wouldn’t want it falling into the wrong hands,” Asra explained. “We weren’t sure where else to go.”

Mission looked to Zaalbar, who shrugged back at her.

“Dangerous?”

“Are they any Jedi left? Would your Republic friend know?” Vale asked, her voice low, heavy with unexpected emotion. Vale kept her nose out of Republic business since she was exiled, but after seeing her brother earlier that day, believing him to be dead all these years, she wondered just how much else she wasn’t aware of.

Mission shook her head.

“There are a few,” she replied, looking to Zaalbar as if seeking his approval before continuing, “It’s hard to say. But trust me, this Republic officer you’re about to see? He can help. He’ll answer some questions, I imagine.”

Some,” Vale muttered under her breath, exasperated.

“Who is this officer, exactly?” Darek asked, nursing a stiff knee as he set himself down on a nearby crate.

“I-“ Mission and Zaalbar exchanged looks again, “We can’t say. We’re sworn to secrecy.”

“Secrecy?”

“What’d I tell ya about the day we were having?” Asra griped, nodding at Vale. “Speaking of which, about your ship, Mission-“

Mission put up a hand to stop her, shaking her head.

“No worries, sister. That thing was a hunka junk, anyway.”

“We never did get that cargo so it’s not like we lost any merch, either,” Zaalbar added, grumbling forlornly despite his concurrence.

“Plus, I’m doing this as a favor. I’m sure a new ship is within my asking power.”

“What happened, exactly, by the way?” Vale turned to Asra now, taking a seat beside Darek. It was only now she realized just how exhausted she was and just how much she needed to get straight.

“We ran into these two in the alley, near Czerka. Mission and I recognized each other immediately, and she-“

“Could tell you guys were sneaking around,” Mission interjected, “And it was pretty obvious where you’d come from. Plus, I had a feeling I could trust Asra.”

“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” the Togruta added, dryly. Mission smirked before continuing.

“Not only did we need to make sure you got out of Anchorhead, but we had to make sure you knew where to go. Seems we just helped y’all along.”

Vale had no words, her mind alight with speculation. Asra and Mission continued talking animatedly, explaining how they escaped and what had transpired in the past hour or so. Zaalbar fidgeted with the HK’s remaining parts, ridding the thing of any remnant sand, as Darek put a hand on her shoulder after a considerable silence had fallen over them both.

“You okay?” Darek asked, looking concerned about someone other than Asra for once.

Vale retreated from her thoughts, and felt the ship shudder beneath her. She nodded just as Orex poked his head through the cargo bay door, announcing, “We’ve just entered hyperspace.”

“Did you punch in the coordinates we gave you?” Zaalbar asked with a low growl.

Orex affirmed with a nod and entered the room, Glitch not far behind him.

“What happened?” Darek asked again once a relative silence fell over the cargo bay again. Despite the room’s spall space, his words seemed to echo between its walls, or maybe that was just Vale’s head.

“I saw my brother.”

The words felt alien, wrong, almost. Bile rose in her throat, and it took a moment and considerable effort for Vale to push her disgust and her surprise back down again.

“The man in the square,” Darek replied, knowing instantly.

“Who? That guy?” Mission asked, moving closer.

Vale nodded, feeling numb.

“The Jedi?” Orex asked.

He remembered. Vale had talked about Aiden a lot in those days, even if they were at odds at the time, so Orex might remember talk of him. Fighting alongside her mother, it was hard not to talk about her twin. Anyone that had been with her at Serrocco would know who Aiden was. She conveniently left out the part where their alliances didn’t quite align, not to mention his utter disdain for her allegiance to Revan to begin with, but all her mother needed to know was that Aiden was safe and that he was on his chosen path – wherever that led him.

“I have a feeling he’s not a Jedi anymore,” Vale managed to say, “In fact, I think this is his ship.”

“But this is-“ Mission began, looking to Zaalbar, “This is a Star Forge vessel.”

“How would you know-?” Orex asked before Vale could muster the words, but the Wookiee roared before he could finish.

Mission hushed Zaalbar’s outburst with a not-so-gentle “Hey!”

He grumbled, reluctantly returning his attention to the droid as Mission seemed to search for the right way to say whatever it was she was thinking.

“You’re, what, twenty?” Orex said, his voice even but accusatory. “When the war-“

“Let’s just say, I’ve seen some things.”

Zaalbar growled again.

“Correction: we.”

“Lemme guess,” Asra began, drawling and sarcastic, “You’re not at liberty to say?”

Mission frowned, but eventually nodded.

“I’m not exactly sure,” she admitted. “They weren’t really clear on the details.”

Whatever bad feeling had taken root when Vale stepped foot on Anchorhead spread ten-fold, even more so than her reaction to the sight of the holocrons at the abandoned site. This all tied together somehow. All of this was meant to happen. Her training would tell her that there was no such thing as coincidence, only the Force.

Vale looked at Orex, and despite his frustration she felt as if he was silently reaching the same conclusion. Maybe not anything relating to the Force, but that none of this was a coincidence, and that did not bode well.

“I’m sorry, I really am. All I was instructed to do was to bring you to the Republic.”

Mission’s voice was apologetic but defensive.

“The coordinates I gave your girl were random, or as random as they could be. Even I don't exactly know where we're going," the Twi’lek shrugged in defeat, "All I know is that once we drop out of hyperspace, we find the nearest space station, and wherever that happens to be, the Republic will be waiting for General Valen to take her to Telos."

General Valen. There it was again. In her mind, Vale always knew who she was and who she had been, but hearing her given name from the mouths of others still set her on edge. It had been far too long.

Mission and Asra continued speaking, Darek and Orex listening on as they recounted their steps back on Anchorhead and discussed the holocrons in as few words as possible to ensure their safe passage. For a moment, everyone else fell away, and all that remained was Vale and the ship.

The damn thing even smelled like him. She could almost laugh. After all these years, she could still detect her brother’s scent, the smell of his hair and the same soap he’d used for years. It was here. Some things really don’t ever change. The ship was irrefutably his.

She stood slowly, and began to meander, reminisce.

The crates stacked into the corner were locked. Vale figured she could guess the dolt’s password in a heartbeat. She was always good at that. But instead of hazarding any predictions, she moved on to the diagrams and maps pinned up along a corner of the far-right wall – Aiden’s makeshift “desk”, she presumed.

His handwriting had changed little. Small, uniform letters littered pages upon pages, and she smirked at his enduring preference for paper over datapads. The Archives are filled with them, he’d say, annoyed with her asking, there’s only so much fluorescent white-blue, or whatever the kriffing color is, that the human eye can take in.

A smile crept across her mouth at the thought, retreating to memory as it eclipsed her more recent ones. As to be expected, Aiden’s notes pertained to ancient artifacts, asking questions (no doubt, to himself) about origins, lore, and any inherent properties relating to the pieces he outlined in excruciating detail. It was not long before Vale came upon the notes he had concerning the holocrons once buried beneath the Dune Sea, the ones they carried now.

His records spared little information, only detailing the story she had heard upon first arriving in Anchorhead. The only indication that Aiden had known the source of the ruse or the true nature of the crystals themselves was an adjoining sketch of what very much resembled the crystals they found there, only his rendering more closely resembled a modern holocron, or at least some hybrid version of the old and new, with a note attached, reading: Korriban, ancient, pre-Hyperspace War. Several question marks adorned his query, but there were no further notes besides.

So, he hadn’t been here for her. The coincidences were piling up by the moment, and it was only a matter of time until he caught up with them, if he really wanted these things so badly. Though his transcripts divulged little, she doubted he knew much more than they did, but it was a start, and yet…

“How are we getting rid of this ship?” she asked the rest of them, completely unsure what the current topic of conversation was now. It was less accusatory and more of a call to action. Whatever talking transpired in the time she contemplated her brother’s things stilled to a quiet, and the others looked to one another for an answer.

“If this is a Star Forge vessel-“ she started.

“It most certainly came from Revan’s Sith,” Orex finished.

Vale faced them now, turning away from her brother’s work.

“Or Malak’s,” she added, though the name felt bitter on her tongue.

“So there are Sith left, but where would they be? Where would they come from?” Darek asked.

 “There always seem to be more of them, no matter what we do.”

We. Vale, of course, meant the Jedi. Goosebumps rose along her skin as she inadvertently slipped back into her old self, unsure if this is what she wanted, or if there was anything she could do about it.

“Doesn’t matter where they came from,” Orex said gruffly, “The Republic can’t have managed to eradicate the Sith after what happened to Malak. Some might have fled, I’d imagine. It could be they who pulled off whatever happened at Katarr.”

Orex shook his head, thinking.

“And who knows what they’d do if we stole from them,” Darek added.

“Or knowingly hindered one of their own,” Vale heard herself say. The thought was fresh, but the idea that by one of them she meant Aiden still felt wrong to her, and unendingly weird.

Nonetheless, Vale raised a hand and watched as her fingers graced the pages of the diagram in front of her, almost as if she were an onlooker watching as her limbs acted of their own accord. She tore the page from the wall, and handed it to Orex.

“He knows about the holocrons,” she said, her voice hoarse and low. “It’s only a matter of time.”

Orex plucked the loose page from her hand, squinting at the paper as if he had never seen anything other than a datapad before - and maybe he hadn’t. After a moment, he looked back up at her, brows furrowed, as he handed the page off to Darek. Asra looked over the Zabrak’s shoulder, glancing at Vale all the while.

Mission’s eyes darted between the three of them, finally settling on Zaalbar as she stated, “I’ll contact my people.”

Her tone was still serious despite the youthful melody of her voice, and the Twi’lek ducked out of the cargo bay and back into the cockpit.

“I don’t like this,” Vale started, “I don’t like any of this.”

“Neither do I,” Asra returned to her side, placing a calm hand on her shoulder like she had earlier that day, even though it felt lightyears away by now.

Vale placed a hand over Asra’s, reveling in her warmth. She avoided close contact with others for a reason, and the reason made itself known like a plague of guilt welling within her. It was borne of an unspoken fear that she would ruin everything, just as she had with Revan and Alek, with Kavar and Atris, with Aiden and everyone else.

It was strange, really, how Vale had avoided making any connections whatsoever for the past nine years, and yet in a mere 48 hours had formed such strong bonds with the people surrounding her that she could not possibly imagine a life without them now. It was not unlike the war. As many memories resurfaced, the feeling of comradery was the eeriest. She made friends easily at the Academy, though the Masters remained wary of her, and the soldiers that fought alongside her were easy to follow her lead. There was never any question. For others, bonds were made as easily as they were broken - but not with Vale, not with Eden Valen. Bonds were made for life. She could tell in the way Orex still looked to her for guidance and approval, even though he assumed the role of leader himself now. And she could tell in the way Aiden spoke to her after all this time, after all that had happened. And the silence that spanned the time between.

But this would not last for long. It couldn’t. Nothing ever did.

 


 Later

 

Aiden’s ship yielded little more information in the way of where it had come from, exactly, and who he answered to. All they managed to find during their time in hyperspace were more notes on ancient artifacts, both boring and long-forgotten (as they most often were), and a series of coordinates to previously visited sites – though some coordinates remained encrypted, but for what reason they could not surmise. Vale managed to steal a collection of notes and uploaded as much as she could to her datapad, for safe keeping and further investigation.

Despite what happened at Anchorhead, Vale could not help but feel sentimental. Perhaps it was the fact that she had grown to trust those around her in so short a time and already mourned their inevitable separation, or perhaps it was because she was not quite over her falling out with Aiden and never would be. Perhaps it was both.

Aiden would always be family, if not more than that. He was her twin, and he was once very much her other half. Of all the beings that remained in the galaxy, he was probably the one who knew her the most, despite all that had happened between them. As twins, they had always been able to harness an unspoken insight into the other, as if they knew what occupied the other’s mind, the other’s heart, without ever asking. They just knew.

In spite of the all the questions that dogged her, Vale had a feeling she understood Aiden more now than ever before. But now was not the time to dwell on such things. There was work to be done.

Orex pored over what little else Vale could gather from her brother’s otherwise airtight hard drive. She was able to bypass most of his passwords, having guessed their contents within a matter of moments, but the rest of his files were more delicately encrypted, as if he had anticipated her perusal.

“Korriban,” Orex uttered, identifying a sketched map of the main Sith site at first glance, “And Dxun.

The adjoining diagram outlined the Temple of Freedon Nadd, and the exact altar they had extracted the first set of ancient holocrons from.

Orex squinted at them with his good eye, discerning the notes and citations, but undoubtedly perturbed by the amount of detail divulged.

“We sent these to Revan and Revan alone,” he said gruffly.

“And Revan turned Sith,” Vale replied, “Whatever runoff there was after the war, Aiden must have joined them. This sort of information may have been common knowledge to initiates, or at least easily accessible. Especially since these things were Sith in origin, or so we guessed.”

Vale almost wanted to laugh. Aiden had cursed her decision to defy the Jedi Council, and yet here he was, a loyal follower of the Sith that followed the heretic Revan’s rebellion. If they ever met again, he wouldn’t hear the end of it. She was sure of that.

“So, it’s just as I feared,” Orex muttered, “There are more of them, who knows how many.”

Vale considered him, scars and all. Orex was as ordinary as they came, compared to a Jedi at least. Orex was as far from Force sensitive as you could get without being completely inanimate, and even still the Jedi Code taught that all living things were influenced by the Force, regardless. But from her time with him, Vale knew that Orex relied on his gut and his gut alone. There was no mystical force supporting his beliefs or swaying his actions, and yet…

“I don’t like knowing they’re out there,” Orex replied, as if reading Vale’s thoughts, though her train of thought was easy to guess by the silence that followed, “After what we saw, after what-“

Orex stopped himself. Vale hadn’t been around for all of it. Dxun was a nightmare, but she could only guess what came after or what Revan’s Sith forces were like. She had no idea.

“We’ll figure this out,” Asra rejoined, her eyes eager and alight with determination, “This isn’t over yet.”

We. Vale’s skin warmed at the sound of the word. Moments earlier, she had slipped. She said we, referring to herself and the Jedi, but now Asra said we and she meant them - here, now - and that felt more real than anything Vale had known since the war.

“We’ll have to, the galaxy is in enough trouble as it is.”

Darek spoke this time, his voice soft and soothing. His even tone, though characteristic of the Zabrakian race, was earnest, and it set Vale at ease. There was enough to set her on edge, and the Twi’lek’s insistence on calling her General Valen wasn’t helping any. At least Orex had the sense to continue calling her Vale.

“What?”

Asra’s hand reached for Vale’s arm again, her eyes narrowing with concern.

“Nothing, nothing,” she replied, aside from the abundant somethings that troubled them. It was good to know that the Jedi weren’t the only ones that cared about what happened to the galaxy at large, and that they weren’t driven by doctrines or long-standing traditions to do so. Vale wondered how many more like Orex or Asra remained in the galaxy, veterans or otherwise, but stopped herself lest she become distracted.

“I’ll talk with Mission,” Vale said, “Make sure we’re squared away before we dock.”

Saying goodbye in her shop was unexpectedly difficult, but knowing she’d have to part ways again was another story. Vale swallowed whatever emotion overwhelmed her and entered the cockpit for the first time since take-off.

Mission sat in what seemed like a daze, gazing at the ship’s controls from afar, mouth open in awe. She jerked slightly at Vale’s entrance, embarrassed for a moment before finding her resolve.

“How are y’all holding up?” Mission asked after a moment.

Vale shook her head, looking for the right words. “Good for now,” was all she managed, looking everywhere but directly at Mission.

The Twi'lek nodded in reply, gathering her thoughts and taking a breath before standing up again and looking at Vale straight in the face.

“I never thought I’d see one of these again,” the girl admitted.

Vale looked at her now, cocking her head. Mission shrugged, and after a moment surrendered.

“I saw the Star Forge. I mean, the real deal.” Mission laughed nervously, perhaps hoping to ease the tension mounting in her chest. “I imagine you knew her? Revan, I mean."

Vale couldn’t help but smirk, but not because she was happy. She was smug, if anything. Everything always comes down to Revan.

“Of course,” Vale responded, crossing her arms, looking out at the marble white-blue of hyperspace, “But the question is, how do you know her?”

Mission inhaled, the labor obvious and almost exaggerated as if she needed to gather an extensive amount of energy to tell the tale and buy herself time before figuring out where to start.

“I met her on Taris," Mission finally exaled, "But back then she was going by Nevarra.”

Nevarra. Vale had used that name, too. The girl didn't notice, and Mission continued without pressing the issue.

“I didn’t know who she really was, none of us did. I suspect you heard about what the Jedi did to her?”

Vale nodded soberly.

“She was just, I don’t know, a Republic soldier, trying to do the right thing. She did right by me. She-“ Mission stopped herself, looking away before continuing, “She helped me. She was… she was a true friend.”

Though she had said little, Vale could feel the weight in Mission’s words.

“She has that sort of effect on people,” Vale said, moving closer to the navicomputer on the side wall. Her eyes scanned the read-out of nearby planets, realizing that this was the most she had traveled in quite some time, and wondered where Revan was now. She had been on Tatooine, yes, and Vale had a feeling she was merely following in her old Master’s footsteps. This encounter was only further evidence.

“Did you-?” Mission asked, trailing off before she could finish.

Vale turned to find Mission looking up at her wide-eyed and apologetic.

“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to pry but-?”

“Did I follow Revan?” Vale conjectured, “No.”

Mission didn’t say anything in response, only cocking her eyebrow in confusion.

“When I knew Revan, she was, I don’t know how else to say it… but she was Revan. I followed her to war, yes. But not after. Something changed towards the end, before Malachor. She wasn't the same. A lot of them weren't.”

The Twi’lek dropped her gaze, inhaling deeply.

“You haven’t said much, but if anything, maybe Revan was more herself after whatever the Jedi did to her than she was before.” Vale wasn’t sure where any of this was coming from. Maybe it was to ease whatever uncertainty plagued the girl before her, maybe she was just guessing. Or maybe it was for herself. “Before they left for the Unknown Regions, Revan and Alek were my friends. I trusted them with everything, and they trusted me. But when they came back, they came back with secrets and no intentions of sharing them. With anyone.”

Mission locked eyes with Vale again as she continued.

“I always wondered what made them change, what happened to them. I have a feeling that whatever we found on Tatooine has something to do with it. I have no idea how it fits into the puzzle, but part of me just knows. I don’t know..." Vale trailed off, "But you do see why it’s important that we transport this cargo, uh, delicately, right?”

Mission nodded, though she seemed caught in a thought, her gaze not entirely intent while searching her memory.

“We went to Tatooine, too, y’know,” Mission eventually said, “Revan had been there before.”

“We ran into some Jawa not long ago, and they mentioned her as well," Vale added,"And the Star Forge.”

The Twi’lek nodded.

“Nevarra- uh, Revan – shared these visions with Bastila. She-“

“Bastila? Bastila Shan?”

Mission’s eyes widened, surprised by the interjection. She nodded, affirming.

Bastila, a few years her junior, had been one of Vale’s classmates - a rival, in fact. While the Masters feared her ability to form Force bonds, they revered Bastila for her gift of Battle Meditation. They were not as different as the Masters made them out to be, or so Vale believed, but despite their similarities, their experiences at the Academy could not have been more different.

“I knew her,” was all Vale managed to say, before asking, “She traveled with you?”

Mission nodded, “We rescued her, actually, though according to her it’s the other way around.”

Vale almost snorted.

“Sure sounds like Bastila.”

The girl sighed, nodding exasperatedly before continuing, “She and Revan shared these, I don’t know, visions of where these star maps to the Forge were, I guess. I think Revan and Malak found them before or during the war, I can't remember.”

Star maps. The Jawa spoke of those too. Vale had known about the Star Forge, but only after the fact, and Alek had refused to tell her the details.

“Were you ever-?”

“I was close with them, once,” Vale said, “but never that close.”

The realization had wounded her back then, but she couldn’t say she was surprised. Revan and Alek had already formed an unbreakable bond by the time Alek had recruited her, and despite their willingness to teach her and call her their protégé, they remained closer with one another, never quite extending the same closeness to her. She craved their approval, and the slight only hurt her further, inspiring her growing suspicions. Yet it was her wariness that saved her. Vale wasn’t sure which was worse.

Mission took her at her word, and did not ask that she elaborate, “I don’t like sounding suspicious about her, I hadn’t been before. But with her disappearing, no word, and then all of this-“ she gestured about vaguely, “I just don’t know. I don’t know if I should even be telling you any of this.”

Vale shrugged.

“I don’t know either, but I then again I don’t know much of anything these days," The bitterness was far more evident in Vale's words than she intended, but it was too late now. “Can you at least take care of these guys? They’ve been through enough hell."

Mission didn’t say anything at first, but she nodded, her gaze intent and understanding. “I’ll see what I can do,” she said finally.

Vale hadn’t thought a lot about any of this on purpose - about Revan, about her brother, about Alek (though she forced herself to call him Malak, lest she get sentimental), about the war, the Jedi, the Force and the unknown plan it had laid out for the universe and everyone in it. Vale couldn’t say that she had been happy these past nine years, but she had managed to find contentment in her time alone. Yet here it was, fast dissolving before her very eyes, and as the coincidences piled up she knew she was never meant to stay away from Republic Space for long. She was right back in the mess.

“About Revan-” Vale began again, unsure of what words might find her lips. Multitudes upon multitudes of questions had hounded her since Malachor, and before, all of them about Revan. Vale couldn’t be sure which one might escape.

Mission looked up at her again, wondering.

“Did she-“ Vale inhaled, “What was she like?’”

The Twi’lek fidgeted with her left lekku, stroking it before placing it behind her shoulder as she searched for the right words.

“I can only speak for myself,” Mission explained, “But she was… she was kind, curious, and infuriatingly stubborn.”

Mission laughed, looking away.

“She understood me, she gave me a chance. She believed me when I said I could handle myself, and she let me. She trusted me, and other than Big Z, no one else ever had. Though, I don’t know how much I’d trust Zaalbar’s initial impression of me, anyway, given Wookiee traditions and life debts and all.” Mission shrugged, “She changed that much, huh?”

Vale nodded. “I was right though,” she managed a small smile. “The Revan you knew sounds more like the one I did.”

Despite everything else still unanswered, a quiet calm settled over Vale as she exhaled again. Mission observed her, smiling in return after a few silent moments.

“She goes by Nevarra now, actually.”

Nevarra, there it was again. After everything, this couldn’t just be another coincidence.

“Nevarra-?”

“Nevarra Draal.”

Vale’s skin prickled, suddenly cold.

No. Not a coincidence at all.

Chapter 10: More Than a Feeling

Summary:

Brianna needs to get out of Anchorhead, as does Erebus. Vale has a plan, though she knows not where it leads. She'll have to trust in the Force, whatever that means anymore...

Chapter Text

3951 BBY Anchorhead, Tatooine
The Last Handmaiden

 

“That was the last I saw of her, Mistress,” Brianna uttered breathlessly over the comm tucked into her sleeve, hoping desperately that Atris could not hear the smile that spread over her face as adrenaline continued to course through her. “I can have a detailed report to you by-“

“No,” Atris responded, her voice brash and even, “I need you to tell me everything. Now.”

“But, Mistress, I-“

Brianna hid in an alley on the fringes of Anchorhead, the tumult still roiling in the city beyond as she strained to hear her Mistress’ voice. It was only a matter of time before she was found. The market center was a right mess, crowded with local law enforcement (or what passed for it, anyway), Czerka officers, mercenaries, and bounty hunters opening fire on one another from the moment the horde got too heated.

I need to know,” Atris pressed.

Brianna ducked on instinct as another round of shots tore through the air, kicking up sand. The firefight was getting closer, and the longer it took for anyone to round up the rabble, the more likely they were to seek refuge in an alley just like this one - if not exactly this one. She winced, eyes flashing before looking at her comm with a knotted brow.

“I-“

She sighed, swallowing whatever argument threatened to escape her throat. Brianna inhaled deeply and started from the beginning.

Brianna had spoken to Atris upon first landing on Tatooine, but had not checked in with her since. None of what she relayed seemed nearly as important as it was for her vacate the premises and leave Anchorhead behind, if they’d even allow her to leave the docking bay. Now was her chance to take advantage of any remnant mayhem to make it off-planet before anyone knew otherwise, especially since there was one person who might want to come after her.

She paused after every sentence, speaking evenly despite her instinct still urging her to flee. Atris remained silent until Brianna mentioned the Force user that confronted General Valen.

“Did they notice you?” was Atris’ only question, still oddly unconcerned.

“To be frank, Mistress, I think the only thing he noticed was my boot coming down on his head,” Brianna answered, smug but serious, careful not to mention the finer details of the fight lest Atris disapprove.

Atris said nothing.

Brianna had only stayed back long enough to make sure that the man was down before pursuing the General and her cohorts again… but the confrontation hadn’t stopped there. Either Atris did not sense the information Brianna withheld or found it unworthy of note.

“Good girl,” she said, though Brianna could not tell whether she meant it sincerely. “Continue.”

“General Valen-“

“Exile, Exile. Please call her the Exile.” Atris hissed almost immediately. Whatever usual calm Atris harbored dissolved. Brianna balked, speechless, while Atris gathered herself and responded after a few moments, now forcefully composed, “You shall refer to her as the Exile, from now on and in any reports you deliver. Are we clear?”

Brianna nodded, taking a moment to realize that she needed to verbalize her understanding as well.

“Yes- yes, Mistress, of course. I apologize, I-“

Atris cut her off again.

“For subjectivity’s sake,” her Mistress explained further, her voice now strained even beyond the natural static of the comm link. “Now, girl, what of the Exile?”

Amidst the nearing chaos inching closer to her temporary sanctuary, Brianna recounted the chase through the market and the explosion at the docking bay. The Exile fled with two others, a Twi’lek and a Wookiee, though Atris never asked Brianna to elaborate on who they were or where they had come from. Brianna had followed them despite the frenzy at the docks once the third explosion went off. There was talk of terrorists and some kind of murder plot, but in the chaos Brianna managed to follow the Exile and the others to a strange looking vessel, placing a tracking device on the ascending loading ramp as it prepared for take-off. She would have made her escape then and there, but Atris demanded answers, and the undulating crowd had carried her out of the docking bay and back into the city as she struggled to get a signal.

Atris, again, said nothing.

“Mistress?” Brianna asked after a while, a cloud of sand erupting nearby. She was already inching towards a fork in the alleyway, a hopeful escape, as she strained to hear Atris’ response.

Another beat of silence. Another round of gunfire.

“That is… satisfactory,” Atris finally said. “Continue to the rendezvous point.”

“But Mistress, I’ve already-”

The signal cut out.

Brianna glared at the device as if it might spare her more information, or at least some sort of excuse, but the thing only transmitted static before she felt the heat of laserfire uncomfortably close to her skin.

Nearly singed, Brianna ducked before a shot could do her in. Squinting further down the alley was a mushroom cloud of sand and a mess of motion she figured she didn’t have time to make sense of.

She shut the commlink off as she broke into a run, several figures lunging into the alley, blasterfire not far behind. Reaching the fork, Brianna sprinted left and kept running. Her hood flew back behind her, flapping against the nape of her neck as she ran. The heat from the suns above was harsh, but almost welcome, and the acid now pumping in her muscles as she raced at full tilt felt sweet despite the pain. The smile returned to her face as she made her way back to the docks, breathless, unbidden in spite of herself.

Brianna was no longer alone, but it did not seem to matter. Figures ran passed her, unbothered by her presence other than the fact that she stood in their way. Without having to think, Brianna kept close to the walls as she hurried along, keeping herself as scarce as she could. No one looked back with a second glance.

The closer she got to the market square, the more she could gather about the current state of the city. Whatever passed for law enforcement around here was now roaming around every corner, sending anyone with a mark on their record back into the alleys and backstreets of the city like scrambling vermin, seeking cover or passage out to the desert. Brianna slowed and raised her hood once more, her breath still heavy, blending into the crowd once she reached the entrance to the docks again.

The Anchorhead dockyard was bombarded with people from every walk of life, each of them yelling, demanding answers. Several personnel tried to calm the masses but to no avail. Brianna had no time for this, she needed to leave.

She spun around, facing the haphazard square, still aflurry with fistfights and gunfire.

Is all of the Outer Rim like this?

Brianna had traveled a good deal for someone so secluded, but even still, most of the places she journeyed to were remote and relatively lifeless. Most artifacts tended to dwell among the forgotten, and as a result, even when she left Telos she only ever saw her sisters and Atris, save for a few natives local to whatever long-lost site they were sent to scavenge. They would occasionally visit more cosmopolitan areas, but they had not done so in quite some time. In fact, it was only a few years ago that Atris began sending Brianna and her sisters off on their own while she remained at the Academy. This was Brianna’s only foray into the universe alone. And she was already screwing it up.

Again, Brianna was pushed back from the crowd, almost as far from her ship as before. I have to leave, she thought as desperation took hold of her. Brianna looked at her wrist, her chrono-watch displaying the time. It wouldn’t be long before General Valen’s ship docked where it was meant to, and who knows how much time she’d have to catch up with them and make absolutely sure that the Exile made her way to Telos. Those were Atris’ orders, even if the woman had stalled the success of her own surveillance by demanding she report to her before hightailing it off this rock.

Her breathing quickened, a panic rising in her chest as she looked around frantically, searching for a way in.

Elbows knocked, blasters and shock staffs filling the empty spaces between people, threatening to be used. Brianna’s pale blue eyes scanned the crowd again, her heart hastening. She was beginning to feel sick.

Her stomach lurched, the panic taking over. Without thinking she closed her eyes and counted backwards from five. Her breath slowed, counting each second as it passed. And then… she opened her eyes.

Everything was quiet. The world stilled. The heat ceased yet it permeated everything around her. An unseen energy pulsed before her in its stead, like a thrumming heartbeat heavy against a ribcage, and then… it was all over. It was if Brianna had blinked without actually closing her eyes, a moment in time skipping by mistake, an errant glitch in the system.

Suddenly, she felt weightless, almost invisible. She secured her hood and walked onward, as if nothing could stop her this time. No one turned to look, no one tried to stop her. She was like water trickling through the crags in a cave, slithering amid the stones as she became the very space between them.

The heat of Anchorhead emanated around her, resuming in full, but Brianna’s skin grew cold. This was familiar, but how? Her mind raced, tugging at wisps of memory that faded before she could grab hold. An entirely different sort of panic welled within her, though she maintained her outer calm, closing in on the docks and what looked like a back way in where no one was stopping her and no one seemed to care.

There would be time to think later, to wonder. Or she could simply forget, she could let Atris’ secret academy swallow her suspicions until they vanished, like the half-dreams and near-memories her mind hungered for now. She’d decide later.

Brianna closed the remaining distance with hurried steps, ducking on the other side of a dilapidated wall before anyone spotted her, as if it was only a matter of time until someone did.

Her throat was as dry as the sand beneath her boots, and suddenly the crowd beyond the wall at her back swelled as if roused. Roused? Or noticed again? Unpaused, wakened from a momentary slumber.

Brianna had read stories of what adrenaline could do to a person, the abilities they were imbued with for brief periods of time, almost as if…

Almost as if they could use the Force.

She smiled, wistful, but she bit her cheek before it could consume her. This is silly, she told herself, you’re so stupid.

But despite the voices urging her onward in her head (undoubtedly taking the tone of Orenna, the oldest and the sister least likely to ever like her let alone love her), a twinge of hope remained. Some memory of her mother, whoever she was, whoever she had been. Maybe she had inherited her mother’s gift, perhaps it was something left behind that she could claim. Other than her father’s shame, of course…

Brianna’s hands reached up, assuring her hood remained in place, and stood. Looking forward, she breathed deeply and exhaled with newfound purpose. As much as she wanted to ponder whether this was some sign of Force sensitivity or just the effects of the heat mixed with her own naivety, her ship was nearby and she needed to reach it before she was found, before she could be forced back to wait with the rest of Anchorhead and the mess that threatened to consume it before nightfall.

Part of her didn’t mind the thought of being left behind. No – staying behind. She had a choice, didn’t she?

Brianna proved she could hold her own today, even if her sisters were not there to witness. Atris knew, even if she didn’t have the whole story. For now, knowing was enough. It would have to be. It was all she had.


3951 BBY Anchorhead, Tatooine
Darth Erebus

 

What felt very much like battery acid pumped through Erebus’ veins even as he paused to catch his breath.

He was safe for now, but for how long, he was not sure. There wasn’t much time.

Darth Nihilus would surely send an envoy after him and his ship – only problem was, Erebus was nowhere near his ship. He could let his ship be found without him inside for his master to find. Here, he could dissolve into the sands of Tatooine, never to be heard from again. But Nihilus hungered, he would find him eventually. Erebus may have been one to lie to himself if only the better to sleep at night, but he was not one to run.

Yet here he was, shipless and sisterless, and with nothing to show for his losses.

The docking bay succumbed to pandemonium around him. Erebus’ ship had been nearby, and he wondered if it was a coincidence that it was his ship that was now missing. But there was no such thing as coincidences, there was only the will of the Force.

He looked up at the Tatooine sky, cloudless and blue, as if to spy his sister staring down at him with a look that screamed I told you so.

She would, he thought, despite how much he abhorred the fact that he still thought of her fondly.

You’re lucky you still live, he might have spat back at her.

Erebus stood still, his hood drawn as he took refuge in the half-crumbled doorway of what might have been the deck officers’ quarters, the smell of singed datapads and other equipment ripe in the dry air. The dock’s personnel scrambled about, asking anyone who would listen to calm down and gather near the entrance so they could take inventory. This was his chance. Cloaking himself in more than just fabric, Erebus called upon the Force to distort his image, to avert eyes from his figure as if he were nothing more than smoke and translucent waves of heat emanating from the rubble that surrounded what remained the docking bay. As the maddening crowd drew back, Erebus walked on, unnoticed.

In a few moments, he was alone with the ruins and the ships that remained. He could take his pick.

The cacophony of the chaos melted as he walked on, surveying his options – and there she was.

You again.”

She had come from above, toppling him to the ground like it was nothing, and perhaps it was. Too caught up in his sister and not in tune with his surroundings, Erebus fell without a fight. Before he knew it, Eden was gone again.

The girl put up a decent fight, too, and not just for an untrained Force sensitive, or so he suspected she was. Without exerting herself, the girl kept Erebus down and away from his saber as Eden and the motley company she kept – a Twi’lek and a Wookiee – escaped.

Not that Erebus still had any idea what he might have done with Eden, or to her, but there was no room for speculation now.

The girl had her hood drawn as well, and the Force swelled around her dissolving. She had cloaked herself, too, but her eyes betrayed her, darting around uncertain. Either she was the paranoid sort, or-

She doesn’t even know.

Erebus suspected it earlier, though he chalked it up to a lack of willing (and living) Jedi, but not a lack of awareness, a lack of knowing what she was capable of.

Back at the Czerka station, Erebus had reached for his saber, but the hilt remained half-buried in the sand, his mind a blank slate for the briefest of moments as if his inner command came to a screeching halt before an invisible wall. The girl’s eyes had widened, though it took less than a moment for her to regain her composure and rightly roundhouse kick him square in the face before running off herself. His jaw still smarted from the swing, but he had to admit it was impressive.

The girl was good, but he doubted she knew of her more innate capabilities.

A thought blossomed, a brief consideration ensnaring him before he dismissed it completely. I could teach her. But the answer that followed was a resounding and definitive no. He shouldn’t, he couldn’t, nor could he imagine that she’d ever agree. Whatever her motive for being here was, it was in direct conflict with him (and anyone else for that matter), and she seemed determined to keep whatever promise she kept. Even now, she glanced over her shoulder with every tentative step, oblivious to Erebus’ presence.

She drew a small datapad from her cloak, keying in a code. A faint smile spirited over her face as she watched the screen. Whatever it was, she had been successful in doing it. The girl bit her lip and looked around, as if embarrassed that anyone might see. Her porcelain skin blushed a deep, fleshy pink.

Erebus froze, his stomach flipping in on itself as he stood stock still. Her pale eyes passed over him without recognition, and he let out a breath of relief. She shook her head. Pocketing her datapad again, she looked around the dilapidated hangar she stood in, a doorway blocking the ship stationed on the other side. She heaved herself over a low wall of debris, wresting her boots in the crags of the crumbling barrier. Before reaching the top, she looked back – and straight at Erebus.

He did not move -  had not moved - since the girl began to watch her back. Her eyes fixed in his direction, seeing nothing, though they narrowed as if unsure. Her face betrayed an unease that told him, she knows. But what she saw, or what she thought she saw, he did not know. He could have sworn she nodded, but perhaps she was just shaking her head, telling herself that it was nothing but a trick of the light. Eden could always tell when he hid, back when they were children chasing each other in the tall grasses of Dantooine. She’d tell him that the ruse was a good one, but if she looked hard enough, she could tell something wasn’t right, that the molecules he cloaked himself with betraying him, completely giving him away. His command of them was not absolute.

He’d improved since then. A lot had changed, but him most of all...Or perhaps not as much as he liked to imagine. He sighed.

Now, the girl paused as she swung one leg over the wall, looking back in Erebus’ direction again. He saw it, then, a small vessel, not unlike his but not nearly as ancient. It must be hers.  With a final glance back, she swung her second leg over the broken wall and disappeared on the other side. Once she was gone, Erebus found himself hunched at the base of the wall, right where she had climbed over it. He watched on as she checked the ship for tracking devices, a pale hand running along the smooth surface of the craft as she walked its perimeter. She keyed into a panel on the ship’s side, a door hissing open as she completed the cipher. The girl slipped inside and was gone, the door hissing shut behind her just as it had opened.

Erebus did not move until the exhaust from her ship threatened to dislodge his hood. The Force still cloaked him, but in his reverie, he would not be surprised if he had slipped completely from cover.

He considered tracking her, despite her efforts to remove any such devices a moment earlier, but found himself too entranced, too curious.

What manner of sensitive was this? Not trained in the Force but well-versed in ways to block it? She had evaded his several attempts to invade her mind but had successfully stopped him from calling upon the Force himself, if only for an instant. The only other person Erebus had known to do that was the man who turned him. Curiouser and curiouser.

As her ship faded into the distance and the crowd beyond softened to a dull (but still incensed) thrum, Erebus drew his own personal datapad from his cloak, sighing as he keyed the command to his own ship’s tracking device. A series of numbers appeared on screen. Whoever piloted the ship now was in hyperspace, but he had the coordinates to their destination. He could catch up with them if he was quick enough.

The ruins of the southern docking square were soon crawling with urchins in search of a payday, small, grubby hands eager for a find to sell for scraps and bits of food. Erebus scoffed, and turned on his heel. He had a ship to steal, and people to forget about. For now.


3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport
Vale

 

Vale remained on the ship alone as the others waited outside, already discussing what was to happen next. She needed a moment to herself, with her brother, almost.

She had no idea how long this thing had even belonged to Aiden, but it was his. It smelled like him, it felt like him, it reminded her of home: humid nights spent kicking one another in the dense jungle heat of the bed they shared on Serroco; the month-long journey they spent almost entirely alone en route to their first Jedi Academy, teasing and chasing one another throughout the passenger transport at the despair of the Jedi Masters that had found them and promised them a better, more meaningful life; the warm sunlight that filtered into the dormitory the twins inhabited in their early years on Dantooine, creeping into their private moments every morning and every evening… it was all so long ago, and the idea of home felt just as far away.

She was at home with Aiden, but since their falling out Vale had only ever experienced it in fleeting moments: in Kavar’s training room, camping out on the front lines with Revan and Malak, seeing her mother again in the heat of battle, and again on Anchorhead with Asra, even if they were only friends for a short while.

It wasn’t as if she’d sought out a new home to replace the one she lost, but she was only now realizing she hadn’t quite felt herself since then, not since her brother began to pull away from her.

It was the jealousy, Master Sunrider told her once - He wishes he could be as independent as you, not realizing that you still love him and are part of him all the same. Aiden was jealous he had to share his sister with anyone else and his heart ached at the idea that she could form bonds with anyone other than him. They were twins after all, didn’t that count for something? It did, she’d tell him, but it was never enough. That seemed to be a running theme.

Despite what happened back at Anchorhead, she had a feeling. Vale carefully removed an artifact from the munitions pack, placing a palm-sized pyramid gently on her brother’s desk as if it were a paperweight to anchor his old-school drawings and diagrams. But it was more than that. It was a gift, yes, but also an invitation.

Aiden had a memory unlike anyone Vale had ever met, and that memory served him still. His notes were evident of that. If anyone would know about this thing, it would be him, whether the Jedi came through or not.

Vale had more than a feeling, she knew it to be true.

Asra’s voice called out to her, already a spectre as if from a distant memory, beckoning their eventual departure from the boarding ramp. Vale afforded herself one last glance around, taking all of it in, all of Aiden in.

“A Star Forge vessel, huh?” she asked, talking to the ship as if it could answer on her brother’s behalf.

All roads really do lead to Revan, she thought, the idea bitter in the back of her mind.

It had been a bit of a joke in the Outer Rim, and to Vale even more so, but now it weighed heavy like an omen. Maybe Vale had been collecting more omens than she realized. Bad feelings and artifacts, forever-haunted by Revan’s persistent ghost all the while.

She placed a gentle kiss into the crook of her palm and lazed her hand across the wall of Aiden’s ship as she descended the loading ramp. This was not the end, no. She could feel it. The Force did not speak for her any longer, but maybe she didn’t always need it to. Vale would see her brother again. She would see Asra and Orex again, too. Darek and the others as well. This was by no means an ending, but the beginning of something unlike Vale had ever felt before.

 

Chapter 11: Something Nice Back Home

Summary:

Erebus receives an unbidden invitation to witness memories he didn't ask to recall, and finds himself asking more questions than he's ready to answer.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport
Vale

 

"So, what's the word?" Asra asked, leaning on her elbows as Mission took the seat opposite her in the cantina booth. The Twi'lek shrugged, looking none too worried.

Vale watched as the girl assumed a seat beside her Wookiee friend, the bustle of the bar appearing unconcerned with their presence – a refreshing thought after escaping Tatooine.

"There's a Republic Cruiser set for Onderon not too far from here. On a supply run, I think. I organized a pick-up that will make it look like Vale is transporting goods to be delivered to the war effort-"

"The war effort?" Vale barely heard her own words over the din of the bar, and the hood she donned didn't help much. She pilfered one of her brother's spares from his ship as a means of precaution, lest anyone recognize her.

"I'm not square on the politics, but from what I've heard?" Orex started, nursing his drink, "Onderon is plagued by some kind of civil war."

"Royal affairs gone rotten, I take it?" Asra smirked sourly into her cup before taking a sip.

"Something like that," Mission said before looking pointedly at Vale, "Listen, this ship – they're not gonna know who you are, and they shouldn't know you are."

"So who am I supposed to be, exactly?" Vale asked, careful to hide the agitation rising in her throat. With her past aliases out in the open, she'd have to reinvent herself completely to go unnoticed. She regretted the thought, but she had come to like being Vale, and she wasn't ready to start being someone else.

"They're sending over documents now," Mission answered, motioning towards Zalbaar to hand her the datapad in his hand. She drew up a map as she continued, "I'm supposed to pick them up, somewhere around…"

The girl's fingers maneuvered around the map like lightning, zooming in on their location and scanning the nearby areas in search of something familiar.

"Here," she pointed to a warehouse not far from where they had parked Aiden's ship, "You're supposed to be some, I don't know, important diplomat or something. Oh! That reminds me –"

"What?" Vale pressed once Mission failed to elaborate, rummaging through her pockets.

After a moment, the Twi'lek produced a credit chit from her utility belt. She smiled.

"We get to go shopping."

 


3951 BBY, approaching the Nespis VIII Spaceport
Erebus

 

Fingers fumbling over unfamiliar controls, Erebus brought the clumsy vessel he was now masquerading as his own down onto the sorry state Space City seemed to be in these days.

Space City, he scowled, what dolt thought this was a fitting name?

Erebus knew the answer to that, of course, having made it his business to know everything¸ but that didn't mean he approved of it, so to speak.

Space City was also known as the Nespis VIII Spaceport, though no one ever actually called it that. The sprawling city was constructed sometime around the dawn of the Republic, and 25,000 years ago, well, the concept of space was still new to anyone who was lucky enough to venture out into it. Erebus imagined the shocked faces of the ancients if they could witness his annoyance now, inconvenienced by the unfamiliarity of the ship he now piloted despite its ability to grant him the gift of space travel, almost aggravated with the modern metropolis that loomed into view ahead of him, unimpressed the marvel of it all.

Why here?

Erebus' unease mounted as he neared, the spaceport slowly eclipsing any glimpse of space or the planet beyond. The Force was leading him somewhere, but in order to go forward, he first had to go back.

A lifetime ago, Erebus stepped foot on the orbiting city with wide eyes and a heavy heart, afraid he'd never see his mother again. It was his sister who urged him onward, awed by towers that rose high into the azure sky as if their steeples were close enough to prick the nearby planet Nespis. Even with his sister's confident hand in his, he trembled in the shadows of the spires that towered over them. He had never seen anything so tall, and the murals were even worse. Before being assigned to the Dantooine Enclave, the twins were brought before the local Jedi council that sat on this city's temple board, being the closest one to Serroco. But in order to get to the temple, they were first ushered passed the monolithic depictions of the still-recent Great Sith War that snaked their way through the city, as if warning what might become of any prospective Jedi should they stray from the Order's righteous path. Faces resurfaced in his mind. Erebus shuddered as if looking upon them once more - not as himself now, but as the child he once was.

Erebus nearly ignored the comm requesting his ship's credentials. With half a mind, he didn't bother searching for the proper forms and instead reached into the well of his disquiet and persuaded the officer to let him pass. By the time they caught onto the ship's missing data, Erebus would be long gone, and this hurtling mass of garbage would be ownerless once more.

Impatient, he parked the stolen spacecraft in a commercial lot, uninterested in securing a private bay. As soon as he was planet-side, he drew the datapad from his cloak again, tracking the coordinates back to his own ship. It wasn't far, only-

"Mister Aren Valen," a modulated voice rang in his ear once he reached the main hub of the docking area, surrounded on all sides by shop-stalls, monetary exchange stations, and all manner of prostitution milling about in search of a spare credit or a free ride off world.

Erebus stopped mid-stride.

"Excuse me?"

Normally, he would never stop for a droid, let alone anyone. But that name…

"Mister Aren Valen, your ship is ready."

Giving it a good look now, Erebus looked the outdated protocol droid in the eye, reaching out with his senses to see if it was somehow prompted to address him as such. The droid stood expectantly, seemingly untampered with. It flexed its joints, impatient, as if avoiding the need for an oil bath while waiting for his reply, anxious that Erebus agree to follow it.

Whoever programmed this droid did so the old-fashioned way, but even then, there was only one person Erebus knew with such a knack for droids.

"Right this way, sir."

Aren Valen. Erebus had not heard that name in years. In fact, he had only ever heard the name maybe twice in his life. Aren Valen was his father, though the man had disappeared before he could rightly form memories. Erebus was almost named after him, but was instead named after his grandfather, Aiden. The names were not dissimilar, but the blow had been an obvious one, or so he had overheard once upon a time.

The droid ambled onward, looking back periodically to make sure that Erebus followed. Still eyeing the readout of his datapad, Erebus watched as the droid drew him nearer to his ship's location. Aren Valen, Aren Valen, Aren Valen. Another clue. Another step back bringing him forward.

It had to be her, it just had to be. Only Eden would know.

The droid led Erebus to a closed landing pad on the far side of the starport, turning around as they approached the gate. Bowing with the typical flair of protocol ceremony, the droid thanked Mister Aren Valen as the gate opened and allowed him access. Just as soon as Erebus muttered a reply, the doors shut swiftly at his back, leaving him alone with his ship.

The hangar was far too large for the vessel, but there it stood, pristine and perfect as if it had been churned out of the Star Forge anew, not salvaged from the wreckage at Malachor V. A soft chiming emanated from his datapad, bringing Erebus out of his reverie. He had reached his destination, and if the melodic alert wasn't enough, the screen also glowed a soft green, pulsing gently. If it weren't for the readout, he may have actually questioned whether this was, in fact, his ship. It was as if it were brought back from the dead.

Erebus knew better, though. With enough credits, the thing could have been fixed up good and proper. The only reason he hadn't done it himself was because of where the ship had come from and he couldn't afford anyone asking too many questions. Plus, he had no use for money other than to fuel his research, so why bother? Especially when he could take his pick of the moon's wreckage. Thousands of flightworthy ships remained abandoned on Malachor's surface or forever hanging in its orbit. Not to mention, Erebus was too busy to concern himself with such things. His work-

My research.

Snapping back to his senses, Erebus rushed aboard the ship, careful to check its every crevice and corner for a sign of something stolen. He raced to the cargo bay and the desk he had there, his notes now neatly piled and stacked alongside his collection of datapads and holocrons. They had been scattered haphazard before. Someone had surely been rifling through his things, and even at a glance Erebus could tell it wasn't all there, but then - there it was.

Approaching the surface of his workstation, he saw it: a small onyx pyramid, like the one in his sketches. There had been pieces of a broken few on Malachor, no explanation or means of origin attached to their remains. The records there were vague but had detailed the location of several settlements where the artifacts might be found - Tatooine being one of them.

This was it, this was what he had been looking for. Or at least, partly.

Erebus' skin grew cold as the realization struck him. This is it, he thought, this is what the Force wants to show me. It began with his work, leading him to his sister, and yet… his sister drew him right back. It was all connected… somehow.

He extended a hand, gently laying a finger on the smooth surface of the object, so small and unassuming, and yet the moment he made contact, everything went dark. His senses blinded, his limbs stiff, and his eyes rolled back into his head. And out of the darkness, a voice spoke as images dredged up from the depths of his memory.

We feed the Force and Force feeds us.

The voice was singular yet multiplicitous at once, and all together unfamiliar - but the images it showed him were not: a man, woman, and a child looked over what appeared to be the edge of a crib at him and Eden - his mother and who he assumed was his father watched on, but the child was unfamiliar and open-mouthed under a mop of messy hair. The moment dissolved until only the jungle remained, the already-warm air hot with blaster fire as the fighting drew nearer, his mother's comforting embrace pulling his young body from the danger as two strangers approached them and extended welcome hands from beneath heavy robes. And then Erebus was eight again and crying in his dorm on Dantooine, his sister holding the projected holovid of their mother in her trembling hands as she told them their grandparents had perished in a raid, tears streaming down her face. He blinked and he was older now, wandering amid the white-blue glow of the datapads that populated the Jedi Library on Coruscant, his eyes watching sidelong as Master Kavar approached Master Atris, speaking in hushed tones, their faces pale, blanched as if they'd seen a ghost. He turned to put a datapad away, only to find the library gone and his hands bloodied, his knuckles bruised and throbbing as a man with a wicked smile circled him in a dark alley, begging that he hit him again, and again, and again, a crimson crag of blood running down the side of his mouth like a wound. Erebus wound his arm back and readied a swing but darkness descended and all that remained was the space between stars and the feeling of Nihilus, the hunger that persisted, the pulsing energy that filled the room when he entered, as if all those present were plunged into the hollow stomach of a ravenous beast.

We control the seeds and tell the roots where to grow.

The stars dissolved, Nihilus' yearning making way for something Erebus had no words for, something somehow less than nothingness. He was weightless without concept of weight or being, as if he simply just were - and then the universe blossomed before his eyes, atoms bursting from an unseen bud, collapsing and colliding in a kaleidoscope of chaos.

Feed our Empire and you may live on forever.

Erebus' eyes shot open.

He stumbled back and shut his eyes once more, beckoning that the images, the feeling, anything, return.

A flicker of an image – grey eyes set in stone, reflecting the sky and the stars above – and then nothing.

Breathe, he reminded himself. Just breathe.

Inhaling, he counted to ten, and exhaled. He felt like a child again, overcome with emotion and told to control himself. He could hear Master Atris repeat the exercise in his head, though now it was difficult not the hear the hypocrisy in her voice. When Erebus regained control, the anger remained, but it was welcome. At least some emotions were good for something, now.

Vexed, violated, and indignant, Erebus drew himself up, his back straight.

As the anger coursed through him, something told him to seek out fear - specifically, the fear that still lingered here. Grey eyes set in stone…

He was Nihilus' no longer. Erebus was his own man and if he had a death wish, well, so be it.

He left his ship alone in the hangar, and if his Master sought to claim it, he'd be waiting.

 


 3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport
Vale

 

"Thank the Maker, that robe was awful," Asra whistled, surveying Vale as she stepped out of a makeshift dressing room in the din of the motel suite they shared for the time-being.

"I feel… weird," was all Vale could say, pulling at the fabric clinging to her legs. She was used to tight-woven clothing, anything that would keep the sun and sand out. But Mission's contact had already chosen the regalia of some nearby Outer Rim world for her faux-diplomatic jaunt to Telos IV. Vale recognized the styling, too – it was common to see travelers from the Anoat Sector sporting cloth of maroon, blue or gold, colors also often found in gambling sectors as the shopkeeper affirmed. The fact that the garb was easily recognizable would allow anyone noticing her to instantly make an inference and look no further. That was the idea, at least.

"Not looking bad yourself," Vale finally said after adjusting the sleeveless cape that accented her outfit, still unused to her skin's ability to breath when clothed.

Asra turned around, smirking, putting on a show.

"I'm a doll, aren't I?"

Asra sported outdated Republic fatigues, not uncommon for this part of the galaxy. Now that Asra and the others had been seen with Vale, there was no knowing who might recognize them.

"I don't envy you, though," the Togruta admitted, slipping her headdress off and placing it in her pocket. "A pantsuit would not have been my first choice."

"I didn't even have a choice!" Vale countered, unable to keep the smile from her voice.

She punched Asra playfully in the arm before ducking back into the adjoining room. Vale sighed, still anxious as she secured her old clothes and her brother's cloak in a rucksack. She had no use for any of this, though she imagined she'd ditch most of it when she got the chance. Her boots and her utility belts could come in handy, especially once she shook the sand out of them, and part of her wanted to keep Aiden's cloak for reasons that were not exactly practical.

"Hey," Asra's voice came from the other side of the door after a few moments, "You okay in there?"

Vale sighed, still holding the cloak in her hands, feeling the texture of the fabric under her fingertips as if it might tell her something reassuring.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine."

The door opened, the air hitting her back softly as Asra entered.

"You don't sound alright," she said, taking a seat on the bed beside Vale's bag, "I mean, I don't expect you to, but…"

"Are you alright?" Vale asked, looking up at Asra until their eyes met. The Togruta met her gaze before looking away, watching her feet shuffle on the cheap rug as she sat on her hands uncertainly.

"Not really. Not that Anchorhead is any sort of ideal location or anything, but I was getting comfortable there. I liked the work I was getting," Asra explained, her honey-yellow eyes surveying the room and looking anywhere but straight at Vale, "It was… I don't know, nice having a routine for once."

"I never thought to ask before, but, " Vale began, already unsure of whether she should even broach the subject given her own feelings about such questions, "What did you do before? Where were you?"

Asra shrugged and sighed, not as if she were dodging the question but looking as if she weren't sure where to start. She narrowed her eyes, still looking about the room as if the answer might be written on a panel somewhere.

"Well, not to say that I didn't wonder, but I had a mind that it might be a sensitive subject – " Vale explained herself further after a few moments of silence.

To fill the quiet, Vale began folding and unfolding her clothes, separating what she wanted to keep and what she was to get rid of in two separate piles as Asra gathered her words.

"I was displaced to put it lightly," Asra eventually said, "The Outer Rim was a mess. Still is, and hell, it probably always will be. But back then it was even worse. We-"

She paused, looking at Vale this time. Vale held her gaze and did not waver, waiting. Asra continued.

"We kept moving, from place to place, from planet to planet. It was weird not having a home at first, but then it just became… the norm. It got to the point where sticking around became the strange part, and we itched to get moving again. Word of the war spreading only set the fire to our-"

Asra stopped again. We. Our. Asra had a family once. Vale only had an inkling of what that might have been like, but more so what it would have been like to lose.

"It doesn't matter now, just…" the Togruta looked at her now, a bittersweet smirk crossing her face, "I was getting used to sticking around again."

"Me too."

The words were new to her, though Vale had known it for some time, and they felt natural as she spoke them. She had settled on Tatooine. She had a shop, she had a clientele, she had… friends. She had Asra.

"Y'know, I think you're the first friend I've had since…" Vale paused, combing through her memory, "Actually, I'm not sure I've ever had any friends."

"Oh, come on," Asra argued, "I'm sure everyone you've ever helped out here would consider you a friend. Friends aren't always pen pals, y'know."

"So how many friends do you have?" Vale challenged, leaning over and nudging Asra in the shoulder. She smiled.

"This isn't a contest!" she stifled a laugh, "But I mean it. I've heard people talk about you, about how you cut them a deal when the seasons were rough, or how lenient you are with payment installments-"

"Oh stop, you know I'm not in it for the money."

"Hello?!" Asra raised her arms, indicating at nothing and everything at once, "That's all anyone's after. Just look at-"

"The price on my head?" Vale finished. Asra's expression soured, her smile fading and her arms descending to thunk mutely on the old mattress beneath her.

"Well, there's that."

When she saw the leak, Vale knew Atris had been behind it. She wasn't exactly sure how or why, but she knew. As for the money, though… what would Atris need with credits? She was frugal, like any Jedi, uncommitted to things of material value. So where did the 50 million credits factor in? Perhaps it was jut incentive, and yet-

"Listen, you have more friends than you know. Or at least, not everyone in this galaxy wants to kill you."

"Because 'friends' and 'people who don't want to kill you' are synonymous, right?" Vale joked darkly.

"In some circles, yes!" Asra sighed, pushing herself off the bed so she could pace around the room. "The Outer Rim's a rough place."

"I was born here, y'know," Vale said defensively.

"You're gonna die here, y'know. Convenient." Asra laughed.

"Aren't we all."

Asra cocked her head, confused, as if the line of hypothetical joking ended there.

"It's all Revan's fault," Vale continued, "She brought the fight the Mandalorians wanted and never finished it."

Asra shrugged, agreeing, still pacing around the room.

"I take it you knew her well."

"Oh, I knew her. Or at least," Vale swallowed, "I thought I did."

The pack before her was now overstuffed, and hardly any of her old belongings laid on the bed beside her to be discarded. She upeneded her duffel and started over.

"Then again, I'm not the only one."

"I guess that's not uncommon," Asra said, "I've met plenty of spacers disillusioned with her. And Malak,"

Asra stilled, looking at Vale for a reaction.

"I mean, I'm sorry, I didn't-"

"What?"

"I don't know, you just-" Asra crossed her arms over her chest, "Didn't sound like you had the best relationship with Malak either, when we were back on the crawler."

"And you're telling me I have friends out there?" Vale managed a smile.

"Oh, come on. I meant that."

Asra continued pacing again, and more aggressively this time, her step quickening and her stride lengthening with every rotation.

"I know you did," Vale admitted, "But I can't say anyone I believed to be my friend didn't turn on me at one point or another."

She was tempted to use the word 'betray' but something didn't feel right about it. Everything that had ever gone wrong with someone in Vale's life felt like some huge misunderstanding, a miscommunication of enormous proportion

"Well, except for you."

"There's time yet," Asra chimed, joking, "Everyone's bound to disappoint at one point or another."

"That's not the same thing…"

Asra laughed.

"Maybe I need to redefine 'disappoint' and what it means in my own personal vernacular."

"I think I need to redefine a lot of things," Vale admitted, looking at her sorry excuse for luggage as an endless barrage of questions circled in her mind, unanswered, "But first, I intend to find whoever invented the pantsuit and ask 'why?'"

Asra's eyes did not meet hers this time. Her eyes glazed over in thought, staring at some indiscriminate corner of the room, but she smiled, already looking rather comfortable in her Republic fatigues.

"I expect a full report, agent."

She looked at her now, and Vale could tell the smile did not meet her eyes, a certain unspoken sadness muting their usual warmth. Vale smiled back at her, but she expected she looked the same.

 


3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport
Darth Erebus

 

Erebus' memory served him well. Passersby slipped by him in a blur, until there were none to pass him at all. As the temple neared, the crowd thinned, and Erebus was alone.

As it should be, he thought, the district near derelict. The temple would be deserted, with most of the Jedi gone. This place was as good as cursed and the ghosts of Exar Kun and Uliq Qel-Droma watched over the Order they helped put to rest.

The mural was just as large as he remembered, if not even more monolithic. Once-noble knights, Kun and Qel-Droma, stood down as if they were facing Erebus and his eager eyes, answering to him and him alone, not the Jedi Council of old. It was near some fifty years ago, now. Exar Kun and Uliq Qel-Droma turned from the Jedi and waged war upon them, just as Revan and Malak would not long after. Erebus knew their story and its every detail, if not for his obsession with facts but for Master Atris' obsession with righteousness. They were the reason Revan and Malak's plea for action was ignored. They were the reason the Code was rewritten and kept straight to the tee. It was because of Exar Kun and Uliq Qel-Droma that Erebus was even ever interested in history, in fact. As much as their visages haunted his younger memories, he was endlessly fascinated with their story, with the idea that they could commune with a spirit through the Force, that they could carry a conversation with the dead at all. And it was when Erebus fell that he began to wonder how Freedon Nadd managed to live so long and inspire those even after he was dead. And it was an interest in Sith artifacts that led him here now, were it not also for the urging of the agent who turned him to his dark path.

The temple stood beyond, quiet and seemingly abandoned. What happened at Katarr likely wiped out what remained of the Jedi - those fools. Yet still, Erebus wondered what remained.

Erebus looked up into the spectral eyes of Exar Kun, his lightsaber raised in defiance of the Jedi, who were now as good as extinct for all eternity. Grey eyes set in stone.

A childhood fear took root again, emerging from memory and welling at the base of his chest. He thought of those same grey eyes the night they came here all those years ago, and for many nights after. He was almost terrified to become a Jedi, fearful of the man made from glass, the man from the mural. Erebus did not recall when the nightmares ceased and Exar Kun let him rest. Kun may have been dead, and Erebus may have slept soundly, but Sion knew his horrors more intimately than that. Darth Sion was borne of Kun and Qel-Droma's war, fueled only by rage and pure hatred, his skin and his soul first ravaged by the Great Sith War and every battle he waged after, long after those dark disciples perished.

There were echoes of Kun and Qel-Droma even now, though dead some twenty years. The Jedi knights before him had learned all they knew of the Dark Side from a ghost, after all. There was nothing to say that their spirits did not dictate the fate of the galaxy still.

Erebus shivered, ice traveling the length of his spine and back again. And then his senses prickled. Movement behind him, eyes watching, a finger held precariously over a trigger as it was pressed gently to his neck.

Electricity sprung to Erebus' fingertips, his adrenaline returning.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you."

A hand grabbed his, immune to the energy coursing over his skin, and twisted it back.

"We just have a few questions, if you don't mind," the voice drawled casually, "If you would just follow me."

His unseen assailant pushed him forward, sending Erebus stumbling onto the crumbling steps of the Jedi temple. He dared a glance backward, but only found a hooded figure swathed in white.

He thought of the white-haired girl from Anchorhead and how she had blocked his ability to use the Force, how she had unwittingly used it without realizing. But the woman behind him now was too reliant on her blaster pistol, her fingers too poised, her body tense and ready to react. She didn't have what the girl had – yet like her, she was Echani. That much was clear. But who she was and why she was here…

Erebus raised his hands in surrender, complying. The hooded woman nodded and urged him onward, up the steps, and for what purpose? Erebus would soon find out.

Notes:

So it seems that getting to the Harbinger is taking more time than I ever anticipated. I feel like for where I want this story to go, that this buildup is necessary, and that might become more apparent in the next chapter especially. But as usual, any comments, corrections/criticisms are more than welcome! Thanks to those of you that have read and commented so far :)

Chapter 12: Means to Uncertain Ends

Summary:

As the coincidences continue to mount, both Vale and Erebus feel as if they are getting closer to something.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport, Jedi Academy
Darth Erebus

 

If Erebus was anything, he was curious. Perhaps too much for his own good. But if there was anything he wasn't, well, he'd like to think he wasn't stupid.

He could list several people who might say otherwise, but Erebus couldn't afford to heed their projected voices at the back of his mind, especially not with the Echani prodding him with the nose of her rifle. With one hand held firmly at the base of Erebus' left wrist, the white clad woman urged him onward and up the steps of the temple, her stun gloves threatening another jolt of electricity through his veins. Erebus jerked just enough to appear at a loss, as if he were quieting his nerves, and played along.

Hazarding a glance skyward, he locked eyes with Exar Kun, now made immortal in mosaic. Grey eyes set in stone. Memory tugged at the corners of his brain, the visions from earlier leading him just as much as the Echani was. He would let the woman think herself powerful for now. He would submit, he would obey, or at least appear to. He would answer every question and draw out every breath. He was sent here for a reason, and for his never-ending curiosity, Erebus was set on finding out why. The ghost of Exar Kun meant to show him something, or at least the Force told him that much.

The steps to the Jedi Temple were worn, crumbling in real time beneath his boots as if they waited for this precise moment exercise their symbolic dissolution, to ensure that Erebus would see it and take note. Yet his eyes did not leave Exar Kun's, only breaking away from the Dark Jedi's stoic stare when the approaching vestibule of the ancient academy blocked it from view.

Not that Erebus had any preordained idea of what it would be like to enter a Jedi Academy after all this time, but when the wrongness of it washed over him, he knew he shouldn't have been surprised. A breath escaped him as his eyes adjusted to the darkness, his Force Sight taking over almost instantly. A ghost of the old temple imprinted on the sight before him: where a fountain once stood in the center of the antechamber was now a crater, filled with debris, still-water brimming over the edges of what remained; in the great room, a transplanted garden was laid waste to laser scoring and the indistinguishable forms of burnt bodies; and in the library beyond, the shelves were empty, void of any light.

The Echani was pushing Erebus now, uncouthly escorting him past the grisly remains into an adjacent chamber, what may have once served as a reception hall where delegates or common folk waited to be granted audience with the residing council. A series of chairs lined the walls and a broken holo-tree flickered in the corner. If Erebus had to guess, it was perhaps one of the few rooms left relatively untouched, housing nothing of value.

Another Echani woman greeted them, only nodding as they entered. A pile of datapads stacked precariously in her arms, she must have just come from another part of the temple, taking inventory.

"Found another one," the woman at his back said, her voice stern. "Shall I place him with the others?"

The woman across the room studied him, her eyes scanning his frame from top to bottom, making mental notes as she went along.

"Of course, but Mistress will want him questioned," she said, her voice somehow more authoritative than the woman at his back, "Orenna's in the library."

Erebus watched, silent, soaking it all in. What sort of operation were they running here? And what stake did the Echani have in the Jedi?

The two women nodded and Erebus was shoved again in the opposite direction.

"I didn't realize being a tourist was so controversial," Erebus said, feigning a nervous laugh.

His legs stiffened as his wrist went slack beneath the woman's grip, trying on an air of uncertainty, though he couldn't say he wasn't flummoxed as it was.

"So, it's true then? The Jedi really are gone?"

The woman shoved him over the threshold of the antechamber and towards the library, unamused.

"I should be asking you the same thing," she muttered, her grip tightening on him. A neural shock coursed his veins, and this time Erebus didn't need to feign surprise. So, they don't know.

Erebus eased into a fumble more than he otherwise might have, flinching even though he wasn't sure if the woman was watching. Quickly recalling whatever he could from the vessel he arrived in, he fabricated a story, shallow and vague enough to be believable, so it didn't appear he tried too hard, yet detailed enough that he might go unquestioned, at least not any further than the Echani was intending. An eidetic memory was good for more than just research.

"In here," the woman ordered, shoving Erebus again. Passed the antechamber, the library stood beyond, wreathed in shadow. Whatever was of use here had either already been plundered or counted and packed away as inventory as these Echani seemed to be doing. Another one of them presided over this room, her fingers dancing across a datapad as she took what Erebus could only guess were notes.

There were no datapads in this room, save for the one in her hand, and all that remained were an odd assortment of old artifacts, ancient in origin, yet familiar somehow.

Erebus sized the woman up as she side-eyed them in return, registering the arrival of her colleague beside her as well. Her face was the same as the one before – sisters? – and Erebus wondered if the woman behind him, his hand in her vice grip, looked the same.

"Another one?" she asked. This must be Orenna.

The woman behind him nodded, her fingers flexing over the skin of his wrist again, though another jolt never came.

"Ariana is still scouting the city limits," she said as the woman in front watched on, her gaze careful as it traveled between the two of them. "I take it Irena is with the others?"

Orenna nodded, her gaze returning to her work.

"I need to finalize the last of the inventory, so she's taken over questioning. We are expected to leave within the next standard day. This wasn't meant to take this long, and now that the Ex-"

She stopped herself.

Erebus could see the frustration cross her face, a brief flicker of emotion threaten her outer demeanor.

"Make it quick," she reconciled.

"Will do," the woman at his back affirmed, urging Erebus onward again.

The women nodded in unison, and Erebus noticed now how very much like and unlike they were from the girl at Anchorhead. Was he just being dense? He had to admit, he knew little of Echani breeding characteristics or how their genetic code worked, though he knew enough about their fighting style. Still, it was odd to see this many Echani anywhere, let alone a few that happened to look nearly identical.

But the girl at Anchorhead was just that - a girl. These women were older, not just in appearance but in the way they carried themselves, how they spoke. Perhaps he was still smarting from how the girl had bested him. Maybe she hadn't been all that young. But still…

"If we find them, we find them," the Echani named Orenna called after them, "If we don't, then they really don't want to be found."

"Understood."

Who didn't want to be found? Who were they looking for?

Erebus had questions, but it appeared he'd have to answer theirs first.

 


3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport, City Limits
The Last Handmaiden

 

Being alone was something new, something Brianna was unused to. Atris would call on occasion, demanding updates, reminding her to send detailed reports, as if the calls weren't enough. There was an edge to her voice Brianna was unfamiliar with, though it was far more welcome than the heavy silence often found when in the presence of her sisters. At least here she was asked for, she could prove herself without worrying about the judging eyes following her every move, their discerning looks almost one in the same and nearly identical, their irises a shade more violet than her slate blue.

"Anything she does, anything she says, I need you to tell me," Atris told her in the span of a breath, "Spare no detail, and call her the Exile."

Brianna had been careful to refer to her as such in every account and every briefing, but she did find herself slipping, referring to the woman as the General in her mind, or Vale. It was difficult, listening in on the woman's conversations and hearing everyone else call her by one name but forcing herself to use another. Had she lost the privilege of a name in her exile? Brianna knew the feeling, and now more so than ever. She may have been alone, but here, she could be just that - Brianna. Not the Last Handmaiden, not Yusanis' bastard, the runt. In time she may no longer be lesser, but not yet.

As alone as she was, listening in on the Exile's conversations made her feel less so. The Exile and her crew slept in shifts, and they were always on the move. And even now, when Brianna might otherwise be sleeping, they were relocating.

It had only been one standard day, but Brianna had somehow yet to fail when it came to tracking her quarry and the ragtag crew that followed.

They never signaled it verbally and it never mattered who was on watch. They remained at their first location for three hours, their second for twelve, and now after ten hours at their third hostel, the Exile and her conspirators, whoever they really were, were on the move again.

Since they slept in shifts, Brianna hardly had a chance to sleep herself. Atris had provided her with a device that could read heat through walls and translate what might otherwise be garbled rubbish into audible words from meters away, durasteel be damned. The thing was ancient, and odd - perhaps something from her Mistress' stores, though something Brianna had not the chance to study herself, despite the hours she liked to spend alone in there, studying to her curious heart's content. It fit comfortably in her hand, a slab of what might have otherwise looked like transparisteel or a broken shard of glass, resembling more of the latter. It was uneven, jagged, and indiscriminate – all the better for concealing. Having not truly rested since Telos, Brianna reclined with the device in her palm, gently cradled against her ear. With the heat sensor off, the audio receiver remained enacted, feeding whispers and words into her tired ears.

The older one and the girl spoke in hushed tones, and even as they continued their conversation, Brianna sensed something. She dreamed lightly, images playing across her closed eyes, but even as she rested, her sleep was a shallow one. The device whispered all the while, as if dictating her dream, but then – why could she see the others moving? Bags slung over shoulders? Furniture set back into place?

Brianna stirred, blinked, and reactivated the heat sensor. Sure enough, from the opposite side of the wall, the Exile and her crew were readying themselves to slip away into the night… or early morning, Brianna wasn't sure how long this station's cycles were just yet, or how they worked.

Gathering her things, Brianna made a few mental notes, preparing herself for Atris' inevitable check-in call. They were moving quickly, but discussing nothing of merit. The soldier and the girl were still talking about identifying forged Republic documents, as if the older one was quizzing the younger, and the others said nothing. The room emptied and the party filed down the hall adjacent, the one conversation continuing casually all the while.

She waited a beat, her blood pressure rising as the readings disappeared from the sensor all together. Brianna needed to give them enough of a head start not to notice her tailing them, and she had been careful enough to change her garb once she came here as well, swapping out her rough-spun brown cloak for a sleek, black one. Her reflection in the mirror greeted her with a newness that excited her, but she had enough sense to pull her hood farther down her face before exiting her suite, noticing that the pale of her skin clashed with the darkness of the fabric haloing her.

Hurrying down the hall and the steps beyond, Brianna kept glancing at the device in the palm of her hand, waiting for the readings to pick up again. Other heat readings glowed on the screen, but Brianna had programmed the thing to track the Exile and her friends specifically, alerting her with a thrumming vibration when they were within range again.

Bounding down the steps now, Brianna's palm gripped the device, still feeling nothing.

No, no, no.

She hadn't waited longer than the last few times, they shouldn't have gotten too far.

Brianna nearly burst through the side exit at the bottom of the stairs, her eyes scanning the crowds in the city below for blue or red lekku, a burgundy head laced with horns, or even the Exile's messy mix of a blonde and black-haired bun.

Her blood ran hot, her nerves on edge.

They're around here, somewhere, she told herself over and over again, studying every face and every shadow, careful to hide her own visage beneath her hood. Distracted and near-distraught, it took a few minutes of frantic searching before Brianna realized it was raining.

Looking up, she blinked a few droplets from her eyes, indignant and angry that even the weather would work against her now.

Shit.

She'd heard other spacers use the word, and even as the blasphemous term crossed her mind, she recoiled at her own profanity.

As much as Atris might have reprimanded her and her sisters berated her, a sense of relief washed over her as she realized that neither were here, and that the former had entrusted such an important task to her. Her and her alone. And she was blowing it.

"Shit," this time she muttered it, shouldering her way through the crowded streets.

Her sensor was filled with red, heat surrounding her in every direction. She looked from her palm to the crowd, finding nothing, and losing hope.

"Wonderful."

Brianna kept moving, unsure of where she was or where she was going, only aware that she was looking and trying not to appear so anxious while doing so.

A jolt. Brianna's eyes dashed to her palm only to find the shard flash with green light for but a moment before dissolving to red again. They're nearby.

With her hood carefully covering her brow, her eyes scanned the crowd again, a faint tremor teasing her palm before she could take a look, always a moment too late. She was on their tail, at least.

And then… a flash of white.

White?

Without thinking, Brianna spun around, her eyes fixated. A white hood, drawn like hers, dissolved into the crowd just as quickly she spotted it.

She shook her head, looking instead to the device in her hand as it vibrated again. Green figures swam across the clear screen, her palm glowing beneath the otherwise transparent surface. They were headed back to towards city perimeter, where they had first docked their ship. They hadn't combed through this part of town yet, Brianna only just realizing they were rounding back around through the East when they had first wound around the West side upon arriving. It was in moments like these that Brianna could hardly understand herself – so quick to lose herself, her inner-compass sometimes non-existent when in other far more fleeting moments it appeared like a second-sight, as if she could conjure a blueprint to appear in her eyesight, a ghostly map overlaid all else within vision.

And there it was again – white in here periphery. The flash of a cloak, whipped away by the wind and her slow reflexes.

Nothing.

Perhaps she was paranoid, her mind making something out of nothing, almost as punishment for being so comfortable here otherwise, alone and unbothered. All she needed was her objective and Atris' orders. If she could keep this up, maybe she didn't need anything else, or would at least forget to want it.

Her palm pulsed again.

Brianna blinked and there they were again, now ducking into a nearby alley.

Darting through the crowd again, Brianna pressed on, denying her senses and anything else that might tease her periphery. She saw it again - white cloak, white hair - but she ignored it, if not willfully but for the scene unfolding before her. The Exile and her crew never stopped moving, but in their advance two of the figures held hands, an object passing from one to the other, hands clasped in darkness and wreathed in rain, before one of the pair disappeared on the other side of the alley alone. The rest stooped under cover of canopies, shanty shacks lining the wide berth of the backstreet as they disappeared into the din.

Brianna glanced at the device, watching on as one green figure continued forward while the rest climbed into the apartment complex beside her. Within the span of a moment, Brianna registered what happened and followed the lone figure, hooded, but was for sure the Exile. She continued onto the docks, stopping only once to grab a drink at an express bar by the dock registry, trying to act casual.

Brianna stilled, almost afraid that she was found out. After losing them, finding the Exile seemed almost too easy. But the look on the woman's face told her otherwise. Once under the awning of the compact cantina, she extracted a leather strap from her cloak, running her fingers along the edges and the crystal embedded in the center until her order arrived. She nodded, and began to sip in silent contemplation.

Master Atris had taught Brianna and her sisters how to make themselves invisible, and one of the best ways to lose yourself in a crowd was to become "just another patron". Without lifting her hood, without making eye contact, Brianna slid into a seat at the end of the bar, placing two fingers out on the counter until the cool edge of a drink met her skin. Without looking at it, Brianna slipped the device into her pocket, feeling the thrumming vibration against her thigh. It was almost calming.

She pulled out a data pad, reading through the latest news as she watched the Exile in her peripheral vision. The woman drank in silence, staring straight over the barkeep's shoulder, either lost in thought or studying the bar's stock. She lifted her wrist and looked at a sleek silver band dangling from it. A small holodisplay emerged over her skin, the numbers disappearing as soon as they were read.

She's waiting for something.

Brianna nursed her drink as best she could, wondering what she was missing by not following the others but knowing those were not her orders. The Exile waited, and waited, and with a drink or three, Brianna lost count, she checked the time every ten minutes or so.

She seemed so… normal. But didn't everyone else? Brianna had watched old footage of Revan, of Malak, some recordings of the other Dark Jedi Atris warned her of in her training, should a Jedi ever fall again… and she had watched the Exile being… well, exiled. It was a recording Atris liked to use as an example, above all the others. Brianna and her sisters would watch on in wonderment, appalled at the woman's indignation, her gall, her absolute disregard for authority and the mercy she was shown as she destroyed the pillar at the center of the council chambers. Brianna hated to think of it, an artifact defaced. There was a fire in the Exile's eyes, an anger, and though there was something there in the Exile now, Brianna felt only… determination, worry. But perhaps that was because the woman wasn't being watched, to the best of her knowledge. She wasn't being judged. She was in her own world, lost in thought, waiting for something that did not rely on the people milling about her and the girl watching on all the while.

That is what makes people dangerous, Atris had told her, when they are calm and complacent, when you believe they are your friends. Her Mistress had told them of her time as the Exile's teacher, when they had been close. Sentencing the Exile was both the easiest and most difficult thing Atris ever had to do, her Mistress admitted. It was easy because she knew what had to be done, yet difficult because the truth hurt her, but it could not be ignored. Just as Brianna was held to a different standard than her sisters, she understood. She was the result of a transgression, a breach in tradition. Brianna would not make the same mistake, and she would make up for the one her father burdened her with.

The Exile looked at her watch one last time, this time looking to the crowded sky afterwards. A mess of speeders and other transport were either zipping their way about the cityscape, docking or taking off. Watching from the corner of her eye, Brianna could not pinpoint exactly where she was looking, only that it was up.

The General – Exile, she internally corrected – downed the remains of her cup and rapped her fingers against the glass in rhythm, counting. When she reached sixty, she pushed away from the bar and began walking again.

Brianna looked about, checking that the coast was clear – and it wasn't.

Another set of blue eyes stared back at her from across the marketplace surrounding the docks, only these eyes were more violet than hers.

"Nice to see you're doing well, sister."

"Arianna."

Brianna's voice caught in her throat, almost unable to utter her sister's name.

"Shall we?"

Arianna hooked her arm in Brianna's as she began to shadow the Exile as she had intended, and expected, to do alone.

"What are you-?"

"Mistress sent us, of course," Arianna answered curtly, "Not bad."

"Not-?"

"You, dear sister," she said again, "You've done well."

"Mistress did not send you here just to check on me," Brianna began, though she knew not how to continue. To her relief, Arianna continued finishing her thoughts as she already had been.

"She sent us, yes, but oddly enough not for you," she mused, following the Exile all the while. She flashed a holocard at a dock officer as they passed, the uniformed woman's eyes scanning over the two of them before nodding and allowing them passage.

Brianna glanced at the holocard before Arianna could pocket it, her sister's face plastered across the thing in translucent pink and blue, the Nespis Police seal stamped at the bottom.

"Odd coincidence really, though Mistress may explain more later," Arianna began, sounding as condescending as usual, "We're here on our usual business. You just happened to be here, as well."

"The Exile just happened to be here," Brianna corrected, swallowing whatever anger rose at the back her mouth like bile, "Are there more artifacts here?"

At this last question, Brianna felt foolish, unable to hide her excitement. Arianna nodded, smirking at Brianna's emotional display, however feeble.

"There are Jedi artifacts everywhere," she said, "But yes, that is why we are here."

Arms still linked, Arianna tucked Brianna's elbow tighter against her, and nodded ahead. They stopped in their tracks as a crowd, perhaps a family, made ready to board a shuttle nearby, helping to mask their presence somewhat. Several yards away, the Exile nodded to a pair of Republic officers and handed over a set of documents, part paper, part datapad. The officer on the left tucked the paper into what must have been a manifest while the other scanned the datapad. A captain came up behind them and shook the Exile's hand, both their smiles formal and void of warmth. Brianna could feel the device in her pocket hum against her thigh, still set to read the Exile's movements and pick up on her voice, but without it close could not hear a single word spoken.

"Looks like you've completed your mission, little sister," Arianna grinned, a genuine smile this time.

Part of her wanted to argue, a sense of pride rising in her at the accolade, angry that her sister would belittle her like this. But there was warmth in Arianna's eyes, a softness she had not seen since they were children. A look not unlike one the Exile's Togruta companion gave her as she had observed.

Brianna bowed her head slightly in thanks, but was careful not to let too much emotion play over her face.

"I'll make sure to tell Mistre-"

Brianna stopped her, raising a hand.

"No, I will tell her. I was ordered to provide a report."

Arianna let go of her sister's arm, watching her, impressed.

"So be it," she said, now swallowing her smile. "You may join us if you like, back at the Jedi temple. You can contact Mistress there."

Brianna thought for a moment, wondering if she should depart on the ship Atris provided instead. But a Jedi temple, full of artifacts ready for indexing? Making up her mind, Brianna nodded, and allowed Arianna to lead the way, as always.

 


3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport, Jedi Academy
Darth Erebus

 

When the first Echani warrior led him away to the adjoining room, he was alone. Save for her, at least. The room was dark and his hands bound. He made every effort possible to sound inconvenienced, even though the Force kicked in to make up for his senses the moment they walked into the room.

It was a training hall - or had been, once.

He could feel the size of the place, the loftiness of the room's high ceilings, and the way it dwarfed him and the woman at his side. This was the point, he remembered. The Force was larger than the self, he could recall Master Dorak saying. Almost every aspect of a Jedi Academy was built to reflect that and remind the Jedi, save for the older temples in the more remote corners of the galaxy, as well as those forgotten, beyond the realm of the Republic. Erebus had only found one, though he planned to find more.

The woman wrestled with Erebus' wrists for a moment longer, and checked his pockets, sliding her gloved hands along the length of limbs to ensure that he carried no weapons. She faltered at his waist, but Erebus jerked, feigning discomfort from the touch of her stun glove.

"Watch it," she warned, patting him down but exploring no further.

Erebus winced, and nodded.

"This way."

Beyond the training room was another, and beyond that, what looked like an annex, or perhaps this was the true archive. The room Erebus had spied earlier bore few datapads, scraps of ancient paper littered across the floor, but this room was near full, and far larger than the last.

She led him passed the main entrance, weaving through shelves until they came to a set of tables and an access station, the console set to sleep mode. Another woman stood behind the controls, looking bored.

"Another one?"

"Another one."

Erebus was shoved into a chair at the main table, his knee hitting that of the man sitting across from him. His eyes were bright, skin pale and hair blonde, but his clothing mussed, and something didn't add up. Erebus looked away as quickly as he made eye contact, settling into his chair as best he could with his hands still bound.

"Thank you, Ursa," the other woman uttered as the woman at Erebus' back made her leave. "Stay close, I have a feeling about this one."

The last bit was muttered under her breath, whispered just as the woman he now knew was called Ursa crossed the threshold into the dark of the training chambers again. Even though he wasn't looking, he could see her nod and look at the back of his head. She agreed.

Almost shyly, Erebus looked back up at the man in front of him. His hands, too, were bound. Even with his arms behind his back, tucked awkwardly over the back of the chair, Erebus could tell the man's shoulders were broad. He had the look of an athlete, but not one in practice. Unable to get more of a read on him - the man's face was hidden beneath a sheet of flaxen hair - his energy was surprisingly… calm. Collected. Erebus matched his mood, calming himself as he continued to play along.

So, they suspected him more this other spacer, huh? By the looks of himself, he couldn't blame them, but he hadn't come here to act of all things. There was something here, yes, Erebus could feel it. But he'd have to play the part.

Here's to hoping the man whose ship he stole didn't have too much of a record…

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Nespis VIII Spaceport Docks
Vale

 

Vale couldn't sit still.

Pacing her cabin, she examined the contents of her duffle, laid out across the once-neat surface of her modest bed: Her old clothes were in a pile, dumped unceremoniously as a reminder of where she had been; several trinkets, or whatever they were, salvaged from the site in the Dune Sea – onyx pyramids of varying sizes, though each of them could fit comfortably in the palm of a human hand; a pile of notes and datapads filched from Aiden's Star Forge ship, along with a few choice notes of her own regarding the ship's make and model as well as the contents of his cargo hold; the munitions pack with the stored crystals; the remains of her emergency pack (rations, a blaster pistol, an extra set of clothes folded as compactly as she could get them, and a pre-paid credit chit); and finally Asra's leather bracelet.

Vale picked up the leather cord, running it through her fingers now as she examined her inventory. Still clad in her clingy pantsuit, she walked the length of the room with the cord in hand, giving each item a moment of her time.

Item one: Her old clothes, sand still clinging to the seams – Tatooine. Like many of the other places Vale had ventured in her exile, Tatooine had something to do with Revan, but what made Anchorhead different was that it was hardly touched by the war itself compared to her other Outer Rim haunts. A brief altercation had occurred there, if she remembered correctly, but nothing big enough for the holorecords to remember. And still, that wasn't the visit Vale was interested in. According to the Jawa, Revan had been there before, in fact, not too long before she had. According to Mission, she and Revan visited Anchorhead in search of the maps that would lead them to the Star Forge, which was new information to Vale. She knew about the Star Forge and the mystery of its location from the war, but she didn't know one of the maps had been near Anchorhead. Not only that, but the Jawa referred to Revan being accompanied by a "dark one". When Revan and Malak had first gone there in search of the star maps, they had certainly been influenced by the Dark Side, Vale's hindsight was sure of it. But to call Revan by her name and Malak as "dark one" was a bit strange. Had Revan returned? Did she know about the abandoned site Vale and the others had found? The people of before left mechanical maps, but the dark one left something else, they had said. The thing you carry is dark and dangerous, like them. The one called Revan came looking, too.

But that's also what brought her to item two: the onyx pyramids. Dark and dangerous. Like the contents of the munitions pack, there was something off about the small ornaments, each oddly perfect and mesmerizing, simultaneously attracted yet immune to sunlight. They hadn't found any such items in Freedon Nadd's temple on Dxun, but they bore some similarities to the holocrons they found at both sites. Unlike more modern Sith holocrons, these artifacts did not need to be accessed or "unlocked" before potentially drawing their viewer closer to the Dark Side. Vale didn't know much about it back then, and had the items sent to Revan. No news came from it. And now, more than ten years later she discovers there are more, with the help of an old comrade no less, and soon discovers that her brother (who was a Jedi, last she heard) appears to be an expert on the subject – well, somewhat.

Aiden's notes lay beside the trinkets and the munitions pack, detailing other Sith artifacts. Many had similar features, each bearing certain trademarks. Vale had learned a bit about such Sith items in her training, but only enough to know how to either avoid them or destroy them if need be - and even then, many Dark Side items had failsafes built into their design to preserve them. After all, what else are all Sith after if not self-preservation?

Vale wasn't sure if Revan meant for it to be this way, but despite her failings and her publicized redemption, if she did anything right as a Sith Lord, it was making sure the galaxy did not forget her – Vale least of all. No, not Vale, she corrected. Eden.

And then there was the name Mission said Revan had adopted, the identity the Jedi gave her, Nevarra Draal. Even thinking of it now sent a shiver down her spine. The Jedi must have truly thought her dead if they imagined using an alias of hers was wise. She admitted it made sense. Both she and Revan had similar features, though it hadn't been apparent to her until now, until she revisited her old "looks" when Glitch found the post about the bounty on her head. Both Vale (Eden) and Revan had almond-eyes, pointed ever-so-slightly upward, especially when they smiled. Vale's eyes were narrower where Revan's were wider, easier to trust. Their faces were oval in shape, their cheeks high and sharp and their jaws defined. Vale had a face (and a neck, shoulders, and arms) covered in freckles where Revan had a modest sprinking over her nose and cheeks, a few on her collarbone. But when done up as "Nevarra Draal", ex-Republic scout, or whatever her old alias read as, their eyes swathed in ochre, their hair pulled back in messy braids and beads, they could pass as sisters if not the very same person. Vale wondered if Revan had been from Serrocco, too. So many children had been displaced by the war and taken in by the Jedi before they grew too conscious of their generosity. It was not strange to think that Revan may have come from the same planet, perhaps even the same village, or at least one surrounding the same port as the one Vale and her brother grew up near. There had been others at the Academy, why not Revan?

But no, there was something else. Vale could feel it. She wasn't sure of it yet, but she knew it meant something. It was why she left Aiden's ship under the name of their father, Aren Valen. Nevarra Draal had been his sister, once, their aunt. Vale had few memories of her and the wife whose name she took, Teran Draal, the two young women watching over them when their mother would work. They were still very young, but some of her fondest childhood memories took place at their house, playing in the yard and dreaming of the jungle beyond, admiring the way Teran's hands worked the soil to make food and flowers grow, listening to Nevarra tell them tall tales of Exar Kun and Ulic Qel Droma. Aiden loved those stories, even if they terrified him. He'd wake her in the night once they were home again, shaking her until she listened intently enough about how Exar Kun spoke to him in his sleep and asked him to run away, to come find him and put his wandering soul to rest.

There were too many connections. Revan, Tatooine, the holocrons, the Sith, her brother… even the fact that she had found her first Sith holocron with Orex at the Temple of Freedon Nadd was too much of a coincidence for her – it was Freedon Nadd who turned Exar and Ulic to the Dark Side to begin with, right?

Vale stopped pacing and sighed, her chest tight. Looking down at the leather cord in her hand, she admired the roughness of it, the softness it had earned from use. Asra could have been a friend – no, she was a friend, and Vale hadn't even allowed herself to admit it. More than anything, she wanted to tell Asra everything, she wanted to explain all of this to someone and have them see. But see what exactly? In telling Asra, she perhaps just wanted to feel less alone, but if she really wanted to figure things out? She'd need to talk to her brother.

There was no way of knowing whether he had taken her invitation, though if he had at least received it, she knew he was clever enough to guess what it meant. In leaving the ship in their father's name, she hoped he understood it was a truce, as a sign that "whatever's happening here, it's bigger than the both of us," but it still had to do with them, it was tied into their family, their history at the Academy, to Revan. If anyone would know anything, or at least where to start, it would be Aiden. Vale could only hope he'd accept, and answer.

Aiden, like the rest of the galaxy, may have seen her exposed records. Perhaps he, too, would make the connection when he saw her doctored files, especially the one masquerading as their perished aunt. That's why she used her father's name to lure him, to clue him in. And maybe in digging a little deeper, he might find that Revan was somehow involved, too.

How? Vale wasn't sure yet, but she was intent to find out.

Notes:

Sorry it's been a while! This chapter had gone through about 4 different versions before I settled on this one and decided to do something a little different with Erebus' plot and introduce some original elements of my plan later on. Now that Eden is finally on the Harbinger, the action will pick up again across all parties. Now that I'm reaching TSL territory, most of the plot will follow the game but hopefully given the new elements I introduced (mostly for the benefit of the post-TSL story I have planned) it will not be a straight game-to-fic retelling. As usual, any comments/criticisms are most welcome

Chapter 13: Second Selves

Summary:

Vale and Erebus are not the only ones forced to masquerade as someone else as events unfold.

Chapter Text

3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport, Jedi Academy
Darth Erebus

 

In the moments it took the Echani to cross the archive and approach him again, Erebus drew up what he could remember about the pilot whose ship he stole, dredging up whatever details his mind found worth storing. Despite his usually near-eidetic memory, the images his brain conjured were weak. Though anger often fueled his more brilliant bouts of genius, as a Sith would, it seemed his frustration upon leaving Anchorhead was enough to cloud his recollections.

Smuggler. Thirty-something. Human. Untidy. Broke… like every other smuggler in this damn galaxy. But there were a few things Erebus remembered that stuck out. Wyland Rhel, as he was called, was a fighter pilot during the Mandalorian Wars and had continued working for the Republic until the middle of the Jedi Civil War – Wonder what happened there? Since then, he'd been taking contracts transporting fuel, mostly, but occasionally ran jobs with the Golden Company. A hefty contract, and a risky one. All of this Erebus gleaned from the man's records of payment, which were the only thing he seemed to keep in any kind of order. The data file was easy to break into, so Wyland Rhel was most likely sentimental and all the more stupid for it - after a basic search, Erebus found the date the man had been recruited by the Republic on official record. So despite his current affiliations, Wyland was still sweet on his time as a soldier, it seemed. Either that, or it was the only date in his life, other than maybe his nameday, that meant anything to him and was worth remembering. Among his affects were other IDs, either stolen or forged, undoubtedly used for more delicate operations. That was about all he remembered.

The woman approached the table again, though did not afford Erebus another glance as she nonchalantly flicked through the datapad in her hand.

"So, who are you, another scavenger looking to collect?" she asked almost absently.

Depends on how you define 'scavenger', Erebus thought, because you're not wrong.

"I take it you're Irena," Erebus chimed back. "Charmed."

The Echani's eyes flashed before she calmed, a gloved hand flexing as he circled him, the other cradling her datapad.

"I'm sure one of the others spoke of me, though who we are is none of your concern."

"Yet I seem to be of some importance, I take it."

She scoffed and glanced down at the datapad again.

"We're running a simple background check, is all," she assured him, the calm in her voice wavering as her patience began to wear thin.

"And the Echani have authority in the Nespis System since…?"

"That is none of your concern," she smiled sourly, though she kept her eyes fixed on the screen in front of her this time. "I will be the one asking the questions."

"Alright, so I, a humble Republic citizen, is expected to blindly submit my rights to you because…?"

Normally, Erebus would never be so outwardly snarky, at least not in a position such as this. He was used to speaking with out-of-touch tribes, distant planets far-removed from the Republic or hapless traders who knew nothing of their older wares, and other such ilk. He knew enough to stay away from civilized space when he could, and if he had business here he knew who to avoid and how. But even still, this woman was Echani¸ not a beat cop with something to prove.

At this she smiled, though the pain was clear on her face. She was not trained to deal with the likes of him, at least not in a civil manner.

"It really is none of your concern," she said again, her teeth near gritted. What had her so rattled that Erebus barely had to try to get to a rise out of her? The man across from him let the subtlest of snickers escape his mouth but otherwise betrayed no emotion, looking down, letting his hair mask his face like a veil.

"Alright, alright, just making sure my rights as an honest to Force citizen weren't being taken for granted," Erebus huffed, finding that his voice took on more of a drawl the more he kept going. "How long's this gonna take? I have places to be."

Erebus recalled several military grade crates at the back of the ship when he boarded, his Force Sight granting him view of an array of weapons within. Weapons trade was big money, so however broke this Wyland Rhel was now, he wasn't supposed to be for long. So much for that. Wonder how that sorry smuggler's doing now…

Irena looked him over, seemingly unimpressed but still suspicious. She wasn't buying it.

"And yet, for someone with a busy schedule you still found the time to scope out the sights, I take it?"

"Thought I could score a few extra credits, something to sweeten the deal."

He hoped he sounded convincing.

"Wyland Rhel, thirty-six," Irena started, looking over the edge of her datapad at Erebus, "You've grown paler since your photo was last taken."

The woman turned the datapad so Erebus could see, the screen displaying a man with scarred but dark skin, the color of rich mahogany.

"Can never be too careful," he said, not too suddenly, "Dig even further and you'll find the ID where I hail from Ryloth. Record says I had my lekku cut off."

Erebus chuckled to himself, as if impressed, having seen other men do the same at countless cantinas across the galaxy. As much as he loathed the quality of the drink there, they were the best places to get information. In fact, it was how he learned about the site at Anchorhead.

Irena rolled her eyes and kept scrolling, looking nonplussed enough with the uncanny ID photo. To think the smuggler had several IDs in rotation was not unusual, especially given the rap sheet Erebus' own sister sported now, and for all the galaxy to see. It wasn't exactly a red flag that Erebus himself might be lying.

"Not exactly what I'd call a clean record," she said after a moment, reading the remainder of the file in pensive silence, though it seemed she found nothing of note – or at least nothing surprising.

How did these Echani get in good with the Nespis Police Force? If they had access to their files, could bar anyone from the premises of a location, and a Jedi Temple no less…? Erebus knew that there were people other than Nihilus who would be happy to see the Jedi gone, but at least he knew why. The Echani were not on good terms with Revan after the Civil War, but that was just one Jedi, and by then Revan had already turned.

"It says here you worked with the Golden Company."

At this, she smiled wryly.

"Unfortunately, everything on the premises has been turned over to us, so if you were planning on-"

Irena was cut off by a comm at her wrist, static warbling the otherwise unperturbed quiet. Even the man across from Erebus stirred. He stole a glance, before the man could see, taking in his young face and the lone swipe of dust across his brow, marring his otherwise crisp and chiseled appearance. A scholar, perhaps? A civilian?

"Yes?" Irena lowered her datapad with one hand and brought her other wrist to her lips, speaking directly into the device attached to it.

More chirruped warbling – that's when Erebus noticed the glint in the woman's ear, just beneath her cropped white hair. Whoever was speaking to her was speaking in code, their words filtered to sound like gibberish to anyone else within earshot.

Irena's eyes shot to Erebus as she listened, her gaze sharp though her eyes narrowed. He couldn't tell if they were always this bright of violet or if it was just the wealth of datapads gleaming in the room that leant to their almost ghostly glow.

"I'll keep an eye out," she said finally, her eyes never leaving Erebus. Their eyes locked, and she moved towards him, pocketing her datapad and unsheathing a retractable staff from her belt.

"Don't move," Irena warned, "We have eyes on you. Both."

The man across the table looked down again, as if embarrassed by being called out, and Irena began staking out the series of shelves that surrounded them.

A breach of security? Another unwanted guest?

When Irena was far enough, Erebus relaxed a little, letting down his outer guard to unleash the Force within. After a moment, he could see the archives in his inner eye like a blueprint laid out before him. Stacks of datapads and artifacts surrounded them, some pulsing with more uncertain energy than others. Erebus' blood quickened, his skin growing hot, already desiring to peruse the temple's stores or what remained of it – if he could somehow get around the Echani lockdown, that is. At least without seeming too suspicious. Perhaps his vision led him here to find something, to bring something back. Perhaps there was another pyramid, another holocron, another clue.

"The Golden Company, eh? You a scavenger as well?"

Erebus broke out of his reverie, surprised to hear someone other than Irena talking irately.

The man across from him finally spoke, his voice just above a whisper, but pleasant and calm. Erebus gawked for a moment before composing himself, surprised to find a friendly smirk on the young man's face.

A joke. He's joking.

"The lady pretty much spelled it out, didn't she?" he drawled again, almost forgetting his made-up persona.

"Right," the man laughed, his eyes twinkling as he gazed about, almost unbothered by the restraints on his hands, held tightly against his back. "I figure they can't hold us for long. Even the Nespis authorities wouldn't be able to do this. Unless-"

He stopped himself, laughing lightly. His eyes crinkled ever so slightly in the corners.

"Never mind," he said, "Say, can I- can I ask you something?"

"Can't stop you from asking but that doesn't mean I'll answer," Erebus quipped.

"Have you seen-" the man looked around and lowered his voice, "Have you come across any other artifacts?"

"Other?"

"Other than Jedi."

So, the Golden Company deals with Jedi artifacts.

"You mean, dark artifacts?" Erebus couldn't bring himself to say Sith, as if he would unwittingly out himself.

The man nodded.

Erebus wracked his brain again, recalling a few contracts for ancient scrolls and antique weapons under Wyland Rhel's Golden Company contracts, but nothing that screamed Jedi, or Sith for that matter. He had heard of the organization but only knew that they dealt in rare, high-end goods, often "off the record" and to the highest bidder, whether they be aristocrats or crime lords. If they were after artifacts pertaining to the Jedi or the Sith, things could get… complicated.

Before he could worry, or wonder how he might undermine the group somehow, the man before him spoke again.

"Anything like a holocron? A crystal?"

The hair on the back of Erebus' neck rose. Eden's giftHis work on Tatooine. Grey eyes set in stone.

"Something like that," he answered, "Why, there something here?"

"Perhaps," the man's blue eyes widened, a smirk teasing the corner of his mouth. "I'm a bit of an enthusiast."

"Well, this would be the place to find one," Erebus answered, though he knew somewhere like Koribban might yield more Sith relics than this place. But the man wasn't wrong, and Erebus hadn't lied, either. The Jedi were known for collecting artifacts pertaining to the Sith, both modern and ancient, in an attempt to prevent such things from falling into the wrong hands. As an historian, Erebus thought he might wait before attempting to break into any one of the remaining Jedi temples, knowing they wouldn't be abandoned, or at least believing the Order wasn't stupid enough not to leave anyone behind. He had visited Coruscant and Lothal, and both locations had sentinels still on watch, but he might have underestimated places like this, forgotten cities like Nespis already on the cusp of oblivion.

"I have it on good authority that something originally from Onderon may be here. I figured if the Golden Company sent a, er, representative, that it might be indicative that I was correct," the young man mused, looking around. Erebus, though curious to find the man trusting a stranger with so much information, followed his gaze and found Irena stalking the perimeter of the archive, looking around corners with her staff held aloft and at the ready. "If only I could-"

Another warbling, the sound of static.

Eyes still fixed on one another, now in an unspoken alliance given their shared circumstances, Erebus and the man across from him fell silent, their ears straining to hear more.

There was someone here.

Erebus' Force Sight surged as his curiosity mounted, and not only was the room laid out before him without obstacle but so was everything, and everyone, in it.

The man before him pulsed with life, like anything else might, and perhaps it was for lack of reference but the young man seemed… brighter somehow, though not quite as vibrant as someone strong with the Force. He tried to look for Irena, but then he saw it – someone else.

A soft thrumming emanated from the darker corner of the archives, directly across from where Irena stood, watching but seeing nothing. Irena, he saw, was full of life, but her light was dimmer, duller. And the figure across from her? It shone like a distant star.

Perhaps not all the Jedi were gone after all.

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Hyperspace
Vale

 

"I hope your stay here isn't too uncomfortable," Captain Maris uttered unsurely as he ushered Vale into a seat across from him in the Harbinger's version of a dining room, which was really just a slightly nicer and smaller mess hall meant for the higher ranks.

"No worries, Captain," she smiled, already easing into the part, "I understand the situation completely. And the room is just fine."

Captain Maris smiled his usual uneven smile, or at least the only smile Vale knew the man to be capable of so far. His chief officer sat beside him, beaming in a way that told Vale smiling was none too common in the Republic navy.

"I'm only here on business, and since I missed the last transport I'm grateful for any assistance."

The words rolled off her tongue almost too naturally, though Vale was not a stranger to playing a part or answering to a name other than her own. She hoped her smile was more convincing than those of her present companions.

"Well, Miss Rissian, we're happy to have you aboard," Captain Maris concluded as a group of recruits brought their breakfast out on serving trays. "And as it turns out, you're not the only one. We picked up another diplomat who seems to have missed the same transport as you. A Republic officer, actually."

Vale feigned pleasant surprise, though suspicion took root in her chest.

"Always good to have allies," she said, laughing lightly, making sure the smile met her eyes in earnest. Picking at the food in front of her, Vale tried not to gorge herself on caf too eagerly, having spent most of the night awake, mulling things over and studying the fake profile Mission had given her. Not to mention, catching up on nine years' worth of news.

Hailing from the Anoat Sector, Vale was to be masquerading as Lan Rissian, a diplomat as well as a shareholder in a well-to-do local mining outfit throwing her support behind Queen Talia of Onderon. The crown was a loyal customer, and as a member of the company's board, Lan was repaying that loyalty with support in the form of credits. Lots of credits. Turns out, this was a mission already in-flux, but the original agent meant to head it was currently MIA. While Mission and Zaalbar would continue to help their Republic contact in finding out what happened to the original plant, Vale would go in their stead, killing two mynocks with one stone. At least for now.

"So, ever been to the Telos System?" Chief Officer Emet asked, dunking a triangle of mealbread into a purple yolk.

"Actually no, I haven't," Vale answered, comforted by the fact that both she and Lan shared that in common. "I figure the Citadel isn't much different than any other spaceport, I take it?"

"Not so much, no," Emet continued, wiping her chin gingerly, "But the restoration effort has put a bit of a damper on the-"

"I apologize for being late," a voice interrupted, and a presence appeared at Vale's side. A woman with wiry brown hair and a dark complexion took the seat beside her, her honey-brown eyes comforting as their gazes met.

"Rell Amara," the woman said, extending a hand as she settled into the empty spot at the table, "The time difference still has me a bit-"

"No worries," Captain Maris cut in as Vale tentatively took the woman's hand in greeting, "This is Rell Amara from Republic Intelligence. She's been reassigned to oversee the negotiations on Onderon as well."

"Popular destination," Vale joked, "I take it we'll be working together?"

The woman named Rell nodded and turned to the rest of them.

"I appreciate your quickness to come get us all the way out here. The Hyperion was supposed to remain docked until tomorrow, but some of its officers I hear were needed elsewhere."

Vale wondered just how much of this she had the clearance to hear, or whether this Rell knew that it didn't matter, somehow.

"Any word on who that might have been?" Emet asked, not keen to stop eating amid her questions.

"That's classified."

A silence hung over them before Rell pointed a finger exaggeratedly and laughed. Looking to Maris and Emet, Vale took the cue that she was welcome to laugh along with them.

"I mean, it actually is classified, but nothing to worry about."

Another recruit – young, fresh-faced, and with lekku still not at full maturity – swept past them with another tray. Once the food was placed in front of her, Rell began to eat with relish.

"Helluva week," she began again, not looking up from her plate, "How have things been for you, Miss Rissian? The last-minute change didn't inconvenience you too much, I hope?"

"Oh no, not at all," Vale said, beginning to ease into her own eating etiquette. She was careful. As much as she wanted to get down to business like the officers before her, clearly used to eating as efficiently as possible and letting the conversation weave itself in, Vale remained composed and proper. She was a business woman, after all. "As long as things keep moving along."

"Agreed," Captain Maris raised his cup of caf, and Officer Emet did the same. Rell looked between them both, her eyes glittering, and joined in.

"Agreed," Vale smiled, also hoping so in earnest.

The rest of their conversation was casual at best, and if anything, Vale felt only mildly out of place. She remembered the nature of the talk, how military folk were used to conversing and how naturally it all still came back to her, but she kept her poise. Thankfully, none of the Republic officers asked her many questions, at least ones she couldn't answer off the cuff such as what kind of caf she preferred or if any moons could be seen from Bespin's gas cloud of an atmosphere (she guessed the answer was 'no').

When they gathered themselves up to leave, Captain Maris promised Vale that he was just a comm away should she need anything and that they were set to arrive on Telos within the next few standard days, asteroids permitting. Vale thanked him, only sticking behind to order one last cup of caf for the road, or perhaps to ask if they could provide a carafe for her room.

"Miss Rissian?"

Rell's voice came from over her shoulder just as Vale thanked one of the recruits on duty, confirming that she could take a thermasteel decanter back to her room.

"You can call me Lan," she said, testing the name even as she said it. Lan. Lan. It was a lot like Lena, a name she had on Nal Hutta. Another identity outed, her dirty laundry out there for all the galaxy to see.

"Lan," Rell repeated, bringing Vale back to the present, "Could we- could we talk? About Onderon."

Before she could freeze up, before she could say no, the recruit reappeared at her side with the caf she asked for. She thanked him again, regained her composure, and turned back to Rell.

"Sure," she heard herself say, though she felt just the opposite. "Absolutely."

 


3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station
Atton

 

Atton wasn't used to being a passenger.

As a pilot himself, he couldn't help but internally mutter to no one in particular the entire way to Citadel Station. He couldn't help but grip the arms of his seat as the shuttle veered on both the takeoff and the landing, shaking his head to prevent his eyes from rolling all the way back into his skull as they finally docked. It took all his strength not to peer into the cockpit and spy the person flying the damn thing, if not just to give them a piece of his mind.

But he shouldn't complain, no. He couldn't complain. He needed to keep a low profile. Keep his head down and do the work until his debt was paid.

One year down, four more to go.

Besides, it wasn't as if he expected Peragus' modest mining company to have a skilled pilot on hand. They couldn't afford it, or at least, didn't have to. The mining colony liked to cut corners wherever possible. They knew their staff was made up of people who didn't want to be there but perhaps had to be, if only for the credits. The job paid well – labor laws saw to that. But anything in the way of comfort or luxury was a loss, so anything other than what was absolutely necessary was excluded for the sake of the budget. How else would they cover the hazard pay?

One of the few things the company did afford each employee was annual leave, usually one week's worth, though more depending on seniority or if there was a family to support on the other end of their check. It was the only time spent off-site, as per their contract. Atton had practically memorized it by now, often finding himself absently thumbing through the rules every other night, hoping there was something he missed, some loophole he could exploit. But he had taken this job willingly. It was an attractive prospect, given the pay, but the place was… lacking when it came to entertainment. Perhaps that was for the best.

Compared to what he was used to, Atton's eyes lit up at the sight of a cantina, its neon lights hailing his attention from across the shuttle bay. He had seen flashier and far more interesting places in his lifetime – or his short-lived smuggling career, even – but this would have to do.

Not only was this hole-in-the-wall a potential refuge, it was also a means to an end. Atton had already done himself dirty and made a deal with someone unsavory on-site, promising to smuggle in stolen goods, because if he wasn't a smuggler than what good was he? If he could score some extra cash, he could get off the explosive rock that was the mining facility sooner than he'd planned, and could finally get back to – well, whatever it was he was doing. Either that or he could at least buy himself something nice to keep in his sorry excuse for a bunk.

"Atton Rand?" a Twi'lek asked at the shuttle gates, "From Peragus, I assume?"

He nodded, looking the young man up and down, trying not to get any bad ideas.

"That'd be me," he muttered, almost unsurely. Atton was who he was masquerading now as anyway, and still it felt odd to hear the name sometimes, even though it had been a few years. As if someone was privy to a secret identity he didn't want known.

"If you'll just follow me," the young man smiled shyly. The head officer at the facility told him that someone would meet him here, that they would escort him to his abode for the week. Atton almost felt important.

The place was modest though relatively stark, barren even, but he couldn't be surprised. He was pleased the company offered this much, given how horrid other mining outfits were from the stories he'd heard. Most were closer to a labor camp than whatever this was. Atton couldn't come up with a proper analogy, and so stood in his new, temporary apartment speechless, thankful there was at least a holoplant in the foyer and the living room. Fancy. The Twi'lek found this an opportune moment to leave, for the lack of conversation if not for the awkwardness.

"Prob'ly for the best anyway," Atton sighed, sinking into an almost ancient couch facing the far window, granting him a breathtaking vista of the backside of a restaurant.

One year down, four more to go.

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Hyperspace
Vale

 

"Looks like we'll be cruising for a while," Rell smiled at Vale as they rounded on her quarters.

Vale felt the ship jolt slightly, and slow. Outside the window of her appointed room, she saw that the streaked stars of hyperspace had vanished, the view outside marked by unmoving stars in their natural state of ever-present stillness. They were either saving fuel or they were on patrol. She heard that might be the case, and was assured it was nothing to worry about.

"Nice droid," Rell spoke again upon entering the small room, "Selling him for scraps?"

"Something like that," Vale muttered, tucking away the remains of the HK droid that came to life in her shop, suspiciously calling her Master  what already felt like ages ago. "Caf?"

Rell's eyes widened as she nodded appreciatively.

"Please."

The woman was unusual, but not unpleasant. For an intelligence officer, she was oddly personable, and open. She joked readily, the ghost of a smile always clear on her face. Maybe the girl was just nervous.

"Long day, I take it," Vale said, pouring them each a cup and downing her first.

"Tell me about it," Rell agreed, taking her cup, hardly caring whether the liquid was too hot.

"So, you missed your transport as well?"

Rell swallowed the last dregs of her cup, just as eager for caffeine as Vale, and bit her lip.

"Okay, here's the thing," she started, hazarding a glance at Vale's closed quarter doors, lowering her voice, "I didn't miss my transport, but my colleague did... I'm just taking his place."

Two Republic officers MIA. Not good.

Vale poured them both second glasses, intent on Rell's next words.

"But I'm here to escort you to Telos, General Valen, whatever happens," she whispered, all mirth disappearing from her face, her stance straightening.

"An escort?" was all Vale could muster, "That's… certainly surprising."

"Surprising?"

"I guess… given the bounty, no, but I'm just-" Not used to this, she wanted to say, but the words couldn't make it passed her lips. "Surprised, is all."

"If it's the secrecy you're worried about, don't," Rell assured her, "You were plenty convincing back there."

"But what about you?" Vale asked. "I thought no one was supposed to know."

"Well, yes, but I was sent by-" Rell stopped herself short, biting her lip again. "Sorry, I am a bit new to this."

"Me too, kid. No worries," Vale sighed, sinking into her couch as Rell lowered herself into the small kitchenette against the far wall facing her.

"I was the one who found your records," Rell admitted, examining the texture of the cup in her hands, "I was the one who brought them to-"

She stopped herself again.

"Nevermind, but listen – as I'm sure you know, the Republic has been looking for you. Revan's orders."

"Revan?"

Rell nodded, solemn. Mission failed to mention that, or perhaps she didn't know.

Revan, of course. Vale shivered. Things didn't feel any better, and the more Revan cropped up the more the ominous, lingering, bad feeling she felt on Tatooine mounted in her chest. Nothing's changed, she thought, suddenly feeling young and vulnerable again, prying Alek for answers and getting none. Just like Malachor.

"Since when did Revan-?"

"She doesn't have clearance to give orders, exactly- didn't, either." Rell answered before Vale could even finish her thought, "But I have it on good authority that the man in charge has been acting on instructions left by her. A failsafe of sorts. At least, somewhat."

"The… man in charge?" Vale raised a brow, though she couldn't say the mounting mystery wasn't more of a surprise.

Rell shook her head, almost laughing, "They really should have briefed me more thoroughly. I'm not sure we're there yet, but you'll meet him soon. He'll tell you everything."

There yet must mean they weren't yet ready to disclose that information, or at least Rell wasn't sure what was classified and what wasn't. She sounded an awful lot like Mission, clear on her orders but fuzzy on the details.

"Okay, okay, so what now? Do we just… wait? Arrive at Telos?" Vale asked, suddenly tense.

"Something like that," Rell replied, "Keep a low profile, play the part. Breakfast went just as planned, I don't think Maris or Emet will have a second thought about you or the mining company you're supposed to represent. We just… need to get to Telos."

"Telos," Vale mused, looking at the remains of her HK droid, the only thing left of her shop.

"Telos." Rell repeated.

"So, tell me something…" Vale suddenly stood again, looking at Rell in a new light. "What- what exactly did you find out about me?"

Rell blanched, her eyes widening.

"W-what?"

"Sorry, I mean to say-" Vale paused, looking for the right words, "I have reason to believe that the Jedi thought I was dead. How did they find me? Who's left?"

Rell appeared to choke on her caf, coughing into her cup as she asked "Dead?"

Vale watched her regain her composure. Rell was trying hard to remain professional, but everything told her she wasn't aware of this information.

"How much are the Jedi in contact with the Republic, exactly?" Vale pressed, hoping this was something Rell could answer.

"It's hard to say how many are left, but there are a few. Not all of them died at that conclave," Rell said after clearing her throat, "I know one keeps in contact with the man you're about to meet, though it's supposed to be hush hush. I'm not sure he wants to be outed, just yet."

The man in charge, huh?

"His Jedi contact doesn't happen to be Master Atris, does it?"

Rell shook her head.

"No, I-I think she died. At Katarr."

Atris… dead? She could have sworn the only Jedi vindictive enough to even want to keep tabs on her would be Atris, but perhaps she was wrong. Vale searched her feelings, on instinct, but knew that the Force couldn't tell her anything. She shook her head.

"Bastila Shan?" Vale tried again, venturing another guess. Mission had mentioned her earlier and it seemed like a logical assumption.

Rell nodded into her cup, drawing another long sip.

"I think so," she affirmed. "Her name sounds familiar."

Rell drank the last dregs of her second cup of caf before looking at Vale again.

"I'm not sure if or why the Jedi thought you were dead, necessarily, but all I know is that they were looking for you. You fell off the radar and-"

Rell stopped short, her brows furrowing as she searched her memory.

"They were tracking you, I think. The Jedi, I mean," she continued, "Revan went looking for you and she-"

"Vanished," Vale finished.

Rell nodded, locking eyes with her, her expression solemn but serious.

"That's all I know."

According to the Jawa, Revan had been on Tatooine after she had gone looking for the Star Forge. Perhaps she had been looking for her. But they had also mentioned a dark one. She had originally thought the Jawa referred to Malak, but now? Maybe they were talking about the time she returned with Mission, with Bastila Shan. But perhaps there was another time, too.

Rell looked at the bottom of her cup sorrowfully, as if either hoping there was more caf or more detailed instructions as to what she could or couldn't say.

Rell's chrono watch blipped, drawing both Vale and Rell's attention to her wrist. Rell placed her cup gently on the kitchenette table as she read a message, reading across her display as she rose from her seat.

"A distress signal-" she started.

"A- a what?"

"It's a message from Captain Maris," Rell explained, looking up at Vale briefly before her eyes retreated to her wrist again, scanning the readout. "He doesn't know I'm escorting you, or who you are, but he is under orders to alert me if there's a change in plans. If-"

Rell paused again, reading and rereading the report as it scrolled over her chrono's screen.

"I guess I can't blame them for answering, but still-"

Rell rushed over to the small porthole of a window Vale's room allowed, peering out of the comically small oval.

"There- there it is," she said, almost unbelieving.

Vale rushed to her side, and Rell afforded her space to see, too.

In the star-filled barrenness beyond the Harbinger, two ships stood in stalemate in the distance.

"Looks like we won't get to Telos just yet."

Chapter 14: Search and Rescue

Summary:

A search team is sent aboard one of the mysterious ghost ships the Harbinger comes across in the Outer Rim Territories and the Nespis VIII Spaceport sees to more unexpected visitors than planned for.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Outer Rim Territories
Vale

 

"So? Anything?" Vale now clutched a cup of herbal tea, inclined to undo all the work the caf did earlier. She couldn't sit still, and even when Rell returned, she was still far too eager for any details the woman could divulge.

"The distress call seems to have come from the smaller ship," Rell answered, approaching Vale's window again, using it as if it were a tactical map. "The larger one is just… empty."

She looked back, making sure that Vale's door was closed, and lowered her voice.

"They ran the ship's ID, but nothing came up. I think they're still waiting to hear back from intelligence to see if there are any database hits."

Rell's voice was curious, contemplative, almost confused.

"What do you mean the other ship was empty?" Vale asked, matching the other woman's tone of voice.

"Captain Maris tried hailing them, first. Nothing. They pulled up their scanners to try and get a reading, fearing they may be hostile and… nothing. No life forms."

"Did the smaller ship respond?"

Rell shrugged, as if reconciling the facts with herself before saying them aloud.

"No response from that crew, either. There was the initial distress call, originating from the smaller vessel. It was basically a mayday, requesting backup in what must have been a firefight. But why a small ship would even think of taking on something of that size…?"

Rell trailed off.

"When Captain Maris hailed the smaller ship, we didn't get a new response, but the initial distress call played again, as if on a loop. Either that, or maybe it was programmed to repeat."

"Maybe whoever's on that ship can't communicate or… doesn't want to," Vale offered darkly.

Rell shook her head, but shrugged, considering it.

"You could be right but-"

Vale glanced at the two ships in the distance, one completely eclipsing the other. The smaller ship was just a cargo vessel whereas the larger one was either meant for combat or command. It was difficult to tell from a distance. Neither one moved. It was as if they had always been this way, as if they were simply just a fixture in space like a moon or a planet might be. A lone marker of something that happened long ago.

"So, what's the plan?" Vale finally asked, unsure.

"Well, there's the bad news and then there's the bad news."

"Spare me the bad news and get with the bad news first," Vale joked, though her tone was serious. Rell laughed lightly, but it didn't linger.

"They're waiting to hear back on the smaller ship's ID, but I don't know about the other. Not sure if they could get anything from it. They might send a probe out to get another look first."

Vale squinted, wondering herself. She'd traveled plenty in her time out in the Rim, but most vessels out here were a jumble of old and new, salvaged and modern, antique or otherwise. Something about it looked familiar, but the damn thing was too far away for her to get a good read.

"I have a bad feeling about this," Rell said, and Vale almost rolled her eyes. As if I hadn't heard that before.

She retreated from the window, placed her empty cup on the table and began pacing the room as she played with the leather wristlet Asra gave her as a good luck charm. Well, sort of.

"Let me know what they say, if they say anything," Vale requested, "I'm sure whoever I'm supposed to meet will understand the circumstances, and it's not like I'm in a rush, but-"

Vale nibbled at her thumbnail, something she hadn't done since childhood, since Kavar still referred to her affectionately as young Padawan.

"All this waiting is making me nervous," she finished, eyeing the munitions pack tucked into the corner of her room. "But I assume everything will be-"

Rell's comm sounded again.

"Another message," she announced, her eyes already scanning the readout in miniature on her wrist.

"What's it say?"

"Whatever intelligence found, it must be big," Rell answered, "They're sending a boarding party and they're to retrieve the smaller vessel. Bring it back to Republic space."

Vale felt cold all of a sudden, but she didn't know why. She walked over the window and tried to get a better look at the scene again, but it remained unchanged. It was eerie, looking on the aftermath of a battle suspended in time.

"I'll see what else I can get out of them," Rell said, "Maybe even join this boarding party."

She sighed, and joined Vale by the window, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder.

"I'll tell you what I can," she affirmed.

Vale looked at her, their gazes locking as they nodded at one another.

"Thanks."

"Don't mention it," Rell smiled, though it wasn't enough to mask her uncertainty, "I have a feeling something's going on here, something's not right. I wanna find out what."

Rell patted her shoulder firmly as Vale nodded again before retreating out of the room and back to the bridge.

"Yeah," Vale muttered to herself, "You and me both."

 


3951 BBY Nespis VIII, City Limits
The Last Handmaiden

Brianna realized that she had never once been alone with one of her sisters. There were moments here and there, passing one another in the halls or sparring, but walking with Arianna side-by-side was different. Her sister's elbow was still threaded through hers, as if they were old friends. Something Brianna would never once consider likening any one of her sisters to.

But the approval was enough, at least for now. Perhaps it meant something. Maybe she was on the right track for once.

"What do you see, sister?" Arianna asked after a while, her voice flat and demanding, though still sanguine. Brianna eyed her, thinking she sounded a lot like Atris.

"A city bustling with life, crime, and Maker knows what else," she said, "A hive acting as one, even if all the moving parts are completely unaware of the others, wholly believing they act independently."

Thinking of Mistress, Brianna called on some of her most recent lessons on life and those living it. Atris had a lot to say about life as a whole, and wondered what she might think of this wretched gutter of a city.

Arianna smirked and nodded.

"Not bad, and not wholly untrue."

She didn't seem displeased, but it was clear there was something else Brianna was missing.

Closing her eyes as they walked along, she wracked her memory, breathing deep and digging even deeper.

For a moment, she could see the city, bustling with life, energy all around her. Everything stilled. All she saw was light, and a feeling that-

A sound erupted from Arianna's comm, stopping her in her tracks. Brianna faltered at her side, brought to a sudden stop.

Arianna brought the comm to her ear and enacted her headpiece, a small silver device affixed behind her ear. Brianna didn't have one, nor had she seen it before. Something new? She toyed with the looking glass device in her pocket, as if to soothe her confidence.

"What is it?" she asked her sister after a long moment.

Arianna's brows furrowed.

"There's something wrong at the temple, someone's there."

She loosed herself from Brianna's arm and put a hand to her belt where her blaster was holstered. Arianna looked to her sister and nodded, as if in question. Brianna nodded in kind and moved her dark cloak ever so slightly, just enough to reveal the collapsible vibrostaff hanging at her waist.

"Shall we?"

Arianna fell into stance, looking as if she were ready to pounce, and Brianna fell into step beside her. When they locked eyes, Arianna pointed in the direction they needed to go and Brianna nodded again, and they set off.

 


 3951 BBY Nespis VIII Spaceport, Jedi Academy
Darth Erebus

 

Irena's comm sounded from across the room, and if it was indecipherable earlier it was even more of a mystery now. The sound was muted, but the tone was clear. Something wasn't right and Irena was on her guard.

Someone else is here.

"Did you get any of that?" the young man asked.

Erebus froze as Irena continued to stalk the archives, the man in front of him straining his ears, all the better for hearing. With his back to the archive, the young stranger couldn't see much. Erebus saw little with his own eyes as he pulled back from the Force, letting it go, his Force Sight dissolving instantly.

Erebus wasn't sure how to answer. He didn't want to give away that he was at all Force sensitive and wasn't sure if Irena had actually said anything at all in response to the coded message she just received. He was too busy tracking the other person he sensed in the room – the Jedi.

Jedi were easy to spot, as were Sith - if one were gifted with Force Sight, that is. The Force moved differently around different people, and its currents are more obvious around those who have a connection to it. Whoever roamed this room knew it well, their energy a near blinding white-blue, much like the archives themselves. But the color faded and the room grew darker as Erebus surveyed the space with his own nature-given eyesight and tried to act inconspicuous.

After a moment, he shook his head, hoping that he appeared to be as perplexed as the man before him, trying to get a better look or a sound for things as well.

Acting really isn't my forte.

The other man either didn't notice or didn't care, and did not press the matter further.

"Are Jedi contracts harder to acquire?" he asked in a hushed whisper, and Erebus was almost taken aback by the stranger's unending curiosity despite their circumstances.

"I'd say so," he responded, though it was more of a guess, "Why you so interested?"

At this, the edge in Erebus' voice rose, suspicious. The man blanched, all enthusiasm draining from his face.

"I didn't mean-" he stuttered, "No, never mind."

He shook his head, glancing back at the Echani. She was walking straight for them now, her expression none too happy.

"You two. With me," she barked as she approached, forcefully lifting the young man from his seat as she muttered into her comm.

"Excuse me?" the man protested, yanking his tied hands out of the woman's grip. "I don't know who you are, but with a simple call I can have the Republic here in a-"

"The Republic," Irena mocked, "If you were really affiliated, they would have been here by now."

The woman grabbed hold of the young stranger's arms again and looked to Erebus.

"Now, you-" she said, addressing him with eyes narrowed. "Ursa will-"

From the din of the archive, a rifle manifested from nothingness, its wielder appearing before their waking eyes. A high-grade security cloak dissolved and the man beneath it stepped forward, pressing the rifle into the side Irena's head. He smiled.

"I think we'll take it from here."

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Outer Rim Territories
Rell

 

"Everyone ready?" Captain Maris asked, the apprehension clear on his face though his stance remained in form.

The crew nodded, and Rell joined them. With her gear on, she felt heavier, as if the weight of this mission wasn't already enough. She didn't like it. Everything felt wrong. Even General Valen's face back at her quarters haunted her now as they stood in the loading bay of the Harbinger. The worry lining the woman's face made it clear that there was more going on here than any of them knew how to deal with, and no one on this search and rescue crew knew anything about it. Rell was on her own.

She tried to send word to the Jedi that Admiral Onasi had told her to keep in touch with before the party deployed, but Captain Maris wanted boots on the ground before she could wait for a reply. Rell breathed in deep and exhaled, watching the condensation accumulate on the inside of her helmet.

"May the For-" Captian Maris began, but he stopped himself before course correcting, shaking his head, "Good luck."

Old habits die hard, Rell thought, remembering when the phrase was common among Jedi and anyone else serving under them. Maris was a veteran, he must have said it a thousand times. Second nature, I guess.

The other crew members didn't flinch, each entering the shuttle with a curt nod at their captain before ducking their heads and taking a seat. There were nine of them, Rell the tenth and the last to enter the shuttle. She locked eyes with Captain Maris, looking into his cool blue eyes for an answer before entering the shuttle, only she didn't think he paid much attention to her. She kept forgetting that Maris knew she was a plant, but that he wasn't in on the entire plan.

Here goes.

She took a seat and looked around, none of the other soldiers looking up from the floor besides her. This was routine, perhaps, or some kind of coping mechanism. No one knew what was going to happen next, or what might befall them. Rell had gone through basic training, at least enough to prepare for a situation like this, but given her station she was usually working in a team where they were allowed to talk and shoot the breeze. Here, it was quiet as a tomb.

No one moved as the shuttle doors closed and the vessel took off, and no one spoke the whole way there.

The trip was short. Rell didn't need much to occupy her thoughts, either. She watched the others, none of them watching her. She had read their files on the way to the Nespis VIII Spaceport and a bit of it stuck. Most of the crew here had been soldiers since the Mandalorian Wars, many over the age of 35 or 40. Rell was one of the younger ones, the only other soldier her age being a Zabrak named Ythris. She was to be the leader of this expedition, her first venture into leadership. Rell watched for any wariness but saw none.

Ythris glanced at Rell sidelong, feeling her gaze. Rell nodded, trying to act friendly, courteous and professional, but kept her face neutral. Soldiers didn't smile. Ythris nodded and turned to the window.

As they came upon the larger vessel, Rell saw it now, the distinguishing marks.

The color was perhaps the most prominent - a dulled bronze made darker with years of carbon scoring. There was no doubt in Rell's mind that these scars were left from long before the ship had encountered the other vessel in apparent orbit. These were older battle scars.

Like those around her, this ship had seen war, and one war in the particular.

This was a Star Forge vessel.

A shiver ran along Rell's spine.

Perhaps the monolith had been here since then, caught in a stalemate or some other unseen circumstance. Either way, they would soon find out.

The shuttle scuttled up alongside the beast of a ship, locking with one of its outer ports. The other soldiers stirred, readying themselves. Rell watched them and followed suit, gripping her rifle as she looked to Ythris, as if the Zabrak's behavior might dictate hers. Rell was the outsider here, she needed to blend in, and for some reason she was drawn to the only other soldier close in age.

The others knew she was an intelligence officer, but it was still suspicious that she'd come along. Even without her aboard, they would report their findings to the higher ups, it wasn't as if any of this was a secret. Rell tried to act nonchalant, let her shoulders relax as her hands did the work, holding her blaster rifle at the ready – after all, she was only following orders as the rest of them.

The first soldier to approach the shuttle door stood beside it, ushering the rest of their crew members through, Rell included. She watched him as he watched her, nodding as she ducked under the frame again, only this time coming out on the other side of a ship she never thought she'd see.

The place was pristine, if not decaying slowly. There was no sign of a struggle, and the main engine seemed to be working fine. The lights were lit as if the ship expected to be operating with a full crew, though none were present. Rell could not help but eye some of the access panels as they passed in single file, admiring the alien buttons, switches, and other features. She had heard about the ancient and unfamiliar technology Revan had unearthed in the Unknown Regions, but had heard of it only. This was her first time seeing it. Tempted to stop and admire it, take notes if she could, Rell looked to Ythris again as a guide, watching her movements and mimicking them as best she could.

They were silent as they snaked through the halls, finally stopping once they reached a common area large enough to house them all side-by-side. Ythris stood before them, her arm raised to indicate that they all stop and heed her orders.

"This seems to be a main causeway," she said looking about, twin blasters aloft, "Break into teams of two and take a branch."

The Zabrak took her index and middle fingers, indicating groups as she raked the remaining crew members and pointed towards one of the many halls for them to tackle. Rell was the last one standing.

"You, with me."

Ythris nodded and each pair broke off, disappearing into the din.

"Intelligence officer, eh? Big guy keeping an eye on us small folk?" she asked the moment she and Rell were alone.

"Something like that, though my main mission is on Onderon."

"Ah," Ythris answered, understanding, "Escorting that diplomat, I take it?"

Rell nodded.

"Mess out there," the Zabrak continued, referring to Onderon, no doubt, "As for this mess-"

The two of them rounded a corner and happened upon a store room. Racks and empty canisters lined the walls, undoubtedly once full of equipment – now eerily empty.

"I'm guessing this was once an armory," Rell offered, entering the space and nudging an empty plasteel cylinder with the neck of her rifle.

Ythris examined a row of target dummies, lifting her visor briefly for a better look.

"Doesn't look too old, though," she continued, "The scoring on this is fresh."

Across the room, Ythris tested a few empty suits of armor, each one dark and foreign looking. They fell over easily, empty.

"Something's not right here," Rell said again, "Where is everyone?"

When she first stepped aboard, Rell hoped it was a ghost ship. She almost hoped to find bodies, lifeless and still. But instead there was… nothing. And it was the absence of answers that unsettled her most.

"This is certainly strange," Ythris agreed. "Ever been on one of these before?"

Rell turned to her, trying to read the woman's expression through the clear visor of her helmet.

"A Star Forge ship, I mean?" she clarified.

Rell shook her head.

"I was on one once, at the end of the war," Ythris continued, "I was probably too young to be admitted, but the Republic was desperate. We orbited Malachor, but we pulled out before the big blast."

Rell watched her as she walked the perimeter of the room, approaching a console and finding it dead. Malachor. General Valen had been there, she was the one who led the assault. Would any of these soldiers remember her? How many had known her personally and how many only knew her by her orders alone? There were plenty of soldiers who knew nothing of what Revan looked like, but Revan also had the convenience of her infamous mask. Eden was a young Jedi, not unlike Bastila during the Civil War, and there were plenty who remembered her. Rell swallowed hard and hoped Admiral Onasi knew what he was doing.

"Strange," the Zabrak muttered, pressing the console keys more forcefully and… nothing.

"Why would the equipment be gone?" Rell asked after a moment. "Why would everything be down? The engine's running, the lights are on."

Ythris locked eyes with her, wondering.

"Good question."

Her gaze narrowed and she exited back into the hall, looking right and left with her blaster first before making any moves.

Ythris raised her hand and motioned that they move left, further down the hall. Rell glanced back at the causeway they gathered in earlier, hearing the distant muttering of other soldiers.

"Anyone find anything yet?" Ythris muttered into her comm as she continued on.

A string of negative's poured through her device, each voice warbled slightly by static.

Ythris stopped as she came upon the next door in the hall, pressing her hand to the access panel and finding that it didn't work. She looked around, checking the coast was clear, and holstered her weapon as she drew a security tunneler from a pocket on her right leg. Rell kept her blaster at the ready as the door was unjammed. After a moment, it clanked open, revealing another room. Only it wasn't completely empty.

"Maker," Ythris muttered, rushing in.

Rell's blood ran quick and hot at her words. She looked back and forth down the corridor again before edging her way into the room. Inside, Ythris was kneeling on the ground, a man hardly breathing at her feet.

At least, he looked like a man. Sort of.

"Call the captain."

 


3951 BBY Nespis VIII, City Limits
Mission

 

"Okay, we've waited long enough. So, what's next?" Asra implored, hands on her hips before a flustered Mission and Zaalbar. The two looked to one another and Mission shrugged.

"I'm not sure yet, we're still waiting for word."

"Word from who?" Darek asked in his usual soothing tone.

"You know who," Mission answered curtly, still angry that she wasn't sure what she could or couldn't say. She glanced at Big Z. He grumbled comfortingly under his breath as a clawed hand reached for her elbow. She placed a hand on his for a moment, in silent thanks, before getting up and pacing the room.

"I'm about as tired of this as all of you are," she said, trying not to let the edge in her voice take over. "Trust me, this isn't usually how things go."

"What is it you guys do, exactly?" the girl named Glitch asked, and Mission wondered if this was the first time she spoke. She shook her mop of black hair, long enough to cover her face but not long enough to reach her collarbone, and Mission saw that both of her eyes were replaced with cybernetics, a glint of metal shining through her dark locks.

Zaalbar answered in Shyriiwook and Mission translated.

"We're cargo runners, mostly," she said, looking at him appreciatively, "Though lately we've been asked to help recover Jedi artifacts."

"Funny coincidence," Asra said, and though her words were tinged with her usual sarcasm Mission knew she meant no harm by it.

"Tell me about it," Mission huffed in agreement.

"Is that why you were asked to fetch Vale?" Asra continued.

Mission nodded. "We're usually known for our safe transport, but with our ship destroyed-"

"There's no knowing who could track us," Zaalbar finished.

"Our ship had this cloaking device that belonged to the Jedi on Coruscant, a gift from a friend of ours. Came in handy when we had objects of import," Mission mocked Bastila's turn-of-phrase despite those present not knowing who she was, "We might be able to get it installed on another ship of ours, but, who knows."

"So that's why General Valen had to go undercover," Orex said, piecing it together.

"Something like that," Mission answered, "Listen, I wish I could say more but-"

An uncharacteristically pleasant bleeping interrupted her. Mission spun around, looking for the source of the sound. Asra walked to the console on the hostel wall, realizing the origin before she did, and answered.

"…Yes?"

"There's someone here to see you," the woman at the front desk answered coolly.

Asra looked to Mission, wide-eyed, gesturing vaguely, unsure of what to do. Mission tsked and walked the length of the room.

"And who might that be?" she asked into the receiver.

"Nothing but a Fool's Errand," the woman said, sounding as if dictating something written. Fool's Errand. Mission wracked her memory, but it didn't take long for her to remember the mop of messy hair and the dark brown eyes beneath them. She smiled to herself. It's been a while, friend.

"I'll be right down."

Mission swallowed her grin and turned to the others, looking at Big Z in particular.

"Looks like an old friend's come to visit," she said, "What would you say if I told you your General Valen wasn't the first ex-Jedi I'd ever met?"

Mission went alone, confident she would be safe on her own. Despite the fond memories that bubbled into her brain at the thought of their visitor, she knew something was up. Somehow, everything was connected, and maybe he was just the person they had been waiting to hear from. Mission inhaled, suddenly finding herself nervous once she reached the bottom of the stairs. She paused, closing her eyes and steadying her breath, before exhaling and squaring her shoulders as she rounded the corner into the hostel's main foyer. It didn't take her long to scan the sprawling ground floor of the mid-level establishment to find him. Sure enough, sitting in one of the rec halls of the Nespis hostel sat a man Mission hadn't seen in almost ten years.

"Fool's Errand is about right," she said, entering the room, waiting for his eyes to fall on her, and when they did he smiled wide.

"Is it rude to say that it's weird to see you off Taris?" Zayne Carrick greeted, walking towards Mission and sweeping her up in a hug. He was taller now, shoulders broader. His messy hair was tamed somewhat, if not slightly shorter, and he sported a few scars Mission didn't remember seeing when they'd first met. "I still think of you when I think of-"

Zayne couldn't complete his thought, suddenly at a loss for words. He had lost Taris when Malak destroyed it as well, Mission realized, remembering that he studied there as a Jedi student. Even when he said the word, Taris, his voice was strained despite the smile on his face. They relaxed their grip on one another, but remained at arm's length.

"It's good to see you," was all she could muster, thinking of the Undercity, thinking of home. She sighed. 

"How did you-?" find me, she didn't have time to say, for Zayne cut her off before she could finish.

"I'll have to explain later. I'm afraid I need your help."

"Help?"

"A friend of mine is missing. Well, sort of-"

"Missing, how?"

"Well, I guess he isn't exactly missing just, I don't know - in trouble," Zayne inhaled, watching for Mission's reaction. "He's here, on Space City. I was told you were the person to ask."

Mission shook her head, already thinking of all the things Carth would owe her for once she saw him again. That old stickler.

"Good to see you too," she joked, finally pulling away.

Zayne smiled at her, and though he was older he hadn't changed much. Mission couldn't help but feel her cheeks grow warm. Frack, she thought. Have I really not changed that much?

"Okay, okay, so where's your friend, exactly?" Mission resigned in her usual sing-song. "Who's in trouble now?"

"A Republic Scout," Zayne said, looking serious, "Goes by the name of Mical."

Notes:

This was a bit of a mess to upload so please let me know if you notice anything wonky or out of place. It's also getting more difficult to keep track of all the running threads too so any comments are most welcome! As usual, thanks so much to everyone who's read and commented so far :)

Chapter 15: Housekeeping

Summary:

As a secret Jedi agenda catches up with those who remain, the situation on Nespis VIII reaches new heights.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, Jedi Academy
Mical

 

Mical had been here for three days. Day one, he scouted the ruins. Day two, he was apprehended. Day three, he was apprehended - again. And now, he was sitting in a room, bound again and more intensely than before, alongside the stranger and his previous captor. The white-haired woman remained silent, her eyes seething. The man at her side, however, was calm, curious if anything. A twinkle in his eye told Mical he was just as surprised by their capture, or re-capture if that meant anything, and appeared to be far more interested in where this was going than in finding a way out of it.

There was something oddly familiar about the man called and not called Wyland Rhell. And Mical wanted to find out what.

Mical knew the man was lying from the moment he arrived, jostled uncouthly as he was ushered to the seat across from him in the remains of the Jedi archive. It wasn’t unusual, in this line of work. Mical regularly lied his way into places he may not have otherwise been allowed, but he had his easy smile and pleasant demeanor to thank for that as well. His disposition was always genuine, despite the lies, but it was a necessary measure when it came to recovering what he could of the fast-disappearing Jedi. The man beside him, however, Mical wasn’t sure of. At least not when it came to his ultimate goal.

His cover story - an operative working to collect artifacts for the Golden Company - made sense. Interested only in credits and their wealthy connections, the shadowy syndicate of antique dealers often infiltrated places such as these if there was something of interest. With the Jedi all but gone, Jedi artifacts were easier to find and also easier to sell - who doesn’t want a part of a recently fallen ancient religious order?

The stranger’s story checked out until it didn’t, that is, and now Mical was itching for an answer.

It was clear that the Golden Company was holding them hostage now, not bothering with the false formalities the Echani had employed earlier or the man that sat beside them both now. But if Wyland Rhell was working for them, why was he here, bound by Mical’s side?

“Alright, now you three stay put, ye hear?” one of the mercs muttered as he fastened the Echani’s restraints, smirking as he spoke.

It was easy to tell he was Mandalorian, if not by his accent but by his profession and the means by which he bound them. Classic, Mical thought, trained to the last .

The knots he used, the weapons he brandished, even the armor he wore - none of it was Mandalorian, but it screamed Mandalorian just the same. A huddled mass of other faceless men and women waited beyond the door, ready to scour the area once they were secure, as the maskless merc made his way to each of them once more, testing their restraints and giving each of them a wink. When the man wasn’t looking, Mical rolled his eyes.

He didn’t flinch, nor did he scowl. Mical kept his face completely expressionless, pleasant if anything, which only seemed to infuriate the mercenary even more. He yanked harder than the others when he tested how tightly Mical’s wrists were bound, scowling as he moved away.

“We’ll break you yet, ye hear?”

Ye hear , he said it again. Part of Mical’s inner linguist began decoding the phrase, trying to see if he could place it with a specific clan, but the Echani spoke before he could reach any conclusions.

“You can’t do this,” Irena spat, eyes flashing, “You don’t have jurisdiction here. We can-”

“We don’t need jurisdiction,” the merc replied, shoving his rifle into the space between her shoulder blades as he passed, making for the head of the room - all the better to watch them, Mical presumed. “Credits trump everything, cuz. Get used to it.”

The Echani’s eyes were like fire, only the violet-blue of her irises almost blended in the whites of her eyes, making her look like something else entirely in the dim lighting.

“Didn’t the rest of your team already make off with most of the temple by now?” Mical heard himself say, hardly realizing he was speaking as he was thinking, adrenaline coursing his veins as his mind worked tenfold to read the situation and stay calm beside it, now eager to get an answer out of the Echani after hours of his own interrogation, “What else is there?”

“We haven’t found the-” she started, her breath in a rush, but Irena bit her tongue. Her eyes narrowed as her posture changed completely, her anger dissolving into a cool, steely calm as she turned to face the front of the room, holding herself as dignified as she could while still restrained. “It doesn’t matter, they’ll be coming soon.”

“Oh, I’m sure,” Mical muttered, knowing there were only four, maybe five, other Echani in the wings. As for the Golden Company, he knew they were many, but for the man who was and wasn’t Wyland Rhell? Mical couldn’t be sure.

“They all secure?” a voice interrupted, a static piercing the momentary quiet. The merc plucked a comm from his belt and held it to his lips.

“Affirmative,” he said, keeping an eye on his captives as he spoke, “Send in Del-Nara when you’re ready.”

“Understood.”

“And you may want to keep an eye out for where these Echani have been storing their... bounty ,” he said, smiling eerily at Irena now, “They may have a cache of goods worth looking into.”

So the Echani were looking for something specific, and the Golden Company were as well. It would stand to reason they were both in search of the same thing, given that Irena alluded to a specific object of import and the merc referred to the current Echani inventory as more of a bonus than amain objective. Whatever it was, neither group had honed in on it yet, and apparently Wyland Rhell had the same idea - he watched the two curiously, eyeing each as they spoke, just as Mical was.

But Mical, too, was  watching. He eyed the imposter from across the room, waiting for him to notice. He could tell Wyland felt his gaze on him, purposefully avoiding eye contact until the moment was right. And when their eyes met, Mical’s blood ran cold.

I know.

Wyland Rhell’s face remained emotionless, betraying nothing of the words Mical swore he heard in his head before turning to face the front of the room again. A woman entered, burly and brusque as she nodded at the already-present mercenary and proceeded to gag each of them in turn, swathing their mouths with a rough fabric that made Mical shudder. Irena only glared over the edge of the cloth on her face, the thing hastily tacked to her person and clearly getting in her eyes. But the stranger Wyland Rhell watched Mical as his mouth was bound, not breaking eye contact.

I know you know , Mical heard in his mind, as if the man before him were speaking, though he knew he was not. And I’m going to make you tell me.

 


3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, Dock Hostel
Mission

 

“You’re a lot… taller than I remember,” Zayne said, trying to make conversation as Mission led him to the crew’s current room. He watched as she ascended the stairs, already dissolving into his usual charmingly awkward self.

“Well, that’s what happens when you grow up,” Mission joked, stroking one of her head tails, both of which had grown longer with age. “I’m not ten anymore.”

“Right, right, so I’m told,” Zayne chuckled gruffly. Mission looked at him sidelong and noticed that he still hadn’t managed to grow facial hair, or if he did he knew how to hide it well. It made him look younger than she knew he was, more like the version of him she’d remembered from Taris. He was much younger then, of course, but to a kid even teenagers seem like adults. It was odd, but even though she knew Zayne had matured, he still looked like the boyish, idealized version of him she’d had in her mind since she was a kid.

“So, let’s get a few things straight before we meet the others,” Mission said, changing gears. She couldn’t afford to be soft now, especially now that there was so much to keep track of and the news kept changing every damn day, “Who referred you to me, exactly?”

“Well, that’s the thing,” Zayne started, slowing his pace. Mission slowed to match, knowing they were about to launch into the land of backstory.

“Oh, here we go,” she muttered under her breath. Zayne either didn’t hear her or decided to continue without comment.

“You were supposed to make a pickup in the Outer Rim Territories, right?”

Mission stopped in full now, pausing on the step ahead of Zayne, gazing down at him unsurely from her new vantage point.

“How do you know about that?” she asked, her question coming out in a breath.

“You see, I was supposed to make the drop off.”

You’re heading the recovery operation? With Bastila?”

“The one and only,” Zayne confirmed, managing only to roll his eyes in the slightest. Mission laughed heartily despite herself, “But also… not exactly.”

Zayne watched her reaction carefully, but Mission was too confused and too self-aware to give him the satisfaction. He’d been waiting for this, knowing it might put a kink in things, or at least encite questions. She let her laugh die naturally on her face, letting it settle over her features as she waited for Zayne to speak, knowing she may not be so amused the more she learned.

“Please, do go on,” she implored, half-sarcastic, half-tired with all of this already. When she took this job, like any other she’d run lately, she was just in it for the credits and for the quick in-and-out, something to do so she and Big Z could feel useful without feeling bad about the law and all. Carth had at least been good about that. She liked knowing she was following Nevarra’s last orders, that she was getting something done, but she also didn’t like thinking about what that meant exactly, especially when it came to all the Jedi stuff. She knew it’d become important eventually, but she didn’t expect it to be now and she honestly didn’t want it to be ever . She wanted Nevarra to return in one piece, for the Jedi to be restored or whatever, and for everything to go back to normal… or at least plain stay they way they already were. With Zayne here, now, Mission was instantly brought back to Taris, when everything about life was a right mess - Zayne included. And it seemed not much had changed since then.

“My old master contacted me, asked me for my help,” Zayne said sheepishly, as if it meant anything to Mission, though she could tell it was probably something odd for him. “Being a non-Jedi myself and all, I wasn’t exactly prepared to get roped back into this mess.”

Zayne’s shoulders slumped as he went on, his resolve dissolving before her eyes as if he had something to answer for.

“But given what’s happened and-” Zayne looked away, swallowing hard, “I kind of have a bit of experience with it, actually.”

“With what, exactly?” Mission asked, careful to keep the guarded skepticism from her voice.

“Force-related stuff, objects not meant to be handled lightly.”

Mission and Zaalbar had only been trusted with their cargo because Bastila didn’t know of anyone else, save for the few Jedi she knew of. With the others in hiding, making any contact was sure to warrant the attention of whoever wanted to see the Jedi die out. Mission rarely ever had to deal with the cargo herself, only with the transport, and she wanted to keep it that way. She wanted to tell Zayne, but part of her knew it was no good. She was already in this mess and she’d have to see it through if she wanted to see herself out of it - if that was even an option, now. After trusting in Nevarra? After knowing Revan? Not likely.

Mission wondered if she really was too trusting for her own good. For a moment, she thought of Griff and how he’d laugh at her, reassuring… but there was nothing reassuring about that image.

“And how exactly did this friend of yours get pulled into the mess? He’s Republic, right?”

Now Zayne really looked guilty. His eyes darted around the cramped stairwell, anywhere than straight at Mission, before he nodded soberly.

“We met during the Mandalorian Wars. Mical was with the medic corps, a good guy. Our backgrounds were… similar. ” Zayne looked as if he might elaborate but quickly thought against it before continuing, “He’s always been a bit of a history buff, a nerd if you will. He’d found a few things during the war, either come across by soldiers he was tending to or found on scouting missions. Whenever Mical would find something, he’d comm me and I’d swing by, taking whatever it was and dropping it off with my old master, Lucien Draay. Before I was even a Jedi, he’d been collecting Force-related artifacts, particularly things that were… darker in nature. Things that weren’t safe if left out for just anyone to find. And lemme tell you, they found a lot of interesting stuff during the war.”

Mission’s skin grew cold, thinking of the package that General Valen now carried with her, of the stories that Orex told of where it had come from and where he had seen others like it.

“Mical had a funny feeling that it was more than just a coincidence, so he kept at it. He stayed in contact with Draay, working without me. I went and… did my own thing for a while. I hadn’t heard from any of them in so long and then… I get a call, from Master Draay. A relayed message, a warning, from before the conclave at Katarr - he may have even sent the damn thing while it was all happening-”

Zayne ran a nervous hand through his hair, almost shuddering at the thought of the massacre.

“Draay knew it was the end for the Jedi, but he knew their cache of dangerous objects needed to remain hidden, and that whatever else was left out in the galaxy needed to be found. He wasn’t sure who else hadn’t made it to conclave, save for me , for… obvious reasons, I guess. But he knew someone would need to contact this Bastila of yours, and continue his work, someone to keep up the drop-offs.”

“She sure ain’t my Bastila, but-” Mission laughed now, the pieces falling into place, “Well, I guess she is.”

For all her exasperating behavior, Mission figured she couldn’t have been more different than the stiff Jedi-in-hiding, but Bastila had also been a friend, a confidante, and after knowing someone like Revan those were hard to come by.

“Girl’s a character,” Zayne laughed, “We’d never have gotten along at the Academy, I’ll tell you that. But I’m not sure she knows who I am just yet…”

Mission cocked her head, curious, though she had a feeling she already knew the answer.

“Thing is, I’ve been following Draay’s orders, but I haven’t exactly… outed myself, you see? I have a feeling she knows I’m not Draay but that I can somehow be trusted. I’m not sure, exactly, but… does any of this make sense?”

Zayne sighed, suddenly out of breath, as his posture slumped against the railing beside them. Not much had changed, Mission was sure of that. Zayne was still the same old troublemaker, always explaining himself out of or into something.

“Well, sort of,” Mission said, crossing her arms over chest, “I get it though. Things are weird.”

Zayne looked relieved, though none too energetic about it, looking as if he might soon collapse into the nearest piece of furniture out of pure exhaustion once given the chance. Mission had a feeling more of the story would come out later, but there were still a few details she wanted to hammer out first.

“So this friend of yours, Mical?”

Zayne nodded and laughed, his voice hollow.

“Yeah, about that ,” he began, adjusting his posture so he stood up straight again, “Turns out he’s working for another friend of mine. A veteran, you might’ve heard of him.”

Mission waited a beat, even though she knew what was coming next.

“Lemme guess, Admiral Carth Onasi,” she drawled once Zayne failed to respond. His eyes widened, suddenly alert now, but Mission waved him off.

“I’m no Jedi, but I see where this is going, just- just tell me about this friend of yours and why he needs our help so badly.”

“I said Mical’d been looking for stuff, right? He’d been working in intelligence since the war, got news of a rogue Jedi or something. So he came here. And he - well… my friend found something. So he called, and I came. Only… I was a bit too late.”

“I see,” Mission said, sighing again as she took to the stairs, climbing towards the room where the others were waiting, “Best get to it then.”

She could feel Zayne bubble with questions as he caught up beside her, taking two steps to her every one just to keep up now. Mission shook her head, knowing she’d have to call Bastila, knowing she’d have to sort this mess out, and knowing there’d probably be a firefight by the end of the day to show for it.

“We’ve got a long day ahead of us.”

 


3951 BBY, Coruscant
Carth

 

Carth hated Coruscant. Always had.

It wasn’t much different from many other places he’d been, Telos least of all. At least before the war.

He used to think it was because of that - the memories, the familiarity. But other planets, similar in their makeup and overall volume, had hardly irked him as much as this one had. No, it wasn’t that. Perhaps it was the new memories he had here and the mere fact that he associated the damn place and the now empty apartment he seemed to haunt rather than live in. Yeah, that was most likely it.

Carth thumbed through his personal datapad as the lift kept bringing him up and up and even further up , absently rereading reports as if new words might appear between the ones he’d already memorized - anything to keep his mind off the anxiety mounting in his chest. If the Republic didn’t have problems worth solving about every nanosecond, Carth was sure he would have already driven himself insane with worry and second-guessing, though his preoccupation with work probably wasn’t much healthier.

He was already at the end of his message log when the lift stopped, perching gracefully at the level he had keyed into the console what now felt like ages ago. Rain greeted him and his unsuspecting face. Blinking his damp welcome away, Carth pocketed his datapad and blended into the crowd as best he could. Hood drawn, as anyone with a desire to remain anonymous might, Carth was glad the rain masked any appearance of “trying too hard”. Carth was a soldier, he wasn’t trained to blend in and he had been told often enough that he didn’t know when to make himself quiet, small, and unnoticed – though he knew what they really meant was that he was incapable of keeping his opinions to himself. Well, that much was true, and any grumblings about the weather would at least go unnoticed for now and dismissed as “small talk”, thank the Maker .

As discussed, Carth made eye contact with no one, shuffled along with traffic, and ducked under the awning of a storefront, nodded at the cashier, and disappeared behind its many aisles. Once at the back of the store, he slipped through the service door and into a room full of other doors, each duller and more indiscriminate than the last. One of these doors was a closet, and within that closet was another, smaller, closet, and within that closet was another door, and beyond that door there was a lift. And waiting at the lift was Bastila Shan.

“We can’t keep meeting like this,” she sighed as he approached.

Carth paused, briefly considering making a joke but thinking the better of it.

“You’re telling me, sister,” he muttered, a smirk teasing his mouth though he chewed his lip to hide it.

Bastila watched him for a moment, her eyes rolling once the turn-of-phrase dawned on her. The lift doors opened and Bastila ushered him inside.

“So, what news?” she asked, staring straight ahead as she stood beside Carth.

Carth fidgeted with his datapad again, choosing to start from the beginning, to buy himself time.

“With another one of our ships missing, the closest Republic vessel we had was the Harbinger . We can’t afford to reroute it, not unless we want to garner suspicion. They’re set to arrive at Telos in a few days, five tops.”

Five days ?” Bastila reaffirmed sternly.

“It’s the closest Republic ship we have in the Outer Rim. We’ve already come up with a cover, and it isn’t even a ship for diplomatic transport, but it should all check out. It has so far.”

Carth had practically rehearsed this line all day, as if he needed to convince not only Bastila but himself as well.

“And with whom , exactly? The Republic?” Bastila snapped.

If Carth wasn’t already on edge, her shortness with him would have done it, and it took a lot for him to reign his own temperament in at the thought even now.

Yes, with the Republic ,” he replied, gritting his teeth as he tried to keep his cool, “ As we discussed , we don’t know who may be watching us, but someone certainly is. We need to take every precaution we can. I’m practically lying to my own men. To myself , even.”

If he had any other choice, Carth would have been the one to extract the Exile from Tatooine. Hell, the mess there may not have even happened if he had. With news of her records’ release, he could have been there before the woman knew anything was amiss - or anyone else on that backwater planet, for that matter. But it wasn’t worth regretting now. Carth had faith in Mission and Zaalbar. He had no reason not to trust them. He knew they would not only understand his instructions but his position, as well. There was only so much he could tell them, and there was only so much they could work with. The pair had done well so far. The General was given new clothes, a backstory, and Republic clearance, and according to Mission her boarding had gone off without a hitch, its commanding officers none the wiser. Now, as long as the Harbinger made it to Telos without issue…

“I know , I know,” Bastila sighed after a few tense moments, the pair of them still waiting in complete darkness as the lift brought them down, down, down after Carth had already travelled what felt like the length of Coruscant to get up to their pre-arranged meeting place . “This mess has made liars out of all of us. Even I don’t technically exist.”

“I know,” Carth said, “We don’t know what Jedi are left, but for all we know whatever wiped them out at that conclave is also responsible for our missing ships. That’s two now, and several others delayed. They say the equipment’s faulty, and there’s talk of a black hole edging into the Outer Rim.”

Carth watched Bastila mull this information over silently, though he had a feeling what ran through her mind. Was there really a black hole in the far reaches of Republic space? Or was there something darker out there? Waiting?

Bastila sighed, wrapping her arms around herself.

“It’s just, just-“

Everything?” Carth finished. It was inarticulate, but enough for the Jedi beside him to understand, apparently. She nodded, exasperated.

“There’s so much going on, so much I didn’t realize at first.”

None of us realized. We got too comfortable,” Carth said, thinking of his empty apartment, his empty bed, and how full everything had felt before Nevarra left and became Revan again, or at least left to follow in the footsteps of her former self.

The lift doors opened, revealing another maze of halls and doors, a tangled web of old, abandoned offices Carth still hadn’t asked Bastila how she managed to hide. He was almost familiar with the route now, following the young Jedi to her personal workplace.

Too comfortable ,” Bastila said after a while, considering the words as she said them, slowly. “Too comfortable, indeed.”

An unsure look crossed her face as she opened the door, letting Carth inside before using the Force to close it at his back. Carth swung around, mildly surprised, and watched as the doors swiftly met in the center of the frame, sealing shut. Bastila wasn’t one to use her powers for frivolous things, closing perfectly functional doors being one of them.

When Carth turned back around, the office was lit but the walls were dark, hiding the academy beyond from view of the transparent glass that surrounded them. Bastila was already seated at the console on the far side of the room.

“So, what’s this other news you needed to tell me?” she said in a rushed almost-whisper, clearly as anxious as he was.

“Well, it’s not good,” Carth started, already apprehensive, still unbelieving.

“I gathered as much,” Bastila snapped.

Carth inhaled slowly and exhaled, commanding his body to release all the tension it held. His shoulders slumped slightly, but his body did not seem to want to take orders.

“They found her ship,” he said, his voice catching, chest tight. “ Our ship.”

Bastila blanched and turned towards him, her face going white.

“The Ebon Hawk ?”

Carth nodded, collapsing into a couch on the opposite side of the room. Saying the words seemed to release everything. He dropped his datapad on the table in front of him, his hands rushing to nurse his temples.

“Where?” Bastila pressed, waiting patiently now. Her voice was softer, but she remained stern, trying to be strong for the both of them. Carth glanced up at her, thinking he could almost laugh. She was trying. She really was. Little did she know it only made him feel worse . He was a grown man for kriffing sake. And it’s not like he hadn’t lost someone before.

“In the Outer Rim. Peragus System.”

“Peragus?” Bastila asked, voice flat.

Carth nodded, “Not far from Telos.”

“Do you think she was on her way back? That she had found something? That maybe someone-?”

Bastila couldn’t bear to finish her thought, a concerned hand reaching for her mouth, as if to massage the words out of her but none came.

Carth shook his head.

“She wasn’t on board.”

“Not on-?“ Bastila started, stopping herself, already too wrought with questions to continue.

“They found an old woman in the med bay and a malfunctioning T3 unit in the cockpit.”

“T3,” Bastila repeated, hollow, almost wistful. “But this woman, was she Revan’s Master? The one Nevarra had gone looking for?”

Carth noticed how she distinguished the two – Revan and Nevarra – perhaps still guilty for what she and the Jedi had done. Or uncertain as to what repercussions their actions had, even now.

“Who knows, nothing came up on her. She seems to be in bad shape,” Carth answered, watching the young woman as he spoke.

Bastila did not make eye contact. Instead her gaze turned inward, her eyes fixating on a thought as she stood and began to pace the room.

“I forget how old Kae was when she was still at the Academy. I was still so young, but she could not have been that old,” she mused.

“You forget how unforgiving people can be when it comes to women and their age,” Carth reminded her, thinking of all the senior female officers still on the receiving end of undeserved flak and underestimation.

Bastila nodded, agreeing, but didn’t look at him.

“Where is the ship now?”

“I told the Harbinger crew to salvage it, to take in anyone on board,” Carth answered evenly despite the empty feeling in his chest.

“And they aren’t set to arrive at Telos for another five days at the most, I think I know the rest,” Bastila finished in a huff. She stopped pacing and fell back into the chair poised by her personal console, a hand still cradling her chin.

“She must have been returning, otherwise why would the Ebon Hawk be way out there?” she said after a minute’s pause and a moment’s thinking, “The last coordinates sent by T3 were from Tatooine, that’s a completely different sector.”

“Maybe that was the last time Nevarra was on the ship,” Carth offered, “Maybe she found her Master, maybe she-“

His ideas ended there, dissolving into a slew of endless what ifs he didn’t want to speak truth to .

“Perhaps,” Bastila sighed, “Where was the ship exactly?”

“That’s the other thing,” Carth said, leaning forward and watching Bastila for a moment before continuing. She locked eyes with him this time, unsure of what was about to escape his mouth, “It was found in a dead lock with a ghost ship. A Sith ship. From the Star Forge.”

“Sith,” Bastila echoed, her eyes going wide, “ Sith .”

Carth could only nod. Neither of them spoke, but he had a feeling that the thoughts rushing through Bastila’s mind were not unlike the ones he’d already turned over in his head a thousand times. What if Nevarra had fallen back into Revan again? What if her old students found her after fleeing Republic Space?

“There’s no point in worrying,” Bastila said suddenly, the words tumbling out of her mouth in a rush, “We’re already doing all that we can, we’re being careful. There’s nothing we can do but wait.”

As annoyed as he wanted to be with her change of tone, Carth knew this was Bastila’s way of comforting herself, of comforting him . In her own way, at least.

They sat in silence, soaking it in, feeling the weight of it. Carth almost felt calmer, and he wondered if Bastila were somehow harnessing her Battle Meditation to ease their worry. It wouldn’t do to think irrationally, not now, not when they needed to be careful, not when they still knew nothing of the threat that loomed on the horizon if there even was one, not while they still didn’t know why Nevarra left or what happened to her.

“Bastila, I-“

“Carth, there’s something else.”

He blinked.

“Something… else?”

Bastila nodded, waiting for his reaction, though it never really came. Carth felt a bit numb already, not ready for more bad news.

“I only just heard of this an hour ago,” Bastila lead with, turning around now, giving Carth little confidence in what was to follow, “I think we might have a situation.”

“A situation ?” Carth repeated. “You mean, other than what’s already going on?”

Bastila hastily tucked a temperamental lock of hair behind her ear several times as her console booted up, images forming on the screen as Carth stood up and watched on over her shoulder. A report manifested, complete with images and notes, detailing a Jedi academy on Nespis VIII.

“As you know, I had been keeping tabs on all the old academies, temples, and other Jedi headquarters since Katarr. Part of the Housekeeping Initiative-” she said, glancing at him momentarily before looking away, referring to Revan’s last orders, as if all of this already wasn’t a result of Nevarra’s final correspondence with the both of them, “There are other Jedi stationed all over the galaxy as you know, keeping watch, in hiding.”

“There’s an academy there?” Carth pointed to the screen, thinking it was no coincidence the Exile had just been there, and Mission and Zaalbar were still awaiting orders not too far away.

Bastila nodded.

“And it now appears to be under Echani jurisdiction. Their credentials check out.”

“Credentials?”

Bastila opened another file, a document of authorization appearing before them.

“It’s not so much a sanction, but they were granted rights by the station,” Bastila said, her voice stiff with dissatisfaction, “Without any formal Jedi to say otherwise, and with us all in hiding, they have the right to turn over the building to anyone with a claim to it.”

“And who would that be?”

Bastila shrugged, defeated.

“Does the Force tell you anything?”

Bastila rolled her eyes.

“That’s not how the Force works , Carth.”

“I know, I know, I was just - I don’t know - hoping it might be,” he admitted, turning away as he felt his face reddening. “I’ll have my people look into it. We should be able to recover any records at least, find out where this claim comes from.”

“I contacted what other Jedi I could, but there’s no knowing what others might be in hiding, ones we don’t know about,” Bastila continued, composing herself again, “And to be honest, I don’t blame them. With all that’s happened, anyone left may not know that others still remain, and looking for them could lead to trouble.”

“And I’m assuming the situation wouldn’t be much better if we did the same,” Carth mused, beginning to pace the area behind Bastila’s chair.

“Well, that’s precisely the thing…” Bastila began.

“That thing being?” he said, trying to coax an answer out of her.

“I’ve heard from one,” Bastila answered finally.

“What do you mean?”

“Mission contacted me,” she said, “Her message was coded-“

“Smart girl,” Carth muttered under his breath, still listening.

“She said a Jedi contacted her . A Jedi that knew you .”

“Me? Since when have I-?”

Carth almost caught himself saying Since when did have I had Jedi friends?, but saw the impatient look on Bastila’s face and thought the better of it.

“I take it you know this Zayne Carrick?”

Zayne Carrick.

The hair on Carth’s neck stood on end.

“Yes,” he said, the memories rushing back – a plucky stow away, just a boy, begging that Carth bring him to Admiral Saul Karath, who only wanted him for the murder of his fellow Jedi students. Carth had believed Zayne, there was something about the kid that made Carth think he wasn’t a murderer, no, couldn’t be. Then again, he had had similar thoughts about Karath as well as the man Carrick requested they contact, a man named Squint, a man Carth would later come to know as Darth Malak.

“Carth?”

Bastila’s voice brought him out of the past. He shook his head and steadied himself, focusing on her slate grey eyes as they watched him intently.

“I knew him, yes,” he affirmed, “What did he want? Was he in some sort of trouble?”

“He was looking for someone of yours, actually. A Republic Scout named Mical.”

Carth nodded, then shook his head.

“Part of Rell’s team, the girl we sent to pick up the Exile.”

Bastila’s eyes went wide for a moment, shaking her head along with Carth, not liking the sound of any of this the more each of them spoke. She swallowed slowly, watching for his reaction.

“Apparently this Zayne had been working with a colleague of mine, the very one whose artifacts Mission and Zaalbar have been transporting. One we lost at Katarr, I now realize. I’d hoped-”

Bastila paused, bringing a hand to her mouth to stifle whatever involuntary sound threatened to erupt at the thought of the incident. She shook her head again, willing the feeling away and looking Carth square in the eye again, keen on continuing.

“Odd, isn’t it?” Carth said after a moment, his voice betraying his suspicion, almost on purpose.

“That wasn’t all,” Bastila continued, darkly, ignoring Carth’s near-sarcasm but mirroring his thoughts in her expression, eyebrows raised as if to say of course this would happen , despite the uncertainty clearly blooming in both of their chests. “Aside from this Zayne’s connection to one of yours as well as one of mine, the last he’d heard of your Republic Scout, he was at this precise academy.”

“The… academy currently overrun by Echani?”

“The very one,” Bastila answered, “Now, what I can’t figure out is why the Echani of all people would be interested in the Jedi.”

“From what I remember the Echani don’t have a high regard for Jedi,” Carth said darkly, “Didn’t Revan ki-“

He stopped himself. Didn’t Revan kill one of their decorated generals? She had, and he knew it. But it still felt strange – remembering who she had been, what she had done, and wondering why .

Bastila watched him, aware of his inner dilemma, and Carth was sure she was thinking the same of her missing friend and mentor.

“His name was Yusanis,” she began, her eyes darting about as she mentally fit pieces of an unseen puzzle together, “Master Atris was to send our regards after the incident. I believe she was well-received, but again that was some time ago.”

“Atris is the woman who tracked the Exile, right?” Carth said, goosebumps spreading over his skin as the coincidences piled up.

“Indeed, and she was a renowned Jedi Historian.”

“And… dead , as I recall,” Carth tried to find a better word for it, but instead resorted to softening his voice as if it might sound more respectful despite his vocabulary failing him. Bastila glanced at him sidelong but didn’t press further on the issue, continuing only with the matter at hand.

“This is true, but,” Bastila paused, “The coincidences are certainly strange.”

“I don’t like this,” Carth said, “If you ask me there are too many of these damn coincidences.”

Bastila thought for a moment, her eyes faraway, before an uncharacteristic laugh erupted from her throat. Carth balked.

“Bastila, I don’t see-“

“I’m sorry,” she apologized, lowering herself into her chair again, “But perhaps you were right, for once.”

“Right? About what?”

“About the Force,” she continued, her laugh dissolving as she took a few measured breaths, “ There are no such things as coincidences, there is only the Force."

 

Notes:

It's been more than a while since I last updated. I was working on another fic in the meanwhile (now finished) but what kept this in hiatus for so long was mostly a mixture of a move, lots of weddings and travel, a new job, and not knowing what to do with Erebus in the library, plus I had made the mistake of spending too much time on it and spreading it out when it all could have really been split into two chapters. The other fic I worked on in the interim was clear-cut and therefore easier to write despite all this life stuff, and once I was done with it I still had to come back and re-read what I'd recently written for this fic and basically reacquaint myself with what I had planned. I've finally settled on a course of action, though (there were several options, which was the main problem, and I kept flip-flopping...) so the next chapter will focus mainly on tying up that plotline (finally!). Otherwise, as long as it's taken me to get to Peragus, I realize a lot of this other stuff needed to happen in order to build up for the post-game events that I have planned, so while a lot of this feels like a total retcon of kotor 2, trust me, it will all make sense. I hope *fingers crossed* Thanks to everyone who's stuck it out with me so far - it really means a lot :)

Chapter 16: Unknown Exodus

Summary:

Just as Brianna and Atris’ other handmaidens plan to infiltrate the Jedi Academy to retrieve their sister, Darth Erebus plots an impromptu escape before it's too late.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, Jedi Academy
The Last Handmaiden

The Jedi temple on Nespis VIII wasn't unlike any other that Brianna had visited in recent months, scouring the sites for anything lost or left behind for her Mistress to reclaim and keep safe. But this one… this one felt haunted somehow.

The halls were full of mercenaries, yes, but Brianna also felt other eyes on her, hidden ones. Arianna seemed unworried, at least by anything other than the present threat. When they re-entered the temple, they were greeted by its new occupants, as well as Orenna and Ursa, accompanied by Liana via comm. Irena was still in the archives somewhere, unable to answer, though they took it as a sign that she was captured or at least unable to escape safely.

They sisters four took out the front guard easily enough, at least the outer-lying scouts whose absence would not be noted for some time yet. They needed to get Irena and the items secured beneath the temple out with as little of a commotion as possible. Liana told them the docks were already on near lock-down, the Golden Company having made themselves comfortable there, too.

"You're lucky things hadn't quite gotten this bad on Tatooine, sister," Arianna had breathed as they retreated into the temple shadows again once they were safe inside to make their next move. "Things here aren't looking much better."

Brianna nodded, unsure whether to consider her sister's comment a token of concern or a backhanded insult, as if to say that Brianna couldn't handle herself without her sisters there to save her. But the feeling at the nape of her neck drew her away from any inner questioning, wondering instead who was watching them, and from where.

They were hidden in the alcove above the main doors, crouched in the dilapidated entrance to the ventilation system. Brianna eyed their surroundings, knowing her sisters were more than capable, but curious nonetheless if they could feel it too. Her skin was covered in goosebumps, prickled from her wrists up to her shoulders, trailing down back, as she hazarded a glance behind her to see if anyone was there. She knew she would find nothing but darkness, but somehow, in the shadow she knew something was waiting, watching.

She stood still, her sisters still speaking in whispers so quiet they could be mistaken for near silence, locking eyes with the darkness. Something shifted, the weight of the air around them, the temperature of the alcove, something… something.

"Brianna?"

Unmoving, Brianna stared still, waiting for the slightest sign of movement, of something, though she knew not what.

The air beside them seemed to solidify before her eyes for a moment, and then… sighed?

"Brianna-" Arianna gripped her arm, but Brianna snatched it back, and in doing so unlatched her staff and extended it as she stood, thrusting it into the empty air… only to hit something that was certainly not nothing.

A figure rippled into existence, forming from nothing, a figure completely clad in black whose chest was now wreathed in a deep dripping red.

"Quick, there's more of them," Brianna said before she knew what was happening, before she'd registered what she'd just done and how. Several figures spirited into being before them, all poised on the edge of the alcove as if they'd been perched there, waiting.

With another parry she managed to knock another off the ledge while Arianna reached around her and kicked the leg out from another. Five remained.

Brianna had not seen a foe like this before, but they reminded her of someone. Someone still fresh in her memory.

The remaining figures readied themselves as they passively allowed their comrades to fall, the expressionless masks betraying nothing of their next move. Arianna grappled with the first, while another figure leapt across the gap to reach Orenna. Three stood facing Brianna, each with a weapon in hand, and each ready to fly.

Within the span of a moment, time froze, as it did once… in a dream? Brianna did not have the time to remember, though a flicker of a memory, a half-thought, flitted through her mind before she calculated the moves she needed to take down the three foes standing before her. Almost without thinking, she hooked her staff with the first silhouette, feeling the electricity travel from its shock-stick to hers, snaking its way through her hands and up her arms. Instead of reeling, she felt herself absorbing the shock of the contact as she pulled downward, using gravity to her advantage. At that moment, the second figure poised to pull a trigger, but with Brianna's staff still on the down-turn she spun and kicked out, slamming her booted foot into the figure's hip to send them flying, the rifle's aim skewed just enough to hit one of the assailants behind her as they grappled with Arianna still. Now the third stood ready, needle-thin blades in each hand. As she landed, Brianna ducked, instinctively avoiding the first blade as she came up on the second, grabbing the hand of her attacker before they could lash out, using her staff to fling the first blade out of their hand. As one blade tumbled to the antechamber below, Brianna thrust the hand of the figure down so they fell along with it, toppling to the floor along with the others.

Turning, she found Arianna, Orenna and Ursa staring at her wide-eyed with only two assailants between them, now incapacitated on the floor.

"...Well done," Ursa finally uttered, her voice colored impressed yet tinged with something more like… disgust? Fear?

Brianna could only nod humbly, still catching her breath. She retracted and reattached her staff to her belt and slowly moved towards them.

Arianna and Orenna nodded, near-dumbfounded, exchanging glances as Brianna carefully made her way over the broken floorboards to where they stood, wary not to fall along with those… foes she dispatched.

"Now who are they, I wonder?" she said, her heart racing, unsure of what just happened, of what her sisters thought of her now, and whether she might finally be worthy of them.

Whatever similar thoughts ran through her sisters' heads dissipated at the question, Arianna taking the lead as she often did.

"Judging by their garb?" Arianna began, nudging one of the bodies with the tip of her boot, "Not a mercenary, that's for sure. I've seen some of this material used in other armors, older ones. Orenna, do you remember?"

Arianna knew the answer, but asked Orenna as if testing her. Orenna nodded, accepting the challenge, before kneeling to get a closer look. Her fingers hovered over one of the masked faces, as if curious to see the person beneath, but instead her hands moved to the figure's arm, running her fingers along their greaves. She paused before looking up at her sisters again, looking at them each in turn.

"We've found similar armor before, on the Outer Rim bordering the Unknown Regions. Get a closer look, sister."

Brianna watched cautiously as Arianna nodded at her, beckoning that she do as Orenna asked, almost afraid of what she might find, though she already had some idea. She knelt slowly, looking at more than just their greaves, but examining the rest of their armor, turning the body this way and that as if it were a training doll. Brianna's blood ran cold then, realizing what she'd done, knowing that this were her first real… kill. Her sisters seemed unfazed, perhaps having already done this on other excursions she was excluded from, or perhaps they just didn't care. They were trained not to, afterall, but Brianna couldn't help but feel unsteady, the air around them somehow thinner. She examined the now-corpse, suddenly aware of the rest of the temple, sensing the movement in the lower rooms, knowing there were others nearby, and the sheer weight of what remained hidden beneath it all. But was that because she knew how important Atris' work was? Or was it something else?

"Sith," Brianna breathed finally, though tension still mounted in her chest, "I'm certain."

"Assassins, I would assume," Ursa added. Arianna nodded, Orenna as well. "There are likely more of them, though try to keep count. We need to let Mistress know every detail."

So Atris' plan was unfolding. Was it just how she expected it to happen? Brianna couldn't get a good enough read on the woman to be sure, but every time she spoke with her, Mistress seemed even more on edge. She wondered if Atris had been the same when consulting her sisters, though she doubted the present situation brought their Mistress any pleasure, regardless if her predictions were correct or not.

"We need to get to that cache," Ursa urged them, readying her weapons again, "If the Golden Company is here and if the Sith are here then who knows what could happen if these relics fall into the wrong hands."

Arianna nodded, but Brianna shook her head.

"What is hidden here, exactly?" she asked. Arianna had explained the situation somewhat before they arrived, and they had learned of the mercenary group's arrival together via comm, but she was fuzzy on the other details. Why were the they here exactly? And how much of a coincidence was it that they ran into each other? Was this all part of Atris' plan? Was this part of what she had forseen? Was that why Brianna was sent to watch the Exile? Because Atris knew all of this was supposed to happen? That all of these paths would intersect somehow?

"Relics from the Great Sith War," Arianna confirmed, interrupting Brianna's already-rampant thoughts, "I'm not surprised the Sith would show themselves, though it's bold of them to appear like this. Mistress would be concerned."

"These are not just any relics of Kun or Qel-Droma," Ursa replied, though she did not emphasize, nor did she answer Brianna's question. "Mistress foresaw this, though I don't think she believed it would happen again so soon."

Ursa turned to Brianna now, her face stern, her eyes sad almost, betraying worry.

"We cannot let them have it," Ursa said, "By any means."

Arianna nodded in agreement. "If it falls into the hands of a Sith Lord, what then?" she said, her hypothetical question hanging in the air like a noose about their necks, for they all knew the answer.

"We mourn the galaxy, that's what."

Brianna's skin ran cold, thinking of the man from Anchorhead, his bright green eyes alight with anger as she came down on him in the Czerka loading bay, the way he snarled as he looked at the Exile only moments before, electricity snaking up his arms as sparks sputtered from his fingertips. Was he a Sith? Atris was far too distracted to give her an answer, too concerned with the Exile to note it. Or perhaps Brianna had not been clear? Would she regret not detailing the fight further? Would Atris find out? Angry that she had faced a dark Jedi on her own without making sure he did not follow her?

"Ready?"

Brianna looked to her sisters, their weapons at the ready, shaking the uneasiness from her mind.

She nodded, unsure of what lay before them, and what else their service to Atris might have them do. Brianna turned, hazarding a glance over the balcony of the alcove into the depths of the entryway below, spotting the lifeless bodies of the people she'd just … killed. Faceless, it was easier to accept, but there was still a gnawing inner worry she couldn't pinpoint. She was proud of her own quick-thinking, and she knew she would be dead had she not acted. Still, this was a first. And likely not the last.

Unbothered, her sisters accepted her compliance and moved onward.

"I was unable to conduct full checks on the men we had in custody," Ursa whispered to them as they quietly maneuvered around the ruined upper levels of the temple, careful to watch for the patrols below and careful not to make a sound, "But Irena is likely still trapped with them."

"We shall handle them as we handle the mercenaries," Orenna affirmed for them, coming to a decision on her sisters' behalf, "They are not our concern, unless they get in our way."

Brianna trailed behind her sisters, watching on as Arianna and Ursa nodded in unison. Orenna didn't even look to see if Brianna agreed, or had even heard what she said. Her eyes trailed along as she walked, discerning each shadow with more scrutiny than usual, suddenly afraid that the very air around them would move again and come to life, revealing more assassins laying in wait.

"We can circle around the archive, come up on it from the west end," Ursa went on, careful to keep herself hidden as she gave orders. Brianna glanced over the lip of the broken balcony as they snuck along its few precarious supports, spying the mercenaries making their rounds below, "It would be best to distract them, get Irena out of there unnoticed-"

"But surely they will notice she is gone," Arianna interjected. "How do we go about drawing their attention elsewhere?"

"That was my next point-" Ursa began, pausing now and lowering her voice even more. "Brianna, you have the shard Mistress gifted you, yes?"

Almost stunned, Brianna paused before nodding. She reached into her pocket and handed the odd device to Ursa. Her sister plucked it from her palm and shook it, using her nail to reach miniscule buttons affixed to one of its rougher edges to make a few adjustments.

"We can disrupt their comms with this," she said, stopping in full now that they were all standing in the shadows of another alcove along the upper wall, Brianna careful not to bump into any hidden assassins as she ducked out of view beside her sisters. In the dark, the white of their hair still gave them away, but with their hoods drawn the white appeared grey, and the grey melted seamlessly into the shadows around them, appearing as visual snow, an optic equivalent of white noise. Another design discovered by Atris, from the depths of some other ancient archive.

"We need to-"

"Wait!"

Brianna hardly heard the word as it escaped her own throat in an urgent whisper, unsure of why she said it just as an image appeared in her mind - bodies falling to the floor; blood coating the walls; a static ring permeating the space as the air slowed; a room filled to the brim with cold flames, ragged and flickering; a man escaping through a door, unseen, as time hastened to catch up with him.

What is this? Brianna thought, her breath quickening, blinking hard as her sisters all stared at her wide-eyed.

"Brianna, we can't-"

Blinking furiously still, the vision focused, like a kaleidoscope folding in on itself until a single image remained - Irena crushed beneath the weight of the temple, the walls closing in on her until no breath escaped her lungs, the life snuffed out of her in an instant.

Without thinking, Brianna launched herself over the edge of the second landing, somehow regaining her footing quickly enough to burst into a run once her feet hit the uneven floor. The two mercenaries standing outside the door were already on the floor, but she didn't have the time to wonder how or why. Ahead of her, electric tendrils slowly snaked their way through the lip of the plasteel door wedged into the wall, crawling upward like cracks forming in ice. And when Brianna kicked it down, the mechanism sparking as it came loose from the frame, the room's inhabitants remained silent and still as stone while death threatened to consume them.

"Brianna-!"

Her sisters appeared behind her just as the walls began to crumble, the electric energy now spread over every inch of the room, the people inside still unaware of their impending doom. Brianna's eyes flashed to the center of the room, searching for the source - a cryoban grenade, a disruptruptor set to self-destruct - but all she saw was a flash of black as a man exited the room, disappearing through the other side just as the door collapsed around him once the flames took hold, just like her vision.

Atris had warned them of powers like this, especially once she had returned from the failed Jedi conclave, her head in her hands. Their exercises had first doubled, then tripled, their workload exponential in the days and weeks to follow the disaster, their Mistress growing more distraught with every passing hour. The Dark Side is destruction. The Dark Side is death.

Remnants of a dream trickled back to her in an instant - falling snow stilling in the air, a woman found upon the mountain, the weight of her heavy yet amorphous as Brianna and her sisters brought her to Atris for a reckoning - but just as the finer details found footing, they slipped through her mind again, raced away by one final flash of the man from Anchorhead, the man now exiting the room she was entering, seemingly responsible for the carnage within.

The walls started hurtling towards the floor as if in low gravity, chunks breaking apart as time slowed, sending her into a nightmare made real. Brianna's sisters stilled behind her, but Brianna jolted forward as soon as she saw Irena's wide eyes from across the room. She dodged the falling debris, grabbing her elder sister by the hands before releasing her, urging her onward before realizing that Irena, too, was moving as if sedated.

It wasn't until she had Irena out of the chair that she saw the bodies, some splayed with blood on the floor while a slew of other assassins stood frozen, poised around the room like sentient statues. Unmoving, they would soon become unstuck, but if the room were to collapse... She had to get out of there, fast.

Her vision unfolded in reverse, the ringing appearing and resounding just as the realization struck her, Irena in hand. Without thinking, Brianna pulled Irena beside her, making up for her sluggish pace as she dodged the two bloodied corpses on the floor and the assassins sinking to join them from underneath the weight of the collapsing room. Brianna ducked and slid, pulling Irena along with her, before the world around her turned dark and deep and black, the ringing intensifying and occupying every inch of her brain until she knew nothing more...


3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, Jedi Academy
Darth Erebus

The boy's mind was difficult to crack, but Erebus managed it. He waited for the moment when the stranger's breath would catch, caught off-guard by the words spoken to him in secret, startled by the voice heard only in the confines of his mind before Erebus sunk in his proverbial teeth. Erebus even managed to coax a smile out of him - though a nervous one at that - a smile that went lax the moment it was in full bloom, losing fire like the expression of a dying man knowing full well this was his last breath. Does he know? Can he tell?

He knew the blond man could hear him, but could he see what he was doing? Could he tell that Erebus had pried open his thoughts enough to peek at what lay on the surface, to now know that his name was Mical, and all before rummaging further to find what he was looking for? The thought never stopped Erebus before, but the look in the stranger's eyes - so bright and so blue - he thought twice. Perhaps… and if so, the boy's Pazaak face was one for the books.

It was only the fraction of a second. Mical would likely not remember this part, and the others around them were far too preoccupied to notice. The two mercs stood talking in barely hushed whispers at the end of the room while the Echani focused all of her energy on appearing poised, perhaps as much for herself as it was a front to those who now held her captive.

Knowing he was unseen, at least for now, Erebus delved deeper, Mical's face now betraying no emotion.

Erebus had almost blanched when he'd heard of what Nihilus had done at Katarr. Erebus was the one to tell him about the conclave, the meeting spearheaded by his old Jedi Master, Atris. Part of him felt the invitation was meant for him, that it was not quite as intercepted as he made it out to be, intended more as a jab that Erebus had abandoned his post on Coruscant and was no longer welcomed, though perhaps only if he dared. Nihilus had laughed his inhuman laugh at the intel, the air momentarily sucked from the room as if an airlock had been opened, but Nihilus had never once doubted Erebus' words. This was the news he was waiting for, the prophecy come to light. His hunger would be abated, and Erebus would be paid handsomely for it… had Nihilus not returned with a new student, a pet.

But this… this… was something else. Judging by Mical's memory, there was a cache of Sith artifacts secured beneath the temple that would more than satiate Nihilus' interest, but more importantly, it linked to the reason Erebus dealt in artifacts in the first place, why he had ultimately chosen to become a Jedi after once fearing them, why he chose to pursue the title of Historian under Atris, and why he ultimately entered Nihilus' employ… and somehow, in spite of all of that, it also somehow linked back to his sister, to the artifact she left on his ship as payment for the notes she stole, an invitation to something larger, something yet unknown…

Before Erebus could truly register the weight of it all - the unending coincidences and the sheer marvel of the items he now knew lay buried beneath the temple - the air about them rippled again.

One by one, their mercenary sentinels fell without a word, the static from their comms reaching deaf ears as shock-staffs materialized through their rib cages, blood-spatter coating the room in a shuddering instant. Irena stiffened with a sharp intake of breath, and Erebus ripped himself from Mical's mind, perhaps a bit too sharply, though time did not grant him the luxury of using the Force with any grace. It did, instead, leave his fingertips bristling, electricity pooling in his palms.

As the bodies hit the floor, other bodies materialized to take their place, much as the mercenaries had appeared before… only these bodies were Sith. Erebus knew them instantly by their garb, ancient in origin and designed for both stealth and the fluid movement required for their brute strength. Sion's legion of Sith Assassins.

Without a second thought, Erebus let everything go. With a sharp crack, Erebus' restraints dissolved in a flash of violet-white light. Standing, he cast his arm out until the air around him stilled, the Sith Assassins' cover slow-dissolving at the far end of the room as if their stealth were aged honey. He wouldn't have much time, not knowing how long his Force Slow would hold, having only ever attempted it once before. The Echani woman watched him wide-eyed, but otherwise did not move, her white face and hair marred by the blood of their now-dead captors, her hands and eyes still as stone.

Erebus rushed the table and slid across it, landing unsurely on the other side, adrenaline coursing through him. Fingers fumbling, Erebus undid Mical's restraints, only wisps of electricity sparking at the tips of his hands as he worked, hardly able to snap the fibers before his powers gave out. But everyone else in the room moved as if underwater, Erebus moving inhumanely fast though out of breath as he finally snapped Mical's hands free and whispered, "We have to move - now!"

Not quite realizing how the words would sound in the man's head, Erebus lifted him up out of the chair and leapt toward the nearest door just as time began to catch up with him. Fear bubbling in his throat like bile, he closed his eyes and soaked the fear in, letting it steep into every fiber of his being before opening his eyes again, instantly sending the entire room up in electricity.

The walls began crumbling in slow-motion before quickly falling to the ground around them just as Erebus lead Mical out of the storeroom and into another dark hallway, then steered him into the nearest service duct, his teeth clanging in his skull before the dust could even settle.

"In here," he said, time now fully in motion again, sound traveling at its normal speed.

Going on his brief mapping of the building through Force Sight from earlier, the fastest way out of the action was do go deeper - closer to where he needed to go, but also likely where the horde would soon be as well. That was why they were here, was it not? He didn't have the time, or the strength, to reach out with the Force again, to get another read on the place. Now, they needed to move.

"Wh-why - where are we-?" Mical was still recovering from his Force-induced stupor as well as Erebus' Force Slow, his senses likely rushing back to him faster than he could reconcile.

"There's no time for that," Erebus explained in a hushed whisper, "You're going to have to trust me if you want to live."

Part of Erebus knew that he was fooling the man, at least to some degree, but he also knew he was being earnest. He wasn't sure what this Mical was capable of other than rattling off facts that could rival his own skills, but regardless of what he could do Erebus was his best shot at avoiding Sion's Sith and anyone else in this temple. Erebus was done playing games and playing parts. There wasn't time for anything else. If he had to, he would tell Mical everything, but for now all that mattered was that the man believe him.

Mical nodded, albeit unsurely as he looked Erebus straight in the eye, as if only just seeing him for the first time. The action was getting closer again, and whether he agreed or knew that he just needed to move, Mical nodded again with fervor and entered the service duct. Erebus followed, replacing the grate behind him as he urged Mical onward. On their knees, they were able to crawl through the duct with only minor discomfort, but it was the sounds behind them that troubled Erebus more than their current predicament. It would only be a matter of time before the Echani cracked, or Sion's assassin's found his trail. But if he was right, he and Mical should come upon a maintenance closet with easy access to the lower levels if they just kept going. A few more meters and they maybe stood a chance.

"Why are you helping me?" Mical asked after a few minutes of finding his way through the dark with only Erebus' curt instructions for direction, "How do I know I-"

"You don't know whether you can trust me," Erebus admitted, already sensing what the man was about to say, "But right now I'm your best shot, and you're mine. Now, where was that Jedi I sensed earlier? They were with you, correct? Keeping an eye on the situation with the Echani?"

Mical paused before nodding demurely, resigning to Erebus' probing, whether he truly trusted him or not.

"They were close, but not close enough to be detected. At least not by the Echani," Erebus began, piecing things together from what he had gathered earlier and what he had gleaned from Mical's mind moments ago, "But you knew they were there. You gave them a signal."

The man's behavior had been strange earlier, an almost hot-and-cold as he played cat and mouse with the Echani called Irena.

He didn't say anything in response, which to Erebus meant yes.

"I doubt your Jedi friend would leave you here, so they're likely getting... help, backup?"

"I'm not sure," Mical eventually said, almost sounding defeated.

"Hm," was all Erebus could muster. He'd have to check Mical's mind again when his strength returned, if he could, but for now, he needed to get to that cache. He directed Mical further, the sounds of the firefight thankfully falling away as they advanced on the next room. Just as Erebus was beginning to feel short of breath for the small space, Mical kicked out the next grate and exited into the maintenance room he'd been aiming for. The lights were out, so Erebus held his bristling hand aloft, the violet-white electricity illuminating the space just enough for the two of them. Mical eyed him curiously, but remained silent.

"I'm sure you have your theories," Erebus said, almost snide, as he searched his feelings for the door they needed. Mical said nothing.

Drawn towards another service door to the left, Erebus led them onward, and then downward, a ladder descending from an open shaft in the corner of the next room. Without a word, Mical followed, at least trusting enough to know that he needed to do as Erebus asked if he wanted to make it out of this place alive.

"I'm assuming you have a plan for getting out of here," Mical finally said once they'd both landed on solid ground again, Mical hopping off the ladder ceremoniously before dusting himself off. Erebus did no such thing, and only laughed in response.

"I will, I can tell you that," he snorted, "But for now, all that matters is that we get this cache out of here safely."

"Safely," Mical chided, shooting Erebus a hard glance.

"I take it you have some history with the Golden Company," Erebus said, careful as he chose his next words, "And I take it you can guess that may have a history with those men that materialized back there." Men, women, it didn't matter. Once they were in Sion's employ they were his lackeys through and through. Weapons. Expendable. Meant to buy Sion time, meant to feed into his never-ending pain. "Trust me, you don't want them finding what's down here just as much as you don't want the Golden Company getting to it first."

Mical remained silent, eyeing Erebus' hand, the one that was just teeming with electric tendrils, the one he'd just used to destroy the room they were briefly held prisoner in.

"I'm sure you have your theories as to who and what I am, and for all I know you may be right."

Mical shot him another look, not doubting him this time but still unhappy with the situation nonetheless.

"But all you need to know right now is that I am perhaps the only person that finds any value in the objects that lay beneath us. At least half as much as you, if not more."

"I'll believe that much," Mical said, thoughtful. "You're trying a little too hard to impress me."

Erebus blushed but could do nothing to hide the blood now rushing to his face.

"Maybe you understand how much this means to me, then," he said, his voice husky and almost quiet, softer than he'd intended, "Regardless of who I am and who you're loyal to, we have that in common at least."

"I can agree on that."

Mical didn't look at him this time, intent on his own thoughts as they continued on. Erebus got the feeling that Mical knew where to go from here, now leading the way without Erebus' half-remembered direction. He had a feeling the man hadn't been here himself but had instead memorized directions, perhaps with the intention of coming here on his own, uninterrupted, before the Echani undoubtedly showed up and ruined his plans. Judging by what he saw and judging by those in attendance, it was no wonder the temple was swarming, and it would be a miracle if Erebus could figure out how to escape once they got their hands on the cache, once he finally had Exar Kun's very own -

"In here," Mical said finally, after leading them down a labyrinth of halls and storage rooms. In what seemed to be a nondescript closet, Mical recited something under his breath, the floor receding as a set of stairs materialized before them, each step illuminated by some unseen ethereal glow.

With careful footfalls, Mical led the way, as if afraid his weight may trigger a booby trap or some other device. Erebus didn't doubt it. Feeling a bit stronger, he reached out with the Force only to find… it was silent. Completely quiet and void. He stilled.

"What is it," Mical asked over his shoulder, sounding more like a lazy inquiry or a command rather than a question, clearly losing his patience as well as his nerve.

"It's-" Erebus faltered, unsure of how to word his thoughts, unbelieving even as he made the realization. It's barring me from entering. "I can't go further."

He should have known. If the Jedi were going to keep dark artifacts like these beneath the temple, it would have been to keep them safe… from his kind. From the Sith. From anyone strong in the Dark Side of the Force. And he'd taken these measures before, he remembered. With Atris, under her instruction.

Mical watched Erebus curiously, still not sure if he could trust him as far as he could throw him, and judging by his expression Erebus guessed it wasn't very far. He looked fit enough, but the stress was clear on his face, his cheeks hollow and gaunt, though his eyes remained a bright, brilliant blue nonetheless. How long had he been here?

"You figure a way out of here," Mical conceded, taking another tentative step downward, "It's probably best I do this alone."

If Mical was going to trust Erebus with their escape, he could at least afford unlocking the cache in secret. The man likely knew Erebus was the last person he should entrust such items to, if given the choice, and with a feeling that Mical wasn't a merc or anything of the sort, he figured this may be his best bet. If Mical could trust him, even the slightest bit more, maybe he could get close enough to -

"Sounds like a plan."

Mical nodded after a moment and descended, a pit of worry forming at the base of Erebus' chest. He watched until Mical disappeared into the depths of the temple, bracing himself for what came next.

The sounds were growing closer again, and Erebus was still weak. His hands trembled, but he wasn't sure if it was the Jedi failsafe now at his back or his nerves, or had he really been so out of practice that reading someone's mind and casting Force Slow was enough to drain him? He had also cast the room in electric flames, he remembered, and perhaps that was it. Perhaps he was still a sad, sorry historian so far out of his depths it only took diving into the deep end to see it. He braced himself, trying to afford Mical the privacy he deserved in the temple stores, a Jedi secret safe with someone at least. He scoffed at the thought.

If Sion was here… what did that mean? Was he here for the bounty on Jedi? Was he here for the cache? Was he here for… him? Erebus couldn't be sure, but the energy in the room earlier had instantly felt cold as Sion's assassins materialized. Erebus somehow knew it wasn't meant to be a rescue mission. Perhaps they hadn't realized he was there… Erebus had last checked in on Tatooine after all, gone for good or missing in action was anyone's best guess since then, right? But it wasn't like Nihilus and Sion to keep tabs on each other rather than remain at each other's' throats… and it wasn't like Nihilus to care about Erebus at all to begin with, if only to keep the leash on him tight.

Now wasn't the time to worry. There were things larger at work here. Larger than the Jedi, larger than the Sith threat Erebus kept close ties with on the edges of known space, and larger than whatever it was Erebus thought he would ever amount to in all his chameleon alliances, Force be damned.

Calming his nerves again, steadying his breath, Erebus counted as he inhaled and once more as he exhaled. His senses calmed, and when his eyes closed this time, a blueprint of the entire temple grounds and the surrounding city sprawled before his eyelids, specters of energy masquerading as varying shades of light as his Force Sight strengthened. Sion's Sith systematically took out the mercenary watchmen, but another group swiftly swept through the temple picking off assassins one by one. The girl. He didn't have to see her to know it was her, to realize that she was somehow related to his initial Echani captors, the sisters who resembled the girl from Tatooine only somewhat, any theories he had previously proven absolutely true. Her energies were the same, the Force moving around her more strongly than the others, as if channeling through her and with her at once. She'll find out soon enough. Judging by their movements, he doubted the other women knew their youngest was strong with the Force. Perhaps it was new, perhaps it had only just awoken. It had been the same for Erebus as a child, assigned to a Jedi Historian instead of a proper Master. Perhaps her hidden skills would keep them safe just yet.

The action moved closer, yet Erebus could tell he and Mical still had some time to kill. There was too much chaos for any of the three factions above them to begin making their way down just yet, their opponents still too imminent for any of them to get a foothold on the lower levels. Erebus had a feeling it wouldn't remain that way for long.

There was only one way out of the lower chambers, at least the way they'd came, but if they could somehow cut into the lower dorms and race through the old training chambers… they might have a chance. If Erebus had the energy to muster another batch of thunderous lightning, another cataclysmic explosion looked to be their only chance of making it out of there alive. Otherwise, they'd have to test their luck against the remaining mercenaries, six skilled Echani warriors and an army of Sion's Sith assassins...

Before he could wonder at how much longer Mical would take, the man appeared at his side, his face pale and his eyes wide. His expression was still as stone, his energy drained but an energy that told Erebus he wanted to keep on living strong in his veins. They looked at one another, Erebus eyeing the new satchel Mical now donned before nodding, trying his best not to pry, to save his curiosity for later.

Darkness threatened their immediate area, the air suddenly thick and hard to breath, Erebus' Force Sight snuffed out like a light by darkness and sharp breeze.

"So, about that plan?" Mical said, his voice more confident than he appeared. Erebus nodded, closing his eyes for another instant, memorizing the map in his head before looking at Mical once more.

"That depends," he began, bracing himself as he watched Mical for a reaction, "How do you feel about falling debris? And how fast can you run?"


3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, City Center
Mission

"So, where are we headed?" Mission asked, already out of breath once they made it out of the hostel and around the corner. Come to think of it, Mission didn't think any of them had relaxed since… well, before any of this. Once she and Big Z were asked to change course and find General Valen, they'd been either running or worriedly waiting ever since. And now, they were running.

"It's not far from here, don't worry," Zayne answered in a breath, "You're taking notes though, right?"

Mission nodded and hoped she'd come off as best bet was to stake out an exit plan, get Zayne's friend Mical out of the temple, the goods too if they were lucky, and head for the docks as soon as possible.

This wasn't much unlike her normal line of work. Hell, it was essentially the same thing, it was just odd hearing Zayne giving the directive instead of Carth or any of the other usuals she saw on her rounds. Occasionally running errands for the Jedi was not something Carth liked to advertise, not because he didn't want to necessarily, but because he knew how it would look. And deep down, despite his ties to Bastila, despite how much he cared for Nevarra after everything they'd been through, Mission could tell that part of him still didn't like it. And now, Mission knew why.

"I never thought to ask it before, but why do the Jedi keep so many fracking secrets?"

Zayne laughed, and Mission realized she had spoken aloud.

"Maker's balls," she sighed, embarrassed, "I didn't mean-"

"Oho, no you meant it," Zayne affirmed, shooting her a grin as they reached the center of the marketplace, the stale city air growing damp and humid, threatening rain, "But lemme tell you, I wonder the same damn thing all the time."

"Oh, right," Mission said, "You're not exactly a Jedi either, are you?"

"Why does everyone always assume I'm offended by that?" Zayne asked, laughter still evident in his voice, lingering somewhere in his eyes as well, still sparkling, "I'm kind of proud of it actually."

Now, Mission was glad the others hadn't come along just yet. She looked at Zayne, the moment stilling as the crowd jostled around them, moving about as if the two of them didn't exist. He looked off into the distance, either wistful or checking to see if the coast was clear, but there was a glimmer of something in his eye, a playful knowing Mission knew was hiding somewhere beneath his mischievous exterior.

"Proud, huh?" she asked, and he nodded. Now she knew - why it felt so natural around Zayne, why it felt like nothing had changed, despite having travelled with him so little and not seen him in so long. He was every inch the older brother she wished she'd had, the brother she wanted Griff to be. Griff would joke and jab, but he'd always be hiding a secret, a surprise with an not-so-happy ending. At least with Zayne, whatever he was hiding underneath was noble, and at least he was trying. Whatever chaos erupted in his wake, it was out of his desire to do good, even if things didn't quite turn out that way. And seeing Zayne now, after all these years, Mission knew that Griff may have very well wanted the best for her, but somewhere along the way let everything else get in the way. Zayne wouldn't let that happen, to her or to anyone else. Not even the Jedi, the faction that betrayed him, that cost him everything he'd been and hoped to be, and ultimately changed the course of his life forever. He still wanted to do right by others, even if that meant returning somewhat to a life he'd spent so long distancing himself from.

"Proud that I made it on my own," he rejoined finally, looking her in the eye. He paused, holding her gaze for a moment before nodding across the square, never breaking eye contact. "We've got company."

And just like that, Mission's easy smile faltered, easing into a discomfort she wasn't that unfamiliar with.

Several mercenaries popped up around the square - she could tell just by the look of them, and this wasn't her first run in with the Golden Company, either - but each one she spotted was looking around the marketplace, searching for something…

"They're plotting an exit," Mission said, the realization dawning on her as she spoke, her voice coming on in a hushed whisper. "We were too late."

"Something's happened at the temple if they're already-"

"Mission-" a comm rang in her ear, though to anyone else it would sound like a growl.

"I hear ya, Big Z," she answered, looking at Zayne pointedly, speaking without words as the pieces unfolding before them each as the data trickled in, via comm, judging by the looks of the market square, and by the tower of smoke rising in the distance Mission now noticed…

"The docks are swarming," Zaalbar grumbled, his voice agitated, pin-pricked with more guttural grunts he was known to emit when anxious. "Mercenaries are thick here. Better hurry, we should make a clean getaway. And fast."

Zayne raised his eyebrows in question, only privy to Zaalbar's message by what he could glean from Mission's expression. Mission only shook her head.

"Not good, huh?" a faltering smile played across Zayne's face as he nervously looked to the other side of the marketplace, exactly where they had been headed. "I'm not sure if we'll-"

If Zayne said anything more, it was drowned out by what came next. Mission turned her head, but it felt as if it took years for her to move, as if she were wading through water though she wished to be running in a dream, a nightmare. A cloud of smoke rose from the other end of the city, just beyond the square, dust and debris filling the air until it blotted out what could be seen of Nespis Major in the distance. And above it, a sea of ghost ships loomed overhead, dark and massive, riddled with cannonfire but airborne despite it, eclipsing all light.

A darkness crept through her, filling her lungs, her legs, rooting her to the spot like lead. Before the dread could overtake her - the panic, the uncertainty, the shock - a hand snaked through hers, fingers rough but reassuring as they tugged her attention away from the sight as it unfolded before them.

"We need to leave," Zayne said, his voice low and even.

"But your friend, we-"

"We need to leave," Zayne repeated. "Now."

Notes:

It's been a while... writing is hard! I finally got everyone out of the library and am beginning to weave in more EU plots to the storyline which will come back later (especially on Dxun) but thanks to everyone as usual that has stuck it out with me and anyone new who stumbles across this. Any and all comments are welcome, they really mean a lot! :)

Chapter 17: A Bad Feeling

Summary:

The deep breath before the plunge...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Nespis VIII, Docking Bay

Erebus

“I’ll do you a favor,” Mical breathed as they entered the now-dilapidated docking bay, “I won’t ask how you managed that.”

“Good,” Erebus replied, silencing the droid manning the garage and sending him up in sparks. With another wave of his hand, the loading ramp to his ship descended, and without a word, Mical rushed onto the ship and Erebus right after him.

“In there,” he directed towards the cargo bay once inside. “You’ll find a place for that thing, I’m sure.”

Erebus’ ship was outfitted for the transport of delicate goods, unsure what the Star Forge had use of for a ship like it but thankful he had found one, nonetheless. This ship had been his home for the past few years, and whether he was being chased by his Sith masters or no, he intended on keeping the thing, if he could. But first -

“Where to?” Erebus said from the controls, scrambling, knowing they hadn’t much time. “Where are you headed?”

“You’re being awfully generous,” Mical called ominously from the cargo bay, “How large of a sum do you expect when this is all over?”

“I’m not interested in money ,” Erebus spat. “We need to get out of here, fast .”

A ship had blackened the sky upon their escape. Erebus first thought it was the debris from his escape plan clouding the city, but when the dust had cleared and the shadow remained, he afforded himself a glance upward to realize that Nihilus’ resurrected flagship, the Ravager , was in orbit overhead. Somehow, he knew Nihilus hadn’t been after him after what happened on Tatooine. Erebus wasn’t that important to him - only when he delivered a relic of note did Nihilus ever seem to care - but now that he had relics once belonging to Exar Kun, well, maybe now Nihilus might bother trying to find him. And seeing his ship on the same planet sure wouldn’t help.

“I need to get to my crew,” Mical said again, now entering the cockpit, looking over Erebus’ shoulder while he fussed at the navicomputer. “We need to plan a drop off.”

Erebus side-eyed Mical, almost glaring at him. 

“As if we have time for that,” he muttered, “ Where to?

Mical’s mouth opened, as if to answer, but a sharp thrum pierced the air, a shaft of light emerging from nothingness, instantly silencing them both. A flickering silver light cut through the cockpit, dividing Erebus and Mical from the viewscreen. A lightsaber.

“I’m getting tired of this,” Erebus uttered with disdain despite the genuine fear creeping over his bones as his eyes traveled the length of the silver beam to the hilt that created it, and the woman now appearing at its command beside him, close enough to feel her breath on his neck.

“Dantooine,” she said through a shuddered breath, “Plot a course for Dantooine .”

Erebus was about to retort with another witty rejoinder, as a defense mechanism if nothing else, but as the realization struck him his throat grew dry, the words suddenly stilled in his throat, stuck.

In his lapse of response, Mical sputtered to life, logging in the coordinates to Dantooine as if from memory, the navicomputer chiming pleasantly as he finalized their destination. Erebus remained fixed, watching the woman with rapt attention, realizing he knew her, realizing now just how old she’d grown and how much time had passed - her black hair now streaked with grey, her once lively amber eyes now dull, dark and angry. Even her lightsaber had changed, faded from a bright cyan to a pale silver in the din of his salvaged ship. Erebus had had one other Master before Atris, only one other instructor, briefly, before his reassignment as prospective Historian. As if any more pieces of his past needed resurrecting, as if he needed some reminder, some warning of the things to come.

“It’s good to see you again, Master Vash,” he croaked after a moment, his eyes never leaving hers.

“I wish I could say the same, Aiden.”

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Outer Rim

Vale

If Vale was good at anything anymore, it was repairing droids. Always had been, always would be. She was good enough that she made a living of it on Tatooine, when milking a living of any kind was near impossible. Good enough that she was often commissioned by Jedi Masters and Knights alike to fix any bugs in the protocol droids roaming the Academy grounds, wherever she happened to be studying. Good enough that Revan once asked her to repair her personal droid, as a joke, just to piss Alek off once. And now, she was repairing a droid that looked an awful lot like that one - an HK, its shining hull the same shape, its eyes set in the same half-malevolent glare - only it was a newer model, silver instead of bronze, and this one had claimed she was its Master.

Shit, don’t call me that Ede, Alek had muttered to her once he had unofficially become her instructor during the second leg of the war, indignant but somewhat amused when she had jokingly called him Master while sparring. We’re friends, right?

Friends. She almost snorted at the thought, with only the half-aware HK intelligence module to ridicule her for it. Asra had been a friend. Darek could have been one - and perhaps could still be a friend, once this was all over. So could Orex, so could Glitch. They reminded her of the people she’d served with alongside on Dxun, aside from the fact that Orex had actually been one of them . Her troops were the closest thing she’d had to a family since Aiden. Perhaps even more so. There’s something about the closeness of the end of the world and its impending immediacy that brings people together, keeps them on the same page… it had brought her and Alek together, at least that’s how she saw it, initially. Until it separated them once they’d become dangerously entwined, and utterly tore them apart. 

After a few adjustments, the HK flickered to life, its eyes now aglow in the din of her appointed dormitory aboard the all-too-quiet Harbinger , suspiciously still since the salvage team returned from the frozen wreckage outside, still no news from Rell. 

“Greeting: It is a pleasure to see you alive, Master, provided my receptors are not off-focus,” the disembodied head of the HK mumbled as it gurgled to life, its vocabulator no doubt still recovering from the jolt Zaalbar gave it back on Tatooine. “How may I be of assistance?”

“First thing’s first,” Vale began, placing the head on the generously spacious desk on the far side of the room. “I’m not your Master. And second, where the hell did you come from?”

“Pointed Recollection: Why, you purchased me, Master.”

Vale hung her head, already annoyed as she began pacing, thankful the HK wasn’t completely reassembled yet.

I know that ,” she replied, wracking her brain for the memory of the transaction, coming up just a bit too short for her liking, “It was two weeks ago, part of a large shipment if I’m remembering correctly.”

The HK remained silent, but it didn’t counter her claim.

She knew she was, in fact, correct. But it had been a week of busy orders, many customers looking to buy, to sell… only now a part of her realized this was all on purpose. If only she’d thought to bring her shop log along with her before the blast. She’d always made a point of keeping records, regardless of the transaction, and now with everything from the past few days weighing on her brain, her memory felt clouded, leaving her unnervingly unsure. And now she had nothing to weigh her memory against, she’d have to go on gut alone.

“I take it ownership occurred when the transaction was completed,” Vale stated, tentative, anxious to hear how the droid would phrase things. If HK models were known for anything, it was for their unique choice of words, which is why Revan had one specifically designed to kill on sight but only after cracking wise.

“Assertion: That is correct… Master .”

Vale let out a hollow laugh, unsure if the droid was being smart with her or if this one was naturally annoying. Protocols of any variety were the most challenging to crack, especially when ancient, but fascinating nonetheless. Their developed personalities could sometimes be traced to their wiring, a history of damages and repairs either written into their code or evident in the state of their plating if it hadn’t been completely replaced. But often there were missing pieces, ticks and traits that could only be explained as having been acquired over time, gleaned from experience and some sort of artificial evolution. But this HK model was new. She’d seen its innards, some of which were still strewn across her neatly-made bed on the other side of the room, and they were immaculate. Before the damage Zalbaar had done to the thing, it wasn’t likely this droid had seen action of any kind, at least nothing outside a factory…

She’d gotten lucky in the past month… more new droids than usual, which was something, since Vale had never actually seen any new droids in Anchorhead at all. A few were sold to her at the beginning of the month after a ship crashed out in the Dune Sea, likely spilling half of its contents across the sand like a bread trail to the city. Several scavengers had come in asking for more coin than they were worth, but Vale liked to think she could tell who needed the money more than the others. She still did business as routinely as usual, offering only the fairest price she could afford if she wanted to stay in business, if she wanted to eat that week, if she wanted to pay the cooling bills. But the other set of shiny new droids she recalled were sold by a young woman, a Zeltronian desperate to get off-world, willing to part with all of her belongings if it meant she could make it on the soonest shuttle. Whether she was a plant or one of the myriad of salvagers taking advantage of the crash was responsible for this planted HK, Vale was yet unsure, but she knew the answer was close somehow.

“So what kind of service can I expect from you, as your… Master?”

“Humble Explanation: As a premier-model HK-series protocol droid I am equipped to assist in a number of personal tasks, whether it be a question of translating binary sequences or nullifying any hostile targets.”

Vale only watched the disembodied HK head waiting for a reaction, though she knew she would receive none, before muttering, “Hm, thought as much.”

HK’s were clever in their ability to appear domestic when their true purpose was more akin to a personal bodyguard. But that got her thinking… did this mystery seller want her protected? Did they somehow know about the price to be placed on her head? As if they anticipated a swarm of mercs and bounty hunters to come and claim the sum?

“And as your Master,” she began, rounding on the desk again, placing both hands flat on its cool surface, leveling herself with droid’s line of vision, “I need you to tell me where you came from. Who sold you, and if not that, then who made you.”

“Unfortunate Confession: I cannot, Master. My memory begins and ends with you.”

Vale only smiled, though her expression soured.

“I doubt that,” she said, “You seemed to have a good idea of what you were doing, what was happening.”

Vale recalled those final moments in Anchorhead as painstakingly as she could, closing her eyes for only a moment and instantly placing herself there again. The HK had stirred once Asra had disappeared from the back of her shop, as the others made their first attempt at escaping ahead of her while Vale held the bounty hunters off, distracted them with the destruction of her store front, stalled only by the very HK before her.

“You knew there were people after me, after the price on my head. You knew where I kept my kriffing blaster rifle,” she could almost laugh, re-imagining the HK reach behind her to grab the gun, firing enough rounds to nullify the hostile targets that entered her shop with intention of killing or capturing her. “Explain that.”

“Impassioned Defense: Master, it is my job to keep you safe. I may have appeared deactivated, but my processor was on standby. Several interested parties visited your place of business in your absence. I merely kept tabs on them.”

“...Huh,” was all she managed. The droid was likely telling the truth, but she knew it wasn’t all of it. My memory begins and ends with you . Was that it’s way of telling her it had been programmed to follow her, somehow? To serve her? Or perhaps deliver her to someone else? 

“If that’s so, then please report.”

She did her best to appear interested, neutral if anything. Protocol droids of any variety could detect some level of interest, though many failed to pick up on the nuance of human sarcasm.

“Recalled Observation: The day before your arrival, the shop was not empty, as it should have been in your absence, Master,” the droid began, as if aware that Vale was at rapt attention, “Several interested parties entered the establishment under the impression that they were not watched. A mercenary, a bounty hunter, and a man.”

“A… man?”

Vale could have questioned the HK’s suspiciously poetic rendering of a single scout from each interested party, as if there was any true distinction between a merc and a bounty hunter other than level of freelancing if anything, but doubted the droid would respond to any such suspicion.

“Affirmation: Yes, a man. Clothed in black. Facial structure similar to yours, Master. Likely from the Ploo Sector, Serroco System.”

“Interesting,” Vale countered, raising a hand to her chin in thought, “Did this man… do anything? Or take anything?”

Detailed Recollection: No, Master. Though he did… touch a great number of things. The counter, for one. The doorframe. Your tools. And the-”

“That’s enough, I get it,” she said, raising a hand to shut the HK up if it didn’t already get the hint. Vale had done as much as she’d meandered Aiden’s ship once she realized it was his, admiring his handwriting, his work, realizing that every surface smelled like him, spoke of him. Even if she could no longer feel the Force, the entire vessel thrummed with his energy, heavy with his presence even when he was not there. Perhaps her shop had felt the same to him, even if he had tried to kill her moments later, his teeth bared like a beast in thrall.

“No discernable affiliation for the… man , I take it?” she ventured, grimacing slightly as she said it, still uneasy to say his name, even if it meant nothing to the HK. 

“Confident Assertion: Not that I could detect, Master.”

“But what of the others?” she countered, ready to be snarky again now that she reckoned the droid had nothing else to say about her brother, “A bounty hunter and a mercenary are easy to spot?”

The HK remained silent, its eyes’ lights blinking rapidly as if buffering, before it could respond.

“Master, I-”

“Miss Rissian?”

Vale’s head spun around to the console on the far wall by the door, the disembodied voice startling her before she realized what it was.

“Miss Rissian, if you have a moment.”

It was Captain Maris, his voice tense but urgent over the inter-ship communication console. 

Vale swiftly shut the HK off, dislodging a wire at the back of its head, before sweeping across the room to the console, answering Captain Maris’ call immediately.

“Yes, Captain?”

“I didn’t mean to disturb you,” Captain Maris said as his face appeared on the screen, a wave of static rippling from top to bottom as his image rendered before settling, his pale face and fair hair set in a blue-white hue. “I just wanted to confirm that the ship will be resuming its scheduled arrival on Telos after a quick detour.” His expression soured for a moment before continuing, “We need to refuel, but we should be arriving on Citadel Station only a day later than originally expected.”

“That is… good news, Captain,” Vale responded, almost unsure of how her alias should be answering instead of herself. “Is there anything I need to-?’

“No worries,” he said, before she could finish voicing her thoughts, “You can remain in your quarters for the time being. Meals will be served as usual, if you need sustenance. The ship should be-”

The feed gave out just as the ship lurched, Vale’s senses akimbo as she regained her steadiness, “Captain? Captain, can you read me?”

A flash of memory - rain, static, interrupted calls as she commed her platoon, stationed at the temple on Dxun, their words drowned out by both the weather and something… else … something darker, something deeper than the rain-soaked mud that caked their boots and kept them from being quiet - and it was gone, just as fast as it had come. Vale blinked, and waited, hearing only static again for a moment before a voice cut through the white noise.

“- see to it, Miss Rissian. If you need anything just report to -”

The static sliced through his words again, filling the silence with even more uncertainty. As the comm went quiet, Vale could only glance out the window at the two ghost ships still hanging in the distance, stilled by time and something more mysterious, something darker.

“Sure thing,” she responded to no one, glancing at the console only to find it frozen, and back at the HK only to find it deactivated, just as she’d left it. Vale sighed, shoulders slumping, knowing she wouldn’t be sleeping for a good long while….

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Outer Rim
Rell

 

“You can confirm it? The ID? Everything?”

Rell had only ever met Admiral Onasi in person once, but even given her limited experience in the man’s presence she knew he was a man not often ruffled, unfazed by anything other than duty, driven by purpose. But now the man’s eyes were wide, almost manic, though he maintained an outer calm ever-present on his face as he questioned her now via holo. His image flickered in the space before her, a ghost in miniature on the console at her fingertips as her hands braced either side of the Harbinger ’s monolithic conference table, replaying the mission in her mind over and over again, sure she had every detail down to the tee.

“I’m sure of it,” she affirmed. “The make and model, the carbon scoring you described, and then some. The layout is exactly the same, every nick and scratch accounted for interior-wise, though I can’t say the same about the hull.”

“And the navicomputer? Did you try to access it?”

Ithiris had taken the lead on that as well, searching every crevice of the starcraft, poking and prodding where she could. The ship had certainly been in recent use, despite some evidence otherwise, but the still-warm astromech proved that the ship had only been inactive for a day or two at most. The lack of life on both ships, not to mention the ... bodies … made Rell want to think these ships had been here for years, but the evidence just didn’t add up. And neither did the navicomputer. It had also been in recent use, since the only logged activity viewable was from a couple of days ago, coordinates to the exact spot where these two ships now hung in uncertain balance. But otherwise…

“Voice-locked,” Rell sighed, “Couldn’t crack that code no matter how hard I tried.”

And in fact, she had. It was part of her job description afterall…

Admiral Onasi nodded in understanding, though he looked none too happy at the news.

She shook her head, recounting her intrepid exploration of the Dynamic-class freighter, fearless until she came upon the body in the security room. It was one thing seeing the scarred body of the mangled man on the abandoned ship at first, but there was something about the lifeless body of the woman in the cloak, her face somehow unreadable though Rell could count her every feature, as if every detail was outlined as normally as any other face, but instantly forgettable - not because it was plain, but because it was… cloaked somehow, as if she were programmed to be forgotten upon trying to remember her. Rell shivered still, unsure if this detail was of any use to the Admiral, seeing as she was not the woman he was looking for.

“And the old woman,” Onasi said, as if his thoughts had touched on Rell’s, “She’s-?”

“Confirmed dead by several medics, sir. No ID on her either.”

Admiral Onasi seemed unconcerned with the woman’s identity, as if he may already have some idea of who she was, might have been, or knew of someone he could ask for further clarification. Someone far above her paygrade.

“What of the droids?”

“The…” Rell floundered, her memory malfunctioning as she processed the question. “The what?

“Droids,” he repeated, “What of the droids on board.”

Rell swallowed, resuming her usual professional calm as she laid out the ghost ship’s contents again, its layout, its every detail, as far as her recent recollection could tell her.

“Husks,” she answered after a moment, the image clearing once she got a hold of herself, “A disassembled HK unit was in the main hold, slumped up against the canteen, and a badly damaged astromech was found in the garage, still sparking enough to potentially cause a small fire.”

“Reparable?” Admiral Onasi asked so quickly, so swiftly, the inherent upturn to the question falling flat as he said the words.

“The HK unit is missing parts,but the astromech looks to be in better shape, given the circumstances. Nothing a mechanic can’t fix.”

“Good, good,” the Admiral mused, seemingly pleased as he absently stroked his beard, combing his fingers through it as if Rell were not there. She felt as if she were intruding on a private moment, wondering if the Admiral perhaps forgot this was a visual call and not purely an audible one. “Good.”

The last word he said with some finality, alluding to a potential end to this call, or perhaps a purpose. Rell wasn’t sure what her next objective was, let alone what was even going on. 

“Make sure the ship and all contents are brought back to Telos, I’ll make sure my people are there to greet you and take it from there. The Exile as well.”

Rell nodded as she stood at attention, happy to hear some directive, suddenly more at ease despite how little any of this made sense to her.

“What about the other specimen, sir?” she asked, almost regretting it the moment she did.

“The specime-? Oh, you mean the body.”

“Well the bodies, plural, yes sir.”

“The bodies.”

Admiral Onasi wasn’t so much asking as he was repeating it, as if he almost didn’t believe it himself. Rell had no idea what any of this meant, let alone who the two bodies were once, but what had allowed for a once-violent standoff to end in apparent stalemate despite both vessels housing dead bodies… Not to mention that the Sith vessel was oddly empty, despite needing a fleet of a crew to operate. But from what she knew of what the Sith had been once, she ventured it may have not been too much of a stretch to assume the near-destroyed man they’d found had somehow held the ship together himself. She’d heard horror stories of what Darth Malak had done to deserters, to those that still followed Revan, even after she was defeated, even if they still followed his cause. She shuddered at the thought, hoping Admiral Onasi would continue before she had to step in again.

“We’ll take care of that as well,” he said finally, offering her a polite smile though none too pleasant, “I can take it from there. Just let us know when you expect to land.”

“Will do, Admiral,” she affirmed again, “We’re expected to in about-”

“Officer Amara,” a rap came at the door moments before it opened, Captain Maris stepping in before awaiting her response. “Admiral Onasi,” he nodded, his face grave before facing Rell again, apparently keen on having the Admiral listen in on what he was about to say, “It appears we may have a bit of a situation.”

“A situation?” Admiral Onasi asked, his holo-clone crossing its arms as he asked the question, doubt clouding his face even more clearly now.

“A few of our crew members have gone missing in the past twenty minutes,” Captain Maris announced in a hushed whisper, only loud enough for Rell to hear and the for the mic to pick up. “Either our communications have been tampered with or…”

“Or what, Captain?”

Maris turned to Admiral Onasi now, brows knit.

“I’d rather not consider it,” he said, voice hushed still, “I’m not a superstitious man, but-”

The lights cut out for a moment, Admiral Onasi’s flickering image the only light in the room as the ship seemed to sway slightly, the lights returning only to find Rell’s wide eyes on Captain Maris’ increasingly worried expression. Rell nodded slightly, as if confirming his fear, feeling the doubt she’d sensed on the freighter grow tenfold.

“I don’t like the sound of th-”

And with that, Admiral Onasi’s image disappeared entirely, the room plunged into sudden darkness, impenetrable black swallowing the windowless room whole. 

“Captain-”

“Agent Am-”

Rell readied herself, hand at her holster before she truly realized what was happening, before her senses could catch up in real time as the lights slowly returned… and Captain Maris was nowhere to be found.

 


3951 BBY, The Harbinger, Outer Rim
Vale

The caff had grown cold hours ago but Vale continued to sip it, suffering through its bitterness as she fought down the urge to explore the ship, to pay the mess hall a visit and maybe grab a snack… or a three course meal.

Vale was a woman of extremes when anxious. Either she could go hours without eating or down entire helpings of food without ever feeling full. The aching hunger or the temporary relief of eating continuously provided her with the same satisfied feeling that came with avoiding something, enough to push her worries to the back of her mind to instead focus on baser needs. But the caff wasn’t cutting it, at least not anymore, and if anything it was only making things worse. Captain Maris mentioned that meals would be served as usual, though she was sure the mess hall wouldn’t be devoid if snacks should she go looking for some… 

She was about to sweep from the room before pausing at the mirror fixed to the wall, almost startled by the unfamiliar silhouette that met her peripheral vision. Still clad in her foreign garb, Vale suddenly felt strange, tugging at the clinging fabric as if it might strangle her if she didn’t change into something more… comfortable.

Sighing, she crossed to her bed, rummaging through what other items Mission had grabbed before sending her off on her rendezvous, though none of the team were too clear on what would happen next regardless of outfit choice. Inside her pack there was a set of sleeping clothes, it seemed, not quite suitable to wear during meetings but certainly better than what she was currently wearing. Slipping into a loose-cut mint-green shirt that exposed her midriff, adorned with gold -threaded sleeves that stopped just short of her elbows, along with a pair of deep burgundy loose pants that tapered at the ankle, she wondered why this wasn’t the original outfit of choice upon departing. Still unused to clothes that didn’t feel like a second skin, this new garb at least didn’t have a tendency to cling to her limbs in a way that reminded her of groping hands and unwelcome advances, instead giving her room to breathe.   

Much better ,” she said to no one, glancing at the disassembled HK in the corner before reaching the door… only a knock came rapping at it just before her palm hit the panel to open it.

“Miss... Rissian?”

Vale paused, startled.

“Miss Rissian, a word, please.”

The voice was garbled, quick, and Vale was already on edge, not on her usual game due to the lack of sleep and overcompensation of caff.

Maker please, ” the voice said again, though this time it sounded more like it was talking to themselves and not any perceived party, and it was with that that Vale decided to open the door.

Only to find no one there.

She paled, blood freezing in her veins. 

Someone was here moments ago, and now the hall was empty, the lights uncharacteristically dimmed.

Maybe they’re refueling, Vale told herself, commanding the door to close again as she steadied her nerves. Or preparing to refuel. Saving energy until we arrive. 

Glancing out the sorry excuse for a port window her room offered, Vale glanced at the grand expanse that was space, noting that it was empty. No planets, no stations, no way points in sight. They’d left the Sith vessel to hang in the middle of space for the rest of eternity while Vale noticed that the smaller cargo freighter was attached to the hull for transport, but they’d yet made hyperspace since then, drifting somewhat aimlessly until they’d made preparations for the jump… or so she’d assumed.

She needed to find Rell. Something wasn’t right.

Vale paused again, re-examining her pack and its contents, eyeing her weapons and her non-alias related clothing, considering foregoing the charade entirely. But something told her not to. At least… not yet. Something told her she’d be back here again, before all was said and done. Whatever that meant. Ever since she’d lost sight of the Force - stopped feeling it, channeling it - she’d had thoughts like these, just as sure but of unknown origin. A gut feeling, she ventured. Whatever it was, she trusted it, but something about the HK caught her eye.

“Rise and shine,” she cooed, re-enabling the intelligence module, “How do you feel about going for a little walk?”

“Surprised Statement: Master, my joints are aching for a stroll,” he garbled, eyes flickering before glowing at full capacity, “Except I cannot seem to feel my-”

“That’s because your heads not attached, dummy,” Vale quipped as she tucked a shock stick in her pocket - something these pants seemed wealthy in, to her pleasant surprise, both pant legs generous in the amount of hidden room they offered. “Now, I need to know I can trust you to follow me and follow orders. Are we clear?”

“Bemused Declaration: Master, that is my precise programming. Lead and I shall follow.”

Vale hinted a sense of sarcasm, only highlighted by the droid’s complete lack of emotion. All dorids lacked facial expression, though Vale always found the HK models to be particularly cold compared to others.

“Good, now try to stay quiet. Don’t say anything unless inquired and…” she wanted to say search for hostiles but knew better than to promise anything, lest the bastard get trigger-happy. Or maybe that was just Revan’s model… Vale tried not to dwell on it. “Don’t get yappy, alright?”

“Mild Indignation: Master, I would never.”

Yes, sarcasm, she sighed, keeping her mouth shut for her own benefit as well as the HK’s. Definitely sarcasm.

“Alright, let’s move out.”

It didn’t take her long to reattach the rest of the HK’s limbs’ together, mildly surprised that Zaalbar’s annoyed trashing hadn’t done more damage - not that she’d blame him.

Vale nodded at the HK, waiting until it slowly nodded its head in return before making for the door again, nervous as she touched her palm to the panel once more. Pressing firmly, realizing her skin was clammier than expected, the door slid open, a rush of tepid air meeting her expectant face as the hall opened up much as it had before. Oddly dark and oddly empty.

Earlier, there had been the dull ambient sounds of officers milling about, going about their duties, but now all Vale heard were the engines running, the halls quieter than they should be otherwise.

“Stay close,” Vale said, pulling a palm-sized holopad from her pocket, “But not… too close.”

The HK unit nodded and Vale loosed a breath, thankful this one was good at following directions. At least so far.

Glancing at the holopad, she tried to upload a map of the ship but found that the connection was fuzzy. Slapping the thing against the heel of her palm, the image jolted slightly before coming into focus. The light flickered, offering her a brief window to examine the layout of the floor she was on and the route to the bridge before the entire thing cut out, the light flickering and shuddering out of existence.

“Communications are more than just jammed,” she whispered, half to herself and half to the HK unit. Something or someone wasn’t just tampering with the systems on this ship but draining the power somehow, sapping it dry. “What the hell did they find on that thing?”

Goosebumps rose on her skin as she asked the question, as if giving the words open air made it seem more real, more mysterious and more… strange, a bad feeling creeping in and settling over her like a shroud, doubt and worry making itself right at home as she thought back to the objects hidden in her pack, the things they’d found on Tatooine and what had happened there...

The rest of the hall stretched on, lifeless, though lights promised some activity further down, where the hall branched out to other sections of the ship. Captain Maris hadn’t spoken with her that long ago, had he? How much had happened since then? And if this ship was anything like the ones Alek had commanded during the war, then there would be no shortage of officers going about their routine responsibilities, whether they were on active duty or not, preparing for battle or simply going through the motions, keeping the ship running…

Vale thought of a joke, something about taking up journaling once this was all over, but realized that the thinly veiled dark humor masquerading as humor at all would be lost on the droid, something better intended for Asra. She wondered what they’d all do next, if the hunt would lead them further down Revan’s rabbit hole along with her, or if they might find something more profitable, something worth pursuing, something that might allow them all to eke out a living without chasing ghosts.

Instead, she chuckled, at nothing and no one, knowing (or hoping) that the HK wouldn’t react and would allow her this small thing, this one human thing, despite the fear coiling inside her, ready to spring, ready to-

“General,” a voice cut through the dark, thick with the heat and loud with the rain from outside, “Where to?”

Eden looked ahead to only find more impenetrable darkness. Abandoning her eyes, she reached out with the Force to find the entire temple laid out before her like a starlit field, rooms illuminated like star maps, lifeforms glowing like distant planets catching the light as they continued in orbit. Behind her, her troops stilled, awaiting orders. Ahead there were beasts, creatures that had long since made these halls a home, allowed their darker energies to penetrate their simple minds and twist them… but something else lingered here. Someone… though no longer living. And something… hungry for what might be living beyond its walls.

“We go right,” Vale said in the present, the memory ringing clear as it overlayed her current consciousness like a kaleidoscope, inwardly joking again that this was something to journal about, something to remember. The memory was clear now, the temple on Dxun. Orex had been at her side, then. He may have even been the one to ask the question.

The HK remained silent at her side, playing along, quiet as promised. The hall ahead was barren as well, but there were echoes here, evidence of some not-so-distant activity. Vale glanced at the HK and nodded, as if in silent reminder that it follow along and stay silent as she took the lead again. She took a step forward.

As soon as she entered the next leg of the hall, the hair on the back of her neck prickled, her elbow grazing something solid even though she was at least a foot from the wall. Vale spun around, meeting the HK with a grimace.

Please take a step back,” she whispered, “I said follow close by, but not right up my-”

She paused, straining her ears, her eyes, her senses, pushing them to the limit. The hair on her arms now stood up, her ear sensing something shuffling beside her, though she saw and felt nothing… but it was almost as if the space beside her sighed , as if the shadows shifted before settling, as if-

“Amused Query: Up your what , exactly, Master?”

“You know what I meant,” she hissed, turning back to the HK, annoyed, “Just… stay a step or two behind, is all.”

She didn’t like this. None of it. The hall shouldn’t have been this empty, nor this quiet, even though she swore she could sense something just on the edge of hearing, on the edge of feeling, on the edge of seeing…

It was as if she could feel the Force rippling around her, but was unable to tap into it, as if she were on the verge of channeling the Force but unable to find the right channel to tune into, forever her phantom limb.

“Confident Assertion: I can follow orders, Master,” the HK said quietly, its mechanical eyes providing little light to the dimly lit hall, “So long as you can lead the way.”

She took it as a challenge, sighing as she turned towards the hall and its closed doors again, wondering if any of them worked, wondering how she managed to inherit such a sarcastic droid at a time like this, figuring it was just her luck and she shouldn’t have been surprised in the slightest. 

“Let me know if you sense anything,” she said over her shoulder as she ran her fingers over the shock stick still snug in her pocket, “Movements, voices… tell me if you pick up anything.”

“Pointed Observation: The hall is empty, Master,” it said, its voice level but sinister somehow, “However, there are movements up ahead, at the end of the hall and approaching the junction.”

Sure enough, up ahead was an intersection, a cross between four hallways converging into one. The end of the hall directly before them was completely dark, only the emergency lights outlining the dysfunctioning panel on the wall, thankfully leaving the blast door open for them to pass through.

“I’m not sure where he’s gone but since all the comms are down-” a voice said, starting off muffled but growing clearer as Vale inched onward, “I don’t know, but if we want to secure the-”

“We should just continue with the drill,” another voice cut in, urgent, “We’re still not sure what caused the- shit.

Two officers appeared in the junction ahead, the man on the left approaching the panel that likely controlled the entire intersection, before he noticed Vale’s silhouette further down the hall. He paused, hand on his holster, but he didn’t move beyond that, he only asked, “Identify yourself officer.”

Vale raised her hands slowly as if in friendly surrender, mustering up what she remembered of her cover story if asked anything beyond her name.

“Lan Rissian? I’m bound for Onderon, or at least Citadel Station. I was brought on board to-”

Ah , right, the diplomat,” the other said, a Twi’lek she realized as his dark green lekku took shape, stepping out of the shadows and into the poorly lit junction beside his partner. “Are you alright?”

Vale took stock of herself, as if she weren’t already sure before being asked, though she glanced warily at the stretch of darkness that stood between her and the officers, as if she knew they were not quite alone, “I think so, yes.”

Both officers glanced at one another before eyeing the HK behind her with equally wary expressions, the shadow between both parties revealing nothing and no one, though Vale’s senses said otherwise.

“I didn’t pass this through customs,” she explained, as if being interrogated or brought to task, “He was disassembled when I brought him on board. It. Whatever,” she was nervous now, though unsure exactly as to why, “There’s a log of it, I just… felt safer going beyond my room if I wasn’t alone.”

Neither officer answered, but neither seemed to object or suspect her story. It had been true, after all…

“Have you heard from anyone at all?” the human asked, glancing at Vale now instead of the HK, though he still seemed a bit on edge because of it. 

“No, not for a while anyway. Just a message from Captain Maris but that must have been an hour ago.”

He nodded, looking to his partner as they exchanged knowing glances.

“It’s not unusual for this sort of thing to happen out in the Outer Rim, as I’m sure you’re aware, Miss Rissian,” the Twi’lek said, crossing his arms and mulling it over, as if trying to convince himself just as much as he was her, “Independent systems are known to set up satellites in more remote parts of the Rim to jam systems, block communication and otherwise weave panic in passing ships, especially if they hail from the Republic. I’m sure we’ll be out of it in no time, especially since we’re nearing the waypoint now.”

The waypoint. They must have been really far out there, nearing the Unknown Regions if anything, a black hole not far off if they were navigating this carefully. 

“We’re telling everyone with a functioning door to meet in the med bay,” the human man continued, pointing a thumb over his shoulder, “All crew are required to update their vaccinations before re-entering Republic Space. Plus, with the systems malfunction we could do with the headcount. At least until we can get things up and running.”

Both soldiers sounded just as unconvinced as they looked. All she did was nod in response, taking the man’s advice about heading to the medbay, a maw of dread taking root in her stomach as she moved passed the two officers, grimacing in an attempt at ‘ thanks ’ before moving towards the only of the working doors in the junction.

The officers watched as she walked on, waiting until she was out of view before speaking further or going about their business. She could feel the HK humming beside her, as if itching to speak.

“Just spit it out,” she said once they’d turned another corner, drawing closer to the medbay if her memory served her correctly.

“Pointed Observation: Master, I have a bad feeling about this.”

Vale could only roll her eyes and suck in a breath.

“I’m getting really tired of that phrase, y’know that?”




Notes:

We're finally approaching Peragus and the beginning of the events of the game, but of course there are some other loose ends to tie up first before we get there. It's only taken me 3 years and 90k+ words, what's another chapter?! *internal screaming*

Chapter 18: Hedging Bets

Summary:

Now in transit, Mission and Erebus head towards the next leg of their journeys while Brianna comes to the final chapter on hers... for now.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Hyperspace

Mission

 

“I need you to get to Coruscant as quickly as possible, or anywhere Mid-Rim if you can,” Carth was near manic now, his nerves apparent even on the hologram, “Did you get a good look at the ship?”

“It’s a Star Forge Centurion-class battlecruiser, that’s for sure,” Orex replied, arms crossed and voice gruff as usual, “Though it looked pretty beat up. Not sure how that thing was still in orbit.”

“What’s on Coruscant, Carth?” Mission asked, already impatient, “I don’t even have anything to deliver to Bastila, the Exile still has the… erm, the package, or whatever it is.”

“I realize that, but I need you to get as far away from the Outer Rim as possible, do you hear me?” Carth said, almost reprimanding, concern coloring his face. Mission wanted to make fun of him for it but instead bit her lip and let the amusement wash over her, a pleasant change from the panic that had otherwise taken over. 

“Not to butt in here, but we had orders to rendezvous on Dantooine,” Zayne cut in, “I don’t know exactly how this little operation worked before Draay had me take over, but the rest of my crew’s at the old temple, and if these Sith are looking for something specific-”

“They’re looking for something specific alright,” Carth said, “The Exile.”

The room fell silent as Mission, Orex and Zayne all exchanged glances, waiting for Carth to continue but finding that he wasn’t about to award their patience just yet.

“But-” Mission began, looking at both Zayne and Orex before turning to Carth again, “Isn’t she headed for you?”

“I sure as hell hope so,” Carth replied, sighing, shoulders slumping slightly at the admission. The man needed sleep, Mission knew that much, but wasn’t sure if he’d get any. None of them had. “We lost contact with the Harbinger a couple of hours ago. We’ve heard nothing since.”

There was only silence and dread. Mission didn’t want to look at the others, her gaze fixed on Carth as he watched on anxiously, and she knew it killed him to appear too vulnerable. But what with Revan gone and everything going south...

“This is no coincidence,” Zayne assured them suddenly, taking on an air of authority that wasn’t wholly out-of-character but still jarring, as if things weren't dire enough, “But I still say we head to Dantooine. It’s enough out of the way for us to disappear while things blow over. If anything, our heading compared to the Harbinger may confuse them, if they’re still chasing her.”

“The Exile was last seen with us, I’m sure of it,” Mission said, “I’m pretty sure we were followed for at least part of the way in the market, and if anyone thought to keep tabs on us after-”

Carth nodded though not quite in agreement, more like he was thinking things over, considering all possibilities.

“That might work,” he eventually said, a hand stroking his bearded chin, the streaks of grey even visible in his holo-double. “It might be our only option, given how much time has passed.”

They had jumped to hyperspace as soon as they were in range, but even then they had only just jettisoned to the nearest fueling depot. Zayne’s shuttle was already sputtering by the time they’d cleared the Nespis moon, and even now it was rumbling unnervingly beneath them as they talked things over.

“If you do go to Dantooine, make it quick,” Carth conceded after another moment of consideration, “If these Sith are looking for any remaining Jedi, they just might head there first.”

Zayne nodded, understanding, his expression grim. Carth nodded again and without another word signed off, the space where his holo-shadow had been now strangely empty, the room oddly quiet. 

“So I guess we’re going to pick up our original shipment after all?” Mission asked, turning to Zayne now, who was running a hand through his hair. 

“Looks like it,” Zayne let out an uneasy breath, and turned to Orex, “And if we’re lucky, maybe a little extra. Y’all along for the ride?”

“To the end,” Orex affirmed, hand on his blaster as if the man were swearing an oath. His good eye turned on Mission, and she couldn’t help but nod in return.

“To the end,” she said, wishing she had a drink to toast the sentiment with. A strong one.

 


 

3951 BBY, Hyperspace

Erebus

 

“May I ask why you’re so keen on Dantooine, Master ?” Erebus sneered, uncomfortable with the amount of strangers on his ship and the circumstances under which they were all here. Mical was still looking meek, though more-so by choice than by nature, strategically shrinking himself into the background by remaining quiet and compliant. On the other hand, Master Vash wouldn’t stop examining every corner of Erebus’s ship, but not with any innate curiosity, something more like an insatiable impatience.

“The visions said as much,” she responded, absently examining every surface still, unsatisfied with what she’d found.

“Right, obviously,” he murmured, sighing as he collapsed into his desk chair. “When you’re ready to give me some real answers, just let me know.”

Master Vash shot him a glare.

“Judging by the… items in your possession, I would say you’re not one to judge.”

“Yet here you are doing just that, judging . I don’t answer to you anymore, Lonna , nor do I follow the will of the Council as you may very well guess,” Erebus mocked, waving a hand about at his cargo hold, “And let’s be fair, no matter whose side I’m on, this is still my. ship.

It all felt surreal. Sleep deprivation and pure exhaustion would have otherwise wrecked him, but now he was running purely on the now-potent fumes of fear and anger, almost egging himself on as Lonna Vash explored his stores without express permission. He could live off his fear for long enough, but it was the anger ran through him like adrenaline. His eyes would glow a molten yellow if he was forced to keep it up, as he knew from experience, fading only when the aggravation faded… or when he let it.

Lonna flashed him another glare, and limped toward him. 

“This is as much a shock to me as it is to you,” she admitted, setting herself down slowly on one of Erebus’ unopened cargo crates across the room from him, her eyes intent on holding his gaze as she spoke, “I am only here because the Force wills it.”

Erebus rolled his eyes before he began nursing his right temple with a thumb and forefinger, “Why am I not surprised?”

What else did the Force have in store for him? He could scoff at the idea, despite the mounting evidence. 

“It’s only going to get worse,” Lonna laughed a hollow laugh, her expression dark, “Trust me.”

Erebus’ hand dropped from his head and into his lap, both hands now forming clenched fists - attempting to control his anger, temper it, lest Master Vash get another snippet of his thoughts unwillingly - before releasing all tension by spreading his fingers wide again, like a blooming flower. No electricity prickled at his fingertips with the movement. He breathed, relieved, but continued to watch on as Master Vash made herself comfortable with a wary gaze.

Lonna closed her eyes, inhaling slowly as she let the weight off of her bad leg. Erebus glanced down but saw nothing other than the cloth of her pants and the edge of her boot, seemingly intact, only extending to just above the ankle. Whatever injury plagued her it was an old one, her appearance otherwise unruffled. 

“Let’s start at the beginning shall we?” Erebus smiled sourly, sending a wayward glance at his desk and the onyx pyramid that stood there, its dark energy radiating. He wondered if Lonna Vash could feel it too.

“As you know, I was one of the Jedi that judged your sister some nine years ago,” she began, pulling no punches.

Erebus nodded, remembering the news clear as crystal. He had been both enthralled and horrified when Atris told him. Elated to hear that his sister had been dealt due judgement for her actions, for rebelling, but devastated to hear what had become of her, to hear of the shell of herself that she had become. He could feel the hollowness of her cheeks, could see the dark circles wreathing her eyes, sense the sallowness of her skin, the ache in her heart and in her chest and her bones. And to hear Atris deliver the news with such righteous surety, with a fire in her eyes he was certain could not be sated, it broke him. Even as a nemesis, Eden was more worthy of her attention than Aiden, Atris’ own student. It was no wonder he fell not long after that, letting a bloody brawl in an alley of a backwater metropolis lead him down the path he was still currently headed on… granted Nihilus didn’t kill him for it. 

“I had my doubts then, as I’m sure Atris might have told you.”

Master Vash said this was absolution, and Erebus nodded again. He remembered Atris’ rant, her angered words as she paced the Jedi Archives in retelling the trial in its entirety before him as he tried to catalogue their latest shipment of ancient scrolls. 

“Yet you still voted in favor of her exile,” Erebus mused, “Curious.”

Vash sighed, “This is true. Though I will admit, it was in part due to my trust in Master Kavar. He seemed quick to judge her, his own student.”

Wrong , Erebus thought. Kavar had nearly become Eden’s Master, before he chose a seat on the Council over her. In that regard, Erebus had always been happy that his sister had some inkling of what it felt like for your mentor to favor another protege over you, even though Kavar chose the Jedi as a whole over Eden instead of a single student, as Atris had with her, before realizing Eden would rebel against everything she believed in. 

“I doubt it means anything to you, but that single decision haunted me for years,” Vash said, closing her eyes for a moment before saying anything further, “Zez-Kai Ell as well. He believed we should have explored her abilities, allowed her a full trial. I think he was right, and I know I wasn’t the only one, eventually. But none of us did anything about it. We lived with our choices and then moved on. Until Revan came… again.”

“Again?”

“You’ve undoubtedly heard the story, or some version of it,” Lonna continued, a wry smile spiriting over her lips “Revan is betrayed by Malak and suddenly becomes an agent of the Light again? A tool of the Jedi?”

Erebus shook his head. He’d heard of Revan’s change of heart, but among the Sith the nature of her new allegiance was glossed over, likely due to Malak’s attempt at keeping the remaining Sith under his power in line, a haphazard effort of turning those who followed solely for Revan into loyal followers of whoever held the Sith mantle. 

“An interesting story at that, and none that would paint the Jedi too kindly.”

Mical appeared in the doorway now, arms crossed as he leaned against the frame, locking eyes with Erebus before he said, “We’re on course for Dantooine, alright. We should arrive within the day.”

“Excellent,” Lonna said, “ You should be happy.”

Mical balked, looking at Erebus again before continuing.

“Erm… me ?”

Lonna laughed knowingly, but didn’t elaborate.

“You arrived just in time for a history lesson,” Erebus greeted, extending a hand towards another unoccupied cargo container, “I heard you were a fan. Take a seat.”

Heard. More like pried into his mind and extracted, Erebus thought. Though best to assert dominance where he could, especially now with another Force user on board. Mical scowled but did as Erebus said, his wary gaze shifting between Erebus and Lonna, looking the opposite of relaxed once he sat down.

“As you were saying,” Erebus said, directed at Master Vash now, “Revan, the Jedi tool .”

Mical sighed and mouthed a silent ah, as if he knew the story, watching Master Vash with some mild intent despite sensing Erebus’ latent bitterness.

“I won’t go into detail, though perhaps I will later, if you have a mind,” she said, as if silently making fun of Erebus, a Sith, for not knowing the true nature of Revan’s sudden change of allegiance. “But it didn’t sit well with me, nor did it sit well with Zez-Kai Ell. Though I wouldn’t have long to discuss it at length with him. Or anything else for that matter.”

Erebus waited, watching Master Vash, noting the dark coloring of her robe, the streaks of grey in hair, yet the sharpness that never seemed to leave her eyes despite the pain she was in, even while sitting.

“And not long after Revan’s change of heart, Jedi continued to go missing. What I mean to say is that Jedi had been disappearing since the beginning of the civil war, undoubtedly in part to Revan’s influence. But even while Revan was being watched by the Jedi it continued, much as it had before, but this time under Malak. And then once Malak was defeated, things were quiet for a while. Until it started happening again, six months ago. Though, I have a feeling you may know what’s behind that.”

Erebus remained silent for a moment, mulling it all over. He had been one of those first missing Jedi, gone rogue once the civil war broke out.  Recruited by Revan, though not personally, just a remnant of a program she had put in place. But he hadn’t turned out of love for Revan. In fact, he still felt the opposite, even all these years later.

“I’m curious as to how you can say that with such surety,” Erebus drawled, narrowing his eyes.

“As much as it may seem the contrary, I am not here to accuse you,” Lonna continued, “Your Master is the key to the missing Jedi, yes, but there is oh, so much more to it than that.”

“This is where the visions come in, I take it?” Erebus asked, almost accusing. He wasn’t sure where Master Vash was going with this, and he wasn’t sure he liked it.

“As a matter of fact yes ,” she said, standing again now, “As well as your visions.”

Mical looked between the two of them, unsure of what was unfolding and unsure of whether he wanted any part in it. Erebus’ gaze remained fixed on Lonna, who now stood over him with her arm outstretched.

“Let me see the artifact,” she said quietly, and Erebus knew exactly what artifact she meant. “ He might need to see it, too.”

She glanced at Mical, surprised again to be acknowledged.

“Then you might want to show us what you uncovered back at that temple.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station

Atton 

 

Atton eyed the Pazaak table, still unsure.

Nursing his second drink, he tried his best not to watch the gambling but failed, keeping a keen eye on each player’s hands, looking for even the slightest movement in the eyes, a blink or a twitch, a tap of the knuckles, a twinge in a lekku strung over a shoulder. Instead he feigned to appear nonchalant, bored almost, trying to convince himself that he wasn’t tempted to go at it himself. 

You’re a natural, his father would say. A shame you can’t teach me how you do it.  

He’d tried, once or twice, but his father’d been slow to read others, too preoccupied with showing off and making a show than anything else. Atton had tried getting him to look at the smaller details, teaching him how to read the other players and how to keep track of the numbers in his head. But Atton was shit at explaining things, and his father was shit at listening. Plus, if Atton couldn’t help his father cheat at cards, there was no reason for him to stick around, no reason for his dad to pity him and let him pocket some of his winnings before being shooed back home to his hovel where his mom would be waiting, with credits if he was lucky.

He hadn’t yet decided if Atton was the type to gamble, the sort of man to place his bets. It was gambling that got him into this mess in the first place, the reason why he decided to saddle up with the Peragus mining outfit to settle his debts. Jaq had been an amazing gambler, gambling often and recklessly with his life and his money. But the aliases that came after had varying luck, and his last one dealt the worst hand of the bunch.

His fingers itched, his brain already busy counting, singling out the victors before the game was even half over. Even if he didn’t play, he could still turn a credit on backing a winner alone. But that was still betting, wasn’t it?

Atton downed his drink, at least certain that this Atton Rand was a drinker. He could play Pazaak games in his head if he wished, but conjuring the effects of juma was something else entirely. Maybe if he could somehow figure out how to more effectively numb himself - his thoughts, his feelings , his regrets, and daresay his fears - then maybe he could manage foregoing it. For now, the alcohol was necessary. Very necessary.

As if reading his mind, or at least craving the credits, the bartender slipped his empty drink out of one hand and slid a full one into his other. Too thankful to be dumbfounded, Atton only nodded and began sipping again, trying not to eye the Pazaak table now, as if were a challenge.

How long can you go before you slip? He thought bitterly, How long does it take for the memories to creep back? For the guilt to set in?

Sneering at no one, Atton turned to the other side of the bar, now in full view of the performing band and the throng of the dancing crowd beyond. Despite a lack of skill, he could lose himself in there. If he downed another drink or three, he could disappear, dissolve until he was nothing but sweat and heavy breathing, the beat thrumming in time with his pulse as if it was all he was born and bred for. It was either that or waste away in his designated apartment, surfing the spice channels until something worse came his way… 

But what he really wanted was… sky . Space and sky. And stars.

He’d applied for a delivery rotation with Peragus, not knowing they weren’t the type of outfit to take position requests. They were full up on delivery pilots, booked with ship outfitters and repairmen, no need for a single worker having anything to do with their incoming, outgoing or out-of-commission vehicles or even a position with even a sliver of a view of the wrecked asteroid field and the stretch of space it hung precariously in. But they were in constant need of miners, considering the hazard pay and all - not that the money made up for the mortality rate. Which Atton took as a challenge after considering it. But as much as he might deserve death, he was a survivor, above all else. And he'd yet to change his mind.

The view was shit here on Citadel Station, the window outside the cantina offering little else other than countless finger smudges on the duraglass that separated the station from the inhospitable atmosphere outside, but it sure as hell beat the view from Atton’s room. Maybe he’d meander the station for a while, clear his head, and try to forget about Pazaak, about his debts, about his father, his past…

He downed the rest of his drink and began rummaging through his jacket pocket for credits, only for the bartender to stop him. The bartender held up a hand as the droid beside him tendered credits from a woman across the bar, her pink skin aglow as she winked at him and nodded, biting her lip as she shooed him off, assuring Atton silently that she’d cover his tab.

Atton paused, unsure if he’d ever seen the Zeltronian woman before and if he’d ever made a pass at her, or worse, owed her money, her gesture more of a threat than one of good will in hopes of a future rendezvous. Or perhaps she was just an interested patron, hoping to catch a man drunk enough to dance.

He doubted it, but Atton nodded in return all the same, brows furrowing as he turned to leave, his limbs suddenly leaden with the movement. Atton shot the woman one last glance, her eyes still on him as he retreated from the bar, a strand of crimson hair falling into one of her eyes as she watched him leave, gaze unwavering. Atton froze. Normally, he wouldn’t walk away from an invitation, but this one seemed… strange. He hadn’t been looking to shack up with anyone, but more than that, he felt as if this gesture came with strings attached, though still unseen. So he thought it best to cut ties while he still can, acting as if he’d always meant to leave, regardless if this woman wanted him to stay or not.

He turned back again, eyes fixed on the cantina’s exit, knowing the entire time that he was being watched. Atton scanned the space with his peripheral vision, careful not to linger on any one person for too long, uneasy as he made his way back to his sad excuse for a room. He glanced at the duraglass, hungry for some slice of sky, but the air outside was instead full of a thick, grey smoke, billowing in stacks just beyond the window.

“Ain’t that a metaphor if there ever was one,” Atton murmured, shoving his hands in his pockets, already hungry for the empty black of sleep.

 


 

3951 BBY, Hyperspace

The Last Handmaiden

 

Fire. All she could see was fire. A blue-hot flame at the core of the galaxy, burning, burning… burning bright in the center of a black hole, time warping around it in a way she could not explain only… feel . It echoed within her, the very core of her, somehow, commuting its existence without words, before disappearing entirely. And then… she was in a room, but asleep, suspended in something but not swimming, unaware of what was around her other than the lukewarm liquid that made her skin tingle as if she were drenched in menthol, cool and warm at once. She could feel lights shudder out, one by one by one, before the darkness settled in, like a ship overhead, eclipsing the sun, much as it had back on Nespis VIII, back when-

Brianna woke with a start, fever in full swing. When she opened her eyes, the world was black static, the ship around her slowly coming into focus as the sounds around her grew to a low murmur, then a gentle hum, like an engine running. Only… there was an engine running beneath her. The ship… Her hands grasped at the sheets she was wrapped in, her palms pressed against the thin mattress as if to confirm that she could feel the engine running somewhere beneath her, that she was on a ship, that she was no longer in the Jedi Temple on Nespis VIII…

The last she remembered she was running through a room full of bodies, either dead or about to fall, and a man… a most familiar man…

“You’re finally awake,” Arianna’s voice floated into the room from nearby. Brianna swung to meet the sound but found herself dizzy, her vision swimming. “ Sit , sister. Sleep .”

She could hear her sister cross the room and set herself down beside her, the weight of her body shifting the mattress slightly.

“I’m surprised we got you out of there,” Arianna continued bitterly, “If there were any time to lose consciousness, that was not it.”

Brianna was too weak to reply, though her mind knew she was in the right, that she had acted accordingly, though… how did she know? Her memory was fuzzy, though part of her knew something wasn’t right, something hadn’t added up back at the temple. But she was in no state or test her theories, and no state to trust her own judgment or recollections…

Brianna tried to will herself awake, though her vision was fading again. With Arianna at her side, the blue-hot flame from her dreams formed again in her central vision, though her sister’s hand on hers anchored her to the here and now, an image transfixed like a ghost in the room that only Brianna could see.

“Your fever should break, before we arrive,” Arianna said, resting her other hand on Brianna’s burning forehead for a moment before pulling away.“And Mistress says you’ve done well, for now,” her sister continued, almost cooing, as if Brianna were still a child needing coaxing before bedtime. Brianna wanted to glare at her, but another part of her shrunk away, ashamed as always, wondering what she could have done to do better, to be better, allowing the dream-image of the flame and the pressing dark of sleep close in around her.

Mistress had trusted Brianna with her initial mission after all - her first foray into the galaxy alone, without her sisters, without supervision. It was nice, for a change, but temporary. Only temporary. 

And with that, Brianna drifted back into a fitful half-sleep, filled to the brim with dreams and visions, and the unending black at the edges of space.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station

Atton

 

Atton had never ridden a swoop bike, but now he was betting on one. He’d approached the table with an intention of hitching a ride, or at least bartering with the bookie to let him take one for a spin. But it was a no-go. It was all bets or nothing, and unfortunately, Atton had the credits to spare.

He started small - five credits. Then ten… then fifteen… but he stopped at twenty. Managed to stop at twenty, giving himself hell for it after forking over the last of his pocket money. He’d intended the cash to pay for juma and juma alone, and it was the lack of drink in him that convinced him to stop betting. And it was on his last bet that he actually won

No. Not again. Not now.

As soon as the cash prize was doled out, Atton strode to the bar with his half-finished drink, making sure to turn his back to the swoop den tucked in the corner of the cantina, lest he find himself itching to place another wager.

“Come here often?” a voice cooed in his ear as he finally edged into a seat as its previous owner edged out of it.

Atton glanced sidelong at the voice’s owner - the Zeltronian. Again.

“I take it you already know the answer to that,” he replied darkly, taking a sip of his drink, the heat of it slithering down his throat, “And I take it you must come here often enough to notice.”

“I only notice people worthy of my attention,” she said. Atton doubted that, about to abandon his newfound seat to find a table somewhere, one without unoccupied chairs - but the woman stopped him, a manicured hand caressing his chest until he sat back down again. She smiled, the pointed edges of her incisors peering out over the edge of her red-painted bottom lip.

“Whatever it is you’re selling, I’m not interested,” Atton said without breaking his gaze, downing his glass and placing it on the bar with purpose.

“Who says I’m selling anything?”

Atton narrowed his eyes and glanced at the swoop bike den, at the pazaak tables in the corner, thinking only of the debt he owed. Shaking his head, he stood back up despite the Zeltronian’s hand still placed gently on his chest, though he knew an old version of himself would gladly take her up on her offer - whatever it was.

“Thanks, but no thanks,” was all Atton said before walking off.

He craved another drink, or maybe three, but he didn’t like the feel of this. In another life, Atton would have taken any offer handed to him, and in another, he would only do it if he deemed it worthy of his time, depending on his mood. He might have flirted a bit more back at the bar but still… he knew a swindler when he saw one, and even an afternoon with a plaything wasn’t worth it. Not that Atton had any interest at the moment, anyway.

Without thinking, he’d walked himself to the shuttle depot, watching as countless ships docked and undocked and undoubtedly argued with the port authority on landing codes from the comfort of their own cockpits. Maybe soon he’d transfer to a shipping unit, managing cargo to and from the mining facility. Maybe his transfer request would be granted once he returned from his annual leave. One year down, four more to go. He sighed, knowing his luck didn’t run that thick.

With nowhere else but the bar to haunt, Atton considered grabbing a bite before ultimately settling on the idea of sleeping. Like a ghost he wandered the station, wondering how in the ‘verse he landed with such a sorry lot this time. Well, at least I’m not dead , he thought, keying in the code for his sad excuse for a company apartment, eager to toe off his boots and dive head first into the lumpy bed assigned to him for the week being. But when the doors to the module slid open, a woman was waiting for him at the small sitting area, a blaster in her hand. 

“I really just wanted to talk, Atton,” the Zeltronian said at the sight of him, running a nail along the white leather of the chair she sat in, and tsked casually before continuing, “Now look what you’ve made me do.”

Notes:

I don't even know what to add to these little end notes anymore or even if I should include them at all seeing how sporadic my posting schedule is no matter how hard I try... But if anyone is reading this, thank you and much love.

Chapter 19: Missing Pieces

Summary:

Erebus unwillingly catches up with his former Jedi Master as Atris’ plans slowly fall into place.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Hyperspace

Erebus

Mical's eyes shuddered, moving rapidly beneath his closed lids as his fingers brushed the surface of the onyx pyramid that Eden left for Erebus. Not that she knew her brother by that name, at least not yet.

Erebus watched on intermittently, his gaze flickering between Mical and the sketches he had pinned to his workstation, sketches that roughly resembled the object before them all, granting the Republic officer with whatever visions it deemed worthy. Lonna Vash watched on unblinking, arms crossed over her chest, guarded yet somehow unfazed, as if none of this was news to her.

Before Mical could properly react, or even catch a breath, Erebus sighed with indignation and turned to Vash, his expression one of pure impatience.

"Now that we've completed your little pet project, will you finally tell us what this all means, pretty please?"

Vash met his gaze with an unwavering stare, her dark eyes deep and unyielding.

"I see nothing has changed," she answered curtly, her movements in contrast with her expression as she reached for Mical in what Erebus could only assume was meant to be an empathetic embrace. "What is it you saw?"

This last part she directed at Mical, whose gaze was middling, his eyes darting about Erebus' cargo hold yet focusing on nothing, as if reliving his visions once more before committing them to words.

"An empty hall on Coruscant, an unfinished data entry left unattended, forgotten… And then a desert stretching into the distance, endless, and it was somehow both night and day. I don't know how but I know that I was seeing the same desert over centuries, time passing… and then a flash and I was in the corps again, on the front lines at Jaga's Cluster, tending to the wounded when I heard that the Republic fleet commander was dead, that Cassus Fett had fled into deep space after severing his head… and then I was looking out over a deep chasm on Malachor, though I've only read reports, I-I've never actually been there. I don't know how I know it was Malachor, but something tells me that's exactly what I saw."

Erebus winced.

"What did you see in that chasm?" he heard himself say, regretting it the moment he said it, "Describe the sky."

Mical blinked at him, his gaze still unsettled, unready to focus just yet.

"A blinding green light. Fluorescent green, sickly. From the chasm, I mean. Unearthly, almost. The sky was… stormy. Lots of lightning. I could feel the thunder in my bones."

Erebus nodded, his eyes firm on Mical's, bright and blue, knowing his own eyes mirrored the scene on Malachor - pale green, bright, and venomous, no longer the once-soothing sage of his youth.

"Sounds like Malachor to me."

Lonna turned on him now, an arm still cradled around Mical's arms, firm but unwanted judging by the body language Erebus witnessed beneath her hand.

"I would ask what you saw but I have a feeling I already know," she said to Erebus darkly.

"Of course you do, but why don't you ask me anyway?" Erebus said, plastering a sickeningly sweet smile across his face, the sarcasm dripping from his every pore. Lonna afforded him a glance but said nothing as she released Mical from her grip and let the boy sit down. "Or better yet, why don't you tell me what I saw? All this talk of visions and you've yet to tell us what it is you already know, and why you're putting up with me."

"I know that's why you're making this difficult," Vash sighed, "I get it, I really do. After all these years, the Force begins to...wear on you. It's mysterious ways, it's indignation to divulge further details, failing to tell you what possible futures will come to pass and which ones are already dead in your wake."

Erebus wanted to retort but found that he couldn't, suddenly in odd agreement with Vash. He felt like a child again, playing the brat to counter his own frustration than anything else, not quite making it hard on those around him with the intention to be difficult but to feel less alone in his vexation. Not that it made his behavior any better…

"You're right though, I should explain myself."

Vash lowered herself onto the same crate she had claimed as a seat earlier, easing the weight off her leg as she did then, too. She watched Erebus' gaze as he surveyed her, nodding as she continued.

"I know, I know, there's a lot to explain and that will come into it, too," Vash glanced at her leg and winced, as if acknowledging it made the pain flare up.

"Old injury?" Mical asked, noticing as well. "I was a medic for many years. Many veterans develop the same sort of difficulty, even once the leg has healed it's-"

Vash held up a hand to silence him, smiling despite Mical's efforts as she silently indicated that he need not speak further.

"I'm well aware, but I'm afraid not. In fact, there is no injury."

Mical cocked his head, much like a curious gizka.

"I guess I'll start there," Vash laughed, her voice hollow, "The reason I mentioned your sister earlier, Aiden, is because I never stopped thinking about her. But there was more than just what the record showed of her trial. We on the Council never admitted to what we truly sensed from her, at least not in writing. You know we were cautious of her uncanny ability to create Force bonds, no?"

At this, Mical paled, though Erebus was unsure as to why. Part of him wanted to pry into his mind again, either out of his insatiable curiosity or the odd sense of territorialism he felt at seeing a stranger react to news about his sister. Instead, he only nodded, eager for Vash to continue and for any of this to start making sense.

"Force bonds in general are not wholly unusual. They can often develop after shared traumatic events, or even occur between siblings."

Vash paused, watching Erebus for a reaction. Their eyes met, understanding flowing in their gaze, but Vash did not elaborate further. Erebus' own connection with his sister was not seen as unorthodox when they were children, in fact it was almost expected of them, especially being twins. But once the nature of his sister's abilities became clear, where Erebus had no such affinity for bonds outside of the one he shared with his twin, the Council's attention soured.

"As you may very well know, our most recent war hero had a special affinity for such a talent."

Erebus scoffed.

"Are you talking about Revan and her famous fever dreams or the Jedi pawn Bastila's Battle Meditation?"

Vash's eyes widened but Erebus only waved a hand at her, swatting away her surprise.

"I knew Revan's redemption was oft contested but I wasn't the aware the details had reached even the Si-"

"Word gets around," Erebus cut in before Vash could insult him further. "Jedi aren't as good at keeping secrets as they'd like to believe."

"I would argue, but…. You're right. And not only that, but there are plenty of things that the Jedi unfortunately keep from each other," Vash sighed with resignation. "Which will unfortunately play it's own part in this tale, eventually. And I have a feeling you have some idea of what I'm talking about."

Vash nodded towards Mical, looking meek as always, unsure of whether he should speak. The man didn't seem bashful, more respectful than anything, and Erebus wasn't sure if that made him more annoyed or if it made him respect the man more.

"Aye, Master Vash. I know I was meant to convene with you at the Temple though nothing quite went as planned. I am happy to finally make your acquaintance, but not like this. No offense."

"None taken," Vash laughed, the light returning to her eyes for a moment before flickering out and making way for what Erebus assumed was her now-usual weariness. "Though I am curious as to why a Republic recruit with a relatively clean record would sign up for such a job."

"Job?"

"Your senses failed to tell you?" Vash replied sardonically, "Mical here was hired by one of our old colleagues. You may remember a certain Lucien Draay? Some would call him a heretic, but others might be familiar with his Jedi Covenant, a covert operation that tried to prevent Revan's rise to Sith power but unfortunately only made way for Darth Malak."

Erebus paled though he tried to hide it, hoping that his normal pallor would mask whatever winded him.

"Ah," was all he managed to say, instantly brought back to Atris' archive chambers, hard at work with little sleep trying to track down lost Jedi artifacts to win her favor. "I'm quite familiar."

"I'm not surprised, really," Master Vash said, her tone changing now as she glanced about the cargo hold, her eyes flickering over his sketches, stacks of notes and datapads, her gaze lingering on each item as if she knew exactly what moment of his childhood predated his current obsessions. And in a way Erebus would not be surprised if she did. Master Vash was the instructor he had during his most formative years, at least before the tumultuously formative ones he spent studying under Atris and struggling to make her see why she had chosen him as an apprentice, initially. "This all must strike a chord for you."

"Oh, you think?" Erebus tried not to balk, but the truth of what was happening was as clear to Vash as it was to him. Mical watched, his eyes volleying between each of them as they stewed in their thoughts, waiting for one of them to respond.

"I'm afraid I owe you an apology," Erebus found himself saying after a few tense moments, standing now and looking Mical square in the face, "From one historian to another, I knew what you sought to recover from the temple. In fact, I saw before I'd barely landed on that moon. In a vision, granted by that thing, over there."

Erebus pointed to the artifact, demure and docile on his workbench, yet sinister in its silence, its all-swallowing blackness, a surface so smooth that it should shine but instead soaked in all light as if it sought to snuff it out entirely. A blackhole in miniature. How quaint.

"Why are you telling me this?" Mical looked to Vash as if for an answer, despite not trusting either of them it was clear the boy was more inclined to ask the Jedi for guidance.

"Because it's why we're all here, isn't it?" Erebus said, spreading his arms wide, as if to show off his stores. But his crates were sealed - Mical and Vash could not see their contents. Though he had a feeling Vash already knew what was inside each and every one of the boxes stacked within the room.

"I guess it's my turn to monologue?" Erebus asked cheekily.

"I was hardly finished, but please, do go ahead."

A ghost of a smile spirited over Master Vash's lips and Erebus almost wanted to smile back, if not sardonically. How often he'd hoped to impress her as a child, or Atris, only to come up empty. As if the Force wasn't already hard at work making him bask in his own regret, it was now adding irony to the pot as well.

"I have a feeling this is all connected, but you already know that."

Master Vash's eyes softened as she surveyed him, soaking in the sight of him for a minute before nodding sagely. Yes, you're finally getting it now.

"You may have noticed that I have sketches of the very same object all over this workstation," Erebus started, pointing towards the desk. Mical's eyes followed, as if just noticing the pictures displayed there, though Erebus knew he'd taken stock of them the moment he stepped foot on his ship. "I've been searching for objects of import, particularly Sith in origin, that can extend one's life. Perhaps, unnaturally."

He glanced at Vash, who only raised her eyebrows, obviously displeased with his choice of words but otherwise keen enough for him to continue.

"On the behalf of my… benefactor."

"I take it your benefactor is a proper Sith Lord," Mical mumbled, his eyes still fixed on the sketches pinned to the wall beside the desk with interest, though Erebus could hear the honesty in his voice.

"Proper?!"

"Just, go on - please," Vash cut in, eyes flashing despite the polite expression plastered to her face, "Aiden."

Still feeling the child, Erebus obliged, though the edge remained in his voice as he continued.

"After years of research into an ancient cult there's little evidence of ever having existed, I was brought to Tatooine, believing it to have once been an outpost of sorts. There were several others but nothing remained. All reports were the same, detailing an outlying village with no ties to any major cities, sustained mysteriously with limited trade, though their one export was that."

Erebus motioned towards the pyramid, still sinister in its silence upon his desk.

"That makes sense," Mical mused, examining the sketches again, but this time his gaze danced from the paper to the object in question, as if he were cross-referencing it now. "Tatooine was likely home to a thousand cultures over the eons, each one eventually swallowed up by sand and fast forgotten. Even outposts as recent as sixty years ago have sunk beneath the dunes, never to be heard from again. But that's sort of the nature of the Outer Rim, isn't it? Once a resource dries up, you just move on. Onto the next, without another thought. Because there's no room for anything other than survival. But sand can be a preservative, there's probably a thousand lost civilizations beneath the Dune Sea."

Erebus wanted to say something biting and smart in return but found that he came up empty. The man was absolutely right, even if he didn't have to go on at length just to prove a point.

"No better place to hide a secret Sith cult, no?" Erebus joked instead, though his demeanor was nothing but serious as he continued. "At least, I'm not sure the cult knew necessarily that the objects they worshipped were Sith in origin. Much like you said, this town popped up out of nowhere some eighty years ago and disappeared just as quickly. No one batted an eye. I checked the records from the Tatooine spaceports, and honestly? They could care less who lives and who dies beyond Anchorhead, or any of the other major ports. There was hardly any record of the place alongside a thousand other settlements that had mysteriously either moved in anticipation of an oncoming storm or disappeared entirely."

He stopped, realizing he needed to take a breath. He looked from Mical to Master Vash, surprised to find them both at rapt attention. His throat dry, he attempted to swallow and continue, his voice a rasp husk of what it usually was as he went on.

"I'd been studying this place for some time, unsure of where it was on the planet exactly, and yet when I arrived in Anchorhead…"

I found Eden again, he almost said, the discovery dawning on him as if for the first time, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end. It wasn't so much a surprise as much as it was validation. He'd been irrevocably connected to Eden since their birth, their connection through the Force the first thing he'd truly felt coming into this world and the only thing that remained a constant in his life - until Malachor. But it was because of this tether that he knew - he knew - that if Eden had perished that he would have felt it, that he would feel that tether wrenched from him as she left this plane of existence. He would know.

"I waited. A disturbance in the Force held me back. I quickly learned that my twin sister was living in the city, but she was out of town on a job. I waited around, hoping to… well, I'm not sure exactly what I hoped, but when she returned she was only keen on leaving Anchorhead and Tatooine altogether. And with good reason."

"I take it this is about the bounty posted by the Exchange?" Vash peppered into Erebus' offered pause. He nodded.

"Precisely, which is another coincidence I don't believe to be quite the happy accident it seems, though I haven't figured that one out yet."

"Wasn't there already a bounty on Jedi?" Mical chimed in, clearly confused now as he pushed away from Erebus' desk and began to pace the small space shared between them.

"Oh, you may not have heard, being held hostage and all," Erebus said with a casual air despite his growing discomfort at Mical's growing ease to peruse his ship as he wished, crossing his arms as he leaned against the cargo hold door with a careful nonchalance painted heavily with passive aggression, "The Exchange posted a bounty on all Jedi, yes, but General Eden Valen's records and most recent whereabouts and aliases were posted to the holonet boasting a handsome fifty million credits if she was found alive."

"Found alive? And what, brought to the Exchange?" Mical asked, almost outraged at the news.

"Presumably."

"But for what purpose?"

"Who knows?" Erebus countered, exasperated, "At this point I'd like not to care, but I'm honestly probably just as afraid as you are at the idea. There were rumors during the Mandalorian Wars of a rogue doctor testing Jedi, though I don't know what ever happened to him or if he was ever brought to justice. But somehow, whatever it was Eden was doing out there when I arrived at Anchorhead, she ended up coming back with that." Erebus pointed at the black pyramid again as if they needed any reminding, almost jarred by how serenely it sat there despite everything. "I won't get into the boring details of how we managed to leave the city and end up on Space City, but she found the outpost I had been searching for somehow. I'm not sure how or what else she took from there, but she left one piece. For me. Perhaps she saw the drawings and left it as a peace offering, I really don't know. But when I touched that thing? I saw the Temple, but more specifically, I saw Exar Kun. He led me there. To you."

"Exar Kun?" Mical repeated, inching toward Erebus with a furrowed brow, "In the flesh?"

"No, no, the mural of him. The one that graces the city walls leading to the Temple like a warning."

"A warning of what The Great Sith War might wrought if the true threat was not destroyed," Mical mused, still pacing.

"I take it this is where you fit into all of this?" Erebus asked, this time actively trying to wring his voice of all bitterness, in an attempt to play nice.

Mical paused and locked eyes with Vash, who only nodded before dropping her gaze to the floor, losing herself in thought before Mical elaborated.

"I may be a Republic Scout but I have a history with the Jedi. I served with the Corps during Revan's war, made a few friends. There's a theory about some things they found during the Dxun campaign, as well as a few others, though Dxun being the most notorious. As you may know, Dxun and its history with the orbiting Onderon factor heavily in Exar Kun's fall to the… Dark Side." Mical said, his voice straying over the last two words as if he didn't mean to offend, perhaps not out of fear but out of confusion for just what their allegiances meant in close quarters like this, not quite enemies but still far from allies. "What with Revan's sudden change of heart and history repeating itself all over again, I don't think there's any coincidence about it. And the fact that there were skirmishes out on Tatooine, skirmishes that Revan herself fought in, not far from where you found that thing-"

"I didn't find it, Eden did," Erebus corrected, though his voice was almost whispersoft, afraid of growing accustomed to saying his sister's name out loud again - Eden, Ede - as if doing so might either summon or banish her, and he wasn't yet sure which was worse.

"Which is even more peculiar, I think," Mical continued, picking up his stride again despite the small space, "Considering there are reports of General Valen finding similar objects to this one on Dxun. Different in shape, yes, but with similar properties, similar makeup. Objects which were conveniently lost in transit. Revan, General Valen, the myth of Exar Kun, the Sith - it's all connected somehow. But, what I'm wondering is… why now? Exar Kun fell to the Dark Side and turned almost fifty years ago. But now the Jedi are vanishing, and Revan went missing earlier this standard year, the exiled General Valen suddenly re-emerges…" Mical shook his head, trying to make sense of it all. "There's something larger at work here."

Erebus looked at Mical square in the eye now, keen on making another smart remark about the Force and coincidences, but when their eyes met he found that he couldn't. Mical's bright eyes bore into his, almost pleading, and though it was in the spirit of making his case, Erebus felt as if he owed the man an apology - but for reasons unknown to him. If Erebus had not so easily succumbed to anger all those years ago, would he be anything like the man standing before him? Square jaw and sweeping blonde hair aside -

"Wait," Erebus said, the hair on his neck truly standing on end now as a memory took form in his mind's eye as he spoke, an image of the man before him morphing into something similar yet different - smaller in stature perhaps, and younger. Oh, so much younger. "I know you."

Though Erebus' eyes never left Mical's, he could see Lonna Vash smirk in his peripheral vision, though she remained quiet, watching.

"You came to the Archives, on Coruscant. You wanted to study under Atris, with-"

"With Eden Valen, yes."

The moment solidified as Mical confirmed it - a young boy of about twelve wandering into the Archives, bothering Erebus (Aiden, then) for an audience with the Master Historian, claiming to have a long-standing appointment, and Erebus arguing with him that it could not be the case because he knew every minutiae of the Historian's schedule down to the precise moment, only to find himself terribly wrong once Atris swept into the room to sweep the boy right back into her office without as much as a backward glance, much less an apology. Mical had been exceedingly polite then and almost as much now, circumstances willing, but back then he'd been Atris' attempt to keep Eden with the Order, a consolation prize meant to spur her onto Knighthood.

"You were meant to be her apprentice, her Padawan…"

I won't be bribed, Eden had said, If they wanted to make me a Knight they would have done it already, they would have assigned me to a proper Master and given me the same courtesy they did you. You didn't see what Revan showed me out there, Aiden, she'd pleaded, You have to believe me, it's worse than anything you could imagine.

All roads lead to Eden, he thought, laughing darkly.

"You knew this already, didn't you?" Erebus said, tearing his eyes away from Mical's equally surprised gaze, the words finding purchase as he looked Vash in the eye. "I think it's time you finish that origin story of yours."

Master Vash only looked back at him, the smirk she wore earlier fading slightly into something more serious. She brushed a strand of greying black hair behind her ear and reached into her robe, producing another black pyramid, this one smaller than the first, slight enough to comfortably hide in a closed fist.

"I was there when the Jedi found her," she began, her dark eyes fixed on the pyramid as she held it up to examine more closely. Mical's face paled.

"General Valen?"

Vash shook her head.

"No, Revan."

Neither Mical nor Erebus spoke, glancing at one another before awaiting Vash's response, a new kinship kindled between them in unknowing, the mystery unfolding before them both despite their past or their current affiliations. The Force would see to it that they were in this together, now, whether they liked it or not.

"We found her wandering the desert."

She didn't have to say which planet. Erebus already knew.

"She didn't carry anything with her. Only this."

Vash tossed the pyramid gently into the air, catching it gingerly in her palm, feeling the weight of it before she leaned over and set it on the desk beside its matching piece, the one Eden left behind.

"We brought her to Nespis, just as you had been, Aiden. I'm surprised this thing was still there."

"I take it the Jedi never discovered its true properties?" Erebus ventured. Vash shook her head.

"My Master back then saw a vision as well, when she first touched the artifact, though she never told me what she saw, nor did she let me touch it myself. Nothing indicated that she saw anything dark or disturbing. If anything, it validated her decision to bring Revan to the Jedi, to train as one of us."

Vash sighed, her eyes still fixed on the pyramids, now a pair.

"Your Master?" Erebus probed, uncertain whether Master Vash had ever mentioned any of the Jedi Masters that had trained her in their time together as teacher and student.

"Master Arren Kae."

A shiver ran down Erebus' spine at the name. Disgrace, he instantly recalled Atris saying, A traitor if there ever was one.

Master Arren Kae had not only gone on to train Revan but had also followed her to war, a grievous offense in Atris' book. She is the antithesis of everything it means to be a Jedi, a devout follower of the Light. Not only had she trained the next Exar Kun, but there were also rumors of Kae and an Echani General, whose name escaped Erebus despite how much it bothered him to forget something - regardless of how trivial.

Echani. Like the young women at the temple...

"My apprentice and I were scouring the old Temples for anything that could lead us to the new Sith threat, anything we could pass along to the Republic." Vash continued, interrupting his thoughts, "Lucien Draay had headed the effort years ago, but after what happened at Katarr, someone needed to take over where he left off. This pyramid was still sitting in the archives on Space City, unmarked, along with the cache you recovered, Mical, as well. I couldn't get to it once the Echani started watching the perimeter, much less when the Golden Company moved in."

The hair on the back of Erebus' neck stood on end as he followed Vash's gaze from the desk to the satchel Mical had brought aboard from the Temple. The cache so prized it was one of few objects set apart from the rest of the Archive's contents, let alone from any potential Dark Side users that might attempt to steal it - someone such as himself. But he'd glimpsed its contents when he had peered into Mical's mind, the mounting coincidences still not lost on him.

"Exar Kun's lightsaber," he breathed, almost reverent. Erebus almost expected Mical or Vash to make a face (A Sith? Fawning over the Dark Jedi Exar Kun? How cliché... ) but neither one reacted. It was the stuff of legend, but for Erebus is was both the dream and the nightmare. The famed object he'd coveted as a child yet feared all the same.

"I should have sensed the path you might take, Aiden," Vash said, her voice rasp with remembering, "You modeled your first lightsaber after this one, no?"

Erebus nodded, his eyes still fixed on the unopened satchel.

"What did you think of a Padawan fashioning his lightsaber after the weapon of a turncoat? Back then, I mean?"

He hadn't expected to ask, though he felt as if the question had been there all along, so much of his past coming to light that unearthing any more of it seemed only natural.

"I thought it was a coping mechanism," Vash admitted, "So many children were afraid, back then especially, but you most of all. The other Masters told me what happened when they first brought you to Space City, what you said about the mural. And despite whatever it is that brought you to where you are now, I suspect some of that still holds true."

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate. You know the rest." Erebus wanted to laugh, though his voice was far more somber than intended in his sarcasm. Vash smiled and glanced down into her lap.

"Something like that."

"I don't mean to interrupt this meaningful catch-up or anything, but-" Mical interrupted, polite as ever, his face painted with pure concern, "But you said you were at the Temple with your apprentice? As in… your current apprentice? Just hours ago?"

Vash looked at Mical and nodded, the weight of her unspoken answer clear on her face and obvious in her apprentice's absence.

"I'm... so sorry," Mical said, shaking his head as he crossed his arms. "If there's anything I can do-"

Vash put up a hand, pleading "Please, I appreciate it but I think the best thing we can do is consider our next steps."

"Our?" Erebus butt in, "And is this when you tell us where your injury comes from, finally?"

She nodded, inhaling a bracing breath before regaling her audience with an answer.

"I've yet to figure that out, to be honest," Vash winced again followed by a sharp intake of breath, "Though it's worth noting that my apprentice, Korath-"

She paused, a lump forming in her throat as she continued, her eyes welling up..

"Korath was taken down in a rain of blasterfire when the Golden Company arrived, completely severing his right leg."

She swallowed the rasp in her voice away, or at least attempted to, looking at neither man as she continued.

"He'd been touching the artifact when they materialized, the visions likely overwhelming his Force sense."

"And where were you?" Erebus said, at least trying not to sound accusatory, though his voice betrayed him despite it.

"I was in the library when they attacked him, watching you."

The Jedi he'd sensed in the Archive, of course, Erebus had figured as much. "But that still doesn't explain how you know-"

"I saw it," she said, interrupting him, "In my mind's eye, through the Force. It was as if… as if I was seeing it through his eyes. As if Korath wanted me to see. To perhaps help him, I…" she trailed off, shaking her head a shaking hand reached up to massage the back of her neck. "I don't know."

She looked down, her hands having descended from her neck to now wring together in her lap. "But I felt it, too. The pain in my leg. It was as if I was being shot at as well, bleeding out on the floor. You can see why your sister plays a part in this, and I don't think it's a coincidence that half the galaxy's now on her tail, either. Especially after all these years."

Erebus shook his head, though in sage agreement, knowing there was more to why Eden was of particular interest to Darth Nihilus and could not explain, and knowing that he had so many questions for what Vash sensed from Eden the day she was exiled, understanding why the woman would be wary to deign him an earnest answer.

"Korath was still holding the artifact when I found him, his fist closed tight." Vash mimicked the movement, her knuckles turning white. "And that's when I saw it. All of this, the Temple collapse, this ship, you… and Dantooine."

"So that's how you knew to find us here?" Erebus confirmed, Vash nodding solemnly as their eyes met briefly across the room.

"And what awaits us there? On Dantooine?" Mical asked, his voice soft but soothing in the seething quiet that followed Vash's vision.

"The next piece of this puzzle, I imagine," Vash said, sighing, "I think it's worth noting that an unaffiliated group of otherwise unknown Echani as well as the most notorious mercenary group in this sector were interested in what was kept in that Temple is a start. And like I said, I don't think it's a coincidence that these objects link to Revan and Exar Kun both."

Vash and Mical, as if on cue, both turned to Erebus, watching him for a reaction.

"Oh, I imagine this is where you suspect come in, then?" he asked, clutching his chest dramatically to show his offense, since their imposing presence on his ship wasn't proof enough.

Vash shrugged meekly as Mical crossed his arms, his expression unchanging, neither one of them elaborating on their stance, though their opinions seemed set in stone.

"Ah, I see," Erebus said, sucking in a breath through gritted teeth, "Not only have I studied these objects, but I'm now supposed to be your stand-in for traitorous Jedi? Since it seems neither Revan nor Exar Kun could make it. Busy schedules and all, being either missing or dead. Okay, sure, I'll play along…"

Erebus stood up straight, pushing his out his chest as he clasped his hands behind his back, his fingertips already tingling with electricity. Calming himself with a measured breath, he continued, making sure to look both of them square in the eye, one after the other and back again, as he spoke.

"I will warn you, though I assure you I don't have to," he began, his voice a chilling monotone, soft enough that both Vash and Mical were forced to lean towards him in order to catch his every word, "That my Master is likely on our tail if he's not already on Eden's. He knows we crossed paths, I can feel it. And if he sees fit to catch up with us - with me - and demand answers? I cannot protect you, even if I wanted to."

"And your Master… is he- erm, are they-?" Mical started, though the words died on his throat before he could finish.

"Oh trust me," Erebus interrupted, his voice harsh and unrelenting, and not because he wished to instill fear in his unwilling companions but because the most he could do for them as well as himself was tell the truth, "You don't want to know. And if you did, you'd wish you didn't."

If you even want to refer to Nihilus as anything that might make him seem human, Erebus thought, thinking it best if he not elaborate - at least not out loud - thinking on the horror that was his Master. But for Erebus, it was the horror that fascinated him most - the horror and the awe, the utterly unfathomable thing that he was, something and somewhere between being and nonbeing, hunger without end. Vash's eyes were steady on him, her expression unwavering, as if she knew that Nihilus was the one responsible for Katarr. Erebus could only hold her gaze, regardless of what conclusion she came to, before breaking away and making his exit.

"We have three days before we reach Dantooine," Erebus finally said, breaking the silence, though his voice was just as severe, just as sinister, "I suggest you get some rest. I can't imagine we'll get much in the eons to come."

And with that, Erebus left Vash and Mical in his cargo bay - along with his notes, his life's work, and a slew of other things he'd prefer to keep from prying eyes - and closed the door so he was finally alone in the cockpit with only the white-blue of hyperspace for company. As soon as the thing shut, his fingers exploded with static energy at his sides, muffled only by the fabric of his robes.

Seething still, Erebus steadied himself with a few deep breaths, trying not to reach out with the Force to watch as Vash and Mical undoubtedly proceeded to peruse his things or talk behind his back. Instead, he sunk into his pilot's chair and, propping his boots up on the console, figured it best he take his own advice, and sleep.


3951 BBY, Telos

Atris

"We should be arriving within a standard day, Mistress," Orenna spoke into the transponder, her holo-visage a ghostly blue in Atris' chambers, "We managed to retrieve some objects of import mentioned in your manifest, but overall we were unable to recover everything before the mercenaries moved in. Would you like for us to pursue?"

Orenna, like the others, was so serene, so calm. A pool of water waiting in a glen, stirring only with a ripple at the mere hint of the breeze. Concentric circles forming one from another, an echo in endless chorus until… nothing. Stillness, again. Calm.

There is no passion, there is serenity.

"Not for the moment, no," Atris said, matching her voice to the Echani's timbre. She wanted them to pursue, yes, but she needed to study what they found first, her thirst for knowledge as insatiable as ever. The logs she'd retrieved years ago divulged most of Nespis VIII's stores, but it was different seeing the objects in person. It was different seeing an object through the Force - raw and rending, like tearing flesh straight from bone. Pure and untainted.

There is no chaos, there is harmony.

"We will re-evaluate the situation once you return," Atris elaborated, "We still have the Exile to consider."

"Understood, Mistress," Orenna nodded, reverent.

"And how is your sister?" Atris asked, her voice brimming with unknowing as she spoke, though she did her best to conceal it.

There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.

"She is stable, for now," Orenna responded, looking over her shoulder as if checking on Brianna herself, though they were clearly separated by the walls of the ship, "I don't believe she is in any state to report, however."

"There is no need, at least not for the moment." Atris smiled, her expression tranquil as the gesture scarcely graced her features, "We will speak when you return."

Orenna nodded, a similar smile overcoming her face. Echani took after the physical appearance of the parent whose gender they matched, and though Atris had never met the sisters' mother she could still sense a bit of Yusanis' regality in the girls, in the way they carried themselves and the way they spoke, even if they did not resemble him physically. It was what had drawn her to the sisters from the moment she met them, tasked with divulging the news of their father's passing on behalf of the Jedi at the end of the war. But Atris had met Brianna's mother once, the bastard sister bearing another woman's face… but she could no longer recall her name, nor what she looked like, Brianna's face now a similar blur in her memory. And Atris did not know why.

"Mistress-?" Orenna interrupted, her expression growing concerned, "Is there anything I can-?"

There is no emotion, there is peace.

"No, no," Atris laughed genially, an inner calm falling over her like fresh snow, "Just alert me when you have arrived."

"And of the ship we saw dock at Nespis?" Orenna asked again, this time uncertain.

Release her records, the woman had said. The Sith will follow.

"We shall devise a plan upon your arrival."

Orenna hesitated a moment before nodding in affirmation, signing off. Business as usual.

Everything was falling into place. But now… Atris would wait.

She would retreat to her study until the sisters returned, meditate on what she knew to be true and what she willed to be so, trusting the Force to set things right and avenge the Jedi that sacrificed their lives for the secret she now knew to be true.

There is no death, there is the Force.

The future of the Jedi rested on her shoulders alone, now. And she would shoulder the burden, no matter the cost.

Notes:

It has been a while, to say the least. Mostly, life got in the way, and then 2020 happened. But this chapter is finally here. A sincere and heartfelt thanks to everyone who has read and commented so far, especially after reading my last chapter. It has meant so much and it is the reason this chapter is finally being posted today, nearly a year later. If this proves anything, it is that I will continue this story until its end, no matter how long it takes, and despite the potential gaps between updates. Posting aside, it's the most fun I've had writing anything, and your comments and appreciation are just the icing on the cake. Again, thank you! I know I promised a few of you that I would check out your works as well and I still plan on doing so now that my schedule has allowed me to work on this and all things kotor. I find the best way to keep myself motivated with this story is to keep myself immersed in the world of Star Wars, and the Old Republic in particular, if not just a teeny bit. I wholeheartedly plan on getting lost in your stories and sending comments and well wishes as I do so. In terms of this story, I already have drafts of the next three chapters queued up, but after four years of working on this fic off and on (ugh) I know better than to make any concrete promises. Just know that the next few chapters are in the works and that this labor of love will be posted in its entirety... one day... eventually :)

Chapter 20: Sole Survivor

Summary:

Atton returns to a changed Peragus, fearing now for his life as well as his record, and Brianna catches Atris up to the Exile's whereabouts.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951, Peragus Mining Facility
Atton

"Anything you'd like to report?"

"Um, excuse me - what?"

"Anything you'd like to report, sir? In your luggage?"

Atton was good at smuggling. Or at least he had been, given his current performance. Not used to being flustered, Atton mustered as charming of a laugh as he could to coax some false-friendly sympathy from the Peragus intake officer looking him deadpan in the face.

"Ah yeah, actually," he answered, trying to sound casual and failing, "Got a new jacket, some boots, and-"

"Alright then, just log them in here, here and here," the woman cut him off before he could flourish his half-lie with something even more inane than what he'd already said, thrusting a datapad at his chest.

The new jacket in his luggage wasn't a lie, nor were the boots… but what was inside the boots, well, that was another story.

Atton restrained himself, careful to keep his dumb mouth shut, and took the datapad from the officer's impatient hands. Doing as she asked, he logged the new duds and nothing else. Smiling awkwardly, he handed the pad back to her, her expression unchanged.

"Okay, now I just need you to sign this waiver-"

"Waiver?" Atton held up a hand to stop her, "Wait a minute, I signed a waiver when I joined this mining outfit. Why do I need to do it again?"

"New company policy," the woman shrugged, seeming more annoyed than anything. Atton watched her for further reaction, but after revealing none he snatched the datapad back from her and scanned the waiver now displayed on its screen.

"Says here the hazard pay's gone up. What's that about?" Atton's heart skipped a beat as his brain processed the technical salary increase, but knew better than to get his hopes up.

"Haven't you heard?" the officer said, rolling her eyes, "This asteroid could blow any minute now, what with the uptick in mining accidents."

"But there are always mining accidents," Atton answered, "Isn't that the reason this job is what it is?"

"Not like this," she replied, sighing and raising her brows as she glanced at his file open on another datapad at her fingertips, "We lost ten miners since you set off, it looks like."

"Lost? As in… died?"

The woman nodded, solemn despite the clear annoyance still painted on her face.

"Does anyone know why? I mean, accidents happen, but any idea why there are so many?"

The woman shrugged again.

"Management won't tell us anything, just that it's under control. Whatever that means."

Atton huffed in snark agreement, "Of course."

Signing the waiver finally, wondering just how harrowing his next four years here might be, Atton was suddenly feeling better about the contraband hiding in near-plain sight in his carry-on, almost forgetting the deal with the Exchange lackey that forced him into this mess.

One down, four to go. Though if everything went as planned, he'd be off this rock in no time.


3951 BBY,  The Polar Regions of Telos
The Last Handmaiden

 

"And that was the last you saw of the Exile?"

"Yes, Mistress," Brianna's voice echoed through Atris' chambers, even the quickness of her breath reverberating off the stark walls that surrounded them. "Is there any more you wish from me?"

Atris remained silent, her fingers steepled in thought as they cradled her porcelain chin, considering Brianna's words. Atris betrayed no emotion as she considered the Last Handmaiden's account, though she already knew what happened from the reports Brianna had sent. After a few agonizing minutes, the woman shook her head. "I believe that will be all for now. Good work."

Good work?

Brianna would hardly call it good work. Though she was glad for her sisters' unusual accolades, nothing of what had transpired over the last standard week felt good to her.

"I sense some uncertainty," Atris said, a wan smile crossing her pale features as her gaze lifted to meet Brianna's inquisitive stare. "If you have any grievances, please share them."

Brianna was unsure if this was a request made in earnest curiosity or one meant to draw out her ire.

"Perhaps I misinterpreted your instructions, Mistress. I was under the impression that I was to continue to pursue the Exile, even after she left Nespis."

"Ah," Atris said, her voice soft and soothing. Mistress uncoupled her hands and pressed them to the desk as she stood, her white robes billowing as she swept across the room to Brianna's side. "That was the intention, yes, but the Force has since shown me another path."

Brianna stiffened as Atris placed a hand on her shoulder, afraid there was some unseen reprimand yet to come though inwardly pleased at the closeness, her Mistress' smile an almost motherly welcome.

"As their only other living witness, you have further confirmed my fears that the Sith have returned. It is only a matter of time before they reveal themselves in true and wage war on the Republic as we know it. But for now we must rest and await their arrival."

Brianna nodded, tempted to mirror Atris' serene smile though finding she couldn't at the thought of the man with the violet saber back at Anchorhead, perturbed that Atris seemed so sure that the Sith would continue to emerge from anonymity, finally making themselves known.

"Tell me what to do next, Mistress," Brianna bowed her head, reverent, awaiting her Mistress' next command.

"I have something for you," Atris answered after a moment, her voice soft but aloof now. "See that plasteel container by the door?"

Atris removed her hand from Brianna's shoulder, the Echani's arm suddenly cold at the absence of her Mistress' touch. Brianna glanced back in the direction Atris indicated, finding a demure box waiting by the exit to the study, hardly distinguishable from the other packages piled up along the walls - undoubtedly housing artifacts yet to be examined, items yet to be logged into Atris' never-ending inventory.

"Take it with you when you return to your quarters. Think of it more as a test than a gift."

"Yes, Mistress."

"You would do well to consider your Echani oath," Atris continued, hooking her hand beneath Brianna's chin and guiding it so that their eyes met. Mistress' angelic smile remained, her eyes warm despite their iciness. It was a wonder Atris was not Echani herself, given her appearance, though it was clear she revered the race highly for their discipline as well as for how well their faith coincided with that of the Jedi. "I will need all the protection I can get."

"Y-yes, Mistress."

Atris removed her hand from Brianna's chin and Brianna bowed her head again, wanting anything but to look Mistress in the eye.

"And speak with Orenna about blocking," Atris said, returning to her desk and immediately busying herself with a datapad, as if Brianna had only just interrupted her and had not been speaking for the last hour, detailing every step of her journey. "And try not to take it personally, or anything your sisters say for that matter. I believe it was sentimentality that ultimately led your father to his unfortunate demise."

She knows.

Atris was not even looking at Brianna as she said this, her voice casual and nonchalant as she continued. Her father was murdered by the traitor Revan, Brianna and everyone else knew that. But she knew what Atris spoke of, if not indirectly - the thing that haunted her every waking moment, the mistake Brianna never made but was born with the burden to bear. Brianna the Bastard. The Last of the Handmaidens.

"You would do well with some guidance," Atris said with some finality. An edge laced her voice as her eyes rose to meet Brianna's, briefly, before smiling and returning to her work without another glance. This was meant to signal Brianna's dismissal and mark her uncouth exit from Atris' chambers to again consider the sins of her father, ad nauseum.

Brianna waited for a moment, almost hopeful that Atris was not yet finished, but when her Mistress continued to read her datapad without so much as another upward glance, Brianna nodded, bowed, and retreated, picking up the plasteel container as she went.

Once out of sight of Atris' chambers and clear of the long, somber causeway that separated their Mistress' quarters from her Echani advance guard, Brianna stopped mid-stride and leaned against the wall, letting out a breath she didn't realize she'd been holding.

Her fingers prickled, almost cold, as if she had been out on the mountainside. Brianna's knuckles were white against the plasteel container still in her hands, and with a trembling grip, she opened the box to see what was inside.

At first, she saw nothing, just the black nothingness of an open box. But as the light adjusted, she saw it - grey fabric on grey fabric, shades upon shades of grey. The box nearly clattered to the floor as Brianna extracted the cloth in its entirety from the container. What little color she had drained from her face at the sight. They were robes. Jedi robes.

Oh, she knows.


3951, Peragus Mining Facility
Atton

 

"So, do anything interesting off-world?" the new-hire beside him asked. Atton only shrugged, trying his best to keep his mind focused on the data running across the screen in front of him. The mining droid on his other side twitched as it idled, as if awaiting Atton's command with impatience - which only made Atton want to punch the thing square in the module that looked almost like a face.

"Really, nothing?"

The young humanoid was eager for Atton's opinion on all things Peragus, including the quality of the food, the linens the bunks were outfitted with (Atton couldn't help but snort when the kids uttered the word 'linens'), and of course, what their once-a-year leave would consist of once he qualified for it.

"Played some cards, ate some take out. Stuff we can't get around here, that sort of thing. Enjoyed the peace and quiet," Atton answered reluctantly after a moment, doing what he could to be as vague as possible while still giving a meaty enough answer in hopes of shutting the kid up.

The new recruit was fresh-faced and new to the job - quite literally. Having only just arrived that morning, Atton's shift manager thought it best to have him shadow Atton first thing once his paperwork was signed and ready to process. Fresh from the dire warnings that management bombarded the poor kid with during orientation, he was likely looking for a ray of hope, hungry for any indication that this mining outfit wasn't so bad. Atton didn't want to outright depress the guy but he also didn't want to lie, though ultimately Atton wished he didn't have to talk to him at all.

"Aw, really? Didn't meet up with friends or family or anything?" he asked.

Atton almost laughed.

"Don't have either, though plenty of the others do. The company can arrange for family visits if that's what you were trying to ask."

"Ah, yeah, I was wondering," the new recruit said, shifting now as he watched Atton work from over his shoulder, completely oblivious to how uncomfortable it made him, "I'm trying to help my family win back their estate on Coruscant. Since we couldn't afford to send any of my siblings to school, we sort of ended up finding odd jobs around the galaxy."

"And you got sent all the way out here?" Atton asked, trying to mask the agitation in his voice.

"Tough breaks, right?"

"Eh, it's not so bad once you get used to it. There are worse things you could be doing."

'Worse things' is putting it lightly. Atton eyed the corner of their work station where nestled into a bit of rock at the base of the current excavation site was a satchel he left unattended by the entrance. All workers carried their equipment to and from their work sites, but they also carried a satchel with any nonessential gear like water or other provisions they might need for their shift. Atton's satchel had been equipped with only one nutrient bar and a water canister that was now attached to his hip. The rest of the satchel's contents would hopefully only be discovered by the man intended to pick it up, per the Exchange's orders, during the next shift change. The drop-off would be seamless, if all went as planned. And no one would be the wiser.

"I'm only here for a year, so it shouldn't be so bad."

If he was lucky.

"So, how long have you been here?"

Atton gritted his teeth, doing his best to ensure his work was accurate while trying not to be rude, doing whatever he could to appear as unsuspicious as possible.

"A while," Atton answered absently, punching in a code that should keep the droid happy for a while. After hitting the execute button, the droid began mining as directed, and Atton sighed as the kid beside him laughed, clapping on needless congratulations.

"Whoa, that was awesome!"

"Uh, yeah sure," Atton said, checking his chronowatch. Only twenty minutes and he would be in the clear. His immediate future was already clear in his mind - lunch scarfed down in a minute flat followed by a much-needed nap in his bunk. Once the drop off happened, he'd feel a lot better. And he could finally get back to paying off his debts, worry free.

"So you're good with numbers, huh?" the kid asked, returning to Atton's shoulder, scrutinizing the program he just entered into the datapad. Atton could only roll his eyes.

"Sort of, it's just a basic equation. Once you learn the ropes here, you'll see, it's just a programming spec meant to-"

"Hey, is your datapad working?" A voice interrupted from Atton's other side. He spun around to meet the sound, his eyes falling on a short red-haired woman running up beside him and his undesired intern.

"Uh, yeah why?" Atton answered, instantly forgetting the woman's name despite having been assigned to the same shift as her for the last six months.

"I dunno, mine's acting kind of funny. Won't take any commands. Do you mind taking a look?"

Atton minded, but didn't want to voice as much. After quickly eyeing the unattended satchel in the corner again, he nodded, knowing it would be best if he acted as normal and unassuming as possible - even if normal for him meant avoiding everyone at all costs. And to his dismay, his little sidekick fell into stride once he agreed to follow along and see what the problem was.

"I'm no expert or anything," Atton warned them both, putting up his hands as if in surrender, "But let's see here-"

The woman's station was on the adjacent wall, her datapad propped up against a jut in the metal paneled wall. After punching in a few codes, it was clear his co-worker's data was sound, her programming even more polished than his if anything.

"Huh, that's weird," he muttered, punching in the sequence to run diagnostics. "Everything seems clean. Perfect, even."

The woman beamed at his side but bit her lip once she caught sight of her droid again, clearly malfunctioning beside them.

"You don't think-?" she started, but she trailed off. Atton side-eyed her, her brown eyes meeting his for an instant before she shook her head. "No, nevermind. I'll figure it out next shift."

She powered down the droid and nodded at Atton in thanks before taking her datapad back and submitting a Help Desk ticket.

"That happen often?" the new kid asked as they walked back to Atton's station. Atton couldn't help but eye his own assigned mining droid with suspicion, content it was doing as it was told but uncomfortable with how it had been acting earlier - not to mention the rumors running around the station since he'd returned from Citadel Station.

"No, not really."

"Weird."

They worked in silence until the end of the shift, to Atton's relief, the new recruit only asking him about trivial things like how many suits they were issued and if they were allowed seconds at meal times. He kept glancing back at the woman from before, her droid thankfully slumped and still powered down since she willed it to be so, unmoving.

"So, are there designated 'lights out' times or-?" the new kid asked just before the shift change was signalled. "Oh, what's that?"

"Shift's over," Atton said, packing his datapad away and making a point to not look at his abandoned satchel. As they approached the elevators, Atton watched as the next shift filtered past them.

Once inside the lift, he couldn't help but look back, knowing that his gaze would be indistinguishable among the rest of the group waiting for the elevator up. Watching as the new shift took their stations, Atton saw a man kneel down and snatch up his abandoned satchel, slinging it over his back as if it were nothing. With close cropped hair and sharp blue eyes, Atton didn't recognize the man - only knowing that he fit the sorry excuse for a description the Exchange provided. And for now, that would have to be enough.


"Did you hear about the explosion down in Sector Two?" a Twi'lek muttered, idly moving the food around her plate with a fork.

"I thought it was in Sector Eight? Sector Two is way too close to the administration level," her companion said.

Atton did his best to keep his head down and eat as fast as he could, but he couldn't help but get sucked into the gossip already on fire at the table he was unfortunately sitting at.

"No, I'm serious. Sector Two! And management isn't doing anything about it!"

"How do you know about it, then?"

Atton's eyes volleyed between the two women, the second one a humanoid with blue markings dotting her gold face. The Twi'lek sighed and glanced about the dining hall again, apparently uninterested in Atton, who was hopefully doing a decent enough job of pretending to be equally uninterested.

"My bunkmate is stationed there, said she was lucky to make it out alive."

"You should file a formal complaint. The least they could do is ignore it, right?"

"I think it was fake," the Twi'lek said instead

"Fake?"

Her companion nodded, grave as her eyes scanned the room to spot any eavesdroppers, lowering her voice and leaning forward as she continued.

"It was planted, for sure. You heard about the ship they found last week, right?"

The other woman shook her head.

"I hear they found some people on it, salvaging the rest, I guess. Not sure who though, but they must be important because there've been a ton of inquiries."

"Inquiries?"

The Twi'lek shrugged. "Why else would people care?"

"What do you mean by inquiries, though? Like, is it someone famous? Or-?"

"Not sure, but I have a feeling it has something to do with money."

The other woman chewed as she considered the Twi'lek's words, narrowing her eyes as she mulled it all over. "You don't think it's a Jedi do you? I heard there was a bounty out for any found alive."

"Psht, they don't even exist anymore, Mara. I doubt it's a Jedi."

"I dunno. I mean, the bounty's pretty high. And you heard about someone trying to smuggle frag grenades onto the station, right?"

"What?!" the Twi'lek exclaimed, though managed to keep her voice somewhere in the range of an urgent whisper. "No way. That's the dumbest thing someone could do."

"Yeah! Or, I don't know, might have been a blaster rifle or something or other, but either way, I hear that's why they've ramped up security since yesterday."

"Ugh, they just want to make it look like they have the situation under control when they really don't. Why would these explosions keep happening, anyway?"

Atton wanted to hear more, suddenly nervous about whatever the hell he just smuggled onto this rock, but instead reluctantly relinquished his seat for the next hungry worker. Glancing back as he neared the exit, he found the two women conversing still, heads bowed together now, eyes darting about the room. But they weren't the only ones, he noticed. Nearly the entire hall was flush with the sound of hushed whispers, charged with an unseen energy that Atton felt without question. He was anxious when he returned from Telos for the unchecked cargo he brought with him, partially against his own will, and while that anxiety never faded it quickly fell in line with the anxiety already running rampant throughout the station, though for reasons that were still mysterious to him. And everyone else for that matter…

"Hey! What's all this talk about accidents?"

The new kid from before sidled up alongside Atton as soon as he entered the hallway, bustling with other workers as they changed shifts. 

"Remember the hazard pay they had you sign off on?" Atton said, sighing. The kid nodded, though he still appeared confused.

"Why do you think that number's so high? Because it's boring here? You do know what 'hazard' means, right?"

"Of course I do, but-" the new kid paused, looking about the hall for another sympathetic face and finding none that could read his mind, "I dunno, it all seems wrong though, doesn't it? Hazard pay or no?"

Atton wanted to agree but he also wanted to be alone in his bed with only imaginary Pazaak cards for company.

"Just- don't worry about it, okay?" Atton conceded, "Everything'll be-"

But before he could finish his sentence, he felt it. It. That tingling sensation at the base of his neck that always managed to tell him when everything was about to go sideways.

"Shit."

Before the thought could properly register, Atton's senses exploded, suddenly hyperaware of everything around him - the new kid turning at his side, the bustle of people walking in the opposite direction, a deactivated mining droid ahead of him and a shipment of food being delivered to the dining hall behind him as it swerved to avoid passersby - and just as time sped up to meet his senses, his arm reached out to cover his face as a very real explosion blew Atton off his feet, sending him straight into the wall at his left.

Skull, shoulder, and hips collided with tempersteel as all thought rushed out of Atton's head, his limbs acting out of instinct to protect himself on impact. Several bodies crashed into his other side as the air in the hall exploded and then compressed, a dull, faraway ringing replacing all sound.

Atton collapsed, his senses on fire, his muscles jelly, when his mind suddenly reached out, all objects in the hall somehow visible in his mind's eye: every person, every machine, every piece of debris as it swirled through the air around them as if in slow motion. And that's when he sensed it – the second explosion.

Without thinking, and still unable to feel his extremities, Atton scrambled into a blown open service closet just ahead of him, ducking inside the moment the second explosion hit.

Everything went black.

Silent.

And then… ringing, low murmurs. Energy swarmed around him. Time passed, though he knew not how much.

It was almost like waking, treading the space between dreams as they bled into the real world, only prolonged, as if Atton were half-awake and hardly aware of everything around him but only marginally so, half of his brain straining to sleep and the other half urging him desperately to get up - GET UP.

"I think this one's stabilizing, finally," a voice came into focus from the void.

Atton's entire world was still a swirling blackness, but the voice grew clearer, closer.

"Can't say the same for the rest of them."

"Damn it, really?"

A low beeping resonated through the space around him, Atton's senses slowly returning, everything hurting and dialed to eleven.

"Lost this one."

"This one, too."

"Shit, why does this keep happening?"

"Has management said anything? Are they launching an investigation? Or-?"

"Management doesn't give a shit about us," another voice huffed, Atton's vision now surging with light, the waking world still a blur, "I think this one's waking up. Hey? Hey! Can you hear me?"

"Hm?" Atton's lips were numb, tingling if anything, but he could feel them, or at least sense the lack of feeling in them, which was better than nothing.

"Good, good, now just keep talking, stay with me here."

"What happened?" Atton heard himself say, his voice about as dumb as it was hoarse.

"You were hurt pretty bad, there was an explosion down by the cafeteria a few hours ago. Do you remember anything?"

A few hours ago?

"I remember…"

It had happened so suddenly, yet Atton could dissect his every second as if he were watching a play-by-play, each frame pausing long enough for him to register all present information, and it still only felt like moments ago, his brief coma lasting longer than it seemed.

"It's okay, take your time," the medic slowly swam into Atton's sight, kaleidoscope vision slowly merging into one as Atton continued to take deep breaths, his mind still reeling with what just happened. A woman stood over him, a wan smile on her face as she observed Atton - the rest of the medbay slowly coming into focus behind her and her halo of honey brown hair. "Just keep talking to me, keep talking."

"Uh," Atton muttered, his lips still unfeeling, his entire body a senseless mass, both amorphous but painful all at once, "There were two explosions, I think."

"Two?" the medic pressed, this time jabbing an intravenous needle into Atton's forearm, a warm hand briefly checking his forehead for a temperature, "Are you sure?"

Atton nodded, finding that his head pounded with the action.

"Take it easy, easy now," the medic steadied him, a gentle hand on his strapped-in arm, the IV draped over his wrist and already pumping strong with a hell of a painkiller, Atton's limbs suddenly euphoric as his mind cleared.

The medbay was full. And Atton was the only one conscious, save for the medics.

Beyond the medic at his side, several charred bodies lay on slabs beside him, white cloth barely covering their corpses. Other medics rushed about the room, medical droids buzzing at their sides.

"Two explosions," Atton repeated, unable to say more as if his mouth were suddenly full of cotton.

"Did you see who did it? How it happened?"

Atton shook his head. The play-by-play was clear, but his brain couldn't yet decode the images, his mouth nowhere near as caught up to speed as his memory.

"We're losing them-" a voice said from the other side of the room, panic rising in their throat. The medic at Atton's side turned to look, and upon looking at Atton again began wheeling him out of the room, the stretcher beneath him lurching as they went.

"What happened before the explosion? Can you tell me that?" the medic asked, clearly trying to keep Atton's attention away from the room they just exited, strong with the smell of burnt human flesh. "Do you remember anything, no matter how small?"

Atton tried to nod, but his head only swayed, heavier than he anticipated. It lunged to his left, and as they barreled down the hallway Atton glimpsed into another room full of kolto tanks alight with an ethereal blue-white light, like hyperspace. Each one housed a body, floating ominously in the viscous cerulean fluid, each tank's vital bars flashing orange with urgency. Atton tried nodding again as the door closed, his body still not entirely his own, only managing to shake his shoulders as the medic wheeled him into the auxiliary holding room usually reserved for workers awaiting blood tests.

"Take it easy," the medic said again, her brown eyes coming into focus as Atton finally stilled. "Don't wear yourself out, you've been through a lot."

"What happened to the others?"

"The others?"

"Yeah, there were a bunch of people in that hallway. I-"

"Hard to say," the medic responded, almost too quickly. "Can you tell me anything else?"

Atton's mouth slowly regained feeling - his lips were chapped, and he tasted blood.

"I-"

She had been like this just before she died, right before Atton killed her. The Jedi. Her lips parched, dry except for the blood bubbling from her throat, still smiling despite everything.

You can feel it, I know it, she'd said. You are a survivor, through and through. Your allegiances tell as much. But it is your connection to the Force you must thank, for it is the reason you yet live.

She was trying to teach him a lesson, his third eye finally opened, only Atton wasn't interested in seeing what was on the other side.

"No-not sure," Atton choked, the metallic taste of blood slithering down his throat as his senses continued to return.

"It's okay, it's okay. It's over now," the medic soothed, though the panic was clear in her voice. They were now in a silent room, but Atton still remembered the room they'd left and the one they passed along the way. The Twi'lek from earlier had mentioned an explosion in Sector Two, maybe the bodies were from that accident? But if the station's kolto tanks were already full, then where did that leave everyone else?

"You don't remember anything suspicious, do you?" the medic pressed again, "Was it a mining droid again?"

"Hard to say, I think the explosion came from right next to me. A cart was being pushed. Food, I think. For the dining hall."

The medic considered him, her expression growing graver by the second as she checked his vitals.

"You're one lucky bastard," she laughed, though the seriousness was clear in her voice, "You were the least injured of everyone we managed to pull out of there."

"Managed?"

"Half the hallway collapsed, there are still miners trying to get the rest of the survivors out, or at least recover any bodies- er, I mean, anyone else that might be stuck under the debris."

A survivor through and through.

Atton's chest lurched, launching his torso forward as he began to retch.

"Oh frack, here-" the medic balked, swallowing her surprise quickly enough to shift back into doctor mode and bring Atton an empty canister to shove his face in. "The meds might make you sick, forgot to mention that. It doesn't usually affect humans this strongly, but-"

Atton knew it wasn't the meds, though he thanked whatever nonexistent gods might be listening for their existence as the medicine coursed his veins, numbing the rest of his body from whatever hell he managed to avoid for the time being.

"Is this the only one?" Another medic approached them while Atton's head was still extended into the empty canister, his lunch thankfully remaining in his stomach despite the nausea that now roiled through him. "Just got the word from the infirmary."

"What word?!" Atton's attendant pulled away, her voice growing softer as she assumed an urgent whisper in response, "I just came from the infirmary."

The adjoining medic only shook his head. "The others are gone. None of them made it."

Gone. In minutes.

Atton retched again.

It is your connection to the Force you must thank, for it is the reason you yet live.

"What?!"

The other medic only nodded in response as shock painted both of their faces. Atton's attendant buried her face in her hands before raking her fingers through her hair, taking a sharp intake of breath. "Call the security officer. Now."

"What? Why?"

"They need to launch an investigation. This is getting ridiculous. No, we're well past that-"

"Yara? Yara!" Another medic came rushing into the room at a light jog, pausing only before she was close to her colleagues, glancing at Atton cursorily before continuing, still out of breath. "Did you order another round of medication to be distributed to the kolto tanks?"

"What? No, I've been in the infirmary, and now here. Why?"

"Then you need to come see this," the woman said, now nodding at the second attendant. "You, too."

All three medics looked at Atton apologetically, as if they owed him anything, the drugs now in full force as he felt both heavy and weightless at once.

"Someone will be back to check on you shortly," the second medic assured him as the three clinicians rushed out of the room.

And just like that, Atton was alone again.

Notes:

To reiterate my last note, thanks again to everyone who's read, is reading, and may one day read this. Not sure how reliable the hit stats are but hi to everyone and anyone that comes across this, and thanks for clicking even if you eventually hit the back button upon seeing the sheer length of whatever the hell this is. I've done the best I could to edit this sans a beta reader but rest assured any errors will be addressed eventually, and on that note, any comments regarding said errors are always welcome! Much love.

Chapter 21: Homecoming

Summary:

Atton grapples with his injuries and his survivor's guilt while both Erebus and Mission's crews land on Dantooine, unsure of what awaits them there.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951, Peragus Mining Facility
Atton

 

Atton's body ached. One and all.

First it was his head. A typical headache that soon blossomed into a full-blown migraine, and one the likes of which even the most hungover version of himself could not fathom surviving. And then it was his chest. It wasn't a respiratory ache, but a skeletal one. As if he'd been kicked in the sternum at full force, the ribs beneath cracking in on themselves like an accordion, and while the medic assured him that he had nothing but a dislocated shoulder and some bruising from where he hit the wall on first impact, he felt as if each of his bones had been stomped on, chewed up, spit out, and hastily gathered back together before being glued and taped haphazardly, hoping for the best. His legs were still jelly, but they felt better than the rest of him, and for that he was thankful.

"Just another lap around the medbay and we should be good for the afternoon," his medic assured him, her mask of a smile having quickly become his new normal.

No other survivors came to join Atton in this wing of the medbay, and while Atton was thankful for the alone time, there was something about it that irked him. Especially seeing how on-edge his attendant was, how her eyes always seemed to be on alert despite the put-upon warmness she'd conjure while in his presence, trying to save face in a valiant attempt at bedside manner.

"You're already miles ahead of where you were a few days ago," she laughed, this time sounding genuinely pleased. "You might even be allowed back to work in about a week, if you're lucky."

Lucky. Atton agreed he would be lucky enough to go back to work, even if it killed him. But his attendant didn't know his sins enough to condemn him to the death that would certainly grant him, and he knew the comment was all part of her charade to make everything going on sound normal. If he was reading her facial expressions correctly, she believed that no one should be put back to work on this rock, at least not until the mysterious accidents stopped entirely. Judging by the look in her eyes and despite her forced smiles, she believed the facility should likely be evacuated completely, if anything, and Atton would have to agree. Not that he'd want anyone to know that.

"You sure about that, doc?" he joked, trying to act polite, trying to act normal. If keeping his head down before was hard, trying to act like the guilt of being a lone survivor wasn't eating away at him was another job entirely, and Atton wasn't sure he could keep it up much longer.

"Positive," she said, her brown eyes locking with his for a moment, her confidence shining through for once, even if she felt no one should be here at all, under any circumstances. But perhaps this was as much a show for him as it was for her, an elaborate farce meant to convince herself that it was worth staying here, if not for the pay but for the mere fact that management had them all trapped here until the next fuel shipment was set to leave the station in a standard week. "Wanna venture down the hall?"

"Sure, yeah, let's do it," Atton said, immediately trying not to shake his own head out of embarrassment for himself after he spoke, hoping he didn't sound as dumb as he felt. "You think I'm ready?"

"Psht, how will you know if you don't at least try?"

Well, damn. She's right.

Atton nodded, still feeling foolish as he allowed his medical attendant to stand him on his own two feet while she reached for the door's console to open it. She reached awkwardly forward, trying to keep hold of his torso in case he leaned too far left or two far right without assistance, and pressed her palm to the door's panel, the durasteel sliding out of place to allow them access beyond with a pleasant swish. The air hit Atton's face as if he were walking outdoors for the first time, and though he was still only exposed to the same old re-circulated air of Peragus' less-than-fresh ventilation system, it felt still felt like he was encroaching on new territory as he was led out of the primary medical wing and into the annex, where the more serious cases were often held.

The medbay was emptier than when he'd arrived, thankfully, but it still felt oddly hollow, lonely almost.

"Doing okay?" his attendant asked after a few paces. He remembered another medic calling her Yara, but he still felt strange referring to her as such, though part of him felt that she had introduced herself at some point but Atton simply failed to remember, either because of the drugs or the supposed concussion he suffered back in the rec hallway.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm good," Atton said, though his voice was stuck somewhere in the middle of his throat as he chalked up the strength to make every step beyond the open doorway, as if he were learning to walk again for the first time. He imagined it wasn't much different - smaller legs, maybe, but the feeling just as jelly-like.

"Now, just turn this corner here," she eased as Atton inevitably leant into her as they made a wide right turn into the adjoining hall, "Aaand we're clear."

He could feel her smile beside him, forced as usual, and especially so as the ICU loomed into view. From past experience, he knew the door to this room was not often left ajar, but now attendants raced in and out of it, reading datapads as they went, unable to waste any time walking that they could spend reading patient charts and calculating life-saving doses of Maker-knows-what.

When Atton first arrived, all the kolto tanks in the ICU were full. Each of them housed a miner, some still clad in their uniforms - the suit still fused to their skin in some cases. But there was one woman in the middle, clad only in the outfit-issued undergarments all miners were given, only she was wearing a set from a couple years back. Not too revealing, but revealing enough to expose the scars on her forearms, her weathered hands. A veteran, no doubt, though her face still seemed a bit too young for that to be the case, her sharp features framed by the black hair floating in the kolto fluid… or maybe it was brown? No, dark blonde-

Atton watched the woman from the corner of his peripheral vision as they walked the length of the hall, trying to glimpse at her silhouette from beyond the other busied medics that paid no attention to him or anything occurring beyond their data pads.

"Will they be okay in there?" Atton asked, his eyes never leaving the dark-haired woman in the center, even if his gaze wasn't exactly direct. Part of him almost felt embarrassed to look, bashful that he was even interested in who she might be if not a miner, but another part of him was simply too pained to look far enough in her direction to get a good enough look, his neck still stiff after the explosion.

"For the moment," his attendant admitted, "I'm still checking on them here and there, when I'm not looking after your sorry ass."

Atton paused, unsure if she was being serious or if this was her idea of a joke.

"I'm kidding," she said, though there was hardly a look of mirth on her face, "You only need to worry about yourself, hotshot. I'm not sure if anyone else will give a damn once you're dismissed."

"Dismissed?"

This time, she laughed, though more out of exhaustion than actual pleasure.

"Dismissed from medical leave," she confirmed, the laugh still pleasantly flavoring her voice even as it faded, "Once you're okayed to go back to work."

"Oh," Atton said dumbly, catching one last glance of the mystery woman in the ICU. "Right."

By the time Atton thought of speaking again, they were already back at his usual resting place, still void of any other patients, though Atton knew they were plenty.

"Any word on when I can at least start taking walks on my own?"

"As soon as your chart says so," she said, giving him a stern look though smiling despite it, "Though I have a feeling it will be soon, so don't worry."

She smiled wide enough that her eyes were barely slits, only Atton knew she wasn't smiling - not really.

"Sounds good," he said, attempting a smile in return, though knowing he failed despite the fake gesture.

"I'll be back tomorrow," the medic assured him from over her shoulder as she exited the room, the worry fast returning to her face as she approached the exit, "See you then."

"See you."

Yara. Her name is Yara. He wasn't sure why it mattered, or why he was so reluctant to say her name, to thank her. Likely because he didn't think he deserved to be alive, for one, and likely because a part of him felt that they would never see each other again.



3951 BBY, Dantooine

Mission

It had been four years since Mission last stepped foot on Dantooine. As they descended the loading ramp, part of her was instantly transported back to that first time at Nevarra's side, eager as ever to be off Taris. But another part of Mission was hopelessly lost as she came face-to-face with the tall vegetation whistling around her, trying to make heads or tails of the place that resembled nothing of what she remembered.

"Does any of this look familiar to you?" Mission asked above the din of the ships' dying engine, her eyes squinting against the unyielding yellow-orange of the setting sun, "I thought this was supposed to be the main docking bay."

She was nearly yelling now as Zayne's piece of junk aircraft struggled to settle despite having already landed, the motors still running.

"That's what I thought," Zayne answered, coming up behind her, grabbing part of the landing module on the side of the ramp for support, struggling against the rush of air still whirring from the engine exhaust, his mop of hair obscuring his face entirely. "Why does it look so barren?"

Mission held up her right hand as a visor to better scan the horizon. This seemed to be the right place when they'd landed. From above, they could see the clearing set aside for the docking bay set not too far from a cluster of buildings, though it certainly all looked larger from the air, and the grass far less imposing from the top down.

"There," she said, pointing towards a large structure to their left, "I think that's one of the main settlements we saw before landing. I actually think we're outside the Jedi Temple, not beside it."

Mission recalled questioning the farmers here, residents that had claimed these rolling hills for millennia as they used it as their defense in what she remembered was a hard-boiled murder case - but her memory couldn't have been right about that, could it? It seemed so heavy in retrospect yet it was the memory that stuck. But even back then, the grass wasn't this tall. Sure, it was tall enough to hide the bulk of the property from outsiders, but it wasn't enough to dwarf the main dwelling entirely. The growth around them was certainly not intentional, and Mission felt strange as she further descended the ramp and walked into the grass in full, submerging herself as if in water.

"Hey Big Z, can you see anything?" she asked over her shoulder, sensing her long-time companion approach from behind, his familiar scent an anchor to both her past and present.

Zaalbar approached Mission with his usual lumbering stride, still a good head taller than the rest of them, though the grasses still shrouded his view in parts. He only nodded down at her after a moment, confirming her earlier report.

"Really? Just the one building, yeah?"

The more she stood on tiptoe, the more she recognized this specific valley, but the more the location registered the less it made sense. When they'd last been here, the main docking bay was adjacent to the Jedi Temple itself. The one they just landed in was more than several miles away, and in the middle of what had previously been open farmland and rolling hills. There was no other landing bay in sight when they landed. Whatever she had known before was gone entirely.

"I guess I'm surprised it's even still standing," Mission said softly, though she knew her voice wasn't audible over the still-dying engines. After a moment, she felt Big Z rest a hand on her shoulder, the sentiment translating regardless.

"I guess I didn't realize just how much damage Darth Malak really wrought on this place," Zayne muttered from nearby, still grasping the loading gear, though now it seemed to be out of an emotional need than a physical one.

Malak. In uttering his name alone, Mission was truly transported back in time. Even in their pursuit of her current whereabouts, Nevarra instantly became Revan in Mission's mind - though in memory only, not in spirit. Mission only ever knew the woman as Nevarra, insisting that she continue to call her such even long after their collective revelation. But the weight of Nevarra's past came back in full at the mention of Malak, once Revan's best friend and confidante, though Mission only ever knew him as a villain. It occurred to her now that Zayne had perhaps known the man too, being a Jedi and all, but also in the way he spoke his name, emphasizing the Darth moniker rather than the Malak end of it.

The engines were still sputtering to a halt when Asra appeared at the mouth of the ship, her eyes mere slits to sheild against the sharp winds whistling through the grasses in their direction.

"Not as formal as I expected," Asra said, the Togruta putting on airs as she forced a smile while descending the ramp. "Is that supposed to be our welcome party?"

Just beyond the field of grass was a dilapidated wall encircling an outdated console, and standing guard beside it and equally ancient was a rusted-silver protocol droid, growing copper at the hinges, twitching as it looked in their collective direction.

Asra and Mission locked eyes, shrugging in unison before they both waded through the shorter though still knee-high grasses over to the droid, casting wary glances about them as they went.

Zaalbar and Zayne weren't far behind. Once Asra and Mission cleared the grass and set foot on smooth stone, still cracked in places enough to let the weeds push through, the droid ambled toward them, eager for interaction.

"Greetings and good day, traveler. On behalf of the Khoonda settlement, I am programmed to welcome you to Dantooine."

"Oh, is that all?" Mission said, chuckling darkly through her sarcasm, "Can you tell us what this Khoonda even is?"

"Gr-Greetings! Greetings and good day, traveler. On behalf of the Khoonda settlement, I am programmed to welcome you to Dantooine."

Zayne and Zaalbar approached beside them, eyes questioning as the droid drawled on, twitching unnervingly as it went.

"Oh boy," Asra muttered, rubbing the bridge of her nose with her thumb and forefinger, "Is this one of those protocol droids that needs a specifically worded prompt in order to function or is this one just busted?"

"Greetings!"

"Busted, it looks like," Mission sighed, "Guess we should just head to the settlement we saw, right? Take our chances?"

"I am programmed to welcome you to Dantooine."

"Probably our best bet," Zayne replied, eyes already squinting against the horizon to find their directive again, "I remember this hunk of junk. Damn thing hardly worked then, and I doubt it works now. I'm honestly surprised it hasn't been scrapped for parts."

"You remember this thing?" Asra asked, her eyes scanning the droid from top to bottom as if searching for any kind of remarkable feature.

Zayne didn't respond at first. Instead he studied the ruined walls that surrounded this sorry excuse for a landing pad, as if he recognized where they'd been salvaged from, as if he knew every minute detail that had altered this planet in the last ten or so years since he'd last been here. Of course he does.

"Not sure if the others told you, but I don't just have Jedi friends. I used to be one, too. Well, sort of."

Asra watched him for a beat, something akin to pity painting her face as she mulled over a reply.

"I'm sorry," she said after a while, her voice quiet, "Knowing what happened here and all."

"Thanks," he mumbled, his eyes locking with Mission even though he was answering Asra. Mission knew Zayne had formally trained on Taris, not Dantooine, but Taris had unfortunately met the same fate. Mission figured Zayne hadn't been back there yet, either.

"Don't worry about it, let's just keep moving."

"Random building it is, then," Asra resigned as they changed course, now faced with the taller grasses as they pushed onward.

"Any word from your friends?" Mission asked after a few quiet moments as she caught up with Zayne. A ghost of her old crush came rushing back as he glanced over his shoulder at her, a familiar warmth returning to his eyes as he quelled a smile.

"Not yet, though I expected the radio silence. They mentioned running into some trouble here after they'd landed and made camp, but nothing they couldn't handle."

"Trouble?" Mission echoed.

"Rural political stuff, local drama, that sort of thing," Zayne said, shaking his head, not worried or at least trying to act like it, "I didn't get the details, but it sounded more like a nuisance than any real trouble. Or at least, I hope so."

Mission suddenly felt bad even asking, biting her tongue before she could say anything else.

Big Z rumbled beside her, a comforting growl she was used to hearing whenever she got too deep in her own thoughts.

"Thanks, buddy," she murmured, glancing at him as he paved through the grass making way for the rest of them, hoping Zayne didn't hear or catch on as he fell a few paces behind.

"You sure Orex is okay holding down the fort?" she heard Zayne ask Asra after a few quiet beats.

Through the grass, Mission saw the silhouette of Asra shrug in response, confident as ever.

"Orex can hold down anything, though I'm sure he's antsy to get off that ship if that's what you're asking."

"How long have you known him, anyway?" Zayne ventured, slowing down a bit now.

"Not long, though it feels like longer. Been working for him for about a year now, though Darek's been on longer."

"How long have you known Darek?"

"A while," was all Asra afforded this time, and though she shied away from any specifics she did nothing to hide the ghost of a smile as she spoke.

"Orex seems to know what he's doing for someone so removed from the Jedi. But what's Darek's story?"

Big Z slowed once he realized the others were dawdling, Zayne perhaps stalling out of fear for what the rest of his crew might be caught up in despite his show of bravery, though Mission was only guessing.

"Ex-Mandalorian, Neo Crusader."

"Ah," was all Zayne said, the weight of his knowing evident in his tone, now coming to a full stop as they approached the proper mouth to the valley. The large estate wasn't far off, but now there was a silhouette fast approaching them, the shadow of a bobbing head floating through parted grass as it drew nearer.

"So I'm guessing this is the welcome party?" Asra asked, not expecting an answer as the distance between them and their mysterious pursuer drew smaller.

A hand shot into the air, an awkward hello from a few yards ahead, and the neighborly part of Mission emerged unwittingly as she returned the gesture.

Within moments, the silhouette became a slight brunette human woman with tired eyes, her hair pulled into a tight bun at the crown of her head, shiny enough to reflect the morning sun like a halo as if to make up for the clear exhaustion that painted her face.

"More visitors," the woman sighed, already exasperated as she approached, "You must be here to join the plunder of the old Jedi Enclave, like the rest of them. I'm afraid I can't just let you roam the grounds though, you'll have to speak with Administrator Adare, first."

Big Z looked at Mission, who looked at Asra and Zayne, all shrugging in turn.

"Not to be rude but...What are you talking about?" Zayne asked after exchanging glances with the others and awaiting a response, only to receive none.

"You're salvagers, right? Your ship looks banged up enough to be a part of that lot," the woman said, venturing a glance past them at the dock before looking both Asra and Mission from head to foot, as if with distaste, "But you look… different."

Asra and Mission exchanged glances, a heat rising in Mission's chest as words escaped her.

"Excuse me?" Asra asked, a sharpness rising in her voice Mission had not yet grown acquainted with but was instantly thankful for.

The woman shrank away slightly, raising her hands as if in apologetic surrender, though Mission still noticed the stranger's eyes scan both Mission's and Asra's lekku, as if it proved some unspoken point in her unintended backhanded comment.

Mumbling a half-hearted apology, the woman shook her head, a hand cradling her temple as if she'd been dealing with miscommunications like this all day. Or maybe all week.

"I'm sorry," she groaned, though she sounded more annoyed than anything. Mission only glared at her and rested her hand on her holster while they awaited the woman's further reply. "It's just that the only recent visitors we've had are salvagers. That, and a slew of mercenaries."

"I take it you don't get many visitors?" Zayne asked, crossing his arms.

"Not really, no. And when we do, they're usually-" she paused, unsure of how to continue as she looked about the four of them, eyeing Zaalbar last and longest.

Mission could feel the unspoken word trouble hang in the air between them, and knowing the woman would never finish her sentence, decided to speak up for her.

"Just show us the way, will you?" she said, her impatience clearer in her tone than she'd like. Glancing around, Asra nodded in agreement, looking towards the woman as she took another affirmative step forward, as if urging her reply. Big Z did the same, grumbling in the affirmative, though by the looks of it their mysterious greeter took it as some sort of threat. She took a step back, and after a moment simply nodded and braced herself before formally responding.

"Right this way."

Turning on a point, the woman parted the grass behind her and began walking, assuming an air of authority she'd yet to exude - and it was then that Mission also realized she'd never once introduced herself, not mentioning her name, her position, or where she stood in Dantooine's aftermath.

"So I guess we're off to see this Administrator, huh?" Asra said as she made to follow their mysterious greeter, Zaalbar not far behind.

"Guess so," Mission answered, shrugging.

Waiting a beat to take the rear, Mission saw that Zayne had yet to move, his gaze far off on the horizon still, lost in a thought that was far away from here. Not in distance - but in time, memory.

"You okay?" she asked as she stepped closer, placing a tentative hand on Zayne's shoulder. He tore his eyes away from the distant hills when her hand made contact, a pleasant shiver running through her as their eyes met.

"I will be," he said after a beat, smiling despite the sadness clear in his warm brown eyes.

"Good," was all Mission could muster, unsure of what to say. Zayne clapped her shoulder in kind, in quiet thanks, before he followed the others. But Mission paused.

Glancing toward the hills Zayne had been watching, Mission saw that the sun had fully risen, a golden disc now hanging serenely over the hills. Just as it had been that first day off Taris with Nevarra, still raw from the destruction of her homeworld. Suddenly growing cold from an unseen chill, Mission wrapped her arms around herself, goosebumps rising along her skin despite the warmth emanating from the sun as she soaked the scene in.

The Jedi Temple is just over the ridge, she knew instantly, the fact taking hold as the view registered in her memory. Through the valley a ways, just past the river.

She could almost hear the trickling of the water as it flowed under the austere bridge that separated the rest of the valley from the sprawling grounds of the Jedi Temple. The birdsong that echoed over the grasses, the monolithic shadows of the brith lazing overhead like the occasional cloud-cover. Mission was bristling with too much teenage angst to admire the views then, and the planet was too ravaged for her to do so now. Sighing, she pressed onward, not quite eager to catch up with the others, wondering where Nevarra was now. 



3951 BBY, Dantooine

Mical

The hilt was rough-hewn. Worn from use, yes, but the recklessness of its design was intentional. As if it were a hackneyed half-thought, a thrown-together weapon of little thought. But that was the idea. Make the opponent believe it was primitive. Have them grow accustomed to the single hilt, the lone blade erupting from the short end of the otherwise long stick. The weapon of a Jedi, but not one worth fearing...

Only for the other end to yield a longer blade - rougher around the edges, wilder, yet more precise in its execution. Its energy crackling with untamed energy, bristling with chaos and ruin.

Exar Kun's lightsaber was a thing of genius. It was not just a lightsaber, but a puzzle. It was an illusion meant to lull his opponents into complacency, into believing they knew his fighting style, that they knew his traditional, if not unusual, Jedi weapon - an easily recognizable symbol of the Order and everything it stood for, only for it to transform before the final blow, before the second blade would surely cut through whatever defense his adversary had already choreographed in their mind's eye, rendering them helpless, if not dead in an instant.

And this is what made Kun's weapon so utterly and undeniably Sith in design. Subtle, subversive, serving a higher purpose. That, and it was dramatic as hell.

"It's no beauty, but it's also not as ugly as I imagined," Lonna Vash uttered from beside him, eyeing the contents of the parcel with distaste but respect, her gaze intent but critical, ever the Jedi. "But perhaps it is because of the history that comes with it. It's hard to believe that legends can alter memory so completely."

"And it's only been forty years, if we're counting back to the defeat of Exar Kun and not just the man at the height of his power. And that's the power of myth, isn't it?" Mical said reverently, his fingers spiriting over the hilt, housed in a bed of soft felt, "It didn't take long for Revan to don the mask and rise to prominence, for her visions to gain traction and near-mythic proportions, to become a symbol and more than a woman."

"Who knew that a repurposed Mandalorian mask would be the face of the Mandalorians' very enemy?" she smiled, not from any warmth to the memory but perhaps out of acknowledging the bitterness of the truth. "Still, a strange thought to consider."

Mical thought the hilt was beautiful in its simplicity, in its utter deception. The metalwork was unfinished in places, the veneer uneven in others. But the innerworkings were intricate, precise enough to house a second crystal and harness its raw power unlike any other Jedi-crafted lightsaber in known history. It was the first double-blade known to modernity, though legend had it that Kun had fashioned this saber from an ancient Sith design. He knew not where, though he would love to find out. Perhaps the Sith that ferried them now would have some idea…

Mical and Vash had taken to the rogue Sith's cargo area for the last couple of days while in hyperspace, seeing little of their host but much of his work. Master Vash spoke little of the man, only recounting sporadically recalled moments from distant years she spent with him as his first Jedi Master when he was a child. But the information she had seemed outdated if anything, and only relevant in the way the man's childhood interests clearly played a role in his adult present. Mical hadn't minded being locked in here for two days with little food since he had the man Master Vash called Aiden's work to sift through, piles of notes and unlocked datapads at his disposal, and nothing the likes of anything he'd ever seen before. Decades of Sith history rested demurely atop the messy-but-organized workspace begging to be perused, bits of information that were otherwise inaccessible to anyone not of the affiliation. But none of it dated beyond the Sith of Korriban lore - Ajunta Pall, Ludo Kresh. Mical knew they were not the first Sith. Nor were they the first to study, let alone worship, the Dark Side of the Force. It seemed their host knew this and was well aware of the fact, his research leaning towards not only ancient Sith but Sith origin as well, only to come up empty.

"My hilt was smoother, I'll say that," a voice came from over Mical's shoulder. He should have heard the door slide open, he should have felt the air pressure shift. But part of Mical knew this was the Sith's trick, his very intention to arrive unannounced, to see what his uninvited guests were doing unattended in his private quarters. "Though in my defense, I only ever had technical drawings to work from, never the real thing."

The man brushed a strand of dark hair from his sickly green eyes, piercing as they glittered over the now-exposed lightsaber hilt of Exar Kun, whose ghost had spoken to him in a vision. Mical glanced at Master Vash, as if for direction, wondering if they should perhaps cover the thing up lest it fall into the wrong hands. Vash said nothing.

Instead of reacting, the man ran a hand over his hair, long on top but cut short around the sides, before crossing his arms, watching both guests with a wary stare.

"Also, do call me Erebus. Aiden… no longer suits me."

Somehow Mical knew the man had not reached into his mind but must have simply overheard them in the past couple days, undoubtedly sick of hearing his abandoned name repeated - Aiden, Aiden, Aiden. Mical wanted to ask where Erebus had come from, and if there was an official tradition to Sith names, but instead found himself quiet as he simply shut the parcel closed so the famed saber was hidden out of sight again.

"Erebus," Vash said, as if tasting the name, testing it out. After a moment she nodded, "Erebus it is, then."

As much as Mical couldn't read the Sith, he also had a hard time getting a good impression of the Jedi. One moment she was critical, only to find her exceedingly agreeable the next. There seemed to be no rules to her logic, leaning conservative on some things but liberal in others, especially when it came to her former student.

Erebus nodded curtly, trying not to appear pleased with the approval, and sucked on his teeth, looking around the room as if it were all new to him.

"Perfect," Erebus said quickly, crossing his arms, "Well, if you're interested, as I'm sure you are, we are set to arrive on Dantooine within the standard hour. I have some rations in the cupboard against the far wall if either of you are interested. Vintage Sith rations from Revan's empire - fun, I know. Not sure what the fare will be once we land or who will welcome us, if anyone. The landscape's changed, but I trust you two know more about it than I do."

Erebus looked around the room again, avoiding all eye contact, as he tried to peer at the container that now safely housed Exar Kun's lightsaber, trying his best not to appear interested or disappointed that it was being stored away from his prying eyes.

"You were supposed to meet up with your contacts here, yes?" Vash said, placing a gentle hand on Mical's shoulder. "Assuming they escaped Space City in time, we may run into them here if the Force wills it."

"I have a feeling we will, seeing how things have turned out so far," Erebus sighed, "Let's just hope my former Master doesn't catch up with us."

"Former?" Mical said before he even felt himself think it, instantly regretting speaking upon doing so. Erebus winced as if he felt the embarrassment second-hand.

"It's a guess, but seeing as I've been avoiding Ni-" Erebus almost uttered a name but stopped himself short, his eyes flashing as his gaze flitted from Mical to Vash with mild surprise before recovering, "Since I've avoided reporting in lately, my Master might assume I've gone rogue. And since I've yet to make up my mind on that front, such an assumption might be correct enough to act upon."

Erebus flashed them a sardonic smile, masking his fear with false bravado, fooling no one.

"There's a radio over there," Erebus said, trying not to sound helpful despite everything he was doing to prove otherwise, "In case you want to try and contact your - I don't know - your crew, your people. Whoever."

With a shrug he was gone again, the door that separated the cockpit from the cargo hold closing at his back with an audible whoosh this timeMical and Vash exchanged glances before looking toward the far wall, noticing a small comms system hidden behind a series of paper notes tacked over it. Wanting to preserve the data, Mical gently tugged at the paper to reveal a panel underneath, his fingers enraptured by the feel of it, unsure he'd even seen paper up close before despite having read about it all his life. The comms system beneath it was strange, both outdated and futuristic at once.

"Have you seen this sort of ship before?" Master Vash asked as Mical paused over the control panel, his fingers touching the buttons but failing to press any of them, admiring the design of it all.

"It's a Star Forge vessel, isn't it?" he answered, trying to keep the awe from his voice. Vash only nodded, her eyes glittering over the panel as if she, too, was in wonderment, trying to soak it all in and make sense of it.

"I believe it is."

"You never saw one up close?"

Master Vash shook her head as she grimaced into a half-smile, meeting Mical's eyes for a brief moment before looking back to the panel, pressing a corner button that made the entire console light up. Unlike ships native to Republic space, these buttons were hexagonal, some diamond-shaped and others pointed, almost pyramidal, and each of them was a shade of white, cream or gold in color. One lone button in the corner was black as the space between stars, but the rest glittered like a sky in miniature

"It's so foreign," he said, his voice barely a whisper. "Yet so familiar."

The panel was not unlike modern comms systems in its layout, though the design was so utterly different. Mical wondered what had come first, only knowing part of the history behind Revan's mysteriously instantaneous fleet, yet somehow he knew that this was the blueprint for everything that came after, that every facet of this ship was likely as much a relic as anything Erebus had tracked and collected in this very room. But just how old was the blueprint? Where did she find it and will it into being?

"How much of this did you see in your vision, exactly?" Mical asked, turning to Master Vash. "You said you saw Dantooine, but did you see the planet? The Jedi Temple? Something that would happen here?"

"Bits and pieces," she said, her eyes faraway as she recalled the vision, "I saw the rolling hills, the ruined Temple. I saw you there, actually, poring over datapads in the remains of the library."

"And Erebus?"

Vash's mouth thinned into a line, her gaze now intent on the panel and nothing else.

"I saw the two of us training. It looked like the Temple ruins, but I can't be sure. I haven't been here since the attack."

"By a one Darth Malak?"

Vash nodded.

Darth Malak. Mical still remembered the look of him from the holovids, his metallic jaw gleaming in place of his once-handsome face. Mical had met him once, briefly, as a Padawan first entering the Medical Corps, not realizing he would never be taken on as a Jedi once the war was over. Going by Captain Malak then, he'd been so charismatic, his easy charm overshadowing his unnerving height, something that made him so undeniably intimidating once he returned as Revan's Right Hand of the Sith. How was it that Malak had succumbed to the Dark Side, while Revan was saved from it? Mical thought of the man piloting them now, trying to recall how Erebus had looked when they'd crossed paths on Coruscant all those years ago. All Mical knew was that Erebus' eyes had not been nearly as piercing, not the sickly yellow-green they were now, and wondered what color they were before. Malak's eyes had turned a bright ember orange, going by the holovids, no longer the serene blue Mical remembered.

"Do you think there is hope for a man like him, for Erebus?"

"Hope?" Vash scoffed. "The Jedi have fallen because there was something flawed about us. Perhaps not in our intentions but in how we executed our beliefs. If anyone knows Jedi history and the intricacies of it, it's that man. And if he turned to the Dark Side before the Order fell to ruin, then I fear he may have had a good reason for doing so."

Vash looked over her shoulder at the empty door that separated them from Erebus, and Mical turned to look along with her even though there was no man there, only metal. But in his mind's eye, Mical wondered what Aiden had looked like as a boy, as a Jedi, what his copied saber had looked like, fashioned from the legend of Exar Kun, whose ghost haunted the galaxy still, just as Revan did now, though still more a woman than a spectre.

"I don't mean to say that I condone his affiliations or whatever he's done to sustain them," Vash corrected, turning her attention from the closed door to Erebus' myriad of notes and scribblings, "But I can see why he did, is all."

"And what of his sister, the Exile?"

"I wish I could tell you," Master Vash said, her voice lilting, "And the fact that I cannot is unfortunately the reason why I fear we're all here."


3951, Peragus Mining Facility
Atton

The medbay was quiet. Eerily quiet. All Atton could hear were the soft whirring sounds of the machine beside him, lulling him to sleep, as needle-thin tubes administered more pain killers and antibiotics. The last medic to do a sweep of his empty ward gave him the run-down about a half-hour ago but Atton was already fast forgetting every word the young Sullustan said, who looked over his shoulder after every other word as if someone were watching him, or as if whatever treatment Atton was receiving were clandestine. Both afraid of and eager for the solitude, Atton nodded impatiently as he spoke, only calm once he was alone again… just for the panic to take over.

With the medics around, he was tense. Alone, he was a mess. Atton wasn't sure which was worse.

As predicted, his attendant from the past few days – Yara – had yet to return, the medic turn-over almost as staggering as the number of incoming patients in the medbay's ICU. Atton was still the only occupant in the well ward, not that he was exactly healthy, but the fact that he wasn't in critical condition seemed to be the determining factor in his placement. Still, he saw little of the others, only catching glimpses through the open door whenever a new medic entered to administer another round of treatment or ask Atton how he was doing, as if he were an afterthought tucked away in an unused corner of the medical bay. And in a way, he was. Whatever was going on outside the ward was ravaging the station, though no one would give him the details.

What the hell is going on here?

But now, all Atton yearned for was sleep. He'd tried to glimpse at the bottle the Sullustan stuck with the IV needle before hooking it up to Atton's arm – y'know, for future reference – but he wasn't so lucky, the aurabesh too small for him to read from a distance.

Damn, I'm getting old. At 32, Atton was feeling the weight of his reckless decisions more and more now, especially after working in the gas mines for the last year, and he figured his newly acquired injuries only depleted his life expectancy if anything.

Before he could lament his possible future, Atton began to drift off, his eyes drooping, senses dulling, though he still seemed to have a fuzzy view of the room he was in, as if his eyes were only half-closed. But he was quickly losing command of his limbs and all voluntary movement, his body fast becoming a cage. And while part of him liked it, another part of him felt suffocated, unsure of this prison, even if it meant he could at least rest for the moment. If all he had to look at was the empty wall for several hours, then so be it.

The room remained unchanged, though Atton did not know for how long. Dreams flitted in and out of his bouts of consciousness, though his corner of the medbay remained a constant, a background character almost, as his mind delved into the abstract.

Atton never let himself dream. Even in his sleep, he was counting cards and power couplings, never sure of who might be watching, who might be looking for him. Revan's empire died not long after Malak took over, but he knew the others trained like him were still out there somewhere. One could never be too careful. But slipping into dreamlike oblivion was almost blissful now despite the chaos he knew that ravaged the rest of the station now, his mind both emptied but full at once. He dreamt of everything and nothing, his memory capturing nothing but trails of thought that dissipated as quickly as smoke. But then... there was the droid.

It was an HK model. Not the kind seen on Peragus in any capacity. Especially considering a protocol droid was hardly needed here, if ever. It drifted about the room, as if floating, before suddenly appearing before Atton's face, its intelligence module mere inches from Atton's half-lidded eyes. He knew he was still dreaming, but part of this felt real – too real.

Atton tried to jerk awake, tried opening his eyes, but they only seemed to want to close further, the panic rising in his chest as the HK's amber eyes bore into his unblinkingly, saying nothing. He felt a metallic hand at his wrist, and then his elbow, and pluck. The IV the medic had inserted earlier was removed and replaced with something else, though Atton could not will his eyes to move enough to see what it was. The droid's cold fingers graced his wrist again, this time checking for a pulse. After a moment, it finally pulled away and paused, admiring its handiwork before gliding away.

But upon exiting the room, it stopped, poised in the doorway, unmoving. Its silhouette stilled, swaying gently on its metal perch for what felt like eternity, becoming a fixture in the room just as anything else, before it swiftly turned on its heel and rushed towards Atton's bedside again, this time to shut his eyes closed, cold fingers flitting over his face as though Atton were a corpse. He shuddered and the HK was gone.

And then the nightmares started.

Notes:

As usual - thanks to anyone just tuning in and a super special thanks to anyone who has been reading this for any length of time. Comments are appreciated and are what really keep me going. Honestly, they mean more to me than you know. Even one word comments, anything. This fic has taught me so much about writing and about storytelling and about my writing process (I'm sure you can see how my writing had evolved over the years depending on the chapter), and honestly when I started this in 2016 I never thought it would take me this long to get to the beginning of the game... but here we are. Thanks guys :)

Chapter 22: Phantom Limb

Chapter Text

3960 BBY, aboard The Leviathan, on the edge of the Unknown Regions
Eden Valen

“Revan said you were as good as dead,” Alek had spat at her, his eyes bright and blue, menacing in the half-darkness as she circled him from the shadows of his viewing deck.

“If she’d not miscalculated, I would be dead,” Eden had replied through gritted teeth. As the Force ebbed away from her, an ever-retreating wave, Eden fought to retain control of the crystal embedded in the saber she held aloft now, its shaft crackling like an unstable flame. Alek’s eyes flashed, watching her cerulean blade flicker and snap. Eden swung, hard, smiling as she saw Alek’s eyes go wide.

“Careful, Captain Malak,” she’d warned, “I’m afraid you’re likely to be next.”

“Next?” he sneered, though she could hear the fear thick in his voice.

“She knew I’d say no, she knew I’d never follow her. That’s why she sent me to Malachor, with every intention that I would die there. Now, you, however-“ Eden swung at empty air again, knowing she wouldn’t hit Alek but knowing that he was growing increasingly wary of her tone of voice. She’d never spoken like this to him before. Nothing louder than soft affirmations in recent years, but even before then she’d been too awestruck to say anything cutting in his presence unless it was to catch him off-guard in the friendly sense, to impress him. But now, she wanted to wound him. She wanted him to hurt, she wanted to affirm his deepest fears and drive the knife in as far as it would allow. “She knows you’ll follow her, but only for as long as it suits you.”

Alek ignited his blade to meet hers, a shining red now instead of the calming blue she’d come to know, missing her only by a hair.

“Revan and I were both there,” he hissed, “She wouldn’t have been able to accomplish any of this without me!”

Eden could hear the righteous fury in his voice, trembling with realization as her words sunk in.

“You’re right, she couldn’t have.” Eden smiled despite the sick feeling in her stomach, “But that won’t stop her from striking you down.”

She knew her own words to be true, but she still hated saying it. She hated that she was even here, now, fighting with Alek despite all they’d been through, still mourning every bit of him he’d sacrificed to this war and hating every new part of him he’d built to take its place. A new person entirely - not just a ghost of his old self but a mockery of it.

Alek hissed again through his teeth, igniting his lightsaber once more and slashing into nothingness.

“You take that back.”

“Why would I?” Eden purred through the darkness, her connection to the Force still ebbing as she spoke. “Search your feelings. You know it to be true.”

Alek only glared at her through the shadows with eyes bright like ice, every bit of his old self gone until only Malak remained.

Eden regretted all the pain suffered at Serroco, Dagary Minor, at Malachor, and held herself personally responsible for all she had done there. But she did not once regret slicing Alek’s jaw from Malak’s face, wishing she could have done more.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine orbit
Erebus

Eden never fell to the Dark Side. Erebus would have felt it. She’d flirted with the Dark Side, yes, but she’d never once succumbed to it. At least not the way Erebus had. And overhearing Vash practically say it was fact from the next room made him feel...well, he wasn’t sure. 

Part of him was angry, as much as anyone disseminating false information angered him on the regular. But another part of him was almost prideful, covetous of this little secret that only he knew. Atris had later claimed that anyone who followed Revan to war was already lost to the Dark Side, even if Revan’s official involvement in the conflict was sanctioned by the Council, hypocrite that Atris was. Erebus could argue that the other members of the Council later adopted Atris’ mentality but he knew that wasn’t true. He knew Vash and Zez Kai-Ell had argued the opposite, despite Atris’ insistence. He’d overheard their debates and was on the receiving end of Atris’ many tirades afterwards, wondering if Atris ever blamed herself once he, too, disappeared - if she’d ever connected the dots. Part of him felt she had to, even if she didn’t admit it. 

And perhaps that had been the key to Atris’ sanity - accusing Eden of falling to the Dark Side, as if it were the consequence for not accepting her as a teacher, all while conveniently ignoring the mysterious disappearance of her actual student just as Revan rose to power as a Lord of the Sith. Erebus smiled, not knowing if it were true but finding solace in the idea of it. 

His smile tightened as the planet loomed into view, lingering if only for the actual happy memories he still associated with the place. But after talk of Exar Kun, of his old lightsaber - torn asunder and abandoned in the fields just before he accepted the position as Atris’ student Historian - and his sister’s nonexistent fall to the Dark Side, Erebus’s face soon harbored a snarl as the planet truly neared, still a beautiful blue-green from orbit despite the damage he knew it sustained since he’d last been here. 

Erebus’ hand reached for the intercom, pausing just as his fingers hovered over the button. He’d already told his passengers that they’d be arriving soon. There was no need to tell them they were ready to land, lest they all get too friendly…

Instead, Erebus reached for the landing gear - only to pause there, too. No, not yet.

He looked at the planet again, as if it might look back at him. How long has it been? Eight years? It felt longer. And how long had it been since Malak doomed the place?

The orb was serene, same as it had the last Erebus remembered, the damage invisible from this distance. Trying not to develop expectations of the changed landscape, Erebus reached for his ship’s control panel, keying in the sequence for his cloaking device. Can’t be too careful.

Within moments, the ship was invisible. In the years since Revan’s redemption, many Republic planets had developed technology to detect cloaked Star Forge vessels, but Erebus had a feeling Dantooine wasn’t one of them. The lack of comms activity attested to that. As well as the mounting dread growing in his chest - partly anxiety and partly the Force confirming his suspicions, though it told him nothing more. As per usual. 

He sighed, closing his eyes. He needed sleep, he needed to not be doing this, whatever this was. Steadying his breathing, Erebus honed in on his frustration, harboring the energy borne of it and saving it for later, should he have need of it. With an exhale, he opened his eyes, calmer now… save for the imminent collision with a huge chunk of debris that was now headed straight for his ship.

Shit.”

With a jolt, Erebus sprung for the controls again, careening the ship to the right. And then left, and then up, and down, down, down and around again.

“Maker preserve me,” he gasped, white-knuckled, pulling the ship up and reducing the speed as much as he could before they all turned to space dust. 

It was everywhere. Debris, ship remnants, rock, dust - all manner of space trash.

Malak.

“Everything okay up there?” a voice asked from the back room, muffled through the closed door. 

Huffing a breath, Erebus slammed a fist on the door panel, the air swishing as the barrier slid open. 

“Why don’t you come see for yourself?” he shouted over his shoulder, the anger already threatening to bubble over, his fingers hot on the controls. 

Within seconds, Vash and Mical were at his side. Mical gasped as he entered the cockpit, a hand flying to his mouth as he witnessed it, ducking slightly as if it would make a difference when Erebus swung low to avoid the floating detritus. Vash was quiet, her mouth a thin line.

“Is this all Darth Malak’s doing?” Mical asked, his voice aghast.

“Likely,” Erebus breathed, still piloting like his life depended on it - and it did.

“Even after all these years?”

Erebus bit the inside of his mouth, holding his tongue. Quelling the strong desire to roll his eyes, he looked back at the man, a few choice words ready on his tongue before he felt Master Vash’s hand on his shoulder. Spinning, but still piloting to the best of his abilities, Erebus met her gaze to find her eyes closed, her grip tightening.

“What’re you-?”

And then he felt it. Complete serenity. He blinked, and within moments his limbs loosened, grip easing on the clutch as his mind emptied of all thought and worry. Time slowed, allowing him to maneuver seamlessly, his hands moving as if of their own accord. It washed over him, like the pleasant warmth of alcohol upon the first sip, before Erebus snarled. He shot a look at Vash, knowing she could sense it even if she could not feel it, and shook the feeling from his veins. With a flourish, he upped their speed again and shot through the remaining debris like it was nothing, the planet looming into view faster than any of them were ready for.

“Next time, ask for permission,” Erebus said through gritted teeth, “And don’t expect an affirmation.”

Mical balked before he realized the jab was not meant for him, shrinking into the corner of the cockpit as Erebus brought them in for landing.

The view rapidly changed from that of a nearing planet to a planet in full, the atmospheric barrier soon eclipsing their field of view entirely and making way for mountains and scorched fields, either barren or overgrown beyond the smoldering viewport of Erebus’ ship having entered the planet’s atmosphere all too quickly. Where the Jedi Temple should have been were ruins, but before he could peruse them for a landing pad Erebus veered towards the valley, knowing a grove that might hide his ship. Erebus encroached on a patch of blba trees overlooking a sharp cliff and engaged the landing gear, watching Vash with a scowl as he keyed in the final sequence, his hand steady on the lever as she watched him with a measured gaze.

“I was only trying to save our skins-” she started but Erebus cut her off.

“I know what I’m doing!” he barked over his shoulder. “And if we’re to work together, whatever that means, you’re just going to have to trust that - even if you can’t trust me. Go on faith here, it’ll be easier than us butting heads.”

“Faith is an interesting word,” Vash countered, her eyes narrowing.

“It is, isn’t it?”

You’re not my Master anymore.

With minimal turbulence, the ship eased into the blba grove as if it had always belonged there, nestling beneath the cover of branches overhead through what Erebus now realized was the grey of early morning. Without another word, Erebus shot up out of his seat, grabbing his cloak from the makeshift hook on the wall. The engines still ran hot as the loading ramp descended.

“Let’s get this over with, shall we?”

Neither Vash nor Mical moved.

Erebus sighed, the indignation clear on his face.

“The ship was cloaked if that makes either of you feel better. But the longer we linger here, the faster we’ll be found out. And if that happens, it won’t be my fault.”

And with that, Erebus exited the ship.

 


 

3959 BBY, Outer Rim
Eden Valen

It was like a limb lost, but worse. Dying slowly, flickering in and out of feeling before being snuffed out entirely. A fire burning bright until only embers remained before turning into dead ash. She’d experience flashes here and there – feeling tethered to the world around her by more than just intuition, feeling the way energy moved around her but only for a moment, or sensing someone’s emotions from across the room for an instant before she could glean nothing but dead air. She almost preferred the gnawing hunger, the ache of death that overcame her in the wake of Malachor, knowing that it was the least of what she deserved for what happened there. To feel nothing was a blessing she did not deserve, and the guilt hardly made up for it.

 


 

3951 BBY, Khoonda Headquarters, Dantooine
Mission

Her name, it turned out, was Dillan, and her air of annoyance seemed to be an eternal one. Even as the woman she had ceremoniously introduced as Administrator Adare spoke at length, Dillan did nothing to hide her frustrations - nursing her temples at every word while rolling her eyes at every other. It was clear that her issue was not with Administrator Adare herself, but with the matters of which the woman spoke.

“I’ve allowed the scavengers to pick the ruins, knowing that it soothes the remaining residents’ conscience,” the Administrator said once they’d stated their business and asked what exactly was going on here on Dantooine. Adare was gently pacing a few steps before Mission, Zaalbar, Zayne and Asra as she spoke, her arms clasped in front of her with a measured grace. They all stood in the center of what Mission had aptly recognized as the Matale estate - or had been - though she was unsure of what this room had been used for prior to its current function as a makeshift command center. A few out-of-place desks were scattered about the large room beneath a ruined chandelier and a flickering holo-plant in the corner, monitors set up around the dias as if the place were designed for surveillance instead of hosting guests. “It proves that we care not for the legacy of the Jedi, given what devastation happened here as a result, but in truth we really need their help.”

Zayne laughed, hardly containing his mirth at the recounting of circumstances despite Administer Adare’s earnest plea. Mission jabbed him in the ribs before mustering up what she could to console the woman, though she seemed stoic enough on her own.

“I understand. The Jedi are powerful and could help with such matters is what I’m gathering, yes?”

Mission’s voice sounded so unlike her own, and judging by the way Zaalbar shifted beside her, the change in character was obvious. Mission was never good at playing politics, but knowing that whatever planet-side political nonsense played into whatever it was Carth expected her to do here, the best she could do was muster her best Bastila impression. At least in vocabulary and cadence alone. It made her feel more professional. The attitude was something she had picked up from Nevarra.

“Well, something like that. You see-” Adare paused, tilting her head just so, as if her next words were encrypted on the strange dais in the center of the room. Her silver headdress twinkled in the light, Mission’s eyes straying to the odd accessory even as she was trying to focus on whatever the woman was trying to say, “We’d made the acquaintance of a certain Jedi, a survivor from the Temple here, but he’s gone missing. We’ve secured several of the more… delicate Jedi artifacts we were able to extract from the ruins, but without him we are not able to-”

She paused before trailing off, her thoughtful face looking to Dillan for assistance.

“What the Administrator means to say is that we can’t fend off this new brand of mercenary, at least not without a Jedi’s help. But what we really want, is a deal with the Republic.”

Where the Administrator was calm though severe in both her appearance as well as her manner of speaking, Dillan was more matter-of-fact and tired-of-this-shit. While Adare looked on imploringly, her expression nothing but diplomatic, Dillan stood with her hands on her hips, eyeing them all with a steady gaze.

“A deal?” Mission sighed, “Look, I’m no emissary. None of us are. We’re just looking for-”

“You’re just looking for what everyone else here is looking for - Jedi relics. Just because you’re Republic doesn’t change that. We happen to have said relics, which is information we don’t entrust to just anybody.”

“I don’t follow,” Zayne said, shaking his head, his gaze volleying between Dillan and the Administrator. 

Dillan sighed and looked him dead on.

“Because you’re Republic, you have something we need. Something more than just credits. So we are asking that you assist us in brokering a deal.”

“A deal?” Zayne echoed, shaking his head as he approached the center of the room, “Listen, we’re only here to follow through on the deal we had already planned, okay? We’re not here to negotiate a new one. Not to mention the fact that we didn’t get here early as a show of good faith. Not that we come in bad faith, so to speak, but do you know what happened to Nespis VIII?”

Neither Adare nor Dillan spoke, though they exchanged glances within a nanosecond before returning their attention to Mission and Zayne before them, Dillan’s green eyes scanning Zaalbar’s height for a moment as if she were doing some inner math before choosing her next words.

“There was news of a communications block out in the Outer Rim, if that’s what you mean,” Dillan said finally, though she sounded unconcerned. “I don’t see what any of this has to do with-”

Zayne took another step forward, about to launch into another speech before Mission reached out and stopped him, her arm latching onto his elbow with a firm but gentle grip.

“What exactly is it that you want, hm? I can at least… I don’t know, put in a good word, if that means anything to you.”

Zayne said nothing, though a world of question blossomed on his face as he turned to face Mission. What are you doing?

Mission shrugged, hoping he got the ‘Just follow my lead’ gist she intended to go along with it. She wasn’t about to drag these poor settlers into another Sith-related dispute after having clearly not gotten over the last one, and she hoped Zayne calmed down enough to realize that in the moments it took for Adare and Dillan to similarly negotiate amongst themselves in silence. 

Adare nodded finally as Dillan shrugged, relenting. 

“How good of a word?” she asked.

“I’ll talk directly to the head of the acting Republic, good?” Mission ventured, trying to sound convincing. Judging by the look on Zayne’s face and Asra’s stifled laughter from over her shoulder, she had the feeling it wasn’t.

“Prove it,” Adare countered, “How do we know you’re telling the truth?”

“How do we know you are?”

This time it was Asra who spoke, her hand on her holster, almost as if she were casually reminding their present company that danger could be had if necessary. The room was guarded, but barely. What passed for security around here was laughable, and it was because of that fact that Mission wanted to help. And it was also why she had a feeling they were telling the truth.

“If you care about the future of this planet, you should care about what happened at Space City,” Mission said evenly, “And if you want me to ‘broker a deal’ as you say, then I’ll need to see the goods. You already have a known agreement with my friend Zayne here, so you can trust us. I need to let our people know just how serious you are.”

Both Asra and Zayne exchanged glances and nodded, Asra inching closer to Adare and Dillan as if demanding a response. Zaalbar said nothing, though he squared his shoulders as he placed a heavy hand on Mission’s shoulder in solidarity.

Dillan rolled her eyes again, taking a step toward Asra before Adare held her back, her back straight as she looked the Togruta in the eye with nothing but seriousness. Just as Dillan paused, Adare nodded, closing her pale eyes as she did so, as if to sell the solemnity of it all.

“Fair enough,” the Administrator muttered before signalling to the guards at the door, summoning them to her side. “Come with me.”

She smiled a professional smile, if Mission ever saw one, and keyed an invisible panel behind one of the desks on the side wall next to her. One of the panels in the floor slid open, revealing a narrow set of stairs that led into the darkness. 

“Is this the part where we’re never seen or heard from again?” Asra whispered. Mission glanced at the woman and tried not to shrug, doing her best to evoke the gesture only with her eyes. 

“We have people waiting on us, you know,” Zayne said audibly into the room, catching Asra’s drift and making it known that their absence would be of notice.

“This will only take a moment,” Adare promised, Dillan appearing almost somber at her side while one of the guards joined them. Mission looked at everyone, her eyes meeting Zaalbar’s eyes last before nodding, taking the first step forward into the darkness before her.

“Shall we?” she said through a tight smile.

Adare almost mirrored the gesture, but not quite, allowing the guard to lead them first before falling into step beside Mission. 

“We already know you are acting on orders from Admiral Carth Onasi,” the Administrator finally admitted with a hushed breath, “We just wanted to make sure you would make good on your promise, first.”

Mission only looked at Adare through slitted eyes, sidelong, unsure of how to respond.

“Of course you did,” she finally replied once they arrived at the bottom landing, their advance guard opening a lock after turning a corner and revealing what appeared to be an old vault. “What did the Matales use this for?”

“Money, I suppose,” Adare said, “Though it was empty when we made a home of this place.”

Adare entered the passcode on the panel beside the vault, careful to keep the sequence from Mission’s eager eyes. The seal hissed as the door opened, allowing them passage.

“After you,” Mission said, her smile still polite, still painful to keep up.

The room was dark. A terror gripped at Mission’s insides as she watched the Khoonda guard enter the shadows, the darkness swallowing her whole. Moments passed before the lights flickered on one by one, weak and feeble even as Adare finally entered the room and beckoned that Mission follow.

“We hope the vault would be enough, but the lights are a last ditch effort at deterring anyone that might trespass here,” the Administrator explained as she entered the room proper, turning around once she met the center to greet her guests. Mission felt Zaalbar return to her side, Asra hovering near the door in case they needed someone at the exit while Zayne entered the room without pause, wide eyes scanning the room.

“So this was salvaged from the Jedi Temple, when exactly?” Mission asked as her eyes adjusted to the gloom, trying to make sense of what she was seeing. 

“It was secured sometime shortly after Darth Malak’s attack,” Dillan answered, “But it was housed elsewhere by the Jedi first.”

“And how did this come into your possession?”

At this, Dillan and the Administrator exchanged glances.

“It exchanged hands before we were able to… to secure it,” Adare said, unsure if secured was the right word even as she said it, “But I assure you that our ownership of these items were sanctioned by the singular Jedi I mentioned earlier. He also mentioned something peculiar, which might be of interest to you. He said that the collection was incomplete when it was first salvaged, as if someone had anticipated Darth Malak’s attack and ensured the items be sheltered elsewhere.”

Mission’s eyes met Zayne’s as if to ask did you know about this? But he only shrugged.

“We’ll put in a word with the Republic,” Zayne said swiftly, his eyes still locked with Mission’s. Before she could silently ask what the hell he was doing, Zayne only nodded, silently affirming the importanct of whatever was stored here before he nonchalantly crossed his arms and turned to meet the gaze of the Administrator. “Or we can at least verbally support your claims regarding what you have in your possession, when you ask for-?”

Zayne paused, his face level with Adare’s as he stared her down. “I don’t think you’ve told us yet.”

“We want Republic aid.” 

“Aid?”

“For all the Republic’s talk of preserving the will of Jedi after Revan saved it, they’ve shown little support to us out here, or anyone else in this system. We want military support and economic sanctions. We need to rebuild. Malak’s destruction wrought utter havoc on our farming communities and stalled all of our planet’s exports, which has in turn seen to our complete lack of imports. We thought the Jedi would have returned by now, at least rebuilding the Temple enough to jumpstart travel, encouraging merchants to return to our docks. But you’ve noticed our makeshift port and complete lack of port authority. We simply do not have the manpower, nor the materials to reconstruct a proper port at all. We are in dire straits,” Adare sighed at this, though managed to appear regal despite it, her posture never wavering as she looked Zayne in the eye, “It’s time the Republic extend their good graces. Yes, the people here resent the Jedi, but I think the lack of government support following the disaster only allowed for that bitterness to grow. Did this planet only hold value because the Jedi once chose it as a refuge? The Jedi would not have survived had we not cultivated the land here. They supported us so long as we kept them fed, but now that they’re gone and the planet ruined because one of their own turned on them is not our fault, so surely the Republic will see this. So long as we provide them with provisions, yes?”

No one spoke, the tension in the air thick enough to slice. Mission hadn’t realized she’d not blinked during the entirety of Adare’s speech, finding her eyes suddenly dry with the effort. 

“Right... that,” Mission responded, clearing her throat. “Like my friend Zayne said, we’ll put in a word.”

She wanted to promise more, knowing the woman had a point, feeling something akin to shame for being so closely affiliated with the Republic and with the Jedi yet not knowing how they operated or why, finding much at fault with both factions in her loss for words.

“A word?” Dillan tested, narrowing her eyes. “We need more than a word.”

“That’s all we can promise for the moment, despite our wishes as well as yours,” Mission shrugged, though her voice was sharp with agitation, “Even if we wanted to do more, we couldn’t. All I know is that I have access to communications with those in highest command, and all I can assure you is an audience with them. From what you’ve said, I’ll wager you haven’t a chance at getting half as close, so those are our terms. Take it or leave it.”

“Show me,” Adare said, squaring her shoulders, “I don’t just want a promise. Put me face-to-face with your contact, then we have a deal.”

Zayne simply nodded at Mission, resigning, knowing that arguing would get them nowhere.

“Fine,” she said, sighing, knowing Carth wouldn’t be happy. It was nice to think she and Big Z had it easy, cruising the galaxy at their leisure without ever having to answer for what it was they were doing for the Republic or for the Jedi, let alone why. But now, she felt just as much the tool as those standing before her demanding answers.

And quite frankly, Mission wanted answers, too.

 


 

3955 BBY, Outer Rim
Eden Valen

It was nice, being dead to the Force, an interloper in a world full of life. Death followed wherever she went, so she decided to chase it, to clean up after it. Might as well do some good for all the bad she wrought, for all the mess Revan started and only sought to leave behind when her glory faded.

It was nice not to dream, to slip into a calm nothingness the moment her eyes closed to eventually wake up come morning, feeling well-rested for once in her life. It was strange being alive, like anyone else, oblivious to the machinations of the galaxy around her. She did not deserve it, but she came to appreciate the smaller things. The warmth of a cup of tea. The feel of the wind weaving through her hair. The heat of suns, the cool of night.

And there were no strings attached, no feelings, no visions. Only her.

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility
Atton

“Where were you two nights ago?” a voice echoed in on itself inside his mind.

Before, there had been blissful nothingness, but now the intrusive presence of something was disrupting whatever inner calm Atton had managed to achieve for what might have been the first time in his waking life.

“E-excuse me?” he said eventually, slurring his words.

Two nights ago. Atton didn’t even know when now was, let alone what had happened two nights prior. 

“Where were you two standard days ago?” the voice repeated as Atton’s vision still swam, light slowly swirling into his world of mostly-black. He tried to fight it, yearning for sleep, already missing the unending blackness of nonexistence. His head killed him, now, as if a plasma torch were searing into his forehead.

Atton could feel himself swerve, still not in control of his body, his torso leaning too far right before - “Ah, shit!”

The metaphorical plasma in his mind manifested in the real, singing his forehead as he made contact, and when he did his senses jolted awake. His memory crashed back to his consciousness and Atton now knew he was no longer in the medbay but instead propped upright in a force cage in the security bunker. The room was blurry beyond the cage, but he remembered it from his first formal tour of the place, thinking he’d do his damnedest not to end up here. 

“I said, where were you two nights ago?” 

Atton now recognized his antagonist as Rostek Vet, the ever-annoyed Peragus security officer, his thick brows furrowed as he leaned close towards Atton, his hard features only blurred by the white-orange of the active cage.

“How long have I been here?” Atton asked, for starters, doing his best to hold Vet’s gaze with conviction before he let the roiling nausea threatening to course through him from taking over.

“You haven’t answered my question.”

“Quit it, Vet,” another voice said, “This is pointless. We know he was in the intensive care unit.”

Atton’s gaze moved left, settling on a man he did not recognize. Vision still swimming, Atton could make out an odd pair of goggles set atop the man’s head, somewhat taming the shock of orange hair that seemed to be fighting gravity itself to stand on end.

“Shut up!” Vet muttered, turning to Atton again, “You were the only one in the ward when it happened. Tell me what you saw.”

“When what happened?” Atton asked, growing cold as the realization set in, the weight of the details hitting him before his memory came back in full. The droid, the drugs…

“When the entire ward was-”

“Shut up, Vet!” the other man said. As his vision returned, Atton saw that the man sported the coveralls of the station mechanics. The goggles made sense now. “If he knows anything he’ll say so. If he’s guilty then we’re just feeding him more information than he needs to know, and accusing him of-”

“I’d say we’re beyond petty accusations if you’ve already shoved me into this force cage,” Atton uttered, trying his best to steady his nerves, “I was drugged, if anyone would believe it, or if my medical records say as much. Put to sleep so I wouldn’t see exactly whatever it is you’re talking about.”

Vet pursed his lips while the mechanic gestured vaguely in the air, as if to say See? 

“You just returned from annual leave,” Vet continued, leaning closer, “The register here says you brought something back with you. What was that, exactly?”

“A new pair of boots,” Atton sighed, “And a jacket.”

“It wouldn’t happen to be this jacket, would it?”

Vet slammed his fist on the force cage, deactivating the force field long enough for him to throw the lump of leather that was Atton’s jacket at his unsuspecting face. Just as it made contact, Vet hit the console again, the plasma buzzing back into high gear.

Atton wanted to laugh if it weren’t for his throbbing headache. Of all the things Peragus security could have confiscated from his bunk, they chose this - his ribbed jacket, the one item he’d collected on his travels that he seemed to like and for no particular reason other than that it was weird and it made him feel taller, somehow. He’d picked it up at a refugee lost-and-found back on Nar Shaddaa, before he’d even chosen the name Atton. It was a pitiful thing. It didn’t even have sleeves. But it fit the bill, for the moment, keeping his torso warm when nothing else he’d owned managed to do the job. It was likely stitched out of some form of leather now banned on most inner-rim planets, but Atton didn’t care. 

“Actually, no.”

“Well, it tested positive for active charges,” Vet said, the agitation increasing in his tone of voice with every syllable, “Can you explain that?”

The thing had withstood laser blasts and plasma shields galore, it was no wonder the thing tested positive for anything. Atton wouldn’t be surprised if it had carried a virus or two when he first acquired it.

“What am I being accused of here, exactly?” Atton said, shouldering the jacket on. He was cold, not that the vest-masquerading-as-a-jacket would do much, much as it had back in Hutt space.

“I’m wondering that myself,” the mechanic muttered, glaring at Vet. “This isn’t helping us, Vet. Every second we waste here with this… this guy, is another second wasted not protecting this damn facility.”

“Will you just-?!”

Before Vet could ramble on again, a siren wailed, cutting him off and making the throbbing in Atton’s head a thousand times worse.

“See?!” the mechanic pleaded, “Disaster strikes again. And all while this guy’s been in our custody.”

My custody.”

Vet stood now to join the pacing maintenance officer, his eyes never leaving Atton’s, his brow furrowing even more if it were possible.

“We’re not done here,” he said through gritted teeth, “Believe you me.”

With that, Vet walked to the other side of the room, slapping a palm against the door panel while his eyes remained on Atton’s, knowing he was guilty somehow despite the mounting evidence. And the worst thing was, he was right. 

The frenzy of the station outside his holding cell sent a shiver down Atton’s spine, and he couldn’t shake the undeniable feeling that came with it - death. He thought of the explosion in the rec hallway, the kolto tanks in the medbay, and the unnerving emptiness of the ICU before that droid put him to sleep…

“You might need this,” the mechanic said, still lingering in the room as Atton combed through his thoughts, his nausea calming to a low simmer as he slowed his breathing, “I’ll work on contacting the medbay for whatever it is you’re supposed to be prescribed, but for now I think you could at least do with a hot meal.”

He opened the force cage to hand Atton a warm bowl of something, Atton wasn’t sure what it was but was too famished to care. Their eyes met as the bowl passed between them - the mechanic’s eyes an unusual aquamarine for a human - and Atton nodded in thanks.

The mechanic waited until the bowl was safely set in Atton’s hands before enacting the plasma shield again, lightyears more courteous than Vet would ever be. 

“I imagine it won’t be much longer,” he said, as much to Atton as to himself. “Either they’ll figure this all out or they’ll finally issue an order to evacuate.”

The mechanic shot Atton a tight smile, an expression Atton would not have returned even if it weren’t for the bowl of warm soup he had currently pressed to his lips. They both knew neither of those things would happen, but it was nice to think it might. 

“Yeah, sure,” Atton muttered after wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, settling the bowl beside him haphazardly as he looked to the mechanic again. “Hey, before you go-”

Atton stood, though he wasn’t sure it was totally necessary. The mechanic watched on, his eyes wide with surprise at first before he settled back into his put-upon polite smile, in an effort to calm Atton as much as he assumed.

“I did see an odd droid in the medbay. At least… I think I did.”

“Oh?” the man rounded on him now, true surprise coloring his face, “What kind of droid?”

“Protocol, I think.”

The mechanic pursed his lips before nodding curtly. 

“Thanks, I’ll look into it.” The mechanic stood, his expression only wavering slightly as he walked to the door, though Atton could see the denial taking shape behind his eyes. “I’ll be back with those meds.”

He shot Atton a reassuring glance as he walked out into the mayhem beyond the security office door, weaving between hurried officers before disappearing into the hallway as the door closed behind him.

Atton sighed, wondering if he’d ever live to see those meds.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Outback
Erebus

It was one thing returning to Dantooine after all these years - after turning away from the Jedi, to see the planet in such distress, the landscape so utterly changed - but it was another thing entirely to return to Dantooine with companions. One old and one new.

Erebus had traveled alone for the better part of the last eight years, often reveling in his own company, grateful there was never a need to fill the silence with anything other than his own thoughts. But even now as he stood out on the plains, or whatever passed for plains now that the land was either scorched or overgrown, he could not soak in the scene without feeling the presence of someone at his back, brimming with questions.

Seeing Master Vash, here again of all places, was like something out of a dream. Or a nightmare. Part of her was still so familiar to him. She was almost just as she was when he was a boy, though greyed around the edges, and kinder now - though he didn’t deserve it.

“What happened here was a travesty,” Mical said as he joined Erebus up on the ridge, as if he were some intrepid explorer being asked a question that had not already been answered by Republic news circuits the galaxy over since Malak destroyed the place five years ago.

“Yeah, shame,” Erebus muttered, not bothering to hide his sarcasm.

“Not a bad job landing, considering this isn’t even a landing pad,” Mical said, ignoring Erebus’ response and flashing him a polite smile. Wavy blond hair already whipping wildly in the afternoon breeze, Mical brought a hand up to his forehead to shield his eyes from the sun, if only to hold his expression steady as he stared at Erebus head-on, aggressive in his niceness, if anything. 

“Well, landing on uncharted planets can teach you quite a bit about the limits of landing gear,” Erebus sighed, “This? This was nothing.”

“I’d like to hear about that sometime, if you’ve a mind,” Mical said, the look in his eyes as earnest as he sounded, “About the uncharted planets, I mean. Out on the edges of the Outer Rim, I take it?”

Erebus nodded, still surveying the area, ignoring Mical and his cerulean eyes as best as his attentions would allow.

“The Outer Rim and the fringes of the Unknown Regions, somewhat,” he tried not to sound pleased by the man’s earnest interest, warmed that anyone other than Nihilus would express interest, and Erebus had a feeling Mical had no intention of seeking out artifacts for the selfish purpose of living forever, “Not passed the cluster, though. This ship couldn’t handle it.”

“Unfortunate,” Mical said, finally turning from Erebus to survey the valley along with him, “I wonder what’s out there.”

“Me, too.”

Erebus hazarded a sidelong glance at Mical, this time allowing himself the time to pause. His blond hair shone gold in the sunlight, the system’s star high overhead now, the gleam cradling his silhouette like a flaxen halo.

Erebus wasn’t sold on the whole companion thing, tenuous as their alliances were, but he had to admit he wasn’t entirely against it either. 

“You weren’t surprised,” Erebus said, deadpan, the thought nearly falling out of his head as it slipped past his lips.

“Surprised?” Mical stared back at him, perplexed behind his cerulean blue eyes, a flaxen brow furrowed.

“About the prospect of the Sith. About me, about my Master.”

“I had a feeling who you might be-” Mical started but Erebus cut him off.

“What was it, the garb? Do only Sith wear dark colors now?” Erebus laughed, “I wore black back on Coruscant, though my Jedi Master at the time detested it. Perhaps that’s why she decided to don all white… but I won’t take credit for that.”

Despite the jest still clear on his face, Erebus smiled inwardly, remembering a time when Atris still wore shades of beige and blue. Why are you always wearing black now? She’d say, meaning to offend him somehow by stating the obvious. Erebus would cite the old ways, stating that Jedi did not always adhere to strict codes of dress, but Atris would scoff before letting him finish, simply turning her nose up at his attire on days she chose not to mention it. 

Mical only sighed.

“There are more than just the Jedi and the Sith. I know that as much as you,” Mical brushed a stray strand of golden hair from his face. “But perhaps the rest of the galaxy has yet to catch up.”

“Evidently,” Erebus conceded, “Though I guess in my musings I’ve truly revealed myself then, yes?”

It was all out in the open. It felt strange saying it, and to a Republic officer no less.

“I suppose so,” Mical said, inching nearer. He paused a few feet away from Erebus but close enough for his scent to reach him, a warm musk Erebus knew well from combing the archive stacks, the smell of stagnant air and old paper where it could still be found. But there was another scent too, brighter and more vibrant - citrus, perhaps. “But I guess I knew they existed; the Sith I mean. I believed Draay’s suspicions, and with what happened at Katarr…”

Mical needn’t say more. Erebus only nodded.

“Still. Odd, isn’t it?”

He was talking more to himself now, a past self, a self that had been so sure of the Jedi, so sure that the Sith were defeated, that they had vanished with Qun and Qel-Droma. And yet… here he stood. In Revan’s wake, but also somehow in spite of it.

“How safe do you figure this is?” Erebus said, now directing his words at Vash who was still sitting in the midst of the glen, meditating. “Wasn’t the threat of what happened at Katarr exactly why the Jedi went into hiding, what few remained going underground to weather the coming storm? Why face it head on now? Why trust me when I could lead them right to you?”

Vash’s meditation did not falter. Sitting cross-legged, she sat hovering a modest half-meter from the mossy earth, only descending after a few minute’s contemplation. As if floating on water, Vash lowered herself to the ground, and with an unending patience Erebus had never once recalled feeling himself, Vash stood, fixing her cloak and hood, patting the cloth of her pants free of morning dew, before she finally spoke.

“Or you could lead us to them.”

It was then that Vash opened her eyes - truly opened them. She crossed the swath of grass that spanned the cliff, walking slowly towards Erebus, her eyes boring into him, seeing more than just his appearance but sensing him as well, testing how the Force moved around him, listening to how it whispered.

“And I know that because you said it yourself, back on your ship as well as here, now. You have a loyalty to the Sith ideology, to Sith individualism, but not to the Master who gave you the rank you bear. Knowing who you had been, once, I know you are loyal to your interests before you are loyal to people, and as little as my vision will tell me, I have a feeling you’ll be interested in seeing where this particular trail leads.”

Vash did not blink, her brown eyes almost silver in the grey morning light as her gaze moved from Erebus to the sky, as if watching for a sign. 

“Something about this, the sky, the pattern of the clouds-” Vash shook her head, several silvered strands loosening from the bun at her neck to frame her face, “I saw this in my vision, parts of it, but the more time passes the more details slip through my fingers. The faster we get to the Jedi Temple, the better.”

She locked eyes with Erebus for a moment, knowing passing through their gaze before she looked towards the hills behind her. She knew we might crash, he thought, thinking back to his haphazard landing. She’d seen it. A possibility - the future always in motion. He swallowed hard, keeping his face free of emotion.

“If we head to the Temple now, we can head off the mercenaries-”

“Mercenaries?” This time it was Mical who cut in as he took a few steps toward her. “Like the ones at the Temple on Nespis?”

Vash shook her head again.

“I don’t know, by the looks of them they could be anyone. Mercenaries aren’t hard to come by in the Outer Rim, but knowing what we encountered there they very well could be.”

“If the Golden Company has anything to do with the recent heists other than the one we nearly witnessed, then I want to get to the bottom of it,” Mical affirmed, squaring his shoulders. “We should get ahead of them if we can, we should-”

“What about the cargo though?” Erebus interrupted, his eyes now fixed on what he could see of his ship through the trees, “We can’t just leave it here. Especially if anyone might be after it.”

It felt strange to say, coming from him, especially since he knew quite personally that if anyone wanted to own this particular piece of Jedi history it was him. There was hardly anything stopping him from taking it. What did he care about some nobody historian and an old Jedi Master, a woman he hardly knew anymore? He could just take it, leave them both stranded here on the edge of the Outer Rim, desperate for passage off this sad grassy rock while he hurdled back into space, back to - where, exactly? Ah, yes. That. 

“We take it with us,” Vash said, still looking at the distant hills, as if already carving out their route, “For now.”

For now.

“But we’ll be back as the Force wills it. And then we can leave.”

Vash only looked at Erebus as she said this, a shiver running down his spine. Mical did not seem to notice. The man only nodded, so used to taking orders and following them, before disappearing into the cargo hold to retrieve the damn thing. Erebus had a pack he knew would help in the transport of the satchel, but he waited, wanting this moment alone with Vash before following Mical to offer his help.

“Will he be alright?” he found himself asking, despite the myriad of questions that circled his mind in truth. Vash’s mouth formed a thin smile, though it didn’t meet her eyes.

“He will be.”

Erebus watched her, nodding after a moment before heading back into the ship as well. 

“Better off than me, I take it,” he said as a joke, both in jest to Vash as well as at the expense of her Jedihood, at what had become of him despite his training. But the look on her face told Erebus that he was all too right. Only time would tell if he would regret it.

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility
Eden Valen

First there was nothing. The blissful black of nonbeing, memory dissolving, dissolving, dissolving until there was nothing left. Only unending quiet enveloped in the softness of oblivion, empty and absolving.

And then there was light.

A star shattered into being, dust and shimmering shadow adding shape to the nothingness. Undulating, it unfolded, expanded, and burst into a brightness that was all-eclipsing. And then… she woke.

And the Force woke with her.

Chapter 23: Only the Beginning

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3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility
Eden

Eden Valen had grown to live without the Force.

She’d reach for it here and there, less so as the years went on. In the Force’s absence, her gut took over, her intuition filling the gaps and hoping everything made sense once the pieces were put together.

Now her gut was wrenching in agonizing pain, and the Force, for the first time in her life, was dialed to eleven.

Eden lay sprawled on the floor of an unfamiliar room, lights flashing, siren wailing. Her memory was blank, knowing vaguely of who she was but none of how she got here. The last she’d known, she had been asleep. Before that, Tatooine. But only bits and pieces, nothing concrete: she recalled the name Vale, the texture of droid-oil caking her fingers, the almost permanent feeling of sand in the heels of her boots, and the ever-pervasive heat of the planet’s suns on the back of her neck. But after Tatooine… she was here, wherever this was, her face streaked with tears as her throat retched her awake, emptying her stomach of liquid as the palms of her hands dug into the countless shards of duraglass that scattered the floor of the unfamiliar medbay that now housed her.

She reached a hand to her aching mouth, her fingers coming away bloody. Amid the metallic tang of blood, there was a sweet salinity, a viscous softness coating her mouth that said only: kolto.

Looking over her shoulder with effort, still sprawled belly-first to the floor, Eden glimpsed the broken kolto tank behind her, a memory flashing as she saw it – a medbay, but not this one, an HK droid at her side, the overwhelming sense of dread eating away at her stomach as she worried about her luggage, about a black pyramid set atop a desk she did not recognize but somehow knew to be important.

Whatever had happened, she’d been brought from one medical facility to another, though this one was entirely unfamiliar from the first. Unlike the medbay from her most recent memory, this room was circular, not long and rectangular like the last, boasting only seven tanks compared to the last room’s twenty, give or take.

She tried to stand, her limbs jelly though they coursed with energy, adrenaline running in her veins like powered battery acid. The Force flowed through her tenfold, but to the point where it was blinding. She felt every molecule in her body weigh against one another, working as one to make her broken form move with superhuman strength despite the pins and needles.

She should be dead. She felt it. Her stomach retched something other than kolto, as if it were trying to digest itself from the inside out.

Eden coughed until her throat was raw, surprised there was no blood from within, her only wound contained to a broken lip alone. She licked her bloodied mouth, feeling her lower lip begin to swell from where it had cut the glass now shattered beneath her in an unplanned escape. A memory echoed, a voice speaking in her head though it was not her own - Awaken, it had said, soft and soothing, the voice unfamiliar.

Eden Valen had woken, yes, but not just to consciousness. Among her usual senses, she felt it again – the Force – and through it she could tell that she shared the room with six dead, and many more on the floor beyond. Eden still did not know where she was, but this place…

This place was death.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos
Atris

 

"Mistress, are you sure? We can go out and fetch it, bring it back here for your approval,” Orenna urged her, “Tell us where to find it and—”

“No.” 

She hadn’t yelled the word, but Atris’ voice echoed through the chamber as if she had, each of her Handmaidens quiet, eyes wide like Orenna’s. Atris shouldered on her cloak for the first time in what felt like ages, both enthralled and anxious to step foot onto the mountainside. 

“It is of the utmost importance that I do this alone,” Atris said after a moment, her words assuming their usual authoritative calm, “What you can do for me is guard the Academy.”

Other than answering to Atris’ orders, the Handmaidens’ only other eternal duty was guarding their sanctuary. Though she was only stating the obvious, simply saying this fact seemed to set the girls at ease. 

“And keep a close eye,” she added, pulling her cloak tighter as she adjusted the white-gold clasp at her throat, “We need to be just as careful as we always are, if not more so.”

“Of course, Mistress,” Ursa said, Orenna nodding in unison. Behind them, Arianna stood at attention while Irena walked to her station by the causeway entrance, opening the airlock to where Atris’ personal ship was stored. And beyond them all, almost out of sight, was Brianna, watching on attentively. She made eye contact with Atris, her gaze wavering for a moment as if she had not meant for Atris to notice her before she swallowed all doubt and held her stare.

Doubt is good for her, Atris thought, betraying none of her inner judgements on her face as she tore her eyes away from the Last Handmaiden. As long as it does not stray into fear. 

“Ready the ship, Irena,” Atris sighed, “It’s not a long journey but I will need to be quick about it.”

Irena nodded before disappearing into the makeshift docking area. To the untrained eye, the dock was just an exhaust port leading to nowhere, hiding the better part of the unused irrigation system installed on this planet ages ago, though Atris wondered how long she had before the Ithorians stumbled upon her hiding place. She’d assign Arianna to the task as soon as she returned.

“Mistress?” Ursa said, interrupting her thoughts, “Will you be needing your lightsaber?”

Atris instinctively palmed her hip as she shook her head, calmed by the metal protrusion she felt beneath her robes. While her personal saber was kept safe within the wells of the Academy, there was always another by her side. It was out of an abundance of caution - not that harm might come to her and she would have need of it, but for her own peace of mind, a constant reminder of the worst that might happen should she fail. 

“Not for the moment,” Atris said, more for the assurance of her Handmaidens. After what the girls had experienced on Nespis, Atris’ predictions come to fruition, she needed to remain calm. She needed to ease their worry as she readied her next steps. “I’ll be back shortly.”

It was nice to be back in her ship as Irena readied it, the engines already running by the time she eased into the pilot’s chair. Even the landscape calmed her, despite how anxious she was to be outside the Academy, out in the open and alone. She’d made a promise before Katarr that she would not surface again, afraid of who or what might sense her, and with her theories proven correct she felt stupid for ignoring her own advice. But she also knew that she did not trust another living soul with her current task, let alone with where the directive had come from. Atris was not sure of the origin herself, only knowing it to be true. 

Within moments of clearing the plateau, Atris saw it - billowing smoke, already a wispy grey. It had likely been a deep dark black upon impact, so she didn’t have much time if anyone surveying the Telos surface had already spotted the crash and sought to investigate. As if accessing a seventh sense, Atris eased the controls around and downwards, landing her craft as silently as snowfall. Her engine still purred warmly as she exited the craft, the cold wind a harsh slap to the face as her hood swept back over her bun, her pale hair whipping wildly about her head.

But there it was, a crashed Republic escape pod, half encased in a snowbank on the side of the mountain. Most of its hull had melted upon entering Telos’ atmosphere after having hurtled here from Maker knew how far. Atris’ memory was hazy, but the Force assured her that this was all according to plan.

Summoning energy, Atris tore open the hull of the pod with her mind, the metal prying open for her like butter parting when met with a hot knife. The inner chamber was intact, as the pod was designed, and sitting idly in the space meant to house a humanoid person or two was a solitary crystal.

It was black, but bright, an inner light shining from within its rough-hewn frame, its shape a clear prototype for what would later be classified as a Sith holocron. But this… this was unlike anything Atris had ever seen before.

The crystal was ancient, its surface somehow betraying its age in how it contrasted with the cheap vinyl lining of the pod it lay in.

This is pre-Hyperspace War,” she uttered to no one, her voice reverent as her breath hung in the air. The object warmed to her voice, a faint whisper joining the whistling of the wind as it glowed faintly, sighing almost, a swirl of stars in the miniature universe now churning beneath its surface, as if answering to her call.

As Atris neared, she saw it - the multitude of worlds within the crystal, glittering with some unknown substance she could only compare to spacedust, the stuff of a planet’s rings or luminous clouds of ephemeral luminescence that hung between stars, a swirling rose, ember and gold not unlike a sunset. Against her better judgment, her fingers reached for it, aching. Atris’ fingertips met the cool of the crystal, and her eyes rolled back in her head. 

At first she saw nothing. Felt nothing… was nothing.

And then… starburst. Gas and dust and debris and matter and gravity all taking shape within the span of a moment, spreading and sprawling into eons, millennia, ages come and gone, planets sprouted and doomed before her waking eyes, the Force silent but seething all the while. And then she saw it, the Force itself, unfettered and raw, brighter than starlight and the energy of a thousand suns, and warmer too. It enveloped her, seeping into her every pore as it sung to her - We feed the Force and Force feeds us - with a voice hollow yet booming, both alien and familiar, singular yet belonging to a chorus of thousands and not a one speaking or singing in the same tone. Clouds billowed, building and building and building before collapsing into storm and light, and then...  nothing again, but not nothing in the absence of something, but as if it never was.

Atris was sucked back to the present, the crystal suddenly hot to the touch as it clanged from the vinyl seating of the escape pod to its still-melting metal floor, bounding off the hot surface and into the snow with a soft crunch. It steamed, snow melting where it met the crystal, now fire-bright as Atris caught her breath, her energy sapped from her, the Force suddenly mute.

It was the most beautiful thing Atris had ever seen. And by far the most terrifying. 

 

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Her hands shook as she placed the now-cool crystal on an empty plinth in her chambers, appearing almost demure in the company of her horde. It shrunk amongst her collection of holocrons, each one twinkling in the dimness of the room, each crystalline form shining from within. But where every other holocron in her possession shone, this one devoured, a black hole intent on absorbing all light instead of emanating it. 

Atris stood back, her eyes fixed on the object’s silhouette. The galaxy-in-miniature within lay dormant, its surface now matte. But the memory of it remained, etched in her mind’s eye. She hungered to see it again, to feel the Force as raw as it was, to comprehend its powers in full. But it would have to remain just that - a memory, nothing more. Anything beyond that would be sacrilege. 

For now, she would simply wait and observe, if there was anything else to see. 

Beside it, stood a transgression – an object she’d stolen from the Archives for research to fuel a hunch that had ultimately gone nowhere. Until now. She allowed herself a small smile, basking in the genius of her intuition.

It was a black pyramid, small enough to fit into the palm of one’s hand, comprised of materials not entirely found in this galaxy. It was something she’d logged initially as an apprentice, but for some reason stuck with her. It was found along with another item of import, though the weapon it accompanied garnered much more attention than the mere accessory that attended it. Perhaps that was why she was drawn to it, or perhaps the Force had told her that she would see something similar to it again later. Something important. 

We found her in the Dune Sea, a memory interjected, the shape of the thing suddenly triggering a half-thought as it coursed through Atris’ mind. The image of a young Arren Kae with her sight still intact, her eyes a pale slate-blue, spirited into Atris’ memory and spoke as she watched the relic. She carried an object with her, now safe within the Temple Archives.

Atris rushed to her stores, the ones the Handmaidens stockpiled and tended to, holding the memory close lest it should escape her. It did not take long for her to locate the Nespis cache, rifling through boxes and containers until she found it - a data log with an attached photograph, counting a one solitary pyramid, small and unassuming, onyx black with a square base. The two were connected, she was sure of it.

She says her name is Revan, the memory continued as Atris’ eyes scanned the datapad, and so she shall be known.

Atris knew she had met Revan before, but the memory back then had never been so clear as it was now. Atris was only a year or two older than the girl, a mere eight years of age to Revan’s five or six. She remembered smiling at Master Kae in greeting, eager to meet the renowned Historian since she aspired to be one herself, only for the woman to flick an eyebrow up as she hardly glanced at Atris in return. Atris never saw the woman again, at least not until the Council banished her for following her former student to war, before she met her end on Malachor V.

Arren Kae, Arren Kae…

I will send word. You will know of what I speak when it arrives. It should be seen by your eyes alone.

That’s what the mysterious woman had said, the woman Atris’ Handmaidens had found on the mountainside. Or had that been a dream?

For now, you will forget me.

Atris blinked, a chill coursing through her as the memory slipped away, weaving between past and present and back again, her mind grasping at something she wasn’t sure of, a half-forgotten memory that was only falling further and further away the more she tried to remember it. 

This was how she knew to look for the Republic escape pod. She had expected it, she knew it would come. It had been sent to her and her alone. But not by Kae, surely, having been dead these last nine years…

But as far as the galaxy knew, Atris was dead, too. For all she knew, she might have convened with a ghost within a dream. The Jedi had written about such things before. However it had happened, the Force willed it. Atris had to believe that much.

Regaining her faculties, Atris tore through the container before her, doing her best to set aside whatever the Handmaidens had managed to recover with a gentle hand, but despite her search the pyramid was not there. She checked the log again, noting that several things were missing, mostly unimportant in the grand scheme of things, internally commending her girls on their handiwork despite the trouble they ended up having to contend with… but in reviewing the log again there was one glaring absence in addition to the peculiar object that Atris now knew was somehow linked to Revan, to Kae, to Eden - no, not Eden, to the Exile – an object that was logged with a similar black pyramid, one she now held in her possession, an object that Atris knew could be dangerous if it fell into the wrong hands. 

The lightsaber of Exar Kun.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine
Erebus

It was like meandering a dream.

Each corridor was the same, Erebus remembering every turn of the Academy before they came upon it as if not a day had gone by since he’d wandered its halls. But it was eerily quiet, and dark, save for the spots where the ceiling had caved in, cracks hundreds of feet up in the concrete offering a glimpse of sky above. 

“If you don’t mind, I’d like to finish what work I was sent here to do,” Mical said after a while, his voice reverent despite their collective exertion at having to navigate around fallen debris and collapsed passageways. “I’m still on the Republic’s payroll and all.”

“I’m sorry we were not able to recover what we were contracted to back on Nespis,” Vash said, “Though I’d imagine your bounty should be enough for now.”

Erebus eyed the plasteel container he’d leant Mical to house the famed lightsaber as Vash mentioned it, itching to feel the weight of its hilt, the weathered patina of the metal casing he’d studied so closely as a padawan. His current weapon was nothing like it, nor the one he’d modeled after it in earnest, abandoning his interest long ago. And yet being in its presence, he couldn’t help but wonder…

“I’m sure my contact will be happy to have this in their possession, knowing that it’s safe.”

Erebus swallowed hard, turning away. He wasn’t sure why he cared whether his emotions played on his face, already knowing that his audience was aware of his interest. It was the perceived weakness that bothered him, the fact that a mere object could have such sway over him even if it was only out of pure curiosity. But that was the reason behind anything he did, wasn’t it? It was his curiosity that led him to the Jedi Historianship as well as away from it, it was the only reason he let himself be ingratiated in Nihilus’ employ, happy only to spend the creature’s resources if only to learn about civilizations on the edge of the galaxy that Republic Space had all but forgotten about. 

“Have you heard back from them?” Erebus said after clearing his throat, “Your crew, I mean?”

“Yes, I did, shortly before our crash landing,” Mical answered, his eyes scanning the modest walls as if he’d never seen walls before, “Half the crew is here, though I wasn’t able to determine where, since the connection broke up in orbit.”

Erebus winced but also couldn’t help but laugh.

“Apologies,” he offered, though he wasn’t entirely serious. As a fellow historian, Erebus had respect for the man. As for his affiliations with the Republic, however, that was another story. Not that Erebus was loyal to his own employer or anything…

“I suspect it will only be a matter of time until we catch up with them,” Mical offered with a conversational laugh, though it felt more forced than ardent, “I’m sure I’ll at least hear from them soon, though from the sound of things, the situation doesn’t seem so stable.”

“I would guess as much,” Vash added, informed by her visions Erebus figured, “Ah, I think we’re upon the Archive now.”

Erebus froze even though he knew Master Vash was right, his memory filling in the gaps where the debris took over. It was as if his mind had been shut off these last few moments, so intent on what Mical was saying, wondering what his inner world consisted of and what Republic Space was like now, wondering if it had changed much in his time away… as if to shield himself from the memories still so fresh here. Erebus’ blood chilled when Vash’s words registered in his mind, a recollection returning in full the moment his eyes fell on the Archive doors.

“Atris chose you as her protégé? But I’m already her student!”

Eden only shrugged as Aiden’s words echoed about the halls, milling students either turning to look or pointedly ignoring the conversation as if they hadn’t heard.

“She said she ‘saw something in me’, whatever that means,” Eden said eventually, her face reddening, exasperated. “I thought you’d be happy! This means we’ll finally be together again.”

Together again, yes, but not like this. Not where Eden could overshadow him, again, despite her uncertain hold on the Force, her focus more on the physical rather than the metaphysical, the abstract. 

“Did your love of history start here?” Mical asked tentatively as he approached Erebus where he stood, having stopped in his tracks, staring, without noticing he had. 

“Sort of,” Erebus swallowed, thinking of how he and Eden had come to make the Dantooine Archive their playground before he was officially stationed at the Jedi Library on Coruscant, “I used to-”

But before Erebus could finish, a small device at Mical’s hip buzzed. The man held up an apologetic hand as he slipped the thing from his belt.

“Hello? Can you hear me?” Mical said to the static on the other end of his comm, a model Erebus was not familiar with. Republic, most likely. Nothing else about Mical screamed Republic other than a few scant items, such as the comm he used now or the military-grade boots Erebus noticed during their trek underground. Everything else about the man was as plain as can be, or as plain as any other humanoid spacer. His clothes were simple, and washed-out to boot, his only other adornment a modest vest that if anything was a little too pressed and a little too clean, though that could easily be chalked up to having recently been purchased.

While Mical paced the ruins, seeking a better signal, Vash sidled up to Erebus though was careful not to get too close.

“Be on your guard,” she said, nodding.

Erebus nodded back. Her vision.

Mical spoke into his comm, a disjointed voice speaking back, though he was now too far from the two of them for Erebus to make out the words.

“My sister may be dead to the Force, but I can still feel her in this place,” Erebus said, feeling oddly sentimental standing at the ruined entrance to the Jedi Archive of his childhood, “Is that unusual? Or is that just my memory at work?"

Vash reached for Erebus, her hand hovering near his shoulder before she retracted, sucking in a breath. Erebus turned to meet her gaze, her expression unreadable.

“Your vision?” he said, though it felt strange to say considering how many times he’d wondered what it was that Vash saw. 

Vash nodded.

“Not this, but your sister. Your connection to her.”

Erebus shook his head. “I don’t understand.”

Vash paled.

“I’m afraid you will,” the woman replied, her mouth thinning to a line before she stepped away, turning to the ruined Archive entrance to begin paving a way through as if it might fill the silence.

“Need help with that?” Mical asked just as soon as he’d noticed, clipping his comm back to his belt as he began hauling rocks, hardly waiting for Vash to respond. Erebus stood, frozen, unsure.

My connection to her?

The memory of Eden telling him of Atris’ assignment replayed in his mind, as well as a myriad of other smaller memories, a patchwork of moments stitching themselves together into something as abstract as a dream, spanning years and housing feelings that ranged from sorrow to elation and anger and everything in-between, ultimately leaving him with a lingering sense of something bittersweet, but sour still. 

“Step aside,” he said after a moment, the feeling steeped in his chest, his voice quiet. Vash and Mical paused, exchanging glances before doing as they were instructed. 

Erebus closed his eyes, the feeling welling within him, quickening his every breath until he felt his blood pulsating in his wrists, as if itching to get out. With so much as a gentle push, he reached out with the Force - no, shoved - and the wall relented.

The collapsed entrance melted away, revealing a clean passage as if a curtain were opening. He was being careful, but the amount of energy it took to move that much matter? If he hadn’t been angry, if he hadn't felt so suddenly distraught, it would not have been possible. Not after everything he managed back on Space City. 

Erebus looked at Vash, his face expressionless. She watched on with wide eyes but said nothing. She nodded.

“I guess we owe you thanks.”

“You could have done just as well,” Erebus said, though he didn’t mean it bitingly. “Diving into the deep end of the Force is quicker, easier. But it does come with a price.”

And sometimes the asking price demands to be paid upfront.

It should have been an emotional release, but it wasn’t. His acting out through the Force would only demand more from him if he didn’t rest, but at this point it was likely the only thing keeping him from keeling over with exhaustion. It was an addiction, a sickness. No wonder Sion is the monster he is. It was almost easy. For now, he would let it sustain him, but he wouldn’t attempt anything else unless the situation called for it. As Vash and Mical moved to enter the dilapidated room before them, Erebus only made it as far as the entrance before sliding down the closest in-tact wall and settling somewhere in the dust that now caked the Archive floor. 

“I never knew Dantooine’s Archives were so vast,” Mical said, “It’s a far cry from the Nespis stores, but I wasn’t expecting something of this caliber for such a small farming outpost.”

“Dantooine was one of the busier training grounds not too long ago,” Vash said, looking around the room with a careful gaze, her brown eyes scanning the half-lit and broken holos that lined the shelves, “But the surrounding area remained relatively modest. It was no Nespis or Coruscant, but it still supported a successful farming community. For a time, at least.”“Not anymore,” Mical said almost casually as he slipped some of the still-functioning holos from their shelves and into his eager hands, “My contacts tell me things have grown quite bleak around here since the Jedi left.”

At this, Erebus saw that Mical looked up from the holos balancing in his arms, watching Master Vash for a reaction. But the woman gave none.

Vash instead circled around the console in the center of the room, almost as if she had never seen such a device before. She ran a lazing hand across its surface, unearthing it from a sheath of dust.

“Hand me that package, will you?” she said, gesturing towards Mical though her gaze did not meet his. Mical paused, looking at Erebus as if for a second opinion, but he only shrugged. Relenting, Mical crossed the room and removed the munitions strap from his shoulders, gently letting the satchel drop at Vash’s feet. Vash looked at Erebus, gauging his distance, and opened the box.

She hesitated a moment, her fingers poised above the saber, as if relishing the moment or anticipating some sort of reaction before gingerly taking it in her hands. Vash held the hilt aloft, examining its rougher edges with a fingertip, before placing it above the console and swiftly typing in a sequence. 

Mical watched on, as did Erebus, eyes wide. The console whirred to life, setting the dark room in a hue of glowing white-blue. 

Erebus could see the shadow of aurabesh on the screen reflected on Vash’s face, her eyes moving rapidly to meet the text almost as quickly as it appeared on the display before her. She entered a new sequence, pulling up another data log, nodding to herself, silently, before procuring the onyx pyramid from her inner robes, the one she had recovered from Nespis, placing it on the console as well. She entered the same sequence as before, the system taking longer to generate a response this time, but it wasn’t long before the console delivered another answer. 

“Curious,” she said to herself, though Erebus knew she meant for him to hear. Mical leaned in close now, placing his salvaged holos on a nearby shelf before looking over the woman’s shoulder. 

His blond hair turned silver-blue in the light, and his eyes even more cerulean than before, Mical looked straight at Erebus, eyebrows raised. “You might want to see this.”

Brow furrowed, Erebus stood with effort, his left knee cracking as he took to his feet. After bracing himself, cleansing his body of the roiling anger that fueled the Force still churning within him at the thoughts still lingering in his head, he made his way over to Vash and Mical. Vash’s eyes remained fixed on the screen. Mical held Erebus’ gaze until he approached the two of them, looking at the screen again only when Erebus was in view of it as well.

Before Erebus could read into the man’s unnecessary courtesy, he looked at the display. 

Recovered from the Tatooine Dune Sea,” Erebus said, reading the screening. “And? Isn’t that what you told us?”

Vash pressed her finger to the display, zooming in on the data log though Erebus had a feeling her intent was to get him to look closer, not enhance the image.

“What’s missing?” Vash insisted.

Erebus shrugged, his eyes scanning the page. For a moment, his mind was blank, his body still too exhausted to do anything other that be annoyed. But then… it clicked.

“There’s no mention of who recovered it.”

“Exactly,” Vash said, “When we brought Revan to train with us, I was the one tasked with bringing the pyramid to the Archives. Not only did I see Master Zeph catalogue the thing, but he also linked it to a similar object, promising me that it would be looked into. Which brings me to the first thing I searched.”

Vash commanded the console to retrace its steps, bringing up the first item she researched upon booting it up.

The stern visage of Exar Kun stared back at him, a three-dimensional model of his head spinning slowly beside the logged description of his salvaged lightsaber as it was recorded for the Jedi Archive. His eyes were white in the hologram, the edges of the brand on his forehead barely visible with the grainy resolution casting a ghostly imperfection over his face. The depiction was not nearly as detailed, nor as dramatic, as the mosaic rendering of the man back on Nespis, but this version of the Dark Jedi was somehow more menacing. Just beside his face, spinning slowly in miniature, was a model of his famed lightsaber.

Recovered from the moon Yavin IV by exiled fallen Jedi, Ulic Qel-Droma, to be inherited by his apprentice… Vima Sunrider.”

“Interesting, isn’t it?” Vash said, her voice only an octave above a whisper. “Read on.”

“I’m not following,” Mical said.

“Vima Sunrider was one of Eden Valen’s Jedi Masters,” Vash replied as an aside while Erebus’ eyes scanned the remainder of the log. “But that’s not all.”

Vash input a code, one only used by registered Historians or members of the Council. Upon completion, hidden text appeared below the general log, showing information only accessible to those with the highest clearance.

The lightsaber itself predates Republic Space,” Erebus read on, chills running down his spine, “And was logged along with the following item.”

Beneath a depiction of the lightsaber as it was originally catalogued was a tiny, black pyramid. Four-sided and all.

“This can’t be right,” he said, near breathless, “I studied this log a thousand times as a padawan, and as Historian in training. There was never any mention of an accompanying item!”

Erebus felt as if he were going mad. He’d spent hours looking at this diagram of the saber - and given the crude rendering of the thing in the log it was no wonder his copy was so inadequate. Erebus ran his finger along the console angrily, pressing the screen as if it might scroll faster and give him the answers he was seeking.

“There’s no record of who originally logged this,” Erebus huffed, “There’s no more detail here. Why?!”

“What do your feelings tell you?” Vash said, the smirk on her face detectable through the bite of her words. Erebus rolled his eyes.

Erebus’ mind raced as he scrolled, reading and rereading what little text there was. This had to mean something. It was no coincidence that two of the most recent fallen Jedi had encountered the same object. Erebus’ own history only added to the conspiracies spiraling through his head as he searched for answers.

“Let me try something,” Erebus said, typing in another command before he could grow too agitated. It was a back-end code, one used only by Archive staff to trigger the history of any given log’s metadata. His query inspired an answer, but not one he liked.

“The log’s been altered,” Erebus muttered, his eyes still fixed to the screen, hoping more insight would jump out at him from the nonexistent subtext. “The metadata says the log was first made thirty years ago, but there is no name attached. However, it was edited… six years ago? By—”

“By whom?” Mical cut in.

“By… me.”

Erebus stared at the screen, unsure if he was reading the log correctly. But there it was... his name, Aiden Valen.

“You don’t recall making these edits, I take it?”

Erebus shook his head.

“I don’t. For one, I’ve been in search of these objects for three years now. I’m sure I’d remember having seen these things before, especially if I knew any existed in the Jedi stores. And two, I… I was no longer with the Jedi Order when these edits were made.”

Mical exchanged a look with Vash, who only nodded in response.

“It also says several of the more high-level items from the Dantooine stores were shipped off-planet at the same time, approved with my login. But judging by the dates this was only a few standard days before Darth Malak massacred the planet.”

“Almost as if someone knew it might happen,” Mical said in a hallowed whisper. Erebus nodded, goosebumps erupting over his skin at the thought.

“I’m afraid we may need Master Vrook’s insight,” Vash sighed, “I did not know about this, and having been a member of the High Council at that time, I find this greatly troubling.”

“Vrook? What does Vrook have to do with this?” Erebus cringed. He never had quite the same distaste for the man as many of his fellow Jedi as a child, but hearing his name all these years later didn’t set him at ease either.

“Vrook was here when Malak attacked the Temple. And when the Jedi decided to go into hiding after Katarr, Vrook was the only one of us who remained on Dantooine. If anyone might know, it would be him.”

“You don’t think he was the one to alter the record?”

“He might have been,” Vash conceded, “But I’m also curious as to why this log isn’t linked to the record of what we found when we brought Revan to train with us. Why aren’t the two data entries connected? Surely, someone overseeing the archives would have caught such a detail.”

“Atris would have noticed,” Erebus said, turning to Vash now, meeting her gaze as her eyes widened slightly, not surprised by his implication but by what it could mean should it be true. “Atris never missed a detail. I’d be remiss if she oversaw something like this.”

“But do we know what she was cataloguing during her time as Historian?” Vash countered. “An item like this would have predated her appointment by at least a decade, not to mention she left the role of Historian when she took a seat on the Council.”

Erebus shook his head.

“Atris combed through everything. And I mean everything. She had me fact-checking documents as old as the birth of the Republic when I was her apprentice. Even then she would double-check my work, never satisfied with a judgment unless it was corroborated with her own. Even if she was not an acting Historian when these changes were made, I have a feeling she would care about this sort of thing.”

“And you said you don’t recall ever seeing an object like this?”

Erebus shook his head.

“Never, but if anyone had access to the record or to objects in storage, it was Atris. Even if someone had gained unauthorized access, something like that would not have gone unnoticed. She was acting Head of Council when Malak came to power, but I was gone by the time these changes were made…”

“Does it say where the items were transferred?”

“Not a word,” Erebus swallowed. “Who was the acting Historian here when Malak attacked?”

“Master Dorak, I believe, though he might have been preoccupied at the time…” Vash answered, her eyes darting about the room. Mical stood near motionless, his gaze volleying between Vash and Erebus as he took a decades’ worth of drama in as much as a third party could. 

“Preoccupied?” Erebus laughed, “Practicing whatever story the Enclave Council had prepped to convince Revan of her hero’s journey-to-be, I’d imagine?”

Vash nodded curtly, her expression betraying no emotion.

“Something like that, but Vrook was there as well. And with both Dorak and Atris gone, Vrook seems to be our best bet for answers.”

Atris gone. Part of Erebus was relieved to hear the words uttered by someone else, though somehow it made him question the truth of it, wondering whether Atris wasn’t out there somewhere, still harboring her ills, awaiting his return as if he’d simply not remembered to show up to work one day.

“Only problem is, I have no idea where on Dantooine Vrook happens to be in hiding.”

“Wait,” Mical said, eyes wide. “I have an idea.”

He sidled past Vash to get closer to Erebus. Now shoulder-to-shoulder, Mical uttered, “Check your user’s log history. All of it.”

“But—”

Before Erebus could finish his thought, he felt faint, his skin turning to ice in an instant as if he might collapse.

“Erebus?” Mical asked, quick to catch him. Maker, the man is strong, Erebus thought as his faculties shifted, his tether to the Force shaky for the first time since childhood when he wasn’t quite sure what this sixth sense was.

“I’m fine,” he urged, taking a deep breath. Blood returned this face, his cheeks suddenly flush as he stood. But something still felt… off. “As you were saying.”

“Your user history,” Mical continued, as if uninterrupted, “Someone used your login because they knew your account was still open, which means they likely knew you would not use it. If they authorized this change as well as the shipment of other items, whoever did this may have done more with your account knowing it would go unnoticed.”

Erebus blinked, watching him, his senses still on edge – both from his overuse of the Force these last two days as well as… well, whatever was happening to him now. It was as if his hold on the Force were ebbing and flowing, alternating between receding and drawing nearer with every second, his other senses compromised in the push-and-pull. His vision swam for a moment, Mical’s bright blue eyes and flaxen hair a kaleidoscope swirling and folding in on itself over and over as Erebus processed the man’s words.

“Go ahead, try it,” Erebus said, realizing the truth in Mical’s words but otherwise unable to control his body. Mical watched him uncertainly for a moment before Vash took over, relieving Erebus of the weight of his limbs while Mical typed furiously away on the ancient console.

“Your vision?” Erebus asked, his voice a whisper despite his better efforts.

Vash pursed her lips and nodded once.

“This is only the beginning, I’m afraid.”

Erebus swallowed hard and nodded in return, fear running his veins. If anything, it might grant him the vitality he needed to keep moving, but not for long.

“There’s more,” Mical said, turning around to meet both Erebus and Vash’s gaze. “Several items were sent to a location, undisclosed, mid-rim. But it also looks like a large portion have been sent to… to Telos IV? That can’t be right. Some dates are as recent as… as yesterday.”

As Mical typed, Erebus’ vision swam – amid the glowing rows of datapads, he saw a medbay and tasted kolto, the palms of his hands numbing with pins and needles as he struggled against Vash to regain his footing.

“Let me guess, items from Nespis?” Erebus managed, his lungs tight as he spoke.

Mical nodded, his golden hair falling into his eyes as he nodded fervently.

“More than half of these caches are ones on my list, many dictated by Draay before he left for Katarr. He must have known, but not enough to stop whatever’s happening now.”

“It’s possible someone intercepted whatever messages Draay had sent you,” Vash said as she managed to get Erebus standing again, his right shoulder now draped over hers to keep him steady, “He didn’t happen to mention anyone else he may have been in league with?”

“No one that’s still living,” Mical sighed, “But it looks like there are a few artifacts still listed as ‘transport pending’. Maybe that’s where we should start?”

Erebus wished he could see the log for himself, but his vision was still a kaleidoscope of the present intermixed with images of an unfamiliar room and the ever-present sense of death.

“Are you sure you’re alright?” Mical asked, finally turning from the console to look Erebus in the eye. But before Erebus could return Mical’s gaze, his vision darkened at the edges before slowly fading completely to black.

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility
Eden

 

By all rights Eden should have been cold, but her blood was running hot. Her unfamiliar undergarments stuck to her skin, slick with sweat, and she perpetually felt as if she might faint save for the unnatural energy that flowed through her. It was adrenaline on adrenaline. 

Her fingers slipped across the console of the medical supply room as she typed in queries only to receive uncomfortable answers. Something terrible had happened here, and somehow only Eden had survived. Someone had made sure of that. 

Shaking, trying not to think of the bodies hanging lifeless in the room where she awoke, Eden went from room to room, finding each one suspiciously emptier than the last. Consoles were still active as if someone had just been there working before being called away, fully expecting to return. Doors were left unlocked, medical charts half-finished, caff only half-drank.

There were no windows. Eden meandered the endless grey halls, shielding her eyes from the fluorescent lights with a wavering hand as she tried to reach out with and mute the Force at the same time, ending up with a middling result of realizing that she was all alone... but not quite. Machines hummed, power surged, and she sensed… something. But the panic rising in her throat only made her handle on the Force shaky at best, and her recent memory loss all the more palpable. None of this was right, it didn’t make sense. For her to be here, for her to feel the Force, for her to sense so many dead and yet…

She retched when she opened the last door in the medbay hall. The room was small, but the stench was potent. Rot. While the rest of the facility seemed to be working business-as-usual despite the mysterious lack of staff, this room had the clear signs of neglect, like the kolto chamber. 

Several beds lined the walls, each one draped with a white cloth and an unfinished chart clipped to the footboard. Spying the dates on the nearest datapad, Eden knew it hadn’t been long since she’d last been in Anchorhead, but long enough for the bodies in here to begin decaying. She still had no idea how she got here, how long she’d been here, or where here even was.

She remembered her exile, and she remembered Tatooine - the only place that felt anything like home in her recent recollections. She still had no idea how long she’d been there or how long it had been since she left the Jedi Order, though judging by the datapad in front of her it had been nine years almost to the day since she set a course for Coruscant, to seek out Kavar’s advice and to face Atris’ scorn, Alek’s singed flesh still fresh in her memory after all these years. And the last date she recalled had been a few weeks ago. A new shipment of salvaged droids had come through, some of the usual fare often bought by moisture farmers as well as an odd protocol droid that Eden now recalled had called her Master at some point, though the memories ended there.

How she got here was another story, and Eden wasn't sure she wanted to know all the details.

This was too much like Eres III, too much like Dxun, when the recovered bodies of soldiers were presented to her so she could assess their remains, their physical features too often unrecognizable without using the Force to glean who they once were. 

She paused at the edge of the bed furthest from the door, a charred hand peering from under the white cloth dressed over it. Whatever had killed this person had not been the same as those back in the kolto tanks, poisoned beyond hope of recovery. No. This person had been alive before they were abandoned here by whatever fate befell this place. It wasn’t the Force that told her so much as the shockstick just out of reach of the body’s burned flesh, the holster sitting empty and skewed on the bedside table, as if this person had reached for it in an attempt to end the pain once they realized help would not be coming…

“Find what you are looking for amongst the dead?”

Eden froze. How had she not heard it? The ruffling of fabric at the far side of the room, a shape taking form atop the bed closest to the door. It was as if her senses were only just catching up with her in hindsight, fast-forwarding until they caught up with the present, as if someone had quieted one part of her mind while the other half inspected the body before her. 

The hair on the back of Eden’s neck stood on end as she grabbed the shockstick on instinct, holding it between her and the spectre that suddenly showed signs of life after only feeling death upon entering this room.

Awaken

“Your voice,” Eden croaked, the realization dawning on her as she spoke, shockstick still held aloft, “I heard it… I-"

Eden felt as if she were grasping at a memory that was fast falling away, as if trying to capture smoke with her hands. She knew this woman, that voice, and not just from the kolto tank… but from where? She took the woman’s appearance in, though the shock made it hard for her to focus, everything feeling too bright and too dull at once, like walking through a lucid dream promising to remember every detail come morning and losing each facet of the vision with every moment spent in waking life. 

The woman was unremarkable, other than being considerably aged. Like so many spacers, and so many Jedi, she wore a nondescript brown robe that was considerably worn but kept in otherwise good condition. Her hood was pulled low over her face, leaving only a wizened chin and pouting mouth visible below it. Brown cloth stretched over the skin of her neck, covering the woman entirely aside from revealing two plaits of silver hair held in place with plain bronze clasps. The woman shifted, as if testing her weight on the bed, before speaking again. 

“Yes, I had hoped as much,” the woman sighed, standing with effort. Her voice was deep but soothing somehow, her syllables rounded out and softened despite the undercurrent of authority in her words. “I slept here too long and could not awaken.”

She spoke so casually for a woman having just awoken from the dead, tilting her head just so as she adjusted her hood and stretched her limbs, settling into them before setting them gently again on the bed beside her.

“Perhaps I reached out unconsciously - and your mind must have been a willing one. Or maybe you have been trained for such things?”

“Slept too long?” Eden said as she lowered the shockstick, freeing a hand so it could nurse her temple. “You looked dead when I came in here, not to mention the rest of your—”

She stopped short, looking about the room, pausing on the charred body she’d taken the shockstick from.

“My company?” the woman finished for her, as if reading her mind.

Eden turned her attention back slowly, the room still too bright, everything moving too fast, her handle on reality and how the Force enmeshed itself with it still too new and too unpredictable for her to control with any finesse.

“They likely thought I was dead when I was brought here. I slept as you did. In stasis, one could say. Though perhaps my age betrayed me the luxury of being granted kolto treatment as you.”

“Do I know you?” Eden asked, a half-realization dawning on her though no answer rose to the surface of her mind, her memory still too scattered to make sense of.

“I am Kreia, and I am your rescuer. As you are mine.”

Kreia. The name meant nothing, and yet something about her tone of voice, the tilt of the woman’s head as she said it… something was familiar, though Eden could not decipher what it was.

“Tell me – do you recall what happened?”

“What happened?” Eden echoed, suddenly feeling the need to take a seat. She slunk into the empty bed beside her, careful to keep the shockstick in her hands while she rubbed her eyes hard enough to start seeing stars behind her closed lids. “The last thing I remember, I was… I was aboard a Republic ship, the Harbinger.”

The medbay from her memory… it had been aboard the Harbinger, hadn’t it?  Images flitted through her mind but the sensory overload coming at her from all directions – the fluorescent lights, the stench of death, the dampness of her clothes, the cuts still stinging in her palms, itching as they healed amid the remnant glass, the retching pain in her empty stomach, and the Force pushing in on her from all sides demanding her undivided attention despite it all – muddled everything to a blur. A very fast-moving blur that whirred itself around her, willing her onward yet overwhelming her so entirely that part of her just wanted to sleep, not caring if she woke.

“The Harbinger,” Eden repeated once she took a breath, calming what she could of herself and looking the strange woman in the eye… or the dark shadow of her hood where her eyes should have been. “What happened to it?”

The woman called Kreia stood near-motionless, and in that instant Eden knew that feigning death was likely the least of her talents.

“Your ship was attacked, and you were its lone survivor… a result of your Jedi training, no doubt.”

Jedi?” Eden almost spat, wanting to both laugh and scream at the thought. “What makes you think I’m a Jedi?”

“Your stance, your walk tells me you are a Jedi,” the woman said evenly, “Your walk is heavy, you carry something that weighs you down.”

“Doesn’t everyone?” Eden huffed, running a hand through her damp hair to find it knotted in beaded braids at the nape of her neck. She retracted, wondering just how many parts of herself she’d left to rediscover before any of this started to make sense. “I could ask the same of you, given your—" Eden waved her hand about vaguely, too tired to wrack her brain for descriptors, “Your whole deal. Last I heard, it wasn’t wise to advertise any relation to the Jedi, or any knowledge of them.”

“So it would seem,” Kreia nodded and pursed her lips, though was undeterred, “Keep your past, as I shall keep mine. Let us focus on the now.”

“You said you were my rescuer,” Eden said, “And I yours. If the Harbinger was ‘my’ ship, as you called it, then where did you come from?”

A ghost of a smile spirited over the woman’s lips.

“So you recall the Harbinger, but not what you were doing on board?” Her smile widened ever so slightly, though it did nothing to make her appear friendly, “I was recovered from another, smaller ship. Does that sound familiar?”

“I saw it outside the port window,” Eden said, the memory rushing back to her, the feel of a cold cup of caff in her hand as a woman named Rell made her a promise she had a feeling the Republic agent was not able to keep. “Two ships in stalemate. The Republic wanted one of them obtained, the other investigated.”

“Precisely,” Kreia said, “I was brought aboard the Harbinger to recover from my injuries. You and I met in the medical bay, but I assume that memory is gone, too.”

Eden shook her head. It would explain how she knew the woman, why any part of her seemed familiar, but her memory dredged up nothing at the thought.

“The last thing I remember is the medbay of the Harbinger but nothing beyond that, and not much before it either.”

Kreia tsked with understanding.

“Ah, I see,” she muttered, “Then I imagine you’re wondering where we are, just as I am. I was removed from the events of the world as I slept, though my memory otherwise remains.”

“So you know who attacked the Harbinger?”

Kreia nodded.

“The very same attackers as my ship, unfortunately,” she said, massaging her wrists. The woman’s hands were lined but strong, several of her knuckles cracking loudly as she pressed into the joints. “It seems the Harbinger walked straight into their trap.”

Eden recalled the large vessel, a prehistoric one if her scant memory was correct. Hanging in space as it did outside the window of her quarters on the Harbinger, it seemed too ancient to still be functioning. Something didn’t quiet add up, though Eden knew from what little she did remember that Kreia was telling the truth.

“So, I’m assuming that despite whatever state you were found in, you managed to bring me here? How?”

Eden couldn’t help but judge the woman for her age, though if she were at all trained in the Force as their tense exchange suggested, then the odds of the woman attempting such a feat seemed more plausible.

“I did,” Kreia answered somberly, “We were likely the last to make it out alive, if not the only ones.”

For the first time since waking, Eden sensed some emotion come off the old woman as she glanced sideward in recollecting whatever had brought them here. Kreia shook her head, looking down at her booted feet, still wringing her hands, before continuing.

“We were attacked once, and I fear our attackers will not give up the hunt so easily.” Kreia stretched her neck, a flicker of a wince crossing the lower part of her face before her gaze returned to Eden and continued. “Without transport, weapons, and information, they will find us easy prey indeed.”

Eden stood, nodding. Through the Force, she could tell that it, too, flowed through Kreia, though more slowly than herself at the moment. Perhaps her stasis story was true, the old woman’s senses in as much need of awakening as her near-ancient limbs.

“You’re clearly more cognizant than I am,” Eden said, testing her grip on the shockstick still in her hand, figuring it might come in handy given the old woman’s words, “You sure you can’t tell me any more about this place? I’m drawing a complete blank.”

Kreia nodded soberly before leaning against the wall at the head of her bed, “Even as I slept, I felt much unrest here. I saw strange visions, minds colored with fear. Now, everything here feels terribly silent.”

Eden could only nod again, at a loss for words. If Kreia felt unrest where Eden felt absolute death, she wasn’t about to announce it. Even as a fellow Force-user, this woman was a stranger, and as far as Eden could tell, the last she remembered of herself she had been deaf to the Force completely.

“A last word of caution,” Kreia said again with a sigh, as if catching her breath, “I would find out as much about this place if you can, and fast – I fear we will need to depart as quickly as we arrived.”

What Eden wanted to say was What aren’t you telling me? But what came out instead was “Will do,” as if she were following orders. This was already feeling too much like Eres III, too much like Dxun, and despite her misgivings something told her that the similarities would not stop there.

Notes:

I originally wanted to separate this project into three parts as outlined in the first chapter, the previous chapters being part 1, this and the events of TSL being part 2, and part 3 being everything afterwards. After a lot of consideration I have decided to keep it all as one piece, despite how long it will undoubtedly end up being, but... what the hell. I'm well into the story as it is, might as well keep it all contained, right? As usual, a special thanks to anyone that has read this piece from the beginning, as well as anyone that has read it at all. It really means a lot to me, though I won't lie - comments mean a lot and are really helpful - but I get it, comments are hard. For real though, any feedback is appreciated and any constructive criticism is especially welcome, but I appreciate you even if you just read and enjoy from afar. Cheers to a million+ chapters because I really have no idea how long this thing will end up being but I'll be damned if I don't see this project through!

Chapter 24: A Whole Lot Worse

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Eden

 

Another droid down, another memory of a slain soldier falling, body-turned-corpse by the time they hit the ground if they had been lucky. Most weren’t.

“Emergency lockdown overridden,” a soothing voice cooed at her over a loudspeaker as Eden bashed her way through another malfunctioning door, the shockstick hot in her clammy palms. She was beginning to wonder if this was a test of her sanity somehow, an elaborate ruse created as a means of finally punishing her for what happened at Malachor, and every battle that preceded it. 

Downing another droid and ignoring another corpse, Eden sped into the last room at the end of another long windowless hallway, eager to be free of this place - whatever it happened to be. Dozens of blank screens stared down at her from three of the four imposing walls upon entering, each screen static-heavy. The ceilings were oddly high for a room this size, as if it were choking on consoles, and the static only made her feel less at ease. But the room’s many screens were silent, barely humming as Eden kicked the last droid she’d destroyed out of the way so she could enter the room proper. 

She hated this. She hated that this place had no windows, that everyone in this place had either died or disappeared, and she hated having to destroy all the droids. Given the proper tools, Eden could disable them, at least. Once-upon-a-time she would have been able to set any machine in stasis with a wave of the Force. But the Force had no mind to cooperate with her now, still intent on flowing through her more powerfully and unpredictably than she’d ever felt it, setting the one droid she tested the trick with on fire without so much as a flick of her forefinger.

Eden sighed as she slid into the security chair to find the vinyl already warm, as if someone had just been sitting in it. The Force told her she was alone here, and a moment later she felt the heat from the nearby computer reach her skin, never having been powered off. Sighing, both relieved and unnerved, Eden fiddled with the command console and demanded it play the last security log.

“The next one of you juma-heads to try and smuggle a blaster, or so help me, any sort of military-grade frag weapons into my facility, is going to take a long walk out the airlock.”

This does not bode well, a voice drawled in her head. Eden spun around to find no one in the room with her, her skin prickling with goosebumps as the realization crept in. 

“Kreia?” she said to no one, only to have the recording respond instead.

“So if I catch any one of you with anything other than sonic charges or mining lasers, I’ll burn you and your contract. Security out.”

Mining lasers , Kreia’s voice echoed in her head again, that would explain the poor quality of the facilities here . Eden could almost see Kreia look about the room she was situated in, disappointed, still resting in the morgue where Eden had found her. I’d suggest we leave sooner rather than later, this place could be more dangerous than we know.

“Kreia?” Eden stammered, knowing full-well that she was capable of Force bonds, but she’d never experienced one this direct other than the one she shared from birth with her brother. Her brother . Aiden’s face swam into her mind from memory, both the boy he’d been and the man he’d become as she had last seen him briefly on Tatooine, before biting the thought back lest Kreia could see. “We only just met. How are we - ?”

She should have known. Eden had heard Kreia’s voice in the kolto tank, calling out to her. Kreia said they’d met earlier on the Harbinger. But a woman, no matter how strong in the Force, couldn’t have opened Eden up to the Force again and tethered herself to her - could she?

I don’t know, Kreia said eventually, the matching disbelief in her voice convincing enough for the moment. Perhaps we can use this to our advantage for now and explore the intricacies later. I fear we are running out of time. 

In that moment Eden recalled Kreia’s story, her retelling of an attacker in space, and again on the Harbinger . With her brother’s face still fresh in her memory, his green eyes aglow beneath the twin suns of Tatooine, Eden wondered if he was also the assailant that hunted them now. If Eden was open to the Force again, Aiden would surely know it. He would feel it . Doing what she could, Eden wracked her brain so her focus remained on Kreia as she shoved her brother out of her mind.

“I’m game with that,” Eden said, wondering if Kreia could sense her unease or her newness to the Force, wondering if she should have mentioned this earlier. “Let me know if you sense anything else.”

Will do , Kreia said, echoing Eden’s words from earlier as her presence dissipated, leaving Eden alone in the security room again.

Eden sighed, her lungs expunged as if she’d just resurfaced from a deep-dive underwater. 

“I don’t like this,” Eden muttered to herself as she eyed the security console, shaking her head. “No. I hate this.”

After replaying the last security log again, Eden keyed in a demand to pull up all log info. There was no login name, just a number, and 0897715 must have been the designation assigned to the dark-haired and perpetually on-edge security officer of this place. 

There were earlier logs but none were recent. The last entry was a terse report about a suspect being held in the detention bay, so Eden figured she should start there. If anything, even if the suspect was dead, she might have a better idea of what happened here.

If this was a mining facility, the most likely tragedy to befall this place would be an explosion, right? But if the place was still standing…

Nothing added up. If anything, sabotage was the more likely culprit. But why, or how Eden factored into all of this, was still a mystery. Judging by the logs back in the medbay, the kolto patients were saturated with a deadly amount of a non-steroidal anti-inflammatory. Harmless in small doses but likely to cause overdose under the wrong circumstances. As a Jedi, her body had been trained to resist most poisons so it was unclear whether she was even an intended victim since she received the same dose as everyone else. But seeing as she and Kreia were the only survivors on this otherwise abandoned facility, it was strange that the only two remaining people alive were not only newcomers but also Force-sensitive. Perhaps the kolto room was dosed just-so on purpose, so that according to the record it looked as if Eden should have died along with everyone else...

It was either meticulously planned or a very, very cruel coincidence. 

There are no coincidences , Alek had whispered reverently to her once while they both watched on as Revan retrieved a slain Mandalorian’s mask from the seafoam after witnessing the genocide at Cathar, glimpsing the multitude of terrors to come. There is only the Force.

Pushing away from the desk, Eden skidded the security chair backward, hopping off before it could collide with the far wall. On the wall adjacent to the one she entered through was another door, tucked beneath the largest of the security feeds still emitting static. Ducking under it, Eden exited the room and finally saw stars.

The room beyond was enormous, almost as large as a viewing deck on any of Revan’s warships. Several clusters of computer stations scattered the open area. Some surrounded sprawling ceiling-high neon maps while others dotted the promenade in groups of three beside buzzing power conduits. But it was the mainframe computers that lined the far wall that drew her attention, offering a view of something Eden wasn’t expecting she’d be so comforted to see - space

Three massive computer stations stood in the center of the room, overlooking the view. The seemingly endless expanse of duraglass set before them lent a glimpse into the world outside the facility, allowing Eden a view of far-off stars and what appeared to be a circling asteroid field. Wandering towards it, as if entranced, Eden’s mind slowed, her eyes glazing over as she soaked in the spacescape, wondering what it might feel like to drift as listlessly as a piece of space debris.

But that was when she felt it - a prickling, a mental itch that set the hair on the back of her neck to stand on end. At first it was just a feeling, goosebumps rising along her arms at the thought. But then there was a surge of energy, as if a computer nearby just powered on, its electric hum filling the empty space with ambient sound. Life . Someone was still here.

Eden spun around, now standing in the middle of the command center, trying to find the source of the feeling. The Force was still off-kilter as it flowed through her, both amplified yet ambivalent. After dredging up what she could of an old centering technique from the depths of her memory, Eden’s gaze settled over a nondescript door tucked into the back corner of the room, almost imperceptible beside a gaping hallway that led elsewhere.  

The detention center. It had to be.

Eden approached, finding that the door opened the moment it sensed her presence. She paused, eyes darting at the door’s mechanism before it disappeared entirely into the walls beside her.

“That’s weird,” she muttered, spinning around and finding no one. None of the other doors in this place were open, each one requiring either a bypass or a downed droid to get through, and this one had neither. 

“Weird? I’ll give ya weird,” a voice said from the far end of the room. 

Eden spun around again to face what appeared to be the facility’s only two force cages, one of which was occupied with a brown blur of a human being.

“Weird… weird is what I’d call that mining outfit,” the voice continued with croaking syllables, which Eden now realized belonged to a very sickly looking man slumped at the bottom of the detention cell as if he’d melted there. The man cleared his throat. “What, you miners change the regulation uniform while I've been in here? Not that I’m complaining or anything."

Eden approached slowly, as if nearing a trapped animal. Recalling the security officer’s log, she said, “Atton… Atton Rand?” as she looked the dark-haired stranger up and down, unsure what to do with her first survivor, though thankful she’d found one. 

The man swallowed and gawked, blank-eyed, before finally taking a breath and answering as he nodded. 

"Excuse me if I don't shake hands. The field only causes mild electrical burns."

The pale humanoid man Eden now knew for certain was called Atton held out his arm, even though the cage was still active, and with glassy eyes he shook the empty air with his raised hand, miming as if the force cage weren’t there at all and Eden were eager to greet him. 

“Eden,” she said unsurely, the name tasting strange on her mouth as she said it. “Eden Valen. And I’ll pretend you didn’t just deliriously try to flirt with me.”

Valen, Vale . Something about the name stuck out but Eden wasn’t sure what, only knowing that she hadn’t actually introduced herself to Kreia and wondering if the woman thought ill of her for it. 

“Valen, huh?” the man repeated, smacking his lips and hiding it poorly with what was likely dry mouth from severe dehydration, “You didn’t fight in the war, did you?”

“Which one?” Eden deflected by laughing darkly, examining the room. There was little evidence of any activity in here, other than some meager truth to the man named Atton’s gaunt features - a lone bowl of half-eaten stew sat on one of the desks, the leftover remains congealed to the point of being considered a solid rather than a liquid. He must have been stuck in here for days.

“Heh, it never ends does it?” Atton drawled, mustering up what little energy he had to appear cordial. “Hey, you don’t see any-?”

Before the man could clumsily finish a sentence, Eden spotted a ration stick sitting on the edge of the desk, still in its wrapper. She picked it up just as she pressed her palm to what appeared to be the force cage’s controls, allowing the barrier to dissolve just quickly enough for her to toss the thing. Atton scrambled to catch it just as Eden reactivated the cage and stepped closer.

“Why don’t you tell me why you’re in here first,” Eden demanded, crossing her arms over her chest. 

She almost felt impolite watching as the man ripped through the ration stick’s packaging, ravenously consuming the entire thing in two desperate bites. Atton closed his eyes as he savored the sustenance, a swath of dark hair falling into his eyeline, and for a moment Eden thought the man was about to be sick. But then color flooded his face as he stood to full height, stretching with such relish that several of his joints popped in quick succession, a strange smile spreading over his face. 

This man hadn’t eaten in days, that much was clear. It was a wonder he was still alive. His face was awash with stubble, which meant he was usually clean-shaven or at least had been before whatever landed him in here. He wasn’t wearing a uniform, instead sporting a usual spacer’s garb, typical of anyone Eden might see wandering a docking bay or a cantina bar. Nondescript but casual. His cheeks were gaunt and his eyes sunken, though she could see the life trickle back into what Eden guessed were brown eyes from what she could tell through the orange glow of the force cage.

It took a moment for Atton to catch up with her words, Eden’s unanswered question still hanging in the air between them. He opened his mouth, about to answer, when he stopped himself, his eyes going wide.

“What?” Eden asked, finally feeling cold for the first time since awakening, vulnerable in only a damp jumpsuit.

You ,” he said, backing into the force cage though careful enough not to touch the edges, “You’re that Jedi the miners were talking about.”

Jedi . There it was again. 

“I’m gonna need you to back up here,” Eden said as she twirled her index finger in a whirlwind motion as her blood ran hot at the man’s implication, the second in just under an hour, “What Jedi? And what miners? This place is… deserted.”

“It’s not deserted, it’s--” he said suddenly before stopping, his voice growing hollow as the realization sunk in. Atton slumped against the back of the force cage again, his gaze never leaving Eden’s, shock painting his face. “They’re all dead, aren’t they?”

Eden bit in her lip, creating a thin line where her mouth once was as every image of each corpse she’d unwittingly come across in the last hour resurfaced in her mind’s eye. She nodded.

Atton shook his head, leaning against the only uncharged wall of his cell as he closed his eyes, nursing his temples as he sought the right words for what Eden feared was a story she didn’t want to hear.

“There were rumors,” he said as his gaze glazed over upon opening his eyes, his voice a husk of what it was only moments ago, “Unfounded, naturally, though in hindsight maybe they weren’t. No one’s seen a Jedi since that big disaster happened, whatever that was all about. But that doesn’t stop people from talking, right?”

Judging by the way Atton spoke, even in his half-starved state, Eden could tell the man was fond of talking, and he was certainly relishing in it now as he pretended not to sneak glances of Eden’s still-glistening legs from his vantage point during every dramatic pause.

“They found a ship apparently. I’m not sure, I just got back from shore leave when it happened,” Atton laughed a hollow laugh, “But when I got back, there were bets on who exactly was recovered from the ship. There were even a few attempts at sneaking weapons onto the facility. The two are probably connected, and what with the bounty on Jedi-”

“Bounty?” Eden interrupted.

“Yeah, haven’t you heard? The Exchange put out a bounty on Jedi about a week ago. Maybe they want one as a trophy, or someone’s got something against the Jedi and is looking to collect.”

Eden nodded, doing what she could to appear only mildly interested as she crossed her arms tighter around herself before turning to pace the room, thinking it better that Atton couldn’t read her expression. So it’s not just me , she thought, recalling the release of her records as Glitch and Orex scrolled through the listing back on the ancient console parked in Eden’s droid salvage on Tatooine. Still, whether the miners knew who she was or not, the fact that she was pegged as a Jedi was the reason everyone here was dead. If I hadn’t come here...

“Not many Jedi left…” Atton continued. “Wouldn’t surprise me if the bounty’s pretty high.”

“Yeah, I bet,” Eden said, trying her best to banish the guilt from filling her chest as her eyes scanned the remainder of the room. Like the rest of the facility, everything looked to have been left in a hurry. The console in the corner of the room was still active, and a cup of caf sat undrunk in a now-crusted puddle on the desktop. Next to it was a fresh flask. Eden had seen these things marketed all over the docking bay of Nespis, advertised as the best cooling thermos this side of Coruscant. She picked it up as Atton mumbled behind her, opening it to find it full of fresh cool water.

“The ones that weren’t killed in the Jedi Civil War ended up switching off their lightsabers years ago. Word is there isn’t even a Jedi Council anymore--”

Before Eden could intervene or question how much a spacer like Atton would know about the Jedi, she took the bottle to her lips and drank deeply, closing her eyes as the chilled water met her tongue, the back of her mouth, her throat, filling her chest with a calming coolness she wanted to soak her entire body in.

“--but who knows?”

Atton wasn’t paying close enough attention to realize that Eden was no longer listening, though she could feel his eyes on the back of her exposed legs as she turned away from him, savoring in the moment as she quenched a thirst she hadn’t realized was there, wishing briefly that she’d kept that ration stick for herself as well.

“But wait… if you’re a Jedi, wouldn’t you know about all this?”

Atton’s brow furrowed as she turned to face him, the half-filled flask still in her hands. 

Eden ignored his question and opened the force cage again, this time leaving it open. She sighed and slumped her shoulders.

“Here, drink.”

Eden regretted the handoff the moment Atton reached for the fresher flask despite knowing it was the right thing to do. Atton looked from her to the contents of the container only once before drinking from it himself, tilting his head back as he left no droplet undrunk. 

Be mindful, Kreia’s voice interjected as Eden watched Atton, taking in his appearance again without the orange-wash of the force cage obstructing her view, though the starved nature of his face didn’t do much to paint a better picture. This one’s thoughts are… difficult to read.

Eden tried not to jolt at the sensation of the woman’s voice again. Though soothing, it was still unnerving to have Kreia butt into her own thoughts at unpredictable moments. Before Eden could wonder just how much Kreia could see and how long she’d been watching, she dwelled on Kreia’s presence, silently asking the woman to keep going, to tell her more. 

But you have nothing to fear from this one , Kreia continued after a long moment. I am afraid he might yet prove useful.

Afraid? Eden echoed mentally, but Kreia was already gone from her mind before she could dwell on the word, the man before her already stirring. 

“You didn’t have to do that,” Atton breathed upon finishing, wiping the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand.

“No, I didn’t,” Eden sighed, noting that he already looked more bright-eyed and cognizant now that he was minimally hydrated. “And I don’t have to let you out of this force cage either. But I will.”

Atton stood, shaking his head, about to launch into another monologue before Eden stopped him. 

“Don’t ask me how I know, but I don’t think you’re responsible for--” Eden looked behind her at the open doorway, knowing where every corpse she’d come across still lay, thankful none of them were in her line of sight now, “I know you’re not behind whatever happened to this place. I know you’re guilty of something , but… not that. The timeline doesn’t make sense.”

“Trumped up security charges, you know how it is,” Atton laughed a little too lightly, too quickly. Eden only nodded, already uncomfortable with the fact that her opinion was based more on Kreia’s words than on anything that exited Atton’s mouth, second-guessing herself and her fellow Not-a-Jedi as each moment passed.

“The miners can’t all be gone,” Atton continued, a hurried desperation sneaking into his voice.

“I haven’t checked the entire facility yet, if that eases your conscience,” Eden continued before Atton could form any more coherent words, “I’ve only been through the medbay and security.”

“Then maybe they’re still in the dorms, the docking area, maybe even the mines--”

Atton hurried past her towards the command consoles in the room beyond the detention center, his pace slowing only for a moment as he took in the emptiness of the room before panic resumed and urged him onward towards the main command center. Before Eden could ask what the man was even doing, Atton was typing away furiously, calling up security cameras and access logs, growing increasingly manic as each feed showed nothing but stillness, each one devoid of life or activity.

“This can’t be right,” he muttered as Eden approached, “It couldn’t have been more than, what, two days? Three?”

Eden inspected the stubble on his jaw again, the gauntness of his face, unsure if the man’s perception of time was off or on-point, still unsure of when she arrived on this facility herself.

“Everything is locked,” Atton said, his fingers pressing the console buttons harder than necessary in his untempered frustration, “Emergency lock down my ass .”

Eden was about to say something but paused as Atton pulled up a map of the entire facility. Just as he’d said, every access to another marked location -- the dorms, the mines, the cafeteria, the docking bay -- was barred, marked in flashing red on the screen. There was still a ship marked as docked in the garage just beyond the dormitory, and while Eden had no idea if it was the one Kreia spoke of, it was their only shot out of getting off this rock.

“You mentioned miners,” Eden said as she finally turned from the map back to Atton, cautious to keep her tone gentle, curious if anything, “But… of what exactly? There are mining droids littered everywhere, and--”

Atton turned to look at her, his eyes wild, expression tensed in a silent what?!

You mean… you didn’t come here on purpose?”

Eden swallowed, her eyes jumping from Atton’s surprise to the duraglass view of circling asteroids as she shook her head, shrugging. 

“I was unconscious when I got here so I don’t remember much. All I know is that I ended up here by accident. I think I was originally headed for…” she searched her memory, most of the recent stuff still foggy, but she could feel the planet’s name on the tip of her tongue, “Onderon, maybe? No -- Telos .”

Onderon had been part of her cover, but Telos had been the destination. Details swam in her memory like a shadow in her peripheral vision, taking shape but of nothing yet concrete.

“Telos,” Atton echoed, still typing away, “ Telos, yeah, that makes sense. Well, this slice of paradise is Peragus II, the only supplier of shipping-grade engine fuel to this corner of the galaxy. Telos being one of our main buyers.”

Our . So Atton Rand was an employee here, at least at some point. 

“Wonderful,” Eden replied, trying to sound more annoyed by the implications rather than the cause, “Glad to know no one will miss this place operating as expected.”

At this, Atton truly afforded Eden a glance, looking her up and down in more of a ‘ is this lady seriously cracking jokes?’ way rather than the ‘ this half-naked interrogation is a personal fantasy of mine’ look he’d been giving her thus far. 

“You sure you’re a Jedi?” he asked, a hungry sense of bravado elevating his voice above the barely-functioning state he was currently in and trying to ignore, for her benefit as well as his own.

“Never said I was,” Eden replied as she flashed him a fake smile. “And open the lock on the mining shaft entrance while you’re in the master controls, will you?”

“I’m--” Atton balked, “What? Why?!”

“Because I’m going down there,” Eden said, squaring her shoulders as she grabbed a comm from the command console beside Atton and brandished it in the air between them, “It’s the only way to get to the docking area, and if we want to get off of this likely-explosive rock as you’ve just explained, then we’d better find a way out of here fast.”

“We,” Atton repeated, almost choking on the word, “Who’s we?”

“I could leave you here to die, if you want,” Eden shrugged, ignoring the question as she began to walk backwards towards the barred hallway she’d seen earlier beside the door she found Atton behind, now knowing that the only thing stopping her from going through it was the press of a button. “Either way, I’m finding a way through that door. Are you going to make it easy for me or not? It’s no skin off your back.”

Atton’s eyes widened and then narrowed as he shook his head, the confusion making his already gaunt face appear even more sickly as Eden backed away from him, awaiting a response.

“Suit yourself,” he finally said, pressing a series of buttons before giving Eden one last look. “Trust me, if there are any miners left I want to find them. But we can easily use the console here to check up on the other sectors of the facility. Before I landed myself in that cell, I was in the medbay recovering from a planned explosion. If you’re willing to get yourself blown up just to get out of here, be my guest.”

Atton shrugged, his shoulders jutting upward a little too quickly before he punched in the final code that opened the door Eden was still nearing.

“You won’t regret it,” she called after him, thankful to be alone again.

“Don’t make me change my mind!” Atton called back after her, the hunger returning to his voice as he fell out of view. 

You and me, both.

 


 

3951 BBY, Jedi Temple Ruins, Dantooine

Erebus

 

Erebus nearly retched with every breath. Each time his lungs took in oxygen, his body threatened to reject it. His gag reflex reacted to every mouthful of air as if it were poison.

“Easy, easy, ” a voice said through the haze. It sounded as if it came from beside him, but his vision told him otherwise. His body was slumped against a rough wall, he could feel it, but his consciousness was roaming some mid-grade mining facility - he saw the malfunctioning droids milling about, the readouts of power supplies lining the walls. He’d exploited a few similar outfits in the Unknown Regions, but none as advanced as this. Outer Rim Territories, most likely , he thought, trying to bite back his surprise at witnessing events he was clearly not present for but experiencing nonetheless.

“Can you hear me?” the voice asked. “Can you see anything?”

“Yes to the first,” Erebus struggled, his voice sounding far away even as it erupted from his own throat, “And yes to the second, though… likely not what’s in front of me.”

“What do you see?”

Something about the tone of the voice, its closeness, told him that it was Master Vash, attentive at his side. A foggy memory of what had transpired before his current state swam in his consciousness, melding with what he was seeing now.

“I see…” his vision blurred, changing drastically from the mining outfit to somewhere out in the jungle, marred by a rain so heavy it blocked everything else from view. But the smell… the smell . Wet earth, sweat, blood. It filled his nostrils as if these things were laid before him as specimens for examination. But before he could place the images, put a place-name to the sights and smells, the image shifted to an empty dormitory, void of life but full of death. And then... nothing.

“Nevermind,” the voice rejoined, “Just… just breathe, I guess.”

Erebus wanted to laugh at Vash sounding so out of her element, surprised that the source of the sound was so clear now that his vision vanished. His mind was in knots, reconciling senses from different places, different times, and not all of them his own. 

“I think…” he said eventually, his voice much weaker than he intended but stronger than he felt, “I think I feel her through the Force. Like I did before, when we were children.” He knew he wasn’t being clear enough for Vash to understand. His mind struggled to find the right words and internally cringed at the ones that managed to pass his lips. “I see what she sees.”

It was the jungle that gave it away. He’d seen it once, through her eyes. It was why he later elected to investigate the Dxun moon on Nihilus’ behalf. He knew the Temple of Freedon Nadd would be of interest to him as a site of once-teeming dark side power, but knowing that Eden may have come upon the relic herself made him want to visit it far more than if she hadn’t. More than he’d like to admit.

“Your sister?” Vash confirmed, “Are you sure?”

“Oh, I’m sure.”

The last he’d seen her, she’d been wide-eyed on Tatooine, and while he had no reason to believe she had any business roaming a deserted mining outfit, Erebus knew without a doubt that Eden was doing just that. He laughed.

“What is it?” Vash asked, incredulous.

Erebus fought back another wave of nausea as all the energy within him drained, a laugh dying on his lips. Eden’s presence grew stronger again - through her eyes he saw an abandoned repair bay full of disabled droids, slumped as if in submission, after which he witnessed Eden’s deft hands work away at a lab workbench, hastily slapping together subpar medpacs and shoving the slim cylinders into the folds of her hair, no pockets or bags to be found. Eden closed her eyes, breathing in deeply, and suddenly Erebus felt himself level out. His body solidified, his unease quelled, and his eyes opened.

“What?” Vash asked, her brown eyes swimming into his slowly focusing vision. “What happened?”

“She…” Erebus paused, breathing in, relishing in how natural it felt now, how steady his body felt compared to before, “She’s getting used to it again. The Force.”

And so am I. 

“She can feel it again? She’s open to it?” Vash asked, the words exiting her mouth faster than she could enunciate the syllables, stumbling through her question as she went. Erebus nodded. He almost laughed at the look of excitement in Vash’s eyes, only stopping himself because he knew why she might be so eager for this news. She knew it would happen. She’s seen it all before .

“She has full control. Well… sort of.” 

He wanted to laugh again. It was very much like when they were children, still so new to this sensation as they stumbled through every discovery. He wasn’t experiencing it directly, but the newness to the Force felt fresh in his memory, having just witnessed his twin sister revisit it after so many years. Vash looked at him with a furrowed brow.

“Interesting… interesting.” Vash shook her head as she began to pace before Erebus. “I cannot quite explain what I felt in the Council chambers the day we sentenced her to exile but… it was soul-crushing. It was like being on the fringe of a whirlpool, or at the mouth of a blackhole. The weight of all your sister had experienced filled the room, choking us with it. With death. Did you feel any of that?”

Erebus shook his head at first, though he eventually nodded.

“Yes and no. I felt it then, but not now. She remembers it but the feeling is different, faraway almost.”

“Faraway?” Vash echoed, inching closer with curiosity. 

“She doesn’t quite feel like a wound,” Erebus said, “At least not quite. She feels a bit like she used to, when we were kids.”

“From what I recall, you were always able to sense your sister through the Force,” Vash said quietly. She paused and looked at Erebus, her expression bashful but probing, as if wondering whether she wanted the answer to the question brimming in her throat. “I’ve only experienced a Force Bond later in life… what was it like?”

“When we were younger we used to share our thoughts more easily, if not all the time. We grew up knowing nothing else, so we believed that was just how things were. ” Erebus said through an unwitting smile. He missed it, and he missed her . He’d never admitted it, not at the Academy and not now, but he truly, deeply missed his sister, and seeing through her eyes just now made the feeling all the more real and raw and impossible to ignore. “We learned, eventually. It wasn’t until we started keeping secrets from one another, until we got older and learned that it wasn’t normal. During the war I’d occasionally see snippets of her life as I’m sure she glimpsed mine, usually when I let my guard down. It was usually as I was falling asleep or just waking up. But sometimes the visions would interrupt whatever I was doing, especially if whatever it was Eden was feeling was… visceral. But towards the end, I--”

I went too deep. I was already drowning. 

If Erebus were honest with himself, he’d admit to falling to the Dark Side long before Darth Revan’s quick-witted, smooth-tongued assassin reached him on Coruscant several years later. It wasn’t so much a fall as much as a gradual wading into the deep end, and Erebus imagined he had been easy to break. Because he’d already been broken for so long. Erebus always believed he fell because of the anger he’d bottled over the years, brimming with unspeakable rage that boiled beyond a breaking point. But he’d never considered that maybe it was also because of the mounting pain and anguish he felt on behalf of his sister, fighting an unwinnable war half a galaxy away, too. 

Erebus paused, his throat threatening to spew bile at the memory, his body already weak in its current state. He sputtered, and Vash rushed to his side. Before she made contact, Vash paused, as if remembering their tenuous alliance and the fact that Erebus was no longer her apprentice. 

“This place will do that to you,” he laughed weakly, reading her expression. Judging by her recoil, Erebus was right. “Ghosts, everywhere. Memories… lingering yes, but no longer true.”

But he wasn’t just referring to his and Vash’s previous relationship. He thought also of his sister and wherever it was she roamed now, awake to the Force in nearly a decade and scared out of her mind. 

“I’ve never felt true fear, not until that day.” Vash said after a moment, avoiding Erebus’ gaze. “I didn’t expect to feel it again, when we left Nespis.”

Nihilus

Before Eden had gone quiet to the Force, Erebus sensed her one last time and it was unlike anything he had ever felt before. The only thing he could liken it to was the flash before a bomb went off, a burst of light followed only by the sudden absence of sound. But nothing after. No big boom, no thunderous roar of destruction. Just… nothing. An endless, vacuous nothingness. Which was exactly what Erebus felt whenever he was in Nihilus’ presence -- a cosmic absence. Maybe that was why it had been so easy to fall into Nihilus’ employ, why the fear spurred him on instead of horrified him. It was familiar, yet unlike Eden following Nihilus was at least somewhat tangible. Until now.

“What did you see? Where is your sister now?” Vash said, interrupting Erebus’ thoughts. 

“A mining facility, though I’m not sure what of, or where,” he said, closing his eyes as if to better dredge up the more recent memory in light of his older ones. “Wherever it is, something bad’s happened.”

“What makes you say that?”

From what he saw through Eden’s eyes, the bodies in the dormitory were enough. But it was more than that.

“A feeling, mostly,” he said, “Whatever happened there wasn’t an accident, this was deliberate.”

This was murder.

This was a fact Erebus didn’t think Eden was aware of, her senses still swimming the last he’d seen of her. But as his visions gained clarity, the details slowly falling into focus as the immediate world around Erebus also grew more tangible, the truth became obvious in the recollection.

“But what happened exactly?”

“The entire facility is abandoned, everyone dead except her. An accident did take place I think, but what happened to the miners…” Erebus shook his head, suddenly overcome with the dread Eden felt upon entering a barred room only to find the bodies piled by the door, eager for an escape they would never achieve. And in that moment, he knew why Eden thought of the Dxun jungles, and the horrors she’d once witnessed there. “Someone drugged them, at least the ones I saw. And all to make sure no one made it out of that facility alive. But I think they’re after her .”

“They’re after Eden?” Vash confirmed.

Erebus nodded. “You said it yourself. Not only does the Exchange have a bounty out on all Jedi, but they put a pretty steep price on her head, specifically. It’s no coincidence, trust me.”

“You don’t have evidence of this,” Vash said, a smirk overcoming her face. “But you believe it?”

Erebus sensed that Vash’s disbelief did not stem from doubt, but instead a shared feeling of absolution.

“I do,” he said, finally shifting in his seat. “Wait - where are we?”

With the moments before his blackout finally clear in his memory, Erebus almost expected to find himself still slumped on the floor of the Dantooine archives. Instead, he found himself sitting on a dilapidated cot in the old medbay against a crumbling wall looking at a tree-trunk growing through the center of the room. The young blba’s branches breached the cracked ceiling as they reached for the open sky.

“The archives were… compromised.” Vash’s eyes darted around the room, her voice growing quiet. 

Erebus sat up, blinking as he soaked in his new surroundings, following her gaze while also looking for the source of her worry. He’d frequented this room often as a child, plagued with stomach aches and anxieties in the wake of leaving his mother and his grandparents, eager for the confines of the medbay or his own dormitory bed whenever Eden wasn’t around to calm him and ground him to the present. Now, the medbay was open to the sky. Only the left half of the room was at all recognizable in comparison to its collapsed right half. Erebus squinted. Holding a hand up to the non-existent ceiling, he could tell it was dusk now, the sky ablaze in orange, and Mical was nowhere to be found.

“Where’s --?”

“He’s buying us time,” Vash said. “As soon as you’re well enough to move, we need to go.

“Why? What happened?”

“We met with some of Mical’s contacts, but they’re not the ones we need to worry about,” Vash looked over her shoulder, as if expecting someone to materialize there. “We haven’t seen the last of the Golden Company, it seems.”

Those bastards ,” Erebus hissed. “What are they doing here?”

“What they were doing on Nespis, I suppose. Hunting Jedi and Jedi artifacts.”

“It’s a wonder they hadn’t scoured the place before,” Erebus said, finding himself less than surprised but confused nonetheless. “Dantooine has been a mess for years. Why wait to raid the place?”

“The same reason you failed to return, I assume?” Vash said, uttering a hollow laugh. “The place may have been in ruins, but the Jedi remained for some time. At least, until Katarr.”

“And now with Vrook in hiding…” Erebus started, but Vash nodded before he could elaborate. “What better timing, no?”

Erebus huffed a hollow laugh and swung his legs over the side of the medbay cot, feeling stronger than he had in months, but also more vulnerable than he had in years. Pushing the feelings from his mind, he stood. Vash watched on, her hands poised as if ready to steady him if he needed it.

“What’s curious too, I think, is that there is a bounty on Jedi at all,” Erebus continued. “Most sources say the Jedi are gone, all killed at Katarr. Now you and I both know that isn’t true, but doesn’t that mean someone in the Exchange might be privy to where at least one outlier might be located? Why put a bounty out on a people the galaxy believes to be extinct?”

Vash frowned, the space between her eyebrows knotting as she tried to read Erebus’ expression, likely full of snark and remnant nausea no doubt.

“Are you fit to travel?” she asked instead, ignoring his pet theory.

Erebus rolled his eyes and nodded. He still needed sleep, at least a week’s worth, but he wasn’t about to let a commercial mercenary company get the best of him just yet. 

“Where are we headed next? Just… away from here?” Erebus asked just as a feeling gripped him, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end as he let out an almost involuntary whisper. “Do you feel that?”

Part of Erebus was still with Eden’s echo, sensing her dread out in the far reaches of space as well as the memory he still had of her lingering here on Dantooine, but at the back of his mind he sensed that he and Vash were no longer alone. 

Erebus froze, his green eyes honing in on Vash’s brown, suddenly feeling like a child again as their gazes locked. Instead of faltering as he would have as a Padawan, Erebus acted, his free hand reaching for his lightsaber and igniting it instantly, only to find that Vash had done the same. Vash nodded and fell into formation at his back.

“Any ideas?” Erebus whispered over his shoulder, unable to keep the smirk from his face. Despite the adrenaline beginning to course through him as the air around them prickled with nearing energy, he was still surprised that any of this was happening, that he and Vash were fighting side-by-side for an unknown though common goal, and that somewhere on the other end of a nebulous tether that flowed through the Force was his sister, after all these years of being gone to him. 

Vash shot Erebus a glance, communicating with a flicker of an eyebrow that whatever she was about to say was a lie.

“We might be able to get out of here,” she said, her eyes briefly glancing at the far end of the room. Erebus felt them there too, trickling in through the caved-in ceiling, snaking down the branches of the blba tree without so much as disturbing a budding leaf. 

“Stay quiet, we just need to --”

“Not so fast.

Static filled the air as a series of silhouettes materialized in the space around them before transforming into full-bodied people, armor and all. A row of blaster-rifles pointed at them from all directions, inching closer, ignoring their ignited sabers and the electric thrum they added to the otherwise silent room. 

“Stupid move, really,” Erebus said, nonchalantly. “Blade trumps blaster in close quarters. Everyone knows that.”

With a flourish, Erebus cut upward and the blaster before him split in two. Just as the man standing in front of him faltered, the woman beside him fired and sent a flurry of laser fire his way only for Vash to parry them with ease, directing each blast at the wall behind their assailants to cast debris down on their heads. As every other blaster pointed at Vash in response, Erebus urged his connection with the Force forward, sending tendrils outward until he could feel his energy lick the metallic tang of each rifle. Smiling, he took hold and pulled.

Every weapon in the room clattered to the floor, hidden pieces flying out from covert pockets as even errant buttons and buckles came loose to join the fray. Erebus grinned as he watched the wide eyes of each mercenary observed in horror as every one of their tools disintegrated in a flurry of violet-white sparks before their eyes, but just as he savored their expressions Erebus grew cold. He had never once been able to do that - dissolve matter in an instant, absolve anything from existence entirely. He felt Vash’s eyes on him, also wide and wondering, and part of Erebus knew that whatever terror gripped her as she watched on was also taking hold inside of him at the realization. 

This is new.

“We don’t have it, whatever you’re looking for,” Erebus croaked, the surprise still weighing on his voice.

“So that means you know where it is,” another voice said.

Most of the group cowered back, but one armored merc stepped closer, the visor of her helmet glinting in the light of Erebus’ blade.

“‘Fraid not.” Erebus said, extending his free hand again, sending every merc body in their vicinity up against the wall. “Now, if you’ll excuse us--”

“Stop right there,” another merc said with effort, pulling themselves from the wall as they made their way towards Erebus. A gloved hand reached out and snatched his - white, like the Echani’s back on Nespis had been. And just as it had happened then, his Force powers dampened on contact. Before he could wonder what happened to the identical quintuplets or whatever they’d been back on the Nespis the merc holding his wrist froze.

“Or what?” Erebus asked, unsure whether he should slash straight through this merc’s torso and be done with it but finding himself unable to act because none of what was happening made sense. The white-gloved hand was still clamped around Erebus’ wrist, but the merc’s voice only gurgled beneath their helmet, revealing nothing.

Erebus turned to Vash only to find her eyes wide.

Aiden ,” she said, her memory lapsing in the moment as she stared at the person before him. Erebus looked back to find blood pouring from beneath the helmet’s lip, the merc’s gurgling mouth growing louder as Erebus watched on in horror. Erebus pulled back, yanking his hand from the gloved wrist with a shudder. The glove came free as the hand within withered to nothing. 

“That’s not me,” Erebus said, his voice a hallowed whisper, “I--”

I didn’t do that.

Death filled the room, and in a way Erebus had only ever felt twice before. The first time was Malachor V, feeling the reeling loss from Eden’s perspective as if it were his own, in a single wrenching moment that left him gasping for air on the floor of his apartment even though he was lightyears away. The second time he’d felt it was in Nihilus’ presence, everlasting. 

But before he could reconcile what was happening to the merc before him, the other mercs collapsed, each of their helmets filling with blood and overflowing once they hit the ground.

“You’re welcome,” another new voice joined the din, but just as Erebus located the source of the sound a red saber rushed to meet his ready one, the two blades clashing in an instant. Erebus faltered, still wondering how in the world anyone could move so quickly even with the aid of the Force, and how he and Master Vash had failed to sense their presence completely. Before he could reconcile his surprise with a matched disbelief, Erebus’ assailant pressed closer, the red blade compelling Erebus’ own violet saber closer to his face. And in the warring red and violet light, Erebus recognized her.

You.”  

Visas. 

The veiled Miraluka materialized, now dominating the space with her billowing cloak and her thick voice, her red saber alight with a fury Erebus knew all too well.

Erebus pushed back, both with his saber and with the Force, sending the veiled woman back only an inch. She smiled, her full lips glistening in the light of the sabers locked between them.

“Master is looking for you,” Visas said, her voice barely a whisper above the hum of their blades. “But you already know that, don’t you?”

Erebus hardly had a chance to catch his breath before Visas pushed, both in body and in the Force. His boots skidded along the rough floor, clouds of dust billowing in the wake of his heels as the hum of his lightsaber filled his ears. 

He was about to pounce when Visas relented, though not in surrender. She relinquished her blade and shrugged as if bored. “Master is looking for you, yes, but now you have been found.”

Erebus paused. He looked from Visas to his saber, feeling the full weight of his lack of sleep threatening his head to implode at the notion of any further thought. He retracted his blade, its violet light shrinking to nothing as it plunged the room into an uncomfortable silence.

“I’m not here to fight you,” she said, her voice warm as butter. “Only to deliver a message.”

“W-wait, what?” Erebus sputtered eventually. “What message would that be?”

Visas only smiled, though the extent of her expression was swallowed by the shadow of her veil.

Visas stilled, crossing her arms as if that were reason enough. Master Vash remained frozen on the other end of the ruined medbay, her eyes wide, a hand hovering over the hilt of her now-sheathed saber.

Erebus felt the Force ebb around them, slow and deliberate, like a lava flow. Visas knew exactly where Vash stood, her Force Sight sensing beyond even that of an average humanoid. She watched and waited. Though her veil did not stir, Erebus knew Nihilus’ protege was surveying the room, studying its every crevice while she patiently stood, motionless.

“Master desires an audience with you,” Visas said again, her voice still soft, now filling the quiet with ease. “He is still situated where the Nespis moon once orbited, but he is headed for the Japrael system.”

Where the Nespis moon once orbited. Erebus willed himself not to glance at Vash, knowing her face grew pale at the news. 

“What does he require of me?” Erebus’ old cadence came easily to him, relief flooding his veins enough to drown out the exhaustion, for now. 

“He does not wish for you to pursue the Wound in the Force, which is why I am here. He feared that was your intention on Tatooine, and then on the Nespis moon. But seeing as you are here, he will understand that you are only finishing out your original mission . As it turns out, that mission has become his focus as well.”

“I see,” Erebus mused, the tension finally leaving his muscles as he turned Visas’ words over in his mind. So Nihilus doesn’t want me dead, at least not yet . “The Japrael System you said, correct? Does that mean Nihilus intends to resume operations on the Dxun moon?”

Part of the reason Erebus had been an obvious initiate of Nihilus’ was his connection to his sister. In studying the Force Wound created by the Mass Shadow Generator, Erebus had been assigned to scout out the places where its pull was greatest. Onderon’s moon had always been heavy with it. It was where the ghost of Freedon Nadd had tempted Exar Kun and Ulic Qel Droma to the dark side decades earlier, but it had also been the site of massive bloodshed during the Mandalorian Wars, one of the bloodiest campaigns known in recent history. Even now Erebus knew the moon’s jungles still haunted Eden’s memory. In fact it was what he had seen her find in a vision that led him there years later: the discovery of a pyramidal crystal much like the one she’d found on Tatooine, a crystal discovered with an army of matching onyx pyramids mirroring it in miniature. She’d sent it to Revan for further research, but there was no record of what happened to the objects after that. Despite the planet’s link to Exar Kun, it was the link to Revan that made Erebus look at Vash again, the memory of what they’d discovered in the ruined archives coming into focus once more. The Jedi nodded solemnly. Her vision...

“Master has secured a meeting with one General Vaklu. I believe he wishes for you to meet with him in person, as an emissary on his behalf.”

Of course. Onderon had a long and storied history with the Sith, and undoubtedly whatever key Erebus had been missing the last time he’d tried to locate the jungle’s secret temple was with the Onderonian government itself. With the civil war, this was an opportune moment to feign an alliance with one of the planet’s warring factions, so long as they got the information they needed. And if Nihilus didn’t want to consume the planet of its life before they got what they wanted, his best bet at getting the job done was to send someone else in first.

“What makes Nihilus think it will work this time?” Erebus pressed on. “And why did he send you?”

Erebus looked Visas up and down, sensing the pride radiating off of her as she stood there, relaying all of this. And in that moment, Erebus realized that he had never heard Visas speak until now.

“He believes the war to be at a tipping point, granting us just enough leverage to gain a foothold where previously there was none. While you secure our position, I will pursue the Wound in the Force and follow her,” Visas said. “I am to monitor her moments and report back as required.”

“But why you ?” he countered almost too quickly.

“You are too close to this, Darth Erebus,” Visas answered, a hush reverence verberating in her sultry voice as she uttered his title. “If we have need of her beyond that, I am sure Master will include you. Eventually, but not yet.”

“I see,” Erebus muttered, though he was unsure if that were true. “So I am to meet with him now?”

“Not exactly, but sooner rather than later,” Visas said, approaching him. She procured a small data cylinder from within her robes, its glow a pale scarlet against her palm as she extended it toward him. “These are to be the Ravager’s exact coordinates in a standard week’s time. Meet him there as soon as you are able for further instruction. You may bring your Jedi slave if you wish, though Master may have other plans for her.”

Visas now physically acknowledged Lonna Vash, turning her veiled head toward her, the glittering gold in her hood’s embroidery catching the light from the exposed ceiling above. Vash didn’t move. 

“Understood,” Erebus said as he took the cylinder, careful not to touch Visas. The woman relinquished the data conduit as if dropping something too hot before stepping back again, this time linking her hands behind her back as she did so, nodding. 

“Until we meet again, Darth Erebus.”

Visas bowed her head and within the blink of an eye, she was gone. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Eden

The door out of the dormitories opened, offering quiet reprieve on the other side. But as soon as Eden crossed the threshold, the door shut behind her with a clunking thud, sparks flying in every which direction as the passage sealed shut with a crunch of metal. Her breath caught, stopping somewhere in her throat as she spun around, her mind suddenly back in the jungles of Dxun, jumping as another trap set off in the trees behind her. The muted sounds of muffled screams rustled from the underbrush, puncturing the thrumming of the constant rains as if it were happening again, in real time. 

“Hey, can you read me?” Atton’s staticky voice asked, accessing the comm she’d pilfered from the command desk earlier. Eden faltered, struggling to bring herself out of the past and back to the present, though hearing this new voice helped anchor her to the now. “Haven’t heard from you in a while now...”

It’s just a broken door, it’s just a broken door, she repeated in her mind like a mantra, willing herself to forget the massacre she’d found in the dormitories. She closed her eyes, catching her breath with several awkward gulps of air before she was able to speak again. 

“Yeah, I can read you loud and clear,” Eden said with effort, trying her best to sound normal.  

“Good, just-- just ring me if you need anything, okay?” Atton offered. Eden froze, unsure of how to read his hospitality. If anything, it was pure survival instinct. The more distance she put between them, the more Eden questioned her decision to set the man free, despite whatever he’d done to deserve it. If the man had any sense, he would only trust Eden as far as she trusted him. And her faith only went as far as it meant getting off this station.

In the silence Eden failed to fill after Atton’s request, he obliged with another awkward sign off. “Over and out.”

Ugh.

Part of Eden wished she’d eaten that ration bar from earlier, as well as consumed the rest of the water flask she’d surrendered to Atton. She wanted to think she had offered both out of pity, but she knew it wasn’t. She’d always been like this. With her brother, with recruits at the Jedi Academy, her troops on the front lines… she’d always given whatever of herself she could to those around her, even if she didn’t necessarily want to. Was it because it was the right thing to do? Or because she was so afraid that people only liked her for the way the Force made them feel around her? Inexplicably drawn into her orbit whether she willed it or not?

“Hey, there might be some supplies nearby. Maybe check that canister on your left?” Atton’s voice sounded again, pulling Eden out of her reverie as well as scaring her half to death.

Eden laughed darkly, looking up to the high ceilings of the otherwise dim hallway, looking for it . Soon her eyes fell on a slightly exposed corner, likely housing a not-so-hidden security cam just beyond view.

“I don’t appreciate you keeping an eye on me like that, you know,” Eden said squaring off with the cam, her voice sounding more playful than she felt. It was sickening, how personable she was being. But it was better than making enemies when she knew she couldn’t afford that right now. Eden wasn’t sure what was worse, Kreia’s prying or Atton’s. She also wasn’t sure there was much of a difference so far.

“I was making sure whatever got to the miners didn’t get you too,” Atton said, not denying his spying despite the twinge of concern coloring his words. Cute. “Now, if you don’t mind, I’d also like to get out of here as soon as possible.”

Eden could agree with that. Sighing and looking to her left, Eden saw the canister Atton mentioned. There was an entire pile of plasteel canisters pushed up against the wall, though only one of them was in any state to be opened. The hallway ahead had partially collapsed, part of the storage pile in front of her falling victim to the deluge. While Eden ignored the possible reasons behind whatever created this mess, she wrangled the closest canister open, revealing its contents. Eden still didn’t remember much, but the genuine smile that spread across her face at the bounty felt like the first one in a long, long time. 

“What, what is it?” Atton asked, his voice cutting out at odd intervals.

“Looks like there’s a mining laser in here, and a uniform,” Eden answered, pulling the ugly blue thing out in front of her, feeling warm at the thought of it draped over her exposed limbs.

Damn it,” Atton hissed.

Eden paused, unsure if she should be confused or offended. “Excuse me?”

“I mean, good . Uh, good to hear it. No sense in you running around half-naked. It's... it's distracting. I mean, for the droids."

Eden turned and looked at the camera she knew Atton was watching her through and narrowed her eyes at it. “Yeah, I’m sure.”

At least Kreia didn’t have eyes to oggle her, and for that Eden was oddly grateful. 

“Can we keep the chatter to business only, please?” she said. Eden began to step into what she quickly realized was a slightly-too-small uniform. The bodice’s zipper only reached half-way up her torso, to which she muttered “ You’ve got to be kidding me.”

“Kidding who? What’s this talk about kidding business? Kidding only ? Okay, you got it.” Atton replied, and Eden could hear the snarky smile in his voice as he said it. Oh, so this is how it’s going to be?

“No more outfit comments,” Eden ordered, abandoning the uniform’s upper half and tying the sleeves around her waist so she was at least somewhat modest. And far less cold. At least she had pants now. “Deal?”

“Whatever you say, boss.” Atton said, lapsing to cut the comm off before Eden heard him laughing on the other end of it. 

“I’m glad one of us is having fun,” she murmured, cracking her neck and stretching her arms after she fixed the shockstick and the mining laser to the uniform’s sewn-in utility belt. As much as she was growing to despise the current reality she found herself in, Eden had a feeling it was about to get a whole lot worse. 

“So, now that the dormitory’s cleared--” she began, pausing as she attempted and failed to once again mentally purge the horrors she’d witnessed there. Eden swallowed hard, hoping it would dissolve with time, like everything else.

“Where to next?” she said, already dreading the answer.

 


 

3951 BBY, Coruscant
Carth

In the months since he’d last seen her, Carth Onasi had not stopped thinking about Nevarra Draal. 

His comm would chime, and an inner part of him fueled by wishful thinking would inspire an inane hope - if only for a single, fleeting moment - that it would be her . That her disappearance would be explained away, that she would announce her imminent return, that he would hear her voice again when every day spent in her absence he started to forget it more and more.

He’d known it would happen. He had expected her to leave - encouraged her, even.

It wasn’t the leaving part that bothered him, but the radio silence that followed. For days, weeks, months on end. Nothing.

She had left before and failed to comm or send a message, but he always knew she’d be back. Nevarra would always return with a chagrined smile before falling into his arms, telling him how much she’d missed his scent and how much she craved his companionship in light of whatever new thing it was she had discovered about herself, still reconciling the old with the new. After every foray into her memory, Nevarra would ask that they make more memories. New ones. Together . Because those were the ones that mattered most.

He didn’t think she’d been lying, but there was something different about the way she left this time.

Nevarra had taken the Hawk to follow another lead, another memory, and the only other thing she’d taken with her - not clothes, not provisions, not even the damned holo-mystery she had been nose-deep in weeks prior - was her mask. Revan’s mask. Recovered from the Star Forge, the only thing that survived the wreckage. 

And despite his worried mind, in those moments when he momentarily thought she would call, her face would flash in his mind’s eye in perfect detail. The swath of freckles across the bridge of her nose, the slant of her sharp cheekbones, the deep dark of her brown eyes, the small space between her front teeth, the soft black curtain of her hair falling over her right eye, perpetually hindering her vision if she let it. At least he had this part of her, buried somewhere deep, unearthed whenever he thought he might see her once more. Or never again.

And now, today, when Mission called - he could have sworn it was her.

Only he didn’t think of Nevarra when the comm chimed. He thought of Revan .

“Carth?” Mission’s sing-songish voice called to him before her image appeared, distorted at first before settling into place on the holopad by his desk. Carth rubbed his temples, still tempering the fear that he might never see Nevarra again while anticipating the notion that he might see her previous self instead, “Can you read me?”

“Yeah, yeah, Mission I can hear you.”

“Oh, good,” she laughed, uncomfortable as she did her best to lighten the mood despite the hollowness in her voice, “Reception’s bad down here, but--”

As Mission’s image became clearer, Carth could tell she was still discerning her surroundings, her eyes squinting into the distance as Carth’s adjoining holo-self likely materialized in front of her - wherever she was - or failed to, considering her previous statement.

“You wouldn’t even recognize the place,” Mission said, the sudden seriousness in her tone bringing Carth back fully to the present, “It’s strange.”

Without having to ask and without Mission having to explain, Carth knew she was referring to the old Jedi Temple. He’d been annoyed with the place and its people the last he’d been there, stuck with an amnesiac Jedi and a tempestuous Mission, only calmed if Zaalbar was by her side, stoic as always. 

“Tell me the situation,” Carth said, his voice curt. Keeping the memories at bay was taking more energy than he’d like. Images of those weeks spent on Dantooine floated to the surface of his mind, muddying his words, just as another memory of a young Captain Malak swam the surface along with it, as Carth had known the man back then, before his Sith title. The Jedi Knight had been so pragmatic, so charming - even after all these years, it was difficult to reconcile that enigmatic idealist with the monster that would later destroy Dantooine and half of the Republic.

“Funny you should use that word,” Mission answered, her expression growing tense through a false smile, “Because we have quite the situation at hand, it seems.”

Zaalbar growled, annoyed, off screen. 

“What is it now?” Carth asked, unease mounting in his chest as he kept his own news quiet, at least for the moment. 

“Well, remember how the Administrator mentioned that she was allied with a Jedi? One with access to valuable items that would be bad if left in the wrong hands? Well… he’s missing,” Mission said. The young woman squared her shoulders, pursing her lips to prevent herself from playing the situation off as no big deal with another friendly but hollow laugh. 

“Continue,” Carth urged after a moment, sensing that Mission was waiting for a reaction from him but receiving none.

“Oh, right, well… we think that he might have been taken captive. By a terrorist group, or organization, thing. And they’ve taken control of the old Jedi Archive, by the looks of things...”

If Carth had a headache before, now it was a full-blown migraine.

“If this is some petty attempt to garner Republic aid when we’re already scrambling, I--”

Carth had been none too happy to be more or less blackmailed by a backwater planet asking for military resources when recovery from the Jedi Civil War was still draining Coruscant's coffers. Dantooine had a worthy claim, sure, and he’d been just as outraged by the oversight once Mission had explained it to him the previous day, the stern Khoonda Administrator looking over the Twi'lek’s shoulder the entire time as her assistant continually buttted in with added barbs and remarks. But he also couldn’t betray his work with Bastila, something that was still secret as long as the Jedi were being hunted. Acting as if he, or the Republic, didn’t care about such things was in their best interest. But he couldn’t say that, could he? 

“No, no, Asra thought the same thing. Plus I have reason to believe that this terrorist organization now has the support of whoever attempted the takeover at the Jedi Temple on Nespis.”

“Oh?” Carth perked up at this, though he was dreading an explanation.

Mission bit her lip and nodded before side-stepping out of view, her holo-double disappearing before another form took her place. A young man replaced her, humanoid and blond-haired. 

“Mical,” Carth said as the young man nodded.

“Admiral Onasi,” Mical breathed, “Pleasure to meet you, sir. I understand that you assigned me to work under Rell on retrieving the Jedi Exile. While I appreciate the assignment, I hope you understand the obligation I held to Zayne Carrick and your friend Bastila’s cause that kept me back from joining the rescue crew aboard the Harbinger . it’s unfortunate that we must meet formally under these circumstances, but I’m afraid that isn’t the first time I’ve said that in the last standard day.”

Carth furrowed a brow, hoping his inquisition came across via holo. Mical shifted his weight from foot to foot before getting the hint and continuing.

“You might not be pleased to hear that I was brought to Dantooine by… rather unusual means.”

“Define unusual,” Carth sighed, rubbing his temples again. 

“Unusual as in Sith,” Mical said curtly. Now Carth truly had a headache.

“Explain,” he urged almost too quickly, his headache blossoming into a full-on migraine the moment he opened his eyes again. His gaze was marred by double-vision at first, a miniature Mical swimming in duplicate about Carth’s field of view for a moment before both holo-forms collided into one as Mical found the right words.

Not Revan, not Revan. No, not her .

“I think he said his name was Erebus,” Mical said. “He just so happens to be the Jedi Exile’s brother."

Carth knew he had been holding his breath, but the wealth of air that escaped his lungs upon hearing Mical’s explanation was larger than expected. Not Revan.

“You have news of General Valen, though?” Carth finally managed, at least thankful that one trail of breadcrumbs was leading somewhere.

“Not yet,” Mical continued, “But there’s more. Oddly enough I feel that it is tied to the work I had already been doing for Lucien Draay, and eventually Bastila. Some of the Jedi objects on Draay’s list are being targeted by the Golden Company. You know of them, yes?”

“Unfortunately,” Carth answered, rubbing his eyes with thumb and forefinger hard enough to start seeing stars. He paused, blinked, and waited until the kaleidoscope copies of Mical slid and focused into a single holo-version of a man again before continuing. “We’d heard reports that they were far more active than usual in the last week but had no intel as to why. You’re telling me they’re suddenly hunting Jedi artifacts now?”

“Affirmative,” Mical confirmed. “But they don’t seem aligned with the Sith I met. In fact he went so far as to help me escape the planet so long as it meant that the mercenary group didn’t acquire whatever it was I was after.”

“And what was that?”

Mical swallowed, looking away for a moment before answering. “The lightsaber of Exar Kun.”

Carth had heard of the famed fallen Jedi, as had everyone else in the galaxy. It had been some time since he heard the name, but Kun had been compared to Revan at the beginning of the Jedi Civil War from what he remembered, and the connection did nothing to put Carth at ease.

“I take it that the lightsaber is no longer in your possession?” Carth said, reading the man’s body language, sensing his discomfort even from this distance.

“Correct, though I intend to rectify that. And if it makes you or anyone else feel any better, I also left Jedi Master Lonna Vash in the presence of the artifact.”

“Vash?” Carth echoed a little too quickly, perking up now. “Another Jedi?”

He’d heard the woman’s name before in passing, and while he had no idea who she was or what she looked like, some part of him bristled at the mention of her.

“Yes, survived Katarr,” Mical answered, almost as impressed with the feat himself in the retelling. “I don’t trust the Exile’s brother, but I trust Vash. Not just with the artifact but in general. I think following this Erebus is our best bet at following up on the Sith threat, especially if he claims his Sith master is responsible for what happened at Katarr.”

“And you believe that?” Carth countered, tempering a hope that this lead could be worth following despite how dangerous it would be.

“I do,” Mical said, nodding gravely. “I also don’t think it’s a coincidence. It’s strange, isn’t it? Revan disappears shortly after seeking out General Valen who was exiled for following her orders. We finally track Valen down only for her to vanish, too. And yet despite these setbacks, we run into a Sith that just so happens to be General Valen’s brother.”

“And not only that, but our interests are aligned,” Carth laughed darkly, knowing that the coincidences did not end there, trying not to think of something Bastila had said about the Force and coincidences that he wasn’t ready to repeat just yet.

“Our intel first believed that it was the Exchange that placed the bounty on Jedi, General Valen in particular, to draw out whatever Jedi remained so the Sith could hunt them to extinction. But if what you say is true about Nespis, then that means someone else is looking for lost Jedi.”

“And whoever that is has just gotten on Erebus’ Sith master’s bad side,” Mical finished. Carth nodded.

“This doesn’t look good,” he muttered, “But it might just grant us the distraction we need to prepare ourselves.”

Prepare . Something about the word as it passed his lips made Carth pause.

The galaxy wasn’t prepared for what we found in the Unknown Regions, Nevarra had said about the Star Forge years after the incident on Rakata Prime, the memories rushing back to her in waves but the details unfortunately lost in the foam. They weren’t meant to be prepared at all.

“That’s it,” Carth said, his voice barely a whisper, “The Exchange bounty, the rift between the Golden Company and the Sith… this was all part of the plan. And so was Revan. I’m not sure how it all adds up exactly, but while we look into this further we can at least make sure that Republic Space is prepared for… well, I wish I knew what. Anything, I guess.”

“What does this have to do with Revan?” Carth heard Mission say, her head poking into the holo-feed. 

“Everything, I’m afraid,” Mical sighed, grim realization crossing his face as he looked Carth in the eye. 

Carth sighed.

“Some things just never change, do they?”

 

Notes:

Needless to say, it's been a while! I've actually written the next three or so chapters in full but am working on editing them down. The hard part about writing about the actual game plot is picking and choosing which bits actually need to be in the story in order to get the full picture, and I found that the easiest way of doing that was just to write absolutely everything out and see what was truly necessary later. So 84 years and tens of thousands of words/drafts later, here we are! I also started working on a few original projects so while that's been a pleasant surprise in terms of bursts of inspiration, it has also resulted in less time focusing on this project. That being said, I haven't forgotten about this fic! Seriously, how could I at this point??? As always, thanks everyone!

Chapter 25: Well, Shit

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Atton

 

“You stare at everyone like that or just me?”

Atton hadn’t realized he’d been ogling until Eden called him out on it, her stern expression slicing through the haze that was his delirium the moment her sharp words registered in his still jelly-like brain. Atton blinked. He had some time to gather his wits while the woman had braved the dormitories looking for a way out, but now that she was back Atton was nervous again, already unused to others’ company after just a few days’ starvation. Trying to muster up some civility, he resigned with a shrug.

“You’re the first live person I’ve seen in two days, or maybe three, I really can’t remember,” he said, still finding his eyes wandering as he spoke despite his better judgement. Eden managed to find an unused mining uniform, but as Atton’s luck would have it only the bottom portion seemed to fit. It did a decent enough job of covering her up, and it’s not like the Peragus-issued undergarments were anything less than matronly, so Atton chalked up his preoccupation with Eden’s figure to being deliriously nutrient deficient. It was still difficult not to stare, not just because of her garb but because there was something off about her, yet somehow familiar. 

Her dark hair was done up in some elaborate fashion - beads, braids, and a glint of gold - but her visage failed to match. She was definitely human, probably from somewhere in the Serroco sector by the looks of her, though the green eyes were a bit unusual. A harrowed scar ran along her left cheekbone, cutting through a swath of freckles that otherwise covered most of her face. But it was the scowl Eden wore that stood in such contrast with the rest of her that unsettled him. 

Normally he’d play it cool, have some pickup line nocked and ready in situations like these if only to make it seem like he wasn’t people-reading and only interested in a tumble or two, but now he came up empty.

“So uh, how long have you been a Jedi?” Atton nearly cringed hearing the words as they exited his mouth.

“Almost as long as I haven’t been one,” Eden replied, rolling her eyes and turning her attention to the console beside them. She absently clicked at the refresh button, eager for something to happen that might save her from the dreadful conversation Atton was about to drag her into.

Atton knew why he was being this way. It was partially the hunger, the exhaustion, and likely the trauma slowly seeping in from managing to be the only survivor of what was likely a domino effect he perpetuated at the behest of the Exchange. But more than that, Atton feared the silence and the uncertainty it held, so despite how bad he knew it was making him look, he had no intention of shutting up any time soon. 

“Must be tough,” he continued with a belabored sigh.

His gaze flickered over the woman’s profile, sensing some familiarity but finding it awkward to look her in the eye. So instead, he found himself staring at how the damp upper fabric of her outdated undergarments clung to her--

Without even looking, Eden cut in “No tougher than enduring your false sympathy when your targets are clearly locked on my chest.” 

“Oh,” Atton’s face grew hot. “Right, sorry. Hey, I wasn’t trying to--”

Before he could grow too bashful, he smiled, realizing something.

“Ah, so you admit it now,” he said, the smirk spreading unwittingly across his face. “You are a Jedi. Once upon a time, or whatever.”

Now it was Eden’s turn to turn red. She turned to face him, her eyes going wide for a moment at the realization before narrowing her gaze as she honed in on him, crossing her arms over her chest as she did so.

“You didn’t want to admit it before,” Atton continued, stating the obvious. “Why?”

“The Jedi and I have a complicated history. I’d rather not get into it.”

The woman didn’t budge. Eden remained poised, her expression emphasized only by an eyebrow darting up to support her right to remain silent. But Atton had his suspicions.

“You didn’t fight in the Civil War, no,” he started, rounding on her now as it all began to make some sense, if his brain running on near-feral hunger could be trusted. Her name was familiar, but not in his recent memory. He’d heard of General Valen in passing, but not in at least ten years. “No, you fought in the Mandalorian Wars. You saw the worst of it. And the Jedi didn’t like you for that, did they?”

He’d seen plenty of them in his time working under Revan. Jedi Generals that had prided themselves on their Mandalorian victories but floundered under Darth Revan’s command, wondering if they were cut out for her new reign or if they’d had been better off turning themselves into the Council for reckoning.  

“What’d they get you for? Treason?” It was an easy guess -- rumor had it that any Jedi that followed Revan was later marked a traitor.

Eden remained motionless, her expression growing stonier by the second. 

“Come on, I fought in both wars. I’m just curious. If you can’t already tell, I’m not fond of the Jedi so it’s not exactly like I’m on their side,” Atton tried to laugh despite knowing he’d already gone too far. “Okay, what if I go first? I served in the Republic Navy, dropping bombs and pretending that the only people they killed or injured were the other guys. Now you -- what did you do during the war?”

Despite the unease bubbling inside him, Atton still preferred this to the silence. Even if he was being insufferable about it.

At this, Eden truly paused. She huffed a hollow laugh and looked away. Her light eyes dimmed, her gaze stilling as she retreated into memory. Shaking her head, Eden’s eyes returned to Atton’s, sizing him up before answering. Atton wasn’t sure whether her death glare alarmed or aroused him. Maybe both. 

“You really wanna know what I did during the war?” she said advancing on him, flashing a false grin that didn’t meet her eyes, her expression vacant save for her ironic smirk. She stopped a mere inch from his face, her eyes unblinking. “I ended it.”

“Ended? You mean… oh.” Atton paused, her words sinking in. “Oh.

Atton trailed off as Eden stalked back to the console to further await a reply as well as avoid him entirely. Atton hadn’t been there at the end of the war, but he’d heard of what happened. Everyone had. No one in the galaxy had gone without hearing the horror stories that emerged from Malachor V. Rumor of Revan’s death machine had reached all corners of the galaxy, only cementing her claim to the Sith mantle soon after. Atton knew it had all been according to Revan’s plan, but knowing that the woman beside him had been responsible for its success was something else entirely. 

“No wonder the Jedi--” Atton paused, unsure of what he was about to say. But he did not get to finish, thankful that the console buzzing saved him from likely getting throttled, judging by the look Eden shot at him as he began to respond.  

“Ah, looks like that bugger actually came through,” Atton smiled as he read the binary message on the console over her shoulder, careful to keep his distance.

“I have a thing for droids,” Eden muttered, typing in a few commands back in binary as quickly as if it were her first language. “I got that spunky little utility droid to grant us access to this entire level, and according to this handy map here, that should include the cafeteria and the storage area. See what you can get in the way of supplies. Food especially, but also weapons. And clothes, if you can remember that, hotshot.”

“Uh yeah, sure captain, but where are you going?”

Eden paused, her expression blank for the first time since he’d met her, and she pointed at the viewing deck. Atton turned, expecting to see the same view as always. But instead of a field of asteroids, the swath of space that usually took up the entire window was blotted out by a docked Republic cruiser. 

“Wh-?”

“It docked while you were yapping, and staring,” Eden said, trying to stifle a true smirk, “If this utility unit can be trusted, the ship in the docking bay has an unlocked nav chart, and according to you, we need a drift chart specific to Peragus II to avoid that asteroid belt.”

“Yeah, and?”

“I’m going to access the fuel line to that ghost ship, hotwire their navigational chart and bring it back here so we can get off this rock.”

“Ghost ship?” Atton echoed, truly confused now, “Who said it was a ghost ship? I don’t know how long you’ve been gone sister, but that’s a Republic ship -- we’re saved!

Eden only blinked at him in response. Atton could tell there was bad news coming, knowing that as little as Eden liked him right now, he could already trust her to tell the brutal truth. 

“Last I remember, I was on that Republic cruiser,” Eden said, her expression dissolving of animosity and betraying nothing else. “I fell unconscious, but we were attacked, and I was brought here by the freighter in the docking bay downstairs. Peragus must have been the closest place for us to land, and judging by the records in the maintenance bay that freighter was in pretty rough shape when I was brought on board. It’s fixed now but the navicomputer is locked, and it could be our ticket out of here but--”

“Hold up, hold up, who’s this we you keep mentioning?”

Eden shook her head, frustration painting her features as she ignored Atton’s question and continued. 

“According to the readout, the ship is void of any life signs,” Eden continued, this time grabbing Atton by the elbow and physically dragging him to the center console to see for himself. Atton willed himself to look at the screen instead of the blush of red that colored Eden’s freckled cheekbones, glinting blue-green in the reflection of the monitor. “I can only hope that anyone left alive on that ship made use of the escape pods. But since then, it must have just… I dunno, been spinning in orbit?”

“Wait, wait, wait.”

Atton gave the console with his full attention now. He was still hunger-blind and his ability to read now was a testament to that, but after a few moments of fight-or-flight focus he was able to see just how dire their situation truly was.

“This isn’t any usual docking situation,” he said, trying to keep the dread from his voice. “You’re right, this readout says the ship is void of life. But you need to request access to the fuel line here, there’s a code only a select few planets and rigging outfits have, and it changes on the regular. And even with that code you need to signal the command center to grant access. That’s us. If we didn’t grant this ship access to the fuel line, then that means--”

“There’s someone else on this mining facility,” Eden said, but Atton shook his head.

“Yes, and--” he paused, swallowing, “That also means there’s someone on that ship. Someone we can’t see. Or at least someone the infrared can’t pick up.”

Eden’s eyes widened, looking from Atton to the ship outside and back again. She was about to respond when a door opened on the other side of the promenade, interrupting whatever it was she was about to say. 

“Grave Admonition: Master, we need to get off this station, promptly.”

A silver HK droid sidled up towards them as Eden shook her head, seemingly unsurprised but annoyed nonetheless.

“I told you to wait for me at the hangar entrance,” Eden groaned, approaching the protocol droid. Atton stood and stared, dumbfounded.

“Hey, hey, excuse me but when were you going to tell me that you enabled an HK droid?” Atton huffed, catching up with Eden and the droid in the center of the room, his gaze volleying between the two of them.

“It’s fine, it was already active when I found it in the maintenance wing. Apparently, I own this hunk of junk.”

“If you have a thing for droids -- your words -- why can’t you tell if you own one?” Atton said, squaring up the HK model as it stood motionless before him, awaiting Eden’s sole command. “Where the hell did it come from?”

“Tatooine, I think, I can’t remember.  My memory's still a bit… hazy.” 

Tatooine?! Just where in the galaxy did this woman come from?

Eden nursed her temples as she closed her eyes before looking the HK in the face again, not that it needed eye-to-eye contact to register whatever it was she was about to say. “Do you have stealth detecting capabilities? I could use your help on that ship.”

Eden pointed her thumb over her shoulder at the Republic Cruiser idling outside. If the HK could balk, Atton imagined it would have.

“Surprised Statement: Master, that is the very ship we were attacked on. My prime directive is to get you to safety. Boarding that ship would be contrary to my programming.”

“While I hate to admit that the droid has a point,” Atton said, leaning close to Eden and whispering as best he could while retaining eye contact with the HK, “If you hardly remember where this thing came from, do you really think it’s a good idea to trust it?”

Eden sighed again, but this time Atton could sense the exhaustion coming off of her as she began to pace in response, directing her next statement at Atton in a half-whisper.

“I was hoping it might shed some light on what happened on board, but hasn’t been exactly forthcoming.”

“Yeah, like that isn’t suspicious,” Atton said, his eyes still fixed on the HK. Something about it was familiar, but he couldn’t place it. He’d seen HK models before, but usually by the side of bigshots at Pazaak tables. “Well, you heard the woman’s question - are you equipped with stealth detectors or what?”

Atton was confident he could accomplish that himself, his intuition rarely failing him when it came to covert ops.

“Confident Affirmation: I am quite capable at detecting stealth-cloaked anomalies, Master,” the HK drawled as it cocked its head in Eden’s direction. “Additionally, this blaster should assist in our quandary.”

The HK produced a small blaster pistol from its chest compartment, locking and loading it with a rapid series of clicks to emphasize its previous declaration.

“Where the hell did that come from?!” Eden demanded, stepping towards the HK with an outstretched hand. Atton watched on, eyes wide as he did the opposite and stepped back. His gaze never left the HK, but suddenly his memory was clear -- the medbay, the nightmares. Atton blinked and the memory was gone as quickly as it came.

“If you fire that thing, it could blow us all to hell,” Eden warned, a worried calm taking over her voice as if talking down a feral beast.

“I don’t think--” Atton started, another memory taking place of the other just as quickly as he lost it -- the man in the mining tunnels, the one with the short hair and the blue eyes, the one who had picked up the drop-off Atton had arranged from the Exchange. “Shit.”

“What?” Eden urged, turning her attention to Atton now, her green eyes wide. “What?!”

Eden reached for him, demanding an answer. Atton jolted with electricity, jumping at Eden’s touch just as Eden pulled away at the same moment, her eyes darting to her hands.

“I’m sorry, I’m still not used to this--” she started, a look of horror crossing her face before one of confusion took its place. She held out her hands in mid-air, turning them palm over wrist as if it might show her something she hadn’t seen before.

“Annoyed Reminder: Master, the longer we remain on this station, the longer we sjkghwkej…

Eden turned to look at the droid just as Atton did. With a gurgle and a snap, its torso cavity caved in, followed by its head and its legs before the entire droid burst into electrical flames -- hot one instant and cold the next, imploding just as the blaster pistol once held in its hand flew through the air and into the hands of a cloaked old woman on the other end of the promenade.

“Wait, wh--” Eden began, unable to form words. “Kreia?”

“We need to leave,” the woman said, walking unhurriedly towards them despite her command.

Eden started jogging in the woman’s direction before pausing in front of the droid’s remains, looking to and from the woman as she approached. 

“That droid is the reason you do not recall what happened on the Harbinger,” the woman continued, “I’ve not yet gleaned from where it originated, but I fear it is not the last we’ll see of its kind.”

Atton stood stock still, still processing the sight of the droid imploding while his brain reconciled the addition of another person in whatever the hell was going on right now. 

“Ah, the smuggler,” the woman said, turning to meet him. Smuggler? Her hood was drawn over half her face, revealing only a pouty mouth, a sagging neck, and a pair of silver braids. “I expected you would be of some use to us.”

“Yeah, and I’m also good at drinking and shooting things, your majesty,” Atton shot back a little too quickly, his skin erupting in goosebumps beneath his shirt as the word smuggler echoed in his brain. 

“Then you had better take this,” the woman extended the blaster in Atton’s direction, indicating that he take it. “Eden and I can handle ourselves by other means.”

“Other means, huh,” Atton looked from the old woman to Eden as he took the blaster rifle slowly. “Another Jedi? What, did you guys start breeding when I wasn’t looking?”

“I fear we are still ill-prepared, but we will have to make do,” Kreia continued, ignoring Atton as she turned towards the hulking shadow of the Republic cruiser. “That is our only way off this station, and we are running out of time.”

“Out of time?” Atton echoed. “What do you know that we don’t?”

“As I have already told Eden, I was attacked before I was brought aboard the Harbinger only for the same assailant to attack the Republic cruiser as well.” Kreia answered, “I have a feeling that threat has not left, despite what the readouts tell you.”

Readouts, Atton huffed as he struggled not to share his thoughts out loud. How does she know?

But he did know how Kreia knew. He just didn’t like it. 

“Let’s get a move on then, shall we?” Eden sighed. “I’d like for this particular chapter of my life to be over sooner rather than later.”

With that, Atton could agree.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine
Mical

It took everything in Mical not to let his eyes wander, to let his mind roam. He hadn’t recognized it at first but the provisional government calling itself Khoonda had taken up residence in the old Matale estate. Mical had once run an errand for the property’s former owner, sowing a field full of grain for the aging Ahlan Matale while his son was away, as padawans were oft requested to do for the Jedi Academy’s surrounding neighbors. It was an act of kindness, a lesson, but also the small tithe the Academy paid for being there. Sending children off to do the work for you seemed to be a running Jedi theme…

“The last we knew of Master Vrook, he had taken up residence near the sole entrance to the kyber cave,” Administrator Adare was explaining as Mical honed in his focus, quieting his many questions. “But the place is abandoned, there is no sign of him nor his camp.”

“Yet the local scavenger encampment seems to be encroaching on that spot more and more every week,” Dillan groaned. “There’s little evidence otherwise, but I find it hard to believe it’s not a coincidence.”

“If the scavengers had any sense, they would have pillaged that entire cave by now,” Mical offered sagely. “Jedi bounty or not, kyber crystal has always been worth it’s weight in credits, and the market on kyber is far more stable than Jedi relics ever were or will be. I doubt they know the cave’s there, otherwise they would have redirected their efforts to draining that resource. It’s possible someone else took advantage of their position, making it look as if they might be responsible for the Jedi Master’s disappearance so they would lead us off track.”

“We already know that the Golden Company has moved in on this planet, a group with clear motive on collecting the bounty on Jedi and Jedi artifacts,” Zayne added. “I admit, it’s strange they only found the planet to be worth pillaging now, but maybe it’s because they have an in. Maybe they were brought here by whoever already has Master Vrook, and brokered a deal of sorts.”

“That sounds plausible,” Administrator Adare agreed, her grey eyes widening until they looked ghost-white in the holo-light. “Perhaps the resistance reached out to this mercenary group, asking for aid in exchange for the Jedi’s life. If he’s even still on this planet.”

“Our first step should be figuring out where exactly this resistance cell is hiding. We won’t know for sure until we find them, right?” Mission asked, looking between all of them huddled around the lone tree planted in the center of Administer Adare’s office. Amid marveling at what odd circumstances brought each present individual here, Mical wondered if the tree had been present the last he’d visited the estate, and it bothered him that he did not remember. “Even if they don’t have Vrook, you want to eliminate this group, no?”

“Eliminate… is a harsh word,” Adare said carefully. “But you are not wrong. If the government stands any chance on its own, then we need to remove any opposition. I’ve had quite a few citizens express disappointment in our leadership, namely for our lack of resources and for the increased scavenger presence. And now, mercenaries! Dantooinians feel unsafe, and I hate to admit that they are. We cannot protect them without the proper equipment, without adequate funds, without--”

“Without weapons,” Asra butted in. Adare granted the Togruta a pointed stare, annoyance playing across her features before she acknowledged the woman’s statement with a curt nod. 

“As much as I would not want to resort to violence, I fear we may at least need to protect our place of power and the surrounding estates if we can manage it. It’s only a matter of time before this resistance operation makes their move, or begins to spread more propaganda until the entirety of Dantooine decides not to recognize us as a governing power and claim it by force. Especially if our goal is to be formally inducted back into the Republic as a proper world and not a Jedi-relegated one.”

“Admiral Onasi did promise to send back up--” Mission said, but Dillan interrupted her before she could continue.

“Even if they do come, we don’t have much time,” Dillan sighed, retreating to Administrator Adare’s desk to hold up a data pad. “We just received this message. Only an hour ago.”

She held it out for the nearest person to grab, who happened to be Zaalbar. He grunted, worried, and passed it along. Mical had already read the words before the pad fell into his hands: You have ten days.

“Cryptic,” he muttered, “Ten days for what?”

The Administrator shrugged. “I’m afraid we do not know. My only guess is that they know what we have kept secret, what we showed you earlier. If they gain access to our stores, then they have leverage. Maybe that just proves the Golden Company theory right.”

“True,” Mical said. “If they have access to the more valuable artifacts, then maybe they can barter that as well?”

“Exactly. I fear they plan on attacking our headquarters, which seems like the most obvious place to strike but...” Adare said, her gaze somewhere in the middle-distance as she nodded at nothing but her own thoughts. “Ten days… even if that’s not the case, we should make ourselves ready.”

At this, Dillan’s general disdain dissolved into pure resolve as she nodded and returned to Adare’s desk, typing at her computer console furiously without missing a beat, no doubt issuing orders as their discussion continued. “We can use all the help we can get,” she said amid her typing, directing guilt-laced stares at everyone in the room. 

“This sounds… silly, now that I’m asking,” Adare asked in a whisper as she approached Mical’s side while the others spoke, Mission asking how prepared the Khoonda militia was and Asra inquiring as to the strength of the cannons situated outside the estate. “But do you think the Sith in our midst will pose a threat to us? Is there anything we can do about him?”

“I don’t believe so,” Mical sighed, his better judgment contradicting the words that escaped his mouth even as he uttered them. “Master Vash seems to trust him, if not for her own veiled reasons. And as much as there is to fault the Jedi for, I am willing to honor her acuity. For now.”

“So long as we don’t lose sight of things,” Adare said, nodding. “A Sith may have been responsible for destroying this planet, but he was a Jedi once and I will not forget that.”

“We could just take him out,” Zayne offered with a shrug as he neared their smaller conversation, clearly having eavesdropped. “Isn’t he passed out with exhaustion on his ship right now? Perfect time to off a Sith, no?”

Mical shook his head after turning the idea over in his mind, the same thought having occurred to him several times since he met the man back on Nespis. “True, but he could lead us to others like him. We only have a Jedi and a half on our side and I’m no fan of our odds, I don’t care how deep of a sleep he’s in... Plus, it sounds like his allegiance is tenuous at the moment. If the Jedi had no idea the Sith still existed, then it may be a smarter move to follow him and see where he takes us.”

Zayne conceded to this idea with a half-smile. He was about to comment on Mical’s half Jedi remark before thinking better of it, no doubt realizing that Mical had similarly never advanced beyond the rank of padawan.

“You don’t give yourself enough credit,” Zayne muttered in his direction before facing Adare and speaking louder. “If the Sith poses any problem, Master Vash and I can handle it, I think. We’ll be on our guard.”

Mical nodded in agreement, wondering how he might fare against a man like Erebus. A chill ran through him as he was reminded of the man rummaging through his mind back on Nespis, bile rising at the back of his throat, overpowering any idea of camaraderie Mical might have felt afterward rifling through the Sith’s research. 

“I’ll have to take your word for it,” Administer Adare confided. “As Dillan said, we could use all the help we can get, and our list of allies is thin.”

----

Mical had only spent his earliest years on Dantooine. His first memories inhabited this place, or at least what it had been. Looking out at the landscape now he noted there were far fewer trees. As for which estates remained intact, it was difficult to tell for certain what remained with all the crests and valleys hiding their grounds. He had half a mind to wander around and see for himself, but it was the budding blba grove to the west that caught his eye. Buried in its thicket was a ship he would very much like to study, were it not for its sole inhabitant.

The sun hung low over the horizon by the time he reached the grove. The sky burned a bright rose gold as he crested the final hill, spying Master Vash sitting idly at the extended loading ramp to Erebus’ vessel. She looked up as he approached, unsurprised but confused nonetheless.

“Any updates?” was all she asked even though a thousand questions clouded her features as she eagerly read his. Mical shook his head.

“Just some errant theories but nothing more,” Mical relented, letting out a breath as he wiped the sweat from his fringe. He ran his hand across his scalp, threading his fingers through the damp strands of his hair as an idea formed, only half-realized by the time he spoke again. “Is he awake? Will he speak with me?”

Master Vash blanched for a moment, growing more surprised by the second, before shaking her head and shrugging.

“I don’t see why not,” she said quietly, “He awoke about a half hour ago. He’s just resting now.”

So he’s fine, Mical thought, judging Vash to be the kind of person to divulge that sort of information upfront. He was almost disappointed but knew he should be relieved if only for the reason he was here now. But before Mical could brush past Vash and see for himself, the Jedi reached up and stopped him with a hand at his elbow, another question forming on her face before she could utter it into existence.

“You want something from him,” she said instead, her brown eyes volleying between his, reading every line of his face in the silence that followed.

“Part of the reason why I agreed to help Master Draay wasn’t just because I thought Sith artifacts should be locked away,” Mical admitted after a beat. “They should be studied, understood. We only have Kun’s saber because he relented in the end, but what of the others? If you’re headed to Korriban then I want in. I want to study the tombs there, not as a Jedi but as a scholar.”

“I’m just going on what I saw, but if my visions told me anything they confirmed that Korriban will be… dangerous, if anything.”

A shadow of uncertainly crossed Vash’s features, darker than any expression Mical had seen the woman betray outwardly thus far. 

“Frankly, I’m not sure if even I should accompany Erebus there,” she continued, her jaw tight. “But I will cross that bridge when I come to it.”

“Then I want information, access to anything he knows. Before tracking down the saber, there were other artifacts I hunted but none I could find. They were either reclaimed or destroyed, but I want proof.”

“Proof?” a voice said from the loading ramp. Both Mical and Vash turned to find Erebus standing there, looking awful. His gaunt face looked even more skeletal in the growing darkness, his sickly green eyes still limned with sleep. “I can get you halfway there, maybe.”

“You’ll agree to my terms?” Mical said almost too quickly, letting his eagerness get the better of him. He wasn’t sure he trusted anything that came out of the Sith’s twisted mouth but something about the sorry look of the man made Mical trust him, even if only a little.

“Depends on your terms,” Erebus smirked before sending himself into a coughing fit. Mical and Vash exchanged glances before turning to the Sith again as he regained his composure. “I know you examined my notes already, and sure I’ll let you copy some of my homework, but don’t be offended if I don’t betray all of my Sith secrets.”

“You’re oddly agreeable,” Vash muttered, a hint of a smirk crossing her face though Mical could still sense the bitterness in her words.

“I’m keeping my options open,” Erebus said, shrugging.

Despite the goosebumps rising along his arms at Erebus’ words, Mical nodded and extended a hand. “Do we have an accord?”

Erebus only smiled wider, his expression growing almost wicked.

“Agreed,” the Sith said, taking his hand. It was cold to the touch, but firm. Erebus’ eyes never left Mical’s as they shook on it.

Agreed,” Mical echoed through gritted teeth, still painfully polite despite the pit of uncertainty taking root in his gut. Regret weighed heavy in Mical’s bones, but it was too late to turn back now, and it was impossible to admit, even silently to himself, that he did not want to see this through.

Even if it was the death of him.

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Atton

 

The engine thrummed beneath them with a hollow rumbling that set Atton on edge.

“This place is quiet,” Kreia muttered. “For now.”

She moved her head about as if she were looking, though without eyes Atton wasn’t sure exactly what the woman was sensing. The hair on the back of Atton’s neck stood on end.

“This smells like bait to me,” Atton said, his hand reaching for the pilfered blaster now affixed to his hip. “Like a trap.”

Kreia sighed. 

“I’m afraid he’s right,” the old woman agreed. “Be on your guard.”

Eden looked between the two of them, wide-eyed, before nodding at each of them in turn. Approaching the fork in the hall ahead, Eden paused, looking from side to side before closing her eyes. With an arm outstretched, she beckoned that they both come closer before stopping. 

"Follow my lead," she whispered, "I remember enough of this place to find the bridge."

Atton nodded though Kreia remained motionless. From what the two had said, Kreia had been on this ship along with Eden, though the way the old woman had been brought aboard was questionable. If Kreia knew something Eden didn't, Atton wanted to believe that the woman would have voiced as much. But from her silence he could tell there was more the old Jedi wasn't letting on. 

"Stay close," Eden instructed as she finally moved beyond the fork in the hallway. Taking the left-most corridor, Eden led them towards what Atton recalled had been the head of the ship from the looks of the thing when it had docked. A few of the hallway’s lights were out, others flickering uncertainly as they moved along, emphasizing their movements in the shadows cast along the walls. Atton's peripheral vision wanted to read the shadows as threats, tracking every one of them along the hallway with the staccato rhythm of the flickering lights. A flash then darkness, a shadow then light, over and over again... until he saw it - a ripple. First, Atton thought it was exhaustion finally catching up with him. But when it happened again, and a third time--

Atton's left hand shot up, reaching for Eden and silently telling her to pause. The woman obliged, offering him a questioning glance as Kreia also stopped in her tracks, looking mildly annoyed before looking around herself.

"We're not alone," Atton mouthed. Eden nodded and tightened the ill-fitting mining outfit at her waist, her right hand lingering over the shockstick hanging from a belt loop as she took another step.

Eden breathed in, her inhale occupying all sound in the hall, just before she unhooked the shockstick, activated it, and thrust it into the seemingly empty space to her right. The air rippled and collapsed, before transforming before their eyes into a shape clad in black and grey. Without breaking eye contact with Eden, Atton unfurled his blaster and fired -- hitting another invisible figure on Eden's left. The air there rippled too before dissolving, a form fluttering out from nothingness as it crumpled to the floor. 

"There will be more of them up ahead," Kreia warned, her eyes keen on Atton. He couldn't see her eyes, but he could feel her glaring nonetheless. Sith, he thought, willing the word out of his mind the moment he thought it.

“Wait,” Eden whispered, her eyes pausing on a malfunctioning door up ahead. “That was the comm center. Maybe there’s some record of what happened here.”

Eden stalked down the hall, hitting a panel beside the door that set the lighting to rights again. She glanced about the hallway before disappearing into the room beyond, leaving Atton alone with Kreia.

“We’ll just… wait out here…”

Kreia said nothing. Atton turned to face the hall behind them, crossing his arms as his eyes fell on the fallen bodies. Dark-clad and nondescript, they lay motionless, familiar yet indistinguishable in their singularity. Atton had a uniform not unlike theirs once, but Atton had since decided that brown suited him better than black ever did.

Before Atton could get too uncomfortable in Kreia’s stony silence beside him, Eden emerged from the briefing room, shaking her head. 

“Let’s go,” Eden urged them toward the right-side hallway. “The dormitories are this way.”

“Find anything?” Atton whispered, unsure of the new unfettered agitation that lit up Eden’s already frustrated features. Eden remained silent. Atton swallowed.

“I want to make a pass by my quarters first, see if I left anything behind. But other than that, there was nothing about what happened here, so we only have Kreia’s word to go on for now.” At that, Eden glanced back at the woman. Kreia nodded sagely in acknowledgement. “We’ll have to loop through the med bay on our way to the bridge though, so maybe we can check the logs there, too.”

Atton nodded, knowing Eden couldn’t see him respond as they crept down the hallway. 

“You said you were on this ship, right?” Atton asked again as he tailed Eden closely, watching as the flickering light reflected off the gold beads threaded into her hair. “Did you find out why?”

Eden’s brow furrowed and she winced, the scar across her cheek flashing white as the skin stretched taught over her freckles.

“Sort of,” she admitted. Instead of elaborating further, Eden redirected her attention to the end of the hall and rolled her shoulders, easing her head to one side as one of her vertebrae audibly cracked with a satisfying pop.

“And what was that?”

“I was supposed to meet with Admiral Carth Onasi,” Eden answered after a moment, sounding just as perplexed as Atton felt at hearing the name.

“The head of the Republic Navy?!” Atton hissed. 

“Someone doesn’t want me to meet with him, apparently, because weird things started happening on this ship long before we encountered Kreia.”

“You recall what happened now?” Kreia finally interjected, her voice gravelly-soft as they tip-toed towards the door up ahead. Eden shook her head.

“A little, but that much was reiterated in the comm center,” she said. “Someone had been aboard tampering with the ship’s communications and with the fuel supply. It’s why the Harbinger needed to delay it’s rendezvous at Telos and redirect here, to Peragus.”

“I see,” Kreia mused. “And it wasn’t long after I was brought aboard that the crew started going missing.”

At this, Eden nodded as well, but this time Atton saw a muscle twitch as her jaw tensed. Eden held up a closed fist as they neared the end of the hall, silently commanding that they stop. Both Atton and Kreia obliged. Ground ops, most likely, Atton thought, instantly thinking of the war again. Atton rarely fought on the front lines and he’d always considered himself lucky to have served from the comfort of his own cockpit more often than not. Watching Eden revert to old habits now set him ill at ease, and judging by the look on Eden’s face she felt very much the same.

There are more behind that door, Atton mouthed at her, instantly sensing at least a few stealth generators just beyond the sheet of metal that separated them from the crew quarters. Atton raised three fingers at her in silence, and then four after a moment’s deliberation.  Eden narrowed her eyes as she searched Atton’s face, questioning, before nodding, placing a gentle hand at his elbow in silent affirmation. Atton tensed and felt his face grow warm.

Eden looked from Atton to Kreia and back again, before enabling her shockstick and opening the door. As soon as the doors opened with a near-silent whoosh, Eden was on two blurry half-decloaked attackers, leaving the other two to Atton and Kreia. Atton opened fire, aiming a head-shot at his nearest opponent before firing at Eden’s second already-maimed assailant, sending them both to the ground in an instant. 

Before Atton knew it, the hall was quiet again. No one remained but them. Kreia nudged the body of her opponent with her boot before kneeling down to slide the vibrosword from their grip. Atton didn’t have a chance to wonder how an old woman, Jedi or not, managed to incapacitate an armed opponent with nothing but her hands. But the look of her testing the vibrosword’s weight in her hands was enough to give him pause. 

“This is crew quarters,” Atton said, spying the disarray in the shadows of a nearby room with a busted open door. Sparks flew out at the hall from the broken junction, spraying in their general direction but dissipating in the air before they could cause any meaningful damage. “They had you sleeping in a bunk?”

“Sort of, I think I had an unused lieutenant’s quarters. This should only take a minute,” Eden answered in a quick whisper before disappearing down the hall. This time, Atton and Kreia hung back, waiting for her at the junction instead of following her to the end. This time Atton ignored the bodies and instead wondered if a version of himself from a few days ago would believe that he would be doing this within a week’s time, escaping an empty mining facility and sneaking aboard a Republic ship, avoiding Sith Assassins that were not unlike an older version of himself…

It was here, all laid out,” Eden’s voice carried down the hall, “I laid his body here…. And then--”

Atton looked at Kreia to find the woman’s hooded figure already looking at him. Though he couldn’t read her expression, he could feel her unsaid query the air. Is Eden talking to herself?

Atton and Kreia reached an unspoken agreement to meet Eden at her quarters. They rushed down the hall after her only to slow as they neared the room’s entrance, afraid of what they might find. Atton took the first tentative step forward and exhaled. The room beyond was disheveled but nothing more, to Atton’s relief. Someone had rummaged through this place, but Atton was still surprised to find the room void of life, save for Eden herself. She was pacing now, moving things at random across the room as if it might mean something. 

“Body? What body?” Atton found himself asking, echoing Eden’s choice of words from a moment ago. Despite the lack of visual evidence, Atton’s eyes scanned the remainder of the room in search of a corpse or at least blood in the absence of one.

“Here,” Eden said, her voice a rasp whisper as she laid her hands across a now-empty desk, a series of tools falling in a cascade to the floor at her feet just as Atton and Kreia entered the room proper. “The HK was here… I was rebuilding it.” 

Atton sighed again. Before any conclusions could be made, Eden swept across the room towards the porthole, pausing there for a moment to bite her lip.

“And there was a woman, Republic I think. She was… no, wait--”

Eden stopped herself short and then darted to the far end of the room. Atton followed her trajectory to see a nondescript travel pack lying on the floor just before Eden reached it, tearing it apart. 

No, no, it can’t be gone,” she whispered as she upended the pack’s contents. Atton could only make out a few items: light-colored linens, or clothes maybe, a dark robe, a few ration packs, and a pile of credit chits that clinked as they scattered to the ground around Eden. Atton looked at Kreia, who nodded in return and took a step towards Eden.

“You will remember with time,” Kreia said, placing a hand on Eden’s shoulder. Eden spun around and paused beneath Kreia’s grip, still bent over the rucksack to look Kreia in the eye… or the vacuous shadow of her lowered hood. “All you need to remember now is where to find the bridge. I fear we don’t have much time.”

Eden rose to her feet, Kreia’s hand still on her shoulder. She glanced at the old woman’s hand as if she had never seen a humanoid limb before. Kreia’s fingers tightened their grip and Eden redirected her gaze to the woman’s face again.

“I can sense them,” Kreia whispered. “More enemies await us beyond these halls, including the one responsible for all of this.”

As Kreia’s words sunk into the silence, Atton’s skin grew cold. Where there were Sith Assassins, a Master was never far behind. While he’d been recruited by Revan, it was Darth Malak he had worked under the most, the man’s metallic grin still a vision that occasionally haunted his thoughts. That man was dead now, and Revan was gone. So who was on their tail now?

“And your control will come with time, and rest,” Kreia continued, her voice still hushed. Eden tensed at Kreia’s words at first, but after a few measured breaths Atton saw her shoulders finally relax. Eden nodded, resigned.

“I had something here, something important,” Eden explained after a moment, still breathless. “It has to be the reason I was supposed to meet with Admiral Onasi. But if it’s gone, then--”

“It is likely in the hands of our enemy,” Kreia finished for her. “And the only way you may get it back is to face them. Come.”

Eden glanced at Atton, a wave of embarrassment passing over her features as her cheeks grew momentarily red. Atton looked away, equally uncomfortable at having witnessed a moment he knew was none of his business. He could hear Eden rummage through the remains of her room before both she and Kreia were at his side again by the open door. 

“Let’s get this over with,” Eden muttered, squaring her shoulders as she exited the room. She didn’t offer it a second glance and sped down the corridor as if she couldn’t reach the end fast enough. Atton was about to agree as they neared the upcoming junction, wondering if they might at least check the other rooms for supplies, when all of the lights gave out. 

“I have a bad feeling about this,” Atton groaned under his breath.

“I’ve been hearing that a lot lately,” Eden hissed. She activated her shockstick, illuminating her corner of the room only a fraction. All they could see were each other’s outlines, though Kreia’s pilfered vibrosword glowed brightest in the dim glow. 

I don’t sense anyone, Atton thought just as the hair on the back of his neck stood on end. He froze. But we’re not alone.

Eden spun around ahead of him, facing the empty hallway and its darkness, her eyes searching its depths for an answer. Atton mirrored her and turned around as well. The hall was still cloaked in shadow when he looked, but with a blink the light at the end of the hallway flickered on and off and on again before stilling, illuminating a single figure at the end of it. 

Atton did not know the dead could walk but facing them on the other end of the corridor was a motionless corpse. It would be one thing if it were lying down, only it was standing firmly on two legs, staring at them with one glittering eye from the depths of a hollow eye socket, its other eye a white mass of glistening nothingness. Scarred grey flesh canvassed its skin, exposed from the waist up above antiquated billowing trousers and heavy-set boots. Atton’s arm flew to his holster, engaging his blaster within an instant only for Kreia to place a papery hand on his, stilling him instantly.

Kreia said nothing and a wave of cold flushed over Atton as he looked into the void of her lowered hood.

Stop.

Atton gulped an awkward mouthful of air as he turned from Kreia to the end of the hall again, quickly counting the bodies that littered the floor to find that none were missing. They hadn’t heard the door open. He must have already been here, waiting for the right moment to strike.

The corpse took a measured step forward, and in an instant Atton felt a wave of heat followed by the smell of rot. 

Atton’s hand still hovered over his blaster, unsure if it would be much good even if he could fire it, just as Kreia took a step forward and readied her stolen vibrosword. The blade whistled as it cut through the air before stilling, aimed at their undead opponent.

“This battle is mine alone. I am not defenseless.”

Atton could have sworn the old woman directed the last bit at him. Kreia flashed the vibrosword again before she dissolved into the shadow that separated them from the figure at the other end of the corridor. Time stood still. Atton counted the seconds as he did power couplings, but Kreia still did not emerge at the end of the corridor when she should have, judging by her footfalls...

Go quickly, you fools, Atton heard in his ear, as if whispered. Shuddering, Atton finally tore his eyes away from the walking corpse and turned towards the door at his back. His gaze met Eden’s, her bright eyes as wide as his felt, and with a look they communicated their collective desire to get the hell out of here. Without breaking eye contact, Eden’s palm hit the panel beside the door. As soon as it opened, she slipped through, grabbing Atton by the wrist and wrestling him across the threshold before slamming it shut again.

Even once Atton was cleared of the door, Eden shoved him aside. While jamming her shockstick into the wall panel on the other side to effectively break the command mechanism, she thrust her hand out into the open air. Atton’s brow furrowed, confused, before a flurry of storage canisters soared across the room and landed in a thunderous wave against the now-broken door.

“Nothing wrong with some added security,” Eden breathed, looking surprised at her own feat. “C’mon, let’s not give them a chance to catch up.”

“I’m with you there,” Atton agreed quickly. “So, to the bridge?”

Eden nodded.

“To the bridge.”

 

Chapter 26: The Last of the Jedi

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Atton

 

“You’re handy with that thing, you know that?” Atton said as he eyed Eden’s pilfered shock stick after it granted them access to yet another jammed causeway. Eden snorted at his attempt to break the silence.

“I try,” she said. Eden raised her eyebrows as she afforded Atton a glance, the first one in a while. Since they left Kreia behind, Eden had avoided Atton’s line of sight entirely, as if acknowledging anything other than the hallway in front of her would allow their pursuers to catch up with them.

They made it through the bridge without uttering a single word to one another, and Eden had only muttered a few cryptic things while scanning the logs in the medbay. Atton didn’t mind the silence for the moment. He had watched on in abject horror as the security feed at the medical terminal showed the walking corpse they’d left Kreia with escape from a kolto tank and proceed to kill everyone in the vicinity. Something about the man, or the man the Sith had once been, seemed oddly familiar to Atton once he saw the withered, scarred flesh up-close. If Atton had been yapping enough, he was afraid he might betray something from his past to Eden without realizing, so keeping things quiet was ideal.

“I’m serious,” Atton continued, unable to keep the awe from his voice. As much as the quiet had been a comfort, Eden’s unease was beginning to eat away at him now, if only because he was growing anxious the longer it took them to leave this damn ship. “That’s a shock stick, probably the most pathetic weapon this side of the Outer Rim and yet you’ve managed to maim six stealth-cloaked assassins with it so far.”

The muscle in Eden’s jaw tensed again, pulsating like a tendril beneath her skin at Atton’s words.

“I didn’t just stun them,” she said after a beat, her voice low. “I…”

Eden looked as if she wanted to swallow her words instead of say them.

“They’re dead.”

Atton didn’t say anything. Part of him knew they left no survivors in their wake so far, but up until now he hadn’t questioned how. Of course it didn’t make sense on the surface, but it did the more he thought about it. Through the Force, Eden could probably amplify the electrical charge of the measly conductor at the end of her sorry excuse for a weapon. That and… Atton hated to admit it, but he hadn’t thought at all about the lives they’d ended since the moment they stepped foot on this ship. They weren’t lives to him, just obstacles.

“Still,” he continued. “It’s gotten us this far.”

“Yeah, well let’s hope it’s worth it.”

Eden tore her gaze away from Atton as she busied herself with a nearby security panel, something akin to shame passing over her face. She pressed sequences into the panel with a fury Atton was too scared to question until the door beyond opened only half an inch. Instead of trying anything else, Eden jammed her shock stick between the begrudging doors and forced them open with a thorough shove and a wave of electricity.

Atton tried not to look slack-jawed at the display, if only because the contents beyond the doors was more worthy of his awe at the moment.

“Holy hell,” he breathed.

“Huh?” Eden breathed, winded, before taking a gander herself. “Holy hell is right.”

Beyond the second-to-last malfunctioning door in the hall was a cache Atton wanted to own in full as soon as he laid his eyes on it. Thankfully undamaged, the room was full to the brim with the latest tactical equipment, rifles, blasters, melee weapons… Atton was hardly conscious in the span of time it took for him to cross the room and begin rummaging, placing weapons on his belt, in his pockets, anywhere he had room.

Eden took a more measured approach, slowly advancing into the room as her eyes did most of the exploring before her hands did. Atton felt her gaze scan the space in its entirety before settling on the far wall, taking a few blaster pistols and a few holsters along the way.

Despite the weapons other than the shock stick now hanging from her belt, Eden was particularly drawn to the collection of collapsible quarterstaves on display. Atton paused, watching as her right hand hovered reverently over the longest of the bunch. Eden’s fingers closed over its hilt before she plucked it gingerly from its velvet cushion to test its weight in her palm. She tossed and caught it a few times before closing her fist tight over the grip, her knuckles growing white as she flipped a switch, elongating the staff instantly until it was about as long as she was tall.

Eden’s eyes glazed over as she fell into formation, an entranced smile overcoming her as she stood facing an imaginary opponent on the other end of the room as she swung and parried at nothing and no one. Atton didn’t realize he was staring like an idiot until Eden paused halfway through a formation, turning around to face him and pausing the instant she caught him ogling.

“What?” she croaked, the spell broken. Atton scratched the back of his neck before busying himself with the supply crate at his side again, aghast with the amount of battery packs and health stims loaded inside.

“Hey, does that bag you grabbed have pockets?” Atton changed the subject. “You might want to stock up.”

Thankfully, Eden took the bait and retracted the staff as she approached. Atton swallowed and hoped whatever stupid expression just took over his face had dissolved by the time she neared. Eden whistled, looking at everything and anything but Atton again, and began filling her newly acquired bag.

Thank the Maker.

“We should get out of here sooner rather than later,” Eden said as she stuffed a few more health stims into her already overflowing pockets. “I have a feeling we’re beginning to overstay our welcome. Plus, we’re rounding on the fuel line again so we should be only a few minutes from the Peragus hangar bay by now.”

“Best news I’ve heard all day,” Atton sighed, keeping another smile from his face though for a completely different reason this time. “Lead the way.”

“Gladly.”

There was only one other door in the corridor they could have exited from so it wasn’t a wonder where to go next. Instead of the usual hallways they had come across so far, the last door opened up to a skeletal causeway that spanned the entire engine core. Eden pressed forward as if it were a hallway like any other, but Atton couldn’t help but look down.

“Hey, can we… can we just scale it back a tick?” Atton asked, not sure if his request came across effectively as Eden continued forward without fault. “I just…”

Atton had never known himself to be afraid of heights but the sight of the engine’s reactor at the center of the cruiser’s engine several stories below with nothing to separate them but air and an un-railed metal causeway put his heart unexpectedly somewhere in his throat.

Atton’s eyes bore into the glowing orange of the engine running beneath them, its ever-present humming now a deafening roar in his ears.

“We’re almost there,” Eden coaxed, “We just need to…”

He counted Eden’s footfalls as they neared but he didn’t look at her until the sound unexpectedly stopped.

Just as Eden approached him, she collapsed in a quiet heap, her eyes wide and staring as she cradled her left hand, mouth agape in a silent scream.

“Wh-what’s wrong?” Atton sputtered as panic surged through him, any fears of falling into the engine core evaporating in an instant. “Are you alright?”

Eden paled. Atton rushed to her side, reaching for her hand as if another set of eyes might fix whatever plagued her. As soon as Atton’s thumb brushed against her clammy palm, Eden snatched her hand back and whimpered. It wasn’t a pitiful sound that escaped her throat but a harrowed one, like an apex predator caught in a hunter’s trap, thrashing against painful restraints that kept it hurt and hindered. Atton’s eyes scanned the length of her arm but found nothing wrong.

“Damn it, hold on,” Atton groaned, wrestling against the sinewy weight of her as he wedged his arm under Eden’s shoulder and lifted her up. “Can you walk?”

Eden winced but nodded as she leaned into Atton as he held her steady. He could feel her fighting beneath him for control, to stand on her own two feet, but even then she was barely limping with effort.

“I’ll drag you if I have to,” Atton said through gritted teeth, not betting he could make it out of here alone. “It’s only a little farther, don’t give up on me now.”

Atton’s earlier fear dissolved and made room for a new one to take its place, one that whispered a survivor, through and through insidiously in his ear. He glanced at Eden as he hauled her along. Her senses were thankfully returning, or so her blinking eyes told him. She at least wasn’t losing consciousness, and despite Atton doing most of the work Eden’s legs began making strides alongside his belabored ones as they limped in unison down the hall.

“What just happened to you?” Atton heard himself ask after a few tense moments, not realizing he’d spoken aloud as he tried to read the woman’s expression, the color thankfully returning to her face.

“My hand…” she struggled, as if her tongue were too swollen to speak. Eden stilled, her breath steadying as her gaze finally settled. She exhaled deeply, before admitting “My hand felt like it was dipped in molten carbonite.”

“Your hand is fine, I didn’t see any injuries. Maybe you hit a nerve,” Atton said, scrambling for logical ideas, “Or tore a ligament--”

“It’s Kreia,” Eden interrupted hoarsely, “I think she was wounded. Badly.”

“Huh?” Atton’s gaze flashed to Eden’s hand again, finding it still intact. “How do you know that?”

They were nearing the access panel that would hopefully grant them passage out of here, and he hoped Eden would be cognizant enough by the time they got there to sprint if she had to as they made their dashing escape.

“I think… I think I felt what she felt, through the Force.”

Eden winced as the words passed her lips, and somehow Atton knew the pain came from her admission and not whatever physical phantom pain had dogged her a few meters back. Atton didn’t even know where to begin parsing out Jedi drama from what little he actually knew of their inner workings but a voice still repeated in his ear, a memory that refused to die, reminding him... It is your connection to the Force you must thank, for it is the reason you yet live.

“Look -- if she’s in pain, then that pain’s buying us time we can’t afford to waste.” Atton leaned Eden up against the access panel as they approached it. “Especially if Sleeps-With-Vibroblades gets tired of playing with her and decides to use us for target practice next.”

To their immediate relief, enough of Eden’s strength had returned to keep her from collapsing completely without aid as Atton let go of her and hastily typed in a hackneyed security sequence, gaining them access to the other end of the fuel pipeline.

Sleeps-With-Vibroblades, that’s real cute,” Eden grimaced, bracing herself between the access panel and the wall to stand upright on her own again. “And point taken.”

 “I can’t even pretend to imagine whatever it is you’re going through,” Atton said, doing what he could to block access to the way they came by way of sabotage, overloading several of the access panels throughout the ship. “But at least you’re bouncing back it seems.”

“We’ll see about that,” Eden laughed darkly, shifting her weight from foot to foot. “This isn’t exactly my best work.”

Atton furrowed a brow at her before damaging the very console he was using with a bad code and a round of blaster fire just in case, urging Eden onward. The fuel line terminated in what looked like a bank vault, a large round seal of silvian iron barring access back to the station in a magnetic closure haloed in orange light.

“Huh,” Eden whispered as Atton slammed his hand on the manual override panel, revealing a lever beneath. “My first saber hilt was made of this stuff.”

Eden extended a reverent hand just as the door demagnetized and swung open. Atton was about to rue the fact that neither Eden nor Kreia had a lightsaber when his eyes fell on what lay before them beyond the open door. His desire that the opposite were true grew tenfold.

In the empty Peragus-side of the fuel line stood ten assassins, each in a state of decloaking as the vault opened.

Shit.”

Atton was about to ready his blaster again but before he could line up a single shot, each of the figures before them fell in an electric heap.

“Now you,” Eden was already cooing as the bodies fell around them. “You I like.”

The wave of assailants fell around them to reveal a single beat-up utility droid, its multifunction arm extended and brimming with electricity as it perked up at the sight of Eden.

“Haven’t you learned your lesson about trusting strange droids?” Atton groaned, trying to ignore the body count as Eden made a point of doing just that. Eden tsked as if this was an ordinary conversation held under normal circumstances, as if they weren’t running for their lives and surrounded by dead bodies.

“This little guy is our ticket onto the ship in the docking bay actually,” Eden said, rubbing the droid’s metal intelligence receptor. “He’s the one that made our escape even possible, remember?”

“Ah yes, the lone droid you managed to contact from the main computer,” Atton said.

“Don’t go overdoing it, we need backup.” Atton realized Eden was talking to the droid now, who whistled a belabored series of bleeps in response. “I appreciate you taking out that entire…” Eden looked at the body count with her peripheral vision, paling before she uttered, “legion... but I really need you to focus on getting us out of here. Understood?”

The droid stood at attention, its mechanical arm still extended. As if noticing it was still activated, the droid whirred as it retracted the arm and reenacted its previous maneuver as if no misstep had taken place. Atton rolled his eyes.

“When you said you had a thing with droids, I thought you were bragging. Now I realize it’s just kind of… weird.”

“I knew we couldn’t trust the HK back there, and while I’m glad Kreia did what she did there was more information I wanted to get out of it first. But that’s a story for another time.” Eden stood again, rubbing her hands on her pant legs as if she hadn’t just collapsed in utter agony minutes ago. “Can you lead us to the ship?”

She directed the last part at the utility droid, which perked up even more if that were possible and began zooming down the hall, begging that they follow.

“Here goes nothing,” Atton muttered. He glanced at the closed fuel line hatch as they left it behind, growing smaller and smaller into the expanding distance, hoping that whatever he and Eden had done to bar the way was enough to buy them time.

He doubted it.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands

Mical

 

The Dantooine grasslands had always been quiet come nightfall, the silence only pin pricked with the occasional whistling of wind through grass. But now all was unearthly quiet and eerily so.

Ahead of him were Asra and Darek while Zayne trailed behind, his lightsaber unlit but at the ready. 

“Beware of kath hounds,” Mical warned the group as they edged onward into the dark. “They’re most active at dawn and dusk.”

The sun set not long ago, and while this side of the planet was already swathed in darkest night, it would be some time before the hounds roaming these hills would find rest. All was still for the moment, but Mical feared it would not be for long.

“Noted,” Asra whispered from a few paces ahead of him.

Darek’s silhouette nodded in acknowledgement as he led the way. Though limned in silver light, the tall grasses were thick enough to hide the depths of the landscape’s sprawling fields, blanketing most of Mical’s field of view in shadow. But Mical didn’t need light to see. Not keen on advertising why, he fell into step behind Darek’s lead, guided by a scope positioned over his right eye as he led them towards a spot Dillan had spoken of earlier.

“I don’t see why the Republic wouldn’t step in to help here, leverage or no,” Mical muttered as he felt Zayne near him from behind. The semi-Jedi sighed and nodded in agreement. 

“And now it’s our problem,” Zayne said. “Lucky us.”

“It’s like this everywhere,” Asra huffed in an annoyed whisper. “Most of the Outer Rim, really.”

“It’s not right,” Mical said, shaking his head.

“Why d’you work for ‘em, then?” Asra pressed. “The Republic?”

“I didn’t think I had a choice,” Mical said. “In fact, they offered it as my only option.”

“They?” Asra echoed.

“The Jedi,” Mical answered, waiting for the confusion to settle in, but Asra only laughed.

“Oh, so you’re another one, huh?”

Mical couldn't help but chuckle if not for the absurdity of it all - being here again yet placing his trust in a Sith no less to get him out of it.

“Well, sort of, not really,” Mical began. “I had no one to train me, so I was shipped off. You could say the Jedi Civil War truly started during the Mandalorian Wars, what with so many of them either staying put and doing nothing or leaving for the front lines. I was left without a Master, so they sent me to the corps.”

“Wait, really?” Asra truly paused now, stopping to turn and face Mical with a look of utter confusion. “They can turn away Jedi?”

“Oh yes,” he said. “They do it all the time.”

“I’m not really a Jedi myself,” Zayne chimed in. “But that’s a different story. And at least I got to build my lightsaber before being unceremoniously outed.”

At this, Zayne nudged Mical playfully in the shoulder. Mical tried his best not to smile, wondering all the while what his first saber might have looked like if given the chance. He’d imagined it a few times when he was younger but had sworn off of what if’s after the war. All he knew was that it wouldn’t have looked like Zayne’s, a butter-yellow blade erupting from a worm-like hilt cast in silver. It’s a wonder Zayne’s parents were bankers from Phaedra and not worm riders from the Dune Seas of Tatooine. 

“Y’learn something new every day,” Asra sighed. “I thought the Jedi just--”

Asra didn’t finish. Mical almost dismissed her trailing sentence for disinterest before he realized she was no longer following Darek’s lead and was instead frozen, looking at the ground. 

“What is it?” Mical asked, stopping in his tracks and holding out an arm so Zayne quietly did the same. Darek paused ahead of them. Without a word, the man retrieved a glowrod from his belt and extended it, shedding a pale light on what had taken hold of Asra’s attention.

At the tip of Asra’s boot, almost hidden in the grass, was a blood-covered finger. Only the tip extended out of the thicket, as if pointing at them all, silently beckoning their attention. Asra swallowed, her gulp loud in the silence that followed, and parted the grass to reveal the rest of the body. 

“A scavenger from the looks of it,” Mical uttered, his throat thick with bile once he took in the full sight. “Still fresh, judging by the lack of… smell.”

“I take it you were in the med corps?” Asra asked, furrowing her brow as she knelt beside the body to get a better look. With one arm still outstretched to reveal the corpse, she prodded what appeared to be a Sullust with the nose of her blaster. The body barely moved. Clad in spelunking gear and accompanied by several emptied satchels at its side, this was a scavenger alright. 

“Unfortunately,” Mical said. And this isn’t even the worst of it.

Mical only knew the scavenger had been Sullust because of the jowl folds near its neck, otherwise the person’s face had been beaten to such a bloodied pulp that all other features were indiscernible. Blood soaked the soil beneath the body but wasn’t splattered on the grass. 

“They were moved,” Mical said, moving closer despite not wanting to. “They were beaten elsewhere, and then hidden here, and left to bleed out.”

“Why here?” Asra asked in a shallow breath. “It’s hardly out of the way.”

The path they’d carved through the valley had been well-trodden, true. So that meant this was-- 

“An unintentional murder,” Mical concluded. “This Sullust wasn’t meant to die, at least not yet. Not here. Something or someone must have been coming, so the killer haphazardly hid the body and ran.”

“The bags are empty,” Darek said, shining the slim glowrod over the outturned satchels. “Could have been another scavenger, possibly. Jealous of this one’s find.”

“It’s possible, especially since the main stores have been completely cut off since the Jedi Temple collapse, according to Dillan,” Mical said, turning the idea over in his mind. “Maybe this sorry scavenger was the first to break the seal. We don’t know much about their group, do we?”

“And neither does Administrator Adare,” Zayne added. “I didn’t realize you were a proper detective in addition to being a medical officer, a scout, and an historian.”

Mical blushed as he stood, shrugging. “It comes with the medical gig,” he said. “Determining cause of death is quite common when you join the corps in the middle of a war.”

Zayne’s expression soured at that, fast realizing that his humor wasn’t about to lighten the fact that they were standing beside a body beaten to death.

“There’s either in-fighting among the scavengers or they’re getting closer to something they shouldn’t be,” Mical suspected, trying to gauge the time of death judging by how caked the blood was on the Sullust’s fingers. “In which case that might lead us straight to this resistance force that Dillan and Adare are complaining about.”

“But don’t we already know that the Golden Company has moved in on the old Jedi Temple? If they’ve set up a stronghold there, it’s only a matter of time until they bring in the equipment they need to dig deeper and get to the really valuable stuff,” Zayne said. “If a scavenger was stupid enough to continue spelunking against their better judgment—”

“Wait,” Mical cut Zayne off, a glint of white glistening out of the battered red of the Sullust’s face. Gritting his teeth, Mical inhaled and held his breath as he approached with a gloved hand. With a tug, he tore the bit of white free from the beaten meaty flesh of the Sullust’s mashed face.

“Is that… paper?!” Asra gasped, leaning into Mical to get a better look before growing disgusted at the blood and bit of residual tissue on the folded corners. “Hard to believe that stuff still exists.”

“It is actually,” Mical said, a bubbling anger growing in him as he realized just where this exact sheet of paper came from. Paper was still used by some, Erebus’ notes and diagrams instantly coming to mind as he examined the piece in his hands now, but Mical knew this particular piece to be from the hidden Jedi stores overseen by Master Zhar Lestin. There were two sets of writing on the ancient page: one printed in primeval deep blue scrawl reading there is no ignorance, there is knowledge; the other was written hastily in red. Zayne and Darek leaned in now too, their eyes wide as they watched Mical unfold the bit of parchment.

This is sacred text,” Zayne seethed as the realization sunk in. He leaned closer to Mical, his shoulder jutting into his side as he nearly wrenched the paper from Mical’s grip, but Mical held it firm. Mical shot the half-Jedi a pointed look before undoing the last crease, revealing the newly written message in full.

This is your first and last warning,” he muttered, gooseflesh rising along his arms as he read the scrawled crimson aurabesh. “The villagers are next. The Sandrals first.”

Mical instantly recalled the face of Nurik Sandral, another local farmer from his childhood here. He’d smiled warmly, his dark eyes crinkling with mingled joy and relief when Mical and a fellow Padawan had returned his farm dog after the pup had run off to play in the fields around the Academy while the family was still training it to herd cattle. Though he doubted Nurik survived Malak’s attack, the man did have children, and a son Mical particularly recalled for his interest in archaeology, one that very much mirrored his own if not inspiring it in the first place. There was no way of knowing whether Casus was the surviving Sandral on Dantooine without visiting the farmstead himself, but whoever it was now had a target on their back.

“They didn’t say things were this bad,” Asra shuddered. “This is a whole new level of wrong, and more than just another problem they’ve got on their hands if that’s the case. Even if not everyone in these parts respects the Khoonda Initiative, they’ll still be held responsible for stuff like this happening on their turf.”

“You sure we can’t chalk this up to a literal Sith taking up temporary residence on these grounds?” Zayne asked, though his question was more-so aimed at Mical than anyone else. “It can’t be a coincidence.”

“Positive,” Mical said almost too quickly. No one had questioned Vash, the actual-certified Jedi that outwardly trusted Erebus more than anyone or at least gave the man the benefit of the doubt, even if nostalgia played an unwitting part in it alongside her mysterious Force visions. But it wasn’t Master Vash that assured Mical’s opinion. It was the way Erebus had handled himself back on Nespis - quick to lie but not quick to kill. At every turn, Erebus chose to incapacitate or stall their pursuers. While that didn’t solidify the Sith’s trustworthiness, it did confirm one thing for Mical.

“If it makes any of you feel better, my trust doesn’t extend further than what I perceive to be his own selfish interests,” Mical said. Now both Asra and Darek were watching intently, listening to his response with mingled doubt and curiosity. “Right now, we all have the same goal: to find Master Vrook. And so far as that is concerned, I have no doubt that the Sith will assist us in finding him. Beyond that is when I suspect we should be worried.”

Mical worried, yes, but part of him was also curious just what the Sith was capable of. And while he didn’t want to admit it to himself, he was eager to find out.

 


 

3951 BBY, Peragus Mining Facility

Eden

For unfortunately the umpteenth time today, Eden wiped blood away from her lip, knowing it still wouldn’t be the last time she did so. It didn’t help that it wasn’t even her own blood.

“That the last of them?” she hollered toward the cockpit as the last assassin standing in the cargo freighter’s common room collapsed among their comrades. Eden shoved the body aside, putting out of her mind the weight of them and the stench of death to follow, at least thankful that all their present pursuers were polite enough to wear masks rendering them each anonymous and easy to forget.

“It better be,” Atton yelled back at her, his voice floating like an angry specter in her direction. “If it’s not, I’m blowing this hunk of junk to pieces, mark my words!”

Eden followed the smuggler’s ire, eventually finding him hunched over the pilot’s controls with a black eye and a split lip, angrily typing in launch codes his bloodied fingers couldn’t punch in fast enough.

“Where we headed?” Eden asked, suddenly remembering she had the Force at her disposal. Amid the mass of dead bodies and the pit of dread growing steadily in her chest, Eden felt a presence step onto the retracting loading ramp. “Wait--”

“Telos IV,” Atton muttered, rolling his eyes and groaning as soon as he registered Eden’s words. “What now, another one?!”

Atton groaned again as if a league of Sith Assassins were just another afternoon inconvenience, like a flurry of spam crowding your inbox or a persistent telemarketer chiming your apartment comm just a little too early in the morning.

“I’ll handle this, just get us the hell out of here.”

Eden stalked back to the loading ramp, wondering if she should shovel the remaining bodies out of the still-closing incline before she had to resort to the airlock once they were free of this ghost-outfit. It might help her sleep, eventually, if she could get the image of the miners out of her mind…

Eden readied her quarterstaff, elongating and readying it in the time it took her to approach the cargo freighter’s garage. She turned the final corner toward the exit, staff at the ready, but there was no assassin awaiting her there -- just a harrowed-looking Kreia gripping an empty sleeve with a white withered hand.

“Kreia!” Eden gasped as the old woman rushed past her, limping towards the cockpit. “Your hand, what happened?”

Kreia turned mid-stride and winced, her lip curling beneath her lowered hood.

“There is no time, we must leave,” the woman uttered in a rushed breath. Eden followed on Kreia’s heels until they arrived at Atton’s back again. The man was muttering to himself and shaking his head, but even as Atton acknowledged their presence he did nothing to voice it, the frustration on his face only growing more pronounced as the ship moseyed out of the docking bay and flew uncertainly into the asteroid field ahead.

“If they hit us, we’re dead. But if they keep missing us, we’re dead! That’s great odds,” Atton moaned as his fingers continued making delicate but deliberate calculations with lightning speed.

“Never mind the odds, you can get us out of here, right? What about hyperspace?” Eden asked, leaning against the co-pilot’s chair as she glanced at the peripheral monitors, watching the Harbinger detach from the fuel line and pursue with all blasters firing. A few asteroids jostled ahead of them, some smaller ones combusting uncomfortably close as the ship sped past.

T3-M4 reiterated Eden’s sentiment, asking if Atton could use the asteroid belt’s map to jump beyond the fray and slingshot the ship into hyperspace, but Atton’s eyes only flashed with absolute rage.

“Somebody shut that trash compactor up!” Atton hissed. “I need to concentrate.”

“I take it that’s a no,” Eden muttered at T3 who bleeped morosely in response.

“What of the asteroids?” Kreia asked. “They can be destroyed by us as well as them, can they not?”

Atton sighed, his shoulders slumping as he shook his head, considering Kreia’s question just as much as it clearly bothered him to do so.

“That’ll take out the whole field, the colony, and maybe us. We may not even be able to jump to hyperspace in time.”

But Kreia was unwavering. She steadied herself against the cockpit wall and nodded, resigning her fate to whatever Atton decided.

“Then we die here. Choose now.”

Kreia’s words fell heavy into the silence that followed. T3 nudged his head in Eden’s direction, a silent blip clear in his expectant eyes, aglow with worry.

“There has to be another way,” Eden said, her eyes still locked on T3’s intelligence module. “Can we keep evading them until we clear the field?”

Atton cocked his head and grimaced, weighing the possibility of Eden’s request even as he tried it, keying in sequence after sequence whilst maneuvering the manual controls all the while. Eden white-knuckled the co-pilot’s chair as they swerved every which way, evading both blaster fire and asteroid debris. It only took moments before the Harbinger began deploying its heavy artillery, blasting several asteroids at once, growing closer with each strike.

“Shields are down to sixty-two percent,” Atton said, still typing furiously as Eden finally took the co-pilot’s chair.

“Rerouting emergency power to the shields,” she said as she took command of the computer, her eyes scanning the readouts as their chances of surviving grew lower and lower.

Atton shook his head again and laughed, a dark look lacing his hungry eyes.

“Looks like they already hit life support, it’s-”

“Offline,” Eden finished for him, sighing as she keyed in another command only for the co-pilot’s screen to scream at her in flashing red letters that there was only roughly four minutes' worth of oxygen left on the ship. If an asteroid didn’t do them in, they’d be gasping for air until one finally blew them to bits.

Eden swallowed hard, her saliva almost a stopper in her throat as she tried to digest the idea forming in her mind just as she was about to speak it into existence.

“We don’t have any choice,” she said, her voice gravelly, a ghost of something it once was on a day nine years ago when she uttered something similar to an Iridonian engineer, waiting expectantly for her order. “Do it.”

Atton’s eyes flashed wide in her direction, unsure, but he paused once he caught her steely gaze. Eden held her ground and nodded. Atton maintained eye contact, as if hoping Eden might change her mind, but after a beat he let out a harrowed sigh and shook his head, relenting.

“Whatever you say, captain.”

As you say, General, the Iridonian had said to her on the bridge of the ship Revan had gifted her all those years ago. He was so sure, so confident, Eden felt the pride radiate from him as he made it so. No pride radiated from Atton now, but the memory hurt now just as it had then, or shortly after, like a splinter in Eden’s mind. Only this time, the dread of death did not follow, it preceded the blow, and the decimation of Peragus wiped her slate clean.

Atton input the command for the chase cannons to fire, punching the execute button on completion and turning around as if he might be able to see the damage through the metal walls that separated them from the disaster that was no doubt to come.

Eden instructed the stern-facing cams to display on the cockpit’s dashboard, presenting for them all in full color the utter destruction of the asteroid belt that surrounded the Peragus station behind them. Atton had only been given a second to act, but within that moment he was able to pin-point an already pirouetting mid-size asteroid. When the torpedo struck, the debris didn’t just obstruct the advancing Harbinger, but set off a chain reaction of explosions that made it virtually impossible for the Republic cruiser to follow. Just as the explosions neared the open fissure of the Peragus gas giant, Atton slammed the controls. The explosions, the Harbinger, and the soon-to-be-destroyed station all swirled into a distant white-blue blur as they finally jumped to hyperspace.

“Well now that we just destroyed a planet,” Atton gasped, letting out a massive breath as he relinquished his command of the keyboard now set to autopilot. “Maybe one of you can tell me what the hell is going on?!”

Neither Kreia nor Eden rushed to speak. Atton turned in his seat and looked furiously between the two of them, fuming as he awaited an answer. “Between assassin droids, a man that looks like he sleeps with vibroblades, and being target practice for a Republic warship, I was better off in my cell.”

“That Republic warship was the Harbinger, bound for Telos,” Kreia directed at Atton, though Eden recalled already relaying this bit of memory to him earlier, not that the reiteration would ease him any, “And many roads lead to Telos – as does ours.”

“Not like we have much of a choice, the Peragus astrogation charts being what they are, but – wait a minute, how did you—?”

“The navigation history of this ship is locked, last I checked,” Kreia said. “I assume the Peragus staff had no luck otherwise, so that is where we must go since it was where the Harbinger was bound before our unfortunate encounter on Peragus.”

“Unfortunate is one way of putting it,” Atton scoffed as he turned back to the controls again.

“An unfortunate coincidence that at least made sure we saved your sorry ass,” Eden said. Atton’s eyebrows shot up as he turned around to better register Eden’s barb, as if to verify she’d even said it, both shocked and guilty at the admission before returning his attention to the controls.

“True,” Kreia resigned in unison, “Though as one trained in the Force, you know that genuine coincidences are rare.”

There are no coincidences, there is only the Force Alek’s memory repeated in Eden’s mind as she watched the old woman. Kreia’s eyes remained veiled, but Eden felt her gaze bore into Atton’s back at the controls, now pointedly turned away from them as if in protest despite their part in saving his life.

“One coincidence I cannot yet reconcile, however, is how we made it to Pe–” Kreia began, piecing their journey together before T3 butted in with a series of bleeps that drowned the woman out. “Be silent! We’re having a conversation here.”

“He says he repaired the ship once we first escaped the Harbinger and got us to Peragus,” Eden translated, piecing together the droids’ remaining string of binary as it spoke despite Kreia’s rude protests.

“Repaired this ship, my eye,” Atton grumbled. “Next thing you know it’s going to claim credit for saving our skins from that Sith Lord.”

Kreia snapped her head back in Atton’s direction, a smirk crossing her face. “And how would a smuggler like you know a Sith from a shyrack?”

“I fought in both wars,” Atton countered. “Overdramatic, weird get-up? Revan and Malak set quite the precedent; I can only assume that a walking corpse would be the next best thing at inspiring fear among the masses.”

“That Sith attacked you out there? In space?” Eden directed at Kreia now, feeling about as stupid as she sounded once she heard the words cross her lips. She grimaced, swallowing what she was about to say next and planning her next words this time before she spoke. “I know it sounds obvious, but from what I remember, when the Harbinger came across this ship, the other they found in stalemate was empty. There were no life signs on board.”

Eden wasn’t sure what response she anticipated, but Kreia’s pointed stare answered it all.

Oh.”

She’d only heard stories. Revan was known more for her cunning than for her predilection for the Dark Side despite her claim to the Sith mantle, but Eden remembered what they’d said about fallen Jedi like Exar Kun and Ulic Qel Droma, and the things those men were capable of. The image of the man from the Harbinger’s barracks, half-dead yet walking still, somehow made more sense now – his garb, his gait. He was either rekindling whatever lost empire Kun had promised decades ago or he had been a part of it once.

“That man we saw back on the Harbinger,” Eden began, her throat already dry as the realization settled into her bones as she accepted the truth of it. “He’s the reason we had to escape? To Peragus, I mean.”

“Do you recall any more of it now?” Kreia asked, curiosity lacing her voice more than concern. Eden shook her head.

“A little. I remember the luxury power going out, and making my way to the medbay.” What she did remember more of now was Tatooine and the moments before she fled, her records laid bare for the entire galaxy, a league of mercenaries already counting the credits they’d claim for the price on her head as they stalked her shop. But more than that, at the very forefront of her memory was Aiden, all grown up and cloaked in night-colored cloth, his eyes an inhuman green, luminous as a poisonous plant when they set with rage at the sight of her. “Why are the Sith after us?”

“The better question is why the Sith are after you,” Kreia corrected. Eden winced, willing the image of her brother away. “You are the last of the Jedi. Once you are dead, then they have won.”

“But I’m not a Jedi, I was exiled,” Eden snapped, wishing to say more but finding her tongue suddenly too dry to obey her. I left. I warned them but they didn’t listen, and I chose to leave.

“Exiled or not - the Sith believe you to be a Jedi Knight, and that’s all that matters.”

“Technicalities aside, I know I’m not the last Jedi,” Eden sighed, frustration mounting in her bones alongside a palpable exhaustion that was beginning to weigh heavy. She gestured vaguely at Kreia though no intelligible words passed her lips. Before Eden could feel bashful for half-accusing Kreia of being a Jedi or otherwise, or finishing her original thought, her eyes fell on the woman’s injured arm, limp and lifeless. “Shit, we can talk about this later, you need to rest.”

Without another word, Eden rushed to Kreia’s side and urged her down the hall, Atton’s sigh of relief following them as they came upon the bodies piled in the common area. Bile rose in Eden’s throat just as Kreia extended her good hand, sending the pile towards the loading ramp and out of sight.

“You can’t be so injured if you can muster that,” Eden muttered as she ushered Kreia along to the first dormitory they came upon, already hoping there were others, not eager to share a bunk with anyone just yet. Kreia smirked, a ghost of a laugh coloring her deep voice as she entered the room and sat on the nearest bed.

“I’m surprising even myself now, it seems,” Kreia said. She adjusted her robes, smoothing the brown fabric over her lap, eliminating the creases with her remaining hand.

“You may not be the very last Jedi,” Kreia continued the conversation from the cockpit, her voice finally betraying whatever agony her missing hand was causing her. “But the Jedi Civil War nearly destroyed them. By war’s end, barely a hundred Jedi remained. Many fell in battle… and many more were seduced by Revan’s teachings.”

“But what about the Jedi on Dantooine? And Coruscant?”

Kreia sighed, as if gathering strength before answering.

“The Jedi Academy on Dantooine is nothing more than a crater that echoes with the ghosts of dead Jedi. And the Jedi Temple on Coruscant lies empty. The waters in the Room of a Thousand Fountains have fallen still, in reverence to the fallen Jedi… and those now lost.”

Kreia let out a harrowed sigh but remained upright, steadying herself as she gathered her thoughts.

“Many Jedi blamed the teachings of other Jedi Masters for Revan’s fall… and the civil war that followed.”

“If there are any survivors left, then we need to warn them,” Eden breathed, thinking of Atris and Kavar, despite the change in their demeanors the last they spoke. Like the parent Eden hardly remembered, her father least of all, they still felt like blood to her and the idea of them being hunted down made a forgotten part of her hurt more than she expected.

“Perhaps, but they are Jedi no longer. If the Sith have not already slain them, then they will not help you, nor can you help them.”

Eden stilled. Then they are Jedi no longer. She wanted to question Kreia, ask her to elaborate, but part of her already knew. If things had grown this bad, then any dissolution of the Jedi meant that the Code was already thrown to the wind. So long as the Jedi did not preserve and protect the Republic, they were only Jedi in memory.

“Then how do we stop these Sith?”

“That… is not an easy question to answer. This threat is greater than you know, and I believe it is not a battle that can be fought.” The old woman gripped her stump of a wrist, wreathed in the hollow of her sleeve, “but I have just as complicated of a past as you, which is why I sought you out myself. I believed the Sith would come as soon as you returned to Republic Space…”

“Your hand—” Eden began, her eyes stilling as the memory seared itself back into being, a flash of unbearable heat followed by impossible cold shuddering over her own wrist at the recollection. “When you lost it, I felt it too.”

“That does not surprise me – any more than you hearing my thoughts when we were apart aboard Peragus. The pain, however, was unexpected. If I could, I would have shielded you from it.”

Eden had felt the pull of the Force when those died around her, the echoes of her platoon’s deaths on Dxun still a wound in her mind if not in the Force itself since she’d been dead to it. At least until now. But sensing a stranger’s thoughts, a stranger’s pain – that was something she had never heard of before, let alone something she wanted to grapple with.

“If I felt the loss of your hand, what would have happened if you had died?”

“I do not know,” Kreia resigned, her voice tired, “I fear that the consequences would have been more… extreme.”

“Could it have been lethal?” Eden asked, wondering if the pins and needles she felt in her hand were conjured of her own imagination or some inkling of what Kreia felt now.

“Possibly, yes,” Kreia whispered. “And I fear it might work both ways. I would not wish to test it, nor should you.”

“I can agree to that.”

Kreia nodded and sighed, leaning into the bunk she sat on until she was laying down in full. Her hood still covered most of her face, but from this angle Eden spied the sliver of white that encompassed Kreia’s blind eyes, both answering her inner suspicions while also raising more questions.

“I have more questions,” Eden said, wondering just how much of her inner thoughts Kreia could surmise sans conversation, “But I’ll let you rest.”

Kreia almost laughed, chuckling at first but coughing instead before she shook her head. “Yes, I think that’s wise.”

Eden watched as Kreia surrendered to exhaustion, wishing to do the same, but knowing that the tumult inside her head would keep her awake as long as it would keep her. Eden backed out of the room, mind ablaze. But despite all of the questions that roamed her brain, the one she kept circling back to was about her brother, and where he factored into the Sith hunting her now.

 


3951 BBY, Dantooine Outback

Erebus

Agreed the almost-Jedi had said, looking Erebus dead in the face, his blue eyes almost black as his pupils dilated at the sight of him, both cautious of what he was getting himself into as well as eager to do whatever necessary to meet his goals.

Erebus had sensed it in Mical back on Nespis: the drive, the ambition. But unlike Erebus’, it was tempered by even-mannered civility and sharpened by the edges of realistic expectation.

Erebus did not anticipate waking to the memory of the man’s face, as if having dreamt of Mical, or least of all thought of him. The remainder of his slumber was a pleasant blur, consisting otherwise of agreeably empty thought highlighted only with deepest rest. A dreamless sleep. And still, he awoke to the memory of Mical’s face, agreeing to something Erebus knew he too would one day come to regret…

“Feeling any better?” a voice asked from beyond the closed door, echoing in his cargo bay.

“Barely…”

Erebus sat up in his cot, willing the energy to rush into his bones only to find himself cringing with the movement, his ribs surely bruised. 

“Well, at least you’re not lying.” Vash was in his peripheral vision now, looking worried. The woman stepped into the doorway, crossing her arms over her chest as she watched him struggle. Erebus would laugh were it not for the sharp pain that threatened to plague his sides if he did.

“I do that quite a lot, actually,” Erebus groaned as he got to his feet. Now that he was standing, his body actually felt better for it, as if operating on a delay. Once his vision cleared, blacking out at the edges for just a moment before overcompensating and growing hyper-focused on the room around him, his limbs felt lighter, his head unclouded. 

“Hm,” was all Vash managed. Aside from her sour mood, Erebus felt better than he had in days. 

Despite the lack of view, there was something eternally comforting about his bunk. Tucked at the back of the ship, it was the closest thing Erebus had to a home in the last six years. Other than the occasional few-month stint he’d spend researching in his corner of the Trayus Academy, Erebus spent most of his time exploring the utmost edges of the Outer Rim, occasionally toeing the line into Unknown Regions territory. And all the while this ship was his anchor, this room his sanctuary. 

“I did my best to heal your wounds, but you probably know that the damage is worse than that,” Vash muttered. “What I want to know is if it’s worth it?”

The Dark Side of the Force. None of what Erebus had managed through his connection to the Force was particularly dark in nature, but the way he fueled it was. Not only that, but he’d been running on no sleep and several injuries all compounded on each other until his body could no longer handle it without collapse. That is, unless he were to take a page from Nihilus’ book. 

“It was for the moment,” Erebus relented. “Though I’m sure you know of far worse fates.”

Vash’s mouth thinned to a line as she watched him get up and cross the room. The more he shifted the better he felt, the movement lubricating his joints enough to ease the stiffness though not completely dull the pain. Another day should do it. He’d been in worse spots before, but never with a talented Force wielder by his side to channel the Force into his healing. There were a couple of acolytes back at the Trayus Academy assigned to Erebus that would travel with him on occasion - Mellric and Uruba, one Twi’lek and one Mirialan - but neither had particularly strong connections to the Force and were instead tasked to mind Erebus’ pilfered artifacts and run tests at his request. Uruba had healed him twice, and she was quite good at it, but just as good as any non-sensitive medic might be. He wondered if either of his acolytes cared that he was gone, if only because it meant they were bored without an assignment to keep them busy. 

“I’ve been open-minded so far,” Vash sighed eventually after giving Erebus the space to stretch and work the sleep from his eyes. “But now I need some questions answered, if we’re to continue traveling together.”

Erebus read every line in her face, watching as Vash’s mouth pressed into an even thinner line if it were possible, her lips nearly white with the effort. Erebus inhaled, readying himself for a conversation he knew he didn’t want to have, and exhaled as he released his discomfort and launched into a characteristically sardonic reply.

“Where should I begin?” he smiled, but Vash’s expression remained unchanged. “I can tell you my favorite color, or perhaps my favorite bit of Sith history if you’re feeling rusty.”

Vash didn’t even sigh in response. She waited a beat, blinked, and spoke as if Erebus hadn’t said anything at all.

“Something tells me I should play along with this slave masquerade your friend has now created for us, though I relish to think at where she got that idea,” Vash said in a single displeased breath. “But aside from that, I’d like to know what she meant by sending you the Japrael System, not just to meet with your eponymous Sith Master, who as you can imagine I’m just dying to meet, but what plans you’re to be resuming there?”

“That?” Now Erebus truly wanted to laugh. “That’s why you’re upset? That this has suddenly gotten political?”

Vash didn’t say anything, but her seething silence gave Erebus the answer he expected.

“It’s not as devious as you might think,” he said. “We have no interest in the fate of Onderon itself, just what’s hidden on its moon. It’s been overrun by Mandalorian clans so we can’t survey the area without stirring something. But as you likely know, the temple there belongs to a certain Freedon Nadd, the very Sith responsible for turning Exar Kun to the Dark Side. So you can see why it’s imperative that you play along with this unfortunate charade, no? We might find some real connection between Kun and Revan, or wherever it is you think this bread trail of yours is leading.”

He made it sound as if it were one-sided, but Erebus couldn’t deny how curious he was about the pyramids and how they factored into both Exar Kun’s and Revan’s histories, however mysterious.

“Hm,” Vash hummed, her eyes narrowing. “Does this have anything to do with your sister as well?”

“My--?” Erebus sputtered.

“Well?” Vash pressed.

Erebus swallowed. “It’s just a theory, but given what I saw from my link with Eden during the war, I have a feeling this is all connected somehow. My sister, Revan, Exar Kun… but how did you know?”

Vash’s expression eased, her mouth relaxing as she sighed.

“Intuition, mostly. I see a lot of your sister in your work, or at least I see you’ve revisited the places she’s been,” Vash admitted, letting out a loosed breath. She walked beyond the doorway and into the cargo space now, her eyes scanning Erebus’ many notes and diagrams lining the walls. “But I thought you said she never turned to the Dark Side?”

“No, never,” Erebus said, his voice a husk, almost a whisper. “But she’s everywhere on the Outer Rim. When I didn’t sense her through the Force anymore, I think part of me just wanted to seek her out. Even if only as a ghost. But it’s odd, no? That everywhere a Dark Jedi tread, Eden had been there as well?”

Erebus expected Vash to perk up with shared curiosity, but she didn’t.

“So you weren’t hunting her?” Vash countered. He leaned into the doorframe, as if physically taken aback as he was mentally by her response. He was, of course, were it not for the brief moment he spent on Anchorhead mentally calculating whether capturing and bringing Eden in to Nihilus for further study was an option worth weighing.

No, of course not.” Erebus said before huffing a hollow laugh.” “Is that what this is really about?”

But that won’t stop Sion from hunting her, Erebus thought, thinking back to what Visas said, at least comforted by her assertion that Nihilus was not after Eden. At least not yet. 

“I’m sorry,” Vash said, “It’s just… she’s been on my mind a lot these last nine years. I worry that we did the wrong thing. That letting her go, exiling her… that it only put a target on her back. Away from us. To deflect blame, maybe, to avoid the introspection we so desperately needed. But mostly… blame. Yes, blame. There just… is no better word for it.”

Well, you’re not wrong

Erebus didn’t say it, but he might as well have, judging by the look of guilt that crossed Vash’s face. 

“I want to blame you,” she said, her voice harrowed suddenly, stricken with emotion that she quickly swallowed before continuing, “But I blame us more.”

“Us?” Erebus echoed. “The Jedi Council, you mean?”

A flash of recognition crossed Vash’s face before she nodded fervently, willing her emotion to nothing as a look of calm took its place. 

“Our Council had a lot to answer for. For Revan’s betrayal, for what our Jedi protege committed during the war that preceded it, but also… for our inaction. For letting the Mandalorians do what they did, and to the point to which we let it escalate.”

“So that’s why you’re trusting me,” Erebus said, “You think this is your penance, your payment for what happened back then?”

Vash didn’t say anything, but she didn’t have to.

Erebus wanted to refute her, to laugh at her and call her folly. But he couldn’t. Maybe she was right. And maybe this was his punishment for abandoning faith in his sister long before that. 

“Okay, I’ll bite, and I’ll be honest this time,” he said, his voice low. He knew little of what political nonsense brewed on Onderon now, but he was willing to loose what he did know if it meant getting closer to what Nihilus was after, to what Eden had found on that moon years ago. “What is it you want to know about my business in the Japrael System?”

“It’s not about what I want to know, exactly but who we may encounter there,” Vash said, but now it was Erebus’ turn to interrupt.  

“Wait, wait, wait. You know someone on Onderon, someone that could blow our cover. That’s what this is about,” he near whispered, the realization sending a wave of goosebumps down his arms as he spoke the revelation into existence. “And not just anyone, but someone also close to Eden.”

Vash could only look at Erebus with a steely stare, hoping that he would be kind enough to play along just as much as she was, so long as it meant seeing this Force vision through to the end, wherever that led them.  

“It’s Kavar, isn’t it?”

Eden’s would-be Master had chosen a seat on the Council over becoming her tutor, and Erebus never forgot the red-hot ire Eden felt in the wake of his choice. Some in the Order had whispered that it was his dismissal that led Eden to follow Revan to war. From what Erebus knew, the rumor was not far from the truth. 

“It will complicate things,” Vash said evenly, verifying Erebus’ suspicion as a world of worry began to brew behind her eyes. “If we are to make it through this, it will have to be done carefully.” 

“That goes without saying,” Erebus breathed, exasperated.

Vash sighed and turned to face him again, in full. Her dark eyes looked him up and down, but carefully now and without disdain, a knot forming between her brows before she spoke.

“What does it feel like?” Vash asked, her voice soft, almost faraway. “The Dark Side of the Force?”

Erebus didn’t know what to say. It was many things, as the Force was by nature, always. But where the Light flourished in peace and balance, the Dark Side fed off of emotion: fear, anger… and each time Erebus drew from it, it was --

“Cold,” he said eventually. Even when his anger ran hot, it was numbing, like touching ice for far too long. “It’s always cold.”

Vash’s eyes honed in on his own as she nodded, once, twice slowly and then a third time, definitively, as if affirming the thought for herself more than she was outwardly acknowledging that she understood what he said. “Why does it take so much out of you?”

“The Dark Side isn’t all the Jedi warn it to be,” Erebus said, a laugh forming at the base of his throat but refusing to erupt despite the irony of the situation. Vash was watching him with rapt attention, and Erebus wondered if anyone who never delved into the Dark Side could truly know what it was like without experiencing it for themselves. If his words would do it any justice. “It feeds off emotion, yes, but not just negative emotions, but baser ones. The stronger the better, which is why anger and fear are so prevalent, but it’s more than that. It’s like wading through a pool. The Light is more like a pond or a basin, easier to float in and become one with, to find balance. But the Dark Side is more like an ocean, you tap into it by diving fathoms deep. And you can either stay down there and adapt to the pressure, or eventually come up for air.”

Erebus opened his mouth, about to launch into another description, but instead he paused and pursed his lips. It wasn’t his best work and he was willing to chalk it up to exhaustion, but despite his less than stellar explanation Vash nodded, a look of knowing overcoming her features as she soaked in what Erebus said.

“When your sister came to the Council for judgment,” she began, swallowing a breath before continuing, still searching for the right words in the pause, “She felt… empty, but not as if she were lacking. It was as if… she existed over a chasm, or an abyss, unfathomably deep and full of pain, and not entirely her own. I described it as a blackhole earlier, but it was more than that. She was like a wound, but with a gravitational pull.”

Like Nihilus, Erebus thought.

“But you’re right, she didn’t feel…” Vash sighed, “She didn’t feel Dark herself, but as if she might be pulled in at any moment, like swimming at the mouth of a whirlpool on the edge of a storm.”

“I’m surprised you remember so much,” Erebus said, missing his sister even as he recalled the exact feeling Vash described, recalling the sensation itself the last time he felt her through the Force the day before.

“There isn’t a day I don’t think about it,” Vash admitted. “Not just out of guilt, but because that feeling, that feeling…” Vash shook her head, her eyes far off in memory, “It’s so visceral, and so… haunting. I cannot forget it.”

Erebus said nothing, knowing there was more truth to what Vash had said earlier about seeing Eden in his work. Perhaps the reason he’d been so easy to break wasn’t just because Atris had so battered his resolve, but because he was so desperate to reunite with his twin that he was willing to align himself with the next best thing – Nihilus, death personified and negated all in one.

“We find Vrook first,” Vash said eventually, after soaking in the silence that followed between them. “Then we can worry about the rest.”The rest? Erebus wasn’t surprised that other Jedi remained but he had to wonder who else had survived the massacre at Katarr. If fate would have it, he would soon find out.

“Will your employer want an update on that, too?” Vash asked, her voice pointed and sharp.

“Likely,” Erebus said. “But if I take out the Golden Company, here and now, that should quell any disquiet he has about my being here.”

“Curious that your friend failed to mention that,” Vash added. “Especially after she killed the remaining mercenaries in that room with us.”

“As much as I’m not fond of her, I am glad of her for that at least,” Erebus huffed with relief at the thought in hindsight. “But you’re right. If the Golden Company are after any remaining Jedi or Jedi artifacts, I’m surprised she didn’t ask us further questions. My Master was on Nespis, and as you guessed is likely the reason it no longer exists, but still… to think that would be the end of it is short-sighted.”

Vash nodded in agreement, though her eyes were shining, her lips pursed again. Erebus cocked his head, wondering, before the realization dawned on him. Oh.

“Your… Master,” Vash asked, her voice choked before she regained her composure. She straightened herself, pushing her shoulders back as she shook off her emotion again. “You uttered his name, back there in the old medbay.”

Shit. He had, to Visas. Not that it mattered if Vash knew, but part of him had made an internal point to keep these two spheres of his life – past and present – forever separate. Somehow, betraying to Vash the name of the entity behind the deaths of so many Jedi was something he did not want to be held responsible for. But the dam had broken, and he was the one who threw the first stone.

“That name,” she continued. “Was it… chosen?”

“Chosen?” Erebus balked.

Vash nodded.

“Exar Kun and Ulic Qel Droma never changed their monikers. Revan never told us her true name, but was called Revan when she was found. I was first introduced to Darth Malak as Squint, and though his given name was Alek he later began calling himself Captain Malak during the Mandalorian Wars. And as for you—

“Ah, I see…” Erebus breathed, understanding the truth of Vash’s question now, a discomfort rising within him at the thought. Do you really want to get into this right now? “I believe it was attributed to him in the aftermath.”

“Aftermath?” Vash asked, her face scrunching up at the word. Erebus smiled a sour smile.

“Of Malachor.”

“Malachor,” Vash echoed, her face growing a shade paler though her expression betrayed nothing otherwise. “He was a survivor of Malachor V?”

Erebus only nodded. Vash’s eyes went wide but said nothing else. That meant Nihilus had either been a Mandalorian, a Jedi, or a Republic soldier, but he would relish in letting Vash try to figure that one out for herself, divulging nothing further.

“It’s possible his original name was forgotten, but it would be ironic if it were not chosen, no?” Erebus was trying to be funny, trying to cut the tension in the room with anything he had, but he came up empty. Vash did not laugh.

Nihilus. It was almost a joke. Not that it made the truth of what Nihilus was any less terrifying. If anything, it was absolute truth in advertising. But Sion? Erebus had never heard that name before, and what words he knew in other languages he was familiar with did not align with anything about the man – he was likely born with that name and too stubborn to part with it. As for their Master? Rumor had it she’d created it as a title to be passed down to her true successor. So far, no one else had been up to the task.

“And Erebus… where does that name come from?”

At this Erebus laughed, his voice hollow and his memory aching. He looked down, almost bashful, before looking up at Vash again through the waved fringe of his long hair, feeling very much the child again in her presence.

“Aiden was my grandfather’s name, and while I remember being fond of the man once I never liked the idea of borrowing his name as well. Because that’s what it felt like… borrowing,” he said, wondering if he’d ever truly felt like his own person until he left that back alley on Coruscant caked in his own blood, beaten and broken but seeing more clearly than he’d ever had before. “Erebus was also borrowed I guess, though I don’t remember where from. An old myth maybe, my research never dredged up anything concrete. But the name always stuck. So even if I’d heard it before, even if it was borrowed… it was still chosen.”

Chosen. Aiden had never been chosen for anything. Never the first choice. At least not as a Jedi. His appointment as Atris’ apprentice had not been ideal, at least not for her, and while Nihilus was more hunger than man at least he had chosen Erebus to work for him, even if he had killed his original Sith Master to accomplish it, denying him of the honor of inheriting his Darth title other than by appointment only. It was something, and up until now it had been more than enough.

“Very well then,” Vash said after a long moment, realizing Erebus would not reveal more. A wealth of emotion welled in her eyes – something akin to disappointment – though nothing crossed her features, which were still as stone. Vash blinked and her curiosity was willed away, slate clean, “I should… work on my acting skills. If we’re to get away with this charade of yours.”

“It’s not my charade, I didn’t come up with it,” Erebus countered, though this time he didn’t have the heart to be snarkier about it. “But you’re right. We both need to work on our story if this has any chance of working.”

You may bring your Jedi slave if you wish, Visas’ voice echoed in his mind. Though Master may have other plans for her.

Not if Erebus had anything to say about it. Not if Erebus didn’t have other plans of his own.

Chapter 27: Aboard the Ebon Hawk

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3951 BBY, Telos

Brianna

 

“You’re getting better,” Orenna said through what Brianna could almost call a smile.

“But not quite,” Brianna finished for her sister, bowing her head as she caught her breath, willing the sweat gracing her brow to evaporate. Orenna’s skin was bright and pristine, blemishless and only dewy enough to betray the fact that she was living. Brianna, on the other hand, could still feel the heat reddening her face. She wondered if her human mother was quick to do the same.

The two sisters stood opposite one another in the training hall, alone save for their reflections in the mirrors that lined the walls. Brianna had done as Atris had asked and requested that Orenna assist her with blocking, pleasantly surprised to find her sister agreeable to the proposal. It had been their little ritual this last week, and to Brianna’s surprise she found herself looking forward to their sessions despite how much she’d beat herself up afterwards.

“An improvement from yesterday, to be sure,” Orenna replied, bowing in turn. “I think that’s enough for this afternoon.”

Brianna turned to leave but turned on her heel again instead, a question forming on her face before the words made it past her lips. Orenna cocked her head, as well as an eyebrow, judgment crossing her features while she waited for her sister to speak.

“No assignments for me today, sister?” Brianna asked after an awkward gulp of air. Orenna shook her head. 

“Not today,” she said. “You did well. I mean it.”

Brianna nodded though she almost didn’t believe her, containing her emotion and tucking it away, feeling the warmth of her pride somewhere deep in her chest as she bowed at Orenna again and finally left the room. She counted her footfalls as they echoed through the academy’s empty halls, finding it oddly comforting to be alone again. It was easier being alone.

Walking the halls without having any sisters to trail behind calmed her, especially since she didn’t have any specific orders to follow. For now, she would head to her room and meditate on what she had learned today, practicing once her body had rested enough to train until she tired once more. It was the only way should keep herself busy since returning from Nespis, anxious about what had happened there while trying to ignore the itch her journey had inspired to see more of the galaxy and less of Telos, or at least this very specific corner of it. 

The remainder of her sisters tended to the inventory they’d recovered from what remained of Nespis, the news having reached them only yesterday. Atris seemed unperturbed though it was in her nature to mask all emotion if not quell it entirely. Brianna could have sworn that Arianna’s eyebrow had twitched, disappointment threatening to overcome her features at the thought of having failed their Mistress, but Atris had assured them that what they managed to recover was more than satisfactory. For now.

But if her other sisters were in storage, why was there a draft coming from the docking bay?

A chill ran through Brianna as she passed the center of the academy, pausing once she reached the facility’s command center. She stilled, believing the space to be empty, but even as she stood there and saw nothing -- she felt it. A presence. Just as she had on the mountainside. 

Brianna’s stride broke into a run as she dashed past the command consoles and towards the docking bay door, a massive mechanism that she now realized was left open. A shiver ran through her, chilling her to bones though not from cold.

The Academy has been compromised, her mind echoed, panic rising in her throat. She fell into stance, knowing she could not leave the entrance unmanned now despite her inner desire to run for her sisters’ aid. Brianna stalked with measured steps toward the winds wailing just a few meters beyond, Atris’ vessel the only thing marring her otherwise unobstructed view of the snowy mountainside. No one was there, save for the Last Handmaiden.

Brianna toed the open edge of the docking bay’s threshold, glancing up into the mechanism to see if it had been tampered with. The door jamb was spotless. If anyone had broken in, they had either extracted the passcode or made use of an expert-grade security tunneler. Brianna yearned for a weapon but instead resorted to relying on her fists, white-knuckled at her sides as she counted her steps beyond the door and into the hangar bay.

The hair on the back of Brianna’s neck stood on end. There it was again, that presence. Something both unknown yet familiar, the same sensation that plagued her on the mountainside, before she’d left for Tatooine, when she and her sisters had found… what exactly?

“I apologize if I caused any alarm,” a voice echoed through the space. Fists still held at the ready, Brianna spun around until she made out the barest silhouette against the horizon, a woman clad in white hardly visible against the falling snow beyond the hangar entrance. “I was just… waiting for something.”

Mistress?” Brianna tried to keep the disbelief from her voice as she approached Atris’ form at the edge of the airdock. “What are you doing out here?”

She tried to wrestle with too many thoughts at once -- had the mountainside memory been something out of a dream? And why did Atris not sound like herself? Brianna had always found comfort in Atris’ presence, ever since the woman had brought her and her sisters here in the wake of their father’s death. But now Atris read cold, like the mountain, and while something about her was familiar, it was not the feeling Brianna often gleaned from her caretaker. 

“You are stronger than you realize, Brianna. In truth, you are the strongest of your sisters,” Atris said instead, ignoring Brianna’s query. Mistress’ voice was airy but laced with an undercurrent of something darker. Unsure if she was in trouble, Brianna’s mind flashing back to the grey robes tucked behind her cot and what they meant, she froze over the threshold. Before she could utter anything in disbelief, Atris continued, her tone even, calculated and sure. “But you are also the most vulnerable, which is why they will always dub you the last of the handmaidens.”

With this, Atris turned, a serene smile spiriting over her lips though the expression did not meet her eyes. Atris nodded, beckoning that Brianna join her. Brianna unstuck herself from the open docking bay door and approached her Mistress’ side. Atris turned, gesturing her hand forward as if pointing at something, but all Brianna could make out was falling snow.

“Remember that mission I told you about?” Atris said, her voice faraway as her eyes remained somewhere in the distance. Brianna tried to follow her gaze but found nothing, the Telos countryside so swathed in heavy snowfall that anything beyond a few meters was impenetrable to the naked eye. Eventually, Brianna nodded.

“She is coming,” Atris replied, her voice a whisper. “Here, to Telos. I feel it.”

Brianna looked to Atris, studying her Mistress’ features as if they might be different this time. But Atris was as she always had been, even down to the very strands of her ivory hair pulled taut into the intricate braided knot at the back of her head. 

“The Exile?”

“Yes, the Exile.”

Atris was not mocking her, instead savoring the sound of the word on her tongue as she echoed it back, glancing at Brianna now. Her silver eyes bore into Brianna’s blue -- limned with regret, disappointment? -- before looking away again, more hollow than Brianna had ever seen them. 

“I will need your assistance again,” Atris said. “If you are up to the task.”

“Of course, Mistress! Always,” Brianna answered, almost too quickly. She squared her shoulders and retained her eye contact with Atris, even if the woman was already looking off in the distance again. “I am ready.”

“Good,” Atris replied. She turned to her again, her eyes crinkled, though there was still something off about the woman. The presence Brianna felt when she entered the room was still there, lingering like a ghost -- something familiar but different, not the usual sense she got from Atris, something unknown and buried, deep within her memory. A feeling forgotten, but not entirely. Brianna could not discern what it was though she nodded just the same, trying not to fidget beneath her Mistress’ gaze. “Good.”



3951 BBY, Hyperspace

Eden

 

It was strange being on a ship like this - small, cozy, meant for shipping cargo instead of armies. Her room on the Harbinger had been devoid of any home-like comforts, and while this hunk of junk lacked any finesse, something about the ship’s exposed parts grounded her, settling her nerves. Eden ran her hand along the vessel’s unfinished walls, almost tasting its metal tang in her mind, as she made her way back to the cockpit, comforted by its imperfections.

The ship was modest, boasting only two dormitories and a cramped common area that also shared square footage with the ship’s lone refresher. Something about it seemed familiar, lived-in, though Eden knew she had never been on a ship like this. It was as if she had seen it in a dream.

“How’s she doing?” Atton’s voice crept from the cockpit, sensing Eden’s presence as she approached. Eden almost laughed darkly, a shadow of it creeping into her voice as she answered, wondering if her footfalls were really that heavy as she daydreamt.

“Surprisingly well for someone who just lost a hand,” Eden said as she entered the cockpit proper, watching her own left hand as she flexed it in and out of a fist.

“What about you, though?”

Eden paused, lifting her gaze from her hand to Atton, surprised to find him watching her with interest – not a hint of malice in his eyes for what she just ordered him to do before hightailing it into hyperspace. Instead, he looked almost concerned.

“Me?”

“Yeah, didn’t you, I dunno, feel Kreia lose her hand or something?”

At this, Atton turned, mumbling the words towards the end of his sentence to muffle the fact that he’d been paying attention. Something at the back of Eden’s mind felt like smiling, if not out of curiosity, but instead she found herself looking at her hand again, her mouth slacking into a furrowed frown.

“I did,” Eden said. “I think it’s fine for now, but still… strange.”

“More Jedi nonsense, I take it,” Atton breathed, a little too casual for someone having just caused the largest explosion this side of the Outer Rim since the Mandalorian Wars. Either that or the man was more exhausted than she realized.

“So, what’s the deal with this ship?” Eden said, slapping a hand on the wall, indicating the very vessel that now hopefully shepherded them away from further disaster. “Find out anything interesting?”

“Not really,” Atton huffed, “though I did see that it’s called the Ebon Hawk if that means anything to you.”

Ebon Hawk, Eden echoed silently in her mind, her eyes soaking in the sight of the cockpit and its weathered controls. Something about this ship felt familiar, and the oddness of the name only solidified her unknown intuition. The feeling of wandering a dream or a forgotten memory did not fade with the knowledge but instead grew tenfold, and Eden wasn’t sure whether the ship’s odd familiarity was a comfort any more than it was a newfound worry.

Of course the only space-worthy ship on that sorry ball of magma would be twenty years old, and rigged to boot.” Atton mumbled through Eden’s silence, still fussing with the ship’s controls. “This thing is a true relic, you know that?”

“What makes you say that?” Eden asked, thankful for Atton’s affinity for hearing himself talk as she sidled up alongside the navigational chart. It glowed white-green, enticing her towards its sprawling celestial map. The display was outdated, she had to give Atton that, but nearly everything she’d met on Tatooine in the last few years would have been considered ancient by industry standards. “Rigged, I mean, not old. Old is obvious.”

Atton glanced at Eden over his shoulder, his eyebrows shooting up and disappearing into his hair, as he allowed himself a moment of surprise. Eden smirked. She’d only known the guy for about a day and already she had developed a hobby of catching him off-guard.

“The commands, mostly,” he said eventually, turning back to the console, “Most ships have standard commands depending on the make, but this one seems to have been coded in a specific key. It’s not impossible to decipher but it’s annoying, to say the least.”

“Coded?”

“Input commands are less obvious than they would be in a ship right off the assembly line. Like if you have certain phrases set to autofill on your comm, that sort of thing. Pressing button A doesn’t necessarily perform function A. Anyone with half a brain can figure out a ship’s controls with a manual, but this baby wouldn’t line up with a manual if you tried. It’s common in drug-running, mostly. A defense tactic, or deterrent is maybe the better word. Instead of an alarm system, it's meant to dissuade anyone from flying it at all by making it complicated and annoying. That, and it’s meant to reroute system logs so it’s harder for anyone snooping around to access the ship’s navigational history. Hey, while you’re over there, do you mind-?”

“On it,” Eden confirmed, already keying in a sequence. But the map before her only jolted, as if glitching momentarily. She tried again. “Hm, nothing.”

“Nothing?” Atton affirmed, turning full in his chair this time. “Have you tried-?”

Eden typed in another sequence and looked at Atton again, shrugging more emphatically.

“Like I said, nothing.”

Atton slumped in his chair, looking at the screen from his vantage point, baffled. “Weird.”

Turning around again, Atton began typing furiously away at the pilot’s console, muttering to himself as he made quick calculations and tested other sequencing commands, inputting codes and apparently coming up empty judging by the unintelligible grumbling that escaped his mouth in response.

“I thought you said it wasn’t weird for drug-running vessels to do that?”

“It isn’t, it’s just… the system would have given you an error code, or rerouted you to a different command or something. The fact that nothing happened is weird. It means this ship was more than just customized, it was likely rewired from the ground-up. We’ll have to try some back-end codes if we have any chance of unlocking the nav chart, but we can worry about that later. Or not at all, since I plan on taking the next transport off Telos as soon as we land. If that’s even an option.”

“You and me both,” Eden said, still playing with the galaxy map, marveling at the expanse of it all. It had been a while since she’d traveled, and longer since she considered how big the galaxy even was. “Any idea where you’d want to disappear?”

“Disappear?” Atton tensed at that, shifting uncomfortably in his seat as he adjusted his ribbed jacket. Eden expected Atton would want to leave as many lightyears between him and whatever had landed him on Peragus as he could manage, but maybe there was more to the story.

“Yeah, I guess,” he said after a few beats, trying to act cavalier. “I have a few places in mind, though sharing them with you kind of defeats the purpose of vanishing without a trace.”

Atton glanced back at Eden, his eyes wide before he snapped his attention back to the console computer again, muttering, “No offense, or anything.”

Eden laughed lightly, the feeling almost alien given everything that had happened of late. Quickly quieting, she bit her lip and allowed herself a breath before picking up the conversation again, oddly at ease.

“None taken,” she said, “No witness, no crime, right?”

“Something like that,” Atton laughed, though a clear sense of uncertainty laced his voice. “Though I’d argue all three of us are just as guilty of blowing up the entire economy of this sector. I flew the ship, sure, but it was only to save all our skins.”

“I appreciate that,” Eden said, “Though I’d counter and say that Kreia’s assailant is to blame more than the three of us.”

“Hah, right. Try telling that to the Republic officers that eventually arrest us at the ends of the universe for the impending fuel crisis of the century.” At this Atton truly laughed, the weight of what had just happened finally sinking in. “Shit.”

“Well, it’s not the first time I was responsible for something that would affect the entire galaxy for decades to come,” Eden sighed, her finger lingering over the green dot the chart labeled as Dxun - moon, quickly changing the subject before Atton could question whether she was being earnest or not. “So, what do you think this ship was used for before we hijacked it?”

“Drug-running, I’m guessing, but I doubt Kreia had anything to do with that. Though I am curious…”

“Curious about what?”

“How someone like her would acquire a ship like this?”

“I don’t think it’s that weird,” Eden shrugged as she finally abandoned the navigational chart and sunk into the co-pilot’s chair. “An old woman looking for any means of solo transport with little money? You see the way she dresses; I doubt she has a fortune at her disposal. I’m sure a spice runner with a price on their head would part with as few credits as they could if it meant an easy way to dispose of their crime-history-addled ship.”

Atton made a face at this, considering her logic, but did not tear his eyes away from the pilot’s console as he continued to type away.

“So if we don’t get arrested for what happened on Peragus, we’ll likely get jailed for posing as whatever drug runners once owned this ship. Wonderful.” Atton huffed a hollow laugh. “I guess the only thing I’m left wondering is whether Sleeps-With-Vibroblades was on her tail before or after this ship’s acquisition. Speaking of which… what happened?”

Atton only gestured to her vaguely, his eyes still glued to the pilot’s screen. Eden paused, looking down at herself, confused, and back up at Atton again.

“To what?”

Atton tsked.

“Don’t give me that. There were plenty of times back on Peragus where a lightsaber would have been helpful. So - where’s yours?”

Eden narrowed her eyes, shaking her head in utter confusion as she wondered how Atton went from how Kreia came into possession of this ship to lightsabers. The fact that Atton couldn’t see her facial journey to better understand her bafflement didn’t help, either.

“Let’s leave my lightsaber out of this,” Eden sighed. Not only was her old saber the last thing she wanted to dredge up from her memory, but the bodies Kreia let out of the airlock were evidence enough that Eden didn’t need one to cause further injury. “It’s a long story.”

“Oh? I thought a Jedi was supposed to be married to their lightsaber. Guess I heard wrong,” he quipped, acting coy.

Eden rolled her eyes.

“So, were you a single-hilt or one of those double-bladed Jedi?”

Now Eden knew that Atton wasn’t just preoccupying himself with the ship’s unique code language for the sake of deciphering it. He was also using it as an excuse to avoid her gaze while he asked the usual questions other spacers did upon suspecting her affiliation with the Order. Typical.

“Double,” she answered dishonestly after a beat, watching Atton side-long for his reaction.

“Hm,” he said, unexcitingly, “I hear the twin blades are harder to master, but they can make enemies stampede over each other running for cover.”

Eden crossed her arms over her chest, narrowing her eyes now as she watched Atton do his best to appear nonchalant, truly annoyed with him now.

“You know quite a bit about Jedi for being so averse to them,” Eden accused, but Atton only snorted in response.

“I fought in the war, remember? It was hard not to notice,” Atton said, “I saw a lot of Jedi use double-bladed sabers first-hand, gave them more slaughter per swing.”

Eden winced, unhappy to have the memory revived in her mind’s eye at the mention of it.

“You didn’t go red, did you?”

Eden wanted to roll her eyes again, but instead she paused, a wicked smile taking over her face.

“Oh, yeah,” she said, doing her best to sound sincere. “Redder than a laigrek’s eye.”

Atton jolted out of whatever he was doing to avoid her gaze and actually jumped in his seat, but Eden couldn’t hold her serious expression long enough to relish in the longer con she’d planned the moment the words passed her lips.

“Maker, you’re pathetic,” she laughed, “What color saber do you think I had? I’m curious if you can guess correctly, Mr. ‘I Drink and I Know Things’

Atton smiled unsurely, trying to appear in on the joke even though Eden had managed to startle him.

“Lemme see,” he said, affording her an honest glance after gathering his wits. Atton looked her up and down, assessing what he could of her upper half that was visible to him from the pilot’s chair with an expression of mock intrigue, an idle hand stroking his non-existent beard in thought. “I’d say green, but that might just be because your eyes are green, so I’m gonna nix that guess and say… blue.”

“Got a good look at my eyes, huh, flyboy?” Eden asked, but Atton ignored her, his face turning ever-so-slightly pink.

“No - yellow.”

Eden only raised her eyebrows in response, crossing her arms even tighter over her chest.

“Purple, violet? I dunno, those colors are the same, right?” Atton asked, shaking his head. “Are there… more colors? Sith are easy to guess, but Jedi--”

It was cerulean, she thought with an internal laugh, realizing the inanity of it. Neither blue nor green, but pale and somewhere in between. Single hilt but dual wielded. She’d studied the double-blade under Kavar but quickly changed once he chose the Council over continuing to tutor her. It helped that Revan dual-wielded as well but that was a coincidence she wasn’t about to unpack within the confines of her still-tenuous memory. Both her long and her short sword were the same shade of pale seafoam, wanting to emulate Kavar’s blue saber, truest blue as the Guardian he was, but also green in honor of her brother and her then-Master, Atris, the only Master willing to teach her then, even if it was as an Historian, a role that wholly did not suit her.

“Wouldn’t you know? I thought you fought alongside the Jedi.” Eden was calling him out now, but Atton only laughed, trying to buy himself time while he thought of another witty comeback, ultimately failing.

“Well, whatever color it was, sure would be nice to have it now. Might make those Sith think twice before coming after us.”

Eden shook her head, even if she understood where a spacer like Atton was coming from.

“A lightsaber wouldn’t make a difference, trust me,” Eden relented, “Sure it’s better than a blaster, but it would only put more of a target on our backs.”

Atton paused, really considering Eden now as he soaked in her words, perhaps surprised by her response.

“Fine, forget I said anything.” Atton turned away from her after a moment, shaking his head. “Better get comfortable, though. It’s about a day’s ride to Telos. We’re not out of this just yet.”

Eden nodded, turning the co-pilot’s seat all the way around to view the hallway behind her. Her eyes traced the piping on the walls as they led into the dark, where the passage turned slightly before opening up to the security room, wondering what Kreia was doing now in the dormitory she had claimed.

“No, we’re not,” Eden affirmed, her eyes still fixed on the shadow of the hall, but her mind far away, stuck somewhere between the past and present. She wondered what had become of her twin saber and if either one remained. One, she’d left at Alek’s feet. The other she’d staked into the hideous statue at the center of the Coruscant Council chamber. Part of her wondered, but another part of her longed to forget. “Not by a long shot.”


3951 BBY, Coruscant

Carth

 

“What I don’t understand is why no one seems to be taking this threat seriously,” Carth nearly seethed, trying to at least appear level-headed via comm despite the urgency in his voice. “We have evidence that the Sith have struck twice. I just got the reports back from Nespis – there’s nothing left!”

“What evidence? And what Sith, Admiral?” was all Commander Needa could say, the old man’s face unwavering. “The last known Sith was slain at the Star Forge per your report, Onasi. Or has your wife had another change of heart?”

“Commander Needa, that’s enough,” Supreme Chancellor Irulan cut in. Her voice was calm but it sliced through Needa’s sneer like a knife. The Chancellor’s beaded headdress ruffled slightly, either that or the static passed over her face just as she readjusted her usual veneer of utter poise. “Admiral Onasi, you know we don’t have the manpower to continue investigating an event out in the Rim when the conflict on Onderon is worsening by the day, and soured exponentially now that we hear the Peragus fuel depot has been destroyed. I know you want to find out what’s at the bottom of this, and all I can promise now is that we will eventually, but at the moment our focus should be on finding an alternate fuel source and tracking down what happened to the Harbinger.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Carth croaked. As hot as his blood ran at the thought of Needa accusing Nevarra of going rogue, it was the memory of Morgana that had him truly riled up – a planet decimated with no one to answer for it? It was despicable.

“I’m afraid to say that Commander Needa is correct on one thing, though,” Chancellor Irulan interjected again, “And that is the lack of evidence surrounding the attacks at Nespis and Katarr. I admit, the incidents bear an uncanny similarity, but unfortunately much like the tragedy at Katarr, there just isn’t anything left of Nespis to point us in the right direction.”

“And who do you think has that sort of power?” Carth asked, his voice steady now, sure. “I believe it’s a mistake to let it fall by the wayside. If we do, then the next time they strike, it’ll be too late.”

“I agree with Admiral Onasi,” General Uful chimed in, his dark eyes glistening as he nodded sagely via comm, “I fear we may be setting ourselves up for a future disaster. We need to be prepared.”

Despite sitting in a virtual meeting, as he often did, Carth felt General Uful’s camaraderie in full, hoping the man saw his subtle nod in an earnest gesture of thank you.

“Find the Harbinger first, Admiral Onasi,” Supreme Chancellor Irulan ordered, “And bolster our forces in Onderon’s orbit by week’s end.”

Carth wanted to protest – he’d promised the Khoonda Initiative reinforcements, and he’d hoped to drop in on Telos should the Jedi Exile still appear there per their original plan. All he could do was nod.

“I will make it so, Supreme Chancellor.”

Carth nodded – holding General Uful’s gaze a moment longer than the others in a silent plea for future assistance should he need it – and logged off, gritting his teeth until everyone else had said their goodbyes, a heavy breath lodged in his throat. He wanted to throw his comm across the room, hungry to hear the ricochet of metal-on-metal, but he kept the comm firm in his grip. White-knuckled, he turned the contraption over in his hands, wondering what Morgana felt when the surface of Telos had been bombed and whether it had triggered a memory for Nevarra when Malak ordered the decimation of Dantooine. Without exploring the thought further, his chest aching, Carth placed the comm on his desk with a practiced calm and opened his console. Within two clicks and he was already at his destination – the Republic scout scanner.

“XS Stock Light freighter spotted circling the Moddell Subsector,” a garbled voice announced. “Clearance code checks out.”

Carth sighed, opening another window on his console. It was the only thing that kept him sane these days if only for the routine of it. It drove him mad to resort to it, but he had to know. With the disappearance of the Harbinger and the Ebon Hawk in its possession, Carth was about to lose his Maker-forsaken mind. He breathed in, feeling the weight of his own disappointment before he even began typing what was to be a letter to Mission, because he hadn’t the heart to tell her face-to-face.

No dice on the Republic backup, kid, he started, backspacing before rewriting what he’d already typed verbatim several times before muttering a crude word in Huttese and continuing. I’m working on it though, don’t worry. Might just take a while.

“D5-Mantis requesting clearance to Corellia”, another Republic officer reported in the background. “No code though. Orders not to pursue further until landing.”

Carth sighed, eyes fixed on the blinking cursor tormenting him from his screen. He couldn’t send a message; Mission would be furious. And mostly because she’d likely read it in three days’ time, max. That girl never checked her messages. She’d ignored time-sensitive notes from him before claiming she didn’t realize that the bright blinking exclamation point accompanying his messages was a sign of urgency and not a simple indication of not bad news! Carth cursed under his breath again and deleted the entire drafted note, slamming his fist on the keyboard as another distorted message filled the empty din of the room.

“Dynamic-class freighter approaching Citadel Station”, the voice said. “Clearance code is a-go, but orders are to apprehend the freighter immediately after docking. Something about the Peragus incident.”

Dynamic-class freighter. Carth scrambled across his desk to grab the scanner, his fingers fumbling over the controls as he locked onto the frequency and hailed it with a shaking breath.

“This is Admiral Onasi requesting Alpha-Two clearance regarding all activity of said freighter,” he ordered. Static answered him for a beat before an uncertain voice responded.

“Authorization?” it asked tentatively.

“Onasi-Seven-One-Green-Alpha,” he uttered in a single rushed breath.

Carth held his breath. There was still a chance this was any old freighter, but Carth wasn’t about to chalk anything up to coincidence. Not yet.

“Confirmed, Admiral. Will report as soon as we have intel, sir,” the responding voice affirmed, confusion lacing the recruit’s voice, no doubt surprised to hear someone of Carth’s rank chime in on a routine call, let alone the head of the Republic Navy.

“Much appreciated,” Carth sighed, “Over.”

“Over.”

Carth set down the scanner, his heart racing.

In a perfect world, Carth might allow himself to rest easy now, or at least allow himself to catch his breath. The Exile was still missing in action, but if he had any luck the Ebon Hawk would at least turn up again sooner rather than later. If finding the Exile had done anything to soothe Carth’s nerves, it was bringing him closer to the ship Nevarra had disappeared on. Whether he wanted to find Nevarra on the Hawk was another question he wasn’t willing to face yet, and the uncertainty of it killed him.

As much as Nevarra’s sudden disappearance dogged him, Carth’s feelings about her return – or more rather, the potential state of her return – scared him more. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Telos

Atton

 

Atton never expected there to be a day he’d be excited to see the sorry sight of Telos. It’s patchwork landscape greeted him through the viewscreen of the pilot’s computer before he caught a glimpse of it through the front of the cockpit and it was already feeling more like a haven compared to the pathetic excuse of a vacation it was to him merely a week ago.

Upon the first sight of green after a day’s view of the white-blue of hyperspace, Atton almost considered rushing out of the cockpit to tell Eden. But he stopped himself. Part of him felt he owed it to her – the woman had not only thought to feed him back on Peragus but had waltzed into the cockpit, unannounced, to give him a dinner rasher and a half, plus a brimming glass of water from the refresher once she found the ship was fully stocked with at least a month’s worth of food. She hadn’t asked for an update or anything in return. In fact, the woman had barely looked at him as she shoved the food in his direction, already helping herself to a heaping serving of veg-loaf as she both entered and exited the room without so much as a half-uttered word.

Like a civilized person, now properly fed and rested, Atton waited until they were about ready to land until he made any ceremonious announcements. He came upon Kreia first, awkwardly, after having hoped he’d run into Eden and let the woman tell the witch the news in typical grapevine fashion. Instead, he’d run into the old woman just as she was entering the common area.

“I was just about to check on Eden,” Kreia muttered, just as displeased to see Atton as he was her. “I believe she is in the garage tinkering with that droid.”

Atton only shot his eyebrows up in response, noting the apprehension in Kreia’s voice as she made her exit. Kreia gleaned everything she needed to know from Atton’s expectant expression followed by his visible disappointment at seeing her, knowing his head was full of numbers otherwise. She mumbled a half-hearted something about seeing where Telos would lead them and disappeared into her dormitory, abandoning her similar quest to find Eden. Atton sighed.

As soon as he exited the main hold, he heard it.

…Still examining the survivors of the damaged freighter – looks like it goes by the name of the Ebon Hawk…” a recorded female voice echoed throughout the lofty space, “Only one survivor, placed in the kolto tank for recovery. The carbon scoring on the vessel suggests it was in a battle, but no indication of who fired on it…”

Eden sat on the floor of the garage, her eyes glazed over as she watched a holofeed emitting from T3’s projector. A jolt of grey-blue set the shadows in the immediate area on edge as static flickered through the image, like lightning striking outside a window in a dark room.

“What’s this?” Atton asked.

“Logs from Peragus,” Eden answered, her voice monotone, eyes unblinking.

…couldn’t get much from the navicomputer. I’m surprised that ship was able to make it inside the Peragus asteroid field without the drift charts.”

T3 bleeped at this, his head nodding up and down proudly to which Atton grumbled, “What is this garbage? I think this droid is just getting off on itself.”

An inane anger ate at him from the inside, momentarily pausing his internal coupling count just as Eden tsked and leaned forward, typing in a command so that T3 played a different log instead.

…finished my examination of the droids from the Ebon Hawk freighter. The T3 unit looked like it had shut itself down. The protocol droid, however, made up for it. It talked my ear off for most of the hour, asking questions about the facility, the personnel, and so on.”

Atton’s annoyance dissipated as he recognized the man who’d fed him back in security, his goggles propped on his head in the holofeed just as they had been back in the detention center before Atton had blacked out and awoken to a half-naked Eden.

“Finding any patterns?” Eden hissed, brows furrowed. She played another clip before Atton could answer.

Something’s wrong. Ever since we picked up that Sith firefight in the region, crewmen haven’t been reporting for their shifts, and I can’t reach people on the comm.” The woman who spoke this time was clearly a Republic officer, her badge glinting white in the static of the feed.

“This is from the Harbinger?” he asked unsurely, crossing his arms now.

Eden only nodded.

The strange thing is, I keep feeling like someone’s watching us, here in the ship, but I can’t see anyone. I don’t like this.”

A shiver ran through Atton. He couldn’t help but eye Eden, her eyes fixed on the feed from her vantage point on the floor.

“Checking the survivor from the Sith vessel – I’m not sure whether he’s alive or dead, or what’s even keeping him together. His flesh is cracked and scarred, and I’m registering several thousand fractures in his skeleton, as if each bone was splintered repeatedly over time… and then put back together. Judging from the scar tissue, I believe these wounds took place before his death. If so, he must have been in constant pain, since many of them show signs of having healed over before reinjury. I have no idea what’s keeping him together. “

Sleeps-With-Vibroblades,” Atton muttered, to which Eden nodded. Atton’s senses about the Sith had been correct, no surprise, but part of him was bothered by the fact that he’d never heard of someone like this before. Atton wondered if he’d crossed paths with someone like the undead man during his time on Korriban or if he’d blocked it from his memory. It didn’t seem likely, especially considering Sleeps-With-Vibroblades was the thing of nightmares. He wasn't something easy to forget.

The text EMERGENCY BROADCAST flashed within the garage space before the feed continued, as if Atton weren’t already on edge.

This is the medical officer,” the same woman began again, though this time she was doubled over, hand aching over what was clearly an open wound. Atton tensed despite knowing everything he saw was in the past tense, “The soldiers sent to medical bay have just… died. I don’t know where the subject went – I think he’s gone to find more of the crew. With him are Sith… they just appeared right out of thin air, like they were wearing stealth generators, but… I think they were always on board. When we stopped to pick up that freighter, they must have come aboard the Harbinger. I have no idea how many are on the ship, there could be only a few, or as many as a hundred. And with communications cut off, we can’t call for help. I think that… thing… in the tank… was a Sith Lord… alive this whole time, waiting for something to wake him up.”

Eden stopped the recording and Atton did not know what to say to fill the silence that followed. He swallowed, the awkward sound of it filling the garage, but Eden barely blinked at him before she eventually spoke.

“It all comes down to me,” Eden said, her voice a husk. “The Sith on the Harbinger, the HK on Peragus, and then the Sith following us again out of Peragus… They’re after me. For the price on my head or whatever the case may be, but everyone on that Republic Cruiser? And Peragus? They’re all dead because of me.”

Atton could only stare, a vague memory of what he imagined was Eden suspended in kolto back on Peragus rushing into his mind, unaware to the world around her and how Atton unfortunately factored into it. A kaleidoscope of his half-memory folded over his image of Eden now, harrowed and angry on the floor of the Hawk’s garage.

“I don’t expect you to stay,” she said as she rose to her feet, her eyes steely and her expression stone. “But I intend to see this through. I’ll take you as far as I can before you’re clear of this.”

“Clear of what?” Atton said, not expecting his voice to come out in a whisper. But it did. Eden only squared with him, nearing until their faces were mere inches apart. She did not blink and Atton was afraid to.

“Whatever comes down on us once we reach Telos,” she said huskily. “I have a… feeling.”

She almost laughed, a maddened look overcoming her face before she quelled it with a purposeful cough and a shake of the head. “Just… just trust me on this.”

“Sure,” Atton agreed though he was unsure of what exactly he was agreeing to, yet he knew without a doubt that he would believe almost anything that exited Eden’s mouth. “Sure, yeah.”

Eden nodded, finally blinking until her olive eyes were nearly watering. Atton felt hot, remembering how she’d called him out for noting her eye color earlier, yet it didn’t stop him from admiring the orange corona lining her pupils just before her irises burst in a half-molten bloom of a comforting mossy green, nonetheless.

“Good,” she said. “Good."

Eden moved passed him, her hand briefly touching his arm as she went. Atton shuddered.

“We’re almost there, by the way,” Atton finally said just as Eden’s silhouette disappeared from the garage. “To Telos. But… you already knew that didn’t you?” he muttered, the second part to himself, feeling the fool all the while knowing Eden could no longer hear him. Or could she?

Despite how used to the view he was getting, at least of Eden, Atton knew he needed to be rid of these Jedi.

Sooner rather than later.

 


3951 BBY, Matale Estate, Dantooine

Mission

 

Mission often fell asleep to the calming sounds of a rumbling engine beneath her and the thunderous tones of Zaalbar’s snoring beside her. Even though Zaalbar now slept in a cot about the same distance as his bunk was from hers on their old ship, something about the otherwise silent Matale farmstead unsettled her. After her untired eyes adjusted to the gloom in the guest wing of the Khoonda-reclaimed building, Mission snuck out of the room she and Zaalbar were assigned to wander the corridors.

It was almost dawn. A cool creeping glow lined the dark of the horizon outside, barely competing with the dimmed lights lining the hallway. Both spaces were oddly similar: enveloped in shadow but haloed by soft light. Mission wrapped her arms around herself, watching the blue of her knuckles fade to white as her hands clasped each opposite arm, grounding her to the waking moment. Despite her lack of sleep all evening, this felt more like a dream than any of her time feigning rest. She briefly wondered if she was dreaming. At least since before fate brought them to Tatooine…

She paused at the end of the second-floor hall. A line of windows spread out before her, overlooking the front entrance to the estate. Just beyond the paved entry path now long overgrown were Dantooine’s notoriously endless grass meadows swathed in varying shades of green and beige, now all colored grey by the dawn-threatened darkness. She remembered her first thoughts upon landing here, how she’d never imagined a place could be so wet. Now Mission knew that the dampness she’d once equated to being sodden was only dew, and having since been to Manaan as well as many rain-heavy planets, Dantooine was arid in comparison. She’d seen so little of the galaxy then and it was hard to believe that Taris had been her entire world once, an existence in miniature that at the time felt so large and sprawling.

Eyes fixed on the swaying grass, Mission suddenly craved the feeling of the wind on her skin, part of her willing to reconfigure what morning dew felt like in her memory, and padded down the hall and to the front entrance, sharing a half-nod with the guards outside once she slipped into the open.

For a moment, the air was bitingly cold and utterly refreshing, filling her lungs with a burst of feeling unmistakably awake and alive. But before the sensation had enough time to seep in, several silhouettes materialized on the still-brightening horizon. Mission braced herself despite knowing full well who approached.

“How’d the first pass go?” she ventured into the half dark, walking towards the silhouettes until they were shadows no longer. The figure closest to her materialized into Zayne, messy brown hair and all, followed by a harrowed looking Asra and Darek, with the man named Mical taking up the rear.

“Interesting… ly,” Zayne answered, a light laugh lacing his voice, though Mission could tell from his expression alone that it was out of anxiety and not mirth. She looked from Zayne to the others, finding similar expressions set on each of their faces.

“What did you find?” she asked.

“Nothing good, kid,” Asra grunted, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Nothing good.”

Darek shook his head and Mical avoided Mission’s gaze entirely. Most of the search party moved passed her and into the estate, except for Zayne.

“What?” Mission asked, growing uneasy under Zayne’s unsure gaze. He was watching her, as if searching for something to say but coming up empty. He laughed again though this time the undercurrent of unease wasn’t so clear on his face.

“Weird, isn’t it?” he began, “I manage to meet both you and Carth during the wars, separately, only later to find you not only know each other but travelled with –”

He paused. Mission knew he meant to say Revan, stopping himself as if uttering her name might summon the version of her the galaxy still felt unsure about.

“And now this?” he laughed again, his voice hollow. “Lousy as far as reunions go.”

At this, Zayne looked at her dead on, his brow squinting under the rising sun now cresting behind her, its heat already spreading across her back.

“Shit way to learn we’re colleagues now, huh?” Mission rejoined, “I didn’t realize we were in the same line of work.”

“Yeah, me neither,” Zayne said. “Coincidences have an odd way of manifesting in my life so I can’t say I’m surprised, but still…”

Zayne shook his head before looking off into the distance, letting his sentence go unfinished.

“How bad is the situation out here?” Mission asked, unsure if she wanted to hear the answer. Judging by Zayne’s reaction, she didn’t, but she did not get to hear why because just as Zayne opened his mouth to elaborate, his comm chimed. Zayne paused, mouth opening and closing before saying nothing and fishing the comm from his pocket. His face went slack as soon as he looked at the screen.

“Give me a minute?” he asked before turning abruptly and answering. “Hey! Sorry I missed you.”

Mission bit her lip and turned away as well as if it might muffle the sound of Zayne’s conversation. She ambled forward into the tall grass, wading until the field’s tendrils reached neck-height. Hand outstretched, she felt the dew, trying to commit the feeling of it to memory without eavesdropping on Zayne’s conversation but finding it nearly impossible not to perceive every word.

“Looks like we’ll be here for a while, but I get why you had to leave,” Zayne said softly behind her. Mission knew he meant his crew. They were the entire reason Zayne redirected them here in the first place. But as to who specifically he was talking to…

I’m being careful, Jarael,” he continued, to which the comm hissed loud enough for Mission to hear That means nothing coming from you!

Mission stifled a snicker, but despite her laugh felt a strange sort of longing overcome her. She and Big Z had never once separated, save for that one time on Taris just before they left the planet for good, and if she was honest? She probably never would be again. At least not electively. Mission had crushes here and there, and Big Z had a family once, but neither one of them craved for anything outside of what they had in each other. And being away from her best friend, even if momentarily and not by plan, left her feeling empty at Zayne’s hurried apology.

As careful as I can be! I promise.” he assured. The woman called Jarael’s voice didn’t test the strength of the comm’s speakers again, so Mission did not hear her utter another complaint from the distance she stood. Mission smiled, feeling the quiet embarrassment radiating off Zayne even as they stood facing away from one another. “It doesn’t look good out here, though, so it might be a while before we can regroup.”

At this, Mission shuddered. The calm quiet of the morning, and the soothing presence of Zayne at her back, an old friend long forgotten but not entirely, eclipsed what bad news just greeted her moments ago. And now it all came crashing back.

Zayne continued talking behind her, now in even quieter tones, but Mission was no longer listening. Instead, she was thinking back to the last time she’d been here, with Nevarra at her side. The woman had been just as new to this place as Mission was, at least in the moment. As much as Mission knew that was not true, not really, she knew that the truth did not discount whatever she’d experienced alongside Revan while she was Nevarra, traveling a galaxy Mission only thought she’d see with her brother but instead traipsed about with an amnesiac Sith Lord aboard the Ebon Hawk. She missed that ship. It was the whole reason she’d bought the one she had now – or did, before it blew up. If she was lucky, maybe the Hawk was still out there somewhere, for Carth’s sake as well as hers.

As Mission ruminated, her thoughts focused on the past even as she watched the tall grasses sway in real-time, Zayne wandered a ways, becoming a silhouette again as his voice grew softer, quieter, calming Jarael with his usual charm, trying to convince her that everything was going to be alright just as much as he was trying to convince himself. But just as Zayne retreated, someone else approached. Mission did not turn at first, though part of her knew she should, and it wasn’t until a voice greeted her that she finally did.

“I’m afraid we haven’t been formally introduced yet,” the voice said, “Though I understand if you wish that to remain the case.”

Mission didn’t expect to be so calm as she adjusted her footing, her eyes falling almost sleepily upon the notorious Sith in their midst. At least, that’s what the rumor claimed he was.

“You were on Tatooine,” she said calmly, cooler than she felt. The morning chill tore through her thin jacket, but she betrayed no inner disquiet to the man standing before her. “What was that all about?”

“I was looking for something,” he said evenly after half a moment’s contemplation, his green eyes glinting in the dawn light. Mission could see the resemblance – between him and General Valen – though their likeness stopped at their vaguely similar appearance. The twins shared the same dark hair, the same almond-shaped eyes tinted green, their keen gaze highlighted by their high cheekbones – but where General Valen’s chin ended in a soft peak, the man before her bore a jaw hewn from stone, the muscles flexing visibly even in the low light. He had fewer freckles than the General, and his hair was loose though about the same length, shorn at the collarbone but black all the way through, not dyed a haphazard blonde like his sister’s.

“You didn’t expect to find her there, did you?” Mission said, suddenly thinking of Griff. She’d found him unexpectedly at Anchorhead, too, half a galaxy away from where he promised he’d one day return for her. Part of Mission wished she also had the opportunity to brawl her brother in the back alley of the Czerka outpost and regretted not knowing the option was on the table. “Your sister?”

“I think you already know the answer to that,” the man said, smirking. His face almost softened but his jaw remained tense.

“Mission,” she said, extending a hand. The man looked at it before looking at her, his eyes diminishing into suspicious slits as he surveyed her, reading her intentions before carefully taking her hand and shaking her palm once with more vigor than Mission expected from a man as wiry as him. "The name's Mission, I mean. Not the word mission, the noun. People get confused by that sometimes."

“Erebus,” he said, cocking his head. No title, no preamble. Just Erebus.

Before he could ask his next question, Mission answered for him, as drunk on non-sleep as if she’d been sipping juma all night.

“I’ve met Sith before,” she said coolly, “Twice, actually.”

Erebus said nothing. His only response was his eyebrows darting upward, his forehead growing wrinkled with momentary interest and surprise.

“I wonder which one you’ll be more like,” she said before turning on her heel and heading back to her room, uninterested in the man’s response or what Zayne might have to say about the encounter.

Mission felt oddly at ease leaving Erebus there, and found that nothing bad happened when her back was turned as she walked the entire length of the path back up to the Matale entrance. Somehow her unusual calm only ensured that Mission slept all the more soundly once she returned to her bunk. Despite Zaalbar’s eventual protests that it was already afternoon and they had work to do.

And when she slept, she dreamt of Revan and Nevarra aboard the Ebon Hawk – both the same person and separate people, all at once. It made sense, in the moment, and Mission would try to hold onto that memory, tenuous as it was, for as long as she could.

Chapter 28: No Rest for the Wicked

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Aboard the Ebon Hawk, Orbiting Telos

Eden

 

“Where did you say you came by this ship, Kreia?” Eden asked, trying to be casual when she made to leave Kreia’s quarters. She’d turned around just as she was about to leave, pausing just-so as if the thought had only occurred to her when it had actually been the entire reason Eden paid the woman a visit.

“I did not say,” Kreia said. “But it was leant to me by an old friend, if you must know. It is to remain with me for safekeeping.”

“So… which one is it? Did you borrow it or was it given to you?” Eden pressed, “I’m sorry, I just—”

“No matter,” Kreia chuckled, though no mirth laced her voice. Kreia adjusted herself on the bed so that her legs now touched the floor, making up for her lack of a hand as if she’d always been built that way. “And both are true. Why do you ask?”

“Well, I was hoping that you might know where I could find some proper clothes. If any existed.”

“Ah,” Kreia said after a moment, easing into an awkward smile. Eden wasn’t sure if Kreia could tell what she wore through the Force or if the woman had just realized the weight of her question since dress didn’t often mean anything to a person without physical sight. “I had not accounted for what little attire is medically necessary for being suspended in kolto. Nor do I imagine whatever you found on Peragus to be satisfactory.”

“No,” Eden sighed. “Not only is it inappropriate but it’s also incriminating.”

Kreia cocked her head before mouthing another Ah, though this one was silent. “Something that would no doubt link us to Peragus, I take it?”

“Unfortunately,” Eden said, biting her lip. “So, any luck I might find something else to wear around here?”

Kreia considered Eden’s question a moment before standing slowly and crossing the room. Eden hadn’t realized, but opposite the bunk stood a wall of closets, each compartment set into the panels. Kreia pressed her good hand to the corner of one such panel until its door softly popped from its frame, revealing a small collection of linens. After some rummaging, Kreia produced a dark brown and black pile from the shelf before shoving it in Eden’s direction.

“These might be your size, if perhaps slightly too long in the leg.”

Eden was about to ask Kreia how in the world she might know such a thing but instead she uttered, “Thanks, I appreciate it.”

“The sonic shower is just beside the medbay,” Kreia continued, walking back to her designated bunk before taking a seat again. “You might want to wash up as well if you wish to make a convincing impression.”

Eden nodded, unsure but somehow confident that Kreia knew that she had, and navigated to the center of the ship. She’d spent the better half of their trip wandering the halls, peacefully alone, studying its every nook without prodding too much. Eden wondered how many other hidden compartments this vessel held when she passed the brightly lit medbay and came upon the shower’s entrance just beside it, similarly set into the panels as the closet in Kreia’s dormitory had been.

Eden moved to press the panel to reveal the door, shifting the bundle of linens in her arms so it was held between one hand and her chin, when she smelled it – You always smell like cotton, Eden had once whispered into the crook of Alek’s neck before playfully kissing him there. It’s cute.

It’s not on purpose, I can’t help it, Alek had retorted, laughing as he pushed her away playfully before pulling Eden back in close. The Coruscant Academy has a deal with a local dry cleaner in the city, some ancient business owing the Jedi a debt or so the story goes. All our robes are cleaned there.

Mm, I like it, she had hummed as she eased closer, pressing a kiss to his mouth before continuing. It always makes me think of you.

Eden nearly dropped the clothes just as the door opened, catching them mid-fall as soon as she caught sight of the sonic shower. Eden let out a low whistle, almost blissfully forgetting her reverie as she set her sights on by far the most – and only – lavish part of this ship. Tucked beside the well-kept but outdated medbay was the most modern shower Eden had ever laid eyes on. The room was split into two large parts: a sprawling shower and a deep bath. The shower area was surrounded by jets, the likes of which Eden suspected mimicked waterfalls, and the tub sported similar jets though more likely of the variety that were meant to soothe sore muscles and entice the many lovers of whoever bathed there.

“Yeah,” she whispered to no one, “This was definitely the ship of a drug lord, alright.”

Set into the far wall was a holoscreen and a panel that allowed the user to access the comm, adjust the water pressure and even alter the color of the recessed lights that lined the bottom of the tub, but all Eden could focus on was the smell of the linens she’d just acquired from Kreia’s old friend.

Eden paused, closing her eyes as she breathed in the scent again, letting it send her back in time and truly place the memory. It reminded her of Alek still, but also of Coruscant in general the more she ruminated. Both to her surprise and to her relief. Upon further inspection it reminded her a bit of the locker rooms in the training area there, how fresh and crisp the towels would smell after an afternoon’s practice in anticipation of sweaty patrons awaiting a reprieve, or how Aiden’s room smelt so bright when she’d visit, clean and sharp as always. Everything on Dantooine had smelled of grass, and Eden preferred it then and still did if she considered it – it reminded her of Serroco, but sweeter – but the plush smell of warm cotton eased an inner part of her she wasn’t aware needed soothing.

Eden shook her head, ridding her mind of the memory, before shrugging off the mining uniform and its uncomfortable fit before sidling into the shower proper. Eyeing the pile of clothes as she entered, almost all thought exited her brain as soon as the water pressure struck. Like a tidal wave, the water softened her completely, and Eden could swear she felt her eyes nearly roll back in their sockets as the waves eased her muscles into softened dough.

No such thing had existed on Tatooine. Most residents resorted to dry sand baths unless they had enough money for a decent moisture rig, which were few and far between. In fact, a moisture rig had been responsible for bringing Eden to Tatooine in the first place. Has it really been almost two years? The last decent shower she’d had was taken hastily on Nal Hutta, eager to get off-world once a bar patron recognized her from the Dxun campaign, but she was also itching to move the moisture converter she’d salvaged from a downed cargo ship knowing that Nal Hutta was far too damp a place to make use of it. She’d gone to Tatooine in hopes of turning a profit before making her next move, only when she did, Eden had not predicted that she would end up buying the old droid seller’s shop out from under him with the money she’d made…

Eden shook her head, eyes still closed to the running water. No. As relieved as she was to recall anything from before the spotty nothingness that preceded Peragus, Eden didn’t want to be bogged down by recollection now. She needed to relax. Counting her breaths and adjusting her posture, Eden pushed Tatooine from her mind… only for the Sith from earlier to take its place.

Was he someone she had met and forgotten? Was this walking corpse somehow a missing part of her past? Too much was still hazy, and part of her was afraid to learn of the man’s true origins. When she’d kissed Alek all those years ago, relishing in his soothing scent, he’d still had hair. Thick, black and a little coarse when she’d run her fingers through it. The last she’d seen of him his head was completely shorn, gleaming blue tattoos streaking his skull in his hair’s place. The man they saw on the Harbinger had no such tattoos, but Eden had shuddered when she first spied the man’s bald head, a small, scared part of her expecting – or almost hoping – that it was Alek, back from the dead and eager for a rematch.

But Alek was dead now. And so was the man that he became.

 


 

3951 BBY, Aboard the Harbinger, Hyperspace

Darth Sion

 

It was a warning at best. At worst -- a joke.

Sion clutched the severed hand of his old master, withering in the wake of his bristling rage and both wishing it would rot faster but somehow remain preserved and intact forever for him to keep as a talisman. A reminder of yet another failure.

She was so close. So close.

The white-hot rage that seared through him when he had sliced off her hand -- Traya then, but Kreia now -- thrummed through him still, but the thrill was fast fading. Her fingers had begun to curl the moment he willed the Harbinger into hyperspace, and now they were beckoning that he follow her, wherever she roamed now, taunting him to finish the fight. 

No. Not yet.

Sion seethed but stayed the course. He could order his remaining assassins to follow his old master, but he instead ordered that they return to Malachor, to the Trayus Academy. Gnawing his teeth at the name alone, he knew this was the better course of action. The smarter one. She would smirk at that if she knew. 

“We’re set to arrive in three days’ time,” an acolyte whispered in his direction as Sion sat there in the center of the death-addled bridge of the Harbinger. “Shall I prepare anything specific for your arrival?”

Sion’s gaze remained fixed on Kreia’s hand, the skin curling away from the gore innards of her flayed flesh and exposed bone. He turned it over, as if examining a rock or a fossil, fascinated with its inner workings as if it might betray some secret of the galaxy. Though in this case, perhaps it did.

Energy ebbed and flowed from Kreia’s fast-decaying fingers, wrinkling like skin held beneath water too long, curling ever inward as if in challenge. Find me if you dare. Finish the job. 

“Bring me straight to the archives,” Sion said, his voice a husk of itself, faraway, as his mind focused on Kreia’s pitted palm, “I wish to do some research.”

“Very well, m’lord.”

Sion winced but smiled, pleased with the utterance of the title but unsure if he deserved it if all he had to show for it was a severed hand and not a head. 

If he could wait long enough until they arrived back at Malachor, he could have had the hand preserved, as if in amber. Forever displayed as a trophy or a bitter reminder, whatever his conscience demanded of the day. But before his acolyte could even leave his presence, their back still facing him as they approached the door, Kreia’s hand shriveled, as if disgusted with itself, and atrophied -- the skin peeling away in flakes before dissolving completely into dust in the palm of Sion’s hand. He closed his fingers, grasping what he could of the debris like trying to catch smoke, but most of the motes were gone by the time his fist closed. When he reopened his hand only a few fragments remained. 

If he could not destroy Kreia, if he could not rid his mind of her words, he could at least rid the galaxy of her new protege. He felt her presence here, even in the woman’s absence. The Exile Traya had referred to her, years ago. She was just an idea then, a bedtime story, a lesson to spur him on and an obsession that would lead to Nihilus’ undoing, seeking out her wounds in the Force and feeding on the entropy left in her wake in order to sustain himself until there was nothing left. 

Sion felt it now, the festering tear in the fabric of the universe surrounding this ship, haunting it like a ghost. He was partially responsible for the death here, yes, but this ship had been cursed before he stepped foot on it. He’d known it then, masquerading as a veritable lifeless corpse instead of the waking one he was in truth. And he felt it there in the Harbinger’s dormitory, his gaze meeting the Jedi’s for a moment before she fled -- chased by death, surrounded by it, and bringing it wherever she went. He would not follow her, not yet. 

First, he would retrace the Exile’s steps. He would chase the Exile’s ghost to the ends of the universe and back again. 

And when he returned, he would break her.

 


 

3951 BBY, Matale Estate, Dantooine

Mission

“No one can confirm the body?” Erebus asked, arms crossed. Mission still sensed Zayne eyeing daggers in the man’s direction, but Erebus seemed too used to it to care. If anything, he might have been relishing in it a bit too much.

“Not so far, no,” Administrator Adare sighed. “At least not without arousing suspicion. No one has reported him missing as of yet, but the scavengers have kept to themselves so far, so I feel the theory that this unfortunate man was one of them is likely the correct one.”

“And what is your assessment, doctor?” Erebus asked again, this time at Mical. “Cause of death, motive?”

“It’s obvious, no?” Mical said, tilting his head this way and that at the exposed wounds of the man laid out before them. “Blunt force trauma to the head, or the face if we want to be specific. Why they were so brutal is the real mystery. These mercenaries shouldn’t have any personal stake in this, so my guess is that they’ve truly teamed up with this resistance force. They would take this personally, and they want Khoonda gone. They want to prove that the Khoonda Initiative cannot protect their own, so this is how they’ll achieve it.”

Mission positioned herself strategically so all she could see was the white cloth draped over the remainder of the cadaver’s body and nothing else. Still groggy with sleep, Big Z would nudge her every so often with a gentle hand, his expression serious and stern. It wasn’t that Mission didn’t take this seriously. If anything, it scared the hell out of her, and she wished she could return to the safety of sleep. It was one thing when they were dealing with rogue mercenaries, but she wasn’t emotionally ready to deal with actual murder and the threat of more carnage to come.

“Hm,” Erebus nodded after a moment’s consideration, “It can’t be a coincidence that Master Vrook is missing and these mercenaries are after Jedi and Jedi artifacts. I think this underground rebellion likely has Master Vrook in their custody, though how they managed that is a true feat… but what other leverage could they have? They ask the Golden Company to take out Khoonda or at least weaken it to the point that their ragtag gang stands a chance at leading a true coup, and in exchange they hand over a seasoned Jedi. It’s the only way that relationship makes sense.”

“I’m afraid I agree,” Mical muttered. Mission found herself siding with Mical on this one as Zayne let out an annoyed huff and hissed I said that yesterday! Regardless of who said it first, Erebus did have a point. As much as the man made everyone in the room uneasy, there was an odd logic to everything he’d said thus far, despite the derisive tone that undercut everything that escaped his mouth.

“What do we do about the Sandrals then?” Adare asked, her grey gaze steely as she squared on Mission and Zaalbar. “We have just enough manpower to protect this facility, but not enough to send out to an estate as large as the Sandral Farmstead.”

From what Mission remembered, the Sandral’s estate was as sprawling as the Matale’s. With an area so large, manning the main entrance was hardly enough of a buffer should anyone decide to breach the place.

“You could ask them to stay here,” Mission offered, “There are plenty of unused rooms upstairs. Why not ask them to lay low here until this blows over? We’d have more luck keeping them safe where there’s already protection.”

Adare only smiled faintly in response, her face betraying her disappointment enough to fill in the silence. Before Mission could question further, the woman’s assistant piped up.

“The Sandrals aren’t big fans of the Initiative, and they have a lot of pull around here,” Dillan said from the other side of the room, head in her hands as she scanned the day’s data pads’ worth of logs and requests. The woman looked up after a moment to meet Mission’s questing gaze, a lock of black hair falling into her face before she unceremoniously blew it out of the way. “They haven’t outright opposed or denounced us yet, but they’ve sent their youngest to voice their complaints. On many occasions.”

“At least they’re willing to talk,” Zayne said. “It would be far more difficult to warn them of anything if they refused speaking to you at all.”

“True,” Adare said, “But the fact that they’ve been so vocally disapproving doesn’t give me confidence that they would accept our help even if we were doing them a favor by warning them. If anything, it would only further prove their suspicions about our leadership.”

“If that’s the case, then they would have a point,” Erebus said bluntly. “If you can’t protect your own, then what can you offer?”

“We’re trying to foster community, genius,” Dillan snapped. “But it’s difficult to please everyone when each farmstead has their own agenda, based on a reality that no longer exists in this corner of the galaxy, and they’re not willing to budge.”

“Compromise is the goal, and some have agreed to our collective terms,” Adare explained further, and with more patience than her counterpart – though judging by the look she gave Dillan the woman at least agreed with what her assistant relayed with less grace than she could afford. “With how much damage was done to Dantooine, there is only so much we can do to help foster regrowth without aid. That is where cooperation comes in. As well as Republic help.”

Adare’s gaze hadn’t shifted from Mission’s, and with her final words the Administrator’s stare hardened. Mission only sighed.

“Look, I’m just the messenger,” Mission said, raising her hands in hypothetical surrender. “But I stand by my suggestion. Whether the Sandrals trust you or not, we know that they’re being targeted. If we don’t do something about it, no one will.”

“She’s right,” Zayne said, inching closer to Mission and Zaalbar, the latter grunting in agreement. “Politics aside, an entire family may be dead by tomorrow. Whether it hurts your cause in the long run or not, your priority should still be the safety of your people. It’s already dangerous that someone was murdered so brutally right under your nose. What happens when the rest of them find out about it?”

“Nothing nearly as bad if another family pays the price, first,” Dillan groaned, completing Zayne’s unspoken thought. “They’re right, Administrator. We have to say something. We can’t afford not to.”

Adare nodded, soaking in Zayne’s words and Dillan’s affirmation of them before finally saying, “Indeed. But how we go about doing so is crucial. Our goals aside, I would not rest if we tried to warn the Sandrals and have them turn us away only to find them dead by morning. How can we warn them without making it about Khoonda?”

“I’ll go,” Mission said almost immediately, “Or… maybe someone else they know?”

“I met them when I was a child,” Erebus said, “I’d helped the family on several occasions.”

“As did I, coincidentally,” Mical added, turning away from the body now. “Perhaps if we’re accompanied by others, our warning may be taken with some credulity.”

The barb in Mical’s statement wasn’t lost in his addendum, but to undercut it he immediately nodded in Mission and Zaalbar’s direction.

“You were both here once, correct?” Mical asked. “Did you ever cross paths with the Sandrals?”

Mission nodded and Zaalbar answered in the affirmative with a low growl.

“The Sandrals and the Matales, actually,” Mission began, “It wasn’t exactly the best of times, what with the family feud and all.”

“Feud?” Mical echoed, taking a step closer as if he’d misheard her. “I remember them being rival farmsteads but not much beyond that.”

“Well, that might have been the case when you were a kid, but things escalated by the time I met them when I came here with Nevarra.”

“Nevarra?” It was Erebus’ turn to echo her now. “Nevarra Draal?”

“Y-yes?” Mission wasn’t sure how to answer, nor if she should elaborate. Erebus nodded, considering the implications, but said nothing further.

“What happened?” Mical pressed, shooting a furrowed glance the Sith’s way before returning his attention to Mission.

“We found Casus Sandral’s body in the canyon,” Mission started, reimagining the scene in her mind’s eye as she spoke – it was otherwise idyllic were it not for the corpse in the valley, picked over and abandoned, not much unlike the body that laid before them now. Mission shuddered but continued, “His father thought it was Ahlan Matale’s doing. We went to investigate only to further discover that Nurik Sandral had kidnapped Shen Matale in retaliation for what had happened to Casus, only for his daughter to fall in love with the guy while he was holed up in their house. We sorted it out eventually, but I’m not sure they’d be exactly happy to see us.”

“Casus, dead?” Mical asked, descending slowly into a chair as his eyes remained on Mission. Zaalbar reached for him with a steadying grip.

“You had helped them through a difficult time,” Adare said. “Perhaps you’re exactly who they need to see in order to believe our warnings.”

Mission looked from Mical and Zaalbar to Erebus across the room, who was already looking at her – his eyes sharp and livid green. His expression wasn’t malicious but it wasn’t friendly either. It was calculating, wondering something he did not want to utter out loud. At least not yet.

“It’s worth a shot,” Mission said, finally pushing herself off the wall she had been leaning against. “We’ve already talked ourselves in circles and it’ll be dark soon. I say we bring Asra or Darek as well if they’re up for it, we could use a good sharpshooter or two.”

Darek stood at attention, about to accept, when a hand steadied and stilled him.

“I don’t like the sound of this,” Orex said. It was the first time the man had spoken up since the ride back from the ruins of Nespis. Orex and Glitch had remained on Zayne’s small shuttle while the rest of them scoped out the area, choosing to linger behind even when they’d made contact with Khoonda and played nice. Now, Orex’s white eye was glinting silver in the fluorescent light of the old Matale med bay, and he did not look happy.

“I know you don’t,” Darek said, shooting both Orex and Asra a glance. Asra had been on edge since they returned to headquarters, but the otherwise silent Glitch remained motionless, her expression barred entirely by the fringe of her dark hair. “But I think these people deserve whatever help they can get.”

Orex looked as if he was about to protest, but instead retracted his arm and crossed both over his chest.

“So be it,” he said, “For now.”

The room fell silent. Mission’s eyes scanned the space, almost dizzy at the realization of just how complicated things had gotten and so quickly, a myriad of strangers with an oddly common goal in a place they’d only just arrived in and didn’t seem to be leaving any time soon. It wasn’t long ago that it was just her and Big Z as usual, making supply runs here and there but otherwise enjoying their life as independent contractors exploring every corner of Republic Space. Now that they were roped into something again, Mission wasn’t sure when things might return to normal. If ever.

“For now is all we ask,” Adare said after a while, echoing Orex’s words, a wan smile gracing her tired face in somber appreciation. “Thank you.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos, Citadel Station
Atton

It was too good to be true.

Atton should have known something was off when the landing bay accepted their clearance codes without a hitch, when he was immediately directed to Deck Module 126 before the comm went silent. As if Citadel Station been waiting for them to dock. As if they were walking into the easiest trap the TSF ever set. Atton was smarter than that. Or at least he liked to think so.

But Atton truly should have known something was wrong when Eden barely acknowledged their descent, assuring him that whatever was going on wasn’t over yet. He wanted to trust her, but he also hoped she was wrong about this.

Atton still descended the ramp of the Ebon Hawk with the confidence of a mynock in thrall, ecstatic when he found that the door to the check-in center was open at the other end of the landing module, nothing barring their way. Both Kreia and Eden were silent, exchanging glances. Atton was left only with the excited camaraderie of the astromech who tittered joyfully at his side. It was then that Atton knew things would go south, and fast.

Maybe if they walked quickly enough, casually enough, the TSF would simply let them pass. Atton made a beeline for the door as calmly as his limbs would allow without giving away his inner anxieties, hoping Eden and Kreia would match pace and follow, but both women paused barely a meter from the foot of the loading ramp as silhouettes appeared in the door ahead.

“Attention,” an unnervingly calm voice emanated throughout the space via loudspeaker, “This is Citadel Station Bay Control, Deck Module 126. Please remain where you are. Lieutenant Dol Grenn will arrive shortly to meet you. That is all.”

Both Atton and T3 skittered to an unwilling halt just as they were about to cross the threshold. Within a moment, the silhouettes became people – a TSF officer followed by three heavily armed guards, blasters at the ready. Atton froze.

The officer at the forefront paused just before Atton, looking him up and down with a cocked brow before spying the women beyond. Either in dismissal of Atton or in guessing Eden to be the unvoiced appointed leader – and guessing correctly – the officer waited for her to approach before speaking.

“I’m Lieutenant Dol Grenn, Telos Security Force,” the man announced with practiced poise. His slicked back hair glimmered in the fluorescent light of the landing module, glinting in the shine of his officers’ helmets as they flanked him. Atton wanted to roll his eyes but knew it would be best if he did nothing. “I’m under orders to take you into custody in regard to the destruction of the Peragus Mining Facility.”

Atton, immediately betraying himself and his promise of exuding a cool exterior, flashed a glance back at Eden in silent plea.

We didn’t have anything to do with that, he wanted to her say. Eden caught his gaze and for a moment Atton thought she might say the very lie that echoed in his mind as he watched her, but instead she said, “Destruction? I’m afraid I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Better, Atton thought, though he still wondered if it would be enough.

“We were just docked at Peragus for repairs. Are you saying the station is no longer there?” Eden continued, doing her best to appear both shocked and cordial at once.

Eden wasn’t the best actress, but she wasn’t half bad either. Atton turned back to witness Lieutenant Grenn as his military-grade posture slumped ever-so-slightly, caught between giving away further potential evidence and wanting to take Eden at her word.

“Be that as it may, the circumstances of your arrival are suspect at best,” Grenn said eventually. “But yes, the station has since been destroyed, as I am sorry to report. Due to the nature of the investigation, I have no specific timetable to offer you regarding the inquest. In the meantime, your ship and any droids will have to be given over for safekeeping.”

T3 bleeped a string of binary too crude for even Atton to understand, though it didn’t go over the Lieutenant’s head.

“Yes that includes you, so you will be detained,” Grenn said. Atton could almost sense the incredulous smile threatening to form on the man’s lined face as he tried to appear professional even in the presence of an over-excited droid. “In addition, we will need to take your personal arms and armor until the completion of the inquiry.”

“I understand,” Eden offered immediately, likely to keep the peace, but Atton’s dumb brain fired anyway and started yapping without thinking where it might get them.

“Hold on, is there any way to get our gear back?”

The worst part was how utterly desperate he sounded, yearning to hug his cache of weapons and med stims from the Harbinger like they were family heirlooms. Thankfully, Grenn watched on empathetically.

“If you are cleared on any involvement, your personal effects will be returned to you promptly,” Grenn said, and Atton sighed. “You will be held briefly in the TSF station until living arrangements can be arranged –“

“Wait, living arrangements?” Atton interjected, “How long is this going to take?!”

“--At which point you will be placed under house arrest.”

“Arrest?!” Atton echoed hopelessly. Thankfully for them all, Lieutenant Grenn directed his next query at Eden alone.

“Do you understand?”

Eden nodded, tucking a strand of black-to-blonde hair behind her ear. “I’ll cooperate. For now.”

For now. Her words were amiable, but Atton felt the threat beneath her demeanor and was thankful for it. Lieutenant Grenn swallowed unsurely, shifting his weight from foot to foot while remaining at attention, eying Eden with a flash of fear in his eyes before his previous professionalism took over again.

“Good,” Lieutenant Grenn sighed eventually, finally affording Atton an exasperated glance. “My men will now relieve you of any arms and armor, if you’ll please follow me.”

Tell me I’m not going to jail again, Atton thought on repeat as they left Atton with nothing but his jacket again. Another group of officers had arrived behind the first bunch with crates, presumably to begin unceremoniously unloading the Ebon Hawk and everything Atton had grown attached to in the last standard day. Tell me I’m not going to jail again.

And then, along with Eden and Kreia, Atton was dragged straight back to jail.

Damn it.


3951 BBY, Telos, Citadel Station, TSF Station Headquarters
Eden

“I can’t believe I’m in jail again,” Atton groaned into the silence. Kreia tsked, breaking her meditative stasis though nothing in her body language betrayed annoyance otherwise.

“So you’ve been saying for the last hour,” the old woman snapped despite remaining completely still. Her hooded face nodded almost imperceptively in Atton’s direction. “And where has it gotten you? Or us for that matter?”

“I did everything right,” Atton was saying as if Kreia had not interrupted him. “Our clearance codes checked out. They even let us land! We were in the clear… frack I was this close.”

If Kreia could roll her eyes, Eden imagined she would have. Judging by how the woman sighed heavily and readjusted herself on the floor of her force cage it was hard not to imagine Kreia doing something similar whether she had use of her eyes or not.

“You should rest,” the woman said eventually, her voice growing softer, concern coloring her words as she directed this order at Eden. “You’ve barely slept since you were suspended in kolto on Peragus, and we’ve a long journey ahead of us I’m afraid.”

“Not yet,” Eden said, arms crossed. “Not until this is sorted out.”

Not until I’m alone again.

Kreia did not respond verbally, instead nodding in recognition of Eden’s words but not offering her opinion on them.

Eden had almost drifted into sleep back on the Ebon Hawk, her thoughts of Alek quickly making way for visions of Sion and a dream turned waking nightmare in which she found the corpse of the Republic Officer, Rell, who’d helped her back on the Harbinger, and the unblinking faces of Peragus’ dead all watching on in silent judgment as Eden faltered over a flimsy testimony of why it wasn’t her fault this time. In the end, the dead banished her just as the Jedi Council of old had, and when she woke, Eden sputtered, nearly inhaling water from the shower, jets still running, with the image of a door seared into her mind.

It was thin, triangular, and black – and wholly unlike anything Eden had ever seen before. Or at least as far as she remembered. She did not know where this door was, only that it was set in stone and… not meant to be opened yet. As much as it hurt to recall, she was remembering more in general now, Rell’s hopeful face still fresh in her memory since waking on the Hawk, and it took everything in her not to think of what had actually happened to that woman as the TSF interrogated them each in turn before dumping them here to stew together in the derelict holding cell. But she wasn’t sure this door fit anywhere in her recent or distant memory. At least not yet.

Kreia was no longer looking in Eden’s direction, but Eden could feel the woman’s gaze on her. Whether it was out of suspicion or pity Eden was not sure.

“I’ll sleep once we’re out of this,” Eden assured, wondering just how much of her thoughts Kreia could read and just how necessary talking even was. “I’m sure you feel the same.”

“You might as well meditate, calm your mind,” Kreia said, though she bowed her head slightly in understanding. “But no matter. I can refresh your technique later if you need it of me.”

In truth, Eden’s mind was alight with overstimulation, so unused to the Force for so long it was nearly impossible to tune it out now. She could count her every heartbeat without first locating her pulse, as well as the heartbeats of both Kreia and Atton in the room across from her - through the energy of the force cages and all: Kreia’s heart beat so slowly it was no longer a wonder the Peragus medical team might have mistaken her for dead once, whereas Atton’s heart beat as fast as an ash-rabbit, almost to the point where Eden was tempted to tell the man she suspected he might have a heart murmur. And she sensed all that through the noise that was the force cages that bound each of them in place, as well as the mechanism that kept the door to the detention area closed, her senses reaching even into the beyond, her mind privy to the small talk the officers stationed near front desk were busying themselves with and internally groaning at every word.

“I can’t believe this,” Atton was still complaining. “If they find anything –“

Quiet,” Kreia warned. “Don’t be a fool.”

Atton sneered but heeded Kreia’s words. Eden was about to finally retort when she felt a presence approach their door, pausing just before keying in the panel’s sequence wrong once but then correctly the second time.

“Wait, someone’s coming,” was all Eden managed to say, the minute details of her discovery escaping her vocabular capabilities as her mouth failed to process the multitude of data her mind was handling all the while. Something was off, but her mind was too busy to hone in on why just yet, her senses a blur.

“Wait, what?” Atton said, his head snapping towards the slow-opening door. “Who is it?”

“Like you would know them?” Eden replied, though judging by the look on Atton’s face it may have been a possibility. Atton might have been about to reveal the true likelihood of any chance meeting, had his face not scrunched up at the sight of Eden through the force cage instead.

“Wait, when did you change?” Atton asked.

“What?”

“Those clothes…” Atton sputtered dumbly, his face growing pink as he tried to regain composure as well as full control of his mouth. Eden wanted to laugh but was still too on-edge and too focused on the presence on the other side of the door to allow her own inner mirth a moment’s enjoyment. “You weren’t wearing those before”

“No, I wasn’t, smart ass. I took a shower.”

Atton didn’t seem offended, only confused, cocking his head like a dog questioning a new owner’s garbled commands.

“There’s a shower?”

Maker, have mercy,” Kreia drawled, her voice a ragged imitation of itself as she finally stood from her meditative position, placing a hand on her hip as she looked expectantly towards the door that was now opening on the far end of the room.

“Who are you and state your business, I am growing tired of this,” Kreia demanded of their visitor. Clad in an ill-fitting TSF uniform, the officer that entered was not one they’d seen before. Instead of saying anything at first, the man entered the room almost unsurely, as if he’d gotten the wrong room. His eyes scanned each force cage with a careful consideration before landing on Eden, his eyes going wide, telling her no, this is exactly where he meant to go. And she was exactly who he meant to find.

“So, this is the last of the Jedi,” their visitor purred slowly, his voice as oily as his hair. The man before them was about Atton’s height but wiry, his skin taut over his muscles as if it were a size too small for his frame. Bulging eyes looked out at Eden from across the room, sizing her up like an animal at auction. “I must admit, I am a little disappointed.”

“Let me out of this cage and we’ll see how disappointed you are,” Eden muttered, taking a step forward until the skin of her nose felt the tingling proximity of the force cage a mere centimeter from her face. “You’re no TSF agent, are you?”

The man paused in the center of the room, relaxing in a way that told Eden he was acting: his limbs almost too loose to be casual as he cast a lazy hand over his holstered blaster, his back arching too far as he squared his shoulders so cartoonishly that she thought he might have thrown his spine out of alignment.

Eden bit back a snicker, not wanting to give this creep any ammunition, instead willing her face to remain as placid as possible as she awaited his next words.

“The Exchange has a bounty on Jedi, you know. You’re worth quite a bit of money.”

“The Exchange, huh?” Atton piped up, his voice rife with annoyance. “I’m pretty sure some two-bit pistol jockey like yourself isn’t one of them.”

Atton huffed a laugh as the man spun around to face him, his eyes alit with an unspoken fury.

“I’m more than skilled enough for The Exchange!” the man spat. “They’ll see, and you’ll soon see as well, just what havoc I am capable of causing, if it means I may bring them their so-coveted prize, unlike the rest of them. None of them thought to follow the Peragus rumors enough to await the arrival of a suspicious ship on the eve of the news that the station was destroyed, too busy counting their coffers to make use of their blasters. None of them followed you here. None of them spotted you as you were escorted to this station. Only I did, I did that.

Oh boy. It took a special kind of merc to hunt a Jedi, but this man was a whole other brand of deranged. Eden tried to get a reading on the man – sense his intentions, his motives, if anything other than money and recognition as his clumsy admission would attest – were it not for Atton, who only laughed harder in response before his face settled into something sinister, a seriousness overcoming his features Eden would not have readily guessed their jailbroken pilot was capable of.

“You bounty hunters couldn’t even win a fair fight,” Atton doubled down, an insidious sneer overcoming his otherwise handsome face as his gaze honed in on the man before them, eyes shining with an understatedly unhinged menace as he slowly uttered his every word with a vitriol Eden didn’t expect, and neither did the stranger. “You’re the cheapest, most worthless mercenary scums in the galaxy. I’d hire a Mandalorian over your filth in a second.”

Eden looked to Kreia, who was similarly frozen in surprise and mild amusement. Kreia crossed her arms, ready to watch the rest of this unfold, just as Eden’s eyes returned to Atton’s face, surprised that she would describe him as handsome only now that she saw how terrifying his face could look in comparison. Atton’s eyes were still fixed on the stranger in the center of the room, an energy radiating from him that she wasn’t sure was the result of residual frustration at having been jailed again or something else.

“No Mandalorian could match my skills,” the man sputtered, spinning about the room now to make hurried eye contact with both Eden and Kreia as if he were now on trial. “No Mandalorian could have been clever enough to infiltrate this station, taken the identity of one of the guards, then…”

“Then what? Overloaded our cage fields and made it look like an accident? You probably don’t even have the guts to fight me. Heh, pathetic.” Atton spat into his force cage, the moisture sizzling instantly on impact. The stranger took a surprised step back before masking his show of fear with a nervous laugh.

“Don’t think overloading your cages had not occurred to me,” he sneered, turning to Eden again. “You’re wanted alive, but I doubt anyone will care as long as I bring them your corpse…”

Hey, leave her alone,” Atton barked. In the moment it took for the stranger to turn back around, Atton’s gaze met Eden’s – and when their eyes met, Atton’s mask fell, revealing the laid-back-but-annoyed-nonetheless pilot she thought she’d met, silently pleading trust me. When the stranger’s eyes fell on Atton again, his fury returned in full as if it’d never left. Eden froze, unsure if she were impressed or terrified. Or maybe both.

“You have goaded me once, and you shall not do so twice,” the man uttered -- Who talks like that? Atton hissed, as if for Kreia and Eden’s ears only even though the man could certainly hear him -- “But I shall dispose of you eventually. “ The stranger bristled before steeling himself, his eyes like ice as he stared, wide-eyed, while he enacted the force cages to release.

 “An old woman, a fool, and a broken Jedi are no match for my skills,” the man sneered, looking sidelong at Eden as he said it.

Broken Jedi. Eden couldn’t help but think of the Harbinger and of Peragus, both gone but addled with death, and because of her. She wanted to both retch and reach for the stranger, to somehow make him understand what it felt like to be a true herald of death as he so claimed to be, but before Eden could even consider it, Atton delivered an upper hook that sent the man careening across the holding cell, landing in an unconscious heap right where the door was now opening again.

“The security cameras ha- what?!” Lieutenant Grenn’s voice wailed as he sidestepped the flying body. “What’s going on here?”

Lieutenant Grenn, accompanied by the same officers from earlier, skidded to a halt before the already-open door, looking from the man on the ground to their previously temporary detainees now free of their restraints and looking awfully suspicious.

“Man down! Quick, call a medic!” one of the other officers yelled, pointing their blaster stupidly at the body on the floor and not either of the three prisoners now standing unrestrained.

“All right, Jedi – I want you to back up slowly, hands in front of you, and into the force cage. Cooperate and we won’t have to gun you down.” This time it was Grenn who gave the order in what Eden could only assume was an attempt to save the face of the Telos Security Force. Eden didn’t move. Neither did Atton or Kreia. All three exchanged calm glances, silently agreeing to do nothing in response to the blaster rifle aimed at each of them.

“Come on, Lieutenant! They’ve already knocked out… eh… who is that? Is that Batu Rem?” the other officer said, toeing the body with the tip of her boot.

“Batu Rem is on leave, he shouldn’t even be on the station,” Grenn sighed, already relinquishing his weapon to its holster again. “This man isn’t him.”

“I’m glad someone noticed that only after he tried to kill me,” Eden said into an uneasy smile. Grenn only looked at her, harrowed, saying nothing.

Like an embarrassed schoolchild regretting an unfortunate excuse for having arrived late to class, yet again, Grenn waved his hand behind his back as if Eden and the others might not see, giving them all an even look as his officers similarly relieved their weapons and returned to a half-assed air of normalcy. Ignoring the body in the room, naturally.

“Officer, get Lieutenant Yima a report of this incident. She’ll look into this,” Grenn eventually said, keeping his gaze even with Eden’s. “We’ve assessed your testimonies and have so far determined that there is no need to have you detained here further. That being said, we have arranged for an apartment in Residential Module 082. You’ll stay there under house arrest until our investigation of the Peragus matter is complete.”

Grenn spoke as if reading from a script, and Eden figured the man likely was. There was some duplicitousness in his tone, but the way in which he held himself told her there was truth to what he said also. Were it not for the Force telling her too much and all at once, Eden might have trusted the man for the moment, but so far could only tell that the Lieutenant had a firm hold on controlling his heartbeat to the point that his forehead began to sweat with the effort. A lie could outweigh whatever truth he held, and while Eden was just as withholding, she needed to know they’d get out of this. And soon.

Eden narrowed her eyes in response, nodding only once to acknowledge the Lieutenant’s news. Grenn attempted what she thought was meant to be a polite smile.

“So… this is just, what? Business as usual?!” Atton demanded, though Grenn didn’t afford the man any recognition that he had even spoken. Atton grunted, throwing his arms up in the air as the Lieutenant directed the remainder of his message at Eden again.

“You’ll be under TSF protection. I’ll personally clear any visitors to your quarters, should there be any, and we’ll investigate the incident to the best of our ability.”

“The best of your ability?” Eden echoed, crossing her arms. She looked pointedly at the body on the floor before returning her attention to Grenn and his fake business smile. “That’s not very inspiring.”

Grenn’s false grin only intensified in place of a response.

“Just take us to our quarters.”

Grenn bowed, needlessly so, before turning on his heel and exiting the room. Each of them followed, stepping over the man who was not Batu Rem as if he were merely a doorjamb. Eden watched as they passed the officers at the front desk whose conversation she’d half-overheard earlier, their gossip already lost in the chaos of what just happened.

Eden hadn’t gotten a good look of Citadel Station yet aside from the drab causeway that led from the bustling landing bay to the stark face of TSF station, a beige-gray cube in a sea of similar beige-gray cubes in what she assumed was the administrative district. Atton hadn’t bothered saying a word to her until neon signs started popping up, promising that enough crowd cover would mask whatever it was he was about to say.

“You weren’t kidding,” Atton said at Eden sidelong, not looking at her but leaning towards her, all the better for Eden to hear, “About this being over? Any chances of your meeting with Admiral Onasi trumping all these charges of ours?”

“I think that’s the only reason these idiots overlooked what just happened back there,” Eden answered through the corner of her mouth, “As incompetent as they seem to be, I don’t think they’d ease up on us with something as tame as house arrest otherwise. I’m hoping it’s all part of a cover to ensure that I meet with Admiral Onasi at all.”

“I hope you’re right,” Atton said, his shoulder brushing against hers. Eden flushed but willed her expression to reveal nothing, feeling her cheeks pale just as soon as they felt too hot for her liking, “As much as I’d like to get off this rock, you’re not safe here.”

“Safe?” Eden echoed, not so much confused with the concept as much as she was baffled by Atton’s concern.

“That imbecile back there mentioned the Exchange. They’re a big deal here. If that moron could spot you from whatever wanted ad your mug is on through a force cage, then your bounty is as good as cashed in.”

Atton grabbed Eden by the elbow, forcing her to pause even as the remainder of the TSF escort party and Kreia along with them walked on ahead. Eden yanked her arm back, looking Atton in the eye only to find herself frozen again, his hand still held firm on her arm. There was a grim determination in Atton’s grey eyes – grey, or perhaps a washed-out brown– that Eden had not expected to find looking back at her.

Trust me,” he said aloud this time, though Eden instantly recalled the look he’d shot her back in the TSF holding cell, his expression transforming for an instant, only long enough to let Eden in on his plan. It had been handsome then and it was again now, despite the sharpness a few days’ hunger likely added to it.

“Sure, yeah,” she said, mind spinning, knowing that their exchange now mirrored almost exactly their final words together aboard the Ebon Hawk as well. Her memory was here, there, and nowhere, threatening to swallow her whole.

“Everything alright here?” a TSF officer butted in as they held up the rear of the group, urging them onward. Flustered, Eden spun around to meet the officer in the face – a blonde woman, not unlike one of the miners she’d found in the Peragus dormitory, her hands still clutching a holopad in a vice grip that Eden wasn’t sure was due to sheer willpower prior to death or something that had happened since her rigor mortis had set in – and faltered.

A heaviness overcame her, muting everything. The Force slowed, and her mind along with it, her memory again like a fly trapped in amber.

“Uh, yeah, yeah, just fine,” Atton spoke for them both, grabbing Eden’s elbow again though this time far gentler, yet his urgency was still clear. “Are you okay?”

Eden wanted to ask Atton the same thing, thinking of the look that overcame him as he taunted her would-be assassin no less than a half hour ago.

“I will be,” Eden said after a breath, craving sleep yet dreading it all the same.

I’ll have to be.

Chapter 29: The Ache and the Echo

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, The Sojourn, Hyperspace

Carth

 

“And you’re sure it’s the Jedi Exile?” Carth asked again as another wrinkle formed on Lieutenant Dol Grenn’s brow. 

“I am certain, Admiral,” Grenn replied, formal as ever. The man’s holo-figure wavered as he bowed, rather too-ceremoniously for how crass Carth was being with him at the moment, all impatient authority in the face of Grenn’s put-upon decorum. “It is indeed General Eden Valen.”

“And she agreed to stay put?” Carth pressed, unsure if he would believe Grenn’s answer no matter what it was.

“For the time being,” Grenn replied. “She still believes she is under investigation for the destruction of the Peragus mining facility…”

At this, Grenn cocked his wrinkled brow, though Carth knew full-well that he alone was responsible for whatever hook he was letting the Jedi General off of.

“So long as the story sticks,” Carth sighed. He was sure General Valen wasn’t responsible for whatever happened at the station, at least not in a way that mattered. Then again, he’d judged Jedi - former or otherwise - incorrectly before. “I need her there when I arrive. The Sojourn should be arriving within a few standard days.”

“As you wish, Admiral.”

“Trust me, I want to find those responsible just as much as you do, Lieutenant. The station depends on it,” Carth assured, the fate of Telos not lost on him. “But I think resuming my prearranged meeting with the Exile gives us a better chance at discovering what really happened out there.”

“About that, Admiral…” Grenn began, coughing purposefully to give him time to collect himself and gauge Carth’s reaction before continuing. Lieutenant Grenn wasn’t a subtle man, and if Carth still wasn’t on edge he might have straight up laughed at the display. But instead he paused, dread building in his chest. “The Exile mentioned something we found odd. Improbable , but odd.”

“Go on,” Carth said, his voice a husk of itself as the dread solidified in his throat, almost barring him from speech. 

“The Exile mentioned that the vessel she arrived on had indeed been under fire, though she didn’t specify where said firefight occurred.”

“Did she at least mention who fired? Carth cut in before Grenn could finish uttering where. Grenn faltered, presumably offended, for a half-second before resuming his usual air of self-importance, looking his version of holo-Carth in the eye. 

“She did, and that’s what concerns me,” Grenn said. He waited a beat, unblinking, before declaring, “She claimed the Ebon Hawk had come under attack by a Sith vessel, both before and while leaving Peragus. That is, once she admitted that she had been on the station at all.”

“Any info on this Sith vessel?” Carth ventured, the dread now creeping into his throat. 

“None at the moment sir, though we are having a hard time proving such a thing even still exists. The Exile alleged that the Harbinger had boarded the Sith vessel and recovered a body, but seeing as the Republic Cruiser is still missing, the entire story is suspect.”

Agent Amara. Carth could only nod, swallowing at the realization. When aboard the Harbinger, Agent Rell Amara had relayed to Carth that the remains of the Ebon Hawk were found adrift in space, suspended mid-battle just off-course enough from the Hydian Way to go unnoticed, locked in what appeared to be stalemate with an otherwise empty Sith vessel. Rell was supposed to send him a report of what was found, only that report never came. To know that the Ebon Hawk survived was hardly a victory when the Harbinger was still missing, and so was his Nevarra. 

“Interesting,” was all Carth could manage. He swallowed any uncertainty and shook his head, meeting holo-Grenn’s gaze again. “I know this all sounds a bit more than suspect to you, Lieutenant, but trust me when I say that there is some truth to what she says. Which is why I would like to question the Jedi Exile myself.”

This seemed to put Lieutenant Grenn at ease, the man’s shoulders finally untensing as he nodded in understanding. 

“I see, sir,” he muttered. “So what should I tell the woman? I can’t keep her hostage for long.”

“Tell her…” Carth faltered, wishing he could relay the message himself, wishing he had been on the Harbinger in the first place, as if what had happened on the Endar Spire might have repeated itself, Carth acting as Eden Valen’s last refuge just as he had once been Nevarra’s. Just as he had once been Revan’s.

His chest ached at the thought of her, wondering if she had been part of that stalemate battle or if she had vanished long before that. Perhaps meeting with General Valen would let him know, finally…

“Tell her that she’s free to roam the station, but that she’ll still be needed for questioning, to set the record straight.”

“Aye, sir,” Lieutenant Grenn nodded. “Anything else?”

“Just run some more diagnostics on the ship for me, will you?” Carth asked, unable to keep the pleading desperation from his voice. “I want a full report by morning.”

“The ship?” Grenn echoed. The man’s expression oscillated between confusion and alarm before resuming his professional neutrality. Carth paused, leaning closer to his holofeed, wondering if the connection was faulty or if he had, indeed, seen Lieutenant Grenn hesitate. 

“The Ebon Hawk,” Carth affirmed. “You can do that for me, can’t you?”

Grenn blinked before glancing down, presumably at a datapad, before looking back at Carth and nodding fervently.

“Yes, yes we can do that,” he said. “A-Affirmative, Admiral.”

Now it was Carth’s turn to furrow his brow. 

“Give me the report as soon as you can.” Carth held Grenn’s gaze, waiting to see if the man blinked before finally signing off. He didn’t. “Over and out.”

Carth let out a sigh as his makeshift office aboard the Sojourn succumbed to the holo-less darkness, feeling worse than he had before.

I have a bad feeling about this.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Sandral Estate

Erebus

 

When Erebus awoke, he thought of Sion.

The vision of the man was clear in his head – tall, brooding, and seething at him from the end of a Republic cruiser hallway that Erebus had never seen.

Eden.

Eden had been the one thinking of Sion, and Erebus felt her fear through the Force, the thought slicing through the galaxy that spanned the space between them to wake Erebus with a gasping breath.

I wonder which one you’ll be more like, Mission had said to him later, and in a way that Erebus wondered if the girl could read minds. He doubted she had met Sion of all Sith - though he knew Eden now had. His blood boiled upon rousing, an unusual rage thrumming in his veins as Eden’s borrowed fear ebbed away and eased into something more tangible, something he could use in the day ahead. It had almost ignited when Mission uttered her statement. The idea that he was at all like the Revanchist made him want to laugh and wretch all at once. But if the girl did not mean Revan, then who?

And he was still wondering, even hours later.

It had been sunny when Erebus left his ship and approached the young Twi’lek on the lawn of what was once the Matale Estate, her eyes squinting against the sun as she held her ground before him. Now it was hardly noon, but the sky was already darkening. Storm clouds gathered on the horizon just as the advance party left the Khoonda Headquarters. A foreboding molten black sliver of sky limned the landscape, a deepening darkness falling over the valley as they quietly approached the Sandral Estate, their every step more shadowed than the last.

“This does not bode well,” Erebus uttered as he held up the rear of the group, spying Darek’s crown of horns above the tall grass up ahead. The Jedi, Zayne, rolled his eyes and snapped his head back as if to clarify that Erebus had indeed said what he said.

“It’s the weather, rain happens,” Zayne huffed. “Are you suggesting this is some kind of warning? I doubt mercenaries can affect the climate whenever the mood strikes.”

“Perhaps not,” Mical chimed in. Upon hearing their conversation, the man held back a few strides, matching pace with Zayne so they walked side-by-side. “But you trained on Taris, Zayne. Dantooine may be a terrestrial world, but it only rains during the spring season. It’s almost winter and winters here are bitter cold and known to be bone dry, so it is unusual.”

Mical made eye contact with Erebus, his blue eyes glinting silver in the growing darkness. Erebus could only nod in appreciation - if he could call it that. They needed to keep the peace if Khoonda stood a chance at recovering what they lost, and if Erebus had any chance of eliminating the Golden Company here and now. He doubted it, but Nihilus’ orders echoed in his mind nonetheless, spurring him onward despite his need for at least another day’s rest.

“Are you alright?” Mical asked, falling back another step so he walked beside Erebus while Zayne shook his head, sprinting ahead a few paces to fall in step with Mission instead. Zayne shot them both a look before returning his attention to Erebus.

“I’m curious as to why you even care?” Erebus said. He didn’t snap, and as far as he could tell there was no disdain in his voice, but the man’s curiosity was earnest to the point that Erebus was, truly, curious . Mical avoided his gaze this time, shaking his head and shrugging before eventually answering.

“I’m not sure, honestly,” Mical offered. “Perhaps it’s out of an honest desire to see this mission through, whatever the cost. Or perhaps it’s because I hope to hold you to your end of our bargain.”

“I keep my promises,” Erebus said. “For the most part.”

He wasn’t lying. He’d remained loyal to the Jedi, to Atris, until he was forgotten, left as the sole attendant of the Coruscant archives without any promotion in rank to Chief Historian. He remained loyal to his Sith Master, at least until Nihilus consumed him one and whole. And other than in his mind, Erebus had remained a loyal servant to Nihilus as well. So long as it served him, too. For now.

“I’ll see about that,” Mical said with a thoughtful nod before rushing ahead again.

Erebus glanced back, finding the grasses they’d passed through already murky, almost impenetrable. Through the Force, Erebus sensed nothing, but ahead—

In a few moments, they came upon the Sandral Estate. It looked just as it did in Erebus’ memory. Though similar to the Matale Estate, this building was in surprisingly better condition. Its formidable walls rose into the sky as they came upon the structure, growing larger as they drew closer. But just like the sky above, the house was dark below, save for a light in the upper quarters.

Wait,” Erebus hissed.

At first, only Mical paused.

Wait!” he uttered again, his voice melting into the sighing wind as the storm picked up, a whistling riding through the grasses around them as Darek, Asra and Mission turned to look as well. Zayne kept his back to him, his silhouette defiant as he surveyed the house. “I think… We may be too late.”

Something in the way the house loomed on the horizon didn’t sit well with him. The energy surrounding the estate felt off, too, akilter in a way Erebus could not explain.

“I... unfortunately agree,” Zayne said, defeated, “Something’s not right.”

“How do you know?” Darek asked as the group closed in on Erebus’ position, huddling together now to discuss their next steps.

“The Force,” Zayne said, his face scrunching up as he mentally reached into the ether. Erebus sensed him, for a moment, probing into the Force and reading its energies. He never got used to how it felt to sense others manipulate the Force when he was still tapped into it – it was as if he were sensing the fabric of the universe but also was the fabric itself, painstakingly aware of every thread and where it led, feeling each pull and give but not always in a tug of war. The way Zayne penetrated the Force was like striking the key on a piano. Erebus sensed the vibration as if hearing and registering the sound, feeling the tremor of Zayne’s momentary manipulation as his echo faded into nonexistence. “There’s one person inside, maybe two, which isn’t odd but… I dunno, something feels off .”

Zayne’s brown eyes met Erebus’, wide and worried as he sought confirmation. Erebus could only nod. He felt the same but could not elaborate on the feeling. Energy emanated from the lit room, but as to whether those energies belonged to the Sandral household, only time would tell.

“Then we’ll be on our guard,” Mission ordered, again taking the lead of this operation like she had back at Khoonda headquarters. “We approach the estate as if none the wiser, got it? We can’t have them, or anyone, suspecting anything.”

Smart girl , Erebus thought. No wonder Revan took a shine to you. 

Mical and I will approach the house,” Mission continued, her eyes briefly meeting Erebus’ before uttering his name. “Erebus as well, if he wishes. But Asra? Darek? We could use a few good shots out here. Keep an eye on the perimeter of the house in case it is a trap. And Zayne? Stay plugged into the Force or whatever, let us know what you sense from out here.”

Mission tapped the comm tucked beneath the cone of her ear, its silver glinting as she touched it though it blended in with the headdress she normally wore otherwise. A clever disguise.

“Sure,” Zayne agreed, though his eyes were fixed unblinkingly on Erebus, no doubt wishing that he was the one to go inside instead. “Got it.”

“Aye,” Darek said, nodding with Asra in confirmative unison.  

“Okay so…” Mission turned to Mical and Erebus, her eyes expectant, almost nervous but not quite. “Let’s do this.”

The house loomed before them now, a wraith rising from the now-shadowed grasses of the Dantooine landscape, its lone lit window fixed on them like an ever-watchful eye. Erebus felt Mical’s eyes on him, too – darting, unsure. He fought the urge to return Mical’s gaze, sensing the other man’s determined anxiety fluttering through the Force like a bird’s wings at dawn. Erebus inhaled and focused on his sister’s vision of Sion until his fingers began to bristle with electricity again. If this was a trap, Erebus would be ready.

Mission slowed as she approached the main entrance, her eyes scanning its surface for an entry holopad when a bulbous machine reared its elongated head from the doorjamb, sending her a few surprised steps back.

“Sta--ate your bus-business,” a droid that very much resembled a monstrous orb garbled in their direction. The bulb opened itself to reveal a smaller, inner bulb, its dark camera glossy as an eye, and looked at each of their faces in rapid fire as a beast quickly surveying its prey.

“The name’s Mission Vao, I was here, maybe… I dunno, five years ago?” Mission didn’t miss a beat, instantly falling into a charming sense of comfortable calm, her uncertainty coming off as endearing rather than suspicious. "I just wanted to speak with—"

Before Mission could finish her sentence, the bulb droid retracted into the frame as the door’s panels separated. Mission looked back at both Erebus and Mical before shrugging as she turned again to the opening door, its panels jilting on its inlaid track, very much in need of oil. Erebus’ brow furrowed farther, just as he got a glimpse – and a whiff – of what was inside.

Just over the threshold was a foyer like the Matale’s: a crisp, bright room flanked by two transplanted trees, poised before the doors that led to the rest of the house. Only unlike the Matale estate that was now usually teeming with unhappy citizens and solicitors, this foyer was full of the sight and scent of blood.

“Don’t mind the mess!” an unexpectedly jovial voice called out from behind one of the trees that stood sentinel before them. Now Erebus allowed himself to truly give into confusion and share a bewildered glance with Mical, whose right eyebrow shot up so high it disappeared into his hair. Not breaking character, Mission took a step forward with a hand gingerly held not-too-suspiciously over her holster as she put on a friendly smile and ventured into the unknown.

“Rahasia?” Mission hesitated. “Rahasia Sandral?”

“Never thought I’d see you ‘round these parts again,” a woman’s laugh filled the space, offsetting the sense of dread Erebus felt otherwise. Something isn’t right. “I thought you’d be off exploring the galaxy and all that.”

“Well, I was … for a spell,” Mission replied into a chuckle. Erebus felt the unease from her but he sensed the girl’s relief, too. “If you don’t mind my asking, what is all this-?”

“All this blood doing here?” Rahasia laughed, finishing Mission’s thought for her before she could stutter it into existence. “Why don’t you come closer and take a look.”

Were it not for the woman’s tone of voice, Erebus would have mistaken it for a threat. But she sounded embarrassed, if anything, begrudgingly welcoming an old acquaintance. With Mission leading the way, Erebus and Mical trailed behind until the river of blood led to its source at the base of the tree – a kath hound.

The creature had already been skinned and two of its haunches hung from the branches of the closest tree, still draining of blood. Now that they were properly inside the room, Erebus saw that several of the tree's limbs were strewn with kill, including the tree on the other end of the hall, all in varying stages of preservation.

“As you can see, quite a bit has changed around here,” Rahasia said, finishing her last cut before wiping her bloody hands on the apron wrapped around her waist. The woman stood and revealed herself in full as the three of them approached, her dark eyes immediately darting to Erebus and Mical, determining if their faces were as familiar as Mission’s. Before the woman could come to any conclusions, her eyes softened at the sight of Mission, and she held out her arms as Mission stepped closer.

“You probably hate hearing this, but Maker you’ve grown,” Rahasia said into a smile.

“I was only thirteen when I last saw you,” Mission said, accepting the woman’s hug with a disquiet even Erebus could feel, careful to avoid the blood. “Of course I’ve grown.”

“Sorry it’s just…” Rahasia released Mission and looked her up and down, “We don’t get many visitors here. It’s been a while since I’ve seen a new face, let alone a welcome one. And no I’m not counting those scavengers and mercenaries.”

“Things are that bad out here, huh?” Mission asked, shooting Mical and Erebus a glance.

Even the wealthy need to hunt for food, Erebus thought, considering what Khoonda was offering when this was still the norm for even the most privileged of families. 

“Have been for quite a while,” Rahasia sighed, “In fact things haven’t been good since you and your friends were here.”

“So I heard,” Mission said. “And unfortunately I don’t come bearing any good news.”

At this, Rahasia finally stiffened, leaving the remainder of the blood on her arms as if making a statement. Her eyes darted away from Mission again to survey Erebus and Mical, her eyes pausing on Erebus the second time.

“You,” she began, rounding on him. “You helped Da, once, didn’t you?”

Da, Erebus froze before realizing she’d meant Nurik Sandral.

“I did, yes,” Erebus said, “My sister and I helped your father with the droid that manned the crop irrigation.”

My sister and I, Erebus wanted to laugh. More like my sister helped while I just watched.

“Jedi, right?” Rahasia pressed. 

“I was training then, yes,” Erebus said, feeling the judgment of both Mission and Mical on him as he spoke, though what he said was not a lie. “I still remember the land well.”

“Hm,” was all Rahasia offered, unconvinced. But just as she was about to say something else, Mical butted in.

“I trained here as a child myself as well.” Mical said, “I once helped find your farm dog, I’m not sure if your father ever told you. Nurik called him scoundrel though I doubt that was truly the pup’s name.”

“Scoundrel, yes ,” Rahasia laughed, growing comfortable again now as the fond memory overtook her. “God I miss that dog. His name was Godric though we ended up calling him all sorts of things.”

“I’m sorry to hear about your brother, Casus,” Mical continued, taking a step forward as Rahasia’s expression dropped. “I looked up to him when I was younger and I only just learned of his passing earlier today.”

Rahasia held a hand to her heart as she closed her eyes, the gratitude clear on her face in light of… what was that, regret? Fear? Erebus tensed, reaching out with the Force though feeling nothing despite knowing that something was wrong.

Wait.

“Thank you,” Rahasia near-whispered before sniffling and resuming her smile from earlier, though decidedly less at ease than when she’d first spied Mission. “So tell me, what is this bad news you’ve come to dish out?”

When Erebus had first surveyed the house, he’d sensed energies from the lit room on the second floor. But now he sensed…

“Well,” Mission began, taking a deep breath before admitting it. “We think you and your family are in great danger.”

“Oh?” Rahasia said, almost nonplussed. “And who told you that?”

A nudge. Erebus could only explain as such. It was as if a ghost had pushed him gently, or a stranger tapped him with impatient cordiality on the shoulder, urging that he be quiet. Mission twitched just-so, telling him that her comm chattered but perhaps said nothing of value. They’re jamming our signal, Erebus thought. They knew we were coming. 

Erebus felt the nudge again, this time harder. It wasn’t physical but mental, a consciousness knocking against his own, and it wasn’t until he’d fully registered Mission’s actions that the pieces fell into place. 

Get out of there, it said. It’s a trap. 

Erebus stilled. Zayne.

“It’s a bit hard to explain,” Mical said, either oblivious or playing dumb a little too well, “You see, we found a body--”

But before Mical could finish his sentence, Erebus froze as several other, very alive, bodies materialized out of the nether. Not again.

“I thought you might have,” Rahasia said, her smile edging into something sinister. “They said you’d come.”

The bodies coalesced into full-fleshed people, all armored and ready, two of which held gloved hands out towards Mical and Erebus’ wrists. Just like Nespis. Only once clutched in their grip, Erebus actually felt nothing. 

Nothing. 

Not even the Force.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Eden

 

Eden Valen had not dreamt since Malachor. Nor had she gone by the name Eden.

Now, neither of those things remained true. 

She’d forgotten what it was like - to leave the world of the waking to instead roam a realm of half-memories, half-fears, and all-parts nonsense. She had a lightsaber in this new dream, but it was not her own. Instead it was something ancient and heavy, its color indiscernible but not unusual under the spell of sleep. The lightsaber hummed, as if singing, every time she swung. And when the shaft retreated, it whispered goodbye. 

Eden dreamt of the triangular door again before waking. Its image seared itself into her mind’s eye, transposing its double on Eden’s rousing vision like a sunspot that refused to relinquish its imprint. Its unnatural shape stayed with her even as she moved about the room after abandoning sleep, its apex appearing like a specter above the blunt frames of the TSF appointed quarters, begging her not to forget.

She tried to focus on the facets of the room, still jarred by how different things were from the Outer Rim. Eden had to remind herself that all of this was new more or less, if not borrowed from somewhere else in the galaxy. Citadel Station was a baby compared to its mother planet below, still reeling from her wounds in the Jedi Civil War. Eden felt the echoes of destruction like ghosts roaming beneath her, tectonic plates threatening to shift, though far away - both an ache and an echo, just as the Force felt creeping back into her senses. She tried to focus on the intricacies of the room, reacquaint herself with trivial things like alarm clocks and knick-knacks, things she failed to bring to Tatooine where every surface in her shop and attached apartment was barren or otherwise coated with sand or machine oil. But all she could think of was that damn door. 

The door dream was realer this time, though not quite like a memory. More akin to a lucid dream than anything - real in the moment but utterly illusory upon remembering while awake. Only unlike a lucid spell, Eden did not have any control over what happened in the dream. Like being trapped in a simulation. She could walk and move and look at things, but was still imprisoned by the algorithm's pre-programmed scenario. Even still, the rock walls ensconcing the door felt tangible this time, closer, its rough surface as barbed and rough as any real cave Eden had seen in her lifetime. But while it felt real, Eden could not place the door nor its origin anywhere in her memory. 

“Something troubles you,” Kreia asked when Eden entered the main common area, her eyes fixed on an indiscriminate middle distance. Eden paused as she exited her appointed bedroom, not expecting to see the old woman there but oddly pleased to see she was awake nonetheless.

“Have you ever had visions?” Eden came right out and asked, pacing for a moment before suddenly taking the seat across from Kreia, her eyes worriedly scanning the shadow of the woman’s lowered hood as she sat hunched forward and eager for a response.

“Force visions, I presume?”

Eden nodded.

Ah ,” Kreia sighed, a bittersweet smile spiriting over her lips as an answer took form in her mind before speaking. “The Force grants us feeble views into possible futures. Even if you were to experience a true Force vision, it is imperative that you interpret it with caution. The future is always in flux, regardless of what the Force might tell you.”

“So they are not always true?”

“Not exactly,” Kreia continued, “It is merely a glimpse of a possible outcome, which does not make it any less true. But seeing a vision of the future through the Force does not make it any more concrete than another potential path.”

“So… Force visions hold truth, but only… one version of it?”

“Precisely,” Kreia affirmed, nodding her head. “Say the Force granted you a vision of a future event. This insight does not mean that the events foretold will necessarily come to pass, but they may, should a certain path be taken. What the Force does not tell you is which path leads there, and what other paths remain.”

“I think I understand,” Eden said, “Though, how do you know if something you see is a vision or not?”

Kreia cocked her head just-so, silently begging that Eden elaborate.

“I keep seeing a door, when I sleep,” Eden began, the words slow on her tongue, as if the words themselves were sticky, “My memory is still spotty in places but I remember most of what happened on the Harbinger now, and everything that came before, I just… I can’t place this door anywhere in my past that makes any sense.”

“What does this door look like?” Kreia asked, her voice guarded now. “Perhaps it is related to our mysterious link.”

Eden hadn’t realized how tense she’d been until she relaxed her shoulders, momentarily balmed by Kreia’s reminder. Maybe it isn’t my memory, she breathed. Maybe Kreia has seen this door, too.

“It’s triangular, black,” Eden began. “Set in stone.”

Kreia did not move, betraying nothing. Eden froze, unsure if she should feel relieved or if it was too early to tell. 

“I think it’s a set of double doors,” Eden continued, scrunching her eyes closed as she conjured up the image in exact detail again. “Each door is a narrow slice, creating a complete isosceles triangle when closed.”

“Have the doors ever opened, in this vision of yours?” Kreia asked. 

Eden shook her head. Kreia let out a ruminous hmm as she settled deeper into her seat, setting Eden more on edge just when she was beginning to feel as if she was getting somewhere. 

“Yet you know how the door operates?” Kreia questioned, already suspicious of Eden’s answer before she offered it. 

“Somehow, yes.” Eden relented, sighing again as she reconciled the strange feeling the door gave off. “And I don’t know how I know this either, but the door isn’t meant to be opened. Not yet , anyway.”

“Interesting,” Kreia murmured. Had Eden not known the woman, she might have suspected that she was being sarcastic. But the air of unknowing lingered between them, and through their bond Eden sensed Kreia logging this information for later, confirming her statement before she uttered it, “I have not seen such a door, I’m afraid. As to the thoughts you have surrounding said door, I would not put it from your mind that this image is not a vision - indeed it may be - but it may also be a manifestation of your current connection to the Force, a subconscious symbol masquerading as a recognizable image begging that you decipher it. That image being a door. If that is the case, then perhaps I may be of some help.”

“Help?”

“Before you reconfigure your relationship to the Force again, you must learn to calm your mind.” Kreia said, pausing and looking in Eden’s immediate direction before emphasizing, “Meditate.”

“Meditate?”

It wasn’t so much a question so much as it was a means of delay. Eden had never formally learned to center herself under any teacher, at least not until Atris. What Master Kavar teaches you is how to release your tension, through physical action and the precision of its performance, Atris had told her with the ghost of a laugh on her throat, back when Atris still smiled often and was known to joke when she was in a good mood. It may be meditative, but what he did not teach you is how to truly meditate. To center yourself and calm your mind.

“Is… that alright?” Kreia asked, her every word slow as she spoke, as if sensing Eden’s thoughts.

“I -” Eden paused, shaking the memory of Atris from her mind. “Yes, it’s fine. It’s just… it's been a while.”

Kreia stood from where she sat and walked to the center of the room before promptly sitting down on the floor, beckoning that Eden join.

“Come, let me show you my personal brand of meditation. I can assure you that it is a technique you have not likely learned before.”

Kreia had been hard to read from the moment Eden nearly mistook her dead on Peragus, but now Eden felt a true wave of compassion emanating from the woman. Whether Kreia had indeed read her thoughts or simply sensed her hesitation, Eden was thankful for the woman’s thoughtfulness and discretion. But above all, her willingness to help.

“Sounds good to me,” Eden said, easing into the idea of learning new tricks. It had been nearly a decade since she’d felt the Force, and even longer since she last meditated. While part of her was not eager to revisit either thing, the idea of doing so alongside a woman that did not ask her questions about her past or readily call herself a Jedi made Eden feel more at ease than she had in a very long time.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Dantooine

Lonna Vash

 

Were it not for the irony of it all, Lonna Vash might have allowed herself to snoop. But she was practiced, if anything, and polite above all else.

Erebus' ship was a relic, a thing she never once thought she would see. None of the Jedi Council wished to explore what it was that made Revan's miracle fleet the marvel that it was, though the fact that none of them were even the slightest bit curious irked her now. They'd made so many mistakes, but this was one smaller error in light of so many monolithic ones that she could at least rectify it in their absence. For the record.

But her old apprentice had trusted the vessel to her. Trusted that she would keep the thing on firm ground until he returned, having run off on some errand she was unsure would be fruitful yet. The visions hadn't been that detailed. When had they ever been? He'd been a boy then, younger than ten, when she trained him and called him her Padawan. Nothing had forced their separation other than Aiden's own interest in history, his passion still evident now in his research-masquerading-as-decoration, notes and diagrams lining the metal of his ship like wallpaper. And it was history, too, that brought their paths together once more. Lonna let out a low laugh, wondering what other jokes the Force still had in store for her.

Lonna moved about the ship like a specter, only allowing herself to touch its surfaces, making a mental note not to pry, even though she wanted to.

Perhaps later.

It would be nice to know where the vessel had come from. According to the reports post-Civil War, it was birthed from a station that Revan and Captain Malak had found out in the Unknown Regions. But how could such a place be? How could a machine churn out warship after warship without so much as an engineer to guide its mechanical hand? How could such a device just exist, sitting out there on the edges of space since time immemorial, waiting to be found?

Revan knew, but no one had thought to ask her why. And now Revan was gone again, the answers gone with her. So long as the war was over, the Council agreed, the past could remain in the past.

No, not the Council. Atris.

Lonna's eyes darted over Erebus' drawings, smiling at how evident it was that his handwriting had changed little despite how much everything else had transformed over the years, him included. Even as a boy, though Aiden then, he'd always been fond of pens rather than holopad styluses or keypads. Lonna could still recall the entrance letter he'd penned for Atris, then the Chief Historian at Coruscant, who'd complained about the small nature of his letters, asking if he'd rather type it instead. Lonna had laughed when Aiden said, with a straight face, no.

The spirit of a smile stayed her face as her eyes fell on the diagrams near Erebus' desk: pyramids of varying sizes scattered among his notes like emblems, breadcrumbs that lead to who knew where.

If the visions were right, they would soon find out. If the visions were right, then Lonna would be the one to make the connection.

Allowing her gaze to linger over the alien design of the ship's controls, the odd shapes of the doors and the strange layout of the cargo hold, bookmarking her curiosity for later, Lonna limped over to the container Mical had procured for her from the jaws of Nespis VIII, its fate already sealed when she had set foot on it but the loss of which she still felt in full. With the notes from the dilapidated Dantooine Archives still saved in her holopad, Lonna opened the canister and revealed its contents. To anyone else, it was just a lightsaber. And an old one at that. But it wasn't just any lightsaber. It was a key to another mystery the Jedi Council had failed to investigate the origins of, borrowing its blueprint in design only without ever questioning why such a thing even existed. Just like the Star Forge.

Inside the container was the first known double-bladed lightsaber. Its hilt was rough but sturdy, and its inner mechanics little known. Later designs would be modeled after the log of the weapon in the archives, not the actual article itself, which would lead to unsuccessful replicas like the one Aiden had attempted as a child, scared of Kun but in awe of him also. Lonna picked it up in her hands, half expecting her body to surge with Dark Side energy, with a rush of cold as Erebus had attested earlier. But instead, she felt nothing. Only metal.

Shifting its weight from palm to palm, Lonna relished in its substance, heavier than she anticipated and by far heftier than any modern double-blades she knew. She'd held Master Kavar's blade once, when he was sworn into the Council, and the hilt had been deceptively lightweight then, informing how fluid Kavar could be with his movements. But this? Exar Kun's blade was a megalith in miniature, weighing almost as much as a star on the cusp of full supernova.

But that was just it, wasn't it? Unlike other double-blades that sought to correct the perceived flaw, this one was unwieldy and uneven, but on purpose. Kun only ever dueled with the main blade elongated, saving the secret second blade for the killing thrust. But there was more to it than that…

Setting the saber down, Lonna watched as the yellow-white light of Erebus' ship caught the metallic hilt in full, temporarily gilding it where it was otherwise silver. Lonna closed her eyes and upon seeing the device's inner workings in her mind's eye, began to slowly take the thing apart.

Without touching it, the hilt separated, each of its pieces suspended in midair. The thing was ancient, and stubbornly so, resisting Lonna's demands with every mental command. But it relented and revealed itself, relinquishing itself to the Force as Lonna guided it. It wasn't so unlike other lightsabers, save for the prototypical nature of its inner workings. The power cell was primeval, but it more or less resembled recent iterations. Its circuits looked fairly new, possibly even updated by Master Sunrider upon the weapon's rediscovery. But in the center of all its wirings, sitting almost demurely at the base of its energy channel, were the focusing and primary crystals. Where one was common – resembling clear quartz with a few white specks marring its otherwise diamond-like crystalline sheen – the other was a darker, rougher crystal unlike any Lonna had ever seen. She'd dissected Sith sabers before, their bleeding crystals visceral and vibrant, but this one was almost so black it was void of light.

Like a blackhole in miniature.

Lonna stilled, the hair on the back of her neck standing on end.

Like Malachor. Like Eden Valen and the Wound she left in her wake. Like Katarr and the ghost of the lost Jedi that Lonna mourned still.

Without another thought, she willed the saber back together, the pieces not only returning to their original position as a single unit but also placing itself within the safe confines of the box, the lid closing and shutting itself as if it needed to be alone and not because Lonna wished it to be.

Lonna fought to catch her breath, her eyes wide as she calmed herself, staring out at Erebus' many drawings and diagrams as if it might calm her or at least remind her of the task at hand.

She knew what this meant and what would have to come next, but that didn't mean she liked that the Force willed it to be so.


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Atton

 

"It's uh, it's your move," Atton urged politely, his voice bordering on annoyed though his confusion got the better of him.

"Oh, sorry," Eden muttered. "What did you just do again?"

It had been twelve hours since the TSF unceremoniously dropped them off here with no further news of what might become of their trial, and it was only a matter of time until the Exchange found out Atton had returned only to have failed the mission thrust upon him.

I'm counting on you, hotshot, Luxa had said into his ear, one of her long nails tracing his jaw as she pushed the weapons he was meant to smuggle onto the station into the side of his ribcage like a promise and a threat. If you do, more than half of your debt will be paid.

Atton wasn't eager to find out what would happen if he didn't.

"I placed this card down," Atton said after a beat. Shaking the fear from his mind to replace his thoughts with numbers again, he pointed to the newly-laid Pazaak card on the table before Eden. Its metallic edges glittered, reflecting the traffic from outside the window beside them. "And I end my turn."

"Right, right," Eden said, her eyes boring into the cards laid out like a battle map. She furrowed her brow as she chewed her lip, a look of utter concentration overcoming her as she placed her next card down in a way Atton hadn't seen yet. It had only been a few days and he'd already witnessed Eden's flavors of suspicious, agitated, exhausted, angry, aloof and resigned. This was a new one. "What?"

"Huh?"

"You're smiling, did I do something stupid?" Eden sighed. "I think I should have picked the other card in my hand on the last round…"

Atton hadn't realized he'd zoned out until Eden spoke. She looked up at him through the dark fringe of her hair, a few strands falling into her eyes as she tried to read his expression. Might as well have had drool on my face, Atton berated himself internally. It was almost as bad as his staring back on the Peragus promenade - well, maybe not quite as bad, but still embarrassing.

"No, no it's nothing, it's just… a little hard to believe you've never played Pazaak before."

Atton decided to play it cool, leaning back in his chair as far as it allowed with one arm draped over the support as if he might suddenly decide to up and leave the game should his interest wane. But his statement was true. He couldn't believe Eden had never played Pazaak despite claiming to have lived on Tatooine as long as she had. The woman wouldn't tell him much, just that she used to repair and sell droids in Anchorhead for a while before being brought here to meet with Admiral Onasi. Must be about the missing Jedi, he thought, though he didn't dare ask. Eden still stared at him, her eyes narrowed to slits.

"Right…" Eden's discernment only intensified, her eyes narrowing as she read him for a second longer before plucking a card from her own hand and placing it down. "Well, I don't have much interest in gambling."

"But you clearly have a head for numbers," Atton said after whistling at Eden's play. "Not bad."

"Don't give me credit just yet, you didn't give me much to work with," Eden countered, showing Atton the back of her paltry hand as if the man had already forgotten that he'd leant her his side-deck so they could pass the time. "The droid work helps, probably, but I'm more of a visual learner. If my math is right, it's likely by accident."

"You could just brag, y'know," Atton huffed a laugh, "You just won, by the way."

"What?" Eden's eyes went wide as she leaned over the table, as if her proximity to the cards would help her make more sense of the game. "How?!"

"Do the math," he chuckled coolly, gesturing that she scan the cards before he collected the deck and shuffled for another round. "Or listen, how about this - why don't we just chalk it up to beginner's luck, alright?"

"Yeah, that's more likely," Eden agreed almost as soon as Atton finished speaking. She sat back in her seat and crossed her arms over her chest, nodding absently at the cards still on the table as if making quick sense of them again. Atton was just playing nice, giving her a few more seconds to count and recount before collecting the cards, but it was strange to see such a capable woman act so… incapable. Eden had faltered a few times back on Peragus, and Atton blamed Force nonsense for the most part with a dash of not-enough-nutrients and too-much-kolto. Now, it seemed like Eden not only avoided credit where it was due but also found it abhorrent to boot.

"Pure Pazaak," Atton mumbled, feigning amusement but feeling awkward nonetheless. "So, you up for another round, or...?"

Eden shook her head. 

"Maybe later."

Atton didn't want to admit he was disappointed, deciding instead to shrug it off. "Suit yourself."

"So you just… carry all this around with you?" Eden asked after a beat, her voice easing into something friendlier. Atton saw the curiosity in her eyes - earnest in her inquisitiveness - but still sensed the sardonic bite beneath. Now Atton truly wanted to laugh but thankfully refrained.

"It passes the time," was all he revealed, placing the collected and now-shuffled deck in his jacket's left-most inside pocket. "Plus, y'never know when it might stop a blaster bolt to the heart."

The spirit of a laugh fluttered over Eden's face but didn't take form in full. Atton's stomach flipped, but before he could question it the woman stood and looked expectantly toward the door.

"Wait, someone's here."

Just like in the detention cell. It was another moment before the door chime fluttered through the air, announcing a visitor. Eden was already halfway across the floor before the melody finished.

"Any news?" Atton heard Eden say before he stood to join her, spying the usual suspects from the day before.

Lieutenant Grenn looked up at her sheepishly, his business-smile coming off more apologetic than smug as it had the day previous.

"I am happy to inform you that our investigation of the Peragus facility has come to a close," Grenn began. The man shifted from foot to foot, robbing Atton of any hope he had at the beginning of the Lieutenant's sentence. "It appears that the Harbinger had indeed been present – though it was gone when our ships arrived – and was responsible for the station's destruction. We managed to recover logs from the facility as well that more or less support your claims. So, as such, you are to be released from house arrest."

And?

Atton almost uttered the word, though judging by the way Lieutenant Grenn read his expression he might as well have.

"As it stands, while the Telosian investigation has come to a close, the Republic would like to resume the inquest. A ship is on its way as we speak, and they have insisted that you remain on-station for the duration of their search."

"Why is the Republic sending a ship?" Eden asked, taking a step towards Lieutenant Grenn. The man only tightened his military stance, his hands held even firmer behind his back if it were possible as he held Eden's gaze, still trying to appear friendly and formal.

"To further investigate the station's destruction and to continue the search for the missing Harbinger," Grenn admitted, every word sounding as scripted as the last.

Eden wanted the man to admit something else, but the Lieutenant refused, staring the woman down with a steel gaze that reeked of bureaucracy. Atton wanted to roll his eyes, but for once refrained, instead remaining impassive at Eden's side.

"Do we have to stay?" Atton ventured, looking beyond the shoulders of Grenn and his crew, and thankfully only spying an eyeful of nothing. No Exchange lackeys, he thought. At least not yet.

"It would be preferable," Grenn said, appearing more polite than Atton deserved. "The Sojourn is already en route and will likely dock in not more than a few standard days, so feel free to use these quarters for your stay."

Grenn eyed his team and bowed out of the apartment again, pausing only to add, "Your vessel's ID is complete. Please visit the TSF station to complete the necessary paperwork to release any forfeited items at the front desk. Your ship should be transferred from the impound docks by the time you're ready to leave."

Before either of them could respond, Grenn closed the apartment door from the outside, leaving them alone again.

And to think that old witch has slept through all of this.

"What the hell was that?" Eden said, aghast. She turned to Atton after staring at the closed door for a full half-minute, her gaze as bewildered as Atton's insides felt.

"Is it just me or did the Lieutenant put a little too much emphasis on should in his last sentence?" Atton said, already reaching for the door again.

"That wasn't just you…" Eden said, already halfway across the room and pulling on her boots. "If we're free to roam the station, let's call their bluff."

"You want to find the Ebon Hawk now?" Atton asked, more bemused that Eden was on the same page as him than he was flabbergasted that she'd even asked.

"Why not?" Eden asked, "If they are lying about something, now is the best time to catch them in the middle of it. Grenn said 'by the time you're ready to leave' as if he was counting on us taking a few days before making an inquest of our own. I say we make that inquest now."

There was a fierce determination in Eden's eyes that Atton wasn't expecting. Another one for the books, he thought, wondering if this was a bad idea or a good one. So, do we make ourselves a target for the Exchange or get ahead of the game? A toss up, really.

Before Atton could gauge whether heading out of their government-appointed haven was a good idea or not, he hit the panel that commanded the door to open, an inner part of him surprisingly more eager to see Eden satisfied than his survival instincts preferred that he remain in-tact.

Well, this can't be good, he thought, smirking in Eden's direction regardless. "Lead the way."

 


 

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions

Revan

It had been years since she went by the name Revan.

Even now, she recoiled at the thought of referring to herself as anything. Revan was still too raw a memory, yet also too far away to reclaim. And she didn't want the name Nevarra to be mixed up in this either, as if keeping the names separate kept the parts of herself separate, too. Preserved but put away for now. As if they weren't inherently part of the same whole.

A woman could wish.

For now, she was to mind the door.

The door remained shut, its triangular image held in her peripheral vision whenever she passed it, never giving its sharp edges full credence as if acknowledging it in full would give it power. Her new Master still slept, the Emissary promising that the time would come when the door was to be opened. She'd relented to this bit of knowledge, comforted if only by the fact that it was a truth to be delayed, something she could avoid while she learned more of this place and reconciled the rest of herself - putting the pieces together even when there were still so many missing parts.

She missed Carth and the warmth of him, the gruff of his voice and the coarse caress of his stubble on her cheek as he held her close in the bed they shared. She missed mornings with him, whispering temptations that he come back to bed when she knew full well that he was to be on-duty within the standard hour, always teasing him with ten more minutes and a kiss to seal the promise that always turned into twenty. Maybe it was better this way, keeping him in the dark. He'd already known the worst parts of her, but this side was decidedly uglier, though a necessary evil if what memories she could recall could be trusted. And it was in these moments of almost-clarity that she truly missed Alek and his wicked half-grin, always part-strategist and part-scoundrel but also all parts heart of gold. Were Alek alive and at her side again, as he had been in the beginning, he'd be distracting her from the door and reminding her of the greater good, keeping her focused on their sacrifice and the fact that it would mean nothing if it didn't at least hurt a little, that this is what it meant to risk everything and that it would be worth it in the end. We'll make it matter, he'd said, after the tragedy at Cathar. We'll make their deaths mean something.

And had they?

It is sometimes necessary to enter the darkness in order to save the light, Alek had said to her before then. As if he knew what was to come. Before they'd found the Star Forge. Before Alek had been captured by Demagol and tortured, changing his name to separate himself from the pain, from all the hurt she'd refused to give voice to because it scared her too, even if it meant letting Alek think he'd failed her somehow. Even if it was the beginning of the end for her friend and she'd done nothing to stop it.

So the door dogged her still, every time she passed it and chose not to name herself, as if she were a floating ghost of consciousness. The Emissary was pleased with her progress, for now, and that's all that mattered. Your training is near complete, child, he'd praised just the other day. Or was it last week? You are almost ready.

And while the door remained shut, she did what she could in the meanwhile. Time was slower here, deceptively infinite. Between training she willed her limbs to move about the ancient annals instead of succumbing to the sweet solace of immobility, as the others here often did, reminding herself that time was in fact finite and that she was quickly running out of it. She studied the runes and dredged what she could from the depths of her memory. If only she could have completed her last objective before the Emissary intercepted her at their prearranged meeting place, though she had no memory of planning it. Divine intervention, he'd called it. Bad fucking luck was more like it in her book.

Because she had never done this kind of work, always delegating it to others, to Eden. Eden would know. Eden had trained in the Archives and while the girl may not have had a fondness for datapads as librarians were known for having, she had an encyclopedic knowledge of etymology and could rattle off any number of binary sequences or ancient languages related to any given word spoken in a conversation if asked of her. So long as there was a pattern, Eden could decipher it. It's why the girl was stationed on Dxun. Revan had found Eden's persistence in battle to be a serendipitous coincidence, the girl always determined to see a mission through to completion no matter how many men she lost. Revan had been proud, then. Nevarra wasn't sure how to feel.

Even before she'd recalled being Revan once, she remembered Eden and her proclivity for languages. As she'd struggled with her translator on Kashyyyk, Mission muffling chuckles at her side, she'd recalled Eden's uncanny ability to pick up words and dialects like a firaxa taking to water. Eden knows Shyriiwook, she'd thought off-hand and so easily that it shocked her. Who was Eden? Even if the memory didn't make sense at the time, she'd still remembered her youngest protégé.

In all her time as a mind-wiped Jedi drone, she'd not remembered a single thing from her life before. Not training as a Jedi, not her true name, nor anything from her wonderful yet tragic childhood. Not even Alek. But she had remembered Eden. She'd remembered Eden.

If only she could have found her before the Emissary made contact. If only she'd found Eden and finally let her in on the secret she should have been a part of all those years ago. If she had trusted the girl back then, perhaps none of this would have happened. Maybe Alek would still be alive, and only Malak at worst. Perhaps her Civil War wouldn't have been lost, or maybe not waged at all, Revan's initial plans never forgotten and left to ruin.

If only she'd trusted Eden then, and not tried to kill her.

If only.

So for now, Revan would mind the door. And dread the day that it would finally open.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, TSF Station

Atton

 

“Gone?!” Atton balked, the droid behind the TSF front desk far too calm to ease his inner dismay. “How can an entire ship be gone?!”

“It seems the Ebon Hawk was transferred to Telos’ surface instead of an impound dock. However, both the requester and the point of delivery are unknown.” The silver protocol droid paused, glancing at the screen before it and typing in a few things before continuing, “In addition, the vessel is not showing up at any government sanctioned landing site. Given the evidence, I would conclude that it has been stolen, and the TSF records have been illegally accessed and modified to amend said records.”

I knew it,” Atton seethed. “That stupid T3 unit stole our ship, and it’s probably joyriding through the system right now laughing at us. Laughing at me.”

It wasn’t until he spied Eden’s expression from the corner of his eye that Atton thought he might have very well lost his mind. Instead of reacting, Eden only stared blankly at him, eyes unblinking, as if to say I’ll pretend you didn’t just say that. The droid on the other side of the desk stared similarly, only it was the droid Atton truly wanted to throttle.

“That is unlikely,” the droid interrupted, now sounding oddly unnerved at Atton’s display as Eden appeared to be, still unblinking, though she did extend a hand to steady him. “While your utility droid is not accounted for, numerous satellites track all incoming and outgoing vessels. There is no evidence of the Ebon Hawk leaving the system.”

Ignoring the odd calm Eden’s hand on his arm gave him, Atton only eyed the woman with conspiratorial conjecture, cocking his eyebrow as he pieced the puzzle of this headache together.

“Wait, you’re saying that the ship’s actually somewhere on Telos’ surface?” Atton shook his head, gently removing Eden’s hand from his arm with a silent I'm fine, even though he preferred it there. “I don’t understand. Telos’ atmosphere is highly corrosive outside the shielded Restoration Zones. Where else could someone land safely?”

If the droid could sigh, it would have. Its entire frame glittered silver, a few rusted swaths glowing red-orange, beneath the horrid fluorescence of the office’s ambiance as its chassis shouldered all the motions of an exhale. 

“I’m sorry, but I am afraid that is all the information I have for you. Of course, the quarters in Residential Module 082 will remain yours until the situation is resolved.”

“At least there’s that,” Atton mumbled, turning away as Eden continued to speak with the droid in hushed tones now. As he worked through the waves of embarrassment that washed over him in the aftermath of his outburst, Atton made out the words belongings and inventory, so when Eden grabbed his arm again to regain his attention he was at least a bit more interested and a lot less grumpy. 

“Your bounty awaits,” Eden urged, half-laughing but also clearly exhausted, as she turned him in the direction of the sliding doors opening beside them. Beyond the dissolving barrier lay a row of lockers Eden took no time in rummaging through. Atton paused, at first forgetting what on the Hawk even belonged to him before he recalled everything he’d pilfered from the Harbinger’s armory, where Eden had fallen under some spell at the mere sight of a quarterstaff. Before seeking out what gear he’d stolen, Atton watched as Eden carefully sorted through what remained in the lockers, her eyes as discerning as he’d ever seen them. 

He wanted to read her, as so many Jedi had read him before. He knew how, and if he could just…

“What?” Eden asked, breaking him out of his reverie. It took a moment for Atton to realize that he had been staring - again. “Something wrong?”

Atton shook his head. 

“N-nothing,” Atton stammered. “It’s nothing.”

Atton was about to begin counting cards in his head again when he felt it - an ache . Eden continued on as if it were nothing, as if she had taken his words to heart. As if her entire being didn’t echo with the weight of it. 

But the ache radiated off of her, and hit him in waves. He’d sensed it before, even with his walls up, but it felt more akin to uncertainty then. Now? Atton wasn’t sure what to call it.

Death was the first thing that came to mind. A gaping maw that sought nothing but annihilation. But there was something else, too… something raw and gnawing, like a hunger. Something familiar that Atton dare not name. Only Eden wasn’t satiating it, instead choosing to let it starve.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Eden asked, truly concerned now as she took a step towards him. But Atton only recoiled, shaking his head. Are you sure you’re okay?! He wanted to ask.

He didn’t.

“I’m fine.” he said, “So long as we get out of here, soon.”

Only soon wouldn’t come fast enough.

 

Chapter 30: Nothing

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Eden

 

"I suspect there is news," Kreia said by way of greeting them as soon as Eden and Atton returned to the apartment. Instead of rolling his eyes as he was getting used to when in the old woman's presence, Atton launched into a full-on vent session, eyes wide and near-manic.

"Get this - our ticket out of here? Gone."

Atton was still plenty worked up from their dissatisfying customer service experience at the TSF headquarters to be full of enough ire for the two of them. While she wasn't exactly apathetic, Eden was more concerned about the odd look that overcame Atton at the station, his face going pale as he eyed her, as if in horror – before shrugging it off and gathering his things in an annoyed huff as if nothing had happened. He made no mention of it again the entire way back, so maybe it was just that - nothing.

"Our ticket?" Kreia repeated, nursing an annoyance like a fast-growing headache.

Eden watched the woman, wondering if it were perhaps her fault. Eden spent the trek back from the TSF station with an odd feeling at the base of her skull, as if a headache might come on, only one never did. Instead, everything around her began to mute itself – colors dulled, sounds quieted, even Atton's voice was drowned out by an unexplainable dread that overcame Eden the moment they left the station and endured until they returned to the apartment. Part of her wanted to drink in the sights of Citadel Station, somewhat excited to see something other than sand for once, but another part of her wanted to curl up into a ball and fall into the dreamless sleep she so often took for granted these last nine years.

"The Ebon Hawk," Atton said, rounding on the kitchenette to grab a canteen of water, gulping the entire thing in full before continuing without missing a beat. "But listen to this – it's still on Telos' surface."

Kreia perked up at this, her posture straightening as she strode towards Atton.

"So, the vessel was misplaced? Or perhaps stolen…" Kreia cradled her chin in thought, her voice growing deeper with every syllable that escaped her mouth.

"Now I wouldn't put it past the TSF to straight up lose a ship, I mean, c'mon, just look at the incident we had in the holding cell."

"True. Though it is suspicious, as I am gathering you were about to explain."

"Exactly."

Part of Eden wanted to laugh, genuinely amused by the display before her, surprised the two of them were almost getting along. But the dread continued to eat at her, her companions' words fading until all she heard were ocean's waves and heavy rain.

Just like on Tatooine, she thought, haunted by the missing holocrons. And the Harbinger.

Breath caught in Eden's throat, panic gripping her so suddenly that all she could do was quietly leave the room and lock herself in the refresher, hoping she was not missed amid Atton and Kreia's volleying theories.

"Shit," she whispered to the empty room. What's wrong with me?

Eden rounded on the mirror, keen on looking her dim-reflection in the eye as if it might tell her whether this was another dream or if this was real life. She desperately hoped it was the former - then maybe she could wake up from it.

Eden looked about how she'd expected. The face that stared back at her resembled the image Eden held of herself in her mind's eye. But something was off.

After sighing, the sound of lapping waves still strong in her mind, she began to comb out the taught braids wrapped in the elaborate bun at the back of her head that she'd avoided in the Ebon Hawk's sonic shower, untangling her tresses and plucking gold beads as she went. Each piece clinked pleasantly as it met the surface of the refresher sink, collecting in a small pool of about twenty pieces by the time she finished. Surprised that the thing was made of stone instead of cheap plastic, Eden swept the beads across the sink's surface with the palm of her hand, eyeing them like treasure.

Now if only I could get my hands on some real money. Maybe then we could get out of here.

Looking at her face again, now framed by her black hair fading to yellow-blonde falling in erratic waves post-braid, she saw the version of herself that had befriended Asra back at Anchorhead. Asra was the closest thing to a friend Eden had in the last nine years. But when she befriended her, she'd been Vale. Not that Vale had been much different from Eden personality-wise - but in acting as Vale she had not been truthful to the part of her that had been Eden. When she'd arrived on Anchorhead, her hair had been flush with blonde locks, root-to-tip. As the months wore on, always keen on leaving after the next season, Eden had failed to keep up with Vale's hair but she'd also failed to leave Anchorhead altogether. As the months grew into a year, whoever Vale had been upon dreaming her up began to bleed into Eden. Upon waking on Peragus, Eden was the only name she remembered, and looking at herself now she decided that it was who she would remain.

"Eden," she whispered, still hearing Atton and Kreia's voices from the other side of the door, thankfully unaware of her imminent mental breakdown. "Eden."

It felt right. Still dream-like, but right.

Finally tearing her eyes away from her reflection, Eden rummaged through the contents of the refresher, impressed to find the place fully stocked with not just the basic amenities but even a few luxuries - one of which being a pair of hair-cutting shears, still sharp by the look of them.

Eden sized them up and then her hair, looking at herself in the mirror again as she measured just how far her blonde hair reached. Without hesitating, she snipped. Hair fell, her blonde strands falling into the sink to leave only the black behind.

She was Eden again. But a version of Eden she had not yet met. A version of Eden that had shed her old self and found pieces she hadn't realized were missing in each of her aliases, the truest version so far being Vale. But Vale was still a lie. This version of Eden would not be.

Eden could still hear the waves, lapping at the edges of her consciousness as she stared into the mirror. They would have otherwise been soothing, a calming comfort to ease her to rest. But instead, the waves reminded her of that day. A day seared into memory, a thought she could not reconcile with what came after.

She'd heard those same waves in the caves beneath the ghost town in the Dune Sea, and somehow, Eden knew the waves she heard were not just any waves, borne of some random ocean. They were the waves as they had been at Cathar - soft, restful, as if in mourning of the Cathar people that chose the sea over slavery, that chose to take their own lives instead of allowing the Mandalorians to take it from them, robbing them of choice.

I know now, Revan had whispered almost reverently, her doe-dark eyes wide and fixed at a spot beneath the water, the foam lapping at her feet under Master Vrook and the Jedi Council's judgmental eye. I know why this name is mine.

It was the first time Alek had held Eden's hand, though it was out of comfort in the face of fear and awe that washed over him as he watched his closest friend become a deity, ascending to near godhood without him.

Eden had not known it then, but Revan had not always been her name. When they'd trained together, her temporary-Master revealed that Revan was a name that came to her in a dream as a child, over and over again, until when asked she'd finally given it as her namesake – as if uttering it into being might make it stick. It didn't, then. It was only when she picked up the abandoned Mandalorian mask on the shores of Cathar, its bronze metal catching the light of the setting sun so it glowed molten orange, haloing her figure as she rose from the shore, that the name made sense, falling into place.

They all saw it: a vision, playing out before their very eyes in real-time, a memory unfolding of the mask's wearer to reveal the last moments of the Cathar race, pinned to the edge of extinction by the Mandalorians as only one of them defected in the name of the Mando'ade creed. If even the Mando'a considered what was happening to be blasphemy, then surely the Jedi would as well, and step in. But instead, the Council further condemned Revan, calling her a war monger, casting all of what she'd done and planned to do in doubt, coloring it all as crime when all she'd wanted to achieve was peace.

Revan only seethed, holding the metal tighter in her hands, her knuckles turning white when she finally affixed the broken Mandalorian mask to her own face.

I saw it then, Revan had revealed to Eden later. I saw what she saw. The Mandalorian whose mask Revan held, the persona she inherited. There was a word on the woman's lips that stayed with her as she died by blasterfire: revanchism, akin to retaliation, recovering what was lost. It wasn't Mando'a, but older. Yet the word rung true just the same. Who had perhaps been the only true remaining Mandalorian on Cathar that day perished with revenge in her heart, and Revan awoke with it, seeing that it would be done.

Revanchism. Revanchist. Revan.

It has always been my name, she'd said. I may not have been born with it, but it was as if… as if it was meant for meA name I needed to grow into. And that day has finally come.

Eden had felt something akin to what she saw in Atton at the revelation – something between wonder and terror. But unlike Revan, Eden had always felt like Eden. Even when she was Vale. Or Nevarra. Or Iren. Even Lan Rissian during her short stay aboard the Harbinger. No matter what iteration of herself she masqueraded as in her exile, she'd always been Eden.

What did Revan feel like when she awoke as Nevarra? Was it the same as when she was a child, as if her given name were nothing but a borrowed one? A placeholder?

Eden braced herself on the edges of the sink, closing her eyes and relishing in the calming coolness of the stone against her palms, willing the phantom waves to recede. She inhaled, counted, and exhaled. And when she opened her eyes again, she saw a version of herself she thought was left behind forever in the Coruscant Jedi Council chambers. But here she was again - Eden. As she'd always been.

Only this time, she wouldn't run.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Sandral Estate

Mission

"Any idea what we might be looking for?" Asra asked over her shoulder, rummaging through a set of drawers with one hand while the other still held her rifle poised and at the ready.

"Unfortunately no," Mission said through gritted teeth. If only I could remember more of what happened…

Only Mission had blacked out just when her memory needed it most, recalling nothing when she came to in Zayne's arms, like something out of an embarrassing dream.

"All I know is that something here will lead us to where they've taken them," Mission assured, opening a closet and dispensing its contents behind her, half aware of what she was throwing over her shoulder and half aware if any of it were even useful. "Don't ask me how I know, I just do."

If Bastila were here, she would give the Force full credit. But Mission knew she was mute to it. If anything, she'd heard something in her last waking moments before losing consciousness and the memory of discovering some vital piece of information stuck with her even after she awoke into what might otherwise be classified as a teenage nightmare – waking in the arms of an old crush, feeling every inch the fool.

"Any idea what they might have used on me back there?" Mission ventured, hoping Asra's lekku were more sensitive than her own. But Asra only shrugged.

"No idea," Asra exhaled, abandoning the drawers before striding across the room to open the wardrobe along the wall opposite, swinging its doors wide open. "I sensed something was off, but other than that I have no idea what happened within these walls. And from the sounds of it, Zayne felt something similar."

"Big help the Force is, huh?" Mission tried to joke, only she didn't laugh. "Looks like we were all working with the same butt load of nothing."

At least Asra sounded apologetic. Mission sighed and continued rummaging, wracking her brain for any bit of useful information. We think you and your family are in great danger, was the last thing Mission remembered saying, feeling all the more ridiculous for it, especially knowing what came after. What an idiot.

"Nothing in the main hall," Darek said, poking his head in the room by way of self-announcement. Mission nearly jumped. Maker, Mission, pull yourself together. "I'll check the top-most floor and work my way down. You guys can work your way up and we'll meet in the middle?"

"Sounds good," Mission said, shaking her surprise away as she raised a thumb over her shoulder in mock enthusiasm. "Let us know if you find anything."

I was just here, she thought as she spied the main hall still full of skinned kath hounds over Darek's shoulder, as if no time had passed. What did I miss?

Without announcing it to Asra, Mission swept from the room and into the next, only to stop short once she found Zayne in there stooping over a pile of what appeared to be outdated datapads.

"Hey, does any of this look useful to you?" Zayne said as he sensed Mission approach, barely glancing at her as he held up a datapad over his shoulder for her to scrutinize. She froze for a moment, taken aback by Zayne's presence as well as his nonchalance at her suddenly being there. "Take a look and see if anything rings a bell, these were all just splayed out here on the floor, like someone was looking for something."

"Lemme see," she said, shaking the anxiety from her frame and reaching for the datapad in Zayne's hand. The thing was old but not ancient, maybe fifteen years at most. The contents seemed innocuous at a glance, but something about the location described in its detailed irrigation logs caught her attention.

"Are you sure you're alright?" Zayne asked, "We can head back to Khoonda and make sure you're –"

"I'm fine," Mission said, cutting him off. "I'll be better once we make sense of this. They can't have just vanished."

"Hey, Mission," Asra asked, her voice muffled from the adjoining room before realizing Mission had already left. "Mission?"

"In here," Mission beckoned, eyes still scanning the datapad. Zayne handed her another, the notes describing a similar structure not far from the Sandral farm as an obstacle to their irrigation plans.

"I have an idea," Asra said, bracing herself in the doorway as her eyes volleyed between Zayne and Mission, neither of whom shared her gaze. "The only time my lekku have felt off has been when there's a dampening field nearby. Now, I know that's not exactly what happened here, but—"

"A dampening field," Zayne echoed, standing up to pace the small room. "No, I think you might be onto something. The Golden Company has been stealing Jedi artifacts, no? What if they've taken something with the ability to affect the Force like a dampening field would affect power emissions?"

"But wouldn't you know about something of that caliber even existing?" Mission said, her eyes not leaving the datapad, something about it feeling important to her though she wasn't yet sure why. "Half the galaxy would be out for something like that, bounty or no."

"You'd think so, but the Jedi aren't just terrible about keeping secrets," Zayne said with a huff, "They're also shit at withholding important information."

"I take it you have personal beef with your own kind?" Asra asked.

"If you count being tried for a crime I didn't commit and nearly killed for it as personal beef, then sure. I usually classify it as Kind of a Big Fucking Deal, but whatever. I'll tell you the story, sometime. That being said I wouldn't go so far as to call them my kind, either."

"Guys…" Mission said, her eyes flitting over the contents of the datapad again, her eyes catching on one word in particular. "Look at this."

Asra and Zayne exchanged glances before each standing on either side of Mission, looking over each of her shoulders in a way that made her feel shorter than usual. Sighing, Mission held up the datapad before them and pointed to the top right corner.

"Casus," she said, tapping her finger across his name as she tried to imagine the man as he was in life and not as the ravaged corpse she'd found in the valley. "He's the one I mentioned earlier, to Khoonda. The man Mical remembered meeting. I didn't mention this part but when I was here with Nevarra, we found the third in this series of datapads – it's what eventually led us to the star maps."

"And the star maps are what remains of some ancient civilization, no?" Zayne said, the thrill rising in his voice as he pieced it all together. "Surely the Golden Company would be interested in something like that."

"Another bargaining chip, if Erebus' theory about the rebels having kidnapped Master Vrook are correct too."

Before Zayne could retort, Asra interrupted them, a look of utter confusion clouding her face.

"Star maps?" Asra asked. "I mean, okay I know what star map is, but you say the star maps like I should know these specifically. What, are they famous?"

"Remember the rumors of Revan's mystery army? During the war?" Mission offered, to which Asra nodded slowly. "Well she found them through these maps scattered across a few planets, the first of which being here."

"So, what does this mean for us exactly?" Zayne asked. "I wasn't sure what I was handing you these datapads for, to be honest, but I was hoping they might have some secret code hidden in them or something like that."

"That's exactly it, though!" Mission spun around and faced Zayne and Asra head-on, both watching her with wide eyes. "I don't know how they muted our senses or messed with our communications, but I think I've got a pretty damn good idea of where they've set up base."

There was no other explanation. Why else would Rahasia have random farming logs of her brother's splayed out on a guest-room table? The datapads were old, but the logs were last edited over five years ago. And it wasn't like the Sandrals were actively farming, either…

"Hey guys," Darek's voice echoed through Asra's comm. "You might want to come take a look at this."

Mission paused, datapad still held in the air as they all looked at each other, a chill running through the auxiliary room of the Sandral house as if the device Mission had felt earlier had been reactivated.

Reactivated.

Without a word, the three of them raced to the top floor, following the sound of Darek's heavy breathing as he slowly backed out of the room he had just been in, gun at the ready.

Asra approached Darek first, a question on her lips before her eyes fell on what Darek's gaze was fixed on. Her eyes went wide and she raised her rifle. Mission stilled, her blood running cold as she approached the dark room at the end of the hall anyway, anxious to see what was inside. She took a step forward but was grabbed at the elbow just as she was about to look.

Mission turned, expecting to see Zayne, but instead found a woman – dark haired and serious, her face pale in the light or a silver lightsaber, glowing like a beacon in the din before them.

"It would be wise to step away," she said, eyes fixed forward.

Another Jedi.

"What is it, Master Vash?" Zayne asked, his face growing grave as he, too, enabled his lightsaber. Mical had mentioned the woman earlier, as part of the reason he trusted the Sith to remain well-behaved. Vash acknowledged Zayne's backup but instead inched towards Darek and Asra at the jaw of the room.

"It is the same as what you saw on Tatooine, no?"

Neither Darek nor Asra spoke, but judging by their stony faces the answer was a resounding yet horrified yes.

Mission swallowed and looked ahead. At first she saw nothing. But then, she felt it too.

Nothing.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Atton

Atton couldn't sleep.

His first night in a proper bed and he just could. not. sleep.

Every position rendered him more uncomfortable than the last, his legs finally thrashing about the sheets in a fit of frustration just as he decided to walk it off and occupy his mind by other means. His brain had shifted from counting the number of times the lights outside the apartment blinked and shuddered before abandoning his task at seven-hundred and thirty-five (when the bulb finally burst, glass glittering up at him from the street just beyond the window) to pacing and counting his steps. But before he could get to fifty, he decided to exit his closet of a room and enter the apartment proper, where Kreia was sitting in utter silence.

"Your steps are heavy," the woman muttered, unmoving. "You might wake her."

Kreia was solemn and almost motherly in her unusual consideration of Eden, who Atton assumed was sleeping in the room just beyond where Kreia sat poised - as if she were waiting for him to enter the common area to have this very conversation.

"I'm just… anxious, is all," he said, wincing as the words passed his lips. He turned away, hoping Kreia didn't see, but the old woman laughed. Too late.

"Afraid the TSF might find something unsavory while they blackmail us into remaining on this station?" she asked, almost sounding bored. Atton didn't afford her a glance or a reaction. Instead, he stood facing Eden's door, wondering if she was sleeping soundly. And if so: how?! Knowing the Ebon Hawk was gone felt less like TSF negligence and more like a sign. But perhaps Atton was giving his guilt, and the Exchange, too much credit.

"I believe this is all a distraction," Kreia continued eventually, her voice low as it slipped into the awkward silence, setting Atton on edge. "This part will be over soon enough."

Atton wanted to ask her how she could possibly know that, but another question bubbled at the base of his throat instead, his eyes still fixed on Eden's door.

"Explain something to me," he began, turning to Kreia again, though before he could return his attention in full, Kreia was already responding, exasperated.

"I do not have the years required – nor the desire – to indulge you," she drawled. She remained motionless on the settee in the common area, having not moved an inch since Atton had entered the room. Had she not spoken, she could have been mistaken for stone.

Atton ignored her ire and asked anyway.

"If she served in the war…" he began, but he sputtered. Eden admitted that she had at least fought in the Mandalorian Wars, ended it even, but despite her affirmations something didn't add up. "Well, Jedi are supposed to be tough, capable."

Capable. Not like Eden wasn't capable, but something about her seemed off-kilter. As if she hadn't held the reins in so long that she doubted herself beyond just uncertainty, but as if it were absolute truth. Not to mention the dread he felt radiating off of her the day before…

"Yes, and what are they without the Force?" Kreia added, a somber smile gracing what was visible of her face.

"Without the Force?" Atton echoed. Kreia smiled wider, the melancholy in her expression growing tenfold as she cocked her head slightly.

"She was stripped of it, cut off from the Force, as a consequence of what she'd done."

"What she'd done," Atton echoed again. Kreia nodded. "Followed Revan?"

"Indeed, though it was more than that. Take the greatest Jedi Knight, strip away the Force, and what remains? They rely on it, more than they know."

Kreia sighed, and stood, the upper part of her hood finally pointing in Atton's direction as if she were looking at him now - her boredom finally overcome.

"Watch as one tries to hold a blaster, as they try to hold a lightsaber, and you will see nothing more than a woman – or a man. A child."

Atton swallowed. He'd always known that Jedi – and Sith for that matter – were just people. Even if it felt safer to imagine that they were somehow something else. It made it easier to blame them – to hate them.

"But to lose so much…" Atton shook his head, his thoughts not translating into the words he was speaking enough to satisfy his inner thought process. "I guess I didn't realize how much they relied on it."

Atton's mind raced with more than just that, and while part of him lamented his lack of grace in expressing himself, another part of him knew he didn't want Kreia to know the true intricacies of his reasoning and just how much he didn't know, or secretly knew, about Jedi. Or how to break them.

"Do not be surprised," Kreia snapped. "In many ways, even you are more capable than a Jedi."

With this, Atton felt the venom more than he heard it in Kreia's words. Her voice was soft, almost vehement in its sense of defeat, but he could tell she did not mean it as a compliment. If anything, it was resentment.

"You could survive where a Jedi could not simply because you do not hear the Force as they do. It is an irony of a sort – and it is why I tolerate your presence now."

Atton wanted to laugh, but he also noted Kreia's use of they and bookmarked it for later. So Kreia was not a Jedi? Or at least no longer considered herself one… Neither did Eden. But judging by the witch's choice of words and her presentation to Eden thus far, Atton feared there was more to the story.

He began counting the blinking lights of the landing and departing shuttles from the common room window before the thought could steep. Whether Kreia considered herself a Jedi or not did not deter her from reaching into his mind as other Force-prone persons had before, so Atton felt it best to protect himself regardless.

"Such a loss of ability," he continued, trying to keep his mind honest lest Kreia suspect anything else. "It seems a bit extreme for the Jedi. Isn't exile enough?"

At this, Kreia eased back into her sour smile, the expression darker than before.

"One would think," she said, her cadence in agreement even if she did not disclose as much. "She has been gone from war for some time, so I assume being thrust into all this as well as rekindling to the Force is more than just a rude awakening. Perhaps more akin to a stress dream, or a nightmare. But it is conflict that strengthens us… and isolation that weakens us, erodes us…"

Kreia paused, as if expecting Atton to chime in. His mind was racing with numbers, but a part of him was also thinking of himself, as Atton. A smuggler that ended up on the wrong side of a betting pool, trying to run away from something but finding himself stuck nonetheless.

"Add to that she turned away from war, did all that she could to forget it, and the last piece clicks into place," Kreia continued, calming his inner paranoia for now, but making him feel guilty about it anyway. "But we have spoken enough of this, and we do her a disservice by not speaking while she is present."

Kreia did not wait for Atton to respond. Instead, she sat back down and lowered her head into what Atton could only assume was a meditative pose. She sat still, truly stone now, and it felt as if Atton was indeed alone in the room. Atton shuddered and looked at Eden's room again, now hoping that she was sleeping through all of this – if not just for the idea that she was getting rest where he could not, but all the better to ensure that she did not overhear his and Kreia's conversation. As much as Kreia unnerved him, the woman was right. It was an unwarranted offense to talk about Eden behind her back, Atton most of all for even asking the question.

He stalked back to his room, numbers crowding his brain, the counting itself even faint on his every breath because he needed to utter the numbers and not just think them. Because the guilt was running thick now, more than it ever had before, and he didn't like how easy it was for Kreia to get under his skin. If he could think of numbers and sequences and patterns harder now, he could, to the point that he almost forgot to blink once he was within the confines of his room, and almost to the point that he forgot to turn the damn light off.

Atton blinked, shut off the light, and promptly counted himself to sleep. All while dreaming of Eden and the sea of questions he still had about her.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Unknown
Mical

"You brought two of them with you?" A voice hissed out of the darkness. The dark, sweet, nothingness of sleep. His body felt heavy, but his mind was blank. Worriless. And he wanted it to stay that way. Mical wasn't sure where he was or how long he'd slept, just that he wished his eyes would remain closed so sleep could take him again into its warm embrace. But consciousness crept up on him anyway, his eyes blinking open as the words fell into deeper focus. "We don't have the equipment for that!"

"You do now, comrade," another voice whispered, echoing despite his murmuring. "Pilfered from the rogue Mandalorian doctor himself."

Mandalorian doctor?

Shaking off the spell of sleep, Mical blinked, sitting suddenly upright as the room came into focus. A force cage stood before him, glittering a pale blue before the silhouette of a cave beyond.

"Oh good," a nearby voice said, annoyed. "You're finally awake."

Mical sensed Erebus' sardonic smile before he registered the man's voice, the realization of what had happened flooding back as Mical acclimated to waking life.

"How did we get here?" Mical uttered, still trying to eavesdrop on their captors but finding none of their mumbling discernable. "We were at the Sandral Estate, and then?"

"Well, it's nothing I'm too proud of," Erebus said, shifting on the floor beside him. The man's face was smudged with dirt and a bit of old blood, but his hair was caked with the stuff. Mical recoiled only to find his own hands similarly dirty. And bloody.

"Please," he implored impatiently. "Do fill me in."

Erebus laughed a hollow laugh, wiping dry blood from his lip before satisfying Mical with an answer.

"I don't know if you recognized the gloves the Echani women were using at the Jedi Temple on Nespis, but whatever those were, these guys have the opposite of that."

"What gloves?"

Erebus only stared at Mical blankly, surprise coloring his face while he awaited an answer, disappointment taking over when he received none.

"I thought you were astute," Erebus huffed. "The gloves the Echani wore made them immune to certain Force powers at the touch. It rendered them neutral."

Neutral. So that's why it was so easy for them to take Mical down when they'd first captured him. Naïve and still willing to hope the better of his aggressors, he'd tried to persuade them to let him go instead of force them to. Now he regretted not at least attempting to hit what seemed like, at the time, a nice woman.

"Okay, so what do you mean by the opposite?"

"They have equipment that render us neutral."

Us.

Mical wanted to ask how Erebus knew, but he also didn't want to admit that he hadn't known about the Echani. The Force was a door Mical had left ajar for so long that he'd forgotten his sixth sense could be picked up by others and not simply remain a secret he could keep forever. He also didn't want to know how Erebus knew, either, having suspected the man since first being sat across the table from him on Nespis what felt like ages ago. But that didn't stop him from doing the opposite now, did it?

"How is that possible?" was all Mical was able to convey.

Erebus shook his head, staring into the middle distance.

"That's what I'd like to know," the Sith said. "All I've gathered is that the Dantooine rebels used some Jedi artifact to trap Master Vrook. But from the sounds of it, it was the Golden Company we have to thank for the both of us getting roped into this, too."

"I heard them mention a Mandalorian doctor just now, I'm sure you caught that as well," Mical said, "Any idea who they mean?"

At this, Erebus balked, his gaze retreating from his inner thoughts to stare at Mical, surprised.

"Seriously?" he said, "You've never heard of Demagol?"

"Who's Demagol?"

Erebus sighed and shook his head before scurrying closer to Mical. Mical tensed, unsure of how he felt about being this close to Erebus, let alone any Sith. His once lustrous dark hair now hung in clumps, held together by dirt and blood, but the man only smelled of pure pheromones. Mical raised a hand to his own head, afraid of what he'd find in his own hair, but forced himself to pause as Erebus began to explain.

"I only heard about the man after the war. Well, after the Jedi Civil War, to be specific, but he was active during the Mandalorian aggression so maybe I can forgive your ignorance." Mical wasn't normally a violent man, but he wanted to throttle Erebus right then and there, were it not for the mingled exhaustion and confusion making both his brain and his body feel slow. "Not sure if he was ethnically Mandalorian or not, but Demagol studied Force sensitives on their behalf, capturing Jedi in hopes of better understanding the Force itself. I think he was trying to figure out how the Force worked or how to negate it, maybe, to end the war once the Mandos learned Revan might join in."

Of course. Mical hadn't been stationed where it happened, but he'd heard of Jedi being kidnapped just when he entered the corps. So many of the soldiers he served under were scared at the time, though Mical had only focused on how best to heal them versus playing detective. He had still been a child then after all, maybe all of fourteen.

"So where does the Golden Company come in?" Mical asked. "Last I heard, they're famously unaffiliated with any one faction."

"That is, unless the credits mean anything to them," Erebus added. "And from what we learned on Nespis, it's someone with a keen interest in Jedi. I might have said that perhaps Demagol was back at it, but I'm pretty sure the man's dead."

"So, if this mysterious employer isn't Demagol, we can surmise that they at least want to find out the same information he did?" Mical ventured, now afraid he'd have to nurse a headache as a searing pain cleaved his skull in two.

"That's what I figure," Erebus said, looking over his shoulder. "It's why they've captured us, isn't it? To cash in on that bounty."

The bounty on Jedi. It was ironic that neither he nor Erebus identified as Jedi, but of course an outsider would not see the difference. Mical had revealed as much to Rahasia back at the Sandral Estate. I trained here as a child myself as well, he'd said, like an idiotSo even if he had no true hold over the Force, we was still captured as if he had.

"Can't you… do something?" Mical asked, holding his head in his hands as if it might negate the pain now radiating out from his skull.

"What, because I command the Dark Side?" Erebus snorted. "Sure, let me just charge my batteries."

"I was hoping yes, but…" Mical shook his head, finding that it hurt with the effort. "What did they do to you, exactly?"

"You don't feel it?"

Mical shook his head, even though he felt the creeping sensation of something wrong. He couldn't pinpoint it. It just felt as if… his senses were clouded, his growing migraine too strong to think through.

"Exactly." Erebus whispered, his gaze sharpening as he recognized the pain on Mical's face.

Mical wanted to protest, annoyed, but then… he stilled. The realization dawned on him as his headache worsened, an aura growing in his peripheral vision until it blended in seamlessly with the force cage now surrounding them, its too-loud hum growing deeper and more pervasive with every breath. Until it dissipated completely.

"Black noise?"

"Precisely," Erebus shot up from the floor now, pacing about the confines of their shared space that was only large enough to allow him one sweeping stride in either direction. "When they captured us, I sensed nothing through the Force, but now I realize why. It's not exactly what my sister experienced, but something fabricated and temporary. So long as our senses are so overwhelmed, as if being so deep underwater that everything is drowned out – literally and figuratively – we cannot tap into the Force unless truly pressed."

"So, were you not still somewhat injured you'd be able to get us out of here?"

Erebus paused, his eyes looking to the silhouettes at the far end of the room until they disappeared from view before turning to Mical again.

"Funny," Erebus quipped, though he shook his head, eyes closed, before continuing, even more annoyed, "But maybe. Normally I would be able to tap into whatever those men were saying over there, as you just had. Yet what I gleaned was a whole lot of nothing. But I didn't just not hear their conversation, I also didn't hear the sounds of this cave, nor the earth beneath us, or you hardly."

Erebus shook his head, pacing again.

"Under normal circumstances, anyone with a Force sensitivity would be able to tap into those things. The environment, any nearby energy. Tell me – do you sense anything?"

Erebus crossed his arms and looked at Mical expectantly, his eyes softer than Mical remembered seeing them – a deep forest green instead of the bright, poisonous lime he was used to seeing edge out from behind the man's dark fringe. The man was truly curious, so far the only facet of Erebus that Mical felt was genuine to who he was in spite of the façade he put up at all times to keep others at bay. Mical furrowed his brow, his head aching with the effort, but otherwise did as Erebus asked. Mical closed his eyes and reached out only to find…

"Nothing," Mical sighed, exhaling as he looked Erebus in the eye again. "I'm not well practiced but I sense nothing. All I can hear is your loud breathing."

Erebus' mouth cracked into a smile, letting out a sharp laugh as he shook his head and made another paltry pass around their shared force cage.

"I'd offer to teach you, but I can already tell where that conversation would go," Erebus said, the spirit of a laugh still light on his voice. "But the offer stands, if you're ever of a mind."

Mical said nothing, his body too weak to come up with something clever. Erebus only picked up his pacing. Whether it was to avoid the awkward silence that followed or because he was actually deep in contemplation, Mical was not sure.

"But wait," Mical said eventually, the events of what happened at the Sandral Estate falling into even sharper relief the more he dwelled on it. "When exactly did your senses cease?"

"I could read energies from just outside the house, but once inside? It's a bit hazy," Erebus said, now picking up a rhythm in his ponderous wandering. "It wasn't until they physically touched me that I truly wasn't able to pick anything up. Before that, the Force felt like static. As if it were a weak radio signal I couldn't quite make out."

"Force dampening," Mical mused, his eyes glazing over as they bore into the floor. He felt his gaze go cross-eyed, the foreground growing blurry, before he realized they were not just in any cave. His gaze sharpened and goosebumps rose along his arms. Without warning, Mical shot up, his eyes still fixed on the floor as his focus zeroed in on the faint design at his feet.

"What?" Erebus asked, his breath practically on Mical's neck given the close quarters. Mical could only stare at the ground just inches from his boot, caked in dust. Erebus looked, too, but hesitated nonetheless. "I don't understand."

Instead of speaking, Mical bent down again, this time swiping his still-grimy hands along the floor. It was still covered in dust and dirt and whatever they'd dragged in here, but after a moment's worth of intense scrubbing while tolerating Erebus' surprised gaze at his back, Mical revealed an odd pattern along the ground.

"These tiles," Mical said, his voice weak but growing stronger as the realization set in. "Look familiar?"

Now it was Erebus' turn to furrow a brow, his irises growing sharper as he neared Mical on the floor. Erebus knelt beside him, reaching a half-gloved hand to the ground to mirror Mical as the latter waited expectantly. The man wiped away more dust to reveal a diamond pattern, his fingers stilling over the sharp edges of the ancient decoration hidden beneath the earth the rebels had likely trodden in over months and years.

"My ship," he said, Erebus' voice barely a whisper, "The design…"

Suddenly Erebus stood, his face paling.

"Do these rebels even know where they're keeping us?" Mical asked.

Erebus only shook his head, the shock clear in his expression, brow still furrowed.

"I hope not," Erebus said, "Though I wonder – did Vash see this in her visions as well?"

That, Mical did not know. Unable to hold Erebus' gaze any longer, Mical looked back at the pattern beneath them. If the civilization responsible for creating Revan's fleet was responsible for this structure as well, where did that leave them? And did it bode well or ill that Revan was gone?

Chapter 31: Shadows of an Empire

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Eden

 

Eden was just beginning to forget about the door. She forgot about Revan and the dreams and the unending dread that seemed to grow heavier with every measured breath.

A wash of calm settled over her as Kreia’s voice eased Eden into a meditative stance for the first time since she was a teenager. Empty your mind of all thought, Kreia instructed simply as Eden closed her eyes, the memory of the woman’s voice echoing in her mind as it had on Peragus. And just as Eden transitioned to consciousness back then, her thoughts dissolved into an abyss, as sweet and vacant as her dreams once were. Before the Force returned.

Only now the Force felt… calmer. Not quite tranquil but put on pause. Like a wild beast overcome with exhaustion, finally on the brink of rest. 

Do not resist your errant thoughts, a specter of Kreia’s voice instructed. Listen to what your mind, and your body, tell you. Acknowledge it, and then let it pass.

A flicker of a memory threatened Eden’s looming calm - Don’t resist. Resistance is futile, Alek had spat at her as Malak, claiming that if Malachor hadn’t killed her then he surely would. Revan was counting on it. This isn’t over yet.

Except that it was over. Alek was dead, and so was Malak. Revan, gone. Only Eden remained. 

And with that, the memory dissolved. 

A soothing quiet followed, a tranquility Eden felt edging into her consciousness like a much-welcomed nap. That is, until the chiming started.

Part of her wanted to hope it was all part of the exercise, and while she knew what it truly was, she hoped it was at least an illusion until Atton’s voice butted in loud and unavoidably clear.

“Is anyone going to get that?” he asked, breaking both Kreia and Eden out of their shared reverie. Eden thirsted for that brief taste of half-realized serenity as she opened her eyes only to find Atton’s torso extending from the door of his self-appointed room, sluggishly rubbing the sleep from his eyes. 

“You have the capacity of answering the door,” Kreia said to their pilot with nothing less than indignation. Atton only groaned as Eden begrudgingly got up and padded toward the entryway, rolling her eyes. 

“I’m hardly the one in charge, here,” Atton said, and while Eden sensed the beginnings of a retort form at the base of Kreia’s throat, she also felt it die as Eden pressed her palm to the entrance panel and the door swooshed open. Eden expected the TSF again, Lieutenant Grenn looking her dead-on beneath the unnatural sheen of his slicked back hair. But instead, there stood an Ithorian, tall and glistening in the fluorescent residential module lighting.

Eden froze as she felt Atton arrive at her back, just as eager to see who their mysterious visitor was, a shiver of unease and a flash of a cave – dark but familiar somehow – flitting through her mind for an instant. She blinked and the feeling, as well as the image, were gone.

“Greetings Jedi,” the Ithorian said, bowing. “Apologies for my intrusion but I am here at the behest of our spiritual leader, Chodo Habat. I am Moza, primary representative of our Grand Tutor, and I bring a message.”

Judging by Atton’s expression, he wasn’t at all fluent in Ithorese. But Kreia was.

“And how does your tutor know that whom you speak to is indeed a Jedi?” Kreia asked, her voice steeped in suspicion though she did not deign it necessary to move from her meditation spot on the floor across the room. She spoke in plain Basic, but the Ithorian named Moza understood just as well.

“He felt it, in fact, and that is why I am here,” Moza continued in Ithorese. “Chodo Habat is a powerful priest, and he sensed something upon your arrival… a disturbance. An echo in the Force.”

A disturbance. Eden felt another flash – this time, of pain, and the taste of blood in her mouth – before the sensation was gone.

Eden wanted to turn on her heel and meet Kreia’s gaze through the veil of the woman’s lowered hood but thought the better of it, wondering if she felt it too. Bookmarking the thought for later, she willed her expression to remain placid as the Ithorian’s large pleading eyes scanned each of them, seeking some semblance of understanding.

“Chodo felt you may be able to aid us. He knows it is dangerous for you here and offers our sanctuary as a place of protection. If you may aid us in our restoration of the planet, which has been greatly hindered by the arrival of the Czerka Corporation, then it may be possible for him to heal you.”

“Heal her?” Kreia echoed, though the phrase rung in Eden’s mind like a promise.

“I am unclear as to what Chodo means by this. He says he felt an echo upon your arrival, that he can feel your pain through the Force.”

Eden had never once described her connection to the Force as painful. To her it was just… how it was. But she had to admit that the Ithorian wasn’t exactly wrong either.

“Perhaps Chodo Habat should turn his eyes to his own people, if they truly suffer so,” Kreia spat, finally standing now. She took a step forward, hands on her hips, and added, “Such accusations of Jedihood are unfounded and dangerous, as you say so yourself. What may appear a simple request to you is a potential death sentence for us, regardless of our affiliation.”

Kreia was right. Atton stood silently, dumbfounded between the three of them, oblivious to what Moza was saying but still lost on how Kreia’s responses factored into what was even happening.

Kreia was right, but Eden said nothing, knowing that whatever her connection to the Force had been before that it certainly wasn’t this. Her mind was fractal and unstable, her senses unquietable. Kreia may be able to provide guidance, but healing? Something about that sounded too tempting to pass up.

“Forgive me,” Moza said, bowing again. “I am unclear of Chodo’s true message and perhaps I have relayed it incorrectly.”

Eden afforded Kreia a glance now, knowing the woman didn’t buy an ounce of that excuse the instant her eyes fell on her frame. But that didn’t stop Eden in believing in the promise of some peace.

“Where can I find Chodo if I wish to speak with him?” Eden asked, her voice softer than she anticipated, caught somewhere in the back of her throat. Only Atton seemed to notice, looking at Eden as if surprised she’d even spoken again.

“You may find our compound in the western portion of the Residential Module,” Moza offered, extending his hand leftward from where he stood on their doorstep. “Chodo Habat would be most pleased to see you.”

Moza bowed one last time, though in this instance it was to see himself out. He made eye contact with each of them, his large amber eyes settling on Eden, Atton, and even Kreia with about one full second’s worth of gratitude before disappearing with the Residential Module’s usual crowd. Eden watched him leave before closing their apartment door again, too stunned for words.

“So,” Atton said into a yawn, his gaze volleying between Eden and Kreia. “What was that all about?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Unknown
Erebus

“Where are you taking me?” Erebus demanded, sounding more irate than he actually was. As soon as he sensed someone approaching his shared force cage, he sprang at the notion, thrilled to have sensed anything at all. And now that he was free of his prison and being hauled elsewhere, Erebus’ eyes were hungrily drinking everything in.

“I’m not here to answer questions,” the woman he’d been introduced to as Rahasia answered gruffly. “I just want this to be done with.”

Politics, Erebus rolled his eyes as the woman hurried him along the hallway, hands bound and under the spell of the same gloves that had incapacitated him before. How boring.

If Rahasia wouldn’t give him any answers, then perhaps his sight could. Embarrassed that Mical had been the one to first notice the pattern, Erebus was thankful that he was aware of the connection at all now, his eyes soaking in the patterns along the walls and the architecture, dating each facet of Rakatan building as he went. This is post-Star Forge, he ventured, trying to act nonchalant and annoyed despite the adrenaline coursing through him at the discovery.

It made sense. Revan had to have found the Star Forge somehow, and while stories of the star maps had reached only conspiracy channels since her more recent disappearance, the origins of the Forge were well known among her more loyal Sith followers. Especially those that had been there.

It is a thing of utter magnificence, Darth Anhur had revealed to Erebus once, before Nihilus consumed the man in full. It is somehow both manufactured yet sentient, more than any droid or machine we have come to know in our lifetime or even our history.

As rigid of a taskmaster as Anhur was, Erebus missed his old instructor's enthusiasm for forgotten things. It was no wonder the man had taken a shine to Erebus. He was almost thrilled at the idea that Erebus may one day kill him as per Sith tradition – either enticed by what adventure awaited him beyond death or perhaps in anticipation that he would have overcome such an inevitability by the time Erebus challenged him. If only Nihilus had not beaten him to it first… It was the last time Nihilus had need of a body, inhabiting Anhur’s corpse until Erebus managed to find the cursed mask Nihilus now haunted, like a mollusk inhabiting a shell. A ghost still clinging to life.

Erebus wondered if Nihilus even thought about the futility of life anymore, if any of the majesty that the Rakatan’s had built would sway him – an otherwise immortal being with no need for time or memory.

Eyes ahead,” Rahasia hissed, this time shoving something sharp into the small of Erebus’ back. At this, he almost laughed.

Sure thing, princess, he thought, eyes still roaming as he kept his head still. This woman was desperate. Likely only in on this plot for personal reasons, caring nothing for the bigger picture. He got it. He understood it. But did he sympathize? No. And did it stop him from critiquing the woman’s scare tactics? Also no. Sure, she could skin a kath hound, but she couldn’t scare anything out of him. Not that he would let her think that…

Erebus feigned cowering all the way down the hall, absorbing as much as he could of the walk until they reached their destination. His skin ran cold, a shiver coursing through him as he registered the claw-like contraption in the center of the room. Erebus ached for the metal, to enact its inner map and see a kernel of the galaxy unfurl before his very eyes – as it once had for Revan and Malak.

“I was not expecting to see one of you in our midst,” a voice said from the far corner of the chamber, breaking Erebus out of his reverie. It took a moment for Erebus to force his gaze away from the artifact in the center of the room, but when his sights finally settled on the speaker, he couldn’t say he expected to see the man behind the voice either.

The voice was supple, almost soft-spoken. But the man was anything but. From the shadowy depths of the room’s edge, a pale man emerged, riddled with scars and a bad eye. The exact opposite of Orex’s. The man’s other iris was silver-blue, almost as pale as his blind one, but it was set in a face Erebus unfortunately found familiar.

“Azkul,” Erebus said, shaking his head. “What in the world are you doing here?”

He did his best to sound casually surprised, but the shock was more poignant that Erebus anticipated. This is going to be harder than I thought.

“I should be asking you the very same,” the man said, leaning over the table set before him, his black hair shorn so close to the scalp that it shined in the pale light above them now. Rahasia thrust Erebus forward, sending him skidding into the table hip-first, the beginnings of a nasty bruise already forming as he sucked on his teeth and regained his footing.

“You may leave us,” Azkul whispered. He lowered his head as Rahasia nodded in kind and exited the room, giving both men one last glance before commanding the door to close.

“I’d hate to have to do this old friend,” Azkul began, his hands still leaning on the table. The ghost of a smile graced his face, no doubt pleased to see Erebus maimed and neutralized. Erebus only grimaced. Oh, the irony.

“Would you though?” Erebus asked, balking at the man’s use of the word friend and knowing he did not have it in himself to play the part Azkul wanted him to play, even without an audience. “Would you, really?”

Azkul lifted his head again, delivering only a sour smile.

“No,” the man admitted. “Not really.”

“I get it, I really do.” Erebus said, trying not to think of Malachor when he’d first arrived there. The Force sensitives seemed to acclimate to the place instantly, tuning into the decay echoing through the Force like hungry animals. The Sith soldiers, on the other hand, were not accustomed to such energies. Azkul being one of them. “I’m sure the Golden Company is offering more in the way of credits when it comes to Jedi hunting, though I hope you don’t mind my asking… have they actually paid you yet?”

Erebus was being coy for someone currently mute to the Force and weaponless otherwise, hands tied behind his back and all, but Azkul seethed nonetheless. Azkul sucked in a breath through his teeth as his fingers steepled over the surface of the table, as if considering slamming his palms down on them before thinking the better of it.

Good, Erebus thought. I need you to get angry.

“I will be paid handsomely for my efforts,” Azkul assured, which only confirmed for Erebus that the man had not yet been paid and it was imperative that Azkul remedy that before someone else die for it.

“I know Malak’s defeat didn’t exactly do wonders for job security,” Erebus said, egging him on but also knowing that what he spoke was truth, “And while I can’t speak for union regulations, at least Sith pay was up front. It still is, by the way.”

“Do you know how much you’re worth?” Azkul spat back instead. His good eye glinted in the low light of the room Erebus so desperately wanted to study. “The bounty extends to fallen Jedi, too, y’know. And you are not the one with bargaining power here last I checked.”

“Oh, but I am,” Erebus sighed, lying, relishing in the sneer Azkul shot him in response. Anger leads to hate. “I’ve seen Khoonda’s hidden stash, and I take it you haven’t?”

“Stash?”

“It’s quite extensive,” Erebus lied again. He hadn’t seen the hidden cache of squirreled away Jedi artifacts the makeshift government kept in hopeful barter for resources with the Republic, but he’d heard about it in his limited time at the repurposed Matale Estate. People really ought to check their surroundings before speaking, he thought, imagining how irate the Administrator’s assistant would be at the notion. “You should take a look at it for yourself.”

If Erebus wanted to make it out of here, he’d have to make the most of it. Push himself to the edge. Or at least, push Azkul to want to push Erebus to the edge. Only then could he hope to tap into the Force again.

“Maybe I will,” Azkul promised, reaching for his hip.

Erebus paused, eyes following Azkul’s movements to watch him unhook a small cane from his belt, his eyes widening further as that stump of a cane extended into a full-length baton with the press of a button. With another jab, the baton jolted, juiced with electricity. Erebus flexed, hoping to conjure something similar within his palm, but his fingers were bare. For a fleeting moment he felt it – the Force – but it wasn’t as he was used to sensing it. Instead of endless energy he felt the wound as it had existed in Eden before she went silent, raw and stinging. Hollow with an unmet hunger. But before Erebus could draw anything from it, it was gone again. A memory.

Not yet, Erebus thought, knowing he would need a good thrashing to overcome whatever dampening Azkul and the rebels had working on him, though he still dreaded what came next.

“Looks like you’re out of tricks, old friend,” Azkul said. “Have you already forgotten how we got you here?”

Erebus feigned indifference but Azkul only smiled, extending his weapon with a look in his eyes that Erebus imagined the man must have adopted from years of working with Sith. With his kind.

“We’ll see about that,” he countered, wondering how Eden managed it all these years. Erebus braced himself and thought of his sister as he inhaled.

Azkul struck him on the exhale, nearly expelling all the air from his lungs, but Erebus held on.

“You’ll have to do better than whatever that was,” Erebus choked through a sneer from across the table, already tasting the blood on his teeth. If Eden could do it, so could he.

“I’m just getting started.”

Erebus gritted his teeth, hoping it came across as a confident grin instead. “Bring it on.”

Azkul smiled madly, the eons’ worth of history surrounding the man entirely lost on him. Erebus almost winced, if only regretting the lost time he could be spending studying this place but was about to lose pints of blood in instead.

Gladly.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Eden

 

“I believe this unwise,” Kreia said, her voice the epitome of composure despite the undertone of impatience that cut through her words. “Taking on either or both of these useless endeavors would be a waste of our time. In fact, I would go so far as to say that it is beneath us.”

The afterimage of the Mirialan that introduced herself as the executive officer of Citadel Station’s Czerka Corporation outpost was still present on the screen like a reluctant ghost as Kreia instantly voiced her dissent, the buzzing of console still present in the room as the machine powered down.

Atton found it to be exactly the opportune moment to evacuate the premises and isolate in the kitchenette and Eden was already jealous as the old woman rounded on her with an air of judgment she wasn’t used to since her days apprenticing in the Coruscant Jedi Library.

“I disagree,” Eden countered calmly. “We don’t know how long the TSF means to keep us here by holding our ship hostage. And so long as they let us roam the station, I say we take the opportunity to do so.”

“That is not the same as running errands for undeserving strangers,” Kreia breathed. “We can just as well catch a mass transit shuttle out of here if we so wish. But if we remain on Telos, there are other ways to occupy your time without operating a charity.”

“It’s not charity, it’s a courtesy,” Eden continued, thinking only of the Ithorian’s request. “I owe it to them if anything. It wouldn’t hurt to at least hear them out.”

Kreia was right though, it was in their best interest to remain anonymous. But the Ithorian ambassador’s words stuck with her.

“You owe nothing to no one,” Kreia replied after a beat, taking a step toward Eden this time. Eden furrowed her brow, unsure if Kreia meant to be condescending or complimentary. “It is best you save your strength; you know not the road ahead.”

“Maybe I don’t,” Eden said, holding her ground. “And I want to be ready, trust me. But also trust that I need to do this.”

Kreia’s mouth thinned to a line, her wrinkles deepening as her lips disappeared into almost nothing.

 Eden inhaled, thinking of Revan – the cause of all of this: the destruction, the need for rebuilding, even all these years later – and exhaled. The Jedi Council may have exiled Eden from Republic Space, but it was Revan’s unfinished business that kept Eden going, and it was the reason she could not let the Ithorian’s request go unanswered now. 

“You may think that doing them this favor will strengthen their cause and save the planet, but all it does is weaken them,” Kreia said, her voice tired. “What will they do when you inevitably leave this station? If they cannot rely on themselves to see their own ambitions through, then helping them reach one goal post will not bring them any closer to the next.”

“But I am partially responsible,” Eden said, her voice low. “I warned the Council about Revan. It’s the only reason I went back to them for judgment.”

“And they did not believe you,” Kreia added quickly, as if meaning to cut Eden’s guilt short. “Yet here you still believe yourself responsible for a civil war you did not wage.”

Eden wanted to nod yes, though doing so would give credence to a decade’s worth of hurt that even the reawakened Force could not touch. It was mute again for one blissful moment upon waking, only for the gaping wound of it to consume her again in full the next. 

“Very well,” Kreia surrendered after the pause. “But know that I will not offer my help on this, nor my opinion. Though I doubt you need the latter.”

“You’re right,” Eden snapped, but before the woman could rebuke her, Eden softened in resignation. “But I would like your help. If not with this, at least with…”

“The Force?” Kreia finished for her. Eden nodded. 

Kreia sighed, all tension melting from her frame as she descended onto the settee against the far wall, cradling her absent hand. Eden felt it, too. First she felt the tingling of a waking limb before temporarily finding her fingers numb as if they were not there. 

“We shall work on that as well,” Kreia said, this time reading Eden’s thoughts as she held up her own hollow sleeve, acknowledging the ghost in the room. Perhaps she felt Eden’s hand where hers was missing in reverse.

Eden had not felt the Force in what felt like an age, let alone any of the Force bonds she’d created then -the very thing the Council feared when she first came to them as well as when she left. Eden dreaded what other ghosts might find their way back to her now that the door was open again, and as unnerving as it was to sense Kreia’s missing hand as her own, she was thankful it was the only phantom currently haunting her waking life.

“You did not exactly ask to be brought back to Republic Space, at least not under these uncertain circumstances,” Kreia continued. “And it is because you are here that the Sith hunt you now.”

Eden studied Kreia a moment, watching as the folds of the woman’s hood settled over her head, a twinkle of gold wrapped around one braid peering out at her from the darkness of the draped fabric. The woman seemed so familiar, yet very much like the door in Eden’s dreams, she fit nowhere in her working memory.

An unusual unease radiated off the woman, but it wasn’t out of weakness. Kreia moved her wrist, as if summoning a spectral hand, and its twin in Eden’s twitched. Kreia smirked and laughed darkly.

“The Jedi truly did you a disservice by not exploring this ability of yours,” Kreia said, sitting straighter now. “Even if we do not see eye-to-eye on this Ithorian matter, perhaps it may bring us close to discovering this connection, as well as hopefully getting wind of any Jedi that may yet remain on this station, or its ailing planet.”

“How could our bond have happened?” Eden asked, her hand itching as if the entire swath of flesh that spanned her metacarpals to the tips of her fingers were a fresh-healing wound. “I’ve experienced them before but… not like this.”

Save for once, with Aiden, from birth. But even non-Force sensitive twins were known to share such tangled telepathic connections. Yet for all the bonds Eden formed after her brother, each one would demand its price in time or shared bloodshed before any connection would take hold. As her old Masters and her troops could likely attest. With Aiden it had been instantaneous upon birth, just as it had been when she’d awoken to the sound of Kreia’s voice, as if the Peragus kolto tank had enshrined Eden in a second womb. She’d thought of her brother briefly before waking, but she wasn’t sure if it was a dream or a memory that delivered the thought of Aiden. The memory of his face as she’d seen it on Tatooine had already faded by the time she felt the Force return again, to her dismay. 

“I’d heard as much,” Kreia muttered. “And I confess, its nature eludes me as well.”

There was a twang of anger in both the old woman’s voice as well as the air, her frustration ringing in Eden’s chest as if she, too, felt it just as Kreia did. 

“But the bond is strong, and its roots run deep.” At this, an undercurrent of awe eased into Kreia’s words, and her voice grew softer, almost affectionate, as if she were speaking to an old friend. “It seems the Force flows easily between us - when one of us manipulates the Force to heal or strengthen ourselves, the other is aided as well. A powerful technique, indeed - though as you have noticed, it does have its drawbacks.”

Kreia moved her absent hand again, though this time, Eden felt nothing.

“When battle is upon us, I suspect our minds will be prepared enough to shield each other from the pain. I think we shall not have a repeat incident of what happened at Peragus. Or at least we can prepare as much, and for that I am very much willing to help.”

Eden nodded in thanks, but couldn’t help but think of another memory, flitting before her mind’s eye like a waking dream.

The Jedi won’t touch you, Revan had said to her once, almost reverent when they’d finally first met. But that’s where I come in. She’d smiled her signature smile, Revan’s canines twinkling over her darkened lower lip - managing to be both wolfish and charming at once. Both a threat and an invitation.

Eden wanted to laugh but she couldn’t. Her throat was dry, the memory of Revan still too raw for her to swallow. The woman had been gone again for some time, but what had she done while she was here after being redeemed and forgiven of everything?

Nothing. She’d done nothing. 

And Eden, again, was left to pick up the mess.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3
Atton

 

The apartment was spotless. Every outlet worked and was properly tacked to the wall. Every console lit up at the touch of a finger. The displays were outdated, but they worked. The lights in the refresher were a soft, supple yellow, not the harsh white-blue of the sorry excuse for a residential module the Peragus outfit had assigned. Cheap bastards.

Atton stood in the small kitchen, admiring the appliances and their lack of ever having been used. Like everything else that furnished their TSF-appointed quarters, the appliances were models put out, maybe, twenty standard years ago? But still in good condition. There was hardly any wear on the stuff, and nothing glitched. The caff machine whirred and bubbled before him, filling the room with a pleasant aroma as it managed to muffle the sounds of Eden and Kreia having it out in the next room. Aside from the amenities, Atton was thankful the kitchen had a fully functional door, completely capable of opening and closing, and was not just an open doorway where he could stand awkwardly just out of firing range.

As soon as Kreia mentioned the Ithorians and as soon as Eden’s voice sheathed its edge (a sound Atton knew enough to become familiar with now) he knew to make a quiet exit and retreat to the adjoining room. The TSF had cleared them to roam the station within limits, so long as they didn’t leave amid the investigation, but Atton wasn’t ready to face this place again just yet.

And the last thing he needed was to be dragged into an argument with two people he hardly knew, let alone two people he hardly wanted to associate with regardless of their current circumstances. Instead of focusing on the task at hand, one or both of them always managed to bring the Jedi or training or any other related word into the mess of things. Eden seemed reluctant, but willing, though more annoyed than eager when it came to whatever path the universe seemed to lay before her – and Kreia was guiding her down it, not-so-gently prodding her along the way. Must be a Jedi thing, he snarled silently, thinking to himself, forever obsessed with their legacy, and-

“Hey, you busy?”

Atton jumped in the slightest at the sudden sound of Eden’s voice at his back, the sliding door still so new, and so hardly used, that it barely made a sound as the woman slid it open without his knowing. He almost felt like he belonged in an infomercial, the kind that ruled holovid channels in the off-hours, only he was at a loss for words instead of prattling on about how amazingly well the product worked. Even Eden was impressed, gently sliding the door back and forth while she waited for Atton to answer, or perhaps she was trying not to appear too eager for his reply.

“I was-“ Atton only managed to point dumbly at the counter. “The caff.”

Eden watched him blankly before bringing the attention of her green eyes to the humming machine at the other end of his extended index finger.

“Oh, right,” she said, though she made no motion to leave. In the distance, Atton heard the door to the adjoining room open then slide closed. Kreia appeared to excuse herself, too, only Eden wanted company where Kreia wanted none of it.

“Why, everything okay in there?” Atton asked, regretting the question as soon as the question crossed his lips.

“Yeah, wonderful,” Eden said almost too seriously, but not quite sarcastic, almost as if she did not have the emotional energy to express herself otherwise, “How do you feel about going shopping?”

“Shopping?” Atton balked, masking his surprise by grabbing a canteen from the cupboard instead of facing Eden dead on.  "Aren’t you a wanted woman? But more importantly, with what credits?"

"Well, that’s sort of the thing, isn’t it? We need better equipment if we’re gonna be stranded here, what with the price on my head," Eden began, sheepishly, "And as far as credits go, I was hoping..."

She didn't finish.

Atton stood there, caff carafe in one hand and an empty canteen in the other. With no response, he could only shrug and gesture vaguely.

"Yeah?"

Eden scratched the back of her head, her dark-fading-to-fake-blonde hair glinting in the glow of the kitchen light, avoiding eye contact.

"You see, that's sorta the thing."

Atton tried ignoring her, going about pouring his caff as if it might fill the awkward silence before eventually saying, "That thing being...?"

Atton felt like his mother for a moment, trying to go about her sorry excuse for a life, filling their meager hearth with kindling or stirring a pot of stew over their primitive fire while Atton would stare at his feet, scrounging for the right words to explain how his father had lost too many bets that night or hadn’t drunk enough wine to give Atton the winnings he did earn so they could eat that week. He blanched, heat rising to his face just as he felt it drain of color, but the warmth of the caff kept him on his toes and appearing just as annoyed as he needed to right now, regardless of what Eden meant to say.

"I was hoping you might be game enough to maybe gamble for some credits?"

She bit her lip, leaning in the doorway, making a point to stare at a corner of the kitchen just off to the side of Atton's expectant frame, afraid to meet his gaze.

"Gamble..." he said, flatly, wanting to laugh at himself for thinking of his father. The liar. The cheat. The thief.

Eden shrugged, doing her best to appear nonchalant.

“I’m too much of an amateur to gauge whether you’re actually any good at Pazaak, but I figured after our game yesterday that it might be more than just a fleeting hobby?”

Atton chewed on the inside of his lip, wishing he hadn’t thought of his mother and wishing Eden hadn’t asked what she just did. Any other day, he’d be game - but right now? At this very moment? Well, this is awkward.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to assume,” Eden said after a beat, shoulders slouching as she slunk from the door frame, disappearing into the other room.

It’s not like she knows, Atton thought. And it’s not like I haven’t done it before.

Atton sighed and took a swig of caff, wishing it were juma. It trailed its way down his throat, a gritty sludge that was hard to swallow. At least Peragus gave us better food.

Wait,” he said, twisting a cap onto the canteen as he exited the kitchenette to catch up with Eden, who was already in the adjoining room, pacing. 

“I actually am good at Pazaak,” he said, feeling pathetic as he gained on her. Eden’s eyes were wide as she spun around to meet him again, though perhaps more at the fact that Atton had followed her so urgently and not that he might be good at Pazaak. “If it’s our only shot at getting some good equipment around here, then-”

He whispered now, looking about the hall as if Kreia might manifest at the slightest sound, “We could check out a table or two, see where that leaves us.”

Atton was falling into step now, dissolving into an old self, pre-Peragus, before his debts were large enough to bury him and convince him that signing his life away was the only way out. Well, maybe one of two ways.

Eden eyed him unsurely now, the gold in her green eyes more obvious when Atton was this close to her, though he tried not to notice just as much as he tried not to notice the swath rosy skin that spanned the bridge of her nose when he was standing at this distance. If she was hesitant before, she was even more so now, but likely for his sudden change of heart and the downright suspicious way Atton was going about it. His father hated it when he did this, pulling at his heartstrings, knowing he and his mother needed to eat if he wanted them to stay quiet, when really Atton just wanted to feel useful, to feel smart, to work the numbers and -

"We could at least scope out the cantina,” he said before he started to think too much, “But before we secure ourselves a table, we'll likely need something to barter with first unless we're lucky, seeing as we still have zero credits between us.”

Eden nodded as she crossed her arms over her chest, her expression slipping into something more mischievous.

“Anything catch your eye that you think the esteemed Telos Security Force won’t miss?”

Atton was fairly good at reading people, but Eden was one of the most confounding people he’d ever met. Already a far cry from the grumpy amnesiac he’d met on Peragus, Eden was moments ago an arbiter for the good of humanity or whatever it was that the Ithorians were selling, and now she was eager to fence something from their arrest-appointed quarters - which would certainly get them arrested again even after their names were cleared. Her energy was always changing, multi-faceted and versatile, equipped for almost any of the unexpected situations they kept finding themselves in and yet… he still couldn’t pin her down. She knew well enough of the Jedi, having been one, but she was just as quick to call them out on their hypocrisy while still spewing cryptic philosophy alongside Kreia. And now here she was, itching for a game of Pazaak to buy… what exactly? Supplies? Weapons? He was almost afraid to ask.

“Well, there’s the caff brewer for starters,” Atton started, taking a swig from the canteen still warm in his hand, “But the thing’s maybe, I don’t know, at least ten years old so the most we’d be able to do is donate it.”

“Really? Seems new to me,” Eden said. “But then again, I wouldn’t really know. Most everything out on the Outer Rim is junk, so anything clean is worth something.”

Atton furrowed a brow but held his tongue, unsure of whether Eden was joking or not, or perhaps just being lighthearted about what was likely the truth. Eden had alluded to her exile enough, but he wasn’t quite ready for the explanation that might follow if he asked her to elaborate.

Atton scanned the apartment and sighed.

“We might be shit out of luck,” he said after a quick sweep of the room. “Most everything in here is outdated, though not in bad shape. Now if we could find something vintage, then we’d be talking.”

“Vintage, huh? How much do you think Kreia’d fetch us?” Eden asked almost instantly, adopting an air of mock severity.

Atton almost laughed but instead choked on his surprise - almost spitting out his drink.

“I don’t think gamblers are in the market for fossils,” he came back with after catching his breath, doing his best to keep the spittle from his every syllable, “But I like where your head’s at.”

Eden smiled now - really smiled. Almost as earnestly as she did when she found that Echani staff on the derelict Harbinger, a life’s worth of muscle memory returning to her waking limbs the instant she saw it, bits of an old self trickling back as she sparred with an imaginary opponent in the armory with only Atton to watch. Or so Atton gathered. But now she was sincere, proud to have made him laugh, and Atton was only more endeared by it. His face suddenly felt hot, and he knew it wasn’t from the caff he was still cradling in his hands.

Eden laughed lightly, if not just to fill the silence but maybe to quell whatever uncertainty she left in Kreia’s wake. The old woman was still quietly stewing on the other end of the apartment, Atton could tell, but there was no knowing what Kreia could hear or just know otherwise.

“What’s all this about though?” Atton asked, careful to keep his tone even and non-judgmental, but not appear too nonchalant, lest he care too much. “Last I heard, the Ithorians don’t need blasters to grow plants and what-have-you.”

“A blaster would be nice. A proper one, mind you,” she conceded, eyeing the modded blaster at Atton’s hip, “But what I really want are some clothes.”

“Clothes?” Atton balked before the realization could dawn on him. Oh. Right.

“It was the best I could find on the ship that brought us here,” she said referring to the Ebon Hawk, looking down at her sleeve and wiping away some unseen bit of lint, “It’s better than the mining uniform, but still. They’re not mine. Plus, I sort of made a promise to myself to never wear robes again.”

Atton nodded slowly, fitting the pieces together as she spoke, careful to tread lightly.

“Plus, maybe it’ll stop everyone from calling me Jedi.”

Yup - there it was.

“I’m sure it’ll help… some,” he offered, “And not to offend but you do carry yourself like a Jedi.”

Eden cocked her head, as if in question, though no such thing exited her mouth. Atton still found himself floundering to explain nonetheless.

“You may not be in the Outer Rim anymore, sister, but you’ll find veterans anywhere you go here in Republic Space. Much as they would like to forget, most people still know a Jedi when they see one.”

Eden frowned in thought for a moment, her eyes growing distant before a shadow of a knowing smirk settled over her face as she looked pointedly at Atton.

“Is that what you see? A Jedi?”

Atton paused, his eyes unfocused, lingering somewhere indistinct in the room beyond Eden as he struggled to not only find an answer, but an honest one. He at least owed the woman that much.

“Well… yes,” he said finally, his gaze falling on her again, “And no.”

Atton wanted to attribute the heat rising in his throat to the caff but he knew better than to fool himself, as much as he wished otherwise. He shouldered his jacket off and tossed it coolly onto a hook beside them, right by the door, thankful for the instant weight lifted despite the comfort it usually granted him.

“You carry yourself like a soldier,” he continued, “You don’t make eye contact often, but when you do it’s with purpose. And you make your purpose known. You’re always ready, always in form, or at least just one step away from it. But your movements are too fluid to be infantry, and too heavy to be air force. You’re no pilot but you know how to navigate, and you’re a little too quick in the reflex department. And by a little too quick, I mean unnaturally quick. But your tongue is sharper than your eyes, and I think if anything, once someone hears your sense of humor any suspicions of you being a Jedi go out the window. But that first impression's still there.”

This was all from a few days’ worth of observations, barely a week tops if he counted the two-into-three days’ stretch that was their escape from Peragus, and Atton was both pleased with himself and suddenly afraid he’d said too much - no, he knew he’d said too much.

Eden’s eyes narrowed, though the smirk still played on her face, and she nodded slowly, soaking his words in.

“Interesting,” she said finally, her voice almost a whisper, “Very interesting.”

Atton could only take another sip of caff, if not just to guarantee his stupid mouth wouldn’t say anything else in the interim.

“Wouldn’t expect a pilot-turned-miner to be an expert at reading people,” she said after a moment, looking as if she may say something else but stopping short. 

“Wouldn’t expect a Jedi to want to gamble. Former or otherwise,” he quipped right back, gesturing the canteen at her as if in cheers, “Looks like we’re both full of surprises.”

At this, he shot Eden a smirk to match her own before taking a long draw from the canteen. He swallowed, smacked his lips for good measure (or just for show, but he was trying not to act like it) and gestured toward the exit.

“But you’re right, about the robes I mean. Jedi or no, the sooner we get you out of those clothes the better-”

Eden almost burst into another laugh before Atton, nearly choking on his caff again, course corrected.

“Because we can’t have every backwater bounty hunter hitting you up for a quick credit, of course, and not any other reason.”

Eden bit back a genuine laugh though she played at being serious, nodding solemnly along with Atton despite the smile still threatening to take over her face. Her eyes were bright, more green than orange though the sunbursts around her irises were still warm as she watched him, her cheeks growing ever-so-slightly pink behind her swath of freckles that Atton was growing a little too used to admiring now. Atton wanted to smile too, his legs turning to jelly for an instant before he coughed on his caff again and got a hold of himself.

Are we… having fun? Is this what having fun is like?

Fighting the strange inner feeling he had of being a kid again, Atton pushed down whatever alien sensation he was experiencing to focus on… What are we doing again?

“So, are we itching to steal something? Swindle someone? Sweet talk, maybe?” Atton asked, releasing the pressure lock on the apartment entrance, still too warm from the caff and from Eden being - well, Eden - to bring his jacket along with him. “Where’re we headed?”

Eden shook her head, her arms crossed though she wasn’t guarded, at least not as much as she had been on Peragus. Something played across her face - uncertainty, fear, discomfort, Atton wasn’t sure - but whatever it was, it dissolved the moment the apartment door closed, officially separating them from Kreia, still stewing on the other side of the door, alone at last. It was just the two of them now - Eden and Atton - just as it had been when he’d first met her. Something between them had changed since then, or it might have just been him, though he wasn’t quite sure what.

Or perhaps he did know, he just didn’t want to give it credence… so instead he followed in the ex-Jedi’s wake, ever-ready to eagerly accompany her wherever she happened to wander next. At least for now.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Unknown
Mical

While the quiet was welcome, being alone in the force cage did nothing to soothe Mical’s nerves. Even with the man gone, Erebus’ words echoed in his head - I'd offer to teach you, he had promised through his usual sardonic smile, if you're ever of a mind – and Mical could only wince, wishing the memory away. He didn’t want to admit his desire, but if it meant he might have a way out of here…

Hey,” a voice called.

Mical spun around, his gaze finally leaving the Builder’s design on the floor to his static-ridden view of the room. A figure approached, though judging by the height and color it was a vaguely familiar one.

“What are they even promising you, Rahasia?” Mical asked, a finger still lazily tracing the pattern along the floor as if he might glean it’s deeper meaning through osmosis. “Khoonda wants to restore this planet to its former glory, Jedi presence or otherwise. What do you have to lose in joining them?”

The woman approached, quiet, shifting her rifle from one hand to the other as she thought of a response. Mical thought of Asra, another woman thrust into all this by circumstance, her story just as unknown to him yet somehow just as common as everyone else’s. It was a running theme, commonality, yet only Mical seemed to see it.

“You don’t know what it’s like,” Rahasia said eventually, leaning against the nearby wall, the blur of her silhouette settling somewhere nearby. “You may have trained here as a boy, but you weren’t here when Malak attacked, were you?”

Mical swallowed.

“No,” he said, knowing that he was instead tending to Iridonian survivors from the Sith attack on their world months prior during the Civil War. “No, I wasn’t.”

Rahasia wouldn’t understand just as she expected Mical not to, even if he did somewhat. But that wasn’t what the woman needed to hear right now.

“Everything my family had worked to build was destroyed in a matter of minutes,” she said after a pause. “But it wasn’t the destruction that did us in, it was the Jedi.”

“The Jedi?”

Mical stood slowly, his limbs still weak from whatever it was the rebels did to bring him here in one piece.

“First order of business post-attack was to rebuild – but not the farmsteads that actually kept this planet afloat and well-fed. They wanted us all to pitch in restoring that damn academy. And when were done? The Jedi just up and left.”

Mical could only nod sympathetically, knowing it was more than that, but also that it didn’t matter. Whatever happened at Katarr might have doomed the Jedi, but the Jedi had certainly doomed this planet first. The Jedi Temple on Coruscant had no such hold over the planet it called home, now standing empty while the remainder of the city operated as it normally did. Dantooine was always poised as this idyllic Jedi retreat, a place far from the distractions of modern life, rife for meditation and balance. Yet very little credit was afforded to the planet’s cultivators that made that dream a reality.

“That… doesn’t sound fair.”

“That’s one way of putting it!” Rahasia pushed off from the wall, shaking her head. “I was all for Khoonda, at first. Believe me. Shen wouldn’t have it though, he knew they were still in the Jedi’s pocket even after everything had happened, keeping their interests the main priority while the rest of us withered and continued to suffer in the aftermath. We didn’t have the luxury of leaving! Especially not after losing everything.”

She laughed, her voice hollow as she approached the force cage, her features becoming slightly more focused as she neared though they were still blurred by the thrumming electricity of the enclosure. Mical tried to hold her gaze despite it, imagining just where her irises were.

“I’m sorry for all of this, I really am. You seem nice,” she said, a thread of sincerity lacing her words. “But now I see Shen’s side of things. It’s time the Jedi did something for us for a change.”

Mical wanted to argue that the Jedi used to help with the everyday problems of the people here all the time, him being one of them. But perhaps Rahasia was right. Did the residents enjoy being used as lessons for the young Jedi Padawans? Existing only as a food source as well as the occasional example, serving as exercises for challenges the apprentices would one day face in the “real world”? As if whatever happened here were inconsequential no matter the outcome?

“So what do you expect to come of this?” Mical found himself asking, his tone earnest. He tried to read Rahasia through the electric barricade knowing he would see nothing, only hoping she could see his candor unlike anything Erebus might try to pull wherever he was now.

“I want-“ Rahasia began, but she didn’t finish. Her silhouette retreated from the force cage, the blur of her figure disappearing to the other end of the room again while all Mical heard was a tired laugh following by a deep sigh. “Y’know… I wish I knew.”

Mical didn’t know how to answer, their shared silence punctuated by a single scream. Rahasia didn’t react but Mical jolted, trying not to betray his surprise when he realized he did not recognize the voice behind the shriek.

If it wasn’t Erebus, then that could only mean –

Master Vrook.

“I have to believe it will all be worth it,” Rahasia continued. “With Shen gone, and our kids—”

Mical swore he heard her choke back a sob, but her voice was back to its usual tenor before he could read into it, her face still a mystery from his vantage point.

“It will be worth it,” she said, with conviction this time. Her profile straightened and approached Mical again, the outline of her rifle becoming painfully clearer as she neared. “The Jedi trained for this sort of thing, we didn’t. They should be able to handle it. You’ll be okay.”

Unsure whether she was trying to calm Mical or herself, Mical remained silent, willing himself to nod again.

“Will I be?” Mical asked after his thoughts steeped, “Or are you just saying that?”

He hadn’t meant to say it out loud, but he didn’t shy away from it. Finally tearing his eyes away from the floor, Mical stared at the blur that he knew to be Rahasia’s face. And for a moment he swore her eyes went wide, guilt painting her expression before they were graced with the presence of visitors.

Even though he awaited Rahasia’s reply that never came, his ears were more alert in anticipation of another shout rather than a response. The scream from earlier echoed in his mind, but he only thought of the wounded he’d healed in his time with the corps – their screams were the thing of post-traumatic stress and nightmares. And yet what they endured was caused by all that surrounded him now… a seemingly innocuous discovery once made by Casus Sandral as a hobby, but a breakthrough that led Revan to escalate a war beyond what was possibly imaginable. Mical still stood but now it was his eyes that traced the pattern along the floor instead of his fingers, wondering what it was Revan intended when she first found this place. Had she meant for it all to fall to ruin? Or was something lost along the way?

“Open the gate,” a rebel grunted from the mouth of the room. Two hulking figures hauled a limp body through the space, approaching the force cage with such urgency that even Mical took a step back. “Now.”

Rahasia faltered before shuffling her rifle to her other hand, as if it made a difference, before slamming her palm on the panel beside her. For an instant, the force cage sputtered out of existence to allow a single body to hurtle through the space before the cage was enabled again. Mical shuffled out of the way just in time for his designated roommate to sputter and spit a mouthful of blood on the floor before turning outward to the cage, baring his red-stained teeth at their onlooking captors.

“Leave this one to stew,” the other rebel said, a smirk evident in his voice as he spoke to Rahasia. “We’ll be back for him later.”

Rahasia nodded and retreated to the mouth of the room, rifle poised, as she resumed guard of the space once her colleagues left, only looking over her shoulder once at Mical before acting as if they hadn’t just spoken.

Mical turned to Erebus, still slumped on the floor, as the corner of a wicked smile edged out from the matted fringe of the man’s hair.

“What did you find out?” Mical choked out, his voice a harrowed whisper as he assessed Erebus’ blood loss and the man’s apparent disinterest in it.

“A great deal,” Erebus almost laughed, his words hoarse. He coughed, wiping spittle laced with blood from his chin before his eyes met Mical’s – now a luminous green, alight with venom instead of the soft moss-colored sage Mical had noted before. Mical recoiled, but Erebus gripped his arm, keeping him close. “How much do you know about Revan’s time in the Unknown Regions?”

Notes:

For anyone that's read A Fool's Wager, you'll find some of this chapter to be a bit familiar ;) I edited some of it now that I've actually gotten to this point for continuity reasons so it's not exactly the same but it's oddly retained most of its structure (god I can't believe I wrote that snippet almost 4 years ago jfc). As always, thanks to everyone that's kept up with this fic for this long and I sincerely appreciate each and every one of you that reads this, comment or no, until the end of time :)

Chapter 32: Unsure Allegiances

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Brianna

 

It was thrilling to be alone again. Even if it was just a couple days’ jaunt to the nearby orbiting station and back again, Brianna was fully aware of how precious her time was, soaking in the sights of the still-healing Telosian surface as she neared closer to her Mistress’ academy, tucked away in the mountainside of the polar regions. Her chest ached as the country green slowly turned to tundra, an unfamiliar regret forming in her chest as soon as she spied the mountain’s wintry spires in the distance.

“Home again,” she muttered to no one. This ship was strange, but it had been a fun puzzle to solve. If fun was something she could define accurately. None of the commands made sense, but once Brianna cracked the code she found it enthralling to control, as if taming a wild animal. She could blame her delay on that. She could tell Atris that she fell behind schedule because the ship she was instructed to take was more a problem than either of them had bargained for, but part of her knew that Atris would see right through the lie.

I know exactly where the vessel will be kept, Mistress had assured her. Just follow my instructions to the letter and all will be well.

Only Brianna had followed Atris’ instructions to the letter and all had not been well.

You don’t have clearance to be on this platform, an officer asked as soon as she’d made her first move. I’ll need to see some identification.

Atris had not prepared her for this. On Tatooine, Brianna had been given a vessel, complete with its own history and clearance code, along with a fake ID that followed her to Nespis. But Atris had neglected to give Brianna anything to work with upon being dispatched to Citadel Station. From the sounds of her orders, Brianna felt that the job must have been easy enough that such tools were not necessary. But now she wondered if it had all been a test…

“Good work, sister,” Ursa’s voice greeted Brianna via comm as she approached the spire they all called home. “Welcome back.”

Even through the static, Brianna could sense the pride. Admiration, almost. She smiled, face reddening as she registered her sister’s words. First Arianna and Orenna, now Ursa. Brianna bit back her smile and cleared her throat.

“I’m only doing what I was told,” she said, downplaying her own satisfaction as well as the fear that had just coursed through her at potentially being found out. “I will be glad to return to home.”

Home.

It felt right, but different somehow. Brianna could not imagine residing anywhere else, but somewhere in the core of her she already ached to venture out again, wondering where to or even when that may happen again.

An indiscriminate crag in the second-tallest mountain summit slid into the deeper part of the highlands, revealing a place for Brianna to steer the ship cleanly through the irrigation tunnels until she would inevitably arrive at the academy’s mouth deeper along the mountainside.

Her mission was complete. She’d done as Atris asked. And yet, her means of success haunted her still.

I’ll need to see some identification, the officer had asked her, gaze sharp, hand reaching for a hip-side blaster.

She hadn’t even thought to do it. It was as if she were acting on instinct.

You don’t need to see my identification, she said, masking her voice with a false bravado. Her fingers twitched, as if manipulating some inner part of the officer that approached her. And something in the man’s eye told her that she had, the unwilling puppet to her begrudging puppeteer. His eyes glazed over for an instant and he stilled, as if buffering or running into a glitch, like a droid, before resuming his motion towards her but with more relaxed ease, a smile overcoming his face.

Well, why didn’t you say so? He said. Right this way.  

It was as if they’d been old friends, or perhaps that she was someone important. From there it had been only too easy accessing the ship Atris instructed her to retrieve, but Brianna found herself sitting in the cockpit for well over an hour biting at her nails, imagining what Mistress would say at her means of accomplishing such a thing.

What if she’d failed? The worry returned as the docking pad of Atris’ academy loomed into view, the airlock now visible from Brianna’s approaching distance. No one awaited her there, though she spied Ursa’s face at the control panel at the window beside the door. She disappeared with a nod just as Brianna keyed in the landing sequence.

Her sister was gone by the time Brianna entered the academy proper, and Brianna was left alone with her worry again.

Report to me as soon as you have the ship, Atris had instructed. And again upon your return.

Atris had said nothing when Brianna first alerted her that the ship was in possession, careful to cover up their correspondence lest the ship’s logs pick it up and send the data to a cloud database. Atris had simply nodded in affirmation and cut the comm short. Now, Brianna tensed as she imagined the walk to Atris’ chambers, knowing that she had no other choice but to confront her Mistress with the news.

“Mistress?” she called into Atris’ office. She rapped on the door once then twice, finally voicing her query after the third knock.

Brianna’s fist met the door only for the metal to sputter and then slide open on the last rap. She froze. The room was empty even though she expected Atris to be standing behind the opening door, surprised to find no one there and the room dark.

“Mistress, are you in here?” Brianna asked again even if she already knew the answer, this time in a cautious whisper. The office was quiet but looked as if Atris had just left it. A cup of still-steaming tea sat on her desk in the dark, and a datapad lay flat on the surface of her workspace, screen off but battery flashing a calming a green – fully charged. Brianna took a tentative step forward, eyes darting around the space as she entered, feeling all the more wrong for it the more she descended into the room. “Mistress, I—”

Brianna trailed off. As her eyes adjusted to the gloom, her gaze fell upon the open doorway at the back of the space, her feet carrying her towards it without a second thought.

Atris’ archives. If her Mistress was not awaiting her arrival, surely she was doing something important. She was preparing for the Exile’s inevitable arrival here, no? Perhaps Atris was simply working on the next leg of her plan…

“Mistress?” Brianna asked again, her voice echoing as she entered the storeroom. At the end of the long hallway stood two rooms – one cramped and cluttered with shelves, all the better to store Atris’ artifacts, and the other large and all encompassing, like an audience chamber. The archive door was closed, but the chamber door was ajar, and much like Atris’ study its opening was dark and inviting. Brianna took a step closer, but unlike the hall upstairs Brianna froze, the hair on the back of her neck standing on end just as she approached the precipice of the room.

She felt cold. A jolt of iciness ran from the base of her head down her spine, stilling Brianna in her tracks. The room beyond was swathed in shadow, but it glittered, like a galaxy in miniature. There was something beautiful about it, mesmerizing. But as fixed as her gaze was on the view, she could not help but heed the sense of unending dread that filled her at the thought of even stepping foot into that room.

“Brianna,” Atris’ voice spirited into the space just beside her ear. Brianna jumped, startled, spinning around to find her Mistress standing just behind her, Atris’ white robe sleeves meeting in the middle where her hands were gently clasped. “You have returned.”

Atris seemed stoically serene, and scarily so. Brianna adjusted herself and straightened her posture, as if it might make any difference, and looked Atris up and down. The woman only looked on placidly, her expression oddly calm.

“Then the Exile is on schedule, just as I predicted,” Atris beamed, a familiar pride radiating in her voice though her face remained tranquil. “Excellent work.”

Brianna said nothing. She stood stock still, trying desperately to read Atris’ expression, gleaning nothing.

“Will… that be all? Mistress?” Brianna wanted to cringe at herself, though by the time the words passed her lips she was more concerned with Atris’ lack of response than anything else.

“For now,” was all Atris said after one too many moments, an unusual smile overcoming her face as Atris suddenly swept passed Brianna and into the open room. “You may see yourself out.”

Before Brianna could turn around all the way, a thousand questions forming in her mind yet finding no route to her mouth, Atris closed the door. The entrance panel slid into place just as Brianna turned to face it, a soft hush of air hitting her nose just as she opened her mouth, though to say what she did not know.

Was that… a test? Brianna thought to herself the entire walk back to Atris’ office and then to her own room. She thought of the man at Citadel Station and how unnervingly calm he seemed just as he granted her access to Dock Module 126, and how Mistress almost seemed to be under the same spell. But Brianna had done nothing to Atris, at least not on purpose. Something isn’t right.

As soon as her chamber doors slid closed, Brianna knelt beside her bed and dug into the contents of the plasteel cylinder tucked into the corner. Half expecting them to be gone, she sighed with uncertain relief as she removed the set of grey robes Atris had gifted her and sat back against the far wall, breathing deeply.

Was it a test? She thought again, unwilling to let the thought go. The fabric felt both rough but comforting between her fingers, the soft linens of her mother’s robes gone stiff with disuse yet losing none of the scent of her. Like lilacs, Brianna thought, holding the robes to her nose for a moment before returning them to their container and placing it back against the wall. Like when I was little.

But Brianna had no memories of when she was little, the thought only occurring to her in the moment, unlocking some secret recollection. She paused, looking upon the robes as she placed them deep into the plasteel cylinder again, as if committing the look of them to memory would further resurrect her remembrance. But all she could conjure were images of her sisters, younger than they were now yet far less forgiving, like their father had been. It’s best if you follow your elders, Brianna recalled him saying as he looked at her sidelong, never comfortable enough to look her dead-on. They’ll know how best to guide you.

But now Brianna knew he only meant that in light of the fact that he’d been burned by her mother, a woman who had stolen him from her sisters’ mother only to abandon him just the same.

Did he truly believe she was better off serving her sisters? Existing in their stead? In their shadow? Or did he fear what she might become if she followed in her defiant mother’s footsteps, unpredictable yet gone come morning?

Brianna was not sure. And she was not sure she wanted to know, either.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Unknown
Erebus

Erebus’ mind vibrated, his veins still coursing with adrenaline even as his senses clouded once more. The dampening device was placed in duplicate around the complex and were it not for one of Azkul’s lackey’s absently nudging one back into place, Erebus would have suspected that they were perhaps fixtures of this ancient structure. But he’d afforded a glance at one of them – squat, pyramidal like the trinkets he’d studied but rough-hewn and crystalline – and instantly committed its shape to memory. He would sketch a diagram of it later, repeating its features mentally as he was dragged back to the line force cage he was to share with the would-be Jedi.

Mical still looked up at him, wide-eyed, his irises flashing an almost unnatural azure as Erebus gripped his arm after being thrust back into the force cage, still alight with discovery and all too eager to share it. At first Mical’s eyes were ice-white, shimmering like screen static, before they turned back to their muted pure blue. Good, Erebus thought, still feeling a shiver of the Force course through him despite the black noise. Maybe he feels it too.

“Revan’s time in the Unknown Regions?” Mical repeated, easing the recoil of his arm and settling beneath Erebus’ touch. “She left known space before the end of the Mandalorian Wars, yes?”

Erebus could only smile, still reveling in what he saw.

“Rumor had it that’s where Revan turned Dark Side,” Erebus reminded the scholar, Mical turning pink at the notion as if he’d rather Erebus not know how privy he was to such information. “Any other rumors make it your way?”

Erebus finally eased his grip on Mical’s arm, realizing just how hard he was holding as well as noticing just how close they sat. Erebus dared not bring attention to the fact as he watched Mical retreat into the depths of his memory.

“Not much, no,” he resigned after a few quiet moments. “Do you--?”

Mical paused, his eyes fixing upon Erebus’ before he vehemently shook his head and pursed his lips, physically barring his question from escaping his mouth.

“Do I… what?” Erebus echoed, “Do I know what really happened?”

Mical didn’t move until finally he nodded, only barely.

“I mean… did you know? Before whatever it was that you’d just discovered, I’m presuming?” Mical ventured. He remained still, his gaze unmoving. Erebus wanted to look away if only for the intensity of the man’s stare but found he could not. There was something so earnest about Mical that Erebus had not quite registered earlier, making the man’s deal with him to learn about Sith artifacts suddenly seem obvious. Too curious for his own good, Erebus thought with a hollow laugh. We have that in common, at least.

“Somewhat,” Erebus admitted. “I didn’t join Revan’s legion until after the Mandalorian Wars. I wasn’t there when it happened.”

“After?” Mical asked, brow furrowed as he suddenly inched closer, the curiosity coming off him in waves. “You joined during the Jedi Civil War?”

Erebus nodded. Whatever adrenaline coursed through him moments ago edged into something less jagged, easing into a rising anxiety instead of all-out manic energy. He tensed, unsure of the shift, though he tried to settle beneath Mical’s questing gaze as he formulated an answer he was comfortable with offering.

“I did,” he said. “But I’d worked with others who had been there before her fall. There was an obvious change upon her and Malak’s return, though no one suspected the Dark Side had anything to do with it before the first war’s end. Except for those who survived Malachor, maybe. As you know, Revan and Malak discovered the Star Forge in their time out there. But there were rumors about just who operated the station before it fell under Revan’s jurisdiction.”

“Oh?” Mical asked, eyes wide. Mical paused, considering Erebus’ words before nodding earnestly, begging that Erebus continue with a silent go on, looking up at him through the amber of his eyelashes.  He was almost like a kid, and in that moment Erebus remembered the man as he was at twelve – entering the archives with a childlike confidence that he had an appointment with Atris in the face of Erebus’ insistence that he didn’t. Aiden had been certain his Master was not set to meet with anyone for at least the next standard week. I would have known, Erebus thought, even if an older part of him knew that there were many things that Atris kept from him, this being neither the first nor the last. And yet it was the chasm she insisted on forging between them as begrudging mentor and unwilling student that spurred Aiden on to join Revan’s ranks and abandon his given name altogether.

“None of the rumors could quite agree on the truth of it, so I reckon none of them are on the money. Some claimed Revan had encountered a Sith ghost out in Wild Space, like those people claim to roam Korriban, and that it was the spirit that turned her to the Dark Side. Other rumors attested that she had happened upon one of the first Sith, predating Exar Kun’s fall, in command on the Star Forge, inheriting the marvel upon their death.”

“But which rumor did you believe?” Mical asked almost instantly, his desire to know plain on his face. He was almost smiling, and Erebus felt an inner part of him wanting to mirror the gesture, sensing the warmth of its camaraderie deep in his chest before the reality of his answer set in.

“I didn’t, and I don’t,” he said. “I believe the Forge was dormant, and that finding the Forge and her subsequent fall to be mere coincidence, only encouraging the rumors in any and all forms so long as it distracted from whatever the truth may be.”

“Hm,” Mical considered, finally looking away from Erebus now to examine the pattern on the floor again. Erebus exhaled, not realizing he’d held his breath the entire time Mical held his gaze, relishing in the release of air as Mical formed his own opinion. “I can see the sense in that. Smart.”

Erebus couldn’t tell if Mical was being facetious or honest, though judging by his track record, the man was likely being a bit of both.

“But where does your discovery come in?”

“Ah,” Erebus laughed. “Well, in the rumors, sort of.”

Mical’s face twisted slightly, his brows furrowing even deeper if it were possible. Now Erebus truly wanted to laugh but still couldn’t find it in himself to do so in earnest.

“We knew Revan found the Forge through maps, this place being the first of them.”

“Was it really?”

“I thought you knew, when you saw the design…”

“I noticed the similarity and knew there was a connection, but…” Mical’s face almost lit up at the realization, looking from the floor back to Erebus with a face full of wonder. “You’re telling me Revan first found a map here? That’s how she found the Star Forge at all? And it’s been here this whole time? On Dantooine?”

“I honestly thought you knew that part,” Erebus said, rubbing the back of his neck as he tried to muster the words to describe the truth of it as well as what it was he saw as Azkul nearly beat the living hell out of him. His tether to the Force, to the Dark Side, was mute again – his mind alight with that constant buzzing as well as the uncomfortable yet not unpleasant closeness of Mical at his side now.

“Was it, though?” Mical waited expectantly, still somehow handsome despite the blood staining his face. Erebus shook his head, looking away.

“I—” he faltered, words failing him as he closed his eyes and recalled the images again, like a memory, as if he’d lived it and not merely bore witness. “It’s difficult to explain.”

His mind was full of images, colored with feelings and sentiment, a weight he could not justify. It was more than just seeing it – he had felt it. He’d felt what Revan had felt, as well as what little Azkul truly knew of his employer and why that meant so much now. If only Mical could have simply been there, then maybe their conversation now would go somewhere other than in circles.

“You’ve never had visions, have you?” Erebus asked, his voice quieter than he intended. Mical shook his head, a lock of flaxen hair falling into his eyeline. The man didn’t move to adjust it for once, the hair getting caught in the still congealing blood marring his face. His hand twitched, as if he thought about it, before giving Erebus’ query some more thought.

“No, never,” Mical said, his eyes tentatively meeting his.

“The Force works in mysterious ways, and unfortunately often in ways that cannot be easily communicated.” Erebus sighed, wondering if he dared ask Mical to hit him lest it allow Erebus the anger needed to at least be rid of this place.

“Then…” Mical swallowed, his eyes casting about before his gaze fell on Erebus again. “Show me”

Erebus’ brow furrowed.

“Show you?”

Mical nodded fervently before stilling himself and nodding a second time, more measured and even than the time before. As if Erebus might not have noticed.

“Through the Force.”

Erebus froze, the images still fresh in his mind but the fear of Mical’s request dispelling him. Are you sure? He wanted to ask, though his tongue lay immobile. Mical nodded yet again, as if in understanding, the words unspoken. Erebus wished Vash were here for a moment, wondering how the Jedi might interpret this before he extended his hands expectantly.

“It won’t be easy,” he said, his voice a hoarse whisper, though not out of any reverence. Azkul’s dirty work still ached, Erebus’ ribcage more than bruised enough for him to draw enough energy upon for a few seconds’ worth of magic. At least for something like this…

“I’m ready,” Mical said, nodding. “I’ve read about such things enough times, and I’ve imagined it enough to know what I might expect. First-hand accounts are quite detailed.”

Erebus wanted to laugh, especially knowing that Mical had no need to convince him of anything. But instead he just stared at the man, waiting for Mical to waver and change his mind at any moment.

He didn’t.

“Alright then,” Erebus said, his voice still quiet in its seriousness, no sardonic comment locked and loaded on his tongue as he gauged just how ready an inexperienced Force adept like Mical might be for an experience like this. He vowed to go easy on the guy, if he could.

“I’m ready when you are,” Mical said, an anxious tremor undercutting his affirmation. But Erebus believed him. Erebus nodded in turn and dug a thumb into his bloodied palms, forcing his mind to focus on the prickling pain as well as the dull ache in his chest, priming his still-tenuous connection to the Force before proceeding. When the pain was palpable, steady, he placed his hands out for Mical to meet him halfway.

Erebus’ eyes scanned his own digits, momentarily concerned with the dust and detritus still coating his fingers and palms before Mical uncertainly reached out and touched him opposite. Where Erebus’ hands were extended facing downwards, Mical’s joined his facing up, fingertips gently brushing against Erebus’.

“Like this?” Mical asked. Erebus nodded, ignoring the breath caught in his throat. Mical’s bright blue eyes fixed upon him, unwavering, as Erebus closed his own eyes and focused on his memories, willing that the visions that plagued him be shared.

Mical’s hands were warm, but fleeting, touching Erebus’ palms but only just. His fingertips spirited over his with a nervousness Erebus could unfortunately match easily, but before he could read into it too much he dove deep into the recollection – hopefully relaying everything he saw to Mical through touch alone.

The Rakatan cavern was untouched. When Revan happened upon it, layers of dust littered its floors, hers and Malak’s bootprints leaving the first trails in centuries in their wake as they traversed the structure and unraveled its secrets. Awe filled her, and the feeling possessed Erebus in the reimagining, his chest elating with an unspoken wonder that lingered. An ancient droid stood sentinel at the door, its shape mimicking the map in reverse as it would appear to Revan and Malak later and to Erebus as well, though dormant and undisturbed as Azkul questioned him, a dead spider spun in on itself in the corner of the room. Revan activated the map, its tendrils opening itself before her and Malak to a part of the galaxy not seen in centuries, leading them to the birthplace of the universe. The awe grew tenfold, taking up residence in the very core of Erebus’ being as it had in Revan, inspiring her every decision that would follow. Before Erebus’ consciousness could swim to the surface of Revan’s reverence and decipher the map before him, he was in a room unlike any he had ever seen before, its features gone before he could note and decipher them, though in the corner was a door sharp and triangular. Whatever space wonder had carved inside him was soon filled with a hollow fear he had not felt before, an ancient ache as if the feeling were unknown to him but passed down like a possession, an heirloom of unknown origin. Revan felt it when she first laid eyes on the door, and the feeling stuck. Erebus – Revan – wanted to open it, to see what was held within, but he could not. Instead, time passed, and he witnessed Revan and Malak defer themselves to someone cloaked, kneeling before a figure that was no more than a shadow. Even in recalling it, Erebus froze, stilled by the figure that was still no more than an idea even in memory. But awakening with Revan’s eyes, Erebus saw the map anew, its jaws unfolding as if on command despite the fear that now coursed through him – and possibly Revan, too, upon seeing it again.

Mical shuddered beneath Erebus’s hands, his fingers twitching ever-so-slightly, jolting Erebus out of his reverie for a moment – Mical’s eyes were still shut, though his eyes were moving rapidly beneath their lids, as if in REM sleep. Erebus closed his eyes again too, slipping back into the memory, only this time it was Azkul’s.

There were flashes of Malachor, bright green and luminescent. A more primal fear coursed through Azkul as Erebus saw the moon through his eyes, feeling death in the way non-Force sensitives did – like a creeping dread, a creature in the night. But there were also flashes of somewhere else, somewhere densely populated, and metropolitan. Spires rose into the sky, metallic and swathed with neon lights, undercut only by the grime and grease that covered everything else. It could have been anywhere, but to Azkul it was home. The dread of death receded and faded into something more familiar, something soothing. But amid the familiarity was something sinister, something unknown but somehow necessary. Instead of a person, all he gathered were ideas, messages, orders. Whoever Azkul was answering to, the man had never met them. He was at the whim of an unseen boss’ beck and call. But before Azkul’s memories had withered completely, Erebus felt it again – the heaviness of Revan’s discovery and her deep desire to open the mysterious door – as if the two were connected somehow.

Now it was Erebus’ turn to shudder. A wave of cold ran through him, goosebumps rising along his skin as the memories faded and he finally retracted his hands from Mical’s. The man only looked at him, wide-eyed, a world of questions forming on his mouth though none made it past his lips.

“That wasn’t my best work,” Erebus admitted, worried that his recollections were worse in the recounting than in remembering them before he had an audience. “But you get the idea, right?”

Mical didn’t meet Erebus’ gaze again, though he nodded in affirmation, still processing everything he’d just seen.

“I got it, yeah,” he exhaled. “You don’t think the man our captor answers to and the person to which Revan pledged her allegiance are one and the same, do you?”

Erebus shook his head.

“No, I don’t,” he admitted, though he had wondered the same thing himself. “It’s strange that both are clouded though, shrouded even in memory.”

“Then it must be by design,” Mical concluded. “Perhaps not in allegiance but working in tandem somehow, towards the same end.”

“Maybe,” Erebus offered, cocking his head as he considered the idea. “It’s strange, but I gather neither is aware of the other’s existence. Yet somehow… you’re right.”

“I am?”

“It’s just a hunch,” Erebus said. “But it feels like there’s an unseen connection.”

“As interesting as that is, I hardly see how that could be our ticket out of here,” Mical sighed. “Any ideas?”

“I want to find Vrook, first,” Erebus said, looking sideward. Rahasia still stood sentinel at the mouth of the room they were situated in, and somewhere beyond her static-ridden silhouette was Vrook, being similarly detained and tortured as Azkul saw fit. “I have a feeling the man might be able to connect a few more of the dots for us.”

Mical paused, considering Erebus’ words before nodding in agreement.

“My only question is how did what you saw connect to Revan’s time in the Unknown Regions? Something I might have known?” Mical asked, “That was the first thing you said when you came back.”

“It was the fear, that feeling,” Erebus said, the sensation coursing through him again in the retelling. “I felt it when I saw her traverse this structure in the vision, as well as in the cave with the door, and somehow I know she carried that feeling with her from the Unknown Regions throughout the Civil War. And so long as you know that she’d been there and returned an utterly changed woman, well, I dunno. It must have been something she encountered out there, something she saw. But it wasn’t just that, it was as if she—”

“As if she what?” Mical asked.

It was as if she’d always felt it, he thought, somehow unable to voice his revelation. As if she’d seen these structures before and only then the pieces of an unknown past fell into place.

“It doesn’t feel right revealing what I think,” Erebus relented. “I’m not sure if it’s my own interpretation of what I saw – of what I sensed – or if there’s at least a kernel of truth to it.”

Such was the way of Force visions – unreliable to the last, regardless of whatever truth was revealed. There was no knowing. Either it was something that had happened or could have been. Erebus sighed.

“It can’t be a coincidence that Revan disappears, and all of this comes to light,” Mical said, his voice solemn in his contemplation. “Either she is responsible for what is unfolding, by design or by happenstance, but she is an integral part of the equation for good or ill.”

“Indeed,” Erebus mused. “I don’t like it, but it only makes me want to keep going, to find Vrook and get the hell out of here. I want it all to make sense.”

“And does finding your sister fit into that equation?”

Erebus paused, an unexpected chill running down his spine at the notion. Eden. He’d sensed her during Azkul’s beating, fighting a nightmare that bled into his visions of Revan, until he sensed her wake, her voice echoing through the Force. He heard her voice. It was light, somewhere between a genuine laugh and something more polite, restrained. As if she were making painful small talk. What part of his sister’s consciousness he’d entered he did not know, and what Eden saw of her brother’s circumstances he was equally unsure. But what Erebus did know was that he was not at all ready to see his sister in the flesh again, not after nearly killing her on Tatooine out of sheer surprise and spite.

“She certainly wouldn’t like that, I think.”

Mical said nothing, nodding and bookmarking the thought for later, looking away as his face grew pink in the din before he coughed purposefully and looked around the room. Rahasia had left their eyeline but Erebus suspected the woman wasn’t too far off.

“Now tell me what it is you did, exactly,” Mical asked. “How did you tap into the Force?”

Erebus stared, unblinking.

“We talked about this,” Erebus said, deadpan. “Or wait, did I not?”

Mical shook his head. Erebus’s shoulders slacked, the backs of his wrists colliding with the dirt floor beneath him as his bones felt all the worse for it.

“It’s dumb, but basically everything the Jedi said about fear, anger, pain leading to the Dark Side? Well, it’s all true.”

“Pain?” Mical repeated, rounding on Erebus again as he knelt before him. “You were able to tap into the Force while in pain?”

“I used my pain to fuel my anger, sort of a fight-or-flight response hack. The more I let Azkul beat me up, the more I could feed off my own pain but also the more I could also feed off his anger.”

Mical’s eyes narrowed, his pupils darting over Erebus’ face as if only now taking stock of his wounds that they held new meaning.

“Okay then,” the man said, standing up straight again. “Hit me.”

“What?!” Erebus sighed, a hollow laugh forming at the base of his throat as he struggled to his feet regardless. “I am not going to hit you.”

“Hit me as hard as you can,” Mical said, bracing himself. “Do it. Maybe we can escape if--”

“No, and no,” Erebus countered, steadying Mical. “You need to keep your strength up. You’re next.”

“Next?”

“Didn’t you pay attention? I thought you were observant,” Erebus huffed. “Those men before, they mentioned equipment stolen from the Mandalorian doctor, Demagol. He studied Force sensitives, remember? Azkul made a mistake in beating me to what he considers a pulp but it will keep him placated for now. But as for you…”

Mical’s eyes cast about the force cage as if for an exit but finding none.

“But I—”

“I know, you’re not trained, but they don’t see a difference. And whoever Azkul’s employer is will want to know whatever they can about the Force. You can use that as an opportunity to gather more information.”

Mical pursed his lips.

“You’ll be fine, trust me,” Erebus said, considering placing a comforting hand on Mical’s shoulder but thinking the better of it. “You’ll make it out of here. Maybe a little worse for wear, but we’re in this together, right? Unfortunately, quite literally.”

Erebus gestured about their shared prison of about a meter and a half across, shrugging when Mical met his gaze again unhappily.

“Wait, what do you mean by we?” Mical asked.

Other than the obvious? Erebus thought internally with a quiet laugh before smiling. “You wanted to learn more about the Sith, no? About Exar Kun? How this all ties to Revan, just as I do?”

Mical nodded, though he didn’t seem happy about it.

“Well, consider yourself along for the ride,” Erebus said. “We have an agreement, no?”

“That we do,” the man sighed. “But I don’t see how—”

“Whether you like it or not, however we escape this place will need to involve a we, like right there, just now.”

We, us. The word sounded strange in his mind but felt right on his tongue somehow. Erebus held his ground though, quelling his uncertainty as Mical realized the reality of the situation.

“No, no of course I know that,” Mical said, shaking his head. “What I mean is… why are you so interested? What stake do you have in all of this? What do you intend to do with Vrook?”

“You don’t know?” he said, though an answer failed to form on his tongue.

“None of this makes sense,” Mical admitted, finally running a hand through his hair. “It’s no mystery that you are of the Sith and that you answer to someone responsible for the deaths of countless Jedi. Sure, Vash shows up and tells you about this vision she has of the two of you traversing the galaxy, but you seemed so eager to believe her, to join her without question. And to help us, to help me, when you’ve said it yourself – you have no interest beyond what’s in it for your benefit, no care when it comes to the people of Dantooine. You could have left but you’re here on behalf of Khoonda – why?”

“Because my interests go beyond that of my Master, but I thought you already knew that,” Erebus hissed. An anger rose in him though it wasn’t malicious. It was frustrated. Frustrated that Mical was unwilling to put the pieces of what Erebus thought was obvious together, but also because his being potentially responsible for the Golden Company was on Nihilus’ orders even if Erebus did not wish to admit it was so, his interest in their cease and desist wholly inherent to his plan even if his Master hadn’t ordered it from him. “You saw my notes, and you know that the Sith I answer to is an echo of the Wound my sister created in the Force when she ordered that the Mass Shadow Generator be deployed at Malachor V. If anyone should study what that atrocity did to the Force, it should be me.”

It wasn’t what he’d planned to say – not in the slightest – but the words came out anyway. An unspoken confession that had dogged him since he felt that first ripple through the Force as it echoed in Eden, beginning to tear her apart until she finally grew numb to it. To feel that same pain radiate off Nihilus in such steady waves was like a lullaby, something to lull him into complacency and see beyond his Master Anhur’s demise and onward into what his life under Nihilus might be like. A lullaby he did not question until he felt the void in the Force at Anchorhead, when he found out his sister was still alive but mute to it all.

“You care more about your work than your allegiance,” Mical confirmed, though his voice remained unsure. Erebus nodded even if the man was only half right.

“Something like that,” he said. “I care not for power beyond what it grants me, what I want to know. I don’t want to command legions into battle. I just want to learn all there is, no matter the contents, no matter the consequence. If the Golden Company is seeking Jedi artifacts, I want in. I want to know what they know. But seeing how they treated the temple back on Nespis? I’d hardly wish to join them so much as I’d rather destroy them if it meant they’d no longer trifle with things beyond their comprehension. Sure, they’re using something they found to trap us here, but they don’t deserve a power they do not yet fully understand. How could they? The Force is something beyond their comprehension, they couldn’t possibly –”

Wait,” Mical interrupted, suddenly standing. “What if that’s part of the puzzle?”

“What is?”

“Whoever the Golden Company answers to isn’t just some random collector. They must be a Jedi, or were once. Sure, anyone can figure out where all of the Jedi temples and archives are, but to know how to use the objects found within? They’re either being instructed by a Force user or they are one.”

“Did you… feel something? When I showed you those visions just now?”

“Y-yes,” Mical admitted, avoiding Erebus’ gaze. “And quite frankly I am using all of my energy to keep it together despite the very nature of my being taken aback by it all.”

Mical covered his mouth and turned away, running both of his dirt-covered hands through his hair. Erebus’ hand twitched, as if thinking to reach for the man with a mind of its own, to comfort him. But Erebus stopped himself.

“Who else would be able to keep their identity hidden to such a degree?” Mical ventured. “If this man keeping us captive – Azkul, as your memory serves – is kept in the dark about such things despite being tasked with this monumental of an assignment, then there must be a reason other than pure privacy.”

“Possibly,” Erebus said, only half-agreeing but not wishing his hesitation to sound apparent. “Unless being the head of the most criminal organization in the galaxy outside that of the Hutts has anything to do with it.”

“Maybe,” Mical added. “But being outed publicly has never harmed the Hutts. If anything, their accolades and notoriety grant them even more power than if they were anonymous. They flaunt it.”

“True, but so far that only convinces me that—”

“Wait a tic,” Mical said, spinning around now. “You said ‘the most criminal organization’… what did you mean by that?”

“I—what?”

“We don’t know who put the Golden Company up to this, but the Exchange has put a bounty out on Jedi as it is. I thought it was too easy to figure that they were also the ones employing a mercenary company to do additional work for them but… does anyone know who the head boss of the Exchange even is?”

Erebus paused. It all seemed so obvious. He’d known from the start that much of this was too much of a coincidence to ignore, but now the pieces fit too closely together for comfort. However the math worked, it still didn’t sit well with him, and he shook his head nonetheless.

“You may be onto something, and as interested as I am in getting to the bottom of it, it doesn’t help our present situation,” Erebus sighed. “Azkul was pleased enough to let me go for now, but given our history he’ll likely question me again. And when he does, I’ll find Vrook.”

“But then what?” Mical asked, his voice almost a whisper in its half-uttered accusation. “Master Vrook answers your questions about Kun’s lightsaber and then what?”

Erebus knew what Mical wanted to hear. He could sense the indictment in his voice, an undercurrent of blame running beneath his question more like an allegation than the pure posing of a scenario.

“I’ll dispose of him as I do anyone that ceases to have a purpose,” Erebus said with an air of mock severity before he snorted. “I don’t know! But whatever it is you assumed of me, know that it is likely less fleshed out than that and something more along the lines of I’ll just leave him where I found him. Satisfied?”

Mical stared at Erebus looking none too happy, his face contorting between faint expressions of either confusion or disappointment before the man simply shrugged.

“Well, I guess you’ll have to be,” Erebus said with a huff. “Anything you’d wish me to ask your former esteemed Jedi Master, expelled student?”

The jab came out more barbed than Erebus intended but the sting manifested on Mical’s face with a grimace, making Erebus regret his choice of words the moment they escaped his sorry excuse of a mouth.

No thank you,” Mical muttered. “Just get him out safe, if you can.”

Erebus wanted to argue despite whatever alien regret coursed through him, willing his tongue to lay silent despite his inner demons’ wishes to ruin whatever just happened between him and Mical. They were getting somewhere, though where exactly and whether it was good or bad was a complete mystery. It would be a shame to sour their transactional relationship so soon, especially before Erebus could make good on his promise and before Mical could be of more use to him.

“Sure,” was all Erebus said, feeling all the more an idiot for it. The word sounded insincere in his voice, and Mical flashed him a look, as if he sensed it too, before feigning a nod of agreement and relenting.

“Good.” Mical squared his shoulders and stood with his hands on his hips, looking pointedly at Erebus like a mother just convinced out of enacting a reprimand for bad behavior. “Thank you.”

You’re welcome was the phrase Erebus’ mouth wanted to say, if only out of courtesy and habit, but instead the words stayed his mouth, holding their ground and digging their heels into his tongue as if planting themselves there.

Because unlike other times when Erebus made promises, this one felt genuine. Mical was welcome, and Erebus wasn’t sure how he felt about that. So instead of speaking it, he kept the words, swallowing them and saving them for later.

Lest he forget why he was here in the first place.

Right?

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module, Fashion District
Atton

 

“How does this look?” Eden asked, emerging from the shop’s changing room once Atton had won a few rounds of Pazaak and finally had some juma in him. “Too orange?”

In the wake of Eden’s new hairdo, the rest of Eden’s body followed suit out from behind the changing curtain to reveal an orange top and beige flight pants. Eden turned, looking at her image in the nearby mirror while she awaited Atton’s response.

Atton shook his head, though he had to internally admit that orange was a surprisingly good color for her.

“Too loud,” he said, crossing his arms as his eyes ran another sweep of the clothing shop and thankfully only settled on the attendant at the register, their midst clear for the moment. After browsing the promenade for what felt like forever, Atton’s nerves getting the better of him despite his better efforts to quell any worries with alcohol, they finally found a department store with normal enough looking clothes for Eden to try on. Most other shops offered a variety of garb Atton could only describe as fit for either a wealthy executive or a cheap cantina dancer – and while Atton was curious enough to at least wonder what Eden might look like in either garb, he knew it was in their best interest to fly under the radar as much as possible. “The pants are good, though. Non-descript, which is smart. The more you look like some sort of maintenance crew the better. Those guys always go unnoticed. Also, a fun trick if you want to get in somewhere without clearance or paying a cover charge.”

“And how’s that?” Eden asked as she re-entered her temporary cocoon before emerging as yet another iteration of herself.

“Just carry a ladder or a toolbox. No one will question it,” Atton laughed conversationally, thinking back to a time he’d snuck into his father’s estate on Alderaan with the intention of stealing back some war medal or another on his dad’s behalf, being banished from the family grounds on account of philandering and all. One advantage of being an unnamed bastard was the stuff you could get away with when the rest of the family had yet to find out you even existed. If only Atton had taken more than he was instructed to that day, maybe he would have-

“Smart,” Eden said before exiting the change stall again, but this time with a dark green sleeveless shirt and a different hairstyle. “What about this? I’m thinking darker colors will do me more favors. Plus if I tie up my hair like this—” Eden demonstrated, her hands voguing around her hair done up in a half-bun as if Atton had never seen the back of her head before, “Might detract from other looks of mine that might be on record, y’know?”

Eden had cycled through her bounty listing with Atton once they’d left the apartment after running into a wanted poster just outside the entertainment promenade, a version of Eden will full-on blonde hair and dark eye makeup looking up at them as if in warning not to enter the Pazaak den lest Atton get them both in trouble again. As a safety measure, they returned to their TSF-appointed quarters for a moment to regroup where Eden had twisted her hair into twin buns atop her head while abandoning the jacket she’d been wearing altogether to wear Atton’s ribbed vest. Atton was still sporting the mystery jacket from the Ebon Hawk, presumably belonging to the owner of said ship or at least someone they knew. Kreia’s mysterious friend. The witch was still resting, keen on staying out of things and absent even when they’d returned to the apartment, and Atton wasn’t yet sure whether that put him at ease or not.

“It’s at least not as attention-grabbing as my last hair style,” Eden added.

“Sure, yeah,” Atton said, “It’s different enough I think.”

Eden paused, her eyes fixed on Atton as she tried to gauge a response.

“Really? You think this is fine?”

“I don’t see why not,” Atton shrugged, thinking back to his luck at the cantina, still waiting for the other boot to drop. Finding a table had been easy – too easy. They’d hardly had to barter way in and Atton was almost expecting the dealer to show up at any moment demanding some sort of cut for the winnings Atton had so effortlessly afforded them in just two hours’ time. Eden had stumbled into an altercation fast-turning bar brawl upon entering the cantina, instantly stalling the escalating tension with a bet that landed Atton an instant spot at the Pazaak table. With a little bit of early losing, which Atton planned on purpose of course, it wasn’t long before he was turning a profit all while seeming to only benefit from beginners’ luck. If only that’s all it was.

“What about some accessories?” Eden asked, though Atton’s eyes were still nervously scanning the store. “Just enough to seem normal, not to stand out.”

“Good idea,” Atton said, almost afraid to look Eden in the eye lest she suspect something. Even if she most certainly did.

“Alright, what about this?”

Atton glanced Eden’s way but wasn’t sure what it was he was supposed to be noticing.

“Looks good,” he offered absently. Eden rolled her eyes, clicking her tongue.

I think it’s cute, love,” a buttery voice added, “Go for it.”

Atton froze. Thankfully, Eden only smiled bashfully before retreating to the confines of her changing room with a hurried thanks, oblivious to Atton’s expression as it blanched.

“What, thought you could get away so easily?” the voice continued in a sharp whisper, this time accompanying a long red fingernail that traced all along Atton’s arm before tapping his wrist with mock familiarity. Atton turned to meet the face of the Zeltronian woman from the week before, the same vampiric pink smile peering up at him from beneath her fringe of crimson hair, “I have eyes everywhere, hotshot. I’ve known you were here since the moment you landed.”

Luxa spoke through her smile, the store clerk not at all privy to Atton’s discomfort as he disappeared into the back room without a second glance, leaving the two of them utterly alone.

“The assassin, at the station—” 

“An idiot with a head start, nothing more,” Luxa assured with an air of annoyance. “But our work isn’t done. You still owe me.”

“I –” Atton faltered, eyes scanning the Zeltronian’s expression for a way in but finding nothing other than smug indignation. “I can explain.”

“Oh, no need,” she said sweetly. Luxa’s smile widened, and if a smile could be both sour and sweet Atton imagined it would look a lot like this. “Whatever happened on Peragus is between you and the Jedi. You see, this little situation works out in my favor, so all I need you to do is listen.”

 


 

3951 BBY, The Sojourn, Hyperspace
Carth

 

“Now what?” Carth sighed, eyes shut as he kept his now-perpetual migraine at bay. His room aboard the Sojourn was dark, Mission’s miniature holo-image providing the only illumination in the space. He wasn’t sure how much more he could take of living like this, already resigning to a life of chronic pain despite the discomfort that came with that kind of truth.

“We’ve got a bit of a situation,” Mission admitted, shoulders slumping. Carth’s eyes shot open though he couldn’t say he was surprised. The girl’s entire body twitched as it normally did, her holo-body shifting from foot-to-foot as she searched for the right words to clue Carth in on what nonsense was now happening on Dantooine.

“Isn’t there always?” he asked, harrowed.

“This is worse,” Mission said. “The mercs took Mical and the Sith. They used some sort of, I dunno, dampening field to mute the Force or something. I’ve never heard of anything like it. You don’t think Bastila knows anything about something like that, do you?”

Force dampening? Carth hardly knew more about the Force than Mission did, but the thought sent a shiver down his spine nonetheless.

“I’ll ask her,” he said, and without thinking Carth patched in a code Bastila urged he only use in emergencies. Mission tsked as she registered that he was typing away, not looking at her directly.

“What are you doing?” Mission asked, her voice rising as Zaalbar grumbled something grumpily off-screen beside her. “Are you even listening to me?!”

Of course I’m listening, Mission, calm down!” Carth half-assured, half-reprimanded, thinking of how he’d accidentally talk down to Dustil when all he’d meant to do was communicate that the boy not jump to conclusions, forever trying to act as the stoic adult in the face of danger only for his son to roll his eyes at him. Mission did the same now, huffing as she spun around and awaited further elaboration from Carth.

She was about to protest again when Bastila’s figure appeared beside Mission on his holopad, presumably appearing similarly to Mission who now took a step back and balked. She paused, looking from Carth to Bastila, half an apology on her face before she sputtered and said, without missing a beat, “Well if it isn’t your royal highness. Nice to see you again, Bast.”

“And you as well, Mission,” Bastila said, her voice soft but laced with obvious concern. “Carth, what is the meaning of this? Is this line secure?”

“As secure as can be,” Carth promised. “We’re using an unusual subspace channel on this voyage as per Republic protocol for covert operations, still being on the clock for Onderon business and all. Bastila, I think you need to hear this. Mission, tell her what you just told me.”

Now it was Bastila’s turn to form a migraine and mime her growing pain as Carth watched on, mind racing with what to do next.

“They what,” Bastila said, deadpan, head in her hands. “And who’s idea was it to trust a Sith? Carth, shouldn’t you be taking him in and interrogating this man or something?”

“Me?! I’m no Jedi, I thought that was your purview.”

“Yet no one thought to tell me about him!”

It was like a family dinner gone wrong, the holiday meal already cold and the booze downed before dessert as everyone shouted at one another from across the table, slinging blame as petty and inconsequential as insults in a schoolyard fight.

“Another Jedi was already on the case,” Carth said before Mission chimed in.

“Her name’s Lonna Vash. I can get her to talk to you if you’d like.”

“Master Vash?” Bastila asked, her face paling. “She’s alive?”

Mission nodded, all agitation melting from her face. Carth softened, too, forgetting just how out of the loop Bastila truly was in hiding and how it must have weighed on her.

“She’s the one that trusts Erebus, the Sith. Carth and I believe he may lead us to the rest of them so long as he cooperates, for now. Though at the moment he’s just as captured as Carth’s scout so we’re a bit stuck.”

“Erebus?” Bastila echoed. “You’re on a first name basis with a self-proclaimed Sith?”

“He’s different,” Mission protested, raising her shoulders in defense. “But he’s just as dangerous. I think he’s worth looking into, no use interrogating him yet. Not to mention I fear that’s exactly what these mercs are up to given the tech they seem to have at their disposal.”

“And what technology would that be?” Bastila asked, her grey eyes shifting from Mission to Carth now, her gaze brimming with accusations of being omitted from a conversation she should have been let in on from the beginning.

“Mission said they found Force dampening equipment, though it looks to be ancient,” Carth admitted. “It’s why I called you.”

“Force dampening?” Bastila cast her gaze about whatever room she was in as if visually searching for an answer that lay somewhere hidden in her memory. “What did it look like?”

“It was a triangle, or pyramid more rather.” Mission explained, Zaalbar rumbling in agreement beside her. “The Jedi Exile had recovered something similar just outside Anchorhead, most of them palm-sized. But this one was sizable, maybe about a meter across and just as tall.”

Bastila paused, her gaze settling somewhere in the middle distance as she looked at neither Carth nor Mission and instead typed something in on a datapad she must have had set up nearby. Bastila’s eyes narrowed before they widened, her face growing even whiter than before.

Oh no.”

“Oh no, what?” Mission echoed, inching closer to her comm.

“Nevarra was having me look into incomplete Jedi records not long before she disappeared, many items of which bear an alarmingly similar description.”

What?” Carth wanted to feel scandalized even if he knew it was par for the course, that Bastila had already told him as much as she thought was necessary, or more rather as much as she thought he could understand. Whatever Carth didn’t know was on Nevarra.

“She remembered something from childhood, something she found, but the records were either missing or incomplete. We never got around to finding out their true purpose, until—”

“Until what?” Carth urged. Bastila swallowed and paused, casting her eyes about before meeting Carth’s questing gaze via comm.

“Until she left in search of her old master, with the intention of finding General Valen,” Bastila said, looking away. “It was something Nevarra remembered from the Mandalorian Wars. She did not disclose what it was, exactly, only that General Valen might know something about it.”

“And we don’t have any idea where she is now, do we?” Mission sighed. Carth tensed and both women noticed, their eyes sharply turning to him the moment he felt the realization and the shame rise in his throat.

“I… know where she is,” Carth admitted, closing his eyes again. “I meant to tell you, Mission, at least. But with the situation on Onderon and the Harbinger…”

“Where is she?” Mission asked within the span of a breath before Carth could even finish his sentence.

“Funnily enough, right where she should be,” Carth answered with a hollow laugh. “She’s being held under surveillance on Citadel Station, suspected of the crime of destroying the Peragus mining facility.”

“Wait, what?!” Mission hissed.

“Well, is she?” Bastila asked. “Is General Valen the one responsible?”

“Unfortunately yes,” he said. “And not for a reason either of you will like to hear.”

“Let me guess,” Mission answered, shaking her head. “More Sith?”

Carth could only nod before Bastila groaned and stood up from wherever she had been settled to pace, her figure flitting in and out of her holofeed like a wandering ghost.

“By the Maker, Carth,” Bastila sighed. “You can’t be serious.”

“I’m afraid I am,” he said. “And to make matters worse, the Republic has no intention of following up on such accusations. What with Katarr, Nespis, and now Peragus… I don’t know how else to convince them to take this threat seriously.”

“Once upon a time, the Republic heeded the wisdom of the Jedi and now they cower from anything regarding the Force,” Bastila near whispered before Mission snorted.

“I don’t blame them, honestly. I mean… look where it’s got them!” Mission threw her arms wide. “This is crazy, and what’s happening here on Dantooine is downright wrong.

Zaalbar growled again off-camera, Mission nodding along emphatically.

“Big Z’s right,” she continued, “If you’re tied up with political nonsense and Bastila’s better off in hiding, then who do we reach out to Carth? Who can help us?”

Carth wanted to be the one to arrive at Dantooine with reinforcements, to find the Harbinger and swoop into Onderon’s orbit just in time to curb the influx of nuclear-grade weapons his fleet had just gotten wind might be arriving via a source in Hutt Space. But as much as he wanted to be the one with the solution to every problem, he could only be in so many places at once. If he knew where Agent Amara was, if she was even still alive, he might task her with heading to Dantooine with a small battalion. But other than Rell Amara, the only other one of Carth’s inferiors privy to what was going on was now in Golden Company custody.

“I can go,” Bastila offered as she stood steadily before her comm again, her gaze faraway despite the urgency in her voice. “I can meet with you, Mission. Perhaps we can gather enough physical evidence of the Sith’s existence to help Carth as well? That way you can focus on—”

“No, Bastila, you don’t need to do this,” Carth urged, cutting her off as Mission nodded in solemn agreement. “We don’t need to put any more Jedi on the map, not with the bounty and not after what happened at Nespis and Katarr. The more you remain hidden for now, the better.”

“But who else knows about Jedi artifacts? Who has the expertise?”

“Unfortunately, Mical,” Mission said, shuffling her feet. “And Zayne, of course, but it’s not enough. With Zayne and Lonna on our side, we might stand a chance. But if the Golden Company was able to disarm two Force sensitives without trying, then I don’t know how much of an advantage having any Jedi in our midst would help.”

“What you need is more fire power,” Carth said, biting his lip as he wracked his brain for some ideas. “Bastila, if we can secure a line to wherever you are, do you think you could at least, I don’t know, consult them? If they come across any new Force related tech, they can ask you for help?”

“Yes, of course,” Bastila answered before Carth was done speaking. “So long as my communications can be disguised, I’d be more than happy to help.”

“Great,” Carth sighed. “I’ll meet with the Jedi Exile soon enough, perhaps she can—”

Carth paused, all words failing him as his body jolted. His eyes cast about his dark room, searching for the source of the disturbance before the ship jostled again, this time sending him careening towards the port window.

“Carth?” Bastila’s voice echoed through the space as his holofeed buoyed between static and streaming as Carth braced himself against the far wall, his balance threatened yet again by another blast.

“What in the hell?” he muttered.

“Are you still there?” Mission asked, Zaalbar’s voice rumbling beside her out of view. “Carth are you okay?”

He cast a glance outside the window, his view empty save for the void of space until a hulking mass of beige and orange lurched past the Sojourn, too close for comfort, and all within the confines of hyperspace, if that were even possible.

“I think I may have just found the Harbinger,” he said, eyes fixed on the ship as it soared past the window like a boat sailing over smooth seas.

“What?!” Mission asked. “Where even are you?”

“Good question,” Carth said, his voice a ghost of itself as his eyes remained fixed outside the window. Without tearing his eyes away, Carth reached for the Republic-issued comm pinned to his breast pocket and asked the bridge, “What’s going on up there? Anyone get a reading on the Harbinger that just fired on us?”

“Yessir,” a voice answered, briming with a shock palpable enough to translate via comm despite the static. “It looks like… the ship’s empty.”

Goosebumps rose along Carth’s skin as he watched the Harbinger sweep ahead of the Sojourn, firing nothing else as it comfortably took the lead in the hyperspace tunnel, threatening to beat them to Onderon. If Carth didn’t know any better, and if the other ship hadn’t just fired any warning shots, he wouldn’t have suspected a thing. The Harbinger was expected near Onderon days ago. Perhaps his trip to Telos would be delayed after all.

“How could the ship fire on us if there’s no one aboard?” the voice said again, “And why would they if it’s one of ours?”

“Gather evidence, ensign,” Carth ordered, “Send all data directly to the Supreme Chancellor.”

“Aye sir,” he was assured before the comm shut off. Carth waited until the Harbinger was entirely gone from view before sweeping across his quarters to Mission and Bastila awaiting, wide-eyed, in hologram form atop his desk.

“I hope you both got all that,” Carth said before turning to Mission. “I may not be able to get to the Exile in time, but—”

“You said she’s on Telos, right?” Mission said before Carth could finish. He nodded. “I think I may know someone who could at least relay a message.”

“Please do,” Carth said, despite the questions bubbling at the base of his throat. “Hopefully this is the end of it.”

Mission and Bastila both nodded soberly before signing off, Carth nodding in turn, knowing that none of them believed any of this would be over any time soon. Not by a long shot.

 

Chapter 33: Ghosts of Former Selves

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, The Sojourn, Orbiting Onderon

Carth

 

Carth white-knuckled the viewing deck of the Sojourn, heart pounding somewhere at the base of his throat instead of his chest as the ship exited the blue-white tunnel of hyperspace to the suddenly expanding sight of Onderon looming ahead. 

“Sights set on target, sir,” Ensign Aurin muttered as she guided the controls beside him, her knuckles similarly white as she adjusted for the change in gravity as the ship left lightspeed. Carth eased his hold slightly, his eyes never leaving the hulk of the Harbinger as their ship joined the battalion of other vessels hanging in Onderon’s orbit. Carth’s eyes scanned the space, ships from all over the quadrant taking up every inch of his vision to the point that once the Harbinger careened past an ancient looking Delaya-class courier that it promptly disappeared from view.

“Still got it?” he asked, gaze unblinking. 

“Yessir.”

Follow it,” he hissed, his voice a harsh whisper. His throat was on fire, all of his agitation concentrated there as if his innards held council against his will to gather in one place for an unprecedented meeting instead of manning their biologically designated stations. He wanted to wretch, but he held his ground, swallowing whatever nausea rose in his throat and willed it to bother him later. 

“Aye, Admiral.”

The entire bridge tensed behind him, all eyes on his back as Carth scanned the viewscreen for where the Harbinger disappeared to. 

The ship wove through the fleet of vessels outside Onderon’s orbit like an unwelcome interloper seeking the front of the line where there was none. Several ships issued complaints, the bridge’s transmissions center beeping wildly as hails poured in from all over but the communications officer ignored every one of them to Carth's relief. 

“Still have a heading?” he asked, fear gathering in his gut. 

“Yes, it’s just beyond the satellite,” Aurin affirmed, though her voice betrayed a similar apprehension. 

The Sojourn veered again and the Harbinger’s tail fell into view, its orange and beige hull filling their viewport before the whole of space, now at the back of the bulk of Onderon’s visitors as the Dxun moon hung not too far off. The Hammerhead-class cruiser slowly sailed outward towards the field of stars beyond before the ship shimmered - its metal plating glistening as if catching the light of a nearby star - and disappeared completely. 

“Tell me you still have a heading,” Carth urged, only to be met with silence. 

“I’m sorry sir, but I--”

“Tell me you still have a heading,” he repeated, finally turning to Ensign Aurin balking at his side. The girl’s brown eyes flashed wide before affording him an embarrassed glance, as if an entire ship vanishing before their eyes was somehow her fault.

“We did, but--”

“Do we at least have a record of the Harbinger in our sights?” Carth now turned to the pilot, who only shook his head. 

“I’ll try, sir, but I can’t promise--”

“Well while we do that, at least send out a squad of fighters to scan the area,” he said hopelessly as he turned back to the viewport, disappointed for once to see only the expanse of space beyond. “Cloaked. Find any evidence of the Harbinger and deliver it directly to the Supreme Chancellor.”

“Aye sir,” several voices promised from behind him. Carth inhaled, holding the breath in his chest as a buoy before slowly exhaling, closing his eyes. Please tell me this isn’t your doing, he pleaded with an absent Nevarra. Please tell me this isn’t you.

He opened his eyes again and turned to Ensign Aurin with purpose. 

“Send me any and all updates,” he ordered. “I’ll be in my quarters.”

“Aye, sir.”

Carth could only nod, feeling hollow. His boots each weighed a thousand pounds with every step he took out of the bridge and towards his room, dark and void of comfort, his comm sitting idly atop his desk. It blinked absently as he toed off his shoes and sat despondently at the edge of his bed. He should call Mission, update Bastila. 

But his bad news could wait.

He looked out the port window and wondered where Nevarra was now. He wanted to think that she had nothing to do with this, even if part of him knew she did. It wasn’t a matter of forgiveness, but acceptance. He could feel it. She didn’t do this, but something she’d done allowed for this to happen. Whatever Sith remained had followed her once, and now they chased her ghost. Either in pursuit of it or in spite of it. And wherever she was, she’d left the rest of the galaxy to pick up the pieces.

Carth could only hope that she had a good reason. He wanted to believe that much. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082

Eden

 

“You don’t have to tag along, Kreia,” Eden pleaded in a half-whisper as she pulled her boots on by the apartment door, careful not to draw Atton’s attention should he decide to barge into the room and insist they go alone. “I understand if you want to stay out of it.”

Kreia only shook her head, inching towards the exit equipped only with the intention to get this over with. 

“I wish to see this exchange for myself,” Kreia said. “I admit, I am curious what this Ithorian senses, exactly.”

Ah,” was all Eden could awkwardly muster in response, now unsure if she wanted Kreia to come along after all. The last thing she needed was another onlooker, this one no doubt judging the exchange from start to finish. At least Eden could count on Atton not giving a damn about what went down, but knowing Kreia would be watching, she suddenly felt uncertain about the ordeal altogether. 

“I will not interfere, do not worry,” Kreia assured. “Go about your business as if I am not there.”

Sure, like that will help. Eden only nodded in reply this time, shouldering on the vest she bought the previous day. She felt a bit more comfortable sporting new clothes, her hair in the same weird half-up do as yesterday to look as different yet nondescript as possible. Eden was about the put a palm to the front door’s command console and call for Atton when she gave Kreia another once-over. 

“I can lend you my other jacket, if you’d like,” she offered, hand hovering over the access panel. “In case you wanted to disguise yourself as well.”

Kreia stilled, saying nothing. Eden hesitated in the pause and wondered if she should have said anything at all. A few seconds stretched into more than Eden was comfortable with, clearing her throat before Kreia finally rewarded her with an answer. 

“I… thank you… for the concern,” Kreia nearly choked on the words before coughing purposefully. “I appreciate the forethought, but I would prefer not to.”

“It’s no problem if you do,” Eden said, unsure whether to be offended. “I’d rather wear something else. These will just be sitting here either way, in case you change your mind.”

“Again, the gesture is a kind one, but I am fine. I am used to going unseen, as women of my age and appearance often are.”

Eden nodded, unsure of what else to add, if at all. Kreia did appear older, but in other ways not so much. Her hair was silver, her skin wrinkled, but there were parts of her that did not match - her lips were still plush and lineless for one, despite the wrinkles that surrounded her mouth and the corners of her eyes, and there was something about the way she spoke that betrayed a certain youth Eden could not explain. Despite the woman’s deeper tones, Eden sensed an almost spry certainty amid the woman’s sage wisdom. And what was truly considered old anyway? Maybe Kreia was right. Women of many species past the age of forty steadily grew invisible, an age Eden was only a decade away from. She shook her head, wishing she hadn’t said anything at all, when thankfully Atton arrived to break the silence. 

“So, are we heading out, or-?”

Atton paused, taking in the sight of Kreia and her unwillingness to move from the door, quickly gathering that she was coming with. Whatever eagerness alighted in Atton’s eyes as he approached quickly faded until his expression reading close to something along the lines of ‘polite but strictly business’, glancing from Kreia to Eden as if he hadn't expected any different. 

“We are,” Eden sighed. “You all set?”

“Sure thing, sister,” Atton said, tapping his holster in response. In addition to buying Eden clothes, they also purchased a few more nondescript but reliable weapons the night before. The things they’d pilfered from the Harbinger were military grade but sure to draw too many unwanted eyes. Before hitting the Pazaak tables, the two of them had worked out that it would be better if they saved those items for emergencies or at least as hidden firearms while they instead sported something more common for these parts - less likely to draw attention but still capable of getting them out of a scrape if needed. 

“Good, let’s get going.”

Eden slammed her palm on the panel, relishing in the stale air that met her on the other side. As strange as it was, she was enjoying this. Sort of. It was a nice change of pace to Tatooine, but more than anything - in that moment - all she wanted was to be out of that apartment. Sure, it was the nicest place she’d stayed in the last nine years, but it was quickly growing cramped and uncomfortable. Whatever Chodo Habat had to offer, hopefully it was better than this. 

“The Ithorian Compound isn’t far,” Atton said, striding up to walk at Eden’s side just as Kreia fell behind, her steps growing slower as she soaked in their surroundings. “I’ve passed by it a few times when I’ve stayed here. It’s maybe a, I dunno, five-minute walk? Ten tops?”

“You’ve stayed here?” Eden asked, surprise coloring her voice where she did not expect it to. Atton almost blushed but he laughed it away, his usual nonchalance taking over before anything more vulnerable could take his place. Typical.

“Close to Peragus,” he said, shrugging. “People with family either meet here or head back home, but since I don’t have any they shacked me up in a company-owned apartment block for my big week off. Wonder what will happen with that property now, might be worth something…”

“How long were you stationed on Peragus?” she asked, unsure if she was actually interested or only eager to fill the silence between here and the Ithorian Compound, suddenly anxious about what would transpire there.

“Not long,” Atton shrugged again. “Maybe a year? It’s hard to tell in places like that. Contracts and all, no real sense of time.”

“Gotcha."

Yesterday they’d been nearly friends. At least part of the previous night. Eden almost missed it, that feeling of easy camaraderie. They’d even laughed together. Something Eden hadn’t done since she was a teenager, maybe. She could hardly remember. But now everything felt forced - with Atton and with Kreia. Her skin crawled and she wanted to be rid of it. She wanted to be rid of them. What with Kreia’s judgmental eye and the sense Eden got that Atton was lying half the time, if not more, Eden wondered why she’d ever missed human interaction and instead itched to be in her droid shop again even if she could take or leave the rest of Tatooine. If exile had taught her anything, it was that she was better off alone. 

“So, uh…” Atton ventured into the silence, nudging her with his shoulder as they progressed through the bustling street. “What’s with the witch back there?”

“Huh?”

Eden was thrust back into the now, suddenly made aware of and overwhelmed by the crowd they walked through, her eyes scanning the space and growing dizzy with the sheer amount of foot traffic as well as the flashing neon lights. 

“I thought she didn’t want anything to do with this business?” Atton asked again in a whisper.

“Oh, yeah,” Eden swallowed. “Well, she’s along as a bit of a spectator I guess.”

“You guess?!” Atton balked, still careful to keep his tone low. “She doesn’t give a damn what happens, she shouldn’t even need to be here.”

“I know you’re not the biggest fan of her--”

“It’s not about that!” Atton cut in. “She doesn’t need to be here. You already decided you were going to go through with this and that’s all that matters. I mean, so long as she doesn’t dissuade you from… well, whatever it is you plan on doing. I guess that’s my main concern.”

“You’re concerned?” Eden echoed, hazarding Atton a studied glance. She wanted to laugh. Atton avoided her gaze but his displeasure was written all over his face. 

“You know what I mean,” he said, but now it was Eden’s turn to act surprised. 

“Do I?” she said. “Since when do you care?”

Since when did anyone care? Eden was tempted to stall completely in the middle of traffic, pedestrians be damned. But instead she kept up her pace, careful not to let her expression of character betrayal fault her. Now Atton truly reddened, his voice lowering into even more of a whisper.

“This needs to go right, right?” Atton offered, eyes shifting. “It’s our ticket out of here, isn’t it? I just want to make sure we all make it through the clear.”

Right, Eden thought. Once they were free of Telos and the pesky TSF, she would be free to seek out whatever Jedi remained. But it also meant Atton was as good as gone. He was a decent enough pilot when the occasion called for it, and Eden doubted she could manage whatever feat the man had accomplished to get them here should the journey ahead demand it of her. Granted, she also doubted many dangerous asteroid fields stood in her way between here and the rest of the Mid to Outer Rim but who knows? The expertise would come in handy regardless.

“Okay then that can be your job, alright?” she said, “I’ll speak with this Habat guy, and you just make sure Kreia stays out of it.”

Atton frowned at her, unsure as he glanced back at Kreia before saying, “What, like distract her?”

“Sort of,” she sighed. “I know Kreia’s only coming along to see what this Ithorian sensed through the Force, or whatever it was his messenger said the other day. If you can manage to keep her at a distance while I speak with him, then maybe she won’t be as crotchety with whatever his answer happens to be.”

“Uh, yeah. Sure.” Atton shrugged, trying to read Eden’s face but she refused to look at him, her eyes fixed on the crowd ahead. It had been years since she’d seen so many people in one place. Nespis had been busy but she hadn’t seen much of it, and Nal Hutta might have been a worthy contender were it not for the thoroughfares that were wide enough to allow more space between bystanders, designed for Hutt barges and caravans to pass through. The last time she’d had to weave in and out between passersby was back on Coruscant, the last time she’d visited Alek before being captured at Flashpoint. She shuddered, suddenly missing the heat and the low density population of Anchorhead more than before.

“Alright, it’s just up here,” Atton directed, the back of his hand brushing Eden’s before pointing towards the west end of the thoroughfare. Eden sucked in a breath, willing the memory of Alek away as she approached the Ithorian Compound’s front entrance, Kreia trailing behind.

The Compound looked like any other establishment Eden had seen on Citadel Station from the outside, but the space beyond the front door was anything but - like being transported to another world.

As soon as they approached, the door panel slid open with a soothing whoosh to reveal a lush jungle in miniature beyond. Trees canopied the entrance and deep purple orchids hung in an arch about the slab of marble standing a few meters away, manned by a pale Ithorian that bowed from behind the swath of leaves and petals that greeted them.

“Welcome Eden,” the receptionist at the front desk welcomed in calm Ithorese. “Our spiritual leader is expecting you.”

Eden opened her mouth to speak but found no words on the other side of her tongue. She smiled awkwardly, bowing in response as the Ithorian before her chuckled. 

“Moza is just around the corner,” they said. “He will bring you to Master Habat’s office.”

“Thank you,” Eden finally managed. She glanced at Atton, who looked at her with a raised brow, but before she could read too far into his expression she pressed onward, ducking through the vault of flora to the left of the desk and further into the compound. The entire complex was brimming with wildlife: flowers, trees, shrubs, fungi. It was never ending. Whatever brief homesickness Eden felt for Tatooine moments ago was swallowed by the sweet scent of fertile ground. The closest thing she’d felt to Serroco since she was a child when the place was still free of war.

“They think this impressive?” Kreia huffed. “It is but a show of unrealistic expectations. A sale to be made.”

Eden didn’t want to give Kreia the satisfaction, but she shot the woman a look - her brows furrowed, her eyes narrowed to mere slits, and the woman stilled, as if taken aback. 

“We are guests here,” Eden whispered, almost hissed. “You can hold your thoughts for later.”

Kreia almost sneered but instead, she smiled. Eden wasn’t sure if the woman was being facetious or if Eden’s display of disdain somehow made her proud. Either way, Eden didn’t like it. 

At her side, Atton said nothing. Just as she’d hoped he would. 

“Ah, Greetings Jedi,” Moza’s voice said from amid the fabricated wilderness. “Welcome to our home.”

From beneath the lilting leaves ahead, Moza’s face emerged to greet them. Just as when he’d made his exit the day before, Moza bowed at each of them in turn before facing Eden again with another reverent nod. 

“I am glad you have come. If you would please follow me.”

Eden nodded, smiling politely as she did so, trying not to think of whether Atton or Kreia similarly followed decorum and feeling second-hand embarrassment in the event they didn’t. But instead of either verifying or nullifying her fears, she kept her eyes on Moza as he led her through the maze of man-made forest to the far end of the compound. Ithorians and other humanoid creatures milled about, either closely examining the plantlife or holding up vials and test tubes for examination, comparing samples and the like. The air was studious, hopeful but serious, and Eden personally saw nothing wrong with what was happening here regardless of what Kreia might think.

“Our esteemed leader is just through here,” Moza announced as he came to a slow stop near what appeared to be another fabricated archway, this one teeming with iridescent green-blue leaves twice the size of a humanoid head. He reached up to set some aside, beckoning Eden and her party to pass through. Eden ducked beneath the foliage, shooting Atton a glance that she hoped reinforced her desire that he keep Kreia from interfering too much. How she expected him to accomplish this, she did not know, but whatever worry plagued her before entering the room soon dissipated once she took in the sight before her.

On the other side of the verdant awning stood a shallow pool. Rocks of varying sizes surrounded the pond, creating both a maze and a barrier, some covered completely with moss while others remained smooth enough to reflect the glittering water beside it. Tucked into the corners of the room were thick trees with trunks the color of soft peat, branches reaching up to the ceiling in droves to completely mask it, giving the illusion that this place was truly outdoors - a secret glen in the middle of a dense forest. The room was crisp, and Eden could almost smell the coolness of the water as she breathed in, comforted by the chill of it in the air. 

At the base of a large rock at the far edge of the room was a throng of Ithorians, each of them bent down by the water, one of them elevated above the rest on a plinth of pale wood. Swathed in luminous light fabrics that caught the light, Eden instantly knew this must have been Chodo Habat. 

“I welcome you, Jedi,” the Ithorian said, standing from his position at the far side of the pool. Eden nodded, trying to act normal while watching from her peripherals as Atton stood on tiptoe to get a better look over the dense underbrush while Kreia thankfully trailed behind, idling unimpressed near the entrance as the remainder of them walked further into the room. Atton angled himself between Kreia and Eden, acting almost like a child as he looked about the space, carefully keeping Kreia from advancing further as if by accident. 

“It gladdens me that you came,” the Ithorian spoke again, drawing Eden out of her anxious reverie and back into the moment. “I am Chodo Habat, leader of the Ithorians here.”

Chodo Habat extended a hand and beckoned Eden to his side at the edge of the water. The Ithorians surrounding him parted to make way for Eden as she joined their throng, unsure of how to greet each of them as she approached.

“It saddens me to impose our troubles upon you, but I did not know where to turn until I sensed your arrival,” Habat continued, silently urging that Eden take his spot on the raised plinth by the shoreline. Eden awkwardly stepped up onto the platform, glancing towards Kreia after registering the word sensed as its Ithorese equivalent escaped Habat’s mouth. She did not sit, but instead hovered unsurely at Chodo Habat’s side, unsure of what to do with her hands.

“You… sensed my arrival?” she repeated timidly, internally willing that Kreia’s attention remain elsewhere. So long as they could discuss this later and the woman remain quiet for the time being, Eden could handle it. But she wanted to hear what the man had to say without her reluctant instructor butting in. 

“Yes,” Habat said, his smile apparent only in his words as his face remained still as his species’ limitations allowed. “I am a priest of my people, and adept in the Force.”

Eden could only mouth a polite Ah, as she registered his words, the truth becoming more obvious now. Were it not for the lush vegetation surrounding her she might have sensed that Chodo Habat was indeed a Force user, the energy surrounding him not unlike Force adepts, his aura much like that of any Jedi Academy at full capacity milling with Padawans and Masters both but only in miniature. The transplanted garden about them was so vibrant and full of life that it had been difficult for her to tell.

Damn, it really has been a while, Eden thought, looking to Kreia again and wondering if the woman already sensed that Chodo Habat was exactly what he said he was before they’d even entered, still more familiar with the Force than Eden was after nine years out of practice. 

 “I sensed an echo within the Force upon your arrival,” Habat continued, “It is a… subtle disturbance, unless one is actively listening for it.” 

Eden wasn’t sure if Habat was being sincere or merely trying to make her feel better for coming off as so broken as Moza had implied.

“I suspected you were one of the remaining Jedi, and hoped that you could help us. This is why I sent Moza to seek you out,” Habat continued. Eden jolted slightly, wondering for a moment if Habat had sensed her thinking of Moza before uttering his name, before thinking herself paranoid for it. Of course he would mention that, she thought. It’s why we came here in the first place.

“I am sorry to disappoint you, but I am no Jedi,” she affirmed, but Habat only waved the notion away politely. 

“I understand, and hope I have not offended you. Perhaps you might help us just the same.”

The Ithorian bowed his head, as did his other attendants in unison, listening on as they awaited Eden’s response. 

“I’ll… do what I can,” she said, looking at each of them as they remained still, heads lowered, “What do you need from me?”

At the other end of the room, Eden spied Kreia and Atton speaking with a man, someone they’d passed on the way in, and Moza, seemingly deep in conversation. Relieved that her companions were occupied, she couldn’t help but still feel reluctant as Chodo Habat’s gaze returned to hers with an answer.

“Tell me, do you know of the problems our restoration efforts face?” Habat asked calmly.

“Moza told me Czerka was giving you trouble, though beyond that I can’t say I do.”

“Very well,” Habat said, “I believe that is enough of a preamble for what I am about to request, though I can give you the details later. In short, I have ordered a droid to be delivered here, one programmed to tap into each of our mission’s outposts on the planet Telos below, a project management effort to make our many endeavors more streamlined - easily accessible. However the droid has yet to leave the depot despite its scheduled delivery a week ago. I fear the machine may have already been tampered with, and our data made vulnerable. I would have it repaired here but there are reports of men guarding the port, non-TSF sorts that will not let my disciples pass.”

“What part of this makes you think only a Jedi would be capable of helping?” Eden asked. She wanted to laugh. Had Chodo Habat known nothing about her and simply asked Eden to do the job by happenstance, she would have coincidentally been the perfect candidate. Having spent the last nine years in factionless exile, Eden actually had more decades’ worth of droid expertise under her belt than she ever had as a Jedi.

“Nothing,” Habat’s eyes went wide before he fell into an easy laugh himself. “At least perhaps not in a way you might think. See, my connection to the Force is through nature, through life. Being often so far removed from the natural world, many spacers do not understand our affinity nor our affection for things that grow. But no matter their place of origin, the Jedi do. They see where this natural connection extends into our space stations, our starships, to all of the fabricated places we have created beyond the planets from which we each originate. And they see the utter importance that life continues, as I expect you do as well.”

Eden couldn’t say she did. She did know - once. At least she had before her connection to the Force had been consumed by death. Feeling the weight of every soldier lost on Dxun, their memories finding a final resting place with her once there was nowhere to go otherwise. At first, it was a ceremonial remembrance. The least she could do. But soon it was very much like drowning. Her soldier’s memories could have dissolved into the nether, forever forgotten, but she’d chosen to shoulder the growing weight of them. Body by body, life by life. It was one thing to simply honor the dead but another to remember them whole and in their final moments, inheriting the thoughts they carried of home - the one place they would never return to. She’d known the harmonious calm that came with being in-tune with the Force once, but that was long, long ago. Even when the Force was deaf to her, all she remembered was the death of it all. 

“You wonder if I believe you can truly feel it,” Habat said, quieter now, his attendants too far out of earshot to hear his exact words. He looked at her unblinking, sure of his words with a calm conviction that set Eden’s hair on edge. “The weight of death.”

A chill ran the length of Eden’s back, her arms erupting in goosebumps as she registered Habat’s words and looked him deep in his amber eyes.

“Despite its connotations, death is just as much a part of life. You would know more than anyone else, and it is why I wish to trust you with this request.”

Habat bowed his head in a solemn promise, as if physically sealing his words like an old lord might seal a deal in wax with the kiss of a signet ring. 

“I…”

Eden began to speak but as soon as she opened her mouth, the words were gone. All thought dissipated. She glanced across the room again, almost hoping that Kreia noticed her this time, for once desiring the woman to break the tension with some cutting remark. But instead Kreia was cradling her temple and side-eyeing Atton who was doing too well of a job at heeding Eden’s earlier request. Eden bit her lip, willing words to come - any words - when Habat yet again broke the silence.

“And this is what I meant when I offered to heal you,” he said even more softly, so much so that Eden wondered if the Ithorian was somehow speaking to her inside her mind. “My wish to help you is the same as my desire to nourish this planet, to help it thrive. I despair to see any being so hurt.”

The inner ache Eden felt the day before intensified, but not in a way that was lacking. This time, the gaping, hungry maw inside of her sensed the cliff’s edge beyond the endless abyss - just out of reach, but within sight. Maybe it was just a clawing hope, a naive hunger. But she had to take it. 

“That means a lot to me,” she said, unexpectedly choking back the immense gratitude that overwhelmed her in voicing the revelation. “I can’t live like this.”

I can’t live like this.

Eden’s knees nearly buckled, the burden of the last decade finally weighing on her as it should have the moment she left those Jedi Council chambers an entire lifetime ago. 

I can’t live like this, her mind echoed, the ugly truth of it ringing in her ears.

Habat’s attendants seemed to melt away, and all that existed was Eden, Habat, and the glowing pool of water beside them. Within the span of a moment, Habat took a step forward and took Eden’s timid hand in his long four-pronged palm. Her fingers looked childishly small in his, dwarfed by the man’s narrow but deceptively cosmic hands. Like the universe personified. He closed his other hand over top and nodded solemnly at her again, his gaze even more earnest than before. 

“No one should.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dxun

Darth Sion

He didn’t expect the place to be so saturated with the feel of her.

Dxun was thick with rain and mud, but amid it all he sensed her. The Exile. The banished Jedi. The Wound in the Force.

The feeling festered here. It hung in the air. It stained the soil and it stuck to his boots. Whatever he’d gleaned from his brief glance at the broken Jedi aboard the derelict Harbinger flooded his mouth, the taste of her as strong as the rain now pinpricking his skin as he soaked the place in. 

“We’ve scanned the moon, my lord,” a voice interrupted his reverie. An attendant appeared at Sion’s side, hovering just out of his peripheral vision. “There are Mandalorian clans scattered about the jungles, and beasts as well.”

“We will mind them not,” Sion muttered, opening his eyes to the downpour. “We are not here for them.”

“Of course not, my lord.”

“Stay with the ship,” he said, glancing back at the shuttle they used to descend to the moon while the stolen Harbinger hung invisibly in nearby orbit. “I will not be long.”

“As you wish.”

Thunder groaned in the distance and Sion waited for the following flash of light before stepping further into the underbrush. No one followed, just as he desired. A mile into the jungle and all he could sense was her. The Jedi Exile and the pain that followed in her wake. Both during and after, but especially after. Wave after wave of it wafted over him as the storm raged on, each crack of lightning rank with memory.

This place was death. 

It had been rife with ghosts even before the war, echoes of the conflict Sion fought and first died in still heavy amidst the jungle’s dense forest. He’d never stepped foot on the moon then, only Onderon, but the wilds felt familiar still. He walked undisturbed, sensing unending agony and anticipation all around him but avoiding it all - following the Force where it felt heaviest of her.

She’d only been a husk when Sion first laid eyes on her, weak and unassuming at the far end of the hall. And though Kreia drew his attention then, it was the memory of the Exile that sustained him now, wide-eyed with anguish, unsure of what to do with the Force chaotically coursing through her. 

A similar connection, though tenuous, wove itself around his old master. He’d questioned it then as he stood Kreia down, saber drawn, hoping it to be her weakness. But she’d bested him. Just as she always had. Her severed hand remained in his quarters, half-fossilized yet fixed in mid-invitation. Come find me. Finish me if you dare, it said. Sion wondered if Kreia felt the death of her hand as he felt the death that flooded this moon now. An overwhelming lack that warned to swallow the place in full but instead held its breath, its threat hovering on an unseen precipice. A fatal dose of perpetual suspense that hung in the air like a thick fog, a noxious gas that choked the life from anything that could not withstand the unknown. No wonder only beasts and armored men roamed this place. It wasn’t until Sion reached the edge of a cliff that he realized there was no birdsong, no creatures running underfoot. The men hunted the beasts and the beasts fed off the men that remained. And so the cycle would continue, death forever collecting its due. 

Beyond the cliff there was… Sion was not sure. The Force was too full here, too raw. Sion seethed, closing his eyes and focusing inward on his ever-healing ribs until the hurt led to a sense of something. But all he could sense was…

Nothing.” Sion turned his heel, rock and debris loosening from the soil to plummet over the edge of the rock face to an unseen point miles below as he looked back at the jungle he’d waded through. 

No wonder Nihilus relies on the internal politics of Onderon to better map this place. The Dark Side was so thick here it was impossible to penetrate its depths without completely losing oneself first. It was a wonder the Mandalorians trained here, and it was a wonder the Exile had survived this place at all. 

Nihilus had been here years before, at Sion’s insistence. Not for the Exile’s presence here but out of a desire to see where Exar Kun first learned of the Dark Side. Sion knew it was here, the temple Kun found having changed the course of Republic history forever, but where on this Maker forsaken rock he did not know. And so, they’d left. Nihilus was still half a man then, borrowing the corpse of some other at the time. His face was awash with death, features slacking as the body he inhabited began to decay faster than Nihilus could control. When Nihilus first left for the moon he’d still retained control of the corpse’s facial expressions, but by the time he’d returned to Sion on Malachor his face had frozen, the carcass now more a cadaver than a costume. It was Nihilus’ second death mask, his current one the more permanent of the two. This one similarly did not move, betraying no expressions, but it suited Nihilus better. 

Sion hardly remembered Nihilus’ true face, let alone his given name, if he’d even shared it. 

Does he know of the temple’s location now? He wondered. Or perhaps his servant has found the location for him…

Nihilus’ usurped underling had also been the one to find his mask, the thing that sustained the man now, if Sion could even call him that. If anyone could locate something from history, especially that which was once forgotten, it would be him. Erebus. Perhaps the man could also help Sion… tell him where else the Exile had been and direct Sion as to where he should venture next. 

Nihilus was orbiting Onderon and its moon as well now, keen on uncovering Kun’s origins once and for all. Sion would join him before venturing onward. Perhaps Nihilus knew - or felt more rather - where else the Exile might have left other wounds, old hungers, in her wake.

Sion paused, looking back out over the path he’d walked. He expected to find a view of the chasm he’d approached and the maw of nothingness beyond but instead he came face-to-face with more jungle, as if he’d never left the underbrush, the elevation unchanged. He spun around, eyes wildly scanning the space to come up empty. 

If the Jedi Exile’s experience of death was anything like this, it was any wonder she’d survived. Sion had his map of scars, a well-preserved history pressed in still living vellum. But her? It was as if she were a ghost still inhabiting a body. And not just a new body - but the same body. A feat even Nihilus could not achieve. 

Perhaps Erebus would know of how this was as well, and why. But first he would have to pay his friend a visit.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082

Atton

“So, how’d it go back there?” Atton asked once they’d finally returned to their apartment.

Kreia had not uttered a single word since leaving the Ithorian Compound but had no qualms about walking about the main promenade or grabbing a bite to eat on the way back. Atton had the feeling Eden was trying to wrest free of Kreia’s presence, giving the woman plenty of opportunities to retreat to their temporary headquarters only she didn’t. And it was only now that they were all back did the woman withdraw silently to her room with only so much as a nod, finally leaving Atton and Eden alone.

“Did I make a mistake in asking you to play Pazaak yesterday?” Eden asked instead, her voice taking on a tone of quiet seriousness Atton wasn’t yet used to. She looked him dead on, her green-eyed gaze unwavering as she awaited his reply.

“Wait, what?” Atton tried to laugh it off. “Of course not.”

Eden blinked and nodded, but didn’t budge, instead folding her arms across her chest before she continued.

“You were hesitant to get into a game, which is fine. But seeing how you lit up afterwards, watching you actually play… that tells me that it’s something you’re quite good at.”

Atton’s eyebrows shot up as he shrugged, still trying to retain the smirk he preferred to have plastered on his face during times of uncertainty.

“What can I say?” Atton said eventually, “I’m a decent player.”

“That doesn’t account for your betting behavior, though,” Eden continued, her voice steady, “It’s why you were on Peragus, wasn’t it?”

Atton swallowed, knowing that Eden had figured it out, but that wasn’t the whole of it. I shouldn’t have mentioned my mining stint earlier. Shit.

Yes, he’d been avoiding playing Pazaak again because gambling was a sickness, but the game itself? The numbers, the strategy, the calculated moves, the statistics… all of that was skill, and skills that had saved his life countless times - from Force-users as well as himself. But skill alone didn’t save him from making bets against the wrong people, nor did it have anything to do with the sort of people he’d been running with before Peragus, or before he was even going by the name Atton. And then there was the truth of his father and how his affinity for the game even started… There was no way to explain any of this to Eden in a way that made sense, at least not without getting a few drinks in him first before spilling his entire life’s story.

“Listen, it’s no big deal. If anything, accidentally destroying that hunk of magma saved me from whatever debts hounded me before I was stationed there.” Though that doesn’t account for whatever the Exchange has on me now, Atton thought through a smile, “Besides, as long as you call the shots, I’m good.”

Eden narrowed her eyes and nodded, a glimmer of smile teasing the corners of her mouth as she took him at his word. It was a smirk, yes, but a solemn one. “It’s none of my business, but as long as you’re doing favors for me, I’d like to think I’m not taking advantage of you, y’know?”

At that, Atton paused. That’s what she’s worried about? He already had a feeling Kreia’s account of Eden’s backstory the other evening had barely covered the basics, but in that instant he knew there was more to Eden than he could ever possibly fathom. Even if he asked nicely.

“Sure, yeah. No advantage taken,” he said, though he hated to say it, the lie sitting bitterly on the edge of his teeth. If Eden were taking advantage of him, it wasn’t because she knew it but instead because he was letting it happen. Because he deserved it, and if anyone in the galaxy needed credits for a new pair of duds it was a woman still too shell-shocked to don the robes of someone likely dead. Not to mention what Atton was about to do… “I’m serious, though. As long as we’re here, just say the word. Whatever you need.”

At this Eden eased into an unmistakable smile, her face softening for the first time since they’d met, and it was only then that Atton truly felt himself go weak in the knees. Shit.

“I appreciate it,” Eden said, whispersoft, before her smile dissolved into something more serious. “I know the TSF is more than forcing this living situation of ours, but I mean it.”

“Sure thing,” Atton said, hating every moment of this conversation despite how oddly nice it was to see Eden smile. “But you didn’t answer my question.”

“Oh, that?” Eden put on the fakest laugh Atton could possibly fathom coming from her, the utter desperation of it undercutting anything about it that might make it funny. If Atton felt guilty before, he felt it tenfold now.

“Fine, fine,” she said, shuffling a little too casually, putting on airs. “I didn’t want to say anything in front of Kreia but Habat asked that we get a droid of his from the docking bay tomorrow. Says there’s some rougher types giving him a hard time about getting it back to the compound. That and he thinks it might have been tampered with, by Czerka specifically.”

“Oh?” Atton said, crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned in the open doorway of his own room, trying desperately to seem both earnestly interested and not too interested at the same time. Eden still shuffled from foot-to-foot before him, dancing the subtle dance of anxiety all the while Atton tried not to notice.

“Yeah, shouldn’t be too hard,” Eden said, her feet finally pausing only for her to begin swinging her arms awkwardly back and forth. “I know I just made a big deal about taking advantage of you, but-“

“If you need my help, just ask,” Atton said, doing his best to keep his tone soft. Not just for his own benefit, but genuinely for hers. The poor woman was holding so much in at the moment that Atton didn’t know if he could comfortably watch on for much longer. “Really.”

“You sure?” Eden wrung her hands now, her brows furrowing before she caught herself and put on her air of false ease again.

To think this woman could easily kill him, and yet here she was looking like the most unassuming person in the world. He’d ask her more about Habat tomorrow, if she was feeling up for it.

“Yeah, no problem,” Atton said with a laugh.

“Thanks,” she said, seeming all the more calm for it now. “And I appreciate your help with Kreia back there, by the way.”

“Don’t mention it,” Atton assured, growing more and more uncomfortable the longer he stood leaning casually in his own doorway, as if he were thinking of going to sleep any time soon. “She did most of the work, honestly. It doesn’t take much to tick her off.”

At this Eden truly laughed, a soft laugh that lit up her eyes, her cheeks growing rosy beneath the pale scar that ran the length of her cheekbone.

“I’ll keep that in mind for later, in case it comes in handy,” Eden said, finally seeming more relaxed now, if only marginally so. “I won’t ask you to play Pazaak again, so long as we’re here at least. I mean, you’ll probably head out as soon as the Republic shows up, and I wouldn’t blame you, but if you’re ever up for a friendly game I could always use the distraction.”

“Distraction?” Atton echoed, truly caught off-guard. Eden looked up at him through the dark of her lashes, her expression vulnerable but in a way that seemed purposeful now. She’s just playing nice, he convinced himself, trying not to read into it. “That I can do any time.”

“… Good.” Eden smiled briefly before biting her lip until her mouth turned into a thin line, unsure of how to end their conversation. A part of Atton wanted to stall, to ask if she was up for a game right now, but instead he thought the better of it.

“Maybe soon,” he said, “Or not, I mean, it’s up to you I guess. Or how this goes tomorrow, or… y’know what, whatever. Yeah.”

What in the actual fuck, Atton berated himself, biting his own lip now if only to stop his stupid mouth from doing any further damage.

“Something like that,” Eden said, a more spirited laugh gracing her voice as she said it. It was nice to see her acting this way, even if it was a mask for whatever happened back there or whatever lied ahead. Atton wanted to relish in the moment even if it was at his own expense, but it would be better if he ended it here.

“Well,” Atton began, sucking in a breath before nodding as politely as possible and closing his module door before any budding feelings other than polite camaraderie could manifest. “G’night.”

Idiot.

“‘Night,” Eden said from the other side of the door, muffling a laugh.

Shit.

Atton stood with his back to the closed door for a while. He listened as Eden paced the common area behind him, standing in quiet observation as he traced her steps from the entrance to deposit the boots she’d been wearing to the kitchenette to fetch a tall glass of something before she eventually padded softly to her room, closing the door behind her with more careful consideration than need be. It was only then that Atton sighed, letting a held breath finally loose, as he glanced towards the lone window that graced his living space. He waited again, counting the necessary imagined Pazaak hands it took to pass twenty minutes before he tiptoed to the window, slid it silently open and crept carefully over the sill and out into the alleyway.

“Didn’t take you as long as I thought, honestly.”

Luxa was standing a few paces away from their apartment, her back leaning against the closed shutters of the studio two modules down. She was closely examining her nails, as women often were in holovids, one heeled foot resting gently on the wall behind her. She looked up at Atton a beat after she spoke, as if on cue, and took a step towards him.

“So, what’s the plan for tomorrow?”

“Looks like the Ithorians were expecting a shipment, a droid, but it hasn’t made it to the compound yet. Any idea what that may be about?”

Atton, of course, knew the answer. But he wanted to know if Luxa knew. The woman laughed, narrowing her eyes until only her lash extensions were visible.

“Of course I do, honey,” Luxa groaned. “Everyone on this station knows about the Ithorian’s beef with Czerka. Or vice versa if you want to be precise.”

Luxa scrubbed her nails against her leather dress before blowing on them, picking at a loose bit of the free edge of her index finger before freeing it and flinging the remnants to the floor, stomping on it like a discarded cigarra butt.

“I’ll make sure to keep my people in the loop,” Luxa said, looking Atton in the eye as the same index finger poked him square in the sternum. “And I’ll meet you there, Jaq.”

Jaq was more likely to pull something like this. Atton wasn’t a stiff but he liked to think that version of himself would rather play it safe, lest it get himself killed. Now it seemed it didn’t matter who he was or pretending to be.

Luxa winked and slinked off, making sure to highlight the sanded-off blaster she kept at her hip beside her bare legs as she exited the alleyway.

“What, that’s it?” Atton asked after her, careful not to raise his voice too much. Luxa’s head knocked back with laughter, her red hair flying as she cackled, but the woman did not turn around to meet his questing gaze.

“You’re lucky you got that much,” she said. “Once this is over, just about anyone would be fortunate enough to speak with me personally.”

Atton could only watch on in bafflement as the Zeltronian walked the length of the alley before finally disappearing down a side street.

He’d hoped she might promise the debt stricken from his record. That she wouldn’t hurt Eden, let alone turn her in for the price on her head. But Atton deserved this. If anything, he deserved the uncertainty for his disloyalty, for his mounting debts, and he was lucky for that much. He was lucky he wasn’t already dead.

Atton sighed and returned to his open window, climbing back inside like a clandestine teen after a stolen night out. And he felt like one. Soiled, sullied, and not sure if he was making the right choices.

But did he ever?

 


 

3951 BBY, The Ravager, Orbiting Onderon

Darth Sion

Sion preferred the sound of the jungles to this. This being dread and unease personified in the breadth of an endless hum. An infinite but ancient battery running on fumes, white noise ad nauseum. But it was how the Ravager operated at all, portions of the hull so decayed that the blackness of space could be spied from within, stars twinkling from between scorched metal and portions of the flayed hull. At least the jungle had more life than this. More blood to spill. 

It was a wonder the ship was at all flightworthy. But that was Nihilus’ game, much as it always had been. Forever the puppeteer. The Ravager was a marvel, and not unlike Sion himself if he thought about it too much. But he had other ambitions rather than make skeletons take flight. If he craved anything, it was for battle again, always. Nihilus was much more content to wait. A beast in sloth awaiting his next meal following hibernation, satiated for the moment but not for long. Sion, however, was never one to rest. 

“I wish to speak with him,” Sion ordered once his shuttle was seen aboard. A cloaked acolyte merely bowed and swept them down the hall, a swath of stars following as Sion and two apprentices crept closely by his side. 

“He is awaiting another,” the acolyte whispered as they bowed out of the room, leaving Sion and his apprentices alone on the bridge. “I may be required to cut your meeting short.”

“I will not be long,” Sion assured as the doors closed. The acolyte bowed even lower, if possible, before disappearing entirely from view. Sion’s apprentices turned to him and bowed in turn.

“We will wait here, my lord.”

Sion turned on his heel and walked the length of the hall to the bridge’s entrance proper, a heaviness growing in the air as he neared. His apprentices remained still as stone at the end of the hall when he hazarded a glance back at them, neither one moving, before he commanded the access panel to grant him entrance into the room beyond. 

The air was stifling.

If the atmosphere surrounding a dying sun could be tolerated, the air of this room would be even hotter. Sion’s skin prickled as he stepped over the threshold, a welcome searing pain lancing through his nostrils as he inhaled, trying to get a reading on Nihilus’ mood this evening. For a man without a face, or a body to betray him, Nihilus was an oddly easy man to read. At least for Sion. 

What brings you here, friend, an errant thought echoed within Sion’s skull. No word was spoken, and yet his mind knew that this thought was not his own. It was uninvited but not unwelcome, yet alien just the same. 

“I have questions,” Sion muttered in response as he neared the center of the room, his voice a gravely whisper. Not that Nihilus needed to hear his words in order to understand them, Sion still spoke aloud out of his own desire to keep track of their conversation. 

You always have questions and yet are never satisfied with the answers. Nihilus stood at the far end of the viewing deck looking out at the expanse of space, his command center empty. Before the ship was resurrected, when it was still an intact Rakatan vessel under Revan’s command, it would have required a team of at least twenty officers to operate. But now all it required was Nihilus’ iron will and unending hunger. What makes this any different?

“These are not my usual questions,” Sion postured, knowing exactly what Nihilus spoke of and sensing a wave of shame rise within him at the notion. Quashing the thought down with disinterest, Traya’s snide sneer haunting him from memory, Sion pressed on. “I want to know what you sense of the Jedi Exile here. The one Traya spoke of, the one you study.”

Ah, her. The ghost of what Sion could only describe as a purr shuddered through the room, like a lion with a mouse fixed between its claws, playing with its food before eating. Her death is rife here though that is not why I have come. You know that already.

Sion nodded. Nihilus always spoke of death as if it were a continuous act. A chain of events rather than a string of them loosely clung together through running theme alone. Death at the hands of the Exile wasn’t just something she’d allowed to happen, but something that happened to her as well. An act ongoing. And maybe Nihilus was right about that. 

“You are here for the temple, I presume.”

That I am.

“But you have not answered my true question.”

Nihilus turned, his mask catching the light and shimmering as he faced Sion. One false hollow eye looked straight at Sion while the other reflected the brilliant blue-green light of nearby Onderon. Though the eye socket was dark and vacant, the mask itself was polished bone, smoothed to an unnatural sheen as it met Sion’s eye. 

I sense much of her here, Nihilus admitted, a wave of decay emanating from him at the thought. Sion smelt the rankness of the jungle, the scent of mud mixed with blood flooding his senses, and he shuddered before retaining his gaze with Nihilus - his still-seeing cataract riddled eyes to Nihilus’ nonexistent ones. But it is only slowing me down. 

“Do you still not know the location of Kun’s transformation?”

Yes and no, Nihilus thought. I’ve spoken with the rebel faction, and in exchange for my generosity they will provide me with the location of the temple as well as the means with which to destroy the Mandalorians that guard it. 

“I did not expect them to be the ones responsible for its secrecy. We never expected them to be such a lingering problem, did we?” Sion almost laughed. He’d jabbed about the Mandalorians back on Korriban, too, when he’d instead been stationed at the ancient academy instead of out in the field. If Nihilus could laugh, he would have. Instead his figure jerked unnaturally, like an alien growing accustomed to unusual skin, before settling again. 

Of course not, and yet they remain. It is not just them that haunt the moon but her as well. The death she wrought is part of it, I am sure. But I will refrain from tracking the Jedi Exile as long as I can. And I hope you will as well, especially after what happened at Peragus.

“That I will, friend,” Sion bowed, though shame overwhelmed him for the moment his shorn head was laid bare to Nihilus who remained motionless in response. “I only sought to catch up with our old Master, and perhaps make her pay.”

I know. A certainty emanated from Nihilus that set Sion on edge, his skin prickling at the realization of his comrade’s thoughts. And it was foolish of you.

“It was,” he admitted, though he did not quite agree. I was so close, he thought. If only I’d just…

I will not tolerate another mistake, Nihilus willed in Sion’s direction. Sion stilled, his skin almost cold with rage as he registered Nihilus’ thoughts. He did not answer to Nihilus. Sion answered to no one. Whether Nihilus felt Sion’s rage, he did not reveal as much. It would be best if we wait and watch the Exile. She is bound to draw others to her given what we know. We would do well to see who else she draws out into the open. 

Instead of growing angry, Sion resigned, though a pit of fire resided somewhere within his stomach. Not quite anger and not quite frustration, fitting somewhere between the two and refusing to move. Nihilus was right and Sion did not like it. The only reason Nihilus wanted to play the long game was to better satiate his hunger. Sion, on the other hand, wanted to see things done. Finished. 

He could end it all if he wanted. Here and now. But instead, he chose to follow in the Exile’s expired footsteps before following her recent ones, too curious as to where they might lead than was good for him. At least her old haunts might illuminate something for him, but how she came upon Kreia so recently he was almost afraid to know. At least for now.

“Of course,” Sion bowed, though again, he knew he did not answer to Nihilus. But regardless of their rank, Nihilus could consume Sion and his pain whole if he wanted to, subsisting only on his suffering alone for a thousand years. Sion wanted to live to see another fight, hungry for spilt blood just as Nihilus was hungry for living flesh and the souls that supplied it. He would not die today.

I will tell you what I know of the Exile if you only wish to study her, for now. Nihilus nodded in recognition, extending a hollow hand that beckoned Sion to stand straight again. And I will send my apprentice to you when he has fulfilled his current task. 

“Erebus?” Sion asked. Nihilus’ mask betrayed nothing, but in the space between them something whispered Yes. 

“Your attendant said you were awaiting someone, so I will-”

No need. Nihilus swept across the viewing deck to a lone chair at an unmanned console beside them, spiriting over the space like a ghost. Stay a while. I will tell you all I know of her. 

“As you wish,” Sion uttered, still unnerved at the way Nihilus’ shapeless form settled on the seat before him. Sion felt the weight of his every step as he matched Nihilus’ venture over to the command consoles, finally sitting in a stiff chair he was fairly certain had not been sat in since the ship was destroyed at Malachor. 

She stood just over there, if you were wondering. When she made the call to enact the Mass Shadow Generator. Nihilus willed into Sion’s understanding. This was her ship, after all.

Sion prickled at this, a wave of gooseflesh arising along his scarred arms at the revelation. His eyes flashed wide as he glanced hard at Nihilus, the man’s mask tilting downward in a mock-nod. And in that moment, he almost seemed human. 

You act surprised. If Sion could sense a snide smile through the Force, he imagined he did, even if Nihilus’ mask betrayed nothing but its painted countenance, intended to be expressionless by design.

“It is certainly news to me,” Sion admitted, hating it all the while. “But please, do tell me more.”

Gladly, Nihilus said. The ghost of a cheshire smile shimmered through the space, the idea of the expression resonating in place of words or display. As usual, Nihilus’ mask remained placid and still, its expression frozen in its fixed existence. 

Shall we begin?

 

Chapter 34: The Hunted

Notes:

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Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Erebus

 

They should have known better than to leave him alone.

Part of it was dumb luck, but the rest Erebus chalked up to his keen intellect, knowing that there was a shift change to occur exactly one minute after the same brutes that carried him from Azkul’s reclaimed chamber later ferried Mical away to be questioned as well. 

There shouldn’t have been any lapse in patrol. In fact, they’d planned it that way. Erebus had overheard as much. But just as the would-be Jedi was taken away to be tortured, he overheard Rahasia and another patrol called to man the front entrance - leaving him without a warden. 

Without a moment’s hesitation, knowing the second shift would arrive any moment now regardless of oversight, Erebus struck himself hard in the ribs and let the pain wash over him. Despite the sharp ache that stung his lungs with that involuntary intake of breath on impact, the rest of him flooded with a white-hot energy he would not quite describe as fury though the adrenaline that coursed through him was not wholly different from it. He dove close to the depths, the Force feeling denser but stronger here, knowing he would only have a small window with which to return to the surface - lest he descend further than he was ready to. 

Darth Sion does it all the time, he reassured himself silently. Plus, the boy’s a medic, right? Mical’ll mend my ribs sans Force when he returns, and all will be well. 

Before the current patrol could return and before the next one would arrive, Erebus extended his hand and focused on the force cage’s access panel until it registered a spectral, nonexistent hand and dissolved its barrier. Erebus partially disrobed and threw his cloak into the far corner of the cage, so should anyone return and glance at the thing it would still appear occupied. And within a moment he was gone again.

It took everything in him not to savor every second. To painstakingly commit every corner of this place to memory, to study its construction and unlock its secrets. But that wasn’t why he was here. With one hand pressing on his swollen ribs, fractured for sure, he raised the other and time slowed. Dust motes froze in midair and suddenly it was harder to breathe - broken bones notwithstanding. 

With the time he had, he mapped out the entire structure - smaller than he anticipated, but filled to the brim with rebels and Golden Company lackeys alike, each one giving off an air of annoyance and alarm - something else for Erebus to feed off of. None of them saw him, none of them noticed. To them, he was but a shadow, a trick of the light. The moment they thought they saw something he was gone again, and within another moment they’d already forgotten they had even seen a thing. 

He mentally disabled the crystalline black noise pylons as he came across them, wishing desperately to study each of them and to pilfer at least one but thinking the better of it before moving on. Maybe later.

Azkul remained in the main room, where Mical was held now to be prepared for some ritual Erebus wanted to know the machinations of but he hadn’t the time (no, the energy) to investigate further. Not if he wanted to plot his daring escape and find Master Vrook. 

The man couldn’t have been far off. Erebus sensed him earlier, or at least some other Force sensitive in their midst. But it only took another sweep of the structure to discover that the man was not held anywhere within the ruins’ walls, but somewhere just beyond it. 

When Erebus stepped outside, it was nighttime. He knew it had been at least a day and a half since they’d been spirited from the Sandral Estate, but seeing the moon hanging low on the horizon gave the illusion that time had stilled since the very moment he, Mical, and Mission had stepped foot into that cursed house only to be brought here. 

Kath hounds, a voice hissed from his left. 

Erebus froze, half-expecting someone to appear animated at his side but somehow surprised to find a slowed figure poised beside him instead. The words he’d processed as spoken were instead thoughts, running on a loop as the preserved scene before him still registered in real-time even as he observed the sequence on pause. Rahasia had her rifle poised, aimed at a spot deep in the encroaching underbrush. He followed her sights, taking steep strides towards the wall of tall grass until he caught up with the beast on the other end of her eventual blasterfire. Bullseye. 

Yellow eyes watched from between the browning stalks, unaware that Erebus looked on like a wandering ghost, spying the kath hound in their midst. And beyond it there were many more. Stilled by his spell, the kath hound pack remained motionless, but even in the brief glance of time he had a slice of, Erebus could tell they were spurred on by more than typical territorial instinct. A hive mind, almost. Something stronger than any natural inclination. 

This is the work of the Force, he thought. He felt it. Outside of his power’s jurisdiction, he sensed another, butting up against his incantation of Force Slow still in place. Could they sense him too? Erebus wanted to comb through the grasslands beyond and find the beasts’ master but knew that doing so would certainly tax him. He would have no way of recovering unless he dove deeper, the Dark Side consuming him more than he’d let it in the past ten years. Unlike Sion, and unlike his Master Nihilus, Erebus chose to conserve his energy. Should his circumstances require that he sacrifice more in the future, so be it. But his survival instinct worked opposite to theirs. There would be no dying today and no dancing close to death either. For now, he would have to remain happy with the fact that another Force user remained in his midst, undiscovered. If they knew he existed, he needed not to care. 

With a forceful exhale and a sharp turn of his heel, Erebus retreated to the mouth of the Rakatan ruin again, trying to get a reading on where Master Vrook was being held once and for all. 

Where are you, you grumpy bastard? He thought, trying not to think of who else might be watching, and who might be casting an animal bond through the Force at his back. From what he could tell, they did not sense him, whoever they were. And that would have to be his consolation for now.

His thought was not met with one similar – the other Force user either indeed blind to his presence or adept enough to remain quiet, leaving the fabric unrippled – and instead he heard birdsong. 

Where we're from, the birds sing a pretty song, his grandmother used to say. There's always music in the air. 

It was how she would greet them come morning in their native language, hyping him and Eden up for visiting the schoolhouse, before they were taken away from Serroco and thrust into the Jedi Order as if it was all they’d ever known. 

But neither Dantooine nor Serroco had birds that sung at night. Erebus cocked his head, sure of the sound and its presence overwhelming his senses, and followed it. He walked alongside the outer Rakatan ruins until the carved facade melded into the rockface of the hill it was cut into, the song stronger here than at the edge of the meadow.

Behind him, the scene of approaching kath hounds encroaching on the ruin unfolded in slow-motion. Beyond that, Mical was being prepared to be tortured at Azkul’s hand, the first to be tested using the mad Mandalorian doctor’s abandoned equipment. Erebus would be next. He could stop the ritual. Disrupt everything… but he didn’t have the energy to save Mical, at least not yet. Not if he wanted to find Vrook and finally get some answers. Answers that were, at present, being drowned out by nocturnal fowl.

His hands traced the rock wall as he walked its length, finally sensing a crag in the cliff-face. He paused. Peering around the edge of the crag his eyes fell on a silky darkness that slipped between two protruding ridges. If not for the moon hanging overhead, he might have mistaken it for a shadow and moved on, but the gloom remained steady. Without a second thought he slipped inside. 

Erebus braced himself for what he might find, not expecting the inlet to keep going after two paces, four, and then six. It was eight paces before he saw light again. Wait, light?

On his ninth step, he stood bathed in twinkling illumination. His left hand shot up reflexively, shielding his eyes from the glow before he realized it was no ordinary light, but-

Kyber crystal.”

It was no secret there was a kyber cave here on Dantooine. He had chosen his first crystal here, in fact. When he was eight. Eden’s chosen crystal had been blue, not too far off from Kun’s saber to Erebus’ dismay. Not wanting to choose the same color as his sister, as if such a thing mattered, he’d instead gravitated towards a stone that resembled a dying sun low on the horizon. A molten orange that mirrored his veiled displeasure at both Eden choosing a blue crystal before he did as well as her burgeoning mentorship with the quartermaster, Kavar.

But to know the cave extended this far? The ruins were a good twenty kilometers from the entrance he knew as a child. He spun around, eyes dazzled by the map of glittering gems above and around him, almost berating his inner surprise at how cave systems worked, when he noticed a path cut through the cavern.

“And what have we here?”

The place felt untouched, almost new. The birdsong from earlier grew tenfold as he walked on. He wanted to stop and question the source, knowing that no such crystal had resonated with him quite as much as this when he was here over twenty years ago, when the path led him through a dark passage that ultimately opened up to a grotto - empty save for a lone force cage set up in the very center of the space.

A waterfall trickled at the far end of the cave, masking the birdsong as well as the energy that emanated from the cage. But it didn’t take more than a glance to figure out who was inside it. 

Master Vrook looked hardly a day older than Erebus remembered him. His mouse-brown hair perpetually half-grey still wreathed his wrinkled head like a poorly placed laurel, his dark blue eyes just as discerning as they ever were as they looked Erebus up and down with his usual judgmental air. 

“You look terrible,” Vrook said. 

Erebus could only laugh. 

“Well, you’re not wrong there.”

Erebus walked the length of the cavern to the cage set-up, surprised to see such a new model in his midst. Another Golden Company find? The forcefield was hardly noticeable, its electric ripple only visible when Erebus was standing toe-to-toe with it, uncomfortably aware of how discerningly Vrook examined him at this distance. 

“What do you want exactly?” Vrook sighed, “I take it this won’t last much longer.”

By this Erebus figured Vrook meant his use of Force Slow, the air around them stilling but somehow unable to penetrate Vrook who was also speaking in real-time. 

“It won’t, no,” Erebus betrayed, the spirit of a laugh still on his throat. His ribs ached. “And I suspect you know I come with questions.”

“Doesn’t everyone?” Vrook shrugged, crossing his arms over his chest as he looked Erebus in the eye and remained there - unblinking. 

“So, wait,” Erebus posited, suddenly both offended and confused. “You’re standing there, imprisoned, and somehow positing leverage over me with, what exactly?”

Vrook said nothing, his pointed stare growing stonier by the second.

“You’re running out of time, and energy,” Vrook almost smiled after watching Erebus writhe in the silence that followed his question. “Make it quick.”

Erebus balked. He wanted to ask how Vrook had the gall, let alone the foresight, to ask such a thing. It was as if he’d not only already known they would meet again, not counting the state of Erebus’ appearance, but that Erebus would ask something of him. And now all Vrook wanted to do was get it over with. 

As pressed as he was for time, Erebus did not wish to give Vrook the satisfaction. So he pressed his ribs harder, tasting the blood again on his tongue, before he smiled.

“This will take however long it needs to.”

Erebus’ smile widened as he lifted a hand towards the force cage controls and disabled them. As soon as the barrier dissolved, Vrook’s gaze broke - but only for a moment - before resuming his usual look of smug indignation. 

“I could just leave,” Vrook said but Erebus took a step forward, smiling wider as he saw Vrook take a step back in response. 

“But you won’t.”

Erebus felt the glint in his eye as he doubled down on Vrook, the man almost shrinking before him before he resumed his stance from a moment earlier. As if nothing had happened.

“My demands remain unchanged,” Vrook muttered, more annoyed than anything. “Ask your questions and let us be done with this.”

Erebus opened his mouth, a question ready on his tongue - but nothing exited. He remained silent and stupid and Vrook just looked on, disappointed yet seeming superior as always. 

“Mountains of Jedi artifacts were moved off-world just prior to Darth Malak’s attack, while you were sitting council here. Why is that?”

It wasn’t the first question Erebus planned on asking but the query took flight regardless. He wasn’t disappointed, he wanted to know. But as eager as he was to learn about the log on Kun’s saber, there were so many other mysteries in need of solving. 

Vrook’s assuredness dissipated for a moment, turning quickly to panic before transforming back into calm surety. 

“Nothing to do with me, but it is curious. I’ll admit that much.”

Despite the display, Erebus felt Vrook to be truthful. He bit back his disappointment and pressed on. 

“You suspect foul play?”

“I did, and I still do,” Vrook said. 

“But you never looked into it?”

“I asked Dorak to, as his station required of him. Master Zhar and I suspected that Dorak had done so initially, in case of an attack. He never trusted our plan about Revan’s conversion so I had a feeling he might have set up some fail safes in case anything went sideways. But he denied involvement and looked into the matter.”

Revan’s conversion. If it weren’t for the searing pain that pierced his lungs with every breath, Erebus would have laughed again. Vrook said it so casually, as if he were describing something so everyday and mundane, like the leasing of a new landspeeder.

“And I suspect he reached out to Master Atris as well?”

Master Atris. Master. It felt strange to say it again, and to Vrook no less. Even after all these years the woman was still teaching him something, even when she was dead and hardly involved. Or was she? Question everything, she’d often say, even if Atris was picky as to which things she chose to question and which things she took as gospel. 

“He did, and whatever answer he received seemed to soothe his worries. So, we left it at that. There wasn’t much time to investigate further. I meant to ask Atris myself the next we spoke, but that didn’t pan out either.”

The Conclave at Katarr. Erebus felt the memory in the air between him and Vrook, the man’s thoughts porous for a moment’s breadth, his vulnerability flickering before turning back to silent stone - Vandar, Dorak, Zhar… they’d all died there. The entire Dantooine Enclave. Teachers that took a young Erebus, as Aiden, under their wing with the intention of teaching him, keeping him safe. Yet here Erebus stood before the last remaining one of them, and the notorious old curmudgeon had the nerve to answer his questions without rebuke. Maybe Vrook was just curious, too, as Erebus always had been. It was the one positive thing he remembered the man saying about him as a child, and the sole reason that Aiden always defended the old man.

“But why not take everything?” Erebus asked. “A good deal of items remain, which is why you’re in this predicament now.”

“Why indeed,” Vrook said. “I gave what I could to the Khoonda Initiative. And seeing as I’m still in this cave, I take that to mean they are keeping that cache safe. As promised.”

“An… astute observation,” Erebus said, “But why keep anything in the archive at all? In all their greed and glory, the Golden Company has gone and caused a cave-in at the Academy. Whatever remains could likely be destroyed.”

“There are back-ups, somewhere,” Vrook reconciled, now looking anywhere but at Erebus. “And all that matters is what remains with Khoonda now.”

“So, you never altered the record?”

“Altered the – what?” now Vrook betrayed a natural reaction, surprise coloring his face as he glanced at Erebus again, aghast. 

“Did you ever check the records, who authorized the shipment of items off Dantooine?”

Vrook shrugged, looking off into the distance again, genuine dismay overcoming his features as he thought about it.

“I assume Dorak did, if anything.” Vrook shifted his weight from foot-to-foot before looking Erebus in the eye again. “To be honest, it never crossed my mind.”

Erebus wasn’t sure if Vrook had ever spoken to him like this - man to man. One adult to another, no masks, no pretense. The last time they spoke, Erebus had been all of fourteen. Despite the man’s indignation, Erebus sensed the earnesty in each of the Vrook’s responses, even though Erebus deserved none of it. 

“What did the logs say?” Vrook asked, his voice softer than Erebus ever remembered it, though just as deep.

“It said I authorized the transaction.”

“You – ?”

Vrook paused and then laughed - a hollow laugh that betrayed no mirth - pacing about in a circle before he faced Erebus again.

“You were already gone by then, weren’t you?”

Erebus looked at Vrook, his blue eyes glinting in the kyber-light. He nodded. 

“Then it is a mystery indeed,” Vrook said. “I would suspect it was one of your old Master’s machinations, though we can’t ask her now, can we?”

No, no we cannot. 

Erebus stared at Vrook pointedly, perturbed by the smile still lingering on the man’s face. Does he know? Atris may have been dead, but Erebus’ new Master was alive and well because of it. 

“I have other questions,” Erebus posed, waiting for Vrook’s expression to wane. The man nodded.

“You’re getting weaker,” he said, “Ask carefully.”

Erebus pressed his ribs in further, his eyes searing with a heat so scalding that he felt almost cold. Vrook winced, witnessing the likely shade-change of Erebus’ eyes as he watched on, but only let his surprise betray him for a moment before resuming his usual smug air as he held Erebus’ gaze. 

“I’m sure you’ve already worked out how the Golden Company has kept you here,” Erebus said. “But the items in question should not be new to you.”

Vrook considered Erebus with a hard stare, eventually nodding and taking a step further as his stance became slightly more relaxed, increasingly more confident standing in Erebus’ presence despite the looming threat in the air between them.

“I have, and while the objects are indeed familiar, I find their capabilities quite… unusual.” Vrook did not betray a hint of concern despite his current situation, looking about as if this were a minor inconvenience. “It had to do with her, though,” Vrook admitted. “With Revan.”

“Any thoughts on that?” Erebus pressed. 

“It factored into her admittance here, if that’s what you mean,” Vrook said. “I voted against it from the start. But Master Arren insisted.”

“Aren?”

Aren Valen had been the name of his father, before he disappeared when Erebus was but a child. To hear the name uttered by a protocol droid on Nespis was one thing, but to hear Master Vrook say it with such confidence was another. 

“Master Arren Kae, the woman that found Revan as a child. Her first teacher.”

Arren not Aren. Arren Kae. A woman. Someone different. Erebus tried to reconcile the knowledge in his mind, baffled that he had not known the name of one of Revan’s teachers, let alone never registered the name of someone who shared such a similar one to his father. Judging by Vrook’s enunciation, there was more emphasis on the first syllable than the second, but it did nothing to soothe Erebus’ inner judge.

“I won’t go into the details of where and how she was found,” Vrook began, his brows furrowing again. “But I had a feeling this would come back to haunt us.”

“The Jedi, you mean?”

Vrook nodded, his eyes glancing up and down the length of Erebus, as if only just now taking in the rest of his dark garb and what that meant about his current affiliation even if he’d implied knowing as much earlier.

“Indeed,” Vrook sighed. “I cannot say I am surprised, but I am alarmed how things have turned out regardless. It is only a matter of time until everything we’ve worked toward comes crumbling down.”

“Not if you come with me,” Erebus said, sensing his powers fading but strong enough to last a few more crucial minutes. “I don’t care what happens to the Jedi, but I’d rather die than see Force-related objects in the hands of the highest bidder, knowing nothing of their true value.”

Vrook only laughed. A hearty, riotous laugh that echoed around them, setting the hair on the back of Erebus’ neck on edge. 

“With you?”  Vrook said. It was only then that Erebus realized that Vrook looked nearly untouched, his skin wrinkled but bruiseless, unbeaten. But the screaming… if Azkul had tried to break Vrook, he had not been very successful. Either Vrook was a better actor than Erebus gave him credit for, or his power was truly beyond that of his recognition. Or both. 

“You have it now, don’t know?” Vrook asked, a glint in his eye. “Kun’s saber.”

How did he-?

“I do not-"

“But you know where it is.”

Erebus only stared back at Vrook, wondering what the man was playing at. Why tell Erebus anything at all? And so far, Vrook had not revealed anything other than what Vash had already revealed to him back in the ruins of the archives.

She’s here,” Vrook continued, his voice lower, his face almost forlorn. “Lonna?”

Erebus nodded. He knows. 

“Well, at least she is alive.”

Lonna. He called her Lonna. Not Master Vash.

Erebus rounded on Vrook now, circling with even more questions as the man stood unmoving in the center of the deactivated force cage.

You can read minds, old man? He thought, doing his damnedest to keep his words hidden. So can I. 

“So you know nothing of who moved the Jedi artifacts?” Erebus asked, still trying to piece it all together. “Did you know the record of Kun’s saber had also been altered?”

Vrook paused, his brow furrowing in what appeared to be genuine curiosity, the first expression other than disdain that the Jedi let cross his face without filtering it first. “What do you mean?”

“The logs say I altered that entry as well, deleting the connection to whatever it was they found along with Revan.”

But she’s dead, were the only words Erebus gleaned from the unspoken air between him and Vrook, but the man’s mind became a vault a moment later having sensed Erebus’ probe. Vrook smiled a bitter, knowing smile, and took a step forward until he stood alarmingly close to Erebus, their faces almost touching. The man was only an inch taller, at most, but at this distance he might as well have been ten feet tall.

“If you know so much about resurrecting the dead, then maybe organize a seance,” Vrook hissed, “Bring Master Atris back and ask her. Ask her why.”

Erebus froze, his limbs unmoving as if succumbing to his own spell. The Force enveloped him - both his Force Slow and Vrook’s mind encroaching on his, silencing Erebus’ thoughts just as Vrook shielded his own. Vrook did not break eye contact as he then stepped back and with a wave of his hand re-enabled his force cage. The barrier sizzled and cracked with electricity between them as time resumed, a scurry of sound and air hitting Erebus all at once and almost sending him back. He stumbled slightly, catching himself and tasting even more blood on his tongue. Its metallic tang ricocheted across his teeth as he regained his footing and watched as Vrook descended to the floor to meditate, as if Erebus was not there. 

“You may see yourself out, Aiden Valen,” Vrook said, eyes closed. “I can manage without your help, though you would do well to find that kyber crystal before it kills you.”

Kyber.

It took a moment to register but what had at first sounded like birdsong now screeched at an unholy volume in Erebus’ mind. He scrunched up his eyes, swallowing as he stomached the roiling nausea that overcame him as his body surrendered to the pain radiating from his ribcage and the music in concert. Vrook smiled slightly, eyes still closed, before his expression became that of utmost neutrality. Erebus was not sure he’d ever felt so tranquil, and both envied and reviled Vrook for being able to relax at a time like this. Or at all. Ever.

Guess this conversation’s over. 

Erebus turned, the light of the cave now blinding. He glanced back at Vrook one last time, not expecting the man to look but hoping he would - two decade’s worth of thoughts and feelings flowing between them at Erebus’ insistence. But if Master Vrook understood any of it, he did not reveal as much, remaining as still as a statue. 

With another sigh, his lungs stinging with every breath, Erebus left the grotto and walked deeper into the cave.

His mind splintered just as his body felt cleaved in two, as if his head and his torso were acting in unison - his brain both comprehending pain and communicating it at once - until he stumbled towards the exit again. 

Bloody hell,” he groaned, nearly losing his balance when he saw the sky again. No, I need to find it, he thought. And I need it to shut the hell up.

He gripped the rock face with a desperation he had not felt in… well, probably not as long as he’d like to admit. But despite how recent his last visit to rock bottom was, he had a clawing feeling it was more recently than right fucking now and the worst part of it all was that he was concerned, of all things. Concerned what Vash would say about this, but also about him.

Erebus wanted to keep going, sensing the encroaching kath hounds from earlier, as well as the inevitable change of the guard. If he could get up off his sorry ass within the next five seconds he might have a chance of making it back to his force cage with a moment to spare, but if he dallied…

He sighed, his chest aching, his head light. Erebus felt his skin pale, an unmistakable faintness overcoming him just as his hand reached for the rock wall again only for this time to settle on a spot that made the screaming stop. He paused. Beneath his clutching hand was a crystal, half-buried in the rock but most certainly there. As if possessed by a ravenous hunger for mineral, Erebus raked at the rock, his nails growing bloody by the time the crystal came free and landed softly in his now-bloodied again palm.

It was blue, like Kun’s lightsaber. But it wasn’t the first thing that crossed Erebus’ mind. Cerulean, almost deep cobalt, he thought. Like his eyes.

His being Mical’s, blinking up at him through flaxen lashes in his memory as Erebus’ mind registered the color. The connection to Exar Kun was secondary to the thought of how Mical’s eyes might flash wide at Erebus’ sorry state and the request he would impel upon him, asking the would-be Jedi to use his meager powers to mend his broken ribs or at least fashion something from nothing to set them with.

That is if Azkul hasn’t broken him already

Erebus sighed, soaking in the cool of the night as he adjusted the weight of the crystal in his palm. It was one thing for his mind to be quieted, but it was another to know that the thing had called out to him at all. No, I already have a crystal.

His saber, likely nearby though confiscated by the Golden Company, was one Erebus still treasured. But if it might shut the damn thing up, maybe he would gift the crystal to Mical. Barter it for healing. Leverage his life for a potential future as a Jedi somewhere else. Because as much as he wanted to train the man, out of curiosity and a reason to feel useful than anything, he knew Mical would deny him at every opportunity. 

“A better Jedi than I ever was,” he said, realizing now that he sounded - no, that he felt… sorry. He shouldn’t have cared that another Jedi lived, let alone was made or trained to be one. But the idea of someone like Mical, someone with Erebus’ own sensibility but better? It was the only thing that made Erebus hope for a future of the Jedi. If there ever was to be any.

He could unpack all of this now, but instead he pocketed the crystal and crept along the ruins until he found the entrance again, slinking back inside like a cheating lover hoping not to be caught come morning, listening as the kath hounds howled amid the blasterfire that finally let loose and the changing of the guard finally saw that his chamber was secure again. 

Only when the new wardens arrived, Erebus was already inside his force cage, as if he’d always been there, almost fast asleep as he laid against the far wall in a heap with a kyber crystal still humming in the palm of his hand.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

“Thank you for sending Jarael and Gryph my way, Zayne,” Bastila confided via comm, her voice hushed even though they were using a secure line. “It is only a matter of time until the Golden Company finds their way here, so I feel much better knowing there will no longer be anything worth pilfering.”

“Sure thing,” Zayne nodded, a faint smile crossing his face - a nice change from the scowl he’d taken to wearing lately instead. “It’s a wonder the mercs haven’t already hit up that city, to be honest.”

Mission, Zayne and Dillan were all huddled in the dark of the Matale vault, surrounded by what Khoonda had secured at the behest of Master Vrook. Per Carth’s suggestion, they’d opened a channel to Bastila to try and get the Jedi artifacts and items sorted out lest the Golden Company get a hold of them first. 

“Well, you’re not wrong.” 

Bastila, as usual, was shrouded in shadow. Careful not to give any clues as to her current location, she tended to call from dark or otherwise indiscriminate rooms. The room she was currently calling from happened to be both. 

“Oh?”

It was almost strange hearing small talk, even if the subject was rather serious. Mission still couldn’t believe it. Something like the death of the Jedi and the seizing of any known artifacts should have made headline news across the quadrant, let alone the galaxy at large. But there was hardly a blip about it on any channels. If anything, there was more talk about the bounty on Jedi, but it was only ever spoken about like some sports match or another trivial event that would make people gossip but never about anything other than the intrigue of it all. 

“A… friend of mine heard a rumor. People talking about things for sale on the black market, looking for potential sellers.”

Mission perked up at this, wondering who Bastila’s friend was - was it someone Mission knew? - but knew better than to ask. It was safer not to know. Just as it was safer not to know where Bastila was, it was safer not to know who she was in contact with. It was better none of them know which of the other Jedi remained, let alone where, which is why Mission still felt particularly stupid about mentioning Lonna Vash earlier that morning. The Jedi assured her that it was alright, but the feeling Mission had somehow made both women more vulnerable did not sit well with her. 

“They would have found us eventually,” Bastila continued. Us echoed in Mission’s mind, again making her wonder who else had remained behind at the secret Coruscant site.

“But the Academy itself is empty, right?” Zayne asked, a hint of sadness in his voice. 

“It is, yes. I keep an eye on it when I can, but I’ve not dared venture inside in quite some time,” Bastila sighed. “I moved base long ago, and while I would like to think our little stowaway is hard to find, I can’t take any chances.”

Mission and Zaalbar had only ever spoken to Bastila about shipments, no one else. She must have let on that she wasn’t working entirely alone before, right? Especially when the place was still up and running… Mission knew it didn’t matter now but part of her worried that there were other things she’d missed, things that would be worth remembering, worth knowing.

“Hey, do you mind taking a look at what I just sent you?” Dillan asked out of the din. “That should be a complete list of everything we have. Encrypted, of course. And in code, just as you asked.”

The usual undercurrent of annoyance cut through each of Dillan’s words but the expression on her dimly lit face was one of pride. 

“That was certainly quick,” Bastila said, surprised, the hint of a smile on her pale face. “I will do just that.”

Bastila nodded once she confirmed receipt of said files and read through the document, silent as she took in its contents while deciphering it all the while. As she read on, Dillan’s attention returned to her datapad and Mission looked at Zayne awkwardly, unsure of how to fill the silence. 

Just as Mission was about to open her dumb mouth and say something about the weather - in a room where there were no windows, no less - someone knocked at the vault’s door.

“May I come in?” Vash asked from the other side. Both Mission and Zayne moved to open the large door, heaving it across the dark threshold to let the Jedi pass. Vash nodded at them each in thanks, though her face was nothing less than harrowed. Instantly taking in the scene, her eyes falling on Bastila, Vash let her thoughts be known.

“I pardon the intrusion, Bastila, but I would like your opinion on what we found at the Sandral Estate.”

“Master Vash, it is good to see you alive and well,” Bastila greeted with a small smile, though it was clear her eyes were still locked on the encrypted file Dillan had just sent over, her focus now wavering between the two. Though knowing Bastila, Mission could tell the woman was likely balancing her attention from one to the other with minimal mental resistance, as she was unnaturally known to do. “Or more rather, alive. I can’t imagine any of us are well given everything that’s happened, of course. “

“I won’t take up much more of your time, though I am glad to see another one of us has survived.”

A look fluttered over Bastila’s face. Emotion, concern, confusion - Mission was not sure. But just as the expression graced her features it was gone again and replaced with her usual look of perpetual seriousness. 

“Of course,” Bastila said, beckoning Vash to approach with her questions. 

Just as Vash moved towards the desk the comm was placed on, Bastila’s holo-head in miniature floating serenely above its surface, another presence at the vault door grabbed Mission’s attention.

“Asra, hey,” Zayne greeted, almost surprised. “Any news?”

The Togruta side-stepped into the room, entering the vault from the door’s slightly-ajar invitation to join them. Though judging by the look on her face it wasn’t meant to be a long visit.

“I think we’ve found them,” she said, her voice a hushed whisper. Vash and Bastila spoke on the other end of the room, and while Mission longed to hear of what they spoke of, she was drawn to the news unfolding at her side. 

“You know where they took Mical?” Mission asked, looking at Zayne before she added. “And Erebus?”

Asra nodded. 

“It was by complete accident, which tells me they’re being sloppy,” Asra said. 

“The Golden Company?” Zayne confirmed, brow furrowing. 

“Yes, and no,” Asra revealed, her voice becoming even more of a whisper as she went on. As if on cue, both Mission and Zayne inched closer. “We were scouting the scavenger encampment when Darek and I spotted a pack of kath hounds acting… odd. Mical’d mentioned they hunt at night, but not like this. As to be expected, there were a couple circling the camp in search of food. There were a few scavengers out there roasting meat so that made sense but… out of nowhere, as if in a trance, the hounds suddenly lost interest and stalked off. We followed them a ways just to see where they were headed but they went off, and I mean way off. A few miles at least. More hounds joined them along the way, too, as if hearing this same song. Darek and I followed until they led us to, I dunno, some sorta ruin - which must be the one you mentioned earlier, Mission. But anyway, that’s where all the kath hounds stopped, stock still, and waited. And then, again, as if under some spell, they all started growling. And that’s when a few gunmen came out of the ruin, Rahasia being one of ‘em. She was just as you described, Mission.”

“Rahasia was there?” Mission asked, still aghast, both at the story as well as her own disbelief. 

Asra looked her in the eye and nodded.

“She was one of at least ten rebels guarding the place, but couldn’t get a read on how many there were inside,” Asra continued. “But from the looks of it there were both locals and mercs hanging about, so my guess is they’ve created some sort of alliance, right? It was a strange standoff, though. What would possess those hounds to walk miles just to growl?”

“Maybe it was an old kath hound den?” Zayne asked. “Maybe they were just being territorial.”

“It’s possible. When we found Casus all those years ago, he’d been picked off by hounds,” Mission said, “But I was right, they are at the old Rakatan ruins!”

Mission hadn’t known where the ruins had been, her memory being shit and all. Though she chalked it up to being all of fourteen the last time she was here and not thinking they’d ever need to revisit that dusty old place again. 

“Wait, so Mission, you’re saying that the ruins you found and the one Asra stumbled on are one in the same?” Zayne asked, scrunching his face up as he tried to get the facts straight. 

“I think so,” Mission affirmed, and after rattling off a list of random details to Asra confirmed it to be so. “So the datapads we found must have been the key, Rahasia used her brother’s old field notes to find them a hideout.”

“But what about the Sandral Estate?” Zayne asked again, “Has anyone returned?”

“Not sure,” Asra shook her head, the beads draped from her red-orange montrals twinkling ever so slightly. “At least Rahasia hasn’t been back in a spell, not since we were there.”

Asra looked over her shoulder at Vash, her gaze darkening as she took a tentative step closer to Mission and Zayne, silently asking that they bring the circle of their conversation in closer. 

“Any word on what we found back there?” she asked. Asra’s voice was barely a whisper.

“Glitch has been hard at work securing the thing, but Vash has been studying it all day,” Zayne whispered, an unusual solemnity falling over him.

“That girl knows her stuff,” Asra attested with a hearty exhale. “I’m still a bit surprised Orex let her stick around.”

“What is his story, anyway?” Mission asked. “He’s barely spoken a word to me. I gather Glitch rarely speaks, but even she has said more to me than he has.”

Asra shrugged, crossing her arms over her chest as she glanced back at Vash again, still deep in conversation with Bastila at their backs. 

“I was kept a bit out of the loop myself,” Asra revealed after a moment, sucking on her teeth. “Apparently, he fought with General Valen during the war, on Dxun. Something he saw out there set him to looking into this sort of thing, I figure. When he hired me, he seemed more interested in item acquisition than anything, not unlike the Golden Company or any minor outfit on the Dune Sea. I didn’t know it at the time, but I think those scores just paid the bills. Kept the outfit going. But once we found those black pyramids, and the funny crystals like the one we happened on at the Sandral house, his whole attitude changed. Like something finally clicked into place. Only he’s shying away from it, almost, scared to dive deeper. I think he’s been looking for something specific for a long time, looking to scratch a very particular itch and he’s only just found the right spot to scrape.”

“And he doesn’t know how far this lead will take him, more like,” Zayne added, biting his thumb. “Not unlike myself. I was sorta thrown into this, not exactly by choice, but I felt like there was no way I could say no.”

“Say no, to finding old artifacts?” Mission asked. Zayne nodded, still chewing on the nail of his thumb as he glanced at her, looking almost young again when their eyes met.

“Who better than someone with no official ties to the Jedi to do their dirty work?” Zayne laughed darkly. “Though I don’t really see it as doing them a favor so much as I’d like to think it’s everyone else I’m helping out by doing this.”

Mission didn’t know what to say, and neither did Asra judging by her shifting eyes but sympathetic half-smile. 

“You did the right thing,” Mission said, placing a tentative hand on Zayne’s upper arm. “You’re doing the right thing. As an outsider to all this stuff, it’s what keeps me and Big Z going, helping in any way we can.”

Zayne nodded appreciatively, his hair falling into his eyes as he laid a thankful hand over Mission’s. She looked away, unable to hold his gaze while they touched - the spell of her ancient crush still stronger than she’d like - but she did not move, relishing in the feel of his hand on hers. 

“So, what’s the plan?” Mission asked, finally breaking the silence and eventually slipping her hand away from Zayne’s warm shoulder. “How do we spring Mical and Erebus out of this place?”

“Well, we have to be careful,” Zayne said, “We need to stop the Golden Company but not at the loss of whatever it is they have stashed along with them, right?”

“Do we even know what the mercs got a hold of?” Mission asked before Asra chimed in again. 

“Darek overheard the scavengers talking about it, apparently they were able to access some portions of the main archive, but not much else before the cave-in, so they don’t have much… other than what they brought with them, from the looks of it. From what Darek heard, the mercs last tried to enter a sublevel of the academy that’s caved-in but the hounds have been a bit of a problem.”

“What is it with these kath hounds?” Mission asked. “I remember them being a nuisance the last time I was here, but not like this. Did they spread like the plague since Malak bombed the place?”

“It’s possible,” Zayne said, “But still strange.”

“How are we supposed to ambush this ruin if we’re outnumbered, outgunned, and there are kath hounds about?” Mission asked, not expecting an answer. 

“I’m hoping Carth can pull through sooner rather than later,” Zayne offered, sighing as he began to retreat towards the door. “I don’t know how much else we can-”

Mission waited for Zayne to finish his sentence, as did Asra, the two of them hanging on his unspoken words as it took another second for them to register whatever it was that made Zayne pause. 

And then the ground shook beneath them. Gently, at first, before the entire vault seemed to spin for a moment before stilling again.

“Was that-?” Asra asked, also failing to finish her thought.

“An… earthquake?” Mission posed, looking between the two of them. Both Asra and Zayne looked about, eyes cast at the ceiling as if it might betray any answers, before all three of them glanced at Vash and Dillan across the room who each looked at them in turn. They’d felt it too.

Dillan swallowed, the gulp visibly traveling the length of her throat from the other side of the vault even in the dim lighting before she uttered, “I think we’re under attack.”

 


 

3 951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Mical

 

If it weren’t for the blood dripping into his squinting eyes, Mical would have loved to get a better look at this place. He was sure Erebus had, and a part of him was bitter that he would be denied the same for the mere difference being that Mical was to be detained upside down, of all things.

“Comfortable?” The man Erebus called Azkul asked. His smile appeared a frown to Mical, who was still spitting blood out from between his teeth.

“Oh, downright cozy,” Mical said, trying to be coy but struggling despite his better efforts. With all the blood in his body rushing to his head it was hard to play it cool. But he tried nonetheless. 

Azkul’s grin widened, its mirrored frown deepening from Mical’s perspective near the floor. 

“This will be a long night, I assure you,” Azkul continued, gathering unseen items from atop a nearby slab of rock. The table’ surface was blocked from view, granting Mical only an image of its underside. The markings scoring it were similar to the ones on the floor of his cage, almost binary, like a computer. He squinted further still, peering through his blood-coated lashes to commit the pattern to memory before Azkul stepped away from the table with something sharp and shiny in his grasp.

“You can procure any confession you’d like with the right tools,” Mical tried to scoff. “By the end of it, I’d say anything for all you know. What makes you think this will give you any more information than you already have?”

But Azkul ignored him. Instead, he whispered with an attendant nearby, another merc from the looks of him. He thumbed through a datapad, muttering what appeared to be instructions at Azkul’s side. After a minute’s worth of nodding, never taking his eyes off Mical, Azkul finally approached, the tool in his hand becoming very obvious the closer he neared - a massive hypodermic needle, its syringe housing an iridescent green liquid not unlike the color of Erebus’ eyes when he pushed himself too hard. 

“If I were a doctor, I’d say this will only hurt a little,” Azkul joked, his gravelly voice barely a rumble as he knelt before Mical’s head, his blonde hair splayed over the floor above him. “But I have no idea how this will feel. So… buckle up.”

The man almost laughed, his breath like a half-hearted chuckle as he took hold of Mical’s braced shoulder and wrenched the sleeve to reveal pale skin beneath. Azkul smiled again and impaled Mical’s flesh. The needle was thick and Mical could sense every millimeter of the cold metal enter his epidermis with a shudder. But it was nothing compared to what came after. Once the needle was in place, Azkul pressed the plunger with practiced pause, counting under his breath as the fluid entered Mical’s system with a sensation he had no words for. 

His eyes rolled back, body convulsing as the solution took hold. At first there was only pain. And then… 

“What do you feel?” Azkul asked. 

Mical now realized that Azkul had stepped back. When did that happen? The man and his attendant stood a few feet away, watching him intently. And while Mical felt their eyes on him, he felt something else. Something all encompassing and warm and…

“What do you feel?” Azkul asked again, hissing this time. 

“I feel-” Mical echoed, his voice sounding lightyears away as he spoke, the words almost alien to his own ears. Euphoric. 

He felt every molecule around him. No - he knew them. Intimately. Each and every atom that surrounded him was part of a larger yet singular whole. His own thoughts and memories, Mical’s corporeal body, as well as his captors’ thoughts and their entire constitution - from what they were wearing to their very genetic makeup - all mingled as one. Time lost all meaning, this moment existing simultaneously with Revan and Malak’s discovery of this place, their footsteps echoing in Mical’s ears as they spoke to one another in hushed whispers, their words meaning nothing in the grand scheme of things as Mical’s consciousness extended beyond the creation of this building to the formation of the very planet beneath them, and the universe beyond. 

“I feel… fine,” he lied.

He felt a smile behind his teeth but he bit it back. This feeling was for him alone. Is this what it’s like? he thought. To feel the Force? Or was he just under the influence of… something?

Mical wanted to laugh, his body suddenly feeling light as Azkul took a step closer again, his expression reading more serious this time. 

Azkul muttered again but Mical didn’t hear a word of it. Instead, everything happened in a blur. It was almost like being intoxicated sans the nausea. It was as if he were a being that moved too quickly for mortals, slowed down by the passage of time whereas Mical existed somehow outside of it. The harmonious elation did not last long. The pain of his injuries crept back towards his consciousness with a grim reminder of their reality, but he still felt at peace with everything around him. Even his captors. 

Time must have passed, because several more people milled about the room now, all examining datapads and comparing charts. Azkul remained planted in the center of the chamber, staring unblinkingly at Mical.

Mical stared back. Azkul’s eyes were an unnaturally pale blue, almost silver but not quite, the color of his irises melting into the whites of his eyes. What do you know?

Without willing it, Mical could see it - everything at the forefront of Azkul’s mind: this experiment and all it entailed, the running cost of the equipment here and how it was a detail he’d rather not dwell on, followed by the flash of a memory of questioning Vrook Lamar that quickly made way for a mounting frustration that soon eclipsed it, all alongside a running log of items the Company had recovered and the equally long log of items they’d yet to retrieve from the collapsed temple ruins. Not to mention the several emails he’d left unattended, all blinking red back in his personal datapad demanding his express attention. Mical wouldn’t have expected that to be the thing he perked up at, but somehow he knew those emails were the key to who Azkul answered to. The person who put the hit out on Jedi, the one who wanted to distract the Exchange and the Golden Company both into hunting them while he did… what exactly?

“I believe we are ready for the extraction, sir,” a voice said, the first set of words Mical had understood in what he was now assuming had been hours. In all that time, Mical had entered Azkul’s mind and perused his thoughts like paper strewn atop an unattended desk, so wrapped up in the intricacies of this new interconnected world through the lens of the Force that Mical had quite obliviously ignored the plethora of tubes and wires now cascading from his exposed limbs, connecting him to the wealth of mobile computer consoles and bulky datapads now crowding the room.  “Would you like to do the honors?”

Another merc approached Azkul’s side, this one looking scrawnier than the others, slender. More a scientist than a hired gun. He wore the same clothes as the rest of them, though there was one thing that set him apart - a cybernetic monocle affixed to the temple of his left eye, an extension of his sight installed to enhance vision beyond that of a normal humanoid. Both rare and exceedingly illegal. Before Mical could get a better look at it, a series of bright orange text flitted across the monacle’s crystalline screen moments prior to the entire contraption folding in on itself as it retracted into the man’s face, masquerading as a piece of nondescript metal. As if it were a cosmetic piercing and nothing more. 

“I would gladly,” Azkul took a new needle from the man and smiled wider. “If this goes well, then our little Sith friend will be next. Who knows - maybe we’ll truly see what the difference is after all.”

“I’m no Jedi,” Mical spat as the realization sunk in. Azkul continued to move towards him, flashing the needle before Mical’s wavering eyes like a threat. 

“Doesn’t matter,” Azkul grinned.

Doesn’t it? Don’t they have Vrook? Mical thought, but perhaps it truly was for naught. Perhaps they had tested Vrook, and that was the entire point of this experiment - a Jedi, a Sith, and something in-between walk into a cantina…

“Now this?” Azkul glanced at the empty syringe sidelong. “This I know is going to hurt.”

No, Mical thought, the desperation clawing at him unexpectedly as the emotion took hold. Don’t take this from me.

Mical had felt the Force his entire life, an ever-present sixth sense that hung back like an afterthought, occasionally opening him up to a larger world but only for brief moments that were gone just as quickly as they’d come. This was the longest he’d ever felt connected to it all, so in control. And yet also, not…

Not wanting to waste the opportunity while it was still in his grasp, Mical willed that time slow again and reached out…

For a moment, Mical could sense the grounds and the cave system beyond, sensing a pack of hounds approaching from the northwest, yet at the edge of it all sat Azkul’s anxieties fueling these tests as well as whatever else his men were working on. In that moment, everything came to a swirling stop again and solidified, time crystallizing in on itself. Mical sensed the moving parts - Azkul here, now, recreating an experiment that he’d seen drawn up and documented but never seen in action until this moment, his expectations, his fears, and his subsequent elation all existing simultaneously, just as he was anxious about the attack he’d ordered as well as the lack of communication from the shifting of the guard that was supposed to happen moments ago. All the while, someone stalked the grounds now, undetected, eluding Mical’s tenuous grasp on the Force even as he ached for the feeling to remain. As curious as he was about the grounds and the planned attack, Mical focused in on Azkul’s mind, pushing, pushing, pushing, until he saw it - an open chamber alight with motherboards, a single illuminated individual standing in the center of it all, commanding the attention of thousands across the quadrant. It’s him, Mical thought. This is who Azkul answers to.

He sensed a city down below, the mechanical atrium existing somewhere in a metropolis’ orbit, hovering unseen in a sea of cargo freighters and endless travelers. It could have been anywhere - Nal Hutta, Coruscant, Corellia - but before Mical could truly sense the planet beneath for what it was, only gleaning a mauling hunger that echoed as loudly as it craved, hollow but ongoing in its want, an unholy sound filled his ears, his eyes almost rolling back into his skull at the tumult. No. Not yet.

“Shut that thing off, will you?” a merc groaned nearby. Azkul only laughed.

“That means you’re next,” another one of them japed, before yet another merc cut in.

“It’s his sensory mod,” they said. “These things make his head go haywire.”

“Then why is he even here?”

“Well I-“

Mical drowned out the remainder of the argument as the modded merc sighed and gently kicked a squat crystalline pyramid set against the back wall. 

So there it is - the black noise.

It vaguely resembled the sketches that were pinned up around Erebus’ workspace on his ship, designs of varying cult objects drawn only from inference and hearsay. But there it was, in the flesh, its raw crystal a living, breathing thing Mical could now sense through the fabric of the Force - an immovable object that sought to silence his sixth sense now that it was so utterly and widely awake.

“Did you get that?” Azkul asked, a sickly smile still painting his face as he glanced at a nearby monitor beeping wildly. “Looks like our non-Jedi Jedi is trying to actively use the Force.”

Use the Force, Mical wanted to laugh. Of course it would happen like this. Denied any formal training and sent off to war before puberty properly set in, not a lick of practical application under his belt, and here he was, forever the student, now actively only using the Force out of desperation. 

And what did he do with it?

Exactly what Erebus did to me, he thought sourly, recounting the sickly feeling that overcame him in the Nespis temple when he heard Erebus’ voice inside his head. But entering Azkul’s mind was necessary, wasn’t it? A means to an end? He had to believe that much, though Erebus likely thought the same. 

“Can we get a repeat of that?” Azkul asked, moreso to his team than to Mical even though their eyes were still locked. 

“Not unless you pump him with more serum,” the modded merc replied. “If you were planning on testing the other one, then you’d best reserve it.”

Azkul betrayed only a glimmer of disappointment before his face settled into a tired smirk. 

“Well, it’s now or never,” Azkul muttered, nearing again with the needle in hand. 

Mical could only furrow his brow, having had his blood drawn countless times and coming out of each routine procedure unscathed. But nothing equipped him for the feeling that would come next.

As soon as this needle pierced his skin, his body went rigid - going into rigor mortis before the rest of him registered death. Only death did not come. Instead his body went slack, his senses fading beyond even that which he knew before the mystery serum coursed his veins and opened him up to a world beyond his own. And when Azkul extracted the syringe this time instead of plunging it, Mical nearly felt his soul leave his body. 

When the deed was done and Mical regained his senses - mortal and frail again now, but much worse for it - amid the aches and pains, all he could really sense was the blood in his mouth and its metallic aftertaste.

“This is… this is spectacular,” the slender merc said through a smile. Mical could only see him because his head happened to be facing in his direction, not because he looked, still too weak to will his body to do much of anything beyond merely existing. 

“What is it?” Azkul asked, now across the room. The syringe was no longer in his hand but presumably in whatever tumbler Mical heard rumbling now. The order of events was strange in his head - he was still partially experiencing everything, everywhere, all once, but also separately, eons apart and without context, as if his mind were still above mere mortal cognition as well as below it, like a lower life form - a bit of single-cellular bacteria briefly privy to the machinations of multicellular beings and all the more confused for it. 

“This is even more than what we projected,” the merc said, his monocle enacted again and glowing amber in the steady stream of data that flitted now before his open eyes. “This goes beyond Demagol’s data, surpassing even what he extracted from Darth Malak.”

Malak?

Mical truly wilted now, leaning into his pain and anguish as his muscles relaxed, now almost yearning for death. 

“Excellent,” Azkul purred, the grit of his voice even more gravely as it echoed through the space. “If we can synthesize even more of this stuff, then we’ll really be in business. Is that something we can feasibly achieve?”

“Possibly,” the merc added, “Granted the data on Malak is complete. I’ll compare the data sets tonight, and perhaps by morning I’ll be able to provide a more satisfying answer.”

“That will do,” Azkul said with a smile. Mical was no longer plugged into the Force as he had been, his mind and body so utterly hollow now in comparison, but he sensed the satisfaction in Azkul from merely observing his expression. “Any updates from the others?”

Mical went cold. The kath hounds. The interloper. The attack. Everything he’d gleaned from the Force came crashing down on him, the weight of each bit of knowledge hitting him in succession and leaving him breathless. How could he not have anticipated what all of this meant in the moment? Is this truly how Jedi perceive the world?

“Our warning was delivered, though we’ve yet to receive a formal response from Khoonda,” a different, unseen merc answered, “There was a bit of a standoff at the ruin entrance with some kath hounds but everything’s fine now.”

“What sort of standoff?” Azkul was angry now, his perpetual smugness finally dissolving to make way for dissatisfaction of the same ilk the man felt when considering his many unread emails from the very dissatisfied sender he answered to. “Is that why their update was delayed?”

Without thinking, Mical reached out again, hoping the Force would answer his beck and call again - and yet… 

“Shit, the kid’s choking on his own damn blood now,” the modded merc groaned as he searched about the room for a rag before resorting to using his own jacket as he scurried across the space to clean up Mical’s mess. He wiped at the floor before even thinking of helping Mical, jostling him just-so until enough blood dislodged itself from his raw throat, allowing him to breathe again. The merc avoided his gaze, his dark eyes darting about Mical’s face with a look of mingled disgust and curiosity. 

“He’s fine though, right?” Azkul asked, not having moved an inch upon hearing Mical in distress. None of them did, only the studious one who treated him now more like a test subject than a person. “I want to be able to at least deliver him if I can’t replicate the test.”

Deliver?

Mical could only look helplessly on as the slender merc cleaned the blood and spittle from his lip like a newborn, wishing all of this to be over. The merc’s monocle enabled again, this time a strange overlay appearing on its slender screen as the man willed diagnostics to run at what appeared to be his will alone. 

“He’s fine,” the merc eventually attested. “Delivery should be easy.”

Delivery. Mical wasn’t just a would-be Jedi but a prize to be exchanged, a rare specimen of something Other that would make everyone in this room obscenely rich. He could see it in Azkul’s eyes, as well the mercenary still at his side avoiding his questing gaze like the plague. But to whom?

Mical thought of the single image he’d retrieved from Azkul’s anxiety-riddled mind. Outwardly he was pleased, calm. Yet despite the smirk gracing his face now, Mical knew Azkul worried that all of this would be for naught, lest he get his cut. Azkul may not have cared about the actual outcome of his experiment for himself, if not perhaps just to have something to hold over Erebus’ head the next time they spoke, but he did care about satisfying the lone figure Mical saw sitting among a sea of computers, controlling more of the unseen strings that orchestrated the comings and goings of Hutt Space and beyond.

Hutt Space. It fit. Erebus had divulged what he’d learned earlier, accidentally letting it slip that whoever Azkul answered to was also the head of the Exchange. Somehow the idea of Hutt Space had carried over in whatever glimpse of information Mical had gleaned from Azkul, only further corroborating Erebus’ claim. The Exchange were everywhere and Hutt Space was expansive, but even knowing this much was worlds more than what little they had to go on before.

“Good,” Azkul said, breaking Mical out of his reverie, the lightheadedness following not long after. “Then we’re done here. For now.”

As much as Mical wanted to rest, he also wanted to pause - to reach out with the Force again and see if it would answer. Ask it more questions and follow wherever it led him. As weak as he was, he spiritually ventured once more into the unknown, desperate for an inkling of anything as the remainder of the mercs approached to finally release him from his temporary torture - and surprisingly, it answered.

You seem kind, a voice said. It was a whisper, small and unassuming. But wild and wondrous still. Make sure these trespassers don’t return to the old temple, it said. Make sure they stay away. And I will come back for you.

Mical thrashed, looking around as his body was released from its trappings only to wish they’d string him up again and plug him into the Force once more. Where are you? He thought. Who are you?

But he was only met with silence, the Force dormant in his mind as the mercs about him grunted while they relieved Mical of his downward position, placing him eventually on a stretcher nearby, thankfully horizontal now. 

He reached out again, a trickle of blood running down from his nose with the effort. He almost felt nothing, the black noise all-encompassing as it pressed in on his senses, but before all feeling faded, he felt something: the snarling of teeth, the thrashing of hind legs covering tracks, and the coolness of the dawn air on a wet nose sniffing as the sun rose, damning the interlopers in their midst. 

The kath hounds. 

By the time the thought had caught up with Mical, time still moving both slower and faster than it should have, the mercenaries were lugging him from one end of the ruin to the other, briefly passing by the entrance to greet the rising sun. It had been dusk when they took him from the force cage. He could hardly believe an entire night had passed since then, yet another part of him could. Glancing at the grounds he still sensed the kath hounds nearby, unsatisfied from their jaunt to the ruin entrance as he’d sensed, but hungry to return the following eve.

He wanted to commit the thought to memory, to tell Erebus everything he’d discovered over the course of the night, but before they could even return Mical to his confines, all consciousness slipped away.

And all he knew was sleep. 


3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082
Eden

“You may do as you please, pay no mind to me,” Kreia said, her voice echoing throughout the modest common space with an air of both sugary nonchalance as well as utter falsehood. The woman said this out of seemingly nowhere, after the two of them had retired from their previous meditation session to sit in silence for the better part of the last hour. “Do as the Ithorian bids, by all means.”

“I… will,” Eden said half definitive, half baffled.

It’s just like her to make a comment like this, Atris had once confided to Eden about her mother when they were still roommates on Dantooine, a mere fourteen and twelve years of age respectively. Back when the Order still allowed parental contact, her friend’s mother had been less than enthusiastic about Atris’ choice of study, disapproving of her proposed areas of expertise and always critical of how Atris styled her hair. She says it as if it’s part of some larger conversation between the two of us when it isn’t! It’s a conversation she’s only had with herself, she only lets her thoughts be known to tell me that her mind has been made up and anything I say otherwise will only further disappoint her.

Eden’s mother had been far more than understanding and accommodating when she was growing up, both before and after she and Aiden had joined the Jedi. But Kreia was guilt-tripping her now like many mothers had to her peers and people she’d met since then. Atris once complained, My mother treats me as if I have both inhabited and defied her wishes. Either way, she treats me with disdain. 

No wonder the woman later ruled that Jedi should sever all familial ties once joining the Order. It had been a difficult decision on Atris’ part when it was still a personal choice, one Eden had encouraged - relieved to see her friend more confident and relaxed than ever once her mother was no longer a lingering influence. But now Eden felt that hovering disapproval in full, wondering if she would have had the heart to let her own mother go had she been as much of a judgmental hawk.

“Then…” Kreia paused. “Then that settles it.”

Does it?

Kreia sat with her back to Eden, looking out at the expanse of Citadel Station as if the woman cared about it in any capacity. Eden knew she didn’t. The woman didn’t even have eyes, there was no need for her to look in that direction other than to be dramatic about it.

“Okay then,” Eden breathed with an air of calm. Kreia did not respond, but instead sighed. Loudly.

It wasn’t what the woman wanted to hear, but Eden relished in her discomfort nonetheless. 

Another bout of silence followed, and while Eden was thankful for it, she also could not enjoy it, knowing that it was only a matter of time until - 

“This will only distract you, you know,” Kreia said eventually, her voice a gravely husk as she spoke to the window. “None of this will matter, in the end.”

Of course it won’t.

Eden rolled her eyes, a part of her knowing that Kreia could sense the indignation but willing herself not to care. 

“Distractions aren’t always a bad thing,” Eden muttered. “More often than not, they’re coping mechanisms.”

Kreia said nothing. 

Coping mechanism or not, working for the Ithorians was a bit more than that. Doing Chodo Habat a favor was a coping mechanism, making Eden feel useful in the wake of Malachor as everything she’d done since then had. But the promise of healing? Prior to now, Eden hadn’t even considered it. Thinking it an impossibility. But if her unending despair could be healed? Rectified? She had to give it a chance. Otherwise, what else did she have? Endless retribution? 

She’d conceded to the idea before, upon leaving Malak jawless as well as when she’d left Atris speechless following her exile. It was a comfortable, if not deservedly painful, existence. Comfortable in its absolution but painful in its truth. Yet to her lack of surprise, after nine long years, the corporal mortification routine was finally getting old.

“If you find this such a waste of our time, then why not explore the station yourself? You’re plenty capable, Kreia,” Eden offered to the woman’s silence. 

Kreia perked at this, a small smile glimmering over the corner of her still-turned face before a scowl took its place. 

“Perhaps you are right,” Kreia said. “If I find anything out, I will be sure to tell you.”

There was no bite to her words but Eden felt one. A disdain that ran as an undercurrent through both Kreia’s statement as well as her body language. Eden ventured this was a running theme for this woman, whoever she was truly, but knew there must have been a reason for it. 

“And I’ll be sure to tell you anything I discover as well,” Eden conceded, her voice almost convivial, cooperative. “I’m sure the goings on of this station are far more telling than you might guess.”

“Oh?” Kreia was still playing at being holier-than-thou, but Eden could tell she’d piqued the woman’s interest. “And how is that?”

“The bounty, for one,” Eden posited, shifting her weight on the couch even though it did nothing to bolster her confidence. “There’s the mystery of who placed the bounty on Jedi and why, but I’m not interested in that. What I’m interested in is who it draws out. Not everyone was at the conclave, they couldn’t have been. Not to mention I’m sure your Sith friends would be interested in learning who it draws out, too. It could give us a way of staying a step ahead.”

Kreia scoffed as soon as Eden uttered the words friends and finally turned to face Eden’s gaze once her thought was fully out in the open. Her lowered hood shadowed the woman’s face more now that she was facing away from the brightly lit window, Kreia’s features cast in darkness, though Eden saw the sliver of a smirk grace her mouth as Kreia finally got up from her resting place. 

“I’m sure they would,” Kreia said as her smirk faded, eventually settling on the far end of the couch Eden sat poised on. Eden had fidgeted throughout their entire exchange so far and found herself far less comfortable than where she’d started, suddenly even more on edge now that Kreia sat close by. “And it is smart of you to think so. I had not considered it.”

Smart. A bead of pride radiated from Eden’s center somewhere, quashed only by the awkward silence that followed. Kreia seemed at peace with the quiet, something Eden hoped the woman would also teach her to accomplish with time. But instead of asking about furthering her connection to the Force, Ithorian interference aside, Eden instead found herself asking something else entirely.

“But you do know them, don’t you?” she asked quietly, gently probing lest she annoy Kreia further. “The Sith who pursue us?”

The Sith that pursue me, she wanted to emphasize before thinking the better of it. 

“I knew them,” Kreia answered almost immediately to Eden’s surprise. The woman’s face remained placid as she gazed at her from across the settee, her mouth forming neither its sour smile nor its usual scowl, instead betraying only a look of utter exhaustion. “Not unlike you once knew Revan, or Malak.”

Eden bit her lip, watching as Kreia calmly continued. 

“I knew them, yes, and how much like beasts they had become.” Kreia almost snarled but somehow remained composed despite the poison in her words. “Combined, united against the Jedi, they command legions of Sith. If any Jedi remain, there is little hope against them, but it would be better to find any that remain than to rely solely on us two alone to take them down. But above these legions, there are three who must be stopped. Three we must defeat if we wish to have any hope for the galaxy.”

“Three?” Eden echoed, as if the number alone made the task of taking them down any easier. Kreia only nodded solemnly.

“As long as any one of them lives, then we - and all life - are doomed.”

Eden nodded. Or at least she had willed herself to nod but did not feel the action. She might have nodded, but her body suddenly felt detached from her consciousness, looking in like an interloper watching on from beyond. This had happened before. On Dxun, and at Malachor. Her limbs fell numb, but as soon as Kreia spoke again Eden’s feeling returned in full, and at maximum, the sensation of which almost overwhelmed her. 

She was about to take a gasping breath when Kreia’s voice soothed her from the brink, though it was only to bring her bad news. 

“One bathes in pain, feeds on it for sustenance. The other has ceased existing as a living being, so consumed by hunger that he has forgotten his own flesh. And the last is a creature of betrayals, for without such things, there is no hope.”

Eden cocked her head. No hope? How betrayals and hope connected, she did not know, yet another thought escaped her mouth before she could decipher it. 

“Bathes in pain,” Eden repeated, thinking only of Atton and glancing at his closed door while the thought steeped - Sleeps with Vibroblades. “He’s the one we saw on the Harbinger.”

Kreia nodded. 

“He is indeed.” The woman’s mouth thinned to a displeased line before continuing on, a death rattle of a sigh escaping her mouth along with an age’s worth of exasperation, “Of pain, he has learned much. Of knowledge, of teaching… he knows nothing. Like the others, he was spawned by the horrors of the Mandalorian Wars. He exists solely to spread his pain to all Jedi, everywhere.”

Teaching, her mind repeated. A former student maybe? Eden wanted to ask how Kreia could possibly know this, or if the man perhaps had a proper name, but instead found herself asking “And the one consumed by hunger?”

Kreia paused, moving her head toward Eden in a way that told her she glanced before grimacing, turning away before an answer took hold of her wrinkled mouth. 

“The less said of that one, the better - even a stray thought may draw him, and it is possible that he cannot be defeated. He is the one who has learned the greatest of all Sith teachings - and it enslaved him. Until you are ready, we must not seek him out.”

Despite having effectively told Eden nothing, a shiver of cold ran the length of her spine as she soaked in Kreia’s answer. What is the greatest of all Sith teachings? Seeing Kreia act so stiff, so detached and avoidant, Eden could only think the worst. 

“If it has to do with hunger…” she began, though Eden had no idea where her brain was going with this. “Does it… does it have anything to do with what happened at Nespis?”

“Nespis?” Kreia echoed, her previous demeanor quickly overwhelmed by her obvious confusion.

“Sorry, I forgot you were unconscious, right?” Eden shook her head, nursing a temple as she tried to reconcile her conflicting yet still-spotty memories. “Before the Harbinger found you, Nespis VIII was destroyed. Space City?”

“Destroyed how,” Kreia asked before Eden had finished her thought, though her words escaped deadpan, no question mark curling her tongue.

“They… don’t know,” Eden said, “From the sounds of it, it’s not unlike what happened at Katarr. It’s just… gone.”

Of all the anxieties Eden had nursed the night she traipsed about Citadel Station with Atton on the hunt for both money and new clothes, the rumors about both the bar and the Pazaak table about Nespis stayed with her. Was that my fault as well?

“This is the first I am hearing of it,” Kreia muttered, crossing her arms over her chest as her veiled gaze swept towards the window again, her unseeing eyes following the taillights of speeders as they passed. “Perhaps you are right, then, about exploring the station. It seems there is a great deal I would stand to learn.”

Eden wasn’t sure if this was another jab or simply a statement. It was hard to tell with Kreia. 

“As for this one’s involvement, I cannot say,” Kreia continued after a beat, turning to Eden again. She didn’t give me a name again, Eden lamented as she met Kreia’s unseeing gaze. “Though as I said, the less said of him the better.”

Him, Eden picked up. Well, at least I have that much.

“And the betrayer?” Eden asked. At this, Kreia almost smiled, but her mouth downturned just as she spoke again.

“Even now she is difficult to see. She must remain hidden for now until the time is right - if not, then all our efforts will be for nothing. In this you must trust me. If she is exposed too soon, then this war will be over before it has begun.”

Eden cocked her head, question after question crowding her head as Kreia spoke and then relished in the silence that followed. 

Trust me, the silence seemed to echo, even though Kreia said nothing. 

For a brief moment, Eden felt as if she were being hunted, backed into a corner and unable to move. Her mouth lay dormant, questions building but frozen still on her tongue.

A mantra of trust me, trust me, trust me, resonated in her mind in lieu of her own thoughts, silencing her inner monologue. Before she could question it, Eden felt unending calm, an unplanned sigh of relief escaping her lips as a true sense of stillness overcame her, her questions dissipating before she could recall them.

And then, the spell broke.

“I will conduct my own investigation, then,” Kreia announced as she ascended from the settee again, gathering her robes as she stood. “I wish you luck.”

Luck? Eden thought. With what?

Within a few seconds’ time, Kreia had already crossed the room and left the apartment, leaving Eden with the remains of her memory.

Eden watched after her, her eyes unblinking as Kreia disappeared from the module. Even after she’d gone, Eden sat staring at the closed door, wondering whether their previous conversation had ever happened at all.

“What was Kreia just going on about?” Atton asked, finally emerging from his room as he shouldered his usual vest on. “Where’s she going?”

Pain. Hunger. Betrayal. Eden cycled through the words in her mind until they stuck, every moment of her conversation coming back in waves as if it had all been a dream.

“She’s doing her own thing,” Eden said, standing now. Unsure of what just happened and whether she’d imagined it, Eden shuddered and played it off as a stretch. 

Atton looked her up and down, his brow furrowing. He didn’t say anything, but he looked at her as if to ask, Are you okay?

Eden shrugged and then nodded, lying. 

“Ready to head to the docks?” she asked. Atton paused; one arm threaded through his vest as he paused on the second. 

“Uh… yeah, sure. If you are.”

Atton slipped his other hand through the limp arm of his leather jacket, watching Eden all the while. She felt strange, off-kilter, and while she knew Kreia had something to do with it, Eden was also not ready to jump to conclusions.

She looked at her hand, wondering if Kreia felt her flexing digits through their shared bond as she furled and unfurled her fingers into a fist. 

“Uh, yeah. Ready.”

Eden stepped into her boots and shrugged into her new garb, watching Atton from the corner of her eye. He didn’t say anything, but she felt the concern radiating off him anyway.

“You sure?” he asked again once Eden stood dressed and poised by the door. “Did she say something to you?”

The easy answer was yes, but what exactly felt off out of everything Kreia had said was what bothered her. Eden combed through every word of their conversation, even reading into the shared silence and the meditation that preceded it, but Eden still couldn’t explain the unusual serenity that came over her just as Kreia left the module. It was as if she were being lulled to sleep, made complacent somehow. She’d heard Kreia speak in her mind at Peragus, but not since. And not like this. What had just happened now wasn’t unlike it was then, Kreia’s voice echoing Trust me much as she had willed Eden awake from her coma. But it was the feeling that came along with it that felt different. As if the feeling were not her own.

“Sort of,” Eden admitted after a beat, knowing that Atton was growing increasingly worried by the minute. Perhaps not for her sake, but for his own, now trapped with two strange non-Jedi he’d rather be rid of. “But… I don’t think she meant it.”

Eden wasn’t sure how she knew or how she could be so sure. Perhaps it was the Force bond, or maybe intuition. Or perhaps she was wrong altogether. But something told her that Kreia had meant to send a message - to make Eden feel guilty for her choice as well as heed Kreia’s warning about the Sith that hunted them - but the sensation that followed was unexpected, a force of habit. Kreia hadn’t meant to do it but had anyway, her only solution being exiting the apartment altogether. 

Was that… a Jedi mind trick?

Kreia had not moved her hands when she spoke. But then again, Eden hadn’t been looking. And even if Kreia had not moved, Kreia was likely strong enough in the Force to forgo such a thing. Or was she?

The woman had feigned death, after all.

“Didn’t mean what?” 

Atton was looking at Eden almost blankly now, not quite annoyed or concerned, but some mix of utterly confused and almost scared that sat in the middle of either emotion. His eyes were wide as he scanned her face, the irises of his eyes more hazel than grey now.

“Nothing, never mind,” Eden sighed. “I’m fine, let’s just go.”

She knew Atton wasn’t convinced, but he was willing to let it go with a shrug.

“If you say so,” he muttered before extending his hand towards the still-closed door. “Lead the way, then.”

Eden looked at him, wondering if Kreia had done a number on their reluctant pilot, too. She wanted to trust the old woman, knowing it was her only way forward, especially if Eden wanted answers. But Force bond or no, if she couldn’t tell whether the woman was lying to her or not - it almost didn’t seem worth it. But someone like Atton wouldn’t still be here if she had, no? Or was that exactly the reason why he was still here, doing everything Eden asked of him?

Atton looked between Eden and the door, finally inching towards the access panel to open the damn thing himself.

“You sure you’re okay?” he asked again, hand hovering over the panel.

Eden shook her head and answered a little too quickly, “Not really, but that’s not exactly news, so let’s just get on with it, shall we?”

The sooner Chodo Habat could heal her the better.

“Uh sure, yeah,” Atton shrugged, almost at a loss for words. His face blushed red before he coughed purposefully and took the lead, moving on as if the last few awkward moments had never happened. Within the span of a second, Atton’s palm gently pressed the door panel and the barrier between their police-appointed haven and the busy causeway beyond it dissolved until the two were indistinguishable and Atton ebbed into the flow of traffic as if he’d always existed there. “Well, the depot is this way, if you remember.”

Once free of the apartment, it was as if whatever had happened within it never had - Eden’s uncertainty melting the moment she fell in stride with Atton desperately changing the subject and the overall mood. 

She wasn’t sure what exactly he was rambling on about, but she was thankful for it. And unsure of what she would do once their pilot decided to leave for good. 

 

Notes:

This is a weird chapter for me. I am oddly proud of the last one, but this current one was difficult to work through because my beloved cat, Finn, passed away while editing it. He was only six. I adopted Finn as a kitten shortly after embarking on this ambitious fic endeavor, and he frequently enjoyed spending time with me as I wrote this, often sitting on my laptop and occasionally contributing a typo or two through the years. I miss him dearly and it feels weird working on this project without him here - though this chapter has also provided a much-needed distraction from his passing as well. It will be difficult working on future chapters without his help but I will be missing him just the same.

Chapter 35: More Than Meets the Eye

Notes:

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3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082
Atton

It shouldn’t have bothered him, but Atton didn’t like the display Eden was putting on for him now - playing at being some brand of effortlessly calm and cool despite knowing that she was anything but. The meeting with the Ithorians had sent Eden into a subsequent bout of silence that prompted even Kreia to ask Atton’s opinion on whether the woman was alright. And then whatever happened with the old witch earlier that day? It was a wonder Eden was even smiling, let alone existing peacefully.

“Can you imagine?” Eden laughed, and charmingly at that. Atton had only half-heard the story she’d been telling if only for the guilt that ate away at him while she spoke, uncomfortable as he shot her a convivial smile as if to corroborate the wildness of her tale and the entertainment it was intended to invoke with its retelling even if he hadn’t half a clue what she was saying. 

“Hardly,” he said, trying to sound convincing though he knew he fell short. “So, where is this droid supposed to be held up, exactly?”

“At the Ithorians’ dock, I think it’s Hangar Two.”

Eden’s demeanor dimmed a little but only so much as the occasion called for. The shuttle ahead would bring them to the hangar bay and Atton wasn’t sure he could stomach another conversation’s worth of acting friendly, pretending as if there were nothing up his sleeve.

“Should be easy,” he said, trying to act serious but not too aloof. Normally it wouldn’t be an issue, but there was a part of him that knew Eden needed something to balance out whatever energy Kreia had offered her back at the apartment. Not that it was any of Atton’s business, nor his responsibility to care at all, but part of him did anyway.

Idiot, he berated himself as they walked the remaining length of the Entertainment Module to the shuttles. Luckily there was a half-full shuttle about ready to take off once they arrived with a queue long enough to leave only slim pickings so far as open seats were involved. Atton chose a spot by the window, a lone seat tucked behind the rear motor. Hopefully Eden saw this choice as Atton taking the shit end of the stick for her benefit, choosing the less desirable seat so she could find a better one, and not simply a means of avoiding further conversation before they reached their destination.

Eden chose a seat in the middle aisle with ample leg room, settling towards the edge without a word. Even though Atton chose to sit apart from her on purpose, he still found himself looking at her - glances here and there, which soon turn to full on stares once the shuttle began moving and he realized Eden was deeply engrossed in the TSF-donated datapad now sitting in her lap. He watched as the woman scrolled through news headlines, at first ones local to Citadel Station and Telos, though soon they made way for more galaxy-wide reports. Atton couldn’t see the contents from this distance, only the article headers, and wondered just how far out of the loop Eden had really been since the Mandalorian Wars ended.

By the time he caught himself staring, they were already screeching to an uncomfortable stop at the docks. Atton blinked, redirecting his gaze once everyone in the shuttle car took to their feet as if he hadn’t been looking in Eden’s direction at all, hoping desperately that she hadn’t sensed his staring nor read his mind or something, like Jedi were known to do. 

“So, down to business?” he asked, breaking the silence once they regrouped. Eden only nodded; her expression far more serious now than when they’d entered the shuttle. Guess she really has missed out on a lot, Atton thought with a shrug, knowing he shouldn’t mind her mood swings nor the awkward silence that followed. He wanted to be aloof, right? And despite his inner monologue talking his own inner ear off, Atton was doing everything opposite to his own advice and only doing whatever he could to try and break the ice, digging an even deeper hole than he knew to get out of. Idiot, he echoed again.  

“So, we should just-”

Atton was about to direct Eden towards the end of the hangar bay they’d agreed to retrieve the droid from, as well as where he’d directed Luxa to remain on guard, when the barrel of a blaster pressed firmly into the small of his back.

Before Atton could turn around, hand already on his holster, Eden had beaten him to the punch. Of all the things they’d scored from the Harbinger, the Echani staff was the least eye-catching of them all despite the precision with which Eden wielded it now, gracing Atton’s attacker at the neck with nary a glance backward. But her aim had been dead-on. Atton turned to see the end of her staff poking the jugular of a green-faced Twi’lek as another humanoid merc approached from his left, this time meeting the end of Atton’s newest blaster already aimed and ready to fire. 

“Not so fast,” Eden hissed, eying both the man that held Atton at bay as well as the one that neared, barely slowing at the sight of Atton’s draw. “Care to explain yourselves?”

But Eden hardly awaited an answer. Neither man made to speak, their mouths instead turning into grimaces of concentration as both made their next move - but before either could act on it, they were on the ground. Eden jabbed and Atton fired - his blaster set to stun. The Twi’lek doubled over while the other slumped in a heap as if he’d gotten a bad muscle cramp, a sight that both Atton and Eden took as their cue to keep moving. 

Without a word, the two fell into step again and disappeared into the crowd.

“This is worse than I thought,” Eden whispered, eyes darting about the station. 

“Tell me about it,” Atton rejoined, quickly hiding his blaster beneath his vest as he ushered Eden onward through the foot traffic before anyone noticed. “We should move fast.”

Eden nodded, her eyes flashing with appreciation as she took in Atton’s expression and retracted her staff so it remained undetectable at a glance, as if she were merely holding a pen. Without another word, Eden shouldered on, and Atton felt all the more guilty for it at her side. 

“Hangar Two is this way,” Eden muttered as they passed the proper signage, barely pausing as they weaved through the crowd. She glanced back to see if they’d been followed, Atton doing the same, before pressing onward and disappearing through an airlock at the end of the hall. 

Once inside, Atton sighed a breath of relief. 

“So, they’re meeting us here or-?”

“Greetings, Jedi.”

Atton and Eden spun around towards the far corner of the airlock, still a ways away from the actual hangar access panel. From the darkness, five figures emerged, each one bearing their weapon of choice as they entered the light. Atton noticed Eden taking stock, sizing each of them up as Atton wholly committed to at least taking out the two in the back. Hand still on his concealed blaster, with another on his hidden pistol, Atton nodded at Eden and she in turn. Within the span of a moment, two of the mercs laid groaning on the floor while the other three nursed what Atton could only assume were concussions. 

“Not bad,” he choked, though he truly wanted to say more. Holy hell, was more like his inner monologue, admiring Eden’s handiwork on the three Czerka goons nearest them but knowing better than to say anything. “Hopefully this is the last of them.”

Hopefully, he said, mouth full of lies. He knew there were more, both Czerka and Exchange alike, but hoped Luxa would show up as promised before he could play pretend much longer. 

“I’m not so sure about that,” Eden muttered, a pain in her voice resonating somewhere deep within Atton that made the remorse feel worse somehow. Like something rotten gone even more sour. “Let’s get this over with.”

Eden rushed over to the access panel and commanded the hangar door to open. On the other side sat two harrowed Ithorian attendants and one perky droid shining in the luminescent light of the hangar bay, its eyes glowing an unnatural white in anticipation as they approached. 

“Has Moza sent you?” one Ithorian asked in near-perfect basic via voice modulator, its eyes near-full with tears as Eden drew close. “Can we leave now?”

“Yes, and yes,” Eden breathed, suddenly out of breath though Atton assumed it was more so due to the state of the welcoming party and not the obstacles they’d just jumped getting here seeing as it had only taken an inhuman three seconds to make it past five armed men. “Are you alright?”

“Fine, fine, though tired. And hungry.”

Both Ithorians looked on appreciatively as they stood, weak but eager to finally leave. The droid simply jerked its attention from Eden to Atton, and back again, saying nothing but looking as if it had multitudes of questions waiting to escape its mechanical mouth.

“We’ll get you all out of here,” Eden promised, “Have those guys just been camped outside this whole time?”

The other Ithorian nodded and muttered something in Ithorese, no modulator to be found on her person. Her large blue eyes looked from Eden to Atton as she explained something that was beyond what Atton could understand, other than the pure exasperation that pained her expression. 

“I don’t understand how the station can allow Czerka to do this,” the other Ithorian added, his modulated voice the prim and proper cut of a diplomat. “This is absurd.”

“I agree, though I can’t say the TSF has proven to be anything less than a sham,” Atton offered, “It’s a wonder this place hasn’t already-”

Atton was about to say fallen apart, before realizing that in a way, it already had. And not only that, but that these very Ithorians were working tirelessly to assure that such a thing would not happen. At least so far as the planet itself was concerned. He couldn’t say what they thought about the way the Telosian government ran things otherwise. So long as the plants survived, right?

“Doesn’t matter, we’ll get you out of here in no time.” Atton flashed them as convincing a smile as he could muster, which must not have been successful judging by Eden’s judgmental furrowed brow in response. 

“Stay close,” Eden instructed as she led them out of the hangar, waving away the impatient dock officer looking at them pointedly through the glass as they passed, no doubt asking that they pay the insurmountable parking fee the Ithorians had likely racked up in their unwanted stay here. “We’ll get out of here.”

Just as Eden nodded with practiced reassurance, one Atton imagined Eden had used often as a Jedi, the door opened. Only instead of the usual traffic, they were met with an eager audience. And one that didn’t look too happy.

Well, fuck me.

Atton grimaced. His eyes wanted to dart about the gathered crowd come to see them die or cashed in for profit, wishing desperately for a sign, any sign - but he was granted none. Instead, they were met with a laugh and a great big plume of smoke as all hell broke loose.

Smoke grenade,” Eden hissed at Atton’s side. Atton could barely see a thing but he could still make out Eden’s shadow, her silhouette moving to shield the Ithorians and their droid behind her. Atton had a hand on both of his blasters, squinting against the nothingness as he willed the horde to reappear through the fumes. But he didn’t need them to reappear. He began firing on instinct - aiming what seemed to be at nothing though he felt his aim were true. And it was. 

Nice shot,” Eden said, flashing him a surprised smile through the lifting smoke. Her Echani staff was already fully extended, a newly-bought pistol poised in her other hand and firing away.

Before Atton could relish in the compliment, his vision was finally clearing and the view wasn’t good. As many bodies as they’d taken down, more were on the way. Several looked to be hired guns, but the rest were -

Exchange,” Atton grunted. 

Three attackers approached from their right while two sharpshooters took aim from across the hangar bay, laserfire ricocheting too close for comfort as another four men rounded on Eden - one of them with the droid dead in its sights. Czerka.

“Eden!” Atton shouted, trying his best to maim the three attackers on his right, ducking and maneuvering in a way he hadn’t in years. I’m going to feel this tomorrow. 

Atton did what he could to hold their right flank, already alarmed at the crowd beyond - gasping and scattering to find cover from the blasterfire, when Eden swung at one, two, three attackers and then reached for the fourth…

And all time stopped.

Atton’s eyes widened. Or at least, he felt them widen. He’d willed them too, involuntarily. The surprise flooded him even as his limbs stilled, everything slowing except for Eden. Wild-eyed she spun with her staff in one hand, pistol set on stun in the other, as she took down four, five, six hired guns before she faltered. A surge of something penetrated the space, Atton feeling it somewhere in the very core of him before time sped up again and all air in the room seemed to catch up with Eden from behind and send her forward…

“Hey, hey, hey!” Atton shot one more round to his right and another at one of the sharpshooters, almost blindly, hearing a satisfying yowl as he rushed towards Eden who fell in almost equal slow-motion towards the floor beside him. He caught her, but only just, holding her shocked form in his arms as they crouched there on the floor of the hangar bay, each of their blasters still firing away as they regained their footing. 

“You okay?” Atton asked, shouldering her weight just as he had on the Harbinger. Eden blinked, though it hadn’t stopped her from moving, from fighting. She blindly jabbed her staff at another oncoming attacker as she shook her head. 

“I… I don’t know what that was just now.”

Genuine shock painted her face, fear creeping into her eyes as she glanced at Atton before sizing up their opponents again. She slowed, as if both losing focus and energy, her strength waning with every swing of her staff though her blaster pistol fired with the same middling accuracy as earlier. 

“I didn’t-” but before Eden could finish, more blasterfire joined the fray. Only this time, it wasn’t aimed at them.

What the-?” Eden balked, almost stopping completely as she reassessed the situation. Atton didn’t blink, relieved to know their reinforcements were finally here. Instead of letting his relief give him away, he took a moment to pause and find Luxa in the crowd - her red hair unmistakable as she gave a Czerka thug a roundhouse kick in the face - hoping he did a convincing enough job of painting his expectation as surprise. 

In a matter of moments, the fight was over. A heap of unnamed mercs lay either injured or unconscious on the floor of the hangar bay as Eden ushered the Ithorians hurriedly over the threshold and back into the main throng of the traffic gone unperturbed on the other side of the promenade, though she was careful to steer them in the direction of their unlikely savior as well.

“Thanks for the help back there,” Eden said. She gave Luxa a nod with a look that told Atton Eden was as appreciative as much as she was still suspicious of their enigmatic rescuer. Luxa was flanked by two Weequays who looked on smugly, their black and gold eyes scanning the crowd for further threats. 

“We should move. Quickly,” Luxa said, grabbing Eden by the elbow. Eden’s eyes flashed towards Atton, as if for help, before returning to Luxa’s seductive but serious gaze. “For a Jedi, you sure don’t hide well.”

“How did you-?” Eden was about to ask how Luxa knew she was a Jedi, and while Atton knew the answer to that, it would have already been plain on Eden’s face even if he’d nothing to do with it. 

“Doesn’t matter,” Luxa whispered loud enough for them both to hear. “Do you want to get out of here safely or not?”

Eden looked from Luxa to Atton, to the Ithorians and back again. Atton watched as the cogs worked their way in her head, trying to make sense of this conversation with what little information she had. Atton willed a look of suspicious surprise on his face, unsure if he succeeded seeing as Eden did not glance at him again before answering. 

“Why are you helping me?” Eden asked in a whisper. A shiver ran down Atton’s spine, thinking back to the display of false confidence Eden had put on for his benefit earlier as well as her more than capable exhibition of prowess both at the hangar bay entrance and exit. She felt guilty when the only person here warranting that burden was Atton. But Atton could only look on and act clueless to it all. 

“Because I’m the only person around here smart enough to know how best to use a Jedi to my advantage without cashing her in,” Luxa said in a hushed voice, a sly smile gracing her crimson lips as she sealed the deal with her trademark smirk. 

Whether she was taken with the woman’s grin or her unabashed candor, Atton did not know, but he watched as Eden processed this and took Luxa at her word. 

It was just like when Atton would count cards for his father. Lying and scheming, and all in plain sight. So long as their opponents were none the wiser. Atton was smug then, but sick now. 

“Lead on, then,” Eden said, to his dismay.

This was it. His ticket out of here and out of debt. It’s what he wanted most, right?

Right?

 


 

3951 BBY, The Sojourn, Orbiting Onderon
Carth

 

“It should be all there,” Carth assured, doing his best to appear as professional via comm as possible despite the pure adrenaline still coursing his system. 

“I see,” Supreme Chancellor Irulan muttered as she opened the first of the files Carth and his team had sent along, “This is troubling indeed.”

Carth tried not to watch with too rapt of an attention as Irulan examined the footage Ensign Aurin had captured, imagining just which part the Supreme Chancellor was up to as he examined her expression. It was difficult, especially when he saw her eyes go slightly wide just when he thought she reached the section where the Harbinger disappeared from view. He could not see what the Chancellor saw, but after having reviewed the footage several hundred times himself in the last few hours he knew every moment of the recording by heart now. 

“You will be happy to know that agree with you Admiral, this is certainly disquieting to say the least,” Irulan said after a long-awaited moment, Carth exhaling a breath he’d been holding on purpose lest his heart race too much as she looked on. “And I concur that this is worthy of further investigation. Regardless of how bad it could look for a rogue Republic cruiser to be traipsing about doing Maker knows what, now that we know the ship is still abound it is my solemn duty to find out what happened to those crew members and if they are indeed gone then we must bring them to justice.”

Carth could only nod in agreement, finally pleased to hear the Chancellor on his side though he didn’t like the circumstances.

“I would be more than happy to direct such an investigation,” Carth said, “but as I have previously put forth, I-”

But before Carth could continue, the Supreme Chancellor put up an iridescent hand, her blue-white hologram shuddering with the motion. 

“No need,” she said. “I have just the person for the job. They will confer with you on the matter, of course, but what I really want is for you to continue your work on Onderon as previously discussed.”

Carth pursed his lips, dissatisfied with the answer but taking in stride anyway.

“Understood, Chancellor, however I do have a small favor to ask-”

“A favor?” Haskell cut in, the Supreme Chancellor’s personal assistant. The young Mirialan’s face spirited over the comm screen as the program registered his speech before Supreme Chancellor Irulan’s face took over as she shook her head. 

“Go ahead, Admiral Onasi,” she said, shooting a hard glance off-screen at her subordinate. “You were saying?”

“I hear that Dantooine is facing some issues from mercenaries, as you may expect,” he said. “What with the recent bounty placed on Jedi, the price of Jedi artifacts has also risen considerably and places such as the old Jedi stronghold are under attack. If we could provide reinforcements, we could-”

“But Dantooine is Outer Rim,” Haskell protested. “They’re not under Republic jurisdiction any longer, they’ve been-”

“Haskell, hush.”

The young man shut up and began typing furiously, his gold skin darkening as he obeyed his chief supervisor. 

“Dantooine has likely been hurting these last few years,” Irulan said. “And while we cannot afford much with the civil war raging on, I believe we can afford a squadron or two to aid in the effort. I fear this issue may only grow worse. It could likely spread to other planets, Onderon included. They have some history with the Jedi, no?”

Irulan looked off-screen to Haskell again, who likely nodded with reluctant resignation before returning to keeping the meeting’s minutes.

“I’ll give you the clearance to authorize such mission once your talks conclude with Queen Talia about this mysterious weapons shipment.”

“Excellent!” Carth sighed with relief. “I will be happy to deliver the-”

You may lead such a squadron, Admiral,” Irulan cut in. “Given your history with the place, and your interest, I believe there is nothing barring you from doing so once your meeting on Onderon is completed.”

“I-” Carth balked, unsure of what to say. This was the best-case scenario, all things considered. It meant that he would likely pick up with the Onderonian government about their , Carth still had the matter of the Jedi Exile to deal with on Telos. But instead of protesting, Carth nodded sagely. “I appreciate the go ahead, Chancellor.”

“In the meanwhile, I will continue to examine what you have provided me with,” Irulan said, “Like I said, this is more than concerning and I do agree that this is more than worth looking into. But the meanwhile, please do update me on how your talks on Onderon fare and inform me when you leave for Dantooine.”

The comm system picked up Haskell tsking loudly enough for the camera to pan to him again before returning to a serene but severe looking Irulan once more before the Supreme Chancellor signed off. 

Carth sighed again, not knowing if he should feel more relieved than he already did, which was surprisingly little.

Better than nothing, right?

Still bootless, Carth padded over to his room’s porthole, looking out at the expanse of space that spanned from Onderon to its jungle moon of Dxun. Ships littered the area, all waiting in a matter of either deadlock or exceptionally long waitlist. Knowing he was already at the head of the queue, even if he didn't want to be, Carth felt guilty looking out over the sea of impatient and decidedly unlucky starcraft that cluttered his view. Onderon glittered a bright, luminescent blue in contrast to Dxun’s deep green, storm clouds darkening its sky as it hovered like a marble encased in resin as it slowly spun in Onderon’s orbit. Fewer ships hovered there, only a few cargo freighters lingering nearby as they no doubt often did in the usual symbiotic nature of the planet and moon, awaiting the regular shipment of natural resources stalled only by wartime deviance. Carth counted three freighters in total, one, two -

But just as his eye registered the third, it vanished from sight. 

No.”

It wasn’t the Harbinger, that was for sure. But bigger. As if the bulk of a warship hovered just beyond the moon so only its nose peered out from the other side before disappearing entirely. At a glance, it had seemed just as big as any of the other ships, but it was only once it disappeared completely did Carth fully register the thing in all its monolithic grandeur. 

“Ensign Aurin, do you read me?” Carth asked into the comm clipped to his uniform. “I know you’re tired of hearing from me, but-”

“Need me to check the ship’s recordings, sir?” Aurin answered before Carth could finish his request. He sighed, knowing he was putting this ensign through enough hell to give her a promotion as soon as he was able.

“I do,” he sighed, “Can you please check anything from the portside cameras?”

They’d been recording incoming and outgoing ships around the clock, checking the ID signatures of every vessel that entered this system as well as any that exited, documenting every few seconds lest anything escape their sight. It was taxing on the ship’s limited memory storage, a naval vessel not entirely equipped for an intelligence sweep as a more covert operation might be, but in Carth’s eyes it was worth it. Especially if they found something - no, only if they found something. 

“There are three ships by the Dxun moon but-” Aurin began before stopping short. “Wait, no, two ships. I’m sorry, I-”

“No need for sorry, Ensign,” Carth found himself saying into a smile. “Just send me the footage, okay?”

“Aye, sir.”

He could hear the confusion in her voice as well as the faith, trusting Carth on command though he didn’t like it. It came in handy in wartime, sure, trusting your superiors could mean life or death. But Carth had followed a man to war once, and revered him to the point that he almost didn’t believe he was capable of betraying him. Not that Carth had any plans of betraying his crew anytime soon, but the thought worried him nonetheless. 

“Thank you.”

Within the span of a moment, Carth’s datapad pinged pleasantly with the alert that a new file had been delivered to his device. Crossing the room towards the food replicator in the far corner, he ordered a large caff from the dispenser just before sitting down with the footage again. 

He glanced back at his porthole window before sitting down, making sure he witnessed just two freighters in the distance before he settled down and committed to counting not two, but three ships in Dxun’s orbit, and finding out exactly why that was… 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Lonna Vash

 

“Someone hold the east entrance!”

“Blasterfire coming from the south!”

“Brace for impact!”

Shouts volleyed through the halls of the Khoonda Headquarters as Lonna raced up the vault entrance back to the foyer, Dillan following close behind with a blaster in hand. Another quaking rumble sent them skittering to opposite sides of the stairway’s entrance, bracing themselves against either wall as they waited for the cannonfire to settle.

“Laser canons?!” Zayne groaned. “They have laser canons?”

“So do we, let’s get a move on,” Dillan ordered as she shoved Zayne from the wall and thrust him ahead of her, making sure they were all out from doorway before another tremor set them askew again. “This way!”

Locking the vault’s second and third entrances behind her, Dillan ordered them through various rooms and hallways with impressive precision before they arrived at the foyer, the twin trees swaying as vigorously as if they were outside blowing in the gale of an oncoming storm.

“Mission, Zaalbar, Asra - take the front entrance,” Dillan ordered before turning to Lonna and Zayne. “Jedi - you follow me.”

Dillan had been a stern girl from the moment Lonna met her but now all her usual bitterness had turned to steel as she ordered Khoonda’s guests to posts she already knew by heart were undermanned and just how to bolster them. Sharpshooters like Zaalbar and Asra at the front was smart. But what in the world did the girl want with two Force users at her side.  

Mission and Zayne exchanged glances ahead of Lonna as they all came to a rolling stop, eyes wide, before they all ducked - a support beam clattering down before them in a shower of sparks, further separating the group. Zaalbar roared and fired his bowcaster at an unseen foe through the torn open wall while Dillan urged them onward. 

Let’s go,” the woman hissed. “This way.”

Mission shrugged at Zayne over the heap of their newfound barrier, confusion coloring both of their faces before they all finally parted ways. Zayne hurried to a jog at Lonna’s side as she followed closely in Dillan’s footsteps. Zayne’s hand reached for his lightsaber but without thinking, Lonna slapped his hand away. The young man looked at her, eyes wide, and all she could think of was Korath.

Korath. She couldn’t help but think of her similarly dark-haired apprentice in his last moments, struck down by blasterfire and only thinking of Lonna and if she was okay before his leg was severed completely, the pain of which she felt in full and the aftermath of it still as if it were an injury she had yet to recover from. She limped with the ghost of the wound alongside Zayne as they followed Dillan, the man flashing her a look of confusion before she whispered, “Be discreet.”

Zayne tried to read her expression with a furrowed brow, his eyes scanning her face as the realization finally dawned on him.

Before Zayne could say anything, Dillan came to a screeching halt at a locked room, hurriedly keying in a panel sequence to unlock the thing. Holding an annoyed hand up to bar them from following her, Dillan disappeared into the dark of the room in a huff before reappearing with two high-density vibroblades in each of her hands. Without pretense, Dillan tossed the blades and thankfully both Lonna and Zayne caught them. 

“I trust you know how to use these?” Dillan asked before dashing off again without waiting to hear either of them respond. The administrator’s assistant ran and skidded before turning down a service hallway that led them towards a hidden exit, opening a panel with a slide of her palm before slamming its adjacent panel once both Lonna and Zayne had followed her outside. 

Laserfire was everywhere, lighting up the midnight grasses in all shades of crimson and amber, as if dawn had come early. Lonna ducked and closed her eyes, calling upon the Force in a quick moment of calm to read the space and the energies surrounding them. It took only a moment – a blink – and a map was laid out near perfectly in her mind. There were only two living people she sensed in the tall grasses about them, but there were also a dozen droids. She inhaled, counted to five, and exhaled before turning to Dillan and Zayne again. 

“Take out the two on our right,” she instructed in a steady whisper, still crouching low as she pointed to a spot in the distance. “Stun them, if possible, and take them in for questioning should Khoonda have the resources. I’ll take care of the others.”

Dillan was the only one who nodded, likely used to these skirmishes while Zayne looked on in confusion, no less accustomed to these sorts of things but unsure of what exactly Lonna was about to do. 

“Let me go with you,” he urged, taking a step forward as if to follow her right then and there. “I can-”

Lonna still only thought of Korath, and not just in his final moments but in the final moments they shared together, poring over a half-baked plan not unlike this one. 

No,” she said. “Guard this entrance, make sure no one sees it.”

Zayne paused, his warm brown eyes still wide as he watched Lonna crouch into the grass. Finally, after a beat, he nodded. Lonna nodded in kind and disappeared backward into the meadowlands. 

She finally turned once she entered the grass proper, tall stalks crowding her like a fog fast closing in. Moving slowly so as not to give away her position, she crept through the meadow until she came upon the first battle droid. She paused. New but not too new, she thought, wondering if this was the best the Golden Company could truly do before willing the thing to combust. It stood about a meter away, just out of range. If she had taken another step it would have noticed her for certain and began to fire, no doubt alerting its fellow droids in concert. But instead, the machine buckled in on itself, disintegrating in a shower of sparks and cleaved metal before collapsing into the dirt. 

One down, only eleven more to go.

Lonna inhaled and thought of Korath again, but when she opened her eyes she thought of Erebus. And before the thought could dissipate, she felt it - an electric current running through the entire field. One, two, three more droids fell. Somewhere in the field beyond, Zayne and Dillan had taken out the two sharpshooters - the first and then the second falling with a muffled groan - the yard now free of blasterfire. But before the last volley of shots rang through the space, four, five, six, droids fell in voltaic heaps about the meadow. And once the field was quiet again, seven, eight, and nine fell too. 

Lonna spun around, reaching out with the Force again, only to find her hands already extended in the direction of ten and then eleven, one after the other dissolving into sparking particles before crumpling to the ground as well. Embers rose above the grass and into the night sky, like a fire dying. 

And Lonna wondered if she’d meant to do that after all, or if she’d taken a leap off the deep end…

She paused, reaching out with the Force again as if it might give her some answers. She knew it didn’t work that way, but the seed of fear had already sown its seed and she needed to know.

The field was still, though there was still firefight not far off, but that wasn’t what unnerved her. For on the other end of meadow stood a silent pack of kath hounds, waiting.

She opened her eyes, confusion flooding her as she cocked her head. Her Force sight faded until all she saw was nighttime shadow. But after a few moments, several pairs of amber eyes shone back at her through the dark, like pairs of stars blinking into the night sky.

“That…” Zayne approached Lonna now with Dillan in tow, the latter scanning the yard with a wary eye, her blaster still gripped tightly in her hands. “That was incredible.”

Lonna tried to shrug it off, feeling the pain in her leg now more than ever. 

“It was nothing,” she lied. “They were only droids, after all.”

Zayne shook his head, the surprise still clear on his face as Dillan still surveyed the area. 

“This won’t be the last of them,” the girl said, unimpressed. “Come on, let’s get inside before they get any big ideas about us being fazed by any of this.”

Zayne balked, looking to Lonna as if for confirmation that Dillan was, indeed, a little bit crazy.

“No doubt thanks are in order,” Dillan said eventually as she led them back to the side entrance they came from. “But I know this is just the beginning.”

Zayne shook his head, looking to Lonna again as if in commiseration. But she could not reciprocate.

Dillan was right. 

This was only the beginning. And Lonna wasn’t sure what else she was capable of if the occasion called for it. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Mical

 

At first there was sweet nothingness. The endless black of a profound slumber.

And then there was him.

Him being Erebus.

And Erebus being, well, his usual self. 

“What happened back there?” he was already whispering hurriedly as Mical woke. Before the sleep could properly sift away, Mical’s new state of consciousness was shaken into him against his will. “Are you okay?”

Are you okay?

Words failed him. Mical was still processing everything, his brain lagging behind the rest of the world as Erebus willed him forward into the now again while time and memory sped to catch up. 

The serum. The Force. Azkul. The kath hounds. The universe and everything in it. 

But Erebus had asked if Mical was okay. Despite his lack of a clear answer, the fact that the man seemed sincere was the biggest shock to Mical’s system at the moment. Are you okay?

Am I okay?

Despite the hopeful look on Erebus’ pallid face, Mical was suddenly realizing that he felt far from okay. 

And even though a part of him felt as if he wanted to wretch, instead he found himself saying “You look awful.”

But what he’d meant to say was Are you okay? Only his mouth was not working in concert with his brain, which had decidedly turned to mush since he was last conscious. 

“You’re not the first person to tell me that today, unfortunately.” The man laughed darkly. Erebus was smiling - no, he was smirking - but he didn’t seem as pleased with himself as he usually did.

Mical paused, blinking as he willed himself further awake to look at Erebus more closely. Aside from the deathly pale shade his skin had taken on, Erebus’ eyes were sunken, his every angle sharper than Mical remembered. Erebus had prominent cheekbones before, but had the hollow of his cheeks been this gaunt? Mical wanted to say no, but another part of him knew this was part of who Erebus was, a man on the precipice of something he both wanted and rejected, hovering somewhere between life and death, between the diving pool and the unfathomable abyss. At least his eyes were the same verdant shade Mical last recalled seeing them - a calmer version of moss green, though still a bit too inhumanly bright if anything. 

“You’re hurt,” Mical said, suddenly noting how sharply Erebus breathed. He reached for him, Mical’s medical sense taking precedence over his other faculties even when the rest of his mind moved like resin. Erebus flinched, retracting just as Mical neared, before ultimately relenting. Their eyes met, unsurely at first before glancing away, only to return again and remain there. They both blinked yet neither of them moved. The man did not speak, but in the silence Erebus’ eyes answered Yes. 

Mical leaned forward, his fumbling fingers still awkward with sleep, clumsily approaching Erebus from the side. But he tried to be gentle. He tried to grace Erebus’ torso with as much of a practiced hand as he treated any of his past patients, yet he still felt strange being this close. It had never been a problem before. It was always so clinical. And it wasn’t as if being this close to Erebus were anything new, especially after having been forced to cohabit this cage for the better part of two days. But something about touching him intentionally made an inner part of Mical both nervous and… something else he either could not explain or did not wish to give a name to. 

“They’re bruised but not completely broken,” Mical muttered. Without his outer cloak, the man was much less bulky than he appeared. Though still draped in black cloth, Mical realized that the garment underneath was far more form-fitting, giving him enough of an idea of how wiry strong and lean Erebus truly was. And just how badly he was injured beneath it all. “You should really take that off.”

What?” Erebus whispered, scandalized as he realized that what Mical referred to was his shirt.

Mical reddened and shook his head, finally retracting from Erebus and feeling oddly cold in response. 

“Your torso is likely swelling, and all this compression isn’t helping any. You’ll need a cold compress, and-”

“Oh, is that all?” Erebus’ usual sardonic bite made its valiant return, bidding Mical to roll his eyes. “Right, let me just get that, then.”

Of course he hadn’t expected Erebus to take that sort of basic medical advice to heart. It was only a force of habit, a slew of other recommendations rushing into his head before Mical willed them away to make way for some practical advice fitting to their situation. 

“You should rest,” was all he could offer, as unhelpful as it was.

“That’s all?” Erebus seemed genuinely disappointed now. He sucked in a breath only to wince in response. “I thought there was something else you could do to speed this along.”

“There isn’t much to do for a bruised rib, unfortunately. No tourniquet, no surgery. Only resting for three to six weeks so they can heal naturally.”

Six weeks?!” Erebus hissed, turning away. He moved as if he might stand, but judging by the look of pain that colored his face - visible even just in his profile alone - he thought the better of it. “I have a plan to disable the pylons, mark my words, but it will take even more out of me. I can do it, of course, it’s just-”

Erebus sucked in another breath, though this one seemed to soothe whatever pains ailed him now, entering his mouth methodically slow as if he were counting the seconds before exhaling carefully again. 

“You’re not sure you want to, which means you don’t actually have a plan,” Mical finished for him. Erebus said nothing, though Mical knew he was right. “How did you hurt yourself anyhow? This was self-inflicted, wasn’t it?”

Erebus remained facing away and at first said nothing. After taking another measured breath, the man finally nodded. 

“You explored the ruin,” Mical said, the realization sinking in. Without thinking, Mical’s hand reached for Erebus’ shoulder, gently turning him around until they were face-to-face again. “How did you do it?”

His voice was much softer than intended, betraying his inner eagerness more than he wanted to admit but it was too late to take back his question. Erebus only stared at him, unblinking and wide-eyed, and seemingly just as confused as Mical felt right now as he processed everything.

“You know how,” Erebus near-mumbled. Pain, he realized. He’s drawing power from pain. 

But that wasn’t all. Erebus’ eyes shifted, and Mical knew exactly what it was the man was trying not to say. He fiddled with something deep in his pocket, and while Mical wanted to question whatever that was about, instead he said, “You found him. You found Master Vrook?”

Anger leads to hate.

Erebus glanced at him, his eyes flashing wide as a bashful dog’s before narrowing to slits. He looked away and nodded again.

“The old man’s alive and well, if you were wondering.” Erebus huffed a dark laugh, wincing with the effort. Mical moved to support him, making sure he didn’t jerk too suddenly again lest Erebus’ ribs reinjure themselves. It was a reflex, all part of the job. And while Mical kept telling himself that, he still had a hard time reconciling whatever feeling it was that flooded him at the thought of being this close to Erebus. 

Perhaps it was because he was still a stranger despite how much Mical already knew about the man. Or perhaps it was because he was a Sith. A true, honest to Maker Sith. Mical had never met Revan, nor had he ever encountered Malak. Not even when they had still been prodigious Jedi Knights. Erebus was the first Sith that Mical had ever encountered, and while the man ticked off a few boxes he still left a few unchecked and uncomfortably empty. 

Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to…

“I thought you were going to find him when Azkul questioned you again?” Mical asked in a hushed whisper, but Erebus only laughed again, wincing with the effort. “You didn’t hurt him, did you?”

“Of course I didn’t hurt him,” Erebus sucked in another breath and braced himself as he readjusted his position, cradling his torso now as if he could hardly support it on his own now. “And it wasn’t just because I promised you.”

Erebus’ voice was gentle when he said it, the word promise passing his lips with an unusual care as his eyes glanced upward at Mical’s before looking away again. 

“That man’s more powerful than you know. I have no doubt he’ll be fine, but I think it’s killing Azkul. He can’t break him - no one can.”

Erebus laughed, shuddering from another wave of pain as he did so. Mical, unable to watch any more of this, reached for Erebus again and helped him lean against their one swath of barrier-free wall. Erebus leaned his head back, closing his eyes after nodding at Mical in thanks, though an unmistakable shame passed over his features as he settled in, a lock of dark hair falling into his eyeline.

“You never answered my question from earlier,” Erebus said, his tone softening. “Are you alright? What did they do to you? Tell me everything.”

Erebus’ enthusiasm returned, his eyes changing again from regretful to keen in an instant. Whatever questions Mical had about Vrook and whatever it was Erebus had done in his time roaming the ruin would have to be saved for later. He wanted to press on and ask anyway, but Mical found himself dying to speak of what he’d just experienced just as much as he wanted to know what Erebus had been up to. 

It only took a few minutes, the retelling far less enthralling than Mical imagined it happening in his head, but Erebus remained interested throughout and hung on every word. 

“How did it feel?” was the thing he finally asked, despite the multitudes of questions and queries Mical watched take shape on Erebus’ face as he spoke. “The Force?”

“It felt…”

He was almost embarrassed to say, as if it were indecent to divulge the wonders of the universe the Force had shown him in such a small window. 

“Never mind. I know it’s a lot to take in. But more importantly,” Erebus pressed before Mical could answer, “What was the serum made of? Did you overhear what it was called? What color was it?”

A poisonous green, Mical thought without saying. Like your eyes.

Only Erebus’ eyes weren’t the exact shade of bright chartreuse he’d remembered in the moment but something softer. Unsure of what that meant exactly, he continued. 

“It was viridescent, and I didn’t hear anything about its nature or classification, unfortunately. Have you ever heard of such a substance?”

Erebus shook his head, his excitement fast dissolving into serious concern. 

“No, and I don’t like that I haven’t. It could easily lead to corruption, and I don’t mean that in the nonsense light versus dark side sense. I mean that someone could easily mess with powers beyond their understanding and upend the very fabric of the universe. And if such a substance exists, where did it come from? Was it mined? Extracted somehow? And from what? Or was it fabricated?”

“I think it was synthesized,” Mical said recalling the bespectacled merc saying as much. “But from what, I do not know.”

“Interesting,” Erebus muttered, a look of mingled interest and horror overcoming his face. “But still… from my understanding of the Mandalorians, what they were interested in was finding a Jedi weakness so that they could exploit it and defeat them, not create a shortcut to making Force users more powerful, as they seem to have perhaps done with you. That was Demagol’s goal, anyway. Which tells me that emboldening you wasn’t quite the Golden Company’s intention, either…”

“I couldn’t see them, but there were charts, readings. They were testing something and were apparently quite pleased with whatever it is they saw when I tried to use the Force.”

Erebus watched Mical, gears turning in his head as he nodded almost absently.

“But you say the pylons were active when they did this to you, correct?”

Mical nodded, unnerved when Erebus only smirked in response. 

“And what time would you say this was at?”

“I don’t know, I -”

“That may have been my doing,” Erebus admitted, allowing his smile to grow wider as he spoke. “But that being said… I think this is all quite interesting, if not unnerving. They open you up to the Force without expecting you to use it?”

Erebus paused, putting a finger to his lip in thought. 

“So, what were they testing, exactly? What weakness are they looking to find, and thus exploit?”

The question felt hypothetical so Mical said nothing, though he allowed the thought to similarly rattle around his own brain as he let it steep. What indeed?

“What did you do?” Erebus asked after a beat, his voice still soft, gentle in its probing. “You said you tried to use the Force… well, what did you do with it?”

Erebus smiled, but this time it was a small smile. A genuine smile. One that betrayed an earnest interest, his curiosity getting the better of him in a way that Mical could empathize with - were it not for the guilt that ate away at him at the memory of what he’d done with his last moments fully intune of the Force. 

“I… I tried to… I don’t know. Reach out? With my senses?”

Now it was Erebus’ turn to roll his eyes, but before he could complete the expression, Mical was already upon him shooing away his disdain with a wave of an impatient hand. 

“I reached out with the intention of gathering intel. Better?”

Better, he says.” Erebus muttered to himself, wincing in stride with his amusement as he now begged Mical to continue. “Do go on.”

“You had gathered that Azkul answers to the head of the Exchange, no? Well, I found that whoever it is may be stationed above a large city in Hutt Space. Huddled somewhere amidst computers and such. Not just a crime lord, but a strategist of sorts. I know it doesn’t narrow things down much but-”

“Hutt Space, huh?” Erebus repeated, his gaze looking somewhere in the middle distance as he considered it. “Interesting. Well, it certainly fits. Only thing left to do is narrow it down some more. Which I hope to do before we get out of here.”

Erebus flashed Mical a smile full of false bravado. Mical wondered if Erebus knew just how Mical retrieved this bit of information, and if this was his way of gloating about it, if so. 

“Was that all you sensed?” Erebus asked again. With one hand draped over his chest, his other remained deep in one of his pockets. Mical tried not to look, and he tried not to wonder. Sensing his unspoken question, Erebus retracted his hand - his palm disappointingly empty - and carefully leaned forward. “Anything that might help?”

Mical bit his lip. There was the matter of the voice that spoke to him just before he was brought back to the force cage. Make sure these trespassers don’t return to the old temple, the voice instructed. Make sure they stay away. And I will come back for you.

But whether Erebus counted as they, Mical was not willing to bet yet. So instead, he shook his head. 

“I felt the memory of this place,” Mical said in lieu of what had truly crossed his mind. “I sensed Revan and Malak as they roamed these ruins years ago, as well as the ancient peoples that built this structure. The birth of the planet and-”

“Normally I would want you to go on,” Erebus cut in, “But as interested as I am in the birth of the universe or whatever it is you’re about to ramble on about, I think we should stick to whatever it is will get us out of here sooner rather than later.”

“They’re planning another attack soon,” Mical confirmed after sighing, trying not to feel too embarrassed for revealing so much, even if he was still lying by omission. “You’re right, we should get a move on.”

Erebus nodded and shifted positions again, this time so he could sit up straighter, and winced – this time going paler than the before as another wave of pain washed over him. Without thinking, Mical reached for the man again, this time his hand resting somewhere along the length of his upper arm rather than his torso as he held him steady, forcing him to stop jerking about and making his injury worse. Whatever they did, Erebus was no use as an escape artist if his ribs were this hurt. Whatever his plan was, or ending up being, it better be good.

“I’ve mapped out a few possible exits, but what we really need to work on is an actual escape. I have an idea, I really do, but it still relies on successfully disabling the pylons. Ideally, I’d be taking at least one of them with me for further study, but I’m not sure it will be possible. Maybe if I can manage to swing by the Sandral Estate before leaving for the Japrael System…”

“The Japrael System?” Mical repeated. “What’s out there?”

Mical didn’t think it were possible, but Erebus blanched even more, his pale skin turning almost bone white. 

“Some unfinished business,” he said quickly before his usual vigor returned as his eyes lit up, a plan formulating in his mind as he spoke. “Wait, I think I have an idea.”

The part of Mical that was growing uncomfortable with just how easy it was for his hand to remain on Erebus’ shoulder quickly made way for an unnerving fear that gripped him as a whole new expression took hold of Erebus’ face. His angular eyes alighted with a diabolical air more intense than Mical had seen so far - more sinister than he’d been back on Nespis and more unnerving than when they shook tentative hands on the loading ramp of Erebus’ Star Forge ship. 

“Why do I have a bad feeling about this?” Mical asked. Erebus only smiled.

Good,he said. “That means it will work.”

 

Notes:

Not sure if this is my best work - I definitely need to work on action scenes, that's for sure. But that's also why I'm here at all: practice. I'll probably continue and edit this chapter in the future for wordiness, but since I didn't want to slow my writing momentum down, pI did with it what I could and here we are. As usual, thanks for being here :)

Chapter 36: Marked Words

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3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atris

It had been a while since she last laid eyes on the thing. 

It was buried deep in her archives in an unmarked box. Everything else was meticulously labeled, categorized, and cataloged. In addition to basic informational logs, she also kept detailed data entries of each and every perusal at any given object, each of her errant thoughts and ruminations logged into her personal database along with the item’s actual history as if to document any thought that might shed light on the many artifacts that lined her archive. Her habits were painstaking to the point that she sometimes laughed at herself for her near-absurd attention to detail. It was a self-deprecating laugh, but one still laced with self-affection, pride radiating through her as she’d chuckle quietly and admire her own methodical machinations. 

But this item and its unkempt state did not make her laugh, not even for an unseen audience though she often imagined one watching her always - passing judgment on her every action, which was why she made sure to never make mistakes. Mistakes were the same as sin. Sacrilegious and absolutely unacceptable.

No. This item did not deserve a data entry. Nor a label or a log. It would remain in an unmarked box for as long as Atris lived, and would have perhaps even been burned to ash before the time she died.  She was still mulling its fate over now even as she looked upon it. 

It was beautiful once. Or at least she’d thought so. 

It was the first thing she remarked upon her appointment to a seat on the Council. Abstract yet austere, the statue that sat in the center of the Council Chambers inspired a small smile on Atris’ lips every day she spent in residence there. At least, until the Jedi Exile destroyed it, splintering the heavenly monolith as if it were nothing. 

And now it remained in pieces, shards of stone sat scattered at the bottom of an old trunk. 

Atris hadn’t thought to take it with her, but she had. Upon fleeing Coruscant, she loaded it onto her personal vessel first, of all things. Lest she forget what may happen should she lose her way. 

The annihilated statue held no form now other than a shapeless mound, sitting sadly at the bottom of an old plasteel container as if forgotten. But Atris had done anything but.

Without thinking, her hand reached for the saber clipped at her waist - one she’d never once used but had kept on her person these last nine years. 

And to think she roams not far from here, Atris thought as she examined the debris, an errant hand gracing its sharp edges as they poked up at her from the shadow of the box. It is only a matter of time until we stand again face-to-face, mark my words.

The Jedi Exile’s face. 

Atris tried to imagine it - a more complacent version of the angry visage she still held in her mind when she thought of Eden. Not Eden, she willed. The Jedi Exile.

The woman did not deserve a name. Even bestowing a title upon her was a mercy. 

The Jedi Exile, her mind echoed, as if with the intention of drowning the memory of Eden out.

Without thinking, Atris stood back before the still-open box and closed her eyes. She could still imagine the Council Chambers as they had been that day: the exact temperature, the humidity as her robes lightly clung to her skin, where everyone sat and how Lonna Vash and Zez-Kai Ell spoke in hushed whispers until Atris asked that they hush, how the city’s traffic crawled outside the large windows down to the exact make and models of the speeders that drove past while the Jedi Exile spun her side of the story, all of it lies. When she looked again, the shattered pieces of the chamber statue had rearranged themselves in the center of her archive fully restored, the final piece settling into place just as her eyelids slid open. 

It was just as it had been - simple, serene yet severe. 

And just like Ede - no, the Jedi Exile - Atris unsheathed the lightsaber from her hip, enacted it, and struck the statue through. Cerulean light shone through the already broken fissures of the sculpture, shining as if there were some heavenly light within fighting to break free. But before she could admire the light and the way it caught the intricate designs still carved onto the surface of the effigy, she let the entire structure fall as she let go through the Force entirely. The lightsaber shaft retracted back into its hilt, Atris’ palm shaking as she held it steady until it collapsed to the floor, metal clanging on metal as it skidded to the far side of the room as if she’d thrown it.

Had she thrown it?

Instead of retrieving the saber or securing the unmarked box again, Atris retreated to her study at a near-sprint and dove towards her desk, her fingers already spiriting over her console’s keyboard before she could properly take a seat. 

Within a few keystrokes, Atris had pulled up the Jedi Exile’s records as they had been shared for the entire black market to see. 

Seek out the one who wronged you, and you shall find your answer.

Atris frowned, tilting her head as she scrolled down and then back up again. Something was missing, though she knew not what. 

Release her records. The Sith will follow.

Had these instructions been divinely inspired? The Force finally choosing her as a mouth through which to speak and make its intentions known? Or had she told herself this and conveniently forgotten, all of it merely a dream?

Atris wanted to believe the former, knowing that it was all she’d ever wanted her entire life. But the gaps in her memory made her wonder. Of course, the Force would not make such a heavy request of her without making it known, right? Or was that exactly it? Perhaps it was acting mysteriously because that’s exactly what the Force did. She would just have to trust it. She needed to have faith.

After a moment’s contemplation, Atris closed her eyes again and inhaled, exhaling as her eyes blinked open. When her vision returned, she was no longer in her study but in her archive again. And not just in her usual storeroom but in the audience of her collection of holocrons, each one humming with their own unique wealth of information, asking that Atris soak up their contents and stay there awhile. But among them all, her recently acquired article stood out from the rest, almost drawing them out. The room dimmed beyond its usual abilities, the surrounding holocrons fading as if being snuffed out like candles in quick succession, before only the rough-hewn crystal remained glowing, humming a thrumming purr that grew so loud that it buzzed in Atris’ ears. But she did not mind. In fact, she quite enjoyed this song…

When she blinked again, she was in her room, as if she’d been fast asleep and only just blinked back awake.

Atris shot up, her blankets strewn about her, a cold sweat lacing her face. 

Had that all been a dream?

It felt so real, almost too tangible. More like a memory than any fabrication.

Yet here she was, firmly in her bed. It took a few moments of slapping her face and gripping her bed clothes as if feeling the weight of them made the now realer than it felt. And it did. She slid back down against her pillow, damp with sweat and poor sleep. She flipped the pillow over without looking and sank into her side, looking out at her room until her eyes properly adjusted to the dark.

And when they did, her gaze settled on Eden’s old lightsaber and a shard from the statue it had torn asunder those nine years ago, sitting idly on her bedside table.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Eden

 

Eden did not particularly enjoy looking at herself in the mirror this much.

She’d hardly done it on Tatooine. Partly because the one tiny mirror she owned there was usually covered in a layer of grease which would inevitably attract sand. It was likely why she’d let her blonde disguise so awry, not realizing how far gone the dye job was before it was too late, the passage of time hardly affecting her mind there the way it did in other places. Anchorhead didn’t change much. Hardly any of Tatooine did. That is, until, a sandstorm would inevitably swallow an entire city never to be seen or heard from again. 

But what she really didn’t like about looking in the mirror now, was the fact that she had an audience with her. And one with more rapt of an attention than she’d like.

“And that should do it,” Luxa muttered, pleased with herself. “Well, for now.”

She smiled through crimson lips after having just painted some shade of purple on Eden’s. Luxa eyed her in the mirror, hungry for a reaction. But Eden had none.

“I have other colors, if you’d prefer-” she began, but Eden held a hand up to stop her.

“No need, but thanks,” Eden said. She eyed the contents of Luxa’s palm, glancing at the plasteel tubes of coral, mauve, and emerald green. 

“Well, just take these anyway,” Luxa insisted, shoveling the lipsticks into Eden’s empty hands. “They’re not my shade, and whether you need to fly under the radar or not, I have a feeling they would look far better on you anyway. There isn’t much I can do with pink skin.”

Luxa laughed. Part of it felt forced, as if the woman were putting on a show for Eden’s benefit. All part of a masquerade to make Eden like her, or trust her at least. But another part of it felt genuine, even despite the performance of it all. 

“Red’s more my color,” the Zeltronian continued. “Or blue. Black has been known to suit me, too.”

Luxa smiled, the edge of her upper teeth sitting on her plump bottom lip like thorns on a velvet cushion. Eden wondered if Luxa filed her canines into points on purpose or if they were natural before realizing that it didn’t matter. 

“Thank you for helping me,” Eden said, looking away. The sentiment had felt forced when she planned the words in her head before saying them, but found that they held some truth once spoken. “You didn’t have to do that.”

“Of course I didn’t,” Luxa laughed. “But I wanted to. And not out of charity or anything stupid, but because I know it would be mutually beneficial.”

Luxa spun Eden around to meet her gaze, the two of them sitting in the dim lighting of what Eden assumed was a usual haunt for Luxa. 

The apartment was an interesting combination of derelict and opulent, fitted with both crystalline fixtures and rusted equipment, plush furniture and outdated kitchen-ware. It was a step up from their TSF- appointed apartment in some ways, but also a step down in others. Atton was chatting up Luxa’s sidekicks as they outfitted him with better gear and a pilfered uniform fully equipped with visage-camouflaging headgear while the Ithorians huddled in the corner, deep in conversation and eyeing Eden all the while. 

“Have you given it some thought?” Luxa asked, breaking Eden out of her reverie.

Eden hadn’t. Upon arriving, all Eden could think of was how any of this had happened. 

After shepherding them out of the dock module, Luxa and her cronies led Eden, Atton, and their Ithorian charges through the access alleyways of Citadel Station, expertly ushering them down backstreets meant only for service workers and deliveries. Eventually leading them through the loading entrance to the cantina, sneaking past the mountains of plasteel shipments of spirits meant to supply the bar, Luxa harbored Eden and her trailing refugees into an apartment suite filled to the brim with dancers, all in a state of exhaustion and nonchalance as none of them hazarded a glance as they each escapee filed past them and into the back room. Here there was a lone round bed, a kitchenette, and a lounge where Luxa had taken it upon herself to further enhance Eden’s appearance lest she appear too Jedi-like. 

“Hey, you in there?” Luxa asked, waving a manicured hand in front of Eden’s face. Eden shook her head and allowed herself a small laugh. 

“Sorry, long day,” she muttered. “Or week. Maybe the last few years…”

“I feel that, sister,” Luxa said, leaning across her vanity to open a crystalline bottle of something. She took a sip from the mouth of the container, smacked her lips and cocked her head as she tasted the clear-colored liquid within. After seemingly deciding that whatever its contents were good enough to drink, Luxa produced two tumblers and poured them each a glass. “Cheers?”

“Cheers,” Eden mirrored. She smiled but it was only polite, knowing that she wouldn’t know Luxa’s intentions until taking a sip. Unless she reached into the woman’s mind…

But before Eden could consider it, she put her lip to the glass and -

“Wait a minute,” she said, pausing. Eden stopped, looked at the glass, and then sniffed. After pausing once more to look at the liquid more closely, she took another sip and said, “This is from Tatooine.”

“Rare stuff, but I thought it might make you feel more at home.”

“Exceedingly rare,” Eden huffed before inevitably taking another drink, knowing how it would affect her. The pleasant warmth of the stuff flooded her unlike other common alcohols, her Jedi senses less resilient to the stuff but still not sensitive enough for it to have its intended effect. “And probably more likely used to extract the truth from someone than make them feel more at home.”

Orex had tested her like this as well, back outside of Anchorhead in their stolen sandcrawler. It already felt like a lifetime ago, Orex changing from a harsh taskmaster to an old friend within the matter of hours only for the lot of them to separate suddenly and reunite again as each member of their ragtag crew ran for their lives in the search for a way off-planet. Eden hadn’t thought about the crystals they’d found since, at least not intentionally, knowing that the mystery would only further undo her sanity in the wake of everything else happening right now. 

“Ah, that may be true, but that only works in my direction, not yours.” Luxa downed the remainder of her glass and placed it back on the vanity. “Jedi are resistant to most poisons, right? I thought this might take the edge off, that’s all. Maybe now you’ll trust me a little more.”

At this, Eden truly smiled. Glancing around Luxa’s apartment, Eden could tell the woman held both appearance and substance in high regard. While the apartment was sparse, the pieces it was fitted with were one-of-a-kind. Vintage, if Eden knew any better. A lone datapad on the bedside table sat upwards, blinking demurely with the title of a pulp novel, one Eden recognized but hadn’t read herself. Some considered it trash, but Eden knew better than to judge people that way. She enjoyed a good beach-planet read here and there, soothed by the easiness of it. She’d even indulged in a reality-comm show while she was on Nal Hutta, finding the scripted nonsense more than enough of an escape from the inner hell that otherwise ruled her life. 

Women are often vapid, Atris had once complained, no doubt veiling private frustrations she’d had with her overly materialistic mother. So much of it is for show, and so shallow. Atris had tsked, even while Eden tried to make a counter argument but came up empty, pacing their shared bunk in a state of confusion and fear, lest she anger her friend further by sharing her opposing opinion. I don’t want to be like them- none of them. I will dedicate myself to uncovering knowledge, learning all I can and never stopping.

Atris was only fifteen at the time so Eden could have forgiven her that, but the woman had only grown to double-down in her convictions and stick to them to the point that she exacted harsh judgment on others for straying even a hair’s breadth from what she considered acceptable as she got older. Jedi who cared about outward appearances or harbored even the slightest interest in material things were suspect. Anyone who imbibed mind-altering substances was below her. Non-Jedi were often held in low regard by virtue of not adhering to any specific life creed alone, though Atris would have no way of knowing otherwise since the way of the Jedi was by no means the only one to exist. She tolerated politicians but did not trust them. She thought lowly of laborers unless they were monk-like and especially despised anyone in Coruscant’s Financial District. Cantina goers were worse, but somehow it was the dancers and the bartenders Atris seemed to despise the most, even if they were the very lay people under her charge and protection as a Jedi Master and someone who upheld the Jedi Code. Enticers and enablers, she’d called them, sneering at the majority of Coruscant’s occupants. One day I will cleanse this city. Mark my words.

Atris had tried. But judging by what Eden had learned, the woman had not been successful. Of the Jedi Order, perhaps she had seen some success in setting the institution on the straight and narrow, but certainly not with the populace at large. 

“How is it you know so much about me?” Eden asked eventually, finally emerging from her inner world to sip her drink, relishing in the effect of it.

“I have my ways,” Luxa said. She traced the rim of her glass with a finger until it hummed gently. “Which is why we’re so hard at work tonight.”

Luxa motioned towards Eden’s face. Not only were her lips now laced in a deep purple, but her hair was done differently too. Slicked back, Eden easily looked like a Citadel Station regular. It was very en vogue here, to look both clean but severe. It was so simple. Smart, she thought, finally considering her appearance with more regard than before. Perhaps because it felt less like herself now than earlier, Tatooine’s fermented desert flower having its way with her head. In a good way, she hoped.

“Thanks again,” Eden said, bowing her head though she felt stupid doing so. It was a reflex. Giving thanks to a Jedi Master was not just a show of gratitude but an act of reverence as well. Each acknowledgment was accented with a bow of the head, whether slight or severe depending on the Master or the bit of knowledge bestowed. And though Luxa was far from it, Eden felt just as grateful that the woman was sharing any of this with her, let alone the sanctuary of this tucked away refuge. That she had saved them from both the onslaught and the prying crowds at the docking module to bring them here, and given her makeover a proper upgrade. 

“It was the least I could do,” Luxa said, gesturing to the whole of Eden, but especially the equipment she’d lent her. It was a step-up from the clothes Eden bought the other day, but multipurpose. None of it nearly as flashy as anything Luxa wore, but they were also outfitted with hidden storage as well as military-grade laser resistance and other perks the Citadel’s department stores didn’t cater to. Having an in with the Exchange definitely has its perks.

“And it’s non-transactional, by the way.” Luxa added. “You don’t owe me anything. Even if you decide to say no.”

Eden nodded, feeling relieved but beholden nonetheless. Something told her that Luxa was telling the truth. Whether it was her gut or the Force, she wasn’t sure. Eden owed the woman a favor, that was for certain, but what that favor entailed was entirely up to her and not necessarily what Luxa had proposed.

“It’s a tough business, setting up shop here,” Luxa sighed as she poured herself another glass. “But the guys in charge? They know jack squat.”

Luxa snorted before taking another sip and draping a lazy arm over the back of her chair. 

“They lack vision!” she continued, gesturing with her hands. “Backing Czerka is so short-sighted, but Lopak doesn’t see why that is. Idiot.”

Luxa shook her head, her crop of hair mussing about her face though the woman made no motion to fix it. 

“Loppak?” Eden echoed.

“Loppak Slusk,” Luxa huffed, the fringe of her hair getting further into her eyes as she spoke. “He’s the honorary head of the operation here, meaning he was the biggest investor when the Exchange came around these parts to stake a claim and he’s been the local boss ever since. But he’s a hack, and a joke. It drives me insane to see him run this operation into the ground. I mean, sure, the Exchange will be fine. It always is. But the thing is? It could be better.

Eden furrowed her brow. If it weren’t for the truth-telling drink still clutched in Luxa’s palm, Eden would wonder why the woman was saying any of this out loud. And to her most of all. 

“How so?” she pressed. Eden leaned over Luxa’s vanity for the carafe, pouring herself a conservative half-glass as she glanced waywardly at Atton for the briefest of moments - their eyes locking for a second before they both looked away. Eden felt herself go red, though she did not know why, but instead of questioning it she blamed the drink in her hand and vowed not to have more than this paltry second serving. 

“Czerka’s game is big, but their business plan doesn’t hold up. It never does.” Luxa’s voice lowered to a conspiratorial whisper, hardly audible above the distant thrum of the cantina music still audible from the rooms beyond. “You’re from Tatooine - look what happened there! What Loppak Slusk fails to see is that’s the company’s entire MO. Czerka pulls into fledgling operations, usually colonies or outposts, and makes a name for themselves by offering investment opportunities to people who don’t realize they’re being taken advantage of. Sure, it turns a profit at the moment, but never for long. Just long enough to hook a slew of potential investors in and turn a profit for them before all shit hits the fan. Before Czerka loses any money, they’re outta there! And where does that leave the outpost? They’ve already sucked all business away from the local economy, and assuming they haven’t all closed shop, none of the ones left are in any state to keep going. How does he expect such a business relationship to profit us if he expects the Exchange to have a presence here long-term? Pfft, forget about it!” 

Luxa threw up her hands, nearly upending her drink. Clearly tipsy, Luxa’s entire mood changed as she chuckled at herself, lightly slapping the shoulder of her dress before turning to Eden again with a serious stare. 

“Seriously though, Czerka ain’t worth it. Mark my words. Czerka could care less if the planet below us lives or dies. They just want to mine it for resources and move on in five years, tops. As much as these monks wouldn’t like the express support of the Exchange, I think it makes far more sense to back these Ithorian environmentalists than those Czerka jackoffs. At least there's a future there. I mean, if the Exchange wants to turn a profit here, there should be a planet to do business on, doncha think?” 

Eden could only nod, only now just taking another sip of her second drink and feeling the weight of it in full. But it was nice. 

“Anyway, sorry to talk your ear off about all this,” Luxa sighed and laughed at herself again. “But you can probably see why I’m so interested in the likes of someone like you, no?”

Eden furrowed her brow, smirking as she considered Luxa in this slightly-vulnerable state. She could never envision herself dressing like the woman, but she carried herself in a way that still made Eden envious. Luxa knew who she was, what she was about. Eden was still trying to figure that out, lipstick shade notwithstanding. 

“Trusting that a Jedi would help a crime lord is a stretch,” Eden offered as she took another half-sip. “Anyone would tell you to just take the money and run.”

At this, Eden glanced towards Atton again to find the man already looking at her. Startled for a second as Luxa laughed beside her, hopefully not noticing this little exchange, Atton held her attention as if to silently ask - You doing okay?

Eden paused, considering him as he similarly stole a moment away from whatever conversation he was playing party to across the room to check in on her. She wanted to smile, comforted by the thought, but didn’t. Instead she only nodded, waiting for Atton to do the same before turning back to Luxa.

Definitely a little drunk and all the more comfortable for it, Luxa was still stifling a lazy laugh when their eyes met again. Her pink irises glistened, glass-eyed as she surveyed Eden while she formulated a response in her head. 

“Something like that,” Luxa said, biting her lower lip. “Maybe after a tumble or two, if you were willing. But no.”

Now Eden truly reddened. She buried her face deep into her glass as she downed the remainder of her cup, avoiding having to respond while Luxa only laughed again.

“But no, I see other uses for you. Uses I would never consider were you not in the current predicament you see yourself in now.” 

Luxa gestured to the whole of Eden with her now-empty glass, her hand swaying unsteadily as her vocabulary somehow strengthened the drunker she got. 

“And what situation is that?” Eden asked. She already knew the answer but thought she would play along anyway.

“Sith are apex predators, but Jedi are still the Big Guys on Top. If apex predators could be benevolent I guess, right? Gods almost? Almighty, powerful, but civil servants nonetheless. Normally, Exchange folk such as myself would see you as an enemy. You’re trying to keep the peace, clean the streets. But the Jedi are in no position to pick and choose right now, right? They’re being killed off left and right, whether by the Sith or anyone looking to cash in on that bounty like you said. But me? I’m thinking long game here, sister. You’re in no position to bargain, but you want to keep your life right? So, the way I see it is, you do me a favor and I do you a favor. See? You help me secure power here, set Citadel Station straight and keep these long-headed slugs alive long enough to heal this planet or whatever so long as I have a place here. And then in return, I help you get out of here, fully equipped and with the Exchange off your backs where I can afford it. Even if you were to leave the station today, where would you go that you’re not hunted down, right?”

Eden couldn’t argue with that. Luxa’s rose-colored eyes only grew glossier with insobriety with each passing moment, but everything that escaped her mouth made sense. Eden didn’t like crime, but she also couldn’t find it in herself to care enough to want to eliminate the Exchange presence here, either. Whether it was apathy or a simple lack of energy, a legion of Sith being enough already to deal with, the idea of guaranteeing the Ithorians protection by any means felt like a step in the right direction. Not the best direction, but one better than the alternative…

Finally giving her new visage an honest once-over, Eden also gave Luxa’s proposal an honest consideration. 

She’d never considered her appearance this much as a Jedi. Not to say that she wasn’t concerned with appearances at all back then - while she may not have cared how she wore her hair or what color her robes were, her attention had always been focused on outperforming anywhere she could in a way that would overshadow her Force bond abilities. It was why she was so intent on being the fittest fighter of Kavar’s students, and why she was so pleased with herself when Alek finally took notice of her prowess. 

Eden had thought of Revan often as she roamed the Outer Rim in exile, forced to come up with new looks and often thinking of Revan’s flair for the dramatic when dreaming up yet another persona. She’d borrowed things here and there: lining her eyes with dark ochre on Nal Hutta, or donning all manner of dark colors while on Corellia. It wouldn’t have been beyond Revan to don a dark purple as Eden was now, and when she turned her head just-so, she swore she even looked a little bit like her…

“Sleep on it,” Luxa said eventually, bringing Eden back out of her thoughts and into the present with a charming, if not slightly drunken, smile. Even if Eden were to take the woman at her word and strike a deal, it would be a miracle if she managed to get the Ithorians to agree to it at all.  “For now, let’s celebrate. Shall we?”

Eden was still undecided, but her answer wasn’t an obvious no.

At least, not yet.

“Sure,” Eden shrugged. “Why not?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Sion

 

He was beginning to wonder why he hadn’t paid attention to her the first time he saw her. 

The Jedi Exile had been in the same room as him when he’d awoken aboard the Harbinger, and again when he stared Kreia down in the dormitory hallway. And yet both times, his focus was on everything but her - the medics milling about the Harbinger infirmary, Kreia’s steely stare as she met his dead gaze… even the man that pulled a blaster at his old master’s side was more of a distraction than the woman standing just behind them. The reason why Sion was even here. Kreia’s very reason for abandoning both the Jedi Order and the Sith Triumvirate she would later come to found. 

Eden Valen was both a portent of death as well as a keeper of it. Both espousing it and housing it within her like a vault. Sion wondered if the reason Nihilus refused to seek her out was one of jealousy, envious that she could rein in her wound and suppress its hunger, allowing it to starve instead of satiating its gaping need. But Sion knew better than to think such things in his friend’s presence. Not that Sion could call Nihilus a friend but he was at least a man Sion had no intention of killing. At least not yet. Not that he knew how…

“Have you found anything?” Sion asked immediately upon exiting his shuttle. “Any word of the Jedi Exile?”

His two attendants trailed him as usual, but it was the acolytes that served Nihilus’ apprentice that Sion spoke to now.  Both awaited him at the entrance to the Trayus Academy, a place Sion no longer wished to acknowledge the name of. The first of the two attendants bowed their heads yes while the other one spoke. 

“Yes, milord,” the Twi'lek Mellric uttered. “Our Master had much information on her.”

“She has traveled across the Outer Rim,” the Mirialan Uruba added. “But she has most vitally fought in the battles in the Inner Rim and Expansion Region: Serroco, Dagary Minor…”

“Send the full report to my quarters,” Sion ordered, walking clear past both Mellric and Uruba as the two scurried to keep pace with him, trailing behind his two usual nameless attendants. “Is there anything other than her wanderings that I should be aware of?”

“No sir,” they said in unison. 

Sion stopped and turned on his heel, his attendants mirroring his movements as he stared down the two acolytes. Without missing a beat, both Mellric and Uruba bowed their heads, avoiding Sion’s gaze entirely. 

“Not much is known about General Valen, otherwise, milord,” Uruba added, her head still lowered. “But we have collected everything we found of import.”

“Good,” he commended, pleased with their response and trusting in it fully. He could sense each of their hearts beating in their respective chests, slightly elevated but steady nonetheless. No lies, he detected. Erebus keeps his lessers well.

“I will retreat to my chambers but I expect you to deliver anything else worthy of my attention immediately,” Sion ordered. Mellric and Uruba simply bowed even lower. 

“Yessir,” they said in unison.

Sion nodded and walked on, watching from his peripherals as both acolytes stalled at the door Sion passed through before continuing onto his chambers. He resided well beyond this point but was glad that Erebus’ assistants knew not to follow him once he crossed the threshold of the Academy that split the structure into three parts. His personal attendants continued to keep pace at his side, but Sion still watched as Mellric and Uruba disappeared from view from the corner of his eye.

In the chambers beyond, Nihilus held reign. The man had not stepped foot inside since he last had a body to inhabit. The last time Nihilus stepped foot on Malachor, he was still haunting Darth Anhur’s corpse. Once Anhur’s body decomposed completely, his remains were left on display in the inner chamber and only his stolen apprentice Erebus made use of those rooms. The space further beyond that had once belonged to Traya, but those rooms had not been explored since she was banished from this moon. Sion relished in the idea of how much dust gathered there now, though he knew he should pilfer her quarters for anything useful before anyone else did…

But before Sion could plot out any master plan, he paused. Upon entering his chambers he saw it. It being a demure box placed in the exact center of his meditation space. Both of his attendants stopped in their tracks at his side, sputtering.

“I do not know what this is, Master, I-”

“I can examine it, Master, before you-”

“No need,” Sion ordered, holding up a hand. Both attendants paused at the door, frozen, as Sion stepped further into the room. He closed his eyes, reading the energies of the space. Nothing.

Just like the Dxun moon.

Frustration mounting in his chest, Sion opened his eyes just as he came upon the box. It was small but not insignificant. Plasteel, as most things were, but suspicious.

Be ready for anything,” he warned his attendants. Once his voice echoed throughout the room, he heard each of their sabers ignite, setting the room in a volcanic glow. Then he opened the box.

At first, he saw nothing. And endless dark greeting him from the opening as if in jest. But then his eyes adjusted to the light, and that’s when he saw it. Something glowed from within the box and held his attention in full.

It was dark yet bright, and crystalline. Rough yet perfect. 

Inside there was a dark crystal. Dark like space, yet also glittering. A multitude of stars in miniature. 

Sion’s eyes went wide and his skin set with goosebumps. Something he hadn’t felt in ages. Not since he died the first time, his flesh yet unmarked. 

It’s beautiful, he thought errantly, the idea coming to him unbidden. Just like her.

Just like her, the notion echoed. Her being the Exile. 

Sion froze. Every inch of him felt cold at the realization, the crystal formation still inches from his grasp. He paused, fingers still reaching for the thing, his palm aching to hold it - to feel the weight of it in his hands.

It was beautiful, yes. And terrible. Terrifying. 

Just as Traya had been and the woman she became, as well as the woman she now followed. The woman Sion, in that moment, dedicated his very life to. 

Mark my words, she will die by my hand and no one else’s, he vowed silently to the universe before finally reaching for the glowing stone. When his palms closed around it, he felt endless warmth. A soothing comfort he hadn’t felt since he was a babe cradled in his mother’s arms.

His hand retracted, recoiling as if from an open flame. The crystal plinked as it tumbled back into the depths of the box, almost disappearing into its impenetrable darkness before it twinkled back up at him, like a miniature window into the galaxy peeking up at him from inside. He edged closer, peering over the edge of the plasteel until the stone was just barely visible. As if looking at it head on was the same as looking at a sun star dead-on, dangerous and sure to blind you. 

Beautiful, yes. And terrifying. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Atton

 

“And that should do it,” Eden said, slapping her legs before standing upright again, the length of her arms now covered in machine grease. “He should be wiped clean now, at least of any Czerka malware. I modified the chassis so it should alert you the moment anyone even thinks of getting into the deeper hardware. That way you’re already ahead of the game should this ever happen again.”

Eden was donning yet another new look as Atton stood dumbly beside her, now also sporting new gear that set him apart from what he was last seen wearing while also offering him optimal protection should they be attacked. Again. The memory of the Peragus mess hall exploding was an unfortunately fresh memory in his mind, but despite missing the weight of his usual jacket… vest… thing… he was at least comfortable knowing he was less likely to die via blaster or frag grenade anytime soon.

Moza and Chodo Habat looked on Eden with great interest, watching on with wide eyes from the depths of their office-turned-rainforest, a look of mixed concern and appreciation painting both of their faces. 

“That is certainly good news,” a woman standing before Atton stated proudly after Habat uttered what he could only assume was the very same. Once the Ithorians realized that Atton didn’t speak a lick of Ithorese, Moza insisted that they pause their meeting until they found the appropriate translator on Atton’s behalf despite his many, many polite protests. Now, he simply nodded awkwardly along as the conversation drawled on at a much slower pace than it had to. “Was Czerka able to obtain any information? Is that something you can discern?”

Eden shook her head, raking a hand through her hair in a way Atton was not expecting to arouse him as much as it did. He redirected his attention forward again, finding the uncomfortable eye contact with his personal interpreter enough to calm him down though he still managed to go red in the face. The woman only smiled at him, sickeningly sweet and painfully polite. Atton smiled back but imagined the view of his face was less than reassuring for his unfortunate translation companion. 

“It’s hard to say,” Eden continued. That’s what she said, Atton’s internal dialogue added before he winced, pursing his lips before he could inwardly berate his brain for misbehaving. His personal translator’s smile began to wane. “You were right to think the droid had been tampered with, but it’s hard to tell just what Czerka was able to tap into, if anything. All I can do is assure that it won’t happen again.”

“Much appreciated,” Moza said this time, though his words were translated in the same sing-song voice of Atton’s interpreter. 

“Indeed, thank you,” Habat added. “Though we must ask what you were doing with the woman called Luxa. We have been made to believe that she works for the Exchange.”

Moza nodded in agreement, both men looking at Eden awaiting an answer as Atton swatted a buzzing something away from his ear. Translator notwithstanding, it was hard to get a good reading on anything happening in these rooms. Atton had foregone counting in his head in order to get a proper feel for the place, finding himself distracted by the transplanted fauna meant to keep the flora alive here until the Ithorians could properly utilize it on the planet below. He should have been used to it, the sound of forest and mountainside not entirely foreign to him, but his childhood hovel was still a stretch from the rainforest they were knee-deep in now. 

“She does,” Eden said, shifting her weight from foot-to-foot as her previous bout of mechanical confidence waned, “And while I haven’t made a pact with her or anything, she is responsible for getting us out of the docking module unscathed.”

“Most interesting,” Chodo Habat mused, exchanging a glance with Moza. “While I am indeed curious as to why that is, I am more concerned with protecting our assets. From what I understand, Czerka has employed Exchange muscle in the past to exact deals and to communicate threats, as they seem to have done at the docking module. Why this woman chose to align herself with you, I do not know, though I am suspicious nonetheless.”

Atton tried not to stare at his interpreter too intently, though he was afraid to not look at her at all, as she so graciously translated every word and even bothered to imply intonation even though it was the only part of Habat’s response that he could figure out on his own.

“In any case, we owe you thanks,” Habat continued. “My offer from before still stands, though I would imagine you might wish to come alone for such a ritual.”

Both Habat and Moza turned their gaze to Atton, who now floundered under the watchful eye of both Ithorians and the translator that still looked at him expectantly as she relayed the message.

“Oh, me?” he said, flustered. “I can just, leave-”

“No need,” Habat said. “We will conclude this business at a later date.”

And with that, both Ithorians bowed their heads, as did Atton’s translator. Leaving both Atton and Eden to turn to each other awkwardly, confused, before realizing this was their cue to leave. 

Within the span of seconds, they were both ushered back out of the forest and onto the bustling thoroughfare of Citadel Station. And for the first time in his life, Atton was sorry to see the foliage make way for metal, plasteel, and neon lights. 

“Well that felt unceremonious,” Atton quipped once he and Eden had fallen into step again as they began to keep up with the foot traffic. “What the hell was that about?”

“I don’t blame them,” Eden muttered. “They’re right. I mean, I see Luxa’s point, but she could very well be lying to us.”

She is most definitely lying to us, Atton thought sourly before Eden went on. If not all of it, at least about something. 

“And even if she were telling the truth, even if she were the Ithorian’s best bet at staying afloat on this makeshift rock, I just don’t think they’d accept it,” Eden sucked on her teeth, pausing for a moment amidst the crowd and sending Atton skittering alone into traffic. “Shit, sorry.”

“Stop saying that!” he hissed, catching up with her again and nearly grabbing her arm. Before thinking the better of it, instead admiring the droid oil still coating her elbows, he paused, hands poised as if she were a bomb about to go off at any moment. And maybe she was. “There’s nothing to be sorry about. You’re doing these guys a favor, right? Whether they like it or not, they need some kind of extended protection from Czerka. You’re not planning on sticking around forever.”

Eden sighed.

“Ugh, Kreia was right.”

Now that Atton hated hearing more than about how endlessly sorry Eden was about everything. 

No,” he whispered. “Kreia doesn’t know jack shit.”

At this, Atton truly paused and grabbed hold of Eden’s wrist, this time careful as he did so. The woman looked up at him, eyes wide, moreso with surprise than anything else to both his satisfaction and his dismay. 

“Kreia doesn’t want any part of this so she doesn’t count,” Atton continued, “What do you think is best here?”

Despite his frustration, Eden seemed to calm down as she considered his words. 

“As bad as it sounds, I think-?”

Just as Eden was about to make some headway, a passerby walked into her at full-force, sending her back a step.

“Hey!” Atton shouted, beginning to stride towards their unwelcomed interloper before it was Eden’s turn to settle him down, turning his grip on her wrist back on him until the soft pads of her fingers pressed his pulse at the base of his palm. 

“Don’t bother, it’s not worth it,” Eden muttered, shaking her head. Eden let go of him and Atton’s wrist felt cold in the wake of her releasing grip. As if surprised, he glanced down at his hand, admiring the place where the machine grease had transferred from her skin. “C’mon, let’s just-”

“Excuse me miss, you seem to have dropped this.” 

A Trandoshan passed, almost as uncomfortably close for comfort as the first uncivil civilian to brush past them, and pressed something unseen into Eden’s other hand.

“But I didn’t-?” Eden stopped mid-word and stared at Atton before turning to look back at the Trandoshan. Atton looked along with her, only to find that the Trandoshan was gone entirely.

“What is it?” Atton asked, his voice a rapt whisper.

Eden looked up at him wide-eyed, both confused and suspicious, before she did as he asked. Similarly curious, Eden unfolded her closed hand between them to reveal a single Republic coin. Glinting gold inlaid with a coaxium disc in its center, it was unmistakable.

That’s ten thousand credits,” Atton whispered, drawing Eden closer lest any other passersby see the sheer amount of life-changing money she held in her hand. If it weren’t for the strangeness of the situation, Atton might have felt as if he were crossing a boundary. While some deeper part of him relished in the closeness, he knew it was for his own benefit as well as Eden’s that they remain unnoticed if possible before getting the hell out of there. 

“What?!” Eden hissed, shock coloring her face as she glanced at her open palm before closing it shut and stuffing the credit deep in her pocket. “We need to get out of here, I don’t like this.”

To Atton’s surprise, Eden clung further to him in response. They glanced at one another, unused to standing this close, before they both stood back-to-back in order to get a better look at their surroundings. 

“Kinda funny how in sync we are,” Atton said, knowing that his words would have otherwise sounded flirtatious if it weren’t for the urgent undertone that canceled the feeling out, even if the sentiment were true. He felt Eden nod at his back.

“Funny is one way of putting it,” Eden said with a half-laugh, the concern still clear in her voice. “Look, over there. I think she’s trying to wave us down.”

Eden nudged Atton and gestured her head across the causeway. Standing against the far wall, just at the mouth of the entrance to the next residential module, stood a Czerka rep clear as day. Clad in company colors, the woman also sported a smart blazer, dangly diamond earrings, and a set of stilettos that Atton was sure could double as a murder weapon. 

“We should get back to the apartment,” Atton said, watching the woman all the while as he took hold of Eden’s hand again to lead her in the opposite direction. Only instead of walking calmly backwards and back to safety, Atton led them both to a dead end. Over his shoulder stood a Czerka merc, also clad in company colors but sporting a very obvious blaster rifle at his hip. Eden nearly walked into him as well, about to sputter some excuse before the man opened his mouth.

“Jana Lorso would like to speak with you,” he said calmly, nudging them back towards the woman against the far wall, indicating that there was no choice in the matter. “If you’ll kindly come this way.”

Without another word, they did as they were told. The woman that watched on joined as they approached, forming a flank on either side of them, barring any escape just as Atton sensed more Czerka lackeys join the herd. Atton and Eden exchanged glances once more before they were shepherded by the merc and the corpo into the residential module beyond. 

I have a bad feeling about this, Atton thought. He glanced at Eden one more time to find her gaze already on him.Me too, Eden’s eyes said, before she looked forward with purpose to see wherever the hell this would land them next.

Notes:

I have a bad habit of taking forever to get moving on things and this chapter felt like a lot of that so apologies in advance. Idk I've had a hard time delegating what needs to be shown and what could be alluded to but rest assured the next few chapters are going to be ~*~spicy~*~ so I hope that payoff has it's intended effect. Thanks as usual to everyone that's stuck around and read this massive mess of a head canon of mine.

Chapter 37: The Path Untaken

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3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions
Revan

 

It was never quiet here. 

Even though her companions rarely spoke - and even though it was a stretch to call anyone who shared her immediate vicinity anything close to a companion - the place was always brimming with sound. It was almost like music, but of the drawling variety. It was melodic, certainly, but its song was less like instruments playing and more like ruhau-whale song. Slow, drawn out, and monolithic, somehow. Engulfing. Endless and ongoing. All encompassing. As if this entire place were a ship capsizing beneath the immeasurable weight of an angry sea in slow motion, ready to collapse in on itself and drown in the inevitable flood to come at any moment.

It was both beautiful and terrifying. 

And yet to soothe her mind, to keep her from falling under the same tempting spell as those around her, she found herself thinking of cantina music. And not just any cantina music, but the slow jazz they played at the Upper Taris cantina specifically, back when Carth didn’t know whether he could trust Nevarra as far as he could throw her (which wasn’t very much, nor very far if she had a say in it).

It was a comfort, but an odd one at that. 

You actually like this sorta music? Carth had asked her, also side-eying her choice of drink on their very first night scoping out the local scene, hungry for any word of a crashed escape pod but coming up empty.

I don’t hate it, she’d replied with an easy smile. It was innocuous then, her mind swimming with memories both old and planted, but in hindsight she knew smiles had never been easy for her. Had she known then, she would have predicted falling for Carth right then and there, having never felt so easy-going in her entire life - prior or following. He’d tsked, surprised, but tickled somehow. She sensed it then, not knowing what to make of it. She was only curious as to why this man wanted to prove she was a liar so badly, desiring to prove him otherwise to her later chagrin. Everything about her had been a lie, but something about the music that night calmed her in a way many things in all her life failed to.

It hadn’t even been particularly good. She’d seen far more talented musicians play, especially on Coruscant, and the courts of Alderaan were on another level entirely. Yet it was something about the calming melody at the cantina that night that struck her then and stuck with her now. She’d even ordered a second drink as an excuse to stick around and hear more of it.

Revan was not one for drinking, and yet all the bustling scholars did here was drink. It was not quite alcohol, but something just as intoxicating. It kept them afloat, mentally and spiritually, intune with the Force in a way Revan had never seen nor thought possible.

Alek, if only you could see this, she thought. The room she sat in was near empty save for three others poring over old tomes - or tablets, as they were here. This place predated both datapads and paper, and while some documents were scribed in crystal, most were hammered into stone and piled into decorative patterns Revan found difficult to unfurl, no matter how curious she was to examine their contents. 

Alek had only been here once with her, though on the fringes of this place. They’d never stepped foot in the sanctum proper. The two of them had met with the Emissary on the outskirts and given enough of a royal tour to sate their tongues, sending them on their way with grandiose dreams. They had both been so enthralled then, awestruck with all that was terrible and beautiful of what they saw and heard. And while they were in sync when it came to their shared interest, Revan made the mistake of assuming that meant they were on the same page about all things. 

If only I’d told you, she rued night after night after night here, even though the sun never set. Twilight reigned supreme here, no sun quite strong enough to survive. Part of Revan’s personal brand of rebellion involved adhering to her internal clock, one that no one shared in this place, honoring the sun and moon of  a star system lightyears away. 

But you were never meant to get it, were you? she thought of Alek as Malak, wishing she’d seen the change then and anticipated the change yet to come. I should have told Eden. It should have always been her.

Alek had been her brother in spirit. Her childhood friend, her confidant. Her soul mate and her other half. But Eden was the one that always understood. Alek was the one to argue. At first for fun, and then because it was the only way he knew how to feel. He let it get in the way of everything else; his ambition, his moral compass, and his every personal relationship. Alek always needed coaxing from the brink, but Eden was forever the level-headed one. A silent observer always in-the-know, even if she didn’t mean to. And even if she was never quite sure of herself. Yet she was the one Revan could always trust… until she didn’t. And it cost her everything.

Eden always knew, somehow. Yet she did not always listen. And it was for that exact reason Revan condemned the girl to die, knowing she would never follow in her hollow footsteps. Which is why she should have been the one I let in on the plan in the first place. 

So the cantina music stayed. Replaying over and over in her mind - as she roamed the halls, explored the ruins, as she woke, and as she prepared for sleep. Even now, as she was reading, the music lulled her into a false comfort as her eyes skimmed over glyphs she’d never seen before yet somehow read familiar.

I’ve been here before an inner part of her sensed, though she knew it was not true.

Perhaps some part of her had, once. In her mind. The day her father took her out into the middle of the desert with the hopes of finding their fortune and not his untimely death, leaving her alone and without the words she needed to return home again. Revan swore she felt him here, in this place. And perhaps she did. Not quite his ghost but still living somehow, reanimated in some other form. Wishful thinking aside, it was a theory she was not willing to let go of yet, knowing there was some unseen connection between then and now. She just needed to find it. 

But then the door would open. And Revan would have to deal with whatever lay beyond…

Until then, she would hope that her final unsent message was delivered somehow, T3 smarter than she often gave him credit for. The girl loved droids, right? Revan thought, hoping Eden had not changed much from girlhood to womanhood, even though another part of her hoped Eden had managed to escape all of this, gone off to live a quiet life on some backwater planet instead of getting caught up in another one of her schemes. If anyone will find her, he will.

Revan smiled to herself, an easy smile like the one Carth inspired in her what felt like eons ago, the cantina music still playing soothingly in her head.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

“How are we looking?” Mission asked, out of breath as the sun began to rise behind Zaalbar, the blood-soaked fur on his back beginning to glow both gold and scarlet with the growing light. Big Z grumbled before groaning and falling to one knee, similarly out of breath.

“That bad, huh?” Mission sighed looking around at the damage. The sprawling lawn of the Matale Estate had certainly seen better days, but Mission ventured this wasn’t the worst the Golden Company could do. 

“That was clearly not the bulk of their force,” Adare said from somewhere behind her. Mission spun around again, only stopping once the Administrator’s harrowed form fell into focus. The woman was covered in ash but still standing, and not injured from the looks of it. With a blaster held firmly in her grip, she extended a hand toward Zaalbar, offering to help him stand. The Wookiee obliged and mumbled an earnest thanks. “This was only a warning. Much like the body we found, but clearly worse.”

“Worse how? What could be worse than all-out attack?” Mission asked. Despite whatever damage the grounds sustained, no life had been lost. Unless…

“Because it means next time they will stop at nothing,” a man Mission was only just introduced to as Zherron cut in as he stepped beside Adare. The Administrator’s head fell after acknowledging the man’s presence, allowing him to place a gentle hand on her shoulder in consolation. 

“This will only escalate, and more lives will be lost,” Adare continued, her gaze unblinking as she stared at the scorched earth beneath her. “Perhaps it would be best that we not wait and relinquish what we have. In the end, it’s not worth it-”

“Wait, no!” Mission stammered. She looked from Zherron to Adare, both older humanoids with heads of grey hair, old enough to remember the last two wars that scourged the galaxy, if not the last three. While Adare looked resigned, Zherron looked Mission in the eye with a cold stare, his bushy eyebrows furrowing as he surveyed her. “I mean, yes, the most important thing is to save what lives we can, but what do you think they’ll do once they get their hands on technology beyond their understanding?”

Mission wanted to add that the items below the estate were beyond any of their understanding, but before she could make a fool of herself, Big Z roared in agreement. 

“The girl’s right, Adare,” Zherron said. “We at least need to make a stand.”

“And why not try while you have a fighting chance?” 

Now Darek approached from the tall grasses, his eyes sunken as he walked towards them with his rifle poised on his shoulder. Asra was not far behind, her blaster still at the ready.

“I suppose you’re right,” Adare laughed darkly. “Though, it would be more reassuring if the Republic were here to back us up. I do not mean to put you on the spot, Mission, but it would certainly put my mind at ease.”

You and me both, she thought, swallowing hard. Asra walked further until she was side-by-side with Mission, placing a hand on her elbow while the others were still gathering around. 

“Speaking of the Republic, you said Admiral Onasi was in contact with Eden still, right?” Asra’s eyes were full of hopeful expectation, and Mission was reluctant to deliver the truth. 

Big Z rumbled a reply, but Mission shook her head. 

“Carth knows where she is,” she translated, “That’s all.”

“But you can try and get in contact with her, can’t you?” Darek asked. “We all started this journey together, maybe we can finish it, too.”

Mission had only heard about what they’d found out on the Dune Sea what must have been weeks ago now, surprised she had been traveling with these folks for so long. She may as well have been there from the beginning, herself. 

“Maybe,” Mission offered, shrugging at Asra and then Adare. “Any help we can get, right?”

“Eden would want to see this through,” Asra added, her bright eyes scanning the charred plains once last time before Adare ushered them all towards the confines of the front entrance. 

“But should we really invite her to come here?” Mission asked, echoing back to something Carth said about Bastila’s help the other day. “Perhaps she can help some other way…”

“Maybe,” Asra shrugged. “It would be worth reaching out to her anyway, no?”

“Any help would be welcome, indeed,” Adare added once they were all under the entrance’s awning, “Though I fear we may be running out of time.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3

Eden

 

It was even stranger returning to the TSF apartment after narrowly escaping signing her soul away in the depths of Czkera’s corporate offices. Every mirrored surface had reflected some version of Eden she was not yet acquainted with or one that looked too uncomfortably like Revan, and whatever wasn’t reflective glass either glittered gold or polished silver, unnerving her even more. Nothing on Tatooine had been nearly so shiny, and Eden was still seeing sunspots despite having returned hours ago.

Think of the alliance we could strike should you choose to change allegiances, Jana Lorso had smiled serenely at her over her gleaming fingers, each fingernail painted a striking cobalt blue to match the delicate pattern that painted her face. There is a great deal more money where that came from, Jedi. Surely more than enough to pay off the Exchange.

With the ghost of Lorso’s face still haunting her thoughts, Eden sat on one of the couches in the common area, turning the ten thousand credit coin in her hand. Atton had gone to bed not long ago after coaxing her into a game of Pazaak that quickly turned into two, and then three, before he realized there was no shaking Eden’s sour mood. Eden was still wondering if the coin were even real, admiring the cerulean blue of its coaxium center, when Kreia returned to the apartment.

“I hope your day was far more enlightening than mine,” Eden said by way of greeting. Kreia shouldered off her outer robe and padded over to Eden’s side, donning a thinner beige kaftan that was belted at her waist with a sash that matched the bronze clasps in her twin braids. Kreia only nodded towards Eden’s hand, her Force-enhanced sight more palpable than she realized.

“It would appear that yours was quite eventful, I’d say,” Kreia said, taking the seat on the opposite end of the settee. Kreia laid an elbow on the armrest, looking the most relaxed Eden had ever seen her, the empty sleeve of her shift sitting limp where a hand should be. “That is quite a bit of money.”

Eden turned the coin over in her palm, examining the coolness of it as the hyperfuel caught the light. 

“Can you tell if it’s-?” she began to ask, before Kreia interrupted.

“Oh, it is very much real,” Kreia affirmed, a smirk gracing her mouth. “It seems you are in quite the predicament.”

Kreia smiled knowingly, and unlike the other day the woman did not seem bitter about it. Smug, maybe, but not angry.

“You were right.” Eden sighed and shifted her weight, moving until both of her feet were tucked beneath her. She held the coin up until it caught the light again, sending shafts of luminescence throughout the room. From the corner of her eye, she watched as Kreia’s right hand twitched, feeling the weight of the object in her own mirrored fingers. “Maybe this wasn’t worth it.”

She didn’t have to voice exactly what wasn’t worth it for Kreia to extract her deeper meaning. The woman exhaled slowly and turned further towards Eden, this time beckoning that she share her gaze. Eden put the coin away, burrowing it deep in her pocket, before obliging. 

“Just because it is more difficult than you predicted does not mean it lacks the same worth you initially saw in the endeavor,” Kreia said, her voice a calm husk of what it usually was. “Different, perhaps, but not entirely bereft of value.”

“But you said-”

“It does not matter what I said, nor what I think,” Kreia interrupted. “My opinion still stands, and I may believe in it more firmly now. But it is just that - my opinion. Clearly, helping the Ithorians means something to you. Had you not conceded on their behalf, you would have regretted your inaction. And while I may not understand the urge nor agree with the choice to do so, who knows what repercussions that would have had on your mind moving forward? Either way, regardless of outcome, I believe it is important that you see this commitment through to the end. It will put your conscience to rest on the matter. Eventually.”

Eventually, Kreia said after the pause. As if the woman already knew it would not end well, regardless of whether Eden had chosen to act or not. 

“Why do I have the feeling that you would have had yet another opinion to share about my inaction?” Eden accused, though a half-smile graced the corner of her mouth as she said it. She wasn’t happy with her assertion, even if the idea that she knew she was right left her feeling a little pleased anyway. “C’mon, tell me. What would your lesson be, then?”

“You did not choose that path, so you shall never know,” Kreia teased. It was truly the most pleased Eden had ever seen the woman, and far more at ease than she ever imagined her being. “I have many things to teach you, should you ever be of a mind, but once a path is chosen then all other possible futures disappear with that choice.”

“That feels like a lesson, too, though,” Eden said.

Kreia huffed a laugh and turned toward the open window.

“Perhaps,” she said. Eden still wasn’t sure just what Kreia could and could not see, and afraid to reach out through their shared bond to find out, she instead watched on as the woman glanced away towards Atton’s closed door and back to Eden again. “I imagine you do not wish to hear my developing opinions on your entanglement with the Ithorians, however I suspect that you could do with some meditation at any rate.”

Whatever inner parts of Eden still worried suddenly melted with relief as she nodded with tired resolution.

“I’d like that,” Eden said. “I’d like that very much.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Lonna Vash

 

It was a strange thing - to be both aware of the future as well as blind to it.

Lonna had seen a version of events yet to unfold in her mind’s eye, once in the flesh and a thousand times more in the remembering of it. So far, each of her visions had come to pass as she had originally seen it. Save for one.

Everything had gone according to prophecy except for last night. In the vision, she saw herself standing in a field, surrounded by fallen droids. She’d been responsible for their destruction in the vision, too, but the how of it was different.

Harnessing the elements can be dangerous, she’d once told Erebus when he was still known as Aiden, a messy-haired boy still too bashful to speak up when his twin sister wasn’t nearby to talk for the both of them. Electricity especially so. Much of our technology relies on it, should one errant current go astray…

The boy had been well-mannered then, if not shy, but even at a young age he’d had a propensity to delve into the darker side of the Force. As a child, mild shocks or sparks were not uncommon among Padawans first getting a grip on the Force. It was a frequent side-effect of the more common exasperations often felt by toddlers especially, still too clumsy and not familiar with enough words to explain their inner world, their too-big feelings turning quickly into overwhelming frustrations. But for most it was weeded out early, their inner anguish soon translating into lessons once they learned the necessary vocabulary. But Erebus was all of nine when Lonna had last reprimanded him for it. She’d excused it then, chalking it up to an accident rather than an intention. To see that his skill had evolved since then, now having sprouted and even grown roots in the decades since, she wondered if it was more than incidentally her fault that he was what he was…

But smoke rose from her fingers the night before as if she’d done it a thousand times. Disabling droids was one thing, but calling upon an electric current to do the job was another entirely. 

“Master Vash?” a voice interrupted her thoughts. Startled, Lonna stirred, turning to find Zayne approaching her closet of a room tucked into the heart of the Khoonda Headquarters. “Do you have a minute?”

“Sure,” she said, forcing a smile as she stood. She was ready to follow the young man wherever he wished, but instead Zayne shuffled into her cramped quarters and closed the door behind him. “What is it you would like to discuss?”

“I just… I dunno, I want to know if you’re sure about this,” Zayne said, a serious look overcoming his face as he leaned against the door. The fringe of his dark hair fell into his face as he regarded her, still looking very much the Padawan learner despite his years of experience. Perhaps it was the unfortunate side effect of being overlooked and misunderstood at such a young yet impressionable age, not to mention his other troubles. Lonna wondered what other ills the Order had inflicted on children like Zayne, now adults still recovering from the last few wars and the aftermath that followed.

“My visions tell me that it must be done,” she said, knowing exactly what Zayne spoke of, the disappointment clear on his face once she spoke the words. “And besides, we will need him. You will need him.”

Zayne, though not alone, had reservations about saving the Sith in their midst. People like Dillan and the Khoonda quartermaster saw no difference, thinking there was little dissimilarity between a Jedi and a Sith, their distrust originating from somewhere else entirely. And a few years ago, Lonna might have agreed with them. But Adare knew the difference, as did Mission and Zaalbar, and yet it was only Zayne that believed the man could not be trusted. On that note, the man was right. But so far as Erebus was useful? On that Zayne could not be more wrong. 

“I was afraid you’d say that,” Zayne sighed, shoulders slumping. “It’s just… I have a bad feeling about this. I can’t quite explain it.”

Zayne pushed off from the door and began pacing Lonna’s small room, running a hand through his hair. 

“I met Malak, once, y’know,” he laughed. “Introduced himself as Squint.”

Lonna paused. I’d forgotten that name, she thought, her mind instantly conjuring up a memory of the man Darth Malak had once been. As a Jedi Knight, he’d been endlessly charming, but broodingly so. Terribly serious and stoic, yet always managing to get himself into a bit of trouble. Impossibly tall, dark haired, and with piercing ice-blue eyes, Alek Squinquargesimus had a way about him that made him unforgettable. And yet the version of the man that he’d become - the imposing Darth Malak, inked in blue and sporting a mechanical jaw - had quickly eclipsed the well-spoken student he once was. 

“I can’t say I felt any which way about him, at first, suspicious least of all. So it’s not like I have a track record at reading people,” Zayne said, laughing darkly at the memory. “But this? Erebus? I just… I can’t explain it. Something feels… off, to me. Very off.

“I cannot argue with that,” Lonna offered. She crossed her arms as she watched Zayne continue to pace, unsure if it would stop. “But that does not matter. He leads somewhere we need to follow.”

“We?” Zayne echoed, pausing only long enough to look at her before huffing and shaking his head. “I don’t know if you mean the Jedi, but I’m not-”

“The Jedi are no longer,” Lonna muttered, the words feeling truer now that they passed her lips. Zayne froze. He didn’t look at her, perhaps waiting for her to elaborate or even retract her statement. But Lonna did neither. 

“But-”

“It does not matter how many are left. Regardless if any survivors still follow the ancient creed, there is no Order. The meeting at Katarr was meant to discuss such things, and while I do not believe in any way that the events were deserved, I do believe that the result was a message. Both direct and metaphorical.”

At first, all Zayne could do was stare at her. Lonna could relate, feeling just as outside of herself as Zayne was as he stood before her, realizing that her confession had long been quashed deep into the very core of her until this moment. 

“I… can’t say I disagree, but-” Zayne shook his head, his eyes glazing over as he focused on some middle distance, perhaps too taken aback to continue looking at Lonna head-on. “But I also can’t say I expected you to up and just… say that.”

Zayne pursed his lips and nursed his jaw with his hand, a thumb kneading the knot over his chin as he considered his next words

“The thing is - and I’m sure you know the story - ” Zayne began, finally looking her in the eye again, “Is that my Master also had a vision. And he wasn’t the only one. He and the entire Taris conclave believed one of their Padawans to be a harbinger of death, so they slaughtered every one of them. Save for me. Why they hadn't thought to await my arrival, I’ll never know. But what I do know, is that they were wrong, and that the person they thought they saw in their vision was the man that would become Darth Malak.”

Lonna was indeed familiar with the story, though it had only been told to her in hushed whispers, rumors spread at the height of Atris’ upheaval of the Order at the start of the Civil War. 

The Force has its ways, the young woman had said in response to the horrors that were later revealed to the Coruscant Council, her words sounding wiser beyond her years at the time. I believe Master Lucien Draay still has yet some part to play in bolstering our Order, and our wealth of knowledge regarding the ever-present Sith threat. 

But shouldn’t justice be exacted? Kavar had asked, to Zez-Kai Ell’s disapproval. 

The man should be allowed to redeem himself, Zez-Kai Ell had urged. Wouldn’t we all desire the same chance at atonement should our judgment lead us astray?

“What I mean to say is,” Zayne continued, “I don’t want to discount whatever it is you’ve seen, but I want to express my concern, nonetheless. Visions aren’t always what they seem.”

“You may be right,” Lonna said, wanting to laugh as she wondered what Zayne might say if she shared what had plagued her thoughts just before he knocked on her door. “But I am afraid that if any of us wish to move on then we must look to our past mistakes.”

Zayne cocked his head, a question clear on his face before the realization dawned on him, his eyes widening as he eased into a solemn nod. 

“Maybe you’re right,” he said, shaking his head after taking a moment to consider it. “No, you are right.”

Zayne sighed again and slumped onto the cot Lonna had been calling a bed for the better part of the last two days. The container housing Exar Kun’s lightsaber slid slightly from beneath it, though Zayne did not appear to notice, instead resting his elbows on his knees as he tousled his hair nervously. 

“If Erebus is any example, these new Sith were like Revan and Malak, no? They were Jedi once. It would be stupid not to find out why if we had the opportunity.”

And yet that is just the problem, Lonna thought. Exar Kun had once been a Jedi, too, as had Ulic Qel-Droma. And where has that brought us? 

She eyed the demure container beside Zayne’s feet, looking nothing but ordinary. 

We ride the cycle thinking it will be different this time, but it never is.

“If you believe this is the right course of action, then… I trust you,” Zayne said, standing up straight and looking Lonna in the eye as he moved towards the door, so sure of his sudden conviction. But now it was Lonna’s turn to shake her head. 

“I believe this will be worth it,” she said, “But if I’m being honest, that does not mean I think your ill feeling is incorrect. And don’t take my word for it. In fact, trust no one but yourself.”

Zayne furrowed his brow, a new question forming on his face fast changing from confused to concerned, though the man voiced nothing. Instead, he allowed Lonna to walk him back to the door until he was in the Matale Estate’s hallway again, his dark hair glowing a golden chestnut brown in the light of the sconces nearby.

“Lucien Draay already taught me not to trust anyone,” Zayne said in a low voice, “What I really mean to say is that I trust your judgment, but I guess that’s the same thing, isn’t it?”

Zayne laughed a hollow laugh. 

If a Jedi cannot trust their own Master, then who can they trust? Lonna thought bitterly, though outwardly she flashed Zayne a somber, empathetic smile. Had Aiden felt the same?

Lonna had been his first teacher, yes, but Atris had been his primary instructor afterwards.

What would Atris say if she knew what Erebus had become? Lonna thought as Zayne nodded at her before exiting. She watched his retreating back until it disappeared down the hall and around the bend, feeling more alone now than she had in recent memory. Or perhaps Atris did know, and that was why she struck the hammer down as hard on the rest of the Order as she had.

 Either way, Atris was dead now. And there was nothing Lonna could have done about it. 

All she could do now was ready her things and hopefully leave unnoticed, willing the next leg of her vision held true.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Mical

 

Mical should not have been surprised that he was as out of breath as he was. Nor covered in this much blood.

Hurry,” Erebus hissed at him, urging them both onwards. 

But Mical couldn’t help but watch as the pool of blood at his feet slowly expanded, finding traction in the delicate binary fissures of the floor and following them like a river forming on a new planet. 

“We don’t have much time,” Erebus whispered, his eyes flashing some alarming shade of chartreuse as he grabbed Mical’s arm. But there was warmth in the man’s gaze, too, some brand of concern Mical was not used to seeing yet. “We won’t make it out of here if we delay.”

Mical’s head was still spinning, a near faintness overcoming him as he dared look at the bodies that littered the floor. 

We were provoked, he convinced himself as he trudged along behind Erebus, his head still swimming. It was all in self-defense.

Who knows what the next experiment might have done to us had we waited, Erebus had tried to argue earlier, somewhere between the third and fourth kick to the ribs. It was after that their fight was finally broken up, their force cage thoughtlessly deactivated in an attempt to break up the two prisoners lest they kill each other before the next round of experiments could commence. But it wasn’t Golden Company mercs that littered the floor of their temporary prison. Instead farmers simply looking to protect their dying farmstead now lay dead, or dying. And Mical was not sure how to feel about it.

“You can still think through all of this?” Mical asked, sounding more annoyed than he let on. Erebus led him down the main hallway, edging along the wall so as not to be seen. 

“For the moment,” Erebus huffed, pausing along the way to disappear into an alcove. Mical watched and waited, not breathing for the entirety of his time alone in the hall, fighting the urge to look back and see whether the pool of blood had now entered the hall along with them. But before Mical could satisfy his baser fears, a hand appeared from the shadow of the alcove, insisting that he come take a look. 

“Can’t we just… leave?” Mical asked with a frustrated whimper, glancing towards the currently-unmanned front entrance before doing just as Erebus asked of him. 

“I know you’re more interested in this than you’re letting on,” Erebus said, annoyed. Mical rolled his eyes before his vision adjusted to the gloom of the room, and when they did, his eyes instantly went wide. 

“This is one of the pylons?” he mouthed wordlessly. Erebus nodded. 

“It’s…”

Mical was at a loss for words. The thing was strange but not completely unusual. Like the pyramids they studied both in the confines of Erebus’ cargo hold and in the ruined temple’s archives, this object was angular. But unlike the onyx objects they’d already seen, this one was swirling amber, as if a shimmering liquid billowed beneath its duraglass exterior. But it couldn’t have been duraglass, could it? Instead it was -

“Salt?”

An unmistakable brine reached Mical’s nose as the realization hit, as if he were breathing in the scent of the sea. He looked to Erebus for confirmation only to find the man trying to slip on a pair of unusual gloves. 

“It would seem so, yes,” Erebus murmured, willing the gloves further over his palms where physics would not allow as he wrestled with his own piqued interest. “I pilfered these from our captors back there. I grabbed a pair for you as well.”

Erebus nodded at his hip, a pair of similarly vinyl-seeming gloves hanging from the edge of his belt, but Mical only rolled his eyes again. 

“If you think I’m reaching for those of my own accord, you couldn’t be more wrong,” he said, though whatever mixture of annoyance and fear coursed through him dissipated the moment he looked at the pylon again, its oddly organic yet perfectly geometrical shape vexing his inner philomath. 

Erebus laughed mutely, though a keen determination soon took over his face as his now-gloved hands examined the pylon more closely. It was much larger than the objects Mical recalled from earlier and far more complex. 

What day was that again? Mical thought again, as if they weren’t running out of time, as if none of it mattered. A few days? A week?

Erebus’s eyes glazed over as his concentration set in, a few stray hairs falling into his eyeline. He made no motion to adjust them or tuck them behind his ear, though it was clear in the look on his face that he wished they did not exist - but he dared not stall his investigation. First, his fingertips gently probed the pylon before he was all palms, the heels of his hands feeling for any internal mechanisms until -

A sigh echoed through Mical’s chest and the alcove they both crouched in, as if a storm had passed, a relieved breath escaping this corner of the ruin. 

That’s it,” Erebus said into a smile, his face cleaving into a sinister smirk at his own ingenuity. “That’s one of three.”

“Three?” Mical echoed before the truth of Erebus’ statement fully hit him. He already mapped out the grounds, he recalled. At great duress.

Erebus was still in poor shape to show for it, his nose freely bleeding being the least of his injuries as the man still ambled on with a more than incidental limp. And though he was motionless now, Mical still saw by the way the man held himself that he continued to endure pain. But before Mical could open his mouth to ask what their next move was, Erebus closed his eyes and raised a hand.

And suddenly - everything was vivid again. And slow. Slower than molasses. As if he might be crystalized like an ancient insect in languid amber.

Follow close,” Erebus said with a whisper. Mical nodded absently, watching as dust motes stilled in the air around them. The world froze while Erebus made a deal with existence to allow both he and Mical free passage, for the moment exempt from whatever spell befell the Rakatan ruin.

Mical swallowed hard and nodded, even though he knew Erebus could not see his physical response. The man slipped out of the alcove and back into the unmanned hall again. Mical’s eyes slipped towards the open entrance a few meters ahead again as he followed, the whisper of a voice floating on the wind outside.

“Do you hear that?” Mical whispered. Erebus shot him a look, handing him the second pair of nullifying gloves as he awaited elaboration. Mical looked from Erebus to the gloves, back to Erebus again. Without thinking, Mical accepted the gloves, though his body felt heavy the moment they fell into his grasp.

“Hear what?” Erebus asked impatiently, his murmur no more than a rushed breath. “We’re running out of time.”

Erebus wiped his upper lip, his left nostril expelling blood again as they spoke, staining his gloves scarlet.

“I-”

He couldn’t explain it. The muffled words he sensed felt like orders, but it also felt like a prayer. An invocation made on the behalf of someone yet unseen, but watching still.

I’ll come back for you, the voice had said to him once, though now it uttered I am here and I am waiting.

“We need to keep moving,” Erebus said, not betraying a lick of whether he actually heard what Mical was referring to or not. 

When they reached the entrance, with the full intention of bypassing it of course, Erebus kept his sights ahead while Mical afforded himself a peek. And while he did not - for whatever reason - lose step behind Erebus, he did spy a sea of glowing eyes from beyond the ruin’s entrance.

Kath hounds? 

A chill coursed through Mical as he hurried after Erebus, crouched in the shadows as they navigated the ruin, coming upon their next obstacle.

“Look for the other pylon,” Erebus ordered, “I’ll take care of these pests.”

“But-” Mical started, but Erebus had already slipped into the next room before he could ask what do I do when I find one?

He looked around and sighed. This end of the hall was oddly bereft of guards, though Mical figured whoever was supposed to man this area had likely gone to break up his and Erebus’ mock fight. Trying not to think of which of those guards now lay bleeding out on their cell room floor, Mical swept the area in search of a hiding place.

Two pillars stood on either end of the room Erebus had just entered, yet neither housed a secret artifact. Mical tsked and turned again, his eyes laying further down the hall where Azkul had brought him the day before. A dread mounted in his chest at the thought, even though he knew he was safe for the moment. 

I’ll keep you safe, the voice said again, this time as if speaking in Mical’s ear. He stilled, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end as he heard it. You can follow me out of here, if you wish. To the Jedi Temple. 

Mical remained frozen, rooted to the spot. He and everyone at Khoonda headquarters believed that the entrance collapse to the dilapidated temple was the Golden Company’s doing, but perhaps it wasn’t their hubris that barred entrance to the academy now after all. Mical recalled feeling as if he were being watched when he first ventured there with Vash and Erebus what felt like forever ago, at the time chalking it up to being stalked by cloaked mercenaries. Yet if this voice dwelled there, perhaps they had been watched by more than mercs alone…

“Did you find it?” Erebus asked as he re-entered the hallway, now covered in more blood than earlier. Startled, Mical stammered before finally shaking his head with a disappointed no. Without thinking, his eyes glanced back towards the far end of the hall where Azkul and his attendants no doubt roamed, an errant fear gripping him at the thought of what awaited them there as well as what was speaking to him inside his mind from outside.

Erebus wiped his face again, his cheek streaked with blood, as his gaze followed Mical’s.

“Don’t worry,” the man assured, placing a bloody hand on his shoulder before wincing and muttering a half-hearted sorry. “I won’t let them touch you.”

An earnest determination overcame his face, his bright eyes intent on Mical’s. Part of Mical wanted to look away, uncomfortable to be this close, and yet… another part of him didn’t want to leave. The discomfort wasn’t entirely unpleasant, but instead almost thrilling, something Mical had no name for yet was not eager to define at the moment. Erebus’ hand lingered a moment longer than it had to, and Mical considered placing his own hand atop it, as if to confirm the man’s sentiment - when instead Erebus’ eyes glanced slightly to Mical’s left and went wide. 

There it is,” he whispered, moving past him in a single stride. Mical spun around to find the Sith kneeling over a collapsed part of the wall, his hands already spiriting over what he could only assume was their second pylon.

“Two down, one more to go,” Mical muttered, this time making sure to pay attention as Erebus disabled this pyramid. It was smaller than the other one, only slightly larger than the average holocron. Erebus lifted it up gingerly in his gloved hands, feeling the corners of the object until the inner amber glow dimmed. “How did you do that?”

Erebus shrugged, still holding the pylon aloft as something akin to affection crossed his face. 

“I’m not sure, to be honest,” he said, wistful. “The pyramid is almost entirely organic, so I think it just senses me, I guess? Or the pattern? Maybe it has something to do with body heat?”

Erebus’ eyes sharpened as he examined the thing more closely, his brows furrowing as he brought it closer to his eyes. The man sniffed it, looking as if he might even go so far as to lick the damn thing, before placing it back on its hidden plinth in the ruined wall. 

“I’ll come back for you,” he whispered - reminding Mical of the ghostly voice again, making him wonder if Erebus had heard it and was now only testing him - before standing upright again and squaring his shoulders. Erebus looked at Mical with an inquisitive nod. “You ready?”

“Ready as I’ll ever be,” Mical answered, knowing that didn’t necessarily mean he was ready at all. Whether Erebus understood that or not, he did not say, instead starting again down the hall until he met the doorframe at the other end.

Mical followed, looking back towards the entrance falling away behind them as they moved onward, wondering if the voice would speak to him again. It didn’t.

“Okay, we need to find the last pylon,” Erebus whispered, “And once we do, don’t feel pressured to do, well, anything.”

“What?” Mical asked instantly, the confusion settling in as he spoke. Erebus sighed, slumping his shoulders as he sniffled, blood still trickling down from his nose. 

“You’re inexperienced. Even if you feel the Force, don’t feel obliged to use it. You can leave it to me.”

He wasn’t sure how he knew, having known the man for so short a time all things considered, but Mical felt that Erebus was trying not to sound condescending. And with concerted effort. 

“If you see a blaster or something, then by all means,” Erebus continued. “But don’t feel as if you have to act. You didn’t ask for this.”

You didn’t ask for this, echoed in Mical’s mind, time stilling even further than it already had at Erebus’ hand. Mical hadn’t asked for a lot of things, and not once had anyone ever voiced it. Orphaned before joining the Order, rejected before he could be trained, and thrust into a war he was hardly old enough to understand, it was a wonder Mical had ever made it this far before expecting anyone to say they were sorry. Now he was hearing it. Finally - for the first time. And it was being uttered sincerely by a Sith, no less.

“I’ll take care of this,” Erebus said, taking a deep breath as he didn’t wait for Mical to respond.

Mical opened his mouth to say something along the lines of thanks before thinking it utterly stupid. He was about to revise his statement of gratitude when Erebus went ahead and opened the door ahead of them, opening up to a scene Mical was not entirely ready to comprehend.

It was as if he were viewing himself from the outside - suspended upside down on the viewing table as tubes pierced into his body, running with a luminescent liquid while Azkul stared him down. Only it wasn’t himself he was watching this time, but Master Vrook Lamar.

What little hair Master Vrook still had stood on end as he was held upturned, barely reaching the floor. Unlike Mical in the same situation, the man’s face was placid, his eyes closed as if he were taking the calmest of naps. And before him stood the grizzled Azkul, looking more agitated than the man had ever been in his experimentation and interrogation of Mical.

“I can’t say I expected… well, this,” Erebus whispered. 

No one in the room moved, each of them frozen by design. Mical looked on, wide-eyed, as Erebus began to scan the space before the man turned to him and asked, “Did you sense anything strange in here? When you were interrogated before?”

“Like what?” Mical volleyed, still surprised to find that no one in the room responded to their intrusion nor their speaking. He half expected their heads to turn, or their eyes to look in their direction at least. But the room remained still, as if frozen in an image. 

“Anything… I don’t know, antagonistic?” Erebus shrugged. “Or maybe just off?”

Mical glanced about, placing himself back in his memory. The only thing that stood out at the time was the modded merc, who he now noted was standing on a different side of the room with a clipboard in hand, his mechanical upgrade enacted and mid-scroll as a miniature amber screen flickered before his eye. Mical looked to where the man had been stationed during his own interrogation and pointed. 

“There, if anything. Though I don’t know if-”

Before Mical’s own uncertainty could voice itself, Erebus was already across the room and crouching near the machinery stationed there, quickly emerging with an “Aha.”

Mical expected Erebus to re-emerge, pylon in hand, but instead he remained crouched and quiet. Too quiet.

“Erebus?” Mical asked, his eyes unwilling to peel themselves completely from Azkul and the modded merc, “Are you alright?”

“I’m fi-”

The ghost of the word fine flitted through the space before Erebus collapsed and time resumed, the mercenaries around them coming back to life. They almost did not notice that Mical and Erebus were even there, going about their interrogation of Vrook, before the rebel closest to Mical glanced quickly at him in her peripheral vision, double-taking as the realization dawned on her. 

“Hey!” she barked, fixing her rifle on Mical’s form before her eyes glanced downward, her aim faltering only for a moment as she took in the sight of Erebus bleeding profusely on the floor. “Don’t move!”

The rebel readjusted her aim and held it steady as the others in the room quickly became conscious of the interlopers in their midst. 

What do I do? Mical thought, feeling utterly useless as his hands slowly raised into the air as a sign of surrender. The rebel in front of him closed one of her eyes, lining up her shot in case Azkul or anyone else gave the order to fire. Only none of them did. A laugh broke Mical out of his reverie, and he finally looked back towards the head of the room. The modded merc stood with his clipboard in hand and a blaster in the other while Vrook stared on as if all of this were boring him. Between them stood Azkul, the spirit of a laugh still clear on his scarred face. 

“Cute,” Azkul said, rounding on Mical. Like the rebel, Azkul merely glanced at Erebus before returning his gaze to Mical, taking step after step towards him until their noses were nearly touching. “How was this plan supposed to go, I wonder?”

Azkul did not blink. Mical was unsure if he did either, his consciousness now almost completely disconnected from the rest of his body. 

Without breaking eye contact, Azkul side-stepped until he was hovering just over Erebus who was now struggling to get up. Just as the Sith propped himself up on an elbow, Azkul smirked and pressed his boot to Erebus’ neck, sending him back to the floor with a crack. Mical shuddered, his eyes flitting from Azkul to Erebus and back to the rebel whose blaster rifle was still aimed at his chest.

Mical’s head spun about in search of another exit though he knew he’d never make it far enough, even if he could run. He wished his back had been to the room’s entrance and not the corner, thinking of the crystal cave Erebus told him of the night before and the fact that it led to the Jedi Temple. It would take him days to navigate it maybe, but it was worth a shot. His eyes glanced towards the door, doing the math within the span of a half-second. 

Azkul’s face split into a wicked grin as he followed Mical’s questing gaze, barking out another riotous laugh as he pressed his heel to Erebus’ throat. 

“You’re no Jedi,” Azkul spat, though a smile still graced his cragged lips as he said it. “But the Exchange will still pay a pretty price for your head.”

Azkul nodded in Mical’s direction, urging the rebel beside him to take the shot. Both of Azkul’s irises flashed white as the blasterfire shot through the room. Mical scrunched up his eyes, awaiting the pain, the impact. But neither came. Instead Mical opened his eyes to a room full of electricity, voltaic bolts snaking their way about the equipment around them and stunning every person in the room - save for Mical. 

Don’t touch him,” Erebus hissed from the floor, baring bloody teeth as he pushed Azkul’s boot from his neck and sent the man backwards. The room went dark, illuminated only by the shower of electric tendrils pouring from Erebus’ palms as he forced himself back up and sent everyone save for Mical towards the opposite wall. Vrook’s eyes went wide and Mical ducked as if it would do him any good. Surprise gripped him as much as the fear of what Erebus truly was, as he watched on in congruent abject horror and fascination. 

“Not so cute now, huh?” Erebus laughed as he walked casually over to where Azkul lay, now the one slumped on the floor in a heap, helpless. “Now tell me, who is it you so humbly work for?”

Azkul’s face was a mess of blood and dust. Instead of deigning Erebus with an answer, the man attempted to spit in his face - though the spittle didn’t make it far past his lips. 

“I’ll only ask you one more time…”

As if acting on autopilot, Mical was across the room and kneeling by Vrook’s side, side-eyeing Erebus all the while.

“Are you hurt?” Mical asked, feeling stupid as he spoke. 

Vrook only looked on with unending surprise. 

“Are you fit to walk?” Mical asked again once the man’s restraints were loosened. With an awkward nod, Vrook finally communicated some understanding before Mical helped the man to his feet. “Something tells me this is something you did not foresee?”

“I had plans for this endeavor," Vrook muttered with an annoyed air. "But that is clearly over.”

Vrook looked from Mical to Erebus, who was now laughing wildly in Azkul’s ruined face. Vrook shook his head no and tugged on Mical’s arm.

“Come on, child, we can get out of this yet,” Vrook urged, a wild uncertainty in his eyes Mical was not expecting. He was so unlike the man he remembered, as well as the one Erebus recounted meeting just the night before. And yet despite the alarm in his face, the old man seemed more annoyed than frightened, eager to be out of there if only to be rid of Erebus’ presence. “It’s best we leave now.”

More than anything, Mical did want to leave here, more than anything. And yet he could not see himself going. Not yet. 

“Wait-” Mical said, looking to Erebus, as if for an answer. But Erebus did not look at him, nor did he acknowledge the remainder of the room or the bodies piled up in it. Mical stilled, and instead of feeling the fear that coursed through him earlier, he felt-

“Look out!” Vrook ordered, pushing Mical sideways.

Whatever errant curiosity coursed through Mical dissipated entirely as his vision clouded, the wind knocked out of him as his sight went black. When he caught his breath again and his eyesight returned, the scene before him was not one he could have predicted.

Kath hounds.

“Stay back!” Vrook ordered, holding an arm out to keep Mical still against the wall.

Several kath hounds roared into the space, gnawing into the first bodies they came upon. Blood sprayed about the room, coating the equipment in a bubbling layer of crimson, yet Erebus and Azkul were immune to it all, duking it out as if on another plane. 

“Erebus!” Mical shouted, struggling against Vrook’s deceptively strong hold. “Erebus!”

The man froze and turned towards Mical, his eyes going soft before registering the alarm on Mical’s face. His fist held Azkul up by the collar so the two men were eye-level, Azkul bloodied and black-eyed, limp in Erebus’ grip as the man turned to see what Mical was screaming about. 

Fuck, Erebus mouthed, the word clear on his face as he let Azkul fall to the floor. Turning, the room slowed again, the approaching kath hounds freezing in mid-pounce, a set of six amber eyes intent on Erebus’ neck and the blood that flowed freely there.

Mical stilled, though this time of his own accord. He’d never seen this sort of ability in action before. When Erebus had slowed the world earlier, it was more like a magic trick, a sense of youthful wonder overcoming Mical as he watched the dust motes stop in their tracks. But this was something else, a manic wildness possessing Erebus’s face and entire demeanor as he delved closer to the Dark Side, beyond the point of no return, instilling a deeper fear in Mical than he ever knew existed. 

“Go,” Erebus whispered, every fiber of his being poured into keeping the hounds at bay. “Go!”

Vrook took no time to obey. The old man scurried across the floor, still weakened by the experiments but too eager to heed his own body’s limitations. He paused at the door, awaiting Mical to join him even though they’d only known each other for all of five seconds.

“But… what about our agreement?” Mical pleaded. Part of him wanted to move, to follow Vrook. But another part of him wished to stay. Not just to see things out between Erebus and Azkul, but to remain by Erebus’ side. To see where that path led.

“Our-?” Erebus said, flustered before he remembered. Of course he remembers, Mical thought. How could he forget? It was all a show, the man suddenly a bashful child in Vrook’s presence, Azkul looking on with utter judgment without a functioning bone in his body to act upon it. “Oh yes, of course.”

Erebus knelt down and reached for Azkul’s slumped form, plucking something small and metallic from the man’s vest pocket. He examined it a moment before standing again and tossing it in Mical’s direction. Without planning it, Mical caught the thing in mid-air. 

“A comm?” Mical asked, turning the thing over in his hand.

Erebus nodded in confirmation before his eyes went wide with an unspoken Oh - his eyes now a more poisonous shade of absinthe than Mical recalled them being moments ago - reaching into his own pocket before producing something similarly small and gleaming. Like the comm, Erebus tossed it casually, as if the last few minutes of madness and mayhem had never happened. 

“That’s for you,” Erebus said. “Something to remember me by.”

Mical paused, considering the stone now housed in the confines of his palm. It was warm and bright, and when he opened his fingers to take a look at it, he found that it was a calming blue, like a sea after a storm. 

“A kyber crystal?”

“If you ever need me, just ask,” Erebus said, “I’ll tell you about the crystal later. Maybe. Just go.”

The room was silent. Even Vrook did not move, frozen as a statue at the room’s entrance. It’s just the two of us, he thought, staring at Erebus. His heart hammered in his chest loud enough to resonate in his ears, the only sound to let him know that time was moving and that, unfortunately, none of this was a dream. Mical could not even hear his own breath above the sound of his own heart beating, and by the looks on Erebus’ face he could either hear it too or at least sense the fear coursing through him in the silence.

“Just ask for Aiden,” he said, his voice soft and almost wistful. “I’ve checked the records. No one alive goes by that name anymore, save for a retired banker on Corellia, and he’s nearing 95…”

Erebus laughed, a sad and almost pathetic laugh, still holding Azkul by the collar as he watched Mical and bade him go with nothing but wide eyes and a bloody nose. 

“Our paths diverge here, but I will tell you all I know,” Erebus promised, his word feeling stronger than their pledge the other morning. “I have a feeling we’ll meet again.”

Mical swallowed and nodded. At first, he did not know what to think, or how to feel, only that he wanted to be free of this place. He turned only to find himself eye-to-eye with a lunging kath hound still frozen in mid-air. Stepping back, he glanced at Erebus to make sure the man wasn’t laughing, and upon seeing the man’s gaze was already redirected at Azkul, Mical hurried out of the ruin with Vrook by his side. 

It was night again and more quiet than Mical ever recalled this time of day being. The air stood still, no sound emerging from the underbrush as he and Master Vrook hurried towards the edge of the encroaching wood. Not even the wind caught up with them as they walked along, branches and leaves moving stiffly as if made of clay as the would-be Jedi and the Master escaped the doom of the old Rakatan ruin, with no intention of snapping back or acting natural just yet.

They walked a ways in silence, Mical’s nerves only growing worse the further they drew. He hazarded one final glance at the Rakatan construction before it was eclipsed entirely by the copse of blba trees they retreated into.

“We best get to the Matale Estate,” Vrook sighed once they were free of the Rakatan structure, his breath calm in comparison to Mical’s haggard gasp, still processing everything that had just transpired. “It’s best we get as far away from this place as possible, tell Khoonda of what we’ve learned, and-”

“No.”

Now it was Vrook’s turn to balk. Despite his rugged breathing, Mical stood up straight, leveling with Vrook until he stood over the man, looking down at him slightly down the shaft of his nose.

“Son, we stand no chance of-’

“I heard something coming from the Jedi temple,” Mical admitted, more easily than he expected. Vrook took a step back, though he was still careful to step further into the glen outside the ruin and not back towards it. “So I wish to go there.”

“You heard-?” Vrook echoed, before sighing and shaking his head. “You are just as lost as he is.”

Mical furrowed his brow, feeling another sigh as time resumed again, Erebus letting go of his hold on nature once more. Either that or they were finally out of his jurisdiction, the Sith’s hold on the Force not as wide-reaching as Mical may have guessed.  

“Regardless of where you will run, we must move,” Mical proposed. “You’re growing weaker, so choose carefully.”

Mical knew not what overcome him, but Vrook stiffened at his words. 

“Very well,” Master Vrook grumbled, turning in the direction Mical only knew to be opposite of his own quarry. “I… I guess I must thank you.”

“I did nothing,” Mical said, feeling uncomfortable in the admission yet calmed by the truth of it. “I may have released your restraints, but it was the Sith that made your escape possible.”

Vrook paused, looking Mical in the eye. According to Erebus, the man had a window to escape just the eve before, yet did not take it. Now why is that?

“Be that as it may,” Vrook muttered, “yet you still did not have to release me. And for that, I must thank you.”

Despite the annoyance painting his face, there was an unmistaken appreciation clear in Vrook’s severe features. 

“You can set your own path, you know,” Vrook continued, though he began to walk backward in the direction of the Matale Estate, “It does not matter who offers you help or resources. You are not defined by others’ actions.”

In the moment, Mical was calmed by this, even as Vrook ducked out of their shared grove and into the night like a ghost. But once alone, he thought of the Jedi again, and how they’d more than coincidentally set him on the path he walked now. Did Vrook truly mean what he said? Was he perhaps exacting an apology on behalf of the Order for Mical’s benefit? Or did the man not remember Mical at all and was simply hoping he would not fall under Erebus’ influence?

He opened his palm, a swath of bright blue light filling the copse once he did. The kyber crystal was still there, held softly yet deftly in his palm, as one never had been in all his time as a youngling. 

The man was right. Mical was the master of his own destiny. But that did not mean he shouldn’t take inspiration from somewhere, right?

The crystal was strong. Its light pierced the grove like a dying star in miniature, yet the warmth of it steadied his hand. And despite the quiet of the night, it began to hum, almost like a quiet song, a battery thrumming in the cradle of his palm. 

He would meet with Erebus again, perhaps, but not yet. Not for a while. 

Not until he was ready. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

“I don’t like the sound of this,” Orex protested, crossing his arms over his chest. He stared Asra in the eye, his other eye glistening in the fluorescent light of Adare’s office. As usual, Glitch sat hunched over a small computer set in her lap, typing away as if none of this were happening. 

“We should at least reach out to her,” Asra argued. “She should know what’s going on!”

“Hm,” Orex grunted, affording Darek a glance before sighing and looking at Mission who only raised her hands in mock surrender.

“Hey, don’t look at me,” Mission said, laughing lightly as she took a step back only to walk backwards into Zaalbar who half-grumbled, half-chuckled before setting her steady again. “I’m just the messenger. Both ways, I guess…”

“I ‘spose.”

Orex glanced between both Darek and Asra again, the latter widening her eyes as if it might sell her argument. Eventually, Orex nodded.

“We need to be careful about it, though,” he warned before Asra could look too relieved. “There’s an astronomical bounty on her head, after all.”

“True,” Glitch mumbled, hardly audible above the white noise of the lights overhead. Mission hadn’t noticed that the lights even gave off a sound, only alerted to their presence in comparison to Glitch’s whispersoft voice. “But I could provide her with a way to get here, that would offer safe passage.”

Basic was not Glitch’s first language, Mission knew that much, but the girl was well spoken for someone who spoke as if they hardly ever spoke at all. 

“Really?” Asra asked, “How?”

“Doesn’t matter how,” Orex said, holding up a hand in an attempt to calm the Togruta down. “The girl has her ways, but even if she’s successful we’ll still need to be careful. The Golden Company’re looking for Jedi and Jedi artifacts, no? So Eden will be prime real estate if she steps foot here. That should be our primary concern.”

“Good point,” Mission sighed, “Which means reaching her might be tricky, too.”

“Not if we use a code name,” Asra offered. “We have one, remember?”

First she looked to Darek, and once he nodded, Asra then turned to Orex who only sighed in response. 

“You’re right,” he said, resigned. “Mission, think you’d be able to patch us through?”

Glitch looked up at Mission at the mention of us, her mechanical eyes peeking out through the long fringe of her hair. Mission looked to Zaalbar before nodding, though something in her stomach didn’t feel quite right about all this.

“I can try,” she shrugged. “I can at least ask for her info? No guarantee I’ll get it, though.”

“That’ll have to be enough,” Darek said, more so for Asra’s benefit than anyone else’s. Asra looked down, considering his words, before nodding and grabbing his hand with a soft, affectionate thanks. 

“It will be,” Asra said. “I’d feel better if we at least tried.”

If we at least tried. Mission couldn’t help but think of Adare, already so beaten down by years of opposition and now an all-out coup. 

Adare had tried, and tried, and tried. And Mission had just accused her of not trying hard enough.

She looked up at Big Z at her side, and as if reading her thoughts Zaalbar grabbed her shoulder and pulled her close to him until they were torso-to-torso. 

I’m here no matter what, Z’s half-hug said, wordless but undeniable as he comforted her. Mission could only collapse a little into him and sigh thanks, before nodding at everyone in concert, hoping she could at least meet their minimum expectation. 

“I’ll see what I can do.”

Notes:

Like my other chapters, this probably needs another round of editing... but here it is anyway. One of my goals this year is to continue making serious progress with this fic. I've been on such a writing kick this last year and I hope it continues. The fact that it has taken me so many *years* of working on this fic to get to where I am now has been bothering me lately, and honestly there are so many cool scenes and end game ideas I have that I would love to share, but in order to get to that I need to write the rest first! I also hope to write more one-shots this year too, ideally ship related, so any ideas or prompts for that would be much appreciated. In any case, and as usual, thanks to everyone for reading :)

Chapter 38: A Means to an End

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3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Eden

 

“Didn’t expect you to call so soon,” Luxa nearly purred as she pulled Eden further inside Citadel Station’s lone seedy lounge. Wary of visiting the local cantina more times than she could count, her visage growing alarmingly more recognizable by the day, Eden was eager to meet with Luxa somewhere she hadn’t yet been spotted. The lounge was smaller and more intimate, brimming with smoke - making each of its occupants more mysterious, to Eden’s advantage. “What’s up, love? Already made up your mind?”

Luxa pulled Eden into a tall-backed booth. The two women tumbled into the far end of the seat while Luxa laughed, brushing a loose lock of Eden’s hair behind her ear as she straightened her posture and waved at a nearby attendant to bring them a round of drinks. Eden flushed red, thankful that the seat backs were high enough to ensure their meeting was more private, regardless of what Luxa expected from this unannounced rendezvous.

“I need to talk to you,” Eden began, straightening her getup and smoothing out her hair. No part of her felt comfortable but it was the only way she was guaranteed to go unnoticed until Admiral Onasi finally decided to show up on the station. She could have resorted to using the Force but to mind-wipe an entire satellite colony was likely something well beyond her ability, even if she wished it.

“What is it now, are my colleagues at it again?” Luxa groaned, pulling out a cigarra. With a simple flick of her nails, the end lit up, a plume of purple smoke erupting from its tail and joining the fray.

“Well, likely,” Eden admitted. “I’m not sure how much longer I’ll last here, if I’m being honest. But what I really wanted to talk to you about was Czerka.”

Eden kept her voice low, though she found it near impossible. The music here was not nearly as loud as the cantina, yet the drone of constant conversation that surrounded them was just as suffocating. It was only made worse by all the smoke.

Luxa smiled, though the corner of her mouth lilted. Her lips were still painted crimson, though a slightly more orange shade if Eden’s eyes were as discerning as she liked to believe. Luxa tapped the end of her cigarra on the lone ashtray that occupied the table between them and blew out another plume as she looked Eden in the eye, brows furrowed.

“Jana Lorso,” Luxa started, laughing again though this time softer, a certain sourness overcoming her gaze as she uttered the name. “That wench got a hold of you, didn’t she?”

Eden nodded.

A droid scuffled over, depositing their drinks with a sloshy push before scurrying off again, leaving Eden with a damp elbow. I could fix you, she thought longingly after the droid even after it had gone, before finally turning to Luxa again while passing her a drink.

“Classic juma?” Eden asked just before taking a sip and finding her assessment correct. The bright, iridescent blue liquid sloshed around her cup with a satisfying viscosity Eden had to admit other drinks lacked. “I expected something, I dunno, classier from you. Or more rare.”

“Oh, you would,” Luxa smiled, grabbing her glass with her cigarra still poised between her first and middle finger. “But trust me, the juma here is excellent. I’m pretty sure they import it straight from… wherever.”

Eden couldn’t help but laugh this time, examining the contents of her glass as she eyed Luxa just over the rim, trying to get a read on the woman without being too obvious.

“Y’know I hear this stuff is yellow in some parts of the galaxy,” Eden said off-hand. Luxa took a swig and only after she swallowed did she allow her jaw to drop for dramatic effect.

“Really? I’ll have to see that one day.” Luxa set her glass down and stared at it, as if willing the contents to change color to sate her own curiosity. “But this business about Lorso…”

“Well as you can imagine, the sort of business savvy woman she is, Lorso made me an offer,” Eden began.

“What did the woman say, exactly?” Luxa sucked on her teeth and took another pull from her cigarra as she awaited a reply.

Eden recounted how she and Atton were targeted on the promenade after leaving Luxa’s apartment and more or less blackmailed into meeting with Czerka’s resident COO. Luxa let out a low whistle, which only stopped the moment Eden pushed the ten-thousand credit towards Luxa’s pam beneath the table. Before the woman could get too excited about presumed advances on Eden’s part, she eyed the coin and blanched, promptly pushing it away before she resumed eye contact with Eden above the table.

“Is that… real? Luxa whispered, shuffling closer to Eden and hunching over the table. “She just… gave that to you?!”

“Up front,” Eden confirmed, pulling away and placing the coin back in her pocket. She didn’t let go until she knew the thing was deep enough to stay put. “But she wanted something in return, of course.”

“I mean,” Luxa eyed the room before scooting closer to Eden until they were shoulder-to-shoulder, their glasses nearly clinking in mock cheers. “Sure, I’ve seen that amount of money before - plus more, and often - but unrefined coaxium is banned on this station. It’ll blow the joint to bits. Not that the law has anything to do with what the Exchange gets up to, but our little startup hasn't risked these sorta transactions because it’ll just slow us down. TSF has scanners for substances like that, too, so what this tells me is that Lorso has someone at the TSF in her pocket. Someone big.”

“Do you think there’s some other meaning behind it? In giving me this, I mean,” Eden asked, taking a larger sip of her drink than she planned but finding herself thirstier to feel something, anything other than anxiety, the moment the cool glass touched her lips. “Would Lorso expect me to know that sort of thing, as you just described, or does she just want to dazzle me with the value alone?”

Luxa scratched the nape of her neck as her eyes searched the lounge for an answer, before looking at Eden again and shrugging.

“Hard to say,” Luxa said. “Personally, I wouldn’t peg you for someone who would be in-the-know, no offense. You’re new to the station and from the sounds of it, you didn’t come here of your own free will, so I doubt you did your research before getting landlocked.”

“So you think it’s just a power play?”

“Oh, it’s a power play, alright,” Luxa huffed another long pull of her cigarra. “No matter which way you slice it, Jana Lorso is placing a bet on you. Regardless of whether she sees the Ithorians as real threats, she certainly takes your interest in them as one.”

“I have no interest in helping a corporation strip a planet for profit,” Eden scoffed, downing her drink before she could properly seethe. “But I also don’t need any more eyes on me, at least not until I can get out of here.”

“Leaving so soon?” Luxa purred before slipping closer to Eden again, this time slipping an arm around her before burrowing her head in her neck. Before Eden could protest, Luxa whispered. “Drunkard, ten o’clock. Order another round and we’ll ask him some questions.”

Eden tried to play along, flashing the room a demure smile before Luxa thankfully pulled away and let Eden do the rest. Raising her hand until the serving droid approached, its serving tray arm in serious need of calibrating, Eden eyed the person Luxa whispered about. Standing to Eden’s left, staring at the stage, was a man wearing Czerka colors and looking red-faced.

“Another round for us please,” Eden asked, “And one for the guy over there.”

Eden nodded in the Czerka employee’s direction, the man taking instant notice of her and Luxa at her side. Luxa waved, her fingernails tickling the air as she invited him over, leaning across Eden and patting on the empty vinyl cushion beside her.

Luxa clinked glasses with Eden’s empty cup as the man flashed them a lopsided smile and sat beside her, going redder than Eden thought possible.

“Don’t mind if I do,” the man groaned with something akin to a half-smile, half-grimace. The serving droid couldn’t arrive fast enough, the man nearly leaping for his free drink before its mechanical arm set the cup down. “S’been a rough quarter.”

“So I hear,” Luxa said, an arm still draped over Eden's lap as she swallowed the remainder of her glass. “Is Dal treating you well?”

Dal?

The man downed his drink before showing any reaction, his face going blank before a wash of relief came over his features.

“Oh yeah, Dal’s great,” he said with an awkward gulp. “Really ‘preciate it at a time like this.”

“Oh, of course,” Luxa said, waving the thanks away as if it were nothing and winking at Eden before she looked the man in the eye again.

Ah, I see.

“My friend here’s just been scouted by your nemesis, it seems.” Luxa continued, “Any way I can get you to talk her out of it?”

Despite just how inebriated this stranger was, every neuron fired in his brain in order to allow him to look dead-on at Eden, a serious expression bespelling his face as he leaned in close to her, and without blinking, uttered, “Don’t do it. For the love of all that is good in this galaxy, stay the hell away from Jana Lorso.”

Without asking if Eden or Luxa wanted anything, the man grabbed the attention of the droid a third time, though he failed to actually place an order of any kind. Luxa tried to bite back a laugh and look on soberly, as if she were eagerly awaiting the man to elaborate, while Eden still tried to piece everything together.

“I take it you work with this Lorso woman,” Eden said eventually, unsure if the man realized his blunder or had simply resigned to the notion of being too drunk to care.

“Work with’s the idea, b’not the reality of it,” the man grumbled, his eyes glazing over as he stared at some indiscriminate part of the table. “We were s’posed to set up a stronghold here, but Lorso’s floundering. Made a mess of the whole thing. It won’t work you know, like, everything?”

The man waved his hands about, looking at both Eden and Luxa as if they knew what he meant, sated to see them nod along as if they did.

“Whole thing’s a joke,” he continued, “It won’t last y’know. But if word got out…”

“Word about what?” Eden tried to appear on the edge of her seat, though some part of her genuinely was. The man looked from her to Luxa, before shaking his head.

“Better not,” he sighed, sitting back in his chair. “S’not worth it."

Eden didn’t bother hazarding a glance at Luxa before digging back into her pocket.

“How about now?”

Eden pressed the coaxium coin into the stranger’s hand, his eyes going wide before he realized what she was doing, and growing wider once he realized the truth of it.

He swallowed. For a moment he looked as if he might back down, but after looking at the coin again he straightened back up and looked Eden in the eye, his gaze unwavering.

“What do you wanna know?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins

Erebus

 

“I had such big plans for you,” Azkul sputtered through bloody teeth, a wicked smirk still gracing his mouth despite how many times Erebus had hit him already. “We were so close.”

Erebus still held Azkul by the scruff of his neck, his wrist aching while the rest of him threatened collapse - a herd of kath hounds still frozen, about to pounce, behind him. He could see their bright amber eyes reflected in Azkul’s silver one; the lid so swollen around his other eye that it was practically shut. A bruise wreathed Azkul’s entire face, and still the man found it in him to smile. To laugh. Erebus wanted to rip the man apart but knew that it wouldn’t give him the answers he needed, nor the satisfaction he truly craved.

“Oh?” he said instead. “And what plans would that be?”

Azkul didn’t laugh this time. Instead, he smiled wider. His red-stained teeth shone like a harvest half-moon in the brightly lit chamber. The Golden Company’s equipment still stood fresh and spattered in only a minimal amount of blood all things considered, glittering up at Erebus in his peripheral vision, beckoning that he kill Azkul and view their contents. But Erebus could not move. His body ached, his lungs pierced with pain as each breath escaped his lungs, and there was no doubt he would lose a bit of himself if he poured any more wrath into wringing Azkul’s neck as he kept the kath hounds at bay.

“We broke him, you know,” Azkul began, spitting out a molar as if it was nothing. “We broke a Jedi Master.”

Erebus felt his eyes go wide but he shook Azkul the moment he felt himself slip, not wanting the man to have the satisfaction of surprising him.

“The hell you did,” Erebus growled, though he knew Azkul was right. Having seen the man himself just moments ago, it only took a moment’s recognition to realize that Vrook was changed. He was no longer the same man as Erebus had seen him the night before, unperturbed and so sure of his survival.

“It was your boyfriend who helped us,” Azkul smiled wider. “He broke the whole code. Split it wide open.”

“Split what open?” Erebus hissed, his thumbs pressing into Azkul’s throat. Mical had taken a beating after his interrogation, Erebus couldn’t deny that, but the man hadn't seemed as shaken as Vrook had been moments ago and so eager to leave. There was still a tired hope in his eyes when he’d awoken, looking at Erebus with his usual cocktail of interest and distrust, but nothing to suggest that he’d been truly violated as Azkul insinuated.

“It’s too late,” Azkul choked. “We’ve already sent our data to the man in charge.”

The man in charge?

What man?!” Erebus demanded, his thumbs pressing further into the man’s neck until his own knuckles ran white beneath Azkul’s blood running down his gnarled hands.

“You’ll never find him,” Azkul promised, the light beginning to leave his eyes. “But if you plan on killing me, then do it already.”

Erebus stilled, his fingers still tight on Azkul’s jugular.

A white-hot heat coursed through him followed quickly by a searing nausea that spread from his gut to his every limb, Erebus’ hold on Azkul slipping for a moment before quickly regaining his grip. Vision spotty, Erebus blinked and stared hard at Azkul.

Not yet,” he snarled. “Tell me everything.”

If only we had the time,” Azkul said, still laughing until his face went slack. The man wasn’t dead, Erebus could tell, but just as unease swept through his own body he felt it similarly wash over Azkul as the man fell unconscious. His eyelids still half-open, Azkul fell into a stupor, still held aloft in Erebus’ grip.

Shit.”

Erebus let Azkul slump to the floor, not caring how the man’s limbs met with the hard ground - and not expecting his own body to do the same.

First, it was his right leg, then his left. He held out an arm to hold him steady, reaching for a nearby pillar and missing by inches, his eyesight still spotty and white.

“Shit, shit, shit.”

Erebus sucked in a breath and braced for impact, willing his mind to remain active even as it fought to put him to sleep. He’d fainted before, but not since he was a child. He managed to stay conscious even if the rest of him failed to follow suit, his body falling limp before he could will it otherwise.

Erebus fell, and the room exhaled along with him - a held breath finally released as time resumed and the kath hounds at his back bounded through the air and towards Azkul’s half-lifeless body. Before Erebus could react, his mind still detached from the rest of him aside from the roiling nausea, two of the hounds grabbed Azkul by either arm and after a brief tussle over possession of the kill, escaped together with his body in tow. Erebus watched as the beasts wrestled his limp body through the doorway, down the hall, and into the night… leaving him alone with the last hound…

He closed his eyes. Braced for impact. The world went black, held somewhere between a nightmare and a held breath. Erebus felt the hot breath of the hound at his neck, its wet nose mere centimeters from his face. But just when he thought he felt a probing canine grace his jaw, it all stopped. Time, space, everything. It was as if he had been sleeping, everything that transpired before either a dream or a memory. And the next thing he knew, he was sound asleep in his bed.

Wait.

Erebus shot up. His eyes adjusted to the light, yet he could hardly believe his surroundings. He was back on his ship, in his room, in his bed. In the few moments before waking, nothing felt off. It was as if he’d always been here, sleeping soundly, and that everything following the moment he plotted a course for Tatooine had been a complete fabrication. But it all came rushing back to him as he blinked himself awake, a cold sweat taking shape like a second skin.

Maybe it had all been a dream, he hoped, willing that his sudden faintness dissolve as he swung his legs over the edge of his bed. But instead of finding any solace in his workspace, all he found was a pylon. Ancient and pyramidal. Sitting idly on his desk beside the onyx trinket his sister Eden had left him in said dream, making it all too real again.

“We are headed for the Japrael System, just as you were instructed,” a soothing voice beckoned from the doorway. Erebus winced, keeping his eyes closed as he swallowed the sick feeling that rose in his throat, and looked at the vision of Jedi Master Lonna Vash as she approached from his cockpit. He hoped she, too, was a figment of some remnant nightmare. But no. She was here, in the flesh, and looking more worse for wear than he anticipated despite his wishes that she were not there at all. “How are you feeling?”

“How do I look?” he croaked, trying to crack a joke. Only Vash did not laugh. Staggering, Erebus lost balance as his left leg suddenly gave out. Master Vash moved to help but he waved her away, bracing himself against the wall as he cast his gaze about the room.

“Did you-”

“I recovered what I could from the ruin, yes,” Vash affirmed before he could even ask. “I took everything I could carry, and then some.”

Erebus tried to pinpoint what was new in the room, what else had been added to his collection besides the pylon, only to find his vision was too questing and fuzzy, too out of focus to make sense of. He pulled himself up again and looked Vash in the eye until the kaleidoscope image of her finally fell into focus as he asked, “And the kath hound?”

“Don’t worry about it,” she said, finally offering her hand.

Erebus looked from Vash to her hand, and back once more, unable to banish the thought of himself as a child again, seeking her help and approval. Instead of accepting her help, he pushed past her and into the cockpit, finally releasing a breath when he was seated in the pilot’s chair.

“What are you doing?” she asked, not bothering to mask the sharpness in her voice.

“Plotting a new course,” Erebus said, blinking wildly as he willed his vision and his full faculty to return amidst his poor state.

“To where?” Vash asked, rushing to his side. “Aren’t you on a tight schedule? It’s been almost exactly one standard week, what if we don’t-?”

“We’ll make it in time,” he assured, doing what he could to convince himself as much as Vash. “This is just a quick detour.”

To where?” Vash demanded. Erebus refused to look at her, willing his gaze to remain fixed on his navicomputer.

“Don’t worry about it-”

Where,” Vash hissed, this time holding his shoulder in a vice grip.

Erebus paused and closed his eyes, another wave of nausea rolling over him as he gathered his resolve. As soon as the faintness passed, he opened his eyes and looked at Vash.

He could still hardly believe any of the last week had happened, let alone the week before that, or even the last few hours. But the reality of it was sinking in now and it was coming at him fast. For a moment, he smelled cigarra smoke, wondering if he’d had an aneurysm - but before he could question it, the scent was gone and all that was left was Master Vash. She smelt the same as she had when she’d been his tutor, filling his cockpit with the scent of fresh synthetic cotton, the way all Jedi robes did on Coruscant. He remembered that smell. His room at the Archive had smelled of it, though Atris detested the fragrance entirely. If only the Jedi could find a more neutral dry cleaner, she’d complained once to which Erebus laughed. What was more neutral a smell than fresh linens?

“We’re going to Malachor,” he announced. He turned from Vash, though part of him wished to see the emotion play on her face as she registered his response.

“Malachor?” she echoed. “Malachor V?"

“The very same,” he muttered. “It will give us time to prepare.”

“To prep-” Vash sighed, “Ah yes, our masquerade.”

“Indeed,” Erebus said, his mouth thinning into a line. “We can test our Jedi slave charade on Mellric and Uruba. They’re relatively low-ranked, but they aren’t stupid.”

“Mellric and-?” Vash repeated before swallowing.

“Don’t worry about it,” Erebus assured, “Just let me do all the talking. It will only better sell our story, to them as well as to Nihilus.”

Nihilus, Vash repeated in a whisper, mouthing the name instead of saying it.

“I hope you’re right,” she said eventually, shaking her head.

Erebus swallowed, hard.

“I hope so, too.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Residential Module Plaza

Atton

 

“She’s been gone an awfully long time,” Atton muttered into his drink, uneased by Kreia’s presence at his side. At least the old woman was turned away from him, their shoulders barely touching as they sat in chairs that faced in opposite directions of the local marketplace in an attempt to get a good scan of the plaza.

“I would not worry about her for the moment,” Kreia said, picking at her plate of some foreign dish Atton found unfamiliar in both smell and appearance. Atton sighed.

The plaza was crawling with people - tourists, locals - each of them discussing something different. Most talked of mundane things, like the rising prices on the promenade or trends in the galactic stock market. But there were also whispers about the civil war on Onderon, a conflict Atton didn’t remember being so big a deal the last time he was truly portside. Thankfully, no one had mentioned Peragus in his earshot, though there was some talk about something going down on Dantooine…

“What I am more concerned with,” Kreia began again, “Is just how much more attention she may draw to herself, despite her better efforts.”

“Who said I wasn’t worried about that?” Atton hissed in Kreia’s direction. “We’ve been spotted everywhere we’ve gone no matter what we do.”

“And yet…”

Atton felt Kreia’s gaze on him. HIs skin crawled, and unwilling to give her the satisfaction of looking back at her, he whispered, “Yet what?”

“We’ve been settled here for several hours, undisturbed,” Kreia said. He could feel the smile in her voice as she said it, waiting for it to register before finally turning her gaze away knowing that her words had some effect.

“We-”

Shit. The witch was right. Anytime Atton had stepped out with Eden, there was trouble. And yet half a day spent with Kreia was the quietest his life had been since his second-to-last shift ended on Peragus.

“She won’t be able to hide for long,” Kreia continued. “It is best if we urge her along. Push her to leave this place-”

“But how?” Atton pressed. “We don’t have a ship!”

“That can easily be remedied,” Kreia responded. “Time is on our side, but only for now. The longer we wait, the less chance we have of getting out of here alive.”

“But what if we-”

Atton stopped himself, his mouth moving faster than his brain.

He was about to say what if we leave without her?

If Eden was the only reason they were being spotted, then escaping without the bullseye permanently printed on her back would be a no brainer. But the thought of leaving Eden here, alone, somehow seemed impossible to him. Unthinkable, even.

“We are inextricably linked to her,” Kreia said despite Atton’s hesitation, as if reading his mind. “We cannot leave unless she does. The Telos Security Force would not allow it, not to mention I believe the Exchange already has our likenesses posted up in a bunker somewhere, along with hers.”

“If that were true, then we’d already be seeing the other end of their blaster,” Atton muttered, knowing that the only reason the Exchange didn’t seek to bother him nor Kreia now was because they did know exactly who they were. If he’d read between Eden’s words correctly back at the apartment, she was meeting with Luxa now, and the fact that their meeting had gone on this long didn’t soothe Atton’s nerves at all.

“Perhaps,” Kreia rejoined. “But I suspect they lack an interest because our heads aren’t worth very much money.”

“Then what do we do?” Atton asked, unsure of why he was deferring to Kreia at all. The deepest part of him, untouched by regret or ego - the survivor in him - knew he should listen. Though he didn’t know why. The baser, more surface level part of him, wanted to leave here as soon as he could. Be rid of both women faster than he could pull a blaster. And yet here he sat, beside Kreia and awaiting her counsel.

“We do nothing,” Kreia answered. “At least for the moment. We need to wait until the opposing side shows their hand.”

“Opposing side?” Atton echoed. “Who, the Exchange? Czerka?”

“Either,” Kreia said. “Or perhaps both.”

The woman further picked at her food but ate nothing.

“Only time will tell who we should be more worried about.”

“And what of the Sith?” Atton asked only for Kreia to jab him hard in the ribs.

“They are of no concern here,” she hissed. “At least not for the moment. Though if we remain here too long, then they will be everyone’s problem.”

Atton nursed what he hoped was only a bruised rib, as if suing Kreia were a possibility, while he scanned the plaza again. What would any of them do if the Sith boarded this station? After being dead for so long, resorting only to characters in fairy tales? Malak had been a menace not too long ago, but Atton was familiar enough with the average spacer to know that what Darth Malak spiritually identified as made no difference to the lot of them. Nor did it make a difference to him, for that matter. But would the threat of any Sith make these people move? If they could see the walking corpse Atton witnessed stare them down on the derelict Harbinger, would the people of Citadel Station know that it was truly coming for them? Would they, too, look at Sleeps-With-Vibroblades and think, rightfully, that life as they knew it was over?

“My question still stands,” Atton repeated. “What do we do?”

Kreia remained silent, watching her half of the crowd just as Atton did, until she sighed as nonchalantly as if he were merely questioning prematurely what they were doing for dinner later that evening before lunch was even over, bored with the query in its entirety as well as Atton’s existence. Well, the latter might have very well been true. 

“We do nothing,” Kreia said. “We watch, and we wait.”

Atton nodded, though he was not calmed by Kreia’s advice. It still all came down to Eden. Whatever she decided, whatever she had done in their absence… He couldn’t tell if Kreia was bitter about this fact or accepting of it, her deadpan delivery of any and all responses so devoid of emotion that Atton hardly believed the old woman to be capable of feeling at all.

“You’re not worried?” he asked after a minute’s silence. “Eden aside, there’s still a bounty out on Jedi. I wouldn’t blame you if-”

No.”

“No?” Atton echoed.

Kreia refused to look at him.

“No,” she repeated. “I am not worried.”

“Alright, alright,” Atton said, raising his hands slightly in mock surrender before lowering them again, realizing only bystanders could see him react to seemingly no one since Kreia faced away from him. “Sorry I even asked.”

“It would be most wise if you did not act like such an idiot,” Kreia sighed. “And it would be best if you kept most of your pressing questions to yourself.”

Atton swallowed.

“Sure,” he said, face reddening. “Whatever you ask for, your majesty.”

Kreia jabbed him in the ribs again and Atton sucked on his teeth, instinctively keeping his expression as placid as possible.

“Whatever you say,” Atton conceded. “Your highness.”

Before he could relish in his own jackassery, Atton was thrust in the ribs again, Kreia’s demeanor as calm as it ever was.

“If you retain any semblance of self-preservation,” Kreia began, inching her head the slightest of millimeters in his general direction. “You would not test me.”

More than anything, despite the pain radiating out from his ribs, Atton wanted to make another joke. The phrase your excellency even rattled around his empty shell of a brain between the Pazaak hands and hyperspace routes that usually took up residence there. But that same inner part of him that kept his idiot-self alive – a deeper part of him than he wanted to ever acknowledge, its depths more fathomless than his still-active gambling debt – knew that Kreia was not making an idle threat. She was making a promise.

“’Course not,” he coughed, swallowing the swell of fear that took over him as Kreia shifted in her seat and nonchalantly looked about the room again as if nothing had happened.

“I fear you are not ready for what is yet to come,” Kreia sighed eventually, sounding almost like a normal person again. “Nor is she. It would be best if we were rid of this station by week’s end.”

Atton opened his mouth, about to protest, but he stopped himself. Whatever it was he was about to say dissipated within moments, but the thought of him jumping to Eden’s defense even in her absence gave him pause. Kreia had been the one to protect the woman’s dignity the last time they spoke. Yet here she was talking as if Eden were merely a character in a holodrama.

“Weren’t you the one that suggested we see where Telos brings us?” Atton asked, echoing the words Kreia had uttered in both the Ebon Hawk cockpit as well as in the sitting of their TSF-appointed apartment. “What happened to that?”

“There is more to Telos than this temporary station,” Kreia said, finally taking a bite of her food and relishing in the taste of it, as if just to annoy Atton as he awaited an answer. After what seemed like an age, Kreia finally paused and dabbed the corner of her mouth with a mystery-cloth she produced from her empty sleeve. “It stands to reason there is plenty more this place has to show us.”

Atton could see the faint outline of the planet itself from just outside the promenade window, though most of the landscape and its glowing atmosphere was drowned out by the traffic outside. Kreia spoke as if she knew something innate, as many Jedi usually did, and despite how on-brand it was – bullshit or not – Atton didn’t like it.

“But I stand by what I said earlier, the sooner we get out of here the better,” Kreia concluded. “And we had better do it fast.”

Atton nodded absently, still staring at the faint outline of the planet below. He’d flown over here once, during the war – Revan’s war. The memory of it had always been faint, as if it had all been a dream, but the recollection returned in full force now. As if he’d only just witnessed it. Much like the traffic that now crowded its skies, Telos’ orbit had been littered with ships. Only instead of the common commercial or private fare that filled it now, it was full to the brim with Republic fighters and cruisers, all facing one another. Until pilots like Atton flew in. Darth Malak had approached the planet in his flagship Interdictor­­-class cruiser, the Leviathan, helmed by ex-Republic Admiral Saul Karath under Darth Revan’s orders. Meant to lull their would-be enemies into inaction, Revan sought to confuse the armies poised at Telos’ edge by having Malak arrive in a Republic-issued ship only to sic their cloaked fleet of Star Forge bombers when the Republic least expected it. Most ships were simply docked planet-side with nowhere else to go after the close of the Mandalorian Wars, not expecting to see any more action for quite some time. Least of all an unprovoked attack. Atton had followed orders, dropped bombs and flew off just as instructed. It hadn’t been a particularly memorable mission, seeing as there was hardly any battle to be had, even if it would later be considered the beginning of the Jedi Civil War. To Atton, it felt more like an errand – done and forgotten. Until now.

“We should return to our quarters,” Kreia said again after some time, finally standing though she motioned for Atton to remain where he was. “Keep watch for another half hour or so. Eden should be returning about then.”

“But-?” Atton began, stopping himself before he could ask how do you know? Kreia did not wait for Atton to finish his thought and instead picked up her tray of food and deposited it in a nearby trash bin, dusting off her robes as if nothing of consequence had just passed between the two of them, or anyone.

Atton figured it best he never know.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module

Eden

“I can’t believe they’re stripping old military outposts,” Eden seethed, pacing now in the back of Luxa’s hidden apartment. She’d listened intently as the man she later learned was named Corrun Falt rambled on about each of Jana Lorso’s corporate sins, appearing more enthralled than she was furious, the anger only unleashed once Luxa led her out of the lounge to let off some steam. “Not only do they not have the rights to it, I’m pretty sure the goddamn Republic does, but how in the ‘verse does this woman think this plan is a sustainable one?!”

“She doesn’t, love,” Luxa sighed, lighting up a new cigarra, filling the air with its sweet smoke. “The girl just wants to turn a quick profit, and so does Loppak Slusk. As soon as Czerka Headquarters sees her numbers for the past year? Instant promotion, and then she’s off this station. That’s all the woman cares about, and she wants you to help her do it.”

“But why not just turn me in?” Eden asked, shrugging her shoulders as she sunk onto the edge of Luxa’s bed. “I’m worth a lot, dead or alive. She could make a name for herself that way.”

“Lorso’s a career woman,” Luxa said with a smile. “I can respect that, but that means she sees your true value.”

“What, like you did?” Eden snapped.

Luxa could have been offended but instead the woman just laughed lightly, tapping her cigarra lightly over the ashtray on her vanity.

“Sort of,” Luxa chuckled, standing now as it was her unspoken turn to pace about the room. “She won’t tell anyone outright, but as soon as rumor spreads about Lorso having an in with a Jedi? She’ll have the respect and fear of everyone in that company. No one would have the balls to come up against her, which is sort of my idea too if I’m being honest, but I figured you’d at least appreciate that I sorta care about those hippie sluggish friends of yours and don’t have any intentions of killing you.” Luxa winked and flashed Eden a smirk. “But that's also where Lorso’s stupid. Like Czerka Corp as a whole, her vision is short-sighted. I’m in it for the long game.”

The long game, huh? Eden didn’t like the sound of that.

“What was that back there, by the way?” Eden asked, tucking her hands beneath her legs. “Whatever it was Corrun talked about, Dal? And everyone in the bar knowing who you are yet acting as if they didn’t see you?”

“You didn’t figure it out? Jedi really don’t get out much, do they,”  Luxa barked out a laugh. “They’re all mine, dearie. On my payroll. Like the girls out there.”

Luxa waved an absent hand in the direction of the remainder of her apartment, which was bustling with dancing girls in various states of dress just as it had been the last time Eden was here.

“So this is all Exchange?” Eden asked.

Luxa looked at her, tsked, and shook her head.

“Yes, and no.”

Eden only cocked her head, unsure of where Luxa was going with this.

“Look,” Luxa sighed, dropping her head for a moment before she shook out her limbs and readjusted her posture, a few embers of her cigarra fluttering to the floor in a hazardous shower of floating amber. “I work for the Exchange, yes, but I manage those guys out there. There’s a connection, though not a direct one.”

“How so?”

“There’s a hierarchy, see?” Luxa gestured with her hands at an imaginary tree, cigarra embers falling just as before with each gesticulation. “I’m not quite a boss, but also not anywhere near an underling. Bosses control cities, sometimes entire sectors. I’m just a teeny tiny rung below a boss, not the second-in-command to a boss, though I do answer to Loppak Slusk just as Benok does but Benok is… well… Benok.”

Eden had an unfortunate run-in with Benok the night she convinced Atton to play the Pazaak tables. Just as she was about to order another round of drinks and up the chips on Atton’s table, a half-drunken and already-riled Benok knocked shoulders with her, more than insinuating that she’d have trouble on her hands if she didn’t curb her boyfriend’s winnings. Eager not to start anything, Eden had merely nodded and pulled Atton away, convincing him that it wasn’t worth drawing any more attention to themselves if they wanted to remain unnoticed. Unfortunately, all of her forays into outfit changes and makeovers did nothing to hide the truth of who and what she was after that. Maybe Atton was right about the way she held herself after all…

“So what does that make you?” Eden asked. Luxa slumped her shoulders, her cigarra going completely cold with the movement as frustration took her.

“I’m sort of a mini boss, if that makes sense, but not as important as the head honcho,” Luxa sighed, circling around the room again until she came upon the other side of the bed, forcing Eden to turn around uncomfortably to face her. Interesting power move, Eden thought. But okay.

Like Loppak, yet unlike Benok, I manage some aspects of business. In my case, I book most of the entertainment around here, whether that be of the musical or physical variety.”

“So… you’re actually responsible for employing practically half the station?” Eden concluded, adjusting herself so she could look at Luxa again though now it seemed that the Zeltronian was purposefully trying to avoid Eden’s gaze. “That sounds pretty important to me.”

“Cute, coming from a Jedi,” Luxa huffed. “You don’t have any qualms about the fact that my business is still crime?”

“What if I did,” Eden asked. “Why would you care what I thought?”

Luxa seemed to truly pause at this, smiling before affording Eden the barest of glances before turning away again, her eyes veiled by her scarlet hair.

“That’s rich,” Luxa said, the dark mirth still audible in her voice. “For a Jedi, I honestly thought you’d be harder to break.”

“I know it doesn’t matter to whoever put the bounty out on me or anyone looking to cash in on it,” Eden said, “But I’m no Jedi. Not anymore, and not for a long time. I don’t abide by some ancient code, though I won’t say I don’t have a, I dunno, a conscience. I haven’t seen what you’re fully capable of, that’s true, but from where I’m standing you’re the only shot this planet has at standing a chance.”

Luxa barked out a laugh before side-eying Eden, giving her a more serious once-over than she had in their entire time together.

“I can’t say I don’t appreciate the help, especially since I half-expected it to take a little more sweet-talking, but is that really how you’re justifying this?”

“The justifying’s not up to me - or anyone. It may have been the prerogative of the Jedi Order once upon a time, but it’s none of my business,” Eden admitted, wondering what Kreia would have to say about all this. “This is a means to an end, no? And right now, it seems like the only available means to cleaning up a mess I should have taken care of years ago.”

Now it was Eden’s turn to look away. She felt Luxa’s eyes on her back, sensing exactly when the woman turned to look at her when the weight on the bed shifted. Nothing could trump the guilt Eden felt after Malachor, and not just for what happened on that moon but every battle that preceded it - for Dxun, Dagary Minor, Serocco…

“I’m a lot like Lorso, y’know. I won’t deny that,” Luxa said, her voice low. The woman reached across the bed until the warmth of her hand met Eden’s turned shoulder. “I can’t say which side is good or worse, but all I can say is that I wouldn’t dare throw away a connection with a Jedi, former or otherwise.”

Part of Eden wanted to place her own hand on Luxa’s, relishing in the closeness of someone else, something she hadn’t let herself indulge in since Alek changed his name and started treating her as if they’d never met, much less shared a bed. But a bigger part of her wanted to know just how much Luxa knew, knowing there was no way she could ever truly trust the woman – or anyone, for that matter. Just as she never should have trusted Alek.

“Do you know who did it?” Eden asked instead as she looked Luxa directly in the eye.

Luxa recoiled as her pink eyes flashed wide, a question forming on her face as her red brows furrowed.

“Who did what?”

“Who put the bounty on my head?” Eden asked. “It was Exchange, wasn’t it? Had to be.”

Luxa swallowed before shaking her head, finally retreating after considering reaching for Eden again before realizing that whatever advances she’d planned or hoped to pan out would sadly not.

“Probably,” she shrugged. “I don’t know ‘im. Or at least, I think it’s a him. Knowing that sorta thing is waaaay above my paygrade.”

Luxa got up and began to pace again, picking up her cigarra once more even though the end of it had long lost its fire.

“Wait, really?” Eden asked, spinning around to watch as Luxa moved about the space, trying to read her body language. The woman was disappointed, yes, though whether it was out of personal dissatisfaction or a matter of business, Eden wasn’t sure. “You’re a member of the Exchange and you have no idea who runs the whole thing?”

“Who would it help if I did?” Luxa asked. “That’s how these sorts of operations work, sister. The fewer people know who the real higher ups are, the better. The safer they are. The more shit they can get away with.”

Eden sighed, and Luxa swept across the room to pick up her chin with the tip of her manicured finger until they were face-to-face again, as if the last few minutes had never happened and Luxa was flirting as mercilessly as she was back at the lounge.

“But there’s no need to worry about that now, darling,” Luxa cooed, batting her lashes as she soaked in the sight of Eden as if seeing her for the first time again. “At least not yet. We know all of Jana Lorso’s dirty little secrets, and we’re going to take that bitch down. Together.”

“But how?” Eden asked, slumping her shoulders. But Luxa only pressed her chin harder, forcing Eden to sit up straight like a disciplined schoolgirl.

“I saw what you did for the Ithorians back at the docks,” Luxa said with a twinkle in her eye. “Don’t act like that drunk in the lounge earlier didn’t teach you anything.”

Eden knew the man they’d roped into talking had revealed more than he should have, but she still struggled to see where in the world Luxa was going with this. “Yeah, and?”

“You’re good with droids,” Luxa smiled, her pink eyes glistening beneath her full lashes.

“Right?”

Chapter 39: The Sooner the Better

Notes:

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

“Things are looking bad, Carth,” Mission pleaded with Carth’s holo-image, shaking his head as it so often was. “Real bad.”

“I agree with Mission,” Bastila interjected, still video-calling the two of them from seemingly nowhere, her head floating in what appeared to be a fathomless abyss. That didn’t stop her oddly intricate hairdo from being perfect, though. If anything, the darkness enveloping the Jedi’s head only emphasized it. “This sounds grim. I could go there, if they need me-”

No-” Carth cut her off. “At least… not yet. I mean, ugh, I dunno, do whatever you want but I think having too many Jedi gather in one place could spell disaster.”

“He’s right, Bas,” Mission relented, “The mercs have already kidnapped two of our guys, and I know for a fact that you’re a lousy prisoner.”

Bastila shot Mission a glare before she stifled a half-laugh, knowing that Mission was just trying to push her buttons. And was easily succeeding to the woman’s dismay. 

“True,” Bastila sighed, “But I wish there was more I could do to help.”

“You can focus on learning more about the items Master Vash sent your way,” Mission suggested. “I have a feeling it will play a part in whatever comes next. It can’t be a coincidence, y’know? What with General Valen, and now this?”

“I agree with Mission,” Carth said, cradling his chin in thought. “I have a feeling this is all connected somehow. Don’t you feel it?”

Mission and Carth both looked at their own miniaturized versions of Bastila’s solemn face, waiting for a reaction or a biting remark, only to find after a few moments that there was none.

“Bas, you okay?” Mission asked, at least hoping that using the nickname she hated brought her out of whatever scary reverie had overcome her. Bastila froze for another moment, as if buffering, before she deigned either Carth or Mission with a response.

“It probably sounds foolish,” Bastila laughed softly, though no warmth met her eyes. “But I-”

The woman choked. Mission and Carth looked at each other via holo, and as strange as that was, it was easy to see the same concern mirrored in Carth’s face when their eyes met. 

“I’ve refrained from using the Force much, these days.”

“You what?” Carth asked almost immediately, his voice almost hush.

“Jedi can do that?” Mission asked, bewildered. “But why?”

Bastila shook her head, still sporting a sad smile as her eyes welled with strange tears - strange because Mission was convinced the woman had never shed a tear in her life. 

“It was a precautionary measure,” Bastila explained, blinking away her tears until her composure regained, looking more like her usual self after a deep breath. “But now I fear I may have trouble tapping back into it. I know that I can. I am just not sure if I want to.”

“You don’t want to draw whatever this thing is out,” Carth surmised, his voice steady and slow. “That’s why you think it would be safe if you went to Dantooine?”

After a tense moment, Bastila nodded quickly and resumed her frozen expression. 

“I see,” Carth continued, nursing his chin again. “Well, I can’t say I know what you’re feeling, though I guess I understand why. But please, Bastila, take care of yourself. If you need someone to-”

“I’ll be fine,” the woman cut in, though everything in Mission told her that Bastila was lying - to herself as well as for their own benefit. “For now.”

For now.

The phrase echoed in Mission’s mind, though why it stuck she was not sure why. That may be true, but for once in her life she was actually worried that Bastila would not, in fact, be alright. 

“I also can’t say either of you two will particularly enjoy what other news I have for you,” Carth continued after he let the silence steep with all three of them. Bastila perked up at this, as did Mission.

“Are you stuck on Onderon?” Mission ventured, knowing that she was still awaiting Carth’s promised assistance - assistance she’d promised the Khoonda initiative what now felt like eons ago. 

“No. Well, sort of, but that’s not the news,” Carth began, sighing as he collected himself before delivering the killing blow. “I’ve gotten word that the Ebon Hawk… is gone.”

“Gone?” Mission echoed. 

“Gone how?” Bastila asked, suddenly at alert again, pleased to have something other than her own existential crises to occupy her mind in isolation, Maker knows wherever it was she was holed up. 

“Gone as in gone,” Carth threw up his hands. “Gone as in likely stolen and-”

“Where’s General Valen?” Mission asked. “Doesn’t she have the ship?”

“It was in the hands of the TSF aboard Citadel Station, but it seems they…” Carth paused, sucking on his teeth before biting his lower lip as he shook his head, baffled by what he was about to say. “Misplaced it, was their turn of phrase.”

“Misplaced?” Bastila repeated, dumbfounded. “I suspect the vessel was already impounded when you requested the report they delivered, yes? Which means it was in their possession and in inventory somewhere with a record. How does a task force misplace a parked vehicle linked to an ongoing investigation?”

“Don’t worry, Bastila, I’ve been asking myself the same questions,” Carth said, releasing a sigh weighing the same as a thousand suns. “This just gets worse and worse.”

“How is General Valen, by the way?” Mission asked. “Have you spoken to her?”

“Not yet, I’ve sort of been waiting until we’re face to face,” Carth said. “I know, I should check on her myself and I guess I still could, but I don’t want to say anything that might reveal something we don’t want to let out.”

“But we’re talking now, aren’t we?” Mission queried. “Isn’t talking to the General just as dangerous as whatever it is we’re doing and trying to get away with?”

“We’re not being watched by the TSF,” Carth added. “General Valen was given a station-sanctioned apartment to first await trial. Now she’s only being held there until I arrive, but, given how things are going here on Onderon and now Dantooine, too? I don’t know when that will be exactly. I can’t trust the TSF not to listen in on her, and to my utter dismay I’ve also learned that there was already one assassination attempt on the woman’s life so I can’t imagine what mayhem might break out if words gets ‘round there’s a Jedi on the station worth fifty-million credits.”

“Fifty-million credits?” Bastila balked just as Mission exhaled “Assassination attempt?!”

“But I thought the bounty on Jedi was ten million,” Bastila went on once they’d both quieted down. “Has it truly been upped to fifty?”

“I think this went live just as you went into hiding, but a personal bounty was put out on the Jedi Exile a couple of weeks ago,” Carth explained. Bastila only shook her head. “And it far exceeds the bounty on other Jedi.”

“Personal?” Bastila asked. “But how would anyone know whether she was even still alive after her exile?”

Carth only shrugged, appearing even more tired than he did at the start of their conversation.

“No idea,” he said, “And to make matters even stranger, all of her aliases were included on the bounty.”

“Curious,” Bastila half-whispered, her eyes glazing as they stared into the middle distance between her face and the holoscreen propped up in her place of hiding. “Curious.”

“What are you thinking?” Mission asked as she crossed her arms, knowing Bastila’s panicked thinking expression the instant it took hold of her features. “Any idea who might be behind this?”

“Perhaps,”  Bastila said, her eyes still faraway before she eventually shook her head and the errant thoughts from her mind as she refocused her gaze. “Either way, it would suggest that the leaked information would have come from a Jedi. The Order has always kept tabs on those in exile. Unless anyone else might have benefited from Eden Valen’s whereabouts from the beginning and would have been privy to them somehow, a Jedi being the source is a likely scenario.”

A darkness overcame Bastila’s features that Mission remembered only seeing once aboard the Star Forge - a woman broken and ashamed for having fallen even the slightest bit towards the Dark Side. Mission suspected nothing of Bastila now, but knew the guilt that overcame her friend was one of shame. Shame that the Jedi Order was, yet again, responsible for something outside her control.

“I have a feeling we should reach General Valen sooner rather than later,” Mission suggested, redirecting her gaze at Carth’s holo-image, his effigy jittering as a wave of static washed over his miniaturized presence. “Asra mentioned reaching out to her about Dantooine, Carth. Maybe you can relay a message?”

Carth nodded absently, considering this as his eyes, too, retreated into the middle distance before returning to the present as he responded to Mission’s proposal.

“Maybe she’ll stay put and out of sight if I promise to bring her along to Dantooine with me after our meeting,” he said, squaring his shoulders as if that made the plan official. “I definitely want to speak with her first before we do anything else.”

“Asra would like that,” Mission offered, thinking back to the brief warmth that overcame the woman at the thought of reuniting with her friend, a feeling Mission knew well anytime she was away from Big Z for too long. “Though, I dunno if it would help, but she and Orex did mention something about a secret callsign. It could come in handy if you want to send a message to General Valen but leave the TSF none the wiser.”

“Maybe it’s best we get the two of them in on this,” Carth said, “Or better yet maybe have them make the call. They already have her trust, and General Valen hardly knows anything about me. It would probably be better if any news came from her friends.”

Friends.

A fourteen-year-old Mission never would have believed her older self, even if her life depended on it, that the three of them would ever become friends. There was a time when the only person Mission ever imagined herself trusting was Zaalbar, and while she didn’t always get along with Carth and Bastila, they were practically like family now. And oddly closer to her, and more protective, than Griff had ever been…

“I’ll let them know,” Mission promised, nodding. Carth nodded back, and eventually Bastila did as well, a worried look still possessing her features. “Stay safe, you two.”

Mission signed off, worrying for the first time in a long time if she would ever see her friends again.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

 

Mical had been trained to endure a variety of situations - trekking through an unknown landscape on foot being one of them. But nothing like this.

As a medic during the war from the tender age of fourteen, he had spent many a night sleeping beneath the stars, never sure of what the landscape or the situation would demand of him. But he’d always had a pack of soldiers at his side with orders to follow. He had always been accompanied by men and women to tend to in exchange for the protection and food they would provide when they needed to remain hidden from the enemy no matter the cost. 

Yet now, Mical was being led through the woods by what he might otherwise call the enemy - a silent pack of kath hounds leading him through the dense forests of Dantooine’s outer limits, waiting and watching from a distance, as if giving him space, as if they had the forethought to allow Mical the simple comfort of not being so scared that they might maul him at any given moment. They’d led him through fresh water, allowing Mical enough time to freshen up and rehydrate, later meandering into a field of berries and other edible underbrush slowly enough to allow Mical what might equate to a full meal. And now, after a day’s trek, Mical was face-to-face with what remained of the ruined Jedi Temple.

The sun was setting now, and his guiding kath hounds retreated to the near west, settling into a grove that now flanked the ruins where the old fountains once stood. 

The place was nothing like he remembered from this angle. It had seemed somewhat familiar when he was here days ago with Erebus and Vash, from the inside, which now felt like a lifetime ago. Just as the structure rose in the distance through the dispersing blba trees, it felt as if he were laying eyes on this structure for the very first time. The walls had considerably collapsed since his most recent visit, evidence of the Golden Company’s meddling clear in the crumbling facade of the old sanctuary. 

“This is a sorry sight indeed,” he muttered to no one, dumbly calmed by the sound of his own voice after a days’ worth of the kath hounds’ beastly howls in the dark, their grunting marking each turn in the path they inexplicably led him down. 

How he knew to follow them and that he would be fine for it, he was not entirely sure. But he was here now. And he wanted answers.

As if on cue, a lone rock fell from the apex of a rugged mound before him, revealing a single sliver of space just large enough for him to crawl through. Breathing deep - and looking about at the orange-tinted landscape about him as he did, as if saying goodbye to the waking world along with the sun - Mical channeled his guardian hounds by descending to all fours and entered the small allowance of space. As soon as his body crossed the threshold, another rock slid out of place and closed the exit.

Part of him wanted to rush back and push the rock back out, securing an escape should he have need of it. But instead Mical chose to further crawl into the collapsed temple until he could stand, finally doing so in what he soon realized was the old merchant’s garage. Outdated hoses and wires hung from the high ceilings, a sliver of shining coral light peeking through a crack in the ceiling wreathed in ivy betraying the last bit of sunrise as Mical dusted himself off. 

“I appreciate the help,” Mical said, his voice echoing uncertainly against the walls as he spoke. He felt strange, and oddly vulnerable, even if he felt that no one else were here but him. “I am indebted to your hospitality.”

Stupidly, Mical bowed. Unsure if the gesture were needed, or even witnessed. But Mical figured it was at least safer to try rather than do nothing. He stepped further into the ruined space, maneuvering over fallen stone until he was in the temple’s landing pad proper. Where there was once open sky to allow docking ships, there was now a massive blba tree - young but sprawling, its thick tendrils for branches already blocking out enough of the sky that it was completely dark beneath it. Thorns spread from its reaching limbs, laced with a green-blue venom he recalled being warned about as a child. It only graced the branches of younger sprouts, a defense mechanism devised by the plant to ensure that the tree grew to maturity before any attempts at uprooting it could deter the tree’s efforts at thriving. Mical side-stepped around the base of the tree, his eyes wide as he admired the sapling in the diminishing light, wondering if his gesture had gone completely unnoticed. 

“My name is Mical,” he offered foolishly, wishing he hadn’t said it the moment his name echoed through the empty space. “I would like to properly thank you, if-”

Mical turned, his eyes adjusting to the half-light until he came face-to-face with a glistening laigrek standing stock-still in the only uncollapsed passageway Mical had any hope of traversing. 

“Oh, I-” he stilled, raising his hands at the creature as if it might calm it. Under any other circumstances, he might have felt stupid to even try such a thing, but to his surprise the creature did not move an inch. Instead, it appeared to regard him curiously, tilting its head sideways before slowly stepping backward and disappearing into the dark of the hallway beyond.

They don’t bite, an errant voice spoke in Mical’s mind. 

Mical startled, spinning around in search of the speaker before realizing that the voice was not physically present other than in his own head. 

It’s okay, the voice continued. They’re safe. And you’re safe now, too.

Despite the oddity of it happening at all, the voice itself was… soothing? If Mical could put any word to it, he would say that the voice was juvenile, tinged with a certain youthful innocence that he found difficult not to trust or at least take at face value. His situation was certainly not comforting, but the voice itself seemed oblivious to any discomfort Mical might have felt otherwise. And this, oddly, was his reason for trusting it any further at all.

Come, the voice invited again after a moment. She’ll guide you to where you may stay.

The somber laigrek seemed to bow at this, as if aware that it was being formally introduced. The creature lowered its spindly, glistening head, its scales glittering in the dying sunlight that still barely filtered from outside, before skittering down the hallway, beckoning that Mical follow her. 

Again, Mical spun around as if still expecting an audience, not entirely convinced that he was alone. But the room was empty, save for the blba tree at his back and the kath hounds still howling beyond the old spaceport’s walls. 

Well, he thought, wondering if he had anything left to lose. Let faith will out. 

And without another word or doubt, Mical followed the laigrek into the dark.

 


 

3 951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Czerka Corporation Executive Suite
Eden

 

“I am so utterly pleased that we could reach an agreement,” Jana Lorso praised from over the chasm of her gleaming desk. Her gold visage glittered in the reflection of her workspace, casting the illusion that twin Lorso’s sat in audience, whose four eyes were all fixed on Eden. “You will find that working with us comes with many benefits.”

Lorso stood from her desk and paused, her manicured hands poised on the mirrored surface as if to spring herself into action once she reached her feet. Eden’s eyes wandered the length of the woman, her gaze imperceptibly shuddering down towards her leg before returning to Lorso’s face just in time for their eyes to meet again in mutual agreement. A limp, Eden noted, wondering how that factored into all of this - if at all. She smiled sweetly, though the action felt sour, her insides churning as she felt that she might be sick. 

I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, her mind echoed as Lorso slowly crossed the room to come face-to-face with Eden’s bargaining chip - a modified droid. It bore an uncanny resemblance to the one recently delivered to the Ithorians. And that was because they were one in the same. Well, almost.

Are you sure they’ll buy it? Atton had asked with more concern coloring his voice than Eden expected from him. What if they see right through the plating?

They won’t, trust me, Eden had assured despite the doubt coursing through her at the thought. Plus I’ve recast the other protocol to look a bit more weathered, rusted. Czerka will think they’re getting the real deal while the Ithorians resorted to purchasing a second-hand machine. 

The plating she’d swapped had come from the back room of a seedy consignment shop at the mouth of the promenade with an attached warehouse that encroached on both the station’s junkyard and the TSF’s impound lot in a way that made Eden suspicious the task force didn’t have even more of their ships stolen from under their custody. She and Atton had scoped out the place on a hunch, hoping they’d find the Hawk in pieces if anything but also hoping they were wrong for getaway’s sake, the latter thankfully being the truth of it while the actuality of the shop inspired Eden with an idea that would make Luxa’s risky idea come to life.

“I am certainly glad you chose to gift us with this invaluable tool,” Lorso sighed as she ran a hand over the droid, whose amber eyes glanced at Eden as if worryingly. “I know the Ithorians have their plans, but those machinations will not allow this station, nor the planet below, to truly prosper and recover its losses.”

A bold-faced lie if I ever heard one…

Eden nodded, trying to smile despite feeling her mouth thin to an unconvincing line. 

“I hope you will allow our technicians at least a brief window into how this particular machine operates before you inevitably depart…” Lorso added, still admiring the droid. 

“... Depart?”

“Forgive me for assuming,” Lorso smiled, her checkered face blushing blue as laughed politely. “Though I very much wish to retain Czerka’s working relationship with you beyond this station, I had presumed that you would be leaving soon, but if I am incorrect…”

“Oh, no you’re quite right,” Eden lied, trying to match Lorso’s particular brand of business talk without sounding too put-upon. “I hadn’t planned to stay here as long as I already have, though I have been a bit caught up in the goings on here.”

“So it would seem,” Lorso smiled as she ushered Eden towards a lounge area in the corner of her office which consisted of several chairs flanking a singular slab of gold-plated plasteel meant for what Eden assumed were more sprawling business dealings - the space allotted for more guests than Lorso’s desk did and the place appeared more chic and laid-back than the rigid atmosphere surrounding her work surface. So far, Eden and Lorso had remained in the COO’s executive office alone, but once Eden took a seat the far doors swooshed open, welcoming in Lorso’s assistant Ithira and the Exchange brute, Benok.  Benok’s eyes locked on Eden the moment he spotted her, not blinking a wink as he moved to guard the now-closing door as Ithira scurried to Lorso’s desk to begin taking meeting minutes. “Would you care for a drink?”

Lorso spoke as if neither of their new guests had entered, as if the door had not opened and nothing at all had changed. Eden tore her shared gaze away from Benok, his dark eyes boring still unblinkingly into hers, before nodding fervently at Lorso in what she hoped appeared to be civil enthusiasm. 

“I would, thank you.”

Lorso snapped her fingers and a miniature droid emerged from the table that spanned their two chairs, its head opening up like a gilded budding flower to reveal several crystalline decanters full of various somethings spanning the color of the rainbow. Without asking, Lorso procured two small, empty glasses, and proceeded to pour a concoction that consisted of each liquid until each of them were left with a disappointingly dark and murky cocktail. Eden tried to match Lorso with a smile that mirrored her smug one, feeling all the fool for it and all the more thankful once she brought the drink to her lips.

Eden eyed Lorso over the edge of her glass, wondering what the woman expected from this spectacle. As far as Eden was concerned, the drink tasted like nothing, and the alcohol didn’t make a dent. It might as well have been juice. Was that the point? Unsure of the desired outcome, Eden planted a neutral face in place before lowering her glass and wondered if all of this was merely a test. 

“I would be sorry to see you go,” Lorso continued, “I am sure a burgeoning station such as this with as monumental of a task as reinvigorating the planet below would benefit greatly from someone of your stature, though as I said, I would like to retain a working relationship with you if possible.”

That is, if this doesn’t all go to shit.

“Tell me how that would work, exactly,” Eden said, trying to sound as interested as possible. Though she had to admit she was interested. And she was growing more and more suspicious that Lorso’s plan bore an eerie similarity to Luxa’s…

“Czerka has outposts all over the galaxy, as I am sure you know,” Lorso began. “And while I understand that someone such as yourself cannot go traipsing about as anyone’s poster child for obvious reasons, I understand you may have connections. Connections that I, we, may use to our advantage, to get the galaxy back up on its feet after this terrible war. It will take decades, likely, but with your help we may just be able to accomplish what the Ithorians estimate to be a thirty-plus year estimate in under ten.”

“Under ten?” Eden repeated, trying to paint her doubt as praise. “That’s quite impressive.”

“Quite,” Lorso echoed, leaning back in her seat as she took a long draw from her cup. “Your way with droids and other machinery will come in handy before your inevitable departure, and it will certainly help us get the remaining military outposts back online, but what I am thinking is more long-term. I hope that you are open to that.”

Eden waited a beat, hoping that Jana Lorso intended to elaborate more. Eden blinked, wondering if her polite smile was still in place, but Lorso did not explain the further details of her plan. Instead, Lorso watched on expectantly as Eden felt Benok’s gaze bore into the back of her skull. 

“I see,” Eden said. “And I am.”

Not. 

Eden was interested beyond a doubt, but her willingness to work with Czerka was nil. It had nothing to do with the Exchange, or Luxa, or whatever the hell was going on in the galaxy beyond that brought her back into the trap that was Republic Space. She’d seen Czerka’s dirty work up front on Tatooine, and she’d seen them attempt to set up shop on Serroco too, before her mother shut them down.

We no longer bow to anyone, Naara said to the poor sap of a Czerka rep sent to convert Serroco into yet another bankrupt outpost. Both you and the Republic can leave.

Eden had always admired her mother but never more than she had then, in the first few months of her exile and eager to do anything to clean up the mess she’d wrought under Revan’s command. When Serroco was blitzed, Eden had fled under orders to save the remaining fleet, the image of her home village burning seared into memory along with the ocean of guilt that followed in its wake. It was no wonder the first refuge she sought post-exile was at the home of her mother, the makeshift headquarters of Serroco’s rebuilding efforts, in hopes of both atoning for her sins as well as earning her mother’s forgiveness. Naara said Eden had nothing to be forgiven for, that she was just following orders under the guise of what Revan believed to be the right thing. Eden did not agree.

“It could be quite the mutually beneficial relationship,” Lorso continued, refilling her glass. She gestured the decanter in Eden’s direction as well, but Eden declined. She felt sick, knowing now that both Luxa and Lorso only sought to use her for what she represented, unsure of either outcome. “See, I imagine the Jedi are suffering from rather a bit of bad PR at the moment, but Czerka has the money to throw behind the face of the Jedi where the Republic doesn’t have the gall to do so.”

Bad PR is one way of putting it, Eden thought with an audible tsk, though all it did was cast her further in Lorso’s favor by seemingly agreeing with the woman. Eden hadn’t been too plugged into current events, much less so the current discourse surrounding said events for nigh on ten years, though the fact that people didn’t think of Jedi highly was no surprise. The idea of doing them any favors didn’t sit well with her, but Lorso didn’t know that. Instead, she let her disapproval ring in the air as if it were for the Republic.

“I would like to see what you can manage,” Eden said amid her inner monologue, again still curious regardless of her inner opinion. Just because Jana Lorso and the Czerka Corporation could try their hand at something, did not necessarily mean they would be successful at it. “I could give you and your workers a bit of a hands-on demonstration now, if you’d like. About the droid, I mean.”

The protocol in the corner seemed to almost cower at being acknowledged again, unwilling to function as anything other than the bit of scrap it had lived peacefully as until Eden plucked it out of the junkyard the day before.

“You may go ahead, I have no head for machines,” Lorso laughed as she downed the remainder of her second glass and ushered Benok forward. The man’s eyes were still fixed on Eden as he approached and lowered his head, awaiting Jana’s yet unspoken order. “Please escort Eden and the droid down to the mainframe.”

“Aye,” Benok affirmed as if he were a pirate and not just a gun-for-hire put to poor use as Jana Lorso’s personal bodyguard. The man may have been Lopak Slusk’s second-in-command, but he was being criminally underused as the Exchange’s arm in Czerka so far as Jana Lorso was concerned, regardless of how much the man was being paid. “Please come with me.”

Eden nodded, placing her cup down gently as she gathered herself and joined Benok by the door with the droid between them. The man keyed in a sequence and instead of the door opening, Eden heard the whoosh of an elevator scale up to meet them before the panels opened, beckoning them both into a small white cell that replaced the marbled reception area of the Czerka offices proper. 

The doors closed. Eden tensed but kept her gaze forward, sensing Benok’s heat as he leaned unceremoniously towards her across the chest of the droid, his rifle pointed into the side of her rib like a thorn. 

“Don’t think I’m not watching you,” Benok hissed, pulling away just in time for the doors to open. Eden breathed in, soaking in the cocktail of Benok’s threat and mingling pheromones, wondering if she had some shot at sabotaging his perceived advantage over her. 

“I’m actually betting on that,” Eden said as she exited the elevator and stepped into the mainframe, computers glittering up at her from the labyrinth ahead, “I’m sure we’ll meet again.”

Before Benok could retort, the doors closed on him, leaving Eden in a room full of machines as well as the droid at her side. 

“Master Valen?” a meek voice introduced from just behind her, pulling Eden out of the staring contest she maintained with the closed doors though it was still in a deadlock with Benok. “Miss Lorso said you would instruct us on how to use this device? I’m eager to see what you may teach us.”

Eden tore her gaze away from the closed door - briefly imagining the one from her dreams laid over it, its ghost still a lingering afterthought between her waking moments - thinking only, I never made the rank of Master.

“Oh yeah, sure of course,” Eden smiled, already sorry for the demure technician before her who seemed so keen and eager-eyed, perhaps still naive enough to hope that her job with Czerka was worth a damn. Or maybe she’d already let go of that hope a long time ago. Either way, it didn’t matter now. 

She looked towards the droid and gently coaxed it forward as if shepherding a feral animal still wary of people. As it should be, Eden thought bitterly.

The young tech couldn’t have been more than twenty, about as old as Eden had been at the height of the war. She looked up at Eden with wide, friendly eyes, either keen on meeting a Jedi when few remained or excited to learn about the droid at Eden’s side. Eden, selfishly, hoped it was the latter.

“Shall we begin?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Erebus

 

If only we had the time, Azkul had said, his face still lit up with a manic laughter before he’d lost consciousness in Erebus’ grip. Moments later, Erebus’ own strength would fail him, leading him to let go of Azkul as well as control over his own limbs. But as Erebus slumped, a crude word poised on his dry tongue, an image stayed with him that he had not fully registered then but haunted him now…

Just as Azkul slipped from Erebus’ grasp, his own weakness apparent even if he did not wish to heed his body’s urgent need to rest, he saw her. Her. Eden. Only it wasn’t through his own eyes, but Azkul’s. 

“Azkul yet lives,” he uttered, though why, and to whom, he did not know. It was only after a moment’s fussing and confusion did he realize he was back home. Home

His usual dark trappings loomed over him as his eyes adjusted to waking life - wine purple drapes fell over the dark grey wall behind him, barring the sickly green light outside from casting too much of a poisonous hue in the cluttered room he now lay in, the permanent home of all his remnant research. Erebus did not remember opening his eyes, nor closing them previously. All he recalled was speaking with Vash aboard his vessel… and now this. 

“Yes, you’ve said as much,” Uruba muttered, her indigo visage slowly falling into focus amid his other black, grey, and violet-hued furnishings as Erebus realized that he was awake now and no longer remembering, lost so deep in his own mind that it took him more than a moment to differentiate the then from the now. “And whoever he is, he’s done quite a number on you.”

To anyone else, this would sound like the usual bedside manner. But given Uruba’s tone and expression, Erebus knew the woman was cross with him and her deadpan delivery of each uttered syllable communicated that she was absolutely furious about it. 

“I wouldn’t go so far as to give that cretin much credit,” Erebus sighed as he struggled to sit up. Uruba didn’t fight him on it, pulling away enough to let Erebus attempt it and doing nothing to help when he couldn’t. “That was all me.”

“Ah,” was all she said, before leaning forward again and getting back to work. “That explains it.”

Erebus blinked, the searing pain suddenly blossoming in his side that awakened him further. Glancing down he watched as Uruba wrapped his bare torso with primitive cloth, coarse but strong and pliant, her plum-dark fingers spiriting over him as if she were not there, the weight of her almost imperceptible as she set his ribs. Just as Mical prescribed, he thought bitterly. 

“You mentioned her again, too,” Uruba continued as she helped Erebus sit up, waiting until she was nearly finished before speaking again. This time she paused, awaiting Erebus to acknowledge her words before elaborating, her wide caramel eyes looking on with stern consternation when his gaze finally met hers. “Your sister.”

“Eden,” he huffed. The memory of Azkul resurfaced, as well as the image of his sister through the other man’s eyes. She was covered in blood, looking down on him. Was he on the floor? In a ditch? All Erebus could surmise was that they were still on Dantooine, the washed-out coral walls of the ruined Jedi Academy framing Eden’s silhouette like a sunset clearly visible in the vision as well as her newly-cut hair - no longer a messy half-blonde as he’d seen it during their brief scuffle on Tatooine, but all black and almost the same length as Erebus’. He couldn’t help but think that they hadn’t looked this similar since they were children, when they’d first arrived at the temple on Nespis sporting identical bowl-cuts because their grandfather knew no other way to cut hair. 

“You are not the first to mention her to me today, either,” Uruba muttered further. “Darth Sion asked after her as well.”

Erebus perked up at this, a chill running through him at the thought. Eden had thought of Sion, too, he remembered, bristling at the recollection. 

“What did he want?” he demanded, suddenly more alert. All of his senses returned in full-force at that moment, as well as the full weight of the pain in his side. 

“He wanted to know everything about her,” Uruba said casually, avoiding Erebus’ gaze. “So, naturally, Mellric and I gave him whatever was commonly accessible through the Academy archives. But nothing more.”

Erebus laughed, thankful for Uruba’s loyalty to protocol and Sion’s eternal refusal to learn how to use a computer. Idiot.

“Speaking of archives, is Mellric around? I would like for him to dig up anything we might have on Azkul.”

“Azkul?” Uruba repeated. “So this individual is actually important?”

Uruba looked at him blankly, the blood-red tattoo painting her face taut with her usual composed skepticism. Unlike most Mirilans who bore tattoos symbolic of some culture-specific task or achievement, Erebus had been the one to mark Uruba in a manner of her choosing upon receiving the station at his corner of the Trayus Academy. In a way, it still stuck to tradition, though the means by which she achieved the milestone as well as the design she chose to mark the occasion were decidedly unorthodox. Uruba’s nose twitched, indicating her impatience, setting her honeycomb inking askew as she awaited his response.

“He was a Sith soldier, under Malak,” Erebus explained. “I want to know the manner of his discharge, as well as his complete military history. Both under the Republic as well as Revan.”

He could tell by the way Uruba’s brow furrowed that the woman was irritated at having been asked to relay a message to her counterpart, as she often was, but above all she was still obedient. Despite her abundant annoyance, Uruba serenely closed her eyes and subtly bowed her head. 

“It shall be done,” she whispered. “But I had other news for you.”

“Oh?”

“Sion did not only mention your sister. Darth Nihilus requested that you speak with him about her as well.”

“Speak with him?” Erebus sat suddenly upright, a dull ache radiating through him with the motion. “What for? Why’s he so interested?”

Nihilus’ interest in what happened at Malachor always made perfect sense. Erebus bet he would not be holding the Sith station he currently held were it not for his direct connection to his sister and the pain she wrought here nearly a decade ago. Even though he could no longer sense her presence through the Force until recently, he had been the ideal guide for Nihilus in his search for eternal life as well as one of the few Sith who could withstand the overwhelming weight of this place beyond the Academy doors. But Sion never had a problem with it, always one of the few who could weather this place without so much as only his trousers as he so often wore alone, never one to sport armor or even a slip of cloth passing as a shirt - lest anyone go unreminded of Sion’s strength written into the multitude of scars that spanned his body. 

“He did not say,” Uruba responded, her brow furrowing further, though this time in thought. “Which is why I am glad you have arrived. It was only a matter of time before Darth Sion returned with more questions, and quite frankly I would rather he ask you than me. And as much as I know you harbor no admiration for the man, I imagine you wish the same.”

“I do,” Erebus answered, nursing his chin in thought to find that he’d grown a considerable amount of stubble there. Before his hand could retract or any further surprise could course through him, Uruba straightened and took a step back from his bedside, inching ever closer towards the door.

“Good, now I expect you’d like for me to catalog whatever nonsense it is you’ve collected aboard your ship so if you don’t mind, I’ll attend to that now,” Uruba said in a hurried breath, serious as always. “Would you like for me to escort your - erm, slave - into your quarters as well?”

Erebus froze, nearly forgetting his charade for a moment before laughing with intention, imbuing it with a wicked mirth he’d witnessed in Azkul before his expiring breath.

“Ah yes,” he instructed. “Please do.”

Uruba lowered her head again in recognition and bowed out of the room. Just as Erebus’ wine-dark curtains fluttered with her departure, they fluttered again with Vash’s uncertain arrival. The woman looked about the space just as she was shoved inside and the door unceremoniously shut behind her.

“Hello again,” she said sardonically, Vash’s voice as quiet as a whisper though more resonant, indicating her innate displeasure at the present situation. “I’ve met Uruba, as you can surmise.”

“And not Mellric?” Erebus laughed, imagining the scenario play out in his head as he awaited the Jedi’s response. “I’d like to see that.”

“I imagine you will,” Vash huffed. “Soon enough, at least.”

Mellric had a particular disdain for Jedi, a facet of the man that tickled Erebus still even though he hadn’t identified as such in years. 

“Probably sooner than you think,” Erebus began. 

He gave his old room a proper look now that he had a moment to breathe, examining it as if for the first time just as Vash was now. The notes that remained pinned up here were all hypothetical, hopeful annotations about things Erebus would venture to see, some items of which were now in his possession. As well as others he’d never dreamed of possessing. Erebus had been a different man the last time he was in this room. As much as things had changed in the last few weeks, he was eager to get back to work - his fingers already itching for his console before Vash could put a word in edgewise.

“What-” she sputtered, startled as Erebus nearly dove for his desk. “What are you doing?”

“Snooping,” he muttered. Ignoring his unread messages, Erebus immediately made a beeline for the backend of the academy’s archival system, which housed logs pertaining to the items in storage there as well as security footage. Pulling up the last few entries, Erebus clicked through until Sion’s greyed visage appeared on screen. 

“Is that-?” Vash asked, unable to finish her question. 

Erebus shook his head.

“No,” he muttered. “That would be Darth Sion, a man I fear is also in pursuit of my sister.”

Vash neared Erebus’ seat, a shaking hand resting on his chair back as she approached and leaned over his shoulder to get a closer look.

“How-?” Vash exhaled in a half-whisper, “How is this possible?”

Erebus did not have to ask to know what Vash meant. Looking up at them both from the confines of his computer screen as if it were a window, Sion looked out at them from dead eyes set in a ruined face. Erebus had seen corpses that looked better than Sion, and yet Sion had more vigor than perhaps any other being he’d ever met. Angry vigor, dripping with vitriol. But vigor nonetheless. 

“The Dark Side,” Erebus answered, “Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering…”

Vash extended her other hand, a trembling finger approaching Sion’s face in mingled horror and awe. 

“Anger,” she echoed, the pad of her finger gracing the screen and leaving a trail of oil in its wake. “So… his suffering sustains him?”

Erebus nodded.

“Indeed.”

Vash recoiled and turned to Erebus, only he did not meet her gaze. 

“Are you sure you’re alright?”

Again, Erebus did not have to ask Vash to elaborate in order to know what she meant. He glanced down at the bandages that now spanned his entire torso and thought back to the enduring pain that allowed him to cut through the pylons’ energy in the Rakatan ruin, the agony sustaining him in a way he never knew something could. And in the wake of its absence, now healed more or less, he felt the ache of it. An echo of the pain that now felt like a hunger, an endless abyss threatening to swallow him whole.

Like Nihilus, he thought with a sharp swallow. And Eden, too.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3
Atton

 

“Do you see it? Just there?” Eden ordered from the confines of her small, dark room. Atton shrugged, still feeling awkward for simply sitting on her bed. 

Eden had returned from her suspiciously long meeting with Jana Lorso not long ago but hadn't stopped talking his ear off in a hushed whisper since, her anxious energy all-too infectious for Atton’s beleaguered mood. After begging that they not wake Kreia, Eden led Atton to her room without further elaboration, which made Atton go red in the face before she procured a small microchip from a plait in her hair and inserted it into a datapad she’d purchased on the promenade. 

“Look, here and here,” Eden urged again, her finger nearly pressing itself through the screen of her datapad. “Please tell me you see it.”

“See what?” Atton asked, his confusion genuine. Eden groaned and brought the holomap closer to Atton as if seeing it an inch from his own nose would make her point more obvious. It didn’t. Instead, Atton went cross eyed. “I’m not sure what you’re asking me to look for, exactly.”

Normally Atton was decent at decoding maps, even ones with supply routes as heavily camouflaged and itemized lists as deliberately redacted as this one. But he was too tired and too anxious to be rid of these Jedi to use his brain at anywhere near full capacity. 

“Can’t you just… I dunno, show me?” Atton asked, already exhausted. Apparently, this was not the answer Eden wanted to hear. She groaned again and sat beside him with a heavy sigh, their sides inexplicably pressed against one another as Eden hastily commanded the holomap magnification back to normal resolution. In any other scenario, Atton would have questioned whether Eden was making a pass at him, but considering the way she pointedly slammed into the keyboard as she typed, he figured that it unfortunately wasn’t the case.

“Here, and here,” Eden pointed again after customizing the view screen, singling out several locations on the map before her. It was clearly an atlas of Telos’ surface, Atton gathered that much, but now that Eden pointed it out, he did notice the odd spots littered around the map with not nearly as much detail as the rest. “They’re everywhere, really, but notice how these outposts are clearly outlined? Almost in too much detail?”

The more Atton studied the thing, the more he realized it was specifically a map of Telos’ restoration efforts. A few military outposts from the Mandalorian Wars were highlighted, each one describing their initial function as well as their current state, followed by a list of repurposed materials, most of which had been used to build Citadel Station. But Atton knew for a fact that there were far more outposts than clearly listed, especially having visited a few of them for refueling as a pilot himself. Not to mention that he’d bombed a few of them himself later…

Obliterate it, Revan had ordered, simple as that. I want this planet to be unrecognizable. 

Atton could still hear her voice over his aircomm as if she were still speaking, the casual coolness of her tone sending a chill down his spine even now. He’d done as he was ordered to, feeling nothing in the moment, and while there was some shred of guilt now, it wasn’t nearly what it should have been if he was being honest…

“Czerka’s got a hold on the others, you think?” Atton said, swallowing the memory and hoping none of his knowledge crept into the sincerity of his question. 

“Definitely,” Eden whispered conspiratorially, finally pleased that Atton got the gist of what she’d been saying. “Sure, some of these outposts would have been targeted directly under Revan, but certainly more than three survived. I suspect Czerka’s got their exact location under wraps and are mining them for parts while no one’s looking. Likely to sell at their official storefront while also using them in their contracted projects, deferring the larger parts to the black market, which is likely where someone like Benok or Slusk steps in.”

“We could probably hit up that place we got the droid plating from,” Atton surmised. “With them being so close to the TSF impound lot, bet you a hundred credits that they not only have an in with the TSF but that they’re the link between the sorry excuse for a security force and Czerka.”

Eden nodded, still fully leaning into Atton’s side but seemingly unaware of it. 

“Good point, probably acting as a fencer given what we saw in their warehouse,” Eden muttered. “I’m still surprised with Lorso, though. I don’t trust her. She had to have known I might snoop around her systems, no?”

“Possibly, but she also promised to put in a good word for the Jedi in the media, right? I mean, whether she’d follow through on that, maybe she’s still banking on you identifying as one of them. And following that creed.”

Atton could still hardly tell the difference himself, but if Eden said she wasn’t a Jedi, then she wasn’t a Jedi

“Hm, maybe,” Eden said, leaning into him further for a moment in thought before perking up. “She either expects me to be transparent as a Jedi would, even if no right-minded Jedi would make a deal with a mega corporation for obvious monkish reasons, or she wants to do the opposite - devalue the Jedi by proving we’re corrupt?”

Eden shook her head before muttering, “Not we, they,” almost more to herself than to Atton. 

Atton only shrugged.

“I know I shouldn’t trust Luxa any more than I do Lorso, let alone as far as I can throw her, which is… arguably farther than Luxa probably expects, but…”

Atton couldn’t help but let out a low laugh as the image played itself over in his mind’s eye. Eden looked at him with mingled pride at having made him laugh as well as mild surprise, before she realized just how close they were sitting. Within an instant, Eden not only pulled away but stood up quickly, placing the datapad on the nightstand beside her as she did so. 

“I don’t like this, I don’t like any of this,” Eden continued, pacing the small length of the room now.

“I’d offer my sympathies but it’s too late for that now,” Atton said. “Both for sorries as well as what ifs. But whatever you choose, I’m right behind you.”

Eden paused, studying his expression with a furrowed brow. 

“You mean that?” she asked, more accusatory than thankful. As she should be.

“I wanna get out of here just as much as you do,” Atton confessed as well as lied, though what part of him wished to stay he did not understand. Nor did he want to. “The sooner we resolve this, the better.”

Eden considered him a moment longer before nodding once, and then again several times to herself as she resumed her pacing. 

“Sure, yeah,” she muttered, chewing on her lower lip, “The sooner the better.”

 


3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

Mission wasn’t exactly elated to be walking the halls of Khoonda now, though she had to admit that she felt decidedly lighter than she had the day before. 

“How are things holding up?” she asked Zaalbar who ambled along at her side, truncating his strides so they walked in-step together. 

Judging by the slow, rumbling growl Big Z let out, Mission ventured things were decidedly worse. 

Great,” she muttered, turning a corner. “Just great.”

“What’s great?” Zayne asked once Mission entered the foyer proper, finding all of her comrades and a few lingering locals with complaints aimed and ready on their tongues as they awaited an audience with the Administrator. “Please tell me something great, I need it.”

“Unfortunately nothing,” Mission sighed. “I was being sarcastic.”

Zayne groaned as his shoulders slumped with a pained ugh.

“Why, what’s up?” Mission asked, already dreading the answer.

“You’d better come with me,” Zayne muttered at both her and Big Z, ushering them down the side hallway towards the barracks. On the other end of a door in much need of repair stood Zherron, looking none too pleased, though to be fair Mission figured that was the man’s resting expression. 

“Movement in the area has practically ceased,” Zherron muttered once Zaalbar asked him to repeat to MIssion what the man had recently relayed to him. Mission was about to ask how Zherron knew Shyriiwook before she realized there were more important matters at hand she wanted to learn more about despite her rampant curiosity. “No sign of the mercs anywhere, though we have spotted a few injured farmers in the scavengers’ camp.”

“Injured?” Mission echoed, looking from Zherron to Zaalbar only to find that both men nodded in a way that communicated that, yes, this was indeed strange, and also yes, they knew how bad that sounded. 

“Not sure how,” Zherron continued. “But it seems they’ve brokered a peace with the scavengers. It seemed like an impossibility before but, I don’t know, maybe something’s changed their mind.”

“I reckon something has,” Zayne sighed, “At least that’s what I’m afraid of.”

“Why are you afraid?” Mission asked, “I haven’t seen you so spooked since we asked you to play nice with Erebus.”

“That’s exactly it, though,” Zayne continued, appearing more frenzied with each word even as he toned his voice down to a whisper. “I have a bad feeling about that guy, kidnapped or not. Also might be worth mentioning that Master Vash is gone.”

Mission blinked, unsure she heard Zayne correctly. Big Z nodded solemnly at the Jedi’s side which only made Mission’s confusion grow. 

“Gone?” she echoed eventually, the word falling flat even as she said it.

Big Z shrugged apologetically while Zayne’s manic restlessness seemed to grow tenfold.

“Gone!” Zayne hissed into the silence between him. A few of the others nearby perked up but were thankfully too far out of earshot to really get a read on what any of them were saying to each other. Zherron moved slightly along with Zaalbar, as if blocking the remainder of the foyer from further eavesdropping if any was to be had.

“What do you mean she’s gone?" Mission pressed. “She was just working with Bastila on some of the artifacts downstairs!”

“Vash’s room? Empty. The bed’s made, her desk cleared. Not a speck of dust in that place. It was almost as if the woman was never here!”

“But…” Mission wracked her brain, unsure if she could wrap her head around Vash leaving let alone Zayne’s reaction, which didn’t seem to line up no matter how strange the Jedi Master’s mysterious disappearance seemed. “Why?”

“It’s because of him, mark my words,” Zayne muttered. Big Z grumbled in half-hearted agreement, though Mission could tell Zaalbar was just trying to calm Zayne down by sounding agreeable. “It’s suspicious, no? Master Vash disappears right after that attack, having gathered all she needed to know from Khoonda and Bastila, and then once she’s gone this happens?”

“I agree with the young man,” Zherron grunted, “Something feels off. And it’s not a good look for a Jedi to up and leave in a time of need, regardless of the circumstances. The people here already have little trust for ‘em - it’s a good thing we didn’t try to soothe any worries by announcing the woman’s presence.”

Mission nodded, biting her lip. Both Zayne and Zherron had a point and she didn’t like it. After a moment’s consideration, her gaze shifted from the two men to Big Z, her brown eyes settling on his umber ones, finding that the same cautious consideration resided there, too. Always on the same page, Mission thought, to her relief, before turning to Zayne and Zherron again. 

“Maybe, but I wouldn’t put it to the jury just yet,” she said. She wasn’t sure where she was going with this, exactly, but she knew there was more to this than any of them could fathom at the moment. “We should continue to gather intel from the scavengers as best we can for the moment, but treat them as you always have, Zherron. As for Vash, I’d like to think the woman had a good enough reason for leaving, but a half-Jedi like yourself should be familiar enough with their half-assed way of leaving things all cryptic-like, right?”

At this, Zayne let out a genuine laugh - a hearty, raucous, unfiltered laugh - lighting up his eyes and turning his face briefly red before he gathered his wits again and looked at Mission with what she could only describe as pleading fondness. 

“Let’s hope,” he said. “Let’s fucking hope.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Apartment C3
Eden

 

It was dark. Both within her room and outside of it. The only light source in her small but thankfully private space came from the slow crawl of sparse traffic outside, the lanes otherwise dark with lack of use, as well as the blue-white light from the datapad in her lap.

Eden sat up in bed, her threadbare TSF blanket splayed over her legs as she studied the datapad poised on her knees. It had been hours since she went over her findings with Atton and since the man had gone to bed, but there were more files Eden wanted to peruse at her own leisure - as well as in complete privacy. With a little more digging, Eden had not only cracked the code on what Czerka was keeping secret from Telos at large, but also on what files they’d recovered from the war. Among the massive inventory lists from the military outposts Czerka sought to exploit over the coming years, Eden also found old data logs from each base’s original formation during the Mandalorian Wars.

Stardate [REDACTED]…. We’ve completed construction of the last tower and aim to have this quadrant up and running by season’s end.

Eden wasn’t the best at remembering faces, but she could bet the Republic soldier speaking to her now via fifteen-year-old holo was Carth Onasi back when he was a fighter pilot and a Telos native above all. It was strange to see the current Admiral of the Republic Navy as he was over a decade ago just after seeing his newly graying visage days prior aboard the Harbinger. It was as if the man were an aging ghost. Having never seen nor met the man in person, Eden couldn’t place how tall he was or just what the exact hue of his hair color happened to be, but seeing Admiral Onasi as both a younger man and an older one humanized him more, somehow. 

We will be ready whenever the Mandalorians attack, Carth promised with a firm nod of his head, a lock of hair falling out of place from his otherwise smoothed back hairdo as he did so.

Eden swallowed, knowing the Republic had been ready. But only for the Mandalorians. Not what came after…

She exited out of the older logs and clicked into the slightly newer ones. Here, there were more holologs and notes, but one of which stood out more from the rest. Of the ten or so entries, each marked by stardate rather than subject line, one log read: For the greater good.

Eden paused, her cursor hesitating over the log as if she already knew what it contained. A chill coursed through her and just as her spine shuddered, she clicked.

Her screen rippled with errant static and out of the variable foam, a dark-haired man with ice-blue eyes fell into focus.

Telos will remain a cornerstone of the Republic, a young Alek promised - his hair still thick and jet-back, his eyes still wide and pleading, brimming with humanity and compassion for it - These outposts will serve as a refuge for both Telos’ protectors as well as Jedi Guardians who will safeguard this land with their life. 

This must have been recorded before Eden had ever met Alek, the Mandalorian Wars still considered an inconsequential skirmish over the Outer Rim by most of Eden’s instructors save for Kavar. Kavar was the only one to provide aid in the early days, the only Jedi Master to leave his station to help those in need when they required it most. It was part of the reason Eden was eager to join Alek’s cause before he’d charmed her with the rest of his personality and all he’d encompassed  - valor, passion, duty. Everything a Jedi should be in her eyes, but something many of her teachers, even eventually Kavar who chose a seat on the Council over a spot as Revan’s left hand, never managed to be. 

Telos will be a beacon in the darkness, Alek went on to promise, the usual twinkle in his eye selling the idea as he hid a sly smile behind his words, And when all other planets fail, Telos will remain.

And it had. Until Revan ordered it otherwise.

Eden was still on Serocco then, holed up with her mother in her aunt’s abandoned home. Neither of them could comprehend it. When rumor spread of Revan returning as a Sith, most did not believe it. But Eden had. She’d warned the Jedi Council as much, the rancid smell of Alek’s severed jaw still fresh in her memory as she relayed her news, hoping it would ring true as an omen only for it to fall on deaf ears. And yet news of Revan’s bloodshed had shocked her still. As if part of Eden wished her premonition untrue. 

Telos, like the Republic, will hold steadfast. Especially with the Jedi at their side.

A twinkle emanated from Alek’s eye, almost winking before he signed off. Did he know? Eden thought, Did he know then what Revan would plan later?

It was years before he, then going by Captain Malak, and Revan would disappear for almost a year in the Unknown Regions, leaving Eden in charge of the army and naval fleets in their stead, telling her nothing before their unusual return. And nothing after. 

Did he know?

Eden always knew she was kept out of the loop, Alek always more privy to Revan’s machinations than anyone else. But Eden always felt it was a mistake to leave her out of it, too, especially seeing as she was responsible for all of Revan’s ground troops during the war. It should have been obvious then, though it certainly was now, that leaving Eden out of things had been deliberate. But why?

Eden hit rewind, watching as Alek’s mouth opened and closed like a fish, before he resumed usual speed and began speaking normally once more. Telos will be a beacon in the darkness, he said again. 

But it was him. It was Alek. Neither Captain Malak nor Darth Malak. But Alek. Alek of village Squinquargesimus, Alek of Dantooine. A Jedi Guardian through and through, defender of the Republic. Her Alek.

Eden knew she’d witnessed the man transition from Alek to Malak, wondering which of the many stolen nights they spent together during the war saw to his eventual change. But the point of utter transformation was lost on her. It was so gradual that she had not seen it - could not see it. Even if she’d tried. 

She watched the recording until it repeated, Especially with the Jedi at their side. Eden paused and rewound, and rewound again, reading into Aleks’ every minute expression. His eyes were their usual bright blue, just as she’d remembered falling in love with, but none of the malicious undercurrent of what she’d sensed from him later was there. 

Absently she rubbed her bare arm, the one she’d let fall comfortably into Atton’s side earlier. Her face grew red at the thought of it, at least thankful that the man hadn’t commented on their closeness either way. If anything, he’d gone along with it, supporting her weight while also adding some of his own in a mutual lean-to as they continued speaking, as if in mirrored camaraderie. It was something she’d done with Atris when they were still roomed together on Dantooine as they recited lessons to one another when they couldn’t sleep, and something she’d do every morning spent with Alek as they relayed the contents of their dreams to one another before the war would inevitably take them their separate ways again, unsure when they would meet again and the matter upon which it would occur. Eden had fallen into a decades old habit without thinking, without realizing

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

The ache at the base of her ribs, radiating from within and outwards from her chest, pulsed with an unending iciness. An iciness as sharp as the way Alek’s eyes had later become, looking up at her with a feral madness still etched into her mind’s eye as if he were still looking up at her from the darkened floor of the Leviathan’s viewing deck.

Revan and I were both there, he’d hissed, She wouldn’t have been able to accomplish any of this without me!

But where had they both been? Eden knew it was somewhere in the Unknown Regions, but an indiscriminate location could not have possibly changed two people so utterly and in so short a time, could it?

Did he know? she persisted. Had it all been planned out?

Eden was not convinced one way or the other. And now, at nearly three in the morning, she wasn’t sure it was worth finding out, wondering if such a thing were decipherable at all. 

She hit pause just as Alek eased into that inwardly pleased smile of his, an expression she’d come to admire in the early days of the war effort, finding him oh so charming and humble despite the power present at his and Revan’s hands. Was the smile a knowing one? Full of portent of what would come later? Or was it a hopeful smile, one still brimming with faith in the Republic?

Eden remained awake, the image stilled on Alek’s preserved face - still intact and attractive, good-looking enough to overlook any underlying current of meaning he might have been hiding beneath his endearing visage. But was that the case? Or had the betrayal come later?

Eden sighed and hit replay again. 

And again. And again, and again. 

 

Notes:

I feel like this is dragging a bit ("a bit" lmao) but honestly the main thing keeping me going is stuff I have planned for upcoming chapters as well as ones further down the line, so all in all, I hope it's all worth it. I do have the next chapter pretty much written and ready to go once I edit it so hopefully it will be up within the next week or so. As usual, thanks to everyone that reads or has read this, or *will* read this. Much love.

Chapter 40: Callsign

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Serroco

Darth Sion

 

Sion had never once stepped foot upon Serroco’s surface until now. He’d only heard stories. 

When he first landed, he sensed the planet’s wealth of history ebb and flow beneath his heavy boots before being bombarded with the voracity of the fledgling life that fought to survive in the wake of its darker past. This planet was no stranger to usurpers, that was for sure, but each eon of ache felt different from the last. The most recent one felt particularly sour in the back of Sion’s throat at the thought of it, but only because he sensed her here. Just as he had on Dxun. 

Back home again, she’d almost laughed, worried despite her brave face as she looked upon the visage of her mother. Sion could see the both of them - crystallized in the echo of a memory within the Force. Now, there was nothing here but wild jungle. But near ten years ago, this stretch of land was an extension of the capital city’s landing pad, and Eden had met her mother upon its promenade when Darth Revan assigned her to this post as the youngest Jedi General in the notorious Revanchist’s entire army. Who better to see this place is still standing, huh?

An older version of Sion might have laughed at the irony of it, but instead he tsked, his throat dry despite the thick humidity of the forest around him, threatening to choke the life out of him even more so than Dxun had. 

Sion closed his eyes and stilled, willing his every molecule to freeze in meditation as he concentrated on the energy surrounding this place. He could still hear, still feel, the new life fighting for credence behind him, the new landing pad already bustling with rekindled commerce as a decade’s worth of rebuilding finally saw some progress. But the pain was still here, the ache of what came before, the wound that still festered and fueled the need for rebirth here at all. 

Just as the Exile’s young face faded away, and the memory along with it, another one took its place. Battle raged, the scent of blood filling Sion’s nostrils as he relived the worst of the combat in full, as if he were standing there in the midst of it as it were still happening. The warmth of blasterfire graced his skin as if shots fired nine years ago were nearly missing him in real time, the weight of their displacement through the air sending minor shockwaves through him as he felt the vibration of each shot taken, every trigger pulled. In that moment, he was each soldier and every round they fired, the very air changed for the blaster having been there at all and the earth beneath him heaved as if suddenly having to carry a heavy weight, waiting for the exhale. Only the exhale never came.

Sion opened his eyes, gasping. A moment ago, he was meditating, and now he was kneeling upon the ground and upending his stomach’s contents. And when he was spent, he knew. He knew now. 

She felt this too.

The Jedi Exile had felt the echo then, and she still felt it now. Both in memory and through the Force. 

Sion had not felt sick since he was a boy, the feeling so utterly foreign and ancient that the idea of it sickened him further, his eyes widening as he reconciled the past from the present, wondering just how the Jedi Exile managed to endure at all.

No, Sion seethed. After another dry heave, he paused. Breathing in and out with intention, Sion recentered himself and focused on the bloodshed here, honing in on the pain and feeding off of it as if it were his own. Within an instant, his ribs ached, his lungs sharp, and his gut wrenched, but in a way that made him whole again. He absorbed every wound suffered here and, with another moment’s pause, he was right as rain again. 

Pride radiated out from his chest for a moment as he gasped at the present air again, the sounds of the now returning in full force as the past faded fast away. But it wasn’t long before he paused again, this time stilling with uncertain acknowledgement - not because he did not know what he sensed, but because he simply did not believe it. 

She felt it too. And she endured. As if nothing happened.

Within the span of a breath, Sion glimpsed another memory, viewing the very planet from afar as it shrunk in the moments before entering hyperspace. This is how Eden saw it, he knew. She was nearly a light-year away before bombs fell in full. And yet she felt it all, and kept going. 

Sion gasped again, unwillingly, his eyes dry as he exited the latest memory and was deposited unceremoniously back into the present. 

She’d felt it all and kept going.

Sion’s throat threatened to close in on itself, expanding further and further until hardly any air could escape his already decimated throat. Sputtering, he floundered, kneeling on the ground - thankfully without any witnesses - when his comm went off.

“I have word of Darth Nihilus’ apprentice, m’lord,” his attendant’s voice announced, cutting through the static that was Sion’s near-suffocation via Force memory. “He has returned to the academy and awaits your audience.”

Sion coughed and coughed and coughed, a smidge of blood spattering on the raw earth at his knees. Some sloshed onto his trousers and the backs of his hands, some splintering at the exit and spreading across his mouth as if he were a poorly mannered child. He huffed and wiped the red spittle from his face with the back of his palm, his gray hand streaked with red as he reached for his communication console. 

“Good,” he muttered, his voice a husk of itself. He shuddered. “Ready my shuttle.”

Sion shut his comm off and threw it to the ground, still unable to make himself stand again. 

She’d felt it all and kept going.

Sion re-imagined the woman in his mind’s eye and compared her to the girl he witnessed in the memory, trying to reconcile the two of them as if merging the disparate versions of the same woman would somehow make any of this add up. Only it didn’t. If anything, it only brought up more questions. 

She was only a child, Sion thought as he finally fought to bring himself back up to full height, his own spine suddenly more than his body could manage. He had been nearly forty when he fought under Exar Kun’s banner, though the finer details of his early life were lost now. He’d always figured his time before the Great Sith War to be of little to no consequence - why else would he recall so little of it? But perhaps it was more than that. Perhaps he had just housed more than enough human memory to grapple with, the pain and the anguish quickly finding a home where his older self once resided, taking up space where memories once reigned but now no longer. Unable to hold onto it all. But Eden remembered it, all of it, and Sion felt her each and every memory through the Force. If he blinked, he could not only sense her time here as a Jedi General, the prodigal daughter returned for one last gallant fight, but also her time as a child - from infancy to childhood, even her fraught adolescence and beyond. 

After some finessing, the muscles of his back stuck in knots as he fought to stand once more, Sion stood to full height and spit - a splash of bright red blood marking the ground where he stood. Eden had done the same just after suffering a fighting blow from a Mandalorian, gauntlet to the jaw, leaving a scar that still graced the Jedi’s freckled face… Sion shook his head, and the errant memory along with it. 

“I’ll be along shortly,” he muttered into his comm again before shoving it deep into his pocket, relishing in the way the earth here hugged his boots, as if reluctant to see him go. 

In a way, Sion was annoyed that his research was cut short. But in another, he was relieved. Speaking to the Exile’s brother was sure to answer some questions. The least of which being: how is this even possible? Let alone: how is she still alive?

But Sion was still alive, wasn’t he? Yet while he lived and breathed, he did not sense any semblance of the Dark Side in Eden - then or now. 

How?

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 084, Apartment D1

Eden

 

“And you’re sure no one will realize we’ve been relocated?” Eden asked at Lieutenant Grenn sidelong, her confidence only taken down yet another peg when the man refused to meet her gaze. 

“I assure you that anyone watching the apartment will be none the wiser,” Grenn assured, though his voice didn’t sell the lie. “We’ve set up similar construction facades all over this residential module. Yours isn’t the only one now under heavier TSF surveillance. No one will witness the switch, I assure you.”

Eden glanced back at her unwilling comrades. Atton rolled his eyes visibly while Kreia appeared as if she were doing the same even though her usual veil remained lowered beneath her temporary orange hood. Each of them donned a hazmat suit issued by the Citadel Station worker’s union as they were escorted by the inept Lieutenant and his usual assistants, all sporting the same garb. 

“Your new quarters will be on the far end of Residential Module 084, just bordering on that of 083. There’s a causeway that blocks most pedestrian traffic and overlooks a series of viaducts so hopefully the remote and inaccessible nature of the relocation will prove useful,” Grenn continued. 

“What about any needed escapes?” Eden pressed, a sour smile painting her face as she awaited Grenn’s answer. The man refused to meet her gaze again, and it told Eden all she needed to know.

“Rest assured, Admiral Onasi is on his way. He sent along this message for you as well, if that provides any comfort.”

Just as they arrived at their new digs, Lieutenant Grenn produced a cheap portable datapad and pressed it into Eden’s orange-gloved hands. 

Did your people happen to read it first? Eden hoped her cocked brow and otherwise furtive expression got her internal message across, feeling somewhat successful as Grenn’s bland attention met hers before quickly turning away again.

“I have our people working on this bounty of yours, by the way,” Grenn assured as he turned to leave, bowing at both Atton and Kreia as they approached the entrance to their new headquarters, each of them eyeing the Lieutenant with expressions that both lacked confidence and enthusiasm. “No other Exchange thugs will be finding their way to your doorstep.”

Eden pressed her lips into a false smile, willing it to shoo Lieutenant Grenn off. It appeared to work. Within a moment’s time, Grenn was gone, leaving them alone with the three plain-clothes officers now stationed at their door. 

“This is utterly ridiculous,” Kreia muttered, glancing towards one of their stewards with a punitive look as she pushed her way into the new apartment. The door swooshed open and Kreia swept inside, vanishing into the furthest room. Like the old apartment, the new place housed three small rooms, a sitting area, and a kitchenette, only this space was the mirror opposite to the one previous. Not only that, but the large window on the far wall of the sitting room looked out at the mottled side of the rusted viaducts as Grenn described. No scenic traffic or ruined planetside to be seen. Eden wasn’t sure which was worse.

“Guess we better get comfortable, right?” Atton offered in a half-whisper as he extended a hand, beckoning that Eden enter the apartment before him. Sighing, Eden obliged. 

“She’s right,” Eden mumbled, stepping out of her hazard suit, reckoning that the stupid thing may at least come in handy if they did need a quick exit. “This is ridiculous.”

Atton similarly discarded his suit, hopping out of the last leg as he inched towards the coat rack by the now-closed entrance.

“I’m not surprised,” Atton sighed, “But I have a feeling it’s more than that.”

Eden was about to ask what Atton meant by that before her eyes unwittingly grazed over Kreia’s already-closed bedroom door before looking at Atton again.

“I shouldn’t have gotten involved in any of this,” Eden confessed, more easily than she expected. “Kreia was right. This was a waste of my time, and it’s only gotten us into even more trouble.”

Eden crossed the room and slumped into the armchair by their new lackluster window, disappointed in the feeling of cold hard metal just outside the duraglass instead of the steady flow of speeder lights. 

“What is this us you speak of?” Atton said, his usual air of sarcasm creeping into his words, though of the warmer variety. Eden only looked up at him darkly through her lashes, silently saying not now via her vacant expression as Atton shrugged and similarly slumped onto the settee opposite her. “I’m just trying to lighten the mood.”

“I know,” Eden said, somewhat thankful but also annoyed. And suspicious. Atton was already the odd man out. As much as Eden was unsure about Kreia, at least the two of them had a similar past, and connections to the Jedi. Someone like Atton had every right to be annoyed with them and his guilt by association. And yet he was the one she felt more comfortable around. Especially now. “But I fucked up.”

“What do you mean?” Atton said, making a complete about-face into utter seriousness. “We’re still alive, right? I’d call that a win.”

For now, maybe,” Eden said, shaking her head. “But I know both Luxa and Jana Lorso are playing me. I mean, I always have, but what’s killing me is I don’t know why, or what for. If not for the bounty, then what?"

“I thought Luxa already explained it to you,” Atton said, shifting in his seat unsurely as he squared his shoulders and looked at Eden dead-on. She couldn’t tell if he was putting on a face of conviction for her sake or if it was yet another lie, just another one to add to the growing pile. “A Jedi in their corner may rake in more money than a bounty would in the short-term.”

Atton shrugged at his own suggestion, as if considering it for the first time, though Eden doubted that were the case. 

“Maybe,” she said. “But it still feels… wrong. Like the shoe is still about to drop - on both of those deals. I have a feeling this is all going to go real south real quick.”

Atton’s eyes glazed over as he considered it, eventually nodding his head once what Eden presumed to be a simulation of either event played out in his mind. 

“You’re probably right,” Atton said. He swallowed, and stood up again, swaying on his feet. Glancing at their new front door, Atton swayed again and then turned to Eden. “Maybe we should sleep on it. See how we feel in the morning.”

“Yeah, sure,” Eden said, the disappointment ringing in her gut, “You’re probably right.”

Atton nodded before turning on his heel and disappearing into the room mirror to his old one, leaving Eden alone again. Part of her hoped he’d wanted to play a game of Pazaak, or even chat some more, shoot the breeze or talk some shit. But finding herself unnervingly alone again, Eden was left with the cheap plasteel datapad Lieutenant Grenn had pressed into her hand. 

“Sure,” she muttered to no one. “Why not.”

Eden powered up the pad, unsurprised to find only a single message uploaded onto the flimsy thing’s interface. Sighing, she pressed on the unnamed voice file, almost annoyed that the document bore a defacto name like 285478_3_supp_8572031_rr4xbm and not Important Fucking Message from the Fucking Admiral of the Fucking Republic even though she knew it was safer that it didn’t

As soon as she clicked, Eden was met with an error code.

FATAL ERROR_message_unavailable

Eden slammed her palm to the pad, errantly calling up the command prompt function. After sighing again, with more purpose and frustration than before, Eden instructed the console to translate and transcribe the unplayable voice file for her. 

At first, nothing happened.

Just when Eden was about to give up, hand ready to throw the datapad across the room like a discus, the command prompt condoned her reply. Aurabesh flew across the screen in a small text doc box that opened of its own accord, reading: [unintelligible] - unfortunately delayed, but I will be along shortly. I hope the TSF accommodates your every need in my absence, even if you and your two companions require seventeen cases of Mid-Rim juma and a bankroll of swoop chits. Another three days should be all, once we’re clear of this binary star. I will be sure to keep you updated, lest we lose our way like a stolen sandcrawler astray in the desert. Regards, Admiral O. 

Eden blinked, her blood chilled. 

At first, she couldn’t move. All she could do was stare and reread the message over and over again. After a minute’s worth of mute panicking, Eden pushed herself up from the chair and across the room towards the kitchenette. After quietly yet hurriedly opening and closing several drawers, she found it, as ancient as it was: a stylus and paper. Likely meant to draw up grocery lists and the like, Eden scribbled the stylus across the pad of paper until the etched point stopped scratching and started depositing ink. And once it did, she decoded the message as best she could.

There are twenty-seven bottles in standard Mid-Rim shipping containers, three rows of nine. Three days, binary star - three and two. But how much is a bankroll of swoop chits?

Eden paused, wracking her memory for anything she might have overheard at the cantina in the last week but came up empty. She scribbled some more, crossed things out, and tried again. The math didn’t add up even though she knew what the end result should be - a series of both coordinates as well as a secure radio line if stolen sandcrawler was to be trusted. Mission must have spoken with the Admiral, parts of Eden’s memory returning to her just as the math failed her. With a heavy sigh, Eden padded towards Atton’s closed door and paused, holding a breath as she poised to knock.

“You can come in,” Atton’s muffled voice invited, a laugh evident in the air as Eden’s face grew red. “I can hear you pacing.”

Eden glanced at Kreia’s closed door before silently budging Atton’s open and slipping inside. 

“Sorry, I know this is a sore subject, but-” Eden began, walking across the small stretch of room towards Atton who stood leaning over the windowsill like a lovesick teenager awaiting the signal for a late night rendezvous. Eden paused momentarily, half-expecting Atton to have a lit cigarra or something similar in his hand, but from what she could gather he was just… waiting. 

“Lay it on me,” Atton said, straightening up from the window and straightening his vest. Eden furrowed her brow, looking further out the window the closer she neared only to find an unfortunate load of nothing. Shaking her head, she pressed the pad of paper into Atton’s expectant hands. “Wait… what’s this?”

“A coded message,” she said, next handing him the datapad from Grenn. “Anyway, you don’t happen to know about how much a bankroll of swoop chits is, do you?”

“Wait, backup,” Atton said, taking both the paper and the datapad in his hands as he slowly lowered onto his single bed, his eyes darting between the two as he took in what information he could. “This is from Admiral Onasi?”

“Presumably, but I have reason to believe he’s been in touch with my friends,” Eden began, her pulse quickening as everything truly began to process in her mind. “Long story short, but it has to do with what I was up to before I ended up unconscious on Peragus and potentially has something to do with what I’m afraid may now be in Darth Sion’s possession.”

Now Atton truly balked, blinking hard between glancing from the datapad to the paper and back up at Eden again. “Darth who?

Eden bit her lip.

“Sleeps-With-Vibroblades,” she said, “But nevermind that now, do you know what else we need to plug in here? Once I get the right coordinates and the proper signal, I can chime in a call to my friends and-”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Atton shook his head. “Call them from where? The TSF are all over us.”

Eden shook her head, moving from biting her lip to biting the nail of her right thumb before the idea struck.

“The junkyard,” she said, pointing at Atton as if that solidified the notion, “There were plenty of decommissioned comms parts there. I could set up shop and try to contact them from that trash heap.”

“Maybe,” Atton offered as he stood again, returning the datapad and paper to Eden’s hands, “Alright, might as well go now. I mean, yeah, Grenn just dropped us off but now’s probably the best time to sneak out, right? They wouldn’t suspect us to leave so soon.”

“Wait, you figured it out already?” Eden paused as Atton already moved towards the window again, this time to open it. Atton only shrugged in response.

“Yeah,” he said, shaking it off as he beckoned that Eden follow him. “Are you coming or not?”

Eden looked at her half-done math and sighed, pocketing both the paper and the datapad as she shook her head and followed Atton back outside. 

“Sure, why not,” she muttered, this time with an audience, and somewhat unsure about it. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy

Erebus

“Fascinating,” Mellric uttered, his scarlet eyes still fixed on the screen before him as he spoke. His voice was deadpan, as usual, but Erebus knew the man’s interest was genuine.

“What is?” Erebus asked. 

Before a response erupted from Mellric’s throat, a slight smile graced his green face. 

“The fact that you’re still alive for one,” he said, before swallowing his smile and replacing it with his more well-worn look of utter seriousness. “But also that this is rather unusual.”

Erebus let out a beleaguered sigh. Inching towards Mellric, he silently requested that the man afford him a glance at the screen. Mellric begrudgingly scooted sideways and allowed Erebus full view of his search, a miniature holo-image of Azkul looking up at them moodily. The historical image of Azkul was not only a younger version of the man, but a version where the scar that spanned the side of his face was still red and raw, his wounded eye a shriveled thing beneath the heavy metal stitches that still spanned the man’s face. Beside his visage was a list of his assignments, all under Malak. No other appointments or accolades were listed, as if the man popped into existence at the start of the Civil War.

“So, he didn’t serve in the Mandalorian Wars?” Erebus asked as he read further. 

Mellric shook his head. 

“No, but that isn’t what I found interesting,” Mellric scrolled down and pressed his finger to the screen. “Says here he’s from Coruscant, but there’s no record of him ever having been there.”

“It could very well be a lie,” Erebus offered. “I’ve seen other such entries from Jedi foundlings. They list Coruscant as their birthplace for records purposes, but it holds no truth otherwise.”

“You’re not suggesting this brute was a Jedi, are you?” Mellric groaned. 

“Of course not!” Erebus hissed, knowing first-hand that no semblance of the Force flowed through Azkul that was in any way tangible by his tiny though angry brain. “What I’m saying is that it was common practice. Not just among the Jedi, but others. I just happened to first come across it as-”

As a Jedi Historian. 

Erebus couldn’t even admit to it, the words stopping in his throat before it made it past his lips. A thin smirk overcame Mellric’s face as he soaked in Erebus’ expression sidelong, ignoring the implications and pressing forward just as the man had been thoroughly instructed to.

“Regardless, what I find both strange and interesting about this is the sheer lack of information,” Mellric concluded after a tense moment, though Erebus’ apprentice seemed relaxed in his presence, if anything. “Malak was better than this. You and I both know that. And so was Saul Karath.”

Former Republic Admiral Saul Karath’s name was all over Azkul’s report, having been the man’s immediate reporting officer during the second phase of the war - once Revan and Malak returned as Sith. Karath was a thorough man, even when he was working for the opposing side. To see a soldier so loyal to him that hadn’t been there from the beginning was strange. Nearly everyone aboard the Leviathan had been one of Karath’s when he was still Republic. 

“Are there any other soldiers assigned to Karath that-” he began, though before Erebus could complete his sentence Mellric’s hands were already sweeping across the keyboard, his fingers still poised over the keys from earlier.

Erebus tsked, but continued anyway, feeling like an idiot if he left the sentence hanging.

“Anyone else that didn’t come from the Admiral’s own original fleet?” Erebus asked in full, still feeling the fool.

By the time Erebus’ question was fully voiced, an answer awaited them on-screen. Erebus could sense the mirth threatening Mellric’s usually cool exterior as he allowed his instructor a closer look at the screen again.

“Seven others,” Mellric uttered, though he knew Erebus was fully capable of reading the data for himself.

“Click on them,” Erebus ordered, his voice low and hollow, almost a whisper as he was lost in a half-formed thought. 

Mellric obliged. He clicked on one name and considered Erebus’ expression, anticipating when he’d read enough of the following personal report before backtracking and clicking on the next name.

“They’re all Sith commandos,” Erebus noted aloud, “From the elite Sith Special Forces detachment.”

“An initiative headed by Revan but overseen by Malak,” Mellric added, the curiosity growing in his voice to mirror Erebus’ interest. “Shall I continue?”

“Please,” Erebus urged.

Just like the entry containing Azkul’s information, each subsequent name Mellric clicked on opened up to a page with basic information accompanied with a decade’s old visage of the person in question, each of them still donning their black and silver Sith uniform of years’ past. None of the other names rang a bell, though Erebus recalled the face of the fifth individual, recalling that she had also been present upon first landing on Malachor V along with Azkul himself. It was no wonder, though, that two agents from the same task force would be assigned the same mission of scouting the barren moon. 

It wasn’t until Mellric clicked on the final name that Erebus felt strange, something unnerving clicking into place, though he did not know what.

“Stop,” he ordered, “Wait a minute.”

The first thing Erebus wanted to know was why Saul Karath was the first in charge of this elite squad. At least, that would have been Erebus’ guess had he not recognized the seventh person on the list.

The last man on the list was the only person with any strong former link to the Republic Navy, specifically - just not under Karath. Most of the others had either run special ops for the Republic or helped secure major ground battles, making them clear candidates for an elite team. Bomb squad, the entry read, listing the man’s credentials under both the Republic Navy as well as Revan’s revamped fleet. So he’d dropped bombs on Mandalorians, then Jedi, and was promoted to this elite force seemingly out of nowhere. But why? Yet despite the oddities of this man’s entry, it was the fact that his face was unnervingly familiar that sent chills down Erebus’ spine. 

Erebus hadn’t seen, nor thought of, that face in quite some time - yet part of him felt as if he had seen the man recently, as if in a dream. I hadn’t realized he was Republic, Erebus thought, wondering why he’d never researched the man after meeting him. Though meet was a generous word. 

Don’t tell me how angry you are, the man had pleaded to Erebus, then Aiden, through a wicked smile in that Coruscant alleyway almost eight years ago. Show me.

To any other person, this man would have been utterly unremarkable. But to Erebus, he was the beginning of an end. And the start of what brought him here now. 

“What is it?” Mellric asked, the man’s voice demuring to something more timid, unsure of what to expect from his errant master. 

“Is there truly nothing else about this one?” Erebus asked, scowling at the beginning of the entry that read simply borne of Alderaan and little else in the seventh Sith’s early life section.

“I can try, but it’s hard to go on just one name alone,” Mellric said, gauging Erebus’ expectations beforehand, as the man was trained to do from experience. “You mean this one here, yes? Not Azkul? Neither of these men have surnames.”

“Yes, tell me whatever you can about…” Erebus started, swallowing mid-way, his throat suddenly dry. “Tell me anything you can about this Jaq. I’ll go check on Uruba.”

“As you wish.”


3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

Two days he’d spent traversing the wreckage, both old and new. And two days he had not gone without food or company. Just as the kath hounds shepherded him through the wilderness, first one laigrek then three ushered him slowly through the precarious labyrinth that the ruined Jedi Temple had become, feeding him scraps along the way.

The first meal had been an ancient ration pack, thankfully still vacuum sealed from somewhere in the depths of the academy, and the second had been a loaf of hard bread likely baked by one of the scavengers still stationed not too far off from where Mical descended now, none the wiser to the secret passageways the deeper creatures of the world already made themselves familiar with in the wake of the Golden Company’s hasty aftermath. And it was upon depositing Mical beside where he’d last explored, as if they knew somehow, that the larger laigrek bequeathed him with its final gift - an old Jedi robe filled with berries and a raw leg of meat.

Where it came from, Mical did not know, but it must have been fresh. He bowed to who he assumed was the matron leader. The laigrek lowered awkwardly onto her backmost limbs, almost curtseying in response as the two smaller creatures, possibly her children, scurried beside her and begged that Mical make himself comfortable. Beside them was a bundle of wrapped linens and what appeared to be a satchel of supplies. As soon as his eyes laid on the cache, thankful for the bounty, the creatures skittered off. He didn’t even get to say goodbye. 

He was back in the hall that housed the old archives now, the ruined wall he remembered Erebus collapsing against still there but now accompanied by a few other ruined walls. The entire space was barely habitable. He was no spelunker, but the area seemed wholly impenetrable to the naked eye. His being here certainly proved that the academy was still accessible, but were it not for the laigrek’s leadership, Mical would never have made it this far. He would be surprised if any humanoid could, especially unaccompanied. 

It was strange to be alone again. Even though he hadn’t spoken to them, he’d felt an odd camaraderie with the creatures that scuttled ahead of him, showing Mical the way and that the way was, indeed, traversable. Safe. Now that they were gone, he almost ached in their absence.

Just like the spaceport the kath hounds first led him to, this hall had a view to a small sliver of sky. It was strange to see any form of non-artificial light after navigating in the dark for so long. But unlike the sunset when he’d first entered the place, it was now the thick of night, a moon and a half accompanied by a swath of stars glittering overhead. In the half-dark, Mical made his way towards the linens and the satchel, curious as to what his mysterious benefactor left behind.

On the outside were just as he suspected: Jedi robes. They were old and rather small, but large enough for a change of clothes should he have need of it. Just within the robes was a set of disposable torches and more old rations, wet with the leg of raw meat but otherwise edible. 

“Thank you,” he said to presumably no one, again. “I appreciate it.”

Only this time, no voice spoke back within the confines of his mind. Mical was alone. 

Well, he thought internally now, alright then.

Mical wasn’t sure how he was expected to prepare the meat gifted to him without fire or any electrical appliance, so he pocketed it for now and prioritized the torches. Cracking one in half, the length of its cylinder glowed a dull amber and led the way forward into the academy’s archive again. He could at least finish what he started.

The room was gloomier than it had been the last time he was here with Master Vash and Erebus. 

Erebus.

Mical’s free hand descended into the depths of his pocket, fidgeting with the kyber crystal that resided there. 

Just ask for Aiden, the man had said as a means of goodbye as well as a callsign. Mical bit his lip as the warmth of the crystal snaked up his hand and then his arm…

Mical snatched his hand out of his pocket and instead moved towards the archive’s console, wreathed in shadow as night fell further above. He glanced up at the meandering stars, their dull light glittering through the faraway branches and broken earth, a few floor’s worth of debris still separating Mical from the rest of the waking world. If he stood any chance of getting ahead of the Golden Company - if any survived, that is - he best start now.

The console stirred, whirring and clicking after a moment’s worth of coaxing. Within a few minutes, the machine was back up and running again, its cool blue screen greeting Mical with a glow he was not expecting to be so bright but welcomed nonetheless. 

The search function was the first to greet him. The machine welcomed whatever query Mical had, as if no damage had befallen this place, the computer oblivious to the cracks in its screen and the flickering nature of its surrounding datapads and holocrons. He hardly knew where to begin - that is, until, the communications flickered next.

First, it teased sixteen unread messages. Ever curious, Mical clicked, only to find that all sixteen messages were of the error unknown variety. But upon seeing that the outgoing messages queue was still open, he paused. 

Just ask for Aiden.

Mical bit his lip, thinking of the stone in his pocket, and against his better judgment opened a drafted message.

I’m safe, was all it read at first. Mical typed more and then deleted it. Repeating the action once, twice, and three times over before he deleted the majority of the message before signing off - Don’t worry about me - M. 

M.

It felt both impersonal yet personal at once, though it was hard to tell given that Mical had never truly signed off on a personal message before. He’d only ever sent correspondence on behalf of the Republic. Never as himself. 

He chewed the inside of his lip and typed out Mical, before backspacing until only the M was visible again. 

Mical hit send and awaited, eagerly, as the machine relayed whether the message was in transit, being delivered, and then finally sent. He waited, unblinking, palming the kyber crystal in his pocket a moment more before he reconciled the fact that he may not receive a response tonight. 

And then, he got to work. 

Chapter 41: Unfinished Business

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3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions

Revan

 

If you’re watching this, then I’m already gone, she’d uttered in a goodbye message meant for Carth. 

She’d done it as if she might die, in preparation for an untimely demise. It was more so out of a desire for it to be true than out of any premonition that any such thing should come to pass, to be rid of this body and the shell of memories that came along with it.

Revan was not so lucky.

She’d never sent the message. Instead, she watched the recording every evening before drifting off to sleep, eventually, after much convincing. 

I love you; you know, she’d said casually through a glimmer of a laugh. Whether that means a damn or not.

She knew it didn’t. And it’s why she’d never sent the message. And why she watched it night after night after night. 

It was subpar. Vainglorious. Whether foolhardy and self-assured as Revan had been, or unsure and self-sacrificing as Nevarra more recently was. Either version of herself felt thirsty for the attention of it. For having loved but never the ongoing act of it - more comfortable with the idea of it, like a dream, than the notion of inhabiting it, like a house. She’d never been good at doing her feelings justice. Whether it was of gratitude towards her teachers or appreciation for her friends. There was always something satisfying about the idea of appearing not to care. As if the thought alone were a weakness.

Part of her still believed it was.

It’s why she’d gravitated towards Kae as an instructor, at first, never feeling as if the woman desired anything from her in return for her guidance other than her own smug sense of self-accomplishment. Or from Alek, who seemed to make up for any and all sentimentality Revan appeared to lack out of an ever penchant desire to be admired by everyone, at any cost. 

It wasn’t as if she denied it. If such a reciprocity were expressed, she would say so. But if no response was demanded of her? She’d say nothing. Nor was she ever the first to betray emotion, or acknowledge its presence even if it stared her right in the face.

It had been that way with Carth. She’d known she loved him from their first argument on Telos, finding herself internally laughing at his exasperation before he even thought to consider that she might be pushing his buttons on purpose. But she’d still waited. Carth was the first to admit his feelings, the first to say I love you. She’d felt it, but she hadn’t let the pattern of the phrase even cross her mind until Carth uttered them into being first, as if his saying it finally gave her permission to commiserate even if the thought had been with her far longer than she would like to admit.

And yet even now, lightyears away, she still felt uncomfortable steeping in her own sentiments but forced herself to heed them anyway. It might drive her mad, but it would remind her of why she was here this time. She wanted to roll over and surrender to sleep but she resisted one last time. She rewound. She hit play.

Revan would mind the door until it was ready to be opened. But this time, she would not forget. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 084, Back Alleys

Atton

 

“So, who exactly are you expecting a message from if not the esteemed Admiral Onasi himself?” Atton asked with an air of sarcasm, hoping his half-whisper was audible through the hazard suits the TSF so graciously gifted them only hours ago. “They said the message was from him, right?”

Eden shook her head as they meandered the back alleys of their new residential module, no doubt acquainting herself with the new routes around the station should they need a quick exit. Atton had already scoped out the area somewhat before Eden’s timid intrusion, wondering if Luxa had left a message for him or any other sign that the Exchange had already scoped out the place. While Eden was now memorizing an escape route, Atton was still looking for any sign of his blackmailer’s activity, and so far coming up empty. 

“It very well could be, but you saw the readout. I won’t find out whether his voice was fabricated or the file was intentionally corrupt until I get my hands on a cracked datapad.” Eden groaned, shaking her head again as she almost took a hard left before she realized their reorientation and corrected it into a soft right. “The biggest clue was stolen sandcrawler.”

“Stolen sandcrawler, really?” Atton asked, scrunching his face. “I thought that was just some backwater expression or something.”

“It’s a callsign,” Eden said, “A phrase I agreed on with the people I traveled with last.”

Eden hadn’t talked much about her time in exile, only briefly mentioning Tatooine and droid repair but little else. Atton said nothing, hoping it relayed a quiet interest should Eden decide to elaborate. 

“Kreia told me his name the other day,” Eden continued in a low voice. “Darth Sion is the one after us. He’s the one that hunted everyone down on the Harbinger and came back to Peragus to finish the job since that HK did hack work of it.”

Darth Sion. It didn’t ring a bell, though part of him felt it should have. With so many wannabe Sith Lords thirsting for power on Korriban when he was first stationed there after the Mandalorian Wars, Atton felt that more than a few names would have stuck around his sloppy excuse for a brain - but few did. Though maybe it was more a testament to the fruitless pursuit of greatness than any failing of Atton’s neural pathways… 

“Anyway, the people I was with brought me to a dig site not long before I… left Tatooine. We tried to bring it to someone in charge, someone who might know what to do with it.”

Atton was already bubbling with questions. Who were you with? What did you find? Who might know what to do with it? But not wanting to appear too presumptuous or interested, he remained silent, waiting for Eden to continue of her own accord. Only she didn’t. Atton couldn’t read her expression, her face mostly eclipsed by the hulking orange hood of her hazmat suit. The alleyways were growing busier now, which meant they were encroaching on the entertainment district, a few other nondescript hazmat-wearing construction workers passing them just as the alleyway grew narrow before it opened up again at the next junction. Once they were clear of any interlopers, Atton cleared his throat and hoped that the nearby thrumming of the cantina drowned out his next question to anyone that might be listening other than Eden. 

“That’s why you were on the Harbinger,” he said, piecing it together. “And that’s why you were set to meet with Admiral Onasi, isn’t it?”

Eden nodded. 

“It’s not just that he’s Republic,” Eden muttered as they ducked out of the entertainment module and on towards the edge of it where the TSF met the junkyard. “But because he traveled with… with her.”

“Her?” Atton echoed, failing to connect the dots. 

Her,” Eden whispered. “Revan.”

Revan. Oh, right.

A shiver ran down Atton’s spine and he almost took a step backwards, ready to run back towards the new apartment - or hells, anywhere but here. But something stopped him. Maybe it was the tentative way Eden approached the next causeway, ever cautious as she led Atton onward to what he hoped wouldn’t be his untimely doom. Or maybe it was an undeniable sense of curiosity. What did Eden find on Tatooine? What did this have to do with Revan? 

Eden found the coast clear and beckoned Atton onward. They weren’t far now. And as he followed her at a light jog, swiftly closing the distance between them and the sea of city garbage, Atton knew it was his instinct. It was so good at telling him when to quit, when to leave, when to save his own skin. He would, that was for sure. Just not yet. He thought back to the disappointingly empty alleyway outside their new apartment, void of any evidence of the Exchange ever having been there on his behalf.

Once he cleared his name and made good on his debts, he was out of here. And whatever it was Eden was going on about simply wouldn’t matter.

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy

Erebus

 

“Please tell me you found something interesting,” Erebus groaned as he entered his study proper. Uruba only stared at him, unblinking, awaiting his arrival at the archival console stationed squarely in the center of the room.

The place was just as he’d left it, if not only slightly more pristine. Rows of glowing datapads lined the room, though the master console in the center of the space acted as the main source of light. Erebus fought the urge to look around and re-acquaint himself with the person the last time he stood in this room, who he had been before landing on Tatooine, which already felt like a decade and an age ago all rolled into one. 

“I’m afraid I have,” Uruba muttered as Erebus neared, eyeing him suspiciously as he did so. The blue-white light of the computer shone on her ultramarine face, casting her gaze in a light blue and pink haze, her abstract tattoo almost shifting between two and three dimensions as he stepped closer. Uruba had yet to blink even when he sidestepped beside her, her brown eyes watching for a reaction that had yet to take place. 

“That bad, huh?” he asked.

“Not necessarily bad,” she began, urging that Erebus look at the screen. “But not quite welcome, either.”

Uruba typed in a command and a series of windows appeared in sequence upon the screen. At first, Erebus was pleased. The first few windows that popped up displayed archival logs from the Trayus Academy itself, proving that there were entries for objects matching the exact description of the pylons Master Vash managed to recover from the Rakatan ruins. But the next few that followed were from the holonet, but not just from regular public-access forums - they were from the darknet. 

“Wait, wait, wait,” Erebus said, though the windows did not heed his command and continued to prop up before his eyes. “What’s all this?”

“That’s what I was about to so generously explain,” Uruba muttered again, this time clicking on the first window that appeared so that it enlarged, its image and adjoining entry taking up the entire screen. “There were a few hits from the archives, but all three are locked behind an account wall.”

“Whose account?” Erebus demanded, spying the small red flag that adorned the corner of each log, as if they were mocking them en masse. 

“Darth Revan’s.”

Erebus paused, all thought stilling within his head until it echoed with almost nothing. He thought back to the ruins and the placement of the pylons, wondering if…

“Revan had visited the ruins I found,” he said, lying a bit to cover up his state of being while there, “But the pylons were planted afterwards, I’m sure of it.”

There was no indication that the pyramidal structures were inherent to the Rakatan design, instead hastily hidden in alcoves clearly meant for outdated light sources. A few of them still existed throughout the temple, as Erebus remembered from his midnight jaunt about the place. It didn’t add up.

“I don’t think her being there had anything to do with it,” Uruba surmised. “This last entry is locked mostly behind the same access wall, but look here.”

Uruba pressed an indigo finger to the screen, turning to meet Erebus’ gaze with raised brows. 

“Revan created the log just prior to her leaving for the Unknown Regions, which is when many assume she found evidence of the Star Forge in the first place before going to look for it, but perhaps Darth Malak’s records are wrong. They are hearsay, anyway.”

Hearsay. Darth Malak’s logs and access codes were all accessible, likely because the man had not intended to die and because Malak was never one for computers - much like Sion. Leading up to but especially in the wake of his betrayal, Malak had started a smear campaign against his old friend and mentor, going so far as to alter the record where he could to make it appear as if he had always been the smarter, cleverer, and more capable of two. Many believed him, or at least pretended to lest they were killed otherwise. But Erebus was never one to believe the lies, as was Uruba, knowing it was all simply how the game was played. A game Erebus and his acolytes were still playing. 

Eventually, Uruba sighed and shrugged. 

“There’s more, but you need Darth Revan’s login to continue,” she said, moving the cursor across the screen until the prompt to provide a password emerged, barring them any further access. “There are hardly any other items in the archive requiring her login, though interestingly enough some logs on the Star Forge are still password protected even after Malak took over, like a failsafe of some kind, as well as some file called The Unknown World.”

The Unknown World. It seemed like a rudimentary, if not vague, phrase. But something about it triggered a memory, or perhaps a dream, in Erebus’ mind. Something about a serene ocean, lapping waves massaging a white-sanded beach, a towering monument looming in the distance like a volcano or a nearby moon. But as soon as the image had entered his mind’s eye, it was gone again, and Erebus was left with the feeling of not being at home in his own skin. 

“What about the other hits?” he asked instead. “What’s this darknet nonsense?”

At this, Uruba sighed again loudly, her mounting frustration apparent in the discovery as she knew it would be as soon as Erebus pieced the puzzle together himself.

“Not the worst thing I’ve ever come across on the black market, but they are certainly concerning nonetheless,” Uruba said as she opened three forum posts side-by-side. “Each of these entries are from a buyer, not a seller. The language is decidedly different in each, but I have a feeling they were penned by the same person.”

Erebus leaned in close - not that he needed to in order to read more clearly, but something in his brain told him that he needed to see the words up close in order to decipher their intent. 

“I think you’re right,” Erebus mumbled. He pointed at a few words shared across all three entries, and turned to Uruba to gauge whether she knew where he was going. “Each one uses the word artifact, which isn’t weird I think, but look here - acquire? As a verb? Strange, and oddly sophisticated, especially considering that the middle entry is so poorly written…”

“It’s almost as if these were each generated by an algorithm, not a person, with certain information plugged in as needed.” Uruba surmised, biting the back of her index finger as she stood in thought. “Look here, they also use the same sort of sentence structure. One long sentence with no breaks, followed by another with two. Over and over again. Until the final sentence which only lists the credits the buyer is willing to offer in exchange.”

“It’s got to be the Golden Company, right?” Erebus asked, “We know they’re looking for items like this on behalf of some buyer. Are there any other requests from these accounts on the darknet forums?”’

Uruba began typing again in lieu of answering him and another series of windows appeared on the screen, one after another, after another.

“Each one hails from a different IP address,” Uruba said, her eyes scanning the monitor back and forth as more and more entries popped up, seemingly ad nauseum. “But I fear you’re right, this must be either the Golden Company or whoever’s hired them in search of such objects. And it would appear they have no preference for Jedi or Sith items.”

As if to punctuate her last statement, Uruba paused on one of the last windows to pop up, this time from a buyer asking for anything pertaining to Darth Revan or Dark Malak. Someone with a default username replied simply with an image of a tight red suit of armor fully outfitted with a half-cape and a piece of detached metal. Erebus froze. 

“That’s Darth Malak’s armor,” he whispered, moving Uruba aside so he could take command of the console. After some more typing and scrolling, Erebus found that the item had been purchased. The transaction was complete. “Who would want this?”

Uruba shrugged again. 

“I wish I knew,” she said, her lack of insight on the subject sounding sour in her voice as she said it. “Though it looks like this transaction has already been completed.”

Uruba scrolled to the bottom of the last purchase request until red text sprawled across the bottom, claiming the petition was closed. 

It was strange to be here now, speaking of this. Uruba and Mellric had been just as wry yet cooperative as they’d always been, eager to learn more but subservient nonetheless, similarly married to the quest for knowledge as Erebus was above all else. Or were they? Erebus eyed Uruba now and wondered just how many signs he may have missed or even if there had even been any at all. Would anyone know how much he’d changed in the last few weeks just by looking at him? Was he selling this I have a Jedi slave now thing at all or was he fumbling at that, too? 

“Can we look into this?” Erebus asked, swallowing his uncertainties and putting on a face of utter vexation, one he wore often and well. “They might just be bots, but-”

“I can try,” Uruba offered, shaking her head. “But none of this bodes well.”

“No,” Erebus said, just as an errant vibration thrummed against his thigh. He reached for his comm, almost expecting a message from Mical. His heart almost stopped, his eyes unable to focus on the screen once he retrieved it, though a certain disappointment sank from his throat to his stomach to see that it was instead a communication from one of Sion’s acolytes. The readout said: Darth Sion will be arriving shortly and he awaits your audience. Erebus sighed and closed his eyes. “No, it does not.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 084, Apartment D1

Eden

 

It’s good to see you, she’d said to Asra as her face flickered uncertainly via their hackneyed holomessage. 

It’s good to see you, too.

Eden replayed the moment in her mind as she rushed about the apartment, doing her best to remain as quiet as possible, using Kreia’s meditation techniques to stay silent as well as keep her heart rate in check. Part of her felt guilty - she was indebted to Kreia for teaching her, but now she was using a method meant to steady her mind to muffle her movements and shield her mind from Kreia’s. The woman knew very well what she was up to, but Eden wasn’t in the mood for another lecture just yet and she sure as hell didn’t want to share her most recent memories with the woman either. 

Not to mention she'd dreamt of the door again, its haunting image this time accompanied by memories of Malachor's stormy expanse. At least whatever she had seen felt like memories, though they certainly weren't hers. Eden wasn't eager to find out or have Kreia weigh in on the matter either.

We’ve ended up on Dantooine, if you can believe it, the recent memory of Asra had continued in a half-laugh, half-sigh as Orex leaned into view and grunted in shared bemusement at the predicament. It’s all connected - what we found beneath the settlement and what we found here. It'd be great to link up again, to finish what we started. 

Eden gathered up the remainder of her things, scrounging around the apartment for her left boot longer than she wanted to before she glanced back at the immaculate space and the closed doors that met her gaze. If all went well, she’d be out of here and en route to Dantooine before the morning shift swarmed the residential modules. She paused. Despite their differences, Kreia had offered Eden more sound advice than any teacher she’d had at the Academy, save for maybe Master Sunrider. And as much as her Force bond with Kreia intrigued her, it also frightened her enough to leave. The woman could always follow their shared tether and track Eden down again, of course, but maybe if Eden put enough distance between them…

And then there was the matter of Atton. He’d been a bigger help than she’d ever imagined, especially when she thought back to the shrinking thing he was in that force cage back on Peragus, all hungry eyes set in a hollow face. He’d somehow managed to both defy and exceed expectations, proving to be more a pillar to lean on than a thorn in her side as she’d originally predicted. But it wasn’t like Eden was great at reading people from the get-go. Example number one being Alek. Example number two, though perhaps he should have been number one, being her brother… though the less she thought of him, the better. And then there was the matter of Revan...

Eden shook her head, centering herself before finally exiting the apartment - hoping this was the last time she would see it. For good.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins

Mical

 

At first, he was floating.

It was sky, and then sea - his back to the ocean and the sky above. Both endless and blue, all encompassing and threatening to swallow him whole. 

There was no want. No thought. Just being. He was a part of it - of everything - for the briefest of moments. One with all living things. Everything the universe ever birthed and saw decay until new life formed again. Everything held in a tenuous balance as a bubble drifting weightless through air and sky, time and space collapsing until neither mattered, definitions losing meaning as all words evaporated from Mical’s mind and memory.

Until….

It popped.

And then he was falling. All of a sudden and all too quickly, gravity weighed on his corporeal form which had not existed moments ago and now felt all too real and all too heavy, plummeting him down towards the ever expanding ocean below - at first bright blue which quickly turned greener and then brown and finally a frothy foamy cerulean-white upon impact growing darker, and darker, and darker as he descended to the depths, his body weighing more and more as he dove deeper, air escaping his newly shaped lungs and forming fast retreating bubbles in the miles he swiftly left behind as he made it closer to the ocean floor… only the floor never came, and he just kept falling, and falling, gasping and gasping for air but finding only water and salt and brine and fish until his lungs were heavy and his mouth full.

He was still choking on water when he awoke, the ruined Jedi archives half-lit around him like a beacon beckoning him home again.

Don’t wear yourself too thin, the ghostly voice he’d grown uncomfortably accustomed to assured him. Save your strength, I’ll keep you safe.

Mical spun his head around, finding no one there. Instead, all that was different about the room from the last he’d seen it was a new ration pack left lovingly at his doorstep - his doorstep being the dilapidated wall of the archives fast growing with errant ivy. 

“Thank you,” he said, to no one, though if anything he hoped whatever laigrek was instructed to leave this here for him heard or at least felt his gratitude. He’d finally smoked the raw hunk of meat he’d been given the day before after also being gifted a pile of dry wood and a flint found from seemingly nowhere, and among his new ration pack he found was yet another piece of raw flesh for the cooking. What it was, Mical did not know, but he had the forethought to realize it was likely rude to ask. “You’re too kind.”

Kind.

The word echoed in his mind as he scurried back to the archive’s lone working computer console, realizing that he’d been both too kind and rather neglectful in sending a message to Erebus - only to find his inbox empty.

“Of course,” Mical mumbled, cursing under his breath as he examined the logs and realized that his message hadn’t gone through at all. “He meant for me to comm him not message him.”

Idiot, Mical berated himself internally, feeling sour with hunger despite the food he’d been blessed with as well as the food he now held it tow. It was generous, yes, but it wasn’t enough. And after a few days it was evident that he wouldn’t last much longer lest he grapple with the idea of losing a lot of weight, very quickly. Muscle included. 

It won’t be long before I lose my mind down here. 

He’d managed to get a message to Zayne, assuring his friend that he was alright and in no immediate need of saving, though Mical was quickly reassessing that statement…

Just ask for Aiden, Erebus had stupidly said, as if he expected Mical to blindly call into the void of the holonet echoing his name. But just as Mical tsked, his cursor hovering over the delete button of his undelivered message, a thought occurred to him.

The last time he was here with both Erebus and Vash, they discovered that someone had been using Erebus’ login to enact a series of archival transactions. And now that same login flashed almost innocently back at Mical stating that it hadn’t received the message he’d so stupidly sent. But it did list that the user had last been active just a few moments ago.

Mical scrambled about and produced a near-blank datapad he’d been using for his personal notes since arriving here a couple of days ago, holding it aloft as he accessed the user’s history, copying down the latest login dates and times as well as the IP address into his own datapad before they would both inevitably delete themselves automatically on the hour. Mical could only see the logins for the last twenty minutes or so, but Erebus’ account had been used seven times in that frame…

If Vrook knew anything about who had done this, the Jedi was tight-lipped about it. Judging by Erebus’ account, and the old man’s demeanor back at the ruins and the woods beyond during their escape, Mical had a feeling that Vrook was just as unsettled by the possibilities as they were. 

Mical dug into his pocket and procured his comm, the one Erebus so casually threw at him back in the Rakatan ruins for keeps. It was a newer model, likely one of the merc’s personal items and not something pilfered. Mical turned the metallic thing over in his hands, wondering just how dangerous it would be to heed Erebus’ call for real this time, to leave a message the man might actually receive. But instead, Mical chose to enter a familiar code, a familiar voice answering on the other end - though not the one he expected.

“Mical?” Mission’s voice answered instead of Zayne’s. “Any updates on the state of the temple ruins?”

Mission sounded eager, anxious almost, but Mical only shook his head. He’d promised the Khoonda group that he would work on navigating a way out of the temple with the hopes of leading them down there to get ahead of the Golden Company. Only… Mical hadn’t done any of that, finding himself glued to the archives as if he’d always meant to be here. And in a way, he had.

“Not yet,” Mical sighed, looking down. The crystal Erebus had given him glowed from the depths of Mical’s still open pocket, the fabric folding just-so to allow him a glimpse into its dark contents. “I’m working on it, trust me, but I have other news that could potentially prove useful.”

“Lay it on me,” Mission said with an air of anticipation that told him it wasn’t of the excited variety but instead the kind that followed in the wake of dread. “I could use some good news.”

“I may not exactly call it good news, but it’s a potential lead,” he said, before pausing. “Wait, have things gotten worse?”

“Master Vash might be gone, but Vrook managed to make it here in one piece,” Mission said. “Not sure if that’s good news or bad, maybe neutral if we’re lucky.”

Zayne had interrogated Mical about his escape from the Rakatan ruin when first they spoke, almost glossing over his own relief that Mical was even alive in his desire for any sign that Vash may have somehow helped Erebus leave the planet. As disappointed in the lack of answers the man had to offer in their short time together, Mical was at least glad Vrook had made it to safety.

“I’m not sure if I’d relayed this to you or Zayne already, or anyone really, about what we found in the archives prior to our meeting?”

There was silence on Mission’s end, and in the pause Mical imagined the girl stilled in thought before shaking her head.

“Can’t say you have,” she offered, a shrug haunting her words even if Mical could not see her. “But even if you did, give me a quick reminder.”

“Someone moved Jedi artifacts from the temple prior to Malak’s attack, when you were there, as if they knew what was about to happen,” Mical started, finally crumpling his pocket so the glow of the crystal housed there could no longer meet his eyes. “The logs suggest that the move was approved using Erebus’ account, but according to him he’d already left the Jedi by then. Additionally, we found more activity from that account verifying items to be transported to Telos IV of all places just the other day, the day I barely escaped the destruction of Nespis VIII.”

With the help of Erebus, Mical thought, thinking back to the hulking cruiser that eclipsed the moon as he and Erebus made a beeline for the man’s ancient relic of a ship before Space City was obliterated in the cruiser’s wake. 

“Speaking of artifacts, did Vash-?” Mical started, only Mission interrupted him.

“Her room was empty, she left nothing-” Mission said as Mical nearly slumped to the floor. Kun’s saber, he thought. All of that for nothing. “But wait, did you say Telos IV?

“Yes,” Mical affirmed, straightening up again. “A bulk of the more recent items were sent there, and if the older logs can be trusted then whatever was removed from the Dantooine archives six years ago were delivered there, too.”

“General Valen’s on Telos!” Mission said after a beat, her voice low in thought. “Asra just sent a message to her, asking if there’s any way she can lend a hand here, but if she’s already on Telos IV then it may be a good idea to ask if she can look into whatever it is you’ve found first.”

General Valen. It was strange to hear the title even if Mical instantly knew who Mission referred to. Eden was once meant to be his teacher, still a Jedi Knight then but training to be a Master Historian under Atris. Only she’d instead left for war, unknowingly committing Mical to the same fate.

“Are you sure?” he said, even though it made the most sense to agree. He almost felt as if asking anything more of Eden would put him out of her eventual favor, as if there were any favor to begin with. Slapping a palm to his forehead and closing his eyes, Mical took a measured breath before answering Mission again. “I mean, if she’s willing and able then-”

“I’ll tell Asra right away,” Mission said hurriedly. Mical could almost hear the pleased smile in her voice. “Finally, I feel like we’re getting somewhere again! Over and out.”

Before Mical could respond, the comm switched off. Mical bit his lip as he shoved the comm back into his pocket and looked at his blinking computer screen. Erebus’ true name still shone up at him in orange aurebesh, indicating the recent account activity until it finally relinquished to light blue again.

He knew Erebus wasn’t on the other end of the account, but Mical still imagined he was. They’d met before, when he was younger, but Mical’s memory was not as sharp as he would have preferred - instead remembering more of Atris’ stoic presence and Eden’s easy-going demeanor upon their first meeting than the grumpy assistant that greeted him at the Coruscant archive’s front desk.

Mical wondered how different Eden looked now compared to her brother, wondering where the resemblances both began and ended. And despite his errant curiosity eager to solve the riddle in the moment, Mical had the feeling that he would have his answer sooner rather than later.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082

Eden

 

“Are you sure there isn’t anything else you need of me?” Eden asked, unnerved by the unending calm that permeated the space despite her inner agony at having to make this visit at all. Just as before, Chodo Habat had offered to heal her before she departed, only commenting that Dantooine was a planet in similar need of restoration and only wishing her well. “I’m not sure I’m ready to accept this.”

Habat frowned, his large eyes blinking slowly as he processed her words, but also something deeper. He looked to Moza just beside him and nodded. After a moment’s understanding, Moza nodded in return, bowed, and left. Eden watched him go, afraid to look Habat in the eye again because she felt the mood shift within the room as Moza departed - the calming sigh of the water beside her tensing like a seismic sea on the brink of a harbor wave.

“I sense much guilt in you,” Habat revealed, steepling his fingers as he sat down on the plinth of wood beside the water. “In fact, I’ve sensed it since your arrival, but now it takes a new form. And I know why.”

Eden swallowed. 

“You know?”

Eden wanted to sit along with him, not that she thought herself his equal, but because it was something she’d done with Kavar after each and every saber lesson. She stopped, both at the memory and the action, unsure if she was welcomed. 

“I do,” Habat said, a light laugh gracing his Ithorese as he gestured that she sit down. Eden obliged, feeling awkward as she did so though finally calmed once she felt the cool earth beneath her legs and against the plush of her palms. “And while I understand your actions, I do not condone them. But that is not for me to judge. It is an opinion, yes, but only so far as it is not the path I would have chosen had I been in your position. Yet fate would have it that I would never be, so who is to say? We are different people, and we have had very disparate life experiences. We do not have the same reasons for doing things, so I cannot expect you to take my course of action any less than I can condemn you for yours.”

Eden nodded, unsure if she was truly being reprimanded or not. Chodo Habat shook his head. 

“I may be Force sensitive, but in this I very much disagree with the Jedi. They were always far too harsh on their students.”

Habat closed his eyes and straightened his back, centering himself similar to how Kreia had taught Eden back at the old apartment. Eden mirrored him, marveling at how they opened their eyes in unison minutes later.

“Forgive my further judgment,” Habat said. “I know you no longer consider yourself a Jedi, but there is no denying your Jedi conditioning regardless.”

Atton had said as much, Eden thought bitterly, wondering if there was ever to be a future in which she could shake the entirety of her past off her shoulders. 

“I understand you have made a deal with both the Exchange as well as the Czerka Corporation,” Habat said, raising a calming hand once Eden tensed at the latter. “I know your reasons, and I trust them fully, however I know how this will all unfortunately end.”

“End?” Eden echoed before Habat finished uttering the last word in his sentence. “Unfortunate?”

“In a way,” Habat continued, his eyes glazing over as he looked inward yet somehow also faraway. “Perhaps you are right, then. I will not heal you now.”

“But-”

Habat raised his hand again, Eden’s tongue laying still the moment she saw movement. 

“I did not say I would not heal you,” he assured. “It has just become apparent to me now that you have unfinished business to deal with first. It would be best if we wait.”

Eden nodded, swallowing her disappointment despite understanding, knowing full well that if she were going on guilt alone there was still an undeniable part of her that believed she was beyond healing, let alone worthy of the effort. 

“But I do have a favor to ask of you,” Habat said again into the silence. 

“Of course,” she said, perking up. “Anything.”

“One of my key technicians has recently gone AWOL. I am sure he has his reasons, but while Jana Lorso has you traipsing about the planet’s surface – she is the one who requested you leave the station, yes? - I hope that you might check in on my friend as well and make sure that he is safe.”

Eden nodded fervently, almost getting up in her hurry to assure Chodo Habat that her agreement with Jana Lorso was in deceit only before she realized that voicing such a thing made her feel even guiltier still.

“You denied Lorso’s initial offer to work with Czerka, and that tells me all I need to know,” Habat said, as if reading Eden’s mind. And perhaps he had. “But this is where my judgment pays no mind. Because had you not entered an agreement with her, in earnest or not, then you may not be capable of doing this favor for me.”

Eden paused, wondering if Habat had meant for that last sentence to be relayed aloud or if he were talking to himself, a tumult of moral dilemma playing across his features as he considered his last words as well as his next. 

“I need to know that he is safe. Can you do that for me?”

Eden nodded again, this time with not the fervor of excuse, but of repentance. 

“Of course,” she promised. “Anything to make this right.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy

Erebus

 

Darth Sion will be arriving shortly, one of the man’s acolytes relayed via pre-recorded message. Erebus played the message again, but now with an audience. 

“He’s coming here?” Vash asked over his shoulder, her voice already a husk of what it usually was. “That… the Sith Lord?”

Erebus nodded, turning from his computer back to Vash. She looked awful, but better for the sleep. He’d allowed his old teacher to take the bed that night, choosing instead to forego sleep himself and sit hunched over his console for the better part of the night when he hadn’t been talking to Uruba, resting in his attached study when he couldn’t escape the exhaustion of recovery. At first, Vash protested at the notion, but it wasn’t long before the Jedi succumbed to the heavier energies of this place and finally closed her eyes, sleeping for nearly an entire day cycle since. 

“Unfortunately,” Erebus said. “He has every right to, though. I mean, he sort of lives here.”

“Do you… do you all live here?”

The question was on the verge of absurd at the thought, though Erebus refrained from laughing. One, because he didn’t wish to stoke Vash’s ire any more than he had to, especially given the lie they were now saddled with selling. And two, being that he still found talking about the Sith to his old Jedi Master an incredibly awkward affair. 

“Most do, for now,” Erebus answered. “There was Korriban, but that place is abandoned. Many roam the galaxy, I guess, but both Nihilus and Sion are stationed here. Usually.”

“Because of her?”

Her.

Vash spoke of Eden, of course, and Erebus swallowed at the thought. 

“Yes, and no,” he said, standing. He gently pushed back from his desk chair and walked towards the other wall where a series of datapads hung. Pressing the button of the bottom-most one, he instructed a series of maps to brighten up the space, illuminating the room in a diagram of the entire region both pre and post Mass Shadow Generator. “As you can see, there was a significant growth of activity out here, but this moon is more than just a font of pain the acolytes can draw from. The Mandalorians feared this place before the war, which is why Revan chose it for their last stand aside from the fact that it was simply poetic. She knew they likely wouldn’t return after what happened here. That, and so far as the Jedi knew, this place didn’t exist.”

Erebus moved towards another map, illuminating it for Vash’s reference. 

“This is the view of the entirety of space as the Republic knows it. As the Jedi knew it to be, at least as of nine years ago. At least under Atris.”

Erebus almost choked on his own spit after saying her name, his throat unwilling to utter it. The feeling in the pit of his stomach almost tasted like guilt or regret, though he knew not for what. If anything, he still held only resentment for Atris. Vash waited patiently, albeit with a raised brow, as she awaited Erebus to finish coughing before continuing.

“It… I dunno, it just made sense to set up camp here. The Trayus Academy was established just as the one at Korriban fell, so there is some contestation as to whether its construction was deliberate, though one thing I can corroborate is that Revan had stepped foot here at least a few times, while Malak had not.”

Vash looked to be somewhere between touched and sick, a twisted smile overcoming her still delicate face. 

“I know you don’t like to hear this, but you really haven’t changed much,” Vash laughed a hollow laugh as she set herself down on Erebus’ bed again with effort, doing her best to avoid putting weight on her bad leg. “As much as I never would have predicted this future for you, your demeanor is very much the same. Ever curious, forever the stickler for details.”

“We could look into that too, y’know,” Erebus offered, ignoring her comment and instead gesturing towards Vash’s leg. “If you were still worried that-”

“That I’m still bonded through the Force to my dead Padawan?” Vash answered all too quickly, whatever affection painting her face quickly fading to bitterness. “Perhaps, though I am more interested in your connection to your sister and this place. I assume it is why you can tolerate it?”

Erebus swallowed. He’d wondered how he would broach the subject with Vash and while relieved he wouldn’t have to be the one to bring it up, he still found himself reluctant to describe it. 

“I always assumed as much,” he confessed. “I can sense her here, but not quite like I was able to when we were children.”

Erebus had always been able to sense Eden, and she him. From birth, and even before, until they were teens, their every emotion was shared. They could always tell where each feeling came from, where each memory belonged. An echo of each other’s lived experience existed eternal in their minds. Growing up, it was simply how they understood the world. Somehow Eden could access memories Erebus had had with their father before he disappeared as if she had them herself, and Erebus could sense exactly how that memory felt second-hand to his sister. It was a strange feeling - being able to view your own life through your own eyes as well as an outsider’s. But it was only strange once they’d been relinquished to the Jedi and viewed almost as test subjects, their every interaction studied to such great detail that it began to feel less like reality and more like something paranormal, especially where Eden was involved.

You feel a pull towards her, yes? A now faceless Jedi Master had asked him upon his induction to the Order at the age of five. Against your will?

Looking back, that Jedi had put words in Erebus’ mouth as well as in his mind. Still a child and so unsure of the reality of the world, Erebus had never once questioned his relationship with his sister until it was voiced and thus defined by someone aside from either of them, someone who fundamentally could never understand the intricacies nor the truth of what they shared. As he grew older, and as he grew jealous, Erebus began to believe those postulations and took them for truth, never once questioning the effect that he may have had on her.

“Interesting,” Vash said eventually, taking a deep breath as if pressed for oxygen. And given the weight of this place, perhaps she was. “I would eventually like for you to tell me more, if you wish.”

If you wish, she said, echoing in Erebus’ mind. If.

“Perhaps,” he said, feeling more like a promise than a possibility. His comm thrummed against his leg, just as it had in his study at Uruba’s side. Only this time he didn’t need to access it to know what message awaited him. “Though perhaps being in Darth Sion’s presence will change your mind.”

Vash suddenly stood, masking the limp as she put all of her weight on both legs without accounting for her unseen injury.

“Are you ready?” Erebus asked, brow furrowed. “We’ll need to be convincing.”

“Convincing is the last thing I’m worried about,” Vash choked out, her eyes growing glassy. “I may not need to act as much as you suspect I do.”

Erebus’ eyes scanned his old Master, the woman now appearing far older than he ever remembered her being, let alone older than she looked yesterday. 

“I’ll be right there,” he assured, not certain his word was anything to comfort her by. “Maybe… just stay quiet?”

“A slave is meant to be seen not heard,” Vash corroborated. “Yes?”

Erebus choked back a sardonic laugh. 

“I guess you’re right, we should-”

But before Erebus could finish, a knock rap, rap, rapped at his outer door. He stood staring at Vash, the both of them wide-eyed, before Erebus finally put on his usual face of annoyed but cordial. He slipped into a cloak and rushed into the adjoining room, hanging on every step as he sensed Vash struggled to keep pace. 

“My Master is ready for his appointment with you,” Sion’s shorter acolyte greeted with a low bow once Erebus answered his door. He glanced back at Vash, looking pale at his side, spying a peeking Mellric and Uruba just beyond her peering out of his study door like a pair of naughty children up beyond their bedtime. Before Erebus could respond, Mellric and Uruba disappeared and the study door closed, leaving him only with the option to nod at Sion’s underling and usher the man inside. 

“Very well,” Erebus said, sweeping his hand out beside him. “Let Darth Sion know that I am ready to receive him.”

The acolyte bowed lower, allowing Erebus only a view of the man’s back before he disappeared, Sion himself stepping into view as if he’d always just been there. Erebus faltered back, bowing his head slightly as he held his hand aloft and welcomed his superior into the room proper.

“Darth Sion,” Erebus muttered by way of greeting, knowing it fell short. “Come in, and please have a seat.”

Sion swept into the room as if he’d been waiting for ages and did just the opposite. Instead of his usual garb, the man was hunched in an overlarge cloak, looking paler than usual, his eyes flashing a more menacing white than Erebus remembered. Vash retreated further at Erebus’ back as the undead man stepped further inside the space and his acolytes disappeared, the doors closing once Sion began to examine the room as if he were here to rate Erebus on the amount of dust his chambers collected in his absence instead of anything else.

“Your Master suggested I speak with you,” Sion eventually said, his gravelly voice far more grating than Erebus recalled as well, though it was likely because he was imagining hearing it as Vash did for the first time at his side than from his own memory, shrinking herself to the point that Sion might fail to notice her. “So here I am.”

“And here I am to oblige,” Erebus said with only the slightest hint of annoyance, doing his best to appear both amiable yet not so much of a pushover. “What is it you wish to know?”

Sion still perused the room, examining its every corner with a more discerning eye than Erebus liked or cared to wonder the motivation behind. But the man remained silent and seemingly agreeable, outwardly fine with whatever it was Erebus chose to do with this space even if it was not for him to decide. 

“I wanted to speak of your sister,” Sion began, pausing at the window. He pushed Erebus’ drapes aside, letting in the harsh storm light from outside as if he were contemplating the poetry of it, though Erebus knew better than to think so. “But instead I wish to ask you about this.”

Darth Sion, seemingly unaware of Vash’s presence or otherwise unperturbed by it, turned back towards the center of the room and reached into his robes. And from its depths he procured an object Erebus had very much studied and oft dreamt of, even in the wake of everything that had happened in the last few weeks.

“This was delivered to my quarters, though by whom I do not know,” Darth Sion revealed, watching as Erebus’ eyes took in the shape and coloration of the item now laid before them.

It was beautiful. And far more mesmerizing than Erebus could have imagined. He had several sketches of this very artifact still hanging in his ship’s cargo hold. And now here it was, glittering before him like the galaxy in miniature that it was. 

He felt a pull towards it - a tug, like a magnet drawing him closer - but Erebus took a measured step back. If the Dark Side was the abyss, then this thing was the end of the universe at the very bottom of its infinite chasm. Despite the effervescent light glittering like moonlight on dark water emanating from within, the crystal was deep with a murky darkness, a void in the very center of the room now threatening to swallow it whole. The only thing Erebus could liken it to was being in Nihilus’ presence when ravenous, near feral with hunger and desperate to do anything to sate it. Except this thing felt cold, distant, as if it were biding its time and knew it had all the time in the world because it existed outside it somehow. 

“This was delivered to you when?” Erebus snapped, pulling himself out of his own inner reverie as his mind drew up a mental map of the last few weeks. 

This is what he’d hoped to recover from the Dune Sea just outside Anchorhead. Before he grew too distracted. Before he became aware of the fact that his twin sister was very much alive and being very much not dead in a nearby droid repair stall just on the edge of the city…

“It arrived earlier this week, though I cannot say how long it sat here before my arrival,” Sion growled, pacing the room as his eyes remained fixed on the crystal. “And I cannot hold it physically for long, so it shall return to the box in which it came, but I wanted to show you in case you had any idea what it might be or where it might have come from.”

Erebus swallowed, dry spit forming a stopper in his throat. He wanted to look back, to glance at Vash, but he willed the instinct away as he forced his uncertainty down and cleared his throat before carefully choosing his next words. 

“You were right to come to me,” Erebus said. “I’ve studied totems such as these and they seem to originate in many older fringe cults, scattered throughout the Outer Rim. My working theory is that they were brought here by settlers, likely from a more ancient world since the composition is unlike anything found in our galaxy if the old writings are to be believed.”

Erebus almost winced at himself, hearing himself talk. He instantly mirrored his vocabulary to match the older variety of Sion’s. It was something he did often, mirroring and mimicking others as both a means of impressing them as well as betraying them. The latter had been true for many of the more primitive tribes he’d come across in the Outer Rim and beyond. People untouched by the Republic were easy to manipulate, and in a way Erebus was doing the same with Sion. I am just like you, his matching diction said, both uttered and unspoken. You can trust me, his imitation lied. 

Sion paused his pacing and considered Erebus, glancing briefly at the crystalline structure sitting oddly demure in the center of the room before his hard gaze returned to Erebus. 

Sion asked, silently: Tell me more. 

“All I know is that ancient Sith had scattered notes about these items, too, though not much remains. They were just as much a mystery to them as they are to us. Did Exar Kun ever mention such things?”

Sion paused, his eyes growing glassy and distant before shaking his head and looking at Erebus again.

“Never,” the man said. “But there are more of them?”

Erebus wanted to hit himself but instead bit down hard on the inside of his mouth until he tasted blood. Shit, he thought. Pull back, pull back.

“Presumably, though Maker knows how many even remain,” Erebus lied. According to his notes, there should have been three such crystals laid buried and venerated beneath the Dune Sea. Others were scattered about the edge of the galaxy, though he had hardly any evidence to back that particular claim up. Not to mention it was something he didn’t want Darth Sion being privy to just yet, if ever.

“Interesting,” Sion muttered. “So you have no clue who might have sent this to me?”

Erebus glanced at the crystal again, getting lost in its pyramidal depths. A clear prototype for what would become a traditional Sith holocron, it sat unassuming yet all consuming on his center table just the same. 

“Not for the moment,” Erebus admitted, though this answer was entirely truthful. The only other person he knew to have been out on the Dunes was his sister, but even if she was the one to find the crystal and its cousins he highly doubted she would have express-mailed her findings to a man that very recently wanted her dead. “But I can let you know when I have any working theories.”

Erebus swallowed, unsure how long he would be able to keep this charade going. 

“Very well, then perhaps a change of plans are in order,” Sion announced, stepping closer now. His white eyes glanced towards Vash, lingering on her for hardly a second before his gaze bore down on Erebus. “I want you to study this and report to me - and only to me. Nihilus may do whatever he wishes with it afterwards, but I want to know who it came from. And why.”

Erebus’ eyes went wide. He tried to blink back his surprise, unsure of what to say. Sion wasn’t his Master, nor had the man ever really spoken to him much before this moment, but he did have seniority and every right to give Erebus an order. He had no choice but to obey.

Eventually, he nodded. 

“I leave this in your trust. Tell no one,” he said, looking at Vash again. This time his gaze held, Sion’s attention lingering over her as if he were only just now assessing who she was and why she was here. Erebus knew Sion wasn’t that stupid. But then again, Nihilus always bemoaned Sion’s brash tendencies, tendencies their old instructor Traya used to mention frequently if the rumors were to be believed. “No one.”

“Understood,” Erebus vowed, bowing his head briefly. He felt Vash bow in unison just behind him. 

“We may need to relocate eventually, lest we draw too many eyes here,” Sion said, shifting his gaze to Erebus again. Sion’s murky white eyes almost bubbled beneath their tenuous vitreous, streaks of red breaking up the milky depths of his regard as if the capillaries might burst at any given moment and dissolve into jelly. Erebus did not look away. “Have you any access to the Korriban archives?”

“I do,” Erebus said. “Though on that note, I have a question-”

Then ask it,” Sion spat, making towards the door but stopping with a dramatic halt, his cloak billowing behind him as he awaited Erebus’ request. 

“I know you are not one for machines, but some of the archives are inaccessible save for Rev-”

Do not utter that woman’s name here,” Sion hissed. “And unfortunately I do not have any override. If we are denied access, I shall trust you to find another way.”

As if it’s just that easy, Erebus sighed before nodding in solemn understanding. And about as quickly as he had come, Sion was gone again. Vash stood breathless at his side. 

“You can breathe now,” Erebus said, sinking into the nearest chair. “I need to stop making deals.”

“It doesn’t seem as if you have a choice,” Vash said, her voice raspy and low. “And neither do I.”

Erebus regarded her as she meandered towards the chair opposite and collapsed into it, burying her head in her hands. 

“What have I done?” she muttered. 

Erebus stilled. He did not think he was meant to hear her words, her utterance instead unblocked by an internal filter disabled by her current shock and terror. 

Yeah, you and me both. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Czerka Corporation Executive Suite

Eden

“You’re here early,” Jana Lorso greeted, finding Eden on her doorstep just as the receptionist was getting reacquainted with the front desk. “Eager to work, are we?”

Lorso beamed with a pride Eden didn’t realize the woman was capable of. Before, all she’d expected of the Mirialan was cool poise, but now the woman was practically giddy. Eden could only nod, almost as embarrassed to be there as the receptionist who nearly shrunk behind her desk like a turtle retreated into its shell while side-eying her boss. 

“Sure am,” Eden said, squaring her shoulders. She gestured what she hoped was an indiscriminate shrug towards the receptionist as Lorso swept across the room and towards her own office, expecting Eden to follow. The receptionist raised her eyebrows quickly in response just as Eden passed her desk and Lorso’s assistant Ithira materialized out of seemingly nowhere, suddenly present as if for the express purpose of escorting Eden to Lorso’s office even though Eden could very easily follow the woman there herself. 

“So, I take it you received my message?” Jana Lorso said through her still too-wide grin as she finally arrived at her office, spinning around as she walked so as not to miss a moment of Eden’s expressive response from the time it took her to cross the threshold and sit down in her chair. Eden raised her eyebrows just as the receptionist had, hoping it came across as ambitious instead of reluctant. “Exciting news of this undisclosed military base, yes?”

“Absolutely,” Eden swallowed unsurely. She’d glanced at Lorso’s report earlier that morning, and while certainly intrigued by Lorso’s corporate worries, she’d spent most of the early hours focusing instead on the details she could relay to her Republic contact in hopes of getting Czerka into some long overdue legal trouble.

“Good! Good,” Lorso repeated, as if trying to convince herself as well as Eden. “I want someone to look into this suspicious activity right away. It would greatly help our restoration efforts and it will also prove to be a beneficial test run for our working relationship going forward. It will perhaps give you an idea of what kind of work you can expect from us.”

Eden nodded, feeling foolishly out of the loop. 

“I’ll let you get reacquainted with B4-D4, he’ll give you another run-down of the situation, and then you can bring him along with you to the planet’s surface.”

The planet’s surface. 

Eden froze.

“Will the TSF allow that?” Eden asked, trying to come across as calm as possible. “I’m still technically under surveillance-”

“Oh, I’ve already cleared it with them,” Lorso waved her hand, “Or at least with an officer just below Lieutenant Grenn so he should be made aware of the situation shortly. Shouldn’t be an issue though.”

I’m sure someone was paid handsomely for that, Eden thought as she smiled politely with an air of eager anticipation. She didn’t have to act much - aside from the smile itself, she was eager now, unendingly curious as to what exactly Lorso wanted from her, what was going on in this abandoned military base, and just how far she’d get away with leaving the station while still technically under surveillance. Even if she was no longer under house arrest.

It’s now or never, Eden mused as Lorso brought in B4-D4 again and instructed her assistant to outfit Eden with any other supplies she deemed necessary for such an expedition. If I can leave the station, maybe I can manage to leave Telos all together. 

“Will anyone be coming with me?” Eden asked. At this, Lorso’s assistant froze, as did Jana herself. 

“Not for the moment, no,” Lorso answered through a thin smile. “At least not yet. Whoever’s down there may expect some of our employees to poke around eventually, but if you pose as a lost traveler, a researcher maybe-”

Lorso shuffled absently at her desk, clearly trying to appear more perturbed by whatever made-up thing she was pretending to look for than by Eden’s question. 

“I’m surprised you haven’t asked one of your friends to come along with you,” Lorso continued, “Though it is likely best if you go alone.”

“I wouldn’t exactly call them friends,” Eden said, playing up the facade of the lone ranger she needed Lorso to believe for the moment, trying to believe more in it herself. “We’re only together because the circumstances demand it.”

“Well, if that’s the case then, so be it,” Lorso smiled. “Ithira, please show our Jedi friend to the private dock. If we can get a report in by lunchtime, I’d call this a win.”

Ithira bowed, her yellow hair gleaming in the gilded light of Lorso’s office as she clutched her clipboard to her chest and hurriedly escorted Eden out of the room again. 

“We already have your requested items in hand, they should be loaded onto the shuttle as soon as we arrive,” Ithira chirped proudly as she led Eden out a side entrance and into an alleyway unlike the others Eden had seen so far. This one was pristine and not shared with any nearby buildings or businesses like the rest of the city operated. Czerka certainly has made themselves comfortable, Eden thought. On the station as well as with the TSF…

“It’s a bit short notice,” Eden said, trying to act casually surprised. “Your people can do that sort of thing?”

“Oh, sure,” Ithira shook her head as if it were dumb of Eden to even ask. “We have our hands in every industry around here. With our connections, we make things move rather quickly.”

“Uh huh,” Eden said, eyeing Ithira as she typed away at the miniature datapad attached to her clipboard. “The TSF wasn’t as lenient with me so I figured-”

“Oh, that’s no problem,” Ithira swatted a hand absently at Eden’s comment, a smirk overcoming her young face. “Jana Lorso’s a master salesperson, she can get anyone to sign a contract of ours. It’s one of her strengths.”

The girl practically beamed at Eden’s side. Eden wasn’t sure if she felt more sorry for Ithira or the technician back at Czerka, both so refreshingly optimistic but regrettably misguided.  

“We should be coming up on the landing pad, now,” Ithira cut in after another flurry of hurried typing. “We’ll be good to go in a few minutes.”

The empty alleyway eventually led them sideways until they came upon a gate. Ithira entered a code she tried to hide from Eden, though the dial sounds gave the password away (seven, six, three, two, three) and an access door hidden in the wall slid open. Ithira ushered Eden over the threshold and suddenly they were in the Entertainment District just where it overlapped with the docks. The door shut behind them.

“If you’ll just follow me,” Ithira asked, beckoning Eden to follow. 

If they were planetside, the sun would be threatening to rise soon, but not yet. It was still too early to wake for most folk, but late enough to still party for everyone else. The music from the cantina nearby was muted, but Eden felt the beat thrum beneath them as if it were the floating city’s heartbeat. She thought of Luxa’s apartment and the refuge she found there, wondering where the woman was now. 

“Ah, Benok,” Ithira greeted with a fake smile and a halted wave as she walked towards the landing bay entrance. “Here to see us off?”

“Something like that,” Benok smiled. Eden’s gaze fixed on the man, and he stared back in return. He did not blink.

"Miss Lorso stationed us here to make sure you made it out safely," he assured Ithira with a bow. The girl smiled back politely, but confusion colored her face. This isn’t like Benok, Eden surmised as her eyes darted between the two of them. But before Eden could read into the interaction further, Benok lunged and hooked Ithira into his grip, holding a blaster to her temple as he stared Eden down. “But I won’t be doing that.”

“Let her go,” was all Eden could manage. Her hand rushed for the Echani staff clipped to her waist, her fingers bristling with electricity as her other hand reached for the blaster strapped to her opposite leg. Benok only pressed the nozzle of his gun further into Ithira’s head and smiled wider. 

“She doesn’t care about you, you know,” Benok cooed sorrowfully in Ithira’s ear, his lips grazing her cheek. Ithira winced and whimpered. “Lorso or her.”

Benok gestured with his wrist at Eden. From the depths of the landing pad’s airlock entrance, two other men emerged, likely Exchange.

One of them held a gun on Eden while the other slammed a palm on the panel behind him. With a swoosh, the landing pad door opened as well as the door opposite, leading directly to the docking bay proper, bustling with hundreds of eager passengers. 

“I would be careful if I were you,” Benok said, this time at Eden. “If you thought you could get away so easily, you were sorely mistaken.”

The man that opened the panel door fixed a blaster on Eden with one hand and raised a mini datapad with the other. The device fluttered with silvery static before the signal settled and displayed a Quarren sporting a sick smirk before uttering “As you all know, the bounty on Jedi is ten million credits.”

Eden froze.

The words echoed not only in their lone hallway but in the docks outside, as if all of the display screens now relayed what Benok’s goon was relaying to Eden via private showing. Eden’s hand tensed over both weapons, her body and her breath growing hot, though she otherwise did not move.

“What you may not know,” the Quarren continued, “Is that there is a particular bounty on the infamous veteran, Jedi General Eden Valen. And that it was once fifty million credits.”

A series of Eden’s past visages splayed over the Exchange goon’s screen, and presumably the multitude of screens outside, before displaying a series of Eden’s looks sported here on Citadel Station in the last few days. Even Ithira's handheld datapad displayed Eden's face back at her, lopsided in the Czerka assistant's limp wrist.

“The Exchange rate may be fifty million, but my rate is one hundred million.

Benok’s smile turned into a sadistic grin as he pressed the barrel of his gun further into Ithira’s skull. 

“Bring the Jedi to me alive and I will not only pay you the unfathomable sum promised, but I will make all of your other errant dreams come true.”

The club music nearby stopped. Every breath in the alleyway held in the balance as Eden’s hands hovered over her only choice of weapons as Ithira looked on, hopeless and breathless. Eden’s hand reached first for the staff, and then the blaster, but before her hands could reach either someone pushed her from behind and out into the docking bay just beyond Benok. Eden stumbled to a stop and stood staring at what felt like the whole of Citadel Station, every iteration of her own face staring back at her from each and every monitor that spanned the massive room. 

One hundred million credits,” the Quarren repeated. “Go.

 

Notes:

I may or may not have seen John Wick Chapter 4 this week so expect what I am hoping to be an action-packed next chapter lol. Also I want to work on sentence length as I go forward... I mean, I always intend to because I know I meander and wax poetic with about a thousand commas per sentence like I'm the reincarnation of Jane Austen or something, but editing this chapter was a bit more of a chore than usual so I apologize in advance for all the wordiness 😅

Chapter 42: No Jedi

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 084
Atton

 

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten… 

Atton was about to mentally pull another card from the deck, his eyes darting behind his eyelids in somewhere between REM sleep and something lighter and less fulfilling, when a nearby knock, knock, knocking woke him.

He shot up, eyes open and mouth dry. 

He hadn’t meant to drift off, his mind still racing with numbers but his body heavy with the thirst of sleep still weighing him down and demanding that he drink up more shut-eye.

Before he could relent, Atton swung his still-booted legs off the side of the bed and clamored towards his door, stumbling until he met the front one. With a slap of his palm the panel opened and one of Lieutenant Grenn’s lackeys greeted him with a confused stare.

“I was hoping to see the General,” she said, her light eyes flittering between Atton’s tired frame and the empty sitting room beyond. “We have a message-”

“I’ll relay it to her,” Atton said, also glancing back and finding Eden’s door closed. She must still be asleep, he thought, though another inner part of him knew that was wrong. Eden had always known when the door needed to be answered, as if haunted by premonitions of visitors before they even graced the doorstep. Either Eden was dead, Atton surmised though hoped otherwise, or the woman wasn’t even here at all…

“I have express orders to-” the officer argued with a stern look before the comm at her ear began blinking and bleeping. Mid-sentence, she paused, raising a hand to her lobe. Her eyes grew distant as she listened to the message only she hears, though Atton could hear the distant voice rushing their words on the other end, the words unintelligible. “Alright whatever, just make sure she gets this.”

The woman pushed a datapad identical to the one Eden showed him yesterday into his hands and turned on her heel. Atton watched after her, several other officers appearing out of seemingly nowhere in the residential hallway and following as if they, too, received the same distress call.

It was early. Too early. Hardly anyone walked the streets here, at least from what Atton could see - their apartment still barricaded by a swath of orange construction barriers blocking the entrance from street-view. But aside from the officers now hurrying down the causeway and the distant glow of the holo-trees lining the avenue, there was no one outside aside from Atton. Before anyone else could appear and spot him, Atton ordered the door shut.

“What was that all about?” Kreia asked, materializing behind him. 

Atton startled, jumping at the sound of the old woman’s voice just as he was about to lean on the just-closed door. 

Hell,” Atton muttered, his mind still muddled with accidental sleep. He glanced at the woman’s door, finding it shut just as it had been before. Was she sitting in the common area and I just hadn’t noticed? A shiver ran the length of Atton’s spine. “Just… something for Eden.”

“Interesting,” Kreia said, wrapping her outer robe over her kaftan. “I would say we should inform the woman, but seeing as she’s been gone for over two hours-”

Two hours?” Atton balked, suddenly more awake than he was moments ago. Shit. Shit, shit, shit, shit…

Atton rushed back to his room, datapad clutched to his chest, and instantly looked towards the window as well as the old-fashioned comm set on his nightstand. The window was void of signs just as the comm was void of any missed messages. If Luxa knows I let her out of my sight…

“Why didn’t you say anything?” Atton hissed. 

Kreia tsked, though it sounded almost like a laugh. 

“As if you cared?” the woman said as she crossed her arms, calling him out. “I may not approve of it, but she will make it out of this mess, I assure you.”

“Mess?” Atton echoed, his eyes scanning his meager room until he spotted both his second blaster as well as his Harbinger cache stuffed beneath the bed.

“I feared it would come to this,” Kreia admitted casually, as if whatever she was about to reveal were both a minor inconvenience as well as an utter betrayal. “But I worry we may have overstayed our welcome. On Citadel Station, not Telos.”

What are you even talking about?” Atton asked through bewildered, half-slitted eyes as he holstered his backup weapon and secured a satchel to his hip with the gear he’d recovered from the Republic ghost ship. 

“Just wait a moment,” Kreia assured through a pleased smile.

Atton shook his head, but as soon as he did, the apartment console chimed pleasantly as if to answer his unspoken question.

“Go ahead,” Kreia smiled, still far too comfortable for whatever Atton feared was going on. “Answer it.”

Without removing his gaze from Kreia’s smug silhouette, Atton moved towards the console and answered the call.

Get off the station,” Eden warned instantly. Her face did not appear on screen, only her voice. “Get out of here, the both of you.”

“What’s going on?” Atton asked. “Where are you?”

Get off the station,” Eden seethed with a poison Atton had yet to get a taste of. Another mood for the books, he thought sourly as he awaited Eden to elaborate. “Now.”

Only she didn’t. She signed off, the signal dead before Atton could demand further answers.

“I hardly expect you to heed that warning,” Kreia smiled just as Eden’s comm went silent. 

Atton grimaced at her.

“I think we should-”

But before he could plot anything out, Kreia cut him off.

“I will head to the Ithorian Compound,” Kreia announced. “I assume you shall do something different, and perhaps meet us later?”

Kreia was still acting far too casual, and far too knowing, for Atton’s liking. He only advanced on her by a single step, raising a brow as he did so in hopes that it further belabored his question instead of uttering anything in response. 

“Eden will want to protect them, yes?” Kreia said, tired now. “She will end up there eventually. And when she does, I will be there to meet her.”

Without another word, Kreia swept past Atton towards the apartment’s exit.

“Will you?” she asked before disappearing.

Atton blinked and she was gone. There was no woman in the hallway towards the residential exit - let alone anyone at all. 

Atton sighed and nearly collapsed against the wall of the apartment, a thousand and a half thoughts spinning around his head. 

He would make his way to the Ithorian Compound - eventually. But first, he would find Luxa.

And make sure his debt was paid. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082, Docks
Eden

 

“The Exchange rate may be fifty million, but my rate is one hundred million.” The Quarren she suspected to be Lopak Slusk said with slitted eyes, a smirk gracing his face. Everyone present in the docks froze when the announcement first began to play on all available screens, but it was only when the bounty was announced that the room held its breath.

Eden stared back at the version of herself that had been Vale on Tatooine, her hair fully yellow-blonde and her eyes lined heavy with ochre. 

“Bring the Jedi to me alive and I will not only pay you the unfathomable sum promised-”

Her face as Lena on Nal Hutta graced the sea of screens next, displaying a version of her with blue hair instead of yellow. Another face Eden no longer recognized. 

“-But I will make all of your other errant dreams come true.”

Now a version of Eden as she’d looked during the Mandalorian Wars stared back at her, her short hair cropped just beneath her chin, her eyes sharp and angry, a Padawan braid peeking out from the nape of her neck. And then a version of herself as she’d been just the other day - sporting her current outfit as well as Luxa’s borrowed lipstick and all. Eden tore her eyes away from the screens just as everyone else did, her gaze meeting each of theirs.

One hundred million credits,” the Quarren repeated. “Go.

Eden stood splayed, surprised, before the whole of Citadel Station. 

At first, no one moved. And then everything happened at once - a wave of motion and adrenaline and fear came crashing through the space, all hitting Eden at differing speeds. The fear and apprehension came first, the surprise only stalling the starvation of the credit-hungry inhabitants a moment before the first shots were fired and screams rang through the air like a bell tolling the doom of all - but mostly her. Half the station darted towards her while the other half only sought escape, causing both panic and frenzy that sought refuge in a space that could not possibly house both. 

Eden’s apprehensive hands prickled with electricity, as if she were a live wire. Without thinking, Eden ducked, punching her fist to the floor. The mercs around her collapsed in a confused heap, their eyes rolling back in their skulls as Eden turned back to Benok, his eyes wide as he still held Ithira tight in his grasp.

Within the span of a moment, Eden slipped into the man’s window of surprise and slammed her open fist upward into his unsuspecting jaw. Benok stumbled back, loosing his grip on Ithira enough for Eden to grab the girl back and tried to push past him. She could see the Czerka ship just ahead in the doorway, a group of ignorant droids still loading its cargo bay as if this were usual fare. Pulling Ithira alongside her, Eden ran.

“What are you doing?!” Ithira hissed, shooting a hazardous glance over her back. Benok was already getting back to his feet.

“Just shut up and run faster!” Eden breathed as she willed her limbs to move beyond their limits, hoping the Force would grant her the grace she needed to make sure Ithira kept pace. “We’ve got a clear shot to the-”

But before Eden could finish her sentence, the breath already knocked out of her lungs, she was skidding to a halt and ducking on instinct - her eyes shut, her ears ringing. A few dark moments passed before the blinding bright light of the Czerka ship finally overtook her entire field of vision, their way out up in flames. 

“Thought it would just be that easy,” Benok laughed, suddenly at Eden’s side, his mouth right at her ear. “Jedi?

He uttered the last word with such vitriol that Eden almost thought it was the word alone, spoken like some spell, that sent her sideways - but it only took her a moment to realize it was a shockstick. Benok threatened to push it deeper into the side of her ribs, her chest aching and throbbing with errant energy. 

“Big mistake,” she muttered, her breath ragged as she tuned into the electricity coursing through her and redirected it until it exploded outward. 

With a shove, Benok’s eyes went wide, and he was sent back, the silhouette of his skeleton flashing through his skin and outer armor as Eden threw him off her and turned back towards the docking bay waiting area and its sea of angry citizens.

Follow me,” Eden hissed, pulling Ithira closer beside her. Ithira only looked at her wide-eyed, clipboard still somehow clasped to her chest. 

“What?” Ithira balked. “Why?!”

Benok’s advance guard still lay slumped on the ground at the dock’s entrance, but just beyond them were a slew of what appeared to be armed civilians, eager to cash in on the prize that was Eden. 

“You want to live, don’t you?” Eden said, unholstering her blaster and shooting the first three to advance in the knees in quick succession before slamming the other two on either end with her suddenly extended Echani staff, all with the same hand. Ithira’s wide eyes looked from each of the bodies on the floor as they fell before looking at Eden again and nodding fervently. “Quick, follow me. And duck.”

Ithira lowered her head just as a flurry of blasterfire rained through the space. Eden grabbed the girl’s wrist from behind and tugged until she was poised at her back, Eden’s body acting as a shield. 

“And stay close,” Eden said once the laserfire runoff cleared. “That’s about all I can promise you.”

Eden felt Ithira nod at her back, everything about her as desperate as Eden couldn’t afford to be right now. 

Without thinking, Eden lashed out again, this time with her staff, until it met the jaws of three more pursuers from her left. She sensed them the moment her hand touched her staff, poised at the ready. And the moment the staff touched bone with its last victim, she threw her other arm out, positioning her blaster until it fired five times, knocking the assailants to her right down in fewer shots than she counted had aimed at her and missed. 

The Force was coming back to her more easily now and Eden wasn’t sure she was entirely thankful for its return. This is too easy, she thought before throwing another punch leftwise. This is just like Serroco. 

You’re too eager for a fight, was Kavar’s main complaint when overseeing Eden’s lightsaber training. But that had never been true. Eden could always anticipate the next action of those around her, as if blessed with second-sight to whatever card another person was about to play even if the talent didn’t extend to something like Pazaak. Her ability to read the room and accurately predict her peers’ next move was something other Jedi trained years to accomplish. But Eden had always been plugged into the thoughts - and emotions - of others. And often to her detriment. And now the desperation and the delirium of the docks fed straight into her veins, filling her with an adrenaline she almost didn’t know what to do with. 

I’m not eager, she’d argued. I don’t start fights - I just finish them.

It had happened with Aiden, too, as well as Atris. And though Eden was not the only Jedi who chose to follow Revan, she was the only one to atone for their sins, to answer for their collective crime. Eden was the one left to end the war and clean up its unending mess. And it wasn’t over. Not even after all these years.

“What do we do?” Ithira asked, breathless as she ducked again, the mob growing closer while people on the outskirts screamed and ran for cover. The shuttles outside were already piled up, the traffic out of here as much a hazard as being in a warzone. “Where do we go?!”

Eden glanced behind her at the way they came, her gut sinking to see the awning above come crashing down in a flurry of frenzied blasterfire. Blocked. To their left was the shuttle entrance where a horde of people crowded the mass transit terminals, overwhelming the underpaid staff, all eyes aglow with worry and fear as they watched the commotion surround Eden, as if they, too, were studying her face amidst the chaos. Shit. As if she weren’t hated enough.

“There,” Eden whispered as she pulled Ithira away from a group of weaponless brutes coming at them only armed with their fists. Eden shot at the awning above, hoping to recreate the mess at the secret Czerka entrance and whistling through her teeth when she did. “We go through there.”

Amidst the pandemonium, infighting taking root all around her as the fight both grew and evolved, people either scrambling to get to her or off the station entirely, Benok emerged from the crowd behind her - his wrist launcher poised in their direction, his dark stare brimming with poison. 

“Where’s there?!” Ithira whimpered, blasterfire flying past her ear and singing her pristine hair. The girl groaned, her mouth on the verge of a scream as Eden pulled her along. 

Just trust me,” Eden spat, shooting just past Benok before redirecting her gaze to the alleyway ahead. “I know where we might be able to get some back-up.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Atton

 

It was worse than he thought.

By the time Atton reached the edge of the 084 Residential Module, there were everyday civilians either running for cover or for the Citadel Station docks looking to escape the satellite city entirely. Atton began to follow them a ways, at least until he came upon the lounge at the edge of the main Entertainment Module. 

The place was a mess, blasterfire filling the space even while the band on stage continued to play. Atton shouldered his way through the half-inebriated, half-harrowed crowd fighting for entry out of the space to cash in on the bounty displaying on all screens throughout the station. Right now, a version of Eden with blue hair played over the station’s monitors, both over the commercial ones outside as well as the ones in here meant only to cover the latest swoop races for the patrons. Atton wasn’t familiar with this version of Eden, and while he was on the same page as about everyone else on Citadel Station right now, another part of him felt some mixture of both betrayed and intrigued. 

“Where’s Luxa?” Atton demanded of the bartender once he worked his way to the bar, holding a blaster to the Trandoshan’s head. The man only shrugged, shooting a thumb over his back towards the backstage area for musical acts. Atton ducked, side-stepping blasterfire as if it were a common inconvenience, before shuffling his way towards the back of the lounge, shooting a few rounds over his shoulder and hearing the satisfying thumps of bodies hitting the floor as he advanced. 

“Luxa!” Atton called, finding that the backstage area was only full of smoke. “Luxa! I’m-”

But before Atton could make any threats, a hand reached around his face and closed over his mouth tight, pulling him into a corner, his blaster almost going off in the confusion. 

Shut up, you idiot,” Luxa muttered at his side, pulling Atton down behind what he now realized was a makeup vanity for the dancers here. “Shoot now, talk later!”

Atton shook his face out, flexing his jaw before doing as he was told, dog that he was. The room was split in two, one half designated for what appeared to be makeup while the other half was dedicated to clothes and musical equipment. Atton threw a glance over the edge of the vanity to lock on a vantage point before throwing his wrist backward over its surface and firing several times, pleased to hear a couple more thumps meet the floor in response. 

“I have some questions,” Atton demanded despite Luxa’s previous request and his current desire to spy his own handiwork. The woman only rolled her eyes, her pink irises betraying the whites for a second longer than she should have, especially given the amount of heavy fire they were under. “One of which being whether my debt is paid.”

“The hell it isn’t,” Luxa hissed as she shot a few rounds over Atton’s head. “You let the target out of your sight. As far as I see it, you abandoned your end of the bargain!”

“Does that change anything, though?” Atton said, shooting again before pulling Luxa down to the floor with him, an elbow pressed to her pink collarbone. “You wanted this to happen, didn’t you?”

Luxa resisted at first, pushing against Atton’s weight and threatening to bite his exposed forearm before pulling away and smiling her full-canine smile. 

“Something like that,” she smirked. “Watch out.”

Atton shifted his head right and Luxa raised her pistol and shot, a body falling hard against Atton’s back. Luxa groaned and pushed both Atton and the dead man’s weight off of her. 

“So what was my role in all this exactly?” Atton begged while avoiding offering thanks, knowing there were bigger questions to ask. Luxa only smirked at him again and continued firing beyond Atton’s back as he fired beyond hers, bodies falling on both sides. 

“Gain her trust,” Luxa heaved, out of breath, but smiling still. “And get her to do my dirty work for me.”

“Dirty work-” Atton began. He looked around him now, the room littered with both regular citizens, mercs, and Exchange. Infighting. “You wanted her to take care of the Citadel Station boss. Leaving you with a window to-”

Atton shot a few rounds into a group of men that rampaged into the room, turning just in time to shoot down a dancer that approached from behind before Luxa could. Luxa only smiled wider. 

“Look innocent and inherit the job?” Luxa shrugged. “Something like that.”

Before Luxa could look too smug, Atton grabbed her by the scruff of her skimpy collar and pulled until they were eye-to-eye. 

“Take me to him,” he growled. “Take me to Slusk.”

“What, you think you could-?” 

Atton assumed Luxa was about to say take him, but instead her eyes went wide. Atton shot at another oncoming interloper before shooting two of Luxa’s men between the eyes at either side of her. 

Bring me to him.”

Luxa’s eyes shifted from side to side, glancing at her henchmen before nodding hurriedly and readjusting one of her heels.

“I suggest you don’t shoot them,” Luxa choked as she gestured towards the Gamorreans flanking the door, two lackeys Atton recalled having helped outfit him a couple of days ago in Luxa’s luxuriously outfitted clandestine apartment. “We’ll need their help if you plan on infiltrating Slusk’s hideout.”

Atton looked from one Gamorrean to the other, sizing each of them up with a furrowed and out-of-breath brow before returning his gaze back to Luxa.

“That is what you wanted, right?” Luxa asked, annoyed now. “Hot. Shot?

Luxa seethed now, her rose-colored eyes flashing scarlet. 

Atton watched Luxa another moment, her eyes growing more poisonous by the second, before he finally nodded. 

Whether this was the right choice or not didn’t matter. It was too late now. 

It was too late for a lot of things, and Atton would have to be fine with that. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Eden

The cantina was empty. 

The music blared again but to an audience of none. Unless Eden and Ithira spelunking what remained of the wrecked furniture within counted for anything. 

“This is your idea of back up?” Ithira scoffed. Eden only turned her head, scrunching her face at the girl in response. “Maker, sorry.”

I could have let you die, y’know, Eden thought, knowing it to be entirely too true. She’d done it before. On Dxun. I still could.

“She must be at the other place,” Eden sighed, holding her blaster aloft while she kept her Echani staff at the ready in her other hand but detracted, holding it as an officer might hold a glowrod in a holo-drama. “Maybe we can-”

A light fixture overhead sparked and fluttered before crashing to the floor. Ithira screamed and Eden extended her staff hand, reaching out with the Force to stop the clattering metal from crushing the girl’s head. 

“Thanks,” Ithira mouthed, slumping her shoulders as she dutifully followed Eden through the dimly lit and eerily empty bar. “You don’t think-?”

Think what? Eden thought, rolling her eyes as she awaited Ithira to finish her sentence only when she never did, she turned to find the girl missing. 

“Ithira?” she called into the half-dark, watching the light when the strobes hit for any sign of the girl’s form.

Shit, he’s here.

It was only a matter of time. Eden had hoped the cantina would still be full of people, if not littered with its own miniature version of the havoc still unleashing destruction across the docks, but most of all she was hoping Luxa or any of her contacts were holed up here making a last stand or something. Eden stalked the outer edges of the dancefloor, waiting and watching as an army of shadows flashed through the space, the lights strobing in and out of a sea of color and disparate darkness. 

Idiot, she thought, closing her eyes for a second and centering herself. Use the Force. You dolt. 

She used to be able to get a read on a place within moments, but Eden only saw bits and pieces, some louder than others. She could still sense the fevered energies of this place in its usual habitat, combat notwithstanding. And the same frenetic vigor coursed through her as she commanded - no, asked politely - that the Force show her the life signs of this room, as if she were conducting a seance instead of using one of her birth-given senses. 

The room before her was unreadable, like a static screen betraying nothing of its contents unless the signal was honed in on. But to her left, in her periphery, as if she were trying to examine a room in the dark, she sensed the swoop track entrance and the lanes below - a race still ongoing, oblivious to the mayhem above. Eden stepped closer, but slowly, bookmarking the information for later. And while the rest of her Force sense caught up with her muddled brain, she waited, as if unaware that there was a man approaching from her right…

“I told you it wouldn’t be easy,” Benok whispered in her ear as he held a blade to her throat, the nose of his blaster pressed into her rib cage. 

Eden only smiled.

“I never said I believed that,” Eden smirked. She felt Benok tense and then press the blade further into her neck.

Eden closed her eyes and for a moment glimpsed the surface of Malachor. A part of her shuddered, but another part of her felt comforted somehow, more complete - Eden’s past deeds coming to haunt her in her moment of need. How prophetic…

When she opened her eyes again, she willed her Echani staff to extend, but of its own accord - the Force working through it instead of the button just below her poorly poised thumb - just enough for its pointed edge to slam hard into soft space above Benok’s knee, piercing the sliver of exposed fabric between his armor enough to send him akilter.

“You planning on taking that hundred-million for yourself?” Eden asked into the dark, watching the light for any sign of Benok as she retreated further towards the entrance to the swoop track, wondering where Ithira had gone. 

“Doesn’t matter whether I take you in or not,” Benok hissed through gritted teeth not far from where she maimed him. He’d limped along the wall until he met the far one, his blaster still steady on her torso despite the distance from what Eden sensed through the Force. “I just want you gone.”

“And why’s that?” Eden asked after firing a few rounds in tune with the beat, sending Benok skittering sideways. Her smirk widened. 

“I can’t have you meddling in Lorso’s affairs. That’s my job.” Benok offered, even though he knew full well that he didn’t owe Eden an answer. But she figured the man enjoyed hearing himself talk. “Not to mention the pleasure I’ll take in seeing the Ithorians suffer.”

Eden faltered, her eyes going wide before she tapped back into the Force again, her sense of the room flickering like a poorly rendered image on a cheap viewscreen. 

“Haven’t they suffered enough?” Eden asked. “Czerka’s already beaten them at every turn, why bother worrying about them anymore?”

Part of her was lying, knowing that her entire intention of staying here and pretending to help Jana Lorso was all a ruse to make sure the Ithorians received the resources they required to keep the planet afloat. 

“You didn’t really read that report, did you?” Benok mocked with a laugh. Eden tensed, her mind instantly referring to her scant memory of the contents of her datapad that morning, only recalling news of some abandoned military facility Czerka had its eyes on but finding herself clueless to anything else. Shit. “The Ithorians have been in league with a war criminal. Lorso’s already working on a report to the Republic. Chodo Habat will be charged by the end of the week, mark my words, whether you finish that planetside mission or not. They’re done for.

The current song on the cantina’s playlist tuned out suddenly before the next one started up, and in the interim Eden heard Benok activate his wrist launcher, a missile blinking and at the ready. 

“And knowing how deep in you are with those plant-loving sycophants, well, I just can’t have you messing with my turf here on Citadel Station,” Benok monologued before taking aim. 

Eden counted three, two, one until Benok’s rocket was set to launch from his wrist and made sure that she was silently gone before it made contact with its destination. She crept up on Benok, watching as he smiled in the light of his rocket’s impact, relishing the moment when his triumphant smile turned to utter confusion to find that his missile met with a whole load of nothing. 

“Citadel Station,” Eden huffed, creeping up behind Benok until her blaster was thrust into the nape of his neck and her staff held into his side, threatening to pierce his ribs, a mirror to how he’d cornered her moments before. “That’s smalltime.”

Before Benok could retort, Eden smacked the man - hard - in the back of the head, watching with her poised staff as he stumbled forward. 

“You plan on working under Slusk forever?” she chided further, kicking Benok when he was already almost down. He stumbled further until his head rammed into the hard ground, but instead of crumbling to the floor as his men had at the docks, Benok turned his fall into a sloppy fumble, tumbling until he emerged sure-footed on the other side of his stumble with his blaster held aloft again, his combat knife glinting in the flashing cantina light. “I pegged you as more of a go-getter.”

“For now,” he muttered. Benok wiped his upper lip of blood and smirked back at Eden, his wicked grin flashing at her through the strobing lights. “And at the moment, you’re the biggest thorn in my Maker-forsaken side.”

Before Eden could anticipate anything, Benok charged, running towards her at full speed until they were both sent back into the abandoned bar behind her. Glass came crashing down around them, a flurry of various liquids raining down as Benok struggled to grab hold of her neck and throttle her then and there. Choking, Eden gasped and punched. Benok went flying, her fist throbbing with pain but stopping her none as she got up and straddled the man. Benok looked up at her through a bloodied smile and an already swelling eye, thrusting his combat knife into her side only for Eden to ignore the wound completely and continue to pummel the man in the face.

“I thought-” Benok spit out a tooth, a sinful smile still gracing his blood-soaked mouth, “Jedi played nice.”

He laughed, coughing up blood, though the knowing smirk on his face faded none. Eden hit him again and wrenched him up by the collar until they were eye-to-eye.

“See, that’s the part everyone keeps getting wrong,” Eden breathed, spitting in Benok’s face. She smiled. “I’m no Jedi.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Brianna

 

“You wished to see me, Mistress?” Brianna bowed, still standing on the threshold of Atris’ study. She dared not take another step further out of fear of what transpired here last time, and thankfully Atris appeared not to notice her hesitation.

“That I did,” Atris said with a serene smile as she rose from her desk. A pile of datapads more expansive than Brianna had ever seen sprawled the desktop in various stages of activity, some screens glowing dimly while the text of others seemed almost branded into the glass.

“Considering how successful your last assignments turned out and also considering that you are perhaps now more acquainted with this subject than anyone other than myself, I have another task for you.”

Oh. The word formed on Brianna’s mouth though no sound escaped her surprised lips. She’d remained in the academy much as she always had since her return, keeping her head low as she studied endlessly, sparring whenever her body did not require sustenance nor rest. The only difference this time being her elder sisters’ willingness to acknowledge – and sometimes praise – her efforts. Brianna did not wish to ruin things now. But she also knew that denying Atris anything would cause dire consequences. Not that she had much of an idea of what those may be…

“I believe you are ready,” Atris announced as she joined Brianna at the entrance to her study, Atris standing just within the room as Brianna stood just outside of it. “You might see it as another test, and you would be right, but I trust you are ready to be tried in such a way.”

Tried?

Brianna faltered, trying not to let her dismay show on her face.

Had she done something wrong? Was this a penance of some sort?

“I understand, Mistress,” was all she said in response. Atris liked that, her smile deepening only slightly as she bowed her head in the slightest as a means of reaching an agreement. “What is it you wish of me?”

Atris watched Brianna’s penitent face for a moment longer than she would have liked before sweeping back into the room, examining its contents as if this was her first time stepping into the space. Brianna looked on, trying not to look too alarmed, waiting for Atris to elaborate.

“As discussed, or at least insinuated, the Exile will be coming here. Soon.”

Atris’ voice hitched when Brianna did not expect it to, the woman shuddering as she spoke before shaking her head and all evidence of her being bothered. Out of respect – and confusion, and fear – Brianna acted as if she had not seen.

“And when she does, we will exchange words. Words that will decidedly not sit well with your sisters.”

Atris rounded on Brianna again now, appearing as the rigid taskmaster she always did. Despite the severity of Atris’ face, Brianna was calmed by this, comforted to see her Mistress looking like her usual self.

“I need you to quell their fears, however you see fit,” Atris continued, clasping her hands before her until both of her wrists disappeared into the bell sleeves of her icy robes. “And I would also like… for you to follow her.”

“Follow her?” Brianna echoed almost instantly. She took a step back, expecting Atris to react to her undue surprise and take it as an insult, but instead Atris only smiled her usual smile.

“Yes, I would like for you to follow the Exile and report back to me on every detail. It is of the utmost importance that you do this.”

Atris swept back towards Brianna and took her hands up in hers, clasping Brianna’s warm fingers in her cold ones until they were both held aloft between their two bodies in what felt like a pleading promise.

“Follow her how?” Brianna asked, the words coming out slowly, unsurely. She wanted to appear confident, as sure as her recent exploits had made her feel in the last few weeks, but suddenly Brianna felt as hopeless and clueless as she so often had before.

“Stow aboard her ship, make it look as if you wish to escape from here,” Atris said, still clasping Brianna’s hands. “I need her to trust you. I need her to confide in you. To tell you everything – about me, and about the Sith.”

The Sith.

“She is league with them, I am almost sure of it,” Atris said, though something in the way she sold it, Brianna doubted whether her Mistress believed in it fully, as if saying it aloud and expressing her desire for Brianna to find out made her theory all the more real. “I need you to uncover the link between and tell me everything you discover.”

Brianna searched Atris’ eyes, seeking some semblance of truth there. And there was – as well as a kernel of what Brianna could only label as fear, though she never knew Atris to be afraid of anything. Only cautious.

“Then I shall,” Brianna said, unsure about the promise she was making but knowing she had no other choice. “Tell me what I must do.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Citadel Station, Entertainment Module
Eden

Tell me where they are,” Eden ordered, Benok’s mouth spilling more blood than answers. “Where’s Slusk?!”

The man laughed, spitting out his third tooth just as the sound of the cantina’s doors burst open split through the constant thrum of the same song playing on repeat overheard.

“They’re coming,” Ithira begged, at Eden’s side again after wrenching herself free at the sight of Eden beating Benok to a bloody pulp alone in the empty bar. And even if it wasn’t empty any longer Eden had no intention of stopping. “We have to leave!”

“Only once he’s told me where Lopak Slusk is hiding,” Eden hissed, pulling Benok’s mangled face close to hers again in absolute ultimatum. “Where that snake is cowering. Safe and sound in his little sanctuary.”

She’d said something similar to a Mandalorian on Dxun, the one who eventually revealed the location of Freedon Nadd’s tomb in a dying breath, a mixture of regret and relief painting his fading gaze even as she looked on his disgraced, unmasked face.

“Never,” Benok smiled through his swollen face. He spit, blood and spittle meeting Eden’s eyes. She lurched forward, but Ithira pulled her back, wide-eyed.

“I can tell you,” she whispered, begging that Eden look over her shoulder at their approaching assailants. “I know where they are. Where he is.”

Ithira was nearly in tears and Eden’s sleeve nearly in tatters when the girl finally managed to wrangle Eden off of Benok, still alive but all the worse for it. Whether he would survive, Eden did not know. It all depended on whatever Citadel Station doctor the Exchange had in their pocket, and how much time the man had left to get help. Blood poured from the wound at Eden’s side, but she stood as if it were not there. Her head felt lighter, dizzier, but the Force made up for it. And in time, the wound would heal itself, if she willed it.

Yeah, she thought, reluctantly. Just like Dxun.

“Can we please leave?” Ithira still clung to Eden’s clothes as she rose to her feet, leaving Benok for dead. She glanced about the cantina, still awash in strobing lights but empty otherwise. When she reached out with the Force – rawer but more accessible now, the scent of blood still fresh on her nostrils – Eden knew the room was full of potential, but hidden, threats.

This way,” Eden whispered, pulling Ithira sideways and down the swoop exit.

“Wh-“ the girl floundered, “Where are we going?”

“We’re getting a ride,” Eden said, matter of factly.

At the bottom of the flight was a dark alley that turned in on itself, half of the swoop bike course blocked from view but displayed clearly on the large viewscreen ahead. Swoop bikes zoomed past, thrusting hurricane level winds in Eden and Ithira’s direction as soon as they stepped onto the lower landing. The space down here was untouched by the riot above, the sound of the swoop bikes almost acting as a calming salve to the incessant beating of the music upstairs.

“They’re still racing?” Ithira asked, bewildered. Eden nodded, eying the tracks and waiting.

“Looks like they are,” Eden said, knowingly. She watched and waited as a single bike swept off to the side nearby, no doubt for a series of quick repairs before tearing back off into the race. Pulling Ithira along behind her, Eden approached with what at first appeared to be a casual stride. But once the rider finally disembarked, the swoop bike’s front motor both removed and replaced within seconds, Eden hopped aboard with Ithira behind her.

“Excuse me?!” Ithira protested, pulling back just as Eden urged her onto the back of the bike, looking wildly between Eden’s serious expression and the array of confused stares around them. “You can’t be serious!”

The miniature army of repairmen at their side shared the same sentiment, watching Eden with an equal amount of alarm as the discharged cyclist.

“Oh, I am,” Eden urged, pressing Ithira into her back and holding at least one of her hands close around her waist as she accelerated and sped out of the repair terminal as well as the swoop track altogether.

A few Heys! and Get back heres! followed them out of the track and into the night, the swoop audience’s usual cheers quickly turning sour before Eden could no longer hear it at all.

“Now,” Eden ordered as she careened through the streets, “You’re going to tell me where Lopak Slusk is holed up.”

Eden sped onto the main thoroughfare of the station, bypassing poor passersby, and speeding intentionally towards anyone that looked as if they recognized her face from the ads still being shown on cycle over the city’s viewscreens. Can’t take any chances, she told herself.

“That wasn’t a question,” Ithira complained.

“You’re going to tell me where Slusk is, or I’ll let you off here,” Eden finished, waiting until they were in a sea of credit-hungry civilians and bounty hunters approaching from all sides. She brought the swoop bike to a quick halt in their midst, a slew of weapons at the ready. Eden didn’t blink – she only waited. Ithira blanched and held tighter to Eden’s waist, the ex-Jedi’s blood staining her hands.

“Alright,” the girl relented against Eden’s shoulder, closing her eyes as she nearly crushed her datapad between her chest and Eden’s back as Eden hit the throttle through the crowd sped through the city’s streets again, a series of hollers and yells following them. “I’ll tell you.”

Good,” Eden hummed, an old but not unfamiliar bloodhungry desire taking hold of her. “Now, where to?”

Notes:

Not sure how I feel about the title of this chapter... but oh well... Also the PoVs are a bit out of order but putting them *in* order didn't feel right, but you get the idea, right? Also, I realized how (potentially) important some of my writing tracks are for the mood of these chapters so if anyone is interested in a chapter-by-chapter playlist of this series to read by just let me know.

Chapter 43: Look What You Made Me Do

Notes:

trigger warning for suicide and suicidal thoughts

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082
Eden

 

“They’re where?” Eden asked over her shoulder, surprised. Ithira almost shrugged, or at least what would have passed for a shrug considering the girl was still wrapped around Eden for dear life as they cruised through the streets aboard a stolen swoop bike. “Out in the open like that?”

“It’s not really obvious,” Ithira said, "They do have a front.”

Of course they do, Eden thought bitterly. 

“Now what am I looking for exactly? Is it a storefront? Some shady bar?” she thought back to Luxa’s places of business and wondered if there was even a single honest establishment on the entire station. “It’s not some-”

But Eden trailed off. The crowd had finally begun to thin, citizens either having left the station or hunkered down in their homes, and anyone left on the street itching for the credits she was worth lay dead, injured, or now feared both and headed home. But smoke rose at the end of the avenue, the neon signs obscured by the thick grey fog that emitted from the front of what Eden knew to be the Ithorian Compound…

“Where are you going?!” Ithira complained at her back though all she did was hold onto Eden tighter as she made a hard right turn. “You’re going the wrong way!”

“Quick detour,” Eden muttered as she urged the swoop bike to go faster than it was likely capable, the Force taking over where the engine eventually failed. But Eden was in a daze, her senses clouded just as the module was, thick with smoke and memory. 

We were attacked, Eden remembered her mother telling them via holo once she and Aiden had finally settled into their bunk on Dantooine. The village is gone, and our house -

Her mother always had a way of remaining composed, even later when Eden joined her in the battles that still ensued on Serroco’s surface. But in that moment, she broke, and Eden swore she could see it - the farmstead burning, the village ablaze. But not only did she see it. She felt it, too. She sensed her mother’s despair at seeing her home, her entire town, up in flames. But most of all, Eden felt the ache her mother felt at knowing that her grandparents had been at home when it happened, tending the garden…

Whatever Eden had felt then, she felt it now too, both tenfold and in miniature, as if both moments were happening at once, simultaneously within and without herself. She pulled the bike up alongside the avenue and hastily jumped off, leaving Ithira to find a way to steady herself and the still slightly propelling vehicle on her own, datapad in hand.

Hey!” she complained, but Eden barely heard her. Instead, she ran towards the doors, finding them unacceptably closed, barring her entry. 

Damn it,” Eden cursed under her breath. Her eyes darted about the facade, her first thought being to force the door opening by simply blasting the outside panel. But that only worked in holovids, right?

“Ugh, are you for real right now?” Ithira complained as she gained on Eden again. “The Ithorians? This is your big detour? Just like the backup you promised back at the cantina-”

Eden snapped, fully turning around and grabbing Ithira by the jaw within the clenches of her hand. A vein tensed in her wrist as she held her there, Ithira’s eyes wide as she registered just what was happening.

Shut. Up.” Eden seethed. “You saw what I did to Benok, right?”

Ithira only blinked at first, looking as if she might faint, before she eventually nodded fervently. 

“I trust you’ll believe me when I say I could have done a lot worse.”

Ithira swallowed. 

“Now,” Eden began, finally letting go of Ithira and turning back towards the door. “About this detour…”

Her eyes scanned the building again, this time spotting a side window that stood ajar, letting out a decent amount of smoke. 

“Alright, if I hoist you up, will you-?”

“You’re not hoisting me anywhere,” Ithira said, before Eden shot her another death glare. The girl tensed in an instant and scurried over to the window. “Ugh, fine, just tell me when.”

Eden groaned and shook her head, approaching the wall and getting into position, making sure her legs were stable enough to support Ithira’s (relatively scant) weight before the girl reluctantly climbed Eden’s shoulders and shimmied herself into the just-open window. Within a moment or two, the front doors clanged open, Ithira coughing rapturously as she greeted Eden into what was once a haven for growing things.

“Shit,” was the only thing to escape Eden’s mouth as she rushed into the compound. “Shit, shit, shit!”

Eden ran but soon came to a sputtering halt. The halls once covered floor to ceiling with plantlife were now up in flames, the bright orange fire licking away all that was green in the small space. She coughed and squinted, trying to get a better look at the damage but instead found herself cursing under her breath before calling on the Force again, very much like an old lover she hadn’t quite reconciled with yet but found herself needing to contact. Eden closed her eyes, sensing Ithira beside her even if of all places this is the one location she didn’t need the girl to be standing in her shadow in, and reached out. 

Like in the cantina, the Force obliged but failed to completely cooperate - instead of granting her a complete sense of the space beyond the roaring flames, the Force instead told her that no threats lay beyond the barrier. So long as Eden didn’t count fire as a threat. 

Thanks,” Eden muttered, slumping her shoulders before realizing that she had an audience. Thankfully, Ithira was too busy trying not to die from carbon monoxide poisoning to notice. 

But then like an inkling, a prickle tensed at the base of her neck. A thought - no, an idea - took hold of her and Eden held out her hands, poised and at the ready. 

“Hold your breath,” she instructed Ithira. The girl flashed what was quickly becoming her usual expression of displeased bewilderment and did as she was told. 

Eden tensed and closed her eyes, willing her body to remain still and poised as she simply willed all oxygen to leave this quadrant of the room. Simply, she said, Eden groaned internally at herself as the space around her surprisingly obeyed. At least somewhat. The space around her sputtered, as if deciding between two forms of being before finally settling on existing as a place with slightly less oxygen than before. Just as the smoke cleared the flames extinguished, the air returned as well, and both Eden and Ithira gasped as their lungs recovered. 

Still rusty, Eden thought, falling to a knee, still coughing, before clearing her throat and looking around. The compound beyond was empty, but still teeming with life - if not slightly singed for it. 

“Took you long enough,” a voice uttered from just beyond the barrier. Of all people, Kreia emerged from the fabricated underbrush to greet Eden, stalling only slightly at the sight of Ithira before deciding to completely ignore her presence if not forgetting her entirely on the spot. “I suspect the Exchange hit this place first, expecting to smoke them out and ruin them by flame rather than blasterfire, though I have a feeling they sent all other firepower your way.”

Eden raised her eyebrows in an understated response. 

“Something like that,” Eden huffed, still slightly out of breath. “Where is-?”

Reading her mind, Kreia glanced behind her towards Habat’s inner chambers. 

“They’re holed up in there. I rushed over as soon as we received your message. I wasn’t stupid enough to leave this station, as you can now surmise, thinking I would most likely find you here. Thankfully there wasn’t much to guard these-” Kreia paused, no doubt about to utter an offensive word before she found a more neutral one to take its place, “-idealists, from.”

She turned and flashed Eden a pained smile. 

“Though I fear that isn’t the end of it,” Kreia finished. She pointed towards the far wall, plastered with red paint. 

In aurebesh, the graffiti read: COUNT YOUR DAYS. 

“Tacky,” Eden sighed as she shook her head. 

They’ll never stop coming, Benok had said after one of Eden’s more spectacular punches back in the cantina. In the recollection, Eden wondered if the man enjoyed part of the beating, given how much he smiled smugly throughout… You won’t stop it. Unless Slusk is dead.

“Wait,” Kreia uttered, raising a hand to Eden’s. Eden’s hand was poised over her blaster and at Kreia’s insistence she raised it. “Someone approaches.”

Ithira, who Eden had almost entirely forgotten about within the past ten seconds, cowered behind Eden and Kreia as if they were a barrier, as good a wall if there was one. 

Eden closed one eye and cocked her blaster, holding her aim steady at the small window of entry before her at the compound’s entrance, her mind already focused on her staff should she need it. But before any presence was formally announced, she felt them - three forms approached, presumably stealthily from their perspective, from the side window Eden had allowed Ithira to shoulder through earlier. Eden and Kreia took several measured steps back, Ithira behind them, until they were completely camouflaged by the still-surviving foliage at their back. 

“We should-” Kreia whispered, but before the woman could utter another thought, Eden’s trigger finger had already done the dirty work. 

Without blinking, Eden honed in on her feeling - on the Force - and just as her mind registered the three approaching figures now already inside the building, already anticipating their next steps, she fired. Her pistol shot three times before either of them could take another step, and none of her shots missed. Eden heard the bodies hit the floor, one by one, as she saw the smoke rise from the end of her barrel. 

“Cartridge is almost empty,” she said absently as she left Kreia and Ithira to stand baffled behind her. 

“Those were all headshots…” Ithira whispered as she peeked through the remaining trees.

A shiver ran down Eden’s spine at the realization, already knowing it to be true but displeased to hear the corroborating evidence, nonetheless. Eden stepped through the detritus until she reached the adjoining room, finding three unexpected bodies at her feet. 

“They’re not Exchange,” Kreia said as she fell into step beside her, surprised. 

Eden blinked. She took another step forward and examined the first body at her feet, the woman’s corpse already uncomfortably close to the tip of her boot. 

Unlike any Exchange members Eden had already come across, the woman she knelt before and the two men beyond her were more polished. Toned. Clean. Professional.

“Soldiers?” she offered, turning to Kreia. The woman only shook her head, though she offered no other answer. 

Eden looked back at the body on the floor and examined her armor. It was of a much higher grade than Eden was used to encountering nearly anywhere in the galaxy, let alone the Outer Rim, and she wasn’t sure what to make of it. The woman’s lifeless face rolled away from her, her head loose on her neck in a way that both unnerved Eden as well as comforted her only in the sense that her unseeing eyes were no longer gazing in Eden’s direction. The woman was clad in high-tech body armor, something only the Republic might have employed, and would have been useful had Eden not managed to score three perfect headshots…

She shuddered and looked back at the armor, spotting a sleeve for a combat knife but finding something glittering in its stead.

At the woman’s shoulder was a holster, decidedly void of a weapon. Eden unlatched the safety flap and reached her hand in, retrieving - of all things - a sizable gold coin. It was heavy and oblong and entirely not what Eden anticipated to find within.

“No way,” Ithira breathed as she arrived at Eden’s back, looking down with mingled horror and confusion. “They’re here too?”

Eden’s head snapped around to meet the girl’s face, her expression paling as soon as Eden’s hard gaze met her startled eyes. 

“Who’s here?” Eden demanded, standing now, reeling on Ithira. The girl stood there, unblinking, until Kreia chimed in.

“You know who these people are,” Kreia ventured gently. “If you tell us what else to expect, we stand a better chance of keeping you alive.”

Ithira’s gaze darted from Eden to Kreia, her eyes squinting slightly at the sight of the old woman as if only now just noticing her just as Kreia refused to do in return earlier. Whatever cogs were at work, Eden wasn’t sure, but she had a guess as to what Ithira was thinking. Finally, the girl relented, and with a sigh she said, “Mercenaries. They’re known as the Golden Company. High end mercs, too, but what they would be doing here, I-”

Ithira looked at Eden again, her face betraying some inner revelation before she sighed and played off a laugh as if all of this were funny. 

“Oh.”

The bounty on Jedi. It was only a matter of time before Slusk’s announcement made it galaxy-wide and all hell broke loose. More than it already had…

“I sense nothing else,” Kreia confirmed after a beat. “I believe we are safe for the moment.”

For the moment isn’t very long,” Ithira groaned, running a hand through her hair. “Can we leave now? Please?!”

Both Kreia and Ithira looked at Eden pleadingly, awaiting an answer. Eden only wanted to vomit. Or suffocate. Or some twisted version of the two. 

“I am sure the Ithorians would be pleased to see you,” Kreia said, almost too sweetly. “They were thankful for my help, but-”

“Ithira’s right,” Eden cut in. “This unfortunately isn’t over. The sooner we get to Lopak Slusk, the better.”

Eden felt Ithira’s wide-eyed gaze on her, clearly forgetting that she’d promised Eden to divulge the location of the Exchange’s headquarters until she spoke it back into being. Ithira hung her head and reluctantly clung to her datapad, slumping towards the compound’s entrance and towards their hastily parked swoop bike. 

“I see,” Kreia said in response, the ghost of a smile on her face though Eden could not be sure exactly how to classify the woman’s expression. She was likely happy that Eden didn’t care so deeply about the Ithorians that she needed to check on them, right? “Well, I shall be here when you return. And then we can commence our exodus from there.”

“Will do,” Eden said, nodding unsurely and turning around. She walked towards the swoop bike, and a part of her wanted to laugh at the sorry image of Ithira sorrowfully awaiting Eden’s return when the girl just wanted to go home and forget that any of this had ever happened. But before she reached the bike, Eden heard it - a voice that was decidedly not her own. 

Together, it echoed.

Kreia?

Eden hadn’t heard Kreia’s voice in her mind like this since Peragus, and since then she’d hoped it had been a one-time deal, something that started off strong but fizzled away with time. But no. Kreia’s voice rang clearly in Eden’s mind as if the woman were speaking directly into her ear - no, directly into her mind. 

We shall leave together this time, Kreia said. Lest anything else go awry. 

Eden spun around to find the Ithorian Compound’s facade void of life. 

Kreia was already gone. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Erebus

 

“Having second thoughts?” Erebus asked, watching as Vash paced his room, biting her thumb as she did so. Her eyes were glassy, her gaze faraway. “If it helps any, so am I.”

He kept his voice low, not sure what else Uruba or Mellric could hear. Either or both of them would come barging into his quarters again at any moment and he was trying to lighten the mood. As if that were possible. Vash kept pacing as if she hadn’t heard him, but he knew she was too wrought with worry, with guilt, to put any of her thoughts to words. He felt it all radiating off of her.

Part of him simply liked talking, but another part of him was frightened, too. Though for a reason he was not yet ready to discuss aloud. So, in the meantime idle chit chat and bad jokes would have to do.

“If you wear yourself out enough, you might be able to sleep through our meeting with Nihilus,” he quipped, wondering if such a thing were even possible as he said it out loud. It probably would be. If Nihilus was satiated enough, he could trickle his consumption slowly, leeching off his victims as unsuspectingly as an undiagnosed illness, the fatigue only becoming noticeable once a significant portion of energy was sapped and it would already be too late…

“My visions should have prepared me for this,” Vash said curtly, still biting the back of her nail. “If this ruse is to work, then-”

“Sion suspected nothing,” Erebus sighed. “Trust me. That man is an open book if there ever was one. He was seething with anger, yes, but of a frustrated variety. You saw what he brought me. It was likely enough to weaken him and that scared the man.”

“It scares me,” Vash said, turning on her heel and finally facing Erebus, her face white. “What else did Revan hide? What did she know?

Erebus bit his lip. Both Uruba and Mellric had paled at the sight of the artifact once he brought it to them, Uruba acting slightly more poised than her counterpart who managed to remain entirely silent for once in his life as he side-eyed the pyramid with a wide glower, as if it might attack should he dare to blink in its presence. 

“I can’t believe I’m saying this, but there are too many artifacts in this galaxy for my liking,” Erebus huffed after a moment’s deliberation. “It might be my life’s work but now that everyone’s in the business of uncovering things they shouldn’t, I suddenly find the entire affair a bit obscene.”

At that, Vash truly laughed, though her face didn’t look any better for it. When their gazes met again, her eyes were dark. 

“That’s rich,” she said, “And I know that’s not true. All of this just makes you want to know more than anything.”

“You’re right,” Erebus said, shaking his head. “I just don’t like competition.”

He smiled a sour, sardonic smile and Vash tsked as she shook her head and resumed her pacing. 

“But still, I saw so much of this before. I should be prepared.”

“Visions are like that,” Erebus said blankly, his mind retreating to some inner part of himself that was not entirely his own. He closed his eyes - smelling blood and old metal, the scent of burnt food as well as singed flesh, all overcast with the feeling of a city rife with fighting and a jungle in the midst of a raging storm surrounding him as if the two things were simultaneous somehow. As if two places could coexist despite being on opposite ends of the galaxy. But Erebus had been in two places, before, in fact he often had. As himself, and as Eden. He imagined this was much of the same. “There’s only so much you can do.”

Erebus opened his eyes again, his dimly lit chambers suddenly too dark for his still-recovering vision. He’d felt it before, but now he saw it too, both the past and a yet unmade future - a restaurant in the back end of nowhere upended, bodies littering the destroyed booths, and amid the chaos thunder rolled through the valley, rain pelting his face as the scent of fresh blood and wet earth met his senses as if he were back in the thick jungles Dxun - as if Eden were back on Dxun. 

Part of him shuddered, not missing the disassociation, the moments he felt wrenched from him as he was unwittingly pulled somewhere else - some time else. But another part of him relished in the discomfort, unnervingly pleased with the idea of being linked to his sister again. The sister he so long thought, and almost hoped, was dead. Now he knew that a huge part of her had been. And maybe part of him, too.

“Master?” 

A rap came at the door followed by Uruba’s insistent voice. Before Erebus could even respond, his door was already opening and his two assistants stepped unceremoniously inside, eyeing each other as if harboring bad news.

“Just lay it on me,” Erebus groaned as he finally got up from his seat and motioned for Vash to take his place, her face pallid and frozen, unsure of what to do with herself in light of the intrusion. “I’ve waited long enough.”

Uruba looked at Mellric, who glanced at Vash and then back at Uruba, before both of them looked pointedly at Erebus. 

“Who should go first?” Uruba ventured.

“Maker, anyone,” Erebus barked, exasperated. “How about you, Uruba? Since you’re already talking.”

Erebus’s hands found his hips as he cast his eyes about the space, incensed, hoping all of this came off as somewhat erratic but authoritative instead of anything less flattering. 

“Well, I tracked the sale of Darth Malak’s armor,” Uruba continued as if she wasn’t just threatened into doing so. Another day in the office. “And it brought me to a cantina on Nar Shaddaa.”

“What?” 

“Nar Shaddaa, you know, the Smuggler’s Moon-” Uruba started before Erebus interrupted. 

“I know of Nar Shaddaa, but why is it there?”

“It’s not the only bit of intrigue I found there, all traced to the same bar, the Jekk'Jekk Tarr-” Uruba pulled up the location on her handheld device and placed it on Erebus’ center table for them all to examine. “I also traced two other sales to this location. I can’t say for certain that this is where the items ended up, but it’s at least where the hand-offs took place.”

Erebus paused, examining Uruba’s handiwork. Judging by her wide-eyes and Mellric’s shifty ones, Erebus was at least playing the part of intimidating taskmaster that he needed to get through the moment successfully, Vash cowering in the corner of the room both convincingly and unfortunately truly. Before the last few weeks, this would have just been business as usual, but now Erebus felt as if he were role-playing his own life, unsure of where he truly fit in and unsure of where this was going. 

“Any idea who purchased or sold these items?” he asked.

“Not yet, though I suspect the buyer has to be someone who works for the establishment’s mob boss and not just a regular,” Uruba reported proudly. “It would be strange and likely unwelcome to conduct business within the bar otherwise, especially this one in particular.”

“Mob boss?” Erebus asked, to which Uruba nodded fervently, her pride radiating off her as Mellric rolled his eyes. 

“The head of the Exchange outfit there, most likely,” Uruba said. “A Quarren named Visquis.”

Interesting. Erebus couldn’t help but think of the vision he’d gleaned from the Rakatan ruins on Dantooine, of the mechanical atrium existing somewhere in a metropolis’ orbit - only it hadn’t been his vision, but Mical’s. Could it have truly been on Nar Shaddaa?

“Anything else on Revan?” he asked, pushing back the thought of Mical but finding the memory of the man difficult to will away so easily. Uruba shook her head.

“Yes, and no,” she said, typing furiously until the shared readout revealed something other than the transactions she’d shared previously. “I found more items locked under her username but not much else, and nothing we can look into for the moment.”

Erebus eyed Uruba’s finds and wondered what the Jedi archive might have to shed on such things. 

“Send the list to me,” he said, turning to Mellric now. “And what about this Jaq?”

Erebus leaned on the edge of his center console in a way that he hoped invoked a sense of imposing authority, both for his underlings as well as for Vash’s benefit. If he could convince his old Master that he was grown now, assertive, and above all able to act himself into and out of a lie, then perhaps they stood a chance of pulling the wool over Nihilus’ unseeing eyes…

“Jaq, as we already discussed, was a Republic bomber pilot,” Mellric began, not so humbly replacing Uruba’s device on display with his handheld holo. “He was the only surviving member of a squadron sent to Malachor and he was subsequently scouted by Revan herself before he was formally inducted by Malak a year later.”

Malachor. The memory of its destruction hung over Erebus’ memory like a distant dream, glimpsing the destruction of the moon and everyone on it second-hand from Eden’s stolen perspective. And though he stood there now, he still felt as if he were so far removed from it that the event may as well have happened in the ancient past. The echoes of what happened here resounded still, but even nine years later the destruction felt eons old as opposed to only a decade’s worth of hurt. But perhaps that was more a testament to the depth of what happened here as opposed to the mere passage of time.

“And his connection to Azkul?” Erebus asked. Mellric only shook his head.

“Circumstantial,” Mellric answered. “Pure happenstance as it seems from the record, though of course there could be a history we are not yet aware of…”

“No other relations?” Erebus asked. Mellric shook his head. 

“From what I can tell, the two men only met once they were assigned to this Sith squadron. Azkul was recruited by Karath, but Jaq was personally vetted by Malak as I already stated.”

Malak, again.

Erebus had never met the man named Captain Malak nor had he met him as Darth Malak, but he still felt as if he’d known him once. He caught glimpses of the famed Jedi Knight through the eyes of his sister yet never once in the flesh. First as Alek, then Malak, and then Darth. The shift had felt sudden, as if he was missing something from Eden’s perspective, but now Erebus realized that a descent into the Dark Side was not quite immediate but slow and methodical, a shadow looming ever closer on the periphery, unnoticeable if you weren’t looking for it but then suddenly all light would disappear, like diving deep into the ocean and crossing the indiscriminate threshold when all sunlight vanished though its gradual absence was only noted once completely eclipsed.

“I can look into it more if you’d like,” Mellric added once he noted Erebus’ sudden far-off expression. Erebus shook his head as he tuned back into Mellric’s low voice. “The only other bit of useful information I discovered was that Jaq disappeared around six years ago, maybe five. That might give us more information.”

More information.

Erebus shook his head, the memory of the man looming in his mind’s eye just as a newer, unfamiliar version loomed opposite. Is that all you got? The stranger had laughed years ago, mouth full of blood despite the sickening smirk lacing his face. Erebus, as Aiden, had tried to reach out through the Force and anticipate the man’s next move - only to come up with something nonsensical. Strange, even. Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten. At the time, Aiden’s eyes had grown wide with confusion as he was sucker-punched again, the Force embarrassingly silent in response as he tried once more to reach out and get a hold on the situation. Only he didn’t. And somehow, thinking of it now - Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten - Erebus saw the man again, as if in a memory, now sporting average spacer’s travel clothes instead of the shadow-grey suit he’d worn back in that alley on Coruscant, and he was smiling. A charming, lilting half-smile, bashful if Erebus could call it that. And somehow Erebus knew that this flash of an image, and the glimpse into the man’s mind, was something he’d gleaned from his sister. 

“No need,” Erebus said curtly. “Just as I instructed Uruba, send me everything you’ve got and I’ll look into this myself. I appreciate your work, but I fear the rest of this I must do alone.”

Mellric and Uruba exchanged glances before nodding curtly and finally exiting the room. As soon as they were gone, Erebus slumped against the back of his table and slid down to the floor. 

“What have I done?” he sighed, echoing Vash’s words from earlier. But he didn’t just mean this, he didn’t just mean now. He meant everything - from birth and every moment after. Everything leading up to this. He raked a hand through his hair and looked out at the stormy expanse of Malachor from his open window, wondering if Eden ever thought this place to be as wondrous as it was terrifying. Or if she only saw it as the tomb that it would be before she made it so, wondering why it was not meant to be her grave as well. Because Erebus felt every inch that, knowing, somehow, that he would die here. And that he had no way out. Maybe this is why they were born together - counterparts meant to follow in the other’s echo until the ache consumed one of them whole. 

Eden, the ache. 

Aiden, the echo. 

What have I done?” 

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082
Eden

 

“So this is it, huh?” Eden said as she brought the bike to a slow halt. The streets were empty, a phantom wind blowing through the avenue as if they were planetside. Debris drifted down the residential street, lined mostly with apartments but sprinkled with businesses along the lower floors. Most of them were empty, save for the restaurant at the end of the block.

“That’s it,” Ithira confirmed. The girl slid off the bike first, dusting herself off with one hand as her other remained what seemed permanently glued to her datapad. “Looks like business as usual, too.”

“But why?” Eden asked, though a dawning realization took hold of her as she spoke the words. They knew I’d be coming.

“Beats me,” Ithira sighed, oblivious. “Now can we please get this over with? I’m already dreading whatever excuse I’ll come up with about that lost ship-”

Eden balked, tuning out whatever it was Ithira was still going on about as she rounded on the girl, dumbfounded. Ithira blathered on, appearing not to notice - even tsking as she nonchalantly examined her fingernails and brushed them, annoyed, on the breast of her tailored suit - before her errant gaze met Eden’s. Ithira’s eyes went wide.

“You’re free to go back to her if you want to so badly,” Eden said, her voice far lower than she intended, betraying her inner annoyance. “Nothing’s stopping you.”

The streets were empty, but forebodingly so. Ithira glanced around, wide-eyed, before her gaze finally settled on Eden again. 

“I’m not sure I like my chances,” Ithira said, looking between Eden and the still bustling restaurant, no doubt already wondering if it was too late to change her mind. “Onward?”

Ithira flashed Eden a charming, if not pathetic, smile. Eden huffed and turned on her heel.

Not even three steps towards the oddly busy eatery, the sounds of raucous laughter and too-loud holoscreens blaring the results of the swoop race Eden so unceremoniously disrupted filling the air, she sensed it. Someone else is on the street.

Before she could plan it, Eden dodged right, bringing a surprised Ithira along with her as blaster fire rang through the avenue. Her senses were on fire - all five plus the Force, as if it had never left. Without thinking she closed her eyes and sensed their interloper, limping quickly from behind with no mind of slowing down. 

Not you again,” Eden hissed. With Ithira pressed against the base of a large holo-tree display in the center of the street under one hand, Eden fired her blaster with the other, shooting blindly over her shoulder. Unlike earlier, Eden unfortunately missed.

“Thought I’d go down that easily?” Benok laughed. Eden threw a glance his way, his eyes bright with a feral menace Eden hadn’t seen since the war. His face was mangled, but his canines still shone white over the caked blood that wreathed his ruined mouth. He smiled.

“You won’t be able to just talk to Slusk,” Benok said with a bloody cough. “You’ll have to kill him.”

Eden didn’t move. Ithira looked at her bewildered beneath her arm, mouthing ‘Do something!’ But Eden remained still. 

Eden hadn’t been responsible for taking another life since the war. Not since Malachor. Yet she’d killed at the docks, and she’d killed aboard the Harbinger. She was under attack - there wasn’t any other choice. Or was there?

Atris had said something to her once when they were children one night as they lay in her bed in their shared dormitory, fighting off sleep and waxing philosophical as preteens often did, believing themselves to have just unlocked the secrets of the universe, privy to some forbidden knowledge the remainder of the world carried on oblivious to. We have the means to end all violence, you know, Atris had said, hopeful. We have the power. We just need someone willing to prove that power and use it as a warning, but not a weapon. Eden wanted to believe her then, and she wanted to believe it especially when Atris was promoted to a seat on the Council, hoping that peace could finally be won without Revan’s war. But then Serroco was attacked and Atris had done nothing to stop it. But Revan had… Revan’s retaliation gave Eden a sense of purpose, a purpose she felt course through her now as she imagined the state of Telos if she left here, now, without any more bloodshed but inexplicably leaving the Ithorians defenseless…

She’d have to kill her way through the Exchange, and Benok knew that. 

“So, what will it be, Jedi?

And in that moment, Eden knew Benok had a death wish. But he also had a point.

“You never truly believed I was a Jedi, did you?” Eden asked as Ithira flashed her another perplexed sense of wide-eyed worry. 

“Oh, you were a Jedi alright,” Benok huffed a laugh, taking another step closer. “Sworn protectors of the galaxy, my ass. The Jedi left us to die. But you especially.”

Eden froze. The street stood silent in the wake of the still-bustling restaurant, but amidst the rabble Eden could still make out the sound of a detonator being activating behind her. Benok laughed a dark laugh and took another step closer.

“You left us to die. You knew we wouldn’t win.”

Dagary Minor. 

“But you didn’t let us know that.”

It was the first calculated loss Eden was forced to gamble on. It was the first time she’d ever argued with Alek, yelling via comm well into the night and early morning that there must be another way. Sometimes you have to enter the darkness in order to save the light, he’d paraphrased before finally hanging up on her, hearkening back to the seminal moment they’d both witnessed on Cathar. And when Revan’s orders and Alek’s advice proved to be in her favor, Eden had done it again. And again. And again. 

“You were ground troops,” Eden said, breathless. “You were one of my men.”

One of your men,” Benok echoed, spitting in her direction. “The galaxy would be better off without the likes of you, Jedi or no. Revan's Sith Empire didn’t prove to be any better. And now look where we are.”

Eden felt the ache of Telos far beneath them as if in response to Benok’s words, the echoes of Revan’s orders still strong even all these years later. 

“The galaxy would be better off without any of us in it,” Benok said, quieter now, almost regretful. Eden hazarded another glance over her shoulder - and the sight of him struck her. She sensed it then - the pull of the Force, the memory of an old tether tugging at some inner part of her, begging that she remember the deeper thread but finding the spool too sprawling to follow. She tried to remember him, to place Benok’s face among the many soldiers that once put their lives in her hands. She knew him, but her mind put up a wall, preventing her from truly remembering. She had managed to remember Orex aboard the Harbinger, the ghost of his former self returning to her in a flash as if a reminder of why their mission now was so important, but her mind drew a blank with Benok. A chill coursed through her bones. She remembered each of the dead as if she carried their graves within herself, knowing there was possibly no one else to remember their sacrifice. But what about those still living? Those like her? She’d forgotten them, just as she’d abandoned them.

“You’ll have to kill Slusk if you want this to end,” Benok uttered, taking a measured step back. “But that shouldn’t be a problem for you, right?”

“Benok, wait-” Eden rushed, darting out from her cover to lunge for him, to stop him. But Benok only smiled as he hit the destruct button, engulfing himself instantly in a flash of blue-white flame.  

Eden spun around and dove back beside Ithira, who looked more shell-shocked than ever. The blast from the detonator was far enough to leave her unscathed, but not far enough for the heat of the flames not to lick the bottom of Eden’s boots. She winced.

Eden had always felt as if she should have died at Malachor, but now she wished it more than anything. 

This will never end, she thought.

The ache would never be satisfied.

And Eden would never be free.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082
Atton

“We aren’t far,” Luxa announced once they arrived upon the first set of apartments as they exited the main thoroughfare. One Gamorrean, who Atton had since learned was named Kuna, scouted the area ahead before beckoning the others to follow. 

The main causeway was quiet. Too quiet for Atton’s liking. He stalked behind the others with his blaster poised and at the ready, looking for any movement and twitching anytime he thought he saw something move. Luxa did the same, though she was far less jittery and much more poised. The other Gamorrean, Nej, trailed behind, armed with both a blaster and a mace as they started towards the far end of the promenade. 

“I don’t like this,” Luxa muttered, toeing some errant trash with her boot. “From what we heard, the residential modules were only full of fleeing residents.”

“Aren’t you leading me to the Exchange?” Atton asked, bewildered. “What about them?”

Nej bleated behind him, detracting Atton’s keen attention for a second too long as the man looked at the guffawing Gamorrean while Luxa laughed in concert beside him. 

“They’re not stupid,” Luxa admitted, her blaster still patrolling the area as her gaze scanned the space. “Anyone stationed here would have stayed put. If they were ordered to do otherwise, they wouldn’t have used the main fucking walkway.”

Now it was Kuna’s turn to laugh, and Atton felt the fool. He looked from Kuna to Nej, and then Luxa again, all three of them equally serious as well as tickled at Atton’s naivety. As per fucking usual.

“Well,” Luxa sighed, ushering them all towards a small artificial grove of holo-trees towards the east-edge of Residential Module 082’s promenade. “Here we are.”

Here we are?!

Atton glanced around, not at all in the loop - far from it, in fact. This place looked as boring as any of the other designated living areas on the station, if not more discreetly so were it not for the unusual detritus left in the wake of a storm as Luxa so graciously pointed out moments ago.

“Your HQ is here?” he whispered, baffled as he continued to examine the length of the corridor. Most of it resembled the 083 module, as well as the one in 084 despite the areas under current construction. Bland apartments lined the avenue, just as they did the majority of the station, sprinkled with the occasional establishment every apartment block or so - there was a bakery, a sad looking intergalactic embassy, and a seedy takeout spot…

“That restaurant,” Atton began, taking an errant step towards it. “I saw the sorry backside of that dump from my Peragus-issued apartment just the other week.”

Luxa laughed, Nej laughing along with her while Kuna still scoped out the remainder of the street. 

“What a clever little cretin,” Luxa chuckled. “Feeling smart now, are ya?”

Luxa bared her canines, her red lipstick fading from her lower lip as she smiled wickedly at him, Nej laughing harder beside her as he cocked his weapon.

Atton felt his face turn red but he pursed his lips, angry but not willing to die just yet for his ignorance. What would Eden think of him, then?

“Alright,” Luxa said once most, but not all, amusement left her face. “There will be six guards at the front posing as patrons, and a girl behind the hostess stand. There may be actual customers there as well, I mean, the food is half-way decent. Anyway, we need to disable the security system first. There’s a set of cameras in the back behind the hostess and the checkout counter adjacent to her, and once we do that, we take out the lights, and-”

Kuna grunted a series of follow-ups, things Atton assumed elaborated on Luxa’s proposed plan but in a tongue Atton knew little of. All he took away was quick and dead. 

“Got that?” Luxa asked.

Was this a test?

Atton glanced from Kuna to Nej, and back to Luxa again. His mind reached out, gathering other errant words from the nether: distraction, flash grenade, and southern door. Or was it western? Atton nodded, not wanting to appear stupid but knowing he was anyway. 

“Okay,” Luxa whispered, readying her gun as she nodded at both her bodyguards. “Ready?”

They both nodded and turned to Atton. It took a second or three for Atton to realize they were awaiting his affirmation before he nodded fervently and pointed his own gun at the restaurant’s innocent looking Open sign still flashing out front. 

“On one, two…-”

Luxa mouthed the word three wordlessly as she watched Kuna kick in the door and shoot his gun towards what Atton assumed was the security camera. His blaster bolt hit something and the man stepped inside, Luxa alongside him, but when Atton and Nej made to follow, they found the other two already stopped in their tracks. 

“What in the 'verse,” Luxa began, shock coloring her words as her pink eyes scanned the room. 

Atton pushed past her just as Nej did. At first, all Atton could see was darkness. His view over Luxa’s shoulder was already darker than it should have been, but once Atton stepped inside, he saw it - the mess, and the bloodshed. 

Tables once piled high with food and drink now lay askew across the dining room. Shattered plates and plasteel dishware littered the floor, as well as ashtrays and all manner of detritus.

And then there were the bodies.

Several figures sprawled in a heap right near the front, a bloody hand uncomfortably close to Atton’s encroaching boot. He shuddered, pulling away at the sight as the rest of the room fell into focus. Pools of blood collected amidst the mess, creating rivers in miniature. A screen occasionally flashed in the corner of the room, emitting only static over the restaurant’s overturned booths and upended tables before plunging the room into darkness again, providing the only light in the space as the overhead fluorescents were already shattered, the duraglass from their rupture crunching beneath Atton’s boots. 

The room was near silent, save for the occasional static and the sound of sobbing from the corner. Luxa rushed towards what appeared to be the hostess stand, kneeling just to the side of the podium as she cradled an unseen person in the dark, comforting the stranger before unsurely standing up again and facing the remainder of the room. 

“They went this way,” Luxa said quietly, her face almost white, a paler shade of pink than Atton thought possible. The woman still held her blaster at the ready, and Atton watched as Nej and Kuna exchanged glances before following, urging that Atton walk between them. He didn’t understand their guttural muttering, but he got the gist.

“What happened here?” Atton asked in a whisper as he followed, edging over Nej’s shoulder to direct his question at Luxa. 

The woman only shrugged.

Luxa led them through the restaurant’s kitchen, food abandoned in various states of preparation as they went. Kuna turned off a stove top burner left on as they passed and elbowed Atton in the ribs - urging him to follow Luxa faster. 

Atton did as he was told and kept pace with Luxa’s careful steps until they met a series of lush rooms, likely meant for VIPs. The velvet stared back at them, empty and recently splayed - the contents of their cushions left to spill out into the open. Some were coated with blood. Atton didn’t have time to examine the bodies that littered the floor.

“Upstairs,” Luxa whispered as she led them down a side hallway labeled Employees Only. They passed what appeared to be a rudimentary break room and a series of interspecies restrooms before happening upon a staircase that led to Maker knew where. Atton glanced back at Kuna, the Gamorrean’s deep brown eyes glistening menacingly in his direction, urging him upward. 

Once at the top of the landing, there were more of them - bodies. Atton heard Luxa react to them first. She let out a disgusted ugh once she reached the top of the stairs, disappearing to the left before Atton or Nej could follow her properly, finding only once that he, too, had reached the top of the stairs that there was a pile of three casualties barring their way forward. 

“What happened here?” he asked. Luxa looked behind him to Kuna and to Nej before returning her gaze to Atton with a sorry but surprised look on her face as if to say - Oh, you don’t already know?

Atton swallowed hard.

I ended it, Eden had said while they were on Peragus when Atton asked what she’d done during the war. At first, he simply assumed she was one of the Jedi assigned to the cursed Mandalorian moon, as many were, including the only Jedi he’d ever let himself get close to before being betrayed by the man, Corr Desyk. Atton had grown friendly with the young Knight before he perished on the satellite’s surface, the rest of Atton’s bomb squad along with him. As the bastard should have.

But now Atton realized who Eden truly was. She wasn’t just a Jedi assigned to Malachor. She was the Jedi. She was the Jedi assigned to make that last call. To destroy Malachor and everyone on it. No matter the cost.

“C’mon,” Luxa urged as she shoved the body pile as best she could into the closest thing the hallway had to a corner. “We likely don’t have much time.”

Atton never thought Luxa could be this serious. Isn’t this exactly what she wanted? Infighting? Even the mood wafting off Nej and Kuna was sour, and Atton knew that whatever went down was more than any of them bargained for. Luxa led them wordlessly through a series of miniaturized apartments and hallways, all empty but in various states of disarray and death. Atton tried to keep his eyes forward, his blaster at the ready. 

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven…

After another flight of stairs and what felt like a jaunt down a hallway longer than the restaurant was wide, likely leading them to an adjoining building, Luxa stopped. They stood at a small landing, vaguely opulent but still decidedly seedy, the marbled floors slick with something it took longer than Atton wanted to admit was likely blood. 

“Alright fellas,” Luxa said with a nervous intake of breath. “Looks like we’re here.”

Luxa looked back to Nej again and beckoned that he join her at the edge of the hall, nodding her head in the direction of the door beside her. Atton stilled, almost scared, before he heard it. Screaming.

It was muffled at first, and not because it was sound-proofed or faraway. But because whoever was screaming was gurgling. Either because they were being waterboarded, which Atton doubted, or because they were choking on their own blood. 

“Help me with this, will you?” Luxa requested and Nej obliged. The two looked at one another once square with the frame, nodding once before turning with a running lean towards the door. The frame shook but the door didn't budge.

n errant scream erupted from the other side of the door - louder this time, desperate - blaster bolts firing from beyond. Atton’s eyes went wide as he held his own blaster steady on the still-closed door, Kuna at this side doing the same with his rifle balanced in one hand and a spear in the other. 

Luxa and Nej rammed the door again, only it barely budged, and the action on the other side only elevated. The screams grew louder, more panicked, words finally making their way to Atton’s ears with a murmurous, clamoring soddeness that made the hair on the back of Atton’s neck stand on end. 

“Please,” the voice said in gargled Quarrenese and Basic. “I promise to do it, I swear.”

I swear was uttered in clear Basic, just as the station-wide message had been relayed. Lopak Slusk. 

Luxa sighed and stopped Nej from ramming the door again with an impatient hand as she reached into her cleavage and produced a small thermal detonator. Atton wanted to do a double take, but hardly had the time. Luxa activated it the moment she brought it out into the flickering light and urged them all to run back towards the end of the hallway. Atton balked, as did Kuna at his side, who managed to scoop Atton up just in time for the door to blow. Atton and the Gamorrean were sent sideways, flashes of Peragus’ rec hallway flittering before Atton’s open eyes as the room spun back into focus. 

Like before, everything was muted, though not nearly as much as the last time. Atton’s heart began racing, his eyes manic and wide as he missed a breath and his lungs almost failed to catch up. Kuna slapped him hard on the back and nodded at him with a quiet You good? before helping Atton to his feet. 

Still out of breath, Atton nodded in thanks, only for his gaze to quest sideways to the now-open room at his back and the scene unfolding within it, continuing as if a bomb had not just gone off. Just within the blast-open door was a room lush with velvet and gunmetal. A series of couches lined the sides of the room where a gleaming black desk outfitted in gold limned geometric inlays sat front and center, flanked by two, now smoldering, canons. And between them, just at the head of the desk, lay Lopak Slusk. And kneeling with her knee on his throat was Eden. 

“I don’t believe you,” Eden uttered with grave disbelief as she held Slusk up by the collar still wedged beneath her knee, his tentacles a mangled mess and one of his sluggish eyes pouring blood and ooze. “I know you’re lying. Says so right here.”

Eden held up a datapad and slapped Slusk in the face with it before flashing him a sinister stare. 

“Mark my words, I will destroy this empire you’ve built. And Czerka along with it," she hissed. "The galaxy would be better off without the likes of you.”

Slusk laughed, if you could call it that. Luxa stood frozen, staring out at the scene as Atton slowly approached, his eyes wide. Atton still felt as if he were dreaming, still coming down from the explosion and living in its feverish aftermath. The woman before him was familiar, but also anything but. Eden stood with her back to them, and Slusk finally eyed his audience over her hunched shoulder. 

“Luxa,” Slusk breathed, coughing up blood. “Help me and I’ll give you whatever you want.”

The man looked so utterly pathetic. Beside him lay his entire guard, some dead and others still dying, their death rattles filling the air in the pregnant pause following Slusk’s plea. 

Snapping out of her reverie, Luxa tsked and pointed her blaster again. 

“No, you won’t,” she groaned impatiently as she took a few steps closer, clocking her gun and shooting Slusk point blank. “Stupid son of a bitch.”

Eden huffed a laugh and finally stood. She cracked her neck and turned, the lower half of her face covered with blood.

“Took you long enough,” she muttered, wiping her bloody nose with the back of her hand. “And you’re welcome.”

Eden looked only at Luxa, sizing her up. 

“This is what you wanted all along, right?” Eden asked, her eyes blank but somehow hungry, hollow and vicious as she awaited an answer. 

“Y-yeah,” Luxa stammered, eventually holding out her hand as if congratulations were in order. Eden ignored her. “Not quite the way I planned it, but we make a good team, don't we?”

Eden huffed another hollow laugh and brushed passed Luxa entirely. Her eyes only vaguely met Atton’s as she left the room, her limbs heavy and her breath ragged. “I’ll meet you back at the apartment. We’re getting out of here.”

Atton said nothing. He only blinked. The hungry ache Atton sensed from Eden back at the TSF station resurfaced again and seemed to swallow the room whole. He looked at Kuna as if the man might have some reaction for him to work off of, but he had nothing. And neither did Nej. Is it really just me?

What - and I don’t say this lightly -” Luxa began, toeing Slusk’s body with the tip of her shoe. “The fuck? Just my luck, huh.”

Luxa sighed, laughing lightly as if this was just another weekend. Atton groaned. 

“Everything you’ve ever wanted, apparently,” Atton sighed as he watched Eden’s retreating back until she disappeared entirely - unsure, as usual, if he was feeling more afraid or aroused by whatever the hell did just happen. 

Though, unfortunately for Atton, he knew it was a deadly combination of both. 

Eden exited the room, but Atton still felt her everywhere. The ache, the stench of death, and everything that made him wish he’d died at Malachor along with the rest of his squadron.

Notes:

This was a bit of a dark chapter to explore and I imagine some more trigger warning laced chapters will follow as an fyi so if there are better ways for me to effectively tag this fic please let me know. Not sure if you can tell, but in addition to seeing John Wick and having it be on my mind lately, I’ve also been quite taken with the Resident Evil 4 remake so having Eden escort Ithira as Leon would Ashley came a bit naturally to me (Ithira is obviously less than thrilled to be along for the ride but still...). As usual, thanks to everyone that has read this, will read this, and is following along. I love you all!

Chapter 44: Hero, Villain

Notes:

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Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions

Revan

 

It had all started before she knew how to form words.

Memories were still an ephemeral thing, certain information sticking where others refused. She had just learned to walk and her parents were thrilled. Her father especially.

“She can come to the university with me,” he’d said, beaming. “The place could use a little lightening up.”

Part of her remembered the faces of who must have been her father’s colleagues and students, some blurry and others in great detail, their fates already clear to her then at such a young age before she even knew what gift she was given. Before she had any life experience to give it context. Before she had the words at all to describe what she saw.

“Visions,” Master Kae had announced brightly when Revan finally told her teacher about one of the most important aspects of her waking life that she’d yet given a name to, years later. “What you see are visions.” 

It was more complicated than that, she would come to learn. But to have a word at all was something. She no longer felt untethered, both empty yet somehow too big for her still-growing body. As if she were herself as well as someone else on the outside looking in. But the beings were not separate. And it wasn’t just that, either. There were others in her visions, people that were decidedly not her. In the visions she both was and wasn’t them, inhabiting their body like a ghost but only as a visitor, never looking to put down roots or impose her own consciousness.

As a child, it was simply the way she saw the world. She knew it in the here and now, but she also knew it as it was before, as it had yet to become, and what it might be.

“She’s a natural,” her father had bragged after a day at the university when Revan was learning more words, collecting more labels for thoughts and feelings and things she knew. “Maybe it’s just because she’s my daughter, but I swear she’s the brightest child I’ve ever met.” 

Her mother had indeed written off her father’s admiration as the latter, but there was a reason for him to feel the way he did. When presented with several artifacts, Revan had been able to tell apart the originals from the replicas. Her father thought it was her sharp eye, a scholar in spirit just as he was. But in truth she only knew the answers because the pieces told her so. She couldn’t explain how, but she could sense whether an item was old or old, glimpsing bits of memories and flashes of the past that felt more distant depending on how heavy it felt. Heavy wasn’t even a good word for it, but it was the closest thing she had.

She was content with her gift. At least in the moment, happy to see her father beam with pride - the whites of his teeth gleaming from just beneath the ridges of his tanned, angular face, a face that she still saw when she looked at herself in the mirror to this day as if his ghost haunted her reflection instead of having simply lent his genetic material to create what would become Revan even if that was not always her name... Yet while she could remember her father’s face in great detail, the truth of his own name had slipped from her memory. Entirely. If she wanted to find any record of him, she’d be lost, not knowing where to start. And for all her vivid visions, so much of her childhood memory was spotty. She’d forgotten both the name and the face of her mother, the name of the planet they lived on, the university she visited with her father before he brought her out to the desert with instructions to follow the visions she had but didn’t yet have a name for in search of some lost settlement he’d been tracking down for nearly all of his adult life in search of… something

Revan always felt as if she were perpetually on the cusp of remembering. As if all it took were one word, one recollection, and finally the entire puzzle would fall into place. She’d felt it when tasked with handling the situation on Serroco. An overwhelming rush of knowing overcame her at the thought of stepping foot there, instead delegating the operation to her then Padawan, Eden Valen, who was more than happy to take on the challenge. But Revan had felt that same disconnect with her old student in the flesh, too - when training Eden one morning, the girl’s face caught the light in such a way that suddenly Revan was transported to her childhood home, asking her mother if she could skirt chores to run along and play outside - catching a glimmer of the woman she’d failed to recollect but could almost touch again, momentarily, before the memory and the idea of her slipped away again like dissipating smoke.

Revan had recoiled then, from Eden as well as the memory, yet none of it fell into a proper enough place for her to make sense of it. Not that she allowed it the time to do so. Without context it felt like a ghost in haunting only, the memory absent from its errant wandering. But she had seen Eden’s future in another glimpse of a moment - time collapsing in on itself, the Force void and empty, hollow and quiet. It was a feeling more than a vision, and it was something that hounded Revan enough in the back of her mind to suddenly retract her newly minted mentorship with the gifted Jedi to pawn the girl off onto Alek instead. It was enough for her to assign Eden to Malachor with the hopes that she might die along with that Maker forsaken moon and everyone on it. Only Revan had stupidly not considered that act to be the catalyst for the death in the Force she sensed in the aftermath…

But Alek. Oh, sweet Alek.

They’d been friends, then. Always friends. From the moment they locked eyes from across the padawan circle in Master Vandar’s initiation session to the moment they actually first exchanged words - they’d been friends. Kindred spirits. Platonic soulmates. Twins in another life. Always.

But there was an image that occasionally hung on the periphery of Revan’s thoughts about him, an image that stuck with her the moment she first laid eyes on him. In the moment, he was tall but timid. But still young, like her. Yet in her mind she saw the sight of him superimposed on himself as a man, much larger and hulking, standing on the bridge of what she’d assumed was a starship.

In the moment, she thought it was a promising premonition. He’s destined for great things, she remembered thinking instantly. She didn’t want to believe that was the reason she was initially drawn to him, the image of him as a man grown with the galaxy at his back returning to her time and time again, even after they became friends, even after years had passed… But it soon became an unspoken promise on her part. We can do this, she’d think whenever her ambitions outgrew her current standing, pleased to find Alek by her side all the while. I’ll make this future real for the both of us.

It was what sustained her upon finding that Mandalorian mask in the sea of Cathar. It was what sustained her when they found the ancient mechanism in the depths of the mountains of Dantooine, showing them an uncharted corner of the universe that was now only theirs for the exploring, for the taking

But it wasn’t until the end that Revan realized where the vision came from. 

“Savior, conqueror, hero, villain-” he’d sneered, looking out at the starry expanse as if it were empty. “You are all things, Revan… and yet you are nothing.”

Revan had stilled. Her first true, solid memory returned to her in full at that very moment as she stood aboard the Starforge, her new saber alight in a hue that wholly did not suit her but hadn’t seemed so until the very moment Alek - no, Darth Malak - uttered those words. It should be violet, she thought stupidly, suddenly hating the color green entirely as Alek - no, Malak - stood with his arms crossed as he stood before her, looking every part the truth of her vision as well as everything far from it. 

In the initial imagining, Alek still had hair - jet black and shining with starlight. She hadn’t noticed it at first, but the vision changed with each iteration. First, Alek’s hair was replaced with Captain Malak’s blue streaked tattoos. And the next, he was turned away from her whereas before he was facing her proudly. And upon the third iteration, or perhaps the fourth, the words came into the picture though only in part - conqueror, hero. And with the next…

She’d known. She’d always known.

Upon first meeting her closest friend, she had always known how it was meant to end. Only upon first seeing the vision, she did not know it was an ending. In her young mind it was a possible future, a beginning…

If only she could go back and change things, to choose things differently…

But what, exactly, would she change?

Nothing.

She’d change nothing.

Revan would go back to her nameless self as an infant with the knowledge of the universe in the palm of her miniscule, reaching, pudgy hand. And she would do nothing to alter it. Nothing to stop her father from departing for the desert. Nothing to stop Eden from decaying and taking the fringes of the known universe with her. And nothing to stop Alek from becoming the demise he so feared.

And here she stood. Revan. Keeper of all things, hopeless witness to time as it passed. 

She could have changed things. She might have.

But she didn’t. And she wouldn’t.

This is just how things were, and how they would always be. They had to be.

No matter what.

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 082

Atton

 

“So, are we even or what?” Atton spat. 

The room reeked of blood, and he wanted to be rid of the place. His mind raced, for once too busy to even need hyperspace routes or a winning Pazaak hand to keep his neurons firing, his fight or flight response pumping enough pent-up adrenaline through his veins to fuel him for days. Not that he would let his current company know that. So instead of doing anything about it, he stewed in silence, awaiting a reply.

“Sure,” Luxa huffed eventually as if she’d forgotten Atton were even still there, wiping the end of her blaster as she eyed Slusk’s lavish desk hungrily. “For now.”

Atton furrowed his brow, about to round on Luxa were it not for Kuna standing between them, trusting his bulk alone to dissuade Atton from making any sudden movements. And the Gammorean was right. 

“Your debt is paid in full,” Luxa sighed, walking towards the chair beside Slusk’s opulent workspace, running a hand along its onyx surface. “So long as you make sure General Valen does a few more errands for me.”

At this, Luxa actually sounded pained. Her face didn’t betray what inner feelings her voice had, though, and as if she hadn’t said anything at all she shoved the body of one of Slusk’s men with the sharp heel of her shoe and ceremoniously pulled out the now-dead mob boss’ gleaming gold-limned chair. With another swift motion, she lowered herself onto its velvet cushion, her face scrunching up as she tested its give. 

“Not nearly as comfortable as it looks,” Luxa clicked her tongue, disappointment painting her features as she threw her head back, leaning further into the chair anyway and propping both legs up on the desk as she placed her hands behind her back and swiveled slightly until she looked towards the far wall. Her bloodied heel pressed a discreet button on the desk’s side before resuming its lounging rest, ordering several panels to slide out of place and reveal the whole of Citadel Station beside her. “View’s nice, though.”

Nej grunted in agreement and Atton felt sick. He glanced down at the body closest to where he stood - a human male with red hair - his eyes wide, bloodstained and staring. And just beside him lay Lopak Slusk himself, his head wound still slowly gushing a scarlet red, congealing before Atton’s eyes. It wasn’t the death that bothered him so much as the nonchalance. He’d taken lives before, gladly. But it was always work, something to be proud of in the completion but also something to move on from moments later. Luxa and her cronies made no motion of cleaning this mess up anytime soon and Atton wondered just how long it would take until he was just another corpse inconveniently littering the floor…

“You know who posted the bounty, don’t you?” Atton asked, deadpan. “The one Slusk doubled down on…”

Eden would want to find out eventually, part of him knew that for certain, though how he wasn’t sure. If she was willing to hunt Slusk to near-death for putting her and the entire station in jeopardy, what would she do to the person responsible for her quaint life in exile being suddenly upended with the entire galaxy after her head?

Luxa only smiled at him softly, saying nothing. 

So be it, Atton thought with a huff, scuffing his boot across the floor and swiping a significant trail of blood from his soles. It wasn’t the first time he’d done this - an image of him on Coruscant flashing before his waking eyes as if the memory were playing in real time, all scuffed boots and bloodied knuckles, still clad in that ill-fitting grey suit…

“You’re free to leave, you know,” Luxa said after a tense moment, now thoroughly examining her nails as if she were bored with him. And she probably was - probably had been for days now. “So long as you keep in touch.”

At this, she smiled again - a more wicked one. And Atton felt even more sick. 

“Whatever you say, boss,” he said bitingly, turning on his heel. Atton placed a hand on his holster - not because he thought he needed it, but because he wanted the assurance that it was there. Just in case. Of what, he wasn’t sure. But Atton thought he’d seen everything before tonight. Before this week. Before…

One year down, a million more to go, he thought sourly as he exited the way they came in, careful to step over the bodies and hold his breath, lest he commit this stench to memory. Maybe I was better off in my cell.

The street outside was quiet, but it wasn’t empty. Eden stood not far off, unmoving, staring into the distance. 

“Didn’t expect you to still be hanging around,” Atton called after her as he finally exited the restaurant, convinced he’d be turned off from eating anything for the next standard week at the minimum. He was trying to be cordial, to act as if nothing were wrong, when in fact everything was. The sight of Eden both soothed and sickened him. Not knowing how to temper the two feelings, Atton instead chose to do nothing other than talk his mouth off as he usually did. And as usual, probably to his own detriment. 

Eden didn’t move. Atton broke into a light jog to catch up with her silhouette overlooking the avenue, finding her gaze hollow and unblinking once he gained on her.

“You okay?” he asked, regretting it instantly. 

Eden remained still. Atton was about to reach out and touch her, to make sure she was still alive, when she finally blinked herself out of her reverie and looked at Atton as if she were seeing him for the first time. Somehow, he knew her vision swam, her gaze swirling before her eyes finally settled on his, her energy careening from the uncanny to the overcompensating. Atton felt it in his bones, and he saw it on her face, feral yet exhausted, a predator finally sedated after consuming its prey. He knew that look well.

“I will be,” she said. Atton had a feeling they’d had this very same conversation before, and just like last time, whether it was a dream or a memory, Atton had the feeling Eden was both right and wrong, honest and dishonest in her attempt to sound genuine. Though in which ways she was lying and in which ways she wasn’t, he had no way of knowing.

We’re the same, you and I, he thought for a moment, watching as Eden finally began to navigate the vacant streets of the station with blood still staining the lower half of her face, trailing down her neck. But before the thought could steep, his brain refuted the notion, thinking No, you stayed and fought. I would have run at the first sign of trouble.

Mere hours ago, the entire satellite was lit with a hungry fervor to trap Eden and cash in on her head. But now the streets were empty and she walked the avenues without fear, without repercussion, the blood marking her face a testament to what happens when you try to take on an unkillable Jedi. 

Atton was sure that if he’d met her years ago, he would no longer be living. If he’d try to turn her, to break her, he simply would have ceased to exist before he knew it was over. And in a way, the thought comforted him, and he wondered what that alternate version of the galaxy was like. One without him in it. He imagined Eden wondered the same of herself.

He followed a step or so behind, watching and waiting as Eden helmed her body like a ship that didn't entirely belong to herself. Atton knew that feeling, too. 

Had it been easy? He thought as they finally veered towards the main causeway. To make the call at Malachor?

Part of him wanted to hate her, and in a way he already did. He already had - years before he’d known her, never even imagining that one day he might. Yet here he was, contemplating the past as if it were the present and wondering how in the ‘verse it so happened that the woman who saved him from the brink of starvation and at the edge of death (and in her underwear no less) happened to be the one Jedi, of all things, with the highest body count in the galaxy let alone the one responsible for the greatest crime against humanity in recent memory. The one Jedi that was responsible for his entire squad’s demise at Malachor, turning him into what he became, or perhaps always was… 

“You up for another little jaunt?” Eden asked innocently, as if there wasn’t still blood streaking her otherwise lovely, if not intimidating, face. “I could probably barter you a way off this sorry station now, but it looks like my work here’s not quite finished-”

Eden flashed Atton a sorry glance - both appeasing and apprehensive, everything opposite to what he’d just witnessed from her. Atton almost stopped in his tracks, fumbling slightly as he trailed Eden though he managed to not lose his footing as his mind recuperated internally by repeating hyperspace routes again. 

“Sure,” he offered, almost too quickly. The thought of Luxa and her half-hearted warning moments ago flashed in his mind between memorized coordinates. “What’s in it for me?”

Like a fool, he was cracking jokes. Trying to make a walking hurricane laugh as if it might errantly choose to alter course and save his skin, though if he were being honest it was more so about tempering the storm that was her past and her future in a sorry attempt to make her like him. Though why Atton willed this, he did not know. All he did know was that he wanted more of Eden’s earnest attention as much as he also wanted to be rid of her, the root cause of both being oddly the same thing. 

But Atton had managed to disappear before. He could do it again. Right?

“I’m still working on that part,” Eden laughed a hollow laugh, though Atton could tell that some part of it was genuine, the ghost of some semblance of mirth spiriting over her harrowed face as she shot him another sideways glance before all seriousness befell it entirely. If Eden felt like death before, she utterly inhabited it now. “Though maybe messing with the TSF is enough of an incentive?”

Before Atton knew it, they were at the intersection that led to either the docks or the Telos Security Force’s headquarters. He and Eden had been here a day earlier in search of a hackable comm unit. Never in a million years, but especially not then, did he ever think that the past days’ events would have transpired once they got a hold of such a device. Everything had seemed so easy in hindsight, though improbable then. Atton didn’t know what to believe anymore. Yet the idea of following Eden only endeared her more to him, against his inner survivalist’s wishes. Or perhaps it was because he had such a strong tendency to delay death that he was drawn to her, afraid of what came after but also not eager to find out what lay beyond. 

Better to be the right hand of the devil than in her path.

He’d thought the same about Revan when one of her agents came looking for him after the war ended - the first one, the one against the Mandalorians. Even if the two wars now blurred in his memory in the aftermath. He’d never actually met the woman. He had an audience with Malak, though. Once. Atton felt that hardly counted, even if he was the one ultimately responsible for Atton’s later station under Revan’s Empire of the Sith. The man was only following Revan’s orders after all. 

And maybe Atton was only following Eden’s orders now, even if he was only beholden to her because Luxa threatened his livelihood if he didn’t. Or because Eden was asking nicely.

Nicely, he thought bitterly. As if that makes up for anything.

But blood stained both their hands. Only Eden owned up to hers openly, and Atton only in secret. 

“Incentive enough for now,” Atton conceded eventually before nodding his chin in the direction of the TSF station. “Shall we?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dagary Minor

Sion

 

It was the second time Sion stood somewhere in the Inner Rim and felt as if he were far from it. Not just distant from the very center of the galaxy as he already was not accustomed to being, the energy here pulling differently than it did on Malachor and the space between stars, but distant from the present as well. 

Like Serroco, the war was still current here in a way it wasn’t on other planets even though it had concluded nearly a decade prior. But unlike Serroco, Dagary Minor had not changed much since it last saw devastation, razed fields still burnt black and demolished portions of the city still left in ruins. 

On Serroco they tried to rebuild. Here, they made an active effort to remember. 

And also unlike Serroco, Sion felt compelled to visit this planet on whim alone, the name of the place - Dagary Minor - echoing in his mind like a premonition. Suddenly and out of nowhere. Awakening him from troubled sleep.

Sion ambled past a cordoned off lot in the center of the city, boasting nothing but a plaque commemorating the monument that once stood here. One of his acolytes paused and actually read the thing, his head bobbing absently as he processed the information before rejoining Sion and his other attendant. 

Sion wasn’t used to being followed this closely, but he almost preferred it now. Still haunted by the object delivered to him in his quarters, Sion found the company of others oddly satisfying all of a sudden, knowing that whatever energy it housed was now far away from him but also should it find him again that he would not be the only one to sense it. Whether his acolytes sensed his distress over the mere thought of it now he was not sure. But it almost didn’t matter. The apprehension heightened his senses, his faculties more open to sights, sounds, smells, in ways he was no longer used to, having no need of them for so many years, relying on the Force alone. 

This is how she lived, Sion thought to himself, conjuring an image of Eden in his mind’s eye as he walked the half-dilapidated streets of Dagary Minor’s port city. Without the Force. Void of it. 

Void. 

He felt cold at the notion, watching the buildings pass as he walked on, noticing which edifices the city chose to restore and which it chose to remain in discomposure, acting as a reminder of what happened here once. Serroco moved on, living as if nothing had ever happened. Meanwhile the jungles of Dxun swallowed whatever malice occurred there and replaced it with its own poison. Sion preferred the latter, believing it to at least belong to a system he understood, but this? This was strange.

“What have you discovered about this place?” Sion asked his nearest aid, bowing her head almost instantly upon hearing Sion speak from beneath his concealing hood. 

“About the planetary history or the battle, m’lord?” she asked, head bowed even lower now. Sion shook his head. 

“Whichever one,” he said, trying to act normal about all of this despite the mounting dread taking root in his chest the longer he soaked in the energies of this place, “Planet first, battle next.”

“As you wish,” she whispered before glancing at her partner, still lingering a step or two behind, before admonishing herself on his behalf as if at Sion’s request and relaying her findings. 

“Dagary Minor lays in what are known as the Core Worlds of the Inner Rim, once simply called the Rim before more extensive hyperspace travel was-”

“Nevermind, just the battle then,” Sion huffed. 

“Dagary Minor was a loss for the Republic during the Mandalorian Wars,” she whispered, as if worried they might be overheard. “It was the first in a series of-”

Sion sighed and simply held up a hand, urging silently that she shut up but also more tactically so, urging the Force to squeeze gently around his assistant’s throat just tightly enough that she would cease speaking but not enough to damage her vocal cords should he have need of her later. 

“Just send me a report,” he muttered, rubbing his temples. He asked for it, after all, but another part of him felt as if whatever research he requested would never be enough for the kind of answer he actually sought. He wanted to glean memories from this place, memories of hers. But there were none. Not like Serroco. 

“I could just-”

Sion stopped in his tracks and sucked on his teeth, closing his eyes as he gathered whatever inner strength he needed to not pulverize his acolyte’s bones to dust at the mere thought of doing so. 

Don’t,” he ordered. “That’s enough. Just… send the report. I’ll read it later.” 

He knew how inane it was. He knew how pointless it was to ask her to write up and send him something to read when she could simply just tell him now. But the idea of skimming over a boring and likely lackluster synopsis seemed so much more palpable at the moment when his senses were otherwise on edge. At Dxun he’d almost felt suffocated. On Serroco it was as if he were drowning. But here… it felt as if he were being denied access to something simply because he wanted it so much. And it wasn’t enough. He wanted more. 

No.

He needed it.

The memory of what happened here was clear everywhere they went. But none of it sufficed. None of it spoke of her. None of it beckoned a vision of Eden or her time here, instead leaving Sion only with a sinking feeling and the odd notion that perhaps he’d forgotten something.

And then he thought of the crystal again. Triangular and familiar in its shape, but odd and off-putting in its energy, not to mention the man he left it with…

Nihilus promised Sion an audience with his eponymous apprentice, yet Sion’s meeting with Erebus did not go as expected. He wished to speak with the man again, to ask more questions and hopefully glean more answers. Not now, the Force promised. But soon.

Sion blinked, relishing in the darkness found beneath his eyelids for the momentary second they were closed, imagining a place far warmer, far dryer, than here. 

Korriban, Sion thought. Eden hadn’t been there. Not yet. But she would be, the Force told him. And Sion would be there to meet her.

“Ready the ship again,” Sion ordered, picking up his pace as he then turned on his heel and made for his vessel again. Both of his acolytes sputtered on the spot, their feet moving but their bodies motionless for the moment before they regained their footing and caught up with their master once more.

“Right away, m’lord,” they said in unison, hurrying ahead of him.

Sion took one last look around Dagary Minor and the underwhelming whole of it. She was here, he ruminated. But the imprint is weak.

It had to be. He was sure of it. Why else wouldn’t he have felt her here?

It wasn’t as if the place were entirely void of memory, though.

Sion closed his eyes as he followed his assistants back to the docking bay, soaking in whatever else he could of this place and whatever else it had to offer. He gleaned something alright - surprise, anguish, resentment - but none of it felt like Eden’s.

Eden’s, Sion relished. Eden.

Repeating her name in his mind felt like a mantra, a spell. As if to summon her. Only she did not come. Instead, she remained both in the distant past as well as on Telos. His mind and the Force told him as much, the galaxy bending around the memory of her just as he was now, though it still denied him access to her personal recollection of this place. She must have remembered this planet and what happened here, Sion was sure of that, but there was a reason it was cut off from his prying eyes. Right?

The same reason why he felt her ghost on Malachor but nothing concrete. She’d been there, yes, but not really

“She orbited this place, yes?” Sion asked errantly. His acolyte paused, falling out of step just as the question was asked. “General Valen never stepped foot on Dagary Minor, is that correct?”

Sion’s acolyte paused before nodding emphatically.

“Y-yes, that is correct,” she affirmed. “Unlike the General’s other battles, she did not step foot on Dagary Minor but instead orchestrated the affront from a distance. It was the first and last of its kind though, seeing as she physically led every other battle after, save for Mal-”

“I thought as much,” Sion said, cutting her off. “That will be all for now.”

“As you wish, m’lord.”

And it was what he wished. For now. He would learn more of the exiled Jedi later, though he yearned for more of her and the pull she seemed to have on the Force itself. Even in memory. Even as a ghost. 

Even as someone, who by all means, should not even exist at all.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos, Citadel Station, TSF Station Headquarters

Eden

 

“Shall we?” Atton asked, more amiable than ever, even if Eden didn’t deserve it.

A wave of cold followed by a warning sense of comfort followed in the wake of Atton’s all-too-eager expression. Cold because Eden had garnered this sort of blind loyalty before. And comforted because despite its implications, at least she wasn’t alone in this. At least not yet. 

A moment too long passed between them and Atton’s eyebrows shot up slightly into the mussed up fringe of his hair. He was doing everything in his power to appear agreeable, to go along with whatever was about to happen next, but it was all a mask. It had to be. And that’s when Eden saw it - when she recognized it - the darker undercurrent of Atton that had previously only showed its rearing head in the face of certain death while still barricaded in the holding cells of the TSF, somehow both charming and terrifying at once. 

Eden swallowed, trying not to think of Atris betraying secrets in the dark of their shared bunk on Dantooine or Alek as he held her hand in the aftermath of a witnessed genocide on Cathar, each of them innocent once but suddenly disobedient in her presence, as if she’d had something to do with it. Or as if they had something to hide from her, another self they couldn’t touch, yet offered themselves up wholly still. She shook her head and looked forward, at least calmed by the fact that Atton had a right to look every bit attractive and equally terrifying in the wake of the mess she just made of the Exchange. Whatever terrifying quality he assumed felt warranted. Whether that was earned or bequeathed by Eden’s overwhelming guilt alone didn’t matter. As for the attractive part, well… She wasn’t equipped to read into her feelings, either way. 

It was only a few steps from the intersection to the station itself, the place oddly defenseless as Eden approached the entrance. 

“Do you have an appointment?” the resident droid asked as they approached, its voice monotone. Without asking, Atton shot the machine point blank.

“Hey!” Eden shouted, shooting Atton an astonished glance. Atton only rounded on her with a look of utter confusion, glancing over his shoulder as if to insinuate the current state of the entirety of Citadel Station as an excuse. 

“Of all the things to be upset about?” he whispered just as a door on the far end of the office opened. 

“Look’s like the protocol droid’s malfunctioned or-” a hapless officer was muttering to what looked like a fresh-faced recruit behind her just as they entered the space. “... Something.”

Within the span of a second, the officer’s eyes moved from the now-smoking droid slumped over the front desk to Eden and then Atton, whose hand was mid-holster, his blaster half in his hand and half in its sheath just as the woman mentally connected the dots, swallowed hard and silently urged the new recruit to go get help. 

Atton procured a half smile and a shrug just as Eden took another few steps towards the officer and looked her up and down before demanding, “Where’s Grenn?”

“I don’t know what authority you think you have here, but-”

Eden grabbed the woman by the neck of her uniform, holding her collar in as tight a fist as she could manage with her still-raw knuckles. 

Bring me to Grenn.”

The woman’s eyes went wide, looking from Eden to Atton, and then to the droid, as if either one might help, before shaking her head and raising her hands in surrender. 

“Fine, fine, I’ll-”

But before the woman could finish sputtering her coerced promise, a squadron of TSF officers arrived, out of breath, at the entrance behind them. And at the head of the group was Lieutenant Grenn himself. His slicked back hair was askew, his face ruddy and slick with sweat, and his entire crew a right mess. Eden assessed them over her shoulder just as she saw Atton draw his gun again in her peripheral vision, aiming at each of them as they approached, likely evaluating the unexpected situation at their doorstep just as Eden was. 

“What’s the meaning of this?” Grenn demanded as Eden threw the officer out of her grip, the woman falling to the floor, gulping for air. 

“Give me a ship,” Eden ordered instead of answering, channeling an older self. An older self that someone like Benok once willingly took orders from. 

“A shi-” Grenn stopped himself and huffed a laugh as he looked about his advancing crew, each of them in various states of uncertainty and high-alert, some of them holding their aim on Eden or Atton while the others weren’t sure what to do, likely taken aback by the sheer amount of blood that stained Eden’s face and clothes. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”

Give me a ship,” she said, rounding on him until they were nearly nose-to-nose. Grenn stilled, his eyes flashing as Eden neared, his gaze flickering down at Eden’s blood-stained mouth as his nostrils flared, inhaling a sharp breath as he sized Eden up and considered his options. “Not sure if you’ve heard yet, but the Exchange is significantly crippled. Not eradicated, but weaker than they were. Oh, and Loppak Slusk is dead. So you’re welcome.”

Grenn said nothing, breathing sharply through his nose as he watched Eden circle him, unblinking. Atton remained poised and ready to fire despite the squadron of officers that faced them down, about a dozen barrels all faced in their direction and ready to pull the trigger on Grenn’s orders alone. Eden didn’t take her eyes off the Lieutenant but watched the room from her periphery, relishing in the fear of Grenn’s lackeys as they faltered slightly, their gazes torn between their leader and their targets. 

Benok would have followed this version of me, Eden thought. And he did. Until I left him to die. 

“I thought you lot were supposed to be protecting us?” Atton spat at her side. Eden huffed in agreement, urging an answer out of the still silent Grenn. The man only watched her. 

“So much for that,” Eden muttered. “So in recompense for the mess you let happen, I want a ship. Not to mention in exchange for the one you lost.

At this, Grenn’s eyes flashed. Eden smiled a half-smile, none too happy but pleased nonetheless to get an answer of any kind. 

“Glad you’re finally admitting it then,” she said. “And I know you don’t want to upset big mister Republic or whatever, but I’d really like to get off this station. Today. No - now. Unless we want anything else to go sideways, hm?”

Grenn’s eyes flashed again just before he winced, likely at the imagined implications of both honoring and dishonoring Eden’s current wishes. He sucked on his teeth and raised a hand in surrender, his team exchanging a series of glances before they, too, lowered their weapons. Atton not only kept his blasters aloft but doubled down, if anything. Eden flashed him a look that hopefully conveyed cool it down over there, cowboy before redirecting her attention to Grenn who was now maneuvering his way around the ruined protocol droid at the station’s front desk to access the main console. 

“Head to Deck Module 004,” he mumbled, shoving a hand through his disheveled hair. “And take this.”

Grenn tossed an access chip over the shoulder of the slumped droid, aiming at Eden’s head. She wondered if he meant for her to miss, instead catching it dead-on, of course, not missing a blink as she held Grenn’s harrowed gaze. Eden nodded as if this were the most normal interaction in the ‘verse.

“We’ll be in touch,” she said, shouldering past Grenn’s crew towards the exit, Atton not far behind. “Or not.”

Eden took a deep breath once she exited the station, inhaling a whole lot of smoke. Atton shot at the mechanical door upon exiting behind her, scoffing as if the last thing he wanted to see was a swath of officers watching their retreating backs, and Eden couldn’t blame him. She glanced sideward at the whole of Citadel Station from their current vantage point at the apex of this section of the satellite city, watching as smoke rose from various points in the distance, traffic either stalled or nonexistent depending on where she looked. 

Citadel Station would survive this, that was for sure. And it was more than what Eden could say for a lot of places she’d been. 

“So, where to next?” Atton asked.

Eden glanced at him. He was unkempt, sure, but not unlike how she’d found him on Peragus. She wondered how much more the man was willing to endure before abandoning her entirely, not blaming him for it ahead of time. 

“Now that we’ve messed with the TSF, how do you feel about helping me square things away with Czerka?”

“Czerka?” Atton echoed. Eden only nodded; her gaze still fixed on the more distant parts of the satellite.

“I have a datapad to recover,” she said, “As well as a business deal to close.”

Atton shrugged, though this time the man’s cover was almost blown. Eden watched as Atton’s brow twitched, far too tense for the sheer casualty of his movement as he tried to maintain her unquestioning acceptance of his compliance. Well, Eden thought sourly. So long as I have you.

Eden didn’t have the luxury of a platoon, a pool of people from which to cherry pick her preferred allegiance as she was used to from years’ past. For now, all she had was Atton and Kreia. And as end game as Kreia felt given the woman’s insistence and her intrusion to Eden’s own thoughts, Atton was still the most useful. For now. So, she would use him until the moment the man finally refused. Might as well, right?

“Sure, boss,” he said, feigning a conspiratorial smile. “Whatever you say.”

Eden bit back her instinctual reaction to call Atton on his bullshit and instead chose to smile softly, as if she were pleased.

It’s only a matter of time, she thought bitterly. Like Benok, you’ll be gone, too.

“Good,” she both lied and didn’t. Better make the best of you, then. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atris

 

She was beginning to prefer her chambers like this.

Quiet. Dark. Cold. 

It kept her mind sharp. Her senses focused. Atris felt the Force flow through her more keenly now as if her mind were more open to it than it ever had been. She was more mindful of its every influence, more a sentient participant in its actions than merely a battery, a conduit for its more mysterious ways. The Force was still enigmatic, yes, but Atris felt more privy to its decidedly secret machinations - a secret she was happy to keep just as much as she was proud to share in its sacred confidence. 

She walked the length of her storeroom to the far end of it, eyeing the glowing pyramid she’d uncovered the other day sidelong as she swept past it, relishing in the otherwise gloom of the room. What she sought was kept hidden in the far end of the space, in a place even her handmaidens knew not where to look. Atris called upon the Force, as if it were a friend, to uncover its hiding place. As if one day she might be asked to reveal its contents but not willing for the knowledge to be urged out of her by some unsavory means, trusting her mind to at least keep some secrets from her consciousness should she ever be tested. Atris closed her eyes and extended her hand, allowing the Force to flow through her until the weight of the object she sought dropped deftly into the palm of her hand. Slowly, she opened her eyes, and smiled.

It was something out of a fantasy-holo. An orb, opalesque and demure, sat in the crest of her hand looking plain and ordinary. Were it not for the things it could show her…

Atris retreated to the other far corner of her storeroom, ensuring the door behind her was well and closed before huddling behind her rows of shelves and into the darkest pocket of the space. She curled up beneath the lowest-most shelf, tucking her knees against her chest like she was a schoolgirl again swapping secrets with Eden. 

No, she hissed internally at herself. The Jedi Exile.

Atris closed her eyes, counting her breaths until they were even again before opening her eyes once more. She glanced down at the orb in her hand and willed it to show her what she wanted. 

It seemed so elementary - so stupid. An orb that could show her what she wanted to see. But the sphere was deceptively heavy, almost thirty pounds in total the last she checked, though the object was hardly larger than the dip in her palm when she cupped it. It was beautiful when out of use, but in use it would answer her every request. If she gave it what it demanded. 

Being an exceptionally ancient object, the thing this artifact demanded in order to function was similarly primeval - blood. Atris revealed a sharp blade from her robe, kept close to her belt just beside the Exile’s abandoned saber, and pressed it gently to the scarred crest in the pad of her palm, where she’d previously demanded this same sacrifice. She reopened the wound with ease, an unbidden sense of relief flooding her as the sanguine red flowed over her otherwise snowy complexion. And once the flowing liquid touched the sphere, all manner of images flashed before Atris’ eyes as if she were watching a projector, the pictures it showed displaying slightly faster than real-time, as if she were hitting fast forward on a comm recording. 

“Trouble is abrew on Onderon,” Atris whispered to herself, as if to verify her vision, bringing it out of the visceral and into the physical world as if it solidified what she saw somehow. “And all is as it was on Nar Shaddaa.”

Dictating what she saw calmed her. It soothed her nerves. Atris sighed and allowed her eyes to adjust unblinkingly to the remainder of the images the orb had in store for her. 

“And Dantooine-”

Atris bit down on her tongue until she tasted blood. 

The last she’d consulted the artifact, it had revealed to her that Master Lonna Vash was on Dantooine, following a lead. Though what exactly that lead was, Atris had no idea. The images the orb shared were not always complete, such was the quality and breadth of information bequeathed by items like this often were. Not unlike the Force, as she assured herself often. Before venturing to Dantooine, she’d spied Vash on Coruscant and then Nespis, thankfully making it off the planet in one piece if only it meant she still proved to be another point of interest for the Jedi Exile to follow once she got her bearings. Or so the orb had also prescribed, once upon a time. 

“Korriban?” Atris echoed, images of ruins and sand replacing her vision of Dantooine’s more picturesque grasslands though turned decidedly to ash, whether that be in memory or prediction, through the orb she was not sure. 

Atris closed her eyes again and thought of the Exile, willing the object to show her what she demanded of it. After a few jittering moments, showing Atris flashes of Tatooine and Nespis first, the orb eventually betrayed an image of Eden traversing the polar regions of Telos, scaling the very mountain Atris sought refuge in now. She sucked in a breath, fear gripping her at the sight of it. In the vision, Eden was unimpinged as she scaled the mountainside, flanked by three companions as she encroached on Atris’ position. 

Atris suddenly stood; the orb almost deterred from its comfortable position in the curve of Atris’ hand.

No, not Eden, Atris thought sourly. The Exile. 

She closed her eyes and willed the sphere back to its place of hiding, only leaving the room once she felt it conceal itself within its hidden space.

It was her job to know such things. It was her duty to discover anything she did not already know. It was a sacrifice she was willing to make for the future of the Jedi, for the galaxy at large whether they knew it or not. 

Atris already knew she would be forgotten by the history texts that would follow her eventual demise, a death she saw courtesy of the orb as well. It was a shock, at first. But now it was a truth she had come to accept. A truth she had come to emulate and honor with her every decision, making every bit of it count for something. 

Eden would come here, yes. Eventually. And Atris would stand her ground. Just as she’d planned these last nine years.

And Eden would be the end of her. She knew that now.

Just as she’d been the beginning of her, too.

Notes:

Sorry... it's been a while. I wrote a bunch of self-indulgent fic that will likely never see the light of day for an entirely different fandom for the last two (*cough* more like three *cough*) months, but kept inevitably coming back to this project as usual and *finally* here we are. This was originally meant to be longer but will instead be split in two parts so hopefully the next chapter will be up soon and I'll otherwise remain true to my past year or so's ability to churn out chapters more regularly until this whale of a baby is out in the open to completion (that's the dream!)

Also this chapter title is subject to change, maybe... not a huge fan of it. Not sure if it matters anyway.

In any case, thanks everyone :) Happy to have y'all here, wherever, whoever, and whenever you are.

Chapter 45: Onto the Next

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Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins

Mical

 

He was driving himself crazy.

Maybe it was the lack of food or the lack of sunlight. Or maybe it was his mind’s complete inability to rest

The moment Mical’s head would hit his makeshift pillow, Mical would shoot up again with another search query to test, another unanswerable question that would leave him sleepless and utterly obsessed until he simply couldn’t read anymore and would inevitably collapse on the floor before waking with a start again, another question fresh on his mind…

The laigreks continued to bring their daily rations, though they were growing few and far between now. Whether that had anything to do with the creatures’ limited understanding of his human needs or the state of his ghostly hosts’ stores, Mical was not sure. He was an odd mixture of too preoccupied to question it, as well as perhaps too scared to broach the subject entirely, filling his days otherwise with every errant question he’d ever had, able to access the Jedi Archive for the first time since he’d last seen one at the ripe age of fourteen. Or was it thirteen?

Mical lapsed for a moment, finding himself unconscious for a brief second as he stood at the archive’s console, swaying on his feet as sleep threatened to take over. He blinked through it, willing himself awake again before he finally relented and nearly collapsed atop the console itself, bracing against the font of it with his forearms as if it were the only thing keeping him upright. And perhaps it was. 

He cursed under his breath as he finally gave in, succumbing to his leaden limbs as he lowered himself slowly to the ground, keeping hold of the console as if it were a banister letting him down easy. Mical turned and leaned his head against its podium, his head sweetly drifting off to nothingness as dreams formed behind his eyes the moment he let his head rest against its plasteel stalk, only to jerk awake the moment he relaxed because his pocket erupted with an uncertain buzzing.

Not now,” Mical muttered, rummaging through his pants pocket for the damn thing before procuring it and looking at it stupidly. He must have slept on it, leaving the device on. Or had he left it on? Hoping to finally hail Erebus with the slew of mysteries he’d uncovered, before eventually convincing himself that he’d never speak to the man again before coming back around to the idea once more in an endless cycle…

He was too tired for this. His usually astute observation had left the premises, leaving him only with primal annoyance. Mical muttered still as he fumbled with the thing and finally allowed for the voices urging their way to an audience to come through.

“-This channel is empty, so go ahead-” a ghostly voice garbled through the damaged comm. “We should start regrouping within the week if all goes as planned.”

“And the ruins?” a different voice asked, this one clearer yet also somehow familiar.

A right mess but salvageable, or so Azkul claims.”

Azkul. Mical was suddenly more alert now as he eavesdropped, wondering if this were the Force at work or perhaps his own unconscious genius. The man’s still alive?

Mical’s eyes blinked himself even more awake, his body now thrumming with adrenaline as he recounted his final moments in the ancient ruins, certain that Erebus would be the end of the Golden Company’s leader here if only for the pure hatred filling his bright green eyes as he told Mical to go. What happened?

We’ve secured an allegiance with Ulo so at least we have those dirt mongers on our side,”  the first voice said again in the same garbled, vaguely metallic tone - Dirt mongers, Mical echoed internally. The scavengers? I’ll alert you of any updates within the next hour.”

“Will do,” the other voice said, and that’s when Mical made the connection - Rahasia Sandral. “We’ll be careful for now, lest we attract any more attention. You do the same now, yeah?”

“Affirmative,” the other voice rejoined. “Over and out.”

Mical sat in silence for what felt like minutes, his heart still racing and his breath quick. It only took a quick glance at the readout of the chrono-watch that over an hour had actually passed. Mical held the display up to his face as if it would rearrange its readout to better match his internal clock, shaking his head as the device did no such thing. 

“I’m losing my mind,” Mical muttered to nothing and no one, finding only that a lingering laigrek asleep at the half-collapsed entrance to the archive raised its head as if offended he spoke. “Sorry.”

Mical shook his head again and rose once more to his feet, adrenaline still coursing his limbs as if he ran on pure battery acid. He tried to push back the notion that he’d been waiting with an elevated heart rate for over an hour to the back of his mind, knowing the medical implications and choosing to ignore them, as he eyed his pilfered comm again still sitting demurely in his hand.

He’d fidgeted with the controls over the last few days, finding nothing of import until now. He adjusted the signal and confirmed that it was still set to an odd frequency, wondering if the Golden Company had been using it this entire time or had only just discovered its disuse before adopting it themselves. 

Without hesitation, Mical ordered the comm to send out a probe signal, one seemingly random should anyone glance at it, but evident should the right person be listening. It hailed a single name - Aiden. 

Mical sank back down against the podium of the archive console, staring at the comm all the while, almost unblinking. 

It only took a few minutes before a voice answered on an adjacent channel.

“...”

At first, there was only static. And then-

“I honestly didn’t think you’d call.”

Erebus sounded so tired, so harrowed, and so… stunned. Mical was almost offended, wondering why the man wouldn’t expect Mical to make good on his promise by following up on their previous agreement, even if deep down Mical knew that by all rights he should not be conspiring with a Sith under any circumstances. 

“I-”

Mical faltered, biting down on his lower lip to stop himself from saying me too. And while that had been his instinctual response, he also knew that it was not true. But more devastating in its realization was the notion that Mical did not want Erebus to think that. 

“I had some questions,” he said, at first unsurely before regaining his footing, closing his eyes against the archival console and bracing himself as he calculated his next words. “But… I also wanted to warn you.”

“Warn me?” 

Mical could almost imagine Erebus’ smirk in response, shaking his head and the image of it away before he responded.

“You haven’t been listening in on this comm, have you?”

For a moment, there was silence. And then…

“I was, just now at least.” Erebus sighed. “You heard it, too, I take it?”

Mical nodded as if Erebus could see, finding himself silly in the act of it but shaking it off nonetheless. 

“I thought you-”

“Killed him?” Erebus finished with a huff. “The last I saw of Azkul, he was being dragged off by kath hounds. I had every right to expect him dead.”

Only silence followed as Mical imagined the scene, recalling the way Erebus looked as he begged Mical to leave, part of him wondering in the moment if the Sith would make it out of there alive either. 

“I was a fool to even think so, though deep down I knew it wasn’t true.”

Erebus sounded almost… regretful. But not in the way Mical expected. 

“How so?” he found himself asking, surprised at his own question as well as surprised at the turn their conversation was taking and his willingness to quietly speak with Erebus as if they were old friends. Perhaps that was simply what happened when one is kidnapped and escapes with someone in the same situation, their quick camaraderie not unlike some of the fleeting friendships Mical experienced during the war. At least that’s what he tried to tell himself as he eagerly awaited Erebus’ response. 

“I… have a feeling I know how he will meet his end,” Erebus revealed in a low voice, sounding even more tired than he had when he’d answered the comm, as well as any time in the last few days Mical had witnessed the man rebound from any number of otherwise serious injuries.

Mical stared at the far wall, still half-collapsed and swathed in the shadow of early morning from what little light trickled into the space, but he swore he saw something there. A figure, or perhaps two, approaching the archive from the outer ruins. A figure he knew he would eventually meet in the coming days…

“Your sister,” Mical offered, almost as a question but more so as a statement. Even though he could not see him, Mical sensed Erebus nod on the other end of the comm.

“Indeed,” Erebus sighed. “Whatever is abrew on Dantooine is far from over. Are you at least safe for the moment?”

Safe. The word echoed in the lightyears between them as well as in the empty room Mical now sat alone in, soaking the word in as he ruminated on it in the moments that followed.

“For now, yes,” Mical said. “Though I cannot say much for my well being for much longer.”

“But you made it back to Khoonda?” Erebus asked, the same unusual concern coloring his voice to the point that Mical questioned whether he was actually talking to him and not someone else. 

“Actually no, I-” Mical bit his lower lip as he glanced about the room, as if worried that someone might overhear. And in a way, he was. “I managed to get back into the Jedi Archives. I’m the only one here.”

“In the ruins?” Erebus asked, incredulous. “How did you manage that?”

“A story for another time,” Mical promised, knowing that it implied a future conversation were there to be one, errantly hoping that there would be. “What I really wanted to know were some answers, especially now that I’m here.”

“Well, how fortuitous because I come bearing fruit,” Erebus laughed lightly, sounding more like his usual sardonic self. “As well as other questions, if you don’t mind my asking.”

Mical shook his head, as if he had an audience. 

“We made an agreement,” he said. “It’s only fair.”

“Fair?” Erebus laughed again, sounding almost nervous now but charming still despite the rasp in his voice betraying his poor health. Whatever had happened since Nespis was truly weighing on the man now, Mical could feel it, and perhaps Erebus was putting on a show of it as a means of disguising how truly hurt he really was.

“Fair given the nature of your queries, I should say,” Mical amended. “That and I need you to answer a question of mine first, and honestly.”

“And how will you ever know if I am being honest?”

Mical paused, considering the question intently even if he already knew his answer. 

“I won’t,” Mical said. “But it’s up to me to ask it anyway. Whatever you say, whether truth or not, will tell me all I need to know.”

Another pause. Mical imagined what Erebus looked like now - likely terrible and more pallid than before, and perhaps even more gaunt if it were possible - but more so he wondered where Erebus was now. Despite the clear exhaustion in the Sith’s voice, he sounded comfortable besides. At least in a safe place… But where might that be?

“Go ahead,” Erebus sighed after a beat. “Ask.”

“Is Master Vash with you?”

Yet another pause. 

“She is,” Erebus said tersely. “In fact she’s just in the other room.”

Mical wasn’t sure how he knew, but he could sense Erebus glance over his shoulder, as if he’d somehow gleaned a brief glimpse into where the man was and what he was doing like he might were they talking via holo. 

“I can get her, if you’d like-”

“Maybe later,” Mical interrupted, knowing he should have taken Erebus up at the offer but also knowing he was too hounded with his own questions enough to push the matter even if telling Zayne as much might set his mind at ease. Or perhaps it wouldn’t… “Have you found anything out about the pylons?”

“Unfortunately,” Erebus said. “But it’s locked behind a login I’ve yet to get a workaround to. All archival history here about the thing and anything like it is blocked unless I had Darth Revan’s access to the consoles.”

Darth Revan. Not just Revan - but Darth Revan. 

Mical shuddered, wondering exactly where Erebus was with earnest now. Where would Revan have secured her Sith stronghold?

“But there she is again, isn’t she?” Mical said, standing again and accessing the logs they’d examined days ago, the ones altered by someone using Erebus’ abandoned account. “Revan. Everything keeps coming back to her.”

“I don’t like it,” Erebus said. “But it makes me wonder…”

“Wonder what?” Mical asked almost too quickly, but he wanted to know more than he cared about coming off as cool and collected. 

“I wonder just how long Revan was planning her Sith takeover,” Erebus muttered. “I didn’t believe the rumors when I was still a Jedi on Coruscant, though my Master at the time would have liked to believe otherwise. And yet…” Erebus tsked loud enough into the comm to cause it to sputter and wrinkle with static before his voice came through clearly again. “It’s odd that she was found with an object of unknown origin and continued to search for it later, seemingly both before and after she… turned. It’s almost as if-”

“As if she joined the Jedi only to follow the trail?” Mical finished. 

“And then became a Sith once that trail ran cold,” Erebus added. “Only for her to be attacked by her friend, her apprentice, and then mindwiped into oblivion and leaving us… well, here.”

“I feel like it’s a start but it still feels wrong, and not just because of my moral obligations. Maybe it’s less complicated than that. What if instead of Revan pursuing the power, what if… what if this unknown source sought her out? Just as it did Exar Kun, if Nomi Sunrider’s story is to be believed.”

Erebus huffed a laugh. 

“You know your hearsay well,” Erebus confessed with an air of surprise. 

“Even if either of us are right, we’re still left without a real lead.” Mical sighed, rapping his fingers across the console keyboard in thought. “Unless-”

“Unless?” Erebus echoed.

Mical blinked - slowly at first and then in quick succession, desperately trying to rein his mind in before he could lose control of his train of thought, but before he could answer, he typed in another series of queries for the archival console to answer for him. And thankfully - it answered. 

“Unless what?” Erebus asked again, breaking Mical out of his single-minded reverie.

“I know you said that Revan’s logs were blocked behind a login, but were all of her logs hidden in such a way?” Mical asked, still typing furiously. “If we can trace her interests through the years, perhaps there are some clues there.”

The comm was silent as Erebus stewed over Mical’s suggestion, still putting the pieces together when Mical lightly slapped the console in satisfaction, a series of logs possibly pertaining to his query appearing on the screen.

“I just brought up logs about Revan from other Jedi here, namely those who trained her, such as Zhar Lestin early on who noted that Revan’s father worked at a university. Apparently she mentioned it in a training session with him but that he couldn’t glean more from her on the subject - such as what he studied or where the school was located, only that he suspected that he worked in either history or archaeology. Perhaps her father had found something like this before? Hence why she was found with one of those odd black pyramids…”

There was another moment of silence, though a charged one. Mical sensed Erebus’ interest instantly piqued as he heard the adjoining sound of quick typing from the other end of the comm before Erebus finally commended, “Perhaps you’re right… Ah.”

“Ah? Ah what?” Mical demanded, wishing desperately that he could see whatever screen Erebus was looking at if not for the immediate answers he sought but out of sheer curiosity as to what knowledge a Sith archive might hold. 

“Revan had secured a series of holocrons in her chambers, as well as selected a few she meant to seek out, though it appears…” Erebus typed some more, his heightened interest obvious in the sheer volume of his typing, “She’d yet to secure them. But the coordinates of possible locations are still here. And they’re accessible.”

Accessible. 

“Send it to me,” Mical requested. “I’ll see if I can find anything here as well. If the Jedi were looking into securing particular Sith artifacts, including holocrons, perhaps there is some overlap.”

“Good thinking,” Erebus commended, a slight smile evident in his voice. Mical blushed a deep scarlet, his cheeks growing hot as he willed the physiological reaction away and tried to focus on the breakthrough he hoped he’d just made. “Wait, send it to… where exactly?”

“Good question,” Mical paused. He aimlessly navigated the archive screen, clicking in and out of windows before backtracking again. “I’d say we could use your login but clearly someone’s already hijacked it.”

“Use mine,” another voice intervened. 

Master Vash

Mical had thought Erebus was telling the truth, though part of him still doubted the man, yet the harrowed sound of Vash’s voice now did more than just confirm the Sith’s attestations.

“I’ve been using it rather frequently over the years, and if someone from outside the Jedi has compromised the system then my whereabouts were likely already in jeopardy. It would be stranger if I suddenly stopped using it now than if it were used at all.”

“Thank you, Master Vash,” Mical bowed his head, even though the woman could not witness the respectful gesture. “It would be much appreciated.”

“Anything to help,” she said, before disappearing again. 

“She’s not doing well,” Erebus said quietly after a long minute, likely after Vash had already left the room or at least earshot. “The energies here are weighing on her. We’ll have to leave soon, though I doubt where we’re headed will be much better.”

“Where are you headed?” Mical asked. 

“First to the Japrael System to finish some business, and then… to Korriban.”

Korriban.

Mical had read up endlessly on the place though he never imagined himself ever stepping foot there. Not because he didn’t want to - he was curious, after all - but because he did not know the coordinates and doubted he’d ever meet anyone who did. Until now…

“I will likely discover more there, if anything remains.” Erebus paused, tsking audibly again before continuing. “Though considering Vash’s visions, I believe something does.”

Mical said nothing. He’d only felt the Force in echoes and whispers since his time with the Golden Company, under the icy eyes of Azkul and what would unilaterally be considered torture by Republic standards - but despite its silence now, he knew Erebus’ feeling to be utterly true. For better or for worse. 

“I’ll send you what I find,” Erebus said after a beat, “Are you ready to receive Vash’s login info?”

“I am,” Mical agreed. 

Within a moment, Erebus relayed Vash’s information to Mical and then promptly signed off. The comm fell silent. It felt unceremonious, given everything. Though what Mical was expecting otherwise, he was not sure. 

A laigrek scurried nearby, poking its head into the space as if quietly asking Mical if he were alright. He nodded, beckoning it closer until he could pet its elongated neck, relishing in the soft clicking sound it made at the contact. Mical could not say he expected any of this - his allegiance with a Sith, being holed up here, and at the behest of some unseen host that could speak with beasts… Mical shook his head just as the laigrek deposited another satchel, this time full of dried meat and berries, before it wandered off, clicking pleasantly. 

Somehow he knew it would continue to be a strange journey. He watched as the laigrek exited the archive, the ghostly silhouette of his would-be visitor poised in the doorway left in the creature’s wake, just as it appeared in his momentary vision earlier.

It won’t be long now,, something inside him said, though it wasn’t nearly as strong as the Force felt back in the ancient ruins. An inner part of him ached at the thought of it, wishing he could sense it again as he was forced to, even if the circumstances under which it occurred was less than ideal. 

I can show you, a voice promised from the void. Or at least… I can try.

Mical hadn’t heard his mysterious hosts’ voice in quite some time, and while part of him was glad to hear it again another part of him was wary.

Mical shook his head again before slumping back down to the floor, properly ready for sleep now. 

“Maybe tomorrow,” he said, wondering who he should trust - if anyone, at all. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

Around this time yesterday, Mission was beginning to feel good. She was beginning to think that things would turn around for them, that things were looking up. 

She’d just helped Asra relay another message to General Valen after Darek returned with news of the scavengers, and while his intel betrayed something of an unfortunate alliance with the rebel faction still going strong in these parts, it felt like they at least had the upper hand. 

Until last night.

Or the middle last night, if Mission wanted to be precise in her recollection of events, after being shaken awake by a frenzied Zayne with an alarmed looking Zaalbar at his side. She stood now in the Khoonda vault, nursing a headache and rubbing the lack of sleep from her eyes as Carth’s holoimage stomped around whatever poor room housed his unending anger now.

“No way in hell you’re going anywhere, Bastila,” Carth seethed, though it was clear his anger was not directed at the woman herself but at the barrage of bad news the man had been on the receiving end of for the last six months though likely more, last night’s news being the worst of it so far. “It’s too dangerous. Everyone’s on high alert, and not just to cash in on the Jedi but to avoid any at all costs.”

“But if everyone’s after the Exile, maybe it’s actually the best time for Bastila to leave?” Mission offered unsurely, still fighting sleep but finding her logic had some credence to it. “Even if people are looking for Jedi, General Valen’s face is the one on all the billboards right now. Maybe that’s enough of a distraction for any remaining Jedi left to move.”

“Perhaps,” Bastila offered, nursing the knot she often got in her jaw when stressed, her holo-image stuttering slightly with the motion. “I’m sure some will have that idea. But the question is, do we think it’s worth the risk?”

“Absolutely not,” Carth shook his head. “I’m having a hard enough time tracking the Exile down after she stormed the TSF, dumb as they are. The Lieutenant there at least guaranteed me that he doesn’t believe she’ll leave the planet anytime soon though he did give her leave of the station.”

Carth hung his head before shaking it, the tiredness clear in every bone in his body, and Mission could relate. 

“I’ll already have a field day tracking her down, I don’t need to have to go looking after you too.”

Mission glanced at Bastila’s holo, wondering if the woman would take this as a compliment or an insult. But Bastila betrayed no emotion this time, likely using all of her energy to keep herself together as she so often did, especially after her unusual display of emotion the last time they all spoke. 

“I know you’re just looking out for me, Carth, but I am beginning to worry whether I too have begun to overstay my welcome. It’s only a matter of time before someone recognizes me.”

“It may not be a great idea to come here either, then,” Mission sighed. “You trained on Dantooine, right Bas? All the locals are sure to recognize you. And with half of them now sided with the Golden Company-”

“Mission’s absolutely right,” Carth said with a nod. Mission bit her lip, trying not to swell with an internal pride she’d always yearned from Griff, also internally angry that she finally felt it because of something Carth said of all people, who felt more like a pushy stepdad to her than anything. “There’s far too much room for error if you go to Dantooine. Maybe it’s best if you stay put.”

“But I can’t just… sit here.”

Bastila looked so frustrated, which the woman often did, but it was different this time. Dark circles lined her eyes, and her hair was a mess, though Mission wanted to believe that part was just in line with Bastila’s current MO of generally laying low. 

“We could still use your guidance,” Mission offered with a shrug. “With Vash gone, you’re the only other Jedi we got, not counting Vrook because that old bat won’t say much…”

“Fine,” Bastila resigned, biting back a smile as she returned her attention to Carth now. “But what will you do? Are you still going to try and secure an audience with the Exile?”

Try being the operative word here,” Carth groaned. “Not sure how long that woman will stay on Telos, but here’s to hoping she’ll at least come your way on Dantooine, Mission.”

Mission nodded, opening her mouth to say something sarcastic if only to lighten the mood but Carth cut her off. 

“Which is another reason I think it best you stay away, Bastila,” Carth added. “If General Valen heeds Asra’s messages then she’s likely headed there next.”

“And if they’re looking for her, they’ll surely find me,” Bastila finished for him with an affirmative though solemn nod. “Got it.”

“I really wish there was better news,” Carth exhaled, his gaze zoning out into the middle distance before he shook his head and got back to business. “Anyway, I-”

“Wait, Carth,” Mission interrupted this time with genuine interest. “What happened on Onderon? I take you did find the source of the contraband weapons?”

Carth huffed a laugh and hung his head again, his hands firm on his hips as a look of utter annoyance overcame his face. 

The Golden Company, if you’d believe it,” he muttered. “But here’s the thing - the transaction was never completed. The mercs we detained claim to have been outbid by someone else, so my job here isn’t exactly done because unfortunately I believe they’re telling the truth.”

“Too many things are adding up, Carth,” Bastila said in a harrowed half-whisper. “It’s a big galaxy, and there are far too many coincidences for my liking.”

“You and me both, sister,” Carth sighed. “You and me both.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Citadel Station, Residential Module 084, Apartment D1

Atton

 

Atton was surprised he’d managed to sleep at all.

Days ago, he’d found himself awake simply on edge because he hadn’t heard from Luxa about what his next move would be, eager to know where the next drop would take place or where the next crumb he’d need to leave in the woman’s wake. And even in the weeks, months, and years before that, he’d always kept himself in a half-awake state, shoes on and blaster by his side, or wrench in the case of his time on Peragus. It all began when he was a child, still a bastard posing as a servant of the house, but it only became a continuous habit regardless of his whereabouts after the war. Especially after Malachor. 

And despite it all, he’d slept. And not just dozed off, but really slept. In the presence of the woman responsible for what happened at Malachor no less. And in his sleep, he’d dreamt of his father for the first time in a long time. 

How would you like to live here? With me? Feron had asked. We could make you a proper squire of House Rist. Would be nice, wouldn’t it?

Atton had thought of that moment often in his younger years, wondering if his father was earnest or if he was just trying to sweeten a young Jaq into winning his illegitimate father some more money in perpetuity along with whatever household secrets the help were always privy to, what his life would have been like had his father made good on his promise instead of leading him on with wishes of future riches had his mother not squandered whatever winnings Atton managed to come home with when he felt obliged to return to her decaying farmstead. It was the only thing to keep the place going, and when the vineyard sold, whatever he managed to win went to the farm, and then… 

“Hey, Atton,” Eden’s muffled voice beckoned from beyond his closed door. “You good?”

You good, Atton echoed bitterly. Was he ever?

“In a minute.”

Atton nursed his temples, a pounding headache throbbing beneath the surface of his skull just as hyperspace routes replaced whatever errant thoughts previously occupied his brain. 

Thank the Maker. Not all was lost. 

Atton’s boots were still on, and his blasters were still nearby, in fact one of them was still precariously resting in his reclining palm as he slept with the safety off. Atton coughed purposefully to an audience of no one and made himself presentable, glancing at the holo-clock on the nightstand and hoping that his presence wasn’t missed for the last twenty or so minutes. With his usual false air of confidence, Atton exited his TSF appointed room (even if he was the one to formally choose this specific bedroom) and entered the common space proper where Eden and Kreia stood facing one another, hands on hips, both women staring Atton down as if his vote on whatever they were talking about were about to change the tide of the present tension currently slicing through the room. 

Atton froze. 

“Did I…” Atton looked from Eden to Kreia, and back to Eden again before stupidly saying, “…miss something?”

“Our eponymous leader’s friends left a message for her in your absence,” Kreia announced. “Suggesting that we change course for Dantooine.”

“Atton was the one who gave me the message Kreia, he knows. And I still think we should go there,” Eden pressed, rounding on Kreia. “But I also think we should finish our business here first.”

Our business?” Kreia echoed, but Atton cut the woman off just as she looked as if she were about to launch into one of her usual cryptic speeches about our moral obligation to others and why that was bad or counterproductive something that didn’t jive with the idea Atton otherwise had of Jedi that lived rent-free in his brain.

“Well,” Atton shrugged, smirking unsurely. “Sounds like we have everything already figured out, no?”

He made for the kitchenette as if that settled things, pouring himself a healthy glass of water from the pristine refresher as Kreia and Eden stared each other down. 

“So it seems,” Kreia eventually relented just as she crossed her arms over her chest. “I still think we should see where Telos leads us before we consider our next destination. The Force tells me our business here has yet to conclude.”

Our business,” Eden huffed. “How come when you say it, it’s-“

“So let’s do that,” Atton cut in and shrugged again as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, eyeing Eden over the edge of his palm, finding that her shoulders seemed to relax at Atton’s insistent suggestion as nonchalantly as he played it. “We’ll play it by ear.”

Affable as ever.

“I suppose so,” Kreia said. If the woman had visible eyes, Atton imagined the woman would have narrowed them in his direction. “Though I still believe we should keep our options open, the mindset of which being the most important thing. If our minds are too set on a possible future that may not come to pass, we may miss the things that are already in front of us as well as what other paths might be worth traversing.”

“I’m not saying we won’t do that,” Eden argued softly, another side of the woman emerging in the wake of the version Atton so recently saw of her in the Czerka offices, the girl named Ithira nearly throwing her datapad at Eden’s feet when she so much as insinuated that she had need of it, begging that Eden not push her way to an audience with Jana Lorso as if her livelihood depended on it. And maybe it did…”But I think it’s an option worth considering, especially seeing as we have no other leads.”

Kreia pursed her lips.

Yet,” Eden added imploringly. “No other leads, yet.”

“That is fair,” Kreia said. “Though I urge caution. If anyone is looking for remnant Jedi, Dantooine is the first place they might look.”

Eden seemed to genuinely consider this, her gaze glazing over as she imagined the possibilities before nodding sagely. “You’re right,” she said. “We’ll tread with caution. But in the meantime-”

Now Eden looked to Atton, and he suddenly felt as if he were being put on the spot. 

This is where affable gets you, idiot, he thought sourly. Best to play it cool. 

“Off to the surface?” she asked. 

He supposed she meant to sound more authoritative in her statement, but instead Eden seemed unsure, looking to Atton for corroboration though he didn’t know why. Her face was clean now - void of blood and all memory of the day before - and Atton wasn’t sure what to think of it. Part of him now associated the blood-stained version of her with Malachor, the night he lost all of his squadmates and whatever family he had in the wake of his mother’s death. His father had still been alive then, the last he’d checked, but Atton hadn’t talked to the man in ages. He considered returning to Alderaan once or twice, thinking of taking his father up on his ancient offer upon finding that none of his friends’ ships had made it out of that final battle unscathed, their bombers caught in the implosive orbit of the Mass Shadow Generator upon ignition. Atton’s was the only one to escape the pull of the implosion, and he still wasn’t sure how he felt about that. But the way Eden was looking at him now felt decidedly unlike anything he otherwise would have imagined from the person that ordered a weapon of mass destruction of that magnitude to be employed, her eyes wide and almost imploring as she awaited his response.

“To the surface,” he echoed, almost choking on his words but standing behind them in full. At least in appearance. Or so he told himself. 

You’re free to leave - so long as you keep in touch, the memory of Luxa’s veiled threat lingered in the back of his mind, haunting him lest he forget.

Atton would never be free, he knew that much. But Eden didn’t have to know that. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos, Citadel Station, Deck Module 004

Eden

 

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Eden groaned as she neared the loading dock that Lieutenant Grenn had referred to earlier, shaking her head. The streets were still quiet after the previous night’s events, allowing them quick access to most of the station, but Eden knew things felt a little too easy as they approached the shuttle bay. “That sonofabitch is smarter than I gave him credit for.”

Sitting idly on Deck Module 004 was a planet-hopper. Sure, it allowed Eden to do as she promised the Ithorians, certain that she could at least keep her promise to Chodo Habat, but as for her next move once that was over…

“This is -” Atton huffed a laugh “-quite possibly the most pristine looking vehicle I’ve ever seen in my life. Outside of a dealership floor, I mean,” Atton let out a low whistle. “Doesn’t mean jack shit in terms of handling, but - heh - I’m sure I can figure it out.”

The man was still being oddly agreeable; which was on the one hand rather suspicious, but on the other a nice counterbalance to Kreia and her perpetually off-putting moods. Eden had to give the woman credit, though. She did have a point. But her on again, off again sensibility when it came to what felt like either offering Eden advice or doling out orders was a pattern Eden had yet to uncover. The times in which their Force bond kicked in also seemed to be at random were it not for Kreia’s unyielding coolness whenever it occurred, always appearing in-the-know whereas Eden was left perpetually in the dark. 

It will at least allow us to complete our business, Kreia said in her mind, as if privy to Eden’s previous thoughts. I have already stated my belief that Telos has more to show us, but I also believe it will show us the way off it when the time is right. 

“What I’m more concerned about is Grenn,” Eden muttered normally, trying to ignore Atton’s bemused expression as they neared the hopper, confused at the half-conversation he was now witnessing, unsure if Eden was talking to him or to Kreia. “He clearly wants me to stay nearby until the Admiral arrives, but I’m not eager to find out what else that man might do if he’s desperate.”

“Nothing that would be in the disinterest of Telos or this station,” Kreia rumbled in response, her voice calm yet contemplative. Eden got the feeling the woman was being honest in her answer. 

“Well, in any case, can you tell me what coordinates Habat gave you? I need to know where we’re piloting this thing,” Atton plucked the access chip Grenn granted her with and demanded that the loading ramp descend, timing it perfectly so it met the floor of the docking bay a split-second before Atton’s boot first stepped onto it. 

“Sure, yeah,” Eden rummaged around her robes, her fingers pausing over the small collection of datapads in her pocket. After thumbing over each of them, she chose the one gifted by the Ithorians - an older model, and rough around the edges - and pushed it into Atton’s expectant grip. Their fingers brushed lightly, Eden lingering for a moment too long before she blinked, finally retracting her touch just as Atton did the same. She could have sworn that the man recoiled before he assumed his usual easy-going half-smile (which she noticed he was laying on a little too thickly since the deal with Slusk) and disappeared into the hopper. Eden froze before the open mouth of the vehicle, staring up into its depths as Kreia began to walk the length of the ramp ahead of her, stopping halfway and turning in Eden’s direction with a heavy sigh.

“I imagine our strange alliances will only grow in number as this wears on,” Kreia said as she pinned her empty sleeve beneath her other elbow, an attempt at crossing her arms. Eden flexed her mirrored hand, feeling the absence of Atton’s recent touch as well as Kreia’s existential one. She inhabited both in her mind, sensing the solidity and the lack until each canceled out the other, leaving her with -

“It’s best we get going,” Kreia urged. We can discuss the myriad of threads and spools later. 

Eden paused, looking into the hollowed depths of Kreia’s hood before glancing out at the glowy expanse of Citadel Station. The port offered a view of both the cityscape and the planet below, energies milling between both that echoed within Eden, intermingling in the past and in the present. In ways she was not quite familiar with yet somehow felt primordial, as if buried in her bone marrow since birth but only just unearthed, some ancient relic once forgotten now found again.

Eden shook her head, unable to rid herself of the feeling and the half-realized truth of it, wondering if it would ever make sense.

Kreia still waited on the loading ramp. And concealed from beneath the shadow of her hood, Eden felt as if Kreia smiled - though how she knew this or why the woman would smile, Eden did not know. And she wasn’t sure if she wanted to know, either.

Notes:

The last two chapters feel a bit like filler and I mean they *are* because I like to get from one part to the next with some cohesion but... idk I feel like it's dragging again despite these portions feeling necessary. Anyway, I am expecting the next few chapters to be more interesting so hopefully that pans out haha

Chapter 46: Guilt in the Lack of Penance

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3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

 

Atton knew that things were going too well. He’d known it for a while. 

He’d left Alderaan without so much as a veiled threat from his father, and a half-hearted one at that. No one had tried to track him down or make sure he kept quiet. It was as if he’d never existed. And in a way he never really did. 

He was certain the war would kill him. If not the first one, then the one that quickly followed. But he was wrong on both counts.

The fact that he’d made it a year on Peragus was, in itself, a miracle. The moment he eyed the first waiver on his opening contract knowing that he may very well be blown to bits and was about to sign his life away, a part of him hoped he might die in such an explosion. 

It would be quick. It would be easy. 

Part of it was a lingering feeling that had haunted him since Malachor, always waiting for the other boot to drop, wondering when the universe would remember that he was supposed to die there along with the rest of his squad - and presumably Corr Desyk as well. For some reason, Atton always imagined that the Jedi he once called a friend perished with his trademark charming smirk upon impact, an expression that had grown familiar in the short time Atton had known him. It was, at first, a welcoming thing before it all turned sour - and an expression Atton sometimes imagined inhabiting himself as if having inherited it like a death mask.

As much as Atton felt their fates had crossed wires, accidentally switching places against the universe’s plans, he at least knew that Corr deserved it. That the man deserved to die for leading them all to ruin in Revan’s shadow. Or so Atton believed in the years that followed…

But he’d survived the year. Peragus had been merciful. And even when the year was out, Atton managed to survive one such explosion. Not one he’d signed off on, but one that engulfed him in its fury and flame anyway, leaving him only with superficial flesh wounds and a minor concussion. A blessing Atton knew he very much did not deserve. 

When he was left alone in that sorry excuse of a detention center, Atton was certain the last thing he would see before eventually perishing was the orange glow of the plasma cage that kept him from seeking help. But it was the very same plasma prison that kept him from meeting the same fate as the rest of the station. And then Eden walked in…

He was saved. Or so he thought, unaware of the bloodshed to come.

And now as the TSF planet hopper careened precariously towards the nearest mountainside, Atton knew that while some of his luck was running out now, he unfortunately wouldn’t die in this wreck either.

The first thing to go was all sense of feeling. 

He saw the impact, knew it should have folded his spine and all his limbs like an accordion, but he remained limber, loose as if already dead and impervious to the flying debris that floated almost in slow-motion as his unblinking eyes witnessed the crash and the subsequent damage that followed. The viewport collapsed on itself, the duraglass shattering and obscuring all view of their unplanned landing site. He raised an arm to shield his face, just as he had during the blast on Peragus. He knew it must have hurt. He knew a limb or two would likely break, if not suffer irreparable injury. Neither happened.

His hearing went next, just as it had on the mining colony. An errant ringing replaced all sound and any expectation he had of observing the crunch of metal meeting mountain even if his brain imagined the carnage in its stead. 

Atton felt no physical sensation, shock blocking out any pain he should have felt, or would eventually in an hour or so, but he somehow knew his body was floating in space. In limbo as the ship collided with Telos and became one with it. Suspended in both space and time for what felt like a life’s age before his body came crashing back down again, a shower of shattered plasteel and metal raining against his face, sharp shards of duraglass almost piercing the leather of his jacket upon impact. And he also somehow knew that Eden and Kreia were behind him, experiencing very much the same thing.

At first it happened slowly, time stilling as if making sure that Atton was paying attention this time, waiting until his brain acknowledged the crash and the reality of it before fast-forwarding, moving past the impact and the languid recovery that would follow, groggily awakening from the black of sleep to realize just how injured he was. Only he didn’t. And he wasn’t.

He was the first to wake. 

Eden and Kreia lay slumped nearby, unconscious but still very much alive. 

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven…

All of his other faculties had quieted in the wake of the crash, yet his mind still raced. 

Figures, he thought amidst the imaginary dealing of another hypothetical hand.

Atton raised his own hand to his chest, finding his heartbeat alarmingly normal. His head was also unusually clear and free of pain, his limbs unexpectedly lithe, every part of him surprisingly fine save for a split lip as far as he could tell. The only painfully predictable thing that happened next, and of his own dumb volition of course, was that he reached for Eden first, internally hoping that Kreia’s withered body found it appropriate to finally leave this plane of existence entirely despite knowing he wasn’t that lucky.

Here we go again,” he muttered to no one as he shouldered Eden’s weight and scanned the wreckage for a way out, thinking back to when the woman had collapsed on Peragus at the phantom feeling of Kreia losing her hand. Blinking through the smoke, Atton hauled Eden out of the burning metal and out onto the grassy expanse awaiting him on the other side. He set her down in a bed of weeds wreathed with purple flowers, and it almost felt like a funeral. 

Eden nearly coughed up a lung before she regained composure, her green eyes scanning and registering the wreckage before looking at Atton with eyes wide, concern clear on her face.

“Are you alright?” were her first words. 

Atton couldn’t help but think of her, covered in blood with a merciless knee on Lopak Slusk’s throat. A version of her that coincided with the image he possessed of whoever had made the call at Malachor. Someone ruthless and bloodthirsty. Unfeeling and everything he hated about the Jedi. Pragmatic to the last. But the woman that looked at him now was anything but. She was the woman who thought to feed him first before asking him questions, unsure of his trustworthiness. The woman who valued his opinions as well as his experience, who put faith in his ability to fly as well as his ability to shoot and simply read the room.

“I’m fine,” Atton said, for the first time feeling as if he were lying even if he knew he wasn’t. If only because he usually was. “Can you stand?”

“I…” Eden paused, as if only now remembering that her consciousness housed a body, testing the waters before nodding at Atton. “I think so.”

Atton helped her to her feet, tensing slightly at her touch but leaning into it after a moment, relishing in the closeness of her before regrettably looking back at the wreckage because he knew Kreia still lay unconscious inside. His gaze returned to Eden, and she nodded fervently in response.

“Let me help, I can-”

Atton held up a hand, not expecting it to silence her, though surprise coursed through him when he found it did. 

“I got this,” he assured her, though he knew there was no reason for him to assure Eden of anything. But it was her subsequent nod of appreciation, the surrender in her eyes as she sighed and took Atton at his word that gave him pause. She was pleading and earnest, every bit the opposite of the person he expected. Of a Jedi. Let alone the one responsible for what she was responsible for. 

But Atton had been wrong about plenty of things. His family included. And himself most of all.

Before Atton could place another scuffed boot on the burning wreckage, Kreia’s form emerged from the smoke, beckoning that he stand back and let her pass. She coughed but appeared more inconvenienced by the turn of events than impaired by them. 

“I believe I can manage,” Kreia assured through thin lips as she exited the now-collapsing wreckage. Atton ducked, raising a hand against the falling, flaming metal as Kreia walked off slowly, unbothered but annoyed nonetheless. 

“Of course you can,” he muttered before replacing his internal Pazaak hand with hyperspace routes. His head might have felt fine, but for the brief moment Kreia glanced at him before brushing past him, his mind felt heavy, his thoughts moving slowly as if through a thick gel. His mind quickened as he ran through coordinates along the Corellian Trade Spine, assuring him that Kreia neither saw nor gleaned anything. Let’s keep it that way. 

Atton promised Luxa that he would keep Eden in her employ, whether the woman knew it or not, but that didn’t mean he necessarily needed to stick around - right? Because if he did, Kreia would find her way in eventually. Unless Atton was ready to resurrect some old tactics… Tactics he wasn’t against using but also wasn’t quite prepared to call upon just yet, or ever again if he were being honest with himself.

He backed away from the wreckage, squinting his eyes against the crumbling metal as it succumbed to the white-hot flame of utter devastation. He had been excited to fly something so new, so pristine. He’d never flown anything so fresh out of the box before, new off the lot and primed for a pilot as eager as he was. It was no wonder the thing was shot out from under him. At first, he glanced over his left shoulder out at the hilly sweep of land beside them until his gaze fell upon an oddly smooth stretch of mountainside in the distance. Must’ve come from there, he thought amidst the relay of coordinates still littering his brain. 

And then he looked rightward at Eden and Kreia, the two women conversing seriously with their heads bowed. Eden caught Atton’s gaze and smiled slightly, in polite acknowledgement despite everything happening. And to his detriment, Atton felt his face grow red.

Atton’s luck would will out, for the moment.

But not for long.

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Erebus

 

The glove lay inconspicuous on his desk, its shape reminiscent of something Erebus had seen in a dream recently yet was unable to place it.

“Are you alright?” Vash asked, her eyes darting from his lax face to the glove and back again.

“I should be the one asking you that,” Erebus sighed as he afforded Vash a glance. “You look terrible.”

“Thanks,” she said.

Erebus shook his head.

“I mean it,” he added, “I know what you must be feeling here. I-“

“Do you?” she rounded on him, squaring her shoulders as she narrowed her eyes in his direction. She’d made this expression before, only she had been the taller one the last time he witnessed it. “Do you really?”

Yes,” he insisted. “Even someone more familiar with the Dark Side can have difficulty in a place like this. It is thick with energy not many know how to handle.”

Vash looked as if she were about to say something but instead chose not to, opening her mouth before quickly closing it again and pursing her lips. She rocked back and forth gently on her feet before slowly descending into the nearest chair, lowering her gaze to her scuffed boots against the onyx floor.

“Does… does it ever get any easier?” she asked, her voice quieter now.

“It does, and it doesn’t,” Erebus answered honestly. “Mostly it takes a lot of energy. Physical, emotional, mental, spiritual-“

“You always were resilient,” she said through a bitter smile. She didn’t look at him. Vash kept her attention on the floor, a lock of dark hair peppered with gray falling into her eyeline as she avoided him though her expression remained entirely visible as if for his benefit. “Probably more than you were ever told.”

“Now why would anyone tell me that?” he huffed a laugh, trying to lighten the mood though to what end he didn’t know. He picked up the glove from the desk and felt the fabric between his fingers as he began to pace the length of the small rug that spanned the area between his desk and the chair Vash sat in, his footsteps muffled by the indigo threads. “It all would’ve gone to my head.”

“Atris was not a woman known to dole out accolades,” Vash said again instead. “But she must have known that much.”

“I’m sure she knew a lot of things,” Erebus snipped, not angry with Vash but instead with the memory of Atris, the teacher he could never please. “Though in that regard, we are the same.”

Once upon a time he would have enjoyed that comparison, but now it only made him bitter.

Erebus held the glove up to the light, turning it as if the way it caught the illumination of the overhead lamp might reveal some inner secret. On the surface it was just like any other glove, but when in contact with his skin, he felt nothing. His body was mute to the energies he’d grown so used to accommodating, to listening to. It was almost nice – like a vacation.

You should be wearing these,” he said, offering her the garment. “It should help.”

“But I should be getting used to this,” Vash argued softly. “I should be-“

“At least get used to wearing them before we meet Darth Nihilus,” he said, carefully enunciating his Master’s name – Ni-hil-us – not in a way that was patronizing but in a way that he hoped came across as honest. He’d subconsciously kept the name off his tongue in his former Master’s presence, but now he wanted to let her know that she could trust him. Even if he wasn’t exactly sure if she should.

Vash’s gaze met his again.

“We’re really doing this, then?” Vash asked, breaking him out of his reverie.

Erebus nodded.

“We have to,” he sighed. “If we wish to get to Korriban without issue, we will unfortunately need to obey my Master’s wishes to meet him in the Japrael System. Plus, I think there may be something of interest there for us.”

“Exar Kun,” Vash said, “Kun was swayed to the Dark Side on Dxun. You think there is some other undiscovered connection?”

“There has to be,” Erebus added. “Even still, it’s worth looking into whatever temple Nihilus wishes to gain access to. It may prove to reveal something we’re missing.”

“Your sister fought there as well, and Kun’s saber has some connection with what we found along with Revan in that desert so long ago…”

“His saber?” he asked. “You mean the item in the missing log?”

“Well, that and there was something else.”

Something else?

“I opened it,” Vash said with a heavy breath, holding Erebus’ gaze, her eyes unblinking. “The crystal within was unlike any I’d ever seen.”

Again, Vash looked as if she were about to say something before thinking against it. This time swallowing her words instead of simply letting them go unsaid.

“Crystal,” Erebus echoed, thinking back to how Vash reacted to the crystal Sion deposited on his doorstep. “It was like that one?”

Vash nodded, her eyes slightly wide.

“Why didn’t you say something earlier?” he asked, feeling the color drain from his face.

“I didn’t-“

Erebus held up a hand to silence her.

“It’s fine,” he muttered in a hurried breath, “It doesn't matter why you did or didn’t, what matters more is…”

“The mounting connections,” Vash added for him. He nodded.

“There’s just too much,” Erebus said, thinking back to his conversation with Mical. A part of him felt stupid for feeling glad that the man had called him, even if now that sentiment was turning to something more akin to dread if only because it meant that this all went deeper into the past than any of them could have anticipated. The probability of finding any answers diminished with each new question that posed itself, though it did nothing to stop the mounting meaning it all had on the present and the future, their likelihood of solving the mystery weakening where their need to do so grew exponentially…

“Do you ever get tired of this?” Erebus asked, “You served on the Council, but it’s disbanded right? You could just… leave. You could stay quiet, start over. Have a new life. Why follow this thread if you know where it might lead?”

 “Why do you follow it?” Vash countered almost immediately. “I may have bound myself to the Council’s ideals, but I feel my reasons are perhaps not so different than yours. Not so long ago that used to scare me, but now this does.”

Vash nodded in the direction of Sion’s gift, its crystalline form since shrouded in a heavy cloth and tucked in a munitions locker Erebus kept in the depths of his room for weapons or ancient items of import.

“I guess I know I’ll never rest unless I know,” he admitted.

“You always were curious,” Vash half-laughed. “Perhaps too much for your own good.”

Yeah, he thought bitterly, thinking back to his sketches about said crystal and the ruins beneath Tatooine, finding them quaint and naïve now given what he’d learned since. Nothing good’s ever come of it, has it?

“We should get going soon, though,” he said. “The week’s almost out. Get used to those gloves and perhaps the next part of this journey won’t be as unpleasant as you’re already expecting it will be.”

Vash pursed her lips but nodded despite her expression.

“It’s strange,” she said after a moment, “It feels wrong, taking direction from you. Even if I have no choice in it.”

Choice.

Erebus huffed.

“You always have a choice, visions be damned,” he said. It was strange, giving Vash advice or otherwise giving her instruction where there was no question involved. “Even had my own choices not led me here, it would feel weird for you to take my advice.”

Vash considered him and now it was Erebus’ turn to avoid her gaze.

“I suppose you are right,” the woman resigned before finally leaning back in her chair, looking more relaxed than she had in days, or perhaps ever. “Though it is likely something I should get used to.”

Erebus did not know what to say.

Is it?

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Brianna

 

The moment was drawing near. 

I can feel it, Atris had confessed to her. The Exile will be here within the day. 

The day. 

There wasn’t much time left, and yet Brianna had found so much of it for herself somehow since her last return. Her life had always consisted of training, an endless pursuit without any concrete resolution. An endeavor meant to persist for the rest of her life. But ever since her Mistress had called Brianna down to her study, her sisters had disappeared into the deeper recesses of their sacred training ground, always busy with cataloging or researching without a mind to teach her anything new before her next big assignment. 

Whatever kindness they’d recently shown had vanished in favor of her sisters’ usual disinterest. As if nothing had happened. As if it had all been a dream.

At least they weren’t admitting their outright disgust and disappointment with her, as they so often did before. Instead, they opted for something far more neutral yet somehow also far more vicious - simply ignoring and avoiding her at all costs. 

When she would awake and exit her room, their shared quarters would be empty. The training hall went unused. Not one of her sisters could be found at the usual mealtimes, as if they’d all taken a vow of fasting without letting her in on it. 

It’s not unheard of, she thought to herself. It is something they would do. 

It wasn’t unusual for her sisters to silently adhere to a new rule without telling Brianna, allowing Atris to notice the misstep and call her out on it instead of keeping her in the know. They’d done it before, too, when their father was still alive…

Perhaps the eeriest change was that no one would walk the hallways, not even Atris. 

Brianna felt like a ghost.

When she stepped foot into what they’d been calling the docking garage, an open space in the tunnel opening only referred to as such because it was currently housing Atris’ personal vessel and the recently retrieved Ebon Hawk, Brianna never felt more alone. 

The ship was a bit beat up, old even. Brianna hadn’t seen many ships up close, but she knew that much. Carbon scoring littered the port side and the underbelly, the paint was chipping and coming off in chunks, not to mention the navigation system was outdated and unfortunately unlockable…

Brianna stood there, eyeing the thing. It was larger than any ship she’d flown before and surprisingly difficult to manage. The controls were unwieldy, and she swore the clunky computer’s operating system was almost backward - but it was an inconvenience she dare not confess to Atris lest the woman think less of her. In the end, Brianna had managed it. She’d taken command of the vessel and successfully smuggled it off Citadel Station without a second glance. And in the days that followed, no one came looking for it. At least not until now.

She will come for the ship, and she will leave with it, Atris told her. The Exile shall have that. But only because I allow it, not because she deserves it…

Brianna cocked her head, admiring the way the hull gleamed an amber-red in the dim light of the access tunnel, bringing color to the otherwise monochrome space. Even her clothes were white, blending in with the pipes and the frost and everything else Atris kept under her jurisdiction. Save for the artifacts. 

Part of her was excited, thrilled to be leaving this place again and after so short a time. But another part of her knew it was a test. Atris must have known what she’d done, right? Mistress must have sensed what she felt?

Brianna shook her head and commanded that the ship’s loading ramp descend. It acquiesced to her request and slowly allowed her entrance, the hydraulics still adjusting as she took her first tentative steps back on board.

She hadn’t allowed herself a lot of time on this ship earlier, eager to get in and get out before she was noticed. Now, she lingered. Her eyes swept over the garage and the modest workbench at the top of the ramp, and the sliver of a common room she spied just beyond it. The lights were dimmed, as they should be in low-power mode, but soft amber-white lights flickered on throughout the ship as she walked along its corridors. She should have questioned it, she should have felt apprehensive, but instead she felt… welcomed, almost. As if she were returning home. 

It would be her home for the time being - if the Exile allowed it. Brianna still wasn’t sure how she planned on pulling it off but the unusual sense of calm that overcame her as she slowly meandered the ship now was both unnerving yet soothing somehow.

Brianna rounded a corner and stopped dead in her tracks, frozen. Before her stood a utility droid, sitting idly in the center of the hallway. It didn’t move. Brianna paused, moving side to side slightly as if it might garner a reaction, and after inspiring none she instead tentatively approached the machine, eventually bending down on one knee to get a better look at it. 

Like the rest of the ship, the droid appeared to be in low-power mode. Its head hung limp though its sensors were still alight, and after a moment Brianna realized that the little thing was plugged into the wall and likely charging. 

A low series of solemn bleeps greeted her ears after a few moments, the droid still in sleep mode but only just. Brianna startled a little, but instead smiled. The droid was mostly silver though limned in blue, its sensor shining a somber cerulean, fitting right in with the polar color scheme of Atris’ academy.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to disturb you.”

She felt stupid, speaking to a droid. Only before any real shame could set in the droid spoke back.

After a series of more drawn-out whistles and chirps, sounding almost friendly if Brianna could trust her gut on this one, she shook her head. 

“I apologize, I didn’t quite get that,” she half-laughed, feeling even dumber as she heard her own voice echo within the empty hallway. “Wait just a moment, I have an idea.”

Brianna dug deep into her pocket and produced a comms device, a common one as far as such things were concerned, though this one happened to have a feature that Atris boasted about before her trip to Tatooine. She’s an expert in machines, or droids if you prefer, Atris had instructed, speaking of the Exile almost fondly before catching herself. If you have a need to converse with one, simply use this to translate.

After a moment, Brianna adjusted the device and motioned it towards the droid. 

“Do you mind repeating what you just said?” she asked.

The droid cocked its head - as if it were an animal, inquisitive - and repeated the same series of bleeps verbatim. Brianna waited. Eventually, words sprawled across the comms’ tiny screen, reading: Are we headed back to the satellite?

The droid looked up at her expectantly, now moving slightly forward and slightly back on its legs, squeaking a little. 

“Not exactly,” Brianna answered. “Your previous… owner will be returning shortly. We’ll go wherever she goes.”

I have no previous owner, the text read next.

“Hm, well,” Brianna said, now truly feeling the fool. Who can’t think of what to say to a droid? “The woman who was on this ship before, you know her?”

Of course I know her. General Eden Valen.

Brianna nodded, unable to keep herself from smiling though she didn’t know why.

“That’s right. Well, she’s coming here. And once she does, we’ll be setting off to wherever she sees fit.”

The Ebon Hawk’s navigation system is voice-locked, the droid explained, disengaging from the port it sat plugged into. If General Valen wishes to go anywhere other than where we’ve already been, she will need a new navigational chart.

“You have a universal port, do you not?” Brianna asked, glancing at the droid’s retracting parts. “I can show you where to download one if you wish.”

At this, the utility droid squealed not unlike an overjoyed child or an eager puppy. Brianna laughed, almost knocked back onto the floor as she remained kneeling before the machine, truly taken aback and honestly unsure when the last time she’d smiled was…

“Alright, alright, settle down,” she reprimanded affectionately, feeling even more at ease than she did before. Brianna adjusted her balance and eventually stood up, dusting off her knees as she glanced about the ship again. “Say, why don’t we make a deal? You show me the best place to find some privacy on this ship and I’ll show you where to get the information you need.”

Without preamble, the droid scurried off, whistling as it beckoned Brianna to follow. She did as she was told, and sure enough, just around the bend was the cargo bay.

“By privacy I mean for people, not for goods,” Brianna amended as she examined the space. It was a decent-sized area, much larger than the one on Atris’ ship or the ones her sister’s used. Whose ship was this originally, anyway? “I appreciate the gesture though, I-”

The droid buzzed and let out another series of beeps before retreating further into the cargo hold, extending its arm until it touched an indiscriminate spot on the wall. Nothing happened at first, and then a series of panels folded in on themselves to reveal another inner chamber, almost the same size as the main hold. 

Oh.”

Brianna wandered further into the room, examining its proportions, taking mental measurements and imagining herself here. She could easily fit all her belongings in the hidden space, leaving Brianna with enough room to sleep comfortably alongside it if needed. She would need to use the refresher eventually, sneaking around if she had to, but as far as remaining hidden while the ship left Telos, this space was more than adequate. 

As impressed as she was, she also knew it was a little too perfect.

“What’s your designation?” Brianna asked slowly, genuinely interested. 

T3-M4, the droid offered via chipper reply.

“And why do you trust me, T3-M4?” she asked further, narrowing her eyes. 

I don’t, the droid chirped happily and sauntered off. Brianna laughed again, some mixture of flabbergasted and embarrassed, though it served her right to think this droid would allow her into its good graces without so much as offering her own name. Yet she didn’t feel threatened by it. Droids were like that, in her experience, and she gleaned nothing malicious from this one. She shook her head and followed its continued beeping, not asking her comm to translate all of what it was saying until she found it again in a nearby room that appeared to house the ship’s engine.

…best prime the generators and make sure the power couplings are operational before take-off, was all the comm was able to translate once Brianna caught up with it, wondering how she’d fare on this ship versus the home she’d known for the last five years.

Atris’ sanctuary came with its comforts. Yet much like her first home, it had its drawbacks too. She’d been so thrilled upon arriving despite the grief that still clung to her chest and refused to let go, an ache Brianna still felt if she let it linger. Her childhood home had once been a sanctuary, a safe haven, but the longer her mother was out of the picture the more it turned sour, the sight of her father’s face turning from a familiar sight to an unwelcome omen, bearing down on her with an unspoken vitriol that spoke more to her mother’s sins than anything Brianna had ever committed herself.  

In Atris’ would-be Jedi academy, there was hope for Brianna to train alongside and become equal to her sisters, to become just as adept of a guardian against the Dark Side as anyone - until they began to exclude her just as they had at home. Atris was not Echani, but she absorbed their beliefs, claiming she was only honoring their culture in upholding the unspoken hierarchy they brought with them. 

The cycle seemed never-ending, and Brianna wondered if the same was happening now. She was simply enchanted with the idea of something new, with hopes that things could be different - would be different. Only in the end they would be, and perhaps not in a way she expected. Or liked.

At least here she could be free of her sisters’ judgment, even if her proximity to her kin did not and could not stop their everlasting punishment of her character. Despite her intentions, despite her efforts…

Brianna glanced about the cabin again, her eyes falling on the far end of the hall she stood in. At the end of the corridor stood a dormitory. From her vantage point, she spied three modest bunks lining the wall. Plenty of room to sleep, she thought, though a sudden unspoken fear gripped her at the sight of it, as if she expected someone to be there and see her, to know she was snooping around and staking out a place to hide. But as soon as the fear set in, so too did an unusual comfort, an uneasy sensation but a familiar solace Brianna hadn’t felt since she was-

Her reverie was broken by a series of bleeps at her back and a string of errant vibrations against her palm. It took Brianna an inordinately long time to realize that the comm in her hand was translating what the droid was uttering beside her, awaiting her acknowledgement as her thumb errantly pressed the button demanding that it interpret for her.

About that navigational chart? T3 asked. 

“Oh right, of course,” Brianna smiled, wondering how useful it was to be polite to a droid. It can’t hurt, right? “Follow me.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Eden

 

When Eden first saw the landscape, she’d thought of Dxun. But only for a moment.

Atton had laid her in a bed of flowering weeds – a poetic act she wasn’t about to unpack now – but from where she sat, she could see the towering edge of a nearby forest, dense and dark. But unlike Dxun, this place was teeming with life. A flock of birds flew from out of the canopy of trees she was watching for movement, startling her from rest as their silhouettes spilled into the sky, and just below their retreating wings Eden spied a pack of blinking yellow eyes looking upon the wreckage with some interest before eventually sauntering off and away from the fire.

From the satellite above, all Eden could glean from Telos was the pain of it. Eons of memory, decades’ worth of hurt. But being on its surface now she felt different.

The ache was strong here, but it wasn’t all there was.

A warning howl cut through the silence that followed the dying of the last licks of fire, the final embers of the wreckage petering out at Kreia’s insistence. It was the woman’s first overt use of the Force that Eden had witnessed, utilizing the trick Eden had used back at the Ithorian compound to choke the metal of its burning pyre and set it to rest. The animals nearby warned the forest of the danger of it, nonetheless, even if the threat had now passed.

Wind rustled through the grass and the distant trees. The earth felt damp and rich beneath her palms, its soil dark. Wildflowers sprouted throughout the meadow they’d landed in at the base of the nearest mountain, and in the distance, Eden heard running water…

Dxun was a haunted place. Void of anything other than violence, its jungles thick with predators but little prey, its survival as an ecosystem balancing itself on a knife’s edge. But here, Telos was teeming with life again. It was healing. The Ithorians still had their work cut out for them, complete balance still far off judging by what Eden spied from the cockpit window, but it was more than Eden could have hoped for before ever setting foot here, already wondering if Serocco or Tatooine could ever recover in such a way.

They’re really doing it, she thought, incredulous. Habat’s really doing it.

Eden had never doubted the Ithorians or their efforts but hearing it and seeing it were two entirely different things. Their manmade haven on Citadel Station was certainly impressive, but to see that workmanship replicated planet-side and on such lush large-scale, real-world display was more than Eden was prepared to handle.

“Are you… okay?” Atton asked as he approached her, cocking his head. “You’re not hurt, are you?”

Eden laughed despite the well of tears threatening to spill from her eyes. She blinked them away and considered Atton, internally wanting to laugh in earnest at the sight of him. The man’s face was a perfectly ratioed combination of pure concern and utter fear. His eyes were wider than she’d ever seen them, his hand reaching for Eden as if to steady her but simultaneously careful not to make contact lest he catch whatever madness had suddenly gripped her in the time it took for him to get close enough to notice.

“I’m fine,” she said. “Thanks.”

Atton nodded, swallowing his expression before replacing it with a look of false nonchalance, looking around them as if they hadn’t just crash landed in the middle of nowhere.

“We should hurry though, if anyone wants to blast you of all people out of the sky, it’s likely bounty hunters,” Atton added.

“Or anyone hurting for credits,” Eden said. “Is that what happened? We were shot out of the sky?”

“That was not the most pleasant landing I’ve ever endured,” Kreia said as she walked slowly towards them through the grass. “Next time, we should perhaps seek out a more reputable pilot.”

Atton only smiled sourly at her.

You’re welcome, Kreia. Y’know, if I weren’t such a crack pilot, we could have hit the shield wall or one of those rock faces we so narrowly missed on the way down.”

“Yes, our current situation is a vast improvement,” Kreia tsked audibly and turned to Eden.

“So tell me, where is this rogue technician Chodo Habat has sent you to find?” Kreia asked as if Atton suddenly were not there and never had been. The man rolled his eyes and began pacing, muttering under his breath.

Eden sensed an unspoken thought lingering between the two of them – her and Kreia. Kreia’s unseen gaze focused on her though no words were uttered, physically or mentally. Eden waited, anticipating that Kreia’s voice would say something secretly in her mind, only no words came.

“Let’s see,” Eden sighed eventually as she reached into her satchel for the datapad she’d bartered off Jana Lorso in exchange for letting the woman leave Citadel Station with her head though not her job. Eden could still see Ithira’s shocked but somewhat thankful face at the exchange in her mind, glancing eagerly from Eden to her boss and back again before leaving with a hurried Thanks for saving my life, or whatever, at Eden just as she turned on her heel and pilfered something heavy and gold-plated from Lorso’s desk as she made her exit with a half-hearted, Oh, and fuck you. The last part directed at the recently-disgraced Jan’s Lorso, of course.

The datapad was thankfully undamaged. Within a few moments, the device booted up. Text cast in a calming sunset orange soon filled the dark screen in a slow scrawl and informed her that they weren’t far off from their intended destination, oddly enough.

“Well, the abandoned base Lorso wanted me to investigate should be buried under this mountain, coincidentally, and seems to be the location of whoever doesn’t want us airborne,” Eden said, eyeing the sloping land until her gaze met its sharp peak and the slight suggestion of the structure hidden within. “I don’t know what, but something tells me both roads lead to the same destination.”

“Great, yeah, let’s head towards the people trying to kill us,” Atton said, already meandering a little ways off from the crash site but still within earshot. Kreia continued to act as if the man were not there, his words simply wind whistling through the grass and paying it no mind.

“And all roads lead to Telos, just as it had on Peragus,” Kreia rejoined before making towards the landmark. “Perhaps this is where part of our journey was always meant to take us.”

There are no coincidences, there is only the Force, Alek’s ghost reminded her. His memory smirked at her in her mind at the recollection of it, his icy blue eyes twinkling as he smirked knowingly, playful. Eden shook her head.

I prefer not to think of coincidence and fate as mutually exclusive, she’d said once in response to this oft-quoted phrase of his, a string of words Alek liked to repeat often. At first, he would only ever invoke it when talking about Revan, both in rallying enthusiasm when he spoke to potential and present Revanchists and also in quiet reverence, but then he would repeat it when he spoke about the two of them – Eden and Alek. Alek and Eden. Master and student, an unlikely but fitting pair.

Not to mention I don’t think fate is real, she’d added.

Then how do you explain what we’ve seen? Alek had asked, taking her hands in his, her skin prickling sweetly at the feel of him and the warmth of his closeness. And how things have played out?

She’d begun to believe him then, so many of their shared visions having come to fruition, each Revanchist not just a follower but a conduit of Revan’s eventual victory both in foresight and in bringing that fate to fruition, but it was years later and only after slicing his pretty jaw off that she knew wholeheartedly that Alek was wrong. Eden had seen Revan winning the battle at Malachor in a dream, a dream she’d had while sleeping beside him, believing it wholeheartedly despite her rehearsed exit from the conflict just before the woman walked back into Eden’s good graces and granted her the Ravager with a promise primed on her tongue that the war would soon be over. At least that much had been true, but none of what Eden originally imagined would come after…

Did Kreia know all this? Had the woman seen her kaleidoscope of memories as Eden considered them in the few seconds it took her to gather her wits and begin walking, too? Eden had gleaned sentiments from Kreia, thoughts in fragments, but never memories. Perhaps their bond worked the same way for the old woman.

Eden eyed the mountain ahead of them and made toward it, keeping up the rear of the group though she could tell from simply looking at him that Atton would prefer their places were switched. But he remained steadfast, glancing over his shoulder at her occasionally with a silent question on his face as he kept pace. There was something about his demeanor now that soothed her, something that finally fit. Despite the concern coloring his features, there was also a feral look about him. A look that had possessed him entirely when Eden found him starving on Peragus. A look that spoke of survival and caution, a look that told Eden that despite his making friendly and cracking jokes, that he was still hesitant about her. As he rightfully should be.

As soon as they found the Hawk again, Atton would be gone. Eden couldn’t blame him. She wouldn’t. She’d be gone too if fate hadn’t sunk its claws into her again, the Force forever having its way with her.

And upon the man’s inevitable departure, Eden would be left with Kreia and their unholy bond, left to her own devices and the mystery of her new tether.

She missed the days of early childhood, of only feeling tethered to Aiden, their thoughts forever on the same page as they had been from birth and before. At least until they were older. But more than anything, Eden didn’t expect to miss the days when she was mute to the Force entirely. Working quietly in her droid shop with only the dull drone of conversation out in the courtyard and the wind on the dunes outside her window as background noise, the machinations of the world and those around her a distant thought rather than an extension of herself.

She preferred the Force as a severed limb, numb and prickling but most importantly gone.

Now it was back. And Eden wasn’t sure she wanted to be in its company any longer.

 

Notes:

It's been a little while. I went on vacation, did other life things, and wrote three chapters of this fic but decided to sit on them for a while. Mostly because I wanted to reread what I'd already written to this point and create a cheat-sheet of sorts for myself as well as better map out where the story needs to go next. As usual, love you all and thanks for being here.

Chapter 47: Undiscovered Worlds and Such

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3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

It wasn’t long before Atton was out of breath and looking over his shoulder, lagging behind Kreia’s lead and waiting not-so-subtly for Eden to catch up with him instead.

“Has anyone ever told you that you have a familiar face?” Atton asked as he watched her approach, instantly feeling like an idiot but also too winded to worry about it. Eden paused as she approached him through the tall grasses as they made way for dense forest at the base of the mountain, eyeing him unsurely.

“Can’t say they have, whoever they are,” she said with a low, unmirthful laugh. “Why do you ask?”

“It’s just… you were ground ops, right? I was bomber squadron. A pilot, obviously. I doubt we crossed paths but, I dunno, I just feel like I’ve seen your face somewhere.”

It had been bothering him since the moment he’d first laid eyes on her. Part of his half-delirious brain, starved and stupid, had mistaken her for an angel. Maybe not entirely for her relatively pleasant appearance but more so because Atton was almost certain he’d died in that cell and was about to be ferried off to some afterlife where he’d pay for his crimes or something. But the more he reacquainted himself with living again, as he unfortunately often did, the more Eden felt familiar – known to him somehow as if from a memory or a dream. But he couldn’t place it.

Eden shrugged.

“Maybe you have,” she offered.

“You don’t remember me, though, do you?”

He feared he sounded desperate, but it almost didn’t matter. He would be gone the moment he had the opportunity, Eden becoming a memory regardless of her answer and his own inevitable humiliation. Maybe it was better that way.

“Can’t say I do,” she said with another shrug and an apologetic glance. “Sorry.”

Atton waved her off as they lazily progressed in Kreia’s stead, silently affirming that it was alright. The back of the old woman’s robes stood silhouetted against the trees ahead, her back turned, yet Atton felt the witch could still hear them. No – he knew she did.

“Nothing to be sorry about,” he said eventually to Eden, shrugging it off as well. “Just a thought. Could be nothing.”

Atton expected the conversation to end there but instead he felt a hand on his arm. He froze. At first his eyes were drawn to the fingers wrapped around his forearm before he glanced at the wrist, then the arm and the elbow, and eventually the entirety of Eden herself. For a moment, he thought of her as she had been on Citadel Station, with her knee on Lopak Slusk’s throat, her face covered with blood and her eyes empty. But he blinked, and within an instant that image of her dissolved, making way for how she appeared now, wide-eyed and beautiful, her eyes warm and pleading, her mouth almost pouting but downturned, imploring and earnest. Atton stilled, a chill running through him.

“No please,” she pleaded quietly, “What do you mean? What’s familiar?”

Now it was Eden’s turn to appear as anything other than desperate and failing. She paused, as if only just noticing her grip on Atton’s arm before releasing him to his internal and confusing dismay, taking a step back as she awaited his response.

“Is it weird to say it’s your eyes?” he said, “They’re… interesting, but I feel like I’ve seen them before.”

If he was being honest with himself, it was the entirety of her that felt familiar – her face, her stature, the way she carried herself. Even her voice. But the familiarity of those aspects of her was more akin to a phantom feeling. It was her eyes that he was certain he’d actually seen before – her irises a deep, mossy green, the central pupil limned with gold, and the way her swath of more-prominent freckles spanned her cheekbones beneath them…

“Is that why you keep making note of them?” Eden smirked, this time brushing past him with her elbow as she resumed their pace in Kreia’s ever retreating footsteps. “I thought it was cute when you noticed the color the other day, but maybe it wasn’t just that.”

Cute? Atton froze, but unlike before. When Eden had gripped his arm, he was some brand of startled. Now he was just confused.

If she’s flirting with me, I swear to the Maker I’ll-

Wait,” Atton hissed in a low whisper. His voice was low, quiet, and yet it echoed just enough for even Kreia in the distance to hear without her other faculties. The woman turned, pausing in her tracks.

He sensed it before he saw it. A low humming beneath the usual sounds of nature – birds, wind, the crunching of grass and leaves underfoot – but it was only when Atton was lost in an embarrassing thought that he heard the almost imperceptible purr of a power conduit. And not just any source, but an explosive one.

“What is it? I-“ Eden began in a hushed whisper, but Atton held a hand up and she instantly clamped her mouth shut.

“Frag mines,” he said, glancing around the forest floor. “They’re everywhere.”

“How did you-?”

“Perceptive, are we?” Kreia smiled, suddenly closer now. Atton blinked rapidly, testing his vision. He could have sworn the woman was meters away just moments ago…

“I said I was bomb squad, remember? I have a good ear for this sorta thing,” he said.

If Kreia could roll her eyes, she probably would have judging by the way she tossed her head. Atton errantly wondered if the woman even had eyes or if there were simply empty sockets hiding beneath the hem of her drawn hood.

“I think I can hear it too, faintly,” Eden whispered after a moment. “Like an energy field, no? But much, much quieter.”

He nodded.

“Yes good, now you’ll want to avoid those,” Atton said. “They’re likely gifts from whoever shot us out of the sky.”

Eden nodded and slowly moved on ahead, though now it was Kreia’s turn to lag behind. The woman didn’t pick up her pace until she was in step with Atton.

“A good ear?” she repeated deadpan.

Atton turned towards her, careful to keep his mind tuned to the quiet thrum of death threatening to blow them all to bits, wincing as he spied Kreia’s lips curl into a smile.

“I am curious what other talents you have in store for us, smuggler.”

Smuggler.

Kreia had called him the very same thing on Peragus.

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven.

Where she’d gleaned the word from, he didn’t know. Was it his assignment for Luxa, still fresh on his famished mind? Ferrying weapons grade whatever-it-was onto the station, surely damning that entire place to hell? Or had she somehow managed to dip deeper into his mind, reaching further back to his life before the mining outfit?

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

If Atton wanted to stay sane, he’d have to start thinking of another winning hand to keep replaying in his mind. Damn it.

Kreia walked on but not before flashing him another grin, wider and somehow more menacing, eventually catching up with Eden ahead, each of their steps careful and calculated – as if choreographed.

Fuck this.

It wasn’t long before they reached midway up the mountainside where the steady slope of trees made way for sheer facing rock that shot up vertically, the façade of a military-grade bunker staring them straight in the face from out of the cliffside. Before them stood a blast door and nothing else. No access panels, no viewports, nothing.

“Not sure how we’re gonna crack this one,” Atton sighed. Kreia only laughed quietly at his side.

The woman extended her hand. At first nothing happened. Atton and Eden eyed each other over Kreia’s still form, shrugging, just as the doors begrudgingly opened, stuttering at first before slowly obeying Kreia’s silent command.

“Oh,” Atton sighed, shaking his head. “Right.”

“How did you do that?” Eden asked, “I was able to wrangle some doors open on the Harbinger but these doors are-“ Eden paused and approached the entrance, at first glancing around for any further booby traps before admiring the dense doorway for wat it was. “Hefty.”

“Practice,” Kreia said calmly, something akin to amusement lacing her voice. “And utter faith.”

“Faith?” Eden echoed as both Kreia and Atton unsurely approached the darkened entrance to the not-so-abandoned military facility. A single fluorescent bulb illuminated the hall a few meters down while a flickering light hung in a room at the end of the corridor, the distant space’s contents indiscernible save for an old console podium gracing the entrance.

“Faith in one’s abilities, yes,” Kreia confirmed before waltzing into the darkness only to come out on the other side, bathed in the light at the center of the hallway sooner than she should have given her cadence. Atton shook his head, wondering if all these parlor tricks were for his benefit alone. He was convinced they were when Kreia finally turned to them - to him - and while still speaking to Eden, said “Self-doubt is a greater enemy than many understand.”

He wanted to laugh. Sure, self-doubt was the reason why Atton only ever found himself in unfortunate circumstances, a side-effect of his having been born a bastard. But it was also the only reason Atton was still alive. If anything, it had been his only steadfast ally, saving him from himself as well as whatever else the galaxy threw at him. It was the only reason he’d ever left home and why he’d left Alderaan altogether. It was the reason he’d survived the killing pull of Malachor, and the reason Revan’s Sith Empire hadn’t been the end of him either…

“Onward?” Atton asked Eden before replacing all other brain functions with hyperspace routes, tracing the Ison Trade Corridor in his mind as he took his left blaster out of its holster, his right hand poised hovering over his other pistol just in case. Eden shook her head before nodding begrudgingly.

“Yeah,” Eden muttered, engaging the Echani staff she kept clipped at her belt. “But I don’t like this.”

“Like it or not, it does not matter,” Kreia said, one-handedly unsheathing her vibrosword. “This is simply our circumstance. All we must do is endure it.”

Atton laughed. “How very insightful. Did the Force tell you that?”

Kreia was about to retort when the woman instead stilled. Each of their footsteps harbored an echo that filled the entire space as they advanced down the corridor, when a loud, wet smack broke them each out of their separate reveries.

“I’m liking this less and less,” Eden whispered, now reaching for her supplementary blaster as well. “Atton, you sense anything else?”

Atton, she’d said, Eden’s gold-flecked eyes glancing his way and not Kreia’s.

Atton wanted to laugh, his eyes flashing from Eden to Kreia, awaiting the old woman’s response to Eden’s disregard for her words, choosing the advice of the smuggler over the Jedi.

Only Atton didn’t laugh. The sound repeated, its echo reaching them with such a sopping, sickening thwap that Atton recoiled with a spine-chilling wince. Even Kreia frowned.

Instead of stopping, instead of turning back, Eden’s eyes grew even more glassy, her gaze unblinking and fixed entirely on the far end of the hall as she fell deeper into formation and went on ahead of them. Atton and Kreia exchanged glances, much as they had back on the derelict Harbinger, and Atton was beginning to find one too many coincidences between that ship and this place. And just like their time on the Harbinger, it wasn’t long before Atton sensed something else. Something unseen.

“Wait,” he warned again with a sharp whisper. Both Eden and Kreia froze and turned to face him. Eden’s brows furrowed, silently requesting that Atton either explain himself or lead the way. Kreia only frowned further than she already was, her lips pursing into so tight a line that her mouth nearly disappeared within the soft folds of her face.

We’re not alone, he mouthed.

They were upon the room at the far end of the hall now, its contents more readily discernable from this distance. A single overhead light still flickered ominously over the large space; a space Atton now realized was a hangar bay.

But how?

The entrance they used wasn’t large enough to allow any of the hulking machines shadowed in the next room entrance, or exit, their massive forms looming closer now as they approached. The console viewable from the moment they stepped foot into the place was still alit, operational, and within their grasp. It glowed an alluringly soft white-blue in the dim lighting despite the apprehension that hung heavily in the room otherwise, standing only a few steps away from where Atton stood, possibly holding an entire layout of the facility as well as maps locating anything else still hidden in these parts.

The room still felt empty as they approached, even if Atton knew otherwise. It was less of a fact and more of a feeling, a forethought that felt like a memory, something Atton often referred to as his gut or his instinct, which felt right but also wrong somehow. He sensed Kreia looking at him sidelong, as if silently questioning his methods as well.

Where are they? Eden mouthed as they approached the mouth of the next room. Eden and Atton halted in unison with Kreia taking up the rear, the old woman almost waltzing backward into them both as they stopped short. Atton sensed an unuttered tsk on Kreia’s throat at the misstep.

Atton nodded rightwards, his eyes fixed on Eden instead of the room ahead, the flickering light making him slightly dizzy at the mere thought of it, reminding him more of the Harbinger than he was comfortable with. There were no assassins here, but the memory of them aboard that abandoned Republic vessel still didn’t sit well with him.

Eden followed Atton’s directive and peered around the corner in the way he indicated. She paused and then looked at Kreia.

Eden opened her mouth as if to say something to the woman, only she decided against it, swallowing her words and glancing briefly at Atton before she resumed looking into the space beyond. Without another word, without another gesture, Atton felt his limbs turn to stone and the air around him solidifying as if like gelatin. Kreia stilled too, yet in the congealing amber of current time, Eden moved through the world like honey, slowly yet slippery, sliding into the hangar bay as the moments dragged out. Another chill ran through him, a memory Atton still only half-remembered resurfacing as he watched Eden move almost normally while the world around him and within him slowed – a memory of him leaden and heavy, unable to move as a silver-plated droid waltzed into the med bay on Peragus, watching him for breath within an inch of his face before disappearing just as Atton slipped out of consciousness.

In that moment, Atton relived the memory within the fraction of a second, but he also sensed something else – a question, an errant thought, but one that was not his own.

How?

He’d heard nothing, and yet somehow, he knew this question belonged to Kreia.

He wanted to move his head in the old woman’s direction to confirm his theory, but he couldn’t. Atton was still frozen in the moment as Eden had willed it. Before long, Eden made it to the end of the hangar and back again, time resuming as she approached their position. Atton nearly gasped for breath as if he’d been held underwater while the color drained from Kreia’s face.

“A trick I learned from a… a friend,” Eden muttered as soon as she saw Kreia’s pallor. “I’m surprised it worked, honestly.”

A trick? Atton thought. What the hell kind of trick was that?

He knew Jedi could manipulate the world around them, but he’d never once seen nor heard of one literally slowing time. But the Sith, however…

“A mystery for another time,” Kreia said under her breath before sighing and relaxing her vibrosword. “I take it there is no real threat.”

Now it was Atton’s turn to be at the receiving end of Kreia’s ire, the woman looking at him with a sneer.

We’re not alone?” Kreia echoed his words from earlier as she placed a handless arm on her hip.

“Well, Atton wasn’t completely wrong,” Eden offered. “The hangar’s empty but there’s a body stuck in a service door at the far side. Hence that, well, y’know…”

Eden gestured vaguely and it didn’t take long for Atton to get her drift.

“That wonderful squelching sound?” Atton finished for her. Eden turned to him and nodded, a wince crossing her face.

“Yeah, that. Looks like they were stuck there on purpose, though by who I can’t tell. I imagine it was maybe a means of escape, or entrapment.”

“So, we truly are not alone,” Kreia said quietly, musing. “Did you glean anything else from this place?”

Eden shook her head.

“Didn’t give myself a chance to, figured I’d wait until I gave myself enough distance from that door before pausing any longer.”

“Smart,” Kreia commended. “I can do so as well, but if you wished a bit of practice-“

“Is now really the best time to be practicing anything?” Atton interrupted though both women ignored him.

“I can manage,” Eden replied to Kreia. She closed her eyes, the energy around them all stilling though not quite in the way it had before. Before felt as if they were being encased in ice, frozen in place, whereas now it simply felt like each of them shared in a long-bated breath. Eden scrunched up her face, her brows furrowing as she turned her head slightly, as if honing in on a signal. Atton found himself internally repeating sequences but listening as well, sensing some other well-placed frag-mines within the room beyond as well something just at the other end of the adjoining corridor, though what he wasn’t sure.

“Wait,” Eden said, her eyes shooting open as she raised a hand. “Wait here.”

Eden retreated into the hangar again, not willing for time to slow in her wake. She approached one of the massive machines huddled in the dark, extending her hand as if approaching a wild animal in an attempt to gain its trust. The machine lit up at her touch, a series of sensors lighting up in a sea of green and blue as she ran a hand along the surface of the metal plating, eventually finding her way towards a command panel. Atton and Kreia exchanged glances again, their earlier disagreements melting away to make room for shared confusion as Eden keyed in an unseen sequence and nodding to herself after examining the readout before returning to them at the mouth of the hangar.

“All these battle droids are operational, but only within the last few days,” Eden said, glancing back at them as if the machines might hear, or decide to charge. “They’re set to security but also to stun on sight. Why none of them have attacked us, I have no idea. Whoever did that felt threatened and is likely whoever set the doors to seal immediately upon being breached.”

At this, she gestured her head toward the far end of the room where the service door was still attempting to close over the torso of an unseen individual, the wet squelching sound echoing unnervingly in the space around them.

“Whoever they are, let’s rid them of this torment.” Kreia said, finally moving past Eden and into the hangar proper. “It’s not my place to discern whether some stranger deserves peace in death, but the sound would at least no longer be an assault on my ears.”

With that, Atton could agree, though the look of quiet shock that crossed Eden’s face at Kreia’s words rang true with him too. He kept up the rear of the search party as Eden eventually followed Kreia to the far door, glancing around at the massive war machines that lined the room, more afraid of them than he was of whoever programmed them or the door they neared. Kreia extended a hand, no doubt about to Force the body about until it no longer barred their way forward, only Eden stopped her.

 “I want to see something first,” Eden said, her voice barely an octave above a whisper. She approached the doorway and stooped down. Instead of moving the body from its place, Kreia instead willed the Force to stop the door instead, allowing Eden the space to examine the body between its eagerly closing panels.

“Who are they?” Atton found himself asking, the question forming in his mind just as the words crossed his lips. He hadn’t meant to voice his interest, still carefully planning his eventual exit as soon as they came upon a space-worthy ship.

“Golden Company,” Eden mused. “Again.”

She turned to Kreia, still kneeling over the bloodied torso of their anonymous predecessor.

“Just like on Citadel Station,” Kreia said, rubbing her chin. “And not a coincidence, I’m afraid.”

“Golden Company?” Atton asked, shaking his head. “Again?”

The Golden Company was a high-end mercenary outfit operating primarily out of Hutt space. He’d run a few drop-offs for them in his smuggling days but had never managed to secure a permanent position with the company, not that he wanted to. The Golden Company took jobs from the richest clients, mostly, the sort that liked to haggle price only after deals were agreed upon, bringing up grievances where none were to be had, as was often the case when rich folk were forced to fork up credits. Atton wasn’t surprised but as a result also wasn’t heartbroken that his connections to the outfit had led nowhere despite the possibility for larger jobs and a similarly larger paycheck. He may have been set for life if things had worked out, but he knew the hassle wasn’t worth the cash.

“Found a few of their mercs outside the Ithorian Compound when all hell broke loose,” Eden explained, extracting an oblong gold coin from the body before finally removing it from the doorway’s path. “Not sure why they were there, but-“

“I can think of a few reasons,” Atton offered not-so-suggestively, hoping Eden picked up on his, though Kreia cut him short before he could elaborate.

“We should keep moving,” the old woman said, “I believe that won’t be the last of them.”

Atton shivered, knowing she was right. He could feel it now. Atton still wasn’t sure just how sprawling this particular base was, but he knew they were far from the last people to step foot in this place.

“After you,” Kreia continued, nodding at Eden.

Eden glanced at Atton, as if for help, before doing as Kreia asked. Atton swallowed, running through coordinates as Kreia glanced at him briefly before following in Eden’s wake.

The sooner I get out of here, the better.

“What do you sense?” Kreia asked quietly, her voice directed at Eden, her temperament almost soft. Attn wanted to writhe inside his skin.

“There’s something…” Eden began, her hand outstretched, but Kreia cut her off.

“Look inward before you look outward,” the woman instructed, guiding Eden’s hand with her own after sheathing her vibrosword. “The answer will be easier to find.”

Atton rolled his eyes. None of this made any sense to him, nor did he care. He held his blasters aloft and at the ready, waiting for either one of his ex-Jedi companions to say something or do something before he simply lost all patience.

“I’d try that service door, to the left,” Atton sighed, annoyed and indignant. He waved a blaster in its general direction further down the hall. “There’s a weird clicking sound coming from that way, might be worth looking into.”

Kreia shot him a look, and if he could see her eyes he imagined they’d be shooting daggers. Eden looked his way as well, though her gaze was far more forgiving, her eyes going wide at the thought before redirecting her attention to the door in question. Eden approached it and closed her eyes.

“You’re right, there’s something stuck behind here,” she said, nearing the door with caution. Eden pressed a cautious palm against the access panel and allowed the door to jitter and start, trying to close errantly before finally opening to her whim.

“What is that?” Atton asked as he neared.

“It’s a… well, it was a droid.”

Eden knelt over what Atton soon realized was a pile of molten metal. Kreia neared as well, her sword still sheathed but her energy clearly alert and on edge, her apprehension apparent in the air around them. Atton listed off more hyperspace routes as he approached.

“Unless someone was wielding a droid arm, this damage was done by another droid,” Eden mused, her face scrunched as she examined the mound.

“You said the facility’s machines were active, right?” Atton asked. “What’s so weird about that?”

Eden sighed, turning her head this way and that as she considered the molten pile still smoldering before them.

“Are the Golden Company known for using droids of their own?” she asked. “Because either this was friendly fire, or this was something else entirely.”

No. The Golden Company was not known for using droids, though that didn’t mean the idea was entirely out of the question. Atton considered it, rolling the thought around in his head expecting to come up with a witty answer. Unfortunately, he came up with nothing. He shrugged.

“We should keep moving,” Kreia urged. “The mystery will reveal itself in time.”

As much as Atton wanted to sneer at the notion or the mere idea of Kreia talking, he knew the woman was right. He simply shook his head as they each carefully stepped over the ex-HK, the smell of its demise hanging in the air.

“Another body,” Eden announced as she entered the adjoining room. It appeared to be a research lab, various machines lined with test tubes cluttering the space, their contents now littering the floor in a flurry of duraglass and liquified lost assets. “Shot point blank.”

Atton and Kreia reached the body in question at the same time, leaning over the corpse in unison. A single bloodied hole marred the otherwise pristine face of the turquoise Duros looking blankly up at them, appearing bored if anything. Eden raised a hand and closed their eyelids, biting her lip as she glanced about the room.

“If I didn’t know any better, I’d say this was the work of a-“

Eden paused. Her eyes fixed somewhere on the far end of the lab, hurrying towards her quarry with her weapons drawn.

Atton and Kreia exchanged glances again, shrugging in unison this time before following Eden once more.

“An assassin droid,” Eden finished, pointing her staff at the sorry end of an HK model lying damaged, sparks flying all over the floor in a corner of the lab. Its legs had been ripped from its central core, an arm twisted beyond repair behind its back as the other reached desperately for the abandoned blaster beside it just a centimeter out of its reach. “Care to explain yourself?”

“Irritated Declaration: There you are. It has been incredibly difficult to track you down, Jedi,” the droid blurbled through a crackling voice modulator, its intelligence core clearly damaged. “Quick Clarification: But now that I have found you, and I hope that we can facilitate communications.”

“That’s basically what she just asked you, idiot,” Atton urged as he neared with both blasters aimed at the assassin droid’s head. Its eyes flickered, as if registering the threat, before turning to Eden again as if it still had a leg to stand on. “Answer her question or I’ll-“

“Unnecessary Addendum: Let us put an end to our hostilities,” it added, still reaching for its blaster. Eden kicked it out of the way.

“Did you shoot down our shuttle?” Eden asked. “Or is there someone else here?”

“Unnecessary Clarification: We merely wished to cripple your vessel. Once we tracked your coordinates, we were able to deploy several droids to this location.”

“We?” Eden hissed, shoving her staff into the throat of the droid, metal clanging against metal. “Who’s we?”

“Affirmative Statement: My colleagues and I, of course. A squad of us were dispatched once our predecessor clearly failed to bring you in from Anchorhead, losing his signal after tracking him to the Peragus Mining Facility before its ultimate demise.”

We? Him?

“Cute,” Eden muttered, “But who sent you?”

“Mirthful Admission: Oh, I cannot disclose that information. It is classified.”

“Classified, my ass,” Eden staked her staff through the droid’s throat, dismantling the head from the neck. Its torso sparked and twitched as Eden deftly yanked its metallic skull off clean. Before Atton could process what she’d done and before Kreia could comment, Eden kicked the intelligence module up with her foot and caught it with her hand, prying open the panels until it revealed a series of chips and wires within. Before Eden could work her magic, the entire head burst into electrical flames, igniting its innards and fizzling into dust and ash. Eden dropped the mechanical head as quickly as she’d severed it.

“I feel we may find more of these machines within,” Kreia said quietly. “It mentioned we, did it not?”

“It did,” Eden sighed as she kicked the assassin droid’s head clear across the room with a frustrated grunt. “Let’s go find them.”

 


 

3960 BBY, Dxun
Agent Antares

 

He’d scouted plenty of places before. In his career, in his life. Even just for fun. Exploration was in his blood.

Would you like to see the galaxy? His father had asked, his first memory. He recalled road trips and hikes around their small village before then, but this was the first concrete memory he had, his father looking upon him with more hope in his eyes than he ever recalled seeing in the man after. Once the war is over, we’re leaving this planet and going wherever the stars will take us.

And so they had. It had just been them, then. Once Exar Kun was brought to heel on the moon of Yavin IV, the opposing army led by his very own dark apprentice Ulic Qel-Droma, it was once again safe to traverse the spacial highways his father had traveled in his youth, first taking his son to places he’d been and remembered fondly before finally venturing to places unknown.

It was no wonder he would later enlist in the Republic Army, becoming a Cavalry Scout during a time of peace. Exploring the galaxy and getting paid for it, eh? His father had remarked from his bedside, his limbs worn out and unusable after decades of travel and the hard labor he’d endured in the years before that. His father wasn’t one for medical enhancements, the medicine still primitive back then and likely to turn sour within a few years. The man was content though, happy with what he’d seen and hopeful for his son to discover more. You send me back pictures and holovids of everything you see, y’hear? Undiscovered worlds and such.

And so he did. Some of his cavalry mates joked about it, affectionately calling him their local reporter. Many of his mates even volunteered to pose for pictures, often acting as a model for scale against vast valleys or towering monuments.

Their work hadn’t been vigorous in the beginning, but it had been sprawling. The central galaxy was still expanding then. Many Outer Rim worlds were looking to join the Republic, eager to be considered among their ranks and benefit from its protection in the wake of what scholars were starting to call the Great Sith War. It was his job to scout the uncharted regions of such places and deliver detailed maps that would serve as a valuable resource in the creation of new trade routes and outposts. His photographs came in handy then, too. He even picked up cartography, mapping out new regions with his holotransmitter as well as documenting what he saw in photos and videos, secretly sending copies to his father as well.

But then the Mandalorians came.

They attacked seemingly random portions of the Outer Rim first, though coincidentally right where he was stationed. His squad had been one of the first to see them, their warnings one of the first ignored. The rest of the galaxy hadn’t been as concerned with it as much as he and his fellow footmen were from the beginning, but the Republic eventually saw the dangers once it began to encroach on their burgeoning enterprise, worlds about to come under their jurisdiction suddenly under attack. It was another decade before the Jedi joined the fray. Or at least some of them did.

Scouting for the sake of expansion proved to be different than scouting to spy on the enemy, to find the environmental upper hand. But even then, the job hadn’t changed too much. At least not until he was stationed on the Onderon moon of Dxun.

This is where they say Exar Kun was turned to the Dark Side, some soldiers would mutter around the campfire like a ghost story. You think any of that’s true?

Some would agree. Some would argue. Others would say nothing, only to jump at the slightest sound when it was their turn to keep watch that night.

Had it been any other forest on any other moon, the others would laugh and tease, blaming any jitters on lack of nerve alone. But this place was different. This place felt wrong. The trees were too thick and the earth was too damp. The jungle was too dark, and sound didn’t travel here the way it did anywhere else. The wilderness swallowed it here just as it did the sun, the direction indiscernible without the aid of a compass, and even then it wasn’t uncommon for equipment to simply stop working.

Even the beasts here were different – relentless, ruthless, and unlike any predatory animals he’d ever encountered on any other uncharted planet. There were hardly any prey animals either, which was notably stranger, though that only lead to proverbial allegories to the Mandalorians they hunted through the jungle brush.

“When was the last time the others checked in?” Vyn asked him through the din while on what had begun as a routine scouting mission. “A while, right?”

He shook his head, glancing at his holotransmitter as well as the time, knowing that neither his memory nor the device synced up.

“At least an hour,” he answered, stopping once he did the math. “That’s far too long.”

“I hate this place,” Vyn complained with a sigh, running a hand over her violet lekku, her fingers anxiously running the length before twirling one of the ends as she often did when she was anxious. “I really do.”

“You and me both,” he said. He pulled a holomap from his pocket, the screen flickering to his dismay before ultimately displaying nothing. He slapped it against his thigh and glanced at it again. An image flashed across the screen before dissolving to blackness. “I think I saw something up ahead. A structure, maybe.”

“A settlement?” Vyn asked as she approached, taking large laborious steps through the underbrush until she reached his location. Beads of sweat dotted her brow, one descending towards her eyes before she flicked it away with an anxious finger. “Or a camp?”

“Neither, I think,” he said. “The image is gone but it seemed… permanent.”

The ghostly image he’d seen had been moderately sized and roughly square, though nothing through the underbrush in his immediate vicinity betrayed anything other than dense jungle existing nearby.

“Let me check this other thing,” Vyn said, pulling a bulky device from the back of her belt. The thing was unwieldy, the sight of it almost sending him into a fit of soft laughter before he caught the severe look Vyn shot him after reading his mind. She powered on the device and after a series of odd clicking sounds, she took a few steps forward and beckoned him to follow.

“Hey, it’s working now,” he said, his holotransmitter powering on again. We must be leaving one of those damn pockets, he thought, thinking back to the myriad times equipment seemed to suddenly stop working for seemingly no reason at all. Lagging and lapses in equipment were commonplace in his line of work, especially in the uncharted areas of the galaxy, but this place was different. Here, things would appear and reappear. Equipment would die despite being at full battery before powering on again at odd intervals.

Just as he suspected, the map reappeared on his screen and betrayed… nothing. It picked up the vegetation around them as well as a water source nearby, but nothing else. The structure he saw earlier was gone.

“What do you see?” Vyn asked.

“Nothing,” he said, surprised, shaking his head. “What about you?”

“I’m… I’m not sure.”

Vyn continued on, her pace picking up as they neared a clearing. Before he knew it, the jungle opened up to a wide meadow, a stone ruin clear in the distance.

“None of this is coming up on my readings,” Vyn said, her voice hardly above a whisper as her eyes scanned a straight swath of stone wall that shot up vertically from the underbrush just ahead. “This doesn’t make any sense.”

He shook his head.

“And whatever I saw earlier, it wasn’t this big,” he said. “What do you s’pose it is?”

“Only one way to find out, right?”

Vyn shrugged.

“Maybe we should wait for the others, just in case-“

Before he could finish his sentence, a rustling something fierce interrupted him, heavy footfalls fast approaching.

“Looks like we don’t have a choice!” Vyn grabbed his arm and off they ran into the tall grasses.

The further they ran, the closer the wall loomed before them, its façade severe and smooth without an entrance in sight.

“Now what?” he asked, risking a glance over his shoulder. A blur of scales was close on their tail and nearer than he’d like.

“Just keep running!”

Vyn led him around the wall perimeter, the sound of their assailant crashing into the stone as they took a hard right turn once they reached the wall. He hazarded another glance back, relief flooding his adrenaline-filled stomach as he saw their pursuer lose precious ground as Vyn pulled him onward.

“In here!” Vyn yanked him sideways, nearly pulling his arm off as she darted into an alcove he hadn’t noticed tucked into the perimeter wall. She clamped a hand over his mouth, urging his heaving breaths to quiet as the beast slowed ahead of them, realizing it had lost its quarry before slowly circling back around. Its wet nose sniffled loudly in their direction. He held his breath and closed his eyes, feeling Vyn do the same, an eternity passing before they eventually heard the creature wander off again. And the jungle was quiet once more.

For a moment.

As soon as he and Vyn released simultaneous sighs, a waterfall of rain poured down, falling all at once and then in perpetuity.

“That happens a lot around here,” he sighed as he finally turned to Vyn and nodded. “Thanks by the way.”

“What are partners for?” she smiled. They’d been with each other since the genocide on Cathar, the woman easily feeling like the little sister he never had as one of the first Jedi to join the fray. He’d met a few such practitioners in passing during his travels, but Vyn was the first to become a friend. “Looks like we may be stuck here for a while. No readings still, right?”

He glanced at his holotransmitter and shook his head.

“Do you sense anything, though?” he asked, still unsure how the Force worked.

Vyn didn’t look hopeful.

“Nothing. Might as well look around. Could be something useful…”

It was their job after all – to scout the jungles, get a lay of the land and document the terrain, as well as utilize any resources they might happen to find. He knew it was only part of the job as Vyn suggested, but something didn’t feel right.

“This doesn’t look Mandalorian, that’s for sure,” he said, running his hand along the stone as they walked deeper inside. Beyond the alcove they took refuge in, the outer wall gave way to an inner courtyard. A smaller wall sat within it, and just beyond that stood a massive structure built of the same dark stone.

“No, it doesn’t.”

There was nothing of note in the courtyard other than an odd feeling, though they only gleaned what they could from the enclosed perimeter the alcove gave way to. The grass was overgrown within, though, covering what seemed to be an old path that cut through the yard. No one had been here for a very, very long time.

Vyn only stopped once she reached the end of the enclosed hallway, turning to face him after glancing back out at the relentless rain.

“You’ve heard of Exar Kun, right?” Vyn asked, her voice quiet but her eyes sharp. He nodded.

“How much do you know of Exar Kun, though?”

“Not much. Just that he was a Jedi once and went bad. Soldiers back at the camp mentioned he had a history with this place.”

Vyn nodded, stroking one of her lekku again.

“That’s about right,” she said. “Not much else to it, but-“

“You think this might be the place?”

“Possibly.”

Vyn shook her head, her shoulders slumping as she sighed.

“Could just be my nerves though. The Dark Side has an… energy to it. It’s hard to explain. It feels like an absence. But also like something slightly off-putting but not quite, like alcohol. Sweet but easy to lose yourself, hence the telltale temptation. It feels dark, and somewhat –“

“Cold?”

Vyn’s gaze locked on his and she nodded, eyes wide.

“You feel it too?” her voice was small, barely audible above the rain. He nodded.

And it wasn’t the rain that made him feel cold as it so often did after nightfall. It was something he felt deep in his bones. A cannok bellowed in the distance, its voice ragged and angry, its rage emphasizing whatever ill feeling took hold of him now.

Vyn sighed again, deeper this time, and leaned against the wall behind her.

“Maybe we should leave, we could always come ba-“

Just as Vyn was about to make a plea for them to be rid of this place, the structure argued opposite, a hidden doorway appearing at Vyn’s side as her shoulder pressed an unseen mechanism. She nearly fell in but he caught her arm and helped her back to her feet, his eyes fixed on the opening chasm before their very eyes. Vyn turned as she righted herself, her gaze unblinking into the void.

“We should see what’s inside,” he said, though every molecule in his body and his mind told him the very opposite. His mouth and limbs felt detached from him, as if possessed.

Without awaiting an answer, he walked into the shadow only for it to swallow him whole, the wall closing behind him.

“Vyn?” he asked, snapping out of the spell. He spun around but found nothing but solid earth. Earth? But I thought it was stone…

He reached for his glowrod but he found he didn’t have hands with which to reach for it. He looked down into the darkness around him as he imagined himself turning his fists palm over wrist, but instead saw nothing. He felt nothing. He hung weightless in the void of wherever, suddenly unsure of who he was or who he might have been. The memory of the jungle and the mission and their near brush with death fast slipping from his mind as time reduced to nothing, his thoughts dissolving like salt in water, changing its contents for having been there but also no longer what it once was.

Then, he heard a voice.

Forfeit your lives to us, the true inheritors of the Universe.

It wasn’t just a singular voice, but a chorus of them. Cacophonous in its disharmony, and steadfast in its message.

Revel in our glory and be reborn in the undying Empire to come.

The nothingness spread, its emptiness expanding further into naught. Only it was not empty.

It was hungry.

We feed the Force and Force feeds us.

He felt it – that clawing hunger, yearning, and wanting without end. Whatever remained of his consciousness stretched thin, a ghost of itself, but a sliver remained, knowing what it felt like to lack. The emptiness echoed within him. He wanted to feed it and be fed.

Feed our Empire and you may live on forever.

He wanted to. He ached to hand it over, whatever he had to give. Whatever remained of him began to fade away, the dream dissolving into nonbeing. It felt right at first, like falling asleep, that sweet surrender…

Until he felt it – life again, but white-hot. Like sunlight. Slow and steady.

And warm. Oh, so warm.

You send me back pictures and holovids of everything you see, y’hear? His father’s voice echoed from the nothingness, giving the present weight once more. Undiscovered worlds and such.

His father’s smile lit up his mind’s eye, the fondness of the memory sending him further from the icy void and out of oblivion.

The galaxy’s your oyster, Orex. Don’t you ever forget that.

“Hey! Hey! Can you hear me? Are you alright?”

His father’s voice faded into Vyn’s harrowed pleas, his eyes blinking awake in a room he’d never seen.

“Wh-what happened?” he grunted.

He sat up but immediately regretted it, a splitting headache striking him the moment he did. He raised a hand to his temple and shut his eyes tight.

“Where am I?” he asked again.

He realized he was sitting now, and on a cold stone floor of all places, blinking lights surrounding him and hounding his peripheral vision. Vyn swam into view as he slowly registered his surroundings, one of her violet hands checking his forehead for a fever while the other checked his pulse.

“Thank the Maker you’re alright,” she said through an exhausted smile. Sweat lined her brow and the woman looked worse for wear. “We’ve been searching the place for days-“

“Days?” he echoed. “Days?!”

“Please relax, it’s alright now.”

He looked around.

Other scouts milled about, shooting him odd glances as they shoveled unseen items into boxes, others trying to use to the myriad of foreign equipment that lay around them. He sat up straighter once his vision stopped swimming, the tech around him in the small chamber unlike anything he’d ever seen before.

“Please, stay still,” another voice said. He stilled as directed, though not out of any sense of obedience. It took a moment for him to place her voice, but once he did as he was told, her face came into view.

“General Valen,” he uttered, attempting a salute despite his still being on the floor. “I-“

“Do you remember anything of how you got all the way down here?” Vyn asked, the worry clear on her face as she interrupted his decorum. “Or anything at all, really?”

It had all happened within the span of a moment as well as a century. There were no words to describe what he felt, or what he remembered, and the moments before timelessness swallowed him were still coming back in waves – all at once before receding from the shore again, left only with foam.

“We can ask him again later,” General Valen whispered to Vyn quietly, though he could hear her full well. The Jedi tucked a short strand of jet-black hair behind her ear and glanced at him apologetically before turning to Vyn again. “We need to get this to Revan right away.”

She glanced beside them and back to Vyn who nodded fervently. Both women knelt at his side as the rest of the room remained as busy as any loading dock, by the sights and sounds of it, items being hauled into boxes as if they were a warehouse preparing for a planet-wide shipment. But the item beside them was different. It lay on the floor just at the edge of his hand, as if he’d been holding it, its warmth still fresh in his palm.

It was a crystal – rough-hewn but pyramidal in shape, a sharp spire ascending from a three-sided base. It was dark but bright, somehow, its color near-black but also luminous, as if it housed an entire galaxy of shining stars within.

He did not recall ever seeing it before this moment, and yet he knew it intimately, as if it were his own still-beating heart that he’d wrenched from the depths of his ribcage. Looking at it both again and for the first time, he yearned for it, desperately wanted to hold it and clutch it close to his chest. His fingers twitched, and General Valen laid a steady hand on his arm with a concerned expression on her painfully young face.

“I was serious about staying still,” she said, her green eyes flashing as she gently held him down. Vyn wrapped the crystal in a munitions cloth and placed it in a crate alongside a few other scouts, each of their faces grim. “We should take him back to camp, run some bloodwork just in case.”

General Valen held his gaze, and he gazed back, unblinking.

“That sound alright to you, Agent Antares?” she asked, a certain cordiality overcoming her features as she flashed him a forced smile.

“Sure,” he said, confusion flooding him as reality came crashing back. “Thanks.”

His father had been dead for a few years now, but even if the man were still alive, Orex knew he wouldn’t have told him about this. Not this place nor what he saw.

“Revan will know how to take care of this,” General Valen assured him further, taking hold of the hand he’d reached for the crystal with just as Vyn packed it away. General Valen’s fingers squeezed his. He wasn’t sure if this was meant to calm him or placate him. Perhaps it was both. “You’ll be fine. Trust me.”

An unspoken fear laced her promise, but the girl had been right. He had been fine, at least for a time.

Revan never did get back to them about what they’d found. And that never sat well with him.

Nor what happened after.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Eden

“You will re-familiarize yourself with it,” Kreia said calmly at her side. “It is difficult, I know. But ease will come with time.”

Eden’s eyes were still closed, her senses attempting to get a read of the remainder of the military base but coming up empty. Or at least adjacent to empty and not in a way she liked.

“Not to mention you are likely sapped after that display back there at the entrance, slowing time and all.”

There was some mirth in Kreia’s voice as well as a certain sourness, a bite of criticism at the back of her throat.

“It was just something I’d… sensed,” Eden admitted, telling the truth of it even if she wasn’t sure what she’d done wrong exactly, only that she’d repeated it on Citadel Station with favorable results. “I never learned it. To be honest, I thought I might’ve gleaned it from you, considering our bond and all.”

Kreia shook her head.

“We can dissect it later,” Kreia said curtly though she placed a calming hand on Eden’s shoulder. “You can open your eyes now. I will assist from here.”

“Are you sure?” Eden asked, looking at Kreia now as she loomed over her shoulder. The woman was smiling softly though Eden sensed another unspoken sentiment hanging in the air between them. Kreia said nothing, nor did she speak inside Eden’s mind. “I can try again.”

“I am more in tune with my faculties, it would only be fair given our circumstances. It would be best if we get out of here sooner rather than later.”

Kreia nodded at Eden once more, assuring her that the changing of the guard was indeed alright, and closed her eyes in Eden’s stead. Atton hung back awkwardly, pretending to scan the room with great interest.

After accidentally dismantling the HK on the first floor, they’d traversed two more levels of the hidden base and found nothing other than more smoldering scrap metal and loitering military droids. But the place felt less than empty, a few more dead bodies littered the facility to Eden’s dismay, sensing only more death whenever Kreia asked her to reach out through the Force and get a feel for where they should head next, gleaning only the dead’s final moments and nothing pertaining to the remainder of the base. Some were Golden Company, some were Czerka. Some were barely discernable. But she knew they were not alone, droids withstanding. Eden just couldn’t place it.

“Ah yes, I see,” Kreia said eventually, a small smile overcoming her face, different from the smile she shot Eden moments ago. This smile was smug but endearingly so, indicating that Kreia had found her quarry and knew exactly where to move next. “We are getting close.”

“Close?” Eden echoed, glancing back at Atton to see if he’d heard. Whether he had or was pretending not to, Eden couldn’t tell.

“Yes, though I fear we should perhaps part ways for the time being.”

“Part ways?” Eden repeated, Atton betraying his nonchalance and suddenly appearing interested. “What do you mean?”

“It is a matter of technicality, I am afraid,” Kreia said. “Just as with the other doors in the facility, someone has rigged that far door to close immediately upon entering. Unlike the previous doors, however, I sense more traps beyond that are perhaps meant to stop our meddling should you try to leave. Yet through that very door is exactly where we need to go. Not only that, but I can sense more of those mines our resident pilot sensed earlier just beyond it. You will not only need to disable those mines, but you will need someone to allow you back out of that room should the person holing up inside decide to do something rash upon seeing you approach.”

“Someone’s still alive?” Atton asked as he rounded on them now, his blasters still aloft but his interest piqued. Kreia chuckled lightly and nodded.

“Indeed, and I have a feeling you will want to hear what they have to say.”

Eden looked about the room, trying not to think of her time inspecting similar facilities at Alek’s side so she could instead get a read on the place as Kreia had. Only Eden came up empty.

Ease will come with time, the woman had said.

The ease had been second nature once, but long ago. Eden wasn’t sure she believed that would ever be true again.

Eden and Atton locked eyes, nodding once their gazes met, and side-by-side, in-step, the two of them approached the door Kreia indicated, weapons at the ready.

“It will be some time before you come upon them,” Kreia called from across the room, approaching the command console nestled in the corner. “There are a few chambers separating you from the last remaining survivor of this place.”

Eden nodded and swallowed hard.

Kreia took command of the computer console and after a moment urged the doors that Eden and Atton stood in front of to open and bid them entrance. Panels slid into the wall at Kreia’s beckoning, a dark abyss awaiting them on the other side.

Eden and Atton stepped over the threshold and into the darkness, shadow consuming them just as the doors at their back swooshed shut with a loud metallic thud.

Shit,” Atton breathed, producing a glowrod from his pocket. Eden did the same.

“What?” Eden asked, almost immediately. Atton only laughed.

“The witch was right. This hall is littered with mines,” he said, already kneeling down a mere meter away from where she stood, placing the glowrod between his teeth as he worked.

“You didn’t sense it before?” Eden whispered.

Atton muttered something indecipherable before Eden offered to relieve him of his glowrod, plucking the device carefully from his canines.

“Have you seen how thick these doors are?” Atton said as he huffed a breath.

Eden was about to retort when she noticed the faint hum she’d heard earlier in the forest. The adjoining room had been silent, even when Eden reached out through the Force.

“You’re right, but that still doesn’t explain why-“

Eden approached the door again, the effervescent glow following her as she moved. Atton barked an annoyed “Hey! I need to see what I’m doing!” as she left him in the half-dark, but what she felt when her palm touched the metal chilled her to her very core.

Nothing.”

“What? I can’t see over here, unless you’re cool with being blown up, in which case-“

Eden interrupted him.

“Through the Force,” Eden clarified, now touching both hands to the door, feeling every inch of it as if the feeling might increase or dissipate. But still she felt – “Nothing. I sense nothing.”

“Kreia said it would take time,” Atton said, motioning for Eden to return to his side again to light his workspace. “Don’t sweat it, it’s no big deal.”

So you were listening, she thought smally, the notion squirreling itself beside her larger, more pressing thoughts, the hint of a laugh forming at the base of her throat before fear overtook it completely.

“No, you don’t get it,” Eden said, finally pulling away. Eden laughed anyway, a light airy laugh, but not of the caught you in the act variety as it started out as, instead dissolving into the this can’t be happening sort. “When I couldn’t figure out where to go next just now, it’s not that I didn’t sense anything. I could get a feel for the room, I could sense us and our energies. Not to mention-“

What had been tripping Eden up the most were the memories still hanging a little too ripely in this place for her liking. Through the Force she could feel the smaller aches of the more recent deaths – the sharp finality of it preceded briefly by a wave of surprise, shock overcoming everything in the end, unfortunately overshadowing any information she might have found useful – as well as the older aches, too. The deeper wounds of Telos still wept within these walls, the metal housing whatever hurt the planet itself was now working to move past from, preserved as if in a museum.

“Not to mention what?” Atton asked as he resumed his work at disabling the first of what Eden presumed were many mines.

“Never mind,” she said. “The important thing being that so long as someone is – how do I say this?” Eden paused, sucking on her teeth. “So long as someone is… plugged in to the Force, you sense something similar to this, a constant undercurrent of energy, in varying levels. But when I place my hand on that door, I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing.”

Eden looked at the door again through the gloom of the room, careful to keep their two glowrods fixed on Atton so he could allow them passage.

“Touching that thing makes my mind feel like it had these last nine years,” she added thoughtfully, her voice quiet and faraway as she unwittingly thought of a quiet market day on Tatooine, content to mind her droids and nothing else. “Quiet.”

“Is… that what it feels like?” Atton asked, pausing. If Eden didn’t know any better, she would have admitted that the man sounded genuinely curious. “Quiet? Without the Force, I mean.”

She nodded, verbally affirming “Yes,” quietly once she realized Atton couldn’t see her gesture.

“Not sure I’ve ever known quiet,” the man mused with a quiet laugh as he finally got up, only to move a few paces forward and start the process all over again. “My brain’s always buzzing.”

Eden wasn’t sure if Atton was purely making conversation or if he was sincerely uncomfortable. Perhaps he was both.

“It was nice while it lasted,” Eden said, not surprised at the revelation but in her admission of it. “I didn’t appreciate the quiet when it was all I had.”

“So it goes,” Atton shrugged. “What I don’t get is why you don’t just leave.”

“Leave?”

Eden could ask the same of Atton.

“You were gone for nearly a decade, right? The Outer Rim’s large, sprawling. Not hard to disappear in. Seems like you’ve done it before.”

She had. Plenty of times. Eden had run into people from her past before, too, and it was never difficult to avoid their questing stares or questions if they managed to recognize her through her many iterations, aliases akin to disguises if not different unexplored skins of who she might have been if she were being honest with herself – which she often wasn’t.

“Not this time,” she said. “I don’t think I can outrun this. Plus, I… don’t think I want to.”

She was surprised to hear it just as much as she was to say it.

Atton paused and eventually nodded, rubbing his palms together before dusting dirt off his trousers, rising again only to advance a few more steps to tackle the next mine.

“What about you?” Eden asked. “Sounds like you’ve had your fill of war. Why stick around for this long?”

At this, Atton truly paused. He remained kneeling, his hands poised over what Eden felt was the next explosive set to detonate should either one of them take another ill-advised step, thankful that both of them were more the wiser.

“I like feeling useful,” Atton laughed a hollow laugh. “Does that make me a bad person?”

He glanced at Eden, flashing her a self-deprecating grin - though a charming one at that - before returning to his work. Whether the man wanted a genuine answer or was simply speaking hypothetically, Eden wasn’t sure, so she didn’t grace him with a response.

“Still, something strange about that door though,” Eden said, glancing back at door. Had all the doors in this facility been like this? Did Kreia realize?

“I guess,” Atton added, his work quickening before he moved onto the next. “To be honest, I didn’t think this particular skillset of mine would come in handy so soon. Especially not after Peragus.”

“Peragus?”

“That place was asking to be blown up,” Atton said. “I only got the job without prior training because I had experience with explosive material during the war. I have a certificate, actually.” He laughed. “Not much work for a bomber pilot without bombs to be dropped.”

“Guess not,” she added, feeling stupid for even speaking. Atton had disabled four mines now and counting, and Eden was still standing beside him dumbly, glancing back at the door Kreia had promised to open again when they needed it.

“Not unlike this place,” Atton continued. “Whoever’s holed up in here must be desperate. Smart, no doubt, but desperate.”

Eden wondered what use there was in lining an entire hall with mines just as the memory of the facility resurfaced in her mind’s eye as if she’d been there, bombs raining down on the surface outside and eating up all vegetation in sight. She didn’t know why, but this hall’s defenses felt like a retaliation, a response, to what had happened before.

They weren’t here when it happened, she’d gleaned suddenly, as if from nothing. Eden was struck by a sense that whoever they were approaching was not a native to this facility. Unfamiliar with its history as well as its purpose, just as perplexed as she was when she placed her hand on the door at her back. Force dampening, perhaps?

“We’re in the clear,” Atton announced eventually, standing and stretching until his spine produced a series of pops and cracks. “We should be good to move on.”

Move on.

How could she? Even if she wanted to, Eden’s tenuous connection to the Force only wanted to further tether her to the past.

“Sure,” she lied, knowing there was no way forward otherwise. She tossed Atton his glowrod and elongated her Echani staff, poising it ahead of them. “You ready to explore more uncharted territory?”

Atton snatched his glowrod from the air without blinking, his face illuminated as he caught the device, its glow filtering ghost-like through his closed fist.

“Do we have a choice?” Atton sighed.

Did they ever?

 

Chapter 48: The Man Behind the Curtain

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Eden

“I thought Kreia said the person she sensed was just beyond the door,” Atton grumbled, aiming his pistols as they neared another corner. “I’m getting real tired of disabling mines.”

The man knelt down for the umpteenth time that hour to dismantle yet another trap, the entire facility littered with them and buzzing softly as a result, as if they’d wandered into a wasp’s nest.

“Whoever they are, they’re awfully handy,” Eden said absently. Another active war droid lingered in the hall beside them, its intelligence module glowing but reacting to them none. Her eyes scanned its looming frame until her gaze settled on its rifle, following the barrel of it until she noticed the merc lying dead at the end of the hallway.

Atton’s eyes flashed in her direction before she’d even taken a single step, frustration beading on his brow as if he were about to reprimand her for being careless.  Atton, instead, only huffed in annoyance before returning his attention to the mine at hand once he realized Eden was being mindful.

“I thought I asked you stay still,” Atton sighed as she took a calculated step, “I can’t concentrate if I think you might walk yourself into an explosion.”

“Sorry, it’s just-“ Eden raised a hand to the droid, its hulking silver frame gloomed in the dimly lit hallway. “I’m just piecing things together.”

With her eyes still fixed on the dead body across the hall, its ribcage blown open, she accessed the droid’s control panel and ran the same diagnostic she’d run on the machine in the main hangar. Unlike her still-shaky hold on the Force, Eden found she could still type in commands one-handed and without looking. Finally tearing her eyes away from the dark-clad merc staring her dead-eyed from the other side of another unseen mine, Eden glanced at the control panel. This droid, too, was set only to stun organics, not kill them. Non-Republic droids, however, were fair game, with the simple directive to ‘eliminate’ them emboldened in red font.

Atton nodded in Eden’s direction, trying not to sound interested.

“Find anything?”

“Sort of,” Eden cocked her head, still assessing the scene. “Do you mind handling that mine over there? I want to check something.”

Atton’s eyes traveled from Eden to the body, the man jumping slightly before his gaze returned to Eden.

“Gotta hunch, I take it,” he said, shaking his head before getting to work.

The hall was lined with doors, all shut, though laser scoring was seared into the surface of the space around them. She could still sense the faint smell of burnt metal.

“All done here,” Atton announced after a moment and moving on. “Hopefully this is the last of it, or I’ll-“

If Atton continued speaking, Eden didn’t notice. As soon as he gave her the go-ahead, she rushed to the other side of the corridor and knelt before the body still slumped there. This merc was a humanoid female with limp brown hair falling in front of her dead eyes, her skin greyed. Rigor mortis had set in, her features more akin to a mannequin than a person. Eden rummaged around for the gold coin tucked into the woman’s holster and held it up to the light as if it might reveal something. It only reflected the door behind her, its panels closed, but it perhaps revealed the very place the merc was looking just as all life left her body, the echo of it ringing heavy in the space surrounding them.

Eden turned, facing the door, the feeling hanging in the air as if like a mist.

“You okay?” Atton asked after a minute. “I think we’re all set with the mines here, if you wanted to snoop around.”

Eden didn’t respond. Instead, she kept her eyes focused on the far door, a ghostly feeling overcoming her as she tried to tap into the Force surrounding them. She could sense the inactive mines, the hall still slightly buzzing with their once-lively hum like a fast-receding resonance, and she could feel the pull of Atton and his desire to know what she was thinking, what she was feeling. But she also gleaned some numbers, an equation, or something similar.

“Watch the end of the hall for me, will you?” she asked, glancing his way. Her eyes met Atton’s for a brief moment, the number twelve ringing clearly in her mind though she didn’t know why. Atton’s eyes went wide, wondering, blinking twice before he eventually nodded with a silent sure. Atton did as he was told and Eden turned back to the dead body, the woman’s matte eyes staring back at her lazily. It had been a while since she’d done this, but as if no time had passed, Eden took a deep breath and gently raised her hand towards the woman’s face. Placing her fingers on her resistant eyelids, she closed them and wished the woman peace, but in the same breadth send a tendril of the Force through her corpse and gleaned what she could from the rotting flesh.

At first there was only decay, a certain nothingness, a lack. But then there was a flash – a sense of shock and the taste of blood. Eden leaned in further and suddenly she was there in the merc’s final moments, her blaster poised towards an HK gleaming through the doorway across the passage. Its laserfire shot past her, her blaster going off a millisecond later. The HK collapsed, and yet a blaster shot still hit her square in the sternum just as two thoughts fought for dominance in her mind: a simple how? accompanied with a loaded I shouldn’t have yelled at Pela this morning. It was all quickly followed by a simple it hurts, it hurts, oh gods. The feeling lasted longer than Eden would have liked to reimagine, the pain ebbing and flowing while the panic rose and fell, until the woman eventually surrendered, her last thoughts being that of just how much her chest ached.

Eden shook her head, the feeling of death still heavy within her.

“Can you try to open that door?” she asked of Atton. The man stared at her for a moment, a beat passing between them before he nodded fervently and accessed the panel beside it. When the thing didn’t open, he simply shot at it. The door still didn’t open.

“Usually that works,” Atton muttered as he fiddled with the panel again. After some decided mumbling and shooting eager glances over his shoulder, Atton managed to get the door to open. And sure enough, a limp HK sat slumped on the other side. “Shit.”

Atton shot a round and kicked at it before realizing it was already deactivated.

“Just wanted to make sure,” he said, glancing at Eden again and trying to act cool about it, though she wasn’t even looking at him. Eden glanced from the HK to the droid and back to the body again.

“This one doesn’t make sense,” she said, shaking her head. “So far, every merc we’ve found was killed by an HK. But she managed to knock out the HK first, and was killed by the droid, which was only programmed to stun her.”

“Might’ve been a mistake?” Atton offered with a shrug, though Eden wasn’t having it. She finally got up again, this time racing to the other side of the hall to review the war droid’s control panel again.

“Can’t be,” she said. “I mean, it’s possible, but if this droid were glitching, it surely would’ve tried to fire on us, too.”

“Okay, true, guess you have a point,” Atton said, absently kicking the dead HK in the head followed by a quiet ow.

“The history log's cleared for this droid,” Eden said, looking down the length of the untraversed corridor ahead of them, “Whoever did this deleted this droid’s history.”

“I take it that’s significant?”

Atton shuffled his feet as Eden shot him an impatient glare.

“Whoever Kreia sensed at the end of this hall didn’t mean to kill anyone, at least not initially.”

“So they were desperate,” Atton shrugged. “Can you really blame them?”

Eden paused and swallowed, thinking of herself and how she would react in such a situation.

“No,” she said. “I can’t.”

But it was more than that.

Like the merc, she gleaned a feeling from this hallway. A resonance that rang heavy with regret.

They’ve done this before, Eden knew somehow. But they didn’t want it to come to this.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Atton asked, extending a hand that Eden retreated from on instinct. Atton recoiled, holding his hands up in surrender. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to-“

“No, it’s fine,” Eden interrupted. “I’m fine. We should move on, find whoever this is and get on with it.”

“Sure, yeah,” Atton acquiesced, still backing away, “Whatever you say.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions
Revan

 

There was so much she hadn’t known about herself.

There was still the question of what her favorite color was. There was a push and pull – a propensity for reds and purples, but also a proclivity for yellows and oranges. Neither yet both suited her. Even still, the current crystal housed in her saber (violet for the time-being) felt more like a placeholder than anything that rang true within her. The crystal didn’t speak to her. It didn’t sing. But it would do. For now.

She remembered being fond of severe cosmetics in the time before, often painting her lips dark red or deepest black, maintaining her sheath of pin-straight jet-black hair with masks and treatments to use almost as a cape, a veil with which to hide as well from which to reveal herself. Now she preferred to be plain-faced if only for the sheer lack of effort it cost her, her hair’s natural waves finally finding freedom. Her freckles finally breathing from beneath the mask she often wore, Mandalorian or no. This part felt akin to her. Not to the woman she was before or the one she was convinced to be after – even the façade of Nevarra Draal kept shortly cropped hair and darkly lined eyes. But the person she was now wanted neither of those things, not that it mattered in a place like this anyway.

No one here made eye contact with one another. They didn’t need to. Time moved so slowly, thoughts simply seeped into the open air and hung there for centuries. The only time she heard anyone speak was when the Emissary came to her with a message, as he had just that morning.

“You are doing exceptionally well,” he’d said, steepling his fingers and bowing his head slightly. His features were sharp and angular, almost human but not quite. “He is pleased with your progress.”

He. As if there were a proper label. As if a singular person was responsible for all of this. She knew it was only a matter of decorum, of linguistics. So she wasn’t about to argue. But the wheels in her mind turned anyway, trying to make sense of it and remind herself why she was here. To remind herself what it was she’d meant to recover from her first visit to this place with Alek at her side, even if the memories were only half-remembered and fast slipping away.

You hate it here, don’t you? Alek had asked when they’d stayed on the outskirts. Not enough action I take it?

He’d flashed her his trademark grin, wide and charming, his blue-eyes glinting in the unearthly light.

Shut up, she’d chided with a jab to his ribs, which were a good foot higher than the comfort of her elbow’s reach. This is fascinating and you know it.

She was so in awe then, and she hated to admit that she was now as well. She wondered if this were an anomaly or some fossilized version of the world before, of life before the Republic, before humanoids, before any written history known to her or the people she knew to exist. This reality was outside the realm of everything she knew to be true, yet inside the realm of all she wanted to learn, to know intimately. And she had been invited to do so. Twice.

He will be happy to know that you have returned, the Emissary had announced upon her arrival, just as he had all those years ago. He didn’t seem to notice that her old apprentice was gone this time, though she felt his ghost with her always. And perhaps the Emissary picked up on that, too.

Let me know if you need anything to further fuel your studies, the Emissary had promised both then and now. Just as before, the Emissary spoke in an ancient dialect she somehow understood, though where from she was not sure. Both times, he used a form of ‘you’ that insinuated the plural. Either he meant to address both her and Alek, and then both versions of herself, or the two of them always. Time did not act the same way here as it did where she was from so it was hard to tell.

He is most interested in your progress.

Whether he meant her and Alek’s progress, or Revan’s and Nevarra’s progress, she did not know. And she did not know how to ask.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

 

“You’ll never find him,” the merc laughed through blood-stained teeth. One of the few left alive, Eden took it upon herself to ask again who sent them and who put the bounty on her head. “No one will ever tell you where to find him, or where he is.”

The humanoid man spat straight into Eden’s face. The woman blinked back his scarlet-laced spittle and tightened her fist around his collar, holding up his mangled body against the wall in a way that made Atton feel uncomfortably warm.

He, huh?” Eden smirked. “Learned something new already.”

Atton could have sworn that Eden’s fingers bristled with electricity, as if she’d run her palms across a carpet before wrangling the half-dead merc into her bloodied hands. He felt like Jaq again, in league with Dark Jedi as they hunted what remained of Revan’s army before they were lost to the wind. Like Eden had been.

The merc’s eyes flashed as he looked down at Eden’s firm grip, his feet only just brushing against the floor as she held him even further up against the wall. Atton closed his aim on the man while also getting a better look at him – older, grizzled, and heavily scarred – morbidly curious if they may have crossed paths but finding that nothing about the man rang true with his unfortunately razor-sharp memory. The merc glanced in his direction, almost bored.

“Too bad you won’t get anything else out of me,” he smirked before biting down. Within a second, his mouth was frothing and white, his body convulsing and erratic. Eden dropped him and jumped back.

Atton holstered one blaster and reached for her, keeping the other pistol on the merc dying before them. The man's eyes were wide and unblinking, almost as if he were laughing.

It was instinct. Atton kept his eyes trained on the merc as he succumbed to the poison no doubt implanted in his tooth for situations just like this, and with one blaster pistol still aimed at the man’s still-jerking head should the toxin not take, he felt Eden ease into his side, his free hand closing in around her waist.

They stood like that for a long while, watching wordlessly as the merc finally succumbed and stopped moving. The body twitched unnervingly until the last. And still, they waited and watched.

Atton wasn’t sure what made him do it, or what instinct it was of his that automatically reached out for her, but it was uncomfortably comfortable having Eden this close. To feel her against him, almost hip to hip, her bloodied hands gripped his arm as she slowed her breathing to quell what he could only guess was an oncoming panic attack.

“I can’t do this anymore,” Eden gasped softly at his side. “It feels so far away and yet it’s just so easy-“

“Hey, hey, you’re alright,” Atton assured her, finally holstering his other blaster and turning to her in full. Eden was still mindlessly grabbing at his arm while he moved to grip her shoulders, forcing her to face him in the eye. After a moment of heavy breathing, her eyes darting around the room at first, Eden eventually took a deep breath and met Atton’s gaze. “Listen to me, okay? You’re alright.”

Eden shook her head.

“Doesn’t matter how I am,” she said, breathless. “This isn’t right.”

“You didn’t start this,” Atton said. They had never stood this close before, and while some inner part of him felt anxiety cresting just within his chest at the realization of it, another part of him realized that his words were likely true of whatever happened at Malachor. The panic was still clear on Eden’s face. “You can still walk away.”

Just like I will, he thought bitterly as Eden shook her head at him yet again.

“I can’t, not this time.”

Eden closed her eyes as she reined in her breathing again, still holding Atton’s arm. He remained still, silently vowing to wait as long as she needed, knowing he should move away but also knowing that this was likely the last and only time this would ever happen. His mind ached to trace the Ison Trade Corridor in his mind again, but instead he found himself tracing Eden’s every feature – the way  her lashes fell softly on her freckled cheeks, splotched red and anxious but all the more beautiful for it, the precise curve of her jaw before it crested at the point of her chin, the pleasing edges of her collarbone, the way her hair fell into her eyes, and –

“I won’t walk away this time,” she said again, opening her eyes. Atton stood transfixed, plumbing the depths of her warm green irises, mossy and earthen, speckled with gold. Something about her was familiar still, yes, but she was also so unlike anyone he had ever met.

“Well,” Atton swallowed, hoping Eden didn’t hear or at least focus on the audible gulp his throat made. “You at least have a lead now, right?”

Eden nodded.

“I do,” she said, finally inching away. “Thanks.”

Thanks, he echoed bitterly in his mind, knowing he didn’t deserve it.

“Let’s finish this, shall we?” Eden implored, readying her weapon before she faced the remainder of the hallway, no doubt not far from their quandary. Atton nodded, feeling sick.

“Gladly,” he lied.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

 

He was beginning to forget what day it was.

As much as Mical wanted to continue reading whatever the archive had to offer him, he chose instead to map out what remained of the academy. Part of him reconciled that it would aid in his eventual escape. But another more reality-bound part of him knew it was because if he looked at another Maker forsaken datapad he would permanently go cross-eyed.

You’re awfully busy, the mysterious voice spoke in his head again as he drew a crude map of the academy ruins. You should rest.

His peculiar benefactor had grown more talkative of late. Mical’s suspicions grew into two branches of thought – one was that he was speaking with some rather curious creature that had somehow gained sentience in his time away from Dantooine, the other being that he was conversing telepathically with a rather small but articulate child.

Either that or he was going utterly insane. Which was also a possibility.

“I’m fine,” he said, still unsure how to convey his thoughts without speaking. “I appreciate your concern though.”

It wasn’t just the voice or the ghostly presence of whomever he was speaking to, but the other plethora of restless phantoms he shared these ruins with. They may have been a fabrication of his own lingering sentiments for this place, but they felt heavy, almost real. He would often see things move in his peripheral vision, chalking it up to a skittering laigrek or simply a shadow, but another part of him felt less than alone here. He’d felt it when he was here with Erebus and Vash, wondering if the feeling were a side effect of Erebus’ affinity for the Dark Side somehow, but now he feared it wasn’t that simple.

I can teach you how to harness it, the voice promised. It can help you, just as it’s helped me.

“Perhaps,” he sighed. Mical completed his rough sketch and looked about, making sure he accurately tracked his footsteps through the fallen debris. He hadn’t spent much time here in the grand scheme of things, but it was the one location he’d lived in the longest. Some of his earliest memories were of this place. “Did you happen to know Master Vandar?”

I did, yes, the voice rejoined in a spectral echo within his mind. He was kind to me.

“To me as well,” Mical said, thinking of the man, nearly his size when he was first brought here at the age of four and more like a father to him than anyone else he might have known from his childhood. It’s a shame what happened to him and the others.

It is, the voice agreed.

Mical paused.

You heard me? He thought errantly. He could have sworn he felt the ghost of a laugh within his chest at the notion, though the sentiment did not come from him.

I did, the voice said. You’re more open to it than you think.

The Force.

His connection had come freely as a child. It was the reason his caretaker looked at him funny, and the reason he was thrown to the wolves so easily once the Jedi came, though thankfully they were not wolves but instead gentle shepherds. Or so he thought. And so he still hoped to believe all these years later…

You fear it, the voice continued. Just as I did.

“Why did you fear it, though?” he asked quietly, comforted by the sound of his own voice. He was standing half-way between two collapsed rooms, a sliver of night sky peering down at him from above.

Because it did not feel like me, the voice said. Because I could not control it. At least not yet.

“I know what you mean,” he said, thinking back to the front lines. The Mandalorian Wars unfortunately occupied space in his mind as both the distant past as well as the all-too-recent present. The only way the Force felt comfortable to him was by means of healing. He liked the warmth of it in his fingers, the welling of it in his palms. He could rein it in that way and know that whatever his efforts at least they were used for good. As for the Jedi fighting out on the field however…

But it does not have to be that way once you get better acquainted with it. I can teach you.

Mical lowered himself onto a slab of rock and looked up at the makeshift portal of sky, admiring the stars as he considered it.

Perhaps, he thought loudly enough for his companion to hear. Where do I begin?

At first there was silence. He heard the rustling of wind in the trees outside, the tall grasses whistling. And then he heard it – the trademark clicking of laigreks he’d grown so accustomed to cohabitating with. The night air was full of them, calling to one another, a lone kath hound howl piercing through the quiet thrum.

You are already familiar with it, even if you think you are quieting it, the voice began. The chorus of creatures rose gently as the wind picked up, the sounds of their calls reaching Mical as if they were meant for his ears alone. It is always there, like a heartbeat. A constant. A warm star, like the sun. Central to the galaxy and ever-present even when the world is dark.

He heard it, then. Felt it. But it had always been there. An undercurrent, an imperceptible energy that felt as simple as if he were merely adjusting the frequency on a radio. But it hadn’t always been so straightforward, at least not before the Golden Company forced it on him.

Most people can attune themselves to the sound of it but many learn to ignore it before they even know what it is.

“That… makes sense,” Mical said, suddenly feeling sad. “How did I not know that?”

Many don’t, the voice sounded almost smug. You’ve done it before. Try it now – simply listen.

He didn’t need to be instructed to do so – he was already doing it.

You feel that energy? It surrounds everything – the laigreks, the grass, the kath hounds beyond – but also you, and the temple, and me as well.

He felt it then, he truly did. As if both sensing and becoming a single organism, a hive mind inhabiting his own before splitting itself off and allowing him to simply observe from afar. He felt it all – the animals nearby, the plant-life, the temple beneath and around him both past and present, as well as a singular presence within, no longer ghost-like but small and warm, like a star buried in the night sky.

I won’t hurt you, you know, was the first thing he thought, sending his sentiment through the ether and sensing a small smile in return.

I know, the voice assured. But I’m not ready yet. I may never be.

Through the same energy he felt sewn into like a constellation lassoed and tethered to the very plane of existence instead of simply the stars, he sensed it – a small bead of energy at the heart of the temple, buried deep, deep within. A single kernel of life housed within the ruin like a reptile huddled in its shell.

I owe you, he said, just as he felt something else – a tug, a sharp pull that brought him out of his reverie. His eyes shot open though it was a feeling he sensed only through the Force. Intruders.

They are coming, the voice warned, worry painting its thoughts. It was bound to happen.

“I can fend them off,” he promised in a hurried whisper, unsure if he could stay true to his word. Perhaps the Jedi had thought the same.

The pebble of an energy source he once sensed at the heart of the temple vanished, all traces of it disappearing as soon as the threat became apparent, quickly encroaching on their position.

I will be fine, the voice assured. Always have been.

The laigreks’ song stilled suddenly, their every sense on edge. Even the kath hounds grew quiet. Mical felt their every nerve and intuition as if it were his own.

“But I-“

Yet as soon as he spoke, the voice was gone, his head empty, and the forest on guard just as he was.

He was alone again, but unfortunately not for long.


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

 

“This one cleared?” Eden asked, back to him, baton and blaster drawn. Atton nodded.

“Affirmative,” he assured her, “We’re good to move on. Shouldn’t be much longer now.”

The last stretch of windowless corridor proved to be the most harrowing yet, the maze of the military base stretching beyond Atton’s imagination and into the stuff of nightmares. His internal list of hyperspace routes weren’t cutting it, and his mind was starting to blank when he tried to mentally recall his emotional support Pazaak hand.

You scared? Corr Desyk had asked through the dark curtains of his intricate braids. I have a feeling we’re about to win this one. The Jedi flashed him a confident grin despite the grim news they were about to receive, their entire squadron set to be briefed about the assault on Malachor V. Desyk was to remain on the surface of the moon and clear the field for their charge, ensuring that no Republic nor Jedi soldiers were harmed in the firefight to come. Or so that had been the plan…

“What do you think this place was even used for?” Atton asked Eden into the quiet, even his whisper echoing within the dark space. “All I see are droids and storage rooms.”

Atton felt Eden shake her head at his back, their shoulders still pressed together as they circled the junction before finally falling into step down the last corridor after escaping one hell of a booby trap a few meters back. Atton’s leather jacket was singed at the lower seam, and part of Eden’s fringe had unfortunately caught fire, masking the smell of death with the scent of burning hair. Atton was oddly thankful for it. Atton wondered if Desyk’s braids were consumed all at once or slowly, or if the man had felt anything at all.

“There has to be something important here,” she muttered, moving leftwards to slam her hand on an access panel, revealing another empty room. “Czerka operatives and Habat’s missing tech were supposedly snooping around this part of the Restoration Zone, this fort was the one that wasn’t on the map remember?”

“Right,” Atton said, feeling oddly at ease knowing Eden was at his side as he, too, demanded one of the rightward doors to open, only to reveal another body. “Well, we can confirm Czerka’s also gotten this far, at least.”

“Really?”

Eden rounded on him as he stood in the dark of the doorway, a crumpled corpse clad in Czerka colors awaiting them on the other side of the threshold.

“Shit," Eden sighed. "I had a working theory, but I guess that's wrong."

Atton had seen his fair share of bodies, and he knew Eden had as well. But he couldn’t help but think of his squadmates as they burnt up like husks within the shells of their ships, unable to escape the explosive pull of the Mass Shadow Generator.

You are to fire on the bulk of the horde, another Jedi had told his squadron in Desyk’s presence prior to the battle. Push the Mandalorians back. And once that’s happened, then we unleash the big guns.

Eden rushed towards the body and turned it over until another lifeless face looked back up at her. Atton was still trying to rid his memory of the body from earlier, the woman’s face eerily similar to another face he’d very much like to forget, their complexion similar and their dead eyes just the same.

Atton retraced the Rimma Trade Route – even accounting for a detour to Peragus, just for fun – as Eden examined the body and ruminated for far longer than Atton was comfortable with.

The route didn’t last long, his mind hurrying through it as another memory rushed in like water on a fast-sinking ship.

Big guns? Atton had echoed. The Jedi, a Togruta, nodded.

We have the means of wiping out the entire moon, but only once the Mandalorians are cornered, the Jedi announced, pride radiating in his voice. Desyk nudged Atton and the two exchanged mirrored smirks.

"This one was shot by one of the military mechs, too,” Eden said after a while, bringing Atton out of his reverie, exhaling deeply as if she’d been holding her breath. Atton felt very much the same. “Like the one from before.”

Still half-poised beside the body on one knee, Eden pointed her glowrod about the room in search of a droid only to come up empty.

“Must be elsewhere,” she said with a sigh as she got back to her feet. On instinct, Atton almost helped her up, eager to feel her skin on his more than anything, before he thought the better of it. Eden only furrowed her brow at him before returning to the hallway.

“So, what other revelations are in store for us?”

Eden dusted off her knees and crept onward. Atton had no choice but to follow.

Wiping out the entire moon? His squadmate had asked, her face scrunched in confusion. How is such a thing even possible?

The Togruta shook his head. I can explain it to you, though my account would not do it justice.

The remainder of the hallway felt wrong. But Atton stayed in-step with Eden, again oddly comfortable with how easy it was to remain at her side, as if their minds were already attuned to the same page, their every step in sync. They walked slowly forward, weapons drawn, and just as Eden glanced upward, Atton did too. As soon as he registered the anomaly, he fired, his aim true. From the lifting smoke he spied a minuscule machine as it wilted and fizzled in the corner of the ceiling before completely sputtering out.

“A camera,” Atton muttered. He shook his head, about to move on, but Eden held up an arm to stop him in his tracks. “Should’ve figured we were being watched.”

“I had a suspicion,” she said quietly. “But… if we were being watched, and those droids are capable of killing organics, then… what stopped them from offing us too?”

Eden turned to him, her gaze boring into the side of his face. Atton swallowed before facing her. Eden’s expression was imploring bordering on desperate, her green and gold eyes wide as she searched his face for an answer she was not about to receive. He didn’t know what she wanted to hear, nor what reassurance she was hoping for. All he could do was shrug.

“Maybe they’re with Habat,” he offered. “Maybe they know you’re a friend.”

Friend.

The word felt strange on his tongue, but he meant it in earnest. Eden had gone out of her way to help the Ithorians here in a way that made him feel terrible. Even the mere scent of the fresh earth outside made him sick. Revan wanted this place decimated, wiped off the map. And Atton was only too eager to oblige. He was never one for asking questions, at least not back then. Eden had asked the very same of Malachor, and yet a part of him resented her for it. She’d only followed Revan’s orders, no? Just as he had. And he’d bombed Telos long after Malachor was gone to the galaxy. Still, the word friend rang true as he thought it, thinking again of the woman who fed him not once but twice before ever thinking of herself. And it was only on the behalf of the Ithorians that she wanted Loppak Slusk dead, wasn’t it? And the death of countless others for the bounty now on her head?

“We can only hope,” Eden sighed before urging them both onward.

Atton shook his head and his errant thoughts along with it. The corridor was oddly empty, but it still felt wrong, each closed door housing nothing but shadows and countless crates, secrets piled high but none of their concern right now. At least not until they cleared this place of its ghost, its resident specter watching them always…

“Please tell me this is the end of it,” Atton groaned quietly as they neared what he hoped was the conclusion of the hall. Like the rest of the facility, the corridor was dimly lit and dark, so it was only as they neared that the bodies came into view, their shadowed forms creating miniature mountains against the far door.

Neither Atton nor Eden said anything.

Atton holstered one of his blasters and traded it for his glowrod, holding it aloft until it illuminated the pile before them. The bottom was all metal. Silver and gleaming, a single HK intelligence module looked up at them dead-eyed. But there were mechs at the base, too, their hulls burnt and bent. Above them were the bodies, both Czerka and mercenary alike. And above them hung a laurel, a wreath of ivy spilling out from the cracks of the closed door ahead of them as if it were an infestation and a miracle both.

“Just like the Ithorian Compound, huh?” Eden asked almost reverently, as if the dead were not there.

Atton was about to make another remark when he felt it – no, heard it – and looked upwards again. Whirring almost indiscriminately, another miniature camera looked in his direction just as he made eye contact with its miniscule lens. Like locking eyes with an insect.

“They know we’re here,” Atton whispered, nudging Eden and indicating that she glance upward too. “How much you wanna bet whoever’s inside knows who you are?”

And wants to cash in on that bounty he didn’t say, though he thought it. He looked at Eden, watching as she registered the camera and considered it, her gaze eventually meeting his as well.

“Guess that’s a risk we’ll just have to take,” she said, readying her weapons once more. Atton sighed.

There’s that we again, he thought. Though he had to admit he was getting used to the sound of it…

“On three,” Eden instructed as Atton hooked his glowrod back onto his belt and retrieved his other blaster, holding both pistols aloft and at the ready. “One, two-“

Before Eden could utter three, the doors ahead of them swooshed open as if quietly ushering them inside.

The inner space was cavernous and lush, like the Ithorian stronghold on Citadel Station but also decidedly not. Where the compound was curated and manicured, this place ran wild with vines and ivy sprawling over every space of wall until there was none visible to the naked eye and to the point that the space between was overcrowded and claustrophobic. Even a thick coat of moss covered the floor and blanketed their footsteps.

Eden took a step forward, but Atton reached out for her. His hand closed around her wrist, holding her back and urging her to look at him. Their eyes met and he mouthed I think it’s a trap.

A trap. He should have known it then on Malachor, too. It had all sounded too good to be true. And this felt too inviting to be real as well.

It is one thing to tell you how such a thing is possible, the Jedi had explained. But it is another to hear it from the tauntaun’s mouth. The Togruta stepped aside to reveal a man from the far end of the room, humble with his head bowed.

“We’ll be careful,” Eden mouthed silently just as a voice rang out through the room, muffled by all the green crowding the space.

“I hadn’t meant for any of this,” the voice said, soft and steady, though sorrowful. “I promised myself I wouldn’t. Not anymore.”

Eden and Atton locked eyes, nodding in unison once they honed in on the voice and slowly began making their way towards it with steady strides, in-step as usual. Atton hadn’t even been this close with Desyk nor as in sync, and never on quite the same page with his squadmates, though they came close.

“They urged my hand,” the voice continued, harrowed. “I had no other choice.”

Eden’s face wilted, her eyebrows lilting sideward as she registered the confession. Atton only shook his head. No, don’t listen to them. Not yet. Don’t-

“Everything we worked for, everything we built... I couldn't let it all burn again. Only you might know the feeling,” the voice said as they neared, Eden’s face betraying more emotion than Atton had known it to in the few weeks he’d known her. Another one for the books.

Once your squad clears the field and pushes the Mandalorians back, this man’s device will complete the deed, the Togruta explained, side-stepping to reveal a wiry Iridonian with a half-hidden smile, shy but prideful. He was pale and beautiful, his amber eyes looking out at them briefly before gazing back to the floor. This is Bao-Dur, the genius behind the device that will finally end this war.

The room was dark and full, the voice somehow everywhere and in Atton’s mind at the same time, playing in conjunction with his unwitting memory. He imagined Corr Desyk again, proud and smiling as the Iridonian tech was brought before their squad, his head still lowered as he avoided each and every one of their gazes.

I’m no genius, the Iridonian had muttered.

Don’t believe him, Desyk retaliated with pride. This man’s the best there ever was.

Atton wondered if he could summon ghosts or sense them. Because just as they turned a corner sprawling with brush and ivy, he spied a man huddled in the corner of the adjoining space, head in his hands. His skin was pale, ivory spikes cresting his head like a crown of thorns. His voice was soft, familiar, and ghostly. But when he looked up, he looked at Eden, his eyes wide and pleading.

“I thought you of all people might understand. Wouldn’t you, General?”

General.

Atton looked from the man to Eden, wondering if he was imagining the entire thing, a memory and fabrication both.

Eden stilled, her eyes wide as she registered the man and took in his appearance, eventually stepping towards him with a confounded, “It's you.”

Just as Atton thought the same.

Atton could have sworn that the man that looked back at them, a pale Iridonian with a crest of barbs adorning his warm slate-grey skin, was the very same as the one that haunted his mind’s eye now.

The image of Corr Desyk hung spectral in both Atton’s memory as well as his peripheral vision, promising, You’ll never find a more impressive Iridonian this side of Hutt Space. Atton could even imagine the Jedi’s warm eyes as he’d said it – dark and brown, almost candied in the way they were honey-limned and bright despite the darker depths of his irises.

“Bao-Dur?” Eden asked, echoing Atton’s memory, untethering him completely from the here and now.

Bao-Dur.

Atton blinked, seeing both the wiry tech from years before and the muscular stranger he saw before him, reconciling that they were indeed the same person.

He may not have known why Eden was so familiar to him, her eyes and her visage still a mystery he was unfortunately still very willing to uncover. But there was no question as to where Atton knew this man from.  

If Eden was the Jedi who made the call, this was the man that made the call possible. Not that Atton ever would have guessed back then, or even now for that matter.

And here he stood, between the made and the maker, wondering just where he fit into all of this. Fast realizing that he didn’t fit anywhere at all.

 

 

Notes:

Not me posting this chapter on the 15th and forgetting to insert Eden's POV at the beginning before posting it and only remembering to edit and add it a whole day later :) Not sure if anyone goes back and reads these but oops sorry if you read the previous version of this chapter. I don't think you'd miss much, just some context for one of Atton's POV portions, some narrative symmetry, a description of death through the Force and more angst from Eden - nothing you couldn't imagine via context clues or simply ruminating about the Exile in general probably. Not sure how I missed that but to be honest I've had a harder time with these last few chapters than I expected so that could be it. There were too many internal themes and thoughts I wanted to explore or at least touch on before moving on despite not much happening before the next few big events on the horizon so hopefully that all comes across okay (even if I am laying it on thick despite spreading it impossibly thin somehow). Honestly I'm just obsessed with these characters and enjoy sitting with them a lot, which is obvious. I enjoy sharing my thoughts and feelings about them. As usual, thanks and enjoy.

Chapter 49: Past is Past

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atris

Atris had imagined the encroaching moment many times in her mind’s eye. Almost as often as she replayed the memory of their last meeting.

She ran through every possible scenario, exhausting every argument and counterpoint she could surmise in response to any myriad of things the Exile could say. In some iterations of the would-be event, they were screaming at one another, in others they were speaking quietly. Occasionally she would imagine the Exile in a variety of different appearances based on the woman’s many aliases over the years, treating it almost like a game. She’s dyed her hair before, but never purple – or – she’s not one for makeup, perhaps she’s employed some eyeshadow or face paint to further disguise herself…

But ultimately Atris would often imagine Eden as she remembered her, both as the angry young woman she’d been when she defied the Council as well as the girl she’d been when they still shared a bunk together on Dantooine.

Are you still awake? Eden would ask some nights. Sometimes Atris would feign sleep, feeling that it protected her somehow, made her appear stronger. But some nights she would admittedly nod and mutter yes.

Within moments, Eden would be in bed beside her, limbs entwined with hers. Tell me a story, she’d ask quietly. Please?

Eden had missed her brother a lot back then, so distractions were necessary. The boy had stopped speaking to her and Eden did not want to admit just how much it bothered her in the quiet aftermath. Atris knew it was for the better. Part of it was at the behest of their Masters, both individually as well as the overall Jedi that oversaw all students at the Temple. Plus, Atris secretly enjoyed being this close to her, relishing especially when Eden would tuck her chin into the nook of her shoulder, half-burying her face in Atris’ pale hair.

Atris would oblige every time she admitted her own sleeplessness, warmed by Eden’s faint breathing when the girl would eventually fall asleep wrapped in her arms. They never spoke of it. Come morning, they would simply wake and walk about their room as if this were normal, as if it were commonplace. Perhaps it was, were it not for the way it made Atris feel inside.

It was more than just a general feeling. There were two sentiments and both at war with each other – one feeling as Eden crawled into bed beside her, warm where their skin met, and another when they woke come morning, cold in the wake of it, a feeling both wanting and shameful of that lack.

They never spoke of it – had not spoken of it – until Eden came to train with her on Coruscant.

I know you feel it, too, Eden pleaded, wide-eyed and beautiful in the glow of the archive, leaning closer to Atris until their eyes glanced downward at each other’s mouths before flitting upward again, their gazes locking. And if you don’t, I’ll leave it at that.

Atris liked to think she hadn’t felt it but was compelled to, drawn to it in Eden’s wake as so many were.

She’s dangerous, Master Vrook had warned Atris once when she was all of fifteen. I know you’re strong-willed, Atris. And knowing you, you may very well want to fix her. But that girl is unpredictable. Just look at her brother.

Aiden had withered in his sister’s absence at the Masters’ collective neglect, at least at first, which was part of the reason she agreed to take him on as a student years later on Coruscant. The young man had proven himself despite the Masters’ insistence that he was damaged goods, equipped with a good head set on firm shoulders filled to the brim with scholarly pursuits. Just as Atris had been.

You wish I was her, don’t you? Aiden had argued one harrowed afternoon before storming out of the archive months into his apprenticeship. You do, he muttered before slamming the door. You do.

They never spoke of that, either. It was a running theme. Atris wished to keep it that way.

In the present, Atris sat in her main chamber, fingers steepled over her knees as she rapped the tip of her boot against the floor. An imagined variety of Edens passed through her audience chamber doors and presented themselves to her in her mind’s eye, both on harrowed knee and in defiant indifference. Eden’s old saber sat in the open on Atris' lap, the shards of the Coruscant Temple statue scattered at her feet like an offering. Would she remember it? Does it matter?

It was only a matter of time before the real Eden approached her location and stepped through those doors – this time, on Atris’ terms. Her Handmaidens were at the ready and already patrolling the mountain. The Exile would be incapacitated and taken alive, as would her companions whoever they were, before Eden was to be presented to Atris like a prisoner at a tribunal. Which is what it was, wasn’t it?

If it hadn’t gone against everything she believed the Jedi should be, Atris would have slain Eden then and there on the Council floor those years ago – before Eden could have said her piece, before she could defy the Council, before she could destroy the statue. So Atris would not be sitting here now, again deciding what was to be this traitor's fate. But Atris had let Eden talk then, stupid and hopeful as she'd been, anticipating that Eden would eventually say something other than what Atris most feared. In the end, she witnessed Eden do the very thing she did not wish to be true.

Atris still seethed simply thinking about it.

There is no emotion, there is only peace.

Atris inhaled, counting the seconds as she let the mantra steep before exhaling.

An image of a memory flashed before her eyes, of Eden leaning closer to her in the archive, their eyes still locked on each other’s lips before-

There is no passion, there is serenity.

No matter what Atris wanted, however base or inane, she would have to stay true to the Jedi Code as it had first been written, not what it would eventually become before she was finally appointed to the Council, ever keen to restore its purity. Even if she still felt Eden was a greater liability alive than dead, she would not give in. After all, Atris was not a killer. Her hands remained bloodless, untainted by sin though burdened with purpose.

There is no chaos, there is harmony.

And in that, she would have to be content.

For now.

There is no death, there is the Force.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Eden

Eden didn’t know when things changed, exactly. Yet they had.

Slowly, but also suddenly, the truth of the past and the reality of the present hitting her all at once as if the time in between spanned an entire decade within the mere blink of an eye.

That morning, she had awoken beside a man she no longer recognized. And yet the very same stranger coaxed her out of her dreams and into waking life as he always had, the only remaining constant in an otherwise alternate reality from the one she knew.

Another nightmare? Malak had asked, though Eden never called him by that name, still unnerved by the changed sight of him though calmed by his familiar warmth beside her.

No, just a dream, she said. Or… maybe a vision.

He’d lit up at that, a version of his old self possessing his hulking yet harrowed body. His eyes, though sunken, flashed with their old eagerness, intent bordering on mania, as he gripped Eden amidst the sheets and begged her that she tell him more.

I think she’s right, Eden ultimately relented once she’d divulged her stranger visions. I think Revan will finally end this war.

He hugged her then, sweeping her up in an awkward yet famished embrace, as if all his prayers had been answered.

I knew you’d see it, too, he eventually said against her neck, again sounding more like Alek than he had in weeks. She also could have sworn that he might have been crying. After an age of a minute, he held her at arm’s length, the reality of his new appearance reminding her of the present – his sallow skin, the gaunt of his cheeks, the way his muscles sharpened, looking more like a shambling corpse than a person. And yet his eyes were still bright as they always had been, alluring in their innocently boyish way as he surveyed her. For a moment, there was a bit of that old admiration in the way he looked at her, the way he held her, and then it all turned cold. His gaze darkened and he coughed, eventually getting out of bed. We shouldn’t linger. We have important work to do.

And now here she stood on the bridge of the Ravager, Revan’s final peace offering – both literally and figuratively. It was a breathtaking thing. A work of absolute craftsmanship.

I modified it myself, the Iridonian beamed beside her. Even if we don’t end up needing the backup, this ship should do well against anything that comes our way.

And indeed, it had been.

It’s almost as if we’re invincible, Bao-Dur, she’d commended with a smile. Perhaps the last one she remembered for years to come. The ease of the gesture had come so effortlessly, her praise genuine. She still remembered Bao-Dur’s quiet smile in response, the way his cheeks dimpled as he turned modestly away from her to look out from the bridge at her side.

That’s the idea.

The moon was lush, she remembered. Almost as dense as Dxun had been. Thick with green and foliage, its surface covered completely and almost picturesque against the very edge of space, especially this far out from the Core Worlds. A marvel, if Eden let herself think about it for long enough. What they left behind was also green, but sickly and riddled with electrical storms, a husk of itself just as Malak had become. A skeleton only where there once was life.

They’re not retreating, she’d said as she watched the horror unfold below. Malak’s flagship, the Leviathan, shot into hyperspace. The Republic Navy ships left in his wake were moon-locked. Eden could not personally witness what was happening on their bridges, but she felt it – panic, unrest, betrayal.

What do we do? Bao-Dur asked, his eyes locked on the surface’s readout. They had the bulk of the Mandalorian horde in their grasp. If word was to be believed, even Mandalore himself was planet-side and enough of a reason break out the big guns. We can’t let them win, not here. But the rest…

Eden swallowed, thinking of Serroco, of Dagary Minor, and of Dxun. Watching as her men walked into death and beyond for her, at her beck and call, knowing that the cause was greater than any of them if it meant that all of this would simply be over, finally. Or so that was the story they all told themselves.

A moment and a millennium passed.

The stars spread thin across the sky, the surface of Malachor below almost tranquil. A peaceful lie.

We don’t have a choice, she said eventually, her voice a husk and a whisper, a ghost of itself. Do it.

Another moment and another millennium passed.

As you say, General. Bao-Dur had sounded so sure, so confident, that in the aftermath Eden was sure she felt nothing but absolute awe as she witnessed the planet annihilated below, as if she were observing the birth of the universe instead.

But that is what she felt – nothing. A blissful, quiet nothing.

For the first time in her life, the Force wasn’t just quiet, but entirely silent.

I thought you of all people might understand. Wouldn’t you, General?

Eden yearned for that same serenity now as her eyes laid on Bao-Dur again, all these years later, buried deep in an abandoned Republic military base. A place that was both the first and last place she thought to have ever found the man. But surprised regardless to see him again, not here of all places even if it was indeed strange, but now after everything.

“You understand, right?” he asked again as she knelt by his side and offered him a hand. “I had to do it, I-“

Eden sighed, feeling the full weight of the Force within her and the pull of it as its unseen tethers mended the span of time she’d been deaf to its undulating and all-pervasive fabric. Since that moment at Bao-Dur’s side almost ten years ago.

“I do, Bao,” Eden said softly, thinking back to everything that happened on Citadel Station. Everything she’d done despite promising never to do so ever again. “I do.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Hyperspace
Erebus

Erebus didn’t often imagine himself as other people, yet in the time it took for him to take off from Malachor and make for the Japrael System, he began to think of the smuggler he briefly posed as on Nespis, wondering if Wyland Rhel’s life was nearly as intolerable as his was shaping up to be at the moment. Or always had been, really.

From what little he’d gleaned, Rhel was a smuggler by necessity and not necessarily by trade, his background not unlike a certain Jaq who occupied more of Erebus’ current mental bandwidth than he’d like to admit. Like Jaq, Rhel had been a fighter pilot during the Mandalorian Wars, only decidedly not assigned to any elite squad afterwards like Jaq had been. Erebus had checked briefly mid-takeoff because he knew his brain wouldn’t let up if he didn’t research it first. Rhel was like most Republic soldiers in the aftermath of the war – peacefully retired on his home planet alongside his family until his pension ran out, his job prior to joining the Republic Navy no longer enough to pay the bills. And bills ran high for a man with seven children…

“Are you okay?” Vash asked, breaking him out of his reverie.

“I should be asking you the same thing,” Erebus said, eyeing her. Vash was pacing the cockpit instead of sitting in the seat beside him, biting her lip. “But you’ll be fine, trust me.”

Trust me, he thought. At least for now.

As anxious as he truly was but hoped he wasn’t letting on, Erebus earnestly did believe that they would pull this off. He just had a feeling. He wasn’t sure where it came from, just that it felt certain and true, and so long as he rode that high they would be golden.

“Your mind seems elsewhere, is all,” Vash confessed. The woman sat for a moment, looking at Erebus for a beat before choosing to stand again, limping slightly around the cabin when he didn’t answer her quickly enough.

“It is,” he said. “And you’re not exactly helping.”

“Sorry, sorry,” she muttered. Vash produced the glove from her robe, turning it in her hands and counting her breaths as if it were a talisman rather than a tool.

“Don’t say sorry,” Erebus ordered. “Not to me.”

And he meant it. Not that he cared what a Jedi, or even a conglomerate, thought about him and his choices. Aside from that, he was the reason she was even in this situation. Not just for what happened at Nespis, but perhaps because all of this was set in motion before he was even born, the Force deciding that Vash would not only be the one to find Revan out on the dunes but that the woman would also be his first hapless instructor, granting her just enough forethought and familiarity with him to not simply kill Erebus on the spot as he was quickly fearing she should have as soon as they crossed paths again on his ship in the Nespis space port.

“We need to work together on this, right?” Vash asked. “We’re both key to this panning out.”

He knew she was referring to Nihilus, but part of him knew she also meant the grand scheme of things. Once they met with Nihilus, they would travel to Korriban as soon as circumstances allowed it. At least depending on what it was Nihilus wanted with him, exactly…

“We do, and we are,” he rejoined, trying to sound reassuring. “But, change of subject here, I… actually want to ask you something.”

At this, Vash truly paused. The woman stilled, her gaze set on Erebus as she finally sat down again, this time appearing as if she meant to remain still this time. She kept turning the glove over in her hands until she finally tugged the damn thing on and nodded at him absently, silently asking that he continue.

“Sure, go ahead,” she urged. Erebus looked from Vash to the glove, and back to her face again. Does she not feel it now, the Force? Does she not want to?

“About your bond with your apprentice,” he began, digging back into the person he was a week ago – or was it more? – when he first spoke to her on this very ship as they traveled from Space City to Dantooine, the trip feeling like eons and ages ago now that he thought about it. “I wanted to ask… do you still… sense him?”

“Korath,” Vash exhaled his name, her voice echoing with a somber fondness. “Yes, I do, but perhaps not in a way that you imagine.”

Vash’s eyes went distant, her gaze middling somewhere in the space between them as she mentally retreated into memory.

“Tell me,” he implored, thinking back to the years he didn’t sense Eden and wondered what had happened to her. “Please.”

He leaned forward, turning away from the ship’s controls as the swirl of hyperspace glowed beside them from the cockpit window. In the blue-white light of lightspeed, Vash’s silver hairs glowed, aging her instantly as she reminisced before responding to Erebus’ question.

“I felt it, when he died,” she said quietly, her gaze returning to the present, her pupils sharpening as she recalled the feeling. “It was like an exhale, followed by a sudden lack. But even in the wake of his passing, his absence feels like… I don’t know… a numb limb perhaps? Pins and needles. There, but not. A ghost.”

“An echo,” Erebus said. Vash nodded.

“Exactly that,” she said, her voice whispersoft. She dropped her head. “Something once near but now very, very far away. I wonder if that’s what your sister felt, during the war. And after. Echo after echo, loss after loss, an unfathomable lack.”

Erebus swallowed.

“I believe so,” he said, his voice cracking where he did not expect it to. He’d felt it, too, but he had explained it away back then. Chalked it up to anxiety and imagination. He’d always been a worrier, his mind often wandering to the darkest places in what he imagined was survival instinct but now feared was the opposite. His heart raced uncertainly simply at the thought of it.

“You feel what she feels,” Vash said, reaching a hand towards him, her fingers gesturing towards the center of his chest. “I didn’t understand, then. Feared it, even.” She laughed. “Which is taboo, I know. But they all did. The entire Dantooine Council feared what you and your sister shared.”

It was strange to hear the validation of it now, after decades of apprehension had eroded whatever relationship he’d had with Eden – his twin, his other half – but also oddly relieving, too. It wasn’t just my doing, he thought with a sigh. Maybe it isn’t my fault after all.

“I think so, but I’m not sure if the mirror goes both ways,” he said. “At least, not the way it used to.”

“I see,” Vash added, nodding. “I wish I’d asked more questions before, back when I was your teacher. I owed it to you then, and I didn’t-“

“There’s no use,” Erebus said. “Past is past. All we have is the now, and the means with which to change the future, whatever that may be.”

He was suddenly gripped with an unknown dread, a feeling that things would go sideways, though he knew not why or how, powerless against what was to come. But as always, ever curious, he knew he would press on anyway. Vash looked at him and nodded.

“You’re right,” she said. “And whatever happens now, happens. Just as the Force wills it.”

Vash looked down at her hands, and there at her fingertips, Erebus swore he saw a spark – the faintest hint of electricity. Charged and palpable. Bright and flickering, violet-tinged like his own.

“As the Force wills it,” he echoed bleakly.

Whatever happens, happens. For better or worse.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

It was different when Azkul did it.

When the merc urged Mical to open himself up to the Force, it was as if his mere mortal mind were trying to apprehend life and all its dimensions through too limited a vessel. All his senses were beyond heightened, his understanding of the passage of time no match for linearity. Yet now… he didn’t feel so different. However instead of feeling too vast for his mortal coil, he felt as if the coil did not exist, his being melding seamlessly with everything around him – the ruins, the laigreks, the sky and the distant trees. It’s just as she said.

The fabric of the Force. The binding thread of all living things.

When he tapped into the Force of his own accord was like opening his eyes for the first time. Or hearing but only just finally listening. It was somehow both and neither of these, like opening a third eye, or discovering an unused limb with feeling that he had perhaps noticed before but had certainly never used.

Mical had always been able to do it. He’d tapped into his inherent ability a few times within the walls of this very academy even, Master Vandar’s proud smile still a ghost that often lingered in his memory when he thought fondly of his Jedi upbringing. From birth he'd known how to reach out and feel the Force, sense his place within it as well as those around him. It was how he understood the world as a child, shocked to discover that not everyone sensed it as he did. But it did not always come easy, especially as he grow older. Especially after the war. If he were being honest, he felt it always, like an undercurrent - even still.

Despite the disparate familiarity, had no way to categorize what he was sensing now, what he was experiencing - both past and present, known and unknown, a calmer wave than before but a rider on the storm still - but he rode with it nonetheless, all while trying to drive the fear of what he’d felt at the behest of Azkul and his strange experiment from his mind.

“We’ve come ‘round these parts already,” a voice muttered, exasperated, in the distance.

“Shut up,” another voice rejoined. “We have orders to scout the ruins again, so scout we shall.”

Mical closed his eyes, though he knew doing so wouldn’t matter. Though it did help him hone in as his mind perceived a vision of two figures traversing the ruins just outside of where he stood, their eyes scanning everywhere but the small crevice from which Mical sat poised and waiting. 

Focusing, he was able to hear them more clearly than he might have otherwise, imagine what they were doing and where they were headed as if he had eyes on them. The logical part of his brain wanted to wish it away, dismissing it as simply a figment of his imagination conjuring something akin to what he might have almost heard. But he did hear it. And he did know where the trespassers walked, their each and every step obvious in his mind’s eye.

“What does he want, anyway?” one of them said. “I thought we retrieved everything we needed-“

There was a scuffle and a muffled ow.

“Doesn’t matter about the items right now,” the other one retorted. “We need to find a way back in. We didn’t get a chance to access the archive’s data stores.”

“But what about Khoonda? I thought they had the motherload. Everything the Jedi had and all.”

“Aye, they likely do. But that’s only half the job.”

Half of what job?

There was more scuffling and indiscriminate arguing, the footsteps circling in an unproductive roundabout before one of them finally punched the other in the arm and declared, “There’s no bloody way in, idiot.”

“Fine,” the other said with a slap. “You tell Azkul we found nothing, then.”

Azkul, that bastard. Of course, Mical thought bitterly. He couldn’t help but think of the radio transmission he’d eavesdropped on days ago as well as Erebus’ confirmation that the man yet survived. I didn’t need the Force to tell me that.

“He won’t be glad to hear the experiment’s off,” the first one continued again.

“Experiment?” Another one? “Figured that was old news, especially with what happened at the ruins and all.”

“For now, but rumor has it the Jedi have conducted similar work before, maybe on Revan. Azkul wants to find out what. That was the plan all along.”

“An’ why we’re still here,” the other one grunted. “How’s it of all the mercs gone, I get stuck with you?”

Mical both heard and sensed a scuffle above, the two scouts muttering and flailing their arms at each other until one or both of them relented. Mical absently rolled his eyes.

“It’s a wonder a dumb idiot like you was even hired, let alone assigned to this job, you oaf.”

There was more arguing, more scuffling, and more wandering around, and while he unfortunately heard nor sensed nothing else of note, Mical remained tapped into the Force anyway – proud of himself regardless – tracing the energies outside the temple ruins until they eventually wandered away, allowing him a breath of relief once they did.

See? Mical’s mysterious host chimed in again once the threat was clear. Fear ruins all.

“What do you mean?” Mical snapped, annoyed.

I could read you the entire time, his host said. You were only getting half the picture.

“Half the-?” Mical spat before stopping himself and breathing deep. “Please, explain yourself.”

He sensed a laugh. He swore he didn’t hear one, but he might as well have, the ghost of a giggle still fresh on the air as he awaited a response.

Fear, the voice repeated. They feel it, too. They know nothing, at least not yet.

Mical sighed, shaking his head. He gleaned that from the tone of the scouts alone, their apprehension at returning with no news evident in their voices. And yet he still felt the fool.

“You got all that through the Force?” he asked, wondering how such a thing were possible even if he already knew the answer.

Of course, the voice said. He could sense the smile in their voice. You just need practice.

Practice, sure.

But you heard what they said then? He thought into the void like a question. About the Jedi conducting experiments?

There was silence at first, and then a laigrek chirped somberly nearby.

I wouldn’t know anything about that, the voice said, almost seeming disappointed. Not anything at all.

He waited for some elaboration, some change of topic, but the voice said nothing further. It was time to move on again.

Mical huffed and began meandering his way back to the archive, suddenly craving the incandescent light of the inactive holos lining the walls, their calm blue glow bringing him back to a childhood reverie he’d yet to let go of even after all these years after being denied by the Jedi.

But what if the mercs were right? Rumor had it that Revan was changed before the end, though the theory of how remained a mystery. The possibility of Revan’s mind being altered after taken in as a prisoner of war was a conspiracy theory he’d heard across the galaxy, though talk of Revan’s defeat and subsequent victory over the Sith had long fallen out of public interest. And yet…

Breaking into a run, Mical rushed towards the archive, wondering why he hadn’t thought of it before. He’d almost uncovered the truth of it, if only he’d remained eavesdropping when he knew he shouldn’t have. He could imagine the scene still - Master Vash about to relay the truth of what happened to Revan to Erebus before Mical had awkwardly re-entered the Star Forge vessel’s cargo hold, announcing their arrival to Dantooine. It felt like an age had passed since then, and yet he couldn’t help but curse himself for forgetting so easily.

Mical arrived at the archive’s console and began typing away furiously. Command after command led to dead end after dead end – but not in the way he imagined. Instead of coming up completely empty, his searches resulting in an all-too-expected NO RESULTS FOUND, he was instead met with the following phrase: FILE CORRUPTED.

He paused, staring at the aurabesh.

There had been a file. There had been answers. Only… someone thought to sabotage their discovery. But if so, why not simply delete the record? Why not remove the file entirely? Unless…

Mical entered a command that instantly allowed him access to the login files, a series of dates and logs filling the screen in an endless wave. He scrolled and scrolled and scrolled until he saw it: an error code. Linked to the files in question.

UNAUTHORIZED ACCESS DETECTED. FILE FLAGGED AS UNOBTAINABLE.

Self-corruption. Either the file was set to corrupt should anyone try to access it, or it was destroyed without alerting the initial log’s creator, as many Jedi-sanctioned records were set to by default. Even in his little time spent at the Coruscant Archives taught him that. Still thinking of Erebus, Mical looked up all recent queries and permissions from Erebus’ old account as they discovered had been the case with the oddly recent shipments authorized under his name. Other than the obvious, there was nothing out of the ordinary. Whoever had been using Erebus’ account for the last five or six years was smart enough not to breach user-locked files, which led him to think that whoever had been using Erebus’ account must have also been an archival alumni, though that could point to hundreds of Jedi across the galaxy, many of whom were lost in the wind now that all of them were in hiding. So, who would be stupid enough to try and access such a series of files?

Mical clicked a few more times before triggering another run command feature, digging even deeper. He plugged in another query.

USER REDACTED.

Not User Unknown, not even a default ADMIN. But… USER REDACTED. Someone who had once been a user and whose account access had since been revoked, though not entirely erased.

Mical switched his login from Erebus’ to Vash’s and ran all the same queries after clearing his history. Everything came up the same.

FILE CORRUPTED.

USER REDACTED.

FILE CORRUPTED.

USER REDACTED.

Mical glanced at the pilfered comm laying demurely on the console beside him, Erebus’ severe face in his mind’s eye as he imagined the man picking up again after so short a time, wondering what clever quip he’d be met with this time.

He picked up the comm and hailed the last person he’d communicated with.

Like last time, at first there was only static. And then…

“What, Vash’s login not working?” Erebus asked as if bored. Mical almost wanted to laugh if only for the inanity of it all, knowing it was all a front.

“Master Vash’s login is just fine, I’ve found a lot,” Mical admitted in a hushed breath. Though nothing I’m ready to share with you yet. “But speaking of which, I actually happen to have a question for her.”

Mical heard Erebus laugh lightly over the comm, the sound of it almost calming, almost nice, before Vash’s harrowed voice greeted him instead.

“I’m here,” she announced, sounding as if she’d aged ten years since they last spoke days ago. Mical brushed past his worry and alarm to get to business.

“As an acting member of the Jedi Council, you exiled a few remaining Jedi after the war, correct?” Mical asked, not waiting for an answer. “Was there anyone who happened to be a Jedi Historian? Someone whose account access would have been revoked?”

His heart raced as he was met with shocked silence, a few moments that spread into a life’s age as he awaited a reply.

Eventually, Vash cleared her throat, the surprise evident in her voice.

“Only one, but she died shortly after her exile.” she said. “Master Arren Kae.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

 

Kreia’s empty-hooded gaze met his the moment they exited the hallway. Atton shrugged just as Kreia’s attention moved from him to the man now walking at Eden’s side, their heads still hung close in quiet conversation, the Iridonian’s droid hovering as close as a hungry mosquito.

Kreia crossed her arms as Atton neared, and muttered, “Why do I sense that we've picked up another pathetic life form?”

The utterance of another told Atton that he was likely the first.

“I thought you sensed this, or whatever,” he brushed off, turning to follow Kreia’s gaze this time instead of meet it head on as Eden and Bao-Dur approached. It was almost as if neither of them noticed they weren’t alone, still deep in conversation.

“I had indeed, however this outcome is yet unexpected,” Kreia answered with a sly whisper, her voice thick with wondering. “No matter. It changes nothing.”

How? Atton wondered, though he didn’t dare ask. It didn’t matter, right? He was as good as gone. And with a solid technician around, Eden had no use for him anyway. The man could probably pilot a ship as well as Atton could until they found another port, if not repair it and mod it into oblivion, sending them across the galaxy at top speed as needed, zipping their way here and there to do Maker knows what.

“Kreia,” Eden said, “This is-“

“No matter,” Kreia interrupted. “I fear we must-“

“I can track down your ship,” Bao-Dur interrupted in return. Kreia’s mouth thinned to a line as the man stood his ground. “It’s what you wanted, yes?”

Kreia’s mouth opened and then clamped shut. Her head shifted from Eden to the Iridonian, as if she could still secretly see from beneath her hood, and then gestured beyond her to the console at her side.

“By all means,” she said with a wan smile, the shadow of her hood making contact with Atton’s gaze again. He shivered, but he didn’t blink, and he didn’t waver.

“I saw it flying overhead days ago,” Bao-Dur said, his voice oddly calming and quiet, though it reverberated through the space nonetheless. “It’s unusual for any spacecraft to traverse these parts, so I took note of it. And… here.

Atton and Kreia exchanged supposed glances again before looking over the stranger’s shoulder and examining the screen. The console displayed both a map as well as a live camera feed of what appeared to be a mountain range not far from where they were now, their peaks capped with snow. 

“So that is indeed where the Ebon Hawk remains currently?” Kreia asked. The Iridonian nodded. “So be it.”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Atton cut in, feeling instantly uncomfortable as soon as all eyes and hoods were on him. “That’s it? That’s all it takes?”

Eden, Bao-Dur, and Kreia all stood staring at Atton, incredulous. He let out an exasperated sigh, bordering on feeling desperate.

“What if it’s a trap?” he urged. “Whoever stole it surely meant to-“

“Lead us there?” Kreia finished for him, smiling. She seemed so at ease now, just when she’d been so thoroughly annoyed moments ago. “Precisely.”

Precisely?!

Atton glanced at Eden pleadingly, disappointed when the woman only shrugged. Meanwhile, Bao-Dur’s eyes shifted from each of them before he eventually relented and returned to examining the map readout once more, nodding sagely as his hovering droid ball bleeped and blipped nonsensically at his ear.

“I can’t explain it,” Eden offered with another shrug, “I just have a feeling.”

A feeling, Atton thought with a huff. Right.

Atton had had plenty of feelings, and none of them good. Especially this one.

Kreia’s odd smirk only widened. Whether she could read his mind or not, he could not tell, though he didn’t like the fact that he questioned it regardless. He began reciting Pazaak hands in his head again, angry with himself that he’d even lapsed.

“Sure, whatever,” Atton said brusquely. “Whatever gets me the hell out of here.”

He’d muttered the last part, though Eden obviously heard it full well. Her face fell, her eyes glancing at him sideward just as Atton avoided her gaze entirely, his face grim. Whatever gets me the hell out of here, he repeated internally. Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Notes:

This fic is way too long but I've brought this on myself... I had earlier plans to split this story into three parts but abandoned it once it became too difficult to separate the story out given all the POVs. Part of me wants to go back and amend that, and who knows, maybe I will (nah nvm it's too late for that). Or maybe I'll find a good splitting off point in the near future where I can maybe afford two separate works at least? Just to break it up? I really don't know, but all I do know is that I need to get this story out of my system. I've occasionally worked on original novel/series ideas and while they are all in varying draft states atm I find that my brain won't let me give any of those projects the focus they deserve until this one is finished. So here's to hoping I finish this sooner rather than later lolololol

Chapter 50: The Need Above the Means

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Eden

“You don’t have to do all this, y’know,” Eden said quietly at Bao’s side, trying to ignore Atton and Kreia not-so-quietly bickering on the far end of the room. “Though I do appreciate you helping me find our ship.”

Our. The word still felt strange to say. Eden afforded her other companions a glance, knowing that there would soon only be two of them left, but an our, a we, nonetheless.

Bao-Dur shook his head, his gaze not meeting hers but instead intent on the screen before him. His bobble of a droid was plugged into its access port, downloading everything they needed to know about the recently-found yet still-missing Ebon Hawk and any updates about the terrain between.

“It’s only fair. I owe you more than one, General.”

“But I-“

Before Eden could say anything about Malachor, still feeling uneasy to speak of it let alone remember it at all, Bao-Dur held up an assuring hand as he continued to type with the other. He looked the same but different, more filled out but with the same friendly face and quiet air, a new layer of unspoken sadness tinging his features since they’d last met. Eden could only imagine looking at her was much the same for him.

“For coming to save me, I mean,” he thanked softly, his kind eyes meeting hers for an instant before returning to his work. “After everything I endured this week, your face was a welcome one. Chodo Habat asked you to make sure I was alright, and I wasn’t. I don’t know what I would have done had you not come.”

Eden tried not to think about it. She also tried not to think of the bodies littered about the base, the bodies both she and Bao-Dur avoided as Atton thoughtfully cleared their path, shooting them curious glances along the way to make sure they were alright but also no doubt confused by their easy familiarity.

“Don’t mention it,” Eden said. “It’s wonderful work you’ve done, you and the Ithorians. It’s truly incredible.”

Bao-Dur blushed slightly, looking demure as he brushed her off and finally beckoned his remote to unplug and follow along as they began to make their way out of the hangar.

“Glad to see that little guy’s still with you,” Eden remarked, extending a finger towards the floating orb of a droid as if to allow it to sniff her like an animal might, pick up her scent in the hopes of remembering her. “I always thought he was cute.”

It was as if no time had passed, and yet also as if eons had. As if Malachor had both happened and not. It was strange yet comforting to see that she and Bao-Dur fell into step as easily as they had when first both assigned to the same mission aboard the Ravager, oddly hopeful in a droid-loving camaraderie that acted as a much-welcome distraction from the true task at hand.

“Still haven’t thought of a name for him. Never will,” Bao-Dur sighed, eyeing the droid affectionately as the ghost of a smile flickered over his face for a moment. “Was always afraid it would make it hurt all the more when he was finally gone, not that I doubt my repair skills, but-“

He trailed off.

“I’m sure he’ll outlive you anyway,” Eden remarked, nodding at Bao-Dur’s arm. “Unless you plan on turning all of your limbs into works of bionic genius.”

“I’ll regale you with the story sometime, if we have a moment,” Bao laughed lightly, similarly trying to lighten the mood just when Atton ran to catch up with them, begging that they pause and take another breather before venturing onward.

“Hey, so the old witch and I were just arguing back there. Settle this for us, will you?” Atton said, pointing an errant thumb over his shoulder at Kreia who lagged behind, shaking her head. “Would it be a terrible idea to bring one of these war droids along with us? Y’know, for like, protection or something?”

“It wouldn’t,” Bao said, exchanging looks with Eden before glancing Atton’s way. “But they’re locked to this station, unfortunately.”

“Wait,” Atton paused, stilling in his tracks as Eden and Bao-Dur continued on. It took them a few steps to stop alongside him, turning around to face both Atton and the approaching Kreia. “That makes no sense.”

“I told you it was useless,” Kreia hissed as she neared.

“This base was initially meant to act as a trap, just one that was never sprung,” Bao-Dur said darkly. “You won’t find it on any maps because it was never meant to be found other than by those who already knew where it was.”

“What?” Eden asked, incredulous. “Atton’s right, that makes no sense. Why would they do that?”

Atton momentarily perked up at that, his posture straightening for a half a second before he brushed past Kreia and edged closer to Bao-Dur and the others now huddled awkwardly in the center of the exit hall.

“It doesn’t because it wasn’t meant to, at least not to outsiders.” Bao-Dur said. “A lot of what the Republic planned for this planet doesn’t make sense either, both before and after the war, which is unfortunately part of my job. I’m still trying to make sense of it all myself.”

Bao-Dur turned and continued down the hall, silently expecting the others to follow. Eden made eye contact with both Atton and Kreia before each of them hurriedly began to follow the Iridonian again.

“So what, this hangar was supposed to be a decoy or something?” Atton asked, out-of-breath as he picked up the pace. “Luring anyone stupid enough inside only for the droids to finish them off?”

Bao-Dur shrugged.

“That’s my only working theory, especially seeing as it’s a hangar with no ships and no working exit for any such vehicles. It still doesn’t quite add up though, but it sure helped when I needed it.”

“No kidding,” Atton said, glancing side-long at Eden. He didn’t have to say it but she could see it on his face – the memory of what she’d done to the Exchange back on Citadel Station no doubt still fresh in his mind.

Eden knew there was more to it than that – more to Bao-Dur’s link to the base, not to mention the Ithorian’s and Czerka’s shared knowledge of it. Jana Lorso may have only wanted to strip the place for parts and tech, but if the Exchange had their hands in it, this place could have also been an oddly convenient place to get rid of people it was too risky to dispose of station-side. No wonder someone like Benok wanted a piece of it.

“Where are you taking us anyway?” Atton finally asked once they’d finally broached the main doors again, the sky outside now betraying deepest night.

“To a shuttle,” Bao laughed lightly, mingled mirth and impatience lacing his voice. “One that hopefully won’t get shot down this time.”

“Yeah, well, if we weren’t shot down then we might not have gotten to you in time, huh?” Atton was trying and failing to be conversational. Bao-Dur said nothing in response as he shut the door behind them, his droid bleeping softly in his stead while Atton shrugged and began to blather on anyway.

It was nice to be free of it again – the death. It wasn’t as if Eden could completely escape it, the feel of it permeating everything in the galaxy, but at least out here it was part of the endless cycle of life. Back within the base it was all that was left. The air outside was cool, almost crisp, and her ears were immediately assaulted by an orchestra of insect calls and whirrs that filled Eden’s mind to the brim – almost to the point of a sudden split headache. Eden glanced back at the base’s door, for a moment glimpsing the tall triangular door from her dreams in its stead.

“Just breathe,” Kreia said, arriving at her side, speaking quietly. “Focus, and all will be well again.”

Everything here was too loud, to full of… everything. Not just the minutiae of the present but the depth of the past as well. Eden tried to breathe evenly.

“It comes and goes, still,” Eden whispered. “I can’t-“

“You’ll be fine,” Kreia urged as she took Eden’s arm unbeknownst to Atton and Bao-Dur who had already taken the lead.

Atton was listening at rapt attention as Bao spoke, their silhouettes cut against the cliff-side as they walked ahead, his gaze unwavering as he absently swat at the floating remote between them as well as the night’s airborne insects. Her mind still buzzing with an overflow of information, Eden felt the strange spectre of a calculation again, a string of numbers in the ether she couldn’t pinpoint, before the thought was gone once more.

“You were deaf to it for so long, and Tatooine is an old but quiet place,” Kreia said again at her side, softly reassuring. “Being on the station was no different – full of life but removed from all this.”

Kreia gestured at the flourishing land around them, finally letting go of Eden’s arm and nodding in kind, silently asking if the woman were okay on her own now. Eden nodded.

“As flowing with life as Citadel Station is, it is but a microcosm of what the remainder of the galaxy holds. I imagine other larger worlds will hold similar obstacles for you, but ones you will overcome with practice. You will need to learn how to listen again, or perhaps as you never had before. It won’t be as difficult as it feels now.”

“That’s reassuring at least,” Eden tried to laugh, her voice mirthless. “Thanks.”

Kreia smiled a thin smile but a genuine one. As unsure as she was about the woman, Eden had to admit there was something oddly comforting about her. For every opinion the woman voiced and for every qualm she made known, Kreia was also quick to calm Eden when she seemed to need it most, especially when it came to her hold on the Force or her current affiliation with the Jedi. From the sounds of it, Kreia had been through something similar, something Eden could not say for virtually anyone else she’d ever met. If it was only she and Kreia left against the universe to stop these rogue Sith after all of this Telos nonsense, then so be it. As much as some unknown inner part of Eden ached at the idea, part of her felt it was right somehow, too.

“Where did the man say he was taking us?” Kreia asked eventually, her cadence still calm, still whispersoft as she remained by Eden’s side.

“Some old Ithorian research station turned salvage team area, apparently,” Eden said. “He warned it’d be a bit of a hike.”

“I can manage,” Kreia added, though Eden hadn’t asked that exactly nor implied that Kreia was incapable of anything. “I take it you trust this man?”

Kreia’s voice was even, not exactly accusatory but also not quite confident either. Eden nodded.

“I do,” she answered. “We have a history, as I’m sure you can guess. And from the sounds of it, we’ve had a similar go at civilian life after the war. I trusted him then, and I trust him now.”

Eden watched Kreia as she replied, as if waiting for a betrayal of some inner emotion across her features. But the woman remained composed, her voice neutral if anything.

“I see.” Kreia said.

And she left it at that.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

“I hate all this waiting,” Mission huffed as she paced by Zaalbar’s side in the foyer, watching as people milled about and farmers with a variety of complaints filtered through the front doors. “You know how much I hate staying still.”

Big Z grumbled in agreement but remained sitting at her side, legs crossed at the base of the tree planted on the far side of the entrance as he gazed up through the skylight above.

“I thought this was just another pick-up,” she muttered only loud enough for Big Z to hear, chewing on the nail of her left thumb between sentences. “Force, that feels like years ago. How often have I had to wash my clothes since we’ve been here? At least six? Seven times? Not to mention the change of clothes I bought off that old woman a few days ago. Has it really been only a week? I could’ve sworn it’s been a decade. Hard to believe we lost our ship. So even if we wanted to get out of here, we couldn’t.”

Zaalbar grunted in guttural agreement, though Mission only scoffed affectionately in response.

You don’t need clothes, dummy. It’s not the same.”

Zaalbar shrugged and continued looking upwards, eyes fixed on a flock of something-or-others flying overhead.

“Can’t stand it either?” a voice joined her annoyed fray. Mission spun around to find the tired face of Zayne approaching from one of the side halls, running a hand through his hair as he often did. “It was just another pick-up for me, too.  A pick-up turned into a lead that went sideways, turned into finding out you were planet-side and staging a rescue, turned escaping a major disaster I’m still wrapping my brain around since no one’s talking about it at all.”

I know right?!” Mission whispered shrilly as Big Z verbalized in equal quiet-but-aggravated agreement. “I’ve been checking the news. Every holochannel I can get a signal on and there’s hardly been a blip about it. As if Space City wasn’t some important trade hub or something.”

“Or simply a place full of hundreds of thousands of people who didn’t make it out of there,” Zayne muttered, his eyes glancing sideward to make sure they weren’t being overheard in light of his previous eavesdropping moments ago. “There’s some talk, of course, but not as much as I’d hoped. You think the Republic is keeping this quiet for a reason?”

Mission shrugged as she exchanged mirrored looks of confusion with Big Z, already knowing her best friend was thinking the same thing.

“If anyone would know about it, it’s Carth, but seeing as he’s indisposed at the moment…”

Zayne huffed in frustration and ran his hand through his hair again, pacing back and forth before leaning further into the ravel that was Mission and Zaalbar’s half-hearted secret circle in the far corner of the entrance hall.

“I knew it was too good to be true when he said he’d gotten permission to lead a squadron here to help,” Zayne shook his head. “I know he’ll head to Telos first chance he gets, and I get why, but still.”

“I know, I know,” Mission said, nodding in both agreement and shared frustration. “We could have used him and his team in the attack the other day. Who’s to say how the next one will go?”

Zayne nodded, sharing in her worry.

“Any word from General Valen’s old crew? Have they found anything new?”

Mission shook her head.

“Nothing we don’t know already. Only more evidence that the scavengers have likely been bought by what remains of the Golden Company.”.

Asra and Darek had quickly proven themselves to be indispensable agents – unknown in these parts, it was easy for them to pose as possible scavengers themselves only eager to pick the land over. It was a wonder what people revealed when they thought you were a stranger.

“And Mical?” Zayne asked, eyes wide.

“He’s fine,” she said quietly, placing a hand on Zayne’s elbow and feeling a bit foolish for it despite how much she knew he needed to be comforted right now, still reeling from Vash’s sudden absence. “You were there the last time we spoke, remember?”

“It’s just-” Zayne exhaled audibly and glanced about the room, his eyes watching as a couple more residents passed through the doors with complaints or requests poised on their tongues. “It’s just been a while, right? Maybe we should check on him.”

“How ‘bout we do that now, yeah?” she asked. “C’mon, we’ll head upstairs and ring him up.”

Zayne glanced at Zaalbar who finally stood now, nodding in kind.

“Yeah, sure,” he said. “Couldn’t hurt.”

Mission had to admit it was nice to help a friend, even if it simply gave her something to do. Not to mention it pleased her inner younger self that still harbored a crush for Zayne even if the tween version of her couldn’t imagine the guy sporting the beginnings of a beard as he was now. Zaalbar followed as Mission led them down the side hallway towards the stairs to their room where she held all her comms. She always kept her personal device on her, but her designated room was the only space she felt comfortable other than the vault below the building to conduct any calls.

They weren’t the only ones up there, though, Mission’s eyes straying as she spied Glitch sitting unblinkingly in Orex’s quarters as Zayne and Zaalbar surpassed her and entered her room at the end of the hall.

”Go ahead, just call him,” Mission urged Zayne as she nodded at Big Z in silent confirmation that she would be along in a moment. Zayne took Mission’s permission within an instant and plucked the comm from her hand and retreated to the dark of her and Zaalbar’s shared room. Just as she could hear him utter ‘Hey Mical, you alright?’ before Big Z closed the door, she backtracked to Glitch’s room and hovered in the doorway.

“Hey,” she greeted, relieved when the girl glanced up at her, the dark fringe of her hair covering her eyes though it seemed to impede her none. “You holding up, okay?”

At first, Glitch nodded. But after a beat of staring one another down in the silence, the girl shook her head. Mission glanced back at her own room, knowing Zayne and Big Z could hold their own against what she already felt was non-news from Mical, before slinking into Glitch’s quarters and making herself comfortable on the mismatched chair beside her.

“I’m alright,” Glitch said, her voice quiet, her demeanor demure. “Thanks for asking.”

It was almost as if the girl hadn’t even spoken – her voice either easily mistaken for the wind or a whim of the imagination. But Mission knew it was real, and the girl beside her very much so.

“I was on my own at your age, too, y’know,” Mission betrayed, unsure of where her own candor came from. “I take it Orex is like your Big Z?”

Glitch smiled and nodded.

“I’m glad,” Mission said with a smile. “It’s good to have someone who’s got your back.”

Glitch nodded again, this time more enthusiastically.

“He saved me,” she said after a moment. “He didn’t have to, but he did.”

“Oh?” Mission asked, unsure of what else to say, and unsure if she should press further unless Glitch wanted her to.

“Found me on a job,” she said, her voice almost a whisper. “Didn’t expect to find me, but he did. He’s been my guardian ever since.”

Mission considered her – small and on the cusp of being underweight, her limbs spindly and unnaturally long despite her age – before asking, “What kind of job?”

“Salvage,” Glitch said. “There were others, too. Like me – modified beyond recognition, some more machine than human. Saved who he could, though I have no idea where they are now.”

Glitch turned to her and lifted the fringe of her hair, revealing twin mechanical sockets in place of eyes, before lowering her hair again.

“I can sense without sight,” Glitch said, “My eyes were removed despite being perfectly fine. I can still remember how most things looked, at least things I’ve seen, but it’s all a bit fuzzy now. Even the cybernetics aren’t perfect, which I guess was the point.”

Mission wasn’t sure what to say though she hoped her apologetic expression spoke for itself.

“Don’t worry,” Glitch said. “I’m used to it now.”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to-“

“Most people don’t,” Glitch interrupted for her benefit. “It’s okay.”

Mission opened her mouth, about to say something predictable but reassuring, but Glitch stopped her with an outstretched hand.

“I guess I’m just… worried,” Glitch admitted with a sigh, tucking her hands beneath her legs as her head hung down, her dark hair veiling her face entirely.

“About Orex?” Mission asked.

Glitch nodded.

“He’s seen this sorta thing before, he knows what it can do to people,” she muttered. “I can sense it too. I felt it back when we were on Tatooine, unlike anything I’d ever felt before.”

Glitch winced, her lip quivering. She looked away just as Mission reached for her, unsure if she should place a comforting hand on her arm or her shoulder, eventually thinking it was better not to.

“He hinted at that,” Mission said, slumping her shoulders. “What did you feel, exactly?”

“I can’t quite describe it…”

Glitch trailed off. She shook her head, as if scrounging around her mind for the memory. She was still turned away from Mission, her hands now gripping the seat of her chair, her knuckles white.

“It wasn’t what I felt that scares me so much, even though it still does a little,” Glitch finally admitted in a harrowed whisper. “It was… what I saw.”

Mission stilled, goosebumps rising on her arms as the realization hit her.

“You mean… what your cybernetics picked up?”

A long moment passed before Glitch finally nodded slowly.

“You were too afraid to say anything,” Mission guessed, picking up the feeling Glitch was putting down. “That Orex might tell you to stay out of it, that you weren’t fit to help.”

Glitch nodded again but more emphatically before finally turning to Mission again, her lips pursed so tightly that Mission thought they might bleed.

“What did you sense?” Mission found herself asking, her voice barely above a whisper. “What was it like? Maybe I can manage something, get the message across without outing you.”

Mission regretted promising what she did the moment the words passed her lips, but part of her knew this might be the only way to get Glitch to trust her. It wasn’t just that she simply wanted to know, but because she’d been her before – the lone girl out on her own, finally comfortable and safe, desperate to cling to it in any way she could.

“I can sense energies,” Glitch said after a moment, looking up at Mission through the fringe of her hair, her cybernetics poking through. “Con artists call them auras, usually assigning them colors, but they’re actually not that far off. I can see electrical fields, sense shields and mines and the like. I think that’s why I was built this way. But I can also… tell… when someone is Force sensitive, only… I didn’t realize it until recently. I sensed it from Zayne first, when we met him back on Space City. And then Mical and Vash. The Sith, too, but he felt… different. Not entirely, but I dunno. Colder? And then there was Eden when we first met her at Anchorhead. She was like… the opposite of any person I’d ever met, almost like a black hole or a sunspot, missing from my central field of vision even though I knew she was supposed to be there.”

Glitch shook her head.

“This isn’t making any sense, I-“

“No, no, keep going,” Mission urged, scooting her chair closer. “Please.”

Glitch glanced out the open doorway, her cybernetic gaze moving across the wall as Mission now realized she was scanning the hallway beyond, making sure they were free of any eavesdroppers before continuing.

“What I felt from the things we found in the Dune Sea weren’t that different. They were like black holes in that they felt like vacuums, but I could see them clearly. Actually, it was like they were all I could see when I was near them, at least out in the open.”

“Out in the open?”

“Until we tucked them into munitions packs,” Glitch added. “Not sure why, but bomb-grade storage was enough to, I dunno, silence them I guess?”

“And is likely why we’re immune to the pylons being kept in the vault,” Mission murmured. “And also probably why I feel so horrible down there now.”

Glitch nodded, this time reaching out until her hand clamped around Mission’s wrist. She tried not to react, as if this were the most normal thing in the world so as not to frighten the poor girl further, but the fact that this otherwise wordless girl was spilling her guts to her was sending Mission into a spiral - her younger, inner self reeling from the revelations yet helpless to stop herself from wanting to learn all she could from this impromptu heart-to-heart.

“It’s not just that, though,” Glitch said, even softer now. She spoke so quietly that she might as well have mouthed the words. “I can’t explain it, but the crystals, the pylons… they just felt so incredibly… old.”

Mission had only ever felt that way once in her life. She always knew that Republic Space itself was tens of thousands of years old and never batted an eye at the fact, but she felt so utterly small and insignificant, almost infantile, when she first stepped foot off the Ebon Hawk and onto the sands of the unknown planet they’d traversed to in the Star Forge’s star system. The only remaining seat of the once-great Rakatan Empire, Mission was stepping back in time nearly thirty-thousand years when she accompanied Revan and the ex-Sith’s misfit crew on their quest to finally defeat her old apprentice and friend, Malak. And to save Bastila, too, of course. As young as she was then, the weight of the discovery was not lost on her. It was hard to imagine how Revan and Malak couldn’t have been as entranced with their find as they had been – though Mission had to admit that it was a piss-poor excuse for galaxy-wide domination, but that was beside the point.

“Could you pin-point it?” Mission asked. “Or is it just a vague feeling?”

Glitch shook her head.

“Just a feeling, but maybe if I had a reference-“

“You haven’t actually been to the old Rakatan temple Asra and Darek have been scouting right?”

Glitch shook her head again.

Mission stroked her chin, considering whether her current idea was sound or not. Her conscience told her no, but her heart said why the hell not?

“What say you to a little experiment?” Mission asked, raising her eyebrows mischievously, feeling all of fourteen again. “You up for a hike?”

Glitch had smiled before, but it had been a small, demure thing. Now, she beamed.

“What do you have in mind?”

“I want to test a theory,” Mission began, getting to her feet. “And in order to test this theory, we’re going to conduct a covert tour of Dantooine. What d’ya say?”

Mission extended her hand, watching as Glitch considered it before looking her straight in the face.

Glitch beamed even wider, reminding Mission even more of her younger self.

“It’s a deal.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

Mical had never been so confused while researching in his life.

According to Erebus’ account, Arren Kae had died at Malachor. And yet while using Vash’s login, the record showed that the woman had been exiled after the battle just as Master Vash herself had said. The exiled Jedi's whereabouts were tracked for a time before petering off, the log inactive for the last six years or so. And yet hadn't Mission mentioned something about Revan leaving to seek out her old Jedi Master? Hadn't Vash said it was Kae?

Running on little sleep, Mical checked the records again and again, unhappy with his results each time.

It won’t do you any good, the voice urged him again, quiet and almost shy this time.

“Doesn’t matter,” Mical huffed, tapping his chin as he thought of a new search query to test. “I have to know.”

Mical sensed a sigh, though he did not hear one. He wasn’t sure if he imagined it or if he was simply sensing his mysterious companion’s frustration through the Force, their exasperation palpable even through the ether.

You don’t need to know anything, the voice said softly. None of us do. Other than how to survive.

They sounded tired, resigned. Mical’s latest query resulted in nothing new, or at least not a result he hadn’t already seen. He slammed his palm against the console and winced as the screen sputtered in response.

Mical shut his eyes and inhaled, counting to five before exhaling. After calming himself he tried to reach out again and sensed that same small kernel of energy deep beneath the temple as he’d sensed before.

I take it that’s what you’ve done, he thought. Survive.

He felt a laugh spirit through the air, as if enveloping him like a weak breeze.

It’s all I can do, the voice responded. It’s all any of us can. It’s what the scavengers are doing, and the mercenaries, in a way, as well.

What do you mean? Mical asked silently.

Whatever they’re doing, it’s for money, the voice replied. I sense a strange combination of need and want, though the Jedi teach that it best those two things are not intertwined.

Now it was Mical’s turn to laugh lightly.

Tell that to a majority of the galaxy, he thought. The two are more easily confused than you think.

Perhaps.

Silence.

Mical finally opened his eyes, relieved to see the archive screen unscathed. He slowly typed in another query before backspacing entirely and tilting his head, his mind working out a question he was still considering asking.

Go ahead, the voice urged after a moment. Ask.

Mical could only laugh again, this time out of surprise.

“You spent some time here, I take it,” he asked, aloud this time. “You wouldn’t happen to know of another login for the archive, would you?”

Silence again.

Not mine, the voice said eventually. But another’s.

“Do you mind sharing your-?”

There are two.

“Two?”

Mical wasn’t sure if he sensed a nod or imagined one.

Master Vrook has primary access to all accounts on this console, the voice said. I’d seen him log in once when he thought no one was looking.

Mical had to smile, thinking back to the man’s sour face and halfhearted thanks after they’d both escaped from the Rakatan temple days ago.

And there’s another.

The voice paused.

“I’m sensing there’s a but in this clause,” Mical preambled before sensing or imagining another nod in immediate response.

But, the voice continued, confirming his theory. This person is dead.

“Who is it?”

Silence again.

And then…

Master Atris.

Mical stilled as his mind raced, connecting the dots - Erebus’ other Master.

“Tell me,” Mical asked as politely as his voice would allow despite the urgency racing his veins. “Please?”

Only if you promise, the voice replied.

“Promise what?”

Promise me you’ll protect this place, the voice asked, a certain desperation evident in the air now. Please.

Mical slumped his shoulders and closed his eyes, nodding emphatically as he felt the promise steep in his bones.

With my very life, he willed into the ether.

Suddenly, he felt warm and fuzzy, as if being hugged or as if having just sipped from a warm mug of tea.

Okay then, the voice answered. I’ll tell you.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV
Atton

It was hard not to like him, Bao-Dur. Even if Atton was quite certain the man wasn’t a huge fan of him. But then again who was?

“You sure know how to handle yourself,” Atton couldn’t help but complement as Bao-Dur nearly punched another Maker-forsaken HK into utter smithereens. The man’s modded arm was something of a marvel, but he had to admit that the Iridonian’s cool calm and stoic demeanor was truly what made Atton envious.

“I’ve had my share of scrapes,” Bao-Dur muttered unhappily as he wiped his lip with the back of his other hand and surveyed the damaged strewn beneath them on the mountainside.

It was nearly morning now and they’d crossed paths with not only a few more HK units but also a handful of mercs and an assload of cannoks, a creature Atton had never heard of but oddly grew jealous of Eden and Bao-Dur muttering about earlier even if he'd rather not see one again in his lifetime.

Cannoks? Eden had asked incredulously after taking one down, still out of breath as she swept her dark hair back from her forehead, beaded with sweat. Atton had tried not to react though his pants felt decidedly less comfortable as he turned away. But aren’t they-?

From Dxun? Bao-Dur had finished with a hollow laugh. The very same. The Ithorians imported them, meant to keep the herbivore population in check.

I don’t see any herbivores around these parts, Atton had added, desperately trying to insert himself into the conversation even though he knew it didn’t matter.

Exactly, Bao-Dur replied. The cannoks ate them all, just as they did everything on Dxun. Without the Ithorians to maintain the accelerated ecosystem’s balance, everything here is falling apart.

It wasn’t like these memories were exactly old. They’d happened only within the last couple of hours or ago, and yet part of Atton’s mind wanted to make sure they were ingrained, even if he knew it would be better to forget. It would be better to slip away, better to be forgotten. But that was the thing – he didn’t want Eden to forget him. And despite how little he’d known the man, Bao-Dur too.

“Let us hope that is the last of them for now,” said Kreia, making her annoyance known as she approached them with Eden at her side. “I am quite tired of this conversation.”

Just as the other HK’s had announced, these three had a similar spiel to spew as the party approached, each of them rolling their eyes as they internally willed the machines to get on with it before Atton eventually thought screw it and just opened fire. As dumb as it was, it proved to be the right move, catching each of the droids off-guard to allow the others just enough time to rush in and finish them off before the machines could get another word in edgewise.

“You and me both,” Eden murmured as she picked up one of the assassin droids’ intelligence modules. Just like the one back at the base, this one self-incinerated instantly as soon as she’d breached its innards. Its secrets forever meant to be left unknown.

“Fuck,” Eden hissed before launching the thing off the side of the mountain. Atton watched as she pitched it from her grip until it met its sorry end at the bottom on the mount, exploding in an oddly dissatisfying plume of far-off fire and smoke.

“I take it those things have been hounding you since before Telos?” Bao-Dur asked cautiously, his brows raised. Eden only shook her head.

“You have no idea,” she replied, pressing onward. “So, are we close or what?”

“Just about,” Bao said. “The salvage base should be just beyond this ridge.”

“Should be or is?” Kreia asked.

“It is,” Bao-Dur assured, for once sounding irritated though quietly so. “It’s been a while.”

Kreia nodded and glanced at Atton before moving on, Atton’s feet reluctant to move even when he was the last of the group to make it over the crest of the hill. The closer he followed, the further he got. It was only a matter of time before Atton was out of here and back on Nar Shaddaa or Maker knows where else – and yet…

“Here we are, huh?” Eden said with a smile as Atton fell into step beside her at the ridge’s edge.

Against Atton’s deeper wishes yet fully in line with his basest, Eden nudged his arm with her elbow and smiled sidelong at him. Atton couldn’t help but meet her gaze and match her expression, even if he felt the opposite inside.

Here we are, indeed.

A military landing base stood quietly before them, nestled between two half-mountain peaks and looking oddly approachable from where they were standing. He didn’t sense any mines this time, but something felt off.

“Wait,” Atton said, extending his arm.

Eden stilled at his gesture, her fingers gracing his wrist as he tried not to look too deeply into her touch. But Atton held his ground.

“You sense something?” Bao-Dur asked, his voice serious though Atton could almost hear the sarcasm in Kreia’s voice as she thought the same thing.

“We’re not alone,” he said, mirroring what he’d uttered at the base where they’d found Bao, unsure of how he knew it this time but knowing he was undoubtedly right despite it.

Eden closed her eyes just as Kreia was about to open her mouth, the woman clamping her jaw shut the moment she saw Eden fall into focus. Eden’s hand remained still on Atton’s wrist, his arm still outstretched to stop her, but now he dared not move. Not just to ensure she remained undisturbed as she concentrated, but also because he craved the feel of her, as stupid as it was. Especially if he knew he was bound to leave anyway…

“There are four of them, down below,” Eden whispered eventually, her eyes still closed as she spoke, “Mercenaries, but of the Czerka variety, I think.”

“I-“ Bao-Dur responded before backing away, “I can’t-“

“It’s not your fault,” Eden assured, reaching for him. “They’re forcing our hand, aren’t they?”

At this, Eden turned to Kreia, as did Atton. Kreia remained poised for a moment before eventually nodding.

“Not all choices are as clearly moral as they are presented, as perhaps in a textbook,” Kreia said with a sigh. “When you are forced into action, one must consider the need above the means. Nothing else.”

The need above the means. Nothing else.

Something about that rang true with Atton, but also the opposite, though he did not know why. For the moment he chose to put his faith in the former and not think about the rest.

Eden and Kreia began their descent, but Bao-Dur stepped and stalled, turning to Atton as if in question as the two women preceded them.

“C’mon,” Atton ushered, urging Bao-Dur along, surprised he even had to. “We’ve all done unspeakable things, right? This will be the least of them. Trust me.”

Atton both was and wasn’t sure about that, comforted only that Bao-Dur conceded at his insistence.

“We need you, remember?” Atton added, knowing it to both be true as well as the key to Bao-Dur’s compliance. He felt almost sick with guilt but knew it wouldn’t do him any good to dwell on it.

“You’re right,” Bao-Dur sighed, falling into step with him as they followed. “The need above the means. Nothing else.”

Atton wanted to wretch though he knew it to be true.

“Shh,” Eden urged ahead, stopping Kreia, Atton, and Bao-Dur in their tracks as they reached the valley’s basin, sheathed by a cluster of trees.

“We should-“ Bao-Dur began with the starts of a plan before Eden continued on, not listening, sneaking forward as she yet again acted on instinct as she had back at the base and back on Citadel Station. Bao-Dur only paused, his mouth opening and closing in quiet surprise as Kreia sighed and Atton assured him.

“She does this,” Atton said, “I’m sure you’re unfortunately familiar.”

Bao-Dur clamped his mouth shut before glancing at the faint blue glow of his arm.

“Unfortunately,” he echoed as Atton watched from beyond the trees as Eden snuck forward, calculating her steps as she approached the cloaked men before them.

Cloaked.

Atton could sense them even if he could not see them, their armor letting off a faint energy he felt in his bones. Just like the Harbinger, he thought bitterly.

Eden stalked them, step after step, before ambushing them completely, taking each man out with a single punch or a dropkick, watching as each of the four bodies eventually met the floor. Even Kreia stilled, stunned, at his side.

Within the span of thirty-seconds, their obstacle was gone under the veil of sweet unconsciousness. Atton was almost envious.

“That was certainly efficient,” Kreia commented, sounding both alarmed and impressed, a sentiment Atton felt wholeheartedly. Eden only glanced back at them with a shrug.

“I’m used to it,” she said, hardly out of breath. “They're only out cold so we don't have long. It’s been a while, sure, but-“

“Old habits I take it,” Bao-Dur said darkly, to which Eden nodded. “Here, just this way.”

Eden seemed to balk at Bao-Dur’s response, unsure what to make of it as Atton came upon her, their eyes meeting for an uncertain instant before they both glanced at Bao who had has hands feeling about the ground.

“Should be here somewhere,” he muttered, his droid bouncing beside him. “Ah.”

The Iridonian tugged at what appeared to be a tuft of grass, but with the effort rose a miniature console, its stalk dark and green like the grass surrounding it. Bao-Dur typed something quick and unseen before the console sunk back into the ground again, instead revealing a hole in the earth that Atton soon realized was an actual hangar entrance, the hulk of several ships evident below them from the maw of the artificial cave opening up before his waking eyes.

“Well, I’ll be damned,” he muttered.

“I take it you three will remain quiet about this, yeah?” Bao-Dur asked almost casually as he sidestepped the bodies Eden had just incapacitated, almost as avoidantly as he evaded the bodies back at the base they found him at.

“They won’t track us?” Eden asked as she lowered herself into the subterranean hangar.

“That’s the hope,” Bao-Dur added. “And the idea.”

Eden landed in the darkness, her hand the only part of her visible as she ushered that the rest of them follow. Again, Atton was the last to oblige.

“I insist the tech try and pilot the ship,” Kreia said as they rounded on the nearest planet-hopper, looking pointedly at Atton.

“Why’s that?” Bao-Dur asked, glancing at Atton as well. Unsure how to respond, Atton only shrugged.

“Humor me,” Kreia answered. “I am merely testing a theory.”

Atton rolled his eyes.

“Oh, please.”

“For science,” Kreia added with a smile.

Atton wasn’t sure how to take this. Was this the old woman’s way of acting friendly or merely messing with him even more than she had been? He unfortunately couldn't tell.

“With this model, thankfully we don’t need much of a pilot,” Bao-Dur announced as he entered said shuttle. “Should be easy work from here to the coordinates we’ve obtained. We’re not far.”

Any distance is far enough for something to go wrong, Atton thought bitterly.

Eden followed, as eventually did Kreia - after shooting him and odd glance of course, her low-hanging hood the only thing Atton could truly make eye contact with. And as usual, he felt the fool for it.

“Are you coming or not?” Kreia asked quietly, though the sharpness of her voice felt loud in Atton’s mind.

“I’m coming, I’m coming,” he muttered, still planning his escape.

This shuttle was decidedly older than the one they’d commandeered from Citadel Station though one Atton had certainly flown before. And yet despite his acumen, Bao-Dur stood at the helm as he entered just as Kreia asked. He could have sworn the woman smiled sourly in response.

“Ready?” Bao-Dur asked, hands poised over the controls. “I don’t know who holds your ship hostage, but I have a feeling it may be personal.”

“Whoever it is, I’m ready to meet them,” Eden said. “Let’s get this over with.”

Bao-Dur considered her words and after a beat, nodded.

“Whatever you say, General,” the man muttered, Atton’s insides churning at the sound of it.

He felt Kreia smile slightly at his side as the shuttle rose into the air, the hangar below them closing its open maw like a megafauna flexing its bite.

The small ship lurched forward, urging them towards the snow frosted mountains ahead. Atton thought of Alderaan again, bile rising in his throat.

He could feel Kreia’s gaze on him still, awaiting a reaction. But Atton remained staring out the viewport, his eyes fixed on what lay ahead.

I’m not giving you what you want, witch, he thought. No matter how hard you press.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

 

Chapter 51: One and the Other

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atton

It was growing harder and harder not to think of Alderaan. Not to think of home.

Not that it had ever really felt like home. Not when he lived there. Not like any place after, either. He just never knew how else to refer to it in his mind.

You were born here, and you will die here, his mother had hissed at him one of the many times he threatened to join the Republic if only as a means of escape. Which it was, in the end. How could you ever leave me?

It was almost serendipitous that she’d perished not long after he’d left in the night. No note, no warning. He’d returned only at the insistence of his father who hadn’t contacted him in months, the man sounding the most sincere in likely his entire life aside from moments when Atton was a child and hadn’t known any better.

She’s sick, his father had warned via comm once he tracked Atton down. I don’t think she’ll last the month.

Feron had been earnest then, Atton was sure, if only because he thought his bastard son could secure the family vineyard and somehow claim it in House Rist’s name, their infamous vacation spot now a family home. Atton had refused, but he’d seen his mother anyway.

“This is it, isn’t it?” Kreia asked the moment they were in immediate proximity of the snowy peaks that were once in the planet-hopper’s distance. The very same snowy peaks that reminded Atton of his ancestral home, his first prison, the old woman beside him very much like his dead mother, a micro-expression forever at the ready for however Atton would choose to respond to any given stimulus. This time, Kreia ignored his interest, which was what his mother tended to do most of the time only to relish in the aftermath when Atton would lash out about the forced silence later.

“It is,” Bao-Dur said in his usual quiet cadence, though something darker laced his voice as they neared. “But… I can’t believe it.”

“What?” Eden asked almost instantly, her hand reaching for the Iridonian’s shoulder. Atton almost winced.

“This is unbelievable,” Bao-Dur muttered, shoulders slumping, explaining no further as he urged the ship to begin the landing sequence. He kept glancing at a radar of sorts on a datapad beside him, frowning at what it displayed.

“I take it this has something to do with the Ithorian effort?” Kreia asked, sounding bored as she readied herself for landing, almost as if she could not wait to be rid of this ship and for whatever came next. Atton narrowed his eyes at her but the woman ignored him. This time, he could have sworn she squirmed.

“All records indicated that the infrastructure for a planet-wide irrigation system was destroyed in the planet’s bombing years ago,” Bao-Dur admitted after a long beat. “And yet… here it stands. Intact, untouched.”

Despite the softness of his voice, Atton could hear the venom in Bao-Dur’s words. The betrayal. He’d felt the same at Malachor, thinking of Corr Desyk’s handsome face as he watched everyone he’d once called a friend and brother – for the first, only, and perhaps the last time in his life – die within a white-hot instant. The fact that both Eden and Bao-Dur were the ones responsible was not lost on him. Now it was Kreia’s turn to watch Atton curiously before he shook her off and began reciting coordinates in his head again.

It’s a long way from Corellia, Kreia’s voice spoke softly, eerily in his head. Atton turned sharply in her direction only to find the old witch looking ahead, as if she had not been watching him at all.

Atton switched from tracing the Corellian Trade Spine to counting the couplings in his old ship, imagining its innards like the skin of an old lover.

He swallowed, hard.

“Then who do you imagine has the Ebon Hawk holed up here?” Eden asked, her question almost a whisper as Bao-Dur urged the planet-hopper onto the nearest plateau. “Czerka?”

“It doesn’t look like this place is claimed,” Bao-Dur sighed. “At least not by anyone we know.”

We being the Ithorians, and the collective we of the ship, Atton imagined. We, he thought sourly. But not for long.

Atton shrugged, finding it in him to snarkily re-enter the fray of the current conversation.

“Could be another HK. Hell, maybe this is their hideout. In which case I vote we don’t bother asking questions and just steal the Hawk right back out of here. Smoke ‘im if we have to, but…”

“I hope you’re wrong,” Eden laughed lightly. “I’ve seen enough HK units to last a lifetime.”

“Doesn’t mean that isn’t how many the universe has in store for you to see, though,” Atton joked further, though he also wished he were wrong. Eden crossed her arms but smiled softly. Even Bao-Dur smirked beside her as he set the vessel down on the snowy expanse, and part of Atton calmed at that. She’ll be fine, he thought errantly. They’ll all be fine without me. Not like they need me, anyway…

“So, shall we?” Bao-Dur asked once he’d landed the vessel squarely on the pristine surface of the plateau.

“Let’s get this over with,” Eden added, leading the way onto the loading ramp just as Bao-Dur commanded that it descend. Out of both habit and reluctance, Atton held up the rear. All the better to watch the others by, he told himself. And nothing else.

The plateau itself sat beside the very peak of the mountain, its sharp apex blocking out the sun as they descended the loading ramp and out onto the frozen landscape. Atton tensed beneath his ribbed jacket, his arms stinging with cold in its sleeveless absence. Eden shivered before him, her exposed arms prickling with goosebumps as they were met with a strong gale. Bao-Dur and Kreia reacted to the cold as if it were nothing.

“Hey,” Atton urged quietly, nudging Eden with a whisper. The woman turned to him, her face flushed with cold, her eyes bright, as she looked from his face to the vest he was now shouldering out of. “Just take it.”

“But I can’t-“

“I got sleeves,” Atton shrugged, gesturing to his white shirt. Sleeves withstanding, it was still freezing out here, but it was the least he could do. “You don’t, so… just take it.”

He wasn’t sure if he came off as pushy or pathetic. Knowing him, it was probably both. Eden watched him for another beat before she slowly took the jacket and shrugged it on in quiet thanks. He could have sworn she smiled a little – his innards warming instantly at the sight of it – before turning back around.

“Should we venture up or down?” Kreia asked ahead of them. “The peak may prove useful in so far as us gaining some sort of vantage point, but I feel we likely have to move down the mountain in order to enter it.”

“You are precisely right,” Bao-Dur muttered with the same datapad in hand. His droid hovered beside it as if the thing were reading the map over his shoulder as well. “We may still do well to take a look from the top, though. See what we’re dealing with?”

To Atton’s surprise, Kreia nodded. He suspected the woman would protest or argue at the idea when she already discussed why it was likely superfluous, but instead she obliged and accompanied the Iridonian to the very tip of the mountain before examining what lay beyond. Maybe it was only Atton she liked to play games with. Atton huffed and shoved his hands into his pockets, partially to appear unbothered and partially to warm his stinging palms already pinpricked with frost. Eden stood beside him, idly shifting from foot to foot while Atton tried not to look at her if only to commit the sight of her to memory. It would be best he forget.

“It is as I suspected,” Kreia announced quietly as she and the Iridonian approached them again, their steps careful and occasionally slippery as they descended the peak. “We must make our way down, if not to the opening we spied below but to at least some point between.”

Kreia seemed to be talking to Eden specifically, though Atton felt the woman’s gaze on him still, probing and constant. Like Eden, he ignored her too, more than happy to forget her and everything about the woman the moment he was out of her sights.

“Let’s do this,” Eden said, the warmth of her breath pluming before her face as she glanced at Atton before joining the descent. Atton intended to continue ignoring her and succeeded only in the time it took for Eden to walk several steps ahead of him. After that, his gaze was unfortunately glued to the back of her head, absently admiring the way her hair fell over her shoulders and how she would occasionally card her right hand through its strands to keep the better part of it out of her face.

He was a fool to think he could ever forget her - the woman responsible for the death of his friends, the woman responsible for the fact that he was even alive right now and not rotting in that cell on Peragus, the woman responsible for momentarily making him think that he was at all capable of making friends again, that it might be worth sticking around somewhere if only to see where it goes…

He both rued her and wondered where he’d be without her – both the good and the bad. There was no use in wondering though, he knew that. But Eden’s existence vexed him anyway.

At least until he was met with the unmistakable feeling of a blaster prodding into the small of his back.

Don’t move,” a woman’s voice whispered chilly in his ear.

He raised his hands, about to warn the others, just as other women – each of them clad in white, their forms hardly distinguishable from the surrounding snow – appeared from nowhere and did the same to his present companions. Each of them raised their hands in response as Atton had, though Kreia did so slowly, and before the blaster even touched her. Atton narrowed his eyes at this, more concerned with it than the very real threat now surrounding them.

“Alright, alright,” Atton muttered as his captor pressed the mouth of her weapon further against his back. “Not moving.”

From his vantage point, he could have almost sworn that Kreia sighed with relief. That for the briefest of moments – she smiled – as if she knew this would happen. As if it were all going according to plan.

“I take back what I said before,” Atton said quietly to Eden once his abductor silently urged him to begin walking forward. “I’m suddenly missing those HK’s about now.”

Eden succumbed to a smile – an honest-to-Maker smile that flittered across her features in a way that made Atton’s insides somersault – before her expression dissolved entirely into pure resolve.

“Me too,” she muttered in response at his side, as if her blaster-toting warden similarly were not there. “Me too.”

 


 

3951 BBY, The Ravager, Orbiting Onderon
Lonna Vash

It was almost as if she could not feel her own flesh, her consciousness separating itself from her as if it sought refuge elsewhere and found none.

The ship was a marvel. She could hardly believe the sight of it as they approached. At first, she’d questioned Erebus’ course as they veered clear past Onderon and out towards the stars again. Assured that they were still cloaked, as was their destination, Lonna watched on as the ghost ship flickered out of the ether to allow them passage just as they breached its protective jurisdiction.

By all means this ship should not exist. For one, it belonged to a civilization tens of thousands of years dead, but for another it had been ravaged in the killing pull of the Mass Shadow Generator at Malachor V nine years ago. Lonna wondered if the fact that Revan had christened this vessel the Ravager was an act of irony or an omen.

“We’re here,” Erebus announced unceremoniously, again appearing like the boy she once knew.

That kept happening. In one moment, Erebus was every bit the Aiden she once helped raise, and in another he was a stranger again. A dark man of ill portent, the energy around him anything but familiar and comforting. A foreboding air surrounding him and all thought pertaining to him. The feeling of this place fast eclipsed all that.

Lonna felt both unendingly cold and insufferably warm at once, her bones aching with an ice that burned and her skin boiling to the point of feeling numb.

“Put the gloves on,” Erebus urged as he helped usher her over the threshold of his ship’s loading ramp. “It will help.”

His words were assuring but his voice was curt, sharp. Two faceless attendants stood at the far end of the room awaiting their arrival. Neither one moved or acknowledged them, so Lonna had no idea what they thought of her yet. If at all.

“But-“

Just do it,” Erebus hissed.

He tugged one of the gloves from her grasp and hastily placed it over her left hand. Her body instantly calmed some, her mind clearer. Emptier. Her senses dampened.

“I don’t like this,” she muttered. She wondered where these things came from or why they existed, and yet another inner part of her wondered where such a thing was when they first took the Exile in for questioning, worrying whether it was safe enough to let Eden Valen wander the galaxy alive.

“I’m sure you like living more, no?” Erebus smirked. “Keep it up and we may get through this yet.”

Fool your Master, you mean, Lonna thought as she sized Erebus up, watching as all familiarity ebbed away, leaving only the man he’d been these last few years in its wake. Lonna slipped the remaining glove on and looked at Erebus expectantly.

His eyes locked on hers, his irises almost sour in the starlight beside them.

Starlight?

Lonna glanced sideward, spying the vastness of space from between a vicious gash in the metal hull beside them. Fascinating…

With another tug, Erebus held both of Lonna’s wrists in a vice grip as he procured a set of cuffs from his robes. He clamped them tight, her hands pressed together as if in prayer. She still felt a warring sensation of hot and cold, though thankfully this time from Erebus alone and not from the environment around her. Erebus watched her with a darkened gaze, his eyes unblinking.

“Ready?”

Lonna nodded.

Erebus nodded in turn and pulled. Lonna stumbled in his wake, nearly dragging her feet as Erebus hurried down the hall at an inhuman speed until they met the two cloaked figures at the other end. Neither one of them moved or spoke, the door behind them now apparent in its proximity. Lonna started to examine it, admiring the similarities in design this ship shared with Erebus’ – in the foreign shape of the control panels, the buttons, even the colors – before she forced her gaze downward, watching her feet as Erebus spoke on their behalf.

“I am here to see my Master,” he announced evenly.

He was met with silence, though not a silence that indicated indifference. At his words, the escorts stepped aside in unison.

“Of course, Darth Erebus,” they said in concert, their voices monotone. “Master Nihilus has been anxious to speak with you.”

Darth echoed in Lonna’s mind before they uttered Erebus’ name. Nihilus echoed also.

Lonna remained docile, subdued, as Erebus led her onward. Her eyes scanned what they could of the ship, picking up bits and pieces here and there, further similarities to Erebus’ ship as well as other oddities, but it was all just a distraction. A distraction for what she knew was coming and still feared despite its inevitability.

Another pair of attendants awaited them just before approaching the bridge, equally as unemotional as the others and just as monotone as they simultaneously announced as if sharing the same voice, “Darth Erebus and his slave have arrived, my lord.”

Lonna heard no response, and yet they were ushered over the threshold anyway.

Her eyes were instantly drawn to the view beyond, a sea of stars visible from the wide breadth of the bridge’s viewing deck as well as a sliver of Onderon itself beyond. Dxun’s glowing green orb hung not far off, but it was the cloaked figure standing at the very far end of the deck that drew Lonna’s attention.

The command centers were empty. No one manned them, and yet the ship remained afloat.

But how? Lonna thought stupidly before the realization dawned on her.

The figure at the end of the causeway was clearly responsible for it all, and yet…

“Master Nihilus,” Erebus greeted, bowing low. He urged Lonna to do the same beside him, pushing her to the point that she knelt, stumbling to the floor. “Your new apprentice relayed her message expressing your need of me, and here I am to answer.”

And yet no answer met Lonna’s ears. Erebus pulled her forward as he approached the silhouette still poised before the viewing deck, only Lonna could tell that the robes before her hung limp over a hollow body, merely insinuating the idea of a person beneath them. She recoiled only for Erebus to yank at her restraints and bring her to her knees once again.

“Forgive me, I-“ Erebus began to explain, but he was cut off.

Again, Lonna heard nothing, though this time she sensed a faint buzzing in her mind, like insects in the dead of summer. Her eyes lashed closed, clamping shut against the sound as Erebus pulled her onward and further into the Sith’s presence.

Once they reached the silhouette’s feet, the Sith turned around slowly, the buzzing growing louder. When the man had turned to face them in full, Lonna’s mind was filled to the brim with static.

She could hardly look at him.

Nihilus stood before them in a bone-white mask painted with slashes of blood red, his form wreathed in folds upon folds of shadow-colored robes. They were somehow neither gray nor black yet also very much the color of smoke. The fabric created the illusion of depth as Lonna sensed the nothingness beneath, the hollow of his cloak more evident as Erebus urged her onward, this time not only to kneel but to completely supplicate herself, hands and all, before his Sith Master. Lonna obliged, but only because it was all she could do – her mind awash with static, her senses muted, the Force near-silent.

Erebus spoke, yet Lonna heard none of his words. The room threatened to consume her, its walls closing in and its confines growing smaller and smaller and smaller by the second, her gloved hands growing weaker the longer she remained in forced plea upon the floor. After about an age, Erebus yanked her back up by the cuffs, and for a moment, Lonna made eye contact with the Sith Master’s bone-mask, her eyes fixing on the hollow sockets where the eyes should have been only to feel colder than she’d ever felt in her entire life. She was drawn there, as if lured, and her gaze remained as if magnetized. They were empty – oh, so empty – and yet…

“Not bad right?” Erebus asked, a smirk gracing his face.

Lonna shook her head.

“Wh-“ she looked about, her vision swimming. “What do you mean?”

“The mission,” Erebus asked again, fear lacing his words now as he fell back into focus. They were back on his ship now, in his cargo hold, Lonna sitting idly in his desk chair. “I think it went well.”

Well.

The word rattled around Lonna’s brain for a moment. She looked down at her hands and found them naked, the gloves gone.

“I-“

“You don’t remember?” Erebus asked, his expression falling instantly. “I knew Nihilus would have an effect on you, but I didn’t think-“

“I’d feared this,” Lonna blurted, unsure of where the admission came from though the words spouted from her nonetheless.

“I knew you would, but we did great back there, and I don’t think-“

“I feared this when we last spoke with your sister,” she interrupted, the thought returning to her unbidden. Erebus stopped, his expression falling even more, his pallor paling as he realized that what they both spoke of were not one and the same. “I felt that same ache within her when she last visited the council chambers. Not this exactly, but something not far from it.”

Erebus swallowed, and Lonna watched as the motion traveled down his throat.

“I should have known,” Erebus said curtly as he finally stood, stepping back towards the cockpit as he eyed her curiously. “It’s always about her, isn’t it?”

Erebus sneered as he slammed his hand on the panel, leaving Lonna alone in the cargo bay.

She wanted to retort, she wanted to argue. But the memory of Nihilus was too much for her memory to handle. The image of his ghostly form reappeared in her mind, only instead of the blood-marked bone that adorned his would-be face, Eden’s harrowed visage the day she came to the council to be judged took its place, her green eyes replacing the hollow spaces of the eyeless mask, her irises the same venomous shade as Erebus’.

 


 

3951 BBY, The Ravager, Orbiting Onderon
Erebus

“Master Nihilus,” Erebus said, the words sticking in his throat.

It hadn’t been that long since he last saw Nihilus in truth, and yet it also felt like a life’s age had passed since then.

In the past couple of weeks, Erebus had gone from faithful servant to assuming he was a wanted apostate. He still wasn’t sure just how much of his intentions and warring inner monologue Nihilus could glean, if any of it. Instead of dwelling on the notion he chose to press on.

He bowed, nearly falling over himself as he urged that Master Vash do the same. The woman stumbled and fell to her knees. Good, he thought, despite the apology poised on his tongue. Let Nihilus believe she is my slave just as Visas is his.

The spectral memory of the Miraluka spirited before his mind’s eye at the thought of her, which brought Erebus to his next point.

“Your new apprentice relayed her message expressing your need of me, and here I am to answer.”

Right on time, Erebus sensed with the semblance of a cold smile. Just as I expected.

Erebus was often punctual, if anything. That and too curious for his own good. As if his current predicament weren’t evidence enough.

Bring her to me, Nihilus ordered, his back to them. His presence inside Erebus’ mind was as it had always been – commanding but soft. A suggestive whisper with the power of an exclamation. Erebus did as he was told and pulled Vash forward. The woman recoiled, as if at inner war with herself and unsure of how to respond. Whether this was her acting or her genuine response, Erebus almost didn’t want to know.

He glanced at Nihilus, his Master’s back still facing them as the man’s senses were likely still retreating from the vast swath of space beyond the Ravager’s viewing deck, and yanked Vash further.

“Forgive me, I-“ Erebus began to explain, but Nihilus stopped him.

There is no need, he said as he finally spun around. Nihilus turned and remained still, his body expressionless as it usually was, betraying nothing but silent observation. His mask gleamed as he surveyed Vash still besought on the floor before him. I find this one… oddly familiar.

“I am not surprised,” Erebus lied. “She is – was – one of the remaining Jedi. She avoided the conclave. By rights, you would have consumed her already.”

And perhaps one day I shall, Nihilus mused.  But you have made her your tool.

Erebus sensed a smile, some smug satisfaction in the ether. He felt both achingly cold and intolerably hot.

Well done.

Nihilus’ accolade felt genuine despite the unnatural tinge in the air, as everything often felt in his presence. Erebus had once felt that Nihilus seemed familiar, too – upon their first meeting. Amidst his immediate infatuation with how Nihilus managed to exist Erebus had also gotten the feeling that they had perhaps met before, though he couldn’t place it. Perhaps the same was happening to Nihilus with Vash now. Whatever semblance of familiarity Erebus gleaned had faded long ago as he aided Nihilus’ quest to prolong his life, growing more and more inhuman, but perhaps Nihilus’ memories of his life before this form were more tangible than Erebus realized.

She may prove more useful to you beyond that of a servant, Nihilus continued after examining her more closely, with unfortunately no additional revelation poised in the fabric of the Force between them.  You might want to draw on what remains of her power for what comes next.

Erebus swallowed and tried not to look at Vash, shivering on the floor in his peripheral vision.

“What would you have me do?” he asked.

At first there was silence, though Erebus still felt Nihilus’ thoughts gathering in the air between them, his ideas not yet forming communicable words. It had been like this a lot in the beginning. It was the entire reason Nihilus found need of Erebus’ previous tutor’s body, the entire reason Erebus eventually had need of the mask Nihilus bound himself to now.

There is a temple on Dxun, Nihilus said, though other unspoken thoughts surrounded his message, swimming with unsaid things and half-formed notions. Things Nihilus may yet tell Erebus or choose to keep from him completely, Erebus had no way of knowing other than sensing the fact that they existed. It is said to be the place where Exar Kun was turned to the Dark Side. A place of great power.

“I know it,” Erebus said snidely. “You’ve told me about it before.”

Nihilus laughed his inhuman laugh, the air filling with a buzzing feeling, as if an electrical circuit were malfunctioning. Vash nearly thrashed beside him but Erebus ignored her still, his eyes fixed on his Sith Master.

Indeed I have, Nihilus said. We were not previously able to locate it, but I have found a way.

“Tell me, and I shall venture there,” Erebus proposed almost instantly. Nihilus laughed again, and this time Erebus felt the faint thrumming in his bones.

It is unfortunate that it is not so easy, Nihilus said. Though not entirely impossible.

“What must I do?” Erebus pressed.

We must end this civil war, Nihilus thought evenly. I have probed the mind of the one General Vaklu and his lesser, Colonel Tobin. Between the two of them, I have surmised that they know the exact location of the temple we speak of, and if we help them win this war, we will be given access to it.

Now Erebus was truly confused.

“Are we to… enter this war?” he asked.

Nihilus did not move, but Erebus sensed a nod.

Indeed, Nihilus sighed, the air about them exhaling with the notion. I am hungry, but the Force moves strangely around this planet and its moon. Something tells me this is an unfortunate necessity. A means to an end.

Erebus swallowed again and nodded, but before he could say anything further, even if it was just a vow of blind allegiance for Nihilus’ benefit, his Master held up a solitary hand.

There is more, Nihilus continued. I also wish for you to meet with Sion as well. Once your task is complete.

“Sion?” he asked errantly, “But I’ve spoken to him already, I-“

There is another matter I wish for you to discuss with him, Nihilus interrupted. The entire reason you’re here.

Eden.

It always came down to Eden.

Erebus bristled, his palms prickling despite his better judgment. He pulled on Vash’s restraints again, hoping the action would mask his inner frustration, and unsure if he’d succeeded when Nihilus eventually turned back to spectrally admire the expanse of stars again, as if his eyes functioned like any others.

“Is… is that all?” he asked.

That will be all for now, Nihilus assured, his ethereal voice a low rumble as Erebus sensed his Master’s growing appetite. Speak with Colonel Tobin and promise to aid their war effort. Then speak with Sion. He will provide you with the army, and you shall provide him with answers.

Answers. Answers about Eden.

It always came down to Eden. It always came down to Eden.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical

 

Mical had always believed in the Jedi.

Never who they were individually – he hadn’t known anyone long enough for that. But he at least believed in what they stood for, in what they protected.

But his faith had withered bit by bit since the war. Since shipping him off to the corps without a Master, without guidance. Especially after seeing what monstrosities they let happen on the other side of the galaxy without ever formally entering the war in favor of remaining neutral… as if there were such a thing when genocide was on the table.

Now – his faith was shaken entirely. It was so utterly broken where before the foundation had merely cracked, the old phrase as one bad palm fruit spoils the others, rot makes sinners of the bunch now rang horribly true.

How could they?” were the first words he unintendedly uttered upon examining the archives from Master Vrook’s account.

The Jedi had not only known about the massacre out on the Outer Rim for years, decades even, before Revan’s involvement. But even the Dantooine Council had been present at the genocide at Cathar – a note suspiciously missing from the public historical record. The records in the years following were even worse, especially those originating from Atris’ account.

There was nothing there, for one. Not because it never existed – but because it was erased. Whatever evidence there had been before her office was judiciously scourged from the database as if they never existed at all, and the history along with it. Were it not for Mical’s ability to view the log record with said login…

“This is… abhorrent,” he shuddered, restoring old files and saves and reading on in horrified abandon. There were pages upon pages of evidence, countless hours of footage delivered from Master Kavar himself in his time on the Outer Rim, but reading his reports were worse. The casualties are astronomical, one report read. But there is little evidence such a loss would yet affect the Republic, at least not until they begin to target colonies closer to the Mid-Rim…

As if the proximity of the devastation qualified the urgency with which the threat was met. As if the lives closer to the Republic, to the Jedi, were the ones worth worrying about, not the ones further away. As if that made them matter any less.

You shouldn’t do this, his phantom companion muttered quietly in his mind. You need rest. This won’t help your search, nor will it help protect the temple.

Mical continued reading on, at least comforted to see that Master Vandar had expressed some distress over the Jedi inaction and was in part responsible for even sending Kavar along with a team of Jedi skilled in combat, though his relief soon waned when Mical read what he and the rest of the Dantooine Conclave had to say about the padawan massacre on Taris when they still believed Zayne to be the harbinger of the Order’s downfall.

Their ‘downfall’ was of their own making, Mical thought bitterly despite still mourning the loss at Katarr. As far as he was concerned, the Order had long perished before the conclave. Not that it at all justified their deaths. In a perfect world they would still be alive, either held accountable for their inaction or given the opportunity to amend their wrongs so they could return the Order to its former decency. Where did it all go wrong?

You’re not listening to me, the voice sighed, exasperated as Mical began to dig deeper, further back even. This won’t help-

“The galaxy still needs the Jedi,” Mical muttered, both to sate his invisible companion as well as soothe his inner turmoil. “To believe in them. Especially if we expect any hope of surviving this assault.”

He spoke of the attack on the temple, the very fabric of the Order still at the very center of the Golden Company’s target scope. But they weren’t the only ones with their eyes on the Jedi. Nespis was evidence of that. The mysterious Echani audit, the destruction of the planet, the pursuit of General Valen. Hells even Erebus…

Does Eden know? Mical thought absently, finally looking away from the archive screen for the first time in hours. His vision swam as his eyes adjusted to the gloom of the room, the dim light of the remaining datapads creating a swirl of blue in his field of vision. Does she know what her brother’s become?

From what he knew of Erebus, he guessed the answer was no. At least not definitely.

How does this help the temple?

Mical jolted upright, startled out of his reverie by his unseen host.

And who is Eden?

Mical laughed a hollow laugh and tried to imagine her. In his mind’s eye, the memory of a young Eden still seemed older to him even if she was barely an adult and he now surpassed her age as it was then. But to a boy of twelve, she was mature. Intimidating even, but in the most aspirational way. He wanted to be like her, but he also wanted her to like him. His training had hardly started when she left, abandoned the Coruscant Archive in favor of following in Revan’s wake. He wasn’t bitter then, just despondent, discarded shortly afterwards by Atris as well who Eden had oddly described as an old friend, someone he could trust. The recommendation made him feel safe initially, but then…

He knew Eden must look different now, in fact he knew she did. The images of her released records revealed as much.

Who knows exactly what she looks like now given the plethora of cosmetics and aesthetic advancement available on the market, his team leader Rell explained what now felt like years ago when he was first assigned to retrieve Eden for the Republic in what felt like an act of divine intervention. But judging by these known aliases, we can gather enough about the woman to spot her in a crowd.

Eden’s known visages and aliases cycled through his mind within the span of a second, but the image fixed in his head when he simply thought of her name remained the same as it had been when he was a boy – a girl all of seventeen with a warm smile and a face swathed with freckles, soft wavy hair that crested her shoulders and framed her high cheekbones, a Padawan braid still draped over a shoulder. She was friendly when he’d first met her. Charming, even. Charming enough that he’d catch himself dreaming about her even after he was sent to the corps, the idea of them running into each other and making her proud by simply being there even if it wasn’t by choice fast becoming a daydream he succumbed to often.

“I have a feeling you’ll find out soon enough,” Mical assured his phantom companion, convincing himself as well as his host. “I hear she’s on her way here, and Maker willing she will be our salvation as well.”

Despite what she’d done in the end, Mical still commended Eden’s choice to leave for the Revanchists, especially after seeing the devastation dealt by the Mandalorians himself.

He wondered if Erebus ever regretted not following his sister to war. From what precious little he’d gleaned from the Sith, he figured it was likely. And in that moment Mical felt guilty – guilty thinking about one and then the other, as if keeping his thoughts separate on their behalf, neither knowing just what he felt or knew about both or either sibling, his sentiments mingling awkwardly with apprehension before he willed the thought of them away entirely.

I hope you’re right, the voice said after a while, as if letting his thoughts breathe. I fear we don’t have much time.

Mical wanted to ask how his benefactor knew this, but instead he wondered how he might explain all of this to Eden when they inevitably met again.

His heart began to race, a mixture of boyhood affection and urgent apprehension, but it was Erebus he thought of when he finally turned off the archive’s console and decided to heed the voice’s words and get some rest.

 

Notes:

Apologies to anyone who read the last chapter shortly after I posted it since I went back to it a week or so ago and found a plethora of spelling mistakes to my dismay (Baldur's Gate has unfortunately distracted me a little toooooo much, in the best way possible though... who knows if I have the cajones to delve into writing fic for that as well but I might who knows) but it's all fixed now! I'm toying with the my old idea of splitting this story up into three parts, potentially ending OotA with the conclusion of the Dantooine plotline, but am ambivalent about it. I feel like it's easier to keep the whole thing contained but part of me also fears that this fic already has such an intimidating word count so idk... any thoughts or input on that would be appreciated. As usual, love you all, and I'll probably be back to do another round of edits on this soon just in case.

Chapter 52: Dead and Gone

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3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Eden

 

Eden’s sneaking suspicion began the moment they were captured.

It was so quiet, so courteous , and yet also so humiliating – to be treated like both a petulant child as well as a revered guest, but done in such a way that the gesture was intended to offend instead of esteem. Eden could only relate it to one other moment in her life. Or at least a string of moments that culminated in one tense confrontation, each of those instances intrinsically linked to a part of her life she’d much rather forget.

It can’t be you , she thought desperately as she was escorted into the heart of the mountain, its innards somehow whiter than its snow-covered exterior. It can’t be you because you’re dead.

Eden’s suspicion grew once they entered the building proper, its layout an eerie shadow of a place she would prefer to remain in her past but with all the color drained out of it. What once was brown and beige and gold and red now stood before her as merely stark white and sterile shades of gray. It was nearly identical otherwise.

You died at Katarr , Eden thought as the others were escorted down one hall and she another. You died that day and I mourned for you.

She should have felt the ancient tug of an old Force bond, some semblance of the past tethering her to the present. Eden sensed the same from Bao-Dur, and even from Benok once her memory of him fell into place even if the ghost of feeling had already been there, the yawning echo aching within her suddenly making sense. She could even feel what she suspected could only have been Aiden, her other half torn asunder, even if what remained of her brother was on the other side of the galaxy.

Yet here, in the halls she somehow knew belonged to her old friend, Eden felt it lacking. 

No - worse

There wasn’t just the loss of whatever tether once existed but now no more. Instead she felt nothing. As if no such tether ever existed.

It can’t be you, she thought again as the suspicion mounted beyond doubt. It can’t be you because you’re dead.

Her captor left her bound but unattended at the end of a hallway. A hallway that bore an uncanny resemblance to the very same corridor that led from the Jedi Academy at Coruscant to its inner chambers.

It can’t be you because I should have felt you already, Eden thought still as she took a tentative step forward. But you can’t be dead, because –

Eden braced herself and squared her shoulders, tensing when she saw the white-clad silhouette idly awaiting her within. Eden paused, willing the sensation to arrive. As if it had merely been delayed. 

The Force lay silent and still. Not gone, but quiet. 

Eden took one careful step. And then another. Walking on autopilot and skepticism, she entered the room at the end of the hall. It had to be a vision, or a simulation maybe. But certainly not real life. This couldn’t be real. It just couldn't be

“I did not expect to see you again after the day of your sentencing,” Atris spat by way of greeting, eyes sharp, the venom of their previous conversation nine years ago carrying into the present. Her voice carried through the air, echoing as it reached Eden’s ears.

A chill ran down Eden’s spine as she looked on, disbelieving, yet finding the woman before her very much real.

“I thought you had taken the exile’s path, wandering the galaxy. Yet you have returned – why?”

The woman was unchanged. More severe perhaps, but she’d hardly aged a day. 

This has to be a test, Eden thought. This can’t be real.

Atris’ appearance was exactly that of the last time she’d spoken with Eden – her hair, her garb, her stance, the ice in her eyes, all of it the same. Even their positions within the room were exact to the day Atris stood before the Jedi Council and judged Eden’s every decision and even her very existence.

“Tell me what you’ve done with my friends first,” Eden said evenly, almost softly. Friends felt nice on her tongue, but the word also felt like a weapon in this woman’s presence.

Atris bristled. Eden wasn’t sure if she was disappointed or satisfied to see it.

“Your concern is noted…” Atris sighed, narrowing her gaze as she eyed Eden up and down. “Your… friends … have not been harmed. They have been detained for their safety.”

Safety, Eden echoed sourly.

Atris rounded on her once Eden paused at the edge of the chamber. It was just like the council’s chambers on Coruscant. Atris even arranged the chairs the same way, reserving the same number of seats as there had been the day Eden was sentenced. But now the chamber was empty, leaving only the two of them within it. Perhaps a mirror image of a dream scenario Atris had wanted all along, the echo of a moment Eden had fought so long to forget.

“I find it… unusual… that you are traveling with others again. I thought you had forsaken the company of others after the war. Or is that why you are here?”

Eden tilted her head, but betrayed nothing, her countenance unchanged. How would Atris know what she renounced in exile? How could she even presume to know? As much as it was like Atris to do so, Eden felt a chill further course through her as she reconciled the reality of the present with the cogs now working overtime in her head.

“I’m looking for my ship,” Eden offered simply, unwilling to divulge more. Goosebumps rose along her arms as adrenaline coursed through her. You’re alive, you’re alive, you’re alive, echoed in her mind, the thought looping on repeat as she watched Atris pace before her, still in disbelief that the woman was even still breathing. She’d accepted that Atris had died months ago - as soon as she heard the news of Katarr. If she survived, did that mean others might be left?

"Yet here you are,” Atris said, mirroring Eden’s own inner thoughts. “Perhaps you do not know yourself as well as you think.”

One of Atris’ eyebrows shot up knowingly, a smirk crossing her face as she finally paused before Eden, looking her dead on. Eden quelled whatever crude expression threatened to overtake her face in response, knowing full well that Atris did not know her at all, their previous meeting acting as full proof of that. She remained stone-faced as Atris crossed her arms and continued, incensed yet still feeling as if she were traversing a very lucid dream.

“Regardless, your arrival here begs an explanation. Have you come to face the judgment of the Council, as you did so many years ago? Are you finally willing to admit that we were right to cast you out?"

The Council, Eden thought with a bitter smile as she assessed the empty room, unable to stop her expression in its tracks. My arrival begs an explanation, my ass. 

Eden inhaled evenly, allowing the feeling to pass and watching as Atris grew uneasy, before finally deigning the woman with a response.

“I could not stand by and allow innocents to die in the Outer Rim,” was all Eden said, knowing the statement brought back memories of Cathar, the genocide of its people something Atris herself had witnessed and chose to ignore. “I didn’t seek the judgment of the Council about it then, and I’m sure as hell not doing it now.”

How could I seek judgment from a Council the galaxy believes to be dead?

“The Jedi did provide aid, do you forget that?” Atris hissed. “The medical corps also provided much needed support to the loss of health and life, does that escape your attention also?”

Atris’ irises were nearly white as she stared Eden down, nearly a decade’s worth of ire burning in her eyes, brighter and more fierce than they had been that day nine years ago. 

Eden stilled, for a moment wondering again if this were some kind of vision, some sort of trick – to walk back into a shadow version of the Jedi Council chambers and pick up where she left off with Atris the day of her exiling was not something that felt real nor plausible .  Eden swallowed and gathered her thoughts, for once hoping that Kreia might chime in and begin speaking soothing assurances in her head. But her mind was quiet, save for her ancient rage.

"The Council wanted to assess the threat , while people were dying by the millions,” Eden countered, her voice still painfully quiet, as if she were trying to scream in a dream yet was unable to produce any sound louder than a whisper.

“So you said, so long ago,” Atris sighed, unimpressed. Eden still couldn’t believe the woman was standing before her as she was now, her face just as youthful yet also just as severe as it had been all those years ago, the image of her more akin to Eden’s memory than she found it reasonable to believe. “I didn't believe it, then, and I don't believe it now. Admit it: you sought adventure, you hungered for battle. You could not wait to follow Revan to war.”

Atris glared, a certain venom in her eyes that even Eden did not recognize. The woman huffed and turned away before adding quietly, “The Jedi Order asked only for time to examine the Mandalorian threat. They urged caution, patience. And you defied them."

The last bit was said with utter poison as Atris refolded her arms, still turned away.

Eden didn’t know what to say, only that she didn’t owe Atris anything. She still sensed nothing from the woman, as if Eden and Atris had never met. Not even a shadow of the friendship they once shared remained, nor the strained ghost of it that was still present at Eden’s trial and haunted her long after, even when she fell deaf to the Force completely.

Eden took a careful step towards Atris, extending her still-bound hands to the woman’s pale-clad shoulder. The fabric was the same as it had been when Atris first started working at the Coruscant Academy, the trim bearing the identical geometric pattern of all Jedi Historians before her. Like the Jedi strongholds of old, the long-standing tradition saw that these robes were donned in blue, beige, brown, red, and sometimes even green. And just like the mirror academy here, Atris now chose to don the design in white. 

Eden wasn’t sure what she aimed to do – to comfort Atris or to perhaps test whether she were even real – but before Eden could even make contact with her, Atris snatched one of her wrists out of the air as she turned to face Eden again, her countenance cold and her eyes alight with the same righteous fury she recalled from their last meeting.

“So when you returned, you were brought before us.” Atris began. Her hand clamped down tight on Eden’s wrist, her knuckles turning even whiter than her already pale skin.

I wasn’t brought before you, Eden thought, unable to speak, eyes wide. I came to warn you – and you ignored me.

“You were a Jedi no longer. And you were exiled.”

Atris threw Eden’s hand down and stepped back, opening her cloak slightly to reveal her belt. Eden’s eyes were drawn to the glittering silver hilt dangling from her waist, shimmering like a coin from the bottom of a wishing well.

“There was much about that day that was difficult to forget,” Atris said as she unlatched the hilt from her belt and held it in her hands as if for the first time, yet somehow Eden knew it was a farce. In that instant she felt it to be true – that since abandoning her blade, Atris had held it in her hands more than Eden ever had.

“I cannot forget your words, your defiance,” Atris eyed the saber and sneered, almost wincing at the memory. “Nor can I will away the sight of you, when you stabbed your lightsaber into the center stone, I just-“

Atris gestured behind her to the high seat on the would-be Council of the replicant room. But there was nothing there. Eden paused but again betrayed no emotion. Atris was undeterred and unseeing to either Eden’s confusion or to her own mistake.

“I have kept it,” Atris seethed. She stepped back once more and enabled the saber, its familiar cerulean blue filling the empty chamber with color, matching the ice in her eyes. “ So I would never forget.”

“I was no longer a Jedi,” Eden said flatly, not out of any remorse for having been stripped of the title but suddenly irate that she’d ever considered being such a thing. “It was no longer mine.”

Eden had tossed the saber at Atris’ feet that day. Not in defeat, but in abandonment. She’d done the same with her other saber after slicing off Alek’s jaw. Eden lost one significant part of herself the day Alek tried to kill her, and another the day she deserted the Jedi Order, suddenly aware that everything she thought was a part of who she intrinsically had been inherently false. She never wanted to see either saber again, nor the blue of their crystals. The color never suited her. And yet here it was, staring her straight in the face, its false glow reflected in the eyes of a woman Eden once thought dead. A woman Eden once considered her closest friend.

Darkly, she thought of a joke, some snide remark that only Atton would understand now after their conversation on the Ebon Hawk days ago about the convenience of a lightsaber. But even the thought of it left a bitter taste at the back of Eden’s throat.

Atris stood there for a moment, watching Eden as she held her abandoned lightsaber aloft, its errant humming filling the empty room like radio static. Atris breathed heavily, her chest heaving as she poised the weapon as if to strike, but when Eden did not move nor feign any fear in the presence of it, Atris relented, finally turning the saber off.

"It was no longer yours, indeed,” Atris said, catching her breath. “A lightsaber is the mark of a Jedi. When you turned your back on the Order, you forfeited your right to wield it. Though I would go so far as to argue you ceased to be a Jedi the day you decided to follow that traitor, Revan.”

Traitor hung in the air between them, followed in suit by Revan as if it were a malediction. The name echoed much as it hung over the galaxy now even months after the woman's disappearance. Eden furrowed her brow but said nothing, only staring Atris down as the woman tried to glean something from her. Eden wouldn’t let that happen, no matter how much revisionist history Atris threw at her.

Atris rounded on Eden again, her face mere inches from hers. The woman stared at her, unblinking, and Eden couldn’t help but think of that day in the Coruscant archives years ago, their faces close, their eyes flitting between the other’s gaze as well as each other’s mouths. Eden hated to think that she may have once loved this woman, just as she’d once loved Alek. But the truth of it was just as real as the resentment rife between them now.

"I have kept your saber, as a reminder of what can happen when your passions dictate your actions,” Atris added as if reading her mind. “I have kept it, so I would never forget your arrogance or your insult to the Order."

“Insult to the Order?” Eden scoffed, finally allowing her anger to get the better of her. “You insult me by carrying it.”

Not that it belonged to Eden now, or ever had in truth, but the meaning Atris arrogantly assigned her abandoned weapon made Eden's blood boil.

"Then you misunderstand its meaning while it is in my possession - and what it now represents,” Atris began, but before she could launch into another string of libel, Eden intervened.

“Which is a testament to just how much you misunderstand me,” Eden spat. "I went to war to protect others, not for the glory of battle. You knew that and you are choosing to forget it."

Atris’ expression faltered for a moment but in the end she only scoffed.

 “So your choice was to meet the aggression of the Mandalorians with more aggression?” Atris tsked so loudly it clicked in Eden’s ears. “That is not the Jedi way… you knew that and you are choosing to forget it!”

Hearing her own words echoed back to her made Eden grind her teeth, nearly gnashing them when she retorted, “And the Council’s way was to meet aggression with surrender? I’ll take my choice any day.”

Atris’ nostrils flared as she read Eden’s face, her eyebrow twitching.

"Every choice we make, whether we know it or not, sends echoes through the Force,” Atris began, her voice low but on the verge of mania. “It can awaken feelings, ignite passions , hate, anger, fear - where none existed before.”

Eden knew Atris was not only talking about the Force. She took a step closer to Atris again, squaring her shoulders and relishing as Atris faltered though only a little before continuing.

“By meeting aggression, by serving as an opponent against which the Mandalorians could test themselves, you fed their hate, their lust for war. And it sent a terrible echo through you. And because of it, you and those Jedi who met them on the battlefield lost their way... and you turned on us."

This was it, the same old story. Eden couldn’t say she’d revisited her hearing all that much in the years that followed, yet judging by the way Atris conducted herself now – the clothes she wore, the words she chose, and the minute spasms her otherwise composed face betrayed – Eden knew it was all the woman had thought of since they last spoke.

 “Were you not tempted to help the innocent?" Eden asked earnestly, her voice even, almost conversational. “Not even once?”

Atris scoffed again.

"Of course I was,” Atris huffed, scrunching her face as if offended, even if Eden knew the offense was only skin deep. “But the Jedi teachings require that we examine how best to help them - action without reflection is not our way."

 “That reflection took nearly a decade and tens of thousands of lives lost,” Eden countered. “As far as I understood it, the Jedi teachings never dictated that they should stand by and watch others die.”

“There was no guarantee that marching to war would have saved the Outer Rim nor would it have stopped the Mandalorians from taking over the Republic,” Atris seethed. “In fact, quite the opposite.”

“The Republic?” Eden spurted. “Does the Jedi care more about people or political alliances? I went to war to stop the genocide, to stop the capturing of planets into slavery, to stop the murdering of innocent children, to-“

“You went to war to win,” Atris sneered, her expression growing colder than before. “To prove that the Jedi were more capable than the Mandalorians, to-“

“Just goes to show how little you ever knew me,” Eden sighed. “There was never any guarantee of winning. Sure, we came out victorious but-“

“A physical victory perhaps,” Atris interrupted. “But the real victory lay in the-“

Eden rolled her eyes and groaned.

“The triumph of pacifism? Surrender?!” Now it was her turn to tsk , again wondering if this was some sort of dream and honestly wishing that it were the case. “Don’t act as if you were even there in the thick of it, how can you even speak about what should or should not have happened when you witnessed the aftermath of one genocide only to say it didn’t happen? We brought you to Cathar to see the carnage but all you saw was a quiet sea, an ocean still only because it had already swallowed thousands of its own who would have rather died than become slaves. But you didn’t see that, did you? You could never see so far past your nose so long as a datapad wasn’t sitting in front of it-“

How dare you? ” Atris vibrated with fury, her hand reaching for the hilt of Eden’s saber again. She paused, her hand flexing over its metal before thinking the better of it. She turned away again, the sound of her robes slashing through the silence that followed. After a long moment and a baited breath, she spoke again and muttered, “The Mandalorian Wars should have been your grave, and Malachor V is where you should have died.”

Atris’ words cut through the room like a knife and echoed within its empty space for moments after, searing into Eden’s mind – finally settling a long-held theory. If she could cross her arms, she would have. Instead, Eden stood at ease, forever the soldier.

“So, it finally comes out,” Eden exhaled, shaking her head. She had always wondered, but now she knew. “Careful, Atris. We all know what anger leads to…”

Atris didn’t look at her, instead she only shook her head.

"Answer me,” Atris hissed slowly. “If you cannot seem to admit the Council was correct, then why are you here?"

Eden could only cock her head. What is she playing at?

“I’m here because an awful tactician stole my ship,” she answered flatly, knowing it would get a rise out of Atris. “And all in order to relive a decade’s old conversation she thought would somehow turn out differently than it did the first time.”

Eden feigned a laugh.

“Weird, right?”

Atris jeered with more indulgent disapproval.

“Your ship – ah, the Ebon Hawk?” Atris sneered, trying to act coy again, in control. “It is not your ship… unless you are admitting to the destruction of the Peragus mining facility.”

“If you were at all adept , which I would expect from an historian of all things, you’d know that I already cleared this up with the TSF and the Republic, so I would appreciate it if you would just cut to the chase since when it comes to crimes you clearly have no issue stealing government property-“

Atris finally turned around, the snide smile on her face enough to stop Eden from speaking, even if she was finally enjoying getting a rise out of the woman.

"You have not changed,” Atris accused with an icy whisper that rang loud between them. “Acting instead of thinking. Putting yourself before the galaxy, before the Jedi."

At this, Eden said nothing. There was nothing to say. Nothing to convince Atris otherwise. Atris began to circle her now on the dais as she spoke, looking Eden up and down.

"Without the fuel from Peragus, Citadel Station cannot maintain its orbit,” Atris continued coolly. “It will crash into the planet, and its destruction will echo across twenty other worlds. Telos was a test, to see if the Republic could mount a restoration effort on the Outer Rim. When it fails, the Republic will not finance another. The other Rim worlds devastated by the Sith will remain graveyard worlds, devoid of life. And that is the magnitude of your crime."

“Almost as bad as the Jedi letting the Outer Rim die at the hands of Mandalorians,” Eden said, keeping whatever guilt was hers to bear at bay. “And almost as bad as you preaching all that you are while keeping this lovely irrigation system all to yourself. But it’s my fault alone that this planet won’t survive. I’m right in assuming that’s the point you’re making, yes? As if fuel isn’t bountiful elsewhere in this sprawling galaxy?”

Eden flashed Atris a sardonic smile. The woman circled her still but betrayed nothing.

“You know there’s more to what happened at Peragus just as I’m willing to believe there’s more to what’s happening here - but you won’t tell me, will you?” Eden huffed. “So, as per usual you would prefer that I play the part of the villain for you. So here I am.”

In a rush of adrenaline-fueled rashness, Eden bowed, making a show of it with a flourish, careful to leave the flesh of her neck exposed for Atris to see. 

“You’re the one with the lightsaber,” Eden reminded her softly. “Be done with me. Forever.”

There was silence, but Eden sensed a well of something brewing in the ether – emotion and memory, impulse and appetite – but just as she was getting a read on it the sensation vanished. The Force lay quiet again.

“Ruin yourself with your actions if you will, but when your actions bring harm to others, then you must answer for it,” Atris said barely above a whisper, her voice harsh.

“So, are you going to bring down the blade, or not?” Eden asked even if she knew the answer was no. For a moment she saw it in her mind’s eye – the white-hot blade of her old saber held just over her neck, close enough for the hair on her nape to burn and sizzle, the air rife with intent. Whether it was an intrusive thought of hers or otherwise, she wasn’t sure.

“You are keeping something else from me,” Atris mused as Eden raised her head once more. “Something about Peragus…”

Atris’ eyes were narrowed, as if needling into Eden’s mind through her gaze. If such a thing were possible, Eden imagined Atris would certainly be the first person to manage it. Eden could only consider her. Reading her old friend, her old mentor, was impossible. Especially when she clung so tightly to a past Eden wasn’t sure even existed anymore, even in her own memory. In the end, she sighed.

“You wouldn’t believe me if I told you,” Eden laughed darkly, the sound hollow and broken.

“Indulge me,” Atris insisted with a dour smile. Eden could still hardly believe that she was even here, that any of this was happening. This place felt strangely liminal, like an endless hall in the depths of a dream, half memory and half unconscious fabrication, an odd mesh of real and unreal but just a bit of both that cast doubt on either one being the truth of it. The fact that Atris appeared just as she had nine years ago didn’t help any.  

“You really want me to tell you?” Eden asked, internally cycling through any of the possible reactions she imagined Atris having next before she spoke. “The Sith lead to the destruction of Peragus. Not me.”

"The Sith?” Atris echoed, almost too quickly. “What do you mean?"

Eden tilted her head at this, unsure of what to make of it. Eden wasn’t lying even if it’s what Atris unwaveringly believed, but she also wasn’t exactly telling the truth. No one would believe her if she testified that everyone on that station was already dead, nor would they believe that it was an undead man that hunted her afterward. It was stupid to think that firing on the asteroids would have eliminated their ghoulish pursuers, but in the moment, it was all she could think to do.

The Sith,” Eden repeated, emphasizing the words. “Y’know the scary guys with the-“

The ghost of a laugh flickered across Atris’ face, her countenance almost that of when they were teenagers, before a look of utter horror and then utmost disdain took its place.

“I know a Sith when I see one,” Atris hissed. Whether she meant to accuse Eden’s identity or intelligence, she didn’t know, but also didn’t matter.

"Well, you'll certainly find out when their hand is at your throat,” Eden warned.

“But, Peragus... what would they want there? They can't have been looking for you ."

Eden paused.

A certain brand of uncertainty crossed Atris’ face that Eden remembered from her days studying under her at the archives, a look of momentary devastation as the woman no doubt discovered there was something she didn’t know.

“What if they were?” Eden asked slowly, her voice low.

Atris, too, paused. After a moment, her gaze met Eden’s but betrayed nothing else.

“It just seems strange to me, that of all places to look for a Jedi. Your face is all over the holonet as you are no doubt aware. But why anyone would begin their search out there-“

Atris stopped herself and sucked in slightly on her teeth as she almost indiscriminately shook her head, the veneer cracked and her mask slipping. She knows something , Eden knew suddenly. If not about the Sith, then about me.

“Guess they didn’t get the memo about my leaving the Order,” was all Eden could manage in response, choosing dark humor in lieu of the accusation she kept poised at the back of her throat as she continued to watch Atris, her every intricate movement now suddenly magnified in Eden’s growing suspicion.

“If you were their best target, then the teachings of the dark side blind the Sith indeed.”

Atris’ venom was sharp, but it did not land. There was a slight tremor in her voice, an undercurrent of unknowing that Eden knew well, even after all these years. She took note of it but said nothing.

“Whatever force they can bring to bear, it will matter not – if they face a true Jedi, they shall fall.”

A true Jedi.

Whatever grip doubt held on Atris moments ago melted away the moment she uttered those words, squaring her shoulders as she looked Eden in the eye again, her gaze sharp.

“Your grasp on tactics is… questionable,” Eden muttered but Atris either ignored her or didn’t hear her.

"If these Sith attacked you, they will soon realize their mistake,” Atris continued, her cadence strong, almost as if she’d practiced this before. “And if you escaped... well ,” she paused again and offered Eden a look of utter pity, one Eden knew she did not deserve nor one Atris thought she was owed either, so why the expression was performed Eden was not sure. “It’s obvious they most likely let you go, just to see if you would lead them here."

Of course, Eden thought, betraying no emotion as she watched Atris round on her again, this time appearing victorious as if she’d just won at whatever argument they were having. A smug smile graced her pale face but Eden couldn’t help but feel the smirk was false and as much for Eden’s benefit as much it was also for Atris’ own ego.

“I can see why,” Eden said, throwing her arms out as she glanced about the room. “This academy of yours is just swimming with Jedi.”

Atris’ gaze instantly darkened, her eyes narrowing. Eden almost couldn’t help but laugh but found the indomitable will within her to refrain as she stared Atris down.

Potential Jedi, my apologies,” she corrected sarcastically, playing it off as sincere. Atris always hated when she did this, though there was a time when the act would make her smile. It didn’t stop Eden from trying.

“Well, if I have led the enemy to your door, then I offer my help,” Eden added earnestly. “You’ll need it.”

Part of her was being honest. Eden had felt responsible for everything at Peragus and everything after. If the Sith indeed followed her to Telos, there was no doubt in her mind that she would stick around for the fight. Not that it was at all for Atris’ benefit, of course, but the woman didn’t need to know that.

"You offer your aid?” Atris echoed with a trembling breath. “After turning your back on me... on the Council ? The Jedi is not something you embrace out of fear. The commitment is stronger than that, something you never seemed to understand."

Eden could only sigh in resignation.

“The Sith have numbers on their side, trust me.”

Eden couldn’t help but think of Kreia’s words of warning on Citadel Station, how the three Sith Lords commanded legions upon legions of others beneath them, and all of them on their tail. If any Jedi remain, there is little hope against them, but it would be better to find any that remain than to rely solely on us two alone to take them down.

“You’ll need all the allies you can get,” Eden urged. “Jedi or not.”

At this, Atris truly paused. The woman relaxed for a moment, sighing as she considered Eden again as if for the first time. Her gaze was almost alien, as if truly that of a stranger, and Eden wasn’t sure if she should take offense or if this was something she preferred.

"Perhaps... but if you help me, it cannot be done from here.” Atris took a deep breath, glancing down at the ground between them before looking back up at Eden through her pale lashes, looking both like the ghost of her old friend as well as a stranger entirely. “There are others in the galaxy who may help us against a Sith threat. If you can find them, gain their trust, perhaps our defenses shall be stronger for it.”

If Atris took a deep breath before, she looked as if she were readying herself to dive deeply underwater now. Her chest heaved, her eyes glistened, and she looked at Eden again as if for the first time in nine years – for real this time. But before Eden could read into this expression, before she could commit it to memory, Atris blinked rapidly and stood tall again, her shoulders squaring as she looked at Eden with the same stern assurance she had earlier.

“Take your ship, seek them out. If you find them, encourage them to gather on Dantooine - from there, we can call a council and see what can be done."

Eden could only shrug in agreement.

"Consider it done."

Atris held her gaze for another long moment, her eyes almost glazing over before she looked away, nodding more to herself than to Eden.

“Orenna, please remove her,” Atris said just as their eyes met again for an instant, a lifetime's worth of memories and hurt reflecting back in her eyes before the woman retreated entirely, leaving Eden alone in the room again just as the Echani from earlier appeared at her side as if summoned like a spirit.

“Please,” the young woman urged. “Follow me.”

Eden couldn’t help but watch Atris’ retreating back, still wondering if this were a dream, a vision, a test… anything but reality because if it was then none of it made any lick of sense.

It can’t be you because you’re dead.

Eden now knew whatever she thought previously was untrue, yet in her heart it felt certain.

Atris was dead – had been dead. Since the last time they spoke. Stuck in a loop, forever repeating their last conversation as if it was all there ever was, and all there ever would be.

Whether this reunion soothed Atris’ unsteady mind, Eden did not know. But it certainly did not soothe her own.

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atton

 

Atton was beginning to think that he’d unwittingly been thrown into purgatory. To have escaped death so many times only to end up in yet another cell, well, Atton wasn’t sure if he was lucky in the eyes of the universe or just the butt end of an inside joke it had with destiny.

Either way, the last place Atton expected to find himself in was another prison. And consoling someone other than himself while confined there, no less.

“Take it easy, will you?” he uttered for what felt like the umpteenth time as he watched Bao-Dur hold his horned head in his hands. “Not much we can do in here for the moment, though trust me , Eden will get us out.”

Where his sudden optimism came from, he wasn’t sure. Though his unwavering faith in Eden was without question. Uttering her name outside of her presence almost felt sacrilege, though, and he didn’t know why. 

“It’s not that,” Bao-Dur muttered, a quiet anger seething through even the force cages that separated them. “I was over this, I was getting past it. But then first it was Czerka. And then those mercs. And now… this.”

Atton could only shake his head, exasperated, as now it seemed it was Kreia’s turn to look at Bao-Dur with tired ire. 

“You did what you had to do to be rid of that place,” Kreia said with some assurance though it came across more as annoyance than anything else. “You protected your work as well as your hide. Not many are capable of such feats.”

Atton wasn’t sure if Kreia was truly doling out accolades or simply expressing her own surprise. As usual, the old woman was hard to read and Atton wasn’t keen on reading between her lines.

“The Jedi were supposed to help us,” Bao-Dur continued, his voice faraway and hollow. “How could one hole up here and call it a mercy when the rest of the planet still suffers?”

“It does not do to dwell on whatever image the galaxy holds of the Jedi,” Kreia said flatly. “It matters not, for one. But to be offended by some ideal fiction is a waste of energy entirely.”

Bao-Dur only laughed weakly, his head now between his knees as the man sat despondent on the floor of his cell.

“It’s not that,” he said. “I was at Malachor, I know what evil the Jedi are capable of doing. Of asking. And of me , no less. But I promised myself - not again. No: never again.”

Bao shook his head more fiercely now, as if not only fending off Kreia’s words of warning but whatever inner demons also plagued him.

“It’s too late for that,” Bao-Dur continued. “There’s no amount of sage wisdom in the ‘verse to soothe my self hatred.”

Atton heard the words, clear as day. Only… Bao-Dur’s mouth had not moved. 

A shiver ran down Atton’s spine at the realization, wondering just how long it had been since he’d last eaten something, since he’d last had a sip of water. He wasn’t sure, but he also wasn’t entirely certain he was imagining things, either.

“There’s no use in blaming yourself,” Atton muttered, annoyed but more so at his own muddled mind than he should have been at the present situation, trying to get a grip on it as he glanced about his new cell. “You did your job. The Ithorians’ work is safe . And that’s all you should care about right now.”

He wasn’t looking at her, but he could sense Kreia cross her arms over her chest, watching him. Though why, or for what purpose, he did not know.

“Like I said, Eden will see us out of here. And once she does, I know she’ll be just as incensed as you are. She’ll set it all to rights.”

Kreia leaned back on the one non-plasma charged wall of her cell and watched him, though whether her gaze moved at all between him and Bao-Dur he was not sure. Atton hoped it did, because he squirmed under the imagined weight of her gaze, feeling none too much like himself with her watching.

“Sure,” Bao-Dur said with a nod, actually speaking this time. Atton noted the movement of the man’s mouth and the gesture of his head. Bao-Dur’s pale amber gaze met his and he nodded. After a moment - of both registering the action and realizing that it was, in fact, reality - Atton nodded in kind. “Eden will help set things right. She always does.”

Even if Malachor went sideways. 

Atton kept his gaze on Bao-Dur even as the man looked away, certain he heard the words again but now absolutely certain that the Iridonian did not utter them.

It was what we planned, maybe. But the aftermath…

Atton felt himself lean forward, yearning to follow the unspoken thread of thought further but instead found himself yanked back. Both mentally and physically. Just as he was looking at Bao-Dur, he was suddenly thrust back-first into the hard stone of the uncharged wall of his cell. Then his mind clouded with endless dark and billowing thought - none of it of his own making.

He opened his mouth, words poised on his tongue.

What’s happening? Was the first to cross his mind, panic shooting through his every limb and every corner of his consciousness. What are you doing?

Atton could not move or speak. It was just as he’d felt when the half-imagined HK drugged him and waited for him to drift off to sleep before slaughtering every other living thing in Peragus’ paltry medical bay. Before, he’d still hoped it was just a fever dream. But now he knew that the memory was all too real, and worst of all that it was happening again. 

Stop struggling, Kreia’s voice entered his mind, slipping between his own thoughts and slithering between them, as if swatting them away in order to make more room for herself.

His vision grew dark, everything in his periphery clouded by a shadowed curtain as if he were on the brink of fainting but unable to succumb to the sickness of sleep, unable to collapse and release his fear into the darkness of unconsciousness. Instead he was pinned to the wall and painfully aware of everything. 

Bao-Dur remained on the floor of his cell, head in his hands, frozen in time. Blissfully unaware of it all.

Let me follow the current, Kreia’s voice continued, though he could hardly call it a voice . He knew the words were hers but the words almost felt like his own, as if his own mind were thinking them and listening to them at once, but her essence remained stamped on each sentiment as if sealing her intrusion in wax - setting herself apart from Atton’s own thoughts yet imprinting just the same on his mind as if she were welcomed there. Deep, deeper, to its source…

No numbers, no hyperspace routes, no power couplings came to his aid. His mind was blank, empty and just as pinned to the proverbial wall as Atton’s physical body was in the flesh. He could not move, but he also could not think - instead a helpless onlooker, unable to do anything other than observe in abject horror.

Stop, stop, stop, he wanted to think, and yet the word escaped him. The feeling did not, but he could not will Kreia away. He could not banish her from the domain she’d already violated.

Ah, a sigh fluttered through him, satisfied with a nauseating triumph. With the fear is mingled guilt… 

Flashes of memory flit before Atton’s eyes, from birth until now. It took only an instant as well as an eternity. He not only saw them, but relived them, the reactionary emotions inspired by each roiling within him like a sudden sickness.

It squirms in you, Kreia’s voice cut through his thoughts like a knife. Like a worm.

Few images stayed while others faded. All that remained were faces. Those of his mother and father - the dark hair and the disdain he received from his mother, as well the dark eyes and the thrill of the chase he inherited from his father. Then there was Corr Desyk’s crooked smile and sense of adventure, of absolution in the face of utter despair. But among them was also Darth Malak as he stared Jaq down and assessed him, eventually recruiting him to Revan’s cause - an imagined version of the woman appearing in his mind’s eye even if he’d never once met her. 

And then there was her…

And the why … ah.

Atton’s vision hadn’t clouded entirely, and from the depths of his shadowed sight he saw Kreia smile wickedly from across the room. 

And there is its heart.

Of all the faces that stared back at him from his past, the one that shone brightest was hers. Hers . The Jedi that almost bested him. The Jedi that opened him up to the heart of the universe. And the Jedi he slaughtered because she did. 

He had not thought of her face since that day. He had blocked it entirely out of his mind. The memory remained, but the image stayed as if behind a curtain, intentionally withdrawn and hidden from him as to save him from something. From what, he was not sure. Perhaps only himself.

You surprise me, Kreia thought inside his mind, oddly somber. But I should have known.

Bao-Dur remained still on the other side of the room, time not affecting him as it did Atton, living a life’s age and then some within the small confines of his unfortunately still-living brain.

I could not feel it before, Kreia commended, her admiration clear in the intention. Your feelings are a powerful shield indeed.

If Atton could, he would have laughed. Not powerful enough.

The half-thought of his sarcasm sparked and sputtered before Kreia’s dominating mind. He could feel her laugh within his consciousness in his stead.

Do not worry, Atton. If she is a Jedi, she will forgive. And if she is not… 

The pause that followed was palpable.

He knew she meant to insinuate Eden. A woman who both embodied and defied everything he ever knew about Jedi. But that wasn’t the part about her that bothered him. Well, it did, but it wasn’t what worried him most.

If she is not, then she will not care.

Kreia asserted this with some finality, as if both for herself as well as for Atton. 

“You can’t tell her,” he managed to whisper with a gasping breath. “I’m asking you - no, I’m begging you. I don’t want her to-”

Whether Atton actually spoke these words or merely thought them he was not certain. What was real or imagined was now both one and the same. But he felt the effort in his chest as if he had spoken, the urgency of his words surprising even himself.

Think less of you? Kreia finished his thought for him. She tsked audibly within his mind. I hardly think that’s possible.

Kreia affirmed it with such poise, such confidence, that Atton feared she was telling the truth. Even if he preferred, and suspected, that she wasn’t

Still, there is no shame in what you ask. We all wage war with the past, and it leaves its scars.

His scars remained visible before his mind’s eye in a myriad of memories. Each one lingering longer than he would have liked.

I will not speak of yours, Atton, Kreia continued. But there is a price for such things.

“Price? What price?” he asked as if gasping for air. This time, he felt as if his voice were his own, choking on his own words as he spoke them.

There are those who wage war, and those who follow them.

He thought of Corr and he thought of Malak, each of them men he’d once looked up to and both of them men he’d also seen break in the wake of the same willed woman. And then he thought of Revan - both the woman he imagined her to be as well as the monster he knew she was.

You know your place, Kreia said, as if looking at his memories alongside him. You are a crude thing, murderer, but you have your uses… 

Just as Revan’s kaleidoscope persona faded from his vision, he thought of her again. The Jedi who gifted him the world and all its secrets. The Jedi he killed viciously out of fear of her blessing. 

You know how important this woman we travel with is, even one such as you can feel it. 

The feelings he had about Eden said nothing less. When he met her, she’d been his savior. His undeserving patron. And in repayment, he owed her the universe. If only because he deserved so little of it.

So you will serve her… until I release you.

He never learned her name - the last Jedi he’d killed. And yet her pale face gave way to Eden’s in his imagination, as if remembering her as one and the same with the woman he killed in cold blood.

“And what if I refuse?”

Kreia laughed lightly.

You won’t.

Atton thought of Eden’s face in the stead of the woman he slaughtered, blood bubbling up from beneath her cracked lips, a satisfied smile on her pallid visage despite the death becoming her.

He shuddered, and yet still could not move.

If you do, then my silence will be broken, Kreia warned, the voice inside his head growing tenfold, as if Kreia spoke with the throat of thousands. And then, Atton, you will be broken.

The image shattered - the imagined one as well as the memory. Both dissolved into unending blackness, disappearing into the dark of the void Atton sometimes felt himself longing for between conjuring up hyperspace coordinates. 

Whatever fear you hold of the Jedi, know that if you disobey me, that my punishment will make you beg for the death that has long hounded you.

He knew Kreia meant it as a threat, and yet part of him found solace in her promise. Wondering if he were truly so far from the edge or merely toeing the line.

Wipe the fear from your mind. You will not find blind obedience a difficult master… you chose it once. You will learn to embrace it again.

And then all at once, time resumed. Atton found himself gasping for breath just as Bao-Dur raised his head and spoke again, continuing his thought from earlier only to be met with deaf ears. Whatever he said was lost on Atton, and presumably Kreia as well who only sighed, looking pleased with herself.

“Did you say something, Atton?” Bao-Dur asked, his face innocent despite the man’s still roiling inner anger.

Atton only shook his head, glancing at Kreia only to find that the woman was no longer looking at him and appearing as if she never had been.

“No,” he coughed, his throat sour and his mind sick. “Not at all.”


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV
Atris

 

“Are you alright, Mistress?”

Ursa’s voice entered the void of Atris’ mind, breaching the sanctuary of her darkened study.

“Mistress?”

Footsteps encroached on the threshold of the room, but Atris was at the helm before the girl could step further.

A moment ago, Atris was reliving her conversation with the Exile within the confines of her mind while seated quietly at her desk, committing all of it to memory, doing all she could to record every detail for future review. But now she was face-to-face with Ursa, startled at her disciple’s wide-eyed expression as Atris defied the laws of time and space and appeared in one place after momentarily being elsewhere.

Normally, Atris would have alarmed even herself. But this time she simply smiled her soothing smile, calming both Ursa as well as her inner alarm. She hadn’t planned it, but it had happened nonetheless. Yet there was no need to worry. Once she reigned in her concern, all would be well again. Just as they had been these last nine years…

“I am, for the moment,” Atris exhaled after a thought, the sudden vulnerability feeling easy on the tongue but also just the thing Ursa needed to hear in order to forget Atris’ defiance of physics. “Though the Exile did bring up feelings best left forgotten.”

"Forgive me, Mistress... but, I must ask. The Exile... I have never seen another effect you so strongly .” Ursa struggled to get the words out, mumbling before eventually continuing. “You’re so calm and sure, our guiding beacon always. And yet…”

Ursa cut herself off, shaking her head before eventually blurting, “Did you care for her once?"

Atris stilled, all time slowing within her and all memory fading. Her face went slack as all recollection dissolved and only logic and reason took its rightful place.

"The Jedi have no such attachments,” she assured with a small smile. “As always, the Exile will do as she wills, and the galaxy... and the feelings of others... can burn, for all she cares. The day we judged her, I stood in the chamber, and she was... she was so right .”

Atris winced but resolved herself, shaking her head before continuing, righting the history of it even in her mind as she relived the very moment she spoke of.

“She was so certain of what she said that I doubted myself. She chose Revan over the Jedi, over the Council... over..."

Over me.

She paused again, her mouth thinning to a line as she bid the words not pass her lips.

“It matters not,” she added eventually, placing a hand on Ursa’s shoulder. The girl looked from Atris’ hand and back at her Mistress before nodding obediently. “It will matter not. The past sometimes gets the better of us, is all.”

“I see,” Ursa said, bowing her head further. “There is much to learn from the past, as you so often say. I imagine there is much to ruminate on.”

“Much indeed,” Atris agreed with an inner twinge. "But now... now I am tired. I must meditate."

“As you wish, Mistress.”

Ursa bowed out of Atris’ weak grip and disappeared down the hall. Whether the Handmaiden did so out of duty or fear, Atris was not sure, though she figured either or both would suit her well.

As it should be.

She retreated again to her study, still dark and unassuming, though the very outline and contents of the room were apparent to her both in memory as well as in her mind through the eyes of the Force. Atris resumed the seat at her desk, the spot already cold in her brief absence. Instead of setting her hands idly atop the desk’s surface, she instead retreated one hand into one of its inner, hidden drawers and procured a small stone. A pyramid - midnight black and unassuming, just as her study was. 

It felt heavy in her hand. Warm. It soothed her and sang her worries to a lull as she produced a similar pyramid from the depths of her robes. She held one in each hand, one heavy and the other hollow. Warm and cold. Light and dark. Night and day. As if the universe were telling her something about herself and the Exile, something she did not already know. Atris closed her eyes and imagined the pyramidal crystal still housed deep in her stores, the image of it burning bright in her memory as she willed its primordial power to her, and just as she did the miniature obelisks in her hands evened out, one growing lighter as the other grew heavier, temperance overcoming them as through her hands they were willed to be as one. 

In the seconds that followed, she was back in the Council chambers again, watching Eden emerge from the past as if she’d never left. 

And in the minutes and hours that came after that, Atris mentally traversed their conversation again. 

And again, and again, and again. 

Notes:

It's been a while. Got too obsessed with Baldur's Gate 3 (still am, jury's still out on whether I will write fic for it or not though). Also, this chapter intimidated me. A lot. It went through quite a few iterations but I feel like this sets the eerie tone I intended, I hope. In any case, I love y'all as always and thanks for reading and sticking around.

Chapter 53: Through a Dream Darkly

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV

Eden

 

It still felt like wandering a dream. The more and the less this place looked like the Jedi Academy, the more Eden was convinced she was somehow made unconscious hours ago and was instead meandering a simulation or perhaps the most boring lucid dream she’d ever had. 

Even her thoughts were cyclical, stuck in a loop. How many times had she thought the words dream and simulation in the last few hours? How many times had she questioned reality only to stop and stare at her hands, trying to determine whether what she perceived was indeed truth or somehow something other? A projection, perhaps. A fabrication recreated in the confines of her mind’s eye. 

Some rooms resembled the Coruscant halls a little too well, their every detail exact to Eden’s memory other than the color. Yet others looked alien and unknowable, and it took Eden a few moments to realize that these rooms were the irrigation chambers unchanged from their intended purpose. 

She even half-expected to find an older version of her brother to be wandering around with a vacant stare and eye-roll at the ready for her, annoyed at her presence as well as at the lack of it as he often was, forever haunting Atris’ shadow just as he had back on Coruscant. Eden almost wished he was here at the thought of it, missing that insufferable version of Aiden compared to the menacing one she’d come face to face with before fleeing Tatooine.

“This was once a mighty irrigation center for Telos,” one of Atris’ identical attendants explained after shooting Eden several stern looks, confirming her earlier theory. This only prompted Eden to simply ask the woman where she was, to which the girl responded with an air of both arrogance as well as agitation. “It survived the orbital bombardment of the Sith… though the inhabitants did not. Ancient irrigation systems still lie beneath the surface of Telos, awaiting to be used again for the reconstruction efforts, controlled from this facility.”

She smiled a small, smug smile. Proud to have relayed this fact. Eden only furrowed her brow, her mouth thinning to a line as she thought back to Bao-Dur’s dismay at finding that this place had even survived, unbeknownst to the rest of Telos it seemed. 

“But why is Atris here?” Eden asked, crossing her arms over her chest. She was trying to appear casually curious but feared her disdain showed clear as day on her face. The Echani scowled slightly but responded in kind. 

“Shortly before the destruction of Dantooine by the forces of the traitor Malak, Atris had many Jedi artifacts and knowledge transported here secretly.”

She announced this with sincere pride, the Echani’s eyes glistening with silent admiration as if she’d been present when Atris played the savior. For some unspoken reason, Eden doubted it, though perhaps she was wrong. 

“Artifacts?” Eden echoed, again attempting to appear neutral. A sneaking suspicion snaked its way up her throat, making her words taste bitter on the back of her tongue. 

“Yes, many relics from Dantooine, many of which predate even the destruction of Ossus. She was able to bring them here before the academy’s destruction. It was a fortunate thing… see, she was not able to save all-”

Or anyone, conveniently, Eden thought. 

“-But she saved enough,” the Echani finished, beaming demurely, as if trying to hide her expression. Before Eden could comment, the woman’s face had evolved to betray only sheer resolve and a blank expression, her pale eyes glinting in the cool light of the room. 

“May I?” Eden began, but before she could even finish her sentence let alone think it, the Echani raised a hand and silently bid her to stop speaking.

“Viewing the relics is not allowed without Atris’ permission,” she added curtly, emphasizing the statement with a nod.

Eden paused, about to ask how the woman might presume to know Eden’s next words before she even knew them herself, but then she was possessed by another idea.

“Atris has allowed me to walk freely here,” Eden affirmed calmly, silently caressing the Force with her words as she ushered them in the Echani’s direction. “Surely that implies trust.”

It had been a while since she’d used this trick in earnest, though she’d made an attempt on Citadel Station not long ago. The woman blinked, seemingly unaware that her mind had been prodded or adept enough to feign indifference. 

“Many of these artifacts are sealed away in Atris’ private chambers, and are thus off limits. Even to us.”

The Echani looked Eden up and down, as if examining her for the first time. Eden wasn’t sure if her ruse was discovered or if it had gone undetected, and her confusion only rose when the woman spoke again. 

“But if you wish to see a few of them, you may speak to the Last of the Handmaidens. My sisters and I have collected and cataloged most of Atris’ obtained objects, but she has first-hand accounts of the more… delicate ones.”

Handmaidens. Eden turned the word over in her mind, examining it and ultimately unsure of what to make of such a moniker. 

“Last of the Handmaidens?” Eden echoed eventually. The Echani only nodded.

“You may find her in the training chamber,” the woman said dismissively, as if suddenly growing bored with their conversation again. “She constantly seeks to improve herself so that she may no longer be ranked as the last among us.”

Without further elaboration, the woman stalked off, disappearing down a hall Eden wasn’t sure she’d traversed yet or not.

Normally Eden considered herself to have a good sense of direction, but very much like a dream - or more likely a nightmare - she could not make sense of this place. After quietly centering herself through the Force as Kreia had taught her on Citadel Station, Eden made for the far corridor and hoped for the best.

The irrigation chamber made way for another alien room, this one lined with walls filled with computer screens and blinking lights, the fluorescent illumination of the space instantly inspiring a headache within Eden’s already struggling skull.

“Are you lost?” another Echani asked, identical to the last. 

Eden shook her head, even if she meant the opposite.

“I’m looking for the training chambers,” she said, scrunching her face as she willed the pain away with no success. She blinked rapidly, the Echani before her eyeing her with a suspicious air. 

“You’ll want to turn around and then make a right followed by a left,” she said calmly, though her expression showed only distrust. “You are looking for the last of us, aren’t you? I thought you’d be looking for your friends.”

Eden shook her head again, this time out of utter confusion.

“Well, that too, but-”

“You will find them in the main irrigation channel room in the northern part of the plateau interior,” the Echani said simply, as if verbally shooing Eden off. 

Eden furrowed her brow as she steadied herself and willed her headache to the back of her mind, if there was such a thing, noting that the shadow of what very much looked like the Ebon Hawk hovered in the distant backdrop of the room they stood in. Along the far wall, the swath of flickering screens was broken only to make room for an airlock door and a single large window that overlooked what appeared to be a hangar bay. So close yet so far, she thought bitterly. Another ship sat docked beside it, one familiar to Eden as it had often been used by the Jedi of Coruscant nearly ten years ago.  

“I can escort you there if you like-” the Echani began, trying to deftly move past Eden’s clear discomfort as well as her obvious distraction, staring blankly at the silhouette of the Ebon Hawk. 

“I can find my own way, thanks,” Eden interrupted with an easy smile, conjured from the depths of Maker knows where. Without another word, Eden returned to the room she’d been in previously, now empty, and followed the first Echani’s directions towards what she hoped was the training chamber. Upon stumbling into a room occupied by a singular young woman grunting and traipsing through its otherwise empty innards, Eden knew she’d found the place.

Eden wasn’t sure how to announce herself, if at all. Given how all of the other Echani greeted her, Eden was certain that making her presence known would likely inspire ire. Just as her sudden appearance would, unannounced. Losing either way, Eden chose instead to lean in the doorway and watch as the young woman worked through her routine, going through a series of motions Eden suspiciously found familiar. 

She couldn’t quite place how yet, but the Echani before her seemed…. different. She was somehow both familiar but not, and not familiar in the way that she resembled two of Atris’ other handmaidens, either. She wasn’t entirely unlike them, though, her hair similarly white and her complexion otherwise pale. But there was something about the shape of her face and the color of her eyes that made Eden think this one was quite different from the others. 

The girl - considerably younger than the others, Eden now realized - continued her routine as if unwatched, her movements fluid and precise. But then her pale eyes spied Eden watching from the opposite side of the room, and while she attempted to continue as if she hadn’t noticed, the remainder of the regimen betrayed her inner wishes and each flourish was performed with less finesse than the last. Eden acted as if she didn’t notice this time, still impressed with the display. 

The youngest, and apparently the least, of the Echani bowed before her, her pale face growing pink before she steeled her resolve and approached Eden with an even step. She bowed again once they were face-to-face, the girl’s distinction even more apparent to Eden now in closer quarters. 

“I expect you will be looking for your friends,” the girl said, her head still lowered. Her voice was different from the others, too, deeper where the others were more serene and cool. It was almost familiar, but Eden wondered if it was simply because all of the Echani sounded similar despite their minute differences. “I can show you to them, if you wish.”

Her offer was nearly identical to the other sister’s, yet hers seemed more genuine.

“I actually wanted to ask about Atris’ relics,” Eden offered, surprised though she was still keen to collect her friends as everyone, and unwittingly her own mind, kept referring to them as. “But I wouldn’t mind some guidance once you’ve indulged my curiosity.”

“Oh?” the Last Handmaiden blushed, appearing more demure than she had moments ago. Eden could see why she was considered the last of them, if sheer unfeeling was the barometer for such a thing. If anything, Eden found the girl’s betrayal of emotion endearing, especially in a place as sterile and cold as this. “I can certainly help in that respect, though I fear my input may be lacking in response to your inquiries.”

“One of your - sisters - informed me that most of Atris’ relics were kept in her office, but that you might be able to tell me about them.” 

Eden tried to appear hopeful, unsuspecting when instead a thousand theories swam unbidden abound in her brain. The Last Handmaiden believed her bit, or at least afforded her the benefit of the doubt. 

“She’s come to possess many items, yes,” the girl admitted, shifting her weight from foot to foot. “Which would you like to know more about?”

Uncertainty radiated from the Echani though Eden wasn’t sure if it was simply due to her presence or the result of her question, asking after her Mistress as the Echani referred to Atris whenever they were in her vicinity, she’d noted. 

“I’m not sure,” Eden said honestly. She laughed a hollow, earnest laugh. “I was actually hoping you’d tell me.”

The Echani mirrored her half-smile, her face appearing all the prettier for it in the moment it flashed before Eden’s eyes. Within a half-second the Echani’s expression fell and assumed the utter seriousness Eden had come to expect from the others, her smile soon a distant memory.

“I can’t help you there,” the girl responded, sounding exasperated though also amused. “I wouldn’t know where to start.”

Where the other Echani sounded aloof and intent on redirecting Eden’s prying questions, this one seemed genuinely at a loss upon hearing Eden’s request. She could sense it in her being, and see it in her body language - her once at-ease shoulders slumping slightly at the admission, her eyebrows raising just-so as she spoke. Again, Eden saw how this one might be considered the last of the handmaidens, but she only found herself more comfortable in the girl’s presence for it. 

“Very well,” Eden resigned with a friendly smile, expressing earnest abdication. “Then about my friends-”

“Follow me,” the Last Handmaiden ushered. “This way.”

With another bow, the girl beckoned Eden onward down the farthest corridor and then another, both in opposition to the other sister’s direction as well as in concert with it. Eden’s mind was awash with confusion and warring reason, her senses still confused by the maze of this place even as the Force willed its truth on her inner thoughts and urged that this indeed was what the other Echani had shared with her earlier. The assertion that this place and everything that transpired inside it was a dream persisted in her mind’s eye, even if she knew that was not true. 

“They were caged for their safety until we could determine your intent, Exile.”

Exile. Eden grimaced but did not acknowledge the moniker.

“So they’re being kept as prisoners,” she said instead, wondering still what Atris meant by all of this.

“Atris cautioned us against your tactics, fearing that your allies would create a distraction.”

Tactics echoed in Eden’s mind sourly as she considered what Atris might make of the word when associated with her false understanding of her. Now what tactics would that be, exactly?

“Your companions gave us little trouble, though,” the Echani continued. “The Iridonian male could have presented some challenges if he had resisted, but he chose not to.”

Eden grimaced at the racist implication though made no comment. If she played the part, perhaps she could learn more about Atris’ true thoughts, as well as what the Echani believed.

“The human male, however…”

“Atton?” Eden interrupted, almost too quickly. The girl nodded. 

“He has had some Echani training,” she mused, either oblivious to Eden’s interest or indifferent to it. “He masks it adequately enough, but when you were in danger, his mask dropped to a stance we know well.”

Eden thought back to the moment they were separated, recalling how detached her mind was as she recollected how eerily similar the entrance hall was to the Room of a Thousand Fountains on Coruscant, only made possible by the fact that Atris sat on what could otherwise control all the waterways of the still-struggling planet beneath them. She hadn’t been paying attention to Atton and the others then, her mind almost detached from her body, but in recounting the moment she recalled a ruckus in her wake once she was escorted down one hall and her friends another. 

“Any idea where he would have gotten such training?” Eden asked. She knew little of the Echani outside of their ethnic exclusivity. The girl only shook her head.

“I do not know,” she admitted. “The Echani forms are known to be taught to military special forces throughout the galaxy, though not the Republic as far as I am aware. If the source is a mystery to you, perhaps you should ask him.”

Eden thought of asking Atton a personal question and was suddenly struck with a brand of nervousness she hadn’t felt in quite some time. Even in Atris’ presence Eden hadn’t felt so caught off guard, and yet now in the young Echani’s audience Eden felt the fool.

“It would be wise to know those you travel with,” she added, making Eden feel worse. “Well, here we are.”

The Last Handmaiden waved her hand at the door before them, closed and unassuming, and yet standing here Eden felt more anxious than she had in decades. 

“Thanks,” Eden said, assuming the personality of someone far braver than herself. “I’ll take it from here.”

She thought of Revan in that moment, always so self-assured and all the more cocky for it. A bitter chill ran through her at the realization, but the Echani knew none the better. Or so Eden hoped.

“As you bid,” the Echani said as she bowed again and disappeared down the hall, dissolving into the white-gray shadows that consumed the far corners of this place as if she were borne of its walls. And perhaps she had been. Eden steeled herself and faced the door, both sure and unsure of what she would find on the other side. 

Here goes.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands

Mission

 

“You ready?” Mission asked into the din of the Khoonda hallway, the space already awash with the dreamy haze of early night. 

A figure appeared from the darkness and nodded. Glitch fell into step beside Mission and within moments, the girls had snuck passed the guards and out into the twilight. Mission could go where she pleased, of course. All of them could. But she’d prefer it if no one asked questions. Save for-

“Took you guys long enough,” Zayne’s voice greeted them from the darkening corners of the farmstead’s further reaches. The almost-Jedi emerged from the tall grasses along the mouth of the valley, its stalks already wreathed in the shadow of the sheer cliff face beside them, cradling the Khoonda farmstead as if the planet were holding it in the palm of its hand. “We should hurry.”

Mission couldn’t help but smile, spying the glimmer of a smirk on Glitch’s otherwise obscured face as she hurried her along. The plan was simple: to trek to the old Rakatan ruin and back again before night was fully upon them. 

They were losing daylight, sure, but now was the perfect time to creep along unnoticed in Mission’s opinion. It was always her preferred time to do anything back on Taris. The moment the sun began to set on the horizon, everything fell under the spell of the tranquill haze of early evening, the pearlescent pinks of twilight clouding everything as if the world were blanketed in a dense but dreamlike mist. It was true of Taris and it was true of Dantooine now - the valleys submerged as if in a cloud, the visibility low, and everything between merely a ghost moving through the world, specters flitting about the fields as wisps instead of the very solid things they were in truth. First night was something other, something ethereal, and it was the first time in a long time that Mission truly soaked in its magic.

“So what is this place we’re going to, exactly?” Glitch asked eventually, her voice as quiet as it often was, more a suggestion of a question rather than an outright statement. 

“Yeah, I think I need a recap, too,” Zayne rejoined, shooting Mission a half-smile. Her stomach flipped in on itself, a pleasant anxiety welling within her chest as she met the warmth of his gaze, his big, brown eyes glittering back at her through the evening gloom.

“We found this place when I came here with Nevarra,” Mission said, thinking fondly of the memory, the bitterness of the truth that came after not weighing on her recollection at all. In her mind, Nevarra was still Nevarra, not Revan. And she wasn’t Nevarra who turned out to be Revan but requested that everyone call her Nevarra and treat her as such. She was just Nevarra and always had been, nothing else. “A vision brought her here, I think. Or maybe it was Juhani, I don’t totally remember, some of the details run into each other and blend a bit. Like trying to explain a dream that doesn’t make a lick of sense, y’know?”

“Juhani?” Glitch asked. The girl turned to her, her cybernetic eyes peeking through the curtain of her dark hair. 

“Juhani’s a friend,” Mission answered with a smile. “Another Jedi. You’d like her.”

She directed the last part at Zayne, who considered her words with a measured nod. 

“Juhani,” Zayne repeated, feeling the name around as he echoed it after ruminating a moment. “She work with Bastila, too?”

“She does,” Mission said, suddenly wondering how the woman was doing. She hadn’t heard from her since the conclave, though she was sure Bastila must have mentioned her at least once or twice since then. Hadn’t she? A sudden panic rose in her at the thought, but she quashed it down as they moved on, upping the pace as the sun steadily sunk into the horizon. “You probably haven’t met her, but she’s one of the few Cathar left.”

“Cathar?” Zayne’s eyes went wide with the realization, his mouth uttering a near-silent and solemn Oh.

“Anyway,” Mission continued, noticing that Glitch watched her with quiet interest. “We found a star map here, a star map left behind by an ancient civilization.”

“Ancient?” Glitch asked. “How old are we talking?”

“Well, considering the Republic?” Mission shrugged. “At least 30,000 years. Though how long it lasted before that, I’ve got no clue. Not sure anyone does, really.”

“So we’re here to see whether Glitch can sense how old the temple is?” Zayne clarified. Mission rolled her eyes, knowing they’d gone over this at least three times the day before venturing out here. “And that will tell us what exactly?”

“How old the pylons are,” Mission huffed. “How old the stuff is they found on Tatooine.”

“Again, I don’t see how-”

Mission sighed and turned on her heel, stopping Zayne in his tracks. He stalled just before her, standing toe to toe, their noses nearly touching as he lunged forward as if to step again before realizing Mission’s sudden stop and accommodating for her sudden about-face. This time, Mission didn’t feel any pleasant anxiety at their closeness, her skin not prickling at the idea of Zayne’s face this close to hers. All she felt was indignant annoyance.

“Stop being willfully ignorant,” Mission hissed as she crossed her arms. “I know it’s all part of your act, or whatever, but we’re all scared and being snarky about it isn’t helping anyone. Okay?”

Her limbs pulsed with errant adrenaline, her face flushing indigo as she watched Zayne’s face flutter through several stages of surprise before eventually settling on bashful resignation. He’d been doing this a lot lately, especially when it came to any communications with Mical. The man couldn’t just come out and ask a question or simply request details about anything he wasn’t clear on, he had to be sarcastic and roundabout with it, everything that escaped his mouth laced with some sour attitude that was making Mission sick. She’d been glad he agreed to help earlier, relieved when a smile overcame him in their mutual clandestine agreement, but now part of her regretted asking him to come along at all, wondering if it was a mistake to leave Big Z out of the loop for once.

“Sorry, you’re right,” Zayne said, his shoulders slumping as he finally moved past her, his pace slowed considerably. “It’s just easier to act like an asshole than the anxious idiot I’ve felt like the entire time we’ve been on this planet.”

Mission watched him for a moment, arms still crossed, before waiting a beat and catching up. Glitch watched them both over her shoulder with mild interest though remained quiet as she usually was. 

How long had it been since they landed on Dantooine, anyway? None of them had planned for this. Mission had no issue moving past the fact that her entire life with Big Z before this had been derailed, but it was likely because he was still by her side. Zayne’s people weren’t here and the fact that it was likely too dangerous for them to regroup amidst all this probably made things worse. Mission sighed audibly and tried to catch up, feeling guilty.

“We need your insistent questioning, though,” Mission muttered as their trek transitioned from tall grasslands to dense woods, trading stalks of grass for the thick trunks of trees. “And you didn’t have to come along if you didn’t want to, y’know.”

Zayne sighed a harrowed sigh and trudged onward, shooting Mission an apologetic glance. 

“‘Course I did. You asked.” His expression grew serious suddenly, his eyes darkening as his gaze retreated briefly into memory. “Plus, I owe you one. For saving my ass on Nespis.”

“You don’t owe me anything,” Mission muttered, feeling guilty all over again. This time for leaving Big Z out of things. He would have only warned her against leaving the compound, she was sure of it, but it still felt wrong to do anything without him by her side regardless. “Besides, we’re both stupid that way, aren’t we?”

She didn’t say as much, but when their eyes next met, Mission knew Zayne understood her meaning. Both afraid to ask for help, both afraid to admit they were scared. More keen to inspire a laugh than a questioning gaze. He flashed her a half-smile before turning away, trekking onward until they were almost near the clearing of the Rakatan ruin. Whatever warmth she felt for him was a mix of old wishes as well as a keen awareness of her own self. Did Zayne feel the same shuddering sense of knowing when he looked into her brown eyes? Was it even a thing worth wondering?

“Are we nearly there?” Glitch asked timidly. 

Glitch paused ahead of them where the woods met grass again, leading the way even if she did not actually know it. Mission had shared the coordinates of their destination the night before and she’d simply taken the girl’s sagey nod in stride, not quite expecting it to be all Glitch needed to navigate her way there. In a way, Mission and Zayne didn’t even need to be present at all, if she thought about it. 

“Asra should be up ahead,” Mission whispered, her eyes scanning the horizon as she tentatively stuck her head up just barely over the tops of the grass stalks to see. Asra was the only other person they’d let in on their little plan, as innocent and stupid as it was. “Said she was scouting ‘round here so it only made sense.”

Glitch said nothing. Mission and Zayne exchanged worried glances in the din. They were gaining on the ruin as far as she knew, though nowhere near enough to call it close. Her skin prickled, a shiver mixed with evening chill running down her spine as she pressed forward. 

As promised, Asra and a Khoonda officer stood sentinel at the next opening of the valley mouth, each of them standing on either side of the basin. Mission wouldn’t have known to look had she not been let in on Khoonda’s well-kept secret, hoping it remained such for the time-being. Mission plucked two stalks of grass after beckoning that both Glitch and Zayne pause beside her, bringing the stalks to her mouth and producing a low whistle before Asra appeared through the grass before them.

“You called?” Asra asked with a smile, her rifle slung over her shoulder. Glitch smiled as Mission took a few steps forward, glancing over either shoulder before speaking to Asra in as low of a voice as she could muster. 

“How’s it looking out here?” she asked, earnestly curious. 

Asra regarded Glitch with warmth but it did nothing to overshadow the uncertainty in her eyes. When her gaze met Mission’s, the depth of that uncertainty was clear.

“Not great, but could be worse,” Asra whispered. “The hounds are on the move again, though after what I’ve got no clue. Their patterns aren’t normal according to this one over here,” Asra gestured to the other side of the valley at her look-out partner. “Not to mention it all just feels… weird .”

Glitch seemed to brighten at this, though not in the sense that she was pleased about it. 

“I feel it,” Glitch exclaimed in a hushed whisper. “I wasn’t expecting it, but-”

The girl paused, scrunching up her face as if trying to conjure a thought. Mission and Zayne exchanged glances again, his expression clouded in the growing darkness as Mission desperately tried to read it.

“There’s so much,” Glitch continued eventually. “There’s something old, but also something… older .”

“Maybe it’s the Jedi Temple itself,” Zayne offered quietly. “That ruin shouldn’t be far off, either.”

“Maybe, yeah,” Glitch acquiesced as her expression softened. “I’ll know the closer we get.”

Mission looked at Asra again, who only nodded silently in response. 

“This way,” the Togruta beckoned, leading them further into the dark. 

This was all part of the plan. The fact that Mission felt eerie about it shouldn’t have surprised her, and yet it did anyway. She hadn’t felt this way when she’d come here with Nevarra, but then again Mission hadn’t known what to expect then. Now, she knew, somewhat. Not to mention the odd goings on of late - the murders, the switching alliances, the attacks, the strange movements of the scavengers in the night…

They crept along in the dark, Asra now leading the group. Her tall figure parted the sea of grass stalks ahead of them as they traversed the absolute edges of the valley, sticking to the fields rather than the carved roads for cover, yet despite their precaution Mission did not feel safe enough. 

Silence followed as they moved along, their shared anxiety hanging in the air, before Zayne eventually fell into step beside Mission, his gaze searching. 

Do you feel that? Zayne mouthed silently. Mission shook her head. 

“No, what should I-?” she whispered, trailing off before the exact moment when she felt it. 

She couldn’t explain it at first. It was like traversing a dream, or a nightmare. She couldn’t place it, could not put a name to the feeling that coursed through her so suddenly that it felt like a tidal wave, a wave about to crush and swallow her whole without a lick of air for her lungs to breathe. 

What is that? Mission looked at Zayne with eyes wide, the sensation swarming her like a thick cloud, the air suddenly too difficult to breathe. Zayne shook his head and turned toward Asra and Glitch to find the both of them stalled in their tracks up ahead, the return of their gazes just as dire. 

“Something’s not right,” Asra muttered, unslinging her blaster and readying it. “We’re almost there, but-”

Asra’s words trailed off as she looked about, her eyes settling on nothing, before Zayne put out a hand and stopped both her and Mission in their tracks, Glitch stalling beside them.

“This feels… familiar ,” he whispered, his face growing pale. “Like when we found that Sullust, remember?”

Zayne directed the latter half of his statement at Asra, who after a moment of recognition, nodded with a similarly paling expression. 

“I don’t always feel the Force so strongly like this, but-”

Zayne sucked in a breath, looking more afraid than Mission ever recalled seeing him. Within the span of a breath, she felt guilty for snapping at him earlier followed quickly by a wave of nausea, unsure if she wanted to know what they might find this time, unsure what darkness the Force warned them of if Zayne’s premonition and her ill feeling were anything to be believed. 

“Do you hear that?” Asra asked, her eyes suddenly scanning the horizon again. Glitch remained quiet, her head turning as she heeded Asra’s question. Mission could only shrug. 

Zayne looked at her and shrugged in unison before the look of realization overcame him, his eyes going slightly wide as he muttered, “Nothing.”

Asra locked eyes with him, her gaze dark as she nodded.

“No kath hounds, no crickets,” Asra continued. “Remember the last time we reported the animals were acting all manner of strange?”

A chill ran down Mission’s spine. The night Khoonda was attacked. 

“Maybe this wasn’t the best idea,” Mission nearly gulped as guilt overcame her in full and weighed her bones as if rooted to the spot. Zayne shook his head, reaching for her shoulder with a caring hand. 

“There was never going to be a safe night to do this,” he conceded. “We’re almost there, right? Might as well do what we came here to do before…”

He never finished his thought, but Mission could imagine what he might have said. Judging by the others’ faces, they could too. Asra nodded, her weapon at the ready, as Glitch nodded in kind. The air still heavy, her bones still burdensome, Mission silently agreed with the others and trudged on. 

“Do you sense anything?” Mission whispered in Zayne’s direction. “Through the Force?”

Zayne shook his head, worry in his eyes. 

“It’s hard to say,” he said. “All I know is… something’s wrong. And not just in the normal sense that something bad’s happened. There’s something… else .”

“You don’t think it’s more of those pylons, do you?” Mission asked though Zayne was quick to shake his head. She only felt this bad when they were down in the vaults now, but otherwise the sensation was a mix of oddly familiar and unnervingly other.

“Maybe that’s why we’re here,” Asra offered from up ahead. “Glitch and I were there on Tatooine, and judging by what you said about the pylons at the Sandral estate, whatever this is doesn’t feel much different. Maybe fate’s got it in for us to be in the right place at the right time.”

“Or the wrong place at the wrong time,” Mission groaned, regretting her brain and its big ideas. 

“Are we there yet?” Glitch asked again. Each of them stilled, and upon readjusting to the gloom, Mission squinted. Through the grass, she saw it. Tucked among the hills as it had been years ago stood the Rakatan ruin, blending in with the cliff face just enough to mask itself as anything other than part of the planet itself in the coming dark.

“We’re here.”

The ill feeling remained at the back of Mission’s mind and at the back of her throat, like a bad dream she couldn’t shake come morning or a bitter taste staining her tongue. But the ruin was almost peaceful, a sleeping giant amidst the grass - just as alien and unassuming as she’d remembered. 

“I sense no movement so we should be good,” Asra affirmed after sweeping the landscape through her scope. Zayne nodded beside her and confirmed the same.

“I still feel it,” he said, shaking his head. “That wrong feeling in the Force. But aside from that, I’m certain we’re alone.”

Zayne’s gaze met Mission’s again, and in his eyes she caught the glimmer of uncertainty. They’d both been caught off-guard at the Sandral estate and his fears that the same were happening now was evident in his face, a fear mirrored in her own mind as she considered how normal everything had felt then despite the looming knowledge that they were walking into a trap. Erebus had warned as much. Mission wasn’t sure she’d ever intentionally wished to have a Sith around rather than not, and while the humor was not lost on her, she wondered if missing Nevarra factored into that sentiment somehow. 

They approached the ruin with careful, quiet steps. Each of their footfalls coincided with a swish of grass, a wisp of wind as it blew past them as if granting them safe passage. The place was still and Mission instantly regretted coming here at all. The first time, as well. 

“I can still feel it,” Zayne whispered. “The energy here.”

His eyes cast about, wide and wondering. 

“Likely a holdover from what went down with Mical and the Sith,” he added, musing. Mission looked about as if there were any further evidence in a way that she could experience it, as if the scene would replay for her in a series of ghostly images or she might be able to suddenly read the marks on the floor as the hardboiled detectives were always able to in holomysteries. But nothing sprang out at her, the ruin was all darkness and dust.

“This is unlike anything I’ve ever seen before,” Glitch said as she entered the ruin proper, tilting her head this way and that as she gauged the space. Asra circled nearby while keeping an eye on their exit, her gun poised. “It’s definitely old, but...”

“I could’ve told you that much,” Zayne muttered in an attempt to break the tension, flashing them all a grin. Mission couldn’t help but bite down a smile, her face growing warm as she shook her head. 

“But, wait-” Glitch trailed off and meandered down a hall, forcing Mission to crack a glowrod and jog after her, Zayne following on her heel.

“Hey!” Zayne hissed as he fought to catch up, unsure of where he was going until he fell back into step alongside Mission. She only paused once they reached the mouth of a room at the far end of a hall, Glitch looking about as if trying to follow a shadow.

“Oh, this is old alright,” the girl muttered. “But I-”

“But what?” Mission asked, suddenly impatient, an undercurrent of unease still coursing through her.

“I can sense the energy of the pylon here, too. It hasn’t been used in a while, and it’s not even here anymore but… I can trace its dampening effects even now. It’s so miniscule, you probably don’t even notice it, but I can’t even feel the clothes against my skin as I normally do.”

“Wait, if it’s not just errant energy in the Force then I thought the reason we even felt weird was because of the pylons?” Zayne asked in a hushed whisper. “I thought maybe the Golden Company still had a few in their possession, which they likely do, and were using it in some sort of a - I dunno - sneak attack?”

“Evidently not,” Mission said as she looked between Zayne’s questing expression and Glitch’s oblivious one, still honing in on her feeling and filtering out whatever Zayne was rambling on about. 

“That’s… interesting, ” Glitch mumbled as she descended to the floor, kneeling as she touched a palm to the dusty tiles beneath her boots. “This structure is old, you’re right, but it’s somehow… soaked up the aura of the pylons too… and I don’t think that’s a property relating to the ruin but the pylons themselves, like an imprint. It’s stronger, it’s-”

Glitch stopped talking altogether, her head shooting up and looking towards the door they entered through. A half-second later, Asra whistled a low whistle, beckoning that they all return to the main entrance. Zayne rushed towards the sound, Mission waiting until Glitch caught up with her before grabbing the girl gently by the elbow and guiding her along until they met with Asra again. The Togruta’s eyes were fixed on the horizon, her gaze unblinking.

“Guess that bad feeling wasn’t unfounded,” she said. 

Mission didn’t have to ask what she meant. Out in the distance, a sliver of a molten glow limned the distant hills of Dantooine, and even in the thick of night Mission could make out the dark of the smoke that rose above it. The scent was too far for them to smell, but she could feel the ash in her lungs as it squeezed the air out of her chest at the thought of it. Whether that was the sensation she felt moments ago, she wasn’t sure, but the feeling was all too real. 

“This does not bode well,” Zayne hissed. Mission wanted to joke, recalling that Erebus had uttered the exact same thing as they approached the Sandral estate what now felt like a decade ago, but she remained quiet. Maybe Zayne was remembering that, too. And look how that turned out.

“We should get back to Khoonda,” Asra warned. “Now.”

There was no need to argue.

As quickly as they’d come to the ruin, they left it behind as a distant memory as well as a recent dream. Mission had gotten her answer, hadn’t she? Maybe, sort of…

“I shouldn’t have brought us out here,” Mission whispered into the dark as they hurried along, her heart lodged somewhere in her throat instead of her chest. “It was stupid of me to ask, I just-”

“I’m saying this politely, but please shut up, ” Zayne whispered as he grabbed her by the wrist and wrested her along. “No use dwelling on that now, bit late for that.”

Zayne flashed her a look that echoed whatever expression she’d shot him earlier, calling him on his bullshit. Mission sighed and acquiesced, following along even if her feet dragged and her boots felt as if they suddenly weighed a thousand pounds, still scared to face everyone back at Khoonda again as if whatever disaster that had befallen the valley was somehow her fault for simply thinking that coming out here was a good idea.

And in that moment, Mission was glad for his sarcasm, whether he was being annoying about it or not, welcoming it like an old friend as she swallowed her worry and tried to press on. 

“Was there any hint that the mercs would make some kind of move tonight?” Zayne asked Asra as they neared Khoonda again, its fields mercifully quiet as if nothing else were amiss. 

“Not a one, though I can’t say we haven’t been watching them and the scavengers without interest. We knew they’ve been up to something, just not… this.”

“Though let’s not forget that we don’t know what this is yet,” Mission added in a low whisper, for her own sake more than anyone else’s. “Maybe it’s not as bad as we think?”

The sight of Khoonda was a welcome one but even as they neared its sanctuary, Mission couldn’t help but begin to feel sick.

The feeling near the ruin and the strangeness that gripped her still felt wrong, somehow, aside from the obvious. She turned against the night, feeling the others walk past her as if they, too, were the wind whistling past. The way she felt now was like a memory and an ache - it was as if she was alone again on Taris without Griff for the first time, before finding Big Z, before falling in with the Hidden Beks, on her lonesome without a clue of what to do next, torn between waiting and wanting something else even if she didn’t know what. 

And it felt strange again to admire the quiet of the night despite whatever disaster lay just beyond it, now hidden by the rolling hills and the comfort of distance. And it felt even stranger still to wonder whether they were better off with or without Erebus by their side. After all, it helped to have Nevarra around, hadn't it? What better way to combat evil than to have someone in your corner who knew it well?

Mission shivered, in part to the cool of the night but also in response to her own mind, unsure if she liked the thoughts that dwelled there. Deciding she didn’t, she turned against the darkness and walked back towards the Khoonda’s dimly lit entrance, feeling different than she had when she left and unsure if she’d ever be able to shake it.

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV

Atton

 

He should have ached.

His limbs should have broken in the shuttle crash on the Telos mountainside. His body should have long since succumbed to the unending exhaustion of the last two days, let alone the last few weeks. How long had it even been since he watched Eden beat Loppak Slusk to a pulp before Luxa shot him dead between the eyes? Two days? Three? And how long had it been since Peragus? A week? Maybe more? What year is it?

He should have died in that mining colony prison cell, and perhaps he had. Malachor hadn’t claimed him so the lamest possible death had instead, and everything that happened after had just been a bad dream.

But when Atton awoke to the harsh light of the irrigation system’s idea of a jail cell, something he was finding all too commonplace lately, all he could think of was how much of a nightmare it felt to be okay. For his limbs to feel… limber. For his mind to feel clear - if only to suddenly remember the foul intrusion it had played victim to only hours before.

Atton shuddered even wider awake as his good feeling ushering in a darker one. A feeling he felt far more comfortable shouldering. It was the comfort he found to be un comfortable with in the end, the agony instead a more familiar friend despite the bad taste it left in his mouth. He sat up in his cell and looked about. Bao-Dur sat on the floor of his force-cage with his knees up and his head resting atop them, his breathing even. Kreia remained still in hers, frozen as if a statue, feigning sleep. A chill ran down Atton’s spine as he watched her, a part of him feeling as if the woman watched him in return, even with her guard down and her hood up. 

Wipe the fear from your mind, the memory of Kreia’s voice echoed in his head. You will not find blind obedience a difficult master… you chose it once. 

He shivered as he willed his brain to summon a trade route or his winning Pazaak hand. Hells, anything.

You will learn to embrace it again.

Just as the ghost of Kreia’s voice finally dissolved and the edges of a series of power couplings brimmed in his mind in its stead, the door at the far end of the room opened. Atton scrambled to his feet to find Eden walking unsurely towards them. Her dark hair was unbound and draped loosely around her face, as if she’d been running her fingers through it endlessly. Her eyes flew to him, her gaze going wide once she registered the state of the room and the alarm on Atton’s face.

Hell,” she muttered as she veered towards the far side of the room and slammed her hand on a panel, her eyes never leaving Atton’s. “I know sorry doesn’t even begin to cover it, but-”

Eden’s face was all apologies and annoyed concern, and while Atton desperately wished that he could break her gaze he quickly found that he couldn’t, Kreia’s words echoing in his mind yet again. 

Do not worry, Atton. If she is a Jedi, she will forgive. And if she is not…

“No one’s expecting a sorry from you,” Atton offered, shrugging. “Though an explanation ? That’s a solid maybe.”

Bao-Dur and Kreia finally stirred once their force-cages flickered and eventually dissolved, their ambient glows making way for the painfully fluorescent lighting of the room beyond their miniature prisons. Bao-Dur blinked as he stood and Kreia was already on her feet faster than Atton believed she should have been.

“It’s a long story, but the Jedi taking up residence here is someone I unfortunately happen to know,” Eden replied, finally breaking her line of sight with Atton to glance at Bao and Kreia. Bao-Dur furrowed his brow at her while Kreia cocked her head.

“You know her?” Bao-Dur asked, taking a step forward before calming himself. The Iridonian’s ball of a droid appeared out of seemingly nowhere, zooming halfway across the room to finally be reunited at his creator’s side. Bao calmed even further at the droid’s presence though his eyes still shone fiercely in the bright light. “She didn’t happen to provide an explanation, did she?”

“Not one that I buy, no,” Eden sighed, placing her hands on her hips. “But I think it’s best we save any theorizing as to why for later. The ship’s ready.”

“The Ebon Hawk?” Atton asked stupidly. Eden nodded, and just beyond her he could have sworn he saw Kreia betray the sliver of a smile, the folds of her deeply lined face giving way to something other than the passive disinterest it usually did.

“The one and only,” Eden answered. “And your favorite mechanic’s already on board as well.”

At this, Eden flashed Atton a playful smile. His insides flipped with a warring warmth and guilt that mingled with the general disdain he felt for all droid-kind. 

“I still think that little bucket of bolts is what landed us in this mess,” Atton grumbled as Eden finally led them out of the room. “Mark my words, he’ll wrest the ship from our cold dead hands before this is over.”

He wanted to cringe at his use of the word our but he refrained. 

It was a sorry attempt at a joke, though it was one that made Eden smile briefly nonetheless. She looked at him sidelong, her eyes meeting his for the briefest of moments, and Atton felt warm all over followed by a sudden unearthly chill.

“So that’s it, then?” Kreia finally spoke, as if to remind him of their earlier conversation. “We are to just… leave this place?”

“More or less,” Eden said, shifting uncomfortably as she led them along. The halls were long and void of any character. The stark white walls were less stoic than the snow outside and far less grandiose despite their high ceilings, and yet something about this place felt far more foreboding than anywhere Atton had been in recent memory. “And on that note, I say we leave as quickly as we can.”

Bao-Dur shook his head at this but said nothing. He strode slightly ahead of Atton, his every step a sweeping one, but he managed to keep pace with Eden despite it. 

Before he knew it, they’d traversed a myriad of mirrored halls and what appeared to be the most sterile-looking data center filled to the brim with screens and computers before finally arriving at what was clearly meant to be a hangar bay. Upon further inspection, Atton realized it was just the mouth of a cave carved into the cliff-face. Outside a pressure-sealed door, though why a place like this would even need one he wasn’t sure, sat three ships. Among them was the Ebon Hawk , its loading ramp descended and inviting. He felt stupid, but the idea of sitting in the cockpit again soothed him. There was no bed there, nor any proper privacy, but in that respect it wasn’t that different from his bunk on Peragus. At least here he could see the stars again, touching some semblance of freedom even if it was only imagined. If only it could cleanse the feeling of his brain being breached, his thoughts still tainted even if they were, for the moment, his own. 

He eyed Kreia again as they neared the ship, for the first time wondering if his feeling of errant comfort were truly borne of his own mind or if it was a thought simply planted there when he wasn’t looking.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten.

He waited until everyone had boarded before considering stepping aboard himself. Eden paused at the base of the loading ramp with a curious glance.

“You okay?” she asked. Atton nodded, another lie. One of many and so much more to come.

“I will be,” he said. “Once we’re out of here.”

At least the last part wasn’t a lie. He glanced around the strange hangar, eyeing the ships beside them with some interest, a slumbering part of his brain somewhat curious about their make and model even if he knew they didn’t have the time. Not that his survival instinct would allow him the time anyway, knowing it was better they leave this place behind sooner rather than later. He looked at Eden again finally, still paused halfway up the loading ramp. Her eyes were tired but expectant, more gold than green in this lighting. 

“You and me both,” she exhaled. A look of utter vulnerability and exhaustion overcame her as she said it, and Atton wanted to soak in the moment had Eden’s gaze not shifted from him to just beyond him. Without thinking, Atton followed her line of sight. Through the hangar doors and beyond the room of screens and computers behind them stood a woman clad in white, her pale skin enmeshing with her snowy hair, appearing as if a ghost at the far end of the hall. Her figure almost became a silhouette at this distance, her pale garb blending in with the pure white of the walls as if she were merely the grey that inhabited the unlit spaces between. And yet Atton could still see the sharp outline of her face and her features - her stern expression and visage one he knew intimately, though why he was not sure.

Atton stilled, another chill running through him as his eyes met the cold ones of the woman at the far end of the hall. They were icy and hard, her stare boring into his as if she knew him, too, and were simply trying to place him. Her expression betrayed nothing other than bored disinterest, not unlike Kreia, but Atton couldn’t help but feel familiar with her countenance all the same.

A flood of memory assaulted him - slowly at first, then all at once. 

Coruscant. The temple there. The alley beside the seedy bar, and the man he found just outside it.

He’d bloodied his nose then. Not the worst Atton had done to a mark, but also not his best work either. He’d been trying to goad him into a fight. He’d watched the Jedi for days, maybe even weeks. His dark hair had shielded his eyes from Atton’s prying gaze, but now that Atton remembered him he recalled the exact color of the man’s irises - green flecked with gold, though after goading him that final time, the man’s face bloody, they turned instantly into a poisonous shade of viridian.

Atton saw flashes of the Jedi temple as he had through the Jedi’s eyes and saw that it matched the halls of the place Atton had just traversed exactly, only void of color. And as he saw the temple through his old mark’s eyes, he also saw the face of the man’s rigid taskmaster - a woman clad in white, her pale face framed by pale hair, her blue eyes sharp as ice. And here she stood, in the flesh, memory incarnate, watching as Atton sought to ascend a ship he now hoped would shepherd him far, far away from here. He dreaded it already, Kreia’s conjoined threat and accompanying promise still fresh in his mind, and yet as he watched the pale woman now he dreaded it even more as the realization dawned on him.

He paused for what felt like an eternity, but in reality it had only been a moment. Atton saw and registered the Jedi at the end of the hall within a fraction of a second’s time and then turned to Eden, his eyes meeting hers - and suddenly he knew why her face, why her eyes, seemed so familiar to him. It was because he’d seen them before. Only they’d belonged to someone else.

“Ready to head out?” Eden asked expectantly though an unmistakable edge laced her voice. Her face was still her own and not that of the man Atton had once turned, though he could see exactly where the two were alike in remembering him. 

“Yeah,” Atton said more truthfully than he had in a long time. “More than anything.”

When he finally turned from the Jedi watching them - Atris , her name was, as he recalled - Atton finally ascended the ramp and slunk towards the common area while Eden, Bao-Dur, and Kreia disappeared to the other far parts of the ship. He sensed T3-M4 shuffle passed him with a questioning air before gliding towards the cockpit to set their next coordinates, as if silently asking Atton if he were sure that he wished to stay behind. He wasn’t. He wanted to be at the controls more than anything. And yet he could feel the Jedi’s eyes at his back still. As if she could see into the very ship itself. As if she could see into Atton’s past entirely, knowing exactly where he knew her from and why, his ambivalence a two-way mirror he’d rather be blind to entirely.

Her face was just as he’d seen it in his mark’s eyes nearly eight years ago. Unmarked by age though just as self-righteous, just as severe. 

Atton did not recall his mark’s name. There were so many of them, after all. But he knew the man with the gold and green eyes had been one of the first. Beyond that, Atton knew nothing.

Other than that he now knew the man and Eden were somehow related, their eyes bearing the same color as a family might bear the same banner. Their faces were similar, too. And then…

Atton stilled as memory washed over him entirely. The man he’d turned did not only resemble Eden, but the man had thought of her that day, too, a memory of her haunting and faraway but near enough to ring heavy with regret. Her hand cradled in his as they were children, her voice assuming his words when he was too scared to speak up. It was a singular memory but it housed a world of moments within its momentary flickering in his mind's eye, shared between the man and Atton as he psychically broke him bit by bit. Atton clenched his eyes shut, remembering the details as if it were all happening again in real-time. 

He sucked in a breath as he reconciled the past with the present, the half-remembered with the half-forgotten. Her name is Atris, his brain repeated as he thought of the woman watching them, cycling through memories-now-turned-dreams, the details of them obscured and abstract. And his name was Aiden.

Atton’s eyes shot open at the realization. 

Aiden.

Eden had never uttered the name, had she? Atton’s memory was suddenly spotty, thoughts merging and dividing against his inner will. Aiden Valen. Eden Valen . The names didn’t only rhyme, they were nearly identical phonetically. 

Before he knew it, Atton stood in the center of  the Ebon Hawk, not knowing how he ended up there. Or why.

Eden was gone, and he was alone with his thoughts.

Switch the face of the-

His mind willed itself to forget everything but the wealth of memorized playing hands and hyperspace routes he always kept on deck, but instead he shook his head.

The only thought that occupied his mind, resoundingly, rang to the tune of: Well, shit. 

It wasn’t the first time, and it sure as hell wouldn’t be the last.

Notes:

It's been a while. I'm not entirely happy with the Mission POV section because I imagined it going a bit differently when planning it out in my head but I'm kind of tired of editing and rewriting it so here it is. It still serves the purpose it was intended to, but... idk. It's fanfic right? As much progress as I've made with this story over the last two years it still feels like it's dragging it's feet and taking forever, which is a good and a bad thing. I'm still having fun writing this and am learning a lot, but it also makes it near impossible to focus on anything else, and it feels kind of sad that I've been working on this for so long (god 2016 feels like a century ago) versus literally anything else, not to mention that it almost feels like it will never be finished and that's the goal, right? It would be even sadder if I abandoned it after all this, though... anyway enough rambling. The next chapter should actually be up soon, it's already written and just needs some editing. Love you guys :)

Chapter 54: Like the Quiet of a Nightmare

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3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy

Lonna Vash

 

None of it should have been possible. She shouldn’t even be here right now.

And yet she was, living despite it all.

She’d caught a glimpse of what lay beyond death, beyond time, and did not know what to say about it other than that it defied everything she knew. About the universe, about the Force, about everything.

Time slowed out of existence as did she, except for the unending agony that assaulted her in death’s presence, her mind numbing as her connection to the Force vibrated so tautly that the very tether might break. Only it didn’t, though it almost had.

“Quite the specimen you have here,” Uruba muttered as the woman’s face loomed into view out of the shadows of Lonna’s feverish vision. She’d blinked in and out of consciousness since their audience with Erebus’ Sith Lord, and she wasn’t sure she entirely wished to be cognizant of anything any longer. 

“Yes, quite,” Erebus snapped from somewhere behind the Mirialan before shooing her away. “I only wanted you to heal her, not ask questions.”

“As you wish,” Uruba replied with curt words, her syllables sharp. The woman’s dark eyes bore into Lonna’s, as if trying to see beyond and into her mind, and it was only then that Lonna felt more like herself, her command of the Force returning to her in full as she threw up a mental sheild and basked in its immediate warmth. Warmth . She hadn’t felt it in what felt like an eon, or at least some time before they’d docked outside Onderon. And in its quiet radiance, she felt safe again, and strong. 

Uruba winced and blinked, sensing Lonna’s sudden mental return to the present as she was psychically shunned away from delving further into her thoughts. She shook her head and crossed to the other side of the room as if it were all in a day’s work.

“I take it Master has given you another order,” Uruba said instead, her gaze still intent on Lonna as she strode to the wall opposite and leaned against it while examining her as if she were a test subject before glancing at Erebus. In a way, Lonna very much was a walking experiment - both to Uruba as well as to herself.  

Now it was Lonna’s turn to notice Erebus, looking from Uruba to Lonna with as annoyed of a look as one might expect of an uppity teenager, and certainly the version of Aiden Lonna still kept in her mind when she thought of their past together. Not much had changed despite everything, and yet the more evidence she gathered of that, the more Lonna wondered what she could have done to prevent this current turn of events. If such a thing were even possible.

“He did proffer another order, yes,” Erebus admitted to Uruba after a beat, though his eyes were intent on Lonna’s, gauging her state of mind before he eventually approached her. “Are you capable enough to move?”

His words were sharp, succinct. And yet she imagined a certain softness beneath them, an errant Are you alright ? buried beneath his unfeeling demeanor. Whether this was fabricated or truth, she did not know, for the first time truly uncertain of the soundness of her own mind. After a belated beat, she nodded and got up, instantly aware of her every limb and the weight of each one as if she were entirely new to this body instead of its sole inheritor.

How does Erebus withstand this? 

Without planning to, her mind still supple and pliant, yearning for an anchor, her consciousness reached out, its tendrils grasping unsurely until she latched onto something both familiar and alien, a memory hanging in the ether, and undoubtedly one of Aiden’s.

His eyes betrayed the breach - his gaze going wide the instant Lonna made contact - but he divulged nothing to Uruba who still stood on the opposite side of the room, his face turned away from her, his uncertainty gone unknown. Save for Lonna and her yearning mind, a gaping maw not unlike the hungry void she felt in Nihilus’ presence. 

The memory she’d latched onto was a tenfold one, a hundred recollections rolled into a singular multiplicitous notion, each one informing the other with sentiment and context, every facet of its understanding entering her mind in a deluge she hardly knew how to funnel let alone comprehend. Within the fraction of a second, she saw Atris’ face, stern and cold, unfeeling as she looked Aiden down the bridge of her nose in an unseen room of the Coruscant academy drained of color, and then the bloodied nose of Aiden himself still donning his Jedi robes as he looked at a man that was both stranger and memory, though not a memory of Aiden’s but one borrowed from Eden years later, last week even perhaps, the tenets of time and space collapsing as Erebus also thought of Malachor now and how the echo of it ached of his sister, a gnawing agony he felt in Nihilus’ presence as well, a pang that had no time or place but instead felt eternal and ancient, persisting from both the dawn of time to the edge of it and beyond.

Erebus had been made for this. Primed to stand on death’s precipice and remain stoic in its inevitable decay. In that moment, Lonna realized Erebus should have looked older. His skin was gaunt, his eyes wild and haunted as one touched by the Dark Side, but unlike any other dark Force user she’d ever met let alone any she’d ever known in her studies, his skin was otherwise unmarred. In fact, he looked even younger than he should have. He looked just as young as he had ten years ago, his visage that of a new man if not a teenager on the cusp of becoming one. Erebus was a man of thirty, and while that was by no means old, his appearance did not line up with the deterioration Lonna knew should have become of him given his proximity to the Dark Side. Even the veins in her own hands appeared more prominently against her bones than they had before her meeting with Nihilus. 

Only a second had passed, and yet also an eternity had. Lonna had to remind herself of Erebus’ question - Are you capable enough to move? - before finally nodding in response.

“Good,” he said, his eyes looking her up and down as he regained his composure. Lonna was not sure if he saw into her mind as openly as she’d glimpsed into his, her own thoughts spilling over in the unseen air between them. 

Uncertainty painted his features and Erebus finally turned away from her to answer Uruba’s earlier inquisition in greater detail, and while Lonna wished to hear his response, her senses clouded and all she could hear was the buzzing of her own thoughts. For a moment, Lonna thought she might faint or collapse despite her most recent assertion that she was fine, but then she sensed it - a memory and an epiphany, the thought and the realization coming together as if in concert to some conclusion she was not yet privy to. She saw Eden just as she was exiled, her eyes bright and defiant, and within the same breath she saw Revan the day the council condemned her actions, her pilfered Mandalorian mask unmoving, betraying nothing. There had been a glimmer of a thought then, a turning of the Force within her at both sentences, one that did not sit well with Lonna then just as it filled her with an undeniable ill-boding now. Neither event seemed linked other than Revan being at the center of both, the catalyst of everything, but suddenly the parts to an unseen whole became clearer to her now - Revan at the helm, Eden as her right hand, and Aiden - no, Erebus - at the heart of it all, fitting in somehow yet also at the crux of it. 

Lonna blinked and the thought was gone, the threads of her revelation dissipating before she could follow it to its end, but the feeling remained. 

She was meant to be here.

She was meant to find Revan all those years ago and she was meant to train a young Aiden only to abandon him just as she was also meant to later exile his sister. She was meant to fail her apprentice and end up in the service of a Sith, following a lead and a feeling unknowing of where it led other than to her own very certain death.

Lonna had thought as much, wondering if her feeling were simply an errant kernel of guilt left in the wake of her dead apprentice on Nespis or if the thought held any semblance of truth. 

And after being in Nihilus’ audience, she now understood that it was an undeniable and inevitable fact. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Polar Plateau, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk

Atton

 

“Figured I’d find you here,” Eden greeted him before he could step into the cockpit proper. 

Atton froze, an overwhelming dread filling him at the sound of her voice after hoping to have a moment alone at the controls, only for the feeling to succumb entirely to the warring calm that often possessed him whenever he was in Eden’s presence. 

“Thought I might beat you to it,” she added before he could get a word of surprise in edgewise.

Eden flashed him a quick smile - a small one, almost sad - before returning her attention to the navicomputer before her. The pale blue light from the screen limned her face, making her eyes look almost silver, her face still her own if not now painfully familiar like that of a stranger glimpsed in a dream. All Atton could do was cough purposefully and shove his hands deep into his pockets as he conjured his usual air of cool nonchalance. 

“Where else would I be?” he joked with a fake laugh - a nervous laugh. 

Eden let out an airy chuckle in response as if she were equally nervous, though Atton had no idea why she would be. As if waiting for some unspoken revelation, he kept his eyes fixed on her silhouette as she fiddled with the navicomputer while he gently padded across the room and sank into the co-pilot’s chair on the far side of the room. Both to watch her from as well as to subtly distance himself from her, afraid of what he might say - of what he might feel - if he stood too close. 

An ache welled in his chest, that same gaping maw he often felt when Eden was near and her unspoken emotions abrew - but this time it was sweet, and almost somber. 

“So,” Eden said instead, ignoring Atton’s earlier question, even if it was hypothetical. “Where’re we dropping you off?”

She had the map opened up on the navicompiuter’s screen now, her fingers tracing various trade routes that sprouted from Telos. Atton had each of these paths memorized and then some, but to see Eden uncertainly follow each one made them seem new somehow, uncharted. 

“Where are you headed?” he asked, his voice softer than he intended, almost timid.

Eden paused and turned to face him, her hand still poised over the console as if she were going to enter the very coordinates she was about to speak of. 

“Dantooine,” she said, her voice similarly soft. It wasn’t tender, but apprehensive. She watched him for a reaction over her shoulder, unsure if she should turn to face him in full or return her attention to the screen. Atton locked eyes with her for a moment, almost flinching when she looked back at him, and eventually nodded, slowly.

“Dantooine, huh?” he echoed, as if considering it. He knew it didn’t matter. “Sure, why not.”

Eden furrowed her brow and sighed, confusion coloring her features as she finally turned round entirely and crossed her arms over her chest, leaning back on the navicomputer as she abandoned the coordinates completely. 

“I doubt you’ll find work there, or a ride off-world, if that’s what you’re hoping for,” Eden said, her eyes narrowing as she tried to read him. 

Unlike Kreia, Atton felt no intrusion inside his mind other than one of his own machinations, one that bid him to look back at her. After warring with his inner monologue, he did so. When he looked back at Eden, their eyes locked, and a chill of warring warmth and anxiety coursed through him. Part of him wanted to look away, knowing what Kreia knew now and what Eden did not, and yet instead he held her gaze, wondering if there may be a way to skirt his fears entirely, wondering if traveling in Eden’s shadow really would be all that bad. Besides, he’d at least get to be near her, wouldn’t he? He could at least enjoy the view. 

“Not looking for more work,” he admitted after a moment. “This is probably a full-time gig, right? I’m sure the pay's not great, but-”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Eden shook her head and raised a hand between them, insinuating that Atton shut up a moment and let her think. He tried not to laugh, though a smile threatened to take over his mouth. A genuine one. He bit down on his lower lip and hoped Eden didn’t notice, inwardly willing the pleasantness of the feeling away. “I thought-”

“Well, whatever it was, you thought wrong,” Atton sighed, channeling his usual air of indifference. He felt weird in this skin again, even though it was so familiar. He couldn’t help but think back to the way Kreia made him feel in his cell back at the wannabe Jedi Academy - all his sins laid bare, all his sins yet unpunished - and hoped that this mask would hold up, that it would make him feel safe again. 

“But-” Eden interjected but Atton cut her off. 

“Honestly, I’m a little too curious about where all this nonsense is going,” he said in earnest, though unwilling to divulge the darker reason why. “And it doesn’t look like there’s any corner of the ‘verse I could run to that would matter unless all of this is put to rest. It’s not like I have anything going on right now, anyway. No jobs lined up, no outstanding bills to pay…”

He thought of Luxa’s order to follow Eden if he truly wanted to forget his debts, wondering whether that would come back to bite him again. Knowing his luck, it would. Knowing Kreia though, it probably wouldn’t matter. He was a goner either way.

“You do need a pilot, right?” he asked.

Eden opened her mouth, about to say something, before promptly closing her mouth again as she thought better of it. 

“It’s fine if you’d rather find someone else,” Atton sighed again, feigning disinterest. “I get it, but I was just thinking if-”

“It’s not like I can hire you. Or anyone else for that matter,” Eden said, leaning further back against the navicomputer, a strange look in her eyes. Strange only in that Atton couldn’t read her - was this good news or bad? “Can’t in good conscience ask anyone to join me on this stupid little crusade. But if you’re offering, then…” Eden chewed on her lip, looking away. “Well, I’d be stupid to refuse.”

“You’re anything but stupid,” Atton replied almost too quickly, his voice unintentionally soft again. “I’m only saying that, seeing as I have nowhere else to go, and nothing better to do-”

Not fair,” Eden cut in, pushing away from the wall now and settling into the pilot’s chair across from him, her expression decidedly less demure as she was instead overcome with sudden determination. She leaned forward, elbows on her knees as she looked Atton dead-on, her eyes earnest and unblinking. “You don’t get to tell me I’m not stupid and then turn around and downplay your own skills. I wouldn’t have made it this far without you and you know that.”

Would you really not have, though? Atton thought, thinking simultaneously of the times he’d helped her on Citadel Station as well as the fact that he was almost certainly the reason she was nearly smuggled off Peragus or worse in the first place.

“If you were to stay on, you’d be more than just my - than just our pilot,” Eden continued quietly, her voice utterly serious. “You know that, too.”

Atton had no clever quip, no witty response. All he could do was look at Eden and try to read her features, surprised but also not to find that her every sentiment was genuine. And yet some unspoken, inner part of her felt guilty for it. It wasn’t plain on her face, but it was clear in her eyes. Those now painfully familiar eyes…

“Whatever you say, Captain.” 

Captain,” Eden echoed as she huffed a laugh, leaning back in the pilot’s chair before considering Atton again. Amusement colored her features now, though the undercurrent of her previous statement remained steadfast in her gaze. “Really?”

Atton shrugged.

“There’s still time to back out,” he offered. “If I tag along, you’ll only get more of this.”

Atton gestured vaguely at himself though mostly at his jacket, but what he really meant to insinuate was that Eden would get more of his bullshit - whether for good or worse. He’d try to be helpful, he’d try to do right by her, but he’d be lying his way through it all. Both to her as well as to himself.

Eden narrowed her eyes again, playfully this time.

“Alright, alright,” she conceded, the hint of a smile teasing her mouth as she got up and meandered toward the navicomputer again. Eden turned to the screen and began to type in the coordinates to Dantooine, pausing only to add. “Anyway, I’m glad you’ll stick around, though I can’t promise you won’t regret it.”

“Yeah,” Atton both lied and didn’t. “Me too.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy

Erebus

 

“How long until you believe they will be ready?” Erebus asked at Mellric’s side, though the Twi’lek only shook his head, looking more harrowed than confident as he often was.

“Well within a week, for sure, though I can likely get a fleet ready by tomorrow had we all the details,” Mellric said through gritted teeth, eyes unblinking and intent on the console before him. “It would be no issue getting them to Onderon, however, considering the planet would then be expected to play host to an entire fleet of cloaked ships…”

Erebus watched over his underling’s shoulder at the schedule laid out on the screen, the sheer numbers staggering - even to him. It was one of the Sith’s selling points; just how many had remained loyal to their cause even in Revan’s and Malak’s subsequent defeats was a wonder, a feat the late Darth Traya oft boasted of and took credit for if rumor was to be believed. It was a fact that once soothed him and his conscience. There was safety in numbers, as well as absolution. Now, the mere idea made him uneasy.

“I doubt we’ll need troops that quickly but if we can have something amassed to show Tobin and Vaklu as a token of faith, then that’s all I need for the moment.”

Mellric nodded curtly and typed in a series of commands after which a dialogue window appeared requesting Erebus’ sign off. With a wave of his hand, the passcode was entered and the order was sent. Mellric nodded again and relieved himself of the console, turning to Erebus with his head bowed.

“You could have requested all of this remotely,” Mellric muttered curiously, his voice a low half-whisper. “Why return?”

Erebus' throat suddenly burned. His attendants were obedient but they weren’t stupid. He looked at the Twi’lek sidelong, noting that his eyes were sharp with wonder and not accusation. The man was simply confused, nothing more. Erebus couldn’t blame him.

“I needed Uruba’s skills,” he said with a wave of his hand. “But it is no matter. I had other things I wanted to check in on as well.”

He thought of the device Sion deposited on his doorstep, wondering what he would do with it now and wondering if it was safe to leave it where it was. He’d checked on it upon arriving, as if it might have vanished when he wasn’t looking, the entire thing a dream. If anything, it seemed smaller than it had in his memory. Shrinking as if to disguise the true horror of its existence until it was forgotten again for another millennia. But what horrified and enthralled Erebus most was the notion that it was exactly what the crystal wanted - not to go unnoticed, but to lie dormant, unthought of. Not unlike the pylons at the Rakatan temple, or the thing Eden found on Dxun nearly ten years ago… 

As much as he needed Vash at her best and preferably away from anything that might drain her faster, he was also afraid to leave the thing alone with Mellric and Uruba regardless of how trustworthy they were as his servants. Both were slaves to simply knowing, just as he was, and if there was anything further to uncover about the item they would learn it. What would happen once they did, however, was another matter.

“Is there anything else you need of me?” Mellric asked after he let the silence between steep a moment. 

Erebus shook his head.

“That will be all, for now. I will alert you once I’ve spoken with Colonel Tobin, we can discuss the troops further from there,” Erebus said, overcome with an almost-forgotten authority. It felt good. Safe. As much as things had changed over the last few weeks, something about being here and in command of something made him feel some version of right . If not still left of center of it.

He awaited Mellric’s acknowledgement of his order before finally sweeping from the room and returning to his chambers. Only they did not feel quite like his own now, another point against any feelings of familiarity he’d had only moments ago. 

He wondered when things had truly changed. Was it Tatooine? Or had it been earlier? The turning point felt like it had to do with Eden, as things often did, surprised to see her face after all these years as he watched her from the doorway to her shop living another life as if she’d been reborn and resurrected as someone else, their history together erased and forgotten. The thought of it was unfair - how could she forget him? Why would she of all people be allowed to start over? But another part of him felt that the change came later, after Tatooine, after Nespis, perhaps even Dantooine. No, maybe en route to. Or perhaps it had been far, far earlier than that, and much, much slower, its progression only noticeable now that so much had changed. 

In a way, he would never truly know. And he also knew that it didn’t matter.

“Are you alright?” Vash’s voice greeted him upon returning to his room. So lost in thought, Erebus had almost forgotten she was here. Blissfully, serendipitously, stupidly.

“I will be,” he said before collapsing into the nearest chair. “Though I should be the one asking you that.”

He’d been saying that a lot, but he’d meant it each time.

Despite acting as his slave, and feeling uncomfortably close to being just that, Vash had taken up residence in Erebus’ bed, accepting it begrudgingly as Erebus insisted he would sleep elsewhere. It was the least he could do given the circumstances, and even if someone were to breach his explicit instructions that no one enter his quarters unannounced, there was unfortunately a myriad of ways he could explain away her apparent comfort. 

The truth of it was that Vash’s sallowness scared him. It was one thing to submit himself to the Dark Side, but to see how it affected his old instructor was something else entirely. The effect itself wasn’t new, nor was it something he himself had not inflicted on others, but to see how gaunt and skeletal she looked after just one meeting with Nihilus was enough to make him wonder…

Stop it, ” she hissed. “I may have my misgivings, but I’m in this now and there is no turning back. All will be as the Force wills it.”

Erebus wanted to retort, but a deeper part of him knew it to be true. There was no turning back from this. He might as well see it to the end. 

“You’re right,” he relented. “No use running from it now, so we might as well trudge forward.”

With that, he pushed himself to his feet again and approached Vash by the bed. 

“That being said, are you up for another jaunt? I’m sure you don’t remember, but I’m set to meet with Colonel Tobin of Onderon sooner rather than later.”

Vash laughed, her voice strained as she got to her feet weakly but stood straight nonetheless.

“Do I have a choice?”

Erebus wanted to laugh. At the situation. At their charade. 

But also at the Force, knowing that none of it was a choice, was it?

He smiled a half-smile, one that hopefully conveyed his tired amusement as well as his solemn understanding of what Vash was truly saying. He glanced sideward at his desk, spotting his pilfered comm. He tucked it into his pocket, both wondering and hoping that Mical might ping him while another part of him hoped that the man had the sense to never seek his help again. 

Erebus offered Vash his arm as if they were late for a dinner party, making light of her newfound feebleness as if it weren’t a thing that inwardly worried them both. It would be a miracle if Vash survived this, whatever they were in store for. And Erebus, too.

“Shall we?” he said. 

Vash ceremoniously took his elbow and allowed herself to be led back to his shuttle. 

She was too weak to speak again, Erebus could feel it - the life leeching off of her and into the ether unless she gave in to the Dark Side. It would be easier once they left Malachor. But what then? This was far from over, and what would he do when she inevitably perished? Would he consume her as Nihilus might? Or would he endeavor her as an offering to his ever-hungry Master in hope of some reward?

And who would he confide in, then? Surely Mical would want nothing to do with him, curiosity and agreement besides. But there was always his sister, wasn’t there? Who else knew what it felt like to abandon those who once trusted you? To let the universe reabsorb their pain only to reincarnate it anew, perhaps not oblivious to it all but existing outside it…

Would she listen? Would she lend him her shoulder as she often had in childhood? Pain shared is pain halved, their grandfather used to say. 

And yet… did it even matter, so long as she understood?

Wasn’t that all he’d ever wanted?

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk

Eden

 

The dream was slowly beginning to feel like a nightmare.

Not one where the terror was obvious - chased by a killer and unable to run, spitting out bloody teeth as if you’ve nearly swallowed a tongue-full of pebbles. Instead the unease was creeping and quiet. Something was not right, though the what of it remained a mystery. The dream was a lucid one, still an obvious fabrication of the mind but only ever so slightly off, the edges of the world blurred and softened, as if it were an augmented fiction but not quite the complete truth.

Eden had not dreamed in nearly a decade so perhaps she was simply out of practice. Weeks ago she’d lived a simpler life. Weeks ago she was still dead to the Force, and mute to it. Weeks ago her sleep had been sound and her life had been boring. Her life had been quiet for once, and her mind as well, but then Asra had to ask her if she wanted to trek out to the Dune Sea, and said there was a few thousand credits in it for her if she did. 

It felt like so long ago. Eden had been planning to leave Tatooine for months even if she should have left at least a year before that, but there was a part of her that had hoped to spend the money on more parts rather than a ticket out of there. And another part of her wished she’d never left.

She sat on the edge of the rounded couch in the main hold, rubbing her frigid hands against her gooseprickled arms in an attempt to warm up. She was sleeveless again now that she’d surrendered Atton’s jacket and left the cockpit, knowing there was a set of robes in the room Kreia now occupied though was reluctant to retrieve them. They smelled of Coruscant and they reminded her of the Jedi. She assumed they belonged to Kreia now that her friend was no longer in possession of this ship, and wondered how long it would take for them to finally enter Telos’ orbit. 

The ship lurched as if in response to her silent question, setting her mind at ease. Eden glanced back at the cockpit hallway, the room itself and the expanse of sky beyond invisible from her vantage point though she thought of Atton nonetheless. Part of her felt guilty that he’d decided to stick around, as if she’d had some unconscious part in it, convincing him against his better judgment to throw his life away on the hopes that her hapless crusade might result in anything other than utter despair and ruin. It still didn’t feel like a fight she’d chosen, though she was never a woman to walk away from one. Lupak Slusk’s corpse could attest to that. But still, an inner part of her ached at the idea that he and Bao-Dur traveled with her now, even if she’d adjusted their course to an orbiting satellite adjacent to Citadel Station to meet with Chodo Habat before eventually setting off for Dantooine. 

Eden pulled her knees up against her chest to further ward off the chill. She knew there was humor in the fact that she was freezing now and not when she had been meandering Atris’ icy Jedi mausoleum, but it was the image of the woman that scared her into silence. Eden’s eyes glazed over as she stared into the middle distance, looking at the center console while her vision grew blurry, recalling the moment she saw Atris appear in the doorway upon their exit, looking more like a ghost than she had when Eden first met with her in the audience chamber.

How could it not be a nightmare? Atris was dead, and the Jedi were too. And now the woman Eden once called a friend meandered halls rendered in the mirror image of the temple on Coruscant, void of color as if it too had long since died. 

But what struck Eden more were the other visions that swam about her mind’s eye as her gaze met Atris’. For a moment, between blinks, she saw her brothers’ white-knuckled hands at the controls of the ship she’d left for him to find on Nespis quickly followed by the looming image of Malachor V, another ghost come to haunt her as its sickly green glow followed the white-blue of hyperspace. And then there was the door from her dreams again, triangular and imposing, transfixing itself over the outline of the snowy passage Atris stood in the frame of as she watched Eden eventually ascend the Ebon Hawk ’s loading ramp and turn away. 

Eden could still feel Atris watching at her back, her eyes on her unblinking even as the ship soared away. And she could still feel her brother’s apprehension, overcome with a certain unspoken anxiety that often plagued him as a child that he would share via their embryonic mental link whenever he was overwhelmed and afraid, in need of her warm reassurance. And Eden still saw the door everywhere she looked: on the loading ramp, in the garage, transposed over the cockpit’s viewport, and even now amidst the main hold’s floor, slicing through the center console and the metal grates beneath her abandoned boots, the hollow specter of an image transfixed in her vision like a sunspot unwilling to fade. 

She had half a mind to visit Kreia in her self-appointed quarters but Eden thought against it, her limbs suddenly too heavy to move as the unease grew tenfold and anchored her to the uncomfortable present. No, this wasn’t a nightmare - though Eden desperately wished it was. If it had been, she’d be able to wrestle herself awake from it and forget it ever happened.

The foreboding steeped but it did not bloom into fear. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate… Eden closed her eyes and recounted what she could of Kreia’s meditative lesson back on Citadel Station, another moment that felt so far away that she wondered whether she’d made it up entirely. Dreams within dreams, nightmares within visions, and visions within things half-remembered and best forgotten…

With a careful mind, Eden’s consciousness reached out. For once, the Force felt warm and hushed, like an animal sleeping. With eyes closed she imagined the ship and the many machines moving within, focusing on each of its intricate whirs and workings. She counted each breath and timed each subsequent one to harmonize with the hum of the engine, becoming one with it until the visions eased from her mind entirely, her limbs no longer heavy, her worry dissolving. And then-

Eden felt cold again. Her eyes shot open and before she knew it, she was on her feet. She slipped on her boots and began walking as if possessed, something innate - the Force - telling her to explore the western hall, her eyes unblinking as she spied Kreia emerging from her room at the very same time. Her hand prickled with pins and needles once their gazes met. 

“You felt it, too?” Kreia asked from beneath her hood. Eden nodded.

“Can’t tell what, though,” Eden said, shaking her head. “Any ideas?”

Kreia shook her head as well, her mouth thinning to a line.

Eden found herself walking to the cargo hold and poking her head inside. She expected something within, her eyes drawn to the room’s inner edges as if awaiting some surprise guest slunk into one of its many corners. At first she smelled snow, sharp and crisp as she inhaled with caution, the harsh slap of arid air hitting her face. In her mind’s eye, she saw Revan - her face as perfectly preserved as Atris’ was, as if no time had passed - and then the moment was over, the room empty.

“Strange,” Eden muttered before meandering towards the garage, walking past a bemused Bao-Dur, ignoring his silent questioning as she walked past him and towards the yet unclaimed bunk on the other side of the garage. 

“Empty,” Kreia sighed. “And void of feeling.” 

Kreia stroked her chin as she examined the room alongside Eden, pausing at the center bed tucked into the wall as if there was something there she’d forgotten, only the bedroll that laid there was unmade and empty. 

“A bit too convenient,” Eden offered as her eyes scanned the room. 

There was nothing here just as there was nothing in the cargo bay, but the emptiness here felt different. The cargo bay felt as if it housed a secret, perhaps more. This room felt weighed down by something else, a lack made not in the absence of but in anticipating for. For a moment, Eden sensed what very much felt like velvet against her fingers, fabric thick and heavy. She blinked again and the feeling was gone.

“You sensed that, too?” Kreia asked. Her voice was low, her energy radiating a certain edge that Eden echoed in duplicate. 

“I did,” Eden nodded. “That’s the Force itself, right? Not someone manipulating one or the both of us?”

Kreia shook her head though smiled darkly.

“It is quite possible, though unlikely,” Kreia said, the words escaping her wrinkled lips with a slow ease like old honey draining from a pot. “Though given what I know of the Sith that hunt us, well-”

Kreia shuddered at the thought - truly shuddered - and Eden sensed her unease second-hand. No flashes or images accompanied the feeling, and while Eden wondered if this was by Kreia’s design she felt the sensation to be genuine. Or so she wanted to believe.

“Why unlikely? Nothing was stopping them at Nespis or Peragus.”

Kreia stilled, focusing her attention on Eden as her expression softened, not to one of warmth but to one of knowing. 

“Because it is too early,” Kreia answered. “It would be unwise of them to make another move, to strike again so soon after either incident, especially given our proximity to Telos. Unfortunately, they are smarter than that.”

Eden’s senses reached out for Telos again at the mention of it, recalling the ache and the echo that resonated with her on the station as well as the planet’s surface, and finding that both felt further away now yet somehow worse. 

“Further, I believe there was more at work then.” Kreia added, quietly now. Her voice lowered to a hush whisper, drawing Eden close before she continued. “I have a feeling that Peragus was a mistake, or perhaps a measure taken too quickly. They were not meant to pursue you, or at least I believe it would not have been wise to. It is very likely that my involvement played some part in that, along with your prolonged unconscious state. It would have been the ideal time to abscond you. I had not heard of the incident on Nespis when you first mentioned it on Citadel Station but I looked into the matter and it had indeed happened when I first began my ill-fated game of cat and mouse with these unfortunate three.”

Kreia’s voice trailed off as she tugged at the high collar of her robe now, lost in thought. 

“It is strange, truly, that the ship harboring you to Onderon, seemingly, would pick me up, unconscious,  in the depths of space, and that I alone would be the one to save you from the Harbinger ,” Kreia let out the ghost of a laugh at the thought. “But I believe this is all for a reason.”

She smiled, then. A wry smile but also a wrong one, as if Kreia were trying to convince Eden as much as she was trying to convince herself.

“There are far more secrets than we are now aware of that I can only trust will soon reveal themselves.”

Kreia had meant for this to sound reassuring, Eden was certain. She saw it on her face as well as through their connection in the Force, the sliver of a window shared with Eden’s mind open then as Kreia spoke the words. But Eden saw, she felt , something biting beneath. A lie meant for Eden’s assurance, and a bitter pill for Kreia she was unwilling but forced to swallow.

Eden nodded again, wondering just how much of her own inner thoughts and feelings were apparent to Kreia via their open channel. There had to be a way to test it, she was sure, though now was not the time. Now, her hands still felt lacking in the absence of the phantom velvet that brushed against her fingers when she walked into this room, her mind still swimming with suspicions about the cold of the cargo bay, suspiciously and unnervingly empty. There had been nothing there before, so why would she expect anything after…?

All she could do was sigh and nod again in somber response, the exhaustion finally overcoming her as she shouldered past Kreia and back to the main hold to collapse upon the couch and hopefully fall unconscious. Kreia parted ways with her once they came upon her designated bunk, Bao-Dur watching them with a furrowed brow all the while until they disappeared from view. And when Eden’s head hit the throw pillow on the lounge, she thought of Atris again, and errantly hoped that after falling asleep now, that she’d wake up back on Tatooine as Vale again, her only worries related to protocol shipments and moisture rigs, and that when she woke Atris would be dead and gone again.

If only she were so lucky.

 

Chapter 55: What Happened Before and What Happens Next

Notes:

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3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

It all happened so fast.

He’d forgotten what technology lay on the edges of space, right on Malachor’s doorstep. A remaining vestige of the Star Forge still hung in the dead moon’s orbit, an installation of Malak’s doing. It allowed any and all Star Forge-borne ships ease of passage from the edge of the Unknown Regions and into the throng of the known galaxy, significantly cutting down on the time it took to return to the Core Worlds. It was how Malak had amassed instantaneous forces at Taris in pursuit of Revan and threw the entire Republic off, unsure of where he’d even come from. And then again on Manaan, or so the story went. For a time, Malachor’s skeleton served only as a satellite for Malak’s usurped forces, but since the Star Forge’s destruction it was now the remaining Sith’s only hub. 

In what felt like minutes, Erebus and Vash returned to Onderon, its ship-littered orbit an unwelcome sight as tens of comms rang his radio, each of them requesting a docking code. 

Mellric had provided him with Colonel Tobin’s personal cipher, only to find General Vaklu himself on the other end.

I am afraid my emissary is indisposed at the moment so you might as well meet with me directly, the man ushered via comm, his face severe but oddly friendly. I will send the coordinates posthaste.

I look forward to meeting with you, Lord Erebus.

“Vaklu himself, hm?” Erebus muttered to Vash. She sat by his side for the duration of their journey back, her countenance looking fuller than it had on Malachor, the color returning to her face. He tried to memorize her - commit her visage to memory - as if suddenly realizing that he might otherwise forget.

“Something must not have gone according to plan,” Vash mused. “This might be a sign that Vaklu’s forces are desperate. He may need you more than he lets on, no matter what front he puts up.”

Erebus sighed as his ship dissolved among the many others awaiting clearance to the planet below, following Vaklu’s coordinates unseen. He glanced out at the sliver of space beyond, imagining Nihilus’ ghost ship among the fray, hovering over the living like an omen. 

“Tobin is usually the one to meet with others,” Vaklu greeted the moment Erebus exited his ship, Vash lashed once more at his side. “Forgive me if I am out of practice.”

The General was graying but gracious, bowing when Erebus knew the man needn’t have. But then he remembered his station, his faction, and the fact that Vaklu had likely met with Nihilus in some shape or form already and inhabited an air as close to his Master as he could muster.

“No need for apologies,” Erebus said with a curt nod. 

Vaklu was flanked by a squad of soldiers, each of them clad in ancient armor as they, too, bowed their heads in Erebus’ presence. The docking bay that met them was ornate and awe inspiring as it framed the soldier’s silver plate and mail, tinted ever-so-slightly blue, reflecting their shimmer as well as of the sky beyond as if it mirrored the heavens completely. The fortress was a work of art, and Erebus had a hard time looking away before tugging Vash along at his side as he approached Vaklu properly.

The man straightened and looked him in the eye. The faint glimmer of uncertainty glistened in his stare though it didn’t last long. This one’s strong, Erebus gleaned, the Force telling him as much. Vaklu wasn’t just about the talk, but the walk as well, his posture steeling as Erebus approached, straightening his pressed uniform as he measured Erebus up in return, the Force moving around him coldly. He’s truly willing to do whatever it takes.

“If you’d kindly walk this way,” General Vaklu beckoned as his soldiers parted like a sea at storm. 

Erebus followed, dragging Vash at his side, unsure of their ruse but proud of her performance despite it, prying his eyes from the vaulted ceilings and the ships abound. Onderon was a planet of many luxuries, history being one of them. Not much had changed here since Exar Kun altered the fate of this place, and yet also so much had. Erebus tried to imagine what it had all looked like back then, nearly fifty years ago, and he couldn’t help but wonder if Kun ever wandered these hallowed halls, too.

“You’re not the first of your kind to enter this fortress,” General Vaklu said eventually with a smirk, as if reading Erebus’ mind. Erebus nodded as he tried to betray no emotion, looking around at the fortress’ stone walls, its ancient history written into its very construction. Etched events lined the path Vaklu led him down, his soldiers’ footfalls echoing as if mimicking the troops that populated the panels beside him, a re-enactment in real time. “Though I half expected you to wear a mask.”

“I am not one for fabricated faces,” Erebus answered, turning to Vaklu again with a keen eye. “My Master has need of one for more practical reasons, but other than that it seems to be a matter of choice.”

“Is that so?” Vaklu asked, a true curiosity rising in his voice. “From Colonel Tobin’s reports, he claims that both Sith he spoke with wore masks so I assumed it was some sort of tradition. Then again, Exar Kun never wore a mask now did he?”

Erebus forced a hollow laugh despite the question forming at the base of his throat. 

“No, he did not,” he said, thinking of Kun’s silver eyes staring back at him from the mosaic gracing the Jedi temple walls of the now-destroyed Nespis VIII spaceport. “Tobin spoke with two Sith, you say. I know he’s conferred with my Master, Nihilus, but if you wouldn’t mind my asking about the other individual that he spoke with…?”

Who else would Nihilus send on such an important mission if not himself? Surely, Visas hadn’t been in his tutelage long enough for such a delicate mission. She was capable enough to spur enough faith to task her with tailing Eden, but even so the timelines didn’t make sense. The last Nihilus had spoken with anyone from Onderon, it had been before the destruction of Katarr.

“Oh it was some time ago,” Vaklu answered a little too quickly, his face growing red for an instant beneath his salt and pepper beard. Erebus read the Force around him, sensing unease but not of the fearful variety, likening it more to disappointment. “I believe the Colonel spoke with the enigmatic Darth Revan six months before the destruction of Taris. I was supposed to meet with Revan as well, but her ship was attacked and… well, the entire galaxy knows the rest.”

Darth Revan.

Erebus forced a polite smile. 

“That it does,” he muttered. Or so rumor has it.

“Now, Master Erebus, I do believe that your superior promised me warships should I ask for them. Do you think you could also provide me with more man power as well? Boots on the ground, I mean. I can give you the location of the old temple you seek, as was promised, but I want something tangible in return. With my cousin’s fierce loyalists, I’m afraid that while my forces will soon have the numbers to oppose her, we will be no match for their decades’ old devotion. Perhaps a show of… power . That might sway anyone still on the fence about who should rightfully rule Onderon.”

“Not a problem,” Erebus said with a breath, instantly thinking of his team on Malachor V, tasked with the boring job of maintaining the Trayus archives and amassing the very force Nihilus had already promised. “I can have ships here within the week, up front. And an entire fleet here within the standard month, all itching for action.”

“And nothing too… showy,” Vaklu specified as he finally led Erebus into a long room fitted with a single unadorned table flanked by two chairs. “With all the distaste following the Jedi Civil War, I would hate for that bitterness to spill over into Onderon’s own conflict.”

“Of course,” Erebus placated. “I assumed as much.”

Vaklu took a seat in the left-most chair and motioned towards the right one, beckoning that Erebus take it. Obliging, Erebus tugged the chain that connected him to Vash as if like a whip, the metal cracking in the air. Vaklu didn’t flinch and simply watched as Erebus settled beside him and Vash on the floor, propped on her knees and silent between them. 

“And that was all good and agreed upon,” Vaklu continued, snapping a finger. An attendant, not a soldier, appeared out of nowhere and procured two crystal glasses and a bottle of amber liquid, pouring a healthy serving into each before offering one glass to Vaklu and the other to Erebus respectively. “But there was something else I wished to request of you.”

Erebus’ fingers gripped the crystal with uncertain grace, extending his senses into its depths before taking a polite sniff. Not poisoned , Erebus thought. Though it would be both pointless and stupid for Vaklu to do so.

It must have been a different ploy of some kind, some other show of power. Vaklu knew Erebus would suspect poison, however anyone familiar with Force users would know that someone trained in its command also likely knew how to resist such toxins. Perhaps by simply implying the possibility, Vaklu sowed a seed of doubt in Erebus’ mind, unsure of where to watch his guard next if not his cup.

“What do you have in mind?” Erebus asked, his glass still held aloft. Vaklu cradled his drink, not taking a sip either as he watched Erebus from over the rim of his cup.

“A fleet would communicate very much a show of power, of course,” Vaklu started, gesturing his glass-laden hand as the amber liquid swirled about the crystal. “But what I really want is a show of power - Sith power.”

Erebus furrowed his brow, and in his periphery he sensed Vash’s questioning unease at his side, equally listening in to the General’s request just as eagerly and anxiously as he was. 

“And what sort of Sith power would that be?” Erebus asked, finally venturing a sip from his glass. The drink was delicious, some sort of dessert brandy he’d never sampled but similar enough to ones he’d tried to recognize the flavor profile. It was smooth and almost sensual as it laced its way down his tongue and throat, coating his words with a fuzzy warmth that made him feel more confident than he’d been upon entering this place.

“Rumor had it that the upstart Jedi Bastila Shan could influence armies through the Force,” Vaklu started, leaning in close, his eyes growing wide and sharp. He swirled his glass again but it was another long moment before the man took a sip, and when he did he drank long and deep, licking his lips after swallowing with tumultuous zeal. “I was hoping the same could be said of your lot. The loyalists, as I said, are impossible to win over, but with a little poking and prodding, well…”

Vaklu shrugged modestly despite the breadth of his request.

“I was hoping something along those lines might be on the table.”

With a flick of his wrist, and what Erebus assumed was the command of a remote or button of some kind, the wall behind them began to descend, slowly making way for a view Erebus was not prepared for. Behind the barrier was a window, the duraglass glinting with an orange-to-blue solar flare as the scene unfolded before his eyes. Vaklu watched on, unblinking, as Erebus soaked the scene in duplicate beside her, a vast valley opening up before them as if they stood at the precipice overlooking the ravine like gods.

“This remains one of the only fortresses my cousin has yet to usurp from me,” Vaklu whispered with a certain vitriol Erebus could nearly taste. Cousin echoed in the air between them, an inkling of a past shimmering before Erebus’ mind’s eye at the mention of it. Vaklu was a careful man but unknown in the ways of the Force, oblivious to how someone like Erebus might read his thoughts when left vulnerable enough. Erebus saw an entire childhood shared within the blink of an eye, the memory turning quickly to jealousy and anger, abhorrent disgust lacing Vaklu’s every thought in the aftermath before the man shook his head and the feeling was dismissed, the air still again. “Now is the time to make a stand. It may be my only chance, and yours as well.”

Erebus looked out at the expanse beside them, reveling in the majesty of it all. The twilight sky was littered with ships, almost as distant and bright as stars but unnaturally close, creating a strangely beautiful claustrophobia in its wake. The valley below remained untouched and awe inspiring, a raging river carving its way through the rock face, surrounded by dense forest on all sides. And above it all, Erebus spied the star that was actually the moon of Dxun hanging overhead, a green-tinted sentinel watching over the war with a dark eye, its energies unknown and ancient, steeped with the Dark Side in ways Erebus still yearned to explore. It glinted, ever-so-slightly, as if winking at him. He couldn’t help but think of Eden and the memories she had of the place, of the blood she spilled there. Of the things she found…

“I will see that it remains in your possession,” Erebus promised with an easy air. A quiet anger stirred him, soothing his ambitions and stoking the fire that sustained them. “I think I can manage something along the lines of which you speak, though it may require a few days’ time.”

Vaklu perked up at this, his eyes bright. 

“A few days?” he sputtered through a spirited smile, “You say that as if it is a lifetime. A few days is sooner than I’d hoped for.”

The man looked smug now, his men emotionless. Vash remained emotionless, too, playing her part beside them, her face sheathed by the loose locks of hair that came free from her bun, all the more to sell the part of the disheveled slave. Her eyes were cast downward, her head bowed, yet Erebus could feel her every nerve on edge, every bit of her listening and soaking this all in. 

I hope you’re on the same page as I am, Erebus willed through the Force in her direction as he painted a sinister smile on his face. For show. This is only worth it if we work together.

Only Erebus wasn’t just convincing Vash, but himself as well. He knew how he could appease Vaklu’s request, easily. Yet how he would actually go about doing it, well… that was a gamble he wasn’t sure he was willing to take. But he’d have to be.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

Everyone inside! Inside!

The yelling still echoed in Mission’s mind as she tried to sleep, the piercing screams ricocheting across the canyon as they returned to Khoonda the day before last, the scene still unfolding before her eyes as if it were still happening in real time. 

There’s plenty of room, just step inside. You’ll be safe.

But our farm!

The flames -

Everyone inside, please!

Everything gone -

Where’s my son? Have you seen my son? Where’s my son?!

You’ll be safe inside, just… please let us help you.

They’d returned from the fields of Dantooine to a mad rush, crowds of scared citizens and rattled farmers threatening to break down the very doors of Khoonda even if it only put more distance between them and the growing fires, deaf to the shaken though welcome invites of Khoonda’s usual staff to hurry within the estate’s formidable walls.

Asra had turned right back around once shepherding them all back, Darek emerging from the depths of the farmstead to join her as they rallied the rest of Zherron’s forces and disappeared into the night. 

They hadn’t known the depths of the attack then, or what it meant. And Mission still felt as if the old Matale estate might yet be breached. 

“I can’t do this, Z,” Mission grumbled against their now-shared bedroll, which was a nightmare in and of itself but a sacrifice they were willing to make in order to accommodate their many new roommates. “Sleep’s not for me.”

Big Z only grumbled in quiet agreement, having already given up and sat with his overly large legs hanging off the edge of the bed. 

Her body ached one and all, her head even more so. Somehow, part of her felt responsible for all of this. As if she hadn’t promised Glitch a jaunt beyond the compound's walls that none of this would have happened. But it was inevitable. It was bound to happen so long as Khoonda refused the Golden Company’s requests, so long as they held onto the only leverage they had to work with. 

To her relief, their room was empty for the moment. They now shared the space with six other inhabitants, most of Khoonda’s floorspace now home to dozens of displaced and disgruntled farmers. It was a little after morning, which meant that most of them were milling about downstairs requesting answers and some assured sense of protection from Khoonda only to be met with lofty promises - which was exactly the sort of chaos Azkul wanted to create. 

“Should we just call it quits and head downstairs?” Mission asked, though she already knew the answer. Zaalbar grumbled in response, not actually speaking Shyriiwook and instead merely grumbling for once. Mission grunted again and swung her legs off her side of the bed and slipped into her well-worn boots. 

A warm, all-eclipsing hand fell on her shoulder the moment she shrugged into her vest, Zaalbar silently requesting that their gazes meet. Mission obliged, her eyes wide as she met Big Z’s questing attention. He merely cocked his head, his question unspoken though understood in full.

“I’ll be fine,” Mission assured, at least comforted that none of it was a lie. “I do need sleep, that’s for sure, but I’ll just…” she threw her hands up in defeat, “I’ll have to try again later, I guess.”

It wasn’t a lie, but it also wasn’t all of it. Zaalbar remained steadfast on her shoulder, stopping her in her tracks. Mission merely slumped her shoulders.

“Of course I’m worried!” she said, sensing his next unuttered concern. “Aren’t we all? I just think it isn’t worth hemming and hawing over something that-”

She had a perfectly good and reasonable excuse poised on her tongue when she heard it - when they heard it. Big Z’s eyes went wide just as Mission’s did, an undeniable rumbling shaking the confines of their small room right down to their bones.

Another attack? 

Mission nearly leapt across the mattress to her blaster tucked into the chest at the foot of the bed and holstered it just as Big Z threw open the door to the hallway where a slew of other interlopers rushed into the corridor with the same curious panic. Mission ran without thought to the far end of the hall towards the window that led out to the yard only to release a sigh of utter and overdue relief as she came to a sputtering halt. 

“Thank the Maker,” she said before rushing downstairs, Big Z on her heels while the remainder of their new neighbors remained huddled at the window in a huddle of muttering confusion. 

Mission slammed her hand on Khoonda’s entrance panel and narrowed her eyes at the barrage of wind that met her once the doors opened fully. With a hand held up as a visor against her still-squinting vision, Mission and Big Z sidled into the yard as several Republic starfighers made a landing pad of the green expanse that was previously the estate’s well-manicured though still blaster-ridden lawn. She stood in calm anticipation as Zherron, the Administrator, and an already tsking Dillan approached as well. 

The jet closest to them was the first to descend its loading ramp, a familiar figure and face soon emerging from the dark of its cockpit. 

“About damn time,” Mission muttered to herself as Carth’s face emerged from the helmet he almost ceremoniously removed as he approached them. Even as Admiral, Carth wore a simple fighter pilot’s garb and the same scuffed up helmet he’d worn before any of his subsequent promotions. Mission couldn’t help but smile, a warring relief and apprehension overcoming her at the sight of her old friend. “‘Bout time you showed up, old man!”

Carth beamed at her in his usual self-effacing way, looking as if he’d rather be doing anything else other than this. But his stride stilled none as he met Mission on the grass and wrapped her in the most unusual and unexpected half-hug. 

“Should’ve been here sooner,” he said, pulling her closer as he looked out at the others gathered before them. “Sorry about that.”

Mission could only glance up at him and attempt to read his expression,  her brows furrowed, wondering just how much hurt he kept buried, and how many older aches emerged in its wake.

It wasn’t unlike how Griff might have embraced her in a half-hug when he was still in her life, which was often followed by a quick rub of his knuckles against her unwilling forehead, no doubt displacing her headdress in the process. While Carth did no such thing, there was an unspoken apology in the way he both pulled her close and then released her as if realizing his actions, both in response to his yet voiced fatherly affection for her (she guessed) as well as his lingering bitterness about how things ended with his own son, Dustil (which was also guessed, though Mission knew she was right, somehow).

“The Republic will make this right,” Carth said to her, and only her, as the others approached, his gaze fixed on Mission, his voice low. It felt like a secret, though Mission figured it was more-so a promise he was not yet confident enough to keep, so instead he confided it only in her. Before Mission could ask any further questions or gauge her own resulting feelings, Carth then wrapped Zayne in a running hug as the half-Jedi crossed the yard and clapped the man on the back.

“Good to see you again, Carth,” Zayne said with a half-smile. Mission almost forgot the two had known each other, two parts of her past colliding in a way that made total sense yet was entirely unanticipated. 

“Good to see you in one piece, Zayne,” Carth rejoined just as he pulled away and looked between them both. “Now, who’s going to catch me up to speed with what’s been going on?”

Mission and Zayne exchanged glances, silently fighting over who would be the one saddled with the obligation, before Administrator Adare joined them with an ever-annoyed Dillan at her heel.

“Admiral Onasi,” the woman greeted with a slight bow of the head and the air of somehow both polite repose and quiet criticism. “It is an honor to finally meet your acquaintance in the flesh.”

Carth looked puzzled, something that made Mission truly laugh to the point of having to turn around to hide her expression. When she spun back around, hand clamped over her misbehaving mouth, Carth looked almost purple in Adare’s wake. 

“I’ll fill you in,” Zayne said, taking Carth’s arm as he looked at Mission purposefully. “In fact, we both will.”

Zayne winked at her unbeknownst to Carth now being shepherded between them, and in response Mission rolled her eyes as she followed in their stead, walking clear past Adare and Dillan who looked on with utter confusion.

Mission wished Bastila were here if only to add to the mounting awkwardness building between all of them now, eager only to find even more ways to laugh at how the Jedi prodigy might react to it all. If Carth were the reluctant father she never had, then Bastila was the aloof older sister she’d never had the pleasure of annoying regardless of circumstance. 

Because the truth of it was that Mission wasn’t sure how they were going to make it out of this, and despite their dire odds it was at least better to have something to entertain herself with. Glancing at Zayne again, she could tell he felt the same way, and instantly knew this was going to be one hell of a day.

 


 

3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

“There’s more to this, I know it!” Erebus hissed as he paced his cockpit. “Kun, Revan, the pylons…”

It was strange to think that Exar Kun’s ghost may still wander the ancient halls of the fortress General Vaklu bid that Erebus stay in for the duration of their collaboration. As gracious as Erebus feigned in his acceptance of such an offer, he lied about needing to run an errand or two first before returning to his ship and taking off again. Only he didn’t go back to Malachor. In fact, he didn’t go anywhere. Instead, he remained on his cloaked ship, hanging in orbit along with the remainder of the city-sized blockade seeking entry to Onderon. 

“What’s all this about?” Vash asked quietly despite the fact that Erebus had more than spelled it out for her. 

He nearly gnawed on his thumb as he chewed on his nail, beckoning the answers to enter his brain as if he could simply will them into being. 

“Obviously, but I doubt wallowing in it will do much,” Vash offered. The woman was seated in the co-pilot’s chair, a chain still dangling from her neck. She looked so very tired. “I should perhaps recount my vision, commit it to words so we can best refer to its contents…”

Now it was Vash’s turn to wander off, the chain dangling on the floor behind her as she disappeared into Erebus’ cargo hold and eventually produced a datapad and stylus. Before even sitting down again, she was anxiously scribbling away, biting her bottom lip as she did so.

“You mean to tell me you haven’t recorded any of what you saw thus far?!” Erebus barked, for the first time feeling angry with her since his childhood, since he felt the dejection of having been passed on to another Master before eventually being left, forgotten, until Atris inevitably came along. “How can you act like you even remember what it is you saw in the first place?”

Vash ignored him, her hand writing wildly despite his outburst. 

“I have a good memory,” she murmured after a moment, her voice intent and her gaze even more so as she continued jotting thoughts down in a script Erebus hardly knew. It took a moment before he realized it was some sort of shorthand in Basic as well as some other language he only half-recognized, perhaps Vash’s native tongue. A question he realized he’d never asked. 

“Let’s hope so,” he resigned, finally depositing himself into his seat. Cradling his indignant chin in one hand, Erebus absently typed a command into the main console with his other. Within moments, the ship was cloaked again and set for take off. Though for where Erebus wasn’t sure.

“Are you sure about this?” Vash asked. She didn’t take her eyes off the datapad, nor did she pause in her writing. “Promising Vaklu something impossible without even asking for anything in return?”

Erebus shook his head even if he knew Vash couldn’t see him do so. 

“Not really,” he said as he typed the coordinates in for Malachor again, this time truly dreading the return. “But what other ideas do we have?”

Vash betrayed nothing, yet her silence spoke volumes. She did not protest. She did not argue. Whatever it was Erebus was planning, or formulating at least if he were being modest, it must have been what Vash had seen. Perhaps she was not privy to his exact plan and instead only aware of the aftermath of it. Either way she was complicit in her silence, condoning if not encouraging his actions with her wordless reply. 

But visions were not concrete. Visions were merely possibilities, a potential future only made possible should certain actions be taken. The Force was fickle that way, showing where only one fork in the road led instead of divulging the full course of both. The choice was still present though, even if one outcome was obvious over another, acting as a tempting path if only by virtue of being the one known versus the unknown. Erebus’ ambition had an affinity for the unknown even if his intuition had a predilection for the opposite. But wasn’t that the way of any living creature?

He could simply ask again and hope for an answer, but when Erebus looked at Vash again all he saw was a vault and a mask - a mask ridden with guilt and uncertainty, a death sentence for them both if there ever was one. 

“If you come up with any alternative ideas, you’ll let me know, will you?”

He asked this sarcastically, jokingly, darkly. Vash did not look up to meet his gaze and instead nodded absently as she continued scribing. 

Maybe she would, maybe she wouldn’t. Erebus searched the Force and came up empty, sensing only uncertain currents and nothing else that appeared at all new to him. For the briefest of moments, he thought he saw something. A ghost, perhaps. An echo of an image, tall and triangular, not unlike the pylons, but spectral and thin, transparent before his waking eyes, flickering momentarily then vanishing into nothing. Useless.

If he were at all like Sion, at all like Nihilus, perhaps he could glean more. But it was a gamble either way. Anything more than he’d already sacrificed to the depths of the Force would only put himself in danger of getting lost in the Dark Side’s abyss even further than he already was, treading water as his feet only grazed the bottom of the half-shallow pool, toeing the deep-end with a timidity even he was cognizant and somewhat ashamed of. And yet it was the only thing gripping him to the present, keeping his mind fresh and raw unlike Sion’s skin cured like meat meant to last more than just the winter, his hunger sated beyond Nihilus’ to the point that he wanted for nothing other than knowledge, his thirst quenched still by humanly means and not cosmic ones. 

Erebus was safe, for now, balanced on a knife’s edge. But should he falter… he didn’t even want to fathom what might happen then.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

“From what we can tell, the only damage done was to the farmsteads,” Asra said in the confines of the vault. “Crops decimated, land turned to cinder. This is more than just slash and burn agriculture, it would take months if not years for the folk here to recover.”

“Looks like they dropped acid on these parts,” Zherron explained further as he zoomed in on the images his men had acquired in the day since the attack. “This soil won’t recover quickly or at all unless it’s replaced entirely. This is no doubt an attempt to urge our hand.”

“Urge our hand to do what exactly?” Dillan demanded from Adare’s desk, indignant. “Is the Republic just supposed to drop ton after ton of dirt on us in the hopes of rekindling this place?”

The woman tsked and continued typing the meeting minutes at the console as if she weren’t speaking and as if the conversation unfolding around her were only happening in a holovid. 

“That’s exactly it, though,” Zayne said, shaking his head. “This is the Golden Company’s way of making these people desperate, and utterly dependent on you. Once they discover you can’t deliver, what’s to stop them from being lured to Azkul’s siren song?”

“He’s right,” Adare sighed. “They wish to utterly rob us of agency. They want to not only push us into a corner but have us up against a wall they know full well we have no way out of.”

“And even with the Republic’s help, what do they expect you to do?” Carth said, shaking his head. “I came here with firepower under the impression that you were under attack, and while you still are, the situation’s changed considerably and not in our favor.”

Mission didn’t miss Adare and Dillan both perking up sourly at Carth’s use of the word our though the man seemed not to notice, which made her laugh internally despite the direness of the present situation. 

“So what’s our next move,” Zherron muttered, all business. It wasn’t even a question and more a statement than anything. “We can’t just sit here.”

“But what if that is the best course of action?” Zayne proposed. “They’re bound to attack again anyway, right? If they don’t know we have Republic firepower on our side, then we can really hit them where it hurts when they least expect it. Bolster Khoonda’s defenses in the meanwhile and then prepare for a sneak attack.”

Mission nearly dissolved in the wake of second-hand embarrassment on the spot as she witnessed Zayne mime said sneak attack via hand movements alone like a child playing pretend on their lonesome while everyone else present simply pretended they hadn’t seen it.

“Perhaps,” Carth said, unblinking as he examined Zayne as if suddenly questioning his soundness of mind. “But who’s to say the Golden Company doesn’t already know we’re here?”

“Your fighters were cloaked before you entered the new shield generator Zherron’s men installed, yes?” Adare asked, to which Carth nodded. “It’s a slim chance, but… there is a possibility.”

“Okay, so we keep that in our back pocket, but I’d still hardly call that a game plan,” Carth shook his head. “It would be nice to have the element of surprise on our side but it might be wise to consider that a maybe and come up with something else in case that doesn’t work.”

“It’s only a matter of time until they demand something greater in exchange for what they’re truly after,” Adare continued. “And as much as I’d like to keep our stores intact in exchange for further Republic aid, I remain steadfast in that decision because I also know the danger these items pose in the hands of anyone else.”

“I would have to agree,” a new voice entered the fray. From the darker depths of the vault, spoke Master Vrook, a man both Mission and Carth had met here years ago and felt odd being in the presence of without Nevarra here - not because she’d been there the last time, but because Mission now knew what that very man had done to Nevarra’s mind. “It would not only be dangerous, but potentially cataclysmic. Whoever holds their contract now has an unnervingly intricate knowledge of not only both Jedi and Sith artifacts, but of technology and… a most concerning intimate familiarity with its recent, innate history.”

Mission wasn’t entirely sure why, but the hair on the back of her neck stood on end, and within the moment’s breadth of her half-realization, her eyes met Carth’s across the room, their minds undoubtedly retreating to their shared memory of Nevarra. This had to do with her, with Revan. She didn’t know how or why, but Mission knew that much. And for once Mission knew to keep her mouth shut and keep listening on before jumping to any conclusions, despite her itching inclinations to do otherwise.

“Any ideas as to who may be holding said contract, Master Vrook?” Adare asked, her voice hardly above that of a harsh whisper.

Vrook looked older than Mission remembered him to be - which wasn’t unusual in an of itself, seeing as it had been some years since they’d last met - but the man looked older than he had when he’d first appeared at the estate, his gaze steely then but cold now, distant. 

“Not a one,” he said. 

“The problem remains,” Zherron grumbled, crossing his arms. “What do we do?”

“As much as I’m one to fight for the little guy and all, would it be entirely improbable to evacuate the planet?” Asra asked, her face harrowed and gaunt, more than Mission was used to seeing it since she’d known the woman. Even Darek looked bleak by her side. 

“It’s not entirely outside of my power,” Carth offered with a shrug. “If we can secure their passage, ensure any ships in or out go unseen, I can wrangle some larger craft to ferry people out of here.”

Adare only shook her head. 

“They won’t want to leave,” she said. “And neither do I. This is our home. Jedi sanctuary or no, this planet is ours.”

Carth only shrugged again. 

“Hard to argue with that,” he sighed. “Though… the offer still stands, if you ever have need of it.”

Carth and Adare held their respective gazes across the space of the vault, unblinking, before Adare eventually offered the slightest of nods in quiet acknowledgement.

“But doesn’t the Republic have jurisdiction here?” Dillan piped up, annoyed as ever but right as always. “What the Golden Company is doing is illegal. Hells, it’s beyond illegal. It’s practically a declaration of war.”

“Why can’t the Republic just… I dunno… kick them out?” Mission found herself asking, though her voice was quiet, earnest, as she gently nudged Carth with her elbow. The man shot her a look that told her he wasn’t happy with his answer without even uttering a word.

“It’s… unfortunately complicated.”

Carth chewed his lip and turned away, as if he considered pacing before thinking the better of it. 

“I could submit a query, though,” he continued, turning around, though his gaze glazed over as he stared into the middle distance, absently biting at the back of his thumb in thought. “Granted that I have evidence.”

“Evidence of what?” Adare asked. 

“Evidence of every attack, of every demand. But also a catalog of what you have here, and what the mercs have already managed to amass,” Carth continued. “Can you do that?”

“Are you serious?! We can’t-” Dillan narrowed her eyes as she looked at Adare, awaiting some directive, instantly changing her tune the moment the woman shook her head and then nodded in quick succession, “Uhm, I mean… sure.

Dillan smiled as fake a smile as Mission ever saw one, but not because she thought the woman was lying. 

“I believe I cannot comply,” Vrook added.

The gaze of everyone in the room turned to him, though the man shrunk none beneath their shared stares. 

“Why not?” Zayne asked, taking a step forward. 

“Confidential.” 

“Confi-?” Zayne nearly seethed, reigning in his clear frustration with a measured breath. “What does that mean?”

“It means exactly what it sounds like,” Vrook replied. 

Mission spotted a vein pulsing in Zayne’s forehead, threatening to burst along with his patience.

“That doesn’t speak well of the Jedi. At least, not to me,” Zayne said with a sour smile posing as a polite one. “Sounds awfully… suspicious.”

Mission knew what this was about: the Jedi Covenant, the Council on Taris that took matters into its own hands and slaughtered each of their padawans in cold blood but only under the guise of their students’ good faith, eliminating every one of them in fear of a vision they each misinterpreted and never quite sought to set right, leaving Zayne to answer for their unspeakable crimes in the sake of what they called confidentiality. 

“Suspicious how?” Vrook was playing coy now, the room quickly turning against him as the mood quickly grew cold.

“The Jedi have an unfortunate history of only involving themselves when it’s advantageous,” Dillan said with a click of her tongue, still typing away. Mission laughed inwardly at the idea of Dillan committing the sudden frigidity of the room and its dour mood to her meeting notes. “Clearly, doing so would violate some well-kept secret or some such. Or not quite, seeing as the Golden Company have figured it out, apparently.”

Vrook actually seemed to bristle at this, his eyes widening slightly and gleaming in the fluorescent lighting of the estate’s vault. 

“I have every reason to believe that anyone might be out to eliminate the Jedi once and for all,” Vrook sighed, exasperated. “Not just for what happened at Katarr, but for what I witnessed in those ruins. It would be a mistake to betray that knowledge now, to anyone. Especially until I know more about the truth of who is behind this Golden Company contract."

“Be that as it may,” Adare said, her voice chilled and positively bitter. “But I am the one offering you sanctuary, Master Jedi. It would be best not to forget that.”

The meeting ended there, an unease settling over the room as if acting like a curtain call. Mission exchanged glances with Zayne and Carth before the two of them convened in another corner of the room while the others did the same and eventually filed out. 

“We should talk,” Carth said pointedly to the both of them. “ In private . I’d like to ask Bastila a few questions.”

Mission didn’t need to ask why Carth wished to do so, only nodding once and leading the two of them up to her room… only to realize that the space wasn’t exactly private enough and already host to their full cast of new roommates.

“Need a room?”

Glitch poked her head out from her own door across the hall, her hair a mess as usual but a welcome sight along with her soft-spoken invitation.

Do we ever,” Mission sighed with relief and ushered Zayne and Carth into the space. “Thanks.”

Glitch only smiled, absently kicking away some electrical equipment out of the way to make room for both Carth and Zayne to enter alongside her. Zayne nodded at Glitch in quiet greeting as Carth eyed the room and then Zayne and Mission in turn with a furrowed brow, awaiting both an introduction and an explanation. 

“Carth, this is our friend Glitch,” Mission introduced, before realizing they had company. “And Orex.”

Orex stood sentinel in the corner of the room, his eyes fixed on the door and his arms crossed, as if he’d heard oracle of their imminent arrival. “Friends of Vale - er, I mean, General Valen.

Carth’s expression relaxed somewhat, though his interest clearly piqued. 

“Is that so?” he asked as he crossed the threshold and shook Orex’s hand. “Admiral Onasi, pleasure to make your acquaintance.”

“Orex Antares, former Republic Scout,” the man grunted, though there was some respect and reverence in his voice.

“Scout, huh,” Carth said. “Speaking of scout, anyone heard from Mical?”

“Not lately, though you’ll likely want to speak with him, too, especially after what Master Vrook so graciously revealed to us,” Zayne said with utter disdain and absolute suspicion. “Last I spoke with him, he said he found something rather… untoward about the Jedi.”

Carth only nodded, piecing the puzzle together. 

“So that’s the reason for your, uh, outburst,” Carth said. “Other than, y’know, the usual.”

“Exactly,” Zayne said.

Carth only nodded in response, knowing that further elaboration would come later before turning back to Orex.

“So you know General Valen, huh?”

Knew her, would be more accurate,” Orex said. “Though I did recently remake her acquaintance.”

Carth nodded as if he understood this difference, but didn’t question it.

“I’ve been meaning to speak with her,” Carth said. “About a few things, actually-”

“Hey, I’ve got a secure channel if you need it,” Glitch interrupted. “Who did you need to contact?”

Mission didn’t need to ask how Glitch knew, but instead wondered back to how many times Glitch was instead privy to the conversation she was absorbing without saying as much.

“Can I just… get in here for a sec?” Carth asked, timidly approaching Glitch’s console with raised hands as if in surrender. Glitch smiled and nodded, the most animated Mission had ever seen her. Odd, she thought, mentally noting to ask her about it later. 

With their backs turned, Carth input his clandestine code and stood back once the comms call went through, awaiting Bastila to pick up on the other end. At first, Mission feared the woman might never answer, yet just as she turned to the others in anticipated defeat, Bastila’s harrowed voice met theirs in the other end, though not her face.

“What is it, Carth?” she asked.

Mission, Zayne, and Carth all locked eyes, their gazes wide and worried. 

“Are… are you okay, Bast?” Mission asked, almost unbidden, the concern rising inside her and involuntarily willing itself out.

“As okay as I can be for the moment,” Bastila answered. “It will pass.”

It will pass?

Mission’s eyes honed in on Zayne alone. Being the resident Jedi, or at least more than any of the rest of them were, she was hoping his answering expression might betray something other than abject worry. But no such reassurance met Mission’s searching gaze. Zayne’s eyes instead mirrored her inner anxiety to a degree she wasn’t comfortable with. 

“I take it you’ve made it to Dantooine?” Bastila continued, despite knowing the answer. 

Carth glanced at Mission, more worried than she’d ever seen him before he said, “I have, and Master Vrook said something awfully concerning to us earlier about what the Jedi might be hiding here, said that what the Golden Company did to him gave him reason not to trust it with any of us.”

Silence.

Mission yearned to read Bastila’s face, to see how she was reacting to all of this. It wasn’t much, but she could imagine the usual Bastila rolling her eyes and crossing her arms, growing more and more severe by the moment. But all Mission could imagine now was a withdrawn version of the woman she once knew to be so confident, so composed, even in the face of absolute uncertainty. Something about Bastila’s voice, her silence, her decision to remain cloaked, it all left Mission feeling shaken and unsettled.

“Any idea what that might be?” Carth ventured again, this time scrunching up his face and closing his eyes as if bracing for impact, entirely expecting Bastila to ignore him or shut the question down as easily as Vrook had.

“Easy,” she said instead. Everyone in the room perked up at this, their attention on utter alert. “What we did to Revan.”

Not Nevarra. To Revan.

A shiver ran through her at the thought of it. Mission locked eyes with Zayne and without speaking, Zayne mouthed Mical. The man had revealed as much the other day, his faith in the Jedi utterly shaken. 

“Now why would a mercenary company be interested in that information, exactly?” Carth continued, his every nerve on edge. Mission watched as a vein pulsed in Carth’s neck.

“Because we did not merely erase her memory,” Bastila uttered deadpan, almost lifeless. “We erased her entire grasp on the Force.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk
Eden

Telos’ ache was beginning to subside now. Not because it was healing, but because Eden was actively pushing the gravitational pull of its perpetual loss from her mind, willing the Force to quiet itself for the moment. She was only briefly successful.

“We’re in orbit now,” Atton said casually, casting a glance her way before thinking the better of it, turning just as Eden noticed him. “Should we let Habat know? Or do you have some other sorta arrangement with the guy?”

Atton leaned back in the pilot’s chair looking more at home there than he did practically anywhere else. At least as far as she’d seen. He’d even looked a little too comfortable there when he heeded Eden’s directive to fire on the asteroids back in what was now the mass grave of Peragus, and not the first grave blessed on her orders. Atton fought in the war, right? She thought absently as she ignored his question. Did he say which one? Or was that only what he asked me?

The memory of their meeting grew hazy in her mind as she reconciled past and present, the Force and her recollection of it still too loud for her liking. 

“His ship should be hovering somewhere near here ,” Eden finally mustered, pulling out a datapad from her belt. She blinked rapidly as she searched her saved messages, as if she were only now realizing she could not read. After a lapse and a quick existential panic, Eden regained her composure - as well as the ability to read, her mind malfunctioning on undoubted overload - and found the message before handing Atton the device. 

His eyes were on her as he cautiously took possession of the tablet, furrowing what looked like a worried brow in her direction though he did not utter a word. After a moment Atton tore his gaze away from her and glanced down, nodded once, and handed the datapad back to her. 

“Got it,” he muttered, making the necessary adjustments. 

After a few seconds, Telos began to rotate beneath them as the Ebon Hawk veered away from the white-capped part of the planet to the more decrepit looking farside, the metallic swath of Citadel Station glittering above it. Here there were a slew of cargo ships also waiting in orbit along with a few satellites taking up residence nearby like makeshift moons.

“I take it it’s one of these bad boys?” Atton asked again as he gestured towards the cluster of space stations, though this time Eden had to stifle a pained laugh. Atton looked at her but with a masked smile he shrugged around even if he knew exactly what she was laughing about. Seeing her smile seemed to have done the trick though, because as soon as he saw her, Atton turned back around and proceeded to not ask another question. “How about you make good on that house call and let that friendly neighborhood slug of yours know we’re here.”

Eden didn’t know what to make of it: of Atton clearly sensing her poor mood as well as his earnest though laughable attempt to wring her out of it. Maybe it wasn’t a mistake letting him tag along after all. She made a show of sighing and retreating to the communications room, hiding a smile of her own as Atton glanced back at her as she finally left. Part of her wanted to stay behind and make a home of the co-pilot’s chair, but she knew this needed to be done. She wouldn’t rest until she did. 

After punching in her rearranged code to Habat, Atton called a faint affirmative from the other room, followed by a “We’ll be docked in a minute or two, you can leave whenever you’re ready.”

Whenever you’re ready, Eden echoed in her mind with an audible tsk . If only Chodo Habat had the luxury of waiting for a thousand years.

It had felt like at least that long since Malachor, since facing the Jedi Council and leaving the Core Worlds all together. At this point it might as well have been another life, a bad dream merely haunting the waking life of the one she built in its aftermath. But Eden knew better. The only thing separating the past from the present had been her own mind. A savior and a liar both. 

She paused at the break in the hall. Eden had half a mind to venture right to Kreia’s quarters and let her know she’d be back soon, but then she thought the better of it. The woman would only question her decision to meet with Habat again, thinking his gift a failure of some kind. But if Eden were being honest with herself she knew it was more than that. It was like feeling pain and resisting treatment despite there being an easy solution within her grasp. It was both a metaphor and the truth, and if she stood any chance of facing down the Sith that hunted her then she wanted to be of both sound mind and body. Whether Chodo Habat could grant her that was another matter entirely, but it wouldn’t hurt to try. 

Not to mention Eden still had a few lingering questions for Kreia, mostly relating to her insistence that they remain on Telos in the first place, wondering exactly how much the old woman knew…

Shaking the idea of Kreia from her mind, Eden cut through the common area clear across the ship to the garage, where she found Bao-Dur just as she expected to find him: hunched over the workbench as if the thing had always been his and he was only just finally aboard to claim its use. 

“Need something, General?” he asked. 

His voice was quiet, low, and contemplative - just as it was in her memory, his vocabulary uncomfortably familiar as well. Eden shifted her weight from foot to foot before finally deciding on her right and leaning in the doorway as Bao-Dur’s bobble of a droid bounced in the air between them.

“As glad as I am to see you alive, I’d really appreciate it if you stopped calling me that,” Eden admitted in a quiet voice. 

“My apologies,” Bao-Dur replied instantly, miming surrender even though he didn’t stop what he was doing - which appeared to be assessing the workbench apparently. “No offense meant.”

His words were slow, calculated. This was just as difficult for him as it was for her. 

“I’m not offended,” Eden ceded, feeling guilty now. Or at least more than usual. “It’s just… I’d rather you call me Eden, is all.”

“Alright, Eden,” Bao-Dur said, testing the waters. He paused this time, affording her a glance as the sound of her name echoed in the garage around them. “Was there something you wanted to talk about?”

Now he was being avoidant. Of course there was something she wanted to talk about. Fate and coincidence being merely two of them. But instead she only brought up the matter at hand. 

“I haven’t forgotten about my promise to Habat,” she said, crossing her arms as she suddenly felt frigid. A shiver ran through her as she adjusted to the cold of space but also reconciled with her mind’s own uncomfortable machinations. “You’re free to come with me, of course. Both to see him as well as to stay aboard, if you’d like. I know the Restoration Project means a lot to you, and if you want to stay and-”

“No,” Bao-Dur interrupted her, standing up straight as he looked her in the eye. The light of the garage haloed his pale horns and darkened the clay-colored pallor of his face, the lines in his skin looking as pronounced as if they were painted on. “My work here ended the moment I lost control of that station, and as much as I would like to put things to rights, I-”

Bao-Dur paused, as if choked by his own thoughts before he spoke them. He blinked, nodding to himself as he pushed onward in a valiant attempt to continue.

“As much as I ought to put things to rights, I feel it is no longer my place. I would prefer to join you, beyond Telos, solve whatever this nonsense is. You know how much I love fixing things.”

Bao-Dur smirked, a small smile overcoming his face in a way that Eden also remembered - the proud and sometimes quietly cheeky engineer she’d once known him to be still alive and in the flesh. 

“I don’t know why, but I have a feeling I can do more good at your side, face some other wrongs that need righting.” Bao-Dur’s expression grew solemn, serious, and without words Eden instantly knew what he meant. “That is, if you’ll have me.”

His gold irises glinted as he looked her dead in the eye, unblinking. As sure of himself as he had been that fateful day nine years ago. 

Eden could only half-shrug with what she hoped came across as casual acceptance despite the echo of the ache they created threatening to swallow her whole. 

“Sure, fine by me.”

Eden only wanted it to seem casual because she knew she couldn’t handle it if it was solemn. She couldn’t take another oath, shouldering another sworn promise of fealty she had no way of knowing she could honor with anything other than death. Her life as a Jedi felt like a lifetime ago, and yet the feeling that things never changed still gnawed at her like a caged beast clawing from within her ribs, eager to be free. Though free to do what , Eden had no idea.

“I would still like to accompany you, though, to see Habatm” Bao-Dur continued after nodding in quiet acknowledgement of her acceptance. “I have… a few words I wish to share with him.”

“Of course,” Eden said, unsure of how else to answer or if she should elaborate.

“It’s funny,” Bao-Dur continued after a beat with a somber smile. “I thought I was done with all this.”

Eden stilled. She didn’t have to ask what he meant. She already knew. A chill ran through her at the realization as Bao-Dur absently brushed nonexistent dust from the workbench and watched it intently.

“But after what happened at that outpost…”

Bao-Dur sucked in a breath and mimed punching the bench in slow-motion, the reflection of his bionic arm glittering against its metallic surface as if it were reflecting ripples of water.

“I carried the weight of it for years,” Eden found herself admitting, her voice breaking. Bao-Dur paused and looked up at her, his eyes pleading. “And yet… it feels awful to say, but I hadn’t actually thought about that day until-”

She caught herself, her eyes welling up as bile rose in her throat. Eden blinked and swallowed, the feeling gone, thought the sentiment still steeped.

Eden thought of the crystals in the Dune Sea and her escape from Tatooine, the mess that was Nespis and then the nightmare of Peragus to follow. 

Do it , she’d urged Atton as she eyed the stray asteroids that trailed the Ebon Hawk , not knowing how obliterating Peragus might disrupt the entire sector. Only when she’d said the same to Bao-Dur years earlier as they overlooked the decimation of the moon of Malachor V she had known it meant unavoidable and utter annihilation. 

As you say, General . Bao-Dur’s words echoed in her mind as he’d called her General only moments before. He looked at her now as if he understood her internal connecting of the dots, the memories aligning into a single trail of thought like a kaleidoscope falling into the shape of some recognizable pattern. 

“History has an unfortunate way of repeating itself,” Bao-Dur added. “Which is exactly why I wish to join you. I aim to stop that from ever happening again, and I have a feeling you wish the very same.”

At this, he lowered his head, not in deference but in unspoken understanding. Eden mirrored the gesture and closed her eyes, soaking in the moment. 

Only…

She saw it then, in her mind’s eye. Malachor V. Not as if in a memory, as she so often did. No. This was in real-time, the present day. Through her brother’s eyes, the port of his ship familiar to her in the vision as he watched the diminutive thing disappear as he jumped to hyperspace, the white-blue of lightspeed preceding her opening her eyes again and adjusting to the light of the Ebon Hawk’s garage. And then, for the briefest of moments, Eden saw that damned door again, dark and imposing against her vision like a stubborn sunspot. After a few determined blinks, the vision was gone, though the unease remained.

“C’mon then,” Eden sighed, finally shoving off from the doorway to the ramp beyond the workbench. “Let’s not keep Habat waiting.”

Bao-Dur didn’t say as much, but the way he nodded in silent agreement made Eden think he knew what she was thinking, if not exactly but at least the gist of it. It was strange to see him again, she had to admit. Of all the people from her past, he was perhaps the very last person she might have expected to ever see again. Then again, she’d thought the same of Benok. And Orex. It was only a matter of time. 

“Let’s,” he said, falling into step beside her, his droid bobbing along beside them with a cheerful chirp. It was almost like a joke, but a welcome one, like the dumb quip Atton had slung at her earlier. Whatever it’s intention, it made her smile. And for now, that was enough. 

Notes:

Apologies for the delay. Aside from my obvious *ahem* distraction that was Baldur's Gate 3 (and a very specific wizard, let's be real here), I was hard at work rereading everything I'd already written for this project and both reacquainting myself with what plot I had and had not already divulged (because that grows more and more difficult to parse out without specific notes the more I write of this and I inevitably lose track of what I have and have not yet divulged) as well as diligently plotting out the next ten or so chapters of this massive project. I have the sneaking suspicion that this fic will never be finished... but I will finish it, rest assured. That being said, eternal love for all who have ever endeavored to keep up with this dumb little ('little' lmao) idea of mine whether you've abandoned ship or still stand before the mast - I salute you. This chapter likely needs another round of edits, but as always: nothing like posting late at night to endear me to reread and edit again in the morning! Cheers <3

Chapter 56: A Mercy and a Memory

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Carth

 

“We erased her entire grasp on the Force.”

The room fell silent. Bastila’s words hung in the air like an omen, and Carth did not like the dark look that overtook Mission’s face at the revelation, mirroring his own inner dread, nor the way his stomach dropped at the sound of it.

He’d accused Nevarra of lying. From the very beginning, and again later, and even when they’d reconciled and he’d buried his biased demons and endeavored to trust her, there was still a twinge of doubt beneath it all, especially after she left without a word, an errant what if that felt sick and sour at the core of him now. 

“Her entire grasp on the Force… What d’you mean by that?” he asked, his words coming out faster than he could think them.

Revan might have deserved suspicion, but Nevarra had not. She was just as lost as he was in the sea of events that swallowed them both whole and refused to let go, only now Carth knew there was never any reason to distrust her, at least for any reason within her tenuous control. 

“We…” Bastila began before taking a deep breath, finding the right words. “We untethered her mind and memories from the Force completely, altering her brain in a way I do not think we were prepared to deal with the aftermath of.”

Carth, Zayne, and Mission simply exchanged looks, each of their eyes narrowed as Bastila sighed before continuing on.

“It’s not all that uncommon, as far as the history of the Jedi goes,” Bastila said, almost pleading. “The same was done to Ulic Qel-Droma upon his exile. It was seen as a mercy, usually, a fate alternative to death, since killing is not the Jedi way when not necessitated otherwise.”

“Why do I have the feeling that this particular case wasn’t a mercy?” Carth asked despite already knowing the answer.

He thought of Nevarra, wide-eyed and worried in that rundown apartment on Taris, trying not to betray her own inner uncertainty as he’d drilled her for detail after detail, never satisfied with any answers she had to offer, defiant despite her shared skepticism, her mind likely unspooling in ways she wouldn’t want revealed to anyone, let alone someone as unrelentingly wary as Carth had been.

Only static replied at first, before Bastila sputtered, almost choking, eventually admitting, “Because it wasn’t.”

Carth swallowed.

“Severing someone from the Force is…” Bastila sucked in a breath, “An incredibly painful process. Mentally, physically, spiritually…”

An unspoken ache echoed in her voice, Bastila’s own pain palpable in the retelling. 

“What I have undertaken of my own volition is but a fragment of what others experience, even when done the old way.”

“The old way?” Zayne repeated, cocking his head as he crossed his arms.

“Indeed,” Bastila replied, her voice soft, hardly above a whisper. “The method used to rid Qel-Droma of the Force was one used for generations, more of a quieting than a complete severance. The ability to sense, to utilize the Force in any meaningful way is blocked mentally. It still provided its own brand of spiritual and emotional frustration as a result, but Qel-Droma had complete recollection of what it was like to use the Force, and should he regain his sense of it again, his use of it would be much the same, presumably. This is why Vima Sunrider was able to study the Force under his tutelage, and how he was able to eventually heal his connection to the Force and its fabric, becoming one with it again before his passing. Or so the story goes…”

An undercurrent of doubt ran through Bastila’s statement and Carth couldn’t help but hold Mission’s gaze, disbelief coloring both their faces at the sound of the woman’s voice - so timid, so unsure, and so very unlike herself.

“So how did the method used to alter, er, Revan’s mind come to be?” Carth asked, choking on the name Revan because his mind still wanted to default to Nevarra, yearning to taste the sound of her name, the one he knew first and the one he knew her by still. It was not lost on him that Revan was buried in the syllables of Nevarra. Nevarra, arraven, raven, Revan…

What else was hidden in plain sight?

“Another story I’m sure you will not easily find in the archive, but an important one nonetheless, given what you’ve told me about the Golden Company,” Bastila answered, heaving another heavy sigh. “Have you ever heard of the Mandalorian doctor called Demagol?”

Zayne perked up at this, his eyes wide and wild as soon as the name registered.

“I ferried that bastard aboard my ship,” he said, seething, “He was masquerading as another Mandalorian, Rholan Dyre, but he was only using me to track Jarael, who he was conducting experiments in the Force on along with-”

“With Darth Malak,” Bastila finished for him.

Zayne’s mouth opened as if he were about to speak again, to counter the name Bastila dropped, but instead thought the better of it. His eyes met Carth’s questing stare, the man’s name clear in their unspoken gaze - Alek. They had both been acquainted with the Jedi Knight once, and judging by the look on Zayne’s face, Zayne had just as difficult a time reconciling that charming man with the monster he became.

“Just prior to Revan formally entering the fray of the Mandalorian War, Malak was abducted by a Mandalorian doctor seeking to study Jedi, or more specifically, those who were sensitive to the Force and the source of their powers. According to our intel, this was perhaps in an attempt to handicap Revan’s entire opposing legion. Though she had not yet formally joined the war effort, there was no question that she posed the strongest threat to the Mandalorians at that time, and according to what we learned from Malak’s testimony, Demagol sought to not only find the source of the Force within individuals sensitive to it but also to silence the Force within them in any capacity, whether that be temporary or permanent.”

Zayne’s gaze steadied on Carth’s still, his eyes wide, an unspoken question lacing his stare. Carth nodded, silently affirming that whatever Zayne had to say they could discuss it later. Anxiety coursed through him tenfold as he awaited Bastila’s next words, conjuring an image of Nevarra’s memory, her smiling face at the back of his mind as if a totem against the ill feeling welling at the base of his stomach. 

“Malak’s deposition confirmed that the Mandalorians were close to uncovering the former, though it was only with a Jedi’s expertise that we were able to accomplish the latter. From what we could tell, at least. Revan was our one and only test subject. What we did to her was seen as a mercy because unlike Qel-Droma, Revan would have not only no memory of the Force but no recollection of her life before, save for her mental tether to me, allowing us to cherry-pick memories as we saw fit.”

Bastila sounded as if she were about to be sick, but she persisted. 

“It was more than what we felt she deserved, given all that she’d done.”

“But you gave her a fresh start,” Carth said, his eyes staring into the middle distance as he recalled Nevarra reconciling her many unmatched memories within the confines of both the Ebon Hawk as well as the apartment they eventually shared on Coruscant, her eyes empty but haunted, searching for something without knowing exactly what it was she was looking for. 

“What we thought was a fresh start, yes,” Bastila said. “Though not because she deserved it, but because it served us.”

Bastila sucked in another breath.

“We never expected her to remember that much, eventually or at all,” she said, “But it taught us a lot that she did.”

“So, none of it was expected?” Zayne asked. 

“No, none of it,” Bastila replied. “Though I would not call it a miracle that she did by any stretch, only a failing of our collective Jedi imagination, not to mention our understanding of the Force.”

Our. Carth tried to imagine Bastila’s face as she revealed all of this, her guilt mingling with the Jedi at large as if she’d had any real say in all of what happened. She’d been in on it, yes, and while Carth wasn’t there when it happened, he knew simply from his time on Dantooine before that Bastila was a Jedi tool as much as Nevarra was, not a conspirator - despite her words betraying otherwise.

“Malak made me experience it in full, after he captured me aboard on the Leviathan,” she said after a moment, the pain radiating through her utterance of every word now, slow and harrowed. “Even as he hunted Revan down, all he wanted me to experience was the pain, the disorientation, the utter loss of the Force as they both felt it, he at the hands of Demagol, and Revan at the hands of the Jedi.” 

Carth recalled Nevarra’s many sleepless nights, even from the beginning. She’d so often shuddered awake on Taris, her eyes wild and searching in the aftermath of a nightmare she could not explain. Carth had been there to soothe her even before he’d grown soft towards her every intonation, her every ache, housing her loss as if it were his own in an attempt to forget his own tragedy. 

“A limb severed without any memory of having had it is worse than the loss of one recalled only because the mind truly does not forget. It knows something is missing, but it does not know what or why, unable to reconcile the empty motions, an eternal, insatiable lack,” Bastila said finally, her voice utterly defeated in the stating of it. “What confounds me still, though, is how he wanted me to sympathize with her, with Revan, as well as himself, when the only reason we were even able to do what we did to her is because Malak attacked her first, leaving her for dead. But I supposed that is the reason Master Vrook is keeping this so close to his chest. It sounds personal.”

Silence hung heavy in the room. No one looked at each other, each of them steeped in thought as well as memory.

Alek was the one thing Nevarra never spoke of. Malak, they’d spoken of plenty, but Nevarra had still been parsing out her past with who she knew to have once been her best friend before abandoning him at the end of the universe. Carth wanted to think that they would have discussed it eventually, just as they’d eventually discussed Morgana and the grief Carth still harbored in the wake of the loss that was his first family. Destroyed by the very war Revan started, the one Nevarra ended.

“There are so many tethers, so many pieces. I can’t-” Bastila said before cutting herself off. 

“I know you think you’re safer in hiding, Bast, but I think you should-” Mission began.

“Trust me, I’ve considered every option, every angle,” Bastila interrupted, “I know I was ready to aid you just a week ago, but after much consideration I’ve determined that this is the safest option for everyone. And besides everything I’ve yet explained, I would like to search inward and study this feeling, to attune myself to life without the Force. I fear it will be necessary that I do. And as we have seen, a gathering of Jedi only garners more unwanted attention.”

“And more danger,” Zayne added. “If the Golden Company gets their hands on any other Jedi, or anyone even remotely Force sensitive, we can assume they’ll be tortured and experimented on as Master Vrook was. Which leads me to my next question: who do you think is behind this? How would the Golden Company know this intel even exists? And if the Mandalorians are all gone, then who else would seek to eradicate the Jedi and all Force sensitives the way they had?”

“Other than the Sith I saw heading for Onderon with my own eyes?” Carth asked, thinking back to the ghost ship careening past the Sojourn as he’d exited hyperspace what felt both like an eon and a minute ago.

Mission and Zayne exchanged glances, their gazes lingering before their eyes both fell on Carth in uncertain unison before again looking away.

“What?” Carth asked. “What am I missing?”

“We told you both about him,” Mission began quietly, her gaze falling on everything and anything that wasn’t Carth within the confines of Glitch’s room. “That Sith? Erebus?”

“Who’s now conveniently gone missing with the one other Jedi you trusted?” Carth huffed. “Yeah, I remember that.”

Carth half-expected Bastila to join in his outrage as she had the last time they’d discussed it, but instead there was only quiet musing from her end of the comm. Carth glanced at the device, still almost expecting to see her face displayed from its circular base.

“Of all the Jedi that remain, as far as I am aware, Master Lonna Vash is one of the few I would have put my utmost faith in,” Bastila mused, her voice low. “If she had reason to trust this man, then I would be inclined to believe her, were it not for the manner of her disappearance, but still…”

“Still what?” Carth asked, impatience rising in him like bile.

“If this Sith was equally interested in what the Golden Company was up to, as well as who had fronted the money, then I would stake my claim on someone other than the Sith hunting down Jedi as well, which throws into question a number of other disappearances and strange goings on.”

“What are you saying, Bastila?” Carth demanded, his chest tightening as the questions mounted. 

“I don’t think there is a single culprit here, but perhaps many,” Bastila said eventually in a rushed breath, her voice quiet, and oh so tired. “I’ll reach out to you if I find anything of note.”

And with that, she signed off. 

The room felt emptier without her voice, however despondent. Carth wondered to what degree Bastila felt that pain now, that existential anguish in the absence of the Force, and if it was anything as grueling as those first nights Nevarra spent uncomfortably by Carth’s bedside in that abandoned apartment on Taris, hardly friends then and unwilling acquaintances if anything, yearning for an anchor to anything, anyone, even someone as prickly as Carth.

“This just keeps getting worse and worse,” Orex muttered, announcing his presence as he re-emerged into the light of the room. Glitch sat huddled on the bed beside him, fiddling with a device that seemed familiar though Carth had no name for. “But par the course I guess.”

“What do you mean by that?” Mission asked. 

“Those things we found on Tatooine, and on Dxun, they seemed to feed off the Force, or at least something like it,” he muttered. Orex glanced at the door, and nodded his head in its direction, as if indicating the vault beyond Glitch’s room where the artifacts were housed now. “And those things we found in that farmstead, all the same.”

“I felt it, too,” Glitch said, her voice soft. “Though… I can’t quite describe it. Like a black hole, maybe.”

“General Valen was cut off from the Force, too,” Orex continued. “I’m no Jedi, but I could feel the difference. She had this sort of… I dunno, magnetic pull, during the war. It was easy to trust her, to want to be around her, to keep going knowing she was nearby, that she had our backs. But when I met her again on Tatooine…”

Orex shook his head.

“It was like meeting a ghost.”

“Sounds awfully similar to what they used to say about Bast, huh Carth?” Mission asked. “Her battle contemplation? Or whatever it was?”

“Battle meditation,” Carth mused, correcting her as the thoughts fit into place. “And you’re right. It was the entire reason the Republic ferried her aboard the Endar Spire. She was crucial to the Jedi offensive.”

“Which is strange, given the things I’ve heard Master Vrook say about General Valen,” Zayne added in a low tone. “From the sounds of it, the Jedi didn’t trust General Valen’s Force bond ability, so why would they wholeheartedly back Bastila’s?”

“You haven’t met Eden, have you?” Orex asked, his brow lowering. Zayne shook his head. “She didn’t talk about it much, but from what I gather, perhaps Bastila was revered because she could be controlled. Eden’s nickname on the field was spitfire, and she was called that for a reason. But one we all ignored, at least those of us that fought under her banner.”

“Not the first time the Jedi shunned something they didn’t entirely understand only for it to end up biting them in the ass,” Zayne exhaled. “I’m an example of that, but it sounds like they learned their lesson with Eden and found a way to use Bastila to their advantage. No wonder the woman sounds so conflicted.”

“Lots of running themes here, and none of them I’m a fan of,” Carth added. “What is it you wanted to talk about before though, Zayne? When Bastila was talking about Malak.”

“Oh, right,” Zayne said, his face darkening. “Demagol. You were there, remember?”

“I was?”

The past came back to him in a hurried rush of images and feelings, the events still a mess as Carth tried to read Zayne’s expression.

Rohlan Dyre,” Carth echoed, relaying Zayne’s earlier story. “That was Demagol beneath the armor?”

Zayne nodded. The events were still cloudy, Carth’s head too full of both past and present to make much sense of it all now. 

“Darek knew the real Rohlan Dyre, y’know, at least before the man deserted the Mandalorian cause,” Orex said. “Not sure what happened to him, but I assume this Demagol had something to do with it?”

“Yes and no,” Zayne shook his head. “Demagol merely stole Dyre’s Mandalorian armor and masqueraded as him for a time. Dyre helped me and Jarael out some before disappearing again. I can only hope he’s lived a relatively boring life since, if fate held him in any favor.”

Orex nodded, mussing over the idea of it all.

“But something that struck me about the mention of Demagol though,” Zayne said. “I haven’t thought about him in years. And here we are, hearing about his experiments again but from the perspective of Alek-”

“Alek?” Mission interjected. 

“We both knew him before he took on the name Captain Malak,” Carth answered on both his and Zayne’s behalf, “A name, if I’m correct, he only chose for himself after being tortured by Demagol.”

Zayne nodded, his eyes growing glassy as he stared at seemingly nothing, his mind retreating into memory. 

“It changed him,” Zayne added, his voice faraway, somber. “He was utterly unrecognizable from the person he was before Flashpoint.”

“D’you think it’s because of what Bastila said?” Mission asked. “About how they made him feel?”

Zayne shrugged. 

“I can only guess as much. Whatever they did to him, they did to Jarael, too, and she-”

“You don’t need to explain if you don’t want to, Zayne,” Carth said, still ill at the thought of Nevarra, desperately trying to replace the current image of her face after a nightmare with the way she’d look at him after sneaking a kiss, her eyes heavy-lidded, biting her lip.

“I can see why they’d want to study it, the Force, I mean,” Zayne mused instead. “I’ve thought the same thing myself. So many times. If the Force threads through all living things, then why are only some attuned to it?”

“I think that’s what they were trying to achieve with me,” Glitch chimed in, her voice hardly a whisper. “I don’t remember much, but I’m pretty sure that’s what my cybernetics were created to observe. A manufactured version of the Force, sort of.”

“Do you think whoever created your cybernetics may have some connection to… all of… whatever this is?” Mission asked.

“Only answer if you want to, kid,” Orex said, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder, but Glitch only turned away from his grasp and nodded at Mission. 

“It’s a possibility,” she said. “Like the Jedi said, this sort of thing can alter memory in ways no one quite understands.”

“Such is the way of things,” Carth sighed. “When does the truth ever make itself easy to uncover?”

“But on the subject of Demagol,” Zayne said. “Not to keep rehashing things, but Demagol stole the saber of Exar Kun while he was traveling with me, and he-” Zayne sucked on his teeth as if suffering a fresh wound at the memory of it, choosing not to complete his sentence, the recollection best left unspoken of. “Well, the point is, he had it, and he used it. It could have corrupted Jarael, it could have corrupted any of us, because there was something off and wrong and heavy about it. So I brought it to Master Draay for safekeeping, who’s dead now, killed at Katarr. And then Lonna Vash shows up with it and makes a big deal about keeping it safe, only to disappear with the thing and that damn Sith along with her. I just… don’t know who we can trust anymore.”

Carth could only agree, nodding as he noted that everyone else in the room followed suit as they each exchanged furtive glances, wondering very much the same of each other. 

“Speaking of the Sith, though,” Mission announced after a tense minute, rubbing her knees as she gauged the temperature of the room. “General Valen should be on her way here. You still wanted to speak with her, right Carth?”

Carth blinked, an age and a second transpiring both as he thought back to the last time he saw Bastila on Coruscant what felt like a lifetime ago, deducing that the last thing Nevarra did before disappearing was possibly search for who had once been Revan’s Left Hand, General Eden Valen, along with Revan’s old teacher, Master Arren Kae. He thought of the image of Nevarra that had been given to the Endar Spire along with her file, a record he now realized was fabricated entirely save for the places where it conveniently lined up with Eden’s life in exile. 

He rubbed his temples, wondering where it all made sense and if any of it would reveal itself to him anytime soon.

“I should go talk to my squad,” Carth sighed, ambling towards the room’s exit. “Make sure they’re alright, talk to Zherron. I have no idea what our next move is but I’m sure the Chancellor will want an update as well.”

Zayne nodded as he hung his head, deep in thought, while Mission stood and pursed her lips in silent understanding, her brown eyes wide and sympathetic. She approached the door beside Carth, her arm barely gracing his elbow as they sidled into the hall.

“Glad you came, Carth,” she said softly. “I mean it.”

“This is all leading somewhere,” he murmured. “It feels just like it did back then, when all of us were still together on the Ebon Hawk.”

Mission nodded, avoiding his gaze.

“It does, and I’m not sure I like it.”

With that, Carth could agree.

“Yeah,” he said. “Me neither.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions
Revan

 

It was beginning to make sense now, the slowness of things. How small everything truly was in the wake of it. Not insignificant, but small. Especially her. 

She’d always thought herself clever and prided herself on being called so. Perhaps that was true, to a degree. Though no longer.

Her mind was still too small. Too sharp, too hard, not yet malleable enough to comprehend the eons of this place and the people here. The way they controlled their essence down to the atom, demanding that they obey their every command, heeding time none. 

You are different than we are, the Emissary said with a sorrowful smile, as if with pity. It was in moments like this he seemed almost nice. But we can teach you to be as one of us, as we aim all the universe to be.

It was a sweet sentiment, a promise laced in silk and sugar. But a false one. Yet she detected no falsehood in his words, which was the worrying part. He believed this. Utterly, unabashedly, and undeterred. They all did. He expected she would, too, in time.

Time.

It had no place here. Not much that she craved did - the saccharine juice of a still-ripe fruit filling her mouth and dripping down her chin, the deep dark black of sleep with limbs lax and heavy, the decadent drawing of water from a lapping mouth dry with thirst. She was to be deprived of all these things if she was to understand. If she was to see, as they said. Truly see.

You will come to abate these wants with time, the Emissary promised, as if such things were not needs. As if the consumption of food were a distraction, and the desiring of it even more so. You will be fed. Just wait. 

She’d done her waiting. How much of it remained, she was unsure.

And now all seemed clearer, if only a little more so. 

In her time here, she’d relived her life a thousand times over. Every moment, every ache, in real-time as well as ad infinitum. As if reliving each second over and over again until the truth of it, the weight of it, became ingrained in her. Each and every miniscule detail carving a path in her mind until the road traveled was unmistakable. And yet, despite all that, she could not have felt further away from who she had been - both as Revan and as Nevarra, and as neither in the aftermath of each. 

But that is what happened here. Millennia was too long a time to be one person. So why commit to a name?

We have no need for them here, the Emissary said when she’d asked his name, wondering if there was anything else she might call him by. Emissary encompasses all that I am. For now. 

Emissary, Emperor… These were utilitarian roles, titles in function only. The once and future empire on the edge of the universe was not the kingdom she thought it was, but a hive only seeking to spread its borders, to bolster its numbers and incorporate her galaxy into the blissful ignorance of its mindless mercy. 

Or so that was the dream they sold. Thought in exchange for submission. 

And was that a death sentence or a saving grace?

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk
Atton  

 

Atton hadn’t thought of it in so long. 

The man had been one of many marks, more than Atton’s meticulous mind could count. He could remember them all if he wanted to, he just didn’t see the point of it. But when he locked eyes with that Jedi woman on Telos, he knew he’d seen her before. Only, not through his own eyes.

The mark had been unnervingly easy to read and exceptionally easy to break. What Jaq hadn’t been prepared for was the unease that followed his delivery of the man. As if what he’d done wasn’t just part of the job but a mercy he’d offered unwillingly and was now indebted to, somehow.

It hadn’t made sense then, but it did now. Almost.

Those eyes - those same eyes. Mossy green, flecked with gold…

The galaxy was a big place, it was no wonder any two people shared any such feature to the tee. In fact, it wasn’t even a statistical anomaly. Atton shouldn’t have been surprised, and yet here he was, biting his nails as he imagined the mark as he was then - dark haired and pale, freckled but sharp-jawed and angry, imagining what the twin version of Eden might have looked like back then, before realizing that that version of her was one and the very same that damned his entire squadron to hell along with an entire moon, Jedi and Mandalorian alike, to a fate worse than death. 

Atton paced the cockpit, rolling the images around in his mind between reciting hyperspace routes and Pazaak hands to the point of driving even himself crazy. His body yearned to traverse the hall and take his restlessness to the common area, but he refrained. Kreia resided there somewhere. And above all, that woman made him uneasy. In fact, the mere idea of her aboard the ship with him now made his skin crawl. 

With the fear is mingled guilt, the ghost of Kreia’s voice inside his head echoed in the memory of it. It squirms in you like a worm.

He paused, staring at the hallway that curved towards the security room and beyond, feeling as if he were being watched. He was alone, he was sure, but did proximity to a woman like Kreia matter when it came to that sort of thing?

Atton traced the Rimma Trade Route in his mind before retreating to the cockpit again and sinking into the pilot’s chair. His eyes were still glued on the empty hallway, not entirely convinced it was empty, as he pressed a few keys at the pilot’s console before the comforting sound of the subspace radio met his ears. Anything to drown out the unease.

-see as the conflict unfolds, though experts agree that effects will be seen for years, if not decades, to come. Our correspondent in the field, live from the streets of Iziz, has this to say-”

Atton’s mind zoned out, empty for once. He focused on the words being spoken until they were sounds alone, void of meaning. There was a comfort in this - complete submission, mental surrender - yet even this felt dangerous, his entire self too exposed and open.

As Onderon’s situation develops further, it is difficult to ignore Alderaan in all of this.”

Atton perked up. Never one to feel patriotic, any word of his home planet still sent a shiver of concern through him despite how much he hated this unwilling affiliation. He turned towards the duraglass, calmed somewhat by the empty black of space beyond.

The tumultuous market affecting the Core Worlds has seen its effects on a handful of other planets, but none so much as Alderaan. The noble houses are again at odds in the wake of the untimely death of House Alde’s rising king just prior to his coronation as well as a burgeoning allegiance with the Royalist Party of Onderon in the ongoing conflict-”

He used to get paid for this sort of intel, fed scraps from the high table. If Atton had been spacing out before, he was certainly transported now - his gaze growing hazy as he looked out over the black of space and the corner of Telos’ expanse with unfocused eyes, thinking more of his childhood than he’d allowed himself in years.

House Teraan holds the claim by right through marriage, however House Rist is countering such claims with-”

Atton’s blood thrummed to the point that he could hear his pulse in his ears, almost drowning out the words he now so desperately wanted to hear, morbid curiosity having gotten the better of him.

“-a vacuum left behind in the wake of their own recent death, leaving several brothers vying for Head of House. House Rist has strong ties to Queen Talia of Onderon, which leads experts to believe that should Rist assume the throne that an official allegiance between the two planets should proceed as already planned, however House Teraan was recently accused of funding the ruling Queen’s opposing cousin, Separatist General Vaklu, which is unsurprising seeing as Odessia Teraan sent resources as well as a portion of her own army to the Inner Rim to assist Vaklu in fending off a Mandalorian invasion during the wars of the same name. This leads political experts to-”

With no further mention of House Rist, Atton let out a sigh of tentative relief though it did nothing to slow his still fast-beating heart. He felt wired, almost freshly drunk, in the aftermath of it. Awaiting to hear further details - another mention, a name, anything, however brief - Atton remained poised by the pilot’s console with his eyes again glued to the hallway, unblinking as he then discovered the growing feeling that he was, in fact, being watched. 

Slowly, Atton stood. He didn’t place his hand on his blaster, but he thought of it, tracing the action in his mind so that if he had need of it, he could draw his weapon faster than his opponent could. Or so he hoped. Jaq had done it before, countless times. But then the image of Aiden Valen entered his mind again, wondering where the man was now and why Eden never spoke of him…

“Hello?” he asked into the din, trying to sound nonchalant, friendly almost. As if his overabundance of caution were just some silly mistake. 

Perhaps Eden and Bao-Dur had reboarded early. Maybe they were already back on the ship and Atton had simply failed to notice. He shook his head. 

No. It wasn’t that.

Step after cautious step, Atton padded down the hallway, past the security room and into the main hold. The room was empty. No one was here. And yet…

Atton snuck around the far side of the ship, spying Kreia in her quarters, meditating. 

Figures, he thought, not putting it past her to play some kind of game. 

Despite his distrust, the feeling felt… other. It was apart from Kreia, somehow, and Atton got the strangest feeling that the woman from the polar plateau, Atris, was the one sneaking about the ship, as if she knew what he was, who he was, and that it was only a matter of time before she told Eden the truth of it. 

“I wouldn’t worry about the lingering feeling,” Kreia said, impossibly close to him. Atton nearly jumped yet somehow managed to keep it together, thankful enough for that in the old woman’s presence.

“How in the hell did you get here so fast?” he accused with a scowl, turning to her now. Kreia was merely a step behind him when moments ago she had been sitting in her bunk, limbs lax, her breathing slow. And now here she was, standing beside him next to the cargo hold. 

“Eden and I felt it earlier, and I suspect this ship holds yet even more secrets for us the longer we make use of it.”

Atton blinked at her in disbelief before shaking his head. 

“What, you’re not even the least bit concerned?” he asked. “And isn’t this ship yours?”

“By circumstance only,” Kreia sighed, looking about the space as if she had use of her eyes. Atton spied the milky white sheen shimmering from beneath her hood, glittering like pearls in the fluorescent lights from above. “Though that is another mystery I will need to unravel as well.”

Atton had the feeling Kreia wasn’t going to divulge more and was instead about to make a vaguely cryptic comment about it when he heard an inordinate string of solemn trills coming from the security room. Kreia’s unseeing gaze fixed on his, the realization dawning on them both as the same thought occurred to them in unison. Without speaking, they made a beeline for the hallway to the cockpit, surprised to find a skittering T3-M4 humming and sparking as he plugged himself into the data port stationed there.

“It's what you get for hijacking this thing, y’know that?” Atton muttered as he delicately wrenched the droid’s input from the ship’s dataport. T3 uttered the binary equivalent of a thank you as Atton then turned his attention to the port itself, noting that a miniscule restraining bolt had been inserted into the space. “... Huh.”

“What is it?” Kreia demanded at his back.

“Was this here before?” Atton asked the woman over his shoulder, oddly comforted though still unnerved at the sight of Kreia betraying something so simple and human as an offhand shrug. 

“Not to my knowledge,” Kreia mused. “I’d used the port before without issue.”

“So it must have been her then,” Atton muttered. Her being Atris. The woman he both knew and did not know. Aiden had known her and hated her, and now Atton couldn’t help but feel the same. “Sloppy, if you ask me.”

“Indeed,” Kreia said, crossing her arms. “It would be foolish to believe we would not have need of such a basic function. She knew we would find it, so I can only assume that she has some ulterior motive in doing such a thing.”

“And what kind of motive would that be?”

Atton had wanted to ask the same of Kreia, thinking it strange that they were speaking so civilly now, as if what happened in the prison earlier had been a dream only.

Kreia stared at the console for a long moment, as if mentally tracing each of her theories before unfortunately coming up empty. She shook her head. 

“At the present moment, I do not know,” she said. “What is it you were attempting to do, droid?”

T3-M4 let out a series of bleeps, its tone urgent and serious. Kreia shook her head once more.

“Are you capable of detecting any malware should it exist? Eradicate it from our systems?”

T3 communicated something else Atton could not entirely understand, though certain phrases stuck out to him - firewall, security, system, vessel - begging Atton to ask, “Are you saying this ship is equipped to resist spyware attacks?”

T3-M4 warbled in the affirmative. 

Well that further supports my drug running operation theory, Atton thought before storing it for later.

“Were you looking to upload something?” Kreia asked again. “Something from Atris’ records, perhaps?”

T3 perked up at this, overcome with an unbridled enthusiasm that made Atton twitch with annoyance. Without further preamble, the droid reapproached the console and docked once more to its data port. Kreia and Atton watched jointly as the screen relayed that information was, in fact, being downloaded without further issue. Atton’s eyes watched unblinkingly as the screen counted down the seconds until it then displayed an exhaustive list of at least several hundred files, before errantly opening one of them.

“You don’t have to-” Atton began, but then… a video began to play.

A room uncannily like the one the Echani handmaidens brought Eden to was displayed on the feed before them, its many chairs filled with Jedi. Each was seated around a dais at which Atris sat at the head of. The woman was unchanged and nearly identical to the one Atton spied only hours ago, as if the last nine years had not occurred at all. 

“Trust me, T3, I don’t think we need to-”

But the words were stolen from out of Atton’s mouth again as a younger Eden then waltzed onto the screen, defiant as he’d ever seen her, and not unlike how she’d been when he and Luxa found her standing over Lopak Slusk’s throat, covered in blood. He’d wondered only minutes ago what a younger Eden had looked like and now here she was, kneeling before the Jedi he knew were about to exile her.

“I don’t think we should be seeing this,” Atton murmured, surprised to find Kreia nodding beside him.

“Turn it off,” Kreia ordered. “Now.”

The droid uttered a series of bashful bleeps before obeying, the screen turning to static just as the Ebon Hawk’s comm was hailed from the cockpit.

“That might be Eden,” Kreia said. “In any case, I expect she’ll want to know of this as well.”

She spoke to T3 as if reprimanding a child, not unlike the way most members of Atton’s father’s household would brush him off when he masqueraded as an errand boy. His mind already a swirling vortex of past and present, Atton summoned another trade route to take its place. Hyperspace coordinates flooded his vision, their soothing sameness a salve to him not unlike a drug. 

He imagined spice must have felt at least this good. 

Atton glanced at T3-M4 who was still spinning a little more off-kilter than usual before eyeing the restraining bolt still clasped in his palm. It was such a small thing, yet the presence of it weighed heavy. What had Atris hoped to accomplish by planting this? What did she know that they didn’t? 

Or was it the other way around?

Kreia knew something, because of course she did. But even she didn’t have all the pieces. He could tell. So, what was missing? And who was watching them?

Atton found himself looking up from the restraining bolt in his hand to glance at the space just outside the security room door frame. There was no why, there was no reason - just an unavoidable pull quietly asking that he look. He could see the curving hallway leading to a sliver of the main hold, and for the briefest of moments, the space shivered, the air dancing as if with desert heat. But the ship was cool and calm.

And Atton was alone.

 

Notes:

Sorry it's been a while. I wrote and have been sitting on about 4 chapters(ish) worth of content for the last 2-3 months but they've needed such heavy editing/reworking that the entire endeavor has just been daunting. But I'm glad I waited! I ended up switching all of the drafted POV sections in a way that makes more sense to me (and hopefully to you, dear reader, as well) and overall it has a better flow than how they were previously laid out, so overall I feel much better about it. I've also been plotting out the next stretch of plot, which has been honing in on Dantooine again, so I wanted to make sure I had those details down before committing to any more buildup.

In any case, expect quite a few chapters to be released this month. And after that, I hope to stick to some sort of schedule for my own mental benefit as well as everyone else's I guess. As usual, I apologize profusely for the one writing lesson I still can't seem to learn which is PACING but... idk I love to ruminate so here we are. As always, much love, and thank you for being here.

Chapter 57: The Inward Unknown

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Telos IV, Ithorian Satellite

Eden

 

Each of Eden’s nerves were on end as they exited the Ebon Hawk and boarded the Ithorian satellite, but not for long.

Much like the compound on the planet’s satellite city below, this one teemed with plantlife, its lush comforts softening her senses the moment they stepped foot into its welcoming recesses. Unlike the Citadel Station compound though, this one felt truly like a world of its own, a miniature planet in orbit, a model of what the Ithorians hoped Telos below would one day become. Insects buzzed about Eden and Bao-Dur’s heads, the Iridonian’s droid bobbing in and out of the creatures’ unpredictable trajectories as they took in the calming sights and scents of lush, thriving life. And among them all, disciples quietly studied the life around them with squinting eyes, the occasional sage nodding their bowing heads as they took fastidious notes on miniscule datapads, furthering their research.

Color returned to Bao-Dur’s face at the sight of it - something that pleased Eden’s inner guilt in a way she wasn’t sure how to voice, so instead she remained silent, smiling despite herself. She felt more at peace, too, but still ill at ease beneath the tempting, all-consuming calm. In part because she still felt that her being here was undeserved, but also because of the conversation she’d had with Kreia before departing.

I do not approve of this alliance we have formed with Chodo Habat and his Ithorians, Kreia had said upon asking Eden if she would like to meditate beforehand. Habat has an agenda, and he hopes to tie you into it to meet his own ends. 

Eden had cocked her head at the woman, quietly confused by the dismissal in Kreia’s voice while the remainder of her person appeared entirely at peace, welcoming even as she sat cross-legged on the floor of her claimed dormitory with every intention of guiding Eden through one more meditation to calm her obviously rattled senses. It was often like this with Kreia - hot and cold, sweet then sour, vacillating between two extremes and never once settling anywhere in the middle.

But a younger version of Eden felt comfortable here, used to being pushed to prove herself and over-perform in some valiant attempt to win over her seemingly reluctant instructor. It was an unfortunate comfort to her childhood self, a familiar space. And while Eden did not wish to tolerate it now, she wondered if this was a tactic Kreia gleaned from sharing her mind, though she had begun to wonder just why she wasn’t receiving similar inclinations about Kreia’s inner mind or life…

Perhaps, Eden had said simply as she took the seat across from Kreia. The fluorescent lights glittered like mother-of-pearl in the white of Kreia’s eyes, visible beneath her hood from this stance. When sitting, Kreia held her head high, her nose pointed upward like a predator locking onto the scent of prey. Like before, Kreia orchestrated her breathing until it was adequately tamed and nearly undetectable before closing her eyes, the harsh lighting casting deep shadows against the wrinkles that mapped her face. It just felt like the right thing to do. 

Eden had said the same thing to the Council upon her sentencing. And she’d said the same thing to herself for years whenever the unease would eat at her again in place of the Force wound that made itself a home again in her chest, aching like a starving stomach threatening to digest itself if it were not sated soon. 

It would be best if you avoided such needless entanglements, Kreia spoke aloud as she simultaneously guided Eden psychically through their usual meditation. You are too valuable to be caught up in the troubles of this planet. 

A bit late for that, Eden had countered. Don’t you think?

She was being cheeky, but it was also the truth of it. 

I cannot force you to listen to reason, Kreia said with a hearty sigh. Shame resounded through Eden in the echo of the woman’s words, making her feel all of thirteen again. I can only hope that you will grow past these infantile delusions of right and wrong.

“Are you alright?” Bao-Dur asked as his arm threaded through Eden’s.

Eden blinked rapidly, quickly realizing that they’d progressed significantly through the satellite and now stood in a dense garden lush with blossoming flowers and the plumpest pollinating bees she’d ever seen. 

“Y-yeah,” she lied, gripping his arm tighter for a moment before releasing herself entirely. 

Bao-Dur’s attention never left her, but Eden ignored his gaze as she took in the room, her attention finally falling on Moza’s familiar face.

“It is very good to see you both again,” Moza greeted with a nod that turned into a deep bow. “Intact, no less.”

Eden and Bao-Dur weren’t sure if this was meant to be earnest or light-hearted, so both smiled awkwardly though had thoughts of laughing politely. Eden could tell simply by the look on Bao’s face as they quietly exchanged glances between them, inwardly marveling at how little time seemed to pass since their last meeting, falling into step as if they’d never left each other’s side all those years ago.

“Our Grand Tutor has been expecting you,” Moza said again with a twinkle in his eye. Habat.

Eden nodded, offering another slight bow in response, unsure how to reply in words. 

Her mind raced, her every sense on edge. Though she wasn’t nearly as overstimulated as she had been upon awakening on Peragus, Eden still felt as if her every waking moment were more like wandering a dream or perhaps meandering the world while buzzed, high, almost drunk. Everything still felt a little too sharp, a little too much, yet just a tad, also, unreal. 

“Are you sure you’re alright?” Bao-Dur asked, his voice soft as always but especially more so now. Eden afforded him another glance as she grimaced, deciding in the moment to be candid for once, sensing a similar ache in the well of Bao’s chest that mirrored her own.

“I’m hoping I will be,” she breathed, almost a whisper. “I… I think I need this.”

Eden nearly choked on her own words, calmed only by Bao-Dur’s guiding hand and the wealth of life that surrounded her now like a welcome shroud, a stark contrast to the overwhelming lack she’d felt in a constant state of perpetuity on Citadel Station. 

“Let’s get you to Habat, then,” Bao-Dur guided her in Moza’s wake, his grip steady on her in a way that told Eden he needed this too. His fingers trembled slightly, hardly discernible to a normal mind but utterly obvious to hers, so tuned into the Force that it was nearly impossible for her to remember the last near-ten years she’d experienced without it.

Eden felt love there, unspoken and untethered, as if they’d never parted after Malachor. Not a romantic love but platonically unquestioning and unbreakable, like the bond she once shared with her twin. Eden’s breath steadied in the wake of it, her heart and her head feeling decidedly less heavy in the acceptance of it. 

An image of her brother flitted before her mind’s eye - both as the boy he once was and the man he was now - and despite the comforting warmth of Bao-Dur beside her now, she missed Aiden utterly and terribly. And the unending ache ate away at her all over again. 

“I see you have made it back to us,” Chodo Habat greeted from the midst of what Eden might otherwise consider a dense forest had she not known they were instead aboard a satellite hovering above a half-dead planet. “I knew I was right to trust in your survival instinct.”

Survival instinct was one way of putting it. Eden had killed to get here. Slaughtered, even. She wondered if Habat considered that in his choice of words.

“I extend that sentiment to you as well, Bao-Dur,” Habat continued in Ithorese, bowing in thanks. “It is because of your dedicated effort that our work remains safe. I cannot thank you enough.”

A certain weight hung in the air that told Eden his words were not merely meant for show. Whether Habat intended for this sentiment to carry through the Force or through his words alone, she was having a hard time deciphering. 

“There is no need for thanks,Bao-Dur admitted, bowing his head before Habat at Eden’s side. “I-”

“I know,” Habat interrupted gently, his voice heavy with knowing. Bao-Dur grew silent and somber. “I appreciate all that you have done for us. Much more than you realize.”

Relief waded in Eden’s general direction as a similarly unmistakable ease settled over her, as if the feeling were her own. She glanced at Bao-Dur, his eyes wide as his gaze remained transfixed on Habat hovering over them a mere meter away. 

“I will absolve you of all that ails,” Habat promised with a nod before turning to Eden. “But I believe I must ask that you leave us for the time being. I made a pact with Eden that I intend to uphold.”

Bao-Dur said nothing. He nodded and before Eden knew it, he was gone, and she was left alone in the glen with Habat before her, like an ancient statue demanding penance in the depths of a long-forgotten forest.

“When you agreed to help us, I promised that I would try to heal your connection to the Force,” Habat said evenly. “It is only fair that after great cost to yourself that I uphold my end of the bargain.”

His voice betrayed absolute reverence, appreciation that Eden felt in slow, heavy waves that eased in her direction like the oncoming humidity that premeditated every storm on the Serroco of her childhood. 

I believe that Telos will thrive once again, and that we would have no measure of success were it not for you.

This, Habat did not speak aloud, but to Eden directly. In her mind. The Force flowing between them with the ease of absolute thought. Natural. Unbidden. Eden nearly choked, mentally, craving that sort of clarity in her own mind, yearning for its absolution. 

When you first stood before me, you opened my eyes to a hurt almost as great as the planet’s, Habat continued in the quiet of her mind. Your wound… I can feel the immensity of your loss.

In her mind’s eye, Eden sensed Habat’s words as well as her own memories of the ailing planet below, the truth of it shared between both her and Habat. But the ache felt faraway in the wake of Habat’s calm, a sensation Eden longed to latch onto.

Yet,” Habat continued, speaking Ithorese this time, his voice calm and comforting. “I can also feel that you are slowly regaining what you have lost, and that in time, you may fully heal.”

His words were hopeful, his eyes twinkling with promise. 

“Perhaps your time here has helped,” Habat spoke aloud with an encouraging nod. “I believe that it has.”

There wasn’t much to it, but Eden believed him to be at least a little bit right in this regard. Despite their rocky landing, Eden recalled their touching down on Telos’ surface with some fondness, her heart and her head aflutter as it met the ever-expanding ripples of early life meeting her senses with a reassuring undeniability.

“I think that I can help in your recovery, at least partially,” Habat continued, “Though I must admit, however, that even as a healer of my herd, I have never faced an injury such as yours.”

Healing a planet is one thing, Chodo Habat, Kreia’s unwelcome voice uttered within the confines of Eden’s mind. It was harsh, crackling as if with thunder, her voice unnerving and sour. But healing a Jedi severed from the Force is quite another. 

Eden anticipated her own body’s recoil but stopped it before she could feel it other than in preternatural prediction, the calm of Habat’s hold on the Force lending her its steady stream of unerring energy to control her every action. She’d been able to do this once, under Revan. Briefly with Kreia. But never this clear.

Nevertheless, Kreia’s unwelcome words rung true.

“No offense meant, Habat,” Eden began, her voice a shell of itself in the face of her silence otherwise. “But I somehow doubt your expertise extends to someone who’s seen destruction as I have.”

Eden relayed Kreia’s worry in her own words, her personal qualms becoming known in the reiteration. Speaking it aloud made her squirm, but it was the truth of it. Eden nearly winced as she spoke her concern, more-so in anticipation of Kreia’s replying quip rather than Habat’s likely measured response. Only Kreia had nothing to add.

“With all due respect, I believe you are wrong,” Habat said with a slow smile. “In healing a planet, it is a matter of connections.”

Habat extended his hand at the vegetation around them.

“As plants feed animals, and animal populations thrive and grow, life connects and expands, as does the living web of the Force threaded through all of it.”

Eden was overcome by goosebumps at the sound of it - the thought of it. Kreia was thankfully silent in the wake of Habat’s words now, but Eden still anticipated the woman’s voice in her mind’s eye as she tried to soak in the moment. 

“I have walked in the growing restoration zones and felt the fullness of the fledgling life there, its hopeful twining towards the ever-present sun a salve that soothed my very soul,” Habat continued, the feel of his memory touching Eden’s mind as if the recollection were now also hers to share in. “And perhaps that connection will help make you whole again.”

Habat closed his eyes, silently begging that Eden do the same.

Kreia had helped her center her mind on Citadel Station as well as aboard the Ebon Hawk, helped her refocus her attention on the self and attune her awareness to her every inner machination. But in Habat’s presence, Eden felt the rest of it - the satellite, the planet, the galaxy at large - not quite demanding her attention but making space for it. Expanding her mind to see beyond the self and into the beyond without only seeing the death of it. 

“Perhaps you will find more than you think on the surface,” Habat’s voice said again, this time with a noticeable smile even if her eyes were still closed.

Eden sensed what she had upon first landing on Telos’ surface - hope. Unfettered and unbiased by whatever happened next or after, her own actions notwithstanding. The pain, the unending ache, was still there. Beneath it all, buried, at the root of it. Its echo would never be erased, and neither would the crater at the center of her, forever hollow and hungry, but like the planet beneath her, perhaps she, too, could move past it and tend the tangled weeds into a garden growing wild within her.

Despite everything she did, life thrived. It found a way.

Come here, child, Habat beckoned. It might be easier this way.

His words entered Eden’s mind without voice again, his wordless request that Eden open her eyes again relaying to her as if it were an involuntary directive of her own consciousness. She’d been taught the Sith did such things - commanded without consent. But this felt different, respectful. An allowance more than an order. 

She did as she was told and approached Habat, watching as the bees and other insects swarmed the man but touched him none like a reverent statue, lifeless and without regard. She glanced up at his large, glistening eyes before closing her own eyes again and bowing at his feet, lowering her head before him like the devout supplicant she wished she was - if only for the notion that it might make her more worthy of the gift she was about to receive. 

Eden breathed in, and when she did, she felt an eon’s worth of life within her. 

“You, me, my herd - we helped to build that, the life of the planet,” Habat said. “Though we described the restoration as a process, we are, in truth, opening Telos to the Force. Thus, I believe I can help you. That perhaps through your help with the planet, and my guidance, I might restore some part of the Force to you.”

You speak well enough Chodo Habat, Kreia said again. Though perhaps you see this as your chance to exert your own hold over others.

Eden brushed this thought away like lint on her shoulder, but the notion stuck. She moved past it even as Kreia’s words faded, willing the woman from her mind as she sought the clemency her mind and body so desperately craved. Telos may have ached below her, but she could still smell the gore that was likely now scrubbed from the Exchange’s halls, their blood on her hands even if now, they were clean.

“Are you ready?”

Eden laughed a hollow laugh, emotion welling in her throat. She sniffled, thinking herself foolish yet knowing that Habat did not care, counting her every measured breath before her involuntary desperation calmed to a more quiet acceptance. 

“Yes,” she said, the need of it clawing out from inside her despite the calm clarity of her voice. “I am.”

Without preamble, the world no longer was as it had been. Everything that surrounded them - Habat, the insects, the forest, and the station they were situated on - was a phantom, time falling away as everything she saw remained in specter and memory only. 

All outward stimuli dissolved like sugar in water until all she saw, all she sensed, was the very fabric of the universe - the seeds planted long ago, the roots running deep, her every molecule and every atom that surrounded her becoming known in an instant as if her perception had always been that of a microscope, only for the microcosm to make quick way for the macrocosm, it all falling away as if zooming out endlessly to see the true size of the universe and all of time and existence on a flat plane, like a map, only to find that it was not like a map at all but instead an expanse that defied all language.

Eden’s mind bent to fit the shape of all existence outside of time and form to better understand it, to unify herself with it if she could, but before she could enmesh herself with it completely, she was being pulled away again, only this time back into her own body, her memories flitting before her eyes like a holovid in fast forward, from birth until now.

Her heart gnawed at the ribcage of her memory, at the feel, of Aiden beside her in the womb, upon birth, at their hands clasped even in sleep until they were seven and eventually separated, and then the ever-enduring echo of his absence. She ached at the way the womb was replaced by their shared cradle and then the mat they shared on the floor of their grandparents’ hut in the thick of the jungle, its tepid warmth still a comfort to her then and a far cry from the arid air of Tatooine she’d grown used to in recent years. But Eden felt it then, too, the history of both planets, as if she’d somehow been aware of it all when she’d inhabited each over the years but had simply forgotten since, Aiden’s hand a comfort in hers all the while, in recollection as well as in ghostly truth, as if they’d been connected still even when she was severed from the Force and separated by years of silence and lightyears between them.

But amid the push and pull she felt from her twin and his memory, who was so inextricably tied to her even now after so many years apart, there were images Eden could not reconcile - images of her mother, younger and with much darker hair, as well as memories of her father as if she’d known him, his face so familiar even if he was a stranger because he was gone before she’d been able to form memories, recollections of his prideful smile, the warmth of his laugh, the white of his teeth. She felt her hands reaching for him, begging to be picked up and held in his arms, yet the hands both did and did not feel like her own. But when he held her, she felt warm and safe and exactly where she should be. It was the way she’d felt with Aiden before he’d stopped speaking to her, before he’d refused to meet her gaze. The way she’d felt once she and Atris became friends, their shared room a refuge. The way she’d felt with Alek, a secret shared between them as well as a font of affection that mounted by the day until he was taken and turned by the demon doctor, Demagol, but she’d loved him after, if not more so, though she no longer felt safe with the ghost he left to inhabit the husk of himself that had returned to her then.

Do you remember this, too? Eden thought, yearning for the time when she and Aiden shared everything. Did you know that I could feel everything you felt? Our thoughts entwined almost as one?

When they were children, it was simply the only way they knew how to exist. There was no knowing where Eden’s mind ended and Aiden’s began, their spoken words leading into the other’s and their actions mirrored also. Even when he stopped speaking to her, she sensed him. His anger, his resentment. But also his private pleasures. The way that Padawan Janus looked at him in the dining hall, or the way his dreams felt upon waking - each fleeting feeling would visit her, as if a ghost. She wondered if he glimpsed her life the same way. 

The very core of her stung at the thought of it, her parting from her brother as painful as recalling the wrenching she felt in the wake of her meeting with Alek, his singed jaw at her feet, Malachor’s aftermath weighing so heavily on her chest that it was a wonder she was still breathing at all. Atris had said as much with a sneer at Eden’s hearing. It’s a wonder that wound has not yet killed you. Before the Force was silent to her completely. Its severance felt much like the loss of her brother, his eventual silence almost worse than the silence of the Force, its absence a blessing whereas Aiden’s felt more like the punishment Atris had so desperately wished to enact upon her by severing Eden from the Force completely and exiling her from the Order. 

But the lancing pain soon gave way to a sharper one, a lighter pain that itched with relief, proof of salve, proof of healing. Habat’s unending calm washed over her like a warm honey and not unlike the thick, humid air of her childhood village again, soothing her the same way the world did as it would settle after a rainstorm - quiet but still thick with the memory of the maelstrom before.

Eden hadn’t thought of such things in so long, even when she glimpsed flashes of what she could only surmise were her brother’s life now that the Force was speaking to her again.

Do you remember this at all? Eden thought again, as if beckoning Aiden into her mind now, and hoping Kreia could not hear, to bear witness as well as to calm her questing thoughts as she so often did when they were children. You don’t remember our father, do you? If these are not your memories, not ours, then whose are they?

And then there it was, again - the door.

Sharp, angular, inviting. Set into the ancient stone face, it stood before her, unyielding. Only now it was clear and no longer an imposed image, no longer a spectral figure in the corner of her eye like a floater or a sunspot. No. It was there. It was real and it was tangible and it existed somewhere.

She’d seen it. Somehow, in another life. Not her own, but… whose? When? How?

But before Eden could place the memory somewhere in her internal catalog, the door fell away, replaced with dense forests and ancient trees, centuries of life and the ever-present semblance of birdsong evolving over eons as if tempting her to sleep.

She stilled, calmed. Truly this time. Something clicked gently into place, reconciling her fragmented memory with the future as well as the history of the universe. It all made sense. Within the fraction of a moment, she understood it all, and her mind was at peace for it. By the time her eyes opened, it was gone, but the feeling serendipitously remained.

“You are beginning to understand now,” Habat said, the smooth utterance of his slow Ithorese soothing her still. “You will not inherit the serenity of absolute knowledge just yet, no living being can. Not with our yet-mortal minds, despite how ardently we may endeavor to do so. The universe is too large for our understanding to truly wrap around. But through the Force, we may try. And for now, I hope you know peace.”

In the wake of his words, Eden’s mind stilled, her consciousness attuning to Habat’s energy as if honing in on a radio signal. The wound stung less though it was still there, more tolerable despite its eternal ache, more a memory than a dull echo like a twanging nerve pain prickling at the back of her mind. 

This… this was doable. She could live with it. 

“Ideally, you will continue to heal with time,” Habat said again, his every word slow and saccharine, not for the swallowing but for the savoring. “Yet until then, I hope this helps.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Sion

 

The more he thought of her, the more he sensed her everywhere. The more her echo reached through the depths of the galaxy, and the more the moon he’d for so long called home rang with her presence. As if she were the foundation of this place as well as the ghost that haunted its every hall.

Sion had lived a long time but suddenly he could not imagine a life without Eden in it.

His entire time on Malachor, she’d been there. Eden had not stepped foot on Dagary Minor and thus he could not sense her there, yet according to all knowledge the woman had never stood on this moon either. Neither as the dense forest it once was, nor as the smoking crater it was now. 

So what was different about this place? What made it special?

He read her records over and over again, yearning for clarity, to discover some detail yet unfound that would soothe his questing mind. Sion had shouldered unending pain the entirety of his impossibly long life. The agony sustained him then just as it did now, and yet the magnitude of the wound Eden had first begotten before being burdened with its cataclysm was beyond anything Sion could comprehend. 

Speaking with Nihilus should have eased things and answered some. There was a similar voracious abyss within him as there was in Eden, a yawning void threatening to swallow all of existence whole in the wake of them both. But where Nihilus hungered, Eden rang with a chasmal lack that made Sion’s limbs ache with eons of memory, every injury returning to his mind as if they were each made afresh, invigorating and sapping him both to the point that he did not know how to cope.

There was a beautiful sort of anguish in that pain, lancing with unexpected heat that bewitched his every limb, hungry for more. And for once he wondered if this is what Nihilus felt as well – an intoxicating agony that eclipsed all. Sion wasn’t sure how he could take it.

Imbued with enough vitriol to push past the constant waves of nausea and the ceaseless sting he felt at the thought of Eden and the ever-unavoidable wake of her, Sion stalked Malachor’s halls until he came upon her chambers. Sealed as if they’d never existed, yet locked only as if she might yet return.

Darth Traya.

The doors were like any other, only they were oddly angular. This wing was designed to Revan’s specifications, and they were hers before she succumbed to the Jedi. She’d resided in Erebus’ rooms during the academy’s construction but had made a home of the hall before him once the establishment was complete. Then they were Traya’s by right. As Revan’s mentor, it was only fitting. Yet in the wake of the old woman’s banishment, there was some indecision as to what to do with her quarters, aside from the fact that its walls were already warded as if with ancient magic.

“There are some who study the Dark Side unlike the Sith do, and as such have a much more perverse yet intricate understanding of it,” Darth Erebus’ apprentice Uruba explained at his side. “This was my Master’s primary focus of study shortly after discovering the mask that now tethers Darth Nihilus to this plane of existence. It occupied his mind up until his most recent venture.”

Venture was one way of describing it. According to Uruba and Mellric, the trip was out of nowhere though also not entirely uncommon for Erebus to embark on. The man had many interests, his attention pushed and pulled much like the tides in the wake of an erratic moon. A sign of weakness in Sion’s opinion, though also, apparently, the key to a wealth of knowledge Sion did not possess.

“I’ve never seen such work this close before,” Uruba betrayed, her voice soft and supplicant as she stretched out her hand, yearning to touch the locked door. “I was under the impression we were not to enter this part of the Trayus Academy.”

Trayus. Traya. The sound of it made him want to wretch in a way Eden’s echo didn’t, overcome not with overwhelming awe but instead an utterly unpalatable disgust that made Sion want to shed his own skin. Force knew such a thing would only make him stronger.

“You are indeed not permitted here, I will remind you,” Sion muttered. “Where did you say Darth Erebus first heard of the object he hunts now? Or most recently?”

“He said he’d seen it in a dream,” Uruba answered, her own voice dreamlike and faraway. Her hand remained outstretched. While she inched towards the door none, Sion sensed her desire to do so through the ether. “But he’d come across them in studies before, in the scouring of recovered datapads and such. My Master had knowledge of them, but his recent excursion was inspired by the stuff of sleep, of visions, my Lord.”

Sion eyed the door, turning his head this way and that as if watching it at a different angle might betray some inner secret. The air felt wrong here, and in a way that the rest of the moon did not, which was saying something. It was as if the door was no longer present and existed only in memory - an imprint only in the mind’s eye. As if should a mirror be presented to it, nothing would be reflected in its place, only an empty nothingness, an aching lack. Not unlike Nihilus. Not unlike Eden. And not unlike Sion’s collection of unhealing wounds.

“Is there nothing you can glean from this?” Sion asked, sweeping towards Uruba and her wide seeking eyes. 

The Mirialan’s gaze remained fixed on the doors to Traya’s chambers before deigning him with her returning glance, bowing instantly once she had. 


“Not yet, but I shall try m’Lord,” she promised. 

There was an undeniable resolve in this one. Palpable, promising. Sion nodded and waited for Uruba to rise once more.

“You are expected to hear from your Master soon, I expect,” he said again, to which Uruba nodded. 

“I am indeed,” Uruba said with another bow of the head, deferring her gaze to his boots. “I-”

Uruba stilled.

The air about them fizzled and sparked not unlike the way it did in anticipation of an electrical storm on Malachor’s surface. But within its halls? Sion and Uruba both looked towards Traya’s still-closed doors, the image of it slipping in and out of their awaiting vision before settling unnervingly on remaining present. Had Sion not walked Traya’s halls and opened those very doors with his own scarred hands before, he might have questioned the display, but he knew the door was there and he knew what halls lay beyond its sealed mouth, secrets safe within its pursed lips.

“Strange,” Uruba muttered, eventually producing her comm. It buzzed and the air around them stirred again, affirming their shared prediction before their knowing gazes met once more. Unlike the other acolytes, Uruba did not shy away from Sion’s stare, though the woman regarded him just as she should otherwise - with respect, reverence, and utter submission. But the curiosity that stayed her face remained, betraying her inner joys in a way that almost made Sion yearn for a life he hardly remembered. Uruba smiled ever-so-slightly before continuing, “Not a side effect I would have expected, but a note I will commit nonetheless. And that would be my Master now.”

Now it was Sion’s turn to bow, though this time it was via a curt nod in recognition and admission, turning as he allowed Uruba the privacy needed to commune with her superior. Sion swept to the other side of the room, examining its far corners as if there might be some clue here, some undiscovered element, but only memory and regret remained. 

He turned to the door again, his skin growing cold at the sight of it. Sion did not know why, but aside from his own memory, the door seemed… familiar. Not because he had been here before but because it reminded him of something else, something other. Older, somehow, as if recalling something long forgotten…

A new shape oversplayed it - triangular and odd, set in stone and somehow ancient - before the image dissolved to the frame he’d always known and had always associated with Traya, once with welcomed guidance and eventually with utmost disappointment.

Sion blinked, willing the spectral shape back into being, only it did not return. 

It remained in memory only.

 


 

3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

Erebus should have been sleeping.

He felt all of five years old again, the thought of Exar Kun’s stone-eyed stare boring into his soul and staving off sleep for fear of nightmares, dread holding his thoughts instead of the intrigue he knew should be possessing him to explore Onderon’s darker depths as Vaklu promised.

But instead, he remained at the helm of his ship, surrounded by creature comforts as he kept house.

“Any news on this Jaq fellow?” Erebus requested of Mellric’s usual stoic visage. They’d been speaking for twenty minutes already, relaying information Mellric had already sent Erebus to review but had not looked at yet, his mind too awash with worry to read anything. With Vash resting in the other room and his mind otherwise restless, Erebus craved a familiar face, however displeased Mellric was to speak with him now.  

The Twi’lek looked at Erebus unblinkingly from the comfort of their shared lab on Malachor, his scarlet eyes aflame with quiet rage as he answered, “Unfortunately, no. Though there has been some political upset on Alderaan, the man’s home planet. I wasn’t sure if it was of interest to you, but I sent the details to your personal device, along with everything else, in case you would like to know.”

Erebus sighed, soothed by Mellric’s usual prickly response to his insistent questioning, glad that some things never changed.

“Good, good,” Erebus lied, feigning indifference. There was power in that, right? “Any news from Uruba?”

“Uruba?” Mellric nearly blanched at the utterance of the woman’s name, as if they hadn’t been colleagues for nearly a decade now. “About what, m’lord?”

Mellric offered Erebus a sour smile he wasn’t in the mood to entertain today. So instead, Erebus rolled his eyes - only when his eyes met the near back of his head, time stopped and his consciousness fell away, making way for a flash of images that flittered before his mind’s eye rapid-fire: the womb, Eden, hands clasped, and their father’s friendly face. Not that he’d ever seen his father before, but the moment he glimpsed it, Erebus simply knew. He saw himself in that face, in the lines around his eyes, in the shape of his jaw. But the man seemed familiar in other ways, too, not just in how they resembled each other, but as if Erebus had seen the man’s disparate features elsewhere, sometime else. Especially in his father’s irises: warm, but deep and dark like an unfathomable abyss. But before Erebus could hone in on the familiarity, the face was gone, instead replaced by Exar Kun’s dead-eyed stare, only not as Erebus had known it in the mosaic but as if he’d seen the man in the flesh, their noses nearly touching as if toe-to-toe in combat, Kun’s grey eyes glittering a deep, dark sapphire as it reflected the light of his hidden second saber, watching with a feral satisfaction as the blue-hot plasma blade cut through Erebus’ abdomen.

Erebus felt himself fall to the floor, the air leaving his lungs in a quick burst of surprise as searing pain soared through his ribcage, magma-hot and utterly unbearable. Suspended in free-fall, he saw his father’s face again, smiling and calm. Utterly at peace as he muttered, my darling girl, and reached out a hand for Erebus’ falling form, all memory of his face and his features falling away as Erebus was wrenched back to the moment and into the present again.

He was still in his chair. He hadn’t fallen, only tilted back a little too far, and Mellric seemed all the more unamused by the display.

The man cocked an eyebrow at him and let the silence steep a beat before asking, “What would you like for me to request of Uruba, Master?”

Master.

Erebus nearly choked on his spit but thankfully refrained, his mind almost too full to worry about his careless display in Mellric’s presence and concerned only with the vision he just saw. 

“Patch me through to her,” he ordered, his voice curt, sharp. “Now.”

Mellric nodded and disappeared, his white-blue holo eventually making way for Uruba’s.

“Master,” she greeted with a similar bow, as if she were a morph of Mellric’s head as her holo-image appeared on Erebus’ comm. “What do you desire from me?”

If Mellric and Uruba had been under Sion’s hand, Mellric would have been dead ages ago. But Erebus quite liked the way the man challenged him, even if it posed an eternal threat to his title. Uruba, however, commanded a room in a way that Erebus always wished to. Never subservient yet somehow always cordial, cold but calculated, and careful in her cutting remarks. Mellric only lived because he worked under Erebus, whereas Uruba would have been promoted ages ago if she hadn’t.

“You haven't had any luck accessing Revan’s account, have you?” he asked, already knowing the answer, his blood thrumming in his ears.

Uruba shook her head.

“Not yet,” she said, though her voice betrayed a promise he knew she did not possess.

“I have an idea,” he said, nearing his comm again but this time with the intention of approaching its keyboard. “I’m about to send you a sequence of phrases that I’m led to believe may be viable options for us to try. I would like for you to test them.”

Uruba’s eyes flashed with momentary surprise before she bowed again, holding her head as such while Erebus typed. A series of seemingly nonsensical words and numbers, all a jumble in his mind yet somehow significant, fell from his fingers as if he were possessed.

As soon as he was done typing, he imagined his father’s face again in his mind’s eye, smiling slightly as he nodded, as if saying yes, this is it. But his father had been gone long before Erebus’ first true memory, his intimate relationship with the Force and his mental sync with his sister predating anything else. And yet, Eden had left this very ship for him on Nespis in their father’s name - Aren Valen - in the hopes that he’d find it. There are no coincidences, only the Force.

“Let me know what you find.”

Erebus signed off, biting the back of his thumb as he eyed the duraglass before him, almost afraid of what Uruba might discover - even if it was precisely what he wanted. As if part of him already knew that whatever it was, it led further down a road he was not yet prepared to tread, but would have to anyway. 

He closed his eyes, trying to latch onto the information he’d just relayed to Uruba, unbidden. Unsure of where it came from, Erebus found no pattern, the sequence lost to him almost as soon as it occurred to him in the remembering. Like a phantom in the night. He clenched his eyes tighter, willing his pulse to slow and his thoughts to freeze, only the thought was gone as fast as smoke. But it wasn’t gone entirely - there was a record of it both in his hololog as well as in Uruba’s safekeeping now. 

Possessing not only a photographic memory but a near perfect one, Erebus’ mind was his haven, his one safe place, Erebus’ crowning joy. How could he forget so easily?

I do not retain any recollection pertaining to my previous shape, Darth Nihilus had admitted wordlessly to him upon being presented with the bone mask he wore now, the one thing that yet tethered him to the plane of the physical. There are so many things my mind has lost, though hunger is not one of them. Your thirst for knowledge is the same and is the very reason I brought you here. And I am so very glad I did.

Erebus could not forget the way the mask allowed Nihilus to take shape again, like a snake slithering into an already-shed skin. And yet the flashes of his early life, his father, and the letters, the numbers, all faded away. Even in holding onto it, his mind found other unrelated patterns in its stead as if to appease him - a hyperspace coordinate, a Pazaak hand…

Shit,” he muttered, opening his eyes again and blinking rapidly against the sight before him.

The view from the cloaked cockpit was a cacophony of claustrophobia and a certain chaotic beauty that left Erebus breathless in a way that calmed him. The airspace surrounding Onderon was sure to disrupt the planet’s very ability to receive the rays of its nearest sun, the economy of war taking clear precedence over primordial needs. But the image of the approaching mass hovering in the planet’s precarious orbit was something out of an old painting, the poignancy of it not lost on Erebus and instead a heavy and all-too-sudden reminder that he was living through what would day be considered the distant past, living history as it was unfolding.

Erebus ached at the thought of it. 

For all of nature’s bountiful balance there was always chaos. The dark entropic nothingness threatened the very existence of everything. It was poetically pathetic, but it was a notion that had gripped him at the ripe age of twelve and hadn’t relinquished its vice-like grip since. He’d been obsessed with the idea of it, almost more than he had been with history itself. It was no wonder Atris took him under her wing. Though she expected him to be a blindly obedient student instead of an incessantly questioning one, to whom answers could never satisfy and only beget more questions. Much to her displeasure.

Which is what brought him here, now.

Erebus’ eyes eventually drifted from the duraglass to the demure commlink sitting atop the pilot’s console. Its appearance was wholly out of place, at least here. His cockpit had always been a place of pristine precision, every surface clear and free of dust, debris, or any inclination that the space had at all been used. He treated the cargo hold as his personal office but the cockpit was a living museum. Perhaps one of the last remaining preserved examples of ancient Rakatan engineering in active use. But the commlink, purely Republic and almost clunky in comparison to the rest of the tech that surrounded it, looked out of place.

Erebus reached for the comm, remembering where it came from and who lay on the other end.

That wasn’t exactly how commlinks worked, Erebus knew, but he liked to think so. At least for the moment.

The device hummed promisingly, its idle signal searching until a curious voice finally answered on the other end.

“Hey,” it said, somewhat tired though it mostly rang with surprise. “Everything okay?”

“Hey,” Erebus said, the casual air something he wasn’t used to. He let the word steep and the feeling of it soak even deeper into his bones before continuing. “I feel like I should be the one asking you that question. You’re the one still stuck in the temple ruins. Or is there more that’s happened you haven’t told me?”

Erebus sensed the chagrined smile on the other end of the comm, smiling to himself at the inclination of it. His chest felt warm and he didn’t know what to do about that, an errant shiver coursing his spine as if seeking to correct his otherwise comfort at the strangeness of this conversation. Only was it strange? Or just not what he was used to?

“I’m still here but very much of my own accord,” Mical eventually answered. “You failed to answer my question though. And I asked first.”

Mical was being playful. It was either the exhaustion, the isolation, or both. Erebus wasn’t about to ask which one. 

“What do you make of Revan visiting General Vaklu mere months before her eventual abduction by the Jedi?” Erebus came out and asked. As calmed as his soul was by the casual air of their conversation’s introduction, he was never one to let unanswered questions go unaired. And in what little time he knew Mical, Erebus knew the same was true of the other man as well.

“Right out with it, eh?” Mical sighed, finally betraying the exhaustion part of Erebus’ earlier prediction though it didn’t dispel his demeanor entirely. “Do you think it was intentional?”

“What was?” Erebus asked. “Her abduction or her meeting with Vaklu?”

“Both, likely,” Mical mused. “Perhaps what I meant to convey was that whatever she had planned with General Vaklu was intentionally interrupted by Malak’s attack.”

“That is an interesting theory,” Erebus rejoined, sitting up in his seat. “Revan’s dissatisfied second in command must have known what that alliance meant, or so we can surmise, so in addition to climbing the rank as Sith and usurping her mantle, he also deliberately cut those plans short.”

Vaklu had not betrayed any other details about Revan’s visit, though judging by the man’s request Erebus had a suspicion that he asked the same of Revan - to provide him with an army in exchange for access to Dxun. But Dxun had been where Eden fought, so it wasn’t as if Revan hadn’t been privy to what happened there already. Unless there was more to that story he also didn’t know. Another question to ask Vaklu when he was again in the General’s presence.

“Or at least we assume Malak knew of Revan’s plans,” Erebus added. “Seeing as how Revan’s exploits as Nevarra Draal months later consumed his attention entirely, we unfortunately have no idea what his actual plan was for conquering the remainder of Republic Space. Perhaps he attacked her when he did because she was no longer keeping him in the loop.”

“That’s also an interesting possibility,” Mical mused. There was silence on the other end of the comm for a beat, and Erebus wondered if there was more he might yet discover by scouring the logs and archives at Malachor. He made a mental note of it as Mical eventually said, “Though we have no true way of knowing.”

“Perhaps. You haven’t found out anything else that might break the idyllic spell the Jedi otherwise have on your pretty head, have you?” Erebus asked.

“As luck would have it-” Mical sucked on his teeth. “I have, in fact.”

Erebus tsked audibly and shook his head. The act was purely performative, forgetting that Mical could not see him. A shame, really. For both their sakes. 

“Do tell,” Erebus beckoned, wishing he had another glass of whatever brandy Vaklu had treated him to days ago. 

“Well, the rumors are true, for one,” Mical revealed with a heavy sigh.

“Oh?” Erebus asked, cracking a half-smile. “Now which rumors would those be?”

“That Revan’s mind was indeed changed by the heavy hand of the Jedi, for one. That lying bastard,” Mical hissed in the most polite way Erebus ever heard. A laugh erupted unwittingly from his throat, charmed at the sound of it. 

“You’re talking about Vrook, aren’t you?” Erebus asked even though he already knew the answer. He examined his nails, finding them unfortunately bereft of any imperfections to distract himself with as he spoke.

“Is it truly that obvious?” Mical asked with a huff. “I suppose some rumors really are true.”

Erebus sensed a world of memory well at Mical’s words, though he could detect none of their details. 

“You’re far from the first to feel disappointment in that man’s wake,” Erebus said. “I respected the man once. At least you have no such previous personal failings.”

“Doesn’t matter,” Mical countered. “He was a Jedi. He swore an oath.”

Erebus was about to retort before he caught himself. He was about to air out his own sins before realizing that he’d already abandoned the Jedi Code before ever desiring to act on his darker ambitions, his curiosity finally getting the better of him after so many years and only once he was free of any promise to the Jedi Order. Which was more than most Dark Jedi could ever boast, and Erebus didn’t know how to feel about that. 

“That he had,” was all Erebus could say in response, his voice somber. It wasn’t that he cared. Not really. But more so because he knew Mical did. Now why that specifically mattered to him, Erebus was not exactly willing to unpack just yet. “So, you can forgive changing allegiances so long as they’re consistent?”

It was a question for himself as much as it was out of pure philosophical curiosity. Or so he told himself. 

“Aye,” Mical relented. “Not that respect is begotten regardless of affiliation, but hypocrisy is particularly of interest to me if not out of a certain morbid curiosity.”

Curiosity. The word echoed in Erebus’ mind. In that way we are alike.

“There wasn’t as much as I’d hoped, but enough to confirm my suspicions,” Mical elaborated. “Which leads me to believe that Azkul will stop at nothing until he’s recovered everything from this place, no matter what it takes.”

Erebus hummed in solemn agreement, a thought occurring to him that lacked exact definition, though its vague shape stayed in his mind, etching itself until it formed a half-thought, a suspicion forming. 

“What did you find, though?” Erebus asked after a quiet moment, his voice softer than he’d intended though it betrayed his genuine interest. The suspicion grew fast into an accusation, waiting patiently on his impatient tongue.

“Notes dated from after Revan’s capture, which stopped very coincidentally about a month prior to Malak’s hostile takeover and subsequent destruction of the Endar Spire,” Mical said. He uttered each word slowly, clearly, as if hearing them aloud made them all the realer for himself as well, the truth of it easier to accept. “From the sounds of it, the experiment was not quite intentional. It’s not exactly groundbreaking news, and I’m sure even Vash was somewhat aware of what the Jedi did, of what happened. She was on the Council then, after all. However, where Vrook obtained said information from, well…”

Mical sucked in a breath and Erebus’ accusation evolved into utter knowing.

“It came from somewhere unsavory,” Erebus ventured, a vague memory returning to him then. “Didn’t it?” 

A memory Erebus should have dredged from the depths upon returning to Dantooine, upon speaking with someone like Zayne. It wouldn’t have been the first time the Jedi chose violence for the sake of what they surmised was the good of the galaxy. It would not have been the first time they committed what the Galactic Republic as well as countless far more ancient peoples might consider a war crime. It is sometimes necessary to enter the darkness in order to save the light, a man once named Alek told his sister years ago. Erebus housed the memory as if it were his, unsure if it was something shared or stolen.

“Indeed,” Mical heaved another sigh. “I understand the Jedi endeavor to collect and house ancient Sith artifacts if only out of a desire to ensure that such things no longer fall into unsuspecting hands. I would also understand a Jedi desire to study such objects in an attempt to better understand the Dark Side, to protect against its ill-bode promises and to better instruct others, but…”

Mical trailed off. 

“Remember that shipment of artifacts we discovered when we were last here, with Vash?” Mical asked. Erebus nodded even though the man could not see him. “It was signed off by you according to the record, and delivered to Telos of all places.”

“Yes, and?” Erebus asked, an uneasy chill coursing through him as he tried to predict what Mical might say next. 

“The Sith objects in question during the notes about who I presume to be Revan appeared to have belonged to Master Atris, whose account I managed to gain access to-”

“You accessed Atris login?” Erebus asked, shooting up from his chair. “How?”

If Atris had been anything, it was meticulous.

“The Jedi idea of security isn’t quite as secure as someone like Vrook may like to believe,” Mical answered, though Erebus detected the lie by omission in his voice. “But speaking of Master Atris, how certain are you that she is truly dead?”

Erebus froze. He’d been certain the moment the news reached him. If anything, he’d known her demise to be a certainty the moment he told Nihilus of the conclave itself. As if hoping for that precise outcome in doing so. 

“Positive,” he said, though doubt seeped through him for the first time in ages, his perception of the last year falling into a dreamlike haze as he searched his feelings. “Even Vash believes so. And Vrook. If anyone were to know of her whereabouts, it would have been her closest colleagues.”

Of this Erebus was certain. He had been that person once, as Atris’ personal assistant and student he had been made privy to nearly every aspect of the woman’s life so long as he lived and learned in her wake. He’d assumed the same of her contemporaries. Though perhaps that was a naive assumption on the behalf of a still-hopeful student, not yet jaded by the jagged edges of grief or years’ old resentment.

“By all means, Atris has been stricken from the record, even according to the Republic,” Mical revealed. “She’s listed as deceased in both the public and confidential forums of every known governmental record I have access to, but-”

Mical paused, taking another audible breath that made Erebus rethink the entire last few months, if not the last few years, of his life. 

“There are no documents corroborating such a claim, which is customary. Even a majority of the other Jedi present at the conclave on Katarr are listed as having some form of confirmation of presence via docking and hyperspace logs and subsequent presumed death in the light of any documentation that might prove otherwise. The same is true for the residents of the planet, given its Republic affiliation. According to what I could find, Atris orchestrated the meeting but there is no actual evidence she even attended the very event she helped coordinate.”

Erebus began to pace his cockpit, now biting the nail of his thumb as he mulled over Mical’s words and searched his thoughts, his feelings, his eyes casting out towards the stars beyond the blockade and Nihilus’ cloaked ship as if he might psychically connect with his old instructor and ask Atris’ ghost himself. 

“I checked people such as Vash and Vrook as well. All records show their prior known locations, and all evidence shows that they had no intention of attending the event though for what reason I have no idea, and because she isn’t chiming in now, I assume Vash isn’t overhearing this either.” Mical made a clicking sound with his mouth, presumably in thought, as Erebus imagined the man running a hand through his hair. He wondered if this were true or if his mind was merely creating distractions in the wake of the burgeoning existential crisis threatening to overcome him now. “No word of Atris. And yet…”

Another silence followed. Erebus felt as if Mical expected him to answer, allowing room for him to do so. But no words followed. No argument erupted from his otherwise silent mouth, and for the first time in a long time, surprise was a stopper in his throat as if the very idea might suffocate him. 

“Her long-gone apprentice’s account is used years after his disappearance from the record, extending even years after her own supposed death,” Mical said. “Say, in all your time with her, did Atris ever mention the planet Telos?”

Erebus wracked his brain, his memory working against him once more, before eventually coming up with nothing. 

“Perhaps,” he said, not entirely sure the answer was ‘no’ enough to say so. “But-”

“But what?” Mical asked quickly, as if hungry for an answer regardless of whether it sated or dashed his manic curiosity. Erebus knew the feeling, but the mounting panic and unease within him now quashed his empathy entirely.

Mical was right. 

All signs pointed to Atris. Though for what exactly, Erebus was unsure. Was she behind the Golden Company’s acquisition of unaccounted for Force-touched objects? If anything, she would be working so that such things did not fall into unsafe hands. But that still required that she remain living. Was she still alive, somehow, somewhere, biding her time? Though for what? It all rattled around Erebus’ mind with some echo of truth, even if several very large pieces were missing.

“What are you saying exactly?” Erebus asked instead, his voice a husk of itself. 

Silence met him on the other end of the comm. All Erebus could do in its wake was stare at the closed door to his cargo hold, wondering just how much Vash could hear even while soundly asleep.

“I guess I went off track here,” Mical sighed. “For one, I don’t believe this Atris woman is dead. Either that or someone else close to her has been using what I suspect to be a personal console of hers for years, if not decades. Another thing, is that I believe the Jedi intentionally cut Revan off from the Force when reprogramming, so to speak, her memory. Were you aware of such a thing?”

The fact that Mical had not led with this discovery was beyond Erebus upon hearing it, even if its truth was anything but a surprise to him of all people.

“I felt the day they severed my sister from the Force,” he said. “The day of her exile. It was the last time I’d sensed her until-”

Wandering the Anchorhead marketplace now felt like an already distant memory. A dream, even. Erebus trailed off, revisiting it in his mind, feeling the heat of the planet’s twin suns on his back at the thought. 

He sensed Mical nod in quiet recognition, before eventually continuing in a matched somber tone as his own.

“Perhaps my biggest revelation is where the Jedi extracted this information,” Mical said, “Apparently a more primitive practice was used when sentencing Ulic Qel-Droma as it had been for years, but a more refined method was gleaned from the stolen records they obtained on the lead of a one Alek Squinquargesimus, affectionately referred to as Squint in Atris’ old record of the event of his capture by a one Mandalorian doctor, Demagol.”

Demagol. Erebus had been the one to explain the existence of the madman to Mical back on Dantooine on the dirt floor of the Rakatan ruin. That, like Anchorhead, already felt like a lifetime ago.

“Alek had truly changed after that encounter,” Erebus said as the memory washed over him, though it was not his own. If he wasn’t already sitting, he imagined he would have sunk into the nearest chair, or any other surface that would suffice, as he recounted whatever else he could recall. “She didn’t say as much, but I think my sister believed that moment utterly altered him. Perhaps it had even been the moment that brought him over the edge, so to speak.”

Aiden had met Alek only once. The man was tall, handsome, charismatic, and kind - the perfect man, the ideal Jedi. Not unlike Mical. It was no wonder his sister fell in love with Alek. It had been difficult not to, her conflicting feelings sometimes shared briefly through their still-tethered subconscious a testament to that. 

“It’s interesting that you say that,” Mical continued thoughtfully. “Because I was wondering the same of Revan. When they altered her memory, when they severed her from the Force, it not only returned eventually, but she was different. As guilt-ridden as his notes are, Master Zhar Lestin’s accounts note that Revan’s demeanor was that of a stranger when she returned here with the Jedi, Bastila.”

Erebus’ blood ran cold.

“For all their differing beliefs, the one thing the Jedi and the Sith tend to agree on is the fact that the Force has a will of its own,” Erebus began, the wheels in his head spinning, threatening to overrun his already too-crowded mind. “The difference is that the Force is something that acts through Jedi, but is directed by the Sith, the Dark Side merely being an inherent aspect of it that would be a shame to deny.”

It had been his own excuse at first, rationalizing his every erring decision as if confessing it all to Atris. Erebus was lucky that it was only his sister who ever had to stand before her, not him. He refused to. The fact that Eden even heeded the Council’s bidding to judge her was beyond him, but also a decision he knew he would never have made. And not because he was staunch in his choices, no. But because he’d never been sure of them, still, even years later. Even now. 

“Whether any of that is true is oft tested by both factions,” Mical added. “And derided by everyone else.”

“Why deny yourself of all the Force has to offer?” Erebus said again, almost speaking over Mical, the validity of it remaining true despite all else. That had been his true calling - the curiosity, the desire to know. And yet part of him remained reluctant to submit himself as Nihilus and Sion had. From his vantage point, power played into it, but so did the submission of it. The Dark Side bestowed power, but at great cost.

“From what I’ve heard, and seen-” Mical said, treading carefully. “Is it really worth it?”

Rumor had it that Eden had turned to the Dark Side before her exile, though Erebus knew it was a lie. What he felt in her prior to her going silent was far from what he experienced in the aftermath. Though… it wasn’t far off. But contemplating the deeper recesses of a dark ocean was entirely different from diving head-first into its depths. 

“History might claim otherwise,” Mical said with some finality, his voice betraying exhaustion in place of the derision Erebus expected. “But perhaps what they did to Revan truly did change her.”

Erebus had more to say, his mind brimming with memory and revelation, his past and his present converging into one.

“Perhaps you’re right,” Erebus said, thinking inevitably of Exar Kun again. “Or perhaps it merely removed the veil, leading her to disappear again into the unknown.”

“Perhaps, perhaps now. Though while we’re on the topic of theories though, I have another one for you,” Mical began. “In fact, I’m glad you called because I want to know what you think.”

Time nearly stilled again. I’m glad you called. Had anyone ever been glad he’d called? As Aiden or as Erebus? He thought of Nihilus’ unearthly laugh and the way his amorphous form shook with the spectral laughter that followed the moment he inherited his new face, his new skin, bound to the world again if only to better sate his unending hunger. Glad for Erebus only because of his usefulness to him, never his opinion. 

Erebus wished he could see Mical on this comm, watch as the man ran an absent hand through his golden hair in quiet deliberation, already missing the mannerisms he’d picked up on in their short time together. He shook his head, craving Vaklu’s brandy even more. 

“Come on then,” Erebus beckoned after a moment, biting on his thumb again to calm his spinning mind, cycling endlessly through memory. “Let’s hear it.”

“If this is what the Golden Company is after, whoever their benefactor happens to be is looking to perhaps create Force sensitives of their own, which might explain what they did with me, but their other intention may be to wipe out any existing Force users that fail to fit their mold,” Mical said evenly. His voice was an octave above a whisper, as if he were afraid of being overheard. Erebus leaned in towards the comm, as if his proximity to it might betray something further, but only wished he could see Mical all the more. “The collection of Force-related objects makes sense, too. To hoard, perhaps, but also to study, as the Mandalorian doctor had.”

Just as Mical was speaking, Erebus’ other comm twinkled. He wasn’t being hailed, but new files had just been transferred to his device. He glanced at it, spying that among the messages Mellric promised he’d sent earlier, Uruba had now supplied him with further information as well.

“Perhaps,” Erebus said. His voice sounded nonplussed, but his body thrummed with anxious energy as he reached for his personal comm and endeavored to read Uruba’s messages. Looking only at the subject headers, he knew she’d been successful - the login info, in whatever sequence, had worked. She’d done it. “The Mandalorians likely looked for a way to neutralize the Jedi, rid their advantage over the Mandalorians through their command of the Force, while also finding a possible avenue in creating their own Force sensitive Mandalorian super soldiers. There were rumors about Neo-Crusaders being used in experiments, but…”

Erebus’ breath quickened, his heart beating out of his chest as he plucked his device up and looked at it properly, his eyes lancing over the data almost faster than he could read it. 

It’s all here, he thought incredulously. It worked. 

“But what?” Mical interrupted.

“Remember that promise I made you?” Erebus asked, thinking of the way the wind whipped about his sickly face on Dantooine what felt like a lifetime ago. “You wanted to study the Sith, no?”

He could not see the man, but Erebus sensed Mical perk up despite the lightyears between them.

“Of course I do,” Mical answered, breathlessly.

Erebus’ eyes could hardly focus on what lay before him. Years of research, notes, all belonging to her. A woman he hardly knew yet felt as if he understood intimately. He inhabited the rooms that had once been hers before she moved to the larger suite, after all. Malachor was hardly cozy, but it had been a home to him for so long. Yet it had first been hers – Revan’s.

“Is your channel open to receiving documents?” he asked. 

He could have sworn he sensed Mical nod before he uttered desperately “Yes, yes it is.”

“Then be prepared to receive.”

Erebus double-checked the signal before sending, making sure to encrypt the information before doing so and relaying as much to Mical once he did. Furious typing met his ears through the comm, inspiring a smile in Erebus he hadn’t felt since…

“This can’t be real,” Mical said. “It… simply can’t be.”

“Records, notes, and areas of interest belonging to none other than Darth Revan herself,” Erebus said, scanning Uruba’s findings once more. Erebus’ personal device betrayed the fact that his apprentice was again typing to him, relaying even more information, and for the first time in his life, perhaps since Eden, he was eager to share it before diving into its depths himself. “Believe me, I am just as shocked as you are.”

“This has to shed a light on things,” Mical said, wondrous. “Many things.”

Erebus thought of his ghostly father’s eyes again - warm and dark and deep. 

“I’m sure it will,” he said, hopeful.

It will, he promised himself silently. It should. 

It should.

Chapter 58: Then and Now

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk 
Eden

She felt lighter. Eden could admit that much.

Her senses had calmed. Her hold on the Force, as well as her perception of it, was still dialed to the extreme, but her grasp on the overwhelm downgraded it to a simmering, comfortable whelm if there were such a thing.

And in Habat’s presence, Eden felt peace - however brief and fleeting - for the first time in a very long time. 

And in the wake of that feeling, she’d smiled.

And in the wake of that, the guilt set in.

But the peace was still there. More than it had been. Possibly ever.

Eden had laughed in recent weeks - if only in Atton’s presence. It was mostly due to the inherent awkwardness of being around people again, of attempting to be charming and human in spite of the world of ache festering within her since awakening on Peragus. But today she smiled, genuinely, and her cheeks ached in a good way. Her chest felt warm as if calmed by some invisible sun, and perhaps she had been, nestled there in the miniature paradise hovering above Citadel Station. It was, after all, the Ithorian prototype for a future utopia she desperately hoped would come to fruition, for within its depths she'd found a kernel of existence unburdened by destruction, harboring only a welcoming embrace for the eventuality that was death, free of fear and the repercussions of what came after.

Stepping aboard the Ebon Hawk again was a cold reminder of the present, though, but one she was now more ready to face. 

At least, she hoped she was. 

Eden had meant to retreat to the sonic shower again, yearning to feel water on her skin, wash away the guilt and the memory of the ache that came before, to feel truly renewed. But Eden walked right past the sonic shower and kept walking until she found a familiar face.

“You believe I am cross with you,” Kreia announced, unmoving. 

The woman remained motionless on the floor of her claimed bunk in apparent meditation. A slow smirk overcame her face as the woman acknowledged Eden’s presence. 

“While I believe playing nice with Habat is a useless endeavor, I am not angry. In fact, I understand.” Kreia sighed and took her feet, standing before Eden for a beat before settling on the nearest cot beside her. “I am merely disappointed.”

Ah, Eden thought. There it is. 

This, she was used to. This was par the course. 

“But perhaps not for the reasons you expect.” Kreia patted the empty space beside her with her similarly empty sleeve. For the briefest of moments, Eden felt Kreia’s disposition as if it were her own, a momentary flash of dissatisfied sympathy lancing through her mind just as she felt the prickling pain of Kreia’s phantom hand, her own fingers tingling with pins and needles. “Come, sit.”

Eden did so. Unsure of where to look, Eden’s gaze fixated on the bronze clasp at the end of Kreia’s nearest braid, her hair a glittering silver in the fluorescent light. 

“My reservations about placing any semblance of trust in Chodo Habat remain, as I suspect he will yet again ask something of you. He likely will ask the same of Bao-Dur as well, though that is none of my concern.” Kreia’s remaining hand and her sleeve-draped wrist rested atop her knees. She leaned forward, testing her weight as she calculated her next words. “My main concern is you , and my main qualm is your still tenuous re-connection to the Force.”

Kreia turned to her now, and were it not for her drawn hood, Eden suspected that Kreia would have stared directly into her soul if she could. She wouldn't put it past her.

“I have felt the wound within you, buried deep,” she began, her voice contemplative but also reverent, tinged with awe. She tilted her head just-so at the memory of it. “You were deaf to it for a long time, and I imagine that must have felt like a boon on behalf of the universe after what you’d experienced in the war and then Malachor after.”

Eden had no reply. Only a memory of the feeling in the moments, minutes, hours, and days after the explosion, the blinding white light still painting her vision as if perpetually on the verge of fainting and losing all visceral sight completely, let alone the Force. It ebbed and flowed then, like a roiling nausea, its sickness threatening to consume her whole until she stood before Atris and the Council. A flash of the scene flickered before her mind’s eye as if she were reliving it again, only outside herself, as if a bystander. Eden blinked. Glancing at Kreia again, she wondered if this was a trick of the mind or something the woman had somehow seen…

“No doubt your sentence felt undeserved in more ways than one,” Kreia said. “But there was a lesson they could have taught you then, a lesson they should have taught you.”

Kreia grabbed Eden’s hand and wrenched it tight in the space between them, her knuckles going white. 

Kreia, wh-?” Eden gasped. 

Eden yanked her hand back on instinct, but instead her entire arm seized. Her eyes glanced down to look, surprised by Kreia’s strength before stilling completely at the sight of Kreia’s handless arm gripping her vice-tight, her hand suspended in the air between them by nothing yet paling still. Her eyes widened, darting between Kreia’s smirking face and the sight of her puppeteered hand. And then she felt it again - the molten heat searing through her skin before tendon then bone, the acrid smell of Kreia’s burnt flesh filling the air of a dim Peragus hallway as if Eden had been there herself. She re-lived the pain just as she had at Atton’s side, feeling as if she were near collapse, just before Kreia’s memory faded and Eden was finally allowed to pull back. 

Eden cradled her yet-intact hand as she reconciled the feeling of its severance with its absolute certainty of being there, unsure of which felt stranger.

“You would have learned to live with the pain,” Kreia said slowly, her voice assured and calm again yet sharp as a knife’s edge. “As I had.”

Kreia examined her empty sleeve, turning her arm over in the light as Eden caught her breath, her hand still prickling like that of a phantom limb. So many of her soldiers had suffered such an injury. Eden hadn’t, but she might as well have. She’d inherited each of their ailments and every one of their deaths over the years until the number escaped her completely. Eden kept tallies, at first, until there were too many to count. 

“I shouldered it for years,” Eden said, her voice hoarse. “But the pain after, that was-”

Something else entirely, Kreia finished inside her mind. 

Eden had half a mind to wince at the woman’s mental intrusion, yet there was also a comfort to it. She’d used to speak to Aiden like this. One thing she’d yearned for on the field was the sound of his voice, the weight of his presence. But both were gone and Eden was left only with the memory and Dxun’s ghostly jungle din for company.

“This… is not the first time I have suffered such a loss,” Kreia admitted. For the first time since Peragus, Kreia genuinely seemed tired. “I, too, was exiled, just as you were. My punishment was decidedly different, though I can say one thing…”

For a moment, Eden saw herself through the Force as Kreia saw her, but before she could study herself, the connection sapped and Eden faced Kreia as usual once again - two women sitting beside one another in an empty room. 

“Like you, I fear the fate they set out for me was not nearly severe enough.”

There was a levity to Kreia’s severe statement, a dark mirth that laced her words as well as the air between them now. 

“That the Jedi might have been smarter to kill us both,” Eden agreed with a sour smirk, thinking of the way Atris looked at her with utter vitriol in the sterile dreamscape that was her fledgling, empty academy on Telos.

“Indeed,” Kreia nodded, a similar half-smile overcoming her wrinkled face in quiet camaraderie. “Yet, look at them now…”

The woman sounded both mournful yet vindictive, and Eden hated how she felt the same, unwilling to read into it any further.

“You should have known your wound as it was, however raw and rending,” Kreia continued, “And as much as the Jedi should have killed us both had they truly wished to be rid of women such as we despite their righteous dogma, it would have been better yet that they studied how the Force moved through and around you. Normally, only a Sith would be interested in death taking such a form, but in my experience, they are interested in it not so much as a test subject though perhaps an object only worthy of study in order to overcome it…”

Kreia trailed off as a thousand questions rose in Eden’s mind - about Kreia’s exile, about the Dark Side, about the Sith, about every yet unanswered query she’d had since finding this woman apparently dead in the sick bay of Peragus’ medical facility. 

“Though - of course - this is all merely my opinion, and speculation,” Kreia sighed as she rose from the bunk and paced the room, still mired in her own thoughts. “And despite the gift Habat has bestowed upon you, I wish to examine this further. Our shared echoes, your wound and mine.”

Eden felt a tremor of reeling hurt, then. A ghostly ache. One that was not entirely her own though inherited for a moment: a deep-seated, somber yearning that made her feel sick, equal parts hunger, equal parts pain.  

“I cannot change what Habat has done for you, nor would I wish to reverse something you earnestly wished for,” Kreia said, the feeling fading away. “We may have our differences, though I do hope you will see the meaning in what I speak of, just as I endeavor to explore your experiences as well, both past and present. Perhaps then we can better understand this little explored corner of the Force.”

Kreia paused before Eden, her phantom hand reaching out for her once more, though this time in truce. She placed its gentle ghost atop her fingers, a spectral thumb running a comforting path across the back of Eden’s wrist before pulling away.

“My mind is clearer, which helps I think,” Eden said, extending her legs as she remained seated, intent on how the lights reflected in the scuffed tips of her boots as she crossed and uncrossed her feet. “It’s what I needed most. I don’t think I would be any use to anyone otherwise. But… it’s still there. The wound. Habat said as much.”

There were no false promises on behalf of the Ithorian’s pledge to heal her, only an ease of passage. 

“I sense it,” Kreia affirmed with a nod, “Though it is much fainter than before. Faraway. However…”

There was also the matter of Eden’s visions, the mysterious memories that swam in her mind’s eye as Habat had healed her. Whether Kreia was privy to what she’d seen, Eden had no idea, though the hanging silence between them gave Eden a sneaking suspicion.

“I doubt any such wound could ever truly disappear,” Kreia continued after some thought, “but such is the nature of things, much like Telos. The planet is healing, yes, yet the memory of the destruction it suffered will stain the geological record for millennia to come until the planet itself is no more.”

Kreia paused before Eden again, silently demanding her attention. Kreia’s head tilted to one side, as if examining her, before she sat beside her once more, this time taking Eden’s hand in her singular one. Her grip was soft this time, almost comforting. 

“The clarity of your mind will help in the days to come, but I fear yet another lesson was lost in the easing of it.” Kreia sighed. “Though speaking of lessons, I fear another less welcome one awaits you in the security room, yet one that will aid our cause.”

Eden furrowed her brow but Kreia explained none, expecting only Eden to follow. Eden bit her lip and did as she was silently told, solemnly eyeing the door to the refresher and yearning for that sonic shower more than anything as she unquestioningly obeyed Kreia’s bidding, wondering where this was all going next.

Bao-Dur was already busying himself in the garage, the sounds of his tinkering meeting Eden’s ears as Kreia led her to the security room where T3-M4 stood sentinel outside, appearing eager.

“The droid has earned its keep for the moment,” Kreia began as she strode over to the center console and pulled up what looked to be an extensive data log. “It appears the machine extracted an exact copy of Atris’ archives, should you have need of it.”

Eden watched Kreia as she approached, soothed only by the droid beside her. T3 followed them into the confines of the security room, tittering excitedly by Eden’s side as her eyes scanned the datalog on display.

Kreia nodded towards the screen, inviting Eden to take a closer look. She sidestepped so Eden could take control of the console and watched on quietly as Eden scrolled and scrolled and scrolled.

A decade’s worth of datalogs filled the screen, dated from as far back as when she’d entered the war and even beyond that, but what interested Eden the most were all the files that bore her name – Eden Valen, Eden Valen, Eden Valen – followed by a plethora of more that instead bore the cryptic label of the Jedi Exile.

It was dehumanizing yet oddly impersonal all the same, almost clinical. But what incensed Eden even more was the sheer number of logs, the multitude of files that all bore some detail of her life in exile, a life Eden had wholeheartedly thought she was living out in the private haven of anonymity.

A creeping feeling possessed her then - a sneaking shiver up the length of her spine, a cold chill that sent a low-simmering nausea to boil in the pit of her stomach.

“So, she’s been following me the entire time,” Eden muttered, opening a few files to find her own face staring back at her from the visage of various disguises, different versions of herself over the years. These were years she’d spent alone, selves she lived with in utter isolation. To know that Atris was watching, that she had a front row seat…

“It troubles me, this level of attention,” Kreia said in a low, thoughtful voice. “No doubt the Jedi had always planned on keeping tabs on you. They did the same of me, however I doubt their notes on my whereabouts are nearly this extensive.”

Eden had half a mind to search Atris’ pilfered archive for Kreia’s name, but she didn’t. Her name would have jumped out at her searching eyes if she’d scrolled past. But Eden had gone by many names in the last nine years – Vale, Lan, Lena – she wasn’t about to ask Kreia her secrets if she was not ready to reveal them. Not that Eden felt she hadn’t earned it by now. In fact, Eden felt the opposite, especially given their Force bond, but she was too sickened by Atris’ own obvious invasiveness to ask otherwise. 

“There is much to be gleaned from these records, aside from the ones about you,” Kreia continued. “However, there was one file in particular I wanted to discuss.”

Kreia’s intact hand hovered over Eden’s, silently asking for repossession of the console. Eden nodded as she stepped aside and watched Kreia navigate to the file she spoke of, open it, play it, and then fast-forward it until the clip promptly ended.

Eden felt as if she’d just been slapped.

“What was that?” Eden asked, her voice hollow. She already knew the answer, but she needed to hear Kreia say it before she began to think this was all a dream again. 

“I believe you already know,” Kreia said. “Though fear not, I did not actually watch the recording of your hearing myself. The droid started playing it earlier. I should also mention that when I discovered that the droid had uploaded Atris’ entire catalogue, there was a restraining bolt affixed to the inside of the dataport, just here.”

Kreia pointed to the port below the console, to which T3 blipped in agreement. 

“Seems sloppy to me,” Eden shook her head. “Restraining bolts are meant for droids, not dataports.”

Kreia turned to look at her, cocking her head for a moment, before turning again to the console. 

“Precisely, which leads me to believe that Atris had perhaps meant to trap the droid, though that seems rather shortsighted as well,” Kreia added. “I have a feeling Atris intended for the bolt to prevent this very thing from happening. There may be more to Atris’ intentions, as I do not find it quite plausible that this machine would be capable of outwitting a woman of her intellectual renown, but that is a conversation for another time. As I was saying, though, the droid was the one who brought this file to my attention, and aside from the personal nature of its contents, I am certain that the information that follows is of far more import.”

At the end of the videolog was a data entry that displayed itself over the darkened screenshot, the final image one of Master Kavar looking grim. Eden tensed at the sight of him, his blue eyes dark and brooding even in the hazy image, looking every bit as he did in her memory. But splayed over his face was a list that Eden then read aloud: “Vrook, Dantooine. Zez-Kai Ell, Nar Shadda. Kavar, Onderon. Lonna Vash, Nespis VIII.”

“I suspect the Council of old, like Atris, refrained from attending the conclave, and thus, reside where they are listed here,” Kreia posed, cradling her chin.

Lonna Vash,” Eden said, adrenaline coursing through her, “It says she was on Space City, which we now know was destroyed, but according to my contact she was just recently on Dantooine. If she made it out alive, perhaps Vash can tell us about the attack.”

“As well as where the remaining Sith are now,” Kreia finished for her, nodding her head in agreement. “I was thinking the very same.”

A small smile possessed Kreia as she then nodded again and swept from the room, pausing at the doorway to add, “I knew all roads led to Telos.”

Her voice was soft, soothing almost, a salve against whatever inner turmoil now roiled within Eden. And paired with Habat’s healing, Eden couldn’t help but feel relieved to at least have a heading. 

Kreia turned on her heel and left the room. In her absence, Eden looked at the screen again, spying Kavar’s unchanging face from beneath the text laid overtop it.

Onderon.

What with the civil war she’d only just gotten wind of, she wondered just how well the man was faring there. And yet knowing Kavar, she knew he was likely just fine as well as somehow embroiled in the drama of it all, even if he would tell the history books otherwise later in the decades to come.

Eden exited out of the videolog window and perused the catalogue again, wincing at every mention of her name as well as her monicker, thanking the Maker that Habat had at least leveled her out before returning to the ship to this. Eden glanced at a few more files before simply backing away and shutting the entire thing off. She would have to comb through it eventually. But not now.

“You did good, kid,” Eden smiled at T3, running her palm against the cool metal of his intelligence module. “Thanks for the intel.”

T3 warbled in the affirmative, though his tone was timid, unsure. Eden smiled again and assured him once more, before reemerging into the hallway. She thought of the sonic shower again, yearning for its salvation, but instead turned right towards the sound of typing and mumbling, yearning instead for the clever company of her resident pilot, calmed by the idea of not being alone for at least a minute longer.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical 

“I really hate how much this adds up,” Zayne groaned via comm, his unrest matching Mical’s. “It’s all just… documented?”

“It is, though there was an attempt to hide it. I suppose they needed some record of it in case the Jedi needed to refer to their methods, or perhaps even do it again,” Mical said, rereading the notes he’d already disclosed to Erebus. A twinge nagged him at the back of his mind at that fact, but figured it was in everyone’s best interest if he read into his own thoughts when he was next alone. “Bastila confirmed all of it?”

“She did, though she made it sound like it wouldn’t be easy to find. Vrook seemed worried enough to not even bother mentioning it at all.” Mission said this time, her voice wilting with worry as she spoke. Mical hadn’t known the Twi’lek long, but he already knew the tone of her voice was worthy of recognition and that it denoted something mingling between disappointment and disgust. “I know the Jedi had their reasons, but-”

Mission stopped herself short before sighing audibly and walking off, her footsteps echoing as Zayne took over the comm in both their steads.

“You can send whatever documents you find to me directly and destroy the remaining record,” Zayne muttered, clearly not wanting to be overheard. “The last thing we need is for the Golden Company or anyone else to find any shred of evidence of these experiments ever having happened. And after what we just sat through? I don’t know who to trust anymore.”

Trust. Mical had trusted Erebus with this information first before anyone else. A Sith . He’d trusted a Sith. Zayne Carrick was the closest thing Mical had to a friend in this universe and the first person he told about what the Jedi did to Revan was a forsworn Sith Lord. He shook his head, knowing there was logic behind his choices but there wasn’t enough time to justify them to the guilt already running a course through his veins.

“That works for me,” Mical whispered, matching Zayne’s discreet tone. “I have a few queued up already, but there’s just so much more stored in the archive here, I can’t just leave it-”

“I know you want to preserve everything. I’m sure you of all people will find a way,” Zayne huffed a quiet laugh. “You always do.”

Zayne sounded a little too assuring, a little too casual before eventually leading into a very tenuous, “ But…”

I know it’s dangerous,” Mical cut in. “But I can’t just leave.”

“But the thing is… you can.”

Silence hung between them and in the lapse Mical glanced about the ruined archive. He’d dreamed of this place ever since leaving the Order. It felt wrong to abandon it now. But Zayne was right. He could have left by now, and with the archive’s contents intact, had he not taken it upon himself to read every damn thing he came across first…

“Things are getting worse up here, and it’s only a matter of time before the Golden Company edges even further in to where you’re holed up,” Zayne said. “If need be, we may just need to destroy whatever’s left of the archive so long as the Golden Company doesn’t get a hold of it.”

“Of course, but-”

“We have a Jedi on our side, remember? Not to mention a daring halfling of one, too.”

Mical couldn’t help but laugh, shaking his head as he imagined Zayne flipping his hair with all the dramatic flair of the self-absorbed flirt he very much was not. 

“True, but like you said, not sure who we can trust anymore.”

“Least of all the Jedi, but I was trying to lighten the mood,” Zayne mumbled. “But like I said, we can get you out of there. I don’t like how long it’s been.”

“Of course you don’t, and neither do I if I’m being honest, but I won’t feel satisfied until I’ve offloaded every scrap of data from this room before leaving it to the vultures that no doubt circle the ruin, even now,” Mical admitted, the truth of it making him feel all the lighter. “Now, I have a bit of a theory for you.”

“A theory, hm?” Zayne 

“The Jedi Covenant responsible for the, er, fate of your Padawan class had a vision that prompted their response, correct?”

“Mhm,” Zayne agreed curtly, the memory of it still a sore one. 

“Now, what if the same was true of another Jedi? One that ordered the inexplicable though also unprecedented shipment of countless Jedi artifacts off-planet from Dantooine to Telos mere days before Malak’s attack five years ago?”

“I s’pose it’s possible,” Zayne said, mulling it over. “Though I’m a bit scared to ask why…”

Mical sighed before launching into a redacted version of what Master Vash had disclosed within this very room what felt like a lifetime ago. Mical could see Erebus’ face react to the revelation of it all in his minds’ eye, as if it were in real-time, and as if he were seeing the events unfold with new eyes. The man’s surprise was palpable then, but undeniable now, though Mical tried to relay as much to Zayne in as normal of a way as humanly possible.

“That… yeah, that is odd,” Zayne affirmed via comm, sounding both resigned and resolute. “Unquestioningly odd.”

“So you are confirming that you have no record of these shipments, correct?” Mical asked, on edge. His eyes scanned the transport log again and again in the short span of silence that followed, memorizing each of the cataloged items Erebus’ account had confirmed for delivery shortly before Malak’s attack of Dantooine. 

“That’s right,” Zayne said. “How ‘bout you Mission?”

Mical heard the young woman mumble as she muttered the logs under her breath, repeating the list for the third time since Mical’s initial request as if she might come up with a different answer upon rereading it once more. Mical had to give the girl credit for being thorough - the human memory was a fickle thing after all. 

“Nah, nothing rings a bell,” Mission said. “Sorry, Mic.”

Mic. He huffed a tired laugh. That was a new one, though not entirely unwelcome. 

“Master Vash showed you this initially?” Zayne asked. 

Mical nodded before he realized Zayne and Mission couldn’t see him.

“She did, which is part of what makes me think this is true, as well as important.”

“Strange,” Zayne muttered, his shared unease soothing Mical none. “I think this is a lead, though to what, I have no clue.”

“Well,” Mical sighed, disappointed though not entirely put out. “Thanks for taking a look at it. I feel a little less insane at least.”

“I’ll look into your suspicions on Master Atris more. I doubt Master Vrook will be anything but tight-lipped about it, but… either way, we’ll get you out of there soon, friend,” Zayne promised a moment after, his voice softer. “I promise.”

Mical nodded again, once more realizing his appreciation could not be observed if not seen. 

“Thanks,” he said. “Though I’m fine. Really.”

He both was and was not lying. 

After a few more pleasantries, the call ended, and Mical was alone again.

It was strange - making a home of the ruined Jedi temple, surrounded by both his childhood memories of the place as well as the unlived life he once imagined having here.

A part of him felt bittersweet about it. As if having been trained may have changed the course of things. His life, the fate of the galaxy, the Jedi even. 

But it was haughty to think so, not to mention selfish. More than likely, had Mical been properly trained, he would have perished on the surface of Katarr along with the remainder of the Order. He would have wanted to attend the Conclave. He would have wanted to say his piece, have his voice heard. He still did. Even now, his mind rattled with various scenarios, both past and present. He knew it was useless, but it was just another thing to keep him sane down here. Or perhaps, at least, occupied.

Your mind is messy, his mysterious host intervened. Their voice was soft but the words sliced through his brain like a knife. Mical shook his head. 

“There’s still so much work to do,” he muttered, eased by the sound of his own voice. “And what with the latest intel…”

Scavengers were coming round the ruins again, excavating at dusk and dawn, when visibility was lowest, clearing a path for the Golden Company and the onslaught they no doubt had in store. They’d already made the mistake of using explosives, resulting in the rubble present about him now. They needed to be careful if they had any chance of retrieving what they came here for. And judging by what he saw back at the Rakatan temple, they would stop at nothing until they had. 

You’re hungry , the voice urged. A laigrek scuttled across his workspace with another ration, this one clearly pillaged from one of their scavenger friends.

Mical couldn’t help but smile, his eyes meeting the laigrek’s glistening gaze. He extended a hand and pet its foremost limb as he accepted the food as the gift it was. 

“These creatures are fond of you,” he said with a smile, calmed instead of unnerved by the clicking of its legs as it scurried away. He was almost sad to see it go.

Their minds are simple, the voice said. Easy to control.

Mical went cold. He watched the laigrek exit his ruined quarter of the temple, admiring its spindly walk as it traversed the upended walls and made do with what it was given, wondering if an action as simple as this was not of its own doing.

“What do you mean?”

I can control them, it continued. I can teach you.

Mical watched as the space at the end of the ruined chasm turned dark. Clicking filled the distant din of the ruin, affirming that he was not alone, but the mere fact that he could no longer see his companions calmed him none.

“Where did you learn such a thing?” he asked, trying to be polite. 

Necessity, his host responded.

Unease settled first in his head and then in his very bones, forcing him to take a much needed seat from the data console at the center of the room where he’d been stationed for what now seemed like a century. 

He’d thought it was part of being one with the Force, of being so attuned to nature that its creatures tread lightly and without fear. But there was, indeed, a predator in their midst, only it was posing as fellow prey. It was one thing to reach into a creature’s mind, to feel its thoughts. Sense them, understand them . It was another entirely to control them.

Are you ready for tonight’s lesson? 

The voice repeated its query twice, unsure if Mical heard.

He had, only he was not sure how to answer. 

“Not tonight,” he said eventually with a pained smile, unsure if it could be sensed as much as it would be seen had he a present audience. “But… thank you.”

He was thankful . Only it did nothing to calm the dread spreading through him. It was only now that Mical regretted turning down Erebus’ offer to train him, but he shook his head as soon as the thought crossed his mind. Quicker, easier, more seductive. The Dark Side was not the answer he was seeking, but instead a different path leading to a different future. One where he knew what to do with his innate gift, or better yet… one where he, nor anyone else, harbored it at all.

No. That wasn’t it either.

Sleep. Yes, sleep . Mical needed sleep. And food. Proper food.

Sighing, he picked up the parcel of rations deposited at his feet and thought of the laigrek. He wondered if it were in pain, and he wondered if he might be able to tell were he more in tune with the Force.

Guilt washed over him, wishing now that he’d been a proper Jedi if only to know the difference as Mical selfishly took a ravenous bite.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk
Atton

Atton couldn’t tell which was stranger - the knowing or the not knowing. 

He watched Eden as she examined the nav computer from the corner of his eye, tracing the outline of her as if to match her present self to the stolen one still buried in his memory, wrenched from the mental depths of the mark he’d beaten and turned on Revan’s orders. It fit but also didn’t, lining up in places he did not expect and differing in ways that surprised him further still. But it was the coincidence of it all that unnerved him most, the pieces of his past fitting uncomfortably into place the longer he was in the woman’s presence.

“So,” Eden began, her glance skewing sideward as if detecting his gaze. “What’s our ETA?”

“Uh,” Atton sputtered, turning his attention towards the controls in a way he hoped conveyed that it had always been there. “Less than an hour, looks like.”

Dantooine was a place Atton had never ventured, nor had he ever wanted to. People generally didn’t. From what he knew, it was a fringe world on the cusp of the Outer Rim, known mostly for its farming and for its Jedi. Two things Atton had made a career of avoiding at all costs. 

“An hour,” Eden turned the phrase over, considering it. “Alright.”

Atton afforded her a genuine glance now, unafraid if she noticed this time, and furrowed his brow. She was tracing the trade routes again, and from what he could spy from the pilot’s chair, she was currently examining the backwater Myto's Arrow with a careful hand. Atton knew that route by heart, mentally reiterating its coordinate path in his mind as he watched Eden do so with her index finger. 

“A lot’s changed in the last ten years,” Atton said, taking a stab at what mired Eden’s mind. She’d been standing behind him for the better part of the last hour, entranced by the map as if she’d never seen one before. “Must be strange.”

“Hmm,” Eden hummed in somber affirmation, her posture wilting slightly. She cocked her head the other way, as if the map might betray something else from that angle. Judging by the way she then shook her head, Atton figured it didn’t. “I never thought about it ‘til now, but to see it all laid out in little informational blurbs and data, it’s just-”

Eden sighed.

“I forgot the rest of the galaxy kept moving.”

Atton had no follow-up to this. Instead, he internally cataloged what planets had since joined the Republic and which routes had changed in the last ten years as if it were a new mental exercise to add to his ongoing repertoire of meticulous distractions. Even the last five years alone were eventful in that regard, and with the Peragus depot now having been exploded out of existence…

“So it goes,” Atton sighed himself, pushing away from the pilot’s console and standing up. His lower back popped with a satisfying crack followed in quick succession by his shoulders snapping out of their shared stasis upon stretching. 

“I feel like I need to do that to my brain,” Eden commented with an air of jealousy.

Atton laughed breathily before turning back to the white-blue expanse of hyperspace, his face feeling hot. 

“Don’t we all?”

He counted the planets again in his mind, surprised with just how much he remembered. Even when his mind was elsewhere, Atton was always paying attention. It came in handy when your main reaction to the going getting tough was running away to the place no one would ever find you. He’d done it to escape his mother, then the Republic, followed by the Sith, and now anyone looking to cash in on the debt Atton hoped was wiped out with the destruction of Peragus, so long as Luxa was good on her word. If he wanted to keep running, it helped to have a running tab of where he might disappear to next.

“It’ll be weird, being back,” Eden said, turning from the computer and instead standing near the co-pilot’s chair. “I haven’t been to Dantooine since before I joined the war, and even then, the place changed so much before my exile.”

Eden stared out the window, no doubt imagining both a remembered version of the planet as well as a predicted version of what they were about to discover. After a beat, she smiled, and her gaze met Atton’s. He shivered just as she said, “You’ll hate it there.”

“Oh?” If Atton’s face was already hot, it was searing now. “Know me so well already, do you?”

He not only repeated Myto's Arrow in his mind, but simulated a version of Eden tracing its trade route alongside it. Examining Eden was easier inside his own head, not to mention there was less of a chance he’d get caught staring again. 

Eden shrugged. 

“I’d like to think so,” she said with a slight smile. “You seem to have a pretty solid grasp on me.”

Do I?

Atton only furrowed his brow further at her and walked over to the navicomputer himself, unsure of how he felt to be in such close proximity to Eden even if a baser part of him yearned for it. The longer he traveled with her, the more it became an unavoidable certainty. Maybe delaying the inevitable would help him build up a tolerance, like to the juma he so desperately craved.

“What makes you say that?”

He was genuinely curious. Atton had always prided himself on reading people. It was the main reason Malak had selected him for Revan’s Sith task force, and the reason his father harbored any relationship with him as a child if only for his knack at counting cards and scrutinizing his gambling opponents. It was the reason Atton was of any use to anybody, and if he could be that for Eden too, well…

“You have a knack for anticipating what I might do next,” she said, sounding both bashfully awed yet undeniably somber, almost suspicious. “And even when you don’t, you-”

Eden paused as she turned to face him. Her brow knotted as her eyes narrowed, glowing silver in the light of the navicomputer as she tilted her head ever so slightly. Atton had every opportunity to avert his gaze but instead he held his ground, pleasantly surprised when Eden’s eyes met his. He allowed himself to be observed, to be read, even if in the confines of his mind he was still relaying coordinates and trade routes. But it remained only a vibration beneath it all, a soundtrack to the way he was reading Eden’s expression in turn, taking in the sight of the endearingly messy waves of her hair, the curve of her face, the cut of her jaw, and the way her eyes shone through the thick of her lashes over the crest of her freckled cheekbones while she examined him and thought of what to say next. 

“I what?” Atton implored, trying not to sound so interested, trying not to imagine what it might be like to trace Eden’s features with his hands instead of his eyes, skin to skin, and how her body might feel against his. 

A feeling washed over Atton, like a question and a comfort both, borne outside himself and instead from the orbit he shared with Eden now.

“You always have my back,” Eden finished, uttering the statement as if a question mark should have accentuated its end, her query only half-realized when she spoke it aloud. Atton tried to imagine the woman before him leading armies, slaughtering thousands with the saber she’d described. This version of her now, wide-eyed and vulnerable? No, never. But the version he’d seen at Lopak Slusk’s throat, face covered in blood, heat radiating off her in a way that was both cold and calculated yet raw and rending? Without a doubt. 

There are those who wage war, Kreia had said back in the cell, an image of a younger Eden superseding the version that Atton saw now, a version of her that was both imagined and true, seen through the eyes of her brother. And those who follow them.

He thought of Eden back at the military base, alternating between retching at the sight of death and conversely being the perpetrator of it. Two sides of a coin that did not match yet completed the coin nonetheless.

“Why’s that?” Eden asked, her voice whispersoft. Her eyes fluttered, surprised by her question just as Atton was, a storm brewing in his chest at the sight of her. Eden’s gaze flickered across Atton’s features, only stoic because he was now internally playing his favorite Pazaak game from start to finish, his brain humming with satisfied calm in the wake of his habitual dopamine loop. “It’s not like you owe me anything.”

She asked it as if it weren’t deserved. As if she hadn’t saved his life. As if she’d done something wrong. 

She had, of course, at Malachor. But Atton wasn’t about to say that. 

And perhaps he never would. At least not yet.

“The only reason I’m not rotting in some forgotten force cage is because of you,” he muttered. 

He imagined Corr Desyk’s horror-struck face moments before utter obliteration, his entire squadron turned to dust as Malachor’s surface decayed a thousand years’ worth of rot in an instant, and the smile of the Jedi he killed later, blood curdling on her lips as she bestowed Jaq with what she thought was a gift but was instead a curse he’d carried for years after, her words weighing heavier now than ever before -  You are a survivor, through and through. Your allegiances tell as much. 

“I owe you my life, but don’t worry. I won’t be dramatic about it.” Atton feigned a lilted, charming smile. “Promise.”

He’d always had a knack of latching onto people who would ensure his survival, even if a part of him yearned for death. It was never out of any desire for it, but out of obligation, those he left behind often paying the debt in his stead. His mother. His squadron. Corr Desyk. Even Revan and Malak perished not long after he escaped their elite forces.

Atton wondered if Eden could sense all of this, feel it in the ether between them despite the coordinates and the power couplings and the Pazaak hands running amok in his brain otherwise, not quite drowning his thoughts out but distorting the feed like a faulty radio signal. But all he felt in her presence was instead an undeniable tranquility, almost like being drugged or lulled to sleep, just as he had been by that HK back on Peragus…

Only in Eden’s presence, submission felt… nice.

Atton swallowed. Hard.

But it is your connection to the Force you must thank, for it is the reason you yet live.

“Your decision to stay is saving me more than you know,” Eden offered with a half-laugh, a blush overcoming her features in a way that endeared Atton to her more than he wanted to admit. Atton mirrored her unwittingly, unable to stop himself. It was as if he’d lost control of his body even if his mind remained his own, unlike when Kreia entered it uninvited. It wasn’t entirely different, but it also wasn’t entirely unpleasant either. 

Different versions of Eden swam in his vision, both in the real and within the confines of Atton’s mind - memory that both did and did not belong to him mingling until they merged into one. Whatever pieces felt wrong clicked into place now as goosebumps rose along Atton’s arms. She was both the villain of his past as well as his present savior - neither ruling out the other but coexisting seamlessly as if the universe suddenly made sense, as if his accidental birth, his mistake of a life and his every escape from death in the mess of its aftermath were all given sudden purpose.

“I don’t know what it is but you look… different ,” he said, the thought occurring to him as he spoke. This, too, was unbidden, speaking as if possessed. She did look different, but also very much the same. Eden only made more sense to him now, and Atton wasn’t yet sure what that meant for him. “It’s almost as if - ah, nevermind.”

This he had control over. This he could stop in its tracks. Though why Atton had no clue, and no time to question it. His mind was moving faster than he could translate, quicker than any string of coordinates he’d memorized to drown it all out. Eden - not only every facet of her being but every bit of him and where he fit in the kaleidoscope that was her - here and now, but also where their pasts lined up, parallel but never perpendicular, crossing only now, but why? And where would that lead?

“C’mon,” Eden pleaded, playfully punching Atton in the arm, her hand lingering over his elbow before pulling away. “Let me be the judge.”

Atton mulled it over, his eyes roaming Eden’s features again as if there were some detail he’d missed. 

“It’s like…” he began, the air between them both solidifying as if in amber but also dissipating as if they were dissolving into nothing but space dust, “It's like you've got this glow, but only when I see you out of the corner of my eye.”

Atton shook his head.

“It’s hard to explain, but it’s, uh,” his mind reeled, sensation and sentiment folding into one, intermingling to the point that he could not tell between the two of them, his mind brimming with numbers otherwise. “It’s good to see.”

Eden bit her lip, blushing further before betraying the smallest yet most self-indulgent smile Atton had seen yet.

“You can thank Chodo Habat for that,” Eden said. “I… I think I feel more in touch with the Force than I’ve maybe ever been.”

Eden shook her head, disbelief coloring her every gesture as her gaze receded to the middle distance and no doubt into memory. But the air between them still felt warm, comforting. Atton wanted to question it, to distrust it. Though much like Eden, he could not recall a time in which he’d felt more at ease.

“You do seem pretty calm,” Atton admitted softly, moving ever so much closer to her, yearning to feel Eden’s skin against his. Eden’s gaze only met his again, her eyes wide, moving none as Atton neared, as if wanting it, too. “A lot calmer than you were on Peragus when I first met you, at least.”

“Really?” Eden asked. She scrunched up her face slightly, her incredulity genuine. 

Atton nodded, again feeling like a willing puppet, unable to control his every impulse when this close in Eden’s proximity.

“It’s practically streaming off of you,” Atton admitted with a breathy laugh. And it was true - everything Atton had learned about the Force told him to be cautious, forever wary and always on edge. His mind a vault with no way to worm oneself in. And despite Kreia’s ability to breach his otherwise steadfast defenses, he felt himself melt in Eden’s presence, soothed by her smile and the pacific sensation radiating off her, reassuring and warm like the sun. 

“I-” Eden faltered, choking on her own words. She searched inward, unassuming, before resurfacing with the explanation, “I don’t think I’ve felt this good in a long time, actually.”

It felt like a secret, and Atton liked that.

“Well, it shows,” he said. “You’re a nice counterbalance to that old witch back there.”

He hadn’t meant to say it, but he warmed at the sight of Eden smiling in response, overcome with a bashful laugh that lit up her face, but especially her eyes. Her eyes - her painfully familiar eyes.

“Don’t tell Kreia I said this either,” Eden murmured, her smile fading thankfully little, cementing the secret between them as she leaned towards him and half-whispered, “There’s a lesson in this somewhere, but for now I’m just glad I don’t feel like I’m drowning. At least not as much as before.”

Eden shook her head.

“You probably have no idea what I’m talking about,” Eden sighed, “I’m sorry, I-”

“Don’t be sorry,” Atton breathed, the words tumbling out despite being a lie as he reigned in his growing desire to reach out and touch her. But beneath the warmth of his desire was something colder, something that struck a chord of fear within him just as the ship lurched, jolting out of hyperspace ahead of schedule.

Before Atton could read into the feeling, the Ebon Hawk careened into a field of debris, a few pieces precariously striking its hull and sending them sideward. Without thinking, Atton reached out for Eden, steadying her with his hands as he eased them into the corner beside the pilot’s chair, anchoring them there and preventing them from falling by hooking each of the heels of his boots behind the console and around the base of the seat. 

Eden had not only fallen into his arms but against Atton entirely, her torso pressed to his as the ship slanted sideways before eventually righting itself. Only Eden did not relieve herself of Atton’s questing grasp right away. Instead, she lingered. And Atton was in no rush to push her away. 

“You okay?” he asked.

She was surprisingly soft despite how solid she was, the sinew of her muscle evident even beneath the layers of her clothing and his. But there was an ease to their closeness that surprised Atton more than anything, an equilibrium he did not expect. His eyes met Eden’s and her gaze softened beneath his heavy-lidded stare. Eden eventually nodded.

“Fine,” she breathed. “You?”

Atton held Eden’s gaze a moment longer before blinking and nodding in turn, regrettably tearing his eyes away from her to cast about the cockpit, squinting against the duraglass in search of the ship’s unusual disruption.

“What was that?” he asked.

He was still holding Eden in his arms, but the woman made no motion to leave, her eyes following his out the window.

“No idea, but-” Eden paused, a startled choke erupting from her throat a moment after.

Atton turned to her once more, again unnerved by how comfortable he felt being this close to her, at how natural it felt, and how unquestioningly Eden remained there as she searched for words. Her eyes remained fixed on the duraglass this time, honing in on a hovering object now floating into view of the cockpit.

“Debris,” Eden said, her voice hoarse. “From… Malak. 

The name sounded alien on her tongue, wrong. As if she’d never once uttered it before. Atton didn’t question it as his mind put the pieces together. Scorched matter slowly circuited the ship as it now hung in the planet’s orbit, no doubt the remaining aftermath of Darth Malak’s attack on Dantooine some years ago. Were it not for the planet now crowding the view, the vision was not that far off from the ruins of Peragus.

“Do you have any landing codes for us?” Atton asked, easing his grip on Eden though moving away from her none, regretting its inevitability whilst simultaneously recoiling from the contact as if he might soil her. Not that her soul was any cleaner than his. “Did your friends share anything useful?”

Eden nodded, eventually shaking her head as she looked down. She paused, as if examining their proximity and deciphering its meaning before backing slowly away. Eden only moved an inch out of Atton’s grasp, the resulting emptiness all the heavier for her closeness despite it. 

“They did, yeah,” she said. 

Eden shook her head again, all calm dissolving for a moment before the stillness returned to her; another look for the books. Atton mentally clocked her expression again, as if studying her like an animal, yearning to feel her weight against his again while also fearing it, unsure what might transpire should it happen again. 

Atton remained at the ready, prepared to catch Eden again if need-be while also awaiting her answer. 

You will not find blind obedience a difficult master. 

The need didn’t come, but there was satisfaction in the act of it. 

You chose it once. 

“You ready for the input?” Eden asked as if the last few moments hadn’t happened. 

“Ready whenever you are,” Atton nodded as he leaned over the controls, roused with absolute assurance.

You will learn to embrace it again. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Carth 

His mind felt almost calm here. At peace. Even if the rest of him was far from it. 

The only thing Carth could chalk it up to was the familiarity of it all, at least as far as this little slice of Dantooine went. Aside from the estate’s entrance brimming with displeased settlers and blaster-scorched grass, this valley was otherwise unchanged. And now, as dawn broke, the vale was calm, quiet, and it reminded him of the last time he was here with Nevarra.

Kind of pretty, she’d said, looking at him sidelong. Carth’s stomach had flipped then, an undeniable excitement coursing through him at the way Nevarra glanced his way, enchanted by the way the sun dappled gold flecks across her cheeks and made her dark eyes shine like warm, chestnut coals. Isn’t it?

Kind of, he’d coughed, echoing her sentiment though not confident enough to share in it entirely, still unsure about her but most of all the Jedi , the quiet of the planet unnerving him in ways he never thought an idyllic farmscape could inspire within a man who once only dreamed of growing a garden in his backyard once the war was over. He’d been nervous then, unsure, but in the remembering of it he felt at home here, yearning to return to that moment more than he knew to do with.

“They’re moving again, but they’re being awfully careful about it,” Zherron was saying, his tone low and barely above a whisper. “I don’t have any reason to believe the Golden Company knows the Republic has any presence here but it’s best we remain cautious nonetheless.”

Carth’s eyes cast upwards as he caught the iridescent glimmer of the shield hovering over them now, its wall ending exactly where the Matale Estate’s doors stood. To anyone else, Khoonda Headquarters would appear as it always had, but to the untrained eye, its lawns were not currently littered with Republic starfighters, let alone the Republic Navy’s own Admiral admiring its not-quite bolstered defenses.

“I’m still waiting on word of back-up, but we’ll need to be careful about their arrival,” Carth said, his eyes scanning the grassy expanse, imagining more shuttles, more ships in their midst, and idly wondering if their shields could withstand glamouring any more than they already were. “Not to mention General Valen should be on her way.”

“Landing any moment now, or so Darek tells me,” Zherron said, his voice thoughtful as he glanced downward, lost in thought. “I’m sorry we can’t provide your squadron with better tools, but I’ve already outfitted them with the best we’ve got.”

Carth’s eyes scanned the horizon as if General Eden Valen were to drop down at quite literally any moment now, as if Carth knew what sort of ship she would be flying. But the sky was clear save for slow-moving clouds and the occasional brith skimming the grey-blue sky.

“They’ve been trained to do better with worse,” Carth said through as professional of a smile as he could conjure. “Don’t worry, you’ve given them more than they need.”

His eyes traced the landscape until his gaze fell upon a nearby clearing beyond which stood the shallow mouth of a cavern. 

“The cave you mentioned earlier is that way, isn’t it?” Carth asked, squinting against the bright white haze threatening to sear though his vision in lieu of the sun. “You think all the ships will fit in there?”

“Some of ‘em, yeah,” Zherron replied. “Best not to keep all our eggs in one place lest the mercs shoot up our one and only basket. Plus it’ll make more room for backup whenever it arrives.”

Carth nodded, his eyes still narrowed in the cavern's direction, trying to remember if he’d been there before, too. 

“Better to spread out our reserves,” Carth added before they both turned in unison towards the estate again. 

Carth couldn’t help but feel exposed, vulnerable. The cloaking sheild did a lot - for now. But one faulty generator, one power surge, and their hand would be placed face up on the table, their entire arsenal laid bare. Yet Carth had the sneaking suspicion that they were already being watched, casting a wary eye back out at the breadth of sky again for any glimpse of General Valen’s arrival. Not that it would change things, but it might soothe him some.

“Let me know when everything’s good to go and I’ll have my boys escort their jets cave-ward,” Carth said once they were safely inside, though his mind still thought of the caverns he spoke of and where they led, searching his memory for any recollection of them.

“Will do,” Zherron said, leaving Carth alone in the foyer.

It was early, but there were already a few disgruntled farmers lined up outside Adare’s closed office door, arms crossed, eyes cast sideward as they shook their heads and huffed out agitated breaths. Carth sidestepped them, avoiding their ire though feeling their frustration in full, simultaneously recalling what this place looked like when he’d been here last.

So this is how the other half lives , Nevarra had joked in the moment, her face growing pale after saying it, tilting her head if only because she suddenly had no context for that statement. According to her records, she’d grown up on an ocean-filled planet entirely opposite to this one, and one of the few socialist outliers on the Outer Rim at that,  the details of her ancestral home an oversight by the Jedi who planted them there. But aside from her supposed upbringing, there was the off feeling about it that played across her face as she’d then turned to Carth with a worried glance she next blinked away into a sly smile. He’d noted her odd expression then but hadn’t pressed the matter, especially having only just begun to truly grow soft towards her and she towards him in return. 

But now he knew. 

He had been about to return to his quarters and message Chancellor Irulan, and as much as he did not want to deliver the less than stellar news to her, he also wanted to soak in the memory of this place and feel its every corner, in case he was missing something.

There were so many things he hadn’t known then that made sense now, that moment on the farmstead and within the Matale Estate all those years ago was the least of them now that he thought about it. At the time, the most he’d gleaned from that exchange was the mere fact that Nevarra was turning to him for comfort, even if she did not voice her innermost concerns. It was in his face she sought validation, in his shared gaze she felt truly seen. And he was only just growing comfortable with the idea of letting her see him in return.

That still had to count for something, right?

Because now he realized the inner turmoil she must have been feeling every other second, every resurfacing memory countering all that she thought she knew about herself, let alone the burgeoning sensations of the Force returning to her when it must have felt so familiar despite her mind telling her otherwise.

He wanted to go back. He wanted to go back and be more understanding, more empathetic. He wished he could go back and do it all over again. 

Carth’s boot remained poised on the bottom step of the staircase before him, leading him to a passage he’d never thought he might ever see when this was still the Matale Estate all those years ago. Past and present merged in his mind, refusing to let the what ifs go , recalling the momentary panic on Nevarra’s face before it gave way to her usual enigmatically smug self.

What? Nevarra had asked back then with a smirk and a shrug, brushing off whatever existential realization she’d just had within the span of a second for the sake of saving face in Carth’s presence.

He did not recall what he’d said back to her, but he yearned to go back to that moment regardless. At least she was still there in the memory, the affection clear in her gaze even if she had not wanted him to see it then, and even if he’d doubted its presence at the time.

But now he knew. And now he wished he could change things more than anything.

How? He had no idea. 

The opportunity alone would be enough.

Carth sighed and ascended the stairs in earnest. The first step and then the next, and the next, and the next, until the past and the memory of it was left behind entirely.

 


 

3951 BBY, Telos IV, The Ebon Hawk 
Eden

 

Malak.

The name hung in her mind like an omen, leaving a bad taste in her mouth.

She hadn’t meant to say it, she never had before. Or had she? Her memory was an ocean she was not willing to wade through at the moment, or any moment if she were being honest. But to call him Alek while Atton held her steady felt wrong yet also like a closed circuit, a full circle moment whose reality was not yet fully known yet weighed heavy on her mind.

The last time Alek truly held her, he’d still had hair, barely clinging to life after his abduction at the hands of Demagol. I should have told you from the moment I first laid eyes on you, he’d said, his blue eyes welling with unspoken emotion. I love - he choked - I love you.

Eden had kissed him then, for the first time, but it was the last time he would ever wish to be known as Alek by anyone other than her.

Alek had withered away and given birth to Captain Malak in his stead, recovery a rocky road after months of torture and interrogation. Alek was the weakling that crumbled under Demagol’s experiments, but Captain Malak was the one who rose from the ashes, the man who was Revan’s Right Hand and a stronger Jedi than Alek Squinquargesimus ever was. Though Eden begged to differ. 

He’d shaved his head after that, and endured hours of painstaking tattooing in an attempt to better represent his home planet and further reject the man he had been, covering his scars with battle paint and an attempt at bravado that Eden had, at first, encouraged.

It should have been the first sign. It should have been the thing that told Eden that the man she’d fallen in love with as her teacher was already gone, but having now been made his equal it would have felt like an opportunity squandered, a boon lost as soon as it was offered. That had always been the obstacle, hadn’t it? But that didn’t erase the years between them, Alek all of twenty-six and Eden still months shy of seventeen. Nor did it erase the unbridgeable gap between a kept master and their sworn apprentice.

She still called him Alek in her mind, both when they were together as well as when they were apart, but especially so after he was gone. As if doing so would keep him alive in her mind. 

You’re the only one to still call me that, you know, he’d said one night when she’d let it slip, just weeks after Dagary Minor, fresh on the heels of a monologue he’d spun for her benefit, assuring her that she’d done the right thing. In hindsight she realized he was also soothing himself, reckoning his own consciousness along with Eden’s. You do it more often than you realize.

He hadn’t chastised her for it, he hadn’t corrected her. Instead he’d pulled her close as he sat on the side of their shared bed and kissed the exposed skin of her neck. It feels strange to admit, but I still like being Alek when I’m with you. Perhaps only then.

He was only Alek sometimes, in stolen moments, but Malak always. Eden wondered if anyone else still called him Alek or ever had after the change, and the thought alone made the feeling of Malak on her tongue now feel even more wrong. 

But the moment was over. It wasn’t even new, only still fresh in her mind simply because she kept reimagining it, as if in the repeating of it that she might change it somehow - either change the uttering of it or erase it entirely.

No, not that. 

Because as ill-tasting as Malak tasted on her tongue and in her mind’s eye, the feeling of Atton’s unquestioned assurance and the steadiness of his hands stilled her, even now in the recollection of it, a reflection of something earnest and primal in his gaze that set her heart aflame. 

There was a time when she’d wanted Alek look at her the same way, yearning for his touch, craving his closeness each time they sparred, dancing ever closer to him only to catch him off-guard, only not with her saber but instead with her eyes. It felt like work, a barrier eroded and eventually broken, but only after Alek was a battered man, only able to tell Eden how he truly felt about her when he had utterly nothing else left.  But falling into Atton’s safe embrace echoed with the thousand tethers she’d formed during the wars, every soldier who fought under her banner becoming a part of her bones as if they were marrow until they were unquestioning in the face of her absolution. He looked at her the way she’d always hoped Alek would and had once, though Malak never had after.

Had she orchestrated this somehow, unknowingly tugging on strings of the Force as she so often had during the war? Or perhaps, maybe, it was Alek reaching out from beyond the grave to remind her of his absent warmth but also every Force bond she’d unwittingly created while following in the wake of his stirring words and Revan’s unquestioning command…

Eden shuddered, finally turning on the sonic shower and stepping beneath the soothing pressure of its rushing water, each droplet a waterfall unto itself that her muscles melted instantly beneath. Her mind needed to be clear before stepping foot on Dantooine again. That much was certain, though the truth of it remained a question at the back of her mind, unsure if such a thing were possible given her history here. Chodo Habat could only do so much, and Kreia was right - there was a lesson she was missing in here somewhere, the absence of it clear in the tangle of her thoughts. 

But there was something to be said about the way she felt in Atton’s arms, too, held in the almost aggressive constancy of his gaze. And the fact that it calmed her more than whatever Habat had done, not to mention the wash of clarity that came after, scared her more than almost anything ever had.

It was like Dxun all over again, each of her little soldiers following her, inevitably compliant, as if under a spell, into the unknown but to almost certain death. And despite the reality of it and the wretched feeling that followed, there was solace in that, knowing that she wouldn’t be alone at the end of the world. Forever filling the void her twin left behind all those years ago, one half of a whole feeling forever empty without him.



Chapter 59: The Thread Unspooled

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Atton

 

Atton couldn’t help but keep Eden in the corner of his eye, her resplendent silhouette forever in his periphery if only to sate his morbid curiosity as they finally stepped foot upon the ancient seat of the Jedi, now only rubble and ruin.

Funny, that.

He’d complained upon landing, arguing that there wasn’t a proper landing pad where Eden said there was one, eventually cloaking the Ebon Hawk after some ingenious finessing and a lucky keysmash for good measure before landing in a field of tall grasses that now cloaked the ship still. But now, Atton was silent. It felt like a dream and a nightmare both, his every sense on edge as he anticipated Eden’s every unsure movement, discerning her discomfort through the ether as if it were his own. 

He wondered if this is what it felt like to follow her lead on Serroco, on Dxun, silently patrolling the surrounding underbrush as Eden’s eyes scanned the horizon in a way Atton could not, though judging by his gut they’d gotten lucky and hadn’t been perceived by anyone other than their welcoming party.

“‘Bout time you showed up,” a friendly though unfamiliar voice greeted them through the grasses, parting the path before them with a rifle.

Bao-Dur tensed but Kreia remained lax, as did Eden, telling Atton all he needed to know.

This was an ally, a friend. Friend. 

Strange, that.

Atton spit into the dirt, watching as the dusty debris turned from beige to brown before looking their welcoming party in the eye. 

A Togruta and an Iridonian emerged from the grass, each of them vaguely coral colored, their skin a warm contrast to the dead stalks wreathing their arrival. Their weapons were drawn forward at first before they each swung carefully downward in quiet relief as the first figure drew Eden into a hug that made Atton’s insides crawl. 

“It’s good to see you again,” the woman said. She shut her eyes tightly, a relieved smile overcoming her comely face as she held Eden close. “It feels like forever and a day.”

Eden bit back a smile, an expression Atton knew well now, the familiarity of it soothing him some.

“It does,” Eden rejoined. “Weird, right?”

Eden removed herself from the Togruta’s embrace to instead vigorously shake the hand of the Iridonian, whose eyeline Bao-Dur avidly avoided as the man shuffled closer instead towards Atton. 

“Asra, Darek, this is Atton, Bao-Dur, and Kreia,” Eden announced, gesturing towards each of them in turn. She was simply naming them as they were lined from her left, but Atton couldn’t help but savor the way Eden uttered his name first, the way her eyes lingered on him before moving on, feeling important despite the practicality of it. 

The Togruta and the Iridonian nodded in silent recognition, though Asra was the only one to extend a hand, greeting each of them with a handshake sans Kreia who instead nodded as the woman approached and left it at that. 

“Welcome to Khoonda,” Asra said, “New governing seat of Dantooine.”

Khoonda. The word didn’t ring a bell as far as Atton knew, even from before his stint on Peragus. Dantooine had still been in turmoil last he’d heard, though it had once a paltry blip on a smuggling map where the occasional job for a pick up would manifest though never offering enough credits for its proximity to Force users for his liking. His mental map of potential work had not lacked for Dantooine’s absence, and a quick glance at the landscape now told him exactly why.

Save for a squat structure in the distance, this place was full of one thing and one thing only: miles and miles of grassland. And not even good grass. But the dry, crinkling variety, more brown than green, not unlike the dying farmstead on the fringes of Aldera where he was unfortunately born, a place he so desperately wished to forget he’d ever inhabited.

“Welcome to Khoonda,” another voice joined the fray, echoing Asra’s words with a flare for the annoyed, a sentiment Atton could at least relate to. “Please state your name and business.”

A petite human woman with the look of a permanent scowl set about her face emerged between Asra and Darek clasping a datapad. She looked from Eden to Kreia, barely glancing at Atton and Bao-dur beyond them, smacking loudly on a bit of hard-candy between her imperfect teeth as she tapped her foot, awaiting a reply.

“Uh, I thought you would have known I was coming,” Eden stammered, glancing at her welcoming party for some assistance. “I don’t see why-”

“It’s a formality,” the woman sighed. “I know who you are, but what about the rest of these people? No one said anything about an accompanying party.”

“I mentioned that she would be traveling with people ,” Asra breathed, rolling her eyes. “I may not have mentioned how many , Dillan, but-”

“Doesn’t matter, I’ll need your names and affiliations anyway,” the woman named Dillan cut in, rolling her own eyes in response even if Asra didn’t see her.

Silence followed before Kreia eventually tsked her tongue loudly enough to echo within the awkward clearing they all stood in and said, “You can call me Kreia, and I have no affiliations to speak of.”

“Yeah, and you can call me Atton and I have no affiliations either.”

Kreia narrowed her eyes, glancing sideward at Atton with silent bewilderment and annoyance. She did not enter his mind but she might as well have, regret filling Atton in an instant as he realized that he shouldn’t have given his current name at all if he wanted any chance at skirting his debts. But then again, what name would he have given? He had none others on deck, save for his birth name, and he wasn’t about to utter that syllable ever again. 

“And I am Bao-Dur of Iridonia,” Bao uttered, staring squarely at Darek who never blinked in return. “Should it matter to anyone.”

“Okaaaaay,” Dillan muttered, entering all of their names rapid-fire, though Atton doubted her ability to spell each one accurately given that she had not specifically asked, which was likely a good thing. “Now, state your business.”

Eden exchanged an exasperated glance with Atton, his insides again pleased to find that she referred to him first, before turning to Dillan and saying, “I thought you guys were the ones that needed my help?”

“That's why we made it all the way out here, wasn’t it?” Atton added, to which Eden nodded emphatically in agreement. Dillan looked between them, back and forth, before eventually slumping her shoulders and relenting.

“Ugh, fine,” Dillan groaned, typing away again at her datapad. “C’mon, I’ll introduce you to the Administrator.”

Dillan continued typing as she turned away and walked back through the grass where she came from, Asra falling into step beside Eden as they followed with Kreia close on her heel. Atton begrudgingly copied them, eyeing Bao-Dur as he lingered in limbo with Darek before eventually allowing the man to take the rear, rifle in hand again, before offering Atton a furtive glance and betraying his inner discomfort though speaking of it none. 

Atton glanced at Darek and couldn’t say he felt more at ease with the man’s rifle poised behind him, even if he was offering them guard en route towards the building ahead. With that, he could at least share in Bao-Dur’s disdain, even if the deeper reason why escaped him. Atton remained on-edge even as the structure emerged from the grass, far larger and more sprawling than he imagined from their previous vantage point, more a manor than a farmstead as he first assumed it to be.

“Is this…?” Eden asked, pausing as they neared the building, spinning about as she reacquainted herself with the lay of the land. “Is this the Matale estate?”

“Apparently,” Asra nodded. “The Jedi Temple’s in ruins, and honestly, on the brink of fallin’ apart. We’re still in the process of recovering everything we can from the place, but-”

Asra paused, glancing towards the field beyond where Atton assumed the ruined academy now lay.

“Not salvageable, huh?” Eden asked, her eyes scanning the horizon again.

Atton wished he could see what she saw, sensing only what Eden felt by proxy. She knew these fields, this land. It existed in her memory in a way Atton could never fathom, and for some reason it bothered him that he couldn’t.

“It ain’t likely,” Asra answered regrettably. “Shame.”

Eden shook her head, walking past Asra and towards the main entrance of the estate ahead. 

“Is it?” Eden asked, not expecting an answer. She paused at the door, turning slightly as she awaited the others to catch up, her gaze meeting Atton’s and not leaving even as the rest of them gathered. Atton had half a mind to look away, to break Eden’s unexpected yet softening stare, but in the encroaching moments he found he could not. Instead he found himself drawn to her more than he often was, entirely unable to tear his eyes away, instead growing comfortable in the unspoken closeness held in their shared gaze.

Eden felt her sentiment in full, she wasn’t just acting coy solely for Atton’s benefit, but she wanted him to know . Her eyes said as much. The conversation they shared aboard the Ebon Hawk after Peragus came to mind, talk of Eden’s absent lightsaber just as relevant now as it was then. 

The doors to the estate opened. Within stood a foyer larger than one of any farmstead Atton ever saw, at least on his mother’s side of Aldera. Twin trees stood transplanted in the center like sentinels guarding a keep, and within the space’s otherwise pristine halls stood dozens of people, all of whom turned to face them. Silence fell over the hall just as the doors closed. All eyes were on the newcomers, their furrowed brows scanning Eden first and then Atton beside her, before casting over Kreia and Bao-Dur and eventually glancing at Asra and Darek after which they each resumed a steady swell of disgruntled murmuring. 

“Maybe we should try the other entrance,” Asra murmured to Darek, but Darek only shook his head.

“Too late,” he said. “We’ve already been spotted. They’ll know we cut the line again either way.”

Cut the line .

The undercurrent of unease made more sense to Atton now, even if its exact nature was still unclear. Everyone here wanted something, needed something. But their presence somehow superseded that. 

“This way,” Darek insisted as he sidled past and urged that Eden and company follow beyond the crowd milling about the twin double doors at the other end of the foyer. 

The doors on the right-most side slid open at their arrival, the many eyes of their mumbling cohabitants a growing white noise finally made silent once the doors closed again at their backs. On the other side was a white and bronze hallway lined with even more doors, each of them closed, save for the door immediately before them. Within was a wide open room furnished only with another transplanted tree and two desks. Dillan was already typing away at one such desk, her arrival before them unseen and unobserved. Atton and Eden exchanged glances again before turning their shared gaze towards the group huddled over by the transplanted tree, shafts of golden light filtering through its leaves and onto the tops of their heads like miniature halos. 

“Administrator Adare, this is General Eden Valen,” Dillan announced, never once looking up from the datapad placed atop her desk. “Eden Valen, this is the Administrator.”

An older woman with graying brown hair twisted about a silver headpiece smiled ever-so-slightly at the introduction, bowing her head.

“It’s a pleasure to finally make your acquaintance, General,” the woman said. Beyond her were two men, each of them older but only one of them graying, one bedecked in battered soldier’s gear and the other in warm robes. “This is our weapons master, Zherron, and this man I am led to believe you already know.”

Administrator Adare pointed to the soldier first, who nodded at her recognition, before she gestured toward the other man, who only narrowed his eyes and tucked his hands within the confines of his wide sleeves in solemn greeting. 

“Master Vrook,” Eden said with a sigh, extending her hand for the shaking. “Bet you never thought you’d see the day, huh?”

She was being sly, cavalier, her sardonic greeting steeped in yet another history that Atton did not know and equally did and did not yearn to discover. 

“We meet again, Eden,” the man said, waiting a beat before taking her hand. He shook on it only the once and retracted his grasp. “As it so happens, you are not the only Valen I have been reacquainted with these last few days.”

Eden said nothing, though she did not have to. 

Atton understood all too well and his blood ran cold.

But before the feeling could steep, the shared silence in the room was broken by a sudden hammering at the now-closed door at their backs, indistinct yelling interrupting each of their unspoken thoughts.

“What is it now?” Dillan groaned as she pulled up the security feed on her datapad, walking around her desk towards the Administrator for review. Dillan shook her head, annoyance emanating from her every pore, but before she could make it entirely across the room the feed revealed to her a burned body held in the arms of a harrowed woman, screaming on the other side. Dillan stopped short, nearly dropping the datapad to the floor before fumbling it towards Adare with hurried steps. Atton and Bao-Dur had both managed to glance at the image, exchanging dark looks just as Adare ordered that Dillan open the doors. 

The muffled screaming now grew tenfold, the woman’s shrill cries entering the space like that of a wounded animal. Beyond the doors stood the other countless faces awaiting an audience beyond, each of their gazes laced with curious unease. 

Atton couldn’t move. He stood, rooted to the spot, as everyone else rushed towards the woman and the ashen figure in her arms. The only other one who stood back was Bao, his face pale as if he were about to be sick. He pursed his lips just as he reached for his floating droid, prompting Atton to look away, only when he looked upon the body again all he could think of was Peragus and the explosion that sent him to the medbay where he should have very well died with the rest of them. 

“Tell me, Sena,” Adare entreated softly, her hands absolving the woman of her burden as she then lowered the body carefully towards the transplanted tree, placing it on the moss at its base. It was then that Atton noticed Eden was the one cradling its limp head. “What happened?”

“They came out of nowhere,” the woman sobbed, breathless, “The farmstead, gone.”

“Just like the others,” Zherron muttered as he lifted a wrist-holstered comm to his mouth, no doubt requesting backup. “Even after they offered her sanctuary, no less.”

The woman called Sena continued speaking, though her syllables were spittle-laced and indistinct, veiled by surprise and anguish. 

Adare tried to calm the woman but it only incensed her, her voice rising to as sharp of a cry as Atton had ever heard. Adare was calming her now as Eden, Dillan, Zherron and Master Vrook knelt around the body as Asra and Darek watched close-by, Kreia observing it all from over Eden’s shoulder, a careful hand placed atop her back. Atton shivered at the sight of it. 

“Wait, wait , what are you doing?” the woman’s cries finally grew distinct enough to form words as she pushed past Adare and towards the others. “What are you doing to my baby?”

Zherron’s backup finally arrived in the form of two medical officers by the looks of it, though they each stood motionless at the head of the room upon their entrance, taking in the scene wordlessly just as Atton was.

And on the floor of the Administrator’s office, Eden and the man she’d referred to as Master Vrook each cradled the body, mirroring one another on either side of the husked and huddled thing, each of them offering one hand to support the head and neck while their other hand lay elsewhere - Vrook’s on the sternum, and Eden holding its right hand in hers, clasping it to her chest.

The room fell even more quiet than before, the shared silence of their baited breath extending beyond the office and into the foyer beyond, all eyes on the miracle currently being worked under the transplanted tree. And much like the tree itself, a thing that should not have been there, the skin of the body at its base begin to lighten some, the features of its formless face taking the shape of a young boy who soon choked out a coughing breath as the woman called Sena rushed to his side and clutched his healing figure to her chest.

Adare and Zherron appeared quietly relieved while Asra, Darek, and Dillan all exhaled, nervous smiles painting their faces as Bao-Dur stepped slowly back towards Atton, taking it all in with quiet eyes and a pursed mouth. Kreia, however, was completely expressionless, her hand no longer on Eden’s back as Eden and Master Vrook looked at each other with a blinkless gaze that spoke volumes despite uttering nothing.

The woman clutched her child in a silent sob as Adare approached Eden with a quiet grace befitting any Alderaanian politician Atton ever saw. 

“Thank you, General,” the woman said. “Please, follow Dillan towards the vault. We have much to tell you of what’s happened here.”

“Yes,” Kreia said, her voice sharp. “We are so very curious.”

Uttered by anyone else, Kreia’s words might have come off as merely rude or dismissive, but with the way she spoke and the feeling that splintered through him at the sound of it, it instead felt like a command that if not heeded would bode ill for them all. Adare blanched, as did Dillan, who then wordlessly beckoned them out of the room again and down the hall. Eden followed, head bowed, and it was instead Kreia whose gaze held Master Vrook’s as they left the room. The two had not been introduced, nor had they acknowledged the other before, but judging by the way Vrook looked at her, he knew Kreia from somewhere but could not quite place where. His eyes briefly met Atton’s before looking away as they finally made their exit.

An unease settled inside Atton then, not unlike the feeling that crept into his mind whenever he thought back to his conversation with Kreia at the polar plateau, trapped within the confines of Atris’ academy, a prison unto itself even if weren’t for the force cage he was literally trapped within.

There was something deeper here, something more. He felt like a boy again, knowing the adults were talking about something serious yet not privy as to what exactly, the mere fact of it eating away at him though it changed his task none. His time roaming his father’s ancestral hall masquerading as a servant to gather intel was the entire reason Jaq was good at what he did, but also why Atton was bad at it. And it was not good to dwell on the past. 

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven…

Atton’s limbs laxed as they descended further into the estate, the memory of Alderaan slipping away just as the realization of Kreia watching him became more apparent, her gaze unseeing but obvious even as she walked ahead of him, her voice in his head always. 

We all wage war with the past, her memory echoed. And it leaves its scars. 

Scars, indeed. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Malachor V, Trayus Academy
Sion

The past was strong here. In more ways than one.

Darth Traya’s halls rang heavy with memory, both his own and those that were foreign to him. Pertaining to the moon itself and the dense forest that once stood there as well as the memories of the person whose files Uruba somehow just came into possession of. 

“How did this revelation of your Master’s come about?” he asked as they slowly stalked Traya’s halls, now open at Sion’s behest and at Uruba’s utter satisfaction, a detailed set of instruction and insight contained within the once-locked account of the late Darth Revan having unlocked the failsafe barring their entry. Sion was on edge as he anticipated other potential failsafes, more traps, as Uruba’s eyes instead scanned the datapad before her with a captivated gaze.

“A vision, I suspect,” Uruba muttered, her voice awed with quiet reverence and keen interest. “I sensed something faint through his tenuous connection via comm, through the Force, like a tickle at the back of the neck, a thought half-remembered.”

“So, this has happened before?” Sion asked. 

Uruba nodded.

“Indeed, not unlike the visions he had of the Dune Sea.”

Sion narrowed his eyes as he turned from Uruba back towards the hall again, finding it oddly untouched, shining with a pristine newness as if freshly utilized, as if life had never left these halls, its every corner free of dust and age. 

“The Dune Sea,” Sion echoed, turning the thought over in his mind. “He was most recently on Dantooine as well, yes?”

Uruba nodded. 

Both were places Eden had been, locations steeped in the presence of her. Both planets also resided on opposite ends of the galaxy from one another, though Dantooine was the closer of the two, and through the tether that tied Eden to Malachor, Sion sensed that it ached the most with her absence. 

Traya’s wealth of datapads glowed jewel-toned shades, casting shadows, as Uruba walked beside him, her face illuminated by both the miniature glow of the datapad in her hand as well as the sea of those surrounding her. Sion wondered if he’d made a mistake in never training his own acolytes as Erebus had trained his own.

“Here, of course,” Uruba finally muttered with abject awe, pausing in her tracks before subsequently collapsing in the nearest chair. “She did have a record of it, or at least something similar.”

“A record of what?” Sion asked, sweeping towards her, impatient. 

Even though Sion stepped closer to Uruba, her eyes remained glued to her datapad, his own attention swept across the hall and the adjoining rooms, trying not to recall all the instruction he received under Traya’s tutelage here years ago. 

“The item that was delivered to you,” Uruba answered, pulling up an image. Uruba turned the datapad so Sion could see, and at the sight of it his blood ran cold. “It appears Darth Revan had a similar experience, only the one she received was from Eden Valen, delivered from the temple of Freedon Nadd on Dxun, the one Darth Nihilus seeks access to now.”

Displayed before him was an image of a crystal eerily similar to the one Sion found, its unearthly weight still heavy in his hands at the memory of it. In the white-blue of the holoscreen, it appeared almost uninteresting, harmless. A notion that made his blood then run hot, the sinew of his muscle threading and unthreading as it traced even deeper lines in his decades’ old wounds.

“What did Revan have to say about its construction?” he asked, his vocal chords tense and dry, his throat laced with fire as the words passed his cracked lips.

“Unnervingly, not much,” Uruba replied with fleeting disappointment. “Only that she found something similar, within the Rakatan Temple on Dantooine.”

Dantooine.  

“And there is no further description? No additional observations?”

Uruba pursed her lips, scrolling up and then down again, her brows furrowed as she sped read through more walls of text though ultimately shook her head after typing in two queries and coming up empty in the search.

“Afraid not,” Uruba said. “If Darth Revan studied these items in greater detail, she did so elsewhere.”

Of course she would. Revan would have been smart to do so, and the woman was anything if not perhaps the most tactical genius in recent historical memory. Exar Kun might have survived longer had he possessed even an ounce of her intelligence. An intelligence Sion knew he also lacked, though dissimilarly did not need, especially with a woman like Uruba now at his disposal.

“Come, let us be rid of this place,” Sion said, taking one more look around the halls before walking back the way they came. 

“Didn’t you want access to these halls?” Uruba asked after him, though her attention was still fixed to her own datapad. “What did you hope to find here?”

Answers . He’d wanted to find answers. And in a way, he had obtained them. Or perhaps some. 

“If Traya sought to close these doors, I merely intended to open them,” he said instead, though the sentiment was true. He thought of her back on the dimly lit Harbinger, smirking at the memory of the way she clutched her simmering stump of a wrist, her mouth betraying the pain she so desperately wanted to hide from him otherwise. Sion raised his own hand as he walked, admiring his scarred flesh as he turned it over in the light of Traya’s chambers, relishing in the presence of it as he savored the absence of hers. He flexed his fingers, admiring the way his skin tightened over his bones.

“Ready a ship for me,” he ordered as he approached the entrance, the door briefly flickering in and out of being before assuming the spectral triangular shape he’d seen before. 

He said nothing, and as far as he could tell, Uruba suspected nothing. 

“Of course, m’lord,” she said. Sion sensed her bow at his back while she followed, trailing behind. “Any further instruction?” 

“Tell my acolytes to plot a course for Dantooine,” he said. “We shall leave within the hour.”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Aboard the docked Ebon Hawk
Brianna

Being invisible, for once, had its perks.

On Telos, Brianna had no need of the device that now laced her wrist, her existence often enough to repel her sisters’ attention entirely. She had not quite realized just how used to it she was until she had need of the Ebon Hawk’s refresher whilst the pilot and the old woman were aboard. She’d walked to the refresher with modest steps, not realizing that even such a soft sound would turn the ear of her otherwise ignorant shipmates, though Brianna had her doubts.

The man had paused in the cockpit doorway, seeing right past her, though suspicious of her presence even if he had no evidence otherwise that Brianna was even there. The old woman was different, though. She betrayed no knowledge of being privy to Brianna’s presence, yet she spoke of it both to General Valen as well as to the pilot in quiet confidence as if she knew, the hair on the back of Brianna’s neck standing on end even when the woman was sitting in the other room, as if she were being watched both whilst cloaked and roaming about as well as hidden in the confines of the cargo hold. The woman was a stranger, yet familiar somehow. Brianna could not place it, though the unease she felt in the woman’s presence was not unlike being under Atris’ roof, and perhaps that was all the likeness her mind needed to feel the uncomfortable twinge of familiarity enough to keep her cool.

But now, Brianna was alone. And for that she was grateful.

She placed the device Atris had outfitted her with in the corner of the cargo hold, hidden beneath several layers of haphazardly discarded packing fabric and a few cargo nets, tucked expertly behind the uneven stack of crates she’d been using as a barrier between her sleeping space and the remainder of the room. It was messy enough to appear accidental but adequate enough to allow her to curl up comfortably and get some rest without being discovered. Only Brianna had not rested the entire time she’d been aboard the ship. Even now, with everyone gone, she was drawn to the ship’s outer limits when she knew she should be catching up on sleep, unsure when the others might return.

The ship was quiet, the engine off. And the only thing skittering about was the droid she’d met upon first arriving. 

“Hello there,” she said with an awkward smile as the droid warbled warmly at her appearance, as if she were an old friend. “Are the others gone?”

The droid bleeped in the affirmative and rolled along to the engine room whereupon its arrival, it inserted its mechanical arm into a data port, its intelligence sensor blinking an alternating white and yellow as it ran a routine diagnostic.

Brianna wanted to ask the droid if it had betrayed her presence, though she feared doing so would only prompt it to do exactly that. The fact that the little machine had done nothing of the sort so far was a good sign, if not a confounding one. So instead of saying anything further, she meandered the ship’s halls, intending to take stock, were it not for the golden light filtering in through the duraglass from the cockpit. 

It must have been sunset. A soft haze fell upon the metal grating at the mouth of the curving hallway, growing molten as Brianna followed its course until she had a full view of the sky outside. The ship had been set down in a field of dying grass, its weathered stalks gilded in the setting sun, the sky shades of warm orange and pink she had never once seen on Telos. On Telos, the sky was always pale, its sunsets more argent than golden, its pink skies silvered and glittering against the fresh fallen snow. It harbored its own unique beauty, but Brianna could not deny the breathtaking view she spied now, sitting absently in the co-pilot’s chair as she stared open-mouthed at the sky and the flying creatures outside, as slow and massive and majestic as clouds passing overhead.

There was so little of the universe she’d seen. Up until a few weeks ago, all she’d ever remembered was Telos and its frosted peaks, the sights of her childhood fading with every passing year. And yet… she recalled some of it now, particularly the house she was born in and the way the sun hit the far wall in her father’s study, the way his white hair would appear almost yellow in the fading light and the way her mother would-

Brianna stood stock straight. A shiver coursed through her, the memory gone just as she realized the importance of it. She’d never remembered her mother other than in passing shades, more of a shadow and a memory rather than a person. But for a brief moment, she remembered her face, not as the one Brianna bore genetically but as the older version her mother actually inhabited, recalling the way her mouth would thin to a line with silent disappointment, the way her green eyes would flash with some unspeakable emotion before feigning a smile, her long fingers intertwining as she stood before her, bending down so they could see each other eye-to-eye. 

Eye-to-eye. If her mother's eyes had indeed been green, then it was the one way Brianna truly differed from her physically as far as facial features went. At least as far as she knew. Echani children always bore the face of their mother, which was why she so little resembled her sisters other than in the shade of their skin or the color of their hair. In that, Brianna was truly Echani. But in her face, she was human. Like her mother before her. Whose name she did not know, whose face she could otherwise not remember…

Brianna shivered again and shook her head. 

The sky had darkened now, though gold still limned the horizon, casting the cockpit in a gold-grey haze that clouded everything as if in fog. Brianna blinked as she regained her bearings and finally stood up to walk towards the navigational chart beside her. 

With a deep breath, Brianna summoned her Mistress via comm, examining the map as she awaited the arrival of her familiar voice.

“Yes?” was all Atris said.

Brianna swallowed.

“We’ve arrived at our first destination,” she announced. “Dantooine.”

Dantooine ,” Atris echoed. “I should have expected as much.”

Silence followed. Atris was thinking, Brianna knew that, but the quiet stretched into the darkness as the sun fell, leaving the grassy expanse beyond the cockpit in shadow. Brianna watched as the glow from dashboard’s control slowly illuminated the room before Atris finally spoke again.

“Remain hidden for now, but try to follow the Exile if you can manage it,” Atris instructed. “But by all means, remain unknown. If there is no feasible way for you to remain undiscovered, then abandon tracing her steps until it becomes plausible again. There is no rush, mind you. I just want the full picture of her whereabouts, her general trajectory. So please be thorough.”

Brianna nodded before uttering an, “Of course, Mistress.”

Atris signed off without further instruction. 

Brianna glanced down at the comm, turning it over in her pale palm before looking back out at the grassy expanse again, admiring the way the stalks swayed in the wind. She had half a mind to step outside and feel the breeze on her skin, to close her eyes against it and soak it in full. But instead, she shrunk back to the cargo hold, pausing only at the engine room to spy T3-M4 hard at work, wondering at first before thinking against it, about how nice it would be to stay a while and enjoy its quiet company.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Eden

Eden wasn’t sure she could do it.

If asked before, she would have answered with an emphatic no , a resounding uncertainty coursing through her in the aftermath of it. But the moment she spied the child’s body, there was no time to think, only act. So act she did. 

It came naturally to her - healing. It never had before. And Vrook knew that.

His gaze said as much, the old man’s brows furrowed in silent question as he observed her as if for the first time.

It would have been wishful thinking to believe that he was truly re-evaluating his longstanding opinion of her. It was more likely that he was reaching inward for an explanation, searching for some ulterior motive on her part. She didn’t want to admit it, even to herself, but Eden was now doing the very same.

“Here we are,” Dillan announced, breaking her reverie.

A monolith of a vault stood before them, its massive doors reaching the ceiling and reflecting the fluorescent light in a manner that made her think it was something out of a holovid, glinting in such a way that it evocatively hinted at what answers may lay, awaiting her discovery, just inside.

She wasn’t sure what she expected within, but Eden could admit with some confidence that she had not expected to see Mission and Zaalbar within its confines, much less the Admiral of the Republic Navy, standing among a mass of crates and piles of datapads.

Eden had never seen the man before in the flesh, though she’d glimpsed his visage only once on the holologs of the abandoned Harbinger. And yet… Admiral Onasi seemed so familiar to her. It almost felt strange to think of him as such - Admiral Onasi. Her mind instantly wanted to call him Carth instead, even if they’d not yet formally met.

“Not only am I deeply sorry to be meeting under these circumstances,” Admiral Onasi began as Dillan closed the vault at their backs, looking less like an Admiral and more like a man, nervous and vulnerable not only under Eden’s stare but in the face of an entire history Eden could not see fully but only sense. “But I also feel somewhat responsible for all that’s happened, to you especially.”

“Way to be totally dramatic, Carth,” Mission exhaled, exasperated, shaking her head. “Of course you’re not-”

“But I am ,” Admiral Onasi insisted, turning towards Mission with a familiarity that warmed Eden a little. She wanted to laugh, not at the display but the minutiae of it, comforted by their bickering in the face of all that had happened over the last few weeks. “I just-”

They continued arguing, not unlike a parent and child, an older sibling and a younger one. It was a feeling Eden could not place, but it felt older than some newfound amusement, instead ringing more closely with that of returning to a home Eden felt at ease in, yet had never once visited. 

Kreia edged beside her, ever so closely, her elbow brushing Eden’s. 

This feeling is not your own, Kreia mused inside her mind. Nor is it mine .

Despite having not yet glimpsed Kreia’s inner world through their shared bond herself, the quiet alarm in Kreia’s unspoken question told Eden that the woman was telling the truth. There was an odd comfort in that as well.

I sense it just as you do, Kreia said again before inching away as Mission and Admiral Onasi finally quit bickering in favor of affording them an honest answer. Strange.

Admiral Onasi shook his head and sighed again as his gaze met Eden’s once more, exhaling a hurried, “Apologies again, I didn’t even introduce myself.”

The man straightened and approached Eden, extending his hand for the shaking. Eden took him up on his offer and shook his hand firmly and met his gaze. Admiral Onasi had kind eyes, marred only by a stray lock of hair that fell into his eyeline. His dark brown hair was greying at the temples, but his neatly trimmed beard remained chestnut-colored and well-oiled, regulation styled per any Republic soldier, and though his hair was longer than most, it was slicked back and well-kept. Eden could see the old pilot in him: in his stance, in his eyes, even in the way he shook her hand, but especially in the small ways he toed the Republic line, edging only ever so much over protocol though not quite enough to merit a black mark on his otherwise stellar record. Something she had no way of knowing otherwise yet could sense somehow, as if he were an old friend.

“We haven’t met, have we?” Admiral Onasi paused, holding Eden’s hand a moment too long before apologizing again and pulling away. “No, no, ‘course we haven’t. Though there’s something I want to show you.”

Bemused, Eden turned to Kreia who only shook her head imperceptibly, revealing only that she did not know where this was going. Beyond her stood Atton and Bao-Dur, both of whom side-eyed Eden in unison, questioning this exchange just as much as she was. 

Admiral Onasi motioned towards Mission who, after a moment of her own confusion, rushed towards a console tucked into the far wall and began typing before an image appeared on the screen before her. 

At the Admiral’s beckoning, Eden drew closer, Mission’s eyes narrowing over her shoulder as if looking at Eden in a new light. It was only once Eden finally approached the display that she understood why. 

On the left side of the screen was an image of Eden from about six years ago, bearing the alias the Jedi bequeathed to a memory-wiped Revan, whose image sat opposite, each of them named Nevarra Draal. Mission had told her as much weeks ago, the revelation nothing new and something she’d mulled over much aboard the Harbinger , but seeing their faces displayed side-by-side and bearing Eden’s aunt’s name like this made her shiver just as she sensed the feeling of a phantom hand place itself gently atop her shoulder.

The thread is there but the spool remains undone, the core of its origin unseen , Kreia said. The connections are there, we just need to follow the trail to its source.

“It’s no wonder they chose this alias for Revan,” Eden remarked, the simplicity of her honesty feeling like a salve on her soul to speak so freely. “I never realized how alike we could look with a little effort.”

“That’s putting it lightly, but I s’pose you’re right,” Admiral Onasi said. “Looking at you head on, I see no resemblance, but up close-”

The man trailed off, but through the Force, Eden sensed the remainder of his thoughts. The way your eyes crinkle, the shape of your eyes, the slope of your jaw…

“Anyway,” Admiral Onasi said hurriedly, “I’m afraid this image was partly responsible for the Republic objective I put out to locate you and bring you in for questioning, and, well…”

“It all just went to shit from there,” Mission finished for him with a sardonic grin. “Y’know how it is.”

Eden smiled, a laugh building at the base of her throat despite the dark reality of it all, while Admiral Onasi rolled his eyes. 

“I have to admit, it’s strange looking at myself like this,” Eden confessed. It was, at least, a step up from the dozens of larger than life images of her old selves looking down on present-day Eden as well as the entirety of the Citadel Station docking promenade accompanied by Lopak Slusk’s personal bounty. “I assume Master Atris supplied this, no?”

Admiral Onasi and Mission exchanged glances before the Twi’lek glanced Eden’s way again with a furtive “How’d you know?”

“Her records said as much,” Eden said after turning to Kreia and observing the faintest nod of the woman’s head silently affirming that Eden continue. “We only just came from her Academy, on Telos?”

Judging by the faces of everyone in the room, none of this was common knowledge. Eden tensed, not because she hadn’t suspected as much, but because part of her felt that Atris was watching her even now, calculating her next move.

“But… Master Atris is dead .” Admiral Onasi blanched. “Isn’t she?”

Mission scrambled at the console again, nodding her head.

“So says everyone,” the girl rejoined. “Even Vrook says so.”

“Even Vrook thinks she’s dead?” Eden asked, though she posed this question to Kreia, turning her head to meet the woman’s unseeing gaze. Eden sensed Kreia’s matching suspicion rise within her mind. Very strange, indeed, the woman wordlessly affirmed .

“Of course, why wouldn't he?” Mission said, typing away. “She was at the conclave, right?”

“You would think the person to organize such an event would have been in attendance, but judging by the looks on your faces I’m guessing you have evidence that says otherwise,” Admiral Onasi said darkly.

“We can all account for that, seeing as she had us all kidnapped and then promptly arrested without cause,” Atton said, piping up for the first time in what felt like forever. Eden turned to him, his eyes meeting hers in an instant as he continued. “Not to mention there’s a log of it likely on the Ebon Hawk, which she also happened to steal from police custody.”

At this, Admiral Onasi truly paled, his eyes going wide as he took a tentative step closer to them, almost as if drunk and under some spell. 

“The Ebon Hawk?” he asked, his voice hollow and faraway. 

Eden and Atton exchanged glances again before Eden looked to Kreia once more whose face remained stonelike and expressionless.

Now it was Admiral Onasi who moved towards the console Mission sat at, impatiently pushing her aside as he entered his own unseen queries.

“We’d been keeping tabs on it, as well as you while you were on Citadel Station. That royal idiot, Lieutenant Grenn contacted me once you were in his custody but last I heard the ship went missing.”

Missing?!” Atton huffed. “That ship was stolen right from under the TSF’s nose and any claim otherwise is just further proof of their inadequacy.”

Admiral Onasi shook his head at both Atton’s testimony as well as whatever records he pulled up on the console before him, biting the inside of his lip as he mulled things over. Eden felt another pang, then, this one hurting more than the last. She glanced at Kreia, hoping to find a similar look of confusion coloring her face, but instead the woman remained stoic, unreadable. All was quiet within Eden’s mind, aside from her own thoughts.

“I can’t believe this,” Admiral Onasi muttered. “But I also somehow can. ” He shook his head. “Son of a-”

Before the head of the Republic Navy could regale them with a proper curse word, the vault door opened once more, this time revealing Orex and Glitch who side-stepped into the space beside Bao-Dur. 

“Feels a bit like history repeating itself, don’t it?” Orex said by way of greeting. Eden could only offer him a half-smile while Glitch waved at her, looking more alive than the girl ever had in their brief time together. Eden waved back, her half-smile turning into a full one. “Heard you’d finally made it out here.”

“Long time, no see,” Eden said. “Feels like forever.”

“Wouldn’t ya know it,” Orex grunted. “Have you told her about the Rakatan Temple, yet?”

Eden went cold, turning to the Admiral once more. 

“Rakatan Temple?” she echoed. Her chest ached at the thought of it, knowing it to be the one secret Revan and Alek had both kept from her. “What happened?”

Mission and Admiral Onasi exchanged glances before Mission eventually piped up.

“You might wanna sit for this,” Mission announced, somewhat demurely. “I can’t remember how much you already know, but it’s a bit of a long story. It sorta starts with Nespis, when we last saw you, but also the Golden Company-”

“The mercenary company?” Bao-Dur cut in. Mission looked his way, her eyes going wide before she eventually nodded.

“The very same,” Admiral Onasi affirmed as he stood, leaning against the wall beside where Mission sat, crossing his arms. 

“But it also…” Mission trailed off. 

She glanced at the Admiral before looking back at Eden, squaring her shoulders as she said, “But it also involves Erebus.”

Erebus. 

Eden felt the word should have felt familiar, and in a way it did. Like something forgotten from a dream. She blinked before casting her gaze towards Orex and Glitch, who said nothing, and then towards Asra and Darek who merely shrugged. Though there was something in Asra’s face that was telling, an unspoken apology even if Eden could not possibly fathom what for. 

“Erebus?” Eden asked, unsure if she wanted to know the answer.

“Erebus,” Mission repeated. “Your brother?”

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins

Mical 

 

Fate had a funny way of keeping Mical from what he wanted most.

The moment Erebus sent him the files from Revan’s previously locked personal database, Mical’s mind lit up with a curiosity that felt both impatient and insatiable, his fingers itching to read every log, to explore its every portent, yet his eyes had scanned every bit of text too quickly for his mind to comprehend, chalking it up to sheer excitement.

But even after he’d rested, eaten, spoken to Zayne and then eaten again, Mical’s mind refused to focus, an unspoken fear staying his hand. This time when he opened Revan’s files, a vile uncertainty spread through him. He felt sick. His stomach turned as he accessed the data, names and dates displayed before him as if they were any other, each one labeled with a terse and practical, if not vague, tag: Wild Space Worlds, Coordinates - Ancient Trade Routes, Coordinates - Rakatan Empire, Coordinates - Misc., Recovered Rakatan Technology, Recovered Technology - Unknown, Korriban Archive - Old, Korriban Archive - New, Star Forge, Holocrons. Just Holocrons.

According to a message Erebus sent after their long discussion, most of the contents of the file were free to access by anyone with basic clearance on Malachor. The only files, he said, that were previously off limits, were the last two - pertaining to the Star Forge and to Holocrons. Mical’s hand hovered over them, the cursor blinking as it awaited further command. Only Mical never gave the order.

It was as if something kept flashing in his peripheral vision, begging for his undivided attention. A distraction, perhaps, fear of what he might find. Or perhaps it was exhaustion superseding all else.

He’d felt premonitions before, ill feelings of odd portents. It used to happen all the time out in the field hospitals during the war, his attention too fixed on the dying soldier in his care to pay it any mind. But now he was sensing them all the time. The longer he went without proper food, without proper sleep, without proper rest, his mind obsessed with the archive and its contents, enraptured by Revan’s files and what they might contain, what secrets kept hidden within…

And now he stood before the console again, an ever-present hunger taking hold of him, as he instead decided to access the more rudimentary modules of relating to commanding the Force between transferring the remainder of the archive’s files, idly watching the progress bar as he read instruction after instruction. 

It would be far more beneficial to learn from practice , his host said more than once, and now again. I can teach you more.

“Of course,” Mical said, hoping his growing distrust was not as apparent as it felt. “I just wanted to-”

A shrill echo, wordless though clearly born from the voice of something sentient, pierced through the ruin.

You heard that, I take it? Mical asked inside his mind, both comforted yet unnerved to receive an answer.

I did

Silence.

How did they do that?

The sentiment was sour, sharp, suspicious. Mical spun around, his eyes so adjusted to the gloom that he could nearly see in the dark. Beyond the archive, his most recent round of sentinels roamed the halls on their many legs without worry, the laigreks just outside his chambers unaware that they were no longer alone.

I heard it with my own ears, but given the creature’s non-reaction I have a feeling there is something else at work here.

Indeed, his host rejoined. I will find out what.

Silence, once more.

Mical stood poised, his every hair on edge as goosebumps rose along his arms. Part of him felt relieved, pleased to know that whatever hold the mysterious inhabitant of the temple had on the creatures was now disrupted, their spell broken. But another more urgent part of him knew that he was undeniably  in danger.

An instinctual tug nagged at his brain, and instead of ignoring it and pushing it away as he always had, ever the rational man that he was, he instead closed his eyes and honed in on the feeling. 

Instead of rationalizing his unease, he followed its still unspooling thread. It spread in several directions, some inward, but most outward. One lead towards the now unknown home of his host whilst the other he routed to the very mouth of the cave, where a cascade of falling pebbles and stones careened down a chasm as if for his own benefit, their miniscule journey marking both the distance and the presence of the very beings he wanted known.

It was almost easy. Had it always been this easy?

Caution kept his mind sharp, but the soft and undeniable presence of the Force soothed him, guiding his mind as it opened up to the energies around him, a version of the temple reimagined in his mind’s eye as if reading a roughly drawn map. 

Mical turned his thoughts again to the gnawing feeling, this time sensing the unwelcome presence infiltrating the barrier of his temporary haven as their bootfalls breached the ruins completely. Other than the errant sound earlier, they were swift and silent, if not clumsy and… off. Something was allowing them passage through the ruins undetected, the kath hounds outside silent and faraway, whilst the laigreks nearby remained none the wiser. 

Mical tensed. With no sign of his mysterious host, he was the only line of defense this place had should the Golden Company advance further. He opened his eyes, the bright blue-white light of the console burning his irises as he did so. He blinked back the discomfort of tears as he scrambled to save all the remaining data he could, sending everything to Zayne back at Khoonda faster than he had before, bundling several files at once and hoping for safe passage. All save for the files Erebus sent him…

He paused, his heart racing as he read the words again and again; Star Forge, Holocrons.

The cursor hovered between the two files, itching to open them both, and Mical was just about to click on the one labeled Holocrons just as a wave of cold washed over him. A shiver ran down his back like a cold sweat just as goosebumps rose along his arms. The air stilled, the ambiance of the room taking on an otherworldly feeling, as if all time had stopped. Dust motes hung in the air, unmoving, yet Mical’s heart thumped wildly in his chest, his pulse drumming in his ears, as he heard a ghostly voice echo through the space around him.

Mical spun around but saw nothing, the scene before him oddly serene and still. No laigreks moved outside the archive in the ruin, their limbs slowed to a glacier’s pace as they hovered just outside the perimeter of the library as they always had, only this time they were mid-step. Mical glanced down at his hands, thinking back to the moment Erebus saved him from the collapsing archive on Nespis, the room falling down around them in a cloud of rubble, electricity veining its way through the plunging debris. He didn’t feel as heavy as he did then, though the way the world moved around him felt similar, sluggish in its wrongness yet entirely unlike the slowing of the universe as his mind was opened up to the Force within the Rakatan ruin. Mical cocked his head, trying to hone in on the feeling, hearing only echoes instead.

Voices spoke in the din, muffled and faraway, much like a recording playing in an adjacent room. The words were indecipherable but the presence was undeniable, an unspoken urge pleading that Mical follow the thread just as he allowed his mind to tune into the Force moments ago as it guided him still.

He closed his eyes, and within milliseconds, the ruin appeared as it once had in all its standing glory - its walls unblemished, its halls bustling, the soft murmur of its inhabitants comforting him in a way he could not reconcile for he knew it was not real. Or was it?

It was as if he’d returned to the enclave of his childhood, its memory returning in the flesh as if to assert its survival despite the ruin all around him, its memory alive in more ways than could be easily understood. This version of the temple persisted through the Force, its memory more than a relic of the mind but a ghost haunting the very ground he walked now.

Mical felt as if he were meandering a lucid dream, wandering the temple’s halls and passing figures that merely resembled people but were instead silhouetted spirits, stand-ins for the places memory did not have the information to fill. And yet the memory was also not his own, the din of the hall an undeciphered mumbling that faded as he drew closer to the source of the originating echo, the sentiments growing stronger the closer he neared.

The echo and the feeling brought him to the Council chambers, now overgrown and collapsed into the earth, the memory of the place overlaying the reality of its present, both states existing in unreal unison. A nearby stream trickled down from above as if anointing the space with an aura of peace and protection unfelt elsewhere in the ruins, and despite the growing warning at the back of Mical’s mind, its presence soothed him enough to explore further, ever curious to uncover more.

It’s stupid anyway, an oddly familiar voice lamented, followed by a string of curses and what Mical could only classify as a prayer of sorts, a whispered stanza whose syllables were indecipherable yet whose intention was clear. Something must come of this , the intention said. If nothing does, then what else is left?

Despair filled him as if the memory were his own, a clawing desperation eating at him from the inside in a way that felt both like an unsatisfied hunger as well as an endless pain. The sensation was shared, though, by the sentiment’s originator as well as Mical. But he also felt unalone in the unearthing of it, as if he were not the first one to uncover the memory and relive it second-hand.

He paused, unsure of what was happening as well as what was compelling him to move forward, his hands soon plunging deep into the mossy earth beneath his boots of their own accord, fingers curling beneath the cool damp dirt until his grip met metal, cold to the touch but undeniable in its solidity. He uprooted the artifact like a plant yanked from its roots, a wealth of memory exhumed along with his find. 

Mical opened his eyes and his gaze fell upon the sight of a lightsaber torn in two and held delicately in his upturned hands as if in supplication. 

Exar Kun.

Though not nearly as heavy, the cut of the hilt was nearly identical, if not cleaner save for the dirt that clung to its damp metal and its halved shaft. It was otherwise much like the saber he’d seen back on Erebus’ ship, held in Master Vash’s hands. And Erebus was right, his version was much cleaner than the original, the sheen of its hilt a bit too bright, its edges sharper, cleaner. Much more like a diagram rather than the real thing. A diagram Mical himself had studied closely before taking it upon himself to rescue the very remnant from the depths of the Nespis archive, lest it fall into the wrong hands…

He felt another flicker then, the presence of a recollection, a divergent timeline, an echo of the past all collided into one, their disparate energies ringing separately before each of them sang in prescient harmony, something unknown but indisputably shared reverberating between their unique frequencies seeking their sameness until they each sang the same song.

Mical froze in unspeakable anguish and ecstasy, a euphoria born of revelation seeking to tap into his mind as he tried so desperately to let it in, yearning to hear its unbidden secret whispered now illegibly in his ear. But his mind was static, his senses dulled, not yet attuned to comprehend it. 

It grew louder, wilder, threatening to encompass him entirely before it dissipated like a passing storm suddenly gone quiet, and he was left only with the calm trickling of the nearby waterfall and the sharp scent of petrichor, a world of memory existing between planes as the temple became only ruins once more, the saber in his hand just another piece of junk left to rot in this Maker forsaken place.

Mical clutched the lightsaber to his chest, the crystal Erebus gifted him growing warm in the depths of his pocket as if in quiet response. 

The vision was gone and his Force Sight along with it, but for a moment, the whispers remained - like leaves rustling in an evening wind - before they, too, fell quiet.

Mical caught his breath, feeling as if he’d just sprinted for miles, and without prompt looked down. Something glinted in the dirt beside his boots, something real this time, tangible. Collecting the saber and its twin parts in one hand, he bent down and reached with the other to find a data stick poking out of the earth. Mical turned it over in his palm as he stood again, considering its presence and why it accompanied the saber, realizing it didn’t matter, because like the saber it, too, was a gift. 

And without another thought, Mical rushed back to the archive, knowing exactly where he would house Revan’s secrets until he was of sound mind read its contents, eagerly awaiting his next meal as he desperately tried to make sense of what had just happened yet knowing that he was in no state to do so. 

He was running out of time. He’d been running out of time. And yet… he was meant to remain here, if not for this moment. He did not know why, but he had to trust that he would either find out or that the reason did not matter.

He was meant to find this, the saber and the data stick, gifts from a younger Erebus when he was still known as Aiden, who had not realized Mical would one day be there to find it again. As if they were always meant to cross paths, again and again, intersecting before parting ways once more. 

And in that moment, Mical knew that he would indeed meet Erebus again. He did not know when or where but the feeling of it was both impending and inevitable. And when they did meet again, they would once more be different people, just as they had been after their first meeting and the next, and so on. History repeating itself, just as Exar Kun’s ghost haunted them still, his legacy looming on a horizon laced with the weight of a past he could not fathom yet but felt would reveal itself in time…

So much of Mical’s life had been based in fact with no room for feeling. He could not afford otherwise. Yet this feeling felt like fact, and he did not know what to do with that. 

And perhaps he never would.

Chapter 60: Things Unseen

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Atton

 

Roaming the halls of Khoonda’s claimed headquarters wasn’t unlike the refugee sector on Nar Shaddaa. Nor was the room Dillan showed them to.

“It’ll be tight quarters, but it’s all we’ve got,” Dillan said, her voice lilting for the first time with an emotion other than annoyance, now laced with a worry hastily covered by her somber apology. Almost as if she were more comfortable admitting her embarrassment at the state of the room than the state of the planet outside it. “This was actually Administrator Adare’s room, but she’s been staying in her office these days. So much to do.”

Atton felt as if the last part was more an admission for Dillan herself rather than information betrayed for their benefit. The woman’s gaze flickered about the space before she ducked out again, lingering only long enough to add, “We’ll be downstairs whenever you’re ready to talk about next steps. We’re just… glad you’re here.”

Dillan flashed them a demure half-smile, awkward and unbecoming though it seemed genuine, before finally disappearing. 

“Aside from Master Vrook conveniently being in residence here, I must admit I am quite surprised at how crucial this Dantooinian detour has become,” Kreia said. She turned towards Eden who was slowly walking the perimeter of the room, examining its contents and avoiding eye contact with everyone, most of all Kreia. “I do apologize for my previous misgivings.”

“‘Course,” Eden said, her eyes still casting about. The room was small but brightly lit. Having been a former estate, Atton was honestly surprised its newly appointed leader had not chosen the most lavish room in the joint to hole up in, and judging by the furnishings and the stacks of datapads littered about the space, it appeared that this modest room had always been Adare’s and not some unfortunate downgrade in light of more recent events.

“It appears there is much here to uncover,” Kreia continued, walking towards the far window, though what she could see beyond the glass, Atton hadn’t the faintest clue. “Much as I loathe to get involved in others’ affairs, in this case it may be unavoidable.”

“The Golden Company presence here does not bode well,” Bao-Dur said, cutting through whatever unspoken tension tethered Eden and Kreia now. “Perhaps it is a good reason I tagged along.”

Atton sensed that this was an attempt at breaking the ice, detecting a playful air in Bao’s tone as he said the last part. Judging by the look Eden shot at him in response, it was not received well.

“Don’t joke like that,” Eden said in a breath before approaching Bao-Dur and lightly hitting him in the non-bionic arm. “Sorry.”

Bao only shook his head, an unspoken history echoing through their gestures, their words, their exchanged glances. A tremor of nausea lanced through Atton at the notion, another thing unknown. 

“Bao-Dur is right though, the presence of the Golden Company does not bode well, indeed,” Kreia said. “I do not believe this mercenary group is affiliated with the Sith that hunt you, though the attention they are drawing is sure to pull them in.”

“The Admiral said they seem to be after Force-related objects,” Bao-Dur said. “Perhaps that is why they were on Telos as well. Ithorian tech is steeped in not just biological mechanics, but it relies heavily on Chodo Habat’s understanding of the Force.”

“Which may not mean much in the long run, but the Golden Company doesn’t know that,” Kreia huffed. “When Master Vrook said you were not the only Valen he’d been reacquainted with, did he mean the brother that girl described?”

Eden stood staring out the window, her eyes glazing over as Kreia, Bao-Dur, and Atton each watched for her reply and reaction. For a while, she said nothing, did nothing. But eventually she nodded, her eyes vacant and faraway. 

“You have not mentioned him before,” Kreia said simply, her voice betraying some inner despondence Atton was not used to hearing and quite frankly would have otherwise thought impossible for the woman to portray. Atton felt sick all over again. 

“We had a falling out. A long time ago,” Eden said.

This, Atton had sensed, though the details were lost on him. Even if Atris factored into it somehow.

Eden remained fixed at the window, her right hand now threading through the fringes of the crocheted drape hanging beside the pane’s exposed glass.

“I see,” was all Kreia said, though Atton sensed the woman was unsatisfied by this answer. “Regardless of history or circumstance, I fear this only ingrains us further into Dantooine’s unfurling business. I sense there is more here we may yet uncover, beside the obvious.”

What the obvious was, Atton wasn’t sure. Though it appeared Eden knew. She shrugged and then nodded after a beat. 

“Probably,” she said. “So it goes, right?”

Kreia pursed her lips before sitting in the chair nearest her, her hooded, unseeing eyes scanning the room. 

“Regardless of what you choose to do, I think we should-”

Kreia trailed off. Atton turned to face her, finding her gaze fixed on the window along with Eden’s.

“Something’s happened,” Kreia said, her voice low. “Come. Let us find out what.”

Within the blink of an eye, Kreia was at the door again with Eden on her heels. Atton and Bao-Dur remained alone in the room, staring at each other wide-eyed and utterly confused. 

“Should we… follow them?” Atton asked as Bao-Dur approached the window to take a gander himself. He shrugged.

“I don’t see anything,” Bao-Dur muttered, his droid cooing a quiet binary beside him. “Nor does my friend here sense anything, either.”

Atton joined Bao at the window. All seemed well aside from the military-like perimeter surrounding the estate and the patrolling guards ambling through the grass in the fields below. Except the far corner of the estate felt… wrong , somehow. Atton watched for a beat, and while nothing changed, his unease only grew.

“What is it?” Bao-Dur asked, following Atton’s gaze. 

Atton continued watching the corner of the visible horizon before it was eclipsed by a nearby bluff, his peripheral vision tracing the flock of flying creatures slowly crossing the sky like a fleet of clouds preparing for a storm not unlike an oncoming omen. His eyes grew dry, his mind itching for action, knowing it was there. And yet nothing changed. Kreia had sensed it, and Eden followed without question. Atton shook his head.

“Something’s not right,” he admitted. “Not sure what , but…”

Instead of voicing his inner uncertainty, Atton turned and fled the room. Bao-Dur followed close behind. 

“What?” Bao-Dur asked in a hushed tone, rushing down the steps at Atton’s back as they approached the main entrance again. All eyes were on them as the doors opened, Kreia and Eden nowhere to be seen. “What’s going on?”

Bao-Dur didn’t sound worried, only distressed that perhaps he wasn’t doing enough , whatever that meant, his voice desperate as his muscles clenched at Atton’s side, itching to do something , anything. Atton eyed Bao’s silhouetted physique in the hazy light of Dantooine’s depressing ambiance, and for a moment, found it all the more rousing. Only the thing truly rousing in Atton’s mind was his Maker be-damned survival instinct, on edge and already itching for a way out of here.

Atton’s gaze honed in on the farside of the Khoonda lawn, squinting against the bright grey static of Dantooine’s despondent skyline until he saw it: an approaching figure in the distance, limping yet ambling towards them at great speed. Atton rushed forward, Bao-Dur at his side, as the two patrolling Khoonda officers beside them did the same. Atton remained unblinking, thumbing his holstered blasters as he jogged through the grass that grew exponentially as they continued onward, the stalks knee-high by the time the first body met him and promptly collapsed into the dirt. Atton drew one blaster as the figure collapsed at his feet, its bright, white eyes staring up at him from the depths of charred flesh. It eyed the barrel of his blaster as it mouthed something indecipherable, rocking back and forth, back and forth, as if being cradled by some unseen hand before falling utterly still, its glassy eyes growing matte in the time it took for Atton to finally blink and register what the hell just happened. 

Other figures emerged from the grass, and this time a wail accompanied their arrival, a chorus of howling pain punctuating the stillness of the air as if to announce every one of them. One body flung itself about the stalks while another limped into the open arms of the Khoonda officer meters away. 

Atton’s eyes flashed overhead, expecting to see ships. He’d performed flyovers like this before, never then wondering where his bombs had ever landed, knowing full well just the sort of destruction they entailed. But the sky was serene, still, peppered only with the same large ambling creatures flying steadily aloft as if none of what was occurring below were happening at all. He looked back towards the horizon, and limned against the shadow of the distance Atton saw fire, a soft molten glow haloing the silhouetted distance like a gilded crown. 

“Bring them to Headquarters,” the soldier nearest him said in a choked out sob. “ Now.”

Atton looked from the grassy knoll to the figure at his feet, its eyes now entirely lifeless. He paused, thinking of the war and the bodies they’d found on Telos’ surface, none of which he’d ever buried. He had a feeling this one would be different. 

Still holding one blaster poised, Atton followed orders, an older self taking over as all thought surrendered. He wedged his free hand beneath the warm, flaking flesh of the stranger before him and hoisted their weight into his waiting arms. He ducked through the grass, Bao-Dur at his side doing the same with two more bodies were tucked against his chest, and retreated back towards the estate, his eyes on the now-retreating horizon all the while as if something else might approach, as if something else might happen, never once thinking about the aftermath of any bomb he’d ever dropped going off, wondering just how many he’d left to perish like this.

He didn’t see Eden, but Atton sensed her as he approached Khoonda once more, both in memory as the woman he’d glimpsed in the recording T3 showed earlier as well as in the sickening ache that radiated from her on Telos, it’s familiarity both nauseating and nullifying, safe and familiar. 

Atton deposited the body onto the otherwise pristine floor of Khoonda’s main hall, ash darkening the tile as he thought of every life he’d likely taken, wondering just how many more he’d tally in Eden’s stead.

 


 

3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

“This is all of it?” Erebus asked, his eyes scanning the datapad. 

Vash nodded fervently.

“It is,” she affirmed. “I went over it a thousand times in my mind, and I reread what I transcribed just as much. Everything there is what I recall from the vision, though I will admit there may be more yet I have forgotten and much more still that has changed since only some of these events even took place. For instance, the occurrence at Khoonda is only half-true. In the vision, you were present, however in reality you were only present so much as that you were in my thoughts, perhaps in the memory of it.”

Erebus watched Vash from over the edge of the datapad, the words pouring from her mouth only half true, more than she admitted to. She always narrowed her eyes when she skirted around the truth. He knew this even in his youth, yet also in his youth he’d never known Vash to be a liar. Complicity by association was one thing, but active deceit was utterly beyond her. Of that he was sure. 

“It was more than that,” he said, his voice quiet as the realization washed over him. He glanced down at the text, the vision in question displayed side-by-side with Vash’s relaying of events, much as the rest of the document was presented. “You say here that you were able to disable the droids via channeled electricity. That is not an ability I know you to possess. I suspect you have a theory as to why you were able to channel it so suddenly?”

Vash pursed her lips, though her gaze never left Erebus, her intent steady. 

“I have my theories, yes, but since it is only that, I have not included it in the record. Rest assured, I am keeping close mental tabs on everything else.”

Vash sounded as if she were about to elaborate, but instead of continuing, she pursed her lips again and crossed her arms. She then turned from Erebus and towards the large swath of room that receded behind her. They were back on Onderon now, housed within the confines of the ancestral fortress General Vaklu so graciously allowed them to reside in for the duration of Erebus’ stay there. The room they were assigned to was massive, elaborate carvings covering every inch of wall whilst every surface otherwise was marbled, glistening with either glittery stone or veins of onyx and amber. These quarters once belonged to King Ommin, Vaklu had said upon their return. They were mine, as well, but seeing as I would like for you to command my troops as well as orchestrate your own, this room offers easier access to the barracks. 

King Ommin. It was his tomb within which Freedon Nadd’s resided, or so the legend went. It was hidden away by the Jedi Arca Jeth, though judging by the strange readings that emanated from the jungles of Dxun as well as his and Darth Nihilus’ (and presumably Sion’s) inability to pinpoint its location, Erebus figured there was more than simple Force cloaking at work here. Either that, or whatever failsafes Jeth had initially placed on the tomb had now evolved, twisted and tainted into something other and entirely unknowable. 

Erebus watched Vash’s back, waiting until he noticed her shoulders noticeably rise and fall with the weight of a steady breath, before returning his attention to the datapad again.

Beyond Dantooine, there was Onderon and the Dxun jungles beyond. Vash’s notes were bullet points here: fortress, battle, ships, tomb, archive. A few descriptive sentences followed each, insinuating some sort of revelation or conflict. But immediately after it were the details that intrigued Erebus most: Dantooine again, Korriban, Exar Kun, Sion, death. 

Death.

There was no further elaboration. The remaining notes were each accompanied by at least a few words, either descriptive of the conditions ( fire, stormy, humid ) or the people present ( Erebus, Eden, Mical, self), some described further still with words like bloody or regret and somber, mournful. And after death , was a list of other seemingly brief notes, listing only Onderon again, Temple of Freedon Nadd, Alderaan, Coruscant, Malachor. 

Death was not the end, though the note still failed to record whose death it foretold.

“I have a question,” Erebus blurted out, unsure how to broach the subject. Vash only laughed softly, her shoulders betraying her exhausted mirth even in silhouette alone. 

“About the death note, I take it,” she answered for him. “I have questions about that one myself.”

Vash turned around again, but did not face Erebus. Instead, her eyes cast downward as she chewed on the edge of one of her nails.

“I cannot explain it as well as I can see it, or sense it, more rather,” she began slowly, pacing now. “All I know is that on Korriban, someone will die. By whose hand, I do not know either. All I do know is that you and I are there and we discover something shortly beforehand. I cannot tell whether this discovery is the cause of said death or the result of it, but it feels important either way. I sense an alternate route branching from this event, and while it’s unclear, it feels… unfruitful.”

“Unfruitful?” Erebus echoed, appalled. “Really?”

Vash shrugged. 

“It’s the only word I have to describe it.”

Erebus massaged his temples. 

“What other branching paths were there?” he asked. “Or rather, what paths have we apparently diverted from?”

Vash said nothing at first. She fidgeted slightly, shifting her weight from foot to foot before sighing again and saying, “When I first saw you on Nespis, Mical was not present.”

Erebus only cocked his head at her, silently asking that she continue.

“In the original vision, he was not present at all,” she continued, “But the more he traveled with us, the more things changed…”

“So your visions are ever-changing?” Erebus asked. “They’re… ongoing?”

Vash paled, and eyes wide, she finally looked at Erebus again and nodded.

“It’s not the same as the first time,” she revealed in a harrowed whisper. Not out of any fear that they would be overheard but because it was far more taxing than it should have been to say as much. Vash almost choked out the words as if Erebus were not meant to hear them no matter how much she wished to say them. “It’s as if… it’s as if the image changes in the remembering of it, divergent timelines splitting off in my memory like examining a kaleidoscope after each event, every subsequent event altered in the aftermath, the truth of each path only apparent afterwards but never before.”

An unspoken chill shuddered through the room, shared only by Erebus and Vash’s held gaze.  

“That’s not how visions often work,” Erebus said.

Vash nodded once.

“It’s not” she said, her eyes growing glassy. “I know .”

“And yet you have not relayed these divergent timelines as you’ve said,” Erebus said, thrusting the datapad back at Vash. “I think we need all possible information at our disposal if we expect to make it out of this.”

Vash snatched the datapad back, not breaking eye contact with Erebus, an unspoken hurt lacing her expression now as well as an undeniable steeliness - a silent strength Erebus recalled from his youth.

“Then let me amend the record for you,” she hissed, sounding more exasperated than venomous. “Maker knows it would help, it’s just-”

Vash trailed off.

Erebus knew what she meant, though. He could feel it radiating off her and into the space between them. Fear . A rising, undeniable, and soon insurmountable fear. Fear of what it all meant and what it all could mean, especially in every path yet unseen.

“They truly are a curse, visions,” Vash sighed after a moment. “I would not wish this on anyone.”

Erebus could only nod in silent agreement. It was no wonder only ill portents only ever came from visions. The more grandiose and seemingly prophetic the vision, the more bloody the aftermath. Whether it was the Taris Council or Revan herself on the shores of Cathar. One would think that with such a track record that the Jedi would do away with heeding visions entirely. 

He had wished that a vision might bless him in his youth. Convinced that some well-timed prediction might impress a prospective teacher and convince them that he was worth training. But the Force had granted him no such prophecy. He was visited only by fleeting images from his twin’s life, lightyears away, allowing him insight to a war he might have stopped had part of him not wished to share Eden’s secrets even if doing so might have been his own salvation. He felt closer to her, then, their minds linked though briefly though just as entwined as they had been since birth and now no longer.

“I had visions of my own,” he admitted slowly, the memory of it returning to him just as his mind retreated from the thought of Eden and the remnants of her ghost as it so often did in her absence. “They started a few years ago. I thought they were dreams.”

Vash watched him, her expression growing soft again. 

“I dreamt of sand and the sea, of a crystal buried deep within the earth as if it were the heart of a dying star, barely breathing.” The dreams were serene, almost. Sand in an hourglass, dunes forming and breaking like a sea at storm in slow motion. But he dreamt of true water also, an ancient ocean at the end of the universe. “It’s what led me to Tatooine, back to my sister.”

“Do you not believe it was your connection to Eden that brought you there?” Vash asked, the sincerity in her voice only highlighting the annoyance that laced it moments ago, making Erebus realize that the woman had never once been truly cross with him. As a child but also never as a Sith, which struck him as strange…

“I don’t,” Erebus said. “She was quiet to me. Silent, but not gone. Almost as if she was… muted . I didn’t sense her mind again until after we crossed paths, since the Force reawakened within her. I feel a change in myself, as well, though I cannot pinpoint what exactly.”

“Interesting,” Vash said, her eyes leaving his as she considered the implications. “I cannot say that is how I would describe my connection to my previous Padawan, though… I also cannot say that his sudden severance does not feel akin to radio static…”

Erebus nodded, understanding.

“I always knew that if Eden truly died, that I would have felt something. Never nothing.”

“Such a pity, how little we know of Force Bonds,” Vash shook her head. “We had the opportunity. With your sister, with you, and with Bastila. And yet…”

Vash trailed off again, her gaze redirected to an indiscriminate corner of the room as she chewed on one of her nails.

“The Force truly works in mysterious ways,” she continued, the words slow as she considered them, as if tasting each one as she spoke, savoring the thought. “And I believe that is more than by design and perhaps also a failsafe. Tell me, is there any history of the Sith looking into the nature of Force Bonds?”

Erebus shook his head. 

“Not exactly,” he admitted, years’ worth of research flitting through his mind at the idea of it. “There are similar concepts studied in great detail. Namely mind control, which the Jedi practice to some degree as well though in much smaller and far more fleeting doses. Though it was precisely the concept of control that brought me to Tatooine…”

Erebus suddenly stood, desperately wishing he was aboard his ship. He resorted to closing his eyes and conjuring its trappings within his mind’s eye.

“I found traces of an ancient cult in the Outer Rim immediately following my visions,” he began. He remembered the thrill of it, the realization that his dreams were in fact a reality and that there was validity to their meaning other than some esoteric glimpse into the mess that was his subconscious. “They were scattered, their practices hardly overlapping, save for one key detail - that their unseen master requested utter surrender, complete control.”

“Which is not unlike any dictatorship,” Vash offered. “Many in power seeking to hold their station find success in blind obedience.”

“Indeed, however ,” Erebus interrupted, his eyes opening again now as he again yearned for his notes, the mess of handwritten ones scattered betwixt his many datapads detailing the subject. “The one thing they all shared in common was utter surrender to an unseen life-force. I thought it was as simple as some remnant of an ancient sun-worshiping cult seen all over the galaxy, though now I even wonder if those civilizations were not worshiping the sun and instead something else.

Erebus could recreate his conclusions clearly in his mind, yet he wanted the written words to show Vash now as if their presence would help make his case, his senses a jumble as the conclusion swam somewhere in the chaos that was rising storm within his brain.

“I believe… they may have been worshiping the Force itself,” he said instead, the admission coming out in a tumble of words that did nothing to support his claim. “Yet the interesting part was that these groups showed no inclination otherwise towards intuiting the Force as it is.”

Vash blinked at him for a moment, considering his theory, before realization dawned on her face.

“Those crystals,” she said. “The one Sion brought to you, as well as the ones at the Sandral Estate… The energies from those objects…”

Erebus shook his head emphatically, briefly wondering where he might be now had Vash been able to continue his training all those years ago before realizing that if she had, they likely wouldn’t be where they are now, on the cusp of something unfathomably colossal, some cosmic discovery laying veiled at their feet.

“I wonder if those items had anything to do with these visions, both mine and yours,” Vash said again, her face growing pale. “It wasn’t until after I came into contact with them that my memory of the visions I had previously began to change.”

“What?” Surprise escaped Erebus, the word sounding alien even as he spoke it. 

Vash nodded.

“And your visions only pertained to these objects, yes?”

Erebus nodded as well, before stopping midway, eventually shaking his head. 

“Yes, and no,” he began. “Then visions, or the dreams more rather, started after I-”

After I affixed that damn mask to Nihilus’ non-existent face.

It was as if something had clicked into place, a silent yet seismic shift occurring both within him as well as within Nihilus. Erebus could have sworn he saw a glint in the hollow of Nihilus’ absent eye in the silence that followed his Master’s coronation, a face finally given to the formless beast that spun promises through the ether of his mind’s eye. 

He’d found the death mask on a planet that later factored into his dreams, a civilization lost utterly to time with no artifacts other than petrified bones to speak of… though perhaps they had already long perished just as the settlement on Tatooine had, their existence equally gone but without a sea of sand to preserve them…

“Aiden?” Vash asked.

Erebus snapped out of his reverie, the name feeling almost like a slap in the face. His eyes met Vash’s, yet her mistake had still not yet registered, and unless he spoke of it perhaps she might never notice. It both soothed and scared him.

“That’s not all, though,” he said instead of elaborating on the more distant past. “I had another vision, though… this one, I cannot quite explain.”

Erebus nodded towards Vash, begging that she glance at the table beside her and check the datapad laying there. Her hand reached for the device, hovering as she looked towards Erebus again, asking for silent permission.

“Just look at the recently accessed files,” he said, burying his hands deep in his pockets, plumbing their depths and relishing in the feel of the fabric against his skin. It calmed him some, though not enough. 

Vash deposited her own datapad as she lifted Erebus’ to her eyes and squinted slightly at its screen. Erebus had left the device unlocked, as if anticipating this very moment, even if the idea of it had hardly crossed his mind. Vash’s eyes scanned the page over and over before looking back at Erebus with a questioning glance over the edge of the datapad.

“Is this what I think it is?” she asked.

Erebus nodded, still in disbelief himself.

“Revan’s personal files,” he confirmed. “I haven’t the chance to peruse them myself, but…”

Vash watched him, saying nothing, her eyes sharp.

“The chance or the courage?” she asked as she placed the device back on the table beside her. “Which I have none of, either, at present…”

Erebus did not respond, the room already awash with a shared unease.

“How did this come about?” she asked further.

Erebus opened his mouth, ready to launch into a response, yet no words came out.

“I-”

He still didn’t quite understand what had transpired. He’d been simply talking to Mellric, business as usual, when he was suddenly overcome with a wealth of knowledge previously unknown to him within an instant. It felt more like a wave of memories suddenly remembered rather than a swell of new information plaguing his mind. He could not describe it accurately and he wondered if Vash could possibly understand. A vision, somewhat, yet entirely other…

Vash glanced back at the datapad as she awaited an answer, instead saying, “Korriban. Interesting.”

Erebus clamped his mouth shut, feeling stupid. 

“Perhaps that part of the vision remains true,” Vash scoffed despite her statement’s truth.

“Perhaps,” Erebus rejoined, wondering again what Revan’s files contained, and whether she ever thought someone other than herself might peruse their contents. “I do think it means something, though what , I have no idea. As for Onderon, however…”

He glanced about the room, the unreality of it all hitting him again. It kept happening, a sensation akin to disbelief mingling with awe and an innocent yet utterly indulgent wonder that overcame him whenever Erebus’ mind registered where he truly was. Were it not for Vash’s presence, he would have soaked in more of the history steeped in this place, both pertaining to the ancient past as well as Exar Kun’s more recent present.

Vash opened her mouth, about to launch into another soft question, when a rap at the door interrupted them both. Vash’s expression fell. Her energy dissolved and instead assumed the defeated timidity of the slave she was masquerading as, even if she bore its metaphorical veil with increasing earnesty each time she donned its falsehood, the ruse slowly becoming real. Erebus’ nostrils flared, channeling his unease into calculated rage as he swept across the room to open the door. 

“Yes?” he asked the attendant awaiting him on the other side. 

The humanoid’s eyes went wide before he bowed so low Erebus could discern the mild scoliosis marring his back. 

“Your legion has arrived,” he said, his voice assuming a confidence his countenance betrayed none of. “General Vaklu wishes to comb the ranks with you by his side, m’lord.”

Erebus sucked in a satisfied breath, nodding once the attendant stood upright once more to receive his answer. M’lord rang with an odd comfort within the confines of his mind, reminding him of the reality he’d left behind the moment he stepped foot on Tatooine, the universe off-kilter and unknown to him the moment Erebus disembarked from his ship. M’lord brought him back to the man he was, to the Sith Lord had had been, and now he had an entire legion of Sith and Onderonian soldiers under his command, an army fit to meet his sister on the field in the heyday of her power commanding thousands during the Mandalorian Wars. For a moment, Erebus could not help but wonder how he might fare against Eden had their paths converged, then and now, past and present. General Valen versus General Valen.

“Very well,” he said. “Tell General Vaklu I will meet with him within a quarter of the hour.”

The attendant turned on his heel and disappeared down the corridor. Erebus glanced about the ivory-sculpted halls, admiring the long, eerie shadows cast by the reliefs, slanted in the light of the setting sun depicting eons of wars past, wondering how many other generals roamed these ramparts, their conquests doomed or otherwise.

He sensed a flicker in the ether, the Force rippling as if he stood on the precipice of another divergence from Vash’s foreseen timeline.

Only time would tell what that meant, for good or ill.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Eden

 

“How many of them are there?” Adare asked, her face pale, as Eden entered the makeshift medbay with yet another body. Bao-Dur followed close behind with the still smoking husks of another two. 

“At least thirty,” Bao-Dur replied, glancing at Eden before placing the bodies on the cots piled before them. The proper medbay was already overflowing, so they were forced to use the room closest to the facilities that had previously been used to house refugees. As rife as tensions were within the Khoonda headquarters, the former inhabitants of this room had been more than gracious about surrendering their bed in hopes of saving their dead and dying neighbors, even volunteering to help care for those suffering within. 

“Kreia and I sensed some odd readings over at the end of the field, just before the bodies showed up, which leads me to believe the Golden Company may be able to penetrate the sheild any day now.”

“They’re showing off, but also trying to scare everyone while guilting us in the process,” Zherron muttered, readying the space with more medical equipment. “I don’t know how much you’ve heard, General, but the mercs were able to cleave the community in two. My best bet is that they used the dissenting farmers for information, never intending to make good on their promises, all the while knowing they’d only be posing as either warning or bait, later. Trust me, I think the bait part is coming next. You said there were thirty bodies total? An even thirty?”

Bao-Dur nodded as Eden helped the man to his feet, utter resolve radiating off of him far more than the ambient heat from his bionic arm. “If you don’t count the fatalities,” Bao-Dur amended. “There were three.”

Zherron nodded solemnly at this, mentally taking note before saying, “There are about twelve others possibly still in league with the Golden Company for their so-called protection, but how they’ll be used I have no idea.”

“Bait seems unfortunately likely,” Adare considered in a hushed whisper, glancing about the people in anguish on the floor. “I wish we had more help.”

“If it makes you feel any better, Administrator, I’m on hold with the Supreme Chancellor as we speak,” Admiral Onasi announced as he entered the room. Like the rest of them, his expression was dark, his face gaunt after the events of the last few hours. “But I have to be honest with you; there’s little I can do on my own without accidentally triggering another civil war here on Dantooine.”

“Civil war how?” Adare snapped. “We were attacked by a mercenary group, Admiral, we can’t possibly-”

Admiral Onasi assumed an even more grim expression as he procured a miniature datapad from his back pocket and handed it to Adare, nodding as she took it up in her hands in silent affirmation to turn it on. Adare looked to Zherron who only shrugged before doing as she was told, her eyes widening as she read the statement displayed before her. 

“So Rahasia Sandral is declaring herself president elect of Dantooine, and rallying the remainder of the planet behind her banner in the process,” Adare read aloud, deadpan. “Interesting.”

She passed the datapad to Zherrron just as her eyes met Eden’s.

“Are you familiar with-?”

“The Sandrals? I am,” Eden finished for her. “Ran errands for both the Sandrals and the Matales in my time as a Padawan here. I take it Rahasia chose to pledge her allegiance to the Golden Company?”

“Not quite,” Zherron said. “The Sandrals, as well as a few of the other larger farmsteads, chose to remain independent in light of Khoonda declaring itself a ruling body after the planet’s destruction and the Jedi fled. The Golden Company came after, and seems to have funded their dissent so long as the dissenters help the mercs get what they want.”

“And what they want is what’s being housed in the vault, I take it,” Eden finished again. Zherron nodded. “And I’ll venture that’s being kept as leverage.”

“Indeed,” Adare confirmed as her eyes met Admiral Onasi’s once more. “I presume you are doing all that you can, Admiral? Considering all that is presently at stake?”

Onasi betrayed  a brief, chagrined laugh before meeting Adare’s gaze head-on. 

“I am,” he said somberly, the glint in his eye steeling Eden’s reading of him, his expression so inexplicably familiar to her that she couldn’t help but feel both comforted by the sight of it as well as undeniably despondent. As if sensing her sentiment, Admiral Onasi’s eyes met hers, glancing at Bao-Dur beside her before asking, “General, I’d like to speak with you outside if you have a moment?”

Eden nearly choked, knowing that had Chodo Habat not soothed her connection to the Force that her mind would be utter haywire rather than the slightly tangled mess that it still was. Eden, too, glanced at Bao-Dur, calmed by his stoic presence and his steady stare, before nodding back at the Admiral and watching his retreating back as he exited the room. 

“Is there anything else we can do to help, Administrator?” Bao-Dur asked once Onasi was gone. Adare shook her head.

“We could use all the healing stims we can get our hands on,” she said, her voice harrowed and faraway as she knelt down beside the closest body to her, clasping their charred hand. “That, and a good doctor.”

“I can try to heal more of them,” Eden said almost immediately, despite knowing the toll, but Adare shook her head. 

“Master Vrook has already informed me of how feasible such a thing is to ask of you,” Adare said. “Even with you, Master Vrook, and Zayne all healing the wounded, we would be here a week given the time required for you to recover from such a feat. Don’t get me wrong, we would not turn away your help, but it would do to have a proper doctor as well.”

“I know we lost Massiz in the raid, but what about the boy in the ruin?” Zherron said. “The one that traveled here with Lonna Vash?”

Eden perked up at this, her senses on edge at the mere mention of the woman’s name.

“Master Vash?” she asked, though it felt stupid on her tongue.

Thankfully, neither Adare nor Zherron looked at her poorly for it and merely nodded.

“She came here with a Republic officer named Mical,” Adare said. Eden’s memory prickled, piqued though not quite sure why. “I’m not sure if the others informed you of what happened at the Rakatan Temple, but after freeing Master Vrook, Mical chose to instead retreat to the Jedi Temple ruins. He’s still there transferring the remaining data from the archive to Zayne as we speak.”

“A wartime medic would indeed be a help,” Zherron added. “We just haven’t the manpower to go fetch him given all that’s happened here in the last standard day.”

Mical. The name sounded familiar, though Eden couldn’t place it. Her mind was already awash with so much information, both past and present, that it was a wonder she could make sense of anything at all anymore.

I could find him,” Eden offered, “After taking care of the worst here, of course.”

Bao-Dur glanced at her for a long moment, trying to read her before eventually nodding alongside her. 

“If you go, then I don’t mind hanging back,” Bao-Dur offered. “I noticed the horde of inactive medical droids you had stored in the medbay. My droid and I can get them back up and running for you, get a proper clinic going just in time for the doctor to arrive.”

Adare’s face lit up, her grasp tightening on the hand of the body she still clutched to. 

“We couldn’t thank you more,” she said, her face beaming despite the heartbreak clear in her eyes, her blue irises glassy as she looked from Bao-Dur to Eden before settling on Zherron. “We would be beyond grateful for your help.”

“I’ll be back shortly,” Eden promised as she ducked out of the room with Bao-Dur beside her before turning to him in confidence once the doors behind them closed. 

“This is feeling all too painfully familiar,” Bao-Dur admitted. “Though I must admit, I feel much better being able to do something about it.”

Eden nodded.

“It’s strange, isn’t it?” Eden added in a hushed tone, huddled beside Bao-Dur in the empty hallway. “Almost like a second chance.”

“A second chance I do not wish to fumble, by any means,” Bao-Dur added before reaching for Eden’s elbow with a gentle hand. “Go speak with the Admiral. I’ll begin work on the medical droids.”

Eden nodded despite the air of uncertainty in Bao-Dur’s statement. She watched as he retreated to the medical bay, turning only when he was fully inside, his back not only to her but his silhouette entirely eclipsed by the dark of the room within. There was more to be said, more to be done - but not now, not today. 

The ambiance outside was grey but harshly bright, Eden’s eyes squinting on instinct the moment her gaze met sky, a hand flashing to shield her vision just as she spotted Admiral Onasi’s silhouette on the nearest horizon.

The Admiral stood atop the nearest crest of hill beside the Matale estate, looking out over the expanse of Dantooine as it spread out in looming fields and valleys beyond. 

“You wished to speak with me, Admiral?” Eden asked on the approach.

The man kept his back to her, his outline utterly familiar to her in a way that made Eden feel almost uncomfortable yet somehow soothed by his mere presence, as if she were visiting with an old friend. 

“I did,” he said, finally turning to her once Eden broached the cliffside beside him. “And please, call me Carth.”

Carth.

Eden’s heart almost skipped a beat. The feeling was entirely alien to her, its origin still unknown.

“I’m truly sorry, for all that’s happened,” he said, looking away again. “I know it’s not entirely my fault - what happened at Peragus, on Telos - but I can’t help but feel responsible as Admiral of the Republic Navy for putting you on a watch list, so to speak.”

Eden shook her head, dismissing his statement as if it were no big deal even if it was.

“I had a feeling it would happen someday,” she admitted, admiring the view from here, how serene the landscape could be even despite the turmoil hidden just beyond the horizon. “It was only a matter of time.”

Carth shook his head, turning to Eden again.

“Doesn’t matter,” he said. Eden waited a beat, soaking in the scenery before looking the man in the eye. He was more handsome than his holorecording counterpart, she had to admit, but he looked at her the way Kavar used to on the brink of delivering bad news - brow furrowed, all business, and hiding his displeasure poorly despite his better efforts. “The reason I put out that call is because I had reason to believe Nevarra went looking for you, and a feeling tells me she never found you, did she?”

Eden didn’t have to shake her head for Carth to understand her resounding no. 

“Honestly?” Eden began, not exactly sure where she was going the moment she spoke but knowing she’d have to follow through the moment Carth met her gaze again, his dark eyes awakening something primal and comforting in the way he looked at her. “I never thought she’d want anything to do with me after Malachor.”

Carth bit his lip and nodded before looking away again, squinting against the horizon. She hadn’t meant to tell him, but something about the man’s presence made her feel safe, seen. As if they’d met in a past life.

“As Revan,” he said after a moment. “See, when I met her, she was going by Nevarra. Still is, actually. At least… the last I heard. And from everything I’ve gathered, those two versions of her were very much alike but also not entirely the same.”

Eden let out a breathy laugh.

“I know the feeling, somewhat,” she said, thinking back to her every alias, each one sharing something with the last while the rest had the freedom to be as new and as different as she liked. Eden had become a memory and a ghost, and now she was inhabiting a body and a name she hadn’t called her own in over nine years. And yet her current self shared space with others unknown to her. Her brother had always occupied a part of her very being, as if they each possessed keys to each other’s minds and could come and go as they each pleased. It was nice to visit his waking life again, even if the truth of it scared her, the idea of who he’d become even more so - his new name, Erebus, ringing unsurely in her mind - but the innate habit of it was such a comfort she hadn’t realized she’d missed it so much. She preferred it to the nothingness that was Kreia’s unknown inner world as well as the dreams she had of the door, plagued by memories that were not hers. Eden looked at Carth sidelong and wondered how it was she knew just exactly how he would look back at her, a lock of hair falling into his eyeline in just the way she’d imagined, as if Eden had not only seen it before but had a thousand times over.

Eden furrowed her brow, and Carth cocked his head ever-so-slightly, looking as if he might question the nature of her stare before deciding against it. 

“Nevarra,” Eden said instead, the name feeling like home on her tongue. “Nevarra Draal was one of my first aliases, and perhaps the least creative. Nevarra Draal had been my aunt, once. Perished at Serroco.”

If losing her grandparents as a child had been a blow, learning of her aunt’s demise had been an utter devastation. Eden had always been fond of her grandparents, but her aunt’s house had been a haven. A second home. Her fondest childhood memories took place at her father’s sister’s place, huddled around the fire with Aiden by her side, Nevarra’s and her wife Teran’s faces illuminated by firelight sitting before them, all knowing smiles and shared glances.

“Revan looked more like her than I ever did,” Eden mused with a half-smile. She imagined her aunt just as she was the last time she’d seen her as well as the way Eden preferred to keep her in her memory - a rugged woman once radiant - her dark eyes not as far a cry from Revan’s now that she thought about it… “Nevarra had deep, dark brown eyes. Fathomless. Warm in the firelight.”

For a moment, the memory faded and Eden saw the Dantooine plains with new eyes, fresh yet familiar, as if she’d been here before but had somehow forgotten…

Eden shook her head. 

“I’m sorry,” she admitted. “I feel like I know you even if we’ve just met.”

Carth reddened.

“Don’t worry, or perhaps do ,” he said bashfully. “I feel the same way. I… I can’t quite explain it.”

Eden squinted as she looked at Carth sidelong again. Such feelings of familiarity hadn’t plagued her aboard the Harbinger , so why was she so overcome now?

Carth turned his head again, examining Eden from another angle like a specimen beneath a microscope.

“You remind me of her, Nevarra,” he said, his voice whispersoft, “I’d seen footage of Revan speak during the war, and there was no denying her utterly commanding, domineering force. But Nevarra… she spoke with the same honest ease as you, disarming, almost, but endearing.”

Carth shook his head and straightened his shoulders.

“I’m sorry, I hardly know you, but-”

Eden shook her head in return, raising a hand as she silently absolved the man of any untoward forwardness.

“So you haven't heard from her?” Carth asked again, returning to his original line of questioning.

Eden glanced at the sky, the longing it filled her with again unfamiliar. It wasn’t as if Eden had never been here before herself. But every step she took felt as if she were inhabiting another self, an alias forgotten. She and Revan shared one, and perhaps therein lied the unseen key.

“I’m sorry, but no,” Eden said. “Though, that doesn’t mean she didn’t try.”

Eden wondered if it was perhaps Revan who was fixed before the triangular door, haunted by pyramidal shapes and even darker dreams. She’d only shared thoughts this clearly with one other person, their minds once utterly intertwined.

Aiden may have been long gone, but perhaps the man now called Erebus might know.

 


 

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions
Revan

 

The mind was a truly miraculous thing.

Revan thought so then, but even more so now.

Memory had always been a veil yearning to be pierced, its shadowy expanse hidden behind an impenetrable haze. Not just for her, but for all sentient beings. The past an ever-changing liar spellbound by bias. 

But now, all was known. Laid bare. Its ever-reaching truth undeniable with utter absolution.

It all made sense now, even if there were no words to describe her euphoric discovery, no means by which to chart her unseen course. 

It began with the slowing of her senses.

Breathe, the Emissary had instructed. Just breathe.

She could almost laugh. This was the most rudimentary meditative instruction known to the universe. And yet she obeyed. Day after day, she obeyed, and hour after hour each session ran longer, her lungs expanding beyond comprehension until she was able to slow her heartbeat to the point that it was undetectable.

From there, the rest came in waves.

At first, she was able to abate her hunger. And then her thirst. And last, her thoughts in turn, her body adjusting to the lack of sustenance in a way that cleared her mind unlike anything else. For once in her life, her mind was quiet, inhabiting an absolute silence she had never once known. And in that silence, she began to intricately map out the entirety of her being, from the macrocosm of her very self to the microcosm of her every cell. It was a wonder just how much her body was capable of without thought, programmed to survive on an instinct she had no control over, a control she was willing to surrender the very moment she realized its majesty.

And to think that the entirety of the universe operated this way. On compulsory functions, always archiving, the secrets of the galaxy hidden in the very atoms of its own existence.

Once she tapped the font of her genetic thread, she followed its cord to beyond known time, each generation melding into the previous one until her origins were single-celled and simple, a week lost in the unraveling though her body craved nothing in the yearning of it. In fact, she felt refreshed, renewed. Sustained only through will alone. 

And when she opened her eyes again, days lost, all she could think of was Eden Valen and the boy she’d forgotten, the ache of her father’s forgotten smile now seared into her memory like a talisman she wished to embroider into the fabric of her being, her legs sweeping her towards the nearest ship without another thought as the Emissary anxiously asked, Where is it you are rushing to so suddenly? As if she were being woken from a slumber he desperately longed for her to return to.

“To Serroco,” she said, the sound of her own voice an alien thing to her but a reminder of the present nonetheless. “There are some things that I must see to.”

“What things?” he asked, his voice like honey as he tried to lure her back.

“Questions,” she said. “Questions that need answering.”

It was not a lie, but it felt like one.

She knew the answer, truly. But she needed to see.  

The Emissary watched her with milky eyes, his gaze knowing but unseeing. 

Eventually, he bowed his head.

“So it shall be,” he said, blessing her return was well as willing it, the tone of his voice both forgiving and commanding at once despite its softness, echoing with a thousand whispers accompanying his own as if the Emissary’s ancestors spoke along with him. And in the wake of his echo, her own lineage spoke back, yearning for her arrival.

So it shall be, the Force reverberated, cementing the sentiment as she boarded the ship, repeating, repeating, repeating until she saw star trails. So it shall be. So it shall be. So it shall be.

And so it was.

Chapter 61: Chasing Ghosts

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Eden

 

“Your connection to others was unlike the one forged in birth with your brother?” Kreia asked in the quiet of the Matale estate. It was strange seeing Kreia here. Being here at all was odd, especially without the Matale’s in attendance, their ancestral home overtaken by strangers. Kreia stood close beside Eden in an alcove, a transplanted tree hovering over them as if shielding their conversation from any potential eavesdroppers.

Eden nodded, the past and present converging again in her mind. Despite feeling calmer, more in control, her mind was still a vortex, awash with sentiments Eden was not sure were entirely her own. 

“Mission also mentioned something about Master Vash forming an unexpected connection with her Padawan shortly before his death. Or so Mission overheard,” Eden said. “Interesting either way.”

Kreia hummed with interest. 

“Force bonds of this nature are not common,” Kreia continued in a low voice. “To know that Master Vash and I seem to have had similar experiences within such a short span of one another is something of note.”

Eden sensed something from Kreia then, a ripple, though nothing was revealed to her otherwise. Something about the mention of Vash piqued Kreia’s attention aside from the obvious.

“Though, I must acknowledge that Vash had a pre-existing relationship with her student,” Kreia added. “Whereas you and I were hardly acquainted.”

“True,” Eden rejoined. “Though I’d argue we were joined by an unusually traumatic series of events.”

Kreia nodded soberly, her unseeing gaze somewhere in the middle distance. Their meeting was indeed shrouded in adrenaline, pure survival instinct. Even if Eden recalled none of it, the Harbinger’s holologs reiterated the story Kreia told her in the Peragus morgue.

“Indeed.” Kreia cocked her head slightly, as if examining her own thoughts from another angle, seeking insight. If she found any, she did not voice any such discovery. “Nevertheless, I believe we were led here for a reason. Loathe as I am to become ingrained in the politics of this place, I believe it is in our best interest to remain for the time being. Find the doctor in the ruin, be rid of the Golden Company, find out who sent them, and ask Master Vrook for his aid in the war to come.”

Eden audibly snorted.

“The last thing that man wants to do is afford me a favor,” Eden huffed. “You saw the recording, he was the first to agree with Atris about my exile, and that was only after he recommended a more permanent solution.”

Kreia nodded in surrender to this statement, though her expression remained oddly optimistic.

“That may be, but given what he has witnessed here he may be willing to help now,” she said. “Also, I find it interesting that the remaining Jedi according to Atris’s records were all present for your trial. According to record, Vash had relinquished her seat on the Council years ago and Kavar was on his way out, so we cannot assume that they were not in attendance of the conclave solely because of their duties to the Council. Not to mention, the two other Jedi on the High Council that perished at Katarr, who were notably not yet appointed at the time of your exile. I believe there is something else at work, something pertaining to you.”

She said it so softly, so imperceptibly, so casually. No one else within earshot would have heard her, yet to Eden, Kreia’s statement felt like a blow.

“Why me?”

The sliver of a smile overtook Kreia’s face, the remainder of her features in perfect calm.

“Why you, indeed,” she said. “The Sith Lords from whom we run now were born of the echo you created at Malachor. I can only assume that the Jedi Council that banished you for it felt its resounding call as well.”

Kreia inched closer to Eden, this time linking her arm in hers as if they were old friends. It was no doubt for appearances. The closer they stood and the more convivial they spoke, the less the refugees milling about the now-crowded halls minded them. Eden could hardly remember the last time she stood in this house, the memory of it quashed by Kreia’s closeness and the weight of the conversation held between them.

“Consider this,” Kreia whispered. “From what we know, Vrook was stationed here in his own self-appointed exile. Vrook, of course, was a member of the Dantooine Council for decades. But also consider that you were raised here as well, trained here.”

“And Vash was assigned to Nespis, where I was first brought for assessment and initiation as a child,” Eden added.

Kreia nodded, her smile widening slightly. 

“Precisely. Now, consider that Zez-Kai Ell chose to remain on Nar Shaddaa, where a remainder of the war’s refugees still reside to this day, and Kavar chose exile adjacent to the place where you made a name for yourself in his shadow, forging your reputation as a force to be reckoned with in much the same way Kavar had in the war’s early skirmishes.”

Eden nodded along, the pieces falling into place in her mind. The entire reason she’d first entertained joining the war effort was to impress Kavar, to convince him that she was worth training over taking a seat on the Council. Rumor that he’d head the Jedi war effort had existed prior to her ever meeting him and had persisted for years on end, Kavar being the only Jedi to answer the Outer Rim’s call to action again and again despite the Jedi’s otherwise noncommittal indifference. But then Revan took her stand, and with war on the Jedi’s doorstep, Kavar turned away from it and assumed his appointed seat instead. To know that her old mentor couldn’t bear to step foot on Dxun and instead resided on Onderon gave Eden some sick comfort, even if she knew there was likely more to the story.

“You know the saying,” Kreia said darkly, interrupting Eden’s thoughts. “There are no such things as coincidences…”

“Only the Force,” Eden finished. 

Kreia’s smile turned into a scowl, and with that Eden could agree.

“So you are to seek out the stray doctor now, are you?” Kreia asked after a moment, her voice louder, more conversational. This portion of their exchange was not a secret. Not only did it mask the previous contents of their conversation but in piquing the interest of those around them, it also sowed influence. The gazes about them softened slightly, and Eden tried not to make it obvious that she noticed.

“That’s right,” Eden said.

“I see.” Kreia said. “I can remain here and keep an eye on things. I have a mind to watch Master Vrook and study his habits, perhaps glean a way to sway him more to your favor.”

Eden wanted to ask why Kreia said your instead of our, but before she could ask, Kreia surprised her in an entirely unexpected way.

“That, and perhaps it would be useful if I lend my skills to aid those who suffer here. If only to speed things along.”

More questions bubbled on Eden’s tongue, wondering if Kreia sought to use the Force or not, unsure if the others were even aware that Kreia was versed in its teachings, but was interrupted when Asra approached, looking grim.

“Sorry to barge in like this,” Asra asked awkwardly, sidling beside them and towering over Kreia who acted as if the woman were not  there. “But Eden, can I talk with you for a sec?”

Eden looked from Kreia to Asra, unsure of how her life had changed so much in so short a time, before she nodded.

“Yeah, sure.”

When Kreia said nothing, Eden assumed that her leave was welcomed, that their conversation was over. Yet the woman’s silence left her uneasy, unsure. Kreia blended into the crowd of refugees still milling about the foyer as Eden followed Asra up the stairs towards the bedrooms and other quarters, and she couldn’t help but push the woman from her mind as she followed her old friend.

“Not that I knew you back then, but it feels like old times, huh?” Asra asked in the quiet of the stairwell, shooting Eden an uneasy smile.

“A bit,” Eden said, trying not to choke on her words. 

“Orex says the same,” Asra added in a half-whisper. “He wants to talk to you about something.”

Eden couldn’t help but think of Dxun and the last time she’d truly known Orex. Back when she knew him instead as Agent Antares, the best scout this side of the Outer Rim. Had she recognized him on Tatooine, maybe things would have turned out differently. Perhaps they wouldn’t even be here. Though that would still mean that they were touting unusual crystals with nowhere to ferry them to…

“He’s just in here,” Asra said as they approached one of the many crowded rooms on the upper level. 

Inside Orex bearing his usual scowl. But also within the room were also Mission and Zaalbar leaning against the far wall, as well as Glitch typing away at a computer. All connections Eden had forged when still mute to the Force. But beside Glitch sat an unknown man sitting intently beside her running an anxious hand through his messy hair, an unknown tether connecting them in ways Eden was not yet sure, something about him oddly familiar. He was the first to stand when Eden entered the room, thrusting a hand in her direction to her surprise.

“So I hear you’re the great General, huh?” he said by way of greeting, offering her a handsome half-smile. “I’m Zayne - Zayne Carrick. I don’t think we’ve ever met, but I’ve certainly heard a lot about you.”

The man was trying to be cordial, friendly even. But the notion of knowing Eden by her wartime reputation left her feeling queasy.

“Zayne,” she echoed as she shook his eager hand, something about the glint in his brown eyes oddly familiar, thankfully taking the sting out of his introduction. “ Zayne.”

She turned the name over in her mind, willing her memory to follow suit. Only when it did, her blood ran cold.

“Oh.”

Bright kid, Alek had said with some affection. He’s got promise. Shame what happened, though…

“Captain Malak talked quite a bit about you,” Zayne continued, likely not realizing the nature of their history together other than what the man assumed was perhaps collegiate, though his tone dropped to one of condolence. “Which I’m sure isn’t exactly what you want to hear, but I thought I’d come right out with it.”

Captain Malak .

Eden could only nod politely, affirming Zayne’s assumptions as she pursed her lips, at a loss for words.

“So we hear you’re looking to fetch the good doctor,” Orex interjected, saving Eden from having to respond. “That so?”

Eden nodded and released her weak grip of Zayne’s hand.

“That’s right,” she said. “The Administrator tells me it’s too dangerous for anyone else at this point, so I might as well. She says the place is swarming with mercs.”

“Mercs and kath hounds,” Asra added. “Darek’s out there scouting the valleys now, tracking them.”

“Yeah, the whole thing’s a bit strange,” Mission said. “I’ve only been to this planet once, but the creatures here never acted as protective as this. Maybe they know something’s up?”

Eden shook her head. 

“Maybe, but kath hounds are habitually territorial. They tend to stick to the same hunting grounds for generations, so it’s a bit strange they’d suddenly want to guard the Jedi ruins when they never have before.”

“See? That’s what I said, Big Z,” Mission muttered before nudging the Wookiee in the hip. 

“So what do we figure is happening there? Mical hasn’t said anything about it,” Zayne said. “Or at least, not to us .”

Mical. The doctor. Again, Eden felt as if the name should have rung a bell, struck a chord in her memory, but she came up empty.

“No, but his account isn’t the only one we have at our disposal,” Orex said. “Glitch, y’found anything?”

“Not yet.”

Eden blanched, the girl’s voice an utter surprise to her ears. Never had Glitch spoken in Eden’s presence, at least not in a tone normally audible to the average humanoid - save for the scream that erupted from her throat in the heart of the hidden labyrinth beneath the ancient Tatooinian village they’d plundered.

“What are you looking for, exactly?” Eden asked, approaching Glitch seated at her console with a mind to glance at what she was researching.

“Answers, really,” Asra shrugged. “Anything.”

“I know you’re familiar with this place, somewhat,” Orex said. “But we want to make sure you know what you’re getting yourself into.”

Eden couldn’t help but feel warmed by this, Asra’s soft expression a testament to Orex’s words as if in confirmation. Eden nodded, leaning into Asra’s arm at her elbow in silent comfort.

“I do,” she said. “It’s the least I can do to help.”

“Speaking of help,” Orex began, sounding guilty from the start. “Not to dredge up old waters, but did you happen to sense anything from the crystals we found on Tatooine? Or Dxun for that matter?”

Revan said you were as good as dead. The memory had spat in her ear, as if hissing, an echo of her past haunting her in the moment as if it were happening in real time. So how does it feel? Being dead? Stuck within the labyrinth between that abandoned town as well as the labyrinth of her mind. But it had felt like more than a memory, it was more like…

“I did,” she said after a moment, her voice soft, faraway. “On Tatooine for sure, the ones on Dxun less so.”

The room fell away and all Eden saw was the enveloping darkness, Asra’s warmth by her side then just as it was now, reliving the moment this time with the intent to dissect its pieces and splay it out flat like a specimen to be studied.

“It was… like a pocket of time,” she said, recalling how she’d heard Alek’s voice so clearly in her ear then, his breath on her neck. It wasn’t unlike the moment she spied Admiral Onasi glancing at her from the meadows outside the estate, his hair falling into his eyeline as if she’d seen it a thousand times before in a previous life. “A memory on loop but less like a holorecording and more like reliving the actual past. I sensed it, I lived it, again, but then…”

In the caverns she’d sensed something else, primordially familiar but not from her lifetime. From time immemorial.

“It was like … sensing the endless quiet at the beginning of time. And there were waves lapping on a quiet shore.”

It had felt almost… comforting. Like being called home. One she did not remember but somehow knew intimately.

The memory dissolved and the room swam back into focus. Orex watched her, unblinking, an unspoken recognition crossing his stern features. 

“It was the same, on Dxun,” he said, his voice hardly a whisper. “For me, at least.”

Agent Antares had been missing for days. Orex knew what it meant for time to lose meaning, perhaps more than most. He hadn’t divulged the details of what happened to him back then, but the haunted look that possessed the man in the incident’s aftermath told Eden all she needed to know, sending the relic they found him with to Revan for safe keeping, for further research…

Eden could almost feel the waves again now just as she had back on Tatooine, lapping softly at the edges of her mind. This time, it was because she willed it. Resurrecting the recollection as if doing so might reveal some yet undiscovered secret in the revisiting of it. 

“How did you resist it on Tatooine?” she asked. 

Orex’s gaze darkened.

“Inebriation, mostly,” he answered matter-of-factly. Eden recalled the drinks he’d ordered they all take the morning of the expedition, recalling the comforting looseness she’d felt in its wake. “I noticed that the drugs I was offered after they found me in that temple took more than just the edge off, it altered the way I reacted to… whatever happened to me. Something about blurring reality to the point that the voice on loop in my head finally faded away. I heard its echo in that cave again on Tatooine, but it didn’t have the same hold on me that it had on Dxun.”

Forfeit your lives to us, the true inheritors of the Universe. Revel in our glory and be reborn in the undying Empire to come.

Eden had been deaf to the Force, then. What might she have sensed if she hadn’t been?

“Inebriation,” she repeated, turning the thought over in her mind. Usually it made one mentally weaker, though the idea that turning a mind into something more malleable meant it could withstand a more needling threat was an intriguing one, like going limp upon collision, rendering the bones safer from splintering on impact.

“What I heard was… deafening,” Glitch added softly, still typing away. “All of my senses were on overload, including my cybernetics, as if I was more than honed into that signal.”

Eden cocked her head just as Orex caught her eye again. 

“Glitch can sense an object’s energy, glean something from it. Information…”

“Really, now,” Eden said, nodding slowly as she looked between the two, the pieces all fitting into place, the pieces of their ragtag excavation crew making more and more sense. The cybernetics Glitch spoke of glittered through the messy fringe of her hair, as if parted more than usual just for this moment.

“Mission and Asra brought me to that alien temple here, as a test, and that place and the things we found there were no doubt ancient. But that place, on Tatooine? That was… unfathomably old.”

Glitch turned in her chair and beckoned that Eden to view the screen. 

“Here’s the draft of the file we’ve got going on the objects they brought back from that ancient site,” Glitch said, sounding sweeter than Eden expected her to sound, not to mention far more talkative than she’d imagined upon first meeting the girl. She can sense an object’s energy . Maybe the void Eden had housed in absence of the Force had been enough to quiet her before, make her wary… “They look similar, but they’re not quite the same.”

Eden crossed her arms over tightly her chest as she neared, cradling her elbow with one hand while she raised the other to unceremoniously chew on the edge of her thumb nail. To hear strangers recount a story of how her brother was abducted from the house of Rahasia Sandral and spirted away to the ruins of the Rakatan Temple where Revan and Alek uncovered ancient secrets they vowed to never share with her was unexpected to say the least. She squinted at the image, shaking her head after a moment’s recognition. Or lack thereof. 

“Doesn’t ring a bell,” she said. “It’s not lost on me that everything odd we’ve found resembles Sith architecture, but I’m not sure the connection’s that simple.”

Atris would have been proud of her for deducing as much, once upon a time. So you’ve learned something, I take it, she might have said with a wry smile.

“I thought the very same,” Zayne said. “Orex tells me you sent the items you found on Dxun to Revan, but there was never any news of what came of it?”

Eden shook her head again.

“That’s right. If she brought that knowledge with her beyond the war and into her Sith campaign, then we can only guess as much. Whatever her plans with it were, they never quite made it to fruition. And the person you should be asking about that is my brother, apparently.”

“That’s… sort of what we wanted to talk to you about,” Asra said, guilt coloring her face. 

Eden’s gaze flicked between each of those upon her throughout the room, feeling very much out of the loop.

“No offense, but… I was against letting your brother anywhere near this place,” Zayne began. “Not just Khoonda but Dantooine entirely, if I could help it. The only reason I didn’t make a scene about it-”

Mission stifled a laugh before Zayne paused, resigned, succumbing to a soft, self-effacing chuckle.

“The only reason I didn’t make more of a scene is because Master Vash trusted him, and because my friend Mical did, too. Well, to an extent.”

“Master Vash was my brother’s first teacher,” Eden said with a slight smile, the memory of it a fond one. It was the first time they’d been truly separated as children, even if it only meant being in separate rooms across the Academy, still under the same roof, just existing out of each other’s line of sight. Aiden was terrified, but Eden had felt a guilty pleasure in the privacy of it, finally alone for once in her young life. Now, the memory made her queasy.“There’s some history there.”

Zayne nodded, relenting slightly.

“Be that as it may, his current affiliations were of some… concern.”

Eden couldn’t disagree, still struck by the image of her brother, his back against the sand as he sneered over the glint of her shockstaff pressed into his chest, his eyes more venomous and bright than she ever knew them to be, so much different than her own. Her mother used to remark how alike they were, despite their differences, cooing especially over the fact that they’d both inherited her eyes. Green like moss, green like leaves, and trees, and all things good.

“Anyway, Mical might know more about what it is that Erebus knew. He seemed convinced that it was better to have someone like him on our side given his, erm, unusual well of knowledge.”

No one wanted to say it, but the fact of it remained clear and present in the room as if Erebus himself were among them and everyone in audience were hesitant to offend. Eden had uttered the word moments earlier - Sith - as if it were merely a definition scribed in a textbook, and in a way, it was. When Revan and Alek returned from Wild Space, she knew they’d changed. And they’d continued to change as the war raged on. But even when Eden had stood red-faced before the Council, incensed by their desire to shift blame instead of heed her warning, she would not have called Revan nor Alek a Sith, nor would she call them Dark Jedi or whatever nonsense it was the historians described Exar Kun and Ulic Qel-Droma as. As different as they were from the people she’d first met, they were still Revan and Alek. And even as Aiden looked up at her, the Tatooinian suns reflecting in his acidic irises that now belonged to a man called Erebus, he was still her brother. The Sith hunting her could be labeled, defined, as amorphous as they were. But there was something so reductive, so stupid, about uttering the label as if it were some curse capable of spellbinding them all upon speaking. 

“All the more reason to go and fetch this Mical guy, huh?” Eden said, trying to lighten the mood, if only for her own sake. 

“I wouldn’t advise going alone,” Asra began, though Mission cut in.

“Yet we’ve had no luck trying to get anywhere near that place since last week,” Mission groaned. “We promised Mical we could get him out, but what we failed to mention was that we hadn’t yet figured out how.”

“Why’s that?” Eden asked. “The kath hounds?”

Mission, Asra and Zayne all nodded in unison.

“Like I said, real odd behavior,” Mission added. "Totally unpredictable."

“Darek’s out there with a crew tracking them as we speak, trying to figure out a pattern, but so far…”

Eden nodded absently, her mind reaching out on instinct towards the land beyond. It happened so fast she almost didn’t realize it. The Force answered her beck and call, responding less like a stranger and now like an old friend. Though far less wild, her vision beyond her fifth sense was still muddied and unknowable, yet again reduced to uncharted waters. Eden sensed the energies in her immediate vicinity, her reach extending out in concentric circles throughout the estate until it hit a wall, no doubt caused by the frequencies of the shield now protecting Khoonda’s headquarters from its growing list of foes. Eden opened her eyes again, the moment having passed by within a blink, shaking her head. 

“I have a feeling there’s not much choice,” she said, only the moment Eden uttered it, she heard something. Soft at first, almost twinkling like a chime on the wind or an incoming comm call awaiting an answer. She cocked her head, but the sound didn’t change, instead growing fainter as no one else in the room seemed to notice it, or at least did not care.

“Still,” Asra said.

Eden sensed the unspoken promise to accompany her in the air between them, but before the woman could voice her interest, a knock at the door entered the lull in their conversation. Asra leaned over with a polite though apologetic nod as she opened the door, only to find no one on the other side.

“No one,” she shrugged as she turned to the remainder of the group, Orex’s eyes narrowing with doubt just as Eden took Asra’s place. Instead of simply looking, Eden slipped out of the room entirely and down the hall, skidding to a stop at the top of the stairs as she watched a woman with short cropped hair walk just out of view.

Heart racing, Eden shot down the stairs two at a time, the figure miraculously gone from the foyer at the bottom and the hall beside it. She couldn’t see her, but Eden could sense her, inhabiting her abandoned footsteps with every bootfall until Eden reached the side entrance, her face met with the sudden gust of an oncoming storm. The usual patrol roamed the perimeter, the woman no longer in sight, until Eden saw a flash of jetblack disappear into the tall grasses at the edge of the property. 

Running, Eden parted the grass as if it were water, cleaving her way through the stalks like a woman swimming. Flashes dotted her vision, always one step too far, the woman turning slightly and flashing Eden a familiar smirk before taking another swift step, at first appearing several meters ahead of her before her silhouette manifested across the canyon and then vanished entirely.

Eden stopped, her heart somewhere in her throat as she caught her breath, having just seen a ghost.

The woman she’d seen - the woman she’d thought she’d seen - had short hair and eyes lined with ochre. Much like Eden had when she’d taken her aunt’s name, Nevarra Draal, and not unlike Revan when she’d assumed the name, too, as if it was inherited, the layers of the past presenting itself to her as if it were a mystery awaiting to be discovered, a present yet unwrapped and waiting to be torn open.

The twinkling sounded again, lacing the wind as if wrapping it up into its solemn song.

“Hey, you okay out here?”

Eden spun around, a scream poised at the base of her throat though swallowed once she registered the voice.

Atton,” she breathed, relief coursing through her. “Maker, don’t-”

Do that, she’d meant to say, yet some other inner part of her did not want to deter him from following her again, lest she needed the help. Or the company. 

“Did you see anyone out here?” Eden asked instead. “I thought I saw-”

Eden glanced back at the valley behind her, spying instead a familiar ridge - the very cave where she’d found her first kyber crystal, as all Padawans on Datooine often did. She squinted, mapping out the land from her vantage point to her estimation of the cave’s mouth, searching for any path, any proof that someone carved a route before her. The tall grasses swayed in the wind, betraying nothing.

“I only saw you dart out of the building like a shyrack outta hell,” Atton said, huffing a dark laugh. Concern laced his features, a look Eden was getting used to though still wasn’t sure how to read. “You were following someone?”

Eden sighed and shook her head.

“I thought I was, but now I’m not so sure,” she said. “Let’s head back. For now, anyway.”

“For now?” Atton asked.

“Yeah, for now,” Eden replied, elaborating no further. She’d have to fetch the doctor sooner rather than later, kath hounds be damned.

Atton mimed an inaudible ah in response, recognition overcoming him as he squinted and scanned the landscape beyond Eden and took a gander at the scene himself, seemingly coming up empty. 

“You think this is all worth it?” he asked after a moment, looking at Eden directly again. His eyes were squinting still, the sky bright and hazy despite the lack of direct sunlight. “How does Kreia feel about all these good deeds you’re doing?”

“The only reason she's tolerating any of this is the promise of leverage, I think,” Eden replied. “Resolving the conflicts here as efficiently as possible is the only way we can make this detour worth it. I think Kreia’s only allowing it, and even helping out herself, because she sees no other way out of this.”

She’s helping?” Atton nearly choked on a laugh that erupted from his throat at the revelation. Eden almost smiled. “Shit’s more dire than I realized.”

He looked almost charming then, his eyes still furrowed against the haze of the hidden sun, a gentle smirk lacing his face. Before Eden could stop herself from staring, Atton took a tentative step closer. His hand twitched, as if he might reach out and touch her, but instead he crossed his arms and looked at her intently, his gaze steady.

“You trust her?” he asked, his voice low. It came off as casual, but Eden sensed the unease underneath.

“Yes,” she said almost immediately, the sheer feeling of it coursing through her in an instant like adrenaline, her veins thrumming with absolute assurance. The Force told her as much. Yet even in the clarity of Habat’s bestowed calm, she knew there was more to that answer, more that the Force did not yet, or perhaps would never, allow her to see. “I do.”

There was a non-answer there, too, a half-no disguised as the end of Eden’s part in the conversation, which Atton conceded to with a curt nod before gesturing towards the Matale Estate masquerading as a fortress.

“After you,” he said. 

There was a glint in his eye, an unspoken question lingering in the air between them. And Eden left it at that.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Sion

He felt her everywhere.

The planet sang of her presence and her memory, of her energy and the echo of it, past and present.

Eden had been here, and she was here, even now. 

Sion steeled himself, his mind a live wire, as he received the planet’s ills in waves upon landing, decades of memory and knowledge assaulting his senses with every step. He hadn’t sensed this sort of power since Ossus, since Coruscant. As much as he still reveled in the bloodshed spilled in his name there, it was his mental resistance to their strong Jedi ties that he took victory in the most. 

“It’s a good thing we came here, m’lord,” Uruba muttered at his side as Sion overlooked a vast valley. “I ran checks on a few of the vehicles poorly shielded on the far side of the crevasse and traced them to some of the objects I mentioned were bought on the darknet.”

Uruba had by no means been a quiet thing the entirety of the journey here, though Sion did not mind it… for the most part. He wanted to know all he could of her master Erebus’ dealings and the things he did in Nihilus’ name. There was so much Sion was not privy to, now made suddenly and painfully aware that more than one leg of their previously triumphant triumvirate was more than simply not communicating with the remainder of its limbs but withholding information entirely, not only a beast operating with its head cut off but instead several phantom limbs performing entirely of their own accord. A joke, is what they were, and Sion was the butt of it. Whether Uruba was aware of the value she offered him, he had no idea, though he figured she simply enjoyed talking too much to care, his approval beneath her despite her lowly station. 

“I presume you have a theory,” he all but asked. 

“I do,” Uruba answered, her eyes lighting up. “Based on the selection of their purchases, I have a feeling whoever these buyers are have some intimate familiarity, if not direct history, with the Sith. Not just Revan’s short-lived empire, but the Great Sith War era as well. Or so the modern scholars are now referring to that period as.”

Sion huffed. Great Sith War. Past and present meant nothing to him always, but especially not now. Versions of Eden flitted through his mind’s eye - a child, an adolescent, a woman, a ghost - but the past and the present warred over him always, his scars refusing to heal, his skin a patchwork of the past made new again with every waking moment and each blistering lance of pain that kept him from the eternal sleep he’d staved off for so long. And he felt more awake now than he’d ever been, more alive, an unnamable agony coursing through him like lightning with every step, with every breath, white-hot anger running his veins with a volcanic vigor that words failed to describe.

“Shall we investigate?” she asked.

Sion looked in the direction Uruba mentioned, towards the crevasse, immediately sensing their proximity as well as the shared history with the strangers she spoke of, images of Malachor flashing in his mind. Like recognizing like. He smelled fire at the thought of it, sour and heavy with soot, his lungs dense with every breath. And he smiled.

He raised a hand to his mouth and traced his cracked bottom lip with his thumb. The grey pad of Sion’s finger came away red, wet with blood. Sion eyed it and then sucked on its nectar, savoring its metallic tang.

“Yes,” he said, sensing the inevitable brawl-to-come as if it were an oncoming storm and hungry for rain. “Let us pay them a visit.”

 




3951 BBY, Serroco
Revan

 

When she arrived, the house was empty.

The place was secured more than most. A soldier lived here, a woman more than acquainted with war. But she was acquainted with war in her own right, and after all, this had been her house too, once. 

The flesh and blood of it came rushing back to her the moment she stepped foot on the planet’s soil, as if its ancient tendrils sought to soak her back up into the history they shared. Her birth, her upbringing, family visits after venturing back out to the Outer Rim, and ultimately the destruction she allowed to happen here, the echo of an ache she ushered the rebirth of, and old death remade, christened and new again. An old wound made fresh.

It was all part of Revan’s grand design. It more than made sense in the grand scheme, it had to happen . If it hadn’t, then neither would any of what came after. But would she have made the same orders had she stepped foot here? Would she have followed through if she’d let herself remember?

Now, she was Nevarra again, and Revan in afterthought only.

She knew exactly where to go upon landing. It was more than instinct, it was a habit. A habit forgotten but one ingrained in her still. The path sometimes did not make sense, leading her through now-overgrown trails and buildings she presumed had not always been there, as well as around others that now no longer existed. Eventually it led her to a little house in a clearing on the edge of town, bordering a village that no longer existed on the cusp of the very thick of the dense jungle beyond. 

The ghost of forgotten structures lingered in the uneven fading of the house before her, some walls more bleached from the sun than others despite the way the sun bore down evenly on it now. Nevarra remembered each shadow as she walked the perimeter, the walls shorter than in her mind’s eye. She’d been shorter then, smaller, the last she’d seen this place. And even if it did not yet quite place itself in her memory, she knew she’d been here before. She once called this place her own. And it was all she’d ever known.

The inside was small, but inviting. Nevarra entered through the window in the kitchen, again expecting to fit more lithely through the space provided before realizing that she had been much smaller the last time she’d attempted this, the threat of a punishment at the back of her mind. Now, she feared nothing other than lost time, and she could not afford to wait. Once inside, the scent of the place overwhelmed her, thick with fruit leaves and soft hay, the gentle calm of the aircon unit lulling her into a place of comfort only magnified the moment a droid ambled through the nearest doorway.

“Master, I did not expect you to-” it began, its soothing voice a balm on her memory. She knew that voice, she’d missed that voice. “Oh.”

It was an older model of a popular protocol droid, though obviously updated and well-kept. The droid stood up straight, sputtering slightly as if not quite knowing what to do before hovering awkwardly in the doorway and saying, “We never expected you to return.”

Nevarra smiled an awkward smile, her suspicions somewhat verified but her questions yet unanswered. 

“Tell me,” she said. “Do you know when-?”

She sensed a presence before she could ask, the words waiting on her tongue. Someone was coming.

They were silent, careful. No noise other than an errant breeze through the nearby underbrush met her ears, yet she knew that someone else was walking the perimeter after having uncovered her stalking bootprints outside, no doubt spotting her entrance through the side window thereafter. The droid looked between her and the window, unsure of what to do, its silver-plated finish glinting gold in the setting sunlight filtering in beside them, a cascade of memory bewitching her the moment it did. Nevarra remembered watching the droid, silver but also somehow gold, mill about the kitchen as she sat on the floor, her father’s face beaming down at her while someone else left the room toward the muffled sound of infants crying, hungry, nearby. You’re coming with me to the university, he’d told her. Isn’t that exciting?

A swell of anticipation filled her then as if she were living the moment in real time, her adult self present in both the past as well as the remembering of it. And just when the wordless euphoria washed over her, the feel of a blaster at the small of her back brought her back.

“What are you doing in my house?”

The voice was soft, precise, and just beside her ear. It spoke as if she were a stranger, not knowing that the mere utterance of her words solidified an unknown theory, inspiring a small smile. 

The Force stilled for the moment as Nevarra turned around and met her adversary, to lock eyes with the very woman she’d traveled all this way to see.

For so long she’d been a blur in both Nevarra’s and Revan’s memories, more silhouette than person. But now she bore a face Nevarra could put a name to - mother . And oh, that face…

That face.

“You look just like her,” she breathed, hardly thinking the words before they passed her lips. Tears welled in Nevarra’s eyes at the realization, her right hand reaching for her mouth to hide an unwitting gasp as it escaped her throat.

If Revan looked anything like Eden Valen as Nevarra Draal, it was a far cry from the woman who stood before her. The woman wore the same freckled face, the same sage green eyes, dark wavy hair pulled back in a messy bun lazily lilting over the space where her neck met her broad shoulders. Despite the decades that separated them, the two women were nearly identical.

“Excuse me, do I-?”

The older woman paused, taking Nevarra in. Looking her up and down, and up again, the woman stilled, her eyes slowly going wide.

“... No ,” was all she managed to say.

Nevarra stood motionless, her hand still over her mouth.

How had Nevarra not realized? In all those years training Eden, she thought the bond between them was that of kindred spirits - wild and misunderstood - but it was more than that. The woman standing before her, the woman Nevarra now knew was her mother, looked as Eden might thirty years from now, grey streaking her hair, her features more defined. She even had grease marks trailing her arms, as Eden often would after messing with the droids. This HK unit of yours is a real piece of work, you know that? Eden had jabbed once, threatening to dismantle HK-47 the next time he dared refer to her as ‘meatbag’. You’re so lucky I like you.

You referring to Revan, the woman who would later gift Eden the Ravager, hoping her apprentice would not look a gift droid in the mouth as she sent her most promising student to what Revan intended to be Eden’s utter demise.

“Nevarra?” her mother uttered.

Yes ,” Nevarra answered, almost desperate, the words escaping her mouth before the second realization sunk in, “But…”

Yes. Nevarra.

There was a reason the name stuck, but… 

“But you’re…” her mother sputtered, her eyes still wide, “You’re her .”

Nevarra, yes. But Revan, too.

“I am,” she said, standing straight now. “I am.”

They stood there motionless, silent, decades of unknowns spanning the space between them as they soaked the moment in and what it meant. Nevarra could both taste and hear her heartbeat in her throat. Another beat passed, but before her heart could leap any further from where it ought to be they were embracing, their shoulders damp with the other’s tears, their necks warm with each other’s breath. 

She knew she must have hugged her mother before, but never like this. The past fell away, leaving only the present moment in its wake. 

“We thought you’d died,” her mother wept, holding her tight. “Gone like your father.”

Nevarra held her mother close, gripping her as if she might slip away should she let go, even if the memory of her father and the loss of him still echoed within her, the mystery yet unanswered and unknown to her. 

She opened her eyes as if it might will the knowledge to the forefront of her mind, the Force telling her nothing as she instead soaked in the steady waves of her mother’s breathing as if she were returning to the womb again, small and safe. Her heart stilled even if her mind did not, but a moment later her eyes widened, her gaze falling upon an object placed beside a vase in the adjoining room. 

It was small and nondescript, almost demure. But Nevarra knew what it was, and Revan knew it even better.

Her mother finally released Nevarra from her grip, smiling somberly before she followed her line of sight. 

“Of course you’d remember that,” she said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the universe. “Your father brought that home when you were only two. It’s what convinced him to bring you to the university with him, do you remember?”

Remember, remember.

She relieved herself of her mother’s grip, and as if transfixed, she walked into the next room, unblinking. She reached out a hand until her fingertips hovered just above the onyx surface of the object before her - small and pyramidal, yet dense and infinite, the Emperor’s door in miniature, and placed at the very center of her childhood home.

Where it had been all along.

Chapter 62: The Omen and the Answer

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Atton

The wind howled through the tall grass, whistling past them as he and Eden shuffled back towards Khoonda, the sky oddly bright despite the storm at their back. 

Atton still half expected the remainder of the sky to be blue, but Dantooine was always a muted, steely grey. There were hints of blue, he was sure of it, not that his inner artist was an expert or anything. But still, he scowled as his mind thought of Alderaan and its azure backdrop, miles and miles of farmland, pin pricked by snowy peaks and mountain ridges. Here, it was all grass. Miles upon miles upon endless miles of grass. The stuff underfoot was a healthy green save for the scorch marks, moss collecting along the edges of paths and at the bases of trees, but the rest of it was a dull, yellow-beige. Where Atton was from, that meant dry, and dry meant poor harvests, and poor harvests meant higher taxes, and higher taxes meant cutthroat politics, or at least decidedly more so…

Atton hardly knew how much he felt about colors of all things in the ‘verse before stepping foot on Dantooine and the sorry state it was in. Part of him wanted to ask if the planet’s color was only absent because Malak soiled the place or if it was soiled from the start. It was hardly a question worth asking, though, and Malak hardly a man ever worth bringing up.

Sharp one , Captain Malak had said about him of all people through a charming half-smile as he rounded the Republic fugitives Atton found himself embarrassingly amongst in the war’s aftermath. With a remarkably good eye. The man’s eyes then locked on Jaq’s, the Jedi’s gaze sharp and cold, but piercing in a way that made Jaq question whether Malak was a Jedi at all, evoking a feeling that tightroped being seen and feeling violated. He’d stifled a shudder then just as Atton did now. So, what’s your excuse, deserter?

Atton shook the memory from his mind as he then hurried to recalculate the Ison Trade Corridor within the confines of his mind, instantly soothed by its sameness as well as the sight of Eden, again in his periphery.

It was oddly calming being at Eden’s side now, given the circumstances that led them both out here. The anxiety suited her, the constant questions that needed answering, answers that seemed to require far more effort than Atton was ever privy to exerting in order to obtain. Eden did not do well to idle, and Atton took it  that she had done nothing but idling before her unfortunate (not to mention accidental) trip to Peragus. If there was anywhere someone might find excitement, Peragus was the last possible place, but Atton had been wrong before. In fact, Atton hadn’t felt more wrong about everything until recently. And, oddly, it didn’t exactly bother him.

Eden’s senses were on edge, as if she expected a ghost to materialize around every corner – but she knew every corner. She silently navigated what otherwise appeared to be a maze of tall stalks, but Eden knew exactly where they were, exactly where they were going. If the Force wasn’t a sixth sense, well, this might have been hers. Eden didn’t use the Force to find her way around the meandering forests and farms. She went on instinct and memory alone. Atton felt it.

She stopped, and Atton paused beside her.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, knowing full well that there was something she wasn’t telling him.

Eden’s eyes darted about the fields, turning back towards the canyon’s edge he found her at earlier, as if she’d forgotten something there.

“Nothing,” she replied, “I mean, nothing worth looking into, anyway. I just mistook a path for an old spot I thought I recognized from when I-“

From when I lived here , Atton could feel her say. He could see it in her eyes, that feeling of home, but not quite. It was a specific sense of home that only happened upon an unexpected return, after being away for too long to then find that things had changed, long enough for forgotten memories to resurface not because they were important but because something was suddenly missing, something so inherent to their creation that it was now a facet of just that – a memory, and nothing else. Atton couldn’t help but think of Alderaan, of Aldera, of his dirt cellar and the alleys beyond it that he still knew by heart, of the city streets, their every nook and cranny. And then there was the maze of farmland beyond, where the city lights did not reach, where the world felt true darkness when the sun set. Dantooine wasn’t much different than the latter…

“Wait here just a sec,” Eden said just as she disappeared into the stalks again, before her voice echoed as if in a dream. “I’ll be back.”

For an instant, Atton was alone. Inhaling, he let the cool air steep in his lungs as he soaked in the moment and stood on tip-toe, looking beyond the field of grass in the direction Eden had disappeared to. A rock wall jutted out from the hills beyond the canyon. The mouth of a cave, maybe. He teetered, shifting his weight from front to back, making his mark in the mud with the only pair of boots he wore, all the better to identify him by. If he was going to leave a sign that he had been here, he figured it might as well be clear as day, as if he meant for it to stick - like a ring sealed in wax, a royal crest imprinted on parchment as the Alderaanians still did now as in the days of old. Tradition ran thick, and to Atton’s dismay, so did his memory.

Before recollection could do away with him again, the Ison Trade Corridor resumed its usual place on repeat inside the comfort of his mind, and Eden returned. 

“Everything okay?” he asked, internally cringing as he wondered whether he sounded desperate. Part of it was his innate desire to drown out all silence, but Atton couldn’t help but feel himself eternally slipping in Eden’s presence, just as he almost had under Captain Malak’s probing gaze.

“Yeah, fine,” Eden breathed. She shook her head before looking Atton in the eye, everything in the universe suddenly right again the moment she did. Eden softened slightly at the sight of him, tension draining from her shoulders in a way that told him her inner world calmed just a bit more in his presence in turn.

“You sure?” he asked, taking a step towards her though his hands moved none. He wanted to reach out, though, as he had on instinct back on the Ebon Hawk, and as he had when he’d found her wandering about out here, flustered and so unlike herself. 

Eden nodded.

“We should head back to Khoonda,” she said, glancing backward one last time. “Though… given the circumstances, maybe we should surrender our room to the wounded. Just head back to the ship?”

Eden squinted against the bright grey haze of sky at Atton’s back, the oncoming storm haloing Eden’s dark head as he watched her and tried to read her expression. He couldn’t help but nod, feeling both compelled and coerced, somehow, though the inclination was not entirely repulsive. It was… calming. Comforting, almost. He liked the idea of a downpour barraging the Hawk as he lay nestled in the pilot’s chair, boots propped up on the console, his hands crossed behind his head as he leaned back and soaked in the sight of it, imagining the petrichor from the confines of the ship as he hopefully drifted off into a restful sleep.

“Yeah,” he said, a slight smile finding a home on his lips. Something else he seemed to do more of in Eden’s presence. “Sounds good.”

Eden cocked her head, about to question him again, though no such query passed her lips. Instead, Eden mirrored his expression - a half-smile crossing her face as she nodded in return. Atton felt all sorts of warm as Eden then pressed on towards Khoonda, no doubt to tell Bao-Dur and Kreia of her intentions after thanking the Administrator for her kindness before retreating to the Hawk as the sun downed and the storm rolled in.

All Atton could think of then were the sorts of dreams he might have once there, hoping they’d veer away from the past and instead focus on Eden, as everything in his mental orbit now forever inclined to do.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Mical 

The night was cold, and there were so many of them. Mercenaries, scientists, scavengers, and farmers all alike if only for the fire in their eyes, the air on edge as if it, too, anticipated the proposed destruction soon to be in their collective wake.

Mical stood below them in a collapsed part of the academy he had not yet ventured to and only had this time because he heard voices again. At first, it was a sinister ripple through the Force beckoning him onward, his nerves on edge in the presence of an undeniable yet pressing danger. The Golden Company had not only closed in, but they’d completely taken over the scavenger’s former camp, a makeshift shield emitting a bone-chilling thrum through Mical’s mind. His former host was quiet, and the laigreks were restless, scuttling about the ruins in disorganized alarm. Something was interfering with the energy of this place, and whether it was by design or by circumstance only, Mical only knew that the Golden Company was responsible.

He couldn’t make sense of the rabble above him, low rumbling though controlled, yearning to listen in on the plans unfolding just outside of his grasp. Mical could see them all in his mind’s eye, illuminated silhouettes roaming like a sea of stars, but he could not make out a single word. His mind was too overstimulated, too overwhelmed, his spirit brimming with more information than he knew to do with. He never thought he’d live to see the day. 

Mical glanced about the cavern, hungry for a sign. Instead, Erebus’ gifts ran hot in his pocket. In one the crystal, and in the other the pieces of the man’s abandoned lightsaber. Mical should have felt safer for having it rather than the whole load of nothing he had before, unless he counted the multitude of rocks to choose from strewn about him he could use as a projectile if needed, but instead it made him anxious, his blood thrumming so loud he could hear it in his ears. It was no wonder he could make no sense of what was happening above. 

He traced the edges of the collapsed room, sticking to the shadows as he kept his attention fixed above. Some auras glowed more intensely than others, and there were a few he was drawn to. Mical’s mind was drowning in too much static to be sure, but he had a feeling it was because he’d encountered these individuals personally before. Rahasia. Azkul. The scientists from the Rakatan ruin that hovered over him, recording his every vital sign, infringing on his very personhood by threatening him instead like an object to be studied as he was tested on and observed like a wild animal from behind the bars of an undeserved cage.

Where are you? Mical asked into the ether, hoping for an answer. Are you alright?

It felt disingenuous knowing there was more to his question left unspoken, and he worried whether the sentiment was felt anyway, his deception known.

No answer met his mind, disquieting him even more.

He took a breath. Waited. And then took another. 

Some of the most effective centering techniques are the easiest , one recording had instructed back at the archive. A kindly Twi’lek had spoken the words as if directly to him in the holo, speaking through time and space to be by Mical’s side now, guiding him through his current predicament as if this, too, were foreseen by the Jedi, like the visions that plagued Zayne’s council and leading all of Taris to ruin. Breathe in, hold, then out. Count one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. Hold one, two, three, four. Then exhale one, two…

His mind cleared, as if fog were dissipating from the storm of his consciousness, overwhelmed with thunderclouds only now dissolving as the tempest passed. And in the wake of its encroaching clarity, he sensed it, sound and sentiment both, words uttered and unspoken.

Most of it was a mess, and either useless or infuriating.

I wonder how much this will fetch? 

If only we could repel down from this cave mouth…

Do we have any more kindling?

Pour me another drink -

If my husband were still alive, he’d have a thing or two to say about all this.

Adare’s a joke, she’s so out of touch I can hardly believe anyone in that dump would back her faux authority let alone her batshit plans.

Mical steadied his breath again once the words became jumbled, thoughts spilling into one another with abandon, until the words were discernible once more.

We got exactly the sort of response we wanted, one voice intonated. Dissatisfaction and dissent.

Good as that may be, we need to act fast , said another. We are running out of time.

Curiosity piqued, Mical honed in on this conversation, all the other voices falling away.

What’s the rush? The first voice asked. I have a long campaign ahead of me, not that I haven’t thought about my platform, but-

None of that matters, the other voice interrupted, though Mical got the distinct impression that these words were thought only, not spoken. I need to deliver before week’s end.

If Mical’s internal clock was of any use, the week’s end was only two days away. They were indeed running out of time.

Any word from our little mouse? The worried voice asked instead, assuming a cold confidence Mical recognized.

Azkul.

She’s safely inside, Khoonda none the wiser, the other voice rejoined.

Rahasia.

She better be ready, Azul said again, the threat clear in both his words as well as his mind, a vision of death filling Mical’s senses as he inherited the image as if the plan were his own. The Matale Estate was all but ash, bones piled high as the valley burned just like the nearby fields had. All lives lost in the name of something greater, something unspoken and darker, something that scared Azkul to his very core to the point that his blood ran white-hot at the thought of it, a storm-filled planet at the back of his mind green with lightning reminding him that all of this was worth it and that the death inspired by his hand was nothing compared to the death to come if he did not do this very thing. 

Mical’s eyes shot open, his blood running cold. His gasp echoed in the cavern about him, thankfully disappearing before it met the sky and the rabble rousing just beyond the cave-in’s yawning mouth above. And in the waxing light of the rising moon, Mical snuck through the shadows again back towards the archive, lest the secrets that it still held had anything left to betray to those plotting against it from above. 

He had to make sure that the last of the archive was transferred to Zayne. But most of all, Mical had to make sure that whatever remained of it burned, lest someone else get there first.

A storm was coming, and there wasn’t much time left.

 


 

3951 BBY, Onderon, Iziz
Erebus

It felt like cheating. 

He’d always wondered what it felt like. To command a crowd, to sway the tide… 

This was decidedly different from any feat of his sister’s. And it was a mark below anything Revan had ever accomplished. This was more akin to something of Bastila Shan’s accomplishments, something he’d heard often praised from Atris’ pale lips.

She is a wonder, and a testament to the Jedi spirit, his old mentor once said after examining a report from the front lines. Bastila is a prime example of what it means to fight on the behalf of the greater good.

Aiden had not replied, then, only internalized Atris’ opinions before formulating his own. It had been only the second or third time the Jedi had utilized the young knight’s meditative capabilities in battle among non-Force sensitives, and to favorable results. The first had been a disaster, though the records likely would not say as much. History was fickle that way. Aiden was critical of it then, yet Erebus kept an open mind now. 

What Bastila had done did not seem so different from what the Jedi feared his sister could do, so often condemning the unwavering following she garnered as the face of the war, with Revan at its head and Malak as its voice. It was only now that he understood why. Even Revan feared Eden’s inclinations, as indicated by the late Sith Lord’s unlocked notes.

Erebus was positioned atop one of Iziz’s few skyscrapers, attending a lonesome lunch in a restaurant situated along a balcony that afforded him a full view of the plaza below. One of General Vaklu’s men had made the arrangements, likely securing the spot with money from a family coffer older than Erebus could fathom, and Erebus made a point of ordering a generous pour of the brandy Vaklu had offered him upon their first meeting. Its ambrosial taste was just as delectable as he remembered.

He watched the gathering crowd below in his mind’s eye, affording none of it his outward attention as his eyes instead fixated on the swirling amber in his held glass, admiring the appearance and the scent of it, relishing in its richness as everything below went according to plan.

According to intel, Queen Talia was to hold an unannounced press conference in the city square - an unprecedented thing, apparently. Vaklu’s cousin had refrained from all public appearances on account of the threat of assasination, though no previous attempt had been made. This was all a ploy to dispel these rightful rumors and assert her queenly presence, as if to remind the people that a very real person still sat on the very real throne just outside of view in the pristine palace atop the Sky Ramp, the only structure in the vicinity to rival the tower of luxury department stores, restaurants, and penthouses that comprised the building in which Erebus sat now. 

Erebus’ food arrived just as the crowd below went wild.

A podium had been set up hours ago, and since then the growing audience swelled in number with each passing moment, awaiting any announcement of what said podium was set up in honor for, wondering what it all meant. Now that the plaza was utterly filled to the brim, not a spec of concrete visible from Erebus’ height, the Queen saw fit to make her first appearance in months. Erebus sensed the shared surprise as she took the stage, the crowd awash with baited breath. Now it was Erebus’ job to make sure that their reaction was not at all what she intended.

As he took his first bite, his fork still en route to his hungry mouth, he reached out with the Force and the Force reached back. His single query was met with thousands, the energy almost enough to overwhelm him were it not for the ferocity at the back of his mind, a predator lying in wait. A swarm of information entered his mind, a thousand voices filling his consciousness to the point of drowning out his own thoughts in an instant if he let it, but instead of getting swept up he simply let the wave wash over him, ducking beneath the deluge. And in the reprieve, he willed the Force to slow. Not just time, not just kinetic movement, but the Force itself. He’d never once attempted this for the simple reason that it had never once occurred to him to do so. But it had occurred to Revan, on more than one occasion.

It’s almost as if I can catch it unawares , she’d noted in her personal archive in a datalog dated back ten years. Not unlike entering a computer program from the backend and viewing the command logs, reading their exhaustive list at my own pace before deliberately deciding which prompts I want reworded or rearranged, the interface now entirely under my control.

Is this what it felt like to be a god? Is this what the primitive cultures Erebus had once studied imagined was commanding the sun, the stars, the very earth that moved them?

His blood ran cold at the thought just as adrenaline coursed through him in tandem with the brandy already lining his veins, fast turning warm and velvet-smooth as it ushered this new feeling down his throat and throughout his limbs to their very extent, soon every inch of him warm with the feeling of what it must feel like to consume a planet whole, and for but a moment, relish in the utter satiation to follow.

Erebus knew. He understood now. And all before the actual food he’d ordered entered the cave of his still-open mouth, a mere half-second having passed since he initially reached out through the Force. Hardly any time had passed, and yet so much had happened, and everything stopped. His eyes were still open, his physical self now a faraway and distant, yet despite his reality, Erebus felt as if he were now closing his eyes, the world going black as he savored the taste of this, potential brimming at his fingertips and lacing his tongue, his entire body a conduit for a higher power he knew extensively of through study but had never once experienced for himself. He was toeing closer to the deep end, the sea shelf precariously close to his fumbling feet, still kicking as he waded through the water growing darker and darker…

The food met his tongue, and in real time, his eyes finally did close but his inner eye opened far more than Erebus expected it could.

He held the very heart of Iziz in his palm. One thought, and he could sway the lot of them. One command, and its myriad heartbeats would pulse in concert alongside one another, their minds attuned to the same unseen point upon which they all miraculously fixed their same internal compass. Erebus simply held it, savoring the weight of it all, the wealth of knowledge, thought, impulse, and emotion all slave to his any whim. By the time he’d chewed and swallowed, he’d plotted out the afternoon’s unfolding events, first sowing doubt, then incredulity, followed swiftly by rage.

It wasn’t even entirely by design. Vaklu expected as much, but Erebus found it all too easy. It wasn’t so much what he thought would be best, but instead what his mind wanted to do. As if he would have had an inclination to sow dissent without any previous direction to do so. 

When his eyes shot open again, his entire meal was gone. And the brandy, too.

And he’d hardly tasted any of it.

Instead, his base senses caught up to the cacophony now sounding from below, the Queen being ushered unceremoniously away as the horde turned into a mob, chanting obscenities as she was spirited away to unseen safety.

He’d done it. 

Erebus had done what was asked of him, and accomplished something apparently only Revan had done on such a scale. But when he let go, the Force slipped as well, his hold on it tenuous as he’d apparently brought it to the absolute brink. And all he was left with in the aftermath were his five remaining senses, depleted, tired, and starving despite his now-empty plate. He stared down at its stark white expanse, wondering whether it even tasted any good as he then pondered whether this is how Eden felt for the last nine years.

What I am capable of is astonishing , Revan’s notes continued. But it took concerted practice and unerring precision. What Eden does is without orchestration - it is wild, unpredictable, unfurling from her without direction. It is why I can never truly trust her but it is also why I must keep her close. 

And it is why she must ultimately be destroyed.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Eden 

The ship felt different.

Nothing visibly had changed, not even a speck of dust was out of place. Eden froze once she stepped inside, her eyes scanning the space for a sign, something strange, for something wrong about it all. Yet perhaps it was exactly that…

“I believe retreating here to be our best course of action for the time being,” Kreia said from behind her on the loading ramp. “We are already more involved in Khoonda’s business than I would like, however-”

Then Kreia, too, paused. As soon as she stepped fully into the garage of the Ebon Hawk, the woman stilled beside Eden, looking towards the east dormitory whilst Eden glanced towards the westward one. Bao-Dur approached at their backs, his steps slowing once he caught sight of the two transfixed at the very top of the ramp.

“Is… everything alright?” he asked, his droid already on alert as it bobbed towards them and into the garage proper, not unlike an animal latched onto a scent. 

Bao-Dur’s bionic arm betrayed a singular sizzle and a pop, a vein in his upper arm pulsing as he took to Eden’s other side, standing beside her as he gazed into the common area.

“I feel like I’m missing out on something,” Atton groaned as he joined them all in the garage, “And I’m not exactly sure I wanna be included.”

“Something is amiss,” Kreia announced in a low voice, stating the obvious. “Much like before.”

Eden nodded.

“When we first took the ship back from Atris,” Eden said. “D’you suppose it has anything to do with her?”

“It seems likely,” Kreia said, the sliver of a smirk gracing her lined face before it was instead overcome with a frown. “Especially given that odd stunt she pulled in the security room. I believe she wishes for you to know that she is watching you, just as she supposedly has for the entirety of your exile. Though to what end, I am not sure.”

“I can think of a few reasons,” Eden answered with a shake of her head. “Either way, I don’t like this.”

“Yeah, me neither,” Atton said, sounding far less concerned than the rest of them but more suspiciously so. Eden narrowed her eyes at him slightly, her mind latching onto a sudden skepticism that had settled into her about him since he’d found her in the valley earlier.

“You saw something didn’t you?” Eden didn’t ask so much as she accused. Atton tried a little too hard not to act surprised, at first feigning a laugh before running a hand through his hair, glancing at Kreia before looking at Eden again. He was usually so good at lying, or so Eden had assumed given the run around he’d usually afford her whenever she asked him a personal question, dancing around an answer with a charming half-smile and a well-crafted one-liner laced with just enough information to satisfy for the moment before letting it go.

“What makes you think-?”

Atton looked at Bao-Dur as if for a lifeline, his face momentarily pleading as their eyes briefly met before looking unsurely at Kreia, and lastly Eden again head-on. 

“I- I didn’t think it was worth mentioning,” he said after a tense moment, all pretense evaporating from his stance, his expression. Coming clean, Atton’s gaze fixed on Eden’s, his eyes a warm hazel in the otherwise unforgiving fluorescent light of the garage above him. “But I felt like I was being watched the other day, when you and Bao-Dur met with Chodo Habat.”

“A feeling easily ascribed to paranoia, which I assume a smuggler like yourself is quite used to in your usual line of work,” Kreia said pointedly, though the air between them flickered. For a moment, Eden sensed an unspoken sentiment in her mind, half-formed and entirely unreadable, though whether it emanated from Kreia or elsewhere she was not sure. “The woman suspected you saw something, not felt something.”

Atton shot Kreia a look of utter incredulity, confusion laced with a very certain brand of disgust and annoyance that spoke volumes. Something transpired between the two in her absence, Eden was now sure of that, though what, Eden had no idea. And she wasn’t sure she even wanted to know.

Finally, Atton relented, betraying yet another false laugh and a self-effacing smile as he let out a breath and said, “I did, yeah, though in my defense I didn’t say as much because I have a feeling it’ll sound downright stupid when I say it out loud.”

Atton’s words started out sheepish and charmingly self-deprecating, yet each syllable was uttered more sharply than the last, and delivered through the same deferential smile he’d started out with. Eden bit down a laugh at the sight of it, more intrigued with what happened than she was at how undeniably cute Atton was when thoroughly annoyed - though the fact that he would hate the notion, were it known to him, tickled her even more.

“Well, now that I have no choice,” Atton shrugged and betrayed another groan. Despite his clear discomfort, he looked at Eden again with utmost earnesty, his eyes now a warm grey-brown in the nearby light. “I thought I saw a… a flutter… as if the air in the hallway was moving. Spies during the war used the same sort of tech, some sort of cloaking ability similar to ships programmed into melee shields that kind of shimmered if you looked at them just right. I only saw it the one time on the ship though, and mind you I haven’t slept well or nearly at all since the coma I was unwittingly put in before you found me on Peragus so…”

Atton assumed an air of resigned belligerence as he concluded, as if again realizing that he and Eden were not the only ones present for this confession - a confession he might have given freely had she asked the next time they were alone. Eden bit her lip but eventually nodded, considering Atton’s words before affording him and the remainder of their audience her reply.

“I was under the impression that I was alone for the last nine years,” Eden said, “I thought my other senses would have caught up to what I was lacking in the Force. At least eventually, if not after years of serving with the Republic… But if Atris has been watching me all this time then that means-”

I failed at sensing her. 

Eden sucked in a breath, shaking the image of Atris watching her, dogging her steps like a second shadow for all these years, a slew of memories now recalled in an entirely new and twisted light assaulting her mind quickly compartmentalized before she continued.

“Nevermind,” Eden resigned. “All that matters is that I know what it’s like to not trust your own senses.”

Eden side-eyed Kreia as she said this, catching Bao-Dur’s thankful gaze in her periphery alongside Atton’s. Kreia betrayed nothing, though Eden knew there was still some unspoken unease in the air despite it.

“I mean nothing by my assertion that perhaps the pilot saw something,” Kreia said, no doubt sensing Eden’s discomfort. “Other than that I wish for us all to be forthright with one another when it comes to matters of security on this ship. If there is evidence of an interloper, I would desire that such a sentiment were shared.”

Again, Eden felt something unsaid in the ether, an unfinished sentence hanging in the air between them all.

“The only way that happens is if we all agree to be civil,” Eden sighed. “And for that I apologize. I accused you of knowing something, Atton, and I just-”

Now it was Atton’s turn to shake his head. 

“You’re fine,” Atton said. “Acclimation and all, I assume.”

“It won’t happen again,” Eden promised as she glanced at Kreia, wishing only to keep the peace. 

“Won’t  it, though?” Atton asked, almost too quiet for her to hear.

It wasn’t accusatory, despite everything that just transpired. Just a simple fact. 

Atton glanced at Bao-Dur and Kreia before affording Eden a tired smile just as he retreated to the cockpit, calling out before his silhouette dissolved into the distance completely, “I’ll let you all know if I see anything weird again. Promise .”

Promise.

This felt personal, a message meant for Eden alone and a threat to the others, though perhaps only to Kreia. Eden couldn’t blame him. 

Eden still felt wrong standing in the crossroads of the ship, knowing something was off yet unsure as to what . The chiming from earlier sounded again, now a song on the wind at her back as the loading ramp closed at Bao-Dur’s command, his hand on the console at the mouth of the garage. Instead of drowning out the song, it instead rang in the back of her mind. She turned, as if expecting some answer, but was instead met with the closed loading ramp.

“Please don’t tell me you see something now, too?” Kreia said, as if it were a joke. 

Eden stared at the closed entrance a moment longer before affording Kreia her attention again, looking at the woman with an expression not unlike Atton’s earlier, laced with confusion and incredulity.

“I believe we may indeed have a trespasser aboard,” Kreia said matter-of-factly as she placed a heavy hand on Eden’s shoulder, squeezing for a beat before releasing her grip. “We best be on our guard.”

Kreia turned on her heel and disappeared down the hall towards her claimed quarters, leaving Eden alone with Bao-Dur in the garage. After a long moment, they both redirected their attention from Kreia’s retreating back to each other, with only shrugs to share between them.

“S’pose I should work on security measures,” Bao-Dur said, already assuming his position at the workstation in the corner, his droid bobbing alongside him, ever-ready to assist. 

“Thanks,” Eden said, knowing she should retreat to some far corner of the ship and rest, yet also knowing full-well that she wouldn’t. “Night.”

Bao-Dur nodded.

“Night.”

It was so simple a parting. So little a thing. And yet Eden could not help but think of her final night aboard the Ravager at Bao-Dur’s side overseeing his device’s diagnostic results, nodding sagely at the destruction predicted by a measly set of graphs and charts, sleeping soundly afterward knowing with absolute surety that the war would be over and that all suffering would finally end. 

Eden wondered how she was ever able to delude herself into believing such a fantasy, knowing full-well that she would do the same before all of this was over.

 




3951 BBY, The Outer Rim Territories
Revan

It felt like a thread being pulled at the base of her skull, tugging her back, back, back. Beckoning her quiet yet eventual return. Her inevitable reprieve, and eventual demise. 

She had a feeling. Deep and indisputable. Dark and faraway, buried at the bottom of a bottomless sea whose fathoms she’d only graced the surface of. There was still time, and plenty of it, but it was still running out. 

For now, Nevarra resisted Revan’s call. She hugged her mother and soaked in the sentiments still seeped into her childhood home, reclaiming what was lost. One cup of tea turned into three, but before the fourth and just as night fell, Nevarra took her leave, still looking an awful lot like Revan despite her own and her mother’s warring memories. And when she returned to the docking bay, her ship at the ready, she did not return as the Emissary beckoned. Instead, she ventured to remember more.

First, would be Dantooine.

Space felt new for the first time in possibly her entire life. Or at least as far back as she could remember.

Bet you never thought you’d see a star up-close, Nev, her father said the first time they’d boarded a starcruiser, the memory and her nickname returning to her in full after having reunited with her mother, another puzzle piece slipping into place and making all the times Alek affectionately called her Rev radiating with his usual sibling-like admiration all the warmer yet all the colder, still. 

There are so many of them , she thought now, just as she had then. Despite the simple wonder of it all, she hadn’t been able to ignore just how unfathomably old they were back then either, a tapestry of history brushing against the edges of her consciousness as if she were perpetually on the verge of glancing beyond its tantalizing veil. 

The vessel glittered like a ghost through the unknown corridors between stars, evading the usual routes as she passed constellations now only known to her and the ancient empire she prolonged her return to, a fraction of that secret knowledge hers for the knowing, wishing so desperately now that it wasn’t so. 

It sounds so stupid now, her other half had said through a curdled, bloody chuckle as he lay dying aboard the Star Forge, a flicker of his former self apparent in his eyes, for a moment betraying more of Alek’s bright blue than Malak’s steely grey. But I felt it. I felt the very moment things changed between us, our thread severed. It was as if… it was as if you were leaving me behind. And I so desperately did not want you to forget me, I would have done anything to get you back. And I did exactly that - even if that meant that I was the last thing you ever saw.

He’d been a coward in his crowning moment, though, instead commanding his Republic puppet, Saul Karath, to fire what was meant to be the killing blow, taking out her entire flagship along with it instead of facing her head on as he hoped he would, making the entire debacle almost impersonal to the point of utter offense, the moment still blood-hot and ripe with unmet desire even as Malak lay dying in the retelling of it. 

Now he lay among the stars she traversed, his every atom mingling with the remainder of the dead and dying universe, waiting to be reborn. And the passing stars were all the more beautiful for him being there, despite the deluge of debris that met her ship’s wake upon arriving in Dantooine’s orbit.

The sight of it left her speechless.

It wasn’t as if she hadn’t seen it before. Nevarra distinctly recalled the charred image of the planet as she witnessed its destruction at Bastila’s side years ago, the girl finally betraying a moment of unfiltered vulnerability in her presence as she took an almost imperceptible step closer to her, her fingers twitching as she’d yearned for a hand to hold - a simple thing an unknowing Nevarra offered, unaware of what event truly tethered them or why. Nevarra missed the woman now, wondering if she was alright, yet knew that any stray thoughts might place a target on Bastila’s back and put her friend in abject danger.

Nevarra gasped as a flood of memories overwhelmed her just as she rushed for the console again - her first sight of the planet as she missed her father, her first hearing with the Council and the kind face of Master Zhar Lestin, his eyes twinkling as she walked into the room hand-in-hand with Arren Kae, and her inevitable meeting with Alek at the central fountain, her vision playing out for the first time as it would over and over again for years to come. She furiously typed in a new set of coordinates and punched them in before her memories could wander further - to Carth, to Mission - suddenly aware of what might become of them if she had. 

He’s here , she thought just as the ship lurched again, the cockpit alighting in the usual white-blue glow of hyperspace the moment she sensed Carth’s proximity, yearning to feel his skin against hers, his breath on her neck, his reassuring word in the quiet comfort of her ear. He’s here. I can’t let them find him.

Nevarra closed her eyes, purging all thoughts from her mind, purging her desire for closeness most of all.

She’d thought of him so often recently, if not only to anchor herself to the now but also to honor his memory as if she were already gone. As if in quiet, selfish apology for her absence, knowing full well that he may never understand, let alone ever forgive her - for what she’d done or was about to do.

What she was about to do.

About that.

Even then, neither Nevarra nor Revan were sure, her disparate selves at least on the same page about one thing. 

Her breathing evened out, her heart rate slowed, and when she opened her eyes - she saw it, in all its thunderous glory.

Malachor V. 

A pale green storm raged on its silvery surface, glistening like a charged battery. Nevarra had read reports but had otherwise remained oblivious to the place Revan once made her home, at least for a short few months before the entire erasure of her memory. It was to be her base of operations, the seat of her Sith Empire. A gift bestowed upon her she was not owed, a gift undeserved in the wake of the student she’d abandoned and left to die. 

Eden Valen.

Eden Valen.

The moon rang heavy with Eden’s memory, a vision of her face flashing before Revan’s eyes at the thought of her - smiling aboard the Leviathan at Malak’s side, of all things, though a bit of Alek remained in him, then. 

It should have been the three of them, always. She should have let Eden in. But Revan let her unease get in the way, surrendering to what little uncertainty she’d had left to it.

Knowing what she knew now, Revan understood the mistake yet rued it still, wondering where they might be now had she let her little sister in on her secret, had she trained Eden as she’d promised. Would her plan have fallen to ruin? Would Alek still be alive? Would the galaxy be poised to forgive her? At all, if ever? Even if she were, unknowingly, its savior?

The moon was almost too quiet as she watched it, the storm an almost soothing thing as it slowly traversed the satellite’s surface.

It was a ghost town, ripe for the roaming. So Revan commanded her ship to land, with full intentions of showing Nevarra around a bit, as well as refreshing her memory.

An undeserved gift indeed. Revan felt charged before she even stepped foot upon the moon’s surface, her senses heightening to an inhuman level, beyond that of even the most practiced Jedi. It was almost painful, sharp and sickening, but when she opened her eyes again the moment her boots met gravel, her mind and body surged as one, the past and present slowing then speeding up before converging with the future, a vision made clear in her mind’s eye.

Eden was here. No. She would be. In this very spot. Five months from now.

Revan’s eyes remained fixed on her boots, marking her spot in the grey-brown dirt as if sealing a letter in wax, the sentiment feeling familiar yet entirely alien and borne of someone other than herself, an image borrowed. The realm of the physical enmeshed with the realm of her prescient mind, feeling more awake and alive than she had in ages, the undeniable energy of this place filling in the blank spaces left by long unanswered questions.

Revan was meant to come to this place as it was now - decaying, destructive, a desolate opposite to its once lush promise. She’d seen it before, in a vision laced with fear and ash, and it all came rushing back to her now.

The ship is yours , she’d smiled serenely at a weary Eden, standing at the helm of the Ravager’s viewing deck. The ship was an absolute marvel of the Star Forge, the factory’s finest work to date. It almost hurt to give it up knowing it would not survive the battle to be. Eden smiled back at her, demure, taming a wild rage inside her that Revan felt from a mile away. She’d sensed the girl’s unease during their early sparring sessions, taking one too many a beating at the girl’s hands for her liking, a feeling of which she’d bitterly noted that Alek admired. Relished in, even. It was part of the reason Revan had surrendered Eden’s training to him, in part because she knew he liked it, but more-so because she knew he could charm Eden into staying on as long as they could use her, to ignore every omen in the face of eventual victory, unwilling to give up the ultimate justice should she ever once question Revan’s methods. And she was right.

I will see it done, Eden promised - her head bowed in quiet relief - just as Revan predicted she would, the wash of serenity washing over her in the moment as if verifying the truth of the vision come to pass. 

The worst is over , Revan had thought with a beatific pride and a reverent hand on Eden’s shoulder, bidding that the young woman raise her gaze so their eyes could finally meet.

Her eyes were so green in that moment - rapturous yet reposed, somber absolution painting Eden’s face in a way that made Revan ache for something long forgotten in the wells of her memory whilst the rest of her drowned, guilty for the lie of it all.

And here was the result. A font of rot beneath her at the very edge of space, a kingdom built on the defiled sanctum of her sworn enemy, its doors left open and its throne empty.

The empire Revan once started to build stared back at Nevarra, who knew not what to do with it, her disparate selves again at a crossroads, knowing only that the past informed the future, and that there was something Revan - something Nevarra - might do about it.

Should she choose correctly this time, of course.

You are so very close, the Emissary spoke in her mind. His voice was one and many, both present and a memory, as well as a future not yet come to pass, his accolade offered within the confines of the very door he so promised her entry to, when she was ready. It is nearly time. 

It was so banal a statement, so simple a thing. And yet every atom within her vibrated with a frequency she had never once experienced, akin to standing on the precipice of a cliff before diving deep into the far down ocean below yet also so much more than that, a glittering gluttony at the back of her mind yearning to know more, to see more, to taste more, to live beyond time where all those senses faded into something so wholly other that it surpassed all language, and she knew many. 

Hearing his call and feeling his words deep within the very core of her while admiring one of the few remaining artifacts of her forcedly-forgotten empire filled her with an unspeakable dread laced heavy with the unbridled ecstasy of absolute awe. She was uncovering that Mandalorian mask from the sea of Cathar all over again, history falling right into the palm of her hand.

This. This was it. This was a keystone. This very moment, this precise convergence of regret and memory, a beckoning call at her heel. 

Exar Kun heard the siren song and fell under its thrall, just as Alek would too. But she heard the call for what it was, thinking herself resistant, invincible, believing herself to be the answer. When instead it was she who was meant to find the answer.

And that answer was Eden Valen. 




Chapter 63: Best Left Unsaid

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Eden

 

For once, the soft sound of rain didn’t make Eden think of Dxun. 

She did think of it though - inevitably, eventually - but the first memory called to mind upon hearing its tranquil thrumming on the hull of the Ebon Hawk instead reminded her of her first night on Dantooine.

It’s so… quiet , Aiden had said with a wrinkled nose. Laced with confusion, the declaration itself was delivered almost like a complaint. As kids only used to the torrential downpours of Serroco, he’d turned towards Eden’s bunk with his arms crossed in the dark, bereft of sleep and too homesick to admit as much. Eden had laughed softly at him then, comforted merely by his presence, and she laughed softly again now at the memory of it, her chest aching in the aftermath. 

Aiden.

She last saw him on Coruscant, still Atris’ apprentice then. In all the years that followed - through the war, through her exile - she’d always imagined him having assumed Atris’ position as head archivist. It was what he’d always wanted. But it was only now, weeks after seeing him again and after so long a time, did she truly sit with the sight of him, his new name still a stranger in her mind.

Erebus. 

Eden chewed on the nail of her left thumb as she considered the shape and feel of the word, her eyes glazing over as she stared absently at the security console, itching for something to do with her hands. 

A pleasant warble interrupted her thoughts in soothing accompaniment to the soft rain still falling overhead.

“Hey, T3,” Eden muttered with a small smile.

The droid seemed chipper despite its surprise at her being there, spinning about slightly before entering the room proper and joining her at the console.

“So, what’s ailing you this evening?” She’d asked it almost as a joke, a mirthfully polite way of making conversation - not unlike she often had in her shop on Tatooine with only customers for company aside from the droids taking up temporary residence. 

To her own surprise, T3’s head bowed, his warble ringing low and somber as he replied with a quick, I’m slower than I should be. 

Eden immediately knelt at the droid’s side, running her hand along his intelligence module as if she were coaxing a domesticated animal into a barn.

“Why d’you say that?” she asked in a low but supportive voice, “You’ve been a big help so far. You seem fine to me.”

My key programming has… changed. But parts of my old directives remain. It is interfering with my duties.

Eden perked up at this, several questions rising in her mind. 

“What duties?” she asked softly. “Looking after the ship?”

T3 nodded then inched closer, as if his following response in timid binary might be overheard.

Maintaining the ship has been my prime directive since before arriving at Peragus, but my harddrive does not allow me to go that far back, and as a result my routines are disrupted.

T3’s head sunk further, his suffered silence now confessed at Eden’s altar.

“Why do you trust me?” Eden asked, again careful to be soft about it. T3 teetered on his wheels before inching closer again.

I was directed to, he said simply.

“Directed to?” she echoed. “By who?”

T3 said nothing, staring at her mutely, his despair clear in his silence.

A chill ran through Eden at the thought of it, looking at T3 with abject compassion. Chodo Habat offered his services when he felt her hurting, it was the least Eden could do for a droid in need. 

“I can run some diagnostics,” she offered. “We don’t need to tell the others. Just run a few tests, try a few things…”

T3 lit up at this, a symphony of chirps erupting from his speaker with abject relief. 

It was the most at home Eden had felt in ages, yearning for the bliss of Tatooine and the life she left behind. She motioned for T3 to come closer as she leaned over and nudged the door closed, allowing them the privacy required for the delicate operation Eden was about to embark on. 

The storm overhead picked up, but didn’t prove to be anything other than a passing thing. Eden had a feeling that the worst was yet to come, but for now, she would bask in this unexpected but welcome comfort, helping a droid in need with hands itching to fix something. The world, for once, feeling just as it should, even if there were so many questions left unanswered.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands 

Sion

 

There was something in the air. Unrest, dissent, anguish…

It wasn’t unlike his time fighting under Kun’s banner all those years ago, wielding a sword as a man in tune only with his rage and nothing else, more human then than Sion remembered being now, going by a name he no longer recalled.

“What is it, m’lord?” Uruba asked.

She’d asked as much several times in their short time together, though her interest grew with each asking. It wasn’t so much concern as much as it was curiosity. 

“I sense something familiar,” he admitted this time, affording her an answer this time instead of an abject refusal.

“Familiar how?” she asked further. 

Sion paused in the underbrush, taking in the planet’s entirety as he did so - its weather patterns, its axial tilt, its proximity to the nearest sun, the hunting inclinations of any nearby wildlife - recognizing more than he anticipated.

Upon speaking, his mind was still awash with thoughts of Exar Kun. But upon investigation, he thought of Dxun and Serroco, even Dagary Minor, the memory of each planet reeking of Eden as the scent of her here on Dantooine filled his very marrow. But it was more than that… the sensation, the off-kilter unease… it all reminded him of Malachor, most of all, but also of the crystal anonymously gifted to him not long ago. 

“Wait,” Uruba said, the thought occurring to her just as it occurred to Sion. When her eyes met his, he knew she’d come to the same conclusion. “I sense it as well.”

The wind whistled through the tall grass as they both paused amidst the meadow, the air cool and anticipatory as if in honor of their joint realization just as night fell. For the first time in years, Sion seeped in the smell of it, relishing in the petrichor and the deep scent of the earth beneath his boots, wondering what other memories it brought up for Eden and how exactly they made her feel, hungry to sense her disquiet as if it sated his every need. And for the moment, it did.

“Perhaps there is a link,” Uruba continued quietly. She mouthed the words more than she spoke them, trusting Sion to parse out the rest. “Though why, I cannot say.”

For the first time whilst in her company, Uruba appeared utterly at a loss. Her eyes lost their luster, her shoulders slumping as she was instead overcome with a frustration Sion was all too familiar with. 

“I sense many threads being pulled in this direction,” Sion said, turning away from Uruba to observe the encroaching evening again. The sky was now an inky blue and pin-pricked with a swarm of stars that hardly betrayed their proximity to Malachor V despite echoing its darker intonations as if it, too, harbored a memory of that place. Or perhaps it was the other way around. “To this planet, to that encampment.”

Sion jutted his chin in the direction they’d previously discussed from their landing point, and Uruba’s eyes followed.

“You know something else,” she said, though the accusation more than colored her voice. Uruba tilted her head and took a tentative step closer to Sion, her eyes as bright and piercing as diamonds in the growing moonlight. 

“I do,” he admitted, though he left it at that, turning from her again before walking onward into the night.

Uruba remained on his tail, though now from a distance. For both his comfort as well as hers. There was no unease from the woman, only inward vexation as she turned question over question within the confines of her rather loud mind. Sion could not discern the details of her every thought, only the fact that she was ruminating, a facet as loud as the crickets beginning to chirp about them. 

The Force acted strangely here, and perhaps in a way only Sion might understand. He’d felt it, then, at Exar Kun’s side. A feeling he’d mistaken for destiny. But he’d sensed it again upon first waking on Malachor, and once more aboard the Harbinger on Traya’s heel, a feeling that followed as he then ventured to every place Eden Valen had ever touched in search of its source. Yet despite the similarities, Dantooine felt both enmeshed but separate, part of a shared history that branched off somewhere that Sion could not place in the ether, able only to discern that unseen tethers gathered here in a mysterious confluence that he could not make sense of. There was a common denominator underlining everything here that touched his past and Eden’s in a way that felt, once more, like destiny, but more so than when he fought under Kun’s banner but also not entirely unlike it either - almost as if this moment were underlining it, somehow emphasizing the past in a way that was only possible in hindsight, as if to say See? This is what it all means and why. It was always meant to happen this way.

For a moment, the scent of damp earth made Sion recall a home he’d not thought of in decades - drenched with rain and absolutely rich with it, the cool splatter of it fresh and undeniable on his unmarred skin, his unscarred eyes closed against its cool release. He closed his eyes, willing the memory to wash over him just as the rain had, once, his old name returning to him as a shadow that was gone the very moment he remembered it. 

When Sion opened his eyes again, the feeling vanished, and in its wake he sensed Eden’s ache again - the ghost of Malachor, the memory of Kun, and a feeling that more than his own keen interest wanted him to venture on to the encampment, as if the universe longed to see something there as well. A path between two worlds, past and present, converging until one of many uncertain futures finally took shape on the yet untamed horizon…

“The Force brought us here for a reason,” Sion said, squinting against the darkened sky towards their quarry. He spoke plainly of their obvious objective, but in the pit of his stomach, Sion also knew that he was speaking of himself and every facet of his existence. “I intend to find out why.”

Uruba stared at him, her expression blank before she eventually nodded - a single, curt, downward movement that openly displayed her confusion despite the message of the gesture otherwise.

“But… why you?” Uruba asked, her brows furrowing. 

Sion stopped in his tracks, a rush of anger and alarm running his veins as he processed her words. He turned towards Uruba again who appeared nonplussed, her interest only mounting as she approached him without adjusting her gait despite his appearance. She slowed to a halt before him, her gaze laced with absolute inquisition.

“My Master has been studying the origins of the Force for longer than I’ve known him, and in his service we have merely scratched its surface,” she said, her voice low and reverent. Her facial tattoos glittered in the moonlight, their honeycomb pattern mimicking any number of constellations illuminated above them now. “Why was the crystal sent to you? And why are you, as well as I, drawn to this strange anomaly of a feeling now?”

Uruba was not in search of an answer, though part of Sion yearned to give her one. Not for her own sake - but for his. 

“I do not know,” he betrayed, wishing he had said anything else despite knowing that he could not, in good conscience, despite never caring what others thought, least of all his lessers. But the way Uruba looked at him, and the way she stood in his presence, it was a wonder she had not been Traya’s apprentice instead of him. Why him, indeed…

“I sense a great deal more than you might give me credit for, m’lord,” Uruba continued, her expression and her tone respectful despite her defiance in saying any of what she was divulging now. “And you are far more powerful than I could ever endeavor to become, but I cannot help but feel that this pull, this unseen tether…”

Uruba shook her head, searching for the right words. Sion tensed, his every muscle on edge, white-hot pain lancing through his every nerve and sending sparks of numb-laced pins and needles along his limbs, asleep and awake at once. The Force surged through him in the aftermath, feeding off the pain in a loop that did not end.

“You and General Valen are more alike than you know,” she said, her words even and slow, savoring every syllable as she said them, giving each word weight. “She and my Master may have been borne of the same womb, the same blood running both their veins, but…”

Uruba paused, her eyes glazing over as her gaze zoned out in the middle distance, lost in thought.

“But what?” Sion urged. “What?”

He hissed into the night, his voice threading itself into the wind as it whipped past them, though it was sharp enough to regain Uruba’s attention.

“You know war as she does,” Uruba continued, her voice dreamlike and faraway. “It has consumed you both in a way that it has never become of Master Erebus, nor Darth Nihilus for that matter.”

Sion opened his mouth, though no words came forth.

“How do you know this?” he asked after stopping short, his voice hoarse.

“I’ve sensed her ever since I first orbited Malachor, m’lord,” Uruba said as if it were the most obvious thing in the universe. “I was there the day the Mass Shadow Generator was enacted, barely surviving the blast.”

“Then you are touched by Malachor as Nihilus was,” he said, realization settling under his skin like a sheet of ice. Sion knew little of Nihilus’ history with the cursed moon they called home, though enough to understand that his contemporary’s entire existence was inexplicably linked to its current state, sensitive to the Force Wound there in a way that kept him satiated, whereas for Sion it only made his wounds weep more deeply, sinew and bone rethreading on repeat. The moon kept them both alive in ways neither could expect elsewhere, and for that they were each indebted to its presence. And to Eden, in turn. 

“In a way,” Uruba said. “Nihilus’ ability is still far beyond my comprehension, perhaps even that of anyone yet alive. But I sense so much of her in you…”

Uruba drew nearer still, examining Sion as if for the first time. She circled him in the grass, her eyes discerning and calculated, as she looked him up and down.

“In Nihilus there is a lack, a hunger. In Erebus as well, an insatiable want , undeniable craving. And while there is an indisputable echo left in General Valen’s wake, there is also substance, a painful persistence… something you inhabit like a second skin.”

Uruba rounded on Sion’s front again, her eyes fixing on his. She shrunk away a little upon meeting his gaze this time, though her eyes never strayed from his.

“It’s merely… interesting, is all.” Uruba surrendered. “No offense meant, m’lord.”

Sion seethed, soaking in her sentiment and unsure of what to do with the feeling it left him with, unable to afford it a label.

“We are going to the encampment,” he said simply. “We shall follow the tether and see where it leads.”

There was a feeling at the back of his mind upon uttering it, an unmistakable tug as if the Force were verifying his statement and redirecting his attention in the process. 

Uruba lowered her head.

“Yes, m’lord.”

If he and Eden Valen were truly alike, then there was even less of her that he admired. And even more of her that he wished to uncover. 

All the better to destroy her with, once and for all.

 




3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins 

Mical 

 

Calming your senses is not a technique meant only for meditation , the holo continued. It is also meant to hone your faculties to the best of their ability whilst allowing you peace of mind. 

The kindly Twi’lek spoke within the nerve-wracked confines of Mical’s memory as he tentatively spelunked the remainder of the ruin en route back to the archive, the cave-in having shifted more precariously in his time away. Mical steadied his breathing as he attempted to use his Force Sight to predict the path ahead, simultaneously sending tethers behind him to make sure he wasn’t being followed. All the while repeating what little preliminary Jedi training he’d reviewed in his time down here.

Mical’s boot slipped, his balance off-kilter, sending him sideways. His stomach lurched as his right hand darted above his head into the dark, blindly grasping at anything. His nails dug into the crumbling earthen walls, his knuckles bloodied by the time he righted himself. Entirely out of breath, Mical shook his head. 

I need to get out of here , he thought. 

But we need to protect this place, his mysterious savior spoke desperately through the ether for the first time in hours, perhaps even an entire day. You promised.

Their voice was hard, sharp, and it almost hurt to perceive the words being relayed to him. Mical winced despite his surprise. 

Where are you? Mical asked, ignoring his horror that they read his innermost thoughts. He white-knuckled the rock wall beside him, still stumbling for purchase, as he listened intently for the inward intonation of their answer. 

They’re everywhere, the voice said instead. I can’t let them take this place. It’s mine.

Mical froze, and for the first time since arriving here, feared he may be in far too deep.

I will, he rectified. But this place is no longer safe. In order to preserve what the Jedi accomplished here, we need to -

DAMN THE JEDI.

Everything stopped. Mical didn’t know what to say, what to think. His mind raced quietly, knowing he was being overheard and sick at the thought of it. 

You’ll stay, the voice said. 

A distant rattling sounded in the ruins ahead and around him. Mical almost thought it was rain before he realized it was the erratic scuttling of laigreks closing in on him. Their eyes glistened from the darkness. Wet, black pearls piercing the shadows.

You’ll stay, the voice said again, calmer now. Just as you promised.

The laigreks twitched, their limbs struggling as they approached Mical and ushered him onward. Fear gripped him as he obeyed, sensing the very same from the creatures surrounding him now. 

They were all of them trapped. And it was up to Mical to find a way out. 

 




3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Atton

 

The fire is out. The lady is asleep. The wick is low and the candle still hot. Night is nigh and the gambling hall calls. The master of the house expects him at his side, whispering equations in his eager ear, picking the pockets of onlookers while filling the family coffers as he delivers the winning numbers. He snatches bits of conversation from choice men, delivering each word to the master for a sum. A piece of bread. A fresh pitcher of water. A bastard has a duty and his duty is this. The credits are calling, and a boy needs to eat.

With an intake of breath, Atton gasped for air as he woke, the windows to the cockpit dark and lit only with the few glittering stars that still littered the Dantooine countryside come sunrise. For a moment, Atton thought he was drifting in space, but the reality of the present all came rushing back to him in an instant. The hair on the back of his neck stood up and he spun around in the pilot’s chair, blaster in hand as he rounded on the empty hallway. 

This time there was no glimmer, no suspect mirage flickering in the din ahead. Just a feeling. And a bad one at that. 

“I need to find a real bed,” Atton groaned as he got up and holstered his blaster again, shaking the feeling and the memory-laden dreams from his otherwise groggy mind.

With a not-so-sudden hankering, Atton craved a drink. Not for water from the refresher, but a real drink - a hard one. He yearned for juma, its neon sheen, the sugary taste of the stuff before its bitter counterpart made itself known on the back of the tongue upon swallowing. But Atton knew there was nothing of the likes nearby, and not just in their inventory but not for miles around. Thousands of them, if not more.

No wonder everyone hates Dantooine, he thought. It’s full of disgruntled Jedi and there’s not a damn bar in sight.

If this were Nar Shaddaa, there would be a cantina on every corner and a convenience stall on every other offering cups and bottles of the stuff. Atton inhaled, held his breath, and exhaled. He didn’t need it, but he sure as hell wanted it.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten…

Maybe water wasn’t such a bad idea, after all.

Atton stood, watching the horizon as a sliver of light began to halo the hills in the distance. Morning. He grabbed his jacket from the back of the pilot’s chair and shouldered it on, comforted by the weight of it.

The sky was still dark, not yet eclipsed and bathed with light. Atton had a few more hours before venturing out with the others again, if he was lucky.

The Hawk was quiet, as to be expected. It was still early. Even T3 hummed softly, plugged into the security console, either asleep or updating his software. With Eden, Atton could never tell if things were being updated as needed or simply because she felt like it. She had a way of fixing or tinkering with things since they barely escaped Peragus - he’d even found her trying to upgrade any number of the outdated appliances back in their TSF appointed apartment. It was only a matter of time before she made a project of the damned droid, too.

Of all the Jedi stereotypes, avidly channeling her emotions into anything other than confronting them directly was a trait Eden wore well. Perhaps Jedi were meant to work through their emotions by other means, but Atton had a feeling Eden would rather forget she could feel anything at all. He understood the feeling of immediate satisfaction when something made sense, when something with an obvious problem could be solved with a simple solution. Fixing the security feed was easier than reliving her exile, he was sure of it. And making sure T3’s disruptors were updated or whatever it was she was doing the night before was a helluva lot easier than reliving whatever memories she still housed here on Dantooine.

Without thinking, Atton reached out internally, his mind canvassing the ship in a singular moment. It felt empty, its rooms slumbering just as its few inhabitants still did. But the security room was empty, as was the common area. Bao-Dur dozed in the garage just as Kreia sat in silent repose in her dormitory. But as for Eden…

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven…

Atton sighed, his skin prickling as he retracted his senses and resolved to find solace in numbers again. He hated when he did that. But he figured most everyone did, or could at least. Where else would gut feelings come from? Or so he told himself.

With a cup in hand, filled to the brim with filtered water, Atton wandered the ship, careful not to wake the others but not so careful to keep himself from wondering where Eden had gone. The garage was empty but cold. The ramp was extended, as if someone had just left.

Atton could almost feel the cool grass on his boots before he walked into the pre-dawn morning, the sky still ink-blue and pricked with stars as the sun threatened swallowing it all, light still barely toeing the horizon. He thought Eden would cover her tracks, but there was a clear path in the tall grass ahead. Either that, or Atton would find himself face-to-face with a kath hound just beyond the underbrush. Something not-quite instinct told Atton he wouldn’t, but he also wasn’t one to give himself much credit, nor be too surprised if he was wrong.

The path was clear, its trailblazer intent on getting where they were going. Atton sipped his water, contemplating the sky and the cool air as it whipped about him, his hair turning in the exact direction he hated, against the grain of his natural part, as if the circling of the planet was well-aware and spun on its axis in this precise direction just to annoy him. Atton frowned, eyeing his water. He really wished it was juma, he really did.

Atton sighed, placing the cup on the floor of the garage, and descended the loading ramp in earnest. By the time he reached the end of the path, the sky was pink-white with half-morning and Atton wished he had thought to bring another blaster with him. A lazy thumb grazed the handle of the one at his waist, the one that never left his side. In the dawn light, Atton spied the wall across the valley from the day before, the place where Eden had stopped. A pair of boot prints greeted him, as if in jest. Atton scoffed and parted the grass, revealing the cave beyond.

Set in a low hill, a maw opened into the void, a cave mouth peering out of the green. And in the mouth of the cave stood a woman.

“Thought I might find you here,” Atton murmured, his voice still thick with sleep as he finally approached her across the valley.

Eden barely stirred, glancing at him as he approached and assumed the spot beside her, almost as if she expected him to find her as true as his word.

“I haven’t been here in a long, long time,” she finally said, looking the heart of darkness in the eye, bracing herself.

Atton looked at her sidelong. Her dark wavy hair was knotted in a messy bun at the nape of her neck, and her narrow eyes watched the darkness as if waiting for something, the usual green of her irises glinting black.

“And what do you expect to find here, exactly?” Atton asked, genuinely curious. He thought of a joke, of something that might make her laugh, but it either wasn’t clever enough or Atton was more curious than he gave himself credit for, instead saying nothing as he awaited an answer.

“Not sure,” Eden said eventually, tilting her head like one of the roaming kath hounds might.

The sun rose slowly behind them and not a word was uttered, but Atton felt calm, at peace. Eden did not let on that she wanted him gone or that she was waiting for him to say something. Instead, they soaked in the quiet, side by side.

After what felt like an eternity, Eden moved gently, a hand resting on Atton’s shoulder as she craned her chin towards his ear.

“Wait for it,” she whispered, wonder filling her voice. Wonder and something else - sadness? Regret?

The sun inched into the sky behind them, and soon the cave was glittering.

“We would pick our kyber crystals here,” she said, breaking the quiet, “Y’know, for lightsabers.”

It was like being suspended in hyperspace, each facet of the darkness glittering with the power of its own personal universe, stars strung up as if they stood at the very edge of the galaxy looking into the uncharted unknown.

“We’d practice first, though,” Eden continued, rambling for her own uneasy benefit, he thought. “Our first sabers were just for training, no blades. We’d practice the fighting forms until we mastered them.”

The cave glittered like a galaxy in miniature, but unlike stars each glittering facet of light shone differently whether in color or quality.

“Then we were ready, we would come here and find a crystal that spoke to us. It’s supposed to feel like it’s a part of you, almost. Like it’s always been here, waiting. A lightsaber is supposed to be an extension of the self, not just a weapon.”

Atton nodded soberly, not entirely sure whether Eden expected him to remember this or just or simply listen, her voice only hinting at some ancient bitterness, some old regret, but there was a reverence to the way she spoke, too, that stuck with him more than the rest of it.

“I chose a blue crystal,” she said, her voice almost sad but wistful. “Aiden’s was orange. Not orange like fruit, but orange like fire.”

Aiden .

Atton’s memory flashed, at first thinking of Coruscant and then of Telos, before finally settling on the memory of Eden’s face as she spoke of the man the Twi’lek called her brother - Erebus -  back at Khoonda the day before.

“Why blue?” he asked.

Atton thought of a thousand jokes to throw her way, each one punnier than the last, but the question posed itself without disingenuous mirth before he could say anything else, his curiosity winning out.

“Blue is the color of the warrior,” she laughed as if reciting a textbook, though there was no amusement in her voice or her face, “Master Kavar chose blue.”

This time she spoke softly, her eyes dulling as her mind retreated into memory.

“We’re not supposed to go by color alone,” Eden explained. “There’s more to it than that.”

The cave grew brighter now, tunnels illuminating further into the distance.

“How far does this thing go?” Atton found himself asking, the marvel in his voice taking him by surprise.

“Forever, I think,” Eden mused, making light of it all despite hiding her inner melancholy, though poorly at that. “I’m surprised it’s untouched.”

It was a wonder the mercenary company Khoonda spoke of had yet to reach this place, though Atton had a feeling it wasn’t too late should the worst yet decide to happen. Not that Atton had any stake in any of it.

“Might not stay that way for long,” Eden said again, the sadness more evident in her tone now, her eyes wide and wondering as the cave glowed before them.

If anything, Eden had shown nothing but distaste for the Jedi and anyone who called her one, but this - her awed reverence, her quiet admiration - this was something different, this went deeper. Whatever problems she had with the Order, perhaps they were in practice alone.

Behind them, the sun had risen, and birds began to chirp in the grove beyond the mouth of the cave, their songs echoing around them. It was only then that Atton realized it – the humming, like a thrumming engine singing softly beneath them, around them, everywhere.

“You could always collapse the entrance and hope that no one finds the place,” Atton offered, still entranced by the scene. He wanted to blame it on lack of good sleep, on waking earlier than he otherwise might have, but there was something about the cavern that pulled at him, hooked and reeled him right in. He couldn't look away, and he didn't want to. 

“I’ve considered it,” Eden sighed, “But it wouldn’t stop anyone that wasn’t meant to find it.”

“What do you mean?”

Atton forced his eyes away from the dazzling mass of color and light to look at Eden. Her gaze remained, looking straight ahead, her eyes glittering. She smirked.

“The crystals speak to you,” she said, her eyes still somewhere far-off. “They’re supposed to sing.”

Atton’s skin grew cold, his eyes returning to the cavern, to every crystal facet fixed in the rock walls. The thrumming grew louder, shriller, like a radio frequency honing in on a signal.

“If a Jedi were to come here, they wouldn’t just pick the first crystal they saw. They would stop and search for the one that vibrated to the same frequency as they did. Well, maybe not just a Jedi, but anyone tuned into the Force. And I felt something - no - heard something yesterday, which was weird because-”

Because she’d been here before.  

"I already knew the cave was here, of course, I’d been here. Many times. The first crystal I chose had a slight song to it, but… not one quite meant for me, I think. So when I heard something yesterday, I thought-”

Eden paused, her sentence unfinished, and took a step forward, extending a hand until it brushed along the side of the cave wall, her fingernails gently tapping against a crystal jutting out from the rock face.

Something is calling to me. I can hear it, but-” Eden started, sighing again, shaking her head. “I don’t know, it still feels far off. Like it's not even in this cave.”

Atton swallowed. The humming swelled and he thought he might go mad. They sing, she said, he thought to himself.  Well I’d hardly call this singing.

Eden circled around, looking at the vast fields of crystal formations that climbed the walls like vines before settling on Atton as she stood to face him.

Atton’s blood raced, his breath suddenly quick and uneven. He watched Eden for a beat before turning to face the fields beyond the cave, finding the swath of dull beige oddly calming.

“Who knows, sister,” Atton said, pouring every effort into making his voice sound as unruffled as possible. “ You’re the ex-Jedi, here.”

This time, Eden really laughed.

Atton closed his eyes while she still couldn’t see him, breathing in and out, counting power couplings at as rapid a pace as his mind would allow.

The sun was brighter when he opened his eyes again, if he could believe it. What time is it, anyway?

“Are… you okay?” Eden asked, closer now.

Atton jolted slightly, as if he had been asleep, feigning a laugh and casual nonchalance.

“‘Course I’m okay,” he muttered, “It’s just… hardly slept last night, is all. It's hard to relax when it’s so damn quiet out here.”

“The rain wasn’t enough for you?” Eden afforded him a soft, endearing laugh. “You could turn on the subspace radio or something, I guess. It’s not like anyone can really hear you up in the cockpit anyway.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Atton muttered, “True.”

He turned around again, facing Eden dead on, thankful his ruse was believable. Or so he hoped.

“It must be weird for you,” Eden said, meeting his gaze, “Being out here in the middle of nowhere.”

“Now what gave you that idea?” Atton replied, sarcastic as ever. Eden rolled her eyes, though a smile tugged at the corners of her lips.

“It’s a far cry from Nar Shaddaa, I know that,” she said, crossing her arms over her chest. 

“You could say that again,” Atton groaned, thinking about the miles of grass and the lack of juma, “Dantooine’s an… interesting place, I’ll give it that. But what I can’t say is that this hasn’t been enlightening, if anything.”

Eden laughed again.

“Enlightening, really?” Eden cocked her head, the amusement still clear on her face.

“You have a way of surprising me too, you know,” Atton admitted, the truth coming out before he could help it, “Even all this-” he gestured about vaguely, incapable of looking at the cavern directly as if he were trying to stare at the sun, “I don’t know, mystical-Jedi-crystal nonsense.”

“Glad I could broaden your horizons,” Eden rolled her eyes though she didn’t seem annoyed, taking a sweeping step away from Atton and back into the cave. “Though what would really help is finding this damn crystal, or whatever it is I’m hearing. The sound of it, it's just - it's driving me insane . If that's even what I'm sensing.”

“What happened to your first one?” Atton cringed, hearing the irritation find its way into his voice as he said it. He bit it back and turned around again, looking at the cave as if he had something to prove, and maybe he did. “I know you said you didn’t have it anymore, but what makes this different?”

“I didn’t exactly follow the rules when I made my first saber,” Eden explained. “I didn’t feel anything particularly revelatory when I found it. It wasn’t exactly the wrong one, just not the one. Which is entirely possible.”

Eden extended a hand again, reaching out towards a violet protrusion in the cavern wall. Her fingers traced the crystal's shape, pausing at every angle, feeling the sharpness of its edges.

“I didn’t do anything wrong, really,” she continued, “I mean, it’s not unusual for Jedi classes to be drawn to certain colors, some hues tend to vibe with specific aspects of the Force.”

The humming persisted, and Eden continued pacing the cavern, deaf to whatever was ringing in Atton's ears. Whatever song she was hearing, it was coming from elsewhere, even as the present song sought to drown out all of Atton’s thoughts here and focusing on Eden’s unusual calm despite his inner turmoil, his roiled hands now safe within the leather folds of his outer jacket.

“Why sense something now? I thought you weren’t-?” Atton stopped himself, biting his tongue before it could betray him further.

He looked down at his feet, his right boot kicking the dirt of its own accord, as if it might make him appear busy and unconcerned, but it didn’t take Atton long to glance back up at Eden for reassurance. She was smiling.

“Right, right. All this coming from the non-Jedi Jedi. I think Kreia has a word for that,” Eden jested, though the thought was bitter at the back of Atton’s mind, if not only because Kreia was involved. “This doesn’t have anything to do with the Order. Lightsabers aren’t exclusive to Jedi or Sith, or whatever anyone wants to call themselves, and neither is the Force, really. Sabers can be used by anyone with a connection to the Force, or a strong enough sensitivity to it. It’s more than just wielding a blade, it’s a mental connection that acts as an extension of the self. I thought about what you said, about having one back on Peragus, and you’re right. Just because the Order took mine away doesn’t mean I can’t make another one, right?”

Atton wasn’t exactly sure if she was trying to convince him or herself. It was Eden’s turn to watch her feet now, her gaze unsure.

“And it’s not just that. It’s hard to explain,” she sighed, “But I feel something. Like something’s different, or changed somehow.”

Atton felt her watching him now. His gaze had returned to the dirt, though his attention never seemed to waver from her. He could always sense her in his periphery, a perpetual silhouette in the corner of his eye. And when she wasn't there, Atton noticed. Like this morning on the Hawk

“It feels like I'm meant to find something here. I was hoping it was a new crystal, one that rang true this time… but I dunno. Maybe it's just wishful thinking.” Eden laughed again, her voice hollow. “Stupid, right?”

“It’s not stupid,” Atton said, almost too quickly, though he was careful not to lift his gaze to her this time.

“Well, it feels stupid,” Eden muttered. “The Force was almost  like a… a sixth sense, something I kept reverting to and relying on. And when it was gone, I still found myself looking for it, expecting it to be there, always mildly surprised when it just wasn’t. But now-”

Eden sighed audibly, her shoulders slumping as she shrugged to an imaginary someone or to herself. Atton froze, still staring at the dirt. Sixth sense.

“It feels unfamiliar, like it’s new all over again. I know I feel something, but I don’t know what. It’s like… it’s like not being able to follow a scent anymore, but still knowing it’s there.”

Atton’s mental Pazaak game wasn’t long enough for this. The numbers kept repeating, his mind reverting to counting the crystals embedded in the walls when the game dissolved in his mind, hungry for something else to make sense of rather than wherever this conversation was going.

“Sorry,” Eden said again eventually, “I know this doesn’t exactly make any sense to you.”

Sense . Part of it did make sense, and that’s what scared him. As the humming grew louder and more encompassing, a face he’d rather forget threatened to resurface in his mind's eye - and were it not for the numbers he kept at the forefront of his mind, he might have remembered her. But the memory was quashed, kept down like food in a near-sick stomach, as Atton willed a different memory to take its place.

“I didn’t always live in a city, y’know,” Atton said, breaking the next bout of silence, surprising even himself. “I was actually born on a farm.”

Eden paused, turning from the cave’s inner tunnels to face Atton again. He couldn't help but meet her eyes this time, anticipating her response. 

“Why do I find that hard to believe?” she countered, smiling slightly, curiosity clear in her voice. Her eyes glittered, and as entranced as Atton was, he had to look away.

“I find it hard to believe sometimes, myself,” Atton replied. “I didn’t live there for long, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

He hadn’t lived there, no, but he did visit with whatever credits he could, until there was nothing left to come back to.

“I wasn’t wondering, I was just-”

“You were definitely wondering,” Atton smiled, beside himself. Eden smirked in return, and the humming dulled though it remained present, an engine forever running.

“Okay, that was a maybe… sort of,” she clarified, trying to swallow her smile. “I’m sure that makes it even stranger, though.”

“Makes what stranger?”

“The quiet.”

Atton considered it, thinking back to the cockpit, to the light of dawn flirting with the dark still clinging to the horizon.

“Maybe,” he resigned, not giving it much thought, but mostly because he didn’t want to. Alderaan hadn’t factored into his thoughts much in years, and it didn’t need to suddenly make itself relevant again, though it kept finding a way...

He looked up at Eden once more, her eyes distant this time, as if lost in memory or focusing one of her other senses. She tilted her head, her eyes darting about the cave as if an answer were written on one of its walls.

“Do you hear that?” she asked in a whisper, her eyes flickering towards him for a moment, each glittering crystal reflecting itself in her irises.

“Hear what?” and this time, Atton wasn’t lying. The hum from before had grown faint, and all Atton could feel was the mounting anxiousness in his chest as he watched Eden, her green eyes looking about the cave in search of something.

“It’s not here, but…” Eden closed her eyes, pursing her lips. As she focused, the humming grew louder again, and more intense than before, as if there were a receiver installed in Atton's ear and he couldn’t shut it off. A face erupted in his memory, like a flower blooming in his mind’s eye, and this time he had no power to stop it - grey eyes set in darkened skin, scarred but not scared. She smiled as all life left her, yet Atton was the one left out of breath.

Like the memory, the breath was sucked out of him, forced from his chest. Atton staggered, his hand reaching out for the rock wall on instinct, and when his hand touched the rough crystal, his mind exploded, pain blossoming before his eyes as his entire field of vision was eclipsed with white light.

Shit, shit, shit.

Atton paused, exhaling and inhaling as coordinates returned tp his thoughts in full force, breathing the life back into him as his vision returned, his head throbbing.

When Atton came to again, Eden was nowhere in sight, and for a moment he was relieved. Regretting not drinking more water earlier, Atton waited until the nausea subsided and his vision returned, still clutching the side of the cavern like his life depended on it. Beneath his hand, a crystal glowed, more than the others. The humming thrummed through him now, its rhythm finding its way to the base of his chest like a second heartbeat.

His head flashed around, looking for Eden, hopeful that she hadn’t seen, and this time he could see the top of her head not too far off in the distance. She must have wandered further into the cave. Her head bobbed about, inspecting each crystal facet as she moved onward until Atton couldn’t see her anymore. She hadn’t seen anything, she couldn’t have. Otherwise she’d be asking him the same question his brain was screaming internally now: what in the actual hell?

“Hey, can you come here for a sec?” Eden called, her voice echoing, multiplying as it ricocheted off the walls before reaching Atton’s ears.

“And where is here exactly?” Atton groaned, nursing a temple with his free hand.

“Just follow my voice,” she said, sounding even further away now.

“Oh, yeah, right,” Atton muttered to himself. The pain was searing, lights still flickering behind his eyes as if he had just been decked in the face. The humming continued, whirring within him like a battery, buzzing almost, and his hand felt hot.

Blinking the pain away, Atton looked at his hand, still clinging to the wall for support. His palm was warm, but pleasantly so, as if he were palming the leather of a pilot’s chair sitting beneath an afternoon sun on an ice planet, soaking up the heat. It had been like that on Telos, once they made to leave the Polar Regions. It was as if the Hawk had welcomed him back, begging that they get the hell out of there faster than Atton could will the damn ship to move.

But he almost didn’t want to move now, and focusing on the heat in his hand seemed to steady the pain in his head as well as the thrumming in his chest. Light peered out between his fingers, a soft amber yellow, like honey. Atton peeled his thumb back, the better to look at it, lifting his index finger as Eden called out again.

“Atton?”

“Y-yeah, yeah just a sec.”

He cupped the crystal now, with only the outer edge of his palm touching its uneven surface. He prodded it with his thumb. It moved.

It’s there, the Jedi had said, suddenly alive again at the back of his mind, resurrected in his memory though he preferred to think of her dead. The Force knows you in ways you know it not. Blood had curdled from between her chapped lips, cracked like stone. His mother hadn’t looked much different in her final moments, though it was the sickness that took her, not Jaq’s own hands. He liked remembering that the Jedi was dead for the sole purpose of not heeding her own words, so he could forget the blinding light she opened him up to with her final breaths, a feat that took the life out of her and scared the living hell out of him.

With another jab, the crystal came free, falling into his hand. It was such a small thing, and so unremarkable otherwise. A star plucked from a miniature sky, resting in the crest of his hand. The humming dulled again, but it did not stop. This time, it stilled, waiting until it beat in time with his heart and dissolved like white noise, falling away.

“Atton?”

“Has it ever occurred to you to maybe consider breakfast?” Atton found his voice again, the acting coming naturally as he spoke. Whatever unease plagued him moments ago vanished, the heat of the crystal eating it up. He tossed it gently, feeling the weight of the thing as it came back down, rolling and resting again in the dip of his palm.

Atton swallowed, hard, and pocketed the tiny thing, the weight of it now shifting from his hand to his hip.

“Well, I had enough sense to eat before I walked out here. As for you though-”

Atton sighed, calmed slightly though an unknown anxiety swelled beneath his thick exterior. He put on a face, and set to finding Eden’s voice.

“What kind of leader are you then?” he teased, “Isn’t a captain supposed to look after her crew?”

My crew?” Eden was incredulous, though Atton could hear the laughter threatening her tone of voice, “ You’re the pilot!”

The pilot, the liar, the gambler, the thief.

Atton patted his hip again, still unsure if taking the thing was the best idea. Eden might see, she could start asking questions… but the warmth of the crystal calmed him almost as much as she did, despite how much he hated to admit it. Eden may have been a Jedi once, and though she clearly despised the idea of it, there was something she was still willing to explore, she still had something to prove. Maybe Atton did, too, even if it was something Jaq had never managed to do.



Notes:

It's hard to believe that I wrote Atton's portion of Best Left Unsaid 7 years ago... I edited it a bit for consistency and style, but overall I feel like I would have written it differently if I had only approached this scene now. I chose to keep it more or less intact though. Back then, I could only write if I was divinely inspired, which was rare to say the least. It's no wonder I spent the following year getting Erebus stuck in that library on Nespis and taking months figuring out how to get him out of it. Now, I've gotten into a much better habit of writing and plotting, whether my posting habits reflect that or not. The Dantooine plot has proven to be more intimidating than I anticipated as I reach its second swell, so I hope I can follow through in the weeks to come. As usual, thanks to all who read, past or present, it really means a lot.

Chapter 64: Unrest

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3951 BBY, Onderon
Lonna Vash

She had to admit that the fortress was beautiful - a monument to the memory of an ancient empire, old but not forgotten, now reborn under Vaklu’s banner. It was all part of his ploy, of course, to hearken to Onderon’s grand past and promise its return under his rule. She couldn’t help but think of Kavar and wonder how he was fitting into all of this, how the memory of Eden was factoring into his time here. 

It was the entire reason he came here, after all. As it was the initial reason she fled to Nespis VIII as well, in search of answers - answers she was still no closer to finding, the promise of revelation perpetually beyond her grasp…

The labyrinthine halls twisted in the light of the setting sun, casting shadow and glow on distinct portions of its carved depictions, darkening some figures while haloing others, painting the scene without pigment. A genius feat and an undeniable work of art. Much like the ancient relic that was Erebus’ ship, borne of Revan’s Star Forge. Static rippled at Lonna’s fingertips, feeling almost like velvet against her skin. Part of her wanted to welcome it, soak in the feeling, while another shrunk away from it, sucking in a sharp breath as she turned on her heel and returned to Erebus’ appointed quarters, her breath only slowing once safely inside.

It was strange without him here. And what was stranger still was her growing reliance on him, as if she were now the student and he the master, her mind unclear of her direction without his abject guidance. Only Erebus was anything but sure, his uncertainty clear in his eyes whenever their gazes met. They had never been this close as teacher and student, yet part of her felt safe when he was near, and she could tell he felt the same of her.

Achingly, she wondered what Korath would think of all this, her leg lancing with pain at the thought of him. Korath knew he wasn’t her only apprentice, but she’d formed a bond with him unlike any of the others. Or had she felt this before, and simply not remembered?

Lonna rushed to her bedside and retrieved her datapad, hidden beneath a pile of Erebus’ other things and slipped inside an envelope. Her eyes eagerly scanned the recorded memories of her vision, reading the words over and over, willing herself to ingrain them in her mind. She sighed, all written as she currently remembered it, none of it straying. But there was, of course, the vision she failed to record. The one she’d never committed to record.

I shared the same omen as you, Kavar had revealed to her, his face grave. His blue eyes were darkened, more midnight than azure. Zez-Kai Ell tells me he experienced something similar. Perhaps it is best if we speak with him, as well.

Panic had never lanced through Lonna as it had that day, guilt laced with dread running her veins in a way that made her wonder if she could handle the weight of it, for the first and only time in her life considering whether it might be better if she ended it all. It was a fleeting thought but a sharp one, forever changing the interior of her mind in its aftermath, altering the way she saw the Exile and unsure if the others might ever understand.

Tell me what you saw, Zez-Kai Ell begged of her in the empty academy halls, his warm eyes cold, just as Kavar’s were. Lonna had looked from Kavar to Ell, their expressions expectant but grave, just as Master Vrook approached them from the other end of the hall. 

I knew I would find you three here, he’d said. They all should have left for the conclave by now, so they were each of them surprised to find the other still present, but Vrook most of all. If you’ll kindly follow me.

She’d felt like a child again, exchanging conspiratorial glances with Kavar and Ell as they followed Vrook to his chambers, each of them stunned to hear what he had to say. Whatever she’d seen, Lonna was not the only one, and while she was not alone in her vision, she was advised never to repeat it nor to ever write it down, lest anyone know of its portents, or more importantly, the Council’s crimes. They believed themselves to be doing the right thing. Time had passed and evidence only mounted in their judgment’s favor. Not that history would agree so kindly.

We cannot befall the same fate as the Taris Council, Vrook advised. 

But the Taris Council foresaw their fate and misinterpreted its omen, Kavar argued. Whereas we have already made our choice.

We can still change the outcome we collectively saw, Vrook affirmed. His jaw quivered, but he stood resolute. What we were given was time we did not know we had.

But how are we so sure? Ell asked. Perhaps it is instead an affirmation that we made the wrong choice, and it is too late.

I doubt that. Vrook met each of their gazes individually, his stare calculated but assured. We allowed her to live. Perhaps that is where our only mistake lies.

Lonna relived the memory, questioning again whether any of it were accurate, if any of it were even real. Her fingers twitched above the datapad, yearning to write it down. But she froze. 

No one can know, Vrook ordered, utter conviction lacing his words. Do not make it easy for them to find out. 

Vrook had spoken the word them so carefully. He was always so cautious, even callous in his indifference at times. But this once, Lonna could tell. He meant both the universal, vague, them. As well as her. Her being Atris. 

As far as they knew, Atris did not share in the Council’s collective vision, or at least she had not said as much. The last communication any of them had with her was confirmation that she was present at Katarr, eagerly awaiting their arrival.

But now Atris was dead, and the threat of her learning of their revelation post-conviction was nil. Or at least… it had been.

Lonna threw the datapad down, not a word committed to its memory, and stared across the room. Her eyes fell upon a commlink, haphazardly stashed between a pile of Erebus’ papers and handwritten notes. She walked towards it until her skin met metal. It was cool and calming in her palm, affording her a reassurance she was not expecting. Its presence meant nothing, and yet it meant everything. A wealth of sentiment met her fingers, yet without context she could not made sense of it. Yet still… something about it soothed her, though she knew not what.

The door opened and she spun around, holding the comm at the small of her back.

“You’re back,” she said, slipping the thing into her back pocket as she watched Erebus enter the room and promptly collapse into the sear closest to the door. 

“Am I?” he asked, exhaustion radiating off him as he ran a hand through his black hair and looked up at her bleakly.

“For the moment, at least,” she rejoined, examining him further. His eyes were sunken and bright, but vividly so. His irises were more acidic than she recalled them looking before he left, his sockets wreathed with a bruised blue. 

Lonna wanted to reach for his chin and turn his face upward towards her, like a mother to the son she never had. She refrained, though the desire remained, her chest aching at the sight of him and the thought of Korath in its aftermath. Erebus looked at her eventually, his gaze repentant and tired, guilt lacing his every feature. 

“What happened?” she asked. 

“I did it,” he sighed, at first as if with relief. “I accomplished what Vaklu wanted of me, according to Revan’s notes.”

Lonna stilled, a chill coursing her veins.

“Revan?” she echoed, the realization settling within her before the words found her. 

“Yes and no,” Erebus continued. “I did it just as she said, but in doing so I felt her.”

Her. Erebus did not need to specify who.

“Your sister.”

Erebus nodded.

“I sensed what she did throughout the war,” he said, his eyes growing watery at the memory of it. As if he had been there. “The loss especially.”

Lonna tensed.

“I felt echoes of the rest. Never in full, but today…”

Erebus ran another hand through his hair, the strands sticking up in an uncertain mess this time. 

“I don’t know how she did it,” he betrayed, tears welling in his eyes. He looked up at Lonna, his bright irises glassy and reflective of the setting sun as his gaze glinted gold. “It was so much, and never-ending. I still feel it. Revan was calculated, at least, but as far as I know, Eden-”

Erebus choked, sucking in a breath.

Lonna reached out for him, her hand clasping upon his as she knelt before him and looked upon Erebus’ face. She saw the child as well as the man he was now, both versions folding into one as if time itself bent to her perception. 

“What your sister was capable of should not be possible,” Lonna said, her earlier vision replaying before her mind’s eye, the destruction of the universe unfolding before her as she watched Erebus succumb to then rise above his emotions. His eyes locked on hers, still glassy but now resolute as he awaited her next words. “Yet it was.”

Erebus stared at her, his eyes searching hers.

“You will be fine,” she lied. “She survived, as will you.”

Erebus watched her in silence, and eventually nodded. Lonna felt sick at the sight of him, a child and a padawan again under her gaze despite everything she felt in his absence. She stood, feeling stronger than she had since Nespis, and crossed the room. She buried the datapad and the commlink at the base of the drawer again and turned to him with as strong a smile as she could muster. 

Survive he would.

For now.

Only the Force could say what might happen next.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Carth

 

Carth woke with a start. 

A cold sweat laced his brow, his hair sticking to his forehead.

The room was dark but brightening with the greying light of early morning. His dreams were dark but thankfully gone now, the only remnant of it being Dustil, a memory of his boyish face looking up at him imploringly upon being ferried to the front lines after the bombing of Telos, having nowhere else to go. 

Things hadn’t quite happened like that, but dreams were funny that way, as Nevarra often chided after another restless night of her own. 

You ever remember something that never happened in a dream? Nevarra had asked once, looking an awful lot like Morgana in the dark of an early morning, her silhouette at his bedside a vision he was still getting used to. A dream within a dream?

Carth couldn’t admit to it at the time, but he certainly could now since Nevarra had been gone. It happened nearly every night now, his mind creating alternate realities in which Nevarra died defending their home while Morgana found him instead years later, and others in which it was he who followed Malak instead of Saul Karath - dreams within memories, memories within dreams, unable to discern which was which until he awoke.

Before he could dwell on it any longer, Carth dressed and glanced out the window. 

It was a quiet morning, still. The sun limned the horizon, for once, though a light rain still pattered against the glass. Whether that was a good omen or ill, Carth did not know. Nor did he care. 

He sidestepped his soldiers all strewn about the floor and proceeded into the hall. It was early, but not too early. Usually he could hear patrol officers mumbling, gossiping in the corridors at this hour. But today all was silent. And Carth did not like that. 

He pulled up his collar, its stiff piping comforting him some in the sense that it grounded him to the uncomfortable now , and listened carefully.

Silence. Silence. And then…

Tap, tap, tap.

It coincided with the aircon hum, almost imperceptible to the naked ear. But if the war taught Carth anything, it was to always question the mundane. When anything felt quiet or calm, especially normal, that was usually the time to worry. Likely, it was already too late.

Carth clung to the wall, side-stepping along as he followed the sound, timing his own bootfalls along with it. His heart raced, thrumming loudly in his ears to the point that he was thankful he could keep a beat so as to remain unheard. It wasn’t until he reached the side hall, where the generator controls were located, that he reached for his blaster. 

The hall was empty, but the door was ajar. 

Sloppy, he thought, immediately wondering if this, too, were a trap. He sucked in a breath as silently as he could and sidled into the open room - his back flush with the wall, his blaster at the ready. It took a moment too long for Carth’s eyes to adjust to the gloom, and as soon as it did, his eyes honed in on a silhouette hovering by a dimmed control panel, the officer beside her slumped at their post. 

This was planned, Carth thought, fear running like ice in his veins as he steadied his blaster. This was all planned.

“I’d stop right there if I were you,” he said. His voice came out soft but authoritative, his syllables emitting in even spurts. He wished he were louder, but more than anything he wished he were wrong about this. 

The silhouette before him turned, raising her arms in surrender. Carth squinted into the darkness as he tried to discern her features, choking on a gasp as he recognized the woman that stood before him. Sena. She’d deposited the charred corpse of her child at the Administrator’s feet in a way that reminded him of what happened at Telos once he’d seen the security footage of it. He’d reviewed it and sent it to the Supreme Chancellor just the previous evening in hopes of securing some further Republic sanctioned backup. But now he only felt sick.

“You’re too late, Admiral,” the woman muttered, her voice hitching.

She didn’t want to do this, he could tell, but he also couldn’t predict what she may have possibly been threatened with to comply. She smiled sadly at him, almost manic, as she choked back a sob. 

“It’s never too late,” he argued softly as he lowered his blaster, thinking inevitably of Nevarra. “Trust me.”

Tears ran silently down the woman’s face as she looked on, her hands still suspended lazily in the air. Her smile widened. 

“Oh,” she said. “But it is.”

As soon as the last syllable passed her lips, a loud crash met Carth’s ears and a blaster went off. The woman smiled somberly, still, before she disappeared into the darkness, leaving him alone with the shock and the sound of it all. 

The estate shuddered and quaked, and his shoulder suddenly stung. Carth ducked out of the room to find the hall full of dust and debris, his vision instantly clouded and dark as he coughed uncontrollably, a hand clutching his shoulder as he slumped to the floor. 

His hand came away red amidst the encroaching grey of the room, the air brimming with billowing smoke as he fell in slow motion, and all faded to black again, his mind once more awash with a dream masquerading as memory, unable to tell which was which. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Sion

 

The camp was oddly quiet. It was almost calming, were it not so unnerving - past and present converging within Sion’s mind in a way it never once had. Until now.

He and Uruba had reached the camp in the night, but watched from the underbrush of a nearby cliffside as dawn broke. The tug at the base of his skull now radiated like a migraine. A vein in his neck pulsed uncomfortably hot as it underlined his every observation, watching the site with great interest. Uruba had thankfully taken his silent hint and recorded her every thought on the datapad positioned atop her knee now instead of voicing it to Sion, who watched unmovingly from the darkness by her side. 

The shield was easy to penetrate. It shimmered like a bubble beneath the breaking dawn, its surface a limned half-moon that curved up towards the sky in a rising gold and descended again in a silver of mother-of-pearl. Just as the ones Kun’s army possessed had. Not everyone could spot them, often mistaking the momentary break in the illusion for haze.

“I don’t see it, m’lord,” Uruba had said, thinking much the same. “But I can sense it.”

Its battery hummed like a heartbeat, thrumming in place of the long-dead heart within Sion’s cavernous chest. His had long since calcified - now a hardened, inert thing. Yet it beat again as it echoed the nearby engine, a relic just as he was.

“I would do something about this, were I you,” Uruba said eventually, her voice soft yet stern against the morning air. “Not out of any interest for my Master or his scholarly endeavors, but for the mere fact that this may lead us to who sent that crystal.”

“I doubt it,” Sion scoffed. “According to you, someone is keen on obtaining as many Force-touched objects as they can. The last thing they would do is get rid of them.”

“True,” Uruba resigned. “But still.”

Sion shook his head. 

“I would be interested in following the thread to see where it leads, though I do not believe the person responsible for this is the one who sent the crystal.”

“Perhaps they meant to warn you about it, then?” Uruba offered. “By delivering a piece of evidence?”

Sion shook his head again.

“I do not think so,” he said. It was not merely an opinion, but a fact made apparent by the pain lancing behind his eyes. “There is a link, I’m sure, but I do not believe it to be an obvious one.”

Uruba sighed indignantly and turned to him.

“Why is it you wanted to come here then, m’lord?” she asked, her voice sharp and her gaze even sharper. “When you said to make a course for Dantooine, I believed it to be with some purpose. Not just for musing.”

He whipped his gaze towards Uruba but the woman only stared at him unblinkingly.

Sion seethed, his blood boiling. He thought inwardly for a moment - marveling at the reality of it. His organs had long since mummified and yet he was still a hot blooded beast, a creature running on fumes and fury. Given the pain Eden endured, it was a wonder she remained a human still, her blood and bones more or less intact with only a scar or two to show for it, as if the death of the universe were a mere inconvenience instead of an absolute massacre. Even Nihilus was more hollow in the wake of Katarr than he was before swallowing it whole.

“You are right,” Sion conceded. “Revan’s note brought us here, though I cannot say I expected to meet this audience upon our arrival.”

“A surprise to be sure,” Uruba agreed, taking to her feet again, squinting against the rising sun. “But all the more reason to heed its presence. Surely, there is some connection.”

Sion nodded, picking a figure out of the camp below as it began to stir, following them as they made their ambling rounds. There was something familiar about their stance, their walk. Whoever it was, Sion had the creeping feeling they’d met before.

“Perhaps they know the location of the temple we seek,” he said, thinking of Nihilus, in search of his own temple in the dense and ever-changing jungles of Dxun. “Perhaps they will lead us to the question that brought us here, wherein we will find our answer.”

As he said it, he knew it to be true. Uruba nodded in quiet resignation, satisfaction radiating off her in a way that braced him for what was undoubtedly to come. He had come here for a reason, but he had hoped to merely muse as he had at every other planet touched by Eden’s echo and the pain that followed her like a darkened startrail. 

He felt Traya’s disappointment at the back of his mind, as if she were watching him always. And perhaps she was. Sion looked over his shoulder as if she were standing there, just behind him, instead spying a manor tucked into the valley across the ravine at his back. He’d sensed it upon landing, much like the shielded camp he stalked now. He paused, a shiver chilling his hot-blooded rage. He shuddered, and somehow knew that she was, in fact, here. And perhaps even hidden within the walls of the very structure he spied now. He watched it a moment longer, its shimmering presence disappearing like a mirage swallowed by the desert, blinking once before turning away. 

The Force tugged at him again, this time pulling his mind in several directions - to the manor behind, the camp ahead, but also buried deep beneath the earth upon which he stood now, sensing Eden both in flesh and in memory. 

He stood at a crossroads, a convergence of possible futures all leading up to this very morning. The air felt charged, crisp after the rain but still ripe with lightning. None of it had touched ground in the night, only flashing in the rolling thunderclouds ahead in a silent electrical storm that disturbed the hidden camp and the shielded structure none. Though Sion had the creeping feeling that neither safeguard would hold for long. 

They would both be destroyed by nightfall. And Eden would kneel at the edge of his crimson saber, the heat of it lacing her throat as he looked her in the eye and faced the unfathomable abyss housed within her that was eating him alive. He would find the Rakatan Temple and he would leave here, with Uruba by his side, his heart beating wild and hot again for the first time in over twenty years. 

The idea solidified in his mind, a manifestation and a vision both. He closed his eyes, repeating the premonition in his mind like a mantra, until he came away smiling. Because he would make it so. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Mission

 

She’d had the same dream for weeks.

Mission was back aboard her ship again, the one she’d now lost on Tatooine, the dream-version of it yet to catch up with the reality of it. But much like her ship in how it no longer existed in the way it once did, Griff sat in the co-pilot’s chair instead of Big Z, smiling at her side-long as he so often had when she was a child - acting the part of big brother when in reality it was all a ruse, another excuse. And the dream was no exception.

Mission was yelling at him, only her voice was hoarse and hardly a whisper, her every frustration a quiet whimper when all she wanted to do was scream and scream and scream. And all Griff could do was smile at her, snidely diminishing her every hurt, a bottled-up laugh perpetually at the base of his throat, the mirth of it clear on his face.

How could you?! Mission howled, the words ringing in her ears yet falling on deaf ears, her voice a shadow of what she wished it to be. You were supposed to protect me!

Her throat ached, raw with unspoken words still brewing on her tongue. Griff’s smug face sent her reeling, and just as the dream faded, she lurched across the center console of the cockpit and grabbed him by the collar, his eyes going wide as she finally found her voice. 

Get out of here, she boomed, Griff’s face going white. I never want to see you again. 

The dream faded but the anger lingered, Mission’s breath ragged as she finally opened her eyes and wrestled with the darkness affronting her eyes. She was still shaking, quaking with rage as she had in the dream, only the sensation was very much real…

Mission shot up in bed and glanced around. Adjusting to the gloom, she felt others nearby rustle awake as well, Zaalbar’s questing hand on her shoulder a signal that he, too, had woken, and sensed that something was wrong. 

Zaalbar’s grip tightened as he urged Mission’s boots towards her side of the cot, slinging his crossbow over his shoulder as he did so. Adrenaline coursed through Mission’s veins - her face as hot as it was in her dream, raging at Griff for every unspoken misdeed - thinking of the shootout at Anchorhead and the assault on Khoonda. Without a word, Big Z parted the now-roused group of refugees sharing their room and made for the door, urging that Mission tell them to remain there. 

“What is it?” Mission asked once they were in the hall. The lowlights were still on as they often were at night, but now they were flashing an ominous red, as if an alarm should accompany them though no sound other than an unsettling rumble met her ears. 

“The shield's down,” Zaalbar confessed, his voice a soft growl. “We need to get downstairs.”

Mission nodded, her heart thrumming in her chest, her hand poised over her blaster. 

The hall to the stairs was veiled, clouds of smoke emanating from below as if something had collapsed. Dread crept up Mission’s throat, coloring her words.

“I can’t explain it,” she whispered at Zaalbar’s side. “But this reminds me of the Sandral Estate.”

Zaalbar only nodded, keeping his crossbow aimed ahead of them should anything bar their path. 

“We need to be careful,” he grumbled, the timbre of his voice comforting Mission's nerves as they stood back-to-back, clearing their corners before they reached the stairs. “Ready? Together.”

They took the steps one at a time, with Mission taking the front as Zaalbar guarded the rear, his height able to keep eyes on the top of the stairs while Mission’s gaze sought to see through the rising smoke. 

It was clearing now, though only slightly, and the sight before her was not one she wanted to witness.

Bodies littered the floor, each of Khoonda’s patrols limp on the ground as if befalling sudden sleep. Red streaked the hall ahead, and in a small pool of scarlet lie a body Mission unfortunately recognized. 

Carth ,” she hissed. Zaalbar remained close and offered cover as Mission dove for the far end of the hall, rousing an unconscious Carth who was quietly bleeding from his shoulder just outside the unnervingly open security room. “Carth? Carth! Can you hear me?”

Mission tried to gently jostle Carth without agitating his wound or aggravating any possible concussion, relieved as his eyes fluttered open, his face going pale at the sight of her.

“They’re here,” Carth sputtered, coughing. “They’re inside.”

They. Carth didn’t need to say who , Mission simply knew. She glanced over her shoulder at Zaalbar who nodded wordlessly, and together, they dragged Carth towards the inner wall of the darkened security room and propped him up. 

“Where did they go?” Mission asked, afraid of the answer. 

Carth’s eyes were wide and unknowing, the panic clear on his face. Before he could betray his ignorance, another quake shook the building, coming indisputably from below.

“Shit,” Mission muttered. “Shit, shit.”

Zaalbar asked Carth if he was alright to wait a moment just as he and Mission rushed towards the concealed entrance to the lower rooms and the vault below. They were sure to be outnumbered, but before any true fear could settle in Mission’s bones, a calming hand laid on her shoulder.

Mission spun around to find Zayne beside her, with Asra and Darek in tow. Their weapons were raised, Zayne’s unsheathed saber handle glinting in the diminishing smoke as he nodded silently at her and allowed Zaalbar to lead the way. 

“What if we’re already too late?” Mission whispered, worry clinging to her lungs in a way that ached more than the anguish of her dream. 

“We probably are,” Zayne said, his voice steeled despite the uncertainty gleaming in his dark brown eyes. “Best we can do is slow them down.”

Mission said nothing, instead locking eyes with Big Z as the same thought passed through their mirrored minds. Without a word, they descended, the smoke growing thick as the ground shook again. Mission steeled herself and continued on, unsure of what to expect though ready for anything. She glanced at Big Z again as if to nervously say Just like old times, huh?

The lower level should have been wreathed in darkness but was instead glittering like a far-off storm, sparks flying through the hall as the vault doors hung open on their off-kilter hinges, the security mechanism utterly destroyed. Zayne enacted his weapon, casting the entirety of the darkened hall in a soothing amber glow that drowned out the sparks and illuminated their unwelcome intruders.

Dark figures moved about the vault, unaware that they had an audience. Zayne raised a hand and brought it to his lips, summoning further silence as Darek and Asra both dissolved into the shadows at either corner of the room and Mission and Zaalbar took to either side of the wrenched-open door, poised and ready. 

Zayne took a tentative step into the room before freezing, his posture stiffening beyond caution as he glanced back at Mission. Alarm reflected in his panicked gaze, flickering from Mission to the space just beyond her. Mission followed Zayne’s eyeline to find Master Vrook silently approaching, his face grim. 

Let me handle this, he mouthed wordlessly. 

Zayne looked from Vrook to his saber and back again, knowing he couldn’t very well shut it off lest he attract the unwanted attention of Khoonda’s present interlopers. Master Vrook instead approached Zayne and steadied him with a careful hand atop his shoulder and enabled his own lightsaber, burning a bright and bountiful forest green, this time mouthing, Okay then, together.

Zayne nodded, feeling every inch of what Mission felt, Vrook’s severe presence for once calming the room. 

Mission held her breath as she steadied her aim, keeping her eyes on the mercs at the far end of the room. They moved like clockwork, each repetitive motion as oblivious as the last. Her gaze narrowed, honing in on the figure closest to her. She watched as the silhouette loaded the same item over and over again, the crate no fuller than it was when they arrived.

A chill ran down Mission’s spine as her gaze darted towards Zaalbar. His eyes were wide and questing just as hers were, the same realization washing over him as Zayne and Vrook walked further into the dark. 

Vrook paused, Zayne just a step behind him, their sabers held aloft.

Wait.

Vrook didn’t say anything, or at least Mission didn’t think he did. But she sensed his sentiment inside her mind. She froze, as directed, while Vrook took a few steps forward. He extended his hand, light filling the room as if he’d summoned the sun. Even Darek and Asra were illuminated in the far corners of the room, their eyes also going wide.

Because in the center of the room sat a simple holoprojector, replaying the same silhouettes on a loop. And the remainder of the vault stood empty.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Atton

 

“Well… shit.”

It was the first thing Eden had said in a while, possibly hours. Time moved differently around her, Atton found. The crystal cave they’d stumbled on earlier had since dissolved into a more traditional one, full of only fungus and dark wet things as the morning progressed. 

Finally, Eden stopped in her tracks, seemingly out of nowhere, planting her hands on her hips as she glanced about the cavern with a furrowed brow. 

“Where are we anyway?” Atton asked as he caught his breath.

The cave system went on for far longer than Atton anticipated, expecting Eden’s Force sense to pick up on whatever errant signal she’d been following any moment now. Judging by the look on Eden’s scrunched up face as she squinted at the illuminated map in her hand, she was also surprised they’d trekked as far as they had.

Shit,” Eden muttered again, “Not far from the collapsed Jedi temple, apparently.”

She narrowed her eyes at the screen, questioning its validity before glancing about the cavern they stood in, void of crystals save for the one now housed in Atton’s pocket.

“Well, I didn’t plan on saving the doctor when I set out this morning, but…” Eden resigned as she shook her head and turned her holopad around so Atton could see. “Looks like we’re about to.”

Atton examined the map, careful to look only at the screen and not give in to the temptation of glancing at Eden’s watchful expression as well.

“I’d say we’re about half-way,” Atton offered by way of cheering her up. Eden’s grimace eased some, his limbs warm at the sight of it despite the eventual ache he felt after glancing at the map, realizing they still had some ways to go.

“Might as well, right?” Eden sighed.

She turned from him and looked intently at the map again, getting her bearings before redirecting them slightly westward before continuing on in the same oddly comfortable silence they’d coexisted in before she’d first muttered shit.

It wasn’t long before the path they meandered met some resistance, rubble and debris blocking their way from the aforementioned cave-in. It was bound to happen, and yet despite the obvious obstacle ahead, they both continued on wordlessly, the air quiet save for the coordinates running a mile a minute on loop in Atton’s mind, counterbalancing the secret now weighing down his already blaster-laden leg. The downsides of dual wielding, truly…

“So,” Eden began after a while, chewing her lip as she scaled the fallen rock barring their way. She glanced sideways, her skin growing pale. “You watched it?”

“Watched what?” Atton repeated blankly as he followed suit, trying not to slip, at first genuinely confused. “I-”

He stopped short.

The recording in the security room. A young Eden entering the recorded space, defiant as ever, awaiting to be judged. Even now, Atton reddened as if he’d walked in on Eden undressing, much preferring if that were the case. 

“Oh, that,” Atton huffed a laugh. “Hardly.”

The rocks ahead of them were far more precarious than the ones they’d already cleared, but Atton wasn’t about to ask that Eden slow down now. Especially given the anxious mood she was already in.

Hardly,” Eden echoed, almost too quickly. “What do you mean by that?”

Atton cleared his throat, regretting how guilty it made him appear despite its sudden physical necessity. 

“Well, what I mean is that the recording had hardly started playing before Kreia noticed it for what it was, and asked that T3 stop it. She said it wasn’t right that anyone see it without you there, which for once, was something the witch and I could agree on.”

It was the truth of it, really, but it felt too much like a lie in the retelling. A false placation in place of what had really happened.

Eden tilted her head, sifting the notion through her mind before biting her bottom lip further as she considered it. 

“Hm, okay,” she said, chewing on the inside of her lip now instead. “Doesn’t explain why you haven’t asked about it though.”

Atton’s insides froze while he outwardly betrayed nothing. He scaled the remaining debris and followed in Eden’s stead, slowly traversing the ruins in her wake as he inwardly mapped his own reasoning and concocted a lie to fit around it, remaining truthful where it counted.

“Figure’d it was none of my business,” he said, shrugging. “More Jedi nonsense. Not hard to decipher your previous beef with the lady in charge from the get-go, though…”

“Though what?” Eden asked, halting and spinning to face him.

Atton nearly walked into her, the toe of his boots nearly touching hers.

“Though…” he repeated absently before getting his head back on straight and finishing, “Though I also figured you’d say something if it was really all that important.”

Which was true. It was all true. Though what Atton desperately wished Eden could not decipher on vibe alone was the fact that Atton had been so preoccupied with his own damn self that he hadn’t actually considered any of this until now.

“Fair enough,” Eden eventually relented before continuing on, though she shot Atton a glance over her shoulder that was laced with the slightest hint of disappointment.

“I’m open, though, if you wanna vent about it,” Atton offered, trying to sound offhand about it, even if the truth of it ate away at him, even if he really did want to know more. “I just didn’t want to be the one to bring it up, y’know?”

SIlence met him as Eden traversed the collapsed tunnel ahead, mulling over his offer.

“Maybe,” she said, her voice echoing from between the fallen boulders. “You up for some cryptic Jedi bullshit?”

Atton couldn’t help but laugh. 

“Never,” he huffed out with a breath, “But I’m sure you can spin it in such a way that’ll keep me interested.”

He was being honest, and from the looks of Eden’s expression at the voicing of it, Atton realized that it was exactly what Eden wanted to hear. 

“See, this is why I like having you around,” Eden said with a half-smile, a revelation that made Atton feel both lighter and almost sick at once, his chest aflutter and his heartbeat erratic at the sound of it. 

“Whaddya mean by that?” Atton tried to laugh it off again, to appear casual and coy, only he wasn’t sure he was so convincing. 

“Being a former Jedi doesn’t lend me much sympathy from anyone, be they non-Jedi, former, or current. Mind you, I spent the last nine years pretending I wasn’t one, ever or at all, so…”

Eden trailed off as the thought evaporated, never to be elaborated on. Her words echoed in Atton’s mind, begging to be continued. 

“I dunno, guess I’m just used to people not liking me no matter which way they approach the idea of me,” Eden exhaled. “But with you I can run my mouth, and more likely than not you’ll agree with me either way.”

“I guess…” Atton began, chewing over his words before uttering them, glancing at Eden sidelong to watch her tuck a lock of hair behind her ear, his eyes tracing her now-exposed jaw in his mind’s eye, itching to feel her soft skin beneath the rough callous of his fingers. “To be honest, if you weren’t who you were, I doubt I’d’ve stayed on. As your unofficial pilot, I mean.”

Unofficial ,” Eden repeated with a soft laugh, her face lighting up briefly yet in a way that reminded Atton of the newfound inner glow that seemed to radiate from her since departing Telos’ orbit. “What do you mean by that though, if you don’t mind my asking… if I wasn’t who I was?”

At this, Eden truly paused, her progression through the ruins stalled for the moment as she turned to afford Atton an earnest glance, her gaze intent but softly questing, a friendly, comfortable air settling between them that Atton was entirely unused to. Her green eyes glittered in the half-dark and all Atton wanted to do was soak in the moment and stay there, committing the vision of her to memory.

“You’re not like any Jedi I’ve ever met,” he admitted, the truth tumbling from his mouth before he could properly think it. A reality he was not comfortable with the ease of, the way he wanted to tell her everything if only because she asked, even if he wanted to keep the ugliness of it all to himself. “You feel… more like a real person. I mean-”

But before Atton could elaborate, mentally scrambling for an explanation and an adjoining excuse, Eden was laughing again, this time with growing vigor. Her cheeks reddened in a way that made Atton grow inwardly hot, pausing as his eyes went wide and took in the sight of her, wanting only to cement the moment further.

“Because Jedi aren’t real people,” Eden laughed, mirth lacing her voice. She nodded, considering the notion. “I get it, I think. And not that I blame you, just…”

Eden sighed and inhaled a sharp breath. 

“After living so long in exile, I’d like to think I get it, but I probably don’t.”

And with that, Eden resumed her spelunking, pausing only a few moments later to catch her breath, a smile still lacing her lips as she made sure that Atton wasn’t far behind. 

“Well, I can neither confirm nor disprove your theories since I have no idea what’s going on inside your head,” Atton said through a half-smile, the mystery of Eden both confounding yet enrapturing him still. “But you’re probably right.”

Eden flashed Atton another easy smile, sending his stomach sideways. He wasn’t used to this. Easy camaraderie, comfort in the presence of others… To his good fortune, cleverness came easily in Eden’s presence, but it was the moments between that gave him pause. Even when he wasn’t running his mouth and he couldn’t predict what Eden might say next, the silence shared with her wasn’t half bad, which wasn’t something Atton could say about anyone else he’d ever shared space with in his entire life.

“Glad to think I got something right, maybe.” Eden laughed. “I thought taking Habat up on his offer was the right choice, but now I’m thinking it was Kreia that was right about it all along.”

Atton huffed instinctively at this, unwilling to give Kreia any benefit of the doubt where he could help it.

“What makes you say that?”

Eden laughed an endearing though desperate laugh, uncertainty lacing her voice.

“Well, this entire venture for starters,” she sighed. “I thought his offer to heal my connection with the Force would have made me stronger, and I dunno, maybe it has, but it definitely hasn’t made me smarter.”

Atton allowed the silence to steep for a moment as Eden gathered her thoughts, a quip now ready on his tongue should she have need of it. But Eden continued on without aid.

“I’ve been sensing something since yesterday,” Eden said. “I thought it was a memory at first, some stray recollection I couldn’t put my finger on. But then I thought it might’ve been kyber calling to me, in desperate need of a lightsaber as I am. And then there’s the whole business with the ship. You sensed it too, right? We’re being watched, that’s for sure, but I can’t for the life of me find the source. I should know! If I was truly intune with the Force again, I should have rooted it out by now.”

“You’re not the only one keyed into the Force, though,” Atton interrupted softly, his pocket warm and heavy as he said so. “Kreia admitted she sensed something, too. If she had anything to do with it, why betray her suspicion at all? She’s likely in the same boat as you.”

Eden sighed, her shoulders slumping. 

“You’re right,” she relented. “I just-”

An echo lanced through the cavern, outlining the space beyond their vision. Eden’s eyes met Atton’s the instant they heard it, an unspoken agreement held in their shared gaze as they fell into step and slowly, silently, traversed the remainder of rock before them and emerged softly on the other side. Dust laced Eden’s hair as she peered over the precipice. Atton had to tear his attention away, memorizing the outline of her and the wave of her hair as if it might be the last time he laid eyes on Eden, as if whatever was about to happen might change everything. 

For a moment, there was stillness. An utter pause Atton had never felt before, save for perhaps the moment before Malachor erupted into a cascade of green and silver caught only in the mirror of his cockpit, the sight of it head-on sure to blind him otherwise. Time stopped. His breath froze in his throat, his heart quiet. Even his mind stilled on the set of numbers he’d last been ruminating, their repetitious hum put on pause. 

Unrest awaited them in the room within, awash with feral agitation. He hadn’t tried to map it out, but the memory of it walked into his mind as if it were his own. Atton shook his head at the intrusion of it, time resuming as he did. He turned to Eden, about to say something, but Eden was already speaking. 

Laigreks, she warned wordlessly, mouthing the syllables as if Atton knew what they meant. Something’s not right.

Atton could only nod, his mind feeling unnervingly like jelly in the aftermath. Not right was one way to put it.

Eden , he mouthed in a panic, wanting to reach out for her, this time to steady himself, the lack of control too much like Kreia’s hold on him in that polar prison. He refrained but only because he found he couldn’t move, his mind full of a static he did not recognize. 

Eden’s eyes met his with abject alarm before she bridged the gap between them, grasping his hand in hers.

Atton opened his mouth to object even if it took everything in him not to pull her closer.

Follow close, she ordered. Eden stiffened and tugged at Atton’s hand, urging that they stand shoulder-to-shoulder as she then closed her eyes. A wave of calm washed over him in an instant, the numbers returning to his mind as if they’d never left, the string uninterrupted and his mind blissfully clear once more. He glanced at Eden, sensing both relief and resolve, as she opened her eyes again and led them slowly onward. 

In addition to their clasped hands, their adjoining forearms and elbows were held tautly parallel, the heat of Eden’s skin nearly seeping through his shirt. He wanted to relish in it, the latent desire and the undeniable comfort of her closeness too obvious to ignore, but there was something sharp about her, too. Something needling and hungry. Like a beast, Eden had latched onto a scent and was not letting the trail go cold. She led him through a passage he would have otherwise avoided for how narrow it was, the rock hugging both his chest and his back as they sidled through as if it wanted to swallow them whole - Eden’s urgent grasp the only thing keeping him going.

His breathing unusually even, his emotional support Pazaak hand running freely through his mind, Atton followed Eden as if he were another limb of hers - their shoulders still pressed together, their fingers now threaded in each other’s as if they’d grown roots and now moved as a single organism - until they finally reached an opening in the rock that led down to a moss-covered room that felt both open and heavy. 

Eden did not let go of Atton’s hand the entire way down, navigating the uneven rock with unusual ease as she led them both into the overgrown space. It had once been a grand room, Atton could decipher that much. A mosaic spanning the floor gave an imposing impression of just how large the space once was, its walls now crumbled and invaded with ivy. A stream from somewhere far above now trickled down into the room, a waterfall in miniature giving off the same brand of serenity Eden did. A patch of dirt lay disturbed before them where the remainder of the floor appeared untouched - aside from the years’ old ruin Atton could only guess was due to Malak’s attack.

Still clutching Atton’s hand, Eden knelt at the ground and laid her free hand atop the broken earth as if venerating a grave. After a moment that felt like a life’s age, Eden turned and looked up at Atton, her hand gripping his even tighter the moment their eyes met. 

This was it, she mouthed. This is what I sensed.

Atton didn’t say anything - he couldn’t. What was there to say?

His mind raced with numbers and coordinates and power coupling counts resurrected from memory, none of which provided him with an answer.

Eden stood, her gaze never leaving his as she read his expression, standing shoulder-to-shoulder again before she asked, Do you feel it too?

Atton shook his head. Should he have felt something? The Rimma Trade Route echoed in his head, drowning out all desire, all fear, even if Atton still sensed it at the back of his mind like the first inklings of a migraine. Eden furrowed a brow but eventually nodded, accepting his answer for what it was.

“We’re surrounded,” she whispered, pulling Atton close again. Atton hitched a breath at the back of his throat, heeding her warning while savoring the heat of her proximity. “Stay calm and follow my lead.”

It was an order given coldly, matter-of-factly. 

But all Atton could feel was uncomfortably warm, willing to follow her anywhere.



Chapter 65: In Hushed Whispers

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Aboard the docked Ebon Hawk
Brianna

 

Being quiet came so easily to Brianna that she even did it while alone, acting more the thief than she thought comfortably possible.

She thought nothing of it when she stole from the Ebon Hawk’s stores, and similarly thought nothing as she spirited through the ship’s halls. The droid knew she was there, of course, but did it register every ration she pilfered? Would it report her? If not now, would it eventually? Even when the crew was present, Brianna felt at ease going unnoticed by their unseeing eyes, softening her every footstep - all the better not to be heard - as if she weren’t just remaining hidden for her own sake but also doing them a favor by shrinking herself to nothing. 

She was at home in a hushed existence, so used to it after so long diminishing in her sisters’ collective shadow, withering away to… what? The ghost of her outcast mother haunting her always. For the betterment of all, Brianna might as well have not been there and she made it her business so long as she called the Ebon Hawk home.

The ship was quiet again now, and thankfully devoid of company save for T3-M4 who was still working on a diagnostic project she couldn’t quite parse out. The droid had come with the ship, had it not? And yet it inspected the Hawk’s every corner as if it were some specimen to be studied, some deeper mystery yet uncovered. 

The ship was eerily quiet, but not in a way that soothed her. Instead it woke Brianna from her slumber, startling from sleep as if from a nightmare. But her sleep had been dark and dreamless, her alarm originating from somewhere outside herself, leaving Brianna breathless as she scrambled towards the cockpit and the ship’s only known window. 

The sky outside was of early morning - the only indication of time passing in her hidden existence here - and despite its friendly warmth she felt cold and afraid in the wake of it, rushing next to the security room. Brianna pulled up the night’s security logs, finding…

“Nothing,” she gasped. “How can there be nothing?”

Brianna’s breath caught in her throat, her mind scrambling as she then retreated from the room, stopping only when she finally came across T3-M4 hard at work in the engine room.

“The security feed,” she gasped, unblocking herself for the first time in days. “It’s been disabled. Any idea why?”

T3 continued his work, his intelligence module glittering with alternating blue and green lights before his colors changed to an alarming yellow, the lights circling his head in fast succession as he processed her words and emitted a worried series of buzzes and beeps in Brianna’s direction before hurrying off for the security room himself.

The droid had the consideration to match Brianna’s anxious pace as she followed, sweat pearling on her brow as she watched him insert his scomp link into the security room’s data port. Brianna expected - or perhaps wished - that the droid’s lights would dim to a calming teal as he found the source of the issue and explain the confusion to her in his quaint form of binary. But instead T3 fussed at the data port with alternating red and orange lights, eventually secreting a series of bleeps that betrayed only utter confusion. 

“Pull up the most recent logs,” Brianna urged, feeling guilty upon even asking such a thing. “Please?”

T3 relayed an affirmative chirp and did as he was told, relinquishing his command of the console as soon as the task was complete. He shrunk against the corner of the room in its aftermath, overcome with shame at the oversight. 

“Do not blame yourself,” Brianna assured. “I did not sense it either.”

Only she had, despite it already being too late. T3 mumbled another humble apology in response as Brianna assumed his spot at the console. 

“Now, let’s see…”

The feed died somewhere shortly after the dawn of the current day. It didn’t pick up until Brianna asked T3 to resume the function. There was no evidence as to why the feed cut out, only simply that it did. 

“Is there any way to recover what might have occurred outside the ship while the feed remained inactive?”

T3-M4 shook his intelligence module slowly back and forth, muttering a solemn string of binary that again communicated his unspoken apology.

“Someone did this,” Brianna assured, kneeling before the droid now. “And I intend to find out why.”

T3-M4 only shrunk further into the far corner of the room, an inner part of Brianna breaking at the sight of him as he uttered a binary equivalent of let me help.

Brianna smiled, the sensation alien on her face but welcome nonetheless.

“I’d like that,” she said, side-stepping to allow T3 to sidle up beside her and get to work.

It didn’t take long. With T3’s assistance, Brianna discovered that the ship had a fail-safe. Several, in fact, and each of them stranger than the last. Firstly, the Hawk’s security feed had a backup. As soon as the feed’s function was set to cease from anywhere other than the main security console, a backup feed was set to record in its place, running in the diagnostic’s background where only someone looking for it might find that it was running. But what was perhaps more peculiar still was the second fail-safe, which was an audio log that was set to record any and all sound in the ship’s immediate area upon any obvious tampering of the security system. It was an oddly sensitive receiver, not one often used on ships of any make as far as Brianna was aware. The only thing that came up when she entered a simple search, curious as to the receiver’s make and model, were investigative agencies for legal reasons, entertainment studios, and a few interplanetary universities that live streamed their lectures. As to why a small ship would need such a device…

“From what I can surmise, it was sourced from somewhere on Taris,” Brianna later related to a stone-faced Atris via comm. “I am beginning to believe that General Valen was not in possession of the Ebon Hawk for much longer than-”

“The Jedi Exile is certainly lying to me,” Atris interrupted. Brianna stilled, taken aback by Atris speaking in the present tense, as if she and General Valen were in regular correspondence. “There is a reason her navicomputer was locked, and I suspect it has something to do with her time spent on Tatooine.”

“But we have eyewitness accounts and local security footage of her remaining planetside there for at least a year,” Brianna said, pulling up logs on her personal datapad for reference. “I still believe the ship likely belonged to the old woman, the Exile confirmed as much when she-”

“And yet we have no evidence of the ship being hers either.”

Brianna shook her head.

“I only brought it up because of its function and what information it revealed to me.” Brianna took a breath and steadied herself. “The origin of the ship is something I am still working on, Mistress, however what I thought would be of primary interest to you was the audio recording the ship managed to pick up.”

“I see,” Atris said coolly, her face grim. “I can see your reasoning, and it was good of you to bring this information to me. Please, divulge further.”

Atris' face remained stern but her voice betrayed that of the Mistress Brianna knew, the one she grew up with. She eased a little, shifting in her seat as her limbs relaxed and she held her shoulders back, confidence again returning to her in bits and pieces.

“I believe this planet to be another target for the same mercenary company my sisters encountered on Nespis VIII,” Brianna explained. She sent copies of the relevant logs to Atris as she repeated their contents aloud, dictating choice passages that supported her theory. “It might be imperative that they come here and put things to rights.”

“I can see why this may be concerning to you, but trust me when I say that I already foresaw this and have taken the necessary precautions,” Atris said evenly, almost bored. Her eyes scanned the logs as they appeared on her personal datapad, the silver strings of typewritten words reflecting in the blue of her eyes. “I commend your diligence, as well as your inclination to come to me with this right away, though I must reiterate that this is not of prime importance.”

Brianna sat there, stunned. She said nothing. Instead, her own eyes glanced back at the logs, reading and rereading their contents as she revisited the worry they inspired, the laundry list of Jedi artifacts pilfered for profit to be shipped off-world running again through her mind.

“What I need from you is to report on the Exile,” Atris said. “Nothing more.”

“I-” Brianna began before choking on her own retort. Her face grew warm, but before she could properly blush, Brianna willed her body to cool, urging the unease from her chest to her gut - where it stewed with suspicion. “Understood, Mistress.”

Atris smiled, though the expression did not meet her eyes.

“Very good.” Atris sighed, politely relieved. “Now, tell me what you’ve learned.”

This is all a test, Brianna reminded herself as she shifted mental gears. She did not erase the data she’d gleaned from the Ebon Hawk but instead minimized its window as she then pulled up her notes on the Jedi Exile and all those she kept in her company. 

“She makes a point to speak with the others, she rarely spends time alone,” Brianna started. “The Exile checks in on each of them as if in turn, lingering with some more than others.”

“And who might that be?”

“It depends,” Brianna continued. “At first it was the pilot, but then the old woman, Kreia. She has not spent too significant a time with the Iridonian save for their excursion off-ship prior to coming here, but it seems they’ve known each other for quite some time.”

“I had my doubts about that one,” Atris mused as she mulled over Brianna’s words. “He likely served during the war but I admit I did not dig too deeply when I saw that the Exile brought guests with her to my sanctum.” My, Brianna noted, not our. “I cannot imagine one of them possessing any redeeming qualities beyond their innate keenness merely to survive should they seek out the company of such a one.”

Such a one being General Valen, who seemed like a perfectly nice woman to Brianna in all her time sneaking about. Brianna refrained from saying as much.

“I suspect you are correct,” Brianna said. “From what I gathered, I believe both the Iridonian and the pilot served during the Mandalorian Wars. As for the old woman, though…”

“Her indeed,” Atris rejoined, echoing Brianna’s unspoken question before voicing it herself. “She seems familiar though I cannot place her within my memory. I suspect I met her at some point or another, whether as a student or while serving on the Council. I have a feeling there is some connection to Revan, though it is only that - a feeling. Perhaps this Kreia woman was one of the few Jedi to rebel from the very beginning.”

Atris had told Brianna and her sisters of the debacle shortly after General Valen’s arrival on Telos, detailing the events of Cathar in a way that Brianna suspected her Mistress thought it might prepare them should the Exile sway their allegiance somehow. If anything, Brianna found herself understanding Revan more and more, wondering what it might have taken her not to follow if she stood in the Exile’s place. This is all part of the test, Brianna thought again, quickly dismissing her thoughts in the event Atris sensed her ambivalence.

“I will see if I can glean more,” Brianna said instead, bowing her head in quiet reverence, as if doing so might sheild Atris from reading her mind. 

“Good,” Atris sighed with an air of relief mingled with disquiet, perhaps perplexed at the fault of her own memory. “I would like to learn more.”

“As would I,” Brianna said. “I admit I have an odd feeling about her though I cannot say why. It is possible that I came across her name in one of the many records you’ve recovered.”

Atris nodded, perhaps a bit too fervently.

“I would do well to revisit my own notes,” Atris said with another sigh, this time indicating that their conversation was coming to a close. “I commend you again for your diligence, Brianna. I do not wish to entirely dim your curiosity but I must remind you of the reason I sent you on this mission.”

Brianna bowed her head again, lower this time, remaining there a few moments before meeting Atris’ gaze via holo once more.

“I will focus on gathering intel on the Exile,” Brianna affirmed, repeating the statement again in her mind as if to brand it on the walls of her consciousness. “And I will report to you when I’ve learned more.”

“We will speak again soon,” Atris breathed by way of excusing herself, her signal cutting out as soon as she fully enunciated the last word.

And just like that, Brianna was alone again. 

 


3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins 
Eden

 

The cave was awash with the quiet sounds of morning - the soft rush of the nearby waterfall, the distant call of birdsong, and soon Atton’s even breathing beside her. But beneath it all were the sounds of a softer dimension, too - the slow tremulous turn of the planet on its axis beneath her feet, orbiting the nearest star, and also the well of memory in the very air about them. A rush of whispers, hushed yet cacophonous, rose in a swell within Eden’s mind, every voice sharp and each of them vying for her attention.

But Eden heard it all, and listened. 

Time stilled as she tuned in, the Force’s edge certainly softer after Habat’s guiding instruction. The overwhelm still loomed on the horizon of her mind, but it felt more like an oncoming storm rather than the flash flood she’d nearly drowned in on Telos’ surface.

You sense something, Kreia’s voice interrupted, the rising murmurs hushing as if bowing to her presence. What is happening? Where are you?

I’m fine, Eden affirmed. I do sense something, I just… don’t know what. 

It was the errant chiming on the wind or at the back of her mind that brought her here, but it wasn’t what she felt now. It mingled with it, though, underlining it in a way that felt like a footnote - not connected yet not entirely apart, either. 

The Force is a difficult thing to read , Kreia said, sensing her confusion in following the thread to its source. If you could just -

Describe it to me, Kreia almost asked, but didn’t, instead the thought occurring simultaneously in Eden’s mind as if it were her own, their cognizances crossing over in instantaneous understanding. 

Eden did not have to describe it. Kreia felt it, too.

It washed over her again - the whispers, the weight of the room and the memory it held of all things past as well as all things yet come - and then it quieted to a low hum, like a ship’s engine running calmly beneath her feet.

Fascinating, Kreia said, almost sighing, her mind now separate from Eden’s again. I have never known psychometry to affect one so.

Adrenaline coursed through Eden at Kreia’s words, only it was not her own.

Psychometry, Eden repeated, relishing in Kreia’s racing mind, sensing the woman truly for the first time since her hand was sliced off aboard that Republic Cruiser. A sense echo?

Indeed, Kreia confirmed. Eden sensed the smile that laced the woman’s mouth as if she were present, as if they were speaking in person. How is the pilot? Is he at all affected?

Only a moment had passed since Eden stood from the ruined council chamber’s floors, her hand still laced with Atton’s, the man likely unaware of the entirety of what passed through her mind from kneeling in the dirt to now. 

He seems… fine, Eden relayed, only to be met with a mixture of incredulous confusion followed quickly by resolute understanding. 

I see, Kreia said. I sense an inkling of manufactured unease about you, and I suspect it is likely due to something within your proximity.

Eden stilled, time rushing up to meet her own memory as it filled in the gaps.

Like the objects I found on Dxun, she thought, this time unsure if Kreia could hear as well. And just like the crystals on Tatooine. Only…

Eden had been mute to the Force on Tatooine, and Dxun wasn’t quite like this…

I have a theory, Kreia said, and though Eden could not see her, she could sense the woman tracing the absence of her missing hand as she mused. We can discuss when you return, but for now… you need to find the source of the echo, keep your mind clear and follow its thread. I can see the shape of it, the feel of it…

Kreia trailed off, keen to a part of Eden’s mind even she was not entirely keyed into. 

Follow it, Kreia reiterated before dissolving from her mind. None of this matters unless you do.

Kreia’s last words echoed along with the whispers resuming within the confines of Eden’s consciousness before the whispers resumed dominance and drowned Kreia and the memory of her out completely. There was an odd comfort to each of Kreia’s cerebral visits, though always uninvited, a sort of solace Eden once only found in Aiden. But in the aftermath of her exile, in the wake of being cut off from the Force entirely, it was a world Eden was not sure she wanted to return to, for once yearning for her mind to be solely her own. 

“You okay?” Atton asked, concerned though calm, his brows furrowed.

How is the pilot? Kreia had asked, as if the man should be otherwise. Eden scrutinized the man, as if his appearance might betray some inner answer, but he was the same as before - unquestioningly resolute by her side. 

“Fine,” Eden whispered. “Just… getting my bearings.”

It was all so familiar yet also utterly foreign. It was like Tatooine and Dxun, but it was also like Nal Hutta and everywhere in between. Both full to the brim while somehow also hollow and empty. The Jedi ruins were an ever-changing kaleidoscope of memory, yet Eden remained at its center, parsing out past and present and despite it all feeling Aiden everywhere - in their shared childhood as well as in their separate adolescence afterward, sensing next his most recent visit.

She looked back at the disturbed dirt at her feet, sensing flashes of her twin there. It were almost as if he were a ghost, a boy gone with a man by another name to take his place, even if Eden knew it was only true in her singular memory,

And amidst it all was the buzz of alarm fluttering through the simple minds of the laigreks making a home of these ruins, their presence unseen other than in their scuttling footsteps highlighting every whispering thought and image fluttering before her mind’s eye. This was the thread. This was the path to be followed…

“You sense something?” Atton asked. His hand delicately squeezed hers, a comforting reminder of his genuine concern, communicating a gentle patience Eden sensed from him more and more in their growing time together.

Eden nodded.

“Something, yes,” she confirmed, biting her lip.

“But you don’t know what,” Atton completed her thought for her. “‘Course. Lead the way.”

Atton’s hand pulsed gently again against Eden’s palm before pulling away. He kept close, his gaze steady on hers, and placed a hand on his holster. Atton nodded, letting Eden know he would keep to his word. Eden nodded in return and inhaled, hoping it would feed her unfamiliar instinct and closed her eyes again. This time, a map of the ruined temple drew itself in sprawling lines inside her mind, a convergence of past and present now existing within its confines like trapped spirits, calm spectres roaming the halls in ways they had before and would in due time. She couldn’t make sense of it just yet, their intricacies belonging to a layer of understanding her brain did not yet comprehend but could sense the pattern of.

“I think I know where the doctor is,” she said, tracing a warmth from the very spot on which they stood through the ravaged halls and towards the archive, just where Zayne said he’d be. “But we’ll have to be on our guard.”

Because around that warmth there was also a penetrating coldness that chilled Eden to the bone, an uncertain vortex of anguish and fear that threatened the very foundations of the temple both in memory as well as its fragile state.

“I don’t think we have much time.”

Despite unlinking their hands, Atton remained close, the edge of his boots right on Eden’s heel. They moved silently through the ruins, their steps like smoke. The version of Eden that remained on Telos would have suffocated in this place, every breath laced with shrapnel, her every sense on edge. But now the edges were dulled in a way that did not erase them entirely but instead allowed her to glide over them with ease, accepting the unchangeable past as she tried her best to navigate the yet uncertain future. 

The nearby though unseen laigreks remained anxious, highlighting the disquiet that hung heavy in the air. The manufactured unease Kreia spoke of made itself known in their panic. Eden followed it through the ruins and felt it radiating off every surface. Beasts did not act this way unless provoked, and yet she knew laigreks had no such natural predators. They didn’t even know how to act afraid, less so to be it - so what terrified them now?

They traversed the narrow gaps in the rock and ruined corridors between without speaking. The shape of the collapsed rooms ahead and beyond took form in Eden’s mind as it also outlined the undefined feeling possessing the laigreks, giving it room to breathe and space to name itself. Whatever it was, it felt ancient and unknowable other than in its unnerving silhouette, haunting in a way that felt uncomfortably familiar.

Eden paused. The Force twined with the feeling as well as away from it, both magnetized and repelled at once but in a way that kept it in constant uncertain motion, like water circling a drain. Inevitable, inescapable. The whispers swelled, Eden’s senses overflowing. It echoed with the same rising torment of Dagaary Minor and its agonizing aftermath. It resonated with the dense decay of Dxun, its jungles thick with forgotten battles as well as those ongoing and yet to come. And it mirrored Malachor in its almost anointed annihilation, the peaceful flash of white that utterly eclipsed the moon and its immediate orbit as if with snow as the Mass Shadow Generator not only extinguished life but reverse engineered it, plaguing the space between stars with the weight of a thousand ghosts and all the memories they housed within their rattling souls now left with nowhere else to go. But it also matched the unnatural quiet of Eden’s life on Tatooine, the ease of the Force’s nonexistence in the moments she did not reach for it, blissfully forgetting - even if only momentarily - that it had ever been there at all. It was a foreboding comfort, an ill-feeling ease.

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven.

Eden turned slowly until she faced Atton again, his attention somewhere ahead of her, avoidant at first before surrendering to her gaze. His eyes met hers and the thought vanished, replaced again by the errant whispers and the spectral Force guiding her onward as well as back through time. She tilted her head, a theory forming in her mind.

Did Kreia already know? How is the pilot? she’d asked.

How is the pilot? Indeed.

Before Eden could reach a definitive conclusion, her mind pulled in every possible direction, it snapped back to the present and the warmth of the comet’s tail that was the doctor assumed prime focus. She sensed that he was close, but even louder than his presence was the chaos that was his mind at the present moment, panicked like the laigreks and as cacophonous and overwhelming as her consciousness was upon waking on Peragus.

“We need to move,” she urged. “Quickly.”

Whatever Kreia sensed was not affecting Eden nor Atton, but it was certainly poisoning everything else around them, creating a mental ruin to match the physical.

Atton did not respond verbally but instead clung to Eden still, keeping on her tail until they finally reached what remained of the archive.

Its past and recent iterations sprawled before Eden’s eyes, Atris’ adolescent memory wandering the stacks alongside Eden’s brother both as a child as well as his present self beside the man that hid here now, his mind awash with panic to the point of uncontrolled alarm.

In the center of the room, slouched over the main console was a young blond man, his hair slicked back with dirt and his muscles tensing with exhaustion and anxiety. His eyes remained fixed on the cracked screen of the console, his trembling fingers keying in sequence after sequence as the unease around them intensified.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten .

Eden wanted to glance back at Atton again, a question clear in her mind, but instead she refrained and slowly inched towards the man before her, quickly becoming the boy he once was in her memory.

Master Kavar thought it might be a good idea, Atris had said back in the archive on Coruscant. Her voice was placating, borderline condescending. He found his place within the Order through instruction, so he suggested the same be arranged for you.

But it wasn’t a suggestion, it was a bribe. A distraction meant to sate Eden’s dissatisfaction with Kavar’s choice to look her over yet again, his strongest student, in favor of a seat on the Council that Atris soon joined, their joint betrayal still a sore spot in Eden’s memory even after all these years. Giving Eden a student whilst denying her of being one and gaining the rank of Knight was an insult she could not persuade herself of otherwise, and a blue-eyed boy yearning to learn the ways of the Force from a girl the current Council shied away from like an encroaching pool of blood was never going to convince her that it all wasn’t some sort of sick joke. And that blue-eyed boy glanced up at her now, now a man and echoing with the same sort of panic she felt weeks ago, clinging to the cliff’s edge that was tuning into the Force for the first time in a life’s age.

I need to preserve it,” he gasped, his dried lips desperate in their utterance of his plea. “It needs to be saved.”

Atton side-stepped beside Eden, his elbow nudging against hers in silent question. Can we trust him?

Eden nudged back. Yes, she affirmed. But be on your guard.

He was like a feral animal, eyes wild with fear and absolute purpose.

“You’re Mical, right?” she asked.

The doctor nodded fervently, turning away from Eden towards the console again, his eyes intent.

“And you’re her,” he said. “I knew you’d come.”

Atton nudged Eden again as if to ask, What’s that supposed to mean?

Eden shrugged but pressed on.

“We need to get you out of here,” Eden whispered with urgency. “The temple is surrounded, though I’m sure you know that already.”

Mical nodded.

“I do,” he sighed. “We’re running out of time.”

It was strange seeing the boy promised as her student in another archive when last she saw him was in the din of the grandiose stacks of Coruscant’s library. And here he stood, over a decade later, standing in the ruins of the humble one of Eden’s youth, her brother’s and Atris’ ghosts combing the aisles alongside him as if the past had not already made itself painfully known. 

“We are,” Eden confirmed, this time with firm authority. “We need to leave.

Mical nodded but did not move from the console, his fingers flying across the keyboard with lightning accuracy.

“Mical,” she urged, taking another step closer. “Mical.”

Past and present converged again, Mical flickering between the boy he’d been and the man he was now just as Aiden had in Eden’s memory before settling on the present. He looked from Eden to Atton, and back to Eden again, his gaze frantic. 

Right,” he muttered. “Right, right.”

He continued typing in a hurried frenzy before he finally stepped away from the console and procured a severed lightsaber, enabling its crackling red-orange blade with shuddering confidence. Mical’s blue eyes glowed amber in the light of it, staring into the heart of its glow before slicing through the console entirely, its structure folding in on itself in a singed heap of ash and metal.

Eden’s eyes fixated on the saber, its utter familiarity slicing through her memory more than the foreboding disquiet bewitching the temple ruins to the very core of her, striking her cold. She’d sensed its burial place back at the central chamber, knowing what it was yet not realizing how it all fit together. Yet now she knew it was the past tethering her to the present, a shade of Aiden leading her to the current Mical, time folding in on itself in a way she could not quite comprehend.


Mical looked around as if he heard something sharp and shrill, his face scrunching up in agony, before glancing bewildered towards Eden and Atton.

“Do you not hear it?” he implored. Mical sheathed the lightsaber, the weight of it uncertain in his untrained hands. “It’s so-”

Mical winced again, almost collapsing atop the console’s remains. Eden rushed forward to catch him should he fall but Atton hooked his hand behind her elbow, keeping her close as if to warn, Careful.

A dread overcame her, possessed by an answer as to why she remained unaffected. But in the wake of her revelation, the question of Atton remained.

The pilot was, indeed, alright. 

But why?

 


3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Carth

Adrenaline coursed through Carth’s veins like fire, quenching all thought or worry of pain as he ran up the steps two at a time until he burst through the doors of his quarters. His flight suit was just inside, not in the cockpit of his ship as it should have been. He cast curse after curse under his breath while he stepped into the damn thing, slicking blood all over the sleeve as he shoved his injured arm in and ran back out the door half in his boots, securing his helmet as he nearly jumped down the stairs and darted for the front doors, not stopping until he reached the caves on the far side of the valley. 

“You can catch your breath, Admiral. The enemy’s not yet airborne,” Zherron muttered as Carth arrived to find the cave empty, which meant his cloaked squadron was already in position. “We found a cargo ship approaching the planet but it’s not yet in orbit. You’ve got some time, but the mercs are about to make their big move.”

Carth nodded absently as he glanced at the makeshift security equipment now scattered about the cave in his squadron’s place.

“I still can’t believe they caught us like that,” Zherron continued. The man shook his head, avoiding Carth’s questing gaze. “I almost don’t even trust these backups, ‘fraid they might be tampered with somehow.”

Zherron approached one of the many field computers now propped up against the rock walls about them, an odd collection of Khoonda’s staff manning each one, including an unusually quiet Dillan. From the looks of it, the consoles were ancient models but still functional. Probably too outdated for the Golden Company to disable and too heavy for them to discard. Or so they hoped.

“They used a plant, one no one with a heart would suspect of anything,” Carth muttered as he checked his landing gear and made some last minute adjustments. “They used our empathy to their advantage.”

“Still,” Zherron shook his head again. “We have no data from last night or early this morning. Which means in addition to losing a majority of our leverage, we also have no data on the Golden Company’s whereabouts.”

“We’ll set this to rights,” Carth said. “I’m an eye witness at this point, my word’s gotta count for something.”

Carth tried to put on a brave face, one that did nothing to betray his growing distrust of the system he was now an unfortunately integral part of, already imagining the Supreme Chancellor’s stern expression as he relayed the news to her when this was all over - so long as he wasn’t about to be blown out of the sky.

“Let’s hope so, Admiral,” Zherron relented, offering Carth a hand as he climbed up into the cockpit. Zherron slapped the nose of Carth’s fighter jet just before takeoff, like patting the snout of a hunting hound before giving chase - for good luck. 

Blood thrummed at Carth’s temples, hot with worry and the rush of inevitable battle. He used to feel like this at the beginning of every early run during the Mandalorian Wars, the ease of it only coming with time. 

It can be like clockwork if you’re a practiced enough pilot, Karath said to him once. No use in worrying about the outcome if all you can do is ready yourself for what comes before, which is always the same. 

Even after all these years - and after everything the man had done, after what he’d eventually become  - Saul Karath’s sage advice still manifested within Carth’s mind like a salve. 

It’s hardly like reading tea leaves, he’d laughed once. If a man’s not always ready, then he’s never ready. 

Carth was nothing if not always ready, especially after Karath’s betrayal. Carth would never be caught unawares again, the irony of that very morning not lost on him.

His ship lurched, inching forward until the sun bathed the nose of his hull with warm light. Still cloaked, he waited until Zherron gave him the signal and took off towards the sky, finding three of his squadmates circling the space above Khoonda on his map with an anxious energy even if the space itself appeared empty.

“Gold leader, standing by,” he announced with a belabored sigh. Carth’s heart pounded in his chest, though decidedly less so now that he was seated and at the ready. “What’s our status?”

“This is Gold Three,” one voice said over comm. “Stationed here with Gold One and Gold Two overlooking Khoonda. With the shields still down, we’re expecting an assault at any moment.”

“Any movement?” Carth asked.

“None,” Gold Three answered. “And that’s what worries me.”

“Rightly so,” Carth muttered as he made a pass over Khoonda himself and surveyed the nearby land. “Zherron tells me a cargo ship is about to pull in, so be ready for anything, including reinforcements.”

“Affirmative,” several comms chimed back. 

“We’ve got some movement over the Jedi ruins,” another reported. “Not sure what’s happening there, though. Perhaps an extraction.”

“We anticipated this would happen,” Carth said. “But unfortunately that’s not our priority right now. All we need to do is defend Khoonda and stop any outgoing ships from reaching orbit. Which should-”

Which should happen any moment now, Carth was about to say just as his radar picked up a reading. The sky ahead was empty. Calm, if anything. But the receding blip before him told Carth otherwise. 

“Movement on my three,” Carth muttered. “Golds Four through Six, follow in formation.”

Dantooine tilted beneath him as Carth maneuvered his fighter jet in the general direction of his heading, eyes glued to the radar as he made an educated guess as to where their quarry truly lay. 

The sky was blue for once in the wake of the following night’s lightning storm, and there, in the sliver of atmosphere where the earth beneath him truly began to curve, Carth saw it - that undeniable shimmer, the specter of a ship slithering through time and space as if it might slip past them like a ghost in the night. 

Carth fired and hit home - the blast coating the entirety of the ship’s shield. It fluttered brightly as Carth struck again, its outline glimmering like a stone skipped out to sea before the shield flickered out of existence and revealed the ship beneath. But just as Carth laid eyes on it, it darted out from his vision and into orbit above. 

“Shit,” he muttered, his blood running hot again. “Shit, shit, shit.”

Carth locked in on his quarry just before it jumped, his ship lurching as it matched its speed and flung him into orbit alongside it where something larger than a cargo ship awaited him.

Maker preserve me,” he breathed as he took in the sight of it. It must have been a Hutt class barge outfitted like a Mandalorian battle cruiser. It was an amalgamation of every leisure barge and assault ship Carth had ever seen to the point that he thought he was dreaming, the mere sight of it such an absurd thing that he almost wanted to stop and take a picture. 

“Look at the size of that thing,” Gold Four remarked. 

“Hell,” Gold Five muttered as she fell into formation. “What even is that?”

“Your guess is as good as mine,” Carth said, immediately scanning the monolith before them. “It’s not cloaked but clearly not coming up on any readings. Zherron didn’t see it either.”

Carth made another pass, sizing the thing up just as the actual cargo ship Zherron mentioned ferried into view. Golds Five and Six managed to take out the merc’s jet before it could connect to the docking module, its flickering form bursting into a spray of red and gold as it disintegrated.

“Back to Dantooine,” Carth ordered, his heart now somewhere decidedly in his throat instead of firmly in his chest where it should have been. “They’re sure to notice their first shipment didn’t make it.”

There wasn’t a doubt. The mercs would notice, and sooner rather than later. And while Carth’s squadron remained cloaked, he had no clue what sort of tech the mysterious barge housed, making it unnervingly likely that whoever manned it could see through even the most advanced Republic technology had to offer. He’d never seen anything even remotely resembling that ship in his entire career. Carth had to assume the worst.

“Let’s not let any more of them get away,” Carth ordered as he reentered Dantooine’s atmosphere. The landscape was oddly calm beneath them, if only because whatever was happening below was shielded from his cockpit. Carth’s eyes kept glancing at his radar, waiting for another ship to manifest, his other eye fixed on Khoonda. “And let’s also try and land these things if we can help it.”

Carth’s stomach churned at how easy it was for him to forget that his squadron had just taken a life, the unseen mercenary with at least one anonymous copilot gone in a burst of flames on the edges of space as if it were merely a weather event. 

It will come easier with time, Karath had said after Carth’s first run as a copilot during the skirmishes, having never once shot a person before in his life. Carth had uttered the same cold but reassuring words to Nevarra while escaping Davik Kang’s stronghold on Taris, the sound of her shaken voice still clear in his ears as she refused to fire the Ebon Hawk’s gunner despite their very escape relying on it. 

“Activity on my six,” Gold Five announced just as Carth’s radar lit up. 

“On it,” Carth said. “Gold Six, follow suit.”

The earth swung below him as Carth made a hard turn against the curve of the planet, land becoming sky and sky becoming the unstable ground beneath him as he swept through the air in search of his quarry. He had a feeling - a gut instinct - pulling him towards the rising hills just above the cave Zherron remained poised within now.

“We’ve picked up several readings,” the man said just as Carth thought it. “Three ships are about to take off from the overgrown field southwest of Khoonda.”

“Got it,” Carth said, firing where it simply felt right. 

A pocket of nothingness materialized as Carth again hit a shield, its cloaking device flickering as it gave itself away within seconds. 

“Mission, you ready down there?” he asked. With Khoonda’s shields down, Mission and Zaalbar made a camp on the outskirts of the valley that was well-hidden enough to house whatever items they recovered, Zayne and Darek out on swoop bikes ready for the drop before delivery.

“Affirmative,” she said. “Awaiting extraction.”

Gold Six fired following Carth’s directive, hitting yet another target.

Gold Five fired just as Carth fired again, this time both of them scorching only grass.

Damn it. 

Carth circled the area, his eyes volleying between his viewport and his radar, picking up nothing else of note. Clenching his teeth, Carth’s eyes darted back to the sky. His gaze landed squarely between two clouds just as they parted ever-so-slightly, betraying the presence of something unseen. Carth fired again, hitting something but not enough.

“Ship leaving the atmosphere on your six, Gold Five,” he said just as he darted after it.

His ship curved in a lightning quick arc up through the clouds and back towards immediate orbit. Carth lost sight of his quarry, but he did spy the battle cruiser barge careening towards space, as if it were merely here on a pleasure cruise keen on witnessing the overthrowing of Dantooine before its next stop. Carth squinted against the stars as he followed its trail, trying to map out all possible destinations just before it made the jump to lightspeed. He lunged across the cockpit towards his flight camera. He sighed, saving a snapshot of the ship’s infrared signature just before it escaped all view. Carth’s breath caught in his throat at the ship’s oversight, its outline captured despite its myriad cloaking technologies otherwise erasing it from his radar. The infrared on his jet was only just made available to the navy prior to his leaving for Onderon. A coincidence, or perhaps a boon. Maybe both. 

Carth turned around, noting that the predicted cargo ship was now invisible to him while its position remained fixed on his radar. Another note for later.

“Mission,” he breathed as he re-entered Dantooine’s atmosphere. “Please tell me you’ve-”

“Got two out of three,” Mission confirmed, the defeat clear in her voice despite her quick response. “I think that’s all of them for now.”

Carth nodded even though he knew Mission couldn’t see his somber approval, surveying the valley again as he interrogated his gut once more. His eyes were drawn towards the Jedi ruins, wondering where the other ship had gone to as his radar betrayed nothing. 

Best two out of three felt like the best case scenario, even if Carth felt like the presence of the mysterious barge hinted at something greater, something larger lost. The worst part of it being that he had no clue what. 

 


3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins 
Atton

Atton didn’t like the looks of him from the moment he laid eyes on the doctor - wild blue eyes bright in the dark of the ruined temple, his flaxen hair framing his handsome though hollow face like a well-worn halo - but what Atton hated more was the instant familiarity he shared with Eden. If it weren’t for the weight on his mind threatening Atton from all sides he might have dwelled on it. For now, all he could do was glower and stay on his guard. 

“We need to destroy the rest of it,” Mical bleated, his voice betraying how dry his throat was. “Now, before they come.”

They.

It was all so strange, so cryptic. But Eden nodded along, knowing exactly what Mical meant.

Atton knew there were mercenaries encroaching on the ruins and likely scavengers needling through the tougher passages, looking for a way in, but he sensed something else in the ether too. Atton’s mind hadn’t felt this barbed since he went by another name. What kind of mercenaries were they exactly?

His blood ran cold just as his mind shifted into a higher gear, repeating sequences in the background of his thoughts as he scanned the room and hearkened back to the bomber pilot he was once.

“Is that a climate control panel?” Atton asked, honing in on a wall-mounted dashboard beside one of the still-standing shelves filled to the brim with flickering datapads. Mical followed Atton’s gaze and nodded, his face still twisted in discomfort.

“It is,” he said. “Why?”

Atton didn’t answer but instead strode towards the panel and promptly wrenched it from the wall. Glancing inside, he nodded as he accounted for the device’s parts, examining its contents as well as the now-frayed wires emerging from the panel’s source still snaking through the walls. He nodded again, turning to Eden as he said, “Shouldn’t be a problem.”

What shouldn’t be a problem?” she asked, looking from Atton to the dismantled dashboard in his hand. 

Atton snatched a flickering datapad from beside him and wrenched its back panel open, plucking a few components into the palm of his hand, Eden’s eyes on him all the while. He didn’t need to look at her to know she now understood, though his face grew warm despite it.

“Bomb squad, right?” Eden said as she approached, looking over his shoulder. 

Mical was standing beside the sliced archive console, its singed remains still steaming as he gathered the energy to join them on the other side of the room. The man’s face was gaunt from hunger, another thing Atton hadn’t seen much of since the war. Or at least not since living in the slums of Nar Shaddaa’s refugee sector… 

Jaq would have done well here, now. His mind shielded and quiet, safe and sound. Fresh with what it felt like to take and to kill and to survive. But Atton couldn’t help but heed the warning of the heavy force threatening his skull, like a dull headache, thinking only of moving on from here whilst temporarily relishing in a twisted joy of destroying what remained of the Jedi.

You feel it now, the Jedi had said. She hadn’t been dying then, but close to it, her vision likely darkening. But her gaze had remained bright on him still, her smile gentle and unnervingly all-knowing. Much like you always have.

Atton fidgeted with the panel, mentally resuming his power couplings and trade routes as he continued his work. They’d done this towards the end of the war. All remaining resources were poured into preparing for the assault on Malachor, so he and his squadron had been tasked with combing through the rubble of Telos, sifting through soot and skeletons to find what remained of the homes they destroyed in order to craft the makeshift bombs they’d use until what they hoped would be the final battle.

He made some final adjustments before displaying the crude detonator before him, cocking his head sideways at it as Eden and Mical drew close. 

“That tiny thing is meant to destroy the library?” Mical whispered, casting his eyes about the ruined shelves. 

“It doesn’t look like much, but yeah, pretty much,” Atton confirmed, hoping his conjured confidence might imbue his handiwork further. He lowered his voice to match Mical’s, not because it was the polite thing to do but because he suddenly felt as if they were being watched, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end. “Put everything in a pile by the console - quickly. Then I’ll plant this on top, and we’ll blast this place to-”

A sharp unease tensed within the room, more so than before, setting each of them further on edge. Atton’s bones felt heavy and wrong and unable to move. Panic raced his veins, running both hot and cold with unfettered alarm just as his instinct fell into step. Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven.

He took an even breath and tested his weight. One hand latched onto the nearest holstered blaster whilst he moved one boot forward, taking a tentative step just as his wordless gaze met Eden’s.

Her green eyes locked onto his and within an instant there was absolute understanding. 

We are not alone.

But it was more than that. It was a simple fact but also a feeling. A cold tension Atton had only felt once before, aboard the thought-to-be abandoned Harbinger, lurking around every empty corner knowing that something lingered, hidden there .

Jaq would have fared very well here,  indeed. But he had a feeling only Atton could make it out alive.

Atton readied his blaster just as Eden retracted her Echani shockstaff in a single swift motion. And beside them both, Mical enabled his ruined lightsaber, its amber glow crackling with uncertain energy.

They each of them locked eyes and nodded in turn, Atton lingering on Mical’s lank but limber form, tall and gangly but absolutely certain despite the utter fear and hunger clear in the man’s eyes. Atton finally tore his attention away just as a rueful braying broke the silence, piercing the quiet of the ruin as if with grim premonition. 

Cold metal touched the back of Atton’s neck just as a voice he never thought he’d hear again whispered in his ear. 

“Didn’t expect to find another familiar face in here,” it said. “Least of all you.

The air around them shone, rippling like a stone dropped in a once-still pond, until several hulking figures manifested from the shadows. Their silhouettes wreathed the center of the room, surrounding them completely.

“But the boy however,” Atton turned towards the voice, trying to place it. “He, we expected to find. To continue our work.”

Atton squinted, furrowing a brow into the surrounding darkness until their assailants stepped into the dappled light of the ruined room. Seven Golden Company mercenaries stood about them, geared to the teeth, as several other brown-clad ones rappelled from the ceiling, likely the scavengers that made this operation possible. A creature’s raw whine pierced the temple air again, an undeniable torment palpable in its strangled cry. Mical winced but held his ground, a vein throbbing in his temple as he tried not to blink and held his saber aloft. 

“Do I know you?” Atton asked.

The foremost figure took another step away from Atton and further into the light, his mask illuminated in the sun shafts filtering in from above. It was Mandalorian in design, but twisted and strange. It bore the same T-shaped visor the scattered warrior clans were known for, but fashioned from a mottled alloy, glinting a bright bronze brown in the sliver of morning cast into the archive.

“Maybe,” the merc answered, his voice fitting somewhere in the mess that was Atton’s memory though ultimately settling nowhere as he then turned to Eden. The man paused, considering Atton’s words, before turning his mind to other matters. “But she’s the one we really want.”

“Never,” Mical hissed as he raised his pilfered lightsaber. “Not while I still stand.”

Atton turned to Mical, brow still furrowed, a sneer threatening to overtake his cool as he looked the kid up and down. That’s my line, he thought amidst the numbers keeping his adrenaline to a low simmer. He could take at least three of the mercs out now, even before he readied his second blaster. Atton had already plotted out the entire showdown in his mind between Pazaak hands, calculating exactly where his shots would land and where he would precisely need to step in order to avoid enemy fire. But before he could finish executing the simulation of events in his mind, the air turned utterly cold and everything stilled.

He couldn’t tell if it was the fear that gripped him or something else, something outside himself, that made time stop. But it did. And all Atton could think of was the Harbinger again, only this time he soon knew why.

A shadow darkened the fallen doorway Atton and Eden had entered through earlier, an uneasy familiarity falling upon the room in its wake. The shadow soon turned into a silhouette, cutting a tall imposing figure Atton instantly recognized. 

It truly was just like that hallway on the abandoned cruiser - Atton’s every sense on edge as his nostrils filled with the smell of rot while his limbs acquainted themselves with the inevitability of death, an unavoidable notion in the face of the undead man that stood before them now. Where his skin was dry and blistered as a desert, his eyes were wet and unnaturally piercing through the din of the ruin as they stared through the crowd of soldiers towards Eden - their eyes meeting in an unsettling stalemate. 

“The Exile is mine,” the corpse said with a sepulchral breath that vibrated the very room, rocks rattling about the walls, threatening another cave in. It was both as calm as a hushed whisper and yet as thunderous as the very tortured thoughts threatening to invade Atton’s head, as if the man were speaking to him directly inside his mind. Just as Kreia had. “Death to all who claim otherwise.”



Chapter 66: Death is Only the Beginning

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Jedi Temple Ruins
Eden

 

The room was still. Time splintered as the Sith entered the room, and stopped entirely the moment their eyes met.

She had only seen him the once - aboard the Ebon Hawk, his presence dense with the deaths of countless Republic soldiers slain by his word and his hand - but Eden had not really seen him then. His eyes glistened in the sunlight filtering down from above, his gaze unblinking as he held her attention now, his silhouette colossal and imposing in the half-shadow of the crumbling archive. A statue come to life.

The Force was sharp and heavy around him, and in the pull of his perpetual decay, she felt it - the weight of eventual death and a yawning ache in the wake of it, bloodshed soaking her senses just as it soaked the soil of the Dxun moon before and after her coming, death possessing her in much the same way it inhabited the very being of the man standing before her, his undead eyes boring into hers, knowing her in ways she once thought impossible. An inherent knowing tethered only through intimate understanding. Unspoken yet indisputable.

The Exile is mine, he said, as if coming to claim her. Because in him now she felt something unseen though shared, the Force tethering them in a ghostly way that clouded her mind whilst tempting her to dig deeper. Death to all who claim otherwise, he then promised with a husk of a voice, resurrected as if from somewhere out of her memory - like Benok, another one of her fallen men returned only to damn Eden again and again and again, no matter how long or how far she kept running. His voice was calm but guttural and booming, sinister as it reverberated off the ruined walls around them as well as spoken softly against her ear, his rot warm on her neck.

He is here, Kreia’s voice announced in Eden’s mind. And a fool he is for following us. 

Disdain painted her thoughts more than panic, rendering Eden calmer than she might have been otherwise but more suspicious beneath it all, lacing her with an edge the Force took away as it smoothed out what remained. 

Darth Sion was never one for forethought, but he is a danger nonetheless. Be rid of him and return to Khoonda at once, Kreia ordered. It will be easier than you know, though only for the time being. Find the way out. Hurry.

Sion… had Kreia uttered that name before? Eden’s memory came up empty, her mind a knot lost in a pocket of time that no longer made any linear sense. For a moment, the Force twined her memory with Kreia’s, offering her a raw flash so visceral that her ribs ached of an utter disappointment Eden had only ever felt in the wake of Kavar’s rejection - its weight spectral and spanning, nearly a decade old but still strong.

Then the moment was gone. Kreia’s voice and presence vanished along with it, but the feeling endured, an untethered familiarity that stretched out from the past, through the present, and into an unknown future that remained crystalized within her shared gaze with the undead man Eden now knew was named Sion - Kreia’s former apprentice.

Sion’s saber cast the room in a scarlet glow, limning the datapads scattered about them in a dark haze that made Eden think of the bloodshed yet to come as well as the dark quiet that was Atris’ academy. A connection made only in her mind, not yet making sense of it.

Atton inched imperceptibly towards her but just enough to wrench Eden out of her own head. He glanced at her, his blasters at the ready, glancing again at the datapads before meeting her eye and lowering his head ever so slightly, as if uttering a wordless Understand?

Eden followed Atton’s gaze, the scene unfolding before her as if it had already happened. She looked back at him and nodded in the affirmative.

It was so easy, so effortless. As if he were already nestled comfortably between her thoughts in a way that felt more like an extension rather than an intrusion, their minds not quite intertwining but meeting somewhere in the comfortable unspoken middle that made Eden wish she’d met him sooner.

Death danced around Eden’s periphery still, looming on her immediate horizon as strongly as it entwined with her past, her mind still rife with it - just as strongly as it shrouded Sion now. The ruinous cavern of the Jedi archive was thick with it, its walls crumbling further at the mercy of his presence. 

The mercenaries tensed as their manufactured unease paled in Sion’s comparison, withering in his shadow but not entirely. Shrinking only, like recognizing like, before rising to meet its mirror. Eden felt its origin then - ancient but artificial - traces of it matching something familiar though fleeting. 

Find the source of the echo, Kreia had said earlier. Follow it.

Eden closed her eyes, mapping out the room in her mind. She traced the present and the yet-unfolding future until it clashed with the ever-impending now. And when she opened her eyes again, it all unfolded in real-time, her every limb moving as if according to a choreographed dance.

Sion moved first, slicing through the mercenary immediately to his left only to be flanked by two more of them, each of them enabling a shield that glimmered in the din of the cave, reflecting the red of his saber back at him until he was bathed in scarlet. The right-most one struck first, clashing a charged blade with Sion’s saber that sent them both staggering back. 

“What the hell is that thing?” Atton asked, blasters firing. He managed a headshot on the merc nearest them only for the laser to ricochet and redirect towards the nearest shelf, forcing him to duck as it instead blasted a pile of datapads.

“Was this what the doctor was working on?” Mical asked. He heaved his pilfered saber and took a swing at a nearby datacase, slicing down hard until the hulking structure and its very contents were slashed in two, all of it rendered unreadable. The inner shelves cascaded down soon followed by the outer casing that then collapsed in on itself, affording them cover as the mercs closed in, now leaving Sion to deal with four of them whilst Eden, Atton, and Mical were left with an even three.

“I thought you were the doctor?” Atton fired back. 

Eden struck towards the merc nearest her, first in the helmet and then in the hip. They fell to their knees just as Eden wrenched off their mask and slammed it against their skull. The body collapsed at Eden’s feet, concussed for now though the rising energy surrounding their imminent demise hung heavy in Eden’s mind. She wanted to examine the helmet, wrench the armor from the merc’s limp body and find the source of the ill-feeling, when a barrage of laserfire missed Eden by a centimeter, her hair whipping past her face with the heat of traversal.

Atton fired just past her, hitting another mercenary in the shoulder as two scavengers shot from above, still strung up in the half-collapsed ceiling hidden between bits of rock and overgrown ivy. Atton shot one down, though they only slid a few feet before regaining their grip, one arm bleeding down on the scene as Sion sliced through another mercenary on the other side of the fallen datacase, their muted scream clear despite the chaos.

Mical swung his saber towards the mercenary Atton had already shot. The saber crackled and snapped as it cut through the mercenary’s extended hand, sending their gauntlet and blaster skittering across what remained of the mosaic spanning the archive floor. Mical stood wide-eyed, shock painting his face just as it possessed the mercenary, their surprise bleeding into Eden’s mind as she sensed their severed hand for a flickering moment, its sudden absence bewitching her own hand with pins and needles before it dissolved into utter nothingness.

Interesting, Kreia interjected again, her unusual calm settling Eden’s senses as she then swung her staff towards the last mercenary advancing on them. Very interesting.

Eden’s staff hit the mercenary under the jaw, sending them backward, following up with a jab inward towards their ribs, then sending them sideways. The whiplash alone muddied the mind of the mercenary, their next move utterly blurred as Eden sensed their surprise, the Force betraying more than she was used to as she then reached for their falling hand only to be zapped in return. She held her ground, absorbing the shock and letting it course through her. Eden did not loose her grip even as the merc fell, kicking them swiftly in the helmet and into as sharp of a sleep as the last one. Their gauntlet slid off as they surrendered to unconsciousness and Eden held it firmly in her hands, sensing a shred of disquiet within it. 

With one hand, Eden meddled with the strange gauntlet, and with the other she collected what datapads remained and haphazardly placed them in the still sizzling pile of debris Mical created with Aiden’s saber, glancing at Atton to find that he was in a standoff with the only remaining scavenger still clinging to the crumbling ceiling above. After clearing an entire shelf of flickering datapads, Eden refocused all attention to the gauntlet. It was oddly heavy given its make, a lightweight combination of metal and leather that shouldn’t have weighed more than half a kilo. But then, at the base of the cuff, she found it - an inner pocket sewn into the lining, and within was a shard of onyx crystal, triangular in shape and so utterly familiar…

Eden froze.

The fragment was smaller than the crest of her palm yet still it sent it downward, weighing as much as a lightsaber hilt might. Eden eyed it and recalled the spectral doorway plaguing her dreams and the onyx pyramids scattered about Tatooine. Time slowed just as it had when she discovered Orex in the depths of that temple buried in the Dxun jungle, a dread overcoming her she only recalled in memory. But it was very real and very present now, intermingling with the impending rot surrounding them, and through the Force it all made sense somehow but in a language Eden did not yet fully understand. Threads of meaning twined with her thoughts but instead felt like dreamspeak, a thing understood in the moment but forgotten as soon as it was recalled.

Mical writhed beside her and winced as he fell to a knee, the saber slipping from his hand. Atton looked at her wide-eyed, his face painted with more alarm than Eden had seen from him before - and just over his shoulder she spied Darth Sion, his wet eyes bright in the half-dark of the archive, the inescapable decay permeating his presence seething through the ether as he held up a merc by the collar, choking the life out of him as his helmet clattered to the floor. 

An image flashed in Eden’s mind of a crystal much like the one they found in the depths of the Dune Sea just as Sion’s eyes met hers again. He stilled, the mercenary grasping at his throat and Sion’s ashen hand wound around it, kicking the air. 

Sion blinked, then blinked again, before tearing his eyes away from Eden. He muttered something to the man held aloft in his hand as if he were nothing but a piece of detritus, throttling him as he spoke and demanded an answer to a question Eden could not hear. Blood spattered onto Sion’s wrist with what she could only guess was an insult or an excuse before the Sith threw the man to the ground with a displeased huff, a wet crack piercing the air on impact. But the mercenary still lived, breathing as he looked up at Sion through a single ice-blue eye, not unlike Alek’s. The mercenary’s other eye was slashed through, and at the sight of it Eden paused.

You have seen this man before, yet have never met him , Kreia understood as she spirited back into her thoughts. In a recent dream, a vision perhaps.

Yes, Eden answered as she took a step closer. Something like that.

She’d seen this before, but through someone else’s eyes. The scene was different, the circumstances changed, and yet the mercenary’s face was the same. The sight of his profile sent a shiver of recognition down her spine that demanded further answers, sending her scrambling forward. The collapsed datacase still separated her from Sion, but she had to see the mercenary up close. She had to know where she knew him from.

His hair was dark and plastered to his skull with blood, his gaze fixed on Sion, bearing a face Eden could not yet reconcile.

“You have no idea what’s coming,” he choked as Sion knelt before him. The Sith cocked his head and said nothing. “If you did-”

He coughed, red splattering across his lips and chin, staining his sour smile as he looked defiantly up at Sion who only hovered over him, silent.

The man opened his mouth again to speak but Sion quieted him with a hand, first placing his fingers upon his blood-stained mouth before gently placing his palm over the space between the mercenary’s eyes, his fingers spread over the the man’s skull as if he might rip it out from beneath his still-living skin.

A scream pierced the ruin unlike any Eden had ever heard, her body reverberating with absolute anguish as it met the rising cries of the laigreks still circling them in uncertain ritual amid the ruin. Sion wrenched what he could from the mercenary’s mind, the man’s face following suit even as the Sith began to stand, only for his head to slam back against the rock beneath him with another slick smack. 

Sion stood seething, heaving heavy breaths before he snarled in Eden’s direction, “Expect anyone else who gets close to you to meet the same fate. I still have business with you yet.”

And before Eden could retort, he was gone.

Mical gasped for breath upon Sion’s exit, as if for air after a long deluge, and scrambled over the fallen datacase. Atton and Eden exchanged glances again, this time with unspoken surprise, before they rushed after him.

“What did he ask of you?” Mical gasped, grabbing the mercenary by the collar, his head lolling above the blood-soaked rock beneath his neck. “What did he want to know?”

“I’m not sorry. If you knew what I knew-” the mercenary murmured through blood-soaked teeth. “If you knew, you would have done the same. Maybe more.”

What did you tell him?” Mical begged instead, shaking the man again. 

The mercenary’s lone eye gazed unfocused in Mical’s direction, his face lax before a lazy smile overcame him, the sight of it sending a shiver down Eden’s spine.

“He wanted to know where the temple was,” the mercenary sputtered with a hollow breath, before sighing into a hollow laugh. “He wanted to know where we took you.”

The cave grew quiet. Eden felt it then - the mercenary’s life ebbing away through the Force, like a river carving out a new path. 

“If only you knew,” the mercenary breathed. “If only-”

His gaze drifted from Mical to Atton, his ice-blue eyes turning grey as he lost focus.

“It didn’t have to end this way,” he choked. “It’ll be much worse, y’know.”

The mercenary opened his mouth as if to say something more but instead he grew still. And the river that was the Force made way for his retreating presence, a ghostly memory of Malachor floating through Eden’s mind at the stir of his passing. 

Death is simply another part of life, Chodo Habat had said back on his satellite. It has made more a home of you than you know. Recognize that this does not have to be a curse, but instead a gift whose blessings you have not yet uncovered.

Eden’s mind was clearer than it had been on the military outpost, the deaths there deep enough to drown her, but here she was level with it. And through the fog of transcendent energy  clouding the Force now, Eden sensed several other possible presents as if they were all happening simultaneously - one in which Sion utterly obliterated every mercenary in the room before any of them ever laid eyes on him, and another where she was the one to kill the man now dead before her, his blood soaking her hands to the wrists. 

Her hands ached as if she’d been the one to wring his neck, her skin slick with sweat and sanguine in the warmth of it. 

“What did he mean when he entered the cave?” Mical asked quietly, turning to Atton. “You knew this man?”

Atton’s face betrayed nothing. At first, he simply stared. After an unblinking moment, he finally blinked three times in quick succession, retreating from memory as he then nodded solemnly and said, “Malachor.”

His voice was whispersoft and aghast even though his expression remained inscrutable. Atton’s eyes glanced towards Eden, no doubt curious how uttering the name of the cursed moon made her feel. But with the weight of the slick stone still comfortably tucked into the shell of her hand, Eden somehow felt weightless and numb in the face of it. 

Mical nodded gravely after a long moment, accepting Atton’s answer, and reached up towards the mercenary’s face. Mical traced his features before closing the mercenary’s eyes with a gentle hand.

“Strange,” Mical muttered. A Republic veteran in Mandalorian armor was strange indeed, the odd irony not lost on Eden. “This armor, these weapons…”

Mical wrenched the modified baton from the mercenary’s grip and held it up to the light. Beside him, Atton toed the abandoned helmet with his boot until it shimmered bright and bronze in a shaft of sunlight.

“Why the old Mandalorian gear?” Atton asked, catching Mical’s drift. 

Mical shook his head, standing again as he took in the aftermath of the room. The man assumed an entirely other air, vigor returning to his exhausted features as he began to decipher the scene splayed before them, examining each of the bodies as if he were not just a doctor but a coroner as well.

“They weren’t wearing this last I saw them,” Mical said. “There was no evidence that they even possessed such things. Not sure why they only decided to don these suits now, though it was no mystery that they were working from the notes of the Mandalorian doctor.”

“The doctor,” Atton echoed, nodding along now. “Now I get it. Demagol, right? Heard nasty things about the guy, though not much else.”

Demagol. A vision of a broken Alek spirited into Eden’s mind at the sound of the name. All I could think of was you, Alek had confessed on her doorstep after escaping Demagol’s clutches. Only you.

Eden watched as Mical examined the room. It was as if they were transported to an entirely new place, the previous altercation having never happened and Eden witnessing it all as if she were outside herself. The air was quiet and unnervingly light, and oddly so once remembered the stone still pressed into her hand, her fingers clenched tight around it. Had this been the source? Though like the air around them, the stone was quiet now, a void of energy as if it were both a sponge and a vacuum at once, absorbing and altering all energy in the room whilst also existing somehow outside of it. 

Strange.

When before it was heavy, now it weighed nothing. A curious fear prickled at the back of Eden’s mind as she placed the stone in her pocket and wondered whether the other mercenaries carried others. 

“The easy answer would be that they wished to continue the doctor’s work, but that explanation doesn’t quite feel right,” Mical shook his head. “There’s more to it, I just-”

“They ran experiments on you, didn’t they?” Eden asked, thinking again of Alek - his scarred head riddled with wounds and his jaw made sharper by hunger as she ushered him out of the rain and into her dormitory, her heart racing at the way his eyes roamed her silhouetted form in the dark of the apartment, hungry for her in a way she’d never dared yearn for until then.

Mical paused and turned to face her, blinking before relenting to an exhausted nod. 

“They did,” he admitted. 

“One thing that always bothered me about what happened to…” Eden sucked in a breath, choking on the name. “What happened to Malak,” she finished, letting the name sit on her tongue a moment before continuing, “Was that he felt different. His energy was utterly altered after his time with Demagol.” Trauma was part of it, undoubtedly, but there was something deeper, too. Fundamental. ”He was the same man, in ways, but in others…”

“I was only at their mercy for a couple of days, at most. But in that short time, these mercenaries opened me up to the Force in a way I don’t believe was ever thought possible,” Mical explained, walking towards her with steady steps. “But it was… invasive . They induced it, like some sort of trance or altered state of consciousness. As if they were needling to somewhere deep within me to find the source of it, if there is such a thing.”

The Force moved around Mical in a way that felt very much like the sun warming the still-cool earth just after dawn broke, but it had moved around Alek like a waterfall, steady and strong. After being captured by Demagol, it was as if there were suddenly a cavern behind the waterfall of his prescience, something hidden and dark, imminent though unknown. Perhaps it was a coincidence, or perhaps it was only part of yet another puzzle Eden did not have the final image of to imagine its greater whole.

“I still stand by my plan from earlier,” Atton interjected, sounding more annoyed than anything. “We should get outta here, leave nothing behind.”

“Wait, perhaps we should-” Mical interjected only to fall quiet, biting his already-bloodied lip. Exhaustion overcame him again, possessing his every feature in a way that made him appear even more hollow.

Eden looked just beyond Mical at Atton, his eyes meeting hers in a way that felt sharper than usual.

“You’re right,” Eden agreed with a sigh, finally succumbing to the fatigue lingering on the edge of her mind, drowning out the Force and its thousand miniature machinations. “We’ve lingered here long enough.”

But just as her mind quieted, Eden sensed something else. Something primal and wordless, laced with fear and anguish. She was about to say something when a scuttling interrupted her. Atton furrowed his brow and readied a blaster once more just as Mical approached the entrance to the archive with cautious steps.

Eden followed him, her gaze matching his until her eyes fell on a lone laigrek. It stood there at the craggy opening, motionless and expectant. It cocked its head at them before bowing once and scuttling off, stopping once more a mere meter away, as if awaiting them to follow.

“You don’t think-?” Atton asked, readying his blaster still. 

Mical muttered something indecipherable, closing his eyes and nodding a moment before glancing at Eden, his gaze earnest.

“I believe we are being offered safe passage,” he said. “Given what’s just transpired here, I think we should take it.”

“But…” Eden paused and glanced back at the archive. It was a mess, and yet amongst it all, she still felt the ghost of its former self superimposed against its grisly present - a spectre of a young Atris spiriting over the lifeless bodies of nameless mercenaries as if she were so buried in a datapad that she hardly noticed them, the time separating the two events only apparent because Eden knew it to be so. “We should make sure no one else can access what was here.”

Mical’s gaze steadied on hers, unsure, before his attention turned inward. After a long moment, he finally nodded.

“So long as we destroy only what remains of this room and this room alone,” Mical said, his every word deliberately enunciated, as if he were placating some unseen witness or speaking to some inner fear.

Eden glanced at Atton again, a shrug implied in her exchange. Atton blinked and imperceptibly shook his head, before relenting to an assured, “‘ Course , yeah.”

It was strange. Returning to where they left off before the mercenaries took them by surprise. Before Sion arrived. Sion. His name still felt oddly familiar at the back of Eden’s mind. A vision possessed Eden then, of Atton placing the detonator on a precarious pile of datapads back when he said he would, as well as during the fight, sending each of them flying, fate splintering just as time had when Sion first entered the room. The Jedi ruins were rife with every possible iteration of the present for the fraction of the moment that Eden noticed it, experiencing them each in full before she met Atton’s gaze again. 

Eden shook her head with the intention of clearing it only to find that it grew murkier instead, as if to mock her. 

“Let’s do it,” she said.

Atton set the charge, and unlike Eden’s vision, he programmed it to delay - unaware that he could even accomplish something so exacting on such a crude device. In one iteration, they each scrambled to escape the inevitable explosion before it trapped them in the heart of the ruin forever. And in yet another, it maimed more than half of the mercenaries, melting the Mandalorian gear Eden and Mical now carried in tow.

Her vision swam as she reconciled fact from recent-fiction, time and providence dictating which was which. And in utter silence they followed the laigrek through the desolate academy towards a cave system Eden did not recognize nor knew existed. 

Eden hadn’t dreamt in nearly a decade, and yet everything that transpired here felt like one. Even more so when the laigrek left them at a crossroads, watching as they walked on while it stood sentinel at the very base of what remained of the academy. Atton continued forward, stopping only when he realized Eden wasn’t following as she and Mical paused just past the junction to look back. On the other side of the crossing stood other laigreks, each of them stalwart in their witness, among them even kath hounds, their yellow eyes glittering through the darkness, the ghostly echo of their howls resounding in Eden’s mind at the sight of them.

In the center of the throng stood a figure no taller than a child, and in the din of the collapsing cave, their silhouette raised a solitary hand in wordless farewell. Wreathed by beasts tethered to a lingering unrest still vibrating throughout the ruins, twining through the crags like the vines now making a home of this place, Eden sensed yet another timeline shift wherein she was the figure waving looking at a nameless person walking off, never to see them again nor ever know their name. 

And in the wake of their departure, the ruin was safe, and quiet. Never to be disturbed again.

 




3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

Erebus needed rest.

His body craved it, but his mind drowned out all need, curiosity taking over until there was nothing else. The Force would sustain him for now. It would allow him this, for a time. Partially because he willed it to be so, but also because it was the very reason he sat at the desk in his appointed room now, committing his thoughts for the record faster than he could transcribe.

He’d spent many a night like this. At the academy, at the archive, and later on Malachor. But now he sat in a room Onderonian generals once planned wars in and still did to this very day, planted at a desk Exar Kun might have sat at, his saber deposited on the surface beside him just as Erebus’ own was now. He eyed the corner of the desk, imagining the legendary hilt sitting beside him, knowing that it was merely feet away, tucked into Vash’s pack…

“It’s been hours,” Vash implored after some time. Erebus’ eyes were bone dry, splinters lancing behind his vision as he finally blinked at the sound of her voice. She, too, was tired. And for reasons not unlike himself. Her weary words betrayed as much.

“I’m fine,” he muttered, resuming his task. “I can’t forget a single detail.”

An eidetic memory would only take him so far. It could not quite capture the raw feeling , the reeling thoughts spiraling through his brain as each microcosmic event unfolded into a macrocosmic one, the Force’s many unseen tendrils acting in a way he’d only sensed in glimpses through his sister at the height of the Mandalorian Wars. He wove in her borrowed memories with his own, noting where they mirrored as well as where they diverged, comparing them occasionally to Revan’s notes, spiraling further down the labyrinth of possibility with every written word.

“Very well,” Vash relented, though Erebus had no idea if she’d said this moments or minutes or hours after he’d answered her. It didn’t matter. All that mattered was that he had every detail mapped out, his every thought explored, all theories posited for future research.

He still didn’t know how Eden had done it for so long, and evidently neither did Revan. They had both accomplished what she had, yet at a cost greater than anything Eden ever seemed to betray. It steeled her, if anything, yet judging by the notes provided it made Revan weaker. Erebus himself fell somewhere between the two - his vitality exhausted but only just, an undefinable vigor lacing the edges of his consciousness in a way that set his soul aflame, endeavoring him to push further despite the gnawing unease of it all. 

I know what I must do, Revan wrote shortly before the assault on Malachor V. But what I am not certain of is whether I have the strength to do it.

Like Revan, the stunt Erebus pulled on Iziz sapped him of everything he had. From what he knew of Bastila’s battle meditation, it worked much the same way. An enormous amount of energy was required, and while the venture was doable, it was not without cost. 

It was the first thing he wrote of, at the beginning by hand. He’d always preferred a pen to a stylus, though he eventually resorted to using one before next submitting to a keypad, his thoughts spilling too far past his ability to write them down. Even now his wrists ached with the action, his hands both purpled and white in the aftermath, though it did nothing to slow his pace.

All he knew about Eden’s ability before was the echo, but now he’d been to its source. And the memory of it made him sick. What he’d sensed from Eden felt more instinctual than what he’d just accomplished - more accidental, less architecture. And yet it never once felt unnatural or even unwanted. It was almost as if…

“Vash,” Erebus finally pulled himself away from the desk, finding Vash deep in a meditation she hardly stirred from upon his intrusion. “What was it like?”

Vash remained still a few moments longer, her breathing even. Erebus almost felt guilty before he was instead overcome with abject relief, glad to see her in control of her faculties, more like the Jedi Master he once knew instead of the Sith slave she was now pretending to be. 

“I assume you speak of your sister,” Vash sighed as she opened her eyes, slowly taking in the room before she stood. 

Erebus nodded.

“The Force Wound surrounding her,” he began. “What was it like? In excruciating detail.”

Vash sighed again and shook her head.

“I’ve already divulged all that I know, but I see through what you’re really asking,” she said. “Whatever I sensed from Eden then, I do not sense from you now. I suspect it has something to do with time. And exposure, likely. Not unlike radiation.”

“But how much is too much?” Erebus asked again, his mind spinning. He thought inevitably of Nihilus and his endless hunger, a feeling he never sensed from Eden despite their presence ringing with something unspokenly similar. 

“That’s precisely the thing,” Vash said, sitting down now. Her eyes never left Erebus even as her gaze retreated into memory. “I still feel my apprentice. The pain he endured in his final moments, haunting the same limb that maimed him. But what’s worse is…”

Vash sucked in a breath, closing her eyes for a moment as she winced, her eyes glassy when she opened them again and looked at Erebus with somber intent.

“I feel his absence, as if in his place. I sense both the life lost as well as the life he might have lived, both existing within me as everything and nothing. A memory and a fact, both. Your sister carried this feeling for everyone she crossed paths with during the war, each of their demises weighing on her just as heavily as the very lived lives they’d lost in following her or dying by her hand.”

Erebus’ throat tightened, tears prickling his eyes at Vash’s words, knowing the unnerving truth of it all - as unfathomable as it was.

It was no wonder Nihilus hungered so. He craved to fill the ever-growing void within him. And yet Eden craved no such thing. On Tatooine, she’d been blissfully mute to it all.

Erebus shook his head, watching Vash for a reaction as the realization took form in his mind.

“The Jedi Council record claimed Eden was stripped of her connection to the Force, a required condition of her exile,” Erebus began, and judging by the glint in Vash’s eye he already knew he was right. “But you didn’t do that, did you?”

Vash remained still, her hands white atop her knees as she sat unblinking before Erebus. She blinked back a few tears before looking at him, resolute, straightening her back as she said, “We did no such thing, though Atris claims we did.” 

Erebus bit his lip, a cold shiver running the length of his back.

So that’s how she did it, he thought with sickening revelation. She shut it out. She simply… shut the Force out. 

Eden cut herself off from the Force, creating an unhealing wound in her apathetic wake.

But did Eden know that?

A rap at the door shook both Erebus and Vash out of their individual reveries. They locked eyes as they each mentally returned to the present. Vash bowed her head and disappeared into the dark corner of the room while Erebus answered the door. Life returned to him as he did so, blood rushing to his cheeks as his eyes next met the attendant now standing before him, feeling more awake and alert than he had in hours. 

“M’lord,” the attendant bowed low. “General Vaklu wishes to speak with you. He is in the barracks with the Colonel.”

So the elusive Colonel Tobin would make an appearance at last.

“Noted,” Erebus answered. “I will be along shortly.”

He shut the door and let out a breath once his eyes fell on Vash’s crouched form in the corner of the room, again assuming the role of servant despite the meditative air about her. 

“You can do that more often, y’know,” he said as he crossed the room towards her. “In fact, you should . The meditation, not the cowering I mean.”

Vash let out a hollow laugh as she opened her eyes and stood, looking both more alive yet more gaunt than Erebus was used to. 

“You’re right,” she said. Vash stood and met his gaze, again feeling like the teacher she once was to him as a small child, this time betraying a sliver of pride he’d always yearned for from any of his instructors, forever hungry for praise. “It’s not as if Vaklu would be any the wiser.”

“Exactly,” Erebus said, next extending his hand towards Vash to steady her. “That being said, you don’t need to come with. Rest. Please.”

She looked as if she were about to protest, her mouth opening despite saying nothing, before pursing her lips and looking at him with kinder eyes than he deserved.

“So should you.”

Erebus sucked in a breath, knowing he could last a few more hours at most despite realizing the truth of Vash’s words. 

“I will,” he assured. “This won’t be long.”

It was an assumption but one that felt cemented in truth. And as he left the room, Erebus sensed a spectre of what Vash said before - lives both lost and lived, each possibility twined momentarily as one. He sensed it as he left his quarters, the sensation persisting as he roamed the halls. It echoed with ancient memories whilst also ringing with those of things that never happened, and things that had not yet come to pass. 

Erebus inhaled deeply as he approached the double doors to the barracks, pressing both hands against their carved surfaces as if to absorb the history etched upon it as he urged them forward on their massive hinges. He could have used the Force to move them, make a show of it, but it felt wrong for this meeting. Vaklu already knew of his ability, it was Tobin he needed to impress now, the man in charge of Vaklu’s standing army.

“Lord Erebus,” Vaklu greeted with a slight bow, a charming half-smile painted on his face. “A pleasure to see you after our most recent victory.”

Erebus’ eyes swept across the room. It was wide and yawning, almost like a hangar, but instead of ships there stood thousands of soldiers. Each of their solitary eyes followed Erebus as he entered the space and crossed the floor towards General Vaklu at its center, Colonel Tobin beside him. Where Vaklu was soft and charming, Tobin was sharp and suspicious. The man’s dark eyes needled their way through the crowd towards him, watching as he approached. Erebus cared not for the soldiers, readily absorbing their quiet admiration and obedience as his sister must have in her heyday, but it was the Colonel’s judgment that concerned him most. 

“Darth Erebus,” Tobin eventually greeted once he was near enough. The Colonel bowed his head, but only slightly, looking Erebus up and down with a half-sneer. “A pleasure to finally meet you, m’lord.”

The man was comparing him to Darth Revan, no doubt. She must have cut quite the imposing figure.  

“And you,” Erebus said.

A spectral image of Revan at the height of her power spirited into Erebus’ mind at the thought of it, her visage both veiled and steeled by her reappropriated Mandalorian helmet - a protest and a warning in one. With no such mask to conceal himself, Erebus instead fashioned himself stone-faced and steadfast, staring Tobin down with an even glare that rendered the man silent.

“Lord Erebus, I hoped that we might discuss the next leg of our plan. Especially after seeing how successfully our last one was executed,” Vaklu said, either unaware of Tobin’s uncertainty or indifferent to it entirely. “Superb work.”

His words were transactional, yes, but Erebus could not deny the easy pleasure he gleaned from hearing such easy praise. Atris would rather be tortured than offer an encouraging remark. Nihilus usually said nothing at all. 

Colonel Tobin looked between them as they spoke, and while Erebus watched the man from the corner of his eye he was otherwise careful not to afford the man even a sliver of a glance. Vaklu was easy to read but Tobin’s energy was murky, the Force moving around him in a way that both surprised and intrigued Erebus to the point of absolute caution.

“The army you delivered is quite impressive,” Vaklu continued, glancing about the room with a practiced air. “Your Master certainly did not sell your power short.”

“Revan, however, offered something a bit more impressive from my recollection,” Tobin interjected with a slight sneer. Even then, Erebus did not look at him. Instead he curtly shook his head. 

Darth Revan,” Erebus corrected gently. Darth may have been an enigmatic marker amongst the Sith, but it was a title nonetheless. The Colonel would never address his superiors by his name alone in public, would he?

Tobin’s back straightened at the correction, his face paling before souring.

“This is only the beginning, Tobin, as I have already explained,” Vaklu’s voice betrayed a slight air of annoyance, giving it just enough room to breathe to send Tobin the warning without tainting the entire conversation. “And this is more than enough for our first true assault. Bringing in more soldiers now would only draw Talia’s eye.”

“I see,” Tobin said. “I only grow impatient as this drags on.”

“As do I,” Vaklu added with a sigh. “Which is why we must be careful.”

The General kept speaking, rattling on to Tobin about what had transpired in his absence. Erebus gleaned that this was not just for Tobin’s benefit for Erebus’ as well - a dramatic retelling of events that also painted the Vaklu’s relationship with his most-trusted Colonel. Tensions were high, there was no doubt, but Vaklu had no patience for infighting. Tobin’s time away saw to a growing rift between the men, a dissent that echoed itself in the Force around Tobin in a way that drew Erebus’ nearer.

But as they spoke, Erebus’ eyes couldn’t help but assess the unmoving legion of obedient Sith standing in formation beside them, more statues than soldiers. Erebus had seen them countless times on Malachor running drills but never like this. Here, they answered to him and him alone. He wasn’t yet sure how he felt about that.

“Do not mistake my comment from earlier for insolence, Lord Erebus,” Tobin added after a while, drawing him back into the conversation. “I am simply weary of this war. Ideally, it should have ended years ago. The added Sith assistance is a relief we have long been waiting for.”

Everything about the Force surrounding Tobin told Erebus that he was telling the truth, though some deeper disappointment lingered beneath the surface he was not privy to divulge just yet, or ever. 

The army Mellric managed to send was impressive. With the fleet of Sith ships now cloaked in orbit as well as these Sith to bolster Vaklu’s growing numbers, it would be a wonder if Queen Talia could manage to one-up her cousin yet again. Vaklu always had the more steady support, which the man had used to his advantage for years. Tradition had a way of garnering such indomitable strains of unwavering loyalty. But most of Vaklu’s supporters were of an older generation, many of whom had died since the war’s start. And without whatever aid Revan had promised at the height of her power, it was a wonder they were able to keep their cause afloat. Though it wasn’t what Revan promised that Erebus questioned most. It was why ?

“Darth Erebus,” Vaklu interrupted his thoughts once more. “You might be pleased to hear that once this assault goes as planned-” Confident all will go as orchestrated , Erebus thought, relieved. Good . “-that you will be free to venture to the Dxun temple, as promised. It is where Tobin has been stationed these last few months, given the disturbances in the jungles there, disrupting much of our plans. Well, at least until you came along.”

Vaklu said it all so casually, as if this news was of the same caliber as what he had for breakfast that morning. Erebus turned to face him, finding that the air around Tobin made a lot more sense now. 

“What sort of disturbances?” he asked. “This is the first I’m hearing of this.”

Tobin swallowed audibly though flinched none. 

“It’s been kept quiet for good reason,” Tobin assured, finally assuming an air of polite camaraderie with Erebus. Like a reluctant colleague tasked to the same assignment, as Mellric often was. “Recent reports place Manadalorians back on the jungle moon. I returned here to deliver news to the General that we’ve finally located a few of their camps.”

“Mandalorians?” Erebus echoed, something akin to fear kindling in his stomach. 

“You heard right,” Vaklu said, furrowing his brow as he gestured that both Erebus and Tobin follow him out of the barracks. “There have been rumors of scattered clans since the end of the war, but why any would gather on Dxun after their defeat is beyond me. Mandalore the Ultimate was slain on Malachor V, afterall.”

“And were someone to reforge the clans under a new banner they would need the mask of Mandalore,” Erebus mused. “Which, as far as history tells it, was obliterated along with that cursed moon.”

No remnants of Mandalore the Ultimate’s mask ever surfaced on Malachor. If there were, Erebus would have known about it. Yet a clue may yet be buried in Revan’s recently uncovered files…

“Precisely,” Tobin said. “While we have yet to discern why they have chosen to congregate here other than for sentimental reasons given that they have used Dxun as a staging ground before, we have at least finally located several established bases.”

“But not their main camp, I take it?” Erebus asked.

Tobin shook his head.

“Not yet, though we have a few promising leads.”

“I must interject here, Darth Erebus, and remind you that the Dxun moon is home to rather strange phenomena,” Vaklu interrupted gently as they approached the very same room Vaklu brought Erebus to upon his arrival. “Namely its magnetic fields. Compasses are useless there, of all varieties. Most use of technology is futile, and even analog methods of navigation are often unreliable. Which is partially why the Temple of Freedon Nadd is such a coveted asset of ours.”

Ah yes, the elusive Temple of Freedon Nadd. The object of Nihilus’ affections and the very place where Exar Kun himself was converted by the Sith ghost for which the very tomb was named.

“Does the anomaly have anything to do with its Sith origins, or are the moon’s strange properties attributed to something else entirely?” Erebus did his best to appear nonchalant despite the insatiable curiosity bubbling up from the very wells of his soul, hungry for answers as always. Unlike the ancient Sith laid to rest on Korriban, Freedom Nadd’s body of work remained buried with him in his tomb on Dxun, proving to be the only other known Sith of yore that Erebus had not researched to his heart’s content.

“It’s hard to say,” Tobin said. “In all my time stationed there, it’s been difficult to pin down an exact answer. Both in experience as well as in combing the record.”

“The record?” Erebus echoed, his interest yet again piqued. 

“There are some items that are still accessible via the ancient archives, at least from the ones that remain functional within the temple’s walls, though our understanding of the rest of the mainframe’s contents is limited.”

It was exactly what Erebus wanted to hear.

“That is where we would like your assistance,” Vaklu said as an attendant closed the door, leaving the three men alone with only a single attendant. “Which I realize was not part of our initial agreement.”

This time, the room was set up with three chairs. Vaklu still took the left-most seat whilst Erebus took the one to the right. Tobin chose not to sit at all and instead stood at-ease while Vaklu ordered a round of brandy to be brought to them, the same as before, though this time the General did not open the glass wall beside him to bask in the view. The room, instead, remained darkly lit as they were each brought their drinks. Erebus’ nostrils piqued at the heady scent of it, both enticed yet nauseated at the memory of the last time he drank the stuff. He noticed that Tobin took his glass but did not drink from it and wondered why.

“So this computer,” Erebus began, reacquainting himself with the baser sensations of taste as he spoke. “Is it a fixture of the temple itself?”

“Indeed,” Tobin answered. While Vaklu looked very much the army brat, he was still a bureaucrat beneath it all. Tobin, on the other hand, was a soldier through and through. Erebus sensed it in Tobin’s every moment, his every minute gesture, even in the way his eyes flickered between Vaklu and Erebus, blinking only when necessary, careful not to let his guard down even in the smallest of moments. His mind was sharp and bristly, and not easy to read. His thoughts were guarded as if wreathed with brambles and thorns. “We believe it was not put in place there by Freedon Nadd himself, but fringe followers of his that discovered its location not long after it was relocated. Freedom Nadd does have a console there, but it is inaccessible. As I’m sure you know, Nadd’s remains originally found their eternal rest beneath the palace of Iziz, along with his descendents King Ommin and Queen Amanoa. Ommin was a Sith apprentice, and some teachings remain in the royal bloodline as Vaklu will tell you. But once that Jedi Watchman arrived, much of the old ways were purged from the royal protocol and all association, including the tomb. He ordered the bodies to be relocated there because of the moon’s strange properties, hoping that no one would venture there, or at least would not be able to locate it even if they tried.”

“Master Arca Jeth,” Erebus mused, nodding. He knew the story well. Anyone familiar with Exar Kun would be. “So in addition to Nadd’s grimoire, the temple’s primary computers were added later, by followers who I assume meant to preserve the temple and cipher the moon’s qualities, I take it?”

“Precisely,” Tobin nodded in confirmation. “I believe they took refuge there for a time, though whether they were offshoots of Onderonian royalists or merely Sith in practice, we have no idea. Perhaps a bit of both. Little evidence survived of their having been there other than the computers’ existence. Which is… partially why I wished to speak with you.”

Vaklu shifted in his chair and drank deep from his cup. He glanced at Erebus again, this time looking a bit vexed. The Force drifted eerily between the two men, lingering somewhere in the past as well as the ever-changing future. 

“We will gladly surrender the temple to you and your Master,” Tobin began. His tone was confident but his eyes betrayed something else. Something fearful, something sinister. “If you allow us access to the computers afterwards and what you discover of their contents.”

Erebus looked between Vaklu and Tobin, testing the weight of the brandy still swirling in his glass. The realization was so instantaneous it was as if he’d always known it all along.

“Revan denied you this,” Erebus said, his voice soft. “She offered you something grander but without any further return on investment.”

Tobin swallowed hard, but remained resolute. He stared at Erebus squarely and offered him a curt nod. Vaklu, however, bowed his head as if in quiet defeat and looked at Erebus sidelong.

“Darth Revan did not offer us a choice,” Vaklu said. It was a confession, a plea, though his gaze was unwavering. “She had every intention of imposing absolute rule over Onderon herself.”

Absolute rule . If this were true, then Onderon and its ancient power would have been the first of many worlds to be absorbed by Revan’s Sith Empire. The rest were subjugated. But had Revan’s plans not gone awry, had her machinations on Onderon played out as intended - what then? What worlds were next? And, perhaps more importantly, why?

“If you have any intention of assuming rule of Onderon, we are not stupid enough as to think that we may stop you,” Tobin added gravely. “However we have every intention of using what Sith knowledge our forebears possessed to take the planet back and restore it to its former glory.”

“And should your Master wish to take power in the galaxy, Onderon would be the first to pledge its allegiance,” Vaklu said. He sat up, back straight in his chair. He was casual in his offer though the weight of his words betrayed the utmost sincerity. The brandy wasn’t just for show or a display of wealth - Vaklu needed it to propose the very thing he was asking, knowing what it meant. “We simply ask that we reign over the planet ourselves, under your banner.”

Erebus’ mind was awash with revelation, a creeping knowing penetrating his thoughts and infiltrating past theories, tainting them with new knowledge. The pieces fell more into place yet made less sense than they had before, rearranging themselves into an entirely new puzzle, its image in completion an unknown blur. The truth of it remained veiled but its shape took form in his mind’s eye, like something half-forgotten and almost remembered. He thought of Eden then, her face flickering before his mind’s eye, as if she were thinking the very same thing, wherever she was.

The ghost of Revan’s failed empire sprawled out before him in the moment it took for Erebus to look from Vaklu to Tobin, gauging what loyalty they had to their words as well as their expressed interests. The position of Malachor on the edge of Wild Space had always perplexed Erebus, figuring that it was more about reclaiming the Mandalorian narrative just as Revan had reclaimed that mask, but now it felt more like an outpost connected to a string of potentially conquered worlds that would afford it to become more of a beacon, a lighthouse in a storm yet to come…

“I would very much like to peruse these computers when given the opportunity,” Erebus mused, as if merely considering the idea instead of instantly consumed by it. “As far as I know, Master Nihilus’ intentions only extend to access of the temple itself.”

That was a lie. Nihilus wished entrance to the temple, yes, but only because Erebus had put the idea in his mind. Freedon Nadd and Exar Kun are said to have bound their souls to the plane of the living whilst also extending their existence to the beyond, he’d said. Death is, perhaps, only the beginning. It was a promise meant to placate Nihilus’ ever-growing need to consume, a solution to a fast-growing problem of satisfying his superior’s insatiable appetite which somehow meant his perpetual unspooling out of being. But it was also an obsession Erebus had harbored since childhood, a fear planted from the very early skirmishes of the war that took root in his youth on Serocco and sprouted as his own sister, his other half, housed death after death in its wake, growing hollow with her every subsequent breath in a way that even half a galaxy away Erebus sensed the yawning void taking his place where they had once been irrevocably tethered.

“I cannot promise that Darth Nihilus will not ask for more,” Erebus continued. “But as far as it is within my power, all I wish for is access to that temple and nothing else.”

This, however, was not a lie. Yet it felt strange to admit.

“Understood,” Vaklu submitted, bowing his head slightly before meeting Erebus’ eye again.

Erebus sensed unspoken words in the ether, yet just as he was about to probe the Force for their contents, he felt it - death. It permeated the room, drowning it in memory, the blood of a thousand battles overwhelming his senses. And in the midst of it all, he sensed Vaklu and Tobin, wreathed in the demise of their countless soldiers as they, too, succumbed to the void. The same void that haunted Nihilus like a shroud. The same void that inhabited his sister like a phantom. Both of them hollow on the inside yet formidable without, the storm on the edges of Revan’s unrealized empire drifting on the edges of their shared existence like a memory.

“Understood,” he echoed, raising his glass in cheers. Erebus felt more puppet than puppeteer then, separated from his body as if it were merely a thing to be borrowed and not his own - never his own.

And through the Force, maybe it never was.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Atton

 

Atton had never felt so utterly drained in his entire life.

He’d flown missions on three hours sleep across four days. He’d survived several extinction events, two of which Eden was somehow responsible for. And he’d run himself ragged plenty of times in Nar Shaddaa’s seediest dive bars, lost at the bottom of a bottle and at the mercy of thugs he certainly owed plenty of money. 

This exhaustion was different. 

It was all in his head. Even Jaq had a limit, and that version of himself might have gone off the deep end had he ever gotten this far. Hell, he was surprised a guy like Azkul could.

If only you knew.

The man’s last words echoed in his mind the moment they finally saw sky again. It was strange to think that the last time Atton spied it, he was trying not to look too suspicious in front of Eden, his chest aflutter with something unspoken as his mind keyed into something more akin to his darkest fear than he could ever know.

If only you knew.

Here was Atton, seeking perpetual escape as if he might ever outrun the Force, where Azkul was instead actively seeking it, hunting it. He always was good at that.

Malachor , he’d said. It wasn’t a lie. But the way he didn’t correct Mical when he assumed he’d meant that Atton knew the man from the last battle of the Mandalorian Wars was. Atton never stepped foot on that damn moon, but the last time he saw Azkul, they’d been orbiting the storm-ridden rock before Atton returned to Republic Space.

I don’t blame you for not touching down, Azkul had said. Always hated that place.

“You both okay?” Eden asked, pulling Atton out of his reverie. She sighed, soaking in a heavy breath as she, too, relished in the sight of sky.

Mical slumped against a nearby rock and looked up, squinting as if he hadn’t been topside in weeks.

It was as if they were needling to somewhere deep within me to find the source of it, Mical had said back in the archive. Was there such a thing? Did the Force begin and end somewhere? Could he ever hope to eradicate it from his mind entirely?

Atton’s mind tensed still, even in the open air. His consciousness was now free of whatever claustrophobia had plagued him in the ruins but something unseen still had a hold on him nonetheless. It dug at the back of his mind despite the constant stream of coordinates filling in the space between his every thought, and without thinking of it directly, his hand retreated to the depths of his pocket and caressed the warm weight of the crystal buried there. Much like Eden’s presence, its company was an instant salve on his soul, his every limb laxing at the sensation of its touch - its sharp edges and the smooth panes between.

Hey ,” Eden prompted when neither of them answered, glancing from Mical to Atton as she caught her breath. The fact that she looked at Mical first pierced Atton’s ego in a way that maimed him, though it was balmed the moment she looked at him next, her gaze lingering over him longest. 

Atton held her stare, his chest warm at the sight of her, and nodded. 

“I still don’t understand how you were able to disarm that thing,” Mical sighed. He leveraged his weight against the stone until he stood, fatigue having finally overcome him as he glanced at the gauntlet held in Eden’s hand.

Eden looked down at it, as if only reminded of its presence after hearing Mical’s question. 

“Is that the reason our senses were so… muddled?” she asked.

Her words were stilted, strange. Instantly Atton knew it to be a lie. Not the question, but the we of it. Eden had experienced no such thing.

Mical nodded. 

“I saw items of similar make in the Rakatan ruins where the mercenaries first held me captive, where they performed their experiments. The others were much larger, but similar in make.” The man looked even more exhausted then, finally freeing himself of the rock completely to look out over the grassy expanse that opened up before them. “The others should hopefully know more by now.”

Atton tensed at the sound of that. The unease radiating off the mercenaries when they finally made their appearance answered his questions only enough to know that he wasn’t suddenly going crazy, yet the notion of discovering why his brain had to work double-time to keep his thoughts clear was a mystery he did not want to solve if only because the mere idea of such a thing existing terrified him more than he wanted to ever admit.

“We should return as soon as we can,” Mical continued, his resolve returning. Atton wanted to wretch at the mere sound of his voice. “The sooner we get back, the sooner we can-”

But Mical never finished, his words drowned out by a raucous roar that echoed through the valley, followed next by a quake that rattled Atton to his very bones. He stood stock still, his hands reaching for his blasters as he felt the earth roll beneath his boots. He froze, knowing now what the people of Telos must have felt to be on the other side of the bombs he was responsible for dropping.

“We need to get back to Khoonda,” Atton urged the moment the valley grew quiet again. “Now.”

Eden’s eyes locked onto his, trying to read his thought-process, reading into the unobvious. Her gaze was curious but unquestioning, nodding as she silently agreed to follow Atton’s lead without so much as a retort. Mical looked at him also, his eyes squinting again with something more akin to suspicion before nodding along as well.

Smoke rose in the distance, deep and black and dark, affirming Atton’s suspicions while also offering them a heading. 

“We should-” Mical began, this time trailing off before he could finish. 

A flash of untested annoyance lanced through Atton at the sound of his voice. He winced, as if pained, before following Mical’s unblinking gaze towards the sky behind them. 

And there, above the mouth of the cave, was a pillar of smoke, its billows ash-grey and pluming. An old fire but one about ready to blow…

Panic laced Atton’s senses, and in that moment, he thought of Peragus. Of being sent sideward into the hallway, of the white-hot void that consumed him on impact before launching him into the wall. 

“We need to get as far away from here as possible,” he warned, the smoke growing greyer and darker with every passing moment. Mical’s eyes widened to discs, his irises reflecting a fear Atton’s mind did not want to recognize. 

If only you knew, Azkul had said. 

Atton knew he did not mean this . There was more. More yet unseen, more yet uncovered. Azkul’s dying breath, his mouth coated in coughed up blood in a half-curled smile, now joined the memory of the dead Jedi and Atton’s perished mother, each of them ghosts now sewn into the very fabric of his memory, even if he so desperately wanted to forget. 

Azkul never got to finish his thought. But Atton had a feeling he knew what the man might say, their brief years together flashing before his eyes the moment Atton realized who he was. 

Death’s just the beginning.

Azkul would say it after every conversion. After every successful mark he either turned or eliminated. He’d always said it with a smirk, speaking either of the Dark Side or utter annihilation.

But the way that Azkul looked at him in his final moments, the words dead on his lips before he was, told Atton there was more to the phrase than he ever thought possible. No snide mirth tainted Azkul’s face as he succumbed to death itself, the undeniable despair of it clear in his expression as he crossed the veil, never to speak again. 

Death is just the beginning.

The beginning of what, Atton did not know. But Eden had something to do with it. And if Eden knew, then Atton wanted to know also. No matter where it may lead.

Chapter 67: It Always Had to Be This Way

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Sion

 

The mercenary camp was aflame, just as his vision foretold. Just as he promised. Though not at all in the way Sion imagined.

There were only a few stragglers left to slaughter here, their blood barely enough to sate him. There was no fight to be had, no havoc to be wrought. The place was nearly abandoned before he returned from the ruins, Uruba having already had her run of the place and found all that she needed to see, now knowing all that she needed to learn.

The flames licking at his scarred skin were a balm on the rage still roiling inside him, the disappointment still strong at the back of his throat like bile, the ghost of Traya’s dismay at the back of his mind in communion with it.

Only a fool would keep rushing headlong into the fray before obtaining a clear image of the battlefield, she’d spat on more than one occasion, sometimes speaking of an actual battlefield, though more often than not referring to a purely metaphorical one. Patience is a virtue. Even children know as much. 

Sion thought of Traya’s hand, withered with rot on Malachor, and the empty space it left behind. He wondered if it felt like the endless ache radiating from each of his broken limbs made whole again, tempered by the same anger that coursed through him now, regenerating his every atom as he withstood the heat of a thousand suns while the camp erupted in blast after blast. He charged his lightsaber at every visible surface, fueling the flames with an unmitigated fury that felt like home to him, extending his hand and crushing anything just beyond reach with the sheer force of his mind, shattering metal and splintering earth.

He saw her there. Her . Their eyes had met, her gaze meeting Sion’s in a way he was not sure anyone else had ever looked at him before. A singular moment that stretched into eternity, her green eyes bright in the din of the Jedi ruin, magnetic recognition reverberating in their shared stare, gone in a blink but heavy enough to remain with him now like a wraith come to possess Sion and haunt him for the rest of his days.  

Eden Valen.

He sensed Malachor’s echo then, but in a way that felt welcoming, familiar though distant. And for the first time since he first stepped foot there, the moon had felt like home , a home he suddenly missed terribly but only in the time it took for him to relish in Eden’s presence, entranced by her proximity and the maddening pull he felt being so near to her. It was the only time since fighting by Kun’s side did he feel truly alive, satiated only by merely existing, not feeling the need to rend and destroy and utterly annihilate to assuage the primal hunger that kept him going.  By Eden’s side, he felt whole again, the death he housed not a thing to satisfy but simply to sit with. In that brief moment it was a fact, not a craving thing. 

And for a sweet sliver of time, he felt at peace. Quiet. Whole. Unneeding. 

The camp devoured itself, the flames licking up towards the sky as if they desired ascension away from him, all the more to escape his eternal unrest. Sion stood seething, relishing in the flames and the fever of their heat. His skin charred beneath their reckless caress, closing his eyes against their intensity just as he soaked in the cool of the rain the night before. 

Whoever Sion once was, he was no longer. Under Traya’s tutelage he’d hoped to discover this new self and see where it led him. But that path only spiraled in circles, descending, descending, leading him nowhere but an unfathomable abyss. Whoever he was in Eden’s presence felt realer than anything he’d ever felt since last he was alive, since last his lungs tasted air, since last his skin felt the warmth of another person’s touch, since pain was a deterrent and not a comfort he now sought tirelessly and without end. 

He carved a path through the wreckage, emerging on the other side to see smoke rising in the distance. 

This, too, was just like his vision. And much like the camp behind him now, the sight before him was not of his doing. At least not how he planned it, all grand and epic in his head. 

Traya was there, assuming another name and another mission, though her disdain for him remained. The canyon she’d carved between them as reluctant master and hapless student echoed in the space that spanned them now, her resentment rife in the air as if it were the oxygen feeding the very fire behind him. And in a way, it was exactly that. 

He looked eastward where the sky was clear, the valley quiet. The Rakatan ruin lay in wait that way, slumbering until his arrival. What he would find there, he did not know, though the Force did. And forever a slave to its wake, he followed. 

 




3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda Headquarters, former Matale Estate
Carth

 

“The situation here is far worse than we thought,” Carth reported, breathless. “I fear civil war is imminent, if not already the current reality of Dantooine.”

“The reports have been quite alarming,” Commander Needa chimed in, his usual sneer lessened some via holo. “But given the recent unrest in Iziz-”

“I’m afraid the Commander is right,” the Supreme Chancellor conceded with a tired sigh. “I realize that circumstances have prevented you from remaining as involved with the situation on Onderon as you have been, but much has transpired over the last standard day and I fear we must step in.”

“Must we, though?” Core World Senator Irix Draaz drawled, annoyed. “We already-”

Enough,” Supreme Chancellor Irulan ordered. 

All comms went quiet, though the peace did not extend to Carth, whose breath was still heavy as he gripped his helmet in one hand and shakily held his comm in another while he crouched in a lower corner of the vault kept deep within Khoonda headquarters. Darek had volunteered his rifle to watch his back along with one of Carth’s squadron. The rest were still circling the area, searching for any sign of the retreating mercenaries or the encroaching rebels while the remaining residents of Khoonda prepared for another assault.

“Supreme Chancellor, I implore you,” Carth begged, his voice ragged. “This building is full of refugees and civilians. Children . And dozens wounded. The shields were disabled sometime in the night, and-”

“And what do you expect us to do, Admiral?” Commander Needa asked, his eyes needling. “Sending more men would only ensure that a civil war is precisely what unfolds.”

“So, what,” Carth began, rage rising within him at the thought of it all. “The families here just die because we can’t afford a war? Do you realize how senseless that sounds?”

“It is not senseless,” the Supreme Chancellor added, nursing a knot in her brow. “It is not as simple as that and you know it.”

“But shouldn’t it be?!” Carth was yelling now, something he’d been so careful not to do since gaining the rank of Admiral. He’d done it so much as a pilot, and so often by Nevarra’s side, always quick to get riled up and lose himself in the feelings that so easily ensnared him. “I can’t just let these people die!

“I do not think we should simply ignore this matter and allow it to get worse,” General Uful added. “Sure, we already have a civil war on our hands. But what happens when another fire catches? Soon, the entire Republic will be up in flames.”

“Uful has a point,” Senator Draaz conceded. “I admit, I am reluctant that the Republic should so visibly step into Onderon’s mess of a political war more than it already has, but the state of that planet is far different from Dantooine. Dantooine has suffered greatly since the Jedi’s disappearance, their population consists mostly of farmers. Half of Onderon’s wealth is tied up in the Core Worlds, which is why it’s so obvious everyone there has already chosen a side and staked a claim with credits on the line. But Dantooine, while not a member of the Republic, is a bastion of this galaxy’s history. It would be a shame to let that legacy fall by the wayside because it's populated by the working class.”

Carth had never really spoken to Senator Draaz but in that moment felt like he could kiss the man on the mouth. 

“Exactly,” Carth sighed, a rumble outside almost breaking his focus. We don’t have much time. “Please, anything to help at least stem the tide. We can paint it as humanitarian aid or whatever the hell you like, but the people here don’t deserve this. They need the Republic’s help. Now.

Silence overcame the comm like an omen, and for a moment Carth’s heart jumped to his throat. But after a moment’s silence too long, Supreme Chancellor Irulan finally surrendered to a solemn nod. 

“Very well,” she said. “Though I fear we cannot spare much. Commander Needa, please see that it is done.”

Needa, for once, did not sneer, but instead looked afraid. Good , Carth unfortunately thought, Even if the man’s only worried about costs… good. We should all be worried. 

“It will be done,” Commander Needa agreed with a nod. “Information will be delivered to you shortly, Admiral.”

“Thank you,” Carth said.

Senator Draaz offered Carth a sympathetic nod as he signed off, and the Supreme Chancellor looked more exhausted than she ever had. The remainder of the meeting’s attendants all signed off one by one, offering their distaste or their quiet support, but only General Uful remained on the call once the others had gone.

“Admiral,” Uful began, his voice in a low conspiratorial whisper as if they were the only two people remaining in a dark room. “I have some intel you may be interested in hearing, especially given the description of the vessel you saw in Dantooine’s orbit.”

An unease grew within Carth at the sound of it, the low rumbling growing about Khoonda helping matters none. 

Please ,” he pleaded. “Do tell.”

“A few of my scouts shared reports of a similar barge spotted in Hutt Space, orbiting Nar Shaddaa specifically, only my scouts had the opposite experience you did. They saw nothing, but picked up readings indicative of pleasure cruisers but with old Mandalorian codes. At the time, they could not discern if they were indeed the same vessel or perhaps several, though it seems they are using a cycling code system that allows them to otherwise fly under the radar so to speak.”

“We suspected the Mandalorians had such devices but could never confirm,” Carth recalled. “We couldn’t figure out how they were moving cloaked ships into heavily secured orbit.”

“Precisely,” Uful said. “It is only a guess, I should clarify, but the pattern remains. I can send you the details if you wish to investigate further.”

“I doubt I’ll have the time, but please send them anyway,” Carth exhaled, fatigue threatening to settle into his limbs though adrenaline still coursed him. “I sincerely appreciate it.”

“I want to get to the bottom of this as much as you do,” Uful said. “Too many things don’t feel right, and unfortunately almost all of them are being ignored.”

“Indeed,” Carth agreed, glancing at his device just as Uful sent the coordinates along with a message including the intel. “I have a bad feeling about this.”

 




3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands
Mical

 

Adrenaline coursed Mical’s veins, steadying him where exhaustion otherwise threatened to take over.

His limbs were heavy, his breathing ragged, his eyes raw. And yet his blood thrummed white-hot as he followed Eden and Atton through the grass towards the flames up ahead, laserfire littering what little they saw of sky.

It had been so peaceful upon exiting the cave, the valley quiet and inviting. It was the brightest Dantooine had been since he first arrived. Ironic.

Scorched grass met them as they approached Khoonda, though this ash looked old. 

“What happened here?” he breathed, more to himself than anyone. Atton grunted and shoved past him through the tall underbrush, one hand on his blaster and his other hovering over the one remaining. 

Mical glanced down at his belt and the lightsaber hilt hanging from it, swaying with a weight he wasn’t used to as he tried to keep pace. Back in the ruins, Eden had looked at the thing as if it were nothing, but Mical knew it was more than that. If it had truly been a weapon she was not familiar with, she would have at least remarked on the fact that he, a non-Jedi, carried a lightsaber at all. But instead she’d held her tongue and eyed its glinting hilt with an air of almost quiet reverence laced with understated confusion, a low simmering fear hovering just beneath the surface that was her blank-faced stare.

“You gonna use that thing or what?” Atton asked. 

Through the passing stalks, Mical looked up and glimpsed Atton’s furrowed brow and questing glare beneath it as the man ran just a step ahead of him. It felt less like a question and more like a dare. His chest grew hot at the nerve of it, his resolve steeling as soon as the moment passed. He’d only known the man’s name was Atton because Eden had said so, and in the wake of his retreating glower, Mical plucked the saber from his belt and readied it. He did not ignite it, instead relishing in the comforting weight of it in his hand, just as the air behind them dissipated completely.

Get down,” Atton ordered. 

In an instant, they were all level with the earth, the cool dirt pressing into Mical’s face as a wave of heat washed over them. The ground quaked as the valley shook in unnerving silence before erupting with an deafening roar, like a thousand claps of thunder striking all at once, drowning out his other senses until all that remained was a wondrous terror. 

They remained there, prone and unspeaking, for what felt like an eternity. At first, Mical heard nothing. Sound vanished as if it never once existed, the earth finally quiet and still as if choosing to then remain like this forever. Then the ringing started, sharp and shrill and insistent.  

Hey.

Mical winced, his head pounding. 

Hey!

He rolled over to find Atton’s face mere inches above his, an unmistakable rage still clear in his green-grey eyes.

Get up, Atton urged, his words silent to Mical’s still-ringing ears though clear in his mind. Now.

Mical nodded fervently, spying Atton’s extended forearm uncertainly before gripping it in his own, their hands grasped firmly at each other’s elbows. Mical leveraged his weight with Atton’s and rose to his feet, the sky now a grim deep grey.

Without thinking, Mical enabled the saber. Its molten orange glow cut through the din like a startrail carving light through the dark of space. Pushing past Atton and a wide-eyed Eden beside him, he began cutting a path through the grass towards Khoonda, knowing there was no faster way. The saber was heavy, his every swing a clumsy venture as he slashed through the half-ruined stalks, but each subsequent wave grew easier than the last, the crystal in his pocket growing warm as a gentle counterweight to the unwieldy, crackling blade before him. 

Before he knew it, he was running again, slashing away as if he’d been born to do this. Mical’s mind was clear, his senses muted, and for a brief blissful moment everything in the universe made sense again, their path to Khoonda clear as if he’d already cut through it, his body merely a vessel for fate to funnel through his every action. Hunger meant nothing, his days’ long fatigue dissolving to the back of his mind like an afterthought.

But then it all came rushing back - the hot heart-pounding adrenaline possessing his every limb, his very being thrumming with untempered energy - as they finally spied Khoonda in all its ruinous glory. The westward wall had collapsed entirely, the security wing exposed to the darkening sky as the estate was swarmed by countless assailants, what remained of Khoonda’s militia now crouched behind its collapsed outer wall as cover to protect what was left.

“Follow me,” Eden ordered, readying her staff. “Stay close.”

Mical could only nod, his consciousness puppeteering the numb husk that was his mortal coil.

He’d seen the front lines. He’d seen the worst the Mandalorian Wars had to offer. He should have been used to this. But instead his mind brought him back to the horror of his first eyewitness battle and the limbs torn asunder he had to tend to, the dead and dying soldiers looking to all fourteen years of him with a fearful hope that everything was going to be alright, that they were going to make it out of there alive. Mical’s bedside manner had improved vastly since that first fateful day, and yet all reason or hope evaporated from his scattered mind as he mindlessly followed Eden’s orders, unblinkingly soaking in the death already surrounding them.

Eden felt like a beacon then, a guiding light in the growing weight of the loss surrounding them, her face steeled and strong in the face of it. She led them, expressionless, but behind her eyes Mical sensed something darker, primordial and knowing. And just on the fringes of that feeling was something feral and wild. Mical glanced over his shoulder back towards the grassy beyond, and through the ashen stalks he saw a sea of yellow eyes, watching. 

Perhaps I should return the favor.

The voice from the temple ventured back into his mind like a memory and a friend, and perhaps they were both. Whoever they were, they still stewarded what remained of the academy, their energy far-off and distant, but in their stead a dozen kath hounds and laigreks roamed the nearby fields. And in the midst of the tall grasses, Mical sensed a hunger. A primal thirst for warm blood. No one would be leaving Khoonda grounds victorious.

Thank you, he willed into the ether, unsure if the sentiment carried. Atton eyed him with a distasteful sneer.

Quit it,” Atton ordered as he shoved the nose of his blaster into Mical’s ribs. “Follow close, like she said.”

Mical nodded, this time careful to keep his eyes on Eden and Eden alone, the shadow of his old admiration returning in a heated rush. His cheeks flushed as he closed in on Eden, sensing her warmth as they rounded the perimeter of the back wall, crouching so they wouldn’t be seen. Eden reached out a hand and grasped Mical’s free wrist, wrenching him closer.

“See those guys on the right?” she mouthed at him, her eyes intent on his even though she clearly expected him to read her lips. Mical’s gaze flittered between her green eyes and her pink mouth, her lips slightly chapped but still plump enough to make his blood run hotter than it already was.  

Mical nodded, thinking of Erebus as he met Eden’s gaze again. 

“We can take them out, each of us,” Eden said. “Tell Atton. Just follow my lead.”

Mical turned, opening his mouth only for Atton to swat away at his expression with a pained wince.

I know what she said,” Atton hissed. 

Alright then.

Mical’s attention returned to the three figures Eden indicated, eyeing them as if they were specimens, because it was the only way he could foresee himself eliminating any of the three. As if they were merely numerals in an equation he needed to solve, unable to live with himself if he thought otherwise. 

The lightsaber weighed heavy in his hand. What it was capable of was even heavier.

It gets easier, the voice from the temple said. It sounded especially small then, every bit the silhouetted child he spied back at the ruins. Trust me.

Mical swallowed, glancing at the rebel most likely to fall by his hand. He saw it happen in his mind’s eye, the Force guiding him down a possible future yet to unfold, fate held in his hands.

I know, he replied. So many soldiers had said the same during the war, each of them wearier than the last. That’s what I’m afraid of.

A sigh traveled through the Force, both calming and corroborating his feeling, a sentiment of true camaraderie. 

Mical enabled the saber seconds away from carrying out Eden’s plan, wishing that he were still slicing through grass stalks, thinking briefly of the hand he severed back at the archive. 

And we all know what fear does to us, the voice said. So best not be afraid at all. 

As if it were that easy. As if it were such a simple thing. 

Yet in Eden’s wake, it was exactly that. 

 




3951 BBY, Malachor V
Revan

 

Time moved differently now. 

Learning to exist outside of it meant some things were lost whilst others rose to the surface, things yet unseen though uncovered anew, unearthed at the very same moment they were forgotten. 

She was still hugging her mother, the warmth of her breath on her neck as they embraced soaking into her every pore just as she meandered Malachor’s halls. Both here and now, then and way back when. Just as she was a woman as well as a child again, yet dying also, on her deathbed just as she was being birthed, and learning how to smile by observing her parents baring their teeth and learning that this wasn’t some inherent show of aggression as her primal mind wanted to believe but instead a genuine mark of welcome, warm as anything, just as death would eventually be. 

Malachor felt like both a memory and a lucid dream, wandering its frozen halls as if both a shadow of herself as well as inhabiting the body of someone else. Time slowed because it was her will. Not that it ever was before, her body always a slave to it until now.

It is the first quintessential lesson, the Emissary had instructed. Time is a construct, and after several millennia of tireless research have we finally discovered the tools to bend it or eliminate it entirely. Finally I say as if it were yesterday, which it is and is not. By your standards it is beyond measure. The Force does not abide by time’s linear cage, so why should we?

It was both freeing and disorienting, her mind still accustomed to understanding everything through the lens of time. And yet as she progressed down the halls, she experienced it all - the moon as a lush jungle, as if she were perusing colonnades of ancient trees brimming with flora and fauna, as well as the moon in its very moment of utter destruction, waves of hot desolation overwhelming her basic senses as if she were victim to the blast. Death sprouted around her - from the eons of forest that thrived here for a millennia, succumbing to the ancient cycles of birth and decay, as well as in the split-second the Mass Shadow Generator obliterated ten thousand souls in an instant - Jedi and non-Force sensitive alike, rendering them all as one. Raw fuel for the energy sustaining the universe, the very stuff of stars. 

Alek would have had something poetic to say about that.

Memories of him tainted Eden’s memories, Revan felt it in the ether, their separate experiences of the man intermingling until they became part of a larger whole in her mind. But just as she sensed Eden here, months from now, she also sensed her echo in the immediate aftermath of the moon’s destruction. Like a ghost haunting the past, present, and future - all at once but separately, too. As if the very essence of Eden had been written into the moon’s creation millions of years ago and was etched into its very being from then until the end of time. 

But Revan - no, Nevarra - only sensed her personally from the moment their mother was half-born, still safe in her own mother’s womb. Even then she possessed the eggs that would later become the two of them, sisters, their mother having inherited the eventual death of the universe as well as its only salvation without knowing it. Thinking only that one day, she may bear children. Hopefully with someone she loved. And for that, thankfully, she did. 

You’re so smart, pup , her father had beamed at her, Nevarra then, his name still a blank despite the wealth of knowledge and memory flooding her senses by the second. But his name didn’t matter. It never mattered. All that mattered was that he loved her and that he was smiling, his pride radiating from his every pore as he looked at her. Whenever she recalled him in her memory, his eventual annihilation became an afterthought in the deluge that was her remembered love for him. 

There were blind spots.

Time slowed to the point that she became acquainted with her every cell, each atom composing her now a known facet of her being that was as recognizable as the shape of her face or the color of her eyes. And yet she could not, for the life of her, recall what happened when her father died. It had not been quick. It had not been painless. She knew that much, but she knew nothing else. All she recalled of him otherwise was the last smile he offered her, one delivered to mask his own inner worry, a caution she inherited the instant she witnessed it. Because it was the last thing she remembered, her mind protecting her from something worse than all the atrocities she grew to commit later. They all paled in comparison to this. Though what this was, her mind would not let her know. At least not yet anyway.

The doors to the academy opened for her as if they’d long awaited her return. They bore a new name now - Trayus - a name that was both unfamiliar yet instantly knowable. 

In addition to Eden’s echo, she felt her too.

I hope you know what you are doing, was the last thing Kae said to her in the shade of the Ebon Hawk when Revan left her, joining the Emissary for an appointment she’d long forgotten but knew she could not adjourn. What Kae really meant was: We both know how this ends. Revan knew what might happen, and she left anyway. 

Time passed and yet it did not. The moon remained in stasis, perfectly preserved just as it was the moment she arrived. Revan retreated further into the depths of the academy, occasionally observing it as Nevarra, allowing the awe to wash over her and collecting her questions for later. She finally paused when she reached the academy’s heart - ground zero. 

The echo was loudest here, its void utterly vacuous. All senses muted, thought stilling in its presence, bewitched by its absolute lack. A crater flanked by rising columns venerated the place as if it were holy. And perhaps for those that chose to study here, it was. 

From its yawning mouth, she sensed it. Destiny’s end, fate’s beginning. A serpent devouring its own tail. 

I was right, Kae , she thought but also spoke to Kae in real-time, witnessing her demise just as she recalled her teacher as she last saw her Tatooine, echoing the very day they met. You will know what to do when the time comes. 

En route to Wild Space, Revan’s mind had been awash with anguish. Wondering why she’d never let Eden in on her plans. Why she allowed Alek to fall as far as he did. Why she seemingly did nothing to stop it. 

But as she wandered the halls of her former teacher’s reclaimed academy, she knew. Somehow, she’d always known.

Had she told Eden… Had she saved Alek… Those paths ended in ruin, and they would always end in ruin. Even if she could undo it all, even if she could fix things. Everything.

There was no such thing.

The Infinite Empire would still exist on the far edges of the map just as it always had for centuries beyond measure. And forever would it loom on her galaxy’s perpetual horizon until it consumed it entirely.

Revan was always meant to lose herself. She had to. Only when she was undone would the plan reconfigure itself in her mind’s eye as clearly as it did now, the path ahead absolute and unerring. Revan had to be unmade and refashioned again as Nevarra, forgetting and remembering just enough to make the precise present possible.

Eden had to be pushed and Alek had to die. 

It always had to be this way. 

Chapter 68: The Descent

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Onderon
Erebus

 

“This is absolutely draining you beyond your limit,” Vash pleaded, her hand a balm on Erebus’ back. He had only made it halfway through the room before collapsing to a knee, unable to steady himself. “You need to pull back.”

Erebus shook his head.

“I will, eventually,” he grunted, his chest seizing. “The troops are ready, for now. And the people of Iziz-”

“Are frenzied and hungry for bloodshed,” Vash finished for him. “I hope you know what you are doing.”

Erebus couldn’t help but think of the conversation they’d had aboard his ship on Dantooine, Vash angered to know that his Master had sent him to the Japrael System, anxious of what awaited them there.

“You know part of it is only to please my Master,” Erebus sighed as he finally regained his footing only to then collapse onto the nearby settee. “Otherwise, we’re all dead.”

“Of course,” Vash said. She looked better than she had in days, but she looked just as stern as she had been with him in her youth, and just as at the end of her rope with patience for him. “Though I assume this is only buying us some time.”

Erebus surrendered to a regretful nod. 

“Nihilus will consume the universe if given the chance,” Erebus answered. “Though I doubt he’ll last that long.”

It was the reason Nihilus took Erebus on as an apprentice in the first place, though in hindsight it was more like a glorified internship. Nihilus had hardly taught Erebus anything, instead choosing to send him on errands and fund his work under the pretense that Erebus’ academic endeavors fueled Nihilus’ tenuous ability to remain alive. If one would even consider the state of his existence to fall under that definition…

“You are the only reason he is alive,” Vash added, as if reading his mind. “You could end this, should you choose to, no?”

“Yes, and no,” Erebus shifted his weight so he was prone, tentatively placing his head on the armrest so as not to aggravate the migraine fast taking root at the base of his skull. “He would certainly wipe out whatever part of the galaxy he could before finally, disastrously, succumbing to the hunger that fuels him. Should I simply stop aiding him, it would still mean the deaths of millions.”

Vash pursed her lips, appearing genuinely disappointed as she surveyed him. The woman was grasping at straws, even she knew that, but it was only then that Erebus caught a glimpse of the true panic behind her eyes, the desperation she wanted to hide from him at all costs. 

“If venturing to Freedon Nadd’s temple bears the fruit I believe it will, it will only do more of the same,” Erebus relented, closing his eyes this time. “Delay the inevitable.”

“I see.” Vash tsked. “I suppose that is our best case scenario, then.”

He heard Vash cross across the room and sink into the chair at the desk, the depth of her thoughts reaching him even in his half-stupor, still recovering from the day’s accomplishments.

It is not sustainable, Revan had written of influencing her followers and enemies alike in her notes. The task is best spread out over days, if not weeks. Certainly not in consecutive bursts.

Yet Erebus had done exactly that. If Revan could stomach it before discovering otherwise, then Erebus too would survive this. Venturing to Freedon Nadd’s resting place would be his respite, and the sooner he got clearance to go there, the better. 

“If it makes you feel any better, Revan had a hard time swaying Onderon, too,” Erebus spoke through the fog of sleep threatening to settle over his senses.

Vash had no reply, only silence. At first, Erebus eased into an easy smile as rest overcame him, but the longer Vash’s silence drew out the more disconcerted he grew. He cracked open an eye to spy Vash seated at his desk, her chin in her hand and her brows furrowed. 

“What?” he asked.

“Nothing,” she lied. “It’s just-”

Silence again. 

Erebus huffed and sat up, opening both of his eyes as he sat cross-legged and instantly regretted the sudden movement, dropping his pounding head into his tired hands.

“Just what?”

Vash cocked her head and looked at Erebus, her silhouette visible through the din of his darkening vision. 

“What did Revan intend by taking Onderon?”

“She was amassing an Empire,” Erebus said, though the answer did not sit well with him even after speaking it. 

“And Exar Kun…” Vash mused. “Strange that two fallen Jedi, once lauded and well-renowned, were drawn here of all places.”

Erebus massaged his temples but paused at the thought of it, his headache ebbing away as if to make room for the revelation to follow. 

“She could have easily destroyed this place,” Erebus added, thinking again of how tired he felt. “She didn’t have to endure this, yet she did. She needed the people on her side. But… why?”

Erebus looked up and locked eyes with Vash, some unseen tether bridging the gap of years that separated them and all the things that happened since they’d parted ways. 

“Vaklu and Tobin admitted that they didn’t stand a chance against me, or Nihilus,” Erebus continued. “And if that is the case, then they certainly did not stand a chance against Revan.”

“Precisely,” Vash added. “She asked something of them when she could have very well just taken it. Revan had the manpower to do so, yet was wise enough to make it sound like a threat to assert power. Which, she already had of course, but…”

“Revan destroyed other worlds without so much as a second thought, so why not this one?” Erebus finished. Vash’s gaze remained steady on his as she nodded slowly, the implication sitting uncomfortably in the ether between them.

Erebus shot up from the settee and over to Vash, sidestepping her as he reached for his holopad upon the desk. There were some worlds Revan conquered and others she negotiated with. Under Atris’ tutelage, as Aiden, he was not primed to ask why , only to damn the traitor for her every action because each was an infraction and yet another mark against her record, which was a metric doubly true for his sister. And when Erebus turned at the urging of that belligerently handsome man in the back alley of a Coruscant thoroughfare, when he finally broke, he wasn’t even thinking of Revan at all, only thinking of a way out from Atris’ shadow, yearning for a taste of recognition, hungry for raw unfiltered knowledge in the wake of her watered-down censored slop. 

He accessed Revan’s files and rifled through them again, this time rereading unlabeled entries through this newly discovered lens all while pacing the room around Vash, his previous fatigue fading away in the wake of his neverending curiosity. There were a few entries that might corroborate the theory, yet others that were vaguer still.

“What is it?” Vash asked.

Erebus shook his head. 

“Nothing,” he lied, mirroring Vash's behavior from earlier. She tsked again. “Well, at least not yet.”

“You have an idea?”

Erebus chewed on the back of his thumb as he combed through the files, his eyes reading faster than his mind could comprehend. 

“Calling it an idea would be generous.”

It was more like a hunch, if anything. A far reaching thing, that if true…

He glanced at the comm on his desk, yearning to discuss it with Mical. Erebus had yet to tell Vash about Revan’s files. In fact, he meant not to. If only because Vash would then ask how he suddenly gained access to information previously unknown to him and why he hadn’t told her sooner. Visions were funny that way. They did not always foretell or betray any sort of truth, only a possibility, yet the notion of either always aroused suspicion from those that were told of its contents. He’d done the very same to her, still wary of Vash’s ever-changing premonitions, uncertain of the undulating fabric of her dreams. When Erebus saw Revan’s password, though, it was instead as if the fabric of the universe were momentarily held taut, its every tether architectured to procure that very moment, not just glimpsed through the Force but in Erebus’ mind as if it were his own memory, having typed out the sequence over and over and over to the point of it becoming second-nature. He was Revan in that moment, and a bit of her ghost remained with him, an unspoken familiarity overcoming him now as he perused her notes, their words familiar yet foreign still.

“I need sleep,” he eventually sighed. 

“I’ve been saying that for days,” Vash said before retreating to her side of the room. “I will leave you to rest.”

Erebus nodded, guilt lingering at the back of his head like a migraine as she disappeared into a far corner of the small apartment, leaving him to his thoughts.

He plucked the comm from the desk and sat on the edge of his bed, holding the comm in one hand and his datapad in the other. The answer lay in here somewhere. And he had a feeling that only Mical could help him figure it out. 

 




3951, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Eden

 

It was almost too easy.

Eden couldn’t help but think of Benok as she maneuvered Khoonda’s ruined walls, wondering just how many would perish while she remained within its confines and who would be left to clean up the mess.

She’d done it before.

Mical and Atton followed her orders without refute, offering her only a nod before doing just as she wished. No - wished wasn’t the right word. Deemed necessary was more like it. It was the only way she could live with it.

You see what needs to be done and you do it, Alek had praised her in confidence, though he said the same to Revan later, pleading her case. If anyone can get something done with the utmost efficiency, it’s you.

She’d been proud of that, once. Now, not so much. But she could survive it - she would survive it. Even if the rest might not.

“We’re following your lead,” Zherron said, having fallen into step beside her along with Mical and Atton, the remainder of Khoonda’s militia behind him. “We’re honored to fight beside a true veteran.”

A true veteran. Eden wanted to retch, but more than anything she saw the desperation behind his eyes and the men behind him. It only took her a moment to read the man - he must have fought at Serrocco. It was her most decorated campaign, as well as one of her first. Had he fought beside her elsewhere, Zherron would have otherwise been dead or looking at her like Benok had, with poison in his eyes. And he wouldn’t be wrong for it. 

Eden could only nod, the unease in her heart making room for the resolve everyone around her needed now. This wasn’t about her, but Eden would do everything in her power to make sure that she did what needed to be done.

Finally, you are here, Kreia spoke within her mind. The survivors are in the vault. Make your way to us here. 

Khoonda had been whole when Eden viewed it from the far side of the valley. To see it in such ruin so quickly made her heart race, knowing there wasn’t much time. 

Eden carved a way through the debris with her staff, thinking nothing of the rebels she concussed or the bodies she stepped over, their departing energies ripening the Force as it flowed through her.

“Where have the mercenaries gone?” Eden asked Zherron as they held their ground, finding refuge again behind a collapsed wall closer to the inner sanctum. 

“They’ve taken what they can, but I fear they want more,” Zherron answered amid laserfire. “They’ll circle back and claim what they think’s theirs, no doubt.”

“The remainder is in the vault, no?” Eden asked.

Zherron shook his head.

“What happened ?”

Zherron’s silence spoke volumes. 

We cannot hold them for long, Kreia said again. Make haste. 

“Our survivors are there,” Zherron said eventually. “And they have no way out.”

“Do you have any means of escape?” Eden asked, readying her staff again, forgetting she had full faculty of the Force. “Any ship at all?”

Zherron shook his head. 

Eden’s eyes scanned the scene, her mind mapping out her next moves as well as an eventual exit.

“We’re about evenly matched,” Eden said again, glancing over her shoulder as she squared up the next wave of assailants, plotting her plan of attack. “But we need an escape plan.”

Blasterfire sprayed the air, and Zherron shook his head again. 

“We have none,” he sighed. “Any other safehouse we may have found refuge in was claimed by the fires the rebels set, ravaging the valley.”

“The Ebon Hawk can ferry ten, maybe,” Eden offered. “But we’ll need more volunteers.”

“My ship can take on five,” Zayne Carrick said, his yellow lightsaber welcomingly joining the fray. “Carth can bargain for more.”

Eden could not remember the last time she’d looked admiringly upon a lightsaber. Her brother’s abandoned saber still crackled at her back each time Mical tried to use its sundered half, but Zayne’s weapon was a thing of warm beauty, a beacon of starlight in the darkness that otherwise clouded her mind and the wealth of death that already suffocated this place.

“It’s a start,” Eden said with a smile. “Where is the Admiral, anyway?”

“Below,” Zayne answered, redirecting all laserfire from their vicinity as if he were a living, breathing sheild generator. “He contacted the Supreme Chancellor asking for aid just before they bombarded us again and the wall collapsed. I think she said yes, to something, though I don’t know what.”

“Well whatever it is, they better get here fast.”

No one is making it out of here alive, Kreia spoke again, affirming Eden’s statement. We either die here or make our next move. Time is of the utmost essence.

Eden sensed it through the Force, a seedless hunger lacing the perimeter of the valley like a thousand thorns amid Kreia’s rising alarm to hold the encroaching threat at bay. If only Khoonda and the rebels simply fled, finding refuge elsewhere, leaving Dantooine for the beasts. The planet yearned for it beneath her boots. Eden sensed it - a quiet existence not unlike the one it relished in for eons before sentient life spread its roots here. Even the Jedi’s former presence was a feeble beacon in its struggle for an otherwise idyllic cycle of life, death, and rebirth. Minds made a mess of everything. But Serroco would never surrender, its people tethered to their home in a way it could never be replaced, and it was foolish to think Dantooine might be any different.

Quiet your mind , Kreia ordered as Eden fended off rebel after rebel, looking only at their limbs and none of their faces, all the better to forget them by. We will discuss this later but in order to do that you need to secure a ‘later’ for us to visit. 

Kreia’s voice was deep and slow and intent, yet it needled into the base of Eden’s skull like a dagger. A primal urgency overcame her at the sound of it, and rightly so. Eden shook her head, her attention returning fully to the present.

In her disassociated haze, she’d managed to knock out several rebels along with a pair of scavengers as they made their way towards the vault. Like carving a path through Citadel Station to find Lopak Slusk, the bloodshed in between was now a blissful blur, a portion of her memory Eden never wished to recover. At least this time, she wasn’t alone.

Zayne remained at the forefront, redirecting blasterfire, while Atton and Zherron shot anyone within range. Khoonda’s remaining militia scrambled to afford them cover, inching them closer to the vault’s entrance whilst also redirecting their enemies towards the adjacent hallway. And beside them all was a weakened Mical, looking again like the boy of twelve she’d met briefly in the Coruscant Archive eager for a teacher, swinging his pilfered saber as if it were more a steel mace than a laser sword. It was just as unwieldy as it was when Aiden first constructed it, having designed it based solely on a drawing and zero performance tests before handing it in for his assignment. 

It’s unfinished , Aiden had argued, his cheeks growing red as he crossed his arms in abject defense after throwing the thing down on the table of their once-shared dorm. But I used several diagrams, and referenced footage, and -

What Aiden had not mentioned was that the footage he’d referenced was deemed unfit for students to access, and that much of it had been scrubbed from most corners of the holonet. Because other than the lone, half-finished blueprint derived from observation only, drawn up by Master Zhar himself and then deleted with good reason, the only evidence of this saber being used was in the slaughtering of thousands on the Outer Rim. 

“How’re you with a staff?” Eden asked Mical amidst the blasterfire flying past them.

Mical shuddered as he raised the saber to deflect an incoming laser, stepping back with the sheer force of it as soon as the crackling blade made contact. His eyes widened as he raised the saber to do it again, unable to tear his eyes away from the fray before Eden asked him again, and gentler this time. 

The boy’s face softened, relieved in an almost grieving sort of way, as he disabled and surrendered the blade to her, taking the Echani staff from her hand in turn.

Eden sucked in a breath, testing the weight of it in her hand.

Laserfire soared past her, the din utterly impenetrable as the world shrunk until only Eden and her brother’s abandoned lightsaber remained. Another piece was missing, separated just as they were, but for now the single hilt would have to do.

Eden enacted the blade with her left hand, her blood singing as its red-orange hue gilded her arm held aloft, gripping its black-matte hilt in a way that felt as if her hand had never not held a lightsaber in all the nine years she’d been without one. She was so used to dual wielding, and with the Echani staff she’d grown accustomed to a dual-edged weapon, but something about the single, broken hilt felt right

Eden’s right hand closed over her left and everything in the universe shifted into place.

Making it to the vault wouldn’t be so difficult, so long as Eden didn’t think about it.

So she didn’t.




 

3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Sion

 

Sion had always known that Dantooine was an ancient seat of the Jedi, even before he followed Kun to a war that never truly ended. But what met him in the Rakatan ruins, forgotten again in the din of the growing evening, was something yet unfelt.

Whatever ancient entities built this monolith, their ghosts lingered no longer, but something else dwelled within.

“The Dark Side is heavy here,” Uruba exhaled in a breath by his side. “But unlike any instance I’ve felt elsewhere.”

All Sion could do was nod, unable to find words to describe the depth of what he felt now, what he sensed. 

The memory of Revan hung thick in these ruined halls, now littered with more recent evidence of use. We took them to the ancient temple, the man had sputtered inside Sion’s mind at his beckoning, Azkul’s eyes wide and anguished. Sion had met the man years ago, one of the many Sith soldiers brought into Revan’s Sith Empire under Malak’s command.

How can you stomach that place? Sion had overheard the man grimace at the mention of Malachor while stationed on Korriban. Azkul was the head of recruitment there for a time, specifically overseeing a special outfit of Sith Assassins tasked with turning impressionable Jedi to Revan’s cause. Azkul barely spoke a word to Sion then, and Sion paid the man little mind in turn. Yet seeing him again fighting under a new banner and donning Mandalorian armor was somehow both a surprise yet something wholly predictable of the man.

What was the price for selling your soul this time? Sion had asked, his voice booming within Azkul’s mind beyond the point of listening, knowing instead that his words were felt deeply within the wells of his bones, filling Azkul’s marrow until they brimmed with Sion’s questing malice. I hear the Galactic credit is faring well these days.

But all that met Sion’s psychic inquest was a fear wholly unbecoming of a man like Azkul, a fear that stilled even Sion. And then there was the quake he sensed through the Force when Eden produced that miniscule stone from the gauntlet, a ripple that bled through the ether and poisoned its very essence to the point that all Sion could do was flee.

It was just like that crystal delivered to him on Malachor - laced with an ancient unease bearing no discernable origin, betraying no beginning and no end. It was unlike anything Sion ever felt, and yet he sensed traces of it here, a spectral stir that even this ancient structure bore witness to its incomprehensible age, suffering too under the weight of its mere existence. 

“What do you sense, m’lord?” Uruba asked, her voice whispersoft. 

Sion shook his head, and paused. He spun around, mapping out the space in his mind, traversing it via Force Sight. The halls bore a resemblance to the construction of Nihilus’ ship, The Ravager, as well as what tech borne of the Star Forge remained on Malachor. He held the shape of it in his mind before his eyes shot open, his feet then taking him to exactly where he needed to go. 

Like anything else originating from the Star Forge, the temple’s heart was not at its center, but towards the rear and flanked by two pronged halls. Three, three, it’s always three, he thought. Revan, Eden, Malak. Traya, Nihilus, Sion. Uruba hurried along beside him, smart enough to remain silent as she followed. 

Evidence of the mercenaries dwindled the further back Sion ventured, whispers of their work here still haunting the ruin, eventually finding only a thick layer of dust as he ventured into the untouched beyond. Only colonies of unseen arachnids made a home of these once hallowed halls, their energies perfectly in sync with the slumbering spirits that sought rest here but found none. 

Did Revan sense this as well? Sion wondered, admiring how the sensation was a creeping thing, an ember then a whisper before it became an all-encompassing truth he suddenly could not imagine not knowing, dread piercing his core as if he had been fashioned from it. There was no knowing such a thing existed outside the ruin, and yet within its walls it felt inevitable and eternal. The halls were barren but Sion glimpsed the majesty of their past through the Force, their imprint strong despite the unkind passage of time. Uruba’s eyes lit up as they passed machines stood sentinel along the colonnade, long inactive, the wealth of their knowledge hidden beneath the ancient gleam of their dulled sheen, fashioned from a metal Sion knew not the name of and made in the image of a creature he had never seen.

“Here,” he said, almost breathless once they reached the crossroads. 

The hall split into three paths, their ends unfathomable through the shadow from this distance. But through the Force, Sion sensed both a finite stop wrought of stone as well as an unending tether, stretching out past the known barriers of the galaxy, beyond Wild Space and into the utter unknown. An ancient  roadmap to an empire long dead but present still in the very foundations of this one, as well as the one that came before it.

Sion walked until he was two thirds of the way through the center path. Uruba trailed behind him, curious but uncertain. He soaked in the space, sensing the eons of silence this place endured since it was last inhabited, though part of him knew it was always meant as an outpost. A lighthouse on the edge of an old map, its beacon still lit.

A beacon…

He sensed it then, an undeniable beckoning. A whisper calling him down, down, down.

The ground was solid, the temple’s stone structure undisturbed beneath his boots. And yet…

He glanced around the empty room. A ghostly sentinel stood at the mouth of the space, glinting at him in the light emanating from Uruba’s dimmed datapad, betraying some inner secret. Sion rounded on the towering machine, almost life-like in the way its spindly metallic limbs sprouted from its central core, planted firmly on the ground despite its many tendrils. It appeared even more, then, like a creature petrified than a machine made to mirror one. And just as he thought so, he spied a triangular insert in the wall beside it. Demure, unassuming, it appeared almost as if it were a decal affixed to the stone’s surface. But when Sion touched it, he knew it was not.

The stone swallowed the triangular prism whole just as a floor tile exactly where Sion stood a moment earlier gave way, dissolving beneath the unearthed dust as step after step appeared in its wake, descending into another unknown abyss. 

“How did you know?” Uruba asked, her voice again more akin to a whisper, her entire self overcome with awe.

Sion sensed it too, his bones quaking with the unknown and yet uncovered. 

“Somehow,” he said, not quite understanding it himself, “I’ve always known.”

He took measured steps towards the passage, opening its jaws like a beast come to feast. 

A wave of whispers filled the ether as ancient air met his face, their words unknown but on the cusp of understanding. Like trying to decode a dream upon waking, the unfolding events making perfect sense in sleep but fast slipping beyond sense upon waking. Not that Sion had dreamt in decades. Not that Sion would remember…

His mind was awash with feelings both alien and intimately known, the two enmeshing to the point that he did not know which was which. Sion glanced back at Uruba, her eyes wide and for the first time filled with an anguish he was not expecting to see there. Whatever it was, she sensed it too, and - rightly - it scared her. 

Sion faced the fathomless black at his feet knowing there was only one way forward. And that way was down. 




 

3951, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Atton

 

Atton couldn’t take his eyes off her. 

Eden moved with a fluidity he had never once witnessed from a living person. She was neither graceful nor elegant as other Jedi were oft said to be, parrying with precision and poise, but instead alluring in the way an incoming tsunami was, when the tide receded from the shore in such a way that the danger of it was only apparent if you knew what its absence meant.

She would appear and reappear amid the fray, orchestrating her every swing in such a calculated way that she looked less like a dancer and more like a machine. As if she were built for this. Her eyes blazed in the sunset hue of the lightsaber she’d traded her staff for, its molten glow limning her face as if she were a permanent fixture of a nearby star come to consume the remainder of the known universe, leaving only destruction in her wake. 

It was much like staring into the sun and unable to look away.

Suddenly, the aftermath he’d walked into in the Exchange hideout back on Citadel Station made a lot more sense. 

“Nice shot,” Mical commended at his side. Atton almost hadn’t noticed that he’d practically sniped a rebel as she was about to pack another blow in Mical’s direction, and for a moment he’d wished he hadn’t. He tore his gaze away from Eden and looked sidelong at their unwelcome addition, somehow looking immaculately handsome despite the gunfire, despite the utter exhaustion, and the clear gaunt of hunger sharpening his boyish features. Atton sneered and promised himself wouldn’t be so exacting next time, talent be damned.

“I’m unfortunately used to this sorta thing,” Atton shrugged. It was much less a brag and more of a burden. Of all the things in the ‘verse to be good at. If only he hadn’t gotten caught counting cards…

“Watch out!” Mical warned just as he shot up from their shared cover and diverted a detonator, the thunk of the metal clanking loudly in Atton’s ear despite the chaos.

Whatever they’d walked in on from the valley, things had only gotten worse. Blasterfire rang endlessly in his ears, lasers littering his peripherals to the point that Atton found Eden’s distracting existence the only thing that kept his mind steady enough to make it through this hellscape if only for the errant promise that he might make it out of this to look at her some more.

“How’d it get so bad?” Atton ventured in Zherron’s direction as the man lowered himself between Atton and Mical against a collapsed inner wall, his face grim and grey while affording Atton some much welcome distance from that Maker-be-damned disciple - a hopefully better, more biting nickname to come. 

“We’ve been betrayed before, but not like this,” Zherron breathed as he returned fire. “Our shields were not only disabled but dis mantled , and on top of that they planted detonators in the very walls. The only safe place that remains is the vault.”

How Eden had clocked that they needed to escape before learning this, Atton had no idea. The only way out of this was to either die or to flee.

“We’re almost at the vault,” Atton said. “But what then?”

Mical and Zherron both exchanged harrowed glances before shrugging at Atton. 

Eden said the Hawk could ferry ten, but in truth it could carry twenty, or more if they were desperate. And that was just comfortably. If all they needed was to get off Dantooine, then the Hawk could take on as many as fifty. Whoever remained at Khoonda, really.

Atton glanced back through the ruins of Khoonda towards the meadow where the Ebon Hawk lay still-cloaked now.

“If you give me a blaster, I’ll cover you,” Mical offered after following Atton’s gaze, as if reading his mind.

Atton spun around to look the kid in the eye, his irises as perfect a shade of blue as Atton had ever seen. Atton could only narrow his own eyes in response before surrendering his left-hand blaster, feeling all the more naked without it. 

“Thanks,” he said, hating the very taste of the word. “Corral whoever you can and meet me on the lawn.”

Mical nodded as he took the blaster with an undue reverence that made Atton want to gag. Zherron reached for his wrist, pausing Atton just as he was about to stand and make a run for it. 

“You don’t have to do this,” Zherron said despite Atton knowing that the man was about to do nothing else to stop him. Atton gently wrenched his hand away and knelt close to Zherron so he could hear him.

“I know I don’t,” he said. “So don’t make me regret it.”

It was a threat as much as it was a clever quip, one which made Zherron betray a small, relieved smile, just as he and Mical continued following in Eden’s wake. Atton watched them a beat before offering a round of blasterfire in his immediate trajectory and slinking back behind the collapsed wall they’d just come out from, tracing his footsteps until he stood on the brink of Khoonda’s outer walls, or what remained of them. And through the cover of tall grass, he slunk towards the meadow.

Shit, shit, shit. 

Despite his retreating steps, feeling as if he were fleeing instead of fighting, Atton felt more tense out here than he did at what remained of Khoonda, pummeled by laserfire every other second. Even a few meters away, the meadow was quiet, the grassy stalks tall enough to muffle the sound, making it appear as if the gunfire were only in his mind or in his memory. Which it was, but still.

Switch the face of the +1/-1 card, the totals are nine-ten… 

It was automatic. As soon as silence threatened to pierce his otherwise already occupied mind, Pazaak took over to fill in the gaps. But it was more than that. Something lay out in the grass. Something quiet and dangerous and waiting.

Atton paused. 

The hair on the back of his neck stood on end as he got the creeping feeling that he was not alone. 

Switch the face of the +2/-2 card, the total is eight-eleven.

He was being hunted.

Atton splayed out his dream hand in his mind, not only imagining the card faces but recreating the cards themselves in great enough detail that he could feel the textured paper of each one. The weight of them in his fingers, the way they flicked down onto the table top, and the satisfying thwick they made against its surface. The world stilled and so did his stalker. A loud sniff pierced the air otherwise still littered with distant gunfire, and after another passing moment, there was movement. 

Atton was alone again. 

Before releasing a held breath his body yearned to exhale, Atton began running. He slipped through the stalks, shoulder-first, so as to make as little noise as possible, the threat of becoming prey once more lacing his on-edge senses. The meadow finally opened up to the thatch of matted grass that housed the Hawk , an imprint Atton wasn’t aware he was so glad to see until he ordered the ship’s ramp to descend and allow him sanctuary. 

It was only once Atton sat at the comfort of the pilot’s seat that he finally exhaled, though relief was still a way’s off as he got the engine running, realizing only a moment too late that the seat was already warm. As if someone had been sitting in it prior to his arrival, waiting for someone to return.

Atton glanced back at the hallway leading out from the cockpit just as he had when Eden and Bao-Dur met with Chodo Habat, half-expecting someone to be there to meet his suspicion this time. 

But again the hall remained empty, though the feeling remained. Unexplained and unanswered. Yet again.

He furrowed his brow and turned forward, admiring again how blue the sky of Dantooine was compared to the day before, as if it only showed up just to prove him wrong. 

So it goes.

Chapter 69: Through the Eye of the Needle

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3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Eden

 

There was something about the cool weight of a lightsaber in her hand that made Eden feel whole again, that made the world around her vignette to the point of sheer focus, Aiden’s molten saber the replacement to a limb long lost as well as a new sun to this fresh world forged in miniature. The Force guided her hand, Habat’s healing smoothing out its sharper edges, and what was left in its wake was utter precision. 

I have never seen a student handle a saber as you have, Kavar once beamed at her after a lesson, asking her to stay behind once the other padawans had all left. All the better to shower her with accolades in private, lest the others suspect he harbored any special favor. It is as if you were born to it, as if it is second-nature. What you have is truly a gift. 

She’d thought about that comment often: when Kavar rejected her tutelage in favor of a seat on the Council, when she took up Alek’s offer to see Revan’s work on the Outer Rim as a direct response to it, and when she pledged her sword to Revan’s cause with absolute sincerity. When she took the knee and offered up her unlit sabers in supplication at Revan’s feet, Eden desperately thought that in surrendering her gift to save the galaxy that it was the least she could give. Little did she know that it would cost her everything. In the end, even that wasn’t enough. 

“The southern wall has fallen,” Zherron reported beside her as they inched closer to the inner chambers of Khoonda’s main floor. He spoke both to her as well as into his comm, his voice grave but unwavering.

“Then where do we go?” a faceless voice, thick with desperation, asked almost immediately after, their voice garbled by the device and the growing chaos about them. 

Eden and Zherron were shoulder-to-shoulder, and now also eye-to-eye as they both registered the voice. Zherron’s eyes looked back at hers unblinkingly, rifling through his options, which were dwindling by the second. 

“We need to get out of here,” Eden hissed. “I know backup is supposedly coming, but if we can all somehow make it onto my cargo freighter -”

“Our jets can each take at least one additional passenger, granted they’re fine with sitting cramped in the auxiliary gunner’s seat,” the Admiral’s voice chimed in. “Truth is, we can’t hold ‘em off for long.”

Eden glanced about the wreckage. They’d been making progress towards the Administrator’s office, but that hadn’t stopped rebels from slipping past them, not to mention the rebels that had already been mining a way into the vault when she arrived, now sealed once again but not for long. She still sensed the hunger lacing the meadow, but knew that the beasts lying in wait there would not take their fill until those who remained made a run for it. The only way out was off-planet, but now it was up to Eden to figure out a way to make sure anyone lived long enough for Atton to return, and for Admiral Onasi’s squadron to make their rounds. 

“Sure, but then where do we go?” Zherron asked, a thread of desperation finally needling into his steely expression. “Especially when our place is here.”

Eden grabbed Zherron by the collar and wrenched him closer, her saber sizzling threateningly close to his silver hair.

“Doesn’t matter where, so long as you’re alive,” Eden continued. “You’ve made your last stand, now show them you won’t give up.”

She couldn’t help but think of her mother, refusing to leave their village until the very last. Zherron held Eden’s gaze and eventually nodded. 

Eden released her grip and rounded on Zayne, who was still protecting their position by redirecting blasterfire, his yellow saber a golden ray of literal sunshine despite all the bloodshed. 

“I need you to keep doing what you’re doing,” Eden ordered, swirling Aiden’s saber almost lazily, volleying several dozen rounds back from whence they came. “I’m going down to the vault.”

“You’re-?” Zayne faltered, his Force shield almost giving way as he glanced back at Eden to make sure he heard her correctly. 

Eden only nodded her head once before she braced his shoulder, as if they’d always been good friends. Part of her wondered what might have become of them had they ever both become Jedi or had they ever crossed paths in their separate exiles, before shaking her head internally at the notion. 

“Alright,” he eventually conceded, reading her mind and doubting not her but the idea brewing in her brain. “I’ll do what I can.”

Thank you.”

Eden turned back around and faced the dilapidated path that led towards Adare’s office. She glanced at the sky, wondering what the Matale ancestors would think of this view amidst their fallen halls. 

The Force flowed strangely through this place - twining past and present in a way unlike the Jedi ruins, instead weaving in semblances of old joy and long-forgotten ease among the more present and obvious threads of anguish and unrest in a way that married them, making the present feel inevitable instead of alternate. Eden blinked away the thought and looked toward the meadow, judging just how far Atton was by now and whether he was really coming back. Part of her hoped he’d left them all behind, if only for his own sake, before feeling heavy at the thought of it.

“Cover me,” Eden asked before finally retreating, the layout of the room imprinting itself in her mind. She didn’t wait for Zayne’s affirmation, instead only sensing his agreement through the ether as the remainder of her senses focused on the comfortable weight of the lightsaber now firmly grasped in her hand, wondering where its twin was. A thought in duplicate.

It was like Citadel Station all over again, but easier. Her body knew what to do before her mind did, and with a lightsaber by her side, anything was possible. 

It was all a blur - until the faces started registering in her mind. 

Suddenly, and without warning, Eden felt as if she were now at the very center of the universe. Time stilled and everything around her crystalized, the simulation put on pause. Her next steps solidified, then, their inevitability inescapable. She didn’t want it to come to this, but the Force willed it to be so…

Doesn’t it always? Kreia’s voice spirited into her own, sounding more tired yet malaise as ever. And as its sole interpreters, we are forever indebted to its advice.

As if the path ahead were merely suggestive. Though… was it? 

Eden blinked, an icy shiver running the length of her spine as she considered the idea. But it was gone just as quickly as it came, a spectral image of Kreia’s somber smile replacing the thought with silent reverence, as if telepathically observing her and passing quiet, affirmative judgement.

I’ve only ever witnessed one other sword fighter as skilled as you, Kavar had gone on to say, the pride in his eyes dimming then. And his name was Exar Kun. 

Eden never knew what to do with that information, and now with a replica of the man’s lightsaber held firmly in her hand, she had a feeling she was about to find out.






3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Rakatan Ruins
Sion

 

Sion’s mind quieted as he descended the neverending steps beneath the ruin, a side-effect rather than anything done of his own accord.

Words melted into nothing in his mind, thoughts dissolving behind the basic information his senses picked up - the stale smell of the tepid air, the sound of his boots landing softly upon layers of dust that plumed with every step, and the unending darkness that sprawled out before him, drawing him onward despite the murk of its unplumbed depths.

The Force threaded through everything down here but in a way Sion had only ever felt in Eden’s wake, venturing to each planet that still bore her presence. It was muted, lying in wait, but ever-pervasive and exceedingly warm as if it meant to smother with the lull of sleep. His limbs felt lax despite the apprehension tensing in him otherwise, his body yearning to sit down for but a moment, perhaps close his eyes…

“I’ve never sensed anything like this before,” Uruba uttered in an awestruck whisper.

Sion was, for once, thankful for her interruption. He glanced at her sidelong to find her gaze wondrous and terrified, her anxious energy just about the only thing tethering him to the present .

“This place,” he began, each word a struggle to slip over his tongue. They walked along in what little light still emanated from Uruba’s datapad, just barely illuminating the path ahead. Above, the Force had filled in the gaps where sight fell short, exceeding even beyond what an eye was capable of registering. But down here, the Force was instead a dense cloud Sion waded through with every step, muddling his perception of everything, including all that he knew to be true. “It is beyond comprehension.”

He meant this in duplicate. It was beyond comprehension in the way it sought to suffocate his mind, draping itself like a veil that refused to be penetrated, but it was also ancient beyond reckoning. The temple above was old, tens of thousands of years, but this? Sion had no words for the way the cragged rock spoke to him through the din, or how the mere sound of his footsteps echoing on the tiled floors did so in a way that he simply knew these stones had been laid well before the temple above was not only constructed but eons before the civilization that built it was even advanced enough to speak, let alone smart enough to fashion tools.

“It’s a maze,” Uruba said eventually, her voice small and mousy and so unlike herself. “We’ve been walking for…”

Minutes? Hours? Days? Each answer felt correct and yet also like a dream, every second melding into the next as well as into the one previous, all of it undulating in an indiscernible sea of consciousness that sought to swallow him whole.

Sion paused, reaching out a hand for Uruba’s wrist to stop the woman in her tracks beside him. She stumbled, shooting him a dark look that also returned her to herself. Uruba sucked in a purposeful breath and the mere thought of her sharp inhale made Sion feel as if he’d just taken in a true breath for the first time in years himself. 

You’re a healthy boy, aren’t you? A woman cooed at him from the depths of his memory, her face soft and beautiful, both familiar and long forgotten. You’re going to be a soldier, just like your brothers and sisters. 

Sion’s eyes shot open to the darkness, suddenly unsure if they’d been open this entire time. 

“M’lord,” Uruba beckoned, shaking her wrist still held taut within his hand.

Her face was so clear. For just a moment. And the scent of her. Oh, that smell. Like damp earth, cool and sharp and calming. Her eyes the same shade of dark green as a forest after the deluge of a storm.

Sion thought of the meadow above just the night before and the way the petrichor struck a chord within him at the scent of it. It echoed within him now, beckoning to be remembered.

He spun around, his eyes searching the many dark passages that surrounded them as if in search of that very memory, and pursued the one that felt darkest. 

M’lord,” Uruba begged again, this time at Sion’s heels. “I-”

But Uruba trailed off, instead succumbing to Sion’s impatient investigation. He felt on the brink of something with every step, something half-remembered on the periphery of his mind as he edged closer and closer to… what exactly?

He thought of stopping, of acclimating to his surroundings and surmising a way out of here. But his mind yearned for another memory, hungry to put another piece together, tempered only by Uruba’s weight beside him as he dragged her through the halls. He might have continued had she not eventually wrenched herself free, an exclamation poised on her tongue and clear in the air between them were it not for the sight that stood before them now.

The darkness opened up to a cavern that yawned out from the shadows, its presence made known by the echo of a nearby water source trickling from somewhere unseen up above to somewhere unfathomable down below. The Force cleared just as Sion’s own sight adjusted to the gloom, the sharp edges of towering stalagmites rising up from the earth like spires taking shape as silhouettes in the distance. 

With Uruba wonderstruck and silent at his side, Sion crossed the cavernous grotto. He glanced down to find a dark yet luminous onyx beneath his boots, shimmering with an otherworldly light. His eyes widened at the sight of it, entranced, looking up only to find that he’d walked clear across the cave, bewitched for the duration of the journey. There, his eyes met the rising spires, their presence monolithic and unspeakably ancient. And nestled within the grove betwixt them was a rock slab that crested just below Sion’s eye level. It was inlaid with three grooves, their scalloped edges recalling items of similar make meant to settle within their conscripted space. They each sat empty.

Sion reached out and laid his hand atop the slab, its uniformness akin to an altar long abandoned, its votives now absent, its kindling religion lost even to memory. But it echoed through the Force, thin like a spectre who had years ago forgotten its own name. 

You’re stronger than the others, his mother had whispered, her voice spiriting back to him through the decades, the sound appearing in his mind just as it had in his ear all those years ago. Don’t let them know I’ve told you so.

A secret sown then just as Revan sowed her own when she found this place. Time and space collapsed, then, momentarily and in minutiae, threading his past and hers. He let his palm soak in the cool relief of the stone beneath his skin, yearning to hear more of his mother’s voice, the opposite of anything and everything Traya had ever uttered in his direction, somehow knowing that Revan had done the same the last and only time she was here, the flutter of her ghost brushing up against his as if he were merely mirroring her actions from years ago, following in the echo of her footsteps. 

Revan knew where the missing pieces were from. She’d seen it in her dreams. Or were they memories? 

“How far are we from Korriban?” he asked.

His voice was quiet, finding space beside the trickling water that otherwise orchestrated all ambience within this hallowed hall. Uruba perked up at his voice, almost not having heard him or perhaps believing it to be some sort of imagining before she glanced at her datapad again. She shook her head, flustered, realizing she already had the answer without looking it up.

“Less than a day,” she said. 

“And Tatooine?”

“Two days, give or take.”

“And Dxun?”

“M’lord, may I ask-?”

You may not.”

Sion’s voice cut through the room, his dismissal reverberating off the walls. The space thrummed with his words moments after he spoke them, his question remaining. 

“Half a day,” Uruba said. 

There was a thread here, its spool still unfurling, its path unending. Though how it needled through the galaxy, past and present, he was not sure. But Revan had wondered the very same.

“What did Revan say of this place?” he asked, plucking the datapad from Uruba’s fingers before she could reply. The screen near blinded him but his eyes hardly blinked, his dry irises glaring at the datapad as if it might surrender its answers willingly. 

Uruba said nothing. She stood, mute, watching as Sion struggled with the device, holding her tongue until he finally navigated to the folder she’d already been perusing and found the very entry he sought. 

It reminded me of my father, Revan wrote. I’d hardly remembered him until now, but now it’s as if I cannot forget him. As if he is in my very marrow, witnessing all of this beside me like some phantom passenger.

Sion stilled at the description, recalling again his mother’s long-forgotten face and the way she smiled down at him in what he could only assume was a cradle, an impossible memory but one that unfolded before him nonetheless. 

But it also reminded me of the work I did by his side at the university, of the artifacts he had me sort through as a child. Another memory lost but now uncovered, Revan continued. Kae said she found me in the Dune Sea, but I have a feeling she did not find me in the dunes themselves but deep beneath them, somewhere much like this, though how generations of Jedi have never stumbled upon this place I do not know. Perhaps their blind spots are learned and not just inherent to the Light Side of the Force, but manufactured? Placed there by someone else, perhaps on purpose, planted…

The log went on, musing and nonsensical, delving more into theory before she next wrote: I caught a glimpse of this sensation on Korriban as well, which is what first drew me there. At first I thought it was simply the desert, but it wasn’t long before I knew the connection was more intricate than that, more exacting. Perhaps I should return and see for myself.

It was dated twelve years ago, meaning that Revan had only just formally entered the Mandalorian Wars under the Jedi banner, or so Sion had learned. And yet she had already ventured to Korriban… 

Sion’s own memory glitched then, knowing where Revan was though not himself, his mind a complete blank when he otherwise conjured that period of time. He thought of Traya again, then, but as he’d first seen her on Malachor, as if she’d been the one to birth him instead of the woman he fleetingly remembered now. 

Revan’s documentation continued on through the remainder of the wars but spoke nothing of her first visit to Korriban. Sion thrust the datapad back at Uruba and spun around towards the exit, unsure of how to return to the surface but eager to do so anyway.

Part of him knew that he would venture there, too - to Korriban, now even more a grave than it had been before, the academy there long barren and abandoned - but he had other unfinished business to attend to first. Though he knew not what.

Nihilus could perhaps put some pieces together, if his hunger was still abated as it was when last they spoke. If not, then Sion was on his own again.

 




3951, En route to Coruscant
Mission

 

It all happened so fast.

She and Big Z worked as if no time had passed since Tatooine, maneuvering around Zayne’s ship as if it were their own, now navigating the hyperspace highway with a cargo full of heavily sought after goods and counting the minutes as they passed until they finally arrived at Coruscant, ready to deposit it all in the confines of Carth’s long-abandoned apartment because it was the only place any of them knew to drop anything off. Let alone crates full of lore-heavy Jedi artifacts now worth at least a billion credits, if not more…

“Your codes better be up to snuff,” Mission groaned as she perused Zayne’s computer, readying herself for landing - not that he could hear her.

Carth had already set them up to dock at his personal landing pad, but Zayne’s ship still needed the proper clearance, regardless of whatever access Carth granted them. He was still awaiting approval when they left, and if Zayne’s codes didn’t clear…

“All will be fine,” Big Z assured with a low rumble as he re-entered the cockpit, returning again from the cargo hold as if their haul might disappear at any given moment - neither of them were about to forget what happened at the vault. “I have a good feeling.”

“Well, I have a bad one,” Mission groaned, crossing her arms as she sank further back into the pilot’s seat and glared at the blue-white marble of lightspeed. “Thing’s have been off since we got this job, y’know? Before that, even. Especially just before Nevarra left…”

Mission trailed off but in the interim of her story, a story Zaalbar knew well, he reached across the center console and placed a heavy hand on her shoulder.

Left was a nicer way of putting it. Abandoned felt more like it. Disappeared. Vanished, even. The last Mission spoke to Nevarra, they had planned on seeing a holofilm, as mundane as it was. It was a murder mystery, a genre they both admitted to liking in an offhand conversation aboard the Hawk . En route to Lehon, actually, if Mission remembered correctly. Already outed as Revan then, but still decidedly Nevarra despite the revelation. They’d expressed a love for the especially hardboiled, old-school noirs, the ones that last saw a golden age about a hundred years ago. And this new film promised everything those older ones had in spades. It had received glowing reviews, and even won a few accolades in the entertainment circuit and online forums alike, only when the time came to see it Nevarra had already left, gone without notice and without telling even Carth when she might be back. If ever.

Mission still looked up the holofilm’s reviews from time to time, imagining what Nevarra might have said about it had she seen it. Hell, maybe she already had…

“We’re almost there,” Big Z interrupted her reverie, giving her shoulder a gentle squeeze before retreating to the cargo hold once more. “We need to be quick.”

“Right, right,” Mission said just as they pulled out of hyperspace and the usual jumble of Coruscant orbital traffic filled her field of vision. 

The predictability of this planet’s chaos was soothing at the sight of it, the galaxy getting on as it always had. Well, more or less.

Reports are still trickling in about the incident on Nespis VIII, one radio station began. Mission changed the channel only to hear that civil unrest in the city of Iziz has Onderonian political analysts worried that- Mission changed the channel again only to hear about more politics, this time from Alderaan, followed by reports of a fuel shortage…

“It’s always something,” Mission muttered to herself, shaking her head. “Yet how’s it always the same?”

There was always some crisis to be averted, some breaking news story. Yet that never stopped the flow of commerce, the stall of traffic, or the perpetual need to pay the bills. In fact, several holonoirs had been released since Nevarra’s disappearance, and one was even set to premiere that very evening on Coruscant, just a ward away from where Carth’s apartment was situated. Onderon was in crisis, Dantooine was burning, and this sector would soon be victim to the biggest fuel crisis of the century, yet despite it all there was a full cast and a director getting all glitzed and glammed up for some red carpet PR event celebrating the arts and the simple business of keeping the masses entertained. 

Life was easy, for people like them. And yet it was worse for so many others. Their stories never heard. 

State your business.”

The comms flashed, hailing Mission as her eyes traced the orange glow of Coruscant’s main thoroughfare. She held her gaze a moment longer before taking a measured breath and answered, offering her credentials in as even a voice as she could muster. 

Silence met her response, a few seconds longer than she’d like, before she was greeted with the much-welcomed, “Got it, kid. You’re free to land.”

Mission sighed, a little scared that things went too well. 

It went exactly as planned, as well as predicted. Carth told her that there was one particular officer that knew him well, frequented the same grocery store and gym apparently, who would be likely to buy her story without asking any further questions - someone Mission had met a few times on occasion, in fact. From the sound of his voice, he was someone they’d run into once or twice when she and Big Z had come to visit, though Carth was often stopped in public by fellow soldiers, veterans, or any number of people who happened to recognize the Admiral of the Republic Navy, this man was especially friendly and the fact that his dog trusted both Carth and Nevarra was apparently rule enough for him to follow suit. He even offered Mission a heartfelt, “Tell the Admiral I said hello.”

She smiled softly to herself after saying that she would and thank you, before she signed off. Another mundane thing - a simple kindness. A certain brand of normalcy she could more than forgive despite everything, if not outright pledge herself to its perpetuity, no matter what happened next. 

“Are you ready, Z?” Mission called down the short hall that separated Zayne’s cockpit from his cargo hold. 

Big Z met her question with a resounding affirmative just as Mission entered Coruscant’s glittering atmosphere, for a moment plunging herself into the everyday bustle of the planet’s usual comings and goings as soon as she was traffic-level. She glimpsed into passing ships, wondering about the people inside and the other, unknown lives they lived, her eyes then wandering to the broad open windows of Coruscant’s countless apartments and restaurants, watching people dine and talk and walk their pets, put their children to sleep, and simply exist. 

Mission heaved a sigh as she made her usual run towards Carth’s landing pad, finding it odd that she internally referred to it as his alone and not his and Nevarra’s, noting that their dark apartment was in good need of a powerwash. This sector of the neighborhood was thankfully quiet, the airspace nearby blissfully still. Mission glanced at the clock and noted that it was just past the rush-hour, most offices having closed about an hour ago, while also just a tad early for the dinner rush. No one was out traveling just yet, which meant it was the perfect time for Mission and Zaalbar to make it look like the Admiral of the Republic Navy was renovating his apartment and having a rather generous shipment of furniture delivered. Or something like that. 

“You changed?” Mission asked as she slipped into her jumpsuit. It was a salvaged gardening suit used at Khoonda for maintaining the grounds, something she doubted they would be doing much of in the days or weeks, or even months, to come. 

“Ready,” Zaalbar rejoined, the sound of the loading ramp descending to Mission’s eager ear. 

She glanced at the pilot’s console, looking again at the pictures Zayne had tacked up beside his display screen. On one side were two candid photos, one a close-up of Jarael looking angry and another of Gryph looking drunk but laughing uproariously, the image overexposed but endearingly so. On the other side was a photo of Zayne and Jarael, together, looking at one another affectionately amidst what Mission could only surmise was a serious discussion about something utterly unserious whilst seated at a bar on the seaside. Jarael glared playfully in Zayne’s direction while Zayne, cleary the one in control of the camera-function, glanced at Mission, the viewer, his handiwork betrayed by a slight smirk crossing his face as well as his peripheral vision making eye-contact with the camera itself. It was a lovely photo, but it also looked as if Zayne were looking at her now, in real-time, silently asking that Mission not forget about him or the family he’d left behind.

Mission bit her lip and silently promised Zayne that she would hurry, wondering what was happening on Dantooine at this very moment before meeting Big Z at the loading ramp.

“Ready when you are,” he said. 

Mission looked down the ramp and breathed in the city air, the scent of plasteel and pollution reminding her inevitably of Taris. 

“Let’s go.”

The work was exceedingly easy. The simplicity of the task itself, moving crate after crate of artifacts from one place to another as she had countless times before, was enough to allow Mission’s mind a reprieve into the repetitive comfort of its cyclical process. Pick up a box, walk it across the landing pad, deposit it in Carth’s empty living room, repeat steps one through three as needed. It wasn’t until they were finished and she finally retreated to the kitchen to retrieve a glass of water that it really hit her.

The apartment seemed almost alien, now, the boxes currently filling the space notwithstanding. Big Z was already busy moving each one to a more discreet location - piled in a corner in the study, tucked in the hallway and bedroom closets - while Mission rested her bones and recreated the apartment in her mind, exactly the way it had been the last she’d seen it. It wasn’t that different, to be honest. It looked as if Carth had last left here in a hurry. There were still clothes tossed atop the bed, laundry to be folded, and cups full of long evaporated beverages on several surfaces. But something about seeing the place with the lights all off and lit only from the traffic outside, the warm glow of the landing pad light the only thing illuminating the kitchen, was enough to make Mission feel as if she were meandering a dream, unsure of how it ended. 

I don’t remember having a space of my own before, Nevarra once confessed. I like this painting, I think, but I dunno, is it stupid? Kitsch? Is that even a thing people are worried about?

Mission had only laughed over her drink then, assuring Nevarra that she liked whatever she liked despite still teasing that she was lame no matter what she chose. Mission glanced at the painting now, unsure how to feel about it. 

“You okay?” Zaalbar asked eventually. 

Mission had no idea how much time had passed. 

“I will be,” she nodded, more for herself and than for Big Z. “At least, I hope so.”

 




3951 BBY, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Eden

 

It was bliss followed quickly by horror. How easy it was to follow intrinsic orders, tracing the lines the Force fed her as if they were involuntary. Like breathing. Only worse.

She blocked out the faces of the bodies who stood in her way, barring her entry to the lower level of the estate. It was the only way she was going to make it down there. It was the only way they were going to make it out alive. Life had a cost, and it was always heavy. And with each swing of her saber, the ache within her widened, making space for the growing lack.

Adare’s office was a ruin. The transplanted trees within were burning, their bases already ash, and the skylights above were darkened with soot. It looked as if another storm had positioned itself perpetually overhead, promising only the threat of rain and thunder, the mere idea enough to alter the atmosphere of the place without ever acting on its promise. 

More faces emerged from the din of her memory as waves of rebels tried to push her back, to hold their position, plumbed from the depths and always a moment too late, just as Benok was. It was all Eden could do to forget, forging ahead because if she didn’t then even more deaths would tally in her name. As if the people she were striking down to save them wasn’t already enough. 

Jets flew overhead, their sound slicing through the cacophony with welcome interruption. The escape route was here. Now… to get everyone out.

Eden heaved a breath as she pushed an unconscious body out of her path, the steps down to the vault clear. The red-orange glow of Aiden’s saber was the only light provided to her and the stairs ahead led down into a deep dark nothingness, betraying nothing of what transpired below. It was just like that hut on Tatooine, housing a labyrinth beneath its humble floors. The Force splayed itself out in her mind’s eye this time to fill in the gaps, filling the spaces it was unable to answer for her back then, no longer mute yet somehow more sinister despite the answers it laid at her feet. As if in apology for being so silent before.

She took one step down and paused. Eden inhaled and closed her eyes, quieting the Force until it was merely an afterthought, again hungry for the quiet of her mind the last nine years she spent without it. The silence enveloped her for a singular, fleeting moment, before surrendering entirely to the prescience that was the Force, washing over her in waves she could no longer resist the pull of.

So it goes, Kreia said again with a sigh. We are waiting.

Her voice was quiet, presumptive but patient. Already aware of the future to come just as Eden was, its truth now evident in her bones. 

Aiden’s saber lit her path like a torch, its orange flame flickering against the dark walls of the descent until its light met the backs of several necks stooped at the base of the vault’s entrance. Each of the rebels working at the door remained unaware of her arrival, yet they would become aware soon enough. 

It would be so easy to strike them down, to slash their innards across the walls of the vault’s halls. Just like she had on Serroco. At Dxun. But instead, Eden gave herself up to the Force, submitting again to its suggestion. And this time, she was thankful that she did. 

She closed her eyes and time slowed again, her fingertips bristling with electricity just as they had on Citadel Station. Only this time, all she needed to do was extend a single hand into the air as if she were anointing it, and as soon as she did the sea of people before her parted, each of them left stunned on the floor. A momentary flash betrayed the branching timeline she just departed from - brimming with blood and agony - before dissolving and revealing the true present. A few unconscious bodies, she could live with. Not that it made up for the toll still trailing her. 

Eden looked at the door, knowing what needed to happen next. And despite the anguish still festering in her periphery, there was something harrowed and hopeful bubbling beneath the surface of her, bristling out from the edges of her fingertips where the electricity fizzled and dissolved to make way for it. She’d forgotten this. The sheer possibility the Force promised - the possibility the Force provided . Granted she believed in its power.

It had been so long.

After nearly a decade, its memory felt more like a dream, like something read about in a holonovel, let alone something real. But she felt it then, the possibility. The endless promise. The indescribable yet undeniable feeling that anything and everything was possible.

Where time splintered in the Jedi ruins, its disparate fragments a mess in her mind, here all timelines collapsed into a single image, the future unfolding unopposed in her mind’s eye, begging that she beckon it into being. 

Eden closed her eyes. Her spirit stilled, calmed just as it had been in Chodo Habat’s presence, safe within the grotto he kept in miniature aboard Citadel Station as well as orbited above it - a sun and its star. And from the depths of her being, Eden felt it - that inescapable warmth, steady and slow and sure, perhaps the very source of calm Atton sensed from her when they were last aboard the Ebon Hawk. It settled over her like a shroud, like sunshine soothing the back of her neck, the tops of her shoulders, the outer edges of her arms, on a slow summer day. She raised her hand towards the door, extending her reach through the unseen ether, the spectral spirit of her fingers gently prying the metal apart as if she were tinkering with yet another droid, her mind utterly calm and at ease, her heart easy. The mechanism mapped itself out in her mind, as if offering its blueprints in somber concession, if only simply because she asked nicely. She could have simply wrenched the door apart, destroying it entirely, but instead its gears began to turn, its welded mechanism undoing itself at her will. 

They’d sealed themselves in, she thought, fear lacing her consciousness for a breath too long, the metal scraping slightly before she righted herself. Desperation clawed at the margins of her mind, reminding her that she needed to hurry, that the Force would only slow her enemies for as long as she could hold them, that they still didn’t have much time.

Tension mounted at the base of her neck, in the pit of her stomach - but there it was again. A wondrous warmth that swallowed the threatening cold of despair that threatened her, like the cool of morning dew succumbing slowly to the dawn.

Eden’s entire body submitted, her atoms reaching some unspoken equilibrium with the world around her, both natural and man-made, at peace with both the stagnancy of the earth beneath her as well as the destruction of the structure sat atop it. 

All will be as the Force wills it.

It was not Kreia who spoke it, though the words spirited into Eden’s mind as if summoned, an unseen spirit made manifest. And it guided her hand as she coaxed the door to unlock, the world around it as still as if time would never move again.

The Force isn’t as strong in the sister, Master Vandar had once said about her, overheard as she and Aiden sat crouched by the closed doors to the Dantooine cloister as children. She may struggle to find synchronicity with it, even with much study.

Revan had laughed at this statement years later when Eden retold the story, like a word of warning after hearing that Revan wished to take her on as an apprentice, only to choke on her own mirth after months of training and struggling still.

Revan would never understand not being able to readily commune with the Force, it is like a first language to her, Alek told Eden in confidence later. Like you, I studied the blade as my means of connecting with it, so perhaps I would prove to be the better teacher…

But Eden felt it now - utter and indisputable harmony, like a warm embrace long awaited, a quiet euphoria overcoming her senses as absolutely everything no matter how mundane suddenly made sense.

And just as quickly as it had come, it was gone again, the words echoing in the back of her mind as the door finally opened.

All will be as the Force wills it.

In the wake of the words, Eden felt cold as symmetry dissolved into dissonance. The distant echo of death returning to the drum of her ear. 

Eyes watched her from the room within, wondering if the coast was clear. They lowered their weapons, unsure of who was there to meet them, though relieved to see it was her. An unusual reaction for Eden, at least.

She spoke, though she felt as if she were watching it all unfold outside herself, deaf to the words she uttered as she ushered the others upstairs while the rebels beside them remained comatose. It wasn’t until she locked eyes with Bao-Dur that the world came rushing back - her senses, her memories, and the truth of the unavoidable present. His weapon wasn’t aimed, but his arm still tensed around it, cradling it as if he nursed its presence in preparation for future use. 

Eden couldn’t help but think of the military outpost she found him in - the bodies surrounding him, the panicked look on his face - and the feeling that no matter how many years they put between them and Malachor, that there was no distance in the universe that could truly separate them from what happened that day.

All will be as the Force wills it.

But at what cost?

Notes:

I wrote most of this chapter to the 13 Sentinels OST (it definitely lent itself to the weaving of prescience and memory here, also highly recommend that game) but it was only in the rereading of this chapter that I caught all of my unintentional lotr references lol (Sion thinking to visit Nihilus for counsel, “I must see the head of my order. He is both wise and powerful. He will know what to do."; and Mission's thoughts about Coruscant somehow mirroring Bilbo's thoughts on the Shire, "And so, life in the Shire goes on, very much as it has this past Age… full of its own comings and goings...". Also Eden sending blasterfire from whence it came, "It must be taken deep into Mordor and cast back into the fiery chasm from whence it came!"). I feel like there was another one but I already can't remember. Idk, not relevant but moreso proof to myself that the films especially are imprinted on my soul and I caught 0% of these while writing and the first round of edits so it gave me a good laugh in the pre-post edit

as always, thanks to you all for being here and hope you enjoy my (hopefully poetic) ramblings about death and the force and bisexual disasters

Chapter 70: This is the Way

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Atton

 

Shit, shit, shit. 

Atton circled what little remained of Khoonda in cloaked passes, keeping one eye below while the other kept watch for any incoming attacks. The hair on the back of his neck stood on end, telling him that something was coming, he just couldn’t see what.

Shit, shit, fucking shit. Fuck.

And surrounding the chaos, masked by their manes blending into the tall grass, stood dozens of kath hounds waiting to feed.

He should have left. 

He could have been at least one lightyear closer to a shot of juma had he hightailed it out of there, but no. Atton was playing the hero - or at least the reluctant pilot with no other job prospects outside of selling what remained of his sorry soul (or more likely his body) to the Exchange. He could sure use a glass of something hard right now, though. To at least to take the edge off, his senses too occupied to resort to counting power couplings or Pazaak cards for once.

Atton had one hand on the controls with a pinky hovering over the cloaking mechanism while the other remained poised at the comms, hoping that Eden or Zherron or anyone was within range soon enough to receive his position so they could usher themselves inside. Atton had the Hawk’s comms on and tuned to the channel Zherron gave Atton before departing, but nothing came through yet. 

There was movement below, but it was difficult to parse out. Plumes of smoke billowed out from Khoonda’s interior, the spaces between highlighted only with the piercing red of blasterfire. From his periphery, Atton swore he saw the grass sway in one insular direction, the kath hounds no doubt closing in. 

Shit. Shit shit shit. 

He lowered the ship, barely skimming the tops of the scorched lawn closest to Khoonda. But that’s when he saw it - an unmistakable flash of white. It flickered in the sky at the corner of his vision, like a reflection glinting off of something unseen. Then, he felt it - the Hawk shuddered, as if hit, and Atton’s attention returned to the sky, his eyes scanning the clouds before glancing at the data screen. The shields were fine, everything in surprisingly working order after their otherwise unpleasant ordeal in Telos’ polar region. From the corner of his eye, he saw something again, glinting and green. He barely followed its trajectory, his attention pulled in a thousand directions, until he watched as a shower of debris fell over Khoonda before his eyes were again on the ground closing in towards the still-skimming ship.

Fucking shit. Shit, shit, shiiiit.

Atton veered the Hawk back up before it could crash into anything. He heaved a few heavy breaths as he looked over his shoulder towards the empty hallway and thought of the warmth of the pilot’s seat when he sat in it. The Ebon Hawk wasn’t being fired on - it was the one firing. And that meant someone was in the gunner’s seat.

His mind raced, uncomfortably blank as he juggled piloting and scanning the area, finally wrenched away from any errant thoughts of residential hauntings when he spotted a singular yellow lightsaber blade emerge from the still-rising smoke. 

Then, the sky overhead erupted in laserfire. 

Fuck, fucking fuck.

The Hawk let out a singular blast before Republic-grade lasers littered the air, offering him cover. 

Get the survivors out first, Admiral, one of the Republic pilots reported over the comm. We’ll ferry the rest once they’re out of here. 

That was his cue.

Atton followed the beacon of Zayne’s saber and landed as closely as he could, tilting the Hawk on a slope of collapsed wall that afforded him enough space from the grasslands beyond. His hand hovered over the command to lower the loading ramp when the Hawk sent another blast from the gunner, only for it to be swallowed by a sea of laserfire overhead, the fight carrying on without the Ebon Hawk’s resident ghost to take part.

Fuck it, Atton thought as he pushed his palm against the loading ramp’s command switch. All he could do was keep the comms open and a weather eye out for when their inevitable escape would likely occur, if they were even afforded a window. The sound of boots on the ramp met Atton’s ears as he sat on the edge of his seat, his eyes glancing back towards the hallway not to see who entered but because he was sure that already he wasn’t alone. Atton imagined Eden slumping into the co-pilot’s seat beside him once they were ready to take off, but it was Kreia who entered the cockpit with a tired air of annoyance about her.

“Get us airborne,” she said. “Now.”

“No kidding,” Atton asked as he ordered the ramp to close. “Where in the hell are we even going, anyway?”

“Just get us into orbit lest you want to be blown out of the sky.”

Kreia stood almost calmly at the mouth to the cockpit, not quite entering the room proper but instead hovering over its threshold. A wave of cold overcame Atton as he felt it too, like a premonition or something worse - an undeniable knowing that made him feel sick. 

“Alright,” he relented just as Kreia disappeared again and Dillan took her place, pushing past the old woman and into the co-pilot’s chair. 

“How fast can this thing take us?” she demanded, her eyes wild.

“Fast enough, just cool your jets,” Atton said. “Any idea where we’re headed?”

“We shouldn’t even be leaving,” Dillan groaned. “What does that say about us if we don’t stand and fight?”

“We stood and we did fight,” Administrator Adare corrected as she, too, entered the cockpit, bringing with her an air of measured calm that countered Kreia’s lingering unease. “Now, we need to retreat and reassess. The wounded remain our priority.”

“'Course , but-”

“Any idea where I’m going here?” Atton interjected desperately as they climbed up into the atmosphere. 

“I’m taking us back to Telos,” Eden’s voice answered. Atton’s blood ran warm at the sound of it, his eyes glancing backward again this time not to catch sight of his own anxiety at the end of the hall but a whole other brand of it as he watched Eden reenter Telos’ coordinates as she hovered over the navicomputer, her silhouette doing things to him he never expected - feeling some semblance of comfort being one of them. “I know someone who can help.”

It didn’t take Atton long to connect the dots. 

Help. There was only one person who came to mind.

“Chodo Habat,” he said, nodding now. “Makes sense.”

“If anyone will understand what Khoonda just suffered, it’s him,” Eden assured, this time directing her statement at Adare and Dillan.  

The Administrator nodded once in the affirmative while Dillan merely looked Eden up and down, unsure of how to feel. Atton wasn’t sure how to feel either, only able to take orders. Eden’s eyes met his just as they reached the edge of Dantooine’s atmosphere, its yellow-green hue giving way to the deep dark black of space, before she disappeared down the hallway again.

So you will serve her , Kreia had promised him back on Telos. Until I release you.

Was he only agreeing to all this because Kreia was pulling some unseen string? Or was Atton obeying simply because he thought he had no other choice?




 

3951, Onderon

Lonna Vash

 

It was coming more easily to her now. Acting subservient, feigning indifference. Her face was melding with her assumed mask, masquerading a certain hollowness that haunted her even when she caught sight of her reflection when she was alone. Just as she was now. 

Lonna stood in the mirror of Erebus’ appointed quarters while he dozed on the settee - examining her every feature, counting her every silver strand to see if any more had sprouted. As if to document the passage of time, to acknowledge her waking hours with something tangible, some bit of evidence that she still existed, that all of this was even happening. Her eyes were tired, sunken, and her cheeks looked sharper. It wasn’t a good look, she thought. At least not on her. But something about the fatigue lacing her features felt realer than the interior of her mind, which was fast growing into something too slippery for her consciousness to latch onto with any confidence, her ability to tell vision from daydream growing dangerously untrustworthy.

Untrustworthy.

She glanced at Erebus, his breathing even and deep as he slept atop the settee. He was doing it more often, now, and always before Lonna could protest, slyly deferring the bed to her in silent protest of their charade despite its perpetuity. 

It was strange, seeing him like this. As both a fragment of his older self as well as the cautionary tale she and other Masters warned the younglings against year after year. And yet… Erebus had grown to show her a kindness she was not expecting. Again and again. Perhaps it was their history or their shared part in the ingrained future yet-to-pass as Lonna’s visions foretold. The Sith were not known for their kindness, but they were known to love. Perhaps singularly, selfishly. But it was not beyond them, as far as she knew…

Whatever sentiment she held for Erebus, for Aiden, it was akin to what feeling she still harbored for Korath and his housed ghost, his injury still lingering in her limping leg along with the spectre of his death that haunted her still. All the more reason for her to assure herself of her corporeal form in the mirror…

Lonna sighed and watched as the air escaped her lungs. She watched the way her chest rose with the inhale, noting the way her lips parted on the exhale. They would be leaving this place in the morning and departing for Dxun. Perhaps it was only in her mind, but Lonna swore she could already feel the clawing lack she felt in Eden’s presence the day they sentenced her to exile licking at her heels, the abyss singing her into his depths as if luring Lonna to the bloodsoaked moon where Eden Valen made a name for herself, threatening to swallow her whole beneath its darkened dirt as if in penance for the sentence she had part in subjecting Eden to.

Lonna feared it would come to this, but only because she already knew that it might come to pass. So many of Lonna’s visions were indescribable - void of image but instead ingrained with feeling, a feeling she only recognized as it was either eclipsed or came into being - each one ascribed to only a few poorly jotted down notes in her records. Lonna abandoned the refresher and retrieved her datapad from the desk, tempted to revise the record. But instead of opening the appropriate program, she instead retreated into the next room and queued up the galactic news. 

It was something she often did before all of this - before Katarr, before her self-imposed exile, before losing Korath... Sometimes she watched the news with a warm cup of caff, though she most often viewed it as an accompaniment to her lunch. It was her main niche as council member that she be well-versed in the goings on the galaxy, keyed into the very topics of the day so as to make sure the Council remained relevant and up-to-date. Something Atris often took offense to. 

The Jedi are not meant to be ingrained in the matters of the material world, Atris once reprimanded behind the guise of a smile. 

But we are part of this world, aren’t we? Lonna had argued with just as serene of a smile, relishing slightly in the way Atris’ eye twitched in response. Atris was wise beyond her years, but despite her elevated station there was something about her worldview that had begun to grate on Lonna over the years. In the time spanning Revan’s sanctioned involvement in the Mandalorian conflict through her schism from the Jedi, Atris’ standpoint had been a resolute anchor Lonna was thankful for. But in the years that followed the frought Civil War, it began to eat away at her. 

We are peacekeepers , Master Zez-Kai Ell had affirmed after one such confrontation with Atris. How else are we meant to protect the galaxy from all that ails it if we are not acquainted with its darker tendencies? With its every minutiae?

There wasn’t much in the first few minutes of the broadcast Lonna tuned into, though she always found reports of the weather oddly calming. 

The City of Iziz should expect a reprieve from the recent rain , a pleasant-looking woman reported. Yet we are still due for some drizzle over the weekend, though sparse. 

Lonna settled more deeply into the chair she sat in, her eyes glancing toward the door opened slightly ajar where Erebus slept. Her mind extended across the apartment to find that he was still sleeping soundly, undisturbed by her viewing, the volume having been turned down low.

Queen Talia is expected to make yet another unprecedented appearance this week, another reporter went on to announce. She is set to address the Onderonian people as well as the Republic as a whole, where she-

Lonna’s brain tuned out the sound as she instinctively studied the crowd displayed at Queen Talia’s back in the footage the broadcast displayed, finding that among the throng was someone familiar. 

She paused the footage and rewound it, stopping only when she finally saw it - a stern face made clear in the thick of the crowd. He wasn’t standing beside Talia but instead buried in the mass of onlookers standing just beyond her, his visage intent despite the chaos surrounding him - because from a sea of people, Lonna was able to parse out Kavar’s unmistakable gaze from among hundreds. 

She’d always known he was here, even if it were better that she hadn’t.

At least someone will know that I yet live , the man had said with a half-smile before disappearing amid a Coruscant thoroughfare. Kavar was the last Jedi Lonna had seen since parting with Korath to Nespis VIII, and it was strange to see him now, his face frozen in a paused holorecording as if he were the suspect of some undescribed crime.

He lives, she thought to herself. As does Vrook. But as for Zez-Kai Ell…

No news had reached her from Hutt Space, though her visions spoke of it plenty. Perhaps it was better that she did not know. 

Kavar stood with dozens of others crowded at Queen Talia’s back, but something about the way he looked at her and the way the queen held herself yet purposefully refrained from looking over her left shoulder told Lonna that the two were aware of one another, if not more intimately so. It was dangerous for Kavar to get so involved in something like this, especially when the plan was to remain hidden. But Lonna had disobeyed their shared promise just as Kavar had in investigating the raiding of the Nespis temple, in getting involved with Erebus and everything that transpired on Dantooine…

She wondered what Vrook might say had they crossed paths, but instead shut off the datapad entirely, as if Kavar might telepathically impart her thoughts through some strange osmosis, a witchcraft derived from simply staring at his face as it was so brazenly displayed on the news as if it were nothing…

Would anyone else see this? Would anyone hunting Jedi recognize him and come running? She had to believe Kavar was smarter than that, but the idea of it still dug into her mind, tunneling into her thoughts until it was all she could consider even long after she’d abandoned the datapad and had endeavored to sleep, pulling the covers up to her chin like a child scared of what lay in wait beneath her bed.

The Dxun moon would make things clearer, if her visions were true. Painstakingly clear.

But now Lonna wasn’t sure she even wanted to know what it had to impart... 




 

3951, Dantooine Grasslands, Khoonda
Mical

 

“Bring as many as you can in here,” he said, after scanning the common area before finally happening upon what he first thought was a hall closet but was instead pleased to find was a modest medbay. “The less urgent ones you can lay over there.”

The sitting area was sprawling enough to house at least a few reclining bodies but the rest would have to be placed on the floor. It wasn’t unlike the war - comfort was seldom and treatment always came first. Zherron placed the smallest, most ashen body atop the medbay bed before rushing outside and ushering in another, placing the second on the bench beside it, almost as small as the first and just as covered in first-degree burns. 

It never got easier - seeing the bodies, thinking of what events precluded this and what needed to happen next to prevent the worst from unfolding. Mical’s mind raced as his brain prioritized treatment over emotion, his eyes scanning the scant space in search of any means of acquainting himself with the meager medical station and what he was capable of achieving here. There was a diminutive console set atop the corner of the workstation as well as a minilab, which was more than he was expecting really. But before he could marvel at the sight of it and sigh with abject relief, a series of binary bleeps met his exhausted ears, promising assistance. 

Oh," was all he could say in response, unsure of what the droid meant to communicate in more exact terms. 

“He says he can assist you in administering medication,” Eden interrupted, appearing in the doorway.

Despite the death surrounding him, Mical choked at the sight of her, unsure of what to say. He’d felt the fool for the majority of his time in her presence, now especially so. 

“Well,” he sputtered. “... Good. That’s good.

Just place whatever you need here, and give him the instructions.” Eden placed a hand on the slim medical tray that sidled the now-occupied bed.

Mical nodded once, curtly, unsure of what else to add. 

“I can take first watch,” Eden eventually offered, politely ignoring his tongue-tied silence. “You were surviving on rations in those ruins for a while, you need rest.”

“And these people need my help,” he pleaded weakly. “You saved me from the very same ruin for that exact reason, no?”

Eden betrayed a small self-effacing smile, one void of mirth, brimming instead with an unstemmed sadness. 

“I did,” she said softly before walking towards the nearest body. Eden slipped her hand in theirs, their blistered fingers curling around hers. “But the least I could do is help.”

The air in the room changed then, lightening some, though in a way Mical could not explain. The dread eating at him - the clawing adrenaline coursing through his veins urging him to keep going, reminding him that there would only be more death if he quit now - ebbed away and ushered in a quiet calm, a slow reassurance that threaded through his every molecule. His galloping heart slackened, his limbs released all tension, and he felt as if he’d received a full night’s rest. And the skin of the wounded hand held gently in Eden’s began to clear, ever-so-slightly, bright pink skin emerging from beneath the scars dissolving beneath Eden’s careful hand.

The spell broke there, the light dimming once more to the frantic sheen of a ship about to make the jump to lightspeed. And by the time it did, the small medbay jolting in the slightest before evening out again, Eden was hovering by the door. 

“It’s all I can do for now,” she conceded, a quiet guilt lacing her voice, her eyes downcast though a melancholy shade of hopeful colored her as she eyed the two injured within. She looked at the droid and said, “Even if you’re not brushed up on your binary, he should be of some help. His name’s T3-M4.”

There was something sweet about the way she spoke about the droid, as if it were a living creature rather than a fabricated thing. Mical glanced down at T3-M4, remarking that its eyes were wide and bright like an eager pup’s. 

“Thank you,” he said. “I’ll be sure to utilize whatever capabilities he possesses.”

It felt nice to say he rather than it. As if he had a true assistant, someone he could rely on. Which was something he hadn’t had in quite a long time.

Eden nodded, lingering in the doorway. She looked haunted, her eyes glazing over as she stared into the middle distance, her mind retreating into memory, recalling something Mical could only guess at. 

“Perhaps you are the one more in need of rest,” Mical suggested softly. 

The droid looked between him and Eden, as if expecting a retort. But Eden’s eyes only widened with tired surprise, saying nothing, before eventually nodding.

“You’re right,” she said. “But don’t dismiss the idea of it yourself.”

Mical didn’t know how to respond, so he didn’t. He let the medbay doors shut just as he caught a glimpse of Eden turning around, as if expecting a further answer from him. It was poetic, in a way. And not unlike their last meeting - or parting, more rather. It had ended just the same.

He’d watched her leave the Coruscant temple without uttering a word, without pleading his case. In the aftermath, he wondered if he’d wanted to be turned away all along, if he’d preferred to remain nondescript rather than a famed Jedi Knight. Being denied the opportunity saved him the grief of guilt he might have burdened himself with had he left of his own accord. And after meeting Erebus, he was almost glad, knowing what had happened once the Jedi turned on each other, unsure of where he might have landed in the schism. Many who opposed Revan were dead, and many who followed her cause later joined them. Their end no different, the Jedi Civil War more a genocide than a conflict. An orchestrated obliteration. Perhaps that had been Revan’s plan all along...

Yet Eden turned from that path long ago, before exile, and somehow she remained. 

But perhaps it was always meant to be this way. If not, then neither of them would be here now, years later.

When Eden left him that day in the Room of a Thousand Fountains, she wasn’t abandoning him completely. She was simply placing a bookmark where they overlapped, only to find him again in the depths of another Jedi temple a decade later, now a ruin and an inverse mirror to the one where their paths last crossed, the loop having now come full circle.

Or so Mical mused. 

It could have all been coincidence, but there was something satiating about the thought that it might be fate. 

And perhaps in simply believing so, it was.

 


 

3951, Aboard the Ebon Hawk, Hyperspace
Eden 

 

Eden watched as the medbay doors closed and felt more exhausted than she had in years. 

Her mind raced, overloaded just as it was upon waking on Peragus. Yet despite the even flow she felt in the wake of Habat’s healing, it was now a right mess again, a tangle of not only past and present but mucked with the varying impressions of the potential futures that lay before her, sprawling out in her mind with endless possibility despite the single unseen thread of surety that weaved through it all, its path certain but hidden from her, just out of reach. She’d sensed it in the Jedi ruins, and the feeling returned now. Khoonda’s survivors were shrouded in it, haunted without even knowing.

Is this what it was always like for her ? Eden thought. Was Revan’s mind always this heavy?  

Eden sighed, sidestepping Khoonda’s survivors before wandering into the hall. She considered visiting Atton again before remembering that Adare and Dillan were in the cockpit with him, just as she heard Bao-Dur’s and Zherron’s voices emerge from the garage which was also teeming with people. She glanced sideward to find the cargo hold empty, save for Master Vrook who was currently inspecting its far corners.

“You might want to have this place checked out,” he said, sensing her presence. “There’s evidence of rodents, I fear. Or something worse.”

Eden entered the room proper and furrowed her brow. Never in a million years did she think she would find herself alone in a room with Master Vrook, yet here she was, proven wrong. An awkward air filled the space between them, like an estranged relative had wandered into her home on the instructions of a misdelivered invitation. 

“What makes you say that?” she asked, even though she agreed. 

Vrook grunted before turning to face her, his visage grim.

“More of a feeling than anything,” he confessed. “We’re not alone here.”

He didn’t seem concerned, but Eden sensed it too. Just as she had with Kreia earlier. 

“You’re quite talented, I’ll give you that,” Master Vrook admitted after a long pause. He continued to walk the perimeter of the room, as if looking for something, though perhaps it was merely an excuse to avoid looking Eden in the eye. “It’s a wonder Kavar never-”

Master Vrook stopped short and Eden found herself tilting forward, as if leaning in Vrook’s direction might encourage him to continue. But Master Vrook only glanced back at her and shook his head.

“He agonized over it, y’know,” he said eventually. “The choice between training you or taking a seat on the Council.”

Eden froze, unsure of what to say. Eden had never met her own father. She’d only heard stories from her mother, from her aunt, from her grandparents - each of them painting a picture of a different facet of him, though each felt firmly based in a fiction Eden was only versed with as a bedtime story. But the way Kavar made her feel had been as if she’d had a father, and given what had happened it was also as if she’d lost one. To death or to estrangement, she wasn’t sure which was worse.

“In the end, I fear he was pressured into accepting the offer. By Atris, especially,” Vrook said with a sigh, as if the secret had been weighing on him. “But you knew that already, didn’t you?”

Eden remained silent, her revived grief now laced generously with silent rage, thinking of the way Atris stared her down in that colorless Jedi atrium on Telos only days earlier. 

“I never quite understood it,” Vrook continued, still circling the room. “But you truly made him proud. More than any other student under his tutelage, even after you’d followed Revan to war. Atris argued with him about it, naturally, but-”

Vrook shrugged.

“It is clear to me now why Revan snatched you up when she did.”

It was much like the aftermath of her conversation with Atris, as if she’d wandered into the depths of a dream. And even though Eden hadn’t dreamt in nearly ten years, the uncanniness of it all made it feel more fantasy than nonfiction, its sheer unimaginable truth so beyond reason that she had no other recourse than to think that it was some sort of hallucination. But what bothered her more was the bit that rang true - speaking to the long-held fear that Revan had only sought her out for some unseen purpose, perhaps always meaning to use her to end the war rather than relish in its spoils. Not that Eden would have wanted to, despite desperately wanting to come out of the conflict victorious. 

Eden wanted to say something - anything - but she remained silent. Passive, as she often was as a child and an adolescent, forever at the whim of the Jedi Masters who never quite knew what to do with her. 

Vrook rounded on her and examined her expression, recreating a memory she had of him as if to the tee.

His eyes finally met hers and after a beat, he said, “I saw him. Your brother.”

Eden merely looked at Master Vrook, her limbs anxious and awkward beneath his steely blue gaze. 

“You still look so much alike,” he said, as if with admiration, before admitting, “But seeing him now and considering how he’s changed after taking him for dead…”

Dead. It was something she’d never considered of Aiden, only wondering if he were safe in the aftermath of the Civil War, having hopefully forgotten her. But it was difficult not to think of all the times he’d lashed out as a child, especially on Dantooine, wondering if it was her absence that led him to where he was now…

Vrook took a long, slow lap around the room again as he considered his next words, pausing at the back of the cargo hold before admitting, “Seeing him now, I realize how wrong we were about you .”

Eden’s gaze sharpened in Vrook’s direction, his words wholly unexpected. 

“We were wrong for thinking you had fallen to the Dark Side simply for having followed Revan. However…”

Vrook cast his gaze back again, this time looking over his shoulder as if he expected someone to be there. Eden followed his eyeline, and though she saw nothing she felt… something. Master Vrook shook his head before approaching Eden more closely, this time whispering in her direction, as if they might be overheard, “I fear our decision would be the same, and it would have remained unanimous.”

To exile her. To exclude her. To banish her completely.

“The wound within you still withers, regardless of its origin. I feel it even now, though I admit it has healed some. And for that, I am glad to be proven wrong.”

Vrook offered her a weak smile, then, as well as a hand on her shoulder. Eden merely looked at his aged-speckled fingers before glancing back at his face, thankful when he retracted his grip.

“What did the mercenaries want with you, exactly?” Eden asked first, though a storm of other questions raged within her mind, eager to shift away from talk of herself, of Revan, of her brother. 

“They wanted insight regarding the inner workings of the Force,” he admitted rather easily, his breath light as if revealing such was a relief. “Though to what end, I do not know.”

Eden sensed this was a lie, though what told her so was unclear. It was a feeling as well as a suspicion, gleaned simultaneously from preconceived biases as well as the way Vrook simply said I do not know. 

“So their Jedi hunting, their interest in Force-touched objects…” she said. “It all boils down to simply a question about how the Force works ?”

She couldn’t keep the incredulity from her voice but Vrook merely nodded in response.

“Precisely,” he said, though this was only half the story.

Because despite his confession, despite his attempt at absolving himself, Master Vrook Lamar was still guilty of something. 

“It is presumptuous to think that the Force could be understood of all things, at least in simple terms,” Vrook continued. “Whatever those mercenaries think they understand, they do not. Though that is not to say I am not concerned as to how they conducted their experiments or how they obtained the information they already have. It would be worth looking into.”

It felt like a nudge, a gentle push. 

There is something else to this, Kreia’s voice intervened, musing within the confines of Eden’s mind. A thread worth following the trail of. Though I would not tug on it just yet…

Eden nodded internally, agreeing. Vrook was already revealing more to her than she expected of him, especially given their history. If she were to press further, he might pull back, and it just wasn’t worth the risk.

“It’s just as concerning as whatever waits for you and the remaining, it seems,” Eden said instead, this time making sure to mask her voice with the appropriate gravity this statement deserved, despite how little she knew Vrook trusted her. “You haven’t had any other recent attempts on your life, have you?”

Vrook turned to face her, nodding. 

“I have, and I know of what you speak,” he confessed with a heavy sigh. “I dreamt of an omen before the Conclave at Katarr and I fear the Council acted too late.”

His words were terse, simple, but the air was thick with regret, a feeling Eden could practically taste. Like bile at the back of her throat. 

“The recent news concerns me as well. Of what happened on Nespis VIII… all unnervingly similar to what happened at Katarr. Not to mention what the Admiral spoke of, and what happened to the Peragus Outpost.”

Vrook simply looked at Eden afterward, his blue eyes glinting silver in the flickering fluorescent lighting of the cargo hold. 

You know something about this, he was daring her. Prove yourself by revealing what.

The words did not exactly echo in her mind but the sentiment felt solid as if pushing forth her words, urging a confession despite her own desire to admit complicity. 

“I was there,” she said. “Both at Space City as well as Peragus, and I have a feeling that whatever hunted the Jedi at Katarr are now hunting me.”

“I wonder…” Vrook cradled his chin in a hand as he paced the room still, his gaze middling as his eyes glazed over with thought. 

“Wonder what?” Eden asked once the pause grew too palpable.

“Your records were released, no?” he asked. Eden nodded. “Perhaps this was done to lead them off our trail…”

“Your trail…” Eden echoed. “You mean, the remaining Jedi?”

“Precisely,” Vrook said. He paused, tilting his head as he looked at her, a wild curiosity overcoming him then. “Though how would you-?”

“Atris,” she said. “She all but told me.”

It was partially a lie, but it felt like it wasn’t, Atris’ poorly-kept records now housed in duplicate within T3’s memory stores.

But Vrook said nothing. After a long moment, his skin paled and his eyes grew wide, the dark of his pupils nearly swallowing the sea of his irises.

“Atris,” he repeated eventually, sounding hollow. “But she-”

“She’s alive,” Eden asserted, already running the receipts in her mind, ready to fetch T3 again just to prove it. “I saw her, earlier this week.”

“Atris, alive?” 

“She never went to the Conclave,” Eden said, the other half of the realization dawning on her now. No one else knew she wasn’t in attendance… “You didn’t know…”

Vrook shook his head, his expression still of pained though stoic shock as he turned around, suddenly fascinated with a panel in the wall beside him. 

“Impossible,” Vrook exhaled in a shocked whisper. Eden had never seen him like this - truly taken aback. He suddenly looked decades older than he already did, like a spry skeleton masquerading as a man. But then he shook his head, the blood returning to his features - making him look his usual self once more. 

“I can show you the-”

Vrook raised a hand and said, “No need.”

Eden’s mouth snapped shut, unsure of what else to say. 

“Something is afoot, that is for sure, and while I am convinced these mercenaries prove no latent threat, perhaps…”

Vrook trailed off. 

Eden wanted to finish his sentence for him, to guess at what he might say next, but Kreia’s silent audience urged her to remain quiet. 

“There is a link,” Vrook said eventually, meeting Eden’s gaze again. His eyes were sharp, and for a moment it was as if he looked at her as an equal. “A link I cannot risk investigating without endangering the others. But you, however…”

And just like that, the feeling was gone.

Vrook thought of placing a conspiratorial hand on Eden’s shoulder again, but her responding glare warned him not to.

“You want me to look into this,” she finished for him. “Seeing as I’m exiled from the Order, expendable.”

“Expandable isn’t the right word-” Vrook began but Eden cut him off.

“Then what is?” she asked, knowing well that Vrook had no answer. At least not one he wanted to voice. “I’m quite a talent, you said. Skilled enough to look into this while you remain safe, in hiding.”

“I did not say that,” Vrook argued weakly, sighing just as Eden interrupted him again.

“Just so you know, I haven’t exactly been advertising myself as a Jedi for the last ten years,” she admitted. “So don’t think I’m appreciative of the association by any means.”

“I don’t like that we’ve been put into this position - you, nor the remaining Jedi - but it is the position we unfortunately find ourselves embroiled in. And given the circumstances…”

“I don’t want to be alone in this,” Eden said, struggling to keep the desperation from her voice. Revan left her to deal with Malachor alone. Eden was by no means the only one remaining when the Mass Shadow Generator went off, but she was alone in harboring the thousands of souls that perished there, the ache Vrook inevitably felt radiating through her every limb as she spoke. “If it comes to it, I don’t want to stand against a potential Sith threat alone.”

Vrook stopped pacing and hung his head. He took a deep, measured breath, and looked at her again, this time with the same shrewd eye she was used to.

“You won’t be,” he said, his voice even. “I will, at least, pledge my part in whatever ordeal transpires from this.”

He looked just as serious as he had been at her sentencing, and he appeared just as grave. Which is how Eden knew the man wasn’t lying. 

“I have your word?” she asked.

Vrook turned and faced her fully, nodding once in the affirmative. 

“You have my word,” he said.

A needling whittled at the back of Eden’s mind - the beginnings of an icepick headache carving a crater out of the lower left portion of her head as well as a bad feeling - a sentiment sown in prophecy, its machinations yet unknown. 

This would not be the last she spoke with Vrook. There was no doubt more to discuss, but not now.

Eden bid the old Master farewell though the exchange may as well have happened in her memory, the following moments a blur between leaving the cargo hold and rushing into the hallway, as if she were drowning in there and escaped in search of air.

“I thought I might find you here.”

It was something Eden should have said to Kreia, but instead it was Kreia who greeted her with the notion, as if stealing her words the moment Eden entered the room. Kreia was standing in the center of the dormitory she’d already claimed as her own, appearing as if she were waiting, the last few minutes still catching up with Eden as she recounted her steps from the haunted cargo hold to here.

“Was Dantooine everything you hoped it would be?” Eden asked with a deadpan sarcasm that reminded her of her brother. It was something Aiden might say, intentionally voicing the opposite of what he knew to be true to lighten the mood or to simply annoy her. Eden felt like she needed it in order to breathe, in order to get a grip on herself, latching onto reality the only way she knew how - by being snarky about it. Kreia, however, appeared unamused. 

“It was more than I was expecting, to be certain. In fact it has proven… enlightening.”

Kreia inhaled deeply and slowly paced the room as Eden remained transfixed at the threshold of the dormitory, mentally counting how many beds were present and just how many wounded might sleep here once they were all situated, ignoring how Kreia mirrored Vrook just moments ago.

“I must admit, the situation is far more complicated than I anticipated,” Kreia began, glancing over her shoulder at Eden as she offered this confession. “And I do not exactly like being placed in a position where undue favor is believed to be owed, but…”

Eden opened her mouth, an argument lacing her tongue, but Kreia raised her empty sleeve in a gesture of let me finish. Eden’s mouth snapped shut in wordless obedience, curious about what Kreia was about to say next. 

“You felt it, too,” she continued. “The inevitability, the inescapability. The utter absolution in the face of all possibility.”

Eden swallowed hard, the sensation returning to her in a flash of cold unease. She rarely glimpsed such surety through the Force during the war, and when she had, and only ever the sliver of a feeling - a suggestion more than a definitive thing - it felt like salvation, some promise that the war was not without merit, that her efforts were leading somewhere, to some end. But this? What she felt within Khoonda’s crumbling walls felt claustrophobic somehow, that if she did not follow the prophecy to the letter then everything in the aftermath would fall to chaos, and not simply a bad end, but an unknowable one, a void of uncertainty spiraling into and out of a fathomless abyss, trapped in the belly of a labyrinth that bore no exits and inherited no true escape. 

“I don’t like it,” was all Eden could say, her throat tight. Her eyes welled up unexpectedly, emotion overcoming her in a way she was not prepared for, least of all in Kreia’s presence. Her words sounded flat, to the point, too simple for the wealth of despair that floundered within her despite it.

Kreia stopped her pacing and merely observed her, quietly and without judgement. Eden felt nothing through the Force other than a spectral sense of understanding, and while the notion was validating, it did nothing to comfort her in the slightest.

“I sensed that same primal apprehension when the Jedi refused to meet the aggression sweeping across the Outer Rim, and I sensed it again, in Malachor’s final moments.”

Eden could not move. Her limbs felt fixed, frozen, as she processed Kreia’s words.

“Why do you think it is we four who have ended up here on the Ebon Hawk? ” Kreia asked, slowly closing the distance between them. It was only then that Eden realized that the woman was only a hair shorter than her, the milky pearl of her unseeing eyes tilted slightly up as she bore into Eden’s flickering gaze. Kreia stood merely inches away from her - close enough for Eden to map the lines of her face and to wonder, truly, at her age, to imagine what else she might have witnessed in all her long years. “Atton was a pilot in Malachor’s orbit, and the Iridonian was the mastermind behind the doomsday device you chose to enact upon that moon’s surface. And I watched as the last of that vast and ancient forest burned before fleeing in a ship I was not even sure would make it to lightspeed in time.”

For a moment, Eden felt as if they’d met before and she had simply forgotten. But just as quickly as the thought occurred to her it was gone, the idea snuffed out like a flame suffocated by the pinch of a finger, forceful and quick. 

“The Force always knows what may, as well as what does, happen next, offering us only glimpses into its vast ocean of possibility,” Kreia said. “And what Dantooine has taught me is that finally someone else has taken notice. As should we.”

Eden tilted her head, like a dog unsure of its master’s intention. Kreia clicked her tongue. 

“We knew there was a price on Jedi, but we did not truly know why. Now we understand that they were not simply looking to collect them as trophies, as we so naively believed, but as specimens to be studied. For what is the Force if not the most untapped potential in the universe? Like coaxium or spice, the Force has urged the hand of more sentient beings than history can count. And now, as those with access to the Force dwindle, this previously gatekept resource suddenly becomes a prized commodity, its wealth no longer protected…”

Whatever the mercenaries were studying, it was only to finish the work of others before them. They certainly weren’t the first to wonder how the Force worked. Though to go the lengths to which they did… it was a wonder no one else had done it sooner.

“There is much more at work here,” Kreia whispered. “The Sith, the mercenaries, the assassins, the bounty on your head - they all lead to one place, one singular answer. Dantooine led us further in the right direction. Now we just need to find the correct path and stay the course.”

Eden nodded, a storm of thought and theory brewing behind her eyes. It felt older than anything Eden could fathom, suddenly recalling what she could only assume was a false memory of sharing the womb with Aiden, their hands clasped in utero, forever her brother’s protector. Always the soldier, her mother had affectionately said on more than one occasion, often thinking it was a trait inherited by observing her, Eden a somber though stoic reflection of their mother’s tendency to speak out for the village and rally against their varied oppressors over the years. But the inclination was older than that, as if Eden had been born with it, genetically predisposed to fear something felt but unseen, unknowable but undeniable.

She hoped Kreia was right - that the path ahead connected their many disparately collected dots, hopefully painting a fuller picture. Because Eden had known there was a puzzle to be put together upon her birth, never quite knowing what the final image was meant to be.

 


 

3951, Coruscant

Mission

 

The apartment was beginning to feel more real, more normal , by the time Carth arrived. Only when he did, it somehow felt strange and hollow again. 

“I can’t believe this,” Carth was exhaling as he threw his helmet indiscriminately in the general direction of the couch. He missed, but his rage of a pace never wavered. “Apparently Commander Needa conveniently saw a whole load of nothing down on Dantooine just as we were making to leave orbit and just-”

He disappeared down a hall, throwing off his flight suit. Mission heard it smack against a wall before Carth came barreling back down the hallway, this time towards them, where Mission and Zaalbar exchanged uncomfortable glances. 

He left ,” Carth huffed. “He just… left.”

Carth ran an angry hand through his hair, his fingers too rough and forcing his otherwise manicured locks in all manner of directions. If Mission hadn’t just been nursing an anxiety attack before Carth announced his arrival, she would have given into the laughter taking root at the base of her throat. 

“He didn’t ask any questions, he didn’t ask for any evidence, he just… left.”

All that time, all those resources. And for what? Mission didn’t know what to say, so instead she chewed on the inside of her mouth, anxiety eating away at her.

“Where are the others now then?” Mission asked after a beat. “And what happens to those left?”

Carth shook his head as he finally collapsed onto the couch. He closed his eyes and rubbed the heels of his hands against his closed eyelids. 

“Telos, or Citadel Station if you wanna get technical,” Carth sighed again. “Which is… good , I guess. I can keep an eye on them there, at least, well for now. Get them whatever sort of supplies they need before making the return journey back.”

“So…” Mission chewed on her words as well as the inside of her lip, glancing at Big Z before turning to Carth again, feeling timid. As if she were asking her father if she could go out on a school night. Not that Mission had ever had a father. Or gone to school… “I hate to ask but, what exactly happened back there? Why did everyone have to leave?”

She hoped the guilt came through her voice more than anything, at least to drown out her bashfulness, because the mere fact that it existed made her want to gag. 

Carth pressed his palms against his eyes one more time before finally blinking and glancing at Mission, a certain shade of disappointment coloring his features. A look Mission was well-versed in recognizing. 

“Strangest thing,” he said, shaking his head. “A horde of kath hounds surrounded the Khoonda lawns. It was like…”

He shook his head again and closed his eyes, mulling over his thoughts before forming them into a theory. When Carth opened his eyes again, he looked at the floor, his gaze zoning out as he pondered aloud. 

“It was like they were protecting the valley, but indiscriminately. As if they were vowing to kill anyone who fled Khoonda. And, well…”

Carth trailed off. Mission exhaled a hollow gasp, the reaction unbidden.

“Only rebels were caught, I think, but that doesn’t make it any better.”

Mission covered her mouth and looked at Zaalbar, his face just as grim. 

“What the hell’s going on?” Mission asked, this time pacing about the living room. “Nevarra goes missing, the Jedi disappear, an entire planet goes dark and now this?”

“Nevarra didn’t disappear,” Carth said, his words slow and enunciated, tired yet precise. “She left .”

“But I don’t think-”

“You saw the ship General Valen flew in on, right?” Carth asked. “She has the Ebon Hawk , meaning Nevarra is…”

“But General Valen said that Nevarra never came looking for her,” Mission asserted. “Did you manage to ask where she got the ship from? Do you think she even knows it’s Nevarra’s?”

Carth shook his head, avoiding her gaze. Zaalbar growled a low, calming intonation, a sentiment rife with meaning in Shyriiwook but with no true translation to Basic. Carth understood it just as Mission did, thankfully, and he nodded solemnly in response. 

“I know, I know,” Carth said. “But part of me still thinks there’s more to her story, so I thought it best to maybe keep tabs on her, for now. And then, I dunno, maybe follow up with her again later. Something just… doesn’t sit right with me, I just can’t put my finger on what.”

“How?” Mission asked, her voice sharp as she crossed her arms. “How exactly do you plan on keeping tabs on her?”

“What’s this all of a sudden?” Carth asked as he raised his hands in mock surrender, painting himself the satirical martyr to Mission’s needling questions. “Why are you so defensive about a woman you hardly know?”

“I-”

Mission was about to retort but found she had no argument. She had no reason to trust Eden, and yet she indisputably did. Something about the woman felt sure, certain, solid. Mission had trusted Nevarra from the get-go but more so because the woman had proven herself in saving Big Z. But there was just something about the General that made her easy to talk to, consumed by a comfortable ease Mission couldn’t quite explain. 

“I dunno, I just don’t feel like she’s up to anything,” Mission relented after a moment. To her relief, Big Z grumbled his agreement as well, which seemed to win Carth over into at least not arguing further.

“Well I’m not convinced… not yet anyway,” he said, nursing his temples now. “Though we didn’t all get the chance to talk things over as much as I’d hoped.”

“What d’you mean?” Mission asked.

“We’ve implied as much when talking to Bastila,” Carth replied. “As well as Zayne, and the others. Something is happening. Something unseen and unsettling. Something behind the scenes as this war on Onderon plays out, almost conveniently as if taking advantage of the Republic infighting because no one will notice.”

Mission couldn’t argue with that. Everything felt strange, almost unreal. 

“It’s not like we won’t see each other again,” Mission said. “I mean, what’s stopping us from regrouping with Zayne? Or with Darek and Asra? We can still ask for their help, as I’m sure this isn’t over.”

Carth shook his head.

“It’s far from over,” he sighed in agreement. “So I guess you’re right. Say, did you get the name of that Iridonian that traveled with General Valen? He seemed familiar but I couldn’t place him.”

“Bao-Dur,” Mission answered. “He seemed nice.”

“Yeah, yeah, and that woman…” Carth trailed off. He paused, massaging his chin as he mused, his eyes narrowed. “That woman…”

“What was her name again?” Mission looked at Big Z who could sometimes recognize people by scent alone, but he only shrugged as if to say What woman?

Mission opened her mouth only to close it shut again, the thought gone from her mind. She could remember General Valen arriving on Dantooine with two men and a woman, but the woman… the woman…

As soon as Mission remembered her face, her name, both were gone, each as slippery as the other, neither one willing to stick. 

“I feel like I know her, but sometimes…”

But no. Mission did not know her. In fact, she could not recall her at all. 

“There was an older woman with her, right?” Mission asked next, to which Carth merely met her gaze, his stare slightly-wide and worried.

“I think so,” he said, Big Z agreeing with another uncertain shrug. 

“So why can’t I-?”

It was like the aftermath of the Sandral Estate, her mind a muddied blank teeming with clues that she could not decipher. The information was there, she felt it, and while she knew it to be true. Only she simply could not access it.

Mission didn’t know which was worse - simply forgetting, or knowing that something had been forgotten and irrevocably lost. 



Notes:

I can't believe it's been ten years since I first started working on this fic. Looking back at my posting history, it's a wonder this project even made it past those first few years, not to mention the nearly year-long hiatus I took from 2019 to 2020. So much of my life has changed in that time, and even though I lost my cat and writing partner Finn in 2022, my other cat Chani has since taken over his watch and has adjusted her begging-for-food schedule to coincide with my writing time as if to make sure that at least *someone* is contributing to a few typos and my other kitten, Kaito, has done his part to provide some very cute distractions. The end of this fic and its major beats remain intact according to my initial vision, but this story has surprised me in more ways than I can count, from getting me stuck in the Nespis temple to completely altering the course of Azkul's fate and where Sion's path has tread. I expected Visas to play more of a role by now, at least in her own POV chapters (other than her brief earlier appearance I constantly forget about from when Erebus and Vash were still on Dantooine) but now I'm not sure I'll write from her perspective, or from Bao-Dur's, if only because the cast is already so sprawling, so I hope I do them justice otherwise. Idk I could still change my mind... Every time I think I'm getting somewhere, this fic takes me somewhere new, and it's been interesting to say the least. It gets exhausting at times and I often have to reread older passages to remember what I've already revealed or only hinted at, but it's been fun to have a continuous project to work on whenever I'm simply in the mood to write something. I sometimes wonder who's reading this and whether people think it's good by any measure, but I've gotten to the point where it's just fun to write this and comments and engagement are just the icing on the cake. I appreciate all of you who've ever dropped a line as well as anyone that's read this at all. It's been really fun so far <3

Chapter 71: Water and Fire

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3951, Coruscant
Carth

 

It was strange being home again. He’d hardly returned since Nevarra left, clinging instead to the barracks of whatever ship he had command of. What was stranger still was sitting in the dark corner of his mess of a bedroom, cramped between crates and a pile of laundry he’d abandoned weeks before as he spoke with General Valen via holo, her face hovering in white-blue miniature within the palm of his hand.

“I’m sorry things turned out the way they did,” Carth said as if everything that transpired had been his fault. It wasn’t, of course. Even though it certainly felt that way.

“At least this time things were simply cut short, not delayed indefinitely,” a holo version of General Valen said with an awkward smile, trying to be polite. “Or so we can hope.”

“Who knows when I’ll get the chance to speak with you in person again, given all that’s happened, all that still needs to be said…” he trailed off. Carth shook his head. “This channel should be secure, but-”

Carth sucked in a breath as he thought of the message delivered from Commander Needa that very morning, offering an apology but also a word of warning tucked between the lines of his missive. Something that told Carth to tread carefully, to be wary of who he imparted trust. His career was on the line, and while all thoughts of duty and glory were beyond him, losing his title could mean losing all access to whatever resources they no doubt needed in the unseen war to come.

“Asra told me she and Darek are making their way to Citadel Station to join the Dantooine rebels,” General Valen said, a glint of melancholy in her eye as she spoke. “And that Orex and Glitch…?”

“Are headed here, yes,” Carth finished for her with an emphatic nod, not because he was excited but because he was relieved. “They want to take a look at what we recovered from Khoonda, study it some more. Not to mention we found some stuff that wasn’t from the vault. I can only assume it’s a small portion of whatever the Golden Company may have salvaged on their own from elsewhere.”

General Valen nodded soberly, considering Carth’s words.

“Could help us in figuring out what tech they’ve uncovered, Mandalorian mad doctor or otherwise,” she added.

“Indeed,” Carth sighed, the thought of it exhausting him. “I appreciate you heading out to Nal Hutta about that lead. Given how everything on Dantooine went down, I doubt I’ll be able to get away from bureaucratic nonsense until Maker knows when.”

He glanced at his chronowatch, unfortunately noting that he should have been in bed an hour ago if he wanted to get at least four hours shut-eye before heading back out to Onderon.

“It’s no problem, really,” General Valen said. For a moment, she looked so much like Nevarra - the way her downcast eyes looked both burdened but bright, taking on the weight of the moment without letting it drag her down - a look that made Carth yearn for those sleepless, hungry nights he spent with Nevarra in the abandoned apartment on Taris, unsure of whether to trust her yet finding himself drawn to her anyway. But just as quickly as General Valen resembled her, the approximation was gone, instead overcome with a quiet reverence that Nevarra lacked completely, the fire to General Valen’s calm, smooth as water. Not that it made her any less deadly. Perhaps even more so. “I’m familiar with this sector, spent a few years there actually. I already know of a few places to start looking.”

“Good, good,” Carth exhaled, again thinking of sleep. “That’s good to hear.”

“Sorry, s’cuse me,” she said suddenly, nearly cutting him off.

General Valen’s holo flickered as she turned around, affording Carth a brief glimpse into what he now recognized was the Ebon Hawk’s garage, of all places. No wonder the General looks as if she’s half-sick, she’s standing underneath those godawful lights.

He’d always hated those things and often thought of replacing them in the time Nevarra used it as her own personal vehicle. Without thinking, Carth glanced out the bedroom window at their apartment’s landing pad, half-expecting the Hawk to be there.

“Sorry about that,” General Valen said. “Just thought I heard something.”

There was an unease about her, but not one that made Carth distrust the General. If anything, it only affirmed his senses that something bigger was going on, that somehow all of this was connected, and miraculously they were only just beginning to uncover the depth of the unknown abyss they were standing on the precipice of.

“No worries,” he said, almost too quickly. “We shouldn’t say much else anyhow, at least not until I can secure us another channel. ”

Even saying as much could get him flagged, depending on who may be listening. Carth was used to war but this felt stranger, quieter. More sinister.

“Actually, there was one more thing I wanted to ask you,” Carth said. “About the medic, Mical. He ended up on your ship, right?”

Your ship felt wrong, but he said it anyhow.

“He is, yes,” Eden admitted, glancing over her shoulder again. Carth half-expected Mical to show-up there, the face of his forgotten officer appearing as if summoned. “Why do you ask?”

“He was working on behalf of the Republic before ending up on Dantooine, I’m not sure if you’d heard,” he began. He thought of Rel and wondered how a few weeks - or was it months? - could feel like years. “Maybe it’s best he travel with you, if that’s alright. He can act as a go-between while we get this sorted out.”

General Valen shrugged in a way that communicated agreement. 

“Sure, I don’t see why not,” she said. “It’d be nice to have someone on board more in tune with whatever the hell is going on.”

“I dunno if any of us really know,” Carth sighed. “But it doesn’t hurt to try, right?”

General Valen offered him a soft smile, one that spoke of a demure optimism mingled with utter exhaustion - a feeling that was undoubtedly shared between them despite the lightyears between. 

‘I’m sure we’ll be in touch regardless,” General Valen said. She, too, looked as if there was more she wanted to say. So much had been left unspoken since they left Dantooine - questions about what happened on Telos, but especially of what happened at Peragus, the Harbinger’s ghostly form eclipsing his ship en route to Onderon still a haunting one. “We’re set to refuel within the next standard day. Unless you hear anything else, I’ll see if I can catch a lead and go from there. I’ll update you as soon as I hear anything.”

“Much appreciated,” Carth said before signing off, feeling half-sick himself.

Should I have said more?

There was a question as to who might be listening, if at all, but it was more than that. He thought of the Hawk and how it was utterly bereft of Nevarra, though Carth couldn’t help but feel there was still some clue yet uncovered, some minute thing he could have asked of the General to clear things up for him. Even just a little.

But he’d choked. In theory, it shouldn’t have hurt to prod, to pry into why General Valen was flying around in Nevarra’s ship in the first place. The TSF placed the Hawk at Peragus before the Exile was brought there, presumably, but that didn’t sound right. His contact, Rel, might’ve known. But she was lost to the wind, or more likely among the ash and rubble now orbiting the void where Peragus once was.

Another migraine began to take root at the base of Carth’s skull. He shook his head free of thoughts of the Hawk, of the impending fuel crisis, of Onderon, of Dantooine - all of it. He tossed his commlink onto the dresser and collapsed onto the bed, mentally replaying his last night with Nevarra as he closed his eyes, imagining her weight beside him, trying to recall the nightmare she’d recounted to him in a fit of half-sleep.

Alek is there, Nevarra had said. And we’re on Tatooine. I think I see my father in a forgotten memory but I also see a woman, and a child. And another woman? I can’t tell. She is and she isn’t the same person, perhaps someone overlapped through time. Shadows on shadows. It’s like I know her, but sometimes…

Carth’s eyes shot open, the memory gone but the image of General Valen still fresh in his mind, replacing the comforting familiar one he always kept of Nevarra tucked between half-thoughts, hidden in the space between sleep and awake. There was something undeniably familiar about the General, like a loose thread he wanted to pull much like the elusive feeling that plagued him in that Taris apartment ages ago, an unspoken curiosity he could not explain that led to him leaning further and further into Nevarra despite his proclivity to argue with her. In hindsight, he wondered if his mind somehow knew, somehow suspected the potential threat lying in wait as if to save himself. But where Nevarra was suspicious, General Valen was unendingly endearing, even when she wasn’t saying much. She was easy to trust, or so said the feeling in his gut. 

No wonder so many followed her to war.

It may have been under Revan’s banner that soldiers fought, but it was by Eden Valen’s side that blood was spent, that history was remade. 

How the General might shape the future, as well as what remained of the past, was yet to be seen. 

All Carth could think of now was the velvet black of his closed eyelids and the hope of a deep, dark sleep, void of dreams. 






3951 BBY, Dxun 

Erebus

 

He’d been here before, but only in his mind. Only in glimpses.

Erebus’ senses were utterly overwhelmed, his mind clouded and heavy and wrong. No wonder the Jedi almost lost this moon, though it nearly cost them everything. A Mandalorian mind is a disciplined mind, he’d heard somewhere once. They had been so close to capturing Dxun and making it their own, yet despite that defeat years ago, Mandalorians had returned to these jungles and their eyes were everywhere. Erebus could not see them, but he knew they were there. What worried him most was that he could not sense them, the Force muddled and warped, as if his sixth sense were suspended underwater and inverted, acting on a delay as well as through a mirror, darkly.

“I hate it here,” Vash said plainly in the underbrush. Her voice was matte and certain, the jungle eating up any semblance of an echo, swallowing all sound whole. “This place feels wrong.”

Wrong was certainly the right word for it. 

“The temple isn’t far off,” Erebus said, his voice similarly falling flat in the small space between them. They were flanked by a legion of Sith soldiers, their numbers forming a V through the trees like a formation of birds during migration with Erebus at its head. Master Vash stood slightly behind him, the sight of her in his periphery the only thing keeping Erebus from feeling too overwhelmed by the otherwise eclipsing jungle commanding his vision. “Though how, I have no damned idea.”

He said the last part under his breath, annoyance rising up his throat like bile, its sour presence an odd balm against the offputting quiet of the forest. 

There should have been sounds. The underbrush nipping at their limbs and the canopy clouding them from above should have been teeming with life. But instead the jungles were eerily silent, pierced only occasionally by the whining howl of an unseen beast, its monolith made apparent in the weight of its breath and the way the ground rumbled faintly despite the calculated distance, if Erebus’ ears were to be believed. But nothing moved right here, nothing made sense. He followed a crude map in his hand, written in a half-dead language on paper he did not recognize. Normally, he would have admired the thing and yearned to study it, but the paper felt oddly slippery and its words were wet. Like blood committed to vellum held aloft in the rain. 

How did you do it? Erebus thought. The few glimpses he had of Eden here during the war had been few but visceral, mostly communicating some sort of downpour. Only it wasn’t just about rain, but blood. An unspoken horror had gripped him each time he sensed it, calmed only by the fact that he knew his sister yet lived. A curiosity grew from that unease, though, a curiosity that urged him forward now. It was a morbid fascination with death and what lay beyond, a question Nihilus, too, yearned for but only to prolong his own life. Erebus, on the other hand, simply wanted to know.

Death hung heavy here. Even though the Force was muted (which was a subject for further study on its own) it was hard to ignore the echoes of eons gone by as he brushed past ancient trees and collected their dew unwittingly, as his boots sunk into sodden soil with every step, soaked to the brim with memory. The only other place that felt like this was Korriban, at least to Erebus’ knowledge. The moon’s age was undeniable, the celestial body an active witness to horrors yet committed to written memory yet ingrained in the very earth like a lifeblood. He wanted to learn more despite his natural tendency to pull away whenever his body drew too close to its vegetation, as if it all might reach out and grab him and swallow him whole.

“We’ve been walking for hours,” Vash whispered. Her head was lowered, assuming the role again of slave in the presence of Sion’s gifted soldiers. “Are you sure the map is-?”

Erebus halted and Vash nearly walked into him. His eyes shot upward, though what exactly made him look up, he had no idea. Because there, out from the middle of the dense nothingness, stood a wall taller than any wall had any right to be. 

“There.”

The wall was dark and grey, damp with perpetual rain and imperceptible memory. It rose like a beacon in the dark, and it was only then that Erebus realized it had been night the entire time they’d been walking. The dense canopy made it otherwise impossible to tell.

“Master,” a soldier approached from Erebus left, his voice soft as a lover’s whisper. “Movement from the West.”

It was terse, direct, but as soon as Erebus processed the words, his mind processed the adjoining feeling. So the Force works on a delay here as well? He betrayed a sour smile. That complicates things.

Erebus’ last hundred steps caught up with him, his mental map updating just as the Force matched pace as well, unfortunately unable to render his surroundings in real time. He closed his eyes and thought of Eden, this time imagining the empty space he sensed from her when he spied her silhouette through that window in her droid shop on Tatooine. For a moment, time skipped. The past was next, and the future was now - his current and second selves mirrored in duplicate. One cocked his ear while the other approached the temple. There was truth to both approaches: the Force showing him, briefly, that they were not alone but also that the field immediately surrounding the temple was enough to dampen not only his mind but all technology beyond its borders. 

He could turn and fight, or he could flee into the shadow of the temple, absolving all fear for faith. 

“Move forward, silently,” he ordered, the Force carrying his voice like a wakeless whisper into the ears of every soldier. “Now.”

Without reply, they each followed as Erebus shouldered into the underbrush ahead, his hand grabbing Vash’s as if shepherding a small child through a busy market. His hold was tight, and beneath his grip her fingers turned white, the sight of her hand in his the only thing keeping Erebus’ mind on the goal ahead. 

He didn’t stop until they reached a sudden clearing, the air lightening to the point that Erebus realized he was taking a true breath for the first time since landing. His lungs expanded and filled, cool and satiating, an unknown thirst for air gripping him in a way it never had before outside of an anxiety attack. The soldiers at his heels all exhaled, relief shuddering through the grove they stepped into. Only Vash was still tense.

“So this is it.”

She looked up at the wall that shot up from the thick grass before them and into the sky, the structure impossibly tall and imposing despite the refuge found in its shade. 

“It is,” Erebus said, sensing the unusual ease he now felt to also be a trick. The Force still moved strangely here, though not as slow as it had in the jungle. Just… off. “We should head inside.”

He said that but stood still, his feet unmoving. Something akin to fear latched onto his limbs, the feeling more like self-preservation than abject terror. He wanted to study this, to soak in it, to observe how the Force moved here and why. He glanced back at the jungle and sensed its deepening distrust of him, as if it had a mind of its own. Though perhaps that was simply the latent readings he gleaned from the watchful Mandalorians that no doubt counted his every step, plotting their eventual attack. 

I am going to go inside, Erebus ordered himself to move, his legs leaden. 

He imagined Exar Kun standing before this very structure, but instead of imagining what the man felt, he inherited it, the sensation sudden but sure. Like a flicker in the corner of his eye, a shadow moved from the grass beside him towards the temple, the Force offering Erebus a shadow of Kun as he, too, first took in the sight of this place and approached its darkened doorway decades ago. Dread laced Kun’s feelings then, too, just as it colored Erebus’ mind now. But what made him finally move forward, what made Erebus finally comply with the passage of time, was the inevitability of it. The future was utterly inescapable for him just as it was for Ken, and before he knew it, Erebus was scrambling to meet it before it abandoned him entirely.

Without realizing, Erebus now stood before a door. Remarkably tall and imposing, it loomed before him, opening slowly as soon as his mind returned from the brink of all possible futures now abandoned at Erebus’ feet save for the one where he entered this very door. 

The temple within was dark, betraying nothing. There was only one way to see where this path led and it was too late to wonder whether it was worth it. 




 

3951, Aboard the Ebon Hawk, Hyperspace 

Eden 

 

The ship was quiet. And for the first time in a while, Eden’s mind was too.

Sort of.

Atton was pretending not to doze off at the controls, not that the Hawk needed piloting now that they were in hyperspace again, and Kreia was similarly in some kind of half-awake stasis, meditating in her chosen dormitory. Meanwhile, Mical was finally curled up on the secondary cot in the medbay, having succumbed to weeks’ long exhaustion. 

“I missed this,” Eden muttered to T3 as she sat with him in the main hold, his analytical core splayed but operating despite her tinkering. “I didn’t appreciate it as much as I should have.”

What did you not appreciate? T3 mumbled in binary. Eden gave in to a small smile, the feeling of it strange given recent events but welcome. 

“I had a droid shop for a few years on Tatooine. It was simple, really. I mostly repaired the moisture rigs for the smaller city districts and for nearby farmers out on the dunes, refurbished abandoned droids for resale, that sort of thing.”

T3 warbled a warm intonation that didn’t quite have a direct translation. Eden smiled further at that and tilted her head, pausing her work to assess him. Finally he said, That sounds nice. 

She thought of Asra and the drinks they shared, all the inside jokes they’d created in the year they spent together, the feeling of it present but the mirth of it gone when they reunited on Dantooine. Survival was tantamount on a desert planet like Tatooine, but life in Anchorhead was easy. The easiest life had ever been for Eden. It was so simple, so quiet and serene, honest and earnest in a way her past never prepared her for. So it was squandered by restless nights and days spent looking over her shoulder. She’d hardly savored the fruits of her exiled labor enough to enjoy it while it lasted.

“It was nice…” she said, wondering where the galaxy would take Asra next.

Darek and I are regrouping with Khoonda on Telos, she’d written. So much more to be done.

They were so much alike, at least in the way people touched by war were. It was no wonder they fell together on Tatooine, and no wonder Asra pledged her rifle to protect the people of Dantooine in return for what she witnessed there. It was poetic, in a way, for Eden to leave and for Asra to stay and guard the Jedi homeworld, now devoid of Jedi but a home to Eden nonetheless. Her second childhood home.

“Don’t worry, I won’t mess with your quirks,” Eden assured after shaking her head of the rogue sentimentality clouding her mind. “But I do wonder why your memory’s so wonky…”

I have not quite been the same since before Peragus, the droid admitted, his intelligence module drooping slightly with the confession. Eden tsked and gently urged the droid to look up at her again, relishing in the cool metal of his hull. 

“Peragus did a number on all of us, so you’re not alone there,” she said. T3 perked up at this and calmly relinquished his central core for her expert viewing again. “Whoever managed this must’ve been a genius, or you did this on the orders of someone you trusted very much.”

​​T3 said nothing in response, which told Eden that he didn’t quite know the answer to that, yet that he also did. If he were firmly in the negative, he would have said so. If he were lying, there would be a tell. Instead, T3 acted as if Eden had said nothing at all.

Strange.

“Thought I might find you still awake.”

Eden turned to find Bao-Dur lingering in the doorway that bridged the main hold and the garage. He leaned into the frame the moment they locked eyes, not in a way Atton might have but in a way that instead conveyed true fatigue, one that Eden felt tenfold in her bones at the sight of it.

“Unfortunately,” she replied with a sigh. “Figure’d I’d busy myself with a project.”

Bao-Dur surrendered to a small smile, not like the one Eden succumbed to earlier. The mirrored aspect only conveyed his inner thoughts, an idea that Eden did not need voiced in order to understand. We are so very much alike , he thought, just as she did in the realization of it. 

“Mind if I pick at your brain for a minute?” he asked. 

Eden shrugged by means of a soft invitation, returning to her work just as Bao-Dur crossed the room and sat on the opposite end of the couch. 

“Must be at least ten years old,” Bao mused. It took Eden a moment to realize he was talking about T3. “Looks to be made from Core World parts…”

T3 trilled a sly response that made Bao-Dur laugh and his bobbing droid flash red with protective fury. Eden couldn’t help but laugh at the sight of it, her heart all the more thankful for the brevity.

“Easy, easy,” Bao-Dur lulled towards his sidekick who slowly but surely relented, eventually resorting to hovering over Bao’s shoulder in somber submission. 

Funny, Eden thought, admiring the droid and the way Bao-Dur spoke to it, stroking its hull like an animal’s hide. If I didn’t know me, I’d think we were the ones who were twins.

The thought instantly soothed her yet also felt bittersweet - soothing because she was suddenly no longer alone with her quirks, though bittersweet because it erased the history she shared with Aiden, laced with lingering feelings of the obligation and abandonment she felt in the wake of his silence, in the wake of her leaving, in the wake of her finding him again and not knowing what to think, how to feel. 

“I know you said you wanted to pick my brain, but what if I pick yours first?” Eden asked. She closed up T3 and placed a mental bookmark of where she left off, turning to Bao-Dur and awaiting his eventual nod before procuring a wrapped stone from her pocket.

“That looks…”

Bao-Dur’s eyes widened as soon as he saw it. Not quite at first sight, but upon allowing himself a moment to register the slick black shard of stone in her hand. It sat in a bed of leather stolen from the mercenary she snatched it from, and yet against its matte darkness it shone like a galaxy in miniature. The hair on the back of Eden’s neck rose at the recognition of it, thinking of the crystals that were stolen from her aboard the Harbinger.

“It looks positively ancient,” Bao-Dur eventually finished. 

He raised a hand as if to reach for the stone before thinking the better of it, glancing next at Eden as if for either direction or clarification. 

“The mercenaries had these slipped into the sleeves of their gauntlets,” Eden said. “Between the leather and the metal.”

It looked so demure in the palm of her hand yet somehow also larger than life, as if its eclipsing darkness could encapsulate the entire room now glittering with fluorescent light despite it. 

“It reminds me…” Bao-Dur began before swallowing his words. He sputtered and glanced between Eden and the stone again. After watching the onyx rock for one beat, two beats, three beats, he finally looked up at Eden again and said, “I don’t know why, but it reminds me of Malachor.”

It was an answer Eden had so desperately needed to hear. For years. She wanted to say that she first felt it when she found Orex in that ancient temple on Dxun, but the truth of it was that the dread that discovery filled her with felt older, familiar though forgotten. When she sensed it on Tatooine again, the thought danced around the periphery of her mind, lacing itself with memory though not in a way that felt in any way concrete. 

“I didn’t want to be the one to bring it up,” Eden said. “Though I figure’d you wouldn’t either.”

Bao-Dur shook his head, still looking wide-eyed at the stone. He inched closer to get a better look at it, his eyes dimming slightly as he neared, as if getting lost in the terrible majesty of it. 

“Who would?” he asked, his voice sounding very far away and very small. “It feels… strange, too. Like my mind is slower, trudging through mud.”

Bao shook his head and glanced up at Eden. 

“I think the mercenaries were using this to dampen enemy minds, though one interesting aspect of it is that…”

Eden then plucked the stone up with her opposite hand, the smooth rock warm to the touch, like a battery, its sharper edges soothing against the pads of her fingers. 

“I-”

Bao-Dur stuttered before looking straight at Eden again, at a loss. 

“It’s gone,” he said. 

Eden nodded, feeling ill about it all.

“Zayne told me they used something similar in one of the estates on Dantooine to get the better of them. Though why the mercenaries didn’t use these things wherever they went, I have no idea.”

“Perhaps they, too, did not quite understand how it worked,” Bao-Dur offered. “Perhaps it was a mistake on their part to use it at all.”

Eden turned the stone over in her hand and nodded. 

“Makes more sense than any theory I had,” she confessed. “Admiral Onasi sent me a message about checking out a lead in Hutt Space, so we’re headed there for fuel as well as a bit of investigating. If you’re up for it, anyway.”

“Wherever you go, I’ll follow General,” Bao said, bowing his head slightly, somberly. Eden wanted to correct him, to urge him to call her Eden or anything else instead, but something about the soft way he said it swayed her, if only this once. “That’s… sort of what I wanted to talk about, anyway. About what happens next.”

Eden carefully wrapped the stone back in its leather sheath, wondering what hide it was made from before leaning an elbow into the couch and giving Bao-Dur her complete attention - mentally bookmarking more questions and queries that she would simply just have to return to later.

“I noticed you chose not to speak at length with Chodo Habat after what happened on Dantooine,” he began, steepling his hands in his lap. Bao-Dur’s eyes followed his rhythmic motion with hypnotic accuracy whilst his droid softly bobbed at his side. “As I’m sure you noticed the same of me.”

“I did,” Eden admitted. “But I figure that’s your business.”

“I appreciate that,” he said. “And yet, I still find myself yearning to explain…”

Bao-Dur sighed, his inhale and subsequent exhale possessing his entire body. 

“After what happened… I wanted to undo all of it, change anything I could. But given the circumstances, I endeavored instead to maybe design planetary shield generators, sort of reverse engineer the very thing I was most known for. Granted, most planets couldn’t afford such tech, especially not so soon after the war’s end, so I ended up doing a whole lot of nothing until I heard of a Republic-funded effort on Telos, which led me directly to Habat’s Ithorian herd.”

Even T3 settled in, calmed just as Eden was by the soothing softness of Bao-Dur’s voice.

“Working on the surface of that planet brought me a peace I hadn’t known in… well, perhaps ever , but it did not last for long. See, Czerka’s been sneaking salvage teams onto Telos’s surface to plumb the depths of whatever ruins remain from the Sith bombardment in search of abandoned military equipment for months now, and it was only a matter of time before their interests lay beyond their unmanned borders and onto the soil Ithorians had Republic-given authority to.” Bao sighed, his shoulders betraying an exhaustion Eden felt mirrored in herself. “They’d been hounding us for months, stalling all Ithorian progress on the surface as a means of wearing Habat down, hoping he might abandon the Restoration Project entirely.”

Eden had sensed it - the strife, the anguish, both new and old - when she’d walked Telos’ surface. The ache echoed in a way she couldn’t quite parse out then, but now the individual layers of its inherited anguish were clear. 

“It was ridiculous. It got to the point where I’m certain Jana Lorso’s main goal was to waste more time than the Ithorians could ever hope to afford, so they would abandon the project altogether. Habat would never relinquish though, but I could tell the hurdles were beginning to wear on him as well as the herd. So… I made a deal with them, with Czerka, to remove the force field protecting the ruins under Ithorian jurisdiction if they promised to stand down once they had.”

A heavy silence followed. Bao-Dur’s eyes stared at some indiscriminate spot at the base of the faulty dejarik board now serving as a caff table. Eden traced the outline of his story just as she traced the lines of his profile, the shallow patterns in his skin glinting a warring blue and red in the reflected lights of his droid as well as T3 still standing nearby. 

“I take it Czerka reneged on that deal,” Eden offered eventually to Bao-Dur’s somber, affirming nod.

“That they did,” he said. “That they did.”

To see Bao-Dur holed up in that military facility after so many years was one thing, but to see him surrounded by ruin and bloodshed was another. The aftermath of Malachor was a bloodless thing - the sky flashed white and her mind went blank, the ship shuddered and her every bone felt hollow - but it was as if that Telosian military base harborbed what blood should have stained her hands as red as the moon of Dxun had that day, a reminder of what should have been. A debt yet to be repaid. 

“I didn’t want to be the one to bring it up. I really didn’t,” he said, shaking his head. “And yet I feel as if I can’t go on unless I do.”

He turned to face her, the name ingrained in the silence held between them.

Malachor V.

“Wherever you go, I’ll follow,” he repeated. “Whatever happened that day, I made a choice. I cannot change it. Whether orders were given or not, I was the one responsible for that machine’s creation. All I wanted then was to see my work carried out, no matter who told me to push the button. And all I want now is to make up for that decision, just as you have.”

Eden did not know what to say. Just like the aftershock of the Mass Shadow Generator, her mind was blissful and blank, as if she had unknowingly fallen asleep and was not yet aware she had drifted into nonbeing, veering uncomfortably close to remembering she was supposed to be cognizant but wasn’t quite just yet. The Force flittered unnervingly, as if her senses were recalibrating.

She couldn’t help but think of Atris once her mind settled, the kaleidoscope image left in the wake of the Force’s retreat leaving her with the impression of what it had perhaps meant to impart on her. 

“I keep wondering whether I made the right choice,” Eden said. “I turned the thought over in my mind for years. But I never questioned it while I was in it, only after. Because I think, if it came to it, if I had to make that choice again…”

She trailed off and bit her lip, the words escaping her though the sentiment dug its heels into her chest. 

“You would choose the same,” Bao-Dur finished, his voice soft and faraway. “As would I.”

Eden locked eyes with him, the moment solidifying into something soft and sacred, the past and present converging in a way she never once imagined but was thankful for with a gratitude so immense that the sentiment eclipsed her entirely. 

“I’m glad I found you again,” she said. Eden yearned to reach for Bao’s hand, only thinking against it because she imagined the warmth of Aiden’s instead, the ghost of her twin still leashing her to a past she didn’t quite know how to reconcile with. “For whatever it’s worth.”

Bao-Dur offered her a small smile that felt somber and warm and reassuring despite how heavy the space was between them despite it.

“Me too.”

 




3951, Aboard the Ebon Hawk, Hyperspace 

Atton 

 

The white-blue of hyperspace was more of a comfort than Atton expected it to be, his nervous-system finally calmed by the forward momentum of the Hawk upon the jump to lightspeed, his entire body lax by the time the marbled tunnel met his eager eyes through the smudged glass of the cockpit. 

It was only a couple hours’ ride to the nearest refueling station, so it wouldn’t be long before Atton’s peace was next disrupted. So for the moment, he was left alone with the comfort of only his thoughts.

Fuck.

Power-coupling combinations flooded his brain upon acknowledgment. Like clockwork.

Part of Atton wanted to kick back and place his boots on the console, hands behind his head as he soaked in the view and he systematically purged all memory of Dantooine from his memory. But even on a good day, he knew that wasn’t possible.

As soon as the thought crossed his mind, so did Azkul’s dying glance, his catchphrase echoing amongst the power couplings as if there were some connection other than the broken synapses in Atton’s memory. 

Death’s just the beginning.

Death was the only thing Atton sensed in Eden’s presence, aside from an unspoken comfort he couldn’t attribute to anything familiar. Was it the same? Did it matter? The power couplings circling his brain said otherwise.

Atton heaved a sigh and glanced at the map. The Ebon Hawk inched at a perilously sluggish pace towards their destination, and Atton sighed again. 

He reached for the subspace radio, expecting some song to drown out his thoughts until his brain could resume its usual programming, but instead he was met with-

“The Galactic Senate has resumed talks about Alderaan, which-“

Atton immediately switched it off again.

Fuck that. 

Before Atton could wonder why the universe insisted that he remember his homeworld, Eden broke his solitude, bringing an unease of her own.

“No word of anything about Dantooine, I take it,” she sighed as she collapsed into the co-pilot’s seat. Eden didn’t look at Atton but instead stared straight into the blue-white static veiling the viewport. 

“‘Course not,” Atton rejoined with a sigh of his own, this time feeding his inner urge to put his boots up on the console, careful not to mess with his preferred set of lightspeed controls. “The years pass, and yet nothing changes.”

Eden shook her head, this time sinking further into her seat and crossing her arms tightly across her chest. 

“It’s just like before,” she muttered. “And yet they damned Revan for acting.”

Atton froze, unsure if he was meant to hear that last part. Eden had near whispered it, the sound of it almost a contemptuous hiss. So in the face of not knowing how best to react, he said nothing. 

“I can’t say I’m happy to be returning to Hutt Space,” Eden continued after a beat of silence, “but I’m certainly glad we’re not stepping foot on Telos again.”

The trip back had been quick. Quick enough, in fact, that Atton almost asked Eden outright why they were leaving again so soon. As much as Atton didn’t want to linger on a planet as dead and dying as Dantooine, it felt strange that they were abandoning Khoonda so quickly. Well, abandon may not have been the exact word Atton might have used had he been speaking aloud, but the word stuck in his mind regardless. Still, Eden wasn’t alone in feeling relieved. Atton, too, was glad that Telos was nothing more than a glistening blue, white, and green globe in the ship’s periphery while they docked at the Ithorian satellite, the mere sight of the planet’s polar region still a sore spot in Atton’s memory.

He hadn’t spoken to Kreia since she urged him to flee Dantooine, but he sensed her looming presence in the west dormitory, as if she were watching him over his shoulder from all the way back there…

“I didn’t get a chance to ask before, but…”

Atton afforded Eden an honest glance this time, watching her softly until she finally turned to face him. And when her eyes met his, his chest felt warm and wide and cavernous, as if the silence surrounding them now might swallow him whole. Part of him wanted to continue, to fill the void, but another part of him wanted the silence to stretch out, to allow himself to study her, truly, without blinking, tracing her every feature more than he already had. 

“I’m glad you came back,” Eden interrupted instead, a small smile settling over her face. The scar spanning her cheekbone stretched taut, as if underlining the space where the pad of Atton’s thumb might caress her if ever given the chance. He’d thought about it fleetingly, though never long enough to realize he’d already committed the gesture to memory as if he had done it a thousand times before. Until now. “You didn’t have to, but you did.”

“Hey,” Atton raised his hands in mock surrender, thinking back to their last conversation here, rife with sarcasm and talk of lightsabers. “I signed on to this job, remember? It’s not like I have anything else going on.”

Just running , he thought, finally turning away from her, though his chest warmed even more at the sense that Eden was still smiling. Running like fucking always. 

Atton idly looked at their ETA displayed on the dashboard, as if the calculation wasn’t already counting backwards to the tee in his mind like the white noise he craved to fill his every cerebral crevice with. 

“What didn’t you ask before?” Eden eventually asked, adjusting her posture as she chose to sit on her hands instead of cross them. Atton could still hear the slight smile in her voice, though he refused to look at her, knowing it would ruin him.

“That old Jedi back there, from Dantooine,” he said, fidgeting with another flight log he didn’t actually need to read but glanced at anyway, as if it were all deeply important. “What’d he say?”

Eden sighed again, glancing back out the viewport as she mulled over her next words.

“Said he’d help,” she answered eventually, sounding tired. “I have a feeling he’s being honest, but something’s bothering me. I just don’t know what.”

“What does Kreia think?”

Eden shrugged.

“Haven’t asked her yet,” she said. “In fact…”

Eden turned around and stared down the hall as if Kreia might be standing there. Atton felt something, quiet and unseen, like a ghost. Or guilt maybe, Kreia’s haunting words from Telos’ polar region still ringing in his ears as if she were still speaking. Maybe she was. 

“I should discuss all of this with her,” Eden relented as she sunk back against the back of the co-pilot’s chair. “At least before we refuel.”

“We’ve got time,” Atton said. “Should be another few hours at least. Any idea where the kid wants to be dropped off?”

“The kid?”

“The nerd,” Atton said after a moment, stumbling over his memory of the blond they picked up in the ruins. “That disciple guy, or whatever.”

“You mean the doctor?” Eden asked, stifling a laugh.

“Sure, the doctor,” Atton said with mock severity, as if he were addressing the Queen of some distant planet. “Where’s he headed?”

“Oh. He’s coming with us.”

Eden bit back a smile as the realization dawned on Atton, the warmth in his chest dissipating into utter disappointment. 

“Wait, really?”

Eden nodded a little too emphatically, clearly enjoying the despondent look on his face.

“Apparently he’s not just a doctor, but a Republic officer in the Admiral’s intel. Or something to the tune of that anyway,” Eden explained. “He wants Mical to tag along on this lead he has, says he could act as our Republic contact.”

Ah yes, the lead that brought them in the general direction of Nal Hutta in the first place. Something about a pleasure cruiser outfitted like a war machine. Atton didn’t like the sound of it but he liked the sound of this even less. 

“S’that so?” Atton grit his teeth, sensing Kreia smiling beneath her hood, wherever she was. “How fun for us.”

“It’ll be fine,” Eden said. “Plus, he’s who we have to thank for the lightsabers.”

“Right,” Atton sighed, proper messing around with the controls now to his own detriment, if only because it gave him something to do. “So, was I right or was I right?”

Eden didn’t say anything for a beat. Atton glanced at her, spying a different kind of smile possess her face then - one both melancholy though laced with relief, an uncertain comfort. 

“You were, for the most part,” Eden admitted eventually. “It certainly came in handy. I’m just not sure how useful it’ll be in the long run.”

“Right,” Atton said, recalling their conversation in the crystal caves, yearning for the quiet of that unexpected morning though plagued again by the warm weight of the pilfered stone in his pocket. “That crystal didn’t choose you I take it.”

“No,” Eden said, her voice sounding very far away. “It chose someone else.”

Someone else.

Atton nodded, though he didn’t yet understand. He replayed their conversation in his head, pausing when he found it. I chose a blue crystal, she’d said, the color suiting her in the moment. Aiden’s was orange. Not orange like fruit but orange like fire. 

Aiden. The man he’d turned. Eden’s brother. Atris’ apprentice. The stranger in the thread that knit he and Eden together in a web that predated their first meeting but predicted it as if with the irony of it all in mind. 

Blue and orange. Water and fire. Both suited Eden, somehow, though the flickering uncertainty of the blood-orange blade in her hands almost even more so, like the spitfire she was on Peragus, the menace she was on Citadel Station, and the call of death as well as its accompanying funeral dirge on Telos’ surface. She was destruction but she was also utter calm. The quiet before and after the storm, as well as the storm itself. 

“Regardless,” Atton said, shaking all thoughts from his head and replacing it all with calculations and power couplings. “Glad it’s in our arsenal now. So the next time we see Sleeps with Vibroblades…”

“Right,” Eden laughed, all mirth gone from her voice. “Right.”

When the silence took over then, Atton felt no need to fill it. Instead, he let the words unspoken steep in the air between them and sat comfortably beside Eden, simply co-existing with her and the numbers casting spells in his head. He swore he could still feel Kreia’s eyes on him, a sickened smile overcoming her at the sight of him so silently accepting of the path ahead, but Atton figured he might be here without her urging anyway, relishing instead in the quiet company Eden provided, idly wondering if he’d ever quite experienced this before and if he ever would again. 

Notes:

Been getting sucked into writing subreddits lately and now fear my work has not only possibly fueled AI with the recent AO3 scrapes (hence the user registration locks over the last year or so, rip my stats) but also, and almost more regrettably so, I fear that my writing also *reads* like AI as well? Hopefully the fact that I've (relatively) consistently posted works here for over the last decade plus proves that my affinity for the em dash is long established but... idk, it all makes me feel weird and gross and bad. So I am posting this chapter unedited, almost as proof but also as an incentive for myself to actually proofread it in the near future instead of letting this draft sit for days before posting it. And by unedited I mostly mean that I haven’t given this a final pass for any missed words, clunky wording, etc bc I otherwise tend to edit as I write (bad habit, I know). Anyway, here it is, and much love as always!

Chapter 72: Something in the Way

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3951 BBY, Dxun, The Temple of Freedon Nadd
Erebus

 

Erebus had only seen designs like this in diagrams. Korriban and its monuments resembled the Dxun temple some, though only perhaps in shape. The sun-bleached monoliths of Korriban hardly held a torch to the spectral black and red throated hallways that sprawled vast and endless before them for what already felt like hours.

“So it’s true,” Vash whispered at Erebus’ side, her voice amplified instead of eclipsed as it was in the jungle. “The Sith truly do admire severity, given the vaulted doors and the sharp angles and such.”

Erebus nearly laughed, smirking instead, the anticipatory anxiety eating away at him otherwise in a way that was both dreadful and delicious. 

“Don’t forget their high ceilings,” Erebus added. He glanced up into the endless ribbed red vault of the temple, its walls glowing as if they were traversing the innards of a beast that had swallowed them whole. “Adds to the overall ambiance.”

Ambiance is… certainly a word,” Vash answered in a discomfited whisper.

Erebus could hear the unease in Vash’s voice, but the mere fact that she was veiling it with sarcasm was a good sign. She’s growing stronger for it, if anything, he thought

The Dark Side lingered here in a way Erebus was wholly unused to. It was different from the Rakatan ruins, though similarly unusual. At least here he could sense just how the Force was warped within his maze of a mind whereas in the ruin his senses were muted in a way he could only figure was similar to what Eden experienced in the aftermath of her exile. The Force offered him no glimpses of his sister in those years, his eyes only physically catching sight of her that one time on Tatooine after unknowingly sensing her absence in the fabric of the Force and following the lack to its source.

What was stranger still was that Erebus sensed Eden here, too, but not like he ever had before. The temple halls were dark and dim but brimming with memory - none of them his own. He couldn’t place them. They were like the fast dissolving fragments of a dream, unable to pin down with words but rife with feeling and an urgency he didn’t know how to categorize. It was as if he were hearing Eden’s memories play out in the next room, the sounds muffled yet on the cusp of understanding, and amid the sensation of her ghost there were other, older things here, too. 

“Despite the warmer tones, I feel…” Vash began, her dark irises limned with glowing scarlet. “Cold.”

No one spoke, yet voices laced the edges of Erebus’ mind. Were they echoes of Eden’s time here? Or something else?

“What else do you feel?” he asked. He paused, spinning around, almost desperate to follow the whispering thread. The Sith soldiers in their wake remained faceless and hooded, each of them stopping as soon as they saw Erebus do so. He could not read any of them, and yet…

“I feel… nostalgic,” Vash said, cocking her head. “Or… bittersweet. It feels as if I am remembering something, though I cannot say what. It’s just a feeling.”

Erebus nodded, noting her answer as well as mapping out the temple as they’d already traversed it, creating a blueprint of it in his mind. 

“Do you hear anything?” he asked next, sounding more like the instructor than the student. 

“I-” Vash looked as if she were about to say something before shaking her head. “No, nothing.”

Erebus nodded again, assuming an air of utter severity that betrayed both his inner thoughts to Vash as well as played the part of an unforgiving master observing his disappointing servant. But in the air between them, he sensed a flicker of unspoken acknowledgement - the Force offering a sliver of a connection for a fraction of a second. 

The whispers underlined everything, their voices growing somehow both more dissonant yet also more distinct the moment Erebus completed the layout of the temple in his mind’s eye.

I have no map to offer you, Colonel Tobin had admitted back at the fortress. All I can say is that the moment you find you may be lost is likely when you will find your way.

A certain fear overcame the man, then, in describing it. Erebus did not need the Colonel to explain that he had seen things beyond the ability of his mind to comprehend, much less describe them. But the cryptic message made sudden sense in the moment, Erebus committing the conclusion to memory for future use. 

It’s a labyrinth.

“This way,” Erebus said, glancing both at Vash and the Sith legion beyond her, each of their darkened heads nodding in silent consent. 

The path forward did not feel as if it should make sense, yet eventually after passing through what felt like the same impasse twice, they finally arrived at the first semblance of a room since entering the temple proper. And within, was something beyond Erebus’ understanding. 

It wasn’t just a room - it was a supercomputer, somehow both ancient yet more advanced than anything Erebus had seen outside of anything borne of the Star Forge, its wire tendrils and blinking lights lining the room like a nervous system, pulsing as if in tune with an unseen beating heart.

Adrenaline coursed Erebus’ veins, running hot with a rabid fascination that paralyzed him.

A silence fell over the room that only accentuated the low hum of ongoing electricity that threaded the space, highlighted like the rest of the temple with a bloodred glow that emanated from everywhere and nowhere. A central console drew Erebus’ attention to the far side of the room, its screen dark but gleaming, as if it were wet with dew. He approached the computer, unsure of how to access its stores, only for the thing to light up as soon as he drew close.

Ancient scrawl appeared on the screen, a green-blue text atop a blue-black background. The letters were small but neat, and hardly decipherable. All Erebus could make out was an inherent question he was not sure how to answer.

He stared at the screen, the foreign letters familiar somehow though he could not place them. The shapes swirled as Erbeus’ mind drew precariously close to something that resembled memory more than knowledge. He was about to pull out the datapad Colonel Tobin provided him with when a voice instead whispered in his ear.

Upon which star were you born?

A wave of cold ran the length of his spine. Erebus glanced at Vash only to find her eyes wandering, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, worried but unaware of the voice speaking to him now. Sion’s Sith legion stood still beside her, each of them at attention yet similarly void of life as they awaited Erebus’ next order.

Upon which star were you born? The voice echoed, not quite repeating itself but sounding instead as if time had skipped around it. 

Erebus merely thought of Serroco and the text displayed on the screen dissolved. For a moment, it was blank, the room quiet, but after a beat his mind was awash with whispers again and new text appeared in its place.

I know this star, the voices amalgamated once more into a singular strand. It is one of the older ones.

The text dissolved again and the room grew quiet, the realization dawning on Erebus the moment new text appeared before him. The voices and the text prompts are the same.

Then the voice whispered a name he was wholly incapable of comprehending, the syllables slipping around his synapses in a way that simply did not stick, before next requesting: Please enter your name before proceeding. 

He froze.

Did Revan write of this? Something about this place felt more recently familiar than whatever ghost of a feeling he’d inherited from Eden during the war. The computer is a bit strange, Tobin had also explained. Like the temple itself, you will understand once you see it.

What did a man like Tobin sense when he stood here with his men? Had any of them heard the voices? Was Vaklu attuned to the Dark Side here just as Erebus was now, its cold thread running through his ancient bloodline?

Erebus stared at the screen, wondering how exactly he was meant to enter his name when the console was simply just a flat surface with no visible touchpad upon which he could spell anything out. Figuring his own finger might act as a stylus, he approached the computer only to find it went dark the closer he got. Its backlit screen grew dim, revealing its surface for what it truly was: a thin sliver of onyx.

Cold swept through Erebus’ veins as pinpricks ran the length of his back, the hair at the nape of his neck standing on end. He touched his finger to the surface and before he could venture which alphabet this machine might understand, a flurry of images entered his mind. His eyes rolled back as unbidden thoughts that were not his own flooded him, words and concepts flowing into one until he finally gasped, opening his eyes once more to find his fingertip still gracing the cool surface of the stone. 

He glanced at Vash, her arms still crossed. The Sith beside her stood just as they had before the computer started speaking to him. No time had passed. If anything, time had somehow slipped slightly backward, as if they had only just entered the room. 

Erebus retracted his hand and turned to Vash, gesturing to her to come closer.

“Approach the console,” he said, trying to keep the desperation from his voice, lacing it instead with the terse command of a task master.

Vash’s eyes met his in a way that said she suspected something, though his charade wasn’t entirely unsuccessful. She did as she was told, and without further prompt, placed her hand on the computer’s surface.

“Interesting,” Vash remarked, a cool intrigue lacing her voice that told Erebus all he needed to know. “I have read about neurally operated machines, but the record would have it that none survive.”

Despite the clear interest in her words, Vash spoke softly, only an octave above a whisper, her head bowed the entire time. Should any of the Sith suspect she was anything more than a slave, Erebus could easily spin a tale that resembled whatever Nihilus’ plans were for the Miraluka that he now paraded as his apprentice. But there was an undeniable shock in the quiet of Vash’s words that spoke volumes in the silence between them, the words unspoken but felt in the charged air.

This is unusual , it said. But what it did not say was This is utterly unlike anything I have ever experienced before. 

Whatever Erebus experienced, Vash did not.

The screen reanimated at Vash’s touch, only to display the same readout of undeciphered text it first offered Erebus. 

His mind raced to record every bit of information it was fed, the whispers still circling him though dying now, their discordant voices now a faint murmur above the din of the calculating machine.

When he’d touched the onyx surface, it opened him up to a world unseen, a plane of existence he had no words for. A semblance of ancient memory his mind was still endeavoring to comprehend, its breadth so vast and so impossibly old that he wondered how any living being could understand its true depth. But he’d glimpsed it, he’d felt eternity in the very tip of his finger, at the very edge of his mind, like a recollection remembered only briefly before being lost again, slipping away from him like the vestiges of a strange dream upon waking - just like the echo of his sister’s footsteps sensed earlier but amplified, as if he were tapping into timelines other than hers but immensely more intricate and spanning, seemingly never ending. 

It remained a tangled knot of knowing in his mind, but one image remained - the ghost of a strapping soldier, still young and so full of Jedi virtue, entering this very temple forty years ago and placing his calloused hand on the very same machine and receiving the very same message. The only difference being the collective voices that rose in Erebus’ mind as soon as the message was relayed, its serpentine directive diverting in this singular way.

The path was paved by one before you but never concluded, the voices said. Complete the ritual where he could not, and we will grant you an understanding so utter and absolute. 

Their words echoed even as the room grew silent, thrumming instead with the heartlike hum of the machines about them. 

Finish what Exar Kun started and you will receive life eternal, they’d said, the glimpse they granted not just spanning forward but backward through time. We will lend you our everlasting voice.

Erebus thought of Exar Kun’s mural as it had been on Nespis VIII, his eyes steeled and grey and so lifelike he wondered if it had been possessed by his ghost all along, warning Erebus of this very moment. 

He extended his hand towards Vash, silently ordering that she step away from the computer, but also that she hand him something. They’d spoken about it before departing for the Dxun moon, unsure if it would find any use. But as soon as Vash’s eyes met his, there was instant understanding. 

She surrendered the satchel she wore and offered it to him, bowing her head low as if in supplication. His palms felt electrified as he reached for it, the metal unusually warm to the touch when he produced Kun’s lightsaber from its wrappings, and as if magnetized, Erebus’ encumbered hands approached the console. 

No thoughts burdened his mind, only silent obedience, an unknowable fear taking root at the base of his skull that lacked vocabulary but did nothing to break the spell. He wanted to know. He wanted to follow the haunted instruction to the letter, but to know his curiosity played no part in what happened next made his skin crawl, his body no longer his own but suddenly shared with an orchestral thousand whispers without faces.

As soon as the saber was near enough, the console shuddered and descended into the floor, swallowed by the stone at their feet just as the wall behind it cleaved in two. The room breathed, as if sighing, as the temple revealed an inner chamber that fit nowhere in Erebus’ mental map. The space within was more akin to a cave than a temple, the structure’s angular arches giving way to cragged rock and crumbling stone. The Dark Side festered here, unseen but undeniable, breathing life and agency back into Erebus’ mind as he regained control of his limbs, now too stunned to do much other than stare with his mouth agape.

The whispers quieted until there was nothing but the trickling of water, a dark fountain twinkling in the center of the room, guarded by four crude statues each holding a different weapon. And at their feet stood onyx altars with glowing red crystals hovering above their smooth surfaces - each of them a holocron bearing different instructions. Instructions that Erebus would have to follow.

Finish what Exar Kun started, the voices had said, now echoing faintly again in the din of the cave.

Erebus wasn’t sure that he could, but he also knew that somehow, he had no choice.

 


 

3951 BBY, Nal Hutta, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Eden

 

Eden had seen enough of Nal Hutta in her three years there in exile to last the rest of her life, so it was an obvious choice to hang back when Atton asked if she wanted to join him in a bit of normalcy while they waited to refuel.

C’mon, he’d said with a lilting half-smile that made her face grow warm. I’ll buy you a drink.

Well, maybe it wasn’t an easy no, but it was the answer that first sprang from her mouth. She still felt oddly hot at the thought of it, tugging at the collar of her shirt as she leaned over the workbench in the Hawk’s garage before the splayed remains of her twin’s lightsaber, replaying her answer over and over in her mind while she tried to forget the disappointment buried in Atton’s expression.

T3 was twittering beside her, making binary small-talk while he ran diagnostics and she looked for ways to improve the saber, or at least stop the shaft from crackling when activated. The droidspeak soothed her, reminding her again of the quiet days she spent on Tatooine, taking her mind off of the enormous mystery that sprawled before her. 

We can run more of your tests later, T3 promised. But the ship needs to be monitored while it refuels.

Eden understood his overt concern as some sort of inherent quirk, further proof that T3-M4 was at least the unofficial steward of this ship if not one of its original facets. 

“Sure,” she said absently as she chewed on her lip. It didn’t really matter whether she worked on T3’s memory or not. She’d only sought the droid out as an excuse to stay aboard, and while she was curious to see why his wires were so crossed, all she really wanted was to tinker with something to keep her mind occupied. It didn’t help that her two remaining choices were the recovered mercenary equipment and Aiden’s unearthed padawan saber. 

T3 continued his work before eventually shuffling off to the next room by the time the refueling process actually started, the Hawk rumbling gently in a way that told her Atton had already paid the clerk and was likely walking toward the promenade to have a drink all on his lonesome. 

She tried not to imagine the divergent timeline in which she’d joined him, which was difficult only because she knew the route so well and could so easily imagine it, but the thought felt so wrong and so… normal after everything that had happened. It was a wonder they’d never shared a proper drink on Citadel Station, but even in hindsight that felt wrong too, the image of Benok’s wild eyes and Slusk’s blood-stained face marring any approximation of comfortable mundanity that place possessed. Instead it made more sense for Eden to be staring at her brother’s torn lightsaber, its innards splayed before her like a specimen and its blood orange crystal glinting amber in the din of the garage.

“I found it in the old Enclave,” a voice said at her back. “I assume it was buried elsewhere, yet somehow it ended up in the fresh earth at the center of the room.”

Eden didn’t have to turn to find Mical there, but she did. He stood awkwardly on the threshold, wringing his hands, but looking better than he had since they’d met in the ruin. Color had returned to his face and a few round meals filled the rest of him out. He was tall and slender but strong, his robes betraying some sense of muscle where his arms bent, and his flaxen hair took on a sheen they’d lacked in what remained of the Jedi temple, his blond locks pale then but absolutely shimmering now in the fluorescent light. Eden was almost jealous of how perfectly smooth his hair fell, absently running a hand through the frizz of her own hair as she turned to face him.

“I sensed it, sort of,” Mical continued. He entered the room slowly, taking one tentative step after tentative step as he assessed Eden’s receptiveness, watching her expression for any semblance of objection. “Through the Force.”

He paused before Eden, still unsure of what to do with his hands. Guilt lanced through her as she imagined him as he had been years ago, standing before her in the Coruscant archive awaiting her answer, only for her to walk away.

Eden opened her mouth, an apology ripe on her tongue, only Mical spoke first. 

“There’s no need to explain,” he continued, approaching her slowly still as if she were a wild animal. “I followed Revan, too. In my own way.”

Zayne had mentioned as much back on Dantooine. So many padawans were delegated to the corps during the war, which wasn’t quite the choice Mical was making it out to be. But perhaps that was the fiction he had to tell himself, just like the thousand others Eden imagined whenever her mind unwittingly wished to relive the past. 

“I’m still not well versed in the Force,” Mical continued. “But I was able to tap into something in the temple, something that led me to that very lightsaber.”

His voice betrayed something akin to awe and fear, but his eyes brimmed only with pure resolve.

“I don’t know what it means, but… I’d like to.”

Mical took another step closer. He’d grown so much since they’d last seen each other - then she was still a head taller than him, but now it was the other way around. His blue eyes glinted dark in the light, like a sea after a storm, and for a moment she thought of when she first met Alek, her limbs similarly numb in his presence. 

Eden shook her head and the memory along with it. 

“I don’t know what it is you’re looking for, but-”

“I know what they did to you,” Mical said again, his voice soft. His eyes searched hers, his gaze equally soft and his presence soothing. “I know what the Council did when you left, what they sensed. And after everything I’ve seen? That's precisely why I’d only wish to learn how to use the Force from you.

Eden stood stunned. She opened her mouth to retort but found no argument. Instead, she simply waited for Mical to continue, hoping desperately that he would, if only to fill the silence. 

“What the mercenaries did to me, the tests they ran…” Mical trailed off, shaking his head. “I can’t explain it, but, somehow I know you’re the only person that might understand.”

Eden swallowed, hard.

You have no idea what it was like, Ede, Alek had betrayed to her years after Flashpoint. He’d only confessed his love and kissed her there in the rain upon returning from Demagol’s clutches, his body and spirit still wounded, still healing, only describing in detail the torture he’d suffered when Eden had expressed doubt in Revan’s leadership years later, right after the disaster that was Dagary Minor. You’ve never been opened up to the Force like this. The Mandalorians wish to seek the Force to its origin to either kill it from where it stems or to unlock its potential within their own soldiers. Either way, it is to destroy us and everything in the galaxy we hold dear.

But she’d sensed it, eventually, in the wake of Malachor. The Force raw and rending. Like an undying ache, an endless pain that was silent but stretched into eternity. Alek had only seen a glimpse of that expanse and it had broken him, but Eden had inherited its entirety, and carried it still.

“You… you want me to teach you?” she couldn’t help stuttering, unable to mask her surprise.

She felt stupid, but Mical’s intent expression did not waver. He only nodded with a solemnity that told Eden the man was utterly serious. 

“Time’s a strange thing,” he said with a hollow laugh, clearly nervous. “I sensed it in the temple, too, that things worked out the way they did for a reason. I never expected to ever learn the ways of the Force after the war. I thought that path was closed off to me forever. But perhaps it simply branched off, the road merely longer than I expected it to be.”

Eden knew what he meant, about the past and the present. That facet of the Force never spoke to her as clearly as it did now, its disparate paths made clearer in the aftermath of Peragus, and even more so as time wore on. It was as if she were waking up to the Force anew and not simply for a second time, as if it was an entirely different beast than the sixth sense she’d known before. 

All is as the Force wills it, Kreia said quietly within the confines of Eden’s mind, a world-weary acceptance lacing her words that rang true with the resounding truth that edged its way around Eden’s consciousness.

“I can try,” Eden eventually said, her voice sounding unusually small as it exited her mouth. “I’m still getting the hang of things after so long in exile.”

She felt dumb again, and younger if anything, as if she were now the prepubescent student with a half-formed frontal lobe standing before the man that Mical was now. 

“Of course,” Mical obliged with a polite bow of his head. “I don’t mean to insist, only to express my interest. Especially if we are to be travelling together.”

I would not be so quick to dismiss this opportunity, Kreia mused again as if she were in the room with them, whispering in Eden’s ear. There is much for you to learn and to relearn. To teach another would help remember what you may have long forgotten, as well as more easily reach the thresholds you have yet to cross yourself.

Mical had already taken her silence in stride and moved past Eden towards the workbench, his gaze now intent on the disassembled saber laid out atop it. 

Consider it, Kreia said again before her presence dissipated, leaving her alone with Mical once more.

“What was it like?” Eden asked gently as they stood side-by-side, wondering what it would have been like to teach him and wondering how she might do so now. “When you sensed the saber?”

Mical was silent for a moment, considering the weapon and each of its disassembled parts with a quiet curiosity. 

“It was like wandering the collective memory of the space, the temple both the ruin it is now as well as the bustling academy it once was.”

A Force echo, Eden quietly realized.

Mical reached for the saber parts but touched none of it.

“I sensed the moment your brother buried the saber in the meadow. I heard his voice, as if the memory of it was what led me there. Though for precisely what purpose, I am not sure. I have no skill with a sword or a saber, you’re a witness to that.” Mical laughed a hollow, self-effacing laugh, and slowly faced Eden. She felt his gaze on her but was unable to return it. “Perhaps I was simply meant to give it to you.”

Now it was Eden’s turn to laugh hollowly, her throat suddenly dry.

“Maybe,” she said, not exactly refuting the idea yet unable to believe it. “It isn’t quite the right fit, but it certainly came in handy.”

She thought of Atton again and what he’d said in the wake of Peragus, a different kind of guilt coursing through her now. A guilt she could not quite place nor define, but felt stronger the closer Mical stood to her, his warmth an odd counterbalance to the aching emptiness she felt whenever she considered her brother.

“Speaking of… Erebus,” Eden began, stumbling over the name. She turned so her back was to the workbench and braced her hands on the edge, looking at Mical sidelong. “Zayne said you trusted him.”

Ah,” Mical said, turning pink. “That.”

Mical pushed off from the workbench and did a slow lap around the room, running a nervous hand through his hair, something Eden noted Zayne doing an awful lot of while they were figuring out what to do next at Khoonda. 

“How much do you know about… well, everything?”

Eden shook her head, almost unsure of where to start.

“The last time I saw Aiden, we were on Coruscant,” she said, realizing their last meeting was not unlike the last time she saw Mical. “I assumed he stayed at the archive until Katarr, and when I heard of what happened at the conclave…”

Eden nearly choked, not expecting to get emotional. But her throat suddenly swelled, her heart stopping just as unwanted tears welled in her eyes. She blinked them back and swallowed hard before looking Mical in the eye again. Not because she’d suddenly remembered the heartbreak she’d felt at hearing the news, but the absolute and utter relief that washed over her in its stead. 

It’s over, she’d thought. It’s finally all over.

“You thought he died,” Mical finished for her, even if it was only half the truth. 

“And then I saw him on Tatooine, utterly changed,” she continued, the shootout in the Czerka yard already feeling like a lifetime ago. “The bounty on my head going live caused its fair share of chaos, and Mission’s ship just happened to blow up, so we ended up escaping on his Star Forge ship, which, paired with his changed appearance explained a lot.”

Mical nodded along, stroking his beardless chin as he considered how best to phrase what he said next.

“So you’re aware of his current, erm, affiliation?”

“I figured,” Eden said with an awkward shrug. “Not to mention everyone at Khoonda confirmed it.”

“Right, right,” Mical mused. “Well, in any case, I have your brother to thank for getting me out of the Jedi Temple on Nespis VIII shortly before its decimation.”

Eden froze, her face paling at the news.

“You were at Space City?” she asked, her voice feeling hollow.

“I was. I was originally there on Republic business. Sent to fetch you, in fact, with a colleague of mine, Agent Amara. She-”

Rell,” Eden interrupted, her memories of the Harbinger resurfacing for the first time since awakening in the Peragus’ medbay. 

“Yes, precisely!” Mical’s eyes widened as he perked up and stepped closer to Eden once more. “So she found you?”

“She did,” Eden said, her mind reeling. “We met aboard the Harbinger. She was supposed to bring me to Admiral Onasi on Onderon, but…”

Eden remembered meeting with Rell in her room and discussing… something. The details were slippery, though all Eden could recall was the inescapable anxiety that plagued her then.

“So it’s true,” Mical said, his expression falling. “I was hoping, oddly, that she’d never found you. That maybe she’d escaped Nespis…”

Eden could only shake her head and wonder whether she felt Rell’s loss among the rest when she first awoke to Kreia’s voice, her senses dialed to the extreme and her heart already heavy with the thousand deaths of Peragus as well as the hundreds lost to Sion aboard the Harbinger before it.

“I see,” Mical said, hanging his head. 

Silence permeated the garage again and Eden didn’t know what to say.

Well,” Mical coughed and gathered his wits. “It was aboard Erebus’ ship on Nespis that we met with Master Lonna Vash and ended up on Dantooine. At her insistence, might I add. I had my reservations, and quite frankly still do, but Master Vash seemed to have a great deal of… faith in your brother. I don’t think he mentioned much about his Master, only that he joined the Sith when Revan was still at its head.”

Mical began to pace the garage again, circling the space as he recounted what happened.

“Master Vash had a vision, or a series of them, more rather,” Mical continued. “Which is what led us to Dantooine in the first place. We investigated the Jedi ruins before they were in the dangerous state they were in upon your arrival, and found something rather interesting.”

Mical crossed the room towards the lightsaber again, this time pointing at its innards.

“We combed the archive’s logs for an entry about Exar Kun’s lightsaber, which was coincidentally the reason I was delayed in meeting with Rell. Vash mentioned something about finding an object similar to one found with Revan when she and Arren Kae found her in the deserts of Tatooine…”

“Tatooine?” Eden echoed, following Mical’s gaze as if examining the lightsaber beside him would afford her some answers.

“There was an object listed alongside Kun’s lightsaber that was found with Revan as well, small and pyramidal, onyx black-”

Eden’s blood ran cold. Eyes wide, she turned to Mical, reaching for him as if to steady herself.

“We found objects of the same description beneath the Dune Sea,” she began, Mical nodding emphatically beside her.

“Orex told me,” he said. He glanced down at her questing hand, which made Eden retract her grasp, unsure what had possessed her to even do such a thing. Mical did not object, looking somehow both relieved yet disappointed that she’d retreated, before continuing, “There’s a connection I wish to seek the origin of, a connection that threads the Great Sith War with the Mandalorian conflict, but most importantly Revan’s part in it and the failed Sith empire that came after.”

Eden nodded soberly, the last nine years of her life thrown into sudden perspective. Even in exile, all Eden had ever done was follow in Revan’s footsteps. The Outer Rim hung heavy with her absence and it was impossible to outrun the memory of her. No matter where Eden turned, she felt as if she were still in Revan’s shadow, forever cleaning up her myriad messes.

“Whether you choose to train me or not, I would like to follow this lead wherever it takes me,” Mical pleaded. “I feel it is the key. To what, I am not sure. Perhaps to everything.”

Again, Eden did not know what to say, only that she agreed - whatever that meant. 

All is as the Force wills it, Kreia had said. And she was right. There were too many connections, too many coincidences. 

Eden found herself nodding, agreeing to something she knew not the true weight of despite feeling it in full.

She still had so many questions, most of which surrounded her brother, even if she knew that was likely the least important facet of anything she’d just learned. 

“It couldn’t hurt to follow the thread, but my main concern is the Sith that hunt me,” Eden said eventually, her admission paling in comparison to the importance she felt at Mical’s revelation. “I’m already seeking out what Jedi are left, so I could use any help I can get.”

Mical cocked his head, confused.

“What Jedi are left?” he repeated.

Eden nodded.

“Master Vrook was one of them, but in addition to him and Master Vash, there are still two more I'm hoping may help against this inevitable Sith onslaught.”

Mical crossed the room towards her again, his brow furrowed.

“Master Vash told me as much, but according to her their existence was a sworn secret. How do you know this?”

“From Atris’ records,” she said. “We were captured by her Echani Handmaidens on Telos, we-”

“Echani?” Mical echoed, interrupting her. “So Master Atris is still alive?”

The same shock that painted Vrook’s face at the realization colored Mical’s younger features in kind, stunning Eden once more. 

“Alive and well,” she said. “And apparently in hiding.”

Mical nodded and turned from her, again his gaze retreating into memory as he paced once more.

“I was delayed on Nespis because of a lead Zayne gave me,” Mical said, musing. “There were reports of the abandoned temple there being raided, so I went to investigate and retrieve the most valuable item still housed there - the lightsaber of Exar Kun.”

Both he and Eden glanced at the replica of the very same saber as it sat atop the workbench, more pieces falling into place.

“But it wasn’t just mercenaries who stalled my path,” Mical continued. “In fact they didn’t show up until Erebus did.”

“Then who was raiding the temple?”

“Not just raiding,” Mical said. “But clearing out and cataloguing.”

Eden thought of the logs T3 had pulled from Atris’ records and wondered just how many of those items had been recently added…

“You weren’t the only one captured by Echani,” Mical admitted.

“And let me guess,” Eden added. “All of them sisters?”

Mical nodded.

“Identical,” he said. “Apparently they had clearance to be there, which brings me to another thing your brother and I discovered along with Master Vash. The Nespis temple was just one of a long line of Jedi strongholds being combed for their more valuable remains over the years, though it appears Atris was careful to wait six months since the conclave to begin her work again. The first was Dantooine, mere hours before Darth Malak’s attack.”

Malak. Even after all these years, it felt strange to hear that name, yet above all, Eden couldn’t believe what she was hearing, the bigger picture still blurry but slowly falling into focus. She thought of Atris’ snide remarks and the sharp glint in her eye as she stared her down in that ghostly temple on Telos, needling Eden until she surrendered to Atris’ version of the past, as if her sole perspective bespoke all truth and reason in the galaxy, to which Eden would never give in. Now even more so.

“Erebus left the Order during the Jedi Civil War, but someone had been using his clearance code as archivist to officiate transfers of documents and items otherwise locked to the highest personnel well after he disappeared. Atris wouldn’t dare use her own information, so-”

“So she used her absentee apprentice’s information,” Eden continued. “She might have even acted as if he’d never left.”

Eden could not imagine Atris admitting to anyone within the Order that her own protege had abandoned his post, though she could certainly imagine the woman taking it as evidence that the Jedi as whole were lost and she their sole savior.

“We found records of items being shipped to Telos, which made no sense at the time, but now…”

“That’s where she’s holed up alright,” Eden said, absently biting the edge of her thumb nail as she mulled everything over, trying to make sense of the timeline. “She’s taken refuge in an abandoned irrigation system and essentially built a replica of the Coruscant temple there. The Echani are her stewards, more or less, their cultural beliefs the perfect failsafe against any misuse of the Force apparently.”

Mical nodded along, trying to make sense of it all himself.

“That tracks,” he said. “Their minds were impenetrable, and they possessed technology I’d never seen before. Likely a combination of Force-touched items kept in Atris’ pilfered stores as well as modified gear meant to enhance their natural capabilities. I wonder if Revan sought out the Echani as a potential ally for the very same reason at the end of the Mandalorian Wars, especially if she was aware of the tests Demogol was running.”

“Atris claimed she wanted to rebuild the Jedi, to restore the Order to its former glory,” Eden said. “But I have a feeling her idealised imaginings are more twisted than she’s likely to ever admit.”

“And it’s strange, no?” Mical added. “That the leader of the Jedi Order was missing from the very conclave she went to such great lengths to organize?”

“Almost as if she already knew what was coming, much like Dantooine,” Eden said, a wave of unnerving cold possessing her as she voiced her revelation. “So she could rebuild the Jedi as she saw fit…”

Mical said nothing, his gaze intent on hers as unspoken understanding filled the space between them. Eden wrapped her arms tightly around herself, the Hawk suddenly frigid. She had no real proof, but the mounting evidence pointed inexplicably in the same suspicious direction…

“And these Sith that pursue you…” Mical implored after a quiet beat. “You don’t think-?”

Eden shook her head. It was sharp and precise, the feeling sure despite having no evidence for it either.

“I don’t think she’s affiliated with them, no,” Eden admitted. Atris did not betray the surprise Eden had expected when she explained what happened to Peragus, but there was an underlying unease at the discovery that hinted at something adjacent to complicity. “There’s more to this, much more. I just… don’t know what yet.”

Mical nodded silently, stewing with possible theories alongside Eden as they shared a quiet camaraderie in the dim light of the garage. She glanced back at the lightsaber again, recalling the long nights Aiden pored over a poorly photocopied image of Kun’s weapon as he crafted his own blueprint by hand. And she thought of the onyx pyramid she found on Tatooine, the feel of it both foreign yet somehow familiar, and how it reminded her of the triangular door that still haunted her peripheral vision now and again. There was something in the way everything felt like a faraway memory yet also like a recent dream, the connecting thread weaving unseen through her past towards her still unclear future in a way Eden wasn’t sure how to navigate yet somehow felt was as inevitable as her next breath.

All is as the Force wills it.

Yet Eden did not know whether the thought comforted her or scared her more.

 


 

3951 BBY, Nal Hutta
Atton

Atton wasn’t pleased to be breathing in the most humid air he could imagine, but he was itching for a cool glass of juma, the taste of the stuff already lacing his tongue at the mere memory of it as he descended the Hawk’s loading ramp and stepped into the swamp that served as the seat of the Hutts. 

Nal Hutta wasn’t Atton’s favorite place - it was hardly anybody’s - but he had to admit it was a step up from Dantooine, if not two or three.

“Ah, human civilization,” Atton muttered to no one, proverbially rolling his eyes at his own dumb joke as he approached the fuel attendant and presented the credit chip Eden had given him for this express purpose. It was long and slim, like the higher end bits found on the Core Worlds. Came with the ship, I guess, she’d said with a shrug. Must’ve belonged to whoever owned this thing last. At least we can thank them for that, right?

He was still thinking of the way Eden had half-smiled at him before walking away, claiming she had to finish a project with T3 and couldn’t join him, just as the attendant tugged at the chip until it slipped out of Atton’s grip.

“Sorry ‘bout that,” he laughed, an unbidden anxiety overcoming him then, suddenly too aware of himself and his surroundings. Atton rubbed his hands on the legs of his pants as he glanced around the fuel depot in search of the nearest cantina. “Hey, mind if I ask where the-?”

“Just take a left out of the depot,” the attendant said deadpan. “The Hidden Gem’ll be the first building you see.”

Ah, Atton mouthed, embarrassment flooding him before Pazaak hands filled its place.

“You’re lucky you got here when you did,” the attendant continued as they entered notes into a datapad, occasionally glancing at the Hawk to glean its stats. “We’re running low and people are only just catching on. We’ll probably have to up the price before the afternoon rush.”

Shit.

It took everything in Atton to remain calm, betraying a nonchalant, “S’that so?”

“This should only take about twenty minutes, give or take,” the attendant said instead as they got to work, pocketing the chip. “That should afford you at least a couple of drinks if you're industrious enough.”

Before Atton could retort, the attendant was gone in the depths of the Ebon Hawk’s underside, in search of its fuel inlet no doubt, as eager to get to work about as much as Atton was hankering for a drink. 

Just take a left out of the depot, he repeated internally as he took direction, and right on cue, the neon lights met his eyes as soon as his gaze fell upon the first establishment in sight. The Hidden Gem.

Thank the Maker.

Not that Atton believed in one. Not really. But he felt like praying to one now in endless thanks as he crossed The Hidden Gem’s threshold, his ears blessed with the soft thrum of lounge music and the low rumble of talk. 

His eyes scanned the room, finding that business wasn’t quite booming but was busy enough for a weekday afternoon. It was no wonder the dance floor was empty, the music relaxed, and the few scattered Pazaak tables empty save for a bored dealer hunched over a datapad. He might have thanked the Maker for that, too, knowing he only had enough chits to pay for a drink and a half before the Hawk was ready to move on. 

“What’ll it be?” the barkeep asked, monotone. 

He was human and tired-looking, which was all the recommendation Atton needed to rest assured that his drink would certainly be over-poured. 

“A shot and a half of juma,” he said as he placed the chit on the bar and slid it across its slimy surface. 

The barkeep merely nodded before filling Atton’s order and presenting it before him alongside a small bowl of nuts Atton hadn’t seen since his refugee days, saying nothing as he delivered the order and moved on to the next batch of customers that approached the far end of the bar. 

Atton almost couldn’t believe it. He suddenly couldn’t remember if he’d had any juma on Telos while there with Eden, recalling only his tense week on leave from Peragus prior to his unjust arrest following his post-explosion recovery. Even thinking about it felt unreal, the recollection feeling as if it belonged to someone else entirely. Or at least that it had all happened in some previous life instead of the present one. Atton shook his head and tilted his head back, relishing the syrupy sweet sting the juma left as it trailed down his throat, making him feel warm in a way only Eden could manage now. And simply by being there, of all things.

He shook his head, wrestling the post-swallow heat of alcohol as well as his latent feelings for Eden, committing only to leaving them unlabeled despite admitting they were there in the very least.

He immediately wanted another, yearning to drown out the remainder of his thoughts and soften the sharper edges of his mental maps. To smooth out their patterns until they were more comfort-coded than survival-driven, as they so often were prior to his indebted appointment on Peragus. Atton’s mind had grown too vivid, then, too painfully clear in the involuntary sobriety forced on him in servitude. It made sense, sure. But Atton did his best work while buzzed. Well, maybe not his best , but he felt his best then. Relaxed, at ease. Just like the music here in the otherwise quiet cantina…

Atton watched as the luminescent blue liquid laced his glass and accumulated into one final sip once he’d set it down, distracted only by the conversation grown loud at the other end of the bar.

“...Say they spotted her I think, but I can’t be sure.”

“Might be? Let me see the picture again.”

“What’s the bounty, Remmick?”

“One hundred million, I reckon.”

“That was Slusk’s bounty. That sorry sack’s dead now.”

“Yeah but-”

Atton perked up. Slusk. He was so used to hearing bullshit bounties yapped about in bars over the years that he hadn’t clocked it at first, but now it was painfully clear.

“Jedi rate’s still ten, but rumor has it other Jedi were spotted in the Outer Rim just the other day.”

“Jedi are spotted all the time, and they’re usually wrong. What makes you think this one’s-”

“You didn’t see the live footage from Dantooine?”

“Really? Planet’s a right mess, I’ll tell ya.”

“Isn’t that the Jedi homeworld?”

“Jedi don’t have no homeworld, idiot.”

“But it was a stronghold once, no? Same thing.”

Atton tried so hard to act nonchalant, the warm embrace of alcohol slipping fast from his consciousness as it instead latched onto this half-brained conversation at the end of the bar. His mind switched gears, reinterpreting the data it was just tuning out into something he could use.

Working in reverse, Atton mapped out the space and each of its inhabitants before discreetly turning around and glancing at one of several screens lining the walls. Two replayed silent recaps of recent sports matches while the one in the center replayed what appeared to be footage from the desolation of Dantooine, a shaky cam zoomed in to the max following a hooded figure Atton now knew was Master Vrook as he entered what was unmistakably the Ebon Hawk.

The footage was likely taken from far away given the quality, not to mention the fact that whoever recorded it managed to get off-world. Atton glanced at the time and pocketed his food before walking as lazily as he could towards the exit, absolutely booking it once he was out of the bar’s line of sight. 

“Just about finished here,” the attendant was lazily saying as Atton approached. Their eyes met his and widened as they registered his pace, nearly jumping out of the way as Atton jogged up the loading ramp and muttered a half-hearted thanks.

His eyes were darting around the fueling depot as the Hawk took tentative flight, Atton’s fingers already plugging in their next destination. 

“We’re done already?” Eden asked from behind him, entering the cockpit proper.

“I’ll explain in a minute, but we’ve gotta get out of here before anyone notices this ship,” Atton said. 

The Hawk rose into the atmosphere just as Eden appeared in Atton’s peripheral vision, sinking into the co-pilot’s chair with a concerned look on her face as Nal Hutta’s atmosphere dissolved into the green-white glow of its orbital space.

“What do you mean?” Eden asked, small and sharp. “What about the ship?”

“It was spotted on Dantooine,” Atton answered, preparing for the jump. “Along with that Jedi we ferried back to Telos.”

“Back to-” Eden began to repeat just as the Hawk jumped the short distance from Nal Hutta to Nar Shaddaa, its glittering atmosphere replacing Nal Hutt’s mass of green and grey. “Did they track us to Citadel Station?”

Eden’s voice was even but Atton knew there was panic buried beneath. 

“No idea. But before we find out, we better lay low.”

“Lay low how? How’re we supposed to manage that if even the ship’s on some hit list?”

“Nar Shaddaa is the last place anyone would think to look for you, so it’s a start,” Atton said, thinking back to the conversation he overheard at the bar. He combed his brain for an old code and keyed it into the comm, relief flooding him when it worked. Sometimes I amaze even myself. “As for the ship, I think you’re owed a favor or two.”

Atton nodded at the comm beside Eden without uttering a word. Her eyes narrowed as she watched him, reading his expression before putting the pieces together. 

“Being the crime-laden cesspool I’ve heard so much about, I take it Nar Shaddaa is a cushy spot for an Exchange boss or two to hang around.”

“More like the Exchange capital of the galaxy,” Atton corrected as he eased the ship into a high-traffic airspace, maneuvering between two overlarge disposal vessels awaiting orders. “And we happen to know one that owes you a debt.”

Eden chewed her lip, eyeing the comm. 

“She gave you a contact, right?” Atton asked. Luxa hadn’t given him anything other than a promise that he would continue to do her bidding as she saw fit until his debt was paid. If Eden didn’t have a means of getting in touch with her, simply landing on Nar Shaddaa would likely result in a call from Luxa eventually…

“I do,” Eden said after a beat, to Atton’s relief. 

She stood and left the room as she waited for Luxa, or any one of her newly appointed assistants, to answer. The low rumble of Eden’s voice murmured from the security room down the hall while Atton held the Hawk’s ground in what he hoped was unnoticeable territory, awaiting her response. His eyes scanned the slowly spinning planet beneath them, its glittering grid of gold sparkling before him like the jewels the Hutts so very much coveted yet the moon itself very much was not. 

“As it turns out, there is something you can do for me,” Atton heard the silky smooth of Luxa’s voice mutter via comm from the other room. “ Do that, and you can consider us more than even.”

He got the sinking feeling that wasn’t true but knew they had no choice. It was only a matter of seconds before the call ended and Eden re-entered the room, hovering over the back of Atton’s chair this time as she gave him an address. 

Eden’s fingers brushed the edges of his vest as he leaned into the pilot’s chair upon landing, watching as Nar Shaddaa’s glimmering facade faded to reveal its festering underbelly - all bronze steel and neon lights. 

They may have been walking into the shyrack’s den but Atton knew every back street of the Smuggler’s moon as well as he knew every trade coordinate in the Core Worlds, every potential power coupling combination, and every possible winning hand in Pazaak. 

I’ve got a bad feeling about this, Atton couldn’t help thinking as he eased the Hawk into what he could only assume was an abandoned Exchange warehouse. It was all he could do to trust his instincts and hope that nothing terrible would happen…

A really, really bad feeling.

Notes:

This chapter was both daunting and fun to write. Finally getting to the point where characters are meeting up and comparing notes is a bit surreal, which isn't helped by how long this project is (in word count as well as years...), but it also means that I need to backtrack and reread older chapters to make sure I get the details right. I'm sure I forget things here and there despite my attempts at outlining and note taking, I still feel like I miss stuff, so feel free to point things out to me or ask questions if you notice anything! Honestly any feedback is much appreciated, I know I'm wordy but I do wonder how well this is going and how the chapters are laid out, etc. I wonder a lot of things.

I'm envious of people who prolifically write one-shots, truly, this fic kills me sometimes lol

Chapter 73: Death Becomes Her

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa, Refugee Sector 
Atton

 

It was surreal being back on Nar Shaddaa. Painfully familiar in the worst way possible, but primarily surreal.

“Looks like we’re quarantined for the time being,” Eden said, peering through a crack in the warehouse’s exterior.  “Should be fun.”

She flashed him a sardonic smile which instantly set Atton on edge in both the best and worst way. 

“Should give us time to brush up on your Pazaak game,” he said, half-joking to break the tension. “Which is… lacking, for… lack of a better word.”

“Eloquent,” Eden smirked, the look sending Atton over the edge. He glanced away, tugging at the collar of his undershirt as warmth crept up his neck.

“Just sayin’.” He shifted to peer through the gap over her shoulder, careful not to get too close despite wanting to. “Not like we’ve got anything better to do.”

There’s something you can do for me, Luxa had told Eden as they landed. Peragus is proving to be more of a problem than I anticipated… maybe you should be the one to set things right, seeing as you started this mess.

Luxa wasn’t wrong, but that didn’t mean Atton had to like it. What he did like was that only he and Eden had left the Hawk , and were the only ones curious enough to scout the Exchange’s turf. By his reckoning, they were near his old haunt in the Refugee Sector - which meant they were safe. For now. The Republic may have given them a temporary pass for what happened at Peragus but the reality of the resulting fueling crisis would be impossible to ignore forever.

“Pazaak sounds… nice,” Eden conceded after a moment. “Sure, have at it.”

Eden wandered over to a plasteel crate short enough to accommodate her sitting cross-legged on the floor beside it, looking up at him with a playful tilt of her head.

“I guess you’ll deal?”

Atton sat opposite her, heart thudding. She was being cheeky, almost cute - but beneath the act, he sensed the ache in her, faint but unmistakable, simmering beneath the surface. He tried not to think too hard about it as he pulled out his deck from the depths of his vest jacket.

“Senate rules, I assume,” he said, fanning the cards. “Given we left what little credits we had on Nal Hutta.”

“We did, indeed,” Eden sighed. She gathered her cards towards her and peeked at their contents. “We are broke.”

She announced this with a playful smile, as if it were worthy of merit. Atton knew it was all a cover for a desperation he felt all too well.

“Senate rules it is.”

 Atton watched her through the edge of his cards, trying not to admire her, but failing - especially when she bit her lip in thought, oblivious to how it made him feel. What concerned him mostly was her unusually good mood.

“So, do you go first or-?”

Atton laughed, his voice low and hollow, and laid a card flat between them, his eyes barely registering the number. 

“Ah,” Eden sighed as she made her play. A minus two to his seven.

A low ball, Atton thought. He furrowed his brow before revealing his six. 

He sat back as if pleased with himself, despite the fact that he wasn’t and in fact never was. It was no surprise when Eden flipped over her card to reveal a ten. Atton chose to counter with a minus three, even though he had a minus one still tucked into his deck.

“Beginner’s luck,” Eden shrugged. “Deal again?”

“Y’know, I could teach you other variations,” Atton offered as he shuffled the deck again, their worn edges a comfort to the low-simmering anxiety that underscored his mind at all times. “Some are more complex, sorta forces you to think more strategically.”

Eden nodded, her gaze distant at first, then sharpening with sudden, eager interest.

“Show me.”

It was hard not to be a little nervous around Eden, especially now. She was avoidant for nearly the entire time they were on the ship following Dantooine, and rightly so, but now she was being almost overly social, giving off the impression that she didn’t want to be alone. Not knowing when her mood might turn or when she would suddenly grow serious - it didn’t necessarily scare him, but it set him on edge in a way that made him want to continually push her buttons, to find her thresholds and see where he stood, forever obsessed with whether she remained soft with him in unspoken moments. Like this one. Though to what end, he had no idea. 

Did he ever?

“I think I get it,” Eden said after a few rounds. “I might even prefer to play this way, the double exposure variant especially. It forces me to use my brain in a way that I like. It’s less about luck and more like… math.

Atton huffed a laugh, his own internal devices suddenly standing on shaky ground despite looping through their usual iterations, his favorite play still on perma-rotate at the back of his mind.

“I honestly didn’t think you’d even take me up on the offer,” Atton admitted, shuffling once more as he tried not to stare at Eden too long. 

“Why not?”

Her question was earnest, quick. She asked almost as soon as Atton finished speaking, underlining a certain kind of desperation Atton wasn’t expecting from her. Though given the events of the last few days maybe he should have.

“I dunno, you just seem so… serious .” He shrugged. “And I mean, I get it . We just ventured back to what was basically your childhood home to find it in ruins and left it in flames, so…”

Eden’s shoulders slumped, her eyes reading the cards as she considered his words as well as her own feelings. 

“True,” she admitted. “But you always seem to keep a level head despite it all, so I thought… I dunno, maybe there’s something to having a hobby.”

Atton nearly laughed and gagged at the same time. A hobby.

“Other than fixing droids that aren’t yours?”

It wasn’t really a joke, but the way Eden grinned, cheeks pink and eyes crinkling, made Atton’s stomach flip. Watching her felt like teetering on the edge of a chasm, wondering what it would feel like to fall.

“Well, there’s that, but I should give poor T3 a break.”

“Really though,” Atton said, surprising himself, “I’m glad you did. Take me up on my offer, I mean.”

Eden’s face softened into something real, something that lingered. He glanced at her over the edge of his cards, a warmth blooming in his chest.

“I’m glad you asked.”

She afforded him a real look now, one that remained steady and made him truly nervous. Atton tried to hold off for as long as he could, studying his latest hand with the maximum amount of believable deliberation before finally returning her gaze. Their eyes met for a glimmer of a moment, one that made Atton’s breath catch, before Eden looked away. Atton’s eyes remained fixed on her, unable to stop staring so long as she didn’t look back, a question half-formulating at the back of his mind that inspired a certain kind of hope he wasn’t used to.

“Truth is, I didn’t think normal was even an option until Luxa left us hanging here,” Eden murmured as Atton dealt them into another round. “Now it looks like we have no choice.”

“There’s still time to go sulk in the Hawk all on your lonesome,” Atton nodded towards the ship. “It’s what Kreia spends all her time doing, isn’t it?”

At this, Eden truly laughed, a genuine guffaw erupting from her throat that made Atton crack a smile, his face growing hot again. She wasn’t even attractive when she did it, the action forcing Eden to wipe spit off her lip with the back of her hand, but it was almost cute. Cute adjacent. Endearing, maybe. And it was at that moment Atton knew he was truly lost.

“I’ll sulk later, thanks,” Eden said, laughter still peppering her words. It sounded nice and all Atton knew was that he wanted to hear more of it. “What I need right now is a proper distraction.”

“Now that’s something I can provide. Along with a blaster at your side, of course.”

“May be necessary, too,” she mused. “There’s still a price on my head, right?”

“I figured as much,” Atton shrugged. “Though why didn’t the mercs on Dantooine do anything about it?”

“Good question.”

Atton pondered, thinking back to the bar on Nal Hutta again. 

“The bounty on Jedi still seems alive and well, though why you’d suddenly not count-?”

Technically I haven’t counted as a Jedi in ten years,” Eden interrupted. “Not that it matters to anyone other than Vrook and Atris.”

Atton tensed at Atris’ name again as if he’d known her, an apprehension overcoming him that felt lived rather than inherited from the man he’d turned on Coruscant all those years ago.

“Maybe there’s a reason,” Atton ventured. “Might not hurt to ask Luxa. At least once the boss deems us worthy of her attention, anyway.”

Eden snorted.

“Might as well,” she said. “By the way, thanks for all this.”

Atton’s eyes flickered up in Eden’s direction again, their gazes meeting in soft stalemate, lasting a moment longer than either of them intended. 

“This?” he echoed.

“For the Pazaak,” Eden admitted, “but also for acting as a guide, I guess. I’ve never been to Nar Shaddaa.”

“Don’t go thanking me just yet,” Atton said just as he won the next round, not letting Eden win again this time, lest she begin to suspect him. “At least not until we get clearance to leave our little Exchange-sanctioned time-out.”

“I hate being indebted to the Exchange of all people, but so long as it affords us any perks, I guess I’m all for it,” Eden sighed again. “But also, I wouldn’t know where to even begin to look for a Jedi ‘round these parts.”

Now it was Atton’s turn to snort.

“I may know these streets like the back of my hand, but I didn’t say anything about knowing where to find a rogue Jedi,” he said, despite having made a career of hunting Jedi in a previous life.

“I didn’t mean that, I just mean…” Eden paused, looking for the right words. “I dunno, Nar Shaddaa’s like Coruscant, right? It’s so congested and sprawling. It’s one of those planets you really need a guide to know well, if at all.”

Atton couldn’t argue with that but he also had no follow-up, no clever quip.

“Just saying,” Eden continued. “I appreciate any help you can offer. Aside from piloting the ship, like we talked about.”

“Sure, sure,” Atton said, again feigning nonchalance like it was his full-time job. “And speaking of distractions, I know of a few good bars and restaurants we could check out in the meantime, inject a bit of culture into our lives on the run.”

You’re not on the run from anything,” Eden said with another smile that sent him sideways yet also ramped his guilt to the max. “Last I knew, anyway.”

“Did you conveniently forget what happened at Peragus?” Atton joked, half-serious but also half-wishing his pre-Peragus debt was wiped from memory. “You may have given the order but I was the one flying the ship. I’m just as culpable as you are.”

“Right,” Eden relented. “Sorry about that.”

“Doesn’t matter,” Atton replied more sternly than he meant to. “All that matters is that we don’t let this place get the better of us. Which I happen to be an expert at.”

Whatever guilt lacing Eden moments ago dissipated into yet another soft smile. 

“Which is what I was thanking you for in the first place, dummy,” she said, looking up at him from the thick of her lashes before glancing back down at her cards again. “But anyway… looks like I win again.”

Atton couldn’t help but laugh, at her but mostly at himself, knowing that if Nar Shaddaa didn’t find some way of fucking him over, then whatever the hell he was feeling for Eden certainly would.

“Anyway, getting around is one thing, but blending in?” Atton let out a low whistle. “That’s a whole other beast.”

“How so?”

“Luxa was onto something when she gave you that makeover back at her apartment, so that might be something to consider since your face may well be plastered across every back alley around here. Kreia is, oddly enough, the most likely to go unnoticed. No one cares about old folks unless they look like they come from money, plus she’s not dumb enough to want to get involved with anything or anyone anyway. Bao-Dur can hold his own but that bionic arm of his may draw the attention of modding dealers. Cybernetics were big last time I was here, so who knows what the market’s like now. As for our little disciple, well, he better not look at anyone too long or ask too many questions because he’s got the face of a sucker if I ever saw one.”

“He does seem a little green, but he’s got a good head on his shoulders,” Eden said. “I reckon you’re right, though. We’ve gotta be careful. Especially if we’re looking into what those mercenaries were after on Dantooine.”

“Maybe the Jedi you’re looking for will have some idea,” Atton offered hopefully, the optimism partly put-on but also not entirely insincere. It was strange, really, how often he felt this way in Eden’s presence, despite everything else. He still felt that odd ache whenever he was close to her. He knew he had a death wish, but he never expected to be so welcoming of its proximity. Then again, he never pictured death as anything but rot and ruin - and certainly not as a capable woman with strong arms and a pretty face.

“Yeah, maybe.”

Eden’s voice was wistful, almost. Somber. But laced with the same thread of hope that ran through Atton now, growing tenfold in the brief moment their eyes met again and everything in the universe stood still. 

If being close to death felt this nice, well, maybe it wasn’t so bad. 

 


 

3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa, Refugee Sector, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Mical

 

He felt like an intruder in a stranger’s home. The cargo ship - still an unfamiliar sight in the days since Dantooine - seemed to swallow him whole.

Mical woke with a start, expecting the darkness of the ruined Jedi archive, not the soft, sterile glow of the ship’s medbay. His cheek was pressed against a datapad propped on the side table, his arm numb beneath it. A trend, he noticed.

The words swimming before his eyes snapped into focus as he blinked, clearing the fog of sleep. Darth Revan’s notes stared back at him.

Dantooine. Taris. Ossus. Ilum. Tython. Nespis. Ahch-To. Jedha. Coruscant.

It was a list, hidden among countless notes - unlabeled and hastily written sometime mid-war if the metadata was accurate. Some planets were crossed out (Jedha, Ahch-To), others highlighted (Dantooine, Nespis, Coruscant), yet it was the three underlined that interested him most (Ossus, Ilum, Coruscant).

Mical dimly remembered sending a half-coherent message to Zayne before falling asleep, asking for an opinion, a theory. He hadn’t yet replied. Now, in the hazy afterglow of his unplanned nap, a sudden clarity pierced through.

“Revan was trained on Dantooine and Coruscant,” he muttered, pulling up another datapad to jot down his thoughts. “But Nespis… she never studied there.”

And yet Mical’s path had led him there. Not just through Zayne, but to Erebus and Master Vash, where they next ventured to Dantooine only to discover a link between Revan and the famed fallen Jedi to precede her.

“Exar Kun,” he echoed as his mind made the connection, his thoughts still a jumble. 

Mical wrote the man’s name down and combed his memory, recalling what he could of the Great Sith War as he wandered to the refresher, datapad still in hand, haphazardly filling a plasteel cup with water and downing its contents before he even returned to the medbay. 

Ossus housed an ancient Jedi archive for centuries, and was one of the places Kun targeted in his search for forbidden Sith lore. Like Katarr, it played host to an emergency Jedi assembly, only the Jedi who saw ruin there were not consumed but instead later swayed by Kun himself to join his Sith brotherhood. Ilum, rich with Adegan crystals, had also drawn Kun’s attention. Coruscant, as always, had been the stage for siege and bloodshed.

Exar Kun had touched each of these places, and yet he’d ventured to the other planets mentioned as well. So why were these underlined? And what about the planets highlighted?

A thread was there, woven through past and present, but its shape eluded him. History was bound to repeat itself, as was so often said, especially if it was not heeded. Or worse yet, if it was not remembered at all…

A simple search in the Republic archive confirmed it: the records were a mess. Myths tangled with fact, at least so far as the Jedi were concerned. The Jedi historians of old were sworn keepers of that truth, preservers of context—but with them gone, who upheld the galaxy’s memory of their lore?

Mical bit his lip and thought of what Eden had said about Master Atris, how she was alive and hidden on Telos, sitting on a mountain of knowledge while the rest of the galaxy withered in ignorance.

Before he knew it, Mical’s fingers hovered over the comm from the Rakatan ruin. His thumb pressed almost without thought, half-expecting silence.

“Took you long enough,” Erebus’ voice crackled through, worn and dry.

A moment later, the Sith’s holoimage flickered into the din of the medbay looking haggard and hollow-eyed, exhaustion etched deep into the lines of his face.

“You look awful,” Mical blurted, the words escaping him. It wasn’t the first time he’d said it, but this time it landed with a weight that made him pause.

“I’d be surprised if I didn’t,” Erebus sighed. The space behind him dissolved into static, betraying nothing concrete, nothing to place him. “It’s a long story, though it wouldn’t be difficult to drag out of me, unfortunately.”

The man sounded not only tired but desperate, pathetically thankful that Mical had called if only because it afforded him a lifeline he was likely not willing to admit to anyone. There was something in his voice - frayed and forlorn, a gratitude barely concealed beneath his usual veneer.

“But where are my manners?” Erebus forced a smile, his usual charm flickering through the veil of his exhaustion. “Why did you call?”

It was almost accusatory, though a certain sadness underlined Erebus’ voice. Mical tried to reconcile the Sith before him with his preconceived notions of what Sith were supposed to be like, thinking again to the textbook descriptions of Exar Kun and every atrocity ever attributed to him.

“I-”

Mical opened his mouth, the question clear on his tongue - but nothing came. Seeing Erebus like this, hearing his voice, it inspired an unexpected empathy in him he could not quell. 

His throat closed. The words stuck.

Perhaps he was just overtired.

Yes. That had to be it.

“Couldn't be that you just wanted to have a quick chat?” Erebus spat with an awkward cadence that was both playful yet self-effacing. Mical sighed, the tension somehow both cut and raised.

“I was just going over Revan’s notes,” Mical admitted after the pause, swallowing the weight of what had been racing through his mind and what he was about to say. “And I can’t shake the unsettling similarities between her and Exar Kun.”

Erebus’ expression softened by the change of subject, his mind as equally piqued. 

“Besides the fact that the objects found on my ship were discovered both with Revan as a child and catalogued alongside Kun’s saber?” He gestured for Mical to continue. “Go on.”

Goosebumps prickled Mical’s arms at the memory, confirming suspicions that weren’t conclusive yet were certainly worth noting.

“If you look at her scattered notes from…” Mical glanced at the datapad, then relayed the date. Erebus pulled up his own datapad, matching the information. “What stands out to you?”

Erebus’ gaze narrowed off-screen as he considered it. Mical bit his lip further, tasting the faint flavor of blood just as Erebus spoke again.

“These are all worlds with a strong Jedi presence, obviously,” Erebus began. “Revan trained on the worlds highlighted, though I don’t recall her ever being sent to Space City. As for the others…”

Mical nodded, suppressing a smile as Erebus arrived at the same conclusions he had.

“They were all key battlegrounds in Kun’s war,” Erebus said thoughtfully. “And yet…”

He rubbed his chin, eyes alight with a newfound excitement.

And yet,” Mical prompted.

“And yet they echo so much of what Revan did,” he said eventually, a quiet shock overcoming him. Erebus glanced behind him, as if searching for answers in the shadows over his hunched shoulders. “The Mandalorians even-”

He cut himself off abruptly. Mical leaned forward, desperate for the rest.

“What? The Mandalorians what?” he pressed.

“Ulic Qel-Droma won a duel that swayed the Mandalorians to Kun’s side during the war,” Erebus explained, “but the Mandalorians didn’t gain true galactic recognition until the Crusaders rose to prominence. They asserted their power again after Kun was defeated and Qel-Droma silenced.”

“History shows the Mandalorians were pitted against the Republic before.” Mical added. “Yet Revan’s notes…”

“It’s as if she factored that into her plans - following Kun’s footsteps, but pushing further,” Erebus finished for him. “What else did she know?”

They shook their heads in unison, the answer just out of reach.

“Revan recognized a pattern,” Erebus said. “Exar Kun targeted these planets for a reason, which means-”

“That Revan did the same,” Mical finished, “but to what end?”

Erebus shook his head, eyes wide and wondrous with thought. He looked almost handsome then, as Eden so effortlessly did, before Erebus’ earlier exhaustion took over and made him look like the rambling corpse of a man he resembled upon first answering Mical’s call.

“The more I consider it, the more I think Revan had a plan no one in the galaxy was privy to,” Mical said. “Least of all us.”

“And yet here we are, following her trail,” Erebus said with a steady nod, renewed energy lighting his tired eyes. “There’s a connection - one we’ll only uncover by chasing it down.”

Mical nodded silently, resolve settling in.

“We’re on Nar Shaddaa now,” Mical said. “I’m not sure Revan ever had any history here, but the mercenaries certainly have.”

“Not surprising,” Erebus replied with a shake of his head. “Why anyone would seek out Force-touched objects, Jedi or not, is suspicious beyond doubt. It’s worth following wherever that leads.”

The fact that both he and a Sith shared such a curiosity still unsettled Mical, though it paled in comparison to the third party interest. It was puzzling at best - and deeply troubling at worst.

“What about you?” Mical asked, driven by a sudden urge to know more.

“Oh,” Erebus said, hesitating. “That.”

Dread overcame him then in a way Mical knew was entirely uncharacteristic, the sensation next possessing him in the short silence that followed.

“Would it alarm you if I said Exar Kun factored into this as well?” Erebus asked with an undercurrent of fear Mical was not used to. Even via the holo, from lightyears away, the anxiety radiated off him in waves.

Mical wanted to deny it, to reassure Erebus he could hear the rest, but the truth churned uneasily inside him. So instead, he stayed silent.

“Good,” Erebus said with a hollow laugh. “So we’re on the same page.”

It was then that a true fear overtook him, surely but silently. And it only grew the more Erebus spoke.

“From what I understand, Revan never set foot on Dxun,” Erebus began. “But given everything else, maybe there’s a reason why. I’ve finally gained access to that temple Eden found during her campaign here, though… the terrain is strange. Communications are erratic—when they work at all. Like now, for example. I’m deep inside an ancient temple, yet…”

Erebus laughed again, hollow and uneasy, his eyes gleaming with manic unease.

“This temple was built by cultists for Freedon Nadd, but the technology here is unlike anything I’ve seen - even compared to the Star Forge. Yet somehow, it reminds me of that temple…”

“The Rakatan ruin?” Mical asked.

Erebus nodded, gaze distant.

“We found those conduits muddling our senses, interfering with the Force… I was so sure it was those crystalline devices responsible for it, just as they’d been back at the Sandral Estate. Yet now that I think back on that place, there was something deeper, older. Something that reminds me of this place.”

“But you said Nadd’s cultists built it?” Mical pressed. “That wasn’t that long ago.”

“It’s not that long ago, no,” Erebus agreed. “But the designs, the technology… if you could see the computer here. No, feel it.”

His eyes widened, flashing with a strange delight that sent a chill through Mical.

“It’s a neural computer ,” Erebus whispered, awed yet terrified. “I’d only read ancient scraps alluding to such tech, millennia old. Modern neural computers exist, but only in cybernetics and very limited forms. This… it felt like it was reading my mind, understanding my thoughts before I even thought them. I haven’t fully accessed its systems yet. Maker , I want to tear it apart and study it forever, but…”

Mical sat forward, both fascinated and horrified. Glitch has cybernetics, he thought absently, bookmarking the thought for later. Mission said she’d taken her to the temple…

Erebus shook his head, breaking his reverie.

“It felt wrong - invasive almost, utterly violating. I have no idea what it gleaned from my subconscious, but that’s not what matters. What matters is that some of the tech here reacted to Exar Kun’s saber, revealing an inner ritual chamber. Kun never completed the trial, and I suspect my sister never found this part of the temple either. But if Revan ventured here… she might have.”

“Though,” Mical said carefully, “maybe Revan stayed away for a reason. She noted Eden sent her a crystal from this temple, but there’s no record she ever followed up. At least not that I’ve seen.”

“You’re right,” Erebus said, nearly interrupting him. His gaze flickered sideward, again returning to the datapad housing his copy of Revan’s notes. “There’s so much in here, and none of it organized. It could be here, I just-”

“Stop for a moment,” Mical urged gently, wanting to steady him. “One thing at a time.”

His mind was racing, too, though Mical didn’t want to rush to any conclusions just yet. Part of him feared what might happen if he did.

“You’re right,” Erebus said, sighing again. “There’s just… so much.

Mical let out a low breath, nodding sagely as he leaned back against the lone seat in the medbay.

“Indeed.”

The last few days blurred together. He had no clear sense of how long he’d been on the ship, or on Dantooine. Everything felt tangled and indistinct. He wasn’t sure when he’d last seen Erebus—nor where the man had gone, or why he left in the first place. And somehow, he hadn’t mentioned Vash was with him, though Mical knew that much was true.

“Now you’re the one who looks tired,” Erebus said, his voice soft. 

Mical blinked, startled back to the moment, suddenly aware his face had grown hot.

“That would be because I am,” he admitted. “Not sure if you’ve heard what happened on Dantooine, but we didn’t leave for convenience.”

“It certainly doesn’t look like it. And no, I haven’t been tuned into much beyond Onderonian politics lately. What happened? And who’s ‘we’?”

Mical hesitated, mouth opening to answer before closing again, uncertainty holding him back.

“Mical?”

He wasn’t sure Erebus had ever truly uttered his name before, yet hearing it now stirred something strange inside him. Something Mical had no vocabulary for. Which was a first.

“I’m traveling with your sister,” he said finally, letting the silence steep until he found the courage to fill it. “She found me in the Jedi ruins. She’s the reason Khoonda survived the rebel onslaught.”

“Rebel onslaught?” Erebus echoed. “You mean other than the one Vash was involved in?”

Mical nodded.

“What, you thought they’d just give up?”

“Well, no , I-”

Erebus faltered, looking like a firaxa out of water. Eventually, he looked directly into the comm, his holo-copy staring straight at him as if through Mical’s very soul.

“So you’re with Eden, then,” Erebus said, voice sharpening instantly. “Is she there now?”

“No,” Mical answered too quickly. “She’s not. And that’s not why I called.”

“Then why?”

“Because she told me Atris is still alive,” Mical said. “She’s been in hiding on Telos.”

Erebus only stared at him, unblinking, tense seconds stretching into nearly an entire silent minute filled only with occasional static.

“So she never attended the conclave,” he said, his voice hollow. “She wasn’t even there.”

“Eden suspects she never planned to be,” Mical added. “Though that’s just conjecture…”

Erebus shook his head.

“So the logs we found, of items being shipped to Telos authorized with my name-”

Mical nodded once more.

“Likely Atris,” he said, his voice hardly above a whisper, the words unexpectedly difficult to speak. 

“Yet she continued to use my login long after she was presumed dead…” Erebus let out a sharp, bitter laugh that almost sounded inhuman. “Vindictive to the last, if not consistent as always.”

“I admit it is strange,” Mical said. “But perhaps look at the bigger picture. Exar Kun and Ulic Qel-Droma scoured ancient Jedi strongholds for their knowledge, just as Revan later did. But Atris did as well. Now why would that be?”

“To either purify it or preserve it,” Erebus finished. “It’s easy to assume Sith like Kun or Revan sought to destroy records or hoard forbidden knowledge, but Revan’s notes suggest she was searching for something specific… Atris, on the other hand, might be pruning history to fit her own ideals.”

“Which is just as dangerous, I imagine,” Mical said. “Though since she believes she’s one of the last Jedi, maybe her goal is to prevent what happened to Kun and Revan.”

Erebus nodded slowly in quiet agreement. 

“Perhaps. Maybe it began that way. But knowing her before I left the Order, I suspect her altruism has warped - especially after Katarr.”

A comfortable, strange silence settled between them. It was odd to imagine Erebus feeling empathy, as he surely imagined what became of the Jedi conclave, obliterated at the hands of his Sith Master…

“Speaking of which,” Mical probed, his voice unsure. He waited until Erebus’ gaze met his, his chest tightening at the silent exchange. “About the Sith hunting your sister…”

Erebus flashed Mical an uncertain smile, a grin that was resigned but shadowed by an unspoken terror, a dark malice that had clung to him since the moment Mical first saw him.

“I almost killed her, y’know,” Erebus admitted, his voice a husk of itself, his eyes glassy. “When I last saw her on Tatooine… I hadn’t seen her in eleven years. I thought my Master expected it of me, but more than that, a part of me wanted to do it. Because I had spent so many years believing she was already dead - no, hoping . If she had died, I would have felt it, I know that now. But I still sense that hope sometimes, like a nightmare I wake from before remembering what real life is really like…”

Mical said nothing. 

He should have been horrified, appalled. But part of him understood. After witnessing what became of so many soldiers broken on the battlefield, it wasn’t long before he believed death was a kinder fate than carrying on. He himself had never sought that release, but he had given many the gift of non-existence after their suffering. They called it a mercy. Mical wasn’t sure he agreed. Still, knowing what they endured - and what Eden likely inherited through the Force - it was a wonder she still stood.

“It’s strange,” Erebus continued. “By rights, she shouldn’t be alive. In fact, she should be more like my Master. A shapeless, hungry thing. But death becomes her, I suppose. I understand now why Revan feared her so much.”

“She did?” Mical asked, incredulous despite himself. The idea of Revan fearing anything seemed impossible. Revan was just a woman, after all. Just like Exar Kun was just a man. To believe any villain was otherwise diminished the terrifying truth that anyone could wield utter destruction.

“She wrote as much,” Erebus explained quietly with a solemn nod. “I always thought Eden was asked to join the Revanchists as a means to an end. But… sometimes I don’t like being right.”

Mical nodded slowly, considering. A feeling stirred in his mind - unnamed, like an omen and a theory tangled together - something fitting yet still indecipherable.

“I feel as if this was all meant to happen, as unfortunate as it is,” he said. “That your sister was meant to follow Revan and survive whatever came after, that you were meant to follow the dark path that you did, that we were meant to meet on Nespis and that Vash was meant to be your teacher, the very same woman that found Revan in the Dune Sea-”

“That Revan would follow in Exar Kun’s unfinished path, and I to follow it to the end in her stead,” Erebus finished. “Maybe it was providence that led us here, or just… bad luck.”

Mical shook his head.

“Something about this feels…” He hesitated. “Not quite right. But close. True, perhaps. Or one of many truths—half-imagined yet inevitable, not predestined but written in the stars all the same.”

“That’s Force talk if I ever heard it,” Erebus remarked with another low laugh, his face looking all the more comely now that it was laced with a quiet amusement. “You sure you’re not a Jedi?”

Mical wanted to laugh but he didn’t, instead only betraying a tired smile, but a genuine one nonetheless.

“I think Master Atris was onto something,” Mical continued. “Assuming Revan and Exar Kun fell for similar reasons. Their paths echo in all the ways that matter, yet it doesn’t quite make sense.”

“Not yet .” A new vigor possessed Erebus then, quieting the fear still simmering beneath his unblinking gaze. “Revan wanted to conquer Onderon but preserve it , yet countless other worlds were vanquished without a second thought. And it seems the same pattern held true for Exar Kun.”

“It’s all too strange to be a coincidence.” Mical scratched at the back of his neck, internally searching for something. “There is a connecting thread here, and I feel like we’re already so close to finding it.”

Erebus nodded, slowly at first and then emphatically.

“I will finish what Exar Kun could not, where Revan failed. You still have the freedom to follow her many unfollowed leads.”

“I’ll do what I can,” Mical said. “But first, I want to know what these mercenaries want with Force-touched objects, and more importantly, if they’ve learned anything the Jedi don’t know.”

“You’ll let me know, won’t you?” Erebus asked.

Mical sensed an undercurrent of desperation, one that was entirely unbecoming of Erebus yet made him appear all the more human just the same. He may have been a Sith, but something about the man set him apart from the walking corpse that had attacked them in the Jedi ruin. Erebus was self-serving and curious to a self-sabotaging fault, yet Mical sensed none of the utter hatred that emanated from the undead Sith as he obliterated Azkul and tore into the sanctity of his mind. Erebus was capable of the same, he was aware, but somehow the two felt different in a way that mattered.

“I’ll do what I can,” Mical repeated, unsure of offering a promise he could not keep. 

He wanted to keep talking, the sound of Erebus’ voice as soothing as Zayne’s had become in the last few years, but in a way that unnerved him. 

Instead of indulging, Mical said goodbye and stared at the blinking cursor of his personal datapad, unsure of where to even begin. 

 


 

3951 BBY, The Ravager, Orbiting Onderon

Sion

 

Sion felt differently stepping aboard Nihilus’ ghost ship, this time finding an odd relief in the wash of unease that clung to its corridors.

The Ravager was so cold it burned—like ice pressing against raw, vulnerable skin. Not that Sion’s body had been anything but scarred for decades, but the memory of pain was seared into him, as much a part of him as blood once was. The stars twinkled through the torn seams in the ship’s hull, Onderon’s orbit gleaming coldly beyond. The vacuum of space was a familiar balm, the chill of it wrapping around him as he moved through the shattered halls of the cruiser toward Nihilus’ usual haunt.

Here, the Dark Side felt familiar. Here, he knew what to expect. 

So, Nihilus welcomed with a tired semblance as Sion crossed the bridge - a graveyard of dead controls and vacant chairs. Nihilus stood facing the stars, the impression of arms folded behind his cloaked back. What have you learned?

Sion felt eclipsed by the sheer expanse of the Ravager, the ship a cathedral of rot and ruin. A flicker of memory stirred - he’d once seen this ship from a distance, but the details escaped him. His footsteps echoed into the void, swallowed by the oppressive presence that Nihilus exuded like gravity, an all-consuming hunger.

“I have learned much,” Sion admitted, kneeling more out of habit than decorum. “You were right, of course.”

Quiet pervaded the ether between them, the Force humming with recognition. 

A single Jedi brought out of hiding is hardly proof of my theory, Nihilus intoned. There are more of them. One, in fact, is nearby. 

His thoughts were feral, almost primitive in their hunger, but the ideas beneath them were precise. Nihilus was a husk of sheer want and will, yet his mind was still sharp - cutting, even.

What have you learned in studying General Valen? Nihilus turned to face him, his bone mask glinting in starlight. 

“What you or I have felt is only an echo -” Sion began, voice low, almost reverent, “-a memory of the wound she carries within her.” He echoed Traya’s words, half-remembered from some lesson years ago that only made sense to him now after having seen the woman with his own eyes. “It is powerful, yes, but only a shade of what she truly possesses.”

Sion’s gaze unfocused, memories clawing at the edges of his mind. His eyes stared blankly at the sheen of the floor and his reflection within it as he recalled what he felt on Dantooine - the weight of Eden’s presence, the hollowness of her pain. One was the abyss, the wound of her past. And the other was a mirror, reflecting not just the pain Sion had suffered but all the pain he had ever inflicted. And when she had plucked that onyx stone from the mercenary’s gauntlet, the dread he felt was unlike anything he had ever known.

Tell me of the crystal. Nihilus drifted closer, the emptiness beneath his mask probing. What of this stone?

Sion did not know if Nihilus referred to the stone delivered to Malachor or the artifact recovered from the Jedi ruins. He hazarded the latter.

“I do not know its origin, but it feels connected to her.” He looked up, trying to read Nihilus’ expression, his mask void of all feeling. “It is ancient, but not unlike Malachor in a way.”

I feel the same about Dxun. Nihilus’ cloak swayed as his consciousness willed him back towards the far side of the viewing deck, his sleeves hollow but empty at his sides. I always have. But until now, I had no cause.

The distorted approximation of Nihilus’ communicated thoughts permeated the Force, their ideation creating ripples that cascaded throughout the room without transcription. 

Sion stood and glanced towards Dxun. The moon hung small and green in miniature beside Onderon’s ochre mass.

Erebus has gained entrance to the temple, Nihilus said, no more than a thought bleeding into Sion’s mind. And uncovered a link to someone you may know.

Nihlus turned towards Sion again but kept his distance, his robes billowing in a phantom wind, limbless beneath.

Sion’s gut twisted even before Nihilus intoned the name.

Exar Kun.

He should have known. The name echoed in his chest, hollow and heavy. His mortal memory was scattered, blurred by time and agony, but he knew enough to understand he hadn’t followed Kun until he was already a man. Yet the name made him feel smaller, younger, and afraid.

There is a thread - between the present and the past - binding the galaxy in ways I have not fully defined. Until now, Nihilus continued, his thoughts like a whispered chorus. I take it you have made a similar discovery?

“I have.” Sion’s voice was quiet, the words clawing their way from him. He half-expected Uruba to be there at his side, her sharp eyes fixed on a datapad, cataloging every scrap of information as though it were a holy text. “Darth Erebus’ lesser, Uruba, secured a cache of artifacts from a mercenary company on Dantooine - some ancient in origin, but also technology from Kun’s army, forty years past.”

Interesting, Nihilus exuded. The thought hung in the air like a spider’s thread, taut and expectant, urging Sion to continue.

“We do not yet know the true expanse of Revan’s plans for the empire we claimed the ruins of, perhaps--” 

Revan is gone, Nihilus interrupted. Nihilus’ presence pressed down on Sion as his mask turned slowly back toward the stars. Her memory remains but the galaxy is ours now.

Sion stared at Nihilus’ back, the robe billowing as though a man still lived beneath it. But there was no man - only primall hunger and the inevitable ache of the Force.

We will follow Revan’s threads. Exar Kun’s ghost as well. And we will erase them, Nihilus affirmed, the ether thick with absolution. Only then will the galaxy be cleansed.

“Primed for our inheritance,” Sion murmured, bowing once more. As we promised… when Traya fell.

That image - Traya on the floor, her expression twisted in shock, betrayal - flashed behind his eyes, the memory vivid and almost sweet.

How serendipitous. 

A wave of calm emanated from Nihilus, mimicking the memory of a sun’s warmth on his skin, gentle and slow.

Granted all goes as planned. Which leads me to…

Nihilus turned again, his presence a suffocating shroud.

“Uruba has traced the lead to Hutt Space,” Sion reported. “We can begin there. Though…” He hesitated, the words heavy on his tongue. “There is something else I wish to uncover.”

My apprentice will venture to the Slice and follow this lead in your stead , Nihilus offered. I can open the vaults on Korriban if needed, for your perusal. I have consumed the memories of enough who were once stationed there to gain access to every console that yet remains. 

Sion inclined his head, this time in silent thanks.

“But what of the Exile?”

The word tasted wrong, though it was all he could say. Exile . The name Traya gave her once, long ago. Eden’s name felt too sharp, too intimate, as though it might cut him if spoken aloud.

My apprentice will watch her as well, Nihilus replied. There are more Jedi to root out and she will surely lead us to where they hide.

Sion looked beyond Nihilus to the stars. The galaxy was alive with unseen threads, obscured yet tangible, their pull unmistakable. Like gravity. 

Korriban beckoned, but so did Dantooine. And at the center of it all was Eden.

Part of him wanted to find her before Nihilus’ apprentice did. Though to what end, he wasn’t sure. The other part of him wanted nothing to do with Eden, yearning only to forget her and everything Traya had taught him, wishing only for his mind to be as wolfish and primal as it was when he’d first followed Kun to war all those years ago. Though for what reason he chose to fight then, he could not remember. It no longer mattered.

But in watching the stars, thinking of Eden, he could almost remember what it felt like to grieve - anguish blooming inside him like a sickness. But it passed, swallowed by the familiar rage that granted him everlasting life. His limbs felt stronger for it, his long-atrophied lungs renewed.

The thought of Eden was both a comfort and a curse.

And Sion was not sure there was any cure for it.

Nor did he want one.

 

Notes:

I had a friend help me out with this chapter, which was eye opening. I've had a few beta readers in the past but nothing established long-term, and editing this chapter really helped me make it tighter, I think. I still have such an obvious issue with rambling and awkward/clunky wording, so it's nice to have something like this seemingly never-ending fic to help me work that out. That's not to say that this fic is intentionally this long on purpose, I frequently worry about how out of hand it's gotten and how it's not as quick and snappy as other retellings. I get it. A lot of it is me creating new speculative threads while sticking to the game events while also wanting to move things along yet *really* getting into the character's heads but perhaps that's all too much. I dunno. As usual, thanks to anyone who reads. I'm curious how the more recent chapters are coming across, it's a bit difficult to parse it out on my own, but idk it's still fun to do nevertheless. It's a hobby, it's mostly for me, but... at the end of the day I still care that whatever I make is at least a little bit good. So it goes.

Chapter 74: By Design

Notes:

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Chapter Text

3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa, Refugee Sector
Eden

 

Eden was just getting used to the notion of normal when Luxa called. It was mid-round, the comm’s gentle ping startling her so abruptly that she grabbed Atton’s hand just as he was dealing her cards. She should have sensed it through the Force but her mind was too full of numbers to notice. What she did sense, however, was Kreia’s quiet disapproval at the back of her mind. Or perhaps that was imagined…

“Business’s been a real mess since you left,” Luxa eventually explained via holo, her magenta skin tinged blue in the dim light of the Hawk’s security room. “But the biggest pain in my ass has been fuel.”

“I knew it would catch up to us eventually, but-”

“Don’t bother apologizing. The only reason I was able to take Slusk down is because of you, and oddly enough if you hadn’t blown up the single most important fuel depot in the sector then I’d still be kissing that Quarren’s boots.”

Eden shrugged, not convinced it absolved her of anything. In fact it made her more reprehensible, which only made the price on her head more warranted, strange as it was.

“I’ve got this deal with a local crime lord, Vogga the Hutt,” Luxa said. “Used to get his shipments of engine-grade fuel from Sleheyron before Peragus went belly-up. According to Slusk, the Hutt’s ships kept getting intercepted, so naturally seeing a deal in that, Slusk struck an accord with someone eager to pay off their debt on Peragus in exchange for volleying shipments Vogga’s way. Slusk met them here on Citadel Station about a year ago and forwarded the business, after cashing in a cut of the profit himself, but as you can imagine that well’s run dry.” 

Luxa paused to flip her hair with a flick of her head and fix her lipstick. She smacked her lips together and admired her reflection off-camera for a beat before returning her attention to Eden.

“Now that both Telos and Nar Shaddaa are out of suppliers, it would be in our best interest that we both get our share of fuel from Sleheyron, if possible.”

It wasn’t lost on Eden that Luxa kept uttering the words we and our. Not to mention that securing a fuel source to this sector as well as Telos could potentially set Luxa up for life, if not make her an untouchable Exchange kingpin. 

“Let me guess,” Eden ventured, trying not to roll her eyes. “You need me to broker a new deal with Vogga to make sure he’ll share?”

Luxa eased into an all encompassing smile, her incisors peeking out over the edge of her plush bottom lip like a smug viper.

“That’s right,” she said. “Seeing as Slusk is gone, I’ll need someone with a brain to speak to Vogga for me. Not to mention Nar Shaddaa’s boss isn’t exactly on good terms with the Hutt, so seeing your pretty face should smooth things over. And in exchange I’ve managed to get some of my people to keep things in that neck of the woods civil for you, given the bounty and all.”

“I’m taking extra measures,” Eden said, gesturing to her face. She was already donning the makeup she’d taken from Luxa’s apartment weeks ago. What Eden didn’t display was the set of dark robes she found in the empty dormitory of the Hawk , tucked discreetly behind a set of folded towels as if someone would rather forget them than put them to use. “Though it wouldn’t hurt to be more careful.”

“I’ll send you their details in a minute so you can get acquainted with their faces,” Luxa added. “I’ve already sent the info on Vogga, but it wouldn’t hurt to get a feel for the area. You should lay low, but it’s also bad news to look like you’re lost.”

“Understood,” Eden nodded, feeling as if she were taking orders instead of advice. Old habits and all.

“I miss talking to soldiers,” Luxa sighed, picking up on it instantly. “The Exchange could take a page or two from your book. Not to mention soldiers were always the most fun in bed, especially post-war. They were all shades of fucked up.”

Luxa’s eyes flashed with a feral intensity that surprised Eden despite feeling exceedingly on-brand. The wistful look in Luxa’s eye didn’t fade when she clocked Eden’s reactionary expression.

“Anyway, feel free to keep using that warehouse,” Luxa said flippantly, as if she hadn’t just admitted what she had moments ago. “You should be safe there for the time being, granted no one follows you there.”

“I’m sure your guys will help see to that?”

“Sure.”

Luxa smiled again before signing off, her mask slipping just before the call timed out. Eden couldn’t help but laugh. 

Well, shit.

She sighed and stood, glancing sideward at T3 who had been by her side for the entirety of the conversation. 

“You got all that?”

T3-M4 twilled in the affirmative like an overeager bird. 

“Good,” Eden said. “Gotta make sure I cover my ass.”

She opened the door to the security room and glanced beyond its threshold, finding her “crew” milling about the common area like the most unlikely group of people imaginable, each of them donning a dark robe like Kreia’s. Eden was wearing her hair differently in addition to altering her face with makeup but the idea was to cover anything remarkable about the lot of them to avoid being linked to the incident on Dantooine. Eden tried not to laugh but found the anxiety bubbling in her stomach enough of a deterrent as she joined them.

“Pretty sure we look enough like casual cultists to deter people from talking to us but not crazed enough to get targeted,” Atton said, breaking the tension. “City’s full of ‘em, and they’re the last people anyone wants to chat up.”

“I’m not fond of the covering, but I’ll manage,” Bao-Dur added. “If my sleeve starts to singe, just say the word.”

“I doubt anyone’ll be staring at your arms, but sure,” Atton said. “Are we ready?”

He was almost like a puppy, hardly capable of keeping the excitement from his voice, let alone his eyes. They were almost bright with an uncharacteristic enthusiasm Eden wasn’t used to. It was both alarming and endearing. She couldn’t decide which one won out.

“We best be moving,” Kreia urged, wearing her usual garb. If anything, she appeared annoyed they were all wearing matching outfits, finding the entire ordeal ridiculous.

“I’m curious to see what Nar Shaddaa has to offer,” Mical admitted as they approached the already-descended loading ramp. “I’ve heard quite a bit about-”

“Best not to ask too many questions,” Atton interrupted, shooting the man a hard glance over his shoulder. “There’s nothing worse than acting like an obvious tourist.”

Mical blinked, flustered. Eden could only shrug in silent solidarity.

“Staying quiet sounds like a good idea,” Eden agreed once they’d all entered the warehouse. “We’re just getting a lay of the land, alright? We’ll meet with Vogga tomorrow, and if we hear anything about these mercs in the meanwhile, then great. But if not…?”

Eden glanced about the warehouse just as her comm buzzed. She plucked the device from her pocket and glanced at the profiles Luxa sent her. Mical leaned over her shoulder to look, too, just as Atton glared at them from across the floor.

“These are our body guards for the time-being,” Eden announced, displaying the comm to Atton first lest he get too vexed by Mical’s proximity, before showing the images to Bao and Kreia. “Keep an eye out for them, I guess. They’ll be keeping theirs on us.”

“Wont as I am to dismiss such attention, I admit this layer of security provides a bit of a balm,” Kreia admitted. “It would be ideal if we could get what we need from here and quickly.”

“You and me both,” Eden said, glancing carefully from the old woman to Atton. He seemed pleased that she showed him the comm first, though nothing about the state of his limbs suggested the man was ready to calm down just yet. 

“It makes me uneasy,” Bao-Dur said. “I don’t like being watched.”

“Neither do I, but in this case I’ll make an exception,” Atton reconciled. “Shall we?”

He seemed so eager, teetering back and forth on his heels as he waited for the rest of them to catch up. 

It was strange, being here. And with everyone. Eden couldn’t help but look at her present company and think that she was trapped in an elaborate hallucination fabricated by an unchecked concussion sustained in the depths of her droid shop on Anchorhead, poised to come-to at any moment and return to business as usual. 

“Stick close to me, but not too close,” Atton instructed as they all gathered by the warehouse’s exit. “Actually, let’s stagger our exits and meet up at the end of the causeway. Don’t want to draw attention to our little hiding spot.”

Before they left the warehouse, the Hawk shimmered - iridescent like a bubble catching the light - as its cloaking sheild activated, rendering it invisible. Outside, the alleyway was lined with leaning apartment stacks and crumbling storehouses, steel bones exposed like old scars. Atton pushed onto the street first, followed by Bao-Dur and a shuffling Mical. Kreia lingered just long enough to meet Eden’s eyes with a nod, then vanished into the crowd.

Eden counted to five and stepped out after them.

Nar Shaddaa wasn’t unlike Coruscant, but Eden hadn’t been to a world this populated in years. As a city, Anchorhead was ancient and well-established but spread-out and sprinkled with vast swaths of canvas meant for rest, not often prone to crowding. Even Citadel Station felt more like a busy neighborhood than a city. But this ? It was difficult to know where to look, much less where her companions were.

The street was full to bursting, her senses overloaded at the sheer amount of light and sound crowding her consciousness. Atton was right - it would be easy to get lost here. One didn’t just blend into the crowd, they were devoured by it.

“You may be overwhelmed-” Kreia said, appearing beside her. Her remaining hand clamped gently around Eden’s wrist. “-but do remember the tools in your arsenal.” 

The Force, Eden thought, frustrated. Of course.

Eden had expected the woman to be further into the crowd, not by her side and reading her like the fool she certainly felt like right now. But here Kreia was - all knowing and anchoring her to the present, yet again.

She was tired of feeling like the fool. Since Peragus, she’d stumbled from moment to moment like a child learning to walk. The press of bodies pushed her forward, shoulder-to-shoulder with Kreia as they edged through the crowd. Kreia’s grip urged her to reach out again - to stop resisting, to trust the Force.

A tired sigh brushed Eden’s mind through their bond, and she obeyed.

The shift was subtle but instant. As Eden opened to the Force, the crowd stopped pressing and started parting. She wasn’t unused to city streets, but it had been years since this many energies competed for her attention. Desperation clung to every corner of this place, mirrored in every murky puddle and glittering in every neon reflection.

To filter it out, you must listen to all of it, Kreia said silently. Not merely register. Listen .

Eden’s mind’s eye flooded with static, spikes of clarity swallowed by noise before she could grasp them. Her breath hitched, her palms grew cold and slick. Then, a flicker pulsed at the back of her mind - subtle, insistent.

A warning.

Without thinking, she looked at Atton who was already a considerable distance ahead, but as soon as she glanced his way, Atton looked back at her.

You sense it too.

Eden tightened her grip on Kreia’s hand, unsure which thoughts would carry. But Kreia’s eyes flicked toward the direction Eden indicated and gave a small nod.

As relief settled over her, the feeling grew, unseen eyes watching from all ends of the bustling corridor.

Steady yourself , Kreia urged. You already know how.

The woman was right. Eden had already learned this ages ago. Channeling her inner child and quieting the soft anguish that rushed into her mind at the thought of it, Eden slipped back into an old self that felt more alien than it did familiar. 

Somewhere deep beneath the noise, she still remembered how to find silence. And then, the Force answered, filtering out the danger from the white noise, the bustling world around her finally falling into focus.

The energies trailing on their left fit the descriptions Luxa sent. Eden mentally checked off that box, inwardly following them anyway, but something wasn’t right.

Her mind quieted, the crowd overwhelming them, but somewhere in the bustle was a needle - sharp and bright and red. Eden kept walking but looked over her shoulder, making it appear casual just as Kreia released her hand, catching a flash of red hair in the crowd before it disappeared. 

Unused to the Force as she was, Eden felt a twang that rang familiar. The Force echoed here in ways she could not describe, and all she could hope for was-

Familiarity will come in time , Kreia eased, now a few steps ahead. We will discuss this later.  

Kreia was already moving toward the causeway Atton mentioned, and the others were peeling off towards its further corners to better scope the area. Eden followed, eyes lowered, picking absently at her nails as she walked.

She breathed evenly, matching her inhales to her exhales, focusing on the Force  operating in concert with her other senses, telling Eden all she could of this place.

So far, Nar Shaddaa was slimy in the way Nal Hutta was, humid and slick. Even the higher end neighborhoods in the distance were covered in a grime she could only describe as oddly charming. The chatter about her was aggravated but not entirely hostile, the sector’s inhabitants protective of what little personal space they had while also appearing to exist in their own miniature worlds independent of the thousand others surrounding them. The people of Coruscant were the opposite - viewing the city as their stage, as if they were the main character and everyone else about them were merely extras in their own personal holofilm. It wasn’t unusual to find someone walking into you, oblivious to your existence, whereas here Nar Shaddaa’s residents seemed almost hyper-aware of everyone around them if only to ensure they stayed out of the way. 

She was still mentally taking notes when the hair on the back of Eden’s neck stood on end. The Force pulsed nearby in a way that drew her careful eye, only when she glanced up, all she saw was Atton staring right back at her. As soon as their eyes locked, he nodded towards the far end of the junction and started ambling his way there. Eden gave it a beat, then moved - checking her pockets as if she’d forgotten something, selling the illusion of a spacer running errands. Bao-Dur and Mical hovered in her periphery. Kreia drifted just behind.

I am following, came the whisper in her mind.

The junction ahead opened to a low-slung market - more industrial than commercial, its stalls clustered under rusted canopies and the tired flicker of neon lights. Atton slipped behind a cracked durasteel column, pretending to inspect a table of what Eden realized were likely modded blasters. Eden sidled up beside him like a similarly interested customer, hands deep in her pockets and she glided past like a stranger.

“Noticed the red head tailing us on our left back at the causeway,” she whispered. “Didn’t get a good look.”

“Clocked her the moment we entered the damn street,” Atton muttered. He shook his head. “Noticed the Zabrak by the lift, too. He’s one of Luxa’s, but the guy with him?”

“Not from the list,” Eden said, biting on a fingernail as she perused the stall. “But he looks Exchange, I can tell from his gait.”

“Something’s not right,” Atton sighed and turned, leaning against the column but looked the other way. 

“There are two more by the food stalls to the west of us,” Eden added. “And that’s just who followed us this far. We were spotted the moment we got here.”

“Almost as if they were waiting for us…”

Bao-Dur neared them, his hood up, walking slow but careful not to let his gaze drift in their direction as he passed.

“There are three behind us. One’s not blinking and the other keeps checking his chrono.”

His voice was its usual soothing soft but the warning beneath it was palpable.

“And the last?” Eden tried to ask discreetly before he eclipsed them, walking a careful circle around the plaza.

“Staring right at you,” Bao-Dur said. “On your right.”

Eden sensed it the moment Bao-Dur uttered the words. Fuck. 

“We should head back to the ship, but separately,” Atton suggested as he began to walk away. “Don’t need anyone following us there, but if we all scatter…”

“Maybe we can confuse them,” Eden finished, nodding. She meandered over to the next stall, bloom thrumming in her ears. 

Atton walked off, losing himself in a crowd just as one of Luxa’s hired lakeys followed. Eden’s senses stilled, the Force taking over in their place. Her mind’s eye was still a right mess, but Kreia’s silent hand guided her every step.

This place is chaos incarnate, but we can use this to our advantage, Kreia advised. She was standing on the other end of the plaza, leaning against a lamppost with her head down. Mical was nearby, no doubt trying not to get lost. What did the war teach you?

There was an accusation buried in Kreia’s instruction, though for what Eden wasn’t sure. Kreia was right, though, as always. She thought back to Dxun and the way the storms commanded those jungles, muting her senses by overwhelming them so completely. But there was a rhythm to its discord, a pattern she could not yet see…

You sense the heart of this moon, faint, ragged and raw yet bleeding and beautiful, Kreia said. If you can pinpoint the hunger, the endless ache of this place, you can slip between its currents. Remain unseen, unsensed.

The Force uncovered what Eden’s other senses remained blind to, casting the world in shades of light that slipped through her mind with a wordless vocabulary. She knew this language, once, she just needed to remember it. 

Nar Shaddaa began to pulse, steady and slow, like a heartbeat. And between its every thrum, Eden made her way back through the crowd, careful not to draw any eyes - and when heads turned her way, she urged the Force to beg their attention elsewhere, her finesse returning in a way she never possessed before.

Perhaps it was always this easy, Kreia said. You simply lacked the right teacher.

It could have so easily sounded arrogant, condescending, and while an undeniable pride veiled Kreia’s words, there was truth to them.

You always did make up for your lack of communion with the Force with your skill with a blade, Master Vrook said just a few days ago. I am indebted to your expertise.

He’d meant it as a praise but Eden took it as anything but. Part of her wished that old windbag could see her now. Then again she would have rather not seen him again. 

Eden sensed another one of Luxa’s bodyguards behind her, the woman’s presence an odd comfort. She was careful, too, twining in and out of the crowd beside Eden in a way that appeared entirely coincidental despite her every choreographed step. But just as Eden was about to turn a corner, following a mental map Atton had drawn for her of the area earlier, the hard nozzle of a blaster pressed into her rib.

How-?

Eden looked sideward to see a mercenary clad in the Golden Company’s usual garb, a slick smirk painting their face. 

“Didn’t run as far as you’d hoped, did you?”

The Force vibrated off-kilter, as if missing a beat. The Exchange guide was gone.  

Something is wrong , Kreia intoned. 

No shit, Eden thought, fingers already twitching toward the merc’s gauntlet, hoping it was the same make as the ones on Dantooine and that this sorry sap simply hadn’t heard what happened to her colleagues yet.

Your Exchange shadow is still there, Kreia noted, calm as ever. And yet they do nothing.

Eden didn’t risk a glance, but she felt it - someone watching. Someone who should’ve intervened.

Were they told not to? Or are they simply… late? Kreia mused. Curious .

“I’d step away if I were you,” a new voice said. A blaster clicked at the merc’s ear. “You’re on 38th Remnant turf, remember?”

The mercenary clicked her tongue and backed off, yanking her arm out of Eden’s grip just as she glared down the barrel of the stranger’s blaster rifle. The man didn’t flinch, instead inching closer until the barrel pressed her square between the eyes.

“Go ahead,” she said. “ Shoot.”

The man didn’t shoot but instead pushed the barrel, sending the woman staggering back before he grabbed Eden by the arm and hauled her into the crowd.

She looked up, startled. His face was familiar, and though she couldn’t place it, his accent confirmed it: Serroco.

“We’re looking out for you,” he promised before parting. “ General.”

Eden blinked, the word telling her all she needed to know.

I need to get back to the Hawk, she thought. Now.

Whatever ease Eden sensed through the Force earlier was gone. Now it was just her against the crowd, armed only with her sense of direction. If she cut eastward, she could loop around and return to the warehouse from its side entrance. But if she cut westward, then she could-

So the technology we saw on Dantooine has already made it to Nar Shaddaa, Kreia wondered aloud just as Eden tried not to worry about it at the moment. This is troubling. We need to rethink our next steps.

Eden closed her eyes and trust in the Force in a way she hadn’t in years, its familiar weight settling over her like a shroud while the rest of the city shimmered. 

Her disguise hadn’t worked, and the Force could only cloak her presence so much… but she relied on the tools given to her anyway, trusting that they would at least allow her safe passage. The rest of her crew was gone, scattered to the wind, and all she could do was hope they all had the same thing in mind.

There were eyes everywhere, the energies of this place more tangible than any planet Eden had ever been on. Nar Shaddaa had hosted no wars, but it housed countless souls touched by them, inheriting an endless ache Eden knew all too well. It thrummed like a battery beneath the streets, painting everything with endless unrest.

Eden began seeing them everywhere - Serroco natives milling about, never alone and always in groups, their eyes scanning every scene. She made a point not to draw attention, not to make eye contact, though a few glances skewed her way anyway, perhaps remembering her gait, the shape of her face…

When she reemerged on the other side of the district, Eden released a breath as if she’d been traversing underwater, the sight of the Exchange warehouse in the nearing distance an odd relief. 

Do not let your guard down , Kreia urged, and as soon as the woman spoke, Eden felt it - that needling stare, a sharp pinprick at the back of her neck as if she were being watched.

Eden did not turn, but instead retreated further into the Force within her, recalling Chodo Habat’s calming words as she let it envelope her every sense until there was only one thing that remained.

Behind her, to her left, was a loose thread in the fabric of the Force. Not quite untethered, but hidden. She kept moving, lest she draw further suspicion, but the blemish remained - a marred corner of the Force’s canvas like a sunspot imprinted on the back of her mind. It faded as she neared the warehouse though its impression remained.

“So you have felt it, too,” Kreia said by way of greeting as soon as Eden found her way back inside.

Eden nodded, releasing her hood once their feet were on the loading ramp.

“How did they find us so quickly?” Bao-Dur posited, his cloak already gone, arms crossed tightly over his chest. “It was as if they already knew we were here.”

“I knew Nar Shaddaa was a rough place, but to know just how many bounty hunters roam these streets, it’s a wonder this moon has any actual residents,” Mical said. He was sitting on the couch in the common area, datapad already in hand, furiously typing away. 

“It’s worse than I thought,” Atton said, his eyes meeting Eden’s gaze as soon as she entered the room proper. “How do we know Luxa didn’t set us up?”

Eden shrugged.

“Kind of a dumb move to out us before we can settle with Vogga,” she said. “But there’s gotta be a leak somewhere.”

“I circled back from the west part of the district,” Atton continued. “Much quieter there, but still, something’s not right.

“Golden Company’s already here,” Eden said. “Another merc showed up back in the plaza, just as quiet as the ones that snuck up on us in the Jedi temple.”

“Did you take ‘em out?” An uncharacteristic concern settled over Atton’s face. Eden shook her head.

“Didn’t have to. A Serroco gang stepped in, called me General . Must’ve recognized me, but still…”

“Serroco, huh?”

“The Battle of Serroco was devastating,” Mical interjected. Atton rolled his eyes. “Thousands of refugees relocated here, it’s no wonder they would recognize you.”

“I’d be flattered if it weren’t for the lengths I went to to look un like myself.”

“Might not hurt to have someone on our side, though,” Atton mused. “But still. Admiral Onasi mentioned that one ship slipped past them on Dantooine. And if those mercs are already here, then that means-”

“They’re likely headquartered nearby.”

They all nodded, realization settling over the room and the air between them.

“Maybe diverting here wasn’t such a bad idea,” Eden said, catching Atton’s eye again. The flicker of a smile flashed across his face before he furrowed his brow, turning from the room. 

“I’ll check that our cloaking device isn’t acting up,” he said. “Wouldn’t want us blowing what little cover we have.”

“I’ll work on some energy shields,” Bao-Dur said, invigorated by Atton’s incentive. “We’ll need the added protection as we walk about town.”

“Sounds good,” Eden said, realizing that Kreia had never entered the common room along with her. 

Bao-Dur walked towards the garage just as Mical stood, still typing away one-handed at his datapad.

“There’s much I want to look into, but I’ll alert the Admiral of what we’ve already found,” he said.

“Tell me what you find, will you?” Eden asked.

Mical froze. He didn't blink. Eyes fixed to his datapad, his hand hovering over the keyboard, he looked slowly up over the device’s edge at Eden before cocking his head. 

“Pardon?”

“Tell me what you find,” Eden repeated. “If it’s no trouble, of course.”

The Force rippled again then, but in a way that was unlike before, this time betraying anxiety in miniature. 

“Sure, of course,” he said, before scurrying off to the medbay.

Eden stood in the empty room, slowing her mind as she readied herself to speak with Kreia.

Her heart thrummed in her chest. It didn’t thunder as it had on Peragus, her senses spiraling beyond her control. But they were heightened now, her mind still reeling in the sensory aftermath of their failed outing, her eventual conversation with Kreia highlighting the parts that still made her uneasy.

Eden sighed and grounded herself in the present - savoring the soft, metallic scent of the Hawk, relishing in the soft amberglow of the common room - before turning on her heel and approaching Kreia’s room, both wondering and anticipating what would come of it. 

She wanted to rest. But the Force would never allow that, now could it?

 


 

3951 BBY, Beyond the Unknown Regions
Revan

 

Returning felt like she had never left. Her first and last meeting with Alek overlapped - both the man in flesh and the ghost of his memory walking beside her through the ancient halls.

I expected you , the Emissary said with a bow that took a thousand years to perform, the movement etched in her mind yet gone in a blink. The Emperor would like an audience.

He spoke as if meeting the Emperor had been routine before her departure, as if she had returned to an alternate reality where she was already an apprentice, bowing in supplication.

She understood the Emissary knew this. His politeness was not out of courtesy, but certainty that her leaving was temporary, perhaps even foretold alongside her arrival eons before she was conceived. All part of some preordained plan.

We have a great many things to discuss.

The halls were empty, as if primed for her arrival, and she followed in the Emissary’s weightless wake as he spirited before her towards the Emperor’s yet unopened door.

This place is a marvel , Alek had remarked all those years ago. But let us not forget why we came here.

There was no malice in his voice then, only pragmatism. She couldn’t help but wonder where it had all gone wrong. 

Her mind swirled as they traversed the barren halls, Alek’s ghost at her side and the whisper of his voice lacing the edges of her mind, as another voice joined the chorus of her memory.

Have you ever felt anything like this? Aren Valen had asked her. Her father knelt in the shadow of an abandoned dwelling in the Dune Sea, a forgotten village uncovered by the sands only to be inevitably swallowed up again by the next sandstorm. I’ve seen records describing objects like this but only passing mentions, their importance implied but never stated.

Her younger self registered his awed words but she was not yet old enough to truly understand them, nor offer a reply. Her knowledge of the past was an inherited veil she knew only how to wear but never how to describe. The object held in his hand rang true with that feeling, giving it a weight she similarly could not convey.

The triangular door to the Emperor’s chamber loomed ahead, narrow and imposing. It felt wrong - more a lucid dream than reality, blurred at the edges, suspended between illusion and truth. Where once the door was shut, it now stood open as if it had never once been closed, and flanking Revan as she crossed the threshold were the ghostly memories of her forgotten father and her fallen brother in arms.

And here we are, at the birth of the universe.

Beyond the door there was endless black. Her limbs moved slow and heavy, as if underwater, yet her senses sharpened. The Force pulsed raw and unlike anything she’d ever experienced, and from the depths, a warm, buttery glow emerged.

At the center of a yawning cavern stood a sun-yellow crystal, its amber light casting a hearth-like glow on twelve carved chairs, each of them high-backed and angular. All were empty - save one. 

There the Emperor sat, straight-spined and expectant. His pale, purple-tinged skin stretched over high bones; long, slender fingers rested lightly on the armrests, not quite touching them. His watery blue eyes glittered through the gloom of the cavern and locked with hers in a blinkless stalemate, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at his lipless mouth.

He looked almost human - perhaps an ancient precursor to her species, or even its sole progenitor.

This meeting has been long destined, his voice echoed inside her mind—soundless but soft, like a vibration threading through her thoughts. I feel like I know you already.

His mouth did not move, nor did he blink, yet his icelike gaze followed her as she entered the room.

You already do, she intoned with a bow of her head. Long have I studied to be worthy of your audience, as no doubt you have studied me.

The ghost of a smile flickered across his face like a ripple spiriting over water, then vanished.

I have studied much, and for eons , he said. As have my predecessors.

His voice took on a chorus of its own then, echoing with a thousand intonations all speaking as one. 

We have long awaited your arrival.

The empty seats made sense, then, though Revan’s mind was still reeling. She sensed their spirits here, through the Force but also along the edges of her mind, each of their ancient voices begging to be heard. 

As the steward of what remains of the untamed galaxy, he continued, raising his hand, you will inherit the universe once I have laid claim to its remnants and set our sights beyond. 

A vast map materialized in the air before him, countless stars and systems bursting into being.

As we have already discussed.

The memory stirred in her, dormant alongside so much else, resurrected at the Emperor’s words. Alek’s ghost pressed a heavy hand on her shoulder, his advice long overdue.

We best not lose sight of why we came here, he’d said with a head full of dreams though already warped by war. It’s you and me against the galaxy, remember?

And yet she’d left him in the dark about her true intentions, so alone that she lost him along the way, and this memory with it.

I am eager to continue what we started , Revan insinuated, shielding her thoughts with a veneer of certainty. It worked during the war - the one that came before and the one that came after. So why not now?

As am I, the Emperor purred with the shadow of a smile, the idea of it clear in her head but absent from his face. Let us begin.

The map shifted, zooming in on Republic Space. The view was reversed and mirrored, disorienting her just as she grappled with the sheer expanse of the universe’s known entirety, feeling impossibly small.

I see you have primed the fracture points for annihilation or assimilation, he continued, his voice singular again, still a soothing hum. Though there are flaws.

I apologize for the delay , Revan intoned. But I have set a course for the remainder of our machinations to go as planned . In due time.

The lie felt true, and it was enough that the Emperor might sense it and probe no further. There was no other choice. Whether he suspected her deception, she did not know - nor did she want to.

She imagined Eden stepping foot onto Malachor in a few months’ time, the sight so vivid it was as if she had already witnessed it. It was still a gamble, an undeniable uncertainty. The Force was fickle that way. But it was a calculated risk she had to take, a chance she was placing in Eden’s unknowing hands and already a decade too late.

Even from the grave, she felt Alek radiate with a quiet jealousy. No wonder the rage took root within him so quickly.

All shall unfold as we designed, the Emperor hummed. The Force shall be fed, and we will be as one.

There was no singular smile this time, but many - the Emperor’s and those of the consumed predecessors watching through his ancient eyes..

The weight of time and loss crushed her, suffocating with inevitability.

Republic history stretched back thirty-thousand years; Rakatan records, forty thousand. But the way the Force flowed through the cavern now felt older and more unfathomable than all of that, brimming with hundreds of thousands of years of history, unspoken and long forgotten, mingling cohesively with the present in a way Revan could not yet grasp.

Are you ready to continue your training? he asked.

Yes, she said, bowing her head once more. The action was immediate, almost as if it was not orchestrated by her own mind. I am most willing and unendingly able.

It was necessary. But she wasn’t certain the sentiment was truly hers.

Good.

Notes:

Had a bit of trouble communicating the feeling of the Force as they explored Nar Shaddaa so I might come back to this and edit it. In the moments before posting this chapter it seemed fine? But now in rereading it a few days later it looks like a total mess 😓 It sort of fits though? Eden is still so shaky when it comes to relying on the Force this way that her wires easily get crossed and she’s thrown into sensory overload… idk writing is hard lol I’m just being intentionally delusional in my attempt to soothe my imposter syndrome and my very real issue with writing clearly. But I persist!

Chapter 75: The Shape of What Remains

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3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa, Refugee Sector, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Eden

 

The Hawk felt almost comfortable in the quiet aftermath of their failed excursion, but there was an undeniable unease that fluttered through the empty halls. Eden felt it as she walked to Kreia’s dormitory, as if eyes were still following her, even here.

“You feel it as I do,” Kreia said just as Eden crossed the threshold. She could have easily said this within the confines of Eden’s mind, yet instead chose to speak. Eden took note of it.

“It’s… strange,” Eden admitted as she ran a hand through her hair and undid all the hard work she undertook to change her appearance. “I hate to say it, but I feel like I haven’t been able to relax since you woke me from that damn kolto tank on Peragus.”

Kreia betrayed a small smile, earnest though fleeting. 

“The dead do not rest as easily as most believe,” Kreia said eventually, her voice quiet and thoughtful, the words slow as they exited her mouth. “But you know that better than most.”

Kreia raised her empty sleeve and the air rippled. With a subtle twitch of her hand, the lights died - snuffed out with a single, invisible gesture, the room falling to shadow. She sank to the floor, her presence more sculpted than seen, crossing her legs as she shifted into a meditative position. Eden considered joining but instead sat on the nearest bunk, hands tucked under her legs.

Just as we were watched from every street corner, we are watched upon this very ship, Kreia revealed psychically, her words even. A chill ran down Eden’s spine, knowing it to be true. 

“A thing long hidden does not always wish to remain so,” Kreia murmured, speaking this time. “But neither does it wish to be seen. There is power in absence, if used wisely.”

The words wrapped around Eden like mist, not quite offering answers but forming the shape of a path she was beginning to make out through the ever-present darkness.

Kreia turned her face slightly, as if examining Eden from a different angle. “You touched the currents of the city. And in turn, they touched you. Tell me what you saw.”

Eden sighed, sensing a lesson. She dropped her gaze as she reconciled her annoyance with earnestness, wanting to answer Kreia’s question with a sincerity she wasn’t quite equipped to offer freely. Eden watched her shuffling feet, admiring how her boots reflected even the merest hint of light as she formulated a truthful response, the Force swirling around her every thought.

“I sensed… displacement. Grief. So much of it. The Force here isn’t… passive. Almost like it’s still bleeding.”

The words came out in a rush, Eden’s lungs raw in the aftermath of speaking.

“A scar,” Kreia said, nodding. “Nar Shaddaa is no stranger to war, though it has never hosted one. At least not on a scale history would deign worthy of note, and its wounds are deeper for it. And you-” she gestured gently, almost with reverence, “-you carry the same wounds.”

Eden bit the inside of her lip until she tasted blood, as if pain might grant the wound substance. Even in the quiet hollows of her mind - after Malachor, and again upon waking on Peragus - the Force had felt distant, strange, like a memory glimpsed through glass. Yet it was no memory she knew. It carried no warmth, no echo of understanding. Only an inexplicable weight she wasn’t sure she could shoulder. Only burden.

“It feels different now than it did in the aftermath of Malachor, though,” Eden continued, her voice suddenly hoarse, hollow. “It was like pins and needles then, and soon it was nothing. I felt so lost when I was cut off from the Force but now I realize what the Council did… well, maybe it was a mercy.”

“I see.” Kreia shook her head. “I bring this up because as much as you wish for your sentence to remain behind you, what the Jedi Council chose for your future still bears an undeniable weight on our present. We were only able to leave Telos because Atris allowed us to leave. She let you walk out of her sanctuary because she wants to see where you go, what you do, to study the echo you left behind as well as how the echoes scattered about the galaxy react to you.”

She let the silence linger, as if inviting Eden to fill it. When she didn’t, Kreia continued.

“In recognizing the echo buried at the heart of Nar Shaddaa will we find Master Zez-Kai Ell. In synchronizing your mind to the murmur of this moon will you discover what next steps we must take.”

Eden relented to a slow nod, acceptance overcoming her as dread remained, simmering beneath it all. Discerning aches within the fabric of the Force was one thing, but where it echoed within her, it truly echoed - as if she were hollowed by it and rendered void. 

Ah, Kreia surmised from the surface of Eden’s thoughts, her unease altering the ether. She raised her empty sleeve again, this time in silent recognition. That certainly explains things.

Eden watched as Kreia turned her arm over in the gloom, as if examining her ghostly hand. 

I’ve been studying it, she continued. The sensations, the loss. I still feel my fingers, still think of them as mine, and yet I feel nothing. It is a phantom pain, merely the afterimage imprinted on my mind’s eye. An illusion of the past overlaying the present. 

Kreia turned to Eden again, her hoodless gaze shrouded in utter black.

How interesting. 

“It’s not quite the absence of pain, but…”

The memory of it, Kreia finished. You inherit it all.

Eden nodded again.

She harbored anguish and agony, but all of it in shades. Like Nar Shaddaa, she was a bleeding wound in the Force, not freshly torn but aching. A scar that remembered the knife.

Most Force bonds are forged in the act of suffering, not the aftermath, Kreia continued. Though our connection now makes more sense. Our minds were only linked after we had both been asleep…

Eden sensed Kreia’s pondering mind plumb the depths of her consciousness, in search of an answer, only to come up empty. 

Kreia shook her head.

Most interesting indeed.

Kreia stood, still wreathed in shadow.

“I must think on this, as should you,” the woman urged. “What we sensed back in the city is worthy of note, and I feel will be our key to finding the lost Jedi, as well as forging the path yet ahead.”

With another flick of her wrist, the lights returned, though dimmed. Eden stood, unsure of where to venture next.

We best be on our guard.

Kreia’s voice quieted within her mind, and the air between them grew stale. 

The silence that followed hastened Eden’s unceremonious exit. She left the room and felt the rush of air at her back as Kreia shut the door the moment Eden crossed the threshold, unsure if the lesson had ended or simply eluded her. 

And on the other side, the Hawk persisted in exuding that same feeling of warmth and quiet, as if lulling her to sleep. Though whether it was in camaraderie or contention, she was not sure.

 


 

3951 BBY, Dxun, The Temple of Freedon Nadd
Erebus

 

Pockets of memory littered the temple. There were Force echoes everywhere.

They clung to the walls like soot,  ghosts of moments long extinguished, yet still smoldering in the remaining ember. The air brimmed with unfinished thoughts, as though the stone itself strained to speak, and every step disturbed something unseen - a flicker of rage behind a turned shoulder, a whisper of grief from the shadows. 

Time didn’t pass here. It pooled, congealing like long-spilled blood. And in the places where memory had sunk deepest, the Force felt almost sentient - watching, waiting, remembering.

They made a camp of the computer room, but even there the space was thick with recollection and the whispering chorus of a thousand voices throughout time all coalescing into one.

“I sense your sister here, especially,” Vash admitted as she placed her things in a corner alongside Erebus’. Sion’s Sith were scattered at the room’s exits and along the temple halls towards the entrance, rotating in shifts as they kept watch and awaited Erebus’ bidding.

“As do I,” Erebus said as he typed at his datapad. “The more I look at this room, the more I realize I’ve seen it before.”

Or felt, he corrected mentally, transcribing his thoughts as fast as his fingers would allow. 

His mind swam, reconciling the countless impressions inhabiting the room with what memories he knew to be his own, all of it muddled. 

“Tell me,” Vash implored. Exhaustion limned her eyes but they were bright within, glistening from beneath her tousled grey-black hair. 

“Not much to say,” he lied. “Just that I caught a glimpse of feeling the moment Eden first stepped foot here.”

Images flitted before his mind’s eye as he recalled it - a doorless room, infinite darkness followed by endless light, and a dread he could not shake. He had somehow seen this room both from the floor, as if he were lying beside the very console he set a cot up against now, as well as kneeling above the very same space, looking down on it. Eden was the one who knelt, he knew, but the view from the floor?

“This place feels heavy ,” Vash whispered. Not because she was being conspiratorial but because even saying so was strenuous, the admission weighing as much as the truth of it. “It is rife with…”

She paused, closing her eyes as she retreated mentally into her faculties of the Force, eventually shaking her head.

“Too much,” she said eventually. “It’s fascinating, yes, but-”

“The shock isn’t lost on me,” Erebus confessed as he finished typing the last of his thoughts, depositing his datapad on the smooth table beside him, marbled black and almost as opaque as the console across the room. “The Dark Side is unusually strong here. Even the deepest trenches of Malachor don’t ache this much.”

Vash nodded. For a moment, Erebus forgot that Vash even knew what he spoke of, surprised by the reality of her having been there. And because of him, no less.

“I can see why Eden had so much success here, how she claimed victory on this moon,” Vash continued, her voice soft and faraway. “This place aches with something deeper, something older. It is a bleeding wound masquerading as an anomaly. It is no wonder it attracted Freedon Nadd, and no wonder Exar Kun was seduced by it.”

Erebus considered her, memorizing the outline of her face as if he might forget it. Vash was still very much the stoic Jedi Master of his youth, and so much in her had changed, and yet… nothing that she said truly surprised him. It was almost as if they were both meant to come to this place, to reach this point together, their paths only diverging to cross once again, but in the least likely of crossroads. 

“But what of Arca Jeth?” Erebus asked after a beat. He sounded facetious but he was being earnest, and he hoped the look in his eyes told Vash all she needed to know while the tone of his voice told the Sith surrounding them who was in control here. 

“Arca Jeth may have very well been tasked with remaining here after the Beast Wars,” Vash posited. “Perhaps he realized there was more to Onderon, more to Dxun.”

Erebus nodded, mulling it all over, trying to single out his own thoughts from the myriad others circling him, all yearning for credence. 

“I wonder what Master Kavar would have to say about all this.”

Vash pursed her lips and said nothing.

“Maybe that’s why he’s here, as well,” he continued, trying to calm the air between them. “I don’t mean to offend, but if the Jedi who went into hiding all vowed to follow the echoes left in Eden’s wake then why is he on Onderon and not here?”

Vash shook her head.

“I wondered that as well,” she admitted after sucking on her teeth. “He made a brief appearance after your last stunt near Iziz, inspiring that protest. It was so sloppy of him, so foolish . Though I cannot help but wonder if there is a deeper reason for it.”

Erebus nodded, following Vash’s train of thought.

“General Vaklu’s family has a rich history steeped in the Sith,” Erebus said. “Arca Jeth came here with the intention of quashing Queen Amanoa’s Sith armies, and she was far from the first Sith to rule this planet. It sounds like Queen Talia has rejected that history but perhaps some of it yet remains at the palace.”

Vash nodded along in unison, realization overcoming her as they spoke. Now their whispered exchange grew furtive, their words clandestine and quiet.

“It could explain more of Vaklu’s motive,” she said. “It could explain why the man wants to reclaim the throne as much as he does. Perhaps the power held there is more than in symbol only.”

Erebus nodded again, this time looking about the room. They were alone now, save for the Sith sentinels standing watch at the room’s exit. The space still hummed with memory. Yet their watchmen made no mention of it, instead standing still as statues as ordered. Either Sion’s subordinates were of a unique breed, or there was something else at work here, something deeper. Something darker.

“I’m going to delve further into the tomb,” he said, suddenly standing. “See what else I can find.”

Vash’s eyes went wide, her gaze following him from the floor to his feet. 

“And you want me to just wait here?”

“What else?”

He flashed her a cheeky smile and sauntered off, playing both the merciless master as well as the impudent student, forever seeking to further exasperate his well-meaning teacher. In truth, he wanted to explore the disquiet of his mind without prying eyes, afraid of what he might find once he did. It was easy to imagine how Nihilus must feel before every feast, how easy it was to offer himself up in the shadow of the Dark Side for the promises it tempted him with. For Nihilus, it was the raw, living Force. For Erebus, it was simply knowing, forever a slave to his neverending curiosity. His own cursed brand of hunger.

The Sith paid little attention to him as he sought exit to the room, waiting only for an order that never came. They allowed him exit towards the winding passage beyond, saying nothing. And then the dread set in again. 

Erebus still wasn’t sure why he was parading such a show of confidence for Vash still, even after all they’d been through. Yet the idea of her growing privy to the disquiet that possessed him about this place and everything that had transpired since Nespis sent chills through him that could almost rival the ones that coursed him now. 

This place aches with something deeper, something older, she’d said. It is a bleeding wound masquerading as an anomaly. 

Vash couldn’t have been more right. The temple’s halls oozed with unease, its chasm resounding with an ancient agony that felt both fresh yet festering, a fermented ache that reverberated with an exponentially endless echo that reached into the distant past as well as the present. The feeling accordioned in on itself, the Dark Side fitting into the spaces between as if filling the gaps that time left behind.

Erebus drew a slow breath and retrieved another datapad from the folds of his robes, the one that housed Revan’s complete notes. His eyes locked onto the text, backlit and familiar against the scarlet glow of the hollowed hall around him. Despite the memories clawing at the edges of his mind, he read, using the words to drown them out.

He began with the last entry he’d stumbled upon: some fragmented record, all probabilities and statistics - fascinating, but not what he needed. There was another question gnawing at him. He knew the date Eden had come here. He’d memorized it the moment he saw this place through her eyes during a restless night, waking with a gasp and a sheen of cold sweat, the weight of it pressing on him even before he understood why.

He keyed the date into the archive, searching for anything. A log. A trace. Some mention of what she might have sent.

And there it was. An entry, dated three days later.

I’m reminded of my father, Revan wrote. I barely remember him, not even his name. And yet his memory returned to me before I even opened the box. But once I did, he was gone again. 

It was all she wrote. Nothing further was catalogued, no further notes relayed. Nothing at all.

Unrest underscored her message though, Revan’s unfinished log ringing with a sensation similar to the ones that surrounded Erebus now. Hollow memories long-forgotten yet suspended in limbo, the Force crackling on the edge of his senses with scents, sights, and recollections that felt almost familiar yet were clearly not his own.

He did not give in to them, not yet. Submitting to the Dark Side came with a price Erebus was still unwilling to pay, at least not until he knew its full cost…

It would have been easy to slip into the sense echoes but instead he tensed his mind so he slid around them, absorbing only shades of their contents - flashes of light, flickerings of thought, phantom stimuli painting half-formed pictures. The temple itself may have only been decades old, but this place , the hallowed ground on which it stood, was unfathomably ancient.

“M’lord,” one of Sion’s acolytes greeted, bowing their head as Erebus entered the next hall. “We have mapped this level of the temple.”

Head still bowed, the acolyte pressed a datapad into Erebus’s free hand, its readout displaying a map that vaguely resembled the labyrinth he’d already traced in his mind. 

Erebus said nothing as he took the datapad and continued on, the acolyte still bowing until Erebus was out of sight. Having already found the maze’s center, all that interested him now were the tomb’s outer edges, wondering where the dead ends lead to - if anything at all. 

He wondered if Darth Sion’s soldiers could hear the memories as clearly as he did, thoughts fluttering against his consciousness like a bug’s wings struggling to take flight. None of them betrayed any inkling of knowledge, either too loyal to Sion’s orders to question anything outside his command or their minds too far beneath Sion’s thumb that they had no thoughts of their own. Either possibility had credence, yet both stoked an unnamed fear at the pit of Erebus’ stomach. 

He could not explain it, but the eastern tunnel tugged at his interest - something about the feel of the memories that lingered in that direction and the way the labyrinth twisted away from him set his mind on edge, his curiosity piqued. Unlike the twining route to the central computer hub, the eastern hall boasted several small pockets he could almost call rooms, each of them walled on three sides and housing what appeared to be altars in miniature. They contained wicker baskets, ancient yet intact, some containing mummified provisions, or offerings possibly, whilst others remained empty.

He couldn’t help but think of the Sith he was before he ventured to Tatooine, before he saw Eden again, his head awash with history and only ever hungry for more of it. The scholar in him couldn’t help but probe at the Force echoes that surrounded each item - the flash of a hand picking a pear, ripe then but long petrified now, before being replaced by the hand that put it in this very basket, the feel of a reverent palm gracing the smooth surface of the stone slabs that adorned each alcove before whispering a prayer lost to time. That version of himself would have eaten this all up in a way his present self never could, easily consumed by the romanticised allure of the past in a way he was endlessly cautious of now. And hovering over his shoulder as he traversed the halls was the image of Exar Kun, both as the man existed only in his mind, a fabricated fable of a person, as well as the one in the real, his ghostly steps fortelling Erebus’ own.

The scarlet-limned walls thrummed as if they were breathing, the Force beating here like that of a dying pulse. Erebus’ fingers brushed along the scorched edge of a half-collapsed arch at the end of the eastern passage. The stone had once been seared with runes, but time—or something more deliberate—had worn them down to suggestions. A warning, maybe. Or an invitation.

The passage opened into a small chamber and the altar within was intact though bare. No offerings remained on its slab, and nothing other than a single crimson crystal sat atop its surface. Erebus’ eyes almost slid past it until he found himself fixed to its presence. It nearly blended into its surroundings, its color camouflaging it among the surrounding rock, and yet the longer Erebus looked at it, the more it looked… wrong . Shattered and suspended, its triangular pieces orbited one another in silence. Red light bled from its edges, but the center was dark, like a pupil dilated beyond recognition. Or the endless space between stars.

A holocron.

Erebus wanted to, but he did not touch it. Not yet.

He circled it instead, drawn forward despite himself. The air was thick here, laced with breath and memory. Dust whispered beneath his boots - dust that hadn’t stirred in decades, perhaps longer -  and still the crystal’s glow intensified, as if alive. It turned with him. Watching, waiting.

“What’s this?” he murmured, more to himself than to it .

Yet something heard him.

The holocron flickered. Its pieces slowed, rearranged, then clicked into a momentary shape - though never quite becoming whole - before it spoke.

You are not the first.

A flash of images danced before Erebus’ waking eyes - events, feelings, sensations suddenly remembered as if he had lived them. Each of them carving out space in his mind, in his soul.

We tried to commit it to memory.

More images, more feeling. None of it threaded together yet it all made perfect sense. Each flash a fragment but part of a larger whole, the pieces echoing their missing parts and hollowing out the space needed for what was long forgotten. Erebus recalled it all but forgot, too, the loss weighing heavy even if it wasn’t his.

This is all that remains.

Erebus fell to his knees, his chest seizing as he fought for breath. Every ache, every anguish poured into the holocron ebbed into him, seeping into his bloodstream and mingling with his every cell until they were etched, as if branded. 

He choked on air, fighting for breath as if he’d been underwater, his vision swimming black and blurry. Erebus’ eyes watered as he panted on all fours, lips wet with spittle as he hovered over the floor, his reflection eventually looking back up at him as he regained control. But his wrist ached, his fingers pinched…

Erebus glanced at his left hand and saw the holocron clutched there, though he had no memory of grabbing it.

Alarmed, he threw it towards the base of the altar as if it sent a shock through him, his arm pulsing with pins and needles. The crystal glittered innocently from the crumbled stone of the ruined archway. Erebus couldn’t help but recall how his mind reeled when he touched the onyx pyramid Eden left behind on his ship, or how Revan’s memory flooded him days ago, and the way the neural computer in the tomb’s main chamber probed his mind. And then there was the vision before all this—a quiet, almost calm Dune Sea, where an unfamiliar man led him through the desert toward the very spot Eden had ventured outside Anchorhead, always just a step ahead of him, as she always was.

I’m reminded of my father, Revan had written, and yet now Erebus thought of his father. Forgotten yet remembered in name only. I barely remember him, not even his name. 

Aren Valen.

His name was Aren Valen.

 




3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa, Refugee Sector, Aboard the Ebon Hawk
Atton

 

Atton sat at the controls, boots up on the dashboard. His eyes stared into the middle distance as his mental map of the Corellian Run overlayed the stacked boxes that occupied the Exchange’s emergency warehouse beyond the glass, simulating a specific smuggling run to pass the time. 

Luxa’s silky voice thrummed through the shut door to the security room, the soft murmur of her garbled message betraying only mild annoyance as she spoke to Eden on the other side. Atton could very well try to intone every word she said but instead chose not to. He already knew what she was saying, anyway. 

Despite the comfort of the star trails running through his mind, part of him felt sick. Nar Shaddaa should’ve been the place where they got back on their feet, where they earned back their lost credits and got a proper footing before embarking on their next step. His Pazaak game with Eden was indicative of their good luck, he was sure of it. What he should have known was that his luck was always shit. Now being no exception. 

He chewed the inside of his cheek as if gnawing his way out of his own skin while his mind looped back to what happened earlier. Atton’s every sense was assaulted the moment they hit the street, eyes on them from every angle. The Exchange was already privy to their arrival, and while it didn’t make sense for Luxa to rat them out, it wasn’t beyond any of her underlings to do so in hopes of cashing in on that sweet Jedi bounty. 

That had to be it. It was the only thing that made sense. And yet… it didn’t feel right.

The door to the security room opened, breaking Atton out of his reverie. He didn’t have to turn around to know that Eden lingered in the hall, considering whether to join him or venture elsewhere.

“Didn’t expect Luxa to be a permanent fixture on Nar Shaddaa, too,” he called back to her by way of invitation.

He sensed Eden rolling on her heels, reconsidering her next steps, before sighing and entering the cockpit proper.

“Neither did I,” she said.

She didn’t slump into the co-pilot’s seat as he expected. Instead she leaned over the dashboard on the far side of the cockpit, affording the warehouse beyond the duraglass a proper look.

“So,” he began, glancing at her sidelong and trying not to linger. “What’d she say?”

Eden rolled her eyes as she recalled it before recounting the message. 

“There’s a cantina nearby where she swears we’ll be safe,” Eden said. “At least until our meeting with Vogga. After that, we’re on our own.”

Atton raised his eyebrows and let out a low whistle, suddenly interested in examining the state of his nails. They actually looked quite good, he had to admit, and not nearly as stubby as they’d been during his stint on Peragus. Who knew that running from blasterfire planet to planet would keep a person busy enough to forget how to cope poorly with anxiety? There was an unforgivable lack of juma in both situations, then and now, but a decidedly strong dose of Eden’s presence that made Atton realize she had something to do with it. 

Eden began chewing on her pinky nail the moment he thought this, inspiring a hollow laugh from his throat at the sight. 

“What?” she asked, eyes wide, betraying a self-consciousness that made her all the more endearing. And to think, this woman was a destroyer of worlds…

“Nothing,” he said. He leaned back in his chair and crossed his hands behind his neck. “Just… Nar Shaddaa has a way of throwing curve balls, but this wasn’t the one I was expecting.”

“Disappointed you didn’t get to save the day?” Eden guessed through a small smile. 

“Something like that,” he said. “It’s just…”

Atton looked away, his eyes falling on the far wall of the warehouse, but seeing through it somehow. As if seeing through memory to the city beyond.

“Nar Shaddaa was the last place I felt safe, oddly enough,” he said, the admission as much a surprise to him as it likely was to Eden. “It was dependable, in its weird crooked way, but this-?”

He shook his head. More words flooded his mouth but he pursed his lips, refusing to grant them air. He’d already said too much. 

“I get it,” Eden said. She paced the room until she reached the navicomputer, as she often did, idly playing around with its menu system as she spoke as if doing so casually would betray its inner secrets to her once and for all. “Anchorhead was that for me, only I didn’t appreciate it ‘til I left.”

Atton nodded, unable to look at her, his mind still fixed on the version of Nar Shaddaa that remained in his mind’s eye. As if dwelling on it might bring it back to life, make it real again. 

“Still,” Eden continued. She turned from the navicomputer and leaned against it, watching him. “Having you around still makes me feel better.”

He couldn’t help but glance at her then, his neck growing hot just as Eden’s face flushed pink. 

“Knowing the streets, I mean. This place is so overwhelming, and with endless mercenaries breathing down our necks…”

Eden trailed off but never finished her sentence, turning away to pace the room again. 

Atton cleared his throat and took a sudden interest in the readout on the dashboard, leaning in to get a closer look even though his brain retained none of the information he read.

“Well, we can’t stay holed up here forever. We’ll have to leave eventually.”

Eden nodded, softly at first before emphatically, convincing herself as much as she was outwardly agreeing with him. 

“Sure, but until then…”

Eden left her thought unfinished again, looking away and down the hall as the words died on her throat.

“You feel that, right?” she asked in a whisper, waiting a beat before speaking again. “I didn’t feel it en route to Telos, but-”

“It’s not just you,” Atton agreed, following her gaze, his voice equally soft. The hall was empty, but it hummed with the trace of presence, as if someone had only just stepped away. “You think that fanatical Jedi lady rigged the ship maybe?”

Eden shrugged, glancing at the cockpit’s further corners. 

“I wouldn’t exactly put it past Atris, but it still feels…”

Eden shook her head, chewing on her nail again. She never said what it felt like but Atton knew. 

“Can’t even get away from prying eyes on our own damn ship.”

“Our?” Eden echoed, smiling softly. The sight of it did things to Atton’s chest he dared not speak, lest he sound too poetic. “Anyway, we’ve got about a day’s worth of sitting on our asses until our window to meet with Vogga opens up. If you don’t mind feeling useful, think you can take a look at the notes Luxa gave me and create some sort of game plan?”

Atton didn’t have to look at the datapad Eden shoved in his direction to know that he already knew the map like the inside of his eyelids.

“Sure,” he said, trying not to sound too eager. “‘Course.”

Eden’s fingers brushed against his as he took the datapad, but instead of shying away, he leaned into it, letting the moment linger, his skin against hers. He felt almost electric, then, an anxious current running through him that was both thrilling yet terrifying, comforting in its mundanity. Their eyes locked and time stood still, the exchange so simple, so fleeting, yet Atton felt a rush of recognition - like recognizing like, his dark past rising to meet Eden’s in the stalemate that was their quiet present, just trying to survive. 

“Thanks,” Eden said, her voice a breath of whisper. “I mean it.”

Her hand was warm beneath his, her fingers slipping slowly from his gentle touch as if tracing the moment and drawing it out just as he was - testing the waters. 

But before he could soak it all in and wonder what it meant, she was gone down the hall. And he was alone again. 

Chapter 76: A Phantom Pain

Notes:

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3972 BBY - Six Months Earlier, Nar Shaddaa
Mira

The city stank as it always did, exhaust and grime filling her lungs as she took in the night air. Not that it was any different from the morning air, per se. The sun never shone here anyway. But the night had a different feel to it. Even the people at night were distinct, as if Nar Shaddaa’s proximity to sunlight had nothing to do with it, working off of primordial memory alone. 

But beneath the familiarity there was something fouler, something stranger. She called it a gut feeling and left it at that.

“Heard the activity’s quieted down in the Duros Sector,” the barkeep mentioned as she sidled a drink Mira’s way across the bar. “You had anything to do with that?”

“Maybe,” Mira shrugged with a smirk, admiring the cut of the woman’s silhouette and the curve of her smile. “Who’s to say?”

“Bad for business, huh?”

The barkeep leaned against the bar, nodding westward.

“You’ve got an admirer,” she whispered, her eyes glancing across the room before she turned and took another customer’s order. 

Mira played it casual, sipping her drink and drumming her fingers on the counter, her eyes finally drifting toward the corner the bartender had nodded to. She half expected him to be there—all glower and wet fur. But instead of Hanharr, a man sat in the corner. He was human, light-skinned, with long dark hair and a beard that nearly hid an almost friendly face, absently tracing the rim of his cup. Something about him tugged at her, like she’d seen him before. But Mira couldn’t place him.

He didn’t glance her way, not at first. Still, she felt his presence latch onto her, quiet and unrelenting. The air shifted around him, just subtly, enough that even the patrons at nearby tables leaned unconsciously away, as if some instinct warned them to make space. Mira turned her gaze before he could catch her staring. She sipped her drink and waited.

When she looked back, his warm eyes were already on her.

“Want me to do something about it?” the barkeep offered offhandedly, cleaning a plasteel cup as she spoke. "Just say the word."

Mira downed her glass and shook her head, placing her cup facedown as she stood from the bar.

“No need,” she muttered. “But thanks.”

She adjusted her vest and ran a hand through her hair, reading the room in the instant it took her to look self-absorbed. Mira waited a minute before glancing back in the direction of her onlooker only to find that he’d vanished, his drink gone along with him, as if he was never there.

Mira scanned the bar and when she found he wasn’t there either, she left, finding the air outside all the more sharp for his absence. 

Something stung at the back of her mind, keen and annoying and unavoidable. Her senses sharpened as her eyes scanned every street just as her step-father had taught her to read the land. Everything leaves a trace, he’d said. If anything leaves nothing behind, you’re either not looking hard enough or you’re walking into a trap.

Mira shook her head, shuddering at the memory as she rid her brain of the man and his ghost. There was no obvious sign of her quarry’s presence, and yet her eyes were drawn to the furthest quarter of the plaza. It was the busiest, the easiest place to blend in. But was she hunting him or was it the other way around? She glanced over her shoulder, quick and sharp though careful not to break her stride. Nothing drew her eye yet she felt exposed, cracked open. She ducked into a nearby alley to catch her breath, leaning against a wall damp and warm with exhaust billowing up from below, when a familiar growl greeted her ear.

The voice was unmistakable—low and guttural, slick with contempt. A shape peeled away from the far wall, too massive to be anyone else.

“Thought I smelled fear,” Hanharr rumbled, his sharp teeth glinting in the dim light. “What rattled you, little girl? Or are you just remembering what it was like to beg?”

Mira straightened, instinct tamping down the surge of adrenaline in her chest. She didn’t show fear, not to him.

“Still hiding in alleys, huh?” she shot back, voice sharp as broken glass. “Guess some things never change.”

Hanharr took a slow step forward, claws dragging along the duracrete.

“You ran from something,” he said, his every word a wet snarl. “You always run, and leave others to bleed for you.”

Mira spat at his feet, ruing only the fact that it missed him by a hair. Hanharr sneered. The whites of his eyes glistened through the gloom, his irises dark within.

“Not my job to kill things,” she said, tired. “That’s the galaxy’s gig, not mine.”

Hanharr glared and said nothing. All Mira could think of doing was running her mouth, watching the hatred twist in his face with a delusional hope that it would turn into something else one of these days. Tired resignation, maybe. Surrender, ideally.

“What do you want, Hanharr? You following me again now? You miss being chained to me that bad?”

He snarled, the sound sharp and wet against her ears, like a knife slicing through skin.

No, she snorted. Never surrender. I'm not that lucky.

“One day you’ll have nothing to hide behind,” he growled, “and I’ll tear the lies right from your throat.”

Mira smiled, slow and venomous, matching his words.

“Then you’d better hope you catch me on a bad day, furball. 'Cause if I’ve got even half a reason to live, I’m walking outta there, and you’re limping.”

A silence stretched in the wake of her words, then Hanharr laughed—a deep, hollow bellow that echoed off the walls. No mirth laced his voice, only hunger biding its time.

“Run while you still can,” he said, fading back into the dark. “This isn’t over.”

“Just kill me now, why dontcha?!” Mira yelled at his retreating silhouette, grunting when he was gone. “Infuriating sonofa—”

Mira let her head fall against the wall at her back, relishing in the way the tepid night air did absolutely nothing to soothe her frustration. She’d made a damn fool of herself and likely lost sight of her stalker. If he even was that. She looked up at the sky, wondering what stars might be there if Nar Shaddaa’s air quality wasn’t such shit. Mira sighed and pushed off from the wall, heading for home.

She wasn’t watched and she wasn’t followed, but she couldn’t shake the feeling of not quite being alone…



3951 BBY, Nar Shaddaa
Eden


“Luxa says she’s arranged protection for us in the Entertainment Promenade,” Eden explained in the common area, a map of the sector displayed on the center console. “Not sure how long this reprieve’ll last, but it should buy us enough time to get to Vogga and back.”

“Do you really think it’s safe for all of us to leave at once?” Mical asked, leaning forward, his eyes illuminated by the glow of the map. “If our position is already compromised-”

“What, too afraid to hit the street again?” Atton scoffed. His mirth faded the moment he caught Eden rolling her eyes.

“It’s not a bad idea for someone to stay behind,” she said, locking eyes with Mical until he gave a small nod of understanding. “Though I admit there aren’t many of us to begin with.”

“I will remain behind with the Republic soldier,” Kreia offered. You and I can still communicate without any interference. 

Right , Eden communicated with a nod of her head. “Sounds good to me.”

“Works just as well, seeing as I was only able to produce enough energy shields for the three of us,” Bao-Dur said. “The others are technically ready but I wouldn’t entrust them to anyone without at least a few modifications. Would take another day or so.” 

“Then I guess that settles that,” Eden said with a half-smile, trying to feel as confident as she sounded. 

You did it once, Kreia silently reminded her. You can do it again. General.

Eden tensed at the word, but Kreia was right. Instinctively, she looked to Bao-Dur—even though it was Kreia who’d said it. The way his eye glittered when their gazes met confirmed it—what Eden had tried so hard to leave behind was still with her, whether she liked it or not. And right now, she needed it. She needed to channel General Eden Valen if she wanted to make it out of this alive. 

“We’ll leave in ten,” Eden said as the others dispersed, though Mical lingered in the common room. Atton was the last to leave, shooting Eden a look before disappearing into the cockpit, leaving her with an odd feeling in her stomach.

“I wasn’t able to get a word to the Admiral, but I was able to get in touch with Mission,” Mical said in hushed tones. He hovered beside her, slouching slightly—as if trying to seem smaller, more like the would-be apprentice he once was. “She told me that he’s returned to Onderon. Something about more civil unrest and a possible break in the current stalemate. But more importantly, for us at least, she also mentioned that the Khoonda militia is making moves to return to Dantooine.”

“So soon?” Eden asked as she crossed her arms. It was still strange hearing about galactic news. She’d made such a point of avoiding it in exile, as if tuning herself out kept her safe, unseen. She’d forgotten how much everything had changed in her absence, yet word of war now made her think that perhaps too much remained the same…

“Apparently Rahasia is already losing steam,” Mical continued. “As self-elected president, she stirred up a lot of enthusiasm in the begging but our escape tainted her name just as public opinion began to favor her.”

“Not a good look for a leader to lose a Jedi, I guess,” Eden suggested. “Even if the evacuation of Khoonda should have been a victory for her otherwise.”

“Not just one Jedi slipped through her fingers, but several,” Mical said. “That was the other bit of news—Mission said both Vrook and Zayne were identified since that leaked footage got out.”

“Where are they headed?”

Mical shrugged, his eyes downcast. 

“Not sure. Into hiding, I suppose.” An unspoken worry crossed Mical’s face before he spoke again. “Though something else Mission said was interesting to me…”

Mical stepped closer, his face mere inches from hers. Eden suddenly felt warm—strange, even, wanting to move away despite suddenly realizing how striking his eyes looked, how much they resembled Alek’s before Flashpoint Station—bright, serious, and pragmatic to the last. 

“I don’t think she meant to reveal as much, but she mentioned a friend of hers in hiding. Reason would lead me to believe this person is also a Jedi, someone else that may eventually be brought into the fold to help against this Sith threat.”

“As much as I want to believe that, I also don’t want to get my hopes up,” Eden admitted. “Plus, I don’t want to put Mission in an uncomfortable position by asking a close friend to risk themselves for me. I’m already not sure the Jedi we already found will want to do me any favors, especially not after this. If there are more of them, then all the better, but-”

Atris kept tabs on the hidden Jedi bound to Eden’s past—her exile, her choices. But any others? Eden liked to think they might be more willing to help, unburdened by proximity to her history. But then again, those drawn into her orbit rarely escaped unscathed. Maybe it was mercy to keep them away.

It does not do to dwell on possibilities, Kreia interjected. Best keep our eyes on the targets we are already aware of.

The thought was terse, stern. As if fired from a blaster. Eden shook her head.

“If you can find out anything else without prying, then great,” Eden said. “But if any more Jedi went into hiding, then maybe it’s best they stay hidden.”

Mical’s eyes searched hers. Uncertainty laced his expression before he finally relented with a solemn nod.

“Of course.”

Eden watched him retreat to the medbay, feeling eyes on her back. She turned to find Bao-Dur standing in the door to the garage behind her. 

“You alright?”

“Yeah,” she sighed. “Just a lot to get used to all over again.”

“I felt the same after working for Habat for a while,” Bao said. “It gets quiet, it feels nice, you get used to it. And then the chaos kicks up again.”

Eden thought of Anchorhead and the quiet bustle of the city, its ancient roots far-buried beneath the sands. She’d been dead to the Force then but a hopeful and delusional part of her wondered if the dunes could drown out the sound of it all. If Anchorhead could have offered the same peace she yearned for now. 

“Looks like I’ve got no choice for the moment.” Eden shrugged. “Good thing we’re not new to this, right?”

Bao-Dur offered her an uneasy smile. 

“That’s one way to look at it.”

“Is the nerd done yapping yet?” Atton appeared at their backs, a nervous energy about him. “I wanna get moving.”

Bao gave Eden a look she couldn’t quite read—quick, maybe amused—before descending the loading ramp. She waited until Atton approached her before offering him a reply, Bao-Dur out of earshot.

“Give him a break,” she said, punching his arm lightly. “Having a connection to the Admiral is invaluable.”

“Admiral Onasi could’ve just given you his direct line,” Atton snipped, walking briskly ahead of Eden yet still eager for her to follow. “No need to have this babysitter tag along with us.”

“We need all the help we can get.”

We ,” Atton echoed, walking backwards as he faced her through the warehouse while she trailed at his heels. “What an interesting word. I don’t remember coming to any collective decision about allowing him aboard.”

“Is this really going to be a problem?” Eden asked, exasperated. 

“Only if he stays.”

Annoyance bubbled in her stomach but Eden couldn’t bring herself to feel anywhere close to irate. Atton shot her a charming smirk and turned back around, the argument dissolving the moment they caught up with Bao-Dur at the warehouse’s exit.

“So the promenade is…?”

Bao-Dur looked from Eden to Atton and back again as he handed them their energy shields and watched closely while they equipped them.

“To our left, more or less,” Atton said as Bao-Dur leaned toward Eden to adjust her shield. Even Force users have blind spots, he murmured. “One quick tram ride and we’re there.”

The same spark lit Atton’s eye as it had back on Citadel Station, brightening his entire demeanor to the point that his indignation at Mical’s existence disappeared. The streets beyond the warehouse were once again brimming with witnesses—but now they slid beneath the surface, no longer waiting, simply watching.

You are safe for the moment , Kreia noted. I wonder why. 

Eden tried not to scan the streets with her eyes. Instead, she reached out with her mind.

You were quiet to the Force for so long that you learned to live without it, Kreia murmured across their bond. Now you must marry both ways of being. You are stronger for having survived its absence—and stronger still if you can reconcile that silence with what you hear now.

Eden inhaled through her nose, sharp and instinctive. The sting of Nar Shaddaa’s metallic air grounded her. By the time she’d reached Tatooine, she’d almost forgotten she was ever a Jedi, the Force more a dream than a memory. She’d learned to read danger in posture, intention in breath, truth in silence. She’d adapted. She survived. And now, with the Force pressing in from every direction, she found herself still so overwhelmed. No longer blind, but flooded.

She didn’t want to turn it off, but she hadn’t yet learned how to turn it down.

Still, Kreia’s words echoed like a hand held out. Eden didn’t have to lose one sense to reclaim the other. If she could stop resisting—if she could listen without drowning it out—then maybe the Force could be more than just noise. Maybe it could be hers again.

Eden breathed evenly and tried to just be.

Atton and Bao-Dur managed to appear casual with ease. Both walked on either side of her, Atton assuming an air of quiet annoyance on her right while Bao instead looked tired but busy on her left. They passed through the terminal, paying the tram fare with credits donated by Luxa by the time Eden decided who she needed to be tonight to survive it.

You are taking notes from our hidden pursuer the other night. Excellent. Kreia observed. It may help us locate them when the time is right, but for now it is an invaluable tool indeed.

It wasn’t easy, but with Eden's instincts already sharpened—rising to fill the space the Force had once occupied, now layered on top rather than replacing it—it was almost easy to slip into the space between senses. Eyes had followed them the moment they stepped onto the street, but once they boarded the train, they became strangers again. Or at least she did, while Atton and Bao-Dur blurred into the crowd. They were just men. Unremarkable, forgettable. And just what they needed.

Nar Shaddaa glittered through the grime-smeared windows of the tram as they raced through the city, the tenements more cramped here than on Coruscant. Eden tried not to balk at the numbers, wondering just how many citizens per square foot this sector held just as they arrived at their stop.

Atton’s hand brushed against hers, his unspoken way of letting her know that they arrived at their destination. She waited a beat before following him, hands buried in her pockets as she kept Bao-Dur in her periphery, taking in their surroundings.

The Entertainment Promenade delivered exactly what its straightforward name promised, but was anything but unassuming. As soon as they stepped off the platform, Eden was assaulted by lights and undrownable rabble, the everpresent thrum of a dozen cantinas rumbling to the tune of the moon’s heartbeat. All of it lavish, loud, and brimming with life.

It is oddly fitting, Kreia mused, how Nar Shaddaa’s surface reflects its depths with such precision.

Eden wondered if the city had adapted to its own decay—learning to pulse louder to drown out the rot—or if chaos had simply found its tempo and the rest of the city learned to dance to it. 

Atton led the way towards the cantina in the far corner of the square, its sign vintage but brightly tinged, as if only hearkening to the past instead of living in it. The Hutts were oddly sentimental that way, fond of centuries’ old aesthetics as if yearning for a simpler time when money was still the primary focus in the galaxy, as if paying homage to it might make it true again. Money was king, no one denied that. But now, with the Jedi gone, it reigned more absolutely than ever. Eden wondered if that might work to her advantage in getting an audience with Vogga…

The cantina within was thick with smoke and sweat, the air sweet with spice and pheromones. A bar spanned the far wall, and the space between it and the entrance was packed with bodies, all of them moving in time with the music blaring from unseen speakers. 

“Stick close, we’re already being followed,” Atton said, hooking his hand around Eden’s wrist as Bao-Dur followed close behind.

As soon as she registered Atton’s words, her senses confirmed it. Eyes followed them from the far corners of the room that were unlike the others, their gazes sharp and incisive. Golden Company. 

“Vogga’ll be on the upper levels, where the VIP lounges are,” Atton continued. “We should linger, look casual, but eventually find our way up there.”

“Assuming we don’t draw too much attention,” Bao-Dur added. “I don’t like this.”

“Neither do I,” Eden said. “But Atton’s right. Act as normal as possible, maybe order a few drinks…”

Eden’s gaze drifted toward the bar, her mind following close behind, tracking the Golden Company voids stationed on either side of it. She parted the crowd through the Force, slipping barely between bodies, between breaths, disappearing between blinks of eyes while the lights strobing overhead masked the rest.

Atton arrived at the bar before them and ordered, leaning against the counter and looking out at the crowd while their cups were filled. Eden kept her head down, drumming her fingers on the glass until a drink was placed into her hand. 

“Might want to walk the perimeter while no one’s watching,” Bao-Dur said, nodding towards the shadowed archway leading to the upper levels. “Too many unseen eyes and ears.”

Eden nodded, sensing the extra surveillance in the Force just before Bao spoke.

You are getting better at this, Kreia said. Keep pushing further. You are nearly there. 

Eden brought the rim of her drink to her lips, smiling unwittingly at the scent of juma the moment it met her nostrils. Of course Atton would’ve ordered it. She considered the contents of her glass before sipping it, licking her lips.

No poison. Solid start…

“‘Scuse me,” Bao-Dur muttered just as a crowd of people approached the bar. The last song ended and each of them were thirsty, providing ample coverage for Eden and Atton as they stood guard.

Eden silently watched with her mind’s eye as Bao skimmed the edges of the cantina, acting as if he were looking for someone before eventually making it back to the counter just as the group dispersed. His hand discreetly met hers, placing a piece of metal in her palm.

“There’ll be no record of our meeting with Vogga,” he said, pulling away and finally downing his drink. His face scrunched up for a second before shaking his head, and adding, “But we’d better be quick about it.”

“Noted.”

Eden placed the dismantled device into her pocket, knowing that only their ascent would go unnoticed. For now. They were spotted on entry and while their onlookers were pretending otherwise, the Force told Eden all she needed to know. 

Three Golden Company mercs were here, but a better look at the dancefloor told her that a majority of the bargoers hailed from Serroco. Even over the blaring music, the soft, breathy vowels and clipped endings of her native dialect were apparent, the tonal cadence of her first language lingering strong in the air. If the Golden Company had eyes on her, this 38th Remnant likely did as well. 

“We should move,” Atton said, shouldering close to Eden before Bao-Dur could turn away, catching his attention as well with the false ease of a friendly laugh. It looked so out of place in context, but without, to anyone watching, it would have only further sold the illusion of calm camaraderie. “There’s a group trying to get upstairs now. If we manage to trail closely but not too close, tag along behind…”

Atton didn’t have to finish his thought for Eden and Bao to get the gist. Eden downed the remainder of her drink and tried to look like someone ready to dance. 

The music pulsed like a second heartbeat, low and insistent. Bodies moved around her, not with grace but with abandon. Eden stepped into the flow and let the tide take her. The Force shimmered in the haze of sweat and synth-light, tangled in every step and sway. Threads of emotion trailed from the dancers like smoke—excitement, lust, recklessness, even fear with a bitter edge. Eden let herself open to it, just enough. Let the rhythms of others press against her own until her presence blurred at the edges, indistinguishable from the thrum of the crowd.

A man brushed her shoulder, never noticing her. A Twi’lek spun past, laughing in someone else's ear. Eden moved through them like mist, catching fleeting glimpses of their inner lives, as if they were her own. Here she wasn’t Eden, she wasn’t Vale, nor was she any other iteration of her past selves. She was motion and beat, breath and sweat.

It was the closest thing to peace she had felt in weeks, reminded once more of the calm oasis that was Chodo Habat's garden.

Following Atton’s lead, Eden and Bao-Dur floated in the current behind him, cutting through the crowd like water—not carving a path, but slipping along the natural trail formed with every manic step, every sway of a shoulder, or twist of a hip. They didn’t push. They moved with the rhythm of the room, letting its pulse guide their own.

It wasn’t stealth in the traditional sense. It was something quieter, more fluid. A surrender to the motion around them. Bodies pressed close, but no one looked twice. Their presence didn’t disrupt the flow but dissolved into it.

Eden let her senses blur at the edges, her awareness wide but untethered. She felt the energy of the dance floor—not just the music, but the unspoken language of movement, of intention. By the time anyone noticed them, they were already gone, ghosts borne on the tide. They’d followed the group upstairs past the bouncer and were left on their own as soon as their ticket up disappeared into a nearby room.

“Does anyone else feel like they were moving underwater?” Bao-Dur asked, clutching his chest as he caught his breath.

Eden scrunched up her face and offered an apology.

“That might’ve been my doing,” she said, unsure if she should elaborate. Atton’s eyes flicked to hers in question, though he didn’t speak. “But good news is that we weren’t seen.”

“Now we just need to find Vogga,” Atton said, twisting around as he mapped out the sprawling corridors.

The upper level wasn’t what Eden expected, though it still made sense given what it was. The second floor was wreathed in deep blue velvet. Everything up here was muffled, sound traveling in muted, flat tones. Even the music from below felt as if it were coming from the bottom of a lake.

“Luxa gave us a room number,” Eden said, “though I don’t see any around...”

Bao-Dur frowned and followed Eden’s gaze before shaking his head.

“Only dark passages,” he said, his voice low. “It’s as if this was meant to be a maze.”

“That’s exactly the idea,” Atton confirmed as he turned back around to face them. “To dissuade people like us from wandering around.”

It was darker up here, and disorienting. The draped fabric masked the shape of the halls, making each space feel isolated, like a room with no exit. But through the gloom and unease that hung heavy here like fog, Eden was able to make sense of it through the Force. 

See? Kreia commended softly, the whisper of a smile threading through their bond. You are more proficient at this than you realize.

The layout took shape in Eden’s mind like a blueprint overlaying the labyrinth before them. Energies spanned the map, glowing like stars and each of them different. She couldn’t discern just what set them apart just yet, but her mind pulled toward the far-left corner, the second-largest room on the level.

“This way.”

Atton and Bao-Dur did not question her, but Eden felt all the more wrong for it, reminded again of Dxun as she stalked the halls and ducked around velvet, relishing in the soft plush of it against her skin if only to distract herself from the past that refused to stop haunting her. Once they reached their destination, a new obstacle emerged.

“There are no scheduled visitors,” a pink-hued Twi’lek said, crossing his arms as he spoke the subdued rhythmic syllables inherent only to Ryl. His rose-gold headdress glittered in the low light, his expression stern. “State your business.”

Eden’s Ryl was rusty, but apparently Atton’s was not.

“We’re here on behalf of Luxa,” he said, his accent near-impeccable save for his utterance of Luxa, which he followed with an honorific that subtly suggested that they didn’t just know her name but worked for her. Smart. He procured a datapad from his jacket and gingerly prodded the Twi’lek’s chest with it. “You’ll find her on your schedule, and if not then this should explain things.”

The sentry looked Atton up and down before plucking the datapad from his hands, using only the tips of his delicate fingers as if the device were filthy. He nearly let it drop to the floor when he was done reading, not bothering to pass it back. Atton snatched it out of the air and didn’t flinch once, his gaze unblinking and insistent. The Twi’lek sneered as he ducked into the room behind him, two Gamorrean guards appearing in his stead while he spoke with Vogga.

“Nice work,” Eden whispered, nudging Atton’s free hand with her own. He glanced at her over his shoulder, his eyes betraying a momentary surprise at her touch that settled quickly into the slyness of a smirk.

“Not bad, right?”

Bao-Dur elbowed her gently, dispelling any warmth that might have otherwise crept up her neck at the sight of Atton trying not to act bashful, and flicked his gaze in the far corner of the hall. Eden’s eyes followed and sensed it instantly—more surveillance. She nodded and turned back to the Gammorrean guards just as Bao-Dur slipped away into the folds of fabric.

“Does Vogga usually handle business himself, or leave that to his assistants?”

It was a quip just as much as it was a genuine question. She flicked her hand beneath her sleeve in their direction, corralling their attention through faint tethers in the Force and drawing them towards her.

Good, Kreia remarked with that same ghostly smile.

The leftmost guard leaned towards Eden and muttered, “Vogga the Hutt doesn’t do business with just anyone .”

Eden nodded along, feigning to appear impressed. Of course he doesn’t. He said it so definitively, his every syllable drawn out, as if Vogga was the only being to ever handle business with as keen of an eye. Eden tried not to snort and pressed on.

“Didn’t expect such a high-profile Hutt to be here of all places. What, does Vogga not have a cantina of his own or is it under construction or something?”

The cantina was Hutt-inspired, that was for sure, but judging by the clientele it was likely run by the 38th Remnant or someone in their pocket, and the Hutts never did business well with anyone they couldn’t keep beneath their slimy heels.

“Vogga and his family have been patrons of this establishment for generations,” the other guard said, her weapon glinting in the light. “He is as much a facet here as he is all over the sector.”

“I see,” Eden said. “So he’s… philanthropic, let’s say.”

The guards said nothing though the one on the left nodded, likely not knowing what philanthropic even meant, much less that Eden meant it as a joke. Hutts liked to think of themselves as celebrities, each of them a star with their own personal orbit. There were a few on Nal Hutta of a more military mind, though perhaps only because profiteering was such a lucrative business. But it seemed the Vogga was not as unique as he probably imagined himself.

“So… is he one of those Hutts who likes the sound of his own voice, or should I keep things short when I get in there?”

The guards exchanged glances, but said nothing. It was all she needed to know.

Just as the Twi’lek emerged from the cloaked room, Bao-Dur appeared at her back with a slight, satisfied smile on his face. Their eyes met and she simply knew. Mission accomplished.

At least, so far.

“Vogga will see you now,” the steward said, nose upturned. Eden wasn’t sure if this was because of them or the Gammorreans before her. “If you’ll walk this way.”

The Twi’lek and the Gammorreans disappeared into the room beyond, and Eden, Atton, and Bao-Dur each exchanged glances.

“We ready for this?” Atton asked when his eyes met Eden’s, lingering there longest.

You are ready , Kreia answered within her head with measured certainty. Envision your success in your mind and orchestrate the means to make it so.

Eden nodded, first at Atton then at Bao-Dur. They needed no further confirmation, just her unspoken assurance.

It was just like Dxun, only then Eden had done it on purpose. Soldiers were more likely to march to their death if they knew it was worth it. Whether that was true didn’t matter, only that they believed it. 

The difference this time was that she wasn’t sure it was worth it, only that it was too late to worry about it now.


 

3951 BBY, Coruscant
Mission

“It feels wrong being here,” she said despite lounging on the couch. “But I can’t remember the last time I felt so…”

“Comfortable?” Big Z offered.

Mission looked at him sidelong, her arms draped over the back of her seat with something like relish. Then she nodded—emphatically, almost pathetically.

Maker, their apartment is so nice,” she whined, leaning into the cushion and burying her face into the throw pillow next to her. “I’ve never had an apartment. Only a ship, or a cot when I was still living with Griff.”

She could hardly call her childhood with Griff living yet it was something she’d managed to do despite, well, everything about him. 

“Even the Hidden Beks could only afford us a bunk.”

Zaalbar smiled a small smile from across the room, seated in a lounge chair that somehow managed to house his towering frame without forcing him to fold in on himself, as most humanoid furniture did.

“It reminds me a bit of home,” he said wistfully, his voice a soft rumble. “Even the view reminds me of Kashyyyk.”

Mission followed Zaalbar’s gaze out the sliding glass doors to the patio and the landing pad beyond, seeing exactly what he meant. Coruscant may have been the farthest thing from Big Z’s homeworld, but the way the corporate sector glittered from this vantage point, it looked like a sky full of stars, each glittering window a constellation.

“Maybe we should invest in a place like this,” Mission said, sinking further into the couch. “It’s not even a fancy place, all things considered. We’ve probably got the funds.”

Big Z nodded, his mind elsewhere. Likely thinking of home and the life he had before he ever met her. Sometimes the notion of it made her sad, but never for long. He chose her as much as she chose him. They were the best of friends, companions for always. If anything, she tried not to think of what Big Z might do once she inevitably succumbed to old age, if she even made it that long. If any thought made her inconsolable, that was the one.

“So, wanna watch something tonight?” Mission asked, changing the subject before she could get choked up. “We finished everything Carth asked and we probably won’t hear from him ‘til morning, so…”

Big Z said nothing. Instead, his gaze remained fixed at the window, looking wistful. Mission decided not to pry and instead plucked the control receptor wedged between the couch cushions and turned on the holodisplay, absently browsing the available programs in silence. She found a program that seemed mildly entertaining before the display prompted her to re-enter a password since one hadn’t been provided since the system’s last update. She groaned and got up, padding toward the office.

“What is it?” Big Z asked, finally roused from his reverie.

“I need to find a password,” Mission complained as she disappeared into the dark of Carth’s office. Or was it Nevarra’s?

“Don’t we have one?” Big Z asked.

“I canceled our subscription ages ago,” she called back, already maneuvering around the piles of boxes they’d recovered from Khoonda. “When was the last time we even watched anything, Z?”

Zaalbar grumbled from the other room, his resignation muffled as Mission rifled about the room, finding her way to the desk. 

Its surface was littered with boxes and other remnants of Carth’s lonely life over the last six months—piles of unopened junk mail and datapads half-heartedly flashing ads and other nonsense in the din of the room. Mission sighed and opened the top drawer, hoping to find some poorly hidden master list of Carth’s and Nevarra’s holo subscription info. Y’know, like most old people had. Instead, she found a drawer full of paper books. 

She paused, wonder overcoming her. Mission had never seen paper up close before. Her hand froze at the lip of the drawer, arrested at the sight of it. After a held breath, her fingers inched forward, tracing the worn leather of the topmost tome.

Weird.

The feeling was so alien yet so familiar, as if the memory of encountering such a thing were deep buried in her memory. Mission slid the book out from the drawer and opened it.

There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.

Oh, she whispered to herself, the phrases reading familiar. Jedi stuff.

She flipped through the book, spying similar mantras interspersed with diagrams.

Mission placed the book atop the teetering pile of papers and datapads littering the desk and picked up another. She opened it and paused, her blood running cold.

Telos. I recall little, only that it had to be destroyed. I feel only regret now, and an endless ache, but somehow I know it was important that I did this. Vital, even. If only I remembered why.

Mission’s skin prickled, her fingers freezing as the book splayed open in her hands.

Onderon. I know it was important. I saved it for later. The news reaches me now and somehow I feel responsible for it. I don’t know why, but I know it is all my doing. The impression of the blueprint remains in my mind, lingering in the corners of my dreams, but I do not remember the completed picture. The goal eludes me. 

“Mission?” Zaalbar’s voice interrupted at the doorway. 

But Mission said nothing. She couldn’t move.

I remember bits and pieces from the dreams I have and I write down, but even those feel wrong. Fleeting and half-finished.

Mission flipped through the rest of the book, finding that only half of it was written in.

“Mission?” Zaalbar asked again, this time moving closer and placing a careful hand on her shoulder. 

She could only lift the book so he could read it too, her thoughts racing as her eyes lingered on the last page.

It is a sort of phantom pain, these dreams. I cannot tell what is real or wrongly remembered, yet so much of it feels right, Nevarra wrote. And those are the memories that scare me.

Below her last entry were listed planets. Many were crossed out, like Iridonia and Telos, but of the list that remained clear and legible were Onderon, Alderaan, Coruscant. The page was blank beneath, as if Nevarra hoped to fill in the space with further elaboration. Only none came. The remainder of the diary was empty.

“What does it mean?” Zaalbar asked at her back, but Mission only shook her head.

“I’m not sure,” she muttered, her eyes unblinking. “But oddly enough… I think this may be the key to everything.”



Notes:

This might be the most chapters I've posted in a single month. If only I had been this industrious posting chapters for this fic years ago :') oh well... I'm currently playing Death Stranding 2 so there may be a few references to that and Metal Gear (*cough*the name of this chapter*cough*) but like John Wick Chapter 4 and Resident Evil inspiring my writing in 2023, it will not be more than that. Just some fun easter eggs maybe. Speaking of which, idk why I was thinking of One Eyed Jack’s from Twin Peaks when writing about the upper level of the cantina. It just fit the mood, plus I’ve had David Lynch on the brain since his passing. The blue velvet detail was accidental but I realized it as I was revising. Weird how little things like that slip in only for me to notice while editing. It’s fun.
Also, congrats to me for finally having a word processor with a functioning em-dash shortcut so I don't have to lazily use hyphens instead. Huzzah!

Anyways, I feel like I'm flying through this portion of the story because I'd been waiting to get to this point for so long. As much as I want to get to the end-game, most of my kotor-related daydreams centered around the Nar Shaddaa plot and my personal take on it so hopefully the canon-compliant and canon-divergent bits written about here will deliver. I'm trying! But I can't help but think of what Yoda would say about that... welp.

In any case, hope y'all are well, and thanks for reading :)

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