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To the North of Oasis Valley lies a large, abandoned estate. The rooms of this dust-covered estate lie empty, with everything of value sold long ago. Not a single creature has traversed these halls in almost three entire years. Despite the disarray of the Ketsukane Estate, it isn't completely abandoned, however...
To the left of the estate, far behind the house itself, stand two pristine gravestones. One is old and weathered, having been here for quite some time, while the other is smaller... newer.
The first gravestone reads
Chujin Ketsukane
The best of us.
While the smaller gravestone says
Kanako Ketsukane
Loved by many
Gone before her time.
These two gravestones contrast the Ketsukane Estate by being virtually spotless, with fresh flowers lying just in front of the duo's resting places.
Of course, there is one other sight to see at the abandoned estate. To the right of the house, down a well-traveled path, is one last grave...
Clover the Cowboy
A Just soul, kind to a fault
He will be missed.
Despite the harsh climate of the area, a small patch of four leaf clovers can be seen growing around this small gravestone. Unlike the graves of the father-daughter duo, however, Clover's gravestone has visitors today. Many, many visitors.
The first of which is a blue, humanoid bird, who silently sits down in front of the gravestone. She stares at the child's grave morosely, unwilling to break the peaceful silence of the area.
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"...Hey Clover." she finally says after several minutes pass by. "It's been a while, hasn't it?"
"I... I'm sorry that I haven't visited in a while. Life has been hectic lately. I brought something to make up for it though!"
After saying this, Martlet reaches into a satchel slung around her waist, bringing out what appears to be... grass? Several long, thin strings of the stuff soon exit her bag, and before long, are laid down in the patch of clovers.
"Mo said that you loved this stuff." the bird explains. "Knowing your tastes... well, I don't think he was lying. 'Grassy Fries' is what he called them."
She shakes her head, letting out a small chuckle.
"You'd eat just about anything. Ceroba told me that she almost stopped attacking out of pure disbelief when she saw you chow down that gunpowder! Um... speaking of Mo, he funded a brand new statue in the middle of the Wild East! It's right where the old bell used to be. It's... nice. Really well-crated, too. It looks just like you!"
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"I... uh... I met Moray's parents the other day! They mentioned you! Apparently you helped their new foreman find his hardhat? They had a lot of nice things to say about you, even though you didn't know them for very long. That definitely sounds like you, doesn't it? Always helping people... always being kind to others..."
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The wind blows a tumbleweed past her. The silence being the only answer her words will ever have. After a few more seconds, Martlet's shoulders start to shake.
"I... I miss you." she confesses out as tears fill her eyes. "We all miss you. You brought so much joy into our lives, and yet we couldn't do anything to help you. I've said this before, but..."
Martlet's fists clench in anger, and her voice suddenly raises, becoming dangerously close to a shout.
"I shouldn't have let you give your soul up! I should've argued harder! I could've stopped you! I should've! I was right there! I just watched you throw you life away! It's not fair! It's not 'justice!' It's... it's not... you were just a kid! You didn't... I shouldn't have..."
Her grief-stricken words are soon muffled by sobs.
A minute passes by, then 5, then 10...
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...Eventually, the cries die down, and Martlet falls silent. Wiping her eyes, she stands up, looking much more at-peace than she did when she arrived.
"Right... sorry about that. I didn't come here to cry or anything, it just kind of... happened. Um... what to talk about... oh, I know! I've been making a lot of money on commissions recently!"
"As it turns out, people are willing to pay a ton of G to someone who can actually make half-decent items out of wood! It's incredible! One of my most recent orders was this awesome wooden frame for a bed, and get this: they wanted it to look exactly like one of those race-cars you'd see in human movies! It's probably the highest-paying thing I've made yet! Me and Moray are going to pool our funds together and go on a nice, long vacation to celebrate."
"Moray said that they had to beat North Star in a duel to get some time off... but between you and me, I think he went easy on them. I don't think I've ever seen Starlo get out-drawn when he was taking things seriously... er, other than the duel you had with him, but I didn't exactly see that since I was... you know... in jail..."
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"Still, the rest of the Feisty Five said that you beat him pretty handily! According to Ace, his pistol didn't even clear leather before you shot him!"
Martlet shakes her head in disbelief.
"I swear, I don't know how you got so good with that thing. Mooch said that you 'kicked the boss's ass worse than Ceroba ever did.'"
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"It's strange. You must've had a ton of practice, but I barely saw you unholster your gun during our time together, much less shoot it. Ceroba and Starlo said the same thing! Were you that good, even while rusty, or maybe you were practicing in secret...?"
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"I... I suppose I'll never have an answer to that question, huh?"
She goes silent yet again, looking at the child's grave with an unreadable expression on her face.
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Sigh.
"...I only knew you for a few days, but those were some of the most enjoyable days of my life. Meeting you was the best thing that's ever happened to me. Because of you, I quit the Royal Guard and started doing things that I enjoy doing. Because of you, I met so many wonderful people, like Starlo, or Ceroba, or... Moray."
"I just... I just wish you were around to see all the good you've done..."
She trails off, wiping a wing across her face in an attempt to clear the newly-formed tears from her eyes.
"...I'm such a crybaby, aren't I? I'm sorry. I'll... I'll visit again soon. Goodbye for now, Clover."
The former-guard takes off into the sky, leaving the empty grave alone.
...for about 2 minutes.
The familiar jingle of spurs can be heard throughout the area as a star-headed humanoid strolls along the path leading to their deputy's grave.
The poncho wearing, gun toting, 10-gallon-hat-sporting monster eventually comes to a halt in front of the grave. Soon after, his Southern drawl echoes throughout the area.
"Howdy there, Deputy. It's been a while!"
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"I know, I know. I live just down the road, I really should come 'round here more often. I'm sorry for that. Really, I am!"
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"But! Just like Feathers, I've brought you a lil' something to apologize."
North Star reaches into the depths of his poncho, somehow bringing out two mugs of frothy liquid. With a loud laugh, he drops to the ground, holding the first mug up.
"For you, Pardner, I gotcha sommathat Root Beer from Dina's shop. I remember you being very keen on that, what with how much you drank during our fight..."
He pours the contents of the mug onto the patch of clovers, wetting the ground with the drink, before slipping the mug back into his poncho. The Wild East's Sheriff soon turns his attention back to the gravestone, letting the smile fall from his face.
"...But for me, I got some Adult Soda." he mumbles, dropping the accent.
Starlo sweeps his hat off his head, revealing his tear-filled eyes. Without wasting any more words, he takes a long swig from the 'soda' in his hands.
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"Don't worry Kid, this ain't... this isn't going to be a habit. I'm not going through all that again. Today just has me in a mood..."
He takes another drink, taking his time to wet his throat before he resumes speaking.
"I considered bringing some more gunpowder, since I know how much you loved that stuff, but Ceroba was angry enough after last year. Said it 'dirtied the grave' and 'wasn't good for the flowers.' In hindsight, she's probably right..."
He trails off, rubbing the side of his head with a wistful expression.
"Could've been a bit more gentle when she told me, but I probably deserved it... oh, right! I haven't told you yet. Me and her finally made up! It took longer than it should've, I'll admit..." Starlo grimaces at the memory. "I wasn't in a good place at the time, and she... well, she wasn't going to stick up for herself. She still blames herself for what happened. Heck, I think we all blame ourselves when it comes to that..."
"If it wasn't for Ed giving me what for, I'd probably still be at odds with her. He helped me understand that even if Ceroba convinced me and Martlet to... to let you go ahead with your plan, I was the one who let myself get convinced by her. Of course, Ceroba forgave me pretty quickly, said she 'deserved it', but I've been trying to get her to see otherwise since then."
"She's doing a lot better now. She's got me, the posse, Dina... well, she's got a lot of folks to depend on now. I still don't think she's completely moved on from what she did to you and Kanako, but she's learning to forgive herself. You'd be proud of her."
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"The town... it's grown a lot. A lot of people were eager to see where 'that nice human' stayed. It's been good business. Old Blackjack has been making a killing. If I were a good Sheriff, I'd probably have to arrest him, what with him robbing tourists blind. He still complains a lot too, only now it's about how he 'misses getting Root Beer delivered to his door.' He hates the crowds, you see, but I occasionally see him in the saloon when his love for fizzy drinks wins out against his distaste for others."
Starlo drains the mug of the last of its contents, putting it back into the depths of his poncho soon after.
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"We miss ya, Clover. All of us. You meant a lot more to people than I think you knew." he says, barely able to keep his voice steady. "'Till the day I dust, I'll always regret letting you go through with it. I know you wouldn't like that, I know you did it for us... but I just can't help myself. You were... you were just a kid. A kid shouldn't have to feel responsible for his people's mistakes. A kid shouldn't... dammit-- a kid shouldn't have to die because of an unjust law! They should be living their lives free of any violence beyond school-yard scuffles! They should get to grow up surrounded by people who care about them! But because the adults around you can't act right, you didn't get any of that!"
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Just like with Martlet, the only answer Starlo gets is silence.
He sighs as he unsteadily gets to his feet, speaking once more to the gravestone before he heads back home.
"...I'll see ya next year, Clover. I don't know if you had any folks back home, but... I'd consider you family nonetheless."
As the Sheriff of the Wild East walks away, one more liquid joins Starlo's gift in wetting the ground.
Tears.
The child's grave gets many more visitors that day. From a well-dressed posse of 4, to an anxious vampire, and even to a short, wheeled robot, the Ketsukane Estate sees many strange characters, each having had their lives touched in some way by the soul of Justice. After all the guests have left, and the many gifts have been left on the patch of clovers, one more person walks the dirt path, eventually ending up in front of that small, well-kept grave...
"Hello... Clover." the ginger-haired fox says hesitantly. "I know it's a little silly to be talking to an empty grave, especially an empty grave of someone I barely knew, but..."
On one hand, she knows that this isn't Clover. His body is in New Home, and his soul is with Asgore. For all intents and purposes, she's talking to thin air...
Ceroba gives a soft, self-deprecating laugh as she stares at the pile of gifts that litter the area.
"...It's almost like you're here, even more-so than in that jar of Asgore's. And even though you were only around for a few days... for whatever reason, I can't help but feel like I knew you for years. It's strange, isn't it?"
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"...I suppose it doesn't matter. Monsters tend to make friends easily. I don't know why humans would be an exception to that."
She, like most of the visitors before her, sits on the ground in front of the gravestone, pulling a gift of her own out of her robes.
"During our... fight... I noticed that you'd gotten into my fridge. I don't know how you managed to stomach that, given how long it's been in there, but since you liked it so much... well, I made a big dinner tonight, and I had leftovers. So here, kid, enjoy."
Ceroba turns her gift, a bowl of warm corn chowder, upside down, dumping the contents into the patch of clovers.
"Although considering the fact that you enjoy eating gunpowder, packing peanuts, and literal grass... I'm not sure if you liking my cooking so much is a compliment..."
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"...Thank you." Ceroba mumbles out after several minutes of silence. "I know I tell you this everyday, but truly... thank you. You've done so much for us. For Star, for his town. It's almost funny. You were our worst enemy, a genuine, living human, and yet you did more to help us than the Royals ever did. I can't thank you enough, nor can I ever truly apologize for what I did."
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"Sometimes... sometimes I wish that I had succeeded. I wish that I had used your soul to get my little girl back, and I... hate myself for it. You were the kindest person I've ever met. Hell, I'm pretty sure you'd have willingly given me what I wanted if I had just bothered to ask! You were..."
She sighs, staring at the grave with a hint of bitterness.
"Frankly, you were too kind for your own good. I was too caught up in my grief and my respect for you that I had forgotten that you were a child. Just... just like Kanako."
The fox's fists clench with a grip strong enough to shatter stone, causing her claws to dig into her palms. If she had blood, it'd be streaming out by now. Unknowing or uncaring about the wounds she's giving herself, Ceroba carries on.
"The Royal Scientist still refuses to answer my letters. We even got Martlet to have a chat with the Captain of the Royal Guard... all for nothing. I can still feel that Kanako is alive. I know it in my soul, but everything else seems to point to her being dead. And so I... I built a grave for her. I even put it right next to Chujin's. I think she'd like that... being next to her father. Star says he's proud. He says that it isn't my fault, not completely, and that it's good that I'm moving forward... and yet... I still can't help but blame myself."
She takes a deep, shaky breath.
"Because of my mistakes, I've lost two of the kindest, bravest children to ever walk the Underground... and it's hard to live with. I used to consider giving up, as pathetic as that may sound... but since you decided that I deserved to live, I felt like I couldn't throw that away. All I could do was mourn those I've lost, keep their memory alive, and do my best to live, just like you wanted me to."
The grieving fox sighs, staring at the familiar gravestone with a small smile.
"I'm glad I kept going. It took a long time for me to realize it, but... I think I've finally understood something. Just like how I have people in my life that I'd be devastated to lose, there are people who'd be devastated to lose me. Martlet, Axis, Dina... Star..."
She chuckles, wiping her eyes with her sleeves.
"Well, I think I've talked for long enough. I just want you to know that you helped me get out of the darkest point of my life. You... helped me keep going. I don't think I've moved on, and I don't think I ever will, but I know that I can manage now. I know that I can find joy in life, despite everything. Thank you, Clover. I regret not doing more for you, and I always will."
Ceroba rises to her feet, before giving an alarmed look at the patch of clovers growing around the grave.
"Oh hell-- this is even worse than last year!" she groans, seemingly to thin air. "Do you want me to clean it up for you, or...?"
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The fox gets no answer, causing her to let out a small, sad sigh.
"...You know, Clover was really lucky to have a friend like you. I hope that one day, you'll decide that you want to talk to us. I'm sure he'd love it if we became friends."
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Realizing that she won't get any answers, Ceroba walks away from the child's grave, heading down the path that'll lead her back to the Wild East.
After Ceroba leaves, the messy patch of clovers is left alone. All is silent in the area as the wind blows a tumbleweed past the fallen cowboy's grave.
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...but of course, the area isn't really empty, as a tiny, yellow flower soon pops out of the ground... directly in the middle of the gift-covered patch of clovers.
"Ugh! Disgusting!" Flowey mutters, looking around at the flower patch around him. "Those morons do this every time they come here, and I'm sick of it."
Large, green, impossibly-thick roots erupt from the ground, piercing the larger, more solid gifts, and dragging them beneath the dirt. While the gigantic roots do their work, the flower fires minuscule pellets of magic at the gifts too small for the roots to clean up, ranting the entire time.
"Idiots! As if talking to an empty grave and dumping all of their worries to the wind wasn't enough, they just had to go and dump their garbage all over MY flowers. And they have the gall to act like they're giving Clover gifts! Here's an idea for a gift: Don't let a child kill themselves for you! That would've been a fantastic present for Clover! But since you just had to let it happen, do you decide to own up to your mistakes and face reality? No! Of course not! Instead, you use the grave you built for him to ease your guilt!"
His voice twists, becoming a scarily-accurate imitation of Ceroba and Starlo.
"Oh, poor little Clover died! Boohoo! If only we could've done something! I know that every single one of us has tried to kill him before, but... but we felt bad about it! We're his friends, even though we've known him for less than a week, so we should do something special for him!"
"Well shucks Ceroba, what would that be?"
"We should build a grave for him in my backyard! We don't have his body, and his soul is with Asgore, but we can just pretend like he's right here with us, because it feels like he is! Who cares if we could visit his actual resting place, it's better to vent here, in front of this empty grave!"
Flowey's voice shifts back into its usual tone.
"Pathetic. If you really were his 'friends', you'd accept that you were responsible for his death. You wouldn't hide behind claims that I wasn't in my right mind! or that Ceroba just knocked us out! We weren't thinking straight! They're all so... so predictable. Even you were, at the end... well, for the most part..."
The flower thinks back to the many, many... many runs he's seen Clover go through. The fights, the deaths, the strange eating habits...
"Gosh, even if you were predictable... I can't say that you were exactly boring. Unlike your so called 'friends', watching you fumble around was enjoyable once I finally got you to leave the ruins... and I suppose I didn't completely hate your most recent run up until the big sacrifice..."
The flower goes silent, staring at Clover's grave with a nostalgic expression on his face.
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"Heh... HAHAHAHAHA! 'Sacrifice!' What a joke!" Flowey mocks as he turns away from the gravestone. "You've always been a little messed up. Maybe that's why I liked you so much! All it took was a sad story from a lady you had known for a few days, and suddenly you're willing to die just to feel like you were worth something. Just to feel like you were able to be helpful for a change!"
"Golly, I could go on and on about how pathetic your friends are, but you? You're much worse than them. There's nothing more pitiful than someone who sacrifices themselves for nothing, and you did sacrifice yourself for nothing! The next human still hasn't fallen into the Underground, and who knows how long it'll take for them to find their way down here? And do you know what the best part is? You weren't even aware of Asgore's plan to wipe out all the humans! Nobody thought to tell you! Bringing justice without knowing the full story? I have to say, Clover, that sounds just like you! Instead of living a nice, quiet life down here, or, better yet, actually completing your mission and bringing Asgore to justice, you took the easy way out. Hilarious! Hahahahaha! Hahahaha... haha... ha..."
The flower's wicked laughter soon dies down as he becomes lost in thought.
"...Of course, the only time you made it to him, you weren't able to actually win. Heck, you weren't really fighting back at all! Killing that crazy fox lady sure did take a toll on you, huh? I mean, sure, I could have found a way to get you to Asgore without killing her, but..."
Flowey turns back to Clover's gravestone, falling silent for quite some time...
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"...I don't really like seeing you two fight." he finally mutters, almost unwillingly.
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"Ugh, forget it... I don't even know why I'm hesitating so much. It wouldn't be the first time I've done this."
The flower scowls, launching a barrage of "friendliness pellets" at the gravestone.
"The last three years have been miserable. I've done everything worth doing, and many things that weren't worth doing, and nothing has been able to really entertain me... well, nothing besides that skeleton, but even then, he isn't half as amusing as you were. Even though you were too blinded by your weird desire to bring 'justice' to really let loose, having you around to mess with was far more enjoyable than waiting God-knows-how-long for the final human to drop down here!"
Flowey suddenly freezes in place, halting his assault on the ruined gravestone as a wicked, warped smile appears on his face.
"Actually... that gives me an idea..."
"Clover was blinded by his 'mission', but gave up on it in most runs regardless. What if... what if I were to blind him in another way...?"
Flowey stares into space sporting the largest grin he's had in years as his twisted mind mulls over this new idea.
"Haha... it's so obvious now! I can't believe that I haven't thought of this before! Making Mr. Sharpshooter run across the Underground without actually being able to see what he's shooting... that's genius! Oh man, he'll die so many times. And if he's blind, then maybe his so called 'friends' will actually take the time to realize that he's not just a human, but a human child! They'd never let him go through with his 'sacrifice!' Either they help him deal with Asgore when the two inevitably fight, or Asgore kills a helpless, blind child, then has to deal with their grieving friends! That'd crush him! Stealing the souls would be far, far easier if the old goat is too lost in self pity to stop me!"
"Hahaha... HAHAHA! Oh golly, maybe those friends of yours have a point, Clover." he laughs, facing the ruined gravestone with a gleeful expression. "Talking to 'you' has really helped me out! I'll see you soon, friend!"
Far away, in the depths of King Asgore's castle, a small, yellow soul trembles. Whether it be in fear, or in rage... only Clover can say for sure.
Notes:
Rough timeline for resets.
1: Clover falls into the underground.
2: After many runs, the events of Undertale Yellow play out. Clover's first actual Undertale Yellow playthrough ends up being a neutral run.
3: Flowey resets, Clover does a bunch more neutral runs, eventually ends up getting the True Pacifist ending.
4: Flowey immediately goes back on his word to 'let Clover rest' and resets until Clover gets the Flawed Pacifist ending.
5: More resets, more runs, Clover finally gets another True Pacifist run, and Flowey decides to leave Clover alone... for about three years. Story starts here.
Chapter 2: An unremarkable village
Notes:
I fucking LOVE comically evil characters. I want to include them in ALL OF MY WORKS.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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In the largest, most important country on the planet, there are many areas of interest... but there are just as many areas where virtually nothing happens. In the smallest, most out-of-the-way of these areas sits a tiny, quiet village. No tourists would willingly visit this place, nor would anyone seeking grand opportunities stay here. The only things of note in this village are rich, retired tycoons, the old stories of the village, and the mountain where these stories take place.
The most famous story from this quiet town is, of course, the Legend of the Monsters.
According to the stories, long ago, two races ruled over Earth: Humans and Monsters. One day, war broke out between the two races.
After a long battle, the humans were victorious. 7 of the strongest wizards known to humanity sealed the monsters underground with a powerful magic spell, one which the monsters would never be able to escape from...
Or at least, not without outside intervention.
Many children have gone missing in this small village. Most assumed that the usual reasons, such as hunger, the cold, or wild animals, were responsible for these children's disappearances. Indeed, that may be the case for most of them... but some of these children had perished to a fearsome foe...
Although monsters cannot exit their prison, it is said that humans can enter it through a cave at the top of the mountain. When the only thing of note in this small village is the mountain above the monsters' prison, it only makes sense that foolish, naive children would stumble into the place where the monsters are trapped.
Monsters aren't ones to forget a grudge, the legends say, so any human that manages to find themselves in the prison of the monsters perishes, murdered by the beasts trapped below the mountain, with no mercy or remorse being shown. Not even the youngest child would be safe from their sadistic wrath.
Most people in this village would consider these tales to be nothing but stories used to frighten disobedient children... that is, until a monster forced their way out of the mountain and attacked the village...
The oldest members of the village were barely adults when it happened, but each and every one of them remember it as the most terrifying-- and exciting-- day of their lives.
They say that a terrible, fanged monster, almost demonic in its goat-like appearance, carried the corpse of the child they'd murdered into the village, parading it around the place until they finally arrived in the center of town. Then the beast stood there, staring at the villagers with what can only be described as hatred. No matter how many times the villagers attacked, or how injured the creature seemed to be, it never made a move on them, as if taunting the humans... as if letting them know just how powerless they were before it. After it had its fun, the monster picked up the nameless child's corpse, then silently walked back to Mt. Ebott.
The stories say that the monster devoured the human's soul. Then, once it went back to its prison, it devoured the body as well, leaving no trace of that nameless child beyond the villagers' memories of their corpse.
If there's one positive thing that had come from the sadistic creature's attack, it's that the adults in the village became far more overprotective. Even the street urchins, for once in their lives, were cared for by the people around them. The village, for the first time ever, was united. Not because of a sense of compassion or any feelings of comradery between fellow humans... but because the villagers feared what would happen if the monster consumed another soul. After all, it had become so powerful after eating a single child's soul. Who knows what it would do if it got its hands on another? Maybe... maybe they'd even destroy the spell keeping their race trapped beneath Mt. Ebott! It'd be the end of the world as they knew it!
And so the villagers, fearful as they were, stepped into what can only be called a golden age for them. Every member of the village was taken care of. The urchins no longer froze to death, or succumbed to starvation, and they even managed to avoid being dragged away by wild animals! Every member of the village, from the wealthiest tycoons, to the poorest farmers, took care of one another, vowing never to let the beasts below the mountain free...
But of course, no good things can last forever.
One day, in the darkest hour of the night, the Chief of the village howled out in a thunderous voice, awakening every man, woman, and child. The fighters of the village rushed to the Chief's estate... only to find him collapsed on the floor, covered in blood as he cried his heart out.
According to the Chief, the monster that had appeared in the village dozens of years ago had returned, murdering his child in front of him. The Chief attempted to fight back, to rescue his child's corpse... but the monster was simply too powerful, consuming the evidence before his very eyes.
The monster, he said, had grown hungry. It had grown to enjoy the taste of humans, and eventually decided to seek more out. Unless the villagers managed to appease it somehow... it would return every five years, taking more and more humans each time it returned.
The village was shocked. The people inside it were terrified. They had hoped that... maybe they did, somehow, do enough damage to prevent the monster from returning. In that single night, all of their hopes were dashed. Nobody, not even the Chief, had the faintest idea of what to do... until one villager, who would go on to become the next Chief, made a suggestion...
"We can't stop the fiend!" she argued. "Even with our best efforts, it still walked away without a care in the world when it first came here! We have no choice but to agree to its demands! I propose that, every half a decade, we send one of the urchins in the street up Mt. Ebott. It isn't like they'll be missed, and with this, at least they can be useful!"
To say that the surrounding villagers were revolted would be an understatement. Many of them had been orphans in the street at one point, and all of them had helped in taking care of the current urchins. Even though most weren't adopted... the villagers had become close enough to them to feel disgusted by the idea of sacrificing them. Just when things were about to come to a head, the Chief spoke out.
"...Everything is as she says. We can't hope to defeat the monster, and nobody outside of the village would believe us. I fear that her suggestion is our best, and only, hope at survival."
"But Chief!" the villagers protested. "They're like our flesh and blood! That monster has taken enough from us already, and you propose that we just give them even more children?!"
"They may be like your flesh and blood, but don't forget that they aren't." the Chief said, silencing the villagers around him. "We've given so much to those urchins, and yet what do most of them do? They leave to find 'better opportunities' as soon as they're old enough. They leave us to deal with the monsters trapped beneath Ebott. I know that some of you used to be urchins, and from the bottom of my heart, I appreciate that you stayed to help us... but isn't that what should be expected? We feed you, we clothe you, we give you shelter in heavy weather... it's only fair that you stay and help us, no? But despite this, the majority of the urchins leave. That's how it's always been, and I reckon that's how it'll always be."
"I say that we spend too much time and resources on them already. If most of them are going to leave... why not let some of them be useful? How many of them died on the streets before we started taking care of them?! It was certainly more than one every five years! This is the best thing we can do for our village!"
"That's... to sacrifice children... I don't-- a farmer muttered, before being cut off by the Chief.
"There is something that all of you seem to have forgotten in your misguided pity." he said, voice deadly serious. "If we don't give the monster what it wants... it will be back, and it won't settle for mere orphans. Maybe it'll kill you, or your children, or even your grandchildren... but it will kill someone's family. Why put in so much effort, risk so much, for nothing but pain?!"
"..."
Whatever faint feelings of closeness the villagers had with the urchins on the street died out when faced with the cold truth of reality. From that day on, the orphans were given just enough to survive, but were treated no kinder than that... discounting, of course, the urchins who would be sacrificed.
It was obvious to everyone who would be chosen. In the months leading up to it, certain children would be treated far better than they had ever been before. From the baker giving them free sweets, to the villagers voting on someone to house them... everyone could tell who would walk the path to Mt. Ebott. Some of the urchins thought to run, but with the village being the only safe place within dozens of miles, where could they run to? Eventually, the sacrifices were forced to accept their fate, and at the end of the year, when everyone should be celebrating the Winter holidays, these children marched up Mt. Ebott, never to be seen again... or at least, they were supposed to never be seen again.
More often than not, the bodies would be found at a later date, looking as if a wild animal had torn them apart. The villagers chalked this up to the monster being its usual sadistic self and leaving the corpse behind for the village to bury. After many years of this, the graveyard outside town was expanded, having one area filled with nothing but small tombstones...
This is where the sacrifices were buried, and it is where the future sacrifices will be buried, should their body be left behind by the monster.
The Legend of the Monsters is a sad, grim tale. It has expanded for many years, and will expand for many more, never knowing an end until the village gets proof that the monster is satisfied... or until it is finally brought to Justice.
August 6th, 20XX
In a large, well-lit house on the outskirts of the village near Mt. Ebott, two children can be seen talking to one another. The first is clean, comfortable, and blatantly younger than the other child, only appearing to be around 6 or 7 years old, while the second child contrasts them by being positively filthy, as if they hadn't had a good shower since the last time it rained, and being about 4 years older than their companion. On top of that, their ribs visibly stick out against their shirt, which, surprisingly, is almost spotless. It's apparent that the clothes they're wearing are new, or close to it, and they've taken great lengths to keep them from becoming as dirty as they are. As they listen to the other child speak, they rub the top of their head, as if regretting that they aren't wearing a hat...
The first child, who's dressed in a blue-and-purple sweater, stares at their older sibling in confusion.
"W-What do you mean I won't have to go? Isn't that why everyone is nice to me?"
The older child hesitates, as if unsure of what to say.
"...It's complicated." he finally gets out, causing the sweater-wearing kid to tilt their head.
"Nuh-uh! All the other kids told me that if the adults are nice, it means I'm going up the mountain, or I'm getting adopted! I already asked the grown ups, and they said I'm not getting adopted... so... sniff... you're lying to me?"
"Nonono! I'm not lying!" the dirt-covered child quickly says as he sees tears form in the other kid's eyes. "I just... give me an hour or two to finish cleaning, ok? The Chief is gonna be home soon, and the only reason she's let me inside is because she's paying me to clean. If the place isn't spotless when she gets back, then she'll be... really unhappy... and then I'm probably not gonna get to bring everyone a big meal tonight, y'know?"
'And she'll probably take it out on you, after I leave.' he adds silently.
"So just let me finish up here and then I'll have time to play and answer all your questions. That sound fair?"
"Well... sniff... I don't know... sniff..."
"I'll tell you what! I know that the Chief has a VCR somewhere around here. How about you hook it up to her TV, and then I'll play one of my movies for you?"
"Deal!" the younger child immediately shouts, causing the other kid to blink in surprise.
"Did I... did I just get played?" he mutters, shaking his head in disbelief. "Now, where'dya learn to do that?"
"Hehehe... big bro Alex told me it'd work. Don't tell them I told you though! I wasn't supposed to say who told me."
Immediately after saying this, the young child waddles off to find the VCR player, leaving the older kid alone...
'At least that'll keep em from asking questions for a while... at least until after I talk to the Chief...'
Sighing to himself, the 11 year old continues to busy himself with cleaning the house. The only breaks he takes are to put a movie on for his young companion and to take the rest of his outfit out of the village Chief's laundry dryer.
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Eventually, night falls upon the village, and the jingle of keys can be heard outside the door of the Chief's massive house. The door opens, revealing what must be the meanest woman this side of the world.
Her skin is wrinkled, a sign of her obvious age, and she is dressed in clothes far finer than you'd expect to see in a backwards, child-sacrificing village located in the middle of nowhere. Her hair is stuck up in a bun, with a single, expensive-looking pin keeping it together. She peers around the house with a critical eye, almost as if looking for something to complain about...
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"Tch. At least you're good for something." she scoffs, gliding past the filthy child without sparing him a second glance. "Where is she? The other child?"
"They are in one of your side rooms, probably sleeping by now." he says, spite evident in his voice. "And they have a name. The least you could do is call them that, considering you're the one who got tasked with taking care of them for the next few months."
The Chief grits her teeth, raising a hand towards the back-talking child, before lowering it when he flinches backwards. A smile comes to her lips at the scene.
"Go and get your 'payment' from the pantry, then get the hell out of my house. No matter how clean you may have made these floors, they're getting dirtier and dirtier the longer you stand on them."
With this, she turns her back on the dirty urchin, walking towards her room with a small smile on her face... which quickly fades, as she feels a surprisingly-strong hand grip her shoulder.
"Hold on for a second. We still need to talk."
Without a second thought, the Chief sharply turns around, slapping the child across the face, palm first.
"Don't touch me, you filthy little bastard." she swears, watching with no small sense of satisfaction as he stumbles backwards. But, much to her surprise, he continues to speak as if nothing had happened, ignoring the hand-print across his cheek.
"You can spare 5 minutes." he says stubbornly. "And I ain't leaving until you hear me out. It'll be a lot more troublesome for you if ya have to call the police, won't it?"
"..."
She stares into the eyes of the small, stubborn kid with an annoyed expression on her face. After several seconds, she blinks, looking away from him with a scoff.
"Fine. What is it? I'll be telling the police about this either way, just so you know, but it can wait until morning."
"It's about the big 'sacrifice' that y'all are planning in a few months. I can't let... I won't let you send them down there... but I also don't think that I can physically stop y'all..."
"Then why, exactly, are we having this conversation?" she asks, exasperated. "You know that we won't change our minds. It has to happen... unless..."
A wide, hopeful grin suddenly blooms onto the Chief's face.
"You aren't planning on replacing her, are you?! Please tell me that's what you're going to do!"
"...That's right."
She opens her mouth with an expression of pure joy on her face, but is interrupted before she can speak.
"Now hold your horses! You ain't off the hook yet. Just because I'm planning on going doesn't mean that... that you can just kick your current 'sacrifice' back onto the streets... not until a few more months have passed, anyways."
"What do you--"
"The village voted you to take care of them until the end of Winter, when they're supposed to march up Mt. Ebott. If I go up there, you'd have your big sacrifice, but you'd also have to take care of them until I leave since Winter hasn't passed yet."
"...That's true." she admits. "But it doesn't mean that I have to make their stay pleasant."
"But you will." he says, full of confidence.
"And why's that?"
"Because I'll leave tomorrow if you treat 'em kindly until Winter is over."
"..."
"..."
"HA! Hahahahaha!"
The Chief doubles over in laughter, acting as if she's just heard the funniest joke in the world.
"Oh lordy, you kids sure are naive, huh? You think I hate you that much?"
"What--"
"God, I haven't laughed that hard in a while. You know what? Fine! I'll let her stay here for a few more months, and I'll even be nice to her, just because I want you gone that much!" she mocks, voice dripping with sarcasm. "I'm going to let you, a random street urchin who pisses me off sometimes, dictate what I will or will not do!"
"..."
Her tone shifts, suddenly becoming serious.
"As soon as Winter is over, she's out of the house, and no matter when you leave, I'll treat her how I please. Now get out of my house, or I really will call the police."
"I thought... I thought that'd work..."
In a dark, dirty alleyway, a small, strangely-dressed child can be seen clenching their knees to their chest as they do their best to fight back tears.
"But... but she's so mean to me... wouldn't she want me gone sooner? Ain't that a good deal for her...?"
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"If... sniff... if Melody were here, she'd know what to do..." he mumbles, unable to stop the tears from falling down his face.
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Suddenly, he gets the strangest sense of deja vu... as if he's been in this exact position before...
The child quickly straightens his posture, wiping his tears away with the bandana wrapped around his neck. Just seconds after he does this, he spots a familiar figure walk up to the entrance of the alleyway.
"Um... big bro Clover? You still... yawn... you still didn't answer my questions like you promised." a tired, sweater-clad child says, waddling up to him. As they approach, Clover lowers the brim of his old, raggedy hat, using it to hide his eyes. In a steady, calm voice, he answers them.
"Frisk, ain't it about time you get to bed? You're only gonna get to stay there for a few more months, so you should take advantage of the comfy place while you can."
The young child grunts, sitting down on the ground next to him.
"You promised!"
"I... sigh... fine. I'm only gonna tell you this once, you hear? So you better listen closely."
"Ok!"
They lean their head against Clover's shoulder, nodding off slightly as they listen to him speak.
"So... um... you remember what all the older kids used to say about big bro Felix?"
"Mhm."
"You remember how he wasn't supposed to go up Mt. Ebott, but he did it anyways so someone else wouldn't have to? And you remember how all the adults apparently had to give his portion of food away after he left?"
"Mhm..."
"Well, I plan to do the same thing. Y'all could do with some more gruel." he admits.
"What?!" Frisk screeches, causing Clover to flinch away as the younger child shoots to their feet. "You can't do that! Don't do that! You're gonna... and then I'm gonna..."
Yet again, tears begin to form in Frisk's eyes, but unlike last time, Clover stays strong, ignoring their crying.
"I'll be fine, don't you worry. I'm gonna go down there, rescue all the other kids, and then I'm gonna bring justice to that mean old monster."
"But the adults said--"
"The adults didn't have a gun when it first arrived. Me? Well... a cowboy always wears their iron, don't they?"
Clover proudly pats his holster, grinning at Frisk with false confidence.
'Of course, it's a BB gun... but they don't need to know that.'
"But..."
"Come on now, I promise I'll be back."
"Um... I don't know... are you lying to me...?"
"When have I ever lied to you, Frisk? You gotta trust your big brother. I wouldn't say this if I wasn't confident that I'd be able to do it."
"I... yawn... ok... I believe you..."
The small cowboy sighs with relief, silently apologizing for the white-lie he's telling.
"Let's get you to bed, okay? I know you're worried, but I'll be fine. I always am."
Clover lifts the smaller child into his arms, walking back to the Chief's house as he speaks.
"Now, things are gonna be a lot rougher on you, and I'm sorry about that. She's... well, she's a mean old Hag, and she's probably gonna be meaner to you once I'm gone. Big sis Sammy knows where I keep my stash, and if you save a bunch of the food you're gonna get at the Chief's house, it'll last you a long time once you're back on the streets. Sammy is gonna be getting my portions for the next few months while I'm gone, so she's already agreed to take care of you. Just listen to her, keep your head down, and before you know it, I'll be back, and you won't have to worry about the adults bullying you no more."
"..."
"If I'm not back by the time you're an adult, then I'm probably stuck in a really fierce battle, but I won't need any help, and I might get distracted if you suddenly show up. Just work until you can afford to leave this town, and it'll all be ok. I'll meet up with you after that."
"..."
"You asleep?"
"Mmmmno."
Clover chuckles as he continues to carry Frisk back to the Chief's house.
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"Yawn... love you Clover..."
The little cowboy's throat goes dry when these words reach his ears. For a brief second, he considers throwing away his plan... for a second, he considers finding someone, anyone else to jump into Mt. Ebott for him and his little sibling...
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...but despite how much he wants to, he knows he can't.
"...Love you too, Frisk." he chokes out, unable to keep his voice from faltering.
He needs to do this. If it isn't him, it'll be Frisk, or some other child.
The world isn't just. It never has been... but in that moment, Clover made one more promise... one which he intends to keep with all his soul.
If this world isn't just, then he'll have to make it just.
August 7th, 20XX
It's a beautiful day today. Birds are singing, flowers are blooming, and on this day, one small child makes the trek to Hell.
This child, who can't be older than 11, is clad in the sort of clothes you'd expect to see in an old-timey Western film. A nice, well-kept vest is worn over his patch-covered brown shirt, while his belt sports an almost comically large belt buckle. Comically large for him, of course, given that it's the sort of buckle you'd expect to see on an adult's belt, rather than a child's. Wrapped around his neck is a yellow bandana covered in blue dots. Although it's seen obvious use, it isn't anywhere near as old or worn as his hat, which is almost falling apart. At his side is an old holster containing a small, toy gun. Despite all of this, his outfit is almost spotlessly clean, as if he takes far more care of it than his own body... which just so happens to be the exact opposite of spotless.
After taking a few seconds to make sure he has everything he needs, the child begins his long journey...
Ignoring the stares of those in the village, some pitying, some scornful, he silently walks the well-traveled path toward Mt. Ebott.
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This child would never return here again. Despite all of his best efforts, despite all of the struggles he would face, and despite all the friends he'd make, he would have no choice but to break his promise to his younger sibling.
Notes:
Just to be clear, Clover and Frisk are not biological siblings. Clover just kinda... adopted them when they were a baby.
Chapter 3: Flowey the Flower
Chapter Text
On Mt. Ebott, about halfway up the mountain, there is a small, out of the way cave. The goal of every child sent by the village should be to reach this cave... but, unknown to the villagers, only 6 humans have ever made it here.
As Clover comes to a halt in front of this cave, that number changes to 7. With a heavy heart (and no small amount of fear), the 11 year old walks inside the cave, silently bracing himself to find the wicked monster that murdered so many children...
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...and yet, much to his relief, he doesn't find any monsters, nor does he find any wild animals. Nothing in the cave will harm the child, which should cause him joy... except there is one thing in the cave that does worry him.
The cave, if it can even be called that given that most of the ceiling is open to the sun, has a single massive hole in the middle of the room. Roots can be seen on the walls of this hole, giving an eerie feeling... almost like something is attempting to crawl out of it.
Clover stares at this hole with an anxious expression on his face, unable to stop his mind from wondering about the horrors it contains. His hands tremble, and for a second, he wants to back out. He considers running away, finding some way to escape into the wilderness. After all, he's a smart kid. He's really tough, too! If anyone could survive in the wild, it's him!
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Clover reaches into the pocket of his vest, bringing out an old, wrinkled piece of paper. In big, bold letters, the paper reads:
Missing
And below that are the pictures of five children, each of whom are sacrifices who's bodies were never found.
If one were to look closely, they'd notice that the missing poster was created by an amateur... or a hopeful, justice-seeking child.
Patty: Younger girl, around 8 years old. Blonde hair, light blue eyes. Wears a red ribbon.
Felix: 13 year old boy. Orange eyes, gap in teeth, and blonde hair. Wears a cool orange bandana with abs on it.
Percy: 11 year old kid. Purple eyes, brown hair. Wears glasses and carries around a notebook.
Hope: 10 year old boy. Green eyes, light brown skin, black hair. Wears a cooking apron. May have a frying pan.
Melody: 12 year old girl. Blue eyes, darker skin tone than Hope, black hair. Wears a ballerina outfit.
The tiny cowboy looks at the poster in his hands intensely, slowly but surely calming his breathing down. After several long, silent minutes, he folds the paper back up, putting it into his vest.
Without any further hesitation, Clover leaps into the dark, scary-looking hole.
In the darkest, most-abandoned area of the Underground, one can find the Ruins. Every human that has fallen into the Underground was forced to go through the Ruins, and eventually, the few monsters living there grew to understand why that is. The furthest corner of the Ruins is a dead end, but unlike what you'd expect, this corner is one of the most important--and unique-- places in the Underground.
You see, this dead end area has sunlight. There is only one other place in the entire Underground that the sun can poke through, which is the area behind Asgore's Throne Room, but even then, it's muted by the Barrier.
The sun in the Ruins shines through a single small hole in the ceiling, but despite how rare this scene is, no monsters dare to linger around. At most, they'll occasionally visit the area to watch it from a distance, but they refuse to get close enough for the sun to shine on them.
As to why they don't go into the sun... it's because of respect.
In that small area where the sun reaches the Underground, a patch of golden flowers bloom, nourished by the sunlight. Underneath that patch of flowers rests the object of the monsters' respect...
Chara Dreemurr, the second child of the King and Queen, is buried beneath these flowers. No monster that lives in the Ruins would disgrace them by disturbing their resting place... but today, an unfamiliar scene greets the eyes of the monsters living in the Ruins, as there is someone laying atop that patch of flowers...
...and they aren't a monster.
"Urgh..."
A quiet, pained voice can be heard from the bed of yellow flowers as a small, weirdly-dressed child pushes themselves off the floor.
"Owie..." he mutters as he finally gets to his feet, before taking a good, long look at his surroundings.
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"This ain't really... that scary...? All the adults said it'd be a lot more... hellish..."
Clover walks away from the flowers, heading down the only route available to him, a strangely clean stone hallway. At the end of this strange hallway lies an intimidating entryway carved into the stone. After taking a few seconds to appreciate the masterpiece before his eyes, Clover continues onward, coming across... a dark, almost completely empty room.
To his bewilderment, a patch of well-kept grass grows in the center of the room, with light that he'd swear was sunlight shining down upon it, and yet when he cranes his neck up to look for where the light is coming from, all he sees is darkness...
Before his mind can think up an explanation for this phenomenon, the world slows down, and a tiny, yellow soul appears in front of his chest. As if on instinct, he jumps backwards, drawing his pistol from his holster as he rapidly backpedals, eyes frantically searching the room for the cause of this. He doesn't have to search for long, as the object of his fear soon hops into sight.
In front of the small cowboy squats what must be the largest frog he's ever seen. The creature is completely colorless, and is almost as tall as Clover himself. It stares at him with blatant hostility, causing his hands to tremble slightly.
"S-Stay back!" he shouts, leveling his pistol at the monster.
"Croak." it replies, advancing towards him menacingly.
Clover's fingers find the trigger of his small gun... and yet, for reasons that escape him, he hesitates to pull the trigger...
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...Just before he can bring himself to fire upon the frog, the monster halts in place, staring at a space behind Clover with what can only be an embarrassed expression, like a child caught with their hand in the cookie jar. As the small human stares at it in confusion, the frog-like monster skulks away with its head hung low...
"What--"
"Ah! Hello! Are you alright?" a voice calls out behind him, causing the cowboy to whirl around in a panic.
Standing before him is the very monster from his nightmares. A tall, goat-like monster, with fangs obvious every time they open their mouth to speak. The monster is clad in a purple dress, with a red scarf wrapped around their neck, contrasting the frightening image Clover had made in his head.
"You must be wondering what is going on... I am Toriel, the caretaker of the--"
Before Toriel can finish her sentence, Clover's fingers pull the trigger, sending a BB spiraling towards the large monster...
...but, rather than be hit, she tilts her head to the side, easily dodging the attack.
"Calm yourself, my child. I'm not going to hurt you. There is nothing to fear from me."
Clover's hands shake as her kind words reach his ears.
"Who... who're you?" he asks, lowering his gun slightly.
"My name is Toriel." she repeats patiently. "I am the caretaker of the Ruins, the place where you are now. I understand that you're frightened, little one, but I have no desire to harm you."
"..."
Despite everything he's been taught in the village, despite basic logic demanding that he keep his guard up... for some reason, he can't help but trust the monster before him. For a brief second, he imagines that she's using some evil sort of monster magic to manipulate his mind... but he denies the thought as soon as he has it. He slowly lowers his gun, eyeing Toriel in case she tries anything.
"You don't? But ain't you... ain't you the monster the village is all scared of? The one that... that killed those kids?"
For a brief second, the smile falls from Toriel's face, becoming replaced by a look of pained grief... but when Clover blinks, the look is gone.
"That was not me, my child... and your village has made a misunderstanding, one which I fear is the cause of your current predicament. Come, follow me. I'll guide your through the Ruins until we reach my home. I'll... I'll explain as we walk."
The goat-like monster walks in front of Clover, waiting for him to follow before she continues. After several seconds on hesitation, the small cowboy relents, trailing behind Toriel with an uncertain look upon his face.
She leads him through several strange, purple-colored rooms, talking as they go along.
"The Ruins are full of dangerous puzzles... dangerous for a human, that is."
Clover tilts his head to the side, unsure of what she means.
"Ah, I explained that poorly! Uh... I suppose it wouldn't be inaccurate to say that monsters aren't likely to get hurt by accident."
"Our attacks are almost always magical in nature, just like our bodies. The attacks of monsters are based on the intent to harm, and as a bonus to our magical nature, we're less likely to suffer injuries from physical objects, such as the traps scattered throughout the Ruins... but although we won't get hurt much by physical objects... physical attacks are far more deadly to us than they are to humans. The intent to harm combined with a physical object..."
"..."
"Well, I suppose I'll just skip the rest of the explanation. Suffice to say, the puzzles and traps in the Ruins can harm you. Don't wander, please, as although none of the monsters here want to hurt you, accidents can happen."
"But then why'd that frog monster attack me earlier? You stopped them before they could do anything... but they looked like they were gonna hurt me."
"I apologize for them. They were angry because they thought you were... disrespectful..." she frowns for a second, before plastering a false smile back onto her face. "They planned to tell you off with their magic, I imagine. Monsters cannot hurt each other with our magic unless we want to, so we tend to use it a lot more liberally than what would be wise. If their magic hit another monster, it'd be like a light scolding, but since you humans have physical bodies..."
"Oh..."
"Many monsters greet new friends with their magic as a way to bond easier. If someone does attack you, stall for time. I'll be there to sort them out shortly."
"Ok..."
The nervous child continues to follow Toriel, waddling after her in scared silence as she leads them through the Ruins...
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Eventually, after Toriel shows him how to complete the first puzzle they come across, Clover musters the courage to speak.
"Um... Miss Toriel... earlier you said that ya'd explain the misunderstanding the village has? But we've been walking for a few minutes now, and... well... you haven't..."
His monstrous companion sighs to herself, as if she was expecting this.
"Yes, I was hoping to delay the explanation until we get home, but if you want to know, I'll tell you now..."
Clover nods, showing that he wants to hear it now. Upon seeing this, Toriel frowns, but obliges him anyways.
"I'm sure you're aware that you aren't the first human to fall down here. There have been six more before you." she begins in a cold, even tone. "The first to fall here was a young, frightened child named Chara. They... they had met Prince Asriel, the son of the King and Queen of the Underground, when they first fell down. Asriel was around the same age as this child, and so they quickly became friends. Asriel offered to let Chara stay with them as they had nowhere to go, and the human accepted their new friend's offer. Not long after, the Royal Family adopted them as their own child."
She falls silent at this, as if remembering something unpleasant...
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"...The entire Underground loved the two siblings. For the first time in years, we had hope that things would be alright... but it didn't last. After a few years, Chara grew sick. Nobody knew how to help them... and so they died..."
Unseen by Clover, Toriel clenches her fists.
"Do you know why the humans started a war with us to begin with?" she suddenly asks.
"...No ma'am." he answers, regretting his prodding.
"It's because when a human dies, they leave their soul behind. If a monster were to absorb this soul, they would grow far more powerful than any creature on Earth."
"The humans feared us, so they destroyed us, locking the survivors down here. The only way to escape the Barrier they have sealed us under is by gathering enough power to destroy it, or by having a sufficiently powerful creature pass through the Barrier. 7 human souls are needed to destroy the Barrier... while only one, combined with a monster's soul, is needed to pass through it."
As Toriel speaks, the duo enter another room, this one much larger than any of the rooms they've been in. To the right of the door they walked through are several small streams, each having a wooden platform on top to act as bridges. As they walk, Toriel gestures at a small switch, which is surrounded by yellow arrows painted onto the wall.
"I marked the switches that you'll need to flip before we can continue..."
Clover silently walks to the switch, ignoring the pit in his stomach as he flips it.
Click.
After he does, Toriel continues her story.
"The last wish Chara had was to be buried among the flowers of their village, so when they died... Prince Asriel absorbed their soul, grabbed their body, and went through the Barrier. Absorbing their soul... it changed him. It caused him to grow from a small, innocent child, to a tall, fearsome monster. I can understand why your village reacted the way they did."
The two continue on, each word that the child hears causing him to feel even worse.
"Asriel returned with significant injuries. Not long after he told his story... he passed away. King Asgore, heartbroken, declared war on humankind. Any humans that fell down here would... would die."
They soon come across two more switches, one marked like the last one, and one left untouched.
"Every monster in the Underground was heartbroken when they learned of the children's deaths, and so they readily agreed to this declaration. In a single day, all of our hopes and dreams were shattered. It's no wonder that they wanted revenge against the humans... but despite this, every monster that I've spoken to after has come to regret the decision Asgore made that day."
"I'm sorry..." Clover mumbles, hiding their eyes with their cowboy hat.
"You have nothing to apologize for, my child. Just... just pull that lever over there, and we can continue."
The 11 year old nods, activating the marked switch with a remorseful expression on his face.
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Nothing happens.
"Um... I'm sure I marked it correctly..." Toriel mutters, scratching her head in confusion. "...Why don't you try flipping the other switch?"
"Yes ma'am... but... Miss Toriel? You said that all humans who fell down here would die, right?" he asks, walking up to the unmarked switch.
"That's what's supposed to happen, but rest assured, I will protect you."
"So... um... what happened to the other kids who fell?"
The smile is immediately wiped from Toriel's face at this question. She looks at Clover with a pained, hesitant expression.
"They... well..."
Click.
Suddenly, the ground beneath Clover begins to crumble. Before he can react, it falls away, revealing a large drop beneath him...
Toriel gasps as the child falls, scrambling to the edge of the newly formed hole in horror.
"My child! Are you alright?!"
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She gets no answer.
Peering through the hole, she spots the human's unmoving body lying on a bed of golden flowers. Rubble surrounds him, and the back of his head sports a nasty bump, as if something hit it on the way down...
"I... I'm afraid that I can't get down there from here! If you can hear me, stay put! I'll be back to rescue you soon!"
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Again, she gets no answer, forcing her to run off at full speed.
After she leaves, a tiny, golden flower pops out of the ground next to the unconscious human.
"Golly! You sure did take you time, huh?" it says, voice filled with surprised delight. "I've never seen you ask that many questions before!"
As the flower speaks, a vine wraps around Clover's leg, slowly dragging the cowboy away from the hole they fell through.
"That almost makes me want to give up my plan and see what other new things you'll do!"
A vine suddenly lashes out into the darkness of the room, snatching up a small piece of paper that was about to fall into the cavern near the edge of the room.
"...But that doesn't sound very fun! From where we are now, that old goat won't be able to see us! She'll definitely think that you abandoned her, just like every other child she's had! That gives me plenty of time to... figure things out."
Dozens upon dozens of vines erupt from the ground, surrounding the small cowboy's body as the flower speaks.
"I'll let you keep this--" he shoves the Missing poster into Clover's vest. "--as a small present to keep ya going! Now let's see here..."
More vines, this time much smaller than the ones tangling Clover up, shoot towards the child's face.
"I could just do this the quick and dirty way, and rip out those eyes of yours..."
The flower tilts his head to the side, taking a few seconds to consider this option.
"...Nah. You'd figure out pretty quickly that a monster blinded you, and that'd make you a lot less likely to trust me. I guess I'll have to leave them alone..."
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"Hehe, I... uh... I don't really know much about a human's anatomy." he admits. "So I'm not exactly sure on how I'll do this..."
The flower looks off to the side, towards something that only he can see.
Floating in the air in front of him are four rectangular buttons, each marked with different words.
SAVE
LOAD
RESET
CHANGE FILE
"...Lucky for me, I've got all the time in the world to learn!"
As Flowey's cheerful voice echoes throughout the room, and the vines near Clover's head close in, one last vine moves towards the SAVE button...
In the darkest, most abandoned area of the Ruins, a small child groans in pain.
"Ow... my head..."
This child rubs his head with the palm of his right hand, trying to force the massive headache he's feeling away.
"Where am I...?"
The child's eyelids flutter open, revealing beautiful, bright yellow eyes... only... something is wrong...
Any onlookers would notice that these eyes stare into the space around him blankly, as if unfocused...
"I can't see nothing... but it ain't dark like it usually gets... is this some sorta monster magic...?" Clover muses, before raising his voice. "Hello? Miss Toriel? Are you there?!"
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"Anyone? Hello?!"
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Clover gulps as his cries get no answer. Shaking slightly, he gets to his feet, holding his hands out in front of him to stop him from running into any walls.
As the child slowly makes his way forward, he grows closer and closer to a broken stone bridge situated above a deep, dark abyss. Unseen to Clover, a small, yellow flower watches him from afar, sporting a wide grin that grows with each step the cowboy takes...
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...!!!!!!
Clover steps just a little too far, causing his left foot to plunge off the safety of the bridge he stands on. Unprepared for this, he fails to correct his momentum, and the rest of his body joins his foot in its fall.
The wind rushing past him drowns out his panicked screams, and before long...
Crunch.
He hits the ground.
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In the darkest, most abandoned area of the Ruins, a small, mostly unharmed child can be heard screaming.
"AHHHHH!"
Clover hugs himself tightly, his body wracked with shivers as he attempts to rationalize what just happened.
"Ahh...sniff... ahh... wha... what...?"
Tears stream down his face, and yet nobody watching him would be able to spot any wounds that would justify his terrified cries. Despite this...
"I... sniff... it hurts..."
His breathing grows rougher and more panicked with each passing second. Before it can explode into a full blown panic attack, however, he feels the familiar crinkle of paper against his shirt.
...
"It was... it was just a nightmare..." he mutters, pulling the Missing poster out of his vest.
"...Just a nightmare. Just... sniff... just like big sis Melody used to say... it'll all be ok..."
His fists clench tightly around the old paper, to the point where he risks damaging it.
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After an unknown amount of time, Clover's hands unfurl, releasing the poster from the death grip he has it in. Still shivering slightly, he folds it up as best as he can, then tucks it back into his vest.
"Gotta keep moving... I'll find ya soon..."
With his desire to keep going renewed, the 11 year old uncurls himself from his position on the ground. For a few seconds, he considers standing up and walking with his hands in front of him... but when he thinks of doing that, a single memory, clear as day, replays itself in his head.
Crunch.
...In the end, he decides against moving on his feet, instead opting to crawl on his hands and knees.
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...?
After almost an entire hour of crawling around the room, the cowboy eventually finds a gap in the wall, signifying an exit.
Before he continues forward, Clover runs his hands across the ground, making sure that there are no empty spaces where he can fall through. Once he judges that it's safe, he continues through the exit...
...only to find himself in what may be the most stressful situation of his life.
He still can't see a thing, which is already bad enough, but what makes it far worse is the fact that he can feel empty space to his sides.
Unseen by Clover, a long, stone bridge stretches out before him. Unlike the earlier bridge, this one is whole and unbroken, allowing the child to continue forward, as terrifying as it may be...
He crawls, and he cries, and then he crawls some more. The entire time, he's unable to stop his body from shaking like a leaf in the wind.
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...He eventually reaches yet another exit, along with more solid ground. Without any hesitation, he throws himself into this new room, leaving the bridge behind.
The small cowboy hugs the ground, deeply grateful that he's made it past the hellish area behind him. In his mind, he chides himself for thinking that the prison of the monsters wouldn't be like this... for thinking that maybe, just maybe, it would even be nice. That he'd have nothing to fear.
With a deep scowl on his tear-covered face, Clover attempts to continue his journey, but before he can crawl more than a few feet, a cheerful voice calls out to him.
"Howdy! I'm Flowey. Flowey the Flower!"
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Clover scrambles to his feet at the flower's words, pulling his gun out of its holster.
"Who's there?! Show yourself!" he demands, aiming the gun in Flowey's general direction.
"Show myself? What do you mean by that? I'm right in front of you!" the flower responds with a confused tone.
The small cowboy frowns, disbelieving the words of this overly-happy stranger. Still keeping his gun at the ready, he slowly begins to walk backwards.
"I'll give you to the count of three to show yourself! If you don't, then... then I'll shoot ya!"
Flowey falls silent for a few seconds, doing his best to hold back his laughter.
"1..."
"Golly! Do you treat every new friend you meet this way? I'm not even hiding!"
"2..."
"Uh... hey, buddy? Maybe you should stop moving. You're getting really close to..."
"I don't wanna shoot you! Stop messing around or I will! I swear I wi--"
Clover, in his eagerness to get away from the stranger in front of him, forgot about one tiny detail. The space behind him has a long drop, and he can't see well enough to avoid it...
A flash of fear goes through the child's mind as he feels his left foot plunge into nothingness. With the horrible feeling of having been in this exact same situation, the rest of his body tumbles off the stone bridge he stood on, following his foot into the dark pit below...
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...?
But, unlike the last time he fell, Clover hears no Crunch, nor does he feel any pain. With wide, unfocused eyes, he looks upward, as if expecting to actually see the cause of this.
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...Unfortunately for the human, he's still unable to see a thing.
What he can do, however, is feel, and right now, he can feel several thin ropes wrapped around his legs, halting his fall.
"Jeez... I'm not that scary, am I? Poor kid almost..." Flowey mutters, being barely loud enough for Clover to hear, before raising his voice. "Give me a second! You're... er, how do I say this... uh... humans are a lot heavier than I thought they'd be! My vines can barely lift you as-is, so don't struggle, and I'll have you back to safety in no time!"
The 11 year old's mouth falls open in blatant confusion at this turn of events, but knowing better than to squirm when his life is literally held on the line by a few vines, he obeys Flowey, becoming as still as a corpse.
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"There we go!" Flowey cheers, finally hauling Clover back to safety after several long, tense minutes. "Are you ok? You've got a nasty bump on your head, and..."
Flowey frowns as he notices an injury that even he'd forgotten about until now...
"...a big bruise on your cheek."
"I'm... uh... I'm fine..." the child mutters, sounding ashamed that he doubted Flowey to begin with. "I'm sorry that I made you have to work so hard to save me..."
"Don't sweat it! What are friends for, am I right?"
Clover's head tilts at the word 'friends', and for a brief second, he feels a sense of... wrongness. It's gone almost instantly, however, when the flower continues speaking.
"Anywho, I bet you're really confused about what's going on, aren't you?"
Upon seeing the cowboy nod his head, Flowey continues, plastering a large smile back onto his face.
"You fell down from the Ruins into here, the Dark Ruins! It's a mostly-abandoned area of the Ruins that few monsters know about, and even fewer live in. I only know about it because I tend to travel underneath the ground."
"Dark Ruins... is that why I can't see nothin? 'Cuz it's really dark?"
"What?"
"...What'dya mean 'what'? I can't see a thing down here, and you said that they're called the Dark Ruins..."
"...Do you mind if I test something real quick? I promise it won't hurt, I'm just going to start a battle with you."
"A battle? You're gonna attack me?"
Flowey's smile falters for a brief second at the human's cluelessness.
"It's how monsters get to know each others." he says patiently. "During a battle, we can Check on our opponent's condition, giving us information on how they're doing a whole lot quicker than any other ways. If we're battling against a human, we can also see their SOUL in front of their chest."
"Alright then, go ahead. I'll... I'll trust you..."
"Great! It'll all be over in a few seconds!"
As soon as Flowey stops talking, the world slows down, and Clover can sense... something floating in front of him. The feeling is quite strange, and not exactly something that he could put into words. Despite how weird the sensation is, it also feels... familiar, somehow. Before he knows it, Clover finds himself lost in this oddly pleasant situation...
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"Oh, oh no..." the flower's horrified voice says.
The soul floating in front of the human's chest disappears as soon as Flowey ends the battle. causing Clover to let out a small, sad sigh.
"..."
"..."
"...So, what's wrong with me?"
"Clover, I don't know how to tell you this, but you got hurt pretty bad when you fell... and... um..."
The flower's face suddenly twists into a demented, mocking grin that he knows Clover can't see.
"You'll never see again."
Half an hour later, a small, yellow flower can be seen regretting his choices in life.
"Nononono! Don't cry! Come on! It'll be ok!"
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"I've got your hat right here! It fell off your head when I was saving you earlier! Put it on and please stop crying!"
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"Why don't you tell me why you came into the Underground in the first place? That might take your mind off of... this..."
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Unfortunately for Flowey, every attempt he makes to calm the 11 year old ends in failure, with most of them only serving to making Clover cry even harder. Eventually, he stops trying, being content to let the kid cry himself dry. Of course, he's not going to be happy while listening to the human, no...
'What the hell has gotten into him?!'
The flower thinks sourly.
'He was never this much of a crybaby! Well... I mean... the first dozen runs he had with Toriel were pretty rough, and he's never actually dealt with this in most of the past resets, but still, I didn't think that he'd react so poorly! I've seen him shrug off bullet wounds, energy blasts, and balls of fire, something as small and painless as losing your sight shouldn't be such a big deal!'
'Heck, with how many tries it took me to make sure that his blindness would actually stick for more than a few weeks, you'd think that his subconscious would've gotten used to it by now! Maybe I should've stopped him from dying earlier... that may have something to do with his whining...'
'...But then again, it was pretty funny... should I just reset and actually stop him from falling next time...?'
As Flowey begins to seriously consider giving up on this run, he notices that the surrounding area is blissfully silent...
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'Oh thank God.'
"Clover? Buddy? You doing ok?" he asks in the kindest tone he can muster.
"Sniff... I'm fine. I'm sorry that I... sniff... that I took so much of your time..." the child replies, wiping his unseeing eyes with the bandana around his neck.
"There's no need to apologize. I have all the time in the world, don't you worry!"
"...Sniff..."
"I'll let you in on a little secret, ok? But first, you gotta calm down and tell me why you're here in the Underground! Does that sound fair to you?"
"...Yeah..."
"Awesome! Whenever you feel ready, you can go ahead and explain!"
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"Whenever you're ready..."
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Seconds before Flowey decides to give up and strangle the little bastard with his vines, Clover opens his mouth.
"...I was sent down here as a sacrifice."
'?????????????'
"What?!"
Flowey's voice, filled with genuine shock for the first time in years, echoes around the room they're in, causing Clover to flinch backwards.
"Uhm... it's a long story, and I'm not sure how much of what Miss Toriel told me is true..." he begins, not even realizing that Flowey isn't paying attention to his words. "But basically, our village mistook Prince Asriel as being hungry for human souls, so they kinda... kept sending kids down here to keep him satisfied. From what I've seen, not many of those kids actually made it to the Underground..."
"What the fuck?!?!" Flowey mutters, much to Clover's surprise.
"You... you ain't heard this before? But all the other humans had to have fallen into the Ruins, right? You haven't met any of them?"
"I don't live in the Ruins. I'm just visiting." Flowey answers absentmindedly, not paying attention to the small cowboy as his mind runs wild.
'How the hell is this the first time I've heard about this?!?! Is he lying?! No, that can't be... I've seen him lie before, I know all of his tells, and yet, if he isn't lying... then how'd I never notice him lying when he gave his 'I'm gonna get Justice!' explanation...?'
"That's the only reason you came down here?"
"Well, no... I also wanted to find the other kids and bring justice on the monster that caused all of this... but from what Miss Toriel told me, he didn't even mean to. It was the village's fault."
Clover suddenly snorts, looking off to the side with a bitter expression.
"And besides, even if I did want to bring justice or find everyone else... I can't actually do that if I can't see. Some trigger-happy monster is gonna end up killing me if I try."
"Well, you aren't exactly wrong..." Flowey admits, grinning widely despite his surprise. "...But I think my secret is just perfect to help you accomplish your mission!"
"Whatdya--" Clover begins, before suddenly, he finds himself standing up, gun drawn and aimed at the area in front of him. "Flowey?! What's going on?! What--"
For the third time that day, the small cowboy takes a step too far backwards, sending him spiraling into a deadly fall. A few seconds after he begins his fall, he finds himself standing on solid ground, completely unharmed, with his gun in his hands.
"D-Don't pant... don't move, buddy! Pant... pant... Give me a second to catch my breath and I'll explain what's going on!"
Clover halts in place, eyes widening as he realizes that he's back on the stone bridge he previously fell off of. Without any hesitation, he slips his gun back into its holster, drops to his hands and knees, and proceeds to crawl into the room where he first encountered Flowey.
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...After several minutes of (fake) panting, the flower launches into an explanation.
"Sorry about that! I considered just explaining ahead of time, but I think that demonstrations leave more of an impact! I know it's a lot to take in, but I can... sort of control time?" Flowey says with a wink.
"Basically, I can SAVE whenever I want, and then later I can LOAD that save! Everything that happened after that SAVE is rendered useless, since it never really happened! Nobody remembers these LOADs... well, nobody except you, I suppose..."
Clover's throat goes dry as he comes to a realization.
"Then earlier, when I first fell while walking around, I... died?"
"...Yeah, you did... I'm sorry that I couldn't stop you from falling. I didn't even notice you were here until I found your..."
"..."
"..."
The human takes a deep, steadying breath.
"Then what about what happened after that? When you used your vines to catch me before I fell? Why didn't you just load?"
"You remember how I had to take a few minutes to rest after I loaded earlier? Well, messing with time isn't easy." he lies. "I'm still exhausted from doing it so many times in a row. It isn't enough to really hurt me, but I'll be worse than useless if we get into any fights, and if I have to load a lot, then I'll also have to stay underneath the ground for a while to rest and regain my energy."
"You... you don't have a save to before I was blinded...?"
"If I did, I wouldn't have let you wander around blindly for so long."
"Oh..."
The child's face falls as his hopes are dashed. Before he can mope for long, however, Flowey's cheerful voice rings out.
"Hey, don't look so down! With me guiding you, you may as well not be blind in the first place! You'll have to deal with any monsters on your own, but traveling won't be too bad! Just trust me, and it'll all work out for the better!"
"I... ok. I trust you." Clover says, letting his earlier fears fade away. "Let's go, Flowey."
The duo continue on, with Clover's new friend guiding him through the Dark Ruins.
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...But eventually, they come across someone else wandering the Dark Ruins.
In front of Clover is a small, winged humanoid with large, black eyes. Before Clover can realize what's going on, Flowey has disappeared beneath the ground, and a familiar yellow soul appears in front of his chest. Not long after the battle begins...
That yellow soul splits, shattering into dozens of tiny pieces that quickly fade away.
Flowey loads his last save, laughing gleefully the entire time.
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After hours upon hours of watching Clover fight, cry, and die, all because of one enemy, the smile is wiped from his face.
Notes:
There was an opportunity for a "See that heart? No shit!" joke and I missed it.
Chapter 5: Pacifying monsters
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If Flowey had hair, he'd probably be ripping it out in frustration by now.
Sure, watching Clover die to a Flier of all things was hilarious! In almost all of his runs, the kid never even got close to dying to it! Seeing him struggle this much against such a pathetic enemy? That's peak entertainment! Flowey thought that he could watch the human die to this one enemy for hours without getting bored!
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It seems that Clover wants Flowey to eat those words, as that's exactly what he proceeded to do.
At first it was hilarious, then it was just funny, and then it was boring... but now? Now it's infuriating.
The worst part? Mr. Gun-Hat has died so much in such a short amount of time that Flowey has to pretend to be too tired to give advice! If he doesn't, then Clover will question what he said earlier!
Pretending that saving and loading takes effort was supposed to be a good idea! It'd get Clover to feel more gratitude, and it'd also make him guilty that his new friend is putting in this much effort for his sake! How was Flowey supposed to know that Clover would die so much to this one Flier?!?! Every other time he blinded the kid, Clover only died at most 8 or 9 times before moving on to the next monster. That number has to be in the high dozens by now, if not more. No matter what Clover does, or how much Flowey prays that he'll do something different, the cowboy keeps failing to defeat this first enemy, until eventually...
"Just gotta keep it... cool." the depressed, middle-aged Flier says as Clover's bullet finally hits its mark.
With instincts honed by countless deaths, the dead-eyed human weaves around Flier's following attack, only taking a mere three hits before its turn ends. As the Flier waits for the end to come, Clover does something that surprises them both...
"Leave or I'll kill you." he demands, hands shaking ever so slightly.
Flier, unwilling to die just yet, hurries to obey the cowboy's orders, flying away from Clover as quick as its injured wings will take it.
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As soon as Clover judges that the monster isn't coming back, he collapses to the floor, letting the gun drop from his hand as he lays there, shivering.
"F-Flowey...? Are you there...?"
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"I... I did it! I beat the monster... eventually..."
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"I'm gonna take a break until you get back... but I think I've found out how I'll deal with the monsters in the Dark Ruins."
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"If I shoot them every time they show up, they'll eventually decide that I'm too much trouble to be worth attacking... or whatever it is that they're trying to do."
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The only answer he gets is silence, and eventually, Clover is unable to handle the exhaustion anymore, falling asleep against a nearby wall...
"Clover?! Wake up buddy! We've got to go!" a cheerful voice says, snapping the child out of his rest.
"...Yawn... Flowey? What--"
"Hurry up! I've already finished the puzzles in the next few rooms, but that Flier monster is coming back with friends! Get a move on or they'll get you!"
The flower's words instantly clear away the sleepiness Clover feels. In a panic, the 11 year old hops to his feet, bumping into a nearby wall as he attempts to dash away.
"I'll guide you, don't worry! Just follow my instructions and I'll have you out of here in no time!"
As Flowey says this, his stem wraps around Clover's torso, causing the small cowboy to feel a strange, unpleasant sense of deja vu...
...but before he can consider why he feels so uncomfortable, the flower's stem tugs him forward, almost dragging the child off his feet.
"Go straight! Whenever you feel me move, move in that direction!"
"A-Alright..."
Clover obeys his new friend's orders, dashing forward as fast as his feet can take him. Occasionally, he'll feel the flower jerk him to the side, signaling that he needs to turn, and almost every time he does that, he can hear something crash into the floor behind him. Whenever the small human hears this, he does his best to speed up ever more, silently thanking whatever God may exist that he met Flowey.
Unknown to him, however, the "something" crashing into the floor behind him are small, white "friendliness pellets" created by the flower riding atop his shoulders. If Clover was able to see, he'd notice a bone-chilling grin on his new friend's face.
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Eventually, after running for what felt like hours, Flowey breathes out a sigh of relief.
"Golly, that sure was intense! I think they've given up on chasing you, though. Slow down a little, catch your breath, and let me SAVE for you!"
Clover senses a familiar, comforting warmth appear in front of him. Unseen by the human, a large, golden four-pointed star gently floats in the air before him.
"Flowey... what's this?" he asks, tilting his head in confusion.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you about this! This is a SAVE point! It's a physical manifestation of my ability to SAVE and LOAD. It has a ton of helpful features, but right now, the most important to you is that it allows me to pour my magic into your wounds! Touch it and it'll heal you right up!"
Upon hearing his friend's words, Clover immediately thrusts his hand into the star, letting out a small sigh as his wounds disappear.
"These SAVE points make saving and loading a whole lot easier on me." Flowey lies. "When I'm too tired to do it the easy way, they'll show up, and then you can save for yourself!"
Clover's heart aches as he hears the flower's lies.
"Flowey... I--"
"Nope! Don't even finish that sentence!"
"What--" Before he can even get two words in, Clover is interrupted yet again.
"I'm not doing this to get your gratitude or your thanks or whatever. I'm doing this because I want to, and because I can't let a new friend just go and die on me! You don't have to feel bad for abusing my ability to save and load!"
As expected, Flowey's words only cause Clover to feel even worse, but, unwilling to go against his friend's wishes, he has no choice but to hold back his gratitude.
"I... ok... ok! Let's get going."
The two continue forward, chatting occasionally between themselves. Before they can make too much progress, however, Clover suddenly feels the vines around his torso retract, and Flowey disappears.
"Flowey?! What--"
His eyes, unseeing as they may be, shoot open in shock as he realizes why the flower would flee so suddenly. Immediately, his hand flies to the holster at his hip, drawing his toy gun, but before Clover can open his mouth, an oddly familiar voice reaches his ears.
The voice belongs to a tall, cloak-wearing monster, who has two horns sticking out of their cloak's hood. Their back is turned to Clover, unknown to him, and they don't even appear to have noticed the human's presence.
"Hello... I'm happy to finally meet you face to face." the voice says, sounding slightly anxious. "How long has it been? I was wondering if you'd ever come back..."
Clover cocks an eyebrow at this, unsure of what the monster means. He just fell down into the Underground not even a day ago, and he's certain that he's never met this strange monster before...
...Right?
As Clover attempts to grasp why exactly this stranger feels familiar, he hears a long, disappointed sigh.
"No, too forward... oh, who am I kidding? I'll never be able to meet you in this state. I just hope you know... I had no choice. It must be this way..."
"What're you on about?!" the cowboy demands, aiming his gun at the source of the noise.
"Huh?!" the voice says, startled. "Who...?"
The cloak-wearing stranger turns around, backing up in sheer horror as his eyes fall upon Clover.
"I-I must be seeing things..."
The monster immediately turns back around, fleeing from Clover at high speeds.
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"Uh... Clover? Buddy? He left already. You can put the gun down." Flowey says after several minutes of silently watching the human aim his gun at the air.
"Oh! Uh... ok."
Embarrassed, the blind human holsters his gun, still absentmindedly staring (in the general direction) at where the familiar monster fled.
'That's... weird. Where have I met him before...?'
"Clover, come on! Let's get going!"
At his flowery friend's prodding, Clover shakes these thoughts from his head, continuing to the next room...
...only to immediately get attacked by a yellow monster that looks like a cross between a pencil and a small dinosaur. In this monster's hands, as one might expect, is a large, dangerously sharp pencil.
"Gotta keep my skills sharp!" she says, brimming with positivity as she starts a battle with Clover.
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"A sharpener would come in handy right about now..."
After several dozen tries, the cowboy finally manages to land a solid hit on the pencil-wielding monster, driving her away in a similar manner to the Flier he fought earlier. As soon as Clover determines that she won't be coming back, he collapses onto the floor, breathing heavily enough to worry any onlookers...
...but luckily for the human, he isn't alone, as he soon feels a vine tug on his arm.
"Calm down. You're fine. You're alive. They left." Flowey says with a hint of exhaustion in his tone. "Drink this and I promise you'll feel better."
As he says this, a lukewarm glass filled with a yellow liquid presses itself into Clover's hand.
The small human, acting more on instinct than by conscious thought, brings the glass to his lips, taking a long drink from the glass... and then immediately recoils as the sour taste of lemons fills his mouth.
"Blech! What the heck was that, Flowey?!?!" he shouts, wiping his tongue with his bandana.
The flower winks. "Why, lemonade, of course! Did it taste good?"
"Did it-- what?! That was disgusting!"
"Oh, but I spent so much time making it... I'm sorry that you didn't enjoy it..." Flowey says, sounding broken-hearted.
"..."
"Sigh..."
In an attempt to make his friend feel better, Clover lifts the glass back to his mouth, draining it in seconds while fighting the urge to spit the disgustingly-sour liquid out.
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"There! I drank all of it."
"You liked it?! Really?!"
"Yeah, I did." Clover lies, forcing a smile onto his face. "I must've gotten a bad glass at first. You did a great job, Flowey."
"Huh? What do you mean by that?" Flowey questions, confused.
"...You made it for me. It tasted good."
"Oh! I was lying! There's an abandoned lemonade stand in the next room. I took a sip of it myself, and golly, I understand why it was abandoned! It tasted like pure lemon juice!"
"..."
Clover's hand twitches, growing dangerously close to the holster on his hip...
"Enough about that! We've got to get a move on!' the flower hurriedly says. "You're about half way through the Dark Ruins, and the longer you take, the more time you give for the monsters to recover! Hop to it!"
Clover takes a deep, calming breath, before moving his hand off of his holster. With a slightly bitter expression on his face, he continues to the next room...
If he could see-- or if he was aware of his surroundings at all-- he'd probably swear, as the room before him is covered in stalks of corn, creating a maze that he'll have to get through.
The worst part? Standing at the entrance of that maze is a sentient piece of candy-corn wearing a corn husk as a dress.
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"I feel... hurt..." Sweet Corn mutters, before hurrying away as Clover spares her life.
"Only 3 deaths!" Flowey says cheerfully. "That's a new record, pal! If you keep at it, you may get past the next monster without dying at all!"
Clover grunts, looking lost in thought as he makes his way through the maze of corn.
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After several more encounters with the local Sweet Corn, and of course, several more deaths, the human finally makes it to the end of the maze. For the first time in hours, he opens his mouth to speak, rather than yell in pain.
"Hey Flowey? I've been wondering something..." he says, sounding hesitant.
"Oh?"
"So you remember how we were being chased earlier? And how you guided me to safety?"
"Uh-huh..."
"...Well, every time I've gotten into a fight so far, I've sensed my soul appear in front of my chest... but when we were being chased, I didn't notice nothing like that..."
The smile freezes on Flowey's face as he hears these words.
"..."
'Dammit! I knew I was forgetting something! That's such a stupid mistake! How in the world did I mess that up?!?! And why the hell did he notice that detail?!?! He's blind! He should be focusing on moping and crying like he has been for the past 80 deaths instead of something as minute as that!'
"...So why didn't I sense that? It was pretty obvious in every other fight I've had..."
"Uh... well... you see..."
"Can monsters attack someone without getting into a battle?"
"YES!" Flowey practically shouts, grasping this opportunity with everything he has. "Yes, that's why! They must've forgotten to start a battle, or because there were so many of them, they decided that they'd be able to pile on you without starting one."
"That makes sense. Thanks Flowey!"
"Heh. Anytime, Cl--"
Suddenly, the flower unfurls himself from around Clover's torso, disappearing into the ground a split-second later. With a sigh, the small human readies his gun for whatever enemy he'll encounter...
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Cautiously, Clover takes a step forward...
"Is it wrong to hold doubt in my actions?" a familiar voice suddenly says. "I enjoyed life before... I did... but--"
"Hello?! Who's there?!" Clover interrupts, causing the hooded monster to jump in fright. "Stop muttering to yourself and either fight me like everyone else has, or get out of my way!"
"Th-That tone...! It's just like... no, it can't be. They're..."
"I'll give ya to the count of three! One!"
"...I need more rest. This is all just a hallucination..."
Yet again, this familiar monster flees. This time, however, Clover hears his retreating footsteps. Unable to quell the burning curiosity within him, the small human dashes after the cloaked figure...
...but before he can take more than a few steps, a vine wraps around his torso, jerking him back roughly.
"Flowey! What--"
"Woah, slow down Clover! You almost took a nasty fall there." the flower interrupts in a concerned tone.
"What...?"
"You need to watch where you're going! Or at the very least, don't go dashing around without me to guide you! The bridge up ahead is broken, and if I didn't stop you..."
"..."
Clover's mouth dries as he recalls the Crunch he heard when he last fell.
"Good thing your new pal Flowey is here to help! Now come on, just a few more hours of walking, and you'll be on your way to find those kids!"
"Right... thanks, Flowey."
"Don't mention it! That's what friends are for!"
Again they continue onward, and again they run into a new enemy... but before this new enemy can even attack Clover, his shot lands, cracking the glass-body of the Rorrim and sending it scurrying away.
Unnoticed by Clover, the four pillars in this room-- three of which being whole and undamaged, and one of them having a large hole in the middle-- tell a story... one which he won't learn for quite some time...
Chapter Text
In the Dark Ruins, a long, purple bridge spans a devastating fall, allowing the residents to safely pass through to the next room. Today, however, the monsters that make their home in the Dark Ruins have been acting far differently then they usually do.
Usually, they pass this crumbling bridge slowly, and in respectful silence... but today? Today they're racing across the bridge, fighting back tears as they attempt to flee from the creature that caused those tears. Frankly, the noise has been very unpleasant for one monster in particular.
Someone needs to do something about the increase in noise... but the majority of the residents of the Dark Ruins have already failed to do so, and are only making it worse!
Well... there's nothing like a Sentinel of Silence to quell any outrageous noises. When that human comes around, he'll be sure to give them a harsh lesson in silence...
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After cracking the body of the Rorrim they just encountered, Clover and Flowey continue their journey, eventually coming to the beginning of a long, purple bridge. As soon as they enter the room, Flowey's vines tug backwards, signalling that Clover should stop moving.
"Slow down here..." the flower says, shooting a mocking grin at the blind child he's guiding. "This room is pretty dark--"
'Not that you'd notice.'
"--so I don't really know if there are any enemies around here. On top of that, the space you'll have to dodge around is pretty small, since this room is basically just a single giant bridge, so you'll have to be careful not to fall again. Of course, if I see anyone, I'll have to get going before they can attack me... but you're a real crack shot with that gun, buddy, even if you can't see what you're aiming at! I'm sure you'll be fine!"
The 11 year old silently nods his head, taking several quick, confident steps onto the crumbling bridge...
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...but before Clover can take more than a few steps, he experiences the now-familiar feeling of Flowey's vines untangling from his body. With a slightly annoyed expression on his face, the small human readies his gun, eager to shoot at the first thing that makes a noise...
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...Unseen by Clover, two large, pure white eyes open, staring at the child with a hostile gaze.
A large, bluish-gray bat monster sporting two sets of wings drops down from the ceiling in front of him, causing Clover to jump when the sudden noise of flapping reaches his ears.
"Human... hushh! Hushh! You've caused far too muchh noise today!" Decibat says, flying into the air with a furious expression on his face. "You've almost killed all of the monsters you've met so far, and whhat's worse, you've caused the Dark Ruins to become as noisy as Bailador's club! You--"
Clover ignores the monster's words, firing his toy gun at the bat before he can finish his sentence.
As luck would have it, the cowboy's shot is right on target, nailing Decibat directly in the eye...
"Son of a bitchh!" the bat loudly curses, surprising both him and the human. Embarrassed (and annoyed, given that this human made him noisy), Decibat takes a fighting stance. "Fine! We'll do this the hhard way!"
"Leave or I'll shoot you again!" Clover demands, only to be met, to his shock, with a derisive snort.
"Thhat's not how thhis works, human... you're far too noisy, and I doubt you'll stop anytime soon, so..."
The world slows down, and that familiar yellow soul appears in front of the cowboy's chest. Before Clover can realize that his genius plan of beating the enemies until they leave him alone has failed, Decibat takes his first turn.
"Don't move. Don’t make a sound. Hushh, hushh!"
Large, light-blue shockwaves erupt from the bat-like monster's mouth, heading towards the human at high speeds. Just before they reach him, Clover closes his (unseeing) eyes, tensing up slightly.
'This is gonna hurt... but I think I'll be able to drive him away without dying too many times. I just need to get used to where his attacks will come from... shouldn't take me more than 5 tries...'
As the small child prepares for the all-too familiar pain of magic impacting his flesh... the attack harmlessly passes through him.
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Cautiously, Clover opens his (still unseeing, unfortunately) eyes, tilting his head in confusion when he feels no pain.
"...Did ya miss...?" he asks, genuinely bewildered by this turn of events.
"That was just a warmup." Decibat mutters, blushing slightly. "Now move in silence. Hushh! Hushh!"
This time, fiery orange waves of sound fly at the human. Unfortunately for Clover, these attacks can't be avoided by simply standing still, and so the first sonic attack slams into him, roughly throwing the child to the ground.
In a panic, he forgets his plan to stand still and learn which direction his opponent's attack will come from, instead opting to blindly dash around the bridge he stands on.
Whether it be luck, or some left-over instincts from his many, many resets, Clover somehow avoids falling off the bridge. As he runs around like a headless chicken, the bat-like monster's scornful voice can be heard.
"Not so fun being on the receiving end, is it? How do you thhink the othher monsters felt when you shhot them? How do you thhink I felt whhen you shhot me?!"
"All of y'all attacked me first!" the young cowboy shouts, running straight into another orange attack. "I just hit 'em until they left me alone!"
"Attacked you? Thhey were just saying hhello. You had nothhing to fear from thhem. Even if they were far too noisy, you just made it worse by hurting thhem!"
"They was trying to kill me!"
'Heck, they did kill me...' he adds silently.
The human fires a shot at Decibat's general direction, but fails to hit his target, instead shooting the ceiling behind the monster.
"You could've ran, you're faster thhan most monsters, and those whho can catchh up wouldn't have chhased you... but you decided to keep causing as muchh trouble and noise as you could! Now hushh."
After shutting down any attempts at communication, the bat-like monster begins to mix up his attacks, throwing a combination of blue and orange shockwaves at the small child.
Despite all of Clover's attempts to dodge, without having any way of knowing which attacks will harm him if he moves, and which attacks will harm him if he stands still, he's unable to avoid the majority of the furious bat's attacks. Before long, he's thrown to the ground, half-dead, as Decibat glares down at him.
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'This human was able to dodge most of the others' attacks, but he's really struggling against mine... Decibat thinks, warily staring down at Clover. Is this a trick? Is he waiting for me to drop my guard before he strikes? Before he... silences me forever...?'
While the bat attempts to figure out why he's landing so many hits, his young opponent, acting on instinct, reaches into his bag, pulling out a large piece of candy corn that he immediately consumes. As soon as he does this, the worst of his wounds disappear, and the rest hurt far less than they did before he ate it. Upon seeing this, Decibat's gaze hardens.
'Well, if he's planning on tricking me, then I won't hold back!'
The bat-like monster focuses, pouring every drop of magical energy he has into his next attack. Immediately, multi-colored shockwaves appear on the bridge around Clover, shooting at the child at disgustingly high speeds.
Even worse, every time these shockwaves hit a solid surface, they change color, bouncing back at the human...
Clover narrowly manages to avoid the first few bounces, but eventually, a blue shockwave catches him off-guard as he tries to run through it, sending him tumbling off the bridge...
...or it would, if this were his first run through the Dark Ruins.
You see, even in runs where he never was blinded, Clover would suffer countless life-and-death battles. By the end of each run, he'd be a battle-hardened, fearless warrior of Justice. His instincts and agility would be far beyond any normal human, and it showed during his fights. Even though he has no conscious memories of these runs, they're still there, buried deep within his subconscious. Although his blindness has caused him to have a slow start... he's still the same cowboy that's made it through the Underground countless times.
As Decibat's attack knocks him over the bridge, his left hand lashes out by instinct, grabbing onto the side of the bridge with every ounce of strength he possesses.
With his new position, Clover's body is at the perfect angle to avoid the final few bounces of the furious bat's attacks. With one hand, he holds onto the side of the bridge, keeping his body from falling into the deadly abyss below, while the other hand draws his gun, firing it at the stunned monster...
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'????????'
Decibat stares at the wall behind him, which now contains a tiny bullet hole, with a flabbergasted expression on his face. After all, his guard was dropped then. If the human had landed that shot, he'd surely have died! If the human had planned on killing him, that would have been the perfect opportunity! He whips his head back around to stare at the human, who's gun is still raised in Decibat's general direction...
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After several more bullet holes appear in the wall behind him, his confusion only grows.
'Is he... is he missing on purpose? Maybe he's mocking me?'
Baffled, the bat-like monster flies closer and closer to Clover, noticing a detail that causes him to suddenly halt in midair.
'His... his eyes aren't following me...?'
With a sinking feeling in his stomach, Decibat flies even closer to the young human, and when he arrives in front of the child...
"Oh... oh no."
...He immediately feels like the worst monster in the Underground.
In the middle of the Dark Ruins, two figures can be seen sitting on a crumbling, purple bridge.
The first figure is a short, blind human, who is positively riddled in wounds. Every time he moves, he can be spotted wincing slightly, making his companion feel even worse about himself.
The other figure, meanwhile, is a bat-like monster with two pairs of wings. This monster can't even bring himself to look directly at the human anymore, and the sheer disgust he has with his own actions has even caused him to lose his habit of rolling his Hs.
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"So you're saying that... you hit your head when you fell into the Dark Ruins, and now you're blinded?"
"Mhm."
"And that's why you didn't flee? Because you had no idea where you were going?"
"Mhm..."
Decibat's heart sinks as the human, who on closer inspection, can't be more than a pup by monster standards, tells his story. Even though he hates noise of any kind... he can't bring himself to ask Clover to explain his story in a quieter tone.
The more Clover speaks, the more Decibat feels like a piece of garbage. To think that he came this close to murdering a blinded child just because he defended himself from monsters attacking him!
"I... I'm sorry. I had no idea that you were... I just thought that you were like that human that Dalv talks about."
As soon as these words reach Clover, his attention is drawn away from the many wounds covering his body, instead being locked onto the monster in front of him.
"What human?! Could you tell me about them?!" he asks eagerly, causing Decibat to flinch.
"I... uh... I don't know the full story. All I know is that before Dalv moved in, a human did something bad in Snowdin. You'd have to ask him if you want details... and uh... Dalv lives at the end of the Dark Ruins. You'll probably meet him before you leave..."
Clover visibly deflates, but thanks the bat nonetheless.
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"Well... I should get going..."
After several minutes of blissful silence, Clover gets to his feet, causing Decibat to open his mouth hesitantly.
"I... I still feel awful about whhat I did to you. I'm not going to be able to accompany you after you leave the Dark Ruins... and I doubt that you'd want me following you around whhile you're here anyways, but... maybe I could help you in some othher way?"
"Whadya mean?"
"It's... well, it'll make your time through the Underground a lot more bearable. I don't know any healing magic, and so I can't cure your blindness... but I could teachh you some magic to help you deal withh being blind?"
"What?!"
Again, Decibat flinches, and again, he says nothing in complaint to the human's loudness. Putting his paws over his ears in case Clover decides to yell again, he continues his explanation.
"Have you ever heard the saying 'blind as a bat'? Well... it's pretty accurate. We don't see very well since we're more used to darkness. Because of that, we rely on sound magic to get details on our surroundings... it's also whhy we don't like loud noises..."
"Oh, uh... sorry..." Clover mutters, shyly rubbing the back of his head. "...But I thought that humans didn't have magic?"
"I... I didn't really pay attention to the explanations growing up, but I know that humans need to be around monsters to actually tap into thheir magic. You've been in the Dark Ruins for over a day now, so you shhould be able to use it if I teachh you..."
"..."
The small cowboy goes silent, taking in this new information as Decibat anxiously waits for him to make a decision...
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...eventually, after Clover has finished thinking of any and all ways that the monster could be tricking him, he nods his head.
'If he's actually planning on hurting me... then Flowey will just load a save and it'll all be ok.'
"Don't worry, I'm a fantastic teachher." Decibat says, now with a large smile on his face. "We'll have to go into anothher room if we want to do this... thhe bridge is nice, but you can't fly, so if you mess up and take a step too far..."
Clover gives his new friend a thumbs up, seeing the wisdom behind this decision.
"Alright then. Lead the way."
Notes:
And you guys thought that I would kill Decibat. I can't do that, I love Decibat! Best character in the Dark Ruins, don't @ me.
And yeah, I know that one of the main rules for writing blind characters is "Don't give them a super power that invalidates their blindness", but that's not what I'm doing. You'll see in the next chapter, but, unfortunately for Clover, Decibat's magical teachings won't exactly be useful for combat.
Chapter 7: Magic and Memories
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After a brief walk, Clover finds himself back in the pillar-covered room where he had fought the Rorrim, now joined by his bat-like friend.
Decibat, for his part, squints his eyes in displeasure, not used to being around anywhere that isn't totally covered in darkness... but he's a monster of his word, and he does owe Clover for attempting to kill him, so he can't back out now. Biting back a sigh, he turns towards his young companion.
"Growing monsters are able to tap into their magic muchh easier during fights, and I'd assume thhat the same is true for you humans." Decibat explains in a gentle tone. "I'm going to start a battle with you to make it easier for you to learn. Is thhat ok?"
Clover hesitates for a moment, remembering how almost all of his battles thus far have ended... but eventually relents, nodding his head in agreement.
Soon after, a yellow soul appears in front of his chest, causing Decibat to grin apologetically.
"Sorry... I know thhat getting into a battle can be stressful, but you don't need to worry. Just follow my instructions, and you'll be able to use sound magic in no time."
"...Ok." the blind human says, shifting uncomfortably in place. "What do I do first?"
"First, you need to feel your magic. For monsters, magic is an intrinsic part of our bodies. It's whhat we're made of. This is usually thhe easiest step for monsters first discovering their magic... but you're not a monster. I'm not sure whhat a human needs to do to feel their magic. Just... just try to focus on your soul. Try to delve deep into it, find whhat makes you, you."
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Clover falls silent at these words, doing his best to follow Decibat's instructions.
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'What does make me who I am...?'
"If it hhelps, human souls embody one trait in particular." Decibat explains. "I can't say thhat I know all of the traits, but I could tell you about the ones we've seen in the Underground so far."
"That... that would help a lot." the small cowboy admits with a small chuckle. "I'm a bit lost here..."
"Let's see... thhere's Patience..."
'Patience, huh...? I mean, I've always been good at waiting and keeping myself entertained, but... something feels off about this one. It fits me, but I don't think it is me...'
"...Bravery..."
'Yeah... that feels like it fits me a lot better than patience. I mean, I jumped down here on my own, knowing that I'd face a giant, child-killing monster. I also volunteered just like Felix did, and everyone still tells stories of how brave he was...'
"...Perseverance..."
'I... guess I've persevered so far? But that was only because of Flowey's help. If I didn't have him around, then... yeah, no, perseverance can't be it.'
"...Kindness..."
'I... I am pretty kind, or at least, I am if you ask all of the other kids... still, it doesn't really fit me as much as bravery...'
"...And Integrity..."
'Heh. I've always been good about sticking to my guns, but having it be the core part of who I am? Nah. That's more likely to be Melody's trait. She's the most stubborn person I've ever met. Heck, when the Chief tried to get our portions cut down, I remember how she...'
"Do any of thhese seem like they fit you, Clover?" Decibat asks, snapping the human out of his memories.
"Oh, uh... I think... bravery might be it? I came down here thinking that I'd face down a big scary monster, and I was still able to force myself to jump down here."
"We won't know for sure until you try. Now, focus on your soul. Dig deep into it. Try to feel thhe bravery withhin it."
Clover silently nods his head, putting all of his focus on the small yellow soul floating in front of his chest...
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...and yet, no matter how hard he tries, he just can't seem to access any magic. He can sense the bravery within his soul, yes, but there's nowhere near enough of it for his soul to be made of the stuff! Eventually, after almost an hour of blissful silence, he shakes his head.
"No... it isn't bravery. There's some of it in my soul, but it isn't what makes me who I am... are you sure those are the only traits a human can have? Bravery seemed to fit me better than anything else, but since that wasn't it..."
"Well, no, thhere are more traits that a soul can have, thhose 5 are just the only ones we know of..." Decibat trails off, wracking his brain for a few seconds "...Now that I thhink about it... there is one trait thhat I forgot about..."
"What is it?"
"...Thhe first human whho fell down here, Chara Dreemurr, was a very... determined soul. Maybe thhat's your trait? Determination?"
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'Determination? That's...'
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'...nah. There's a lot of the stuff in my soul, sure, but I can feel that it ain't what I'm looking for... dammit, just what am I missing?! I came here by my own choice, knowing that I'd probably die, because I didn't want anymore kids to be sent down here. If that ain't brave, or determined, or kind, then I don't know what is! Being special and unseen before by the monsters is cool and all, but I ain't gonna be able to use magic if I can't find out what makes up my soul!'
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'...Maybe I just need to do a little thinking... maybe if I do, I'll find out what makes me tick...'
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'Why have I been doing what I've been doing? If it wasn't because I'm brave, or kind, or determined... then what made me do all this in the first place? What... what makes me, me?'
As Clover digs deep into himself for the answers that he seeks, his soul suddenly delivers to him a distant, foggy memory... one from the happiest time of his life. One where he felt... loved.
Near Mt. Ebott sits a tiny, unimportant village. In the dirtiest, must uninhabitable part of this village, two children can be seen running around.
The first child, who can't be more than 6 or 7 years old, is dressed in loose, ill-fitting clothes. A hat too big for his head rests upon his skull, while his boots continue to fall off his feet as he chases after his companion. On his hip is a leather holster, seemingly dug from out of the garbage, but still very well cared for. And finally, a paper star that has the word Sherif drawn on with permanent marker can be seen glued to his chest.
The other child, being around 12 years of age, has brilliant blue eyes, and the widest, brightest smile on her face. Just like the younger child behind her, she wears quite the unusual outfit, being clad in a ballerina's clothes. As she flees, she shouts out behind her.
"You'll never get me, Sheriff! You ain't got the guts to take down a real bandit!"
Urged on by her taunts, the 'Sheriff' speeds up, waving his toy gun the entire time.
"You... you yellow-bellied thief! I'm gonna get you, and when I do, you're... you're going away for a long time! 10 minutes, at the very least!" he yells, firing his weapon at the ground beside her.
"Hah! I'd like to see you try, pardner! I don't know what you're doing now, but it sure ain't trying by my reckoning!"
As the ballerina speaks, she notices that the distance between her and the cowboy is growing. Once she realizes this, she slows down, barely going at a jog by her standards.
Seeing his chance to strike, the little Sheriff puts as much power into his legs as he can, running after his target as fast as his tiny feet can carry him, but just before he can reach out and touch her...
"Just what are you doing out here?!?!" a loud, furious voice says.
The duo halt in place, looking at this newcomer with different expressions. The younger of the two children has a plain look of fear on his face, and he inches ever so slightly backwards, as if preparing to run again. The older child, meanwhile, stares at the source of the yelling with a hostile, rebellious expression, clenching her fists tightly.
In front of the two is a large, beady-eyed man, who marches towards the children in a rage.
"Dammit Melody! You're ruining your clothes! Do you have any idea how much money I spent on those?!"
"34 dollars." Melody replies in a fiery tone. "And none of it was your money. It came from what the village is giving you for 'taking care of' me for the next few months."
A vein can be seen in the man's forehead as he clenches his jaw. Luckily, he's become used to her backtalk by now, and so he doesn't try to do anything to 'correct it.'
"That doesn't matter. You've been out here for long enough, it's time to go home now."
He steps forward to grab her arm, but before he can, the small cowboy opens his mouth.
"I-It ain't her fault, sir! I was the one who... who got her to come all the way out here!"
The large man stops in place, staring at the six year old with a scowl.
"Melody, you know you aren't allowed to hang around these... these slum-rats. And you even gave the little shit the cowboy outfit I bought you! When we get home, you are in so much trouble!" he shouts, before marching towards the little cowboy, fist raised. "And as for you, I'll teach you to--"
"Home? That's not my home." Melody interrupts, stepping between him and the smaller child. "I'm not ready to go back there, and you certainly won't make me. If you try, I'll tell the other villagers that you were hitting me again."
"You--"
"They fined you pretty badly last time, didn't they? And they also made you keep a list of where the money they were giving you was going. That's why I got this outfit, after all."
She twirls in place, staring at the man with a smug expression as she does.
"So unless you want to lose access to the perks you get from 'taking care of the newest sacrifice', you'll be leaving now. I'll go back in a few hours."
The man's fists clench, and for a second, it looks like he'll actually attack the young ballerina... but, somehow, he forces himself to calm down.
"Ungrateful bitch." he mutters, turning his back on the children. "Fine! Have fun! In a few months, I won't have to deal with you anyways. Why should I give a shit if your clothes get dirty? You aren't my kid. You're just a random stray that I'm stuck with."
After saying these last few words, he storms off, leaving the duo alone...
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"I'm sorry..." the small cowboy mutters, looking at his feet in shame as his shoulders begin to shake.
"Nonono-- you didn't do anything wrong. It's his fault, not yours. No need to cry!" the older child comforts, pulling him into a tight hug.
"B-But... sniff... but he's right. Your clothes are gonna get ruined if you stay out here with me..."
"I can always get new clothes. They may be a little expensive, and he won't be happy about it, but is it worth more than this? All these good memories? Spending time with you? No, it isn't. This right here is something that I can't buy with the money that the village gives him. It's worth far more to me than anything they can ever give me."
"..."
"So you don't need to be sorry. You're giving me something priceless."
The small child leans into the hug, letting his tears fall freely as he speaks.
"...Love you Melody."
"I love you too, Clover. Now, why don't we continue, and you can keep trying to bring this mean ol' bandit to justice?"
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Decibat's eyes widen in shock as tears begin to pour out of the blind child's eyes. In a panic, he dashes over to Clover, frantically searching his body for any new injuries that may have caused this.
"Nonono-- calm down! You're ok!" he says, being ridiculously loud by his standards. "Just tell me whhat's hurting and I'll try to make it better! I don't have muchh healing magic, but--"
He suddenly cuts off, eyes wide, as Clover lifts his head.
The human's eyes glow a beautiful, piercing yellow, and for a brief second, Decibat swears that they see something. Before he can get over his surprise, Clover speaks out in a steady, calm voice.
"I know what trait makes up my soul." he says, pointing his gun at a nearby wall.
Under Decibat's astonished gaze, a beam of yellow magic erupts from the end of the toy gun, cutting through the wall like a hot knife through butter.
"My soul is made of Justice."
"A-Alright... I guess we can continue to thhe next step..." Decibat stammers, clearly at a loss for words at Clover's demonstration.
"Uhh... to start, you'll have to reachh deep inside yourself, grasp your magic, and sort of... shhape it into something that you're familiar withh. Ideally, you'll want it to be somethhing that you can wear. I usually use my magic to create earplugs... but the shhape of your magic can be different."
'Familiar with... hmm... I could make it a hat or a holster, but... nah, I don't need any magic hats or magic holsters.'
'Maybe I could make... a star? Like a Sheriff star...?'
He takes a few seconds to consider this, eventually shaking his head in denial.
'Mmm... no, when I get a star on my vest, it'll be a real one! Made of metal and everything!'
As Clover thinks of what he should create, he shifts a little too much to the side, and the familiar crinkle of the Missing poster within his vest draws his attention.
'Huh, it's getting a little old and worn out now, maybe I should try to remake it...'
The small cowboy's mind goes back to the people on this poster, trying to remember each and every detail about the missing kids. As he thinks, his mind calls forth the image of one purple-eyed, notebook carrying child...
'Actually... that gives me an idea...'
The blind human focuses more intensely than he ever has before, doing his best to picture the shape he wants his magic to be in...
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...Eventually, he feels strength rush out of him, and under Decibat's hopeful eyes, a pair of round, glowing glasses appear on his face. Just like his magic and his eyes, it is pure yellow.
"Great job." the bat-like monster compliments. "Thhis next part is going to be easier, I promise. All you need to do is... how shhould I explain thhis... er... you need to..."
He trails off, doing his best to figure out how he'll word it.
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"...Uhh... you need to... expand your magic? Yeahh, that's it. Expand your magic. Force it to go outwards from thhose glasses on your face. The more powerful your magic is, and the more control you hhave over it, the further it'll go. If you do it righht, it shhould be completely invisible except for the original shhape you made withh it..."
Clover sighs softly at the vagueness of these instructions, but follows through nonetheless...
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"W-Wow... you're a natural withh magic, Clover." Decibat whispers, slightly awed at how quickly the blind human mastered this step.
"...That was good?" Clover asks, surprised. "It felt like I've been trying for hours..."
"You hhave been. It takes most monsters days to get to thhis point. You're almost as good as a Boss Monster..."
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"...Sigh... what's next?"
"Thhe final step is to make noise. Infuse magic into whhatever you're using to make noise, and thhen... well, I'll let you find out for yourself."
With a burning curiosity, the blind human infuses his gun's holster with magic, before softly tapping his fingers on it...
Immediately, dozens upon dozens of images flash into his mind, causing him to loudly gasp. With wide, tear-filled eyes, he walks around the room, taking in the 'sights'.
It isn't seeing, no... it's more like being aware of the area around him, as if he's wandered in it for years. He knows precisely where everything in the room is, and yet it's faint, like a distant memory.
There's a wall to his left, yes, but he sees no details from it. The pillars in the room may have carvings on them, but what those carvings detail, he couldn't say.
Before he can fully take in this new experience, a voice to his left calls out.
"Exciting, isn't it?"
Startled, Clover jumps a foot into the air, almost falling over before Decibat manages to steady the child with a claw.
"Oh, I'm sorry! I forgot to mention... althhough this will let you sense thhe area around you, it won't really shhow you anything that moves... but if you keep making noise withh your holster, then you'll be able to see whhere they are when you make noise. On top of thhat..."
Before he can finish the sentence, Clover stumbles several steps, suddenly feeling a bone-deep exhaustion.
"...It's very magic intensive. Since monsters are made of magic, it isn't too tiring for us, but since you're a hhuman..."
"I... yawn... I understand. I won't be able to use this too... yawn... too often..."
The small, blind child soon slumps to the ground, unable to keep his eyes open. With a small sigh, Decibat goes to fetch something for him to lay on...
...and, of course, let the rest of the residents have a piece of his mind.
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On that day, the residents of the Dark Ruins were met with a sight they've never seen before. Decibat, the one resident that's even more of a shut-in than Dalv, went from monster to monster, giving them a lengthy, and by the bat-like monster's standards, loud lecture. By the end of the day, the monsters residing in the Dark Ruins felt nothing short of apologetic, with each and every one of them beating themselves up over what they did to that human...
...except for one monster, who's door stayed closed no matter how many times Decibat knocked...
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"Yawn..."
In a large, pillar-covered room inside the Dark Ruins, a small cowboy can be seen snuggling into a pillow with a content look upon his face. Every time this cowboy begins to stir from his nap, the unfamiliar comfort of the pillow and blankets around him lures him back to sleep...
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"Up and at em, Clover!" a loud, cheerful voice says, causing the human to flinch slightly.
"Five more minutes..." he mutters, burying his head back into the pillow.
"Nope! You've got a busy day ahead of you!"
Before Clover can argue any further, several vines wrap around the blanket, roughly tugging it away from him. Soon after, his pillow follows.
With a groan, the blind human gets to his feet, staring at Flowey's general direction with a bitter expression.
"You could've just waited, y'know. It ain't like a few more hours of letting me sleep would've hurt you."
"No, but you'll thank me later. You took your sweet time getting up, buddy, and it's going to be dangerous if you keep napping around."
"Whatdya--"
"You've been sleeping for almost an entire day, and a lot of things have happened since then." the flower explains, cutting Clover off.
"You remember that bat monster? The one that you somehow beat without a single death? Well, he's been going around the Dark Ruins, telling all of the other monsters about you! About how you can't see anything! And let me tell you, they feel awful about hurting you. Even the ones you haven't met yet feel pretty bad, since they were planning on... how did that scroll monster put it... 'stopping that human's rampage'? Something like that."
"Anyways, while you were napping, pretty much every single one of them came to visit you, and if you'll check your bag, you'll notice that it's a lot heavier than it was when you fell asleep. Monster food can heal injuries, and since you were pretty beaten up, they decided to leave you some 'get better soon' gifts."
The young human tilts his head, baffled that they'd bother to give him anything beyond empty words. A quick check of his bag is enough to confirm Flowey's words, but food isn't the only thing he finds while he rummages around in there...
"What... what are these?" he asks, bringing out several pieces of paper.
"The monsters in the Dark Ruins aren't the smartest." Flowey says, visibly holding back laughter. "And so that Flier monster had the bright idea to leave apology letters with the gifts they were giving you. By the time Penilla pointed out that you wouldn't be able to read them, most of the monsters had already started their letters, so they decided to go ahead and finish them. Now hurry and get up! It still isn't safe for you!"
"Slow down there a second... if all the monsters know that I'm blind, and they feel bad about attacking me, then what is there to worry about?"
"Your new friend may have told all of the monsters he could about you, but one of the monsters in the Dark Ruins hates being around other people, and he doesn't have the best track record with humans."
"When Decibat went to tell him the news, he didn't get to talk to anything other than a closed door... but that's not what's important here. What's important is that the only exit through the Dark Ruins is through that monster's house. If you want to find the rest of those kids, you'll have to either convince him that you mean no harm, or break down his door and make a break for it."
"...That still doesn't explain why I can't take my time. I... I think I like the Dark Ruins, or I will now that the monsters are nice... I'm not ready to leave them all behind just yet..."
Unseen to Clover, the smile on Flowey's face falls, turning into quite the ugly sneer.
'Pathetic. I don't know why I'm even surprised. You've always been like this! A few kind gestures from someone trying to ease their own guilt, and suddenly, you're willing to forget every single death you've suffered! If you spent a few more days here, then I'm sure you'd be glad to give up your soul if they decided to ask. Naive, self-righteous moron!'
"...But what about the other humans? Don't you want to find them?"
"I do!" Clover exclaims. "I just... I think I'll be able to afford a small break before I continue searching. All of those kids are tough. After all, they've managed to make their way to the Underground when dozens upon dozens of kids before them failed to... and besides, most of them would be adults by now! They... they'll be... a few more weeks spent here won't..."
He trails off, unable to put his thoughts into words. As he does so, Flowey's sneer grows.
'Won't what? Won't kill them? Ha! It's times like these that make me regret that you can remember when I LOAD. If you didn't, then I can only imagine how much fun I'd have telling you just what I think of your desire to 'take a break'! Maybe I could even tell you how the human who came before you died! What did you call her? 'Big sis Melody', was it? I can already imagine the look on your face when I explain how she was begging for someone, anyone to help her... and how nobody came!'
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'...but since I can't do that, I suppose I'll find other ways to entertain myself...'
"Well... ok, Clover. Still, I think you should try to explain things to that last monster... I think his name is Dalv? You won't be able to leave without his permission, and the sooner he knows that you're friendly, the less likely he is to attack you if he stumbles upon you while on a walk."
'You can have your little 'break'. That's fine by me... but when it ends, I'll make sure that you'd wish that you had never stayed in the Dark Ruins to begin with.'
"In the meantime, why don't you heal yourself up?"
As he says this, a SAVE point appears in the air in front of Clover, causing the young human to let out a chuckle.
"Alright... thanks, Flowey. I appreciate your help."
"That's what friends are for!" the flower replies, grinning brightly.
As the duo continue through the Dark Ruins, they encounter monster after monster, each having their own apologies to offer Clover.
From Flier proposing to teach him to ride a skateboard (that is what the kids are interested in nowadays, right?), to Rorrim helping him tidy up his appearance, and even to Penilla suggesting that she re-draw his Missing poster for him, he gets many kind offers from the monsters that call the Dark Ruins their home. Eventually, after making his way past almost every monster in the Dark Ruins, Clover finds himself traversing an old, dark maze made of stone. As he does so, Flowey pops back out of the ground, wrapping his stem around the child's torso.
"Jeez, that sure took a while, didn't it?" the flower says with a hint of weariness. "I've been waiting for what seems like hours for them to leave you alone..."
"I'm sorry. I should've tried to speed things up, but--"
"No no, it's fine. I can't blame you for wanting to talk with them. I can deal with a little bit of boredom, don't you worry."
"..."
"Anyways, I sure hope that you're ready for a fight! This Dalv guy is quite shy... not to mention stubborn, since nobody else has managed to get through to him throughout the entirety of the time he's lived here. My advice? Try talking, but if that doesn't work, then keep dodging his attacks until he tires himself out. When that happens, maybe he'll be more receptive to a conversation..."
Clover nods his head, absentmindedly scratching his cheek as he walks...
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"...Hey Flowey? I've been wondering something..."
'Oh God, what'd I miss this time?'
Flowey thinks, unable to stop himself from worrying.
'Did he notice that I haven't been acting tired enough after the resets...? But I could've sworn my acting was perfect! It can't be that... did he talk with some of the other monsters when I wasn't looking, and found out that I lied about him being chased? Or maybe--'
Before the flower can finish the thought, Clover continues.
"So I've taken a lot of hits during fights, and I've been fully healed from all of them... heck, some of those hits were scary enough that I thought they'd kill me, but no matter how many times I've been healed... this bruise on my cheek won't fade. What's the deal with that?"
Flowey lets out a sigh of relief, glad that Clover didn't notice another mistake that he had made.
"Well... you got that injury before you fell into the Underground, right?"
The young cowboy nods his head.
"I don't know enough to explain the specifics, but I do know that any injuries a human gets before they fall down here can't be healed with our magic. I think it has something to do with the fact that your body had never interacted with magic when you first got the bruise? I'm not sure, but suffice to say, you'll have to wait a few weeks for that to heal on its own."
"That makes sense. Thanks Flowey."
"Mhm..."
Clover continues on through the maze, silently pondering what words he'll say to convince this 'Dalv' monster...
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...Eventually, the two find themselves standing in front of a large, stone door that has two metal door knockers embedded into it.
"Good luck, pal! You've got this!" Flowey cheers, before disappearing beneath the ground.
Clover takes a deep breath, pushing his concentration to its max...
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...and before long, a pair of round, yellow glasses appear on his face. Half a second later, his holster glows a faint yellow.
With the magic he learned from Decibat, the blind human is easily able to make out his surroundings. Reaching forward, he grabs one of the metal door knockers...
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
Powerful impacts can be heard from the front door, causing Dalv to stumble out of his bed, eyes blurry and unfocused.
"Who can be knocking at this hour?!" the exhausted vampire mutters, throwing his cloak over his shoulders. "Could it be Decibat, here to talk about... about humans...? I thought I told him already... I don't wish to speak about the past. It's... it's none of his business..."
With unsteady, stumbling steps, Dalv makes his way to the door, throwing it open with an annoyed, slightly anxious expression on his face.
"I've already told you, Deci, I don't w--"
He cuts off, eyes bulging to a comical degree as he registers the scene in front of him.
Standing before Dalv is a short, strangely-dressed human that positively vibrates with magical power. Bright yellow glasses can be seen on their face, hiding their eyes, while the holster at their waist hums with silent, barely-controlled energy. The human's fingers continuously drum along the magic-filled holster, causing Dalv to remember a peculiar conversation he had with an old friend...
"--And then they say 'it's high noon' and then they draw!"
"They... they draw? What do they draw?"
"No no silly, not that kind of drawing! It means that they take their weapons out of their holsters and fire them at each other!"
"Fire? They keep their bows and arrows in these little... holsters?"
"Of course not! Uncle Star told me that humans have these small little weapons that shoot pieces of metal! When they draw, they point the weapons at whoever they're dualing and shoot the metal at them!"
"Oh dear... that sounds like it'd hurt quite a lot, no? Aren't humans easily injured by physical weapons?"
"That's the point, Dalv! The bad guys use it to hurt the good guys, and the good guys use it to stop the bad guys before they can do more crimes! It's supposed to hurt!"
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With a reaction speed that even he wasn't aware he possessed, Dalv backpedals into his house, firing the most powerful bolt of lightning he can muster at the human. In a flash, it arrives in front of them, blowing their head off of their shoulders failing to connect with the human as, to Dalv's shock, they duck under it with ease, seeming to have expected the attack.
Slightly alarmed now, the vampire speeds up his assault, launching a quick barrage of electricity at the short human. The first bolt catches him in the shoulder misses him entirely, while the second and third pierce his chest are soon dispersed when the human draws and fires the metal-shooting weapon at his hip, stopping the attacks before they can reach him. Under Dalv's astonished gaze, they collapse to the floor, dead roll underneath the final lightning strikes, dashing into his house a split-second later.
Now well and truly terrified, Dalv throws the metaphorical kitchen sink at the human, doing everything in his power to kill them before they can do the same to him. Dozens upon dozens of attacks, each created with his signature electricity magic, spread out from his cloak.
The human manages to shoot out the first 4 attacks that enter his path, but, unfortunately for him, one stray lightning bolt manages to clip the end of his gun, causing him to drop it with a yelp of pain. Soon after, the rest of the electric attacks close in, turning the human into a charred corpse but again they miss him, as the human easily predicts the path they'll take. The short, hatted human opens their mouth, perhaps to taunt him, but Dalv doesn't give them the chance to speak, putting everything he has into one final offense.
Lightning explodes from the vampire's cloak, so powerful that it sends shockwaves throughout the room. This lightning is both far more numerous, and far more dangerous than the lightning used in previous attacks. Unlike the usual bolts of electricity that they were previously shaped in, these newest attacks morph as they move. One second, dozens of balls of lightning fill the house, while the next, each ball has morphed into tiny bats, all flying directly at Dalv's opponent.
The human dies dodges, and dies dodges, and dies dodges some more, somehow avoiding each and every attack being sent his way... but their luck can't last forever. Eventually, one of the balls of lightning morphs mid-strike, turning into a thin line of electricity. Before the human can recognize this newest change, the attack reaches their boot, shocking them to the point where Dalv swears that he can see them faint... but, as if on instinct, the human's body moves, rolling away from the next attack.
Dalv continues to pepper the small human with lightning-fast offense, and they continue to dodge... but it's obvious that they're slowing. The damage they're taking continues to build, until...
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...until Dalv runs out of strength.
Gasping for air, the vampiric-monster backs away from his opponent, staring at them with unbelieving eyes.
"N-No... I... not again!" he mutters, his horrified mind recalling the last time he attempted to stop a human, all those years ago...
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The dust-covered human runs at him and Kanako. Their eyes are wide... crazed. He sends out a warning strike, but they easily dodge it. He tries again, putting more power into his attack... and again, they dodge it.
Before he even knows what's happening, the human is right in front of him.
Kanako screams.
Pain. Pain worse than anything he's ever felt. Pain to the point where, for a moment, he swears his feet turn dusty. It hurts. It hurts so much. He falls backwards, vision blurry...
...but then the human looks at Kanako...
...and Dalv screams.
With strength he didn't know he had, Dalv pours every drop of magical power into his body, grabbing onto the human's leg in an attempt to stop them from reaching the small, scared child behind him. Electricity explodes from his arms, traveling through the human's leg into their body...
The human screams...
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With one final surge of energy, the vampire spreads his arms wide, summoning a storm of electricity inside the house. The storm surrounds the human, continuously peppering them with shocks, continuously following them as they attempt to move...
...but the human just will not stay down. Before Dalv can attempt to stop them, they dodge through the storm of lightning, running straight at the vampire's wardrobe. With a cry of exertion, they fling it open, revealing...
"Pops!" Dalv exclaims, forcefully moving his magic away from the balloon.
This act may have saved his closest friend... but it also saved the human. What's worse, it drained Dalv of what little strength he had left...
Exhausted, the vampire collapses to the floor, unable to stay on his feet after the battle he just had. With wide, fearful eyes, he watches as the short human slowly grows closer... and when they're right in front of him, he shuts those eyes closed, unwilling to watch as they finish him off...
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...but the strike never comes. Confused, Dalv opens his eyes, only to by greeted by an outstretched hand and a relieved smile.
"...Howdy. My name is Clover. It's nice to meet you..."
Notes:
Congratulations! Your Dalv has evolved into Dadlv!
Chapter 9: One week later
Notes:
Surprise fluff chapter.
I genuinely don't know how or why, but my brain decided that it wanted to write, even if I was feeling pretty ill, and I was able to write this way faster than any other chapter so far. Enjoy.
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In the far end of the Dark Ruins lives a single, lonely monster. This monster has distanced himself from the other residents, preferring solitude to the point where the others worry for his mental health. The only exit to the Dark Ruins (and, to their knowledge, the only entrance to it) lies at the end of this monster's house.
Nobody is quite sure why he's made his home here. Perhaps it's to be the first to flee should a human somehow finds another entrance? Or perhaps... perhaps it's to be the first line of defense if a human finds the only known entrance into the Dark Ruins...
Regardless of his reasons, the other monsters in the Dark Ruins refuse to leave until they manage to drag him out of his shell. Every one of them has attempted to befriend Dalv by this point, but none have managed to get the vampire to shake his anxious solitude.
From Decibat's quiet enjoyment of his company, to the Sweet Corns' offer to help him with his farming, and even to Penilla's attempts to brighten his day with her paintings, they've all made their attempts to break through the wall he's built between himself and the other residents, and they've all been unsuccessful. For years, they've worried that Dalv would die alone in that small house at the end of the Dark Ruins... but now, they worry no longer...
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Dalv groans slightly as he works, doing his best to keep hold of the small bed frame in his hands.
"A little to the left... a little further... now straighten out!" an overly-excited voice commands, causing the vampiric-monster to wince as the loud voice pierces his ears. "Go forward! Keep going! Almost there... stop!"
Dalv immediately halts, sweating slightly as the weight of the wooden frame presses down against his untrained muscles...
"W-What's the old up?" he stutters, trying to peer over the frame in his arms.
"Did you measure the bed before you helped Penilla make it?"
"Well, I-- uh..."
"That's just about what I expected... alright, put it down! I'll just have to widen the hole myself!"
Before Dalv can protest, his companion sets their side of the frame onto the floor, forcing him to follow suit. With the frame out of the way, Dalv can clearly see the monster who's been helping him with this...
...A large, scroll-like monster with ribbons for arms stands before him. If one were to ask how Crispy Scroll was able to carry anything with those arms of his, Dalv wouldn't be able to give a suitable answer, all he knows is that they're more than capable of carrying heavy objects.
Speaking of those arms, they're currently pointed at a door-sized, rectangular hole in the wall. At the end of the scroll-like monster's 'hands' is a floating ball of swirling energy. If Alphys or Undyne were around, they'd be able to tell you exactly which character Crispy Scroll is copying...
"HAAAAAAAAA!" he screams, being much louder than needed as a wave of energy explodes from the ball.
The magical wave drills into Dalv's wall, quickly widening the door-sized hole until it can easily fit the wooden bed frame. With a proud look upon his face, Crispy Scroll turns back to the flabbergasted vampire behind him.
"Hmph. Pretty good, huh? That's what the power of a real protagonist can do!"
"...Crispy?"
"Yeah? What is it?"
"We could've just tilted the bed frame to the side."
"Oh... well it's too little too late for that! And besides, my way was cooler! I'm sure the kid will love to have a double-door! We can make it just like the one you have outside your house!"
"...You... you are aware that we'll need to spend another few hours making it all even again, no?" Dalv asks, staring at the anime-loving monster with a look of exhaustion.
"What?"
"Your 'Ki waves' as you call them are circular. We need the hole to be rectangular so we can fit a door inside it."
"..."
"That's not to mention the room itself. You blasted a hole straight through the wall. If we want it to look neat again, then we'll either need to fill the hole, which none of us can do, or we'll need to get rid of the surrounding stone until the wall is even with where your attack stopped."
"..."
"I know that you enjoy acting like an... what did you call them? An 'anime protagonist'?"
He nods his head, ashamed.
"Well, even if I don't fully understand why you enjoy acting like one, I'm more than happy to put up with it, even if it is a bit loud... but doing it now, of all times?! While we're putting the finishing touches on something that we've all spent days on?! That's--"
The laughter of a young child can be heard outside, interrupting Dalv before he can scold the scroll further.
"...Well, I suppose it doesn't matter... Clover will be happier to have a larger room, I'm sure, and it is bit presumptuous of me to be angry when you've already done so much to help. We'll just have to hurry it up if we want to finish before he's done playing for the day."
"Right... sorry, Dalv... I didn't mean to--"
"It's fine, Crispy. I shouldn't have snapped at you. Let's just put this behind us, and try to get it done as fast as we can, ok?"
"...Alright... alright! Let's do this, full power!"
With a soft sigh, Dalv picks his end of the bed frame up, following the scroll in taking it into the newest room in his home...
Clover laughs as he listens to the soft, faint sounds of the Micro Froggits' newest argument. Something about whether pears, cacti, or coffee tastes the best? He isn't exactly sure why they're arguing about this, but he does know one thing... it's extremely entertaining to listen in to.
"It has to be pears!" the first Micro Froggit argues. "The flavor hugs your tastebuds in a way that no other snack can!"
"Yeah right." the next Micro Froggit shoots back. "Hugging your tastebuds' is nothing but a better way to say that it 'overwhelms your tastebuds with its god-awful flavor'! Everyone knows that coffee is the best tasting treat you can have! it perks you up in the morning, and gives you the energy to speed-past any obstacles in your way!"
"Puh-lease." the final Micro Froggit says scornfully. "We all know that cacti are the best. After all, it's the only snack that bites back! It keeps you on your toes, and it also makes sure that you don't eat too much too quickly!"
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"So anyways, it has to be pears or coffee, and I know for a fact that pears taste better than coffee! Heck, even Clover agrees! He still has that Golden Pear he found lying around, and I don't see any Golden Coffee in that bag of his!"
"He still has it because it tastes awful! If he visited Snowdin, then I'm sure he'd gulp down any coffee we give him before you could even say 'coffee tastes better than pears'!"
"W-Well... if he comes to the Dunes, then I'm sure we'd have a Golden Cactus to spare. One taste of that, and I'm positive that he'll agree with me!"
"Pears!"
"Coffee!"
"Cactus!"
As the three continue to squabble, Clover tunes them out, instead thinking about the time he's spent in the Dark Ruins...
When he first brought up the idea to stay here to Flowey, even he could tell that the flower was... less than pleased. The thought makes him feel slightly guilty, as it's painfully obvious that Flowey doesn't want to be around other monsters, even if they're friendly, and that he definitely wants to be around Clover.
Clover can understand where he's coming from. With his ability to save and load, Flower has seen almost all of the monsters in the Dark Ruins kill Clover, with many managing to do it dozens of times! He can still remember what the flowery monster said after Clover managed to beat Dalv...
"87 times! 80! 7! Times!!! And you still want to stay around him?!?! Are you okay, Clover?!?! Did you hit your head a little too hard when you fell down here?!?! Most people would never want to see that vampire again, but you decided that you want to live in his house of all things?!"
...To be fair, Flowey was probably right to be so concerned. It definitely isn't normal to forgive and forget so easily, and even now, Clover finds his body unconsciously flinching whenever Dalv gets too close, and yet... he can't help but to forgive him.
For whatever reason, Clover feels... safe around the vampire. He feels close to Dalv, as if he's known him for years. From what he can tell, Dalv feels the same way... maybe it has something to do with the constant LOADing that happened during their fight...?
"--ask him what he thinks!" one of the Micro Froggits says.
"Yeah! Good idea!"
...Either way, he doesn't regret his choice to remain in the Dark Ruins. The past week has been more comfortable, enjoyable, and straight up fun than any other time in his entire life. Even when Melody was around, his life was about making the best of a bad situation. Now? Now it's making the best of a pretty good situation.
He has good food, clean water, and, most uncommon of all, a nice, warm place to sleep at night. It's... nice. Clover imagines that this must be what the 'sacrifices' of the village felt like in the months before they were sent up Mt. Ebott... the only difference being that the residents of the Dark Ruins actually seem to care about him...
Of course, it isn't perfect, considering the tiny detail that is him being completely blind, but it's much better than anything he had experienced when he first jumped into the Underground. Dalv even gave up the only bed in the house for Clover! That's something that he never imagined any adult doing, especially for someone they just met!
"Hey Clover!"
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"HEY CLOVER!"
Suddenly, the soft voices of the Micro Froggits reach his ears, shaking him out of his thoughts.
"Wha--"
"C'mon Clover, don't fall asleep on us here. We need you to settle this debate!"
"Yeah!"
"Which is better: pears, coffee, or cacti?!"
"I... uh... I've never really had any of them before." Clover confesses.
"You have a pear in your bag! Take it out now, and after you eat it, I'm sure you'll agree that it's the superior snack!"
The blind human hesitates. Although he does want to try eating it... something about the golden shine of it makes him pause. He gets the faint feeling that... maybe it'd be better to save it for another time...
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"Well? Hurry up! We need to settle this already!"
"Er... what if I... uh..."
Before Clover can attempt to make up an excuse to avoid eating the Golden Pear, a familiar voice calls out to him.
"Clover!" Penilla shouts. "Dalv wants you back at the house! He has a surprise for you!"
"Oh-- sorry guys! I have to go!" Clover says, deeply grateful for this distraction. "We'll have to settle this another time!"
His departure is met with a small chorus of groans as the tiny trio realize that they'll have to decide on which snack is the best themselves.
Without giving them any more time to speak, the young cowboy skedaddles, racing back to Dalv's house as fast as his feet will carry him...
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Eventually, Clover and Penilla find themselves in front of Dalv's house. With a proud smirk on her face, the small dinosaur grabs the metal door knocker, slamming it against the stone door it's embedded in.
Knock.
Kn--
The door swings open almost instantly, revealing a packed house.
There's Dalv, as expected, but behind him, one of the Sweet Corn that live in the Dark Ruins can be seen. To their side, Crispy Scroll and Decibat fly, grinning down at the small human.
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...who doesn't see them.
"Uh... Clover? Maybe you should put those glasses of yours on?" Penilla awkwardly suggests.
Tilting his head, Clover concentrates as much as he can, and before long, a pair of glowing yellow glasses appear on his face. A split-second later, he taps his fingers along his gun's holster, and then immediately stifles a loud gasp... he stifled it, of course, because he noticed the noise-hating Decibat.
"W-What are you guys doing here?" he whispers, causing Dalv to chuckle nervously.
"Hehe... you can speak normally. Deci is wearing earplugs right now. He needs them if he's going to be around--"
"Hey! Good to see you, Clover!" Crispy Scroll shouts, cutting Dalv off. "We've all been working hard on a surprise for you! You may have noticed that we've been busy for the past few days, but if you follow me, I'll go and show you the surprise!"
"Follow us." Penilla says sourly.
"Right, right... my bad!"
"You... you guys really didn't have to--" Clover begins, before quickly being interrupted by the Sweet Corn.
"But we wanted to!" she says, smiling brightly. "I'm sure you'll love it! It's a really sweet gift, too! Dalv came up with the idea, and when Penilla saw him working on it, she got all of us to help!"
"It's... it's not that big of a deal..." Dalv mutters, rubbing his head in slight embarrassment. "How about you see it first?"
With his curiosity fully piqued, Clover nervously follows the group further into the house, until he senses something quite unfamiliar...
In front of Clover are two tall, stone doors, being a perfect match for the pair that make up Dalv's front door. Baffled, he turns to look at (the general direction of) Dalv, who gestures for him to open it...
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About 8 seconds later, the vampiric-monster realizes that Clover can't see his gestures. Slightly embarrassed, he uses his words.
"Open it... I... I think you'll like it..."
After taking a deep breath, Clover puts his hands on the door's handle, pulling it open to reveal...
...a new, freshly-made room carved into the stone that makes up the Dark Ruins.
In one corner of the room, a small stone desk can be seen, along with a wooden chair, while the walls are covered in carvings that he can't quite make out, but nonetheless, his appreciation only grows as he imagines just how much time and effort it'd take to make them.
In the opposite corner, two more pieces of furniture catch Clover's attention. A newly-made wooden dresser to store his clothes in, and, far more importantly... a bed. A genuine, comfortable-looking bed, all for him.
As Clover (metaphorically) stares at the room in wonder, Dalv's nervous voice fills the air.
"I... I know that there isn't that much stuff in here... but we can add more later if you don't like--"
Before the vampire can even finish the sentence, he feels two arms wrap around his torso, pulling him into one of the tightest hugs he's felt.
"Thankyouthankyouthankyou!" Clover says, burying his face in Dalv's cloak as tears fall from his unseeing eyes.
Chapter 10: A pleasant surprise
Chapter Text
September 6th, 20XX
It's been almost a month since Clover started living in the Dark Ruins, and in that time, Dalv's house has changed significantly.
When the blind human first arrived, it was barren, only having a single bedroom, a living room, and two hallways. That's not to mention the sheer lack of daily necessities inside of the home. When Dalv was living here alone, it didn't even have a kitchen to cook in! It was only after meeting Clover that the vampire realized that he needed to expand his home a bit.
Of course, Clover would have been more than happy to just continue eating raw corn, no cooking required, but after a good talking to from a certain mirror-monster... Dalv decided that a growing child needed variety, and so not long after Clover's bedroom was finished, he started working on adding the kitchen as well.
Dalv has to admit... it's far nicer than he'd have expected. Usually, he just ate his corn raw, only having anything else on the rare occasions where the other residents of the Dark Ruins left whatever they had made outside his door, but now the times where he doesn't cook something for him and Clover to eat are rare.
Cooking was... a challenge, at first. Even before he moved into the Dark Ruins, his cooking skills weren't exactly the greatest, and the years he's spent alone have only caused them to decline further. If it wasn't for Flier's help, he honestly doesn't know how he would have managed. Luckily for both him and the blind child he's taking care of, the middle-aged monster is quite the chef... although Dalv could've done without the commentary...
"Us bachelors have got to be able to take care of ourselves!" Flier says, looking up at the vampire with a disappointed glare. "That doesn't just mean eating garbage and doing your own laundry! It means actually cooking and cleaning! Did your parents teach you nothing?! Look at the place, Dalv! When's the last time you swept? Honestly, I'm surprised that your cloak is as clean as it is, despite how filthy the floors are! And you want to raise a kid in here?"
Ever since Clover managed to convince Flier that acting 'hip' wasn't working and that it was overall unhealthy for him, the small monster has been acting very... aged. Dalv isn't sure if this is a good thing, as Flier is finally accepting who he is, or if it's a bad thing, given how he's been acting recently...
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...Regardless, Flier has been a huge help to both him and Clover, so he can't be too harsh on the aging monster... and while re-learning to cook was a struggle, it was more enjoyable than he'd have expected. Ever since he started taking lessons from the small monster, his culinary skills have skyrocketed, much to Clover's delight.
Not that the young cowboy would ever complain about any food he got, being glad to actually have something to eat... but even Dalv could notice the increasing eagerness that Clover ate with as time went on and the meals became tastier...
...Honestly, Clover's willingness to eat just about anything he can get his hands on worries Dalv. He's pretty sure that he saw him gnawing on an odd smelling, misshapen cob of corn the other day, and he seemed to actually enjoy the "Sponge Cake" that he found in the fridge. Dalv didn't originally see anything wrong with that-- other than it being a few weeks old-- but when one of the local Sweet Corn found out...
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...well, apparently covering an old sponge in frosting doesn't make it an actual Sponge Cake, and it's supposedly unhealthy for someone to eat, especially if they're a human... Dalv can't remember the last time he saw her that angry. Now that he thinks about it, he can't remember seeing any Sweet Corn being annoyed, much less genuinely mad...
...he doesn't want to see them angry ever again. He's sure that every other monster in the Dark Ruins-- most of all Decibat-- would agree with him.
Speaking of Decibat...
"Hhello Dalv." the bat-like monster whispers, dragging the vampire out of his thoughts. "It's been a whhile since you've taken one of your walks thhrough the Dark Ruins... is everything alrighht?"
"Oh- uh... hey Deci..." he mutters awkwardly, still not completely used to talking to others. "Everything is fine... I've just been a bit busy with getting Clover situated..."
"You're doing a good job, Dalv. He's been thhrough here to talk a few times, and he seems very happy. He's almost unrecognizable from how he was whhen he first fell down here. It's nice to see."
"Well, when you consider what happened to him after falling here..."
"...Even overlooking thhat, the way he reacted whhen he got hit by my magical attacks... well, it almost seemed like... like he was used to getting hurt..."
"It isn't our place to pry into his past." Dalv says, trying to end this uncomfortable conversation here. "He'll tell us when he's ready."
"I know, but... well, whhat I'm trying to say here is that you're doing great, Dalv." the bat replies, staring into the air with an unreadable expression on his face. "I don't thhink that Clover has had thhe best life before now. Him being so comfortable around us, even after attacking him, is nothing shhort of a miracle. To be able to forgive somethhing like that so quickly... he's a good pup. You don't hhave to be so nervous about raising him. Just continue whhat you're doing, and it'll all work out in thhe end."
"I... thanks, Deci."
"Mhm..."
Dalv gives a small, quiet chuckle as Decibat nods off, shaking his head in quiet disbelief at how quickly his friend can fall asleep.
As he walks the familiar path through the Dark Ruins, Dalv can't help but think about his conversation with the noise-hating bat. More specifically, he can't stop thinking about what Decibat said about Clover's past...
"It almost seemed like... like he was used to getting hurt..."
The thought causes Dalv to scowl... and yet he can't deny the truthfulness of Deci's words. When he fought against Clover, no matter how many times he shocked the child, he just... kept going. He may've gasped in pain a few times, sure, but even when his body was grievously injured, he'd force down whatever pain he was feeling, then continue moving as if nothing had happened. It'd be impressive if it wasn't so depressing...
...and that's not even to mention what he's heard from Clover himself.
He can tell that Clover doesn't like to talk about his life on the surface. Any conversations they have about Clover's life are rare... but they have happened. Dalv still doesn't know much, but from what little he's heard... well, maybe his fear of humans wasn't totally unjustified. After all, you'd be hard-pressed to find a single monster willing to ignore a homeless, starving child... but being actively cruel to them?
Letting dozens of 'street urchins' run around, giving them the bare minimum to survive, just on the off chance that they could be a sacrifice?! Dalv doesn't believe that any monster could do that, no matter how heartless and jaded they may be... of course, that only applies to children who are monsters. As he and the rest of the residents of the Dark Ruins have proven, monsterkind's generosity and willingness to help doesn't apply to other races... even now, after taking care of Clover for almost a month, Dalv still proves this...
"He deserves to know!" a strangely cheerful voice calls out from the darkness. "I know it'll be hard on you, and he may even come to hate you... but don't you think that he deserves the truth? I know that you've seen that poster he carries around. We both know what his goal is. Telling him now, before his hopes can grow too much, is only fair. Hiding the truth... hiding what you did... that's just cruel to Clover, and he's suffered enough cruelty at the hands of adults in his life."
The shy monster's words keep flashing through his mind. Dalv didn't even know that there was a monster like that living in the Dark Ruins, and if it wasn't for their concern over Clover... he probably never would've known...
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Before Dalv has even realized it, he's made his way back to his home, too lost in thought to pay attention to the normally relaxing walk. With a sigh, the vampiric-monster pushes down the burning disgust he feels at himself, reaching out to open the door...
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...only to find that it's locked.
Confused, Dalv grabs onto one of the metal door knockers, slamming it against the stone door several times.
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
"J-Just a second!" Clover's voice calls out, before Dalv suddenly hears the hurried clanging of various pots and pans...
'????'
"Clover? Everything okay in there?" Dalv asks, slightly worried.
"Yeah! Almost done!"
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...Right as the vampire considers knocking again, he hears the lock on his door turn. Half a second later, the door flies open, revealing the familiar blind child he's been living with.
"Clover? Wha--"
"Don't look! Close your eyes and follow me!" the young cowboy commands, causing Dalv's confusion to grow even further.
"Why--"
"It's a surprise!"
"...Well, alright..."
Bewildered by this most recent turn of events, Dalv obeys the human's instructions, covering his eyes with his hands. Soon after, he feels a hand grab onto his cloak, leading him forward.
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After a few short seconds, the duo come to a stop inside what Dalv assumes to be the kitchen.
"Can I open my eyes now?" he asks, having no clue as to what Clover's surprise may be.
"Mhm! Go ahead!"
The vampiric-monster removes his hands from his face, revealing...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" the voices of several monsters call out, causing Dalv to jump in place.
Standing in Dalv's kitchen are almost every single monster that has made the Dark Ruins their home. There's Rorrim, reflecting Dalv's shocked expression, one of the local Sweet Corn, waving at Dalv with a bright smile, Flier, wearing an apron that says 'kiss the cook', Penilla, scribbling furiously on a piece of paper, and Crispy Scroll, looking the most excited out of any monster present. The sight of all of them isn't what causes Dalv the most surprise, however... it's the sight of the kitchen around them.
Dozens of bright, colorful decorations are spread around the room, while the table is positively covered in pots and pans containing all sorts of meals that Dalv enjoys, including some that he hasn't had since he moved into the Dark Ruins. Smack-dab in the center of these meals sits a large, candle-covered cake.
"W-What's all this?!"
"Sweet Corn told us about that 'Sponge Cake' that Clover got his hands on--" Rorrim begins, before being cut off by Crispy Scroll.
"And so when she told us that it was from your birthday, we all realized that we missed it! You didn't even get to throw a real party!"
"So we decided to actually throw you one." Flier says, grinning up at Dalv. "I flew up the hole that Clover fell through to end up down here, then I went to Home. It's not completely abandoned, despite almost everyone moving to New Home, and I was able to get plenty of supplies to throw you an actual party."
"Penilla did the decorations, I baked the cake, and Flier helped Clover cook the meals!" Sweet Corn explains, beaming brightly. "Decibat would've been here, but you know how he is with noise."
Dalv's head swivels around, taking in every detail he can from this unexpected sight. He opens his mouth to speak... and yet he finds his throat choking up slightly.
"I..."
"So, what do you think?" Penilla questions.
"I..."
To Dalv's surprise, he finds his eyes becoming damp, further worsening his ability to answer.
"...Do you not like it?" Clover quietly asks, turning his head to face Dalv.
"I... I love it." he finally chokes out, causing the young human to smile brightly. "Thank you, all of you!"
Chapter 11: Signs of stress
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
In the far end of the Dark Ruins, a lively, comfortable-looking home can be seen. In the kitchen of this house, one small child, stood on a wooden stool as he can't reach properly without it, can be seen hard at work, doing his best to wash the dirty dishes of the night's dinner.
Clover hums a small tune to himself as he works, settling into the familiar feeling of scrubbing away at the pan in the sink...
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...After a decent amount of time spent scrubbing, he washes the pan off under the faucet, then runs his hands along the inside to make sure that he didn't miss any scraps of food that may've outlasted his expert dish-washing skills.
As expected, no dirty dish can be a match for Clover's skills. After washing it off one more time, he dries it, then puts it away, moving onto the next dish immediately after. As the blind child works, his mind can't help but wander...
...Ever since they threw a birthday party for Dalv, the vampire has seemed... oddly distant. He still finds time to talk to Clover, sure, and he does go on walks from time to time... but every time he talks to Dalv, Clover can't help but feel a distinct sense of wrongness. He can't exactly pin down the reason behind this feeling, as Dalv doesn't act too differently... but he's learnt to trust his instincts by now.
The other monsters in the Dark Ruins seem to feel the same thing as Clover. Heck, Penilla straight up confronted Dalv about it, but the vampire has denied anything being wrong. They're all worried about him, thinking that whatever he's been dealing with is going to cause him to go back to his anxious, loner ways.
Clover has even asked Flowey to keep an eye on Dalv, as the flower is very skilled at hiding from other monsters, but even Flowey failed to find the reason behind Dalv's offness. For a while, the blind human even considered asking Flowey to abuse his ability to save and load to get to the bottom of this mystery... but he quickly decided against doing so.
He knows how much it taxes Flowey to load a save. Even if he's worried about Dalv, he can't ask his best friend to do something like that... and a big reason as to why he can't ask is because he knows that the flower would agree to help.
Ever since he first arrived in the Dark Ruins, Flowey was the one constant presence by his side. The only one who could remember the loading. The only one who had immediately helped him, no questions asked, and from what he can gather... Flowey is the only one who understands what it's like to die.
Flowey hasn't said anything concrete, but despite being blind, even Clover could see what the flower's actions signal. Being afraid to be seen by those around him? Unwilling to make friends with other monsters? Doing so much to help a scared, injured stranger? These facts, along with the small tidbits that Clover has heard from his flowery friend, paint a pretty clear picture of Flowey's past.
Someone, at some time, has hurt him bad. He definitely loaded a save to prevent it from 'actually' happening, sure, but Clover knows better than anyone that loading isn't a fix to all issues. Even now, after more than a month of living with Dalv, he can't help but flinch sometimes whenever the vampire, or any of the monsters who have killed him, get too close...
"I... how did you even get in here?!" Dalv's voice, muffled as it may be by his bedroom door, suddenly says, snapping Clover out of his thoughts.
"...?"
The blind human tilts his head, listening intently to the faint voice he hears.
"This is getting ridiculous! I understand that you're concerned, but going into my house just to convince me?!"
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"Well... maybe you aren't exactly wrong... but still!"
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"Dammit I know I haven't been fair! You do not need to remind me!"
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"He... he does? That can't be true... can it...?"
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"And he told you this? Face to face?"
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"What do you mean 'it's obvious'? He hasn't even known me for that long. Why would he...?"
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Dalv's voice, sounding more and more anxious by the second, causes Clover to step down from the wooden stool he stands on. With wide, confused eyes, he pushes his concentration as far as he can, summoning the familiar pair of yellow glasses as he slowly makes his way towards the vampire's room.
"Then that... 'bruise' as you call it... they really... to a child?"
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"And the... the last one... you think that she was also...?"
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"I can't say that I agree with Asgore's laws, and especially not his methods... but if they're all like... like them..."
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"Goodness... you really do know a lot, don't you? I didn't even know that anyone else was around when she... well, I don't know if everything that you say is true, but..."
As Clover grows closer and closer to Dalv's room, the vampiric-monster's voice grows louder and louder, but no matter how close he gets, Clover still can't quite hear whoever Dalv is talking to.
"I... I suppose you're right. Hiding things from him like this... it's selfish. If... if he does grow to hate me..."
Soon, he arrives in front of the door. With trembling hands, Clover reaches out to the handle, opening it to reveal...
"...then I'd deserve it." Dalv says to an empty room.
To Clover's confusion, his magical senses can't 'see' anything out of place. All he notices is Dalv standing in front of his bed, head hung low.
"Dalv? Is everything okay?" the blind child asks, worry evident on his face.
The vampire immediately spins around, startled, as the child's voice reaches him. If Clover could 'see' details, then he'd easily be able to spot the anxious, guilty look upon Dalv's face...
...Unfortunately, he can't. After taking a few seconds to calm his voice, Dalv replies to the young cowboy in a calm, even tone.
"I'm fine, Clover. Why do you ask?"
"...I was just... well, I thought I heard you talking, and you sounded mighty worried about something..."
"Oh, that! I was just... uh... thinking out loud, I suppose. There's no need for you to worry."
"..."
Clover looks up at Dalv suspiciously.
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"...Ok. If you're sure that everything's fine..." the blind child eventually mutters, turning away from the vampire. "Then I guess I'll get back to doing the dishes..."
With a bitter, wounded expression upon his face, Clover exits Dalv's room, making his way back to the kitchen...
As he walks, Clover can faintly hear more muttering coming from Dalv... but since he doesn't want to talk about it, there's nothing that Clover can do.
With a small scowl, he climbs back onto the wooden stool in front of the sink, trying to bury his worries under the familiar work...
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...but before long, the sounds of Dalv's mutterings are replaced by something Clover is quite unfamiliar with... music.
In the entire time that Clover has known Dalv, the anxious monster has never even touched the large piano-like instrument in his bedroom. Once, when Dalv was out on one of his walks, Clover snuck into his bedroom, using the vampire's gramophone to play a recording of Dalv playing the organ. The results were... less than impressive... but what he's hearing right now? It's far, far beyond the "Organ Demo" he previously heard...
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As he listens to the unexpectedly beautiful music, the glass plate he's washing, all but forgotten by this point, slowly begins to slip from his hands...
Dalv breathes a sigh of relief as the young human leaves, beginning to deeply regret raising his voice at the strange, shy monster who invaded his room. Speaking of that monster...
"That would've been the perfect time to talk to him." a cheerful voice softly mutters. "He's obviously worried about you. He's just going to keep worrying until you tell him what you've been hiding."
Dalv doesn't even bother looking in the direction of the voice. Whoever this monster is, they're more than capable of hiding from him, as they've proven many times by now.
"I... I wasn't ready... I don't even know how to begin to tell him..." the vampire mumbles, looking at his feet in shame.
"We both know that you're lying. By your standards, you'll never be ready to tell him. The reason why you didn't tell him is because you're scared. You fear how Clover will react... you fear that he'll leave..."
"..."
"Even more than that... you're afraid of what'll happen after he leaves. A blind child all alone in an Underground that wants his soul..."
"...That's right. If he leaves, Asgore will..."
"Mhm... and yet I've already said that I'd be going with him if he left. Are you hiding the truth because you don't trust me to keep him safe, or..."
The mysterious monster's voice twists, no longer being bright and cheerful. Now... now it's scornful.
"Is it because you're afraid that he'll do another Snowdin Massacre?"
"No. That's not it." Dalv immediately denies. "Clover wouldn't do that."
"Oh, I fully believe that he'd avoid hurting any monsters that attacked him... but I don't think that you believe that, despite what you've been saying."
"What--"
"Think about it for a second, Dalv. The only other human you've met was the one that almost killed you."
"That's correct, but--"
"And from what Clover has told you, they were all sent down here as 'sacrifices'."
"I don't see what th--"
"They all arrived in the Underground as scared, confused children." the voice interrupts yet again. "The last human lashed out in fear, and Snowdin paid the price for it. I think that deep down... you're scared of Clover. You're scared of what he can do. You're scared of what he will do to defend himself. After all, he's already shown that he's willing to harm monsters to defend himself. If he keeps traveling, and if he keeps getting attacked... maybe he'll go further than merely harming them. Maybe he'll actually kill someone."
"He... he wouldn't... I've never met anyone as kind as..."
"Then why don't you trust him enough to tell the truth?"
"..."
"If you really believed in Clover, then you wouldn't hide this from him. You'd tell him exactly what happened to the other humans. You'd tell him exactly what you did to the last human."
"...You should leave now." Dalv says, voice deadly serious.
"Alright, alright, I'll go... just keep what I've said in mind, okay? You've been acting very unfair towards him. He's trusted you with a few difficult facts about his life... don't you think that he deserves the same level of trust from you?"
After saying that, the voice goes quiet, presumably having left...
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"Could... could they be right...?"
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"Do I really trust Clover so little...?"
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"Deep down... do I really believe that he'd kill someone...?"
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"God, I'm pathetic..."
Shaking his head in disgust, Dalv forcefully tears his mind away from these thoughts, looking around the room for something to distract him...
...and before long, his eyes land on the large organ sitting in the corner of his room, untouched for well over a month.
"Well... I suppose it would be good to practice... I'm sure that my skills have gotten rusty..."
With shaking hands, Dalv sits in the chair in front of the organ, putting his fingers on the keys...
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Without any conscious thought, his body moves on its own, as if he's done this a million times before. The speed at which his fingers move baffles Dalv, along with the complexity and skill at which he plays. The song that comes from the organ is unfamiliar to the anxious vampire... and yet, somehow, it almost feels... nostalgic. For a brief second, his mind imagines him performing this very piece of music in front of a large, cheering crowd. Completely lost in his music, Dalv lets his worries fade away...
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Suddenly, he hears something shatter from the other room, snapping him out of whatever trance his newly discovered skills have put him in. Without any hesitation, he leaps to his feet, quickly running towards the kitchen...
When he arrives, he immediately spots the source of the noise.
On the floor near the sink are the shattered pieces of one of the few glass plates he owns. Near it, next to a toppled wooden stool, is the blind human child that lives with him.
"Clover? Are you alright?!" Dalv says, dashing towards the child in concern...
...but, after taking a second look at the young human, Dalv notices something strange...
Clover is trembling, his body tensing up in a way that reminds the vampire of their fight.
It's almost as if... as if he expects Dalv to attack him...
Notes:
Come on, y'all knew that I had to add the classic 'abused child breaks something' trope.
Chapter 12: Clover's story
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Clover? Wha--" Dalv begins, taking a step towards the frightened child.
As soon as his foot touches the ground, Clover flinches backwards, causing Dalv to instantly halt in place.
"Clover, I..."
The vampire tries to reassure the young human, to tell Clover that he wouldn't hurt him... and yet when he opens his mouth, he can't help but remember the first meeting he had with Clover. He can't help but remember that if the blind child in front of him wasn't so proficient in dodging. Dalv would've been responsible for another child's death...
"Dalv! Dalv wake up!" a frightened, teary voice says, dragging the vampire out of unconsciousness.
"K...Kanako...? What...?"
Dalv looks around, not quite understanding why he's laying on the ground, or why the young fox in front of him is crying her eyes out.
"You're ok!"
Before he even gets a second to recover, Dalv feels two strong, trembling arms wrap around his neck.
"I-I thought you were..."
"What--"
As he attempts to question her yet again, the memories suddenly come rushing back. In an instant, he recalls the strangely-dressed human... he recalls how they were covered in dust... what they did... what he did...
"Kanako." Dalv says, voice more serious than it's ever been before. "Are you alright? Where is the human? What happened while I was knocked out?"
"I'm fine... everyone else is fine, Dalv. You... you stopped them..."
"I... I what?!"
"Yeah! You were like one of the heroes in Uncle Star's movies! After you shocked her, she ran away! She didn't even try to attack any of the other monsters!"
"..."
With a sinking feeling in his stomach, Dalv cautiously asks a question he's not quite sure he wants the answer to.
"Where... where is your father? He... he should be here... right...?"
"Daddy is fine!" Kanako quickly reassures, causing the vampire to let out a sigh of relief. "He went to go chase down the human!"
Whatever feeling of relief he had is immediately gone as she finishes her answer. With wide, alarmed eyes, Dalv shoots to his feet.
"What direction did they go in?!"
"Uh... daddy said that the human was running towards Waterfall. Why?"
"I'm going after them." Dalv says, much to her horror.
"What?! You're hurt! You can't--"
"Your father may get hurt if he tries to deal with the human alone. Stay next to one of the residents until your mother arrives."
"Daddy is a Boss Monster! He'll be fine!"
"..."
'I hope you're right...' he thinks, dashing off towards Waterfall without giving Kanako a response.
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Dalv deeply regrets going to Waterfall that day. He'd even consider calling it the worst mistake he ever made. As Clover shivers in fear, Dalv can't stop his mind from remembering what he saw in Waterfall. He can't help but recall the Echo Flower he discovered... and seeing Chujin's robot 'dispose of the evidence'...
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...but before he can become too lost in these memories, Clover's quiet muttering reaches his ears.
"Nononono I didn't mean to I'm sorry it was a mistake I'm sorry I'm sorry Flowey if you're there pleaseloadpleaseloadpleaseloadpleaseload nonononononono pleasestop pleasestop pleasedon't I'msorryI'msorryI'msorry."
Dalv feels sick when he hears these words, which immediately takes his mind away from the memories of the past. Without even realizing what he's doing, his body moves on its own, kneeling down in front of the child to pull him into the tightest hug he can manage.
Clover visibly flinches when he feels Dalv's arms wrap around him, and he begins to shiver uncontrollably at the contact... but after several seconds pass without him feeling any pain, he slowly begins to relax...
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...Eventually, Clover's own arms move, hesitantly wrapping around the vampire's torso...
"Sniff..."
As tears begin to fall down the blind cowboy's face, Dalv begins to whisper soft, reassuring words.
"You're fine. You're safe. I won't hurt you. I'm not them. You aren't with them anymore. They can't touch you."
"...Sniff... I'm sorry..."
"You don't have anything to apologize for. A single plate breaking isn't anything to worry over. You don't need to be afraid. It's all going to be okay."
"..."
As Dalv embraces the sobbing, frightened child, he fails to notice one thing in his kitchen...
In the corner of the room, one small, yellow flower watches the duo with an expression that can only be described as murderous.
After almost a full hour of comforting Clover, the human's sobs have almost completely stopped, causing Dalv to slowly release his grip on them.
"Clover? I'm going to clean up the glass now." he says in a kind, gentle tone. "Could you please sit here? You aren't wearing any shoes right now, and I don't want you to get hurt."
"...M'kay..."
"After I finish, how about we go to my room and I play some of my music to calm you down?"
"..."
Clover silently nods his head, wiping his eyes with his bandana as he does so.
Without wasting any time, Dalv rushes to get the broom...
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As Dalv hurriedly cleans up the broken plate, he's unable to stop a scowl from forming on his face. Although some of the words Clover mumbled made no sense-- after all, Flowey sounds like a monster name, and Dalv has no idea what 'loading' could be-- the majority of the child's words paint a disgustingly cruel picture in Dalv's mind...
'Just... just what did those humans do to him?!' he thinks, fists clenching in anger. 'He's normally unshakable, fearless... even when we fought, he merely seemed tired or annoyed rather than afraid. Everyone else said similar things when I asked them about their first meeting with Clover. But now, after dropping a single plate, he's... he's reduced to this...'
Even now, small sobs occasionally escape from Clover's mouth. Every time they do, Dalv's grip on the broom handle tightens, causing the wood that makes it up to creak in protest.
'Asgore's plan may not be perfect, after all, I'm sure that there are humans like Clover... but he's probably right in preparing for a war. The more I hear about the village where Clover came from, the more I become convinced that they'd react violently to monsterkind becoming free...'
With a sigh, Dalv sweeps up the last of the glass, turning towards the teary-eyed child beside him.
"Clover? Are you doing okay?"
"..."
He silently nods, standing up from where he was sitting.
"Do you want to talk about it while I play the organ?"
"..."
This time Clover hesitates, but after a few seconds of thinking... he nods yet again.
Dalv gently grabs the blind human's hand, leading him away from the kitchen, and before long, they arrive at the vampire's room.
As soon as they enter, he attempts to let go of Clover's hand, but when he does, the young cowboy's grip sharply increases, not letting his hand free.
"Clover...?"
"..."
"I'm not too used to playing with one hand..." Dalv begins, before quickly correcting himself upon seeing the look upon Clover's face. "...But I think I can manage something."
Although the vampire is unsure of what he'll play, as he's barely practiced any two handed pieces, much less a one handed piece... something tells him to just give it a shot. Without even thinking about what he'll play, he puts his hand on the keys of the organ, letting his instincts guide him...
Clover silently listens to the music, tightly gripping the vampire's right hand the entire time. As he listens, he can't help but be amazed by the sounds that reach his ears. Like before, it's more beautiful than any other piece of music he's ever heard, causing the worries that have built up inside of him to fade away...
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"I wasn't always an orphan." he says softly after several minutes.
For a split second, Dalv falters, surprised that Clover is willing to speak... but he quickly pushes that surprise down, continuing his organ-playing as he listens to the child's story.
"I ain't just talking about my ma and pa, since I never really knew them. The Chief said that my pa died before I was born, and my ma followed shortly after she had me. I was on the streets for a long time. If it weren't for big sis Melody, I doubt I'd have survived, even if the village is supposed to keep all of us alive."
"..."
"Some of the kids would get 'adopted' from time to time. It didn't usually last. When they were adopted, they got used as... whatdya call em...? Chore monkeys? Something like that..."
"..."
"Regardless, they were made to do all of the work the adults didn't wanna do. Most of us considered it a pretty sweet deal. We got more food to eat, a bed to lay on, and even more importantly, a roof over our heads. 'Course, they'd usually get tired of us after a while, and we'd be back on the streets... but there was one family that adopted me and didn't get tired."
"..."
Dalv gulps, suddenly having a bad feeling about what he's about to hear...
"When I was around 6 years old, a couple 'round their 40s decided to adopt me. They were... they were nice at first. I liked living there. I thought... well, I thought I'd finally found folks who cared about me."
"..."
"Then one day I ended up making a mistake. I was doing the dishes, just like I always do, and I dropped one of the plates by accident. It... it wasn't on purpose. I didn't mean to or anything, but... well, they'd been drinking that night, and..."
Clover unconsciously squeezes Dalv's hand as he thinks back on that night.
"...I had to go to the hospital. It... I..."
"You don't have to continue if you don't want to, Clover..."
The young human continues, apparently not having heard Dalv.
"Things changed after that. I ain't really sure why, but they stopped pretending to be nice. They started hitting me. They started saying the most awful things they could think of... and it was even worse when they'd been drinking. I lived with 'em for two years before running away."
"Clover--"
"It didn't last too long." he says, staring blankly at something that only he can see. "Legally, they were my folks. They had the documents and everything. The police had me back within the week, and once they had me back..."
"..."
"Those next few weeks were the worst of my life. I didn't know what to do. Running away didn't work. Trying to do what they told me to didn't work. I eventually couldn't take it anymore, took one of their knives, and... and I..."
"..."
Tears, unnoticed by Clover, pour down Dalv's face. By now, the vampire has given up on attempting to play the organ, completely focused on listening to the blind child.
"They stopped me before I could go too far... said I was 'doing it for attention' and all that... well, even though they said that, by this point, I think that they'd more or less accepted that I wasn't gonna be around for very long, and so they went out and got another kid off the streets."
"..."
"Sweetest little thing I've ever seen... couldn't have been more than 3 years old at the time. I don't remember what those two named them, but I called 'em Frisk since it seemed like it'd fit them. I don't think they really understood what was going on by then, but when I saw them, and when I thought about what those two were gonna do to them... something just snapped."
"..."
"I ain't exactly sure what it was that I did that day, but it scared the living daylights outta those two. They kicked me and Frisk out, and I never had to deal with them again. I was happier then than I was in a long, long time. It couldn't last, of course, no good things ever do. Three years after I started taking care of Frisk, the village had to send a new sacrifice up Mt. Ebott, and so... here I am."
"I... Clover..."
Whatever Dalv wants to say is muffled by the tears flowing from his eyes. Unable to speak, he pulls Clover into yet another hug.
"..."
Yet again, tears begin to form in the human's eyes. Before long, the two sit on the floor of Dalv's room, both crying in the other's embrace.
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As Clover finally drifts off to sleep, having tired himself out with his crying, Dalv makes a promise to himself...
Tomorrow, he'll come clean with Clover. Tomorrow, he'll finally tell him the truth about the other humans.
Notes:
No more fluff. Now we're in the "angst" part of the "Fluff and Angst" tag.
Chapter 13: Dalv's story
Notes:
This hurt me a little to write.
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Almost a full day after the recounting of his story, Clover awakens on a soft, familiar bed... his bed, feeling better rested than he has in years. Before opening his eyes, he listens intently, a habit formed through years of struggle...
After several seconds, he can just make out what appears to be the sound of someone pacing anxiously. After taking a few seconds to consider who the source of this noise may be, Clover remembers where he is.
No longer fearful, he stops pretending to be asleep, rubbing his eyes with a loud yawn.
Immediately, he hears the pacing stop, before Dalv's worried voice reaches his ears.
"Clover! Are you alright?!"
With a small smile upon his face, Clover sits up on his bed, answering Dalv in a cheerful, bright voice.
"I'm okay! Last night was just a bit hectic. I'm sorry if I overslept a little."
The vampire rushes into Clover's room, taking a long look at the blind human to make sure that he's telling the truth.
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"...You've been asleep for almost an entire day. Is... is that normal for humans?"
"Nah." Clover replies, jumping to his feet with a groan. "We usually only sleep for 8 hours or so. I must've been real tired to sleep that long."
"I... I didn't really expect you to be so... upbeat..."
"Me neither! I guess I just had a lot to get off my chest? Either way, I'm feeling full of energy right now!"
Dalv sighs in relief when he confirms that nothing is wrong with Clover... and yet that isn't enough to completely quell the anxious pit in his stomach. The only thing that'll quell that is...
"Clover... I... I have something I need to tell you..."
The young cowboy tilts his head at Dalv's sudden shift in tone.
"What is it?"
"I... it's about the--"
Before he can finish the sentence, Clover's stomach suddenly growls loud enough to startle both of them.
"...It can wait until you've eaten and gotten ready for the day..." the vampire mutters, grasping this opportunity to delay making true on his promise.
Clover opens his mouth to object, as whatever Dalv has to tell him seems to be important, but the anxious monster has already dashed out of the room.
The happy, content feeling in his stomach slowly begins to fade, becoming replaced by an odd sense of foreboding...
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He doesn't get to dwell on these thoughts for long, however, as a cheerful voice soon calls from his wardrobe.
"Up and at em Clover!" Flowey says, quiet enough so that Dalv in the next room won't hear. "You've had us worried sick with how long you were napping! It even reminded me of how I act after I LOAD too many times in a row! Get washed up, go grab something to eat, and then you can listen to whatever that vampire wants to tell you!"
"...Flowey? Have... have you figured out what's gotten Dalv so anxious recently? Is it related to whatever he's gonna tell me?" Clover asks hesitantly.
"Yeah..."
The flower's voice loses its cheerful tone, becoming somber.
"I... well, I was going to tell you if he wasn't, but... I think it'd be best to let Dalv explain. Word of advice? Pack your things. Something tells me that what you're going to hear will make you want to end your little break..."
"What?! Whaddya mean by that?!?!"
"..."
"Flowey?!"
"..."
Upon getting no answer, Clover scowls, losing whatever traces of happiness he woke up with. After hesitating for a few seconds, he eventually decides to take Flowey's advice, putting his most essential items in his bag as he gets dressed.
Dalv nervously taps his fingers on the kitchen table, doing his best not to dwell on what he's about to tell Clover after he finishes his breakfast...
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Of course, trying not to think about what he'll tell Clover doesn't work, instead serving to make sure that it's all his mind can think about.
'He seemed so happy when he woke up, but now he's acting like he's on his way to a funeral... has he already guessed what I'm about to tell him? Is that why his bag is practically filled to the brim?'
Sitting at the opposite end of the kitchen table is Clover, who's hurriedly stuffing food into his mouth, eating at a speed that surprises Dalv.
'...And with how fast he's eating, it seems like he just wants to get this over with... God, I have no idea how I'll word this. Do I start with telling him about Asgore's plan? Or the last human to fall down here? Or...?'
"..."
"C-Clover... I knew I said that I was going to explain after you've eaten, but..."
'I can't delay it any longer. He deserves the truth, even if... even if he hates me.'
The vampire's words immediately snap Clover's attention away from his food, and despite the young human being blind, Dalv almost feels like Clover's eyes are locked onto him...
"..."
"What is it, Dalv?" Clover says, pressing the shy monster to speak.
"Well... I..."
"..."
Dalv takes a deep, calming breath. After a few seconds spent reaffirming his resolve, he continues.
"...It's about the other humans and... and what happened to them. They're... they're gone, Clover. All of them are..."
"..."
Rather than doing what Dalv had expected him to do, such as cry, curse, or even get angry at Dalv, Clover simply clenches his fists tightly, giving a soft, tired sigh.
"...That's more or less what I had expected." he admits, voice shockingly calm considering the information he's receiving. "How... how did it happen?"
"You... you expected this? But then why--"
"I knew in my heart that they were gone. We were all sent here to die, none of you wanted to talk about the past humans, and Miss Toriel told me that Asgore needs 7 human souls to break the Barrier. It ain't rocket science. I made peace with them being gone before I even fell down here... I just didn't wanna accept it until someone told me."
"Clover..."
"How'd they die, Dalv? Do ya know?"
"...I do."
"Then please... I... I need to know."
As Clover says this, he reaches into the pocket of his vest, pulling out an old, crinkled poster. Without any further words, he sets it down on the table, flipping it so that Dalv can clearly read what's on it.
Missing.
Patty: Younger girl, around 8 years old. Blonde hair, light blue eyes. Wears a red ribbon.
Felix: 13 year old boy. Orange eyes, gap in teeth, and blonde hair. Wears a cool orange bandana with abs on it.
Percy: 11 year old kid. Purple eyes, brown hair. Wears glasses and carries around a notebook.
Hope: 10 year old boy. Green eyes, light brown skin, black hair. Wears a cooking apron. May have a frying pan.
Melody: 12 year old girl. Blue eyes, darker skin tone than Hope, black hair. Wears a ballerina outfit.
Dalv audibly gulps as he sees the photos of the children on the paper. From the old, black and white photos of Patty and Felix, to the new, clear image of Melody, each of the five pictures causes his heart to drop even further.
"...Alright. You... you deserve to know..."
As Dalv speaks, he traces his eyes along the pictures, lingering as he talks about each child in question.
"The first human to fall down here after Chara... well, it was before I was born, and the records aren't too clear on what happened... but I do know that she died in Snowdin. They... they were kind. Very patient towards anyone they met, but the Royal Guard had orders to capture her, and..."
"..."
"...Half the guard, including the Captain, quit after her death. The guard was never able to recover in size."
"..."
"The second human, Felix, shocked the entire Underground. He walked through any obstacles in his path with ease, beating up and befriending anyone he met. Some even treated his journey as a spectacle, something like a fighter making his way to challenge the reigning champion. By all accounts, he liked that. Eventually, he even made it to the King..."
"..."
"He didn't make it past Asgore."
Clover's hands, unseen by Dalv, tremble fiercely, as if recalling something unpleasant...
"The next human took their time. No matter what challenges they faced, or what puzzling enemies they encountered, they calmly and coolly used their smarts to get around whatever was in their way. Some monsters who met them said that they used to write down every little fact that they could learn inside a little notebook. When they encountered Gerson, the Hammer of Justice... well, their journey ended in Waterfall."
"..."
"Next was the soul of Kindness. His journey is the most mysterious... he first appeared in Snowdin, then went missing for over three years. Nobody had a clue as to where he went... or if they did, they kept quiet about it. Considering how kind he was rumored to be... I wouldn't doubt that some monsters had kept him hidden."
"..."
"After three years, he suddenly appeared outside of Asgore's throne room, politely asking for an audience. I... I think that you can guess what happened after that..."
Both Clover and Dalv tightly screw their eyes shut, both knowing which human comes next.
"...And finally, there's the soul of Integrity, or as you know her as... Melody."
The trembling of Clover's hands intensify, to the point where even Dalv, as lost as he is in his story, can see it.
"Do you want me to st--"
"No. Keep going." Clover commands, voice as solid and firm as steel.
"...Sigh... not much is known about her other than that she... she was the first human to have killed a monster."
The blind child sitting across from Dalv lowers his head, using his hat to hide his eyes.
"She found her way to Snowdin, covered in dust and riddled with wounds. I... I was there with a friend. She attacked us... almost dusted me... and I was able to drive her away with my magic. I shocked her pretty bad. She fled towards Waterfall, and my friend's father chased after her. I... I didn't want her to harm anyone else. I didn't want my friend to lose her father, and so I followed her, and--"
"And so you killed her." the young cowboy interrupts in a shaky voice.
"No! No, I swear I didn't! Someone else got to her first. When I arrived, she was already... she was already dead."
"..."
"Whoever killed her took her soul without giving it to Asgore. It was quite the mystery at the time, and after a few years, it was suddenly discovered in Waterfall."
"...And the body?"
"..."
"What happened to the body, Dalv?"
"It... it was never recovered..."
If Dalv were to look closely, he'd notice that tears drip onto the table from where Clover is sitting...
"And that's why you came to the Dark Ruins, huh?"
"That's correct."
"..."
"..."
With a small sigh, Clover wipes his eyes with his bandana, turning to face Dalv with a bitter expression on his face.
"It's funny. I came down here thinking that I'd face down a giant, child-eating monster, and I thought I'd die just like all the other kids... but when I met Miss Toriel, I had hope that maybe, just maybe, they had found a way to live too. It wasn't a logical hope, and I still knew deep down that they were gone... but I still had that hope, y'know?"
"..."
"But now, getting that hope crushed? It... it hurts a heck of a lot more than I thought it would."
"Clover--"
"And the worst part is? It'll happen again. Miss Toriel told me that the combined power of a monster's soul and a human's soul is needed to pass the Barrier. I ain't planning on killing nobody, and so I'm never gonna be leaving the Underground in one piece. If I die to a monster, then y'all will be one step closer to getting free, and then another kid will get sent down here, and they'll die too. Whaddya think will happen after that? That the village will just be pals with all of y'all, knowing what you've done?"
"Clover--"
"They'll attack any monsters they see. Monsters will attack back, but I can't see y'all winning that fight. You'll get free at the cost of the lives of 7 kids, and then you'll just get wiped out. All of it will have been for nothing."
"Clover, I think there's something you don't understand..." Dalv says, voice somber.
"What's that?"
"If Asgore absorbs 7 human souls and breaks the Barrier... that power won't just disappear. According to our stories, Prince Asriel, a child with one human soul absorbed, could have easily wiped out that village. Someone like Asgore, having absorbed 7 times that? He'll be a god. That's his plan, you know. Get 7 human souls, break the Barrier, then take the Surface back from the humans."
"...What?"
Dalv cringes slightly at the shocked expression on Clover's face, but continues nonetheless.
"It's what most monsters have been waiting for. I... I'm not sure if Asgore plans to lock humanity Underground, or if he plans to wipe them out for good, but..."
"He'd be a god though! If he's strong enough to wipe all the humans out, then why can't he just forcefully make peace with 'em?"
"...Humans are dangerous. Maybe he'd be able to force them to be peaceful, but there will always be humans who will attack monsters, hoping that they'd be stealthy enough to avoid Asgore's gaze. If they're anything like the humans from the village that you've told me about, then maybe they'll deserve--"
Without even giving Dalv a chance to finish, Clover shoots to his feet, summoning a pair of bright-yellow glasses as he does so. Before Dalv can react, the child dashes into the next room, unholstering his gun as he does so.
"Wha-- Clover, where are you going?!"
"I'm gonna stop him. I'm gonna force Asgore to see that his way is wrong."
After saying this, he points the small, toy gun at the blocked-off door in the back of Dalv's house, launching a yellow wave of energy to blast it away.
"I can accept you hiding what happened to the other kids. Heck, I can even accept you hiding Asgore's plan from me... but acting like... like the humans would deserve it?! My village may be bad, sure, but I'd expect you of all people to understand that not all of them are evil."
"Clover, wait! Calm--"
"Don't... don't follow me. I'm leaving."
With this, he dashes away, moving as fast as his tiny legs can carry him. As Dalv attempts to run after the blind child, a vine suddenly erupts from the kitchen floor, wrapping around his ankle to trip him. Under Dalv's bewildered gaze, a small, yellow flower pops out next to it, staring at him with a large grin.
"Who--"
"Howdy! I'm Flowey! Flower the Flower!"
"That voice! You're--"
"That's right! Now, I think it's time we had a little talk, Dalv..."
Chapter 14: A much-needed conversation
Notes:
I've had this bad boy done literally all day, but my wifi has also been down all day. It's only *just* started to work, but it's still being spotty (as in, it took several tries for this to actually post).
Anyways, enjoy! I promise that the chapter is full of fluff and happiness! You'll love it!
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"Let go!" Dalv shouts, struggling against the grasp of Flowey's vines.
Unfortunately for the vampire, he isn't anywhere near strong enough to break free. After several seconds of struggling, he points both hands at the flower, releasing a bolt of electricity that hits him head on, forcing Flowey to let go misses by a mile, as the flower whips his wrists with a vine, causing the attack to go wide.
"Ah ah ah... no fighting back, Dalv. We've still got a ton of issues to discuss! I can't let you go until we're finished!" Flowey says, grinning brightly.
Before the electric-slinging vampire can make another attempt to free himself, more vines burst out of the ground, seizing his wrists in their tight grasp. In a fearful, shaky voice, Dalv calls out.
"W-Why are you doing this?! Aren't you friends with Clover?! He'll get killed if he fights Asgore! You must let me stop him!"
"Let you stop him...? I'm not sure what you mean, Dalv... I'm just saving my best friend from someone who'll hurt him. He won't even make it to Snowdin by the time we're done here."
"What--"
Dalv isn't even able to get the first two words of his sentence out before he is abruptly cut off by Flowey, who's vines twist his body until they're face to face.
"Oh? You don't even know how you've hurt him?! I could've sworn I talked about this in our last conversation! How did that go again? Something like..."
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"You know, I think it's about time that you told Clover about the other humans." a voice calls out from the corner of Dalv's room, startling the anxious vampire.
"I... how did you even get in here?!" Dalv yelps, shocked by the unseen-monster's voice.
"I have my ways. Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with your home's walls or anything. I think I'm the only non-ghost who could get in here like this! Now, about Clover--"
"This is getting ridiculous! I understand that you're concerned, but going into my house just to convince me?!"
"The longer you go without telling him, the worse it'll be when he finds out..."
Dalv hesitates, finding himself at a momentary loss of words...
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"Well... maybe you aren't exactly wrong... but still!"
"Come on, Dalv, you aren't being fair to him!" Flowey calls from the other side of the room, apparently having moved. "He deserves to know!"
"Dammit I know I haven't been fair!" he rebukes, angrily glaring at the spot where Flowey's voice is coming from. "You do not need to remind me!"
"Apparently I do, seeing as how you're leaving him in the dark about this. You know that he sees you like family, right? I'd even say that he considers you to be a big brother figure, or maybe even a father! Imagine how he must feel, knowing that something is causing you stress, but being unable to do anything to help you!"
These words are enough to halt whatever anger Dalv had in its tracks. He stands there, dumbfounded, for several seconds...
"He... he does? That... no, that can't be true... can it...?"
"Oh, it most certainly is."
"And he told you this? Face to face?"
The flower snorts.
"He didn't need to! It's obvious to anyone watching. I mean, just look at him!"
"What do you mean 'it's obvious'? He hasn't even known me for that long. Why would he...?"
"Come on, Dalv. You aren't stupid. You've seen how he reacts to adults getting too close. You've seen how much he hates talking about life on the surface, and most importantly..."
Flowey's voice twists, becoming bitter... angry...
"...You've seen that bruise on his cheek. That's an injury, you know. A human usually gets them when something blunt hits their skin, and considering how it's shaped..."
"Then that... 'bruise' as you call it... they really... to a child?"
"Of course they did. You know as well as I do that most humans are mean-spirited, spiteful creatures... or at least, all the adults in the village where Clover came from are."
"And the... the last one... you think that she was also...?"
"...A frightened child may lash out if someone attacks them. If she was already used to adults hitting her..."
Both of them go silent now, each sporting an ugly grimace on their face.
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"I can't say that I agree with Asgore's laws, and especially not his methods..." Dalv mutters after several seconds. "...But if they're all like... like them..."
"Then maybe he has the right idea, huh?" Flowey finishes, lowering his voice to a whisper. "Still... Clover's a smart kid. He'll find out eventually, and if he decides to run away after learning... well, you saw what happened to the last human. I know that you listened to that Echo Flower, even if you hid it afterwards..."
"Goodness... you really do know a lot, don't you? I didn't even know that anyone else was around when she... well, I don't know if everything that you say is true, but..."
"I've told you before, and I'll tell you again, hiding things from him isn't going to work. If he does end up running away after learning the truth, then that'll be your punishment. I'll keep him safe no matter what happens. He's... he's suffered enough..."
"I... I suppose you're right. Hiding things from him like this... it's selfish. If... if he does grow to hate me..."
Unseen to Dalv, Flowey's eyes widen, and he immediately burrows deeper into the wall, doing his best to hide his presence. A split second later, a small, blind cowboy opens the door, revealing Dalv, talking to an empty room.
"...then I'd deserve it."
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"You already hurt him during your fight. You've already proven that you're willing to hurt him if need be. It's already engraved in his mind that, deep down, you're just another adult who'll hit him. Even--"
Dalv voice, filled with raw, genuine anger, immediately cuts the flower off.
"How dare you! I may have hurt him, sure, and I'll always regret that, but to compare me to the other adults in his life?! To compare me to... to them?!?! He knows that I wouldn't do that! He knows that I care about him! Even if you want to believe otherwise, then what about the other monsters in the Dark Ruins?! What about Crispy Scroll, who never even attacked him?!"
"...You have a valid point." Flowey admits. "...But I don't think you understand what I'm saying. You've seen how he flinches away from you. That's not just because of his experiences on the Surface. It's also because, deep within his subconscious, he compares you to the ones who hurt him. That applies to all of you, even Crispy Scroll, who didn't get the chance to fight him... and do you know why that is, Dalv?"
"Just... just tell me where you're going with this." the vampire mutters, his anger deflating just as quickly as it appeared.
"Alright, alright... all of you have hurt him in some way because all of you mistrust humans. Even someone as kind and friendly as Sweet Corn can't help but think of them in a more negative way than she thinks of monsters!"
"I..."
Dalv attempts to question Flowey's logic... but upon taking a second to think about his latest conversation with Clover... he can't help but agree with the flower.
"That's right, you know that I'm telling the truth. As soon as Clover even thought that you supported Asgore's plan, all of his worries were confirmed. In his mind, you're just another adult biased against him. After all, the adults he knew on the surface thought less of him simply because he was an urchin on the streets. It wasn't something he could control, or even something he could hide... just like being a human in the Underground."
"..."
"Tsk tsk tsk... so insensitive, aren't you? You hadn't even considered how your prejudices would affect him, and you hoped that he would be your closest friend, like Kanako! Or maybe you thought that he would be closer than that? That you could... raise him as family? He so desperately wished for that too, you know... it's a shame that you had to ruin it."
Dalv's eyes shut as the facts really begin to hit him. All he feared that would happen when he told the truth to Clover have become a reality... not because of the secrets he kept, no... but because of something that he never even considered... his distrust of humanity.
All his life, he's been told that humans are the enemy. That they're to be feared, and only Asgore's plan could save monsterkind from them. Even after growing up, his first encounter with a human only served to strengthen this prejudice, along with cutting him off from any friends he had. Meeting Clover... it could've... no, it should've been a wake-up call. It should've proven to him that his thoughts about humans are flawed, but rather than accept this, he simply cherry-picked the worst aspects of Clover's story, using them to confirm what he already thought.
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...but there's still time to change. He just needs to get the flower in front of him to accept that. He just needs to prove that he won't hurt Clover.
With a determined, fiery gaze, Dalv opens his eyes, glaring at Flowey with every bit of resolve he can muster.
"You're right. I have hurt him. I have been treating him unfairly, and I have been using his stories to fuel my biases against humans. I can't change that, nor can I ever apologize enough for what I've done... but what I can change is what I'll do in the future."
Flowey opens his mouth to speak, but he doesn't get the chance to before Dalv continues.
"I don't care if Clover hates me now. I don't even care if he never wants to see me again. I have to do my best to help him. He'll get slaughtered if he fights Asgore alone. He may even get killed before that by whatever monsters he encounters... but because of that, I'll do my best to make sure that he isn't alone. Even if I have to face down the King himself, I'll be by Clover's side. He's already suffered far more than any child... no, than any person should. If I can do anything to spare him from more pain, then I must, not just because he's my friend, but because it's the right thing to do... because it's the Just thing to do."
"..."
"I don't expect Clover to believe me, and I certainly don't expect him to forgive me... but either way, I will do my best to help him, no matter what his goal may be. Now please untie me, Flowey. The longer he's left alone, the more likely it is that he'll be attacked."
"..."
The small flower stares deeply into Dalv's eyes, as if searching for something...
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...
"Sigh..."
Flowey breaks the staring contest, looking off to the side with an annoyed expression on his face.
"You're telling the truth." he says bitterly. "You really mean to follow him, and nothing I can say will convince you otherwise, huh?"
"That's right."
"You know, I had this whole thing planned out..."
The flower's voice twists, becoming almost... hateful in a way. The sudden change causes Dalv to flinch back, eyes brimming with confusion.
"I'd feed your worries and insecurities, slowly build your hatred of humans, and then I'd get you to reveal that to Clover! It was perfect! He'd leave, I'd say my whole schtick, and you'd act like all the other 'friends' he's made down here, and cheerfully let the kid kill himself on a doomed mission! But you just had to be stubborn, huh? I'll tell you, I wanted to do this the easy way, but..."
A new vine, this time jagged and sharp, erupts out of the ground... directly under the vampire's torso.
Before the trapped monster can even react, the vine pierces his back, erupting from his chest a split-second later.
"...You just had to act out of character, and do something brave for a change." Flowey finishes, cruelly twisting the vine that pierces Dalv.
"W-What...?"
The monster in question stares at the vine running through his chest, not understanding what he's seeing.
"Why...? I thought... I thought you wanted to help Clover...? Why would...?"
He doesn't even get the chance to finish his sentence before his vision goes dark.
Flowey stares at the dusty pile where Dalv once was with a twisted, sinister smile upon his face.
'Heh. I guess I'd better meet up with Clover and give him an explanation for all the loading I've been doing. It'd be a shame if he were to walk in on this...'
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...
'...and yet, something about leaving things like this doesn't sit right with me...'
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'Having Dalv abandon Clover because he's dead is one thing, but... well... it's just not satisfying enough. If Clover ever learns that Dalv is dead, it'll hurt him, sure... but if he were to learn that Dalv abandoned him out of his own free will? I have to say... that sounds a whole lot more fun than this. It'll take some work, but I do have one last card left to play before giving up...'
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'Well, regardless of what I choose, I still need to find Clover before he barges in here. I can load afterwards...'
With that last thought, the small, yellow flower disappears into the ground, leaving Dalv's house empty, save for a single pile of dust.
Chapter 15: Clover's concern
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
On a cold, snow-covered path, one small figure can be seen running as fast as their legs can carry them.
Clover dashes under the wooden bridge above him, passing the signs of civilization at such speeds that a bystander wouldn't even realize that he's blind. Before long, he's back on the bush-ridden road leading to the Dark Ruins, seconds away from reaching the Entry Forbidden sign...
...and immediately after, he finds himself standing in front of a large, snowy boulder.
Without wasting any time, the young cowboy launches himself away from the large rock, dashing back to the entrance of the Dark Ruins as quickly as possible...
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...
...but no matter how fast he runs, or how quickly he arrives at the broken, crayon-colored sign, he's always just a few steps away from making it into the Dark Ruins... and yet he still refuses to give up.
Flowey, as far as he knows, is the only person in the entire Underground who can SAVE and LOAD. Clover knows Flowey, and he's well aware of the toll loading takes on him. That flower is the kindest, most helpful person he's ever met. If it weren't for him, Clover wouldn't even be alive! There has to be a good explanation for the constant loading, and given how regular it is...
...well, it reminds Clover of some of his fights. He always seemed to die around the same attack, and even though Flowey can actually see... it wouldn't be a stretch to say that the same applies to him.
If the flower is in the middle of a battle, and keeps loading a save because of that... then he needs help, and the last place where Clover saw him at is in the Dark Ruins. Clover hopes that he's worrying for no reason, he hopes that his best friend is loading over and over for some other reason... but if there is someone attacking Flowey...
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...then Clover may very well kill someone for the first time.
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The young, blind human runs, and runs, and runs some more, not stopping his mad dash towards the entrance of the Dark Ruins no matter how many times he's set back to the snow-covered rock. Eventually, someone is forced to stop him...
"C-Clover!" Flowey's voice, sounding absolutely exhausted, calls out. "W...Wait a..."
The small human immediately halts in place, turning towards the source of the noise in a panic.
"Flowey! What happened?! Are you alright?!" he shouts, running towards the small, wilted flower.
"I... I'm..."
Flowey can't even finish the sentence before erupting into a coughing fit, causing Clover's worry to grow even further.
"Hold on! I know I got something in here that can help!"
Clover ruffles through his bag at a break-neck pace, eventually pulling out an old, crumbling piece of corn bread.
"Here! Eat this! Monster food'll make you feel better!"
Flowey almost laughs out loud as he watches his 'best friend' panic, but he's just able to turn the amused chuckle into a cough, leaving Clover none the wiser.
After pretending to be exhausted for a few seconds, he extends a thin, limp vine towards the corn bread, 'gratefully' accepting the meal.
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...
...and then proceeds to continue his act, taking more than half an hour to 'catch his breath' before he continues speaking.
"I'm sorry. I... pant... may have overdid it... pant... a little..."
"What's going on?" Clover asks in concern. "Are you alright? Do you need more monster food? Or maybe--"
"I'll... pant... be ok..." Flowey interrupts, voice regaining just a little bit of strength. "Give... pant... give me a little bit longer to rest and I'll explain why I've been loading so much. There's... pant... no need to worry, I wasn't in any danger."
"Alright, if you say so..."
What follows is a long, boring wait as Flowey does his best to act like he's half-dead from exhaustion. The entire time, Clover stares at him, full of worry.
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...
...eventually, the bored flower decides that enough time has passed, and finally begins to explain.
"Sorry... I... I was a little more tired than I thought I would be. I'm ok now."
"Are you sure?"
Unseen to Clover, Flowey rolls his eyes at the child's naivety.
"Of course I'm sure. I'll probably have to stay underneath the ground to recover... but I have enough energy for a few more LOADs, and I certainly have enough energy to explain why I've been loading."
"Alright then..."
An awkward silence fills the area as Clover waits for Flowey to explain...
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"...So... uh... why were you loading so much?" the blind child eventually asks, much to Flowey's satisfaction.
"I was... er..."
The flower pauses mid-sentence, as if unsure of how to word his sentence...
"I... sigh... I was talking to Dalv. I've been trying to get him to go after you."
The effect of his words is like a bombshell, causing Clover to immediately react in confusion.
"What?! Why would you do that?!?!"
"I... I can't let you make it to Asgore alone." he says, fear evident in his voice. "You won't last a minute against him."
Before the young cowboy can react, Flowey continues in a somber tone.
"Asgore... he's the strongest monster to ever exist. He's killed at least two humans by now, both of which were far more capable than you... both of which could actually see him."
"But I've got you!" Clover argues. "I've got your loading! I can keep trying until I win!"
"It won't matter." Flowey says, shaking his head with a bitter expression. "You can't beat him, and... and..."
His voice grows faint, and if the blind human wasn't so used to using his ears, he wouldn't have even heard what the flower mumbles next.
"...I don't like seeing you die..."
Whatever words that Clover was about to say die in his throat. He stares (metaphorically, given that he's using Decibat's magic to 'see') at his best friend, unable to speak for several moments...
'Golly! He sure is gullible! It's hilarious!' Flowey thinks scornfully, leering at the child in question. 'He never even considered that I'd remember all of his deaths! The guilt must be eating him alive... but that still won't stop him! He's too obsessed with bringing 'justice' and acting like a hero. Any second now, he'll...'
"...I'm sorry..." Clover mutters with an obvious expression of guilt upon his face. "...but I have to stop Asgore. What he's doing... what he's planning to do... it ain't right. Nobody else is stepping up, so it's gotta be me."
"How many times did you die to Dalv?!" the flower asks, voice trembling slightly.
"..."
"87 times. You became familiar with every trick he had, and yet you could do nothing for the vast majority of your fights. Asgore? Asgore is a Boss Monster. He's both far more powerful than Dalv, and far, far more experienced. He's actually fought humans, and not just the kids who've fallen down here! I would die of exhaustion long before you were able to injure him, much less beat him."
"It don't gotta be a fight. If he wanted to kill all humans, he'd have left the Underground after taking one or two souls. If you keep loading, I'm sure that I could convince--"
"Do you really believe that I haven't tried that?!" Flowey suddenly shouts in a furious, desperate tone, surprising Clover. "This thing I'm doing with Dalv? It isn't the first time I've used my powers to try to make a conversation go my way. I've talked with Asgore... I've talked with him so many times."
'Of course, I was always able to get him to give up on the war pretty easily whenever I tried... but you don't have to know that.'
"Hundreds of attempts! Countless conversations with him! I loaded until I literally could not anymore, I loaded until I was almost dead, and he never listened to me! I'm a monster! I'm one of his own people! What makes you think that he'll respond differently to you, a human?!"
"Flowey--"
"I am not going to watch him kill you over and over! You can't stop him alone, and since you won't accept that, I have to pull Dalv out of whatever slump he's in and get him to help!"
"..."
Clover stays silent, his guilt growing by the second as he listens to the flower's words.
"..."
'Gosh, the irony of this situation almost makes me want to laugh!' Flowey thinks, smiling gleefully at the blind child. 'In almost every other run we've done, I'm the one trying to get him to go to Asgore... but with Clover's current situation, I already know how that will end. Maybe he'll unlock that dash ability along the way, sure, but with how much he struggled against the monsters in the Dark Ruins, he'll never be beating Asgore. Better to guide him towards the actually important monsters and see how they react. He'll either manage to get them to help deal with Asgore, or...'
The smile on his face twists, becoming mocking... sadistic.
'...he realizes that they're pathetic, useless pieces of garbage, and turns to the only real friend he has... me. With nobody else to aid him, and with him already knowing that I can't stop Asgore... maybe he'll even willingly give me his soul! I'd crush the old goat then!'
The thought is almost enough to get him to laugh out loud, but he's able to stop himself before he does.
'Achieving all of my goals on a throw-away run... golly, wouldn't that be something?'
"Ok. If you're sure that I can't stop Asgore without help... then I'll just have to get help." Clover says, snapping Flowey out of his thoughts. "Should I go with you to convince Dalv? I... I don't really want to see him, but if it'll help me against Asgore..."
The yellow flower shakes his head, responding in a relieved tone.
"...No, I think it's best if you stay away. I'm pretty good at reading people, and I've talked with Dalv quite a lot by now, and... I don't really have high hopes for him joining you. He's... he's too lost in his fear and mistrust in humans to consider stopping Asgore. I'm sorry..."
Clover grimaces upon hearing Flowey's denial of his help, and for a second, he even considers that the flower may be lying... but then he remembers who he's talking to. Flowey has always been helpful, he's always been kind and honest. He has no reason to lie to him...
...and yet, for whatever reason, Clover can't help but feel like something is wrong with the flower's words. Despite how much he trusts Flowey... he can't seem to shake this feeling...
"We won't know until we try." he says, turning towards the direction of the Dark Ruins. "I... I think that Dalv'll be a big help if he comes along. I should give convincing him a crack or two. I've been around him for a while, and I don't think that he'd--"
"Clover." the flower interrupts, voice almost... pleading. "Please. If you trust me at all... then please, don't try to convince him. It'll... it'll only hurt you more when he refuses."
"If I trust you at all..."
The young human considers these words... he thinks about everything that Flowey has done so far, he thinks about all the help he's given Clover... and when he thinks of this, he can't help but trust Flowey, despite the feeling of wrongness. The flower has never led him astray before. Everything he's done since Clover arrived in the Underground has been for his benefit... and considering what Flowey said about his attempts to convince Asgore to call off the war, it seems like he's been helping long before Clover fell into the Underground...
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"...Fine. I... I trust you... but what about the other monsters in the Dark Ruins? What about Miss Toriel? Couldn't they help...?"
"Been there, tried that." Flowey says bitterly. "If it comes down to a fight, which it will, then getting weaker monsters to aid you won't work, and Toriel... she isn't going to be leaving the Ruins for anyone. She didn't leave for any of the other kids, and she won't do it for you."
"I... alright. If you're saying it, then it must be true."
Clover's voice chokes up a little when he attempts to continue speaking, but he's still able to force the next sentence out.
"I hope... I hope you'll be able to get Dalv's help..."
"I'll do my best, Clover. That's what friends are for."
Notes:
Flowey is such a manipulative bastard. I love him and I also want to pour weedkiller on him.
Chapter 16: There's only one kind of LOVE in the Underground
Chapter Text
After reassuring Clover and convincing him to let Flowey converse with Dalv alone, the small flower LOADs back to his 'talk' with Dalv, watching the anxious vampire closely...
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"I don't expect Clover to believe me, and I certainly don't expect him to forgive me...'
Before Dalv can finish his speech, a thick vine erupts from the ground, piercing his chest in one swift movement.
"Ugh... if I never listen to that again, it'll be too soon..." Flowey mutters, watching as Dalv turns to dust before his eyes. "I can't even load my save a few dozens times to really take my anger out on him, or else Clover will begin to question things..."
With an annoyed, bitter sigh, he thinks back to his conversations with Dalv, trying to pinpoint where exactly he went wrong, and when he should bring out his trump card.
"With his personality, getting him to ditch Clover should be easy. A few pokes at his insecurities here, a few prods at his deepest fears there, and before I know it, he'll let Clover run off on a suicide mission... and yet despite all of my efforts, he acts differently from how I'd expect him to. It's... strange, in a way. Has he grown attached that quickly? Is it pity for the scared, blind child he almost murdered? Maybe it's guilt...?"
"...or maybe... maybe it's love..."
Flowey stares at the pile of dust with a bitter, mocking expression on his face.
"As odd as it may sound, maybe Dalv has come to love not just his time spent with Clover, but Clover himself? I mean, it makes sense. Everything started going well for him after he met Clover. He reconnected with the other monsters in the Dark Ruins, learned to value the friendships he made with them, and he even started taking care of himself. He's been leading a healthier, happier life for the past month or so, of course his subconscious would associate all of that with Clover."
"The naive little cowboy seems to feel the same way. I haven't seen him act like this since the time I let him live with that scatterbrained guard... or since his time spent with Toriel..."
He falls silent for several seconds, thinking about the warm, comfortable life Clover led under their care...
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"...Either way, they see each other as family, and most people have the tendency to act irrationally when it comes to their family, even going so far as to do their best to aid them with a flawed, idiotic plan..."
"..."
"..."
Flowey's face morphs, becoming absolutely monstrous, with a look of cruelty that would scare even the most hardened murderers.
"Well, I suppose that I'll just have to show Dalv that there's only one real type of LOVE in the Underground, and what he feels for Clover isn't it. All I need to do is break his spirit before he builds up his resolve, and he won't dare to even think about seeing Clover again."
As the flower plots out his next action, several heavy knocks can be heard at the stone door of Dalv's house.
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
"Dalv? Clover? Are you two in there?" an unfamiliar voice calls, causing Flowey to tilt his head in confusion.
'That's not Decibat or Penilla, and it can't be Crispy Scroll or one of the Sweet Corn... the tone isn't depressed enough to be Flier... just who exactly is that...?'
Flowey doesn't have to wait long to get an answer, however, as what the unfamiliar monster says next is enough to jolt his memory.
"Clover can't be here, or he'd have answered by now..." Rorrim mutters, causing a wide grin to appear on Flowey's face. "Dalv? Are you there?"
He gets no answer, causing the mirror-like monster to raise his voice slightly.
"Your appearance has been rather down lately... and so I'm here to tidy you up! Could I come in, please?"
'Heh. I knew I was forgetting someone. For such a large, outgoing monster, it's a wonder that he's so forgettable. Flowey thinks scornfully. 'Since he's here, I may as well have some fun before I give convincing Dalv another try...'
Without wasting any time, the sadistic flower puts a sorrowful, confused expression on his face, and before long...
"Sniff... sniff... why would he...?"
Outside of Dalv's house, Rorrim raises an eyebrow as he hears soft, despairing sobs come from inside the house.
"Dalv...?" he cautiously asks, knocking on the door a few more times.
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The only answer he gets is silence, along with the faint sobs.
"...I'm letting myself in! Sorry in advance..."
The large, mirror-like monster tugs on the stone doors, pulling them open with ease. With a sinking feeling, he makes his way into the kitchen...
In the middle of this kitchen, a small, yellow flower can be seen staring at the exit to the Dark Ruins with a confused, tearful expression. Even worse, next to this flower, a large pile of dust can be seen atop an old, black cloak...
"Nonononono..." Rorrim mutters, staring at the dusty pile in horror. "Those clothes... that can't be..."
"Sniff... Clover... Dalv didn't even..." the flower mutters, causing Rorrim's gaze to snap onto it.
"What... what happened here...?"
The flower flinches backwards, as if surprised by the mirror's voice. With wide, tear-filled eyes, he turns towards Rorrim.
"Clover... he... he... sniff... he dusted Dalv!"
As Rorrim halts in place, staring at the dust pile that was once Dalv in shock, Flowey bites back a derisive snort.
'So predictable. He may be a bit confused about who I am or why I'm here, sure, but as soon as I shift the blame to a human, his mind fills in the gaps. I bet he's already imagining what he'll tell the other monsters in the Dark Ruins! That human they met? He's evil. They shouldn't have trusted him to begin with! Or maybe he's planning Dalv's funeral? I bet he'd--'
Before Flowey can finish the thought, he feels a flash of pain run through him as a shard of magical glass stabs into his stem, leaving a large gash in it.
With instincts honed by countless deaths, Flowey throws a barrage of "Friendliness Pellets" behind him, intercepting the mirror-like monster's follow-up attacks.
"Ow ow ow!!! What are you doing?!" he shouts, plastering a confused, scared expression on his face.
"...Clover didn't do this. You're lying." Rorrim says, staring at the injured flower with a hostile look.
"What do you mean?! Why would I--"
"Firstly, I can see through you. Your expression... I don't know what it is about it, but it's all wrong. Fake, just like your words."
As Rorrim speaks, he continues hurling attacks, much to Flowey's confusion.
'There's... there's no way that's true. My acting is the best in the Underground! I've done things like this countless times, and--'
"Secondly... the hole in Dalv's clothes is far too large for Clover's gun to make. I've been hit with it before, it even pierced straight through my glass! I know that his gun couldn't have done that. He also doesn't know much magic, and he certainly doesn't know enough to make a hole that big."
'Ah... that explains it. Well--'
"And finally... Clover would never do something like this. I don't know why you're lying, or where Clover is... but I'm positive that it wasn't him."
"..."
With a scoff, Flowey summons another vine, instantly shattering the far-weaker monster.
"Ugh. Does everything have to go wrong today?! This was supposed to be fun! This was supposed to ease my stress! And yet all it's done was put me in an even worse mood!"
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"Fine! I guess... I guess I'll just have to make up for it with Dalv..."
"I swear, if this doesn't work out, I'll dust every single monster in this shithole."
Flowey looms over Dalv, glaring at the anxious vampire with a cold, mistrusting expression on his face. With every word he speaks, Dalv's anxiety and self-loathing grows, until...
"Or maybe you thought that he would be closer than that? That you could... raise him as family? He so desperately wished for that too, you know... it's a shame that you had to ruin it."
The vampire's eyes close tightly, unwilling to look at the scornful, truth-telling flower. Everything he feared that would happen upon telling Clover the truth has come to pass... and yet it wasn't because of the secrets he kept... no, it was because of something he had never even considered. It was because of his--
Before Dalv can come to terms with his mistakes and build up the resolve to go after Clover, Flowey continues his assault.
"And of course, even if Clover could look past your hatred of humans, there's one thing you've done that he can never forgive."
"...He's... he's a very kind child." the guilt-ridden vampire stutters, looking up to meet Flowey's gaze. "If I prove that I've grown past it and that I don't hold those views anymore--"
"Yeah yeah, he'd forgive you supporting Asgore's plan, but that's not what I'm talking about." Flowey interrupts, crushing Dalv's hopes with every word uttered. "What I'm talking about is the fact that you're directly responsible for the last human's death."
Dalv flinches backwards as if struck, opening his mouth to retort.
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...
...but he's unable to form any words to respond to Flowey. Grimacing slightly, he's forced to close his mouth and listen to what the flower has to say.
"I know that you weren't the one who actually did the deed, but if we're to be honest... don't you feel responsible? After all, if you hadn't nearly shocked her to death, she wouldn't have tired so easily! I'm sure that you remember what that Echo Flower said, but just in case you need a reminder..."
The flower's voice twists, becoming a hauntingly accurate imitation of a scared, exhausted child.
"I can't run any longer... somebody, anybody... please..."
"She was a scared, hurt child, begging for someone to save her. That child, who was barely able to stand on her own two feet after your little shock, called for help, hoping that anyone would stop the relentless machine chasing her..."
"...But nobody came."
Dalv's expression, already looking bleak and hopeless, darkens even further.
"...If I didn't stop her--"
"Then what?" Flowey interrupts. "She would've killed Kanako? She would've hurt more monsters? Puh-lease. You know as well as I do that she was just a frightened child lashing out at those in her way. According to that poster that Clover carries around, she was only a year older than he is now."
"I know that! You don't have to--"
"But I do! You seem to have set her up as this big, bad villain in your mind. She almost killed you and Kanako, after all. Heck, she actually succeeded in killing several monsters before meeting you! I could understand why you thought that... but after meeting Clover, don't you think that your opinion of her should've changed?"
"..."
"Clover attacked in self-defense when the monsters in the Dark Ruins almost killed him. You know this, you understand this, and you forgive him for this. Am I wrong?"
"...No. You aren't wrong..." Dalv admits, dreading what the flower will say next.
"That's what I thought." Flower says, both smug and scornful. "Something you haven't even considered in your blind fear and hatred of her is that the last human may have done the exact same thing as Clover. You saw the wounds on her. You must be aware that monsters would've attacked her. The only difference between her and our favorite cowboy is that she was actually able to dust them."
"..."
Dalv trembles uncontrollably as he remembers his encounter with the human.
"But... but she didn't stop at defense, did she?" he fires back, causing Flowey to frown. "She attacked monsters simply because they were in her way. She... she attacked me..."
"And who's fault is that, Dalv? Did you not throw yourself in her path and attack her with 'warning shots'? Did the other monsters not try to kill her first? Why in the world would she not attack any monster in her way?"
"..."
"Still, let's say, hypothetically, that she went too far. Let's say that she would've hurt more monsters, and that even if she did start as a scared, injured child, she chose to go on the attack. Do you know why she would do that? Do you know why she would go from a frightened, abused child defending herself to a mass murderer?"
The flower's voice twists yet again, turning almost... cruel.
"It's because of monsters like you, Dalv."
"What do you--"
"Have you ever heard of LOVE, Dalv? I'm not talking about the emotion, but the acronym."
The vampire falls silent, wracking his head for knowledge about this...
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"...I recognize it, but I don't remember the specifics." he admits, feeling a faint sense of unease.
"You didn't pay attention in school, huh? Well, it stands for Level of Violence." the flower replies, still sounding scornful and mean-spirited. "It's a way of measuring someone's capacity to hurt. The more you hurt, the easier it becomes to distance yourself, and the more you distance yourself..."
"...The easier it'll be to bring yourself to harm others."
"That's the gist of it! And because of foolish, trigger-happy monsters like yourself, the last human gained quite a bit of LOVE! You see, LOVE tends to spiral! If you get even a little bit of it, then getting even more will be easy in comparison!"
"What... what does this have to do with Clover? He hasn't killed anyone. He wouldn't kill anyone..."
"But if he got some LOVE... who's to say that he wouldn't? Who's to say that, after being attacked by even more monsters... he wouldn't start another Snowdin Massacre."
Dalv scoffs, turning his head away from Flowey in disgust.
"Now you're just talking crazy. He wouldn't gain any LOVE to begin with."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course I'm--"
"Even if the person he killed was the one who took his 'big sis Melody' from him?"
This interruption is more than enough to shut Dalv up. With wide, guilt-filled eyes, he stares at the flower in front of him.
"Imagine, for a moment, that you had a happy, mostly enjoyable life." Flowey continues, still glaring at Dalv. "It isn't perfect, of course, but you have people who love you. Namely, you have your sibling, who cares about you more than anyone else in the whole world!"
"..."
"Now imagine that they die, and then that happy life you had? It's all gone. You can't get it back. It's replaced by pain and suffering. Wouldn't you feel a little murderous towards whoever caused this?"
"..."
"I know that it was humans who sent her down here, but we've already established that, deep within Clover's mind, he thinks that you're the exact same as all of them. You saw him tremble when you told him the story of her death, remember? Do you really think that it was from fear or sorrow?"
"..."
"It wasn't. It was anger. He wanted to hurt you. He just had enough self control to leave before he did something he would regret... but if you go after him, who's to say that he can still control himself? Are you really so willing to make an innocent child a murderer? Or could it be that you believe you'll be able to talk him down? Ease his anger over the death of the one person in the entire world who actually loved him?"
"I... I..."
"There's is nothing you can say to make him feel better... so maybe it's best if you stay here in the Dark Ruins, huh?"
The vines wrapped around Dalv withdraw into the ground, releasing him.
"I'll let you decide." Flowey says, turning towards the exit of the Dark Ruins.
"Are you gonna try to ease your own guilt in the name of 'protecting Clover'? I've already told you that I'll be following him. He doesn't really need your help."
"..."
"Or are you going to stay away, and let him live his life without being forced to deal with the murderer of his sister?"
"..."
"You already know what I want you to do, but it's still your choice. So go ahead, Dalv..."
"Make a decision."
Chapter 17: An "interesting" puzzle
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As Flowey convinces Dalv to leave the Dark Ruins and help Clover in his mission against Asgore, Clover himself is left with nothing to do but wait. After all, if he tries to progress further, it'll just be reset when Flowey loads during his conversation with Dalv.
And so he waits, silently sitting on the fresh, cold snow...
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Every so often, his position on the ground will change, and he'll suddenly find himself on his feet, signaling that Flowey loaded a save. After several of these LOADs, Clover's mind begins to wander.
'Does... does Dalv really hate the idea of coming with me that much...? I know I said that I didn't want him to follow me, but according to Flowey, having me ask him to come along wouldn't help...'
As the small, blind child's thoughts grow darker, he absentmindedly plays with the snow around him, seemingly not minding the cold.
'Flowey... God, I can't even imagine how he must feel right now. He's obviously lost hope that Dalv is going to help me, but he just won't stop trying, even if he knows it won't work. Every LOAD he does hurts him enough that he needs time to rest. It's bad enough that he's forced to do it when I... when I die... but now? Using his powers to try to convince a single monster to help me? Maybe... maybe he should give up...'
Clover's hands move on their own, drawing an odd, finely-detailed feather in the snow.
'I mean, I know why he's doing all of this, but... that only makes me feel worse. I never thought about what happened after I died. I never thought that... that Flowey would have to see every death before loading. From my point of view, it just hurts a lot, then I'm a soul in the air, and then I'm back in my body.'
His hands continue moving, crafting a small, five-pointed star next to the feather.
'I guess if I was able to load, and Flowey was the one in danger, I'd want to do whatever it took to stop him from dying, so I can see where he's coming from... but still, if Dalv... if he really doesn't care about me enough to come with, then there's nothing we can do...'
Again his hands move, and again they draw something in the snow. This time, it's a large, bell-covered staff.
'I... I just need to continue making friends as I go along. According to Flowey, recruiting monsters is the only way I'll be able to stop Asgore, and if Flowey is the one saying it, then it's gotta be true.'
The young human's hands move one last time, sketching the body of a simple, one-wheeled robot.
'Still, I gotta wonder if there's anyone around here who'll actually be willing to help me out. Most monsters don't think too kindly of humans, and since...'
Clover's fists clench tightly, and for several seconds, his mind goes blank, as if every part of him is resisting finishing the thought...
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'...Since Melody is responsible for some sorta massacre in Snowdin... I'd be willing to bet that they hate humans even more than the rest of the Underground...'
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...
Tears begin to well up in his eyes as he thinks of what has happened to the kind, fierce girl who practically raised him. Knowing about her death is one thing... but actually thinking about it? Thinking about the circumstances that led to it, and the consequences of what she did? That's something far, far more difficult to handle.
Luckily, before he can really think about Melody's death, a sullen, familiar voice calls out.
"Clover? I... I'm back." Flowey says, snapping the blind cowboy out of his thoughts.
Clover turns towards the noise, already dreading what the flower will say.
"Is Dalv...?"
"...I'm sorry. He's staying in the Dark Ruins..."
Despite already expecting this answer, Clover can't help but feel crestfallen at Flowey's words. After all, even if he didn't have much hope for Dalv changing his mind... he did still have some hope...
"I'm... I'm sorry for being so useless..." Flowey mutters, looking down in shame. "I should've... I could've..."
His voice is filled with self-loathing and hopelessness, a tone that Clover recognizes well, although he's never heard it from Flowey. Pushing down his own thoughts about Dalv's refusal, Clover immediately moves to reassure his best friend.
"Nonono, it wasn't your fault!" he says in the kindest voice he can muster. "You've already done all you can. You did more than anyone could. If Dalv decided not to come along after all the effort you put into convincing him, then that's his fault, not yours."
"I know, it's just..."
"It doesn't matter. You have nothing to apologize about, Flowey. Don't beat yourself up over nothing."
"..."
Even with these reassurances, the flower still looks down, causing Clover to hurriedly continue speaking.
"I know! How about you tell me about the monsters around here?" he suggests, pulling Flowey's attention away from his failure to convince Dalv. "You know way more about the area than I do, and since you already mentioned that I'll need help to take down Asgore, we should start gathering folks! You can tell me if there are any monsters in Snowdin that'll be willing to help me with Asgore, and then I can go find 'em!"
"That's... alright... alright!"
Flowey's voice quickly turns back to its normal cheerful, bright tone at the human's suggestion. Before Clover can get a chance to react, the small, yellow flower wraps himself around Clover's torso, resting his head on the brim of the cowboy's hat.
"Sounds like a plan, Clover!"
With a soft, relieved sigh, the blind human trudges on through the snow, now guided by the friendly, cheerful flower on his hat...
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"Hey Clover?" Flowey hesitantly asks after several minutes of silence. "There's something that's been bothering me..."
"What is it?"
"Well, you said that this is the Snowdin area, right?"
"Uh-huh..."
"...How'd you know that we're close to Snowdin? I don't think Dalv or any of the other monsters told you, and I know I didn't tell you..."
"I..."
Clover pauses, tilting his head in confusion.
"...Huh. How did I know that?"
The young cowboy falls deep in thought, wracking his brain for answers...
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...
He can feel that he's missing something. The answer is on the tip of his tongue, but just before he can find what he's searching for...
"Must've been a lucky guess." Flowey suggests, sporting a wide, mocking grin that Clover can't see. "After all, you've already heard about Snowdin, and the area around us is covered in snow..."
"Yeah... yeah, that must be it..."
The two friends continue on, moving through the snow-covered area in companionable silence. Other than an encounter with a large, slippery patch of ice (which took Flowey almost a dozen minutes to convince Clover to stop playing around on), their journey is completely uneventful, until...
"Flowey? What's that in front of us?" Clover asks, scratching his head in bewilderment.
"I think... I think it's a puzzle?" the flower replies, sounding unsure of his answer.
"...Are ya sure?"
"..."
Before the duo sits a thick, stony wall, but it isn't this wall that causes their confusion, no... it's what's on the wall that causes them confusion.
Wooden gears, ruined by the sheer amount of snow that's fallen upon them, can be seen atop vertical beams of wood. What looks like a conveyor belt-- if it wasn't completely covered in snow-- holds up a single, scorchingly-hot ball of what appears to be hardened magma. Nailed to the beams of wood are metal-covered logs, each jutting out to block the conveyor belt.
Flowey's stem elongates, putting his head far above Clover's shoulders as he takes a closer look at the monstrosity atop the stone platform. Clover, for his part, doesn't need to move, as a pair of glowing-yellow glasses rest upon his face, giving him a decent understanding of the area around him.
"What's it look like up there?"
"Uh... yeah, it's definitely a puzzle! Made of wood and metal and everything! It just... hasn't been fixed in a few days..."
Unseen to both Clover and Flowey, a small, light-red monster creeps closer and closer towards the human...
"I think it has to be controlled down here?" Clover suggests. "I can... 'see?' 'Sense?' Whatever you wanna call what I can do with my magic... I can tell that there's a buncha stuff connected to the wall down here. Come on and take a look."
Tilting his head at the cowboy's words, Flowey retracts his stem, soon coming back to Clover's shoulder.
"Let's see here... there's the lever, and the... oh, forgot about that..." the flower mutters, peering closely at whatever is on the wall.
"..."
"PS... PPS... PPPS... golly, she's..."
"Flowey? Whaddya see?"
"Oh, sorry-- uh... you were right. It needs to be controlled down here."
As the two converse, the unseen-monster gets even closer...
"There's a little lever to the left, and a bunch of sticky-notes pasted onto a sign that explains what you're supposed to do." Flowey says, guiding Clover's hand to feel the items in question. "The objective of this is to melt a large chunk of ice by getting an extremely hot ball down the conveyor."
"Seems simple enough..."
"It should be. Once the ice has melted enough, that gate over there should open. Of course, I could just pull you over it and spare us the trouble..."
"Nah." Clover says, shooting down the suggestion with a large grin. "This sounds like fun!"
"Just be careful. This puzzle... well, it's probably almost time for whoever made it to come over and fix it. It could be dangerous, and--"
His words are quickly ignored as the blind human immediately grabs the lever.
"You tell me when to move it, and I'll hurry on and get it moved!"
"...Sigh..."
Shaking his head in disappointment at his over-eager companion, Flowey extends his stem yet again, getting a clear view of the puzzle.
"Alright. As soon as you move the lever, it'll begin. Ready?"
"Mhm! Let's get going!"
"Ok... move the lever to the right!"
Clover acts quickly, as if he's done this a million times before. As soon as the words leave Flowey's mouth, the lever is pushed to where it should be.
"Hurry! Left!"
The flower speaks yet again, and just like before, Clover pushes the lever at high speeds.
"Last part! Right! Move it to the right!"
Even at the final stretch, the blind human doesn't falter, moving the lever to its final position at the perfect moment... only...
...the last metal-covered log, which is supposed to be controlled by the lever, doesn't move, having jammed at the last possible moment.
The hardened ball of magma, now moving at breakneck speeds, clips the edge of this log, being thrown off the conveyor in an instant. Being thrown... directly at Clover.
"Clover--" Flowey begins, eyes wide as the ball spirals towards the blind child.
Suddenly, a figure dashes out of the snow near Clover, slamming into him hard enough to send him flying away from his spot near the puzzle.
"Hmph. You picked the wrong day to wander, human!" the monster shouts with an annoyed expression on his face. "Because--"
The small, ball-shaped monster doesn't get to speak for long, however, as the large ball of magma soon lands, and as luck would have it, Hec is standing exactly where Clover was moments before...
Chapter 18: One Hec of a fight
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Flowey stares at the large, steaming rock in the snow, barely being able to hold back his laughter. Clover, meanwhile, rubs his head with an angry expression on his face.
"Oww! Who the heck was that?!" he shouts, preparing himself for another fight.
"Oh, that hehe... that was just a random monster in the area. I ha!... I think his name is Hec?" Flowey answers.
Upon hearing the flower's answer, Clover concentrates for a few moments, re-materializing the magical yellow glasses he's become so familiar with. Half a second later, his gun's holster glows as well. A few quick taps on the holster is enough for him to get a solid grasp on his surroundings, only...
"...Where is he, Flowey? I ain't seeing him."
Upon hearing this question, Flowey is forced to cover his mouth with a vine to stop himself from laughing.
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...
"Flowey?"
"...Heh... sorry. He's under that flaming rock over there."
"Under the--"
Clover's eyes bulge comically as he realizes which rock Flowey is referring to. In a panic, he dashes at the ball of magma.
"OhmyGodFloweyload!" he says, mouth moving at ridiculous speeds.
"Clover--"
"That was going to hit me Flowey! I know they attacked me, but they must've done it to save me! Oh God I just got a random monster killed..."
"Clover calm--"
"OhGodohGodohGod. Flowey, hurry--"
"HE'S FINE, CLOVER!" the exasperated flower shouts, interrupting Clover before his hysteria can turn into a full-blown panic attack.
"Or at least help me move the rock and-- say what now?"
"He's not hurt. He's alive. He's uninjured. He's not dead."
"...What?"
Flowey gives a long, tired sigh, rubbing his head with a vine.
"We're monsters, Clover. Unless he's a plant or ice monster, which he isn't, then a giant ball of flaming rock wouldn't hurt him. Remember, physical objects don't affect us like they do to humans. He's just trapped under that rock. Once he gets a good grip on it, or someone else comes along to help, he'll be able to get it off in no time."
"Oh... but still! We gotta rescue him out from under there!"
Upon hearing what the blind human wants to do, Flowey stares at him as if he were an idiot, speaking his next sentence slowly.
"...Clover, buddy? Can you answer something for me real quick?"
"Huh? Whaddya--"
The confused child doesn't get the chance to finish his sentence before Flowey, sounding extremely annoyed, cuts him off.
"What would happen if a human grabbed a ball of molten rock?"
"Well, I know I can't grab it, but maybe you can--"
"And what would happen to a flower if it caught on fire?"
"..."
"So unless you've got another way of getting that off of him, then he'll just have to stay here. It serves him right, anyways. He didn't push you to 'save you' or anything like that. He was attacking."
"He was...?"
"Yes Clover, he was." Flowey replies, sounding as if he was done with life. "I saw the whole thing. That magma ball clipped one of the logs, went flying, and just when I was about to load before it hit you, Hec came out of nowhere and took the hit instead. It was a complete accident."
"Still... even if it wasn't on purpose, he did save me..." Clover says, slipping his gun out of its holster.
""What are you--"
"I gotta help him, Flowey. That's the just thing to do."
The blind cowboy's gun glows a bright, eye-piercing yellow as he points it at the ball of hardened magma. Before Flowey can react, a beam of yellow energy erupts from the gun, taking off a large chunk of the rock trapping Hec.
"...He'll attack you pretty much as soon as he's free. Are you sure you want to keep going?"
"It'll be fine, Flowey. Don't worry about it!"
What follows is a long, extremely boring bit of target practice, as Clover slowly but surely shoots the magma ball into nothingness...
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...Eventually, the majority of the ball is destroyed, allowing the monster trapped underneath it to wiggle his way free.
With a small sigh, Flowey SAVEs, already dreading what'll come next.
As soon as Hec is free from his predicament, he turns towards Clover, launching a bright-red ball of magic at the human.
Clover, still holding his gun, calmly aims it at the attack, blasting it down just before it reaches him. For a brief second, the gun is pointed straight at Hec, causing the ball-like monster to feel a jolt of fear... but the feeling is gone just as quickly as it arrived, as the gun-toting cowboy instead speaks.
"I don't wanna fight you, partner." he says, sounding oddly disinterested despite the life-and-death battle he finds himself in. "Why don't you calm down a little, and we can talk this out?"
His words cause Hec to hesitate for a moment, but the grumpy monster soon shakes his head, launching another attack as he speaks.
"Tch! Not happening, human. This day has already been bad enough, but capturing you? That'll be enough to turn this into one of the best days of my life! Now stand still!"
Three spheres of red energy launch themselves at Clover, but to Hec's surprise, the glasses-wearing human easily shoots them down, not even turning his head to look at the attacks as he fires his weapon.
"You're gonna kill a blind child, and then you're gonna consider that your 'best day'?"
"Stop talking, human! I-- what?!"
The ball-shaped monster freezes mid-attack, eyes wide as he stares at Clover...
"You heard me. I can't see you or your attacks." Clover replies, looking almost... bored as he explains. "The only reason I've been able to keep up so far is because of my friend up here guiding me."
Flowey slowly waves a vine, looking absolutely exhausted.
"I've said this once and I'll say it again, I don't wanna fight you. I know that monsters don't look too kindly on humans, but I ain't planning on hurting no one, and you don't seem like the kinda guy to kill someone you've just met."
If Hec were to look closely at the blind human in front of him, he'd notice a small, sardonic smile on Clover's face, as if he doesn't really believe what he's saying.
"I... I..."
The small monster cringes as he listens to Clover's words, losing most of his will to fight in an instant...
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...
...but not all of it.
"That... that must be a lie... humans can't be trusted..." he says, sounding as if he doesn't believe the words leaving his mouth.
Hec pours even more energy into his next attack, launching a barrage of magical blasts at the small human. Unnoticed by Hec, Clover gives a soft, tired sigh.
"2 to the left... 4 on the right... 3 up ahead..." he mutters, gracefully weaving in-between the balls of red magic.
"1 behind... now 5 from below..."
Under Hec's bewildered gaze, the blind cowboy easily dodges every attack sent his way, escaping from the most powerful barrage Hec can muster without a scratch.
"What... how did you...?"
Clover's body tenses up, as if expecting the attack to continue... but when it doesn't, his whole demeanor does a complete 180.
The tired confidence is gone, being replaced with excitement and, even more than that, relief. With a small smile on his face, he lets out the breath he was holding, turning towards the stunned monster.
"12 tries..." he mutters, holstering his gun, before suddenly raising his voice a second later.
"Ahem... are ya done yet? If I was planning on hurting you, I'd have done it already. How about we calm down, and you can tell me what's been making this a bad day for you? I dunno if I can help, but talking can't hurt, can it?"
"..."
Hec goes silent, staring at the human in front of him with wide, guilt-filled eyes...
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"No... no! I need to capture you!" he shouts, attacking once more.
Caught off guard, Clover gets nailed in the chest by the first ball of magic, throwing him dozens of feet away. Lucky for him, the soft snow is more than enough to break his fall, keeping him alive for the next part of Hec's offense... even more balls of magic...
The blind child rolls to his feet, hastily dodging this way and that way. Unlike his graceful, precise movements from before, his dodges are now erratic, and tend to put him in the line of fire more often than not.
Before long, another attack catches him in the chest, roughly throwing him to the ground.
Hec stands above him, staring at the injured human with a startled expression on his face.
"...What? I... I won...?"
His opponent is silent, struggling to breathe as he grabs at his chest, seemingly having the air knocked out of him.
"D-Don't move... I'll... I'll make this quick..."
The small monster's voice shakes as he watches Clover try-- and fail-- to get to his feet. His hands, trembling just as badly as his voice, point at the half-dead human, firing one last ball of magic to end this battle...
Suddenly, a large, impossibly-thick vine erupts from the snow, piercing the ball of magic just before it can hit the injured child. Surprised, Hec stumbles backwards, before another vine wraps around his leg, tripping him.
"Wha--"
"Stop it! He's... pant... pant... he's hurt!" Flowey shouts, sounding angrier than Clover has ever heard him. "Look at him! Look... pant... look at what you did!"
The ball-shaped monster flinches at Flowey's words, not really noticing the flower's presence until then.
"I... I don't... why are you helping a human?!" Hec deflects, only to be met with words that shock him to his core.
"He's my friend. Why wouldn't I help him?!"
"He's your... oh..."
"What... pant... what is wrong with you?!"
"I... I didn't--"
"What, you didn't mean to?!" the flower interrupts, causing Hec's expression to fall even further. "He gave you every chance to stop! He... pant... he even helped you get out from under that flaming rock!"
"..."
The small monster stays silent, glumly listening to Flowey's words as tears fill his eyes.
"Don't even... pant... don't even think of using the 'humans are dangerous' excuse! You weren't... pant... you weren't even in Snowdin when the last human was around! You... pant... you have no reason to hate humans more than any other monster!"
"..."
"Why don't you--"
Flowey attempts to continue his angry tirade against the now-crying monster, but he gets cut off before he can really get started.
"Flowey! It's... cough... cough... it's fine! He's had enough!" Clover coughs out, his voice barely more than a whisper.
"Clover, he's--"
"He's sorry is what he is. I can't exactly get a good look at him, but I can certainly hear him. Does it sound like he's faking those tears?"
"...No..."
"I'm alive, he's stopped attacking me, and from what I can hear, he's regretting it. Ain't that enough? You don't need to tell him what he already knows."
As he speaks, Clover unsteadily gets to his feet, limping over to the remorseful, ball-shaped monster.
Hec watches him approach with wide, tear-filled eyes, staring at the many bruises that now cover the young human's body.
"I'm... I'm sorry..." he mutters, looking down in shame as Clover gets within arms-reach.
"I know you are." Clover replies, his tone surprisingly gentle. "I forgive ya. You wouldn't be the first monster to try something like that, and I know you ain't gonna be the last."
The blind cowboy kneels down in front of the small monster, letting a kind, easy smile fall upon his face.
"I ain't too happy with you attacking me, don't get me wrong, but I'm not gonna beat you up over it."
After saying this, Clover extends his hand towards the remorseful monster.
"So how about we quit all this fighting and be pals instead?"
Hec stares at the outstretched hand, bewildered at how easily the human is forgiving him.
"...Sniff... you want to...?"
"Well? My arm is gonna get tired eventually, y'know. We can put all this behind us and be friends."
"...I... sniff... I think I'd like that." Hec says, shaking the small cowboy's hand.
Chapter 19: A new friend
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After the ball-shaped monster stops trying to kill Clover, Flowey excuses himself, dragging the human away for a private conversation. Once they're a decent distance from Hec...
"What the hell, Clover?!" Flowey almost shouts, causing Clover to smile apologetically.
"I know, I know. I could've just drove him off or whatever." he says, scratching his head with an awkward expression on his face. "But when I thought of doing that... well, I was kinda reminded of the monsters in the Dark Ruins. Having friends is nice, and he seemed like he could use a pal..."
"It took you 11 deaths to calm him down! A solid dozen attempts! If I didn't... pant... if I didn't intervene, he would've killed you 12 times."
"I--"
"You let him know... pant... about your blindness almost instantly! And he still attacked! Even for monsters in Snowdin, that's very callous and... pant... and cruel."
"He felt bad about it! And I was able to get him to calm down in the end, so--"
"It doesn't matter if he feels bad! That doesn't... pant... it doesn't change what he did!"
"Calm down, take a deep breath." Clover says, voice full of concern over his obviously-tired companion. "We can talk more about this after you've recovered from..."
"From all the loading I've been doing because he decided to attack you."
"...Yeah..."
Flowey groans at Clover's answer, rubbing his forehead with a vine as if suffering from a headache.
"This is not normal, buddy. To... pant... to be this willing to make friends with people who've killed you? It's... pant... it's not healthy, either."
"I know, but still... I can't help it if I want to make friends..."
"..."
Flowey falls silent at this, staring at his 'best friend' with a wide, mocking grin.
'Golly. Now I remember why I like you so much! You're so messed up! It's so... nostalgic.' he thinks, barely able to hold back a chuckle.
"...And besides! You're gonna have to go underground to rest soon, right?"
"I... pant... I can delay it." Flowey says, still sporting that wicked grin. "I don't think... pant... I don't think that leaving you alone is a good idea..."
"You won't! That's the point!" Clover says brightly.
"What? What do you--"
"Hec feels really bad about attacking me right now. I'm sure he'd be more than willing to guide me through Snowdin! If he's guiding me, then I'd be willing to bet that the other monsters in the area will leave me alone! You can take your time to rest up without having to worry about me getting hurt!"
"That's..."
The flower pauses, caught between his concern for the blind human and genuine surprise at how good the idea is.
"...not the worst plan I've heard..." he admits, sounding as if the words pain him.
"Exactly! So making friends with Hec is a good decision!"
"I wouldn't go that far, but..."
"But...?"
"...but you're right. It's probably the safest option for you. If it wasn't so cold, I'd... pant... I'd recommend waiting for the local member of the Royal Guard to show up, since it's almost time for her to recalibrate the puzzles, but since we're in Snowdin..."
"Yeah... by the time Martlet gets here, I'll have turned into a human-sicle." Clover agrees, not noticing the odd look that Flowey gives him. "It'll be best if we hurry along."
"Right... well, you won't have to worry too... pant... too much if you run into her. Martlet is much stronger than most monsters in the area, true, but she's also a huge softie... not to mention how... pant... how much of a klutz she is. If you try the whole 'don't kill me, I'm blind' thing on her, then she'll probably end the fight immediately... unlike some monsters..."
"...I get it, I get it. Hec isn't the best monster to befriend, alright? Telling me over and over ain't gonna stop me from being pals with him."
"Just as long as you know..."
"Yeah yeah, enough about how mean Hec is... how exactly am I gonna go about reaching Asgore? I don't really know much about the Underground's geography and all that..."
"The normal route is to go through Waterfall... but that isn't an option for you." Flowey explains in a grim tone. "The... pant... the Captain of the Royal Guard patrols around there, and... pant... she's probably the second strongest monster in the Underground. She's also just as willing to kill humans as Asgore, if not more willing, so... pant... so don't even think of trying to make friends with her."
"So how am I supposed to get to Asgore? You said that it was the 'normal route'. That means there's alternatives, right?"
"There are, but... well... they aren't exactly ready to use... but let's cross that bridge when we... pant... when we get there!"
"Wait, what do you mean they 'aren't--'"
"I think Hec may be getting bored over there!" Flowey hurriedly interrupts. "How about we end this talk here? Okay? Ok! See you around, Clover!"
Before Clover can even get a word out, the flower disappears beneath the ground, leaving him alone.
"..."
"Sigh..."
After waiting for a decent amount of time, Hec finally sees the young, blind human return, only this time, they're alone...
"Hey huma-- uh, I mean... hey you! Where'd your friend go?" he asks, averting his eyes as he sees the bruises scattered around the human's body.
"He... uh... it's a bit difficult to explain but basically... doing magic makes him get tired real easily. He left to go rest up." Clover replies, lying just a bit about Flowey's reason for resting.
"And since he had to use some really strong magic when you attacked me..."
Hec cringes at the reminder, but can't say anything in defense. After all, he did try to kill the blind child in front of him, even after getting multiple chances to stop the fight...
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"So... uh... what're your plans now? Are you going to wait for him, or...?"
"First I've got to get out of this snow. After that, I'll probably heal up for a little bit. If he's ready by then, then I'll move along."
"Oh! I... I know a good place to rest!" Hec says excitedly, eager to do something to make up for his earlier actions.
"You do?"
"Honeydew Resort isn't far from here, and it's the perfect place to stay when you want to be out of the cold! After you arrive, I'll be able to spread the word about you so none of the other monsters attack!"
"Honeydew Resort, huh...?"
Clover goes silent, thinking about the familiar words with an expression that's almost... nostalgic, in a way...
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"...Alright then." he says, nodding his head. "Lead the way, Hec!"
And so on the two travel, each eager to get to their destination as soon as possible...
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...but they come across the first obstacle literally instantly.
You see, when Martlet's puzzle malfunctioned, it didn't just send a large ball of molten rock at Clover, as the puzzle breaking also made sure that it was unable to be solved, which means...
"Uh... the gate's still closed." Hec says, pointing out the obvious.
"So are we stuck here...?"
The ball-shaped monster shakes his head at Clover's question, turning towards the blind human with a large, self-satisfied grin.
"Hmph. If you were traveling with any other monster, then yeah, you would be... but you're with me! Climb up on top of me, then you'll be able to reach the top of the gate and pull yourself over! I'll follow you right after."
"But if I'm on the other side of the gate, how're you supposed to get over it?" the young cowboy asks, tilting his head in confusion.
"Don't worry about it! Trust me, I'm confident I can make it over there."
"Well, if you're sure..."
After Hec confirms that he'll be fine, the two waddle over towards the wooden gate, and Clover quickly clambers on top of the small monster.
"Watch the face--" Hec begins, before pausing in bewilderment.
"What was that?"
"...Nothing. You're just... do you climb on other people a lot?"
"...No?"
"That's weird... usually when other monsters try to climb on me or my siblings, they always end up stepping on our faces. It hurts a lot, and it's really annoying, but... you didn't do that..."
"Why would other monsters even try to climb on you?"
Hec chuckles at Clover's bewilderment.
"Hehe... if you saw me with my siblings, you'd understand pretty much instantly... anyways, hurry up and get over that gate! The sooner we get to Honeydew Resort, the sooner I can spread the news!"
"Alright, alright. I'm hurrying..."
After taking a few seconds to steady his grip on the top of the wooden gate, Clover quickly pulls himself atop it with ease, surprising himself with how little effort it took.
"You over yet?"
"Uh... yeah! Yeah I am!" Clover replies, dropping down into the soft snow on the other side of the gate.
"Good, now back up! You're about to see something really cool!"
Clover rolls his eyes at the ball-like monster's phrasing, but moves backwards nonetheless.
"You ready?" Hec calls again.
"Mhm, but what are you gonna--"
"Here I go!"
The small, ball-shaped monster dashes at the stone wall next to the gate, kicking off of it with the grace of a world-renowned acrobat. He twirls mid-air, spinning his circular body at just the right angle to grab onto the wooden gate, before pulling himself over it in one fluid motion.
With a proud, smug smile on his face, he jumps down from the gate, landing softly next to Clover.
"Well? How was that?" he asks expectantly.
"...What'd you do?"
"What?"
"I... I am blind, Hec." Clover says, crushing the round monster's spirit. "I didn't see anything you did."
"Oh..."
"...I'm sure it was really cool though."
"..."
With a small sigh, the young cowboy walks away, forcing the sulking-monster to hurry to keep up.
"Y'know Hec, I remember ya saying that today wasn't a good day for you earlier. What's that about?" Clover asks, trying to snap Hec out of his bad mood.
"...It's nothing..."
"It don't sound like it's nothing. Come on, maybe talking will help."
"Well... alright. I guess... I guess I have nothing better to do..."
The ball-shaped monster's voice, still sullen and grumpy, causes Clover to roll his eyes. Luckily for him, Hec doesn't notice, instead launching into his story.
"So it all started about a week ago, when Upper Snowdin got a new visitor--"
"Upper Snowdin? Whaddya mean by that?"
"Oh, you wouldn't know. Basically, Snowdin is divided into two parts: Upper Snowdin, which is the actual town, and Lower Snowdin, which is more of a collection of houses scattered around the woods. Upper Snowdin tends to gets more traffic, but we've got Honeydew Resort, so it all balances out in terms of tourism... now where was I...?"
Hec scratches his head, trying to remember what he was saying before being interrupted by Clover.
While he thinks, the duo pass by a large, ruined shack made of wood. Some parts of the shack can be seen torn away, as if someone stripped it for building materials...
"...Right! So Upper Snowdin got a new visitor, some sort of luchador type monster, and he's been staying there for around a week! Anyways, to make a long story short, he ended up causing a huge ruckus down there, so a lot of the monsters who live in Lower Snowdin went to check it out today, me and my siblings included."
As Hec speaks, his voice slowly grows more excited and animated, shedding his previous grumpiness.
"He's basically whipped the entire town into a passion-filled frenzy. When we got there, just about everyone was dancing and partying and... well, everyone was having a ton of fun, so we wanted to join in."
"While everyone was dancing, me and my siblings decided that we'd put on a little show. You see, we're very good at acrobatics, to the point where we used to do shows on-stage in Honeydew Resort. Everyone loved us! It was probably the best few weeks in my entire life!"
"Why'd you stop?" the blind human asks, causing Hec to grimace.
"We... uh... we kinda ended up breaking a window, and the shopkeeper kicked us out... but that's not important! What's important is that we improved a lot since then, and we were eager to show off in front of everyone, only... it didn't end well..."
The ball-shaped monster's tone turns gloomy as he continues speaking.
"One of the other Lower Snowdin monsters, Frostermit, got a little too excited with his dance. He didn't notice us while we were doing our routine, and... sorta knocked us all over and ruined it..."
"My sister, Ta, started to cry because she was really looking forward to it, and so I ended up getting into a very heated argument with Frostermit. He just wouldn't accept that he was in the wrong, and it ended up bringing the whole mood of the place down. That luchador told us to take a break for a little bit to cool down, so I went on a walk, met you, and..."
"...And I know the rest." Clover finishes.
"Yeah... if I captured a human, then that'd get everyone to forget about what happened earlier! I'd be the life of the party! It was... well, it wasn't a good idea, now that I think about it..."
Clover opens his mouth to respond, but before he can, a new voice interrupts him.
"What's this?! New customers?!"
Hec's head snaps up, startled by the new voice... but he doesn't see anyone.
All he sees is an ice-cold mug of coffee on an old, snow-covered stool...
Out of nowhere, a haggard, suit-wearing racoon slides his way out of the woods, coming to a stop next to the stool.
Without giving the duo a chance to speak, this newcomer kicks the stool away, easily catching the mug before it can hit the ground.
"Bam!"
"Who are--" Hec begins, before being cut off by the strange monster.
"Who am I? Oh, nobody of note, ya know... JUST THE BEST DARN SALESMAN EVER!"
Chapter 20: Odd monsters
Chapter Text
"The best-- what?!"
"I'm Mo!" the raccoon replies, grinning slyly at Hec's confusion. "My name isn't important though... what's important is that you tried to get your mitts on this mug! That can only mean one thing!"
"We didn't even--" Hec begins, before being cut off.
"You're looking for a tasty treat to hold you over, huh? Well, lucky for you, you've come to the right place!"
"No actually, we're not--"
"This coffee? Psh, garbage! Liquids?! I'd never sell something like that!"
As he says this, he throws the mug of coffee into the woods. The distant sound of shattering glass soon echoes throughout the area.
"And what about popsicles?" Mo asks rhetorically. "You know, solids that used to be liquid?"
Clover's expression brightens at Mo's words, before turning into a puzzled frown as the raccoon continues speaking.
"That's so last month! Here at Mo's, we keep things fresh! For the low price of 25 G, you can be the proud new owner of..."
He stomps his right foot, and suddenly, a brightly-colored stand slides in from the path ahead, coming to a stop next to Mo.
"...Snow! Brand new, recently-made Snow! Solids and liquids may be out of style, but Snow? Snow is different! Soft, can turn into liquid, but almost solid-like when clumped together! It's great! And this isn't any normal snow, mind you, this is Mo's Snow! Full of flavor!"
Silence falls over the area as Hec stares at the shifty raccoon, a look of obvious hostility on his face.
"...We'll pass, than--"
"I'll take your entire stock!" Clover shouts, interrupting the ball-shaped monster before he can deny the salesman's proposition.
"Alright! I knew you had a discerning eye, Kid! For just 75 gold, you can enjoy all these tasty snacks!"
As Hec stares in complete bafflement, Clover takes out a large pile of gold from his bag, handing it over in exchange for "Snow", "Hot Snow", and "Cold Snow".
"As much as I'd love to stay and sell you more Snow, I'm all out! I'll see you on the flip side, Mr..."
"Clover." the young cowboy answers, grinning just as widely as Mo.
"Clover! What a name! And since you're a human, I bet you make all the big bucks, huh? I hear that's something that happens when a monster fights a human!"
The blind child tilts his head, considering this for a few seconds...
'Ohhhh. So that's where I got all this gold! That makes sense!'
Upon seeing Clover nod his head, Mo continues.
"Well, that just means I'll have to increase the price of the rest of my garbage find even higher quality stuff to sell you the next time we meet!"
With a wide grin, Mo snaps his fingers, sending his stand spinning off to the side.
"...We... we will meet again, right...?"
"I'll be sure to visit your stand whenever I can find it!" Clover confirms, making the shady salesman sigh in relief.
"Alright! Stay safe out there, Kid! You're the best customer I've had, and I've had a lot of 'em! " Mo lies, coolly following his stand into the woods.
"..."
Hec's confusion only grows as he watches the raccoon leave.
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"...You... you do know that he scammed you, right?" he says, turning back to look at Clover.
"Hmph?"
Hec face palms as he sees the young cowboy tilt his head, mouth full of Snow.
"...Never mind..."
With a sigh, the ball-like monster turns away, staring at the spot where Mo's stand once was.
"..."
"..."
"How'd he even manage to move his stand like that?"
"Hm? You say something?" Clover asks, snapping Hec out of his thoughts.
"N-No. Don't worry about it. Let's... let's just get going."
"Ok!"
The baffled monster walks away, leading his newest friend through the woods...
Several minutes later, Hec and Clover travel through the forest, each lost in their own thoughts.
On Clover's end, he can't stop thinking about the strange sense of deja vu he had when Mo showed up. It was as if... as if he had met the sly salesman before...
Meanwhile, Hec's mind is filled with bewilderment as he ponders his new companion's food preferences.
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Eventually, Hec is the first to break the silence, pointing towards something that Clover can't see.
"Oh! See that?" he asks, causing Clover to scowl.
"..."
"...Right... uh... it's a UGPS sign. It stands for 'Underground Postal Service'. They bring mail and, for a fee, transport smaller monsters from place to place. All of them can fly, you see, so it makes traveling a lot quicker. Me and my siblings love riding around in their baskets! We even have a year-long pass for free rides!"
"Could we get them to take me to Honeydew Resort?" Clover asks curiously.
"No, they're sorta... 'on strike' right now. Something about being tired of the work conditions? I'm not too sure."
"What's so bad about the job?"
"Well, it's actually a pretty good job all things considered, it's just... they're contractually obligated to rhyme as much as possible. As you can imagine, this gets very annoying for everyone involved... still, it could be worse! At least they don't have Ice Wolf's job."
"What's Ice Wolf do?"
"You didn't see him? We walked right past him."
"..."
Clover gives Hec a death glare, causing the small monster to pale.
"I'm kidding this time!" Hec hurriedly clarifies. "He throws large blocks of ice into the river all day. It's backbreaking work, but he seems happy enough."
"That does sound pretty boring... then what about you and your siblings?" the young cowboy asks, tilting his head. "What do you do?"
Unseen by the young human, Hec grimaces, taking several seconds to ponder his next words.
"We're sort of... freelancers? Yeah, that's the word. Basically, we just travel around doing whatever. We used to have a pretty good gig in Honeydew Resort, but I already told you how that ended..."
"You enjoy it?"
"Not really... but it's what pays the bills."
The ball-like monsters sighs, expression turning gloomy as he talks.
"I do miss being up on stage. A free place to stay the night, plenty of good food, fantastic pay, a ton of attention... I had it all at that job..."
"..."
"...You know, maybe befriending a human would get a lot of attention on you?" Clover suggests, trying to cheer the small monster up. "Maybe you could even convince whoever runs Honeydew Resort to let you work there again! After all, if there's a lot of attention on you..."
"...Then there'd be a lot more attention on the resort." Hec finishes, a rare smile blooming on his face. "That's... that's a really good idea, Clover!"
"I know! That's why I said it!"
"Come on then! We're almost to the resort!"
After saying this, Hec grabs onto Clover's hand, pulling the blind child along at a pace far faster than they were going.
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...only to come to a stop soon after, staring ahead with an exasperated expression.
"Oh God not them." he mutters, causing Clover to tilt his head.
"Hec? What're ya--"
"You're in da Shufflers neighborhood now!" a loud, unconfident voice says.
"Yeah! Ya can't pass by without getting through us!" another figure calls.
"..."
"...Toast, keep talking. It's... it's your turn now..."
"...I miss da boss. He's usually the one to take tha lead..."
"Shaddap Toast!" the second voice says, raising his voice in an attempt to keep Clover and Hec from hearing. "We've got people stepping on our turf! Ya can mope after we deal with em!"
Standing in front of Clover are two large, monster-sized mugs, each sporting a face on their glass bodies. The first mug stares dimly at the two, while his companion takes the lead in talking, looking them over with a malicious grin.
"Hmph! You seem to have gotten lost, and unlucky for you, ya stepped right onto our territory!"
"...You are literally standing outside the entrance to Honeydew Resort." Hec points out, full of frustration.
"...And? That's our turf! We claimed it, y'see?"
"Yeah! Our turf!" the dim mug echoes.
"And since you're on our turf, we gotta do something about that!"
"Yeah! Do something!"
With a small sigh, Clover concentrates, materializing a pair of yellow glasses onto his face. A split-second later, his holster glows yellow.
"Wait wait wait! Calm down!" one of the mugs says hastily. "You're overreacting, Kid! We ain't looking for a fight!"
"...Huh?"
"Yeah! We don't wanna fight!"
"...Toast, you don't gotta repeat everything I saw."
"Yeah! I don't gotta repeat what ya say, Swig!"
"..."
"..."
"...Anyways, take your hand away from the gun, Kid! Do you attack everyone ya meet?"
"It's kinda the other way around..." Clover mutters, before raising his voice. "If you aren't trying to fight me, then whaddya planning to do?"
"It's simple! I propose a game!"
"Yeah! A game!" Toast echoes yet again.
"Basically, we have this ball, y'see?" Swig says, ignoring his companion. "And so we're gonna hide it under one of us, y'see? Then we'll shuffle around! If you can guess who is hiding the ball three times in a row, then ya get to pass!"
"And if you don't, then... uh..."
"...Then we keep blocking ya path. That's what we're gonna do, Toast."
"Right! I knew that!"
"I don't think you--"
"Hey wait a second, where's the other one?" Hec suddenly asks, interrupting Swig.
The two mugs turn towards each other, grimacing at the question.
"The boss..."
"Well he..."
"You tell em, Toast."
"Da boss left you in charge, Swig."
"And since I'm in charge, I get to tell ya what to do! Like telling em where the boss is!"
The dim mug scowls, turning away from his friend.
"I hate it when you're right..."
"Yeah yeah, just get on with it, will ya? We don't have all day... well, I mean... we do have nothing better to do, but you get my point."
"Alright..." Toast mutters, before addressing Clover and Hec.
"Da boss is on a mission right now! Some shady monster owes us money, and since we're an internationally famous gang, we can't just let em off the hook! So da boss is tracking him down!"
"Heh. That's right. Tell em what'll happen once the boss finds that raccoon!"
"When da boss finds him, he'll..."
"..."
"..."
"He'll...?" Clover pressures.
"...I forgot." Toast says, slightly ashamed.
"..."
"..."
"He'll get em to work for our gang, Toast." Swig whispers, looking at the dim mug with a hopeless expression.
"Right! He'll get em to work with us!"
"..."
"..."
"Sigh... let's just hurry up with this. Toast, you ready?"
"Yeah. You got the ball?"
"Yeah... then let's start shuffling!"
"Hold on!" Hec says, stopping the two before they can get started. "I already did this back when there were three of you. Can't you just let us go past?"
"You did?"
"...Wait a second Toast, I remember now. This punk was here with his family, y'see, and they did it together."
"Oh yeah..."
The two mugs frown, looking down at the snow with crestfallen expressions... before suddenly, Swig gets a bright idea.
"He already did it, so he's good to go past... but his friend here? He'll have to keep a close eye on us!"
"But he's bl--"
"Hop to it, Toast!"
The excited mugs flip themselves over, hiding the ball under one of them. Soon after, they begin shuffling.
"No, seriously, he literally cannot s--"
"Hec?" Clover interrupts, tapping the small monster's shoulder. "It'll be fine. Even if I can't see where the ball is, it sounds like fun."
"Clover..."
Hec sighs, shaking his head in disbelief at the human's request.
"...Fine. Have fun."
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One hour later, Hec begins to regret his decision to let Clover play the Shufflers' game.
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After a while, the blind human finally gets a lucky guess, allowing him and Hec to move on. Before long, a large, comfy-looking wooden building comes into view, but before the duo can approach, Hec tugs on Clover's sleeve.
"Hey Clover? I... uh... monsters in the Snowdin area don't have the greatest track record around humans. Try not to make any sudden movements or sounds, okay?"
Clover nods his head, causing the ball-shaped monster to sigh in relief.
"Good... good! They won't notice that you're a human at first. Just don't cause a scene, let me introduce you, and it'll all be fine."
"Got it!"
"Alright, then let's hurry on. I'm freezing out here..."
Without wasting any more time, the two walk into the resort, entering into the quiet, peaceful atmosphere...
...but it isn't quiet for long.
"HELLO SMALL HEC! KNOW CONE HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" a loud voice calls out, causing the small monster to flinch back.
Standing in front of the two is a large, floating ice-cream cone. A round ball of magic floats above the cone, and many monsters inside the resort can be seen sighing as he speaks.
"Hey Know Cone!" Hec says, pleasantly surprised. "You're out of the hospital already?!"
"KNOW CONE RECOVERED LAST WEEK! KNOW CONE SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY! MISS UNDYNE VISIT KNOW CONE! KNOW CONE LEARN A LOT!"
"T-That's great buddy, but could you please keep the noise d--"
Before Hec can ask the large, floating ice-cream monster to lower his voice, Know Cone turns towards Clover.
"WHAT?! KNOW CONE KNOW WHAT THAT IS!" he says, eyes wide and hopeful.
"Wait Know Cone don't--"
"HEC BROUGHT HUMAN! HUMAN HAS 'FIRE-ARM'! SMALL HUMAN NEED TO SHOW KNOW CONE FIRE-ARM!"
In an instant, every monster inside the resort turns towards their group, staring at Clover with wide, shocked eyes.
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"...Howdy? I'm Clover..." the blind human says, hesitantly stretching a hand towards the cone-monster. "...Nice to meet you...?"
Chapter 21: Honeydew Resort
Chapter Text
In the depths of the forest surrounding Lower Snowdin, a large, gloomy monster can be seen scuttling across the ground.
This monster sports a shell that closely resembles an igloo, and if they retreated into their shell, they'd be virtually identical from any igloos in the area.
When they aren't in their shell, 6 crab-like legs, along with a pair of large claws, can be seen. Their face, rather than being a crab's as you'd expect, looks closer to a rabbit's face, appearing quite cute to any onlookers.
...Or it would, if not for the massive scowl on it.
"Stupid... mean... dumb little..." Frostermit mutters, slowly making his away through the woods.
"And it's not like I didn't say sorry! It's their fault for being so close..."
As the sullen monster walks, he passes by the shattered pieces of a glass coffee mug, not paying it any mind.
"And... and I didn't mean to knock them over! He should've checked on his sister instead of yelling at me for it..."
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"God... in front of El Bailador and everything... El Bailador is a living legend! Always spreading cheer wherever he goes, always bringing out other monster's passion... I can't believe I got to meet him in person! It was everything I ever dreamed of... and then Hec ruined it!"
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"And he's still sulking about it! It's been two days since he left Upper Snowdin, and his siblings haven't even seen him since then! Now Tri is forcing me to go search for him, when I could be dancing with El Bailador instead!"
With a frown, he stomps one of his legs, shattering a small rock that appeared in the snow beneath him.
"While they search over by their house, and Insomnitot gets to stay near Upper Snowdin and look around there, I get to travel the woods until I reach Honeydew Resort! I don't know why they're having me look over here! Hec hasn't even bothered coming back to the resort since he got him and his siblings fired. There's no way he'd start now, when he's in an even worse mood than he's been in ages!"
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"I mean... I know why he was in a bad mood. Between his parents falling down, the whole fiasco with the lab following that, and then getting embarrassed in front of El Bailador..."
Frostermit pauses, suddenly feeling quite horrified now that he actually takes the time to think of Hec's situation.
"...Oh my God, maybe I was too defensive and harsh."
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"...I'll... I'll find some way to make it up to him after he's found..." he mutters, grimacing at his recent actions.
Suddenly, distant sounds of shouting can be heard, causing the crab-like monster to stop in his tracks, retreating back into his igloo-shaped shell.
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"...?"
Popping his head out of his shell, Frostermit takes a look around to make sure that there's no danger in the area. After confirming that it's safe, the rest of his limbs follow suit.
'Weird... Honeydew Resort is usually a lot quieter than that, and... I guess that sounds like Know Cone, but he should be back home with his family...' he thinks, cautiously continuing towards the source of the noise.
Before long, the cozy wooden building comes into view, and what Frostermit sees is more than enough to send him scurrying away in fear...
Standing in front of the resort is a short, hat-wearing human, looking extremely grim as stares at Know Cone. Next to the two, a small, ball-shaped monster can be seen, looking almost... almost afraid as the human looms over him...
In front of Honeydew Resort, Clover talks with Know Cone and Hec, smiling brightly at the excited monster's words.
"KNOW CONE HAPPY TO MEET TINY HUMAN! KNOW CONE LEARN LOTS AND LOTS!" the overly-eager monster says. "YOU GOOD FRIEND TO KNOW CONE! KNOW CONE KNOW BEING TOO HOT BAD NOW! KNOW CONE STAY AWAY FROM HOTLAND!"
Clover rubs his head, chuckling softly as he listens to the cone-like monster.
"That's great, buddy. Glad you've learnt something from our talks." he says, easily handling the tall monster's enthusiasm.
"KNOW CONE HOPE TINY HUMAN STAY A WHILE! KNOW CONE GLAD TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU!"
The young cowboy's smile grows a little strained at these words, but he replies in a friendly tone nonetheless.
"I dunno about that one, partner. I got a mission to fulfill and all that, so I don't think I'll be around Snowdin for very long."
"...KNOW CONE SAD TO HEAR THIS!" Know Cone says, somehow sounding sullen and disappointed despite his screaming. "KNOW CONE WISHES TINY HUMAN LUCK ON MISSION! KNOW CONE KNOW THAT TINY HUMAN WILL DO GREAT!"
"Thanks... but I ain't leaving just yet! I've gotta wait for a friend of mine to rest up first, and then I'll get a move on. Until then, I'll stick around at Honeydew Resort!"
"KNOW CONE IS LESS SAD NOW! BUT... KNOW CONE HAS QUESTION!"
Clover tilts his head, slightly amused as the tall monster asks yet another question.
"What is it?"
"WHAT WILL TINY HUMAN DO IF BIRD LADY COMES?! SHE ROYAL GUARD! ROYAL GUARD HUNTS HUMANS!"
The amusement quickly fades as he actually hears what Know Cone asks. While he's considering what to say, Hec, who has spent this entire conversation in silence, speaks up.
"Martlet is pretty nice, especially for a Royal Guard! I don't think that she'd actually hurt Clover, and if she did attack him... well, I think she'd be willing to stop pretty much as soon as she hears about his blindness."
As he says this, he sends a guilty look at Clover, quickly looking away a second later.
"KNOW CONE NOT WORRIED ABOUT HER! KNOW CONE WORRIED ABOUT MISS UNDYNE! MISS UNDYNE IS BIRD LADY'S BOSS! BIRD LADY TELL HER IF SHE SEES HUMAN!"
At this, the expressions of both Hec and Clover fall, with the latter grimacing slightly, as if recalling bad memories...
"Yeah... I don't... I don't think running into Undyne is a good idea..."
"Well... she does have this whole reputation of being honorable and fair!" Hec suggests. "She's even publicly said that she'd beat up the next human that fell down here, '1 on 1, no tricks, no help, no mercy'. From all the stories about her... she probably means it. She really wants a fair fight, but since you're..."
"...Blind, I know. Still..."
"KNOW CONE WILL HELP TINY HUMAN IF MISS UNDYNE COMES!" the loud monster says, interrupting Clover before he can become too worried. "DON'T WORRY! MISS UNDYNE FRIENDS WITH KNOW CONE!"
"Wha-- how in the world did you two even become friends in the first place?"
Upon hearing Hec's question, Know Cone grins, eager to tell the story.
"KNOW CONE GOT SENT TO HOSPITAL AFTER HUGGING FIRE IN HOTLAND! MISS UNDYNE VISIT! SHE TELL KNOW CONE THAT FIRE HURTS! AND THAT HOTLAND HURTS HER! WE BECAME FRIENDS!"
"...Huh. I guess it would make sense for her to be able to relate with you..."
"...So whaddya think would happen if Undyne did find me? You think she'd just let me go without a fight after learning that I can't see?" Clover asks rhetorically.
"Well... no, she'd probably..."
"CAPTURE TINY HUMAN! THEN TAKE TO ASGORE!" Know Cone finishes, losing his wide smile.
"Exactly. And do ya think that she'd be able to be convinced otherwise?"
"...NO."
"She's considered the most determined monster in the Underground for a reason..." Hec admits, looking at Clover, obviously fearing for the young human's safety.
"So if she does learn that I'm in Snowdin, what do y'all think I should do?"
Know Cone and Hec glance at each other, replying to Clover at the same exact time.
"Run."
"RUN."
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Unseen by any of the three, Frostermit, looking on from the forest surrounding Honeydew Resort, dashes away in fear...
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"Welp... no use worrying about it." Clover says, trying to snap the other two out of their sudden bout of grimness. "After all, I'm planning on making it to Asgore either way. Maybe having a fast-track to him is for the best!"
Both of his monstrous friends stare at him, dumbfounded.
"...Clover..."
"KNOW CONE KNOW THAT BAD IDEA! ASGORE DANGEROUS TO TINY HUMAN! ASGORE KILL TINY HUMAN!"
"...Why the heck is that your goal?!" Hec asks, staring at Clover as if he had hit his head.
"Well, I mean... someone's gotta convince him not to start another war with humanity, right? May as well be me!"
"..."
"IS SMALL HUMAN HEAD OKAY? KNOW CONE IS CONCERNED!"
"What he said..."
"Oh come on! It ain't that bad of an idea!"
"IT IS."
"...Again, what he said. Although Asgore is probably the nicest monster in the Underground... he also has a rough history with humans, and that's not to mention the responsibility on his shoulders as the King. I... I don't think you'll have much luck convincing him... or at the very least, you won't survive the conversation."
"It's still the endpoint of my mission." Clover says stubbornly, causing the duo's frowns to deepen. "And if y'all don't think that I stand much of a chance... well, then that'll be a problem for future-Clover."
"KNOW CONE THINKS--" Know Cone begins, before being cut off by the blind human.
"Anyways, we'd better get back on inside! Even though they ain't crowding me no more, I'm sure that all of the monsters in there still wanna take the chance to talk to a real, friendly human. Best not leave them waiting, am I right?"
"Clover--"
Without giving Hec a chance to speak, the young cowboy briskly walks past him, walking towards the door of the cozy resort.
"..."
"KNOW CONE WORRIED. KNOW CONE NOT WANT LOSE NEW FRIEND."
"...Me too, pal... me too..."
The two monsters follow after Clover, each obviously worried.
As Clover interacts with the monsters inside Honeydew Resort, one small, yellow flower can be seen peering in through one of the windows, grinning maliciously the entire time.
'Golly, and to think I was worried that they'd attack you once they knew you were a human! Flowey thinks, watching as the blind human laughs uproariously at a joke from the resort's shopkeeper. 'But I guess you've always been good at making friends out of people who should want you dead...'
'Heh... shame it won't last, huh? I know that if any of these monsters had to take sides between you and the Royal Guard, they'd sell you out in a heartbeat! Heck, I'd be willing to bet that they won't even realize what they've done is wrong afterwards!'
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'And that's not even to mention the survivors of your "Big Sis Melody's" rampage! I can't wait for you to meet with them! Even if you can convince them to be friends with you... it'll take so many deaths! Not enough for me to grow bored, of course, but more than enough for you to hate interacting with them afterwards! After all, you're already much more comfortable around that stupid ice-cream cone or the other monsters in Honeydew Resort than you are with Hec!'
His smile grows wider and wider with even passing second as he fantasizes about the future.
'Hehe... and since the survivors of the Snowdin Massacre are well-loved by everyone in the community, you avoiding them would only serve to slowly but surely ostracize you! Even if the monsters in Snowdin don't mean it, it'll happen! And when it does, you'll be left all alone, save for a select few monsters who're either too stupid to avoid you, or too lonely to care about what other monsters think of them hanging around you! I can't imagine how miserable that would be!'
Inside the resort, Clover tells an interesting fact to Know Cone, causing the poorly-educated monster to react in obvious shock, delight, and most importantly of all, excitement.
'...But there's no need to worry, you've got your only real friend right here! Who needs anyone else when you've got your old pal Flowey, am I right? Now if only I could make you hate that stupid feather-head... then you'd really be miserable...'
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The flower's smile fades, and his demeanor quickly becomes gloomy.
'...Of course, I've never actually managed to do that. Even when I finally got you to go on one of your little rampages across the Underground, you'd always see her in a better light than any of the other monsters you'd attack. In the end, you'd always decide to give up on your little 'crusade' against monsters, and eventually move in with her, no matter how much dust you had on your hands...'
'And that's not to mention how, out of all the monsters you've fought, she's the one who manages to kill you the least. Even on the runs where you trip into one of her attacks, you quickly forgive and forget, as if you had never experienced the pain of having a bowling ball split your skull...'
His smile returns, although not quite as wide as it was before.
"Golly, you're really messed up, aren't you?" he says, still staring at the young human inside the resort...
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Clover shivers, suddenly having a strange, dark feeling. It's almost as if... as if he's being watched...
Chapter 22: A filling breakfast
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Inside of Honeydew Resort, dozens of monsters can be seen enjoying themselves, each with looks of wonder on their faces. Having the resort be this packed is a rare sight, so rare, in fact, that the shopkeeper has never seen it before.
As you may imagine, the nervous, inexperienced monster is very much not a fan, but she's able to move past it, working at an incredible pace throughout the day with an awed smile upon her face.
The reason for her being able to ignore her worries about her work is the same reason that the resort is packed to begin with. Namely, the young, blind human sitting at a table, enjoying a heaping stack of Honeydew Pancakes...
Clover grins widely as he digs into the pancakes before him, shoveling the tasty treats into his mouth at a pace that awes the monsters watching.
"...Woah..." the shopkeeper mumbles, not quite believing what her eyes are seeing.
"...KNOW CONE IMPRESSED." Know Cone "whispers", doing his best to keep his voice quiet.
The young cowboy ignores the stares, completely focused on the tray of pancakes before him.
One plateful disappears into his stomach, then another, and then another...
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'Y'know, maybe it's a good thing all those monsters tried attacking me.' he thinks, grin growing by the second. 'If they didn't, I don't think I'd have anywhere near enough gold to afford all of this!'
After thinking this, he pulls another fistful of gold out of his bag, handing it over to the stunned shopkeeper.
"Could I get some more, please?"
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"Are all humans like this...?" she mutters, walking away to bake more pancakes.
"...Clover? Don't... uh... don't you think you've had enough?" Hec asks, sounding just as stunned as the rest of the monsters watching.
"But... but they're so good!" Clover protests, causing the ball-shaped monster to sigh. "And besides, it ain't like I can overeat! Monster food doesn't affect me like it does with all of y'all. It'll hold me over, sure, but I don't think that there's a limit to how much I can eat!"
"If there is, you'll probably find it soon..." one of the onlooking monsters says.
"KNOW CONE IS CONCERNED AND ALSO CURIOUS. KNOW CONE WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH TINY HUMAN CAN EAT! BUT KNOW CONE ALSO SCARED FOR SHY LADY! AND ALSO SCARED OF SHY LADY!"
Clover pauses mid-bite, considering the cone-monster's words.
"...Ah man, that's a good point." he admits, looking unwilling to say the words. "I guess she has been working pretty hard... it ain't right of me to keep ordering..."
"Eh, that's her job, isn't it?" a horned monster say, sounding slightly confused. "And you're paying her really well, aren't you?"
Upon hearing these words, several of the regulars laugh out loud, staring at the monster who spoke with pitying eyes.
"Oh, honey..."
"Hehe... oh man, he doesn't know!"
"I bet we're going to see it again pretty soon. Then nobody will be laughing..."
As the horned monster tilts his head in confusion, one of the regulars begins to actually explain.
"Sorry about them, they're just... well, you'd understand if you saw it in person." a rabbit-like monster says. "It'll be best if you don't though."
"See what?" the baffled monster asks, looking around at the still-laughing regulars.
"...Well, the shopkeeper here is a nice, shy girl. She's very... patient, you see. The only issue is... her patience isn't exactly infinite, and when it runs out..."
Hec shivers, as if reminded of something terrible.
"...I can clearly remember her exploding at a troublemaker a while back." she continues, sighing softly at the memory. "Was a shame too, since he used to work here with his siblings, and their shows were amazing. Some of the most talented acrobats I've ever seen, but one of them managed to tick her off, and..."
She mimes someone punting a small object.
"...Right through the window and everything. I'm pretty sure their face left an indent on one of the nearby trees, too. Anyways, my point is, she's getting dangerously close to reaching her breaking point, even if she doesn't show it, so letting her cool off for a bit is probably our best bet."
Clover frowns at these words, but nods his head nonetheless.
"Alright, alright... I'll stop after she's back with the next plate."
"KNOW CONE GLAD YOU LEARN THIS! TINY HUMAN SHOULD BE CAREFUL AROUND SHY LADY! SHY LADY DANGEROUS LIKE FIRE!"
"...Thanks Know Cone, I understand..."
Before long, the still-smiling shopkeeper arrives with a plateful of Honeydew Pancakes, looking at the genuine human in her family's resort with what appears to be wonder.
"That it, or do I need to make some more?" she asks sweetly, causing the surrounding monsters to pale.
"N-No, that'll be enough!" Clover hurriedly says, causing her smile to turn genuine.
"Good."
After saying this, she moves away from the human's table, moving on to serve other customers. Despite this, she occasionally sends glances towards the human, still awed that there's a friendly human in here.
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"...Thank God she's gone..." Hec murmurs, soon being echoed by the monsters watching Clover.
"Whaddya even do to tick her off the first time, Hec?" Clover asks, causing the ball-shaped monster to flinch back.
"W-What? Me? That story isn't about me!"
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Upon seeing the look Clover gives him (or at least, in his general direction), Hec continues to speak.
"That could've been any monster! She has a long history of losing her temper!"
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"Maybe there were other acrobat-monsters who used to work here! Did you ever think of that?"
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"...Sigh... I'll tell you about it later, okay?"
"There we go."
After confirming that Hec was previously punted out of a window, Clover turns his attention back to his breakfast, gobbling it up at the same breakneck speed...
While the blind human enjoys the best meal he's had in his entire life, one scatterbrained guard can be seen hammering away, doing their best to tune up a broken conveyor belt...
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"Gosh, how'd this even happen?" Martlet grumbles, reaching to the side to grab some nails. "I mean... I know it's cold and all, but not many monsters pass through here! It shouldn't get this messed up!"
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"...Now that I think about it, maybe that's why all my puzzles keep breaking. They aren't regularly used, so any internals tend to freeze over..."
She scratches her head as this thought, considering it for several seconds.
"...Sigh... it looks like I'll have to go back to checking the puzzles every three days. I was sure I could get away it being every four days instead..."
Martlet continues her work, hammering nail after nail into the strange-looking puzzle.
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Eventually, long after moving on to working on the frozen-internals of the puzzle, she finishes fixing it. After giving the controls a quick test to make sure that everything is in order, she sighs in relief, wiping a bit of sweat off of her forehead.
"Phew! What a workout!" she cheers, hopping down from the large stone outcrop where the puzzle is sat upon. "Now all that's left is..."
Her cheerfulness immediately disappears as she lands on the ground, staring at two objects with a miserable frown on her face.
These two objects are, of course, a large block of ice and a ball of hardened magma half the size of Martlet.
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"...I guess I'm lucky that I have a supplier in Hotland. With how often these break... well, having a lot of backups is nice..." she mutters, staring at the flaming ball.
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"Sigh..."
Without wasting any time, she grabs the block of ice, lifting it with ease as she moves it to the funnel that'll catch the water after it melts.
"Cold! Cold cold cold!!!!!!"
Even though physical objects won't hurt monsters like Martlet... some of them are still very uncomfortable to touch. A freezing block of ice is one of those objects.
Luckily for Martlet, she has an item nearby to warm her up... although lifting it puts her in a far worse mood than moving the ice block did.
"Stupid... freaking..." she mutters, having to put much more effort into moving this magma ball, due to having to put it on top of the conveyor belt.
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Eventually, she manages to get the puzzle in order, causing her to cheer yet again.
"Finally! Now it's in perfect condition to... er..."
The scatterbrained bird pauses for a moment, digging into her pocket until she finds a small, worn book.
"Let's see here... right! Now it's in perfect condition to 'impede the progress of an intruder, entertain the residents of the surrounding area, and appear intimidating to would-be intruders or wrong-doers'! Well, this'll impede any humans, it's definitely entertaining, and from what I can see..."
She looks up at her puzzle... being unable to see beyond the tall stone wall it's built on. With a small sigh, she flaps her wings, flying up until she can get a good look at it.
"...Yep! That's pretty intimidating all right! Good job Martlet!"
With her cheerful demeanor now restored, Martlet flaps her wings yet again, flying to the next puzzle as fast as she can...
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...Literal seconds after she leaves, a frightened, crab-like monster scuttles up to where she once, yelling as loud as it can.
"MARTLET! MARTLET WAIT-- DON'T FLY AWAY YET!" Frostermit shouts, looking extremely fed up. "I FOUND A-- oh... she's gone already..."
Frostermit grinds its teeth, angrily stomping a leg into the snow.
"No no, just leave without hearing me out! It's not like I've been yelling for the past five minutes or anything..."
With a frustrated sigh, the shy monster turns around, scuttling towards the Royal Guard's next puzzle...
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For the next several hours, Frostermit chases Martlet around, always arriving just a second too late for her to hears its shouts. Of course, if it were literally anyone else that it was chasing, they'd have long noticed him by now. Unfortunately for the crab-like monster... Martlet isn't exactly the most observant monster in the Underground.
So the unlucky, terrified crab-monster is forced to run across Snowdin, going back and forth as Martlet darts from place to place, apparently doing much more work around the area than she usually does.
Eventually, the poor monster's torment comes to an end, as Martlet flies towards her last destination of the day, her small sentry station located at the far end of Snowdin.
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"Gosh! What an exhausting day!" Martlet says, groaning as she stretches her wings. "It's like everyone had problems that needed solving today!"
Her voice changes pitch, soon mimicking several other monsters to the best of her abilities.
"'Oh Martlet, my roof has a leak! Could you fix it up when you fly by later?'"
"'Hey Miss Martlet! Your bridge broke again! Could you come fix it?'"
"'Martlet! Martlet! Come quick! Someone pet Lesser Dog too much, and now he's breaking everything when he moves!'"
The tired bird shakes her head, sighing softly to herself.
"Well, at least I got a lot of work done today, and besides... helping a bunch of people does feel pretty nice... I bet Chujin would be pretty proud of me if he..."
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Martlet clears these thoughts from her head, instead sitting down at her sentry station, eager to get to her favorite activity during working hours: napping.
"Now I can relax and enjoy the rest of the day." she murmurs, resting her head in her arms. "After all, my shift ends in less than ten minutes. It's all smooth sailing from here. Nobody ever has an issue in the last ten minutes..."
As if on cue, a monster shoots out of the words, screaming at the top of their lungs.
"MARTLET! MARTLET! DON'T CLOCK OUT YET!" Frostermit shouts, causing the scatterbrained bird to jump half a foot into the air, startled.
"F-Frostermit?! Jeez, calm down!" she scolds, barely resisting the urge to cover her ears. "I'm sure that whatever the issue is, it can wait until--"
"THERE'S A HUMAN IN LOWER SNOWDIN!"
The crab-like monster's words make her halt mid-sentence, leaving her mouth open in an O shape.
"...What?!"
"I SAW A HUMAN!" Frostermit repeats, still just as panicked as before. "THEY'RE IN HONEYDEW RESORT! CALLS THE OTHER GUARDS! CALL UNDYNE! NO WAIT-- THEY'RE NEAR A BUNCH OF OTHER MONSTERS! THERE'S NO TIME TO GET HELP!"
"A-Are you sure? Maybe you just saw a--"
She pauses as she realizes exactly who she's talking to...
As soon as she realizes this, Martlet visibly pales, taking off into the pitch-black sky a second later.
Chapter 23: Dark thoughts, bright friends
Chapter Text
After Clover finishes his breakfast, the day quickly passes by, with him spending most of it entertaining the various monsters that visit Honeydew Resort. All in all, it's one of the best, most enjoyable days he's ever experienced.
Meeting dozens of new people, each of whom being extremely eager to talk to you, would, of course, be very intimidating... but when these people are monsters, it's a far different story.
For some odd reason, Clover can't help but feel like he knows the monsters he interacts with. It's a faint feeling, yes, but it's still there, almost as if the people he meets in the Underground are long-forgotten friends...
Regardless, the young human feels much more comfortable around the monsters in Snowdin than he ever felt around the adults on the Surface, so when monster after monster piled into Honeydew Resort to talk with him, he wasn't anywhere near as nervous as he had expected he would be.
But of course, all good things must come to an end, and as the day continues on, more monsters head back to their homes, leaving the resort for the night, and before long...
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The young, blind cowboy frowns to himself, shoving a golden cup of coffee into his bag as he listens to one of his newest friends speak.
"KNOW CONE HAD FUN TODAY! BUT IT GETTING LATE! KNOW CONE HAS TO GO HOME!" the loud monster says. "TINY HUMAN NOT LEAVE SNOWDIN UNTIL KNOW CONE RETURN, OKAY?"
"...I can't promise nothing... but if I do gotta leave on short notice, I'll try to say goodbye first. That alright with you?"
"KNOW CONE COME BACK SOON! KNOW CONE BRING SNACKS NEXT TIME! KNOW COME MOM MAKES GOOD BERRY PIES!"
"I'll look forward to it." Clover says, forcing a grin onto his face. "Have a good night, Know Cone."
"KNOW CONE HOPE THAT TINY HUMAN HAS GOOD NIGHT TOO! GOODBYE!"
The tall ice-cream cone floats away, leaving the small human alone in the woods outside Honeydew Resort.
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"Sigh..."
The blind cowboy puts his head in his hands, sighing to himself as he thinks about what to do next.
'First I gotta convince any of the stronger monsters in the area to help me with Asgore, and then I gotta actually make it to Asgore. I haven't even met any of the 'strong monsters' in Snowdin yet, and I got no clue on how I'll get em to follow me to Asgore...' he thinks sullenly.
'But with Flowey's help, that ain't gonna be an issue... what is gonna be an issue is leaving Snowdin. If I go through Waterfall, I'll have to avoid Undyne, and something about her name gives me chills... if there's another way to get to the capital, then I'm gonna have to take that. If my gut is giving me a bad feeling about Undyne, then I gotta trust it.'
Clover absentmindedly rubs his neck as he thinks, frowning all the while.
'...And even if there is another way to get to Asgore, I... I ain't too sure that I wanna go and take it, or at least, not immediately. I think I'm liking Snowdin so far. It's... it's what I always imagined a proper town to be like, and I've only seen the Lower bit of it. From what all those other monsters said, Upper Snowdin is where the actual town is at, and if the resort on its own is this nice, then Snowdin itself should be...'
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'Lord, I'm pathetic.' he scoffs, forcing away the thoughts of Snowdin town. 'I got a mission to complete. I can't let myself get distracted with stuff like this. Even if the monsters in Snowdin are nice folks, I've already left plenty of nice folks behind in the Dark Ruins. I'd be doing all of them a disservice if I left the Dark Ruins on my mission only to settle down in Snowdin for a while.'
The blind human scowls, clenching his fists tightly.
'This ain't a vacation. I need to convince Asgore to give up on his war against humans as soon as I can. If I succeed, I'll have plenty of time to fraternize and make friends afterwards. If I don't... well, that won't matter either way, since Flowey would just load a save.'
'I've already wasted enough time in the Dark Ruins. It don't matter if I like the people around here, I can't stay. I gotta stop Asgore, and any distractions are just gonna delay me from doing that.'
Clover's thoughts begin to take a darker turn the more he thinks.
'It's lazy of me to sit around Snowdin when I could be getting to work on convincing monsters to help against the King. What would Melody think if she were here? What would Frisk think?! Both of them are some of the most driven people I've met, and I'd be deeply surprised if they wouldn't be disappointed with what I've been doing.'
'Heck, Frisk is only 6 years old, but they're way more determined and hard-working than I'll ever be! Their work ethic and ability to keep on going once they've started on something is incredible, and I don't think I'll ever be able to match it... but I owe it to them to try. What I've been doing now? That ain't me really trying. I've been slacking, and it ain't right.'
He pauses, grimacing slightly as a disturbing thought enters his mind.
'After all, Frisk ain't completely safe up there. I went in their place, sure, but they'll be around my age by the time the next sacrifice happens. If... if they're unlucky, maybe they'll get chosen a second time in a row...'
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'...Nah. That ain't gonna happen.' Clover thinks, quickly reassuring himself. 'No matter what happens, Frisk'll be alright. They won't get chosen. It'll just be some other kid... but still, whoever comes down here next is gonna be in trouble if Asgore doesn't un-declare war on Humans. If I don't get him to stop, then nobody will... and so it's gotta be me. I can't laze around Snowdin making pals forever. I gotta get a move on soon...'
Suddenly, a nervous voice calls out from behind him, snapping the blind child out of his thoughts.
"C-Clover? You want to come back inside now? I... I'm pretty sure we have rooms available if you want to spend the night!"
Clover tenses up for a second, almost summoning the magical pair of glasses he's become so familiar with... but he relaxes once he recognizes the voice.
"I'll be okay for now, Miss Honeydew." he says, causing the shopkeeper to frown. "I'll be up there in a bit. I'm just... I'm just thinking about stuff is all..."
The bear-like monster stares at the child's back, hesitating for several moments...
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"...Well, okay. Just don't stay out here for too long, alright? Humans don't handle the cold as well as monsters do."
"Alright, thank'ya Miss."
With one last glance at the blind human, the Honeydew Shopkeeper heads back inside, leaving Clover to his thoughts...
Hec grumbles under his breath as he works, scrubbing down the dirty dishes of the day with an annoyed expression on his face...
...of course, his grumbling immediately comes to a halt as a familiar, bear-like monster enters the room, looking even more annoyed than Hec himself.
The ball-shaped monster instantly becomes the perfect picture of a hard worker as he sees the Honeydew Shopkeeper, but much to his dismay, she marches over to him nonetheless.
"Uh-- hey boss!" he nervously says, hoping that she doesn't take her bad mood out on him.
"Don't 'hey boss' me!" she responds, obviously unhappy. "Until I'm satisfied that you've repaid what you owe the resort, you aren't allowed to even work here!"
"It wasn't that big of a deal, and I already said I was..."
Hec trails off as he sees her expression darken with each word he says. He soon makes the wise decision, and decides to change the subject.
"So, is everything alright? You're looking a bit... annoyed."
"I... ugh. I'm not even sure."
Upon seeing the confused look on Hec's face, she continues.
"It's that human kid. They're... I'm not even sure how to describe it, but he doesn't really seem... happy? I-I don't know why, after all, he seemed to love interacting with everyone for the past few days! Now he's acting a little... morose? I'm still not sure on how to put this, but he's been alone out there for a while, and I'm getting concerned."
The ball-like monster frowns at these words, setting down a freshly-dried plate.
"I'll go check on him." he says, walking past the Honeydew Shopkeeper.
"Aren't you going to finish cleaning first? You've still got a lot to do before you've paid the resort back!"
Hec doesn't halt his movements, cleanly walking out the door as he speaks.
"I can get that finished later. This is more important."
Without even bothering to hear her response, he exits the resort, walking towards cold snow where the blind human is sitting.
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"Huh... maybe there is hope for him..." the shopkeeper mumbles, grinning softly.
As Clover continues thinking about his mission, and of course, his laziness in failing to get it completed, he hears the faint crunch of snow behind him. He opens his mouth to ask who it is, but before he can, a familiar monster's voice calls out.
"How're you doing, Clover?" Hec asks, sitting down on the snow next to the young cowboy. "Everything alright?"
Clover is silent for several seconds, but when he does reply, it's exactly the answer Hec expected his question to get.
"...I'm fine. It's nothing..."
"You sure?"
The blind child silently nods his head, causing Hec to sigh.
"Well, alright. I can understand if you don't wanna talk about it, since we've only known each other for a few days. Heck, there are things I don't want to talk to anyone about, even if I've known them for years!
Clover tilts his head at this, obviously curious about what the ball-shaped monster has to say. Hec grins at this, unseen by Clover.
"Oh, and before you ask, no I'm not going to tell you. It's an embarrassing story, really."
"...?"
"Sigh... it's how I got fired from Honeydew Resort to begin with. Honestly, it's making me cringe a little to remember it!"
"...You promised..." Clover mutters, causing Hec's smile to grow.
"What was that?"
"Earlier you said you'd tell me."
"I did?"
Hec's attempts to 'play dumb' only serve to pull the young human's attention away from his own thoughts, instead putting all of his focus on Hec himself.
"You did!" Clover protests, scowling at the short monster's words. "I remember! It was earlier today and everything!"
"Are you sure? Maybe you were talking to another monster that just sounded like me?"
"Hec!!!"
"Fine, fine, I'll tell you!" he says, laughing at the human's childlike anger.
Clover listens intently, all traces of his former unhappiness gone due to Hec's needling.
"So it all started when we learnt that several members of the Royal Guard were coming here on vacation, and I thought 'Hey! What would be the best way to spice up our performance? Passion! The Captain of the Royal Guard always talks about turning up the heat when it comes to being passionate! We could do something with that...'"
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"--and by the time we put out the fires, half the resort was lost, Ta was burnt black, and the Shopkeeper had a panic attack. Of course, as soon as she calmed down, she found me, dragged me into the soot-covered building, and then punted me out the window."
Clover howls with laughter at the ball-shaped monster's story, unable to believe what he's hearing.
"Really?! You thought that was going to be a good idea?!"
"In my defense, monsters aren't really taught fire safety!" Hec says, doing his best to defend himself. "Fire can't hurt most of us, and almost all of our buildings are heavily resistant to the stuff."
"The resort is made out of wood! How is that resistant to fire?!"
"...Well... it isn't..."
The joyful human chokes at these words, suddenly overcome with another fit of laughter. In a solemn voice, Hec continues speaking, only adding to Clover's amusement.
"The boss wasn't happy with the situation, and she got her family's permission to ban me from working there until I 'pay back the damages, or learn from the experience. Whichever comes first.' I'm not too sure what she means by 'learn from the experience' though. After all, I know better than to do something like that again."
"You think?!"
Clover continues laughing at Hec's misfortune, causing the ball-shaped monster to give a sly, self-satisfied smile.
"Heh... so, are you feeling any better now?"
It takes the blind child a few seconds to respond through his laughter, but when he does, he gives a reply that causes Hec to beam in joy.
"I... yeah. Yeah, I am."
"You're a good kid. Just know that if you need to talk, you'll know where to find me."
"Of course. Thanks Hec."
"Anytime, Clover. Now..."
Hec gets to his feet, stretching his legs with a groan.
"...I've got to get back to work. If I want a chance to work here again, I've got to pay the resort back as soon as possible. I'll see you later!"
After saying this, the small monster walks away from Clover, heading back inside the resort.
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Clover listens to his friend leave, sitting on the soft, cold snow for quite some time...
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"Halt, human!" a feminine voice suddenly calls out from behind him, snapping the young cowboy out of the quiet, peaceful relaxation he was in. "Martlet of the Royal Guard is here to put an end to... whatever it is you're doing! Come quietly and nobody will get hurt!"
Martlet flies through the cold air of Snowdin, flapping her wings as fast as she can. The entire time, her mind can't help but think of the worst case scenarios.
'Did they hurt anyone?! Is that why Frostermit was so scared?! Oh please please please don't be a repeat of the last human! Or if it is, please be easy to apprehend!'
The Royal Guard weaves through the air with practiced ease, being far more comfortable in the air than in the ground.
'Oh man oh man oh man! Chujin said that this would happen! And it had to happen on one of the busiest days I've had too! Could this get any worse?!'
As soon as this thought enters her head, Martlet suddenly realizes something...
'I left the guidebook at my sentry station! Oh my God, it did get worse! How am I going to know what to do without the guidebook?!?!'
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'...It's fine, it's fine. I can handle this. If the human is hurting anyone, then I just need to hurry and take them out fast! That's what the guidebook said, right? Step one: Be courteous and introduce yourself! Step two: Apprehend the human! It was something like that, right?'
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'Whatever! I'm sure that's close enough!'
Despite how fast her mind may race, she doesn't have much time to think of what can go wrong, as she soon arrives at Honeydew Resort. With wide eyes, she peers through the darkness of the night, barely being able to see a small, hatted figured in the snow near the resort's wooden building.
'Ohmygodisthat--'
The hatted human tilts their head, and for a split second, Martlet worries that they know she's there...
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...but the feeling is gone almost immediately when the human doesn't turn around and attack her.
'Okay Martlet, you've got this! This is what you've been training for! Just... just go out there and apprehend the human!'
Swallowing her worries, Martlet swoops down at the human, yelling as she nears them.
"Halt, human! Martlet of the Royal Guard is here to put an end to... whatever it is you're doing! Come quietly and nobody will get hurt!"
The human jumps, startled, before quickly turning towards the quickly-incoming bird, hand creeping towards the holster at their hip.
Alarmed that the small human will draw the weapon, Martlet decides not to stop her descent towards them, instead turning to the side to shoulder-bash them.
The scatterbrained bird sees a flash of yellow light up the darkness, but a split-second later, her shoulder hits the human, sending them flying several yards away.
Luckily for the human, the soft snow breaks their fall, making the landing far less dangerous than it would've been otherwise.
...
...
...despite this, they don't move.
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...
...
"...Hey... uh... are you okay?" Martlet asks after several seconds of silence.
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...
"...Owww..."
The hatted human gives a loud groan, confirming that they're still alive. Martlet, for her part, sighs in relief.
"Phew... uh, what now...?"
She takes a few seconds to think, wracking her brain in an attempt to remember what the Royal Guard Guidebook said.
...
...
"Oh wait-- I think you were supposed to have the first attack!" Martlet says, slapping her forehead with a wing. "My bad! You can go ahead and take your turn now, alright?"
"..."
The small human doesn't respond, gasping for air as they grab their chest. After a few awkward seconds of silence, the human reaches into their bag, taking out a large, honey-covered pancake, which they then quickly consume. Once they do so, their expression becomes less pain-filled, and their breathing itself clears up immensely.
"...Was... was that it? Is it my turn, or do I give you the chance to attack, or...?"
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...
Her questions are again met with silence, but before she can open her mouth to speak, the human slowly raises their hands above their head.
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...
"...You can fight back now." she says, not understanding what her opponent is doing. "I... I'm pretty sure that's how this works?"
The human shakes their head at her advice.
"N-No need." they say, wincing from the still-lingering pain of Martlet's first attack.
"But--"
"I surrender."
Chapter 24: Martlet of the Royal Guard
Chapter Text
The light of the Swelterstone peeks out over the horizon, signaling the start of a new day in the Underground.
Monsters groan and bicker good-naturedly with each other as they get out of bed, most eager to face the day ahead of them after a nice, refreshing night of sleep...
...but for one bird-like monster in Snowdin, the new day does nothing other than highlight just how tired she is, having gotten absolutely no sleep the night before due to her new... 'guest.'
Martlet paces across the floor of her living room, occasionally glancing at her front door with an anxious expression on her face. Bags are obvious under her eyes, and yet she doesn't go to sleep, too focused on the fact that she has a human in her house!!!!!
And not just any human, but a human child! A blind human child! And she attacked them! And she almost killed them!!!!!
Just the thought of Clover staying in her house wouldn't be enough to keep the lethargic guard awake, but it's the guilt that eats away at her that kept Martlet from sleeping last night.
When she heard the panic in Frostermit's voice, she threw away her common sense, not even bothering to think of why the human is at Honeydew Resort, or why the monsters of the resort were all okay when she arrived. Instead, she decided to rush blindly at the human, relying on what little she remembered from the Royal Guard Guidebook and her training under Undyne as opposed to actually using her head. Because of this, she attacked a small, blind child from out of nowhere, and would've severely injured them if the ground of Lower Snowdin wasn't covered in snow.
It's a good thing that Clover surrendered when he did, because if he didn't...
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...
Martlet can almost hear the young human's groans of pains, despite the fact that it's been hours since their 'fight'.
She's tempted to be angry at Frostermit, as the timid monster let its fear control its actions, and it almost led to Martlet doing something she'd deeply regret... but she can't bring herself to blame them. After all, out of all of the monsters in the Underground, Frostermit has one of the best reasons to be afraid of humans...
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
Before she can dwell too long on her thoughts, someone knocks at the door, causing her expression to grow even more anxious despite already knowing who it is.
After taking a deep, calming breath, Martlet walks to her front door, pulling it open to reveal her visitors..
In front of Martlet's house are five canines, each carrying their own weapons.
The first to greet Martlet is a squinty-eyed dog wearing a black mask. In this dog's hands are two shortswords, and he wears an permanently annoyed expression.
"Martlet?" Doggo says, peering around the room. "You know I can't see good. Start moving so I know you're here."
The scatterbrained bird waves her hand, causing Doggo to sigh in relief.
"Phew. I almost thought the human had got you, and they were the one to open the door! After all, a human willingly giving themselves up? That's almost unheard of! I was sure that it was a trick."
He pats her on the shoulder, moving into her home as he does.
"Glad to see that you're alright, despite my worries."
When Doggo moves out of the way, he reveals the next canine in line... or canines.
The dogs behind him stand side to side, each clad in executioner-style robes. As one may expect, they carry large axes in their paws. Under Martlet's slightly-disgusted gaze, they nuzzle their noses lovingly, before walking in after Doggo.
"Great job on capturing them, Martlet!" Dogaressa praises, looking impressed.
"Yeah! I can't believe you managed that!" Dogamy echoes.
The two then sniff the air for several seconds, wrinkling their noses soon after.
"That's..."
"...a very weird smell. It almost reminds me of..."
"...Doggo's... uh... you know..."
The feminine dog gives an awkward glance at Doggo, acting as if she had just said something very insensitive, but the nearly-blind dog doesn't react in any way, save for a slight frown appearing on his muzzle. Before the silence can last for too long, Dogamy speaks up.
"...And you're sure that they're a human this time? We wouldn't want a repeat of--"
"Of course they're a human! I triple-checked and everything!" Martlet says defensively.
"Well, if you're sure..."
Dogamy falls silent, and both him and his wife move out of the way to allow the next dog to enter.
After the two lovebirds make their entrance, Lesser Dog appears, carrying his familiar shield and sword in his hands. Despite the metal armor on his body, he still seems excited, and eagerly greets Martlet...
...but his eagerness is nothing before the next member of the Canine Unit, who bounds into the room with a large, affectionate smile on his face.
Greater Dog jumps at Martlet, but ends up running into Lesser Dog before he can give the bird a hug. Slightly annoyed, he yips at the smaller canine, before looking at Martlet hopefully.
"H-Hey big guy. Nice to see you... but we're working now, alright? So no pets until after." Martlet says nervously, causing the expressions of every dog in the room to turn grim.
"We've got to hurry." Doggo says, already moving deeper into Martlet's home.
"Right. Where's the human?" Dogamy and Dogaressa ask, following the leader of the Canine Unit.
"He's... yawn... he's in one of the guest rooms. Up the stairs, second door on the right."
The scatterbrained guard's voice, filled with guilt, gives the Canine Unit all the information they need. With a firm nod, Doggo continues moving, speaking once more before he moves to find the human.
"Thank you. You've done an amazing job so far Martlet, and I appreciate you calling us over to help, but we're more suited to dealing with the human. We'll take it from here."
"You... you aren't going to hurt them, right...?"
"Of course not. We'll just restrain them and take then them to Undyne. She'll deal with the human afterwards."
Lesser Dog barks in agreement, causing Martlet's worries to lessen slightly.
"I... well... they gave themselves up willingly, so are you sure they need to be restrained? This could be a repeat of... yawn... of the Kindness soul..."
Doggo shakes his head.
"It's protocol, and there's nothing we can do about that."
Without wasting any more time, the Canine Unit moves past the guilty guard, heading upstairs to talk with the human...
Martlet finds herself pacing her living room yet again, more anxious now than ever. As she paces, she can't help but worry about the little human's future.
'Oh my God... did I really let the other guards know that there was a human here?! What was I thinking?! They're going to take him to Undyne! And... and she doesn't have the best record of being 'gentle' around prisoners! Monsters can take it, of course, and they don't really mind since she doesn't use magic, but he's a human! Humans have weird bodies! Physical attacks will hurt them!'
She gulps at this thought.
'A-And the Canine Unit aren't the most gentle members of the Royal Guard... maybe I should go up there and check on them...? Or would that just interfere with whatever it is they're doing?'
...
'I mean... Doggo is pretty good at handling things, and he can also keep down Lesser Dog when he gets too excited. Dogamy and Dogaressa are usually too focused on each other to accidentally hurt anyone, which just leaves--'
From upstairs, she can hear a large thump, causing her to pale.
'I can't believe that I let Greater Dog in here! He's almost as bad as Undyne! But... but Doggo should be able to keep him from doing anything, right...? And besides, if Doggo can't... then maybe Dogamy or Dogaressa will! They're the most responsible members of the Canine Unit!'
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...
'Oh my God they're the most responsible members of the Canine Unit.'
With this horrifying realization, Martlet immediately decides that she'll have to do something, and dashes up the stairs, moving as quickly as she can in her sleep-deprived state...
...but by the time she makes it up the stares, she's met with a confusing sight.
Each member of the Canine Unit stands outside the door of the guest room, and the tails of every dog except Doggo are wagging at a speed she's never seen before. Dogamy and Dogaressa look like they've discovered something truly mind-blowing, while Greater Dog pants excitedly, beaming all the while.
The most surprising thing she sees, however, come from the last two canines.
Lesser Dog is forced to tilt his head downward to fit in the hallway, as his neck is now stretched to a comical degree. If Martlet were less tired and guilty, she'd pale even further, as she'd remember that Lesser Dog being like this has never ended well for the buildings in Snowdin.
And lastly, there's Doggo, who walks out of the room with a melancholic, troubled expression on his face, which is something that Martlet has never seen before. Normally, the leader of the Canine Unit is shockingly confident while on the job, a stark contrast to the way he acts off the clock. The only time she's seen that confidence shake was when someone managed to play a prank on him using his inability to see things that aren't moving, but rather than the fear and confusion he had then, he just looks... unsure.
It takes a few seconds for her to realize that Doggo can't see her, and so after moving her arm back and forth for a little bit, the canine's attention snaps onto her.
"Oh-- hello Martlet. We're done with the human now..."
"...Is everything alright?" she asks, feeling worry rise up within her. "You guys didn't... yawn... you didn't accidentally hurt them, did you?"
"No! No, nothing like that." Doggo hurriedly reassures, sounding almost offended by the idea. "No, we just... sigh... I realized that things are a little more complicated than I had originally thought..."
"What do you mean?"
"Well... the UGPS is on strike, and none of us have a way to contact Captain Undyne other than actually going over to Waterfall. And since, technically, nothing in the guidebook says that we're allowed to leave our posts if we need to transport a human to the Captain... all we can do is wait for her to come to Snowdin."
"But... yawn... but I thought that it was pretty obvious that we're supposed to bring a human to the Captain or Asgore if we find one? Wasn't that the whole point of you guys coming over today?"
"Martlet." Doggo says, staring at her with serious eyes.
"Y-Yeah?"
"They're a good kid. He reminds me of..."
The squinty-eyed dog pauses for a few seconds, grimacing at the words he was about to say.
"...Well, that doesn't matter much... what I mean is that Clover can stay around here until Captain Undyne comes to Snowdin for a performance evaluation."
It takes Martlet's sleep-deprived head a few seconds to understand what Doggo is saying, but when she does, her eyes widen.
"Y-You mean--"
"That's right. And since you were the one who found the human... you'll have to provide them with housing while they're 'under arrest.' Can you do that?"
"..."
"...Martlet...?"
"Yes... yes, I can do that." she says, voice suddenly firm.
The nearly-blind guard sighs in relief, looking at Martlet with a smile.
"That's great. I'm not too sure on when Captain Undyne will come by next, but we'll have plenty of warning before she does. Now go ahead and get some sleep. Me and the rest of the Unit will get out of your feathers."
After saying this, Doggo whistles, immediately catching the attention of every other member of the Canine Unit.
"We're done here. Back to Upper Snowdin! First one there gets belly-rubs!"
Martlet barely even sees the unit as they leave, due to how eager each of them are to get out of here. Before long, the scatterbrained bird is left alone in her house... well, almost alone.
With heavy, dragging footsteps, Martlet walks down the hallway, barely able to keep herself awake as she does so. Despite all of her exhaustion, she can't rest just yet...
Eventually, the tired bird finds her way to the guest room where Clover is staying. After hesitating for a few seconds, she gently opens the door, intent on having a much-needed conversation with the blind child...
...
...only to find Clover asleep, smiling softly, while his clothes are covered in dog fur. The sight of it causes a smile to appear on Martlet's beak.
'...You know what? That can wait until later, after we're both wide awake...' she thinks, quietly closing the door, before walking away, eager to finally get some sleep.
Chapter 25: A jealous friend
Chapter Text
With a wide yawn, Clover's eyes open, revealing the nothingness he's grown so familiar with. After panicking for a few moments at his inability to see, his freshly-awoken mind finally catches up to the present, reminding him of where he is, and why he can't see anything.
The panic fades as quickly as it came about, being replaced by a faint sense of satisfaction, as he's become one step closer to completing his mission.
The blind cowboy groans as he gets out of bed, stretching in place for a few seconds to ready his still-sore limbs for the day ahead of him.
With practiced ease, Clover weaves his way around the room, moving towards the door as if he's lived here for years. Just as his hand grabs the doorknob, he pauses, realizing that something isn't quite right...
'I haven't used none of that magic that Decibat taught me since I first got here.' he thinks, bewildered by this realization. 'How do I know where everything is...?'
You see, although Clover's magic allows him to 'see' an area and know where everything is, the effects of the magic do not last forever. It usually begins to fade after a few hours, and is almost completely gone after he sleeps... but it hasn't faded yet. Even now, almost a full 24 hours after he had first arrived, Clover can navigate through Martlet's guest room as if he's lived here for years, no magic required.
'Did... did I end up using it in my sleep...? But I always had to concentrate really hard to use it... is sleep magic-casting a thing? Like sleep-walking, but way cooler?'
Before he can dwell on these thoughts for too long, however, a familiar voice calls out from behind him.
"Clover! You're finally awake!" Flowey says, concern obvious in his voice. "Are you alright? That stupid bird hit you pretty hard before you surrendered! I almost loaded right then and there!"
Whatever tension Clover had drains out of him as he hears the voice of his best friend. Putting all thoughts of his strange ability to move around the room out of his mind, he responds, grinning brightly.
"I'm fine, Flowey, but what about you? Are you all rested up now? Do you need some more time underground to recover?"
Unseen to the young human, Flowey's 'caring' grin grows wider, and the small flower has to force himself not to laugh at the concern he's receiving.
"I'm all better, pal, don't you worry! But... what's all this about?! I almost had a heart attack when I saw you surrender to her! And when those mutts came in to talk with you! The only reason I didn't load was because I knew you must've had a plan!"
"Can flowers have heart attacks?"
"..."
Flowey comes dangerously close to strangling the child in front of him, but he reigns himself in, forcing memories of the human's death to the forefront of his mind to calm himself.
"Don't change the subject." he says, noticeably unamused.
"Hehe, alright..."
The flower's sour reaction to his joke only causes Clover's smile to widen, much to Flowey's annoyance.
"Well, when she hit me, it hurt a lot more than any of Dalv's attacks did, and I noticed that she was doing a lot more damage than he was when we fought." Clover begins, smile becoming strained at the memory. "And so I thought that if I do manage to beat her, it'll take me well over a hundred deaths, so I shouldn't try to beat her. And then I realized that she's a Royal Guard, and the Royal Guard probably reports to Asgore. Since my mission is to reach him as soon as I can, surrendering seemed like the best thing to do!"
"Clover..."
Flowey sighs, sounding obviously unimpressed.
"...You do realize that the other part of your mission is to convince monsters to help you against him, right? I've already told you, you--"
"Can't beat him on my own, I know, I know... but you also said that the monsters I need to get on my side need to be strong, right? I doubt you'd find stronger monsters than in the Royal Guard!"
Flowey's mind wanders, thinking about each member of the Royal Guard...
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...
"You'd be surprised..." he mutters.
"Hm?"
"I said that it was a good idea!"
"I know, right? The only bad part is that I won't have much time to actually convince them... but I'm sure I can manage!"
Clover's flowery friend tilts his head, replying in obvious confusion.
"What? What makes you think that you're short on time?"
"Well, the Royal Guards who visited before I went to sleep said that they were going to bring me to their Captain, and you told me that she's as unlikely to change as Asg--"
"They gave up on that plan pretty much instantly, Clover." Flowey interrupts.
"...What?"
"They're not going to be bringing you to Undyne. Instead, they'll wait for her to visit Snowdin for a performance evaluation."
"...What?!?!"
The young human almost shouts these words, so great is his surprise. Flowey flinches back, scowling at the child in front of him as he speaks.
"Not so loud, you'll wake the bird-brain up."
"Oh-- sorry, but... what?! Why are they waiting? All of them seemed pretty eager to bring me to her!"
"It's because of you, Clover. They're dogs. Big, deadly, bipedal dogs, yes, but dogs nonetheless. You gave the biggest one belly rubs, then you gave the one with a shield headpats, and then you taught those two lovebirds that they can pet each other! Of course they'd warm up to you."
"B-But what about the last one? Their leader?!" Clover asks, flabbergasted by this new development.
"Oh, he was the one who changed his mind first." Flowey replies casually, causing the blind human's mouth to fall open into an O shape in confusion.
"???"
"As soon as you told them your story, he immediately decided that he didn't want to be responsible for your death. I think you remind him of someone he used to know, or something along those lines. Regardless, he almost started crying when you talked about the Surface."
"He... he did...?"
"Mhm! It was actually a little sad! I think he was keeping the tears in because he was around the other Royal Guards! It almost makes me wonder why he chose to be a guard in the first place if he's this soft on the first human he captures..."
"Oh... that's..."
Clover falls silent, thinking over these new facts with a complicated expression on his face.
On the one hand, he wants to get to Asgore as soon as he can. Anything that stop him from doing that will just make him feel worse, leading to Clover blaming himself for being 'lazy' for taking so long... but on the other hand, it isn't really his fault now, is it...?
He did his best to speed things up. He surrendered to the Royal Guard, who were supposed to bring him to Asgore ASAP. If they're taking their time... then maybe he can just wait for the Captain of the Guard to visit Snowdin?
Something that Clover doesn't realize is that, deep down, he wants to slow down. He wants nothing more than for his journey to take time. He enjoys being around the monsters he's met, and yet it's always soured by his mission, and by his thoughts that not focusing everything he has on getting to Asgore makes him 'lazy'.
Now? Now he has what may be the best excuse in the world to enjoy his time in the Underground. After all, if it takes him time to get to Asgore, then that's the Royal Guard's fault, isn't it? Other than running away from the best allies he can recruit to help against Asgore, what can he do to speed things up?
Of course, Clover doesn't understand most of this. He just wants to make it to the King, and so it takes him several minutes of silence to eventually nod his head.
"...Alright. I... I guess it's best to wait. It just gives me more time to convince the guards!"
Upon seeing the bright, hopeful smile on Clover's face, Flowey fights back a laugh, being sorely tempted to remind the child of something he's missing...
Because Flowey notices one thing that should be on the human's mind, and yet, oddly enough, Clover doesn't seem to worry about at all.
Namely, the Royal Guard who's house he's in.
If it were any other adult who had hurt him so badly on their first encounter, then Clover would surely be anxious, subconsciously worrying that his time with them would be just as painful and abusive as his time on the Surface. Even if they had proven to be kind, caring people afterwards, he'd need a while to grow truly comfortable around them...
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...
...
...but when it comes to Martlet, it's a different story.
The scatterbrained guard is quite possibly one of the most frustrating monsters Flowey has ever encountered. He's lost count of the number of runs he's lost because someone decided that they wanted to live with her instead of finishing the mission and bringing Asgore to justice.
Even on the runs where Flowey killed Martlet before she could send a letter to Clover, or heck, before she could even meet him to begin with, something always went wrong. From Clover realizing that Flowey had dust on his hands, to Clover suddenly growing sentimental and deciding that he wanted to say one last goodbye to the monsters he's met, any runs where he so much as ruffles her feathers are doomed to end in failure.
Just as he's lost count of the number of runs that've failed due to her, he has also lost count of the number of runs that ended prematurely due to him taking out his anger on the bird.
Those runs were nice. He can't remember anything quite as cathartic...
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...
...and yet they're soured by the knowledge that even his many, many attempts to break the duo's friendship apart have always failed. No matter what she does to him, or what sins he's committed, the two just can't bring themselves to hate each other.
On the runs where Clover kills all the monsters in his path, she's the only one to be spared, and she always manages to get him to go back on his ways. It doesn't matter how much effort Flowey puts into convincing Clover that all monsters (other than him) are evil and deserve death, the stupid bird somehow gets Clover to spare at least one monster or soulless machine, and then by the time he reaches her, she convinces him to live with her!
If Flowey was a religious monster, he may suspect that some higher power was playing a prank on him...
...but that's impossible. There are no higher powers than Flowey. It's just either bad luck or, as he's begun to suspect, the memories of past resets engraving themselves on Clover's subconscious.
Despite almost dying to her in this run and being burdened with the knowledge that Martlet called the other guards here, Clover isn't afraid in the slightest. As a matter of fact, he even seems excited and happy to be living here!
Although most of that excitement comes from having an excuse to slack off on his mission, Flowey knows better than anyone that some of it is because of Martlet herself. The young human always acts differently around her, and it enrages Flowey to no end.
After all, if Clover acted that way with him, then getting the souls would be a breeze! And for that matter, why shouldn't Clover act that way with Flowey?! Is it just because his subconscious remembers the resets?! So what! Flowey has treated Clover better than just about anyone in the cowboy's life ever has! The same can be said about most of the runs they've spent together! Just because he occasionally has a little fun doesn't mean that--
Knock.
Knock.
"Uh... hello? Are you awake yet...?" a feminine voice says, causing Flowey's attention to snap away from his thoughts.
The flower scowls at the sudden interruption, but mumbles one last sentence to Clover.
"Sorry for the silence, I was a little... distracted. You can go talk to her now, I'll leave."
Before Clover can respond, the flower disappears into the ground.
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...
'Now what has gotten into him?' Clover thinks, full of concern after his best friend suddenly went silent. 'Was he lying about being fully recovered? Or does--'
"...Hello? Are you up?"
"Y-Yeah! I'm awake!" he says, snapped out of his worried thoughts.
'He didn't sound tired. Whatever it is, I'd be willing to bet that it's no big deal...'
"Alright! Do you mind if I come in? I... I think we need to talk, since you'll be staying here for a while..."
Chapter 26: Living in a Royal Guard's house
Chapter Text
Martlet stares awkwardly at the human sitting across from her, grimacing slightly as she notices a large bruise forming on Clover's forearm.
After the captured human opened the door for her, she decided that it'd be best if they moved to the living room before they started talking. As just about anyone other than Martlet could've told you, letting a blind child guide themselves through a home they're unfamiliar with is not a good idea.
It went well enough at first, of course, to the point where it even surprised Martlet. Clover moved through the hallway with ease, acting as familiar with the layout of the house as Martlet herself. Any tables or objects in his way were avoided without much issue... unfortunately, the scatterbrained bird forgot to clean yesterday, and so when she stepped over a left-behind piece of garbage... Clover didn't.
Her soul almost leapt out of her chest when she saw him go tumbling down the stairs. Luckily, some quick use of wind magic on her part allowed the blind cowboy to avoid any dangerous injuries, instead leaving him with some bumps and bruises.
Surprisingly, he didn't even blame her, waving the guard's apologies away with a smile.
"Don't worry." he said. "It hurts a little, but I'm used to it."
...
...
The casual way in which he said that only makes her feel even worse, and the fact that the child is so likable doesn't help.
Martlet swears, even though she's only known this child for a day, she already feels closer to them than most of the monsters in Snowdin. They seem almost... familiar, in a way. It's almost like she's known them for a long, long time before capturing them today... but that's crazy. Martlet is pretty sure she'd know if she had met a human, much less befriended one, before now. She even double and triple-checked her memories, and she doesn't recall meeting any humans before Clover!
...
...and yet she still can't help but feel an odd sense of deja vu whenever she sees the young human move through her house...
"So what're we gonna talk about?" Clover asks, snapping her out of these thoughts. "I can handle the food and stuff on my own Miss Martlet, and I can go stay in Honeydew Resort if you'd rather I--"
"Martlet is fine!" she interrupts, looking horrified at the idea of being called miss. "You can call me Martlet. That's my name! And uh... there's no need for you to leave. Since I was the Royal Guard who captured you, I'm responsible for your care."
"I don't mind, Mi-- Martlet. I'm used to taking care of myself."
Unseen by Clover, Martlet's frown only grows at these words.
"...No, I can deal with it. I'm a very responsible monster! Letting you live here isn't an issue, and I have more than enough food to keep you from going hungry! There's nothing to worry about!"
"Well, if you're sure..."
"Of course I'm sure! I'm confident that I can take care of you until you have to leave!" she lies. "And besides, even if I didn't want you to be here, it's my duty as a Royal Guard to provide food and housing! So I kinda have to!"
"..."
These words would be hurtful if they came from any other adult, but Clover doesn't feel the anxiousness he's become so familiar with when Martlet speaks. For some reason, he just knows that she doesn't mean it in a hurtful way.
As a matter of fact, he's pretty sure that she doesn't even realize that those words could be hurtful to begin with...
Not noticing Clover's sudden silence, Martlet continues on, putting on a stern voice.
"Since you're going to be living with me for a while, there a few things you've got to know! These rules are non-negotiable, and since you're currently imprisoned by a member of the Royal Guard, you've got to follow them!"
"1: Bedtime is at 11 P.M. sharp, but if you don't feel like going to bed by then, then you can stay up a little longer. I always do! Just make sure you're not up all night. That's never fun the morning after."
"2: I'm not the best cook, so a lot of our meals will be takeout or easy to make! If you want to make anything complicated, make sure I'm at home first so you don't burn down the house!"
"3: Since I'm technically your jailer, you have to listen to what I say, and you can't run away whenever my back is turned! If I'm not with you, then you have to be around another adult monster who I or a member of the Canine Unit trust!"
The scatterbrained guard pauses at this rule, thinking it over for a few seconds.
"...Actually, since I'm still supposed to be working while you're here, you'll have to come with me while I'm on patrol! That's rule 4! I-If that's fine with you... I promise that it won't be too boring. I'll bring along books for you to read or coloring sheets or..."
"I don't mind that." Clover says, ignoring the offers of things he'll need his vision to use. "But what about the chores? Are you gonna have me do the dishes, or clean up the house once we get back, or...?"
"Oh-- that's not something you need to worry about! Just try to clean up after yourself. I'll handle the rest!"
"You sure?"
"Why would I make you clean up my messes?" Martlet asks, tilting her head in confusion. "Is that a thing in human culture? Because if it is, then you can forget about it. That's not something monsters do!"
"..."
"Now, where was I...?"
She thinks for a moment, before wrinkling her nose.
"...Right. Rule number 5: One bath at least every two days. When's the last time you cleaned yourself?"
Clover grimaces at this question, staying silent for a few seconds.
"..."
"..."
"..."
"Clover?"
"...I took a bath a week or two ago while I was living in the Dark Ruins." he eventually replies, causing the bird-like monster to sigh.
"Go take a bath, please. Hallway next to the stairs, second door on the left."
"Yes ma'am."
She doesn't even get a chance to respond to what Clover called her before the young cowboy is gone, dashing towards the bathroom at impressive speeds, even with his inability to see.
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'Ma'am... oh God, I can't believe someone just called me ma'am...'
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'Now that I think about it, does he even have any spare clothes? Oh my God, no wonder what he's wearing is so filthy!'
After having this thought, Martlet dashes towards the front door, already intending on breaking rule #3 by leaving the blind child alone.
"I'm going to Snowdin town!" she shouts. "Don't leave until I get back! No wait-- don't leave even after I get back!"
'Let's see here... I've got 70 G to spare, and I'm... pretty sure I can draw from the Royal Guard's funds since I'm providing for a prisoner? I'll have to ask Doggo... regardless, I think I saw someone selling an outfit from the Dunes last week! They might have one in Clover's size!'
As Martlet flies over the forest near Snowdin, she fails to notice two monsters, both of different shapes and sizes, moving in the direction of her house...
Clover dries his hair, slightly stunned at just how clean he feels after the nice, hot bath he just had.
He's had baths while he lived in the Dark Ruins, of course, but most of the soap was rather... corn-like. Even disregarding the smell and texture, it was nowhere near as good at getting him clean as the soap in Martlet's bathroom. Right now, Clover feels cleaner than he has in years, causing him to feel almost... at home.
Which is strange, since he was never so clean in any of the homes he's ever lived in.
'Y'know what? Maybe I should take baths more often. This ain't half bad...'
He'd feel practically spotless if his clothes weren't absolutely filthy, but they're the only things he has, and so there's nothing he can do about it.
'Now, where'd I put my hat? I could've sworn--'
Before Clover can finish the thought, he hears a loud crash from the front door, causing him to jump into the air, startled.
"What the-- Martlet? That you?" he calls, only to be met with silence for several seconds...
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...and that silence is quickly broken by a familiar, loud voice.
"WHERE IS TINY HUMAN?!" Know Cone calmly asks, much to his companions' displeasure.
"Keep it down! We don't know if that guard is still here!" Hec scolds, shushing Know Cone. "We've got to get Clover and get out of here before she realizes what's going on!"
"KNOW CONE IS SORRY! KNOW CONE WILL TRY TO BE QUIET!"
Hec facepalms, looking at Know Cone with a tired expression on his face.
"You know what? It doesn't matter. If she was here, she'd have heard us by now. Let's just find Clover."
"KNOW CONE WILL SEARCH DOWNSTAIRS, SMALL HEC CAN SEARCH--"
"Know Cone?! Hec?! What're y'all doing here?" Clover asks, making his way out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his head.
The two monsters freeze, staring at the blind child in shock.
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"Guys? What--"
Before he can ask them again, Know Cone dashes towards him, pulling the young cowboy into a tight hug.
"TINY HUMAN OK! KNOW CONE GLAD TO SEE TINY HUMAN!!!!!"
"What?! Of course I'm ok! Why--"
Again he gets cut off, as Hec decides to join in on the group hug.
"Are you alright?! Martlet didn't hurt you or anything when she captured you, did she?" he asks, looking Clover over for any injuries.
"I'm fine! I ain't been hurting or nothing... well, I did fall down the stairs, but that doesn't really count. Now, can y'all explain what you're doing in a Royal Guard's house?!"
"We... uh..."
"KNOW CONE AND SMALL HEC HERE TO RESCUE TINY HUMAN! KNOW CONE NOT WANT TINY HUMAN TO GET HURT! ROYAL GUARD HURT HUMANS!"
"...Yeah, that."
"Rescue me? I ain't in any danger. Y'all don't need to worry about me."
"KNOW CONE REMEMBER TALK WITH MISS UNDYNE!" the large, floating ice cream cone says, not believing Clover's words. "MISS UNDYNE SAID THAT SHE WOULD KILL ANY HUMANS SHE MEETS! MISS UNDYNE CAPTAIN OF THE ROYAL GUARD! BIRD LADY CAPTURE TINY HUMAN AND BRING TO MISS UNDYNE!"
"Know Cone is right." Hec agrees. "You may not be in any danger right now, but it's the Royal Guard's job to deal with humans. Even if Martlet isn't going to actually hurt you, the Canine Unit over in Upper Snowdin, or Undyne herself, would be more than willing to do so. Now come on, I don't know where Martlet is, or when she'll be back, but the sooner we get out of here, the better."
After saying this, Hec goes to grab Clover's arm, intent on guiding him away from the scatterbrained guard's house, but Clover twists his arm away, seemingly having expected this.
"Now hold your horses, partner. I already told you, I ain't in any danger. As a matter of fact, I surrendered to her when she came to capture me." he says, planting his feet with a stubborn look on his face.
"WHAT? WHY WOULD TINY HUMAN--"
"Do y'all remember what I said my mission was?"
"Yeah, but confronting Asgore is--"
"It's something that nobody else is gonna do... or do you think I should just lie low and wait for the next kid to fall down here?"
At this, his expression only becomes more stubborn and harsh.
"Because if that's what you think, then I'll tell you straight up: I am never gonna hide away and let someone else handle my problems for me. I'm not a little kid. I don't need y'all worrying over me for nothing."
"But still..." Hec mutters.
"I made it this far, didn't I?" the blind human asks rhetorically, causing Hec's face to turn grim when he remembers just how close Clover was to dying to him during their fight...
"..."
"..."
"KNOW CONE CONFUSED!" Know Cone says, breaking the sudden silence. "TINY HUMAN WANT MAKE IT TO ASGORE?"
"That's right."
"AND TINY HUMAN WANT TO GET ASGORE TO BE FRIENDLY TOWARDS OTHER TINY HUMANS?"
"Something like that..."
BUT IF TINY HUMAN MEET MISS UNDYNE, TINY HUMAN WILL DIE BEFORE HE MEETS ASGORE!"
"I'm sure I can convince her to let me talk to Asgore." Clover says, waving away the cone's concern. "After all, in her eyes, it ain't like I'm gonna be a threat to him."
"WHAT IF SHE ATTACK TINY HUMAN?"
"Well, I'll just have to deal with that when it happens... and besides, It'll take a while for her to come to Snowdin! I already talked to the other Royal Guards in Snowdin, and they aren't gonna be taking me to see her before then. I've got until her next visit to figure out a plan, and I doubt she'll try to kill me on sight."
Hec opens his mouth yet again, intent on arguing further, but Clover hurriedly interrupts him.
"Enough about all that! I heard a crash earlier after y'all arrived. What was that about?"
The two monsters grimace at this question, but before either can answer Clover, a feminine voice calls from the front door.
"Clover! I'm back! Are you-- oh my God what happened to my door?!?!"
Chapter 27: New and improved puzzles
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The Royal Guard is a shadow of what it once was. Before the Soul of Patience fell into the Underground, it was mighty, driven, and had monsters lining up to join, each eager to defend their homes from the ones who locked them down here. These monsters were some of the strongest, smartest, and bravest in existence. At one point, Snowdin's Royal Guard was the pride of the Underground, with even the Captain of the Royal Guard having hailed from here... but that all changed when they encountered that patient, kind little girl.
After the death of this human, half of the Royal Guard quit, including just about every member that came from Snowdin. Even now, decades after the confrontation, the Royal Guards in Snowdin have failed to live up to the standards of their past.
From an old, nearly blind dog, to a large, overly-excited canine, even the most elite members of Snowdin's Royal Guard are a far cry from being competent at their jobs. Worst of all, there's one guard in Lower Snowdin who's performance has been a bit... lacking, to the point where, despite being the only guard available to keep watch of Lower Snowdin, she's been put on probation.
As you may imagine, she's had to be quite incompetent for the Royal Guard, as desperate as they are for members, to get so close to firing her. If she isn't spending her time creating ugly, barely-working puzzles, then she's probably sleeping at her sentry station in Lower Snowdin.
And yet for the past week, she's been surprisingly diligent in her work. Her puzzles have turned from good concepts with bad craftsmanship, to good concepts with great craftsmanship, and she's been working on them as if she's made and improved these puzzles for decades. Gone are the multitude of nails hammered into the crumbling wood of her puzzles, and instead, they're replaced with sleek, eye-catching works of... maybe not art, exactly, but something approaching it.
On top of this, the internals of these puzzles are no longer freezing constantly, unable to handle the bitter cold of Snowdin. Other than being remade to be much more resistant to the climate of the area, they're also cared for way more than they used to be, with the usually-lazy guard checking them daily to make sure that there are no issues.
If you asked the residents of Snowdin, they'd tell you that it's a lovely change of pace, and they'd easily be able to point at what's caused this change.
You see, while Martlet usually does her duties alone, allowing her to be as lazy as she wants, she's recently been bringing someone else to work with her. The strangest part of the entire situation isn't that the normally-reclusive guard is bringing someone with her, no... it's who she's bringing with her that's so surprising.
The person in question is, of course, a young, blind human who was recently 'captured' by the Royal Guard. By this time of the day, the human can be seen sitting on the ground, listening intently as Martlet hammers away at one of her newly-made puzzles.
"--And so right now, I'm securing it into the ground!" Martlet explains, grinning as she works. "Normally I'd slack on this part, since it's a bit tiring by the time I actually finish, but I thought 'hey Martlet, if you do this once, then you won't have to keep fixing it every time you come around to make sure it's working!' Pretty smart, huh?"
Clover nods his head at this, seeing the obvious wisdom.
"It also makes it a whole lot safer, don't it?"
"Ehhhh... I guess? I don't usually think about how safe my puzzles are though, since I never use magic in them, and physical objects aren't able to hurt most monsters... but I suppose I should make it more of a habit now that you're here, huh? You humans have weird bodies. Like, why would getting hit by a falling piece of wood even hurt you?! It's just wood! Nothing dangerous at all!"
"...Yeah..."
Upon seeing the large frown on Clover's face, Martlet immediately backpedals.
"N-Not that there's anything wrong with being a human! You're a lot different from us, but you guys are also a lot better at a bunch of things! Things like..."
"..."
"..."
"Like...?"
"...Uh..."
"..."
Martlet wracks her brains for a few seconds, trying to come up with something.
'Uh... maybe I could say... taking hits...? No no no, that's a horrible idea. I shouldn't say that.' she thinks, grimacing slightly at the memory.
'The last time I said something like that, I swear that he almost started crying! What about... uh...'
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Clover coughs slightly, causing the scatterbrained guard to hurry up her thoughts.
'...Human souls are stronger than monsters...? Is that alright to say? Or maybe that'd just make him think about what Royal Guards are supposed to do...'
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"Uh... from what you told me, you got the hang of that magic your friend taught you pretty quickly, right? Maybe that's a human thing!"
Upon hearing Martlet's suggestion, Clover tilts his head, considering this for a few seconds.
"...I guess that makes sense... but Boss Monsters are still better at learning magic, aren't they?"
"W-Well... they're different! Boss Monsters are super rare, and each of them are the strongest of any monster! It doesn't make sense for you to compare yourself to them."
"And Asgore is the strongest Boss Monster ever, isn't he?"
"..."
"..."
"Uh, yeah, anyways... this puzzle is almost finished!" Martlet says, hurriedly trying to change the subject. "Just a few more minutes of hammering, and it should be good to go! Do you want to be the first tester? You should be able to use it without any help!"
"Wait, really?!" Clover asks, attention diverted to this new fact. "I thought... I thought it was gonna be something I need to see to use! Why didn't you tell me earlier?!"
Martlet lets out a small sigh of relief as the blind human focuses on the puzzle instead of how terrifyingly-strong King Asgore is.
"I wanted it to be a surprise! It's not as time-based as the other puzzles, so if you use that magic of yours every few seconds, you'll be able to complete it all on your own!"
A wide grin breaks out across the child's face as he dashes over to the puzzle Martlet is working on, summoning a pair of yellow glasses onto his face as he moves. As soon as Martlet gives him the go-ahead, he's grabbing the controls with one hand, while tapping away at his holster with the other.
As Clover enjoys the first puzzle he's actually been able to use since he arrived in the Underground, the bird-like Royal Guard takes a few steps away, giving him plenty of room to play while she thinks.
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When Clover first told her what his 'mission' was, she was shocked, to say the least. Hearing a human say that they want to stop Asgore from starting a war is surprising enough, but a human child? And a blind human child at that? That's completely different.
If Clover were an adult, then maybe Martlet would be able to convince herself that he believes that he stands a chance against Asgore in a fight, which is why he's so willing to risk his life. Heck, if they were just a regular child, she may even be able to say that they're just overconfident in their abilities... but Clover is not a regular child.
He can't see anything without relying on slow, draining magic that won't help him in a fight, and Clover knows this better than anyone. The young cowboy knows that he doesn't stand a chance against Asgore in a battle, and yet when Martlet asked him about it, he simply replied that he doesn't have to win, he just needs to "last long enough to get Asgore to stop fighting".
Suffice to say, Martlet is both impressed by his bravery, and terrified for his safety. After all, even if Clover plans on lasting long enough to make Asgore choose a peaceful option, planning on doing something and actually doing something are two very different things.
She's talked to Hec several times by now, and so she's well aware that the ball-like monster almost killed Clover during their first encounter. If Hec got that close to claiming the blind human's soul, then Asgore would be able to do it without even trying.
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...and yet Martlet can't bring herself to attempt to get Clover to give up on this mission. He's already been captured by the Royal Guard. Once Undyne shows up, he'll be going with her to Asgore's Castle, and it isn't like there's anything she can do about that...
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...right?
"Yeah! Look Martlet! I think I got it!" Clover cheers, bringing the bird out of her thoughts.
The puzzle he's attempting is simple, if nothing else. The goal is to get a ball to the end of a maze, with the walls of the maze being movable with the controls. It's a little more time-consuming than most of her puzzles, but... well...
Judging by Clover's reaction, designing it like she did wasn't a mistake.
"You did! Great job, Clover!" she says, cheering with the young human.
Clover wears the largest smile she's ever seen on his face, and despite the sweat pouring down his head, he seems eager to try again.
"I bet I can get it done even quicker next time!"
"I think you could, but for now, you'll have to hold off on that. You know that using your magic tires you out."
"I know, I know... but do ya think that I could come here with Know Cone and Hec later? I bet they'd love to mess around with this new puzzle too!"
"Nice try." she says, putting on the sternest voice she can muster. "You know that one of my rules is that if you aren't with me, you have to be around an adult that I trust. Know Cone isn't even an adult yet, and after him and Hec broke down my door last week, I don't exactly 'trust' either of them."
Clover scowls softly at this, causing Martlet's beak to curve upwards.
"...But I suppose if you get Doggo or one of the other members of the Canine Unit to go with you, then it'll be fine. Just make sure to tell me before you leave, alright?"
The scowl on the blind child's face immediately disappears, being replaced with another large smile.
"I will, don't worry!"
"Hehehe... well, you can talk to them later, it's about time that we get to my sentry station. I'm still on the clock, you know, and I'm already on probation! Since Doggo keeps visiting to see you, he'll catch me if I'm slacking off again!""
Martlet shakes some snow off of her wings as she says this, waving Clover over soon after.
"Now hop on! The sooner we get there, the sooner we can start with that 'combat training' you've been asking me about!"
Clover's eyes widen at this, and his mouth drops open in disbelief.
"You mean it?!" he shouts, practically jumping around in excitement. "You're really gonna teach me how to fight like a Royal Guard?!?!?!"
"Well, since you're always going on about that whole 'mission' of yours... this is probably the best way I can help!"
'Not that it'll be of much use against Asgore...' she silently adds, causing the smile on her face to grow strained.
"This is gonna be so cool! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!"
Clover immediately re-summons his magical pair of glasses, tapping on the holster so he knows where Martlet is. A few seconds later, he wraps his arms around one of her legs, holding on with everything he has.
"Are you holding on tight?"
"Mhm!"
"Ready to go?"
"Mhm!!!"
"Alright!"
"3..." she begins, taking her sweet time.
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"2..."
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"C'mon Martlet, hurry up!' Clover begs, much to Martlet's amusement.
"I am hurrying!"
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"1..."
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"Martlet!!!"
"And take off!"
The scatterbrained bird flaps her powerful wings, sending the duo into the skies above Snowdin...
Chapter 28: Royal Guard training
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At the far end of Lower Snowdin, near a cold, icy river, two figures can be seen standing across from each other, each wearing different expressions.
The taller figure looks almost... pitying, in a way, and they stand in place, arms wide as they attempt to make themselves a bigger target.
The other figure is smaller, being several feet shorter than the one they're facing off against. A look of obvious frustration can be seen on their face. In their hands is a small, toy gun, which is aimed in front of them. Soon after, they pull the trigger of their gun...
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A rubber bullet flies past Martlet, hitting a tree far behind her. With a slight grimace, she stares at the young, blind child across from her, trying to sound hopeful as she speaks.
"Uh... it's fine! Try again! Listen to the sound of my voice, and aim your gun in that direction!" she says, beckoning Clover to hit her.
Clover forcefully calms himself, doing his best to quell any frustration he feels as he points the toy gun in his hands in Martlet's general direction. After taking a few seconds to readjust his aim, he pulls the trigger, sending a rubber bullet spiraling out of his gun...
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...and he misses by a mile.
"..."
"..."
"Did I get ya?" Clover asks hopefully.
"Uh... yep! You sure did! Nice shot, Clover! I knew you had it in you!"
"Alright! Now we get to move on to the next part of the training, don't we?"
"Y-Yeah..."
The frown on Martlet's face grows as she thinks of what comes next...
'According to the Royal Guard Guidebook, new members of the guard usually go through rigorous (2 days) basic training to increase their discipline, then after that, they're trained to make the most out of their attacks, and then they're finally trained on how to dodge an opponent's attacks...'
'Clover seems disciplined enough, and... uh... I'm pretty sure that trying to teach him how to hit an opponent isn't going to work, so that just leaves defensive training...'
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"So...?" Clover prompts, confused by her sudden silence.
"Sorry! It's just... uh... the guidebook says that I'm supposed to teach you how to dodge attacks and everything, but since you're..."
"I'll be fine! Don't worry about me! I can take a hit!"
"Well..."
Even despite Clover's reassurances, Martlet feels oddly hesitant at the idea of attacking the literal blind child in front of her. It isn't until Clover speaks again that she changes her mind.
"After all, if I wanna have a chance against the King, then I'm gonna need a lotta fighting practice, won't I?"
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"Sigh... okay, since you're so sure about this... then get ready!"
Clover grins as he feels the ever-familiar sensation of his soul appearing in front of his chest. Half a second later, Martlet shouts again, tone becoming oddly firm.
"Martlet of the Royal Guard engages you! Right now, your objective is to survive 3 attacks! After you do so, we'll end things here for today! Do you understand?"
"Yes ma'am!"
"I told you not to call me-- oh, whatever, I guess it's fine during training... uhm... I'm about to start! Listen closely, and you might be able to hear my attacks coming!"
The scatterbrained guard focuses, summoning the weakest, slowest magical feather she can manage. A moment later, a loud gust of wind sends it towards her 'opponent'.
Clover listens closely as the feather approaches, stepping to the side an instant before the magical attack would've hit him. As soon as he hears it hit a tree behind him, a wide grin breaks out onto his face, and he looks towards where Martlet is standing.
"I dodged it! I told you I could do it!"
"Y-Yeah... nice one..." Martlet awkwardly replies, wincing as she thinks of how he was barely able to avoid her weakest attack.
"Let's keep going! This is fun!"
"..."
Biting back a sigh, Martlet prepares another attack, launching two feathers at Clover this time, one after the other.
The young cowboy listens intently, and after several seconds, he hears the first feather approach. Acting quickly, he ducks to the right in an attempt to avoid the attack... but unfortunately for Clover, he fails to completely dodge it, getting caught in the shoulder with the magical feather.
The attack spins him around, lining him up just right for the next feather to slam into his throat...
...but before it can, a light-blue short sword appears in front of him, blocking the feather before it can hurt him.
"Oh my God, are you alright?!" Martlet shouts, dashing over to Clover in a panic.
"I'm fine, I'm fine. It didn't hurt too much." he responds, confused about why she's so worried.
"How'd you even do that? I thought your magic was yellow!"
This question causes Clover to tilt his head, confusion growing even more.
"Whaddya mean? I didn't use none of my magic. It tires me out real quick, y'see, so I can't use it much."
"What? But... but that last attack was about to hit you! If you didn't block it, then who--"
"...God, I'm gonna need a few dog treats after this..." a tired, disappointed voice interrupts from behind the duo. "Martlet, you've known me for years by this point. I'd expect that you'd recognize my magic by now."
The scatterbrained guard whirls around to face this voice, revealing a familiar figure...
"Doggo?! You're here early! What--"
"I heard that you were going to be training Clover today, so I decided that it'd be a good idea to come over and make sure that nothing went wrong. Considering... this, it looks like I was right to worry."
Martlet frowns as the nearly-blind dog explains himself, looking over at Doggo with a questioning gaze.
"That... I only told Clover that I'd be training him a little over an hour ago, and I didn't notice anyone watching us. Who told you?"
He shrugs. "No idea. They weren't moving much, so I couldn't get a good look at them. All I know is that they were a smaller monster."
"Huh... Clover? Any ideas?"
"Oh! That was probably one of my friends!" the small human says, causing Martlet's confusion to fade slightly. "They're really shy and good at hiding, so that's probably why you haven't seen them before."
"Well, you'll have to thank them later." Doggo says, glaring at where he thinks Martlet is standing. "If I didn't show up, you may've gotten hurt."
"I... really? Are ya sure? I'm really good at taking hits! I probably would've been fine!"
Doggo ignores Clover's words, instead focusing all of his attention on the scatterbrained guard in front of him.
"Martlet, you've been doing a good job for the past week, don't get me wrong... but honestly, what were you thinking?! You've never trained anyone before, and a large part of the current Royal Guard training is to, according to the Captain, 'beat the crap out of the newbie'! Monsters can't accidentally harm each other, so no accidents can happen with us, but you know that humans are different!"
Martlet shrinks back at these words, but stays silent, looking down at her talons in shame.
"If I hadn't shown up when I did, then your last attack could've done some real damage! It doesn't matter if you were going easy on him, it was still an awful idea."
Clover's face mirrors Martlet's own crestfallen expression, and after several seconds of listening to Doggo scold her, he speaks up in a timid, disappointed voice.
"So... so does that mean that I ain't gonna get to train like a Royal Guard no more?"
The nearly-blind guard pauses, looking over at Clover in silence.
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If Clover were able to see, he'd easily be able to notice the wistful, sad smile on the dog's face.
"Calm down Fe-- Clover, you'll still get to train and everything." Doggo says, shaking the memories of the past out of his head. "The only difference is that I'll be the one training you. Martlet can help, of course, but only when I'm here!"
The young cowboy's frown immediately turns upside down, and he looks up towards Doggo's voice in amazement.
"...Are you sure about this, Doggo?" Martlet asks, slightly concerned. "You're... uh... getting a little..."
"Old, I know... but there's no need to worry, I won't be using too much magic while we train Clover. I'll just give advice and make sure he doesn't get hurt, alright?"
"Well..."
"Enough yapping, Martlet, I'm wise enough to know not to push myself too far! We both know that I'm older than your parents, and I didn't spend all that time chasing my tail! I've learnt a thing or two when it comes to training a newbie, and I'm sure Clover wants to learn all the tricks he can, right?"
The small human eagerly nods his head, causing a proud grin to appear on Doggo's face.
"That's what I thought. Now, both of you get ready! This old dog has a lot to teach, and we aren't leaving until I'm satisfied that you've both made some progress today!"
Three hours later, both Martlet and Clover are beginning to regret accepting Doggo's help.
The two are laid out on the snow, panting for air as sweat pours down their bodies. From somewhere to the side, Doggo's stern voice calls out.
"Both of you, get up! You've rested for long enough, and this is nothing compared to what the Royal Guard's basic training used to be! If I could handle it way back in the day, then you can handle it right now!"
"Your training wasn't even as bad as this!" Martlet argues, voice faint from exhaustion. "By the time you joined the guard, it'd already cut back on its standards!"
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"Back on your feet, Martlet! You've been slacking off on your own training, and this is the best fix!" Doggo orders, ignoring what she just said. "The better you are at controlling your magic, the easier it'll be for you to avoid accidents while you train Clover!"
With a groan, the normally-lazy guard gets up, looking miserable as she weaves another half-dozen magical attacks into existence.
"Now, don't think that I've forgotten about you, Clover! While Martlet is practicing on her own, we'll keep working on training you up!"
The young, blind child pants, burying his head further in the cold snow.
"How is this Royal Guard training? All this is doing is making me tired!" he complains, much to Doggo's amusement.
"Well, it isn't Royal Guard training. We'll have to build up to that."
"What?! But you said--"
"You aren't anywhere close to being able to handle actual Royal Guard training. Your body is way too weak." Doggo interrupts. "A long time ago, one of my friends mentioned that human bodies aren't like monster bodies. You can train the... what'd he call them? The... muscles? Well, whatever they're called, he said that a human would need to 'workout' to grow stronger. Basically, you need to do a bunch of physical stuff until you're exhausted, then you need to rest, and then you do it all over again."
"I... I think that's right?" Clover admits, looking very unhappy about it.
"That's what I thought! Once your stamina is at a good level, then we can move onto magical training, and once you've gotten good enough at using magic, we can actually start sparring."
"Magic training? Why would I need that? Humans ain't as good at magic as monsters. Wouldn't it be a good idea to focus on stuff I can learn quickly? After all, we don't know when Undyne is gonna show up."
Doggo cringes slightly at the mention of his boss, but explains nonetheless.
"We aren't going to train until you can use magic freely or anything like that, because you're right, we don't have enough time. Instead, we're going to improve your ability to sense magic."
"Why do we wanna do that?"
"It's a bit hard to explain..." Doggo says, rubbing the back of his head. "...But when you're good at sensing magic, you almost develop a 'sixth sense' when it comes to knowing when someone is about to use it. I'm not even at that level myself, but a good friend of mine I knew a long time ago had this ability, and he described it as 'red exclamation points' in the air. When he fought, he'd be able to tell what direction any attacks would come from, no sight required."
"No sight required, huh? That's..."
As Clover considers just how helpful this ability would be in a fight, Martlet pauses her own training, looking at the elderly dog in surprise.
"That's a thing?! Why aren't they teaching that in schools? Actually, now that I think about it... why aren't you teaching me?! I'd love to learn that!"
Unfortunately for Martlet, her hopes of getting a cool new ability are quickly crushed when Doggo continues speaking.
"You've got to have a real knack for magic to be able to learn it, so it's almost exclusive to humans or Boss Monsters. I used to spend years practicing in hopes that I'd be at that level, but I never reached it. Clover has a chance since he's a human, but you? You're not a Boss Monster, and you're definitely not a human. I'd turn to dust long before I managed to teach you!"
Martlet opens her mouth to speak, but is quickly interrupted before she can.
"Now stop slacking! We're still technically on the clock here, and that means that I'm in charge as your superior! I want you to cast magic until you feel like your feathers are going to fall off, understood?!"
Clover grins at the bird's misfortune, but that grin immediately disappears when Doggo turns towards him.
"Same with you, Clover! You're a prisoner of the Royal Guard, and so I expect you to keep working hard! Keep at it!"
Grumbling slightly, both Martlet and Clover get back to their training, causing a small smile to appear on Doggo's face as he watches this scene.
'Heh. Just like old times, isn't it?'
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As the silence stretches on, the smile on his face slowly fades, and a look of quiet melancholy replaces it.
'Yeah, just like old times...'
Chapter 29: Martlet's new project
Notes:
Chapter is a bit shorter than usual, but I got all the plot points I wanted in it, and I didn't want to pad out the word count. Enjoy.
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Martlet hums softly to herself as she cleans, sweeping the dusty floors of her home with a vigor that's rarely seen in her. If one were to compare a picture of her house three weeks ago, the day before she captured Clover, with a picture of it now, then they'd be flabbergasted by the change the house has gone through.
Before Martlet met Clover, the house was... well, while it wasn't exactly filthy, but it most certainly wasn't clean. Old, worn pieces of paper could be seen here and there, each having unused puzzle designs scribbled onto them. Along with this, the scatterbrained bird wasn't exactly the most attentive when it came to doing the dishes or her laundry, leading to them piling up, but even these were nothing compared to the dust covering every inch of the house.
Not normal dust, thankfully, but sawdust. Dust that Martlet had tracked in after busying herself with whatever piece of wood she was working on at the time. Three weeks ago, the entire place was covered in the stuff, which resulted in some very annoyed monsters whenever Upper Snowdin's Canine Unit visited their fellow guard.
But now, the usually-lazy Royal Guard has begun taking better care of not just herself and her projects at work, but her house as well. Gone are the dusty, dirty hallways that she had become so used to. Now, Martlet makes sure to clean herself off after every woodworking session outside. On top of this, she's become much better at keeping her home clean, with her being able to finish whatever chores that are needed to be done in record time, as if she's done those same exact chores for years.
There's not a monster in Snowdin who isn't awed by this change, and none of them are as amazed as Martlet herself. It's obvious to everyone, Martlet included, who's responsible for the sudden change in her behavior.
For the past three weeks, Clover has become a beloved member of the community in Snowdin. Every day, he follows Martlet to work, staying around her as she fixes and improves the puzzles she's already crafted, before the two continue on to the sentry station near her home.
About a week after the small human was 'captured' by the Royal Guard, Doggo started regularly visiting him and Martlet at the sentry station, and ever since he began training the two, the old, nearly-blind dog has been noticeably happier, much to the enjoyment of all residents in Upper Snowdin.
That's not to say that these are the only reasons as to why Clover has gained the adoration of the monsters in Snowdin, of course, as after he's finished with his training for the day, it isn't a rare occurrence for the blind human to wander through the area, always accompanied by one of the Royal Guards stationed in Snowdin.
While on one of his walks, he always eagerly talks with any monsters he can, making quick friends and shattering past prejudices. It's gotten to the point where most monsters have started looking forward to the time when Martlet is off the clock, as it usually means that the blind cowboy will be in town soon after.
The ease at which Clover befriends the monsters he encounters would bewilder anyone on the Surface, but to the monsters themselves? It isn't too crazy. After all, monsters make friends far easier than humans, and that's not even to mention how all of the monsters in Snowdin feel an odd sense of deja vu whenever they speak to him, as if he's an old, lost friend.
This, combined with just how lovable the young child is, has resulted in almost every single monster in the Snowdin area growing attached to him. There isn't a single one who wouldn't be sad to see him go... and yet they all know, deep down, that he'll have to go...
Despite what many would claim, the monsters in Snowdin aren't stupid. They're well aware of what happens to humans in the Underground. They all know what will become of Clover when Captain Undyne visits the town for a performance evaluation... but they've simply decided not to think about it. Clover seems happy where he is, and doesn't appear to be worrying about what the future may hold, so they'll do their best not to bring it up.
It's better that way. If Clover is happy, and they're happy, then ignoring the pressing problem is for the best...
...And yet there is one monster who thinks differently. While every other monster does their best to forget about the fact that Clover's time is limited, this monster is unable to stop herself from worrying, growing more and more anxious as the days pass by...
"Phew! There we go! Much better!" Martlet says, wiping some sweat off of her forehead.
The house before her is practically shining, as every inch of dirt and dust on it was recently scrubbed off. The dishes are all washed and put away, while the laundry is folded and stashed where it belongs. Every surface of the house is spotless, and if Martlet's parents saw it, they'd be unable to believe their eyes. As a matter of fact, they'd be far more willing to believe that some doppelganger had disposed of Martlet and taken her place...
"Let's see... the kitchen is done, the living room is done, all the hallways are swept and mopped..."
Martlet ticks items off of her list, making sure that she has everything finished.
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"Well, that's everything! I can't wait to see the look on Doggo's face when he gets back with Clover!"
If Doggo were here, he'd tell the scatterbrained bird that he can't see the unmoving house, and so he wouldn't be especially surprised at it looking cleaner than usual.
Fortunately? for Martlet, she doesn't realize this, instead proudly thinking of what the older guard's reaction will be.
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...Eventually, her mind turns away from thoughts of what she imagines Doggo's face to look like when he sees how clean her house is, and instead focuses on the fact that she has the house to herself.
"...Right, they should be back in about... 3 hours? That gives me just enough time to finish things up..."
After saying this, Martlet hurriedly runs outside to get her toolbox, tracking fresh snow into her recently-cleaned house as she dashes back inside.
Ignoring the snow on her clean floors, she locks the front door behind her, making sure that even if Clover and Doggo come back early, she won't be caught by surprise. And soon after, the unusually-serious bird makes her way up the stairs, quickly arriving in front of Clover's room...
Once inside the room, she glances from side to side, as if making sure that nobody is watching her... but after several seconds, she realizes that the room is on the second floor of her house, and so even if someone was trying to peek in and spy on her, they wouldn't be able to reach the window.
Slightly embarrassed, Martlet takes a deep, calming breath.
"Okay Martlet... it's fine, you can do this! You've almost finished working on it, and nobody's noticed anything yet!" she mumbles, trying to reassure herself. "All you need to do is get it finished, and then whenever Captain Undyne visits... uh..."
She grimaces at this, not being reassured at all.
"Oh my God this is so dangerous! What will happen if the Captain finds out?! She'll be so mad, and I've never seen that end well! I'll be lucky if she doesn't suplex my house!"
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"...But the risk is worth it. I'm sure I can convince Clover not to go with her, and if the Captain can't find him... well, she'll yell at me for a bit, but then she'll leave, and Clover won't have to..."
As the scatterbrained guard mumbles to herself, she moves her hands, pressing a section of the wall near the blind child's bed. Surprisingly, the wall pushes inwards, then slides to the right, revealing a hidden compartment inside the wall, being just large enough to fit a child.
"And... and Captain Undyne isn't the most observant monster! I'm sure that if I get Clover to hide out in here, she won't notice!"
Martlet takes another deep breath, reaching into her toolbox to bring out the items necessary to put the final touches on the most important project of her life...
If one were to ask Martlet how she crafted this small hidey-hole, she'd tell them that she has no idea. She just had the idea one day while Clover was out of the house, and decided to start working on it, completely unsure of how she'd go about making it.
Suffice to say, she was extremely surprised when she found her hands moving on their own, working away at her newest project at speeds that baffled her. None of the other projects she's worked on were anywhere near this easy to make. For whatever reason, she just seemed to know exactly what to do, and by following her instincts, she was able to craft it much faster than she could have ever imagined. Her hands moved as if they've done this hundreds of times, even though she's never made anything close to this hidden compartment...
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...or at least, she's pretty sure that she's never made anything like it, because even though she has no memories of doing things like this, she always gets the strangest sense of deja vu whenever she works on the small hidey-hole. The deja vu is so overwhelming that sometimes, she even wonders if she's done all of this before, but forgot about it for some unknown reason...
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Martlet shakes her head, putting these thoughts out of her mind. She's got a few more hours until Clover and Doggo are back, and if she works fast, then she might be able to finish this up before they arrive.
After that? All that's left is to convince Clover to give up on his mission and avoid him going with Captain Undyne to see Asgore. How hard could it be?
Chapter 30: Rumors in the Wild East
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The Underground's climate is well known to the monsters who live there, even if certain places can be a bit too extreme for some people. From the cold, icy forests of Snowdin, to the lava-filled heat zone that is Hotland, these areas have stayed the same ever since they were first discovered... but there are locations in which monsterkind's meddling have led to some rather unfortunate consequences.
The most glaring example of this is, of course, the Dunes, which used to be known as the Meadows due to the lush, green fields that spanned the area.
Many monsters enjoyed the pleasant climate, and it became something of a middling zone between Snowdin's icy bite and Hotland's fiery grasp. Unfortunately, some monsters were a little too excited in their mining operations, and when they dug up the largest Swelterstone the Underground had ever seen...
...Well, let's just say that there's a reason for the name change.
Now, the sandy, barren wasteland of the Dunes is home to far less monsters than before, but the monsters that do live here tend to be the toughest, hardiest bunch around, according to the residents of the area.
There are two major towns in the Dunes. Oasis Valley, which as you may expect, is a town situated around an oasis, and the Wild East. While Oasis Valley is a calm, quiet place to live... the Wild East is the exact opposite.
Every day, Sheriff North Star and his Posse chase after 'criminals', hauling them into the only jail in the entirety of the Dunes. When they aren't chasing after evil-doers or having gunfights, they can be seen in the Saloon or, much to everyone's amusement, outside Old Blackjack's shop, haggling and annoying the aged monster.
Their antics bring much-needed entertainment to the area, and have helped many a monster through difficult periods in their life. Because of this, the town is completely built around the "Feisty Five", and at the end of every day, the monsters in the Wild East loudly and cheerfully discuss the adventures of the five...
...or at least, they usually discuss the five's adventures. Recently, however, Sheriff North Star has noticed something quiet peculiar. For the past few days, less and less monsters crowd around him and his Posse in the Saloon. Instead of showering the five with praise and cheers over the day's endeavors, the monsters who do bother to take the time to talk to them seem distracted, giving rather weak encouragement to the bewildered lawbringers.
Unsurprisingly, North Star is not a fan of this most recent development. As a matter of fact, he hates it. If he were a less polite monster, he'd even go so far as to straight up confront some of these monsters... but he doesn't. It'd be unbecoming if the Sheriff were to go around interrogating the fine folks that live under his protection.
This isn't the first time that something else has caught the attention of the civilians in the Wild East. North Star has been around here for a while, and he's gone through his fair share of rough patches as the Sheriff of the Wild East, but there's one big difference between those times and now...
Every other time that the monsters of the Wild East grew bored of his antics, he at least had his best friend around to rely on. No matter how little attention anyone else gave him and his Posse's adventures, she would never fail to be brightened up when he told her his stories of the day... but now, Ceroba is just as disinterested as the other monsters in the Wild East. Even worse, she's fallen back into the habit of spending a little too much time wasting away in the Saloon, much to North Star's concern...
The star-headed monster knows that something is going on, but whenever he asks Ceroba, she just replies that "it's nothing" and that "everything is fine". An obvious lie, even to him, and eventually, after about 3 days of this, he decides that he's got to do something.
Just after Nap Time has ended for the day, the Sheriff of the Wild East calls a meeting between him and his Posse, looking over each of them with a grim expression on his face.
"Now, I assume that y'all understand why I called this meeting?"
The four nod, just as grim as North Star himself.
"Good. Then I'll keep this short."
"I don't know what's been going on around here, but it's got the fine folk of our town distracted, and I won't even mention how Ceroba has been acting. I've tried to get answers outta her, and she's shut me off every time I've asked. From what I've been hearing, it's the same for y'all too?"
One of the members of North Star's Posse, a blue, humanoid fish-monster, replies solemnly.
"That's right, Star. I'm not sure about Mooch and Ace, but I know that Edward and I have both tried to get her to open up about whatever has been bothering her, but she insists that it's nothing."
The monster next to them, being by far the largest of the group, nods his head.
"Yep. I had to drag her back from the Saloon the other night, and even when she was half-asleep, me and Moray couldn't get anything out of her. If I had to guess, I'd say that something's reminded her of Kanako."
Every monster in the room, Ed included, flinches at these words, and the collective mood of the Feisty Five visibly falls.
"...You're probably right. There ain't much else that can get her to fall off the wagon so hard..." Starlo says, sighing softly. "Well, if we can't get any answers outta her, then we'll just have to talk to the other folks in the area. I assume that they're all focusing on the same thing."
"Woah boss, you sure?" Mooch asks, raising an eyebrow. "I thought you'd be more focused on the whole 'cool Sheriff that knows everything' persona."
"That don't matter anymore. The sooner we get to the bottom of this, the sooner everything can go back to normal."
"Hmph. Then we'd better get started, shouldn't we?" Ace suggests, causing the others to nod their heads.
"Right on that, Ace. Feisty Five... get to work!"
Mooch crouches down outside of the Saloon, using her small size and tendency to be sneaky to listen in to the various conversations going on inside.
For the first hour or so, it's actually rather boring. Most of the conversations she hears are about what they've been up to today (spoiler alert: lots of walking, lots of sitting around), or what they're planning on doing tomorrow (again, walking and sitting around). There are a few conversations that cause a smile to appear on her lips, such as when several of the monsters talk about the Feisty Five's escapades of the day...
'Honestly, I don't see why Starlo is so worried when it comes to most monsters around here.' she thinks idly, growing lost in her thoughts as she listens to yet another boring conversation. 'They're still talking about us. It isn't like we're becoming totally irrelevant.'
'I mean, sure, they aren't talking as much as they used to, but that's normal. There will always be days when they're a little less focused on us, and that's completely fine!'
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'...And besides, the less they talk about us, the less on-guard they'll be around me, and the less on-guard they are...'
The squirrel smirks, already imagining pockets full of gold...
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'Still, I guess it'd be best to get an idea of what's going on. Starlo's right about one thing: something is up with Ceroba, and knowing what's going on is the best way we can start helping her.'
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...Eventually, Mooch's fuzzy ears catch the start of a whispered, excited conversation.
"...Have you heard the news?!" a feminine voice whispers, causing Mooch's ears to perk up.
"...Oh? What news?" her dim-witted companion says, causing her to sigh.
"Honestly Jerald, have you been living under a rock for the past few days?! It's just about the only thing that everyone's been talking about!"
"...Huh?"
"Sigh... well, I guess I'd better tell you-- don't spread the news though! It's just a rumor so far, and you know how much Dina hates it when we spread rumors!"
"...Ok..."
"Apparently, there's a human living in Snowdin!"
A surprised, disbelieving gasp can be heard inside the Saloon at these words.
"What?! Really?!"
"Keep it down! Dina's already giving us the look, and I don't want to get kicked out!"
"...Sorry, but... really?! Who told you?!"
"I heard it from an Echo Flower." the first voice says, sounding extremely smug. "I was walking over in Oasis Valley the other day, when I heard a passing conversation come from a tiny, yellow Echo Flower. It must've been quite a rare variety, since I've never even heard of an Echo Flower being yellow!"
"I didn't even know that Echo Flowers grew around here..." her companion points out, causing her to scowl.
"Of course they do! If they didn't, then I wouldn't have seen one, would I?"
"...No, I guess you wouldn't have."
"That's right, now, where was I...?"
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"Right, I remember now! As soon as I got the news from the Echo Flower, I rushed back to tell Dina. She was a bit skeptical, as she always is when it comes to these types of rumors, but Ceroba sure wasn't!"
"...Who's Ceroba?" the slower monster asks.
"You know, North Star's fox-friend! I swear, she just about pounced on me to ask the details! If Dina didn't convince her to settle down, then I'm pretty sure she'd have marched off to Snowdin then and there!"
"How'd Dina get her to calm down? Miss Ceroba is very... stubborn, isn't she?"
"Well, Dina just had to remind her of all the other times we got these sorts of rumors, and she..."
Mooch doesn't bother staying to hear the rest of the conversation, instead dashing out of her hiding spot to get to the Feisty Five's hideout as soon as possible...
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"--and so apparently, Ceroba was there when Dina heard about there being a human in Snowdin!" Mooch explains, looking very proud of herself. "That must be what's gotten her in a bad mood!"
The rest of the Feisty Five's attention is completely focused on the thieving squirrel, each with different levels of excitement on their faces.
Surprisingly, Starlo's face looks the least joyful, and instead, a large scowl can be seen upon it.
"Another human rumor... tch, that explains a lot..." he mutters, looking like he has half a mind to throw the rumor-spreader into the jail.
Ed pats the Sheriff on the back, almost knocking the smaller man over.
"Yeah..." he sighs, scowling just as widely as Starlo. "I'll go have a talk with Dina. I'm sure it'll die down in a few days if we can get her to actually shut whoever keeps spreading the rumors up."
Moray tilts their head, confusion obvious on their face.
"Sorry, but... why exactly would that make Ceroba act so... depressed?" they ask, causing Starlo's scowl to grow.
"Right, I forgot... you're pretty new to the Wild East, all things considered. Ever since Kanako... ever since Ceroba stopped living in her house, she's been very eager to hear about human-sightings. At first, I thought of it as her trying to join in on my hobbies, since y'all know how much I love human culture, but after a few months, I started noticing that her focus on humans was a bit... unhealthy. I'm not too sure why, but she's practically obsessed with finding one. Every time the rumors turn out to be false-- and they always do-- she'll sorta... lose hope..."
The Sheriff's Posse falls silent at this, each grimacing at Starlo's tone...
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"...Well, it looks like the answer is simple." Ace says, snapping the other four out of their thoughts.
"Whaddya mean?" Ed asks.
"Hmph. It's obvious that Ceroba is acting this way because she's worried that the rumors are false, but she's also hoping, even if it doesn't make any sense, that they're true. All we need to do is send someone to confirm that there are no humans in Snowdin."
"Wouldn't that just make her more sad?"
"For a few days, maybe... but she's gotten over it every other time we got those rumors. The sooner she knows that they're false, the sooner she'll stop moping."
"That's a pretty good idea." Mooch admits, nodding her head along. "But the real question is... who are we going to send?"
The other monsters take a single glance at each other, replying at the exact same time a split-second later.
"Mooch."
"We're sending you."
"Yep, gotta be Mooch."
"Sorry Mooch, but you'll handle the weather better than anyone else. It has to be you!"
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Chapter 31: Confirming the rumors
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Mooch scowls as she moves through the snow-covered streets of Snowdin, deftly weaving in-between any monsters in her path.
Sure, she may have fur, but that doesn't mean that she likes being in the cold! She's built for the desert! Most of her life was spent in hot, dry places. You know, places she enjoys.
And why the heck did the rest of the gang send her to Snowdin to begin with?! Ed is like a giant, pink, fur-less bear! He'd be able to handle the cold just as well as she could! Whatever excuses they were giving to force her to go to Snowdin were obvious lies! And yet even if Mooch does know that, she can't quite bring herself to be angry at the gang...
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...after all, it isn't like her time spent in Snowdin was completely awful...
The thieving-squirrel's frown turns upside down when the familiar jingle of gold reaches her ears. Looking down for a second, she finds her eyes drawn to the bulging bag at her side, causing her to rethink her priorities.
'Well... maybe spending a few more hours here won't hurt...' she thinks, already searching for her next target.
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She doesn't have to search for long, as her eyes soon fall upon a confusing sight.
Wandering through the snowy roads of Snowdin is a small, strange-looking monster clad in a cowboy's attire. With a snort, she begins to follow them.
'Looks like I'm not the only one from the Wild East to come around here. Unfortunately for them, the rumors of a human are completely false. After all, I've been here for almost the entire day now, and I haven't seen any humans.'
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'...I mean, not that I'd know what they would look like... but I'm sure I'd know if I saw them!'
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'Whatever. It isn't like I expected anything different. I'll just finish up here, then go on back to the Wild East...'
Putting the thoughts of what a human may look like out of her head, Mooch speeds up, following after the odd-looking monster as fast as her legs can carry her. Before long...
'Ha! They aren't even paying any attention! This'll be a breeze!'
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'But they are looking a little trigger happy, what with them tapping away at that holster on their hip... ah, I'm sure it'll be fine. Physical stuff can't hurt monsters, and I've never heard of anyone making magical guns.'
With this thought to boost her confidence, she slips behind her target, 'accidentally' bumping into them a second later.
"Oof!" Mooch says, making a show of falling down.
To her surprise, the monster she bumped into falls as well, leading to both of them being sprawled out in the snow.
"Ouch-- sorry! I didn't mean to bump into you! Are you alright?"
The sneaky squirrel staggers her way to her feet, reaching a hand towards the small cowboy she ran into.
The strange monster ignores her hand, getting to his feet without any help. With a large scowl on his face, he speaks.
"I'm fine, I'm fine... what about you?" he says, not noticing that his bag is much lighter now than it was a few seconds ago.
"Don't worry, the snow broke my fall-- and sorry again for bumping into you! I should've been paying better attention to my surroundings."
The small cowboy nods his head, evidently agreeing with her.
"Alright then. Cya around."
Without bothering to speak further, he briskly walks away, leaving Mooch both triumphant and confused.
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'...That's it? They look like they're from the Dunes, and I feel like I recognize them from somewhere... but why'd they give up that quickly? I could've sworn that all the monsters in the Wild East were used to my tricks. It shouldn't have been that easy...'
Her eyes widen suddenly, and she hurries to check her own pouch of gold.
'Did they-- huh, they didn't counter-steal. That's strange... I guess... I guess they just weren't expecting to be pick-pocketed all the way in Snowdin? Still, I expected it to be a little harder...'
Feeling an odd sense of discomfort, the sneaky squirrel decides not to head back home just yet, and instead trails after the small cowboy she just stole from...
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The longer she follows him, the stranger she feels. The monsters of Snowdin Town seem to love the odd-looking monster, and everyone recognizes him on sight. From what she can gather, he actually lives in Snowdin, inside the home of a monster named "Martlet".
That isn't the only thing she learns, however...
'Oh my God, did I just rob a little kid blind?!' she thinks, horrified by this realization. 'But... but he had so much gold! What kind of kid has so much cash on them?! And why the heck are they so familiar?! I'm pretty sure that I've never even met anyone named "Clover", but...'
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'Ugh. I'll have to sneak it back onto him...'
Before Mooch can make her move, two new monsters approach Clover, each with large smiles on their faces.
"Hey Clover! How is everything?" Hec asks, causing the young cowboy to turn towards his voice.
"Everything is great!" he replies, grinning just as wide as his friends. "Training with Doggo and Martlet is going really well! They think that I'll be able to move onto magic training any day now! What about you and Know Cone?"
"Oh, I'm doing good. I got re-hired at Honeydew, and me and my siblings are--"
"HELLO TINY HUMAN! KNOW CONE IS GLAD TO SEE YOU!" the overly-excited monster says, causing Mooch to freeze in place.
'Tiny...?'
"KNOW CONE MOM IS GLAD TO SEE THAT KNOW CONE IS FRIENDS WITH TINY HUMAN! SHE SAID THAT TINY HUMAN IS WELCOME TO VISIT ANYTIME!"
Clover chuckles softly at his friend's words, but shakes his head in refusal.
"Sorry Know Cone, but you know I can't. I'm still officially 'under arrest' by the Royal Guard and all that, and your folks' home is a bit too far away for Martlet's comfort."
"...KNOW CONE IS DISAPPOINTED, BUT UNDERSTANDS TINY HUMAN'S REASONING! KNOW CONE HOPES THAT TINY HUMAN GETS BIRD LADY TO RECONSIDER!"
"I'll try, but no promises... now I'm sorry to cut this short and all, but I've gotta get going! I told Lesser Dog that I'd go play fetch with him today, and I don't wanna be late!"
Hec nods his head, unseen by Clover. "Yeah, we've got to get going too. Me and Know Cone were just on our way to pick up some supplies for the resort, so we're also on a time crunch. I'll see you later!"
"BYE TINY HUMAN!"
"If I'm lucky, I'll be able to convince Martlet to let me go to Honeydew Resort tomorrow, then I'll be able to meet up with y'all! Goodbye!"
After the the three go their separate ways, Mooch is left standing there, staring at where Clover was with unbelieving eyes.
'...Tiny... tiny human...? But... but it was just a rumor! Just a baseless rumor! But if it's just rumors... then why would he be under arrest?!'
Despite how much she wants to believe otherwise, all the facts seem to point towards one thing...
'I just saw an actual, living human... and the human is a kid.'
Without wasting any time, Mooch dashes back the way she came, eager to get to the Wild East as soon as possible...
Clover waves goodbye to the overly-excited Royal Guard, walking away from Lesser Dog and his elongated neck soon after.
Humming to himself, the young, blind child thinks about his day so far, lost in his thoughts as he makes his way back home.
'I can't believe that Hec got his job back! That's great news! I'm sure I can get Martlet to come with me to watch one of his performances!'
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'And after that, maybe I can introduce Martlet to Know Cone's Mom. If they become friends, then surely Martlet will let me visit their house!'
He smirks at this thought, continuing to walk through the streets of Snowdin. Soon after, he turns into the woods, following the familiar path that leads to home.
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'Still, I wonder who knocked me over earlier? I've met every monster in Snowdin by now, and I've made friends with just about all of them... are they new in town? They must be, since I didn't recognize their voice...'
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'...It's strange. I'm positive that I've never spoken to them before, and I know that I didn't recognize their voice... but they still seemed so familiar...'
Clover sighs to himself, tapping at his holster for a few seconds to get his bearings. Once he does so, he dismisses the pair of magical glasses on his face, intent on using them again whenever he's unsure of where to go.
'I guess it ain't like they're the only one that seems familiar. I've been getting an odd feeling whenever I talk with folks... but still... the feeling was a bit stronger than usual. Maybe... maybe I should talk to Flowey about it? I swear, he's the smartest, most knowledgeable person I've ever met. If anyone would know what's been going on, it'd be him.'
This is normally a good idea, and he'd pat himself on the back for having it... but now, the thought of Flowey causes him to scowl, mood worsening at a visible pace.
'...But to ask him, I'd have to actually find him, wouldn't I?'
You see, for the past week or so, Clover hasn't seen any trace of his best friend. He knows that Flowey is still around, of course, he just has no idea of where the flower could be. Frankly, it's beginning to worry the young human, as even when he lived in the Dark Ruins, Flowey would still show up whenever Clover was alone.
Now, however, Flowey is gone, obviously avoiding Clover for some weird reason.
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Before Clover can focus too much on these thoughts, he finds himself standing in front of the large, wooden house he's been calling home. After a few seconds of searching, his hand finds the key to the door, and he lets himself inside soon after.
"Martlet! I'm home!" he calls out, waiting expectantly for an answer...
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...but the only answer is silence.
On the counter, unseen by Clover, is a small, paper note that reads:
"Gone to visit Doggo! I'll be back soon! Food is in the fridge!"
"P.S. Don't forget to take a bath before you go to bed!"
Clover frowns at the lack of response, but correctly assumes that the Royal Guard he's been living with must be out of the house. With a sigh, he marches up the stairs to his room, summoning a yellow pair of glasses just in case Martlet forgot to clean...
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When he arrives inside his room, he's met with an odd, confusing sight. Lying on top of his bed is a large pouch of gold... his pouch of gold.
"Huh... I could've sworn I took that with me..."
As Clover arrives home after spending the day with Lesser Dog, Martlet can be seen halfway across Snowdin, looking at Doggo with an exasperated expression.
"Honestly, why do you even get mail if you can't see it?" she asks, causing the elderly dog to scowl. "Wait, actually... how did you even get mail?! I thought that the UGPS was still on strike?"
"I don't have a choice, it isn't like most monsters know Braille." he says, looking unhappy with this fact. "I usually just have someone else read it out loud to me... and the Mail Whales stopped striking last week. Apparently it ended up working, and they're only required to rhyme when they want to, which is basically never. Now less yapping, and more reading!"
With a small chuckle, Martlet begins flipping through the letters, reading the names aloud as she does.
"Spam letter, spam letter, spam letter... gosh Doggo, why do you have so much spam going your way?!"
"..."
"...Fine, keep your secrets... spam letter, spam letter... letter from Lesser Dog..."
This continues for quite some time, as the duo go through all the letters that Doggo had missed while the UGPS workers were on strike. Eventually, however, Martlet reads off a name that halts their mail-reading in its tracks.
"...Spam letter, spam letter, letter from Captain Undyne, sp--"
At the mention of her name, the two members of the Royal Guard freeze up, eyes wide.
"C-Captain Undyne?! Hurry and open it, Martlet!" Doggo orders, which the now-pale bird scrambles to do.
"..."
"What's it say?!"
"It... it says..."
"Martlet!"
"N-Notice of performance evaluation..."
Chapter 32: A dog's best friend
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To the West of Snowdin Town is the only known entrance to the Ruins, a place that's been barred by the goat-like monster that lives behind it. The last person who came through it has caused much fear and many paranoid rumors to spread throughout the area, leading to most monsters avoiding it like the plague, but despite how much the townspeople avoid coming here, two figures can be seen near this entrance, both differing vastly in size and in shape.
Doggo turns his head to stare at Clover, grinning to himself when he sees the young child's fingers tap along the holster of his gun.
"So... enjoy the tour so far?" he asks, already knowing the answer.
The joy-filled child nods his head, grinning just as widely as the aging guard next to him.
"Uh-huh! I appreciate you for taking me out to see all of this."
"Well, you seemed eager to explore the rest of Snowdin, and we both know that Martlet would kill me if she knew I had refused..."
Both of them chuckle at this, recalling how the overprotective bird has been acting lately...
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"...Anyways, it's about time that we started heading back, isn't it?"
Clover frowns at Doggo's suggestion, opening his mouth to object.
"It ain't that late! I'm... yawn..."
"Not that late, huh?" Doggo teases, causing the young human to pout.
"I'm serious! I... yawn... I can easily stay up for another hour or two! I'm used to not getting a whole lotta sleep!"
"..."
The elderly dog frowns at this, being reminded yet again of his old friend...
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"Come on Felix, Martlet won't be happy if you're home late, and unless you wanna be kept in the house for a few days, we'd better hurry."
"...Huh?"
"What do you mean 'huh'? I was pretty clear on what I said. We've got to get going."
"Not that, it's just... you called me Felix..."
"Ah... did I...?"
"Mhm..."
Doggo stares awkwardly at the small human in front of him for several seconds...
"...I'm sorry, F-- Clover." Doggo says, before hurrying to change the subject. "It looks like you aren't the only one who needs some sleep, huh?"
"Doggo, who's--"
"Time to get going! It's almost past your bedtime!"
Without giving Clover a chance to ask his questions, the old, nearly-blind guard hurries forward, forcing Clover to run to catch up to him.
The two continue towards Snowdin Town, with Doggo doing his best to avoid answering the questions Clover has. Eventually, the blind cowboy wisens up, noticing how little his aging companion wants to talk. For a while, the duo walk in completely silence, save for the soft sounds of Clover's fingers tapping away at his holster.
These two would make for quite the interesting sight, and if the monsters of Snowdin were as mean spirited as the humans on the Surface, someone might snark about a nearly-blind dog leading a blind child... and Clover is blind while Doggo guides him.
Even after weeks of training, his stamina isn't anywhere near enough to handle extended use of his magic. While Clover was on the 'tour' through the areas of Snowdin that he hasn't explored yet, he would follow after Doggo's voice, only activating his magic whenever the old dog told him to.
Strangely enough, he still taps his holster, even without using his magic, as it's become something of a habit recently. As one may expect, Doggo has enjoyed this new development immensely, although Clover swears that the old dog almost started crying when he first noticed the habit...
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After walking for quite some time, the young, blind child suddenly gets the strangest temptation to use his magic. Something deep within Clover warns him that if he doesn't, he'll miss out on something really important to him and his mission...
Clover quickly succumbs to this temptation, manifesting the familiar pair of magical glasses a few seconds later. Another few taps at his holster allow him to 'see' the area around him, causing the young human to notice something that Doggo failed to point out earlier in the tour...
"Hey Doggo? What's that over there?" he says, waving a finger in the direction of the item that caught his interest.
Clover's magic has revealed a small clearing in the forest around them, having three branching paths, each of which going in different directions. One leads to the Ruins, which is where they just came from, one leads up, and the last leads towards Snowdin Town, but these paths aren't what has caught Clover's interest. What has caught his interest is the small, brown box near the path leading to Snowdin Town.
Doggo, glad that the young child is asking about something other than who Felix is, answers immediately.
"Oh, that's a Dimensional Box! They're really handy. If you put items inside it, they'll be perfectly preserved, and if you find another box, you can take out whatever you put into it! They're open to the public though, so it's best to mark which items are yours to avoid any confusion mix-ups."
"Y'all have stuff like that?! That's so cool!"
Suddenly, Doggo remembers why he didn't mention the box when they passed by it earlier. With wide, panicked eyes, he speaks hurriedly.
"Wait don't open--"
Without giving the elderly guard a chance to finish his sentence, Clover dashes over to the box, opening it as soon as he's close enough.
"My bag is getting real full, and-- what the heck?!"
Lying inside the box is one of the few items that Clover would recognize anywhere, even if the details are muddled when he 'sees' it with his magic. Namely, a cool, orange bandana, covered in permanent marker scribbles in a child's attempt to draw abs onto it.
The same Manly Bandana that Felix, the Soul of Bravery, was wearing when he fell into the Underground. Next to this bandana is a pair of old, faded boxing gloves.
"Doggo... what...?"
Clover reaches out to grab the bandana, but before he can lay his hands on it, Doggo's voice barks out.
"Don't touch it!" he practically shouts, being far more stern than Clover has ever seen him.
The young cowboy retracts his hand as if it had been burnt, a rare look of fear crossing onto his face as he does so.
When Doggo sees the muscles on Clover's face move, he immediately realizes his mistake, and hurries to reassure the blind child.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to yell-- you didn't do anything wrong, it was my fault for overreacting."
Clover's look of fear fades slightly, but he still makes sure to keep his hand well away from the bandana.
"I-It's fine. It's my fault for trying to touch things that aren't mine." he says. "But... why is it in here? I would've thought that..."
"...That it'd be in Asgore's Castle, where Felix died?"
"...Yeah."
"You're right to think that. It would've either have been thrown out or, far more likely, put in a coffin with its owner... except I took it."
Doggo sighs as Clover's expression grows even more confused.
"I know an alternate way to get to Martlet's house from here. Follow me, and we'll avoid running into anyone." he says, walking into the woods. "I'll... I'll explain on the way..."
"I wasn't the most sociable monster when I was young." Doggo begins, frowning at the memories. "Not being able to see most monsters led to me being a bit of a scaredy cat, you see. The fact that most kids my age liked to play pranks on me didn't help with that."
"My parents were a bit... overprotective by this point, and this led to them babying me a bit more than necessary. Heck, they didn't even teach me how to navigate with my nose! It was stifling, and one day, I decided that I wanted to go on a walk on my own. I was a 'big kid' by then, and I thought that I'd be fine..."
"Needless to say, I got lost pretty quickly. I'm still not sure how I managed it, but I had somehow wandered over to the woods near the Ruins. Every time I tried to find my way back to Snowdin, I'd end up back where I started. Eventually, I gave up and decided to wait for someone to find me... and someone did find me, it just wasn't anyone that I'd have ever expected."
"While I was waiting, someone busted their way through blocked-off entrance to the Ruins, immediately challenging me to a fight as soon as they saw me. That was when I met the best friend I've ever had, or as you'd know him... Felix, the Soul of Bravery."
The aging guard's tone trembles slightly, and unseen to Clover, tears begin to well up in his eyes.
"God, I loved that stupid bastard." he says, not even realizing that he'd just cursed in front of a child. "After beating the crap out of me, he followed me back to Snowdin, doing the same to any Royal Guards who tried to capture him. Felix was always bouncing around, full of energy and excitement over everything he saw in the Underground. Because of this, he was the first person I met that I could see regularly. It was only a matter of time until we became friends..."
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"He lived with me and my family for a while. It was probably the happiest I'd ever been. My parents were glad to see me make a friend, I was happy to have a friend, and Felix... well, his experiences on the Surface were similar to yours. I'm sure you're well aware of how he felt."
Clover silently nods his head, feeling a creeping sense of dread as he listens to Doggo's story.
"After a few months, someone told him about Asgore's plans for humanity. Unlike your approach to meeting the King, Felix decided that he'd march through Waterfall, beating up anyone who tried to stop him, until he managed to get Asgore to surrender... and so off we went."
"I still remember his fight against the Captain of the Royal Guard, Cus D'Armadillo. It was... incredible. The way they moved, the way he moved... I've never seen anything like it, even after all these years. He won by the skin of his teeth, despite what everyone would've assumed."
"You see, the Captain fought in the war, and even though he was getting a little old, he was still one of the strongest warriors we had. After winning that fight, Felix managed to convince Cus to train him. Our journey to Asgore slowed down by then, but it was basically assured that he'd make it to the Capital. Gerson was on vacation somewhere, and there were no other monsters strong enough to beat Felix besides him. After a few months of training, we finally arrived at Asgore's Castle..."
Doggo's hands tremble at the memory, but he continues speaking, forcing his voice to be steady.
"Asgore didn't want anyone to watch his fight against the human, and despite how much the Underground treated Felix's journey as a spectacle, we were all willing to follow his wishes. Felix entered the Throne Room to fight against the King, and..."
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"After he died, I took his stuff with me back to Snowdin. It... it was all I had left of him... but after a little while, his scent started to fade from them. I can't see pictures or drawings, so I didn't have any way to really remember him other than by his scent. It took a while, but I joined the Royal Guard, saved up, bought a few Dimensional Boxes, and..."
Doggo doesn't get to finish his sentence, as a pair of small, trembling arms wrap around his torso, pulling him into one of the tightest hugs he's felt in years.
"..."
Tears that should've been shed decades ago fall from his face, and before long, he returns Clover's hug.
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"I got a letter from Captain Undyne a few days ago." he admits, voice unsteady. "She's going to be in Snowdin next week for a performance evaluation..."
"I... I don't think I'll be able to let Captain Undyne take you with her, Clover. Please... please don't try to seek her out. I'm sure we can hide you, I..."
The young, blind child doesn't respond, hugging Doggo even tighter.
"We'll do our best to help you, but that mission of yours? It can wait."
"Doggo..."
"Please. I'm begging you, don't make Felix's mistake."
Chapter 33: Captain's visit
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The Captain of the Royal Guard slowly walks through Snowdin Town, glancing at the strangely-silent townspeople around her.
On most days, she'd be crowded by the monsters in Snowdin. Even if her large stature and tendency to suplex objects would intimidate most people, she's well known by the people of Snowdin by this point, and they never fail to greet her with smiles upon their faces... but today, they don't run up to her.
Today, they don't cheerfully ask how she's doing, or jokingly beg her to fire Martlet. Today, they simply watch on, obviously fearful of her presence... but Undyne isn't stupid. She knows that it isn't just her presence that's caused them to be so fearful... and yet they won't tell her what's wrong. She's asked, yelled, and even threatened to throw them in jail, but none of the monsters in Snowdin seem willing to divulge the information she needs.
The only time she's seen them this scared was when the last human fell down, but at least back then it was obvious what they were scared of. Now they're keeping it to themselves, and it pisses her off.
Not even the Canine Unit was willing to tell her what's been bugging them, much to her angered surprise. She almost suplexed Doggo when he told her that it was "none of her business". As it was, she was forced to give him a good scolding, letting him know exactly who was in charge.
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...That wasn't a fun conversation to have. She respects the old dog more than just about any monster in the Underground, and she's sure that in his prime, he'd have been a good candidate for her position as Captain of the Royal Guard, if he had chosen to pursue it. Doggo was in the guard long before she became a rookie herself, and his wise words have brightened her day more than once. To see him distrust her that much... it hurt, even though she'd never admit it.
Not all hope is lost, however. Even if the monsters in Upper Snowdin aren't willing to talk, there's a good chance that those in Lower Snowdin will be different. After all, there's Know Cone, the Honeydew Shopkeeper, and most importantly of all, Martlet of the Royal Guard.
Even if everybody else is willing to keep quiet, Undyne knows that the scatterbrained bird can't last five minutes under the pressure she'll be put through. Undyne can get her to talk, and if she does, then maybe she'll even be off probation...
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An hour later, Undyne stands in front of a sleek, metallic puzzle, flabbergasted at what she's seeing.
"W-What the hell?! That punk... when did she get so good?!?!"
The puzzle before her is, of course, one of the improved versions of Martlet's earlier puzzles, looking almost completely different from how it was when Undyne had last came to Snowdin.
"The craftsmanship... the design... the lack of sticky-notes taped to it!!!!! This... this is impossible! Did she get someone else to make it for her?!?!"
After a few more seconds of staring at the puzzle, the Captain of the Royal Guard determines that it isn't true, and that Martlet had to have made it.
"But... how is this possible?! Everything about it is improved, but the design and woodwork is unmistakably Martlet's! Has that punk been holding out on me?! She can't have gotten this good without years of practice, but all of her earlier puzzles were..."
The fish-like monster grimaces, remembering the time when a giant ball of molten rock fell onto her head...
"...Well, it looks like I'll have to take her off probation now..."
Shaking her head, Undyne continues on, suddenly eager to get to the next part of the evaluation...
The Captain of the Royal Guard goes through every bit of Lower Snowdin, questioning the inhabitants of the area to "make sure that the performance evaluation for the Royal Guards in the area is as accurate as possible". As expected, she doesn't get too much in terms of usable knowledge, as the monsters in Lower Snowdin are just as tight-lipped as their counterparts in Upper Snowdin. Even Know Cone, who she was sure would spill the beans, told her nothing.
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...well, nothing other than "KNOW CONE HAPPY TO SEE MISS UNDYNE! KNOW CONE KNOW A NEW THING! KNOW CONE KNOW THAT HOTLAND IS BAD!" and similar sentences.
Honestly, she likes the little punk, but talking with him can be a bit... exhausting. God knows that his mother must be the most patient monster in the Underground.
Still, it isn't like talking to the monsters in the area was completely useless. Apparently, someone named "Clover" is responsible for Martlet's sudden change in behavior. From what she can gather, he's some kid she met last month? The monster she heard it from shut up pretty quickly, but since Undyne doesn't know of anyone named Clover, she assumes that it's someone new to Snowdin.
While she was at Honeydew Resort, she stuck around to watch an acrobatic show from a team of small, ball-like siblings. To her immense relief, their performance ended much better than it did when she last saw them.
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After interrogating all the monsters she can, Undyne moves on to the rest of her evaluation of Martlet, and her shock and confusion grows with every new puzzle she sees. Instead of the bulky, ugly designs she's used to seeing from Martlet's puzzles, these are now well-made, and while they aren't the prettiest works she's seen, they do have a certain charm to them.
What's even more surprising, however, is the simple fact that they actually work. She didn't see a single malfunction from any of the puzzles when she tested them, and even better, they were genuinely fun to use! A little time-consuming, sure, but that's one of the main points! These puzzles would halt any intruders that come across them, while at the same time providing the residents of Snowdin with something entertaining to do! Honestly, it's something she never expected to see from Martlet's puzzles.
'Only one place left to go now...'
Undyne pulls her attention away from the last of Martlet's puzzles-- which boasts a strange, maze-like design-- and continues onward towards both Martlet's sentry station and, more importantly, her house...
Inside of Martlet's home, two figures can be seen arguing their points. The shorter of the two is fierce, defensive, and most surprising of all considering who's speaking, angry.
"It's my decision!" Clover shouts. "That's why you captured me to begin with! All you need to do now is sit back and watch!"
"You're going to get yourself killed!" Martlet fires back, concern evident in her voice. "I know that this is important to you, but you need to reconsider! Dying to Asgore isn't going to solve anything! It'll just get him one step closer to his plan!"
"I ain't gonna die! I've made it this far, haven't I?"
"You got this close to dying to Hec of all monsters. I'm sorry to say this... but you don't stand a chance against Asgore. He'd kill you as easily as you would swat a fly!"
"If you're really that worried, then come with me! I'm sure that if I got the help of a buncha monsters, I could convince Asgore to stand down!"
Martlet's mouth falls open in shock, and she stares at the blind child in front of her, unsure how to react to the offer...
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...For a few seconds, she's tempted to accept. As a matter of fact, it sounds perfectly logical to her! King Asgore is a kind, gentle monster. Even if he has his issues with humans, she's pretty sure that he'd be willing to give Clover a pass after one conversation with him. After all, Clover is probably the cutest, kindest person she's ever met! There's no way Asgore could say no to him! And yet, even though she genuinely believes this...
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...something deep within her screams that it won't work. She can almost picture what will happen: The King won't back down, she'll try to argue in Clover's defense, and then Clover will tell her that she should go. She'll leave, and before long, she'll get the news that the sixth human soul has been captured.
The picture her mind comes up with is realistic enough to make her shudder. As soon as she does, she shakes her head.
"No. It's too big of a risk. If I go with you, and Asgore still refuses to back down, then there's nothing that I could do to stop him."
"I can't just--"
Before Clover can argue further, a bright, cheerful voice suddenly comes from the floor behind him, stopping the cowboy's words in their tracks.
"Come on Clover, don't pick a fight you can't win!" Flowey says, startling the arguing duo. "And if you are going to pick that fight, at least let your Best Friend help!"
Flowey stares at Martlet and Clover, reveling in the shocked expressions on their faces. Upon seeing the small, yellow flower, Martlet shivers, feeling a sharp pain in his chest...
"W-Who are you?!" she asks, taking a defensive stance in front of the blind child she was arguing with.
"That's my friend I told you about!" Clover quickly reassures. "You know, the one who told Doggo that you were training me?"
Martlet's posture relaxes slightly at these words, but for whatever reason, she still feels on-edge around the flower.
"Ok... but what is he doing here?"
Clover tilts his head at this question, looking just as curious as Martlet herself.
"Yeah... I mean, I haven't heard from him in a little bit, and I was getting kinda worried... what was that all about, Flowey?"
"I've been busy." the flower replies, waving away their questions. "But when I heard that Captain Undyne was on her way to Snowdin, I dropped everything and raced over here! Clover, honestly, buddy, have you gone crazy?! You wanted to talk to the Captain of the Royal Guard and make it all the way to Asgore without my help?!"
Clover grimaces at Flowey's words, rubbing his head in slight embarrassment.
"I... uh... I kinda just hoped that you'd show up?"
Flowey lets out a long, tired sigh at this.
"Of course you did... well, if your bird-friend over there is willing to give us some privacy to talk, then I'll be able to make a plan with you, alright?"
"What? Why can't I--"
"Martlet." Clover interrupts, stopping the confused bird before she can begin asking questions. "Trust me. Flowey has his reasons for needing privacy. Just... give us a few minutes to talk, alright? I promise it'll all work out in the end."
"Clover..."
The bird-like member of the Royal Guard pauses, staring at him in silence for several seconds.
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"...Fine. Don't... don't do anything crazy, alright?"
Clover nods his head reassuringly, but that doesn't help the sense of dread Martlet feels. With no other real choice, she leaves the two alone to talk...
Undyne hammers on the wooden door in front of her, taking care not to exert too much strength lest she break it down. While she waits for Martlet to open it, her mind can't help but wander...
'...What has gotten into her lately?! First she puts in effort into her puzzles, and then she makes sure that they're actually being taken care of, and after all of that, she's apparently been training with Doggo too? God, whoever this "Clover" punk is, I sure can't wait to meet them! If they could get Martlet of all people to improve this much, then I can only imagine what affect they'd have on the rest of the Royal Guard!'
The handle to Martlet's door shakes, snapping Undyne out of her thoughts.
With a wide grin on her face, she shouts at the one who opened the door, reaching a hand out to pat them on the shoulder.
"Martlet! You're officially off probation! I don't know how you did it, but--"
The Captain of the Royal Guard stops mid-sentence when her hand, which should've hit Martlet's shoulder by now, instead meets nothing but air. Confused, she looks down, seeing a sight that causes her one remaining eye to widen.
Standing in front of Undyne is a short, young human, looking almost... afraid as she looms over them. Despite their apparent fear, they reach a hand towards her, putting on the friendliest smile they can muster.
"H-Howdy! I'm Clover! It's... it's nice to meet you!"
Chapter 34: Meeting the Captain
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Undyne's mouth falls open into an O shape as her mind attempts to come to terms with the bewildering sight in front of her.
Undyne hasn't seen any humans before, sure, but she's studied up on them more than any monster in the Underground! If anyone would know what a human would look like, it'd be her... and this is a human. It's unmistakable, but if this is a human, and they're inside Martlet's house, then that means...
Immediately, three spears appear in the air in front of her, launching at the human at lightning-fast speeds.
All three spears pierce through the human, killing them instantly somehow miss, as the small human dodged before she even threw them, seemingly having expected the attack.
"YOU PUNK! I don't know what you've done to Martlet, or how you've scared all the other monsters in the area into silence, but I, Undyne, will--"
"WAIT WAIT WAIT STOP FIGHTING!" Martlet's panicked voice calls out, halting Undyne before she gets the chance to attack further.
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"Martlet? You're alive?!" Undyne says, relief evident in her voice. "That's GREAT! Help me capture this human, wo--"
"They've already surrendered, Captain! Don't kill them!"
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"...What?"
"I captured them about a month ago! They've been living with me while we were waiting for you to come by for a performance evaluation!"
"WHAT?!?"
Both Martlet and Clover flinch back at the fish-like monster's tone, but Martlet continues her explanation despite her boss's anger.
"Last month, Frostermit saw Clover from afar near Honeydew Resort, and it overreacted a little because..."
"Overreacted?! Martlet, humans are dangerous! Frostermit probably saw the little punk attack someone!"
"No no, he didn't! He... he can't, really... so anyways, I went to Honeydew Resort, attacked Clover, but he surrendered pretty much instantly! Ever since then, he's been living with me!"
Undyne rubs her forehead, seemingly trying to drive away a headache.
"And why didn't you come get me?! Asgore would've had his soul by now if you did!"
"W-Well the Mail Whales were still on strike, and none of the guards technically had permission to leave their posts..."
"...And none of you decided that it'd be a good idea to send someone to let me know?"
"We... uh... we didn't think about it?" Martlet says hopefully.
"..."
"..."
"Well... I guess it doesn't matter! We have our SIXTH human soul now! Martlet, go gather all the monsters in Snowdin! I'm going to fight this human and prove ONCE AND FOR ALL that monsters are just as strong and capable as humans!" Undyne says, posing heroically. "A fair, one on one fight is the PERFECT way to prove the strength of monsters!"
"...Uh... Captain? There's an issue with that..."
The Captain of the Royal Guard pauses her posing, sending an annoyed look towards the scatterbrained bird.
"What? No there isn't! If you're worried that I'll lose, then no need! I KNOW I can beat the little p--"
"It ain't gonna be a fair fight, Miss." Clover interrupts in a quiet, timid voice.
Undyne turns her gaze towards the small human, looking even more furious at his interruption... but after a few seconds of thinking, a cocky grin breaks out on her face.
"HA! I guess you're right about that, human, but I'll do my best to make it fair! I'll even give you a spear to defend yourself! Otherwise--"
"I'm blind, ma'am. I can't see nothing."
Clover slowly walks through the streets of Snowdin Town, following behind the large, intimidating fish monster in front of him. As the two walk, dozens of monsters can be seen watching them, each with sorrowful, grim expressions.
The blind human idly considers that his newest plan may not be quite as good as he originally thought it was.
It seemed simple: He'd convince Martlet to let him go with Undyne, then he'd follow her, befriend her on the way to Asgore, and then get Asgore to give up on his war against humans. Easy, right?
Well... no, it most certainly is not easy. Convincing Martlet already took Clover several tries, and even though abusing Flowey's ability to SAVE and LOAD does make Clover feel like a piece of garbage, it was something he needed to do...
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...Still, Martlet's sheer desperation to protect him almost makes Clover want to give up on this plan. It was nice to know that she cares about him so much, yes, but...
The young cowboy shakes his head, pushing these thoughts out of his mind.
He can worry about that later. If everything goes well, then he'll be back in Snowdin by the end of the month, and all of Martlet's worries would be proven wrong... the only issue is, of course, that everything is most certainly not going to go well.
The first part of his plan was already tough, but he eventually managed to convince Martlet. After that, however, came the meeting with Undyne.
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Clover rubs the side of his neck, wincing at the phantom sensation of pain he feels.
In hindsight, he probably should've had Martlet answer the door instead of doing it himself. That would've saved him a LOAD or two...
But now everything should go better. From what he can tell, Undyne feels pretty ashamed about attacking him, and due to learning about his blindness, she isn't likely to do it again.
Even though Flowey told him that Undyne is just as unlikely to change her mind about humans as Asgore himself, Clover is confident that he'll be able to befriend her.
And if he doesn't, then he'll still make it to Asgore, and even though he doubts that the King will change his mind, Clover will at least get a good idea of what he'll have to deal with.
Suddenly, a familiar voice reaches his ears, snapping him out of his thoughts...
"This isn't right, Undyne. I can't let you do this. If you want to take the kid to Asgore... you'll have to go through us first."
Undyne scowls as she leads the small, blind human through Snowdin Town. Every sight she sees causes her anger to grow even further, and she has to consciously stop herself from yelling at the monsters in the area.
The way they look at her... it's a new feeling, she has to admit, and Undyne is not a fan. The monsters of Snowdin Town look at her as if... as if she's the human! They're obviously scared, but it's of her now! And it's all because of the actual, living human walking behind her!
Every monster in the area, including some that lived here when the last human went on a rampage, look at Clover with obvious worry! And what's worse, some of them have even stepped forward to ask her to stop! Just what kind of human mind control did the little punk do to them?!
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...But despite what she wants to believe, the Captain of the Royal Guard knows that it isn't mind control, as much as she's loath to admit it. According to the documentaries about humans that Alphys showed her, any type of mind control needs eye contact to use, and the human beside her...
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...he can't exactly make eye contact, can he?
The entire situation pisses her off. Of all the humans she could've encountered, why'd it have to be one that couldn't fight back?! She was supposed to show monsterkind that they're just as capable as humans! How is she supposed to do that when her opponent is literally blind?! What, should she just beat up a blind little kid? How is that a fair fight?!
It obviously isn't, and even Undyne isn't stupid enough to believe otherwise.
She's tempted to just put the little punk over her shoulder, then run through Snowdin Town as fast as she can, allowing her to avoid the stares of the monsters in the area. If she goes full speed, then she's sure that she can make it to Asgore in a few hours...
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...and yet she doesn't, and for a reason that infuriates her.
She's wearing her armor. It's solid metal, heavy enough to actually block an attack from a human, and really cool looking. It's something that she loves to bring around with her, and it's one of Undyne's most prized possessions... but because it's a physical item, if she threw the human onto her shoulder and ran with them, they'd get hurt.
Apparently, bouncing up and down on metal for a few hours is extremely painful for humans, since their bodies are all weird and messed up.
And so she won't do that. Taking the long route and spending a few more days traveling won't kill her, even if it will make her very angry.
As Undyne and Clover continue on through the snowy roads of Snowdin, the monsters surrounding them slowly begin to lessen, signalling that they're close to the town's exit. Before long, the Captain of the Royal Guard can clearly see the path leading to Waterfall...
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...and she can also see the monsters standing in front of it.
"This isn't right, Undyne. I can't let you do this." Doggo says, grimly staring at her as she approaches. "If you want to take the kid to Asgore... you'll have to go through us first."
Undyne feels her throat go dry as the elderly dog's words reach her ears. For a brief moment, she thinks that she misheard him, and she even opens her mouth to ask him to repeat himself...
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...but she soon closes it, expression just as grim as Doggo's.
Undyne is well aware of the rumors surrounding the nearly-blind guard. She knows that he knew one of the past humans. She knows that he was friends with this human, and joined the guard specifically because of that friendship... she had just hoped that he got over it by now.
If it was mind control, then surely Doggo would've broken free of it by now, decades after that human's death. After all, he's done his duty for longer than she's been alive. He's a respected member of the Royal Guard, even if he isn't the most competent. To any outsiders, it'd look like he's already forgotten the human he knew.
Apparently, he hasn't.
With a sigh, the Captain of the Royal Guard pushes Clover backwards, turning to face the monsters blocking her path.
Doggo, who always made her laugh, readies his short swords, squaring off against her with hands trembling slightly under the weight of his weapons.
Lesser Dog, who usually want nothing more than affection, is to his left, readying his shield and sword with a rare frown.
The sweet, loving couple, who always do their best to take care of each other, follow behind their fellow guards, battleaxes in hand.
And finally, Greater Dog, the big, lovable idiot, hefts his spear, looking devastated and angry rather than playful and energetic.
The entire Snowdin Canine Unit stands in front of Undyne, each willing to do their best to stop her from continuing.
It isn't like there aren't other monsters standing with the Canine Unit, of course, but the others aren't fighters. They're not something that she has to worry about.. but her troops, the people she's trained with and trained under, in Doggo's case? They're a different story.
For a second, doubt flashes through the fish-like guard's mind.
She knows these dogs. They're the most loyal, kind monsters in the Royal Guard. If they're against her, then maybe... maybe she's wrong...?
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No. The humans locked them down here after getting this close to wiping all of them out. Asgore needs two more souls to break the Barrier and free their people. For the sake of all of monsterkind, Undyne must bring the human and his soul to Asgore.
Undyne's hands go up to her head, making sure that her helmet is tightly secured on top of it. In a grim, joyless tone, she speaks to the monsters standing in front of her.
"Normally, I'd be happy to spar against all you punks... but this isn't just a friendly spar. If you don't get out of my way, I will beat you black and blue, and then I'll continue on to Asgore regardless. After all... I'm sure you're all aware that I've taken down tougher monsters than any of you, and I did it when I was much younger and less experienced than I am now!"
The group assembled to halt her flinches at these words, but they refuse to back down. Doggo himself steps forward, fearlessly walking towards the Captain of the Royal Guard.
"I know you don't want to do this, Captain, and you don't have to. Clover is a good kid. He's done nothing wrong. He's innocent... and the Undyne I know would never get an innocent killed."
"..."
"What would Gerson think? We both know how he felt after killing--"
A blunt, bright-blue spear flies through the air, abruptly cutting Doggo off. The nearly-blind dog reacts just in time, striking it out of the air with one of his swords.
"..."
"...I guess you aren't going to listen to me, huh?"
With a sigh, Doggo drops into a defensive stance, wincing slightly at the toll it takes on his aging body.
"Well... it's a good thing that this old dog still has a few tricks left up his sleeve..."
Chapter 35: A journey through Waterfall
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Clover silently walks behind the Captain of the Royal Guard, making sure to be as quiet and unobtrusive as he can while the furious fish guides him through Waterfall.
Undyne, for her part, is a bit too angry to be grateful for his cooperation. Her encounter with the rebellious guards ended quickly, true, and it wasn't difficult at all to deal with the punks, but the simple fact that they were willing to try to stop her has pushed her mood as low as it could go. For a while, she even considered killing the human, taking their soul, and dashing to Asgore's Castle... but she eventually decided not to. They aren't... completely awful...
Guiding the young, blind human is quite possibly the strangest task she's ever done. For whatever reason, the little punk almost seems familiar to Undyne, even though they've never met before today.
As the two keep moving, Clover slowly but surely notices that the fish-like monster's mood isn't improving. If anything, the silence is just making her even angrier. Eventually, he opens his mouth, timidly speaking for the first time in what seems like hours.
"S-So uh... how'd you join the guard, Miss Undyne?" he asks, causing her to scoff.
"None of your business, punk! I've got better things to do with my time than tell someone who's about to die my life story."
"...Like...?"
"What was that?"
"You said that ya got better things to do... but... uh... what things? Moping and groaning about what happened earlier?"
As if on instinct, Undyne's hand lashes out behind her, splitting the young child's skull like a watermelon sailing over Clover's head, as the young human ducked before the words had even left his mouth. After a second or two of confusion, Undyne looks down at her hand, which is clenched tightly into a fist.
"...Huh. You got guts, punk, but don't test me again. I'm used to roughhousing with monsters since there'll be no accidents, but you're different. It'd be a shame if I had to bring Asgore a corpse, wouldn't it?"
To the fish-like monster's surprise, all timidness that Clover seemed to possess mere seconds ago is gone, instead replaced with a confident, bright tone.
"I ain't wrong, am I?" he asks, taking a defensive stance soon after. "I dunno if the scenery is any good, but to me, it's a pretty boring walk. What better way to pass the time than to talk? Heck, we can even swap stories! I'd be willing to bet that you wanna know what life is like on the Surface, don't ya?"
Undyne frowns at the young human's words, being reminded of someone else as she stares down at him...
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"Nice try, punk! But I don't need to hear about the Surface! I've already seen plenty of documentaries about life up there! I'm pretty much an expert by now!"
The young, blind child scowls at her refusal, causing Undyne's lips to tug upwards.
"...But I guess this is a pretty boring walk, and even if I already know everything about the Surface, hearing it straight from a human would be a nice change of pace..." she eventually admits, much to Clover's joy. "So listen up! You wanted to know about how I joined the Guard?! I'll go beyond that! I'll tell you about my entire damn career! You better give me some good stories about the Surface afterwards, alright?!"
Clover hides a sly grin, glad to see that his plan is working out.
"Alright!"
Almost two hours later, Undyne's fists clench hard enough to shatter stone, and an obviously disgusted expression can be seen upon her face.
When Clover first started talking about his life on the Surface, Undyne, frankly, thought that he was just telling her what she wanted to hear. I mean, yes, she's been raised to hate humans all her life, but hearing that humans go around sacrificing little kids? Hearing that they "adopt" kids to do their chores, then kick them back onto the streets? That's a little too much for her to believe, even with all of the hatred she has for humans.
And that's not to mention the fact that he claimed anime to be fake! When she heard that, she almost attacked the kid for lying, but was barely able to restrain herself. Still, she disregarded pretty much everything he had to say afterwards, thinking that it was all lies or stories to gain pity from her...
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...but after a while, she began to think differently.
The details in Clover's story are more than enough to convince her that he's telling the truth, and the casual, conversational way in which he describes it... it's almost makes her feel sick, and it brings back bad memories of another friend she used to have...
And not all of the things she hears from him are things that she likes, or things that justify her hatred of humanity. Learning that all of the humans who've fallen down here were scared, abused kids? That pisses her off more than anything else about his story....
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...It almost makes her sympathize with Doggo, funny enough.
Unfortunately for Clover, Undyne can't bring herself to do that. She has a duty as the Captain of the Royal Guard, and despite how much his stories makes her feel bad, it also makes her burn with rage at the adults in Clover's village. She feels more and more justified the longer she listens to him, and her resolve to bring the human and his soul to Asgore becomes even more unshakable.
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...oddly enough, the little punk didn't seem to mind it when she told him that.
With these strange thoughts filling her head, Undyne continues to lead the blind child through Waterfall, doing her best to hurry him through before they run into anyone...
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...but, unluckily, there is someone that they have to get through to make it to the Capital, and despite his age, he isn't the type of monster to fail to notice them...
"Wah ha ha! How's my favorite Guppy doing?!" a loud, jubilant voice calls out, stopping Undyne in her tracks.
With a small, annoyed sigh, Undyne turns to look at the monster in question.
Standing in front of her is an old, goatee-sporting tortoise, who wears clothes that would be more fitting on an archeologist than a salesman. In his hand is an overly-large magnifying glass, which he positions in front of his wares, acting almost like a jewler taking a look at precious gems.
"...Hey Gerson. It's... it's been a while." Undyne says, sounding surprisingly apprehensive.
"Ha! Ol' Fluffybuns still working you to the bones?" he asks, grinning widely. "I told you that joining the Guard wouldn't do anything good to your free time! You know what they say, with age comes wisdom, and I've got age to spare!"
"I'm fine, nothing to complain about... but I am actually busy right now, so I'll have to cut this short..."
Gerson tilts his head, looking the Guard Captain over with a curious gleam in his eye.
"Oho? What's got you going so fast? Finally decided to give the other Guards a kick in the pants and get em into shape?! Well, I suppose you'd know all about kicking old folks, ha!"
"...Something like that." Undyne mutters, scowling at Gerson's words. "Seriously, I need to get going. I'll see you--"
Suddenly, the old monster's gaze turns towards Undyne's companion, and his one working eye widens, staring at Clover with obvious recognition. His cheerful, joking demeanor instantly vanishes, and he turns towards the Captain of the Royal Guard with a serious, no-nonsense expression.
"Now, who's that you got with you? A new friend?"
"They're... they're a--"
"Why don't you introduce me to him, Undyne." Gerson interrupts, voice suddenly cold. "After that, the kid can go over and take a look around my shop while me and you... talk."
Undyne frowns, dreading what this talk will entail, but before she can open her mouth to speak, Clover pushes past her, extending a hand towards Gerson's general direction.
"Howdy! I'm Clover, and yes, before you ask, I'm a human." he says cheerfully. "Miss Undyne here is taking me to see Asgore, which is exactly what I want, so there's no need to worry!"
"..."
The aging tortoise stares at Clover's outstretched hand for several seconds, but eventually...
"Wah ha ha! I guess you have a plan, don't you?!" he laughs, gleefully shaking the young human's hand. "But I wonder if you've got a plan for when things go wrong? You know, a way to SAVE yourself if Ol' Fluffybuns gets violent?"
Clover's eyes widen at Gerson's emphasis on the word "save", but after wracking his brains for a few seconds, he finds a suitable answer.
"Y-Yeah... I... uh... I'm a little scared, and there are LOADs of things that can go wrong... but I think that it'll work out for the best!"
"Ha! Alright then, if you're sure..."
Undyne stares at the two, completely bewildered by Gerson's sudden change in attitude, but she soon puts all of those thoughts out of her mind when Gerson looks at her again.
"Don't think you're off the hook, Guppy. We've still got to talk! Clover, you can go find a way to entertain yourself. We'll be done in around an hour or two."
"An hour..." the fish-like guard mutters, looking miserable.
Without giving her any time to argue, Gerson grasps her arm in a surprisingly-powerful grip despite his lingering injuries, dragging the Captain of the Royal Guard away from Clover soon after...
The young, blind child idly twiddles his thumbs, waiting patiently for his captor to get back from her talk with Gerson. As he does so, he can't help but grin with satisfaction at how well things are going for him.
'I don't know why I was so scared of her at first. Miss Undyne is a big old softie. When I told her about life on the Surface... well, she reacted pretty similarly to Martlet, even though she tried to hide it.'
As if on habit, he taps on his gun's holster, and once he catches himself doing this, a frown forms on his face.
'Still, I sure hope that Doggo is ok. Undyne... she beat him up pretty bad, from what I could hear. Maybe... maybe I should've gotten Flowey to LOAD back to before the fight happened, and then I could've found a way to stop it...'
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'...Well, I'm sure it'll be fine. If I can make friends with Undyne-- which I know I can-- then she'll definitely let Doggo off the hook without any other consequences...'
He pushes his worried thoughts about the monsters he left in Snowdin out of his mind, instead focusing on what else is needed to complete his mission.
'What else did Flowey say that I gotta do to make friends with her?' he wonders, wracking his brain for several seconds. 'I've heard a buncha her stories, and she's heard a ton of mine, so all that's left is to...'
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'...Right, I remember now. Flowey told me that she used to be real good friends with...'
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'So all I gotta do is remind her of him, and... and let her realize just who she was friends with, and she'll help me with Asgore in no time...'
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He scowls at these thoughts, feeling disgusted with himself.
'...God, I feel kinda gross for having to do this... but if it's what it'll take to get her help against Asgore... then I guess I'll have to.'
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After more than an hour of dwelling on these thoughts, Undyne returns, rubbing her head with a pained expression on her head.
"Old bastard still packs a mean punch..." she mutters, before raising her voice towards Clover.
"Listen up, punk! Me and Gerson had a little talk, and he's helped me realize a few things! It's getting way too late, and it's probably close to your bedtime by now! We'll be crashing at my place for the night, understood?!"
The young cowboy flinches back at her suddenly appearing, but after a few seconds, he nods his head, hopping to his feet immediately after.
"Good! Now follow me! I want to get this whole 'adventure' of ours finished as quickly as possible, and the sooner we get to sleep, the sooner we can wake up tomorrow and get this over with!"
Chapter 36: Undyne's house
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Inside a strangely-shaped house in the back-end of Waterfall, a small figure can be seen stirring...
With a yawn, Clover sits up in Undyne's bed, rubbing his eyes to get the sleepiness out of them.
After the typical panic that comes with waking up and not being able to see, he rolls out of the surprisingly comfortable bed, throwing his clothes on a few seconds later. Once he's sure he's presentable and ready to take on the day, Clover summons the familiar yellow glasses onto his face, tapping away at his holster to find the exit to the room.
When he leaves the room, he's met with quite a strange "sight". Laying sprawled out on the only couch in the house is a large, one-eyed monster, who's usual look of fierceness is now replaced by a small, anxious scowl.
Ignoring Undyne's sleeping form, the young cowboy makes his way to the kitchen, ruffling around the fridge for several seconds as he searches for something to eat.
'Let's see here... she's got some eggs, some... I think that's milk? It could just be store-bought tea in a gallon jug though... uh... there's some butter? Does raw butter even taste good?'
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'...Yeah, it probably does, but Miss Undyne looks like she eats healthy, and I'm pretty sure that eating a buncha butter is the exact opposite of that.'
A loud snore from Undyne causes Clover to halt his search, looking over at her general direction for several seconds...
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...Thankfully, she doesn't stir from her sleep.
With a small sigh of relief, he goes back to riffling through her fridge, eventually deciding on eggs for breakfast.
For a brief moment, he considers waking her up and asking her to help him cook... but for whatever reason, Clover gets the strange feeling that it wouldn't end well. As a matter of fact, the feeling of dread he gets at the idea is worse than anything he's felt before, and it actually causes him to be afraid for a moment...
So he decides against it, and instead gets to work on cooking by himself. Sure, he hasn't had that much practice ever since he lost his eyesight, but it can't be too hard, right?
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...and if it is, he's got his own little backup plan to SAVE the meal.
Undyne groans, tossing and turning on the uncomfortable couch she's resting on. The light of "day" shines through the window, forcing the exhausted monster to cover her face with an arm, attempting to get back to sleep.
"...Mnot ready... five more minutes..." she mutters, voice shockingly different from her normal tone.
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Suddenly, a strange, familiar smell reaches the Captain of the Royal Guard. Something that smells like... like fire...?
Undyne's eye shoots open, and she immediately hops to her feet when she sees thick, black smoke pour from her kitchen.
With speed that would put any human to shame, she dashes into the room where the smoke comes from, instantly seeing a sight that causes her to halt in her tracks.
Standing in front of her stove is a small, panicked child, who does his best to recover the burnt mess inside the metal pan before him.
The sight is familiar enough to cause a smile to appear on Undyne's face, and for a brief moment, she sees a different child in Clover's place, an odd-looking monster she knew long ago...
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The burnt eggs in the pan Clover is holding suddenly catches fire, snapping the fish-like monster out of her thoughts.
Acting quickly, she pushes Clover away from the fire in the pan, summoning several large, magical spears to BEAT the fire into submission.
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It doesn't work quite as well as she had hoped, but eventually, the fire goes out on its own. With a relieved smile, she turns towards the young, blind child next to her.
"What were you thinking, punk?!" she demands, voice just as loud as ever. "If you were hungry, you could've just woke me up! I'm a fantastic cook! Best in the ENTIRE Royal Guard!"
"I... uh... I'm sorry..." Clover mutters, looking slightly ashamed.
"Well, I'm sure that I've got SOMETHING else to eat in the pantry, and it isn't that big of a..."
An odd look makes its way onto her face as she notices something strange about the eggs Clover was cooking...
"...You were making me breakfast too?"
"Uhm... y-yeah. I thought... I thought I may as well, since I was up early..."
"..."
"..."
With a wide grin, Undyne grabs the burnt eggs off the pan, throwing them into her mouth immediately after.
Under Clover's shocked "gaze", Undyne consumes all the food he made for her, nodding her head the entire time.
"...Yep. This is awful." she says, smacking her lips appreciatively. "But it's still way better than what I'm used to! Good job, punk!"
"...Thanks?"
"You're welcome!"
The two stand there for several seconds, each laughing at the fish-like guard's words... but as more and more time passes by, Undyne's smile begins to slip off of her face.
"...So... kid..." she begins, staring down at Clover hesitantly.
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"...Yeah? What is it?" Clover asks, tilting his head.
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With a large scowl, Undyne pushes her hesitation away, instead shouting her next sentence.
"I was just wondering if you were you ready to DIE yet?! Because it's going to happen today!"
Rather than acting as she'd expect, such as being frightened or even angry, Clover instead nods his head, smiling brightly.
"Mhm! Are you taking me to Asgore today?"
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"..."
"Tch. That's... well... talking with Gerson helped me realize a few things yesterday..." she mumbles, looking off to the side with an unreadable expression on her face.
Yet again, the young, blind child in front of her tilts his head, asking her another question with obvious curiosity.
"Like what?"
As soon as the words leave his mouth, Clover ducks to the side, avoiding a spear that pierced through the air where he just was.
"I realized that letting punks like you get what they want isn't a good idea! What if you have some weird plan to hurt Asgore, huh?! Humans are notoriously sneaky! So I've decided that I'll just have to..."
The suddenly-violent Guard Captain sends another spear at Clover, but again he barely avoids it, leading to a new hole in Undyne's house.
"KILL YOU BEFORE WE REACH ASGORE!"
Dozens of spears appear in the air behind her, turning Clover's body into a pincushion but the small human ducks and rolls, somehow dodging the first actual wave of attacks she throws at him, not even suffering a scratch. As he gets to his feet, Undyne's voice calls out, obviously impressed.
"...Not bad, punk. Not bad at all..." she admits, calming down slightly. "...But this just proves how DANGEROUS humans are! I don't know how you do it, but you always seem to know when I'm about to attack before I do! Frankly, it pisses me off. Is it a normal human thing, or do blind humans have special powers, or...?"
"It's just a me thing, don't worry." Clover reassures, before hurrying to change the subject. "Now before you try to kill me again, what's the real reason you're attacking? We both know that I ain't gonna hurt Asgore. If I could, I'd have done the same to you and found my way to him by myself."
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Undyne scoffs, looking off to the side with a pained expression on her face.
"What, do you think Asgore likes killing little kids?! Of course he doesn't, but it's his duty to his people. He has to, even if it hurts him."
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"God, I don't even know why I'm telling you this, punk..." she says, shaking her head in disgust. "I don't know if it's some sort of human magic that you've put on me, but I keep getting the feeling that I know you... and it makes me want to talk to you more than I should..."
The young human doesn't respond, letting the silence pressure her into continuing.
"...I guess you'd better take a seat... just know that I will kill you after I finish talking!"
Clover sits on the surprisingly-tall couch, kicking his legs idly as he waits for Undyne to begin her story.
"I'm going to keep this as short and sweet as I can, got it?!" the Captain of the Royal Guard says, glaring down at Clover with an annoyed expression on her face.
"Yes ma'am."
"Good! Well, you've lived in Snowdin for over a month now, so you've got to know about why Asgore started a war to begin with, right?!"
"Mhm."
"Thank God, because I hate telling that story..." she mutters, raising her voice soon after.
"Alright! Well, only two humans have ever made it to Asgore! One of them was the little punk that Doggo used to follow around, and the other was this weirdo who wanted to 'talk' with Asgore! Everyone went on and on about how 'Kind' they were and all that garbage... but I know better! One of my good friends disappeared shortly before the little jackass went to see Asgore, and I'd be willing to bet that they intentionally gave themselves up after killing a monster!"
"...What'd this friend look like?" Clover questions, much to Undyne's displeasure.
"It was a long time ago, and I didn't have any pictures of them, but I do remember them looking really weird for a monster... actually, why am I even telling you this?! That's not important! What's important is that Asgore KILLED both of them, and even though I wasn't there to see how he reacted, Gerson definitely was!"
"Gerson is one of the oldest monsters in the world, and he's been friends with Asgore for centuries! Even if their friendship is a little strained now... Gerson still worries about him! From what he told me, Asgore was devastated both times he killed those humans! It was like having Chara die all over again!"
"Uh... maybe he could--"
"And don't you dare suggest that he could just stop!" Undyne interrupts, furiously glaring at Clover. "Humans almost managed to wipe us out, then they locked us underneath a mountain! We've been here for so long. You can't blame Asgore for trying to find a way to free us!"
The blind cowboy scowls at her attempts to cope with Asgore's crimes, but wisely decides to keep his mouth shut, not pointing out that Asgore could've went through the Barrier with one soul by now.
"But even though it's his duty, he hates to do it. Every time we get more rumors about a human falling down, he's more anxious and scared than anyone, even if he has the least to fear out of any monster! He's too much of a big softie to get used to killing the humans, but he cares too much about his people to stop! And so that's why I'll be the one to kill you!"
Clover opens his mouth to speak, but Undyne doesn't let him, cutting him off before he can say something to dissuade her.
"Stand still! This won't take long!"
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The young, blind human tries, and dies, and tries some more, doing his best to find a way to convince the Captain of the Royal Guard to stop attacking him... and yet no matter what he does, she's relentless, forcing Flowey to LOAD over and over. Eventually, however, he gets an idea that just might work...
Clover ducks under a spear, using the narrow window of time he has to dash towards Undyne. As expected, she reacts with a massive backhand, intent on taking Clover's head off with one strike.
With impossibly precise movements, the young, blind child moves just enough to stop the attack from instantly killing him, much to his relief, but this doesn't mean that he completely avoided it. What little of the attack that does hit him manages to throw him dozens of feet away, causing his tiny body to impact the wall with a dull thud.
The young human grabs his chest, gasping for air as he attempts to force himself to breathe... but when his hands grab onto his chest, he "realizes" that something is missing...
Undyne curiously looks at the floor, momentarily halting her attack as she notices something that fell out of the young human's vest. Reaching down, she grabs a small, wrinkled piece of paper... a piece of paper that has five pictures slapped onto it, and one of these pictures causes her remaining eye to widen in disbelief.
As the Captain of the Royal Guard holds Clover's MISSING poster, she can't help but recognize one bewildering detail from the picture before her...
Hope, the Human of Kindness, looks exactly like one of her old childhood friends.
Chapter 37: A child named Hope
Notes:
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"P-Punk... what the hell is this?!" Undyne asks, not believing what her eye is seeing.
"...Seems obvious, don't it? It's my MISSING poster." Clover explains, seemingly confused by the question. "It has the pictures of all the other kids who've fallen into the Underground. Melody was the most recent, being around five years ago, then around 10 years before her, Hope fell into the Underground, and... well, I think you get the point."
Undyne visibly pales when she hears Clover say this, and any thoughts she had of taking his soul immediately vanish.
"That... the Kindness soul fell around 15 years ago...? No, that can't be... can it...?"
If Undyne were able to tear her gaze away from the piece of paper in her hand to look at the young cowboy, she'd immediately notice the relieved, self-satisfied grin on his face. Clover makes sure to keep his tone confused as he asks his next leading question.
"Huh? Whaddya talking about, Miss? What's got ya confused?"
"..."
The fish-like Captain of the Royal Guard falls silent, searching Hope's picture for any sign that they're different from the weird-looking monster she once knew...
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"...No, I... I must be misremembering things. There's no way I wouldn't have realized by now if... if they were... the names must be a coincidence..."
As Undyne tries to convince herself that her childhood friend was not a human, Clover suddenly has the strangest sensation from deep within his SOUL. It's... it's almost like he needs to do something...
Following his instincts, Clover pushes the brim of his hat up, giving his eyes a clear line of "sight" to the monster in front of him. He stares at her, unseeing, for several seconds, until...
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...until he sees.
In a dimly lit, abandoned section of Waterfall, one small, fish-like monster can be seen swinging around a large stick, shouting the entire time.
""NGAAHHHH! Take that, human! And that! And this! And--"
This small monster suddenly pauses mid-swing, and a faint blue blush appears on her face as she hears something in the darkness around her...
"Who's there?!" she demands, peering off into the darkness. "I heard you! You can't hide from me!"
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She gets no answer, causing her to scowl fiercely.
"Come on! Show yourself!"
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"Gerson? Are you playing another prank?! I'll beat you up if you are!"
From the darkness, a quiet, timid voice calls out.
"Y-You know Gerson...?"
Undyne whirls towards the source of the noise, pointing her spear-like stick at it.
"That's right!" she says, posing heroically. "I've been helping the Hammer of Justice fight against evildoers in the Underground! And he's even been training me a little! Now show yourself, or I'll show you the results of our training!"
"P-Promise you won't hurt me...?"
The scared tone of this unknown figure causes Undyne to halt in her posing, a look of obvious confusion on her face.
"Huh? Why would I hurt you?! I'm a HERO IN TRAINING! I'd NEVER hurt an innocent!"
"...O-Ok..."
Out of the darkness, a young, short figure appears, shivering slightly.
This figure is by far the weirdest monster Undyne has ever seen. Their green eyes are normal enough, sure, and the same can be said about their light brown skin and black hair, but everything else about them? That's a different story.
The shape of the monster in front of her is just... strange. It's something Undyne has never seen before. They're sorta similar to her own shape, but the way everything is proportioned... it's completely different! And the clothes on them... I mean, a cooking apron? And one that dirty?! How can you even have dirty clothes in Waterfall?! There's water everywhere! Just dunk your stuff inside a nearby pool!
Undyne immediately marches over to this strange-looking monster, but when she approaches, they raise the object in their hands-- a cast-iron pan-- defensively, as if expecting her to attack them. With a derisive snort, she bats the pan away, causing them to flinch backwards, closing their eyes tightly in preparation to receive a hit...
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"???"
After several seconds, the strange monster's eyes timidly open, before confusion becomes evident on their face by the sight that greets them.
Undyne's hand is outstretched, and a large, reassuring grin can be seen on her face.
"...?"
"Hi! I'm Undyne, and I'm ten years old now! I'm training to be a hero with GERSON, THE HAMMER OF JUSTICE--"
She takes a few seconds to pose, still keeping her hand outstretched towards the weird-looking monster.
"--it's nice to meet you! Wanna be friends?!"
"..."
The weird-looking monster take several seconds to react to her words, but when they do, they can't stop an unbelieving look from appearing on their face.
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...Well? Are you gonna introduce yourself or not?!"
With a small, grateful smile, the apron-clad monster shakes her hand.
"R-Right... I'm Hope, I'm also ten! It's... it's nice to meet you! And yes, I'd really like it if we could be friends..."
The scenery around the two becomes blurred, shifting much like what you'd expect from a dream. A few moments later, it settles, forming into a familiar sight for Undyne...
The dim, abandoned room in Waterfall is replaced with a bright, clean-looking kitchen. In this kitchen, two young children can be seen, both looking slightly older now.
The taller of the two silently giggles to herself, while her companion throws more and more items into the metal pan on the stove.
"Hahahaha! Oh man, I can't WAIT to see Gerson's reaction when you burn down his kitchen!" she says teasingly, much to the other child's frustration.
"Shut up Undyne! I've got this! I'm not going to burn anything!" Hope says, sounding more like he's trying to convince himself than the fish next to him.
"You sure? I'm not the best cook, but I don't think that eggs are supposed to produce this much smoke!"
"That's normal! That's really totally normal!"
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"...Probably. Now enough talking! Hand me some more oil! I think that's what I'm missing!"
Giggling even harder now, Undyne hurries to follow her friend's commands, soon returning with a large bottle of the stuff.
"Thanks!" Hope says, relieved. "This is the most important step! According to a friend I used to know at my old home, I'll need to stir it up as fast as possible with my spatula! If I want to do this really fast, then I'll need both hands, so you can just pour it in there, alright? The more the better!"
"You got it! This is going to be SO TASTY!"
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An hour later, an old, hammer-carrying tortoise can be seen scolding the two, occasionally pointing at the now-burnt pan in Hope's hand as he lectures them on the dangers of fire.
Yet again, the scenery ripples, and Gerson's kitchen fades into nothingness. The nothingness doesn't last longer than a second, however, as the next scene soon replaces it...
Instead of being inside this time, the area around Undyne and Hope has shifted to form the dimly-lit room where they first met each other. Just like when they had first met, Undyne swings an object around... only this time, the object in her hands is far more dangerous.
Hope, now looking several years older, leans his head to the side, easily avoiding a bright-blue spear that destroys the stone wall behind him. With a sigh, he raises his hands, attempting to calm the angry monster in front of him.
"Undyne, I'm sorry, honest! But... when did I ever tell you that I was going to go? I get that you're mad, but--"
"You... you... you little PUNK!" the spear-chucking fish shouts, looking furious. "Why didn't you come with me?!?! I was so excited! I even... I even told Asgore that you'd show up! I've been bragging about you for weeks! He was looking forward to meeting you!"
For whatever reason, the weird-looking monster flinches, grimacing at the idea of meeting with Asgore.
"I... come on Undyne! You know that I don't do well around crowds, and New Home is full of them!"
Rather than being calmed down by his excuses, Undyne's rage only grows, and Hope has to hurriedly duck to the side to avoid another spear.
"I already told you that I had it handled! I've found a ton of ways to get to Asgore's Castle without running into a bunch of monsters! Heck, Asgore even cleared a path in preparation! Do you have ANY idea how embarrassing it is to tell him that my shy, timid friend was going to visit, and that he'll need to have a clear path to the Castle to do so, only to have you not even bother to show up?!?!"
"W-Well... I'm sure Asgore--"
"Oh, he was perfectly understanding! His kid didn't like the crowds too or whatever... but that didn't help much! I'm pretty sure that he's beginning to doubt that you exist!"
"..."
"We had to cancel today's training early, because apparently I 'wasn't in a good enough mindset to learn', whatever THAT means! Asgore was going to teach me how to identify and fight against humans today!"
Oddly enough, Hope pales at these words, looking almost... terrified?
"F-F-Fight humans...? You want to fight humans?" he asks, flinching slightly at the exasperated look she gives him.
"Of COURSE I want to!" Undyne shouts angrily, causing Hope to take a step back. "THAT'S WHAT REAL HEROES DO! The humans almost wiped us out, then doomed us to be locked down here until we eventually die out! What do you think I've been training for?!?! We only need four more souls to break the Barrier, and once we do..."
"...Asgore will declare war on humanity, yeah..."
Hope looks down at his shoes, thinking deeply to himself at his best friend's words.
"I... sigh... I'm not too mad at you, I guess... I was just really looking forward to this, you know? I think you'd get along great with Asgore... since you're both TOTAL WEENIES!"
"...Hehe... I guess I am..."
"Still, even if you are... that doesn't matter to me! I can be brave enough for both of us!"
"I... yeah... but I'd like to be brave too sometimes, you know?"
Undyne grins, patting the shorter child on the shoulder.
"If you want to, then I'm sure you can. Even if I rag on you for being a scaredy-cat, you're still just as capable of being brave as me or Gerson!"
"...Thanks, Undyne. I... I think I've got an idea of a brave thing to do..."
"Oh? Want to share?!"
Hope smirks, looking up to stare at her with a smug, mocking expression.
"Nuh-uh! No spoiling it! You'll just have to wait until after I do it to find out!"
"Don't make me wait for long, punk! I'll kick your ass if you do!"
The Kind child's smile falters at this, but he continues on, forcing the smile to stay on his face. "Don't worry, it won't take long. Promise!"
Once more, the scenery blurs, but unlike the last few times, it doesn't completely change. Instead, the dimly lit room in Waterfall remains, looking as if years have passed. Hope is gone this time, instead being replaced by a teenage, buzzcut-sporting Undyne. Slightly behind her is Gerson, looking almost as timid as Hope did when he first encountered her.
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"...This is where I first met him, you know?" the fish-like monster says, voice dangerously calm.
Rather than joke around as he usually would, Gerson's voice is strangely morose as he looks down at his water-logged boots, shame evident in his body language.
"I know, Guppy... I know..."
"Well, he's been gone for around three years now, hasn't he? That's a really long vacation, huh?"
"..."
"I know that I'm not the smartest monster in the Underground, and I'm most certainly not the most observant... but even I've realized something by now. Would you like me to tell you what that is?"
"..."
"Hope... he isn't coming back, is he?"
"...No." Gerson says, voice mournful. "I'm... I'm sorry Guppy, but--"
Her fist lashes out suddenly, catching the aging monster directly in the jaw. Gerson, unprepared for this sudden strike, goes flying backwards, being buried several feet into the nearest wall.
"How dare you hide this shit from me?!?!" she shouts, looking angrier than Gerson has ever seen her. "Don't you think that I deserved to know?!"
The Hammer of Justice doesn't get the chance to respond due to his current predicament, leading to Undyne continuing her rant.
"He was the best friend I've ever had! He was the sweetest, kindest little bastard I've met in the ENTIRE UNDERGROUND! What, you think you're justified?! You think you're heroic for keeping it to yourself?! Is that it?!?! I'll tell you what you are: A COWARD!"
Her anger builds quickly, and before long, she's pelting Gerson's trapped body with bright-blue spears.
"Do you think I'm stupid?! Do you really think that I'd never notice?!?! You're not a hero! You're not 'The Hammer of Justice' anymore! Maybe you never were! All you are is a scared, shameful old man who couldn't defend a child-- his child's life! You practically raised Hope! You've taken care of him ever since he moved to Waterfall! That last human who fell down here, the 'Soul of Kindness'? I bet they were the jackass who did it, weren't they?!"
The aging monster, caught up in the hailstorm of spears, can't speak loud enough to correct her, leading to Undyne becoming even more furious.
"That's what happened, huh?! Some human came around, killed Hope, then you decided to hide what had happened?! What, you couldn't handle killing a second human, so you just let them go?! God, you disgust me!"
One last spear, this time being far larger in size, builds up behind her.
"I never want to talk to or see you again. Go to hell."
The pillar-sized spear flies forward, striking the trapped tortoise harder than any and all of the previous attacks combined. Without bothering to see if he's alright, Undyne leaves, running towards New Home as fast as her legs can carry her...
The familiar scenery fades, leaving Undyne back in her home. As soon as the vision ends, she shoots to her feet with a devastated, furious expression on her face.
Without wasting any time, she dashes at Clover, grabbing the young human by his shirt's collar.
"What the HELL was that?!?!" she demands, shaking him roughly.
"..."
"ANSWER ME, PUNK!"
"..."
"What?! You think just because you're blind that I won't kick your ass?! What the hell is your issue?! You can't pull something like that and expect me not to kick your teeth down your thr--"
A small sniffle reaches her ears, causing Undyne's anger to quell enough for her to actually take a look at the child in front of her...
Tears run down Clover's face at a startling speed, making the furious Guard Captain pause her yelling.
"...Hey kid, I... what the hell are you doing? I'm angry, sure, but you shouldn't react like this. It's not--"
Yet again, Undyne is interrupted, but this time, it's by words... words that immediately make her feel like the biggest piece of shit in the entire Underground, and as soon as she hears them, she releases her hold on his shirt.
"I-I could see!" Clover stutters, devastated. "I could see... and now... now I can't! I don't even know how I did that!"
"...Kid..."
Undyne isn't even sure of what to do now. Before he did... whatever it was that he did, she was trying to kill him... but now? Now he's in the perfect position for her to strike. If she wanted, she could easily take his soul...
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...but she doesn't want to. What she really wants to do is...
Clover freezes in place as Undyne's arms wrap around his torso, pulling the child into a tight hug.
"Hey, punk... I... ugh, I'm not one for sappy shit, so I'll keep this quick. I'm not angry at you. It's obvious that you didn't mean to do... whatever that was."
"...Sniff..."
"And since you went through my memories, I bet you've already figured out who my friend is, huh?"
"Sniff... mhm... sniff..."
"Well, believe it or not, that's the first time I've realized that Hope was a human myself. I know, I should've figured it out sooner, whatever. It doesn't matter now."
"..."
"What does matter is what we're going to do next."
"...?"
Undyne sighs, releasing her hold on Clover so she can look him in the eyes.
"I'll be honest, I still don't like humans, and I still want that Barrier broken... but you've helped me discover that not all humans are bad. Three out of... no, when we consider Doggo's friend, that'd be four out of seven humans... well, four out of seven of you guys being good is actually a lot better than I had expected. Unless we were really lucky and got the only good humans in the entire world to fall down here, it'd make sense for the same to apply to most of the punks up on the Surface, wouldn't it?"
"...Sniff... what? Whaddya... sniff... whaddya mean?"
"What I mean is that I'm not going to let you die, you little punk. I'll bring you to Asgore, yeah, but I'll make sure to get him to realize that he has to give up on his war against the humans. We can wait for a bad human to fall down here, or... you know... take one of the other souls and go cause some havoc in that village you told me about."
"...You promise?"
"Of course I promise." Undyne says, standing up as proudly as she can manage. "I'm the SPEAR OF JUSTICE for a reason, you little punk! Why the heck would I lie to you?!"
"..."
Clover unsteadily gets to his feet, wiping his eyes with his bandana.
"I... alright..."
Upon seeing him get to his feet, Undyne smiles widely, waving him over soon after.
"Come here, punk! Now that my armor is off, I'll be able to carry you without hurting your fragile human body! We'll make it to Asgore in NO TIME!"
With a small, hopeful grin on his face, Clover approaches the Captain of the Royal Guard, arms outstretched so she can easily pick him up...
...but before he can reach her, two vines explode out out of the ground, being perfectly positioned behind both of them.
In an instant, the vines pierce their skulls, killing them instantly. A split-second later, a small, white "Friendliness Pellet" slams into the human's soul, shattering it into countless pieces.
As Clover's corpse falls to the ground, and Undyne's dust covers it soon after, a small, yellow flower pops out of the ground, grinning madly.
"Heheh... HAHAHA! IDIOTS!" Flowey laughs, gleefully looking down at the duo's remains.
A vine wraps around the young, blind child's body, flinging it halfway across Undyne's house.
"Honestly Clover, I didn't know you had it in you! Befriending Undyne, of all people?! The one monster who's killed you more than anyone else in the entire Underground?!"
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"Well, other than me, of course..."
Flowey awkwardly glances at the pile of dust on the floor, before quickly shifting his attention back towards the corpse.
"You've been chalk full of surprises lately, haven't you? First it was making friends with almost every single monster in Snowdin, including the ones who were around when your 'Big Sis Melody' attacked, and now being pals with Captain Undyne of the Royal Guard?! Incredible! And what's even better, you've unlocked that handy Judgement skill of yours! I'm so proud, buddy!"
A quick flick of the vine throws the body to the opposite wall, creating quite a mess.
"Even better, you'll think that Undyne killed you! I made sure to leave no evidence that'll suggest otherwise before you died, so the only logical conclusion will be that she took advantage of you when you were at your most vulnerable! How fun! Speaking of fun..."
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After a few more minutes of flinging the child's body around, Flowey eventually grows bored.
"Golly, maybe I should let that old turtle see this scene? Making it past him is always a pain in the ass! Seeing that he failed to keep you and his 'little Guppy' safe? Oh man, I'd kill to see the expression on his face..."
He considers this for several seconds...
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....but eventually shakes his head.
"Nah, no need to risk it. You've actually grown pretty close to doing what I want now. Having 'Undyne' kill you when you're at your most vulnerable, on top of being able to see for a little while, then losing your sight again? That'll break whatever emotional stability you've been forming recently. And once you're completely hopeless..."
Flowey's grin grows positively monstrous.
"...Well, that's where I come in, isn't it?"
Notes:
The "Flowey (Undertale) is an asshole" tag is well deserved. I love the little weed, and I would also love to dunk him in weedkiller.
Anywho, here's the link to the Discord Server for Undertale Yellow fanfics. There are a ton of authors there, and I'm decently active if y'all want to check it out. This chapter probably wouldn't have come out like this if it wasn't for one of the peeps on the Discord Server giving me advice.
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Chapter 38: *Not* meeting the Captain
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Martlet anxiously paces around her living room, occasionally glancing up the stairs towards Clover's room.
That... 'friend' of Clover's... for whatever reason, he gives her chills. Martlet's gut instinct tells her that leaving Clover alone with him is a bad idea, but logically, she knows that she's just being paranoid.
This flower-like monster is the first friend that Clover met in the Underground, according to him. He's the only reason that the small cowboy made it this far, and even if Martlet does mistrust him... she owes him big time.
He was the one who told Doggo that she was training Clover. If Doggo didn't show up when he did, then Clover may have gotten hurt.. maybe he would've been killed...
Besides, even if she doesn't trust Flowey, Clover obviously does. The young human has proven to be a good judge of character so far, and if he believes that Flowey is a good, kind friend, then he's probably right.
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...Still, there's something about that tiny, yellow flower that puts Martlet on edge...
A small sniffle brings the bird out of her thoughts, causing her head to immediately snap towards the stairs, where she sees the small, blind child she's been waiting for.
Despite how he tries to hide it with his overly-large hat, Martlet can easily see that his eyes are red and puffy, obvious signs that he's been crying. Perched atop his hat is Flowey, looking devastated as he stares down at Clover, full of concern.
Putting all thoughts of the flower's trustworthiness behind her, Martlet dashes at the small cowboy, pulling him into a tight hug.
"Are you okay?! What's wrong?!" she asks, voice slightly panicked.
"...Sniff... mfine..." Clover mutters, burying his face into her shoulder.
"Clover..."
"Sniff... I'll... sniff... I'll hide when Undyne comes along..."
The heartbroken, betrayed tone of his voice causes the scatterbrained guard's heart to drop. With wide, confused eyes, she looks up at Flowey, silently asking what's caused this.
Flowey shakes his head, mouthing "later" as he does so.
The lack of an answer causes Martlet to scowl, but she hurries to push her questions down, instead softly stroking Clover's hair.
"It's alright, you're fine. I'm not mad, you're safe here." she says, voice as reassuring as she can make it. "You don't have to tell me what's bothering you if you don't want to."
"...Sniff... sorry..."
"There's no reason to be sorry. I don't know why you're crying, but I promise that it'll all be okay."
"...Sniff..."
"Here, why don't I show you something really cool that I've been working on? I'm sure you'll love it!"
"...Ok..."
The bird-like monster's arms wrap around Clover's torso, pulling him into her arms as she stands up. Now carrying him, Martlet carefully walks up the stairs, heading towards the small, hidden compartment she crafted in his room...
BANG.
BANG.
BANG.
Powerful, heavy thuds beat against Martlet's front door, causing her to wince at the damage it'll no doubt be taking. After taking a few seconds to muster her courage, she slowly walks to the door, grabbing its handle a second later...
As soon as the door opens, she feels an incredible weight strike her shoulder, almost pushing Martlet into the floor. Before she can try to dodge, Undyne's hand pats her shoulder again, just as strongly as the first time.
"Martlet! You're officially off probation!" Undyne says, grinning wider than Martlet has ever seen. "I don't know how you did it, but you've FINALLY turned your life around! I'm not going to lie, punk, I never thought I'd see the day!"
The anxious bird flinches, resisting the urge to dodge away from the Captain's next 'gentle shoulder pat'.
"T-Thanks Captain!" she forces out, trying to keep her voice steady. "I'll continue to work hard in the future!"
"You've GOT to tell me what's gotten into you recently! Did you meet some mystic craftsman-sage or something?! How'd your skills improve so much?! Were you really holding out on me the entire time?!?!"
"I... uh... I don't know? It sort of just happened? One day, my best was the puzzles you saw the last time you were here, and then the next, I had all sorts of ideas! And my hand-eye coordination improved by miles!"
"'Sort of just happened', huh? Well, to be honest with you, Martlet, that makes..."
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"PERFECT SENSE! It used to happen all the time with me when I was a kid! I never could figure out why, but I guess that's just one of the strange things about being a monster, huh?"
"Y-Yeah. That's right. So--"
"But I do have some questions..." Undyne interrupts, suddenly becoming scarily serious.
Martlet pales at her tone, hurrying to stutter out a response.
"W-What is it? I've been very open in my reports about what's been going on... uh... even if you haven't received them since the UGPS was on strike..."
The Captain of the Royal Guard scowls, pushing past Martlet a second later.
"I've been freezing out here, punk. Mind if I make something hot to drink?"
"Oh-- yes, go right ahead! I..."
The scatterbrained bird suddenly pales, remembering the last time she let Undyne into the kitchen.
"Actually on second thought I'll make it! You're the guest, so there's no need for you to trouble yourself!" she hurriedly corrects, panic evident in her tone.
"What? Come on, Martlet. I'm a big monster. Making my own drink won't kill me."
"I insist!"
Undyne glares at her for several seconds, before eventually breaking out into a wide grin, glad to see that her plan is working.
"Alright, go right ahead... I can just ask my questions while you work."
As the normally-lazy bird busies herself inside the kitchen, Undyne takes a cursory glance around, idly taking in details.
'Dishes are all clean, and since I don't see a ton of water everywhere, she probably didn't just hurry to do them before I got here...'
'The floors are practically clean enough to eat off of. God, I can't remember the last time she mopped before now... the little punk really is changing...'
'She's even more nervous than she usually is when I visit. Is it just because she's been doing a good job lately, or is there another reason...?'
Suddenly, the fish-like monster's eye catches an interesting detail...
"Hey Martlet, why'd you get three cups out?" she asks, raising an eyebrow in surprise.
Martlet flinches, cursing softly to herself when she notices this mistake.
"I... uh... one for me, one for you, and... Doggo is probably going to visit soon, right? So the last one is for him!"
"Hmm..."
Undyne doesn't miss the sigh of relief the scatterbrained guard lets out, but she decides not to comment on it.
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Before long, a steaming cup of hot chocolate is on the table in front of the Captain of the Royal Guard, and she stares at Martlet with a casual, non-suspicious look on her face...
...which only causes Martlet's anxiety to grow.
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"Uh... do you like it?" she asks, unable to stand the silence.
Undyne grins, speaking in her usual loud, boisterous tone. "Of course I do, punk! This is FANTASTIC! You've really improved recently, you know? First the puzzles, then your housework, and now your cooking ability? I'm proud of you. It's nice to see that you're finally maturing."
"T-Thanks Captain..."
"Still, I did say that I had some questions, didn't I? May as well get to asking them now, while we're both relaxed."
"..."
The Guard Captain's tone doesn't change, but for some reason... Martlet can almost feel the air grow colder and more serious as she speaks.
"You've lived in this area for a while now, haven't you? And you've seen me come by for TONS of performance evaluations, even before they were directed at you, right?"
"Y-Yeah..."
"So, have you noticed anything strange about the area recently? You know, new monsters, rumors of human sightings, the residents acting strange... that sort of thing...?"
"Uh... n-no? I haven't--" she stutters, before stopping suddenly when Undyne's one remaining eye locks onto her own.
"Martlet?"
"..."
"I'd appreciate it if you told me the truth, punk."
"..."
"So, any new people in the area?"
"...Uh..."
"Alright, so there are new people around here. Got it. What about human sightings?"
"N-Nothing confirmed!" Martlet hurriedly says, learning by now that her silence isn't helping.
"So there are rumors... tch, no wonder people have been acting off..." Undyne mutters, scowling slightly. "...So if you've had new monsters in Snowdin, and you've also had rumors of human sightings... why didn't you report all of that?"
"..."
"Martlet? I know that something weird is going on, punk."
"..."
"It's related to Clover, isn't it?"
The scatterbrained guard suddenly flinches, causing a grin to appear on Undyne's face.
"That's what I thought. Now, who exactly is Clover, and where is the little punk? I know he's been living with you recently, and the name does ring a bell, but I wasn't able to learn much more than that. If he's able to make you change this much, then he must be incredible. I'm sure any kid would LOVE to meet the Spear of Justice... so where is he?"
Martlet takes a deep, calming breath, suddenly having what may be her worst idea to date.
"I... yeah, you're right. It's... it's all related to Clover." she says, acting as if the words are difficult to say. "The truth is... well, I haven't been reporting all of that because I knew that if you heard any rumors about human sightings, you'd be obligated to check, and I didn't want you visiting Snowdin..."
Before the Captain of the Royal Guard can question her further, Martlet elaborates.
"Clover... he's... he's a very shy monster. Easily scared, very timid, that sort of thing. As a matter of fact, when he learnt that you were visiting, he just about ran away. He doesn't do well around louder monsters..."
Undyne closes her mouth, suddenly looking very melancholic by Martlet's description of the young child...
"And no offense, Captain, but you're probably the loudest monster in the entire Underground. He's visiting a friend's house right now to avoid meeting you."
"..."
"I'm sorry, I really should've told you sooner, but--"
Before the bird can speak any further, Undyne raises a hand, cutting her off in an instant.
"I get it. Really, I do. I used to know a punk like that..."
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"Sigh... I can't be too mad at you, Martlet, since you've been doing such a great job recently. I'll take a look around to make sure that the rumors are false, then I'll head back to Waterfall. If the little punk does manage to get over his timidness, then send me a letter. I'd love to meet him."
"Got it... thanks, Captain." the scatterbrained guard says, sighing in relief.
Hours later, Martlet climbs the stairs at a quick pace, hurrying to Clover's room as fast as she can, soon throwing the door wide open...
...but whatever worry she felt for the young human's mental state is put on hold, as instead of being cramped in the small compartment she crafted for him, Clover instead lays on his bed, sleeping soundly. At his side is Flowey, who puts a vine in front of his mouth, silently shushing her.
"..."
Fighting back a sigh, she slowly closes the door, leaving Clover to his peaceful rest.
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...although she really needs to have a talk with that flower.
Chapter 39: Friends in Cold Places
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Ever since Captain Undyne of the Royal Guard appeared, Snowdin has been oddly silent, acting almost lifeless when compared to its usual activity. While the town is normally quiet enough, some monsters could always be seen talking to each other, no matter what time it may be.
Once Undyne arrived for her most recent performance evaluation, however, things changed. Instead of the usual quiet chatter that could be heard in the background, the residents of Snowdin Town didn't speak any more than necessary, each looking at the fish-like monster with grim, unhappy expressions.
These expressions only darkened when the monsters saw her go into Martlet's house, leading to some of them grouping up, preparing to stop the Captain of the Royal Guard from taking Clover by any means necessary.
Fortunately, it didn't come to that. After talking with Martlet, Undyne did a quick search of the area, eventually leaving when she noticed that the Ruins were still blocked off.
After she left empty-handed, the town breathed a collective sigh of relief, each and every monster deeply grateful that she didn't discover Clover's presence. Before long, Snowdin Town was in a festive mood, practically throwing a celebration due to how glad they were to not lose the newest member of their community.
As you may expect, each of them were clamoring to see Clover, both to confirm that he was okay and to bask in the simple fact that Undyne didn't kill him.
This led to one bird being very unhappy, since many of these monsters decided to wait outside of her house to meet with the young, blind child. They left after she explained that he was sleeping, of course, but it was still one of the most annoying things that Martlet has ever dealt with. Thankfully, it was over...
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...for the rest of the night.
When Martlet woke up the next day, she noticed that some of those monsters were back, eager to see the human she was housing.
To her immense surprise, however, Clover decided that he wanted to spend the day outside, talking to the monsters in Snowdin, rather than taking some time to rest and relax at home, with her.
After extracting a promise from Doggo to keep him safe, the bird-like monster waved Clover away, watching him leave with an anxious, concerned expression on her face.
And Martlet does have her reasons for being concerned. The entire time she's known Clover, he's been unwilling to shed tears, doing his best to keep his sorrow to himself. For the young cowboy to actually let himself cry, even if he tried to hide it afterwards... well, it makes her worry for him.
She could tell that he didn't really want to be around other people today, but what he wants even less is to be around Martlet, obviously fearing that she'd ask questions he doesn't want to answer.
Luckily, there's one other monster in her home after everyone else has left, and it's a monster she's been looking forward to speaking to for a while now...
Flowey twists his stem around the pillow on Clover's bed, snuggling into the soft cushion with a look of quiet contentment on his face.
'Golly, even if I usually hate it when Mr. Gun-Hat decides to live here... I have to admit that the bird-brain has some excellent pillows! I guess it comes with the territory of being one of the laziest monsters in the Underground!' he thinks, sighing softly to himself as he rests.
'You know, I don't think I'd particularly mind if this run ended up being a bust! I've been having more fun in the last two months than I've had in years before now!'
He chuckles at this, idly tossing and turning in an attempt to locate the most comfortable spot he can find on the pillow.
'But with the way things have been going, I'm pretty sure that this is the run. The one I've been waiting for ever since I first discovered that I could SAVE and LOAD! On the one hand, I do feel a little bad for Clover. After all, once the pressure is too much for him, and he gives me his soul, he won't ever be coming back! I won't have a reason to LOAD to before then!'
The small, yellow flower pauses at this, frowning at the thought for several seconds...
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'...But it isn't like he'll be completely gone, will he?' he muses, plastering a large smile onto his face. 'He'll always be with his Best Friend, the most powerful person on the entire planet... me! I mean, he'll have a few "roommates", sure, but he'll always be number one in my book! If it's anything like the other times I've gotten my hands on his soul, he'll still be conscious... the only difference is that he won't be able to resist me anymore! He'll have already given me access to his power, and with that, I can force the other Human Souls to bend to my whims!'
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'Still, that would feel a bit crowded, wouldn't it? I'll need seven souls to be a God, and who knows how many I'll absorb once I'm on the Surface? Having to constantly listen to countless souls, each screaming in an attempt to get me to stop whatever it is I'll be doing with their power... well, that doesn't sound very enjoyable...'
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'...I'm sure I'll be fine. When I have the power of a God, I'll probably be able to silence them manually.'
Flowey's fantasies of what he'll do after the blind cowboy gives up his soul are soon interrupted, as he hears the quiet, soft footsteps-- or talonsteps-- of the monster who's been raising Clover recently...
Just before Martlet manages to open the door, Flowey slaps a sad, concerned expression onto his face, feigning sleep soon after.
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Martlet opens the door to Clover's room, intent on having a serious discussion with the monster inside... but the sight that greets her causes the bird to pause, unsure of what to do.
The small, yellow flower that Clover considers to be his best friend is fast asleep, wrapping around the young cowboy's pillow. A small, anxious frown can be seen upon the flower's face, indicating that even while asleep, he can't stop worrying about his friend.
Normally, Martlet would simply exit the room, or maybe she'd even try to comfort Flowey, doing her best to make him feel better before asking whatever questions she has...
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...and yet she doesn't do either of those things. For whatever reason, everything about the flower screams danger, like a prey's instinctive response towards a predator, or a human's response to a long, dangerous fall. Every time she sees the flower, she can't help but feel a pang of agony in her chest, putting her on guard.
So instead of leaving Flowey alone, the bird-like guard instead decides to loudly clear her throat, trying to wake him up.
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...after a few tries, she finally sees the flower's eyes flitter open, and his expression becomes slightly annoyed.
"Yawn... what... what time is it...?"
Rather than give Flowey's act the time of day, Martlet immediately begins speaking, tone unusually hostile.
"What did you do to Clover yesterday?" she asks, causing Flowey to wince.
"I didn't do anything!" the flower lies. "I... I just..."
"You just...?"
"...Well, we were were talking, and he was planning on going with Undyne, and... well, it doesn't matter what I said, I managed to get him to stay in Snowdin! If I didn't, he would've gotten himself killed by your boss!"
"What did you say?"
"..."
"Do I need to ask Clover, or will you just tell me?"
Flowey flinches at the Royal Guard's words, making Martlet feel bad for a fraction of a second...
A twinge of pain in her chest is enough to push that feeling away, and she continues to glare down at the flower.
"..."
"Well?"
"I told him that... that... that he was being selfish by trying to ditch you..."
As Flowey launches into his 'truthful' explanation of what he told Martlet, he's forced to turn his face away from her to hide his wide, joy-filled smile.
'Golly, for someone who doesn't seem to like me very much, she sure is quick believe anything I say as long as it paints me in a bad light, huh? Well, you're welcome, Clover. She'll be a lot more caring around you until you're "back to normal".'
While Martlet has a chat with Flowey, two monsters can be seen walking through Waterfall, each with different expressions on their faces.
The first monster, a tall, anthropomorphic fox clad in a kimono, looks nothing short of determined as she moves towards Snowdin with steady, forceful footsteps.
Her companion, meanwhile, is much shorter than her, and is wearing clothes that you'd expect to see in a Wild West film. He contrasts his friend's expression by looking as excited as a kid in a candy store, but, oddly enough, his excitement is paired with obvious worry...
"Y'know, we could've planned for a day off or something, gotten the whole Posse to come along with us." Starlo says.
Ceroba shakes her head, not even bothering to look at the Sheriff of the Wild East.
"We've wasted enough time already. I was planning on leaving yesterday, but--"
"But you would've had to leave without me, I know, and I do appreciate you waiting for me. It's just a shame that you couldn't do the same for our other friends."
His interruption is met with a snort. "They'll be fine. The human isn't going anywhere, and I doubt they'll be that fun to meet. You know what they say about humans: they're cruel, heartless beasts. Humans are dangerous, and I wouldn't be surprised if this one is the same."
"Then why're you coming all this way?" Starlo asks, causing her to halt in place, suddenly at a loss for words.
"I... I just..."
Her expression crumbles just a bit, soon resembling the hopeless look that Starlo has become so familiar with.
"...I just need to confirm something. When my hopes turn out to be wrong, and they are just like every other human, I'll head back to the Wild East."
A heavy silence fills the air between them, and they continue walking, each lost in their own thoughts now...
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"And what if they're different?" the Sheriff suddenly asks. "What if they're like a real cowboy? You know, kind, just, and willing to defend the innocent? Maybe I'll get a new Posse member!"
Caught off guard, Ceroba can't help but laugh at this, turning to look at her companion for the first time since they began this walk.
"Honestly Star, your imagination can be a little overactive sometimes!" she says, staring at him with a small, teasing grin. "I mean, I get that Mooch said that the human 'looks like they'd fit around the Wild East', but what do you really expect? That they'll be a gun-slinging, hat-wearing, justice-seeking cowboy? That's a little much, even for you!"
Starlo chuckles along with her, glad to see that his attempts to distract her from her dark thoughts are succeeding.
"Yeah, I guess that is a little unbelievable... but I still have hope! I got a good feeling about this, y'see! Mark my words, I'll be having a dual against a real human before the week is up!"
"Okay, okay, whatever you say... hey, is it just me, or is it getting a lot colder?"
"That must mean that we're getting close..." Starlo says, rubbing his chin with a thoughtful expression. "...Race you there!"
Without giving the tall fox a chance to respond, he dashes away from her, hightailing it towards the source of the cold.
"God Star, you're so immature sometimes! I swear, you really need to start acting your age!" she scolds, shaking her head in disappointment...
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...before immediately running after him, doing her best to catch up to the speedy Sheriff.
Chapter 40: The Sheriff arrives
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Clover trudges along, slowly being led home by Doggo, who has his hand gripped in one of the guard's paws. Occasionally, the elderly dog glances at him, obviously worried.
The reason for his worry isn't because he can see any change in Clover's demeanor or anything. As a matter of fact, Doggo can't see Clover at all, which is the cause for his sudden concern. The small cowboy's habit of tapping at his holster has seemed to fade overnight, and Clover instead keeps his hands tightly balled up into fists...
...well, they were tightly balled up, but when Doggo grabbed the small human's hand to lead him around Snowdin Town, all the tenseness went out of it. Rather than the firm grasp he'd usually take when Doggo would grab his hand, Clover barely put any pressure into his grip, leaving it almost limp in Doggo's paw.
Funnily enough, Clover's been treating the old dog much gentler than usual, as if Doggo has been recently injured... this is nonsense, of course, as he's never felt in better shape! Still, Clover's sudden change of attitude does cause his worry to grow...
No matter how many times Doggo asks, Clover refuses to say what's wrong, continuously telling him that "everything is fine" and that he's "just tired, since the last few days have been stressful". The nearly-blind guard doesn't believe any of this, but he's wise enough to know that Clover doesn't want to talk about it, so he stops his questions.
Instead, he does his best to cheer the blind human up, traveling around Snowdin to do his favorite activities, only this time, they're joined by as many monsters as Doggo can stand...
...which considering the old dog's temperament, isn't that many... but their gesture is appreciated nonetheless!
From taking another tour around the area, to testing out Martlet's puzzles, and even to sitting down to 'see' an impromptu acrobatic performance by Hec and his siblings in Honeydew Resort, they go through many of the small child's favorite things to do in Snowdin. From time to time, a smile can be seen upon Clover's face, but Doggo notices that he always seems... distant. His mind is somewhere else, and nothing that the elderly guard does seems to be able to bring it to the present.
For a minute, Doggo even thought that there might be problems with Martlet, but when he asked, Clover hurriedly shot that down, reacting with more vigor to this statement than anything else Doggo has shown him today.
With no other options, the nearly-blind dog eventually decides that there's only one thing left to do, and that's to take Clover to see his favorite monster in Snowdin...
And so now they're walking back to Martlet's house, having shaken off all of the monsters following the human around.
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...But their walk isn't as peaceful and quiet as Doggo had hoped, as the two soon stumble upon a strange scene...
"Now, y'all take a look at this! This is what a real cowboy can do with his six-shooter!" a strange, star-headed monster says, twirling a gun in his right hand.
A crowd has gathered around this strange monster, each looking on in surprise as the Sheriff of the Wild East does his newest trick.
With one hand, Starlo throws a handful of coins into the air, and then immediately after, his other hand glows faintly, signalling that he's using magic to aid in whatever trick he's doing.
With quick, precise movements, Starlo points his gun at the six coins in the air, taking careful aim as he waits for gravity to take hold of them...
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Bang!
As soon as the coins begin falling to the ground, he pulls the trigger of his six-shooter, sending a single bullet towards the gold. Under the awed gaze of the monsters around him, the bullet impacts the first coin, but rather than lose its momentum or continue through the coin, it bounces off of it, soon impacting the next piece of gold.
Before long, a dazzling sight can be seen in Snowdin Town as six gold coins, each now suspended by magic in the air, continuously bounce a bullet between them. From time to time, Sheriff North Star throws in a little extra magic, adding sparkles or some other effect that further dazzles the onlookers.
Starlo grins at the cheers reaching his ears, and he turns to the crowd with a glint in his eyes.
"One bullet ain't really that impressive, is it?"
Some of the more-excited monsters eagerly tell him that yes, it is impressive, much to his joy.
"Well, lemme tell y'all something interesting... you ain't seen nothing yet!"
In the blink of an eye, he quick-fires his gun, sending five more bullets to join in the fun.
The crowd's reaction is instantaneous, and they look on at this sight as if it was the most entertaining thing they've ever seen.
Despite his satisfaction with how his performance is going, Starlo can't help but be confused.
'...It ain't that special, is it?' he silently wonders, wiping off a bead of sweat from his head. 'I mean, yeah, it takes a ton of control to manage something like this, but all of the folks around here are supposed to be pretty good with magic. Surely they can pull something like this off too, especially if they work together!'
As he thinks this, he actually starts paying attention to what the residents of Snowdin say to each other.
"Do you think Clover can do this?!" one monster questions, before their companion shakes their head.
"Of course not. He's great at magic for his age, sure, but he's still just a kid... and, you know... that 'North Star' monster looks like he's using his sight to control the magic. That isn't exactly something that Clover can replicate, is it?"
"Oh... you're right... still! A real cowboy is in our town! I'm sure Clover would love to meet him! Someone should go get him and Doggo!"
This conversation causes Starlo to tilt his head, slightly baffled.
'Clover, huh? That name... I'm sure I've heard it from somewhere before. Now where do I recognize it from...?'
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The star-headed monster shakes these thoughts away, instead focusing back on the performance.
'It don't matter. I can find out later... after I'm done with the finale!"
With this, he pulls the trigger of his gun yet again, sending another half-dozen bullets to join their brethren.
"Now, I ain't the best monster when it comes to magic..." he says, tipping his hat to the crowd. "So I'm gonna have to cut this a little short! Now... catch!"
After saying this, he points at one of the monsters in the crowd. Immediately after, one of the bullets bouncing between the coins moves at just the right angle to avoid hitting any other coins, instead being hurled towards the surprised monster.
Before anyone can react, the bullet slams into the monster's forehead, harmlessly bouncing off of it. Rubbing his head in bewilderment, the monster crouches down to pick up the bullet, holding it up for everyone to see.
What's left of the bullet glows faintly, as the lingering traces of Starlo's magic leave one last present engraved onto it... a perfect carving of the monster holding the bullet.
The crowd goes absolutely wild at this, each cheering and begging to be the next to receive a bullet. Starlo's smile only grows when he hears this, and to the side, Ceroba sighs softly.
Whatever disappointed words she mutters are drowned out, as the Sheriff of the Wild East directs the next bullet to another monster, leaving 10 left...
...9 left...
...8 left...
...7 left...
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Eventually, Starlo's eyes roam the crowd, looking for the monster who'll receive the last bullet of the day, when he sees a sight that causes his mood to brighten considerably...
There's one short, strangely-proportioned monster away from the crowd, looking oddly familiar to the Sheriff. This short monster wears clothes that are nearly identical to the sort you'd see in a human's Wild West film, and his hat is pulled down, hiding his face. By this monster's side is a large, shifty-eyed dog, who leads the young cowboy around by the hand.
"Well I'll be! Look Ceroba! We ain't the only ones from the East around here!" Starlo says, smiling brightly.
The fox's head snaps to look at the monster in question, and after a few seconds of staring, her eyes suddenly widen, becoming panicked.
"Wait Starlo--"
"Here little fella! Catch!"
Before anyone can stop the Sheriff, the last bullet flies out, hurtling towards the young cowboy at high speeds...
...as Starlo's voice reaches his ears, Clover looks up, summoning a pair of yellow glasses to his face as he hears the familiar voice.
When he does so, Starlo visibly pales, getting a good look at the blind child for the first time today... but it's already too late. He's already dismissed the magic controlling the bullet, there's nothing he can do but watch on in horror as the bullet reaches the small human...
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...luckily, Clover isn't alone on this walk.
A light-blue short sword appears in front of the human's head, blocking the bullet inches away from his skull.
The crowd, once joyous and cheerful, immediately goes dead silent, each staring at Starlo with expressions that could only be described as murderous.
Hours later, the Sheriff of the Wild East can still be seen apologizing, being egged on by Ceroba the entire time.
"I'm sorry pardner. I shoulda been more careful." he says, rubbing the back of his head with an ashamed expression on his face. "I knew that there was a human around here, I just... well, I assumed that I'd recognize em on sight. I'm sorry for shooting that bullet at you when I was showing off..."
"And?" Ceroba says, glaring at him.
"...And I'm sorry for challenging you to a dual after you forgave me for shooting at ya. I shouldn't have pressured you into it, even if it was fun for the both of us..."
"And?"
"...And I'm sorry for leading you around town way past yer bedtime."
"And?"
"..."
Starlo pales, looking like he'd rather be anywhere else in the world than Snowdin.
"...And I'm sorry for not paying attention to how you were acting. I shoulda noticed that you were... uh..."
"Blind." Doggo says helpfully, glaring in a similar way to Ceroba.
"Right, that... well, I shoulda noticed it when we first met, instead of needing a few hours to realize why you weren't as observant as the rest of the folks around ya. You have my sincerest apologies, Clover."
Despite the multitudes of mistakes that the Sheriff of the Wild East has made today, the young, blind cowboy in front of him doesn't seem to mind in the slightest. As a matter of fact, an amused grin can be seen upon his face as he listens to Starlo's apologies.
Doggo tunes out to what the small human says in response to the star-like monster, instead focusing on how much happier Clover has been for the past few hours.
Although their initial meeting was a little rough, Clover seemed to like the Sheriff far more than Doggo thought was wise, actually engaging in whatever activities Starlo dragged him to. It was a stark contrast from the silent, sad state that Clover was in earlier in the day.
Even though the elderly dog dislikes the reckless, foolish monster from the Dunes... he was able to cheer Clover up, something that Doggo failed to do despite trying for the entire day before then, so it isn't like he's completely awful...
"You said that a monster named 'Martlet' is taking care of you?" Ceroba asks, snapping Doggo out of his thoughts.
Clover nods his head, responding with the widest grin Doggo has seen on him all day.
"Mhm! I've been living with her for around a month now. She's really nice! I think y'all would like her!"
The tall, kimono-clad fox thinks for several seconds...
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"Is she a blue, slightly scatterbrained bird?"
"Yup! How'd ya know?"
"Huh, small world..."
"Whaddya mean, Roba?"
Despite scowling softly at the nickname Starlo called her by, Ceroba answers him.
"Well, if she's the monster I'm thinking of, then I'm pretty sure she knew Chujin... it might be nice to catch up with her. You know, talk about what Chujin taught her, trade stories, that sort of thing..."
"Her house ain't far from here, and I bet that y'all don't have a place to stay! Why don't we see if y'all can spend the night?!" Clover suggests, much to Starlo's surprise.
"Nah, we wouldn't like to intrude or anything, and I'm pretty sure that we got the gold to stay at the Inn, so me and Ceroba will--"
"We'll decide after we talk with her." Ceroba interrupts, again to Starlo's surprise. "I'm pretty sure that Chujin helped her build the house anyways. I'm sure she won't mind much."
Before the other monsters with them can argue further, Clover hurries forward, waving them to come with.
"Follow me then! We'll be there in no time!"
Chapter 41: The Wild East
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One week has passed since Clover brought the two residents of the Dunes into Martlet's home, and their daily schedule has change considerably since then...
Before meeting the monsters from the Wild East, the two would wake up, Clover would follow Martlet to work, and then after her work was over for the day, they'd go home or, in Clover's case, wander around Snowdin, interacting with as many monsters as he can. Now, however, things have changed considerably.
Clover still follows Martlet to work, but rather than spending most of his free time in Snowdin, the young cowboy seems to prefer going over to the Wild East, much to the joy of Sheriff North Star and his Posse.
That's not to say that he's completely abandoned his friends in Snowdin, as he still makes plenty of time for them, but it's obvious to anyone watching that he prefers the atmosphere in the Wild East. The monsters in Snowdin don't mind it too much, being happy to see the blind child enjoying himself... and yet there is one monster who's a bit iffy about Clover spending his time in the Dunes.
When Ceroba first brought up the idea, Martlet was hesitant to allow the small human to go. After all, to get to the Wild East safely and quickly, he'd have to fly, and other than Martlet herself, the only ones capable of flying him are the Mail Whales, and she'd definitely prefer not to have any more monsters, least of all those who's jobs it is to spread news around, knowing about him... but she soon learnt that she didn't have a choice in the matter.
Apparently, Clover was already well known to the Mail Whales of the UGPS, much to her surprise. According to Clover himself, he's known them since before they stopped striking, having met one of them in Snowdin Town when he was wandering.
Thankfully, the Mail Whales are tight-lipped, not revealing to anyone that there's a human in Snowdin. This should mean that the blind child can go over to the Dunes whenever he wants to, right...?
...Well, no, that's not right. Despite Starlo's reassurances that he'd be safe in the town, something about Ceroba, who Martlet just recently learnt was Chujin's wife, makes her feel nervous about leaving Clover alone with the monsters of the Wild East.
The bird-like guard can't exactly put a wing on why Ceroba makes her feel ill at-ease, but her gut tells her that leaving the fox alone with Clover would be a bad idea. Martlet has always been one to trust her gut, and so now instead of resting at home after work, she usually finds herself flying alongside whichever Mail Whale is around to take Clover to the Wild East.
Once they arrive, Martlet hangs around the Saloon, being content to stay out of the heat while the young cowboy runs around town, playing whatever games the Feisty Five have thought up for him.
Despite how much the bird dislikes the change in schedule... she has to admit that Clover has been much more happy ever since they started visiting the Wild East. Martlet still occasionally catches him feeling down, and she always hurries to comfort him when she does notice this, but these periods of sadness don't last too long, as Clover immediately focuses on anything else once Martlet asks if he's doing okay.
The constant traveling does grate on her nerves sometimes, but she is more than willing to put up with it so long as it makes Clover happy.
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...And besides, it isn't like her time spent in the Wild East is totally awful. Some parts of it are even enjoyable...
"Hello Martlet! Enjoying the scenery?" a polite, familiar voice asks, snapping the bird out of her thoughts.
Standing in front of Martlet is a tall, humanoid fish that looks extremely similar to the Captain of the Royal Guard. The only major differences are that Moray is far skinnier, their hair is a nice, pleasing shade of blue, and of course, they carry a rapier on them instead of a spear.
Martlet smiles unconsciously when she sees the familiar fish, and her grin only widens when they set two large mugs of Root Beer onto the table where Martlet is sitting at.
"Oh-- hi Moray!" she says, mood immediately brightened. "Uh... I'm just thinking right now, I'm not really looking at anything specific... how are you?!"
As Martlet speaks, she gestures at the empty chair in front of her, inviting Moray to take a seat.
The graceful fighter smiles at her, eagerly taking the bird up on the offer.
"I've been doing great recently! Showing Clover around town has been very entertaining!" they say, taking a sip of their drink soon after. "I'm glad that you've changed your mind about letting him visit! He seems to be having a lot of fun with Starlo especially."
"Yeah, I noticed that too... they get along like two peas in a pod, don't they?"
"Well, Starlo has always been a big fan of human culture, or at least, the cowboy aspect of it, so it's no surprise that he's eager to hang out with Clover! That's not even to mention just how cute the little dude is!"
They shake their head at this, chuckling softly.
"I swear, I don't think anyone could resist the little guy. He's even managed to get Blackjack to join in on the fun, and not in his usual 'scam North Star out of all his gold' way! Heck, Ceroba has actually decided to clean up her house so you two have a nice place to stay if it gets too late! It may not sound that impressive to you, but for everyone who knows her? That's unheard of!"
"Ah... that... I'm not too sure I'd like that..." Martlet admits, looking hesitant at the idea. "It's a really nice gesture and everything, but..."
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"...That's Chujin's house too. He's been gone for a while, and it... it will bring back memories..."
"That's perfectly reasonable." Moray reassures, voice as gentle as they can make it. "I can understand if you don't want Clover to see that side of you."
"Still, even if I feel like that... Ceroba must feel a hundred times worse..."
"Just because she's doing something that may be hurting her doesn't mean that you have to go along with it. If you don't want to stay in her house, then that's fine. There are other places in the Dunes to stay."
"But... but I should still try, right? I haven't really tried to process Chujin's death, and..."
Moray puts a hand on Martlet's shoulder, squeezing it reassuringly.
"If you think it will help, then go ahead, but only do it when you're ready. Don't let yourself feel like you're being pressured into it."
A long sigh escapes from the bird's beak, and she looks at the fish-like monster with a grateful smile.
"...Thanks, Moray."
"Anytime, Martlet. Now, would you like to order something to eat? It should be around dinnertime by now. My treat!"
If one were to walk about fifteen minutes Southwest from the Wild East, they'd be able to find a bustling, joyful town known as Oasis Valley. As you may expect, this town is built around a singular oasis, bringing water and life to the residents around it.
North from here, however, is a place that is not joyful or full of life. As a matter of fact, it's the exact opposite, having been abandoned for years by this point. This place is, of course, the Ketsukane Estate, which has been collecting dust ever since Ceroba Ketsukane lost not just her husband, but her daughter as well. Not a soul can be seen inside this estate on most days, leaving it depressingly empty...
...but today is not like most days. Today, the Ketsukane Estate is not empty. Today, the one monster that nobody expected to return can be seen inside, busying herself with cleaning the massive house.
Ceroba bites back a curse as she sweeps, scowling at the dust quickly filling the air.
"Cough... cough... God, why the hell is this so difficult?!" she says, deeply regretting that she didn't bring a mask with her to block out the dust.
The more she cleans, the more dust fills the air, and the more dust that fills the air, the worse her mood gets.
Just when her anger is about to reach its peak, she throws the broom down to avoid crushing it in her grasp, hurriedly reminding herself of why she's doing this in the first place.
"No, calm down, calm down... it's fine... you're doing this for a good reason, just focus on that reason..." she mutters, doing her best to think of what the future will hold...
'All you need to do is finish cleaning, then you'll need to get Martlet and Clover to spend the night, and then...'
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For whatever reason, this thought doesn't make her feel any better.
Before she met Clover, she wasn't hopeful that a kindhearted, non-violent human could ever exist. After all, the last human who fell down here almost killed Kanako, and Chujin, who was much smarter than Ceroba will ever be, constantly talked about how dangerous humans were. There was still a sliver of hope, but it was just that: a sliver. She didn't really think that her dreams would come true.
Even after meeting Clover, her opinion on humans hasn't completely changed... but even Ceroba has to admit that Chujin may not have been totally correct when it comes to humankind.
The young, blind child is nothing if not kind. Even though he's spent far more time around Starlo and his Posse, Ceroba has interacted with him a fair amount of times by now, and she can confidently say that their soul is pure, which means that it's perfect for Chujin's serum.
When she first saw him in Snowdin, she was tempted to take his soul then and there, but something about the expression of the monsters around him caused her to pause... a mistake she sorely regrets.
Getting to know the small cowboy has made her mission much harder than it should be. By now, she's had several opportunities to get Clover alone, opportunities that she should have capitalized on... and yet she didn't. She's left Clover alive despite how much she needs his soul.
It both infuriates and confuses her. She's angry because she has to take his soul. She needs to fix her mistake. She needs to bring her daughter back, and she needs to complete Chujin's serum. His soul will give her everything she requires to accomplish that, but she just can't bring herself to do it! What's even worse is that she feels like she knows Clover, even though Ceroba only met the young human a week ago!
And it's not like he reminds her of her daughter or anything. Other than the human's kindness, he doesn't resemble Kanako in any way! There's no reason for Ceroba to recognize him...
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...but she still does, despite how little sense it makes.
Her inability to do what she should be doing has caused her to take drastic measures... or at least, drastic by Ceroba's standards, as entering her old home was something she never imagined doing after what happened with Kanako.
After a lot of thinking on why she can't kill Clover, the fox-like monster eventually came to the conclusion that it's because she doesn't want to break his trust. If she got him away from anyone else, then killed him, he'd know, even if he'd only be alive for a split-second. In that split-second, he'd still feel pain, as brief as it may be. He'd still feel betrayal, and despite what she'll be doing to the young human... Ceroba still doesn't want him to feel betrayed.
Instead, she'll simply do it while he's sleeping peacefully. He'll just go to sleep one night in a nice, comfortable bed in the Ketsukane Estate, and then never wake up.
It's a good plan, and it's also the only way Ceroba can justify killing a small, blind child.
"...But before I do that, I have to get this house clean..." the widowed fox mutters, ticking rooms off her fingers.
"Chujin's lab is finished, the hallways are finished, the kitchen is clean, same with the bathrooms and the guest rooms... all that leaves is my room, and..."
She falls silent, as if unwilling to say the name of this next room...
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"...And Kanako's room."
Chapter 42: Wild East, not-so-wild Dark Ruins
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The Sheriff of the Wild East mosies along, slowly walking through his town with a wide, self-satisfied grin upon his face.
It's been two weeks since he first met with Clover, and Starlo couldn't be happier. Just about everything seems to be going perfectly for him.
His Posse have been shaping up to be better entertainers than they ever were before meeting the young human, Ceroba has seemingly started working through her issues regarding Kanako's death, and Starlo himself has met an actual cowboy. The cowboy may be blind, sure, but he's still one of the best gunslingers Starlo has ever seen, so long as the target ain't moving too much.
Frankly, Clover's skill in the art of cowboy-ing shocks the star-headed monster to his core. At first, Starlo just assumed that it was a human thing. After all, humans were the first cowboys, and so it'd make sense for them to naturally be the best, and since Clover was a human, he'd have the best training possible when it comes to the stuff... but according to Clover, cowboys aren't really a thing anymore...
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Starlo almost cried when he heard this... but he's a big, tough monster. He's able to control his emotions, even when he's at his most devastated, so he was able to get over the shock pretty quickly.
From what the blind gunslinger told him, there aren't any cowboys-- at least, not the type that Starlo is familiar with-- on the Surface, and it's been that way for decades. Clover was self-taught in the art of cowboy-ing.
This came as a huge shock to the Sheriff of the Wild East. When it comes to things that don't require sight, Clover is second to none in terms of skill, and even for many of the activities that should require him to be able to see, Clover beats out many of Starlo's Posse.
The young human may be the most impressive person he's ever met, and Starlo has pondered more than once on how skilled Clover would be if he had his vision...
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...He's also pondered on what would've happened if he had fallen instead of the previous human. He would've been good friends with Kanako, no doubt about that. They would've loved being around each other...
Starlo sighs, good mood suddenly soured.
Even though Clover has made many friends in both the Wild East and the Dunes, he doesn't exactly have a lot of friends his age. Starlo knows better than anyone that having one good, well-loved friend is vital to a growing child. Unfortunately, Clover is missing this aspect, and it does show from time to time.
The young human tries to act mature, but many of the jokes of the people around him simply go soaring over his head, leaving him feeling left out on more than one occasion. Starlo and the Posse do their best to limit the times that this happens, but... well... they're all good friends with each other, and sometimes, the banter flows naturally, and there's nothing they can do to stop it.
A fantastic example of this is when they noticed that Moray was spending a bit too much time around Martlet, which led to no small amount of good-natured teasing...
The Sheriff idly rubs his still-aching cheek, smiling at the thought.
Judging by how the normally-composed fish acted, Starlo reckons that their teasing isn't completely unfounded.
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...Still, just because everything seems to be going well doesn't mean that there aren't any concerns.
It's nothing major, but from time to time, Starlo will see Clover flinch slightly when an unfamiliar adult speaks, or suddenly become quiet and sad, no matter what fun they were having just seconds before.
He ain't rude enough to pry, but a few small hints from Martlet allowed him to understand that Clover's life on the Surface wasn't the best, and that he'd be better off keeping whatever questions he has to himself.
Unfortunately, Clover ain't the only one that North Star is concerned about, as even though he's incredibly proud of Ceroba for trying to move back into her old home, she's given him much to worry about.
It took a while for her to come clean, but he was eventually able to get Ceroba to admit why she was so eager to meet a human. Apparently, Kanako had always wanted to make friends with one, but considering that the only human she met was the one in Snowdin...
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...well, suffice to say that that dream was left unfulfilled.
This would explain the guilty looks Starlo's best friend occasionally sends towards the young human, as whenever she sees him, she must be thinking about Kanako...
The Sheriff of the Wild East is pulled out of his thoughts by a loud whistle, causing his head to snap upwards.
"Dammit Starlo, pay attention when you're walking!" Dina snaps, leaning against the door to the Saloon. "I've been trying to talk to you for at least half a minute now.
The star-headed monster winces at this, tipping his hat at the angry shopkeeper a second later.
"My mistake, ma'am. I didn't mean to be rude or nothing, it's just that a Sheriff's mind is a busy mind, and I'm nothing if not a Sheriff."
Dina pinches the bridge of her nose at his Sheriff act, sighing softly as she does.
"This is serious, Starlo. Stop playing around."
"Oh-- uh, right. My bad." he says, dropping the accent. "What's up?"
"Starlo. I need you to answer honestly when I ask this."
The tone of her voice causes Starlo to pale, and he begins inching backwards, preparing to dash away at full speed.
"Uh... I'll do my best?"
"Starlo, did you give a blind 11 year old child a real gun?"
"..."
"And not just any blind child, but a human one? You know, the one with a weird, fleshy body that can be hurt by physical objects?"
The Sheriff of the Wild East tries to back away further, eager to escape from answering, but before he can, he feels a large weight press down on his shoulder, causing his head to swing backwards to stare at the source of this new weight...
Standing behind Starlo is a large, pink ogre, wearing one of the most dapper suits in the entire Wild East.
"E-Ed?! What are you doing?"
Ed simply shakes his head, looking at Starlo with a mournful expression.
"It's either you or us, boss. I appreciate your sacrifice."
"S-Sacrifice?! What do you--"
A furious voice calls out from inside Dina's Saloon.
"WHO THE HELL GAVE YOU AN ACTUAL WEAPON?!?!" Martlet shrieks, causing Starlo's expression to become hopeless.
"ED, LET ME GO--"
Before the Sheriff can attempt to struggle out of his right-hand man's grasp, Dina calls through the door of the Saloon.
"He's out here, Miss Martlet! But when you 'talk' to him, could ya take it to the other side of town? I got a business to run, and dust lining my floors ain't a good look."
Immediately, the doors to the Saloon fly open, and a terrifyingly angry bird runs out, eyes promising murder...
As the residents of the Wild East laugh at their Sheriff's misfortune, the tone of the small town lightens considerably, and by the end of the day, each and every person in the town goes to bed in a far better mood than usual. This joy-filled town isn't a rare sight in the Underground, as similar scenes can be seen throughout the entirety of monster civilization, although they do differ slightly...
...but there is one area in the Underground that is not joyful. It is not filled with laughter, and the mood is not bright. Instead, the few monsters living here are depressingly silent, each looking quietly devastated.
This area is, of course, the Dark Ruins.
Ever since Clover left, the monsters inside the Dark Ruins have changed. Each and every one of them are worse off in a way, not even bothering to leave the Dark Ruins despite the fact that Dalv would allow any of them to leave at anytime.
Crispy Scroll, rather than acting with his usual joy and loud excitement, has become almost... wrathful. Instead of doing what he would before Clover came along, which would be leading a group of monsters to track down their lost friend, he drowns himself in his Anime, barely leaving his house despite how much time has passed.
The local Sweet Corn still try to be nice and peppy, but their smiles have become obviously strained, and their hugs have become less enjoyable for it. From time to time, they do their best to venture out in hopes of finding Clover, but none have returned with news of him. If the residents of Lower Snowdin know about the young child's whereabouts, then they keep silent about it.
Penilla has thrown herself back into her work, barely taking breaks to eat or sleep anymore. She goes through dozens and dozens of drawings per day, never being truly satisfied with the art she makes.
Flier's recent attempts to get over his mid-life crisis have failed without the young human's aid, and yet he no longer does his best to act 'hip'. Instead, he sleeps for most of the day, or quietly consumes whatever entertainment he can get his hands on, not really being interested by any of it.
The quiet, noise-hating bat who taught Clover how to 'see' hasn't shown himself in well over a month, staying away from anyone who would attempt to talk to him. On more than one occasion, he can be heard loudly cursing Dalv, which would be a shock to anyone around if they were in any condition to care.
The Micro Froggits in the area have left, seeking greener pastures (or ponds, in their case) in different areas of the Underground.
None have it worse than Dalv, however. On top of being blamed by just about every monster in the Dark Ruins, himself included, he's lost the only real friend he's felt that he's had in years. Day after day, he can be seen mumbling to himself as he wanders the Dark Ruins, closely resembling the state he was in before Clover fell into the Underground. Worse still, he's became even more of a shut-in than ever, as any conversations he has with the residents of the Dark Ruins inevitably end with them blaming him for the young human's disappearance.
All of the monsters in the Dark Ruins can leave to search for Clover, and yet none of them really do, being too lost in their own issues and fear over what may have happened to the blind cowboy to even think of leaving the dark, depressing area for longer than a few hours.
And so they simply stay where they are, wallowing in their negative emotions. Even Toriel, up in the Ruins proper, is no exception to this...
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...but there is one monster who isn't content to simply wallow in his negative feelings. There's a single monster who dreams of becoming the Royal Tailor, and yet he's putting that dream on hold for one simple reason.
To make sure that his friends are alright.
Unlike the other monsters who've made the Dark Ruins their home, Rorrim didn't give up hope when the Sweet Corn returned with no news of Clover. Instead, the mirror-like monster floated his way into Honeydew Resort, asking his own questions.
Just like what happened to the Sweet Corn, his questions were met with no answers from the monsters in the resort... but unlike the Sweet Corn, Rorrim knows a lie when he sees one, and he sees a lot of lying whenever he asked about the young human.
This has soothed whatever worries Rorrim had about the human's safety, and after leaving a message with those monsters to give to Clover if they see him, he went back to the Dark Ruins, doing his best to get the other monsters out of their slumps...
...and yet no matter what he did, they refused to get over their own negative emotions. Crispy Scroll nearly cracked Rorrim's body, the Sweet Corn didn't believe his words, Penilla simply scoffed and went back to her work, Flier tuned him out halfway through the conversation, and Decibat just refused to talk to him to begin with.
With no other option left, the mirror-like monster heads to Dalv's house, knocking on the heavy stone door...
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Chapter 43: Rorrim's pep talk
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Inside the largest, most well-furnished house in the Dark Ruins, one monster slowly pulls himself out of bed, dreading the day ahead of him.
With heavy, dragging footsteps, Dalv walks down the dirty, unkempt hallway, muttering softly to himself all the while.
"I... I'm sorry for putting you on the spot like that. Even though you may hate me... I know that you like the rest of the monsters around here. I should've had you move in with Decibat, or Crispy, or even Flier. Letting you leave... it's something I'll always regret. I hope that you can forgive me..."
As the vampire approaches the kitchen, he passes by the familiar double-doors of Clover's room, causing his expression to grow even bleaker.
"I should've just left after telling you my story. I should've went to the King and begged for him to give up on his crusade against humans. If I did that, then you'd have no reason to leave the Dark Ruins. You were happy here, and I ruined it, like I always do..."
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"...And now... now you're gone. Nobody has seen any trace of you in Snowdin, and there are no rumors of the King taking another human soul. Did you find someplace else to stay, or did you... did you die in the wilderness, lost and alone...?"
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"God, I'm pathetic. If I had simply let you live with someone else, then you wouldn't have left. 'Convincing Asgore to give up the war'? That's crazy, even for you. It's... it's obvious that you knew that you had to leave, since you may have done something you'd regret otherwise. I was selfish for staying around you..."
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
A light knocking sound from Dalv's front door snaps him out of his thoughts. Before he can question who's at his door, a familiar voice calls out.
"Hello? Dalv? Are you awake yet?" Rorrim asks, sounding just as polite as ever.
"...What is it?" the vampire replies, sounding exhausted.
"Could you let me in, please? I need to talk to you, and doing it through a door isn't the best way."
"..."
"It's about Clover."
Dalv flinches back as if struck, scowling heavily at the mirror's words.
"No, you may not come in. You know that I don't like talking about him. Have a good day."
Without giving Rorrim a chance to reply, Dalv turns around, immediately heading back to his room...
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CRASH.
When he gets about halfway down the hallway, a loud crashing sound can be heard from his front door. Bewildered, the anxious vampire rushes to the entrance of his home, seeing a sight he never expected to see...
Standing amongst the crumbled remains of Dalv's front door is Rorrim, looking very fed up. Before Dalv has a chance to speak, the mirror-like monster launches into an explanation for his actions.
"I'm terribly sorry about all of this, but... really? What else did you expect me to do? You've been wallowing in your own self-loathing for almost two months now, and seeing you be this torn up about Clover leaving has only caused the others to follow in your footsteps."
"I--"
"I'm not trying to blame you or anything." Rorrim quickly reassures. "Even if some of the blame does fall on your shoulders, they're all adults, they've chosen to stay in the Dark Ruins, lost in their negative emotions. None of them will listen to me until they see that you're trying to improve yourself, and that's why I'm here."
"Rorrim--"
"I can't remember the last time I saw you acting this depressed. I mean, look at yourself! Your clothes are filthy, you have bags under your eyes, your house is filthy, it's astonishing! I know that you don't want to talk, but it'll only get worse if you hole yourself up in your house."
"..."
After failing to interrupt the mirror several times, Dalv decides to stay silent, waiting for Rorrim to finish whatever it is that he has to say.
"You need to talk to me, Dalv. I know you're worried about Clover, and I know that you blame yourself, but you're going too far. It's becoming rather unhealthy, and I know that Clover would hate to see you act like this."
The vampire scoffs, muttering under his breath.
"It's not like I don't deserve it. I--"
Again he is interrupted, although this time, Rorrim practically shouts when he cuts him off.
"No! Stop it! You don't deserve to feel like garbage! You've been cagey on why Clover left, but I can hazard a guess with how you've been acting. It's related to the previous human, isn't it?"
"..."
"And Clover knew that last human, didn't he?"
"..."
Dalv shrinks back, nodding his head with a miserable, self-loathing expression on his face.
Rorrim sighs, feeling the closest thing to a headache he can feel.
"I assume Clover learnt of what happened with the Soul of Integrity, then he ran away, and you were too lost in your guilt to follow him?"
Another nod from Dalv causes Rorrim to sigh yet again.
"Well, I believe you'll be happy to know that Clover is safe, and that he seems to have befriended many of the monsters in Snowdin." the polite monster says, much to Dalv's surprise.
"The Sweet Corn came back with no news because they can't discern a lie to save their lives. I, however, am an expert in spotting lies, so I was able to see past the excuses of the Snowdin monsters pretty easily. If I had to bet, he's probably hiding somewhere in Snowdin, being kept out of sight of the Royal Guard."
"...He... he's alright?"
For the first time since their conversation began, Rorrim sees a hint of hope in the vampire's expression. Acting quickly, the mirror jumps on this opportunity.
"Yes Dalv, he's alright. He even has monsters willing to lie for him. At the bare minimum, he's doing much better than any of us around here. You don't need to worry for his safety, nor do you need to blame yourself for him leaving anymore."
"That's..."
Dalv''s hopeful look disappears as quickly as it came, and although he has a relieved smile upon his face, the smile doesn't spread to his eyes.
"That's good. I'm happy for him. I'll... I'll tell the others. They can visit him while I--"
"Dalv, what exactly happened between you two?" the mirror-like monster interrupts. "We both know that you want to see him, and yet you've still decided not to. I need you to explain why you're so guilty."
"..."
"As rude as it may be for me to say... I am not leaving until you do."
This causes a scowl to form on the vampire's face, and for a brief moment, Rorrim worries that Dalv is going to kick him out by force... but the anxious monster soon sighs, looking dejected.
"Fine. Let's... let's go sit down. This is going to be a long story..."
The two sit at the dusty, dirty table in the kitchen, each silent for several moments.
Rorrim knows better than to break this silence, as he can easily see that the vampire sitting across from him is gathering his courage. Doing anything to interrupt that would not be wise.
And so he waits, silently staring at Dalv...
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"...Do you know what LOVE is, Rorrim?" the anxious monster finally says after several minutes of silence.
"I do. It stands for Level of Violence, does it not?"
"That's right. It... it quantifies someone's capacity to hurt, and from what I know... gaining LOVE tends to spiral..."
"The more you distance yourself, the easier it would be to harm other, yes. What's your point?"
"Clover... he's... he's the kindest, sweetest person I've ever met, but he's also a human. If a monster lashes out in anger, they may end of injuring someone if they're truly furious, but fatal injuries aren't likely unless they want to kill. When a human lashes out, however..."
"...Accidents are likely to happen." Rorrim finishes, frowning slightly.
"Yes. That's exactly what I've been fearing. When I told Clover about what happened to the human before him, he started trembling... at first, I assumed that he was scared, or maybe he was crying and trying to hide it... but before long, I realized that I was wrong. It wasn't fear. It wasn't sorrow. It was anger. He wanted to attack me, and he knew this. That's why he left."
"Dalv, that's--"
"If he attacked me, I wouldn't have been able to defend myself." Dalv continues, seemingly not hearing Rorrim. "He would've dusted me, and that would've given him some LOVE. From there, killing the next monster who attacked him would be easier, giving him even more LOVE, and after that..."
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"So you believe that Clover wanted to kill you, and he ran away in fear because of that?"
The anxious vampire silently nods his head, not daring to look Rorrim in the eyes.
"Well... I can't say that I agree with your understanding of the situation, but I'm aware that I won't be able to change your opinion on it. After all, I wasn't there, I don't know what really happened when you were talking with Clover..."
Dalv swallows, feeling slightly ill...
"...but that doesn't mean that I won't try to help you, Dalv." the mirror continues, tapping on the table to draw Dalv's attention to him.
"You say that Clover was angry? That he wanted to harm you? Fine. That makes sense, even if I don't believe it to be the case. Something you seem to have forgotten about, however, is that it has been almost two entire months since Clover first left. Any anger he had would have cooled by now, wouldn't it?"
"...I... I guess it would have...? But that's not important! What's important is that--"
"No, it is important. Even if Clover knew the human who fell before him, he's also the kindest, most forgiving child in the entire Underground. He would forgive you, and even more than that, he would be concerned for you, given how you've been acting recently."
"I may as well have killed the last human!" Dalv snaps, banging on the table in sudden fury. "I talked with him, they were as close as siblings! I am not selfish enough to force a blind child to be around the murderer of his sister!"
"But you're selfish enough to stay out of his life forever?" Rorrim says, keeping his cool under Dalv's anger. "He liked you more than anyone else in the Dark Ruins, you know. Even Decibat, who taught him how to 'see', wasn't as well-loved by Clover as you. He considered you to be family. You know that just as well as I do."
The vampiric monster jumps to his feet, staring at Rorrim with a murderous expression on his face.
"Get out. You've done enough here for today."
Electricity crackles at the end of Dalv's fingertips, signalling that he's very close to using his magic... but rather than be intimidated, Rorrim stays seated, looking up at the vampire, perfectly calm despite what Dalv is doing.
"No, I don't think I have. I'm not going to let you wallow in your own self-loathing for the rest of your life. You are going to calm down, you are going to clean yourself up, and you are going to follow me to Snowdin, where we'll search for Clover."
The electricity intensifies, and before long, a bolt of magical lightning appears in Dalv's hands. Just before he can actually use it, the mirror-like monster continues speaking.
"Do you know why I'm so confident that you'll do this? Well, I doubt you actually do, but I'll tell you anyways..."
Rorrim meets Dalv's gaze, expression more confident that it has ever been before.
"...It's because Clover would want you to do what I'm telling you to do."
The furious vampire freezes at these words, lightning fading into the air as the mirror speaks again.
"No matter how angry Clover is, he would never want you to act the way you have been. He wouldn't want you to lose yourself in a depressive haze, and even if, somehow, you don't believe me... even you must admit that he wouldn't want the other residents of the area to act as sad and hopeless as they've been acting."
All the anger drains out of Dalv, but Rorrim doesn't relent, continuing his explanation in that same calm, confident tone.
"The only thing that can truly bring them out of their slump is meeting with Clover again. I'm friends with him, yes, but I'm nowhere near as close to him as you are. I've visited Snowdin many times by now, and yet he's never came out to meet me... but you're different. He'll surely meet with you, and once he learns of what's been going on in the Dark Ruins, he'll almost certainly come to visit everyone."
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"...And besides, there's nothing to lose, right? If it's as you fear, and Clover does not want to be around you, then we simply won't find him, and we can head back to the Dark Ruins without meeting with Clover."
Dalv's expression grows complicated as the undeniable truth of the mirror's words reach his ears...
"So, Dalv, what will you do?"
Chapter 44: The Ketsukane Estate
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A day after Rorrim's encounter with the anxious vampire in the Dark Ruins, a strange sight can be seen in the Dunes.
While Ceroba's attempts to clean her abandoned home were shocking enough to the monsters in the surrounding area, they never thought that they'd see the scene happening before their very eyes...
The Ketsukane Estate, rather than being in its usual quiet, lifeless state, now has visitors inside it! And now just any visitors, but ones who are eager to explore the place!
Well... I suppose it'd be more accurate to say that one of the visitors wants to explore the estate. You see, while Martlet, Starlo, and the Sheriff's Posse are content to stay in one or two rooms, the young, blind child that they brought with them wants to 'see' everything that the Ketsukane Estate has to offer.
At first, Martlet tried to rein the young cowboy in, not wanting to offend their host, but to her surprise, Ceroba seemed almost happy to show Clover around. With every room she shows him, her small, melancholic smile grows.
Eventually, Starlo suggested that they split up. He'd show Clover's guardian around the Chujin-related rooms in the house, while Ceroba would guide the small human through everywhere else.
After a few seconds of hesitation, Martlet agreed to this, not wanting Clover to see how she'd react to the memories of her deceased mentor... and so off they went.
The tall, kimono-clad fox leads Clover through her house by the hand, feeling an odd sense of familiarity when her paw grabs the blind human's small hand...
As they walk, she explains the house around her, feeling much less pain than she expected when she first decided to bring Clover to her old home.
"There's the kitchen-- don't open the fridge, those leftovers have been in there for much longer than they should've been. Although monster food can't really spoil like the food you have on the Surface, the taste is affected by the passing of time."
"This is the dining room. Uh... we don't really have any chairs, since Chujin thought that certain parts of human culture would fit better for our home's design. In certain parts of human culture, whoever is eating will just sit on the floor instead of in chairs, and our table is much shorter because of that."
"This is one of the guest rooms. If it gets too late, you and Martlet can spend the night. Don't worry, I have plenty of extra space here."
"That's... that's my room. It used to be Chujin's room as well, but..."
Each room she shows the young, blind human is met with childish excitement, and to her surprise, he also seems instinctually familiar with the layout of her home, rarely bumping into things even when she isn't guiding him by the hand. In the kitchen, he ignores her warnings about the leftovers, happily scarfing down whatever food she's willing to give him.
In the guest room, he plops down onto the bed, taking in the softness of the mattress with a large grin upon his face. For a moment, he even reminds her of Kanako...
...but it is how he acted in the dining room that caught Ceroba's attention the most. For whatever reason, the young human seemed eager to crawl beneath the short table, feeling the rug under it, and more importantly, feeling the entrance to Chujin's lab.
This caused Ceroba an immense amount of panic, as if he discovered the tapes inside, her entire plan would be ruined... but she was able to divert his attention with a few excuses, getting Clover to follow her into the next room.
This trend continues throughout the entire house, and although they pass by Martlet, Starlo, and some of the Sheriff's Posse a few times, the fox-like monster knows better than to stay and chat, as she can easily see the tear-soaked expression on Martlet's face.
It both warms her heart and saddens her when she sees this. It warms her heart, of course, because knowing that Chujin has brightened the life of so many people is always something she takes pleasure in learning, and whenever Ceroba talks to a monster who knew her husband, whatever conversation she was having soon becomes focused on Chujin.
Although learning that others miss him does make her feel a small amount of joy, as he's left some legacy on the world after his passing, meeting with monsters who miss him always manages to bring back bad memories...
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...Strangely, the memories aren't as bad as they usually are, a fact that she has to put down to Clover's presence. Being around the young cowboy lets Ceroba know just how close she is to getting her daughter back and finishing Chujin's serum, and even if the thought does make her feel guilty from time to time, she just assumes that whatever positive emotions she feels around him are related to this fact as well.
Eventually, however, the duo come to a single room that the fox-like monster has dreaded showing Clover for the entire tour... her daughter's room.
When she opens the door, the young human surprises her yet again, as instead of rushing forward like he did with the other rooms Ceroba showed him, he respectfully and slowly enters it, treating the room almost like a fragile item...
Yellow glasses appear on Clover's face, and a few taps at his gun's holster allow him to 'see' the room around him, revealing a freshly-cleaned, rather cute room.
Drawings of various things that had interested Kanako can be seen hung up around the room. The bed itself looks far more comfortable than any other bed in the house, and the wooden bed frame appears to be crafted with the utmost care and precision. In the corner of the room, a single large, old TV sits atop a dresser, with a video game console right beside it.
Tilting his head, Clover approaches the bed, feeling an odd sense of familiarity that grows the closer he comes to it...
Ceroba, for her part, raises an eyebrow, feeling a similar feeling when she sees the young cowboy in front of her daughter's bed. For a brief moment, she can imagine another bed right next to it, or perhaps a sleeping bag, perfect for a sleepover between two best friends...
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...the moment doesn't last long, and is gone when she blinks. With a small cough, she begins explaining the room around her.
"This... this is Kanako's room." she says, voice surprisingly steady despite the topic. "It hasn't been used in a few years... but when it was used, it was the liveliest, loudest place in the entire estate."
The kimono-clad monster shakes her head at this, smiling softly at the memories.
"Kanako... well, she was a lot like you sometimes, being kind, sweet, and gentle to everyone around you... but while you're usually quieter and less overt when you're having fun, Kanako was very energetic. When she was having fun, she wanted everyone to know about it, and boy did we know about it..."
Ceroba trails off at this, staying silent for quite some time...
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"...I think you two would've liked each other. I'm not sure why, but I get the feeling that you'd be the best of friends."
Clover frowns slightly at her words, feeling that familiar sense of deja vu. When he listens to Ceroba speak, he almost feels like... like he's lived those "what-ifs" she's talking about. He can almost picture himself playing along with the brown, fox-like monster, laughing the entire time...
If one were to ask how Clover knew that Kanako was brown, he wouldn't be able to say, other than claiming it to be a gut feeling.
Before he can dwell too deeply on these thoughts, Ceroba continues speaking.
"I know you can't see or anything, and it may be insensitive of me to ask... but do you like drawing? Or rather, did you enjoy it before falling into the Underground?"
The blind cowboy winces at her words, rubbing his head with an embarrassed expression on his face as he answers.
"Uh... I didn't lose my eyesight until I fell down here... but I still didn't get to draw much back on the Surface. We didn't really get coloring supplies unless we were being 'adopted', and even then, it never lasted long. I still used to love all that artsy stuff when I did get the chance to do it though!"
"You... you were adopted...? What happened to your parents?"
"Pa died before I was born, and Ma followed pretty soon after. I've been on the streets for most of my life up until getting sent up Mt. Ebott..."
His words only cause Ceroba's confusion to grow, and the young human realizes this a split-second after.
"Oh, right, y'all don't really know what it's like on the Surface! It's... well, it's a bit of a long story, but the short version is that every five years, the adults back home send an orphan to the Underground. Y'see, when Prince Asriel came along a while back, the village thought that he was a murderer who could've easily sent us all to the Pearly Gates. A few years after that, they decided to send 'sacrifices' to keep him from coming back, since none of them want to die early. Orphans won't be missed, so we were the obvious choice."
The fox-like monster freezes in place, eyes wide and unbelieving at Clover's description.
"...What?!"
Clover flinches as her sudden loudness, but continues explaining in a casual, conversational tone.
"Happens every five years. Probably a good thing for all of y'all, since you need human souls to break the Barrier. The entrance to the Underground is up a mountain we call Ebott, and so most of the kids don't end up actually making it down here. If they did, y'all would've gotten free ages ago."
Ceroba's unbelieving look only grows as she listens to the blind cowboy. In a startled, slightly-guilty voice, she questions him yet again.
"S-So let me get this straight... you were an orphan on the streets, then you were sent into the Underground, and after all of that, you became blind?"
"Well, I didn't exactly get sent into the Underground. I volunteered, since the adults were planning on sending my little sibling down here. They're only six years old, y'see, so I doubt they'd have survived the trek."
"..."
'Maybe Chujin did have a point about humans. Clover must be an exception...' the widowed monster thinks, feeling angrier than she has in a long time.
Silence falls on the duo as Ceroba, lost in her furious thoughts, doesn't respond to the young human's story. The entire time she thinks, Clover amuses himself by 'looking' around Kanako's room, rarely touching the various toys and drawing spread throughout it...
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...Eventually, Ceroba manages to drag herself out of her thoughts, as she notices a sad, bitter expression make its way onto Clover's face.
Raising an eyebrow, she silently observes the small human, frowning heavily at the look upon his face...
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"...So... you do like art?" she asks after almost a full minute, causing Clover's attention to snap to her.
"I think I do? I used to anyways, but now I can't really see any art, even with my magic..."
"Would... would you like me to describe Kanako's drawings to you? It won't be the same as actually seeing them, but it'll probably be better than nothing..."
The young cowboy's expression brightens considerably, and with newly-found excitement, he hurriedly nods his head.
"Yes please! Uh... if it ain't too much trouble, that is..."
"I wouldn't have offered if I didn't want to do it. Now, let's see here... there's a drawing of Sadie, one of Kanako's old friends. She's..."
Hours later, the residents of the Dune head to bed, each exhausted by the long day they've had. A similar scene can be seen throughout the entire Underground, and in the Ketsukane Estate...
"Yawn... this was a whole lotta fun. Thanks for having us over..." Clover says, barely able to stay on his feet through his tiredness.
"It was nice to see Chujin's home... you know, relive all the memories... but I think it's... yawn... it's time for me and Clover to head home."
"You're welcome to stay the night! I know Starlo and his Posse are." Ceroba suggests, causing Martlet to pause.
"I... well, we are tired, and I don't... yawn... I don't really feel like flying all the way home right now..."
Before the bird-like Royal Guard can agree to the fox's proposal, a new voice suddenly cuts in, interrupting the three of them...
"Clover, Martlet, you two have mail!" Mooch says, running into the room with an envelope clutched in her paws.
Without giving them time to react, the sneaky monster shoves the envelope into Clover's hands.
"The Mail Whale said that it was urgent! Open it up and take a look!"
Bewildered, Clover follows her instructions, looking extremely amused despite his bafflement.
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"...Well? What does it say?" Martlet asks, causing Ceroba to face palm a second later.
"He doesn't know. He can't see it." she says.
"Oh! Right! Hand it here, Clover!"
The scatterbrained bird hides her embarrassment by quickly snatching the letter from the blind human, holding it up close to her eyes a second later...
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"...Hey Clover? Uh... do you know a monster named 'Dalv'? Apparently, he's in Honeydew Resort right now, and he's been looking for you..."
Inside Honeydew Resort, two monsters unfamiliar to the Snowdin area can be seen at a small table in the corner, deep in conversation with each other.
The first monster, a depressed-looking vampire, seems sullen while he talks to his companion, a strange, mirror-like monster.
"He... he obviously isn't coming. Let's just go home..." Dalv says, looking down at the table with a heartbroken expression.
Rorrim, unseen to Dalv, rolls his eyes. "We've only been here for a few hours. If Clover is in Snowdin, he may not have gotten your message yet. There's no need to give up hope yet. Let's stay the night, my treat, and continue waiting until tomorrow night. If he hasn't shown up by tomorrow, then you were right, and we can head back to the Dark Ruins."
"...It'll just get my hopes up. I know that he isn't coming... but fine. If you insist, we'll stay..."
Rorrim's usually infinite patience is beginning to wear down slightly at Dalv's words, but suddenly, his eyes light up, and a wide grin forms on his face.
"I know he'll be happy to see you." he says, looking slightly smug. "He's a good child. I think he'd have long forgiven you by now."
Dalv opens his mouth to retort, but before he manages to, he feels a small tug on his cloak.
The anxious vampire immediately whirls around, brimming with confusion, but whatever words he was about to say die in his throat when he sees the figure behind him.
Standing in front of Dalv is a short, strangely-dressed human, who's hat is lowered to hide his expression. As Dalv stares at him, shocked at the human's sudden appearance, Clover rushes forward, wrapping his arms around the vampire's torso.
"Sniff... I missed ya..." he mutters, looking slightly ashamed. "I shoulda visited by now. I'm sorry..."
Dalv stiffens, stunned into silence by the child tone for several seconds...
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...but eventually, his arms move on his own, returning the young human's hug.
Chapter 45: Old friends, older stories
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A small, relieved smile can be seen upon Martlet's beak today. Any monster watching her would be able to see that her mood has been brightened by something, and they wouldn't have to look for very long to locate the source of her joy, as near the scatterbrained bird, three figures can be seen, each lost in their conversation.
These three figures are, of course, Dalv, Rorrim, and Clover, who talk to one another with large gins upon their faces.
When Martlet had first gotten the news that a monster named Dalv was looking for Clover, she was planning on staying at the Ketsukane Estate for several nights, maybe more, if it took longer for Dalv to stop looking for him. A quick talk with Clover was more than enough to remind her that Dalv was the anxious, shy vampire who took care of the young human when he first fell into the Underground.
Rather than spend the night at Ceroba's home, Clover immediately begged her to fly him back to Snowdin, eager to meet with his friend from the Dark Ruins. Martlet has never been able to resist a cute face, and although Clover can't do puppy-dog eyes anymore, he's still able to perform a close equivalent.
She stood no chance, and before long, they were at the Honeydew Resort.
The initial reunion Clover had with Dalv was tear-filled, heartwarming, and almost enough to make the bird-like guard cry, but she held those tears in. Clover's meeting with Dalv didn't last long, as it was getting pretty late, so she took Clover back home for the night, but as soon as the young cowboy woke up, he was begging to go back to Honeydew Resort... and so here they are.
Luckily, Martlet has the day off, so she can spend her time around Clover as he interacts with his old friends from the Dark Ruins. Although she was a little hesitant about Dalv at first, as even Martlet was able to see that Clover's exit from the Dark Ruins wasn't a joy-filled, happy occasion, she quickly warmed up to the anxious vampire when she saw just how much he cared about Clover.
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...Still, from the stories this 'Rorrim' monster is telling, it doesn't seem like any of the monsters in the Dark Ruins took the human's disappearance well, with many of them blaming Dalv. Dalv himself is no exception to this, which makes for quite a funny sight, as both Clover and the anxious monster could be seen continuously apologizing to each other. After a few seconds of this, Rorrim and Martlet rushed to shut it down, although the sight was enough to warm Martlet's heart. Speaking of warming her heart...
For the first time since Captain Undyne's visit, Clover has been nothing but happy, with even his occasional bouts of sudden sadness disappearing. Although the blind cowboy seems to enjoy being in the Wild East more than in Snowdin, he was still prone to suddenly lose interest in whatever activity he was enjoying mere moments before, seemingly becoming lost in negative memories. Nothing Martlet or the other monsters did was able to stop this from happening, and they decided that the best thing to do was to wait, and hope that he recovered over time... but that changed after meeting with Dalv.
Beyond the first few minutes of their initial meeting, the young human has been completely devoid of any sadness when around his friends from the Dark Ruins, much to Martlet's relief.
For a moment, the scatterbrained bird was tempted to tell Dalv this... but after thinking it through for a few seconds, she realized that the vampire was guilty enough, and learning that Clover had been suffering from fits of depression after leaving the Dark Ruins would not help with his guilt.
And so she didn't, being content to watch in relieved silence as Clover happily chatted with his friends.
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...Eventually, however, the conversation turns to her.
"So you're saying that she's a member of the Royal Guard, and she originally attacked you when you first met?" Dalv asks, causing Martlet to wince.
"It wasn't on purpose or anything!" Clover hurriedly reassures. "She thought that I was hurting other monsters and stuff. It wasn't her fault, and I was fine afterwards."
"...But she still captured you?"
"Well, yeah, of course she did. That's her job... but she's been treating me real nice since then! She even hid me from the Captain of the Royal Guard when they came along!"
"I... I thought your plan was to get to Asgore? Wouldn't going with Captain Undyne be a quick way to do that...?"
The young, blind child falls silent, and for the first time since he encountered Dalv at Honeydew Resort, an unhappy expression makes its way onto his face.
"She would've killed me long before reaching Asgore." he says, voice flat and even. "If it wasn't for a good friend, I wouldn't have realized that."
Before the anxious vampire can continue his questions, Rorrim hurries to change the subject, immediately noticing how sensitive the current topic is.
"That's enough about Undyne. Clover, you've only talked about your time in Snowdin so far, but unless my eyes mistake me... it looks like you have a new gun? From the craftsmanship, it appears to be a genuine, actual weapon. Those are very rare, and there aren't too many gunsmiths in the Underground. Where'd you get it at?"
"...Oh, this..."
The young, blind child slips the gun out of its holster, toying with it while he holds it in both hands.
"I got this from a funny monster named Blackjack over in the Wild East... it's a town in the Dunes, y'see, and... well... it's just like something straight outta the movies I used to watch! There's a real, genuine Sheriff! His name is North Star, and he runs around the place with his Posse, bringing evildoers to justice! Apparently, they heard rumors of a human living in Snowdin, so the Sheriff and a friend of his, a really nice lady named Ceroba, went to investigate."
As the child speaks, he slowly grows more excited and animated, quickly shedding whatever feelings of sadness he had.
"The Sheriff's name ain't really North Star, that's just what he's called when he's working. His name is Starlo, and he's super cool! I met him when he was doing some sorta magic gun-show in the center of town a few weeks ago. Long story short, he found out that I was the human, and I started visiting the Dunes to see him and his Posse! While I was in the Wild East the other day, he took me to see the local salesman, Old Blackjack, and he got me this gun as a gift!"
"...He got you an actual, real-life gun?" Dalv says, sounding flabbergasted.
"Mhm! Martlet wasn't too happy about it, but I promised to keep it unloaded, so she decided that I'd be alright to keep it!"
"That's... quite the gift. A little dangerous though..." Rorrim points out. "...But I suppose if you're keeping it unloaded, it should be fine."
"Speaking of gifts... I never did get ya something when we had your party, did I?"
The anxious vampire snorts at Clover's question.
"The party itself was probably the best gift I've ever received. I never expected to have anyone celebrate my birthday, much less a child I had known for a month by that point."
"You threw a birthday party for him?" Martlet suddenly asks, speaking up for the first time in this conversation.
The young, blind human rubs the back of his head, embarrassed.
"Ah, it wasn't too much, I just--"
"He noticed that Dalv had celebrated his birthday alone, and so he convinced every monster in the Dark Ruins to help him with a surprise party." Rorrim interrupts, not allowing Clover to be humble about this. "It was the largest party I've ever seen. The kitchen was filled to the brim with all of Dalv's favorite foods, and even though we didn't have physical presents, it was more impressive than any of my birthday parties. Clover did a fantastic job."
Clover's embarrassment only grows at the mirror-like monster's praise, something which causes Martlet to smile widely.
"Awww, that's adorable! From what Dalv has said, he really appreciated it! Memories that good are a lovely present!"
The vampiric-monster nods his head in agreement.
"Exactly. Clover, I don't think I can tell you just how much that party brightened my day. It was the best surprise I've ever had. No present you could've given me would've made that day any better."
Despite his obvious embarrassment with the situation, the small cowboy can't help but grin at these words.
"Well... I guess if you really think so... then I guess I did good enough with the party without getting ya a real gift...?"
Dalv and Martlet nod their heads in sync, signalling that he's right...
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...Clover doesn't see this, but after sighing at his fellow monsters, Rorrim speaks.
"You did, don't worry."
"Speaking of gifts, when's your birthday, Clover? I don't think you've ever mentioned that!" Martlet says, looking apologetic to have never asked before.
"Oh-- uh... my 12th birthday is gonna be on July 7th. I fell down here about a month after I turned 11."
"What was your party like?" Dalv instinctively asks, only realizing his mistake after the words have left his mouth.
"I didn't get any parties." Clover says, tone casual, as if talking about the weather. "Or at least, I didn't get any after Big Sis Melody left. Didn't really have too many folks to celebrate with, y'see, and Frisk was too young to be planning any parties."
All three of the monsters who heard these words fall silent, grimacing at the young human's tone...
Martlet watches, slightly anxious, as Clover walks away from Honeydew Resort with the two monsters he came here to meet. It took several hours of begging, pleading, and bargaining, but eventually, he was able to convince her to allow him to go back to the Dark Ruins for a few days.
At first, Martlet did not want to let him out of her sight. He worries her sometimes, and she wants to know that he's okay, and if he isn't, she definitely wants to be around to comfort him. Eventually, however, he managed to whittle her resolve down, reminding her that the monsters in the Dark Ruins miss him, and how he had lived with them before meeting her.
The scatterbrained bird was forced to agree with his reasoning. The Dark Ruins may be the safest place in the entire Underground for Clover, as literally no monsters visit it, and the few monsters that already live there love being around the young cowboy. Logically, Martlet knows that there will be no issues with him staying there... and yet she still feels hesitant.
Maybe it's the lingering worry from Clover's sudden change in demeanor after Undyne's visit, or maybe it's the new knowledge that he hasn't had a real birthday in the past five years, but she's still concerned about Clover's mental state. When you add on the fact that his departure from the Dark Ruins wasn't pleasant... well, it makes sense for her to be worried. Going back there will bring back bad memories, since it was also the place where he lost his vision...
She even offered to go with him, but he immediately refused, claiming that the residents of the Dark Ruins wouldn't be the most comfortable around unfamiliar monsters, especially since she's a member of the Royal Guard.
Frankly, Martlet is convinced that he just doesn't want her to see how he'll react to the place... but it's Clover's decision, and even though he'll encounter some bad memories, maybe it'll be help him get his mind off of Undyne's recent visit...
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...but although the small human's mind may be distracted, Martlet's is completely focused on one simple fact.
Clover hasn't had a birthday party in five years, and from what she knows about his life on the Surface, the ones he had weren't the best... and he does deserve the best. Clover deserves the biggest, grandest, most enjoyable birthday party in the world.
Even though it may be a few months late, Martlet has the perfect idea of where to throw the party...
With a few flaps of her wings, the bird-like guard flies into the air, soaring towards the Dunes at impressive speeds.
Chapter 46: Party preparations
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Dozens upon dozens of monsters can be seen hard at work in one large estate near the Wild East. From the normal residents of the Dunes, such as Sheriff North Star and his Posse, and even to the foreign, unusual monsters of Snowdin, everyone is doing their best to prepare for the most important party they've ever thrown...
It's been two days since Clover left to visit the Dark Ruins. As soon as he left, Martlet flew to the Wild East, and immediately after getting Ceroba's permission to use the Ketsukane Estate as the party's venue, she rushed to gather the young human's friends, who were all eager to help set up the party.
Progress was going great, and they could've finished within the first day... unfortunately, they had to start over due to some... incidents...
As it would turn out, using fire magic to 'spice up the party' has a very high chance of destroying all of the decorations.
The monsters in question all paid for replacements, thankfully, and were extremely remorseful about what they did. Nobody held any grudges, and even though everyone was annoyed to set up the decorations again... it was also pretty fun, oddly enough.
Everyone is enjoying their time in the Dunes, even if it is rather hot. Putting together a party for the sweetest, kindest child they've ever met... well, it's no wonder that the monsters in the Ketsukane Estate are so eager and energetic as they work.
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...And yet there is one monster who isn't as enthusiastic as those around her. While everyone else laughs and runs throughout the Ketsukane Estate, full of energy as they help put up the decorations for the young human's party, Ceroba can be seen sitting in the dining room, setting up decorations with a bitter, sorrowful expression on her face.
Starlo has checked in on her several times, making sure that the widowed fox isn't too lost in bad memories, but she waves him away each time, stubbornly repeating that she's "fine" and that he should just "worry about getting the house ready".
The Sheriff of the Wild East obviously doesn't believe her, but he's known her for long enough to know that prying isn't going to get him any helpful answers, and so after the third time he checked to see if she was okay, he decided to leave her be.
Still, he does have to wonder what's going on with her. Is the current situation bringing back memories of Kanako, or is something else on her mind...?
Ceroba scowls as she watches the monsters from Snowdin mess around in her house, and she has had to consciously restrain herself from kicking them out several times by now.
She appreciates that they're willing to help throw a party for Clover, sure, but did they have to be so annoying about it? From the loud, floating ice-cream monster, to the trifecta of siblings, and even to Martlet herself, the monsters from Snowdin cause no end to Ceroba's annoyance with their antics. The way they act so... so cheerful as they go about their work really angers the kimono-clad fox.
The monsters from the Wild East are much the same, but at least she's used to them by now, and most of them know to avoid Ceroba when she's lost in thought. Some of the monsters from Snowdin, however, were slow to learn this fact.
"Hi Ceroba!" Martlet's cheerful, bright voice says from behind the fox-like monster, causing her scowl to grow. "How's the progress in here? Almost done yet?"
Ceroba has to take several seconds to calm herself before she responds to Clover's scatterbrained guardian.
"...Yes, the dining room is almost done. Most of the decorations in here managed to avoid getting burnt earlier, so the workload isn't that bad. It'll only take half an hour or so for me to finish."
"That's great news! The kitchen and the hallways are getting pretty close too! It'll still take a few more hours... but everyone else can handle that! Do you want any help? I may not look like it, but I'm quite the handy-bird!"
"I'll pass, thanks." Ceroba instantly says, shooting down Martlet's idea as soon as it reaches her ears.
"Are you sure? Work passes by much quicker when you have someone else next to you, and from the looks of it, you aren't having much fun being left alone with your thoughts!"
It takes great effort on Ceroba's part to keep her paws from clenching into fists.
"I'm sure. This is just what my face looks like when I'm thinking."
"I don't know about that... Starlo said that something has you in a bad mood, and looking at how you've been acting today, I have to agree with him." the bird-like guard says, not noticing the growing anger on Ceroba's face. "When stuff has me down, talking about it with Chujin always helped!"
The widowed fox grows dangerously close to kicking Martlet out of the dining room, but the scatterbrained bird continues on regardless of Ceroba's fury.
"I can see that you don't want to talk to Starlo about it, and I get it! There was stuff that I wouldn't want to talk about even if a close friend was asking... but I'm not a close friend to you! Confiding in me should be a bit easier than Starlo, right?"
Ceroba's furious expression is instantly replaced by a bewildered expression, and her mouth hangs open for several seconds as she silently stares at Martlet.
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"...That makes literally no sense." she eventually manages to get out.
"Yes it does! The Royal Guard Guidebook actually has a passage specifically about this! With friends, talking about certain situations is difficult, since you don't want them to think less of you, but when it comes to an authority figure, such as a Royal Guard, certain monsters are way more likely to talk!"
Startled laughter makes its way out of the fox-like monsters mouth, and she has to take several seconds to breathe before responding.
"You? An authority figure?"
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Martlet grimaces at the laughter, but keeps her beak closed, since Ceroba isn't exactly wrong...
"I appreciate the offer, Martlet, but it's personal." she says, stopping her laughter. "I'll deal with it on my own."
"Well... if you do need to talk--"
"I'll know where to find you. Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to get back to work... and to clarify, I'd prefer to do this alone."
The Royal Guard frowns at her words, and opens her mouth to complain...
...but after seeing the expression on Ceroba's face, she decides against it, instead leaving the room.
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One may wonder why Ceroba is in such a bad mood. These last few days should have been happy, joy-filled, and most of all, fun. The Ceroba of five years ago would've loved to help throw a party like this. As a matter of fact, she probably would've taken control of the entire thing, directing the monsters here and there to make the party as perfect as she can make it... but this is not the Ceroba of five years ago.
Starlo isn't completely wrong in his assumption that her bad mood is tied to memories of Kanako. The widowed fox still vividly remembers Kanako's last birthday, and how happy everyone was, despite the recent loss of Chujin. Indeed, putting up decorations for Clover's birthday party brings back memories, and these memories certainly are one of the reasons as to why Ceroba's mood is so sour... but it's not the only reason.
No, the biggest, most overarching reason as to why the kimono-wearing monster has been so angry and sorrowful these past few days has to do with Clover himself. More specifically, it has to do with what will happen to the young human after his birthday party.
Despite how much she enjoys the little cowboy's presence, Ceroba needs his soul, and she's been waiting for the perfect opportunity to get it. This party is that opportunity, and she knows it.
Through several carefully timed words and suggestions, she has gotten Martlet to make the party a surprise. Her and Clover will go to work as usual, then they'll visit the Dunes after work, but instead of flying to the Wild East, they would head to the Ketsukane Estate. After they arrive, the monsters who have decided to show up for the party will leap out, wishing Clover a happy birthday, and then the party can truly begin.
What she didn't point out is that by the time they get here, it'll already be pretty late, and from Ceroba's experience in throwing children's birthday parties, it'll be much later by the time everyone goes home. If all goes well, then Clover and Martlet aren't going to go home the night of the party.
The young human will be tired out after the long day of excitement, leading to him and the scatterbrained bird spending the night at the Ketsukane Estate. After everyone is sleeping, Ceroba can quietly and carefully leave her room, walk to Clover's guest room, and...
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...Just like every other time she has these thoughts, the widowed-fox can't feel any joy in knowing that she'll have her daughter back soon. Any joy she would normally have is replaced by the simple fact that Clover will have to die for her goals to be achieved.
It's not a pleasant thought.
Ceroba has dreaded doing this since the first day she met the young human. Every night, she has had vivid, horrible nightmares of what will happen when she takes his soul.
Some nights, she sees the small cowboy willingly give up his soul for Kanako. Other nights, he gives it for monsterkind as a whole, so they can use it to break the barrier...
...and yet the most common nightmares she has revolves around her taking it by force as they battle atop an unfamiliar roof. Burning him with fire, cutting him to pieces with razor-sharp magic flowers, blasting him with beams of raw energy and light... in her dreams, she's seen Clover die many times by her hand.
Those nightmares are always the worst. The raw fear in his eyes as he dies-- and he can see in her dreams, oddly enough-- always cause her paws to tremble when she wakes up... but that's not even the worst part. What's worse is what comes after he's dead.
Most of the nightmares don't just end with him dying to her attacks. They continue, leading on for a disturbing amount of time as she's forced to see the consequences of her actions.
The look that Starlo gives her in those dreams always haunt her waking mind for hours after she's out of bed, and the raw anguish that Martlet has while clutching the human's tiny, blood-soaked body...
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...Well, it's a good thing that those are just bad dreams.
Still, even though these are just nightmares, they're not completely inaccurate. It's a large part of why Ceroba is so hesitant on taking Clover's soul. The monsters around her will surely react negatively to it.
After all, it's not like she's actually getting attached to the blind cowboy...
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...right?
With a small sigh, Ceroba clears these thoughts out of her head, getting back to hanging up decorations in the dining room.
Clover will die after his party. The only mercy she can give him is that he won't know that it's coming, and he can pass away on what may be the happiest day of his life.
And she is going to make sure that it's the happiest day of his life. She owes him that much.
Chapter 47: Happy Birthday, Clover
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Clover hums happily as he walks hand-in-hand with Dalv, unable to keep a large smile off of his face as the vampire leads him through the woods of Snowdin.
After four long, enjoyable days in the Dark Ruins, it's finally time for him to head home. Once he said goodbye to the residents of the Dark Ruins (and promised to visit soon), Dalv took his hand, and led him out the door in his home.
The last few days were nice. Much nicer than he had expected, anyways...
When he first left the Dark Ruins almost two months ago, he assumed that the monsters there would blame him for leaving. Even though he spent over a month making friends with them, he was positive that he had ruined it all in one day when he left without saying any goodbyes.
Suffice to say, he was very surprised when the normally-quiet Decibat rushed towards him, yelling excitedly for the other monsters as he did so.
The next few days were nothing but a blur. A fun, exciting, enjoyable blur, yes, but a blur nonetheless, as he spent much of his time explaining where he had been to the monsters of the Dark Ruins, along with listening to and doing his best to aid their various problems.
Everyone is doing better, even if it isn't by much, but Clover is hopeful that his future visits will help get them through their issues...
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...
...it's a small consolation, since it's his fault that they're spiraling back into whatever negative habits they had before he arrived in the Underground. If he had just stayed with them, or even if he had bothered to take the time to say goodbye, then they wouldn't be nearly as bad as they are now...
"Hi Clover! Did you have fun?!" a familiar, upbeat voice asks, snapping him out of his thoughts.
The blind human takes a second to summon a pair of yellow glasses to his face, and after tapping at his gun's holster a few times, he runs towards Martlet, who catches him in a hug.
"Yeah! It was really nice to see everyone again!" he says, putting all of the negative thoughts he was having out of mind.
"Oh? What'd you do while you were there?"
"Well, first I went with Dalv and Rorrim to visit Penilla, then after a few hours, all of us went to see Decibat, and then..."
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Finally, Clover's story ends, leaving both him and Martlet smiling brightly.
"That's great! I'm glad to see that you've been having so much fun!"
"Do... do ya think I could stay a few more nights...?" Clover asks hesitantly.
A pained expression makes its way onto Martlet's face at his question.
"W-Well... uh..."
"I'd be happy to have him over anytime." Dalv says, much to the bird-like guard's annoyance.
"...I think it's about time for you to go home, but how about you let me and Dalv talk first? You can go play in the snow over there while we talk, okay?"
"Ok!"
The hopeful child waddles away, leaving Martlet alone to converse with the anxious vampire...
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'Gosh, they're really taking their time with talking, huh?' Clover thinks to himself twenty minutes later. 'Wonder what they're talking about...'
If the young human could see, he'd easily spot the large, excited grin on Dalv's face as Martlet tells him about the birthday party she's planning for Clover. With every word the Royal Guard says, his excitement only grows, until...
"I'm sorry Clover, but I just remembered that I'll be busy for the next few days." he lies, fighting to hide his excitement. "It's the same for the other residents of the Dark Ruins. We'd love to have you over, but it'll have to wait a little bit. Maybe next week?"
Clover visibly deflates at his words, but nods his head nonetheless.
"Ah man... well, let me know when I can visit! I've missed being around all of y'all!"
"I will, no need to worry! I've got to hurry back to the Dark Ruins now, but as soon as we're finished with what'll be keeping us busy, I'll send a letter asking you to visit. Goodbye for now!"
"Goodbye!"
After one last hug, the now-excited vampire leaves, racing back to his home at top speed...
Before Clover can think too much on Dalv's sudden exit, he feels his feet leave the ground, as Martlet sweeps him up into her wings.
"It's time to get you to bed! I have work tomorrow, you know, and you're going to be coming with me!" she says, carrying the blind child as she begins to walk towards her home.
"I can walk! It ain't... yawn... it ain't that late!"
Despite his protests, Clover can't help but snuggle into the wings carrying him, enjoying the softness of the guard's feathers.
"Goodnight, Clover."
"..."
The pout on his face is almost enough to cause Martlet to break out in laughter, but she barely restrains herself, only letting out a small chuckle as she walks...
Early the next morning, Clover drags himself out of bed, and although he heavily considers trying to make breakfast for him and Martlet, he soon decides against it when he thinks of the last time he tried his hand at cooking.
Before long, his bird-like roommate also wakes up, and after she makes both of them a hearty breakfast, they're off to the woods of Snowdin, flying around Martlet's usual route to make sure that all of her puzzles are in good condition.
"Oh, right, I forgot to tell you! Our training with Doggo is going to be postponed today! He's busy!" she says, causing Clover to frown.
"What's he busy with? He hasn't missed a training day yet... is he ok?"
"He's fine! I... uh... I'm not too sure on what he's working on, but I know that he isn't in any danger or anything. There's no need to worry about him..."
Although the small cowboy scowls at this, he pushes his worries down at Martlet's words, instead focusing on the day ahead of them...
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The work of the day passes by surprisingly quickly, which is something that Clover deeply appreciates, as he's noticed something quite odd today...
The monsters in the surrounding area are far quieter than usual, and to his surprise, some of them are even missing! Rather than being in their usual spots, doing their usual daily activities, most of the monsters he's interacted with are gone, much to his concern.
He brought this up to Martlet, but she waves his worries away, claiming that all of them were "also busy, since they're working on the same thing as Doggo".
For a moment, he considered asking her how she knew this, as she said earlier that she didn't know what Doggo is working on... but Martlet was able to divert his attention soon enough by asking him to help her test one of his favorite puzzles.
That's how most of the day passed, with him testing the various puzzles around Snowdin. Due to Martlet's constant check-ins and tuneups of her puzzles, there isn't much for her to actually do today, as they're all in fantastic condition.
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...Eventually, the workday is over, and Clover grabs onto the bird-like guard's leg, waiting for her to fly them back home.
Five minutes of flight pass, then ten, then fifteen...
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...?
"Uh... Martlet? Where are we going?" he finally asks after almost half an hour of flight.
"We're going to the Dunes!" she replies, grinning brightly.
"...It usually takes a lot less time to get there than this, don't it? I mean, the Wild East ain't that far away..."
"I just thought I'd stretch my wings! We're almost there, maybe five more minutes!"
"..."
Even Clover, as young as he is, can see through her excuses... but he can't imagine why she's flying around for so long, so he is forced to hold his curiosity in check, waiting for Martlet to land at their destination...
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"We're here!" the scatterbrained bird cheers, landing on the sand in front of the Ketsukane Estate.
"...?"
After using his magic to "see" the area, the young, blind cowboy dismisses his yellow glasses, turning towards Martlet with a questioning look a second later.
"Why're we at Miss Ceroba's house?"
"We're meeting her and Starlo here! Let's go inside!"
Martlet grabs Clover's small hand, slowly leading him up the wooden steps leading to the front door...
Knock.
Knock.
Kno--
As soon as Martlet knocks on the door for a third time, it flies open, revealing a scene that causes her beak to curve into a smile...
Ceroba's house is positively packed with monsters, each doing their best to stay silent as they watch Clover and his bird-like guardian enter.
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"...Starlo? Miss Ceroba?" the young human calls out as the silence stretches on, confused at who opened the door.
"They're in the dining room. Follow me!"
Martlet continues to lead the blind child by the hand, doing her best to avoid walking near any of the less-quiet monsters. The entire time they walk, a bewildered look can be seen upon Clover's face. Eventually, the two arrive at the seemingly-empty dining room...
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"...Hello? Are y'all in he--"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
Clover jumps half a foot into the air as he's interrupted by a chorus of cheerful voices. Immediately, a pair of yellow glasses appear on his face, and he taps away at his gun's holster at lightning-speed.
His eyes widen, and his confusion grow even further by the scene in front of him.
Monsters of all shapes and sizes can be seen around the dining room, and even more are in the hallways surrounding it, but that's not even the most surprising part...
The most surprising part is the decorations.
Streamers, balloons, and other colorful items can be seen strewn across the house around him. It takes him another few seconds to realize that each decoration is cowboy themed, and some of the balloons even form together to say...
Happy Birthday Clover!
"W-What's going on here? It ain't my birthday!" he stutters, completely baffled by this sight.
Starlo, who was waiting in the dining room with everyone else, opens his mouth to speak, but before he can...
"KNOW CONE KNOW THAT! KNOW CONE KNOW WHY TINY HUMAN IS HAVING PARTY NOW!" Know Cone proudly exclaims. "BIRD LADY TOLD NORTH STAR AND SCARY FOX LADY THAT TINY HUMAN DID NOT GET BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR 11TH BIRTHDAY! NORTH STAR AND SCARY FOX LADY AGREED TO SET UP PARTY HERE! BIRD LADY WENT AND TOLD TINY HUMAN'S FRIENDS ABOUT THE PARTY!"
"That's right." Dalv, who was hiding in the crowd this entire time, says, causing Clover's shock to grow even further. "Martlet got all of us together to celebrate, and--"
"AND DALV TOLD US!" Crispy Scroll interrupts, more excited now than Clover has ever seen. "SO WE ALL RUSHED OVER HERE TO HELP GET IT READY!"
Many more voices call out, from Doggo...
"Happy birthday, kid. Here's to many more."
To Starlo...
"Damn straight! You're the best cowboy I've ever met, and I can't wait until your next birthday!"
And even to Ceroba herself, although she does sound a little less enthusiastic than everyone else...
"Happy... what is it? Your eleventh birthday? Well, happy eleventh birthday, Clover. I hope you'll enjoy it."
These voices, along with dozens more, cause Clover's expression to become more tearful as the seconds go on. After just about every monster in the house has said their piece...
"Y-Y'all... sniff... thank you! I never expected something... sniff... something like this! This is the best birthday I've ever had!"
Tears fall from the human's unseeing eyes, and yet none of the monsters feel concerned from him... no, all they feel is joy and pride, as they can also see the largest, happiest smile they've ever seen upon Clover's face.
Hours later, and almost all of the guests have left Ceroba's home. The only people in the house are her, Starlo, Martlet, Dalv... and Clover.
The estate is dead silent as she creeps up the stairs, slowly and carefully walking towards the guestroom where the human is staying.
Before long, she arrives in front of the door, and after taking a few seconds to steady her resolve, the fox-like monster pushes the door open, revealing...
"W-Who's there?! Show yourself!" a devastated, shaky voice calls out, stopping Ceroba in her tracks.
In front of her, sitting up in his bed, is Clover, looking more scared now than she's ever seen him looking. In his trembling hands is the revolver Starlo gave him, which glows a faint yellow.
Unseen to either of them, a small, yellow flower watches on, grinning sadistically as he stares at this scene.
Chapter 48: Just a bad dream
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A yawn escapes Clover's mouth as he slowly trudges up the stairs, barely able to keep his eyes open after the day he's just had.
Today may have been the best day in Clover's life thus far. For the first time ever, he's had a birthday party with more than two people attending it, and unlike any other 'parties' he's had on the Surface, it actually had cake!
This marks the second time in his entire life that he's tasted cake, the first being when he threw Dalv a birthday party a few months ago.
The sweetness was almost too much for him the first time, but now, having trained his tastebuds on the Honeydew Pancakes of Honeydew Resort, he can easily handle whatever cake is put in front of him...
...and boy, did he handle this cake.
From what he can gather, it was a very large cake, and the makers were very proud of it. There were enough pieces for everyone who attended the party, anyways, and considering how many monsters that is... well, that probably gives a good idea as to its size.
On top of being much larger than normal, this cake was decorated, showing off the adventures of a small, young cowboy as he runs through the Wild East. Clover couldn't 'see' enough details to understand what those adventure were, but he can safely assume that the cowboy in question was Clover himself.
The next few hours after that were a blur, as the blind human interacted with monster after monster, playing all sorts of games and doing all sorts of activities as the night stretched on.
Eventually, it was time for everyone to leave, with only a few of the monsters who attended the party choosing to spend the night.
Although Dalv was originally planning on leaving with everyone else, Ceroba recognized him from Kanako's drawings, and they spent much of the night talking to one another. Apparently, he also learnt that the "friend" who left corn on his doorstep was Ceroba's late husband, Chujin.
After learning all of this, he decided to stay the night, intent on speaking with Ceroba in the morning.
Martlet and Clover are staying due to one simple fact that nobody had considered... sugar rushes.
Unlike human foods, sweetened monster foods, such as cake, do cause a legitimate sugar rush, and after the rush, a crash. It goes without saying that once Clover almost collapsed, Martlet sent him straight to bed.
And so here he is, walking up the stairs to one of the guest rooms that Ceroba had showed him when he last visited.
As soon as he enters the room, he collapses onto the soft mattress, not even bothering to undress as he dismisses the yellow glasses he used to navigate. The young human falls asleep pretty much instantly, unable to resist the softness of the bed.
His dreams are pleasant, filled with his mind's recreations about the day he just had. If anyone else were able to see his dreams, they'd be shocked at how accurate the images of some of the monsters are, with Starlo, Ceroba, Dalv, and Martlet in particular being exact replicas of how they look in real life.
Clover likes his dreams. He can actually see in most of them.
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Suddenly, a familiar pain spreads throughout the young human's body. Confused, he tries to draw his gun, or move his body to dodge whoever is attacking him...
...but a few seconds of struggling allows him to see that he can't move his body at all.
Confusion blooms in Clover's mind at this realization, as this type of sensation isn't new to him, and he quickly recognizes what's happening to him...
He's a soul. A floating, yellow, bodiless soul. He can see whenever this happens, but his surroundings are never anything other than a black void, much to his dismay.
It's strange. Whenever he dies, Flowey usually loads a save pretty much instantly, but on the rare occasions where he doesn't, Clover is left as a soul for what seems like hours, if not days. This gives him plenty of time to think, although it never usually comes in handy once he returns to his body.
You see, the emotions that his SOUL feels are much different from the ones that are felt when he has his body as well. He can still feel emotions, mind you, but they're less... visceral when he's just a soul. They're less overwhelming.
That's not to say that they can't be overwhelming. Quite the opposite, as a matter of fact. When he first found himself without a body, he panicked more than he's ever panicked before. He screamed, even though he had no mouth, he cried, even though he had no eyes, and he begged for someone, anyone to save him, even though he had no voice to beg with.
As one may imagine, his panic was even worse when he was returned to his body, and it took Flowey several hours to calm him down enough to speak.
Sometimes, Clover wonders why he never felt this when he first died. He occasionally considers that Flowey was watching when he fell to his death... but he quickly denies that thought whenever he has it. Flowey is the kindest, most compassionate monster he's ever met. He would never let someone die just to see what would happen.
Clover's subconscious must have blocked off the memory, or Flowey found him as he was falling...
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...Still, the young human's mind burns with confusion at his current situation. He was sleeping in the guest room of the Ketsukane Estate after the most enjoyable day he's ever had. There were no threats to his safety, and from what he heard, Ceroba's house is actually fireproof. Nothing should've killed him, and yet he's dead. Why is that?
He's suddenly reminded of what happened with Undyne. More specifically, he's reminded of how she killed him when his guard was down...
Clover's soul shivers, cringing at the thought.
'No. There's... there's no way. Dalv wouldn't kill me, since he would've had several chances to in the past few days. Martlet definitely wouldn't have done it, so that just leaves Starlo and Ceroba...' he thinks, unable to stop a sinking feeling from spreading through him.
'Neither of them woulda done this. They... they care for me, don't they? They wouldn't kill me while I was sleeping. They ain't like Miss Undyne... right?'
The Soul of Justice is left alone to these thoughts for a long, long time. What feels like weeks, or even months, end up passing by in complete silence, only broken a few times by an odd sense of gooey warmth and a voice that he can't quite make out. After an unknown amount of time has passed...
Clover sits up in bed, eyes wide as he hurriedly summons a pair of magical yellow glasses to his face. A few quick taps at his gun's holster make it clear that there's nobody else in the room with him, but that doesn't help his anxiety much, and before he knows it, tears fall from his unseeing eyes. The young human finds himself sitting there with one hand mopping up his eyes with his bandana, while the other continuously taps away at his holster, letting him 'see' the room around him with each tap.
Five minutes pass...
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...Then ten...
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...Not even 20 minutes pass by before he's forced to stop using his magic. His chest heaves, both because of the exertion he just put himself through and because in his panic, he's begun hyperventilating. His hands, shaking worse now than they've ever done before, grasp his gun, pulling the hammer back in preparation to use it to defend himself against whatever unseen opponent awaits him...
...but he soon realizes that his gun is empty. Drawing upon the last of his magical strength, he wills the gun to not need bullets, instead forcing it to send out beams of yellow magic. To his surprise, this is far, far easier than he was expecting it to be.
With all of his preparations done, the only thing he can do now is wait, curling up into a small, trembling ball as he does so...
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Creak...
Suddenly, he hears the hinges of the door creak, signalling that someone is opening the door. Acting quickly, he points his gun at the source of the noise, speaking in a loud, shaky tone.
"W-Who's there?! Show yourself!" he demands, finger finding the trigger of his gun.
He hears this unseen figure take a few steps back, startled at the scene before them.
As soon as he hears them backing up, he flinches, summoning the familiar pair of yellow glasses to his face as he waits for them to begin the battle...
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...
...and yet they never do. Instead, the unseen figure speaks.
"C-Clover?! What are you doing?! Put the gun down! You could hurt yourself!" Ceroba's voice, clear as day, shouts, causing Clover to lower the gun slightly in bewilderment.
"Miss Ceroba?! What--"
The small cowboy's eyes widen in horror, and one of his hands drops to his holster, slamming into it to activate the magic that Decibat taught him, and when he does, he 'sees' something that causes his heart to stop momentarily.
Standing in front of him is Ceroba, looking both guilty and baffled... but this isn't what causes Clover to feel fear. The true source of his horror comes from what she's holding...
A tall, circular container made out of glass.
When he notices this container, he can't help but shiver uncontrollably, feeling that it is both familiar and terrifying.
"W-What's that?! What're you holding?!" he asks, hands trembling even more as he points his gun towards where he believes Ceroba to be.
"This..."
The fox-like monster falls silent, grimacing at the question...
"You were... you were gonna kill me and take my soul, weren't you!"
"Clover, it's not what you think." she lies, setting the soul-jar on the floor. "Listen, you just had a bad dream. Why don't I call Martlet, and once she's here to calm you down, you can go back to sleep?"
"No! You... I know what you're planning! If I go back to sleep, then you'll... you'll..."
"It was just a nightmare. I need you to calm down, okay?"
As Ceroba speaks, she puts on the softest, most reassuring tone she can.
"I don't want to hurt you. I don't have any reason to hurt you. Please, put the gun down before you hurt yourself."
"..."
Tears fall freely from the blind child's face as her words reach him, and sobs continuously wrack his body. For some reason, he instinctively feels that he can trust Ceroba. It's almost like he knows that any harm she would have done is long past... but he also felt that way around Undyne, and from what Flowey told him...
"Get out! Leave me alone! I... I don't want you in here!"
"Clover--"
"I will shoot! I... sniff... I know what you were trying to do! I know what you did do! I... sniff... I remember it, even if none of y'all do! Don't try to act kind while you're getting ready to rip out my soul!"
"Remember? What do you--"
"GET OUT!"
The shout that comes from Clover causes Ceroba to wince, ears twitching slightly at the sheer volume of his scream... and yet she doesn't relent. Pushing all thoughts of harming the young human out of her head, she continues forward, unfearing the gun in his hand.
"Put the gun down, you'll hurt yourself! Clover, please trust me when I say that you getting hurt is the last thing I want right now."
Clover flinches back as if struck, and even though his hands tremble, and his body is wracked with sobs, his ears can still clearly hear the widowed fox's approach.
Before he even realizes it, a small, yellow beam of light flies from his gun's barrel, even though he never pulled the trigger.
Chapter 49: Plans bearing fruit
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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Ceroba slowly approaches the young, scared human in front of her, trying to act as reassuring as possible as she moves towards him.
"Put the gun down, you'll hurt yourself." she says, keeping her paws raised in front of her non-threateningly. "Clover, please trust me when I say that you getting hurt is the last thing I want right now."
Ceroba almost stops moving when she sees him flinch backwards, but she presses forwards nonetheless, opening her mouth yet again in an attempt to talk him down...
BANG!
The revolver in the young human's hands fires, loudly sending a small beam of yellow energy towards the fox-like monster...
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...and it flies past her, striking deeply into a nearby wall.
Clover himself flinches again, looking horrified at his sudden attack. In a panic, he moves a hand down to tap at his gun's holster to see if he managed to hit Ceroba, but before he can do so, she leaps forward, knocking the gun out of his hand.
As soon as the gun leaves his hand, Clover curls up defensively, throwing his arms up in front of him as if expecting her to attack... but the pain he was expecting never came. Instead, he feels two soft, furry arms wrap around him, pulling the blind cowboy into a tight hug.
"You're fine, you're alright. I'm not going to hurt you. I'm sorry, it's going to be alright."
He freezes up in her grasp, body still trembling fiercely as she hugs him.
Ceroba can feel that he doesn't trust her. She can easily tell that he wants to push her away, but doesn't out of fear of how she'll respond. As soon as she realizes this, she releases her hold on him, grimacing as she does so.
Immediately, he moves away from the kimono-clad fox, tapping away at his holster as he does so.
The raw fear and anxiety that's visible on his face only adds to Ceroba's guilt, and after a few seconds of watching him, she speaks again.
"I'm backing up now. I don't want to hurt you. You just had a bad dream." she says, slowly walking towards the door. "You're safe here. You're--"
Suddenly, several loud, thundering steps can be heard from the stairs leading to the guest room where Clover is staying, and before long, three monsters come into view, each with panicked expressions on their faces.
The first of the three to arrive is Martlet, who rushes at Clover's trembling body as soon as she lays eyes upon him, not even giving Ceroba a second glance before she pulls the blind cowboy into a tight hug. Unlike the one Ceroba gave him, Clover returns the hug, calming down ever so slightly as he feels the bird's soft feathers.
The next up the stairs is Starlo, with Dalv being a few steps behind him. The duo's eyes widen as they see the scene before them, and Starlo immediately whirls to look at the only monster in the house who actually knows what happened.
"Ceroba! What the hell is going on?!" he asks, sounding much sterner than he usually is when he talks to his childhood friend. "Why'd I hear a gunshot?! Is anyone hurt?!"
"...Everyone is fine." she replies, scowling fiercely. "Clover just had a nightmare. He--"
"IT WASN'T A NIGHTMARE!" the young human shouts, causing all eyes to be drawn to him. "I... you... you tried to kill me! I know you did!"
"...What? You tried to..."
Martlet's voice takes a dangerous edge to it as she glares at Ceroba.
"I... it's not what you think..."
Despite the fox's protests, Martlet is unrelenting, and the only thing keeping her from marching over to Ceroba is the fact that Clover has her in a tight hug.
"Now now, calm down folks. I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation." Starlo says, doing his best to be the voice of reason. "Let's just give Clover some time to cool off, and while he does, we can go downstairs and chat."
"I'm not sure I want to leave him alone..." the bird-like Royal Guard mutters, holding Clover close.
"Well, he obviously doesn't wanna be around Ceroba right now. You stay up here and try to get him to sleep, and once he does, you can come join us for a chat in the dining room. That sound fair?"
"...I guess..."
"Good! Now that that's settled--"
"What's that?" Dalv's normally-quiet voice interrupts, tone harsh and angry.
"Whaddya..."
Starlo trails off as he follows Dalv's finger, which is pointed directly at a tall, circular container made out of glass lying on the floor. With a sinking feeling in his stomach, he turns towards Ceroba, looking at her with unbelieving eyes...
And he is unbelieving of the sight he sees. After all, that glass jar on the floor? That's something that just about any monster would recognize, given how many times its been shown on TV and in various other forms of entertainment.
It's a jar scarily similar to the ones that King Asgore uses to store the human souls, and right now, this soul-jar is less than ten feet away from a living, breathing human...
"W-Why is that in your guest room, Ceroba?!"
"..."
"Goddammit Ceroba! What were you tryna do?!?!"
The fox's fists clench tightly, and for a brief moment, every other monster in the room tenses up, preparing for a fight... but a few seconds later, a long sigh makes its way out of Ceroba's mouth, and her paws fall limp at her sides.
"It doesn't matter. I can't do it now. Not after... not after seeing Clover act this way." she says, sounding both relieved and angry.
Before any of the surrounding monsters can question what she means, Ceroba walks to the door, waving for them to follow her.
"Clover obviously doesn't want to be around me, and I can't say that I blame him... so if you want me to explain, it'll have to be downstairs."
As soon as she says this, she muscles past Dalv and Starlo, walking away from the guest room where she attempted to take Clover's soul...
Starlo immediately follows after her, and Dalv makes to follow them, but then hesitates, looking back at Martlet and the small, trembling human in her wings.
"...Do you want to come with? I... I'm pretty sure you'll want to hear her explanation."
The Royal Guard hesitates, looking down at the child she's holding...
"Sniff... I'll be fine..." Clover mutters, sounding very unconvincing.
"..."
A sigh escapes from her beak as she forces herself to let go of him.
"If you need me, just yell. I'll be here as soon as I can, don't worry."
"..."
Her words are met with silence, but she pushes any anxiety she has at this lack of a reply down, standing up to follow Dalv a second later.
Silence fills the guest room as the adults go downstairs to talk. Still trembling, Clover simply waits, unable to stop worrying about the future.
'She's just like Miss Undyne. She... she killed me! And she put my soul in that jar she had, too.' he thinks, wiping his eyes with the bandana wrapped around his neck. 'I... I wanna go home to Martlet's house. Miss Ceroba said that she ain't gonna try to kill me anymore... but that's an obvious lie. The sooner... the sooner I'm away from her, the better. I bet if I didn't fire my gun, she woulda taken my soul then and there...'
'...But what's gonna happen after I leave? She already tried to kill me once. She'll probably try to do it again, and since she knows where I live...'
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"...Clover? Buddy? A-Are you okay...?" a familiar voice asks, snapping Clover out of his thoughts.
"I dunno, Flowey. I... I don't know what to do..." he replies... before suddenly, his voice turns uncharacteristically furious. "Why'd it take so long for you to LOAD a save?!?! I... I was dead for weeks, if not months! And you didn't notice?!"
If the small cowboy were able to see, he'd notice the small, yellow flower flinch backwards, looking on with a remorseful, sad expression as Clover's words reach him.
"...I'm sorry."
"I died! And this was worse than any other time! I've never been trapped as a soul for so long! What took you so long?!"
"...I'm sorry."
"Dammit Flowey, I know you're sorry! I want an answer, not an apology!"
"...An apology is all I can give, Clover." the flower says, sounding absolutely devastated. "I wasn't paying attention. I thought... well, I thought that you'd be ok. I was keeping tabs on Undyne, and I made sure that she wasn't going to be going to Snowdin for a performance evaluation anytime soon. I thought that you'd be safe while I..."
Clover's tone loses its edge as he listens to Flowey's words, and it soon becomes almost apologetic as he urges Flowey to continue.
"While you...?"
"...I was trying to find allies who would help you against Asgore. I spent several months trying... but I couldn't find anyone willing to help. When I returned, I had assumed that it would just be me, you, the Sheriff, his Posse, Martlet, and Ceroba against Asgore, but when I arrived at Snowdin..."
"..."
The young human visibly deflates at these words.
"I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have snapped at you..." he mutters, looking ashamed. "...So the only folks around who can help are you, the Feisty Five, and Martlet...?"
"It won't be enough." Flowey confirms, barely able to keep his voice steady. "I'm sorry Clover, but... but it looks like you'll have to hide out until the next human falls down here. With their help--"
Flowey is immediately cut off by Clover's frightened, panicked voice.
"No! I can't wait for another kid! It... it might be Frisk. They'd never hurt a fly. If half of what I've heard about the King is true, then he'd destroy them."
"There's no other way! We can't beat Asgore unless we either have more monsters helping us, or a human who can actually fight!"
"...No other way, huh? Well... you're a monster, right?"
"I am, but what does--"
"And a monster who absorbs a human soul is a whole lot stronger than any Boss Monster, right?"
Unseen to Clover, a wide grin appears on Flowey's face as he drops the "sad, regretful friend" facade...
The mood in the Ketsukane Estate's dining room is somber as Ceroba tells her story. Even Martlet's angry demeanor fades as she listens to the widowed fox speak, and eventually...
"--And so there I was, ready to claim his soul, but when I opened the door... he knew." Ceroba says, paws clenched tightly into fists. "I'm not sure how he knew, but he was convinced that I was there to kill him. The look of betrayal on his face, the way he was trembling in fear... I think that will stick with me for the rest of my life. I couldn't do it, despite how much I need his soul. He had his gun out, it accidentally went off when he was pointing it at me, and... well, you know the rest."
A grimace can be seen on the faces of every monster in the room as they take their time to digest this story...
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"Sigh... and you told him that it was just a bad dream?" Starlo asks, rubbing his face with an exhausted expression.
"That's correct."
"Well, it's obvious that he knew what was going on, ain't it? We don't know how, and we don't know why, but he knew what you were gonna do."
"...And we left him alone in that room, with nothing but his thoughts to keep him company..." Martlet interjects, getting to her feet. "I'm going to go check on him. This... I don't even know how to react to this, Ceroba. I'm sorry about what happened to Kanako and everything, but I think it would be best if I take Clover home tonight. He probably doesn't want to spend anymore time here."
"I'll go with you." Dalv says, and soon after, Starlo joins them too, leaving the widowed fox alone...
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'...They're taking their time, huh?'
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After waiting for well over an hour, Ceroba hesitantly leaves the dining room, shouting at the top of her lungs a few moments later.
"Hello?! Is everything alright?!"
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She gets no reply, causing a frown to break out onto her face.
With cautious steps, she walks up the stairs leading to the guest room, where she finds the door closed. As soon as she reaches the door, she loudly knocks on it...
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...and again, only silence answers her.
Tilting her head, Ceroba carefully pushes the door open to reveal a sight that stops her heart...
On the bed in front of her is the cold, still corpse of Clover, surrounded by three small piles of dust.
Eyes widening in alarm, Ceroba summons her staff, getting ready to cast a barrier of magic around herself...
...only to find that she can't. Her magic won't respond to her. Surprisingly, she also feels her feet leave the ground.
Confused, Ceroba looks down to see the cause of all of this... but she doesn't have to look for very long, as she instantly notices the source of her problems...
A large, impossibly-thick vine pierces through Ceroba's chest.
The last thing she feels as she dangles in the air is her body crumbling into dust.
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If someone outside the Ketsukane Estate were to listen closely, they may hear the mocking, triumphant laughter of one small, yellow flower.
Notes:
Well, it looks like we've reached the end of Justice is Blind. This has been one hell of a journey, but I'm happy to have taken it with all of you.
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Chapter 50: Flowey's idea of fun
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In an empty house, you would normally expect there to be nothing but silence. After all, there are no living beings inside that house. Logically, there should be nothing that can make noise... and yet there is noise in the Ketsukane Estate, despite the fact that there isn't a living soul inside it.
Bone-chilling, sadistic laughter can be heard from one small, yellow flower in one of the guest rooms tonight, and any monsters that heard this would feel an unstoppable sense of dread, as if they know that the flower's laughter isn't a good thing...
"HA! HAHAHAHAHA! I did it!" Flowey cheers, triumphantly shouting his joy for all the world to see.
Intoxicated by the power he feels running through him, the sadistic flower points a vine at a nearby wall. A second later, a yellow glow infuses it...
BOOM!
A wave of yellow energy erupts from the vine, completely disintegrating the wall (along with god-knows what else, since the beam continues until it leaves Flowey's vision). Flowey's smile only grows at this, but he reins himself in, loading a save to right before he fired the attack.
"Hehe... well, with this power, I don't even need to get the old goat to show me where the souls are! I can just kill him, take his soul, and march myself through the Barrier to get whatever souls I need! Golly! I can't imagine how fun that'll be!"
A small shiver runs through the flower's body, causing his smile to fade slightly.
"...What? You don't want me to do that?!" he asks in a mocking, high-pitched voice. "But you willingly gave me your SOUL! You gave me access to all the power and knowledge within! You can't take that back, y'know!"
His voice twists, becoming even more monstrous.
"That's right, Clover! There's nothing you can do to stop me! I'll go past the Barrier, destroy that hellhole where you came from, and collect enough souls to become a GOD! Who knows? If you behave yourself, I might even make your little sibling's death quick! What was their name again..."
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"...Was it... Frisk?"
Again his body trembles wildly, and now a flash of pain can be seen across his face. His smile immediately falls off his face, being replaced by a furious scowl.
"Fighting back, are we? Well, pal, I think there's something you've forgotten..."
A yellow glow surrounds Flowey's body, stopping the trembling in an instant.
"...I've already won. You can't do anything to stop me now! I have all the powers contained within your SOUL! And you know what? I think I should start using one of my favorites! Have fun, Clover! I know I will!"
His usual sadistic grin takes its place on his face, and he eagerly looks on at a scene that only he can see...
Starlo groans in pain, screwing his eyes shut even tighter than before at the sudden headache he feels.
"Fuck... what time is it?" he mutters, rubbing at his aching skull.
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Surprisingly, he gets no answer, causing his grimace of pain to grow.
'Right, everyone else must be asleep. I'll just... try to get back to bed...'
The Sheriff of the Wild East does his best to ignore the pain he feels, attempting to ease his suffering with sleep...
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It doesn't work. As a matter of fact, the pain only grows when he tries to ignore it.
Cursing softly, he cracks open his eyes, expecting to see the usual scene of his home in the Wild East...
He immediately jumps to his feet, frightened, when he does not see his home. Heck, he doesn't see anything other than a dark, empty void.
A yelp escapes his mouth as the sudden movement only makes his headache worse. With wide, confused eyes, he slips his gun out of its holster, searching the area around him for any indication of where he may be.
"Where in the hell...? Did I have too much to drink last night?"
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"Hello?! Ceroba?! Ed?! Feisty Five, form up!"
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His shouts are met with silence, only serving to increase his anxiety and fear when he receives no answer.
"Come on Starlo, think! Where were you last night, and how'd you end up at... whatever this is?"
The star-headed monster wracks his head for the answers he seeks, falling silent in this strange void for what seems like hours...
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...but eventually, the memories start to come back.
Starlo remembers celebrating Clover's birthday. He remembers what happened after, with the young human having a horrible "nightmare"... and he remembers talking to Ceroba, learning from her that it might not have been a nightmare...
The pain in his head suddenly multiplies, halting his walk through the endless void as he collapses to his knees, gasping for air.
"No... no! What the hell?!" his horrified voice calls out.
He is horrified, of course, because he remembers one last scene from the night before. The Sheriff of the Wild East remembers walking up the stairs with Dalv and Martlet, gently opening the door, and then...
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...and then he remembers seeing the small corpse of Clover, laying on the bed with wide, unseeing eyes. Next to the body was a tiny, yellow flower, who stared at him with a large grin. Before he could even react to that scene, everything went dark... and now here he is.
"Clover?! Clover?! Come on pal, where are ya?!?!" he shouts at the top of his lungs, forcing the pain down as he gets to his feet, running as fast as he can through the black void around him.
He runs for so long. He runs, he shouts, he pleads, and he begs whatever God there is for the small human to be okay... and yet no matter how much he runs, or how loud he screams, nothing in the void changes...
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...but eventually, he spots something new...
In the distance, he can see the scenery shift. The black void becomes replaced with dark, aged stone, and before long, two figures come into view. One is small, shrouded in shadows, and he can't quite make out who it is... but he can make out the other figure.
After thinking for a few seconds, the name of this figure pops into his mind.
"Dalv! Is that you, Dalv?! You got any idea of what's going on?!" he yells, making a mad dash to the anxious vampire.
Starlo's excitement quickly quells the closer he gets, however, because the closer he gets to Dalv, the more details he notices...
Details such as the strange, shadowy figure looking very similar to Clover, the fact that they lay on the ground, unmoving... and the fact that Dalv is on his knees, sobbing in a way that reminds the Sheriff of how Ceroba acted after losing Kanako.
"...Dalv? What's--"
The vampire's head snaps up to look at Starlo, and as soon as he does, the scenery changes even further, becoming a dimly lit room surrounded by purple walls... the darkest, most abandoned area of the Ruins: The Dark Ruins.
The shadowy figure can clearly be seen now in this room, and under Starlo's concerned gaze, they stumble around, hands out in front of them as they wander blindly.
"...Clover? Buddy? Is everything alright?" Starlo asks, crouching down to put a reassuring hand on the human's shoulder... but shockingly, his hand passes right through, as if he was attempting to touch a ghost...
...or as if he was a ghost attempting to touch a living monster.
"C-Close your eyes." Dalv orders, body visibly shaking.
"What? Why would I--"
"Trust me! You... you don't want to see this..."
The Sheriff of the Wild East frowns, ignoring Dalv as he attempts to speak to the young, blind human that he can't touch.
"Clover! Come on, pal, talk to me! It's me! Sheriff North Star! I ain't here to hurt you!"
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Clover doesn't react in any way to these words, seemingly not having heard Starlo's words.
"Pardner? Are... are you alright?"
Unfazed by the star-headed monsters attempts to talk, Clover continues his slow, blind walk through the dimly lit room, eventually walking towards a broken bridge hanging over an abyss...
"Clover! Stop! You're getting real close to--"
Starlo attempts to wrap his arms around the small cowboy, but yet again, he passes through Clover in an instant. Before long, he turns to shouting, screaming in hopes that Clover will stop walking...
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...and it is all for nothing. Starlo is forced to watch as Clover steps just a little too far, causing the child's left foot to plunge off the safety of the bridge he stands on.
The scenery changes yet again, and both Starlo and Dalv are forced to follow Clover on his fall. The area around them becomes darker and darker, until...
Crunch.
He hits the ground.
Even though the area around them is almost completely covered in darkness, the two monsters can still make out Clover's broken, bloodied figure on the ground.
"NO! NONONO!"
A raw scream of anguish tears its way out of the Sheriff's throat, and rather than watch further, Dalv simply closes his eyes, unable to stare at the scene in front of him.
Starlo first attempts to heal the human, trying to shove whatever monster food he can scrounge out of his bag into the broken body's mouth... but just like before, he can't touch Clover.
He then attempts to talk to the small human, trying to get Clover to speak to him... and yet again, he receives no answer.
Before long, his attempts to help devolve into sobbing, cursing, screaming, and of course, even more sobbing.
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Suddenly, the scenery around the two changes, revealing a dimly lit room surrounded by purple walls. Standing in the center of this room, hands outstretched in an attempt to feel his way around, is Clover.
Once Starlo notices this, his sorrowful cries turn into relief that the blind cowboy is alright, and then they turn into confusion at how he's alright, but he quickly pushes that confusion down, trying to stop Clover from marching forward onto the broken bridge where he had previously fallen off...
...but before he can do much, the star-headed monster feels a hand on his shoulder, causing him to jump slightly at the physical contact.
Standing behind Starlo is Dalv, who's presence was all but forgotten until now. Shaking his head sadly, Dalv speaks.
"...There's nothing you can do. I think... I think it's a memory..."
"A-A memory? Whaddya mean by that?!"
"...You'll see. Just... just wait. Don't think about saving him. You can't."
The Sheriff of the Wild East frowns at these words, and even goes so far as to open his mouth to reject Dalv's orders... but when he takes a few seconds to actually think about what the anxious vampire told him to do, he feels a certain sense of rightness with Dalv's words, as if Starlo instinctually knows that he's telling the truth.
His mouth closes, and soon after, a sickening Crunch can be heard...
"You thought about saving him." Dalv says, voice hollow. "This will just keep happening until you stop. If you really want to help Clover... then you need to realize that you can't save him from this."
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Countless hours later, the scenery finally changes.
In the darkest, most abandoned area of the Ruins, a small, mostly unharmed child can be heard screaming.
"AHHHHH!"
Clover hugs himself tightly, his body wracked with shivers as he attempts to rationalize what just happened.
"Ahh...sniff... ahh... wha... what...?"
Tears stream down his face, and yet nobody watching him would be able to spot any wounds that would justify his terrified cries. Despite this...
"I... sniff... it hurts..."
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Starlo watches this scene play out, hands clenched tightly into fists. Unable to bring himself to speak, he just silently stares at Dalv, who replies to his unasked question in that same hollow, broken tone he had earlier.
"Clover... I fought him when I first met him, as I'm sure you know by now. When we fought, it was almost like he knew exactly what was going to happen... and that's because he did know what would happen. Keep watching. If you even think about helping him, we'll just find ourselves back at his first death."
The Wild East's Sheriff turns back to watch the scared, trembling child, and even with Dalv's advice, he can't help but try to think of ways to help Clover, leading to...
Crunch.
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After an unknown amount of time, Starlo gives up on these thoughts, instead silently watching as Clover makes his way through the Dark Ruins.
He watches as Clover meets with Flowey. He watches as Clover dies over and over to even the weakest monsters, and he eventually watches as Clover befriends Dalv, before eventually leaving the Dark Ruins behind.
Starlo opens his mouth to speak for the first time in what feels like months, voice shaking slightly.
"H-How'd we get here? Is there any way to get out? Could we... could we find Clover, the real Clover, in this hellhole?"
Dalv sighs as the scenery changes back to that dimly lit room where Clover had his first death.
"I don't know if we can find him... but I certainly have an idea as to how we got here..."
The two sit down on the purple stone of the Dark Ruins, both with their backs turned towards the memory of the young, blind human.
"What's the last thing you remember?" Dalv asks, wincing slightly when he hears a familiar Crunch.
"We were going to check on Clover... y'know, see how he was doing and all that, but when we opened the door, he was--"
"I know, I saw it too. Since that's the last thing you remember... then I suppose I should start with the basics."
A joyless smile makes its way onto the vampire's face as he continues speaking.
"We are dead. Our souls, along with Clover's, have somehow been taken by another monster. From what I understand... we are inside that monster's mind."
Chapter 51: Learning the truth
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For the first time in what must be weeks, genuine surprise can be seen on Starlo's face.
"What?! Whaddya mean we're dead?! A monster can't absorb another monster's soul! That's the craziest--"
Dalv, having expected this, raises a hand to halt Starlo before he can continue.
"I know. It surprised me too, but since you're here... that must be what happened."
"...Huh?"
"I saw you die, Starlo." Dalv says, staring grimly at the Sheriff next to him. "I saw Martlet die as well. Unless my assumption is wrong... that flower you saw next to... next to... sigh... next to Clover's body is the monster that killed us."
"B-But everyone knows that a monster can't absorb another monster's soul!"
"The fusion of a monster and a human is powerful beyond words. Since he absorbed Clover's soul... who's to say that he couldn't absorb ours afterwards?"
Starlo grimaces, taking his time to digest this...
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"...Well, that's less than ideal." he admits, ignoring a loud Crunch from behind him. "But that means that the real Clover is somewhere around here, right? If that flower monster is keeping us trapped around here, then it makes sense for the Deputy to be here too."
"Deputy? You made Clover your deputy for your Wild East shenanigans?"
The Sheriff's mouth hangs open for several seconds at this question, and his brow furrows as he takes his time to think...
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"...No, I didn't. I dunno why, but I get the feeling that he'd made a good deputy..."
Dalv nods with an understanding smile upon his face.
"I understand. This place... it's wrong. It messes with your mind, gives you memories of things you hadn't experienced. I... I can still clearly remember every time I fought Clover. I can still remember hitting him with my lightning, and I remember watching him as he died..."
The anxious vampire trails off for several seconds, staring into the black void at something that only he can see. Before he can delve too deeply into these memories, Starlo interrupts the sudden silence with a question.
"So you're saying that I called him a deputy, then he died, and then that Flowey fella LOADed a save or whatever he called it? So if we keep watching, I'll actually remember all of that?"
"Uh... maybe? I'm still not sure on the specifics, but I arrived here before you did. I've had plenty of time to watch Clover's memories, even though I never got further than Snowdin..."
"Well, I ain't gonna lie to you, Dalv. I'm sick and tired of watching him die." Starlo says, getting to his feet a moment later. "Whaddya says we mosey on out of here and try to find the real Clover?"
Dalv simply shakes his head, chuckling bitterly at the suggestion.
"I've already tried. No matter how long I walk for, I always end up back here. I suspect that the only way to leave is to sit through all of Clover's memories."
"...Dammit."
"I know. You'd better get comfortable, since it appears that we'll be here for awhile."
The next few months-- or maybe years, given how difficult it is to tell the time here-- pass by in a blur. Dalv and Starlo watch as Clover dies over and over to the various monsters in the Underground. They look on in disgust as Flowey, his supposed 'Best Friend', manipulates the young human further and further, all in the hopes that he'll lose hope and willingly offer up his soul. They see the small, yellow flower kill both Clover and Undyne, and the longer they watch, the paler their faces become.
"I... God... you weren't kidding about getting new memories, huh?" Starlo says, voice weak. "It's... it's really strange. For some of Clover's deaths, I don't remember a thing that happened after he died, but for others, I can clearly recall hearing rumor after rumor about a new human falling into the Underground, then dying."
"...It's probably because Flowey waited to LOAD after some of those deaths. If... if you look closely, you can see him in most of Clover's memories. Even though they mainly revolve around his soul and what happens to it after death..."
"...That flower sure is a sonovabitch, ain't he? Scummy little bastard seems to be obsessed with Clover. I--"
"Don't finish that thought!" Dalv interrupts, voice harsh. "You'll only start to think of ways to rescue Clover, even though you can't, and that'll just send us back to the beginning!"
"Right, sorry..."
The anger drains out of Starlo as quickly as it came around, being replaced with a depressing sense of hopelessness. Upon hearing his tone, Dalv hurries to reassure him.
"No, it's fine. I shouldn't have snapped. It's just..."
"...The sooner we finish going through his memories, the better. I know."
"Just keep watching and try your best not to think."
The duo fall silent, turning to stare at the most recent scene before them...
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They watch as Ceroba enters the guest room where Clover is sleeping. They watch as she takes his soul, killing him in the process... and then they find themselves back in the Dark Ruins, as one of them was a little too hopeful about helping Clover.
Eventually, they arrive back at that heart-crushing scene, which is something that both of them desperately hope that they won't gain memories of. Unfortunately, their worries prove to be true, as before long, they remember the events that happened after Ceroba took the young human's soul.
They can clearly recall having to hold Martlet back as she tries her best to attack the widowed fox. They can easily remember everyone in the Wild East and Snowdin shunning Ceroba, being led on by Starlo.
After that, the two remember Kanako suddenly appearing a few days later, to their collective shock and joy. The only thing is... Kanako isn't exactly herself. She's different, and it's obvious to everyone in the Wild East, most of all Ceroba herself. The young fox is crueler than she was before being sent to the Lab. She's more hostile towards others, and above all else, she's much more stubborn.
The only time in which she's 'normal' is when she's around the small, yellow soul kept in Chujin's hidden lab. For whatever reason, Kanako just would not fuse with it, despite how much her mother pushed for her to do so...
It's almost funny, in a way. Ceroba sacrificed every relationship she had to bring Kanako back, and the goopy, literal mess that is her child isn't anywhere close to acting how she used to. If both Starlo and Dalv didn't feel devastated by Kanako's state, they may have found some joy in Ceroba's suffering...
As the scene fades away, Starlo has to force down the burning hate he feels for his childhood friend. His hand twitches towards his gun, and if he were to look to his left, he'd see a similar scene playing out with Dalv.
"It didn't happen, it didn't happen... she stopped when it mattered..." he mutters, trying to convince himself to calm down.
"Cruel-hearted, evil bitch... he trusted you! We all trusted you, and yet..." Dalv mumbles, before quickly raising his voice when Starlo glances at him. "Ahem... it looks like there's only one thing left to see. Let's get on with it."
A relieved smile almost makes its way onto the star-headed monster's face, but he's able to stop himself from being relieved, instead focusing on the fact that Clover is dead, and there's nothing he can do about it.
Luckily, the scenery around them doesn't change to show the Dark Ruins. Instead, they look on at Clover's final moments before giving his SOUL to Flowey, and soon after, they have first-person seats to their own deaths.
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In the guest room inside the Ketsukane Estate, a vine pierces through Starlo's head, silencing him before he gets the chance to use his overly-loud magic. A shiver runs through the flower's body at this, but he ignores it, instead sending a barrage of "Friendliness Pellets" at Martlet, quickly turning her to dust.
Dalv tries to attack, he tries to do anything to stop the flower, but he's quickly restrained by vines, and quiet laughter can be heard as Flowey finishes him off. An hour later, Ceroba comes running up the steps, meeting a similar fate to the three monsters who came before her.
All that is left in the room is a young, blind human's body, four piles of dust, and a sadistic, triumphant flower...
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...but the scene doesn't end there.
Flowey's head soon snaps to stare at the two of them, being the first thing to acknowledge the duo's presence ever since they arrived at this hellhole of memories. The sadistic smile on his face seems to increase as he notices the two.
"You've finally made it! Good job! I'm so proud!" he says, voice full of scorn. "It certainly took you long enough, didn't it?"
"You--"
Fury can be seen on Starlo's face, and despite knowing that it won't do anything, he quickly draws and fires his gun at the flower in front of him. As expected, the bullet simply flies through Flowey.
"Aw come on, Sheriff! Surely you aren't mad at little old me? What did I do wrong? All I've done is show you a fraction of the pain that Clover went through! Surely you can handle it? After all, he did!"
The sadistic flower takes a few seconds to think on what he just said...
"Well, then again, it isn't like he had a choice in the matter... but he didn't kill himself once this run! That's incredible! If I told you how rare that is, you wouldn't believe me."
"...This run? What do you mean by that?" Dalv asks, hands trembling in obvious anger.
"Don't tell me that you thought you were done! You must've realized what's been going on by now, haven't you?"
"What--"
"Oh! Right! I never showed you!" Flowey interrupts, putting on an apologetic smile. "I'm sorry! I don't know how I forgot!"
The Ketsukane Estate disappears, soon being replaced by the now-familiar purple stone of the Dark Ruins... only this time, Clover isn't walking around blindly.
No, he's lying on the ground, unconscious.
A worried, feminine voice calls out from somewhere above where Clover is lying.
"My child! Are you alright?!"
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She gets no answer, only causing her worry to grow.
"I... I'm afraid that I can't get down there from here! If you can hear me, stay put! I'll be back to rescue you soon!"
Footsteps can be heard as Toriel hurries away, rushing back to her home as fast as her legs can carry her...
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Once she leaves, a tiny, golden flower pops out of the ground next to the unconscious human.
"Golly! You sure did take you time, huh?" Flowey says, voice filled with surprised delight. "I've never seen you ask that many questions before!"
A vine wraps around Clover's leg, slowly dragging the cowboy away into a dark corner.
"That almost makes me want to give up my plan and see what other new things you'll do!"
He pauses for a moment, sending a vine into the darkness to grab a small piece of paper that was about to fall into the dark abyss below the broken bridge.
"...But that doesn't sound very fun! From where we are now, that old goat won't be able to see us! She'll definitely think that you abandoned her, just like every other child she's had! That gives me plenty of time to... figure things out."
If monsters could puke, then both Starlo and Dalv would lose the contents of their stomachs at the sight before them. The two are forced to watch in horrified silence as Flowey's vines close in on Clover's head, and before they know it, the flower has made dozens upon dozens of attempts to blind the young human. Whenever the attempt fails, which they always seem to do, Flowey simply LOADs and tries again.
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...After an indescribable number of attempts, the small, twisted flower finally manages to get the blindness to stick, and before long, Clover is blindly wandering towards a broken bridge, arms held out in front of him.
"...You... you sick little..."
Flowey simply grins at the insults Starlo throws his way.
"Oh? You still haven't noticed? Well, I can't say that I'm surprised. You always were a little slow on the uptake."
"What are you--"
Dalv suddenly freezes, eyes widening in horror.
"...No. That can't be... you've..."
"That's right! To borrow the Sheriff's terminology... this isn't my first rodeo, pal. Me and Clover have done this song and dance so many times! I had to spice it up somehow!"
The sadistic smile on his face twists even further, and a vine appears next to him, pointing into the void surrounding Dalv and Starlo.
"Now, this conversation has been fun and all... but I'm pretty sure that you want to help Clover, right? Well, if that's the case, simply walk in that direction! You'll get all the information you need to 'save him from the big bad flower' or whatever. Heck, as a favor to you, I won't even make you relive this run every time you think about helping him!"
"Wait--"
"Have fun!"
An instant later, the scenery fades away, leaving the two monsters alone in the endless abyss.
Chapter 52: Trapped in memories
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As Dalv and Starlo make their way through the black void they're trapped in, Flowey idly looks on at their journey, nodding his head in approval.
"Golly! They sure are making progress, huh? It took the bird-brain and that crazy fox much longer to make it to the end of this run! At this rate, maybe they'll even catch up to those two!"
He chuckles at this thought, unable to stop a cruel smile from forming on his face.
"Well, then again, maybe they won't. After all, I gave Ceroba a massive head start, and Clover's little 'roommate' had an even bigger head start than her!"
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"Then again, I am a little eager to see how they react to Ceroba now that they know she's a murderer. Maybe I'll pull some strings to get their entire group together..."
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As time passes, the smile begins to slip from Flowey's face, and after what feels like hours, a sigh makes its way out of his mouth as he tears his vision away from the souls he has absorbed.
"Ugh, this is getting a bit boring though. I mean, having Clover's soul is nice and all, but..."
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"...It's not really as fun as I thought it would be." he whispers, unable to keep a frown from forming on his face. "Sure, I can use his little 'see the truth' ability to send them through years of memories in seconds, and I can even have some fun with Clover himself while doing it... and yet, for whatever reason, I'm still not happy."
The small flower glances at the corpse in the room with him, and heavily considers throwing it around for a few minutes... but eventually, he decides against it. For whatever reason, he doesn't think that throwing Clover's body around would make him feel better... which is strange, of course, because that's one of his favorite activities!
"Tch. I don't get it! I have five separate souls-- one human, four monsters--, that should be enough to get me to feel something! Messing with them was fun at first, yeah, but no more than it usually is! I should feel happy! I've won! I can kill Asgore, march up to the Surface, and become a GOD! If I feel like it, I could fulfill Chara's dream! But I still feel the same as always..."
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"...No, that's not quite right... I actually feel worse than I usually do! What the hell is going on?! Do I need more souls?!"
Flowey falls silent, staring at Clover's cold corpse with a bewildered expression.
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"...Yeah, that must be it. I just need more souls, and then I'll finally have my emotions back. I'll be able to feel 'love' and 'genuine, pure joy' and all that garbage. Maybe that'll help..."
The sadistic flower makes to disappear into the ground, eager to get to Asgore's Castle as soon as possible... and yet when he tries to leave, he finds his gaze locked onto the unmoving body in Ceroba's guest room. For reasons unknown to Flowey, he can't bring himself to look away from Clover's corpse...
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"...Fine. I'll... I'll finish playing with Clover and his so-called 'friends' first." he mutters, still staring at the cowboy's body. "Once they finish all the runs he's gone through, I'll head straight to Asgore..."
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For some reason, the thought of going to Asgore and becoming a God doesn't make Flowey smile as widely as it usually does.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I don't like this.
I don't want this.
Why did Flowey do this?
I don't want to be here.
I want to go home with Martlet.
I want to be anywhere but here.
I thought that Flowey was my friend.
But he betrayed me.
He manipulated me.
He used me.
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God, I'm so stupid for trusting him. I should have seen the signs.
I got everyone killed.
I saw him kill everyone.
I couldn't stop him.
I'm a failure.
It would've been better for everyone if I died on the way to Ebott.
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These thoughts race around Clover's head as he is forced to go through scenario after scenario, living out each life he's ever lived in the Underground. Occasionally, he'll hear someone talk to him, someone who isn't apart of the memories... and yet no matter who it is, they're never able to help. From Martlet...
"Clover?! Is that you?! Oh my God, you're alive! Come here!"
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"...I... I can't touch you...? Hey wait, don't move! You're about to--"
Crunch.
To Ceroba...
"Is... is that you, kid?"
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"Listen, I know you're angry, but I just need to know if you're okay. Could you please speak to me?"
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"Hey, stop! Don't walk forward! There's a--"
Crunch.
And even to Dalv and Starlo...
"C-Clover? Do you know what's going on? The last thing I remember was... was..."
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"...Clover? Is everything okay? You're... you're ignoring me, and..."
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"Wait! You're about to fall off a--"
Crunch.
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"Pardner? Are... are you alright?"
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"Clover! Stop! You're getting real close to--"
Crunch.
No matter what he does, the young human's body-- or whatever intangible form he has in these memories-- refuses to follow his commands. He is forced to stay there, a prisoner to his past actions, for years.
He can't speak unless he's already spoken in those memories. He can't move unless he moved in those memories. And cruelest of all, he can't see unless he saw in those memories.
This dark, lightless abyss seems to be the place where he resides whenever Flowey decides to take his time to LOAD after Clover's death. Whenever he found himself here, he could always see, even if there was nothing to see. There's a huge difference between being blinded because there's nothing to see, and being blinded because you can't see.
Although Clover disliked this dark void, he still subconsciously looked forward to it. It was nice to be able to see... but now, even that has been taken away from him.
It's cruel. It's so unbearably cruel. He is trapped in the state he was in when he had those memories, and since the majority of the memories he's made in this run are from him being blind...
Well, it isn't like this is the worst part about his current predicament. No, the worst part is having front row seats to watch his friends give up on saving him.
It takes a long, long time, but they all give up in the end. Even Martlet, who was forced to watch Clover's first death in this run more than everyone else combined, stopped having any thoughts of helping him.
He's abandoned by every single one of them.
He's forced to do the same song and dance over and over and over again until eventually, his friends reach the end of the memories for this run, walking away into the endless abyss in the direction that Flowey points them towards...
...And then Clover is forced to do it all over again for the previous run.
And the run before that.
And the run before that.
And the run before that.
And the run before that.
And the run before that.
And the run before that.
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If there's one saving grace he has, it's that the vast majority of his runs only lasted mere days.
They pass by quickly, and even if the monsters watching him get a little too hopeful about rescuing him from this hellhole, he only has to repeat a day or two's actions.
Even better, he can actually see now... although he doesn't like most of what he sees. That's both because of the hopeless, depressed expressions of his friends, who have somehow found each other in this abyss, and because of the many memories he's forced to relive.
He is forced to go through thousands of deaths. Not just his deaths, mind you, but the deaths of the monsters he attacks in the Underground.
The young cowboy sees Flowey manipulate him, pushing him towards violence at every opportunity. He sees Flowey try to get him to kill every monster he encounters, and when that inevitably fails, he sees the flower kill Martlet in front of him, before taking his soul by force.
It isn't like all of these runs are bad, however. Some are even nice. On rare occasions, Flowey simply watches from the sidelines as Clover does what he wants.
Most of these runs end with Martlet adopting him. These runs... they give Clover hope. The newly-remembered memories he gains from them almost make him want to smile, despite the situation he finds himself in... but the runs that he relives after quell any hopes he has.
In many of them, he kills everyone in his way, including the folks in the Wild East, but stops just shy of destroying everything, as he tends to not bother to hunt down the robots in the Steamworks in those runs...
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...Clover doesn't like the memories he gains from those runs. He'd rather forget them.
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As the young cowboy goes through the hundreds, if not thousands of runs he's forgotten about, he finds that his mind gets clogged with more and more memories, but despite it all, the memories that come to the forefront of his mind are the ones from his most recent run. The run where Flowey blinded him.
It's strange, to say the last. He has more memories of seeing than anything else, but they aren't as "real" to him as the memories of being blind.
Maybe that means something? Maybe there's a way to escape from this hellhole he finds himself in? Maybe... maybe he can save his friends...?
It's not like he doesn't try, of course. By this point, Clover has spent a long time doing his best to resist Flowey, but nothing ever changes whenever he makes these attempts...
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...but eventually, something does change when he struggles... although, admittedly, it isn't a welcome change.
After the longest, most intense period of struggling yet, he feels the endless void around him shake just a little, giving him more and more hope that he can free himself... but before he can hope for long, the scenery around him fades, along with the body he had in that memory, and a small, yellow flower pops up from the dark void.
An exasperated grin can be seen upon Flowey's face as he stares at the tiny, yellow soul floating in the void in front of him.
"You're still trying?! After all this time?! It must have been years by your point of view! Maybe even decades!" he says, sounding quite impressed. "Golly, this is why you're so fun! You know that I'll stop if I get bored of you, but you just can't bring yourself to completely give up! Sure, you may have a few rough periods. You know, times where it all seems hopeless, and you'd rather just fade away into the darkness... but you always push past that!"
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The soul stays silent, causing Flowey to slap a vine to his forehead in mock-surprise.
"Oh! That's right, I forgot to tell you! When it's just us like this, you can talk. It isn't like when you're trapped in memories! Go on, give it a try!"
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"...Or did you forget how? Please tell me that you forgot how!"
"Sigh... just tell me what you want." Clover demands, sounding more tired than Flowey has ever heard him sound.
"Ooh, feisty, are we? What, you don't want to have a chat with little old me? I can't imagine why!"
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Upon seeing Clover's death-glare (or his best attempt at it, given that he's literally a soul), Flowey rolls his eyes.
"Fine, fine. Take all the fun out of this, why don't you?" he murmurs, sounding put-down by the human's refusal to play along. "Ahem... well, I was just coming here to let you know that our fun is almost over! There's only three more runs left, and all of them were spent with Toriel! The best part? Since all of your 'friends' have reunited, there's no need to repeat these runs unless one of them gets a little too hopeful! In just a few years-- from your point of view, anyways-- you'll be free!"
Flowey can almost see the hopeful expression on Clover's face, despite the fact that the young cowboy is nothing but a soul.
Well, he can't have that, so he immediately moves to crush whatever hopes the human has left!
"Actually... I suppose that 'free' is a strong word. It's more accurate to say that I'll leave you and your friends alone in this place! If you're lucky, I may even give you something to entertain yourself!"
The small, yellow soul in front of Flowey trembles, causing the flower to grin even wider.
"And after I leave you alone, I'll be going straight to the Surface! How fun!"
The trembling intensifies, and for a brief moment, his smile disappears as a deep sense of dread fills his mind... but the trembling, even as intense as it is, seems to be missing something. Whatever it is that has wiped the smile off of the flower's face isn't complete. Before long, the trembling subsides, and a small sigh of relief escapes Flowey's mouth, even though he has no idea why he feels so relieved.
"Phew... let's get this over with, shall we?"
Flowey disappears, and the black void around Clover follows him, being replaced by the crumbling walls of the Ruins. Soon after, four familiar monsters come into view... but Clover can't turn to look at them. He can't ask his friends if they're ok. He can't do anything other than go along with what the Clover of this run did...
A burning, searing hatred spreads throughout him. He wants to hurt Flowey. Every aspect of his being wants to bring the flower to Justice... and yet he can't. He isn't strong enough.
And so the small cowboy is forced to act out his first meeting with Toriel. He is forced to go through his life with her, and eventually, he is forced to watch as Flowey kills her in front of him, before resetting back to when Clover first arrived in the Underground.
Chapter 53: The last run
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Flowey scowls at the scene going on inside his mind, unable to stop the burning anger he feels as he watches the human's actions...
He looks on as Clover repeats the actions of his second run, which ended much like the third, before finally moving on to the first run that Clover ever had.
It's odd. Flowey is so close to being done with the cowboy... and yet he still hesitates. He could have easily made his way to the Surface by now. If he wanted to, he could've collected all the human souls he needs to become a God in mere minutes...
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...but that's the thing, isn't it? He doesn't want to.
It's stupid. The sheer stupidity of it enrages Flowey. This is the culmination of all of his efforts! He's been working for this for decades now! Why would he fumble at the last step?! Because he, for whatever reason, doesn't want to end the fun he's been having with Clover?!
That's ridiculous! If he becomes a God, he could just reset the timeline back to when he first met Clover! He could do anything he wanted to! He could have all the fun in the world, and there's nobody who could stop him... but maybe that's the point.
Where's the fun in a game that you know you can't lose?
And make no mistake, when he becomes a God, he won't be losing any games.
Maybe... maybe he should stop? He's already won. Surely there's no need to keep going, right...?
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The flower scoffs, shaking his head in disgust.
"I can't believe I just thought that! God, here I am, getting sappy at the end?! I didn't even know I could be sappy!" he says, feeling both amazed and repulsed. "Fuck, maybe their souls do have an effect on me! It obviously isn't enough, since I still can't feel any of the 'positive emotions' I was hoping for, which means that I need to keep going! I need more souls!"
Flowey ignores the familiar scene of Clover's first life with Toriel, not paying the heartwarming memories any mind.
"If I want Clover to come back with no memories, I'll be able to do so. I'll be a literal GOD! The GOD! The only one on this world! Nobody will be able to stop me, and even if that sounds boring... who cares? I'm always getting frustrated whenever my attempts to seize the souls fail! I'm always angry whenever Clover treats the bird-brain better than any other monster, including me, the one who helped him the most! When I kill Asgore and step through the Barrier, I'll be able to do anything. If I want Clover to hate Martlet, I could make it so! If I want him to see me in a similar light to how he sees her now, he would happily do so!"
As Flowey rants, one of the monsters watching the young human's first run in the Underground gets a little too hopeful, causing it to reset back to the beginning. The small, yellow flower doesn't seem to notice, however, as he continues trying to psych himself up.
"Even if I'll be a little bored knowing that nobody can challenge me, I'll have plenty of ways to entertain myself! I could even get that sibling of his to fall down here when he does, or, hell, I could make Clover exist at the same time as Chara! I can't even imagine what would happen if those two met! All I know is that it will be really fun, and that should be all I need to know to go ahead with it!"
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"So why am I hesitating so much?!?! It's not fair! It's not right! I shouldn't be feeling this hesitant! I should just get this over with!"
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"...No... no, I'll be patient." Flowey decides, forcing himself to not rush to Asgore's Castle. "I'll wait for Clover and his friends to go through all of his memories. We're at the last memory. It shouldn't take much longer..."
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A small smile appears on his face as he turns his gaze back to the scene inside his mind, watching Clover's first life in the Underground closely.
"Hehe... I can't imagine how Clover feels. He knows that all of his friends have given up on saving him. He knows that he can't do anything to stop me... but the stubborn little soldier still isn't giving up. Somewhere deep inside, he has the faintest bit of hope that he can turn this around... is that why I'm so hesitant? Do I really want to see him try to escape from my control?"
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"...That's right. I understand why I'm hesitating. I'm not doing this because I want him to escape... I'm doing it because I want him to try to escape from my control, only to eventually give up hope."
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"Well, before long, he'll have reached the end of his memories, and once he does, he'll finally realize that there is nothing he can do! When he does, my victory will truly be complete!"
The flower's smile turns relieved as he grasps this final piece of information.
"Yeah, that must be it..."
Without wasting any more brainpower, Flowey puts all of his attention on watching Clover's first life in the Underground...
"My child... I... I'm sorry..." Toriel chokes out, barely able to speak over the sobs wracking her body.
Most of Clover's life for this run has been spent inside the Ruins. His days are filled with following the goat-like monster as she goes about her business, or exploring the Ruins and Home, the old Capital of monsterkind.
It's been a good life so far. He has nothing to complain about, other than being unable to willingly move his body as he relives this memory.
If he can ignore that, then Clover would even go so far as to call it one of his best lives... but of course, it can't last.
Not with Flowey around.
Right now, the young human is laying on his bed in Toriel's home, taking ragged, wheezing breaths.
Three years have passed since he started living with the former Queen of the Underground. The Clover of this life quickly gave up on his mission, and he has never felt happier ever since he did. Life was enjoyable for both of them, and Clover brought a much-needed light into Toriel's life... but that changed about one week ago. It all changed when he became sick.
It wasn't a natural sickness, but one caused by poison, although Clover didn't realize it until now.
Somehow, someway, the small, yellow flower that he would occasionally see while wandering in the Ruins slipped him something that's deadly to humans. Whatever it was resulted in a long, painful, drawn-out death.
With each passing day, the young cowboy's symptoms would grow worse, and eventually, he was completely bedridden.
Toriel was forced to watch in horror as yet another child of hers wasted away. Slowly but surely, Clover began to die, just like Chara before him.
To Flowey's surprise, the goat-like monster was able to keep her worries hidden until the last possible moment. Every day, she would tell Clover that it would all be alright, and that he would surely get better, and every day, the small human would blindly believe her words... but now, as Clover lies on his deathbed, he understands that she was lying to him... and he forgives her.
Tears pour out of Toriel's eyes, worse now than any other time Flowey has seen her cry, as Clover's body goes still, and he breathes out for one last time...
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"...Fuck. Stupid son of a whore..." Starlo murmurs, wiping his eyes with his poncho. "That Flowey... I hope he rots in Hell. If there's any justice in this world, he will."
"If there was any real justice, then Clover wouldn't be in this place to begin with." Ceroba replies, voice trembling in fury.
Both Martlet and Dalv stay silent, silently crying as they watch one of the cruelest deaths they've seen so far.
Unfortunately, the scene doesn't end there.
After Clover died, Toriel buried his body in the small patch of golden flowers where she previously buried Chara.
His soul, however, was left intact. The bereaved monster couldn't risk touching it directly, fearing that she may accidentally absorb it.
Instead, she put the young human's soul in a container she had prepared beforehand, before solemnly leaving the Ruins for the first time in years...
...but she doesn't make it far. Almost as soon as she exits the Ruins, an impossibly-thick vine strikes Toriel, and in her grieving state, this was more than enough to end her life.
Seconds later, Flowey absorbs the Soul of Justice, signalling the start of his attempts to break Clover's spirit in a battle that all of the monsters watching are familiar with by now.
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The former Queen marches past Snowdin, ignoring the Royal Guards' attempts to question her. She goes through Waterfall, sending Undyne and her praise over "killing a human" scurrying away with a glare. In Hotland, she almost destroys Alphys's robot when he tries to drag her onto a talk show to explain her experiences in "murdering the most recent human".
Hours later, Toriel finds herself standing in front of a monochrome house in New Home. With trembling hands, she knocks on the door, being greeted by a familiar face...
The ensuing conversation is tear-filled, and she attacks the King of the Underground more than once, but it ends quickly enough as the mournful, confused King takes the soul jar from her.
Toriel, exhausted by the long day she's had, agrees to stay the night at her old home. Soon after, Asgore quietly knocks on her door, leading to yet another conversation. Only this time, Asgore succeeds in getting her to explain where the soul came from...
By the time she finishes telling her story, the King of the Underground is more than willing to give up on his war against humans.
Before the week is over, the former Queen is back at the Castle, advising Asgore as he instates this new policy...
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The scenery fades away, leaving the four monsters in the endless void they've become so familiar with. The only difference is...
...the small, yellow soul didn't disappear with the rest of the memory.
"...Is... is it over...?" Dalv asks, confused.
"Looks like it..." Starlo replies, feeling sick as he comes close to the truth. "But if it's all over, and Clover's soul is still here..."
"Clover!" Martlet shouts, rushing forward to wrap her wings around the small soul.
Surprisingly, her arms don't pass through the soul. Instead, she pulls it into her feathery embrace, causing the expressions of every monster watching to fall.
"Oh my God, were you... were you conscious?!?! Was that actually you we saw?!"
"That's right!" a cheerful, overly-excited voice calls out, making the group whirl around to look at the source of the noise.
On the black 'floor' of the void is a small, yellow flower, who leers at them with a sadistic grin.
"Oh, don't tell me that you weren't aware? I could've sworn that I mentioned it!" Flowey lies. "Well, it looks like I forgot... my bad! You're right, bird-brain! Every memory you watched was Clover! I've been forcing him to--"
A wave of yellow energy erupts from the Soul of Justice, quickly engulfing Flowey before he can continue speaking, bringing silence to the area...
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"...That was so rude! I'm hurt, Clover. Honestly!"
Sadly, the human's attack was ineffective, as the flower still stands proudly, not even scratched by Clover's strongest blast.
"Speaking of rude... you do realize that you don't need to stay as a soul, right? Surely you remember how to use magic! Go on, give it a try, pal!"
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The small, yellow soul trembles in rage... but it follows Flowey's orders nonetheless. In an instant, a transparent, yellow figure can be seen around the Soul of Justice, looking exactly as Clover did in life.
As soon as the figure appears, its hands form two finger guns, which it points at Flowey. Immediately after, even more beams of magic shoot towards the flower.
"There we go! Good job!" Flowey says, ignoring Clover's attacks. "This has been fun and all... but unfortunately, we've reached the end of your memories! That was your first ever run!"
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The human continues his useless assault.
"Now, I know you're wondering what will happen to you... well, I'm here to tell you that there's no need to worry! I'll simply leave you alone now! If you want, you can focus and see from my eyes! You'll get front row seats to watch that village you were raised in burn. Lucky you!"
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"Clover... I... I don't think this is working..." Ceroba says, walking forward to put a hand on his shoulder.
"She's right! You can't hurt me, cowboy!"
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Despite what she says, he keeps at it, glaring at Flowey the entire time.
"...Yeesh, touched a nerve, huh?" Flowey chuckles, before disappearing into the void.
His voice, being hundreds of times louder, soon booms across the endless void.
"It looks like this is the end! There are no more memories for you to sit through, and I don't feel like sending you back to relive the past runs anymore! Sorry pal, but our fun ends here! Oh, and just to make sure that you and your friends aren't too annoying, I'll leave you with a little gift!"
Everything goes quiet once Flowey stops speaking. One by one, each of Clover's friends attempt to talk, doing their best to reassure him that it'll all be alright... but they find that none of them can speak. No matter how hard they try, their voices won't leave their throats...
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"...No." Clover says, glaring upwards at something that none of his friends can see. "That wasn't the first run I've went through."
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"...Huh? I'm pretty sure that it was, buddy."
Flowey's face, stretched to a monstrous length, appears in the void above them, startling everyone but Clover.
"You're wrong. I... I'm not too sure on the details, and the memory is a bit fuzzy... but I know that it wasn't."
A grin that greatly resembles Flowey's signature smile splits Clover's face.
"Here. Let me show you."
A flash of yellow light erupts from Clover, sweeping away the void in an instant...
Chapter 54: Forgotten memories
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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Inside the darkest, most abandoned part of the Ruins, one small child gets to his feet, rubbing his head with a frightened expression on his face. After taking a few moments to get his bearings, this child slowly walks forward, taking the only path available.
Before long, he comes face to face with a tiny, golden flower, who introduces himself as "Flowey". This flower explains the Underground to Clover, making sure to hammer in just how evil, frightening, and monstrous the creatures who live down here are... except for Flowey, of course!
It takes some time for the young cowboy to believe him, but after nearly dying to the first monster he encounters, Clover is forced to realize that Flowey was telling the truth. The only way to truly complete his mission is to make sure that none of the monsters in his way are still around after he leaves, and so on Clover goes, slaughtering every monster that attacks him. As he wanders through the Dark Ruins, he intentionally hunts down any and all monsters he can find, turning them into dust so that if another human falls down after him, they won't be in any danger.
It's a familiar scene to Clover and his friends. They've watched him slaughter his way through the Dark Ruins many times by now...
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The Clover of this run is more emotionless than usual. He's almost... crazed, in a way. It's as if the countless runs that Flowey has put him through are finally beginning to affect him... but that's crazy! If this happened before his 'first run', then he wouldn't have hundreds, if not thousands of runs affecting his subconscious! But the way that Flowey is acting seems to indicate that this isn't their first journey together...
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Flowey wants to scream.
But he can't.
He wants to move his body.
But he can't.
He wants to punish Clover for daring to do this to him.
But he can't.
The flower's real body won't respond to his commands. He's trapped in his mind, forced into a body from a run he has no memories of... and it terrifies him.
Flowey is forced to go through exactly what Clover went through, and if he wasn't so scared of whatever is happening to him, he may even laugh at the sheer irony of the situation.
The small flower watches in bewilderment as his body moves against his will, constantly whispering words to the murderous cowboy as he kills his way through the Underground. He watches as Clover slowly but surely becomes crueler, caring less and less about the harm his actions are causing.
When Clover isn't watching, the Flowey of this run can be seen laughing to himself, gleefully plotting and planning on how to best corrupt his "Best Friend" even further. This Flowey loves what he's seeing. He genuinely enjoys the thought of the normally timid, kind child ruthlessly slaughtering all of his friends...
...but there is something that he does not enjoy, and that's Clover's sudden rebellious streak. In most of the runs they have together, manipulating him is the easiest thing in the world. A few kind words here, or misleading facts there, and the small human is doing whatever Flowey wants him to do. In this run, however, things are different.
Clover still listens to his 'monsters are dangerous and deserve death' shtick, yes, but he goes about his journey his way. He's a lot more willing to cut corners or ignore Flowey's advice, and it infuriates the flower... well, it infuriates the flower of this run. The current Flowey? He just grows even more terrified as he watches Clover become independent.
Eventually, the young human slaughters his way to the Wild East, and although his hand trembles slightly for reasons unknown to him, he guns Starlo down in their "dual". Shortly after, his toughest foe yet appears as Ceroba launches herself at him, doing anything she can to kill the one who murdered her childhood friend...
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...and yet even that isn't enough to stop him. It doesn't take Clover too many tries to leave the Wild East behind, completely empty save for Dina and two new piles of dust.
Starlo and Ceroba wince at this familiar scene, glancing away from the dust spread out on the sandy ground of their home.
Once Clover arrives in the Steamworks, however, they see some unfamiliar images. Rather than leaving the many robots in the abandoned facility alone, he hunts them down as readily as he hunted monsters, destroying each robot he finds with brutal efficiency, and before long, he finds himself standing in front of a wheeled, broken-faced robot, trembling in rage as the robot does its best to calm him down...
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"W-WAIT." Axis says, baffled.
Clover's soul itself trembles with enough force to stun his opponent.
"WHAT'S GOING ON?"
Suddenly, a blast of yellow light erupts from his gun, easily destroying Axis's only form of defense.
The robot's words pleas grow desperate as he begs the human for mercy.
"HOLD ON. PLEASE."
The trembling only intensifies as Axis tries to get Clover to stop.
"I AM SORRY."
It grows even worse now, and yet a small, vicious smile can be seen upon the cowboy's face.
"I DIDN'T WANT TO--"
Unlike the simple blast that previously came from Clover's gun, this time Axis is interrupted by a wave of energy, quickly splitting the scared, guilty robot in two.
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A small, yellow flower pops out of the ground next to Clover, staring at this scene with wide, unbelieving eyes.
"..."
"What... was that?" he asks, turning to look at the human with a rare hint of fear.
"..."
"Clover... what..."
The child doesn't respond, causing a shiver to go through Flowey's body.
"Uh, okay. No, this is fine. This can be very useful against the Ki--"
Rather than listen to the flower, Clover simply walks away, eager to get to the next target as soon as possible...
"Wait, where are you going? I'm still talking!"
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While he helps Clover SAVE in preparation for the next fight, Flowey makes his grievances known, trying to guilt the murderous cowboy into being more willing to follow his guidance... and yet Clover doesn't care. He acts the exact opposite from what Flowey has grown used to, callously letting the flower know that he doesn't care about his feelings. He's just there to finish his mission.
The tone of his voice causes both the Flowey of this run and the current Flowey to shiver in fear...
Eventually, the two arrive at New Home, where they have one last foe to face before reaching Asgore.
Martlet closes her eyes as new memories flood into her mind, not wanting to watch the scene play out in front of her.
Atop a familiar rooftop in New Home, Clover faces off against a bird-like Royal Guard... the only monster who's fought against him and lived to tell the tale.
"So you found me. Pretty easy when there's so few left."
He doesn't give her the time of day, quickly drawing his gun and initiating a battle.
"Not wasting any time, huh?"
"...Nope." he replies, cocking the hammer of his gun backwards.
"You know, my whole life... I was taught that humans are the enemy." Martlet says, glaring down at the young human in front of her.
"The truth stared right at me, but I chose to look away. I tried to see the good. I wanted to believe that it wasn't true, but you..."
"..."
"...Any ounce of 'good' you ever had is six feet over."
A chuckle escapes from Clover's mouth.
"Really? You're gonna talk about good and evil now? You and your entire damn civilization celebrate the deaths of children. I'd reckon that it's a good thing that I'm putting an end to that."
"I don't care if your motivation was noble." she spits, body trembling in fury. "I don't care if it was only your twisted idea of fun, either. Nothing can justify your sins."
"I don't need to justify them. The only opinion that matters is my--"
"I ran. Twice I could've done something different, tried harder... prevented so many deaths..."
Clover falls silent, simply watching as she rants to herself.
"...But I knew that chance was slim. I'm far too limited in my current state, but now..."
The Royal Guard takes an odd syringe out of her pocket, causing Clover's finger to tighten on his gun's trigger.
"This is my responsibility alone. You should've finished me when you had the chance."
Before he can react, Martlet injects the syringe into her wing, collapsing as soon as she does so...
The murderous human watches with a sick sense of fascination as her entire body ripples and melts together, and for a brief moment, he even considers attacking before she can complete whatever transformation the syringe has caused... but he decides against it.
After all, he's been looking forward to a real challenge.
"Pant... pant... Clover..." Martlet mutters, barely finding the strength to speak.
"...?"
"Your terror... ends now!"
Something explodes outwards from the shell that is her body. Two giant wings, closely resembling a star-covered sky, force their way out of her melted body, and soon after, the rest of her new form follows.
Piercing yellow eyes glare at Clover as the Royal Guard's entire body shifts, growing at a visible pace. Gone are the pale blue feathers that she used to have. Now, they're a deep blue, looking so dark that they appear as black at first glance.
Her hair, oddly enough, also grows, elongating to a surprising length... but despite how it may sound, it fits her. Rather than get in her way, it only causes her current form to look even more intimidating.
Martlet, now the strongest monster in the Underground, shrieks at the one who caused her people so much suffering. She cries out in righteous fury, letting the entire city know that someone is here to stop the human...
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It's the toughest battle he's ever had. In every life he's went through, no enemy has pushed Clover this far before. It takes him countless attempts, and Flowey almost makes the decision to RESET more than once, but eventually, the Zenith of Monsterkind falls beneath his onslaught of magical bullets...
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...but that isn't the last monster to fall to Clover that day.
Soon after the battle has ended, Flowey pushes just a little too much, inadvertently revealing his true goal... and suffice to say, Clover does not like that.
As the murderous child turns his gun towards Flowey, a scoff makes its way out of the flower's mouth, and with a scornful, mocking gaze, he attempts to reset to before Clover fell into the Underground...
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...only to find that he can't.
He tries over and over, frantically attempting to use the powers he's become so familiar with... and then Clover saves.
With a fear-filled desperation, Flowey curses the human as he dies, doing his best to cause Clover's determination to slip up enough for him to take control of the timeline again... but no matter what he does, Clover just smiles, pulling the trigger of his gun over and over.
The last thing Flowey sees is that wicked, sadistic smile upon the cowboy's face. A smile that perfectly mirrors the grin Flowey usually has...
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Clover's friends watch in stunned silence as he makes his way to Asgore, killing the King of the Underground with the same ease one would swat a fly. They watch as he takes the souls of the humans who came before him, then they watch as he travels through the Barrier, heading back home with a proud smile.
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The young cowboy returns to his village as a hero... or at least, he's celebrated as such after showing off his magic. The adults in the village endlessly praise him and his bravery, but it's obvious to anyone watching that they're only doing so out of fear for his newfound abilities. On more than one occasion, an overly-frightened adult attempts to kill Clover while he sleeps... but with his control over the timeline, how could they ever truly succeed? These attempts are always thwarted, only causing the fear of the village to grow further.
Frisk, Clover's younger sibling, soon grows distant. To the collective shock of everyone watching... they can remember the LOADing he does, and they don't consider him to be a hero anymore.
The murderous human slaughtered his way through the Underground, gaining twenty LOVE in the process. By the time he made it back to the Surface, he was far, far crueler than he was before, and as the years go on, Frisk is more than willing to let him know that.
Years after his rampage through the Underground, Clover sits under the night sky, looking up at the stars with a complicated expression on his face...
...Well, it isn't exactly the stars that he's looking at, no... it's the buttons that only he can see.
Floating in the air in front of him are three rectangular buttons, each marked with different words.
SAVE
LOAD
RESET
As he reaches a hand out towards the third button, the scenery fades away, leaving Flowey, Clover, and the young human's friends standing in the dark, unending void. Silence fills the air for quite some time...
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"It's taken me a while to figure things out, but I got there in the end." Clover says, voice perfectly calm. "I've finally figured out how all of this works."
"W-What the hell did you do?!" Flowey shouts, trembling both in anger... and in fear.
Clover ignores him, continuing to speak in that dangerously-calm tone.
"Saving... loading... resetting... all of them can only be done by the most Determined person in the world... or at least, the most Determined person who can use magic."
"I WON! I CONTROL YOU! I CONTROL YOUR SOUL! ANSWER ME!"
Despite how loudly Flowey's voice booms, the small cowboy pays him no mind.
"And right now? Well... I think I've got a heck of a lot more Determination than you do... but that's not all, is it?"
The flower stays silent, shivering under Clover's gaze.
"You may have taken my soul, but I can feel that the control over your body is split. I can't completely control you, of course... but I can control something. I can control the timeline. I can control your save files."
"W-Wait! Clover! Pal! Come on!"
Outside of Flowey's mind, a vine extends into the air, towards a rectangular button that Clover never had: The CHANGE FILE button.
"All I gotta do is load back to before you took my soul, then I'll be able to use my own save, won't I? Now, I don't exactly know which of your saves is from before you took my soul, and if I choose the wrong one, I'll probably just send us all back to before I fell down here... but I have a good feeling about one of em."
"You don't want to do this!" Flowey begs, his voice sounding almost pleading. "Think about it! That village of yours-- it deserves to burn, doesn't it?! I'll even spare anyone you want me to! We can become a GOD! We can share that power!"
Against his will, one of the flower's vines hits the CHANGE FILE button, highlighting the file corresponding to the Soul of Integrity. A second later, it moves to the second button he has... it moves to the LOAD button.
"I'll see ya real soon, Flowey."
Inside the dining room of the Ketsukane Estate, four monsters can be seen standing around, slack-jawed for several seconds...
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"...Are... are we back...?" Dalv timidly asks, snapping the others out of their thoughts.
"I think we are. I feel... well, I feel a heck of a lot better than I did when I was in that hellhole!" Starlo says with a relieved chuckle. "Heck, the memories are already fading! It's almost like it was a bad dream unless I focus, and believe me, I do not wanna focus on--"
Martlet and Ceroba immediately dash out of the room, running for the stairs with wide, joy-filled smiles. After staring at their retreating figures in bewilderment for a few moments, Starlo and Dalv suddenly remember that they can help Clover now.
Before long, all four of these monsters are pushing their way into the guest room where Clover is staying, each summoning their strongest magical attacks in preparation for a fight with the sadistic, soul-stealing flower...
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...but they have nothing to worry about. The only figure in this room is Clover, who silently shivers to himself, completely cocooned in the soft blankets around him.
"Clover!"
As soon as they lay their eyes on him, each of the small human's friends tackle him in a hug, leading to the bed he lies upon becoming quite crowded.
Dozens of questions soon reach Clover as each of the monsters around him do their best to figure out what the hell happened, and if Clover is okay after all of that.
The young cowboy is very much not okay, but just like his friends, the memories of his past lives in the Underground are like a distant dream, only really affecting him if he takes the time to dwell on them, so he does his best not to let them know this...
...Of course, all of them have become very familiar with Clover's habits by now. None of them believe his act, but they also recognize that the best thing they can do is be here for him, although there is something they're curious about...
"Uh... Clover? I don't mean to sound insensitive or anything, but... you're still blind, right?" Martlet asks, causing all other conversations to halt momentarily.
"...He is!" Starlo realizes, staring down at Clover in shock. "Deputy, you coulda reset or whatever it's called, couldn't ya? Why didn't you do that? You could get your eyesight back!"
"I wanted to." Clover says bitterly. "But remember that last run you saw? The one where I killed everyone and got the ability to save and load?"
"...Oh..."
"Yeah. Nobody, including me, remembered when I reset back then. I don't see why this would be any different, and there's no reason for me to test it... and before you ask, yes my SOUL is still pure. I don't got any LOVE, and I have no clue as to why I still have enough Determination to overpower Flowey. It obviously ain't enough, or I'd be able to remember the resets too."
"That reminds me... where's Flowey?" Ceroba interjects before Clover can dwell on his blindness for too long.
"I already took care of it, don't worry. He... yawn... he won't be bothering any of you anymore."
"I almost forgot... Flowey did all of this in the middle of the night." Dalv says, fighting back a yawn of his own. "Our bodies must be pretty tired..."
Starlo immediately heads for the door, grabbing Ceroba as he does so.
"Well then, I have the perfect solution! Roba, follow me!"
Ignoring Ceroba's angry muttering over this nickname, the Sheriff of the Wild East drags his best friend away from the guest room, leaving everyone else confused by the sudden exit...
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"...Here we are! A little to the left... tilt it a little more... and there!"
The duo soon return with a large mattress, seemingly stolen from one of the many beds in the Ketsukane Estate, which they quickly throw onto the floor next to the guest room's bed.
"One down, three to go!"
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Ten minutes later, four mattresses surround Clover's bed, making the small human giggle despite himself.
"We'll talk tomorrow, alright? You need to get some sleep." Martlet says, patting the cowboy's head.
"...I'm not that tired. I just... yawn..."
As if on cue, all four of the monsters surrounding him speak at the same time.
"Goodnight, Clover."
The pout upon his face is enough to momentarily make them forget their worries, and soon after, every single one of them is sound asleep, resting both their minds and their bodies after the hellish experience they went through...
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...But after hours of silence, the small human carefully slips out of bed, exiting the room soon after.
Clover slowly makes his way outside, taking care not to make too much noise as he walks...
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Once he leaves the Ketsukane Estate behind, he SAVEs, giving a relieved sigh as he does so.
Right before he saves, dozens of sharp, impossibly-thick vines burst out of the ground around him, hurtling towards Clover in an attempt to trap him in an inescapable death-loop... but the blind gunslinger doesn't seem to mind, grinning despite the fact that he can't see whatever it is that is happening.
"Howdy. I've been waiting for ya." he says, perfectly calm as a yellow glow surrounds him.
Before Flowey can react, a dome of light escapes from Clover's body, completely obliterating the flower's attempts to kill him, as well as decimating the area around the two. Surprisingly, the miniature explosion is oddly quiet, not sounding at all like what you'd expect an explosion to sound like.
When the smoke clears, Flowey is left charred and half dead. Chuckling at this, Clover kneels in front of him, gripping his "Best Friend" by the stem.
"Now then... it's time that we had a real talk, ain't it?"
Notes:
Like always, Flowey finds a way to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory. I love the stupid little weed.
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Chapter 55: A trip down memory lane
Chapter Text
Flowey struggles, raw terror visible on his face as he feels Clover grip his stem.
"I knew that you'd try something like this." the human says, saving yet again. "You can't help yourself, can you? You can't stand it when someone else has power over the timeline."
"I-I'm sorry! It was a mistake!" the flower shouts, twisting his burnt body pathetically in an attempt to wiggle out of Clover's grasp. With a cruel snort, Clover rips the flower out of the ground, causing his struggles to momentarily cease.
"Oh, you're right about that... doing all of this was a mistake. You coulda just stayed as my friend. You had all the power you needed... and you know what? I think that all that garbage about being 'soulless' is a load of bullshit. You ain't numb to emotions because you 'have no soul'. Even you should know that by now."
"..."
"I don't know what happened to you, but I've gone through enough runs by now to know that you can feel emotions, even if they're a little muted. You may try to tell yourself otherwise, but getting more souls ain't gonna fix you."
The flower opens his mouth to respond, but is immediately interrupted by Clover, who's grip on Flowey's stem only intensifies.
"But frankly, I don't care about that right now. I have a lotta memories that I don't know what to do with. I've seen a lot more than I should've, and I've got to tell ya Flowey... I ain't happy."
"Let me go! You'll never see me again!" Flowey begs, but Clover continues speaking calmly, not paying attention to his pleas.
"I could just do this quick and easy-like and shoot you dead, but after what you did to me and my friends, I think that's a little too quick, y'see. You've gone through countless lives by now, but I can sense that there's a few in particular that you don't wanna relive."
"C-Come on Clover! That's too far! You've shown mercy to countless monsters in countless runs! What's the harm in showing mercy one last time?"
A chuckle escapes from the blind cowboy's mouth as he raises Flowey up to eye level.
"Do you really expect me to believe that you won't try something like this again? You can't feel guilt. Whatever emotions you have, from what I've seen, are just gonna push you to do harm."
"I... I..."
Despite being blind, Clover's eyes seem to lock onto Flowey's as they glow a piercing yellow.
"Let's see what you've been hiding all this time, partner."
The familiar scenery of the Dunes disappears as the two are plunged into Flowey's deepest, most shunned memories...
Inside of a quiet, monochrome house in New Home, two small figures can be seen in their bedroom, both whispering to each other in an attempt to not wake the sleeping adults in the next room.
"A-Are you sure about this? I... I don't think it's a good idea..." the first figure mumbles, looking off to the side with an uncomfortable expression.
"Of course I'm sure, Azzy. This will free monsterkind! Mom and Dad won't have to be trapped down here anymore!" the second figure replies, obviously frustrated by their companion's hesitation. "You won't be trapped down here! It's the perfect plan!"
"B-But..."
"It won't hurt that bad, I promise! Dad was sick for a while, but he got over it. I just... won't..."
"..."
"Come on, don't look at me like that! Don't you wanna break the Barrier? This is the best way!"
"Chara... I... I don't want to--"
"It's not like I'll be totally gone! I'll live on through you, won't I?"
Tears begin to fall from the small, goat-like monster's eyes, but his companion gives him a harsh look, silencing any complaints.
"Don't be a crybaby." Chara says, voice suddenly cold as ice. "The humans don't deserve to have the Surface to themselves. You remember all the stories I've told you, right?"
"Sniff... mhm..."
"Good. Then you remember just how cruel and heartless most of them are?"
"B-But you're a human, and you're really nice and stuff!" the Prince of the Underground argues, much to Chara's displeasure. "That means that all humans aren't bad!"
"You've seen what they do to the humans that 'aren't bad', Asriel. I know that you've seen the bruises I had when I fell down here. I know that you've seen me limping from old injuries. I don't like to talk about it... but these injuries didn't just magically appear. Surely you're aware that the only ones who could've done this to me were the humans, no?"
"I..."
"Don't talk about things you haven't experienced." the pink-cheeked child scoffs, scornfully batting away any attempts to point out flaws in their plan. "Of the two of us, I'm the only one who's actually been around the humans on the Surface. I know them better than anyone. You're correct in the assumption that not all humans are evil... but when you have seven human souls, you'll be more than capable of determining who's good and who's bad, won't you? Trust me when I say this, when we go to the Surface, you won't be killing any innocents. I promise."
"But what about Mom and Dad? What will--"
The young human flinches at these words, quickly moving to interrupt Asriel with a grimace on their face.
"Shut up Azzy! If you're really my Best Friend, you'll help me with this. It's the best solution for everyone."
"..."
"I've never given you any reason to doubt me before now, so you just--"
The door to their bedroom creaks open, and a large, goat-like monster who closely resembles Asriel can be seen in the doorway. The two children look at the door with guilty expressions on their faces, like what you'd expect to see from a kid who was caught with their hand in a cookie jar.
"Are you two still up?!" Toriel asks, exasperated. "It's almost three in the morning!"
As if they've done this a hundred times before, both Chara and Asriel reply at the exact same time.
"Sorry Mom..."
She chuckles at them for a few moments, causing a smile to appear on the children's faces as they see that their plan to avoid consequences is working.
"Just get to bed, alright? You've got a busy day tomorrow. Gerson is visiting, and he wants to show Chara around Waterfall!"
"Okay..."
Again they speak in unison, only causing Toriel's laughter to grow.
"Hehe... gosh, I swear you two are like twins sometimes!"
She soon closes the door, leaving the duo alone...
"...We'll talk tomorrow." Chara says, turning their back to Asriel as they attempt to get to sleep.
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One week later, the small, goat-like monster can be seen crying yet again... only this time, it's over the trembling, barely-breathing body of his Best Friend.
In the other room, the two's parents can be seen holding their tears in, neither willing to interrupt what may be Asriel's final moments with his sibling.
"Pst... Chara."
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The young goat's whisper is met with no reply...
"Please... wake up..."
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"...I don't like this plan anymore. I... I..."
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Asriel's fists clench tight enough to crush diamonds. Tears pour freely down his face, but his voice suddenly turns steady, something you'd never expect by looking at him.
"...No, I said... I said I'd never doubt you."
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"Six, right? We just have to get six..."
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"...And we'll do it together, right?"
Just like before, his words get no answer... and yet he swears that he can see a small smile break through the hazy, pain-filled expression that covers Chara's unconscious face.
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The second child of King Asgore and Queen Toriel died that night. Shortly after, Prince Asriel absorbed the human's soul, walked through the Barrier, and was brutally attacked by the humans living on the Surface.
Nobody other than Asriel knew about his and Chara's plan. When he returned, battered, beaten, and nearly dead, he lied to his parents, telling them that Chara's last wish was to be buried among the flowers of their village, and that was why he went to the Surface.
He joined Chara in death mere minutes after finishing his story. By the end of the week, the entire Underground was united in their hatred of the humans who had yet again taken everything from them...
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...well, almost the entire Underground. Queen Toriel, disgusted by her husband's actions, fled with Chara's body. For years, nobody had seen any trace of her. One human fell, then three, then five... and just as Asgore promised, each of them died as surely as Chara and Asriel did.
Eventually, the Royal Scientist, Dr. Alphys, had the bright idea to use the human souls in her experiments...
Clover watches Asriel's journey in silence. He watches as the sweet, goat-like child eventually finds himself in the body of a small, yellow flower... and he watches as Flowey tries his best to bond with others, but is never able to truly feel anything.
He looks on as the flower becomes crueler and crueler, more concerned about his own fun than anything else.
Flowey has many, many runs before holding off on LOADing long enough to meet Clover. The contents of most of these runs cause the young cowboy to feel sick, and yet he notices something odd about the flower's many lives...
Despite how much Flowey loves to proclaim that he 'can't feel anything', he becomes more and more animated as time goes on. The longer he goes without resetting, the more emotion-filled he acts.
Of course, barely any of these are good emotions, instead being the most negative, hateful feelings that someone can have... but there are occasional glimpses of Asriel hidden beneath the murderous, sadistic flower.
On one run in particular, Toriel, lost in a drunken, depressed haze, falls asleep on the cold ground of the Ruins, being found by Flowey soon after.
Instead of acting how he usually would and taunting the drunken mess that used to be his mother, Flowey simply drags her back home, puts her in bed, and leaves a nice, full glass of water next to her.
Clover sees several memories like this as he goes through Flowey's past before the two met each other. The more he sees, the smaller his desire for revenge grows, and by the time he's reached the end of Flowey's memories, he's unsure of what to do...
'...I know that he's evil and all, and he probably does deserve to eat a bullet or six, but...'
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Suddenly, a sharp pain goes through the young human, snapping him out of these thoughts.
Confused, Clover summons the yellow glasses he's become so familiar with, 'seeing' a large, impossibly-thick vine piercing his chest soon after.
With a scoff, he LOADs his last save, and Flowey finds himself back in the cowboy's hand.
The flower doesn't relent, attacking Clover over and over and over again, seemingly in a frenzy due to the recent trip through his memories.
"..."
With a sigh, Clover increases his grip, practically strangling the flower. As expected, Flowey's burnt, half-dead body almost crumbles in the human's grasp, instantly putting a halt to any attacks he might send towards Clover.
"You're sick! How fucking dare you?!" Flowey shouts, too caught up in his rage to notice the hypocrisy of the question.
"Flowey..."
"What? Do you feel bad now?! Do you feel pity after digging into something you shouldn't have?! You disgust me!"
"..."
A sigh escapes from the blind cowboy's mouth, only causing Flowey's anger to grow.
"Just get this over with you sicko! We both know that you want to."
"..."
"Do it! Hurry up!"
"...No."
Clover throws the furious flower onto the ground, turning his back to Flowey a second later.
"I don't know if I can ever forgive you... but I do know that with time, you'll gain even more emotions. Who knows? Maybe you'll even feel guilty one day."
"...What?!"
"Well, I can't exactly bring myself to put you down after what I saw..." Clover says, walking away from the flower as he talks. "...And besides, I can simply LOAD a save if you do anything off. I'll let the guilt you'll feel be your punishment."
Flowey stares at Clover's back for several seconds, completely dumbfounded by the words that reach his ears... and then his anger explodes out of him. If it wasn't for the fact that he was half-dead and drained of magic, he'd be throttling the young cowboy's neck with his vines by now.
"Me, feel guilty?! Did you hit your head?!" he asks, trembling slightly. "I've gone three entire years without using my powers before! I've never felt the 'emotions' you claim I'll get! I know better than anyone that I can't feel a thing! Whatever theories you come up with are wrong."
"..."
The blind gunslinger doesn't respond, simply walking back towards the Ketsukane Estate.
"You're a moron. I'll kill your friends."
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"I'll wait until you're about to SAVE to do it."
"..."
"I'll even kill that 'little sibling' of yours! Even if you load to before then, they'll still have those memories!"
This finally causes Clover to stop in place, clenching his fists tight together.
"Oh, finally started to use your head, have you?!" Flowey mocks, eagerly egging the human on. "Good! It's kill or be killed in this world! You know that just as well as I do! Pull the trigger!"
The tension goes out of Clover's body, and a chuckle escapes from his throat as he continues walking back to the Ketsukane Estate, calling over his shoulder as he leaves.
"Pal, I may be blind... but even I can see that your talk of being emotionless is a load of horse crap."
"What, you think you know better than me?! I--"
"You're crying, Flowey. You've been crying ever since we went through your memories."
With that, Clover walks out of earshot, leaving the stunned flower alone.
Chapter 56: Through the Steamworks
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Three days have passed since Clover's birthday party, and in that time, many things have changed in the Wild East.
Ceroba has moved back into her house in full, shocking the residents of the Wild East given how she acted just days before. Even when she was cleaning out her house, she was very... mopey about it. It seemed like she was forcing herself to get it cleaned up, rather than doing it because she was planning on living there again.
Now, however, she shows none of that previous hesitation and depression. She's as happy as can be, although she does seem a little impatient.
Martlet and Moray, meanwhile, have caused yet another shock to the monsters in the area, as they've officially started dating! Although the two have been pretty friendly for the past few weeks, the speed at which they've grown close has flabbergasted every single monster who knows them... except for the rest of the Feisty Five, Ceroba, and Clover, strangely enough.
As a matter of fact, all of the Feisty Five have been a bit odd recently. The day after Clover's party, each of the Sheriff's Posse had a private conversation with the young human, and after it was over, they came out as changed monsters.
The change is for the better, of course. All four of them, along with Sheriff North Star, have been far better at their day-to-day activities, as if they've gone through their usual routine of entertaining the Wild East countless times.
Every single aspect of their act has improved to a ridiculous degree. Starlo was already the best gunslinger in the Underground, yes, but his Posse were far behind him. Now? Now, each and every one of them are leagues more skilled than Starlo was a day before Clover's party...
And as for the Sheriff himself... his skills are nothing short of legendary now. His ability to weave magic is something that any monster would dream of, and that's not even to mention his cowboy-ing skills.
It's an incredible, awe-inspiring change from how they were mere days before, and yet every monster in the Wild East can point to who caused this change, and that would be the small, blind human who's been spending more and more time in the town ever since his party ended...
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Inside the Ketsukane Estate, five figures can be seen in the dining room, each looking both very excited and very nervous.
Ceroba is the most nervous of the five, and she paces the room, listening to Clover speak with a eager look upon her face.
"--so Martlet and Starlo have the day off, and me, Dalv, and Ceroba don't work, so that means that we're all good to go. Now, all we need to do is head--"
"I think you're forgetting something, partner." Starlo interrupts, chuckling to himself for a moment.
"What? What am I--"
"You need to wear a mask." Dalv says, grinning just as widely as the star-headed monster next to him. "This isn't like the times we've done this in the other runs. We need to make sure that nobody knows that there's a human in the Underground."
Upon seeing the slightly distressed look upon Clover's face, Martlet laughs, reaching into her bag as she speaks.
"Lucky for you, we've planned ahead!"
The Royal Guard brings out a small, light-blue mask that closely resembles Martlet's own face.
"How does it look? Do you like it?" she asks, handing the mask over to Clover.
"..."
"...Uh... thanks? I can't exactly--"
"I know, I know. It isn't my best work... but we want to get this done sooner rather than later, don't we?"
"..."
A sigh escapes from Clover's mouth as the scatterbrained bird forgets about his blindness yet again. Martlet, however, takes his sigh as apprehension for her mask-making skills.
"And besides, if something goes wrong, you can just SAVE now, then load back to here later, right?"
"I know, it's just... I ain't got too much experience with this whole 'controlling the timeline' thing." Clover says, shifting uncomfortably. "I guess it does come in handy, but..."
"You don't want to end up like Flowey, I get it." Ceroba says, tapping her foot impatiently. "Can we get going now? Martlet said that the Royal Guards on patrol near the lab today are slackers. This is the best chance we'll get to bring Kanako back without the entire Underground being alerted to your presence. The sooner we take it, the sooner we'll be back with her."
"I've done this a lot Ceroba, it'll be fine. The only difficult part will be getting past the Steamworks, but that's less because the robots there are a threat, and more because it's a crumbling ruin."
"Oh, one last thing before we leave, partner!" Starlo interjects. "I hate to ask you this, truly, but you need to take off the hat. Most folks around here aren't gonna know you're a human without it, and if we add in Martlet's mask, that just makes the likelihood of you getting noticed even slimmer."
A small scowl appears on the blind human's face, but he sees the wisdom behind this decision, and so off the hat goes, being swept into his dimensional satchel (which he remembered to pick up soon after his encounter with Flowey).
"If that's everything... then follow me!"
Axis Model 014 is not having a good day.
For the first time in years, he's been powered up, which is already bad enough, but once he was 'awake', he learnt that there are five intruders!!!
He wasn't made to take on five different intruders! That's five times the amount that his creator programmed him to deal with!
One intruder? Yeah, that's pretty easy. It's exactly what he was made for.
Two? Eh... a little more difficult, but manageable if they aren't too violent.
Any more that that?
Well, let's just say that if Chujin hadn't installed that stupid [frick]ing censor, he'd be shouting his displeasure with enough colorful words to make the local Froggits blush.
That isn't even the worst of it though! What's worse is that everything is crumbling! Axis Model 014's job is to protect the Steamworks, but how the [heck] can he protect it against time itself?! The other robots are badly malfunctioning, to the point where Jandroid has begun to hate cleaning, Guardener attacked all five intruders for no good reason, and Telly-Vis...
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...No, wait, those two have always been like that. They're just really [frick]ing weird.
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Still, his programming forces him to constantly engage the intruders in battle, despite how hopeless it may be.
If Axis Model 014 was capable of crying, he surely would've sobbed when the smallest intruder, who he has determined to literally be blind, easily dodged any attempts he made at apprehending them.
It's enough to make the robot want to give up... but unfortunately for him, Chujin did not code the Axis line of robots to be capable of 'giving up'.
And so on Axis Model 014 goes, doing his best to capture the intruders. Every time he makes an attempt, he's foiled in a different way. First was the blind, mask-wearing monster, then came the others...
Axis Model 014 wishes that he had access to his memory storage. If he did, he'd surely delete those memories, as his programming continuously forces him to replay the battles against the intruders, looking for anything he could've done better.
To his dismay, he sees a lot.
The loudest intruder made a show out of shooting his attacks down before they could reach their target, leading to a boring stalemate until Axis Model 014 ran out of power.
After that, the security-bot returned with portable generators, giving him infinite power! Sadly, it did not last long. These generators were not made to be lightning proof.
Coincidentally, one of the intruders could shoot lightning.
When he found the quintet again, one of them picked him up in her talons, flew into the air, and then dropped him! Who does that?!?!
Suffice to say, he had to take a break to repair his wheel, but an hour later, he confronted them for the fifth time, leading to his most embarrassing defeat...
The tallest of the intruders simply summoned a magical shield, rebounding his strongest attack directly at him.
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...Axis Model 014 had to get new hands from the storage room. His were knocked off by the attack that got bounced back at him.
If one were to ask him how he attached those hands without the use of his... he would not be able to say. It's a mystery to him as well.
Regardless, by the time Axis Model 014 returns to confront them yet again, each of the intruders look at him (or at his general direction, in the blind, masked monster's case) with a small smile. The battered robot may have felt embarrassed if he wasn't so enraged.
(Why would the creator even program him to be capable of feeling embarrassment anyways?!?! He is not a fan of that emotion. It sucks.)
"Axis, partner... you sure you wanna try again?" the star-headed monster asks, spinning his gun around.
"NO. I DO NOT WANT TO."
"Oh-- I... uh... I didn't expect that... so can we go now?"
"NO. YOU MAY NOT."
"But--"
"MY PROGRAMMING FORCES ME TO ENGAGE ANY AND ALL INTRUDERS. I DO NOT HAVE A CHOICE."
"So, just for curiosity's sake... if that programming was partially disabled, you'd be able to decide against attacking us?" the mask-wearing shortie suddenly asks, now sporting a snazzy golden bandana around their neck.
"YES."
"And your programming has a fail-safe built in if you get too low on processing power?"
"THAT IS CORRECT. HOW THE [heck] DO YOU KNOW THIS?"
"That's not important... now, one last thing... the easiest way to drain your processing power would be to damage you a bit, right? More so than everyone else did earlier?"
"WELL, YES, THAT WOULD BE THE QUICKEST--"
A ball of yellow energy erupts from the tip of the small intruder's gun, cutting Axis Model 014 off before he can realize what is happening.
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When the smoke clears, Axis Model 014 is lying on the metallic ground, broken to the point where it'll take him quite some time to repair himself.
All of his emotions, including the murderous rage that drives him to attack intruders, drain away, leaving him staring blankly at the five monsters in front of him...
...Well, the four monsters in front of him, as the smallest of the five takes off his mask, introducing himself as "Clover". Upon seeing the blind child's face, Axis Model 014 immediately realizes that he encountered a human.
His creator would be so proud.
Despite his emotions being shut off, the security-bot shivers slightly, feeling a strange sense of guilt... although he doesn't know why he feels so guilty. He's never met a human before now, or if he did, he has no memory of the encounter...
He doesn't have much time to ponder these thoughts, as the other four quickly introduce themselves, apparently all being friends of his creator, Chujin.
Their names are not important, as Axis Model 014 quickly adds them to the registry with his own easy-to-remember names.
Blind Human
Tall Lady
Star-Headed Man
Cloaked Monster
And finally, Bird Lady.
With these five names added to the registry, Axis Model 014 makes to leave, intent on fixing himself up... but the Tall Lady stops him, telling Axis Model 014 that they have a surprise for him.
Soon after, the security-bot heads back to his designated quarters with the most beautiful, curvaceous, and intelligent robot he's ever met.
Their wedding is in two days. He hopes that his newfound friends will attend.
Once Axis leaves them alone, the five 'intruders' quickly exit the Steamworks, cramming into the small elevator to make their way to Hotland. Although Clover deeply considers making a detour to see El Bailador at his Dance Club, the others are able to persuade him against doing so, leading them to where they are now, standing in front of a large, sleek building.
"...So this is it." Ceroba mutters, paws clenched tightly into fists. "In just a few more minutes... I'll finally see her again."
"It doesn't feel real, does it?" Starlo asks, evoking a choked laugh from his best friend.
"No. No it doesn't..."
"I feel the same way." Dalv says, staring at the white lab with an unreadable expression. "Even though I have so many memories of spending time with her, most of them aren't from this run. Now that I'm actually here... it's a lot more surreal than I had expected."
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"...Well, that door ain't gonna bust itself down, will it?" Clover suddenly asks, snapping them out of their thoughts. "Ceroba, you wanna do the honors, or can I?"
"I'll do it." she immediately replies, summoning her staff. "I've been holding myself back for three days, and before that, I've spent a long time waiting for Dr. Alphys to answer my messages. Now that I know what she's been doing to my little girl..."
The widowed fox trails off, pointing the bell-covered staff at the Royal Lab a moment later.
A red wave of energy explodes from the staff, incinerating the door, along with much of the wall surrounding it, in a haze of pure light.
The newly formed hole in the Royal Lab allows everyone except Clover get a good look at the contents of the building...
...Of course, it it isn't what's inside the lab that interests them. It's what is under Alphy's Lab that they're here for.
But first, they'll have to talk to the shocked, trembling dinosaur-monster standing in front of the "bathroom".
Chapter 57: Kanako and the *other* Kanako
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"W-W-What are you--"
Before the Royal Scientist can finish her sentence, the group of five rush into the Lab, causing her to drop the large bag of dog food she was carrying.
Alphys flinches backwards, throwing up her arms in preparation to receive a hit... but the pain she expected never comes. Confused, she cracks her eyes open...
...and then promptly jumps several feet into the air, startled by the scene she sees.
Standing inches away from Alphys is a tall, fierce-looking fox, who glares at her with a murderous expression on her face.
"Give me the keys." Ceroba demands, only increasing the anime-loving monster's anxiety.
"W-What keys?"
Ceroba's fury skyrockets at Alphys's attempts to play dumb, but she reigns herself in, forcing herself to calm down.
"The keys to your actual Lab. You know, the one where you're keeping my daughter and the other monsters who have fallen down? The one who's entrance is disguised as a bathroom?"
Alphys flinches, eyes going wide with horror.
"H-How do you--"
"That's not important. Give me the keys."
"..."
"Now."
Just before the fox-like monster can go too far in her angry demands, another voice calls out.
"Hold on a moment Ceroba, take a deep breath. We ain't here to hurt nobody." Starlo says, putting a hand on her shoulder. "Miss Alphys is just a little frightened, y'see. We've sprung this on her real quick-like. Give her a moment to calm down, and I'm sure she'd be more than happy to help us find Kanako..."
A small smile tugs his lips upwards, making Alphys tremble even further.
"...After all, if she doesn't, then we'd have to go make a personal complaint to the Royal Guard, wouldn't we? I don't think that she'd like it very much if Undyne came around asking about a hidden Lab."
"I-I'll help! Please don't tell anyone!" the scientist says, looking as if she'd rather be anywhere in the world other than here.
Suddenly, the smallest of the five monsters that have intruded into her Lab speaks up, voice sounding surprisingly young.
"...Miss Alphys?"
"Uh... y-yeah?"
"I get that you're scared and all that... but we won't tell anyone about what you've been doing. There's no need to worry."
Alphys sags in relief, but she doesn't get to ease her anxiety for more than a few seconds, as the masked child soon continues speaking.
"But I think it'd be a real good idea if you let everyone know about the Amalgamates."
The Royal Scientist pales, staring at the young monster with obvious shock.
"H-How did you know what they're... what they're called...?"
"Well... I think it'd be best if I showed you. Could ya look at me real quick? More specifically, could ya look at my eyes?"
Despite her confusion, something about the child's voice makes her want to follow his instructions, and so Alphys stares at the eye holes of the wooden mask he wears.
For several moments, nothing happens...
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...but just before she can voice her confusion, a flash of yellow light fills her vision, and soon after, everything goes dark...
Clover rubs his head with a pained grimace, ignoring the sudden collapse of the yellow, dinosaur-like monster in front of him.
"Hate doing that..." he mutters, tightly shutting his eyes, as if keeping them closed would better help him deal with the sudden burst of sight he just had.
"Are... are you sure that was a good idea?" Dalv asks, wincing when he sees the expression on Clover's face.
"It'll be fine. I didn't show her everything. I just showed her what would happen if she sent the other monsters back home. She'll have a buncha new memories, and she should be aware that I'm a human... but knowing Alphys, she won't snitch on me or anything. This was the best way to get her to help us."
Despite the confident words he says, all of the monsters in the room can hear the slight tremble in his tone, causing a frown to bloom on each of their faces...
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"...I'll stay here and wait for her to wake up. She'll have questions, and it'd be best for someone to be around to answer them." Martlet says, ruffling through the scientist's coat for a few moments. "Here, catch."
A ring of keys flies through the air, which Ceroba easily grabs before they can hit the ground. After taking a few moments to make sure that all the keys they'll need are there, the widowed fox nods her head, striding to the "bathroom" door a moment later.
"If everything goes well, then we'll be out with Kanako within the hour. Dalv, Starlo, are you two coming with, or...?"
"Come on Roba, of course we're following you and Clover!" Starlo says, ignoring the glare he gets when he utters his best friend's most hated nickname. "Do you really think that I'd miss the chance to see my favorite niece?"
"I'm coming too." Dalv adds, quickly moving to squeeze into the "bathroom's" elevator. "Clover, you might want to take off the mask. We... we all know how Kanako is right now..."
The young, blind human takes a deep, steadying breath, nodding his head a moment later.
"Yeah, you're right, good call."
As he speaks, he stores the wooden, bird-like mask in his bag.
"The guards in the area aren't too good at their jobs, but I'm pretty sure that they'll eventually notice a giant hole in the Royal Lab. The quicker we get this done, the better. We can leave Miss Alphys to make an excuse for why her door is all torn up."
Without wasting anymore time, Ceroba presses a button in the elevator, sending the group down into the depths of Alphys's Lab...
In a dark, fire-proof room inside of the True Lab, one small, melted figure can be seen writhing on the floor.
This figure's body is a pure, unnatural white blob, but occasionally, small glimpses of blue can be seen deep within. Quiet muttering continuously leaves her "mouth", drowning the room in whispers that almost feel like a conversation.
"She's evil. She's like every other monster down here. They just want to hurt you..."
"...Stop it."
"She feeds you dog food. She enjoys seeing your suffering..."
"...Nuh-uh. Dog food doesn't taste that bad, and sometimes she brings other stuff. She doesn't like seeing me like this."
"Oh yeah? When's the last time you saw light? And before you say anything, I'm talking about actual light, like the type you'd get from a Swelterstone..."
"...It's not her fault. I'm dangerous... you make me dangerous."
"I didn't do anything. You were the one who chose this. You knew the risks, didn't you? You wanted to be a hero..."
"..."
"You and that mom of yours. She got you into this mess, you know, and she hasn't even bothered to send you a letter! That's exactly what I expected from the residents of this hellhole..."
A bloodcurdling scream suddenly tears its way out of whatever throat the melted figure has left.
"SHUT UP! THAT'S NOT TRUE!"
"Yes it is. She abandoned you, just like your daddy did. You saw those tapes. He experimented on himself. He got himself killed, and he expected your mom to keep it up, with only his notes to teach her what to do..."
"SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!"
Despite how much the young, melted monster screams, she's unable to stop a cruel, mocking whisper from escaping her "mouth" a second later.
"That's right. Your daddy caused all of this. If it wasn't for him, neither of us would be here. You'd be back at home with a loving, joy-filled family, and I'd..."
Her voice trails off, and silence soon fills the room...
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"Well, I wouldn't be stuck with you, at least..."
"...You're mean."
"You're stupid..."
"...You're stupider."
"Nuh-uh..."
"...Yuh-huh."
The two whispering voices soon fall into a petty, childish argument, something that any monsters in the area would be quite familiar with by now.
Kanako and the other Kanako (or at least, that's what Dr. Alphys calls her) tend to go on for hours and hours and hours when they get started, both being too stubborn to stop talking first. The only times that their squabbles are broken up are when it's time for them to eat, or, on extremely rare occasions, when another monster finds their way to the closed-off room where Kanako stays...
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"--And you're sure it's through here? I don't wanna accidentally disturb one of the folks around here." a quiet, familiar voice says from beyond the reinforced door of her room.
A brief moment passes, before Kanako's melted body suddenly ceases its writhing, clumping up together into an actual body...
Her real form is quite cute, or at least, it is if one can ignore the overly-large, dark blue fangs and claws she tends to have.
Unfortunately, her time spent in this form never lasts long, as she only truly looks like her normal self when another monster is in the area, and whenever that happens...
"Of course I'm sure. We've done this in a lot of runs, and I still have all of those memories."
Kanako visibly reels back, eyes wider now than they've been in years.
"...M-Mommy? Uncle Star?" she calls out, immediately halting any sounds in the area...
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BANG.
Something very powerful impacts the metal door of Kanako's room, causing a visible dent to appear in the metal.
BANG.
BANG.
BANG.
"Wait! Mommy, don't--"
One final impact sends the now-crumpled door flying into the room, smashing through any obstacles in its way.
Luckily, Kanako was not one of those obstacles... but she doesn't feel any joy over this knowledge, as the melted-fox feels her body move against her will.
"MOMMY RUN!" she shouts, doing her best to warn Ceroba.
To her dismay, Ceroba doesn't heed her advice, not even attempting to run as Kanako's body, now glowing a deep, dark blue, dashes towards her...
Just before her claws can tear into the tall fox, a strange force tugs at her body, pulling her away from Ceroba. Confused, Kanako looks down, immediately seeing a baffling sight.
Wrapped around her torso is a thick, magical rope, stopping her melted body from continuing towards Ceroba.
What's most confusing is the simple fact that this rope can actually stop her. Normally, she'd simply pass through any restraints, even magical ones, almost instantly. There shouldn't be anything that could halt her when the other Kanako is forcing her to attack...
...Well, that's not completely accurate. Dr. Alphys said that, hypothetically, someone with good enough control over their magic would be able to bind her body... but for Uncle Star of all people to be that good at magic?! That's ridiculous! Dr. Alphys said that their level of control would have to be immense! Almost as good as a Boss Monster's, even!
Uncle Star is many things, but good at magic is not one of them... but Kanako certainly isn't going to complain. Even as her body struggles against the rope, she's overjoyed that they managed to stop her before she hurt somebody... although her struggles cease for just a second as another voice reaches her ears.
"Do you need any help with that?" Dalv asks, looking at Starlo as he does his best to restrain Kanako.
"T-That'd be appreciated." the Sheriff admits, obviously struggling to keep his magic under control.
"I'll help too." Ceroba says. "Clo--"
Suddenly, the young amalgam's struggles intensify even further, and she screams her displeasure.
"YOU! IT'S YOUR FAULT! YOUR FAULT!" Kanako shouts, glaring at Dalv with a murderous expression. "YOU GOT ME KILLED! YOU DID THIS! YOU... I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL... I'll..."
Her melted jaw goes slack as she notices something behind the three monsters, and any words that she was about to say die in her throat...
A small, strangely-dressed human stands in the doorway of her room, wearing clothes that you'd expect to see in a Wild West movie. Both him and Kanako are frozen in place, each looking at (the general direction of, in Clover's case) the other.
Upon seeing this, the expressions of every monster in the room become grim, as they've gone through this enough times to know what comes next...
"I-Is that... is that you...?" the other Kanako mumbles, not believing what her eyes are seeing.
Clover slowly walks up to the melted, barely-held together form of Kanako, kneeling down to put a hand on her shoulder. In a small, remorseful voice, he speaks.
"...I missed you, Melody, I really did... and... and I'm sorry for this."
Kanako finds her gaze drawn to the young cowboy's eyes, but when she takes a look, a flash of yellow light fills her vision, and everything goes dark...
Chapter 58: Melody's story
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A ragged gasp escapes from Kanako's mouth as she opens her eyes, being met with an unfamiliar sight.
She is no longer in that cold, lonely room in the depths of Dr. Alphys's Lab. Instead, Kanako finds herself in a dark, endless void... but this isn't what has caused her surprise.
Her surprise comes from the simple fact that she feels comfortable in her own body. It's still melty, sure, but Kanako doesn't feel the sickening, cramped sensation she's become so used to. On top of that, her body is... easier to control? It's hard to describe, but she can sense that keeping it in her normal shape isn't too hard anymore.
The young, fox-like monster spends quite some time familiarizing herself with the new changes in her body, grinning the entire time.
Her ears are now visible, feeling fluffy and soft rather than sticking to her paws like they usually do.
She can feel her tail too, which is just as soft and unfamiliar as her ears. The rest of her body is much the same, being a welcome change to the melted, gooey mess it's been for the past few years...
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"Cough..."
An awkward cough immediately stops any further familiarization, and a faint blush appears on Kanako's cheeks as she whirls to face the darkness behind her.
"Who's there?!" she demands, taking a fighting stance in an attempt to hide her embarrassment.
"Uh... sorry... I probably shoulda figured that you'd want some time to get used to being alone." a young, familiar voice says, only causing her embarrassment to grow.
"This isn't funny! Stop hiding!"
"Alright, alright, no need to yell..."
The darkness in front of Kanako recedes, revealing a small, gun-toting child that looks very similar to the humans she sees in her Uncle's movies. For whatever reason, Kanako feels like the knows this cowboy, even though she's sure that she's never met him before now.
"Howdy, I'm Clover. I'm friends with your Ma and your Uncle."
As Clover introduces himself, he extends a hand towards the slightly-melted fox in front of him.
Kanako looks down at this hand for several moments, hesitating slightly as she turns her gaze towards her own paw...
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...It takes her several seconds to remember that her body isn't as gooey as she's become used to, and as soon as the young fox realizes this, she happily seizes Clover's hand.
"Hi! I'm Kanako! It's nice to meet you!"
The excitement of finally having someone else to talk to hits her like a truck, and before long, Kanako is pelting the small cowboy with dozens of questions.
"Where are you from?!"
"Are you an actual human?!"
"Is that a real gun?!"
"Where'd you get it?!"
"When'd you get it?!"
"How old are you?!"
"Do you want to be friends?!"
These questions, along with many others, are thrown at Clover without pause, leading to him being quite overwhelmed by her sudden burst of excitement.
Still, he does his best, answering every question the fox-like monster sends towards him. He even begins to enjoy himself after a while, momentarily forgetting why they're here in the first place...
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...but unfortunately, it cannot last forever, as one question quickly wipes away any enjoyment he was having...
"Do you know where we are?" Kanako asks, still smiling brightly. "This place is a little creepy... but it's also kinda cool, isn't it?! It's way different from any place in Dr. Alphys's Lab!"
As soon as she asks this question, Kanako knows that she messed up somehow, because Clover's expression instantly becomes pained and sullen. Before she can apologize, he begins to speak, tone sounding far more unenthusiastic than it did for her previous questions.
"Well... I guess it'd be pretty accurate to say that we're in your mind right now, as odd as that may sound."
The melted monster immediately deflates, losing much of her enthusiasm when the words reach her ears.
"...What? So you aren't real or something?"
"No no, I'm real!" Clover hurriedly reassures. "I'm a human, y'know, so that means that I got some really special magic. I used my magic to bring us here."
Kanako's head tilts to the side at these words, and an awed look appears on her face.
"Humans can do that?! That's so cool! If this is my mind, can I control what happens here? Or maybe--"
"It ain't like that. I... I brought you here because you were real sick in the outside world, and this was the only way to fix you..."
A long, pained sigh escapes from the young gunslinger as he continues his explanation.
"My magic... it lets me replay memories and stuff. I think it's based around 'seeing the truth' or something? I ain't too sure... all I know is that you'd be better off not watching when I start looking through the memories. This ain't gonna be pretty."
"What?! Why?! My memories aren't that bad..." Kanako argues, trailing off for a few seconds to think about what she just said.
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"...Well, I guess the time in Dr. Alphys's Lab wasn't that fun... but I'm a big kid! I can handle it, no need to worry!"
For a brief moment, she swears that Clover's expression crumples even further, but before she can get a good look, he pulls his hat down to hide his face.
"They ain't your memories, partner." he says, looking off into the void.
Before Kanako can ask what he means, the dark void around her crumbles away, and a strange scene replaces it...
A young figure can be seen trekking their way up Mt. Ebott, doing her best to hold back tears as she walks.
Bruises are evident on this figure's face, and yet her expression is nothing short of furious, rather than the sorrowful, teary look you'd expect to see on an injured child's face.
Melody's fists are clenched tightly, nails digging into her palms as she grows closer and closer to her goal. She doesn't look backwards towards the hateful, quiet town at the base of Mt. Ebott. She refuses to look at the hellhole she just escaped from.
The villager she's been living with was quite happy to see her go, and he decided that since he wasn't going to be getting any more money for "taking care of the newest sacrifice", he wouldn't have to put up with her back talk anymore...
The small ballerina wipes her bloodied nose, scowling bitterly at the memory...
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...it doesn't matter anyways. She doubts that she'll be going back there. The only good thing about this entire situation is that when she dies to the monsters of Mt. Ebott, she'll never have to deal with hateful, mean-spirited adults again... although her heart does ache at the thought of never seeing Clover again.
It's not fair to her, and it certainly isn't fair to him. Without her, he'll have a tough, brutal life, being forced to grow up in a similar way to Melody herself. Even if he makes it to adulthood, he'll have done it without any love or support from those around him...
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Frankly, the thought of him growing up alone pisses her off.
That anger is helpful, however. It gives her strength. It gives her the determination to make it back, even if she never wants to see the village again.
Everyone expects her to die, but Melody is nothing if not stubborn. If the monsters trapped under the mountain want to kill her, she'll give them one hell of a fight.
Who knows? Maybe she'll actually win...
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Kanako turns to look at Clover, getting ready to voice her confusion over this memory... but the scenery around her shifts, changing in the blink of an eye. As a new scene takes place, the slightly-melted fox decides that it'd be best to just watch and see what happens...
When the scenery stops moving, Kanako finds herself looking at that strange, bloodied ballerina yet again, only this time, they're dashing through the woods of Snowdin, covered in dust. In the distance, a tall, goat-like monster can be seen chasing after Melody, shouting as she runs.
"Wait! My child! Slow--"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" Melody screams, weaving through the many trees of Snowdin's forest. "THEY ATTACKED ME FIRST! THEY TRIED TO KILL ME... AND... AND YOU DIDN'T STOP THEM!"
Suddenly, Toriel's limbs feel far heavier than they did seconds earlier, as if gravity itself is stopping her attempts to catch the scared, fleeing child.
It doesn't take long for Melody to leave her pursuer behind completely, disappearing into the woods of Snowdin soon after...
The dust-covered ballerina runs as far as she can, occasionally looking back to make sure that Toriel isn't still following her.
Ten minutes pass, then twenty, then thirty...
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...Eventually, Melody can run no longer, and she collapses against a tree, gasping for air. All is silent as she catches her breath, warily scanning the area around her as she does...
When a tall, armor-covered monster finds her, Kanako is forced to look away from the scene, unwilling to look at the start of the Snowdin Massacre.
Clover, however, merely watches on, taking in every detail of the massacre with a steady, grim gaze.
He watches as Melody wanders through the woods of Snowdin, killing any and all monsters that attack her. He watches as she makes her way to Snowdin Town, encounters Kanako and Dalv, and goes running towards Waterfall...
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Thankfully, the blood-soaked scenery of Waterfall soon disappears, being replaced with the small laboratory under the Ketsukane Estate, where Chujin is hard at work.
The sight of her father draws Kanako's attention, and she looks on in abject horror as he experiments on the small, trembling SOUL in his possession.
As the years pass, Chujin slowly becomes more and more obsessed with his experiments. He becomes convinced that surely this time it'll work! Surely his efforts will pay off if he pushes a little harder, experiments a little more...
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...On complete accident, Kanako's father extracts tiny pieces of Melody's SOUL for his serums, and when he's completely confident that they will work... he injects one vial into himself.
Unfortunately, his body simply doesn't have the raw Determination to handle this tiny, malevolent sliver of her soul. Before the month is up, he throws the Soul of Integrity into Waterfall for the Royal Guard to find, and then shortly after, he perishes.
Oddly enough, the scene doesn't change to follow Melody's soul, as it has been this entire time. Instead, the scene focuses on one of the syringes Chujin left...
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Kanako is more than familiar with what happens next. Her mother discovers what Chujin had been working on, she 'purifies' the syringe of everything that should be wrong with it, and then Kanako herself discovers her father's tapes.
The young fox gets front row seats to watch Ceroba's reaction to her "death". The sight Kanako sees breaks her heart, and yet she cannot bring herself to look away this time, too caught up in watching her mother's grief to avert her eyes.
Thankfully, the scene doesn't stay focused on Ceroba for long, because as soon as Kanako's nearly-dead body is sent to Dr. Alphys, the scenery fades away, being replaced by the Lab she's become so familiar with.
Once Kanako arrives at the Lab, Alphys immediately gets to work, injecting the young monster with a vile of a strange, red liquid...
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Two weeks later, the Royal Scientist is forced to lock the now-melting Kanako away from the others, as she quickly turned violent upon encountering the other monsters in the Lab.
Years pass by in a blur, with Kanako's only company being the "other Kanako" that constantly whispers cruel, mean-spirited words to her.
Eventually, a large BANG breaks the quiet, torturous monotony of Kanako's life, and soon after, she sees her mom break down the door to her room in the Lab.
The scenery fades, leaving Clover and Kanako alone in the dark, unending void...
...Well, almost alone, as the melted, occasionally-blue blob that was Kanako doesn't fade when the memories do.
"I-Is that...?"
Clover ignores Kanako's question, moving over to kneel down in front of the shivering, sobbing blob in front of them.
Without any hesitation whatsoever, he spreads his arms wide, hugging the gooey blob with as much strength as he can muster.
The "other Kanako" shivers in his grasp, and for a moment, the real Kanako worries that he'll be attacked... but her worries soon prove to be unfounded. Two dark-blue arms, looking far different from Kanako's, extend from the blob, returning Clover's hug. Soon after, the rest of the blob shifts in shape, soon resembling the young, dust-covered ballerina who's journey they had just watched.
"It hurts..." she whispers, clenching Clover tightly. "It hurts so much."
"I know..." the young cowboy replies, holding back tears as he pats her reassuringly. "I know..."
"I don't... I don't want to be like this anymore. Can you help me?"
"I can. It'll... it'll be just like falling asleep. Quick, easy, and painless. You'll be free to go join the rest of your SOUL."
"And it won't hurt anymore...?"
"That's right. You know I'd never lie to you, right?"
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"...Love you Clover."
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Tears, hot and forceful, fall freely down Clover's face, and it takes him several seconds to choke out the last words that this sliver of Melody's soul will ever hear.
"I love you too, Melody."
A flash of yellow lights up the dark void, sweeping away the two humans in an instant. When the light clears, Kanako finds herself back home, laying down on her nice, comfy bed.
Chapter 59: One month later
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It has been over a month since Clover's birthday party, and yet again, the residents of the Dunes are put through quite the shock.
About four days after the party, Ceroba returned with Kanako, alive and (mostly) well. The young fox is, to everyone's immense joy, just as peppy and excitable as she used to be, and unless something suddenly startles her, it'd be impossible for anyone to tell that she's an Amalgam.
Speaking of Amalgams, the entire Underground was overjoyed to hear that the Royal Scientist, Dr. Alphys, had found a way to return monsters who had fallen down back to life.
...Granted, they weren't in the best condition, but she was more than willing to take full responsibility, and assured everyone that, eventually, she could find a way to separate the monsters that had accidentally fused together.
The families of these monsters, meanwhile, were just happy to have them back. Even though they'd all prefer to have the Amalgams back in their own bodies (or whatever they have now, anyways), nobody blamed Dr. Alphys too much, although it was rumored that she almost resigned out of shame.
Thankfully, one monster in particular, who was apparently a recent friend of Alphys, was able to talk her down.
Their conversation was... very loud. Undyne is not a quiet monster.
Regardless, the Underground has been nothing but joyous recently, and many of the Royal Guards have been given time off to spend with their newly-revived families.
Unfortunately, this means that the other guards have to pull double shifts to cover for them, which has led to Clover's guardian being unavailable to fly him to the Wild East to hang out with all of his friends... but luckily for Clover, one of his friends has a nice, large, mostly-empty house, and Martlet was more than willing to let him stay in the Ketsukane Estate until her work calmed down.
So for the past month, the blind cowboy has been living with Ceroba and Kanako, a situation that all three of them are happy with, Kanako most of all...
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"Get up get up get up!!!" an overly-excited voice says, rousing Clover from his slumber.
A groan escapes from Clover's mouth, and he buries his head even further into the soft pillow he slept on.
"It's too early." he mutters, trying to dissuade the fox-like monster.
"Nuh-uh! It's only 5 in the morning, you've plenty of time to sleep! Now come on! We've got a busy day ahead of us!"
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Two paws grab onto his shoulder, shaking him roughly in an attempt to get him out of bed.
The young gunslinger resists, pulling his blankets tight around his small body.
"Clover, c'mon!"
"...Mmm tired..."
"You said that you'd teach me how to shoot a gun today! You promised!"
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"Don't make me do the thing!"
That gets a reaction from Clover, and as soon as the words reach his ears, his eyes immediately snap open in horror.
"...You wouldn't." he says, full of false-confidence. "Ceroba said that you'd get in trouble if you did it again."
"Mommy isn't awake, is she?" Kanako asks in a singsong voice, causing Clover's facade to crumble. "She's still tired from her new job!"
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"So? Are you gonna get up?"
"...I'll snitch on you. Don't think I won't."
"I'll count to three!"
Clover buries himself back in the pillow, calling his fox-like friend's bluff.
"One..."
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"Two..."
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"Two and a half..."
"...Let me sleep Kanako. It's too early..." he practically begs, but she shows no mercy, continuing her count with a wide smile.
"Fine, you asked for this! Three!"
Kanako's body shifts, becoming the melted, Amalgam-like form she lived with for years. Her paws, which are still resting on her Best Friend's shoulder, turn into goop, sliding under the blankets to reach Clover's bare skin...
As soon as the ice-cold goop reaches his skin, the young, blind human immediately screams, rolling out of bed a split-second later.
To his dismay, Kanako's paws stick to him, only increasing his misery.
"It's too cold! Let go let go let go!!!!"
Rather than respond, the gooey-monster merely laughs, watching with a smug look on her face as Clover tries to sweep the cold paws off of him...
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"Okay, okay! You win!" he shouts, now wide awake. "I'll get up! Just let me go!"
The smug smile on her face widens, and after teasing him for a few more seconds, Kanako's paws return to their proper place, and her body shifts into its normal, un-goopy state soon after.
"Hehehe... I told you I'd do it! You should've listened to me!"
The young human quickly rubs his hands together, still shivering from her cold onslaught.
"I'm gonna tell Ceroba about this... and she'll be pissed when I do."
"Tell me what?!" a loud, extremely annoyed voice calls out from the doorway, causing both of the children to freeze in place.
Kanako turns around, and her smug expression instantly turns hopeless when she sees who's in the doorway...
Ceroba, hair still tangled and wild from sleep, glares at the duo with a murderous look upon her face.
Hours later, Kanako and Clover can still be seen pouting in the living room, both being obviously unhappy about the punishment they were given.
After answering Ceroba's questions (such as "Do you have any idea what time it is?!" and "Why in the world did you two make so much noise?!), the exhausted fox decided that the best punishment she could give them was to keep them inside the house. No playing video games, no watching TV, and no going outside for at least another day. Now, the two are forced to bitterly watch (or listen, in Clover's case) as Ceroba gets ready to walk to the Wild East.
"I'm heading to work now, okay?" she says, giving the two of them a quick hug. "You know where to find me if there's any issues."
"Come on mom! We've learnt our lesson! Please let us go with you!" Kanako pleads, soon being backed up by Clover.
"Yeah Ceroba! We didn't mean to be loud or nothing... and you know how much Dina likes it when we help out in the Saloon!"
Unfortunately for the young duo, Kanako's mother has had plenty of experience in resisting their puppy-dog eyes, and so she sternly shakes her head.
"No. Your idea of 'helping out' includes taking mugs of Root Beer to Blackjack, selling them to him at an increased price, and then playing around for the rest of the night. Since you two are both grounded, there won't be any of that."
The children's pouts grow further, and Ceroba has to force herself not to grin, but she manages to keep the stern look upon her face.
"And if I hear about either of you sneaking out, I swear you won't be leaving this house until Martlet comes here to take Clover home!"
"But mom..."
"No buts! I know that you like to have fun messing with Clover, but I specifically remember telling you not to do that!"
"Then why am I grounded?!" Clover asks, sounding outraged. "Kanako is the one who started it!"
"Clover, how old are you?"
"...Eleven?"
"Eleven. Well, I'm not sure what it's like on the Surface, but down here, eleven year old children are not allowed to say that someone will be 'pissed' without getting in trouble."
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Although neither of the two children are happy... they can't exactly argue with Ceroba, and so they're forced to stay inside the large, empty estate while she goes to the Wild East...
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Hours later, Kanako idly runs her pencil across the paper in front of her, sketching a simple, half-effort drawing of the room around her.
Just about any adult that sees this drawing would be flabbergasted at the skill shown by the young monster. In contrast to her old, childish drawings that she made years before, the scene that Kanako sketches now wouldn't look out of place in the home of an artist with dozens of years more experience than her.
If one were to ask her how she got so good at this, Kanako would only be able to answer them with a shrug, as she has no idea either. After she got back from Dr. Alphys's Lab, it took her a few days to attempt her first drawing (a simple, easy sketch of her newest friend). To her shock, her paws started moving on their own, quickly putting an incredible, life-like drawing of Clover to paper.
Slightly embarrassed by how detailed the drawing was, she decided against showing it off, getting to work on another sketch to reveal to everyone instead.
Weirdly enough, when the small fox showed Ceroba her new-found skills for drawing, she didn't seem too surprised, as if she had expected this before hand...
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...Other this this, Kanako has noticed some odd details in the past month, and this has had her burning with curiosity.
For whatever reason, both her mom and her Uncle have been showing incredible abilities with just about every skill they use in their day to day lives. For example, the food that Ceroba cooks is much tastier than Kanako remembers it being, and she adapted to her new job in no time at all, acting as if she's done the job countless times before.
That's not even to mention Starlo. His cowboy-ing skills are miles ahead of what they were before Kanako was sent to the Lab, and his magic skills... they're outrageously impressive, especially for her Uncle, who she remembers being almost hopeless when it comes to magic.
If it were just these skills, then maybe the young monster would be able to play it off as the two practicing really hard while she was away... but Ceroba and Starlo have shown themselves to be skilled in a variety of things that Kanako remembers neither of them practicing before. She even sees these strange improvements in her Uncle's Posse, although it's to a lesser degree.
All of this points to something going on, and that something has to do with Kanako's sudden skill in drawing, and she's fairly certain that she knows who's to blame for this...
The small, fox-like monster turns her head away from her sketch, studying the other child in the room with her.
Clover lays on her bed, idly tapping his fingers on his holster as he waits for Ceroba to get back from the Wild East.
Kanako feels no small amount of pity for Clover, despite how much she knows he'd hate that. Being blind is already bad enough, and from what she's learnt in the past month, he had a similar upbringing to the "other Kanako"... no, he's had a similar upbringing to Melody.
It shows sometimes, even though Clover does his best to hide it, only causing her pity to grow... but the way he acts also causes her curiosity grow.
The young human has his fair share of secrets, which Kanako would love to delve into if he were willing to share, and she can't help but wonder about what he's hiding.
On top of potentially being responsible for her increase in drawing skills, he's also the most impressive kid she's ever met. It's hard to tell that he's blind just by looking at him, as he just seems to know where to go, even without using his magic to "see" the area around him. He almost never gets lost, and he's really good at a lot of things you wouldn't expect a kid to be good at, and that's not even to mention his actual magic.
His ability to "see the truth", as he called it, is nothing short of incredible. Suffice to say, Kanako is deeply jealous of that ability, even if she's become pretty used to him using it by now... although there is one other skill he has that she covets even more...
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"...I wanted to learn to shoot today..." Kanako mutters, ears folding down sadly.
Clover, bored to death with waiting, immediately perks up, looking in the young Amalgam's direction with a hopeful expression.
"Don't worry, you still can! I'd be more than willing to teach you!"
"But we can't go outside, right? Mom seemed pretty serious about that..."
"We ain't gonna go outside!" Clover says, hopping off the bed. "Your house is plenty big enough! I can set up some targets, and then you can learn how to shoot my gun!"
"That sounds..."
Kanako trails off, thinking long and hard about her friend's suggestion...
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"...That sounds like a great idea! Let's go!"
Without wasting any time, she grabs the blind cowboy's hand, leading him to the largest, most empty room in the Ketsukane Estate...
Notes:
Having a literal blind child teach gunslinging to someone who has never held a firearm before is not a good idea.
As you'd expect, they were grounded for even longer once Ceroba got home from work.
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Chapter 60: The East Mines
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The Mining Co. Mines of the Dunes are one of the largest, most well-earning corporations in Monsterkind's history. They don't make their fortune off of the gems within their mines, however. Despite the vast amount of gemstones they find, they make their money by providing the Underground with much-needed building materials, which has garnered them a fortune over the years.
Of course, making money isn't the priority of the owners of Mining Co. No, their priority is to help people, like most decent monsters would, and they've used their resources to do exactly that.
The East Mines, which is where many of their operations take place, has some of the laziest, most undesirable workers in the Underground, but these monsters have found a home in Mining Co. The owners of the East Mines refuse to fire any of their workers, even going so far as to give their workers dozens of "second" chances.
The only times when someone has stopped working there are when they voluntarily leave, but even then, they're always welcome to come back should they choose to.
A good example of this is their new Foreman, Bryan. A few months ago, he lost his entire stock of TNT, and when he attempted to talk to the Foreman about this, he found that he his hardhat was missing. Ashamed, he simply quit on the spot, running away from the East Mines.
The other workers were obviously concerned about him, but nobody had any idea as to where he had gone. It took one blind, strangely-dressed child's help to find Bryan and bring him to his senses. One pep-talk later, and he was back in the mines, asking the Foreman to rehire him.
It didn't take too much time for him to become the new Foreman after that... although one young monster doesn't care about any of that.
She doesn't care about the history behind the mines, nor does she care about the recent drama in the area. She doesn't pay any attention when her small, blind friend tells her this story. No, the only thing she cares about are the minecarts that can be found across the mines.
In most runs, Clover only goes on one major ride in a minecart, which takes one of the slowest and most straightforward paths in the mines. Most of the other minecarts follow similar paths... but if someone knows where to look, they can find some fun rides...
Angie and Gilbert, the owners of the East Mines, have a single child. They're all grown up by now, but when Moray was younger, they were very mischievous and prone to get into trouble. They know all about the East Mines, and may even have more knowledge than their parents.
With Moray's advice, Kanako knows exactly where to go to find the fastest, most daring paths for a minecart to take. With a little bit of stealth and a lot of luck, her and her newest friend can play as much as they want with Moray's parents being none the wiser.
Granted, it's been a few years since some of these paths have been used... but Kanako is sure that they'll be fine! If the workers have been taking good care of the mines, then it shouldn't be too dangerous. She'll even check herself to make sure that nothing will go wrong...
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Two small figures can be seen crammed inside a minecart, each with different expressions on their faces as the cart speeds through an abandoned section of the mines.
The younger of the two has what can only be described as a horrified expression, and he desperately attempts to persuade his fox-like friend to ease up.
"I... uh... I think we should start slowing down now, right?!" Clover asks, voice sounding far more worried than usual.
Unfortunately, Kanako pays him no attention, keeping all of her focus on the track ahead of her. The faster they go, the wider her smile grows, until eventually, she can't hold her excitement in anymore.
"Oh man, this is gonna be so cool!" she shouts, staring at the rails in front of her with obvious joy. "Moray said there was a big jump around here!"
"Why on Earth did they tell you about that?!?!"
"Oh, Moray wanted me to stay away! They said that it'd be super duper dangerous for you... but I already checked it out ahead of time, and it won't be that bad! You'll be fine, especially when I'm around to protect you!"
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A long, exasperated sigh escapes from Clover's mouth, and soon after, he bitterly mumbles to himself, summoning a pair of yellow glasses to his face.
"...I knew I shouldn't have saved halfway through the ride..."
"Hm? What was that?"
"Nothing, nothing. Just... pay attention to the track, alright? I've got a bad feeling about this."
Kanako tilts her head at this, more confused now than ever before.
"What are you talking about? I already told you that I checked to see that it was safe!"
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The disbelieving expression on her friend's face only causes the young Amalgam to grow more agitated.
"Do you really think that I'd lie to you?! I spent at least ten minutes finding a safe railway for us to ride! I wouldn't want you getting hurt."
"Kanako--"
"Come on, Clover, you can trust me! I'm positive that this is safe! And even if you don't want to believe me... I'm older than you! I'm closer to becoming an adult, and that means that I know more stuff than you!"
"Kanako--"
Ignoring the nagging sense of Deja Vu she feels, Kanako continues to interrupt Clover, doing her best to reassure the small cowboy.
"Don't worry, there will be a bit of a jump soon, but after that--"
"KANAKO WE'RE GOING TO FALL!" Clover shouts, roughly cutting her off.
"What? No we aren't! We--"
The fox's eyes widen comically as she turns her gaze back towards the track, immediately seeing the cause for her friend's concern.
Several hundred feet in front of their minecart, at a distance that Kanako can barely see through the darkness of the mines, is the gap that they're supposed to jump over, only...
...more than half of the railway they're supposed to land on is missing.
When Kanako came over here earlier, she was very excited about the gap between railways. She was eager to show this off to her new friend, and after a bit of exploring, knew that it would be awesome.
Kanako is smart enough to know that a minecart can't jump easily, of course, but the path that they were supposed to land on was located a few feet below the rails they're on now. She did the math, and found that if they go fast enough, they could easily clear the gap, leading to a fun, exciting, and above all else, memorable ride...
...Well, that's what was supposed to happen, but it seems that even the best-made plans can go wrong, as the majority of the railway they were going to land on is just... gone. It isn't there anymore.
The fox-like monster has no idea as to how most of the railway is missing, as when she checked it earlier, it didn't seem like it was about to crumble. Heck, now that she thinks about it, she's not even sure how Clover knew that the railway was missing... but all of that isn't important right now.
Right now, she needs to find a way to stop this cart. Maybe if she hangs off the cart and tries to dig her feet into the rails below...
That odd sense of Deja Vu suddenly hits her again, making her pause for a moment. After shaking the feeling out of her head, she stands up, intent on going through with her plan... but before she can, Clover's hand grabs her kimono.
"That ain't gonna work. It's too late to stop it." he says, voice grim.
Kanako opens her mouth, intent on asking him how he knows that... but upon seeing the look on his face, she decides against it, expression becoming just as grim as Clover's.
"...So... so we're gonna fall?" she asks, looking at the small cowboy next to her in concern. "I mean, I'll be fine and all since I'm a monster, but you..."
As they get closer and closer to the large, fatal fall in front of them, a glint of hope appears in Clover's expression.
"Hey Kanako...?"
"I'm sorry! I didn't think that this would happen! I--"
"So as an Amalgam, you can sorta change how you look, right? Can you become objects...?"
Flowey watches with bated breath as Clover and his new "Best Friend" travel through the mines, looking on as Clover's expression slowly becomes more and more anxious.
A small grin can be seen upon the flower's face, and although he's still plagued by that strange, uncomfortable emotion the cowboy left him with, he eagerly waits for the end of their ride in the minecart...
'From the looks of it, he's started to realize that there's no way out of this! I guess he's regretting making a SAVE by now! How fun!' Flowey thinks cruelly, forcing out a small laugh. 'Of course, I'm sure he could manage something after enough deaths... but he's only died three times so far! The little cowboy never does anything useful before dying more than that!'
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'...Well, it isn't like I'll just stand here and do nothing. He's probably realized that I'm responsible for this "fun ride" going awry. I'll just watch for a few more hours, then find a way to save him myself. He'll still be angry, sure... but if he gets out on his own, he'll be "shoot the flower" angry, and I can't have that!'
The small, yellow flower turns his attention back to the duo, smirking as Kanako begins to panic at the realization that she's about to get Clover killed.
'Heh. How's that "Best Friend" of yours, Clover? If it was me, I'd have already gotten us to safety. The stupid little blob won't be able to fix this, and I'm sure that by the time you manage to get out of here, you'll be a little more hesitant about going along with her plans! Golly, I can't imagine how painful that'd be for her to see! She's already used to being abandoned. Seeing her new friend do that? Well, that would...'
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The longer he thinks, the more his grin begins to fade, and before long, a large scowl appears on Flowey's face.
'...God, what did he do to me?! I can't even enjoy something simple like this!'
He considers smashing a nearby rock for a second to vent his anger... but Flowey manages to control himself, as if he did, he'd alert Clover to his position.
That would not be a good idea, judging by the mood Mr. Gun-Hat seems to be in. Instead, the flower holds himself back, thinking bitterly about his current situation.
'Before he dug through my mind, I'd love to see this! Hell, if I still had control over the timeline, I'd have held back on LOADing just to see how she reacts to getting him killed! It would've been amazing! But now... now I can't even enjoy seeing her panic without that stupid "emotion" getting in the way! This isn't fair!'
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'Ugh. This... this was a mistake. I'll watch him die one more time, and then I'll--'
Flowey's eyes bulge in shock as he turns his attention back to the two young friends, immediately halting any thoughts he had.
Rather than fall into the darkness as they did earlier, or even fall off the minecart and skid along the railway, Clover and Kanako jump out of the minecart as it reaches the edge of the rails, but that isn't what surprises Flowey.
What surprises him is that the small, fox-like monster's body melts and expands, soon resembling... a hang-glider?
The flower's shock only grows when Clover glides through the air, and before long, the young Amalgam's new form allows them to safely land on the non-collapsed part of the railing. As soon as they land, Flowey disappears into the ground, deciding that staying around Clover after getting him killed a few times would be an awful idea...
Less than half an hour passes, and Kanako and Clover finally manage to leave the mines behind. While they walk back to the Ketsukane Estate, Kanako keeps her eyes locked onto the ground, ears drooping down as she thinks of how close she was to getting her blind friend hurt.
Clover, meanwhile, walks with a large smile upon his face, despite the fact that he died several times before remembering that he had a literal shapeshifter next to him. He's... he's used to death. What he isn't used to, however, is having fun, and that gliding he did?
That was fun.
The two walk on, each lost in their own thoughts for quite some time...
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"...I'm sorry..." the fox-like twelve year old eventually mutters. "I... I didn't mean to ruin your day. I can understand it if you don't wanna hang out any--"
"What?! You don't gotta be sorry!" Clover hurriedly interrupts, stopping in place with a bewildered expression."That was so fun!"
His words immediately cause Kanako to halt in place, expression closely mirroring her gun-toting friend's.
"...Huh? Are you ok?! You were this close to dying!"
"And? It was fun!"
"It was-- what?!"
"Can we do something like that again? I know a really big cliff we can glide off of! It'll be awesome!"
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Kanako simply stares at the small daredevil, not believing the words that reach her ears.
"You--"
"Actually, now that I think about it... we can do that tomorrow. We've gotta get back home soon, or Ceroba will start to worry!"
After a few more seconds of bewilderment, Kanako simply shakes her head, chuckling in amazement.
"Wow, you're really... alright, fine! I'll race you there!"
Without giving Clover any time to react, she dashes away, leaving him in the dust.
Clover listens for several seconds, still keeping that same excited smile on his face... but as soon as his Best Friend is out of earshot, his demeanor changes, becoming cold and hostile.
"This is your last chance, Flowey." he says, voice promising pain. "Don't do something like this again... or else."
"..."
The young cowboy doesn't get any answer... but he knows that he was heard. Satisfied, he runs after Kanako, moving his short legs as fast as they can go.
Chapter 61: Concerning actions
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Ever since the CORE was created, the old Steamworks, which used to power the entire Underground, has been left abandoned. Time has rotted the Steamworks, stripping away what little beauty and grace the place had.
There are no greater examples of this than the robots who roam the dusty, broken-down halls. Gone are the sleek, eye-pleasing bodies that they were designed with. Now, each robot in the Steamworks is broken in some way, although the worst of the damage isn't to their physical bodies... it's to their robotic minds.
The years have caused the robots of the Steamworks to malfunction in odd, unusual ways. Some of them have begun to hate the roles they were created for, while some of them have begun to hate each other.
It's quite the sad state of affairs, truth be told. The monsters who used to work here would be devastated to learn about what has happened to their creations...
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...but oddly enough, things have started looking up for the robots in the Steamworks recently.
For the past month or so, two small, young figures have been making occasional treks into the old Steamworks, exploring every nook and cranny of the crumbling place.
They've become very familiar with most of the robots here, to the point where even the most scatterbrained, barely-functioning bots have begun to learn their names. Right now, the duo can be seen sat on the back of a large, robotic manta-ray, huddling up together as the robot ferries them across the coolant lake.
"Stop pushing!" Kanako says, scowling at the blind cowboy next to her.
"I ain't pushing! You're the one pushing me!" Clover replies, intentionally nudging Kanako away.
"I'm not pushing, I'm helping!"
If Clover could actually see the small fox, he'd be staring at her with an incredulous expression at this excuse.
"Helping? How in the world are you helping?!"
"Well, I gotta make sure that you don't fall off of Coolant-Manta! You were this close the last time we came here!"
"I was fine!" he argues. "I'm really good at keeping my balance. I wouldn't have fallen."
"Oh yeah? Then where's your old hat?"
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A smug smile makes its way onto Kanako's face at his lack of reply.
"That's right! It's at the bottom of the coolant lake." she says, lightly pulling Clover away from the edge of the manta-bot. "Just like you would've been if I didn't grab your vest yesterday!"
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Even though the young human can't see the smug look on her face... he knows that it's there, and he can't help but pout sullenly at the fact that, from Kanako's point of view, she's right.
He hasn't told her anything about his ability to save and load. As a matter of fact, he's barely even used that ability after his encounter with Flowey.
With the memories of the past runs he's went through, Clover knows better than anyone that overusing this ability wouldn't be healthy. Having a free do-over to correct any mistakes would only lead to him becoming distant from the people around him, as shown several times by Flowey...
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...Regardless, the young human decided that it'd be best to avoid using his control over the timeline unless absolutely necessary, a decision that his friends readily agreed with.
This has led to some very annoying situations. Almost all of these situations involve Kanako, and the smug, self-satisfied tone she has whenever she 'saves' him never fails to sour his mood.
Even though Clover doesn't like to abuse his ability to save and load, he can still afford to be a little reckless when he's having fun. After all, if everything goes as planned, then it isn't like he'll be around for very long. He may as well enjoy the time he has left, and if he gets a few bumps and bruises here and there, then whatever, he can handle it. The only time he actually uses his control over the timeline is when he takes a major injury, which hasn't happened much ever since confronting Flowey.
All of this means that from Kanako's point of view, she's making sure that her overly-reckless, blind friend doesn't get himself hurt, and she's doing a damn good job at that, which just leads to her being even more smug.
It grates on Clover's nerves sometimes... but she's still his Best Friend, even if she doesn't remember most of the runs they've spent together, and he's become used to her antics by now.
A loud thump snaps the young cowboy out of his thoughts, and before he can summon his magical, yellow glasses to his face, Kanako pulls him off the manta-bot.
"We're here! Thanks for the ride, Mr. Manta!" she says, waving Coolant-Manta away.
"You kids stay safe! Say hi to Axis for me!"
"We will!" Clover replies, forcing a smile onto his face.
Soon after, Clover is dragged away by his excitable friend...
Kanako hums a small tune to herself as she hammers away at the machine in front of her, ignoring Axis's worried, slightly-panicked words as she works.
"I DO NOT THINK THAT THIS IS A GOOD IDEA."
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"THIS DOES NOT SEEM LIKE IT WILL END WELL."
"Ah, chin up, Axis! Kanako knows what she's doing!" Clover says, grinning widely at the robot's panic. "I'm sure you'll be fine! If this doesn't work out, then it won't be the longest fall you've taken!"
"THAT DOES NOT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER."
"Too bad!" Kanako yells, pulling out a screwdriver to aid her in her most recent creation. "My daddy made you, and he programmed you to follow my orders! My orders right now are for you to hold still!"
"I AM BEGINNING TO REGRET LETTING YOU VISIT THE STEAMWORKS."
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It doesn't take long for the young monster to finish her "tuning up" of Axis. Less than twenty minutes after the robot's final attempt to get her to stop was foiled, the trio stand in front of one of the many walkways in the Steamworks. Both Clover and Kanako are smiling brightly, while Axis...
"TELL MY WIFE I LOVE HER. I DO NOT THINK I WILL MAKE IT HOME TONIGHT."
"Have fun Axis! If you do hit the ground, try not to land on your wheel! I'll send Clover down to go get you!"
"Wait, I don't wanna--"
Before the blind human gets the chance to complain about the task he'll have to do when Axis inevitably crashes, Kanako presses a small, newly-added button on the robot's chest. A second later, rumbling can be heard from his body...
"I MISS CHUJIN. HE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE--"
Axis's robotic body groans, and his hands immediately flop to the ground as the magical steam running through them vanishes...
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"...IT DIDN'T W--"
Yet again, Axis is interrupted by his own body, as the pipes that his hands were connected to suddenly erupt with powerful gusts of steam, throwing him into the sky.
Kanako laughs with joy as the small robot flies through the air, barely able to control his ascent in his panicked state.
Eventually, however, his body tilts a little too much, and he goes careening downwards...
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The rest of the young duo's day was spent retrieving Axis from where he had crashed, then repairing everything that had been been destroyed in his flight.
Suffice to say, this took a while, and by the time they start the journey back to the Dunes, it's already getting late, although neither of them seem to mind.
While they walk, Kanako continuously bombards Clover with questions and comments about the day they've had so far, leading to both of them being in quite the good mood as they travel to the Ketsukane Estate. The questions slowly become less and less overwhelming, until the young monster finally falls silent...
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"...Hey Clover? Are... are you ok?" Kanako suddenly asks, much to her friend's surprise.
"Huh? Of course I'm ok! Why're you asking?"
"Well... whenever we play, you always end up acting a little..."
"A little...?"
"...Stupid? I... uh... I don't know how to word it better, but you kinda end up doing a bunch of dangerous stuff. I told Uncle Star about it, and he said that it sounded like you were overestimating yourself."
"Over--"
"I don't mean that in a bad way or anything!" Kanako hurriedly reassures. "It's just that..."
"...I'm blind, I know." Clover finishes, looking very bitter about her words.
"Not that! You're a human, and that means that you aren't able to do a bunch of stuff that monsters can! Physical stuff hurts you more, and you aren't really as strong as me, but when we play, you do a lotta things that are really dangerous, so..."
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"...So are you ok?"
"I..."
The young human squirms under her concerned gaze, quieting down for several moments...
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"...I'll try to be more careful. I'm sorry for making you worried..."
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Kanako bites back a sigh at his non-answer, but luckily for Clover, she doesn't speak for the rest of the trip, silently leading him back to the Ketsukane Estate.
For whatever reason, her silence only serves to make his mood worse...
Ceroba frowns as she watches the two children living with her get ready for bed, neither showing the same childish excitement they usually have after a long day of adventuring.
When the two got home from the Steamworks, Ceroba instantly noticed that something had gotten them in a bad mood, but all of her questions were met with "it was nothing, Mom" and "We're just tired, Ceroba".
She obviously doesn't believe the two, but the widowed fox doesn't have any choice but to wait for them to open up.
Ceroba even dragged Clover away for a private conversation to make sure that nothing forced him to load a save, but the young human still stuck with his earlier answers, and said that everything was fine.
And so here she is, looking on as the two get to bed, each as morose as they were when they got home...
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Hours later, in the dead of night, small, quiet footsteps echo throughout the halls of the Ketsukane Estate as Kanako creeps towards Clover's room, completely unnoticed...
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The fox-like monster listens as the door to Clover's room creaks open, and she hears a quiet gasp come from Kanako at the sudden loudness of the door... but after waiting for a few seconds, Ceroba's daughter doesn't hear her mother stir in bed, so she quickly enters the human's room.
That is when Ceroba makes her move, easily making her way to Clover's now-closed door with the two children being none the wiser.
Kanako may be good at sneaking around, but Ceroba has years of experience in sneaking out of her childhood home to visit Starlo on his farm, and her stealth-skills are only further increased by what she experienced in Flowey's mind. Her daughter never had a chance to out-sneak her.
Ceroba focuses her attention on the noises coming from inside Clover's bedroom, quietly eavesdropping on the young duo...
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"...Kanako? Oh man, why are you in my room?!" Clover whispers, obviously trying not to wake Ceroba, who's room isn't far from them. "Please don't tell me that you're trying to wake me up for another game?"
"It's not that, don't worry." Kanako reassures, sounding almost timid. "It's just that... you haven't been in a good mood ever since we got back from the Steamworks."
"Oh, I..."
"And don't tell me that it's 'nothing'. I know that something is on your mind!"
"...Uh... I guess I feel a little bad for Axis..."
Clover's attempt to lie to the young fox doesn't work, as she immediately denies his words.
"That's not true! You know that Axis had fun, he's just programmed a little weirdly, so he has issues showing it!"
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"Come on Clover, talk to me! I'm your friend, right? You can trust me!"
If Ceroba was able to look inside the room, she'd instantly notice how the young human flinches at Kanako's words.
"...Yeah, you're my friend and all that, but..."
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"...Sigh... you really don't want to talk?"
"No. I... I don't think it's something you can help with, Kanako. There's no need for you to worry about me. I'll be in a better mood when I wake up..."
The eavesdropping-fox opens the door just a smidgen, letting her watch the two through a tiny crack in the door.
Kanako's back is to her, but Ceroba can still see the hesitation in her daughter's demeanor... but the hesitation doesn't last long, as Kanako soon has a bright idea.
"I can't help with whatever is worrying you, but I know what always makes you feel better! You can do the thing with your magic!"
"...What? You mean--"
"Uh-huh! Whenever you're ready!"
The duo fall silent, and Ceroba tilts her head in confusion at whatever it is they're doing...
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"Are you sure about this...?" Clover asks hesitantly. "I--"
"Come on Clover, I was the one who suggested this, and we do it all the time! Just hurry up, or Mom might wake up before we're finished!"
"I... alright... thank you Kanako."
Clover takes a deep, calming breath, before his blind eyes meet the small fox's gaze...
A flash of yellow erupts from them, and when the light clears, and Ceroba is able to see again, the children are slack on Clover's bed, signaling that they're exploring old memories.
Notes:
Clover only gets to see when he uses his magic to look at someone else's memories. It should've been obvious that he'd be more than a little eager to overuse this ability.
Chapter 62: Bandits in the Wild East
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In the middle of the barren desert near the Wild East, the town's Sheriff can be seen hiding a frown as he leads his Posse to hunt down the most dangerous criminals they've faced yet: Kanako and Clover.
They aren't actually hunting those two down, of course, it's all apart of the act they're putting on for the day. Clover traded his real gun for the one he brought into the Underground with him, while Kanako was equipped with a spare BB gun that Starlo had. The two "bandits" then staged a robbery of the local bank, taking off into the desert immediately after.
If things go as planned, the two bandits will "whoop the Sheriff and his Posse", sending all five of them scurrying away from the Wild East, where they will hide out in an old, retired gunslinger's home (the Ketsukane Estate). With the Sheriff gone, the two bandits will be free to take over the Wild East, lording over the fine folks of the town.
Kanako and Clover will essentially have free rein to do what they please, and the first thing on the agenda will be to savor their victory by moving into the Sheriff's old home (where they will be watched over by Dina, who promised to make sure that the kids wouldn't get into too much trouble).
The next day would be the climax of this small storyline, as the Feisty Five, along with the new gunslinger they've recruited, would take the fight back to the nasty bandits, driving them away for a long, long time (presumably, until the two children want to play again)...
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...Well, that was the plan, but Starlo is beginning to have second thoughts now that they're getting close to the "bandits".
Ceroba told the star-headed monster about Clover's new tendency to use his ability to "see the truth", and Starlo has never been angrier than he was when he first heard about this, with Ceroba feeling much the same.
They weren't angry at Clover, mind you, rather being furious at the little bastard who blinded him. Their anger is only made worse by the fact that, according to Clover, Flowey is dead. They can't take their anger out on the sadistic flower.
Other than the burning, red-hot fury he felt upon learning this information, Starlo also felt extreme concern. He's familiar enough with the young gunslinger to know that the last thing Clover wants is someone to pity him, but he's also willing to push that desire aside and accept Kanako's help in letting him see, even if the images he sees are past memories.
All of this points to Clover being much more torn up about his blindness than he's letting on, and frankly, the Sheriff of the Wild East wants to go back on their plans. Leaving Clover alone, without him or Ceroba around, doesn't sit right with Starlo. It's not like they can ask Martlet or Dalv to keep an eye on him, since both of them are busy with their own issues, what with Dalv finally moving to Snowdin, and with Martlet's job having her much busier than usual.
Sure, the adults in the Wild East are more than willing to make sure that Clover is alright... but it's different. None of them have memories of the past runs, and the only reason that the rest of the Feisty Five remember is because Starlo himself suggested it, due to Martlet and Moray getting together in just about every run that doesn't end in Martlet's death.
The bird-like Royal Guard still had those memories and feelings when they escaped from Flowey's mind. It would've been cruel to both of them not to get Moray's memories back, and since Moray was getting the memories of the past runs, the rest of the Posse may as well have gotten them too.
Starlo doesn't regret asking Clover to do that. Heck, he wasn't even sure that the little cowboy could do that until it was done, but it all worked out in the end. Clover managed it pretty well, even if he did make Starlo feel like a piece of garbage by crying afterwards...
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A "bullet" hits Ed in the chest, knocking the Sheriff's right-hand man onto his back, groaning in pain as the life seeps out of him.
"They got me, Sheriff!" he shouts, rolling on the ground in pain. "Oh God, I can feel everything going dark..."
Starlo hesitantly puts his worries out of mind, focusing on the "fight" in front of him...
A loud laugh escapes from Kanako's throat as she chases after her Uncle, shooting at the retreating cowboy with a massive grin on her furry face.
"That's right North Star, you'd better run! This town ain't big enough for the..."
She pauses for a moment...
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"...For the seven of us! Heck, it ain't big enough for the two of us, but my partner over here is forcing me to share!"
"Uh-huh! You've gotten rusty, pardner!" Clover Bandit Ciego shouts, being pulled along by his follow evil-doer. "We came here looking to rob a bank, but it looks like we've ended up with an entire town! That's quite the steal, ain't it?"
Sheriff North Star scowls, coughing out a choked, bitter sentence.
"You may have hurt me and my Posse... but don't count us outta the fight yet! Justice always prevails, and I swear that by the end of the week, our positions are gonna be reversed, and you'll be running for the hills with yer tails between your legs!"
"Ha! Fat chance Mr. 'Lawman'." the furry bandit mocks. "We've got y'all scurrying away when you were chasing us down! You and your Posse had the advantage, and we still won! Whaddya think'll happen if you attack us in town, when we're actually prepared and fortified?!"
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Both Starlo and Kanako give a questioning look to Clover, who stays silent despite the fact that it us his turn to speak.
The young cowboy is obviously distracted by something... and even without being distracted, he wouldn't have noticed the looks they give him...
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"...Pst... Clover?"
"--Huh? What--"
"I said, whaddya think'll happen if you attack us in town, when we're actually prepared and fortified?!"
"Oh, sorry... uh... that's right North Star!" Clover yells, pasting a hasty smirk onto his face. "You and those misfits who follow you around are finished! Look, they've already abandoned you! They're nowhere to be found, so it looks like even they know that ditching you is the best choice!"
The star-headed Sheriff looks at the blind gunslinger, obviously concerned... but with a bitter sigh, he forces that down.
"Tch. You no good vermin! You'll get what's coming to ya soon enough, mark my words!"
The two bandits waste no more time in driving Sheriff North Star away, sending him skedaddling into the desert.
Before long, Kanako and Clover are alone, basking in their victory... although neither of them are quite as happy as they usually would be.
The small fox glances at her friend, eyes full of worry over his recent distraction.
"...Hey Clover? Are... are you sure that everything is ok?" she asks, frowning at the answer she receives.
"I'm fine, Kanako!" he lies, something that's obvious, even to Kanako herself. "I'm just a little tired, that's all! After we get some time to rest in the Wild East, I'll be right as rain, don't you worry."
"Clover..."
"C'mon! We gotta hurry and let those 'honest civilians' in town know what happened to their protectors!"
Clover doesn't bother to wait for her answer, making a dash towards the Wild East as soon as the words leave his mouth...
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Rather than follow him, Kanako goes in the opposite direction, intent on letting her Uncle Star know about her worries...
Hours later, darkness has fallen over the Wild East, and the two bandits chow down on the spoils of their recent escapade, that being a ton of Root Beer and Feisty Sliders that they looted from the Saloon (with Dina's permission, since it's all going on Starlo's tab). To the (mock) horror of the town, the two bandits enjoy their meals from the comfort of the Feisty Five's house.
The duo aren't as joyous as they should be, however, as both of them have a lot on their minds.
Kanako is still full of concern for the young cowboy next to her, while Clover is still lost in thoughts, only giving occasional answers to any questions she has for him.
Eventually, their "enjoyment" of their ill-gotten loot is interrupted by a quiet knock on the door.
The young, furry gunslinger immediately hops to her feet to answer the door, seemingly having been waiting for this...
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"Howdy, 'bandits'." Starlo says, forcing a grin onto his face. "Y'all mind if I come inside and chat?"
When Clover hears Starlo's voice, he is very surprised, as the Sheriff wasn't supposed to come to the Wild East until tomorrow.
"Huh? North Star?! You--"
The young human hurries to put on his "bandit voice", but before he can get too into the act, Starlo cuts him off.
"This ain't apart of the show, Clover. I wouldn't spring that on you outta nowhere."
"Oh... uh... yeah, come inside Starlo. This is your house."
The star-headed monster nods his thanks, stepping into the house a moment later.
"Kanako? Would you--"
Starlo halts mid-sentence, looking behind him in confusion.
"...Huh. Never mind then, I guess she already left... well, that makes this a heck of a lot easier."
Clover tilts his head at Starlo's words, confusion obvious on his face.
"Make what easier? And what'd you wanna chat about anyways?" he asks, only to be met with a long stretch of silence...
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"...Starlo? Is everything ok?"
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A long sigh makes its way out of the Sheriff's mouth, and he kneels down in front of Clover, putting a hand on the blind cowboy's shoulder.
"Pardner, you know I consider you family, right? Heck, I'm sure that I'd have to fight Martlet, Dalv, and Ceroba if I wanted to officially adopt you, since they'd all be muscling to do the same."
"I... yeah, I know." Clover admits, feeling a deep sense of dread as he listens to Starlo. "But what brought this on? You alright?"
"That's what I should be asking you." the star-headed monster replies. "You've been acting very off recently, and it's got me and Ceroba mighty concerned."
"I'm fine, I've--"
"Deputy, we both know that you're making excuses. I just want you to tell me what's been on your mind. I can help. You know that I can help."
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Starlo's question is answered by silence, causing his tone to turn grim.
"Clover... I know you may not realize it, but the way you've been acting... well, me, Ceroba, and the rest of the Feisty Five already have an idea on what's been going on."
A look of pure shock appears on the Deputy's face, and for a moment, he almost wants to call bullshit, as it's obvious that Starlo is just trying to get him to admit what he's been thinking about...
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"...Well, what do you think is going on then?" he asks, forcing confidence into his tone.
"You're planning something stupid, like trying to go after Asgore, ain't you?"
"What?! How--"
"Cut me some slack, pardner. After what that Flower feller pulled, I have plenty of memories of the past runs." the Sheriff of the Wild East says, breaking through the false confidence that Clover had built up. "I've seen you do stuff like this plenty of times. I've seen you give up your soul to save Kanako, I've seen you give it up to help break the Barrier, and I've even seen you decide to try your hand at convincing the King to give up on his war."
A guilty expression makes its way onto Clover's face, but Starlo doesn't relent, tightening his grip on the young human's shoulder.
"I love ya like my own family, Clover. The same is true for Ceroba, Dalv, and Martlet. Do you have any clue how we'd feel without you around?"
"...Yeah, I do, but..."
"...But you think it'd be worth it anyways, huh?"
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"Sigh... we don't need your soul to break the Barrier. You've given Miss Alphys a ton of memories from the past runs. Just like how I got better with gunslinging, or how Ceroba got better with her magic, Alphys's sciency-skills are probably years ahead of what they would be without those memories. I'm sure she can find a way to get past the Barrier without taking any more souls."
"But Monsterkind will still be at war with humanity!" Clover suddenly snaps, clenching his fists tightly as he yells at Starlo. "I've got a good plan to get him to give up the war! Heck, it'll probably make all the monsters in the Underground think better of humans! If I can stop Asgore's war, then I should! If I don't, then the next kid who comes down here is just gonna get killed!"
The sudden outburst catches Starlo off-guard, and he doesn't even get the chance to respond before Clover continues.
"Whaddya think would happen if Asgore actually decides to absorb the human souls?! My Determination wouldn't be enough to overpower his! I wouldn't be able to save or load anymore! If he tried to destroy humanity, there'd be nothing I could do to stop him!"
"Clover--"
"I can do something to help, so I should, anything less would just be--"
The blind cowboy is cut off as a powerful pair of arms wrap around his torso, pulling him into a tight hug.
"Starlo, whaddya-- I ain't done yet! You can't just hug me and expect--"
"Pardner... you're crying."
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Clover reaches a hand to his cheek, being stunned into silence when he feels a wetness on his skin. He opens his mouth to speak, intent on continuing his earlier rant... and yet no words come out, instead being replaced by body-wracking sobs...
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As the Sheriff of the Wild East comforts Clover, a small, unnoticed item near the doorway turns into a pile of white goo, as Kanako's confusion causes her to momentarily lose control of her body.
Luckily for her, neither of the two notice, too caught up in their hug to pay attention to their surroundings. With a mind burning with curiosity, the young fox slips out the door, using her gooey form to her advantage to pass through the cracks in the doorway...
Chapter 63: Kanako's questions
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Ceroba scowls as she walks back to the Ketsukane Estate, beginning to deeply regret joining Starlo in his Wild East shenanigans.
Instead of the light, cool kimonos she's become so used to wearing, acting as the "old, retired gunslinger" requires her to wear a heavier, rougher cowboy outfit, much to her misery.
These outfits look good on her, if the flabbergasted looks that Starlo has been giving her are anything to go by, but they're also extremely hot when compared to what she usually wears. It amazes her that Kanako was able to deal with the heat, although perhaps the fact that she can become a freezing-cold pile of goo at will has something to do with it...
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...Regardless, Ceroba has been mentally kicking herself for agreeing to play along with her best friend. Even though the looks he gives her are pretty nice, the heat drains away any enjoyment she may have.
Luckily, they're on their way back home right now... but even the knowledge that she'll finally be able to get out of these clothes isn't enough to make her mood any better, and that's because of one simple fact...
Starlo recently confirmed her worries that Clover is planning something self-sacrificial, and both of them haven't been able to stop worrying ever since he had that conversation with Clover. According to her star-headed friend, whatever Clover is planning to do has been tearing him up inside, to the point where he broke down crying when Starlo questioned him to see if everything was alright.
Despite the fact that he's this bothered by his plan, the blind cowboy refused to tell Starlo the specifics, muttering that it was "not that dangerous" and that he "needed to do it".
His words had the obvious effect of making the two worry even further, and as soon as Ceroba gets home, she plans to write a letter to Dalv and Martlet, both because they may be able to get him to talk, and because Clover definitely needs them around to comfort him.
The fox-like monster is pulled out of her thoughts by a loud cough. Slightly annoyed, she glances at the Sheriff walking behind her.
"What is it?"
"...You're... uh... you're strangling that gun pretty hard..." Starlo says, pointing at Ceroba's paws.
Confused, she looks down, immediately grimacing at the sight before her.
Her paws are clenched tightly around a piece of metal that used to be a gun. More specifically, she's "holding" the gun that Starlo gave her to use for their most recent show in the Wild East. As soon as Ceroba realizes what she's doing, her grip immediately goes loose, and she hurries to apologize.
"Oh hell-- I'm sorry Star." she groans, dropping the hunk of metal as she reaches into a small pouch at her waist. "Here, I'll pay you--"
Ceroba is quickly interrupted by the star-headed monster, who tries to wave her offer away.
"Nah, you don't need to pay me back or nothing. It happens, don't worry about it."
"Don't give me that, Star, I have a job now, and I'm beginning to get more money than I know what do with. I insist."
"Come on Roba, you know how much I make as the Sheriff. I... I can't take your money."
Starlo's childhood friend opens her mouth yet again, but before she can continue insisting, he hurriedly speaks.
"Y'know what? How about you tell me what's on your mind? It's about Clover, right?"
Ceroba almost wants to laugh at his attempt to change the subject, but...
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"...Yeah, it is..." she eventually says, grimacing as she speaks. "I... sigh... I don't really know what to do. We both know how stubborn he is. If he's really intent on trying something..."
"He's real good at sticking to his guns, sure, but remember what we saw in Flowey's mind?" Starlo asks, pasting a hopeful look on his face. "He has given up on his 'mission' before, so it ain't all hopeless. We just need to keep trying to get him to explain what that mission is. If we can help him with whatever he's planning while keeping him out of danger, then we'll help him. If we can't, then we'll stick around him and wait until he stops trying."
"You really think that'll work?"
Starlo's hopeful expression crumbles at the question, being replaced with a grimace to match Ceroba's own.
"It ain't like we've got a choice, do we? Distracting Clover until he decides to talk to us is the only thing we can do."
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"That's why I've been trying to include him in the North Star act. The less time he has to think about 'sacrificing himself' or whatever his plan is, the better."
Ceroba falls silent for quite some time, digesting her friend's words...
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"I guess that's a good enough plan." she eventually mutters, looking unusually hesitant. "He seemed pretty happy when we went to Axis's 'wedding', so maybe another one could take his mind off of things..."
"That's a mighty fine suggestion, I must admit, but Moray and Martlet have only known each other for a few months in this run." Starlo says, shaking his head in amusement. "I can't even imagine how most folks would react to them getting married. Would be real funny, but I think they'd be getting a bit too much unwanted attention."
"I wasn't talking about them."
"...Huh? Who're you talking about then?"
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"...Ceroba? Hello?"
An unbelieving scoff makes its way out of the fox-like monster's mouth, and she looks at the Sheriff next to her with an incredulous expression.
"God Star, you have so many memories from past runs, including ones where we've talked about this exact thing, and you're still one of the most oblivious monsters I know! It's honestly impressive."
Without giving the bewildered monster any time to respond, she quickens her pace, leaving him behind as she hurries to the Ketsukane Estate.
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"...Who was she talking about? Is another one of the Posse sweet on someone that I don't know about...?"
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The Sheriff's confused mumbles get no answer, and so after wracking his head for a few seconds, he gives up on her puzzling words, dashing after Ceroba instead.
Inside of the Ketsukane Estate, two young children can be seen lounging on the large, ridiculously-soft bed in Kanako's room.
Kanako's tail idly wags behind her as she draws, and a small, content smile can be seen upon her face.
Seated right behind her is Clover, looking much calmer than he did yesterday as he brushes his Best Friend's hair.
The two sit there in silence, each focused on their own tasks...
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...Well, I suppose it'd be more accurate to say that they're focused on their own thoughts.
Even though Kanako is obviously enjoying the current situation, she isn't as focused on her drawing as she usually would be. As a matter of fact, her distraction closely mirrors how Clover was acting the day before... and that's not even to mention Clover himself.
Brushing his friend's hair is soothing, yes, but his mind is still filled with worries and thoughts of her most recent plan.
Starlo and Ceroba know that something is up, and unless Clover hurries up with his plan, their questions will only grow...
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...but he doesn't want to hurry his plan up. Making his way to Asgore will be dangerous. It won't be something that he'll come back from. He'll be leaving behind all of his friends, so he may as well enjoy the time he has left before he gets a move on.
Maybe after Dalv has finished moving, and everything at Martlet's job slows down, he'll finally muster the courage to walk to the Capital of the Underground. Until then, Clover should stop thinking about what the future will hold, and instead focus on his life right now... but unfortunately, it isn't that easy.
Due to the memories he's gained after what Flowey put him through, the blind human has become very familiar with his own emotions and tendencies. Most of Clover's time in Flowey's mind was spent watching himself go through the same actions over and over, so rather than pay attention to some of those runs, he began to focus on his own thoughts.
Of course, actively thinking about anything other than the run he was going through was a little hard, given that Clover was constantly being given new memories, but he had more than enough time to practice, and after enough time had passed, the young human began to see a pattern in the way he was acting. He began to really understand what kind of person he was.
The specific actions of each run could cause minor changes, sure, but some basic things about Clover remained the same.
Namely, that he had a strong sense of responsibility, that he was very quick to beat himself up, and that he was extremely self-sacrificial.
Just because he knows what type of person he is doesn't mean that he can actually change how he acts or feels, however, and so even now, when he knows just about everything there is to know about himself, he can't help but worry about what may happen if he doesn't go through with his plan...
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"...Hey Clover?" Kanako suddenly asks, snapping the blind cowboy out of his thoughts.
"Huh-- uh, yeah? What is it?" he replies, slightly embarrassed. "Did I brush your hair too hard or something? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you or nothing, I just--"
"What does saving and loading mean? And what does Determination have to do with it?"
Clover immediately freezes in place, shock evident on his face by her question. For a second, he even considers LOADing his last save, assuming that he must've accidentally spoken out loud when thinking.
Unseen to Clover, Kanako turns her head to look at him, studying his expression intently for several seconds...
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"...You want to know how I know, right?"
"I... uh... where'd you hear that from? Ain't saving and loading what you do in video games?"
The fox-like child scoffs at his attempt to play dumb, immediately moving to shut down this attempt.
"It is? Well, then why were you and Uncle Star talking about it yesterday? As far as I know, neither of you are big on video games."
"You..."
"I was eavesdropping." she says, sounding much prouder than she should be about this. "I knew that you two were keeping secrets from me, and you were making me really worried, so I decided to stick around and listen in."
The blind cowboy's expression shifts from shocked, to surprised, to angry... and finally, it settles on a look of bitter acceptance, as he knows that his last save was earlier today.
"...That wasn't very nice of you." he mutters sourly. "It ain't any of your business..."
"Well, you wouldn't tell me what was going on, and Uncle Star and Mom wouldn't either, so how else was I supposed to find out what was bothering you?"
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"I know that you may be a little mad at me for that... but it doesn't matter right now! Uncle Star said that you gave up your soul before? And you gave it up for me??? I don't remember any of that, and a lot of the things that you were talking about don't make sense, so--"
"So you want me to explain instead of leaving you in the dark."
"Exactly!"
Clover's expression only becomes even more bitter at her answer.
"Well... fine. Fine! I know that you won't leave me alone until I explain."
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"...So...?" Kanako prompts.
"I'm thinking! It's just... I ain't too good at explaining, but the long and short of it is..."
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The longer Clover talks, the more amazed (and worried) Kanako's expression becomes, and by the time he reaches the end of his story, the young Amalgam is practically begging him to use his ability to "see the truth" to show her the previous runs they've spent together.
Clover does his best to deny her, but she just will not stop asking... and frankly, he doesn't want to say no to her. They've become friends many times by now, and even though she doesn't remember, he still has those memories. He desperately wants for her to remember all of the good experiences they've had together...
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And so after what feels like hours of listening to her pleas, his resistance crumbles, and his eyes finally shine a bright, piercing yellow...
Chapter 64: Back in Snowdin
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Three weeks have passed since Martlet's job calmed down, and quite a few things have changed since then.
Due to Martlet's job as a Royal Guard easing up, Clover has finally moved back into her home, much to the joy of every monster in the area. His return was met with many happy, triumphant cheers by the residents of Snowdin, although he was pretty embarrassed, given that his friends from the Wild East were there to see him off.
Speaking of his friends from the Wild East, the older monsters of Snowdin were nothing short of ecstatic to spot Kanako, who they haven't seen in years by this point. From what Martlet could gather, she stopped visiting soon after the Snowdin Massacre, having no real reason or desire to travel to the snowy area...
...Fortunately for the monsters who enjoy seeing her around, now she has two different reasons to visit Snowdin. Other than Clover, who she's become shockingly close to in the three and a half months they've known each other, the small fox also has another friend in town! Dalv, who's recently moved to Lower Snowdin, was apparently an old friend of Kanako's, knowing her since before the previous human devastated the area.
The shy vampire isn't the only resident of the Dark Ruins to have moved on to greener pastures. With the exception of Decibat, every monster that called the Dark Ruins their home has left the quiet area, spreading out around the rest of the Underground. Granted, almost all of them settled in Snowdin, rather than moving too far from their old home...
They seem much happier now, even if most of them haven't gone beyond Snowdin. Crispy Scroll is as loud as ever, and he's even found a new friend in a similarly loud monster that lives in Lower Snowdin. Know Cone has promised to introduce him to Undyne, who he is sure would have much in common with the anime-loving scroll. The conversations these two have usually end up alerting the rest of the Snowdin area, but the sheer joy and excitement the duo have are enough to quell most complaints about their behavior.
All of the Sweet Corn have moved to a small farm in the Dunes, where they spend their days playing around and helping the family living there with their work. One farmer in particular has taken a liking to them, although Orion would never admit it. Even with his refusal to show his affection for the small, bubbly monsters, Solomon and Crestina are happy to see that their youngest son has found something to distract him from his boring life on the farm.
Penilla, looking for more teachers to help her artistic skills grow, has sought out Lesser Dog, who's snow-sculpting abilities are the stuff of legend. Her sculpting skills are increasing at an astounding pace, and she's even started taking commissions to help pay the bills. The artistic monster still has a tendency to overwork herself, but the new environment helps to make sure that she doesn't burn out.
Like most of the former-residents of the Dark Ruins, Flier has made his home in the Snowdin, but instead of "following his dreams" and buying a nice, expensive boat, he's opted to hire a certain handy-bird to help him build a comfy house near Snowdin Town. He has never been prouder than he was when showing off this house to Clover, not seeming to realize until the very end of the tour that the blind human couldn't see most of the details Flier wanted to brag about.
And finally, there's Rorrim, who is one of the few monsters to have left Snowdin behind. Initially, he worked in the snowy town for a few weeks, saving up every coin he got. To his immense joy, he soon raised enough gold to open up shop in New Home, the Capital of the Underground. According to rumors, the newest tailor in New Home is quite skilled, with some of his outfit suggestions even starting trends in the crowded capital. The mirror-like monster is hopeful that word of his skills will reach the King, who has been searching for a new tailor...
Each and every one of the monsters that Clover met in the Dark Ruins are far happier than they were when he encountered them in that dark, crumbling area... and yet one of these monsters isn't quite as happy as he should be considering the circumstances.
You see, ever since Clover moved back to Snowdin, Dalv has been full of concern over how the young human has been acting, and it's obvious to just about everyone around them that something is up with Clover.
His mind tends to wander from time to time, and when Clover thinks that nobody is watching, his expression crumbles, becoming more and more anxious as the days go on. It's not like the monsters in Snowdin have just watched as Clover's mood deteriorates, of course. Many of the blind cowboy's friends have questioned him to make sure that everything is alright, but their concerns are simply brushed off, much to their dismay.
This has been the cause of Dalv's lack of a good mood. When him and Martlet got a letter from Ceroba detailing what Starlo had discovered, they immediately attempted to drop everything and rush to the Wild East. If it wasn't for Doggo advising them against this, they would've crowded the young human with concerns and worries, almost certainly leading to Clover being even less willing to talk than he has been.
The nearly-blind Royal Guard persuaded them that separate conversations, preferably when Clover is tired and not thinking straight, would lead to him being more likely to open up. It hasn't gone quite as well as Doggo was hoping, but Clover's friends were still able to learn a few new details.
Namely, that whatever he's planning is something he doesn't expect to come back from, that he's positive that it's the only thing that'll work, and, to their surprise, that Kanako now has memories of the past runs too.
Needless to say, their concern has only continued to grow as they spend more time around the blind gunslinger. Eventually, they decided that their best course of action is to follow in Starlo's footsteps, and keep Clover distracted so he doesn't have time to think of his plan.
This wasn't too hard, given that they were able to recruit Kanako to aid them. In the mornings, Clover follows Martlet to work, going about their usual daily activities until the bird-like guard is off the clock. Once they get home from work, Dalv shows up with Kanako, and the two lead Clover around Snowdin Town until it's time for bed. When he wakes up, the cycle repeats, with Martlet occasionally joining in on their after-work walks.
If everything goes well, then they'll be able to stall until he either feels more willing to talk, or until he gives up on his plans completely.
It's a good plan, to be sure... but for whatever reason, both Dalv and Martlet feel far more anxious than they should as time goes on...
Martlet watches on with a small smile as Kanako drags Clover around Snowdin, excitedly interacting with monster after monster in the snowy town. The small cowboy doesn't even have the time to complain as she pulls him to talk with the next monster in their path.
"I... I think she took our advice to 'keep Clover's mind distracted' a little too seriously..." Dalv mutters, unable to stop a smile from splitting his face.
"It's working, isn't it?" Martlet replies humorously. "And both of them seem happy enough. Maybe Kanako's excitement is a good thing!"
"...Now that I think about it, he does seem a lot happier than usual... I guess you're--"
A loud, gargled bark that sounds like it came from a creature from the depths of Hell cuts the shy vampire off, and the focus of Clover's friends are immediately torn away from their conversation as the source of that bark comes into view.
Bounding down the street towards Kanako and Clover is a large, constantly shifting blob of gooey limbs. Occasionally, specks of saliva fly out of the blob's maw, creating a bit of a mess as it makes its way to the children.
Kanako releases her grip on the young cowboy's hand, opening her arms wide as the blob flies at her...
"Endy!" the young fox shouts, catching the dog-like Amalgam in a tight hug. "I can't believe it! You're looking better already!"
Her body sinks into the large, gooey form of Endogeny, but unlike what would usually happen when an Amalgam touches another Amalgam, Kanako doesn't melt into the dog in front of her. Instead, she's just treated to a very strange, melty hug.
"Oh dammit-- slow down!" Doggo shouts from the distance, hurrying to catch up to Endogeny.
The nearly-blind dog is out of breath by the time he arrives, and when he does, the white blob of dogs is laying on the ground, panting contentedly as Kanako pats their head.
"Kanako?! Is that you?! Are you alright?!?!"
The panicked tone of his voice causes the fox to tilt her head in confusion, wondering why he's so worried for several seconds...
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"...Oh, right!" she eventually says, realizing the cause for his concern. "I'm fine Mr. Doggo! I'm a Boss Monster, so I can control my body way better than other Amalgams! There's no danger of me melting into Endy!"
Endogeny yips softly in agreement, shifting their body into Kanako's patting.
A relived sigh makes its way out of Doggo's mouth at her words, and he immediately hurries to apologize.
"I'm sorry about them. They're a little..."
"I don't mind! They were one of the only monsters that wasn't afraid of me when I was in Dr. Alphys's Lab!"
As Kanako speaks with the elderly guard about her time in the Royal Scientist's Lab, Dalv and Martlet eventually join in, eager to hear about the two Amalgams' experiences in the Lab.
Doggo translates for Endogeny as they talk, explaining what the dog-like blob went through in the Lab, and how it differed from what Kanako experienced.
While the young fox was walled off from the other monsters who had fallen down, the dogs that makes up Endogeny were kept together, since they were all friends before coming to the Lab. When their bodies started melting, they got a little too excited in playing with each other, leading to their current state.
Ever since Dr. Alphys made the decision to send them back home, Endogeny has been spending their time bouncing around the various homes of their family members, spending as much time as possible around the ones they never thought they'd see again.
The Royal Scientist has been working on a cure for their current predicament, and due to the results Alphys has gotten from testing thus far, she has high hopes for the future. In just a few years, all of the monsters who melted together should be in a similar state to Kanako.
They talk for quite a while, trading stories over and over until the Swelterstone that lights up the Underground begins to "set". When they say their goodbyes to Doggo and Endogeny, Kanako's expression suddenly turn panicked, and she looks around the area in a hurry.
"Dalv?! Martlet?! Where's Clover?!"
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While Clover's friends speak with the dog-like Amalgam, Clover can be seen wandering the woods near Snowdin, grimacing as he walks.
The young human isn't blindly wandering, of course. No... he's here for a reason. He's here to meet with someone...
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...Once Clover is far away from anyone who might hear him, a small, yellow flower pops out of the cold ground next to him, glaring at the child with a furious look.
"Golly, you really are an IDIOT, aren't you?!"
Notes:
The little weed is here for a chat. Maybe he can talk some sense into Clover.
Anywho, here's a link to the Discord. It's got some chill folks in there.
https://discord.gg/XZb2BmDZ3z
Chapter 65: Flowey's fury
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Flowey trembles in rage as he skulks after Clover, barely able to keep himself from losing his patience as he wait for the young human to be out of earshot of any monsters in the area.
The flower hasn't felt this much anger in a long, long time. He's even angrier than he was when Clover took control over the timeline, and that's saying something.
His fury is so great that he made what may be the stupidest decision Flowey has made in years: Letting Clover know that he wants to talk. After the last encounter they had, the little cowboy isn't exactly happy with him... but that doesn't matter. Seeing Clover act this stupid? That's enough for Flowey to push down any fear or hesitation he may have.
The flower does have his reasons for being this angry, of course. He's been following after Clover for several months now, and he's gotten front row seats to watch the young human do some of the stupidest, most low-effort attempts to get Asgore to give up on his war against humanity. Honestly, with how poor those attempts were, Flowey is beginning to think that Clover wasn't even trying! Even worse, after these failures, Clover became even more sullen and sad, to the point where he greatly resembles how he acted at the end of some of the past runs. It's obvious to Flowey that Clover is planning something stupid, as he always does.
'God, half of the runs where he was "adopted" by Martlet ended because he decided to get himself killed.' the flower thinks, somehow becoming even angrier now. 'Sure, the other half ended because I got bored and wanted to move on, but even in those runs, he was going to eventually do something stupid. The way the little "cowboy" is acting now proves that.'
One might assume that Flowey should be happy at what Clover is doing. After all, if the little dumbass "sacrifices" himself or whatever it is he's planning, Flowey will get his powers back. All he has to do is sit back, relax, and watch as Clover returns Flowey to his rightful place as the Prince of this world's future...
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...But it isn't that simple.
The small, yellow flower is confident that he'll somehow be able to manipulate Clover into resetting. It may take a while, sure, but he's had years of experience in manipulating the young human. It shouldn't take him that much effort to get his powers back.
The thing is, Flowey doesn't want his powers back. Or at least, he doesn't want them back just yet.
This run, even though it's been a major defeat for him so far, has been more fun and enjoyable than any run Flowey has gone through before. Watching Clover actually win is something that just flat out doesn't happen. The way he reacts to the memories of past runs is simply incredible. Add on the reactions of his "friends" to that, and Flowey gets to see a sight he may never see again. Why would he give it up so easily?
This is the cause of the flower's burning fury. Clover has won. He's beaten Flowey, he's taken control over the timeline, and he's gotten access to more than enough strength to kill Asgore, even with his blindness. If Clover wanted to, he could defeat Asgore, use his little ability to "see the truth" on anyone who goes after him, and essentially make the Underground filled with his friends.
And the Underground would be filled with his friends. In all the runs he's done, the young human has made friends with just about every monster in the Underground. They'd be more than willing to forgive him for killing their King...
...So why the hell is Clover not doing that?!?!?!
Flowey can't wrap his mind around it. Clover could easily make the Underground a safe place for humans. He has the ability to do so. It would be simple... but instead of doing the smart thing, the little "justice seeker" has decided that he'd make up a stupid, poorly-thought out plan that'll get himself killed.
Flowey doesn't know what that plan is, not yet, anyways, but by the time he's finished his little "talk" with Clover, he'll be well aware.
Speaking of Clover...
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After walking for what seems like hours, the young human finally comes to a halt, as a small vine wraps around the back of his boot, tripping him up slightly.
Clover reacts instantaneously, whirling around towards the flower that he knows is there, drawing his gun as he does so.
The sheer speed behind the movements momentarily causes Flowey to halt, shivering slightly at bad memories...
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"Golly, you really are an IDIOT, aren't you?!"
As soon as the words leave his mouth, he starts a battle, throwing a barrage of "Friendliness Pellets" at the young human when he does.
Clover, seemingly expecting something like this, simply quick-fires his gun, which now glows an eye-piercing yellow. A split-second later, nearly all of the attacks thrown at him are shot down, leaving Flowey in stunned silence...
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"Tch. Even when blind, you're still a pain in my stem, huh?"
Flowey's bitter scoff ends the battle, temporarily masking his terror at the cowboy's skills.
"...Did you call me out here just to attack me, or do you got something to say, Flowey?" Clover asks, still pointing his gun in the flower's direction.
The golden flower is forced to shiver yet again, as he notices that despite the fact that Clover can't see him, the gun in his hands seems to follow Flowey when he tries to move out of the way. It's extremely unnerving, and it makes it difficult for him to remember what he was going to say...
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For a brief moment, the sadistic flower attempts to load to before the embarrassing conversation happened, only to get a quick reminder that he can't load anymore.
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"...You... I cannot believe how fucking stupid you're acting!" Flowey eventually manages to get out, his embarrassment and fear being replaced by the rage he was feeling before the conversation began. "First you make a few half-assed attempt to convince Asgore, and then when that doesn't work, you LOAD, act all depressed, and start planning to give your soul up! Have you really even thought through your plan?! We both know that I've been following you! We both know that you're planning to get yourself killed, and honestly, I'm a little offended!"
"Flowey--"
"You seem to have forgotten one important detail: If you die, I will get my powers back! And make no mistake, when I do, I'll reset everything. You won't have any memories of this run. All of your friends will lose the 'happy endings' that you've been giving then. Your so-called "new Best Friend" will go back to rot in that failure's Lab."
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A mocking smile makes its way onto Flowey's face, despite the anger he's feeling.
"Or do you plan to kill me right now? Is that it? Go ahead! Do it! You didn't have the guts after I tortured you and all of your friends, so why would I ever believe that you have the guts to do it now?"
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"Are you really just realizing how idiotic your plan is? Gosh, when I usually call you an idiot, it's more of a mocking insult... but now? With how you've been acting? I've gotta say, pal, that's--"
"For someone who's supposed to be 'devoid of emotions', you sure do get angry easily, huh?" Clover says, pasting a mocking grin to match Flowey's own onto his face. "I know you won't reset after I die, and I know that my plan will work out."
"Ha! You know that I won't reset?!" Flowey mocks, gleefully leering at the young human in front of him. "How arrogant! Why would--"
The flower's reply is quickly interrupted, as Clover quickly shuts him up with a gunshot, which barely clips one of his petals.
"You wanna stay quiet now?"
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"Good. Well, to answer your earlier questions, I know that you won't reset because you like to see new things, and after I do my plan, the Underground is gonna be going through a lot of changes you haven't seen before."
"...Well, maybe if you explained what that plan of yours is, I might agree."
"You know what? Good point. I'll let you know ahead of time that you ain't gonna like this... but since you wanna know so badly, I'll oblige you."
Clover sits on the ground next to Flowey, idly toying with his gun as he tries to think of what to say...
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"Right, right, just... give me a sec to think, will you?"
"If I give you any time to think, you'll take far longer than necessary." Flowey mocks, rushing Clover to speak. "Just get a move on already. Tell me what your plan is so I can--"
"Shut up, will ya?! I'm thinking!" Clover souts, interrupting whatever monologue Flowey was about to launch into.
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"Thank you... now let's see... uh... you know how I had a few chats with the King, right?"
"I do, and you barely even tried to get him to--"
"Well, after I failed to convince Asgore a few times, I got to wondering about what would happen in the future. I'm a human. If it was known that I was down here, then I'd have Asgore and most of the Underground after me, and from what I remember, I've never been able to get the King to show mercy in a previous run. This one wasn't any different... and so I started thinking about ways to make him show mercy on the next human that came down here."
Flowey, thankfully, shuts his mouth, intently listening to the young gunslinger's explanation.
"Y'see, I don't know who the next kid to be sent up Mt. Ebott will be. In the last run where I got control over the timeline, the adults either didn't have a plan on who to send next, or they were too scared to tell me... but even if I do have a suspicion of who they're gonna send after me, it doesn't matter much. If I hide away with Ceroba and Martlet and all of them, then the next kid who falls into the Underground will have to deal with an entire society that's hostile to them."
"Is that all? Honestly Clover, your explanation just makes you look like even more of an idiot!" the yellow flower next to Clover says scornfully. "You'll have the ability to SAVE and LOAD! Saving the other kid will be a piece of cake! They may not even remember their deaths!"
"It wouldn't be fair to them, Flowey. They'd be forced to hide away for the rest of their life, and that's not even to mention what would happen if Asgore absorbed the--"
"Ha! HAHAHAHAHA!"
Surprised, uprorious laughter cuts Clover off, and it takes several seconds for Flowey to calm down enough to speak.
"Oh man, are you serious?! Asgore? Absorb the souls?! You must be kidding!"
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"Clover, that old goat would never have the guts to go through with it. You seen all of my solo runs, so you must know that I've tried to get him to absorb the souls countless times! Heck, I've even tried getting him to give the souls to someone else, just so that something would change!"
"...And whaddya think would happen if the Barrier was broken?"
The flower's mouth falls open into an O shape at the blind cowboy's interruption. Without giving him a chance to respond, Clover continues.
"You know that I gave Miss Alphys a lotta her memories back. I wouldn't be surprised if she could find a way through the Barrier without getting 7 human souls. You probably could've too, if you weren't so focused on your own fun in all of those runs."
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"If the Barrier got broken, Asgore would have to absorb those souls. He'd justify it by thinking that he'd need them to stand a chance against the humans on the Surface... and honestly, he'd be right. Pretty much all of monsterkind wants to go to war with humanity and either eradicate us, or trap us in the Underground. Unless something changes, war is gonna be the only logical thing for him to do."
A scoff escapes from Flowey's mouth, and he gives Clover an incredulous look at his reasoning.
"So what? You're going to politely ask him not to? Or maybe you'll give up your soul, like you did in so many other runs?"
"Both, actually." Clover says, not seeing the flabbergasted expression on Flowey's face. "I'm gonna go up to Asgore, get him to sit down for a chat, and then I'm gonna explain my story to him. If I give up my soul willingly, that'll surely change the Underground's opinion on humans."
"That..."
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"...That is by far the stupidest thing I've ever heard! There are easier ways! You can use your little "see the truth" ability to turn the entire Underground against Asgore's war! Why pick the one path that you know will end up getting you killed?!?!"
"Those other ways aren't guaranteed to work. This one is. It's a lot harder to argue against a dead Martyr than a living Saint, ain't it?"
Flowey opens his mouth to speak yet again, but before he can do so, a distant voice reaches him...
"Clover?! Hello?!" Kanako calls out.
"Tch. We'll talk later." Flowey mutters sourly. "Just know that this plan of yours is idiotic, and there's no way in Hell I'll let you go through with it!"
"Well, you won't exactly have a choice, will you?"
Although Flowey's body trembles in rage at the thought of letting Clover get the last word in, he has no choice but to disappear into the ground, as the human's fox-like is approaching very quickly.
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"...Clover? Is everything okay...?"
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A small, melancholic sigh escapes from Clover's mouth... but when he turns to look at his Best Friend, a bright smile is on his face.
"Uh-huh! I'm sorry for running off on y'all, but I got a little bored with listening to you, and I wanted to explore!"
Chapter 66: An enjoyable day
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In the middle of Snowdin Town, two young friends can be seen walking around, both looking much happier than they have been recently. For the past few weeks, the residents of the area were full of worry, as the two children have obviously been in a poor mood while they wander through town... but now, they have no reason to worry.
Ever since Kanako had her talk with Endogeny, both her and Clover have been enjoying their time in Snowdin far more than they were before. Nobody is quite sure as to why their demeanor suddenly changed, but suffice to say, every monster in Snowdin is more than happy about it... but the happiest of all is Kanako herself.
The young fox has been extremely joyful for the past few days, and the source of her happiness is her Best Friend, Clover, and how he has been acting recently. When Kanako was searching the woods for the blind human after her talk with Endogeny, she was worried that he may have finally decided to go through with whatever stupid, self-sacrificial plan he had. Dalv and Martlet were similarly worried, and the three split up to search different sections of Snowdin. Luckily for Kanako, she's a fox monster, and as embarrassing as it may be... foxes have a great sense of smell.
Not as great as dogs, mind you, but she was more than capable of tracking down her blind friend. She was actually quite surprised with how close he was when she found him.
When she caught up with him, Clover obviously lied about why he was in the woods, and even Kanako could see that, but she knew better than to push for answers, and so the two quickly went back to Snowdin.
Ever since that day, the young cowboy has shown none of his earlier distraction or worries. The sudden shift in attitude is strange, to say the least, but Kanako is just happy that he's not acting as put-down and depressed as he was earlier.
The fox-like Amalgam has still tried to get him to open up about his plan, of course, but he was just as cagey about it as usual, and told her that it was "nothing to worry about".
She's hoping this means that he's given up on his plan, and is too ashamed of it to say what it is... but the adults in their lives feel differently. They're still worried about Clover, believing that his change in demeanor is essentially the calm before the storm.
Because of this, both Martlet and Dalv are over in the Wild East right now, talking to Kanako's mom and Uncle. She desperately wants to disagree with their assumption, instead believing that her blind friend has finally given up on sacrificing himself... but Kanako isn't stupid. She knows that while Clover gave her the memories of the few runs where they knew each other, these memories are like a drop of water in a pool compared to all the runs the others remember. If they say that Clover still wants to go through with his plan, then she has no choice but to believe them.
That's why she's walking hand-in-hand with the small cowboy. She's distracting him until the others are ready.
You see, when Clover first started acting calm and unworried, Martlet and Dalv reacted with what Kanako can only describe as panic. They were even more concerned about him than they were earlier, if that's even possible. Both of them attempted to talk to him, but as always, Clover didn't say anything about his plan. After this, the two anxious adults decided that the "slow and steady" approach that Doggo had recommended wasn't working, and they'd need to sit him down for a serious talk... which is where Kanako comes in.
While Dalv and Martlet get their friends in the Wild East up to speed, Kanako is tasked with playing with the young human for the day. Sure, she'd be willing to do that even if they didn't tell her to, but that's not what's important. What's important is what will happen after they're done playing for the day.
Instead of returning to Martlet's home with Clover, Kanako has been tasked with taking her Best Friend to the Dunes. More specifically, she'll be taking him to the Ketsukane Estate, where Clover's other friends will be waiting. If all goes as planned, then all five of them (including Kanako) should be enough to pressure him into opening up.
The young monster does feel a little guilty about the entire situation, no doubt about it. Clover is finally feeling better, and she isn't sure that she wants to ruin that by dragging him into a conversation he doesn't want to have... but if it stops him from doing something stupid... then maybe it's for the best?
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...Well, even if Clover won't be happy about what she'll be doing, Kanako would rather ruin her friendship with him than let him sacrifice himself like he has in so many of the past runs. She just hopes that it won't come to that...
Clover smiles slightly as his Best Friend pulls him along, eager to reach the next fun activity in Snowdin.
So far, they've explored the town, the woods, Honeydew Resort, and they've even gone as far as to explore the entrance to Waterfall. Right now, Kanako is leading him to the next puzzle Martlet has that needs to be "tested".
He's sure that he tests these puzzles almost every day, but Clover isn't going to complain. The puzzles Martlet has made are some of the funnest, most enjoyable things in Snowdin for him. Most of these puzzles don't require sight to complete them, making them the perfect activity for him..
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It takes quite a while for him and Kanako to reach their destination. Along the way, they meet and talk with many monsters, each of whom are happy to see the duo enjoying themselves.
In hindsight, the young cowboy realizes that he may have been acting a little too distracted and sad recently. It's caused not just his closest friends, but all of the monsters in the Snowdin area to worry for him. The difference between how they treated him before his conversation with Flowey and how they treat him now, when he's pretty much free of worries, is startling. It's night and day, and it does make him cringe a little... was it really that obvious that he was sad?
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...Even if it was, it doesn't matter now. His talk with Flowey, oddly enough, has essentially cleared all of the worries he used to have out of his mind. It's strangely nice to see Flowey of all people try to convince him to give up on his plan. Clover can't really describe why he's in a better mood now, but he is, despite how weird it is for him to be this happy after talking with the cruelest, meanest, nastiest person in the Underground.
"HELLO TINY HUMAN! HELLO TINY FOX!" a loud, familiar voice shouts, snapping Clover out of his thoughts.
Turning his attention back to what's going on in the present, the blind gunslinger greets Know Cone with a large, friendly smile, immediately launching into a conversation with the overly-excited monster...
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By the time Clover and Kanako make it to their destination, it's almost getting dark, as nearly every monster in their way stopped to chat with the two young friends.
After Know Cone began speaking, he was quickly joined by Crispy Scroll, and the loud duo's voices attracted even more of the monsters that wished to speak with the young human.
It took hours to get away from the residents of the area, who crowded around him, eager to see if Clover was "feeling better".
Yet again, he's reminded of how obvious his bad mood has been.
Once they had finally managed to get away from the local monsters who had stopped them, Clover was subjected to merciless teasing by his Best Friend, who took no small amount of joy in how awkward he was acting around the crowd.
Kanako's teasing words quickly came to a halt when they encountered a raccoon-like monster who had a "special deal for the two lovebirds".
Frankly, Mo is lucky that he's good at dodging, as the young Amalgam was very unhappy with what he said, and she was even more unhappy when he continued to repeat it.
Although Clover can't see, even he can notice the embarrassed blush upon his friend's face. If he wasn't so embarrassed himself, he'd take the opportunity to get his revenge on Kanako, and tease her back for her earlier words.
Now the duo's walk is far more awkward. They're still hand-in-hand, of course, but it's tainted slightly by the knowledge of what, according to Mo, everyone else thinks is going on between them...
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...Then again, it could just be Mo trying to talk up his product, since nobody else they talked to had any assumptions about the two of them.
Yeah... that must be it. For whatever reason, "Moss Salad" isn't the most popular item the shady salesman has sold, but that just leaves more for Clover!
What little remains of the day passes quickly. Although Kanako can't quite bring herself to forget about the lies that Clover's salesman-friend was spewing, she's able to push it into the back of her mind so that they can enjoy the rest of the day together.
The small, fox-like monster doesn't play with the puzzles too much, instead being content to watch as Clover messes around with them.
It's... it's a very fun day. She hasn't seen her Best Friend act this happy in months, and even when she searches the memories she has of past runs, it's rare to see him as joyful as he is when playing with the puzzles that Martlet made for him.
Kanako enjoys watching as he messes around. Clover solves the puzzles in record time, blowing all of her attempts to beat his record out of the water.
The two of them have an enjoyable few hours together. Many laughs are had, many jokes are made, and many puzzles are solved, but eventually... it's time to head back home.
Grabbing her Best Friend by the hand, the young Amalgam drags him along, heading towards the familiar path that leads to the Dunes...
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"...Hey Kanako? Where're we going?" Clover eventually asks after being led around for almost an hour.
"I didn't tell you? We're going to the Dunes!" Kanako says, forcing a false grin onto her face. "Dalv and Martlet are spending the night at my house, so I decided that we should visit them too! We can spend tomorrow in the Wild East, or we could get the Mail Whale to fly us back to Snowdin if you want to play with the puzzles more!"
"I wasn't playing with the puzzles! I was testing them!"
"Uh-huh... and you needed to test that maze puzzle over and over? What, were the first four times a fluke, and you had to 'test' it again to make sure it was working?"
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Kanako's smile grows genuine at the cute pout upon her friend's face, and her tone turns nothing short of smug.
"That's what I thought. Now come on, if we hurry up, we might make it there before Mom finishes dinner!"
That is more than enough to get Clover to hurry up, running as fast as his short legs can carry him... and yet it isn't nearly as fast as his fox-like friend can run. For a moment, she considers giving him a piggy-back ride and dashing the rest of the way... but when she has that thought, Mo's words pop into her head, making her furry cheeks redden slightly in embarrassment...
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...Eventually, the large, well-kept estate where Kanako lives comes into view. Pushing down her feelings of embarrassment and guilt, she leads her Best Friend into the living room, where four other monsters can be seen sitting, each with grim expressions on their faces.
It takes Clover a few seconds to notice that him and Kanako aren't alone in the living room, and once he summons the yellow glasses he's become so familiar with, his eyebrows shoot up in surprise.
"Uh... hi? What're y'all looking so down about?"
"...Take a seat, Clover." Ceroba says, gesturing towards an empty seat on the couch.
"Oh lord, is this one of those 'interventions' you see in movies?!" Clover jokes nervously. "I told y'all, I'm f--"
"We aren't stupid, Pardner." Starlo interrupts, hiding his eyes with the brim of his hat. "We have more memories than we know what to do with. We know that you're real close to doing something that you'll regret. We need you to talk to us, and I don't think any of us are gonna budge until you do."
Chapter 67: A talk long overdue
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Clover scowls at the monsters surrounding him, feeling a deep sense of anger at the sudden conversation they've sprung.
It isn't fair for them to do this! They're concerned for him, sure, but that doesn't mean that they have to go through all this trouble! He's fine! He has the perfect plan to make sure that monsterkind doesn't end up going to war with humanity!
They don't get to know that plan, but that's just because Clover knows that they'd try to stop him. The more they think of his plan as something mysterious and far-off, the less time they have to think up ways to stop him from going through with it.
But now... now they've gotten him in a horrible situation. They're all sitting around him, doing their best to pressure him into talking about his plan, and he does not like it...
"Clover, we're worried about you." Martlet says soothingly. "I know that you feel like you've got to do something to stop Asgore, but you're still just a child. It isn't your responsibility!"
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If Clover could glare at the normally-scatterbrained bird, he would, but unfortunately for him, he can't see. That doesn't stop him from trying, of course, but his angry look is merely directed at the wall behind her, almost making Martlet's beak curve upwards at the sight.
"Martlet is right. If... if you really do want to try to stop Asgore, you could surely wait until you're older... right?" Dalv suggests, but his words are met with a fierce shake of the head by Clover.
"That ain't gonna work, Dalv. I already gave Miss Alphys a lotta her memories back. What if she finds a way to break the Barrier before I grow up? Asgore would have to absorb the Souls then, and I'd lose my ability to save and load. I--"
"And what if you just go and take the Souls from Asgore?" Ceroba interrupts, only causing the young cowboy's scowl to grow. "The entire Underground will be on lookout for you, yes, but that doesn't matter. We can hide you and the Souls away."
"I wouldn't want to live the rest of my life in hiding, and the next human that falls down here is gonna have to do that if Asgore's policy doesn't change. I have an idea on how to get him to change that policy, so it'd be best for everyone if I go ahead with it."
"Deputy, you still haven't told us what that plan of yours is. How're we supposed to trust that everything is gonna be alright if you don't trust us enough to say what the plan is?"
Clover flinches backwards at Starlo's words, and his mouth immediately shoots open, intent on rebuking the claim that he "doesn't trust them"... but before he can, he feels a tug on his vest.
Even though he can't see her, he knows that the tug came from Kanako, and so he closes his mouth, waiting for her to speak...
...Sure enough, he doesn't have to wait for more than a second, as his fox-like friend speaks in a quiet, sad voice.
"That's not fair, Uncle Star. He trusts us..." she mutters, fists clenching dangerously tight as she continues speaking. "...He just knows that his plan isn't a safe one, and so he won't tell us what it is..."
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The entire room falls silent at her quiet mumbles, each looking at Clover with questioning expressions...
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"We're keeping you at home, Clover." Martlet says, voice shockingly firm. "As much as I hate to do this... you're grounded."
An unbelieving scoff escapes from the young human's mouth, and if he had his vision, he'd look at Martlet incredulously.
"I know, I know. I'm not your Mom or anything, so I can't really ground you... but I think you've lived with me for long enough that I might as well be your Mom!"
"Martlet--"
"And even if you don't agree, I'm a Royal Guard, and you're still technically in custody! You have to do what I say!"
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Part of Clover wants to laugh, while another part of him wants to cry. The expressions of everyone else in the room mirror his bewilderment.
He wants to laugh because, just like the others in the room know, Martlet "grounding" him is ridiculous. She can't stop him. He has the ability to SAVE and LOAD. She can't do anything to stop him from escaping whatever punishment she has for him. The bird-like Guard could probably beat him in a fight if he wasn't careful, but after getting the memories of the past runs, he's the most dangerous person in the Underground, even without his control over the timeline...
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He wants to cry because Martlet is right. She may as well be his Mom. The first one that's actually cared for him.
It's almost enough to wipe the frown from his face...
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"...So what?" he says stubbornly. "You're gonna ground me until I just 'give up' on trying to stop Asgore's war?"
"That's right!" she confirms, dead serious. "Well, either that, or until you tell me what that plan is. If it's a good one, and it isn't going to end up killing you, then maybe I'll even help with it."
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"So? What'll it be?"
"I..."
A small smile tugs the corner of the human's lips upwards, but he shakes his head soon after, putting on a stubborn expression.
"I can't tell you what my plan is."
Martlet sighs at his refusal, but seemed to expect it nonetheless. She watches him for several seconds, staring deeply at Clover...
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"Fine. Then it looks like you're--"
"Well, Clover can't tell you what his plan is... but I sure can!" a familiar, cheerful voice calls out, causing everyone except Kanako to freeze in horror.
In an instant, all eyes (or magical yellow glasses, in Clover's case) are focused on one small, yellow flower in the corner of the room.
Flowey grins brightly at the hateful gazes being sent his way, opening his mouth to continue speaking... only to immediately close it in panic when a barrage of magical attacks flies at him.
Flowey looks on at the "heartwarming" scene in front of him. He watches as the bird-brain tries to ground Clover! If he wasn't trying to stay hidden, he'd laugh out loud. Even still, he has to cover his mouth with a vine to stop a chuckle from escaping him.
'God, they're all IDIOTS! They're trying the "oh, we're so concerned about you! Please tell us what's going on!!!" approach?! That's ridiculous! All that'll do is make Mr. Gun-Hat beat himself up even more!' the flower thinks, fighting back a derisive snort. 'They had a good thing going on for the past few weeks. A little pressure over a lot of time is the perfect way to get Clover to talk about whatever is on his mind. Just a few more days, and I'm sure that he would've cracked!'
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'...Well, either that or he would've went to Asgore. It's hard to tell how he'll act near the end of runs...'
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Eventually, Flowey identifies the coolest, most eye-catching time to enter the conversation, and he loudly makes his presence known by interrupting Martlet.
"Well, Clover can't tell you what his plan is... but I sure can!"
He takes no small amount of joy in the shocked, horrified, and furious looks directed at him. After basking in the attention for a few seconds, he attempts to continue where he left off...
...And he is instantly forced to throw up the strongest barrier of vines he can, as four separate waves of magic are thrown at him before he can speak.
There's an onslaught of fire and light, most certainly from Ceroba, which are only just faster than Dalv's lightning bolts. Starlo and Martlet's clusterfuck of magic soon join these attacks, and the small, shocked flower immediately goes underground, using the half a second of time his vines gave him to avoid dying.
Clover, thankfully, didn't join in with his friends' attacks, although it certainly looks like he wanted to. Kanako, meanwhile, flinches at the sudden combat in front of her. It takes the small Amalgam several seconds to realize that this is the Flowey she's heard so much about... but if that's Flowey, then...
"...I thought you told everyone that you... that you killed him?" Kanako asks, halting the barrage of magic as everyone looks towards Clover.
"I... well, I didn't exactly say that. I just said that he wouldn't bother them no more..." the cowboy mutters, slightly embarrassed now that the consequences of his actions have caught up to him.
"You--"
Luckily for Clover, Flowey quickly pops out of the ground, making another attempt to speak before Ceroba can start questioning the small human.
"Sheesh! That's how you treat someone trying to help you?! No wonder Clover is trying to get himself killed!"
Flowey isn't surprised when he has to hurry to avoid another wave of magic, but fortunately, his words have caused them to hesitate slightly.
"...What do you mean he's trying to get himself killed?" Dalv asks, barely able to stop himself from shooting even more lightning at the flower.
"That's his plan, you know! He told me in Snowdin the other day!" Flowey says, grinning proudly. "That's where he was when he ditched his 'new Best Friend', y'know! He was talking to me! Even after everything I did to him, he couldn't bring himself to kill me! I guess that's what having real friends is like, right Clover?"
"Flowey--"
"I'm not finished, cowboy! I'm sure all of your pals here are just itching to hear about what you're planning to do!"
All of Clover's "friends" completely stop attacking Flowey now, looking at him with harsh, mistrustful, yet curious gazes.
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"Oh look, he's gone quiet! The little gunslinger doesn't have the guts to shoot me dead before I can explain! Isn't that--"
"Hurry up. I am not gonna listen to you yap for another five minutes." Starlo interrupts, shooting at the floor next to the flower to prove his point.
"...Tch, fine. I was planning on having fun with this reveal... but since you want to be boring, I'll just speed this up..."
Flowey's expression shifts, changing from the cocky, mocking grin he usually wears to a more morose, thoughtful expression.
"All of you know that when Clover starts acting this happy near the end of a run, it's because he's made up his mind to give up his soul, right? Heck, I wouldn't be surprised if he had a date set out already!"
Upon seeing everyone but Kanako and Clover nod their heads simultaneously, Flowey continues.
"That's what I thought. Well... I suppose he made up his mind after he explained his plan to me! You see, I confronted him not too long ago, and I got him to admit what his plan is! I bet none of you have managed that, huh?"
The flower has to dodge another gunshot, but it was worth it to see the hurt looks they send towards the blind human.
"Clover is planning to, and I quote, 'go up to Asgore, get him to sit down for a chat, and then explain his story to the King.'" Flowey says, watching in satisfaction as Clover's expression grows darker. "After that, he'll willingly give up his SOUL, making the Underground's opinion on humans far better because it's 'a lot harder to argue against a dead Martyr than a living Saint'. Honestly, I didn't know that his vocabulary included those words! I'm so--"
The world shifts, and everything goes dark for the briefest fraction of a second, almost like a blink, but not lasting nearly as long. When the world comes back into focus, Flowey finds himself in Snowdin, watching two small, young figures from a place where neither of them can see him.
He's where he was hours earlier in the day.
For the first time in this run, Clover used his ability to LOAD against his friends.
Chapter 68: Mad dash to the finish line
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Clover bites back a sigh as he feels his Best Friend suddenly stop in place, looking into the air with a bewildered look upon her face...
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"...Clover? Did... Did you just LOAD?" she asks, turning to stare at the blind human with wide eyes.
"I did." he immediately confirms, rubbing his head in embarrassment. "We kinda... we kinda ran into someone else? And since you were holding my hand and everything, they decided that we must be... you know..."
Unseen to Clover, a small blush appears on Kanako's face, and she quickly releases her hold on his hand.
"Oh... I... you didn't have to do that."
"You seemed embarrassed and everything... but enough about that. We've been walking for a while now, and it doesn't feel like we're close to home or anything. Where're we going?"
"I didn't tell you? We're going to the Dunes! Dalv and Martlet are spending the night at my house, so I decided that we should visit them too! We can spend tomorrow in the Wild East, or we could get the Mail Whale to fly us back to Snowdin if you want to play with the puzzles more!"
The young human nods his head at her words, easily noticing her falsely happy tone now that he knows what's awaiting him at the Ketsukane Estate.
"Oh! We gotta go home first!" he says, acting in a similar matter to her.
"We do?"
"Uh-huh! I made a present for Starlo and Ceroba the other day, and I've been waiting for a good opportunity to bring it to them! It should be in that little hidey-hole Martlet made near my bed!"
Clover turns around, as if to walk back home, but when he does so, Kanako hurriedly speaks.
"I'll go get it!" she offers. "I'm way way faster than you and everything! If I hurry, then I could be back within... five minutes? Maybe a little less?"
"You don't have to--"
"But I want to! Don't worry, it won't take long!"
Without giving him a chance to talk, she dashes off, leaving him alone... just as planned.
The small cowboy waits for about twenty seconds, nods his head, and then begins walking in the opposite direction of Kanako.
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"Hey! Where are you going!" Kanako yells, sounding nothing short of furious, just seconds after he begins to walk away.
Gritting his teeth, Clover ignores the small voice in his head that's telling him that what he's doing is wrong and that he needs to stop, and a few seconds later...
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"...Clover? Did... Did you just LOAD?"
The same scene repeats several times, but eventually, Clover's Best Friend has watched him for long enough to decide that he's not tricking her, and she actually runs back to Snowdin.
He doesn't even notice when she leaves. As a matter of fact, he only notices when she returns, prompting another LOAD.
It doesn't take him too long to get the timing down after that, and in no time at all, the young human leaves his Best Friend behind, moving towards the Steamworks as fast as his little legs can carry him.
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"You're here alone?" Coolant-Manta asks, surprise evident in its tone. "Where's your friend? The cute little fox? Isn't it dangerous for you to roam a place like this by yourself?"
Clover scowls at the questions, but replies in a pleasant, even tone.
"She's busy right now, and it isn't too dangerous. I'm... I'm just here to visit Axis."
Luckily for him, the Manta-bot doesn't see through his lies, and the rest of his journey across the abandoned lake of coolant is quiet.
By the time he waves Coolant-Manta away, all emotion has drained from the young human. For whatever reason, his hands won't stop shaking, as if his body instinctually knows what is about to happen... and it's afraid.
As for Clover himself? Or, more specifically, his mind? He's not afraid at all! He's done something like this countless times in other runs! Why would he be afraid? Everything is going as planned! Why in the world would he be scared?!
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Axis Model 014 tilts his robotic head, listening intently to the words of one of the small robots who hang out around Guardener.
According to this bot, the Manta-bot that lives in the coolant ferried the Blind Human, who is apparently here alone, across the lake of coolant. He's supposedly here to visit Axis Model 014, but if that's true, then...
Why hasn't he made it to him yet?
"I WILL GO FIND THE BLIND HUMAN. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ASSISTANCE." he says, wheeling away from the tiny robot at high speeds.
The wheeled robot rolls faster than he has in quite some time, checking every nook and cranny of the place for his young friend... but no matter how much he searches, he can't find the Blind Human.
Suffice to say, Axis Model 014 is concerned. For a few moments, he considers that the human may've fallen somewhere, either perishing or in the process of doing so. After all, the Steamworks is extremely dangerous, or at least, it is for humans. Any one of the many obstacles in the area may be enough to terminate the Blind Human...
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...but Axis Model 014 quickly denies the idea. Although he may be blind, that human is one of the most competent, sure-footed people that has ever visited the Steamworks. There is no chance that he'd perish to something as simple as a fall.
Still, he can't find him, even after almost an hour of searching. He's even gotten the other robots in the Steamworks on the case, but none of them have seen the Blind Human go out through the entrance to the Dunes.
He can't have gone through the exit, of course, as Axis Model 014 was recently visited by the one his data banks refers to as the "Tall Lady". While there, she forced him to close off the exit to the Steamworks, saying that it was to make sure that "Clover and Kanako don't go too far on their own".
The wheeled-robot isn't quite sure on who this "Clover" is, but he's very familiar with Kanako, Chujin's daughter, and the Best Friend of the Blind Human.
If Axis's data banks were in better condition, he might remember that the "Blind Human" he's become so friendly with once introduced himself as Clover... but unfortunately, the only one he's met that may have the ability to completely fix his aging, broken-down body is Kanako, but even her skills, multiplied as they are by the experiences of previous runs, need more polishing. Speaking of Kanako...
"Axis! Is that you?!?!?!" a loud, young voice shouts, causing Axis Model 014 to snap his head to look at the source.
Standing in front of him is a short, brown fox-monster, who's body is melting slightly in places. Axis Model 014 notes that this is caused by a lack of focus, as Kanako's body can't stay together if her mind is too distracted.
He doesn't have much time to think of anything else, as his creator's daughter immediately launches herself at him, poking a small button on his chest. As the robot's metallic body begins to shift, she pelts him with questions.
"Have you seen Clover?! Is he safe?! Did he come by here?! Did he leave the Steamworks already?!"
Ignoring the slightly-unpleasant feeling of his body changing to accommodate his "flight mode", Axis Model 014 asks a question of his own, brimming with confusion.
"I AM NOT FAMILIAR WITH ANY MONSTERS NAMED 'CLOVER'. IF HE CAME THROUGH HERE, WE DID NOT NOTICE HIM."
"Ugh, Clover is the 'Blind Human' I always bring with me!" Kanako says, quickly climbing onto his back. "Now where is he?!"
"UPDATING DATA BANKS..."
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"Axis!!!!"
"THE BLIND HUMAN ENTERED THE STEAMWORKS APPROXIMATELY 62 MINUTES AGO. HE HAS NOT BEEN SEEN EVER SINCE HE STEPPED OFF OF THE MANTA-BOT. HE HAS NOT LEFT THE STEAMWORKS YET. THE DOOR IS SEALED, AND IT IS QUITE DURABLE. HE SHOULD NOT HAVE THE ABILITY TO--"
Without giving him the chance to finish his sentence, his creator's daughter locks her furry limbs around him, making sure she has a good handhold as she orders him forward.
"Go to the door! Hurry! Fly!"
Unable to disobey, Axis Model 014 soars down the hallways of the Steamworks, going far faster than he would be able to when wheeling around.
As he flies, he can't help but be grateful that the two young friends have visited so often, as it means that the wheeled robot has plenty of experience in flying by now.
"WHY ARE WE HUNTING FOR THE BLIND HUMAN?"
"He's doing something stupid right now, and it's going to get him hurt!"
"...IS IT SIMILAR TO WHAT CHUJIN DID?"
Kanako visibly flinches at his words, but after a few seconds of thinking, she nods her head solemnly.
"UNDERSTOOD. WILL THE OTHERS IN MY DATA BANKS BE JOINING US?"
"No. They're... uh... they're looking elsewhere right now. Mommy sent me to the Steamworks because she didn't think that he'd come this way, since it'd mean that he'd have to go past the Wild East without anyone noticing."
"SHOULD I SEND SOMEONE TO CONTACT THEM?"
"Yes please! That'd be really helpful!"
Axis Model 014 falls silent, and for a brief moment, the antenna on his head seems to glow with magic...
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"SOUSBORG, JANDROID, TELLY-VIS, AND GOOSIC ARE READY TO LEAVE. PLEASE TELL ME WHERE THE OTHERS IN MY DATA BANK ARE, AND I WILL TRANSMIT THE INFORMATION TO THE ROBOTS WHO WILL FIND THEM."
The young fox opens her mouth... but when she does, a horrifying scene comes into view.
Standing in front of the thick metal doors that block the exit to the Steamworks is Clover, who's SOUL itself is out of his chest, pointed at the doors in front of him...
Before the two can react to whatever it is that Clover is doing, a bright yellow light explodes from his soul, disintegrating the exit to the Steamworks in an instant, and drowning the area in that same yellow light.
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When the smoke clears, Kanako finds herself on the ground, head dizzy from the sheer power contained within the blast. She turns her head, and it takes several seconds for the scene in front of her to register...
The metal doors are simply... gone. It's as if they were never there to begin with. The same is true of, from what she can see, much of the area behind those metal doors.
The bridge is still there, unfortunately, and she can just make out Clover's small, exhausted figure as he unsteadily wobbles across it. She attempts to follow him, but a familiar voice reaches her ears before she can...
"I-I-I-I AM SO//RRY. I AM UNA'BLE TO F___OLLOW YOUR COM...MA...ND...S IN THISSSSSSS CON-CON-CON-CONDITION." Axis says, voice glitching erratically.
Lying on the ground next to her is Axis... or I suppose that it'd be more accurate to say that he's lying on the ground around her, given that he's in pieces.
Being made of metal, his body doesn't share the same resistances that a monster's may have, and the force behind Clover's blast should have completely destroyed him... but by some miracle, Axis is alive, although his torso and head are separated from his lower half.
It hurts her heart to leave him like this, but Kanako knows that he'll be fine. He can be repaired later. If she doesn't stop Clover...
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...Well, humans aren't as easily-repairable as robots.
"Martlet is in Snowdin, Uncle Starlo is in the CORE, Dalv is staying in front of the entrance to the Wild East, and Mom is in Waterfall. Are you still able to transmit that to the other robots?"
"I C//AN. G-G-G-OO000D LUCK, CR__EAT__OR'S DAUGH'TER."
Kanako takes a deep, steadying breath... before she rises to her feet, dashing at her Best Friend's back soon after.
Despite the distance between them, she reaches Clover in an instant, both due to the fact that a monster's body is stronger than a human's, and due to the fact that she's both a Boss Monster and an Amalgam.
She may not be able to beat Clover in a serious, all-out fight, sure... but when it comes to physical activities? Like running after him?
No human would stand a chance against her, much less a human kid.
Her arms, still slightly melty, lengthen drastically, and after wrapping them around Clover's torso, the rest of Kanako's body crashes into him, trapping her friend in a fierce hold that he has no chance of escaping from her Best Friend somehow ducks out of the way, having expected something like this.
Ignoring the nagging sense of Deja Vu, Kanako keeps trying, doing her best to stop Clover from making it out of the Steamworks... but no matter what she does, the young fox can't lay a finger on him.
"Y-You... you said you wouldn't use that ability." she accuses, trying to trip him up.
To her disappointment, he doesn't react in any way, as if he knew that she was going to say that... and it's because he did know.
Even though Kanako knows that she has no hope so long as he continues to use his ability to SAVE and LOAD, she still keeps at it, hoping beyond reason that he'll tire, or give up in some other way...
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In an instant, her body turns goopy, hanging on to the holster with everything she has...
This was a mistake.
A flash of yellow lights up the Steamworks, and something cleanly cuts through the holster, sending it, along with the belt, away from Clover.
The worn, well-cared for leather from the Surface is thrown off of the bridge, taking Kanako, who's body was melted to cover the holster, with it.
As the Amalgam falls into the darkness, horrified at being tricked by him, she gets the strangest feeling. It's almost as if... as if Clover is going to jump down after her, like he's going to make sure that nothing about the fall will be dangerous to her...
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...But the feeling passes by quickly enough, and she eventually lands, splattering on the ground far below the bridge, but not being harmed at all other than that.
Unseen to her, Clover collapses on the bridge leading to the Steamwork's exit, letting out a sigh of relief after what may have been his most physically exhausting battle yet.
Chapter 69: A chat between friends
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Clover gasps for air, struggling with each breath he takes as he lies on the cold, hard metal bridge leading out of the Steamworks.
He can't remember the last time he's felt this exhausted. It must've been years by this point, and even in the past runs, it's rare for him to get this tired.
Clover shudders a bit at the memories, forcing them down in an instant. Instead of focusing on the other runs he's had, it'd be best for him to focus on this run. The last run he'll ever have...
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Now that he knows what to do, it doesn't take him long to win. Once his Best Friend is sent spiraling off of the bridge, he collapses, reaching into his satchel in a hurry.
Thankfully, he came prepared for his final mission. It doesn't take long for him to bring out one of the best delicacies in the Underground... a bag-full of gunpowder.
Without wasting any time, Clover downs the gunpowder, forcing it down with practiced ease. As soon as he eats it, the bone-deep exhaustion disappears, and he hops to his feet.
Clover doesn't have any worry for his friend's safety. None at all, no siree. He's won their "fight" three times by now. On the first attempt, he dived after her to make sure that there was nothing deadly to monsters at the bottom.
Of course, he didn't survive the fall, but he was able to confirm in the last few seconds of life he had that she would be fine.
And so he definitely doesn't linger beside the dark abyss where she is. There's no chance that he would hesitate, stopping his trek out of the Steamworks to listen to her worried shouts. He doesn't feel guilty over what he did, so he would never do something stupid like that...
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On the fourth win he has, he immediately makes his way towards Axis's body, kneeling down beside him.
"BL___IND HU-HU-HU-HU-HU-HU...MAN. I DO NO/T KNOW WWWWHA'''T--"
"Sorry Axis, but I'm in a hurry right now, so I'll make this quick." the young human says, cutting off his robotic friend before he can speak more than a few glitchy words. "You're telling the other robots to get my friends, right? Well, you can tell em that Kanako fell off the bridge down there, but there's no need to worry, she's fine. She'll just need a little help getting out."
"W-W-WAIT! D!!!!ON'T G--"
Clover quickly dashes away from Axis, not listening to whatever words of advice he has, nor does he listen to Kanako's shouts from the darkness below the bridge. With quick, confident steps, he walks the path he's walked a thousand times before, soon arriving at the elevator leading to Hotland.
The elevator ride is short, as is his time in Hotland, as he soon makes it to another elevator, only this time, it leads to the Capital of the Underground... it leads to New Home, where his long journey will finally come to an end.
The blind cowboy struggles to navigate the streets of New Home. He hasn't explored it like he is now in the majority of his runs, so he doesn't have that "muscle memory" his subconscious provides him with.
Luckily for him, he has more than enough magical power left to use the magic that Decibat taught him, although he does find something strange about the area...
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There's still a few monsters around, yes, but nowhere near as many as there should be by this time of the day.
When Clover finds himself in a completely-empty area, he stops walking, SAVING with a small sigh.
A split-second after he saves, a large, jagged vine erupts from the ground, intent on piercing his heart.
Clover easily avoids the attack, but his gun was in its holster. It's still back in the Steamworks with Kanako...
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Something that Flowey knows just as well as Clover does is that the young human doesn't need a gun to fire bullets. It's a crutch, and it only serves to make his attacks more predictable.
For whatever reason, Clover doesn't even attempt to fight back, even though he could easily destroy anything that Flowey sends his way.
Instead, he opens his mouth, calling out in a loud, calm voice.
"Come on out Flowey. I'm not in the mood to play around, and if you're here to stop me from going to Asgore, talking is gonna be your best bet."
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Several seconds pass, but before long, the attacks halt, and a small, yellow flower pops out of the ground in front of him...
Flowey glares at the idiotic child in front of him. The stupid little "cowboy" seems to be proud of himself, having talked Flowey down from his attempts to kill Clover... but what Clover doesn't realize is that everything is going exactly as Flowey had planned.
The flower grins, knowing that Clover can't see it, and inwardly, he gloats just a little at how well his plan is progressing.
Flowey knows that he can't stop his Best Friend from making it to Asgore... or at least, he knows that he can't do it alone. In this situation, Flowey isn't alone. He's enlisted help.
The moment Clover left the Steamworks, the small flower made his way to Axis, telling him a shortened version of Clover's plan. He also told the broken-down tin can to contact the human's "friends", instructing them to make their way to New Home.
Flowey has already cleared the streets so no monsters recognize that there's a human around here. All he has to do is keep Clover busy, and in no time at all, everyone else will arrive to stop Clover for him.
It's the perfect plan, and Flowey is quite proud of how he thought it up on such short notice. The only hard part is getting Clover to save mid-way through their conversation, but--
"I know what you're tryna do, partner. It ain't gonna work."
The blind human's voice cuts through the silence, snapping Flowey out of his triumphant thoughts.
"...What? Trying to stop you from going to the King?" he asks, playing dumb.
"Stalling for time."
As soon as the words leave his mouth, he LOADs back to the beginning of his encounter with the flower, shattering Flowey's plans.
With nothing else to do, Flowey decides to go with old reliable, and kill Clover until he goes back to talking...
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Clover is forced to continuously dodge attacks now, but he's used to dying. It doesn't bother him too much now, and he has plenty of time to speak as he avoids the flower's onslaught.
"If you ain't gonna make this quick, I'm liable to just beat you down and continue to Asgore."
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"You sure you want that? When Ceroba or someone else finds you, and they see that you let me get away, do ya really think that they wouldn't kill you?"
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"I could just kill you myself, y'know. You're still afraid of death, even if you try to hide it."
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He tries over, and over, and over again, and yet no matter how many times the young human speaks, Flowey refuses to listen to whatever facts come from Clover's mouth. He keeps trying to kill Clover, even though he knows that his attempts will always end in failure, until...
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"...Why?" Flowey whispers, barely audible over the noises of battle.
Clover tilts his head at the question, but doesn't relent in his dodging, being familiar enough with the flower to know that he'd just use this moment of hesitation to kill him.
Sure enough, a vine pierces the air where the human's head once was.
After a few more seconds of battle, Flowey's voice grows furious, and he shouts at Clover.
"WHY?! WHY DO ALL THIS?!?! YOU WON!"
"...I--"
"NO! I KNOW THIS ISN'T ABOUT STOPPING ASGORE OR WHATEVER GARBAGE EXCUSES YOU'VE MADE UP!"
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This causes Clover to pause, which leads to another death at the vines of Flowey. Unperturbed, Clover merely loads a save, going back to the start of his battle with the flower.
"TELL ME!" Flowey practically begs, still as loud as he was earlier. "I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE DOING THIS! WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO GAIN?!?!"
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A sigh escapes from the small gunslinger's mouth, and in an instant, he attacks for the first time since he encountered Flowey, vaporizing the flower in a torrent of yellow light...
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"You wanna calm down now?" Clover asks, voice as solid as iron.
"...Just tell me..."
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Clover chuckles, kneeling down in front of the flower who was his "Best Friend" in most of the runs he's gone through.
"Do you remember what we saw in the first few runs you had?"
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"Do you remember how they ended, and what you felt at the time?"
"You... no... there's no way..."
Despite the fact that the 11 year old can't see the horrified, dumbstruck expression on Flowey's face, he knows that it's there, causing a small, relieved smile to appear on his face.
"That's right. Ever since... ever since I got all of my memories back, I've felt exactly like you did then. There were times when I didn't feel so bad, sure, but to be honest? I can't stand it. I hate it. I despise living like this."
"That's... that's crazy!" Flowey stutters, forcing himself not to believe Clover's words. "Your friends don't feel that way! They remember the past runs too!"
"They remember less than half of what I do. They didn't die countless times, they don't have any memories of what happened before I first took control of the timeline. At most, they remember when I murdered my way through the Underground, killed the King, and went back to the Surface."
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"They don't have the memories of killing everyone they cared about, Flowey. I do."
"Clover..."
"Can you even imagine how triumphant I felt after I first took control of the timeline?" Clover asks, smile turning bitter. "Even though some small part of me knew that what I did wasn't right, I felt happier than I had in my entire life up to that point. I had finally avenged Melody and the other kids. I had finally completed my mission. Everything was going well for me... but that was before the memories of past runs started pouring in."
The longer he talks, the more his expression crumbles, causing Flowey to feel almost... uncomfortable as he listens to his Best Friend's explanation.
"Even after all of those memories came back to haunt me, I was able to stick with my decision because of the simple fact that wiping out Monsterkind meant that another kid wouldn't have to go into the Underground... no, I was able to live with my actions because I knew that Frisk wouldn't have to go into the Underground."
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"Partner... I can't quite explain how much it hurt for them to shun me. They knew what I did was wrong. They knew that I wasn't the same kind-hearted cowboy they called their 'Big Brother', and Frisk wasn't afraid to tell me that."
"...And so you reset." Flowey says, voice hollow.
"That's right." the young human confirms. "I had hoped that I'd find a better way, and it looks like I did... but I never imagined what getting all those memories would do to me."
Tears fall freely from Clover's unseeing eyes, and his voice, still as steady as ever, causes Flowey to feel some emotion he's unfamiliar with...
"I can't do it, Flowey. I can't live with these memories. It's better when I'm a soul. It's easier to deal with this crap without my body getting in the way."
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"If you really do consider me a friend... you'll let me go through with this." Clover practically begs, making the flower even more uncomfortable. "Please. It's... it's all I can think of doing now."
"You're... you're being--"
"Every day, the thought of giving up my SOUL to Asgore is on my mind. Even when I'm at my happiest, these thoughts won't leave me alone. I need to do this. I know it's selfish. I know it'll hurt my friends... but they can move on. They can comfort each other. They can learn to live with my death. I can't live like this. Lord knows I've tried, Flowey. I've tried so hard... but no matter what I do, it still hurts. I still want to hurt myself. I still focus on the deaths I've gone through. They can move on... I can't."
"...You... you aren't worried that I'll kill everyone?" the flower questions, speaking in a voice that would enrage him if he wasn't so distracted by this weird, new emotion. "Once you die, I'll have control of the timeline. I could reset to before you came down here. I could have as much fun as I want, and now that I know what to look out for, I'll be able to avoid you getting your memories back."
"I know you ain't gonna do that."
"I could do all of this again, except I could actually use your SOUL to kill Asgore. If I do, I'll have free reign of the Surface."
"You won't do that."
For whatever reason, Flowey finds that he's trembling, and while he would normally be furious at the confident words that come from Clover's mouth... he isn't. He's just confused.
"I'll be able to do whatever I want! I could become a GOD! I could kill your Sibling, your friends, hell, I could kill everyone! What makes you so confident that I won't?!?!"
"...Well, I suppose I'll have to give you the same answer I gave you a few months ago..."
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"You're crying, Flowey. Same as me."
Asgore hums a small tune to himself, smiling softly at the newly-released book in front of him.
It's quite the interesting book, all things considered. Although it's a children's picture book, the colors of the characters and scenery are all mixed around, giving it a unique charm. It details the travels of a group of young friends, each of whom are doing their best to foil the evil plans of one small, golden flower. This flower is one of the only things in the book that is properly colored, and despite the fact that Asgore feels a little miffed that one of his favorite plants is the main villain... even he has to admit that the flower is a terrific villain.
He's sure that his children would have enjoyed this book. Once he's finished with it, he'll put it in their dresser with the others.
Knock.
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Knock.
Unfortunately for the King of the Underground, his reading is interrupted by a series of soft, polite knocks from his front door.
With a small sigh, he sets the book on the ground, heaving himself out of his armchair soon after.
It doesn't take long for Asgore to make it to the front door, and he grins widely as he opens it, beaming down at the newest monster seeking his help.
"Oh, hello! What seems to be--"
The goat-like monster freezes, eyes widening in horror when he sees the figure in front of him...
Standing outside of Asgore's home is a small, strangely-dressed human. Fresh tears can be seen upon the humans's... no, upon the child's face, and he speaks to the King of all Monsters in a guarded, slightly-hostile tone.
"Howdy. I... I'm Clover. Could I come in, please?"
Chapter 70: The end
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Asgore feels sick as he listens to the small, blind human's story. The entire time Clover speaks, Asgore silently stares at the table he sits at, unwilling to look at the literal child in front of him.
The longer he listens to Clover's tale, the heavier his dread becomes, to the point where he almost wants to ask the cowboy to stop... but he doesn't. Clover wants to tell his story for a reason. Asgore owes it to him to listen.
Even though he can tell that the child sitting across from him is hiding something... he knows better than to pry. It isn't any of his business, and frankly, he doesn't care about what Clover has to hide. The King of Monsterkind is too focused on what he'll have to do once their conversation is over...
The small cowboy heavily reminds Asgore of Hope, the Soul of Kindness. Back then, he was still stuck in a hateful, self-pitying cycle after his encounters with Felix, the Soul of Bravery. The only light he had in his life was the young, fish-like monster that begged him for training, and Gerson, his old friend.
The conversation he had with Hope is scarily similar to the one he's having with Clover. They started by telling their stories, with both of them almost managing to bring the King of the Underground to tears, and if Clover's disposition is anything to go by, their stories will have similar endings...
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"--and so I decided that it ain't fair for the next kid to be forced to hide away all their life." Clover eventually says, coming close to the end of his story. "But the only way that I'll be able to change the Underground's opinion on humans is to show them that humans aren't completely evil. What better way to do that than to give up my soul?"
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"So I guess... I guess that's all I gotta say. I'm sure you got a jar to put my soul in, right? If you go get it, we can finish this up."
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A bitter chuckle escapes from Asgore, and at that moment, he desperately wishes that he wasn't the King of Monsterkind. He wishes that he was selfish enough to force this burden onto someone else's shoulders.
Unfortunately, he's not that selfish. He may not be able to force himself to go through the Barrier with the souls he has now, but he is able to force himself to be responsible for even more deaths. It's the perfect blend of selfishness, cowardice, and responsibility...
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"...You know, you remind me of someone. He was a human, just as you are."
As Asgore speaks, he slowly stands up, ignoring the trembling of his hands as he walks away from the table.
"Would you mind following me? I... I don't have the jar in my home. We'll have to head to the Castle."
Clover nods his head, summoning a pair of magical yellow glasses to his face, and although he doesn't have his holster to tap anymore... snapping his fingers from time to time is an acceptable substitute.
The two make quite the strange pair as they walk out of Asgore's Home. The few monsters on the streets look at them with wide, unbelieving eyes, whispering among themselves when they notice Clover.
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"...You said I remind you of someone?"
If the young human could see, he might take some small satisfaction in the devastated, crumbled expression on the goat-like monster's face...
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"That's right. You remind me of two humans, now that I think about it." Asgore confirms, barely keeping his voice steady. "Would you like me to tell you about them?"
Clover silently nods his head, feeling a strange sense of calm despite the situation he's in.
"I see... well, the first human you remind me of is Felix. You've already told me about Doggo, so I assume you're familiar with his story?"
"I am."
"Something you may not know is that he won our battle... or at least, he won the second battle."
Clover's calm expression doesn't disappear, as if he was expecting this surprising fact...
"...You already knew?"
"I didn't." the blind human lies. "What do you mean by 'second battle'?"
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Asgore studies Clover for several long, silent seconds... but eventually, he shakes his head, refusing to pry into the child's secrets.
"When he first arrived at my Castle, I was still... I was still lost in my rage and grief. I didn't care that he was a child. All I wanted to do was to take his soul, and I got very close to doing so. He was moments away from death, but before I could land the finishing blow, the Captain of the Royal Guard, who was apparently watching from the shadows, stepped in."
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"He was one of the best fighters we've ever had, and he wasn't even a Boss Monster. I didn't want to attack him, and due to this distraction, Felix was able to slip away, disappearing into the city before I could stop him... imagine my shock when he appeared two weeks later, eager for a rematch."
"And he won?"
"He did." Asgore says, smiling sadly at the memory. "I'm not sure how he managed it, truth be told, but he did. As I was forced down to my knees, he... he decided to spare me. He didn't want to attack me, and so he turned around, intent on walking away..."
"And what happened after that?"
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"You killed him, didn't you?"
The harsh tone in Clover's voice causes the Kingly goat to flinch... but he doesn't say anything in his defense, knowing that he deserves any hatred the young human has for him.
"...He succumbed to his wounds quickly. My actions led to his death. It has always been one of my greatest mistakes."
"And yet you didn't go back on your policy against humans."
"I did not."
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Silence falls upon the duo, and before long, Asgore can see the entrance of the Castle...
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"...You said I reminded you of two humans?" Clover eventually asks, halting the King in place.
"Yes... yes, I did say that..."
"Tell me about the second human."
Asgore nods his head, not at all minding Clover's tone.
"Hope fell into the Underground around 15 years ago. While here, he befriended many monsters, and was even able to hide out for years. If he didn't willingly come to my Castle to talk, then I doubt that he would've ever been found."
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"At the time, I was still... recovering from my encounters with Felix. I was consumed by guilt and regrets over what I did, with the only solace I had being my friend, Gerson, and my student, Undyne." the King of the Underground explains. "Hope showed up at my door one day, looking for a conversation in a similar manner to how you did."
Clover doesn't interrupt just yet, merely listening to the monster's story with a blank expression upon his face.
"He told me about his experiences on the Surface, which closely resembled yours. He also told his story after arriving down here... and you may not believe this, but Gerson, my close friend, was the one who took care of Hope while he was living in the Underground. I believe that Undyne was good friends with him as well, although she never realized he was a human..."
Asgore trails off, grimacing at the memory...
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"...And he willingly gave up his Soul for monsterkind, just as you plan to do now."
"Even that wasn't enough to make you change your policy?"
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A laugh tears its way out of Clover's throat, only serving to make Asgore feel even worse.
"God... all this effort, and it turns out that my own plan may not even work..."
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"Fine, let's get this over with. We're in front of the Castle, aren't we?"
Clover walks behind the goat-like King, forcing himself not to lose his temper as he listens to the various stories he's being told.
It's incredible. The more Asgore talks in an attempt to ease his mind, the angrier and more worried Clover becomes.
If it wasn't for the blind human knowing that his plan will work, then he may have decided to LOAD back to his conversation with Flowey.
And he does know that it'll work. Over the countless runs he's had, he's become familiar enough with Asgore's personality to know that this will be the straw to break the camel's back. Asgore won't be able to live with himself if he denies a young child's last wish for the second time in his life.
The fact that Clover is blind probably helps. The King of the Underground will be wracked with guilt, and although some part of Clover screams that doing all of this is wrong... he can calm his worries with the simple fact that his plan will work. Frisk, or whoever falls down after him, won't be harassed by any monsters looking to kill them.
"...I could give you more time." Asgore suddenly says, voice heavy with dread. "Your friends... from what you've told me, they wouldn't want things to end like this. You ran away suddenly, I'm sure that all of you could do with a proper farewell."
The blind human almost laughs at this offer, but he's barely able to restrain himself, doing his best to be polite in his last moments...
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"God, I hate you." he mutters.
Asgore's expression crumbles even more as Clover, unable to hold his anger in, finally speaks his mind.
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"I don't think I can ever describe just how much I hate you. Almost everything about my situation is your fault. You don't get to be 'sorry' or to offer me 'more time'. You could've went back on your policy ages ago. You could have decided to stop killing children after Felix, or after Hope, or even after Melody, who proved that some humans would lash out."
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"The dust of every monster she's killed are on your hands. Your policies led to them attacking her. Your policies made a child into a murderer."
"...I know."
"Oh, you know! You can admit it! That makes it so much better, doesn't it?!?!"
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The King of the Underground doesn't interrupt Clover's rant, staring at the young, blind human with pitying eyes.
"I told you that I got Kanako back from the Lab, didn't I? Well, did I also tell you that I'm the one who got Miss Alphys to send the other Amalgams back home?! I wouldn't have had to do that if you had just done your duty as the King. I can't blame you for every bad thing to happen to the monsters down here... but I know that if you tried harder, your people would be in a far better position than they have been."
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"If you had given Miss Alphys proper support, then maybe she'd have found a way to break the Barrier without the souls of literal children! Look at what she's accomplished so far! She's managed to bring monsters back from the dead! Because of her, no monster will need to fear aging! Once she finds a way to cure the Amalgams, she could turn any monster who has fallen down into an un-aging, powerful version of themself! And she did it all on her own! She didn't have assistants, or other talented scientists to help her. Heck, she didn't even have oversight, and she lazed around because of it!"
A small sigh escapes Asgore's mouth, but he continues to stare down at Clover, accepting his words with a stoic silence.
"Could you imagine what she would've accomplished if you had repurposed the scientists from the Steamworks to help her?! Maybe you would've been free already! You've become so lost in your self-pity and stupid sense of 'responsibility' that you've forgotten to do your duty as the King. I'm disgusted at how you act like you have no other choice. I'm an eleven year old child, and even though I have hindsight to help me, I can easily see the other options you had."
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Only now does Clover realize that his body is trembling... and it isn't from rage.
Confused, he raises a hand to his face, feeling the wetness of his cheeks.
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Watching Clover suddenly stop, the King of the Underground takes the chance to speak, kneeling down to look the young human in the eyes, although he knows that Clover can't see him.
"I'm sorry. I know that my apologies mean little to you... but I am sorry. I can't change the past, but I swear that in the future, we will do better. This tragedy will never repeat itself."
All of the anger drains out of Clover in an instant, and in that instant, Asgore notices just how much the blind human resembles Chara before their death...
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"...Just get the jar, please." the small human begs. "I'm... I'm tired..."
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"You are right to be angry, young one." Asgore continues, ignoring the tears that run down both of their faces. "Nothing I do will be able to make up for the damage I've done. I will never truly forgive myself, and if I could, I would step down from my position as King, and accept whatever punishment you would deem fit..."
"...But I cannot do that. I have long neglected my duty to my people, yet I've neglected my morals for even longer. I promise you, your sacrifice will not be in vain. We will not be at war with humans once we break the Barrier. We will no longer kill all humans who fall down here. Instead, we will rely on the Royal Scientist to find a way out with the power of only six human souls."
"If Dr. Alphys cannot achieve this... then we will simply wait. Eventually, one of the humans who fall down here will die of old age, and we can use their soul, assuming they agree, to destroy the Barrier. You can rest easy, Clover. Monsterkind will not forget your sacrifice."
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Clover wants to laugh at these words, and a large part of him desperately wants to point out that if Asgore truly wanted to change, he wouldn't let another child die for his people... but no matter how hypocritical he finds the words, Clover doesn't say anything, instead silently nodding his head.
After a few seconds of concentration, a small, yellow soul appears in front of his chest, and for a brief moment, the blind cowboy swears that he can see the devastated look on Asgore's face...
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He will never forgive Asgore, even as a SOUL, when his emotions are less overwhelming. Nothing that the goat-like monster says can change that. Clover hopes to eventually, perhaps, forget about the King's crimes... but until then, he will always hate Asgore just a little less than Flowey, and in his final moments, he'd prefer not to look at or think of either of them.
And so he doesn't. He just closes his eyes, clears his mind, and lets out a small, relieved sigh as he holds the soul out in front of him...
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Standing in front of him are five figures, each glowing in different colors.
There's a young, eight year old girl, who looks at him with a sad, disappointed expression.
Standing right beside her is a fourteen year old boy, who's large grin contrasts the looks the others give Clover.
An eleven year old child is situated behind the two, and they pinch the bridge of their nose in exasperation at the sight in front of them.
The pitying gaze that the next figure, a thirteen year old boy, looks at Clover with would normally annoy the young cowboy... but his attention isn't on this kind soul. As a matter of fact, Clover isn't paying attention to any of the four...
...No, his eyes are locked firmly onto the last figure, who opens her arms wide as soon as she sees him.
Without wasting any more time, Clover throws himself at Melody, hugging her with everything he has.
A soul's emotions aren't supposed to be as vivid as the ones they would feel while they have a body... but as the Soul of Justice hugs his older sister, he cries harder than he has in any run he's ever experienced.
It has been 11 months since the Underground claimed their sixth human soul, and yet no celebrations have been held. There were no parties thrown when the news spread. The mood of every monster in the Underground is sullen, and that's because of what the King declared after taking the most recent soul.
King Asgore has decreed that his earlier policy about humans would be repealed. Any humans that fell down here would be treated not as enemies, but as friends. No harm is to come to them unless they attack monsters first, and he's taken great pains to let everyone know why he's done this.
The story of Clover, the Soul of Justice, has spread to every corner of the Underground. Any celebrations that would be held were immediately quelled by this announcement, along with what came afterwards.
The King of the Underground had many visitors after Clover's death, and none of them meant any good towards him. For days, furious shouts could be heard as Clover's friends directed their fury towards the one responsible for his death. Monster after monster visited the Castle, and many of them even attacked King Asgore. As a matter of fact, the residents of Snowdin and the Wild East practically had a line formed outside the Castle, each intent on giving the King a piece of their mind.
He beared these attacks in solemn silence, not even attempting to defend himself. The visits were suddenly halted when one small Amalgam attacked Asgore with everything she had, and in his unwillingness to defend himself, he was almost killed.
If it wasn't for Dr. Alphys's efforts, he surely would've fallen down, and would've had to become an Amalgam to survive. Even with her aid, King Asgore was bedridden for weeks, causing Undyne to forbid any visitors, despite his protests.
When he recovered from his near-death experience, many new laws were passed in the Underground. With these new laws, every monster in the Underground was forbidden from starting a battle with a human, nor were they allowed to send any magic at them, due to how likely it is that their friendly efforts to say "hello" would be taken as an attack.
These new laws provide some measure of comfort to Clover's friends... and yet it isn't nearly enough to help them deal with the loss.
Both Snowdin and the Wild East have become far, far less cheerful places after the blind human's passing.
Every guard in Snowdin has resigned, leaving Undyne scrambling to find replacements... but none of the monsters in the area want to join the guard. The few guards that have been assigned there since Clover's death have been met with harsh, mistrustful gazes, and some of them have even resigned as well, leaving the Royal Guard's member count at an all time low.
The Sheriff of the Wild East has hung up his badge, being followed by his Posse soon after. None of them could handle the memories, forcing all five of them to move away from the small town. As painful as these memories are, however, Starlo didn't go very far, moving into a large estate in the Dunes instead of seeking his fortunes in a place where Clover never traveled to.
After months of hesitation, Ceroba eventually decided to marry again, and although her wedding with her childhood friend wasn't anywhere near as joyous as it should've been, it was still one of the best days of her life...
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Ceroba's daughter has become much less outgoing, spending almost all of her time alone in the abandoned Steamworks. Her skills in machinery have skyrocketed, and yet the cheerful, overly-excited fox is nowhere to be found. Even at her happiest, she's still plagued with memories of how she failed to stop her Best Friend from getting himself killed.
Dalv himself has disappeared, only occasionally showing up to spend time with Kanako. Nobody knows where he lives now, and they're similarly in the dark about what he spends his time doing when he isn't around the young Amalgam... although judging by his disheveled, depressed appearance, they'd be willing to bet that wherever he is, he's not having a good time.
And as for Martlet? Well...
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The Underground is a far darker place than it was before Clover arrived, and yet there is hope. Every single monster in the Underground dreams of the arrival of the next human, eager not to repeat the mistakes they made with the young, blind cowboy. Perhaps with this new child's appearance, Clover's friends may be able to move on with their lives...
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Notes:
And there it is. That's the conclusion of Justice is Blind. Seventy chapters culminated in this. I hope you enjoyed it, even if it was super sad. If you *didn't* enjoy it... well, I guess that's fine too.
I'm not going to lie, I know that this isn't the best ending. I know that some of y'all aren't happy with me for writing it this way, and that's perfectly fine. I'd be angry too if I were a reader. All I can say is that I've made it clear from the beginning that this wasn't going to have a happy ending, and I've foreshadowed Clover's suicidal tendencies since before he left the Dark Ruins.
After getting dozens, if not hundreds of years worth of memories, with the majority consisting of him dying in horrific ways or killing his friends, it made sense to me for Clover to be a little eager for death.
Not to worry, however, this isn't the last you'll see of me. I'm still planning to write about Frisk's adventure in the Underground. Fair warning, they're a **very** different person from Clover, both for better and for worse. I think you'll enjoy it, however, and I look forward to writing their journey.
Big thanks to those of you who have left comments, I always love to read your thoughts on the chapters, and a big part of my motivation comes from those comments.
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Chapter 71: A debt long overdue
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December 6th, 20XX.
It has been five years since Clover walked up Mt. Ebott, and now the small, unnamed village near the mountain is preparing to send yet another sacrifice into the prison of the monsters. The sacrifice they chose is, hilariously enough, the same child that was supposed to be sent last time.
The villagers are both remorseful and joyous. They are joyous, of course, because they're about to buy more time. For the next five years, they won't have to worry about the child-eating monster that lurks beneath Mt. Ebott...
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Two men can be seen walking down the street in the evening, each locked in a conversation as they hurry away from work. These two men could not be any different, what with one of them being small and diminutive, while the other is practically a giant.
"Did you hear the news?" the short, weaselly man asks, grinning widely at his companion.
"The thing with the Chief? Yeah, what of it?"
Upon hearing the lack of enthusiasm in his companion's voice, the short villager facepalms.
"Use your head, Gerald! We'll be needing a new Chief soon, and since she doesn't have any kids..."
"Well, she does have a kid, and--"
"And they're going up Mt. Ebott. And you know what that means... for the first time in... four generations? Five?"
"Closer to six, mate."
"Right. Well, for the first time in almost six generations, the position of Chief won't be passed down to the Chief's kid."
It takes a few seconds for his words to sink in, but when they do...
"...You thinking of running for office?" Gerald questions, slowly becoming more and more enthusiastic as he realizes just how rare this opportunity is.
"I'm pretty sure that everyone is. That's why we decided to send Frisk up Mt. Ebott, isn't it?"
This reminder is enough to dull his enthusiasm, and Gerald grimaces at the shorter man.
"Ah... shame about that, isn't it? They're a good kid..."
"Yeah... they're nothing like that little bastard who went last time."
"Come on, he wasn't that bad, was he? I thought he was funny, always waddling around, doing his little cowboy act..."
"Not that bad?! Are you serious?!"
The furious words cause Gerald to take a step back, looking at his friend in confusion.
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"Are you drunk again?! We all know that the fucker was the nastiest, messiest street rat we've ever had. Always digging through the garbage, even after we tried to chase him away... frankly, I'm glad that he's dead. The other kids know better than to go through the trash, and so I know that it was just him."
"I mean... you can't really blame the kid, can you Bart?" the taller man says, scratching his head awkwardly. "He was hungry, and he didn't make too much of a mess."
An astonished scoff escapes from Bart's mouth, and he looks as if he can't believe the words reaching his ears.
"What?! We feed those little urchins at least once a day. They have enough gruel to live off of. Frisk's 'big brother' was just greedy. He wanted more, and he didn't mind a few beatings to get more."
"I... yeah, you're right."
"Damn straight. Now, what about you? Are you gonna be running for office?"
"I don't know yet. It sounds like a sweet deal. The Chief gets paid far more than anyone else, but..."
"...But nobody is gonna vote for you." Bart finishes, grinning proudly. "Well, not to worry! If you help drum up support for me, I'll give you a nice, cushy, well-paying job once I'm in charge."
"Alright... but what's the hurry? Frisk ain't gonna be leaving until the end of the month, and they're taking care of the Chief before then. I doubt that the old hag will die for at least another month."
"There's no reason not to start early, is there? The Chief is old, you know. If we're lucky, maybe she'll fall down the stairs!"
The two chuckle at this for several seconds... but eventually, Gerald shakes his head in disappointment.
"With Frisk keeping an eye on her? No way. They're way too caring and attentive to let that happen. As long as they're around, the Chief will keep on living."
"Well... yeah, that's a good point." Bart admits with a grimace. "I guess... I guess we'll just have to wait until they leave to really get started on campaigning. Until then, we can try to get some support from the other villagers. I'm sure there are a few like you, Gerald, who have no hope of becoming Chief."
The larger man shifts uncomfortably at these words, but says nothing in his defense, merely nodding his head in agreement.
"No better time to start than the present, right? Come on. Just leave everything to me, and before you know it, you'll have an easy job lined up for you."
The duo walk away, eager to get others to support Bart in becoming the new Chief. Unseen to them, one small, sweater-wearing child watches them leave, smiling softly.
Many similar scenes can be seen across the village, as almost every resident of the place is greedy for the position of Chief. There are few places that don't share in this greed, although what's happening in some of those places are far worse than simple greed...
Hours later, in a large, well-lit house on the outskirts of the village near Mt. Ebott, one small figure can be seen atop a stool inside the kitchen, busying themself with a large pot as they cook dinner.
Frisk hums to themself, smiling in quiet relief at how well their special soup is turning out. It's the perfect temperature, perfect flavor, and most importantly of all, the perfect smell.
Just a few more spices here, a little more time on the stove there, and...
"Hurry up in there! I'm not getting any younger!" an angry, terribly old voice shouts, causing the young child's smile to grow strained.
Frisk stares at the soup in front of them for several long, silent seconds... but before long, a small chuckle escapes from their mouth.
"It's coming up soon, Mom! Just a few more minutes!"
Whatever words Frisk's "caretaker" grumbled in response are too quiet for them to hear, but knowing her, Frisk can safely assume that it was nothing nice.
After putting the finishing touches on the meal, the sweater-clad child scoops some of the soup into a bowl, then carries it up the stairs.
Before long, Frisk arrives in front of the largest, nicest room in the house. They take a second to wipe the grin off of their face, pushing the door open a moment later...
Laying on a bed in this room is what must be the oldest, meanest woman in the world, who glares at the small child in front of her with an impatient expression.
"Took you long enough..." the village Chief mutters, eagerly waving Frisk closer.
As soon as they get within arms-reach, she snatches the bowl of soup out of their hands, cursing as a bit of the scolding-hot liquid spills onto her blanket.
"Dammit-- I told you to cool my food down before you hand it over! Do you want me to burn myself?!?!"
"I'm sorry! I'll... uh... I'll get you a towel!" they reply, sounding panicked, apologetic, and timid, exactly the combination the old hag loves.
Hiding their grin at the Chief's words, Frisk hurries to clean up the mess, receiving yet another bruise for their troubles when they do.
It takes a while, like always, but the elderly woman calms down, no longer attempting to take her anger out on the young child she's "caring" for.
Unfortunately for Frisk, the Chief is still a bitter old hag, even when she's calm, and so once she finishes the soup...
"Ugh... you're such a nasty, messy bitch, do you know that?"
"Yes Ma'am."
Frisk's timid answer causes a self-satisfied smile to appear on the Chief's face, and yet she doesn't stop, continuing to point out whatever flaws she can find in their actions.
"Always spilling stuff, always failing at the simplest of things... hell, I bet you still have that old bandage on, don't you?"
"...Yes Ma'am."
"Honestly, you're lucky that I adopted you. Who else would want a daughter like you?"
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For a fraction of a second, the small child's facade of timidness cracks, revealing an expression that can only be described as murderous. It's gone as quickly as it came around, however, and so the Chief simply laughs at them, assuming that it was simple anger.
"Oh? You don't like that, do you?"
"No Ma'am."
"Well, that's what you are, you silly little girl. You're my daughter, not my child. You'll understand when you're older."
Frisk's fists clench tightly, but they refuse to react in any other way, simply watching the old hag with an subtly-eager expression on their face, as if they're waiting for something...
It takes several seconds for the Chief's brain to register what she said to them, but eventually, her eyes widen.
"Oh, I... I'm sorry. I forgot about the... the sacrifice..."
The sheer rarity of an apology from the old woman almost forces a laugh out of Frisk, but they're barely able to restrain themself, keeping their mouth closed instead of commenting on her words.
Surprisingly, the Chief does the same, leading to an awkward stretch of silence...
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"...I've been trying to get someone to take your place." she finally says, sounding guiltier than Frisk has ever heard her.
The eleven year old expected something like this. After all, the old hag has some measure of affection for Frisk after all the years they're spent with her, but they pretend like they're unaware, plastering a confused look onto their face.
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"I promise you, I've been doing my best, but none of the little rats have been willing to step forward."
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"It isn't... like when you... you were younger. They don't... they don't have siblings they'd be willing to die for..."
The more the elderly woman talks, the more slurred and slow her words become, but she doesn't seem to notice that something is wrong, being far too caught up in her confession to see anything off.
"None of them... none of them are like that little shit that used to... used to take care of... you..."
Frisk doesn't even bother to hide their grin now, but the Chief doesn't pay them any attention, continuing to speak despite the difficulty she's having.
"That little... that little cowboy... loyal as can be, even... if... he was a..."
As the Chief trails off, she finally realizes that something is up, but unfortunately for her, it's far too late.
Her body refuses to follow her orders, stiffening up as she lies in bed.
Frisk smirks at the paralyzed, abusive hag that they've lived with for the past few years, taking no small amount of joy in the panic they see in her eyes.
"I've been looking forward to this for a long, long time. I probably would've done this ages ago if I had found the 'spices' I used in your soup today sooner." they admit, staring down at her with a cold gleam in their eyes. "Being forced to call you "Mom", being forced to pretend to be a gender I'm not... well, you must know that this has been a long time coming."
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They get no reply, but the terrified look in the Chief's eyes brings them a great deal of peace, and a smile larger than any Frisk has had in the last five years appears on their face.
Rather than gloat any further, the sweater-clad child simply walks down the stairs, heading outside of the house to grab something they had prepared beforehand...
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The Chief's eyes widen in terror when they return, as they carry a large, red gas-can with them .
Without paying any attention to her, Frisk walks around the room, pouring the contents of the can around the Chief's bed, taking extra care to pour a good heaping onto the paralyzed woman's body.
It doesn't take long for them to leave the room, still pouring gas on the floors of the house as they go...
The village near Mt. Ebott is no longer as peaceful as it used to be, as the home of the Chief, who was the oldest in the village by far, has recently went up in flames, causing the village to erupt in movement.
The old woman's scorched remains were found in record time, and yet in their frenzied search, they couldn't find any trace of the young, kind child who took care of her.
Rather than mourn her death or focus on where Frisk could have gone, the villagers quietly celebrated, as the Chief's death leaves room for someone else to finally run for the position, leading a great deal of them to rush to campaign to be the new Chief.
Many fights break out between these candidates, and within a few days, the quiet village soon becomes even more of a hostile, bitter place... but this time, the hostility is directed at the other adults, instead of being focused on the local street urchins.
Every adult either wants to become the new Chief, or wants someone they know to become the new Chief. Tensions are at an all-time high, and many of the orphans in the area treat it as the best entertainment they've had in their short lives, taking every opportunity they can to stir the pot. In the new atmosphere, nobody has any time to spare to think about the missing child who lived with the deceased Chief...
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On Mt. Ebott, about halfway up the mountain, there is a small, out of the way cave. The goal of every child sent by the village should be to reach this cave... but, unknown to the villagers, only 7 humans have ever made it here.
The cave, if it can even be called that given that most of the ceiling is open to the sun, has a single massive hole in the middle of the room. Roots can be seen on the walls of this hole, giving an eerie feeling... almost like something is attempting to crawl out of it.
One small, sweater-wearing child, now the 8th to make it here, looks at this hole with an unreadable expression on their face...
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'I'll find you. I know that you wouldn't lie to me...' they silently promise. '...And if something bad happened to you... I'll bring Justice to whoever did it, just like you'd want me to.'
Without wasting any more time, Frisk jumps into the hole, starting their journey in the Underground.
Chapter 72: Frisk's first encounter
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In the brightest, most well-lit corner of the Ruins, there is a single patch of golden flowers. These flowers are not native to the Underground, but that's not even the most surprising thing about them. The most unique thing about this patch of flowers is that it grows in one of the few areas in the Underground where genuine sunlight can be found.
Sunlight is a rarity in the prison of Monsterkind, so many monsters can be seen hanging around this patch of flowers, although they never get too close.
Needless to say, the flower patch is well-kept. If the Guardian of the Ruins didn't take care of it, others would surely pick up the slack... but they don't need to. Toriel makes sure to give them plenty of care, and so they make sure to stay away.
As a matter of fact, taking care of these flowers is one of Toriel's only hobbies. It's quite a pain to take care of them, but she doesn't mind. The only complaint she has is that none of the other monsters seem to want to help...
...Of course, many of them would like nothing more than to help, but when they saw how much she enjoyed taking care of the flowers, they decided to wait until she asks for help.
Hilariously enough, Toriel is in a similar position. She wants them to help her, but when she noticed how much the other monsters tended to avoid the area, she decided against asking for their assistance, instead waiting for them to approach her first.
After all, she planted those flowers here. Her child lies buried beneath it. Taking care of these flowers is her burden to bear, and if the other residents of the Ruins don't wish to help her, then it wouldn't be right for Toriel to ask them to.
However, for the past few years, the former Queen of the Underground has been getting some help with taking care of Chara's grave, although she has no clue as to which monster is helping her.
Every so often, she'll find that someone has already watered the flowers for the day. Somehow, whenever this strange, shy monster waters the flowers, they always seem... healthier, in a way. Toriel assumes that they must have some magic that specializes in taking care of plants, but that doesn't sound like anyone who lives in the Ruins...
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...Regardless, she hopes to meet with them some day, even if they are a bit shy. Toriel has a large amount of experience in dealing with not just shy monsters, but shy humans as well, and so that's why she's going to water the flowers a bit early today.
If Toriel is lucky, then she can finally thank them for their help in taking care of Chara's grave. Who knows? Maybe they could even be friends! Life in the Ruins can be a bit lonely sometimes, and if it weren't for the voice she occasionally hears outside the Ruins' exit, then the former-Queen fears that she would have fallen back into her bad habits. Another person to talk to would do her a lot of good, and if this shy monster is anything like Hope, then maybe they'd also benefit from a new friend...
Suddenly, a strange, eerie sensation pulls Toriel out of her thoughts. This sensation... it's something she's familiar with. She's so familiar with this feeling, in fact, that only two other monsters in the entire Underground can recognize it as well as she can.
The way the ambient magic moves in the air can only mean one thing... there's a battle going on nearby. One that involves a human.
Without wasting any time, the goat-like Boss Monster breaks into a sprint, running towards that small flowerbed in the corner of the Ruins...
Almost an hour before Toriel begins to travel to the only corner of the Ruins with sunlight, one small, sweater-wearing child can be seen staggering to their feet, scowling at the fall they just took.
It takes Frisk a few seconds to tear their mind away from the pain, but when they do, they immediately tilt their head to the side, confused at how they survived such a fall. Fortunately, they don't have to look for the source of their survival for long, as it's right under their feet...
'Those flowers... they broke my fall.' the young human realizes, taking their time to study the golden patch of flowers they landed on. '...They're well-taken care of, and it looks like they're the same breed as the flowers in the village... but these look much healthier than any I've seen.'
Frisk pats the ground for a few seconds, nodding their head as they do so.
'The soil isn't completely dry. Someone watered them recently. If that's the case... then whoever did that is still around.'
After finishing their inspection of the flowerbed, Frisk stands up, looking around with a satisfied smile.
'Other than the initial pain of getting the air knocked out of my lungs, I wasn't hurt at all by the fall. That means... that means that Clover probably survived it as well.'
With this thought to give them hope, the young human tightens their grip on their weapon (a large stick they found on the way up Mt. Ebott), confidently walking through the only path available to them...
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The room Frisk finds themself in is completely empty, save for a single patch of grass, a golden flower in the center of that patch, and a large, ornate exit at the opposite side of the room.
Strangely enough, the patch of grass has what appears to be sunlight shining down on it, and yet when they crane their head upwards to look, Frisk sees nothing but darkness.
The seemingly magical light isn't the cause for the young human's wariness, however... the thing that makes Frisk put their guard up is that tiny flower in front of them.
Or more specifically... Frisk's guard is up because of the simple fact that the flower has a face.
As soon as the flower sees Frisk, a look of shock appears on his face... but it's gone as quickly as it came. Instead, a bright, obviously-fake grin replaces its shocked expression, and it soon opens its mouth to speak.
"Howdy! I'm Flowey! Flowey the Flower!"
For some reason, the sweater-clad human feels an instinctive flash of recognition, as if some part of them recognizes Flowey... and yet that only causes their cautiousness to grow further.
"Hmm... you're new to the Underground, aren'tcha?" Flowey asks, ignoring Frisk's lack of an answer. "You must be so confused! It's been a while since I've done this, but I guess it's up to me to show you how things work around here!"
Suddenly, the world slows down to a crawl, and an odd sensation takes ahold of the young human as a small, red heart appears in front of their chest. It's something they've never felt before, and yet that same small part of them that recognized Flowey seems to be familiar with this. That part of them practically screams that this is a "battle".
Frisk's expression stays as blank as ever as they take note of the sudden changes around them. Despite their shock and confusion at the "battle", they know better than to let their emotions show around someone they don't trust.
"See that heart?"
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"Tsk... no shit you do, it's right in front of you..." the flower mutters, obviously annoyed by Frisk's silence. "Uh... ahem... That is your SOUL, the very culmination of your being! Your soul can grow stronger by gaining LOVE, but we don't want that! It'd be better to keep it--"
Flowey's mouth suddenly snaps closed as a look of pure confusion appears on his face. He stares at the small eleven year old in stunned, unbelieving silence for several seconds, ending the battle in his surprise...
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"...Is something wrong?" Frisk asks, unable to hold their curiosity back.
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Flowey doesn't respond to their question, instead turning his head to the side, looking at the air in front of him in obvious horror.
"Their soul is... and... and the buttons... they're gone...?" he whispers to himself, looking as if he can't believe what his eyes are seeing. "But... but that means... that means that they..."
Tilting their head, Frisk simply stays silent, being content to watch the talking flower as he reacts to whatever it is he saw...
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"H-Hey buddy... uh... can you do me a favor real quick?"
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"Uh... could you think of making a SAVE?"
The sweater-clad child stares at Flowey for several seconds, but eventually, they nod their head, not seeing the harm in such a request...
A moment after, they take a step backwards, startled by the scene in front of them. As soon as they step back, a relieved sigh escapes from Flowey's mouth.
"I knew it!"
"What's this?" Frisk asks, voice sounding even and calm. Their voice is so calm, in fact, that Flowey wouldn't be able to tell that they're confused if he didn't know any better.
"Huh? What's what?"
"...You're not funny."
The tone of Frisk's voice causes a shiver to go through the flower... but he still plays dumb, forcing that overly-large smile to stay on his face.
"I don't know what you're talking about. How about you describe what you see?" he suggests, much to the human's displeasure...
Frisk glares at him with obvious hostility for several moments...
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"...Sigh... fine. If you insist..."
"I do!"
"...In front of me are three rectangular buttons. They are labeled SAVE, LOAD, and RESET."
"Is that all...?"
"...No. Above those buttons is--"
Just before the sweater-clad child can tell Flowey about the weird, unfamiliar name in front of them, a small part of them screams that they shouldn't. This small part gives Frisk pause, and for whatever reason... they trust this part, quickly changing what they were about to say.
"--a few words. The first is my name, being followed by 'LV2', and then some numbers."
"LOVE 2, already? So that's what I sensed!" Flowey says, still smiling brightly. "Golly, you've been busy on the Surface, haven't you? Maybe you should tell me the story!"
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Upon seeing the look on Frisk's face, Flowey hurries to explain.
"Right, sorry... uh... first of all, LOVE measures your willingness to hurt someone else. From what I can tell, humans tend to get stronger the higher their LOVE, but you don't need to worry about that. After all, nobody in the Underground will hurt you!"
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"Those buttons... they're there because you have the most Determination in the Underground. Basically, you can SAVE, then after a while, you can LOAD that save and be right back where you were when you made it. Resetting will just put you back to the moment where you first gained this ability."
"...And what about the words?"
"I was just about to get to that. Let's see... the name is obviously your name. It's there to show you who owns the SAVE file. Think of it like a video game, basically."
Unseen to Flowey, Frisk's expression darkens slightly, but they stay silent, and so the flower continues his explanation.
"The LV signifies your LOVE, and the numbers after that are how long you've spent in the Underground. Once you get further into the Underground, you should see something that lets you know which area you're in."
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"But that's enough about that! I told you that I'll be teaching you about how the Underground works, didn't I? Well, one of the most important things you'll see down here is a battle!"
Yet again, the world slows down, and a tiny red heart appears in front of Frisk's chest.
"Now, during a battle, a monster will throw their magic at you! When I demonstrate, make sure to dodge! It'll hurt a lot if you don't!"
Toriel dashes through the Ruins, putting as much power into her legs as she can. The entire time she runs, she can't help but feel a twinge of fear at the thought that she'll be too late to save this new human...
...The fear is so great, in fact, that she's already building up a magical attack as she runs, planning to unleash it at whichever monster is attacking the human as soon as she sees them.
Toriel doesn't want to believe that someone would attack a human after the King's decree... but she can't imagine a human being able to start a battle on their own. It has to be a monster.
If she wasn't so concerned over the human's safety, the goat-like monster would be furious that a monster would be willing to fight against a human. After all, it's been years since Asgore's decree. Everyone in the Underground is familiar with Clover's story. The thought that one of her people is able to ignore that? Well... let's just say that while her attack won't kill, it will hurt whoever is attacking the human.
Toriel is snapped out of her thoughts as the large, ornate entryway leading to the source of the battle comes into view. Without any hesitation, she runs through it, revealing...
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Chapter 73: The Ruins
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As Toriel leads the newest human, who says that their name is "Frisk", around the Ruins, she can't help but send concerned glances at them when they aren't looking her way.
This child... they're different from the others, and it gives Toriel no small amount of worry.
That's not to say that all of the other humans acted the same, of course. Each of them had their own quirks. Each of them were vastly different people, although she didn't get to know some of them for very long... and yet all of those children had something in common when she first met them: They were scared.
No matter how much they tried to hide it, or what they did to push away that fear, Toriel was able to see that they were afraid. Even Felix, as brave and headstrong as he was, couldn't help but show fear when he first arrived.
But this new human, Frisk? They aren't showing any fear.
As a matter of fact, they're barely showing any emotions at all, instead quietly following behind her with that same blank look upon their face.
The way they act heavily reminds Toriel of Chara. The only difference is that while Chara hid their emotions behind a large, fake smile, Frisk hides them behind a blank, emotionless face, not even bothering with a false grin.
If the former Queen of Monsterkind wasn't so angry, she may have been unnerved by this child's actions...
...and Toriel is angry, no doubt about that. If the way Frisk's actions mirror Chara's wasn't enough to tell her that they didn't have a good life on the Surface, then the bruises marking their tiny body would be plenty of proof that the sweater-clad child has gone through a similar experience as the other human children Toriel has met.
In hindsight, it's probably a good thing that the Barrier keeps Monsterkind trapped down here. If it didn't, then there's a very good chance that the goat-like monster would have burnt the village near Mt. Ebott to the ground.
Of course, if the Barrier didn't exist, she'd have to race quite a few monsters to get to the village. Every human who has fallen down here, no matter how short their stay was, had made a few friends that would be more than willing to knock some sense into the adults that "raised" them... well, every human other than Melody...
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While it's true that Frisk's apparent lack of emotions concerns her, she's even more worried about their Soul.
It's a Soul of Determination, just like Chara's... and just like Chara's, Frisk's Soul has a higher LOVE than it should.
The thought that this child was forced to hurt someone on the Surface... it makes Toriel's heart bleed. No child deserves to go through something like this. No child deserves to have their soul corrupted by violence... but there's nothing to be done about that. Frisk has already obtained LOVE. All Toriel can do is keep an eye on the other monsters to avoid another accident from happening to a child under her care...
Frisk's eyes roam as they walk, taking in every detail of the rooms they pass with a quiet sense of wonder.
Although their expression reveals nothing, inwardly, they can't help but be amazed at the sight before them. Even the nicest, most well-built homes in the village aren't enough to impress Frisk, but the "Ruins", as Toriel calls them?
They're incredible.
Even while crumbling into nothingness, these Ruins are the prettiest, most awe-inspiring sight they've ever seen, and that's not even to mention the residents of the Ruins.
The monsters in the area react to them with what can only be described as pure, unfiltered joy. If it wasn't for Toriel's presence, then they'd surely have come over in an attempt to chat with the new human.
To Toriel's surprise, the sweater-clad child wasn't surprised by their reactions in the slightest, seemingly having expected something like this... and that's because they did expect this.
After teaching Frisk about battling, Flowey gave them a quick guide as to the current situation in the Underground.
It was extremely vague, with Frisk easily being able to see that he's hiding something, but it was enough for them to get a decent grasp on where they are and how the monsters they meet will react to them.
According to Flowey, the Underground has a strict "no killing humans" policy, even though they need seven human souls to break the Barrier. This has led to most monsters being very eager to see a human, since they now know that it isn't dangerous. This, of course, caused Frisk to ask Flowey about the previous humans. After all, the monsters know that humans aren't dangerous now, which implies that they were dangerous in the past.
The flower ignored their questions, instead explaining the geography of the Underground. Apparently, the area where Frisk finds themself in is called "The Ruins", and the old Capital of the Underground is just a short walk away, although it is mostly abandoned by now. After the Ruins comes Snowdin, then, assuming Frisk takes the most basic path to reach the Capital, there's Waterfall, Hotland, The CORE, and finally, New Home, the current Capital of the Underground.
Even though Frisk is curious about the Underground, they're far more curious about the humans who came before them, and yet no matter how many times Frisk questioned Flowey, he refused to answer any of their questions about the previous humans, claiming that they'll "learn more if they travel".
Suffice to say, Frisk is wary of the flower. Anyone who acts like Flowey is surely hiding something dark and twisted, which is a fact that Frisk has learnt through many experiences by now.
They're also mistrustful of Toriel, even if a small part of the small human begs Frisk to take her kind, motherly facade at face value. This small part of them wants nothing more than to trust the goat-like monster, and even faintly hopes that Toriel would be willing to raise them...
Considering the fact that Frisk never felt the desire to trust an adult in this way before arriving in the Underground, they can only assume that some weird type of magic is messing with their head, which only makes their wariness of the monsters they've met to grow.
Still, if Frisk looks at it realistically, then they don't have a choice but to go with Toriel. She's obviously the strongest monster in the area, and if she does mean to harm Frisk, then sticking close to her is the best option for them.
As proven by their "practice battle" with Flowey, any harm that someone does to them can be undone by their new ability to "Save and Load", as Flowey calls it...
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Just about every child in the village is used to dealing with pain, and Frisk is no exception... but something they aren't used to is dying.
But with Flowey's help, Frisk got that much more used to it...
Luckily for Flowey, they were able to hold themself back from attacking him, even after the deaths they went through. It was a struggle, no doubt about that, but despite how much they wanted to burn the little weed, he's the best source of information they have.
After Flowey left, Frisk confirmed that Flowey knew more than most other monsters by asking Toriel about Saving and Loading. Upon getting a confused reaction from her, they loaded back to before they asked the question, wiping away the motherly monster's memories of the conversation.
And so here they are, silently following behind Toriel as she leads them through the Ruins...
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It's... nice, in a way. It looks cozy, even from the outside. The purple stone is aged, yes, but it's taken care of very well, as is the tree in front of the house.
This leafless-tree is a familiar sight to Frisk, given how many similar trees they passed on the way up Mt. Ebott. It doesn't take long for Frisk to realize why the tree is here, although the simple sight of it is enough for them to cock an eyebrow in surprise.
'...Did one of the other kids bring an acorn? Judging by how big the tree is, it must've been a long time ago... unless magic has made it grow quicker?'
A gentle squeeze of their hand by Toriel is enough to remind the sweater-wearing child that they need to go inside. With a small nod of their head, they release their companion's hand, reaching for the door a second later...
When Frisk actually enters the house, they can't help but breathe a loud sigh of relief, as the sudden change in temperature lets them realize just how cold the rest of the Ruins are.
In hindsight, it would explain the shivering of their hands, although the young human had chalked that up to an after-affect of what they did before leaving the village.
This new explanation makes a lot more sense. After all, it's the middle of Winter, so of course it'd be cold. Why would Frisk shiver otherwise? They hate the old hag after what she did to them. They hate her after what she did to Clover. There's no reason for Frisk to feel bad for her...
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"...My child? Are... are you hungry?" Toriel asks hesitantly, snapping the sweater-clad child out of their thoughts.
A loud growl from Frisk's stomach answers the goat-like monster's question, causing a faintly embarrassed expression to appear on the young human's face.
As soon as she sees their expression, a relieved grin splits Toriel's face.
"I see... well, I'll get started on making something for you! If you get bored while waiting, you can grab a book and read in front of the fireplace. It should be quite cozy now."
"I don't know how to read that well." Frisk says, ignoring the flash of pity that goes across Toriel's face. "I can read my name and basic letters and numbers and stuff, but not enough for reading to be a good way to pass the time. Is there anything else I could do?"
"I don't think that's a good idea..."
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After several seconds of silence, Toriel relents, letting out a soft sigh.
"...You can explore the rest of the house too, just... try not to go downstairs, please? There was recently an accident down there, and a lot of the area ended up collapsing into rubble. It could still be unstable and dangerous, and I wouldn't want you getting hurt, so..."
The small human nods their head, making an internal promise to check it out once Toriel falls asleep.
"Can I look around the Ruins?"
"We can leave that for tomorrow. It's been a long day for you, hasn't it? You must be tired. Humans need a lot more sleep than most monsters... right? At least eight hours on average, from what I've read."
As soon as the words leave her mouth, a large yawn escapes from Frisk, as the motherly monster's questions highlight just how tired they are.
"...You're right, I'll go to bed now." they say, easily accepting Toriel's 'advice'. "Do you have a room I can stay in?"
"Of course! Follow me, young one, I'll guide you to your room... oh, I almost forgot! You don't need to worry about being hungry. By the time you wake up, I'll have food ready for you."
Glad to have distracted Frisk and taken their mind away from exploring the Ruins, Toriel gently grabs their small hand, leading them to the room where they'll be staying...
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Chapter 74: A changed flower
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It's been a few days since Frisk arrived in the Underground, and after observing them for so long, Flowey has decided that he is not a fan of the newest human to arrive in the Underground.
If their bland, expressionless face wasn't enough to draw his ire, then the distrustful way they look at Toriel, one of the kindest, most well-meaning monsters in existence, is more than enough to anger him.
And it does anger him, even with how he acted in the past.
Five years ago, he'd be overjoyed to see them treat the old goat like this. After all, several of the past humans didn't trust her, and Flowey is more than familiar with how much it hurts Toriel to see a child think ill of her. The reactions she has are already great when Flowey messes with her on his own, but for a genuine human to be there, thinking that she means them harm?
It'd break her, even if she tried to hide it...
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If it wasn't for Clover killing himself, then Flowey wouldn't have to change his ways. He wouldn't have to hold himself back from whatever urge comes to mind, because if he doesn't hold himself back, then Clover would sense it, get enough Determination to take control of the timeline, and then kill Flowey.
No matter how bored Flowey may be, he doesn't want to die. The Determination Alphys injected into him makes it so that he can't kill himself... or at least, it makes it so that he'll go back on it at the last moment.
Flowey knows this from experience. He's tried enough times to be aware of his limits...
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"...Sigh... who am I kidding?" Flowey mutters, glaring disdainfully at Frisk's figure as they walk through the Ruins. "That's not why I've held myself back. No... I'm holding myself back because of what you did to me, Clover..."
The sweater-clad child that he stalks tilts their head, halting in place for a moment... but just as they go to turn towards Flowey's hiding place, Toriel's soft tone interrupts them, trapping Frisk in what must be a boring conversation.
A small shiver goes through the flower's body when he sees this, but he forces himself to ignore it, focusing on his thoughts instead.
Flowey is used to making excuses for his actions. For years, he's been able to harm others by telling himself that it's "fun" and that he's only doing this because "he can't feel anything", but he can't use that excuse anymore.
No matter how much he loathes to admit it, he knows better than anyone that he's holding himself back because he doesn't like hurting others... well, it'd be more accurate to say that he doesn't like hurting others anymore.
Clover made him feel something, and in the years that followed the human's death, his capacity to feel emotions grew the longer he went without using his powers. They aren't quite as vivid as the emotions of others, of course. Even Clover and his terrifying ability to "see the truth" can't change the fact that Flowey has no soul...
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The first and foremost emotion that the flower felt was guilt. The young, justice-seeking cowboy that Flowey calls his Best Friend actually managed to make him feel guilty.
This guilt... it's changed Flowey on a fundamental level. He still feels bored as the days pass, but instead of feeling the desire to spice things up, the flower is content with waiting for something new to happen... and new things have happened.
Even though he's seen just about everything there is to see, Clover's death has caused a massive change in the Underground, and the consequences of that are enough to even surprise Flowey on rare occasions! On top of that, his newly-discovered emotions make some of the boring scenes he used to scoff at into something that's almost... entertaining.
It's a welcome change, and when you combine this with the guilt he feels whenever the thought of going back to his old ways enters his head, it's no wonder that Flowey has been able to hold himself back, and that's not even to mention the skeleton...
When Flowey was still obsessed with finding something to drive away the boredom, he'd have a small list of entertaining people to torment. These people would have the best reactions out of anyone in the Underground when he did his antics, but even they'd grow predictable over the years. The two people on the top of this list, however, were both far less predictable than others, and far more entertaining.
Clover topped this list with ease, but the one after him, Flowey's favorite living person, is a naive, excitable skeleton that lives in Upper Snowdin.
And make no mistake, Papyrus is naive. Anyone who can look Flowey in the eyes when he's at his most cruel and say "you can do better! You just need to try!" is either a moron or the most naive person in existence... and Papyrus is anything but stupid. Frankly, he's one of the most observant, intelligent monsters that the flower has met.
Papyrus was one of the first to notice Flowey's misdeeds in many runs, and while that would have annoyed Flowey if it was anyone else... the way he reacted to the flower's actions was almost endearing. No matter what he did, that skeleton was willing to forgive him. In some cases, Papyrus even used his last few breaths to encourage Flowey to be a better person.
Flowey used to find this naivety hilarious. He'd try to do everything in his power to shatter the unflinching belief that Papyrus had in others...
...he no longer finds it hilarious. Papyrus's willingness to see good in others no longer amuses or entertains Flowey. Instead, it steadies him. Whenever the flower can't get his mind away from his past actions, or when he heavily considers resetting to before Clover's death, he'll seek Papyrus out for a chat. He never explains his troubles, of course, but the skeleton's mere presence is usually enough to deter those thoughts. They've become good friends over the past few years, and unlike most runs, Flowey actually treats him like a friend...
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Oddly enough, he doesn't feel too guilty over what he did to them, even though he certainly should.
Flowey should feel guilt because he isn't stupid. He knows what they've gone through on the Surface, and he can hazard a guess as to how they got the bruises marring their body. Attacking them should have made Flowey feel awful... but it didn't.
When he saw Frisk get ready for battle, for the briefest moment, he was reminded of his fight against Clover in New Home. Even the way they dodged attacks were similar! It was... it was fun. It was funner than anything he's done since Clover's death. For a brief moment, it was like Clover was there in front of him, doing his best in one of their many, many battles...
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'...It's a shame that they don't resemble him in any other way...' Flowey thinks bitterly, still glaring at the sweater-clad child. 'All that waiting, all that hoping that they'd be like him... and it was all for nothing...'
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After several seconds of watching, a small chuckle escapes from his mouth, and he forces a smile onto his face in an attempt to drive off these thoughts.
'I don't need them to be like Clover. It's... it's fine. Frisk is their own person, and I'm sure they'll be fun in their own right. All I need to do is follow along, give some advice, and try to keep them from ruining everything Clover worked for. It's what he would've wanted, after all...'
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'...That shouldn't be too hard, right?'
Frisk bites back a sigh as they follow behind Toriel, doing their best to appear as curious and timid as possible while they look around the Ruins.
They are curious, make no mistake, but their curiosity isn't directed at the Ruins anymore, despite how eager they are to learn about the place where they've been living. No... their curiosity is directed at finding an exit.
Frisk needs to find out what happened to Clover, and the sooner they learn about what happened to him, the better. Their big brother was the only person they've met that was nice to them without asking for anything in return. Clover had no guilty conscious, or whatever it is that Toriel has, nor did he have any hidden intentions like most people they've met. He was the only one in the world who truly cared for them. Clover even went so far as to willingly give his life to save theirs...
...that's what the village assumed to have happened, anyways. The sweater-clad child is confident that their brother would've been alright even if the villagers' fears were true. They aren't sure as to how he would have done it, but Frisk knows that Clover wouldn't have broken their promise to him, human-killing monsters or not. He survived all sorts of abuse and torment in the village, and he would've found some way to survive down here too.
Thankfully, Clover wouldn't have had to struggle against any murderous monsters down here, and that's because the Underground is not a hostile place to humans. As a matter of fact, it's the exact opposite. Frisk has actually been enjoying their time down here. That same small part of Frisk that's been bugging them genuinely thinks of the Underground as their home... and frankly, Frisk wants to agree with it. This is more of a home than the village ever was...
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...it isn't perfect, of course. No place is. The young human is smart enough to see that the monsters they've met are hiding something from them, and from what they can gather, it's related to the previous humans... it's related to Clover.
Logically, Frisk knows that there's no need to worry. If they have enough Determination to Save and Load, then Clover surely would have had the ability as well, and according to Toriel, humans are even able to use genuine magic in the Underground. Frisk's big brother was the most determined, stubborn, and hardworking person they've met. If anyone would have learnt to use magic, it would be Clover, so even if the monsters down here were hostile, he'd be fine.
And yet despite knowing all of this, the young human can't help but worry about him. They desperately want to see Clover, and it tears them up that they can't.
Even if they've enjoyed their time in the Ruins, finding their big brother takes precedent over that. From Clover's point of view, he knowingly threw himself into a hopeless, deadly situation to save his little sibling. Frisk owes it to him to do whatever it takes to find him...
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...but even though they feel that way, they can't quite bring themself to question Toriel or the other monsters in the Ruins about what happened to him, and it's all because of one small part of them begging them not to ask the question. This small part of them argues that Toriel obviously wants any human children who have fallen down to stay with her, and that if Clover isn't around, it's probably because he ran away in an attempt to escape to the Surface.
The fact that the goat-like monster hasn't said anything about him seems to point to it being a sore subject, only lending more credence to the argument against asking her...
It's hard to resist this small part's argument, and that's purely because of who's giving the argument. If it was anyone else, Frisk would've ignored that it's a sore subject for Toriel, and immediately asked where their brother is. If she didn't know, they would've went to Flowey or any of the other monsters in the area... but they can't.
Frisk still has no idea on what this small part affecting them is. They think that it might be magic meant to affect their mind, but even with that sneaking suspicion, they're struggling to ask Toriel what happened to Clover. Even if this is some mind-altering magic, the way it does its best to keep Frisk from asking their questions is scarily effective.
For all intents and purposes, their mind is arguing against itself. Both parts are equally determined to have their way, and in this stalemate, Frisk can't muster the will to voice their questions. Frankly, it's horrifying... but the young human has decided to ignore that.
This small part doesn't want them to ask their questions? Fine. They won't... but what they will do is find a way out of the Ruins. Sure, that small part of them doesn't want to leave, but it seems that trying to stop them from moving their body is a lot harder for it than stopping them from talking... and so here they are, doing their best to find a way out of the Ruins.
The exit under the stairs is a bust, but Frisk is sure that there's another way out of here. It will just take time for them to discover. When they do find an exit, they'll make one last attempt to question Toriel, and if they don't like her answers, or if they can't ask their questions, they'll simply leave.
It doesn't matter how many obstacles are in their way, nor does it matter if those obstacles are in their head. One way or another, Frisk will find out what happened to their big brother.
And they'll find a way past anything-- or anyone-- that tries to stop them.
Chapter 75: A dapper ghost
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
For years, the Guardian of the Ruins has lived alone. Although her house may have seemed cozy by the time Frisk arrived, in truth, it was the exact opposite. No matter how nice the decorations Toriel put up were, or how warm and inviting the fireplace was, her empty home was a stark reminder of what she had lost.
On more than one occasion, the other residents of the Ruins, usually led by the local Froggits, discovered her laying unconscious on the grass near the first human's grave. Whenever they found Toriel after one of her drunken hazes, they did their best to distract her from her loneliness... to mixed results.
If they were lucky, she responded positively to their attempts, temporarily managing to forget about what she had lost. Whenever this happened, the monsters of the Ruins were overjoyed, doing everything in their power to keep her from focusing on the negative aspects of her memories.
Unfortunately, they weren't lucky too often...
Their attempts usually ended with her falling even deeper into her bad habits. When they tried to get her mind off of one issue she had, they would somehow manage to shift her attention to some other depressing topic. The other monsters didn't mean to do this, of course, they were just trying their hardest to help her. It isn't their fault that so many topics are a sore spot for the long-lived Boss Monster...
Despite all of that, the monsters who live in the Ruins didn't give up. Even when more humans fell down and met their fates, they were around to comfort her... but even their best attempts were useless after the blind human's sacrifice.
When Toriel learnt that Clover, the young, gun-slinging child she briefly guided, became blind during his travels, she was consumed by guilt. After all, he wasn't blind when he arrived in the Underground. He wasn't blind during the small amount of time that she knew him. He had to have been blinded after he fell into the Dark Ruins.
As one might expect, she blamed herself for his blindness. She dropped back into her drinking habits, and more often than not, she passed out while drunkenly wandering the Ruins. From her point of view, his blindness was her mistake. If she had paid more attention to the maintenance of the Ruins, then the ground beneath him wouldn't have crumbled, leading to Clover falling. If he didn't fall, then he wouldn't have ran into whatever blinded him.
For a while, she was even convinced that the fall he took was responsible for his blindness.
The other residents of the Ruins were forced to simply watch and wait for her to recover from this, as any attempts they made inevitably made things worse. Frankly, they were worried that she'd be in this state for years... until one day, they heard furious shouting coming from her home. This shouting was accompanied by the unmistakable sounds of battle... it was accompanied by the sounds of her fire magic.
By the time they got there, Toriel's house was a complete mess. Burn marks and ruined furniture were all over the place, and in the chaos, she had somehow managed to destroy her supply of alcohol. Surprisingly, she wasn't as depressed or sullen as she was just hours before. Instead, she was enraged.
They were confused by her sudden change, but when they questioned the former Queen of the Underground, their bewilderment was replaced by fury. According to Toriel, she was approached by a small, cloaked monster, who said that he had something to confess. Although confused and hungover, she was perfectly willing to listen to them... that is, until he started talking about the past human.
This monster claimed to have accidentally blinded Clover during a battle, and rather than taking the young human to get treatment, he fled, leaving Clover to his fate. After hearing about his sacrifice, however, guilt continued to plague this monster's mind, forcing him to seek a nice, quiet area to move to... which led to him arriving in the Ruins.
Toriel didn't get the chance to learn why he's confessing this to her, as she immediately erupted in anger, and actually went so far as to fight against this small monster.
The other residents of the Ruins were, of course, infuriated by this realization. The thought that one of their people was cowardly enough to leave a small, injured child alone after blinding them... well, that monster is lucky to have hid his figure, because if they knew what he looked like, they'd surely hunt him down to give him a piece of their mind...
Surprisingly enough, the small monster's confession actually did end up doing some good. After meeting the person responsible for Clover's blindness, Toriel's guilt was heavily reduced. Adding this with her sudden lack of alcohol, and it didn't take her too long to kick the bad habit. Ever since then, the goat-like monster has barely even blamed herself for what happened to the young cowboy, instead raging at the cloaked monster.
Suffice to say, the residents of the Ruins are very happy to see how she acts now. When they compare how Toriel used to be with how she is now, it's a stunning change, and one that warms their hearts.
Frisk's presence in her home has done her a world of good. Each of the monsters who call the Ruins their home are extremely grateful towards them... and that's why each of them have kept their mouths closed about what happened to the previous humans.
They know that Frisk isn't aware of what happened to them. They know that they wouldn't react well to learning the truth, and as cowardly as it may be, they've decided to leave it to Toriel to explain. They hope that she'll be able to explain in a way that doesn't end with Frisk running away like so many humans did before them.
The last thing they want is a repeat of what happened to Melody...
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...and yet even though the residents of the Ruins have an unspoken agreement to stay quiet about the past humans, one monster in particular is shockingly bad at picking up social cues. This monster has no idea of what the others agreed on, and as luck would have it, the newest human has run into him today.
Although he may be introverted and shy, they're polite enough to indulge Frisk if they want to chat...
Frisk stares at the monster in front of them with blatant curiosity, studying them with a small sense of wonder.
This monster is unlike any they've seen before, and it makes Frisk very eager to have a talk with them. While the spiders that live in the Ruins were "normal" looking, monsters such as Loox or the Froggits truly looked like monsters. They weren't creatures that could be found on the Surface. Because of that, one of the most enjoyable activities Frisk occupies themself with is studying the various monsters they meet.
Granted, their main priority is still finding an exit, but even then, they have to do something to keep Toriel from growing suspicious. This "something" just so happens to be looking over anyone they meet.
When Toriel first saw how Frisk amused themself, she claimed that they were acting like one of the past humans, a child named "Percy". Frisk was able to be more blatant in their attempts to find an exit for the rest of the day due to Toriel becoming lost in her memories of the previous humans.
The melancholic air around her doesn't raise the young human's hopes about what she's hiding from them...
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...speaking of melancholy...
"zzzzzzzzzzzz..."
Lying on the cold, stony ground in front of Frisk is a creature that they can only describe as a ghost. This monster, who continuously says "z", looks exactly like a stereotypical ghost. He's pure white, with a simple pair of eyes and a mouth. Like most ghosts you'd see in Halloween decorations, this ghost has no nose.
"zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..."
"...?"
Frisk tilts their head as they stare at the ghost, looking at them with a small, subtle smile.
"zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (are they gone yet?)"
Just before the small human can question them, Toriel suddenly interjects, sounding heavily amused by this ghost's antics.
"Hello there, Napstablook! How are you today?"
"zzzzzzzzzzzzz... oh, hello... i didn't notice that you were here..." Napstablook mutters, voice sullen and nearly-silent.
"I don't think you've met Frisk yet, have you?"
"...no, i haven't..."
With a depressed look upon their face, Napstablook floats into the air, no longer lying on the ground.
"hello, i'm napstablook... it's good to meet you... i'd shake your hand, but i don't have arms... i'm sorry if i'm being rude..."
The ghost's self-deprecation halts whatever words that Frisk was about to say, leaving them in confused silence. Napstablook, however, mistakes their silence for confirmation that he's being rude.
"oh... i guess i am being rude... i'm sorry..."
As Napstablook grows more and more depressed-looking, Frisk can't help but send a questioning look towards Toriel. Luckily for them, she notices their unspoken question.
"Napstablook usually comes here to be alone. They're a bit of a loner, you see... but I'm sure they'd love to be friends with you! Why don't you give talking a try?"
"...no, it's fine. i don't want to be a bother..."
The ghost literally sinks into the floor with every word he says, getting even more sullen. Before the anxious ghost can completely disappear, the young human finally decides to talk.
"Hello, I'm Frisk!" they say, putting a bright, kind smile onto their face. "I haven't seen any monsters like you! You look really interesting!"
After Frisk's brief encouragement, Napstablook's descent into the ground halts, and instead, he begins to gently float upwards.
"You can fly too! That's so cool! The only other monster I've seen that can fly is Whimsun, but he needs to use his wings to fly. You don't need to do that, though! Is it magic?!"
The excited, overly-enthusiastic tone of their voice only serves to encourage Napstablook further. Before long, they completely float above the ground, sporting a rare smile.
"yeah, it's magic. it isn't that cool though... most other monsters have better magic..."
"Most other monsters can't fly! That's so cool! Don't discourage yourself! Your magic is awesome!"
"...it is...?"
Upon seeing both Toriel and Frisk nod in agreement, tears begin to fall from the ghost's "eyes".
"thank you... i don't think my magic is special, but... i've got a trick that i think you'd like. let me show you..."
Now that Napstablook isn't lost in self-deprecation, the sweater-wearing human can actually focus on them... and it doesn't take long for their false, overly-large smile to turn into a genuine one when they see the ghost's magic trick.
The tears pouring out of Napstablook's eyes defy gravity, falling upwards rather than downwards. When they rise above the ghost's head, the tears coalesce, eventually solidifying into an amazing sight...
"...i call it 'dapperblook'." Napstablook says, sounding extremely proud. "do you like it...?"
On top of Napstablook's head is a large, white top hat. The only way that Frisk can describe this hat is snazzy.
"That looks really good!" Frisk praises, no longer acting excited. Instead, they're actually excited, as magic tricks like this are a rare sight.
You see, many monsters enjoy showing off their magic to their friends, but the form that their magic takes are nowhere near as impressive as the ghost's top hat. Usually, a monster's magic will come out as a bullet-pattern, which they'll then direct at whoever they want to show off to.
With Frisk being a human, such displays are apparently forbidden by law, leading to any magic shows being quite boring.
But this... this is great.
Before long, the two are locked into a pleasant, enjoyable conversation. Frisk is more than eager to learn more about monsters like Napstablook, while the ghost is happy to answer all of their questions.
Rather than interrupt them, Toriel is content with watching, looking on with a satisfied smile as the usually-emotionless child bombards Napstablook with questions. Eventually, her mind even begins to wander, and she turns her attention away from the duo's talk, being reminded of another curious child she knew...
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...as it would turn out, leaving the two to talk without supervision was a mistake. When Toriel turns her attention back to them, it's already too late to stop Napstablook from saying something they shouldn't have.
"this was nice." the depressed ghost says, smiling more than they have in years. "it looks like the rumors about humans were true..."
"...Rumors...?"
"...yeah... ever since the last human's journey, the way people talked about humans changed..."
"...?"
"everyone likes to talk about how nice humans are now. seeing how nice you are makes me regret missing my chance to talk to the last human. maybe he would've liked my magic too... oh, now that i think about it, it wouldn't have mattered if i met him..."
"Why's that?" Frisk asks, barely being able to get the question out.
"he wouldn't have been able to see it anyways..."
Notes:
Napstablook may or may not have made a teeny tiny mistake. This will end well.
Also, he/they Napstablook is peak.
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Chapter 76: Toriel's explanation
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As soon as the words leave Napstablook's mouth, Frisk's subtle smile freezes on their face, and a deep silence fills the room. Confused at the sudden halt in their conversation, the ghost look around, feeling a strange sense of discomfort...
When he looks around, he quickly realizes that something is wrong, as the look upon Toriel's face can only be described as "horrified". The longer he looks, the more Napstablook begins to realize that he made a mistake.
Without giving him any time to float back into the ground, Frisk steps forward, staring at the ghost with a blank, expressionless face.
"What do you mean?" they ask, sounding perfectly polite and calm. Despite their reasonable tone, Napstablook can't help but feel uneasy.
"...uh... i... it's nothing..."
"Are you talking about Clover? What happened to him?"
"..."
"My child, I think we should--"
Before Toriel can even attempt to distract Frisk, their voice takes on a harsh tone, making the ghost in front of them flinch back.
"Napstablook. What were you talking about?"
"...he... he... uhm..."
The small human takes a step towards the anxious monster, causing them to make a hasty retreat into the floor.
As soon as Napstablook flees, Frisk whirls towards Toriel, showing a rare emotion, and one that Toriel hasn't seen on a human in a long, long time...
Frisk looks enraged. Their normally-blank face is marred by anger. For a brief moment, Toriel even thinks that she'll have to prepare for battle and do her best to survive against another human child... but luckily, Frisk doesn't attack. Instead, they attempt to forcefully calm their breathing, looking as if they're struggling against themself...
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"...Miss Toriel? What happened to my Big Brother?" they eventually ask, forcing a blank, calm look upon their face.
"My child..."
"The other monsters seem to think a lot of humans, and Napstablook all but said that it was because of Clover. He did something that helped you guys, didn't he? Is that why monsters think that humans are good now?"
"..."
"And he'd want me to know what happened to him, right? Even... even if you don't think that I should know, don't I deserve to know? If Clover helped all of you so much, then don't you owe it to him, at least, to tell me?"
The calm, timid tone of their voice makes Toriel's heart bleed. Even though she knows that Frisk is just putting on a front to get answers... she can't help but want to tell them...
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...but she can't. As cowardly as it may be, Toriel can't risk telling them. If they're anything like Chara, then learning that would only hurt them. It'd be best if she waited until they could handle learning the truth.
"...Miss Toriel?" Frisk presses, showing a hint of impatience...
Toriel's throat feels dry as the young human's words reach her ears. Her mouth opens and closes for several seconds as she internally debates on what to say.
Despite how much the goat-like monster wants to avoid telling Frisk anything, she knows that leaving it at this will only cause them to assume the worst case scenario. The fact that the worse case scenario is true doesn't help much either...
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"...My child... let's discuss this when we get home. I know you don't want to wait, but..."
"Do you promise to tell the truth?"
"..."
"Miss Toriel? You wouldn't lie to me about this, would you? You'll really tell me what happened to him?"
"...I promise, young one, that I'll tell you what happened to Clover. Once we get home, I'll cook up a nice, large dinner for you, we'll sit down in the dining room, eat our meals, and then I'll explain. Is that alright with you?"
A satisfied smile appears on Frisk's face at this... and yet it feels forced, even more-so than most of the sweater-wearing human's smiles are.
Given the subject, Toriel can't exactly blame them. Frisk is well aware that something bad has happened to Clover. Even if they want to hope otherwise, the fact that the monsters of the Ruins hasn't told them anything about him doesn't bode well for Clover's well-being...
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Hours later, a strange, morose silence spreads throughout Toriel's dining room. Both her and the young, expressionless human that lives with her sit at the dining room table, each looking down at the plates of food Toriel made.
Both Frisk and the goat-like monster in front of them aren't really paying attention to their plates. Rather, they're both lost in their own thoughts, each waiting for the other to make the first move...
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...it doesn't take long for Toriel to crack under the pressure. With a familiar sense of guilt, she sets her fork down on her plate, turning her focus towards Frisk.
"I... I suppose it'd be best if I started by explaining from the beginning?" she suggests, audibly gulping when Frisk turns their gaze to her.
"...Yes please."
The quiet, soft tone of their voice only serves to further enhance Toriel's guilt... but she pushes this guilt down.
"The human who came before you... his name was... his name is Clover. From what you've said, you knew him before he arrived in the Underground?"
Upon seeing Frisk nod their head, she continues speaking.
"I met Clover about five years ago in the same room where I first met you. When I found him, he was locked into a battle with one of the local Froggits."
"...A battle? He... he was fighting against someone?" Frisk interrupts, looking at Toriel with an unbelieving expression upon their face.
"I understand your confusion." Toriel says, raising a hand to halt Frisk before they can ask too many questions. "I didn't know him for long, but from what I gathered, Clover wasn't the type to attack others for no reason... and he didn't. He was in a battle because the Froggit started a battle."
"What?!"
"Back then, the Underground wasn't a safe place for humans. We need seven human souls to break through the Barrier, and at the time, many monsters decided that it was their duty to collect said souls. The fact that the King had previously declared war on humanity didn't help..."
A subtle look of anger appears on the young human's face when they hear this, but before they can get too angry, the motherly monster hurries to elaborate.
"I gave the Froggit a good talking to later, of course, and they realized that what they did was wrong. No monsters in the Ruins hold any delusions about gathering more souls, and if Clover were to stay around here, I'm confident that nobody would have tried to hurt him."
"...He didn't stay here?"
As soon as the question leaves their lips, Toriel realizes that she made a mistake. Unfortunately for her, it's far too late to go back now. Even still, it takes her several seconds to continue her explanation...
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"I... I think he would have if he could, but..."
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"...but...?"
"...but I wasn't paying enough attention." she admits, voice heavy with guilt. "The floor near one of the puzzles was old and... and it crumbled under his weight. He fell through it, and that was the last I saw of him..."
"..."
A dark, unreadable expression falls upon Frisk's face at this news. Their hands clench and unclench over and over, as if they want to clench their hands into fists, but some small part of their mind is stopping them. When Toriel sees this, she immediately continues speaking, doing her best to soothe their worries.
"Oh, don't misunderstand, he survived that fall! It wasn't too great of a fall, nothing fatal to a human. Luckily for him, the place where he fell led to a section of the Ruins called the 'Dark Ruins'. After he fell, he was soon found by some of the monsters who lived there, and spent quite a while living with them. I'm told that he greatly enjoyed being there, and made many friends.
Frisk visibly sags in relief at this, and although they glare at the goat-like monster for making them worry so much, it's obvious to Toriel that they aren't too angry at her. Rather, the small child is just happy that their sibling didn't die...
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...but eventually, a terrifying thought comes to mind.
"...Miss Toriel?" Frisk asks, looking almost... afraid. "If Clover survived the fall, then... what did Napstablook mean when they said that Clover wouldn't have been able to see their magic?"
The goat-like monster flinches backwards at this question, something that doesn't escape Frisk's attention, and falls silent, as if unwilling to answer...
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"...Miss Toriel?"
"..."
"You promised to tell me the truth, didn't you?"
"...I..."
"So what happened?"
"..."
A small, weary sigh escapes from her mouth at Frisk's questions... but Toriel knows that she can't avoid answering this. If she doesn't give Frisk an answer, they'll go to another monster, and if they don't like the answer...
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...Well, a human with LOVE 2 can easily dust a monster by accident...
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"...He... he injured his head during the fall." Toriel says, neglecting to mention the fact that it was a monster who was responsible for the damage. "Because of that, he..."
"...He...?"
"...He lost his sight. From what I've learnt, he was completely blinded by the injuries he suffered."
Toriel's home has become far, far more quiet in recent days. Ever since her conversation with Frisk ended, the young human has barely said a word to any of the monsters they've met, spending more and more time alone. They eat their food on time, yes, and they'll answer any question directed at them, but it's obvious to everyone that they aren't happy.
Despite all of the local monsters' attempts to cheer them up or accompany them when they wander the Ruins, Frisk has been exploring the Ruins by themself, always managing to find a way around whatever monster is in their way.
None of their attempts to get past these monsters are violent, thankfully, but it still worries Toriel. She's tried to ground the sweater-clad child, she's tried to bargain with them, and she's even tried to secretly follow them, but everything Toriel tries is met with failure. As if that wasn't enough, she's been plagued by a strange sense of deja vu whenever Frisk leaves the house by themself...
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...Because of this, she's worried for them. They're obviously hurting from what they've learnt, even if they try to hide it, and so they're spending more time by themself, as if staying away from others will lessen the pain they feel.
Frankly, Toriel is surprised that they aren't blaming her for Clover's blindness. The goat-like monster made it very clear that if she was more attentive, the ground wouldn't have crumbled beneath Clover, leading to the large fall he took.
When Toriel told them about his blindness, she was expecting them to get angry. She thought that they would have attacked her like some of the humans who came before them. She thought that they would've tried their hardest to kill her, what with their soul having LOVE... and yet they didn't.
Frisk calmly accepted this news, finished their dinner, and went to bed. Even if they're acting off now... it's a much better situation than what she had expected...
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...but if that's the case, then why doesn't she feel relieved? Even though Toriel didn't tell Frisk everything that happened to Clover, she shouldn't be feeling this much dread. She shouldn't feel this worried over the future... right...?
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...With a small sigh, Toriel shakes these thought out of her head. She doesn't know why she feels like this, but she hopes that there's someone that may be able to ease her worries.
After taking a look around her house to make sure that Frisk is on one of their solo-adventures through the Ruins, the motherly monster slowly walks downstairs, silently hoping that the one who'll ease her worries has decided to visit today...
As Toriel walks to the end of the hallway, she can't help but frown at the piles of rubble strewn throughout the area. This reminder of her past actions... it makes her almost regretful...
The hallway beneath her home used to lead to the exit of the Ruins, but when she heard about what had happened to Clover, and got back into her alcoholic habbits... well... let's just say that there's a reason as to why the hallway is covered in rubble...
Approaching the ruined, rubble-covered exit, Toriel raises her voice, calling out into a small crack in the wall.
"Knock knock."
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Whatever hopes she had were crushed by the silence, making her mood even worse. Biting back a sigh, the former Queen of the Underground turns around, intending to head back home...
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"heh... who's there?"
Chapter 77: A way out
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As Toriel walks through the ruined, rubble-filled hallway underneath her house, Frisk can be seen searching the Ruins, taking care to avoid any monsters in their way.
While they search, their usual blank expression never leaves their face, although if one were to look closely, they may notice a subtle tension in the young human.
That's because, of course, Frisk does feel tense. They're more worried now than they've ever been in their life, and for good reason.
Frisk's big brother is blind, and on top of that, he was blinded during a time in which monsters wanted to kill any humans they found.
Clover may have been one of the toughest, most determined people they knew... but would that determination hold up if he suddenly lost his sight?
Considering that he didn't just LOAD to before he became blind, it seems that it didn't. This means that Clover was alone, blind, in constant danger, and worst of all, he wasn't the most determined person in the Underground.
He obviously needs their help, which means that Frisk needs to get out of the Ruins as soon as they can.
Of course, if the young human wasn't so caught up in their worries over their older brother, then they may have realized that it's been five years since Clover was blinded. He'd either be long dead, or, considering how unhostile monsterkind is to humans now, he wouldn't need Frisk's help anymore.
Unfortunately, their mind is far too focused on the tiny little fact that Clover is literally blind.
And so here they are, frantically searching the Ruins in an attempt to find an exit.
To Frisk's annoyance, they've had no luck so far, and today has been one of the most frustrating to get through, what with them running into more monsters than usual.
Even though they've been using their "control over the timeline" to slip past any monsters who want to follow them and avoid any distractions, Frisk hasn't found any paths to the rest of the Underground, despite how long they've been searching.
It's wildly infuriating, to say the least. They want nothing more than to find a way out so they can make it to Clover, but all of their efforts so far have been for nothing.
For a while, Frisk considered using their ability to save and load to waste no time in finding an exit. It didn't take the young human long to realize that if they were to save before searching for an exit, they could load that save at the end of every day, leading to them having as much time as needed to find a way out of the Ruins. Logically, it's the best way to meet their goals... and yet they haven't been doing this.
As usual, the "small part of them" is doing their best to stop Frisk from leaving the Ruins. They desperately want Frisk to spend as much time living here as possible... and even though Frisk may feel like this because of the small part's influence, they can't help but enjoy their time in the Ruins.
Although Frisk has lived in "nice" homes for the majority of their life, they never actually liked the time they spent in those houses. Even when Frisk was treated well, such as when they lived in the home where they first met Clover, they didn't feel as "at-home" as they do now.
The young human isn't quite sure as to why they feel more at-home in the Ruins, but they do. They enjoy eating Toriel's cooking. They enjoy wandering the Ruins, speaking with the monsters they find, and most of all, they enjoy being away from the humans on the Surface.
Perhaps that's why they've decided against their plan to waste "no time". Their life in the Ruins is much better than anything they've experienced in their life. Frisk would even go so far as to say that it's fun.
Logically, it doesn't matter how long they spend searching for an exit. If it turns out that they are too late to find Clover, they'll simply RESET back to when they first arrived in the Underground, and then speed through the Ruins, and eventually make their way to him.
So instead of rushing around and trying to find a way out of here as soon as possible, Frisk's best option would be to just enjoy the time they spend here. They have all the time in the world, after all.
As soon as the sweater-clad child has this thought, they abruptly halt in place, staring vacantly into the air in front of them...
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...or more specifically, they stare at the "Save File" floating in the air in front of them. The longer they stare at this file, the more their body trembles, before eventually, Frisk's expressionless face morphs into a furious one.
Their small hands clench tightly into fists, and it takes all of their strength to stop themself from shouting. Even still, their voice, which was supposed to come out as a harsh, angry whisper, is loud enough for everyone in the room with them to hear. Luckily for Frisk, they're alone as they wander the Ruins...
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...right...?
"You... you're sick." they say, feeling angrier than they've ever felt before. "I don't know why you're doing this, but if you know what's good for you, you'll stop."
"..."
Their words get no answer, and yet deep inside, they can feel that "small part" that's been bothering hesitate. It reacts to their words, and when Frisk realizes that they're being ignored, their fury only multiplies.
Just before the small human can raise their voice and continue venting their fury, they hear a small scoff from behind them, causing their eyes to widen in shock.
Frisk immediately whirls to stare at the source of the noise, instinctively reaching for their weapon-- a toy knife they found not too long ago-- just in case they'll need to defend themself... and when their eyes fall upon the monster that made the noise, the tension doesn't leave them. Instead, they become even more on-guard, and when this monster speaks, a scowl forms upon the young human's face...
"Golly... you're so perceptive! Color me surprised!" Flowey says, leering at Frisk with a mocking grin. "I mean, I am a little disappointed that it's taken this long for you to notice me, sure, but not everyone can be as good as Clover was! Let me tell you, back in his prime, that cowboy would've noticed much earlier!"
Silence fills the air as Frisk stares at Flowey, making the flower more than a little uncomfortable.
'God, what a freak!' he internally grumbles, doing his best to keep his signature smile on his face. 'First they look and sound like they want to kill me for spying on them, and then as soon as I actually reveal myself, they go ahead and put that blank expression back onto their face! It's like they're surprised to actually see me!'
"Flowey... you were... why were you following me?" Frisk asks, doing their best to mask their confusion.
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'Were they... were they talking to themself...? They aren't acting like they knew I was following them... is this some sort of weird attempt at reverse psychology?!'
"Flowey...?"
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An annoyed sigh makes its way out of the flower's mouth as he realizes that the young human may have not realized that he was following them... but he pushes these thoughts away, instead letting out a loud chuckle.
"Well, I suppose it's because of how funny it is to watch you run around the Ruins like a headless chicken!" he says, taking no small amount of joy in the brief flash of anger that he sees upon the human's face. "Let me guess, you're looking for an exit, huh?"
A silent nod is the only response Frisk deigns to give him, but that's enough for his smile to grow strained.
"...Because of Clover, right?"
He's answered by yet another nod, fully wiping the smile from his face.
"Yeah, that tracks. You're just as stubborn as he was..."
Flowey shuts his mouth, drowning the area in silence yet again. Instead of breaking this silence with one of his usual sarcastic, mean-spirited comments, the flower simply stares at the young human with a complicated look upon his face.
Without any sign of the confusion they feel, Frisk meets his gaze, making Flowey come this close to telling the truth about what had happened to their older brother...
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...but of course, he doesn't. Flowey has long decided against letting Frisk know the truth. If you count all of the various runs he's gone through, Flowey is one of the oldest monsters alive. He's spent the vast majority of those runs messing with others. He knows what makes people tick, and the way that Frisk has acted makes him think that letting them know about Clover's death would be an awful idea.
So he won't tell them, even though it makes him burn with guilt... but even though he won't tell them, he can help prepare them to learn, and the first step to that would be getting them out of the Ruins...
"Well... alright..." Flowey mutters, taking a deep, steadying breath. "You want to get out of here, right?"
"I do." Frisk immediately replies.
"Okay... then why aren't you taking the obvious exit?"
"...?"
"What, you don't remember what Toriel told you? You know, the thing about how Clover fell and became blind?"
The human's expression darkens for a brief moment at the mention of what happened to their brother, but it doesn't take long for them to recognize what Flowey is getting at, leading to their face showing a rare look of shock.
"You mean--"
"That's right, genius. If you break the floor where Clover fell, you'll find yourself in the Dark Ruins, and then you can escape from there! Honestly, I'm surprised that it's taken you this long to realize that..."
As soon as the words leave his mouth, the sweater-wearing child turns away from him, quickly walking towards the first real puzzle in the Ruins... but they don't get to take more than a few steps before a vine wraps around their right leg, halting them in place.
"Hold your horses! Are you really sure that you want to rush away right now?"
"Yes."
"...Really? You don't have any questions you want to ask Toriel, or any goodbyes to say before you leave?"
"I'll be back after I find Clover." Frisk says, voice firm. "It shouldn't take more than a few days."
"...Okay... good luck with that..."
With those last few words, Flowey disappears into the ground, leaving the young human alone in the cold, stony halls of the Ruins...
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It took Frisk a while to realize this, but they haven't truly been alone ever since falling into the Underground... and this stalker of theirs isn't Flowey.
After taking a few minutes to make sure that the golden flower is no longer following them, the sweater-clad human makes their way to a quiet, out-of-the-way room they've found when exploring the Ruins.
From what Frisk has gathered, no monsters, including ghosts, come to this room. There's no chance of them being overheard here, which is exactly what they want.
"I don't know who you are, and I don't know how you've managed to mess with my mind so much, but I think it's time that we had an actual conversation." they say, talking to the empty room they stand in. "I'll give you ten seconds to reveal yourself... or else."
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"7 seconds."
"...Or else what?" a strange, unfamiliar voice says, sounding as if they're right behind Frisk.
Oddly enough, this voice is almost... muddled, somehow. It's far quieter than it should be, although it isn't exactly a whisper.
Despite their momentary confusion at how young the voice sounds , Frisk carries on, threatening this voice in a confident tone.
"Or else I'll take my anger out on Toriel. I don't know why, but you're very attached to her, aren't you?"
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"6 seconds."
"You wouldn't. You're not a murderer... not really. That human on the Surface doesn't count."
Even though this voice tries its best to mimic Frisk's confident tone, they can easily see how nervous it is, only further emboldening the young human.
"I don't need to be." they respond. "I can load to before her death. I may feel a little guilty, sure... but we both know that it'll hurt you much more than it'll hurt me."
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"Fine, I get it! I'll converse with you, since that's what you want so much." the voice says, trying their best to sound mature and calm despite the obvious panic in their tone.
A small smile appears on Frisk's face at this, but rather than taunt the voice, they stay silent, waiting for them to speak.
"...I suppose it'd be best if we started with introductions, wouldn't it?"
"You already know my name."
"I do..."
"So get on with it." the young human demands. "Who are you, and why are you following me?"
"I... I don't know why I'm following you, only that I have to." the voice says, struggling to keep their tone steady. "I'm just as confused about the entire situation as you are."
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"...but I do remember my name, so I can answer that question, at least..."
The voice suddenly grows clearer. While it was previously quiet and muffled, the voice now sounds like it comes from right in front of Frisk, making them feel strangely uneasy.
Their uneasiness only grows when the voice's next words reach their ears.
"My name is Chara Dreemurr. I was the first human to fall into the Underground."
Chapter 78: A familiar child
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Chara "watches" the young, sweater-wearing human with the closest equivalent they have to a smug smile. They're a little more eager to see the confidence knocked out of them than they should be, but after the way that Frisk has been acting, Chara thinks that they have a right to be smug while this human struggles to come to terms with the information they just learnt.
The way they attempt to hide their shock is almost funny to watch. Mere moments before, they were threatening Mom in an attempt to force Chara to reveal themself... but now?
Now, Frisk is completely silent, putting all of their focus on keeping their expression under control.
Of course, their attempts to hide their feelings are all for naught, as Chara is directly connected to their SOUL. They know what Frisk is feeling, and although they could block these emotions out... why would they?
From what Chara can tell, Frisk's way of thinking is scarily similar to how they used to think before falling into the Underground themself, and when you add onto the fact that this new human has a soul of Determination...
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...well, it's best if Chara has access to their thoughts. After all, if they try their hardest, they can actually affect Frisk and their actions, which they've taken full advantage of so far to stop them from doing anything outrageous....
That's not to say that the soulless human has full control over Frisk. Far from it, as a matter of fact. Now that the human is aware of what Chara is doing, it's likely that Frisk will be able to ignore Chara's attempts to mess with their mind. At best, they can slightly affect how they act... so as unused to it as they are, persuasion is now the only option Chara has available to them.
The entire situation is amusing, if they're to be completely honest with themself. Chara is so used to being the one in control, and they can easily see the irony in what they're facing now.
Back when they were alive, Chara was the most Determined being in the Underground. When they first arrived down here, they weren't shy about using this power, and it led to them being quite detached from their family, even though they were the first people to have shown them love.
If it weren't for one of Dad's friends talking to them about it, then the now-soulless human wouldn't have even realized that they were becoming distant.
Apparently, this monster was the most Determined being before Chara, and they had quite a lot of wisdom to spread around... it's a shame that Chara took their advice a little too close to heart, leading to them making a plan that they weren't going to come back from...
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...their surprise when they woke up was understandably enormous.
The last thing that the disembodied human remembers before meeting Frisk is Asriel's refusal to go through with their plan, making their sacrifice all for naught, and then being forced to watch as he died due to the actions of the scum on the Surface.
After that, Chara was completely unconscious, as if they fell into a deep, dreamless sleep. On rare occasions-- seven, counting Frisk-- their "sleep" would be interrupted by a brief flash of consciousness, along with strange images to accompany this flash.
Every single time that this happened, they would feel an odd tugging sensation, as if they were drawn to something... or someone. It was never quite enough to fully rouse them, and other than the brief images, they were left to their rest.
Unfortunately, this sensation only became stronger as time passed and more humans fell into the Underground, before eventually, Chara found themself fully conscious and in a body that they didn't recognize.
And yet even that wasn't even the worst part of it all. The worst part was not the memories of their failure to free Monsterkind, nor was it the memories of helplessly watching as humans slaughtered their brother... no, the worst part of Chara's situation was that they couldn't feel anything. For a while, they even feared that this would last forever...
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...luckily for them, their fears were soon put at ease.
The first monster that the young, seemingly-emotionless human encountered was oddly familiar to Chara, and it didn't take them long to realize why.
This monster is soulless, just like Chara... and after observing how this monster acts, they're pretty sure as to who they actually are underneath the "Flowey" mask they appear to act as...
When they had this realization, the now-dead human felt the first bit of emotion they had ever since waking up, and as fate would have it, it's the same emotion they felt when they were watching Asriel die.
Guilt.
It didn't take long for other emotions to come flooding in, although the vast majority only appeared after Frisk met with Mom.
Even though many of these emotions were negative, it was a welcome improvement from the lack of feeling they had upon first waking up. From what they can tell, their emotional improvement comes from a combination of being connected to Frisk's SOUL, watching Frisk talk to people that Chara used to know and love, and time passing by.
The last bit being key to their improvement. The longer they spend around Mom and the other monsters in the Ruins, the more Chara becomes "themself". Even though they're soulless, they can regain some semblance of normalcy if they get Frisk to stay in the Ruins for a little longer.
That's a big if, however, as it seems that now that Frisk has become privy to their presence, they'll be leaving soon.
Chara doesn't know who this "Clover" is, but they desperately hope that he's alright, even after being blinded. Both because they know what it's like to lose their brother...
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Frisk has to take several moments to steady themself when they hear who the "small part" that's been bothering them actually is. The shock is so great, in fact, that their usual expressionless mask falters, and it takes a conscious effort to put it back on.
They're no stranger to the story of the first human. Even though it's an obvious sore subject-- doubly so for some monsters, such as Toriel and Flowey-- they've heard it more than a few times by now. If it wasn't for Chara stopping them, they probably would've saved/loaded until they got the story out of Toriel herself, since she knew the first human personally.
In hindsight, it makes a lot of sense that Chara would stop them from asking Toriel about the past humans. They seem to care about her almost as much as Frisk cares about Clover, so they can understand Chara's hesitance to cause Toriel any sorrow.
It still doesn't make the young human happy about the ghost-like human messing with their mind... but they can't exactly blame them, although that may just be the bond they share twisting their mind.
This bond between Frisk and the "first human" goes both ways. Chara can sense the emotions that Frisk feels, and Frisk can in turn sense the emotions that Chara feels. It wasn't noticeable at first, but after becoming aware that the "small part" that's been bothering Frisk was an actual person, they were easily able to realize that the strange, unfamiliar emotions that've been plaguing them weren't their own emotions.
Because of this, the young human is confident that Chara was telling the truth when they claimed to be unaware of why they're bound to Frisk. This begs the question of how a long-dead child came to haunt them.
Frankly, Frisk hopes that Chara's situation is a one-time thing. The last thing they need is for the Chief's spirit to follow in Chara's footsteps...
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...Suddenly, a strange sense of dread falls upon Frisk, snapping them out of these thoughts.
As soon as they feel this sense of dread, Frisk realizes that it isn't coming from them. Rather, it comes from the tag-along they've picked up.
With practiced ease, they push down this feeling, along with the other thoughts they were having, and instead mask it with their usual blank expression.
"So you're Toriel's kid? Is that why you've been so eager to stay?" they ask, noting that the sense of dread disappears the moment Chara "hears" their question.
"...Yes. I am... I was the adopted child of Asgore Dreemurr and Toriel Dreemurr, the rulers of the Underground." Chara replies, voice as even and calm as Frisk's.
"And you used to have the most Determination in the Underground?"
A metaphorical nod of the head answers this question, leading to the small human's next question.
"Ok... so what exactly do you want? We both know what my goal is, and having you actually help me instead of doing your best to influence my thoughts would be in our best interests."
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This question actually causes Chara to fall silent for quite some time. Both of them know what Chara really wants-- to stay in the Ruins with Toriel-- but they're both aware that Frisk won't accept that. Frisk needs to find Clover, and staying in the Ruins directly goes against that goal...
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"...I... I'm not completely sure." they finally admit, causing the expressionless-human they're conversing with to raise an eyebrow. "Staying here is enjoyable for both of us, and it's clear to me that it isn't just because of my influence on you. You like staying with Mom, and for good reason. She's far better than any humans on the Surface."
"...So you don't actually want anything? I'm free to continue on from here without actually doing anything?" Frisk pushes, forcing Chara to hurriedly continue speaking.
"I didn't say that! I'm just... unsure of what to ask. It's clear that you want to hurry to find your big brother, but maybe--"
Before the soulless human can even voice their suggestion, Frisk shakes their head, scowling heavily at what Chara was about to ask.
"You know as well as I do that I'm not staying here any longer than necessary. I'll return after finding Clover, yes, but I'm not letting you waste any more time than you already have."
A surge of anger runs through the sweater-clad child when they say this, but they force it down, knowing that this anger doesn't come from them. With a lingering sense of frustration, they quietly wait for Chara to respond to their denial...
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"...No. That's non-negotiable. If you don't agree with this, then I won't help you."
Now it's Frisk's turn to be annoyed, yet they don't even get the chance to speak before Chara continues talking.
"And I'm well-aware that you want my help. I'm one of the few beings you've encountered that has knowledge of SAVES and LOADS, and unlike Asr... unlike Flowey, I can be persuaded to part with my information."
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"Frisk... don't you think that Mom at least deserves a 'goodbye' before we leave?" Chara asks, voice suddenly turning soft and gentle. "She's been taking care of you without asking for anything in return. When I first fell down here, it took a while for me to trust her, but after I did, I never regretted it."
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Frisk's hands clench tightly together, and an annoyed scoff makes its way out of their mouth... but even still, they keep their silence.
"Although a lot of time has passed, I'm confident when I say that her kindness is still genuine. Mom is like Clover. She's just a good person, and leaving without saying anything wouldn't be right, would it?"
When these words reach the young human's ears, they feel a strange sense of guilt, and something deep inside of them wants to waste just a little more time in the Ruins...
"...I told you not to mess with my head." Frisk mutters, voice cold and angry.
"I'm not." Chara replies.
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"...Fine, what did you have in mind?"
After spending hours in the crumbled, ruin-ridden hallway beneath her home, Toriel realizes that it's getting rather late, and that she'll need to get started on dinner soon if she wants Frisk to eat before bed. After saying goodbye to her pun-loving friend, the former Queen of the Underground makes her way back towards her home, thinking of what to make for dinner...
'Maybe another pie...? It can't be butterscotch, since too many sweets is harmful for a human.' Toriel thinks, wracking her head for recipes that she thinks Frisk will enjoy. 'Perhaps... no, I can't make anything with snails. I've heard that children don't like them...'
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'...I suppose I'll have to go out and shop for groceries? If I have time afterwards, I could make myself a snail pie. Those are always--'
A pleasant, familiar smell reaches Toriel's nose, stopping her thoughts of what to cook. Tilting her head in confusion, she steps onto the stairs leading to her home, calling out in a loud voice as she walks up them.
"My child? Are you here?"
"I'm in the kitchen!" Frisk responds brightly. "Come here! I have something to show you."
Confused and curious, the goat-like monster obliges, quickly walking towards the kitchen...
When Toriel actually enters the kitchen, she instantly halts in her tracks, staring at the sight before her with wide, unbelieving eyes. This sight is familiar to her, and she's seen it in her dreams many times... although Toriel never thought she'd see it again.
Standing in front of the oven is a small, sweater-clad child. These child's hands are adorned with overly-large oven mitts, and they carry a delicious-smelling pie. Upon seeing her, they set the pie down on the counter, grinning proudly.
The way that Frisk smiles at them, along with the fresh, green-striped sweater they wear, brings back memories of the best time of Toriel's life. For a brief moment, she sees another human child in their place...
The image of this rosy-cheeked child is vivid enough for tears to pool in her eyes, but she's able to stop herself from crying... until the child in front of them opens their mouth, speaking the words that she thought she'd never hear again.
"I made dinner for us, Mom. Snail pie is still your favorite, isn't it?"
Chapter 79: Answers
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As Toriel stares at the young human sitting across from her, she can't stop her hands from trembling, nor can she stop her gaze from lingering on this child's smile.
Several times, she almost reaches out to touch them, as if to confirm that they're real... but the table in front of her keeps Frisk out of arms-reach, and she's grateful for it. Toriel has grown used to thinking of Chara when she looks at the small human-- after all, they've been wearing one of Chara's green sweaters for the past few days-- but the smile, along with the way they've been speaking...
"What's wrong, Mom? You've barely touched your pie. I thought you enjoyed snail pie?" the young, usually-expressionless human says, sounding genuinely worried about Toriel.
Frisk actually showing emotion is weird enough, but to top it all off, they're going so far as to actually call her Mom, and they're doing it in the exact same tone Chara used to speak in.
She doesn't know who taught them to speak like that, but the longer Frisk talks, the more uneasy and guilty she feels. Toriel has a sneaking suspicion of why they're talking like Chara, and this only makes the guilt she feels more intense.
"Mom...?"
"I... I am fine, little one." she replies, forcing a shaky smile onto her face. "It's just... you remind me of someone I used to know..."
"I do? What were they like?"
The way Frisk's tone differs from their earlier sentences causes the goat-like monster to raise an eyebrow, both relieved and confused at the sudden change.
"It's quite the sad story. Are you... are you sure that you want to hear about them?"
Upon seeing Frisk nod their head, Toriel takes a deep, steadying breath, preparing herself both to tell this story, and to do something she should've done when she first met Frisk...
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"...You remind me of Chara, the first human to have fallen down here. I'm sure that you've already asked the other monsters in the Ruins about them, have you not?"
A small chuckle escapes from Toriel's mouth when she sees a flash of guilt appear on the young human's face, but rather than scold them for prying, she simply reassures them.
"I don't hold it against you, young one. Some of the humans who fell before you did the same... and I suppose that since you already know the basics, I'll just tell you about Chara as I knew them."
When she says this, Frisk's guilty expression immediately disappears, quickly being replaced by one of pure curiosity. Their curiosity is so intense, in fact, that Toriel can't help but be reminded of her first child yet again...
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"...It's been a long time since Chara was alive, but the memories I have of them haven't faded." Toriel begins, voice heavy and full of wistfulness. "Chara came from the same village as you do, and even though that village is a bit different from how it is today, it still caused Chara to be... troubled."
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The young, sweater-clad human flinches slightly at the influx of complicated, unusual emotions Toriel's words bring. Luckily for them, the goat-like monster is too caught up in her story to notice anything odd about their reactions.
"They were slow to trust others, and even when they did trust someone, Chara-- oh, how should I put this-- well... it wouldn't be inaccurate to say that Chara liked to be the one in control. They were very good at getting others to do what they wanted them to do, and they weren't shy to take advantage of that skill."
"So you're saying that they were a bad person?" Frisk questions, baring able to hold back a frown at the insinuation.
"No, no, not at all! Chara had their flaws, as we all do, but they had a very good heart. Even at their most distrustful, Chara was never a 'bad person'. Chara was just a young, troubled child, and I understand why acted like they did. It's even more impressive that they managed to grow past these flaws."
"They did...?"
"Yes. Before... before they died, Chara had all but moved past the person they were when they arrived in the Underground. We were all glad to see how far they had come, and nobody was happier than Chara themself."
Ignoring how Toriel chokes up slightly as she talks, the young human decides to to stay silent, taking their time to digest this information...
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...but eventually, a small, reluctant sigh escapes from their mouth, and in the next moment, their entire demeanor changes.
Gone is Frisk's thoughtful, curious expression. Instead, the look upon the young human's face is almost... remorseful.
"...I'm sure that they were very regretful for how they acted." 'Frisk' says, voice shaking ever so slightly. "You took such good care of them, and it wasn't right for--"
"The time I spent raising Chara was the happiest I have ever been." the former Queen of the Underground gently interrupts, standing up from her chair as she speaks. "Chara was flawed, yes, but I wouldn't have changed anything about them. They were my child, and I loved them no matter what they did."
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"I wasn't lying when I said that you remind me of them, young one. When I first talked with you, it was difficult to get Chara's image out of my head. In truth, I may have been overly-eager to treat you as my own child, and I think that may explain why you've been speaking like them. You're not Chara, nor will you ever be them..."
A bitter grimace appears on Frisk's face at these words, but before they can respond, Toriel walks up to where they sit, kneeling to look the young human in their eyes.
"...but that doesn't matter to me. You may be similar to Chara in many ways, but there are just as many ways that you differ from them. I know that you already called me 'Mom', but since I didn't ask before, I think it would be best if I asked you this now. Frisk... would you mind it if I referred to you as 'my child'?"
The young human's ugly expression is immediately wiped off of their face, being replaced with a look of pure shock. The look makes Toriel's heart bleed, as she can guess by the look on their face that nobody's ever left a decision like this up to Frisk before.
Their surprise is so great, in fact, that they even forget to answer Toriel's question, instead staring at her for several long, silent seconds...
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"...I would." they finally answer, squeezing her tightly...
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It takes quite a while for the two to finish their hug, but eventually, a loud yawn escapes from Toriel's mouth, causing her to break off the hug.
"Oh, I apologize... today has been rather eventful, hasn't it?" she asks, smiling softly at the young human in front of her. "I'll just go ahead and gather the dish--"
"I'm going to make myself something too, so there's no need to clean up now." Frisk lies, bearing a similar smile to Toriel. "You can go to bed. I'll clean after I finish eating."
"Frisk, you don't have to do that..."
"But I want to."
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An exasperated sigh makes its way out of Toriel's mouth, and inwardly, she can't help but wonder if being stubborn is a trait shared by all humans. Knowing that she won't win this battle, Toriel opts to not even fight it.
"...Goodnight, my child. I'll wake you tomorrow morning, and... and I think we'll have to have another talk. It's about the humans who fell before you..."
The sweater-wearing child freezes at this, looking at Toriel with a questioning gaze... but rather than push her to talk now, Frisk instead shakes these thoughts out of their head, smiling as warmly as they can manage.
"Goodnight, Mom, I'll see you tomorrow."
Accompanied by the sounds of Frisk as they clean up the mess that dinner made, Toriel trudges to her room, falling asleep almost as soon as her head hits the pillow.
Unknown to her, she would not see Frisk when she wakes up tomorrow. The only traces of her child will be a fully-cleaned home, an extra serving of snail pie, and a glass so full of water that it almost spills over the top.
"...It's pretty dark in here. It isn't too late to go back to Mom."
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Despite the silence that their words are met with, the ghost-like human isn't annoyed. Instead, the only emotion going through them is pure joy as they pester Frisk in the dark, abandoned area of the Ruins that they travel through.
"So does that make us siblings?" Chara teases, sounding far happier than they have since they first began to speak with Frisk. "Actually, now that I think about it... does that make me your big sibling?"
A spike of anger (and embarrassment) runs through Frisk at these words, only multiplying Chara's enjoyment.
"I only have one big sibling, and you are not Clover." Frisk snaps, clenching the toy knife in their hand tightly. "Besides, I only called Toriel 'Mom' because you kept messing with my head."
"Oh, really?"
"Really."
If a bodiless, soulless human could smile, then Chara would have a large smirk upon their face while they mess with the human they're bound to. As Frisk passes by a room filled with broken, crumbled pillars, Chara continues to speak, this time in a sing-song voice.
"It seems that you're less observant than I give you credit for. I had long stopped trying to 'mess with your head' by then. The only thing I did was say sorry to Mom, everything else is on you."
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"'Big sibling Chara' has a nice ring to it, don't you think? I'll admit, being the older sibling will be a new experience for me."
"...I'm still not calling you that."
"We can further discuss this once we're back at Mom's house." Chara says, sounding far smugger than they have any right to be.
"We don't need to talk about this. I've already said that--"
Suddenly, a small, red heart appears in front of Frisk's chest, interrupting them before they can finish the sentence. Their confused silence is met with a cranky, angry whisper from the darkness around them.
"Hushh... hushh!!! Too loud!"
Frisk peers into the darkness, squinting their eyes even more than usual... and yet they still can't see the the source of the noise. Just before they can open their mouth to talk with this unseen monster, a light-blue shockwave brightens the area, allowing Frisk to see where their fight is taking place... and they are not a fan of the sight before them.
They're fighting this monster on top of an old, abandoned bridge hanging over what appears to be a long drop. They don't have more than a split-second to consider this, however, as their confusion at the sudden attack leads to them flinching backwards when the shockwave hits them.
Unfortunately for the young human, this movement makes the attack much worse than it would have been had they stood still. As soon as they move, the attack launches them backwards, filling Frisk's small body with pain as they're thrown off of the broken, crumbled bridge that they were fighting on....
...but as luck would have it, their hands barely manage to scrabble at the edge of the bridge, letting Frisk catch themself before falling.
"Too loud... muchh too loud!!!" that same angry whisper says, sounding even closer than before. "You shhould know better thhan to shhout in someone's hhome! Whhen you're trying to get back up hhere, maybe you'll thhink of whhat you've done!"
This monster sends yet another light-blue wave at Frisk as they hang from the bridge, forcing them to tense up in preparation to dodge...
"Stand still!" Chara orders, no longer having any of the joy they previously possessed.
Even though every instinct Frisk has says that they need to dodge... they decide to follow the ghost-like human's advice, not moving from their position as the attack comes closer.
Surprisingly, the attack harmlessly passes through them, allowing Frisk to haul themself back onto the bridge.
"Tsk... whhy aren't you thhrowing any magic back?"
The confused monster's voice sounds very close now, and it's accompanied by another shockwave, this one being orange, which gives the sweater-clad child enough light to actually see them.
The monster attacking Frisk is a large, bluish-gray bat sporting two sets of wings. The bat's eyes don't track Frisk as well as they should, reminding them of the saying "blind as a bat"...
"Move!"
Yet again, they follow Chara's orders, allowing Frisk to avoid any injuries.
It doesn't take long for them to fall into a pattern. The bat, who Frisk gets the feeling is named "Decibat", launches attack after attack, while they move or stand still, depending on the color of the attacks. After a few repetitions of this, the young human decides that staying silent isn't helping, so going for a conversation is their best bet.
Of course, they're sorely tempted to use violence, but they're well aware that Toriel wouldn't be happy with that...
"I didn't mean to be loud, but that's no reason to try to kill me." Frisk quickly whispers, preparing themself to respond to another attack.
"...Kill? Whhat are you talking about?" Decibat asks, confused. "Thhat fall won't hhurt you, and I'm only trying to punishh you, not kill you, so unless you're a hhuman, my magic won't..."
The bat-like monster trails off, peering closely at Frisk with a look of sudden hope...
"...Is thhat...?"
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...and yet it doesn't take long for that hope to drain from Decibat.
"...No, thhat can't be Clover. Hhe's been dead for..."
As soon as the quiet, morose mumbles reach the sweater-wearing human, they freeze in place, eyes widening in shock... which allows the next attack to slam into them, easily throwing Frisk off of the bridge they were fighting upon...
There aren't many ways to get into the Ruins, and unfortunately, the most well-known entrance has been in crumbled ruins for several years, leading many monsters to fear that it's blocked off for good.
Most of them wouldn't be aware of the second entrance, an old, abandoned door that connects to the Dark Ruins, as very few have even seen it, much less actually traveled through it. Other than the occasional visits from Decibat's friends, the area near this door has seen no visitors, leaving the entrance to rot... but today is different.
Today, someone does walk out of the Dark Ruins.
Today, one small, dust-covered child slowly pushes their way past the abandoned door, looking at the snowy path ahead of them with dead, emotionless eyes.
Today, the Underground sees a sight that nobody would have expected to see after King Asgore repealed his policy on humans.
A human with LOVE 3.
Chapter 80: A Determined plan
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Near a cold, snow-covered forest outside the Dark Ruins, one small figure can be seen slowly making their way forward, barely even paying attention to the path they're on as they walk.
The abandoned, rarely-traveled path is eerily silent, with the only sounds audible being the soft, quiet crunch of the snow beneath this dust-covered figure's shoes.
Any monsters that see this figure would instinctively know that something is wrong with the way they're acting. Something about this figure screams danger, upon seeing them, most monsters would attempt to flee as soon as possible.
Of course, if Frisk actually meant them harm, then very few monsters would have any hopes of escaping...
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'...It is fortunate that this path is abandoned...' Chara ponders, not even bothering to keep these thoughts hidden from their "little sibling".
Just hours earlier, Chara was able to sense what Frisk was feeling with shocking clarity, and vice versa. Both of them would have to try, albeit mostly subconsciously, to keep their thoughts and feelings from leaking through the bond they share... but now?
Now, Chara has no idea of what Frisk is thinking, and that terrifies them.
Logically, the young human should have some hesitation about what they've recently done. They may have a LOVE of 3, but that doesn't mean that they've completely abandoned their morals. Chara should be able to get some idea of what Frisk's mental state is like, even without the bond...
...and yet they can't.
Even to someone like Chara, who is well-versed in understanding the emotions of others, Frisk is a blank page. The ghost-like human has no idea of what could be going through their head, which only serves to heighten their fear and wariness...
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"...Frisk? Can you... can you hear me?"
"..."
Chara's worried, hesitant tone receives no answer.
"Frisk...?"
"..."
"Little sibl--"
"Don't call me that." they suddenly interrupt, stopping Chara in their tracks.
"...I'm aware that you don't want to hear this, but--"
"Then don't say it."
"..."
The blank, emotionless tone of Frisk's otherwise-hostile words is enough to send a shiver through Chara's spine... and yet despite noticing how unwilling to talk the young, sweater-clad child is, Chara continues speaking, trying their best to sound as calm and understanding as possible.
"I know you're mad, but that monster that you fought... are you sure that he had to...?"
"He killed me." Frisk answers, voice as blank as ever. "I don't care if he meant to or not, he killed me."
"But what about Mom? What if--"
"She's not my Mom. If Toriel truly cared about me, she would've been honest with me about what happened to Clover."
"...You must have realized by now that she was planning on telling you." Chara says, practically grasping at straws. "Remember what she said before going to bed?"
"I don't care. Why would I consider her my 'Mom' when I know that she's just as deceitful as the humans on the Surface?"
"You don't really believe that. You're just--"
"I don't care."
"Frisk--"
"Stop talking. We're not alone, and I don't feel like answering any questions while I fight."
"..."
As soon as they say this, the small, dust-covered child halts in place, silently waiting in the cold, snowy woods outside the Dark Ruins...
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"...Golly, didn't anyone teach you that you'll catch a cold if you stand around like that?" a familiar voice calls out from behind Frisk, causing them to immediately whirl towards the source of the noise.
Sprouting out of the snowy ground before them is a small, golden flower, who's usual bright grin is obviously strained. It's as if Flowey is struggling to keep the smile upon his face as he looks up at the young human.
As soon as Frisk sees Flowey, they immediately SAVE, before slowly making their way towards him with that same blank look upon their face...
'God... what a freak.' Flowey inwardly grumbles, doing his best to stop himself from shivering as Frisk approaches him. 'But still, I can't really blame them, can I...? Even Clover had a few mean runs when I told him that the other kids were dead early on. All I need to do to fix this is--'
The flower's thoughts are quickly interrupted by a sharp, nerve-splitting pain. By the time Flowey realizes what's going on, it's far too late for him to do anything, as Frisk has an iron grip upon his stem.
After another SAVE, they rip him out of the ground, bringing Flowey up to their face.
"What happened to Clover?" Frisk asks, sounding perfectly calm despite the way their hand clenches around Flowey's stem.
"Ouch-- cut it out with the grip! That hurts, y'know, and I don't really appre--"
"What happened to Clover?"
In an instant, the human's grip upon Flowey multiplies, causing his vision to go black for a brief moment...
When his vision returns, he finds himself back in the ground, moments before Frisk had pulled him out of the snowy dirt.
He doesn't have much time to dwell on the fact that Frisk loaded, however, as they immediately tug him away from the ground yet again, not caring for the pain it may cause him.
"...If you keep throttling me, I won't have a chance to tell you, will I?" Flowey says, hiding his fear beneath one of his usual snarky responses. "Ease up on the grip, and I might consider explaining."
"..."
Even though the human's expression doesn't change while they look at him, Flowey feels a severe sense of danger behind their gaze... and yet even with that, he doesn't back down, staring Frisk straight in the eyes as he waits for them to comply...
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...After several tense minutes of silence, the human tilts their head, as if listening to someone's argument...
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...mere moments after this head tilt, Frisk releases their grip, dropping Flowey to the ground with a small frown upon their face.
"Now was that so hard?" Flowey asks, leering at the dust-covered child with his signature grin.
"Just tell me."
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"...Alright, I guess you do deserve an explanation... but let me be clear, I didn't tell you because I knew you'd react like this!"
"..."
The mocking, cheerful smile upon Flowey's face fades the longer Frisk stares at them, before eventually, any trace of joy or mirth is gone from him. Instead, the flower looks very... tired.
"I don't think that either of us want to listen to me talk for a few hours, so I'll just give you the short and simple version..."
"...Okay."
"Well, I guess I'll start by answering a question I'm sure you have! Yes, Clover did have control over the timeline. I'd even go so far as to say that he had more Determination than you did! He only died because he chose not to come back."
The moment the words leave his mouth, every instinct in Flowey's body begs for him to flee, and when he sees Frisk take a step towards him, he can't stop himself from wanting to follow those instincts...
"Don't lie to me." the sweater-clad child snaps, glaring down at Flowey with more anger than they've shown in any other part of their conversation.
"Lie to you? Why--"
"He promised to come back."
Whatever words that Flowey was about to utter die in his throat, causing a heavy silence to fill the area...
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"...I'll just tell you the long version." he says, grimacing slightly as he prepares himself to tell Frisk about the human who fell before them...
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...The story that Flowey chooses to tell isn't what actually happened to Clover, of course. He's not stupid enough to reveal what he did to the little cowboy, nor is he willing to tell Frisk how cowardly and selfish their big brother was.
Instead, the flower tells them a mostly accurate tale of Clover's adventure in the Underground. He tells them that Clover became blind, yes, but the gruesome, gritty details of what Clover actually went through remain unsaid.
For the first time in a while, Flowey is grateful that he's had so much practice in deceiving others. If he was just a little worse at lying, or if Frisk wasn't distracted by the news of Clover's death, then they'd surely have realized that he's hiding something from them.
Thankfully, everything goes just as planned, with Frisk being none the wiser as to what actually happened. By the time Flowey finishes his story, any signs of anger are gone from the young human in front of him.
They just stand there, hands hanging loose at their side as they stare blankly at the snowy ground...
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"...I don't mean to point out the obvious, but that bat you killed? That was the monster who taught Clover magic. He was one of Clover's friends." Flowey says, snapping Frisk out of whatever trance they seemed to be in. "He didn't mean to kill you, and if Clover was here, I'm sure that he'd want you to RESET."
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"I know you're angry, but it wasn't Decibat's fault. Taking your anger out on any random monster you find is the exact opposite of what Clover would've wanted... right?"
Frisk's eyes, still as dead and blank as before, meet Flowey's at these words. Rather than look away, the small, golden flower holds their gaze, staring back at them unflinchingly...
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...and it doesn't take long for Flowey to realize that he's made a mistake. He can see the exact moment when Frisk makes their decision, as their previously blank gaze turns fierce... it turns Determined.
"...Then who's fault was it?" they ask, gripping their dust-covered knife tightly.
"Uh... it--"
"It wasn't Clover's fault. It wasn't Toriel's fault, and according to you, it wasn't Decibat's fault. Who's fault was it?"
"...Isn't it... isn't it the village's fault?" Flowey hurriedly suggests. "They're the ones who sent you down here."
A small, barely-noticeable smile blossoms on Frisk's face at these words, but rather than agree with the flower, they shake their head.
"They're at fault, and they'll get what's coming to them... but from what you've told me, Asgore was the one who had the anti-human policy."
"..."
"If it wasn't for Asgore, Clover would've been able to live with his friends. He wouldn't have had to hide."
"Frisk--"
"He didn't mean to lie to me. He just thought that he had to." Frisk continues, not seeming to hear Flowey. "Clover didn't give his soul just so that Monsterkind would be one step closer to breaking the Barrier. He gave his soul to improve their opinions on humans. He did it so that the next kid who fell down wouldn't have to go through what he did."
"That's not--"
"But if it wasn't for Asgore's laws and the monsters who enforced them, then Clover wouldn't have given his soul up in the first place."
"So... so what are you going to do...? Are you really going to ruin his sacrifice?" Flowey asks, making one last attempt to get the human to calm down.
"Clover isn't here anymore. I owe it to him to get Justice on everyone responsible for his death."
"And Decibat? What about--"
"He killed me." Frisk interrupts, glaring at the dusty remains on their knife. "He probably killed Clover too. You just decided not to tell me."
"...I didn't--"
"So no Flowey, I'm not going to RESET. Instead, I'm going to go to the nearest town, find a member of the Royal Guard, and get them to tell me about the Guards who were active when Clover died. After I deal with them, I'll make my way to Asgore."
"Frisk--"
"I know you're going to follow me, and I can't stop you from doing that... but if you really were Clover's friend, then you... you won't get in my way."
Without giving the flower a chance to respond, Frisk quickly turns away from him, continuing their long, silent walk through the snowy woods.
As Flowey watches the young, sweater-wearing human march towards Lower Snowdin, he can't help but notice the subtle shaking of their shoulders as they walk, nor can he stop himself from noticing the water droplets that fall from Frisk's face...
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'...I did this.' he eventually realizes, still frozen in the same place where Frisk left him. 'I... I'm responsible for all of this.'
The always-present feeling of guilt that runs through Flowey intensifies, becoming even worse now than what he felt when Chara was dying in his arms.
'I... I need to fix this... I need to fix Clover. He can't handle those memories.'
With a shaky, unstable breath, Flowey disappears back into the ground, following after the snowy-footprints that Frisk had left.
'I can't overpower their Determination... but maybe a God could?'
This isn't the first time that the small, yellow flower has plotted to claim the Souls of the humans who fell before Frisk. Far from it, in fact, as he's spent most of his various lives trying to get his vines on those souls... but this time is different.
This time, he's not doing it for power, or to take over the world, or for any other selfish reason.
This time, Flowey is going to get the souls to save his Best Friend.
Notes:
Frisk is *not* alright... but at least Flowey gets his redemption arc! Hurray for Flowey!
Anywho, the past few chapters have taken a lot longer to get out than I would've liked, but I'll try to get the next chapter out tomorrow too, or the day after that at the latest.
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Chapter 81: Searching for answers
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Honeydew Resort is no stranger to new faces. Even before it became one of the most popular places in Snowdin (if not the entire Underground as a whole), this resort had seen its fair share of visitors. The influx of visitors only multiplied after the story of Clover, the Soul of Justice, spread throughout the Underground.
You see, many monsters flocked to the places where the blind human had traveled, each eager to hear everything they could about him. Honeydew Resort received some of the most attention among these places, both due to the fact that Clover actually lived in Snowdin, and due to the fact that one of his friends works here as an entertainer.
Needless to say, the monsters who frequent the resort are some of the most open-minded, friendly, and easygoing monsters in the Underground. They've spent a lot of time meeting new people, and for many of them, greeting any newcomers with a smile is second nature... and that only serves to highlight how strange their behavior is today.
Today, the monsters of Honeydew Resort are not smiling brightly, nor are they in as good of a mood as they usual are.
No, the newest visitor has shut down any cheer that these monsters would usually show.
Instead of giving this visitor their usual friendly greetings, the resort's residents are completely silent. None of them dare to utter a word as their newest visitor walks through the door, each too terrified to open their mouths.
They have their reasons, of course, and these reasons are pretty good. After all, why would any monster want to bring attention to themself when they're face to face with a dust-covered human?
Frisk looks around at the silent, frozen monsters around them, tilting their head in confusion at the sight.
'I thought that monsters were looking forward to meeting a new human?' they wonder, noting that none of the monsters are willing to meet their gaze. 'I was expecting to be bombarded with questions as soon as I walked through the door, but...'
"...It's because of your clothes." Chara answers, voice heavy with dread. "You're covered in dust. To put it into simpler terms... they know what you did."
'Does it wash off?'
"Does it... sigh... it takes some effort, but yes, it washes off. It will be noticeable in the water, however, so don't stick around."
Satisfied with this new knowledge, Frisk opts not to SAVE, and instead slowly makes their way to the bar, where a pink, bear-like monster can be seen.
This monster, who looks even more anxious and afraid than the others around her, surprises Frisk by looking them dead in the eye and actually talking to them.
"W-W-Welcome to Honeydew Resort!" the shopkeeper stutters, pasting a shaky smile onto her face. "Please look around! Tell me if there's anything that catches your eye! We have a special, 100% discount today!"
Frisk opens their mouth to decline, intent on getting down to business as fast as possible... and yet when they try to, a sweet, unfamiliar smell reaches their nose...
"...What's that smell?"
"Smell? What smell?"
"The sweet smell? What is it?"
"Sweet sm-- oh, that smell! Those are our famous Honeydew Pancakes! They're very popular among new customers! As a matter of fact, the last human who visited the resort adored them! I've never seen anyone eat so many stacks in one sitting! Would you like to try some?"
As soon as the frightened shopkeeper mentions the human who came before Frisk, any interest in the pancakes that they previously had fades. The reminder of why they're at this resort is enough to clear their mind of any silly, childish distractions.
"No. I'm not here to eat."
The shopkeeper visibly pales at these words, barely being able to stutter out her next sentence.
"T-Then what... what are you here for? Are... are you going to...?"
"...I'm not going to hurt anyone." Frisk says, ignoring the unbelieving looks they receive. "I just need to talk to one of the Royal Guards that patrol the area."
"B-But you're..."
"I'm covered in dust because a monster attacked me. I just defended myself."
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"If you can tell me where the nearest Royal Guard member is, I'll be on my way. I don't think you want me in here any longer than necessary."
"W-Well, about that..."
"...?"
"It's just... uh..."
"We don't have any 'Royal Guards' in Snowdin... not anymore, at least." one of the other monsters in the resort mutters, causing the young human to turn their attention away from the Honeydew Shopkeeper. "And good on them. If I was in their shoes, I'd quit the Guard too. If it wasn't for the other Guards always snooping around, then Clover wouldn't have felt the need to..."
The moment that this monster began speaking, the two monsters next to him-- who are his siblings, judging by their appearance-- hurry to shush him... but it's far too late for that. This small, ball-shaped monster's mutters weren't quite as quiet as he was hoping them to be.
"...What do you mean by that?"
"Nothing, it's nothing!" the shopkeeper hurriedly says, doing her best to divert Frisk's attention.
"Tell me."
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"...All the Guards resigned after what happened to Clover..."
Hec's voice is barely a whisper, and yet it echoes throughout the resort far more than any shout would. Just moments before, the local monsters were quiet out of fear of this newest human... but now, they're silent because of the memories attached with what Hec said.
This silence spreads like a disease, filling the room with a depressing sense of melancholy. Even Frisk, as caught up in their goals as they may be, can't help but notice the sudden change in the atmosphere...
"In that case, I'll settle for a former Royal Guard." Frisk quickly forces out, breaking the silence before it can affect them too.
"...A Guard...? Why would--"
"What do you want the Guard for?" Hec interrupts, voice containing a trace of hostility.
"One of the local monsters attacked me. On the Surface, I'd need to tell the local authorities after I... defended myself."
All things considered, it's a reasonable lie, and one that Frisk is quite proud of. It takes them several seconds to realize that the wary gazes the monsters send at them haven't changed at all...
...if anything, they've only gotten even more doubtful...
"Your face doesn't match your words." Chara points out. "You're a child who just killed someone. You should be crying, or at the bare-minimum, far less calm than you appear to be, but your expression has barely changed since you walked through the door."
'Ah... I don't know how I missed that. It's--'
"All of our former Guards moved away from Snowdin."
Hec's sudden lie, as bold is it may be, doesn't deter the young human in the slightest. Instead, this lie causes Frisk to abandon their spot near the resort's bar, and slowly approach the brave, ball-shaped monster...
"I don't think that's true." they say, keeping their voice calm and even.
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"I don't know why you're lying to me, but if I'm going to act as you seem to fear I will, then wouldn't lying be a bad idea?"
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The short, sweater-wearing human is now directly in front of Hec, staring at him with the same blank expression they've had ever since they walked into the resort...
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...and right in front of his eyes, the emotionless, calm expression on Frisk's face changes in an instant. One moment, their gaze was bone-chilling, being more than enough to wipe away any hopes that this human is telling the truth about why they're covered in dust, and in the next moment, it morphs, changing to a look of kind, barely-hidden confusion.
"Is something wrong? Do I look that scary?"
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"I'm not gonna hurt anyone! I just wanna find one of the Guards! Aren't they supposed to help enforce the laws?"
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"And one of those laws says not to attack humans, right?"
"..."
Whatever fear that the small monster previously had pales in comparison to the raw terror going through him now. The quick, fluid way that this human changed their expression is almost... disturbing to watch.
The most disturbing part of it, however, is that if Hec didn't see it for himself, he'd have no idea that they were faking. Knowing that this dust-covered human could fool him so easily is the most sobering realization that he's ever had...
"Since someone broke one of those laws, it only makes sense that I should talk to a Guard!" Frisk says, interrupting whatever thoughts that're going through the ball-shaped monster's head. "If Snowdin doesn't have any Guards, then I'm sure that a retired Guard could still help me!"
"I... I..."
"...Unless you're saying that they don't want to help me? Is it because I'm a human?"
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"I thought that after what Clover did, monsters would be happy to help any humans they see. One monster I met told me that his story inspired Monsterkind to act better towards humans... but after seeing how the monsters in this area act, I'm beginning to think that you don't really care about Clover's sacrifice..."
The faces of the surrounding monsters immediately shift at these words, changing from their frightened, timid expressions to something that can only be described as furious. In seconds, each and every one of them forgets the fear that was running though them, and instead of cowering in their seats, many of these monsters stand up, intent on dismissing the young human's words.
Luckily for these monsters, they don't get the chance to speak.
Just before the monsters of Honeydew Resort can give Frisk a piece of their mind, the door to the resort swings open, revealing a monster that's spent more time here than most others...
"HELLO SMALL HEC! HELLO SHY LADY! KNOW CONE IS GLAD TO SEE YOU!"
Standing in front of the door is a large, floating ice-cream cone. A round ball of magic floats above the cone, and as he speaks, many of the surrounding monsters can be seen grimacing, as if they know that he'll say something he shouldn't.
Rather than wait for his friends to respond, the overly-excited monster turns his attention to a figure he's never seen before.
"HELLO SCARY HUMAN! WHAT'S YOUR NAME?"
The enthusiasm of this monster actually manages to wipe away Frisk's falsely-innocent expression, leaving their face as a blank mask of shock. Even after Know Cone asked his question, it takes several seconds for them to respond.
"...I'm Frisk." they eventually answer, looking up at this monster with a small smile upon their face. "And I need a little help, if you wouldn't mind..."
"WHAT DOES SCARY FRISK NEED HELP WITH?"
"Well, you see..."
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It doesn't take long for Frisk to get all of the information they needed out of Know Cone, and with that information, they LOAD their last SAVE, ensuring that none of the monsters in the area remember the quiet, dust-covered human.
The light of the Swelterstone peeks out over the horizon, signaling the start of a new day in the Underground.
The majority of monsters greet this new day with a smile, eager to see what the day has in store for them after a nice, refreshing night of sleep...
...and yet for one monster living in Snowdin, getting out of bed is the last thing she wants to do.
Instead of "rising with the Sun", as one of her friends would say, this monster prefers to sleep in for as long as she can.
Some would claim that she's wasting the day away, and they're right, if she's being honest... but she has more than enough gold to afford to do that.
Her craftsmanship skills, should she muster the will to use them, allow the things she creates to be both more effective than any similar works in the Underground, and far more detailed.
Suffice to say, this monster is not lacking in money. If she wants to stay in bed, that's her right, and she's used to exercising this right...
...but today, she can't sleep in like she usually does.
She doesn't have anything to do, or any plans that would require her to be up at this time. No, the reason that she can't stay asleep is...
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
"I'm on my way!" Martlet shouts, scowling at the loud, obnoxious knocking sounds.
This knocking has been going on for the past half hour, and it's been driving Martlet insane. At first, she pretended that nobody was home, hoping that it'd stop, and when that failed, she even went so far as to shout at them to go away.
Unluckily for her, whoever is knocking at her door is very persistent, forcing Martlet to roll out of bed.
After throwing on a quick, messy outfit, the bird-like monster stumbles downstairs, grumbling to herself the entire time.
"Gosh, who is it this time? Moray knows that they shouldn't come by this early, and if it was Ed knocking, my door would've been knocked over..."
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
To her annoyance, the knocking doesn't stop, even with her assurances that she'll be there soon. Now well and truly angered, Martlet roughly grabs the doorknob, pulling the door open with a furious look upon her face.
"Starlo, I must've told you a hundred times by now, I don't need--"
The angry, annoyed words she was about to utter die in her throat at the sight before her.
Standing outside of Martlet's home is a small, shivering human, who's clothes appear to be damp, as if they've just finished washing them off. In this child's hand is a toy knife so clean that it practically shines, which they grip with surprising tightness.
Before she can even react to the sweater-wearing child's appearance, they open their mouth, speaking to her in a soft, trembling tone...
"...Hello? Is this... is this Martlet's house? A friend told me that you knew my brother?"
Chapter 82: An amalgam of bad choices
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A loud clamor can be heard in Martlet's usually-silent home as she hurriedly rummages through the pantry, trying to find something to feed the young, cold child that showed up at her door twenty minutes ago.
Even though this human-- who says that their name is Frisk-- has repeatedly assured Martlet that they're not hungry, the grumbling of their stomach was more than enough for the bird-like monster to rush to the kitchen, ignoring any complaints that Frisk may have.
Once there's food in front of them, Martlet is confident that Frisk will forget about their previous hesitation, and instead happily chow down on what she gives them. After all, Martlet has seen this sort of behavior in Clover more times than she can count, although the vast majority of those memories come from different runs...
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...Eventually, the former-Guard manages to dig her way through months-old candy and birdseed to find her target: A large box of IcE-E-os.
After a few more seconds of blundering through the kitchen, Martlet finishes making the young human a bowl of cereal, setting it down on the table in front of them.
A grimace makes its way onto Frisk's face as they see the mascot on the box... but another growl from their stomach pushes those thoughts from their head. It doesn't take them too long to dig into the cereal with a fierceness that heavily reminds Martlet of the first human she met...
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...and yet it doesn't take too long for the sweater-clad child to bring her out of those thoughts and back to the cruel reality she's become so familiar with.
"Uh... Miss Martlet?" Frisk says, voice as innocent as the expression on their face. "How... how'd you meet Clover?"
These words immediately cause a tremble to go through Martlet's body, as if it's responding to the sudden shift in her mood... but she's had enough practice to get quirks like this under control, and it only takes a moment for the ripple to stop. Without showing any of the pain she feels, the bird-like monster smiles brightly, responding to Frisk's question in the most upbeat tone she can manage.
"It's a little embarrassing to admit, but... uh... I actually attacked Clover when I first met him!"
"...What?"
The innocent, gentle expression on the human's face immediately freezes, causing a loud chuckle to escape from Martlet's beak.
"He didn't get hurt or anything. I sort of... shoulder tackled him into the snow?"
"..."
"It's a long story!" she quickly continues, wincing slightly as Frisk's expression continues to darken. "The human who came before Clover... well... she did something that most monsters refer to as the 'Snowdin Massacre'. When Clover went to Honeydew Resort, one of the survivors of the Snowdin Massacre mistook him to be as violent as the last human, and immediately went to find me."
"They went to you? Why'd they do that?"
"Nobody's told you yet?"
"...Told me what?"
"At the time, I was a genuine Royal Guard, if you can believe it. I had a Sentry Station, a bunch of puzzles I had made, and even my own set of armor! I was one of the only Guards in Snowdin!"
A look of surprise flashes onto the young human's face, and a split-second later, that surprise morphs into poorly-concealed fear. In a small, slightly-trembling tone, they continue speaking.
"I thought... I thought that the Royal Guard was... uhm..."
"...?"
"...Aren't they the reason that Clover sacrificed himself?"
"What?!"
Whatever surprise that Martlet had when she first saw the young human pales in comparison to what she feels now. Her surprise is so great, in fact, that she can't even stop the next ripple that goes through her body in time.
In an instant, Martlet's light-blue feathers droop slightly, taking on a strange, melty consistency. Alone, each feather's unusual, melted form wouldn't be too noticeable unless one looked closely... but when they're all acting this differently?
That's not only obvious: It's grotesque.
Upon seeing this, Frisk's eyes shoot open, and their fearful expression changes yet again, becoming one of concern and worry.
"Are you ok?!" they ask, hopping away from the chair they were sitting on.
"Sorry, sorry! I'm fine!" the slightly-melted monster says, waving Frisk away when they try to approach. "I'm alright! I'm... I'm used to this!"
"You're--"
"This isn't a big deal, don't worry! Just give me a moment, and I'll go back to normal..."
"..."
The sweater-clad child shuts their mouth, staring at Martlet with that same look of innocent concern on their face.
The way that Frisk looks at her makes Martlet's heart bleed, and yet again, she's reminded of the human who came before them, leading to a long, wistful stretch of silence...
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"...I thought you only needed a moment?"
"Oh-- right! I... uh... I got a little distracted..."
Before Frisk can ask about what exactly distracted her, Martlet's gooey body changes, turning back into the soft, clean feathers that she had when Frisk first saw her.
"...And there we go! All better! Now, what were you saying earlier? I--"
"What was that?" Frisk interrupts, stopping Martlet before she can change the subject. "I... I've been around a few monsters before, and that wasn't... it wasn't normal. Are you sure you're alright?"
The former-Guard opens her beak, intent on finding some excuse to explain what just happened... and moments later, she closes it.
'They'll... they'll just learn it from someone else.' she realizes, grimacing at the thought. 'If they're anything like Clover, then...'
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"...I got really sick a while back, and I needed to get a special injection to cure me. This is just a side-effect, and I promise that it isn't dangerous. You just surprised me, and I lost control of my body for a few seconds, that's all."
"You were sick? But... but I thought that monsters were made of magic? Doesn't that mean that you can't get sick?"
"Most sicknesses don't affect monsters... but this was a special case! Anyways, about--"
Before Martlet can even begin to ask her question, the small human cuts her off, continuing to look at her with concern.
"How long ago did you get sick? Is it recent? Does it have something to do with... with humans being around...?"
"It's not your fault, so you don't have to worry about that!" Martlet reassures, nodding her head at the sigh of relief that leaves Frisk. "I've been like this for almost five years, and I've had plenty of time to get used to this! I can actually do a lot of cool things if I want to, so it isn't like this is totally awful."
The concerned expression doesn't leave Frisk, and it still looks like they want to continue talking about this... but the bird-like monster quickly changes the subject.
"That's enough about that! I want to talk about what you said earlier... you know, the thing about the Guards? Why... why do you think that they're responsible for what happened to Clover?"
"Well, if you're sure that you're ok..."
"I am!"
"...A friend told me that Clover gave his SOUL up for Monsterkind... but I don't think that's the real reason he did that."
A pained wince goes through Martlet at these words, and yet again, she has to struggle to keep her body together.
Luckily for her, the scare she gave Frisk has made her do her best, leading to Martlet putting much more concentration into this, and so the young human doesn't even notice that anything was wrong with what they said.
Even still, Martlet's next words are rather shaky, although that's not because of the pain she's been feeling...
"W-What do you mean?" she asks.
"I don't mean to say that he didn't care about you guys!" Frisk hurriedly assures. "It's just... he promised to come back, and I don't think that he'd break his promise so easily."
"..."
Either not seeing or not reacting to the pained expression on Martlet's face, Frisk continues speaking.
"A friend told me that monsters used to be really anti-human, to the point where you were officially at war with us, and would attack anyone that fell down here. I think... I think that Clover sacrificed himself so that the next human who was sent down here wouldn't have to face what he did."
"That's..."
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Martlet lets out a small, sad sigh at these words, and yet she can't bring herself to correct Frisk's assumption.
Sure, she doesn't know exactly why Clover gave up his SOUL... but she's known him for long enough to guess. Based on how he acted before going to Asgore...
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...well, they failed Clover, and Martlet doubts that he died for any altruistic reasons.
"So... so am I right...?"
The young, timid voice of Frisk snaps Martlet out of these thoughts before she can fall too deep into them. With a shaky smile upon her beak, she nods her head.
"Yeah, you are. Clover... he really loved you. He even told some of us about you, too!"
'"He did?"
"Uh-huh! It was a long time ago--"
'And in a different run.' she silently adds.
"--but he mentioned you a lot."
The young human falls silent, seemingly taking their time to digest this information...
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"Why do you blame the Royal Guards, though?" Martlet eventually asks, unable to stand the silence.
"I... I don't want to be mean when I say this, but... if it wasn't for the Royal Guard searching for humans, then Clover wouldn't have felt the need to..."
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"...You're not completely wrong... but it's a lot more complicated than you think! A lot of the Royal Guard quit after what happened to Clover... well, everyone in Snowdin did, at least, and most of us went to Asgore to... uh... 'complain' afterwards..."
"Everyone in Snowdin quit?!"
"Every single one of us, and they haven't been able to find any replacements since then."
"..."
"Nobody was happy after what Clover did. You can't blame any of them for what happened."
"...But what about the Guards who didn't quit?" the young human questions, staring Martlet dead in the eyes. "Doesn't that prove that they're partly to blame?"
If it wasn't for the innocent, pure look of confusion upon Frisk's face, then Martlet would probably shiver in fear from the words coming from their mouth. Even still, she can't help but feel uncomfortable as she meets their gaze...
"N-No! If they had met Clover, I'm sure that they would've changed too. They just... they never got the chance to..."
"..."
"I'll tell you what: How about I give you a chance to talk with some of them? You'll be able to see for yourself that they've changed!"
A small, almost-excited smile seems to appear on Frisk's face... and yet when Martlet blinks, it's gone. In its place is a tired, hesitant frown.
"I... yawn... I don't know..."
"How about we get you to bed, and we can talk about this the next time you visit?" the former-Guard suggests. "You look pretty exhausted, so the sooner you go back to... oh, right, I never asked! Where are you staying at?"
"I'm not staying anywhere."
"...What?"
"I don't have anywhere to stay. It hasn't been long since I got here..."
As soon as Frisk says this, something clicks inside Martlet's head, and she desperately wants to kick herself for not noticing earlier.
Frisk arrived here cold, wet, and very hungry. Of course that means that nobody's been taking care of them. If they were living with a monster, then they'd obviously be in a better state than they are now...
"It's fine... I... I can find somewhere to stay..." Frisk mutters, seemingly taking Martlet's silence the wrong way.
"No no, you can stay here! There's no need to feel like you'll burden me or anything: You won't!"
"You don't have to do that..."
"Don't you worry, Frisk, I have a lot of experience in living with humans! Clover stayed with me while he was in the Underground!"
"..."
"I have a few spare rooms upstairs, you can choose whichever one you want to be your room! Tomorrow, I'll tell you about Clover's time down here, and if you feel up to it, we can also talk about setting up a meeting with some members of the Royal Guard."
"...Thank you..."
"Don't mention it, just get some sleep, and we'll talk in the morning, alright?"
"Alright... goodnight, Miss Martlet."
"Goodnight!"
Without wasting any more time, the small, sweater-clad child trudges up the stairs, leaving Martlet alone...
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A few minutes after Frisk went to bed, all the joy and happiness drains from Martlet, and she sags back in her chair, not even bothering to stop her body from melting...
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"...It's not fair..." she mutters, unable to stop tears from clouding her eyes. "You should've been here for this..."
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Her mutters, and the quiet sobs that soon follow them, receive no answer... nor did they receive an answer every other time this has happened.
Unseen to Martlet, a small, sweater-wearing child silently stands at the top of the stairs, listening to her with an unreadable expression upon their face.
Before long, this child puts the toy knife that their fist was clenching into their pocket, turns around, and heads back to bed.
Chapter 83: Disappearances in the Underground
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February 11th, 20XX.
Approximately two months have passed since the newest human entered the Underground, but for most monsters, nothing has changed.
The daily life of this human is far, far different from Clover's. Rather than go out and interact with every monster they can, Frisk is content to stick close to the house they've been staying in. They don't need to go around making friends, or playing with puzzles, or doing anything else that would draw attention to them. Other than their occasional meetings with members of the Royal Guard, they live a nice, quiet, secluded life.
As a matter of fact, most monsters aren't even aware that there is a human in the Underground.
The only monsters who've been made aware of this are Martlet, who's been taking care of them, select members of the Royal Guard, the Royal Scientist, and Asgore... but of course, Asgore hasn't actually met this new human yet. Frisk has barely left Snowdin, and after his meeting with Clover, the King isn't in any mood to actually go and see any humans.
Due to all of this, next to nobody knows of Frisk's presence in Snowdin. If it was known that a new human had arrived, then there's no doubt that Snowdin would be mobbed with tourists eager to meet them.
According to the few monsters that have met the young human, Frisk is a quiet, kind, and timid child. They're not as violent as the Soul of Integrity, or as noticeable as the Soul of Bravery, or even as decisive as the Soul of Justice. Everyone who's met Frisk has nothing but good things to say about them, and is confident that they're nothing like the humans that've caused the Underground harm...
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...well, almost everyone thinks that.
For one fish-like monster in Hotland, however, Frisk is simultaneously the most terrifying person she's ever met, and the most frustrating.
You see, all isn't well and good in the Underground.
For the past few months, several strange, unexplained disappearances have occurred in the Underground... and on more than one occasion, the dust of some of these missing monsters have been found.
Strangely enough, these missing monsters are either current members of the Royal Guard, or former members of the Royal Guard.
Needless to say, the first (and only, in Undyne's opinion) actual suspect was Frisk, the newest human to have arrived in the Underground.
After all, these "disappearances" only occurred after Frisk showed up. Even disregarding how uncommon murders between monsters are, it'd only be logical to assume that Frisk has something to do with it...
..and yet all of the evidence points to them being not being the one responsible for these deaths.
Many of these Guards were ones who were supposed to meet with Frisk, which they were very eager for, but before they got the chance to help the young human get over their fear of Royal Guards, they vanished.
The only reason that the sweater-wearing child's soul isn't in a jar is because when each of those monsters went missing, Frisk was accounted for. They were around other monsters... they were around monsters that Undyne trusts.
If it happened once or twice, then Undyne could make an argument for Frisk being lucky with their kills... but when it's happened this many times?
They either have god-like luck and timing, to the point where they can slip away for mere moments, kill whoever they're looking to kill, and be back before anyone notices, or they aren't responsible for all of this.
Everyone else believes the latter to be true. They've told Undyne countless times that it can't be Frisk, and with all of this evidence, she's finding it very hard to disagree with them...
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...but Undyne knows that she's right. Deep down, her gut says that the little punk can't be trusted. It screams that they're responsible for the deaths of her friends and colleagues.
And she's always been one to trust her gut.
That's why she's walking through Hotland right now. She can't just go and take their soul out of nowhere. Undyne needs proof that they're not as innocent as they've led everyone to believe.
She can only hope that the Royal Scientist's most recent plan has worked.
A rush of cool air reaches the Captain of the Royal Guard as the door to the Royal Lab slides open, forcing a sigh of relief out of her.
She's visited Hotland enough to know to leave her armor at home. Even if the occasional glances that Alphys sends her way are pretty unprofessional, it's worth it to avoid anymore heatstrokes.
...On second thought, it isn't like Undyne minds the looks that Alphys gives her. Quite the opposite, as a matter of fact.
'After this fiasco is over, and we finally catch the little bastard, I'll take her somewhere nice.' Undyne decides, sighing at the thought. 'I think we'll both enjoy that...'
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...As usual, Undyne's arrival at the Royal Lab is met with a long stretch of silence, as the introverted shut-in of a scientist has yet to notice her presence. With a small chuckle, the Captain opens her mouth wide, takes a deep breath of air, and...
"HELLO? ANYONE HOME?"
As soon as the shout leaves her mouth, a large clamor can be heard from one of the many rooms in Alphys's lab, and it doesn't take more than a few moments for the short monster to stumble into the main lab.
"U-U-Undyne! I thought--"
"That I wasn't going to be coming until later?" Undyne asks, smiling faintly at the scientist. "So you decided to spend most of the day watching Anime instead of working?"
"Uh... yeah..." she sheepishly admits, rubbing her head in embarrassment. "Is everything okay? Why are you...?"
In an instant, all traces of joy fade from Undyne as she's reminded of why exactly she's here. Her large, toothy smile is immediately replaced with a bitter, angry grimace. Upon seeing this, Alphys's face falls...
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"...Who was it this time?"
"Sigh... it was those two punks in Hotland. You know the ones. They... they usually patrol together. One of the locals found their dust a few hours ago."
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"I already checked before coming here. Nobody saw the human leave Snowdin. They were staying at Martlet's place all day, just like the last time this happened."
An exhausted sigh makes its way out of the short scientist's mouth at these words, and without waiting to hear the rest of the explanation, she quickly makes her way to the large computer in the center of the Lab, silently tapping away at the keyboard in front of it...
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...and it doesn't take more than a few seconds for her expression to grow hopeless.
"I... I'm not receiving any feed from the cameras. I still have the last recordings from before they went offline, but from what I can see... I don't think it'll help much. Here, I'll let you take a look for yourself. Maybe you'll see something I missed."
After a few more seconds of tapping, the large screen in front of Alphys changes. Instead of showing the inside of her Lab, the scenery on the screen shows a quiet, snow-covered town... it shows Snowdin, the town where the newest human is staying.
The duo watch closely, looking for any indication of changes in the recording, but after several minutes of nothing happening, the recording suddenly cuts off.
They look at the other cameras too, of course. The two of them spend several hours peering over the footage, looking for any indication of who's responsible for the destruction of these cameras...
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...but they find nothing. By the end of it, their expressions have only grown darker.
"I thought you had these hidden." Undyne says, not even bothering to hide her annoyance.
"They were. Nobody's managed to find them before this."
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"Even if it's not showing anything now, the first recording cutting out in Snowdin must mean something, right?" Alphys points out, trying her best to sound hopeful. "We know that whoever did this was in Snowdin, and--"
"I already know who did this, but without hard evidence, I can't do anything about it."
"So you still think that it's Frisk?"
"I do."
"But I've already tested their Soul. Their LOVE is higher than usual, yes, but it's not enough for them to be responsible for all of this."
"I know that, Alphys. You've told me before."
"Then why do you...?"
"It's them. I can't prove it, but I know it's them. I can feel something deep inside of me warn against them. It has to be the human."
"Well... if you're sure that they're the one doing this, then maybe... maybe you could--"
"What do you expect me to do?!" the Captain of the Royal Guard demands, sounding far angrier now than any other time Alphys has heard her. "Should I barge into Martlet's home, kill the kid, and hope that I'm right? What if I'm wrong? Do you really think I should kill them just because my gut says I should?!"
"N-No, I don't, but--"
"I've already had people track them, I've had Martlet watch them like a hawk, and I've even kept an eye on them myself. Every time I did something, it didn't work. All of the evidence points to someone else being responsible."
"..."
The longer Undyne talks, the more sullen and angry her expression becomes, and eventually, the sheer desperation in her tone can even be picked up by Alphys.
"I don't know what to do. The few civilians that actually know what's going on are terrified, Asgore is becoming more and more depressed with each day, and the other Guards are begging me to do something."
"Undyne..."
"Do you know what it's like to have some of your best friends, people who trust and admire you, suddenly go missing? Do you know what it's like to have more friends go up to you, look you dead in the eyes, and plead to act as bait to catch whoever's doing this? Do you know what it's like to go through with that plan, only to still fail, even with them being bait? Because I do. I've gotten to experience it firsthand."
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"I really, really want to punt the little bastard into a lava pool. I know that it's their fault, and nobody wants to stop them more than I do... but if I'm wrong, I'll kill an innocent kid for nothing. Do you think that the last human who fell down here would've been happy to see that? He gave his Soul up for us, and then as soon as something goes wrong and things get tough, we go and kill his little sibling on a guess?"
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"You're smart. You're the Royal Scientist for a reason. Tell me what I should do."
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"Please, Alphys. I need your help on this. Give me an idea. Give me any idea."
"...I'll do my best..." the short monster promises, averting her eyes when she sees the expression on her friend's face. "...But I've been doing my best before now, too. I've hidden even more cameras, I've been helping you with this for the past few weeks, and I've even had Mettaton call some of his cousins to watch the other Guards from hiding. None of this has worked."
"..."
"I'm just as lost as you are. We can have all of the other Guards patrol together, but..."
"...But it didn't help the last two." Undyne finishes.
"Yeah..."
A heavy, gloomy silence fills the air as both of these monsters become lost in thought, trying to find any way to deal with this situation...
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"This has gone on for too long. I'm going to go with my original plan."
The moment these words reach Alphys, she immediately opens her mouth to try to dissuade Undyne... but before she can even speak, the fish-like monster raises a hand to stop her.
"It's dangerous, yeah, and we've tried this before with no luck... but there aren't too many Guards left, are there?"
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"If I make myself the only target available, they'll have to cut it out until they can get a chance at the others, or they'll have to go for me."
"That's not a good idea. What if they--"
"Alphys, I'm one of the strongest monsters in the Underground. The only ones who can beat me are Asgore, the Queen... or a human. If I get attacked and it isn't Frisk, I'll win."
"...But if it is Frisk?"
"Then we'll know who it is, right?"
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"Trust me, even if the human does end up attacking me, I'll beat the hell out of them, give Asgore the seventh human Soul, and we'll finally break the Barrier."
A toothy smile splits Undyne's face when she says this, and with one last sentence, she leaves the Royal Lab behind.
"The only tough part will be getting them to attack me. After all, they've been hiding away and attacking from stealth. How strong can they really be?"
Chapter 84: How it happened
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February 10th, 20XX, mere hours before Undyne's visit to Alphys.
Snowdin may be one of the quietest, most peaceful towns in the Underground, with the vast majority of the residents being more than happy to keep their voices down when they talk. There are a few exceptions, as there always will be, but as a whole, the monsters living here are far less rowdy than those you'd see in other cities of Monsterkind.
Of course, the quiet nature of these monsters has led to them being far, far less vigilant than those found in other towns, and that lack of vigilance only multiplies when nighttime comes.
Unfortunately for some members of the Royal Guard, one small, sweater-clad human has become very accustomed to taking advantage of the attitude of the local monsters...
With calm, practiced movements, Frisk stuffs a few pillows under their blanket, slowly eases open the window, and without wasting any more time, dives directly out of Martlet's home, landing roughly on the snow-covered ground after several seconds of falling.
A sharp crack can be heard when they land, as the cold, frozen snow is nowhere near enough to fully cushion the multi-story fall they've taken... and yet Frisk doesn't show any signs of distress. If it wasn't for the slight scowl upon their face, one might assume that they haven't even noticed the unnatural angle their foot is twisted at.
But they do notice it, and in the same practiced manner as before, they grasp their foot, brace themself, and...
Crack.
Twists it back into the correct position.
A moment later, the young human stuffs the Nice Cream they had prepared beforehand into their mouth, letting the healing nature of the treat fix their injured foot...
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...and in less than a minute, they're on their way out of Snowdin.
The amount of practice they've had has made Frisk one of the best at navigating through the Underground. They know almost all of the shortcuts that exist, and are more than willing to use them.
After all, if they don't take advantage of every opportunity they come across, there's no possible way for them to complete their mission without getting caught... of course, getting caught isn't going to end their mission.
If Frisk chooses to, they could simply do things the forceful way. Their chats with Flowey have given them more than enough information about the King of the Underground, and if there's one fact in particular that they've paid attention to, it's that Asgore is unwilling to absorb the SOULs of the other humans, even if his people are being slaughtered at his front door.
It's a bewildering detail, but it's also very relieving. Frisk can take solace in the fact that no matter what happens, their Determination won't be overridden by the man who murdered their brother.
They're free to do what they want, and they have as much time as they need to do it right.
All of this means that if Frisk wanted to do things quickly, they could start a big ruckus, fight their way past anyone that tries to stop them, and wipe out their remaining targets in less than a day. It'd be much easier than what they've been doing. Without the human SOULs, there's nothing that Monsterkind can do to stop them.
And that's why Flowey is doing his best to help them.
Flowey has tried convincing Frisk to change, and he's made many of these attempts over the past two months, to the point where it's begun to get on the young human's nerves. He's said many times that what they're doing is wrong, and that Clover wouldn't want this... but Flowey isn't naive. When he realized that he couldn't persuade Frisk to stop, he quickly changed his tune, deciding to do his best to help them achieve their goals.
His help wasn't exactly necessary, but as Frisk passes by a destroyed, crumpled up ball of metal and wires hidden in the snow, they can't help but note that the flower's assistance is certainly useful to have...
Leaving the ruined camera behind, Frisk quickly makes their way into Waterfall, moving at a pace that would astound anyone watching.
On a few occasions, the sweater-clad child is forced to halt in place or duck into a nearby patch of grass, narrowly avoiding being seen by whichever monster is in the area.
Most of these monsters are those that Frisk never even gets the chance to see before they're caught by them. Instead, Frisk only finds out that these monsters were there when it's far too late for them to do anything about it... they find out when Undyne confronts them.
You see, Frisk's outings to avenge Clover aren't just accomplished by careful planning and luck, no... Frisk has been able to get away with their rampage because of trial and error.
The young human has traveled this path to Waterfall countless times. Each attempt they make gives them more knowledge of what to do and who to avoid, and every time they go through this, they get that much closer to accomplishing their goal.
They know what time of day they need to leave Snowdin at. They know what to say to Martlet before going to bed, they know when to jump out of the window, when to hide away from oncoming monsters, and when to run as fast as they can.
To put it simply... due to the amount of time they've spent on this, the young human knows exactly what they need to do to get to Hotland unseen.
That's why Frisk chose to leave tonight, after all.
It's far colder than usual tonight, to the point where the usually soft snow that blankets Snowdin's ground has frozen, becoming too hard to cushion their fall. Normally, this weather would be awful to traverse. It'd make any mistake they could make more likely to happen, and it makes some paths sure to end in injuries.
That, however, is the point. This weather doesn't just affect Frisk, it affects any monsters keeping an eye on them.
Case in point, the "Amalgams". Their shapeshifting abilities have gotten Frisk caught more than once, but tonight, they aren't as vigilant as they usually are. Although some of them are former-Royal Guards, the cold affects their gooey bodies in ways that their training could have never prepared them for, leading to Frisk being able to sneak right by them.
And that's not even to mention some of the more incorporeal monsters that've been tracking Frisk.
Alphys's decision to enlist their help has proven to be a good one, as they've stopped Frisk more than every other monster combined. Every single one of them are headaches, and it's gotten to the point where Frisk has had to give up on their plans on more than a few days, as no matter what they did, these ghost-like monsters would be watching... but even they slip up from time to time.
As luck would have it, this cold, freezing night is one of those times.
The young human isn't quite sure as to why this night is different, but they do know that something has those ghosts distracted tonight.
And so here they are, running through Waterfall as fast as their feet can carry them.
In less than an hour, one of those ghosts will check their bedroom in Martlet's house to see if Frisk is still there.
Which is more than enough time for Frisk to do what they need to do...
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Eventually, a large, digital sign bearing the words "WELCOME TO HOTLAND" comes into view.
Upon seeing this sign, a bright smile lights up the human's face.
Tonight, they'll get one step closer to avenging their big brother.
As Frisk "deals with" their targets for the night, one tiny, yellow flower pushes down any lingering feelings of guilt he may have, and instead of watching helplessly from the sidelines as he's done so many times before now, turns his attention away from the rampaging human.
With movements eerily similar to the precise, practiced way that Frisk goes about their mission, Flowey tunnels into the ground, speeding towards a target of his own.
He hasn't been idle during the countless attempts that Frisk has made to kill those two Guards tonight, no. Flowey has been just as busy as Frisk.
While the young human spends their time trying to find a path past any monsters keeping an eye on them, Flowey has been searching for his own path.
He's been searching for a path into the depths of the Royal Lab without anyone noticing that he was there, Frisk included.
And he's found it.
It took him a while, of course. The newest human to have fallen into the Underground is far more perceptive than most monsters, and even though Flowey has been into the Lab countless times, the Royal Scientist has buffed up the defenses considerably after Clover gave her the memories of past runs.
It makes sense, he must admit. In some of those runs, Alphys actually met Flowey, so she knows better than most what kind of threat he poses.
Suffice to say, it wasn't easy for him to make it here. It took him almost as many attempts as it's taken Frisk to kill tonight's targets... but he's finally done it. The Royal Scientist's security measures weren't enough to halt him, and Frisk is too busy slaughtering two innocent Guards to notice that Flowey isn't watching them as he usually does.
He's managed to slip into the True Lab undetected, and now it's time for him to reap the rewards of his efforts.
Without wasting anymore time, a small, thin vine extends from the flower, wrapping around a tiny syringe of Red liquid.
Alphys will surely notice that it's missing, given enough time. In the short term, however, she'll be too distracted with Frisk's actions to notice the missing syringe.
Fortunately, Flowey doesn't need a lot of time for this to work.
The Determination of five humans was enough to grant Flowey initial control over the timeline. If he's lucky, another human's Determination will be enough to give him back that control.
And if he's not lucky, well...
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Shaking these thoughts out of his head, the small flower carefully lines the syringe up with his stem, grits his teeth, and...
On the cold, snow-covered ground outside Martlet's house, a young, slightly-damp human can be seen smiling to themself.
Their joy is so great, in fact, that they're even able to ignore the bone-deep chill they feel from the recent dip into water they've had.
They've accomplished everything they needed to do tonight. They've dealt with their targets, washed off the evidence, and made it back home safely...
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And as if on schedule, a tiny flower pops out of the ground next to them, only causing their smile to grow... but when they look closely, Frisk can't help but notice that something is a little off about this flower.
Tonight, Flowey doesn't say a word to Frisk. He doesn't insult them as he usually does, or mention how difficult it is to cover for them, or even try to get them to feel remorse over what they've done.
Instead, he simply stares at them with a bitter, unhappy expression, as if tonight was especially disappointing for him, and begins to work his magic.
Thankfully, it doesn't take long for Flowey to finish up. In under five minutes, Frisk's LOVE is concealed, their footprints through the snow are erased, and they're lifted through the window into their room.
Nobody saw them leave Snowdin, nobody saw them come back to Snowdin, and nobody saw what they did in Hotland. All things considered, it's another successful outing, with Frisk managing to fool everyone that attempted to stop them... of course, one monster in particular is impossible to fool.
After Falling Down and subsequently being brought back (in one piece, unlike the Amalgams), this monster has enough Determination to sense whenever Frisk LOADs a SAVE. Logically, they'd be the one to put an end to their rampage...
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Instead, this monster has managed to delude themself into thinking that the various LOADs are nothing to worry about.
It's a well-known fact that Monsters need HOPE to live.
What isn't well-known, however, is what would happen to a monster that has lost the will to live, and yet was still brought back with an injection of Determination.
Very few people are aware that this monster would not enjoy a pleasant existence.
Even less people know that there are two examples of this in the Underground, with only one of them possessing a Soul.
Needless to say, if Martlet hadn't spent the last five years in a depressive haze, she might've been able to bring herself to do something about Frisk's outings... but this is not the Martlet of five years ago.
She's changed. She doesn't want to believe that Clover's younger sibling is responsible for the deaths of her former colleagues.
And the Royal Guard is paying for it.
Chapter 85: The consequences of their actions
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Every monster in the Underground has heard of the Royal Guard. This group was established by the King, after all, and its main purpose is to protect the citizens from any humans that fell into the Underground. How could they not know about the Guard?
For years, Monsterkind has been told just how necessary the Royal Guard is. It's been drilled into them that they need to have trained fighters if they want to have any chance against the humans... and yet even with all of this inspirational talk about the virtues of the Royal Guard, it's been in a steady decline over the years.
While it originally saw a boom in members and popularity when King Asgore first declared war on Humanity, occasions such as the death of Patty, the Soul of Patience, led to a great deal of the Guards resigning. These Guards, each of whom were well-respected members of the community, began to warn others away from the Guard. In time, the general perception around the Royal Guard began to shift.
Of course, the Snowdin Massacre made monsters far more eager to join the Guard than they would've been otherwise, but it didn't take long for that to be offset by Clover's sacrifice, putting both the member count and the public opinion of the Royal Guard at an all-time low.
While younger monsters look at the Guards and see heroes, most of the adults believe it to be a hellish job to volunteer for, and something that has no real reason to exist. In their opinion, it'd be best for the Guard to completely disband.
And recently, a lot of Royal Guards have begun to agree with them.
The members that've remained in the Royal Guard aren't stupid, nor are they as blind as the Soul of Justice. Even without being told what's going on, these Guards have noticed the disappearances of their friends. Even former-Guards aren't completely safe, as more than a few of them have gone missing.
The already-low morale of the Royal Guard had plummeted once the first piles of dust were found... but despite all of this pressure upon their shoulders, not a single one of these Guards decided to quit.
Some of them would certainly like to quit, as the job has become far more stressful and dangerous now than it used to be... and yet they haven't, even with the current Guards being attacked at a much higher pace than the retired Guards.
You see, each of these Guards were determined to catch the one responsible for their friends' deaths. They felt like they owed it to their comrades to bring the criminal to justice, and even if staying in the Guard might be dangerous... they were prepared for danger the moment they finished their training.
The bumbling, silly, and downright-idiotic behavior that these monsters were prone to showing disappeared as surely as their fellow Guards. For the first time in decades, the Royal Guard became a disciplined, well-oiled machine of lawbringers. Instead of goofing off as they're used to, they began to take a more active role in aiding their communities, hoping that they'll hear something from the monsters they interact with that can point them towards who they're looking for.
From helping to repair homes, to visiting schools, and even to basic manual labor to make the jobs of any locals easier, these Guards did just about everything they can to help out, and it hasn't gone unnoticed.
Most civilians they've interacted with have even begun to rethink their opinion on Royal Guards. It's obvious to them that the Royal Guard can be extremely helpful when they act with discipline. If they can continue to act like this in the future, then perhaps... perhaps disbanding the Guard isn't actually a good idea...? Their help recently has been nothing but useful, after all, so it'd be a shame if they were to suddenly stop...
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Quite the opposite, as a matter of fact.
Even after all of the time that they've spent searching, the Royal Guard had failed to find any clues as to who is actually responsible for those disappearances. With each passing week, their spirits lowered more and more, until eventually...
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Despite Captain Undyne making sure that each of traveled in groups when they weren't in a town, the remaining members of the Royal Guard didn't have much hope that the one responsible for all of this would stop. They were positive that it'd continue until there were no more Guards left, or until they caught the criminal, but each and every one of them was happy to be proven wrong...
...Or at least, they were happy at first.
After the first uneventful week passed by, the few Royal Guards that were still alive began to realize that if nothing changed, they had zero chance of finding the one who dusted their comrades.
And as you may expect, they were all eager to act as bait.
Of course, they didn't know that some of the other Guards had acted as bait in the past. None of them were aware that these plans failed to do accomplish anything, and only served to get the bait killed.
If they knew all of this, then they wouldn't have been as shocked as they were when Undyne declined their offers. Instead of allowing them to help, she made sure to tell them that she has it handled, and that none of them are to interfere... which only managed to make the few remaining Royal Guards feel even worse.
Even with their best efforts, they hadn't been able to find the murderer who dusted their friends. All the time they've spent trying to actually be "disciplined" was all for naught, and worst of all? They aren't even fit to be bait.
Needless to say, the morale of the Royal Guard is lower now than it's ever been before. Not even the death of the Soul of Justice could sink the Guard's morale as much as Undyne's refusal to accept their help.
If this keeps up for much longer, there's a good chance that some of these Guards may Fall Down...
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In the depths of the Royal Lab, in a place that Alphys herself refers to as the "True Lab", the best scientist in the Underground can be seen pacing the cold, stony tiles that make up her Lab.
Her clawed hands refuse to stop their trembling as she walks through the Lab, and if she were to attempt to do any work today, it'd be almost impossible to do anything that requires precision... but that doesn't matter to Alphys. She's not here to do anything important.
After all, she's lazed-around for the past few weeks. A couple more days won't hurt.
If the Alphys of three months ago could see her now, she'd be both devastated to see the state that she's in, and confused at what could have caused this.
The Royal Scientist has sworn-off research on monsters who have Fallen Down. At most, she'll search for a way to fix her earlier mistakes, and return each of the Amalgamates to their proper bodies.
Even her most "unethical" research just has to do with studying the SOULs of the dead humans and extracting their Determination. After extracting it, she's free to study it as she wishes, and unless she actually injects it into something, the strange substance won't cause any harm.
It isn't like the extraction is particularly unethical either. The SOULs aren't aware, as far as Alphys knows, so they wouldn't actually feel anything that she does to them. The closest comparison would be a human scientist researching a body donated to science.
There's nothing too bad about what she's doing, so logically, Alphys has no reason to slip back into her bad habits. She has no reason to feel even worse than she did when the monsters who had Fallen Down became Amalgams...
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...or at least, she'd have no reason to feel this way if it wasn't for her most recent breakthrough.
Ever since her meeting with Clover, the Royal Scientist has realized that Determination is even more wondrous than she had originally assumed. The things that the young human did are unexplainable with the usual rules of magic. Although a human's magic is amazing and mind-boggling on its own... it shouldn't be able to give someone memories of the future... should it?
Because that's exactly what Clover did. What he did was awe-inspiring, and it completely shattered Alphys's perception of what Determination could do, and that's not even mentioning how far those new memories pushed her research.
Faint ideas that she had no idea on how to pursue suddenly became well-researched, detailed hypotheses. Any hypotheses she actually had were either completely confirmed, or replaced with even grander, better-researched versions. Her inventions quickly became far, far more complex and creative, to the point where she's even begun to touch on creating artificial Souls.
What Clover did was truly incredible, and it's also been the biggest mystery she's been attempting to solve.
Alphys personally went to Asgore and demanded new materials for her research, even when she, frankly, should've been fired for the fiasco with the Amalgams. Her newfound confidence was more than enough to convince Asgore, and with these materials, Alphys was able to craft countless groundbreaking, logic-defying tools that had previously only existed in the memories Clover gave her.
Most of these inventions haven't been spread to the Underground at large, and many of them are useless without a ridiculous amount of materials needed to power them, but she's still proud of her inventions.
The thing Alphys is most proud of, however, is a miniature Determination Extractor.
Due to this, she wouldn't have to bring the Human Souls to her Lab to extract Determination. Instead, she just had to go to Asgore, ask him to bring out the Souls, and take what she needed.
Some might say that it was unnecessary. The time saved with this extractor was nothing when compared to the resources she spent crafting it, and it was still a flawed product. Unlike the main extractor, this miniature version had a limit, and once reached, it couldn't extract anymore Determination until it had cooled down. On top of that, it was extremely inefficient, with most of the extracted Determination vanishing into thin air.
It's inferior to the main extractor in almost every way... but the lizard-like monster didn't care about what others had to say. In her opinion, all of this was fine when compared to what could happen if she brought the SOULs to her Lab.
A great deal of the memories she received from Clover had a certain small, yellow flower in it. She couldn't gleam too much knowledge from these memory fragments, but the little that Alphys understood was more than enough for her to decide to do everything in her power to stop that... thing from getting its vines on the SOULs.
Thankfully, the flower never interrupted her work or, as far as she can tell, acted like it did in so many of those memories.
After the first two years passed by without anything too groundbreaking, Alphys decided to move on from just studying Determination, and instead focused most of her attention on the Human Souls themselves.
Her knowledge of Souls practically multiplied in weeks when she first started studying them in detail, and her testing ramped up at a similar pace. She did extensive tests on Clover's Soul in particular... which is where the Royal Scientist's despair started.
Alphys was able to roughly figure out what makes each of the Human Souls special, and through conversations with some of the monsters who knew these humans, she was able to confirm that her guesses were accurate. Gerson in particular was a treasure trove of information.
She concluded that, among other miscellaneous abilities they had, Bravery could charge through just about anything, Perseverance was basically-unkillable, Hope was able to heal, and Integrity could manipulate gravity.
The only Souls that gave her trouble were the Soul of Patience, who never even got the chance to discover her ability, and the Soul of Justice, simply because of how astounding and strange his ability was.
From what she can tell... Patty's power has something to do regarding time, while Clover's could dig up memories from the subconscious.
That was Alphys's assumption, anyways, and if she's to be honest... she hopes that she's wrong, because her assumption about Clover's power directly led to her hypothesis about the true power of Determination.
Some highly-Determined monsters have reported feeling a strange sense of Deja Vu whenever they go about their day, as if they've gone through it before.
From what Alphys can tell, these reports were especially common when Clover arrived into the Underground, but after his death, they completely disappeared...
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Even Undyne has joked about this Deja Vu in her own special way.
And so now, with a mysterious, uncatchable killer on the loose, the Royal Scientist's hypothesis is starting to gain a lot more evidence than she wants it to.
The hypothesis that has her despairing so much revolves around the mysterious nature of Determination, and the fact that Clover was able to give her information from the future.
Alphys believes that someone with overwhelming amounts of Determination has some measure of control over time... or at the bare minimum, high amounts of Determination can allow someone to peek into the future.
She hopes that her hypothesis is wrong. She hopes with every fiber of her being that she's just being paranoid, and that all of her circumstantial evidence is a result of her forcing these metaphorical puzzle pieces to fit where they don't fit... but deep down, something tells Alphys that she's right.
So here she is, pacing around her Lab yet again. Instead of working, she's worrying, and instead of digging deeper into her research, she's doing everything she can to force her mind to reject the conclusion it has reached.
After all, if she's correct in this assumption, and if Undyne is right when she says that Frisk is responsible for the disappearances, then there's nothing they can do to stop Frisk from completing their rampage.
They're completely at the human's mercy... what little of it they have, anyways.
Notes:
I love Alphys. She's one of the smartest characters in the Undertale Universe, and I'm fully confident that she'd be able to figure out the existence of Saving and Loading if she had a few clues to work with.
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Chapter 86: A new journey through Waterfall
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Ever since the sudden halt in disappearances two weeks ago, Martlet's life has been filled with nothing but joyful relief.
Her former-colleagues have been safe and (reasonably) competent in their jobs, Undyne has stopped sending monsters to look after Frisk, and best of all, Martlet herself hasn't had to fear for the young human's safety.
And she has had reason to worry about their safety. Someone is intentionally trying to frame Frisk for the recent disappearances, so Martlet has had to do her best to make sure that nobody knows that there's a human in Snowdin, or everyone will line up to blame them, ruining Clover's sacrifice.
I mean, sure, they're prone to act a bit too much like Clover did in his "non-peaceful" runs, and it's clear that they're hiding a lot of things from her... but there's no way that Frisk is responsible for what's been happening to the Royal Guard.
Even if Martlet's experiences in Flowey's mind was almost as faint as a dream, she can clearly remember the few runs where Clover actually got to enjoy his life in the Underground. In those runs, he'd talk at length about his younger sibling and how much he wishes they could be there with him, although a lot of those conversations ended up with him being in a poor mood for the rest of the day.
He knew how awful Frisk's life on the Surface must've been without someone that cared about them being around, and Martlet can't even imagine how guilty he must have felt...
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Not that it matters, of course. Flowey has more Determination than she'll ever have, even if she injects herself with her own vial of Determination. Trying to stop Flowey, or even something as simple as warning Frisk about him, isn't going to end well.
It's better to just watch on the sidelines. There's nothing she could do to stop Flowey, and even if there is a small chance to stop him from doing this... she can't muster the energy to try.
Truth be told, she hasn't had much energy to do anything for the past five years. Being injected with Determination may have saved her life, but it didn't come without a price...
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She doesn't care that most of her friends aren't able to visit regularly, or that none of them have managed to move past their grief over Clover's death. Caring about that takes too much effort, and for someone who lost the will to live, and was then forced to live, caring about anything takes more energy than it's worth.
The former-Royal Guard still has some things she can care about, of course.
Some of those things, such as Clover's death, are just as present in her mind as they were before she Fell Down, and although Frisk is new to the Underground, they're one of those few things that Martlet has the energy to care about.
Heck, she's even been able to muster the energy to cook for them! And it's not just fast food or leftovers, but genuine meals!
Before they came to her doorstep, leftovers and fast food was what Martlet's meals mainly consisted of... well, that's what they consisted of when she actually bothered to eat.
Even though eating is necessary, her now-gooey body needs far less food than it used to. Pairing that with the small amount of energy Martlet used to expend each day, and she could easily go weeks without eating....
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Speaking of Frisk...
"...Hello? Frisk? It's dinnertime!" the bird-like monster shouts, leaving her voice to echo through her home...
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"Frisk?!"
Her voice turns even louder, and a hint of panic can even be heard in it as she shouts for the young human... but there's still no reply.
Martlet immediately turns away from the dinner she just cooked, barely even sparing time to turn the stove off as she dashes upstairs, soon coming to a small, clean room that she would usually avoid.
This room used to belong to the last human to have fallen into the Underground, and for five long, painful years, it was completely empty.
Despite how dusty and poorly-kept it was, however, Frisk chose it as their room. In under a day, they had it completely cleaned up, to the point where Martlet wouldn't have been able to tell that it was abandoned for so long if she didn't know better.
Martlet knows that Frisk enjoys their alone time. They're practically the opposite of outgoing, and they despise it when she barges into her room, so even with this room having a new occupant, she rarely goes into it...
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Her heart instantly falls when at the sight before her: An empty room, an open window, and a single note laid on the bed.
As Martlet panics over Frisk's absence, the small, sweater-clad child can be seen making their way through Waterfall, moving far slower now than they were the last time they came here.
Their trot through the calm, water-covered area is peaceful, with none of the constant hiding and worrying that they experienced every other time they visited Waterfall. This time, they don't need to duck or dodge out of the way whenever a monster comes close in an attempt to hide.
No, Frisk doesn't care if they're seen. They've accomplished just about everything they've set out to do. Even if there's a few targets left, only two of them really matter, and there's no way that they can make either of those two disappear without being caught.
On this trip, the young human plans to finally get rid of Undyne, the Captain of the Royal Guard, and Asgore, the King of the Underground, and so they're content to take their time.
They'll be noticed either way, so abandoning their usual stealthiness is for the best. With their slow pace, they can actually enjoy the scenery around them.
And what a sight it is. Nothing on the Surface can compare with the sights that can be found in the Underground.
Even though it may not seem like it, Frisk adores the things they've seen in the Underground. It only makes sense, after all. The sights they saw on the Surface weren't exactly awe-inspiring, what with them spending all of their life in a small, poorly-decorated village, so the sudden change in scenery is nothing short of incredible. Any of the kids in the Village would be astonished by the Underground, and Frisk is no exception...
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'...Clover never got to see this.' Frisk suddenly realizes, frowning slightly at the thought.
In an instant, the peaceful, pleasant journey through Waterfall feels soured. The cool, damp air suddenly feels uncomfortably moist, and the once-beautiful scenery now looks just as ugly and uninteresting as the Village that Frisk grew up in.
With their mood dampened by this realization, the small human quickens their pace, silently continuing their journey through Waterfall...
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"...You are aware that you don't have to do this, aren't you?" a familiar, dispassionate voice asks.
Upon hearing this voice, Frisk's mood only darkens further, and yet to respond, they don't even have to speak. Instead, Frisk only needs to think about what they want to say for their little tag-along to get the message.
'We've talked about this before. I may not "have" to do this, but I want to do this. They're monsters both in race and in the literal meaning of the word.'
"Were those two you attacked last time so evil? Was the old, retired monster before them deserving of death too?"
'I'm not having this conversation again. If you don't like what I'm doing, you're free to leave.' Frisk responds, shutting this conversation down before it has a chance to truly begin.
Unfortunately for the expressionless human, Chara isn't so easily deterred.
"Miss Martlet is going to notice that you were gone. She'll still search for you."
'That note I left said--'
"It said almost nothing. Just a simple white lie of 'I'm going to be gone for a few days to visit a friend I made, sorry for not telling you! I promise I'll be back soon!' Do you honestly think that she won't be concerned?"
'...'
For the first time in quite a while, Frisk is at a loss for words, to the point where they even stop moving through Waterfall. Without wasting any time, Chara eagerly takes advantage of their silence.
"She'll obviously try to track you down. She may not manage to locate you, yes, but she'll surely try. If you keep going down this path, then she will learn about what you've done and what you plan to do."
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"Think about it, Frisk. She's one of the few people you've met that is genuine and kind. She hasn't hidden anything from you like Mom did, nor is she trying to keep you locked up in the house all day. In fact, if it weren't for you slaughtering Royal Guards and gaining Undyne's suspicion, then she would've most likely tried to introduce you to other monsters. Maybe she would've introduced you to monsters who knew Clover."
The longer the ghost-like human "speaks", the more animated and desperate their voice becomes, as they fail to keep their dispassionate mask on at this rare opportunity.
'...'
"You have a nice home, plenty of food, and someone who'll take care of you without asking for anything in return. Are you really willing to throw all of this away?" Chara asks, digging at the sore points they know that Frisk has. "And for what? To do something you know your big brother wouldn't have wanted?"
'I've told you this dozens of times already. I don't care if he would've wanted this.' Frisk replies, sporting an ugly expression upon their face. 'They're responsible for his death. They've celebrated the deaths of the kids who came before him. Some of those kids were even forced to become murderers due to the actions of the monsters around them. It's only fair if they reap what they've sown.'
"And what's your plan after this? You kill Dad, take the Human Souls in his possession, and then go to the Surface, trapping Monsterkind down here forever? Or maybe you'll actually try to stay down here, in a Kingdom who's ruler you've murdered?"
'We've had countless renditions of this conversation before. I don't know what you think you'll achieve this time that you've failed to achieve the last three-dozen times we've talked, but I won't stop. I'll deal with any consequences after they've happened. With my SAVE file, I'll be able to handle anything that comes my way.'
"Don't kid yourself, there are some things that no amount of LOADing can surpass. The hatred of Monsterkind for what you've done is one of those things."
'I'm done talking.'
"You can't stay here after what you've done. If you don't RESET, you'll be forced to hide away for the rest of your life, or you'll have to live on the Surface. I don't think that I need to remind you about what kind of people are--"
'I said I'm done.' the young human interrupts, sporting a furious expression upon their face. 'Remember, I don't have to stop at Undyne or Asgore.'
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The ghostly human inside of Frisk's head quiets down at their threat, forcing a small sigh of relief out of them.
Satisfied that they can continue their journey to Undyne in peace, the young human speeds up, soon outpacing the speed they had before their conversation with Chara...
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"Wah ha ha! Someone's in a hurry today!"
This isn't the first time that a monster has greeted Frisk today. For everyone else, they simply continued on, barely sparing a few words in passing before they leave.
As a matter of fact, that's exactly what they were planning to do with this monster too... but as soon as he comes into view, Frisk abandons those thoughts.
Standing in front of Frisk is an old, goatee-sporting tortoise, who wears clothes that would be more fitting on an archeologist than a salesman. In this monster's hand is an overly-large magnifying glass, which he keeps in front of his one-remaining eye.
The way that this eye looks at them is far, far too shrewd for their liking. It's almost like the owner of it knows more than he should, and is more than happy to let them know that. What's even more unsettling, however, is the large smile upon this monster's face.
Smiles aren't a rare thing in the Underground, of course, but this smile... it's different from the usual ones they've seen. It's a little too jubilant.
Before Frisk can think of a suitable response to get them out of this conversation, the aging monster opens his mouth, not allowing Frisk a moment to speak.
"I've been wanting to chat with you for a while now, but every other time you came down here, I ended up missing you! I guess I finally got lucky..."
The smile never leaves the old monster's face, and yet when he utters his next sentence, the air suddenly feels far colder than it did before.
"...Although with what you've been doing recently, and with my history around humans, maybe I'm not so lucky after all..."
Chapter 87: The Hammer of Justice
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The moment the old monster's words reach Frisk's ears, a flash of alarmed surprise goes across their face, and without taking a moment to think, Frisk's hand flies towards their side, grabbing at the toy knife stuffed in their pocket.
Before the murderous human can actually pull it out, however, Chara's voice erupts inside their head.
"Don't attack him!" they bark, sounding genuinely fearful. "For your sake, just... just keep your weapon stowed away."
Most of the time, Frisk would flat out ignore whatever advice Chara may have... but the rare tone of their voice makes them pause for a moment, suddenly unsure of themself...
'He's doesn't look that strong. Why are you...?'
Their hesitation doesn't last for more than a moment, but that gives Gerson more than enough time to back away, allowing him to stay far out of Frisk's reach as he continues talking to them.
"Eh? You got somethin' in there?" the tortoise-like monster chuckles, before wincing at the look they give him. "Don't go trying to stab me or anything, I'm not here for a fight."
"...W-What do you want?" Frisk asks, doing their best to make their tone as innocent and confused as possible. "I don't know what you're talking about when you say 'every other time I've been here', but... but I think you have me confused with someone else. I've never been to Waterfall before!"
"Ah, don't lie to me, kid. I've seen a few things in my time, and you aren't the first human to try that tone with me. It'll be quicker for both of us if you're honest."
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Frisk's expression turns ugly at these words, and yet they don't say anything in their own defense. Instead, they stare silently at Gerson, seemingly weighing their options...
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'Who is he?! How does he know that I've been here before?! Why are you so scared of him?!?!'
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Unfortunately for Frisk, their questions receive no answer. The only thing they get from Chara is a deep sense of smugness, as if they're taking a lot of pleasure in keeping the young human in the dark.
'I'll attack him if you don't tell me.'
Rather than be intimidated, Chara snorts at this threat, and the smug aura around them only intensifies.
"On second thought, go ahead and attack him. I forgot that I don't care about what happens to you."
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"...Fine." Frisk says in their normal, flat tone, not willing to call their tag-along's bluff. "I won't bother trying to fool you, but if I'm going to be honest, then you're going to be honest too. What exactly do you want? You left me alone every other time I've done this. What's changed now?"
Gerson's overly-large smile falters for just a moment at these words... but as soon as Frisk blinks, his smile is as bright as ever.
"I guess... well, I guess I was hoping you'd have stopped by now." he admits, rubbing the tip of his chin with his magnifying glass. "You may not know this, but you've got Ol' Fluffybuns more stressed out than I've ever seen him. I thought that was your goal, but..."
"It isn't."
"I know, I know, you're looking to kill all of the Guards you can get your hands on or whatever it is you're looking to do. I realize that now. That's why I'm here..."
The old monster trails off, searching for the right words to say to Frisk... and yet he doesn't get the chance to continue, as the sweater-clad child quickly interrupts him.
"If you're going to try to convince me to give up, then don't bother. I've made my choice. I don't plan to quit at the endpoint."
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An exhausted, bitter sigh makes its way out of Gerson's mouth, and he mutters something that Frisk can't quite hear, but before they can ask him to repeat himself, his voice loses a lot of the cheer it previously had.
"Listen, kid, I'm older than that village you grew up in, and I've seen a lot of things in my time. I bet you're curious about what I've got to say, aren't you?"
"I--"
"If you are, then you need to quiet down and listen to what I've got to say. I'm not here bring you to justice or any of that crap, I'm just here to give you some much-needed advice."
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Frisk's expression sours when they hear Gerson's standoffish tone... and yet despite how much they want to retaliate, they don't attack him. Due to both their curiosity on what this aged-monster wants to say, and the fear they felt from Chara upon seeing them, Frisk is wary of starting any fights with him, leading to an awkward stretch of silence...
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"...Well? If you're going to attack me, then do it now. If you don't hurry, I may pass away from old age before I get the chance to talk!"
"...Ok, I'll listen... but I'm in a hurry, so--"
"Eh? I thought you were going to be honest?"
The young, sweater-wearing child tenses up at Gerson's teasing tone... and yet they forcefully swallow down their confusion, anger, and slightly-fearful thoughts at what his words may mean...
"...I am being honest."
"Ha! You may say that you're in a hurry, but I think we both know that it doesn't matter. Just LOAD your last SAVE to make up for the time-loss."
As soon as the words leave his mouth, Frisk's fears are confirmed. Before they can even think of a way to react to this, their body moves on its own, quickly drawing the toy knife in their pocket to slash at Gerson.
With all the LOADing they've done, Frisk must have done this same exact slash thousands of times before now. It almost always manages to take out whatever monster is in their way in one hit, and they've never missed their target...
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Their body doesn't stop there, of course. In the span of seconds, they've sent half a dozen attacks at Gerson... and yet even with their best efforts, they can't kill him. Gerson weaves around almost all of the attacks sent his way, and when he finally does get hit, it only manages to send him stumbling backwards, still alive and well despite how much force was put into the attack.
At this point, Frisk finally manages to stop themself, and when they do, they're left dumbfounded by what just happened.
The young human's mind is filled with questions. Dozens upon dozens of stupefied, horrified thoughts fill their head... but they aren't able to focus on these thoughts, as one thing drowns out everything else inside of their head.
Loud, happy laughter fills Frisk's mind.
This laughter, of course, comes from the ghost-like human stuck inside their head.
Chara's usual composed tone is nowhere to be found. Instead, their voice is full of joy as they take joy in Frisk's confusion.
"Oh my God, I wish you could see the look on your face!" they mock, laughing harder now than they have ever since they've met Frisk.
'He...'
"Wah ha ha! You're even worse than Fluffybun's kid!" Gerson laughs, cutting off any internal questions that Frisk may have. "When I had this talk with them, they tried to sneak-attack, failed, then LOADed half a dozen times before they realized that I still had my memories!"
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It's a good thing that Frisk stopped when they did, as despite the laughter coming from him, Gerson is obviously worn out from the short bout of dodging. Even though he tries to hide it, the Hammer of Justice isn't as young as he once was, and he can't conceal the deep, desperate breaths of air he takes...
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Eventually, the young human manages to get their bewildered expression under control, masking it with their usual blank look as they turn towards the monster they somehow failed to kill.
"You... you know about...?" they venture, not able to conceal the shock in their tone.
"Know about?! Heck, I used to have those powers!" the old tortoise responds, winking (as ineffective as it may be, given that he only has one eye) as he does so. "What, did you think I got this wise with age? King Fluffybuns is almost as old as I am, but he still has trouble putting his cape on the right way!"
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The old monster tries to keep his overly-large smile upon his face, and yet as the silence stretches on, he can't stop it from slowly fading away. Instead, his smile is replaced by a somber, wistful look...
"I guess I should start from the beginning, huh?"
Frisk silently nods their head, putting the blank expression back onto their face.
"My memory isn't like it used to be, so the details may be a little fuzzy... but from what I remember, I got my own SAVE file about a hundred or so years after the humans locked us down here. The human who had it before me must've died of old age-- can't imagine what that would feel like-- and without Monsters on the Surface, any humans who could've had more Determination than me didn't have access to magic. At the time, I didn't understand why I had this power, so I just assumed that I was special... I told myself that this was proof that monsters were better than humans."
A small, mirthless chuckle escapes from him when he says this.
"Boy, was I a fool back then. You see, this power is tied to Determination, and after the war, I was all hopped up on anti-human thinking and rarin' to go up there to bust some heads, so I had Determination to spare..."
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"When the first kid came down here, I left her alone. I decided that it'd be best if the other monsters got some training in, and if anyone died, I could just LOAD and step in myself... imagine my shock when most of the Royal Guard quit after getting the first human soul."
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"In hindsight, I should've taken that as a sign that killing a human wasn't as good of an idea as I thought it was. Those Guards were some of the kindest, bravest souls I've ever met, and if they thought that avoiding any fights with humans was for the best, then they were probably right... but I didn't think about any of that. I just thought that they weren't strong enough to do what needed to be done, so I let the King handle the next human."
Frisk stays silent, noting that his smile returns now, except...
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"'Course, when he was all torn up over killing Felix-- that's the second Human to have fallen down here-- I decided that if I wanted something done right, I needed to do it myself. I didn't think that I could be wrong over my hatred of humans. Everyone else was just too weak to kill them, so I had to lead by example.
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"By that point in my life, I never had a reason to change. Why would I change, after all? I was the Hammer of Justice, Monsterkind's biggest hero, one of the most trusted and beloved guardians of our civilization, and I knew better than anyone how much of a threat humans were. I was right, everyone else was wrong, and that's the end of that... ha, if only that was true! It wasn't until I went and fought a human for myself that I realized how hard it was to actually go and take a life.
A small crack appears in Frisk's expressionless mask at these words... but still, they don't interrupt, being content to let the old monster finish his story.
"A curious, note-taking child made their way to Waterfall after a few decades." he continues, sighing softly as he recalls the fight. "By then, I had honed my human-slaying skills to heights that most monsters couldn't dream of, and I was eager to put them to the test, so when Percy stepped into my domain, I thought I was ready to fight them..."
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"...It didn't end well. That kid... whew! They were a toughie! They probably would've made it past Asgore if I wasn't around! That kid gave me the toughest fight I've ever had in any run I've been in. Half of the time, it was like my attacks just phased through them, and the other half, they took it head-on, walked forward, and threw one of their own! After a couple-dozen tries (and plenty of deaths on my part), I finally had that kid down on the ground, legs all shattered and useless, waiting for the final blow. I took some time to catch my breath, wound up my hammer, and gave it all I had..."
Gerson trails off, grimacing slightly at the memory...
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As Gerson trails off yet again, Frisk realizes that the old tortoise is distracted. It's like he doesn't even notice their presence. If they wanted to, they could attack now, getting rid of him before he has any idea of what's going on...
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After a few seconds, he shakes his head, snapping out of whatever trance he seemed to be in.
"Eh... I don't think you need all the gritty details, so I'll keep this short. In the last few moments before their death, Percy somehow gained more Determination than I did, ripped the power away from me, and then had a nice, long chat before dying. Once they were dead, I decided that I wasn't finished talking to the kid, so I tried to LOAD my SAVE... only to find myself standing in front of their body. Even doing a full RESET didn't work."
These words are enough to catch the young human's attention. In a panicked, disbelieving tone, they finally speak.
"So if someone were to overpower my Determination, then I wouldn't--"
"Ha! I wish it was like that!" Gerson guffaws, shaking away the somber mood he just had. "Humans are different. They get their SAVE files the moment they fall down here, and nothing can overwrite those. Even if someone gets more Determination than them, it'll be fine as long as they can get their power back. No, I'm not telling you all of this just because I want to scare you into doing better."
A small sigh of relief escapes Frisk at their fears are dispelled... but after a few seconds, they tilt their head in obvious confusion.
"I wouldn't have known this if you hadn't told me. Why not lie and say that someone could force my progress to save, even if I manage to out-Determine them at a later date?"
"I doubt that you'd really believe me. It's better to just tell the truth and hope that it'll shake you."
"If that's all, then you've failed." Frisk says, forcing confidence into their voice.
"Give me a second to finish! Us old folks can't talk as fast as the younger generations..."
His last attempt at a joke is met with the murderous human taking a step towards him, obviously intent on cutting this conversation short... but Gerson isn't finished talking just yet. As Frisk steps towards him, all the humor fades away, and a look of deadly seriousness appears upon his aged face.
"I told you that I was here to give you advice, right? Here it is. Even if humans have 'better' SAVE files, there's one thing you have in common with us Monsters when it comes to this power."
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"It isn't perfect. You'll do things you'd never do before, simply because you're free of consequences... but that doesn't mean that you'll always make the best decisions. One day, you'll do something you'll regret. You'll do something you can't take back, even if you RESET. Maybe one day, you'll look back on what's happened, and wish that you never started abusing these powers to begin with."
"...So all of this was just you trying to get me to stop?" Frisk questions, doing their best to ignore the elderly monster's words. "You decided to tell me a sad story, and hope that I'll either feel pity for you, or resonate with the story enough to stop? That was your plan?"
Even with the way that Frisk's hand clenches around their weapon, Gerson doesn't run. He doesn't show any signs of fear at the human's approach... instead, he laughs.
"Ha! If you want to think that, then go ahead. Just remember, kid, you aren't the first human to have those powers, and none of the others had happy endings, even after they decided to change."
"You--"
"The biggest threat to someone with a SAVE file is the file-holder themself, and some day, I think you'll realize that..."
There are many beautiful things to be found in Waterfall. From glowing rivers of water, to dark, maze-like rooms lit-up by lanterns, and even to bright, gem-speckled caves, several of the most lovely scenes in the Underground can be found in the water-filled area. As you may expect, these scenes are very popular with visiting monsters.
One spot, however, is particularly prone to attracting tourists. This spot isn't as damp and wet as other parts of Waterfall, and many would agree that it isn't as eye-catching as many other places in the area... but despite all of that, it manages to gain more attention than any other place in Waterfall.
This spot gathers so many tourists because of the view it provides.
The room itself is nothing special, essentially being a long, poorly-lit stone hallway in-between other places in Waterfall, but in that room, one can clearly see the King's Castle in the distance.
Even though visiting monsters could just walk for a few hours and see the Castle up close, there's something about the distant visage of Asgore's Castle that calls to them more than a close-up view of it from the Capital.
So as one small, dust-covered human walks through Waterfall, this room should see at least a few people... and yet today, it is almost completely empty.
Today, there's only one monster standing in that room, and Undyne isn't here for the view. She's waiting for the young, knife-wielding human to attack her.
She's been waiting for weeks, as a matter of fact, although she hasn't been waiting alone.
For the past few weeks, the Captain of the Royal Guard has been straying from her usual patrol route, leaving it without any Guards to police it.
Of course, that doesn't mean that Waterfall is unguarded or anything. Undyne has made sure that she keeps an eye on Waterfall, even if she doesn't actually patrol the area.
And she accomplishes all of that with a phone, some cameras, and a lot of help from the Royal Scientist.
Alphys's help has allowed the fish-like Guard to put all of her attention on the task at hand: Bringing an end to the human's rampage, and on most days, Undyne would be full of relief, knowing that if Alphys is handling things, she'll have no reason to worry...
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"Where are they?" Undyne asks, gripping the phone tightly. "You said they arrived in Waterfall a few hours ago, right? The little punk should be here by now."
"I-I don't know! They just... they just vanished!" Alphys stutters, peering over the camera footage with wide eyes. "One moment, I had perfect coverage of their journey and the path they were taking, and in the next moment, they stopped appearing on my cameras!"
"Keep looking. Your cameras aren't perfect. They probably found a room you aren't recording."
Furious typing can be heard from the phone as Alphys flicks between camera footage, hurriedly looking for any sign of the human. Even as she searches, her stuttery, nervous voice never ceases.
"W-Well, from what I can see, they haven't been attacking anyone, so that's a relief... a-and there are no monsters anywhere near you, so nobody will get caught up in your fight!"
"Thank God... but are you sure everyone is keeping away? What about--"
Suddenly, a sharp intake of breath can be heard from Undyne, and she goes silent for several seconds...
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Not noticing the strangeness in her tone, the lizard-like scientist continues speaking, doing her best to reassure Undyne.
"You're worried about Gerson? I still haven't been able find him, but... but he's probably fine! You've talked to him about your worries before, so he knows what Frisk has been doing. He'll stay out of their way."
"Alphys--"
"I'm not seeing the human anywhere in Waterfall... maybe they went back to Snowdin? Or they could've slipped by you and went to Hotland?"
"Alphys--"
"I'll go and check! It won't take more than a few minutes. I'll find them and--"
"Alphys... they're here."
Chapter 88: No more honor
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As the fish-like Royal Guard turns towards them, Frisk can't help but scowl at the sight of her.
Undyne has been responsible for a lot of anger over the many attacks Frisk has made on her comrades. On the vast majority of attempts they've made to kill their targets, she was the one to catch them red-handed, forcing them to LOAD.
It took Frisk many, many tries to avoid the Captain's detection, and while that may have given them a lot of experience in navigating the Underground, it also gave them a ton of pent-up frustration.
Today, they'll finally get to take out that frustration... although by the look of Undyne, they'll have to sit through another speech today.
They might as well humor her. She'll be dead soon enough, so there's no real harm in letting her speak...
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"...So it was you." Undyne says, staring at Frisk with an unreadable look upon her face.
A simple nod of the head is the only answer they give her, causing Undyne's expression to darken.
"Those two punks in Hotland, half of the Guards in the Capital, our new trainees, and countless more... all of them are dead, simply because you decided that they didn't deserve to live. Was all of this fun to you? Fooling Martlet into thinking that you weren't a piece of garbage, then running around every few days to kill her former colleagues?"
A small, smug smile tugs on Frisk's lips, and they answer her with another silent nod. This, of course, infuriates the Guard Captain.
"None of the monsters you killed did anything to you! Hell, half of them have been retired for years by this point! Are you justifying all of this by telling yourself that they're 'trained to fight', or is slaughtering innocents so fun for you?"
Yet again, the young human nods their head, staring Undyne directly in her one remaining eye as they do.
The fish-like Captain's hands tremble for a moment, and in that moment, Frisk thinks that she's finally going to attack them... only for Undyne to open her mouth one last time.
"You... you even killed that old man." she says, voice suddenly small and quiet. "Do you think it's fun to get rid of the only family that someone has? Do you think it's fun for them to know that they can never see him again?"
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In an instant, the small amount of smug satisfaction that Frisk took in their "chat" with Undyne disappears. With their usual blank expression now on their face, Frisk opens their own mouth, intent on responding to the Captain of the Royal Guard... only for a light-blue spearhead to piece through their throat, dropping them to the ground before they could even speak.
As the life quickly drains out of the young human, they spare a bitter glare towards Undyne, expecting to see the same triumphant look she's worn every other time that she's stopped Frisk...
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They don't get to dwell on this detail for long, as within a few seconds, their body ceases to function.
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"Do you think it's fun for them to know that they can never see him again?" Undyne asks, building up an attack that her opponent can't see.
This time, Frisk was well-prepared for the initial attack, tilting out of the way just before the spear can reach their throat.
An ugly grimace appears on Undyne's face when she sees her attack's failure, but she doesn't spend any time worrying about it. Without wasting any more of her breath on speaking, the Spear of Justice tosses the phone in her hand to the ground. A split-second later, her armored hand grips the shaft of a new spear...
Suddenly, the world slows down to a crawl, and an odd sensation takes ahold of the young human as a small, red heart appears in front of their chest, signalling the start of the battle.
With a quick flick of the wrist, Undyne launches the newly-made spear at Frisk, summoning yet another one a moment later.
Dodging such an attack is child's play for Frisk, and they easily duck out of the way of the lightning-fast attack... unfortunately for them, the real attack comes from the half-dozen floating spears behind them, which cleanly pierces through their body, snuffing out their life in an instant they somehow avoid, dropping to the ground a fraction of a second before the spears would have reached them.
Undeterred, Frisk's monstrous opponent simply raises her non-spear wielding hand, calling forth an onslaught of magical spears to burst out of the ground. These spears soon cause the murderous child to closely resemble a pincushion fail to hit their mark, however, as they seemed to have expected this, leaping away from the ground before Undyne's attack could land.
Without giving the human a chance to land, Undyne's hand lashes out, sending yet another spear directly towards them, and quickly following it up with another swarm of magical polearms.
Rather than attempt to dodge these attacks, however, Frisk moves their body just enough to avoid being skewered by the first spear, and then grabs onto it, letting its momentum carry them away from the hailstorm of spears that converge on where they were moments before.
The friction of this spear tears the young human's hands terribly, but to their opponent's shock, they don't pay any attention to the pain, pulling a small candy out of their pocket as they land.
Frisk hastily stuffs this treat into their mouth, allowing the healing magic of the monster food to soothe their wounds while they prepare for the next attack.
They don't have to wait for long, as the Captain of the Royal Guard soon summons a barrage of spears to surround the sweater-clad human, launching all of them at the exact same time, which finally manages to put an end Frisk's rampage only serves to leave her in shock yet again, as instead of dodging, Frisk plants their feet, tightens their grip on the magical-spear in their hands, and uses it to shield their body from the multitude of spears.
These spears make a satisfying thunk as they impact the one in Frisk's hands, but none of them are able to penetrate the makeshift-shield, leaving them completely unharmed.
Before Undyne can follow up on this attack, Frisk switches things up, and throws a spear of their own for a change.
This light-blue projectile flies across the room, barely more than a blur as it approaches Undyne... but she isn't worried in the slightest.
Just before the spear can pierce her remaining eye, her gauntlet-clad hand shoots up, grabbing it directly under the spearhead.
She then quickly flips it around, intent on throwing it back at Frisk... only to find that the murderous human isn't in front of her.
Alarmed, Undyne whirls around, swinging the spear as she tries to turn towards her foe...
...Unfortunately, Frisk easily ducks the wide swing, closing the distance in an instant as they swing their knife.
The blow lands cleanly across Undyne's face, narrowly missing her eye, and sending her stumbling backwards.
Unwilling to let up on this advantage, Frisk hurries to follow up on their first attack... only to catch a spear to the eye but they don't get a chance to make a second attack, as they're forced to avoid yet another spear.
Undyne charges towards them now, intent on using her superior strength to crush Frisk... but that proves to be a mistake.
The small human weaves around every physical attack sent their way with ease, narrowly avoiding death on many occasions, before landing another solid blow to their opponent.
The moment their knife hits her, however, Undyne's fist lashes out, catching Frisk directly on the chin, and throwing them back several yards.
Despite the way that their vision goes fuzzy, Frisk manages to twist in midair, landing gracefully on their feet as they do... and yet, to their surprise, the fish-like monster isn't in front of them when they land. She's still back where she was when they landed their last hit, breathing heavily.
Tense silence fills the air as the two glare at each other, each needing to take a moment to catch their breath from the engagement they just had...
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"...Was that it, punk? That's the best you could do?" Undyne asks, pasting a bright, cocky smile onto her face. "This... this doesn't even hurt. I've fought new trainees that could hit harder than you!"
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Frisk doesn't respond to her provocation, instead closely observing the Captain for any hint of weakness...
"I... I don't know how you took out Gerson. That old man was the toughest monster I've ever met."
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"You must've gotten him by surprise. There's NO WAY you could've--"
With a small scoff, Frisk twists their body out of the way, avoiding another surprise attack from the usually-honorable Guard.
When they turn to look at Undyne, Frisk has to bite back a derisive laugh, as she's getting into melee range again.
Sure, she may be much stronger than them, but she's also a monster, and monsters are far more fragile than humans in a battle.
As they rush to meet her, Frisk can't help but smile at the fact that if Undyne keeps this up, this battle will be leagues easier than they thought it would be...
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As a matter of fact, it's the exact opposite of easy.
The Spear of Justice proves to be deserving of her name, giving Frisk more trouble than any other monster before her.
The fight against Undyne takes ages to actually end, to the point where Frisk begins to wonder if she's actually stronger than Asgore is rumored to be.
Every time they land a blow that they're sure will end Undyne's life, she somehow bounces back from it, responding with a devastating attack of her own. On more than one occasion, the Captain willingly takes an attack for the chance to hit Frisk.
Even with her attacks mainly consisting of spears, punches, kicks, and headbutts, the fight is most certainly not simple. Unlike what Frisk expected going into the battle, Undyne doesn't act like the honorable warrior she's rumored to be. She fights dirty.
She throws dust at them, uses distracting, taunting words to mask sneak attacks, and even goes so far as to fake her own defeat at one point. This makes the fight last far longer than it would've otherwise lasted, and results in Frisk dying more times than they did in every other fight combined...
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But eventually, they do manage to bring the Captain of the Royal Guard to her knees, and this time, she's not faking defeat.
Undyne still attempts one last-ditch effort, of course. Frisk doesn't know what she was trying to accomplish by injecting herself with a vial full of red liquid, but they weren't willing to let Undyne go through with it, so one LOAD later, they smashed the vial on the ground before she got the chance to use it.
The young human finishes her off soon after that, giving one of the strongest monsters in the Underground a quick, violent, and all-together brutal sendoff, which is exactly what she deserves for what happened to Clover...
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...After taking a few minutes to recover from the battle, Frisk limps away from the large pile of dust, eager to find more monster food to completely heal their wounds... but they don't get to walk more than a few steps, as a familiar voice stops them in their tracks.
"...Forty-two." Chara says, voice barely more than a whisper.
'...?'
"It took you forty-two deaths to win against her, and that's with you stopping her from using her final gambit."
'What's your point?'
"Dad is stronger than her... no, that's not quite right. Dad is far stronger than her. Are you sure you can beat him?"
An amused snort bursts out of Frisk's mouth at Chara's latest, most poorly-thought out attempt to dissuade them.
'Undyne was strong because of her will to do anything to beat me. From what I've heard, Asgore has barely left his Castle ever since he murdered Clover. I'm not afraid of him.'
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'Just a few more hours... just a few more hours, and I'll finally have avenged Clover...'
As the sweater-wearing child leaves Waterfall behind, Chara stays completely silent, knowing that nothing they could say will stop Frisk from continuing their mission...
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Chapter 89: Fallen Down
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A deep feeling of dread fills Dr. Alphys as she stares at the screen in front of her, and as the scene it shows progresses, she can't stop her hands from trembling.
The young, knife-wielding human that's caused her so much stress dances around Undyne's attacks, avoiding them with the grace of someone who's done this countless times before.
Even with Undyne forgoing her usual straightforward, honorable fighting style, she can barely land a hit on Frisk. The few times she actually does hit them, they quickly stuff their mouth with monster food, washing away any injuries in seconds.
Minute after minute passes, and yet Alphys is unable to look away from her computer. She's unable to stop herself from watching her closest friend, the one person in the world that she had hoped to become more than friends with, fight, lose, and eventually die.
Undyne doesn't even get the chance to use the syringe Alphys gave her, and when the last blow is struck, it's almost like a piece of Alphys dies too.
The phone, which she had kept clenched tightly in her hand during the two's battle, slips out of her grasp, falling to the floor a moment later.
Alphys doesn't even hear it smack against the floor. She doesn't process the fact that her hands are now empty, or that tears run down her face.
She just looks on in horror as Undyne crumbles into dust....
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"All of that studying, all of that research... and... and was of it was for nothing." she mutters faintly, barely able to recognize the sound of her own voice. "I... I should've given up already. I should've given up and just... ended it after sending the Amalgams back home. I-If I did, then I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up..."
The longer Alphys stares at Undyne's dust, the more she realizes how hopeless the situation is.
Both Undyne and Gerson, two of the strongest monsters that ever lived, are dead. They were easily dispatched by a single child. The only way that this is possible is if Alphys's theory about the true power of Determination is correct... which means that there's nothing Monsterkind can do to stop them.
It doesn't matter if Asgore musters the will to fight them. It doesn't matter if he absorbs the other Human Souls. She's drained as much Determination as she could from those Souls, so even if someone had the power of all six of them, Frisk would simply out-Determine them, and eventually find a way to kill them.
"It's my fault... oh God, it's all my fault..."
The lizard-like monster feels sick at this realization. The trembling of her clawed hands only intensifies, and in the back of her mind, she senses a strange occurrence within her body.
Her energy, as limited as it may be after what she just saw, simply... disappears. It flows out of her at a measurable pace. Her thoughts are quick to follow, leaving her mind running at a snail's pace.
As soon as she notices this, her legs give out from under her, and she stumbles to the ground.... but even with this sudden occurrence, Alphys isn't confused in the slightest.
She knows what this is. How could she not know? She's studied the bodies of monsters who have Fallen Down extensively. Alphys knows what's going on better than almost anyone else in her position would.
She's lost the will to live, something that is fatal to monsters. In mere moments, she'll lose consciousness... in mere moments, she'll Fall Down, and not long after that, she'll join Undyne, Gerson, and countless Royal Guards as dust littering the Underground.
Usually, Alphys would at least be somewhat interested in the details of this phenomenon. She'd think of it as a way to help further her research, and would be more than happy to note down exactly what this feels like... but right now, she can't muster the energy to care about any of that.
She can't muster the energy to care about anything.
As the last bits of life drains out of her, Alphys can't help but think that of how fitting of an end this is. Her incessant study of the Human Souls has led to the Underground having zero hope of stopping the murderous human. The results of all her research, including the vials of Determination she had, were worth nothing, as proven by Frisk when they slapped the one remaining vial out of Undyne's hand.
Heck, Alphys doesn't even know where the other vial went, which is just another reason as to why she deserves this. If she was more competent and observant, she wouldn't have misplaced that last vial. She would've had a chance at survival.
She's a failure, a worthless piece of trash, and a fraud, up until the very end...
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"Hello?! Is that you, Dr. Alphys?!?!" Martlet's panicked, surprisingly-energized voice shouts, snapping Alphys's attention away from her thoughts. "What's going on?!?! Why's there so much dust on the floor?! Why is there blood on the floor?!"
With the last bits of her willpower, Alphys grabs at the floor near her, trying her best to bring the shattered phone close enough to speak into it... but she just can't muster the strength to reach it. It's inches away, and yet those few inches might as well be as great of an obstacle as the Barrier. In her current state, she can't crawl the last few inches needed to grab the phone... fortunately for her, she doesn't need to.
Something moves the phone towards her, and in the faint darkness of the room, Alphys can almost make out what it is.
From what little she can see, it appears to look like a long, thin tendril... it could be a wire... or maybe it's a vine?
Either way, she doesn't pay it any mind. The phone is finally in her hand, and she can't spare the energy to worry about what gave it to her.
"The human... they... they did this..." she whispers, letting out one final breath of air as her grip on the phone loosens. "I... I have footage... it's in my Lab..."
As expected, the former-Guard's shocked, disbelieving voice continues to come out of the phone... but Alphys doesn't care about that. She's far too tired to care.
"Frisk wouldn't hurt a fly! What do you mean by 'they did this'?!"
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"Dr. Alphys?! What happened?!"
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"Dr. Alphys?!?!"
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As one of the few beings in the entire world that has memories of other timelines closes her eyes, she's able to gain a small sense of satisfaction in the fact that even though she was too weak to do her duty and spread the news of what Frisk has done, someone will be able to do what she can't...
For a brief moment, a large, blue blur can be seen flying in the skies of Hotland. Any monsters that get a glimpse of this blur are forced to wonder if their eyes are playing tricks on them, as the speed of it is far too fast to come from most monsters. The only monsters that can move at a fraction of the speed of the blur are those with extraordinarily high stats, such as Captain Undyne, or a Boss Monster, and even then, none of those high-stat monsters can actually fly.
So any onlooking monsters put the blur out of mind, ignoring it as easily as they'd ignore a strange-looking monster or some other common, every-day phenomenon.
They couldn't imagine that the speedy blur they saw wasn't a Boss Monster or one of the highly-skilled members of the Royal Guard. They wouldn't even begin to think that the blur was a tired, lethargic monster living in Snowdin... and even if they were privy to the identity of this monster, they'd never believe that she's on her way to the Royal Lab...
'Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap! What happened?! Why did Dr. Alphys... why'd she stop answering?!' Martlet thinks, unable to stop her mind from racing as she flies across the Underground.
'Did someone attack Frisk, and Alphys ended up misunderstanding what she saw??? Or... or maybe Flowey did all of this! That has to be it! If anyone could trick the Royal Scientist into blaming an innocent, it'd be him, and that explains why she stopped talking! He must've attacked her!'
As Martlet flies, her body continuously flickers back and forth from its gooey, Amalgam-like state, and her usual feathery form. Her thoughts are simply too chaotic, to the point where she actually feels like doing something.
Usually, these sudden, random changes would make it impossible for a monster to fly at the speed she's going. The bodies of most monsters may not be capable of flight without magic, but they still follow some laws of aerodynamics, and Martlet is no exception... or at least, she would be no exception if it wasn't for the overwhelming amount of raw power contained within her.
Yet another perk of the Determination that saved her life.
"If it's Flowey, then he'd just steamroll through most monsters." she mutters, grimacing at the thought. "Unless I get someone like Captain Undyne or King Asgore, I don't think I could stop him, even if I can tell when he LOADs."
"Maybe... maybe I should get Ceroba and Starlo to help fight him? They're pretty strong, and even if it's been a while since I talked to them, they'd still be willing to help..."
The gooey monster considers this for several seconds... but eventually, she shakes the thought out of her head.
"...No, that's not a good idea. They still don't know that Clover never killed Flowey, and knowing him, he'd attack while I'm explaining things, then claim that I'm "ruining his fun" and that he "wanted to be subtle for a change" as he kills them. I doubt they realized that he's alive on their own either. Heck, if it wasn't for all of the LOADing going on recently, I wouldn't have even considered that Clover may have spared him."
Martlet doesn't get to plan for too long, however, as the large, metallic walls of a familiar building quickly come into view.
It's a building she knows better than most monsters. After all, she spent quite a lot of time at the Royal Lab when she was assigned to guard it, and that's not even to mention how long she had to stay here to "recover" after Falling Down...
Without slowing down in the slightest, Martlet rams into the front door, breaking her way through in an instant.
Her body does splatter onto the floor a bit, but she's become used to such things, and is able to recover quickly, allowing her to scan the room within seconds of entering...
The lights are completely shut off, with the only illumination coming from the overly-large computer screen that connects to Alphys's camera system. What little light there is gives Martlet a decent understanding of what's been going on in here over the past few weeks.
Alphys's Lab is in a sorry state, even by Martlet's hilariously-low standards. Old ramen packets, dirty clothes, and (non-magical) dust are littered around the place, signalling that it's been quite some time since the Royal Scientist cleaned up. By sheer coincidence, Martlet managed to land in one of the few areas of the Lab that isn't covered in trash... but right now, she's not too relieved about that.
Right now, Martlet's attention is completely focused on the body lying on the floor.
"Dr. Alphys?! What... what happened?! Why are you...?"
The moment these words leave her mouth, she feels like slapping herself. Of course Alphys won't answer her. She can't.
She's Fallen Down, something that the melted-monster is more than a little familiar with.
Martlet instantly flings open her satchel, hurriedly searching it for the one item she has that might be able to help the scientist...
"Please don't be broken... please don't be broken... oh my God, why'd I have to ram into the door?!" she mumbles, dumping the contents of her satchel onto the floor.
There's a few pieces of monster food, some bandages and human-medical equipment in case Frisk trips and hurts themself while playing, a spare change of clothes, a bowling ball, some tools... and a small syringe full of a strange, colorless liquid, something that she's had even before Clover fell into the Underground.
As soon as the scatterbrained-bird sees this syringe, a relieved sigh escapes from her, as the syringe is somehow still in one piece after her crash-landing.
Without wasting any time, Martlet roughly stabs the syringe into the lizard-like monster's arm, injecting every last drop of the unstable, poorly-refined Determination left within it into her.
One minute passes, then two, then three...
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"...Martlet...?" Alphys mutters, voice filled with exhaustion. "W-Why are you--"
"Are you okay?! Do you remember what happened?!" Martlet shouts, cutting off whatever questions Alphys might've had.
A confused look appears on the Royal Scientist's face, and she stares at the former-Guard in silence for several seconds... but after taking a look around the room, her confused expression disappears, being replaced with one of pure devastation.
"It... it wasn't a nightmare..."
"What do you mean? What wasn't a nightmare?"
Alphys stumbles to her feet, not seeming to hear Martlet's questions as she limps closer to her computer.
"Dr. Alphys?"
Without paying Martlet any heed, the Royal Scientist taps away at her keyboard, and within moments, the dusty image on the screen begins to change.
It changes to show Snowdin. More specifically, it changes to show Martlet's house, and judging by the timestamp on it, this image was from just hours before.
"What--"
"Watch it." she commands, not giving the melted monster a chance to speak.
Although confused, something about her tone makes Martlet close her mouth. Deciding to save the questions for later, she turns towards the computer, giving the screen her full attention...
Martlet is soon forced to put all of her questions completely out of mind, as in under a minute, she sees one of her home's windows opens, letting a small, sweater-wearing figure hop out.
The scenery changes yet again, following this small, knife-wielding figure's journey through Waterfall. The two watch as they walk past most monsters, disappear for half an hour, and then reappear, now covered in dust.
And when Frisk reaches Captain Undyne of the Royal Guard, Alphys is forced to pause the recording.
Neither of them can see it clearly, after all. The tears streaming down both of their faces makes it difficult to see the fight...
No monster can say for sure what happens to a Human's Soul after they die, but most of them have agreed that they aren't conscious. If the Souls of the six children who fell before Frisk could still think, then it's very unlikely that they'd spend so much time locked away in King Asgore's Castle...
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Of course, that's just what it looks like to any monsters watching the jar storing his Soul. For the six Human Souls Monsterkind has gathered, the trembling of the Soul of Justice looks far different...
Chapter 90: The six souls
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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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In the depths of Asgore's Castle, hidden away in a place that none but the King can access, six small, upright Souls can be seen floating inside their jar-like prisons.
Over the years, only two people other than Asgore have seen the white, void-like Barrier that he keeps the Human Souls near, and neither of these people lived to tell the tale.
The two, both Brave and Kind in their own rights, perished not too far from the jars storing the Souls.
Asgore doesn't come around here too often. You see, he hates the reminder of what he's done, to the point where he can barely live with the guilt, and yet even with all of the memories of what he's done plaguing him, he'll still force himself to visit the room. He'll force himself to look at the proof of his mistakes, although this only happens on six different days of the year...
...and the days he's chosen are the anniversaries of those children's deaths.
Or at least, he visits on the days that Monsterkind thinks those six humans died. In the case of the Soul of Integrity, Asgore can only assume that she perished on the day of the Snowdin Massacre.
It takes him quite some time to prepare himself for these visits. Each one of them breaks whatever bits of emotional stability he could gather over the year, and the fact that so many of these days are close together certainly doesn't help things.
Fortunately for the King, his next visit won't be until April. Until then, he can force himself to keep away from that white, void-like Barrier trapping his people underneath Mt. Ebott.
Because deep down, he knows that his visits are selfish. Those children are dead, and his occasional pity-parties in front of their Souls are just another way to punish himself. They can't hear him, they can't respond to him, and they certainly can't forgive him. They're dead, and it's his fault for losing himself to anger so long ago...
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But he doesn't know that the past humans are aware of their surroundings. Very few Monsters do, and that's not just due to them ignoring any signs that would suggest otherwise.
Monsters have been left in the dark about what really goes on after a human dies because one kind, Patient Soul begged the humans that came after her to not do anything that would give them away. She claimed that it would be far, far too cruel for Monsterkind to learn the details of what they've done, and so they'd be better off staying silent and still.
Even though some of the humans felt that her decision was wrong... they just couldn't refuse her. The Soul of Patience is quite possibly the sweetest, most naive child they've ever met, and for some of them, she reminded them of the siblings they left behind.
Of course, even if they did reveal that they were still conscious, it wouldn't do them any good. Whatever room is storing their Souls doesn't matter to any of them, as there's nothing Monsterkind can do to make the experience of these six humans any more pleasant.
They can't exactly replace the black, endless void that the fallen humans live in with something nicer, after all...
As one might expect, there's not much entertainment to be found within the dark void the Human Souls reside in. It's an endless expanse of even-temperatured darkness. It doesn't get hot, it doesn't get cold, and it doesn't get humid.
It's completely barren and empty, save for six transparent outlines.
These outlines are small, each appearing around the size of the average child, but due to how much Determination has been extracted from them, they don't have too many similarities to any living child other than that.
Rather than being a perfect copy of how they were in life, the forms representing each of the fallen humans are simple outlines, having almost no details other than the bare minimum required to represent each human. They're almost like shadows, if shadows happened to be a color other than black.
Curiously, the majority of these shadow-like outlines aren't moving. Instead, they lay on the flat, black floor, each in a position that would suggest that they are sleeping.
There are only two figures that differ from the rest. One of them is tall, out-sizing the rest of the children by a sizeable margin, and practically glows with an orange light. Wrapped around this figure's head is a simple, poorly-tied bandana. Any drawings or images that may have once been on this bandana are lost, appearing just as lacking in detail as the rest of him.
The other figure is significantly shorter than his orange counterpart, along with being obviously younger than him. His outfit closely resembles what you'd see in a Wild West movie, with his gun, hat, and holster in particular looking brand-new. Like the other children, his body is a shadowy, single-colored outline. Specifically, his body is pure yellow.
Due to how far his story has spread, any monster that saw this figure would instantly recognize who he was in life.
This figure is Clover, the Soul of Justice, and the most recent human to have given their Soul up for Monsterkind's benefit.
Unlike what happened with Hope, however, Clover's sacrifice actually managed to change Monsterkind's opinion on humans. His actions directly led to the war on Humans being called off, and what's more, he's responsible for several new laws being passed by King Asgore to help protect any humans that fell down after him.
Most monsters would expect Clover to be overjoyed. His sacrifice, as sad as it may be, ended up achieving exactly what he wanted it to...
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...but these monsters would be shocked to find that the young cowboy is not joyous or happy. A smile-- or at least, the closest approximation of one, given his lack of facial features-- can not be found on Clover. As he looks on at what's happening in the Underground, no pleased laughter escapes him.
Instead, Clover's shoulders can be seen shaking, and loud, dry sobs continuously escape from him.
His very Soul is crying, and it's all because of one small, sweater-wearing child.
He doesn't even notice that the Soul of Bravery is awake, being too caught up in watching Frisk's adventure through the Underground to pay attention to anything going on around him.
And to be fair, he doesn't have much reason to suspect that Felix would be awake. The little pugilist has been asleep for well over a year now, and in the months that followed, everyone else decided to follow in his footsteps... well, everyone except Clover, that is.
The young cowboy has barely looked away from Frisk ever since Melody fell asleep, and when he wasn't watching his younger sibling's misadventures, he was checking up on his still-living friends. He hasn't even looked at the area around him, and he's had good reason to ignore it.
Clover literally lives in an endless black void. Other than the figures representing the six human Souls, there is nothing in this void. There's simply no reason for him to waste time looking at his "home." It isn't like the other kids are going to wake up, after all.
You see, the sleep that Human Souls take isn't like a normal rest. They don't need to sleep, and for outsiders, it may just seem like a way to quickly pass the time when nothing interesting is happening in the Underground... but in reality, it's the only thing that's kept these deceased humans sane.
Most of them have been in this endless void for decades, and for the first two of them to arrive in the Underground, it's been well over a century since they died.
The combination of watching the years go by, while simultaneously not being able to mature would, of course, have a negative affect on the minds of these humans... and that's not even to mention how painful it is to get the Determination extracted from you.
To avoid all of this, the fallen children will simply go to sleep, causing their Souls to enter a weakened, unconscious state. They're completely unaware of anything that happens while in this state, and unless an outside force wakes them up, they can stay asleep for years at a time.
And so it only makes sense that Clover didn't pay attention to his surroundings. If he did, he may have noticed that Felix had woken up months ago, and had been watching along with Clover when Frisk began their rampage through the Underground...
Felix bites back a sigh, doing his best to keep silent as he watches the young cowboy sob.
Simply staying back and watching isn't something that Felix is prone to do. He's the Soul of Bravery for a reason, you know. He's used to charging ahead, taking the most basic and blunt solution to whatever problem is presented to him.
Back when he was alive, he would've started talking to Clover as soon as he woke up. He wouldn't have been this silent around the little cowboy, and he definitely wouldn't have waited this long to comfort him...
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...but Felix isn't the same kid he was when Asgore impaled him with his trident. Even if his mind is physically incapable of maturing into an adult's, he's spent decades in this void, and that time wasn't just for show. To put it simply... his mind wasn't able to mature into an adult's, but he has more experience in handling kids than most people could ever hope to gain.
Unfortunately, no amount of experience could've prepared him to handle Clover... hell, he's pretty sure that his experiences in slowly helping the other kids work through their trauma is having the opposite effect when it comes to helping Clover.
The small gunslinger has gone through things that Felix couldn't even begin to imagine, and although he was a little cagey and unwilling to talk at first, Felix had plenty of time to get Clover to open up.
It still took a few months, since the little guy hates to relive the memories, but eventually, he was able to get the basic details out of Clover. What he heard disgusted not just him, but the rest of the kids as well.
They weren't disgusted at Clover, mind you, but at the little bastard that put him through all of that.
Hell, if Melody was still alive when Clover told his story, she'd brutalize that flower, and Felix would be right next to her, holding the jackass down as she gets to work... but they aren't alive. There's nothing they can do to take back what Flowey did to Clover, and there's not much that seems to make him feel better about everything he's experienced in the Underground.
It's not like Felix hasn't tried. He's put in so much effort to help Clover. Day after day, he'd try to cheer the little cowboy up. He'd tell stories of his adventures, play games with him, and try to be the big brother that Clover never had... and yet nothing worked. The bad thoughts and emotions that Clover felt may not be as vivid as they were when he still had a body, but they were still there.
He neglected sleep-- probably as a form of self-punishment for being "selfish" about dying-- and spent the next few years observing the changes the Underground went through.
Eventually, the Soul of Bravery ended up organizing a little get-together with the other kids. It concluded in a months-long effort to get Clover to stop being so hard on himself, and with Melody's help, it was somewhat effective.
To make a long story short, they convinced him to stop watching the stuff going on Underground, as he'd always focus on the bad things that happened, and instead take a nap... and as things got worse in the Underground for one of his old friends, they made sure that it was one hell of a long nap.
Because of their efforts, the small gunslinger ended up missing a lot of the bad crap that happened to his fox-friend.
It was a bit of a shitfest. None of them knew when Clover would wake up, and they had to constantly be as quiet as possible to avoid accidentally avoid disturbing his sleep. Every now and then, he'd come this close to waking up, leading to the rest of the kids having to do their best to lull him back to sleep. If it wasn't for Patty's help, all of their efforts would've been in vain, as Clover would've woken up right as Kanako was in the middle of her biggest low after his death.
But even with Patty using her Soul's ability to mess with Clover's subconscious perception of time, it was a stressful period for the fallen children. Everyone made the decision to stay awake to keep an eye on the small cowboy, leading to some of them, such as Felix, losing out on some much-needed sleep.
All in all, calling what happened a "shitfest" seems pretty accurate. They lucked out with the ending, at least, and it went as well as it could have. When Clover woke up, Kanako was pretty stable, if a bit depressed over not having her best friend around, so he didn't blame himself too much over what he saw.
After that, Clover's obsessive self-hate started dimming down, so Felix decided that it was time to take a break from big-brothering. With the other kids keeping an eye on Clover, what could go wrong?
As it turns out, the little asshole who came after Clover decided to bust some heads, and they just had to be his little sibling.
And what's worse, the other kids went to sleep before Frisk really started going ham! Felix has to deal with this shit on his own... and he has no clue on how to do that. He has a lot of experience in handling kids, sure, but he has zero experience in handling something like this.
So he waited, and he watched, and he waited some more, getting more and more information as time passed. With this new information, he was trying to find the best way to help Clover, just like he found the best way to help the kids who came before...
By now, Felix has a pretty good understanding of what kind of person Frisk is (helped by having just enough Determination to remember LOADs), but all of that knowledge is basically worthless. All it tells him is that Clover and Frisk were really close, that his death has caused them to throw a temper tantrum across the Underground, and that with every person Frisk kills, Clover beats himself up even more.
He's just as lost on how to soothe Clover as he was when he first started watching Frisk...
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The Soul of Bravery slams his hands together in a loud clap, instantly causing Clover's head to snap towards him, seemingly startled at the sudden noise.
But before he can speak, Felix steps forward, throwing an arm around the younger child's shoulders.
"Hey, little dude... you ok?"
Clover flinches back, looking up at the bandana-wearing human with obvious shock. His surprise is so great, in fact, that he isn't even able to hide the deep, mournful sadness he's felt over what Frisk has been doing.
"Felix?! What do you--"
"I didn't think so..." Felix sighs, scratching the back of his head as he speaks. "...How about we talk about it?"
Notes:
To literally nobody's surprise, Clover has ***not*** been having a good time over the past five years.
Luckily for him, he's made a few new friends while being dead.
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Chapter 91: Not to blame
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Clover blanches at the offer, turning away from the Soul of Bravery with the closest thing to a grimace he can manage.
"No. I... I'm fine. I just--"
"You don't need to pretend with me, dude." Felix interrupts, waving away Clover's objections. "We've already went over this. You can talk to me when shit gets tough. That's my job as your big bro and all... or do you want me to wake Melody up and have her help you work through this?"
"No! No, you don't need to do that!" Clover hurriedly says, bringing a chuckle out of Felix.
"I get it. It's hard to be vulnerable in front of others, especially with how we were raised. When I was your age, I wouldn't want my big sis to see me cry either... but it should be better to talk to me, right? You know, since I kinda fucked up when you first came here?"
A small hint of amusement flickers through the Soul of Justice at this reminder. Noticing this, Felix laughs, rubbing the back of his head good-naturedly.
"Oh man, was that embarrassing... but from the looks of you, you don't really remember the story, huh?"
"No, I remember. You were--"
"Yeah, it's been a few years, so you've probably forgotten."
Clover can't help but shake his head, feeling that tiny hint of amusement grow as Felix begins the story.
"When you were having your chat with Asgore, I had just woken up from a nap." the Soul of Bravery explains, chuckling at the memory. "Before that, the last time I was awake was a few years after Melody came down here, so I wasn't really aware of everything that was going on."
"While the other kids were all depressed as hell over you dying, I was over here thinking 'holy crap, we got another Hope! This little dude is awesome! I can't wait to get to know him better!' and so when you were in the middle of your big reunion with Melody, I decided that it'd be a good idea to let you know what I thought of your big sacrifice, and how cool it was that you were willing to do that..."
Felix rubs the top of his head, looking almost wistful at the memory.
"...I probably should've read the room better. Melody went and acted exactly like I expected her to... but I don't think I've ever seen Hope get that angry. Heck, I didn't even know he could get angry!"
A peal of laughter escapes from Felix, filling the dark, empty void with the pleasant sounds of child-like joy.
The Soul of Justice almost joins him in his laughter... but any thoughts of laughing at the story are done away with when he remembers what's going on in the Underground.
"It wasn't until Melody dragged me away for a scolding that I understood what was going on... and even then, it took a few months for you to tell us the real reason for your sacrifice..."
In an instant, all traces of laughter vanish from the older child, replaced with an expression that heavily reminds Clover of his friends' expressions when they tried to have a talk with him five years ago.
This time, however, he can't avoid the conversation by LOADing.
"I'm worried about you, kid. If the rest of them were awake, they'd be worried too."
"...I'm sorry."
"I'm not trying to make you feel bad for worrying us or anything, I just need you to understand. If one of your friends was hurting, you'd do your best to help them, right?"
"...Yeah..."
"So talk to me. That little assh-- uh, I mean... that new kid? The one wearing the sweater? That's your little sibling, right?"
"..."
A silent nod of the head is the only answer that Felix receives, but he doesn't mind that, continuing to talk regardless.
"They're acting a lot like you did in some of those runs you told us about."
"..."
"They've been acting like that for a while now... and if I'm gonna be honest, I don't like them too much. If Asgore actually toughens up and absorbs my Soul, I'm gonna pop them right in the nose."
"You--"
The brave human raises a hand, cutting Clover off before he can protest.
"I wouldn't have liked the you from those runs either, and if I had the chance back then, I'd beat the hell outta you too." he says, nudging the younger child with his shoulder playfully. "But look at us now. We're pals, aren't we? I didn't know much about the you from those runs, and I don't know much about Frisk, so of course I'm not gonna like them. From my point of view, they're just a murderer that's making my little bro sad. Maybe if you talk to me about Frisk, I'll be able to understand them a little better."
"...Let me guess, you aren't gonna stop bothering me until I tell you, are you?"
"Nope."
Clover turns away from the older child, looking at a figure slowly approaching Asgore's Castle for several minutes...
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"...Alright." he eventually says, tearing his gaze away from his dust-covered sibling. "I... I guess there ain't much else to do around here..."
"So you should just spill the beans." Felix finishes.
"Yeah. That... that sounds about right..."
Another stretch of silence spreads throughout the dark, endless void that surrounds them, and yet despite Felix's desire to push Clover to talk, he doesn't break the silence.
Instead, he simply waits for his little brother to collect his thoughts...
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"...I've told you about Frisk before, haven't I?"
"You have. From what you told me, I was thinking that they'd act a lot like Patty. Growing up in the Village must've changed them, huh?"
"..."
"Ah hell, I didn't mean it like--"
"I know what you meant... and you're right. They have changed. Frisk is... well, they're a lot crueler than they used to be, that's for sure..."
"So tell me about the kid they used to be." the brave human suggests.
"...When they were young, Frisk was the kindest, sweetest kid I've ever known. I... I guess they really were a lot like Patty in that way... but they had a lotta backbone too."
"...?"
"I don't think I've told you this before, but when I first got control of the timeline, I didn't RESET just because I felt bad about murdering a buncha folks. I RESET because Frisk stood up to me when I got out of the Underground."
A long, tired sigh makes its way out of Clover as he recalls this memory, and for the first time in years, Felix sees a hint of the depressed, sullen child that Clover was when he died.
"I was... I was full of myself. I went down there, got justice for all of y'all, and came back a God. The adults who used to beat me and insult me were terrified when I walked past. I mean, sure, they still made some attempts to kill me while I was sleeping and all that, but with my Save File, I was able to foil and punish any of their attempts."
"The only one who called me out on my bullcrap was Frisk. They stood straight up, looked me dead in the eyes, and told me that even though they still loved me, I wasn't the big brother that I used to be. They told me that I was... that I was like the adults of the Village... and you know what? They were right."
"My first thought wasn't that I was being a jerk or that I should listen to 'em or anything... the first thing that popped into my head was that I shouldn't stand there and take their yapping. It was that I should teach them a lesson..."
"Clover--"
"And you know, I don't think I've ever been so disgusted with myself. In all the runs I've ever had, that's the moment I'm most ashamed of. I came this close to beating Frisk just because they had the gall to say that I was being mean."
"But you still RESET."
"I did... but goddamn, did I not wanna. I mean, sure, I took a long look in the mirror and realized that Frisk was right. I realized that I did change, and that all the killing I did had made me no better than the folks who used to abuse me... but even when I was thinking that, a big part of me didn't wanna RESET. I still had the nasty, mean thoughts. I couldn't shake 'em, y'see... but unlike earlier, they made me feel sick to my stomach. Sick enough for me to finally push through all the hesitation and RESET."
The Soul of Justice pauses, looking at Felix for any hint of disgust, an emotion that he's sure he'll find, despite the fact that their "bodies" don't have any facial features...
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...but there's not a hint of disgust in Felix's Soul. Instead of reacting like Clover expected him to, he simply wraps an arm around Clover, looking down at the younger child with a snort.
"Come on little man, we both know why you were acting that way." he says, rustling Clover's hair with his free hand. "That's because you got a lot of LOVE, right?"
"It was... but it's--"
"I get it, I get it. You're thinking something like 'I was the one who got that LOVE in the first place! It's still my fault!' and all that crap... but I think that it doesn't matter. I think that you've been way too hard on yourself, and that there's no need to be depressed just because you fucked up a long time ago."
"...If I acted that way because I got so much LOVE, then...?
"You're hoping that it's the same for Frisk? That they've changed so much because of the LOVE?"
"..."
Yet again, Clover silently nods his head, drawing a sigh from the older child.
"Well, I guess I'll tell it to you straight, kid. I've been watching what's been going on in the Underground for a while now, and I think that even without the LOVE, they're pretty fucked up. Frankly, I think you know that too, and you've been trying to convince yourself that it's just the LOVE's fault."
"If it's anyone's fault, then it's--"
"Ah, shut up about that." Felix interrupts, waving away the yellow child's words. "I know you've been blaming yourself for all of this, and you're still pissed that you can't LOAD back to before Frisk came down here, so you can 'do it right' or whatever you're planning... but shut up about it. Listen to your big bro when I say this: You're wrong. Frisk's life on the Surface messed them up. That has nothing to do with you. Them attacking Royal Guards is just an excuse to vent their grief."
"..."
"If you want to blame yourself, then go ahead, but make sure that it's targeted at the right thing."
"The right thing...? What--"
"You dying was one of the worst decisions you could've made, kid. I know that, Patty knows that, Melody knows that... heck, I think that deep down, you know that."
"..."
"But there's no use in crying over spilled milk. We can't go back and change that anymore, so I think it's time we talked about what we can do."
Felix removes his arm from around Clover's shoulders, instead turning to look him directly in the face.
"I love you, and I consider you my little brother, but I don't hold the same feelings for Frisk that you do. If we're lucky, then someone is gonna absorb our Souls to fight against them, and if that happens, I'll try my best to kick their ass. They need to be stopped, and I don't think that words will cut it, so beating the crap out of them until they give up is our only real option."
"..."
Clover returns his gaze, straightening up to look at Felix with the most steely, Determined look he can manage.
"...I ain't ever gonna raise a hand against them, Felix." he says, voice as solid as iron and as cold as ice. "Even if I should, and even if they deserve it... I can't bring myself to hurt them. I know that they're better than this, and I'll always hold onto that last bit of hope that they can change."
"And that proves that you aren't the same person you were when you killed everyone, doesn't it?" Felix asks, patting Clover on the shoulder as he does. "Frisk is their own person. Their mistakes aren't yours, even if you want to think so, and forcing yourself to watch every person they kill just because you think you deserve to be hurting is stupid."
"..."
"Now come on, they're getting pretty close to Asgore's Castle, and maybe watching them talk with that bird friend of yours will get you to understand who's really to blame for all of this..."
Chapter 92: Signs of regret
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Frisk's trek through Hotland is surprisingly peaceful. They've killed just about every monster that would've attacked them before coming here, true, but after dealing with Undyne, they were sure that someone would try to get revenge on them.
At the bare minimum, they expected Alphys to spread the news... but she didn't. The monsters that Frisk walks past aren't rushing away from them until they get close enough to see the dust covering the young human.
Very few of their other trips through Hotland have been this peaceful. It's nice to not have to worry about being attacked by Royal Guards...
That's not to say that they're in a good mood, of course. Whatever good mood they would have had is just as soured as it was when they were traveling through Waterfall.
As Frisk walks through the surprisingly-empty CORE, they can't help but recall Undyne's words... or more specifically, the words she said regarding Gerson.
It's strange. Frisk knew that some of the Royal Guards they attacked had families. They knew very well that they'd deprive those innocent family members of their loved ones... and yet they were still able to ignore any strange feelings, such as thoughts that they should stop.
They knew that this was the best way to avenge Clover. At the very least, someone has to pay for his death. From what they've learnt in the months they've spent living in the Underground, almost all of Monsterkind was willing to sit by and watch as the Royal Guard tried to track him down.
Frankly, Monsterkind is lucky that Frisk is only taking their anger out on Guards. In Frisk's opinion, they're all guilty, one way or another...
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...or at least, that was how they justified it.
Now, however, they aren't too sure about what course of action they should take.
Even if they were to ignore Undyne's words, and how familiar her whole "losing your only family member" shtick was to Frisk, Gerson's story has struck a chord with the young human.
Gerson did something terrible. He murdered a child for the simple crime of being a human, and let the kids who fell before the Soul of Perseverance die too. He was certainly deserving of death after everything he's done... but killing him hasn't made Frisk quite as satisfied as their previous attacks on monsters did.
Gerson proved that some monsters regret what they did, and even beyond that, he proved that the sort of monsters that Frisk would target are capable of changing for the better.
And yet Frisk still killed him...
They aren't quite sure as to why they did that, if truth be told. Martlet was a Royal Guard, but Frisk still spared her because they knew that she regretted what happened to Clover, and that she wasn't directly responsible for his death.
Even when it came to their threats to Chara, they weren't actually planning to make the deaths they've threatened stick. At most, they'd kill someone that they knew Chara didn't want to die, then LOAD back to before their death, repeating it as many times as it takes for them to get the message.
All of the punishment, with none of the lasting consequences. The perfect threat... although that wasn't what happened with Gerson. Their murder of him was different from everything else they've done.
Sure, they could try to justify killing Gerson if they really wanted to... but right now, Frisk isn't in the mood to justify that.
They're just confused as to why they did that.
They didn't plan to make it permanent. They aren't overly-happy with his death, and even when they used it to taunt Undyne, it wasn't something that they had much fun with.
Did Gerson really deserve to die? Did their body move on its own because it knew that he should die... or did Frisk really make a mistake with him?
Could... could they have been wrong to kill him?
As Frisk exits the elevator that connects the CORE to New Home, their mind suddenly goes blank, and they halt in place, clenching their fists tightly together...
'Stop it.' they harshly order, directing their attention inwards.
"...?"
'I said stop.'
"I don't know what you mean." Chara says, voice filled with confusion.
'Stop messing with my thoughts. It's... it's only going to make me angrier.'
"...I'm not?"
'Don't lie to me.'
"..."
'I'll... I'll...'
An annoyed, angry sigh escapes from the sweater-clad child, and they shake their head in frustration.
'Whatever. I've almost made it to Asgore. There's not much I can threaten you with. I'll just kill him, take the Human Souls, and then figure out things from there.'
"... You seem very regretful." the ghost-like human points out. "Are you regretful enough to RESET, I wonder? If this is about what I think it is, then you can't simply LOAD. You've already saved over it."
'You--'
"So, hypothetically, if you are feeling regretful over killing one person, then what exactly is your plan? Are you going to RESET, spare that one specific person, and then kill everyone else?"
'...'
"And what if you feel bad for someone else's death? Everyone else you slaughtered had family too, as I'm sure you know. Will you RESET for them as well? Will it only stop at one or two people, or could this keep going, with you pitying even more of your victims? Wouldn't it be easier to just RESET now, then target the one monster that you feel really deserves death?"
'...I know what you're trying to do, and it isn't going to work.' Frisk responds, forcefully ignoring their little tag-along's arguments. 'Just because you've made me feel bad for one monster doesn't mean that I'll keep feeling bad for the rest of them.'
"How are you so sure that I made you feel bad?" Chara asks, sounding happier now than Frisk has heard them sound ever since they left Toriel's home. "I've tried previously, of course, but I never managed to have much luck. Could it be that--"
"Shut up!" the young human snaps, so caught up in their rage that they're actually speaking out loud.
"You don't get to say these things! You don't get to lie to me. You don't get to try your best to convince me that I'm in the wrong, and then pretend that you're not doing anything."
"Frisk--"
"What makes you think that you're in control? Is it just because I can't physically harm you? Is that why you're so confident?! I can still harm you in other ways! Asgore, the man you consider to be your father, is right there. He's less than an hour's walk away. If I choose to, I could easily attack him, save just before his death, and then take my time killing him. That would hurt you, wouldn't it?! Maybe that'd be able to break whatever confidence you've managed to gain."
"Frisk, calm do--"
"No! I'm not going to calm down! I don't know why you've latched onto my Soul, but I swear, the moment I find a way to remove you, you're--"
"Frisk... Martlet is right behind you."
A strange sense of Deja Vu takes hold of Martlet, forcing a scowl to appear on her beak as she flies through the air of Hotland.
Now that she knows what's going on, it's crystal clear as to what has caused that feeling of Deja Vu.
It's Frisk. They LOADed a SAVE, and judging by the timing... it probably has something to do with Martlet herself.
Maybe they even tried to kill her, only to find out that their physical attacks can't hurt her.
Most monsters in her position would be disgusted by Frisk's actions. With the knowledge they gained from Alphys, they'd surely do their utmost to kill the young human, especially if they knew that Frisk couldn't actually hurt them back.
Martlet is not most monsters. She knows better than anyone else in the world that even the worst person can change.
She has memories of a run where she did try to kill a rampaging human, after all. That only ended in her death, and even though Frisk may not have the same magical abilities that Clover had, Martlet doesn't think for a second that violence is the solution.
Because she also has memories of raising a kind, gentle human. She clearly remembers the child Clover was in most of his runs, and she knows that even at Frisk's worst moments, they can't truly be heartless.
They have the power to SAVE and LOAD, leading to them acting as if they're beyond consequences. Martlet knows that Frisk can be just as kind as Clover was. They can be live happily with her... all they need is a little convincing.
And so even if they attacked her, then LOADed to remove her memories, the bird-like monster doesn't care. She can ignore all of that, push through, and convince them to do better.
She's done the same with Clover in several runs before now, after all...
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...It doesn't take long for her to reach Frisk. The sweater-clad child is standing in place, watching her approach with an expressionless look upon their face.
Yet again, Martlet can't help but be reminded of Clover. He's worn that expression too... and since she has so much experience with it, she knows that the expression is merely a mask.
It's something to hide their true emotions.
When Martlet lands, her body isn't melted at all. Even though her heart aches at the thought of what Frisk has done, she's regained control of herself.
Without wasting any time, the former-Royal Guard strides towards them, opening her beak as she does.
"I'm not here to fight you, Frisk." she says, staring the young human directly in the eyes. "I... I just think it's time we had a talk..."
Frisk meets her gaze, keeping the expressionless mask on their face as they attempt to stare Martlet down...
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"...We've already had this talk." they eventually mutter, turning away from her in an attempt to continue their journey towards Asgore's Castle.
Martlet steps forward, reaching towards them to put a hand upon their shoulder.
It's something she'd do with any other person that she wanted to stop from leaving, after all, and her grip is probably one of the least threatening things in the world...
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...but before her hand can reach them, she stops herself.
They're acting a lot like Clover did in some of his "more violent" runs, and Martlet knows from experience that suddenly touching him isn't a good idea...
So she doesn't touch them. Instead, she retracts her hand, steps forward, and matches their stride with her own.
"Then we'll have it again."
"..."
A small crack appears in the young human's blank expression, forcing them to turn their head away from Martlet's gaze.
"It doesn't matter." they say, looking at the ground as they walk. "I know exactly what you're going to say, and I know that you're just going to try to get me to stop what I've been doing..."
"Then you can talk. I'm happy to listen, Frisk, and maybe if you talk about what made you want to do this, I'll be able to convince you to RESET."
The tiny crack on Frisk's expressionless mask suddenly expands, completely shattering their blank-faced facade the moment her words reach their ears.
"You... you know--"
"Of course I know." Martlet answers, shaking her head at the flabbergasted expression on Frisk's face. "I took care of Clover when he was down here, and in a lot of runs, I was able to convince him to stop his rampage."
"...What?!"
"It's a long story, and judging by how surprised you are... I don't think we've had this conversation before. You just wanted to lie to me so I'd leave you alone."
The pure, unfiltered shock in the young human's face makes Martlet want to laugh... or at least, it does at first.
When she hears Frisk's muttering, however, any thoughts of laughing are wiped away in an instant.
"I thought... but... but Flowey said that Clover wouldn't..."
The bird-like monster's eyes narrow at the mention of Flowey, and for a brief moment, she almost loses control of her physical form...
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...luckily for her, she's had a lot of experience in dealing with her gooey body over the years, so she's able to keep her body intact at this "minor surprise." In a too-calm voice, she asks a question of her own.
"You know Flowey?"
"...Yes, I know him. Why? What do you know about him?"
"..."
An exhausted chuckle makes its way out of Martlet, and rather than continuing to walk beside Frisk, she stops in place.
"Like I said, it's a long story... but something you should know is that you shouldn't trust him. He... he hurt Clover. He hurt Clover really bad."
"What do you mean?" Frisk asks, stopping next to Martlet as they tilt their head in confusion. "Did he kill Clover before? Or did he-- no, wait, something doesn't add up here... how do you know that you stopped Clover in past runs? If he RESET, wouldn't you forget?"
Faced with Frisk's confused, slightly-suspicious look, Martlet sighs, inwardly preparing herself to tell a story she had hoped to never tell...
"I think it'd be better if you sat down... but something you need to understand before I begin this story is that originally, Clover didn't have the ability to SAVE or LOAD, Flowey did... and he really liked to abuse that power."
Chapter 93: A horrifying story
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As Martlet details what actually happened to Clover after falling Underground, tears continuously fall from her eyes.
It's not a happy story. It doesn't match the sad, yet hopeful story that Flowey told Frisk after they left the Ruins. This story is dark, full of pain, and last hours.
The longer she speaks, the sicker both Frisk and Chara feel, to the point that when she first began to talk about what Clover went through, the duo just... refuse to believe her.
They both find it far easier to believe that she's lying to them in some strange, cruel attempt to get Frisk to RESET.
Frisk even briefly considers attacking her for daring to lie about this, something that Chara almost wants to agree with...
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...but as time goes on, they're forced to realize that Martlet is telling the truth. The details add up, and even when Frisk interrupts her with questions, then LOADs to see if she'll change her story, Martlet continues to say the exact same thing.
Which means that Flowey did do all sorts of awful, disgusting acts in the name of boredom. He tormented Clover in countless runs, and even went so far as to blind Frisk's big brother in this run.
When they confirm that Martlet is telling the truth, they both feel like throwing up. For the first time since Frisk began their rampage, the two aren't at odds with each other. The arguments and threats that they've become so used to throwing at each other are nowhere to be found. They're perfectly in sync today.
They're so in sync, in fact, that neither of them can tell where their own horror ends, and the other's horror begins... and they are horrified, rather than being merely angry. Even when Frisk first learnt about Clover's death, they weren't as disgusted and shocked as they are now.
It's one thing to be told that your older brother is dead, but it's a much different thing to be told that they were tortured before dying.
It's even worse in that the two actually know the torturer.
Frisk even considered Flowey a friend, albeit one that would stop them from achieving their goals if he had the chance. They trusted him. They thought that they knew what kind of person the small, yellow flower was.
To be told that he tricked them... to be told that he lied to them about what happened to Clover... it infuriates Frisk.
But even more than that, it horrifies them. Their fury is nothing compared to the sheer disgust and despair they feel at Martlet's story.
That's not to mention what's going through Chara's mind right now.
If Frisk wasn't so caught up in their own thoughts about Martlet's story, they'd be shocked at their little tag-along's reaction. They'd be shocked at the raw guilt and self-hatred going through them.
Chara feels this way, of course, because they know who Flowey really is. They've known who he was before becoming a flower ever since they first laid eyes upon him, and the realization that their younger brother, the sweetest, most gentle person they've ever met, could deteriorate enough to do something like this...
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...Well, let's just say that Chara hasn't felt like this in a long, long time. The last time they felt this awful about something, they came up with their plan to free Monsterkind from the Underground.
For the first time in a while, they consider it a blessing that they aren't in control of Frisk's body.
They aren't quite sure what they'd do if they were.
Frisk doesn't even notice when Martlet stops talking. Their thoughts are chaotic, with any rationality drowned by a sea of fury and sorrow.
All of the things they've considered doing with their power over the timeline continue to bounce around their head, and as Frisk continues to think of what Flowey could have done to Clover, they can't help but recall the amount of times they've threatened to harm a nearby monster in order to shut Chara up.
If they had an infinite amount of time and an inability to feel emotions... just how long would it really take them to do what Flowey did?
Would Frisk be even worse than he was, simply due to the fact that they're stronger than him?
It's a sobering thought. Every horrible, violent idea they've considered, no matter how cruel or sadistic they were, are things that could've happened to their big brother.
And unlike most people, the things that happened to Clover didn't just affect him subconsciously. He was forced to relive them. He remembered every bit of torment Flowey put him through... and he still let the flower live.
It baffles Frisk that he would be that naive, and at the same time, it only makes their heart ache more.
Clover was too kind for his own good. Maybe if he took out his anger on Flowey, he wouldn't have been hurting as much as he was.
If he had actually went and killed Flowey, he wouldn't have felt the need to die...
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...but even with how difficult and heartbreaking it was to listen to Martlet's story, there is one thing about it that Frisk was happy to hear.
Clover wasn't lying when he said he'd come back. In one of his runs, he did come back... Frisk just made him leave again.
Martlet made it sound like a good thing, of course, but Frisk understands that in some way, they're responsible for Clover being gone.
Unlike Clover, however, Frisk isn't going to blame themself for this mistake. They know who really deserves their hate.
Flowey is responsible for everything that's happened. If he tried his best, he could've easily changed Monsterkind's opinion on humans. He could've just left Clover alone to make friends and find a new, happy family in the Underground.
If it wasn't for Flowey, Frisk would've come into the Underground to see their big brother being genuinely happy. They could've lived a nice, enjoyable life down here with him and his friends, and eventually, they may have found a way to free Monsterkind without any further deaths.
He deserves their hate... and he definitely has it.
That's not to say that the Royal Guard isn't to blame, mind you. They deserved everything that the young, sweater-clad human did to them...
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...right?
"--sk? Frisk? Hello?"
Frisk's head jerks up as the sound of Martlet's voice snaps them out of their thoughts.
Their eyes meet Martlet's own expectant gaze, and as soon as they see her, Frisk can tell that she's thinking that her story may've changed their mind.
Or rather, she's hoping that it's changed their mind.
After wiping away the ugly, complicated expression they've had on since she began her story, Frisk raises a hand, cutting off Martlet before she can continue speaking.
"...I'm not going to RESET." they say, ignoring how difficult it suddenly is to say these words.
The bird-like monster winces at the rejection... but she doesn't seem overly surprised or put-down.
"Could you explain why?" she asks, perfectly calm despite the still-lingering tears on her face.
"..."
"...Frisk?"
"..."
Now faced with actually telling Martlet their reason for killing the Royal Guard, Frisk can't help but be a little hesitant. It's silly, and they know that it doesn't matter... but whenever they think of explaining it to her, they think of the past few months they've spent living with her...
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...but they still have to do it, even if they desperately don't want to.
Taking a large, steadying breath of air, Frisk opens their mouth, and answers the bird-like monster.
"I already told you that I blamed the Royal Guard for everything." they say, grimacing slightly. "I thought that if it wasn't for them hunting Clover, he'd have no reason to give up his Soul. I... I thought that he was giving up his Soul to protect whichever kid fell after him..."
"...But now you know that it's Flowey's fault that this happened."
"I do... but that doesn't change the fact that the Royal Guard didn't know about Flowey. If Flowey had just watched and done nothing, they would've still hunted Clover down. They still wanted to take Clover's Soul."
"Frisk..."
Although Martlet doesn't show it, Frisk can tell that she is disappointed. They can easily tell that she thinks that they're making excuses to justify what they've done...
"She's right." Chara points out, much to the young human's annoyance.
Frisk ignores their ghostly tag-along, instead continuing to explain themself to Martlet.
"If Clover hadn't sacrificed himself, they'd still celebrate his death... heck, even now, when they think that he sacrificed himself, many monsters agree that it was for the best, and a lot of those monsters were in the Royal Guard. There's no reason for the Guard to still be around, and I--"
"I'm not going to tell you that you're wrong, because I know that you aren't going to listen..." Martlet interrupts, rubbing her head with an exhausted look upon her face. "...But do you really think that you should act as judge, jury, and executioner? Clover was the Soul of Justice, and even he knew better than to do that."
"In some of his runs--"
"Yes, he killed monsters in some runs... but it was Flowey who manipulated and tricked him into killing them. Even if we ignore that, what you do in past runs doesn't matter. It's this run that counts, and in this run, he spared everyone he went against. I'd tell Clover the same exact thing if he could hear me."
A small, bitter scowl appears on Frisk's face at these words, causing them to turn away from Martlet.
"But he can't hear you." they mutter, balling their hands into fists. "He's dead... so why shouldn't I avenge him?"
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Martlet tries to meet Frisk's gaze, but the young, dust-covered human avoids her eyes.
She almost considers making another attempt to convince them... but when she thinks of doing that, a long, tired yawn escapes from her beak.
"I... yawn... fine. If you really want to avenge him, then I'll leave you alone."
"...What? Why--"
"I don't think I can convince you to stop...." Martlet explains, pretending not to notice the flabbergasted expression on their face. "...But before I let you go to Asgore, I need you to do something for me."
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"Wash the dust off of yourself, then go find some of Clover's other friends. They're... well, a lot of them are way smarter than me. They'll probably have something to say that I didn't think of."
Frisk directs a look of pure confusion at Martlet, completely baffled by this sudden change.
"...That's all? What if I don't change my mind after I talk with all of them?" Frisk asks. "You'll just... you'll just ignore what I've done, and let me go kill Asgore?"
"What else should I do? I don't want to hurt you or anything, and you aren't going to listen to me on my own, so..."
Martlet trails off, stifling a long, tired yawn.
"...So I think talking to someone new can help... and besides, you... yawn... you'd like to meet with Clover's friends too, right?"
The young human wordlessly nods their head, feeling oddly anxious at the thought of talking with even more monsters that have memories of past timelines.
"Pretty much everyone but me and Dalv live in the Dunes." she continues. "I don't know where he's moved to, but if you stick around the Wild East, you'll probably see him. He... he likes to visit Kanako..."
Yet again, a yawn makes its way out of Martlet, resulting in her giving off a slightly-embarrassed chuckle.
"Sorry, it's been a long day. Uh... the Dunes isn't too far away. You can get to it from Hotland... yawn..."
"...You're not coming with me?"
"No. I think... I think I'll need to go home and sleep for a while. I... I don't really have as much energy as I used to."
"I could wait for you, I..."
Frisk trails off, taking a closer look at the bird-like monster they've lived with for the past few months.
Martlet looks... tired. That's the only description Frisk has for her. Even at her most exhausted state, they've never seen her like this.
Her entire body droops, as if it's on the brink of melting into that grotesque, white goo that Frisk has seen so many times before.
Because they're so familiar with what happens when Martlet loses control of her body, they can tell that it's different this time. Martlet isn't melting because her emotions got the better of her... she's melting because she can't muster the energy to keep herself together.
"...Nevermind."
And so they don't continue their offer. Instead, they wave the exhausted bird off, watching her fly back to Snowdin with an unreadable expression upon their face.
For some reason, they almost feel... disappointed that she stopped trying to convince them, although they aren't sure why...
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Chapter 94: A slow journey
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The monsters of Hotland are, as you might expect, rather hotheaded. As a whole, they're a lot more likely to stand up and fight if they see someone they'd consider an "evildoer", something that's encouraged by the sheer amount of Royal Guards that've come from Hotland.
It has a long history of giving the Royal Guard more recruits than any other area of the Underground, which the locals are extremely proud of.
Of course, their pride has diminished somewhat after the story of the Soul of Justice spread throughout the Underground... but a culture like this, which has been around for centuries, isn't going to just disappear overnight. No matter how much the locals emphasize with Clover, they'll still take pride in their identities as Hotland Monsters, the bravest, fiercest fighters in the Underground.
So as one small, sweater-wearing child marches their way through Hotland, looking to head back to Waterfall to wash the dust off of their body, Flowey is kept very busy. While Frisk travels through the area, he's scouting ahead of them, doing everything in his power to keep the locals from straying too close to the young human's path.
If he didn't, then he'd be responsible for even more deaths, because judging by the mood that Frisk is in, it's very unlikely that they'd actually spare someone who attacked them.
And he will be responsible for any deaths that Frisk causes. After all, his actions directly led to their poor mood. If they throw another tantrum and trick themself into believing that whatever monster attacks them deserves death, he's have no one to blame but himself.
Mind you, he's still not going to beat himself up too much if they hurt someone. Although Flowey knows that it's his fault, wasting time feeling guilty over this won't do him any good.
It's best if he drowns out whatever guilt he feels with something that will actually help others...
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Flowey's head is full of confusion, fear, and above all else, hope.
If anyone else had access to his thoughts, they'd be quite surprised by what they found.
His fear isn't too far-fetched. After all, he just saw Martlet tell Frisk about his crimes. It'd be more surprising if he wasn't afraid of what they'll do to him if given the chance... but his hope and confusion aren't a result of Martlet's talk with the human.
These feelings aren't even something that stems from Frisk's apparent regret over killing Gerson... they're something that stems from what Frisk said.
Before Martlet actually showed up, they were acting very strange. There was nobody around them, and yet they seemed to be talking to someone else. They were arguing with someone else.
It's not the first time that they've done something like this, of course, but Flowey never paid it any mind previously. With Frisk happily murdering any monsters that they deemed "deserving of death", he just assumed that they were a little bit crazy, and so he put any strange ideas out of mind.
Now, however, he doesn't think that their tendency to talk to themself is just because they're messed up in the head... or rather, he knows that it's not because they're insane.
He's not sure why, and he's not sure how, but from what he can tell... Frisk isn't alone in their head.
According to them, someone has latched onto their Soul, and this "someone" considers Asgore their father.
There's only two people in the entire world who would call Asgore that. Flowey... no, Asriel and his sibling, Chara.
And as soon as Flowey realized this, all the pieces just snapped into place.
If Chara had somehow latched onto Frisk's Soul, then that'd explain the odd way they act. It'd explain how similar Frisk is to Chara.
Above all else, it'd explain how they acted around Mom, including the last goodbye they gave her before leaving.
Flowey was initially filled with hope. For the first time since Frisk began their rampage, he thought that he might be able to convince them to stop.
They want their big brother back, and if Flowey gets seven human Souls, he can give them that. He can wipe away every bit of pain and suffering that the Soul of Justice went through with his God-like powers.
He could fix all the mistakes he made, and with Chara's help, Flowey could convince the young human to willingly give their Soul up...
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Sure, if Flowey really wanted to, he could've attacked her while she was on her way to Frisk. After they LOADed, he knew the general area she was flying from, and could've easily intercepted her. If he couldn't kill her, then at the bare minimum, he could've tired her out enough to send her home, then made up an excuse to explain her absence to Frisk.
But he didn't do that.
No, he just sat by and watched as she made her way back to Frisk. He watched as she ruined any chance Flowey had of gaining their Soul peacefully.
Now that Frisk knows better than to trust him, he'll have to break their Determination into pieces to gain their Soul. He'll have to use the power of the kids who came before them to kill them over, and over, and over again.
And by proxy, he'll have to kill Chara over, and over, and over again.
It's not a fun thought, and if there were any other option, he'd happily take it.
If he thought that Frisk wouldn't immediately kill him as soon as they see him, the flower would be grateful to get a chance to explain his side of the story. If there was the tiniest chance of him being able to enlist their help in reviving Clover, he'd take it... but there is no chance.
His actions have led to that.
All he can do now is watch from the shadows as they make their way towards Waterfall while doing his best to stop them from getting a chance to kill anyone else.
Still, it's not all bad. Even with the knowledge that he'll have to kill them, Flowey is still quite overjoyed to know that Chara is alive, albeit in some strange, incorporeal way.
Maybe they're in a similar position to Flowey himself, with the biggest difference being that they don't have a petal-covered body to possess.
So Flowey does have his reasons to hope, If all goes well, he'll be able to absorb the human Souls, fight Frisk until they give up, and undo all of the harm that he's caused over the years. Clover, Chara, and Frisk will all be alive and happy, with families that love them for who they are. They won't have to deal with the grief and pain that's come from having control of the timeline, nor will they ever have to.
Best of all, they won't even remember everything that's happened to them. They won't be aware of what he's done, or what they've done in the runs they're not proud of.
Of course, he'd prefer it if Frisk was actually willing to RESET. If they were, then he'd have hope of eventually convincing them to aid in his plans to bring back Clover... but he knows better than that.
He knows that they aren't going to RESET, even with the regret they seem to feel over their recent actions. The way that they grasp at straws, looking for anything to justify their murders of Royal Guardsmen proves that.
He knows that it isn't completely their fault, however. It's hard to admit that you're wrong about something in the best of times. Adding the guilt that they no-doubt feel, along with the sheer amount of LOVE they've gained, and it only makes sense that Frisk is refusing to do better.
So as difficult as may be, Flowey isn't going to be too annoyed or angry at the sweater-wearing human's actions. In some way, he understands what they're going through. He can just take solace in the fact that whatever they do won't be permanent, and avoid thinking his worst thoughts...
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'Are they doing this on purpose?! What the HELL is taking them so long?!?!' he inwardly grumbles, looking on in poorly-concealed fury as Frisk slowly walks through Hotland.
For the past few hours, the young, sweater-wearing human has been extremely annoying, to the point where Flowey almost wants to reveal himself, simply so he can yell at them to hurry up.
Unlike the way they sped through Hotland after their battle with Undyne, Frisk is moving at a literal snail's pace. It took them almost two entire hours to make it to Waterfall, and on the way to the Steamworks, they must have spent double that time meandering around.
If Flowey didn't know any better, he'd assume that both of their legs are broken.
The slow pace may annoy Flowey, but that annoyance is nothing when compared to how Frisk seems to intentionally wander towards areas where monsters gather.
Suffice to say, he's been kept busy over the last few hours. Frisk's agonizingly-slow speed gives him just enough time to scatter any monsters that they'd encounter while wandering through Hotland... but it doesn't give him much time for anything else. Every single time he manages to direct oncoming monsters elsewhere, the human seems to go towards even more monsters.
Frankly, it's maddening... but fortunately for Flowey, his work is almost over. Even with Frisk's slow movement, they've finally passed Club Danza, an area that is usually bought-out by Mettaton in most runs, and are just steps away from the elevator that'll take them to the Steamworks.
Now that he's able to focus on something other than how angry they've made him, Flowey can't help but wonder the reason for Frisk's sudden change in speed.
Is it because they're nervous about meeting Clover's old friends? Maybe Chara is trying to talk to them, and they spent so long walking as a way to clear their head? Or maybe, just maybe, there's some other reason for the slow pace that he hasn't considered...?
As Frisk steps into the elevator, a small chuckle makes its way out of Flowey's mouth.
'Oh, who am I kidding? If Frisk is anything like Chara, they're probably searching for me. After spending a few hours walking around, they must've realized that I wouldn't show my face...'
Unlike what Frisk was led to believe by Martlet, the Steamworks is in a surprisingly well-kept state.
From the sound of her story, they would've thought that the Steamworks was abandoned, filled with dusty halls and broken-down robots.
Instead, the rooms they pass are extraordinarily clean, with each having a level of care put into scrubbing it that Frisk would be shocked to see in most people's homes.
They don't see too many robots here, although the few they do see are in near-perfect condition. Each of the bots practically gleams with cleanliness, and Frisk is positive that they'd be able to see their own reflection in each bot if they got close enough.
The only part of the Steamworks that isn't looking new is the giant, light-pink lake in the center of it.
It's still a fun place to explore, even with it being in a worse shape than the rest of the Steamworks. While here, Frisk gets to meet a new robot, and unlike the ones they previously saw, this robot actually talks. According to the bot, who claims that its name is "Coolant Manta", this lake is made completely out of coolant, and has proven quite difficult for its master to drain to where its supposed to go.
Apparently, the Steamworks will almost be in working condition when it is completely drained. With a little more work, it'll be able to provide an alternative energy source to the Underground, although the manta-bot was unable to give any reasons as to why that's necessary when Frisk asked.
Regardless of its inability to provide good answers, the robot is more than capable of ferrying them over the lake, something that they're grateful for.
The sights they see in the newly-cleaned Steamworks is almost enough to take their mind off of Martlet's story.
Almost.
Chara seems to enjoy seeing it, since it was built after they died, and their talking drowns out any thoughts that Frisk may have.
After a long, surprisingly enjoyable trip on the back of Coolant Manta, Frisk steps back onto solid ground, leaving the pink lake behind in the process.
From the looks of things, none of the monsters they're looking for are here. They'll have to go to the Wild East to find them.
And so off they go, walking through the metal halls of the Steamworks...
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When Frisk attempts to walk towards it, however, they suddenly feel a strong hand grip their shoulder, stopping them in place.
"...You done looking around?" a loud, unfamiliar voice asks, sounding almost... amused.
As if on instinct, Frisk lashes out backwards with a foot, thinking that their sudden kick will cause whatever has grabbed them to release its hold... but their foot doesn't hit the solid surface of a body they were expecting it to.
No, their foot sinks into this unknown monster's body, being accompanied by an unnervingly cold (and gooey) feeling.
A similarly-gooey chuckle reaches their ears, and at the same time, Frisk feels the hand gripping their shoulder release.
"Sorry, I wasn't thinking. Clover used to react like that, and I should've guessed that his little sibling would too."
"What... who--"
"Oh, right, I forgot..."
The strange monster's body suddenly retracts, freeing Frisk's foot from its grasp.
In an instant, they whirl around, glaring at the monster they had just attacked...
...and their glare is immediately wiped off of their face, as the appearance of the monster in front of them causes their jaw to drop involuntarily.
"I'm Kanako." the fox-like monster says, grinning brightly. "I already know your name, but how about you introduce yourself anyways?"
Chapter 95: An unnerving fox
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The monster in front of Frisk looks... off. That's honestly the best way they can describe her.
They've seen much stranger monsters than Kanako, true, but something about her just screams wrongness.
It may be because of her too-cheery smile, or maybe it's due to how unnervingly still she is while waiting for Frisk to talk, but the fox-like monster makes for a very uncomfortable sight.
Rather than having a fur-like texture that one would expect a fox to have, Kanako's body is as cold as ice, and it stuck to Frisk's body when they touched her. Even now, when no part of them is in contact with her, they can't help but shiver slightly.
Frisk can still feel her gooey grip on their shoulder, just as vivid as it was when she first grabbed onto them. It's so vivid, in fact, that they actually check to make sure that Kanako didn't somehow leave part of her body behind when she let go of them.
Beyond all of that, however, the main thing that Frisk notices when looking at Kanako is that she's tall.
Frisk has seen some pretty large monsters since falling into the Underground. The two that stand out the most are Toriel, who outshines every other monster they've seen since then, and Undyne, the Captain of the Royal Guard. The young human was sure that they wouldn't see a monster as tall as those two until they reached the King... but Kanako proves their thoughts wrong.
She's taller than Undyne by a sizeable amount, almost manages to match Toriel's height, and is a lot more energetic than either of them to boot.
Needless to say, that only serves to make her even more unnerving. One moment, the shockingly-tall monster is bouncing around excitedly, eager to talk to Frisk about whatever topic she happens to think of, and in the next moment, she's completely still, silently waiting for them to respond. She doesn't even breathe, more closely resembling a messed-up statue than anything living.
Heck, she's still watching them without saying a word, even though they've been lost in their thoughts for the past few minutes.
Anyone else would've actually went and spoken up by now. At the bare minimum, they would've repeated their question to Frisk... but Kanako doesn't. She just stands in place, eyes locked firmly onto Frisk as she waits for them to talk.
Frankly, they're almost tempted to see how long she'll wait...
"But that'd be rude." Chara points out, drawing a sigh from the young human. "She is your brother's friend, correct?"
'Yeah, you're right... it would be rude.' they inwardly agree, shaking any thoughts of teasing Kanako out of mind.
"Uh... I'm Frisk." they say out-loud, watching as the strange, melted monster suddenly snaps out of her still, statue-like state.
"I knew it! Clover used to talk about you all the time! It's nice to finally meet you!"
Kanako reaches out towards Frisk yet again, seemingly looking to shake their hand, but they're prepared for her now. A split-second before her icy-hand can grip Frisk's own, they hurriedly stuff their hands into their pockets, stopping any chance she has of grabbing them.
Yet again, she freezes in place... but unlike before, it only lasts for a moment.
With a loud, self-deprecating laugh, Kanako retracts her hand, and instead rubs the back of her head with it.
"Sorry again! I keep forgetting, you humans are so fragile! Every little thing seems to mess with you!"
Before Frisk can take offense to this, the tall monster's body ripples, like a stone thrown into a lake. In an instant, Kanako's form completely shifts. Her body is no longer melted and radiating icy coldness. Instead, she looks... she looks normal. Her body is now covered in fur, betraying no hint of the strange form it was just in.
Upon seeing the confused look on Frisk's face, another laugh makes its way out of her.
"Monsters are different from humans. Extreme temperatures aren't going to cause us health problems like it will for you guys, but it's still really uncomfortable!" Kanako explains, still staring at Frisk with that overly-large grin on her face. "That's why I usually look like that when I'm working on the Steamworks. The AC isn't active yet, so this is the next best solution!"
The sweater-clad child stays quiet, watching Kanako with wide, slightly nervous eyes.
"She's very..."
'...Scary.' Frisk finishes, frowning ever so slightly.
Unbothered by Frisk's silence, Kanako continues speaking, sounding just as excited now as she was upon first talking to them.
"It's been a few months since you came down here, hasn't it? From what I know, the Village should've sent you down in December!"
"...They did. I've been living with Martlet in Snowdin ever since I came down here."
"Ohhhhh, that makes sense..." Kanako says, nodding her head up and down as she talks. "...Martlet doesn't really get out much, so I guess that's why we never heard anything about you before now. I bet you didn't hear about us until recently too, huh?"
"That's right." the small human confirms, desperately wishing to take a step away from the overly-excited fox.
"That's what I thought... oh, right! Before I forget, I have a question for you, if you wouldn't mind answering it."
"What is it?"
"If you've been in the Underground for a while, then what brings you to the Steamworks now? We don't have any Royal Guards around here for you to kill, and you could've easily had Martlet invite us over if you wanted to talk. What's the deal?"
A flash of surprise passes across Frisk's face... but as quickly as it came, they force it down.
They've become quite accustomed to suddenly being surprised recently. Someone like Kanako, who Martlet claimed had memories of past runs, knowing what Frisk has done isn't too shocking.
"...Who told you that I've been targeting Guards?"
"It was pretty obvious. Someone's been LOADing over and over for the past few months, which ties in with your arrival, and a bunch of Royal Guards are disappearing while you're down here. I'd have to be stupid not to realize!"
Even with the subject being what it is, Kanako still seems as bright and happy as she was earlier. She doesn't show any signs of anger at Frisk... and that makes them far more afraid than they would be if she was attacking them.
They almost reach for the knife they keep in their pocket, but they're able to keep control of their fear by reminding themself that although the monster in front of them may be a little scary, they have no reason to truly fear her. Not with their SAVE file, anyways...
"Then why are you acting like... like this?" they ask, keeping their face blank. "You're being bubbly and nice, even though you know what I've been doing. I'd expect you to act like Undyne and attack me... or at the bare minimum, I'd expect you to give me a big lecture like Martlet did."
For the first time since she set eyes upon Frisk, the smile leaves Kanako's face. It's replaced by a blank look to match their own.
"There's two reasons." she says, kneeling down to look them dead in the eyes. "The first is because you're Clover's little sibling. You probably know this already, but he loved you a lot. He really, really did. There was only one thing about the Surface that Clover missed enough to consistently talk about, and that was you."
"...And the second reason?"
The look in the fox-like monster's eyes suddenly changes. While before, her gaze was filled with warmth and joy... now, it's different.
Now, Kanako looks at Frisk with what can only be described as pure malice.
"...Well, the second reason is that getting angry won't help at all."
Before Frisk's brain can register what's happening, they feel Kanako's hand on their shoulder, gripping it with enough force to make them flinch.
But they can't flinch away from her grasp. It's too solid. In this instant, the murderous human is heavily reminded of the strength shown by Undyne, the strongest monster they've fought... and when their mind makes this comparison, Frisk can't help but think that even Undyne's power would fall short when compared to the monster in front of them.
Kanako's tone, now as cheery as it was before, snaps Frisk out of their thoughts.
The sheer joy and mirth in her tone makes them come this close to LOADing their last SAVE. The only reason they don't is because of the curiosity running through them.
Even knowing that they'll be fine, it's a hard decision to make...
"I could just kill you now." Kanako says, smiling brightly. "It'd be super easy! We both know that you couldn't do anything to stop me, either!"
A small bead of sweat goes down Frisk's head, although they're not sure if that's because of the heat from the Steamworks, or because of the smile on her face...
"...But we also both know how bad of an idea that would be for me. Nothing I do to you will really stick."
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"So I'm not going to hurt you. I'm not going to get angry at you for proving that Monsterkind was right to fear humanity. I'm not going to do anything bad to you, even though everything you've done has spit on what Clover hoped to accomplish with his death. I'll just be as bright, bubbly, and happy as I can manage!"
The hand on Frisk's shoulder retracts, letting them (and their extremely sore shoulder) back away from the towering monster.
"Now, I think that you don't really want to talk to me after all that, right?"
"...I don't."
"Then I'll take you to my Mom's house! Her and Uncle Star can answer any questions you may have, and I'm sure that they'll give you the lecture that you were expecting."
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Without sparing them a second glance, Kanako turns around, gesturing towards the exit of the Steamworks.
"Then come on, it's almost time for dinner... or do you want me to carry you?"
Frisk glares at Kanako's back for several seconds, inwardly debating on whether or not they should attack now while she's vulnerable...
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With a small sigh, all of the tension drains out of the small human, and they put any thoughts of harming her out of mind.
They can somewhat understand where she's coming from, after all.
Frisk would be a bit cross with themself too if they were in her position. The thought of ruining everything "good" that's come from Clover's death does annoy them, even if they're the one ruining it.
To the North of Oasis Valley lies a large, finely-crafted estate. The rooms of this estate, which should be enough to house a large family, can only be described as lonely.
Even with the owner of this estate getting remarried, its halls haven't been filled with the joy you'd expect from a newly-married couple.
The family of three that call this estate their home haven't had much to be happy about over the past five years.
They've all been in a strange period of mourning, and unlike any other mourners one may find, they have lifetimes worth of memories that they've spent with the deceased.
This family is quite famous in Oasis Valley, although the local monsters know better than to disturb them with questions.
It's well-known that the monsters living in the Ketsukane Estate were close friends to Clover, the Soul of Justice, and because of how depressing his story is, nobody is willing to bother his friends with questions.
Of course, that's only because of how different monsters are from humans. On the Surface, it's likely that there'd be someone cruel enough to bombard them with whatever questions come to mind, not paying any mind to how much it may hurt them to answer.
Luckily for Starlo, Ceroba, and Kanako, they are not on the Surface. They're in the Underground, so on most nights, the front door is left undisturbed...
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"Coming!"
Several loud knocks can be heard at the front door of the Ketsukane Estate tonight, causing quite the sour expression to appear on Starlo's face as he rushes downstairs to answer it.
"Can't be Kanako, she said that she's gonna be spending another few weeks in the Steamworks..." he mutters, taking several steps at a time. "And it ain't time for the mail... is Dalv here? But he doesn't knock like that. Maybe it's one of the Posse trying to get me back to work in the East? I told them last time that they came that--"
Knock.
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"Dammit-- calm down! I'm here!"
With a mumbled swear, Starlo throws it open, opening his mouth to give a good scolding to whoever is banging at the door...
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The monster in front of him is a familiar face, and one that he sees all the time. It's Kanako... but she isn't the reason for his shock. Starlo is shocked because of the person standing next to her.
That person is, of course, a small, sweater-wearing human.
"Hey Uncle Star! Are we late for dinner?" Kanako asks, smirking at the expression on the former-Sheriff's face.
Notes:
Yeah... the past few years have been a bit rough for Kanako. She's not doing too well in the "mentally stable" department, and has been spending more time alone than she should.
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Chapter 96: A long sleep
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It's been almost twenty-two hours since Frisk's sudden appearance at the front door of the Ketsukane Estate, and in that time, both Ceroba and Starlo have become worried sick about them.
Frisk spent just over an hour talking to the two of them before falling asleep. Once they were asleep, Starlo carried them upstairs and laid them down on a bed in one of the guest rooms. He then spent several more hours talking to Ceroba in excitement, with the two of them planning out what they'll do tomorrow in excruciating amounts of detail.
That wasn't the only thing they talked about, mind you. The two spent quite a while trying to puzzle out the best way they could make Frisk feel welcome in their home. When the conversation was finished, both of them were absolutely exhausted, and yet they were full of hope for what the next day would bring. It didn't take them long to fall asleep with smiles upon their faces after that.
After they woke, however, their smiles slowly began to fade. The young, sweater-wearing human that they were so excited to spend the day with refused to wake up, despite Ceroba and Starlo waiting several hours for them to awaken.
The two have had enough experience with the last human to fall into the Underground to know that sleeping for this long isn't a sign that they're in good health. It was very rare for Clover to sleep in to this degree, and even among monsters, it's not common for someone to spend this much time sleeping.
As a matter of fact, the only monster they know that sleeps this much is Martlet, and the comparison only caused their concern for Frisk to go.
Despite Kanako's reassurances that they were fine, and had just had a really long day, the other two monsters in the Ketsukane Estate couldn't help but worry over the young human. Eventually, they decided that waking Frisk up wouldn't be a good idea, and that they should instead keep an eye on them until they got up on their own, dragging Kanako along to help in the process.
Since then, the three took turns watching after them, looking for any signs that they're ill or in need of help... or at least, two of them were.
Truth be told, Kanako didn't pay much attention to them while it was her turn to watch, and it wasn't until Ceroba went to work that she stopped acting concerned for them.
When Starlo, obviously confused by the sudden change, confronted her, the fox-like monster took him downstairs, sat him down, and began to have a long, hard talk with him...
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"--they really... are you sure? Aren't they Clover's little sibling?! From how he used to talk about them, I thought--"
"You thought that they'd be a perfect little angel, just like he described them as... but they aren't like that, Uncle Star. Frisk was five years younger when Clover knew them, and with them spending those years on the Surface..."
"...It only makes sense for them to be different, I know... but I still can't believe it. You told your Mom yet?"
An amused snort makes its way out of Kanako's mouth at this.
"No, I decided that it'd be best if I'll let you tell her." she says, smiling brightly.
Without giving the star-headed monster a chance to respond, Kanako turns around, opens the door, and quickly flees downstairs.
Starlo doesn't even attempt to stop her. He just stares at the retreating fox with a small frown upon his face...
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"...Well... shit." he eventually mumbles, rubbing the side of his head with a pained expression. "Frisk is really... God dammit, of course they are. Nothing can be simple around here."
All of the joy that Starlo originally had when he saw Clover's younger sibling has disappeared. It's all replaced with... exhaustion.
'This must be how Martlet feels, huh? Maybe I owe her an apology...'
With a soft sigh, the former-Sheriff strides out the door, quickly making his way to the room that Frisk is sleeping in.
When he arrives, they're still sound asleep on the soft bed-- the same bed that Clover slept on when he was last here.
After clearing his throat, Starlo raises his voice, calling out into the room.
"Hello? Frisk? You ready to get up yet?"
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His question receives no answer, which is exactly what he expected. Frisk didn't wake up earlier, despite Kanako's many attempts, and they still don't show any signs of stirring now.
When he looks at them, however, he doesn't feel quite as much anger and malice as Kanako does.
The tense, guarded expression on their face is gone. They look peaceful... and if he's to be honest, they look a whole lot like Clover when they're asleep.
The comparison makes his heart ache. He's not too sure on why they decided to murder a bunch of folks, and he's not sure on how he can get them to stop, but he doesn't wish them any harm.
It's funny. Logically, Starlo knows that he feels this way because they're related to Clover. He knows that if this was any other human, he'd be hoping and praying that they never wake up from their sleep... but even with that knowledge, his mind keeps going back to the stories he's heard from Clover.
He's not reminiscing on Clover's stories about Frisk, make no mistake. He's thinking about what Clover told him about the village he grew up in.
Clover didn't like to talk about it much, but with thousands of runs worth of memories, Starlo's been able to piece together a pretty clear picture of that village. Everything he's learnt points to it being a cruel, hopeless place to grow up in.
Starlo doesn't consider himself to be a violent monster, but if he was up there face-to-face with the adults of that village, he'd certainly try to bust some behinds.
Just about every single kid who grows up there are abused, beaten, and mistreated, and the ones that don't get "adopted" by a random family are treated even worse than that.
Heck, a lot of them end up dead when all is said or done. They're sent into the wild as a "sacrifice" for a monster that nobody's seen in centuries.
If those kids aren't dead by the time they become an adult, they either end up moving away and doing their best to forget about what happened there, or they stay and perpetuate the cycle.
It's disgusting... and so Starlo can't bring himself to hate Frisk.
Maybe he's being overly-soft on them, since they are a mass murderer and all that... but he can't help it. Whenever he thinks of what they've done, his mind reminds him that he has no idea of what they went through up. At the bare minimum, they were treated like garbage, came down here, and was suddenly handed more power than they could handle.
It ain't too surprising for them to go off the deep end, is it?
Well, even if it is, he knows another young human who did a lot of bad things after falling down here... which is just another reason for him to be soft on Frisk.
After Clover killed half the Underground and gained control of the timeline, he chose to go back on what he did. He was the one who RESET, even though nobody in the world could've forced him to.
It's a bit different from Frisk's situation, sure, but Starlo thinks that it's close enough. He's long forgiven the young cowboy for what he did in that run, and what Clover did after getting his memories back proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that Starlo was right to forgive him.
So he's sure that Frisk can redeem themself too. They just need a little push... and since he's one of the only people in the world that remembers past timelines, who better to give them that push than Starlo himself?
He'll be getting the others to help, of course. He'll need their help if he wants to get Frisk to do better... but that's gonna happen later. Right now, the star-headed gunslinger is going to get them off to a good start, and he knows just how to do it.
Now that he knows that Frisk has control over the timeline, he's content in leaving them alone as he exits the Ketsukane Estate.
Kanako, as expected, isn't too happy to hear what he has planned... but then again, she's never really been happy over the past five years. If his idea ends up working out, maybe he can change that.
But first, he'll need to go to a place he hasn't been in five years.
He'll need to go to the Wild East.
In one of the many guest rooms of the Ketsukane Estate, one small, sweater-wearing child can be seen laying in bed with an expression that can only be described as blissful.
To say that this expression is rare on them would be an understatement. If Frisk were to look at themself in a mirror, they'd be baffled, both because of how at-peace they look, and because they can't recall ever seeing this expression on themself.
Unfortunately for them, their bliss can't last forever. Just a few short hours after Starlo leaves the estate, Frisk's eyelids flutter open, allowing them to see the room around them.
At first, they're rather confused by the new scenery. They didn't have much of a chance to tour the estate before falling asleep... but as it turns out, the tour wasn't necessary. Before Frisk can actually get out of bed, a familiar voice calls out, explaining the situation to them.
Chara's explanation doesn't last long, but it is enough to make Frisk think that they're lying.
According to the ghost-like human, Frisk has been asleep for an entire day. They've been ignorant of any attempts to wake them, and have caused Ceroba and Starlo no small amount of worry.
They immediately assumed that Chara was attempting to make them feel guilty. After all, they barely know Ceroba and Starlo. Those two have zero reason to be so concerned for them. It'd make more sense for them to react like Kanako did in Chara's retelling of what happened while Frisk was sleeping...
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And judging by how refreshed Frisk feels... they're more inclined to think that it's the latter.
They can't remember the last time they woke up feeling this refreshed. At the very least, they haven't felt this way since they started living with the Village Chief.
"It's to be expected." Chara points out in a 'matter of fact' tone. "When's the last time you truly rested? Before now, most of your time in the Underground was spent killing, LOADing when caught, and looking for more opportunities to kill without being caught. I'm honestly surprised that the mental strain of all of this didn't cause you to RESET."
'...And you didn't mention this before because...?'
"I obviously wanted you to RESET. I'm not just surprised that the mental strain wasn't enough, I'm disappointed as well."
Frisk tenses up, getting ready for another argument with the ghostly human... only to find that they don't feel like arguing.
They're too refreshed and calm to waste time talking to Chara.
Instead, they lay their head on the soft, comfortable pillow it was previously rested upon, ignoring Chara's words with a relaxed smile upon their face...
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"Hello? Are you awake yet?" Kanako's bright, bubbly voice calls out, being accompanied by several loud knocks.
"Yes, I--"
Without waiting for Frisk to respond, the fox-like monster flings open the door, allowing her to see them.
"Oh, you are! That's good! I'm glad to see that you're up!"
As Frisk looks at the overly-large smile on Kanako's face, they get the feeling that she doesn't really mean what she says... but they don't get the chance to ruminate on this for long. Just seconds after opening the door, Kanako leaps forward to drag them out of bed.
"Come on! Uncle Star just finished talking to Mom, and he has a surprise for you!"
"A surpr-- what?! Why is he--"
"He wants to take you somewhere, so I'll let him explain it! Have fun!"
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In no time at all, Frisk is dashing out of the front door, being egged on by the far-too excited fox behind them.
As they're leaving, they almost think that they get a glimpse of Ceroba... but the young human decides that their eyes must be playing tricks on them.
Ceroba was so excited and happy the day before, and the glimpse they saw looked the exact opposite of that. Such a change is strange, and it's much more likely that they saw wrong...
Regardless of what Frisk may or may not have seen, they're soon standing outside, face to face with the star-headed monster. Kanako keeps a close on them as they approach Starlo, although that's only to be expected.
Unlike yesterday, however, Starlo isn't rushing to talk to them. The enthusiasm that he showed yesterday seems almost completely drained out of him... and yet Frisk still feels more at-ease now than they do when talking to Kanako.
"Glad to see you on your feet." he says, giving them a far more genuine smile than the one they got from Kanako. "You up to traveling today? We're heading to that town you passed on your way out of the Steamworks if you are."
"That's... that's the Wild East, isn't it?" Frisk asks, raising an eyebrow when he nods his head. "Why are we heading over there?"
"I have a little home over there that I used to live in while I was still the Sheriff. It doesn't do much other than collect dust now, so I use it to store any stuff that Ceroba doesn't want over here."
A small chuckle escapes from the former-Sheriff, and he rubs the back of his head with an awkward expression upon his face.
"Now, Kanako's been telling me that this is a bad idea, and frankly, she may be right... but I also store my guns in there."
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"I can't truthfully say that I taught your older brother everything he knew about shooting, but I was able to teach him a lot."
Ignoring the scoff that comes out of Kanako's mouth, Starlo takes a knee, looking the young human eye to eye as he makes his offer.
"How would you feel about spending the day at a shooting range that I set up?"
Chapter 97: Target practice
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As Frisk aims their newly-acquired revolver at the dummies in front of them, a small, confused frown can be seen upon their face... although to be fair, the situation they've found themself in would baffle anyone in their position.
When they originally heard Starlo's offer, they assumed that he'd be giving them a toy gun, like the one that Clover used to carry around. After all, who would arm a random child they just met with a real gun?
Apparently Starlo would, because as soon as they made it to the "shooting range" that he set up (which consist of several old, raggedy training dummies, a few guns, and an archery target), the star-headed monster happily passed Frisk a six-shooter.
This gun is obviously worth a lot of money, being the most expensive present that the young human has received by far. The craftsmanship is incredible, and it's in fantastic shape, to the point where they'd believe it to be brand new if Starlo didn't tell them otherwise. They can easily see that this gun has been well-taken care of, and when they compare it to Starlo's own gun, it becomes even more clear to them that he's put a lot of effort into making sure that this gun is in good condition.
So when he handed them this gun, they weren't exactly thinking about how dangerous it may be. In that moment, all Frisk could think about was how cool it is to actually have a real gun in their hands. They told themself that if they threw on a cowboy hat, they'd look exactly the same as some of the gunslingers in those old movies that Clover used to watch. Frisk was even looking forward to seeing what kind of cool tricks they could pull off with their new firearm.
They may not have any experience in gunslinging, but they've always been a fast learner. All they need to do is aim at the target and fire. With a little bit of practice, they'll have mastered the basics, and can move on to the cool stuff. How hard can it be?
Needless to say, Frisk's first time firing a gun didn't go so well for them. Not only did the shot go wide (hitting Kanako in the process), but the recoil was enough to throw the gun out of their hands. It was only then that the former-Sheriff realized that Frisk doesn't know how to use a gun. Even though he's the one who offered to teach them, Starlo had seemingly assumed that they knew something about gunslinging, given who their big brother is.
Once he found out how new to this whole "shooting guns" thing Frisk was, Starlo was more than happy teach them the basics. He guided them on where to put their hands, how to stand when firing the weapon, and most importantly of all, how to avoid harming themself with it.
He even offered to bring them back another day if they want to get even better at this... which only adds to Frisk's confusion.
You see, all of this is so confusing to Frisk because they know that Kanako told Starlo what they've been up to. On the way to the Wild East, she made it exceedingly clear that she let Starlo know what they've done to the Royal Guard, and that he told Ceroba in turn.
So it makes zero sense for him to act this way. Even if Starlo was the nicest, most naive monster in the Underground, Frisk would expect him to at least lecture them like Martlet did. Never in a million years would they expect... this.
The most confusing thing about this entire situation, however, is that beyond all of the bewilderment, they're having fun. Learning to shoot a gun is enjoyable, and it's not just because they'll be able to use this skill against the King (although that is a big part of it.)
Standing here with their shiny six-shooter, aiming down the barrel at whatever targets Starlo sets up for them makes Frisk feel happy. Learning to fire a gun is something that they desperately wanted to do with Clover before he went up Mt. Ebott, and if they close their eyes, Frisk can almost imagine that he's there with them.
They can almost imagine that he's the one teaching them instead of Starlo...
"--sk? Frisk? You... uh... you gonna take the shot, or...?"
Starlo's voice suddenly reaches the young human, instantly snapping them out of their thoughts. Schooling their face back into its usual blank expression, they calmly respond, not showing any of the annoyance they may feel about his sudden interruption.
"I'm still aiming." they say, gripping the gun tightly. "I don't want to hit something on accident."
"Ah, you don't need to worry about that." he responds, grinning brightly. "I made sure that there was nothing important near the targets. If you miss, you ain't gonna hit anything!"
"...Nothing important? Should I tell Mom that you said that?"
Upon hearing Kanako's teasing question, Starlo immediately pales, hurriedly stuttering out a denial.
"Oh hell-- I didn't mean it like that! You were just... uh..."
"You were in the way. It's your own fault that you got shot."
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Frisk's interjection causes a scowl to appear on the fox's face, and as Kanako silently stares at the sweater-clad child, Starlo wonders if he'll need to get between the both of them down before a fight breaks out...
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"I guess you're right! I was standing a little too close to the dummies!" she laughs, rubbing the back of her head in good-natured self deprecation. "But I'm a-okay! Bullets can't really hurt me unless they're magic, and unlike Clover, you can't use any magic! And since you didn't really hurt anyone, there's no reason to be mad! So let's just get back to shooting!"
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A small shiver goes through Frisk at how quickly Kanako changed her tune. The way she went from cold, silent, and obviously angry to happy, upbeat, and full of joy in mere moments makes them extremely unnerved.
Their uneasiness quickly disappears, however, as she turns towards Starlo and continues speaking.
"Uncle Star, how about you show that trick of yours to Frisk? You know, to show them how good they can be with a little bit of practice?"
"Well... I don't think that's a good idea. They--"
"What trick?" Frisk interrupts, sounding extremely interested in whatever trick the star-headed monster has to show off.
"It's... uh... it's something you need magic for." he replies, directly an annoyed look at Kanako when Frisk's expression turns gloomy. "I know a few good ones that don't need magic, but--"
"Isn't this the trick you showed Clover when you first met him in this run? I remember him telling me about it! It sounded really cool, and he seemed to love it! Are you really not going to let Frisk see it?"
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A small sigh escapes from Starlo as Kanako's prodding succeeds in piquing Frisk's interest. Despite the fact that they'll never be able to use this trick, they obviously want to see it, simply because of what Kanako said about Clover.
You see, Starlo has had enough experience in dealing with kids to know that no matter how cool the trick is, or how much their big brother liked it, Frisk will inevitably be a bit put down by the knowledge that they won't be able to do it.
As a matter of fact, the trick being so cool will probably end up making them feel even worse... but luckily for him, all of that experience isn't for nothing.
He knows that if Frisk is anything like Clover, they won't leave him alone until he shows them the trick, but he also knows exactly how to take their mind off of their inability to learn it...
"Alright, alright, since you wanna see it so much, I'll go ahead and show you..." he says, intentionally sounding hesitant. "...But if I'm to be honest, it ain't my favorite trick, and it wasn't Clover's favorite either. There's too much magic involved and not enough skill. Heck, I could even substitute out the gun and bullets and use magic-made ones instead!"
"I still want to see it." the young human says, tone as stubborn as can be.
"I know you do, and I'm still gonna show you it, but when I say that it ain't too impressive, I mean to say that I wanna show you some really impressive tricks once I finish this up. You know, tricks you can actually learn without magic. I'd say that most of those tricks are a whole lot more impressive, since they require actual gunslinging skills to do."
"They're really that much better...?"
"They sure are! Let me explain..."
The former-Sheriff proceeds to go on and on about how much better regular gun tricks are than magic-assisted tricks, taking his sweet time to detail everything cool about what he calls "human-style gunslinging", while simultaneously making it clear how lacking Monsterkind's imitation is in terms of skill.
Thankfully, Kanako stays silent during his explanation, only occasionally rolling her eyes from time to time as he explains to Frisk why he's not impressed by the trick he'll show them.
Although initially skeptical, the small human's expression eventually softens under his words, and after around half an hour, their original unhappiness about being unable to use magic in their gun-tricks is long-gone, being replaced by a rare smile.
So without any further ado, Starlo readies his weapon, gets a fistful of coins, and prepares himself to pull off a trick that he hasn't done in five years...
Hours have passed since Starlo began to show off some of the gunslinging tricks that he's learnt, and in that time, Frisk has gotten a decent understanding of how to use a gun. They haven't quite managed any tricks themself, but they're sure that with some more practice, they'll get the hang of it.
When Starlo eventually said that it was time to go home, they were this close to actually LOADing... but a glare from Kanako was enough to put an end to those thoughts.
If it wasn't for Kanako and her ability to tell when they LOAD, then they'd surely have spent far more than a few hours at the makeshift shooting range. Frisk's time here today was some of the most fun that they've had in the Underground, and they can easily see why Clover found so much enjoyment in it.
As the young, sweater-clad human heads back to the Ketsukane Estate, they can't help but muse about the experience they've had today. In particular, they think about the town they practiced their shooting in.
On the surface, the Wild East seems like something pulled directly out of one of Clover's old movies. The monsters in the Wild East spend their time running around in old-timey outfits, having fun, and most amusing of all, spouting the same funny accent that Starlo is so prone to using. It seems perfect... but after spending the day here, Frisk has noticed a few things that're off about the small town.
First and foremost is that most of the monsters in the town are tourists. They're dressing up like the residents that actually reside in the Wild East, yes, but very few of them actually lived here when Clover was alive.
What's even more odd is that despite the fact that the majority of them are in the Wild East because Clover spent so much time here, literally none of the tourists figured out that Frisk was a human. Granted, they've kept their interactions with these tourists short, but it's a far cry from what they've experienced in Snowdin.
Every time they snuck out of the house to track down a member of the Royal Guard, they've had to avoid being seen by any of the monsters in their path, since that would be evidence that they left Martlet's home. When they were spotted, Frisk was forced to LOAD their last SAVE and try again.
Something they've noticed during their outings is that every time they were seen by a Snowdin monster, they immediately knew that Frisk was a human. Unlike their counterparts in Waterfall and Hotland, who needed a really good look to realize, the residents of Snowdin were easily able to tell what they were.
In the Wild East, however, the only people who know that Frisk is a human are the original residents, and other than a few chats here and there, these monsters are happy to leave them alone.
It's both confusing, weird, and oddly... comforting. To most of the people in the Wild East, Frisk is just a strange-looking monster. They don't have to hide away when a random monster walks past. They don't have to interrupt whatever fun they're having just because others are around.
Frisk isn't quite sure on whether they like the town or not... but they're certainly not having a bad time in the Wild East.
Perhaps they should take their time here. There's no big rush in making it to Asgore, and the longer they're around monsters that knew Clover, the more they can learn about his time here.
Learning how to use an actual weapon certainly helps them make this decision. Their old toy-knife has served them well, but the damage it can cause is a far cry from what a bullet does.
Given how their fight with Undyne went, Frisk is pretty sure that they'll need the extra firepower when they finally confront Asgore...
Chapter 98: Poor mood
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Ceroba is not in a good mood.
Actually, scratch that. Ceroba is in an awful mood, and she's been in this mood for the past five weeks.
Not only did she find out that Clover's younger sibling, who she thought was as sweet and kind as Clover described them as, is a ruthless killer, but she also found out that Starlo thinks that he can fix them.
Frankly, he's lucky that she was distracted by the news of what Frisk did to the Royal Guard when he started talking about his plan.
His plan is absurd in the most unbelievable way. They've killed dozens of Royal Guards, including the Captain of it, and were on their way to Asgore before Martlet had a talk with then. Frisk fooled just about everyone that knew them before they confronted Undyne, and if it wasn't for Kanako telling Starlo, both Ceroba and him would still be in the dark about all of this.
So rather than attempting to actually talk to the kid, or even doing the smart thing and avoiding them, Starlo decided to arm them. He gave them a genuine, deadly weapon to replace the literal toy that they had previously used.
He gave them Clover's gun. Because of Starlo and his stupid plan, they're going to get to murder Asgore with Clover's weapon.
The thought pisses Ceroba off, and on more than one occasion, she's actually thought about doing something about them.
Over the past few weeks, there's been many times where she was this close to confronting Frisk about what they've done and having a much-needed chat. Every time she comes home from work and sees them, Ceroba's mind is filled with things to say to them. It's filled with ways to let Frisk know just how cruel and disgusting their actions are... and yet every time she's had those thoughts, she didn't go through with saying them. She couldn't go through with saying them.
Frisk isn't like Clover. She knows that, Kanako knows that, and deep down, Starlo surely knows that. Logically, all three of them should be trying to do something about them beyond what little they've already done.
But they haven't.
All three of them have their own reasons for this, of course. Starlo has convinced himself that they can do better, so any talking can be saved until they warm up to him a bit, Kanako doesn't even want to look at Clover's younger sibling, much less talk to them, and Ceroba...
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From what she's gathered while talking to Frisk, Martlet couldn't manage to get them to repent, the knowledge that Clover wouldn't want them to do this wasn't enough, and whatever conscience they may have had before falling into the Underground didn't stop them.
Why would Ceroba assume that she can do it?
She couldn't stop Clover from giving himself up to Asgore. When Kanako ran home and told her that Clover ditched her in Snowdin, and was most likely on his way to New Home to talk with the King, Ceroba was the one who thought that he'd avoid going through the Steamworks. Instead of waiting in the Wild East, or going to New Home herself and waiting there, she went to Waterfall to wait for him.
If it wasn't for that mistake, then maybe she would've been there to talk him down. Maybe, just maybe, she could've gotten him to reconsider going through with his plan.
But because of one mistake, she got another child killed, and unlike what happened to Kanako, Clover isn't going to magically come back.
So the fox-like monster knows better than to try to talk with Frisk. With her track record, it's likely that she'd end up offending the murderous human, leading to them attacking her. And if that happened, then Starlo and Kanako would...
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With a small, annoyed sigh, Ceroba puts these thoughts out of mind. She's been told many times that it wasn't her fault, and that thinking things like this will do her no good.
'Positive thoughts, Ceroba. Come on, positive thoughts...' she inwardly chides herself, forcing the negative thoughts down. 'Focus on the positive side of things, like Star always does.'
Like usual, forcing the bad thoughts away doesn't help much. They're always there, always in the back of her mind, always reminding her of her failures.
It's a good thing that she's almost made it home, as these thoughts tend to mostly recede when she's around Kanako and Starlo.
So as Ceroba sees the familiar outline of the Ketsukane Estate, she should be filled with joy. Truth be told, she does brighten up when her home comes into view... but that joy is marred by something.
It's marred by the knowledge that Starlo and Kanako aren't the only ones living in her home.
And of course, it's marred by the fact that despite how much she hates what this new human has done, and despite all of her best efforts to push them away, she's still grown attached to them.
When the fox-like monster sees Frisk playing around with Starlo, she can't help but feel a warmth in her chest. When she sees them act like an actual child, she not only sees Clover in Frisk's place, but she sees them as just another child she considers family.
Rather than see Frisk as the murderer they are, Ceroba's mind continuously thinks of how nice it is to see them shooting guns with Starlo. It thinks of how much she likes answering their questions about Clover, or how happy she feels when they enjoy the meals she makes, or even how blissful Frisk looks when they sleep, and how much joy that brings Ceroba.
Ceroba can't force herself to think of them as the murderer they are, and this only serves to make the thoughts she has about herself even worse. In her mind, she's replacing Clover, the child she couldn't protect, with his younger sibling. She's grown to enjoy the presence of a cold-blooded killer simply because they remind her of the child that Clover could have been... or more accurately, they remind her of the child Clover should have been if Flowey wasn't around.
It disgusts her. The way she feels disgusts her... but as Ceroba steps onto her front porch and digs the keys to her home out of her pocket, her poor mood is somewhat lessened by a few key facts.
With Frisk here, Starlo has been happier than he has in the past five years, and even though Kanako can't stand to be around the young human, she's been sticking close to them. Instead of spending all of her time cooped up alone with broken down machinery and her own depressive thoughts, Ceroba's daughter has actually been leaving the Steamworks.
It's a nice change, if Ceroba is to be honest. Those two worry her sometimes.
As the door in front of her flies open, she's immediately bombarded with three familiar voices, cutting off her train of thought.
There's Starlo, looking as happy to see her as ever.
"Hey Ceroba, how was work?"
Kanako, who's smile seems a tiny bit more genuine today.
"Hi Mom! Have a good day?"
And the small, sweater-wearing child that's caused the Underground so much grief.
"We... we made dinner. It's on the table if you want it."
The sight of the three brings a smile onto Ceroba's face, even though she knows that it shouldn't.
And she can't help but think that at least Frisk's presence has done some good...
Dalv is not in a good mood.
Actually, scratch that. Dalv is in an awful mood, and he's been in this mood for the past few years.
Unlike the other denizens of the Dark Ruins, Dalv didn't leave to find a permanent home elsewhere, nor did he stay at the place where he first met Clover.
For the past few years, Dalv hasn't had a home at all. He's been drifting from place to place, avoiding other monsters as he travels through the less well-known areas of the Underground.
Mind you, he certainly could get a home for himself. With his drawing skills, anything he'd make would be a hit not just only with children, but with their parents as well.
After all, what parent doesn't want a cute, well-drawn book to read their kid at night?
In many runs, that's exactly what he did to make money, and the happiness he felt in those runs are only matched by the happiness he feels in the runs where he becomes a musician.
With all of the memories of past runs in his head, the homeless vampire has gotten quite good at his two favorite hobbies, and it'd be ridiculously easy to do something with his skills in this run... and yet he hasn't.
Dalv doesn't see any use in making money and buying himself a nice home. He knows that it'd all end up being for nothing anyways.
So he hasn't been wasting time with things that'll eventually disappear. He's just been exploring, and the memories he'll gain are far more useful than any material items could ever be.
They're more useful than any new relationships he could make too, because just like buying a home or earning money, it'll all be undone before long.
Even though he knows that his choice to avoid others is the correct one, and that it's a necessary thing, Dalv isn't exactly happy with his current situation. With every day that passes, his mood grows worse, and he becomes just a little more uncertain about how he's spent the past few years.
Granted, he isn't sure on the exact amount of years he's spent like this, as it's been quite a while since he last checked a calendar, but it can't be more than three.
In those three years, Dalv has been beset by quite a few lectures from his friends. They've told him that he's being a bit too hopeful about the entire situation, and that even if he's correct in his assumptions, there's no harm in actually living his life instead of hiding away from others. They tell him that intentionally making himself miserable won't do anything to help.
Of course, he always denies their words. Dalv is certain that he knows what'll happen, and that spending his time worrying about this run will be a mistake.
Still, there are times when he begins to think that they're right. Whenever he's at his most lonely, and the pressure of living away from other monsters becomes a bit too much, the vampiric monster takes a small break from his current lifestyle. Whenever he takes those breaks, Dalv will freshen up, make himself somewhat presentable, and go visit his friends.
In particular, he tends to visit the Dunes to see Kanako, Ceroba, and Starlo.
He doesn't usually visit Martlet, as she's always too tired to deal with his presence. This more or less leaves him to choose between some of the monsters that used to live in the Dark Ruins, Decibat, who still lives in the Dark Ruins, and his friends in the Dunes.
Dalv doesn't exactly feel like visiting Snowdin, where most of them have moved to, and the last time he tried to visit the Dark Ruins, he couldn't find Decibat, so his main option now is to go to the Ketsukane Estate.
And so here he is, standing on the front porch of Ceroba's home.
As Dalv knocks on the door, he can't help but grimace at the large estate.
'It's been a while since I visited.' he silently remarks, frowning slightly. 'I hope Kanako is feeling less... disturbed...'
Thankfully, the vampire doesn't get to dwell on these thoughts for too long, as just seconds after he knocked on the door, it swings open.
As soon as the door opens, however, a surprised gasp escapes from Dalv, and he stares incredulously at the person in front of him.
The person in front of him is one he'd never expect to see. It's a small, young human, who looks right at home in the Ketsukane Estate.
"I-Is that you? Is it really you, Cl..." he begins, trailing off as he takes a closer look at them. "...No, wait, you're... you're different. Who are you?"
"Hello, I'm Frisk!" the young human says reaching a hand towards him with barely-concealed excitement. "I've heard a lot about you from Martlet. She said that you knew my big brother?"
Chapter 99: Sated curiosity
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As Frisk stares at the tall, vampiric monster sitting across from them, they can't help but feel a large amount of satisfaction, as the burning curiosity they've had is finally being quenched.
According to Martlet, very few monsters actually have memories of past runs, and among those monsters, even fewer were close friends to Clover in most of those runs.
Frisk has already talked to Martlet, Ceroba, Starlo, and Kanako. The only ones left to talk to would be Starlo's Posse, Flowey, and Dalv.
Starlo's Posse, however, have moved away from the Dunes, and they don't have memories of all of the past runs. Any of the things they have to say about Clover wouldn't really matter as much as what Starlo, Ceroba, or Kanako have to say.
And Frisk hasn't seen hide nor hair of Flowey ever since their talk with Martlet. He's obviously decided not to show himself, since he fears the consequences of what he's done.
To be fair, he is right to fear. If Frisk got their hands on him...
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Which leaves Dalv as the only one of Clover's friends that they still need to talk to, and as luck would have it, he shows up right when they're wondering where he is.
Of course, it takes a bit to really explain Frisk's presence to him. He apparently didn't think that the Village was supposed to send a kid down for another few years? Given his shock upon seeing them, Frisk isn't surprised.
What did surprise Frisk is Kanako's silence. She was very eager to tell Starlo about what they've done to the Royal Guard, but for Dalv, she's silent.
She almost looks... bitter. Not bitter at Dalv, mind you, but just... bitter in general.
The usual overly-large smile on her face is strained, and it has disappeared entirely several times already. It's as if when Kanako looks at Dalv, she can't even force herself to smile.
Which does makes Frisk wonder about what's going on with Dalv. From what they've seen, each of Clover's friends was affected by his death in some way.
Frisk doesn't know how they originally acted, so they can't be sure of what their big brother's death did to his friends, but they've got a decent idea.
There's Kanako, who's offness is obvious to anyone with a working pair of eyes, Starlo, being naive and trusting to the point of stupidity, Ceroba and her tendency to quickly get angry at herself... and Martlet.
Frisk doesn't like to think of what Martlet was like before Clover's death. They don't want to imagine how much him dying hurt the always-tired bird, and they certainly don't want to imagine her being full of energy...
Like always, the young human pushes any thoughts of Martlet and her situation out of mind as soon as they have them. There's nothing they can do to fix her, and focusing on something else is a better idea.
So that's exactly what they do. Instead of thinking about Martlet, Frisk forces themself to focus on the curiosity they have about Dalv and what may have changed about him once Clover died.
Given the way Kanako acts around him, and the fact that Dalv is a little too disheveled and unkempt, it isn't hard for Frisk to muster up that curiosity.
They aren't quite rude enough to ask about it, and with Kanako around, they aren't able to do their usual SAVE/LOAD shenanigans, but that doesn't bother Frisk. There are other ways of sating their curiosity. They just have to be patient and let him do the talking.
Speaking of letting Dalv do the talking...
"--and so I walk in, and Clover immediately orders me to shut my eyes, as he had a surprise for me. That surprise ended up being a birthday party which, as you can imagine, was quite touching to see." Dalv says, looking into the air wistfully as he tells his story. "By that point, I still had yet to leave the Dark Ruins. I was still lost in past memories, and I wasn't in a good place mentally to make friends, nor was I treating the few I had as well as I should have. When Clover did that, it let me know that someone truly cared... it let me know that staying caught up in the past wasn't a good idea. For the first time in a while, I felt ready to come out of my shell."
"Weren't you already making friends with the other monsters in the Dark Ruins?" Frisk asks, tilting their head in slight confusion. "They helped you carve that room out for Clover, did they not?"
"They did. Many of them had helped even more than that, such as Flier teaching me how to cook, and I'll always be grateful to them... but at the time, I believed that they weren't doing it just to help me. I believed that they were doing it to help Clover. Truth be told, I wouldn't have blamed them if that was the truth. Even though they did their best to be friends with me, I wasn't an easy monster to get along with. It wasn't until they helped Clover throw me a birthday party that I realized just how much they cared for me, and that pushing them away wasn't a good idea."
In the corner of their eye, Frisk can see Kanako's expression darken, but they ignore it. Instead, they continue their questions, watching the disheveled vampire closely.
"And what happened after that?"
As soon as the words leave their mouth, the air seems to grow colder. For a few moments, Dalv's expression becomes just as bitter as Kanako's, and he falls completely silent.
The tension is palpable... but Frisk doesn't have to wait for long to get an answer, as Dalv soon clears his throat.
"Ahem... that... that was when Flowey showed up."
Yet again, a heavy silence fills the air... only this time, Frisk doesn't eagerly wait for it to end. They grimace at the flower's name, and for a brief second, they almost think that the tag-along in their head is going to say something...
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A good choice, given how soured Frisk's mood is.
"...He was already talking to me before that." Dalv continues, jaw clenching in anger. "Whispering to me. Manipulating me. Doing everything he could to drive Clover away from the Dark Ruins, and to do that, he was using me and my insecurities as a weapon. After he saw how close I was growing to Clover, and how attached Clover was becoming to the Dark Ruins, Flowey stepped up his manipulations."
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"By this point, I hadn't told Clover about what had happened to the humans who fell before him. He still suspected that they were dead, don't get me wrong, but he... he still had a tiny bit of hope. Flowey decided to use me to destroy that hope."
"How?"
"Clover told me about the Village by this point, and as much as it shames me to admit... I justified my prejudice against humans with his story. I was thinking that if Asgore got seven human Souls and took the Surface back from humanity, it wouldn't exactly be the worst thing that could happen. I still didn't want Asgore to do that, of course, but I thought that maybe, just maybe, humanity may deserve it. Flowey convinced me to talk to Clover about the past humans, and I eventually let what I thought about humanity slip, and..."
"And Clover didn't like that." Frisk says, voice full of certainty.
"He didn't. He immediately grabbed his gun and his bag, then dashed out the door, claiming that he was going to stop Asgore. When I tried to go after him, Flowey trapped me with his vines, then talked to me in an attempt to break my spirit. He wanted me to choose not to go after Clover."
A small chuckle escapes from the vampiric monster's mouth at this.
"And when that failed, he killed me."
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"That wasn't the end of it, of course. After I was reduced to a pile of dust, he went after Clover, and used my death to claim that I abandoned him... and in a way, Flowey was right."
"...He was right? Weren't you dead by this point?"
"I was." Dalv confirms, frowning at the memories. "But Flowey decided that it wasn't enough. He made sure that I would actually abandon Clover, and with a few dozen attempts, he managed to talk me into not following Clover."
Frisk scowls, looking up at Dalv with a questioning, angry look.
"So you did abandon Clover, even though he was your friend."
"I did."
"How did Flowey manage that? Throughout this entire story, you've made it sound like you truly cared about my big brother, even with your distaste for humans. How did Flowey get you to abandon Clover?"
"...I assume you know what LOVE is? The acronym, not the emotion."
The young human opens their mouth to reply... and yet they don't get the chance to.
A loud scoff cuts them off before any words of assent can leave them.
"Of course they do." Kanako says, speaking up for the first time since their conversation with Dalv started. "I know that you don't like to keep up with what's going on in the Underground, but have you really not noticed what's been going on with the Royal Guard?"
"...No? I haven't paid much attention to the news. What are you talking about?"
'Took her long enough.' Frisk thinks, sighing bitterly as they wait for Kanako to continue speaking.
"Frisk wasn't too happy when they heard that Clover was dead, so they took their anger out on the Royal Guard."
"And by that you mean..."
"Most of the Guard is dead, including Captain Undyne. So yes Dalv, they do know what LOVE is, you don't need to explain the concept to them."
The tall vampire turns to look at the small human, frowning ever so slightly as he does.
"Well... that's not good..."
'Here it comes...'
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"You were talking about how Flowey got you to stay in the Dark Ruins."
"Right, thank you, Kanako. So as I was saying earlier, Flowey talked to me about LOVE, and reminded me of how it tends to snowball. He then--"
Dalv's story is soon interrupted before he can continue it, as a sound of disbelief quickly makes its way out of Frisk.
"What? That's it?"
"Pardon?"
"I... I thought that you'd be a little more..."
"Angry? Surprised? Disgusted? Disappointed" Kanako suggests helpfully.
"...Yes, those."
"Oh, I'm very much disappointed, make no mistake." Dalv says, shrugging his shoulders "But it doesn't really matter to me."
"????"
"After all, any harm you've caused will be undone sooner or later, and I'm sure you won't repeat your actions once Clover comes back."
As the shocked, confused expression on Frisk's face grows even larger, Kanako rubs her head with a sigh, as if suffering from a headache.
"Dalv, be a little more specific, please? They've never heard this from you before."
"Oh, right! My mistake! Uh... you told me that you know why Clover really gave his Soul up, correct?"
Frisk silently nods their head, still unable to keep the confused look off of their face.
"Good. Over the past five years, I've been trying my best to make Clover LOAD his last SAVE. I've been hoping that once he sees how I've been spending my time, and how miserable his other friends are, he'll regret his decision. I'm sure that once Alphys is finished with her experiments, he'll regain enough Determination to LOAD."
"...How have you been spending your time then?" the small human asks, sounding disbelieving at what they're hearing.
"Oh, I--"
"He's been wandering around the Underground by himself, refusing to make any new friends or try any new hobbies." Kanako interrupts, somehow sounding even more bitter now than she did earlier. "The only possessions he has are the clothes on his back, and other than occasional visits to us or his other friends, he's essentially homeless 24/7."
Frisk directs their unbelieving gaze towards Dalv, who rubs his head in slight embarrassment at the look they give him.
"Well... yes, that's more or less correct. Now, as I was saying earlier..."
"I hope your curiosity has been sated." Chara says in a flat, even tone. "If I were you, I'd disengage from this conversation immediately. He's obviously... unwell."
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Chapter 100: New rumors
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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For the past week, Frisk has been spending a decent amount of time learning more about Dalv and his plan to bring their big brother back... and as soon as they got all the information they wanted, they've been doing everything in their power to avoid him.
To Frisk, there are two monsters in the Underground that really unnerve them. Those two monsters are Dalv and Kanako.
Mind you, Kanako is still far, far more scarier to them, but talking to the vampire messes with Frisk in a way that she doesn't.
While Kanako is too-cheery and hides her obviously-unbalanced mental state behind a smile or a laugh, Dalv is unnerving simply because of how pitiful he is.
Pitiful is honestly the only word that Frisk has to describe him. That's his entire plan, after all. Dalv has convinced himself that if he's miserable enough, Clover will feel bad, regain control of the timeline, and LOAD.
It's a stupid plan. If Clover was going to LOAD, he would've done so by now... but to be fair, Frisk could see where Dalv is coming from.
At first, he must've been full of hope that his plan would work. He was spirited, filled with conviction, and was certain that it'd all work out.
Frisk can clearly imagine that as time passed, Dalv's confidence in his plan faded. Everyone he talked to must've told him that he needed to stop, but he refused to accept their words.
By now, it's pretty obvious to the young human that every bit of hope that Dalv has in his plan is gone. He merely continues on with it because it's what he's used to, and because he can't have been wrong over the past few years. If he was, then all of the time and energy he spent would've all been for nothing.
As Chara said, Dalv is unwell. He's not completely there mentally, and with how he stubbornly keeps at his plan despite knowing deep down that it's wrong, Frisk would rather avoid him.
Luckily for them, the vampire is more than happy to leave them alone. His plan needs him to push anyone that could help away, and although he has ignored that a bit when it comes to monsters such as Kanako, Ceroba, and Starlo, he doesn't seem willing to do the same with Frisk.
So instead of spending their time with Dalv, Frisk has been going around the Wild East with Starlo and Kanako, as usual.
Of course, they'd much prefer it if they only had to be around Ceroba and Starlo, but that's not an option. Despite apparently not lacking money, Ceroba still goes to work in the Dunes, which takes up the vast majority of her free time.
From what Frisk has gathered, she works a lot more shifts than what would be considered normal, and the work isn't exactly easy. As a matter of fact, Ceroba has already claimed that the cafe she works at gets so busy that she doesn't even have time to think while she works.
Although disappointing, Ceroba's absence throughout the day is nothing compared to how unhappy Kanako's persistence makes the small human.
She obvious dislikes them. Heck, Frisk would even go so far to say that she hates them, and would love nothing more than to never see Frisk again... and yet the fox still follows them around.
Whenever Frisk leaves the Ketsukane Estate, they're always accompanied by her. No matter what time of day it is, or what Kanako may have been doing previously, she'll stalk after them as they leave the estate.
Even Starlo's presence isn't enough to deter her, and from the way she look at them, Frisk is beginning to think that Starlo being around is making Kanako watch them even closer.
She clearly has a problem with them, and the feeling is mutual. More than once, Kanako has come this close to actually saying something to Frisk beyond the regular mocking words she spouts... but every time she starts talking about something "important", she's either interrupted by one of the other monsters in the estate, or she decides against whatever it is she was going to say.
But Frisk has the feeling that today is going to be different. As they walk through the Wild East with Starlo and Kanako, the look in the fox-like monster's eyes makes them think that her hesitation will end today.
And they're looking forward to it. It's been a long time coming, but before they get to that, they'll finish the great day they've been having.
The three of them haven't been in the Wild East for very long today, and Frisk plans to make the most of their time...
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Like always, they have a blast in the Wild East. From shooting guns with Starlo, to visiting the town's main bar for lunch, and even to messing with the town's tourists, Frisk has more fun here than they ever had on the Surface.
The only thing that comes close are the movie nights that Clover used to have with them, but those were usually marred by hunger and pain, along with the fact that they had to be done in secret.
The day is fantastic, to the point where even Kanako seems to somewhat enjoy herself... but all good things must come to an end, as about half way through the day, something changes.
As the three of them walk through the town, aiming to get back to the shooting range that Starlo set up, Frisk notices that the usually high-spirited town is becoming almost... tense. The loud chats that can usually be heard from a mile away are subdued. It's not quite silent and morose, but it's approaching that fast.
The tenseness comes suddenly, and it's immediately obvious when it happens, like a wave hitting a beach. Whispered words go around the Wild East, and for a moment, Frisk fears that their identity as a human has spread somehow.
But those doubts are instantly done away with. None of the occupants of the Wild East are staring at them, nor are they as excited as they would be if they knew that a human was around.
Kanako's ears perk up, and as she listens to a conversation that Frisk can't catch, a small chuckle makes its way out of her mouth.
"That took longer than I expected." she says, smiling brightly.
"...What did?" Frisk asks, narrowing their eyes at her expression.
"How about you use your ears to find out? Oh, and before you get any weird ideas, I'm not responsible for this. It was just something that was bound to happen."
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Turning away from the grinning fox, Frisk slowly walks towards one of the many monsters whispering amongst themselves, being as quiet as possible as they attempt to eavesdrop.
When they approach, they're able to catch the tail-end of a conversation between two monsters... and what they hear causes a frown to blossom on their face.
"--st! And it's in Waterfall too! Exactly where she patrols!" the first monster whispers, sounding extremely shaken.
"That... that can't be right." her companion says, shaking his head in disbelief. "Captain Undyne is one of the strongest monsters in the Underground! That can't be her."
"It'd explain why she's been missing for the last month."
"B-But..."
"Has she ever been the type of monster to keep to herself?"
As Frisk looks closer at the duo, they can easily see a devastated expression upon the second monster's face, as the truth of his friend's statement is undeniable.
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"Captain Undyne can't go two days without causing a big scene. We all knew that something was wrong when she quieted down. We just never imagined that it would be something like... like this."
"If that dust pile really is her, then how did she..."
"I don't know." the gossiping-monster replies. "I can't imagine any monsters attacking her, and even if someone did, I don't think that anyone could actually kill her."
"Haven't the other Guards been having issues recently? Maybe it has something to do with that?"
"What're you thinking?"
"...I dunno. Maybe some kind of disease?"
The first monster pinches the bridge of her nose in exasperation at her dim-witted companion's suggestion.
"We don't get diseases, Jerald. We're monsters, not humans."
"It could be a new thing."
"Well, whatever it is, I sure hope that the Royal Scientist finds a way to deal with it before it gets any other monsters."
"Yeah... she's pretty smart. I'm sure she'll handle it."
"By the way, who do you think will be the new Captain? I--"
The small, eavesdropping human tunes the duo out now, turning their attention to the monsters with them instead.
Kanako's overly-large smile is still on her face, and yet the look in her eyes only appears more dangerous to Frisk. She stares at them unblinkingly, and her paws continuously clench and unclench, as if she's eager to wrap them around their throat. As for Starlo... Frisk doesn't look at him. They don't want to look at the star-headed cowboy.
Even still, they can clearly hear a small sigh make its way out of him.
"Well... shit." he mumbles, causing Frisk's expression to darken.
"I thought that this would've happened sooner." Kanako says, nudging the young human to the side with her tail. "I guess you got lucky!"
"You--"
Frisk is instantly cut off before they can say something, as the fox-like amalgam continues talking in a teasing, smug tone.
"Am I wrong? You did get lucky, didn't you? You got to enjoy a few weeks of fun without having to worry about what you did. Maybe you should RESET and dispose of the evidence better? If you did that, then you could probably go a few months without someone catching on!"
"Kanako, hold on for a moment there. I--"
"Come on Uncle Star! I'm not being too loud, am I? I doubt that anyone else can hear me, especially with them being so busy reacting to the news!"
The former-Sheriff takes a deep, calming breath of air, and when he speaks, it's obvious that he's forcing his tone to be calm.
"That may be true." he admits, looking up at the tall fox. "But I still don't think this is the time or the place to have this talk. We're heading home."
Kanako falls silent at this, seemingly agreeing with Starlo... and yet the smile on her face only grows larger.
So as the pleasant day in the Wild East is cut short, and Starlo leads the way back to the Ketsukane Estate, every fiber of Frisk's being shouts that this isn't over.
They're sure that whatever Kanako plans to do will happen today, and despite how much they want to get it over with, they can't help but feel uneasy.
Several hours have passed since the trio arrived at home, and Starlo is still reeling over what happened today.
He knows that Kanako doesn't like Frisk, but to go so far as to act like she did today... it's like she doesn't even care about what Starlo's doing! She knows his plan to get Frisk to RESET. Kanako knows very well that he's been doing his best to make them feel at home, and Starlo is positive that it's working.
But apparently, she doesn't feel the same way. For a moment there, he really thought he was gonna have to break up a fight, and that would not end well.
Granted he's sure that Kanako would win any fights between her and Frisk... but it'd still be a fight that'll end poorly.
There's a lot of nasty stuff that someone with control over the timeline could do, and if Frisk is antagonized enough, they may feel like they have no choice.
So after explaining the situation to (a very displeased) Ceroba, the star-headed monster slowly walks up the stairs, making his way to Kanako's room.
She's been pretty hostile to Frisk recently, even more so than usual, so a nice, long chat with her should help clear things up...
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"Hello? Can I come in?"
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With a small sigh, Starlo turns around, heading back downstairs with the intent of finding Kanako.
When he's around halfway down the stairs, however, a familiar figure comes into view...
"Oh, hey Dalv! You seen Kanako anywhere around here?" he asks, grinning at the shy vampire. "Been looking to have a talk with her, y'see, and she ain't in her room."
"Yes, I saw her." Dalv replies, matching Starlo's smile with his own. "I believe she said that she was taking Frisk on a tour of the Steamworks? I was under the impression that you knew already."
Notes:
Ooh boy, triple digit chapter.
I honestly never thought that I'd write this much, especially for a fanfiction, but here we are. I've got to say, it feels good. I'm really happy with myself for getting this many chapters out, and I'm extremely grateful to all of you for encouraging me to write Justice is Blind.
We're approaching the ending of the Frisk story soon, so I hope you'll enjoy it, and as always, here's a link to the Discord server.
https://discord.gg/XZb2BmDZ3z
Chapter 101: Confrontation in the Steamworks
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Out of all the places that Frisk has explored during their time in the Underground, the Steamworks is quite possibly the most interesting one.
From the hanging pathways that tower over the machinery, to the plant-covered greenhouse, and even to the giant lake of pink coolant, it's both far more dangerous than most areas in the Underground, and far more fun to explore... or at least, it was the last time Frisk came here.
Today, the Steamworks provides them with no fun or enjoyment. As a matter of fact, their trek through the Steamworks today is the exact opposite of enjoyable.
It's filled with tension, anger, and a no small amount of fear.
When Kanako barged into their room while Starlo was explaining what happened in the Wild East today to Ceroba, Frisk was honestly expecting her to attack them then and there... but instead of doing what they expected, she simply told them that they were going to the Steamworks.
It was phrased as a suggestion for a "fun, happy bonding activity", but Frisk is smart enough to know that they didn't have a say in the matter.
Right now, they're simply waiting for Kanako to attack. She's obviously been thinking this through for a while, and after hearing the rumors that're spreading in the Wild East, she seemingly decided that today is a good time to go ahead with it.
It's not the worst plan, truth be told. If Frisk was in her position, they'd do something similar.
In the Steamworks, there are many places to hide a body, and although Kanako can't permanently kill Frisk, there are just as many places that can be set up as a permanent road block if they happen to SAVE at the wrong time.
So Frisk has been very careful with using their powers over the timeline today. They've only made a SAVE every once in a while, and only when they're sure that nothing around can cause them harm... well, nothing other than Kanako.
They've spent this entire journey through the Steamworks waiting for whatever trap she's made to be sprung. The young human has even considered that the entire Steamworks may be a trap in itself, and is rigged to explode.
But after thinking for more than a few minutes, they dismissed that idea. Kanako is far too attached to the Steamworks, which is obvious every time Frisk looks around at the clean, newly-repaired structures around them.
Which only adds to their confusion. If the Steamworks as a whole isn't a trap, then whatever threat Kanako has planned for them must be in here somewhere... right?
By now, the two have passed several places that seems like the perfect place for her to attack them. Even disregarding the obvious options like the back of the manta-bot that ferried them over the coolant lake, they were expecting her to do something when they walked over the scaffolding-like platforms that connect several areas of the Steamworks to one another.
And yet she didn't, nor did she tease them for their paranoia as she usually would. Throughout the entirety of their walk through the Steamworks, Kanako has been completely silent, and the smile that usually graces her face is nowhere to be found.
All of this only causes the sweater-wearing human's paranoia to grow, and as they approach closer to the exit of the Steamworks, they keep a tight hold of their gun, being ready to draw it at a moment's notice.
Without any warning, Kanako halts in place, freezing up in a way that causes Frisk to cautiously inch backwards, preparing themself for a showdown as they do...
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...but the fox-like monster, who's body slowly becomes more and more melted as time goes on, doesn't break the silence. She just stares at the room they're in with a blank, expressionless face.
The room itself is nothing special. All that's in it is a long bridge leading to the exit, two large metal doors to block said exit, and a handful of machines scattered around the area.
By all accounts, there's not much stare at in here... and yet something about Kanako's expression makes Frisk want to take a closer look.
And when they do, they spot a few things that they hadn't noticed during their first visit.
The solid-metal doors that can slide down to cover the exit are different from the surrounding walls. The metal of these doors is newer, and it obviously shows. There's no disguising metal that's been left out to rot for several years, even with Kanako's best efforts.
This almost makes Frisk question how they didn't notice it earlier... but then something else catches their eye.
A lot of the old walls are blackened, along with much of the floor. It's like a large fire once raged through the Steamworks in this area, or there was somehow a powerful explosion here in the past.
That would explain the doors being new, as the damage they suffered must've forced Kanako to replace them, although Frisk can't imagine anything in the Underground having enough power to create an explosion that big.
If Monsterkind had something like that, then it's very unlikely that they'd have made it so far to begin with. A fire is much more likely the cause of all of this damage...
"It could've been some sort of malfunction in the Steamworks itself?" Chara suggests, sounding just as curious as Frisk feels.
'I could've sworn that they changed to the CORE because of the Steamworks having efficiency problems...' Frisk inwardly replies, denying their tag-along's words. 'Or it was something like that, anyways...'
"Perhaps that was merely a cover up?"
'Or this could be completely unrelated.'
"I suppose it could be... but I don't think Monsterkind is foolish enough to not be prepared for a fire in one of their main energy producing facilities."
'With what I've heard of the King so far, I wouldn't be surprised...'
"...Are you done looking around, or should I wait some more?"
As soon as Kanako's voice reaches the young human, they snap their hand to the pistol at their side, drawing it in an instant... and yet they never get the chance to aim it. The moment the gun leaves its holster, Frisk feels a cold, crushing force grip their hand, forcing them to drop their weapon with a yelp of pain.
"Don't LOAD yet. I still need to talk to you." Kanako commands, stopping them a split-second before they could undo the current situation.
The young human slowly backs away, scowling at the melted monster as they stuff a Feisty Slider into the mouth to dim the pain from their hand.
"...What do you want to talk about?" they hesitantly ask.
"You."
"...What?"
"I want to talk about you, and I want to talk about everything you've done."
"Haven't we already had a talk like this? What more is there to say?"
A loud peal of derisive laughter makes its way out of Kanako's mouth, causing Frisk's scowl to widen.
"I have a lot of things I want to say to you that I wasn't able to say last time. For your sake, you'd better not LOAD until I'm done."
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As Frisk looks up at Kanako, they can't help but notice how eager they feel, although calling the emotion "eagerness" doesn't come close to capturing what it really is. The closest description they have is that it's similar to the feeling one would get on the night before a holiday, or when one is about to open a present that they know is good.
It doesn't take them long to realize that this eagerness doesn't come from them. It comes from Chara, who seems to delight in the current situation.
They don't get the chance to scold the ghostly human, however, because within a few seconds, Kanako begins her ranting yet again.
"I thought I could've been strong." she says, staring at Frisk unblinkingly. "I thought that I needed to hold myself back, since Clover wouldn't be happy if I hurt his little sibling. I had hoped that if I kept at it, you'd show me something that could make me think that you're not all bad."
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"And I did find those traces. Over the last month, I've found out that you aren't completely bad... but the longer I watched, the less I cared about whether or not you're redeemable. When I saw that you weren't trying to hurt Uncle Star or Mom, I wasn't as relieved as I should have been... I was angry. With each day that passed, I realized how unfair it was for you to be here."
The fox-like monster steps closer to Frisk, towering over them with that same blank expression she had on earlier.
"You get to live the life that Clover should have. You get to live in a nice, big house, eat home-cooked meals made by someone who cares about you every day, and have fun in the Wild East without anyone bothering you or hunting you down. And to top it all off, you get to ignore the consequences of everything you've done to get here."
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"So many monsters are dead because of you, and instead of facing punishment, feeling remorse, or even something as simple as undoing your crimes, you're allowed to enjoy a peaceful, fun-filled life. Do you know how many of the monsters that you killed had families or friends? Do you know how many of them were sure that everything would be alright after Clover's story spread?"
"I--"
"I'll tell you. Every. Single. One. Before Clover came along, they were all thinking that a war with humanity was inevitable. He showed them otherwise. He made them have hope that they could avoid any conflicts with humanity, and they had hoped to treat the next human to come down here the way they should've treated Clover. It's not fair for you to live with Mom and Uncle Star. It's not fair that you can ruin everything that Clover had hoped to accomplish and still get to be happy."
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"What? Nothing to say? Or are you going to whine about how your life wasn't fair before coming down here?"
"...Those monsters des--"
"It doesn't matter if you think that they deserved it." Kanako interrupts. "If you were actually doing this to avenge Clover, then you'd have killed Asgore by now. Instead, you decided to spend time in the Wild East. You decided to live in my home with my family, and in the process, you decided to spit on everything good that my best friend did."
The young human's fists clench tightly together, and it takes them several seconds of breathing to calm themself... but when they eventually speak, their voice is as neutral as Kanako's expression.
"So what? You decided to do all of this to make me feel bad?" they ask, tilting their head in a mocking gesture. "You brought me to the Steamworks to cry about how unfair you think everything is in the hopes that I'll RESET?"
"No. I don't think you'll RESET now."
"Let me guess, you 'know it'? You can't force me to--"
An amused snort leaves Kanako's mouth, cutting Frisk off before they can talk for too long.
"It's not that either. You aren't going to RESET anytime soon, and I don't care about that. I'm here today to make sure that you don't go back to my home."
In the blink of an eye, the melted monster closes the distance between her and Frisk, wrapping her ice-cold hands around their throat the moment they come within reach.
"And if I have to kill you a few dozen times to force you to go to Asgore, then so be it."
The last thing that Frisk hears is a loud, ear-piercing snap.
Frisk tries their hardest to deal with Kanako. They really, really do.
They make dozens, or maybe even hundreds of attempts to convince her to stop her offense, and yet each attempt is doomed from the start to fail.
As soon as they LOAD their previous SAVE, which was just after they crossed the coolant lake with her, Kanako is immediately on top of them, lashing out at Frisk.
The first few attacks aren't lethal, instead being meant to give them time to flee to New Home, but that doesn't change the dangerous nature of them.
Whenever Frisk tries to talk to Kanako, she ignores all attempts at conversation, and her attacks turn even more ferocious, forcing another LOAD.
Even worse, the fox-like monster knows when they LOAD, but can't tell the exact amount of times they've done so. Because of this, she seems to treat each interaction with Frisk the same way.
If they talk, try to kill them. If they attack, try to kill them. If they attempt to lead her on a chase, try to kill them. If they do anything other than run towards New Home, try to kill them.
It's quite frustrating.
Frisk does everything in their power to find a way to resolve this without fleeing... but they're eventually forced to come to a realization.
So far, their attempts at fighting, talking, and trickery have failed. Kanako is both immune to any damage they could do to her, and much faster than they were expecting.
With time, they might be able to spot an opening that they could take advantage of.
But deep down, they know that Kanako is right. They shouldn't have wasted time in the Dunes, as fun as it may have been. As soon as they talked to Dalv, they should've went straight to Asgore.
Which leads them to follow her advice and take the only route available to them.
Fleeing from Kanako is infuriating, and as they run through the Steamworks, Frisk desperately wishes that they could harm the aggressive fox, or at least cause her pain for what she's done to them. It annoys them to let her win like this... and yet they swallow those emotions. They bury the thoughts that urge them to reload and make just a few more attempts at beating her.
Instead, the sweater-wearing human simply makes their way out of the Steamworks, takes the elevator to Hotland, and travels through the CORE, going further now then they ever had before.
Their journey is almost over. New Home, the Capital of the Underground, is just up ahead.
Chapter 102: Old house in New Home
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Frisk's pace as they walk through the Capital of the Underground is fast. They don't waste any time on silly things like "hiding from monsters passing by" or "making sure they aren't noticed." Right now, they don't care if the Underground learns that there's a new human roaming New Home.
Their goal is almost within reach. By the end of the day, they'll have dealt with the King of Monsterkind. Once he's turned into a pile of dust, it'll be pretty obvious that there's a human in the Underground anyways.
So as they practically run through the streets of New Home, they should feel excited, or at the very least, they should feel nervous about what's to come... and yet neither of those emotions are running through them.
As a matter of fact, Frisk is doing their best to avoid thinking about the fight they're about to start. Rather than plan for what they'll say to King Asgore, or what they'll do during their battle against him, they try to keep their mind clear.
Needless to say, they're failing pretty miserably, and a large part of the reason for that comes from the ghostly tag-along in their head.
Everywhere they look brings forth a pang of nostalgia from Chara. There are differences from how the Capital was when they were alive, of course, but the similarities are more than enough to send their mind back to decades-old memories.
They're so lost in thought that they aren't even trying to mess with Frisk like they usually would. They don't tell the young human off for the crimes they've committed, or point out the fact that Kanako could've been a much more permanent road block if she decided to. They don't even tell Frisk that their hesitation to finish their mission is a good thing, and it's a sign that they know they should RESET.
It's almost disturbing. They know what Chara would say, and yet even with that knowledge, they don't get to hear their voice.
If Frisk is to be honest with themself, that's one of the reasons as to why they're going so fast. The less time they spend in the nostalgia-inducing city, the less they have to focus on blocking Chara's wistfulness out.
All things considered, they get through the city pretty quickly. They don't get stopped by any monsters they pass, and other than a few fingers pointed at them (which is always accompanied by hushed whispering), nobody does anything about the new human running around... but when they come to one of the last few areas that they must pass to reach the Castle, they're forced to halt in place as a wave of nostalgia pours over them.
And this time, the nostalgia doesn't just come from Chara. It comes from both of them, only multiplying the feeling.
In front of Frisk is a nearly-perfect replica of the home they had in the Ruins. The tree that was in front of Toriel's home isn't here, and the house is made of grey stone instead of purple stone, but the small details don't matter.
This house matches Toriel's home to a ridiculous degree, and they know that this isn't just a coincidence.
Frisk knows that there's only one monster that can be living inside this house, and their suspicions are immediately confirmed by a soft, heartbroken voice.
"Dad..."
Frisk acts quickly, forcefully shutting out any depressing, hesitation-inducing words that Chara attempts to say to them. They're finally here, mere feet away from Asgore. Letting themself be distracted is a horrible idea.
So without any further ado, the young, sweater-clad child steps up to the door, raises their hand, and...
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
They knock on the door.
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...And their knocks receive no answer.
Frisk can faintly hear a sigh of relief when nobody answers, although they're not exactly sure on who it came from.
Another few minutes spent knocking proves fruitless, but thankfully, the door is unlocked. Frisk is able to let themself in without any trouble.
For the second time since arriving at Asgore's home, they're filled with nostalgia. The interior of the house, much like how the outside looks, is a replica of the home they've spent so much time living in.
Memories fill Frisk's mind every time they turn their head. When they look at the kitchen table, they can clearly see a happy family of four enjoying each other's company. When they move their gaze towards the walls, Frisk can easily imagine a scene of two young children being scolded by their mother for drawing on them. In the background of this imagined scene, they can see the father silently begging the children not to tell his wife that he gave them the crayons.
These memories don't belong to them, and for all they know, they could be made up by Chara in an attempt to make them feel bad... but they're very nice memories nonetheless.
They're so nice, in fact, that they make Frisk halt in place, momentarily stopping their journey to Asgore...
'I don't think that killing Asgore will be any easier than my fight with Undyne.' they muse, looking at the house around them with a curious gaze. 'Maybe... maybe something I learn here could help? "Know your enemy" is a saying, after all, and there's no better place to learn about him than his own home...'
"..."
Although their thoughts aren't answered, Frisk can sense that Chara heard them.
And so they continue on into the next room. They thoroughly take a look at the dining room, the kitchen, and the hallways of the house, exploring it in complete silence.
Unlike most of the areas they've explored, Asgore's home doesn't have any monsters to interrupt their searching. The only thing that breaks the silence is the occasional explanations they hear from Chara about the various things they interact with.
"That was Dad's favorite mug."
"Asriel and I made that for Mom and Dad a few months after I first fell down here."
"That's where they kept the knives. They made sure to put it out of my reach, but I could get to them if I still tried. Dad seems to have gotten rid of all of them."
"I gave that to Asriel for our 11th birthday. I didn't remember my original birthday, but he was gracious enough to share his. We always exchanged presents."
"They used to keep our favorite foods in there. Mom had to lock it up after going to bed, since Dad, Asriel, and I would always sneak out of bed for a late-night snack."
Every item or area in the house seems to have a story behind it, and even though they know that Chara is only telling them these stories to slow their advance towards the Castle, Frisk is more than happy to hear each of them.
Frisk isn't quite sure as to why they feel this way, but the more they hear about Chara's time spent with their family, the more they want to hear. In spite of how lonely and sad the house around them is, and how each story only reinforces that loneliness, the young human listens to each story with rapt attention.
But eventually, their time in this house has to come to an end.
There's only one room left to explore before they go downstairs and make their way to the King's Castle. It's a room that their little tag-along has done their best to steer Frisk away from, but that only makes them more curious as to what could be inside... and the moment they open the door, Frisk realizes why Chara wanted to avoid this room so much.
The room is as grey as the rest of the home, but it's considerably more decorated than the room they assume belongs to Asgore. Two small, child-sized beds sit on opposite sides of the room, each marking who's side of the room is who's.
On what they assume to be Chara's side, there are very few decorations. There's just a painting of a flower, their bed, and two boxes to keep their stuff in. In contrast, Asriel's side of the room is the one with the child-like things. At the foot of his bed is a small toybox, and several stuffed animals can be seen packed behind the bed itself.
The entire room looks as if it's been cleaned recently. Just like the rest of the house, there's not a speck of dust to be found.
In this room, one space in particular appears to actually still be in use.
Beside the wardrobe that the duo's clothes are kept in is a tiny bookshelf. This bookshelf is filled to the brim with various children's literature, and each book looks as if it's been thumbed through dozens of times.
Chara recognizes many of the books they see on the shelf. Each of them looks like something they'd have enjoyed reading with Asriel, but to their surprise, the vast majority of what they see is new to them.
These books were added after they died.
The thought is sobering enough to wipe away most of Frisk's curiosity. They don't ask Chara to tell them stories about what they see in this room. Instead, they simply stand there in silence, looking around the room with a small frown upon their face...
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"...Do you see those boxes over there?" Chara asks, voice filled with an emotion that Frisk doesn't recognize.
"I do."
"Go open them."
Frisk doesn't say anything else in response to this command. They don't push back against Chara, or argue that they're the one in control.
They just walk towards the two present-like boxes, ease them open, and take out the items inside.
A small, golden locket, and a worn dagger.
As if on instinct, Frisk pries open the locket with the dagger, revealing a small inscription when it opens that they can't make out...
"It says 'Best Friends Forever.'"
"..."
"Asriel gave it to me for our twelfth birthday." the ghostly human continues, not minding Frisk's silence. "He wanted me to feel welcome in the Underground, and thought that gifting me something that can remind me of my best friend would help with that. You see, at the time I was still mistrustful of most monsters I had met. I carried that dagger around everywhere, and more than once, I'd get startled and use it when I shouldn't have. I always LOADed afterwards, of course, but it led to me getting used to harming others."
"..."
"While it was only after my conversation with Gerson that I truly decided to give my SOUL up for Monsterkind, Asriel's gift made me realize that I could let my guard down around certain people. His gift made me more trusting, and I do think that it's what led to me being able to accept Gerson's advice rather than lashing out and denying his words. Dad helped me find a matching present for Asriel soon after."
"..."
"Frisk, I know that nothing I could say will change your mind about killing Asgore, and there's no doubt in my mind that you'll murder Flowey once you get your hands on him... but at the very least, I hope you'll make it quick."
Frisk doesn't spend much more time in Asgore's home after exploring Chara's room. They don't see a point, as they're no longer in any mood to listen to Chara's stories.
They've gotten as much knowledge as they can about Asgore, even if none of it is really useful in fighting him. All that's left is to make it to the King, kill him, and then figure out what they want to do from there.
Even with their mood being as ruined as it is now, Frisk's mind is still focused on the stories they've heard from Chara today, so as they step into a long, golden corridor, Frisk isn't really paying attention to what's ahead of them. They just walk through the only path they have left.
When the sweater-clad child is around halfway through the golden corridor, a strange, unfamiliar voice brings them out of their thoughts.
"So you finally made it... the end of your journey is almost at hand."
Frisk's head snaps up at the voice, and as they look at this new monster, their hand shies towards the gun holstered at their waist... but instead of drawing it, they hesitate. They choose to take a closer look at the monster in front of them.
The monster is short. Even before they see the white bones of the skeletal monster, that's the first thing they notice.
The skeleton stands before them with both hands inside the pockets of his blue jacket, looking as if he doesn't have a care in a world... but they quickly learn that his appearance isn't what matters. The skeleton's words are what they really need to pay attention to.
"well, it took you long enough." he says, looking towards them with a permanent grin on his face. "i thought i was gonna die of old age waiting for ya."
Chapter 103: The Last Corridor
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Frisk wants to move past this monster standing in their way. They should move past this monster. They should do what they've done for everyone else that got in their way, and either move around them, or move through them... but they don't.
They don't interrupt the monster in front of them. Whatever it is he has to say sounds important, and Frisk has endured much worse than a simple talk. Even if they already have an idea of what he'll say, they can at least hear him out.
Of course, when he starts talking about "judging them" and starts explaining terms they already know, their patience grows a little thinner.
Frisk knows what LOVE is by now. They've heard from Chara how bad gaining it and EXP is several times already. Hearing him explain it again... it irritates them in a way none of Chara's talks ever have.
But eventually, the skeletal monster moves on from simply explaining things. His voice loses the serious tone it once had, and although it still sounds rather grave, Frisk can hear a hint of amusement as he addresses them directly.
"you're a pretty bad person, you know that?"
"..."
"i mean, i could understand self defense. if you were just protecting yourself from a battle someone else started, i'd have no problems with you... but that's not what happened, is it?"
"..."
"you decided to act like judge, jury, and executioner, and in the process, you kinda messed up what that last kid was trying to do."
"...They deserved it." Frisk says, trying their best to quell the anger they feel at his words. "Every monster I've killed was willing to do the same to Clover when he was alive."
"hey, i get it. i have a brother too, and if that's the excuse you're using to justify what you've done, i can't judge you for it. i'm not here to try to change your entire world view or anything, i'm just trying to say what i think needs to be said."
The short monster pauses, taking a long, deep breath of air when he does.
"and the entire time i've been watching you, there's something that's been on my mind. y'know, something that i've been meaning to ask you for a while now..."
"...?"
"are you happy, kid?"
Whatever Frisk was expecting him to say, this was not it. The words that they were preparing die in their throat, being replaced with pure silence.
"sometimes it looks like you get a kick out of all of this... but when you're alone, or when some old monster gives you a good talking to, it doesn't seem like you're enjoying yourself."
"...I..."
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"...yup, that's pretty much what i was guessing." he quips, shrugging his shoulders in a too-casual manner. "the only times you've looked like you were really enjoying your time down here was when you weren't trying to kill someone."
"It doesn't matter if I haven't enjoyed myself." Frisk snaps, forcefully stopping the trembling of their hands the moment they notice it. "I'm doing this for Clover. I'm doing this to bring him the justice he never got."
"eh... i don't think so, kid. if you were really doing this for your big bro, i think you'd go ahead and do what he would actually want you to do. you could've lived the life he couldn't, helped his friends get over his death, or just enjoyed some quality time with a loving family. that sort of thing. you've definitely had the chance to stop before now. i'm counting... what is it, three separate families? and all of them would've accepted you if you showed some remorse. a few of them wouldn't even mind the 'no remorse' part."
The young human steps back sharply, eyes widening as they grab at their gun's holster.
"How long have you been following me?"
"following you? nah. i've just been keeping an eye out."
Frisk almost draws their gun at the skeleton's deflecting words... but when they think about what he's saying for a few seconds, they can't help but tilt their head in confusion.
"If you knew what I was doing, why not do something earlier? Why wait until now?"
"well... remember what i said earlier? about thinking that i'd die of old age before you made it here?"
A silent nod of the head answers the skeleton's question, bringing a chuckle out of him.
"truth is, i was hoping for that. i was hoping that you'd see how many good folks there are down here, and you'd realize how much some of them care about you. i was hoping that i wouldn't have to do anything."
"...Why?"
"why what?"
"Why would you think that?" the sweater-clad human asks, more confused now than they have been in quite some time. "Why did you think that I'd give up? Did you really think that I'd be able to turn back just because there are nice people down here?"
The skeletal monster pauses at these words, staring closely at Frisk's expression for several moments, as if he's searching for something...
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...but after a while, his eye-sockets close, and a sigh escapes from his jaws.
"let me tell you a story."
He turns to stare at Frisk again, but this time, the way he looks at them is... different, somehow. They can't put their finger on why exactly it's different, but they do know that something has changed.
"so i'm a sentry in snowdin forest, right?" he begins, grinning a little wider as he recalls the memory. "i do nothing but sit out there and keep a lookout for stuff that the town needs to know about. it's a really boring gig, since, y'know, i do nothing all day. fortunately, i still find ways to entertain myself. y'see, there's this HUGE locked door in the middle of the forest, and it's perfect for practicing knock knock jokes."
"..."
"one day, i go out there planning to knock 'em out as usual... but then i see that the door is really messed up. i could barely even tell that it was supposed to be a door, since there was rubble everywhere. i was a little confused on what happened here, so I got closer to see what's going on, and from the other side, i suddenly hear some lady crying."
"now my brother, he'd be rushing over to comfort her and try to help her get over what's got her down. he's really cool like that... but me? i don't like to pry into other people's personal business, so i decided to step away and find a different place to practice my jokes. i must've been too clumsy that day, since as i'm walking away, the crying quiets down, and she calls out 'who's there?'"
"That sounds like it was..."
'I know.'
The skeleton continues his story, being unable to hear Chara's interruption.
"naturally, i respond with 'boo', which got her confused enough to lay off the tears. after a little bit, she asks 'boo who?', and so I told her 'come on, you just stopped crying. don't start again now.' turns out that she liked it, since the moment i got my joke out, she started howling with laughter, acting like that was the best joke she's heard in a hundred years. i guess i got pretty lucky that she had such good taste, since it'd be pretty awkward if i made her cry again."
"anyways, she liked my jokes, so i kept throwing them at her, and before long, we've both forgotten that she was crying to begin with. each one was a hit with her, and each one made her laugh so hard that i thought she was gonna run outta air. i'll tell you, she's probably the second best audience i've ever had."
"...Second best?"
"yeah, i've had better, but that's a different story." the skeleton says, waving the question off. "now as i was saying, i was cracking her up, and after a couple dozen jokes, she decides to have a try. So she goes and knocks on what was left of the door, says 'knock knock', and waits for me. i play along and say 'who's there', then she hits me with 'figs.'"
"I hadn't heard this one before, so when I said 'figs who?', I was looking forward to what she had to say... and that's when she answers 'figs this door, please, I think it's letting cold air in!'"
A small laugh escapes from the skeleton, and Frisk finds themself smiling slightly, even though they didn't find the joke to be particularly amusing.
"needless to say, this woman was extremely good. we traded jokes back and forth for a few hours, i had to leave, and she told me that i could come back anytime. when i went on sentry duty the next day, i was actually looking forward to work. we did the same thing that day, and the day after that, and the day after that, and we kept at it until it became a regular thing. it's awesome... or i guess it was, since it didn't last."
"a few months ago, i noticed that she wasn't laughing that much, and that her jokes were kinda falling flat. i asked her what was up, but she refused to budge. kinda brought the whole mood down... but i decided to do what i do best, and cheer her up with my jokes."
The young, sweater-clad child closes their eyes, unwilling to look at the short monster in front of them as he finishes his story.
"it didn't work, and i went home early. the next time i went knocking, she wasn't there. the same thing happened for about a week or two, but eventually, i got an answer from her."
"now for the sake of her privacy, i'm not gonna go into much detail on what she said. all i'm gonna tell you is that she was really sad that someone close to her ran away, and that this certain someone was doing things that'll end up backfiring on them."
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"she was really torn up about it. she said that if she could turn back time somehow, she'd do her best to be honest with them from the get-go. she'd tell them just how much they meant to her, and would try to help them work through what made them wanna run away."
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"we haven't been knocking any jokes recently, so this story doesn't really have a happy ending... but it does have a moral that i think you should take to heart. some people really care for you, kid. what you're doing isn't just hurting yourself. it's hurting them too."
With a bitter, angry expression on their face, Frisk opens both their eyes and their mouth, intent on rebuking the skeleton's words... only to find that there's nobody in front of them.
The skeleton is gone. The only trace that he was ever here are the words that still echo throughout the empty corridor.
Frisk can see the entrance to the King's throne room. After all of the blood, sweat, and effort needed to get here, they're finally in front of their goal.
But rather than step through the entrance in front of them, Frisk hesitates. Just like Kanako said earlier in the day, they're taking their time to make it to Asgore, and even being this close to him isn't enough to change that.
So rather than take the last few steps necessary, the young human instead decides to explore one last path. This path veers away from Asgore's throne room, and as they slowly walk down it, they can't help but think of what that skeleton said.
They knew all along that what they're doing isn't right. They were able to ignore any thoughts of stopping before now... but one thing they didn't really think about was how Toriel would react to them running away.
When she didn't follow them, they assumed that it was for the best. They thought that maybe she didn't care about them that much, or maybe she had confidence that they'd be alright and could find a way back to her.
They never imagined that she'd take their disappearance so harshly, and the mental image the skeleton's story brings is beginning to make them question themself.
Was everything they've done so far truly worth it? Did they really need to go about avenging Clover in this way?
'Should... should I just RESET...?'
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Although now would be the perfect time for Chara to say something, Frisk's thoughts aren't met with any hopeful reactions from them.
It isn't until Frisk bumps into something solid and stony that they start paying attention to their surroundings... and it still takes them several seconds to realize why Chara isn't feeling hopeful.
The thing that Frisk bumped into is a small, rectangular coffin, looking far too small to fit an adult inside. Beside this coffin are several others, each a perfect copy of the first.
There's only one tiny difference in each coffin... and that's the name written on them.
Frisk isn't the most well-versed in reading, but they don't need to be. They've seen most of these words dozens of times before. These words match the ones on the poster their big brother used to carry around, although there is one exception.
Chara
Patty
Felix
Percy
Hope
Melody
Each of these coffins bears the name of one of the previous humans to have fallen into the Underground, and yet the first six coffins are ignored by Frisk. The young, sweater-clad child all but runs towards the last coffin in line, and when they see the name printed on it, a strange, unfamiliar liquid trails down their face.
They don't have any issues with reading what's on this coffin, as the name on it is as familiar to them as their own.
Clover
With trembling hands, Frisk slides the lid of the coffin to the side, revealing a sight that will stick with them for the rest of their life.
Inside the coffin is a small, still body, perfectly preserved despite how long it has been here for.
As soon as Frisk sets their eyes on their older brother's pale, permanently-frowning face, any thoughts of resetting drain out of them.
Asgore will die, and they'll be the one to kill him.
Chapter 104: King Asgore
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Throughout the Underground, there are many interesting things to be seen. From large, eye-catching waterfalls, to entire mines that shine with gemstones, monsters don't have to search for long to see pretty sights.
One of the most interesting things that can be seen in the Underground are the patches of golden flowers scattered about. Every single one of these flowers is special, for their seeds were brought to Monsterkind by the first human to have fallen into the Underground.
Monsters still look upon Chara's arrival as a blessing, even though their story ended in tragedy. Because of that, flowers are seen as something as a symbol of hope, with the golden variety that Chara brought being almost sacred. Most monsters that encounter those golden flowers are sure to take care of them, and for many a monster, keeping their flowers in good health is one of the only things that bring them peace when the idea of being trapped down here becomes too overwhelming.
Despite how much effort these monsters put into their floristry, none of their flower patches can compare to the one kept in the throne room of the King of Monsterkind. This throne room houses the most beautiful, well-kept flowers in the entire Underground.
King Asgore's love for his flowers is well known to his subjects, and it has earned him a great deal of appreciation from any monsters that visit him. When he's not at home, there's a good chance that Asgore can be found tending to his flowers with a smile.
The sheer beauty of the flowers he's taken so much care of only makes his current appearance even more shocking, for Asgore is not well-kept. He's the exact opposite, and it's clear to just about everyone as to the reason why.
Five years ago, the Soul of Justice willingly gave his SOUL to Monsterkind, using his sacrifice as a way to change the Underground's opinions on humans as a whole. His plan has worked wonders, and the guilt that Asgore harbors over his death is not a secret.
What is a secret is that Asgore isn't just guilty over Clover's death, nor does his guilt end at the deaths of the previous humans to have fallen down here.
His guilt is for his own people too. The goat-like king blames himself for every death a human's hands have caused, and for the past few months, Asgore has been having trouble keeping himself together because of the sheer weight of the guilt pressing down on his shoulders.
He's no fool. He's known what's been going on in the Village above his people for decades, and he has a good enough idea of when the humans will send another child up Mt. Ebott.
When December first passed, he had thought that yet another child had died on the trek up the mountain. He had hoped otherwise, but with no rumors of any humans spreading throughout the Underground, he had to assume the worst.
It wasn't until members of the Royal Guard starting disappearing that he realized what was going on, and a message from Undyne explaining that Frisk was living with one of Clover's old friends was enough to confirm his suspicions.
A human did make it into the Underground, and rather than be as peaceful as the one who came before them, they've been slaughtering his people.
As much as it shames Asgore to admit... he couldn't bring himself to confront the young human. He was too caught up in the memories of his encounter with the Soul of Justice to force himself to attack this new human, and when the rumors of missing guardsmen grew, so too did his guilt grow.
By now, he's been having trouble keeping himself in kingly shape. His usually well-groomed beard and fur are looking scraggly, his armor is in dire need of a polishing, and his current cloak should've been washed ages ago.
If it wasn't for that mirror-like tailor he hired a few years back, then he'd be in even worse shape as he waits for the newest human to make their way to him. As it is, he was barely able to force himself to attend the most recent funeral that required his attention.
Asgore has organized and attended many funerals recently, each one as soul-crushing as the first.
The most recent funeral he was asked to attend was the funeral of a pair of Royal Guards that discovered love amongst themselves while going about their duties. Their dust was spread on the other's spare armor.
After that, he had to arrange the next two funerals on his own, as they had no living family to do it for them.
The first funeral he organized belonged to Gerson, his oldest and most trusted friend, who's death must've come when he tried to talk to this human like he talked to Chara so long ago. The elderly tortoise made it clear that he wanted to be with his son after he passed away, so Asgore made sure to spread his dust on Hope's coffin.
Undyne, his student, had her funeral soon after. She perished while trying to stop the human's rampage. She perished while Asgore sat by and did nothing, and the King of Monsterkind had never felt more ashamed of himself than he did after discovering what had happened to her in Waterfall.
Her dust joined Gerson's, although some of it was moved to the training grounds that Asgore used to teach her on.
There are so, so many more funerals beyond those three. He's attended dozens upon dozens of them over the past few months, and he remembers all of their names as clearly as his own. While he attended these funerals, Asgore almost hoped that the human would pop out and put an end to his guilt.
But he wasn't that lucky. His guilt isn't so easily ended.
Each day, he wishes that he was the one to perish in their place. Every day, he hopes and prays that this new human's motivation for their killing comes from Clover's death.
If that's true, then there's a chance that they'll be willing to take their anger out on him and him alone.
But that's a faint hope. It's unlikely that the human's bloodlust can be sated by just one monster, even if Asgore is to blame for everything.
He's seen what LOVE does to someone, and his hopes aren't high that they'll be able to force themself to stop.
So even though the thought of what he needs to do causes him to feel like he's just as cruel as the humans on the Surface, Asgore has finally decided to take a stand. He'll talk to the human and do his utmost to resolve this peacefully. If it fails and he has no other option... he'll force them to RESET.
He'll kill them until they do.
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It didn't take long for that last bit of hope to be shattered.
As the King of the Underground finishes watering his flowers for the day, a quiet click can be heard from behind him.
With a raised eyebrow, Asgore turns around, curious at which monster decided to make their way into his throne room... and then he suddenly halts in place, smile freezing on his face.
Standing in front of him is a small, sweater-wearing child. Tears continuously pour down this child's face, and for a moment, Asgore almost sees Chara in their place, as the scene closely mirrors his first encounter with them.
He quickly shakes that scene out of his head, sighing softly as he does.
There's no Asriel here to hold this young human up as they walk towards him, and Chara never used a gun, much less one belonging to the Soul of Justice.
BANG!
A loud shot echoes throughout the room, but with casual ease, the large, goat-like monster tilts his head, moving it out of the bullet's path in an instant.
As if they expected this, the child in front of them merely fires again, then again, then again, and then again. They don't stop their rain of bullets until the gun goes empty, forcing them to reload.
The attacks sting on contact, but Asgore doesn't mind too much. He deserves much worse.
"Young one, I know what you've done to get here..." he begins, mustering up every bit of sincerity he can as he talks. "...But if my people have to pay the price, then let it only be me who suffers."
"I've heard it already." they reply, voice dead and hollow.
By now, the human before him has already managed to reload their weapon, and as another few shots strike the King of Monsterkind, he looks down at the floor, refusing to look at the child attacking him.
"...I see."
Just before the next onslaught of bullets can strike Asgore, his hand flashes out, summoning a red trident from thin air to knock the bullets away.
"I am sorry."
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They don't respond, and yet in the back of his mind, Asgore can almost make out a few words...
"So am I."
For the first time since the Soul of Bravery confronted him, King Asgore fights against a human with all his might, even if it hurts his very SOUL to do so.
Frisk dies.
They die a lot.
The King of Monsterkind is stronger than any opponent they've ever faced, and a great deal of that strength comes from the sheer amount of experience he has in fighting.
With the way he reads their moves ahead of time, it almost seems like he's the one with the ability to SAVE and LOAD, not them.
Whenever they try to fire their gun, he's already moving out of the way or positioning his trident to block it. When they're on the defensive, Asgore somehow manages to predict where they'll dodge to, usually striking them down in the process.
If there's one thing they're grateful for, it's that all of their deaths are quick. Whether it be a stab to the chest that ends their life, or a blazing inferno that consumes them, their suffering is kept to a minimum, and they're able to continue fighting within seconds.
It still hurts to die. Fighting Asgore is painful to the point of reminding Frisk of their experiences on the Surface... but Frisk doesn't care about that.
One death, ten deaths, one hundred deaths... it's all the same to them. Every death brings them closer to victory, until eventually, they find the perfect opportunity to end the King of the Underground.
During the entire battle against the King, he refuses to look at them any more than necessary. Even when he killed them, Asgore looked the other way, as if unwilling to look at what he's done.
It's taken too many attempts to count, but Frisk has finally found a way to exploit that.
After almost a dozen minutes of combat in this attempt, the young human's muscles barely respond to them. The physical exertion is enough to make them gasp for air, and as Asgore stabs his trident towards their throat, he's sure that it'll be the killing blow.
It does hit flesh. The crunch of bone and the sounds of blood pouring out of the child is enough to confirm that to Asgore. When these sounds reach the King's ears, his eyes close, and a devastated expression appears on his face... but Frisk doesn't LOAD.
They don't need to, for the trident didn't pierce their neck as Asgore was planning it to. It instead stabs directly into their arm, almost severing it due to the sheer size and sharpness of the trident.
But that's not important. What's important is that they have him right where they want him, and that the arm that was pierced wasn't the one holding a gun.
Frisk ignores the pain going through them, raises their good arm, and...
BANG!
They shoot Asgore.
The large, goat-like king is sent flying back, trident disappearing into thin air as he stops pouring magical power into it. It takes several seconds for him to land in a crumpled heap at the foot of his throne, but when he does land, all the air is knocked out of him.
He still tries to fight through the bullet wound in his chest, and with the last of his strength, he does his best to get up... only for his head to meet the cold metal barrel of Frisk's gun.
Without wasting any time, they pull the trigger, putting an end to the life of the King of Monsterkind.
And then they LOAD, finding themself standing above Asgore with their gun pointed at his furry head.
Yet again, they take his life, and yet again, they LOAD.
The young, mutilated human shoots him, they LOAD, and then they shoot him again. Frisk kills him just as many times as they killed him. Every time they pull the trigger, they can faintly hear Chara's voice in their head, begging them to stop.
But they don't stop. They can't stop. They still haven't avenged Clover.
The triumphant satisfaction they were thinking that they'd experience upon killing Asgore still hasn't appeared. No matter how many times they take his life, they still feel as numb and tired as they did when they first won.
So that must mean that they haven't avenged Clover yet. Frisk needs to keep trying.
And try they do.
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It is only now that they get a really good look at the surrounding area, and what they see surprises them.
The room is in shambles, looking almost unrecognizable from how it did when they first entered it. Burns can be seen on the walls, the throne has several stab marks from when Asgore missed with them his trident, and the flowers of the King's garden are covered in blood.
They're covered in Frisk's blood, to be specific, as the battle has left its toll on them.
One flower, however, is not covered in their blood. This flower is as golden as the rest were before their battle against the King, and this flower is what caught their eye.
As soon as they see this untouched flower, the wounded human hurriedly digs through their bag, stuffing a piece of monster food into their mouth to stem their arm's bleeding soon after... but before Frisk can raise their gun, a soft, familiar voice reaches their ears.
"It's funny... in the end, getting those Souls wasn't actually that hard." the flower says, looking at the dust covering the garden with a sorrowful expression. "This entire time, I thought that I'd need Dad to reveal them. I was so worried about getting them out from under his nose that I never imagined that there could be other ways for the Souls to reveal themselves. In the end, all I needed to do was bring a human close enough to the Souls, then they'd pop right out on their own."
Frisk's eyes widen in both shock and fury, and they immediately fire their weapon at Flowey, emptying the chamber into him... but he shrugs off the bullets with ease, not seeming to notice the attacks.
"I didn't want to do this, but since you still have control of the timeline... I'll have to take your SOUL by force."
A moment later, the blood-covered bed of flowers disappears from Frisk's vision, and everything goes dark.
Chapter 105: Determination
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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When Frisk opens their eyes, the only thing they can see is darkness. An endless black void stretches out around them, revealing nothing of their current predicament.
They don't LOAD, however, as they've already tried it a few times already. By the time Frisk was finishing off Asgore, which was when their last SAVE was made, Flowey was too close to the Souls to stop. They're forced to fight against him, and because of that, the anger they initially felt upon seeing him has numbed somewhat.
There's no use in being angry. He's within reach, all they need to do is kill him. There's no running away for him this time.
"...You could RESET." Chara suggests, voice as dead and hollow as Frisk's was when they encountered Asgore. "Catching him will be easier once you do, since he won't remember that you're hostile to him."
The young human doesn't bother to reply. Chara knows as well as they do that there will be no resetting today.
Their tears have long dried by now. They've accomplished just about everything they've set out to do, and the only goal left is to kill Flowey.
He's the one that's really responsible for the entire situation, after all. Their apathy towards Asgore's death makes sense now. Even if Asgore and his laws are to blame for the Underground's prejudice against humans, Flowey had all the time in the world to change those laws, and according to Martlet, he did in many runs.
In those runs, Clover got to live a nice, happy life... and in those runs, it was all ripped away from Frisk's big brother before they could see him for themself.
Clover won't truly be avenged until Flowey is dead. Frisk understands that now, so as they traverse the endless black void, they're eager to set their eyes on their target.
It may take a lot of effort, but they will kill Flowey.
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Frisk walks for what seems like hours. Every so often, they'll make a SAVE, and every so often, they'll be treated to a few words from Chara.
Their ghostly tag-along is desperate. It's obvious to Frisk that they want to undo what's happened, and that they fear what will happen once Frisk gets their hands on Flowey.
And so they ignore Chara's pleas, just as they have so many times before now, leading to even more silent walking.
For a while, the young human believes that Flowey's plan is to force them to RESET out of boredom. If he's responsible for them being in this lightless void, then it stands to reason that he'd leave them alone and hope that they grow tired of walking.
Unluckily for him, Frisk hasn't been this Determined to do something since they killed the Village Chief. It doesn't matter how long they have to walk for, they know that Flowey will break first.
Evidentially, Flowey knows that too, as within a few minutes of this thought, a small, golden flower appears in the distance, being the only source of color in this endless void other than Frisk themself.
After making a SAVE, the gun-toting human rushes towards Flowey, aiming their weapon carefully as they pull the trigger.
Not only is Flowey far away from them, but Frisk is shooting while on the move, only further increasing the difficulty of the shot. Logically, it shouldn't be a shot that's possible to make with the small amount of experience they've had... and yet when they empty the chamber of bullets, more than half of them manage to strike the distant flower.
All of their lessons with Starlo have come in handy, and the thought brings a smile onto Frisk's face.
What doesn't bring a smile to their face is the results of their attacks. Just like when they shot Flowey in the throne room, he doesn't react to the bullets striking him. He only turns towards them, tilts his head, and waits for them to try again.
Another SAVE is made, and they use his passiveness to get even closer, intent on laying their hands on the sadistic flower... but they never get the chance to.
As soon as Frisk grows close enough to see Flowey's expression, a small, pained smile appears on his face, and then something erupts out of the darkness. They only realize what that something is when it pierces their chest.
The vines, each sharp and protruding with thousands of tiny thorns, rip through Frisk 's stomach like a chainsaw through butter. Each second that passes by is filled with pure agony. Even the most horrific injuries they've suffered in earlier battles are nothing compared to this.
For a few moments, the small human forgets how to LOAD, being too distracted by the sheer pain running through them... but they aren't alone in this void. Before the pain can grow even further, Chara's voice resounds in their head, giving Frisk a reminder of the powers at their disposal.
A few seconds later, they find themself right back in front of the flower, completely untouched.
And then the situation repeats itself. Frisk tries to fight Flowey, he brushes off all of their attacks, and then he hits them with one of his own. Each attack brings more pain than the young human thought was possible, and many of them are accompanied by faint, barely-audible words.
"You can't kill me. You could barely kill Dad, and with the power of six human SOULs, I'm far stronger than he could ever be." the flower whispers, voice seemingly coming from every direction as he kills Frisk yet again.
When they LOAD, he's there to meet them, bringing with him even more words.
"With your SOUL, I'll be a God, and I'll use that power to fix the timeline. I can bring back Clover. I'll be able to bring Chara back too. I could even change this timeline's history. All the harm that humans have caused will be undone. That village on the Surface? I can make it so that the people living there are just as kind as some of the monsters you've met. I can make it so that they'd never choose to abuse or sacrifice children. I can make humans and Monsterkind live in harmony. You and Clover could grow up in a nice, happy environment, and you wouldn't even know that it wasn't originally supposed to be like that."
Frisk doesn't grace these words with a response. They simply redouble their efforts to kill him, even if it always end in a painful death.
Giving Flowey of all people the powers of a God? Ridiculous. They wouldn't consider that for even a second, and him claiming that they won't remember what he's done only makes them more eager to kill him.
And so they fight again, they die again, and they LOAD again.
Despite all of Flowey's talk of being them not being able to hurt him, and despite all of the evidence that agrees with his words, they don't let up. Death after death, they keep rushing towards him, firing off as many shots as they can before another nerve-shredding attack hits them.
Minutes pass, then hours, then more... and after enough time for Frisk to stop counting, something changes in the endless black abyss.
When Frisk LOADs after yet another agonizing death, the golden flower they've become so used to seeing has disappeared.
In his place is a small, undetailed outline of a young girl, looking almost like a three-dimensional shadow. Rather than being pure black as one would expect a shadow to be, it glows with a blinding cyan light.
Frisk isn't quite sure as to what they're looking at for a while, and with how lacking in detail it is, it's no wonder that it takes the young, sweater-wearing human a few moments to realize who this figure is... but they do realize it nonetheless.
It's one of the kids on the MISSING poster that Clover used to carry around. This figure is Patty, or as the Underground knows her as, the Soul of Patience.
Frisk tilts their head at the sight, internally wondering if this is a trick by Flowey... but that's when they notice something strange about the cyan figure in front of them.
She doesn't react to their movements at all. When they move to the side, her head doesn't follow them. When they back away, she continues to stare at the ground.
For a moment, they consider attacking her, hoping that this would bring a reaction out of the younger child... only to find themself not wanting to do that. As soon as the thought of attacking this figure pops into their mind, Frisk decides against it.
Instead of attacking Patty, they simply put their gun in its holster, open their mouth, and call out.
"Hello? Can you hear me?"
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Their words are met with no reply, and just like before, the figure in front of them doesn't give any indication that she's aware of their presence.
Undeterred, Frisk steps forward, intent on moving closer to the cyan figure... only to find themself slowing down.
Their heart, which was originally beating at a rapid pace, almost halts.
A second passes, then another, and then another...
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Twenty seconds pass, and Frisk's heart beats once more. It is the only sound in this lightless abyss.
They try to open their mouth, doing their best to converse with this figure in front of them... only to find that their mouth is already open. They just can't speak.
No matter how hard they try, they can't talk. They can barely move a muscle.
The entire situation is new to Frisk. Even when facing Flowey and his immunity to their attacks, they didn't feel this powerless.
It's torturous.
The sheer inability to move brings with it a feeling of helplessness that they had never experienced before.
Surprisingly, they don't sense anything from Chara. The bond they have with the ghostly human is still there, but Chara doesn't respond to any of Frisk's thoughts.
It is only thanks to this bond that Frisk realizes what is happening.
Somehow, someway, this cyan figure in front of them is messing with their perception of time. She doesn't appear to be doing it consciously, instead being a mere puppet for Flowey, but she's still trapping them in their own mind.
She's still in their way. They need to stop her if they want to make it to Flowey...
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Maybe it's because the figure is obviously one of the human SOULs, or maybe it's because they know that she also suffered under the abuse of the humans on the Surface, but Frisk doesn't try to shoot the Soul of Patience.
They just continue their agonizingly-slow walk towards her.
They'll make it to her eventually. They just need to stay Determined.
Frisk isn't sure how long they spend walking towards Patty. All they know is that the time they spent walking in the dark abyss before finding Flowey is nothing when compared to how long it takes them to walk towards her.
After getting over the original panic that comes with not being fully in control of their senses, Frisk finds the walk to be nothing short of boring.
There's nothing to look at other than the child-like figure in front of them, and there's nothing to do other than to walk.
It's torture. That's the only way Frisk has to describe what Flowey is putting them through. He's torturing them in an attempt to force them to give up.
He's exactly like Martlet's stories painted him out to be, and it makes Frisk want nothing more than to take his life.
It takes a long, long time, but they get closer to that goal, as the distance between them and Patty eventually shrinks. They go from being 1000 feet away, to being 100 feet away, to being 10 feet away... to being within arms-reach of her.
It still takes them ages to move their arms. Time only seems to move slower now that they're this close to her, but they keep at it, and after what must've been weeks or months of effort, their arms move.
Frisk moves their arms just enough to lightly push the cyan figure's shoulder.
And that's all they needed to do, because as soon as they touch her, Patty snaps out of whatever trance she was in, spares them a single small smile, and then disappears into the dark abyss surrounding them.
The moment she leaves, Frisk's body finally responds as it should, and the first thing they do with their regained control is collapse to the floor, grinning in relief.
"What... what just happened?"
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Frisk can't even bring themself to answer Chara's question. All they want to do right now is rest, recover, and figure out a way to deal with the next SOUL.
Unfortunately for the young, gun-toting human, they don't get to bask in this victory for long, as in the distance, a new figure, this time orange in color, appears.
And this figure isn't as frozen and out of it as Patty was.
No, he's moving.
He's moving directly towards them.
Frisk barely has enough time to SAVE before a glove-covered fist fills their vision.
Notes:
I have literally spent more time trying to fix my Wifi than I have spent writing today, and the chapter is **very** late because of that, but it's finally out.
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Chapter 106: An even fight
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A small, pained groan escapes from Frisk's mouth, echoing through the lightless abyss around them. The moment they register this involuntary sound, Frisk's mind sharpens, and their eyelids flutter open.
The first thing they notice once their eyes open is how blurry their vision is. Even though there's not much to see other than the endless black abyss above and around them, they're familiar enough with taking hits to know that the dizziness they feel means that they aren't seeing their surroundings as they should.
A dull ache pounds the inside of their head as they try to shake the dizziness off, and that's when Frisk realizes something else.
They're lying flat on their back, with blood streaming down their suddenly-crooked nose. It isn't until several seconds have passed that they remember how they ended up like this.
That orange figure attacked them. It punched them, which was apparently enough to knock them unconscious.
'But if Flowey is controlling the Souls, then why am I not...?'
A flash of anger runs through Frisk when they have this thought, making them stumble to their feet unsteadily.
'Right. He wants me to give up. A quick, painless death won't achieve that, so he's probably waited for me to--'
"Man, that felt good." a cocky, child-like voice says, interrupting Frisk's train of thought. "It sure did take you a while to get up though. With how much LOVE you have, I thought you'd be able to take a hit. Guess that only applies to magical attacks, huh?"
Frisk reaches for the gun at their side, trying to scare this figure into backing off until the dizziness leaves them... only for him to laugh, not at all intimidated by the weapon.
"Go ahead and try it, kid. I may not be as determined as you are, but there's a reason that Asgore had to use his trident to kill me."
The small human grimaces at his words, and the reminder that this figure in front of them is another human that died due to Asgore's actions causes them to hesitate slightly...
"...Who are you?" they ask, trying their hand at talking before they attack. "And why did you hit me? That last girl didn't seem to be in control of herself, but you're different. You're talking to me. Don't you realize that someone has stolen your Soul?"
"Name's Felix, and unlike Patty, I ain't attacking you because that flower is making me. I'm here to kick your ass because of what you've been up to over the past couple of months."
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With a sigh, Frisk decides not to respond further, putting an end to their conversation with the Soul of Bravery.
He's either controlled by Flowey, which would make any talking he does a trick from the flower to throw them off, or he's really that upset with what they've done. Either way, they don't see a point in trying to convince him that they were justified.
All that's left to do is fight.
And so they quickly draw their gun, point it at the orange figure, and pull the trigger.
A loud BANG! reverberates through the darkness, drowning any sounds that Felix may make as a bullet speeds towards him.
Even as the bullet flies through the air, Felix shows no signs of being worried... and in less a second, Frisk realizes the reason for his confidence.
Despite the fact that the bullet is far, far faster than a child as old as Felix could ever hope to be, he reacts to it. When it exits the barrel of their gun, he moves towards Frisk, and the orange glow of his "body" intensifies.
Under their shocked gaze, the bullet harmlessly passes through him, continuing on into the black abyss.
They don't have any time to truly understand what their eyes are seeing, as within a fraction of a second, he's right in front of them.
And yet again, his glove-covered fist fills their vision...
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When Frisk comes to, they find themself flat on their back, looking up at the black sky for the second time today.
"Ranged shit doesn't do anything to me." Felix explains, grinning down at the younger child. "But if you want to keep trying your luck, I'm fine with knocking you out again. I haven't had this much fun in years."
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Frisk slowly makes their way to their feet, scowling heavily at the orange figure in front of them. As they stare at Felix, their hands clench tightly into fists, and they find that any hesitation they may have had has disappeared in an instant.
"If I need to get through you to kill Flowey..." they mutter, wiping their bloody nose with the sleeve of their sweater. "...Then I will. I don't care how many tries it takes me."
Felix puts his fists up in front of his face, copying a boxer's stance.
"That flower does deserve to be uprooted, but it's not time for that yet. You still need to get past me."
Frisk SAVEs, holsters their gun, and mirrors the orange figure's posture.
"I have all the time in the world."
A scoff escapes from him at Frisk's words.
"You may have a lot more determination than I do, and eventually, you'll get a lucky hit in... but that doesn't stop me from kicking the crap outta you in the meantime. If you want to save yourself from a world of hurt, you should focus on the fight in front of you."
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Without wasting any more time, the two run at each other.
Felix isn't the strongest opponent that Frisk has fought. In terms of raw power, both Undyne and Asgore have him beat by a mile. Heck, he's not even that much stronger than Frisk, and is one of the only people they've met that they can fight on "even" footing.
He isn't the most terrifying opponent either. That title goes to Kanako, who seemed to counter the young human in just about every way.
The Soul of Bravery is, however, the most frustrating opponent they've had.
With Kanako, Frisk felt endless frustration. They banged their head against the metaphorical wall over, and over, and over again, doing their best to find a way to get past her until they realized that running was their best option.
What makes Felix so much more frustrating is that unlike Kanako, Frisk needs to beat him. He's waved off their words several times already, and anytime he chooses to talk, it's mocking in nature.
Frisk could avoid fighting Kanako by running away, as frustrating as it may have been, but there's no running from Felix.
He has a slight edge on them in terms of physical abilities, and his tendency to move through their attacks makes their gun useless. On top of that, he can clearly remember when they LOAD, making that just as worthless as their gun in this fight.
It almost makes them wish that they had taken Chara's dagger with them... key word being almost. After hearing the ghostly human's story, the thought of using that dagger on another person seems gross to them.
So that leaves them with one option: Beating Felix in hand to hand combat.
It's not like that's impossible. He's good at fighting and seems to have a great deal of training, but he's not invincible. They regularly land clean shots on the older human, and many of those shots cause Felix to stagger.
Their battle against him is so frustrating because of how close they get to beating him. Almost every attempt Frisk makes ends with them narrowly losing, which only causes them to be sure that the next attempt will be the one that they win.
And in that inevitable next attempt, they lose just as narrowly as they did before.
They punch, they bite, they kick and scratch, but nothing seems to work.
Their opponent somehow always manages to push through whatever injuries they inflict on him, knocking them out again and again.
During their many fights, Felix refuses to kill them. No matter how badly he beats them, or how injured he gets in the process, he only knocks them out. They're never forced to LOAD to avoid dying, as he makes sure that they never get that close to death in the first place.
Despite his refusal to kill them, Frisk still has to LOAD several times. Even though they don't feel hunger or thirst in this strange, pitch-black void, their body is still human in nature. When Felix knocks them out, they don't instantly heal from their wounds upon waking up, and they aren't in any condition to fight for quite some time afterwards. Every knockout usually leads to them taking too much damage to continue fighting, which ends with them LOADing.
They never lose their determination to keep fighting. Frisk can almost sense that if they make it past Felix, the other Souls will be much easier to deal with than him, and that pushes them to keep attacking.
And eventually, the constant battle seems to wear on Felix.
After landing yet another short right hook that throws Frisk to the ground, the Soul of Bravery decides not to push his advantage, and instead backs away, wiping the metaphorical sweat off his forehead.
"Alright kid, I take it back." he says, shaking his head in amazement. "You really can take a hit. I'm pretty sure my hand is gonna cramp if we keep at it."
The sweater-wearing child hops to their feet, silently raising their fists in preparation for another round... but they never get the chance to attack. When they step closer, Felix shakes his head, dropping his fists as he does.
"Nah, I'm done fighting you. You win. Punching a little kid in the face a couple hundred times gets old. I had a lot of fun, and I've given you an ass-kicking you won't forget. That's enough for me."
Upon seeing the confused look on Frisk's face, Felix elaborates, scratching the back of his head while he talks.
"Look... I've been watching you go through the Underground for a while. I've seen you kill a bunch of people that didn't deserve it, and I've seen you try to use Clover to justify that. That's messed up, and you did deserve that beating I gave you, but I'm not gonna go further than that."
"Then why...?"
"I'm stopping now because of Clover. Most of the other kids aren't really conscious. They were asleep when Flowey got our Souls, and once you wake them up like you woke Patty up, they'll probably help you fight that flower. Only me and your big bro are awake, and we're the only ones that've seen what you've been up to. He's probably watching this fight too. "
Frisk freezes in place, eyes widening as the older human's words reach them.
"Clover... he--"
"You made him cry, little dude." Felix interrupts, voice losing the cocky edge it was filled with during their battle. "He's been blaming himself for what you've done. Watching you go around the Underground and hurt people is hellish to him. When his fox-friend was killing you over and over, I had to force him to look away. I've tried talking to him. I've done my best to make him understand that it's your fault, but he can't help but beat himself up. You did that to him."
The young, determined human blanches at these words, and their thoughts are so chaotic that they almost miss the last thing Felix says.
"You may have tried to say that you were doing all of this for Clover, but you were just hurting him even more. In the last few months, he's only been happy when you were living a peaceful life. Every person you killed only made him feel like a bigger piece of trash. When you deal with the other kids, you should think about that."
With that, Felix disappears as surely as the Soul before him did, leaving Frisk alone with their thoughts.
Chapter 107: Troubled thoughts
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The next stolen Soul that Frisk encounters is a purple, glasses-wearing figure that they recognize as "Percy."
Just as they had previously thought, their encounter with Percy is far easier than the fight they had with Felix, to the point where it takes a tenth of the time their battle against Felix did.
That's not to say that it's easy, of course. The purple figure is just as out of it as Patty was, but unlike her, they're actively being controlled by Flowey. They're attacking Frisk, even if their movements are jerky and awkward.
The Soul of Perseverance runs at the young human with an endless amount of endurance. Their weapon is as useless against Percy as it was against Felix, but this time, their fists do no damage as well.
Frisk is forced to find a way to tire the seemingly tireless Soul. Every movement they make drains their stamina, and this controlled Soul has zero qualms about killing them. If Frisk stops dodging and running from them, they'll catch up, forcing a LOAD soon after.
This battle should force them to use their head. In normal circumstances, they'd try to think of something that could help them slow Percy down. Maybe they'd realize that even though the Soul of Perseverance is able to avoid taking damage from their attacks, they still get pushed back by said attacks. Maybe Frisk would be able to use this to slow Percy down whenever they get too close during one of the chases... but these are not normal circumstances. They don't think of any of this.
Instead, they simply continue running away. They try to exhaust Percy, ignoring the fact that purple figure has much more stamina than Frisk.
Eventually, after what must've been hours worth of attempts, it does work. Percy snaps out of the trance that Flowey had them in on their own, and although they seemed intrigued by the situation they woke up to, they don't get the chance to talk to Frisk before disappearing.
And then the next Soul shows up, who's healing powers aren't as effective at stopping Frisk as the previous Souls' abilities, leading to an even easier battle.
The entire time they spend fighting against these Souls, Frisk's mind continuously races, focused not on the fight itself, but on what Felix said to them.
He said that Frisk was making Clover cry. He said that every life they took made Clover feel worse, and that their big brother was blaming himself for what they've done.
At first, they had hoped that Felix was lying, or that he was truly being controlled by Flowey into saying those thing. They've been told many times by now that Clover wouldn't want them to do this... but to be told that Clover was crying over what they've done?
That's different. That's much, much worse than they had ever expected.
The gun-toting human wanted to believe with every fiber of their being that Felix was lying, but once the thought was in their head, they began to realize how true his words were.
Frisk knew that Clover has been conscious as a Soul. Martlet alluded to it in her story, and Dalv even went as far as to flat out say that Clover could see him when explaining his plan to Frisk. They just never imagined that he'd be watching them. They thought that he'd be watching over his friends, and at most, he'd only see their battle against the King.
But according to Felix, that's not true. Their assumptions were wrong. Clover has been watching everything they've done.
He saw every monster they killed, and during those fights where they themself died, he was also forced to watch.
"It's not too late to RESET." Chara reminds.
Their words reach Frisk, and yet the young human barely pays any attention to them. They're too caught up in their own thoughts to worry about what Chara has to say.
'Clover was watching this entire time...'
They absentmindedly avoid yet another weak attack from the Soul of Kindness, who isn't able to strike with as much viciousness as the humans who came before him despite being controlled by Flowey.
'He... he's hurting. I'm making him hurt.'
As these thoughts rush through their mind, confusion joins the sinking feeling in Frisk's stomach.
LOVE is supposed to make it easier to distance yourself. It's supposed to make things hurt less, leading to the young human being able to do things they had never thought of doing before going into the Underground, and yet as Frisk looks blankly into the air in front of them, viewing a Save File that only they can see... they begin to think that LOVE isn't quite as effective as it's made out to be.
They'd expect all of the LOVE they've gathered to make Felix's words hurt less. They'd expect that their LOVE would make the truth hurt less.
But it doesn't. Hearing that they're hurting Clover, the only human in the world that was always good to them, brings them just as much pain as learning that Clover was dead did.
It hurts far, far more than any torture Flowey could inflict on them, and sixteen levels of LOVE can't change that.
Frisk doesn't even notice when the green figure regains control of himself and disappears. It is only when a heavy weight presses down on their body that they realize that someone else is fighting against them.
In a haze, they look up to see their new opponent, barely paying attention to the blue, ballerina-like figure as she approaches them.
But when she steps closer and Frisk gets a good look at her, their hazy thoughts clear up, as they immediately recall who this figure is.
She's Melody, Clover's big sister. With how much Frisk has heard about her, it's much easier for them to recognize who she is than it was for them to recognize the other Souls.
He used to talk about her from time to time, after all. The memories are faint, just as most of them are from when Frisk was younger, but they can still remember his stories, along with the fact that many of them were accompanied by Clover showing Frisk her photo.
According to the small cowboy, Melody was feisty, very brave, and was one of the only kids in the Village that was willing to stand up to the adults. She didn't take any abuse from them without repaying it back, and she was something of an inspiration to some of the other kids.
Now that they're older, Frisk realizes that her attitude is what probably led to her being sent up Mt. Ebott to begin with... although to be fair, trying to be the Village's golden child didn't work out for Frisk, so maybe Melody had the right idea.
Clover was also a well-known nuisance to many of the adults when Frisk was younger. He didn't mind stealing extra food from the trash or donating some of his food to kids who needed it more. After he left, some of the older kids would go on about how he took after Melody, and how much they missed the two of them. Meanwhile, the adults would talk about how glad they were to be rid of the duo.
So when Frisk encounters the Soul of Integrity, their head clears somewhat. This blue figure in front of them is able to take their mind off of what they've learnt from Felix, even if it's just for a moment.
"...Hello?"
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Unsurprisingly, they don't get an answer from the blue figure, and she instead rushes towards them, cocking her fist back in preparation to attack.
Frisk tries to dodge out of the way, intent on leading her around like they led the Soul of Perseverance... only to find that the strange weight on their body has intensified. It's as if gravity itself is dragging them down.
The closer she gets to them, the more this sensation grows, and when she finally reaches them, Frisk can barely move their body.
A few quick kicks to their frozen form is enough to force a LOAD.
When they next confront Melody, the young human makes sure to keep their distance from her. Whenever the blue figure approaches, Frisk turns and flees.
It's similar to their encounter with Percy, except much easier.
They die if they get close to the Soul of Integrity, of course, but she's nowhere near as tireless as Percy was. Running from her is simple.
It is so simple, in fact, that Frisk's mind begins to drift.
The initial wonder and uniqueness of meeting Clover's older sister is gone. She's just as mindless as Patty was, and the lack of answers to Frisk's questions makes it hard for them to keep their mind occupied.
With Flowey controlling her, she's nothing like what Clover's stories painted her out to be.
Before their thoughts can drift back to what Felix said, Frisk hastens to distract themself. They do their best to focus on the current predicament, as boring and simple as running from Melody may be, and look for anything to take their mind off of thinking about what they did to Clover.
And that's when they notice a small detail about Melody that they had missed before.
The way she moves when she approaches them isn't as jerky or awkward as the other controlled Souls. It's not quite graceful, but Frisk can see a hint of familiarity in her movements... they almost match Frisk's movements when they're fighting a monster.
At first, this realization puzzles them. Their way of fighting has been built up through countless attempts, and those attempts were only possible due to their control over the timeline. From what they've gathered over the past few months, most of the other kids didn't have that control.
With how she died, Melody surely wasn't able to SAVE or LOAD... and as soon as Frisk thinks back on how Clover's older sister died, they immediately understand why her movements are so similar.
Melody gained LOVE before she died. She attacked monsters in a panic, and killed quite a few before succumbing to her wounds. Her movements mirror those experiences. They mirror Frisk's experiences... but unlike her, Frisk didn't gain LOVE out of fear.
They didn't lash out after being attacked. They chose to kill monsters.
The young human's jaw clenches at this comparison.
Melody's death hurt Clover, but she didn't have a choice in the matter. Frisk made the decision to kill as many monsters that "deserved" death as they could, and in the process, they made the decision to hurt Clover.
Their big brother died hoping that becoming a SOUL would make him hurt less, and in the end, Frisk ruined that.
They ruined the good his sacrifice did to the Underground, and they ruined the good it did to Clover.
For the first time since they arrived in the Underground, the young human feels their determination slip just a little bit.
'I... I should...'
This moment of distraction proves fatal. While Frisk is still focused on the comparison they just made, Melody catches up, causing a heavy weight to press Frisk to the floor.
Thankfully, it doesn't take long for her to end their life when she gets to them, and this death serves to give Frisk a reminder of what they're here to do.
Flowey is controlling these Souls. He's willing to take advantage of every opportunity he has to kill them, so they should return the favor.
The sooner they deal with Melody, the sooner they can apologize to Clover, and the sooner they can rid this world of Flowey for good.
By the next attempt, all of their focus is on dealing with the blue figure chasing them. With Clover watching as Felix said he would be, they opt not to use their weapon.
They just try their best to tire her out, and before long, she disappears into the black abyss.
A small, yellow figure soon walks out of that same dark abyss to replace her.
Chapter 108: Siblings reuinited
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This yellow figure is unmistakably Clover. The image of Frisk's big brother on his last day on the Surface has long been seared into their mind by now.
They can clearly remember what he looked like before going up Mt. Ebott, and from the clothes on his back to the way he slowly approaches them, everything about this figure matches Clover...
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...Well, almost everything.
There are minor changes in his apparel. Some of his clothes look newer, even if his figure is as undetailed as the other Souls, and his gun's holster is nowhere to be found. He instead carries the weapon in his hand, and when Frisk looks closer, they notice that it's a near-perfect replica of their own gun. The main difference is that this gun is as yellow as the rest of him... and that it's aimed directly at Frisk.
Clover's body trembles in place, and despite the fact that his face barely shows any emotions due to the lack of details, Frisk can almost make out a pained expression on their big brother's face.
It's clear to them what's going on as soon as they see him.
Flowey is controlling him. He's going to make Clover kill them.
The thought enrages them. When they fought with the other Souls, the only way they had to break them free of Flowey's control was buying time until they snapped out of it on their own, and it wasn't an easy process.
They died many times during their encounters with those Souls, and none of them had a ranged weapon.
None of them had the sheer amount of power that Clover had, if Martlet's stories are to be believed.
Fighting Clover will only end in them dying. Frisk can't dodge bullets, after all, and they aren't willing to draw their own gun on their big brother. If they fight him, their only option will be to run away and hope that he breaks free from Flowey's control.
And so logically, Frisk should decide not to fight. They should try their hand at talking, since if talking can snap anyone out of Flowey's control, it'd be Clover.
Frisk's mouth opens, and they try their best to force out a few words. They try to get Clover, as lost in Flowey's control as he may be, to understand that it's them he's pointing that gun at... but as they stare at the yellow barrel pointed at their forehead, Frisk finds that their breath catches in their throat.
'Was... was this what Asgore felt like?'
The yellow figure in front of them doesn't react to their silence, and instead cocks back the hammer of his gun, causing a loud click to echo throughout the dark space surrounding the two of them.
Even with that tell-tale sign that Clover's gun is ready to fire, Frisk still can't move. They can't bring themself to talk.
They're frozen in place, staring at their big brother like a deer caught in headlights...
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...and after several seconds, the trembling of Clover's body ceases.
The gun drops out of his hand, disappearing into thin air before Frisk's eyes, and a voice they never thought they'd hear again breaks the silent darkness.
"God almighty, Flowey really wanted me to shoot you. He put a heck of a lotta effort into trying to make me, too." the small cowboy says, shaking his head in disappointment. "Probably thought that me killing you would break your spirit enough for you to RESET... and from the looks of you, he was probably right."
Even with all of the relief they feel, Frisk can't stop but question what their big brother is doing.
They've killed so many people after arriving in the Underground. Each life they took hurt Clover, and they even went as far as to justify their attacks by saying that it was to avenge Clover. If him killing them would really be enough to get them RESET... then why would Clover not go through with it? He'd save the Underground a lot of pain. He'd save himself a lot of pain, since he wouldn't remember what happened if they RESET.
As if reading their mind, the yellow figure continues speaking, immediately giving them an answer.
"Now, I haven't been the best big brother in the world. I've done a lotta things I've regretted, and leaving you for good like I did in this run is one of those regrets... but a long time ago, I told myself that I ain't ever gonna hit you or harm you like those folks up on the Surface did. No matter how many runs I've gone through, I've done my best to keep that promise, and I ain't gonna break it now."
A small smile appears on Clover's face, replacing the pained grimace it previously had as he opens his arms wide.
"C'mere, Frisk."
Frisk's body moves before their mind does, throwing them into their big brother's arms.
And as Clover hugs them, Frisk feels all of the worries they had drain away.
They feel exactly like they did five years ago, when they were just a little kid being carried to bed by their favorite person in the world.
The hug continues for quite a while. Even though Clover's yellow "body" doesn't exactly feel as warm and comforting as it should, neither of the two want to let go.
Eventually, however, the two are forced to separate. Both of them know that they've got things to talk about, even if they don't really want to talk about those things.
So when Clover steps back from Frisk, they aren't too surprised. They knew that this was coming.
They knew that he'd have something to say about what they've done.
"I saw your chat with Felix." Clover begins, fiddling with his hat as he speaks. "You've already seen what I think of you killing Royal Guards. I ain't gonna waste time berating you over that, or trying to get you to feel worse than you already do. I'm just gonna tell you that I get it."
"You... you get it?"
"I'm disappointed as hell, but yeah, I get it. LOVE is one nasty thing to have. It spirals, and after a while, you start acting like a stranger in your own body. I bet when you first fell into the Underground and started living with Toriel, you never imagined going on a murdering spree, did you?"
"...I didn't." Frisk admits. "I... I still killed someone before that though. Before I arrived in the Ruins, I killed the Chief of the Village."
Rather than reacting with shock or sorrow as Frisk expected him to, Clover simply shrugs his shoulders.
"Can't say I'm surprised. I knew that you fell down here with LOVE, and accidentally killing someone ain't gonna give you any LOVE. The Chief is a nasty, mean, evil hag. I'm not saying that I think she deserved it, or that you shouldda done that, but I do think that it wasn't a sudden decision. She probably did something to bring it upon herself."
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"I know that the LOVE isn't completely to blame for all the crap you've done. You chose to kill folks, and that's on you... but at the same time, I remember the sweet little kid you were when I left ya. You aren't some sorta irredeemable monster or anything. You're just a kid that got a little too big for your britches. None of those folks that you killed deserved to die. We both know that, and we both know that you can be better."
"...Do we?" Frisk asks, tilting their head in confusion. "I've killed a lot of monsters to get here. I've been told over and over that what I'm doing is wrong, and that resetting is my best option. I've ignored them to get here. I've gained sixteen levels of LOVE. Why do you think I can change?"
A small chuckle escapes from the cowboy, and with a tip of his hat, he waves their words away.
"I changed. I was a hell of a lot worse than you. I may've been manipulated by Flowey into doing that, but I'm the one who still chose to kill people. I got all the way up to LOVE 20 before making my way out of the Underground, and it got to the point where I enjoyed hurting others. At the end of that run, I almost hurt you. I wanted to hurt you. If I can find it in me to RESET after all of that, then you can change too, and I think that deep down, you wanna change. Having this talk with me is just gonna speed up the inevitable."
"So... so what should I do? Do you think Flowey can change too? Should I just give him my SOUL?"
"That... that ain't the brightest idea." Clover says, wincing at Frisk's words. "Flowey did a lot of bad things. He did worse than I ever could, and he did worse than anything you've done. He took more pleasure and enjoyment in tormenting others than both of us combined. He had his reasons to end up like that, and once I saw them, I couldn't bring myself to kill him... but make no mistake, giving Flowey seven Souls worth of power is just gonna end with him hurting someone."
"Then I should RESET and kill him, right...?"
Yet again, Clover shrugs at his little sibling's words.
"If you wanna do that, then go ahead. I can't fault you for wanting to rid the world of him. All I can say is that he's been doing his best to repent, even if he thinks that it's impossible to make up for what he's done, and that ever since I died, he hasn't harmed a fly."
"Then why--"
"Frisk, you of all people should know what getting a buncha power can do to you. Flowey may be a better person than he was five years ago, and he may continue to improve in the future, but having the 'powers of a God' would just ruin any bit of growth he's had. If he decides to act on an impulse and do something wrong with all of that power, nobody is gonna be able to tell him off. If any of his dark urges come back, the whole world'll pay."
"So killing him, just to be on the safe side, is for the best?"
"Who knows?" the small cowboy answers. "Maybe me letting him live was a mistake. Maybe if you do the same, he'll go off the deep end in a future run. In any case, I made the decision to let him live, but I can't make that decision for you."
A frustrated expression appears on Frisk's face at Clover's refusal to tell them what to do.
"Why not?" they ask. "Don't you want me to stop killing people? What makes Flowey so different?"
"He's been... well, he's been a mean son of a gun in the past, and not even half an hour ago he was tryin' to force me to kill you. If anyone deserves death, it's Flowey. I made my choice after I fought him, and it's almost time for you to make yours."
"Almost time?"
"Yuh-huh. After we wrap up this conversation, his powers are gonna be drained. He'll still 'have' six human Souls, but we ain't gonna help him. After you beat him up some, he'll go back to being how he was before he absorbed our SOULs, and you'll be free to do what you want with him."
"If I RESET, it won't matter what I do to him now, will it?"
"You'll probably RESET, sure, but that doesn't mean that the rest of this run won't matter. If you go ahead and RESET now, then Flowey will lose all of his memories of this run. He'll be exactly as he was when you fell down here. If you wanna kill him then, you'll have no issues... but if you hold off on resetting, you'll get a chance to talk to him. He'll be beaten, and maybe he'll be open to a talk."
"Talk to Flowey...? Why would I..."
Frisk trails off, trying their best not to let their emotions control them.
Sure, they know that Flowey will have some things to say to them... but at the same time, they don't want to give him that chance. They've hurt Clover with their actions, but Flowey hurt him for fun. Even if he's trying to 'repent', Frisk would rather kill him and be done with it.
The thought of killing him before he can try to justify himself seems far more appealing than hearing what he has to say about their actions in this run... and yet as they think of killing Flowey, a strange thought pops into their head.
They think of their fight against him earlier. They think of what he said.
And despite how much they want him dead, these thoughts make them pause.
At the very least, they can hear him out.
"Whatever you choose-- kill Flowey or spare him-- I'll understand, and I won't judge you for it." Clover says, not at all minding their obvious hostility to the flower. "Now, I think it's about time I wrap things up. I've been doing my best to keep Flowey from peeking during our talk, but it's been going on for a while, and I'm getting a little tired..."
Clover turns around, raising a hand to wave goodbye to his younger sibling... only to suddenly halt, as if he forgot something.
"Oh, and Frisk? One more thing I gotta say before I leave."
"What is it?"
"I love you. I always have, and I always will."
And with that, the Soul of Justice disappears, fading into the darkness like the rest of the Souls that Frisk has encountered today.
They didn't even get the chance to say that they loved him back...
But that doesn't matter. When they RESET, they'll have plenty of time to talk to him, and unlike now, they won't have to worry about fighting Flowey.
Speaking of Flowey...
Mere moments after Clover disappeared, a small, golden flower pops out of the dark void in the distance, bringing a hint of color into this lightless void.
Unlike when he first faced Frisk, Flowey isn't as confident or menacing. He's pale-- if you can describe a flower as such-- and everything about him just screams weakness.
When Frisk raises their gun, the flower hastily ducks out of the way, no longer willing to take the attack head on.
When he responds with one of his own attacks, Frisk easily twists their body out of the way, avoiding the sharp vines that had always killed them before.
Flowey still tries to speak, but his voice is faint, filled with desperation as the amount of shots the young human lands begins to pile up.
Frisk doesn't even bother to listen to what he has to say now. They're going to RESET anyways, which is exactly what he wants them to do, and wasting time talking to him before he's defeated isn't something that they plan on doing.
So they simply attack, dodge, and attack some more.
Every gunshot drowns out whatever words Flowey was planning to say. Every attack that lands on him forces the flower to flinch back in pain, and the longer the battle goes on, the weaker he grows.
Originally, he still had some leftover abilities from the stolen SOULs. He could occasionally slow Frisk down enough to mess with their aim, or move through one of their bullets without harm, or do something to fight against them.
But now, any remnants of power he may have once had are gone. He's back to normal.
And a "normal" Flowey stands zero chance against Frisk...
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After landing yet another blow on their opponent, a flash of light fills Frisk's vision, forcing them to close their eyes.
At first, they thought that it was a dirty trick from Flowey. Something to cloud their vision and give him a chance to kill them... but the pain they were expecting never comes.
It is only when they open their eyes that they realize what has happened.
The endless void they were battling in is gone. In its place is a familiar room.
This room is almost completely empty, with the only things of note being a single patch of grass, a withered, barely-living golden flower in the center of that patch, and a large, ornate exit at the opposite side of the room.
What looks like sunlight shines down on the grass, and yet when they crane their head upwards to look, Frisk sees nothing but darkness.
This is the room where they originally found Flowey, way back when they first fell into the Underground... or at the very least, it's a close copy.
With a snort, Frisk pushes these thoughts out of their mind, and instead approaches that golden flower, gun drawn and ready for use.
Flowey is right in front of them.
The one who caused their big brother so much pain and suffering is finally within their reach.
And they know exactly what they plan to do with him.
The flower refuses to look at them as they approach. He keeps his eyes locked firmly on the floor, and when they stop in front of him, he only reacts with a bitter mumble.
"Just get it over with..."
Frisk crouches down, harshly gripping Flowey's stem before standing up, ripping him out of the ground as they do.
"No." they say, forcing Flowey to look at them. "We're going to talk first."
"What's there even to talk about?"
With a gaze filled with Determination, Frisk locks eyes with the flower, tightening their grip on him.
"You said that you were going to bring Clover back. Was that a lie?"
A scoff escapes from the flower's mouth, and he matches Frisk's gaze, looking much angrier than Frisk has ever seen him.
"I was going to be a God. With seven Souls, I would've fixed all of my mistakes, and that includes bringing Clover back... of course, that was before some idiot ruined my plans."
"...There's no other way to bring him back?"
Flowey shakes his head, scowling at the sweater-wearing child in front of him.
"If I had any other way, I'd have done it by now."
Their eyes close at his reply, and for a moment, Flowey thinks that these questions will end, and they'll finally move on to killing him... but then Frisk tilts their head to the side, as if listening to a voice he can't hear.
And soon after, a hint of hope appears on their face.
"What if... what if there's something you've missed?"
"...?"
"I know how my SAVE file works, and I know how Gerson's SAVE file worked... but you're different from us, aren't you?"
"Flowey, how does your SAVE file work?"
Chapter 109: A long time coming
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Upon hearing Frisk's question, an angry scowl appears on Flowey's face, as the brief moment of hope he had is snuffed out in an instant.
"It doesn't work, moron." Flowey says scathingly. "You have more Determination than I do, so I can't access it. I even injected myself with a syringe of Clover's Determination just to see if I could close that gap. Spoiler: I couldn't."
Frisk doesn't seem put down by his words. As a matter of fact, they aren't even angry.
"Then how did it work when you did have the most Determination in the Underground?" they ask, tone still hopeful.
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A long, tired sigh escapes from Flowey at the continued questions, and he inwardly wonders when Frisk will just get it over with and kill him.
Despite his inner thoughts, he still answers their questions.
"First of all, I don't have a SAVE file. I have 5 of them, and none of them belonged to me in the first place."
"Oh?"
"I'll keep this story short and simple, since I know you've already heard some of it. I was created, not born or made like a normal monster. Dr. Alphys injected an obscene amount of Determination into a dust-covered flower, which was me. That dust fused with the Determination to give me life, although I didn't have a Soul of my own."
"And your SAVE files?"
"Gerson must've told you about a human's SAVE file, right? You humans get them the moment you fall down, even if you don't have enough Determination to access it. When Alphys injected me with all of that Determination, it gave me access to the SAVE files of the past five humans."
Frisk opens their mouth with obvious excitement, but before they can speak, Flowey weakly raises a vine to cut them off.
"And no, before you ask, I can't LOAD those SAVEs. If I had control of the timeline, the only way I could bring Clover back would be to RESET. I overwrote all of the files that I could've used to bring him back."
"You--"
"I saved after Clover's death." Flowey explains, staring the suddenly-infuriated human directly in the eyes. "He wanted to die and I wanted to respect his wishes. I knew that if I had those SAVE files, the temptation to bring him back would've been too much. Some of them hadn't been used in countless timelines, but I still overwrote them."
A vein bulges in the sweater-wearing human's head, and their hands clench tightly around their gun. As Frisk stares at Flowey, they come this close to cutting their conversation with him short.
Not only is he responsible for Clover's death, but he also made sure that he couldn't bring Clover back... or at least, he made sure that he couldn't bring Clover back as he should be.
If Flowey RESET, Clover would lose all of his memories. He'd be as clueless as he was when first falling into the Underground.
Sure, Frisk would love to have their big brother back... but in the process, Clover would forget all of his friends. His friends would forget about Clover, too.
If they're willing to let Flowey RESET, then they may as well have just given him their SOUL while he had the other six. It isn't like Clover will be able to stop Flowey if he decides to gather seven SOULs after a RESET anyways.
For a moment, Frisk considers making a new SAVE, just so that they can take their anger out on Flowey and continue this conversation afterwards...
"Calm down." Chara orders, interrupting Frisk's train of thoughts. "Killing him will serve no purpose other than to soothe your anger. That's not enough to risk him refusing to answer the rest of your questions."
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When their ghostly tag-along's words reach them, Frisk takes several deep breaths, forcing themself to calm down.
Their hands soon loosen around the gun, bringing a sigh of relief out of Flowey.
"I don't know why you're so curious. The only way I get more Determination than you is if you give me your SOUL, and considering how much you hate me..."
"If you take my SOUL, we'll share control." Frisk points out, causing Flowey's scornful expression to fade away. "There's practically no risk for me."
"You... you were really going to...?"
"If it was enough to bring Clover back, I was."
"Then LOAD your last SAVE! Or if you've already made one after you beat me, RESET, speed back here, and let me gather the other SOULs!" the flower says, suddenly filled with new hope. "I could easily bring Clover back with seven human Souls! I--"
"No."
When Flowey hears the cold, flat tone of Frisk's answer, the hopeful look upon his face disappears, being replaced with one of pure confusion.
"What? Why not?! You--"
"I don't trust you with that much power, and neither did Clover."
Flowey winces backwards at the mention of Frisk's big brother.
"He... he did...? But--"
"He hid our talk from you, but yes, Clover didn't think that giving you the 'powers of a God' was a good idea." the young human answers, further crushing Flowey's hopes. "He thought that any growth you may have had as a person would be ruined by gaining that much power. Considering the fact that you tried to force him to kill me, I'm inclined to think that he's right."
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"If you had seven human Souls, then there's no doubt in my mind that you'd, at the bare minimum, remove my memories. Maybe you'd do the same to Clover, justifying it by saying that 'those memories have hurt him, so it's a good thing if he doesn't have them.'"
"But..."
"To put it simply: The only way you'll get my SOUL if I'm sure that you can't overpower me and take control."
Flowey stops defending himself, and instead goes silent, looking down at the ground for quite some time...
"He knows that you're correct. That's a good sign, at least."
'I'll still kill him if I can't find a way to bring Clover back.' Frisk stubbornly replies, only causing Chara to let loose a sigh.
"Would it kill you to show some mercy from time to time?"
'He doesn't deserve mercy. If you were in a similar position to me back when you were alive, you'd be just as hostile to him as I am.'
"...I suppose that's not untrue." they admit, sounding very unhappy.
Frisk nods their head in satisfaction, turning their attention, along with their weapon, to Flowey.
When they point their gun at Flowey, they expect him to beg them for mercy, or at the very least, they expect him to be bitter about his oncoming demise... they would never expect him to simply sigh in agreement.
"I understand." he says, voice mellowing out. "I definitely deserve this. I used my lack of a Soul to justify hurting others. I did almost every crime I could think of, and I did most of them because I was bored and wanted to feel something. I don't know why Clover spared me, but it was a mistake. Even after he gave me a second chance, I decided that it'd be easier to let him stay dead than to go against his wishes."
Flowey turns his gaze away from the floor, and instead locks eyes with Frisk.
"I don't think anyone but Clover would choose to let me go, and you are not Clover. I want to know one thing before you kill me, though."
"What's that?"
"Are you really satisfied with this ending? Asgore is dead. The Royal Guard is dead. The human SOULs have disappeared. You won't be able to talk to Clover unless you RESET, and--"
"I'm already planning to RESET." Frisk interrupts, stopping Flowey before he can lecture them for too long. "I talked to Clover after you tried to force him to kill me. He made me realize that resetting is the best thing I could do."
A stunned look appears on Flowey's face, and he stares at the young human for several seconds, trying to find any indication that this is a lie or some sort of trick...
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Eventually, Flowey is forced to accept that they're telling the truth, and when he does, an expression of pure relief replaces his previously-stunned look.
"Good... that's good. That's great, even! I only started all of this to get you to RESET. If you're really telling the truth, then I have nothing else to say."
"Really? That's it?" Frisk asks, raising an eyebrow at the sheer relief the flower shows.
"I won't complain if you follow in Clover's footprints and decide against killing me, but if you aren't planning to do that, then you should hurry up. I've said everything I needed to say already."
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Frisk silently raises their gun, pressing the barrel against Flowey's temple.
They cock the hammer back, resting their finger on the trigger as they do... but despite how much they want to pull the trigger, something makes Frisk hesitate.
"...Are you sure that you aren't forgetting something?"
"Positive." Flowey replies, forcing a scowl to appear on the human's face. "I can't bring Clover back with his memories intact unless I have seven human Souls, you won't allow me to get seven human Souls, and so we have nothing to talk about."
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Frisk's face falls upon hearing Flowey's denial, and with a small scoff, their finger begins to tighten around the trigger... but before they can kill Flowey, Chara's voice reaches them.
"He claimed to have had five SAVE files due to the Determination he gained from the past humans, correct?"
'That's what Flowey said.'
"I think you're missing a key detail. He mentioned it in his story, but you don't appear to have noticed the importance of it." Chara says, tone full of smug satisfaction.
'What is it?'
"It's simple, really. He said..."
As Chara explains what Frisk missed, a new smile blooms upon their face, causing Flowey to tilt his head in confusion.
"Uh... what's that for?" he questions, shivering slightly when they turn to look at him. "If you're planning on making this slow, then don't bother. I don't feel pain the same way you do."
"It's not that." Frisk denies, grinning even wider now. "I just realized something about your story that we both missed."
New Home has been the Capital of the Underground for quite some time now.
As the name may suggest, this Capital was supposed to be the new home of Monsterkind, and although the citizens were initially frustrated by the name their King gave it, they knew of his strange naming sense long before making their way to this new Capital, so they weren't particularly surprised.
On most days, the streets of New Home are filled with monsters going about their day. It's ridiculously difficult for one to avoid running into any other monsters, and many of the quieter monsters prefer to wait until night to come out.
Today, however, some of New Home's streets aren't as busy as they usually are. They're almost completely empty.
There are still a few monsters here and there, of course, but it's obvious to anyone watching that the usual crowds are avoiding those quiet streets.
It's as if someone has warned any oncoming monsters to steer clear from the area, and for whatever reason, those monsters heeded the warning.
In one of those empty streets, a young, oddly-dressed human can be seen wandering.
And all of a sudden, that human halts in place, looking extremely bewildered.
"...W-What? What just...?"
This small cowboy looks around in confusion, before suddenly realizing that he can't see anything.
"Frisk?! Felix?! Melody?! Hello?! Are any of y'all here?!"
A hint of panic bleeds into Clover's tone as he calls out.
Just moments ago, he was watching the finale of Frisk's battle against Flowey. He was watching as Frisk used his gun to whittle down the flower.
But now, he can't see anything. He's completely blind, just like he was five years before Frisk fell into the Underground.
It takes him a few moments to realize what may have happened, and when he does, the familiar pair of glowing-yellow glasses appears on Clover's face, giving him a better idea of where he's at.
"This is... this is New Home?" he whispers, barely able to believe it. "I'm back?"
"You sure are!" a bright, overly-happy voice confirms.
Clover goes to turn towards Flowey for a brief second, only to remember that he can't see, and that turning towards the flower won't do him any good.
Rather than being put down by this realization, Clover seems almost overjoyed as he talks to Flowey.
"How the heck am I alive?! And how am I back here?! I thought that your SAVE files so you couldn't bring me back?"
"That's right! I made sure that my SAVE files weren't able to go to before your death."
"Then how--"
"Well, your file was untouched. Luckily for little old me, I had the chance to inject myself with your Determination, and that little sibling of yours was more than happy to give their SOUL if it meant giving me access to your file!"
Clover goes to open his mouth, but he doesn't get the chance to speak before Flowey continues.
"I know you have a lot of questions, and don't worry, I'll answer all of them... but that can come later. Right now, I think you have some friends that you need to apologize to. While you were trying to figure out where you were, I let them know that you were already in New Home."
"You--"
"Of course, they don't remember what happened, so whether or not you want to tell them what you did is up to you." the flower says, winking at Clover. "I can't have them seeing me, so I'll be going now! Have fun!"
"CLOVER!"
As soon as Flowey finishes speaking, a chorus of familiar shouts reach the young cowboy's ears, forcing his attention towards them.
Even with his blindness, Clover can clearly imagine the figures of his friends as they rush towards him.
Martlet, who's body is as normal and un-melted as it should be.
Starlo, with his Sheriff badge still pinned onto his poncho
Ceroba, no longer filled with self-hate and blame like he's so used to seeing her as.
Dalv, still clean and (somewhat) happy rather than looking like the miserable monster he was after Clover's death.
And Kanako, his Best Friend.
They're all here.
They're all running towards him.
And they're all planning to give him a piece of their mind for his little stunt.
As Clover's five closest friends crowd around him, each doing their best to make sure that he's okay (and that he can't continue his journey to Asgore), Clover finds that he doesn't mind if they scold him.
He finds that the all-too familiar pain and guilt he's felt ever since Flowey gave him the memories of past runs has lessened.
It's not all gone, mind you... but it's not overwhelming anymore.
Even though tears run down his face, Clover feels happier than he has in a long, long time.
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Chapter 110: Epilogue
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Snowdin is well-known for its quiet, peaceful nature. The loudest and most obnoxious monsters living here would just be seen as "average monsters" in a place like Hotland or New Home, and this has led to many of the more reserved citizens of the Underground to make their homes here.
Normally, Snowdin lives up to its chill reputation. Other than a few incidents here and there when Undyne visits, it is the perfect representation of a peaceful town. No loud disturbances, no explosions, and no sudden strength contests led by the Captain of Royal Guard. On most days, it's a lovely place to relax in... but today is not most days.
Today, the air of Snowdin is filled with a tension so thick that one could cut it with a knife, and yet that tenseness is accompanied by an obvious feeling of relief.
For the past few weeks, the monsters that reside in Snowdin have been worried sick. The young, blind human that's been living with Martlet has been acting strange, to the point where even the most dimwitted monsters have noticed his change in behavior.
So when Martlet hurriedly rushed through Snowdin earlier in the day, almost turning the town on its head as she searched for Clover, the locals were just as panicked as she was, and did their best to find out what was going on.
What they learnt from her only caused their worries to grow.
According to Martlet, Clover had gone missing. He was supposed to accompany Kanako to the Dunes, but he instead left her behind, leading to Martlet's current panic.
Almost as soon as the town heard her tale, they dropped what they were doing and joined the scatterbrained guard in her search.
Hours passed, and yet they failed to find any trace of the small cowboy. Many of the locals feared that a different Royal Guard had found Clover, apprehended him, and was taking him to New Home to see the King.
Before they could decide on what to do, however, Martlet rushed off to New Home herself, and within less than an hour, returned back to Snowdin, holding Clover tightly in her arms.
Clover fell asleep soon after returning, leaving it to Martlet to explain the situation.
And her explanation is the reason for the tenseness of Snowdin.
She told the residents that Clover had went to New Home on his own, planning to willingly give his SOUL up to King Asgore, and was seen by several monsters before she managed to catch up to him.
As one might imagine, the idea that the blind child they've kept so well hidden is now known to monsters in the Capital of the Underground is worrying. Each and every monster in Snowdin is both touched by what Clover tried to do, and horrified that he came so close to death.
Before long, the town's residents are locked in a fierce debate on what to do.
Now that Clover has been spotted in New Home, there will surely be an increase in the amount of patrols searching for him. These patrols will be headed by Captain Undyne, and even though they've managed to keep Clover's presence a secret so far, some monsters fear that she'll discover the young cowboy now that she knows that he exists.
Doggo, along with many like-minded monsters, believe that having a talk with Undyne herself is the best option. She's the Captain of the Royal Guard, after all, and if she can be convinced to give up the hunt for Clover, then he'll no longer have to fear any patrols looking for him.
Other monsters, such as the shopkeeper of the Honeydew Resort, think that going directly to Asgore will work. His reputation of being kind and merciful isn't exactly a secret, and since he can directly change the anti-human laws, these monsters believe that there's no one better to talk to than him.
During this entire debate, Martlet does her best to get the residents of Snowdin to calm down. She tells them over and over that everything will be fine, and that it'll be handled without them having to do something, but her words are ignored. The locals are too worried about Clover and what'll happen to him to pay attention to Martlet's assurances.
A similar scene occurs in the Wild East around this time, with Starlo and Ceroba trying (and failing) to ease the citizens' worries.
Throughout all of the talking and debating that the two towns have, they never actually go to talk to Clover himself, even after he wakes up from his nap.
Many of the worried monsters do want to talk to the young human, there's just one simple reason as to why they don't.
He's grounded. He can't leave the house for the foreseeable future, and they certainly aren't rude enough to barge into Martlet's home.
Inside the home of Snowdin's most scatterbrained Royal Guard, three figures can be seen locked in conversation with one another.
To be more accurate, two of those figures are listening to Clover as he details his story, with the only interruptions being the occasional gasp or teary-eyed apology from the duo.
These other two figures are Kanako, Clover's Best Friend, and Dalv, the first monster to accept Clover into his home during this run.
The story takes quite a while to finish, with both Dalv and Kanako react very poorly to what Clover has to say, exactly as he expected. Despite all of their protests, he vehemently refuses to show them the memories they gained during the five years he was dead.
The two of them are obviously disappointed by this refusal, but their disappointment is nothing when compared to the sheer relief they have about Clover being safe.
As long as he doesn't plan on getting himself killed, they're content with foregoing those memories...
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...or at least, Dalv is content.
Kanako, on the other hand, is still burning with curiosity.
By the time Clover finishes telling his story, he's beset by question after question after question, as Kanako relentlessly prods and pokes for every detail she can about the next five years.
Her questions only grow more numerous when Clover starts talking about Frisk.
While the young human defends against his Best Friend's barrage of questions, Dalv decides to take a step away, eager to cook something for the young duo... although in truth, that's only part of the reason for him leaving the two alone.
Dalv may have known Kanako for years, and he may consider her one of his closest friends, but the sheer amount of enthusiasm she has can still be overwhelming.
So when he scrounges around Martlet's kitchen for the little amount of ingredients she has, he's quite grateful to not be in the same room as Kanako... but even as the vampiric monster busies himself in the kitchen, his mind can't help but wander to Clover's story.
Clover was obviously hiding something, but what he was willing to say painted a depressing picture.
Martlet fell down, Clover's sibling lashed out at members of the Guard, and Dalv himself was acting miserable.
He didn't mention how his death affected Kanako, but Dalv can hazard a guess and say that she wasn't perfectly fine.
And then there's the news about the human SOULs.
Dalv knew that Clover retained consciousness as a SOUL. After what he saw in Flowey's mind, there's no way that he wouldn't have known... he just never realized that the other humans would've been as conscious as the young cowboy was.
Sure, if he wracked his mind and searched it for a while, he'd find some memories of runs where Clover got a chance to talk to the other humans after death, but Dalv never had a reason to search for those memories before now.
The realization that those five kids that came before Clover have been conscious for so long is sickening.
'If Monsterkind knew that they were still aware of what's going on, that'd surely help Clover convince monsters to be less hostile...' Dalv inwardly muses. 'Even the cruelest of us aren't willing to doom a child to something like... like that.'
He entertains this thought for a few moments, imagining the guilt that it would bring not just Asgore, but Monsterkind as a whole... and then he shakes his head.
'According to Clover, they've kept it a secret on purpose. Telling Monsterkind about the SOULs is not my choice to make.'
The shy vampire tries to turn his attention away from these thoughts. He does his best to instead focus it on the meal he's cooking for Kanako and Clover, along with other simple, less-disturbing thoughts.
Unfortunately, the thought of what those other humans are going through isn't so easily done away with. It doesn't take longer than a few minutes for Dalv's mind to stray back towards the five humans who fell before Clover.
In particular, his mind wanders to the Soul of Integrity... or as Clover knows her as, Melody.
Dalv doesn't enjoy thinking about her. She killed more monsters than any other human in recent history-- discounting Clover and his younger sibling, since the two of them were able to undo their crimes-- and she almost killed Dalv himself.
He responded in kind, injuring Melody severely enough to force her to run away... and if he's to be honest with himself, the injuries he dealt to her are probably the only reason she perished to Axis.
He's always felt more than a little guilty when he thinks of his encounter with her. Knowing that she's still conscious is hard to ignore.
And it does make him question a few things.
Alphys is quite possibly one of the smartest monsters to have ever existed. Pairing that with the memories of past runs that Clover gave to her, and she's able to invent technology that is decades ahead of the rest of the Underground.
Even without extra memories, she was able to learn more about Determination than any other monster, extract it without destroying the SOULs she took it from, and then use it to bring the dead back to life.
What's to say that with enough time, she couldn't craft something that could bring the human SOULs back to life?
Granted, they may not exactly have the bodies they did in life, and it'd be far more difficult than Dalv could imagine... but considering how Flowey was created, it doesn't sound impossible for her to accomplish.
'...I'll have to talk to Clover about it later.' he decides, pushing down these thoughts for now.
As soon as Dalv tries to think of something other than what Alphys may or may not be able to do, a loud series of knocks can be heard from the front door, giving him a much-needed distraction.
Knock.
Knock.
Knock.
"Clover? Kanako? Could you get that for me please?"
"Ok!" the duo reply in sync, halting their conversation to rush to the door.
With all the memories of past runs in his head, Clover has perfect knowledge of Martlet's home. He instinctively knows when and where to move to avoid any obstacles in his path, and if an onlooker saw him, they wouldn't even be able to tell that he's blind.
Despite that, he is much slower than his fox-like companion, who moves towards the front door at a breakneck pace. Mere moments after Dalv's shout to the two of them, she's at the door, unlocking it in a hurry.
"Too slow!" she mocks good-naturedly, bringing a chuckle out of Dalv. "I bet it's a Royal Guard anyways, so it's better if I'm the one to talk to them!"
"...You really think so?" Clover asks, sounding unsure.
"Uh-huh! I bet Undyne is right outside the door! Watch!"
Without any further ado, Kanako swings the door open, beaming up at the visitor...
"Hello Miss Un--"
Her voice dies in her throat, as when she actually bothers to pay attention to the person in front of her, she finds that it is not Undyne.
As a matter of fact, the visitor isn't even someone taller than her.
It's a small, sweater-wearing child, who can't be older than six years old by the looks of them.
And as soon as the door is open to this young human, they squeeze their way past Kanako, throw themself at Clover, and promptly knock him over with their hug.
"Ouch! What the heck was--"
Clover's voice falters as the tiny arms wrapped around his torso tighten, and he immediately recognizes who this small figure is, even without being able to take a look at them.
"I-Is that you, Frisk?!?! What're you even doing here?!"
The young human doesn't reply, only hugging Clover even harder.
For the first time in history, the Underground has two humans living there at once.
And neither of them have gained any LOVE.
Ever since Clover's adventure in New Home, the Underground has been in an uproar. The knowledge that there's a new human roaming around was already enough to dominate Monsterkind's thoughts, but when news spread of there being two humans in the Underground, things only escalated.
The SOULs of these two are all that's needed to break the Barrier and free Monsterkind, leading to some of the more extreme monsters going as far as to actively search for the duo themselves.
Oddly enough, the Captain of the Royal Guard has been rather silent about the entire situation over the last few weeks. Rather than leading the charge to find these two humans, she's instead been going about her usual patrol routes in Waterfall.
On top of that, she's completely forbidden the Guard from searching Snowdin, claiming that she "already went there and looked for the little punks."
Certain members of the Royal Guard were worried that some sort of human mind control was responsible her shift in priorities, and went to Snowdin in secret to see what's going on over there. When they returned from their trip to Snowdin, they were just as unwilling to search for the humans as Undyne, and warned their comrades away from looking as well.
This has led to even more uneasiness in the Royal Guard... but at the same time, most monsters aren't actually that worried. There's been a rumor going around for the past few days that King Asgore will make an announcement in New Home about his policy on humans, and he's been looking extremely happy and joyful about what he'll say. With any luck, he'll whip the Guard back into shape and have them on the humans' trail in no time.
That small, flower-like monster that's been hanging around him may also be of some help, as it's been rumored that the King has taken a liking to this monster. The two can be seen conversing with one another over, and over, and over again, and more than once, they've been accompanied by Gerson, who's spirits are just as high as Asgore's.
With all of them planning together, most monsters are sure that the humans won't be able to hide for long.
And if they can't find those two humans, then Monsterkind can at least take solace in how incredible the inventions the Royal Scientist has been releasing are, and hope that with how hard-working she's been recently, she'll find a way past the Barrier without needing seven human SOULs.
In the meantime, they'll have to wait, keep an eye open, and pray that those humans will be found.
Some areas of the Underground, however, don't seem to share the same hopes as the rest of Monsterkind.
Snowdin and the Wild East in particular seem to carry a smug, self-satisfied air in them as day after day passes by without news of the humans being captured, as if they know something that most others do not.
The Royal Guards of Snowdin certainly aren't saying anything, and if someone were to ask why a certain Guard gets visits from several monsters from the Dunes almost every day, they'd tell that someone to mind their own business.
Regardless of how suspicious it may seem, Kanako, Starlo, and Ceroba don't halt their visits. Dalv and Martlet don't ask them to stop either, nor do they stop their own trips to the Wild East.
They're happy, and that's because they know one thing to be a fact.
No matter what happens, Clover isn't going to give up again. He plans to stay Determined.
And so together, they can handle whatever life throws at them.
Notes:
Well... this is it. That's the true ending of Justice is Blind.
The original ending was very, *very* depressing, what with Clover dying and all that. If you preferred that ending, you're welcome to pretend that the Frisk side of the story never happened, but I'm proud of what I've written.
Writing Justice is Blind has been one of the most enjoyable things I've ever done, and although I'm sad to stop writing it, I can at least look back on what I've written with joy.
That's not to say that this is the last you'll see of me. In the future, I may decide to write another chapter here or there about Clover's adventures in the Underground with Frisk, Kanako, and the rest of his friends.
For now, I'll have to say goodbye, but before I do, I've got a few words to say.
I'm deeply grateful to the UTY community, especially the fanfic hub, and there's no doubt in my mind that Justice is Blind wouldn't have ended up being the way it is if it weren't for the inspiration and guidance I got there. Like always, here's a link to the Discord Server.
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Even beyond the fanfic hub, I'm thankful to each and every one of you that's been reading Justice is Blind. I've read every single comment, and more than a few of them brightened my day.
Some of them even made me cry (in a good way, of course).
If it weren't for all of you, I don't know if I would've had the motivation to keep writing for so long.
So I'll end this off with a big "thank you."
You pushed me to write this fanfiction, and I'll always be grateful for that.
Chapter 111: Extra Story 1: A perfect date
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It's been five months since Clover returned from his misadventure in New Home, and in that time, a lot has changed.
First and foremost are the changes brought about by Dr. Alphys, the Royal Scientist. Thanks to her tireless work in the Royal Lab, all sorts of new inventions have spread throughout the Underground.
Even disregarding the relatively-minor bits of tech that Alphys has created, such as the newer models of cellphones and TVs, her work is undoubtedly impressive. From upgrades to the CORE to increase energy efficiency, to weather devices that can control the climate of an area, and even to chemical mixtures that increase crop growth, there's been no shortage of groundbreaking inventions that've come out of the Royal Lab.
In most monsters' view, however, all of these inventions pale in comparison to one of the first things she introduced... the UnderNet.
Despite its relatively normal name, this "UnderNet" has completely changed the way that communication happens across the Underground.
No more do monsters have to rely on the UGPS and their Mail Wales to deliver letters. Now, with just a few presses of a button, a monster can send a message to anyone that's connected to the UnderNet. All of the newer phones that've come out of the Royal Lab have been equipped with the ability to connect to the UnderNet, and unlike older models, they don't suffer from poor connection or spotty signals.
It's a well-loved change to Monsterkind's way of life, but that doesn't mean that the Mail Whales are left jobless. On the contrary, there are a few downsides to the UnderNet.
Any monsters that want to use it require a way to access the UnderNet, and unlike the Mail Whales, it can't be used to ship packages. This, paired with the fact that there's still some odd monsters who like the old system of sending letters, means that the Mail Whales won't be in danger of losing their livelihoods anytime soon.
As for why all of this technology got spread around so fast... well, that's mainly due to King Asgore's influence. In normal circumstances, he'd be content to let Alphys work at her own pace, and would have her create and spread these inventions as she sees fit.
Unfortunately for the Royal Scientist, these weren't normal circumstances, and because of that, she's been busier in the last five months than she has in her entire career before this.
Thanks to Clover's ability to drag up memories of other timelines, Alphys has both the knowledge and the means to create all sorts of wonders for Monsterkind, and due to the flower-like monster that seems to be around Asgore so often, the King was well aware of that.
He practically begged her to work overtime to recreate the technology she knows about from future timelines, and as much as Alphys wanted to spend time with the Captain of the Royal Guard... she couldn't bring herself to refuse Asgore.
You see, not long after rumors of a second human in the Underground began to spread, the King of Monsterkind made a public decree in New Home, something that most monsters thought would end with him personally leading the Royal Guard in search of these humans...
...but that's not what happened.
In the end, he declared that the war between Monsterkind and Humanity would be called off. Attacking a human would be treated the same as attacking a fellow monster.
This, of course, shook the Underground to its core. The key to Monsterkind's freedom, the last two remaining SOULs needed to make King Asgore a God, was right in front of their very eyes.
And Asgore refused to take that key. He forbid anyone else from trying to free his people.
It isn't an easy thing for most monsters to handle. Some had even hoped that the Royal Guard, as passive as it may have been recently, would ignore these orders.
A few of them even made their own attempts to find those humans, although they all ended with the monster in question leaving in peace. At most, a short battle would begin, the monster would talk with the humans, and then they would inevitably agree that leaving the humans alone is for the best.
It comes as no surprise that a lot of monsters believed Asgore to be under human mind control, and with every monster that tried and failed to kill those humans, this belief only grew. Eventually, monsters stopped trying to attack the duo, for fear that they too would fall under the humans' control.
Hope for actually escaping the Underground was at a low that hadn't been seen since the death of Asgore's children. They needed something to distract them, and Alphys was the only monster capable of giving them that distraction.
Her inventions came at the perfect time. The awe, wonder, and, above all else, entertainment that they brought was enough to pull the citizens of the Underground out of their slump. It didn't take long for their gripping hopelessness to fade in the light of every new piece of technology she unveiled.
Now, almost half a year after the announcement, the two humans are able to roam the Underground without much fear of being attacked... although they do prefer to stick to more human-friendly areas, simply because the prejudice that most monsters were taught to view humans with haven't completely left them.
Their caregivers have been nothing short of ecstatic over these new changes, and in the time following Asgore's decree, they've been able to relax much more than they were when they had to hide the humans' existence.
This time for relaxation have allowed two monsters in particular to become much closer to one another, and tonight, as Ceroba walks through the doors of the Wild East's Saloon, their friends decide to give the Sheriff walking hand-in-hand beside her some much-needed help...
A small sigh makes its way out of Ceroba as she stares at Starlo from across the table they're seated at.
'I haven't seen him this nervous since we were kids.' she thinks, rolling her eyes as the star-headed monster refuses to meet her gaze.
It isn't like she doesn't know why her best friend is nervous. He's always had a bit of a crush on her, and on every date they've had over the past few months, he's always been a little jittery.
Ceroba had thought that he'd gotten over it by now. The last date that they went on was magical, and Starlo seemed to have had all the confidence in the world.
Now, however, he's even worse than he was when they first started dating.
If Ceroba were to think about this deeply, she'd be able to recall the memories of past timelines, and from there, she'd find out what's wrong with Starlo pretty easily... and yet she does not do that.
In her opinion, focusing on the present is more important than digging up memories of things that haven't happened yet. Martlet, Dalv, and Starlo feel the same.
It's the only way that they can handle the things they saw in Flowey's mind...
An audible thumping sound interrupts the fox's thoughts before she can dwell on them too deeply, causing her gaze to snap towards the source of the noise.
Across the Saloon, a tall, burly monster with pink skin slowly walks towards her table, balancing a plethora of covered trays and fancy platters on his arms as he approaches.
"Careful now, careful... you best not drop those!" Dina barks, trailing behind the large monster with her own set of trays.
"I've been practicing, I won't drop any of it." Ed-- who has exchanged his usual top hat and tuxedo-like outfit for a fake mustache and overalls-- replies.
In just a few short moments, the two of them arrive at Ceroba and Starlo's table, carefully setting the many dishes they brought onto the table.
Before Ceroba can even get the chance to ask what's going on, Ed pulls away the tops of the platters, unveiling the meals contained within them with a flourish, causing a look of blatant bewilderment to appear on Ceroba's face.
The food that Dina and Ed just set down isn't like the normal Feisty Sliders or greasy fries that she's used to seeing in the Saloon. As a matter of fact, most of the food on her table isn't greasy at all.
A multitude of dishes are spread out before the fox, ranging from her favorite childhood dishes, such as the various homemade meals that Starlo's mother used to make whenever she went over to his house, to the most popular dishes from high-end restaurants in New Home, and even to items that she doesn't even know the name of.
The only thing that these dishes have in common with one another is that the sight of them makes Ceroba's mouth drool, and that the smell of them is nothing short of divine.
Considering that her and Starlo haven't even ordered yet, these dishes are also very confusing.
"Uh... Dina? Are you sure that this is for us? This is..."
She trails off, unsure of what to say at the plethora of meals.
"A lotta good food is what it is." Dina says, cocking a grin at the seated monster. "So you and the Sheriff best not let it go to waste, y'hear? Bill's already covered, so there's no need for you to worry about that."
Without staying to explain any further, the armadillo-like monster walks back to her usual spot behind the bar, lightly dragging the poorly-disguised Ed along with her.
Ceroba, meanwhile, raises an eyebrow at her nervous friend.
"Is that what's got you so worked up? You had Dina get all of this ready ahead of time, and you didn't want the surprise to be spoiled?"
"Y-Yeah, that's it!" Starlo stutters, forcing out a chuckle. "I just thought that you've been pretty busy recently, and I... uh..."
"You...?"
"I guess I wanted to do something nice for you..."
Starlo's words are barely a whisper, and he's obviously still nervous... but those words are still enough to cause a warm feeling to spread throughout Ceroba's chest.
"Aww, Star... you didn't have to do that."
Ceroba reaches across the table, half-standing up to avoid the platters of food, and takes Starlo's hand in her own.
"I really appreciate it. Thank you."
A small blush appears on the Sheriff's face, and he scratches his head with his free hand.
"W-Well, I sure am happy to hear that you like it, but this... uh... this ain't exactly all of it."
"Oh? What do you have in mind?"
"It's a surprise, so I can't tell you anything about it!" Starlo says, shaking his head at her question. "We'll get to it then! Uh... unless you wanted to call it a night after dinner...?"
Ceroba rubs her head with a sigh, as if unable to believe that Starlo asked such a question.
"Of course I'm not going to go home early, Star. I want to see whatever it is you planned."
Starlo's shoulders sag with relief, and what must be the largest smile that Ceroba has ever seen breaks out across her friend's face as he gets to his feet.
"Great! That's great! I'll go and--"
"Finish dinner first, right Star?" the fox-like monster suggests, pulling her date's attention back to the untouched food in front of them.
"R-Right, gotta eat first, don't know how I forgot about that..."
'What am I going to do with him...' Ceroba silently thinks, shaking her head with a smile.
The streets of the Wild East are completely empty tonight. Even though it's usually bustling with monsters by the time the Swelterstone is covered for the night, there's nobody around except Ceroba and Starlo.
As they walk through the small town, Ceroba can't help but notice that the road Starlo is taking her on is lit with a pleasant, faint glow. The source of that glow isn't hard to find, as every few feet, tiny, unobtrusive lanterns jut out of the ground near them.
The light they give off is very easy on the eyes. Not too bright, not too dim. If she had to describe the light that they give off with words, she'd say that it's very... romantic.
With the way that Starlo fidgets and nervously glances at the lights from time to time, Ceroba would be willing to bet that he's the one responsible for this sweet gesture.
As they continue their walk and eventually drift away from the Wild East, Ceroba begins to realize that the lanterns aren't just quickly-installed lights that Starlo had set up ahead of time.
They're literally made of magic.
Whenever they walk far enough, the little lanterns behind them disappear into thin air, and soon after, more of those lanterns appear in front of them, guiding her and Starlo like tiny will-o-wisps.
Out of the corner of her eye, Ceroba spots a few small monsters hiding away in the darkness, and it doesn't take her much time to recognize them.
'From their clothes, they're all from from the Wild East. That monster always hangs around the Saloon, that one plays a bandit to Starlo and his Posse, and those two... wait, are they Ace and Mooch?!'
She has to fight back a chuckle at the realization, but other than that, she pays them no mind and simply enjoys the magical walk with the monster beside her.
Starlo's anxiousness hasn't gone away, but when he spots the small grin that on his date's face, he can't help but feel a hint of satisfaction.
The two continue their walk from the Wild East in peaceful, serene silence. The longer they walk, the colder the climate becomes, and the tighter Ceroba grips Starlo's hand becomes.
With the soft light of the lanterns to guide their journey, Ceroba and Starlo make their way out of the Dunes completely.
Ceroba is left to wonder about what Starlo's surprise is for over an hour, as the journey takes them far away from the Wild East... and when they finally come to a stop, she's happy to break the silence.
"...Your surprise is a walk through Waterfall?" she asks, looking at the rivers of water around them. "That's sweet of you."
"No, this ain't it. My surprise should be coming up any moment now...
"...?"
As if on cue, a well-made wooden boat, one that's just large enough to fit two monsters, floats into view, carried towards Ceroba and her childhood friend by the river's current. Once it gets close enough, Starlo reaches out his hand to stop it.
"Thank the Angel for Feathers..." he mumbles, before raising his voice. "Ahem... shall we?"
Ceroba nods her head, carefully accepting Starlo's outstretched hand as he helps her into the boat.
Once she's comfortable and sat down, the star-headed monster joins her, using a long paddle to push the boat away from the riverbank soon after.
The river's current, along with a few practiced strokes from Starlo here and there, send the two lovebirds down the river at a decent pace. In no time at all, their original starting point is left far behind them, and Ceroba begins to understand why Starlo chose to take her to this place in particular.
Waterfall is known for many things. It's where the Captain of the Royal Guard patrols, it's where most of the Underground's water comes from, and it's where the most beautiful, dazzling gems can be found.
These gems aren't common, only showing up in some of the darkest areas of Waterfall... but as luck would have it, the river they're traveling on goes directly into one of those dark areas.
Once the boat silently floats into the darkness, the only lights that can be seen are the star-like gems that line the walls, looking much like how Ceroba imagines the Surface's night sky to look like.
But rather than pay attention to the stunning sight, Starlo continues to use the paddle to keep their boat on course, seemingly focusing all of his attention on this task.
Obviously, he plans to paddle the boat on his own and let Ceroba marvel at the sights on her own.
And she definitely won't be having any of that.
The fox blindly grabs her date, tugging him away from his seat to get him closer to her. In the process, the paddle falls from his hands, clattering against the floor of the boat moments later.
"This is a lovely surprise, Star." she begins, squeezing his hand tightly. "But I'm not going to just enjoy it by myself. Right now, you just need to sit down and enjoy our date."
"I--"
"You brought me here because you knew that I'd love to see something like this, but I know that if you weren't so nervous, you'd be amazed too. You love this sort of thing."
Ceroba leans against Starlo in the darkness, pointing upwards at the roof.
"That looks like the sky on the Surface, doesn't it? You used to always talk about wanting to see it outside of your cowboy shows."
"..."
"I don't think that we're going to be going to the Surface anytime soon... but this is good enough for now, don't you think?"
Starlo opens his mouth once more... and then after a few seconds of thought, he closes it.
Instead of arguing further, he simply squeezes Ceroba's paw, tilts his head up, and enjoys the sight with her...
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...As sad as it may be, all good things must come to an end.
Ceroba isn't quite sure how long they floated through the gem-studded darkness, but when light breaks through the darkness, and their boat starts to drift towards dry land, she feels more at peace than she has in a long time.
Apparently, Starlo feels the same. The nervousness that had gripped him throughout this entire night has faded, and he looks at her with a warm smile.
"I've been anxious about tonight for a while now." he admits, chuckling in a self-deprecating sort of way. "It's just... you mean a lot to me, and I wanted tonight to be perfect to reflect that, y'know?"
"Maybe you should have some more confidence in yourself next time." Ceroba teases, nudging him lightly. "You did a great job."
"...Hehe, I'm real happy to hear that... but I still haven't gotten to do everything I planned for. I suppose that I'd better fix that..."
The Sheriff of the Wild East reaches into his pocket, bringing out a small, velvet box as he drops to one knee.
"We both know that I've liked you since we were kids. For a long time, I thought that I'd never get to say these words, but..."
He takes a deep, steadying breath as he opens the box.
"Ceroba, will you marry me?"
For the next week, the usual shows and staged-gunfights that are so common in the Wild East are nowhere to be found. In that week, Sheriff North Star hasn't appeared in the town once, leaving it much quieter than it usually is.
It's a big change, all things considered. North Star tends to, no pun intended, be the star of the town. Him and his Posse brighten it up with their mere presence, and the town loves them for it. The lack of Starlo's presence is felt by just about every monster that calls the Wild East their home.
None of them blame him for his absence, of course. They understand why he's avoided coming into the Wild East, and they know that he's unlikely to show up anytime soon.
He has a wedding to plan, after all.
Notes:
Finally decided that it was time to earn that Starlo/Ceroba tag. I hope that y'all enjoyed it, because it was my first time writing romance.
It's been a good few months since I last wrote anything for this. I've been working on an original story ever since I finished chapter 110, and I've also been dealing with **heavy** writer's block due to constantly being ill ever since November.
I wrote basically nothing for December, and I've only just now gotten over the writer's block thanks to some good advice from a *really* smart dude I know. I might be a little more active on this than "one chapter every 3 months", but we'll see.
Regardless, I had fun writing this. Thank you for 2000 Kudos, and thank you for all of your comments. I read each and every one of them.
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