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    A misunderstanding about demon blood brings anger, guilt, and fear between Sam and Dean… until the truth breaks the silence.

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    Sometimes the only place you can go is home.

    When all else is lost.

    Years after Sam Winchester walked away from hunting—and from his family—he's on the brink of a new life. Law school applications. A girl he loves. A future that finally feels like his own. But he isn't sleeping well and can't shake that feeling.

    Hundreds of miles away, Dean knows it's time. He hasn't heard from John in weeks, omens are spiking, and an old promise is calling louder than ever.

    It was time to get his brother.

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    A retelling of season 3 where Dean actually keeps his demon deal a secret. How would some of those pivotal scenes in season 3 play out if Sam really never knew about Dean's deal? And how would Bobby and Sam handle Dean's death, especially when only one of them knows the truth?

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    It turns out that in the face of impending doom, society doesn't collapse. It crumbles.

    Dean Winchester, however, couldn't care less about society.

    The only thing that occupies his mind day and night is his little brother's face. Particularly the look of fear. The distortion of his confusion. But most painfully, the look of betrayal. That he put there.

    Dean only hopes that he can find his baby brother before the Rotters find him themselves.
    ...

    "Zombie" Apocalypse AU for Supernatural

    title song: "Run" - Snow Patrol

    Planning on making it very long and very detailed; may as well be its own book. I finally found the motivation to write again and I pray desperately that I don't lose it.

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    It is the spring of 1999. Sam has just turned sixteen, and is in the tiny town of Moses Lake, Washington with twenty-year-old Dean. After finding reports of a haunting, John sends the boys to hunt on their own, as an early birthday gift to Sam, promising meet up with the boys after his own hunt and to let Sam finish out his sophomore year at the same school once the hunt is complete. Settling in, Sam and Dean begin to prepare for the hunt, but quickly find out that there is more to the small town than meets the eye. Dark forces circle the boys, friendly townsfolk hide more than meets the eye, and opposing sides in an ancient war make the first moves in a long foretold plan. Naturally, Sam and Dean are caught right in the eye of the storm, and must work together to escape some of the worst kinds of monsters they have come across in their long, storied career of hunting.

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    Second year. Same number on his back, same field beneath his feet - but everything was different now.

    Sam’s sophomore season had started strong: his heart was stable, the team tighter than ever, and his dad even let him ride shotgun without triple-checking his seatbelt. But recovery wasn’t a straight line, and healing didn’t mean the past stayed quiet.

    When flickers of something other started bleeding into Sam’s waking life - visions, static, doors that weren’t there a second ago - he did what he’d always done: kept his head down, held it in. His teammates worried. His dad asked. But Sam shut them out, just far enough to keep the truth buried. Something was watching, and it knew his name.

    Soccer, school, family, survival. Sam had juggled all four. But this season, it wasn’t just his future on the line. It was his reality.

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    Maybe it was his hair, he’d been letting it grow subconsciously. He looked at the long strands of hair and felt something like awe. Maybe it was his clothes, thinking about it made him feel weird, “his clothes”, for the first time he was wearing something that hadn’t been passed down to him through his older brother.

    OR
    Sam discovers himself after going to college

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    Snippets of the lives of Sam and Dean Winchester, set in the "your little hand's wrapped around my finger" verse.

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    Exactly what it sounds like. Hurt and comfort stand alones. Cannon compliant. No smut, no slash, no bashing. Just brotherly love, concern and comfort. Prompts accepted. Sometimes they are episode tags, other times I'm freewriting bashed on my prompts. WIP, chapters going up weekly. Crossposted to ffnet in case it looks familiar!

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    Sam is unraveling under the weight of guilt he can’t escape. Dean returns to find more than just bruises—he finds silence, distance, and something breaking between them.
    In a motel room thick with memory and grief, old wounds resurface. Some things are too painful to say. Others... maybe don’t need words at all.

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    Dean has NO idea what to do when the wall breaks in Sam's mind and Sam's first move--once he's conscious again--is to try and 'service' him. So he sends Sam away on the spot, and Castiel brings Sam to Hayden’s apartment (original character).

    Hayden and Sam have been best friends since high school. And even though she had no idea Sam was in Hell, or soulless, she readily takes up the challenge of helping him recover. But...it won't be easy. Or fast. 120 years of training and constant visions of Hell in Hayden's apartment keep Sam convinced he's in danger. It will take all of her attention to help him recover...and more magic than she knew she had.

    (Formerly 'Look Closely')

    *Of note: This story simplifies the cannon. It pretends the entire storyline of God Castiel didn't happen, Castiel brought his body back, put the barrier up to keep him from remembering, then when he realized there was no soul, Death got it and put it back at Dean's request, which shatters the wall. (Also that ONLY Sam and Lucifer were in the cage.)*

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    Dean and Dad would be there in no time, right? Right, he was so used to it, these days would go flying. Twelve years was enough age for being home alone, anyway.

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    Stanford-era Sam, a random playlist, and one heart breaking song later—and suddenly he’s back under a mountain sky, slow dancing with Dean like it was the only thing keeping him alive.

    He doesn’t call.

    He doesn’t move.

    But God, he hopes Dean thinks of him too.

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    Sam needs a few minutes of peace, and maybe the hybrid offshoot of the djinn he found can be trusted. Jack steps in to save him and brings along reinforcements. Dean enhances the mood.

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    After everything that happened at the courthouse last fall, all Sam Winchester wanted was to play soccer, keep his head down, and survive freshman year without anyone noticing the heart monitor under his jersey.

    Too bad his new teammates are nosy, loud, and emotionally allergic to personal boundaries.

    Now he’s stuck with a group of teenage boys who analyze their rivals like it’s an Olympic sport, casually declare him “family,” and won’t stop calling him funny.

    Apparently, this is what healing looks like.

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    When fate entwines a dragon's fiery heart with his mortal enemy's burning passion, sparks fly.
    Unbeknownst to them, their forbidden love is mirrored by a deeper truth.
    As their love grows stronger, the secrets of their past threaten to tear them apart. They must confront the ultimate question: can love burn brighter than the flames of war?

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    6/?
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    "Why? You gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?"
    "You'll never punish me as much as I'm punishing myself"

    Set after 5.04 The end.
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    “Sam”
    His brother’s voice put his brain’s self-pity party on hiatus.
    “Yeah?”
    Dean looked at him with a little concern and another expression he couldn’t quite place. “You okay, man?”
    Again, Sam almost laughed. “Yeah, I’m fine”

    He's not. He's really not.

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    Four months since Dean disappeared. Four months since Sam found blood on concrete and nothing else.
    Sam's developed a system: find desperate people, convince them to make deals, catch the demons, and make them talk. It's efficient. It's brutal. It's working.
    When Garth shows up asking questions Sam can't answer, Sam has to confront what he's become—and what he's willing to sacrifice to bring Dean home.
    Some lines can't be uncrossed. Some prices are worth paying.

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    Dean is violently turned into a sadistic snake monster and forcibly keeps Sam as his lover.

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    After Charlie's death and a bad hunt Sam gives up. He makes a decision that changes everything.
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    “Your brother has yet again done something with drastic cosmic consequences.” Sam squeezed his eyes shut, unwilling to see the hatred and disappointment on Dean’s face. “Samuel.” Death called and he couldn’t have rejected the request if he’d tried. “You would give up all that you have worked so hard to accomplish, all that you are, and live a subservient life instead?” Sam swallowed thickly, blinking rapidly as he tried to figure out how to say what he needed to say.

    “If it means none of my mistakes happen, all of those lives saved,” Sam couldn’t stop his eyes from darting to Dean once but was taken aback by the stricken look on his face. “Of course I would.” He turned back to Death who was gazing at him like a bug under a microscope. He guessed that’s what he really was to something as powerful as Death. The horseman nodded once as he stood.

    “Very well."

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    2/?
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