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What is Light to do when he wakes up after his life as a Shinigami is over, only to find himself with both his memories and his life back to the way it was before...with the Death Note in his school bag?
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The only thing that makes life bearable for Light is the Kpop idol Beyond Birthday. His world has shrunk to the little glowing window of his phone, where he spends his days watching Beyond’s videos, re-reading his words, and defending him online from the legions of people who don’t understand that he’s the most important person on Earth. Perhaps his closest remaining relationship is with his online nemesis, L, who loves Beyond too, but loves him all wrong. When L spontaneously shows up at his cupsleeve event, he finds his world begin to widen.
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L and Light are the most toxic Kpop fans in the universe.
“You have to promise to take care of yourself.” Light knows these words like a prayer, and he repeats them in the rhythm of Beyond’s voice, lilting, falling into itself. “The world is a difficult place, but you have to promise that no matter how hard it gets you’ll think of me and stay. You have to survive at all costs."
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Very very good. Sat till 4 and 3 to read, worth it. Epic take on mental health. Im going to sleep now. Cant copy comment cuz wrote too many. Have emojis instead.
Kpop toxic fans lowlight fic
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Light Yagami works at a shitty giftshop for an aquarium in Washington. He's gotten pretty good at just going through the motions, until a weird guy comes in and throws him off his game.
Or alternatively : L and Light modern AU first meeting.
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- Part 1 of lawlight in washington
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The moment Light writes in the death note he becomes a killer, but he could not become Kira without L. (L/Light, slow burn — Yotsuba Arc with all the mind-games intact)
"The thing about getting rid of useless pride is that it is a scaffolding built of years. It takes more than the work of a moment; though you are begging in the windowless cell. What was I thinking, putting myself in here? You don’t remember. It’s beginning to disturb you, how much you don’t remember; although when you close your eyes and follow the trail—one event follows upon the other just as you had expected it to; and you can even recall the first time Kira killed, when all you saw was a reporter’s face through the screen of your TV. It was the end of your boredom, because though you were nothing but a spectator to the great battle, you already felt how Kira and L would pull you along in their wake just as any battle between titans would (because you would stand within the event horizon, if only to get closer).
Perhaps that is where you are now. In the quiet dark within the black hole, where your self, gaunt and unfamiliar to you, has already irrevocably been altered. (Suspect. Name: Yagami Light.)"
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- Part 1 of a river called lethe
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Light Yagami masked himself to be a perfect model of various archetypes. The perfect student, the perfect son, the perfect friend, the perfect boyfriend. It was as though he refused to let a single flaw slip through him, as though being human was something wrong to be, replacing chances for mistakes with satisfactory yet saccharine ‘outcomes.’
The moment L enters Light Yagami’s world in person, Light conjures up the perfect plan: to pretend flirt with L and romance him into giving up his real name. L sees right through him, but pretends to go along with Light’s advances in hopes of eventually unmasking him to be Kira.
They form a fake relationship, and it becomes a delicate game to see who makes the mistake of slipping first. But when Light loses his memories while in confinement, the line quickly blurs between what’s real and what’s not.
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Married Lawlight's Adventures by Pufosenie23, xAnotherLostSoulx
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
23 Jul 2025
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This fic started as a RP for fun on whatsapp but now it has evolved into a monster fic of over 500k words and the only summary we can give for it is: L and Light try to live their life as a happy loved up couple and shit just keeps getting weirder and weirder. This is also shameless smut with plot. like lots of it; smut and plot i mean
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I really love these husbands 💕
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L y Light son esposos
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A thirteen year old L visits the children conditioned to succeed him.
He can’t quite see them as real people. They can’t quite see him as one either.
Unnerved, he doesn’t return for four years.
When he does, one of them is dead.
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The moon is beautiful isn't it? by Pufosenie23, xAnotherLostSoulx for xAnotherLostSoulx
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
19 Jul 2025
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Light wasn’t sure how or why it had happened. Tsuki was a stillborn baby. He was, for all intents and purposes, dead. He didn’t exist for anyone else, aside from Light himself. There was no one else who could see, hear or touch him. Tsuki, himself, couldn’t interact with the material world too much without using tremendous amounts of energy that left him weak and translucent, edges blurring into the background for hours afterwards.
And yet, he had grown up right by Light’s side for all these years.
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“Is that why you dropped this? To see what a human would do with it?”Ryuk rolled over on his back and fixed those bulbous red eyes on the twins, the image somehow even more disturbing upside down.
“Perceptive, aren't ya, kiddo?” His smirk got impossibly wider. “Soooo…ya gonna use it? Either of you, I'm not picky!”
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Or, what if Death Note happened, but Light was an L fanboy and had an identical twin named Tsuki to keep him sane-
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L feels neutral about the act of being alive. He enjoys solving mysteries, but his job is simply a way to keep his mind occupied—more of a need than a passion. His life is a monochrome canvas, save for a single burst of color: Misa Amane. Misa Misa is L’s beloved bias from the J-pop girl group LOVE♪NOTE.
He has posters of Misa Misa all over his walls. He has no mirrors.
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perfect to me, perfect for me by melancholicbabydoll
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
14 Nov 2021
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L and matsuda bathe together.
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- Part 6 of l and matsu : best boyfies
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Light has admired the raven haired boy in the grade above him for almost 4 years. He was just so captured by his intelligence which then turned to beauty, but for years he kept silent.
Now that Light is in junior year, Mr Peacock, the head of math, would like Light to attend the senior class. Light of course accepted, but is finally faced with Lawliet. Will he finally make a move on him after being assigned partnered work?
Or is he a pussy?
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“No,” L says simply. “I have only found that being relaxed helps me sleep better, but that is so with most people, and I find it distinctly difficult to identify when I am relaxed, so I am open to any ideas that you may have.”
And — and Light truly takes a moment to comb through the litany of information he has gathered obsessively over the years; hours of clicking through websites, days spent combing through entire sections of libraries, weeks spent in the biology department of his university — the human body, a fascinating organism that produces, creates and reacts from chemicals and environments; fighting foreign substances and fighting itself when it needs to.
The intimate feeling of blood rushing through his wrists and organs sitting in his torso feels heavier than ever. “What about skin to skin contact?”
L stills, locked in motion, face only showing traces of emotion through his eyes slightly cracking wider; an instinctual reaction borne from needing to widen the visual field if the body reacts to something it perceives as dangerous.
(Or, Light’s fascination with the human body and L’s lack of boundaries crash together. Surprisingly, it doesn’t end badly.)
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Then — then something feels wrong, something thick runs down his leg — different to the thinness of water, slower, dripping in slow pivots. It’s wrong, so terribly different that Light forces himself to look downwards.
Blood, is his first thought. His second, is that it's running in rivets down his leg, thinning out from water to drip onto the floor in light splashes. The further up, the thicker, the darker and it’s so horribly foreign that a semi-truck of shock hits his throat, oesophagus and trachea to constrict tightly.
Oh, Light thinks a little manically, all wires crossing to blare the sound of panic, panic, panic in his every nerve. Shit.
He tilts his head, spine twisting, monstrously cold at the way his body suddenly feels so real, to look at the scattered trail behind him, ending at the spot he had been just a few steps away from the shower. Blood red, staining the tile floor.
“L?” Light calls, measured in every way he can conceive. Any inflection he has, he smothers to death.
(Or, L and Light discuss philosophy to distract Light from the fact that he’s currently bleeding out over a toilet. It’s as weird as it sounds, but it works for them)
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L walks through the rows of headstones—bodies abandoned by their souls—spotting a familiar grave. He smiles sadly to himself, clenching the bouquet of lilies in his hand, paper crinkling from the force.
"Hi," L stood in front of the headstone, looking at the picture. Light looks– looked divine. His greeting was met with expected silence.
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In simple words - L visited Light's grave after he caught Kira.
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Tsuki Yagami has always been a star student, an obedient daughter, a pleasure to have on the court. When she is informed by a tennis coach that she’s breaking the summer camp’s dress code by wearing shorts instead of a skirt, her first thought is that she should change. But then she finds herself captivated by L, the weird kid who refuses to wear anything other than his white shirt and jeans.
It suddenly feels possible to break the rules when there’s someone else doing it with her.
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Written for Day 6 of Lawlight Week 2025: Betrayal / Alliance
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As Light walks onto Geidai’s campus, her mind is quiet and calm. She walks through the sculpture studio to get to the oil painting one, as she does every day. She expects it to be empty. It’s rather early, and most students don’t even come in when it isn’t an instruction day. Light can’t help but stop moving when she spots somebody she’s never seen before.
Light is positive this girl does not attend TUA, she knows every one of her peer’s names and faces, as any amicable student would. While Light is aware most would just leave her be, non-students aren’t allowed to use the schools materials and facilities. She cannot just stand by.
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Lawlight yuri art school AU
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L Lawliet x reader- Smut oneshot: experimenting by Merula_Magpie
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
18 Apr 2025
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I'm not dead (yet), so here's a continuation of the smut oneshot I posted in, what, september? L has a day off due to new years (an unfortunate sign of when I started writing this) and you have a ton of sex in the morning, for the sake of trying new things. Simple, efficient, very L. I got so much love on the last one, particularly over my characterization of him, and I really appreciate that! I hope this lives up to the legacy of the other one, which is very subtly linked in the fic btw, but I'd also like to thank llehdouzohuma for prompting me to make this (When it came out. in september. I'm so sorry). This entire thing is smut, it starts very soon, so be prepared! Also, should I just put this one with the other one and call it a mini series? Let me knowwww!
Heads up: Reader's hair is very easily washed/detangled, possibly unrealistic sex position, and shameless self promotion by linking my own fic in the fic and then putting it twice in the summary
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L has been so tired recently, he hasn't slept a wink. While sleep may not fit into his schedule, perhaps you could assist in a different kind of relaxation...
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Death note gives you wings.. Wait, don’t I mean Red Bull? by Phoenixes_Bl_Hotel
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
13 Mar 2021
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Summary
Ryuk actually does have a Shinigami wing deal, except it’s 100% different than what you would expect.
Series
- Part 2 of Because Phoenixes have no self control
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Bookmark Notes:
Light is more level headed and is more manga based
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Summary
18-year-old Light Yagami comes into possession of the Death Note, a notebook with the power to kill anyone who's name is written in it. Driven by his sense of justice, he becomes Kira, the god of the new world.
With criminals dying en masse, the NPA calls in the world-famous detective L to help stop a mysterious serial killer known as Kira. But, there's just one little snag. L already knows who Kira is- himself. However, when L realizes there may be another Death Note out there somewhere, and that someone else is pulling the strings, he accepts the case, hoping to stop the other Kira and hide his little secret.
But when he finally comes into contact with the other Kira, he suddenly has to choose between leaving him for dead or teaming up with him to remake the world.
Why, oh why, does that boy with the beautiful hazel eyes make his heart melt?
Or...
Light gets the Death Note a little later, L was Kira first, and Rem... Rem needs a therapist.Series
- Part 1 of Kira: Change The World
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Bookmark Notes:
Chapter 4 | Unfortunately Light and L have not met yet… but I am eagerly awaiting it.