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November 8th, 1997 - Part I - The Passion by NicoRobs
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
16 Jan 2025
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After being held hostage for years, K, a former student of Wammy's House, finds a way to participate in the investigation of Kira alongside L and Watari, with the secret hope that they can set her and Bjarne free from the criminal organization which has been hunting her down almost all her life. However, she must first make amends for the serious crimes for which the Wammy's House director and star pupil accuse her. What secrets lurk in her past? And which is the role of Nate River in all of this?
This tale, in which several characters are OCs (starting with the protagonist), is an alternative to the canonical investigation of the first seven volumes of the manga, exploring in part an imaginary past of the students of Wammy's House, L's family and origins, and an alternative concept of justice to that of the two famous protagonists. The enemy to be faced is not Kira alone; the successful outcome of the investigation will therefore depend on L and K's ability to come to terms with their past.
The sparse descriptions, the purely dialogic and monologic form and the sudden change of point of view try to echo the narrative style of the anime, from which several scenes are taken.Series
- Part 1 of November 8th, 1997 (English)
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November 8th, 1997 - Part I - The Passion by NicoRobs
Completed: 2025-01-16
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After being held hostage for years, K, a former student of Wammy's House, finds a way to participate in the investigation of Kira alongside L and Watari, with the secret hope that they can set her and Bjarne free from the criminal organization which has been hunting her down almost all her life. However, she must first make amends for the serious crimes for which the Wammy's House director and star pupil accuse her. What secrets lurk in her past? And which is the role of Nate River in all of this?
This tale, in which several characters are OCs (starting with the protagonist), is an alternative to the canonical investigation of the first seven volumes of the manga, exploring in part an imaginary past of the students of Wammy's House, L's family and origins, and an alternative concept of justice to that of the two famous protagonists. The enemy to be faced is not Kira alone; the successful outcome of the investigation will therefore depend on L and K's ability to come to terms with their past.
The sparse descriptions, the purely dialogic and monologic form and the sudden change of point of view try to echo the narrative style of the anime, from which several scenes are taken.(Approximate) Last Read: 2025/05/24
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The Intern by AnotherLostSoul (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Death Note & Related Fandoms, Death Note (Anime & Manga)
02 Sep 2019
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Light Yagami, a recent Criminology graduate, secures an Internship at the Kira Task Force HQ thanks to his father. The Detective and the Intern learn what love and friendship is all about when sparks fly and feelings hit *hard* but, in between all that, they have a corporate giant to take down and the threat of a deranged but deadly girl to deal with...
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What is Light to do when he wakes up after his life as a Shinigami is over, only to find himself with both his memories and his life back to the way it was before...with the Death Note in his school bag?
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KEEP WATCH PEAK FANFICTION. IN PROGRESS
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The moment Light writes in the death note he becomes a killer, but he could not become Kira without L. (L/Light, slow burn — Yotsuba Arc with all the mind-games intact)
"The thing about getting rid of useless pride is that it is a scaffolding built of years. It takes more than the work of a moment; though you are begging in the windowless cell. What was I thinking, putting myself in here? You don’t remember. It’s beginning to disturb you, how much you don’t remember; although when you close your eyes and follow the trail—one event follows upon the other just as you had expected it to; and you can even recall the first time Kira killed, when all you saw was a reporter’s face through the screen of your TV. It was the end of your boredom, because though you were nothing but a spectator to the great battle, you already felt how Kira and L would pull you along in their wake just as any battle between titans would (because you would stand within the event horizon, if only to get closer).
Perhaps that is where you are now. In the quiet dark within the black hole, where your self, gaunt and unfamiliar to you, has already irrevocably been altered. (Suspect. Name: Yagami Light.)"
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- Part 1 of a river called lethe
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[ REWRITE OF MY FIC "CHERRY" ]
Misa Amane stopped believing in justice years ago—until him. The elusive detective who finally put her parents’ murderer behind bars after five years of false hope and dead ends. L is everything she’s ever wanted: her savior, her miracle, her perfect match. And now that she has him, she’ll do whatever it takes to keep him.
L knows obsession when he sees it, but Misa is different. She clings to him like he’s her lifeline, and somehow, he can’t bring himself to let go. Their twisted bond tightens as Kira rises, forcing them into a game of devotion, manipulation, and unraveling sanity. Who’s controlling who? And when the world is watching, how far will they go to keep each other?
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i can at least be neat, walk out and be seen as clean by scartattoo
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
16 Jun 2025
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Every day feels like a losing battle. A losing battle that never really ends. A losing battle where he knows the outcome, he knows that eventually, he will fall - but he will just barely get back up again and repeat it over and over and over. A losing battle that tears him apart from the inside out until he's a bleeding, shaky mess.
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yagami light, at 15, self-harms. despite his intelligence at such a young age, he cannot hide his struggles from a certain classmate in the same boat as him. he's seen through in every way by this boy.
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Y/N doesn’t believe in love anymore.
Not since her parents died, not since she took over their bakery, and definitely not since she started selling takoyaki to middle schoolers for 10 yen out of sheer emotional exhaustion.She’s sarcastic, sleep-deprived, and barely holding it together behind the register of Oishi Bakery, a tiny shop that smells like sugar, grief, and trauma-coping. But when a weird man with dark circles and worse posture starts showing up every day to buy strawberry shortcake—and gets himself banned for crimes against fruit—things begin to spiral.
That man is L.
Yes, that L.And somehow, even as he obsessively watches her through traffic cameras and sends his associates in to retrieve cake intel, he finds himself captivated—not just by the pastries, but by the woman throwing forks at him.
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The only thing that makes life bearable for Light is the Kpop idol Beyond Birthday. His world has shrunk to the little glowing window of his phone, where he spends his days watching Beyond’s videos, re-reading his words, and defending him online from the legions of people who don’t understand that he’s the most important person on Earth. Perhaps his closest remaining relationship is with his online nemesis, L, who loves Beyond too, but loves him all wrong. When L spontaneously shows up at his cupsleeve event, he finds his world begin to widen.
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L and Light are the most toxic Kpop fans in the universe.
“You have to promise to take care of yourself.” Light knows these words like a prayer, and he repeats them in the rhythm of Beyond’s voice, lilting, falling into itself. “The world is a difficult place, but you have to promise that no matter how hard it gets you’ll think of me and stay. You have to survive at all costs."
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Very very good. Sat till 4 and 3 to read, worth it. Epic take on mental health. Im going to sleep now. Cant copy comment cuz wrote too many. Have emojis instead.
Kpop toxic fans lowlight fic
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Somewhere along the way — the chains or the cell or the room with the birdsong — L had forced something in Light to open like a flower, or like a wound.
Alone with L, Light was a different person. He was living another life, tucked discreetly underneath the first one. It felt much like being Kira had felt.
Sometimes, it felt just as violent: this feeling that L inspired in him, that turned his insides and made a mess of him.
Even when it simply felt soft between his ribs, it hurt.
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“You and Matsuda can make out in the break room all you want, if that’s what you apparently like. I’m learning a lot about you today.”
“You’re imagining it in quite vivid detail. Would you like to watch?”
The corner of Light’s mouth twitched, and he calmed himself by imagining attacking Matsuda like a wild animal.
“L,” Light said, smiling like he worked in customer service. “Are you going to eat the goddamn carrot or not?”
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After Light gives up being Kira and L no longer considers him his prisoner, almost everything is sorted out. The only thing left are those annoying feelings lodged in Light's chest. Maybe he should confess?- Language:
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Dermatophagia (n.) - a compulsion disorder of gnawing or biting one's own skin, most commonly at the fingers.
Or, L bit himself sometimes.
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Fuck Light Yagami; The Fic. (Or L refuses to admit he's autistic and Light is just kinda mean about it) by Radioactivealien_404
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
24 Jun 2025
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how (not) to survive on pure sugar, caffeine and adrenaline by zabiec
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
21 May 2025
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L self harms cause he needs adrenaline and that's pretty much it.
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November 8th 1997 - Part III - Moonlight Sonata by NicoRobs
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
11 Jul 2025
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K and L have just met, but they must part ways once more, trapped into the roles they have chosen for themselves. Light and Misa also play their part, so well they often can't remember where the mask ends and their true essence begins. Is there still something there, buried under all those layers of lies and false smiles?
While the Kira investigation slowly proceeds, in the US the Wammy's Homies are ready to overthrow the whole world. They are stronger when they are together, and help will come from the most unexpected of them all."Sometimes family is not the one whose blood runs through your veins. Sometimes the blood is the one you are all soaked in."
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You Don't Need to Say It (I Already Know) by vodka_auntle
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
13 May 2023
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Light sat at the kitchen's bar counter, still steaming coffee clasp between chilled fingers. Another coffee mug, heaped with sugar as opposed to his own black, sat across from him cooling. L was most often the first one awake, and therefore he was the one to make the coffee. That wasn’t the case today. Light knew L hated to be woken up, but Light wasn’t sure how much longer he ought to let L sleep before checking on him.
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L is sick and wants to stay in bed. Light isn't complaining.
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After their conversation in the rain, Light decided he wouldn't kill L yet, not until he was fully convinced that Light was cleared of any and all guilt, finally barring Light from any future suspicion. Only then would he kill L and continue on to create his perfect world unhindered. In order to achieve this, however, he had to kill an inmate he didn't know the name, face, or location of, and with no death note. He simply had to lose his memories again, relying on Rem, the shinigami who disliked him greatly, and Misa, an impulsive airhead. But they hadn't failed him last time, and now he just had to not fail himself.
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L had seen Light seemingly change his demeanour repeatedly throughout their time knowing of one another, from his cagey, carefully crafted responses, to his passionate outbursts. It was almost like a switch was being flipped back and forth, and at the moment, as L awaited the results of his 13 day rule experiment, Light is back to being wide-eyed and 'innocent.' Only this time, there is something else there that L can't quite yet identify. He knows Light has a plan, and L has to figure it out and prove once and for all that Light is Kira. ... Right?
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In which Light learns L was never taught basic self maintenance, and does it for him in an attempt to finally get himself and the detective clean and ready for bed.
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Putting up with you (is my idea of love) by Pufosenie23
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
02 Jul 2024
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The main problem Light faced was the utter dissonance between each of their daily lives and their complete inability and unwillingness to come to a compromise. Light was used to 8 hours of sleep every night, reasonable work hours, daily showers and at least an hour in the mornings spent on his hair and skin care routine (One couldn't look this perfect without putting in the work, after all, even if he made it seem effortless). L was used to.... well, Light couldn't describe it as anything but the devil's routine, coming directly from the 9th circle of hell and seemingly perfectly tailored to wreak the most suffering out of one Light Yagami.
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Light tries to cope with his feelings for L as well as L's daily routines. It doesn't go as planned. Not as he planned anyway. L on the other hand, is very pleased.- Language:
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“L responds very positively to being kissed by me too”
L smirked, hand darting out to catch Light's, intertwining their fingers.
“Ah, you know what they say, Light-kun. Accurate observations require multiple tests, don't they?”
Light smiled.
Indeed they do.
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Light Yagami masked himself to be a perfect model of various archetypes. The perfect student, the perfect son, the perfect friend, the perfect boyfriend. It was as though he refused to let a single flaw slip through him, as though being human was something wrong to be, replacing chances for mistakes with satisfactory yet saccharine ‘outcomes.’
The moment L enters Light Yagami’s world in person, Light conjures up the perfect plan: to pretend flirt with L and romance him into giving up his real name. L sees right through him, but pretends to go along with Light’s advances in hopes of eventually unmasking him to be Kira.
They form a fake relationship, and it becomes a delicate game to see who makes the mistake of slipping first. But when Light loses his memories while in confinement, the line quickly blurs between what’s real and what’s not.
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Ch17 (reread)
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A thirteen year old L visits the children conditioned to succeed him.
He can’t quite see them as real people. They can’t quite see him as one either.
Unnerved, he doesn’t return for four years.
When he does, one of them is dead.
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Light Yagami was on the fast track to success until he accidentally killed two men with a Death Note dropped by a rogue shinigami. The awful realization caused a tragedy in the making as he desperately tried to justify and rationalize what he'd done in order to cope. He became a serial killer known as Kira. When L, the world's greatest detective, took on his case, he thought the mysterious man was just another obstacle in the way of the delusional lies he told himself to keep going. He certainly did not expect to fall in love with L during a daring memory gambit. As L closes in on him, Light struggles with his feelings, his actions, and his spiraling mental health.
A retelling of Death Note that diverges from canon.