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    "Josh Dun discovers, and falls in love with, struggling artist Tyler. He has just about given up on his dream to make it big as a singer until Josh comes into his life and coaxes him into the spotlight.
 But even as Tyler's career takes off, the personal side of their relationship is breaking down, as Josh fights an ongoing battle with his own internal demons."

    (if you know where this quote is from you're a real one)

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    “You want to help?”
    He should say no. He came out here to get some fresh air, came here to escape the dangers of being captured. He is not about to lose it all helping some dipshit vigilante.
    Torch says yes.

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    After seeking shelter from the Bishops of Dema in its smaller, 'child city' called Trench, smuggler and escapee Torch thought life might wind down for a bit. Then he meets the city's local freakshow, Clancy, and it all goes flying out the window.

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    He was twenty-two, for God’s sake. He was playing the sport he loved as a career; he should be grateful. There were teams of people dedicated to Tyler’s success and helping him put his best foot forward both on and off the ice, but still, he found himself miserable.
    Everything had worked out. So why wasn't he happy?
    --
    Three years later, Tyler finds himself almost two thousand miles away from Josh. When an injury ruins everything he knows and flips his life upside down, he struggles to keep a sense of identity. It takes a group of unexpected individuals to help him rediscover his purpose.

    SEQUEL

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    A morning of vulnerability, connection, and belonging.

    The sun is calming every inch of my brain and body

    The way it shines through the window and reflects on my body, directly on my skin, hugging me like a mother to his son or a pastor to his sheep.

    First Prompt for Cliquetober! "Sun"
    Prompt list made by @artbytheclique on Twitter/X

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    “You’re so much better than me in every way. I wish you could see that.”

    “I wish you could see how wrong you are.”

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    Tyler had everything a high school junior would want—popularity, a girlfriend, good grades, good looks—but nothing felt right. He felt like a fraud. He was never what anyone thought he was, and behind the facade of perfection, he was nothing. He kept the real him to himself. It was for him and himself only to know, and he was okay with that.

    That was, until Josh, a perfect boy with a toothy smile whose fashion sense was stuck in the 2000s, came along. He seeped into the cracks of Tyler's mask and didn't leave, and for some odd reason, Tyler didn't mind.

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    Clancy’s world is gray and controlled, ruled by the Bishops of Dema. When a risky plan takes him beyond the city, he meets Torchbearer and the Banditos, who awaken color, hope, and forbidden feelings in him. Their connection is fleeting, fragile, and tragic, crushed by the city’s relentless hold. In the end, Clancy survives only by becoming one of the Bishops himself, his love and freedom sacrificed to the system he once tried to escape.

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    Two months after their final battle with Nico and the bishops, Josh and Tyler live together in a transformed Dema, free from Vialism.

    They have everything they’ve ever fought for, but navigating Tyler’s PTSD after six years of torture at Nico’s hands, presents a new challenge.

    Especially when intimacy, notoriety, and unwanted bishop-like abilities eventually start to complicate an already difficult recovery process.

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    “You are the product of a billion unlikely things coming together, and I am so glad I get to exist in a universe with you. So many factors came to create this very moment. And whether or not it’s planned, whether or not there’s a meaning, we are here. Against all odds, we are here.”

    --

    At the end of the world, Josh Dun, a recruited astrophysicist, meets Tyler Joseph, a troubled nobody with nothing but his daddy’s money. In a fight to survive, the two form an unlikely bond amid the chaos surrounding them in the hopes of a normal life.

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    Tyler Joseph has always suffered with his depression and after attempting suicide he is hospitalised and sent to a psych ward. Here he meets Josh Dun and there's something between them, but Tyler is not that easy to let go of his religious past and pile of trauma, leaving him with fighting his own emotion day in, and day out.

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    Лабиринт разума человека - это метафора, описывающая сложность и многообразие мыслей, эмоций, воспоминаний и внутренних конфликтов, которые присутствуют в человеческом разуме. Подобно лабиринту, разум человека может быть запутанным, загадочным и иногда трудно доступным для понимания как самому человеку, так и окружающим. Разгадывание лабиринта разума человека может потребовать самопознания, внутреннего роста и работы над собой. Эта метафора часто используется в психологии и философии для описания сложности человеческой натуры и внутреннего мира.

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    Josh, eighteen, comes back to Columbus after four years in Arkansas. He doesn’t expect much but is still surprised when he and his childhood best friend, Tyler, meet again. Tyler has changed, he isn’t the playful young teen he was before. But the most disturbing, he seems to hate Josh.

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    It's 3 am, and Josh is speeding down back roads with the radio as loud as it goes, adrenaline pumping through his veins as his eyes scan for anything to justify pulling the steering wheel. It's not suicide if it looks like an accident.

    It's 3 am, and Tyler is wearing all black while walking down the road, back turned while he puts his fate in the hands of whatever reckless drivers are heading his way. It's not suicide if you didn't see it coming.

    A near miss, a bottle of vodka, and the power of finding the one person in the world who might be able to change your mind.

    or

    Drum Show Josh meet Next Semester Tyler on a dark street in the middle of the night.

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    Drowning himself out in music, Josh swerves through dark, empty roads when he comes across a boy standing in the middle of the street.

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    Tyler’s had enough and the water looks so inviting.

    Josh had just woken up to get a glass of water.

    ——

    (First chapter is a one shot and can be read as a stand alone story. Second chapter is a short prequel from Josh’s (3rd) pov)

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    “i’m josh, by the way.”

    tyler hadn’t asked. but apparently, that didn’t matter.

    “okay?” he replies, furrowing his brows.

    “that’s a strange name.” josh doesn’t say it like a joke, but tyler can tell he meant it like one. he wasn’t nailing the deadpan thing, though. tyler still held the crown for that.

    “tyler. happy now?” he says, dry.

    “oh, i am over the moon.” josh leans back in his chair like he’d just won something. “you look like a tyler.”

    OR:

    tyler's perfectly fine with no friends, no social life, and his books on the philosophy of love that he's not sure he even believes in. josh thinks there's more to tyler than meets the eye—and he's determined to find out.

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    Sometimes, Tyler would smile at nothing, and the nurses would look away like it frightened them.

    Because in a place where no one understood him, his mind was the only orchestra that played on.

    And somewhere, deep in the fog of dreams and ghost-slick memories, he was still waiting.

    For someone.

    Anyone.

    To finally listen.

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    zack moved out two years ago, and jay moves out this summer. it's tyler's last year with a sibling in the house, then it's just him and his parents.

    he wasn't prepared for this.

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    Tyler couldn't remember the last time he had felt that glowing ball of light and hope for the future. He had glimpses of it that slipped through his fingertips like sand in a tightly squeezed fist. When he was in his darker moments he liked to revisit some of these moments to remind him why he had to keep going anyways.

    ___________________

    Basically, Tyler is going through an episode and he decides to look at through his old photos, snapshots of his life, to remind him where he started and where he's going. In doing so he reawakens feelings he had previously kept hidden.
    This is a slowburn fic with snapshots from different eras of TOP.

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    6/?
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    Tyler works as a stripper at a club. When a patron, Josh, catches his eye, they become involved. This is not a good idea, especially for Tyler who has been feeling particularly rough lately.

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    Heaven has always been his goal.

    But sometimes the pleasure burns brighter than fate.

     

    He has always attended Saturday school in the church where he goes with his family. God is his pastor and saviour and the bible is the rule of what his life should be fueled by to live to be worthy of his love.

     

    Praying, asking for salvation, to meet a pretty girl and have a big family, to be a great man, a good man and son, and someday a good brother and husband.

     

    The rosary on his neck, always playing with the cross and beads, praying on his knees at church, at his room, crying and moving his body. The guilt of being different is holding him prisoner.

    His body full of marks, his throat rusty by screaming for his salvation and mercy, even filling his body with his symbol, where he died to save everyone from their sins.

     

    But, all the efforts that he had made to be a good Christian had been in vain when he met the punk boy, the friend of a friend and apparently even lover of his music. A drummer, son of a christian family.

    The boy looked like everything the Bible warned him about, dyed hair like fire, metal glinting on his lips, a smirk that felt like sin itself.

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    1/1
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    10
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    21
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