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    During act 1, after enduring starvation and inner torment, Astarion finds himself pushed beyond his limits. When he approaches Eirwen in the dead of night, desperate for blood, she does something he doesn’t expect—she offers. What begins as a consensual feeding quickly devolves into something darker as Astarion loses control, overcome by hunger, lust, and centuries of repression, killing her. Horrified by Eirwen’s death, he flees, spiraling into grief, guilt, and self-loathing—and a brutal realization that he’s aroused by the memory of her submission. But when Eirwen is resurrected by Shadowheart and confronts him, the truth of their bond begins to take root: dangerous, intimate, and irreversible.

    (summery is of the first three chapters, the story continues on into the beginnings of their relationship, leading to Astarion's eventual Ascension, and Eirwen taking her place as his dark consort.)

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    Fyodor Edinstvo, a ruthless former Soviet informant and self-proclaimed purveyor of suffering, is executed in 1952. But instead of finding oblivion, he awakens in the twisted, beautiful world of Elfhame—a realm ruled by capricious faeries, ancient politics, and glamours more dangerous than bullets.

    And then there’s the matter of his black blood.

    And the way his wounds heal without aid.

    Or the tar-black phantoms—twisted echoes of Soviet soldiers—who rise from the earth to obey him, still saluting their long-dead commander.

    Fyodor isn’t sure what he is anymore. A weapon? A curse? A relic dragged back from the grave?

    Disoriented but not broken, Fyodor is soon entangled in the affairs of Queen Jude Duarte, a mortal who clawed her way to the throne with blood and steel. Though steeped in magic and myth, Elfhame proves no less treacherous than the USSR—just more honest in its deceit.

    As Fyodor grapples with the memories of a brutal past and the mysterious force keeping him alive, he finds himself torn between his old gospel of universal suffering and the haunting ghost of his younger brother’s idealism.

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    expendable gets food poisoning after eating said moss covered drywall, and had a mental breakdown(?) because their in pain and rips out their organs.

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    251. All sorts of complicated.

    Every youth in Verona is unhappy in their own way.

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    M'aider = “Help me” or the distress signal “Mayday”

    A deadly virus runs rampant causing the zombie apocalypse. Featuring lots of Black brother angst, flirty WolfStar, slow(ish) burn jegulus, enemies to lovers Dorlene, etc.

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    A weaver falls, a god ascends.

    Hornet loses the battle against Grand Mother Silk, and finds herself strung up in the pale monarch’s web, devoid of everything that made her who she is. Lace grapples with the fact that she may never come back, and that perhaps, she held more feelings towards the spider who once was her foe than she can be possibly comfortable admitting.

     

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    The tale of a crimson clad warrior turned to a haunted devout, and the love-wishing knight who will do everything in her power to bring her old self back—no matter the cost.

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    "From the second he walked into the classroom, Miles was hooked. But with each day he saw him, his fantasies dropped to a new extreme. From dating, to sensual touch, to fucking, to a cruel mix of sadism and desperate romance. He wanted everything he could hope for from this man, and he hardly knew him. Which, perhaps, led up to where he was now, peering into his fixation’s window-"

    Miles was always the impulsive type. But when those impulses lead to stalking one of his college classmates, he may learn truly what "too far" can entail.

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    Told mostly through the observation logs of Dr. Hinako Iwasaki, a behavioral analyst working under the Hero Commission, Reports follows the intertwined lives of two children raised within its walls—Takami, Keigo (age 11) and Todoroki, Touya (age 13).
    Through Iwasaki’s professional notes and deeply personal reflections, the story traces the boys’ growth, struggles, and fragile bond as they navigate the Commission’s strict programs. Keigo wrestles with impatience and attachment issues; Touya battles trust, anxiety, and self-harm.
    As the years pass, Dr. Iwasaki’s detached reports begin to blur with genuine care, revealing not only the boys’ development but the humanity often lost behind institutional walls.
    Featuring supporting characters Mika Tatsumi, the head nurse/doctor, and Mato Tatsumi, the head trainer—Reports offers an intimate look at childhood, trauma, and connection through the eyes of the one tasked to observe it all.

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    The first group of students had their memories from their killing game. Nonetheless, they wake up in the laundry room with the other students, but not just them. A whole nother group too. This was gonna be a long game.

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    What if killing the werewolf that bit you only prolonged the inevitable transformation, instead of outright curing it? And what happened when some of your friends were also bitten, but somehow immune to the infection? Where did that leave them on the night of a full moon?

    This is something that the former camp counsellors of Hackett's Quarry would have to find out the hard way, only six months later. After going their separate ways for so long, they'd never expected to be be reunited. With old tensions and feelings rising to the surface, they're running out of time to get a grasp on what's happening to them all before tragedy strikes.

    Whether infected or immune, they all must tear down their walls and confront what lies deep inside of them. That, or there will be more death than they could ever comprehend.

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    An AU where all the counsellors were bitten, but some are immune to the curse, and all of them must learn to live with this new reality of theirs - or risk someone getting hurt.

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    In another life, before he was "The Legandary Thanos" he was just Choi Su Bong, the popular new DJ at club pentagon. Working with the popular, catty club promoter Nam Gyu. A loud arrogant extrovert and a quiet, eyes always watching what others aren't, introvert. Completely different, but almost as if two sides of the same coin.

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    This is an AU, where they're a few years younger Su Bong being about 24 with Nam Gyu being 22. Before he even had the name thanos, the tattoos and purple hair. Before Nam Gyu was a junkie, clingy but still very much bratty. Will definitely be having other characters from the SG universe and original characters or characters based on or named after other k-dramas characters

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    San lives a structured, rigid, and somewhat mundane life. He likes it that way. Despite having multitudes of friends and being fairly well-liked, maybe even moderately popular, San keeps his distance when it comes to relationships. He couldn't say he's particularly close to anyone - it's easier to just exist quietly, floating through life until whenever he's destined to die.

    But that life is turned upside down when Wooyoung crash-lands in the middle of it, leaving a gaping crater in San's carefully curated and built-up walls. He's the complete opposite of San in every aspect - an unapologetically loud freak that won't leave him alone.

    But Wooyoung... Wooyoung. That man can work miracles.

    San, who never saw life as something worth enjoying, discovers beauty and joy in the little moments.

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    Welcome, one and all, to the greatest show you'll ever experience. It has it all: drama, blood, betrayal, and top tier performances from our Ultimates! We hope you'll enjoy the show.

    A potential what-if of Project: Eden's Garden's Chapter 2.

    Now Playing: Sapin-Sapin

    Coming Soon: Chapter 2-9 (Takedown)

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    After his execution, Hasegawa Ken wakes up in the laundry room along with everyone else.

    Only he remembers the first killing game, and only he can change the outcome of the next.

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    When the ninja of Ninjago are called as reinforcements in a war stretching across the sixteen realms, Lloyd Garmadon expects a new enemy. What he doesn't expect is his greatest, most traumatic old one.

    The Green Ninja, a new late-bloomer Alpha grappling with volatile instincts, is forced to serve under the very man who once controlled his every move: Morro, the formidable and unforgiving commander of the Guardian Realm that they are summoned to ally with. Lloyd is a storm of hatred and territorial fury, determined to see only the monster he remembers.

    But Morro is a prisoner of his own resurrected body. Trapped in a web of political lies and a ghost from his past. A deep, desperately hidden secret makes him the target of a dangerous agenda, and the last thing he needs is a hostile hormonal Alpha challenging his authority at every waking moment.

    In the fires of war, these two damaged enemies must confront a painful legacy. The line between hatred and something else is dangerously thin, and bond that forms between them could either save their worlds—or shatter it completely.

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    This was just supposed to be a school project..
    (Get the reference??)
    Fighting monsters at night in a different dimension can be terrifying, having to do that and balance school is stressful. But what’s more stressful and terrifying than that is having to do both of those things while trying to discover why you’re able to move things with your mind. Also having to hide it from the group who helps you stay alive every night because you don’t want to add more problems to their plate. Instead of telling them, you get help from a kid who caused this mess in the first place, your partner that you were forced to partner up with in English, lucky me…
    (Yeah lucky you Logan)

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    Sam dealing with hellucifer in season 7

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    Dazai is roped into a chain of dangerous experiments run by Mori, for the promise of a quiet death at the end.

    What Chuuya doesn’t know won’t hurt him.

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    Susie is doomed. She will never be the kind of person she wants to be. She has no friends. Her father treats her like dirt. She's failing school.

    She has given up on ever being better.

    That is, until she awakens to a mysterious voice in her head. It claims it can help her do anything. But, can it really live up to its bold claims, especially when the new friends she makes all have their own fair share of issues?
    And whats with strange happenings in Hometown? Why does it seem like the mayor knows exactly whats happening. And who is the voice in her head, really?

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    "Some people think that life is all good, not until that thought gets forcefully stripped away and makes you see that the same topic they thought was so good—was something empty and cold."

    You're a drained college student who's bouncing between two jobs to pay your tuition off and staying afloat, others party and have fun while you work yourself to the bone trying to help people at the shitty store you work at and during the day you work at a coffee shop—both jobs decent pay but really exhausting. One night, something strange happens inside your shoe box apartment that causes you to become what you are now.

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