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    Based on the anecdote from Dan’s birthday stream that Phil dropped his ice cream and cried, featuring Autistic Phil + Dan comforting him during a meltdown.

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    English
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    1,573
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    1/1
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    16
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    239
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    31
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    2,644
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    Set during the events of How Phil Nearly Died. Dan does his best to take care of Phil after their traumatic day, despite being terrified himself. As is to be expected, things dissolve into softness and silliness rather quickly, until they're both able to feel okay again.

    baby’s first rpf! Of course it would be these nutjobs who finally force me to bite the bullet. I do feel slightly weird about it but I’m gay and medically traumatized and Phil said it was okay.

    Language:
    English
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    1,773
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    258
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    3,026
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    "I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. You wouldn't even know what to think."

     

    Phil doesn't normally let rude comments online bother him, but they really start getting to him one night

    Language:
    English
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    2,357
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    143
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    17
    Hits:
    2,643
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    BODY!

    ❛ tired of this body ❜

    ❛ fall apart without me ❜

    ✧ or, in which dan is dying and phil can't live without him

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,893
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    705
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    Phil has a dizzy spell and Dan takes care of him.

    Or, Dan is the man with the plan (rip the stereo shows imy)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,395
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    242
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    3,838
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    The Angel of Death weeps for a son he shall never have

    Language:
    English
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    971
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    51
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    420
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    Dan’s had some emotional nights in his life. This might just be the one that takes him out for good. Seriously.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,775
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,100
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    Phil gets mugged and almost dies. Dan insists that Phil takes lessons to try and protect himself better. Phil only agrees if Dan comes along so he can protect himself too, and maybe other reasons.

    Yes I know I suck at descriptions but this is the best I can do without giving away the story.

    P.S. Dan and Phil are not dating yet. I decided to do it this way to had to the comedy of the story and it's easier for me.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,348
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    436
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    Teacher (Phil) x Student (Dan) AU.
    Phil is Dan's English teacher at Uni. After Dan finds himself daydreaming over Phil, he finally works up the courage to give him his phone number. They text late into the night until finally, Phil asks Dan on a date. It was all nerves, butterflies, and innocent loving. They were two young boys discovering what love was. They made sure to be careful, for the most part, until one day, they make a mistake and everything changed.
    Warnings: Suicide mention, major character death, depression, panic attacks

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,190
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    359
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    It only takes a couple minutes for a loved one's life to be in danger.

    Done for the Pff Bingo with the prompt 'Hospital.'

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,086
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1,299
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    When Phil gets put through some painful gender dysphoria, will he be able to cope alone?

    Or will Dan have to rescue him?

    Or the one where Dan is an awesome boyfriend and helps Phil out through his darkest moments.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,755
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,104
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    Phil's boyfriend is taking him apart, piece by piece. Because that's how he says I love you.

    Phil lets him because I love you sounds foreign to his ears anyway.

    Dan watches from the sidelines because he hasn't found the right words yet.

    :.:.:.:.:.:.:

    Or: Phil Lester looks for love in all the wrong places.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,178
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    121
    Kudos:
    467
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    7,339
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    Phil experiences his first panic attack, and Dan is by his side despite Phil's protests.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,834
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Kudos:
    93
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    2,450
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    Dan needs some time away. He needs to 'find himself', as dumb as the phrasing is. So, naturally, he fakes his own death.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,553
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    629
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    Phil gets a call from a fellow youtuber who wants to collab with him. But Dan tells him that he shouldn't associate himself with that person. Dan doesn't know how to tell Phil that that person makes weird videos about Phil so he tells him that he shouldn't get in touch with that person whose name is Blake. It ended up in them having a fight, but even though they are not well in their personal life, they still have to attend to parties which they were invited to. Flash forward to Phil getting drunk because him and Dan was still not on good terms and they are still not talking to each other. Phil ended up getting harassed by Blake who was also invited to the party and Dan being a protective boyfriend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,661
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    1,832
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    Phil’s already noticed that something’s wrong with Dan by the time he finds a suicide prevention card on the floor of the subway. But the bullet points he reads only help to solidify what he already thinks; Dan is in trouble, and in need of more help than Phil can give.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,512
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    92
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,571
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    Dan’s been in a relatively good place. He’s kept his head screwed on tight recently. So because the worst of the storm has passed he feels like it’s on him to help the world to de-stigmatize talking about mental health. When he mentions this to Phil, though, it’s finally revealed how much the last few years have impacted his best friend, too.

    Really, I just wanted to explore Phil’s side of the story regarding Daniel and Depression. Because mental health doesn’t just affect the individual; it also affects those close to them, in ways we can’t imagine until we’re the ones on the other side.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,547
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    210
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    3,212
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    Phil records a video to explain his side of the story. The side that loves Dan with all his heart.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,882
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    28
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    411
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    "...Seus olhos eram castanhos. Seus cabelos, de um castanho acobreado, às vezes loiro, às vezes ruivo, uma juba à luz do sol.
    Seu coração era de ouro, tão bondoso e gentil quanto possível..."

     

    Anos atrás, Dan Howell acidentalmente havia engravidado de seu ídolo e melhor amigo, Phil Lester, mas não resistira a pressão e a dificuldade de se tornar pai aos 19. Agora, Dan finalmente se viu pronto para tentar se reaproximar, algo que pode mudar a vida dele, de Phil e da criança para sempre.

    Language:
    Português brasileiro
    Words:
    19,596
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    242
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    Dan and Phil broke up years ago, but they managed to still be friends and they've been living together ever since. The thing is, Dan has never stopped loving Phil through all of this years, and the moment that Dan never wanted to become true, was happening... Phil was seeing someone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,936
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,544

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