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    The Smallville s4 Halloween special!

    Clark and Chloe attend a Halloween party as an unfortunate pair of singles. They aren't expecting to find romance, but hey, it's the sexiest holiday of the year for a reason.

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    Johnny and Doyoung had built their lives around quiet routines — coffee in the morning, laughter in the evenings, and a friendship that needed no explanation. But one ordinary day, a knock on the door carried the weight of destiny: a baby wrapped in a pink blanket, and a letter that whispered of love, loss, and the impossible choice of a mother.
    In that fragile silence, their world tilted. Johnny, the man who never planned for forever, and Doyoung, who tried to keep order in the chaos, suddenly found themselves standing before a life that wasn’t theirs — yet was meant for them. Between sleepless nights, hesitant laughter, and the small miracles of care, they would learn that love sometimes arrives uninvited, but never without purpose.

    or: Two friends, opposites bound by years of quiet trust, see their world shift when a baby arrives at their door.

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    For her entire life, Josephine has always been the perfect daughter, the perfect student and the perfect girlfriend. She always did what she was told, fulfilling every expectation people had for her.
    But deep inside, it was all a lie, a facade which slowly suffocated her, causing her to lash out at others, relentlessly bullying those who dared to be themselves and not conform to the societal pressure like she did. She envied them, deeply.
    One of the people she bullied was one Maxime Warren, a girl who could singlehandedly ruin her life because on one fateful night, Josephine allowed her to learn too much about her and her shameful secrets.

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    Dean’s on facetime with Parker when he accidentally let's it slip that he likes someone.

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    Chance/007n7, chance/guest1337 and 77noli angst? Somewhat dunno.

    007n7 catches feelings for Chance! Well too bad Chance is smitten with guest. A new killer gets introduced too, which twists the knife in the gut.

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    Dennis’s life is simple.
    Maybe a little too simple. Don’t get it wrong. He likes the life he has. He lives in a small town, with his family, and works on the farm. He also knows everyone in town (which isn’t hard, since it’s tiny). But still, he feels incomplete, like something’s missing. He feels like his peaceful life needs something more. But he doesn’t know what.

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    Only, one thing that John has learned over the course of the last twelve months: Living Paul isn’t the same person as Dead Paul, is he.
    Dead Paul is a humble, straight-laced musical visionary; steadfast in his devotion to his family and the rights of animals of all kinds; unwavering in the face of adversity, unafraid to leave behind a band he’s outgrown; his head is brimming with ideas, his hands with talent, his heart with compassion.
    John knows Living Paul is in there somewhere, buried beneath the layers and layers of spin and veneer: the idiot who got caught with half a pound of grass in Japan, the soft lad who used to climb up a drain pipe to sneak into his own house, the mad genius, the infuriating know-it-all, the insensitive twat – the most stupidly hopeless endeavour to summarize.

     

    December 8th 1980: Paul McCartney is shot dead outside his home. In his wake, he leaves a grieving Linda, his four beautiful children, and a remarkable legacy, the scale of which the world has only begun to comprehend.

    And John.

    (Each chapter of this story takes place on the same date, progressing through the years.)

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    Gerard has made it perfectly clear that he can’t stand Frank, and he never misses an opportunity to remind him of it. To everyone else, it looks like Gerard’s hatred is absolute, but what no one knows is that Frank is hiding a hopeless crush on the boy who torments him. Determined to keep his feelings buried, Frank does his best to weather Gerard’s constant scorn. But when the two of them are forced into each other’s orbit, the cracks in Gerard’s hostility begin to show. As the line between hate and something far more complicated starts to blur, Frank realizes that things may not be as clear as they had originally seemed.

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    While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-two year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.

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    Things seem to be going really well between Alexey and the mysterious new guy who's cropped up in his life, an exciting new fixture in the nightclub scene he works in. Mysterious as he already finds him, though, there's a lot more about him that Alexey doesn't know than he realizes.

    (Look. Listen. I wish that I could post this and make it a surprise that Buch is a vampire here and you as the reader could go on the same journey of discovery as Torpo, but what am I gonna do, NOT advertise that this is a vampire fic? Come on. Bffr. Enjoy some Halloween vampires and enjoy the journey. title ripped from the preatures ty ty)

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    At 19, Carla and Lisa were each other’s secret love. When Lisa begged for honesty and a future together, Carla couldn’t face the truth, and Lisa walked away, heartbroken.

    Twenty years later, fate throws them back together: Carla, newly separated, stumbles into a bar—and into Lisa, now married with a daughter. One stolen moment reopens a door neither expected.

    But when Lisa moves onto Coronation Street with her family, buried passion turns into a dangerous flame. As tension simmers and secrets start to slip, both women are forced to choose: the safe lives they’ve built, or the love they never truly let go.

    Nothing stays buried forever — especially not a first love.

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    Ten years after the first heartbreak, Satoru and Suguru find themselves in orbit again– older, lonelier, still chasing something that’s already burned out.

    It ends twice– once in hope, once in something that almost feels like it.

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    Wilson (Conan Gray) and Brando (Corey Fogelmanis) are a rural gay couple in the early 90s on the brink of disaster. Running away from Wilson’s homophobic family to start a new life, their outlaw love story has slowly decayed into distrust of the other man. Between the guessing game of which drink he’ll down next and his endless tantrums under the influence, it’s only a matter of time before Wilson draws the line.

    On one fateful night at the bar, Wilson meets a charismatic ranch hand named Trevor (Tucker Pillsbury/Role Model) who promises him a better life. One full of honest work and real trust. But can he let go of his former lover to love himself? Or will he come crawling back to the man who did him wrong? Only God knows.

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    Tim didn’t realize he wasn’t straight until he discovered who his soulmate was. His soulmate still thinks he’s straight. And now he’s back from the dead.

    Jason has worked things out with his soulmate, but with his family? Eh, he’s working on it. And in the meantime, co-advising his younger brother on his relationship problems.

    And Dick, who’s had to take up the mantle of Batman, is having a terrible time.

    Sequel to “Where Have You Been” but can be read as a standalone (with an introductory author’s note giving context).

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    A glimpse into the boy Eris once was—before the bitterness, before the mask. He didn't save Morrigan. But he tried. (might continue and make it Azris)
    Edit: Did continue and make it Azris!

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    I'm abruptly awaken by the buzzing of my phone. It's him again. He's always said he would never date a man, never date me. Being a femboy, I saw it as an opportunity to use that to get him. Now I have him and all I feel is guilt. How is he going to react when he finds out I'm a man? To know he's been betrayed for three months? No one can see it ending well.
    I sit up and grab my phone from the bed-side table. There he is, his message lighting up my dark, messy room.
    "I miss you beautiful<3"
    I'm too far in. Every time I respond I get worried. What if his next message is finding out I'm a man?
    "I miss you more," I responded, is this what I find playing it cool to mean?
    "I need you so bad, can you send pics?"
    ...

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    A new world follows with new consequences. When Shalltear faces Albedo with the reality of her affection her perspective changes. Could both of them be more than pining for one Lord?

    (( I am by no means an overlord super-fan, I can even spell half the fucking names XD ! This fic takes place after the sacred kingdom and doesn't incorporate things from the light novels. This writing aims to give more personality to both of them, Shalltear being more bratty and Albedo being high and mighty. Am I making both of them Bisexual? Yes, try to stop me >:) ))

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    They lived, and now they have to deal with the consequences.

     

    This is the sequel to Debaser (Cis Billy Version). This one's gonna be angsty as hell but be not afraid, these two cannot be sold separately and I'm going to mash them together until they have a semi-functional relationship.

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    He was loved by Tsutako. She was his rock, his beacon of light, and his hope. The one who validated his every emotion. The one who helped him the most, and then the one person he could rely on. Eternally. But then she was gone.

    He was made to fit Sabito, their personalities complimented each other perfectly, they were made for each other. Or so he thought. The only other person who made Giyuu feel worthy was gone. First Tsutako, now him… His soulmate who never got to be his lover…

    He’s a hashira now. He’s exhausted. So utterly tired. He’s going to lose people by trying to be close to them. So what’s the point? Until he met Kanae. She helped him with his anxiety and depression, prescribing him antidepressants, and they actually helped quite a bit. But then she was gone. Her younger sister now no longer has an older sister, and it’s all his fault.

    Giyuu now needs to navigate the world without blaming himself, and allow himself to heal. But is that really even possible? Or will he finally drown in the dark depths of his own mind...?

    I’ll add more tags as I go on! I have big plans for this!

    I’d also like to say, some of the tags foreshadow what’s to come! :D

    Hope you enjoy! <3

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    They lived, and now they have to deal with the consequences.

     

    This is the sequel to Debaser (Trans Billy Version)! This one's gonna be angsty as hell but be not afraid, these two cannot be sold separately and I'm going to mash them together until they have a semi-functional relationship.

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