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"Well, it was good to meet you, Kyo. And thanks for the smoke—maybe I'll see you around," he said, and Kyo nodded. There was no way he would, not with how large the city was. But he wasn't going to be a smart ass at this time of night, especially when the recipient was someone as good looking as Die.
"Maybe so," Kyo said, and Die smiled again, nodding before he turned away, walking further down the alley towards the street. Kyo say there for a few seconds, watching him go, before he shook himself and stood, heading towards the door to the stairwell and towards his bed, where he would try in vain to sleep again. Maybe, if he was lucky, he would see Die again. Maybe.
______Kyo meets Die by chance in October, and things fall into place from there.
prompts are from the lovely maudlinstreet!
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"So what? You'll just be cursed, and we'll just have to bear through it?" he asked, and Kyo shrugged. Die sighed loudly, flopping back onto the couch. "You haven't even said it—what are you cursed with?" he asked, and Kyo's heart dropped. Die would freak out if he told him, but he'd also freak out if he didn't.
"It cursed me to die in six days, unless I find it someone else for it to take."
________Kyo finds an old VHS tape that ends up giving him a curse from a long forgotten deity of death. Die, as it turns out, is unwilling to let anyone take Kyo away from him, even by some so called deity.
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Bleeding Nature by cranperryjuice
Fandoms: Sukekiyo (Band), Dir en grey, MUCC, Petit Brabancon (Band)
16 Nov 2025
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A butoh performance and a house party.
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Feloidea; eine Gesellschaft innerhalb einer Gesellschaft, die weder Gewalt, noch juristischen Mord scheut.
Eine Erkrankung die als Metapher für all das steht, was Kyo seit vielen Jahren plagt. Er lebt zwischen den Extremen, denn er ist selbst ein Extrem. PTBS und Dissoziationen vollziehen in seinem Leben einen gefährlichen Tanz, welcher ihn einfach nicht loslässt. Eine anhaltende Zerreißprobe für ihn und die Band.
Dass er sich, während der Amerikatour 2011, mit dem Feloidea-Virus ansteckt, krönt das Chaos was er 'Leben' nennt und zieht brutale Konsequenzen nach sich.Es geht um die Frage, was von der eigenen Menschlichkeit übrig bleibt, wenn jedes Stück des fragmentierten Ichs, von einer gnadenlosen Krankheit korrumpiert wird. Eine Krankheit, welche ein Eigenleben zu entwickeln scheint und selbständig entscheidet, wen sie akzeptiert und gegen wen sie Gewalt anwendet.
Wenn man gefangen ist, zwischen dem eigenen stagnierenden Wahnsinn und dem Irrsinn, in den sich die Realität verwandelt.
Eine ausführliche Psychoanalyse und Gesellschaftskritik, getarnt als Horrorthriller, in dem sich der eigentliche Albtraum im zwischenmenschlichen Chaos des Hauptcharakters abspielt. -
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“I just mean, if you did ever let your hair grow, I’m sure it would look… good…”
He heard how gracelessly he trailed off, but it was impossible to linger on it while Kyo was laughing so brightly, preening a hand through the fluffy white extensions that Yuchi thought, combined with his makeup, made him look almost cat-like.
“Well, thank you, I think I look pretty too,” he said, the taunting lilt in his voice nearly covering up the uncertainty of his delivery.
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"No, really. When was your last date? Did you ever have one?"
Unexpected conversations in the recording studio lead Kaoru to try online dating on Toshiya's advice in order to bring a new woman into his life. Of course, his bandmates are happy to help, because they're curious anyway, and maybe their good old bandleader needs help... What could possibly go wrong?
This fanfiction is based on the TV show Catfish.
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die deals with an alcohol addiction. Kyo helps him slowly.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,979
- Chapters:
- 1/2
- Kudos:
- 2
- Hits:
- 26
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Each of these short stories comes from my own interpretation of a Dir en grey song. I took the lyrics, ran them through my own feelings and perspective, and built a story around them.
Because the band is known for diving into taboo subjects and heavy themes, a lot of these stories are disturbing and sad; with a rare few being hopeful and/or romantic.
Consider this a fair warning.
(I pull the English translation of the lyrics from degwiki so please note these translations are not mine).
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Die protested uselessly by moaning Taro’s name. “I don't think I can even get hard…”
“We'll see.” His finger twisted Die’s nipple, and he smiled at how Die’s cock twitched in his panties. Taro hoisted Die up to lay his back against him. “Did they cum inside of you?”
Die pushed aside the panties, holding the base of a large plug he had inside of him. “Yes…”
Taro’s eyes flashed with excitement. “Both of them?”
Die nodded slowly. He had started to wear a plug after his threesomes for Taro, knowing how much he liked to see the aftermath of him being fucked. After Die had cleaned up and was saying goodbye to Kyo and Yuchi at the door, he admittedly became excited as he thought of it: how they had no idea he had plugged himself, how they would never know of the games he and Taro would play once he got home.
Or: Die comes home to let his husband have fun with him after his threesome with Kyo and Yuchi.
Set immediately post-"Sanpii", the previous work in the series. Best read as a continuation of that.
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- Part 2 of Kyuchidie
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“What do you even get when you mix purple and yellow?”
“You get brown.”
“So the color of shit, then?” He laughed. “Guess we are shitty together.”
“No, Kyo. I don’t think so at all. And you don’t just get the color of feces - you also get chocolate, and coffee. Tree trunks, owls, grizzly bears and eggs. Soil and sand and acorns. For me it’s a warm color. A color of nature and stability. Of life…things being born.” Kaoru licked his lips. “It’s also the color of your eyes. I’ve always thought you had such beautiful, brown eyes. I get lost in them all the time- even on the day I first met you.”
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Kaoru and Kyo became an unexpected pair of friends when they were in school. But when Kyo’s bullying became too much, he left without a word; leaving Kaoru hurt and confused.
Four years later, in December of 1995, they meet again. The connection they shared is still the same, almost like no time had passed at all. But they both have so much left unsaid, and although Kaoru wants nothing more than to be with Kyo, he’s dating someone else.
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さんピー
sanpii
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threesome (sexual activity)“Oh?” Kyo’s hands gripped tighter, and he ran his fingers up Die’s arm until it rested on his shoulder. “It’s been a long time since I touched you, huh? You missed it?” Kyo ran his lips over Die’s mouth, barely touching him as Die’s lips parted to take him. Kyo instead moved higher up, biting Die’s ear and blowing cold air to tickle him as he asked, “Kiss Yuchi for me?”
Die turned his head to feel Kyo’s lips brush against his cheek, sighing softly. His eyes drifted from Kyo to Yuchi, and he shuddered as Kyo’s hands slipped away. Hesitantly, Die turned to fold his hand over Yuchi’s face, his large palm covering the rouged cheek. He handled Yuchi with concern, running his long, thick fingers through Yuchi’s hair as he tried to come down from the feeling of Kyo’s lips on his, even if it lasted only a moment. He longed to feel Kyo’s touch again, to feel just a spark of what they used to have and see how it changed, that it felt like torture to be touching Yuchi instead.
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- Part 8 of Kyuchiverse
- Part 1 of Kyuchidie
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“From the first day that Kyo pressed lipstick to his lips, a garish Elson red (which he would always treasure), he was a changed man.”
Yuchi comes over to do Kyo’s makeup, and maybe do a little more.
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Sometimes life hits in ways you don’t see coming.
Kyo has built a reputation for living honestly and recklessly, yet he’s carried a secret for years: He’s gay.
In his younger days, he pushed away the only man he loved out of fear. Now, years later, he finds himself a father. But when the unexpected leaves him raising his child alone, Kyo turns to fragments of Haruka’s life through her journal entries. In doing so, he begins to see both her and himself more clearly.
Along the way, Toshiya, his bandmate and first love, becomes an unexpected anchor, despite how things ended between them in the past.
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"Suddenly he was making eye contact with the most piercing brown eyes he’d ever seen. There was something different to them, some sort of light that shone in them that was perceivable even as far as he was. That didn’t stop the bolt of fear that pierced Kaoru, because the person—vampire vampire vampire— was now staring him down."
____After getting too involved in a case that ended up getting him hurt, Kaoru moves to Nagano to get away from the city and joins the small local newspaper office. Something weird is happening in the city, though, and he's determined to figure out what it is--but when he does, nothing will ever be the same.
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Years after Die left Toba to chase fame, Shinya drifts through the ocean haunted by the mortal he cannot forget—until the mysterious Oracle of the Deep offers a chance to reclaim love, at a price that could cost him everything.
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November 1995
Die is an aspiring guitarist working at Ishibashi Music Center when he meets Kaoru, an ambitious newcomer chasing his dream in the visual kei scene. What starts as a casual connection quickly grows into a powerful bond that blurs the line between friendship and hopelessly romantic.
When the two join a band with three others, the pressures of ambition, identity, and desire begin to test their relationship. In a scene where image is everything, Die must decide what truly matters.
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Kaoru has been secretly in love with Toshiya for ages. And although he has tried to forget about it, his feelings are boiling up again, causing confusion everywhere.
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Kyo smiled and turned his back while he finished opening his trousers, pulling it down with his boxers, just enough to reveal the rest of his back tattoo. Just some more petals under the main art, fading till they disappeared, just like he'd said.
Die stared curiously for a while, it was the first time he saw the complete art, he'd never noticed how beautiful it was before, nor how glowy and soft Kyo's skin looked, or maybe he was just a fucking weirdo as Kyo said.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,096
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 6
- Hits:
- 81
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Kyo's gaze lingers on the sonogram briefly before he hands it over.
Toshiya takes the photo, the first tangible proof of this new world order. Numbly, he absorbs the nebulous shape. It seems completely alien and deeply personal all at once: a part of him, cocooned in the mystery of Kyo's body. An impossible conception.
His brain is fizzling at the edges. He's got to be the unluckiest gay man on the planet.
Or, Toshiya's life takes a wild turn when, against every law of nature, he ends up knocking up his male bandmate. Juggling that with a new relationship with someone else, 'complicated' doesn't begin to cover it. Rock, meet a really weird hard place.
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Kyo comes back exhausted, he wants to fall into a deep slumber, perhaps never wake up for the next remaining days, kaoru had different ideas however.