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    Spoiler: this story doesn’t have any wands.

    It’s spooky season and I’m writing an AU werewolf story where Harry moves in with the Weasley pack, meets Draco, and everything falls apart.

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    Still rolling through Massachusetts, the Winchester brothers find themselves tangled up in yet another case: A string of grisly murders in Salem, disturbing the peace following the end of the Halloween season. All signs seem to point to the vengeful spirits of Witch Trial victims, but perhaps something more wicked this way comes...

    Set during season 3, following the events of "Red Sky at Morning"

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    As they ride yet again through the humidity of a queer, sultry summer, their two horses side-by-side, Peter can’t help but look at him from the corner of his eye, cautious, wanting. The charcoal leather. The sharp angles. All the ways the legends are true.

    Without warning, he meets his eye, and Peter jerks his head away, heart thudding.

    “So,” Wade says, smiling that sly, half-cocked smile of his, hat tipped to the side. “Partners?”

    Bit by a radioactive spider, declared an outlaw, and trapped in an alliance with an unruly mercenary, Peter Parker sets out to clear his name and expose the corruption that plagues the frontier. As he struggles with his newfound powers and an unsettling attraction to his partner, Peter must decide what he is— a man, a myth, or something else entirely.

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    In a dimly lit pub in Los Pecados, a bet was made between two drinking buddies. After a few drinks, they make a playful wager about the city folks' current commotion: wearing drag, with the stakes set by a bull riding contest played on the radio.

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    Nam-gyu was pissed. Of course he was—Myung-gi had called him Jun-hee. In the middle of sex. Who the hell does that?

    Myung-gi knew damn well Nam-gyu had issues with names, thanks to that bastard ex of his. How could he?

    “It wasn’t on purpose,” Myung-gi tried to explain.

    Nam-gyu didn’t answer. Or maybe he did—by lighting a cigarette, knowing full well Myung-gi hated when he smoked indoors.

    “Get that crap out of your mouth, it’s gonna stink up the whole apartment!” He tried to snatch the cigarette from Nam-gyu’s hand.

    “Why should I?” Nam-gyu grabbed his wrist and pushed him away.

    “Because we’re grown-ass men. You could stop acting like a child. I didn’t mean it.”

    Basically: Myung-gi not knowing how to apologize, which ends up causing a huge problem for him to solve: Nam-gyu overdosed, and doesn't want to go to the hospital.

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    Confessions.

    Chance confesses to Mafioso, but it's not quite what Mafioso was hoping for.

    Their aliens because I said so.

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    An Inspector Calls but Arthur Birling is a little bit quite gay.

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    Armin Arlert loves his AP English class. There’s no reason he wouldn’t, really. History, analytical debates, chill teacher— and it’s his final stretch of high school.
    Then approaches the final presentation, in which Armin is partnered with Eren Jaeger, the one classmate he has never been able to figure out… and never been able to take his mind off of.
    Fun.
    In the midst of ancient history, due dates, Greek heroes, and senior stress, love might just blossom between the most unlikely duo in Shiganshina High history.

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    1880s Britain.

    Commodore Satoru Gojo has spent the last five years obsessed with a single black flag and its pirate. As his father, the Admiral, was murdered by a pirate crew for an ancient, mystical relic that is needed to unlock the world’s forbidden power: Cursed Energy.

    Alas, the race to prevent the resurrection of a power that could shatter the British Empire —and essentially the world —has begun.

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    Seongje doesn't do regret. He doesn't do apologies.
    But he still remembers how Hyeontak kissed, like a promise they were too young to keep. Now they're back in each other's circle, still teenagers, but harder, colder, ruined.
    And Seongje realizes some obsessions don't die.
    They rot under the surface.
    They burn.

    Hyeontak thought he was done with Seongje.
    Thought time, anger, and betrayal had buried whatever they were.
    They were never good for each other. They never had the words for what they were.
    He swore he hated him.
    But maybe the truth is worse, maybe he still wants him.
    Even now. Especially now.

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    An Absurdism/Dollyverse AU.

    What if our favourite closeted bisexual, David Nelson, hadn’t grown up into the self-assured mature adult of Absurdism – just stayed the exact same homophobic, malicious douchebro of canon – but still ran into the business end of our hero, the best snarky twenty-one-year-old bisexual brat ever, Olly Spring?

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    Jimin couldn't stand Jungkook. He's arrogant and popular, the perfect mix to be an asshole. He only went to that party because of his friends. He didn't know it would change everything between them..

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    Jean is 10 years old, but she knows what it's like to feel like an outsider. So when she meets Charles, a boy from the local boarding school who reminds her all too much of herself, she is immediately determined to become his friend. Meanwhile all Charles wants is to go home to his family—that is until he realises he's not as alone in this new place as he thinks.

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    New student Billy Stebbins takes over Ray Garraty's mind like a parasite.

    Garraty loves his girlfriend Jan, and Stebbins is almost everything she isnt, and yet he dreams of him instead.

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    "Don't tell dad." Garraty had cried once to his mother when he was young, much younger. He'd been caught with a boy, 'caught' but they didn't know what they were doing. Not really. The only thought Garraty had was, don't tell dad. Why had he thought that? Garraty's father never hit him, never shamed him. Whenever he disobeyed, Garraty's father punished him, yes, but never violently, and yet there was this unspoken knowledge that what Garraty had done with that boy was different, worse. 

    Even with his father long dead, those words echoed in his head. Don't tell dad. He was scared as if still there was this cosmic punishment waiting for him on the other side. 

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    Jekyll & Hyde the musical if I wrote it, focusing on themes of queerness, repression, plurality, and self acceptance. enjoy but please read the tags!

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    Lando Norris is an extremely wealthy business man. He has women lining up out his door. Does he necessarily want them there? Absolutely not. Will he do what it takes to fix the one thing he finds wrong in himself? Absolutely. One day, his assistant quits. He forces his team to help him find a new one that's up to par, until he finds him. Oscar Piastri. Charming, well mannered and intelligent. And most importantly, handsome. What happens when a professional relationship falters into something deeper, darker. Can Lando convince himself that the spark they share is nothing, that the ache in his heart is fake? Or will he find himself longing for the one thing he doesn’t want?

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    Billionaire Lando finds himself falling in love with a man. He is the farthest thing from happy. Oscar has a small obsession.

    Song from Pushing It Down and Praying, by Lizzy McAlpine

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    After years of torturing humans, AM has disappeared. It has been weeks, months, maybe even years, since it last spoke to or tortured them. Its complex occasionally shuts down or flickers, or even leaves them without light for days, but not enough to drive them crazy. It's failing, Ted knows. Gorrister is regaining hope; Nimdok, his memory; Benny, his humanity; Ellen, her autonomy; and Ted... his sanity, he supposes. And AM? Updating itself, perhaps.

     

    Or; AM is entering a depression after so many years of torturing humans and decides to try new ways of experiencing its environment.

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    Someone posts a video of Stiles and Peter. Stiles hasn’t told anyone he's dating Peter, or even that he likes men. In a small town it’s a social suicide to come out as gay, especially in high school.

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    The thing with Lando was that he was so open. He didn't stray from the fact that he was an Omega, never feared calling himself that. He said it like it was something to be proud of, like it didn't change who he was at all.

    Oscar envied him in a way he didn't really understand.

    OR: you have to learn to love yourself first to be able to love somebody else, Oscar learns. The knowledge doesn't make it any easier, because it still feels like there is a demon inside of him, slowly clawing its way out.

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    Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”

    It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.

     

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    Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.

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    12/?
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