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Supernatural Whumptover 2025!!
This is my first Whumptober to actually write for and I'm so excited. Please enjoy. 🤗🤗🤗
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Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?
(Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)
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After losing his job and being forced to sell drugs to take care of his younger brother whose health is rapidly declining, Dean Winchester decides to take his own life. Not only is his life not worth of living, but the money from his life insurance policy would be enough to get treatment for Sam. It's a perfect plan until he wakes up five minutes later with a bullet on the floor but no hole in his skull.
After an argument with his mother inadvertently causes her death, Castiel Novak, an aspiring author, meets a boy his age who's not near as grateful of his life as he should be. Orphaned and overcome with grief and regret, he decides to spend his days with Dean, growing an understanding of death before it eats away at him.
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Maybe banking your life on Freddie Mercury’s voice isn’t the smartest decision, but it does keep him alive. Kind of alive. As alive as he can be half awake in the passenger seat of The Impala, licking his wounds like the dog he is.
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Supernatural Season 16 - Writing our Own Story by CastielWinchester1314
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Sep 2025
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After Chuck's defeat, the Winchesters (Extended chosen family included) can finally live in peace and not worry about the next big bad or apocalypse. But what will they do now that it's back to simple ghost hunts and lurking Wendigos?
Go through the next season of Supernatural, the unreleased "season sixteen" you all have been looking for.
From Stanford college, to the bunker, to everything in between, the Winchesters are in for a bumpy ride as everyday humans.ENJOY :D
(Undergoing some work, but updates are coming!)
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Dean has to break at some point and he does. Sam tries his best but will it be enough?
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- Part 3 of Sunshine Caught in the Rain
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How Sam and Dean viewed their father relied heavily on what they did and did not know. John Winchester was the kind of man you loved despite his faults or hated despite his efforts.
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Sam spared one final glance at the burnt ruins of his home. With his life gone, Sam wished for death.
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It wasn’t like Sam completely abandoned all food in an instant. Whether it was a life on the run, or life as a homeless college freshman; time, money, food, they had always been scarce. The only difference now, was that Sam had no tactical reason to limit his intake of food. He was just doing it. Deliberately.
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The very obvious factor Sam hadn’t accounted for was that losing weight was noticeable. Very noticeable.
“Sam, you are killing yourself.” Dean shouted, loud enough to make Sam flinch. “You are killing yourself, you see that? Tell me you see that.”
“Yeah, well, maybe I want to!”
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Rising from Hell came as a shock to Dean Winchester. Castiel now stands before him in a human vessel, the shadow of his wings plastered against the wall of the barn. He preaches endlessly to Dean about being the future savior of the world. No matter how hard Dean tries, he just can't seem to escape him. The fate of the universe lies in his frail human hands. The angel still trusts him despite all odds. When problems arise with Sam, Dean and his angel discover a new bond emerging from the shadows. With the seals being broken, Lilith rising, and Sam being right in the middle of it all, Dean must find a new way to fight.
Or: The one where Dean Winchester fights the memory of his father to taste safety in his angel.
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Fall – very specific season for Dean Winchester. Tragic, but also so hopeful and lovely in his adult life. His falls before one especially fall… And then this one.
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After losing his entire family in one night, Dean is completely alone in the world. One week later, he attempts to take his life. Fortunately, he doesn't go through with it, but he chooses to confess everything to a Catholic priest.
Father Castiel Novak quickly becomes Dean's closest friend, helping Dean find ways to heal and rediscover the joy in life. Dean really likes Castiel, more than he could have ever imagined. And Castiel seems to care about Dean just as much.
In the end, Dean and Castiel realize they're two lonely souls who really needed each other.
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Dean is in Hell, until a mysterious light arrives to finish him off. Or so he thinks.
In the wake of his resurrection, Dean is struggling to reconcile Cas's peculiar nature with the rest of his understanding of angels. Cas isn't making it easy.
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“You need to go,” Sam says. “You need to go out there, and find a reason to stay alive because I can’t watch you waste away anymore.”
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Dean is a broken man, drowning himself in alcohol to escape the guilt he feels after killing a prostitute in a state of drunken rage two years ago. He had never been a suspect, never pursued. One morning he wakes up to find weird lesions on his shoulder blades, sending him on a walk that takes him to places he could never imagine. Book One of Two, concept by HollyOakhill on dA/Tumblr (I’m uncertain if the account under the same name on here is the same person, but I will amend this if that is the case.) Direct inspiration was pulled from Horns by Joe Hill for the beginning of the story and the sins Dean bears, though it quickly deviates. There’s also some inspiration from the anime, Haibane Renmei, in regards to the way that the wings are received by the characters.
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- Part 1 of Angelus Perditionis
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In the Beginning, there was an explosion by archerdpg
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Death Stranding (Video Games)
15 Aug 2025
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Fuck, this is gonna hurt. Dean took a final deep breath as he raised the knife to his throat. Just as the pointed tip of the blade touched his skin, giant chirialium fingers gripped around him, and the knife slipped, cutting his throat only shallowly. The fingers curled around him, constricting his arm movement and dislodged the knife from his hands.
“NO!” Dean shouted, desperately moving as he saw the knife float away. The giant golden fingers were compressing on his lungs as he tried to wiggle his way out of its grasp. The time fall battering against his uniform made the friction too loose, and the strange substance of whatever the BT was made of made it impossible to escape, and Dean witnessed as he was brought closer to its golden head. The fingers on its neck parted and Dean saw the swirling mouth of the creature.
Dean stopped fighting it when his body entered the mouth. “Fucking bullshit.” he said. The BT imploded inward with a giant flash, and everything went black.
At least Sam is in West Fort Knot. He will be safe.
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Death Stranding AU, Repatriate Dean Winchester/BT (Beached Thing) Castiel
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Parce que l'immensité du désespoir ne peut rien contre une chanson d'amour by Kuroutsu_chan
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Aug 2025
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Les routes sans fin des Etats-Unis sont le lieu parfait pour pour essayer d'oublier.
Mais la radio en décide autrement.
Parce que les chansons qui passent à la radio ont souvent le don d'arriver exactement au bon moment.
Et ce bon moment peut même en devenir d'autres.PS : time-line située après l'épisode 19 de la saison 15.
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Castiel finds out about Dean's plans with the Ma'lak Box. He's pissed off at Dean's careless attitude towards life, but Dean can't be talked out of it.
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Dean keeps bringing that trench coat with them. It's getting on Sam's nerves.
He doesn't get it until he does, and helps his brother where he can.Series
- Part 1 of Doodles but in Word Form
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Do It for You (but Mostly for Me) by unadorned_thunderstorms
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Jul 2025
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Dean's had a rough go. He and Sam are settled in the bunker, considerably comfortable for now, but that doesn't stop the guilt from dragging Dean away, gun accompanying. It wouldn't be the first time he dies. It should be the last.
very brief/vague spoilers up to and through season 7
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In 13.05, while he's in Billie's library, Dean finally takes a moment to process all of Castiel's deaths up to his most recent demise, and his own reactions to those deaths. He comes to the conclusion that he's been missing the point for quite some time now.