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    She’s dead, and I’m alive.

    Someone knocked on the wall behind him, so as to not startle him.

    “You’re not inside,” Mr. Tumnus said, and Edmund glanced over at him, guilt turning in his stomach, and turned back to the sea.

    “I think I might prefer the quiet,” he admitted.

    Or: The Witch is dead. Narnia has entered its golden era. But her evil deeds still haunt Edmund, far more than he realizes.

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    Set shortly after the conclusion of Troubled Waters, we see a boy who still doesn't know where The Golden Guard ends and Hunter begins.
    His new guardians begin the hard work of helping him become the person he always should have been, though they too are fallible creatures.
    Where to begin though, with a traumatised adopted teen?

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    After being outed as the frontman to Gi-hun and his allies, Hwang In-ho awakens from his assassination not at the start of the 2024 games, but rather to his own nine years prior. With Oh Il-nam running the show, player In-ho must relive and navigate past games and familiar relationships. He is given a choice to once again share in the cynical and hopeless philosophies he learned to cling to or abandon them entirely, reexamining the destruction he in the future would facilitate. However, that choice matters very little to In-ho at the moment. All that matters is that his wife is still alive and she's running out of time.

    Sequel to The Wolf and the Wrinkle

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    It's the final stage, Nagito knows it: he feels so weak that walking more than five minutes leaves his vision blurry and him hyperventilating. so weak that over 12-hour sleeps are becoming common. Nagito wakes up to his sheets drenched in sweat. Nagito has started fainting randomly and spends the end of those days with terrible migraines. One day, he coughs up a sunflower seed (Hajime's favorite flower!) and figures out, why not plant it and grow a sunflower field, Hajime's own little haven?
    Nagito should have known the extent of his luck's cruelty.

    or what happens if komaeda catches the hanahaki disease and eventually accepts to get it removed from him

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    The Van der Linde gang is still very young and more of a simple posse when little Freja Hansen came into their lives.
    None of the members had any experience with raising children as young as her but were willing to give it their all to ensure she had a good life, as good as one could get being around outlaws. As Freja grows up, she becomes a vital part of the gang but the fateful year of 1899 is when things really start crashing down and she has to make hard decisions regarding the safety of herself and the people she sees as family.
    [Canon events start via part 14 - Outlaws From The West]
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    Tags will be updated as the story progresses, and I will be updating often!
    The first chapter will describe in detail about what you can expect from this book and also, a basic rundown of my original character, which is why I highly do not recommend skipping it, especially for people that get wary around certain triggers.

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    D3rlord3 runs far away from that gate, right back to that village. He finds a house, unfortunately, someone was already occupying the space. And that someone was Avery.

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    One woman has within her the power to flaunt temporal paradox. It's a power that prevents rebellions against her and her companions, a power that ensures she can always get her way. She has the power to control time... or to annihilate it.

    Now, someone has traveled back from that problematic future. Their plan? To awaken this woman's power early, when she was still a teenager. Before she became set in her ways. In a high school, where two students are vying for control of the student body. What could go wrong.

    Time & Tied: Escalation is the second series, though you don't need to have read the first. This one focuses on how the future has been messing with the present.

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    I just wanted to die.
    No Longer Human would never let me. It wasn't too surprising when I found myself in a random place, commpletely different from the place of my death.

    or

    Dazai Osamu as Harry Potter's adoptive brother.

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    Reze is a weapon from the Soviet Union. an orphan turned into a weapon meant for a single purpose. Death

    So what happens when she meets the naive and kind heart of a chainsaw wielding public safety agent? she learns that her human heart is still beating

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    Then, out of nowhere, a voice cut through the wind.
    “Eric! Eric, what the hell are you doing?!”
    He froze. The sound didn’t fit the silence he had built around himself. It was too real, too loud, too alive.
    He didn’t turn around right away. He just stared at the water below, feeling his heartbeat return like a drum in his chest. He knew that voice. He hadn’t heard it in weeks—months, maybe—but it was unmistakable.
    Butters.
    “Eric, stop! Please!”
    The voice cracked, desperate, not like the naive tone it once had. There was panic in it now. Real panic.

    Or

    Eric Cartman is depressed and butters is his only friend

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    В заснеженной глуши лесов уже много лет прячется от чужих взглядов вампир по имени Ирват Хэладеса. Он привык к своему одиночеству, а его размеренную жизнь тревожат лишь воспоминания о прошлом. Но что произойдёт, если однажды в его доме решит поселиться юноша, не желающий открывать своего имени и прошлого?

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    22/?
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    Warner came to a realization with a start. Aaron Warner was happy. And for the first time he has the memories of when and how it started.

     

    Or
    Aaron finally finds peace after a traumatic tragedy. The question is.. can he keep his peace or will it fall into ruin like it does every single time.

    English is not my first language.

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    Between her military service and her complex family life, Elle Douglas found herself almost uniquely qualified to survive in The Commonwealth’s wasteland - at least as far as Vault 111 residents went. But now, almost a full year after rising from cryogenic stasis and the horror that befell her young family as a result of the war, Elle finds herself on the verge of breaching The Institute and changing her entire life yet again.

    Beyond that, the Brotherhood of Steel is beginning to disintegrate around her. The dissolution of her relationship with the organization is forcing her to make choices she never thought she'd make, pursue opportunities she never thought she'd have, and maybe even fall in love with a man who she never thought she would.

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    75/115
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    Amber Shimizu was only six when blood first stained her too small hands, when three bodies slowly became ash and got carried away by the wind, when her sisters tears didn’t stop no matter how hard she tried to calm her.

    Amber Shimizu was only seven when she saved her sister from the cruel monsters that were called demons or humans depending on how you looked at it.

    Amber Shimizu was only nine when she got her first job, slaying demons at night and trying her best to be a good big sister in the day, getting food while they wandered, never staying too long so they can’t get attached again.

    Amber Shimizu was too young when she became qualified to be a Hashira, too young to know that she was indeed not young anymore and instead a child that was forced to grow up.

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    Indie Rock band AU in which Mike, Max, Dustin And Lucas play in a band. Where art major, book loving Will Byers finds himself being dragged to his bestfriend Max's gig.

     

    *Modern setting College AU*

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    Dabi hated himself.

    He was a fucking cuck. He told himself he wasn't for years but, he definitely was a cuck.

    You two have been married for years and together for most of your adult lives. He hoped you'd agree to explore this kink with him.

    He may or may not have waited until his birthday to bring up this topic in hopes of tilting the scale in his favor.

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    20/?
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    Maria Campbell remembers an old life. A life bathed in blood. A fishing hamlet. A research hall of many floors and many patients. And a stranger who insisted on corpse-fishing...

    AKA, that fic where a grimdark DLC boss is reincarnated in fluffy otome-land and still acts like she's in a FromSoftware game (that's NOT Cookies & Cream)...

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    After weeks of wasting illness and nightmares she cannot escape, Laura reaches the brink of despair. Confined to her bed and believing her death inevitable, she prepares for the end—until a familiar scratching at her window heralds the impossible return of Carmilla. But the girl who appears is changed, pale and monstrous, and as the two speak through a strange, suspended hour, Laura begins to understand the true source of her sickness. Caught between love, fear, and revelation, Laura must decide whether to surrender to Carmilla… or try to save herself.

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    Inko Midoriya was quite happy with her life. Her normal household with her entirely normal child. No Quirks, no powers just normal. She didnt need no man to tell her different. Fuck Hisashi for abandoning her after a fling. He didn't deserve a child.

    ~~~

    Izuku Midoriya was told all his life that he was quirkless. His mother knew best after all. His quirkless mother caring for his quirkless self. Though life seemed anything but normal to him. With strange birthmarks, and an overprotective and obsessed mother he lives a very abused life.
    Controlling/Abusive Inko, Abused/PTSD Izuku

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    Kotone-a woman who wants to prove she belongs somewhere-she hadn’t been with the Shadow Operatives for long. Ever since discovering her Persona, she longed to be someone, to find her place especially after reuniting with her brother Mianto, but something invisible still held her back. As the risk of being let go from the team loomed, Kotone knew she had to prove herself on a critical new mission, a mission that could show everyone, including herself, who she truly was.

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    43,347
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    11
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