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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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29 Jul 2025
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Dean Winchester has spent his life fighting for omega rights, refusing to back down in a world that seeks to silence him. But when a heated confrontation with an alpha turns into a shattered car window, Dean finds himself in more trouble than he bargained for.
Thrown into the world of one of the most influential alphas, Dean quickly learns that Castiel Novak is not the cold, corporate machine the media paints him as. Beneath the wealth and power lies something else.
What begins as a tense arrangement slowly shifts into something neither of them can ignore. A stolen glance, a lingering touch, a fight neither of them is ready to lose. Because when lines blur and hearts falter, the biggest battle might not be the one in the streets—but the one in their own hearts.
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29 Jun 2025
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All the Reasons We Are Real by charlies_secret_closet, unsatiatedunconscious
Fandoms: Supernatural
03 Apr 2021
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Slow burn. Much angst. Much fluff. Original Canon Universe. Season 15 fix-it-fic.
WARNING: do not read in public, unless you are okay with sobbing around other people.
Sam is tired of it. Tired of the staring contests and the eye-sex and the 'standing two inches apart' thing. With a little help from Rowena and Heller-Queen-Charlie, Sam becomes the matchmaker: and tries to make his ship canon.
Meanwhile, Cas is hiding a secret, and Dean is hiding his feelings. Until one night, when their long-awaited happiness becomes their greatest sorrow.
Written in the original canon universe, this fic uses many canon scenes from the series to show that Destiel doesn't need fanfiction to be real. It has always been there, it will always be there, and it is REAL.
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24 Jun 2025
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Set right after the events of 15x19 - Inherit the Earth
“Dean?” Sam asked gently,
Dean whirled on him, eyes more alive than it had been since he had told Sam and Jack about what had happened to Cas, “What’s the point of free will Sammy, if I don’t get to choose him? He is the only choice I want to make.”
Dean, without waiting for a response, spun back into the hall and Sam heard the door to his room shut loudly.
Sam let out an uneven breath.
So, it looks like they were going to talk about it.
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The one where Dean does not leave Castiel in the Empty, and in the process of finding the angel, finds out more about his own feelings.
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24 Jun 2025
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When Rowena bets the Winchesters they can't go a single month as women, Dean thought it'd be the easiest favor they ever won, Sam's just reluctantly along for the ride, and with the Book of the Damned at stake, there's no backing out.
31 days in a girl body? What could possibly go wrong?
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Sam and Dean Smash the Patriarchy
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- Part 13 of Suptober 2020
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07 Jun 2025
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Dean’s life had been made of running. He ran from a curse that had desolated his life ever since he was a child — whenever he got hurt, he turned into a goddamn human-torch, killing everyone around him — and he ran from himself and his own self-loathing.
But managing all that at the end of a world full of Croats lurking around every corner was easier said than done.
Until a mysterious man with tousled dark hair paired with blue eyes as clear as the sky during a hot summer’s day stopped him from free falling, literally. In one fell swoop, the stranger had not only saved his life but also calmed the wildfire threatening to burn everything in its wake.
There was something about Castiel that made Dean want to stop running but also hid something darker — something Dean couldn’t quite put his finger on. And between soft, pillowy lips and feather-like fingerprints, Cas could very well shatter Dean’s world and maybe help save the whole world in return.
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29 May 2025
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Happiness held is the seed; happiness shared is the flower.
-- John HarriganAfter a witch hunt gone awry, Dean notices Castiel acting strange. With Sam’s help, he figures out what’s going on with the angel—he’s coughing up flower petals. Turns out his best friend (whom Dean’s most definitely, 100% not in love with) is not only in love with someone else (not that it matters because, again, Dean is not in love with Cas), he needs to find his happily ever after or else he may not survive. The problem? Castiel won’t tell him who he’s in love with (and fine, Dean may have some feelings for the guy).
So Dean just needs to figure out another way to cure an incurable curse.- Language:
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29 May 2025
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The story in which the Winchesters’ final showdown with God ends differently. “If you think you could have written it better… then do it all over again without me,” Chuck says, and tosses the boys back through time to their twenty-something bodies and their first case together. Knowing now what they didn’t know then, Sam and Dean resolve to work smarter and not harder and nip the apocalypse in the bud. They start by saving Jessica, then John—but Azazel and Meg are on their tails, God is not on their side, and things just aren’t quite the same the second time around.
Meanwhile, Dean is still grieving the loss of Cas to The Empty—but now he’s got a second chance. Can he befriend the Angel Castiel all over again—without dying and being raised from perdition? Can he give Cas what he truly wanted before—and will the angel still want it? If Dean offers his heart, will Castiel take it, or break it?And how can they find the key to the bunker again, dammit?
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25 May 2025
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but i'm singin' like a bird 'bout it now by wisterialyptus for too_tired_motel
Fandoms: Supernatural, destiel - Fandom
19 Nov 2021
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15x18 fix-it: Dean uses his one last shot to save Cas and succeeds, the fall out that happens when the unspoken becomes spoken all at once has a happy ending. The eventual conversations of comfort, duty, sacrifice, power, obligation, and love ensue. Communicationnatural.
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Dean can't bare to have Cas leave him. And the Empty allows him to stay.
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Reckoning with a first kiss actually being the opposite of happiness simply due to circumstance.
see end notes!
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23 May 2025
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This is a story of Dean Winchester, the hunter and Castiel, the angel. They are not a match made in Heaven, they are a match made despite of Heaven. They deserved to be together, find their happiness, to love and be loved. Since the CW didn’t want to give them that, here we are.
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20 May 2025
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Missing scenes from the episode Angel Heart (10x20), centered around Dean and Cas's trip to hot topic and a very important question that resulted from it.
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19 May 2025
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Castiel's death plunges the hunter into deep depression. Concerned for his brother, Sam is desperately looking for a way to free the angel from the void. With a high price. But Dean is ready to sacrifice anything for it.
With success: He can set the angel free. But he no longer remembers his life with the Winchesters. Let alone Dean. That breaks the hunter's heart again.
But he is ready to fight. Determined to convince Castiel of his love for him.A story about love, lust and pure despair.
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- Part 1 of Without you-english
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11 May 2025
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BAM! Cas is back! Yep, just like that. Thanks Jack.
Dean Winchester is basically a functional mute with more issues than the Impala has miles on it. The wordless man needs to tell Castiel he loves him too - so he hatches a brilliant plan.
Operation: Lie Your Ass Off For The Greater Good.
What's the worst that could happen?
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- Part 1 of Good Things Do Happen
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10 May 2025
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Part Three: And at the end of the road is a house by the lake by WitchofSouth
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Sep 2023
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While Dean and Sam are out for a hunt, Castiel has to face a problem no Angel before had to deal with.
There are also some decisions to make that could change the live of Dean and Cas drastically.
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- Part 4 of The fairy tale of Cas and Dean
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09 May 2025
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It Surely Means That I Don't Know by supernaturalopinionskj
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
17 Jun 2022
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Post-Defeat of Chuck in Inherit the Earth, Jack is off to become the new God, and the Winchesters are left to pick up the pieces. Only Jack's unannounced changes to the universe have Sam and Dean apparently unemployed and still stumped as to how to rescue Cas
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Sam doesn’t put up much of a fight, he flips the laptop back open and Dean sees himself sitting on the floor, in the dungeon and-oh God the Dean on the floor is openly sobbing. Which means Sam already saw-
Dean slams the laptop closed, “Why are you watching that?”
“I just thought-” Sam doesn’t finish his sentence, starts a different one. “I’m so sorry, Dean.”
“Don’t,” Dean pleads, “Don’t be sorry. We’re going to fix this. You and me and Jack, we are going to get him back.”
Sam nods, wiping at his face, “Yeah. Of course we are. We will.”
Dean hates how much his voice shakes when he asks, “You really watched-?”
“Sorry,” Sam says, and this time he finishes the sentence, “I thought if I just saw The Empty again I might see something I was missing.”
“Did you?”
“Yes.” Sam doesn’t sound like he’s talking about a solution to the Cas problem. And sure enough, “I saw Cas. And for the first time in a long time, I saw you.”Bookmarked by Yo__aa
08 May 2025
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It's been a month since Castiel was retrieved from the Empty, and Sam's enjoying the peace, though everyone has been relaxing into retirement in their own ways. Castiel and Dean have chosen to hot box the Impala and interrupt Sam and Eileen's movie night. Luckily none of them are going to have any weird reactions to the documentary on bird courtship dances.
Right?Bookmarked by Yo__aa
07 May 2025
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A collection of Destiel one-shots that are mostly fluffy, some smutty (title will have an * if it contains sexual content) and absolutely zero sad/tragic endings. Each chapter is a separate one shot, with its own summary. So read on and enjoy!!
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07 May 2025
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Dean Winchester, as a hunter of the supernatural, has learned that life consists of lies and death.
On a supposedly harmless case, he loses the ability to lie and more and more often the frightening truth bursts out of him.
Dean quickly realizes that it's not just his life that could be in danger because of this truth spell.Bookmarked by Yo__aa
07 May 2025
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Dean Winchester is a man who has always been content with his life, well, thought he was content and happy. Until his baby brother got married before him, until his 30th birthday when he realized he wasn’t getting any younger, until he awoke every morning to an empty bed, an empty house and the feeling of being alone was becoming all consuming. He had everything he had hoped to accomplish, he had the ranch he ran with his brother, his family who he loved and the memories of a childhood summer where the best friend he ever had got ripped away from him and he had never come to terms with it. This he kept to himself, drowning what he now knows was love with whiskey and work. He hadn’t gotten laid in several years and he found that it didn’t bother him, though it probably should. When he literally knocks down a tall dark and handsome face and feels that instant connection he hadn’t felt since summer camp so many years ago, his world will turn upside down.
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- Part 1 of Willow
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07 May 2025
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The Garden Paradise by youve_changed_me_Dean for FloraGois
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Feb 2023
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Life has been peaceful since Castiel came home. Yes, memories from the Empty still bother him and no, he and Dean have not talked about what happened yet, but he is sure this is the happiest he has ever been. All he needs is a place to think about everything that has happened, a place he can sit and reflect in solitude, a place where no human has touched and the quiet and beauty of it can soothe him. Such a place resides in the woods behind the bunker and though it may need a bit of work, Castiel is set on making it something beautiful. With a bit of fertilizer and a push from Sam of all things, he may find that his garden will not be the only thing that will blossom this spring...
Edited due to image formatting issues - 2/25/2024
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06 May 2025