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parker luck strikes again by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
01 Nov 2025
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After years of struggling with various mental illnesses, Peter Parker has finally given up. He's lost his fight.
Or... so he thought.
Stephen Strange casts a spell on him to revive him. The only catch? He gets revived in a completely different universe. While Tony freaks out over his kind-of-but-not-exactly son getting teleported, Peter has to learn the ropes of vigilantism in a brand new city. Jersey, of all places.
The Batfamily has to deal with a new meta in the area. And who knows? Maybe this kid can heal more than they could ever imagine.
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- Part 10 of It's Just a Thing
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Blackbox Warning by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
27 Jul 2025
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Passive Suicidal Ideation.
That’s what they call it. It basically means you either want, or don’t care, if something bad happens to you… but you won’t do it yourself.
You’ve had it for a while now. Possibly your whole life. But before, you were able to zone out and self-destruct in peace.Until this damn yearner appears in your vents.
OR: Reader struggles with self-care and suicidal thoughts. Hector isn’t one to leave them alone.
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- Part 5 of Date Everything! Angst Edition
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OCD and Timothy by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
25 Jul 2025
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Your house is low-key annoyed with you. Annoyed with your patterns and rituals, to be exact.
For example:
Lux is tired of how you have to switch the lights on and off exactly 5 times every time you enter a room. Sinclaire is so done with how you waste water to wash your hands far longer than necessary. Cam feels overworked with how often you take out the trash.
None of them get you.
Except Timothy. If anyone understands schedules and routine, it’s him.
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- Part 4 of Date Everything! Angst Edition
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we all have a hunger by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
25 Jul 2025
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An alcoholic, a co-dependent fuse, and an anorexic all walk into a bar. What happens may shock you.
OR: You were doing… fine… on your own. Of course, that is ignoring the fact your mental health was at an all time low and your ED from high school was back in full swing. Then some magical glasses came into play and now you are forced to interact with people on the daily… rather than hide from the world (which was what you had been doing).
Featuring: Grumpy X Sunshine, Enemies to lovers (somewhat), loads of angst, and smut! So much smut…
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- Part 2 of Date Everything! Angst Edition
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CUT! That's a wrap! by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
21 Jul 2025
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You try not to panic as blood seeps through the gauze. You simply pile more toilet paper on it and pray that it stops the bleeding. But then you feel a rush of dizziness, and you try to stabilize yourself by leaning on the sink counter. Blood drips onto the ground, making an unfortunate splat! sound. You feel your chest rising and falling at an exponential speed as anxiety rushes through your veins.
You had cut too deep.
OR: Eddie and Volt discover you self-harm.
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- Part 3 of Date Everything! Angst Edition
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Oops! Secrets out! by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game)
20 Jul 2025
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For the longest time, you’ve lived with certain… habits. Some would call them “self-destructive” or some shit like that. And to that you’d say “At least it’s not drugs!”
Oh, but it was. You were addicted to the drug of self-harm. Which somewhere deep inside you knew it was wrong. So out of shame you kept it a secret from everyone you knew. By everyone you meant your singular friend and coworkers.
But after some weird glasses-bringing-objects-to-life fiasco, now you can’t exactly hide things like you used to.
Namely because damn Dorian keeps locking you out of the bathroom, Farya keeps screaming at you about proper post-cut care, and Hector’s sobbing is making you feel guilty as hell.
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- Part 1 of Date Everything! Angst Edition
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Pick Up The Phone (I don't wanna get better) by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
17 Jul 2025
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Peter knew his partners worried about him on the daily. How could they not? He was Spider-Man for Christ's sake. He was constantly risking his life for other people. He almost died every other week. Anyone would be worried!
But then, Peter’s biggest battle became something other than fighting villains or busting drug deals.
It became himself.
OR: Peter’s self harm addiction comes back in full swing after May’s death. MJ and Ned grow concerned and the relationship starts to snowball into chaos. Tony isn’t sure what to say to his kid, and Peter doesn’t know what to do anymore.
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- Part 9 of It's Just a Thing
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Haunted by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man/Deadpool - Joe Kelly (Comics)
14 Jun 2025
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Peter had become accustomed to “Parker Luck”. He vividly remembers how his Aunt May had sat him down as a child and told him that it just was how things were. There was dirty, rotten luck… and then there was Parker Luck. He could pinpoint times in his life where Parker Luck struck. Gwen’s death, Harry breaking up with him and becoming evil, and of course watching both his aunt and uncle tragically die.
He was pretty open about most of his Parker Luck. Especially with Deadpool. AKA Wade Wilson. AKA His soon to be husband.
But.
There are hauntings that he will never share. He will not speak the truth into existence. To speak of it, means it actually happened. He simply can’t deal with that.
OR: After Spider-Man and Deadpool go on a mission to stop a human trafficking ring, Peter has to face things he previously blocked out. All while Wade grows more and more concerned for his fiance.
*NOT TOM HOLLANDS SPIDER-MAN. ADULT SPIDEYPOOL ONLY.*
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- Part 8 of It's Just a Thing
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Yuri grew up in Russia. He knew the ropes of hiding any and all things queer from public view by the age of five. That is also when he discovered that something queer was going on in him. He detested the labels thrown onto him. It made him itchy, uncomfortable.
Things only got worse whenever he grew older. His clothes never sat right on his skin, his face felt too soft, and his chest swelled with an unquenchable rage.
So, he decided to come out to his grandpa. Who supported him so fiercely that he helped Yuri transition without the public eye having a clue. His old self was apparently a “relative” that passed away, quite unfortunate. Yuri? He was there the whole time, just quiet you see.
Gatekeep, gaslight, grandpa-boss.
Of course, transgender politics start hitting a new rise in popularity. With people panicking about trans people in sports, Yuri must pray (and do some scheming) to keep his secrets safe.
Of course, getting a found family at the same time isn’t too bad either.
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I heard you like magic by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
06 Apr 2025
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Peter Parker has a deep dark secret… no, it isn’t the Spider-Man thing. Although that’s important too. And no, it’s not the being trans thing. The horrible reality is that he can’t orgasm without sex toys. Guys are always horrified that he prefers a vibrator over their mediocre dicks. One patrol soon after Peter got dumped for the hundredth time, Peter accidentally spills this predicament to Wade Wilson.
Who in turn, as a good friend does, buys Peter the most luxurious, expensive, and kinkiest array of toys out there.
And, as best bros do, he offers to hold the vibrator wand. ‘Ya know, just so Peter’s hands don’t get tired. That’s all.
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- Part 1 of Sweet and Spicy
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After some unkind comments go viral, Tim Drake is forced to really look at himself… and he learns quite quickly that he doesn’t like what he sees. The rest of the Bat Family is oblivious to Tim’s internal struggle, and Tim doesn’t know how much longer he can go without breaking.
OR: Tim used to have an eating disorder, a dark secret of his, but he recovered. Whenever someone fat shames him for gaining the weight back, he falls into his worst relapse yet.
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- Part 2 of The Mis-Adventures of Timothy Drake
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Non-Linear Problems by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
09 Dec 2024
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Peter always knew something felt wrong under his skin. No matter how hard he tried to ignore it, forgotten memories kept trying to rise to the surface. He tried to push them down with Clorox wipes and witty humor, but nothing could change the past.
OR: Peter developed OCD after Skip Wescott touched him as a child. He blacked the memories out, but they’re slowly coming back during a pivotal moment of his life: College applications. With his OCD getting worse, his Spider-Man duties piling up, and his relationship with MJ on rocky ground… you could say that Peter isn’t doing too well. Will Tony and the others notice him drowning before it’s too late?
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- Part 6 of It's Just a Thing
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1…2…3… ACTION!!! by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man/Deadpool - Joe Kelly (Comics), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
08 Dec 2024
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Peter finally had everything he ever dreamed of. Top surgery, a college degree, and Spider-Man was no longer being wanted by the FBI (he hopes). The only thing holding him back were the bills following him. So. Many. Bills.
He had May's funeral bills, the medical bills, and college loans to take care of. As if Jameson would give him a raise, and he was already working three jobs. He could ask Deadpool for a loan... But that sounded like a death wish. For his ego and his literal life.
Gwen tells Peter to just sell feet photos. She says that's how she paid for Mary Jane and hers wedding. Peter, obviously, wouldn't be doing that. But maybe his friend was onto something. Not feet wise, but selling photos of his body online? That didn't sound too bad...
Until Deadpool becomes his number one fan. Now Peter's dignity and secret identity are on the line.
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Secrets and Shenanigans by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
05 Dec 2024
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Timothy Drake knew who he was ever since his mother gave him “the talk” at the age of eight. The realization of his body growing into such a form made him spiral. Janet and Jack taught him to be ashamed of the gap between his soul and his anatomy. So telling people that he was transgender? Not an option.
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The mis-adventures of Tim getting accidentally outed to his found family. Featuring: Emotionally constipated Bruce that secretly does care! Jason Todd being an ally! And Damien, for one time only, giving someone a hug!
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- Part 1 of The Mis-Adventures of Timothy Drake
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Binding 101 by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Dec 2024
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Peter knew the dangers, of course he did. Tony and May had both lectured him whenever he bruised a rib for the first time a while back. They had assumed that Peter would become more responsible after that. Peter himself thought that he would be more responsible, he hadn’t meant to go so far before, really.
However, his dysphoria starts worsening and his body is fighting against his brain. He turns to his binder and some… sketchy forms of coping.
OR: The five times Peter struggled with his dysphoria and the one time he reached out for help.
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- Part 7 of It's Just a Thing
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It's Personal by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Nov 2024
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Peter never meant to stand by as his beloved uncle got shot. Peter never meant to let the killer get away. He never meant for Aunt May to realize he was unable to protect Ben. He never meant to get kicked out. He never meant for Tony to pity him and take him in.
He did mean to skip dinner the next day.OR: Peter has to battle his internal demons after the guilt from Ben’s death causes him to develop an eating disorder and self-harm addiction. Aunt May’s grief makes her too emotional to think clearly, so Peter is disowned. He fakes normalcy around the Avengers until things get too difficult to hide. Apparently overworking yourself behind THE Tony Stark’s back isn’t a proper coping mechanism.
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- Part 1 of It's Just a Thing
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I Can See You (Deadpool's Version) by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
05 Nov 2024
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In a strange turn of events, Wade Wilson has fallen head over heels for Peter Parker, Bruce Banner's assistant scientist.
And he won't stop ranting to Spider-Man about this "Oh so amazing dreamboat of a man!"
Now Peter has no clue how to keep all of his separate lives in their rightful lanes. All he knows is the feeling of Wade's lips hot on his neck in a gross janitor's closet. And he knows he doesn't want that feeling to stop.
He also knows no one can know he's Spider-Man.
Or the find out about the fact that he's hooking up with Deadpool.
AKA: The forbidden workplace romance trope but make it Deadpool! Feat. Misunderstandings, an itty bitty amount of self loathing, and cliches!
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Testosterone Cypionate: Do's and Don'ts by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
05 Nov 2024
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When Peter begins his transition without telling anyone but MJ, there are a few complications. She and him both have to overcome their fear of needles, Peter has an allergic reaction, and his metabolism won’t allow the HRT to process as it should. So basically: Peter is stabbing himself weekly for nothing.
When will he finally tell Tony he’s trans and ask for help?
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It's Always Rainy in New York by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
12 Aug 2024
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Peter wasn't sure what was more embarrassing.
The fact he tried to kill himself by chugging Dove body wash, or if it would have succeeded. Death by Dove was admittedly hilarious, Flash Thompson probably would have made a running gag about it if news got out.
But, alas, Peter did not succeed in his attempt. The days after his would-be death date aren't his best. Or maybe... He does find a few reasons to stay.
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- Part 5 of It's Just a Thing
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She's the (spider) Man by alexndr_writes
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
11 Aug 2024
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For years Parker has lived life under a set of rules that she thought she was happy under. She was ok, despite an awkward situation-ship, discreetly only going by her last name, and her aunt drowning in grief. Things were getting normal. Then there was a small itsy-bitsy spider. And some nuclear radiation. And all of a sudden Parker realized she had powers and the Avengers were desperately in need of help. But would they really trust a teenage girl? Definitely not, so Parker is going to try to join as a young man. She is definitely only going as a man to better hide her identity... no other reason.
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A "She's the Man" AU where Peter decides to have a male superhero persona to hide his identity, but he quickly realizes he might enjoy the 'living as a guy' thing a bit too much.