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    “Because you’re beautiful.” But beautiful couldn’t begin to describe him. It never did. “Men would go to war for you.”

    And it’s the truth. It’s the most truthful Kazuha has ever been.

    Scaramouche was the type of beauty men would go to war for.

    The type Kazuha would go to war for.

    One so beautiful, men across the country would race for his hand in marriage. To be so stupidly blinded, they would haul gold and and riches with them in hopes of swaying his resolve. All that only to be trapped under an oath sworn by the gods that were anything to happen to Scaramouche, they would sacrifice their lives for him. Because he was not just worth the jewels and rubies they brought, but more.

    Scaramouche was worth their lives.

    Kazuha grows up believing love and freedom can never co-exist. That is until he meets Scaramouche and realizes the two have always been intertwined.

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    30 May 2025

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    I dont even know how to describe this fic. 10/10 chefs kiss

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    Scaramouche hated. He loathed. He despised the things that made him strange.

    He wasn’t normal. He never would be. There was something wrong with him and that wasn’t something he could just change. If Scaramouche could, he would’ve done it a long time ago.

    That was why he liked the drugs. The weed that made him all fuzzy and euphoric inside. Sure, it’d leave him feeling more empty than he was before, but in the minutes and hours he was lost with the stars, Scaramouche found that everything was okay even if it wasn’t. The drugs may have lied to him, but he didn’t care.

    Scaramouche would always fall back to that high even if it meant he’d come crashing down every time. A bit more broken and frail each time.


    Scaramouche learns to cope with the death of his mother in all the wrong ways. Facing the consequences of his drug fueled haze, Scaramouche is forced to move neighborhoods and meets a boy, Kazuha, who he learns is just as addicting.

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    30 May 2025

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    Another wonderful oneshot. I still crave a continuation💔

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    Kaedehara Kazuha was in debt. His family’s clan had fallen from nobility, and his parents left him alone to face the burden.

    When offered to participate in a game for a large cash prize, Kazuha seized the chance.

    He wished he didn’t.

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    30 May 2025

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    beautiful, sad, will kill you on the inside

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    Kaedehara Kazuha: the boss of a famed criminal organization, the Fatui.

    Scaramouche: the lead detective working on the case of the mysterious new Fatui leader.

    Their meeting happens seemingly by chance, at an empty and desolate bar. The friendship that forms afterwards is something tender and intimate.

    But Kazuha knows more than he lets on, and he isn’t who he says he is. (Scaramouche finds that out the hard way.)

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    30 May 2025

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    Made me scream cry gag throw up enter depression. 10/10

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    Exterminate all evil demons, no matter the cost. Even if it takes your life, even if you must die, die ridding the world of sin.

    That is the motto of the demon slayer corps, and the motto Kaedehara Kazuha lives by. It doesn’t change as he grows older, not even when he meets a powerful demon with an unhealthy obsession towards him.

    Together, Kazuha and Scaramouche lock into a fatal dance of life and death. One saves, the other kills. How can their romance end in anything but tragedy?

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    Wonderful, emotionally gut wrenching demon slayer AU