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you'd have to stop the world (just to stop the feeling) by wenttoafortuneteller
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2024
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“And you know what the worst part is?” The girl asks, wiping angrily at her tears. “I want the life I’m supposed to live. I want to get married and raise kids and be happy. I just don’t want to do all that with a man.”
It’s like Eddie’s understanding of himself — of the reason why he’s always felt like something is wrong with him — has been locked away his entire life. Labelled break glass in case of emergency, gathering dust for thirty-four years, and all of a sudden some conflicted teenager is shattering his worldview without meaning to.
I don’t want to do all that with a man, she’d said. The words slip out without Eddie intending them to.
“I do.”
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Or: the Eddie Diaz gay realization arc we all deserve. In which Bobby puts some pieces together, Chimney sees something he shouldn’t, Hen gets to have a conversation she’s been waiting to have for years, and Buck can’t understand why his best friend is avoiding him.
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02 Jul 2024
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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16 Jun 2024
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Evan Buckley receives a call from an unknown number a month after returning to work from the lawsuit. Answering it to find out his whole world is about to shift forever in a way he couldn't expect.
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Buck was depressed, finds out he has a child and steps up to the role.
(Please read the tags! I will put TW/CWs but they might miss things!)
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28 May 2024
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Tommy got lucky. He has a great boyfriend, a great found family and he was living the life of his dreams. What more could he want? Well, hidden behind those beautiful dreams was a lustful desire for Buck that he'd been suppressing, but he's hoping to feed his appetite when Buck finally asks him to spend the night.
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03 May 2024
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The LAFD mandates that all new hires complete their heat or rut leave prior to their probationary year as vacation accruals take time. Newly divorced, Eddie turns up at the Center to undergo his rut in privacy before starting at the 118. There, he meets an atypical omega whose heat partner forgot about him and whose only criteria is that his alpha be kind.
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- Part 1 of An Endless Knotting
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02 Sep 2023