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    She could be so small, he marveled. She was a cat, sleek and windy. A mouse, whiskers perfect and round ears quivering. A moth, fragile and dusty. A caterpillar, wriggly and colorful. She almost disappears.

    “Alex,” his mother chided, her voice low and hand tight around his upper arm, but if she wasn't looking at him it would've taken him a moment to know who she meant. She was scared, she’s terrified, her pupils are dots, even though they were just in the second last row of a near-empty greyhound bus. “Stop playing. Are you listening to me?”

    In his hand, Marie turned into a pill bug and curled up tight. He closed his hand around her, making her disappear.

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    29 Sep 2024

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    The 'You're Divine' series, in parts, now including 'Behind'

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    03 Mar 2024

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    this changed me as a person forever

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    “How much contact are you comfortable with?”

    Kaveh’s fingers carefully cradled his palm, hesitant, waiting if Alhaitham was going to react negatively. “Not too close, but warm enough for me to feel it.” Then seeing he did not do anything about it, Kaveh held it comfortably in his grip.

    Alhaitham was not interested in sex. Yes, he did contact an escort to spend the night with, but he didn’t do it for a quick fuck. It was embarrassing to admit (because he simply wanted someone to hug).

    Sleepless nights he spent by himself, touch-starved, lonely—almost crumbling at the seams, Alhaitham contacts Kaveh to hold him closely together.

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    Hearing Damage : Thom Yorke

    Steve wishes he could remember it.
    When he didn't have to concentrate on words so hard that he probably looked constipated.
    When he didn't have to train his eyes on peoples lips to catch the words they were saying.
    When he didn't have to turn the volume so loud that he could feel it vibrating in his bones.

    Or, how many angsty headcanons can I fit in one fic?
    Anyways- Steve is deaf. Inspired by this post by @weewoooweeeoo on Tumblr.

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    19 Mar 2023

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    It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.

    Steve fails. They lose.

    “Steve, how many loops have you been through?”

    His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.

    “I lost count.”

    AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.

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    07 Mar 2023