why_do_i_exist_FR
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- Dream SMP (3)
- Minecraft (Video Game) (2)
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Tommy is training to become a hero, but after being neglected by hero sbi he decides to become a vigilante and gets the family he deserves. (Even if all family is temporary)
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vigilante benchtrio+purpled and hero sbi! (lots of fluf, fighting, and angst!!) -
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Tommy was loud.
Tommy was light.
Tommy fell—and Tubbo wasn’t there to catch him.
After discovering Tommy’s final journal beside the tower he jumped from, Tubbo spirals into grief, guilt, and a quiet rage that refuses to burn out. As he builds a memorial in his name and re-reads the journal entries no one was ever meant to find, Tubbo is forced to confront everything they left unsaid.
Tommy thought he only had one friend.
Tubbo is going to prove he was wrong—no matter what it costs.
A love story disguised as a tragedy.
A tragedy disguised as survival.
And maybe, in the end, the wind never lied—it just didn’t carry him far enough.-----
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Tommy had always been struggling but when you are neglected it's hard for people to notice that if they don't even notice you even until it is too late
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A really angsty fic where Tommy commits and his family is left dealing with loss
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“Yes, thank you Dream,” Phil says, pulling out his sword, letting it hang loosely in his hand as Techno holds onto Tommy’s arm, tugging the teen even more, to the point where Tommy thinks he might bump into Techno. “However, as of now, Tommy is under the protection of the Antarctic Empire.”
Dream shakes his head, laughing. “You can’t do that.” And as he walks forward to get closer, Phil points his sword right at Dream’s face.
“Yes, we can.” Phil responds, and Dream takes a step back when the edge of Phil’s sword pokes against his mask.
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(Techno and Phil decide to take Tommy from his mistreatment, and RUN)
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Tommy remembers a time where he idolized the heroes on the screens. He remembers a time where his breath would fog up the glass on Christmas morning as he stared at a window with toys. Heroes monetized. Tommy hadn't thought much about it when he was little, when he had stars in his eyes with the hope that he'd crawl his way out of the slums.
It would've been better if Tommy had never existed in the first place.
Freefall was dead.
He should stop falling back on those habits.
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"Hello, welcome to Niki's. How can I help you?" Tommy greeted with a faux cheeriness that he knew was a remnant to Freefall. It wasn't like Nightstalker with his standoffish extreme tendencies. However, it would ensure that the public would never realize that Freefall was alive.
Freefall was dead.
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or, the past always catches up to you.
Series
- Part 1 of Z's works
- Part 1 of Dead To Me
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- English
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25 Jun 2025
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1000/10 long amazing audiobook superhero’s made me violently ill at the end
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Tommy uncrosses his legs. “You were ignoring me- I felt justified.”
“I was ignoring your character,” Wilbur corrects. “I was being a good fake brother. I was being a good actor.”
Tommy falters a little. Fake. Fake brother. Good actor. He swallows. “Uh- yeah. Yeah.”
or, SBI are actors on a sitcom, and of course, they play a happy family- unfortunately for Tommy, the lines between fact and fiction are easily blurred and hard to define.
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- Part 5 of Anything and Everything
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- English
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- 28,301
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14 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
So good! 9.5/10 kinda short good night audiobook
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TommyInnit's Unreliable Method of Befriending Supervillains by One_A_LonelyNumber
Fandoms: Dream SMP
01 Jul 2025
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Tommy's just trying to work his three jobs and get by in life.
He was not looking to be adopted by this random family and hunted down by the top three heroes!
How did it all go so wrong so fast?
Come find out! :D
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Guitar Strings and Keyrings are What it Takes to Build a Home by Anonymous
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Dream SMP - Roleplay
15 May 2021
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Techno was adopted by Phil when he was 12 years old.
He'd been enjoying his morning before Phil came to him asking if he would mind them taking in another kid. Against his better judgement, Techno agrees and ends up with two new foster brothers who he was determined to not get attached to, no matter what.
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Another Tommy Foster AU but this time with Wilbur
Series
- Part 1 of Guitar Strings and Keyrings AU
- Part 1 of MCYT Fics
- Language:
- English
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- 63,234
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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09 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
So good! Pog adoption fic!! 8.5/10 good school audiobook