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    “Is this supposed to be a power play or something?”

    Rin turns around. Isagi’s holding the shirt out with a slight look of confusion on his face, squinting for a moment before turning it around for Rin to see.

    Right there, blazed across the back of the shirt, says Itoshi Rin. An old practice shirt, he thinks. All he really brought to Blue Lock was jerseys and such. “It’s a fucking shirt, Isagi. Wear it.”

    Face tinged with red, Isagi drags off his jersey and replaces it with Rin’s shirt. It’s big, on him, and Isagi twists to see his reflection in the mirror above his dresser, tugging at the sleeves. The bold, black lettering stretches across his shoulder blades. It’s a little odd, seeing his own name on someone else. But it isn’t really just someone else, is it? It’s Isagi. It’s Isagi, wearing his old practice jersey, soft from use— wearing his name.

    ———

    “You shouldn’t say shit like that,” He says, low.

    Isagi’s growing smirk as well as the remnants of blush painted across his face look fucking delectable. “Yeah? Or what?”

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    Can be read standalone :)

    Blue Lock Academy is for gifted young adult soccer players looking to advance beyond their U20 national teams and club development leagues to the most competitive clubs in the world. During this, soccer isn’t the only thing these talented athletes aims to master. Interpersonal conflicts pose a challenge for many of them, only heightening the competitive nature of the program.

    After a devastating loss to Bastard Munchen, Rin is finally starting to crack under the weight of his older brother's apathy. The only person who seems to notice is the last person he'd choose to confide in. Isagi Yoichi, thorn in his side since they met as young teens, is relentless in his quest to get through to Rin no matter how hard he pushes him away.

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    It’s not like it was his brother’s fault– of course it wasn’t Sae’s fault, not the first time that petal sat in a splatter of blood in their sink and not the last time. How could it be because of him?

    Itoshi Rin centric and POV angst. Rin develops (familial) Hanahaki after Sae leaves for Spain, an exploration of his perspective on life and relationship with others. Both pre-Blue Lock to during Blue Lock. (Also keep in mind that this IS Rin's perspective, and he is a somewhat unreliable narrator. Sae's actions and words will seem more harsh and cruel as it's RIN who's interpreting them.)

    Will add tags as the fic updates. I will add archive warnings if they are needed, and trigger warnings in the beginning of every chapter that needs them.

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    Rin and Sae talk it out. Eventually.

     

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    “So why are you here at one in the morning?”

    “I need…” He needs Sae. He feels like he’s fucking losing it, and all he wants is to talk to his brother."

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    “You are not unnecessary. You’re my brother. You’ll never be unnecessary.”

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    Sae finally looked up, his voice hoarse. "He's going to wake up, right?"

    The doctor's tone softened. "We believe he will. All we can do is wait."
    Then he left.

    And Sae sat there, still and small, the word 'coma' echoing in his head like a dull, distant drum.

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    The U-20 World Cup is weeks away. Rin Itoshi is in a coma. And the people he left behind — his brother, his team, his regrets — are left with a single question. Why?

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    He just wanted his nii-chan back.

     

    And that hurt more than any of Sae's words ever could.

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  7. 26

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    Everyone in Blue Lock knows Rin hates Sae and Sae doesn't give a damn about Rin.

    But..

    Is it really true?

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    In their days of youth, Rin used to believe that, if he and his brother were to die, he wanted to die first, so he did not have to endure living without his Sae.

    Now, if he and his brother were to die, he wanted to die first, so he could leave this filthy earth faster and get rid of the agony that reminded him Sae existed at the same time as he did.

     

    Or, what happens when you mix personal feelings with soccer and a biiit of music.
    Rin's situation from the perspective of a professional yapper (me).

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    isagi scores the winning goal in u-20 match and sae tells rin some stuff so rin is going to have major crash out in the bathroom

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    "Did you think I wouldn't notice you were gone?"

    "You didn't notice when I was there."

    "I did."

    or- Rins failed attempt brings him back to his brother.

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    a drabble i wrote for chapter 124 of blue lock,
    don't expect much besides typical itoshi brothers angst!

    (lowercase intended)

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    the dark green hair Sae always had knew, had seen. was gone.

    the mixed emotions and tension suddenly never existed

    all he knows, is that he needs to be fast.

    fast enough to save the irreversible

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    Sae is sick of his life in Spain.

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    Rin sighed, his voice low but steady. "You said we’d conquer the world together."

    Sae shrugged, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. "We were kids, Rin. Kids say things they don’t mean."

    Rin’s jaw tightened, fists clenching at his sides. "I meant it."

    Sae's expression hardened, a cold detachment in his reply. "Well, I didn’t."

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    another old quadruple drabble of mine about the itoshi brothers (angst per usual)
    set in the perspective of rin

    (lowercase intended)

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    "You don't have to be so gentle," Rin mutters, his voice hoarse. "I'm not made of glass."

    Isagi offers a small, understanding smile. "I know you're not. But everyone needs support sometimes, even you."

    Rin takes a deep, shaky breath. "I can't remember the last time I did this with someone." He pauses, looking away. "Let my guard down, I mean."

    Isagi nods, his hand still resting on Rin's shoulder. "It's okay. Your secrets are safe with me. We're rivals on the field, but we're also teammates.”

    Or, Rin is at the gym when he has a panic attack. Thankfully, Isagi is there to help.

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    “Great treasures lie beneath the ground—and so did Sae Itoshi”


    Rinsagi prison AU

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  18. 21

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    After growing up together and dating as teenagers, you and Sae meet again three years after your breakup at your art exhibition. Why is he there? Incomprehension and painful romantic memories will arise, buried since he broke your heart.

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  19. 14

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    Rin had always been a weird kid, ever since the day he was born.

    But first and foremost, but he was Sae’s weird kid.

     

    Or, is 8 years enough in learning how to forgive, and how to be forgiven?

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  20. 10

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    The reconcilation of two broken brothers. All initiated by Hanahaki disease.
    Kind of funny how that works out.

    Completely platonic series - so no ships or incest in any past or future installations :].

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