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    It’s not like it was his brother’s fault– of course it wasn’t Sae’s fault, not the first time that petal sat in a splatter of blood in their sink and not the last time. How could it be because of him?

    Itoshi Rin centric and POV angst. Rin develops (familial) Hanahaki after Sae leaves for Spain, an exploration of his perspective on life and relationship with others. Both pre-Blue Lock to during Blue Lock. (Also keep in mind that this IS Rin's perspective, and he is a somewhat unreliable narrator. Sae's actions and words will seem more harsh and cruel as it's RIN who's interpreting them.)

    Will add tags as the fic updates. I will add archive warnings if they are needed, and trigger warnings in the beginning of every chapter that needs them.

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    Rin Itoshi hates to face his reflection. It reminds him a little too much of a certain someone.

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    “Great treasures lie beneath the ground—and so did Sae Itoshi”


    Rinsagi prison AU

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    Rin had always been a weird kid, ever since the day he was born.

    But first and foremost, but he was Sae’s weird kid.

     

    Or, is 8 years enough in learning how to forgive, and how to be forgiven?

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    “My body is half of a canvas – something that needs to be used with ink and colors,” and their smile reached their eyes. It seemed the easiest thing they did in their life. “And I want you to paint on me.” 

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    Rin Itoshi feels alone and thinks Sae abandoned him. He had always been alone but Sae leaving him hit different. He gets bullied at school which doesn’t help either.

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    Can be read standalone :)

    Blue Lock Academy is for gifted young adult soccer players looking to advance beyond their U20 national teams and club development leagues to the most competitive clubs in the world. During this, soccer isn’t the only thing these talented athletes aims to master. Interpersonal conflicts pose a challenge for many of them, only heightening the competitive nature of the program.

    After a devastating loss to Bastard Munchen, Rin is finally starting to crack under the weight of his older brother's apathy. The only person who seems to notice is the last person he'd choose to confide in. Isagi Yoichi, thorn in his side since they met as young teens, is relentless in his quest to get through to Rin no matter how hard he pushes him away.

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    "Did you think I wouldn't notice you were gone?"

    "You didn't notice when I was there."

    "I did."

    or- Rins failed attempt brings him back to his brother.

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    “Rin. . .” Sae choked, losing his composure.

    They both knew he had to go.

    And maybe that was the worst part.

    Anri stepped in gently, her own eyes shimmering as she reached for Rin. “Sweetheart… it’s time. We have to let him go.”

    Rin screamed. Screamed.

    “No! No, no, no! Don’t take him! Don’t take Nii-chan!” His little arms clung to Sae’s legs, body wracked with sobs so violent it looked like he couldn’t breathe. “Please—please—please don’t go—!”

    Sae stood frozen, tears streaking down his cheeks as he looked down at Rin, who was now on his knees, clinging to him like a lifeline.

    “I love you, Rin,” Sae whispered, voice broken beyond repair. “So much. I’ll come back. I’ll come back for you, I swear. You’ll be okay. I promise.”

    Anri had to gently, painfully pry Rin away—his arms flailing, cries echoing through the hallway. She held him against her chest, whispering soft apologies through her own tears as he fought to run back, screaming for his brother. But Sae had to go.

    So why did it take 19 years to return?

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    When Rin took up the new case for work, he did not expect to work along his long-lost brother. The one who had painfully abandoned him 19 years ago.

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    Maybe that's why Rin does it. Maybe that's why he snares his teeth and sinks them into whatever sorry soul encroaches too close to him. He's not trying to scare them away; he isn't bothered by other people's presences...not really or rather not enough to consider them bothersome..he just has a deep-rooted belief-

     

    Fear

     

    That if he isn't biting, scratching, scathing, fighting then maybe they'll forget about his existence all together.

    Maybe he wants to devour people because at least then...when some part of their body inevitably aches from the wound he's inflicted, they'll remember him. They'll acknowledge him, his existence. Even if only for a fleeting moment.

    He'd exist to someone.
    He misses when that someone was his Nii-chan.
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    Rin's reason for playing soccer is to get his big brother back...until he realizes he can't. (Featuring Itoshi brothers backstory and the great Rin crash out of 2025)

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    Being an omega sucked.

    He admitted it, not because he agreed with the sexist members who thought they were only good for mating or doing light work that didn't require physical effort.

    No, he agreed because he had experienced what it was like to be one his entire life.

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    Rin sat on the deck alone, watching as the ocean waves moved, tempting him. Rin shivered, feeling the cold of the night.

     

    Rin's goodbye to a lonely life.

     

    (Read at your own discretion)

     

    Author's Note(26/7/2025): CHAPTER 2 IS OUT ‼️

    Author's Note(6/8/2025): Currently on Hiatus cuz author has to worry about exams first (O levels prelims on 20/8/2025 😭) gg guys im failing ts

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    Victory should have been everything. But the moment Rin Itoshi disappeared, Yoichi Isagi felt it all begin to crumble.
    Then emerged Crimson Eclipse—a team born in shadows, trained with military precision, and stripped of all mercy. They don’t play for glory. They play to erase everything that came before.
    Now, deep within their snowbound fortress, Blue Lock’s elite must face more than a match. They are forced to confront what they fear most: the twisted reflection of their own potential.
    And at the heart of it all waits Rin—remade, ruthless, and crowned in crimson.
    Isagi once fought to surpass Rin. Now he must decide whether to save him... or survive him.

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    A quiet girl steps into the world of Blue Lock and turns everything upside down — without even trying. Between awkward first crushes, overprotective siblings, and way too much team chaos, nothing will ever be the same.

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    «La balada del agua» no fue lo que Rin diría una obra maestra, pero le encantó el personaje del villano, que coincidentemente lleva su nombre... ¡Espera! ¡¿Por qué diablos murió?! ¡¿Y además se muere él?!

    Y si no fuera a empeorar su suerte, tiene la desgracia de reencarnar dentro de esa novela. Maldita sea, bueno, al carajo con la novela, Rin vivirá como se le de la puta gana. Quizás incluso escapar y vivir mejor.

    Ah, espera. ¿Esas son flores?

    “Escuché que te gustaban estos chocolates”, ¿Eh?

    “¡Rin! ¿No te gustaría venir a ver mi entrenamiento con la espada?”, ¿Eh?

    “Rin, ¿no te gustaría estar a mi lado durante toda la eternidad?”, ¡¿EH?!

    ¡¿QUÉ MIERDA ESTÁ PASANDO?!

     

    O,

    La vez que Rin reencarnó en una novela.

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    Sae grew up knowing the feeling of sand between her toes, how the open sea would sound in the early morning when the tide was still too high to swim in, and the waves were so rough they could drag you into its fauces in a second. She had been dragged, pulled, and thrown around by the ocean more times than she could be bothered to remember. As rough as the sea could be, Sae proclaimed her love for it at age 9 and never let go. Unlike football, it was a constant, no matter what place on earth you were in.

     

    Or; Sae goes back to Japan to visit Shidou during the off season, they plan a day at the beach. (The terrifying ordeal of visiting home with your situationship)

    FemLock Week25: Day 02 - Beach

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    Sae recalled something his father had said, once. ‘Bad luck comes in threes’.

    He thought of his fight with Rin, the sudden crash of the car, and wondered: If this was his second dose of bad luck, what would be his third?

    ...

    After Sae sustains a severe leg injury, Rin is left to take care of him.

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    Blue Lock Academy, truly a weird school. soccer driven, art kids, weird kids, who cares? it's like a soap opera.

    OR, BLLK CHATFIC

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    7/?
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    13
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    105
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    “Mahika”

    A Filipino word that talks about the feeling of coming across someone that gives you butterflies. An experience beyond one’s interest, but it develops into a magical encounter. It directly translates to “magic”.

    What happens when two stress-ridden teens experience a sort of Mahika of their own–together?

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    8/?
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    the dark green hair Sae always had knew, had seen. was gone.

    the mixed emotions and tension suddenly never existed

    all he knows, is that he needs to be fast.

    fast enough to save the irreversible

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    6/?
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    133
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