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    The move had happened quite suddenly.

    It wasn’t even after the first time Dan had some kind of altercation with his mother, but maybe it was because he’d failed to hide it that time. Maybe Chris couldn’t bear the sight of the bruises. Maybe it’d been the cut on Dan’s lip. Or the black eye. Or the particularly nasty blow to his arm that even made the skin painful to the touch. Whatever it’d been, Dan had never seen that look of dark fury in Chris’s eyes. He hoped to never be on the receiving end of that look.

    Two days after the incident, Dan was woken up mid-morning to Chris standing at his front door, folded-up cardboard boxes in one hand and a large roll of packing-tape in the other. Dan greeted him half-groggy and definitely not fully alert, “Chris? What’s—”

    “I’m getting you out of here.”

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    A few days out from high school, Chris helps Dan move out of home to escape living with his mother. However, it becomes clear that moving out doesn't solve all of Dan's problems - and as time goes on, they become harder to ignore.

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    ‘They said later that all the sorry souls of the Mississippi had waited their turn long enough. Oh, it was a cruise steeped in death from the start— all endings are deaths, if you think about it. These are haunted waters, always have been, and she was a ghost if ever I saw one. You heard of the old black train? Let me tell you, the Greeks, you know, they had it right. Before there were trains, there were boats. Ain’t nothin' older than a boat. That tour—the very last… we didn’t know it then, but, hell, they did. The dead always do, in the end.’ — Witness statement.

    September, 1921: the SEVENTH DAY departs St. Louis for New Orleans. It goes not silently or darkly: they say its passengers dance all night and day, dragging the river out slow enough to turn minutes to hours, days to weeks, nights to days and back again. They say it’s ten times the size of a Mardi Gras float and twice as grand, patronised by the richest Baron in the south. Its shadow is vast and broad—the vision of an ending.

    But it is a beautiful vision, while it lasts.

    Besides—is it not said that all endings are also beginnings, in their way?

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    After the Latimer case breaks and Joe Miller is arrested, Broadchurch is left shaken and scarred — and so is DI Alec Hardy. On medical leave, physically deteriorating and emotionally untethered, Alec drifts along the Dorset coast, half-waiting for his body to give out. Instead, he finds Paul Coates — and Paul finds him.

    Alec’s not looking for G-d, but he’s looking for something. Paul isn’t expecting to start an affair with the most closed-off man in Broadchurch — especially not in the middle of a moral crisis and a town beginning to whisper.

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    Ludzie mawiają - „Oni zrodzili się z ciemności". Z ciemności, która oślepia nas nocą, mącąc nam w myślach. Widzimy w nich potwory, a oni widzą w niej nasze odbicia. Ale wystarczy zapalić mały płomień, który oświetli nam noc. Legendy to nie tylko szepty ludzi, a ziarenka prawdy. Jasność i Ciemność stworzą tutaj cmentarzysko.

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    Have you ever had that feeling like the Reaper is just out of sight, hovering in your blind spot? Dean has, can feel the touch of that phantom scythe against his neck, the fearful chill of eternal nothing shivering down his spine, and he's not the only one.

    After narrowly escaping an accident that should have killed all involved Dean and his fellow survivors attempt to outpace Death...

    Even if some of them refuse to see the graveyard for the tombstones.

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    Regina George’s life is perfect. As the queen of highschool, she had everyone eating from her hand, scrambling for even some of her crumbs. Life’s good, even with the falseness of it all — she’s dealt with worse. However, none of that matters tonight, because tonight everything will be perfect in prom. Regina will wear the perfect dress, have the most perfect pictures and be the perfect prom queen.

    Or at least that’s what she likes to pretend because Regina George’s life isn’t perfect, especially with a certain Janis trying to sabotage her. So she’d destroy Janis, that’s what she promised herself.

    And Regina will make sure to keep her promise — but maybe not in the way she imagined.

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    Regulus Black isn't normal. He didn't have a normal childhood, he doesn't eat normally, or act normally, or think normally. He is broken. There's so much wrong with him he feats it's unfixable. Too much damage. Damaged goods, if there was anything good in the first place.

    Worthless.

    He's struggling. And the people who love him have to show him that love, so he can learn to love himself.

    Before it's too late.

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    Telemachus knew it was better to pretend nothing happened. He was the son of the famed Odysseus, the next heir to the throne, the only son of the king and queen of Ithaca, of course he couldn’t live in peace. He chooses to ignore whatever he and the prince of Pylos had. Telemachus knew better than to fall in love with a boy. Especially a prince. Especially with the Gods watching. Some things are too sacred to touch. And some things, like him—were never meant to be holy in the first place.

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    Shauna can’t help but look back down at Jackie’s lips as if it were the one thing that could keep her alive for the night. As if they were the source of oxygen keeping her alive and breathing for just a few more minutes.

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    He stared at the steel box from afar, knowing exactly what lied inside it. Putting it there was supposed to be a preventive measure, to keep himself from using it after the side effects had already begun to corrode his body and mind, to stop himself before it eventually—inevitably—tore apart his last shreds of sanity.

    But he was never a strong-willed man

    "I need this." He mumbled to no one but himself, a reassurance that tried to ease the whirlwind of emotions that had nested inside him. Fiddleford stood up with wobbling legs, using the bed's headrest as a support, trying not to topple over in his disoriented state. Blood pounded in his ears as he walked over to the safe, the only place he could trust to keep his most precious invention. The rotten wood of the closet doors creaked as they were opened, revealing a steel box inside. Fiddleford's trembling fingers pressed down on the familiar numbers, the motion having been long-engraved into his subconscious; for now, it was just muscle memory.

    19-20-1-14-6-15-18-4

     

    There it was

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    His lawyer had listened to his long list of mitigating circumstances (whining) and the full context of his actions (excuses) but had dismissed all of it in favour of arguing the merits of restorative measures and how promising a candidate Bradley made “for a therapeutic and community oriented approach to meaningfully demonstrate his remorse and changed behaviour”. It was nothing short of humiliating and came only second to the absolute tongue lashing his father had given him.

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    Bradley Uppercrust III, in spite of all his privilege, didn’t manage to evade community service.

    or

    Watch this piece of shit try his best.

    (Formerly titled ‘Bradley Makes Amends’)

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    The whole Thanos team is in a band together and Thanos is like a playboy. Namgyu's feelings fluctuate from being head over heels in love and making out with him to crying over him. However, Thanos doesn't want anyone to know about their relationship and Namgyu continues to stay by his side. But some things happen and the two don't see each other in a long time.
    Fast forward Thanos is a popular idol and Namgyu is a photographer they finally meet after years and this time Thanos is the one who is head over heels and regrets everything that happened in the past.
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    Thanos and Namgyu were in a past relationship and Thanos will do anything to get him back.

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    Sirius Black betrays his duties to the throne to join a pirate ship, looking for something that nobody believes exists, only to find friends, love and family instead.

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    Snapshots in the lives of two idiots who don't know how to love each other.

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    Yoongi and Jungkook live together, tangled in a history neither can fully undo.
    Yoongi stays quiet at the wrong times, but somehow always manages to say the wrong thing; Jungkook’s patience is running thin.
    Now they’re caught between what’s been lost and the fragile hope that maybe, just maybe, some things aren’t finished yet.

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    A slow burn coming-of-age story about regret, waiting, and the spaces where love lingers - even when it’s hard to hold on.

    [UPDATES once/twice daily]

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    Scout just learned who his dad is. He’s angry, confused, and disappointed in more ways than one. But more than anything else, he feels this sense of relief wash over him. At least somebody gave a damn to tell him.

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    He was taught to pray the desire away. But now desire lives next door- and it smiles like the devil himself.

     

    He begged God to save him from temptation.
    Then he moved in next door.

     

    One of them clings to the holy lie that love only comes in one form.
    The other? Has never followed any rules, especially the ones about love.

    A story of guilt, lust, identity, heartbreak, and finding peace in your own damn sin.

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    I cant be there for you wooyoung...
    I want to
    But i dont want to be the first person you fall inlove with,
    Dont wait for me
    Their are prettier pearls.
    Ones without bruises.

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    Yoo Joonghyuk stuck out like a sore thumb among the sea of mothers escorting their daughters to their first ballet class. Since he lived in a small town, his face was plastered throughout local television as an up-and-coming boxer whose fame was rising to new heights after his previous victory. Normally, he wouldn’t mind taking his sister to her ballet classes, but his first impression of Kim Dokja, her instructor, was less than stellar. 

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