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Fermata by SavageWilderness
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice, Interview With the Vampire (Movie 1994)
19 Oct 2025
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This story begins when Lestat has just left Paris.
Nicolas, left behind, sits on the roof of Renaud’s with one fixed thought repeating:
‘I will stay here till morning and the sun will burn me.’
He does not move.
Lestat has gifted Magnus’ tower to Armand, and Armand and Eleni bring Nicolas there.
This story explores: What if Lestat was the only reason Nicolas really had to live? With Lestat gone forever, can Nicolas find a way to go on?Content warnings:
This story is deeply interior, based in Nicolas’ mind.
It explores non-existence, recovery, and the struggle to remain in a body and a world when everything feels lost.
It contains extended sequences of dissociation, suicidal ideation, substance use as self-harm, and the slow, non-linear process of psychological recovery. Nicolas spends significant time barely conscious/functional. If you have experienced – or walked beside someone experiencing substance dependence, trauma, eating disorders, or psychological collapse, this story enters those spaces deeply.The question at its heart is: Is it possible to find a reason to live when it seems there are no reasons left?
Please protect your heart too 🕊️.- Language:
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He doesn't deserve you. by Dewznotfound
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
19 Oct 2025
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Giyuu is in a toxic relationship with an abusive Boyfriend, hes scared of His Boyfriend and knows that Hes No good for him, however he cant handle someone leaving Him Just Like tsutako and sabito did and lets His Boyfriend do everything He wants to.
In one Meeting Giyu accidently forgets to Cover up the bruise on His face, what will Happen when the other hashiras find out? How will they Help giyu when He refuses to leave His Lover even though Giyu knows Hes Bad for him?
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X Marks the Spot by gleamingandwholeanddeadly (something_safe)
Fandoms: The Sandman (TV 2022), The Sandman (Comics)
19 Oct 2025
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For reasons best known to themself, Desire of the Endless pays Hob Gadling a visit one fateful night. The results are a curse, and a race against time for Dream.
(Part one of a tumblr fic, based on the prompt: Fake marriage - though this is an admittedly meandering journey to that point)
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- Part 3 of Dreamling Tumblr Prompt Ficlets
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Out of the Sorting Hat by Ana_Anaphora, Newenida for Newenida
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Oct 2025
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Voldemort was wrong, which he found out after resurrecting the Hogwarts founders.
Albus Dumbledore is wrong, but he doesn't know that yet.
Read about what happens with Hogwarts and the magical world when the founders are dropped into the mix and their heirs are named, and when Augusta Longbottom and Salazar Slytherin scheme using every resource. Even Witch Weekly.
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What if an additional consequence to Edward committing the ultimate alchemy taboo was Edward developing chronic illnesses?
Ed’s thoughts about how he feels at his lowest point, and how chronic illnesses can break a person.
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Lu Guang had never gotten further in both a dive and away from his already slipping sanity. His mind felt as if it was tearing itself apart and there wasn’t a thing left to do but wait. 4 months.
4. That was the time he had to ‘fix’ everything. Of course Lu Guang knew it was imperative that he survive at least until September 13th, long enough to see the still beating heart of Cheng Xiaoshi at 5:01 PM…
However, a case accepted by him alone would drive an unclimbable wall between that goal and his own survival. Had he known it’d be a catalyst for not only his, but those who he loved, fall into hysteria, there’d be no such thing as an option…
But it did…and “taken’ it was.—takes place in the current timeline.
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When Steve's parents decide they've had enough of Hawkins, they move away to start a new life and Steve decides to stay behind.
With his friends striving for their own lives with college and jobs now that Hawkin's has settled into a normal town once again, Steve struggles to find his place.
His luck might change when he finds work and a place to stay at a remote farmhouse.
But this is Hawkins.
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Because healing means he’ll have to face the fact that he’s not a hero anymore, that his name’s been scrubbed from the Hall, that the people he fought beside now look at him like a traitor.
And what’s left when that’s gone?
So he doesn’t touch the creams Wilbur leaves on his bedside table. Doesn’t eat the meals. Barely drinks the water. The only thing he can make himself do is breathe, and even that feels like a burden some days.
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Goretober day 10 - Scars
Tommy was betrayed and framed as a traitor by his own teammates because he was caught speaking with an A-ranking villain called Siren. Without a proper trial, he's tortured. Siren, whom he now knows as Wilbur, saves his life, and now they're picking up the pieces together.
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- Part 9 of ☆ Goretober ☆
- Part 50 of TommyInnit Fics
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“庆功宴后，去我的寝宫。”
散宴后，阿尔图惊喜地在寝宫里发现了等待着的奈费勒。
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Sadie Adler has lost everything. Now she's on the run with the gang of outlaws that saved her, and she's slowly adjusting to her new life. She doesn't quite know what to make of it, but she values her new friends (and enemies). However, there is one person that she can't stop thinking about...
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I could have looked out the window, watched the world flicker and pass by — quickly, painlessly, without promises or regret. A casual landscape, foreign, meant for one night, which was to usher me into life and the long-awaited future — yet one completely different from what I had imagined. With great naivety I accepted the luxury of indifference. Afterwards, nothing was easy anymore — easy to deny, to forget, to suppress. Nothing.
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i’ll live like i’m loving, like i’m not dead and heartbroken yet by SpeedingCheetah
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
19 Oct 2025
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Sua wasn’t sure why they always had to suffer to be treated well, in the aftermath. In fact, she wasn’t sure why they had to suffer at all—her head hurt, and Mizi’s form in front of her didn’t even look real. Something ached and splintered in her chest.
(or: to be disoriented is to lose sight of your lover, but not to lose sight of the ending you’ll share.)
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Umbrellas and Almosts by cornmc10
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, mauraders - Fandom
19 Oct 2025
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They were never meant to cross paths—James a optimistic paralegal who wants nothing more than to be a father, and Regulus, a wandering carefree individul with nothing to lose. In the rain, where most people see inconvenience, they found clarity—and home withing eachother where they can wither any storm.
Just a heads up! This story is a tragic one. I chose not to use warnings because I wanted to leave some mystery but there will be some pretty heavy themes (look in the tags if you want a better idea) but if you are looking for a lightheatred story this might not be the one for you.
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Feeling and fighting yourself is the hardest thing you can do all the way to the end
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"Welcome to blue lock university, where the subjects are hard but the boys are harder" what have I signed myself up for.
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Me Or You (one of us is going to need to die) by ELEGANT_pigeonWHO
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
19 Oct 2025
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Dear diary,
I hate it here.Or: Percy Jackson’s diary going from TLT to BoO (skipping the short stories because I have yet to read them)
Or: me procrastinating on my other works by starting this one
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Rock, paper, scissors.
It started as a game. Harmless, they said.
But how harmless could it be when Seungmin was tossed around like a toy, when his body ached and his smile trembled, and when he had to endure the pain for seven long years?
They said it was just for fun.
Yet the laughter grew sharper, the bruises grew deeper, and Seungmin kept pretending that everything was fine.
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Ben finally tells Callum the truth. But will Callum be able to save him from himself.
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Survived by NorbertoMcFlirto
Fandoms: The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde - Robert Louis Stevenson
19 Oct 2025
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Utterson stared up at the ceiling of Jekyll’s cabinet, eyes dry but emotions whirling. No one could know. No one could know.
Jekyll would be shocked when he returned to find the man on his floor, no doubt informed by Poole as to his location. But that wasn’t a problem yet, so Utterson let the thought slip from the obsessive grasp of his mind. The mind that circled around the bridge he had stood upon mere moments before, never escaping the pull of memory, never escaping the pull of freedom.
Day 19- Alternate prompt: Yearning.
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- Part 19 of Whumptober 2025
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You have always said that you don’t feel much about killing; that you’ve been numb to death for a long time, just as death has numbed itself to you. For it is the souls that wake after that interest you now.
Let us dare a Glimpse into a new branch, Prophetess. Write your echoes. Remember.
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- Part 1 of Insomnia