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    After retiring from football, Cristiano feels he has nothing left. Before ending his own life, he makes a bucket list. Confessing his feelings for his longtime rival, Lionel Messi, is the last item on that list. But Leo recognizes something is amiss. He’s experienced this before, and is ready to plead for Cristiano’s life.

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    Zenitsu Agatsuma is trapped in a never-ending cycle of pain and maltreatment.

    Repetitively, he starts from the very beginning, tracing the familiar patterns of his life before it all falls apart. The inevitable — he knows what’s coming but is powerless to do anything about it. Watching loved ones suffer tragic fates is something he cannot change, a burden too great to bear.

    The worst part is that he can’t remember that it is a cycle of hell until it is too late.

    OR Zenitsu is in a never-ending time loop in the zombie apocalypse, and the cycle is starting to change.

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    Izuku’s life has never been easy. After losing his mom in a violent tragedy, he’s bounced from one messed-up home to another, dealing with abuse, abandonment, and betrayal. Through it all, he keeps in touch with his childhood friend Kacchan, but he refuses to accept his help. Izuku escapes his abuse and finds freedom in his vigilante life, but he quickly realizes he’s not as alone as he thought, and maybe, just maybe, there’s hope for a better life. But with his past catching up to him and dark secrets coming to light, Izuku has to face his past, and stand up for himself in his pursuit of justice in a world where even heroes have shadows

     

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    hiya! I wanted to write a fic about vigilante Izuku that felt more realistic. when I read fics about being orphaned/left to foster care/emotionally abused by foster 'parents' it feels unrealistic, and takes me out of it. This fic will be very realistic, be warned. seriously, everything I write about I have personally experienced, (minus being a vigilante, being shot and cuddled by Aizawa, etc. yk,) but the trauma discussed here is very real.
    please read tags!

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    Vessel has finally begun to find peace again after a traumatic few years. He has moved to a new city and is content with the uneventful life he has made for himself working at Eden's Cafe and Bakery. However, this is disrupted once a new regular starts popping into the cafe, and Vessel needs to decide if he is ready to leave his quiet life behind and allow himself to fall in love again.

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    It's time for whumptober and I wanna join in on the fun.

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    In hindsight the relapse began during the conclave.

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    He should be used to this kind of pain. He spent years building the walls around his heart to protect himself from this exact kind of hurt. Friendships only lead to agony. Forming bonds ultimately ended with Chan being left behind. Over and over and over again he had to watch those he cared about leave.

    Just once, he wanted someone to stay.

    When Minho was eliminated, it felt like a bad dream.

    When Felix was eliminated, it felt like a nightmare - the kind you never really wake up from.

    In an attempt to protect himself, Chan shuts everyone out, and they don't know if they're going to be able to get through to him before it's too late - before Chan finally gets to be the one who leaves.

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    Jon's struggling with managing the forty hour work week and doesn't see how he can continue living if this is all it is. Martin's worried about him and is trying to convince him to get assessed to see if he could get some help

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    Qifrey self-harms himself so he won't turn into a tree and Olruggio finds him.

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    When John woke up, it was to nothing but darkness and dust.

    And pain. Lots and lots of pain.

    (Day 15)

    A prompt a day for Whumptober! All Bob or John or both, tags updated along the way, trigger warnings before each chapter.

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    Aywin a redeem storm sorceress dark urge. Saved Baldur's Gate from the clutches of the Absolute, only to have her friends from her travels, die. First Astarion died. Next was Karlach and Wyll. Lae'zel well... her goddess more than likely killed her. Who knows where Minthara went. Shadowheart was killed by Sharans. All those deaths hurt. However, the pain of watching Gale, her lover, her best friend, her everything, blow up destroyed her. Not knowing what to do, she dedicates herself to studying how to open a portal. A portal to the Earth realm. She makes it there, only to be captured by none other than Makarov. Held against her will and being forced to use her magic to do Makarov's bidding.

    Five years later, she is rescued by Task Force 141. More importantly, she is saved by a man in Ghost mask. The years of abuse under Makarov has really put distrust in people.

    Ghost is not one for feelings. Ghost doesn't do emotions well. But when he finds a scared woman being held by Makarov, he does what he's not supposed to do: Fall in love with her.

    As Aywin and Ghost grow closer, so does their love and understanding of each other. Two souls. Similar circumstances and a mystery. Why does everyone truly want Aywin?

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    Post-accident, day six, Reed hasn’t slept in days. The equations don’t work, the data won’t align, and his mind won’t quiet.
    In the half-dark of the corridor he drifts—past one door, then another—until he finds the one he can’t open.
    He only meant to rest against it, to borrow the calm that lives on the other side.
    But when the door opens, and Sue finds him there, the silence between them feels heavier than any scream.
    This is night when Reed finally learns what it means to orbit what he’s broken.

    Whumptober Day 7
    Prompt: "Tell me that you're okay, and I'm fine."

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    A cat is said to have nine lives.

    Nobody knows how many a demon tiger has.

    Is it a curse or a blessing?

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    Indy Ellarose, a transfem early college graduate, is sprung into events that alter her life forever. After being held captive, tortured, and experimented on, she finds herself with spider powers. Indy has to balance figuring out life with super powers, navigating mental health struggles, and being recruited by Phil Coulson to join a specialized S.H.I.E.L.D. team. Not to mention, on said team, there's this really pretty girl. She really did not need a crush to deal with on top of all of this.

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    Mark Hoffman is missing. Special Agent Strahm is let back onto the case once they have deemed it save for Agent Perez. The only person they feel they can question is Detective Fisk.

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    Dear all, I am bored. And I want to write!

    Drop me some Dandys World characters to write about!

    Be sure to read the rules in chapter one!

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    A mix of Flufftober, Angstober AND Kinktober prompts with all different combinations of Polyancients! Each ship, there are 13 different pairings being used, will all be used at least twice for a fair spread of everything. Tags are subjected to change with new oneshots posted daily, please read potential triggers for each chapter individually.

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    “So, is this what we are going to do now?” He calls out into the quiet of his bedroom. “Are you just going to pop in whenever an old-fashioned vamp’ wants to tear my throat out for airing out dirty laundry or whenever I get hurt?”

    The shadows remain still for a moment, and Daniel can almost convince himself that he’s already starting on the Louis-style hallucinations when Armand manifests.

    “If you were aware of your surroundings, then I wouldn’t feel the need to intervene at all.” Armand says, but his eyes are not meeting Daniel’s own. They are focused on the blood pooling on the ground, on Daniel’s arms.

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    Avid ventures off alone into the woods. That's mistake number one.

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    Exhausted and high-strung, the preacher finds the only way he can truly relax is in the company of that new rancher.

    ———————

    AKA 3000 words of slightly out of character fluff because the finale made me cry so hard I needed to cope LMAO

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