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When Charles Leclerc becomes the new Don of the Ferrari mafia family, he makes a radical move: choosing an omega not from Italy, but from the cold shadows of the disgraced Red Bull syndicate. Max Verstappen is quiet, broken, and far from what tradition expects—but power in the mafia world bends around hierarchy, and an omega at the Don’s side changes everything.
OR A story of unspoken power, fractured trust, and the sharp edge of tenderness in a world that doesn’t forgive softness.
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Moving Up And Down Again by farmerduckie
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
04 Jul 2025
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When Umbrae wakes up inside a pod with barely any recollection of who she is, her shattered mind begins to fight against an old, hellish instinct.
I'm back again with yet another fic when I should be updating my serials, this time featuring a durge Tav I made with @quinn_elena, Umbrae! She's a half-drow bard :)
If you have any questions about any series I have, direct them to my tumblr-- @orbduck!
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So fish are supposed to swim in schools, right?
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harsh augmented reality by neonpython
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Jul 2025
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life in the newly refurbished avengers tower is like living with ghosts. this newly anointed title comes with more issues than it's worth, but they make it work.
yelena does her best to pretend like she doesn't see natasha's ghost in every corner of every room while denying the fact that these assholes are becoming family.
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For a sweet, precious moment, Levi considers throwing it all away—killing him and running straight ahead, somewhere, anywhere. It’d be easier that way: no Titans, no training, no Erwin, no grief after his friends. He’d join them soon. They’d find each other again, and he wouldn’t have to fight any longer.
He sees no point in going forward without anyone to follow.
But there’s Erwin, looking at him with both madness and passion he’s never seen before. He offers his goal for Levi to borrow - a goal bigger than just leaving the Underground, bigger even than the world beyond the Walls he’s only just discovered. There’s humanity and future. There’s hope and dreams. There’s a brave, new world hidden in this wide land.
Erwin’s bright and powerful like the sun, and some of his light illuminates Levi too, hot, almost scorching.But Levi is what people always told him he is - a rat, a thug, a son of a whore. Something made in darkness, poisonous and deadly. He’s cold and unforgiving. He doesn’t have any light inside - he feels hollow and dark.
How can he even dream of becoming anything more than what he has always been?
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A day has passed since Tenna settled into life with Mettaton- watched and appreciated, he's very hesitantly happy with this new, shaky life.
That is, until two certain kids get a little too curious, making the Knight have to set an example- or, perhaps, cause a distraction?
Originally a supposed murder attempt, Tenna can now walk around in the Light World, able to switch between ordinary TV and monster. Now he has to actually put the work into acting like a person, sorting through his trauma, and getting to know his new roommate. When characters from his past start making things more complicated, will he be able to handle the pressure? Or will he shatter for a third time?
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Can’t Escape by MocoMochi
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
04 Jul 2025
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Peter Parker has taken Captain America’s shield out of his hands. He has been crushed by a building- and lived! Near death experiences were kind of his norm. But this? None of this was normal, and Peter was starting to wish he wouldn’t come out of this alive.
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Helmut Zemo was dead, and I helped kill him. Well, admitting it had felt good at the time. Sitting out there, I confessed this to Bucky.
“We killed Zemo.”
“Yes, Tony.”
He had said it with such a finality that, truly, I allowed myself to be comforted. For only a fleeting moment, though, because my consciousness would never grant me such a blessing.
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When an unknown curse strikes Harry Potter on his 23rd birthday, Draco Malfoy finds himself charged with his recovery.
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While this fic is based on the works of J.K. Rowling, this author does not accept her biases and the harm she has caused. My profile will always be a safe space for LGBTQIA+ readers.-
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Joel was never good at sleeping through the night. He was even worse at coping with his issues when they kept him up.
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Natalie Goodman is doing great. Everything’s great, why wouldn’t it be great?
I mean, sure. She’s got a lot going on. But she’s always had a lot going on, so really it’s no big deal, everything just needs to stay the exact same and she can keep it all balanced for another year and then she graduates and it’s all great.
And then one boy gets into her head. And suddenly, like he’d left the door open, everything is escaping or invading where she doesn’t want it to, and perhaps she’s more fucked up than she thought. Which is saying something.
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The inner thoughts of Maxine Baker. Following after her brother left for Rehab, her friends enjoying their summers' without plans of her being apart of them, and her slowly fading into her own depression.
Will things get better for Max or will she become who she never wanted to be?
"Sometimes, seeing is believing; however, sometimes believing makes it hard to see." -First Paragraph.
This story is not for the feint of heart. It will get deep, it will feel dark, may even feel painful to read.
Major Trigger warning.
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Buck was impulsive. It wasn’t necessarily his fault, after all, he was born for spare parts. Spare, defective parts. He had to make it up to the world somehow for being born, and for not being able to save his brother, Daniel. Firefighting, saving lives, seemed like the only way he could redeem himself; the only way to make himself worthy of love and life.
It wasn’t until one day when he changed up his routine. He woke up, washed himself and brushed his teeth, opened the fridge and grimaced in disgust, promptly closed it, and drove to work. The moment he saw the food sitting in the metal box, the hunger disappeared. And somehow, he felt just a bit better about himself.
For once, Buck had control over something in his life. Sure, his job was unpredictable-antagonising at times. And maybe it took a mental toll on him every so often. But one thing Buck knew was that he could control the way he looked and how he performed on duty. Then, maybe, he’d be able to save everyone and redeem himself too.
(OR: Buck has an eating disorder, unbeknownst to the rest of the 911, until a cause for concern is evident)
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Miscommunication between Idia and Ortho resurfaces issues between the two and even cause distrust in the two brothers and have them separated until its too late, and they don't know if the other is alive.
Jade and Floyd get caught up with the Shroud brothers and have to confront their own issues to not lose the other, while having to try and keep Azul from losing it they have to split up.
Leona gets stuck in the mix of the Twins and Azul and eventually begins to feel his hidden emotions rise up once again as he must confront them before he loses it all.
(this is my first fic, sorry if its buns lololol)
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your side of the bed by sweatybakugo
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
04 Jul 2025
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seven days.
that's how long shoto has to prove the kiss wasn't a mistake.
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“No,” Bakugo shook his head slowly. “You got a good thing going with her. I ain't gonna be the guy who fucks it up for you. You're just… confused.”
He's spiraling, pacing the space between them. Trying to find justification for it, when Shoto couldn't even find reasoning for it himself. All he knew was that he wanted Bakugo. In the way he should've wanted Yaoyorozu.
And that… really complicated things, didn't it?
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Happy by LottaVilja
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games), Forgotten Realms (Roleplaying Game), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
04 Jul 2025
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“How do you live with what you are, Omeluum? I mean, you’re a Mind Flayer. You need sustenance to live, you kill to survive. Yet you don’t strike me as someone who kills randomly.”
“Yes, I am a Mind Flayer. I have to kill to survive. I cannot change what I am. But I have a moral code that guides me,” Omeluum answered.
“You do?”
Astarion was eager to learn more. Only because it was fascinating, he assured himself. Nothing more.This work follows the events of Baldur's Gate 3 from Astarion's POV. It will focus on the vampire's coping mechanisms in response to his traumatic past, so be warned that some content may at times be disturbing. There will be angst, there will be fluff, and there will be romance. There will be a lot of heartbreaking drama. But since this is a story about healing, I can assure you that eventually, everything will be fine.
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Life in 8th grade is monotone,and it was exactly just like that for our soon-to-be DJ...called Deejay(I didnt name him,ok?). Good grades,perfect behaviour and popularity,but soon everything would change as he found out something important about himself,due to the new 'troubled' kid,Benatar. But the star's light could only shine so bright,till even the guiding star lost its burning passion. The downfall of two lovers is inevitable,as one would drag the other through his sorrow.
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I Would Sleep Better On Your Floor (Than I Would Ever In My Bed) by mazz_on_marz
Fandoms: Five Nights at Freddy's
04 Jul 2025
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After moving across the country, you find yourself in Hurricane, Utah. Your brother is the only person you know, and this boy from the pizzeria down the street seems to need some serious mental help.
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Garden in Your Heart, Let me Save You. by bamgeutie
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band), Taegyu - Fandom
04 Jul 2025
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Engulfed with his own mental issues, Beomgyu has completely given up the idea of meeting someone "special" all within. That's until he meets the sweetheart known as Kang Taehyun, and his entire life takes a turn for the better, and also the worst.
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"- Just let me go, fucker. - Micheal said, grabbing Trevor’s forearms to drag them off of his shoulders. - Even if you'll take this from me by force, I can always buy myself another. Go back to your cousin, Frank, Strip club, go fucking anywhere, I don't care.
- And why should I, huh? How can I be sure that next time we'll met, you won't be spread on the road, completely drunk, just waiting to be-
- I WON'T. - Michael raised his voice, irritated. He just wanted to go home. He wanted his thoughts to be blown away. He didn't want to upset Trevor by any means, but at the same time he just wanted to end the conversation as soon as possible - I promise I'll be okay. I always am, hah. - he forcefully smiled.
He finally freed himself from Trevor's grasp. Only for Trevor to grab him gently by his forearm.
- You do remember, what happened to you last time you had this kind of episode? And I'm not talking only about drinking, Mikey."
Honestly, I don't have any idea how should I summarise this.
It's a fanfic about a middle aged man having mental problmes and not so good coping mechanisms. And about Trikey, of course.
It's my first work here. And I hope you'll enjoy it :DD