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There’s just a single text from Robby, timestamped at 4:43 am. I am using this weekend to decide how I want to handle the situation. I suggest you do the same. We will talk Monday, do not try to contact me until then. And leave Dana alone.
Langdon presses the phone against his forehead. It’s not good news, exactly, but it is a reprieve. No one’s going to come banging down his door and taking away his medical degree. At least not yet.
Frank Langdon, on the road to Step One.
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21 Sep 2025
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“The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places.
But those that will not break it kills.”
― Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms, 1929.
OrFrank Langdon is pieced back together by his people. In the process he gains a new mentor, becomes friends with an old one and earns himself a second lease on life.
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20 Sep 2025
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Everything frank has ever let go of has claw marks on it from where he held on for too long.
as he repeats his final year of residency, he learns when to hold on and when to let go.
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17 Sep 2025
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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- 12/12
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07 Jan 2025
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The flu, an old letter and a missed shift culminate into an unfortunate misunderstanding between Buck and the 118. Things go downhill from there.
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Buck struggles with undiagnosed bipolar which culminates into a manic episode. He and his chosen family struggle to cope with the aftermath. Timeline is vague but set around season 5.
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24 Aug 2024
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She says, “Alright, so first I would like to know a little more about what brings you to therapy and what you wish to get from our sessions.”
Carmy grimaces. He scratches at the side of his face with a blunt fingernail, then shrugs and answers, “There’s a dog living in my house and I think I’m stressing her out.”
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Carmy gets worse. Then, he gets better.
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23 Jun 2024
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Despite the money in the cans, Carm's still been off. Worse, maybe.
Or an accident in the kitchen puts everyone on the same page.
(In light of season 2’s release, this is officially an AU after season 1 where Carmy’s mental health gets exponentially worse)
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02 Jul 2023
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About 30 in the street, at least 10 more in the building. One woman with a single GSW to the leg, none other critically injured. Four police chargers and six officers, all armed, more inbound.
One suspect. Male. Small caliber handgun and a hostage.
There was no time for Buck to think when his reactions needed to be faster than his brain. His body knew what to do, how to take a man down efficiently.
In which Buck joined the 118 after transferring to the Navy Reserves and struggled with becoming a civilian. Eddie showed him how to feel worthy again.
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- Part 1 of Sigma Six
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- 10/10
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01 Jul 2023
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"Eddie?" The blond mumbles, staring at the ground. Beside him, his best friend makes a questioning hum. Buck doesn't meet his eyes, feeling his heart begin to pound again.
When he doesn't say anything else, Eddie knocks his shoulder against Buck's. "What's up?" He prompts, unaware.
Buck swallows, and then finally says, "I tried to kill myself last night."
(Or, Buck's been struggling for a long time, and he finally breaks.)
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- Part 1 of my atlantis, we fall
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01 Jul 2023
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Buck develops a relationship with the ocean, avoids talking about the day Eddie was shot, realizes he might be in love, and drives.
Order may vary.
(a fic for the "Buck is going to break all the way down in season 6" truthers)
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07 Jan 2023
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After a straightforward heist goes sideways, Buck and the 118 are left broken and scattered in more ways than one. That is, until a mysterious invitation to a black tie ball brings them together and sets a series of events in motion that none of them see coming.
Can the 118 handle the heist of a lifetime after months apart? Will a certain redhead steal Buck’s heart out from under Eddie’s nose? And where the heck will they find a fire engine on such short notice?
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- Part 3 of Ocean’s 118 Verse
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07 Jan 2023
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Confession: Stiles is afraid of having magic.
The Spark had been cool. It had been small, manageable. He could do some funky stuff with Mountain Ash, all with the power of belief.
And now here he is, his Spark blown wide open, apparently coming down with a fatal case of magical overload, and all that stands between him and bleeding out is a grumpy owl that looks suspiciously like a feathered version of Derek Hale.
(In which Stiles learns he's a witch, but instead of a wand and a trip to Diagon Alley, he gets blood magic, a grumpy and reluctant owl as his companion, and an accidental blood bond with Derek Hale.)
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- Part 1 of Night Owl
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28 Mar 2021
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It must be hard, Stiles decides, dealing with wolf instincts screaming ‘protect that fragile human boy’ all the time, especially when the human boy in question is a badass witch who can destroy things with a thought and a little push of magic. But he guesses he probably doesn’t help matters when he can’t even stay still when Derek tells him to stay still.
Not that Stiles has any regrets. He’s not going to change who he is just because he’s dating a super strong, super hot, super bossy, super protective asshole who happens to change into a wolf at will. Stiles likes being a spastic little shit who can’t stay still. In fact, he’s pretty sure it’s one of the most charming things about him, which means Derek’s got to learn to deal.
A sequel to Night Owls Early Birds in which Stiles and Derek are terrible at relationships, Beacon Hills plays host to an unwelcome visitor, and Stiles learns that attention to detail is essential when dealing with runes, particularly the permanent kind, branded onto his tender flesh.
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- Part 2 of Night Owl
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27 Mar 2021
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“So…” The man was at the door to a shed now. “The previous owners left everything, so I think there should be everything you need. But let me know if you need me to pick up anything, or if you prefer, you can buy it and I’ll reimburse you…”
“Everything I need?” Stiles repeated. He had obviously missed something.
“You know.” The man smiled again, a little more cautiously. He was looking at Stiles as if he were a bit mentally-challenged. “To clean the pool.”
“To clean the pool,” Stiles repeated. He looked around. Then he looked down at himself, taking in his stained shirt, cargo shorts, and raggedy Converse.
“Oh!” he said. “Because I’m the pool guy.” And that’s not what he meant to say at all. He meant to say, “You think I’m the pool guy.”
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26 Mar 2021
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"Harris put you on a recon mission with Derek. You. Alone with Derek. On a mission. Together,” Scott says, slowly. “Does Harris want you dead?”
“I believe so," Stiles says gravely.
(Secret Agent AU where Derek blames Stiles for his sister’s death and Stiles is pretty sure that Derek’s going to murder him. As if that weren’t enough to deal with, Stiles’ familiar keeps having public breakdowns.
Oh, and there’s a mole in the agency, so there’s that too).
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20 Mar 2021
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“How did you get past the wards?” Derek had put them up, with Peter’s grudging assistance, after the Alpha pack had made themselves at home a few times too many.
The guy pulled a face. “You mean the wards a five-year-old girl with the mental ability of a goldfish could deconstruct?” He blinked wide eyes at Derek. “Gee, I don’t know. It’s bound to go down as one of life’s great mysteries.”
Derek despised him.
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17 Mar 2021
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After Maddie's revelation in 4x04 Buck starts to come undone.
He really shouldn’t have been surprised. The Buckley family was built on secrets, Buck had always known that. All the things Maddie and Buck had hidden from their parents as children for fear of punishment. All the things that happened after Maddie left college and were kept from her because they would be too upsetting or distracting. All the things that happened behind closed doors in the Kendall house. This had clearly just set the precedent.
Spoilers for 4x04!
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28 Feb 2021
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He didn’t know what to do. Something was wrong and everything hurt and he didn’t know what to do.
His fingers moved on muscle memory alone like his body’s only response to his slipping grip of cognizance was to call the one person he felt like he could trust to keep him from falling over.
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28 Feb 2021
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A shadowy foe has surfaced in Hawaii, Magnum's gone missing, and the mysterious white SUV might have everything to do with cracking the case.
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17 Feb 2021
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If I tell you about my past, will you still be my future? by Queerfeministdork
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
27 Jan 2021
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Buck was fine, not sleeping, the migraines, and keeping things from everyone. It was, well it was fine. He had it handled. He didn't need to open his mouth and risk exhausting anyone again.
TK was worried, texts at all hours of the night, and Evan wasn't really talking to him anymore. Not the way he should have been, not really confiding in his best friend. So when Maddie said she was concerned as well, of course he was on the first plane out to LA.
Of course mixing a stranger from his past, showing up full of real concern about him, probably wasn't the best way for Buck to keep convincing his family everything was fine. But then again he never could deny Tyler much. It was only a week, he would talk about his feelings and things would go back to normal, right?Bookmarked by MostlyCrying
10 Feb 2021