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    “I love you, you know.”

    Buck smiles, and it’s Eddie’s favorite - the one that seems to light him up from within, beautiful and too bright to look at directly for long.

    “Of course I know that, Eddie,” Buck replies, easy as breathing, but Eddie shakes his head.

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    Or: Eddie confesses. Buck doesn't love him back, but it doesn't matter. He'll keep telling him anyway.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    26 Jul 2025

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    “My dick is gone,” Eddie says, hushed but frantic.

    Buck splutters, wide unblinking eyes still glued to Eddie’s crotch, eyebrows knit together harshly and dragging high on his forehead. Eddie would laugh at his ridiculous face if he didn’t feel like he was going to throw up. “It’s not gone, you have a—”

    “Don’t say it,” Eddie warns weakly.
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    Eddie wakes up with the wrong equipment. Buck is actually pretty normal about it, until he isn't.

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    24 Jun 2025

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    Eddie doesn’t see it happen.

    He’s still looking at the ambulance Charlie disappeared into, his mask half off in his face, and Captain Mehta is asking him, “Diaz, you want to ride with the kid to the hospital?” when the gun gets fired, only he’s been off the battlefield for over five years now and had to teach himself not to jump every time a door slams or Christopher drops a glass, and so he has the thought, the thought years of PTSD have taught him to have: you’re okay. Not a gunshot.

    The spray of blood hits him, first. And then Buck drops like a fucking stone.

     

    or, Buck is the one who gets shot instead of Eddie.

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    11 Jun 2025

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    Buck wakes up on his day off.

    Which is normal, expected even.

    The problem is he keeps waking up on his day off.

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    06 Jun 2025