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    "I can't stop you from trying to protect me. It's in your nature, and it's in mine too,” Sieun explains, “You're the unstoppable force and I'm the immovable object. We're going to keep doing this dance until one of us gets killed."

    Or, Suho is awake but at what cost?

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    05 Jul 2025

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    Eddie’s brain is still stuck on the fact that it would, it would be Buck—if Buck was a woman, or if Eddie liked men, it would be Buck— “It doesn’t have to matter,” he says.

    “The fact that I’m in love with you?” Buck’s voice sounds raw and his eyes skip away.

    “No, Buck, the fact that I’m straight.” When Buck looks back at him, Eddie shrugs. “We could just not have sex.”

    “We’re already not having sex,” Buck points out.

    “No, I mean that we could date anyway.”

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Buck starts dating again. Eddie is totally and completely normal about it.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Buck’s not really sure what to say here, so he doesn’t say anything. For a minute they stand there in total silence, the TV muted, and looking at Eddie – the defeated slump of his shoulders, the hand over his mouth, the eyes staring blankly at nothing – it’s like those modern art installations one of Buck’s exes used to take him to: Man, with broken heart.

    Man, eviscerated.

    Buck’s no good with people being sad around him – it always feels like his responsibility, like if they aren’t smiling it’s his fault, and this time it really is his fault, at least partially, so he offers, “You can beat me up, if it would make you feel better.”

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    [OR: Buck accidentally fucks Eddie's wife.]

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    29 Jun 2025

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    “It’s not a crush, I’m a grown man,” Eddie counters, setting his mug down. He crosses his arms and tries not to fidget. “That’s silly.”

    “What, so you’re in love with him?”

    The question hits him somewhere near his ribcage. Eddie has to actively use every part of his brain to respond, correctly. Without—saying anything crazy. “Buck, he’s a famous singer.”

    ...or, Eddie has a crush on Orville Peck, who totally does not look like Buck.

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    25 Jun 2025