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Iron Will by Lemontasia
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
15 Jun 2025
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He came back alive. But he didn’t come back whole.
Peter Parker was missing for months. When the Avengers finally found him, he wasn’t the same. Silent, twitchy, and disturbingly obedient, Peter is a shell of the kid he used to be—rewired by Hydra, his memories shattered, his instincts weaponized.
Now, housed in the Stark lab, Peter doesn’t speak. He doesn’t recognize his friends. He doesn’t even know his own name. His body heals at terrifying speed, but his mind remains trapped in a haze of trauma, violence, and forgotten identity.
Tony Stark is determined to fix him. He doesn’t care how long it takes or how much it breaks him in the process. But as Peter’s behavior grows more animal than human—and the threat of what Hydra left buried inside him begins to surface—the line between saving the kid and losing him completely starts to blur.
Because Peter didn’t come back alone.
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- Part 2 of IronDad and SpiderSon
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- English
- Words:
- 106,149
- Chapters:
- 42/?
- Comments:
- 450
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
22 Jul 2025
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It never comes from your enemies by spectaclesandbooks
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Aug 2021
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"Name?"
"Andrew Minyard," he pushes out through gritted teeth.
“Well well well,” the man on the other end sounds amused, smug. Andrew waits for him to continue, his feet pounding against the pavement. “If you’re the one coming to meet me, I have to assume you’ve finally found a way to keep Josten on a leash?”
The clink of metal, rough breathing, unseeing blue eyes, panicked pleading.
When Andrew doesn’t answer, the Raven presses further.
“Either you’ve found a way to keep him subdued or you’re not coming alone like you were told. Which is it, Minyard? I told you what would happen if you didn’t do as you were asked.”
“Neil won’t be bothering us,” Andrew spits out, “he’s staying at home for this one.”
There’s movement on the other end of the phone, presumably the Raven preparing to leave and come meet him.
“Excellent,” he says easily. “That means you and I can conduct our business in peace and no-one gets hurt."Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
12 Jul 2025
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and i'll never go home again (i'm the one you tell your fears to) by lonelysoldier
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel
04 Jan 2021
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And because Peter is probably on the verge of severe hypothermia and is no longer paying attention to his surroundings, he manages to get a glass door right to the face.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa, kid, I’m sorry! Are you good?”
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5 times Sam was there for Peter +1 time Peter was there for him
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,053
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 11
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- 41
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- 1,694
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- 18,209
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
10 Jul 2025
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Spaghetti and Red Wine by arthropodwithapen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Aug 2023
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After Peter's precarious position goes from bad to worse time and time again, he is left all alone with nothing but his anger and resentment at the world to keep him company. He wonders how much more he can take and whether the growing grudge between him and the Avengers will be enough to finish him off for good. Will he be able to complete his mission in time? Does he even want to anymore?
Of course. He is Spider-Man and he has a job to do. And he'll do it even if it kills him. For everyone else's sake.
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- English
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- 224,770
- Chapters:
- 74/74
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- 1,577
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- 5,098
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
05 Jul 2025
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To be honest, Andrew is still surprised this is happening to him. After all, he’d only accepted the stupid deal so that Aaron would be brave enough to ask Katelyn out. He hadn’t expected Neil to bother speaking to him, much less say yes.
But now, here he is. About to go on a date with Neil Josten – one of the most mysterious, popular, and drop-dead gorgeous kids in his school.
It’s the best day of Andrew’s life – isn’t it? Because the hardest part is over. Now he gets to enjoy a date with the very boy he’s been crushing on for the past two years. A date that just happens to be the first one he’s had in his entire life.
Nothing could go wrong – right?
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- Part 3 of Tumblr Prompts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,897
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 106
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
04 Jul 2025
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Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?
Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.
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- English
- Words:
- 12,287
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 207
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
04 Jul 2025
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Peter Parker: Therapist Extraordinaire by sakurasprigs
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
26 Jul 2021
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Steve looked up, expecting to see his friend’s exhausted face, but instead found him positively grinning with a small paper lunch sack in his hand.
“You seem awfully happy,” said Steve in lieu of a greeting.
Natasha and Bucky chose that moment to enter the common room as well, wearing sweaty gym clothes and with messed-up hair. “Hey Sam,” said Natasha. “How terrible was the kid?”
“I take everything back I ever said.” Sam unrolled the top of the lunch sack and showed them its contents. “He brought cookies! You’ve gotta try one, they’re literally the best things I’ve ever tasted in my life.”
Aka, the fic in which Peter volunteers at the VA with Sam, who ends up practically adopting him and tells the whole team, making them all want to meet the fabled kid. Turns out, he might be a lot more familiar than they thought.
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- English
- Words:
- 4,377
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 33
- Comments:
- 125
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- 8,937
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- 1,688
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
21 Jun 2025
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Say your name (Say my name) by Dorthea
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Aug 2022
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"I get it, kid,” Sam says. The card drops to the ground. “Being a hero is hard work. I doubt Tony would blame you if you don’t feel ready-“.
“You don’t get it!” Spidey snaps. The anger returns at such speed, that Sam isn’t prepared. He stumbles half a step back, watching Peter’s eyes darken. “My aunt is dead, Sam. My friends aged five years while I wasn’t here. My mentor, Mr. Stark, died to bring back half the uni-“ he chocks on the words. “Mr. Stark died to bring me back. Because I d-died. He shouldn’t have. He… I…”.
There’s a long moment of silence. He hesitates.
Then, in a whisper he comes back, “He should have let me stay dead”.
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
20 Jun 2025
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Different doesn’t mean wrong by Dorthea
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
16 Mar 2021
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Peter is sixteens years old and five days, when he gets his official autism diagnosis. Asperger’s.
That day, Peter’s life gets explained with one word. And it fits so, so well. The fills in the blanks. It explains the things Peter hadn’t been able to explain before. It makes sense.
It’s like a weight is lifted of his shoulders, because now he knows. He knows why he feels different. Why he’s different. What it means to be different.
Waiting for the subway, sitting next to May on the bench in the sun, eating lunch, he tells her. “You can’t tell him, May. You can’t tell him”.
“Tell whom?” May asks with a confused look on her face.
“You can’t tell Mr. Stark about this. He doesn’t… he doesn’t need to know. Not yet. Not yet”.
May doesn’t tell anyone.In a world where Peter Parker is autistic. (Kind of fix-it).
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- English
- Words:
- 7,704
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 76
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- 1,206
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- 107
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- 13,337
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
09 Jun 2025
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if i close my eyes, i can pretend like you aren't there by ericaco
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
29 Dec 2024
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After being kicked out by Aunt May because she found out he was Spider-man, Peter Parker takes to the streets. Alone, unwanted, and hungry, the past two years have been spent living for the sake of Spider-man. Maybe it takes meeting a group of superheros to change Peter's tune.
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The 9 times an Avenger met Peter Parker, and the one time they met Spider-man.
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- English
- Words:
- 23,616
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1
- Comments:
- 124
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
30 May 2025
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The Foxes face the Ravens for the first time since Riko's death and things go as well as expected. Andrew is mildly injured on the court and isn't there to protect Neil when the new Evermore captain comes for him after the game. The team sees more than Neil ever wanted them to, including the ghost of Nathaniel he thought he'd buried in Baltimore.
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- Part 4 of Nothing is Safe
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
03 May 2025
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“I should tell you to stay in bed,” said Andrew, as Neil’s thoughts were interrupted by a fit of coughing.
“But?” Neil managed through coughs.
“But I know it won’t make a difference because, as we have established, you are both sick and stupid.”
“I promised Dan I’d captain the team while she was gone—”
“Save your voice. I’m not interested in your never-ending Exy excuses.”
With Dan out of town, Neil is promoted to acting captain for their upcoming death match. He’s not going to let something as insignificant as the flu stop him from leading his team to victory.
Andrew is Not Pleased. But he knows better than to try and talk sense into his junkie boyfriend.
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- English
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- 5,899
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
03 May 2025
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The Pros were never in the cards. Not for an ex-medicated alleged psychotic with a dysfunctional family and an Exy career he’d rather not have. But even if it wasn't his first choice, no matter what happens, it can’t possibly be worse than that one fucked up sophomore year when he stood toe to toe with the Yakuza-and won.
At least, that’s what Andrew thinks until a familiar face shows up.
Another Raven!Neil AU. Or, the one where the boys don’t meet until the Pros.
**Currently updating once a month.**
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- Part 1 of Not Yours To Bleed
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 394,915
- Chapters:
- 55/?
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 6,133
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
30 Apr 2025
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Kindred Spirits by romeoandjulietyouwish
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
26 Jul 2025
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With winter fast approaching the Oklahoma Territory, Darry and Sodapop Curtis face their first freeze without their parents. Needing help to prepare, they plan to adopt a girl. Instead, they are sent Ponyboy. This is Tulsa, 1889.
Or: an Anne of Green Gables AU combined with my love of 19th century history
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- Part 41 of Lis Writes the Outsiders
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
26 Apr 2025
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
- Language:
- English
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- 619,001
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- 95/95
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- 6,194
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
11 Apr 2025
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We can't talk about it (It'll only make it worse) by onlythebrave_28
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Sep 2024
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Aaron does not trust Neil. How can that runaway, mafia kid, who has only ever caused them problems be good for Andrew? But this isn't about Andrew. Nope. Not at all. It’s about Neil and Aaron will find out what is so special about him that meant Andrew let him stick around.
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
03 Apr 2025
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I'll tell you I'm fine (please know that I'm lying) by onlythebrave_28
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
09 Jun 2024
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Five times Neil Josten tells the Foxes he is 'fine'.
And one time Andrew understands why.Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
03 Apr 2025
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you know i didn't want to have to haunt you by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Aug 2023
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“I want to see him,” Andrew decides.
“They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.
Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”
Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”
Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”
“They did,” Wymack says.
A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.
Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,657
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 3
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- 105
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- 786
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- 254
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- 13,485
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
22 Mar 2025
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Lola survives and Neil must face her again, this time in court. Despite months of anticipation and meticulous preparation, he still comes up short against Lola's particular brand of cruelty.
written for AFTG Then & Never Fest 2024
- Language:
- English
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- 10,328
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- 1/1
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- 54
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- 650
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- 149
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- 4,002
Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
21 Mar 2025
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A Quiet Little Seedling by Lostintheuniverseslies
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Nov 2024
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Neil had a lot of secrets. He didn’t want much in life except to live quietly, run his botanical store, upload TikToks covering plant care, and for not a single person to find out that he’s the best-selling author N.A.J who published one book anonymously five years prior and disappeared. His life takes a turn when his literary agent tracks him down for a follow-up book with the theme of feeling settled and at peace. Two things Neil is not.
Thus begins his journey of planting roots in a town he’s lived in for years, starting with making friends with people who have tried to bring him into their circle. As Neil gets closer to them and his secrets become less guarded, there’s still that one big secret he intends on taking to his grave. But the closer he gets to his friends the closer he unknowingly gets to that secret being revealed.
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- Part 1 of Branches of Solace
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 166,687
- Chapters:
- 31/31
- Collections:
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- 1,394
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Bookmarked by riveronmarz (riveronmars)
16 Mar 2025