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After a startling encounter, Dirk tries to figure out how he caused it.
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Just Men Following Orders by AWritersLife
Fandoms: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, X-Men (Movies)
19 Aug 2012
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"They're just good men following orders."
"I've been at the mercy of men following orders. Never again."What happened in the camps.
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Summary: As though Sam Winchester’s life weren’t stressful, insane, and just downright weird enough (seeing as how he’s accidentally kick-started the Apocalypse and apparently is the vessel of choice for Lucifer, as well as brother to the supposed Sword of Michael), he seems to have inherited the role of advice guru for a certain renegade, resurrected angel of the Lord, in all matters pertaining to Dean Winchester. While he (generally) knows Dean well enough to give out the advice, some things are beyond even his power to predict, especially once a half-demon boy enters the picture and Dean actually starts meaning it, when he tells Castiel that the angel is his friend . . .
Warning: Apparently, I am writing an on-going series of linked stories, (mostly) in response to the individual episodes of season five. This particular story is meant to function both as a kind of sequel to the previous five stories I’ve written for Supernatural, “What Dreams May Come,” “Unless First We Dream,” “Dreams Are Free,” “Dreams Shall Never Die,” and “My Dreams Under Your Feet,” and as a sort of continuation of and between-the-scenes addition to season five’s sixth episode, “I Believe the Children Are Our Future.”
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- Part 5 of Dreams
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Ozai's not beyond redemption. Azula still loves her. Zuko forgives her. These are the lies that Ursa tells herself.
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Guilt is the Only Companion of the Grieving by aislingdoheanta
Fandoms: Spartacus Series (TV), Spartacus: War of the Damned
29 Apr 2013
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SPOILERS for the deleted scene of 3.09 with Castus and Nasir.
Nasir ignored him for he had no desire for taking, for food, for rest because it did not matter. Nothing matter any longer except Nasir training all those to fight for freedom, fight in Agron's memory, fight for the freedom that Agron had given his life for.
And if he fought and trained, he would not think about how it was Nasir who forced Agron from his arms.
Nasir struggles with guilt over his past actions and the consequences he believes them to have caused.
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- Part 12 of Intimate Conversations
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‘It’s over for you. That’s what they told you: it’s over. But you know for a damn fact that it’s not over till you give the punchline.’ Quarles reflects on the day’s events and his current situation. Set during the last scene of ‘Watching the Detectives.’
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Rise over Run by ERNest
Fandoms: Wonderland: A New Alice - Murphy/Boyd/Wildhorn, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Related Fandoms
15 Jun 2013
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They can't go on like this. Something has to change.
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- Part 5 of diagonal fall
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Untitled hurt/comfort WIP by SC-archive (sootonthecarpet)
Fandoms: Raffles - E. W. Hornung
10 Jul 2013
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I knew I should have been relieved to find the injury was not nearly as bad as the great amount of blood made it look, that it would cost him neither life nor limb, but I felt sick and dizzy.
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A holiday at home is not really a holiday, when the very air you breath is a constant reminder of your own failings and panic attacks when out to pick up potatoes.
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I'm not a Saint, but I'm sure I'm not the Devil himself. Then, there's him who can and at the same time, cannot be with his tendency to be so abstruse. With his lucid temptations, and like any other person, you're supposed to stray from it. Sometimes, you just can't avoid temptations and you're stuck to deal with them until the end. They may be good or bad, little bit of both you gotta experience yourself to see the end results. But there's something called choices which only you-yourself, can make. This is me making mines.
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- Part 1 of The Hype of the Enigma
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Thor offers Sif a place in the most elite unit Asgard possesses. Sif declines.
(it's understandable that Thor would like to know why, right?)
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She’s a girl that’s been with her boys since the X Factor and even before that in one of their cases but she’s been slowly sinking into an unfamiliar abyss of self-blame and guilt. Her boys help a lot without even knowing it and soon there’s a love interest on the horizon but is he too high on fame and fortune to even think about a romance with an unknown? And will this just make her sink even deeper into the abyss of self-blame and guilt?
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No, he shouldn’t be angry at Finch. It wasn’t Harold’s fault that they’d loss Joss, no matter how he looked at it. He really shouldn’t be blaming himself either, but, well, self-blame was one of the things Reese excelled at.
His thoughts drifted back to Finch. Something had changed between them over the past few months and he wasn’t sure if they had gotten closer, or if he had wedged them further apart.
Reese also thought of their hotel room, and how there was only one bed. Harold had taken care of the booking and all of the other details. He wasn’t sure what to make of that, either.
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In the wake of the Lorelei incident, Agent Ward has a lot of thinking to do. And the others can't help steering those thoughts...
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Because of his feelings for one man and loyalty to five trainers, he chose to remain neutral. Even now, he's not sure which side he would have taken.
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Love can be seen as the answer, but nobody bleeds for the dancer by fallingfromthursday
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
23 Apr 2014
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Stiles Stilinski knew that his mother loved him. He also knew that she hated him.
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Duncan worries about his new recruit. She has been through a terrible ordeal, but they have days of travel ahead of them, and time enough to talk.
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it was the night things changed, do you see it now? by thekaidonovskys
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (2013)
29 Jul 2014
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He’s kind of sobbing and it’s kind of gross but Newt’s crying just as bad on his shoulder and it turns out they both need this more than they realized. Except Newt clearly realized, if not actively then somewhere in his subconscious, and he’s never shared this - maybe with Hermann, but never with Tendo - never revealed the blame he’s been carrying around for so long.
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- Part 8 of Becoming Three
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It was 12:28 a.m. and Riku's world was falling apart. Come morning Sora and Kairi would be gone from his life. He reflects on their relationship.
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But Your Spirit is Untainted; I Can Dedicate You Still by BlossomsintheMist
Fandoms: Marvel 616, Marvel (Comics), Marvel
15 Dec 2016
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The incursions crisis is over, and Steve and Tony have gotten back together, but nothing is the same as it was. Fearing that things are broken between them forever, Steve asks Tony something unexpected to try to make things right.
Or, Steve asks if Tony really meant what he said when he asked Steve to hurt him. Sequel to Might Have Cherished You More Wisely.
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- Part 2 of I Have Loved the Stars Too Fondly
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That Bridge Was Burned by RenaRoo for red-dye-number-five
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
23 May 2015
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Jason sees the signs, but he doesn't believe them. Doesn't think about them. He just knows that Dick is not doing alright.
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- Part 1 of Angst War
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Silenced by orphan_account
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics), Teen Titans
23 Jun 2013
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Dick needs help and goes to Diana to talk.
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Set immediately after War Games. A guilt-stricken Dick is trying to get up the courage to tell Bruce about Blockbuster. Bruce has his own baggage
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Lost in the woods in mountainous Virginia on a hike from Georgia to Maine, Dean falls victim to a hunter's bullet just as the snow begins to fall. What should've been his demise ends up as a new beginning when a stranger with haunted eyes rescues him from certain death, his mysterious past looming over his shoulders at all times. Trapped in Castiel's cabin in the Appalachian Mountains, Dean is forced to come to terms with his own mortality, and maybe admit a few secrets of his own, now that Castiel is by his side.
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A revelation.
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Goh and Koharu were both slowly realizing Ash was way more experienced than he seemed. That was not always a good thing.
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While on a case together Jason gets hurt, and Dick realizes he's sicker than he thought he was.
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While on a case together Jason gets hurt, and Dick realizes he's sicker than he thought he was.
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“She's been going to some mundane group Simon set her up with. It's helping a lot, I can tell. But since then...” Alec closes his eyes. “She's shut me out completely. I can barely ask her how she's doing without her deflecting or just.. pushing me away.”
[Set somewhere after 2x12. In 3x13 Alec mentions he did some reading about “those mundane groups” Izzy goes to. Or: Magnus and Alec have a conversation about drug addiction.]
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- Part 29 of Close to Canon
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Silence by Destril
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Bad Batch (Cartoon), Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
03 Sep 2024
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put the hearts (and bruises) on ice by allieae for Drhair76
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
28 Jun 2022
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For a moment, he could almost be in the middle of one of his fancy turns, limbs thrown out deliberately like he’s flying.
Then Tommy slams into the ice.
He slams into the ice and his head bounces off of it.
He slams into the ice and he doesn’t get back up.
After accidentally hurting Tommy during a scrimmage, Wilbur forgets how to trust himself.
~olympic figure skating/hockey au
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Bookmarked by aeternamutans
29 Jun 2022
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“Yeah,” he croaks, even as all he wants to do is go the other direction.
It’s an old habit, not as unbroken as he thought. But walking into what might very well be his demise is an even older one.
“I’ll be there,” Wilbur finishes, swallowing hard. “See you in a bit.”
He hopes he isn’t imagining the faint smile in Techno’s words as he says, “Good.”
And then it’s just Wilbur and the click of the phone call ending and the skip of his heart in his chest and the fragile shell of ice around his heart, squeezing and squeezing and squeezing.
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He'll never admit it out loud, but Danny studies the situation with Steve McGarrett colored lens and it's a scary, ridiculous worldview. Involving stun grenades and explosions. But none of those things can help out his partner right now.
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The ninja have been through some shit. Sometimes they just need someone to remind them everything is alright.
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Five times Kai provided comfort for the other ninja when they were having a rough time.
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A Visit From the Boogeyman by September_Wolf
Fandoms: S.W.A.T. (TV 2017), S.W.A.T. - All Media Types
07 Jan 2019
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Sixteen years ago, Street managed to escape a monster, his uncle. Now after struggling with nightmares and a visit from the boogeyman himself, will the team be able to protect him? Will he be able to get back up again after facing off with the monster from his nightmares?
WARNING: POSSIBLE TRIGGERS BECAUSE OF BRIEFLY MENTIONING PAST UNDERAGE RAPE)
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- Part 6 of Street is the Youngest
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After Eggsy fails the final test, Harry goes in search of Merlin for some answers.
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After a tragic event, Goku chose to leave and take a break from Earth.
Ten years later there's no longer any sign of his Ki. It had dissolved slowly, more and more faint.
A bad feeling will guide Vegeta across the universe to understand what happened to him.
A long adventure, a great mystery, a journey through the cosmos with an unexpected travel mate.[Slowburn]
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- Part 1 of Across the universe - the series
Bookmarked by LacunaLuna
25 Dec 2023
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I love the space adventures in this fic, alongside the characterisation of Raditz - he's a riot!
Across the universe by grace__writes
Fandoms:Dragon Ball
After a tragic event, Goku chose to leave and take a break from Earth.
Ten years later there's no longer any sign of his Ki. It had dissolved slowly, more and more faint.
A bad feeling will guide Vegeta across the universe to understand what happened to him.
A long adventure, a great mystery, a journey through the cosmos with an unexpected travel mate.[Slowburn]
-Uptades every weekend-
https://archiveofourown.to/works/30610571https://web.archive.org/web/20240213225748/https://archiveofourown.to/works/30610571?view_full_work=true
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With the fight against Cell over, Gohan is left alone to ponder the meaning of it all -- his Saiyan blood, his father's sacrifice, and his tendency to hurt everyone close to him.
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01 Jan 2024
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Each to His Own Home by Kanthia
Fandoms:Dragon Ball
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04 May 2013
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With the fight against Cell over, Gohan is left alone to ponder the meaning of it all -- his Saiyan blood, his father's sacrifice, and his tendency to hurt everyone close to him.
https://archiveofourown.to/works/784860 -
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“Perhaps we should just give him some time,” she sighs. “It must be an incredibly disconcerting position to find oneself in - to be taken and returned without so much as an explanation. Probably more than either of us realize… and we’ve been at this longer than Galahad has been alive.”
Merlin scoffs. “Speak for yourself,” he quips, earning a chuckle from Arthur. He presses the iPad against his chest, tapping the cover with the tip of his index finger. “With your permission, I would like to re-examine the physical evidence from Galahad’s case. Just to be certain that we’ve reviewed everything.”
“Permission granted,” Arthur replies without hesitation.
So it begins.
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- Part 3 of my saints fallen
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Cell has been defeated, which ought to mean that normalcy is within reach. However, no such luck awaits Earth's young savior. Gohan has contracted Goku's heart virus, but the medicine has run out. How long can a child hold on? AU
Bookmarked by LacunaLuna
19 Jan 2024
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Crushed by kendokao
Fandoms:Dragon Ball
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15 Jan 2024
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Major Character DeathSon GohanChi-Chi (Dragon Ball)Krillin (Dragon Ball)Piccolo (Dragon Ball)Bulma BriefsVegeta (Dragon Ball)Son Goku (Dragon Ball)DramaAngstAlternate Universe - Canon DivergenceMajor IllnessFamily Feelsgoku's heart virus is back with a vengeancei love gohan yet one of my first acts of fandom was to make him sufferOriginally Posted on FanFiction.Net
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Cell has been defeated, which ought to mean that normalcy is within reach. However, no such luck awaits Earth's young savior. Gohan has contracted Goku's heart virus, but the medicine has run out. How long can a child hold on? AUhttps://archiveofourown.to/works/53058880
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"And his eyes… so black and empty and full at the same time… the saddest eyes he had ever seen."
Vegeta is the Prince and future King of the glorious Saiyan warrior race, returning from the last war won.
Kakarot is just a Child of the Sun, a low-level Saiyan, slave and pregnant.
They have nothing in common, but the stars have united their destinies.Bookmarked by LacunaLuna
25 Jan 2024
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read chapter 20
Vegeta is so sweet
https://archiveofourown.to/works/52449419
House of the Sun by xladrm
Fandoms:Dragon Ball
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23 Jan 2024
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"And his eyes… so black and empty and full at the same time… the saddest eyes he had ever seen."Vegeta is the Prince and future King of the glorious Saiyan warrior race, returning from the last war won.
Kakarot is just a Child of the Sun, a low-level Saiyan, slave and pregnant.
They have nothing in common, but the stars have united their destinies.https://web.archive.org/web/20240213225418/https://archiveofourown.to/works/52449419?view_full_work=true 13.02.24, 20.02.24,