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Hollanov Omegaverse AU by quantumoddity
Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Oct 2025
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AO3 users taegyungie and jaekyu: [touches ground] eddie got fingered here
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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19 Apr 2025
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Please, Buck, come home to us.
"Eds," Buck sobs, raking a hand through his hair, pulling on the strands, "fuck, I'm so sorry."
He's talking to an empty room, like a lunatic, the voice in his head a recording of Eddie's that plays on a loop inside his skull. After all, he knows his voice, his inflection, his cadence, could pick it out anywhere, so it's no feat to imagine the sound of it shaping that plea, the hollowness and ache and heartbreak edging each syllable he reads on the paper.
I don't have a backup plan. You are my backup plan, Buck.
The guilt is like barbed wire now, wrapping itself around his lungs, spikes embedding themselves in the flesh. It hurts, it fucking hurts, but it's nothing compared to what Eddie must have felt.
I don’t know how to do this, Buck. I don’t know how to keep going if you’re not here.
Or, Buck finds a letter in Eddie’s closet, written during his coma. Everything spirals from there.
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29 Nov 2024