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    In a seedy hotel room, Thame and Po share a night of raw passion, a brief escape in their complicated lives. Their intense connection masks unspoken truths and unanswered questions.

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    Dick Grayson decided that the Young Justice crew and the Titans needed a proper official meting, no missions, no explosions, just hanging out as a big group of friends… with some alcohol. They end up playing never have I ever and seven minutes in haven.

    Wally and Dick end up just a little too close in the closet and they now have to figure out what this thing between them is.

    The fic is filled with character dynamics, fluff, smut, crack, angst and heartbreak! - and it is currently ongoing BUT i post pretty regularly (at least one chapter a week).

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    23/?
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    For centuries, Death has walked among the living - unseen, unloved, untouched. Once, he was a boy who defied the heavens and was cursed with eternal life, forced to take the souls of those who found peace where he could not. In the modern world, he finds someone whose soul he can’t reap - a boy with starlight in his eyes, who teaches him what it means to live.

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    This is a story told in mirrors. Two parts for Walburga and Sirius. Two childhoods drifting toward very different ends of the same thread.

    Before the war. Before the rebellion. Before their names were etched into history or burned off a wall tapestry.

    They were just children. Drawing flowers. Swapping dreams. Ruining uniforms with ink.

    This is the story of how they grew into the people they were never meant to become.

    Of Sirius and Walburga, running in opposite directions down the same corridor.

    Of friendship that bloomed too brightly.

    Of family, and how it ruins.

    A story of starlight, ink, and the childhood they almost kept.

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    “You can ask questions, if you want to.” Bdubs never liked prying into Ethos life, which he liked, but it ended up meaning that Ethos knowledge of Bdubs far exceeded Bdubs’ knowledge of Etho. The opportunity of opening up like this comes in extreme circumstances, or a slip of the mind, Etho had decided this was neither, he had known Bdubs long enough.

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    Over the course of years he'd always been my dearest- my closest. I knew exactly what he was to me, and I hated myself deeply for it, yet in his eyes I saw hope. I saw hope that one day, perhaps in a different life, even, we would find peace together and laugh in harmony over all we'd overcome. If only I hadn't been so naïve. If only I could get over these fantasies. Why must the heart torture one like so?

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    007n7 has raised a Monster, a monster that would eat his own father’s flesh without even giving it a thought.

    He still loves his Child and would do anything for them despite the facts.

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    (Modern day AU ~ burning extremely slow)

    Meet Theo Knights — wannabe-author who has not published a single book in his miserable life, and instead wastes his time with late nights on AO3, writing Greek Mythology fics under the pseudonym "telemachus33", growing slowly but surely popular and finally finding some joy in his depressing life.

    That is until one night someone called "Antinous_Apologist" leaves a comment under his most recently published chapter, shattering his pride, and starting an enticingly torturous feud between author and commenter...

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    150/?
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    after the x games bradly is kicked out of the gammas and moves into a new dorm he is angry at max and decides to spred rumors about him by becoming his friend and telling everyone his secrets but bradly falls inlove with max instead

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    2/?
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    You think you're going a bit insane.
    If you voiced that alone, you're sure all of your new companions would sympathize; what with the back to back traumatic events and approaching inevitable doom hanging over you all. That's not what's bothering you, however.
    Your issue is as embarrassing as it is simple; you can't fucking jerk off.

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    When Riki’s father married Jungwon’s mother, they were just kids, two strangers suddenly forced to share a roof. And still, from the very first day, something tied them together in a way neither of them was able to ignore.

    But Riki grew up in a house that mistook fear for discipline and violence for love. He learned early that wanting another boy was a sin, and wanting his brother was something far worse. Jungwon learned to hide too. To pretend that surviving on scraps was enough, that the stolen pieces of Riki he got to keep were all he needed.

    So, over the years, what grew between Riki and Jungwon turned into a twisted cycle of fragile peace and brutal fights, nights spent together and regret, shame and obsession.

    Then the virus came. The world collapsed, and survival became the only thing that mattered.

    Now there’s Sunghoon in Jungwon’s life. It’s the first person to show him tenderness without a price to pay. And Jungwon only wants to be loved. But that pull, that desire, between him and Riki never really went away.

    “It made me think of you, and of how deeply I hate myself. But then again, what I feel for you and my self-hatred have always been a matched set.”

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    When Terry, Iggy, Colin, and Joey Milkovich are all arrested for running a meth trafficking ring, Mickey and Mandy are left to fend for themselves. Mandy, who worked at Waffle Cottage at the time, was able to get a job there for her bitchy brother. Mickey’s not going to be employee of the month any time soon, but he does seem to pick up some slack when a new regular shows up. A hot, ginger, EMT regular who only requests to be served by Mickey.

    or

    Mickey hates his job, but doesn’t always hate the customers.

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    Eren and Levi cannot, for the lives of them, escape each other. That's all they want to do. For Levi, it's a matter of knowing his life and sexuality are scrutinized under Eren's personal beliefs, which he doesn't do well at keeping personal. For Eren, it's a matter of lying.

    What does it take for Levi to forgive Eren for what he has done in the past? What does it take for Eren to believe he's deserving of forgiveness? What does it take for the two of them to truly, deeply, understand one another? Can they justify exploring their feelings for one another past forgiveness and understanding? Well, Levi has his suspicions, and Eren has nothing to lose.

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    When Yoshiki pulls away, 'Hikaru' lies there panting, all starry eyed with a little bit of drool at the corner of her mouth. "I was wrong before," she announces, breathless. "This is raunchy."

    yoshiki begins her "being human" lessons right away

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    –ты самый настоящий выблядок, у которого блять встал на избиения, и оскорбления, кто ты вообще блять после этого?

    А ему плевать, он специально тянет резину, наслаждаясь чужим безумием, хоть на полу валяться было не особо приятно, им обеим хотелось посмотреть, что же будет дальше, и к чему это все приведет

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    “I’m difficult,” Max repeats. Sebastian strokes the back of his head, running his hand through his messy, ash-blond hair.
    “Do you think I was easy? Being a teenager is tough—you go through so many changes. It’s a hard time.”
    “But you’re such a good dad—it’s unfair.” Seb’s heart aches as he feels Max’s warm tears soaking into his shirt. He keeps stroking Max’s hair.
    “Oh but, Liebling!” He slowly rocks his son back and forth. “It’s not unfair at all! I love being a dad. I love being your dad! Sure, being a father is hard sometimes, but I’m living life for the first time too, just like you are. We’re figuring it all out together.”
    It seems like Max nods, but maybe it’s just because he’s started sobbing even harder.

     

    or, Life has been hard on Max and Charles, but now they have each other, maybe things will become better?
    or, Sebastian never realised just how much trauma his adopted son was dealing with.

     

    This fic is gonna be long and angsty, the tags will be updated as i post more chapters, content warnings will be in the notes.

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    37/?
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    Gary Barkovitch is one lonely son of a bitch. Going to University out of state did absolutely nothing to change him at all. He was still abrasive, hostile, and saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. And he tried, he really did try. Or at least that's what he tells himself. It's also what keeps him awake at night (or at least one of the things), causing him to take long walks outside of campus grounds during the dead of night. It's dangerous, he knows, but let's be honest; if something happened to him, nobody would lose sleep over it.

    or; Gary Barkovitch learns to give a shit about himself and also finds his community and falls in love with a certain someone in the process.

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    Vecna’s gone, the gates are closed, and Nancy is dead. In the aftermath, as Mike grapples with his grief and everyone tries to piece their lives back together, Mike and Will find their way back to each other. Maybe this time, it’ll be for good.

    Basically, the love story that these two deserve.

    Takes place in fall/winter of the Party’s junior year (1987 - 1988). Told from dual POV of both Mike and Will.

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    Remus shook his head slowly. “Peter was there. And I saw the body.”

    James felt his stomach drop. The body. As if Sirius were no more than a discarded shell.

    “Well, I didn’t,” James said flatly, crossing his arms. “If I had, I’d have known it wasn’t him.”

    “You were a teenager, James,” Remus said gently. “You panicked. You couldn’t have known what would happen that night. When are you going to forgive yourself?”

    ***

    In 1978, just three weeks before graduation, Sirius Black died a hero - protecting Peter Pettigrew from a Death Eater ambush. Five years later, James Potter is the only one who believes he's still alive.

    Until Sirius comes back.

    A post-Hogwarts, Marauder Era AU about missing memories, love that defies death, and the dark secrets of the Black family.

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    Bogdan chciałby znaleźć sobie żonę, ale niestety we wsi brakuje odpowiedniej kandydatki. Ze wszystkich, kogo zna, najlepszy kontakt ma z Jakubem. Nie jest on oczywiście dobrym wyborem z oczywistych względów i mimo pogłębiającej się między nimi więzi, jest to trudna relacja dla nich obu.

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    Polski
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    6,652
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    12
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    18
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    1
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