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“Your safety is my priority right now. How long have you been thinking about this?” he repeats.
Eddie wants to tell him that it only happened yesterday, but then he thinks about quarantine, and when Shannon died, and when she left for LA after he was discharged, and when he found out Chris was diagnosed with cerebral palsy, and when Shannon told him she was pregnant, and when he was ten and his dad yelled at him for crashing his new truck because his mom was in labor and nobody was around to take her to the hospital. He thinks about how he wanted to disappear every time, wished for something to kill him so that he didn’t have to face his fears, deal with reality. It hits him like his dad’s truck hit the tree.
“Since I was in elementary school,” he admits breathlessly.
Also known as, the eddieravi bestie fic that quickly turned into a character study
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'Whether we fall by ambition, blood, or lust,
Like diamonds we are cut with our own dust.'In a world governed by the laws of the Royal Flush, a powerful underground syndicate made of four rival suits, a sequence of pernicious events is pushed into motion after one fateful night.
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- Part 1 of The Syndicate
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09 Dec 2025
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everything beautiful is ruined one day by orphan_account for justhockey
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 May 2020
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“Eddie, everyone leaves.” he voices, sounding as hollow as the ache in him, “I’m just trying to make it easier by leaving first.”
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The one where Buck's life is a little more difficult and he's got to turn into Buck 3.0
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- Part 8 of Character Study
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05 Dec 2025
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Getting So Tired Of Smiling Through The Fire by Tillthewheelsfalloff
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Oct 2025
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Buck is fine. He’s got it under control.
He has his routines. He knows what’s real after his coma dream rocks his world.
But some coping mechanisms are better than others, and he has to know.
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- Part 11 of Tilly's Whumptober 2025
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05 Dec 2025
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“Eddie was amazing, of course,” Buck replies, balling his hand into a fist. “He offered to talk about it… but I’m not there yet.” A tear runs down his cheek, but Buck is barely aware of it. “I don’t… I think, um, I’m getting worse.”
Dr. Copeland frowns. “How do you mean, Buck?”
“I…” Buck trails off, staring at the wall behind Dr. Copeland’s head. “I’m not sure if I was made for… this. Sometimes… I just think it might be better if I… disappear or something. I just feel… not numb… just… nothing. I don’t feel anything. There’s brief emotions here and there. They pop up, flash suddenly, a spark of anger, a touch of joy or laughter. And, then they’re just…” Buck gestures vaguely, “gone, just like that. It’s like… on the surface, I feel the emotions, but inside my heart, it’s full of… nothingness. It’s just a void. So, even when I feel something… it doesn’t change that void, it doesn’t fill it. Nothing can fill it.”
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the fic where i project some of my mental health problems onto buck bc if i have to suffer, then so does he :)
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- Part 1 of Buddie Oneshots
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05 Dec 2025