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all the sudden i could look you up and down all day by sayitwithyourhands
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Nov 2025
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Eddie wants and he wants and he wants.
Greedy, that’s what it is— hand-in-the-cookie-jar, pockets-stuffed greedy. Not polite hunger, not a reasonable appetite. A hoarder’s heart, stockpiling every version of Buck he can get. He wants seconds and thirds and the leftovers cold at midnight. He wants the slow, the rough, the wrecked, the soft.
He wants Buck blinking up at him, loose and trusting; wants Buck loud under him, shameless; wants him quiet in the dark with Eddie’s hand in his hair. He wants to see every shade of Buck’s surrender and every flicker of Buck’s control; to take and be taken, to press and be pressed.
He wants it all.
a 9x04 coda
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- Part 4 of season 9 codas
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08 Nov 2025
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It’s Eddie’s turn to have a competency kink
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"You don't see the problem," Buck says finally, in as measured a tone as he can, "with getting married to me. For tax purposes."
"Not just tax purposes," Eddie says indignantly, like that's Buck's main sticking point. Buck finally turns his head and looks at him. Still stupid. Still beautiful, in a light-colored Henley that makes his skin glow, his long fingers curled around the neck of the beer bottle resting on his knee. His big brown eyes and the encouraging little smile on his lips, like he's offering Buck a special treat, instead of a lifelong fucking commitment of platonic marriage. Buck wants to kiss him, or maybe strangle him. Either one would serve Eddie right.
Or: Eddie proposes marriage (platonically). Buck spirals.
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06 Nov 2025
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Eddie thinks proposing marriage is a normal platonic thing to do. It takes a kiss to prove him wrong.
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Eddie Diaz discovers the perfect scientific explanation for why the internet thinks he’s 98% compatible with his best friend: dad-friend bias. Definitely not feelings. (Probably.)
OR Eddie and Buck take internet quizzes on the couch after work.
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31 Oct 2025
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Not nearly as silly as it sounds, but soft and sweet and a held breathe right before something more
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“Yeah, about that.” Harry interrupted, and May sighed. So much for subtlety, she supposed. “You and Eddie.”
“Are best friends.” He answered, with the finality of a conversation finished.
Buck might be used to being the annoying little brother, and May might be used to being the tired older sister, but Harry was ready in a way May had to find a little funny.
“I was going to say super gay.” Harry answered casually.
Buck sputtered. “I’m bisexual and you know I’m bisexual.”
“Okay and what’s his excuse?”
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Harry and May take it upon themselves to use their weekly Bachelor nights to parent trap Buck and Eddie.
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30 Oct 2025
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“Is this Chim?” Eddie asks, defaulting to a safer enemy. “Is that what this is? You’re here as his messenger?”
Buck shakes his head. “I’m here as someone who loves you.”
The words hit Eddie’s chest and slide, catching on old scar tissue, on the corners where he’s stacked guilt like bricks, on the jagged edges he’s left sharp on purpose, on the hollow he carved out for penance.
a 9x03 coda
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- Part 3 of season 9 codas
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28 Oct 2025
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Eddie Diaz wakes up in a hospital bed with two cracked ribs, a bruised ego, and the horrifying realization that he never updated his emergency contact.
Which means Buck—his currently estranged, lawsuit-wielding, mother-hen of a best friend—is on his way.Or: Eddie’s coping mechanisms are questionable, Buck shows up anyway, and somewhere between the ice chips and the Chapstick, they remember how to be friends again.
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22 Oct 2025
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Just some sweet fight club era hurt/comfort
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When Eddie learns he and Buck got drunk-married at Chimney’s bachelor party, he goes on a metaphorical journey to figure out the best way to be a good husband.
“Now you get it. Damage done. We didn’t know,” Buck shrugs, “now we do, so we can just …”
Eddie’s mind races to finish Buck’s sentence:
Park our cars side-by-side in my driveway forever.
Hang all our clothes in the same closet so I have better access to that blue hoodie I love.
Kiss.
“… get an annulment.”
“What?” The word slips out of Eddie’s mouth before he can stop it.
Buck frowns.
“You want to …” Eddie drops his fork to his plate. He’s suddenly not hungry, despite how much he loves Buck’s omelets. His voice wobbles when he adds, “You don’t want to be married to me?”Bookmarked by thedemonkingawakes
22 Oct 2025
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What if Buck and Eddie got married at the bachelor party and didn’t realize until months later
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He doesn’t pay them much mind, though, his attention focused intently on Eddie—there’s an unreadable expression on his face. That doesn’t happen often. Buck’s spent years learning the language of Eddie Diaz, becoming fluent in every single look and expression Eddie could throw at him.
He doesn’t know this one.
“You like tulips?” Buck asks.
Eddie almost jumps out of his skin, startled—apparently so deep in thought he’d forgotten Buck was next to him. “Sure. Uh—They’re nice.”
Eddie’s cheeks flush a soft pink, his hands tightening on the handles of the reusable fabric bags as he shrugs a shoulder, attempting to take another step to continue on their travels through the market.
Buck ignores the instinct telling him to let it go, like he often does.
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Flufftober day 20: Tulips
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- Part 16 of Kryptonian Fictober 2025
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21 Oct 2025
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“I asked to come back, and he didn't let me.”
Buck turns slowly, halfway through tugging his sweater off, and gets twisted up in it before managing to free himself. He hears a small huff of laughter from Eddie.
They're in the bedroom - his or Eddie's now, he really isn't sure, because he'd just gotten around to thinking of it as his when everything happened and Eddie was suddenly back here, in his house that's now Buck's house, and he can't bring himself to think of any of it as their anything, because– So they're in the bedroom-
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20 Oct 2025
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The entire apartment has been eggshells, lately. She can’t bring up anything meaningful in conversation without Harry’s jaw clenching, his eyes going hard and blank à la Athena Grant. Can’t talk about Mom, or Bobby. At least now she knows why he’s been pissy when she’d ask about school these past few months. Harry makes sure to steer clear of any discussion about their actual lives; May walks the line, dipping a toe into the murky waters sometimes just to see if he’ll still bite. He does, every time, and she backs off like a coward.
So it’s this— sitting on the couch with popcorn. Half invested in watching The Bachelor and half invested in watching Buck repeatedly frog a single line of navy blue crochet. Glancing at Harry every time something funny happens just to catch him smile. It’s pretending things are okay.
Or, May and Buck are at a loss with Harry's anger, and Eddie is more than happy to lend a hand. And a set of boxing gloves.
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18 Oct 2025
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Buck is pliant, both of Eddie’s hands on his neck now. His pulse thrums with every gush of blood. It’s so warm and Eddie feels so nauseous, suddenly.
But Buck is just looking at him. Just looking. “Eddie,” he says. “It’s— I think I’m okay.”
or: the malfunctioning robot cuts buck with a scalpel, but eddie is the one to spiral about it.
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18 Oct 2025
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“As I’ve said five times now, you are my best friend. In the entire universe, for the rest of time. If you could get best friend married, I’d best friend marry you, okay? Can you please chill out?”
Buck blinks. “You’d best friend marry me?”
Eddie groans. “Are you only hearing every second word I say?”
“We should - - we should do that. That’s - - Eddie, we should do that.”
Or, Buck is jealous. He platonically proposes about it.
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14 Oct 2025
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“Oh my God,” Buck says as cold, certain clarity seeps through him. “I know why I’m upset.”
He can barely bring himself to open his eyes. When he finally manages to find the courage, he sees Ravi looking at him with eager anticipation.
“Yes?” Ravi prompts, leaning forward. He waves a hand encouragingly at Buck. “Go on?”
“I think,” Buck says slowly, “I’m in love with Hen.”
Or: Buck wildly misinterprets his jealousy over Hen and Eddie being partners.
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13 Oct 2025
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"Ravi wasn’t trying to spy. That needed to be clear. So clear, in fact, that he repeated it in his own head three times as he froze just inside the doorway of the kitchen, a coffee mug dangling forgotten in his hand..."
Or, a 5+1 where Ravi just knows that Buck and Eddie are a couple, no matter how many times the rest of the 118 tells him otherwise...
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12 Oct 2025
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Eddie Diaz versus Apple's One-Year Limited Warranty by buckasagirl, LumpyCat280
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Oct 2025
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“Buck?” Ravi asks, leaning in closer.
“Yeah?” Buck, the human man, replies.
“No, Buck,” Hen grabs the photo from Chim’s hand and holds it out for everyone to see.
Buck, the 1.5x2” passport photo from 2019, stares back at them.
“Oh damn.”
Eddie smiles, he’s glad Buck isn’t too freaked out by it.
(Buck is freaking out. The only people who have seen this photo, to his knowledge, are the post office employee that took it, and whatever person who approved it in the Department of State. Not even a TSA agent. He hasn’t gotten the chance to use it.)
Or, Eddie breaks his phone, reveals the photo he's kept of Buck inside the case for years, and suddenly everyone starts giving him their own photos. Buck is only a little bothered by it.
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- Part 2 of Eddie Diaz versus...
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12 Oct 2025
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"You ready? You prepared for this?"
"Buck, it's lasagna. How hard could it be?"
"Hey, lasagna is serious business. There are layers, May. Lots of them."
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Or, Buck teaches May how to make lasagna. You'll never guess where he got the recipe.
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- Part 6 of Whumptober 2025
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12 Oct 2025
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“Sometimes I wish. I wish I didn’t care so much, you know? Like I could—cut him out of whatever part of me it is that clings too hard. The part that makes me feel…”
He trails off, tilting his head back towards the crib. Baby Bobby is asleep, his sweet face turned towards Buck like he’s still chasing the cadence of his voice in sleep.
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12 Oct 2025
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Buck is mildly injured and babysitting Baby Nash. Eddie is at a scene down the street. As technology goes haywire, Baby Nash’s monitor syncs up with the walkie talkies of the 118. What secrets might they overhear?
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11 Oct 2025
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If you asked Eddie Diaz what grief felt like, he’d tell you it was a smoke alarm that never turned off.
If you asked him what denial felt like, he’d say it was standing in a strip club surrounded by objectively gorgeous women while his eyes—traitors—tracked one man through the crowd like a compass needle finding north.
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06 Oct 2025
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"And so I try to flirt with him, because honestly, the jealousy thing really does it for me—” Ravi gives her a look and she shakes her head, annoyed. “But when he looks at me, the scowl is still there. He’s full-on mean-mugging me. Like, what is his problem? He’s like ‘what did Eddie say?’ and I’m confused because I guess they know each other? And then he just ignores me for the rest of the five minutes. Choosing instead to stare at Eddie like he had telekinesis or whatever. It was just insane. What the fuck is their problem?”
Ravi sighs for the millionth time tonight.
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Or Ravi makes the mistake of going speed-dating with Buck and Eddie and everyone makes it his problem.Bookmarked by thedemonkingawakes
30 Sep 2025