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    How did it feel? It felt like he was barely holding it together. She, of all people, should shun him. Or yell at him. Curse him. Spit at him. Take out her wand and blast him off the face of the earth. It was crushing guilt and relief and confusion all at once when he looked at Hermione Granger.
    The monotony of Draco’s daily routine had become both a lifeline and a noose. But this new habit of grabbing coffee with Hermione Granger is quickly becoming a reason to get out of bed and is unfortunately forcing him to re-evaluate his inconsequential existence.
    Hermione is living her life in fragments, separate pieces scattered about, and she can’t find a way to step back and let the full picture form. Why are morning meetings with Draco Malfoy the only thing that make sense anymore?

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    “Buck, look at me right now.” Eddie orders, leaning over and grabbing Buck’s head between his two big palms. “Nothing you ever tell me would change how much I love you. I promise you.”

    “What if I murdered someone ?” Buck retorts as Eddie sends him a look.

    “Did you ?”

    “No.” He murmurs.

    ***
    Buck has a secret that spills over when Eddie sees him break down after a hard call.

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    A human AU where Aziraphale is a publisher and writer, and Crowley is a producer and musician. Both have skeletons in their closets but support each other as they overcome them.

    Play The Game - enemies to lovers start to things.
    Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy - things get serious and their initial project together ties up.
    It's A Hard Life - Aziraphale's situation is explored and eventually resolved.
    Don't Stop Me Now - Crowley's past is expanded on and eventually confronted.

    I hope you enjoy :)

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    There are millions of first times. For Sam and Dean, there are 327 (+2).

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    Regulus is the only person who has Barty's chaotically not-okay back. That is, until this devastatingly gorgeous man walks into the coffee shop - or maybe that's just wishful thinking, because the first impression Barty gets is that the guy is an complete asshole.

    This is a story about their recovery, finding themselves, and building a family away from the one they were born into.

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    “Hi, hi, hi!” the little girl greeted. “I'm Lian! You're Jason!”

    “I… am Jason, yes,” Jason narrowed his eyes suspiciously at the little girl.

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    A series about Maya & Carina becoming a huge part of the lives of the Grey-Shepherd children. Humor, fun, fluff, and some minor bad things happen, but it's all a part of their adventures.

    Maya and Carina are married, Maya is still Captain of Station 19, and Dean is still alive.

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  8. 50

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    Langdon and Mel share takeout, Smirnoff Ice and sci-fi movies. He's trying to just be her friend. Let's see how that works out for him.

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    A series of interconnected one-shots chronicling the many twists and turns of the Devil’s Minion relationship. Often venturing into alternative universe territory.

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    When Harry and Sirius tumble together through the Veil in the Department of Mysteries, they discover that they've landed in June 1942. After accepting that he and his godfather are stuck in the past, Harry comes up with a foolproof plan: befriend Tom Riddle, force him to develop moral compass, and stop him from ever becoming Lord Voldemort.

    Meanwhile, Tom Riddle is very much not on track to become Lord Voldemort. After a tumultuous four years of dealing with Grindelwald and July's tragedy, he's just hoping to make it through term. And these blackouts he's having? Not helping.

    Needless to say, he doesn't have time for mysterious transfer students who seem determined to become his best friend.

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  11. 9

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    Alone on the streets of whatever miscellaneous city, Stan honestly has nowhere to go. But there's this guy offering a place for him to stay, a club to join. Turning down the offer wasn't much of an option, especially when he was fresh out of tricks.

    How could this whole affair with Jimmy Snakes end? Was it stupid to believe there was some hope for the future?

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    “This is in no way an accusation,” Robby says, stroking his beard with a thumb and a forefinger. He’s steeling himself for discomfort in a way that makes Frank want to turn heel and walk back out of this conversation entirely. “Consider it a fact-finding mission. No more, no less. Even if the answer is affirmative. But—is there anything I need to know about your relationship with Dr. King?”

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  13. 9

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    Jeremy hadn’t meant to end up at Eden's Twilight with a fuck-ton of Foxes and a tight-lipped Jean, but then again, this wouldn’t be the first time he ended up somewhere he hadn’t planned on being.

    or;

    Jeremy relapses. The Foxes (and Jean) have to figure out what to do about it.

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  14. 37

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    Diverges from chapter 9, where Bobby finds out by running into Buck in the grocery store while he is out shopping with Chris and Eddie.

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  15. 46

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    “Do you ever let yourself live?”

    Not survive. Not function. Live.

    Bruce told himself that the pills were for the pain.

    But after a hostage crisis and a new strain of fear toxin, everything starts slipping, and Clark sees more than he's supposed to; more than Bruce knows how to give.

    Because letting someone close means letting them see the damage, and Bruce isn't sure what's left of him underneath.

    Clark would stay anyway.

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  16. 62

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    ghost light. noun. an electric light that is left on the stage of a theater when the theater is unoccupied and would otherwise be completely dark.

    Adam Parrish tried as hard as he could to forget everything about Henrietta. Then he meets Ronan again.

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    Max looks down at the warmer, at the baby lying in the bed, sleeping innocently without a worry in the world, his eyelids twitching. He knows this is his son, and he's supposed to feel something, but he feels nothing. He glances at Charles, who looks exhausted, with dark circles under his eyes, messy hair, and grimy skin. It's clear he's worn out from staying in the hospital for the past two weeks. Yet, Max can see the love in Charles' eyes. Charles has fallen in love with baby Oscar, and Max knows he has to learn to love him as well.
    Or: two years into their marriage, Charles is on the verge of losing Max. He barely sees or knows him anymore.

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    When he was a kid, Frank’s father taught him how to hide his emotions. Men don’t cry, he used to say, you have to be strong. Frank always listened to that advice and held his tears whenever he wanted to cry. But now, he had no strength to stop them. Even in rehab, he was disappointing his father. He was disappointing everyone. His kids, his wife, his parents, his coworkers, Robby. His heart ached in pain when he thought of Robby. They ended things so badly, he probably hated Frank now while Frank was busy longing for his warmth on his body.

    Frank is in rehab and struggles meanwhile Robby longs for him.

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    Ragathq found that she enjoyed being Zoinked off the stupid sauce, she found other substances in this could friendly hell to depend on...

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    Best Friend's Brother is Alive Again?
    Check.

    New Neighbour is Kinda Hot?
    Double Check.

    Correlation?
    Oh, I'm Sure There's No Correlation, Whatsoever.

     

     

    (part of a series, but can be read as a standalone - or first, being that it's technically a prequel, actually)

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