1 - 20 of 125,276 Works in Suicidal Thoughts
Navigation
Listing Works
-
Wicked Game by EleanorBlythe
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game), Dragon Age - All Media Types
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
‘What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing you do, to let me dream of you…’
With her kingdom and life under threat, Emlygil is forced to find and stop her gods. She meets the so-called Veilguard - one of which embodies everything she was raised to distrust and hate.
Human. Mortal. Necromancer.
So why is he so compassionate about his work? Why are humans not as inherently evil as she was lead to believe? Why does she feel a rush anytime he is near?
Why has she allowed her traitorous heart, to feel?
- Emmrich introduced from Chapter 5 onwards -
Nsfw chapters marked with *
-
Tags
Summary
After attempting suicide, Thanos realises that the relationship he has with Nam-gyu will never be the same again. Things can only get better or worse from there.
“Fuck you for doing this to me,” Thanos spat, but Nam-gyu let the insults roll off his shoulders. He sat there with his arms crossed over his chest as they waited on someone to stitch Thanos up.
“Fuck you for making me have to come here with you,” Nam-gyu retorted. “If you hadn’t done this, we wouldn't be here right now.” There was a sharpness to his tone, but despite it all, he knew Nam-gyu cared. Yet, his care was what got under his skin. Why did it take a suicide attempt to get him to look at him like that?
Series
- Part 3 of Interlinked
-
Tags
Summary
After meeting with a supernatural being, Scout realizes that he was slipped into a time loop by Loony, a humanoid Balloonicorn with abilities to affect anything it wants. He is forced to watch everything repeat around him while he is the only one that slowly realizes that he is trapped within a sick game. Scout is forced to hurl himself towards dangerous situations in order to find a crack within the loop, hoping that he will be freed one day.
-
Tags
Summary
James Blackwell was a Colonel for the Mascon army, in charge of a nearly abandoned compound. Too skilled at his specialist talent to be discharged from the military, but too unpredictable to be placed anywhere, where he posed a risk to others.
Full of mental health issues and plagued by faulty memories of the mission that killed everyone he cared for.
This is the story of how he got there, how he fought to not lose himself to the monster he was becoming, and the man that nearly changed it all. -
Tags
Summary
Alternate universe where Huntr/x are demons.
Rumi sold her soul to Gwi-Ma for a little recognition that she never received. Mira wanted a family, and they never accepted her, Zoey just wanted to be enough for someone.
As the years passed, they forgot about their desires and their dreams. Letting their demons be completely different from what they once could have been. Living between decades, in the service of Gwi-Ma. Like Huntr/x, they were going to strike the final blow to humanity.
They hated each other... Until that moment, they did... And suddenly they could no longer live without each other.
-
Tags
Summary
Astrid Larsen is a freelance photographer taking care of her young son, Jasper, and teenage goddaughter, Angie Santos in a small town in NC. She has definitely come a long way since high school, which, for her, was a living hell. Although she was grateful for her loyal group of friends, including someone who had always been much more.
Parker Rivera, an openly non-binary author, is well known for their best-selling romance novel that may or may not have been loosely based off of their secret high school romance with Astrid. Regardless, they now had a nice life in New York where they adopted three kids who have now grown into kind, unique young adults.
But then one phone call quickly turns into a temporary move-in back to their childhood home where they decide to get a job at a new local coffee shop. One morning, they see Astrid sitting at one of the tables, looking as beautiful as they remember. The two of them catch up, deciding to spend some time together before Parker has to go back to New York.
But what happens when they not only start to learn about the lives that they have been leading since their split but also the secrets they kept from each other during their relationship?
Series
- Part 1 of I See You, Blue
-
Tags
Summary
La muerte siempre se ha presentado, desde que tenía memoria. Pero... ¿qué sucede después de la muerte? ¿Realmente tu alma descansa, desaparece? ¿O se queda vagando entre los vivos? Existe a quien en su idioma llaman Phanein Ma. Los fantasmas.
- Language:
- Español
- Words:
- 22,231
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Hits:
- 0
-
Rose in the Night by SoobieBoobie
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band), ENHYPEN (Band), TWICE (Band), (여자)아이들 | (G)I-DLE
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
Korea is dominated by two of the biggest gangs in Asia, perhaps the world. Choi Soobin's only goal is to wipe out his biggest competitor and become number one. But when he meets Choi Yeonjun, a beautiful, respectful stranger, he will learn that being stone-cold and unforgiving in this world will only get you killed.
Series
- Part 1 of Mafia
-
Tags
Summary
Things were supposed to get easier after the Honmoon was restored. Without Gwi-Ma and all the forces of hell tearing at the veil they should've had time to finally breathe, but Rumi wasn't so fortunate.
The pain of that final battle never left her, but her inner demon did.
Was being human always supposed to hurt this much?
Or: Despite her efforts to embrace her other half, Rumi loses her connection to the demon realm and is left with unexplainable pain as a result
-
Tags
Summary
A journey through Yuuji's and Megumi's first year post-canon, filled with the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Or, a study of the complexities of human relationships, and the beauty of healing.
---
"Hey, Fushiguro?"
"Yeah?"
"When was the last time you saw the stars?"
-
Tags
Summary
Beauty, tradition, and perfection: these are the pillars of the House of Szarr, a centuries-old perfumery owned by creative director and artist Cazador Szarr and shouldered by its next-to-nobody nose, Astarion Ancunín.
Overworked, underpaid, and determined to claw his way out, Astarion finds the perfect blend of unusual charm and genius—and the key to toppling the house for good—when he meets chemistry professor Gale Dekarios.
Or: one perfumer, one professor, one treatise on art, addiction, and the price of ambition.
-
Tags
Summary
Having been left alone to her own devices, J begins preparing to leave Copper-9. Before she can finish repairing her ship however, she's sidelined by a meeting with an old friend.
With a new threat looming and the risk of being alone made readily apparent once more, J will be tasked with facing countless dangers side-by-side with those she fought against only a few months ago.
Struggling on her own with memories of a loved one now dead and gone, J will need to confront herself and her past in order to begin moving forward in earnest. The Right Choice is a story about self-acceptance and vulnerability as J opens herself up enough to let love into her life once more.
-
Tags
Summary
this is my first ever x reader fic, pls be nice lol
You are a death row inmate tasked with obtaining a crystal from the abandoned site of the secret organisation known as Urbanshade. Already expecting to die, you agree to go.
Just one problem.
You’re stuck in an endless loop of death.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,651
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 0
-
Tags
Summary
Buck and Eddie are caught up in a building collapse. Eddie has severe concussion, but Buck is absolutely fine. Right? All he has to do is keep Eddie awake till help gets to them.
So with Eddie confused and Buck concealing serious injury, what better time could there be to talk about their feelings for each other…
—————————————————
Eddie shut off the radio. “Buck, you there?”
He heard a throaty laugh. “Where else I’m gonna be, Eddie?”
“Just checking. Bobby said 10 minutes. You sure you’re OK?”
“Worried about you, man. You sound a little out of it. Stay with me, Eds. Keep talking to me”.
“What do you want to talk about, babe?”
Buck was quiet for a beat.
“Well, we could start with why you just called me “babe”. What’s that about, Eddie?”
——————————————————
-
I don't want to live (in a world without you in it) by Ezra_Novea
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
After the jump, John starts texting Sherlock's old number. Sherlock doesn't text back. He wants to, but he can't- It's too risky, and he needs John to stay alive. That was the whole reason he jumped, so Moriarty's network wouldn't kill him. Until John sends one last message -- "I don't want to live in a world without you in it. This is my note."
Sherlock texts back. -
that one chatfic i want to write but dunno how to name lmfao by holyforkeroni
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
Hello! Ive been wanting to write such a fic for a long time lmao, but idk how often I’ll update ngl
-
Tags
Summary
Set during Season 2’s Teach Me Tonight, this AU reimagines a key moment in Rory Gilmore’s life—the night she was meant to be tutoring Jess Mariano, the night that was supposed to end in a car accident.
Only… it doesn’t.
No crash. No hospital. Just a spring night that stretches longer than it should, a car ride that leads somewhere unexpected, and a quiet rebellion that begins to unfold.
Rory always thought she knew who she was: the responsible one, the good girl, the one who followed the plan. But as her connection with Jess deepens in ways she can’t quite name—or control—she starts to question the version of herself that Stars Hollow expects her to be.
Small choices that change everything, the ache of first desire, and the electric chaos of realizing that maybe being "good" was never the whole story.
Series
- Part 1 of Even Good Girls
-
like real people do by ohtoseni
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
the government forces soulmates to be together, no matter what it takes.
it just so happens that eve's soulmates are two bisexual super soldiers.
or,
steve and bucky struggle with their eighteen-year-old soulmate who refuses to settle into her new life after being kidnapped by the government.
-
Aimless Birds in the Long Fall to the Sea by MiliNova
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
No sabo, the term sticks with her, the notion of not knowing, of knowing not properly.
But falling should have ended that and her entirely. Instead she has a mother once more as well as an ugly surprise or two waiting for her.
OR: A girl ends up being a surprise to one “Dick Grayson”—comic book hero extraordinaire who feels, and is, all too human, but tries nevertheless.
-
the heart that i have by butidontreallycare
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
12 Jul 2025
Tags
Summary
Technically, Sieun never lied.
He is suffering from bond sickness. Specifically, he is suffering a withdrawal from his bonded alpha who lies beyond his reach, locked away in a coma.
He’s not sure how it happened, but he knows that it did. One sided, it doesn’t matter. Sieun means it. Suho is his alpha. He’s the only one it could ever be.
or, Sieun accidentally bonds with Suho somewhere in between throwing a chair and breaking a window. He’d keep it to himself if it weren’t literally killing him.