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i know it’s not very sexy when somebody loves you this much and knows you this well by fleetinghearts for Underhung_Aura
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jul 2025
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“I mean,” Eddie backtracks hastily, “that I probably don’t—uh, that I don’t want a hook up. Just the single, uh, kiss. For research.”
“Right,” Buck nods. “For research.”
They turn back to the TV, sipping beers and spooning dessert, room quiet save for the telenovela playing. Buck, gun to his head, could not tell you who or what is on the screen right now. The brave, strong part of his brain has surrendered shamefully, white flag hoisted while the rest of his brain—stupid, stupid—hosts a skillfully imagined supercut of his best friend kissing men. It’s surprisingly new subject matter for him. What’s unsurprising is his distaste for every conjured scenario, discarding each indistinguishable stranger until the reel buffers on something more… familiar.
“Well—”
Eddie waits a patient minute for Buck to continue before asking, “Well, what?”
“I just mean—if it’s just a kiss, right.” Buck pauses. “You could, uh. You could try it with me.”
or, buck thinks kissing men and women feels pretty much the same. eddie’s not buying it. sometimes settling a bet requires kissing your best friend, a lot, for research
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11 Oct 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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11 Oct 2025
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Margaret says, every inch the interfering grandmother, “Maddie, dear, are you thinking you’ll have another after this little one?”
"Maybe let her get through this one first,” Buck says.
Philip says, "We always thought two was the perfect number of children, you know. That way there’s always a parent available to drive each one around."
And Buck snaps, "Well that worked out for you, didn't it."
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Parents, forgiving but not forgetting, and what it means to earn a second chance.Bookmarked by Caitlyn_post123
11 Oct 2025
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When the Enterprise receives a December assignment to accompany a Federation investigation on Tarsus IV, Jim is forced to confront not only the trauma he experienced there, but also his conflicted feelings about Christmas, his childhood, and his first officer.
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10 Oct 2025
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That Which Begets Affection (Is Silent) by bubbysbub
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types
28 Jul 2017
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Business pulls Bilbo to the town of Scary, but it is the journey home that changes everything for Bilbo. Family, it seems, comes in many forms, and quite possibly in the form of a scarred, silent shade of a Dwarrow Bilbo finds in a ditch.
Family, though, is a tricky thing, and there's fun to be had when they come looking for their kin.
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08 Oct 2025
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Then, you feel reborn.
Rhaenyra Targaryen dies one of the most gruesomely horrifying deaths a person could, having lost all she held dear.
She wakes up years earlier, and will make damn sure she won't.- Language:
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08 Oct 2025
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Five times is a lot.
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06 Oct 2025
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When Eddie leaves for El Paso, he and Buck share a goodbye knowing it is their only chance at what could have been.
Eddie leaves more behind than he knows.Series
- Part 1 of make it verse
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05 Oct 2025
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Spoilers/spec fic for 6x11 "In Another Life"
“Hey Buck,” Christopher says a little shyly, before reaching out to grab Buck’s foot through the hospital blankets—shaking it in the same way he’s woken his father up on many a bleary-eyed morning. The familiarity of the gesture makes Eddie’s head spin.
But of course, there’s no response from the comatose man on the bed.
“I thought you said he was sleeping,” Chris mumbles, angrily swiping at his cheeks, and Eddie’s already broken heart shatters all over again for whatever hope his son had just lost when his expectations were so cruelly dashed.
.While Buck sleeps, and dreams in the aftermath of the lightning strike, Eddie tries desperately to hold himself together.
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03 Oct 2025
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heaven, for a sinner like me by aqueerwindinthewillows (einzlr)
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
01 Oct 2025
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Ronan woke up in the tiny room above St. Agnes's, where he'd fallen asleep on Adam's floor for the upteenth time. It was becoming somewhat of a habit, one that both thrilled him and simultaneously made him violently fucking nervous. It was too much, too close, not enough, nowhere near what he wanted. But he wasn't naive enough to think he'd ever get anything more, so it was fine. It was all totally and completely fine.
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02 Oct 2025
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After Eddie and Buck start dating, Maddie and Buck come up with a plan to reunite Eddie with his sister, who he's been estranged from for years. The only issue? They neglect to tell Eddie about it.
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29 Sep 2025
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After Keeley taught him the word 'Pavlovian', Jamie fiddled with it for a few weeks, taking it on and off his mental shelf, before shunting it off to the back of his mind where he kept all the other pub quiz answers.
When else would he ever need to know that word anyways?
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5+1 Times Jamie fell asleep in front of Roy Kent — the person, not the poster.
But it was never really about that.
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Bookmarked by Caitlyn_post123
29 Sep 2025
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“My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”
Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.
“She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.
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Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.
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25 Sep 2025
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the mortifying ordeal of knowing adrian chase by pinkchem91
Fandoms: Peacemaker (TV 2022)
15 Sep 2025
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Journal Entry 47
"Dorian is getting married. I haven’t seen him since I was 16 because I hit him back one time and he couldn’t handle it. I’m pretty sure he hates me and I think I hate him too. I try not to think about him because it makes me feel out of control.
I’m not good when I’m out of control.
Today was weird and I don't feel like myself."
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obligatory Adrian's brother's wedding fic but With A Twist
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24 Sep 2025
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When Colin and Isaac are messing with Jamie, they play a voicemail left on his phone, thinking it’s from some girl. In reality, however, it is a voicemail Jamie’s dad left for him. Jamie flees the scene before anyone can intervene, but when Roy finds a bruised striker in the locker room the next day, he’s not going to let it pass him by. He’ll take care of Jamie, even if he has to force the prick.
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16 Sep 2025
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Everyone is someone's baby. Christopher resigned to being nobody's. He was always special, this was no different. But it couldn't be fair for Buck to be nobody's baby either. It only takes a tsunami to realize that Christopher has been Buck's forever.
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16 Sep 2025
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Adrian's grandpa dies and leaves Adrian his house. The problem is Adrian has to be married to get it. Luckily, Chris is willing to help.
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12 Sep 2025
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Chris knows he hasn't been around much lately, but he didn't expect Adrian to just go out and replace him.
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10 Sep 2025
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House gets a visitor that will change his life, while Wilson struggles to figure out exactly who he is and where he fits into House's new life. Canon through the first several episodes of Season 6.
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10 Sep 2025
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AU. Harry accidentally Apparates to an empty Grimmauld Place when he’s nine instead of to the top of the school roof when he escapes Dudley’s gang. The house is empty except for portraits and sometimes a speaking wooden face, and Harry has to kill his own food, and there’s something nasty in the cellars, and some of the portraits are mad. But this is still a vast improvement over the Dursleys.
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- Part 1 of Songs of Summer 2025
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08 Sep 2025