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Cowboys & Angels by AstheKrowFlies
Fandoms: Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song), This Song - Conan Gray (Song), conan gray - Fandom
23 Aug 2025
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Wilson (Conan Gray) and Brando (Corey Fogelmanis) are a rural gay couple in the early 90s on the brink of disaster. Running away from Wilson’s homophobic family to start a new life, their outlaw love story has slowly decayed into distrust of the other man. Between the guessing game of which drink he’ll down next and his endless tantrums under the influence, it’s only a matter of time before Wilson draws the line.
On one fateful night at the bar, Wilson meets a charismatic ranch hand named Trevor (Tucker Pillsbury/Role Model) who promises him a better life. One full of honest work and real trust. But can he let go of his former lover to love himself? Or will he come crawling back to the man who did him wrong? Only God knows.
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You're in my head like echoes (I don't know how to let go) by rikimashou
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
19 Aug 2025
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That summer, Riki caught Sunoo kissing Jungwon behind the school. It never occurred to him that his childhood best friend had game—let alone swung that way.
Before Riki could make sense of it, Sunoo was gone. No goodbyes. No explanations. Just growing pains and an identity crisis Riki never asked for.
Three years later, Sunoo reappears—this time as a guide for Riki’s college tour. Like some kind of sick joke.
"Did you know he was here? Like that? With—"
Riki flailed his hands in a vague gesture that somehow encompassed Sunoo’s long hair, skirt, and perfectly painted lips."You mean Sunoo-hyung? Yeah. He’s been here since before us. Everyone knows."
"Everyone?! And you didn’t think to tell me??"
"Would you have transferred universities if I did?"
"…Fine. Last question. What department is he in, anyway?"
"Same as ours," Jungwon said, too casually. Then, with a flicker of mischief tugging at his lips: "But he’s in ballet."Riki promptly choked all over Jungwon’s laptop.
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Gotham is Burning. by istayniche
Fandoms: The Batman (Movie 2022), Batman - All Media Types, Superman (Movie 2025), Superman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types
20 Aug 2025
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"Were you aware that LuthorCorp was using Wayne technology in their illegal weapons programs?"
For the first time, Bruce looked genuinely surprised. "Those contracts were terminated."
"When? Before or after Luthor's crimes became public?"
Bruce was quiet for a long moment, his fingers drumming against the arm of his chair. "I'd have to check with our legal department about the specific timeline."
"So you don't know?"
Bruce was silent.
Gotham's drowning, Batman's bleeding, and a nosy reporter won't stop asking why.
Three years after the flood, a rot festers, born from the stragglers of Riddler's movement.
The Sons of Gotham, neo-Nazis with mysteriously deep pockets, rise from the grime. Bruce bleeds for a city that keeps sinking.
Enter Clark Kent: infuriatingly earnest, maddeningly handsome, and asking questions Bruce can't answer.
When threats grow too big for one city, Batman reluctantly teams up with Superman. Saving Gotham wasn't hard.
Letting someone help? Letting someone in? Easier said than done.
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The Only Thing I'd Change by SunsetMaiden
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
22 Jun 2024
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"Can you move your seat up?" He’d asked another lifetime ago, sullen and lost, broken beyond repair without even a smidgeon of hope. And through the mess of pain and disillusionment came one brisk, certain reply.
"No."
Bucky had fallen a little in love that very moment. The only person who could love an obstinate asshole was another obstinate asshole. And on some vague level, Bucky had recognized even then that he’d found his obstinate asshole.
OR: Sam overhears Bucky say something curious and obsesses over it. Bucky notices Sam acting differently and spirals about it. And Sarah just wants them both to use their words.
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Max's Guide To Alec by Scar_Spirit_16
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
28 Jun 2017
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After Max's party he and Magnus have a little talk and the youngest Lightwood gives him something helpful.
I've decided to just leave it as one chapter but I hope you enjoyed what I have written though.
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Hyun-tak isn’t the kind of guy who thinks too much before speaking. Or before throwing a punch. Which works fine, most of the time.
But that's only until Seong-je starts showing up again. Not with fists, not with backup, but with that fucking smile. That uncanny ability to press just the right button, and then act like he didn’t mean to.
The threats that don’t actually sound like threats. His laughs, the way he touches Hyun-tak like it’s nothing.
Hyun-tak reacts. Too fast, too confused, too caught between the fight and his will to protect his friends. And something worse.
He doesn’t get it. Doesn’t want to get it. But he keeps showing up. Letting it happen. Letting Seong-je get close enough to leave a mark.
But Seong-je? He wants to dig it up. Strip it down. Watch it burn.
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...And I Always Will by SolaBalena for lunarteaspoon
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 Jun 2025
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Yoongi is just another part-time, half-hearted moving guy until Jimin's rocky on-again-off-again relationship makes him Yoongi's most loyal customer. When it's complicated, when it's crazy, when it's perfect, when it's hell; Yoongi is there.
Because for him, it's been simple from the start.
When Jimin calls, Yoongi comes.
Always has.--- Or ---
Yoongi gets bewitched by the Jimin effect, right in the body and soul.
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Looo amooo😔💗💗💗
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This Should Have Been A Slow Burn by Aamalysstuff
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 Dec 2024
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Gojo Satoru is not gay. He’s not.
He likes tits and asses, and long fucking legs and curves. Long hair and pretty faces. He’s never been into men like - and he should know, he’s been in some kind of sport his whole life, from wrestling to basketball, and now he’s in a frat house. There’s naked dudes around him at all times. If he were fucking gay, he’d know already, but it's the opposite! He gets the heebies jeebies from seeing dicks flop around in the locker room and he likes eating pussy!
But no one in the world sucks his dick better than Geto Suguru, and Satoru thinks this is monstrously unfair.
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- Part 7 of Ama's Smutty One Shots
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freaks…
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Prince Aemond Targaryen has an apartment he keeps in King’s Landing. It’s a place he can disappear to for a few hours, or a couple of days; where he could do his own dishes or laundry or hook up with Lucerys in peace. That last one isn't the intention behind buying the apartment, but it's certainly a benefit.
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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Jesus
Fuck me up good and tight
Re-read till the end of times
Amazing, hurts so good
Beautiful ending, beautiful story
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A series of episode tags for 9-1-1: Lone Star, exploring the relationship between TK and Carlos and showing scenes I would have liked to have seen in the show.
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the difference between want and need by WizardTricks
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
23 Aug 2025
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When Shen Yuan wakes up in the body of a new succubus under the care of one Madam Meiyin, he can't exactly say he's thrilled. He's not sure what's more upsetting, being in his most beloathed webnovel or being in the body of a woman! At least the people around him are determined to let him still be a man, insisting that it's important to do or be what he wants.
Things could be worse, he supposes. He could be the scum villain or at the end of Luo Binghe's blade! He might not be your most traditional succubus, but he's determined to live the life he wants in PIDW, come hell or high water. Even if that means taking a sneaky trip or two into the Abyss - just for a peek! Just a peek! It's not like he'll stumble on the protagonist and rescue him and end up helping him through his hellish blackening in the efforts to make his life better... ahaha...
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the difference between want and need | WizardTricks
When Shen Yuan wakes up in the body of a new succubus under the care of one Madam Meiyin, he can't exactly say he's thrilled. He's not sure what's more upsetting, being in his most beloathed webnovel or being in the body of a woman! At least the people around him are determined to let him still be a man, insisting that it's important to do or be what he wants.
Things could be worse, he supposes. He could be the scum villain or at the end of Luo Binghe's blade! He might not be your most traditional succubus, but he's determined to live the life he wants in PIDW, come hell or high water. Even if that means taking a sneaky trip or two into the Abyss - just for a peek! Just a peek! It's not like he'll stumble on the protagonist and rescue him and end up helping him through his hellish blackening in the efforts to make his life better... ahaha...
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After the Berlin Bathroom Fight, Solo can't forget the feeling of Illya's long legs wrapped around his waist.
Then he starts to fall.
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Craig had been wearing a cardboard box over his head for days and Tweek tried to go along with it, because he didn't know what else to do.
But then, his boyfriend stood him up on a Red Racer's Saturday.
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A Glimmer of Light Refusing to Fade by MagicSchoolbusDropout08
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Aug 2025
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When the Byers move to California, Will is lonely, bullied, and struggling with his mental health. When Mike comes to visit, he notices that something is off, but doesn’t know what’s wrong or how to help while his best friend feels so far away even though he's physically there. However, maybe Mike finds the answer after they are brought closer than ever after El is abducted by the government and they end up facing capture, interdimensional monsters, torture, the past, their own feelings, and attempting to prevent the apocalypse. (Post-s3, rewriting s4, and predicting s5).
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- Part 1 of The Glimmer Series
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AHH LOVE PERFECT SO GOOD AH GRR 💖💖🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘🤩🤩🤩😘💖🥰😘💖🤩
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Since It's You, I Would Be Happy To by radicar
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Aug 2025
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'Hikaru' apparently doesn't have a human's base desires, but he still enthusiastically asked Yoshiki if he could touch him. Yoshiki hasn't come any closer in understanding what his friend is, and if he could resemble humans in any capacity, but touching him makes his heart race, and his company puts his jumbled mind at ease. In private moments like these, Yoshiki could pretend it is okay to share this sort of intimacy together.
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- Part 2 of Silence Before The Storm
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There are many things that I would like to say to you (but I don't know how) by OneofThoseQueers
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
12 Aug 2025
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It'd been 2 weeks, 3 days, and 6 hours since Will had given the painting to Mike. 2 weeks, 3 days, and 6 hours since Will had lied about the painting to Mike. After he'd done it, poured his heart out to him in what was essentially a long overdue confession, there had been a bomb ticking in the back of his head. He knew, eventually, the bomb would go off, and he'd be found out. Mike, despite being oblivious as all hell, was not stupid. Will knew that at some point, he'd put the pieces together. He just hadn't expected it to be so soon.
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Mike confronts Will about the painting. After a long overdue conversation about their feelings, Mike shares something hes been hiding from Will.
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Beomgyu has a propensity for ruining everything good in his life. He tells himself he’s just beating it to the punch. Kill it before it kills you, right? But as soon as Yeonjun leaves, he wants him to come back. He’s never, ever wanted Yeonjun gone, and yet he can’t stop pushing when he means to say I need you.
It wasn’t always like this. He wants to go back. Back to late nights and cramming in a twin-sized bed and fearing the future instead of living it. It wasn’t always like this.
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“When whatever you’re running from catches up to you again,” the boy says, interrupting Beomgyu’s motion of putting his headphones back on. “Just come back here.”
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“House?” He calls groggily.
House just grunts in response, scaring away whatever lethargy Wilson was still under.
Wilson turns towards him, noticing that his boyfriend is rubbing his right thigh. “House,” he repeats, “you okay?”
“Just peachy.” House grits out.
“What happened?” He asks softly, running his hands over House’s leg and feeling for irregularities. He doesn’t find any.
House glares at him for a moment before answering. “Woke up like this.”
Presenting with acute leg pain, Wilson’s mind provides.
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My reimagining of House's infarction if he and Wilson had been in an established relationship.
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“House.” Wilson calls out just as House reaches the door. “You know I would, right?”
“Be very happy with a woman?” House makes a show of looking confused. “Somehow I doubt that.”
“Marry you.” Wilson says clearly and when House looks at him he’s met with a soft smile. “I mean, the secrecy is fun and all, but if I had the chance to call you my husband I’d take it in a heartbeat.”
“I know.” House locks the door and walks towards Wilson. “But you were right, we’re already married. You’re my medical proxy, my sole beneficiary, my emergency contact. You’re stuck with me, Wilson, for better or for worse.”
Wilson looks up at House, now towering over where he’s seated. “In sickness and in health?” He asks quietly.
“Till death do us part.” House leans down and kisses him.
“We both know that the only way this ends is in murder-suicide.” Wilson whispers as he pulls away.
“Oh, Jimmy, you say the sweetest things.”
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"For a moment, Mingyu couldn’t move, his eyes wide with shock. He felt a strange mix of emotions– guilt from the past, awe at Wonwoo’s transformation, and slight admiration at how well he’s matured.
This was the boy who wrote him a love letter?"
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Mingyu thought he’d left his shameful high school days behind, until he runs into the boy he used to bully at his college orientation. Except now, he looks nothing like the shy, nerdy kid that Mingyu remembers from three years ago.
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