valix33



Recent works

Recent series

  1. Words:
    21,242
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    8
  2. Words:
    22,240
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    67
  3. Words:
    4,760
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    24
  4. Words:
    11,020
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    2
  5. Words:
    4,949
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    2

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 28

    Tags
    Summary

    Eddie Diaz spent his life searching for something that made him feel whole, but by his thirties, he still felt lost. The one constant in his life, the one thing that truly brought him happiness, was Christopher. And Eddie was finally ready to go after that joy—no matter the cost. But in his quest for happiness, Eddie’s destructive nature kept threatening to unravel everything.

    Buck Buckley, on the other hand, had long believed that people always leave. He had learned early that no one stays, and when his best friend walked away, it was just more proof of the painful truth he'd been living. No matter how hard Buck tried to hold on, nothing seemed to last.

     

    A three-part series where Eddie must leave everything behind, fight to find his way back, and discover if true joy is even possible—or if it’s already too late.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    136,185
    Chapters:
    21/26
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    3,795

    10 Feb 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 25

    Tags
    Summary

    “Orion,” Eddie whispered, “I think it’s like you.”

    “How come?” Buck whispered back.

    “For one, you can find it in the sky no matter where you are. And I think—you would find me. No matter where I was, even if I were lost. For another, it represents strength, and there’s a lot of that in you, too.”

    If Buck was a constellation of stars, then Eddie was what he shined on.

     

    Or: Buck is struck by lightning, and Eddie leaves for Texas. Both situations leave him lost and dead.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,342
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    116
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    1,635

    10 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Tommy didn’t give you that hickey?”

    “It was,” Buck doesn’t understand why it is so surprising to her. This is not something uncommon, people give other people hickeys all the time. “Eddie.

    “Are you and Eddie together?”

    What? No, Eddie’s my best friend.” And why would Maddie think that?

     

    Or: Buck and Eddie's friendship is a little different than "normal".

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,408
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    1,262
    Bookmarks:
    218
    Hits:
    14,851

    24 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 73

    Tags
    Summary

    It was so loud. All he wanted to do was to sleep. He just wanted the beating of his heart to quieten down, the ringing in his ears to shut off, the smell of blood, so sharp and crisp, to just-

    Stop.
    .
    .
    .
    In which I give Buck a mental breakdown because I'm surprised he hasn't already had one in canon

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,633
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    505
    Bookmarks:
    73
    Hits:
    10,094

    06 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Eddie carefully turns them over, reading over the dates, seeing that they go back all the way to August of 2021, and are up to as recently as two days ago.

    Three years of letters that Buck wrote, but never sent.

    This, Eddie thinks, is dangerous territory. He should stack the letters back up, tuck them in the drawer and not look at them. Buck never sent them so clearly they weren’t meant to actually be read.

    He knows he’s probably being nosy, and invading Buck’s privacy, but he throws all caution to the wind and picks up the letter with the earliest date on it, and opens it up. He sinks down on the bed as he unfurls it, takes a deep breath, and reads. And once he starts, he can’t seem to make himself stop.

    OR

    When Buck is in the hospital for a small injury, Eddie swings by the loft to pick up some of his things so that he and Chris can supervise him during his recommended concussion watch. While packing a bag, Eddie stumbles across a series of letters addressed to him that Buck never meant to send. And Eddie…. Once he starts reading, he can’t stop.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,567
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    1,122
    Bookmarks:
    269
    Hits:
    9,588

    15 Aug 2024